diff options
| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 04:35:23 -0700 |
|---|---|---|
| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 04:35:23 -0700 |
| commit | a18d01f00e43f178e909dc58eac7d0af5f37387f (patch) | |
| tree | ecf539d9abe7bb9e04784e0a7bf0f70b29592d29 /10866-0.txt | |
Diffstat (limited to '10866-0.txt')
| -rw-r--r-- | 10866-0.txt | 11734 |
1 files changed, 11734 insertions, 0 deletions
diff --git a/10866-0.txt b/10866-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..18dde22 --- /dev/null +++ b/10866-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11734 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 10866 *** + + The Dolorous Passion of + Our Lord Jesus Christ + + + From the Meditations of + Anne Catherine Emmerich + + + Copyright Notice: This ebook was prepared from the 20th edition of +this book, which was published in 1904 by Benziger Brothers in New +York. The copyright for that edition is expired and the text is in the +public domain. This ebook is not copyrighted and is also in the public +domain. + +PREFACE TO THE FRENCH TRANSLATION. + BY THE ABBE DE CAZALES. + + The writer of this Preface was travelling in Germany, when he +chanced to meet with a book, entitled, The History of the Passion of +our Lord Jesus Christ, from the Meditations of Anne Catherine Emmerich, +which appeared to him both interesting and edifying. Its style was +unpretending, its ideas simple, its tone unassuming, its sentiments +unexaggerated, and its every sentence expressive of the most complete +and entire submission to the Church. Yet, at the same time, it would +have been difficult anywhere to meet with a more touching and lifelike +paraphrase of the Gospel narrative. He thought that a book possessing +such qualities deserved to be known on this side the Rhine, and that +there could be no reason why it should not be valued for its own sake, +independent of the somewhat singular source whence it emanated. + +Still, the translator has by no means disguised to himself that this +work is written, in the first place, for Christians; that is to say, +for men who have the right to be very diffident in giving credence to +particulars concerning facts which are articles of faith; and although +he is aware that St. Bonaventure and many others, in their paraphrases +of the Gospel history, have mixed up traditional details with those +given in the sacred text, even these examples have not wholly reassured +him. St. Bonaventure professed only to give a paraphrase, whereas these +revelations appear to be something more. It is certain that the holy +maiden herself gave them no higher title than that of dreams, and that +the transcriber of her narratives treats as blasphemous the idea of +regarding them in any degree as equivalent to a fifth Gospel; still it +is evident that the confessors who exhorted Sister Emmerich to relate +what she saw, the celebrated poet who passed four years near her couch, +eagerly transcribing all he heard her say, and the German Bishops, who +encouraged the publication of his book, considered it as something more +than a paraphrase. Some explanations are needful on this head. + +The writings of many Saints introduce us into a new, and, if I may +be allowed the expression, a miraculous world. In all ages there have +been revelations about the past, the present, the future, and even +concerning things absolutely inaccessible to the human intellect. In +the present day men are inclined to regard these revelations as simple +hallucinations, or as caused by a sickly condition of body. + +The Church, according to the testimony of her most approved writers, +recognises three descriptions of ecstasy; of which the first is simply +natural, and entirely brought about by certain physical tendencies and +a highly imaginative mind; the second divine or angelic, arising from +intercourse held with the supernatural world; and the third produced by +infernal agency. (See, on this head, the work of Cardinal Bona, De +Discretione Spirituum.) Lest we should here write a book instead of a +preface, we will not enter into any development of this doctrine, which +appears to us highly philosophical, and without which no satisfactory +explanation can be given on the subject of the soul of man and its +various states. + +The Church directs certain means to be employed to ascertain by what +spirit these ecstasies are produced, according to the maxim of St. +John: 'Try the spirits, if they be of God.' (1 Jn 4:1). When circumstances +or events claiming to be supernatural have been properly examined +according to certain rules, the Church has in all ages made a selection +from them. + +Many persons who have been habitually in a state of ecstasy have +been canonised, and their books approved. But this approbation has +seldom amounted to more than a declaration that these books contained +nothing contrary to faith, and that they were likely to promote a +spirit of piety among the faithful. For the Church is only founded on +the word of Christ and on the revelations made to the Apostles. +Whatever may since have been revealed to certain saints possesses +purely a relative value, the reality of which may even be disputed--it +being one of the admirable characteristics of the Church, that, though +inflexibly one in dogma, she allows entire liberty to the human mind in +all besides. Thus, we may believe private revelations, above all, when +those persons to whom they were made have been raised by the Church to +the rank of Saints publicly honoured, invoked, and venerated; but, even +in these cases, we may, without ceasing to be perfectly orthodox, +dispute their authenticity and divine origin. It is the place of reason +to dispute and to select as it sees best. + +With regard to the rule for discerning between the good and the evil +spirit, it is no other, according to all theologians, than that of the +Gospel. A fructibus eorum cognoscetis eos. By their fruits you shall +know them. It must be examined in the first place whether the person +who professes to have revelations mistrusts what passes within himself; +whether he would prefer a more common path; whether far from boasting +of the extraordinary graces which he receives, he seeks to hide them, +and only makes them known through obedience; and, finally, whether he +is continually advancing in humility, mortification, and charity. Next, +the revelations themselves must be very closely examined into; it must +be seen whether there is anything in them contrary to faith; whether +they are conformable to Scripture and Apostolic tradition; and whether +they are related in a headstrong spirit, or in a spirit of entire +submission to the Church. + +Whoever reads the life of Anne Catherine Emmerich, and her book, +will be satisfied that no fault can be found in any of these respects +either with herself or with her revelations. Her book resembles in many +points the writings of a great number of saints, and her life also +bears the most striking similitude to theirs. To be convinced of this +fact, we need but study the writings or what is related of Saints +Francis of Assisi, Bernard, Bridget, Hildegard, Catherine of Genoa, +Catherine of Sienna, Ignatius, John of the Cross, Teresa, and an +immense number of other holy persons who are less known. So much being +conceded, it is clear that in considering Sister Emmerich to have been +inspired by God's Holy Spirit, we are not ascribing more merit to her +book than is allowed by the Church to all those of the same class. They +are all edifying, and may serve to promote piety, which is their sole +object. We must not exaggerate their importance by holding as an +absolute fact that they proceed from divine inspiration, a favour so +great that its existence in any particular case should not be credited +save with the utmost circumspection. + +With regard, however, to our present publication, it may be urged +that, considering the superior talents of the transcriber of Sister +Emmerich's narrations, the language and expressions which he has made use +of may not always have been identical with those which she employed. We +have no hesitation whatever in allowing the force of this argument. +Most fully do we believe in the entire sincerity of M. Clement +Brentano, because we both know and love him, and, besides, his +exemplary piety and the retired life which he leads, secluded from a +world in which it would depend but on himself to hold the highest +place, are guarantees amply sufficient to satisfy any impartial mind of +his sincerity. A poem such as he might publish, if he only pleased, +would cause him to be ranked at once among the most eminent of the +German poets, whereas the office which he has taken upon himself of +secretary to a poor visionary has brought him nothing but contemptuous +raillery. Nevertheless, we have no intention to assert that in giving +the conversations and discourses of Sister Emmerich that order and +coherency in which they were greatly wanting, and writing them down in +his own way, he may not unwittingly have arranged, explained, and +embellished them. But this would not have the effect of destroying the +originality of the recital, or impugning either the sincerity of the +nun, or that of the writer. + +The translator professes to be unable to understand how any man can +write for mere writing's sake, and without considering the probable +effects which his work will produce. This book, such as it is, appears +to him to be at once unusually edifying, and highly poetical. It is +perfectly clear that it has, properly speaking, no literary pretensions +whatever. Neither the uneducated maiden whose visions are here relate, +nor the excellent Christian writer who had published them in so entire +a spirit of literary disinterestedness, ever had the remotest idea of +such a thing. And yet there are not, in our opinion, many highly +worked-up compositions calculated to produce an effect in any degree +comparable to that which will be brought about by the perusal of this +unpretending little work. It is our hope that it will make a strong +impression even upon worldlings, and that in many hearts it will +prepare the way for better ideas,--perhaps even for a lasting change of +life. + +In the next place, we are not sorry to call public attention in some +degree to all that class of phenomena which preceded the foundation of +the Church, which has since been perpetuated uninterruptedly, and which +too many Christians are disposed to reject altogether, either through +ignorance and want of reflection, or purely through human respect. This +is a field which has hitherto been but little explored historically, +psychologically, and physiologically; and it would be well if +reflecting minds were to bestow upon it a careful and attentive +investigation. To our Christian readers we must remark that this work +has received the approval of ecclesiastical authorities. It has been +prepared for the press under the superintendence of the two late +Bishops of Ratisbonne, Sailer and Wittman. These names are but little +known in France; but in Germany they are identical with learning, +piety, ardent charity, and a life wholly devoted to the maintenance and +propagation of the Catholic faith. Many French priests have given their +opinion that the translation of a book of this character could not but +tend to nourish piety, without, however, countenancing that weakness of +spirit which is disposed to lend more importance in some respects to +private than to general revelations, and consequently to substitute +matters which we are simply permitted to believe, in the place of those +which are of faith. + +We feel convinced that no one will take offence at certain details +given on the subject of the outrages which were suffered by our divine +Lord during the course of his passion. Our readers will remember the +words of the psalmist: 'I am a worm and no man; the reproach of men, and +the outcast of the people;' (Ps 22:6) and those of the Apostle: 'Tempted in +all things like as we are, without sin.' (Heb 4:15). Did we stand in need +of a precedent, we should request our readers to remember how plainly +and crudely Bossuet describes the same scenes in the most eloquent of +his four sermons on the Passion of our Lord. On the other hand, there +have been so many grand platonic or rhetorical sentences in the books +published of late years, concerning that abstract entity; on which the +writers have been pleased to bestow the Christian title of the Word, or +Logos, that it may be eminently useful to show the Man-God, the Word +made flesh, in all the reality of his life on earth, of his +humiliation, and of his sufferings. It must be evident that the cause +of truth, and still more that of edification, will not be the losers. + + +INTRODUCTION + +The following meditations will probably rank high among many similar +works which the contemplative love of Jesus has produced; but it is our +duty here plainly to affirm that they have no pretensions whatever to +be regarded as history.1 They are but intended to take one of the +lowest places among those numerous representations of the Passion which +have been given us by pious writers and artists, and to be considered +at the very utmost as the Lenten meditations of a devout nun, related +in all simplicity, and written down in the plainest and most literal +language, from her own dictation. To these meditations, she herself +never attached more than a mere human value, and never related them +except through obedience, and upon the repeated commands of the +directors of her conscience. + +The writer of the following pages was introduced to this holy +religious by Count Leopold de Stolberg. (The Count de Stolberg is one +of the most eminent converts whom the Catholic Church has made from +Protestantism. He died in 1819.) Dean Bernard Overberg, her director +extraordinary, and Bishop Michael Sailer, who had often been her +counsellor and consoler, urged her to relate to us in detail all that +she experienced; and the latter, who survived her, took the deepest +interest in the arrangement and publication of the notes taken down +from her dictation. (The Bishop of Ratisbonne, one of the most +celebrated defenders of the faith in Germany.) These illustrious and +holy men, now dead, and whose memory is blessed, were in continual +communion of prayer with Anne Catherine, whom they loved and respected, +on account of the singular graces with which God had favoured her. The +editor of this book received equal encouragement, and met with no less +sympathy in his labours, from the late Bishop of Ratisbonne, Mgr. +Wittman. (Mgr. Wittman was the worthy successor of Sailer, and a man of +eminent sanctity, whose memory is held in veneration by all the +Catholics of the south of Germany.) This holy Bishop, who was so deeply +versed in the ways of Divine grace, and so well acquainted with its +effects on certain souls, both from his private investigations of the +subject, and his own experience, took the most lively interest in all +that concerned Anne Catherine, and on hearing of the work in which the +editor of this book was engaged, he strongly exhorted him to publish +it. 'These things have not been communicated to you for nothing,' would he +often say; 'God had his views in all. Publish something at least of what +you know, for you will thereby benefit many souls.' He at the same time +brought forward various instances from his own experience and that of +others, showing the benefit which had been derived from the study of +works of a similar character. He delighted in calling such privileged +souls as Anne Catherine the marrow of the bones of the Church, +according to the expression of St. John Chrysostom, medulla enim hujus +mundi sunt, and he encouraged the publication of their lives and +writings as far as lay in his power. + +The editor of this book being taken by a kind friend to the dying +bed of the holy Bishop, had no reason whatever to expect to be +recognised, as he had only once in his life conversed with him for a +few minutes; nevertheless the dying saint knew him again, and after a +few most kind words blessed and exhorted him to continue his work for +the glory of God. + +Encouraged by the approbation of such men, we therefore yield to the +wishes of many virtuous friends in publishing the Meditations on the +Passion, of this humble religious, to whom God granted the favour of +being at times simple, ingenuous, and ignorant as a child, while at +others she was clear sighted, sensible, possessed of a deep insight +into the most mysterious and hidden things, and consumed with burning +and heroic zeal, but ever forgetful of self, deriving her whole +strength from Jesus alone, and steadfast in the most perfect humility +and entire self-abnegation. + +We give our readers a slight sketch of her life, intending at some +future day to publish her biography more in full. + + +The Life Of Anne Catherine Emmerich, + +Religious Of The Order Of St. Augustine, + +At The Convent Of Agnetenberg, Dulmen, Westphalia. + + + +Venerable Anne Catherine Emmerich2 was born at Flamske, a village +situated about a mile and a half from Coesfeld, in the bishopric of +Munster, on the 8th of September 1774, and was baptised in the church +of St. James at Coesfeld. Her parents, Bernard Emmerich and Anne +Hiller, were poor peasants, but distinguished for their piety and +virtue. + +The childhood of Anne Catherine bore a striking resemblance to that +of the Venerable Anne Garzias de St. Barthelemi, of Dominica del +Paradiso, and of several other holy persons born in the same rank of +life as herself. Her angel-guardian used to appear to her as a child; +and when she was taking care of sheep in the fields, the Good Shepherd +himself, under the form of a young shepherd, would frequently come to +her assistance. From childhood she was accustomed to have divine +knowledge imparted to her in visions of all kinds, and was often +favoured by visits from the Mother of God and Queen of Heaven, who, +under the form of a sweet, lovely, and majestic lady, would bring the +Divine Child to be, as it were, her companion, and would assure her +that she loved and would ever protect her. Many of the saints would +also appear to her, and receive from her hands the garlands of flowers +which she had prepared in honour of their festivals. All these favours +and visions surprised the child less than if an earthly princess and +the lords and ladies of her court had come to visit her. Nor was she, +later in life, more surprised at these celestial visits, for her +innocence caused her to feel far more at her ease with our Divine Lord, +his Blessed Mother and the Saints, than she could ever be with even the +most kind and amiable of her earthly companions. The names of Father, +Mother, Brother, and Spouse, appeared to her expressive of the real +connections subsisting between God and man, since the Eternal word had +been pleased to be born of a woman, and so to become our Brother, and +these sacred titles were not mere words in her mouth. + +While yet a child, she used to speak with innocent candour and +simplicity of all that she saw, and her listeners would be filled with +admiration at the histories she would relate from Holy Writ; but their +questions and remarks having sometimes disturbed her peace of mind, she +determined to keep silence on such subjects for the future. In her +innocence of heart, she thought that it was not right to talk of things +of this sort, that other persons never did so, and that her speech +should be only Yea, yea, and Nay, nay, or Praise be to Jesus Christ. +The visions with which she was favoured were so like realities, and +appeared to her so sweet and delightful, that she supposed all +Christian children were favoured with the same; and she concluded that +those who never talked on such subjects were only more discreet and +modest than herself, so she resolved to keep silence also, to be like +them. + + +Almost from her cradle she possessed the gift of distinguishing what +was good or evil, holy or profane, blessed or accursed, in material as +well as in spiritual things, thus resembling St. Sibyllina of Pavia, +Ida of Louvain, Ursula Benincasa, and some other holy souls. In her +earliest childhood she used to bring out of the fields useful herbs, +which no one had ever before discovered to be good for anything, and +plant them near her father's cottage, or in some spot where she was +accustomed to work and play; while on the other hand she would root up +all poisonous plants, and particularly those ever used for +superstitious practices or in dealings with the devil. Were she by +chance in a place where some great crime had been committed, she would +hastily run away, or begin to pray and do penance. She used also to +perceive by intuition when she was in a consecrated spot, return thanks +to God, and be filled with a sweet feeling of peace. When a priest +passed by with the Blessed Sacrament, even at a great distance from her +home or from the place where she was taking care of her flock, she +would feel a strong attraction in the direction whence he was coming, +run to meet him, and be kneeling in the road, adoring the Blessed +Sacrament, long before he could reach the spot. + +She knew when any object was consecrated, and experienced a feeling +of disgust and repugnance when in the neighbourhood of old pagan +cemeteries, whereas she was attracted to the sacred remains of the +saints as steel by the magnet. When relics were shown to her, she knew +what saints they had belonged to, and could give not only accounts of +the minutest and hitherto unknown particulars of their lives, but also +histories of the relics themselves, and of the places where they had +been preserved. During her whole life she had continual intercourse +with the souls in purgatory; and all her actions and prayers were +offered for the relief of their sufferings. She was frequently called +upon to assist them, and even reminded in some miraculous manner, if +she chanced to forget them. Often, while yet very young, she used to be +awakened out of her sleep by bands of suffering souls, and to follow +them on cold winter's nights with bare feet, the whole length of the Way +of the Cross to Coesfeld, though the ground was covered with snow. + +From her infancy to the day of her death she was indefatigable in +relieving the sick, and in dressing and curing wounds and ulcers, and +she was accustomed to give to the poor every farthing she possessed. So +tender was her conscience, that the slightest sin she fell into caused +her such pain as to make her ill, and absolution then always restored +her immediately to health. + +The extraordinary nature of the favours bestowed on her by Almighty +God was no hindrance in the way of her devoting herself to hard labour, +like any other peasant-girl; and we may also be allowed to observe that +a certain degree of the spirit of prophecy is not unusually to be found +among her country men and women. She was taught in the school of +suffering and mortification, and there learned lessons of perfection. +She allowed herself no more sleep or food than was absolutely +necessary; passed whole hours in prayer every night; and in winter +often knelt out of doors on the snow. She slept on the ground on planks +arranged in the form of a cross. Her food and drink consisted of what +was rejected by others; she always kept the best parts even of that for +the poor and sick, and when she did not know of anyone to give them to, +she offered them to God in a spirit of child-like faith, begging him to +give them to some person who was more in need than herself. When there +was anything to be seen or heard which had no reference to God or +religion, she found some excuse for avoiding the spot to which others +were hastening, or, if there, closed her eyes and ears. She was +accustomed to say that useless actions were sinful, and that when we +denied our bodily senses any gratification of this kind, we were amply +repaid by the progress which we made in the interior life, in the same +manner as pruning renders vines and other fruittrees more productive. +From her early youth, and wherever she went, she had frequent +symbolical visions, which showed her in parables, as it were, the +object of her existence, the means of attaining it, and her future +sufferings, together with the dangers and conflicts which she would +have to go through. + +She was in her sixteenth year, when one day, whilst at work in the +fields with her parents and sisters, she heard the bell ringing at the +Convent of the Sisters of the Annunciation, at Coesfeld. This sound so +inflamed her secret desire to become a nun, and had so great an effect +upon her, that she fainted away, and remained ill and weak for a long +time after. When in her eighteenth year she was apprenticed at Coesfeld +to a dressmaker, with whom she passed two years, and then returned to +her parents. She asked to be received at the Convents of the +Augustinians at Borken, of the Trappists at Darfeld, and of the Poor +Clares at Munster; but her poverty, and that of these convents, always +presented an insuperable obstacle to her being received. At the age of +twenty, having saved twenty thalers (about 3l. English), which she had +earned by her sewing, she went with this little sum--a perfect fortune for +a poor peasant-girl--to a pious organist of Coesfeld, whose daughter she +had known when she first lived in the town. Her hope was that, by +learning to play on the organ, she might succeed in obtaining +admittance into a convent. But her irresistible desire to serve the +poor and give them everything she possessed left her no time to learn +music, and before long she had so completely stripped herself of +everything, that her good mother was obliged to bring her bread, milk, +and eggs, for her own wants and those of the poor, with whom she shared +everything. Then her mother said: 'Your desire to leave your father and +myself, and enter a convent, gives us much pain; but you are still my +beloved child, and when I look at your vacant seat at home, and reflect +that you have given away all your savings, so as to be now in want, my +heart is filled with sorrow, and I have now brought you enough to keep +you for some time.' Anne Catherine replied: 'Yes, dear mother, it is true +that I have nothing at all left, because it was the holy will of God +that others should be assisted by me; and since I have given all to +him, he will now take care of me, and bestow his divine assistance upon +us all.' She remained some years at Coesfeld, employed in labour, good +works, and prayer, being always guided by the same inward inspirations. +She was docile and submissive as a child in the hands of her +guardian-angel. + +Although in this brief sketch of her life we are obliged to omit +many interesting circumstances, there is one which we must not pass +over in silence. When about twenty-four years of age, she received a +favour from our Lord, which has been granted to many persons devoted in +an especial manner to meditation on his painful Passion; namely, to +experience the actual and visible sufferings of his sacred Head, when +crowned with thorns. The following is the account she herself has given +of the circumstances under which so mysterious a favour was bestowed +upon her: 'About four years previous to my admittance into the convent, +consequently in 1798, it happened that I was in the Jesuits' Church at +Coesfeld, at about twelve o'clock in the day, kneeling before a crucifix +and absorbed in meditation, when all on a sudden I felt a strong but +pleasant heat in my head, and I saw my Divine Spouse, under the form of +a young man clothed with light, come towards me from the altar, where +the Blessed Sacrament was preserved in the tabernacle. In his left hand +he held a crown of flowers, in his right hand a crown of thorns, and he +bade me choose which I would have. I chose the crown of thorns; he +placed it on my head, and I pressed it down with both hands. Then he +disappeared, and I returned to myself, feeling, however, violent pain +around my head. I was obliged to leave the church, which was going to +be closed. One of my companions was kneeling by my side, and as I +thought she might have seen what happened to me, I asked her when we +got home whether there was not a wound on my forehead, and spoke to her +in general terms of my vision, and of the violent pain which had +followed it. She could see nothing outwardly, but was not astonished at +what I told her, because she knew that I was sometimes in an +extraordinary state, without her being able to understand the cause. +The next day my forehead and temples were very much swelled, and I +suffered terribly. This pain and swelling often returned, and sometimes +lasted whole days and nights. I did not remark that there was blood on +my head until my companions told me I had better put on a clean cap, +because mine was covered with red spots. I let them think whatever they +liked about it, only taking care to arrange my head dress so as to hide +the blood which flowed from my head, and I continued to observe the +same precaution even after I entered the convent, where only one person +perceived the blood, and she never betrayed my secret.' + +Several other contemplative persons, especially devoted to the +passion of our Lord, have been admitted to the privilege of suffering +the torture inflicted by the crown of thorns, after having seen a +vision in which the two crowns were offered them to choose between, for +instance, among others, St. Catherine of Sienna, and Pasithea of +Crogis, a Poor Clare of the same town, who died in 1617. + +The writer of these pages may here be allowed to remark that he +himself has, in full daylight, several times seen blood flow down the +forehead and face, and even beyond the linen wrapped round the neck of +Anne Catherine. Her desire to embrace a religious life was at length +gratified. The parents of a young person whom the Augustinian nuns of +Dulmen wished to receive into their order, declared that they would not +give their consent except on condition that Anne Catherine was taken at +the same time. The nuns yielded their assent, though somewhat +reluctantly, on account of their extreme poverty; and on the 13th +November 1802, one week before the feast of the Presentation of the +Blessed Virgin, Anne Catherine entered on her novitiate. At the present +day vocations are not so severely tested as formerly; but in her case, +Providence imposed special trials, for which, rigorous as they were, +she felt she never could be too grateful. Sufferings or privations, +which a soul, either alone or in union with others, imposes upon +herself, for God's greater glory, are easy to bear; but there is one +cross more nearly resembling the cross of Christ than any other, and +that is, lovingly and patiently to submit to unjust punishment, +rebuffs, or accusations. It was the will of God that during her year's +novitiate she should, independently of the will of any creature, be +tried as severely as the most strict mistress of novices could have +done before any mitigations had been allowed in the rules. She learned +to regard her companions as instruments in the hands of God for her +sanctification; and at a later period of her life many other things +appeared to her in the same light. But as it was necessary that her +fervent soul should be constantly tried in the school of the Cross, God +was pleased that she should remain in it all her life. + +In many ways her position in the convent was excessively painful. +Not one of her companions, nor even any priest or doctor, could +understand her case. She had learned, when living among poor peasants, +to hide the wonderful gifts which God had bestowed on her; but the case +was altered now that she was in familiar intercourse with a large +number of nuns, who, though certainly good and pious, were filled with +ever-increasing feelings of curiosity, and even of spiritual jealousy +in her regard. Then, the contracted ideas of the community, and the +complete ignorance of the nuns concerning all those exterior phenomena +by which the interior life manifests itself, gave her much to endure, +the more so, as these phenomena displayed themselves in the most +unusual and astonishing manner. She heard everything that was said +against her, even when the speakers were at on end of the convent and +she at the other, and her heart was most deeply wounded as if by +poisoned arrows. Yet she bore all patiently a lovingly without showing +that she knew what was said of her. More than once charity impelled her +to cast herself at the feet of some nun who was particularly prejudiced +against her, and ask her pardon with tears. Then, she was suspected of +listening at the doors, for the private feelings of dislike entertained +against her became known, no one knew how, and the nuns felt +uncomfortable and uneasy, in spite of themselves, when in her company. + +Whenever the rule (the minutest point of which was sacred in her +eyes) was neglected in the slightest degree, she beheld in spirit each +infringement, and at times was inspired to fly to the spot where the +rule was being broken by some infringement of the vow of poverty, or +disregards of the hours of silence, and she would then repeat suitable +passages from the rule, without having ever learned them. She thus +became an object of aversion to all those religious who broke the rule; +and her sudden appearance among them had almost the effect of +apparitions. God had bestowed upon her the gift of tears to so great an +extent, that she often passed whole hours in the church weeping over +the sins and ingratitude of men, the sufferings of the Church, the +imperfections of the community, and her own faults. But these tears of +sublime sorrow could be understood by none but God, before whom she +shed them, and men attributed them to mere caprice, a spirit of +discontent, or some other similar cause. Her confessor had enjoined +that she should receive the holy communion more frequently than the +other nuns, because, so ardently did she hunger after the bread of +angels, that she had been more than once near dying. These heavenly +sentiments awakened feelings of jealousy in her sisters, who sometimes +even accused her of hypocrisy. + +The favour which had been shown her in her admittance into the +convent, in spite of her poverty, was also made a subject of reproach. +The thought of being thus an occasion of sin to others was most painful +to her, and she continually besought God to permit her to bear herself +the penalty of this want of charity in her regard. About Christmas, of +the year 1802, she had a very severe illness, which began by a violent +pain about her heart. + +This pain did not leave her even when she was cured, and she bore it +in silence until the year 1812, when the mark of a cross was imprinted +exteriorly in the same place, as we shall relate further on. Her +weakness and delicate health caused her to be looked upon more as +burdensome than useful to the community; and this, of course, told +against her in all ways, yet she was never weary of working and serving +the others, nor was she ever so happy as at this period of her life--spent +in privations and sufferings of every description. + +On the 13th of November 1803, at the age of twenty-nine, she +pronounced her solemn vows, and became the spouse of Jesus Christ, in +the Convent of Agnetenberg, at Dulmen. 'When I had pronounced my vows,' she +says, 'my relations were again extremely kind to me. My father and my +eldest brother brought me two pieces of cloth. My father, a good, but +stern man, and who had been much averse to my entering the convent, had +told me, when we parted, that he would willingly pay for my burial, but +that he would give nothing for the convent; and he kept his word, for +this piece of cloth was the winding sheet used for my spiritual burial +in the convent.' + +'I was not thinking of myself,' she says again, 'I was thinking of nothing +but our Lord and my holy vows. My companions could not understand me; +nor could I explain my state to them. God concealed from them many of +the favours which he bestowed upon me, otherwise they would have had +very false ideas concerning me. Notwithstanding all my trials and +sufferings, I was never more rich interiorly, and my soul was perfectly +flooded with happiness. My cell only contained one chair without a +seat, and another without a back; yet in my eyes, it was magnificently +furnished, and when there I often thought myself in Heaven. Frequently +during the night, impelled by love and by the mercy of God, I poured +forth the feelings of my soul by conversing with him on loving and +familiar language, as I had always done from my childhood, and then +those who were watching me would accuse me of irreverence and +disrespect towards God. Once, I happened to say that it appeared to me +that I should be guilty of greater disrespect did I receive the Body of +our Lord without having conversed familiarly with him, and I was +severely reprimanded. Amid all these trials, I yet lived in peace with +God and with all his creatures. When I was working in the garden, the +birds would come and rest on my head and shoulders, and we would +together sing the praises of God. I always beheld my angel-guardian at +my side, and although the devil used frequently to assault and terrify +me in various ways, he was never permitted to do me much harm. My +desire for the Blessed Sacrament was so irresistible, that often at +night I left my cell and went to the church, if it was open; but if +not, I remained at the door or by the walls, even in winter, kneeling +or prostrate, with my arms extended in ecstasy. The convent chaplain, +who was so charitable as to come early to give me the Holy Communion, +used to find me in this state, but as soon as he was come and had +opened the church, I always recovered, and hastened to the holy table, +there to receive my Lord and my God. When I was sacristan, I used all +on a sudden to feel myself ravished in spirit, and ascend to the +highest parts of the church, on to cornices, projecting parts of the +building, and mouldings, where it seemed impossible for any being to +get by human means. Then I cleaned and arranged everything, and it +appeared to me that I was surrounded by blessed spirits, who +transported me about and held me up in their hands. Their presence did +not cause me the least uneasiness, for I had been accustomed to it from +my childhood, and I used to have the most sweet and familiar +intercourse with them. It was only when I was in the company of certain +men that I was really alone; and so great was then my feeling of +loneliness that I could not help crying like a child that has strayed +from home.' + +We now proceed to her illnesses, omitting any description of some +other remarkable phenomena of her ecstatic life, only recommending the +reader to compare the accounts we have already given with what is +related of St. Mary Magdalen of Pazzi. + +Anne Catherine had always been weak and delicate, and yet had been, +from her earliest childhood, in the habit of practising many +mortifications, of fasting and of passing the night in watching and +prayer in the open air. She had been accustomed to continue hard labour +in the fields, at all seasons of the year, and her strength was also +necessarily much tried by the exhausting and supernatural states +through which she so frequently passed. At the convent she continued to +work in the garden and in the house, whilst her spiritual labours and +sufferings were ever on the increase, so that it is by no means +surprising that she was frequently ill; but her illnesses arose from +yet another cause. We have learned, from careful observations made +every day for the space of four years, and also from what she herself +was unwillingly forced to admit, that during the whole course of her +life, and especially during that part of it which she spent at the +convent, when she enjoyed the highest spiritual favours, a great +portion of her illnesses and sufferings came from taking upon herself +the sufferings of others. Sometimes she asked for the illness of a +person who did not bear it patiently, and relieved him of the whole or +of a part of his sufferings, by taking them upon herself; sometimes, +wishing to expiate a sin or put an end to some suffering, she gave +herself up into the hands of God, and he, accepting her sacrifice, +permitted her thus, in union with the merits of his passion, to expiate +the sin by suffering some illness corresponding to it. She had +consequently to bear, not only her own maladies, but those also of +others--to suffer in expiation of the sins of her brethren, and of the +faults and negligences of certain portions of the Christian +community--and, finally, to endure many and various sufferings in +satisfaction for the souls of purgatory. All these sufferings appeared +like real illnesses, which took the most opposite and variable forms, +and she was placed entirely under the care of the doctor, who +endeavoured by earthly remedies to cure illnesses which in reality were +the very sources of her life. She said on this subject--'Repose in suffering +has always appeared to me the most desirable condition possible. The +angels themselves would envy us, were envy not an imperfection. But for +sufferings to bear really meritorious we must patiently and gratefully +accept unsuitable remedies and comforts, and all other additional +trials. I did not myself fully understand my state, nor know what it +was to lead to. In my soul I accepted my different sufferings, but in +my body it was my duty to strive against them. I had given myself +wholly and entirely to my Heavenly Spouse, and his holy will was being +accomplished in me; but I was living on earth, where I was not to rebel +against earthly wisdom and earthly prescriptions. Even had I fully +comprehended my state, and had both time and power to explain it, there +was no one near who would have been able to understand me. A doctor +would simply have concluded that I was entirely mad, and would have +increased his expensive and painful remedies tenfold. I have suffered +much in this way during the whole of my life, and particularly when I +was at the convent, from having unsuitable remedies administered to me. +Often, when my doctors and nurses had reduced me to the last agony, and +that I was near death, God took pity on me, and sent me some +supernatural assistance, which effected an entire cure.' + +Four years before the suppression of her convent she went to Flamske +for two days to visit her parents. Whilst there she went once to kneel +and pray for some hours before the miraculous Cross of the Church of +St. Lambert, at Coesfeld. She besought the Almighty to bestow the gifts +of peace and unity upon her convent, offered him the Passion of Jesus +Christ for that intention, and implored him to allow her to feel a +portion of the sufferings which were endured by her Divine Spouse on +the Cross. From the time that she made this prayer her hands and feet +became burning and painful, and she suffered constantly from fever, +which she believed was the cause of the pain in her hands and feet, for +she did not dare to think that her prayer had been granted. Often she +was unable to walk, and the pain in her hands prevented her from +working as usual in the garden. On the 3rd December 1811, the convent +was suppressed, and the church closed. (Under the Government of Jerome +Bonaparte, King of Westphalia.) The nuns dispersed in all directions, +but Anne Catherine remained, poor and ill. A kindhearted servant +belonging to the monastery attended upon her out of charity, and an +aged emigrant priest, who said Mass in the convent, remained also with +her. These three individuals, being the poorest of the Community, did +not leave the convent until the spring of 1812. She was still very +unwell, and could not be moved without great difficulty. The priest +lodged with a poor widow who lived in the neighbourhood, and Anne +Catherine had in the same house a wretched little room on the +ground-floor, which looked on the street. There she lived, in poverty +and sickness, until the autumn of 1813. Her ecstasies in prayer, and +her spiritual intercourse with the invisible world, became more and +more frequent. She was about to be called to a state with which she was +herself but imperfectly acquainted, and in order to enter which she did +nothing but submissively abandon herself to the will of God. Our Lord +was pleased about this time to imprint upon her virginal body the +stigmas of his cross and of his crucifixion, which were to the Jews a +stumbling-block, and to the Gentiles folly, and to many persons who +call themselves Christians, both the one and the other. From her very +earliest childhood she had besought our Lord to impress the marks of +his cross deeply upon her heart, that so she might never forget his +infinite love for men; but she had never thought of receiving any +outward marks. Rejected by the world, she prayed more fervently than +ever for this end. On the 28th of August, the feast of St. Augustine, +the patron of her order, as she was making this prayer in bed, ravished +in ecstasy and her arms stretched forth, she beheld a young man +approach her surrounded with light. It was under this form that her +Divine Spouse usually appeared to her, and he now made upon her body +with his right hand the mark of a common cross. From this time there +was a mark like a cross upon her bosom, consisting of two bands +crossed, about three inches long and one wide. Later the skin often +rose in blisters on this place, as if from a burn, and when these +blisters burst a burning colourless liquid issued from them, sometimes +in such quantities as to soak through several sheets. She was long +without perceiving what the case really was, and only thought that she +was in a strong perspiration. The particular meaning of this mark has +never been known. + +Some weeks later, when making the same prayer, she fell into an +ecstasy, and beheld the same apparition, which presented her with a +little cross of the shape described in her accounts of the Passion. She +eagerly received and fervently pressed it to her bosom, and then +returned it. She said that this cross was as soft and white as wax, but +she was not at first aware that it had made an external mark upon her +bosom. A short time after, having gone with her landlady's little girl to +visit an old hermitage near Dulmen, she all on a sudden fell into an +ecstasy, fainted away, and on her recovery was taken home by a poor +peasant woman. The sharp pain which she felt in her chest continued to +increase, and she saw that there was what looked like a cross, about +three inches in length, pressed tightly upon her breast-bone, and +looking red through the skin. As she had spoken about her vision to a +nun with whom she was intimate, her extraordinary state began to be a +good deal talked of. On All Souls' day, 1812, she went out for the last +time, and with much difficulty succeeded in reaching the church. From +that time till the end of the year she seemed to be dying, and received +the last Sacraments. At Christmas a smaller cross appeared on the top +of that upon her chest. It was the same shape as the larger one, so +that the two together formed a double forked cross. Blood flowed from +this cross every Wednesday, so as to leave the impression of its shape +on paper laid over it. After a time this happened on Fridays instead. +In 1814 this flow of blood took place less frequently, but the cross +became as red as fire every Friday. At a later period of her life more +blood flowed from this cross, especially every Good Friday; but no +attention was paid to it. On the 30th March 1821, the writer of these +pages saw this cross of a deep red colour, and bleeding all over. In +its usual state it was colourless, and its position only marked by +slight cracks in the skin... Other Ecstaticas have received similar marks +of the Cross; among others, Catherine of Raconis, Marina de l' Escobar, +Emilia Bichieri, S. Juliani Falconieri, etc. + +She received the stigmas on the last days of the year 1812. On the +29th December, about three o'clock in the afternoon, she was lying on her +bed in her little room, extremely ill, but in a state of ecstasy and +with her arms extended, meditating on the sufferings of her Lord, and +beseeching him to allow her to suffer with him. She said five Our +Fathers in honour of the Five Wounds, and felt her whole heart burning +with love. She then saw a light descending towards her, and +distinguished in the midst of it the resplendent form of her crucified +Saviour, whose wounds shone like so many furnaces of light. Her heart +was overflowing with joy and sorrow, and, at the sight of the sacred +wounds, her desire to suffer with her Lord became intensely violent. +Then triple rays, pointed like arrows, of the colour of blood, darted +forth from the hands, feet, and side of the sacred apparition, and +struck her hands, feet, and right side. The triple rays from the side +formed a point like the head of a lance. The moment these rays touched +her, drops of blood flowed from the wounds which they made. Long did +she remain in a state of insensibility, and when she recovered her +senses she did not know who had lowered her outstretched arms. It was +with astonishment that she beheld blood flowing from the palms of her +hands, and felt violent pain in her feet and side. It happened that her +landlady's little daughter came into her room, saw her hands bleeding, +and ran to tell her mother, who with great anxiety asked Anne Catherine +what had happened, but was begged by her not to speak about it. She +felt, after having received the stigmas, that an entire change had +taken place in her body; for the course of her blood seemed to have +changed, and to flow rapidly towards the stigmas. She herself used to +say: 'No words can describe in what manner it flows.' + +We are indebted to a curious incident for our knowledge of the +circumstances which we have here related. On the 15th December 1819, +she had a detailed vision of all that had happened to herself, but so +that she thought it concerned some other nun who she imagined must be +living not far off, and who she supposed had experienced the same +things as herself. She related all these details with a very strong +feeling of compassion, humbling herself, without knowing it, before her +own patience and sufferings. It was most touching to hear her say: 'I +ought never to complain anymore, now that I have seen the sufferings of +that poor nun; her heart is surrounded with a crown of thorns, but she +bears it placidly and with a smiling countenance. It is shameful indeed +for me to complain, for she had a far heavier burden to bear than I +have.' + +These visions, which she afterwards recognised to be her own +history, were several times repeated, and it is from them that the +circumstances under which she received the stigmas became known. +Otherwise she would not have related so many particulars about what her +humility never permitted her to speak of, and concerning which, when +asked by her spiritual superiors whence her wounds proceeded, the +utmost she said was: 'I hope that they come from the hand of God.' + +The limits of this work preclude us from entering upon the subject +of stigmas in general, but we may observe that the Catholic Church has +produced a certain number of persons, St. Francis of Assisi being the +first, who have attained to that degree of contemplative love of Jesus +which is the most sublime effect of union with his sufferings, and is +designated by theologians, Vulnus divinum, Plago amoris viva. There are +known to have been at least fifty. Veronica Giuliani, a Capuchiness, +who died at Citta di Castello in 1727, is the last individual of the +class who has been canonised (on the 26th May 1831). Her biography, +published at Cologne in 1810, gives a description of the state of +persons with stigmas, which in many ways is applicable to Anne +Catherine. Colomba Schanolt, who died at Bamberg in 1787, Magdalen +Lorger, who died at Hadamar in 1806, both Dominicanesses, and Rose +Serra, a Capuchiness at Ozieri in Sardinia, who received the stigmas in +1801, are those of our own times of whom we know the most. Josephine +Kumi, of the Convent of Wesen, near Lake Wallenstadt in Switzerland, +who was still living in 1815, also belonged to this class of persons, +but we are not entirely certain whether she had the stigmas. 3 + +Anne Catherine being, as we have said, no longer able to walk or +rise from her bed, soon became unable also to eat. Before long she +could take nothing but a little wine and water, and finally only pure +water; sometimes, but very rarely, she managed to swallow the juice of +a cherry or a plum, but she immediately vomited any solid food, taken +in ever so small a quantity. This inability to take food, or rather +this faculty of living for a great length of time upon nothing but +water, we are assured by learned doctors is not quite unexampled in the +history of the sick. + +Theologians will be perfectly aware that here are many instances of +contemplative ascetics, and particularly of persons frequently in a +state of ecstasy and who have received the stigmas, remaining long +without taking any other food than the Blessed Sacrament; for instance, +St. Nicholas of Flue, St. Liduvina of Schiedam, St. Catherine of +Sienna, St. Angela of Foligno, and St. Louise de l'Ascension. All the +phenomena exhibited in the person of Anne Catherine remained concealed +even from those who had the most intercourse with her, until the 25th +February 1812, when they were discovered accidentally by one of her old +convent companions. By the end of March, the whole town talked of them. +On the 23rd of March, the physician of the neighbourhood forced her to +undergo an examination. Contrary to his expectation, he was convinced +of the truth, drew up an official report of what he had seen, became +her doctor and her friend, and remained such to her death. On the 28th +of March, commissioners were appointed to examine into her case by the +spiritual authorities of Munster. The consequence of this was that Anne +Catherine was henceforth looked upon kindly by her superiors, and +acquired the friendship of the late Dean Overberg, who from that time +paid her every year a visit of several days' duration, and was her +consoler and spiritual director. The medical counsellor from Druffel, +who was present at this examination in the capacity of doctor, never +ceased to venerate her. In 1814, he published in the Medical Journal of +Salzbourg a detailed account of the phenomena which he had remarked in +the person of Anne Catherine, and to this we refer those of our readers +who desire more particulars upon the subject. On the 4th of April, M. +Garnier, the Commissary-General of the French police, came from Munster +to see her; he inquired minutely into her case, and having learned that +she neither prophesied nor spoke on politics, declared that there was +no occasion for the police to occupy themselves about her. In 1826, he +still spoke of her at Paris with respect and emotion. + +On the 22nd of July 1813, Overberg came to see her, with Count de +Stolberg and his family. They remained two days with her, and Stolberg, +in a letter which has been several times printed, bore witness to the +reality of the phenomena observed in Anne Catherine, and gave +expression to his intense veneration for her. He remained her friend as +long as he lived, and the members of his family never ceased +recommending themselves to her prayers. On the 29th of September 1813, +Overberg took the daughter of the Princess Galitzin (who died in 1806) +to visit her, and they saw with their own eyes blood flow copiously +from her stigmas. This distinguished lady repeated her visit, and, +after becoming Princess of Salm, never varied in her sentiments, but, +together with her family, remained in constant communion of prayer with +Anne Catherine. Many other persons in all ranks of life were, in like +manner, consoled and edified by visiting her bed of suffering. On the +23rd of October 1813, she was carried to another lodging, the window of +which looked out upon a garden. The condition of the saintly nun became +day by day more painful. Her stigmas were a source of indescribable +suffering to her, down to the moment of her death. Instead of allowing +her thoughts to dwell upon those graces to the interior presence of +which they bore such miraculous outward testimony, she learned from +them lessons of humility, by considering them as a heavy cross laid +upon her for her sins. Her suffering body itself was to preach Jesus +crucified. It was difficult indeed to be an enigma to all persons, an +object of suspicion to the greatest number, and of respect mingled with +fear to some few, without yielding to sentiments of impatience, +irritability, or pride. Willingly would she have lived in entire +seclusion from the world, but obedience soon compelled her to allow +herself to be examined and to have judgment passed upon her by a vast +number of curious persons. Suffering, as she was, the most excruciating +pains, she was not even allowed to be her own mistress, but was +regarded as something which everyone fancied he had a right to look at +and to pass judgment upon,--often with no good results to anyone, but +greatly to the prejudice of her soul and body, because she was thus +deprived of so much rest and recollection of spirit. There seemed to be +no bounds to what was expected of her, and one fat man, who had some +difficulty in ascending her narrow winding staircase, was heard to +complain that a person like Anne Catherine, who ought to be exposed on +the public road, where everyone could see her, should remained in a +lodging so difficult to reach. In former ages, persons in her state +underwent in private the examination of the spiritual authorities, and +carried out their painful vocation beneath the protecting shadow of +hallowed walls; but our suffering heroine had been cast forth from the +cloister into the world at a time when pride, coldness of heart, and +incredulity were all the vogue; marked with the stigmas of the Passion +of Christ, she was forced to wear her bloody robe in public, under the +eyes of men who scarce believed in the Wounds of Christ, far less in +those which were but their images. + +Thus this holy woman, who in her youth had been in the habit of +praying for long hours before pictures of all the stages of Christ's +painful Passion, or before wayside crosses, was herself made like unto +a cross on the public road, insulted by one passer by, bathed in warm +tears of repentance by a second, regarded as a mere physical curiosity +by a third, and venerated by a fourth, whose innocent hands would bring +flowers to lay at her feet. + +In 1817 her aged mother came from the country to die by her side. +Anne Catherine showed her all the love she could by comforting and +praying for her, and closing her eyes with her own hands--those hands +marked with the stigmas on the 13th of March of the same year. The +inheritance left to Anne Catherine by her mother was more than +sufficient for one so imbued with the spirit of mortification and +sufferings; and in her turn she left it unimpaired to her friends. It +consisted of these three sayings:--'Lord, thy will, not mine, be done; ' +'Lord, give me patience, and then strike hard;' 'Those things which are not +good to put in the pot are at least good to put beneath it.' The meaning +of this last proverb was: If things are not fit to be eaten, they may +at least be burned, in order that food may be cooked; this suffering +does not nourish my heart, but by bearing it patiently, I may at least +increase the fire of divine love, by which alone life can profit us +anything. She often repeated these proverbs, and then thought of her +mother with gratitude. Her father had died some little time before. + +The writer of these pages became acquainted with her state first +through reading a copy of that letter of Stolberg, to which we have +already alluded, and afterwards through conversation with a friend who +had passed several weeks with her. In September 1818 he was invited by +Bishop Sailer to meet him at the Count de Stolberg's, in Westphalia; and +he went in the first place to Sondermuhlen to see the count, who +introduced him to Overberg, from whom he received a letter addressed to +Anne Catherine's doctor. He paid her his first visit on the 17th of +September 1818; and she allowed him to pass several hours by her side +each day, until the arrival of Sailer. From the very beginning, she +gave him her confidence to a remarkable extent, and this in the most +touching and ingenuous manner. No doubt she was conscious that by +relating without reserve the history of all the trials, joys, and +sorrows of her whole life, she was bestowing a most precious spiritual +alms upon him. She treated him with the most generous hospitality, and +had no hesitation in doing so, because he did not oppress her and alarm +her humility by excessive admiration. She laid open her interior to him +in the same charitable spirit as a pious solitary would in the morning +offer the flowers and fruit which had grown in his garden during the +night to some way-worn traveller, who, having lost his road in the +desert of the world, finds him sitting near his hermitage. Wholly +devoted to her God, she spoke in this open manner as a child would have +done, unsuspectingly, with no feelings of mistrust, and with no selfish +end in view. May God reward her! + +Her friend daily wrote down all the observations that he made +concerning her, and all that she told him about her life, whether +interior or exterior. Her words were characterised alternately by the +most childlike simplicity and the most astonishing depth of thought, +and they foreshadowed, as it were, the vast and sublime spectacle which +later was unfolded, when it became evident that the past, the present, +and the future, together with all that pertained to the sanctification, +profanation, and judgment of souls, formed before and within her an +allegorical and historical drama, for which the different events of the +ecclesiastical year furnished subjects, and which it divided into +scenes, so closely linked together were all the prayers and sufferings +which she offered in sacrifice for the Church militant. + +On the 22nd of October 1818 Sailer came to see her, and having +remarked that she was lodging at the back of a public house, and that +men were playing at nine-pins under her window, said in the playful yet +thoughtful manner which was peculiar to him: 'See, see; all things are as +they should be--the invalid nun, the spouse of our Lord, is lodging in a +publichouse above the ground where men are playing at nine-pins, like +the soul of man in his body.' His interview with Anne Catherine was most +affecting; it was indeed beautiful to behold these two souls, who were +both on fire with the love of Jesus, and conducted by grace through +such different paths, meet thus at the foot of the Cross, the visible +stamp of which was borne by one of them. On Friday, the 23rd of +October, Sailer remained alone with her during nearly the whole of the +day; he saw blood flow from her head, her hands, and her feet, and he +was able to bestow upon her great consolation in her interior trials. +He most earnestly recommended her to tell everything without reserve to +the writer of these pages, and he came to an understanding upon the +subject with her ordinary director. He heard her confession, gave her +the Holy Communion on Saturday, the 24th, and then continued his +journey to the Count de Stolberg's. On his return, at the beginning of +November, he again passed a day with her. He remained her friend until +death, prayed constantly for her, and asked her prayers whenever he +found himself in trying of difficult positions. The writer of these +pages remained until January. He returned in May 1819, and continued to +watch Anne Catherine almost uninterruptedly until her death. + +The saintly maiden continually besought the Almighty to remove the +exterior stigmas, on account of the trouble and fatigue which they +occasioned, and her prayer was granted at the end of seven years. +Towards the conclusion of the year 1819, the blood first flowed less +frequently from her wounds, and then ceased altogether. On the 25th of +December, scabs fell from her feet and hands, and there only remained +white scars, which became red on certain days, but the pain she +suffered was undiminished in the slightest degree. The mark of the +cross, and the wound on her right side, were often to be seen as +before, but not at any stated times. On certain days she always had the +most painful sensations around her head, as though a crown of thorns +were being pressed upon it. On these occasions she could not lean her +head against anything, nor even rest it on her hand, but had to remain +for long hours, sometimes even for whole nights, sitting up in her bed, +supported by cushions, whilst her pallid face, and the irrepressible +groans of pain which escaped her, made her like an awful living +representation of suffering. After she had been in this state, blood +invariably flowed more or less copiously from around her head. +Sometimes her head-dress only was soaked with it, but sometimes the +blood would flow down her face and neck. On Good Friday, April 19th, +1819, all her wounds re-opened and bled, and closed again on the +following days. A most rigorous inquiry into her state was made by some +doctors and naturalists. For that end she was placed alone in a strange +house, where she remained from the 7th to the 29th of August; but this +examination appears to have produced no particular effects in any way. +She was brought back to her own dwelling on the 29th of August, and +from that time until she died she was left in peace, save that she was +occasionally annoyed by private disputes and public insults. On this +subject Overberg wrote her the following words: 'What have you had to +suffer personally of which you can complain? I am addressing a soul +desirous of nothing so much as to become more and more like to her +divine Spouse. Have you not been treated far more gently than was your +adorable Spouse? Should it not be a subject of rejoicing to you, +according to the spirit, to have been assisted to resemble him more +closely, and thus to be more pleasing in his eyes? You had suffered +much with Jesus, but hitherto insults had been for the most part spared +you. With the crown of thorns you had not worn the purple mantle and +the robe of scorn, much less had you yet heard, Away with him! Crucify +him! Crucify him! I cannot doubt but that these sentiments are yours. +Praise be to Jesus Christ.' + +On Good Friday, the 30th of March 1820, blood flowed from her head, +feet, hands, chest, and side. It happened that when she fainted, one of +the persons who were with her, knowing that the application of relics +relieved her, placed near her feet a piece of linen in which some were +wrapped, and the blood which came from her wounds reached this piece of +linen after a time. In the evening, when this same piece of linen with +the relics was being placed on her chest and shoulders, in which she +was suffering much, she suddenly exclaimed, while in a state of +ecstasy: 'It is most wonderful, but I see my Heavenly spouse lying in the +tomb in the earthly Jerusalem; and I also see him living in the +heavenly Jerusalem surrounded by adoring saints, and in the midst of +these saints I see a person who is not a saint--a nun. Blood flows from +her head, her side, her hands, and her feet, and the saints are above +the bleeding parts.' + +On the 9th February 1821 she fell into an ecstasy at the time of the +funeral of a very holy priest. Blood flowed from her forehead, and the +cross on her breast bled also. Someone asked her, 'What is the matter +with you?' She smiled, and spoke like one awakening from a dream: 'We were +by the side of the body. I have been accustomed lately to hear sacred +music, and the De Profundis made a great impression upon me.' She died +upon the same day three years later. In 1821, a few weeks before +Easter, she told us that it had been said to her during her prayer: 'Take +notice, you will suffer on the real anniversary of the Passion, and not +on the day marked this year in the Ecclesiastical Calendar.' On Friday, +the 30th of March, at ten o'clock in the morning, she sank down +senseless. Her face and bosom were bathed in blood, and her body +appeared covered with bruises like what the blows of a whip would have +inflicted. At twelve o'clock in the day, she stretched herself out in the +form of a cross, and her arms were so extended as to be perfectly +dislocated. A few minutes before two o'clock, drops of blood flowed from +her feet and hands. On Good Friday, the 20th of April, she was simply +in a state of quiet contemplation. This remarkable exception to the +general rule seemed to be an effect of the providence of God, for, at +the hour when her wounds usually bled, a number of curious and +ill-natured individuals came to see her with the intention of causing +her fresh annoyances, by publishing what they saw; but they thus were +made unintentionally to contribute to her peace, by saying that her +wounds had ceased to bleed. + +On the 19th of February 1822 she was again warned that she would +suffer on the last Friday of March, and not on Good Friday. + +On Friday the 15th, and again on Friday the 29th, the cross on her +bosom and the wound of her side bled. Before the 29th, she more than +once felt as though a stream of fire were flowing rapidly from her +heart to her side, and down her arms and legs to the stigmas, which +looked red and inflamed. On the evening of Thursday the 28th, she fell +into a state of contemplation on the Passion, and remained in it until +Friday evening. Her chest, head, and side bled; all the veins of her +hands were swollen, and there was a painful spot in the centre of them, +which felt damp, although blood did not flow from it. No blood flowed +from the stigmas excepting upon the 3rd of March, the day of the +finding of the holy Cross. She had also a vision of the discovery of +the true cross by St. Helena, and imagined herself to be lying in the +excavation near the cross. Much blood came in the morning from her head +and side, and in the afternoon from her hands and feet, and it seemed +to her as though she were being made the test of whether the cross was +really the Cross of Jesus Christ, and that her blood was testifying to +its identity. + +In the year 1823, on Holy Thursday and Good Friday, which came on +the 27th and 28th of March, she had visions of the Passion, during +which blood flowed from all her wounds, causing her intense pain. Amid +these awful sufferings, although ravished in spirit, she was obliged to +speak and give answers concerning all her little household affairs, as +if she had been perfectly strong and well, and she never let fall a +complaint, although nearly dying. This was the last time that her blood +gave testimony to the reality of her union with the sufferings of him +who has delivered himself up wholly and entirely for our salvation. +Most of the phenomena of the ecstatic life which are shown us in the +lives and writings of Saints Bridget, Gertrude, Mechtilde, Hildegarde, +Catherine of Sienna, Catherine of Genoa, Catherine of Bologna, Colomba +da Rieti, Lidwina of Schiedam, Catherine Vanini, Teresa of Jesus, Anne +of St. Bartholomew, Magdalen of Pazzi, Mary Villana, Mary Buonomi, +Marina d' Escobar, Crescentia de Kaufbeuern, and many other nuns of +contemplative orders, are also to be found in the history of the +interior life of Anne Catherine Emmerich. The same path was marked out +for her by God. Did she, like these holy women, attain the end? God +alone knows. Our part is only to pray that such may have been the case, +and we are allowed to hope it. Those among our readers who are not +acquainted with the ecstatic life from the writings of those who have +lived it, will find information on this subject in the Introduction of +Goerres to the writings of Henry Suso, published at Ratisbonne in 1829. + +Since many pious Christians, in order to render their life one +perpetual act of adoration, endeavour to see in their daily employments +a symbolical representation of some manner of honouring God, and offer +it to him in union with the merits of Christ, it cannot appear +extraordinary that those holy souls who pass from an active life to one +of suffering and contemplation, should sometimes see their spiritual +labours under the form of those earthly occupations which formerly +filled their days. Then their acts were prayers; now their prayers are +acts; but the form remains the same. It was thus that Anne Catherine, +in her ecstatic life, beheld the series of her prayers for the Church +under the forms of parables bearing reference to agriculture, +gardening, weaving, sowing, or the care of sheep. All these different +occupations were arranged, according to their signification, in the +different periods of the common as well as the ecclesiastical year, and +were pursued under the patronage and with the assistance of the saints +of each day, the special graces of the corresponding feasts of the +Church being also applied to them. The signification of this circles of +symbols had reference to all the active part of her interior life. One +example will help to explain our meaning. When Anne Catherine, while +yet a child, was employed in weeding, she besought God to root up the +cockle from the field of the Church. If her hands were stung by the +nettles, or if she was obliged to do afresh the work of idlers, she +offered to God her pain and her fatigue, and besought him, in the name +of Jesus Christ, that the pastor of souls might not become weary, and +that none of them might cease to labour zealously and diligently. Thus +her manual labour became a prayer. + +I will now give a corresponding example of her life of contemplation +and ecstasy. She had been ill several times, and in a state of almost +continual ecstasy, during which she often moaned, and moved her hands +like a person employed in weeding. She complained one morning that her +hands and arms smarted and itched, and on examination they were found +to be covered with blisters, like what would have been produced by the +stinging of nettles. She then begged several persons of her +acquaintance to join their prayers to hers for a certain intention. The +next day her hands were inflamed and painful, as they would have been +after hard work; and when asked the cause, she replied: 'Ah! I have so +many nettles to root up in the vineyard, because those whose duty it +was to do it only pulled off the stems, and I was obliged to draw the +roots with much difficulty out of a stony soil.' The person who had asked +her the question began to blame these careless workmen, but he felt +much confused when she replied: 'You were one of them,--those who only pull +off the stems of the nettles, and leave the roots in the earth, are +persons who pray carelessly.' It was afterwards discovered that she had +been praying for several dioceses which were shown to her under the +figure of vineyards laid waste, and in which labour was needed. The +real inflammation of her hands bore testimony to this symbolical +rooting up of the nettles; and we have, perhaps, reason to hope that +the churches shown to her under the appearances of vineyards +experienced the good effects of her prayer and spiritual labour; for +since the door is opened to those who knock, it must certainly be +opened above all to those who knock with such energy as to cause their +fingers to be wounded. + +Similar reactions of the spirit upon the body are often found in the +lives of persons subject to ecstasies, and are by no means contrary to +faith. St. Paula, if we may believe St. Jerome, visited the holy places +in spirit just as if she had visited them bodily; and a like thing +happened to St. Colomba of Rieti and St. Lidwina of Schiedam. The body +of the latter bore tracks of this spiritual journey, as if she had +really travelled; she experienced all the fatigue that a painful +journey would cause: her feet were wounded and covered with marks which +looked as if they had been made by stones or thorns, and finally she +had a sprain from which she long suffered. + +She was led on this journey by her guardian angel, who told her that +these corporeal wounds signified that she had been ravished in body and +spirit. + +Similar hurts were also to be seen upon the body of Anne Catherine +immediately after some of her visions. Lidwina began her ecstatic +journey by following her good angel to the chapel of the Blessed Virgin +before Schiedam; Anne Catherine began hers by following her angel +guardian either to the chapel which was near her dwelling, or else to +the Way of the Cross of Coesfeld. + +Her journeys to the Holy Land were made, according to the accounts +she gave of them, by the most opposite roads; sometimes even she went +all round the earth, when the task spiritually imposed upon her +required it. In the course of these journeys from her home to the most +distant countries, she carried assistance to many persons, exercising +in their regard works of mercy, both corporal and spiritual, and this +was done frequently in parables. At the end of a year she would go over +the same ground again, see the same persons, and give an account of +their spiritual progress or of their relapse into sin. Every part of +this labour always bore some reference to the Church, and to the +kingdom of God upon earth. + +The end of these daily pilgrimages which she made in spirit was +invariably the Promised Land, every part of which she examined in +detail, and which she saw sometimes in its present state, and sometimes +as it was at different periods of sacred history; for her +distinguishing characteristic and special privilege was an intuitive +knowledge of the history of the Old and New Testaments, and of that of +the members of the Holy Family, and of all the saints whom she was +contemplating in spirit. She saw the signification of all the festival +days of the ecclesiastical year under both a devotional and a +historical point of view. She saw and described, day by day, with the +minutest detail, and by name, places, persons, festivals, customs, and +miracles, all that happened during the public life of Jesus until the +Ascension, and the history of the Apostles for several weeks after the +Descent of the Holy Ghost. She regarded al her visions not as mere +spiritual enjoyments, but as being, so to speak, fertile fields, +plentifully strewn with the merits of Christ, and which had not as yet +been cultivated; she was often engaged in spirit in praying that the +fruit of such and such sufferings of our Lord might be given to the +Church, and she would beseech God to apply to his Church the merits of +our Saviour which were its inheritance, and of which she would, as it +were, take possession, in its name, with the most touching simplicity +and ingenuousness. + +She never considered her visions to have any reference to her +exterior Christian life, nor did she regard them as being of any +historical value. Exteriorly she knew and believed nothing but the +catechism, the common history of the Bible, the gospels for Sundays and +festivals, and the Christian almanac, which to her far-sighted vision +was an inexhaustible mine of hidden riches, since it gave her in a few +pages a guiding thread which led her through all time, and by means of +which she passed from mystery to mystery, and solemnised each with all +the saints, in order to reap the fruits of eternity in time, and to +preserve and distribute them in her pilgrimage around the +ecclesiastical year, that so the will of God might be accomplished on +earth as it is in Heaven. She had never read the Old or the New +Testaments, and when she was tired of relating her visions, she would +sometimes say: 'Read that in the Bible,' and then be astonished to learn +that it was not there; 'for,' she would add, 'people are constantly saying +in these days that you need read nothing but the Bible, which contains +everything, etc., etc.' + +The real task of her life was to suffer for the Church and for some +of its members, whose distress was shown her in spirit, or who asked +her prayers without knowing that this poor sick nun had something more +to do for them than to say the Pater noster, but that all their +spiritual and corporal sufferings became her own, and that she had to +endure patiently the most terrible pains, without being assisted, like +the contemplatives of former days, by the sympathising prayers of an +entire community. In the age when she lived, she had no other +assistance than that of medicine. While thus enduring sufferings which +she had taken upon herself for others, she often turned her thoughts to +the corresponding sufferings of the Church, and when thus suffering for +one single person, she would likewise offer all she endured for the +whole Church. + +The following is a remarkable instance of the sort: During several +weeks she had every symptom of consumption; violent irritation of the +lungs, excessive perspiration, which soaked her whole bed, a racking +cough, continual expectoration, and a strong continual fever. So +fearful were her sufferings that her death was hourly expected and even +desired. It was remarked that she had to struggle strangely against a +strong temptation to irritability. Did she yield for an instant, she +burst into tears, her sufferings increased tenfold, and she seemed +unable to exist unless she immediately gained pardon in the sacrament +of penance. + +She had also to combat a feeling of aversion to a certain person +whom she had not seen for years. She was in despair because this +person, with whom nevertheless she declared she had nothing in common, +was always before her eyes in the most evil dispositions, and she wept +bitterly, and with much anxiety of conscience, saying that she would +not commit sin, that her grief must be evident to all, and other things +which were quite unintelligible to the persons listening to her. Her +illness continued to increase, and she was thought to be on the point +of death. At this moment one of her friends saw her, to his great +surprise, suddenly raise herself up on her bed, and say: + +'Repeat with me the prayers for those in their last agony.' He did as +requested, and she answered the Litany in a firm voice. After some +little time, the bell for the agonising was heard, and a person came in +to ask Anne Catherine's prayers for his sister, who was just dead. Anne +Catherine asked for details concerning her illness and death, as if +deeply interested in the subject, and the friend above-mentioned heard +the account given by the new comer of a consumption resembling in the +minutest particulars the illness of Anne Catherine herself. The +deceased woman had at first been in so much pain and so disturbed in +mind that she had seemed quite unable to prepare herself for death; but +during the last fortnight she had been better, had made her peace with +God, having in the first place been reconciled to a person with whom +she was at enmity, and had died in peace, fortified by the last +sacraments, and attended by her former enemy. Anne Catherine gave a +small sum of money for the burial and funeral-service of this person. +Her sweatings, cough, and fever now left her, and she resembled a +person exhausted with fatigue, whose linen has been changed, and who +has been placed on a fresh bed. Her friend said to her, 'When this +fearful illness came upon you, this woman grew better, and her hatred +for another was the only obstacle to her making peace with God. You +took upon yourself, for the time, her feelings of hatred, she died in +good dispositions, and now you seem tolerably well again. Are you still +suffering on her account?' 'No, indeed!' she replied; 'that would be most +unreasonable; but how can any person avoid suffering when even the end +of this little finger is in pain? We are all one body in Christ.' 'By the +goodness of God,' said her friend, 'you are now once more somewhat at ease.' +'Not for very long, though,' she replied with a smile; 'there are other +persons who want my assistance.' Then she turned round on her bed, and +rested awhile. + +A very few days later, she began to feel intense pain in all her +limbs, and symptoms of water on the chest manifested themselves. We +discovered the sick person for whom Anne Catherine was suffering, and +we saw that his sufferings suddenly diminished or immensely increased +in exact inverse proportion to those of Anne Catherine. + +Thus did charity compel her to take upon herself the illnesses and +even the temptations of others, that they might be able in peace to +prepare themselves for death. She was compelled to suffer in silence, +both to conceal the weaknesses of her neighbour, and not to be regarded +as mad herself; she was obliged to receive all the aid that medicine +could afford her for an illness thus taken voluntarily for the relief +of others, and to be reproached for temptations which were not her own; +finally, it was necessary that she should appear perverted in the eyes +of men; that so those for whom she was suffering might be converted +before God. + +One day a friend in deep affliction was sitting by her bedside, when +she suddenly fell into a state of ecstasy, and began to pray aloud: 'O, +my sweet Jesus, permit me to carry that heavy stone!' Her friend asked +her what was the matter. 'I am on my way to Jerusalem,' she replied, 'and I +see a poor man walking along with the greatest difficulty, for there is +a large stone upon his breast, the weight of which nearly crushes him.' +Then again, after a few moments, she exclaimed: 'Give me that heavy +stone, you cannot carry it any farther; give it to me.' All on a sudden +she sank down fainting, as if crushed beneath some heavy burden, and at +the same moment her friend felt himself relieved from the weight of +sorrow which oppressed him, and his heart overflowing with +extraordinary happiness. Seeing her in such a state of suffering, he +asked her what the matter was, and she looking at him with a smile, +replied: 'I cannot remain here any longer. Poor man, you must take back +your burden.' Instantly her friend felt all the weight of his affliction +return to him, whilst she, becoming as well again as before, continued +her journey in spirit to Jerusalem. + +We will give one more example of her spiritual exertions. One +morning she gave her friend a little bag containing some rye-flour and +eggs, and pointed out to him a small house where a poor woman, who was +in a consumption, was living with her husband and two little children. +He was to tell her to boil and take them, as when boiled they would be +good for her chest. The friend, on entering the cottage, took the bag +from under his cloak, when the poor mother, who, flushed with fever, +was lying on a mattress between her half-naked children fixed her eyes +bright upon him, and holding out her thin hands, exclaimed: 'O, sir, it +must be God or Sister Emmerich who sends you to me! You are bringing me +some ryeflour and eggs.' Here the poor woman, overcome by her feelings, +burst into tears, and then began to cough so violently that she had to +make a sign to her husband to speak for her. He said that the previous +night Gertrude had been much disturbed, and had talked a great deal in +her sleep, and that on awaking she had told him her dream in these +words: 'I thought that I was standing at the door with you, when the holy +nun came out of the door of the next house, and I told you to look at +her. She stopped in front of us, and said to me: "Ah, Gertrude, you look +very ill; I will send you some rye-flour and eggs, which will relieve +your chest." Then I awoke.' Such was the simple tale of the poor man; he +and his wife both eagerly expressed their gratitude, and the bearer of +Anne Catherine's alms left the house much overcome. He did not tell her +anything of this when he saw her, but a few days after, she sent him +again to the same place with a similar present, and he then asked her +how it was she knew that poor woman? 'You know,' she replied, 'that I pray +every evening for all those who suffer; I should like to go and relieve +them, and I generally dream that I am going from one abode of suffering +to another, and that I assist them to the best of my power. In this way +I went in my dream to that poor woman's house; she was standing at the +door with her husband, and I said to her: "Ah, Gertrude, you look very +ill; I will send you some rye-flour and eggs, which will relieve your +chest." And this I did through you, the next morning.' Both persons had +remained in their beds, and dreamed the same thing, and the dream came +true. St. Augustine, in his City of God, book 18, c. 18, relates a +similar thing of two philosophers, who visited each other in a dream, +and explained some passages of Plato, both remaining asleep in their +own houses. + +These sufferings, and this peculiar species of active labour, were +like a single ray of light, which enlightened her whole life. Infinite +was the number of spiritual labours and sympathetic sufferings which +came from all parts and entered into her heart--that heart so burning with +love of Jesus Christ. Like St. Catherine of Sienna and some other +ecstatics, she often felt the most profound feeling of conviction that +our Saviour had taken her heart out of her bosom, and placed his own +there instead for a time. + +The following fragment will give some idea of the mysterious +symbolism by which she was interiorly directed. During a portion of the +year 1820 she performed many labours in spirit, for several different +parishes; her prayers being represented under the figure of most severe +labour in a vineyard. What we have above related concerning the nettles +is of the same character. + +On the 6th of September her heavenly guide said to her: ' "You weeded, +dug around, tied, and pruned the vine; you ground down the weeds so +that they could never spring up anymore; and then you went away +joyfully and rested from your prayers. Prepare now to labour hard from +the feast of the Nativity of the Blessed Virgin to that of St. Michael; +the grapes are ripening and must be well watched." Then he led me,' she +continued, 'to the vineyard of St. Liboire, and showed me the vines at +which I had worked. My labour had been successful, for the grapes were +getting their colour and growing large, and in some parts the red juice +was running down on the ground from them. My guide said to me: "When the +virtues of the good begin to shine forth in public, they have to combat +bravely, to be oppressed, to be tempted, and to suffer persecution. A +hedge must be planted around the vineyard in order that the ripe grapes +may not be destroyed by thieves and wild beasts, i.e. by temptation and +persecution." He then showed me how to build a wall by heaping up stones, +and to raise a thick hedge of thorns all around. As my hands bled from +such severe labour, God, in order to give me strength, permitted me to +see the mysterious signification of the vine, and of several other +fruit trees. Jesus Christ is the true Vine, who is to take root and +grow in us; all useless wood must be cut away, in order not to waste +the sap, which is to become the wine, and in the Most Blessed Sacrament +the Blood of Christ. The pruning of the vine has to be done according +to certain rules which were made known to me. This pruning is, in a +spiritual sense, the cutting off whatever is useless, penance and +mortification, that so the true Vine may grow in us, and bring forth +fruit, in the place of corrupt nature, which only bears wood and +leaves. The pruning is done according to fixed rules, for it is only +required that certain useless shoots should be cut off in man, and to +lop off more would be to mutilate in a guilty manner. No pruning should +ever be done upon the stock which has been planted in humankind through +the Blessed Virgin, and is to remain in it for ever. The true Vine +unites heaven to earth, the Divinity to humanity; and it is the human +part that is to be pruned, that so the divine alone may grow. I saw so +many other things relating to the vine that a book as large as the +Bible could not contain them. One day, when I was suffering acute pain +in my chest, I besought our Lord with groans not to give me a burthen +above my strength to bear; and then my Heavenly Spouse appeared, and +said to me, ... "I have laid thee on my nuptial couch, which is a couch of +suffering; I have given thee suffering and expiation for thy bridal +garments and jewels. Thou must suffer, but I will not forsake thee; +thou art fastened to the Vine, and thou wilt not be lost." Then I was +consoled for all my sufferings. It was likewise explained to me why in +my visions relating to the feasts of the family of Jesus, such, for +instance, as those of St. Anne, St. Joachim, St. Joseph, etc., I always +saw the Church of the festival under the figure of a shoot of the vine. +The same was the case on the festivals of St. Francis of Assisi, St. +Catherine of Sienna, and of all the saints who have had the stigmas. + +'The signification of my sufferings in all my limbs was explained to +me in the following vision: I saw a gigantic human body in a horrible +state of mutilation, and raised upwards towards the sky. There were no +fingers or toes on the hands and feet, the body was covered with +frightful wounds, some of which were fresh and bleeding, others covered +with dead flesh or turned into excrescences. The whole of one side was +black, gangrened, and as it were half eaten away. I suffered as though +it had been my own body that was in this state, and then my guide said +to me "This is the body of the Church, the body of all men and thine also." +Then, pointing to each wound, he showed me at the same time some part +of the world; I saw an infinite number of men and nations separated +from the Church, all in their own peculiar way, and I felt pain as +exquisite from this separation as if they had been torn from my body. +Then my guide said to me: "Let thy sufferings teach thee a lesson, and +offer them to God in union with those of Jesus for all who are +separated. Should not one member call upon another, and suffer in order +to cure and unite it once more to the body? When those parts which are +most closely united to the body detach themselves, it is as though the +flesh were torn from around the heart." In my ignorance, I thought that +he was speaking of those brethren who are not in communion with us, but +my guide added: "Who are our brethren? It is not our blood relations who +are the nearest to our hearts, but those who are our brethren in the +blood of Christ--the children of the Church who fall away." He showed me +that the black and gangrened side of the body would soon be cured; that +the putrefied flesh which had collected around the wounds represented +heretics who divide one from the other in proportion as they increase; +that the dead flesh was the figure of all who are spiritually dead, and +who are void of any feeling; and that the ossified parts represented +obstinate and hardened heretics. I saw and felt in this manner every +wound and its signification. The body reached up to heaven. It was the +body of the Bride of Christ, and most painful to behold. I wept +bitterly, but feeling at once deeply grieved and strengthened by sorrow +and compassion, I began again to labour with all my strength.' + +Sinking beneath the weight of life and of the task imposed upon her +she often besought God to deliver her, and she then would appear to be +on the very brink of the grave. But each time she would say: 'Lord, not +my will but thine be done! If my prayers and sufferings are useful let +me live a thousand years, but grant that I may die rather than ever +offend thee.' Then she would receive orders to live, and arise, taking up +her cross, once more to bear it in patience and suffering after her +Lord. From time to time the road of life which she was pursuing used to +be shown to her, leading to the top of a mountain on which was a +shining and resplendent city--the heavenly Jerusalem. Often she would +think she had arrived at that blissful abode, which seemed to be quite +near her, and her joy would be great. But all on a sudden she would +discover that she was still separated from it by a valley and then she +would have to descend precipices and follow indirect paths, labouring, +suffering, and performing deeds of charity everywhere. She had to +direct wanderers into the right road, raise up the fallen, sometimes +even carry the paralytic, and drag the unwilling by force, and all +these deeds of charity were as so many fresh weights fastened to her +cross. Then she walked with more difficulty, bending beneath her burden +and sometimes even falling to the ground. + +In 1823 she repeated more frequently than usual that she could not +perform her task in her present situation, that she had not strength +for it, and that it was in a peaceful convent that she needed to have +lived and died. She added that God would soon take her to himself, and +that she had besought him to permit her to obtain by her prayers in the +next world what her weakness would not permit her to accomplish in +this. St. Catherine of Sienna, a short time before death, made a +similar prayer. + +Anne Catherine had previously had a vision concerning what her +prayers might obtain after death, with regard to things that were not +in existence during her life. The year 1823, the last of which she +completed the whole circle, brought her immense labours. She appeared +desirous to accomplish her entire task, and thus kept the promise which +she had previously made of relating the history of the whole Passion. +It formed the subject of her Lenten meditations during this year, and +of them the present volume is composed. But she did not on this account +take less part in the fundamental mystery of this penitential season, +or in the different mysteries of each of the festival days of the +Church, if indeed the words to take part be sufficient to express the +wonderful manner in which she rendered visible testimony to the mystery +celebrated in each festival by a sudden change in her corporal and +spiritual life. See on this subject the chapter entitled Interruption +of the Pictures of the Passion. + +Everyone of the ceremonies and festivals of the Church was to her +far more than the consecration of a remembrance. She beheld in the +historical foundation of each solemnity an act of the Almighty, done in +time for the reparation of fallen humanity. Although these divine acts +appeared to her stamped with the character of eternity, yet she was +well aware that in order for man to profit by them in the bounded and +narrow sphere of time, he must, as it were, take possession of them in +a series of successive moments, and that for this purpose they had to +be repeated and renewed in the Church, in the order established by +Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. All festivals and solemnities were in +her eyes eternal graces which returned at fixed epochs in every +ecclesiastical year, in the same manner as the fruits and harvests of +the earth come in their seasons in the natural year. + +Her zeal and gratitude in receiving and treasuring up these graces +were untiring, nor was she less eager and zealous in offering them to +those who neglected their value. In the same manner as her compassion +for her crucified Saviour had pleased God and obtained for her the +privilege of being marked with the stigmas of the Passion as with a +seal of the most perfect love, so all the sufferings of the Church and +of those who were in affliction were repeated in the different states +of her body and soul. And all these wonders took place within her, +unknown to those who were around her; nor was she herself even more +fully conscious of them than is the bee of the effects of its work, +while yet she was tending and cultivating, with all the care of an +industrious and faithful gardener, the fertile garden of the +ecclesiastical year. She lived on its fruits, and distributed them to +others; she strengthened herself and her friends with the flowers and +herbs which she cultivated; or, rather, she herself was in this garden +like a sensitive plant, a sunflower, or some wonderful plant in which, +independent of her own will, were reproduced all the seasons of the +year, all the hours of the day, and all the changes of the atmosphere. + +At the end of the ecclesiastical year of 1823, she had for the last +time a vision on the subject of making up the accounts of that year. +The negligences of the Church militant and of her servants were shown +to Anne Catherine, under various symbols; she saw how many graces had +not been cooperated with, or been rejected to a greater or less extent, +and how many had been entirely thrown away. It was made known to her +how our Blessed Redeemer had deposited for each year in the garden of +the Church a complete treasure of his merits, sufficient for every +requirement, and for the expiation of every sin. The strictest account +was to be given of all graces which had been neglected, wasted, or +wholly rejected, and the Church militant was punished for this +negligence of infidelity of her servants by being oppressed by her +enemies, or by temporal humiliations. Revelations of this description +raised to excess her love for the Church, her mother. She passed days +and nights in praying for her, in offering to God the merits of Christ, +with continual groans, and in imploring mercy. Finally, on these +occasions, she gathered together all her courage, and offered to take +upon herself both the fault and the punishment, like a child presenting +itself before the king's throne, in order to suffer the punishment she +had incurred. It was then said to her, 'See how wretched and miserable +thou art thyself; thou who art desirous to satisfy for the sins of +others.' And to her great terror she beheld herself as one mournful mass +of infinite imperfection. But still her love remained undaunted, and +burst forth in these words, 'Yes, I am full of misery and sin; but I am +thy spouse, O my Lord, and my Saviour! My faith in thee and in the +redemption which thou hast brought us covers all my sins as with thy +royal mantle. I will not leave thee until thou hast accepted my +sacrifice, for the superabundant treasure of thy merits is closed to +none of thy faithful servants.' At length her prayer became wonderfully +energetic, and to human ears there was like a dispute and combat with +God, in which she was carried away and urged on by the violence of +love. If her sacrifice was accepted, her energy seemed to abandon her, +and she was left to the repugnance of human nature for suffering. When +she had gone through this trial, by keeping her eyes fixed on her +Redeemer in the Garden of Olives, she next had to endure indescribable +sufferings of every description, bearing them all with wonderful +patience and sweetness. We used to see her remain several days +together, motionless and insensible, looking like a dying lamb. Did we +ask her how she was, she would half open her eyes, and reply with a +sweet smile, 'My sufferings are most salutary.' + +At the beginning of Advent, her sufferings were a little soothed by +sweet visions of the preparations made by the Blessed Virgin to leave +her home, and then of her whole journey with St. Joseph to Bethlehem. +She accompanied them each day to the humble inns where they rested for +the night, or went on before them to prepare their lodgings. During +this time she used to take old pieces of linen, and at night, while +sleeping, make them into baby clothes and caps for the children of poor +women, the times of whose confinements were near at hand. The next day +she would be surprised to see all these things neatly arranged in her +drawers. This happened to her every year about the same time, but this +year she had more fatigue and less consolation. Thus, at the hour of +our Saviour's birth, when she was usually perfectly overwhelmed with joy, +she could only crawl with the greatest difficulty to the crib where the +Child Jesus was lying, and bring him no present but myrrh, no offering +but her cross, beneath the weight of which she sank down half dying at +his feet. It seemed as though she were for the last time making up her +earthly accounts with God, and for the last time also offering herself +in the place of a countless number of men who were spiritually and +corporally afflicted. Even the little that is known of the manner in +which she took upon herself the sufferings of others is almost +incomprehensible. She very truly said: 'This year the Child Jesus has +only brought me a cross and instruments of suffering.' + +She became each day more and more absorbed in her sufferings, and +although she continued to see Jesus travelling from city to city during +his public life, the utmost she ever said on the subject was, briefly +to name in which direction he was going. Once, she asked suddenly in a +scarcely audible voice, 'What day is it?' When told that it was the 14th of +January, she added: 'Had I but a few days more, I should have related the +entire life of our Saviour, but now it is no longer possible for me to +do so.' These words were the more incomprehensible as she did not appear +to know even which year of the public life of Jesus she was then +contemplating in spirit. In 1820 she had related the history of our +Saviour down to the Ascension, beginning at the 28th of July of the +third year of the public life of Jesus, and had continued down to the +10th of January of the third year of his public life. On the 27th of +April 1823, in consequence of a journey made by the writer, an +interruption of her narrative took place, and lasted down to the 21st +of October. She then took up the tread of her narrative where she had +left it, and continued it to the last weeks of her life. When she spoke +of a few days being wanted her friend himself did not know how far her +narrative went, not having had leisure to arrange what he had written. +After her death he became convinced that if she had been able to speak +during the last fourteen days of her life, she would have brought it +down to the 28th of July of the third year of the public life of our +Lord, consequently to where she had taken it up in 1820.4 + +Her condition daily became more frightful. She, who usually suffered +in silence, uttered stifled groans, so awful was the anguish she +endured. On the 15th of January she said: 'The Child Jesus brought me +great sufferings at Christmas. I was once more by his manger at +Bethlehem. He was burning with fever, and showed me his sufferings and +those of his mother. They were so poor that they had no food but a +wretched piece of bread. He bestowed still greatest sufferings upon me, +and said to me: "Thou art mine; thou art my spouse; suffer as I suffered, +without asking the reason why." I do not know what my sufferings are to +be, nor how long they will last. I submit blindly to my martyrdom, +whether for life or for death: I only desire that the hidden designs of +God may be accomplished in me. On the other hand, I am calm, and I have +consolations in my sufferings. Even this morning I was very happy. +Blessed be the Name of God!' + +Her sufferings continued, if possible, to increase. Sitting up, and +with her eyes closed, she fell from one side to another, while +smothered groans escaped her lips. If she laid down, she was in danger +of being stifled; her breathing was hurried and oppressed, and all her +nerves and muscles were shaken and trembled with anguish. After violent +retching, she suffered terrible pain in her bowels, so much so that it +was feared gangrene must be forming there. Her throat was parched and +burning, her mouth swollen, her cheeks crimson with fever, her hands +white as ivory. The scars of the stigmas shone like silver beneath her +distended skin. + +Her pulse gave from 160 to 180 pulsations per minute. Although +unable to speak from her excessive suffering, she bore every duty +perfectly in mind. On the evening of the 26th, she said to her friend, +'Today is the ninth day, you must pay for the wax taper and novena at the +chapel of St. Anne.' She was alluding to a novena which she had asked to +have made for her intention, and she was afraid lest her friends should +forget it. On the 27th, at two o'clock in the afternoon, she received +Extreme Unction, greatly to the relief both of her soul and body. In +the evening her friend, the excellent Cure of H___, prayed at her +bedside, which was an immense comfort to her. She said to him: 'How good +and beautiful all this is!' And again: 'May God be a thousand times praised +and thanked!' + +The approach of death did not wholly interrupt the wonderful union +of her life with that of the Church. A friend having visited her on the +1st of February in the evening, had placed himself behind her bed where +she could not see him, and was listening with the utmost compassion to +her low moans and interrupted breathing, when suddenly all became +silent, and he thought that she was dead. At this moment the evening +bell ringing for the matins of the Purification was heard. It was the +opening of this festival which had caused her soul to be ravished in +ecstasy. Although still in a very alarming state, she let some sweet +and loving words concerning the Blessed Virgin escape her lips during +the night and day of the festival. Towards twelve o'clock in the day, she +said in a voice already changed by the near approach of death, 'It was +long since I had felt so well. I have been ill quite a week, have I +not? I feel as though I knew nothing about this world of darkness! O, +what light the Blessed Mother of God showed me! She took me with her, +and how willingly would I have remained with her!' Here she recollected +herself for a moment, and then said, placing her finger on her lip: 'But +I must not speak of these things.' From that time she said that the +slightest word in her praise greatly increased her sufferings. + +The following days she was worse. On the 7th, in the evening, being +rather more calm, she said: 'Ah, my sweet Lord Jesus, thanks be to thee +again and again for every part of my life. Lord, thy will and not mine +be done.' On the 8th of February, in the evening, a priest was praying +near her bed, when she gratefully kissed his hand, begged him to assist +at her death and said, 'O Jesus, I live for thee, I die for thee. O Lord, +praise be to thy holy name, I no longer see or hear!' Her friends wished +to change her position, and thus ease her pain a little; but she said, 'I +am on the Cross, it will soon all be over, leave me in peace.' She had +received all the last Sacraments, but she wished to accuse herself once +more in confession of a slight fault which she had already many times +confessed; it was probably of the same nature as a sin which she had +committed in her childhood, of which she often accused herself, and +which consisted in having gone through a hedge into a neighbour's garden, +and coveted some apples which had fallen on the ground. She had only +looked at them; for, thank God, she said, she did not touch them, but +she thought that was a sin against the tenth commandment. The priest +gave her a general absolution; after which she stretched herself out, +and those around her thought that she was dying. A person who had often +given her pain now drew near her bed and asked her pardon. She looked +at him in surprise, and said with the most expressive accent of truth, 'I +have nothing to forgive any living creature.' + +During the last days of her life, when her death was momentarily +expected, several of her friends remained constantly in the room +adjoining hers. They were speaking in a low tone, and so that she could +not hear them, of her patience, faith, and other virtues, when all on a +sudden they heard her dying voice saying: 'Ah, for the love of God, do +not praise me--that keeps me here, because I then have to suffer double. O +my God! how many fresh flowers are falling upon me!' She always saw +flowers as the forerunners and figures of sufferings. Then she rejected +all praises, with the most profound conviction of her own unworthiness, +saying: 'God alone is good: everything must be paid, down to the last +farthing. I am poor and loaded with sin, and I can only make up for +having been praised by sufferings united to those of Jesus Christ. Do +not praise me, but let me die in ignominy with Jesus on the cross.' + +Boudon, in his life of Father Surin, relates a similar trait of a +dying man, who had been thought to have lost the sense of hearing, but +who energetically rejected a word of praise pronounced by those who +were surrounding his bed. + +A few hours before death, for which she was longing, saying, 'O Lord +assist me; come, O Lord Jesus!' a word of praise appeared to detain her, +and she most energetically rejected it by making the following act of +humility: 'I cannot die if so many good persons think well of me through +a mistake; I beg of you to tell them all that I am a wretched sinner! +Would that I could proclaim so as to be heard by all men, how great a +sinner I am! I am far beneath the good thief who was crucified by the +side of Jesus, for he and all his contemporaries had not so terrible an +account as we shall have to render of all the graces which have been +bestowed upon the Church.' After this declaration, she appeared to grow +calm, and she said to the priest who was comforting her: 'I feel now as +peaceful and as much filled with hope and confidence as if I had never +committed a sin.' Her eyes turned lovingly towards the cross which was +placed at the foot of her bed, her breathing became accelerated, she +often drank some liquid; and when the little crucifix was held to her, +she from humility only kissed the feet. A friend who was kneeling by +her bedside in tears, had the comfort of often holding her the water +with which to moisten her lips. As he had laid her hand, on which the +white scar of the wound was most distinctly visible, on the +counterpane, he took hold of that hand, which was already cold, and as +he inwardly wished for some mark of farewell from her, she slightly +pressed his. Her face was calm and serene, bearing an expression of +heavenly gravity, and which can only be compared to that of a valiant +wrestler, who after making unheard of efforts to gain the victory, +sinks back and dies in the very act of seizing the prize. The priest +again read through the prayers for persons in their last agony, and she +then felt an inward inspiration to pray for a pious young friend whose +feast day it was. Eight o'clock struck; she breathed more freely for the +space of a few minutes, and then cried three times with a deep groan: 'O +Lord, assist me: Lord, Lord, come!' The priest rang his bell, and said, +'She is dying.' Several relations and friends who were in the next room +came in and knelt down to pray. She was then holding in her hand a +lighted taper, which the priest was supporting. She breathed forth +several slight sighs, and then her pure soul escaped her chaste lips, +and hastened, clothed in the nuptial garment, to appear in heavenly +hope before the Divine Bridegroom, and be united for ever to that +blessed company of virgins who follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. +Her lifeless body sank gently back on the pillows at halfpast eight +o'clock p.m., on the 9th February 1824. + +A person who had taken great interest in her during life wrote as +follows: 'After her death, I drew near to her bed. She was supported by +pillows, and lying on her left side. Some crutches, which had been +prepared for her by her friends on one occasion when she had been able +to take a few turns in the room, were hanging over her head, crossed, +in a corner. Near them hung a little oil painting representing the +death of the Blessed Virgin, which had been given her by the Princess +of Salm. The expression of her countenance was perfectly sublime, and +bore the traces of the spirit of self-sacrifice, the patience and +resignation of her whole life; she looked as though she had died for +the love of Jesus, in the very act of performing some work of charity +for others. Her right hand was resting on the counterpane--that hand on +which God had bestowed the unparalleled favour of being able at once to +recognise by the touch anything that was holy, or that had been +consecrated by the Church--a favour which perhaps no one had ever before +enjoyed to so great an extent--a favour by which the interests of +religion might be inconceivably promoted, provided it was made use of +with discretion, and which surely had not been bestowed upon a poor +ignorant peasant girl merely for her own personal gratification. For +the last time I took in mine the hand marked with a sign so worthy of +our utmost veneration, the hand which was as a spiritual instrument in +the instant recognition of whatever was holy, that it might be honoured +even in a grain of sand--the charitable industrious hand, which had so +often fed the hungry and clothed the naked--this hand was now cold and +lifeless. A great favour had been withdrawn from earth, God had taken +from us the hand of his spouse, who had rendered testimony to, prayed, +and suffered for the truth. It appeared as though it had not been +without meaning, that she had resignedly laid down upon her bed the +hand which was the outward expression of a particular privilege granted +by Divine grace. Fearful of having the strong impression made upon me +by the sight of her countenance diminished by the necessary but +disturbing preparations which were being made around her bed, I +thoughtfully left her room. If, I said to myself--if, like so many holy +solitaries, she had died alone in a grave prepared by her own hands, +her friends--the birds--would have covered her with flowers and leaves; if, +like other religious, she had died among virgins consecrated to God, +and that their tender care and respectful veneration had followed her +to the grave, as was the case, for example, with St. Colomba of Rieti, +it would have been edifying and pleasing to those who loved her; but +doubtless such honours rendered to her lifeless remains would not have +been conformable to her love for Jesus, whom she so much desired to +resemble in death as in life.' + +The same friend later wrote as follows: 'Unfortunately there was no +official post-mortem examination of her body, and none of those +inquiries by which she had been so tormented during life were +instituted after her death. The friends who surrounded her neglected to +examine her body, probably for fear of coming upon some striking +phenomenon, the discovery of which might have caused much annoyance in +various ways. On Wednesday the 11th of February her body was prepared +for burial. A pious female, who would not give up to anyone the task of +rendering her this last mark of affection, described to me as follows +the condition in which she found her: "Her feet were crossed like the +feet of a crucifix. The places of the stigmas were more red than usual. +When we raised her head blood flowed from her nose and mouth. All her +limbs remained flexible and with none of the stiffness of death even +till the coffin was closed." On Friday the 13th of February she was taken +to the grave, followed by the entire population of the place. She +reposes in the cemetery, to the left of the cross, on the side nearest +the hedge. In the grave in front of hers there rests a good old peasant +of Welde, and in the grave behind a poor but virtuous female from +Dernekamp. + +On the evening of the day when she was buried, a rich man went, not +to Pilate, but to the cure of the place. He asked for the body of Anne +Catherine, not to place it in a new sepulchre, but to buy it at a high +price for a Dutch doctor. The proposal was rejected as it deserved, but +it appears that the report was spread in the little town that the body +had been taken away, and it is said that the people went in great +numbers to the cemetery to ascertain whether the grave had been robbed.' + +To these details we will add the following extract from an account +printed in December 1824, in the Journal of Catholic literature of +Kerz. This account was written by a person with whom we are +unacquainted, but who appears to have been well informed: 'About six or +seven weeks after the death of Anne Catherine Emmerich, a report having +got about that her body had been stolen away, the grave and coffin were +opened in secret, by order of the authorities, in the presence of seven +witnesses. They found with surprise not unmixed with joy that +corruption had not yet begun its work on the body of the pious maiden. +Her features and countenance were smiling like those of a person who is +dreaming sweetly. She looked as though she had but just been placed in +the coffin, nor did her body exhale any corpse-like smell. It is good +to keep the secret of the king, says Jesus the son of Sirach; but it is +also good to reveal to the world the greatness of the mercy of God.' + +We have been told that a stone has been placed over her grave. We +lay upon it these pages; may they contribute to immortalise the memory +of a person who has relieved so many pains of soul and body, and that +of the spot where her mortal remains lie awaiting the Day of +Resurrection. + + +TO THE READER + +Whoever compares the following meditations with the short history of +the Last Supper given in the Gospel will discover some slight +differences between them. An explanation should be given of this, +although it can never be sufficiently impressed upon the reader that +these writings have no pretensions whatever to add an iota to Sacred +Scripture as interpreted by the Church. + +Sister Emmerich saw the events of the Last Supper take place in the +following order:--The Paschal Lamb was immolated and prepared in the +supper-room; our Lord held a discourse on that occasion--the guests were +dressed as travellers, and ate, standing, the lamb and other food +prescribed by the law--the cup of wine was twice presented to our Lord, +but he did not drink of it the second time; distributing it to his +Apostles with these words: I shall drink no more of the fruit of the +vine, etc. Then they sat down; Jesus spoke of the traitor; Peter feared +lest it should be himself; Judas received from our Lord the piece of +bread dipped, which was the sign that it was he; preparations were made +for the washing of the feet; Peter strove against his feet being +washed; then came the institution of the Holy Eucharist: Judas +communicated, and afterwards left the apartment; the oils were +consecrated, and instructions given concerning them; Peter and the +other Apostles received ordination; our Lord made his final discourse; +Peter protested that he would never abandon him; and then the Supper +concluded. By adopting this order, it appears, at first, as though it +were in contradiction to the passages of St. Matthew (31:29), and of +St. Mark (14:26), in which the words: I will drink no more of the fruit +of the vine, etc., come after the consecration, but in St. Luke, they +come before. On the contrary, all that concerns the traitor Judas comes +here, as in St. Matthew and St. Mark, before the consecration; whereas +in St. Luke, it does not come till afterwards. St. John, who does not +relate the history of the institution of the Holy Eucharist, gives us +to understand that Judas went out immediately after Jesus had given him +the bread; but it appears most probable, from the accounts of the other +Evangelists, that Judas received the Holy Communion under both forms, +and several of the fathers--St. Augustine, St. Gregory the Great, and St. +Leo the Great--as well as the tradition of the Catholic Church, tell us +expressly that such was the case. Besides, were the order in which St. +John presents events taken literally, he would contradict, not only St. +Matthew and St. Mark, but himself, for it must follow, from verse 10, +chap. 13, that Judas also had his feet washed. Now, the washing of the +feet took place after the eating of the Paschal lamb, and it was +necessarily whilst it was being eaten that Jesus presented the bread to +the traitor. It is plain that the Evangelists here, as in several other +parts of their writings, gave their attention to the sacred narrative +as a whole, and did not consider themselves bound to relate every +detail in precisely the same order, which fully explains the apparent +contradictions of each other, which are to be found in their Gospels. +The following pages will appear to the attentive reader rather a simple +and natural concordance of the Gospels than a history differing in any +point of the slightest importance from that of Scripture. + + +MEDITATION I. + +Preparations for the Pasch + + +Holy Thursday, the 13th Nisan (29th of March). + + + +Yesterday evening it was that the last great public repast of our +Lord and his friends took place in the house of Simon the Leper, at +Bethania, and Mary Magdalen for the last time anointed the feet of +Jesus with precious ointment. Judas was scandalised upon this occasion, +and hastened forthwith to Jerusalem again to conspire with the +high-priests for the betrayal of Jesus into their hands. After the +repast, Jesus returned to the house of Lazarus, and some of the +Apostles went to the inn situated beyond Bethania. During the night +Nicodemus again came to Lazarus' house, had a long conversation with our +Lord, and returned before daylight to Jerusalem, being accompanied part +of the way by Lazarus. + +The disciples had already asked Jesus where he would eat the Pasch. +To-day, before dawn, our Lord sent for Peter, James, and John, spoke to +them at some length concerning all they had to prepare and order at +Jerusalem, and told them that when ascending Mount Sion, they would +meet the man carrying a pitcher of water. They were already well +acquainted with this man, for at the last Pasch, at Bethania, it had +been he who prepared the meal for Jesus, and this is why St. Matthew +says: a certain man. They were to follow him home, and say to him: the +Master saith, My time is near at hand, with thee I make the Pasch with +my disciples (Matt. 26:18). They were than to be shown the supper-room, +and make all necessary preparations. + +I saw the Apostles ascending towards Jerusalem, along a ravine, to +the south of the Temple, and in the direction of the north side of +Sion. On the southern side of the mountain on which the Temple stood, +there were some rows of houses; and they walked opposite these houses, +following the stream of an intervening torrent. When they had reached +the summit of Mount Sion, which is higher than the mountain of the +Temple, they turned their steps towards the south, and, just at the +beginning of a small ascent, met the man who had been named to them; +they followed and spoke to him as Jesus had commanded. He was much +gratified by their words, and answered, that a supper had already been +ordered to be prepared at his house (probably by Nicodemus), but that +he had not been aware for whom, and was delighted to learn that it was +for Jesus. This man's name was Heli, and he was the brother-in-law of +Zachary of Hebron, in whose house Jesus had in the preceding year +announced the death of John the Baptist. He had only one son, who was a +Levite, and a friend of St. Luke, before the latter was called by our +Lord, and five daughters, all of whom were unmarried. He went up every +year with his servants for the festival of the Pasch, hired a room and +prepared the Pasch for persons who had no friend in the town to lodge +with. This year he had hired a supper-room which belonged to Nicodemus +and Joseph of Arimathea. He showed the two Apostles its position and +interior arrangement. + + +MEDITATION II. + +The Supper-Room. + + + +On the southern side of Mount Sion, not far from the ruined Castle +of David, and the market held on the ascent leading to that Castle, +there stood, towards the east, an ancient and solid building, between +rows of thick trees, in the midst of a spacious court surrounded by +strong walls. To the right and left of the entrance, other buildings +were to be seen adjoining the wall, particularly to the right, where +stood the dwelling of the major-domo, and close to it the house in +which the Blessed Virgin and the holy women spent most of their time +after the death of Jesus. The supper-room, which was originally larger, +had formerly been inhabited by David's brave captains, who had there +learned the use of arms. + +Previous to the building of the Temple, the Ark of the Covenant had +been deposited there for a considerable length of time, and traces of +its presence were still to be found in an underground room. I have also +seen the Prophet Malachy hidden beneath this same roof: he there wrote +his prophecies concerning the Blessed Sacrament and the Sacrifice of +the New Law. Solomon held this house in honour, and performed within +its walls some figurative and symbolical action, which I have +forgotten. When a great part of Jerusalem was destroyed by the +Babylonians, this house was spared. I have seen many other things +concerning this same house, but I only remember what I have now told. + +This building was in a very dilapidated state when it became the +property of Nicodemus and Joseph of Arimathea, who arranged the +principal building in a very suitable manner, and let it as a +supper-room to strangers coming to Jerusalem for the purpose of +celebrating the festival of the Pasch. Thus it was that our Lord had +made use of it the previous year. Moreover, the house and surrounding +buildings served as warehouses for monuments and other stones, and as +workshops for the labourers; for Joseph of Arimathea possessed valuable +quarries in his own country, from which he had large blocks of stone +brought, that his workmen might fashion them, under his own eye, into +tombs, architectural ornaments, and columns, for sale. Nicodemus had a +share in this business, and used to spend many leisure hours himself in +sculpturing. He worked in the room, or in a subterraneous apartment +which saw beneath it, excepting at the times of the festivals; and this +occupation having brought him into connection with Joseph of Arimathea, +they had become friends, and often joined together in various +transactions. + +This morning, whilst Peter and John were conversing with the man who +had hired the supper-room, I saw Nicodemus in the buildings to the left +of the court, where a great many stones which filled up the passages +leading to the supper-room had been placed. A week before, I had seen +several persons engaged in putting the stones on one side, cleaning the +court, and preparing the supper-room for the celebration of the Pasch; +it even appears to me that there were among them some disciples of our +Lord, perhaps Aram and Themein, the cousins of Joseph of Arimathea. + +The supper-room, properly so called, was nearly in the centre of the +court; its length was greater than its width; it was surrounded by a +row of low pillars, and if the spaces between the pillars had been +cleared, would have formed a part of the large inner room, for the +whole edifice was, as it were, transparent; only it was usual, except +on special occasions, for the passages to be closed up. The room was +lighted by apertures at the top of the walls. In front, there was first +a vestibule, into which three doors gave entrance; next, the large +inner room, where several lamps hung from the platform; the walls were +ornamented for the festival, half way up, with beautiful matting or +tapestry, and an aperture had been made in the roof, and covered over +with transparent blue gauze. + +The back part of this room was separated from the rest by a curtain, +also of blue transparent gauze. This division of the supper-room into +three parts gave a resemblance to the Temple--thus forming the outer +Court, the Holy, and the Holy of Holies. In the last of these +divisions, on both sides, the dresses and other things necessary for +the celebration of the feast were placed. In the centre there was a +species of altar. A stone bench raised on three steps, and of a +rectangular triangular shape, came out of the wall; it must have +constituted the upper part of the oven used for roasting the Paschal +Lamb, for to-day the steps were quite heated during the repast. I +cannot describe in detail all that there was in this part of the room, +but all kinds of arrangements were being made there for preparing the +Paschal Supper. Above this hearth of altar, there was a species of +niche in the wall, in front of which I saw an image of the Paschal +Lamb, with a knife in its throat, and the blood appearing to flow drop +by drop upon the altar; but I do not remember distinctly how that was +done. In a niche in the wall there were three cupboards of various +colours, which turned like our tabernacles, for opening or closing. A +number of vessels used in the celebration of the Pasch were kept in +them; later, the Blessed Sacrament was placed there. + +In the rooms at the sides of the supper-room, there were some +couches, on which thick coverlids rolled up were placed, and which +could be used as beds. There were spacious cellars beneath the whole of +this building. The Ark of the Covenant was formerly deposited under the +very spot where the hearth was afterwards built. Five gutters, under +the house, served to convey the refuse to the slope of the hill, on the +upper part of which the house was built. I had preciously seen Jesus +preach and perform miraculous cures there, and the disciples frequently +passed the night in the side rooms. + + +MEDITATION III. + +Arrangements for eating the Paschal Lamb. + + + +When the disciples had spoken to Heli of Hebron, the latter went +back into the house by the court, but they turned to the right, and +hastened down the north side of the hill, through Sion. They passed +over a bridge, and walking along a road covered with brambles, reached +the other side of the ravine, which was in front of the Temple, and of +the row of houses which were to the south of that building. There stood +the house of the aged Simeon, who died in the Temple after the +presentation of our Lord; and his sons, some of whom were disciples of +Jesus in secret, were actually living there. The Apostles spoke to one +of them, a tall dark-complexioned man, who held some office in the +Temple. They went with him to the eastern side of the Temple, through +that part of Ophel by which Jesus made his entry into Jerusalem on +Palm-Sunday, and thence to the cattle-market, which stood in the town, +to the north of the Temple. In the southern part of this market I saw +little enclosures in which some beautiful lambs were gambolling about. +Here it was that lambs for the Pasch were bought. I saw the son of +Simeon enter one of these enclosures; and the lambs gambolled round him +as if they knew him. He chose out four, which were carried to the +supper-room, engaged in preparing the Paschal Lamb. + +I saw Peter and John go to several different parts of the town, and +order various things. I saw them also standing opposite the door of a +house situated to the north of Mount Calvary, where the disciples of +Jesus lodged the greatest part of the time, and which belonged to +Seraphia (afterwards called Veronica). Peter and John sent some +disciples from thence to the supper-room, giving them several +commissions, which I have forgotten. + +They also went into Seraphia's house, where they had several +arrangements to make. Her husband, who was a member of the council, was +usually absent and engaged in business; but even when he was at home +she saw little of him. She was a woman of about the age of the Blessed +Virgin, and had long been connected with the Holy Family; for when the +Child Jesus remained the three days in Jerusalem after the feast, she +it was who supplied him with food. + +The two Apostles took from thence, among other things, the chalice +of which our Lord made use in the institution of the Holy Eucharist. + + +MEDITATION IV. + +The Chalice used at the Last Supper + + + +The chalice which the Apostles brought from Veronica's house was +wonderful and mysterious in its appearance. It had been kept a long +time in the Temple among other precious objects of great antiquity, the +use and origin of which had been forgotten. The same has been in some +degree the case in the Christian Church, where many consecrated jewels +have been forgotten and fallen into disuse with time. Ancient vases and +jewels, buried beneath the Temple, had often been dug up, sold, or +reset. Thus it was that, by God's permission, this holy vessel, which +none had ever been able to melt down on account of its being made of +some unknown material, and which had been found by the priests in the +treasury of the Temple among other objects no longer made use of, had +been sold to some antiquaries. It was bought by Seraphia, was several +times made use of by Jesus in the celebration of festivals, and, from +the day of the Last Supper, became the exclusive property of the holy +Christian community. This vessel was not always the same as when used +by our Lord at his Last Supper, and perhaps it was upon that occasion +that the various pieces which composed it were first put together. The +great chalice stood upon a plate, out of which a species of tablet +could also be drawn, and around it there were six little glasses. The +great chalice contained another smaller vase; above it there was a +small plate, and then came a round cover. A spoon was inserted in the +foot of the chalice, and could be easily drawn out for use. All these +different vessels were covered with fine linen, and, if I am not +mistaken, were wrapped up in a case made of leather. The great chalice +was composed of the cup and of the foot, which last must have been +joined on to it at a later period, for it was of a different material. +The cup was pear-shaped, massive, dark-coloured, and highly polished, +with gold ornaments, and two small handles by which it could be lifted. +The foot was of virgin gold, elaborately worked, ornamented with a +serpent and a small bunch of grapes, and enriched with precious stones. + +The chalice was left in the Church of Jerusalem, in the hand of St. +James the Less; and I see that it is still preserved in that town--it will +reappear some day, in the same manner as before. Other Churches took +the little cups which surrounded it; one was taken to Antioch, and +another to Ephesus. They belonged to the patriarchs, who drank some +mysterious beverage out of them when they received or gave a +Benediction, as I have seen many times. + +The great chalice had formerly been in the possession of Abraham; +Melchisedech brought it with him from the land of Semiramis to the land +of Canaan, when he was beginning to found some settlements on the spot +where Jerusalem was afterwards built; he made use of it then for +offering sacrifice, when he offered bread and wine in the presence of +Abraham, and he left it in the possession of that holy patriarch. This +same chalice had also been preserved in Noah's Ark. + + +MEDITATION V. + +Jesus goes up to Jerusalem. + + + +In the morning, while the Apostles were engaged at Jerusalem in +preparing for the Pasch, Jesus, who had remained at Bethania, took an +affecting leave of the holy women, of Lazarus, and of his Blessed +Mother, and gave them some final instructions. I saw our Lord +conversing apart with his Mother, and he told her, among other things, +that he had sent Peter, the apostle of faith, and John, the apostle of +love, to prepare for the Pasch at Jerusalem. He said, in speaking of +Magdalen, whose grief was excessive, that her love was great, but still +somewhat human, and that on this account her sorrow made her beside +herself. He spoke also of the schemes of the traitor Judas, and the +Blessed Virgin prayed for him. Judas had again left Bethania to go to +Jerusalem, under pretence of paying some debts that were due. He spent +his whole day in hurrying backwards and forwards from one Pharisee to +another, and making his final agreements with them. He was shown the +soldiers who had been engaged to seize the person of our Divine +Saviour, and he so arranged his journeys to and fro as to be able to +account for his absence. I beheld all his wicked schemes and all his +thoughts. He was naturally active and obliging, but these good +qualities were choked by avarice, ambition, and envy, which passions he +made no effort to control. In our Lord's absence he had even performed +miracles and healed the sick. + +When our Lord announced to his Blessed Mother what was going to take +place, she besought him, in the most touching terms, to let her die +with him. But he exhorted her to show more calmness in her sorrow than +the other women, told her that he should rise again, and named the very +spot where he should appear to her. She did not weep much, but her +grief was indescribable, and there was something almost awful in her +look of deep recollection. Our Divine Lord returned thanks, as a loving +Son, for all the love she had borne him, and pressed her to his heart. +He also told her that he would make the Last Supper with her, +spiritually, and named the hour at which she would receive his precious +Body and Blood. Then once more he, in touching language, bade farewell +to all, and gave them different instructions. + +About twelve o'clock in the day, Jesus and the nine Apostles went from +Bethania up to Jerusalem, followed by seven disciples, who, with the +exception of Nathaniel and Silas, came from Jerusalem and the +neighbourhood. Among these were John, Mark, and the son of the poor +widow who, the Thursday previous, had offered her mite in the Temple, +whilst Jesus was preaching there. Jesus had taken him into his company +a few days before. The holy women set off later. + +Jesus and his companions walked around Mount Olivet, about the +valley of Josaphat, and even as far as Mount Calvary. During the whole +of this walk, he continued giving them instructions. He told the +Apostles, among other things, that until then he had given them his +bread and his wine, but that this day he was going to give them his +Body and Blood, his whole self--all that he had and all that he was. The +countenance of our Lord bore so touching an expression whilst he was +speaking, that his whole soul seemed to breathe forth from his lips, +and he appeared to be languishing with love and desire for the moment +when he should give himself to man. His disciples did not understand +him, but thought that he was speaking of the Paschal Lamb. No words can +give an adequate idea of the love and resignation which were expressed +in these last discourses of our Lord at Bethania, and on his way to +Jerusalem. + +The seven disciples who had followed our Lord to Jerusalem did not +go there in his company, but carried the ceremonial habits for the +Pasch to the supper-room, and then returned to the house of Mary, the +mother of Mark. When Peter and John came to the supper-room with the +chalice, all the ceremonial habits were already in the vestibule, +whither they had been brought by his disciples and some companions. +They had also hung the walls with drapery, cleared the higher openings +in the sides, and put up three lamps. Peter and John then went to the +Valley of Josaphat, and summoned our Lord and the twelve Apostles. The +disciples and friends who were also to make their Pasch in the +supperroom, came later. + + +MEDITATION VI. + +The Last Pasch. + + + +Jesus and his disciples ate the Paschal Lamb in the supper-room. +They divided into three groups. Jesus ate the Paschal Lamb with the +twelve Apostles in the supper-room, properly so called; Nathaniel with +twelve other disciples in one of the lateral rooms, and Eliacim (the +son of Cleophas and Mary, the daughter of Heli), who had been a +disciple of John the Baptist, with twelve more, in another side-room. + +Three lambs were immolated for them in the Temple, but there was a +fourth lamb which was immolated in the supper-room, and was the one +eaten by Jesus with his Apostles. Judas was not aware of this +circumstance, because being engaged in plotting his betrayal of our +Lord, he only returned a few moments before the repast, and after the +immolation of the lamb had taken place. Most touching was the scene of +the immolation of the lamb to be eaten by Jesus and his Apostles; it +took place in the vestibule of the supper-room. The Apostles and +disciples were present, singing the 118th Psalm. Jesus spoke of a new +period then beginning, and said that the sacrifice of Moses and the +figure of the Paschal Lamb were about to receive their accomplishment, +but that on this very account, the lamb was to be immolated in the same +manner as formerly in Egypt, and that they were really about to go +forth from the house of bondage. + +The vessels and necessary instruments were prepared, and then the +attendants brought a beautiful little lamb, decorated with a crown, +which was sent to the Blessed Virgin in the room where she had remained +with the other holy women. The lamb was fastened with its back against +a board by a cord around its body, and reminded me of Jesus tied to the +pillar and scourged. The son of Simeon held the lamb's head; Jesus made a +slight incision in its neck with the point of a knife, which he then +gave to the son of Simeon, that he might complete killing it. Jesus +appeared to inflict the wound with a feeling of repugnance, and he was +quick in his movements, although his countenance was grave, and his +manner such as to inspire respect. The blood flowed into a basin, and +the attendants brought a branch of hyssop, which Jesus dipped in it. +Then he went to the door of the room, stained the sideposts and the +lock with blood, and placed the branch which had been dipped in blood +above the door. He then spoke to the disciples, and told them, among +other things, that the exterminating angel would pass by, that they +would adore in that room without fear or anxiety, when he, the true +Paschal Lamb, should have been immolated--that a new epoch and a new +sacrifice were about to begin, which would last to the end of the world. + +They then went to the other side of the room, near the hearth where +the Ark of the Covenant had formerly stood. Fire had already been +lighted there, and Jesus poured some blood upon the hearth, +consecrating it as an altar; and the remainder of the blood and the fat +were thrown on the fire beneath the altar, after which Jesus, followed +by his Apostles, walked round the supper-room, singing some psalms, and +consecrating it as a new Temple. The doors were all closed during this +time. Meanwhile the son of Simeon had completed the preparation of the +lamb. He passed a stake through its body, fastening the front legs on a +cross piece of wood; and stretching the hind ones along the stake. It +bore a strong resemblance to Jesus on the cross, and was placed in the +oven, to be there roasted with the three other lambs brought from the +Temple. + +The Paschal Lambs of the Jews were all immolated in the vestibule of +the Temple, but in different parts, according as the persons who were +to eat them were rich, or poor, or strangers.5 The Paschal Lamb +belonging to Jesus was not immolated in the Temple, but everything else +was done strictly according to the law. Jesus again addressed his +disciples, saying that the lamb was but a figure, that he himself would +next day be the true Paschal Lamb, together with other things which I +have forgotten. + +When Jesus had finished his instructions concerning the Paschal Lamb +and its signification, the time being come, and Judas also returned, +the tables were set out. The disciples put on travelling dresses which +were in the vestibule, different shoes, a white robe resembling a +shirt, and a cloak, which was short in front and longer behind, their +sleeves were large and turned back, and they girded up their clothes +around the waist. Each party went to their own table; and two sets of +disciples in the side rooms, and our Lord and his Apostles in the +supper-room. They held staves in their hands, and went two and two to +the table, where they remained standing, each in his own place, with +the stave resting on his arms, and his hands upraised. + +The table was narrow, and about half a foot higher than the knees of +a man; in shape it resembled a horseshoe, and opposite Jesus, in the +inner part of the half-circle, there was a space left vacant, that the +attendants might be able to set down the dishes. As far as I can +remember, John, James the Greater, and James the Less sat on the +right-hand of Jesus; after them Bartholomew, and then, round the +corner, Thomas and Judas Iscariot. Peter, Andrew, and Thaddeus sat on +the left of Jesus; next came Simon, and then (round the corner) Matthew +and Philip. + +The Paschal Lamb was placed on a dish in the centre of the table. +Its head rested on its front legs, which were fastened to a +cross-stick, its hind legs being stretched out, and the dish was +garnished with garlic. By the side there was a dish with the Paschal +roast meat, then came a plate with green vegetables balanced against +each other, and another plate with small bundles of bitter herbs, which +had the appearance of aromatic herbs. Opposite Jesus there was also one +dish with different herbs, and a second containing a brown-coloured +sauce of beverage. The guest had before them some round loaves instead +of plates, and they used ivory knives. + +After the prayer, the major-domo laid the knife for cutting the lamb +on the table before Jesus, who placed a cup of wine before him, and +filled six other cups, each one of which stood between two Apostles. +Jesus blessed the wine and drank, and the Apostles drank two together +out of one cup. Then our Lord proceeded to cut up the lamb; his +Apostles presented their pieces of bread in turn, and each received his +share. They ate it in haste, separating the flesh from the bone, by +means of their ivory knives, and the bones were afterwards burnt. They +also ate the garlic and green herbs in haste, dipping them in the +sauce. All this time they remained standing, only leaning slightly on +the backs of their seats. Jesus brake one of the loaves of unleavened +bread, covered up a part of it, and divided the remainder among his +Apostles. Another cup of wine was brought, but Jesus drank not of it: +'Take this,' he said, 'and divide it among you, for I will not drink from +henceforth of the fruit of the vine, until that day when I shall drink +it with you new in the kingdom of my Father' (Matt. 26:29). When they had +drunk the wine, they sang a hymn; then Jesus prayed or taught, and they +again washed their hands. After this they sat down. + +Our Lord cut up another lamb which was carried to the holy women in +one of the buildings of the court, where they were seated at table. The +Apostles ate some more vegetables and lettuce. The countenance of our +Divine Saviour bore an indescribable expression of serenity and +recollection, greater than I had ever before seen. He bade the Apostles +forget all their cares. The Blessed Virgin also, as she sat at table +with the other women, looked most placid and calm. When the other women +came up, and took hold of her veil to make her turn round and speak to +them, her every movement expressed the sweetest self-control and +placidity of spirit. + +At first Jesus conversed lovingly and calmly with his disciples, but +after a while he became grave and sad: 'Amen, amen, I say to you, that +one of you is about to betray me:' he said, he that dippeth his hand with +me in the dish' (Matt. 26:21.23). Jesus was then distributing the +lettuce, of which there was only one dish, to those Apostles who were +by his side, and he had given Judas, who was nearly opposite to him, +the office of distributing it to the others. When Jesus spoke of a +traitor, an expression which filled all the Apostles with fear, he +said: 'he that dippeth his hand with me in the dish,' which means: 'one of +the twelve who are eating and drinking with me--one of those with whom I +am eating bread.' He did not plainly point out Judas to the others by +these words; for to dip the hand in the same dish was an expression +used to signify the most friendly and intimate intercourse. He was +desirous, however, to give a warning to Judas, who was then really +dipping his hand in the dish with our Saviour, to distribute the +lettuce. Jesus continued to speak: 'The Son of Man indeed goeth,' he said, +'as it is written of him: but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man +shall be betrayed: It were better for him if that man had not been born.' + +The Apostles were very much troubled, and each one of them +exclaimed: 'Lord, is it I?' for they were all perfectly aware that they did +not entirely understand his words. Peter leaned towards John, behind +Jesus, and made him a sign to ask our Lord who the traitor was to be, +for, having so often been reproved by our Lord, he trembled lest it +should be himself who was referred to. John was seated at the right +hand of Jesus, and as all were leaning on their left arms, using the +right to eat, his head was close to the bosom of Jesus. He leaned then +on his breast and said: 'Lord, who is it?' I did not see Jesus say to him +with his lips: 'He it is to whom I shall reach bread dipped.' I do not know +whether he whispered it to him, but John knew it, when Jesus having +dipped the bread, which was covered with lettuce, gave it tenderly to +Judas, who also asked: 'Is it I, Lord?' Jesus looked at him with love, and +answered him in general terms. Among the Jews, to give bread dipped was +a mark of friendship and confidence; Jesus on this occasion gave Judas +the morsel, in order thus to warn him, without making known his guilt +to the others. But the heart of Judas burned with anger, and during the +whole time of the repast, I saw a frightful little figure seated at his +feet, and sometimes ascending to his heart. I did not see John repeat +to Peter what he had learned from Jesus, but he set his fears at rest +by a look. + + +MEDITATION VII. + +The Washing of the Feet. + + + +They arose from table, and whilst they were arranging their clothes, +as they usually did before making their solemn prayer, the major-domo +came in with two servants to take away the table. Jesus, standing in +the midst of his Apostles, spoke to them long, in a most solemn manner. +I could not repeat exactly his whole discourse, but I remember he spoke +of his kingdom, of his going to his Father, of what he would leave them +now that he was about to be taken away, etc. He also gave them some +instructions concerning penance, the confession of sin, repentance, and +justification. + +I felt that these instructions referred to the washing of the feet, +and I saw that all the Apostles acknowledged their sins and repented of +them, with the exception of Judas. This discourse was long and solemn. +When it was concluded, Jesus sent John and James the Less to fetch +water from the vestibule, and he told the Apostles to arrange the seats +in a half circle. He went himself into the vestibule, where he girded +himself with a towel. During this time, the Apostles spoke among +themselves, and began speculating as to which of them would be the +greatest, for our Lord having expressly announced that he was about to +leave them and that his kingdom was near at hand, they felt +strengthened anew in their idea that he had secret plans, and that he +was referring to some earthly triumph which would be theirs at the last +moment. + +Meanwhile Jesus, in the vestibule, told John to take a basin, and +James a pitcher filled with water, with which they followed him into +the room, where the major-domo had placed another empty basin. + +Jesus, on returning to his disciples in so humble a manner, +addressed them a few words of reproach on the subject of the dispute +which had arisen between them, and said among other things, that he +himself was their servant, and that they were to sit down, for him to +wash their feet. They sat down, therefore, in the same order as they +had sat at table. Jesus went from one to the other, poured water from +the basin which John carried on the feet of each, and then, taking the +end of the towel wherewith he was girded, wiped them. Most loving and +tender was the manner of our Lord while thus humbling himself at the +feet of his Apostles. + +Peter, when his turn came, endeavoured through humility to prevent +Jesus from washing his feet: 'Lord,' he exclaimed, 'dost thou wash my feet?' +Jesus answered: 'What I do, thou knowest not now, but thou shalt know +hereafter.' It appeared to me that he said to him privately: 'Simon, thou +hast merited for my Father to reveal to thee who I am, whence I come, +and whither I am going, thou alone hast expressly confessed it, +therefore upon thee will I build my Church, and the gates of hell shall +not prevail against it. My power will remain with thy successors to the +end of the world.' + +Jesus showed him to the other Apostles, and said, that when he +should be no more present among them, Peter was to fill his place in +their regard. Peter said: 'Thou shalt never wash my feet!' Our Lord +replied: 'If I wash thee not, thou shalt have no part with me.' Then Peter +exclaimed: 'Lord, not only my feet, but also my hands and my head.' Jesus +replied: 'He that is washed, needeth not but to wash his feet, but is +clean wholly. And you are clean, but not all.' + +By these last words he referred to Judas. He had spoken of the +washing of the feet as signifying purification from daily faults, +because the feet, which are continually in contact with the earth, are +also continually liable to be soiled, unless great care is taken. + +This washing of the feet was spiritual, and served as a species of +absolution. Peter, in his zeal, saw nothing in it but too great an act +of abasement on the part of his Master; he knew not that to save him +Jesus would the very next day humble himself even to the ignominious +death of the cross. + +When Jesus washed the feet of Judas, it was in the most loving and +affecting manner; he bent his sacred face even on to the feet of the +traitor; and in a low voice bade him now at least enter into himself, +for that he had been a faithless traitor for the last year. Judas +appeared to be anxious to pay no heed whatever to his words, and spoke +to John, upon which Peter became angry, and exclaimed: 'Judas, the Master +speaks to thee!' Then Judas made our Lord some vague, evasive reply, such +as, 'Heaven forbid, Lord!' The others had not remarked that Jesus was +speaking to Judas, for this words were uttered in a low voice, in order +not to be heard by them, and besides, they were engaged in putting on +their shoes. Nothing in the whole course of the Passion grieved Jesus +so deeply as the treason of Judas. + +Jesus finally washed the feet of John and James. + +He then spoke again on the subject of humility, telling them that he +that was the greatest among them was to be as their servant, and that +henceforth they were to wash one another's feet. Then he put on his +garments, and the Apostles let down their clothes, which they had +girded up before eating the Paschal Lamb. + + +MEDITATION VIII. + +Institution of the Holy Eucharist. + + + +By command of our Lord, the major-domo had again laid out the table, +which he had raised a little; then, having placed it once more in the +middle of the room, he stood one urn filled with wine, and another with +water underneath it. Peter and John went into the part of the room near +the hearth, to get the chalice which they had brought from Seraphia's +house, and which was still wrapped up in its covering. They carried it +between them as if they had been carrying a tabernacle, and placed it +on the table before Jesus. An oval plate stood there, with three fine +white azymous loaves, placed on a piece of linen, by the side of the +half loaf which Jesus had set aside during the Paschal meal, also a jar +containing wine and water, and three boxes, one filled with thick oil, +a second with liquid oil, and the third empty. + +In earlier times, it had been the practice for all at table to eat +of the same loaf and drink of the same cup at the end of the meal, +thereby to express their friendship and brotherly love, and to welcome +and bid farewell to each other. I think Scripture must contain +something upon this subject. + +On the day of the Last Supper, Jesus raised this custom (which had +hitherto been no more than a symbolical and figurative rite) to the +dignity of the holiest of sacraments. One of the charges brought before +Caiphas, on occasion of the treason of Judas, was, that Jesus had +introduced a novelty into the Paschal ceremonies, but Nicodemus proved +from Scripture that it was an ancient practice. + +Jesus was seated between Peter and John, the doors were closed, and +everything was done in the most mysterious and imposing manner. When +the chalice was taken out of its covering, Jesus prayed, and spoke to +his Apostles with the utmost solemnity. I saw him giving them an +explanation of the Supper, and of the entire ceremony, and I was +forcibly reminded of a priest teaching others to say Mass. + +He then drew a species of shelf with grooves from the boars on which +the jars stood, and taking a piece of white linen with which the +chalice was covered, spread it over the board and shelf. I then saw him +lift a round plate, which he placed on this same shelf, off the top of +the chalice. He next took the azymous loaves from beneath the linen +with which they were covered and placed them before him on the board; +then he took out of the chalice a smaller vase, and ranged the six +little glasses on each side of it. Then he blessed the bread and also +the oil, to the best of my belief after which he lifted up the paten +with the loaves upon it, in his two hands, raised his eyes, prayed, +offered, and replaced the paten on the table, covering it up again. He +then took the chalice, had some wine poured into it by Peter, and some +water, which he first blessed, by John, adding to it a little more +water, which he poured into a small spoon, and after this he blessed +the chalice, raised it up with a prayer, made the oblation, and +replaced it on the table. + +John and Peter poured some water on his hands, which he held over +the plate on which the azymous loaves had been placed; then he took a +little of the water which had been poured on his hands, in the spoon +that he had taken out of the lower part of the chalice, and poured it +on theirs. After this, the vase was passed round the table, and all the +Apostles washed their hands in it. I do not remember whether this was +the precise order in which these ceremonies were performed; all I know +is, that they reminded me in a striking manner of the holy sacrifice of +the Mass. + +Meanwhile, our Divine Lord became more and more tender and loving in +his demeanour; he told his Apostles that he was about to give them all +that he had, namely, his entire self, and he looked as though perfectly +transformed by love. I saw him becoming transparent, until he resembled +a luminous shadow. He broke the bread into several pieces, which he +laid together on the paten, and then took a corner of the first piece +and dripped it into the chalice. At the moment when he was doing this, I +seemed to see the Blessed Virgin receiving the Holy Sacrament in a +spiritual manner, although she was not present in the supper-room. I do +not know how it was done, but I thought I saw her enter without +touching the ground, and come before our Lord to receive the Holy +Eucharist; after which I saw her no more. Jesus had told her in the +morning, at Bethania, that he would keep the Pasch with her +spiritually, and he had named the hour at which she was to betake +herself to prayer, in order to receive it in spirit. + +Again he prayed and taught; his words came forth from his lips like +fire and light, and entered into each of the Apostles, with the +exception of Judas. He took the paten with the pieces of bread (I do +not know whether he had placed it on the chalice) and said: 'Take and +eat; this is my Body which is given for you.' He stretched forth his +right hand as if to bless, and, whilst he did so, a brilliant light +came from him, his words were luminous, the bread entered the mouths of +the Apostles as a brilliant substance, and light seemed to penetrate +and surround them all, Judas alone remaining dark. Jesus presented the +bread first to Peter, next to John and then he made a sign to Judas to +approach.6 Judas was thus the third who received the Adorable +Sacrament, but the words of our Lord appeared to turn aside from the +mouth of the traitor, and come back to their Divine Author. So +perturbed was I in spirit at this sight, that my feelings cannot be +described. Jesus said to him: 'That which thou dost, do quickly.' He then +administered the Blessed Sacrament to the other Apostles, who +approached two and two. + +Jesus raised the chalice by its two handles to a level with his +face, and pronounced the words of consecration. Whilst doing so, he +appeared wholly transfigured, as it were transparent, and as though +entirely passing into what he was going to give his Apostles. He made +Peter and John drink from the chalice which he held in his hand, and +then placed it again on the table. John poured the Divine Blood from +the chalice into the smaller glasses, and Peter presented them to the +Apostles, two of whom drank together out of the same cup. I think, but +am not quite certain, that Judas also partook of the chalice; he did +not return to his place, but immediately left the supper-room, and the +other Apostles thought that Jesus had given him some commission to do. +He left without praying or making any thanksgiving, and hence you may +perceive how sinful it is to neglect returning thanks either after +receiving our daily food, or after partaking of the Life-Giving Bread +of Angels. During the entire meal, I had seen a frightful little +figure, with one foot like a dried bone, remaining close to Judas, but +when he had reached the door, I beheld three devils pressing round him; +one entered into his mouth, the second urged him on, and the third +preceded him. It was night, and they seemed to be lighting him, whilst +he hurried onward like a madman. + +Our Lord poured a few drops of the Precious Blood remaining in the +chalice into the little vase of which I have already spoken, and then +placed his fingers over the chalice, while Peter and John poured water +and wine upon them. This done, he caused them to drink again from the +chalice, and what remained of its contents was poured into the smaller +glasses, and distributed to the other Apostles. Then Jesus wiped the +chalice, put into it the little vase containing the remainder of the +Divine Blood, and placed over it the paten with the fragments of the +consecrated bread, after which he again put on the cover, wrapped up +the chalice, and stood it in the midst of the six small cups. I saw the +Apostles receive in communion these remains of the Adorable Sacrament, +after the Resurrection. + +I do not remember seeing our Lord himself eat and drink of the +consecrated elements, neither did I see Melchisedech, when offering the +bread and wine, taste of them himself. It was made known to me why +priests partake of them, although Jesus did not. + +Here Sister Emmerich looked suddenly up, and appeared to be +listening. Some explanation was given her on this subject, but the +following words were all that she could repeat to us: 'If the office of +distributing it had been given to angels, they would not have partaken, +but if priests did not partake, the Blessed Eucharist would be lost--it is +through their participation that it is preserved.' + +There was an indescribable solemnity and order in all the actions of +Jesus during the institution of the Holy Eucharist, and his every +movement was most majestic. I saw the Apostles noting things down in +the little rolls of parchment which they carried on their persons. +Several times during the ceremonies I remarked that they bowed to each +other, in the same way that our priests do. + + +MEDITATION IX. + +Private Instruction and Consecrations. + + + +Jesus gave his Apostles some private instructions; he told them how +they were to preserve the Blessed Sacrament in memory of him, even to +the end of the world; he taught them the necessary forms for making use +of and communicating it, and in what manner they were, by degrees, to +teach and publish this mystery; finally he told them when they were to +receive what remained of the consecrated Elements, when to give some to +the Blessed Virgin, and how to consecrate, themselves, after he should +have sent them the Divine Comforter. He then spoke concerning the +priesthood, the sacred unction, and the preparation of the Chrism and +Holy Oils.7 He had there three boxes, two of which contained a mixture +of oil and balm. He taught them how to make this mixture, what parts of +the body were to be anointed with them, and upon what occasions. I +remember, among other things, that he mentioned a case in which the +Holy Eucharist could not be administered; perhaps what he said had +reference to Extreme Unction, for my recollections on this point are +not very clear. He spoke of different kinds of anointing, and in +particular of that of kings, and he said that even wicked kings who +were anointed, derived from it especial powers. He put ointment and oil +in the empty box, and mixed them together, but I cannot say for certain +whether it was at this moment, or at the time of the consecration of +the bread, that he blessed the oil. + +I then saw Jesus anoint Peter and John, on whose hands he had +already poured the water which had flowed on his own, and two whom he +had given to drink out of the chalice. Then he laid his hands on their +shoulders and heads, while they, on their part, joined their hands and +crossed their thumbs, bowing down profoundly before him--I am not sure +whether they did not even kneel. He anointed the thumb and fore-finger +of each of their hands, and marked a cross on their heads with Chrism. +He said also that this would remain with them unto the end of the world. + +James the Less, Andrew, James the Greater, and Bartholomew, were +also consecrated. I saw likewise that on Peter's bosom he crossed a sort +of stole worn round the neck, whilst on the others he simply placed it +crosswise, from the right shoulder to the left side. I do not know +whether this was done at the time of the institution of the Blessed +Sacrament, or only for the anointing. + +I understood that Jesus communicated to them by this unction +something essential and supernatural, beyond my power to describe. He +told them that when they should have received the Holy Spirit they were +to consecrate the bread and wine, and anoint the other Apostles. It was +made known to me then that, on the day of Pentecost, Peter and John +imposed their hands upon the other Apostles, and a week later upon +several of the disciples. After the Resurrection, John gave the +Adorable Sacrament for the first time to the Blessed Virgin. It is a +festival no longer kept in the Church on earth, but I see it celebrated +in the Church triumphant. For the first few days after Pentecost I saw +only Peter and John consecrate the Blessed Eucharist, but after that +the others also consecrated. + +Our Lord next proceeded to bless fire in a brass vessel, and care +was taken that it should not go out, but it was kept near the spot +where the Blessed Sacrament had been deposited, in one division of the +ancient Paschal hearth, and fire was always taken from it when needed +for spiritual purposes. + + All that Jesus did upon this occasion was done in private, and +taught equally in private. The Church has retained all that was +essential of these secret instructions, and, under the inspiration of +the Holy Ghost, developed and adapted them to all her requirements. + +Whether Peter and John were both consecrated bishops, or Peter alone +as bishop and John as priest, or to what dignity the other four +Apostles were raised, I cannot pretend to say. But the different ways +in which our Lord arranged the Apostles' stoles appear to indicate +different degrees of consecration. + +When these holy ceremonies were concluded, the chalice (near which +the blessed Chrism also stood) was re-covered, and the Adorable +Sacrament carried by Peter and John into the back part of the room, +which was divided off by a curtain, and from thenceforth became the +Sanctuary. The spot where the Blessed Sacrament was deposited was not +very far above the Paschal stove. Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus +took care of the Sanctuary and of the supper-room during the absence of +the Apostles. + +Jesus again instructed his Apostles for a considerable length of +time, and also prayed several times. He frequently appeared to be +conversing with his Heavenly Father, and to be overflowing with +enthusiasm and love. The Apostles also were full of joy and zeal, and +asked him various questions which he forthwith answered. The scriptures +must contain much of this last discourse and conversation. He told +Peter and John different things to be made known later to the other +Apostles, who in their turn were to communicate them to the disciples +and holy women, according to the capacity of each for such knowledge. +He had a private conversation with John, whom he told that his life +would be longer than the lives of the others. He spoke to him also +concerning seven Churches, some crowns and angels, and instructed him +in the meaning of certain mysterious figures, which signified, to the +best of my belief, different epochs. The other Apostles were slightly +jealous of this confidential communication being made to John. + +Jesus spoke also of the traitor. 'Now he is doing this or that,' he +said, and I, in fact, saw Judas doing exactly as he said of him. As +Peter was vehemently protesting that he would always remain faithful, +our Lord said to him: 'Simon, Simon, behold Satan hath desired to have +you that he may sift you as wheat. But I have prayed for thee that thy +faith fail not: and thou being once converted, confirm thy brethren.' + +Again, our Lord, said, that whither he was going they could not +follow him, when Peter exclaimed: 'Lord, I am ready to go with thee both +into prison and to death.' And Jesus replied: 'Amen, amen, I say to thee, +before the cock crow twice, thou shalt deny me thrice.' + + Jesus, while making known to his Apostles that trying times were at +hand for them, said: 'When I sent you without purse, or scrip, or shoes, +did you want anything?' They answered: 'Nothing.' 'But now,' he continued, +'he that hath a purse let him take it, and likewise a scrip, and he that +hath not, let him sell his coat and buy a sword. For I say to you, that +this that is written must yet be fulfilled in me: AND WITH THE WICKED WAS +HE RECKONED. For the things concerning me have an end.' The Apostles only +understood his words in a carnal sense, and Peter showed him two +swords, which were short and thick, like cleavers. Jesus said: 'It is +enough: let us go hence.' Then they sang the thanksgiving hymn, put the +table on one side, and went into the vestibule. + +There, Jesus found his Mother, Mary of Cleophas, and Magdalen, who +earnestly besought him not to go to Mount Olivet, for a report has +spread that his enemies were seeking to lay hands on him. But Jesus +comforted them in few words, and hastened onward--it being then about nine +o'clock. They went down the road by which Peter and John had come to the +supper-room, and directed their steps towards Mount Olivet. + +I have always seen the Pasch and the institution of the Blessed +Sacrament take place in the order related above. But my feelings were +each time so strongly excited and my emotion so great, that I could not +give much attention to all the details, but now I have seen them more +distinctly. No words can describe how painful and exhausting is such a +sight as that of beholding the hidden recesses of hearts, the love and +constancy of our Saviour, and to know at the same time all that is +going to befall him. How would it be possible to observe all that is +merely external! The heart is overflowing with admiration, gratitude, +and love--the blindness of men seems perfectly incomprehensible--and the +soul is overwhelmed with sorrow at the thought of the ingratitude of the +whole world, and of her own sins! + +The eating of the Paschal Lamb was performed by Jesus rapidly, and +in entire conformity with all the legal ordinances. The Pharisees were +in the habit of adding some minute and superstitious ceremonies. + + +THE PASSION. + + + + "If thou knowest not how to meditate on high and heavenly things, +rest on the Passion of Christ, and willingly dwell in his sacred +wounds. For, if thou fly devoutly to the wounds and precious stigmas of +Jesus, thou shalt feel great comfort in tribulation."--Imitation of Christ, +book 2, chapter 1. + + + +INTRODUCTION. + + + +On the evening of the 18th of February, 1823, a friend of Sister +Emmerich went up to the bed, where she was lying apparently asleep; and +being much struck by the beautiful and mournful expression of her +countenance, felt himself inwardly inspired to raise his heart +fervently to God, and offer the Passion of Christ to the Eternal +Father, in union with the sufferings of all those who have carried +their cross after him. While making this short prayer, he chanced to +fix his eyes for a moment upon the stigmatised hands of Sister +Emmerich. She immediately hid them under the counterpane, starting as +if someone had given her a blow. He felt surprised at this, and asked +her, 'What has happened to you?' 'Many things,' she answered in an expressive +tone. Whilst he was considering what her meaning could be, she appeared +to be asleep. At the end of about a quarter of an hour, she suddenly +started up with all the eagerness of a person having a violent struggle +with another, stretched out both her arms, clenching her hand, as if to +repel an enemy standing on the left side of her bed, and exclaimed in +an indignant voice: 'What do you mean by this contract of Magdalum?' Then +she continued to speak with the warmth of a person who is being +questioned during a quarrel--'Yes, it is that accursed spirit--the liar from +the beginning--Satan, who is reproaching him about the Magdalum contract, +and other things of the same nature, and says that he spent all that +money upon himself.' When asked, 'Who has spent money? Who is being spoken +to in that way?' she replied, 'Jesus, my adorable Spouse, on Mount Olivet.' +Then she again turned to the left, with menacing gestures, and +exclaimed, 'What meanest thou, O father of lies, with thy Magdalum +contract? Did he not deliver twenty-seven poor prisoners at Thirza, +with the money derived from the sale of Magdalum? I saw him, and thou +darest to say that he has brought confusion into the whole estate, +driven out its inhabitants, and squandered the money for which it was +sold? But thy time is come, accursed spirit! Thou wilt be chained, and +his heel will crush thy head.' + +Here she was interrupted by the entrance of another person; her +friends thought that she was in delirium, and pitied her. The following +morning she owned that the previous night she had imagined herself to +be following our Saviour to the Garden of Olives, after the institution +of the Blessed Eucharist, but that just at that moment someone having +looked at the stigmas on her hands with a degree of veneration, she +felt so horrified at this being done in the presence of our Lord, that +she hastily hid them, with a feeling of pain. She then related her +vision of what took place in the Garden of Olives, and as she continued +her narrations the following days, the friend who was listening to her +was enabled to connect the different scenes of the Passion together. +But as, during Lent, she was also celebrating the combats of our Lord +with Satan in the desert, she had to endure in her own person many +sufferings and temptations. Hence there were a few pauses in the +history of the Passion, which were, however, easily filled up by means +of some later communications. + +She usually spoke in common German, but when in a state of ecstasy, +her language became much purer, and her narrations partook at once of +child-like simplicity and dignified inspiration. Her friend wrote down +all that she had said, directly he returned to his own apartments; for +it was seldom that he could so much as even take notes in her presence. +The Giver of all good gifts bestowed upon him memory, zeal, and +strength to bear much trouble and fatigue, so that he has been enabled +to bring this work to a conclusion. His conscience tells him that he +has done his best, and he humbly begs the reader, if satisfied with the +result of his labours, to bestow upon him the alms of an occasional +prayer. + + + +CHAPTER I. + +Jesus in the Garden of Olives. + + + +When Jesus left the supper-room with the eleven Apostles, after the +institution of the Adorable Sacrament of the Altar, his soul was deeply +oppressed and his sorrow on the increase. He led the eleven, by an +unfrequented path, to the Valley of Josaphat. As they left the house, I +saw the moon, which was not yet quite at the full, rising in front of +the mountain. + +Our Divine Lord; as he wandered with his Apostles about the valley, +told them that here he should one day return to judge the world, but +not in a state of poverty and humiliation, as he then was, and that men +would tremble with fear, and cry: 'Mountains, fall upon us!' His disciples +did not understand him, and thought, by no means for the first time +that night, that weakness and exhaustion had affected his brain. He +said to them again: 'All you shall be scandalised in me this night. For +it is written: I WILL STRIKE THE SHEPHERD, AND THE SHEEP OF THE FLOCK +SHALL BE DISPERSED. But after I shall be risen again, I will go before +you into Galilee.' + +The Apostles were still in some degree animated by the spirit of +enthusiasm and devotion with which their reception of the Blessed +Sacrament and the solemn and affecting words of Jesus had inspired +them. They eagerly crowded round him, and expressed their love in a +thousand different ways, earnestly protesting that they would never +abandon him. But as Jesus continued to talk in the same strain, Peter +exclaimed: 'Although all shall be scandalised in thee, I will never be +scandalised!' and our Lord answered him: 'Amen, I say to thee, that in this +night, before the cock crow, thou wilt deny me thrice.' But Peter still +insisted, saying: 'Yea, though I should die with thee, I will not deny +thee.' And the others all said the same. They walked onward and stopped, +by turns, for the sadness of our Divine Lord continued to increase. The +Apostles tried to comfort him by human arguments, assuring him that +what he foresaw would not come to pass. They tired themselves in these +vain efforts, began to doubt, and were assailed by temptation. + +They crossed the brook Cedron, not by the bridge where, a few hours +later, Jesus was taken prisoner, but by another, for they had left the +direct road. Gethsemani, whither they were going, was about a mile and +a half distant from the supper-hall, for it was three quarters of a +mile from the supper-hall to the Valley of Josaphat, and about as far +from thence to Gethsemani. The place called Gethsemani (where latterly +Jesus had several times passed the night with his disciples) was a +large garden, surrounded by a hedge, and containing only some fruit +trees and flowers, while outside there stood a few deserted unclosed +buildings. + +The Apostles and several others persons had keys of this garden, +which was used sometimes as a pleasure ground, and sometimes as a place +of retirement for prayer. Some arbours made of leaves and branches had +been raised there, and eight of the Apostles remained in them, and were +later joined by others of the disciples. The Garden of Olives was +separated by a road from that of Gethsemani, and was open, surrounded +only by an earthern wall, and smaller than the Garden of Gethsemani. +There were caverns, terraces, and many olive-trees to be seen in this +garden, and it was easy to find there a suitable spot for prayer and +meditation. It was to the wildest part that Jesus went to pray. + +It was about nine o'clock when Jesus reached Gethsemani with his +disciples. The moon had risen, and already gave light in the sky, +although the earth was still dark. Jesus was most sorrowful, and told +his Apostles that danger was at hand. The disciples felt uneasy, and he +told eight of those who were following him, to remain in the Garden of +Gethsemani whilst he went on to pray. He took with him Peter, James, +and John, and going on a little further, entered into the Garden of +Olives. No words can describe the sorrow which then oppressed his soul, +for the time of trial was near. John asked him how it was that he, who +had hitherto always consoled them, would now be so dejected? 'My soul is +sorrowful even unto death,' was his reply. And he beheld sufferings and +temptations surrounding him on all sides, and drawing nearer and +nearer, under the forms of frightful figures borne on clouds. Then it +was that he said to the three Apostles: 'Stay you here and watch with me. +Pray, lest ye enter into temptation.' Jesus went a few steps to the left, +down a hill, and concealed himself beneath a rock, in a grotto about +six feet deep, while the Apostles remained in a species of hollow +above. The earth sank gradually the further you entered this grotto, +and the plants which were hanging from the rock screened its interior +like a curtain from persons outside. + +When Jesus left his disciples, I saw a number of frightful figures +surrounding him in an ever-narrowing circle. + +His sorrow and anguish of soul continued to increase, and he was +trembling all over when he entered the grotto to pray, like a wayworn +traveller hurriedly seeking shelter from a sudden storm, but the awful +visions pursued him even there, and became more and more clear and +distinct. Alas! this small cavern appeared to contain the awful picture +of all the sins which had been or were to be committed from the fall of +Adam to the end of the world, and of the punishment which they +deserved. It was here, on Mount Olivet, that Adam and Eve took refuge +when drive out of Paradise to wander homeless on earth, and they had +wept and bewailed themselves in this very grotto. + +I felt that Jesus, in delivering himself up to Divine Justice in +satisfaction for the sins of the world, caused his divinity to return, +in some sort, into the bosom of the Holy Trinity, concentrated himself, +so to speak, in his pure, loving and innocent humanity, and strong only +in his ineffable love, gave it up to anguish and suffering. + +He fell on his face, overwhelmed with unspeakable sorrow, and all +the sins of the world displayed themselves before him, under countless +forms and in all their real deformity. He took them all upon himself, +and in his prayer offered his own adorable Person to the justice of his +Heavenly Father, in payment for so awful a debt. But Satan, who was +enthroned amid all these horrors, and even filled with diabolical joy +at the sight of them, let loose his fury against Jesus, and displayed +before the eyes of his soul increasingly awful visions, at the same +time addressing his adorable humanity in words such as these: 'Takest +thou even this sin upon thyself? Art thou willing to bear its penalty? +Art thou prepared to satisfy for all these sins?' + +And now a long ray of light, like a luminous path in the air +descended from Heaven; it was a procession of angels who came up to +Jesus and strengthened and re-invigorated him. The remainder of the +grotto was filled with frightful visions of our crimes; Jesus took them +all upon himself, but that adorable Heart, which was so filled with the +most perfect love for God and man, was flooded with anguish, and +overwhelmed beneath the weight of so many abominable crimes. When this +huge mass of iniquities, like the waves of a fathomless ocean, has +passed over his soul, Satan brought forward innumerable temptations, as +he had formerly done in the desert, even daring to adduce various +accusations against him. 'And takest thou all these things upon thyself,' +he exclaimed, 'thou who art not unspotted thyself?' then he laid to the +charge of our Lord, with infernal impudence, a host of imaginary +crimes. He reproached him with the faults of his disciples, the +scandals which they had caused, and the disturbances which he had +occasioned in the world by giving up ancient customs. No Pharisee, +however wily and severe, could have surpassed Satan on this occasion; +he reproached Jesus with having been the cause of the massacre of the +Innocents, as well as of the sufferings of his parents in Egypt, with +not having saved John the Baptist from death, with having brought +disunion into families, protected men of despicable character, refused +to cure various sick persons, injured the inhabitants of Gergesa by +permitting men possessed by the devil to overturn their vats,8 and +demons to make swine cast themselves into the sea; with having deserted +his family, and squandered the property of others; in one word Satan, +in the hopes of causing Jesus to waver, suggested to him every thought +by which he would have tempted at the hour of death an ordinary mortal +who might have performed all these actions without a superhuman +intention; for it was hidden from him that Jesus was the Son of God, +and he tempted him only as the most just of men. Our Divine Saviour +permitted his humanity thus to preponderate over his divinity, for he +was pleased to endure even those temptations with which holy souls are +assailed at the hour of death concerning the merit of their good works. +That he might drink the chalice of suffering even to the dregs, he +permitted the evil spirit to tempt his sacred humanity, as he would +have tempted a man who should wish to attribute to his good works some +special value in themselves, over and above what they might have by +their union with the merits of our Saviour. There was not an action out +of which he did not contrive to frame some accusation, and he +reproached Jesus, among other things, with having spent the price of +the property of Mary Magdalen at Magdalum, which he had received from +Lazarus. + +Among the sins of the world which Jesus took upon himself, I saw +also my own; and a stream, in which I distinctly beheld each of my +faults, appeared to flow towards me from out of the temptations with +which he was encircled. During this time my eyes were fixed upon my +Heavenly Spouse; with him I wept and prayed, and with him I turned +towards the consoling angels. Ah, truly did our dear Lord writhe like a +worm beneath the weight of his anguish and sufferings! + +Whilst Satan was pouring forth his accusations against Jesus, it was +with difficulty that I could restrain my indignation, but when he spoke +of the sale of Magdalen's property, I could no longer keep silence, and +exclaimed: 'How canst thou reproach him with the sale of this property as +with a crime? Did I not myself see our Lord spend the sum which was +given him by Lazarus in works of mercy, and deliver twenty-eight +debtors imprisoned at Thirza?' + +At first Jesus looked calm, as he kneeled down and prayed, but after +a time his soul became terrified at the sight of the innumerable crimes +of men, and of their ingratitude towards God, and his anguish was so +great that the trembled and shuddered as he exclaimed: 'Father, if it is +possible, let this chalice pass from me! Father, all things are +possible to thee, remove this chalice from me!' But the next moment he +added: 'Nevertheless, not my will but thine be done.' His will and that of +his Father were one, but now that his love had ordained that he should +be left to all the weakness of his human nature, he trembled at the +prospect of death. + +I saw the cavern in which he was kneeling filled with frightful +figures; I saw all the sins, wickedness, vices, and ingratitude of +mankind torturing and crushing him to the earth; the horror of death +and terror which he felt as man at the sight of the expiatory +sufferings about to come upon him, surrounded and assailed his Divine +Person under the forms of hideous spectres. He fell from side to side, +clasping his hands; his body was covered with a cold sweat, and he +trembled and shuddered. He then arose, but his knees were shaking and +apparently scarcely able to support him; his countenance was pale, and +quite altered in appearance, his lips white, and his hair standing on +end. It was about half-past ten o'clock when he arose from his knees, +and, bathed in a cold sweat, directed his trembling, weak footsteps +towards his three Apostles. With difficulty did he ascend the left side +of the cavern, and reach a spot where the ground was level, and where +they were sleeping, exhausted with fatigue, sorrow and anxiety. He came +to them, like a man overwhelmed with bitter sorrow, whom terror urges +to seek his friends, but like also to a good shepherd, who, when warned +of the approach of danger, hastens to visit his flock, the safety of +which is threatened; for he well knew that they also were being tried +by suffering and temptation. The terrible visions never left him, even +while he was thus seeking his disciples. When he found that they were +asleep, he clasped his hands and fell down on his knees beside them, +overcome with sorrow and anxiety, and said: 'Simon, sleepest thou?' They +awoke, and raised him up, and he, in his desolation of spirit, said to +them: 'What? Could you not watch one hour with me?' When they looked at +him, and saw him pale and exhausted, scarcely able to support himself, +bathed in sweat, trembling and shuddering,--when they heard how changed +and almost inaudible his voice had become, they did not know what to +think, and had he not been still surrounded by a well-known halo of +light, they would never have recognised him as Jesus. John said to him: +'Master, what has befallen thee? Must I call the other disciples? Ought +we to take to flight?' Jesus answered him: 'Were I to live, teach, and +perform miracles for thirty-three years longer, that would not suffice +for the accomplishment of what must be fulfilled before this time +tomorrow. Call not the eight; I did not bring them hither, because they +could not see me thus agonising without being scandalised; they would +yield to temptation, forget much of the past, and lose their confidence +in me. But you, who have seen the Son of Man transfigured, may also see +him under a cloud, and in dereliction of spirit; nevertheless, watch +and pray, lest ye fall into temptation, for the spirit indeed is +willing, but the flesh is weak.' + + By these words he sought at once to encourage them to persevere, +and to make known to them the combat which his human nature was +sustaining against death, together with the cause of his weakness. In +his overwhelming sorrow, he remained with them nearly a quarter of an +hour, and spoke to them again. He then returned to the grotto, his +mental sufferings being still on the increase, while his disciples, on +their part, stretched forth their hands towards him, wept, and embraced +each other, asking, 'What can it be? What is happening to him? He appears +to be in a state of complete desolation.' After this, they covered their +heads, and began to pray, sorrowfully and anxiously. + +About an hour and a half had passed since Jesus entered the Garden +of Olives. It is true that Scripture tells us he said, 'Could you not +watch one hour with me?' but his words should not be taken literally, nor +according to our way of counting time. The three Apostles who were with +Jesus had prayed at first, but then they had fallen asleep, for +temptation had come upon them by reason of their want of trust in God. +The other eight, who had remained outside the garden, did not sleep, +for our Lord's last words, so expressive of suffering and sadness, had +filled their hearts with sinister forebodings, and they wandered about +Mount Olivet, trying to find some place of refuge in case of danger. + +The town of Jerusalem was very quiet; the Jews were in their houses, +engaged in preparing for the feast, but I saw, here and there, some of +the friends and disciples of Jesus walking to and fro, with anxious +countenances, conversing earnestly together, and evidently expecting +some great event. The Mother of our Lord, Magdalen, Martha, Mary of +Cleophas, Mary Salome, and Salome had gone from the supper-hall to the +house of Mary, the mother of Mark. Mary was alarmed at the reports +which were spreading, and wished to return to the town with her +friends, in order to hear something of Jesus. Lazarus, Nicodemus, +Joseph of Arimathea, and some relations from Hebron, came to see and +endeavour to tranquillise her, for as they were aware, either from +their own knowledge or from what the disciples had told them, of the +mournful predictions which Jesus had made in the supper-room, they had +made inquiries of some Pharisees of their acquaintance, and had not +been able to hear that any conspiracy was on foot for the time against +our Lord. Being utterly ignorant of the treason of Judas, they assured +Mary that the danger could not yet be very great, and that the enemies +of Jesus would not make any attempt upon his person, at least until the +festival was over. Mary told them how restless and disturbed in mind +Judas had latterly appeared, and how abruptly he had left the +supper-room. She felt no doubt of his having gone to betray our Lord, +for she had often warned him that he was a son of perdition. The holy +women then returned to the house of Mary, the mother of Mark. + +When Jesus, unrelieved of all the weight of his sufferings, returned +to the grotto, he fell prostrate, with his face on the ground and his +arms extended, and prayed to his Eternal Father; but his soul had to +sustain a second interior combat, which lasted three-quarters of an +hour. Angels came and showed him, in a series of visions, all the +sufferings that he was to endure in order to expiate sin; how great was +the beauty of man, the image of God, before the fall, and how that +beauty was changed and obliterated when sin entered the world. He +beheld how all sins originated in that of Adam, the signification and +essence of concupiscence, its terrible effect on the powers of the +soul, and likewise the signification and essence of all the sufferings +entailed by concupiscence. They showed him the satisfaction which he +would have to offer to Divine Justice, and how it would consist of a +degree of suffering in his soul and body which would comprehend all the +sufferings due to the concupiscence of all mankind, since the debt of +the whole human race had to be paid by that humanity which alone was +sinless--the humanity of the Son of God. The angels showed him all these +things under different forms, and I felt what they were saying, +although I heard no voice. No tongue can describe what anguish and what +horror overwhelmed the soul of Jesus at the sight of so terrible an +expiation--his sufferings were so great, indeed, that a bloody sweat +issued forth from all the pores of this sacred body. + +Whilst the adorable humanity of Christ was thus crushed to the earth +beneath this awful weight of suffering, the angels appeared filled with +compassion; there was a pause, and I perceived that they were earnestly +desiring to console him, and praying to that effect before the throne +of God. For one instant there appeared to be, as it were, a struggle +between the mercy and justice of God and that love which was +sacrificing itself. I was permitted to see an image of God, not, as +before, seated on a throne, but under a luminous form. I beheld the +divine nature of the Son in the Person of the Father, and, as it were, +withdrawn in his bosom; the Person of the Holy Ghost proceeded from the +Father and the Son, it was, so to speak, between them, and yet the +whole formed only one God--but these things are indescribable. + +All this was more an inward perception than a vision under distinct +forms, and it appeared to me that the Divine Will of our Lord withdrew +in some sort into the Eternal Father, in order to permit all those +sufferings which his human will besought his Father to spare him, to +weigh upon his humanity alone. I saw this at the time when the angels, +filled with compassion, were desiring to console Jesus, who, in fact, +was slightly relieved at that moment. Then all disappeared, and the +angels retired from our Lord, whose soul was about to sustain fresh +assaults. + +When our Redeemer, on Mount Olivet, was pleased to experience and +overcome that violent repugnance of human nature to suffering and death +which constitutes a portion of all sufferings, the tempter was +permitted to do to him what he does to all men who desire to sacrifice +themselves in a holy cause. In the first portion of the agony, Satan +displayed before the eyes of our Lord the enormity of that debt of sin +which he was going to pay, and was even bold and malicious enough to +seek faults in the very works of our Saviour himself. In the second +agony, Jesus beheld, to its fullest extent and in all its bitterness, +the expiatory suffering which would be required to satisfy Divine +Justice. This was displayed to him by angels; for it belongs not to +Satan to show that expiation is possible, and the father of lies and +despair never exhibits the works of Divine Mercy before men. Jesus +having victoriously resisted all these assaults by his entire and +absolute submission to the will of his Heavenly Father, a succession of +new and terrifying visions were presented before his eyes, and that +feeling of doubt and anxiety which a man on the point of making some +great sacrifice always experiences, arose in the soul of our Lord, as +he asked himself the tremendous question: 'And what good will result from +this sacrifice?' Then a most awful picture of the future was displayed +before his eyes and overwhelmed his tender heart with anguish. + +When God had created the first Adam, he cast a deep sleep upon him, +opened his side, and took one of his ribs, of which he made Eve, his +wife and the mother of all the living. Then he brought her to Adam, who +exclaimed: 'This now is bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh... Wherefore +a man shall leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife, and +they shall be two in one flesh.' That was the marriage of which it is +written: 'This is a great Sacrament. I speak in Christ and in the Church.' +Jesus Christ, the second Adam, was pleased also to let sleep come upon +him--the sleep of death on the cross, and he was also pleased to let his +side be opened, in order that the second Eve, his virgin Spouse, the +Church, the mother of all the living, might be formed from it. It was +his will to give her the blood of redemption, the water of +purification, and his spirit--the three which render testimony on earth--and +to bestow upon her also the holy Sacraments, in order that she might be +pure, holy, and undefiled; he was to be her head, and we were to be her +members, under submission to the head, the bone of his bones, and the +flesh of his flesh. In taking human nature, that he might suffer death +for us, he had also left his Eternal Father, to cleave to his Spouse, +the Church, and he became one flesh with her, by feeding her with the +Adorable Sacrament of the Altar, in which he unites himself unceasingly +with us. He had been pleased to remain on earth with his Church, until +we shall all be united together by him within her fold, and he has +said: 'The gates of hell shall never prevail against her.' To satisfy his +unspeakable love for sinners, our Lord had become man and a brother of +these same sinners, that so he might take upon himself the punishment +due to all their crimes. He had contemplated with deep sorrow the +greatness of this debt and the unspeakable sufferings by which it was +to be acquitted. Yet he had most joyfully given himself up to the will +of his Heavenly Father as a victim of expiation. Now, however, he beheld + all the future sufferings, combats, and wounds of his heavenly Spouse; +in one word, he beheld the ingratitude of men. + +The soul of Jesus beheld all the future sufferings of his Apostles, +disciples, and friends; after which he saw the primitive Church, +numbering but few souls in her fold at first, and then in proportion as +her numbers increased, disturbed by heresies and schisms breaking out +among her children, who repeated the sin of Adam by pride and +disobedience. He saw the tepidity, malice and corruption of an infinite +number of Christians, the lies and deceptions of proud teachers, all +the sacrileges of wicked priests, the fatal consequences of each sin, +and the abomination of desolation in the kingdom of God, in the +sanctuary of those ungrateful human beings whom he was about to redeem +with his blood at the cost of unspeakable sufferings. + +The scandals of all ages, down to the present day and even to the +end of the world--every species of error, deception, mad fanaticism, +obstinacy and malice--were displayed before his eyes, and he beheld, as it +were floating before him, all the apostates, heresiarchs, and pretended +reformers, who deceive men by an appearance of sanctity. The corrupters +and the corrupted of all ages outraged and tormented him for not having +been crucified after their fashion, or for not having suffered +precisely as they settled or imagined he should have done. They vied +with each other in tearing the seamless robe of his Church; many +illtreated, insulted, and denied him, and many turned contemptuously +away, shaking their heads at him, avoiding his compassionate embrace, +and hurrying on to the abyss where they were finally swallowed up. He +saw countless numbers of other men who did not dare openly to deny him, +but who passed on in disgust at the sight of the wounds of his Church, +as the Levite passed by the poor man who had fallen among robbers. Like +unto cowardly and faithless children, who desert their mother in the +middle of the night, at the sight of the thieves and robbers to whom +their negligence or their malice has opened the door, they fled from +his wounded Spouse. He beheld all these men, sometimes separated from +the True Vine, and taking their rest amid the wild fruit trees, +sometimes like lost sheep, left to the mercy of the wolves, led by base +hirelings into bad pasturages, and refusing to enter the fold of the +Good Shepherd who gave his life for his sheep. They were wandering +homeless in the desert in the midst of the sand blown about by the +wind, and were obstinately determined not to see his City placed upon a +hill, which could not be hidden, the House of his Spouse, his Church +built upon a rock, and with which he had promised to remain to the end +of ages. They built upon the sand wretched tenements, which they were +continually pulling down and rebuilding, but in which there was neither +altar nor sacrifice; they had weathercocks on their roofs, and their +doctrines changed with the wind, consequently they were for ever in +opposition one with the other. They never could come to a mutual +understanding, and were forever unsettled, often destroying their own +dwellings and hurling the fragments against the Corner-Stone of the +Church, which always remained unshaken. + +As there was nothing but darkness in the dwelling of these men, many +among them, instead of directing their steps towards the Candle placed +on the Candlestick in the House of the Spouse of Christ, wandered with +closed eyes around the gardens of the Church, sustaining life only by +inhaling the sweet odours which were diffused from them far and near, +stretching forth their hands towards shadowy idols, and following +wandering stars which led them to wells where there was no water. Even +when on the very brink of the precipice, they refused to listen to the +voice of the Spouse calling them, and, though dying with hunger, +derided, insulted, and mocked at those servants and messengers who were +sent to invite them to the Nuptial Feast. They obstinately refused to +enter the garden, because they feared the thorns of the hedge, although +they had neither wheat with which to satisfy their hunger nor wine to +quench their thirst, but were simply intoxicated with pride and +self-esteem, and being blinded by their own false lights, persisted in +asserting that the Church of the Word made flesh was invisible. Jesus +beheld them all, he wept over them, and was pleased to suffer for all +those who do not see him and who will not carry their crosses after him +in his City built upon a hill--his Church founded upon a rock, to which he +has given himself in the Holy Eucharist, and against which the gates of +Hell will never prevail. + +Bearing a prominent place in these mournful visions which were +beheld by the soul of Jesus, I saw Satan, who dragged away and +strangled a multitude of men redeemed by the blood of Christ and +sanctified by the unction of his Sacrament. Our Divine Saviour beheld +with bitterest anguish the ingratitude and corruption of the Christians +of the first and of all succeeding ages, even to the end of the world, +and during the whole of this time the voice of the tempter was +incessantly repeating: 'Canst thou resolve to suffer for such ungrateful +reprobates?' while the various apparitions succeeded each other with +intense rapidity, and so violently weighed down and crushed the soul of +Jesus, that his sacred humanity was overwhelmed with unspeakable +anguish. Jesus--the Anointed of the Lord--the Son of Man struggled and +writhed as he fell on his knees, with clasped hands, as it were +annihilated beneath the weight of his suffering. So violent was the +struggle which then took place between his human will and his +repugnance to suffer so much for such an ungrateful race, that from +every pore of his sacred body there burst forth large drops of blood, +which fell trickling on to the ground. In his bitter agony, he looked +around, as though seeking help, and appeared to take Heaven, earth, and +the stars of the firmament to witness of his sufferings. + +Jesus, in his anguish of spirit, raised his voice, and gave +utterance to several cries of pain. The three Apostles awoke, listened, +and were desirous of approaching him, but Peter detained James and +John, saying: 'Stay you here; I will join him.' Then I saw Peter hastily +run forward and enter the grotto. 'Master,' he exclaimed, 'what has befallen +thee?' But at the sight of Jesus, thus bathed in his own blood, and +sinking to the ground beneath the weight of mortal fear and anguish, he +drew back, and paused for a moment, overcome with terror. Jesus made +him no answer, and appeared unconscious of his presence. Peter returned +to the other two, and told them that the Lord had not answered him +except by groans and sighs. They became more and more sorrowful after +this, covered their heads, and sat down to weep and pray. + +I then returned to my Heavenly Spouse in his most bitter agony. The +frightful visions of the future ingratitude of the men whose debt to +Divine Justice he was taking upon himself, continued to become more and +more vivid and tremendous. Several times I heard him exclaim: 'O my +Father, can I possibly suffer for so ungrateful a race? O my Father, if +this chalice may not pass from me, but I must drink it, thy will be +done!' + +Amid all these apparitions, Satan held a conspicuous place, under +various forms, which represented different species of sins. Sometimes +he appeared under the form of a gigantic black figure, sometimes under +those of a tiger, a fox, a wolf, a dragon, or a serpent. Not, however, +that he really took any of these shapes, but merely some one of their +characteristics, joined with other hideous forms. None of these +frightful apparitions entirely resembled any creature, but were symbols +of abomination, discord, contradiction, and sin--in one word, were +demoniacal to the fullest extent. These diabolical figures urged on, +dragged, and tore to pieces, before the very eyes of Jesus, countless +numbers of those men for whose redemption he was entering upon the +painful way of the Cross. At first I but seldom saw the serpent: soon, +however, it made its appearance, with a crown upon its head. This +odious reptile was of gigantic size, apparently possessed of unbounded +strength, and led forward countless legions of the enemies of Jesus in +every age and of every nation. Being armed with all kinds of +destructive weapons, they sometimes tore one another in pieces, and +then renewed their attacks upon our Saviour with redoubled rage. It was +indeed an awful sight; for they heaped upon him the most fearful +outrages, cursing, striking, wounding, and tearing him in pieces. Their +weapons, swords, and spears flew about in the air, crossing and +recrossing continually in all directions, like the flails of threshers +in an immense barn; and the rage of each of these fiends seemed +exclusively directed against Jesus--that grain of heavenly wheat descended +to the earth to die there, in order to feed men eternally with the +Bread of Life. + +Thus exposed to the fury of these hellish bands, some of which +appeared to me wholly composed of blind men, Jesus was as much wounded +and bruised as if their blows had been real. I saw him stagger from +side to side, sometimes raising himself up, and sometimes falling +again, while the serpent, in the midst of the crowds whom it was +unceasingly leading forward against Jesus, struck the ground with its +tail, and tore to pieces or swallowed all whom it thus knocked to the +ground. + +It was made known to me that these apparitions were all those +persons who in divers ways insult and outrage Jesus, really and truly +present in the Holy Sacrament. I recognised among them all those who in +any way profane the Blessed Eucharist. I beheld with horror all the +outrages thus offered to our Lord, whether by neglect, irreverence, and +omission of what was due to him; by open contempt, abuse, and the most +awful sacrileges; by the worship of worldly idols; by spiritual +darkness and false knowledge; or, finally, by error, incredulity, +fanaticism, hatred, and open persecution. Among these men I saw many +who were blind, paralysed, deaf, and dumb, and even children;--blind men +who would not see the truth; paralytic men who would not advance, +according to its directions, on the road leading to eternal live; deaf +men who refused to listen to its warnings and threats; dumb men who +would never use their voices in its defence; and, finally, children who +were led astray by following parents and teachers filled with the love +of the world and forgetfulness of God, who were fed on earthly +luxuries, drunk with false wisdom, and loathing all that pertained to +religion. Among the latter, the sight of whom grieved me especially, +because Jesus so loved children, I saw many irreverent, ill-behaved +acolytes, who did not honour our Lord in the holy ceremonies in which +they took a part. I beheld with terror that many priests, some of whom +even fancied themselves full of faith and piety, also outraged Jesus in +the Adorable Sacrament. I saw many who believed and taught the doctrine +of the Real Presence, but did not sufficiently take it to heart, for +they forgot and neglected the palace, throne, and seat of the Living +God, that is to say, the church, the altar, the tabernacle, the +chalice, the monstrance, the vases and ornaments; in one word, all that +is used in his worship, or to adorn his house. + +Entire neglect reigned everywhere, all things were left to moulder +away in dust and filth, and the worship of God was, if not inwardly +profaned, at least outwardly dishonoured. Nor did this arise from real +poverty, but from indifference, sloth, preoccupation of mind about vain +earthly concerns, and often also from egotism and spiritual death; for +I saw neglect of this kind in churches the pastors and congregations of +which were rich, or at east tolerably well off. I saw many others in +which worldly, tasteless, unsuitable ornaments had replaced the +magnificent adornments of a more pious age. + +I saw that often the poorest of men were better lodged in their +cottages than the Master of heaven and earth in his churches. Ah, how +deeply did the inhospitality of men grieve Jesus, who had given himself +to them to be their Food! Truly, there is no need to be rich in order +to receive him who rewards a hundredfold the glass of cold water given +to the thirsty; but how shameful is not our conduct when in giving +drink to the Divine Lord, who thirst for our souls, we give him +corrupted water in a filthy glass! In consequence of all this neglect, +I saw the weak scandalised, the Adorable Sacrament profaned, the +churches deserted, and the priests despised. This state of impurity and +negligence extended even to the souls of the faithful, who left the +tabernacle of their hearts unprepared and uncleansed when Jesus was +about to enter them, exactly the same as they left his tabernacle on +the altar. + +Were I to speak for an entire year, I would never detail all the +insults offered to Jesus in the Adorable Sacrament which were made +known to me in this way. I saw their authors assault Jesus in bands, +and strike him with different arms, corresponding to their various +offences. I saw irreverent Christians of all ages, careless or +sacrilegious priests, crowds of tepid and unworthy communicants, wicked +soldiers profaning the sacred vessels, and servants of the devil making +use of the Holy Eucharist in the frightful mysteries of hellish +worship. Among these bands I saw a great number of theologians, who had +been drawn into heresy by their sins, attacking Jesus in the Holy +Sacrament of his Church, and snatching out of his Heart, by their +seductive words and promises, a number of souls for whom he had shed +his blood. Ah! it was indeed an awful sight, for I saw the Church as +the body of Christ; and all these bands of men, who were separating +themselves from the Church, mangled and tore off whole pieces of his +living flesh. Alas! he looked at them in the most touching manner, and +lamented that they should thus cause their own eternal loss. He had +given his own divine Self to us for our Food in the Holy Sacrament, in +order to unite in one body--that of the Church, his Spouse--men who were to +an infinite extent divided and separated from each other; and now he +beheld himself torn and rent in twain in that very body; for his +principal work of love, the Holy Communion, in which men should have +been made wholly one, was become, by the malice of false teachers, the +subject of separation. I beheld whole nations thus snatched out of his +bosom, and deprived of any participation in the treasure of graces left +to the Church. Finally, I saw all who were separated from the Church +plunged into the depths of infidelity, superstition, heresy, and false +worldly philosophy; and they gave vent to their fierce rage by joining +together in large bodies to attack the Church, being urged on by the +serpent which was disporting itself in the midst of them. Alas! it was +as though Jesus himself had been torn in a thousand pieces! + +So great was my horror and terror, that my Heavenly Spouse appeared +to me, and mercifully placed his hand upon my heart, saying: 'No one has +yet seen all these things, and thy heart would burst with sorrow if I +did not give thee strength.' + +I saw the blood flowing in large drops down the pale face of our +Saviour, his hair matted together, and his beard bloody and entangled. +After the vision which I have last described, he fled, so to speak, out +of the cave, and returned to his disciples. But he tottered as he +walked; his appearance was that of a man covered with wounds and +bending beneath a heavy burden, and he stumbled at every step. + +When he came up to the three Apostles, they were not lying down +asleep as they had been the first time, but their heads were covered, +and they had sunk down on their knees, in an attitude often assumed by +the people of that country when in sorrow or desiring to pray. They had +fallen asleep, overpowered by grief and fatigue. Jesus, trembling and +groaning, drew nigh to them, and they awoke. + +But when, by the light of the moon, they saw him standing before +them, his face pale and bloody, and his hair in disorder, their weary +eyes did not at the first moment recognise him, for he was +indescribably changed. He clasped his hands together, upon which they +arose and lovingly supported him in their arms, and he told them in +sorrowful accents that the next day he should be put to death,--that in +one hour's time he should be seized, led before a tribunal, maltreated, +outraged, scourged, and finally put to a most cruel death. He besought +them to console his Mother, and also Magdalen. They made no reply, for +they knew not what to say, so greatly had his appearance and language +alarmed them, and they even thought his mind must be wandering. When he +desired to return to the grotto, he had not strength to walk. I saw +John and James lead him back, and return when he had entered the +grotto. It was then about a quarter-past eleven. + +During this agony of Jesus, I saw the Blessed Virgin also +overwhelmed with sorrow and anguish of soul, in the house of Mary, the +mother of Mark. She was with Magdalen and Mary in the garden belonging +to the house, and almost prostrate from grief, with her whole body +bowed down as she knelt. She fainted several times, for she beheld in +spirit different portions of the agony of Jesus. She had sent some +messengers to make inquiries concerning him, but her deep anxiety would +not suffer her to await their return, and she went with Magdalen and +Salome as far as the Valley of Josaphat. She walked along with her head +veiled, and her arms frequently stretched forth towards Mount Olivet; +for she beheld in spirit Jesus bathed in a bloody sweat, and her +gestures were as though she wished with her extended hands to wipe the +face of her Son. I saw these interior movements of her soul towards +Jesus, who thought of her, and turned his eyes in her direction, as if +to seek her assistance. I beheld the spiritual communication which they +had with each other, under the form of rays passing to and fro between +them. Our Divine Lord thought also of Magdalen, was touched by her +distress, and therefore recommended his Apostles to console her; for he +knew that her love for his adorable Person was greater than that felt +for him by any one save his Blessed Mother, and he foresaw that she +would suffer much for his sake, and never offend him more. + +About this time, the eight Apostles returned to the arbour of +Gethsemani, and after talking together for some time, ended by going to +sleep. They were wavering, discouraged, and sorely tempted. They had +each been seeking for a place of refuge in case of danger, and they +anxiously asked one another, 'What shall we do when they have put him to +death? We have left all to follow him; we are poor and the offscouring +of the world, we gave ourselves up entirely to his service, and now he +is so sorrowful and so defected himself, that he can afford us no +consolation.' The other disciples had at first wandered about in various +directions, but then, having heard something concerning the awful +prophecies which Jesus had made, they had nearly all retired to +Bethphage. + +I saw Jesus still praying in the grotto, struggling against the +repugnance to suffering which belonged to human nature, and abandoning +himself wholly to the will of this Eternal Father. Here the abyss +opened before him, and he had a vision of the first part of Limbo. He +saw Adam and Eve, the patriarchs, prophets, and just men, the parents +of his Mother, and John the Baptist, awaiting his arrival in the lower +world with such intense longing, that the sight strengthened and gave +fresh courage to his loving heart. His death was to open Heaven to +these captives,--his death was to deliver them out of that prison in which +they were languishing in eager hope! When Jesus had, with deep emotion, +looked upon these saints of antiquity, angels presented to him all the +bands of saints of future ages, who, joining their labours to the +merits of his Passion, were, through him, to be united to his Heavenly +Father. Most beautiful and consoling was this vision, in which he +beheld the salvation and sanctification flowing forth in ceaseless +streams from the fountain of redemption opened by his death. + +The Apostles, disciples, virgins, and holy women, the martyrs, +confessors, hermits, popes, and bishops, and large bands of religious +of both sexes--in one word, the entire army of the blessed--appeared before +him. All bore on their heads triumphal crowns, and the flowers of their +crowns differed in form, in colour, in odour, and in perfection, +according to the difference of the sufferings, labours and victories +which had procured them eternal glory. Their whole life, and all their +actions, merits, and power, as well as all the glory of their triumph, +came solely from their union with the merits of Jesus Christ. + +The reciprocal influence exercised by these saints upon each other, +and the manner in which they all drank from one sole Fountain--the +Adorable Sacrament and the Passion of our Lord--formed a most touching and +wonderful spectacle. Nothing about them was devoid of deep meaning,--their +works, martyrdom, victories, appearance, and dress,--all, though +indescribably varied, was confused together in infinite harmony and +unity; and this unity in diversity was produced by the rays of one +single Sun, by the Passion of the Lord, of the Word made flesh, in whom +was life, the light of men, which shined in darkness, and the darkness +did not comprehend it. + +The army of the future saints passed before the soul of our Lord, +which was thus placed between the desiring patriarchs, and the +triumphant band of the future blessed, and these two armies joining +together, and completing one another, so to speak, surrounded the +loving Heart of our Saviour as with a crown of victory. This most +affecting and consoling spectacle bestowed a degree of strength and +comfort upon the soul of Jesus. Ah! He so loved his brethren and +creatures that, to accomplish the redemption of one single soul, he +would have accepted with joy all the sufferings to which he was now +devoting himself. As these visions referred to the future, they were +diffused to a certain height in the air. + +But these consoling visions faded away, and the angels displayed +before him the scenes of his Passion quite close to the earth, because +it was near at hand. I beheld every scene distinctly portrayed, from +the kiss of Judas to the last words of Jesus on the cross, and I saw in +this single vision all that I see in my meditations on the Passion. The +treason of Judas, the flight of the disciples, the insults which were +offered our Lord before Annas and Caiphas, Peter's denial, the tribunal +of Pilate, Herod's mockery, the scourging and crowning with thorns, the +condemnation to death, the carrying of the cross, the linen cloth +presented by Veronica, the crucifixion, the insults of the Pharisees, +the sorrows of Mary, of Magdalen, and of John, the wound of the lance +in his side, after death;--in one word, every part of the Passion was +shown to him in the minutest detail. He accepted all voluntarily, +submitting to everything for the love of man. He saw also and felt the +sufferings endured at that moment by his Mother, whose interior union +with his agony was so entire that she had fainted in the arms of her +two friends. + +When the visions of the Passion were concluded, Jesus fell on his +face like one at the point of death; the angels disappeared, and the +bloody sweat became more copious, so that I saw it had soaked his +garment. Entire darkness reigned in the cavern, when I beheld an angel +descent to Jesus. This angel was of higher stature than any whom I had +before beheld, and his form was also more distinct and more resembling +that of a man. He was clothed like a priest in a long floating garment, +and bore before him, in his hands, a small vase, in shape resembling +the chalice used at the Last Supper. At the top of this chalice, there +was a small oval body, about the size of a bean, and which diffused a +reddish light. The angel, without touching the earth with his feet, +stretched forth his right hand to Jesus, who arose, when he placed the +mysterious food in his mouth, and gave him to drink from the luminous +chalice. Then he disappeared. + +Jesus having freely accepted the chalice of his sufferings, and +received new strength, remained some minutes longer in the grotto, +absorbed in calm meditation, and returning thanks to his Heavenly +Father. He was still in deep affliction of spirit, but supernaturally +comforted to such a degree as to be able to go to his disciples without +tottering as he walked, or bending beneath the weight of his +sufferings. His countenance was still pale and altered, but his step +was firm and determined. He had wiped his face with a linen cloth, and +rearranged his hair, which hung about his shoulders, matted together +and damp with blood. + +When Jesus came to his disciples, they were lying, as before, +against the wall of the terrace, asleep, and with their heads covered. +Our Lord told them that then was not the time for sleep, but that they +should arise and pray: 'Behold the hour is at hand, and the Son of Man +shall be betrayed into the hand of sinners,' he said: 'Arise, let us go, +behold he is at hand that will betray me. It were better for him, if +that man had not been born.' The Apostles arose in much alarm, and looked +round with anxiety. When they had somewhat recovered themselves, Peter +said warmly: 'Lord, I will call the others, that so we may defend thee.' +But Jesus pointed out to them at some distance in the valley, on the +other side of the Brook of Cedron, a band of armed men, who were +advancing with torches, and he said that one of their number had +betrayed him. He spoke calmly, exhorted them to console his Mother, and +said: 'Let us go to meet them--I shall deliver myself up without resistance +into the hands of my enemies.' He then left the Garden of Olives with the +three Apostles, and went to meet the archers on the road which led from +that garden to Gethsemani. + +When the Blessed Virgin, under the care of Magdalen and Salome, +recovered her senses, some disciples, who had seen the soldiers +approaching, conducted her back to the house of Mary, the mother of +Mark. The archers took a shorter road than that which Jesus followed +when he left the supper-room. + +The grotto in which Jesus had this day prayed was not the one where +he usually prayed on Mount Olivet. He commonly went to a cabin at a +greater distance off, where, one day, after having cursed the barren +fig-tree, he had prayed in great affliction of spirit, with his arms +stretched out, and leaning against a rock. + +The traces of his body and hands remained impressed on the stone, +and were honoured later. But it was not known on what occasion the +miracle had taken place. I have several times seen similar impressions +left upon the stone, either by the Prophets of the Old Testament, or by +Jesus, Mary, or some of the Apostles, and I have also seen those made +by the body of St. Catherine on Mount Sinai. These impressions do not +seem deep, but resemble what would be made upon a thick piece of dough, +if a person leaned his hand upon it. + + + +CHAPTER II. + +Judas and his band. + + + +Judas had not expected that his treason would have produced such +fatal results. He had been anxious to obtain the promised reward, and +to please the Pharisees by delivering up Jesus into their hands, but he +had never calculated on things going so far, or thought that the +enemies of his Master would actually bring him to judgment and crucify +him; his mind was engrossed with the love of gain alone, and some +astute Pharisees and Sadducees, with whom he had established an +intercourse, had constantly urged him on to treason by flattering him. +He was sick of the fatiguing, wandering, and persecuted life which the +Apostles led. For several months past he had continually stolen from +the alms which were consigned to his care, and his avarice, grudging +the expenses incurred by Magdalen when she poured the precious ointment +on the feet of our Lord, incited him to the commission of the greatest +of crimes. He had always hoped that Jesus would establish a temporal +kingdom, and bestow upon him some brilliant and lucrative post in it, +but finding himself disappointed, he turned his thoughts to amassing a +fortune. He saw that sufferings and persecutions were on the increase +for our Lord and his followers, and he sought to make friends with the +powerful enemies of our Saviour before the time of danger, for the saw +that Jesus did not become a king, whereas the actual dignity and power +of the High Priest, and of all who were attached to his service, made a +very strong impression upon his mind. + +He began to enter by degrees into a close connection with their +agents, who were constantly flattering him, and assuring him in strong +terms that, in any case, an end would speedily be put to the career of +our Divine Lord. He listened more and more eagerly to the criminal +suggestions of his corrupt heart, and he had done nothing during the +last few days but go backwards and forwards in order to induce the +chief priests to come to some agreement. But they were unwilling to act +at once, and treated him with contempt. They said that sufficient time +would not intervene before the festival day, and that there would be a +tumult among the people. The Sanhedrin alone listened to his proposals +with some degree of attention. After Judas had sacrilegiously received +the Blessed Sacrament, Satan took entire possession of him, and he went +off at once to complete his crime. He in the first place sought those +persons who had hitherto flattered and entered into agreements with +him, and who still received him with pretended friendship. Some others +joined the party, and among the number Annas and Caiphas, but the +latter treated him with considerable pride and scorn. All these enemies +of Christ were extremely undecided and far from feeling any confidence +of success, because they mistrusted Judas. + +I saw the empire of Hell divided against itself; Satan desired the +crime of the Jews, and earnestly longed for the death of Jesus, the +Converter of souls, the holy Teacher, the Just Man, who was so +abhorrent to him; but at the same time he felt an extraordinary +interior fear of the death of the innocent Victim, who would not +conceal himself from his persecutors. I saw him then, on the one hand, +stimulate the hatred and fury of the enemies of Jesus, and on the +other, insinuate to some of their number that Judas was a wicked; +despicable character, and that the sentence could not be pronounced +before the festival, or a sufficient number of witnesses against Jesus +be gathered together. + +Everyone proposed something different, and some questioned Judas, +saying: 'Shall we be able to take him? Has he not armed men with him?' And +the traitor replied: 'No, he is alone with eleven disciples; he is +greatly depressed, and the eleven are timid men.' He told them that now +or never was the time to get possession of the person of Jesus, that +later he might no longer have it in his power to give our Lord up into +their hands, and that perhaps he should never return to him again, +because for several days past it had been very clear that the other +disciples and Jesus himself suspected and would certainly kill him if +he returned to them. He told them likewise that if they did not at once +seize the person of Jesus, he would make his escape, and return with an +army of his partisans, to have himself proclaimed King. These threats +of Judas produced some effect, his proposals were acceded to, and he +received the price of this treason--thirty pieces of silver. These pieces +were oblong, with holes in their sides, strung together by means of +rings in a kind of chain, and bearing certain impressions. + +Judas could not help being conscious that they regarded him with +contempt and distrust, for their language and gestures betrayed their +feelings, and pride suggested to him to give back the money as an +offering for the Temple, in order to make them suppose his intentions +to have been just and disinterested. But they rejected his proposal, +because the price of blood could not be offered in the Temple. Judas +saw how much they despised him, and his rage was excessive. He had not +expected to reap the bitter fruits of his treason even before it was +accomplished, but he had gone so far with these men that he was in +their power, and escape was no longer possible. They watched him +carefully, and would not let him leave their presence, until he had +shown them exactly what steps were to be taken in order to secure the +person of Jesus. Three Pharisees accompanied him when he went down into +a room where the soldiers of the Temple (some only of whom were Jews, +and the rest of various nations) were assembled. When everything was +settled, and the necessary number of soldiers gathered together, Judas +hastened first to the supper-room, accompanied by a servant of the +Pharisees, for the purpose of ascertaining whether Jesus had left, as +they would have seized his person there without difficulty, if once +they had secured the doors. He agreed to send them a messenger with the +required information. + +A short time before when Judas had received the price of this +treason, a Pharisee had gone out, and sent seven slaves to fetch wood +with which to prepare the Cross for our Saviour, in case he should be +judged, because the next day there would not be sufficient time on +account of the commencement of the Paschal festivity. They procured +this wood from a spot about three-quarters of a mile distant, near a +high wall, where there was a great quantity of other wood belonging to +the Temple, and dragged it to a square situated behind the tribunal of +Caiphas. The principal piece of the Cross came from a tree formerly +growing in the Valley of Josaphat, near the torrent of Cedron, and +which, having fallen across the stream, had been used as a sort of +bridge. When Nehemias hid the sacred fire and the holy vessels in the +pool of Bethsaida, it had been thrown over the spot, together with +other pieces of wood,--then later taken away, and left on one side. The +Cross was prepared in a very peculiar manner, either with the object of +deriding the royalty of Jesus, or from what men might term chance. It +was composed of five pieces of wood, exclusive of the inscription. I +saw many other things concerning the Cross, and the meaning of +different circumstances was also made known to me, but I have forgotten +all that. Judas returned, and said that Jesus was no longer in the +supper-room, but that he must certainly be on Mount Olivet, in the spot +where he was accustomed to pray. He requested that only a small number +of men might be sent with him, lest the disciples who were on the watch +should perceive anything and raise a sedition. Three hundred men were +to be stationed at the gates and in the streets of Ophel, a part of the +town situated to the south of the Temple, and along the valley of Millo +as far as the house of Annas, on the top of Mount Sion, in order to be +ready to send reinforcements if necessary, for, he said, all the people +of the lower class of Ophel were partisans of Jesus. The traitor +likewise bade them be careful, lest he should escape them--since he, by +mysterious means, had so often hidden himself in the mountain, and made +himself suddenly invisible to those around. He recommended them, +besides, to fasten him with a chain, and make use of certain magical +forms to prevent his breaking it. The Jews listened to all these pieces +of advice with scornful indifference, and replied, 'If we once have him +in our hands, we will take care not to let him go.' + +Judas next began to make his arrangements with those who were to +accompany him. He wished to enter the garden before them, and embrace +and salute Jesus as if he were returning to him as his friend and +disciple, and then for the soldiers to run forward and seize the person +of Jesus. He was anxious that it should be thought they had come there +by chance, that so, when they had made their appearance, he might run +away like the other disciples and be no more heard of. He likewise +thought that, perhaps, a tumult would ensue, that the Apostles might +defend themselves, and Jesus pass through the midst of his enemies, as +he had so often done before. He dwelt upon these thoughts especially, +when his pride was hurt by the disdainful manner of the Jews in his +regard; but he did not repent, for he had wholly given himself up to +Satan. It was his desire also that the soldiers following him should +not carry chains and cords, and his accomplices pretended to accede to +all his wishes, although in reality they acted with him as with a +traitor who was not to be trusted, but to be cast off as soon as he had +done what was wanted. The soldiers received orders to keep close to +Judas, watch him carefully, and not let him escape until Jesus was +seized, for he had received his reward, and it was feared that he might +run off with the money, and Jesus not be taken after all, or another be +taken in his place. The band of men chosen to accompany Judas was +composed of twenty soldiers, selected from the Temple guard and from +others of the military who were under the orders of Annas and Caiphas. +They were dressed very much like the Roman soldiers, had morions +(crested metal helmets) like them, and wore hanging straps round their +thighs, but their beards were long, whereas the Roman soldiers at +Jerusalem had whiskers only, and shaved their chins and upper lips. +They all had swords, some of them being also armed with spears, and +they carried sticks with lanterns and torches; but when they set off +they only lighted one. It had at first been intended that Judas should +be accompanied by a more numerous escort, but he drew their attention +to the fact that so large a number of men would be too easily seen, +because Mount Olivet commanded a view of the whole valley. Most of the +soldiers remained, therefore, at Ophel, and sentinels were stationed on +all sides to put down any attempt which might be made to release Jesus. +Judas set off with the twenty soldiers, but he was followed at some +distance by four archers, who were only common bailiffs, carrying cords +and chains, and after them came the six agents with whom Judas had been +in communication for some time. One of these was a priest and a +confidant of Annas, a second was devoted to Caiphas, the third and +fourth were Pharisees, and the other two Sadducees and Herodians. These +six men were courtiers of Annas and Caiphas, acting in the capacity of +spies, and most bitter enemies of Jesus. + +The soldiers remained on friendly terms with Judas until they +reached the spot where the road divides the Garden of Olives from the +Garden of Gethsemani, but there they refused to allow him to advance +alone, and entirely changed their manner, treating him with much +insolence and harshness. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +Jesus is arrested. + + + +Jesus was standing with his three Apostles on the road between +Gethsemani, and the Garden of Olives, when Judas and the band who +accompanied him made their appearance. A warm dispute arose between +Judas and the soldiers, because he wished to approach first and speak +to Jesus quietly as if nothing was the matter, and then for them to +come up and seize our Saviour, thus letting him suppose that he had no +connection with the affair. But the men answered rudely, 'Not so, friend, +thou shalt not escape from our hands until we have the Galilean safely +bound,' and seeing the eight Apostles who hastened to rejoin Jesus when +they heard the dispute which was going on, they (notwithstanding the +opposition of Judas) called up four archers, whom they had left at a +little distance, to assist. When by the light of the moon Jesus and the +three Apostles first saw the band of armed men, Peter wished to repel +them by force of arms, and said: 'Lord, the other eight are close at +hand, let us attack the archers,' but Jesus bade him hold his peace, and +then turned and walked back a few steps. At this moment four disciples +came out of the garden, and asked what was taking place. Judas was +about to reply, but the soldiers interrupted, and would not let him +speak. These four disciples were James the Less, Philip, Thomas, and +Nathaniel; the last named, who was a son of the aged Simeon, had with a +few others joined the eight Apostles at Gethsemani, being perhaps sent +by the friends of Jesus to know what was going on, or possibly simply +incited by curiosity and anxiety. The other disciples were wandering to +and fro, on the look out, and ready to fly at a moment's notice. + +Jesus walked up to the soldiers and said in a firm and clear voice, +'Whom seek ye?' The soldiers answered, 'Jesus of Nazareth.' Jesus said to them, +'I am he.' Scarcely had he pronounced these words than they all fell to the +ground, as if struck with apoplexy. Judas, who stood by them, was much +alarmed, and as he appeared desirous of approaching, Jesus held out his +hand and said: 'Friend, whereto art thou come?' Judas stammered forth +something about business which had brought him. Jesus answered in few +words, the sense of which was: 'It were better for thee that thou hadst +never been born;' however, I cannot remember the words exactly. In the +mean time, the soldiers had risen, and again approached Jesus, but they +waited for the sign of the kiss, with which Judas had promised to +salute his Master that they might recognise him. Peter and the other +disciples surrounded Judas, and reviled him in unmeasured terms, +calling him thief and traitor; he tried to mollify their wrath by all +kinds of lies, but his efforts were vain, for the soldiers came up and +offered to defend him, which proceeding manifested the truth at once. + +Jesus again asked, 'Whom seek ye?' They replied: 'Jesus of Nazareth.' Jesus +made answer, 'I have told you that I am he,' 'if therefore you seek me, let +these go their way.' At these words the soldiers fell for the second time +to the ground, in convulsions similar to those of epilepsy, and the +Apostles again surrounded Judas and expressed their indignation at his +shameful treachery. Jesus said to the soldiers, 'Arise,' and they arose, +but at first quite speechless from terror. They then told Judas to give +them the signal agreed upon instantly, as their orders were to seize +upon no one but him whom Judas kissed. Judas therefore approached +Jesus, and gave him a kiss, saying, 'Hail Rabbi.' Jesus replied, 'What, +Judas, dost thou betray the Son of Man with a kiss?' The soldiers +immediately surrounded Jesus, and the archers laid hands upon him. +Judas wished to fly, but the Apostles would not allow it, they rushed +at the soldiers and cried out, 'Master, shall we strike with the sword?' +Peter, who was more impetuous than the rest, seized the sword, and +struck Malchus, the servant of the high priest, who wished to drive +away the Apostles, and cut off his right ear; Malchus fell to the +ground, and a great tumult ensued. + +The archers had seized upon Jesus, and wished to bind him; while +Malchus and the rest of the soldiers stood around. When Peter struck +the former, the rest were occupied in repulsing those among the +disciples who approached too near, and in pursuing those who ran away. +Four disciples made their appearance in the distance, and looked +fearfully at the scene before them; but the soldiers were still too +much alarmed at their late fall to trouble themselves much about them, +and besides they did not wish to leave our Saviour without a certain +number of men to guard him. Judas fled as soon as he had given the +traitorous kiss, but was met by some of the disciples, who overwhelmed +him with reproaches. Six Pharisees, however, came to his rescue, and he +escaped whilst the archers were busily occupied in pinioning Jesus. + +When Peter struck Malchus, Jesus said to him, 'Put up again thy sword +into its place; for all that take the sword shall perish with the +sword. Thinkest thou that I cannot ask my Father, and he will give me +presently more than twelve legions of angels? How then shall the +Scriptures be fulfilled, that so it must be done?' Then he said, 'Let me +cure this man;' and approaching Malchus, he touched his ear, prayed, and +it wad healed. The soldiers who were standing near, as well as the +archers and the six Pharisees, far from being moved by this miracle, +continued to insult our Lord, and said to the bystanders, 'It is a trick +of the devil, the powers of witchcraft made the ear appear to be cut +off, and now the same power gives it the appearance of being healed.' + +Then Jesus again addressed them, 'You are come out as it were to a +robber, with swords and clubs, to apprehend me. I sat daily with you +teaching in the Temple, and you laid not hands upon me, but this is +your hour and the power of darkness.' The Pharisees ordered him to be +bound still more strongly, and made answer in a contemptuous tone, 'Ah! +Thou couldst not overthrow us by thy witchcraft.' Jesus replied, but I do +not remember his words, and all the disciples fled. The four archers +and the six Pharisees did not fall to the ground at the words of Jesus, +because, as was afterwards revealed to me, they as well as Judas, who +likewise did not fall, were entirely in the power of Satan, whereas all +those who fell and rose again were afterwards converted, and became +Christians; they had only surrounded Jesus, and not laid hands upon +him. Malchus was instantly converted by the cure wrought upon him, and +during the time of the Passion his employment was to carry messages +backwards and forwards to Mary and the other friends of our Lord. + +The archers, who now proceeded to pinion Jesus with the greatest +brutality, were pagans of the lowest extraction, short, stout, and +active, with sandy complexions, resembling those of Egyptian slaves, +and bare legs, arms, and neck. + +They tied his hands as tightly as possible with hard new cords, +fastening the right-hand wrist under the left elbow, and the left-hand +wrist under the right elbow. They encircled his waist with a species of +belt studded with iron points, and to this collar were appended two +leathern straps, which were crossed over his chest like a stole and +fastened to the belt. They then fastened four ropes to different parts +of the belt, and by means of these ropes dragged our Blessed Lord from +side to side in the most cruel manner. The ropes were new; I think they +were purchased when the Pharisees first determined to arrest Jesus. The +Pharisees lighted fresh torches, and the procession started. Ten +soldiers walked in front, the archers who held the ropes and dragged +Jesus along, followed, and the Pharisees and ten other soldiers brought +up the rear. The disciples wandered about at a distance, and wept and +moaned as if beside themselves from grief. John alone followed, and +walked at no great distance from the soldiers, until the Pharisees, +seeing him, ordered the guards to arrest him. They endeavoured to obey, +but he ran away, leaving in their hands a cloth with which he was +covered, and of which they had taken hold when they endeavoured to +seize him. He had slipped off his coat, that he might escape more +easily from the hands of his enemies, and kept nothing on but a short +under garment without sleeves, and the long band which the Jews usually +wore, and which was wrapped round his neck, head, and arms. The archers +behaved in the most cruel manner to Jesus as they led him along; this +they did to curry favour with the six Pharisees, who they well knew +perfectly hated and detested our Lord. They led him along the roughest +road they could select, over the sharpest stones, and through the +thickest mire; they pulled the cords as tightly as possible; they +struck him with knotted cords, as a butcher would strike the beast he +is about to slaughter; and they accompanied this cruel treatment with +such ignoble and indecent insults that I cannot recount them. The feet +of Jesus were bare; he wore, besides the ordinary dress, a seamless +woollen garment, and a cloak which was thrown over all. I have +forgotten to state that when Jesus was arrested, it was done without +any order being presented or legal ceremony taking place; he was +treated as a person without the pale of the law. + +The procession proceeded at a good pace; when they left the road +which runs between the Garden of Olives and that of Gethsemani, they +turned to the right, and soon reached a bridge which was thrown over +the Torrent of Cedron. When Jesus went to the Garden of Olives with the +Apostles, he did not cross this bridge, but went by a private path +which ran through the Valley of Josaphat, and led to another bridge +more to the south. The bridge over which the soldiers led Jesus was +long, being thrown over not only the torrent, which was very large in +this part, but likewise over the valley, which extends a considerable +distance to the right and to the left, and is much lower than the bed +of the river. I saw our Lord fall twice before he reached the bridge, +and these falls were caused entirely by the barbarous manner in which +the soldiers dragged him; but when they were half over the bridge they +gave full vent to their brutal inclination, and struck Jesus with such +violence that they threw him off the bridge into the water, and +scornfully recommended him to quench his thirst there. If God had not +preserved him, he must have been killed by this fall; he fell first on +his knee, and then on his face, but saved himself a little by +stretching out his hands, which, although so tightly bound before, were +loosened, I know not whether by miracle, or whether the soldiers had +cut the cords before they threw him into the water. The marks of his +feet, his elbows, and his fingers were miraculously impressed on the +rock on which he fell, and these impressions were afterwards shown for +the veneration of Christians. These stones were less hard than the +unbelieving hearts of the wicked men who surrounded Jesus, and bore +witness at this terrible moment to the Divine Power which had touched +them. + +I had not seen Jesus take anything to quench the thirst which had +consumed him ever since his agony in the garden, but he drank when he +fell into the Cedron, and I heard him repeat these words from the +prophetic Psalm, 'In his thirst he will drink water from the torrent' +(Psalm 108). + +The archers still held the ends of the ropes with which Jesus was +bound, but it would have been difficult to drag him out of the water on +that side, on account of a wall which was built on the shore; they +turned back and dragged him quite through the Cedron to the shore, and +then made him cross the bridge a second time, accompanying their every +action with insults, blasphemies, and blows. His long woollen garment, +which was quite soaked through, adhered to his legs, impeded every +movement, and rendered it almost impossible for him to walk, and when +he reached the end of the bridge he fell quite down. They pulled him up +again in the most cruel manner, struck him with cords, and fastened the +ends of his wet garment to the belt, abusing him at the same time in +the most cowardly manner. It was not quite midnight when I saw the four +archers inhumanly dragging Jesus over a narrow path, which was choked +up with stones, garments of rock, thistles, and thorns, on the opposite +shore of the Cedron. The six brutal Pharisees walked as close to our +Lord as they could, struck him constantly with thick pointed sticks, +and seeing that his bare and bleeding feet were torn by the stones and +briars, exclaimed scornfully: 'His precursor, John the Baptist, has +certainly not prepared a good path for him here;' or, 'The words of +Malachy, "Behold, I send my angel before thy face, to prepare the way +before thee," do not exactly apply now.' Every jest uttered by these men +incited the archers to greater cruelty. + +The enemies of Jesus remarked that several persons made their +appearance in the distance; they were only disciples who had assembled +when they heard that their Master was arrested, and who were anxious to +discover what the end would be; but the sight of them rendered the +Pharisees uneasy, lest any attempt should be made to rescue Jesus, and +they therefore sent for a reinforcement of soldiers. At a very short +distance from an entrance opposite to the south side of the Temple, +which leads through a little village called Ophel to Mount Sion, where +the residences of Annas and Caiphas were situated, I saw a band of +about fifty soldiers, who carried torches, and appeared ready for +anything; the demeanour of these men was outrageous, and they gave loud +shouts, both to announce their arrival, and to congratulate their +comrades upon the success of the expedition. This caused a slight +confusion among the soldiers who were leading Jesus, and Malchus and a +few others took advantage of it to depart, and fly towards Mount Olivet. + +When the fresh band of soldiers left Ophel, I saw those disciples +who had gathered together disperse; some went one way, and some +another. The Blessed Virgin and about nine of the holy women, being +filled with anxiety, directed their steps towards the Valley of +Josaphat, accompanied by Lazarus, John the son of Mark, the son of +Veronica, and the son of Simon. The last-named was at Gethsemani with +Nathaniel and the eight Apostles, and had fled when the soldiers +appeared. He was giving the Blessed Virgin the account of all that had +been done, when the fresh band of soldiers joined those who were +leading Jesus, and she then heard their tumultuous vociferations, and +saw the light of the torches they carried. This sight quite overcame +her; she became insensible, and John took her into the house of Mary, +the mother of Mark. + +The fifty soldiers who were sent to join those who had taken Jesus, +were a detachment from a company of three hundred men posted to guard +the gates and environs of Ophel; for the traitor Judas had reminded the +High Priests that the inhabitants of Ophel (who were principally of the +labouring class, and whose chief employment was to bring water and wood +to the Temple) were the most attached partisans of Jesus, and might +perhaps make some attempts to rescue him. The traitor was aware that +Jesus had both consoled, instructed, assisted, and cured the diseases +of many of these poor workmen, and that Ophel was the place where he +halted during his journey from Bethania to Hebron, when John the +Baptist had just been executed. Judas also knew that Jesus had cured +many of the masons who were injured by the fall of the Tower of Siloe. +The greatest part of the inhabitants of Ophel were converted after the +death of our Lord, and joined the first Christian community that was +formed after Pentecost, and when the Christians separated from the Jews +and erected new dwellings, they placed their huts and tents in the +valley which is situated between Mount Olivet and Ophel, and there St. +Stephen lived. Ophel was on a hill to the south of the Temple, +surrounded by walls, and its inhabitants were very poor. I think it was +smaller than Dulmen.9 + +The slumbers of the good inhabitants of Ophel were disturbed by the +noise of the soldiers; they came out of their houses and ran to the +entrance of the village to ask the cause of the uproar; but the +soldiers received them roughly, ordered them to return home, and in +reply to their numerous questions, said, 'We have just arrested Jesus, +your false prophet--he who has deceived you so grossly; the High Priests +are about to judge him, and he will be crucified.' Cries and lamentations +arose on all sides; the poor women and children ran backwards and +forwards, weeping and wringing their hands; and calling to mind all the +benefits they had received from our Lord, they cast themselves on their +knees to implore the protection of Heaven. But the soldiers pushed them +on one side, struck them, obliged them to return to their houses, and +exclaimed, 'What farther proof is required? Does not the conduct of these +persons show plainly that the Galilean incites rebellion?' + +They were, however, a little cautious in their expressions and +demeanour for fear of causing an insurrection in Ophel, and therefore +only endeavoured to drive the inhabitants away from those parts of the +village which Jesus was obliged to cross. + +When the cruel soldiers who led our Lord were near the gates of +Ophel he again fell, and appeared unable to proceed a step farther, +upon which one among them, being moved to compassion, said to another, +'You see the poor man is perfectly exhausted, he cannot support himself +with the weight of his chains; if we wish to get him to the High Priest +alive we must loosen the cords with which his hands are bound, that he +may be able to save himself a little when he falls.' The band stopped for +a moment, the fetters were loosened, and another kind-hearted soldier +brought some water to Jesus from a neighbouring fountain. Jesus thanked +him, and spoke of the 'fountains of living water,' of which those who +believed in him should drink; but his words enraged the Pharisees still +more, and they overwhelmed him with insults and contumelious language. +I saw the heart of the soldier who had caused Jesus to be unbound, as +also that of the one who brought him water, suddenly illuminated by +grace; they were both converted before the death of Jesus, and +immediately joined his disciples. + +The procession started again, and reached the gate of Ophel. Here +Jesus was again saluted by the cries of grief and sympathy of those who +owed him so much gratitude, and the soldiers had considerable +difficulty in keeping back the men and women who crowded round from all +parts. They clasped their hands, fell on their knees, lamented, and +exclaimed, 'Release this man unto us, release him! Who will assist, who +will console us, who will cure our diseases? Release him unto us!' It was +indeed heart-rending to look upon Jesus; his face was white, +disfigured, and wounded, his hair dishevelled, his dress wet and +soiled, and his savage and drunken guards were dragging him about and +striking him with sticks like a poor dumb animal led to the slaughter. +Thus was he conducted through the midst of the afflicted inhabitants of +Ophel, and the paralytic whom he had cured, the dumb to whom he had +restored speech, and the blind whose eyes he had opened, united, but in +vain, in offering supplications for his release. + +Many persons from among the lowest and most degraded classes had +been sent by Annas, Caiphas, and the other enemies of Jesus, to join +the procession, and assist the soldiers both in ill-treating Jesus, and +in driving away the inhabitants of Ophel. The village of Ophel was +seated upon a hill, and I saw a great deal of timber placed there ready +for building. The procession had to proceed down a hill, and then pass +through a door made in the wall. On one side of this door stood a large +building erected originally by Solomon, and on the other the pool of +Bethsaida. After passing this, they followed a westerly direction down +a steep street called Millo, at the end of which a turn to the south +brought them to the house of Annas. The guards never ceased their cruel +treatment of our Divine Saviour, and excused such conduct by saying +that the crowds who gathered together in front of the procession +compelled them to severity. Jesus fell seven times between Mount Olivet +and the house of Annas. + +The inhabitants of Ophel were still in a state of consternation and +grief, when the sight of the Blessed Virgin who passed through the +village accompanied by the holy women and some other friends on her way +from the Valley of Cedron to the house of Mary the mother of Mark, +excited them still more, and they made the place re-echo with sobs and +lamentations, while they surrounded and almost carried her in their +arms. Mary was speechless from grief, and did not open her lips after +she reached the house of Mary the mother of Mark, until the arrival of +John, who related all he had seen since Jesus left the supper-room; and +a little later she was taken to the house of Martha, which was near +that of Lazarus. Peter and John, who had followed Jesus at a distance, +went in haste to some servants of the High Priest with whom the latter +was acquainted, in order to endeavour by their means to obtain +admittance into the tribunal where their Master was to be tried. These +servants acted as messengers, and had just been ordered to go to the +houses of the ancients, and other members of the Council, to summon +them to attend the meeting which was convoked. As they were anxious to +oblige the Apostles, but foresaw much difficulty in obtaining their +admittance into the tribunal, they gave them cloaks similar to those +they themselves wore, and made them assist in carrying messages to the +members in order that afterwards they might enter the tribunal of +Caiphas, and mingle, without being recognised, among the soldiers and +false witnesses, as all other persons were to be expelled. As +Nicodemus, Joseph of Arimathea, and other well-intentioned persons were +members of this Council, the Apostles undertook to let them know what +was going to be done in the Council, thus securing the presence of +those friends of Jesus whom the Pharisees had purposely omitted to +invite. In the mean time Judas wandered up and down the steep and wild +precipices at the south of Jerusalem, despair marked on his every +feature, and the devil pursuing him to and fro, filling his imagination +with still darker visions, and not allowing him a moment's respite. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Means employed by the enemies of Jesus for carrying out their +designs against him. + + + +No sooner was Jesus arrested than Annas and Caiphas were informed, +and instantly began to arrange their plans with regard to the course to +be pursued. Confusion speedily reigned everywhere--the rooms were lighted +up in haste, guards placed at the entrances, and messengers dispatched +to different parts of the town to convoke the members of the Council, +the scribes, and all who were to take a part in the trial. Many among +them had, however, assembled at the house of Caiphas as soon as the +treacherous compact with Judas was completed, and had remained there to +await the course of events. The different classes of ancients were +likewise assembled, and as the Pharisees, Sadducees, and Herodians were +congregated in Jerusalem from all parts of the country for the +celebration of the festival, and had long been concerting measures with +the Council for the arrest of our Lord, the High Priests now sent for +those whom they knew to be the most bitterly opposed to Jesus, and +desired them to assemble the witnesses, gather together every possible +proof, and bring all before the Council. The proud Sadducees of +Nazareth, of Capharnaum, of Thirza, of Gabara, of Jotapata, and of +Silo, whom Jesus had so often reproved before the people, were actually +dying for revenge. They hastened to all the inns to seek out those +persons whom they knew to be enemies of our Lord, and offered them +bribes in order to secure their appearance. But, with the exception of +a few ridiculous calumnies, which were certain to be disproved a soon +as investigated, nothing tangible could be brought forward against +Jesus, excepting, indeed, those foolish accusations which he had so +often refuted in the synagogue. + +The enemies of Jesus hastened, however, to the tribunal of Caiphas, +escorted by the scribes and Pharisees of Jerusalem, and accompanied by +many of those merchants whom our Lord drove out of the Temple when they +were holding market there; as also by the proud doctors whom he had +silenced before all the people, and even by some who could not forgive +the humiliation of being convicted of error when he disputed with them +in the Temple at the age of twelve. There was likewise a large body of +impenitent sinners whom he had refused to cure, relapsed sinners whose +diseases had returned, worldly young men whom he would not receive as +disciples, avaricious persons whom he had enraged by causing the money +which they had been in hopes of possessing to be distributed in alms. +Others there were whose friends he had cured, and who had thus been +disappointed in their expectations of inheriting property; debauchees +whose victims he had converted; and many despicable characters who made +their fortunes by flattering and fostering the vices of the great. + +All these emissaries of Satan were overflowing with rage against +everything holy, and consequently with an indescribable hatred of the +Holy of Holies. They were farther incited by the enemies of our Lord, +and therefore assembled in crowds round the palace of Caiphas, to bring +forward all their false accusations and to endeavour to cover with +infamy that spotless Lamb, who took upon himself the sins of the world, +and accepted the burden in order to reconcile man with God. + +Whilst all these wicked beings were busily consulting as to what was +best to be done, anguish and anxiety filled the hearts of the friends +of Jesus, for they were ignorant of the mystery which was about to be +accomplished, and they wandered about, sighing, and listening to every +different opinion. Each word they uttered gave raise to feelings of +suspicion on the part of those who they addressed, and if they were +silent, their silence was set down as wrong. Many well-meaning but weak +and undecided characters yielded to temptation, were scandalised, and +lost their fait; indeed, the number of those who persevered was very +small indeed. Things were the same then as they oftentimes are now, +persons were willing to serve God if they met with no opposition from +their fellowcreatures, but were ashamed of the Cross if held in +contempt by others. The hearts of some were, however, touched by the +patience displayed by our Lord in the midst of his sufferings, and they +walked away silent and sad. + + + +CHAPTER V. + +A Glance at Jerusalem. + + + +The customary prayers and preparations for the celebration of the +festival being completed, the greatest part of the inhabitants of the +densely-populated city of Jerusalem, as also the strangers congregated +there, were plunged in sleep after the fatigues of the day, when, all +at once, the arrest of Jesus was announced, and everyone was aroused, +both his friends and foes, and numbers immediately responded to the +summons of the High Priest, and left their dwellings to assemble at his +court. In some parts the light of the moon enabled them to grope their +way in safety along the dark and gloomy streets, but in other parts +they were obliged to make use of torches. Very few of the houses were +built with their windows looking on the street, and, generally +speaking, their doors were in inner courts, which gave the streets a +still more gloomy appearance than is usual at this hour. The steps of +all were directed towards Sion, and an attentive listener might have +heard persons stop at the doors of their friends, and knock, in order +to awaken them--then hurry on, then again stop to question others, and, +finally, set off anew in haste towards Sion. Newsmongers and servants +were hurrying forward to ascertain what was going on; in order that +they might return and give the account to those who remained at home; +and the bolting and barricading of doors might be plainly heard, as +many persons were much alarmed and feared an insurrection, while a +thousand different propositions were made and opinions given, such as +the following:--'Lazarus and his sisters will soon know who is this man in +whom they have placed such firm reliance. Johanna Chusa, Susannah, Mary +the mother of Mark, and Salome will repent, but too late, the +imprudence of their conduct; Seraphia, the wife of Sirach, will be +compelled to make an apology to her husband now, for he has so often +reproached her with her partiality for the Galilean. The partisans of +this fanatical man, this inciter of rebellion, pretended to be filled +with compassion for all who looked upon things in a different light +from themselves, and now they will not know where to hide their heads. +He will find no one now to cast garments and strew olive-branches at +his feet. Those hypocrites who pretended to be so much better than +other persons will receive their deserts, for they are all implicated +with the Galilean. It is a much more serious business than was at first +thought. I should like to know how Nicodemus and Joseph of Arimathea +will get out of it; the High Priests have mistrusted them for some +time; they made common cause with Lazarus: but they are extremely +cunning. All will now, however, be brought to light.' + +Speeches such as these were uttered by persons who were exasperated, +not only against the disciples of Jesus, but likewise with the holy +women who had supplied his temporal wants, and had publicly and +fearlessly expressed their veneration for his doctrines, and their +belief in his Divine mission. + +But although many persons spoke of Jesus and his followers in this +contemptuous manner, yet there were others who held very different +opinions, and of these some were frightened, and others, being overcome +with sorrow, sought friends to whom they might unburden their hearts, +and before whom they could, without fear, give vent to their feelings; +but the number of those sufficiently daring openly to avow their +admiration for Jesus was but small. + +Nevertheless, it was in parts only of Jerusalem that these +disturbances took place--in those parts where the messengers had been sent +by the High Priests and the Pharisees, to convoke the members of the +Council and to call together the witnesses. It appeared to me that I +saw feelings of hatred and fury burst forth in different parts of the +city, under the form of flames, which flames traversed the streets, +united with others which they met, and proceeded in the direction of +Sion, increasing every moment, and at last came to a stop beneath the +tribunal of Caiphas, where they remained, forming together a perfect +whirlwind of fire. + +The Roman soldiers took no part in what was going on; they did not +understand the excited feelings of the people, but their sentinels were +doubled, their cohorts drawn up, and they kept a strict look out; this, +indeed, was customary at the time of the Paschal solemnity, on account +of the vast number of strangers who were then assembled together. The +Pharisees endeavoured to avoid the neighbourhood of the sentinels, for +fear of being questioned by them, and of contracting defilement by +answering their questions. The High Priests had sent a message to +Pilate intimating their reasons for stationing soldiers round Ophel and +Sion; but he mistrusted their intentions, as much ill-feeling existed +between the Romans and the Jews. He could not sleep, but walked about +during the greatest part of the night, hearkening to the different +reports and issuing orders consequent on what he heard; his wife slept, +but her sleep was disturbed by frightful dreams, and she groaned and +wept alternately. + +In no part of Jerusalem did the arrest of Jesus produce more +touching demonstrations of grief than among the poor inhabitants of +Ophel, the greatest part of whom were daylabourers, and the rest +principally employed in menial offices in the service of the Temple. +The news came unexpectedly upon them; for some time they doubted the +truth of the report, and wavered between hope and fear; but the sight +of their Master, their Benefactor, their Consoler, dragged through the +streets, torn, bruised, and ill-treated in every imaginable way, filled +them with horror; and their grief was still farther increased by +beholding his afflicted Mother wandering about from street to street, +accompanied by the holy women, and endeavouring to obtain some +intelligence concerning her Divine Son. These holy women were often +obliged to hide in corners and under door-ways for fear of being seen +by the enemies of Jesus; but even with these precautions they were +oftentimes insulted, and taken for women of bad character--their feelings +were frequently harrowed by hearing the malignant words and triumphant +expressions of the cruel Jews, and seldom, very seldom, did a word of +kindness or pity strike their ears. They were completely exhausted +before reaching their place of refuge, but they endeavoured to console +and support one another, and wrapped thick veils over their heads. When +at last seated, they heard a sudden knock at the door, and listened +breathlessly--the knock was repeated, but softly, therefore they made +certain that it was no enemy, and yet they opened the door cautiously, +fearing a stratagem. It was indeed a friend, and they issued forth and +walked about for a time, and then again returned to their place of +refuge--still more heartbroken than before. + +The majority of the Apostles, overcome with terror, were wandering +about among the valleys which surround Jerusalem, and at times took +refuge in the caverns beneath Mount Olivet. They started if they came +in contact with one another, spoke in trembling tones, and separated on +the least noise being heard. First they concealed themselves in one +cave and then in another, next they endeavoured to return to the town, +while some of their number climbed to the top of Mount Olivet and cast +anxious glances at the torches, the light of which they could see +glimmering at and about Sion; they listened to every distant sound, +made a thousand different conjectures, and then returned to the valley, +in hopes of getting some certain intelligence. + +The streets in the vicinity of Caiphas's tribunal were brightly +illuminated with lamps and torches, but, as the crowds gathered around +it, the noise and confusion continued to increase. Mingling with these +discordant sounds might be heard the bellowing of the beasts which were +tethered on the outside of the walls of Jerusalem, and the plaintive +bleating of the lambs. There was something most touching in the +bleating of these lambs, which were to be sacrificed on the following +day in the Temple,--the one Lamb alone who was about to be offered a +willing sacrifice opened not his mouth, like a sheep in the hands of +the butcher, which resists not, or the lamb which is silent before the +shearer; and that Lamb was the Lamb of God--the Lamb without spot--the true +Paschal Lamb--Jesus Christ himself. + +The sky looked dark, gloomy, and threatening--the moon was red, and +covered with livid spots; it appeared as if dreading to reach its full, +because its Creator was then to die. + +Next I cast a glance outside the town, and, near the south gate, I +beheld the traitor, Judas Iscariot, wandering about, alone, and a prey +to the tortures of his guilty conscience; he feared even his own +shadow, and was followed by many devils, who endeavoured to turn his +feelings of remorse into black despair. Thousands of evil spirits were +busying themselves in all parts, tempting men first to one sin and then +to another. It appeared as if the gates of hell were flung open, and +Satan madly striving and exerting his whole energies to increase the +heavy load of iniquities which the Lamb without spot had taken upon +himself. The angels wavered between joy and grief; they desired +ardently to fall prostrate before the throne of God, and to obtain +permission to assist Jesus; but at the same time they were filled with +astonishment, and could only adore that miracle of Divine justice and +mercy which had existed in Heaven for all eternity, and was now about +to be accomplished; for the angels believe, like us, in God, the Father +Almighty, Creator of Heaven and Earth, and in Jesus Christ, his only +Son, our Lord, who was conceived by the Holy Ghost, born of the Virgin +Mary, who began on this night to suffer under Pontius Pilate, and the +next day was to be crucified; to die, and be buried; descend into hell, +rise again on the third day, ascent into Heaven, be seated at the right +hand of God the Father Almighty, and from thence come to judge the +living and the dead; they likewise believe in the Holy Ghost, the Holy +Catholic Church, the communion of Saints, the forgiveness of sins, the +resurrection of the body, and life everlasting. + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +Jesus before Annas. + + + +It was towards midnight when Jesus reached the palace of Annas, and +his guards immediately conducted him into a very large hall, where +Annas, surrounded by twentyeight councillors, was seated on a species +of platform, raised a little above the level of the floor, and placed +opposite to the entrance. The soldiers who first arrested Jesus now +dragged him roughly to the foot of the tribunal. The room was quite +full, between soldiers, the servants of Annas, a number of the mob who +had been admitted, and the false witnesses who afterwards adjourned to +Caiphas's hall. + +Annas was delighted at the thought of our Lord being brought before +him, and was looking out for his arrival with the greatest impatience. +The expression of his countenance was most repulsive, as it showed in +every lineament not only the infernal joy with which he was filled, but +likewise all the cunning and duplicity of this heart. He was the +president of a species of tribunal instituted for the purpose of +examining persons accused of teaching false doctrines; and if convicted +there, they were then taken before the High Priest. + +Jesus stood before Annas. He looked exhausted and haggard; his +garments were covered with mud, his hands manacled, his head bowed +down, and he spoke not a word. Annas was a thin ill-humoured-looking +old man, with a scraggy beard. His pride and arrogance were great; and +as he seated himself he smiled ironically, pretending that he knew +nothing at all, and that he was perfectly astonished at finding that +the prisoner, whom he had just been informed was to be brought before +him, was no other than Jesus of Nazareth. 'Is it possible,' said he, 'is it +possible that thou art Jesus of Nazareth? Where are thy disciples, thy +numerous followers? Where is thy kingdom? I fear affairs have not +turned out as thou didst expect. The authorities, I presume, discovered +that it was quite time to put a stop to thy conduct, disrespectful as +it was towards God and his priests, and to such violations of the +Sabbath. What disciples hast thou now? Where are they all gone? Thou +are silent! Speak out, seducer! Speak out, thou inciter of rebellion! +Didst thou not eat the Paschal lamb in an unlawful manner, at an +improper time, and in an improper place? Dost thou not desire to +introduce new doctrines? Who gave thee the right of preaching? Where +didst thou study? Speak, what are the tenets of thy religion?' + +Jesus then raised his weary head, looked at Annas, and said, 'I have +spoken openly to the world; I have always taught in the synagogue, and +in the Temple, whither all the Jews resort; and in secret I have spoken +nothing. Why askest thou me? Ask them who have heard what I have spoken +unto them; behold, they know what thing I have said.' + +At this answer of Jesus the countenance of Annas flushed with fury +and indignation. A base menial who was standing near perceived this, +and he immediately struck our Lord on the face with his iron gauntlet, +exclaiming at the same moment, 'Answerest thou the High Priest so?' Jesus +was so nearly prostrated by the violence of the blow, that when the +guards likewise reviled and struck him, he fell quite down, and blood +trickled from his face on to the floor. Laughter, insults, and bitter +words resounded through the hall. The archers dragged him roughly up +again, and he mildly answered, 'If I have spoken evil, give testimony of +the evil; but if well, why strikest thou me?' + +Annas became still more enraged when he saw the calm demeanour of +Jesus, and, turning to the witnesses, he desired them to bring forward +their accusations. They all began to speak at once:--'He has called himself +king; he says that God is his Father; that the Pharisees are an +adulterous generation. He causes insurrection among the people; he +cures the sick by the help of the devil on the Sabbath-day. The +inhabitants of Ophel assembled round him a short time ago, and +addressed him by the titles of Saviour and Prophet. He lets himself be +called the Son of God; he says that he is sent by God; he predicts the +destruction of Jerusalem. He does not fast; he eats with sinners, with +pagans, and with publicans, and associates with women of evil repute. A +short time ago he said to a man who gave him some water to drink at the +gates of Ophel, "that he would give unto him the water of eternal life, +after drinking which he would thirst no more." He seduces the people by +words of double meaning,' etc., etc. + +These accusations were all vociferated at once; some of the +witnesses stood before Jesus and insulted him while they spoke by +derisive gestures, and the archers went so far as even to strike him, +saying at the same time, 'Speak; why dost thou not answer?' Annas and his +adherents added mockery to insult, exclaiming at every pause in the +accusations, 'This is thy doctrine, then, is it? What canst thou answer +to this? Issue thy orders, great King; man sent by God, give proofs of +thy mission.' 'Who art thou?' continued Annas, in a tone of cutting contempt; +'by whom art thou sent? Art thou the son of an obscure carpenter, or art +thou Elias, who was carried up to heaven in a fiery chariot? He is said +to be still living, and I have been told that thou canst make thyself +invisible when thou pleasest. Perhaps thou art the prophet Malachy, +whose words thou dost so frequently quote. Some say that an angel was +his father, and that he likewise is still alive. An impostor as thou +art could not have a finer opportunity of taking persons in than by +passing thyself off as this prophet. Tell me, without farther preamble, +to what order of kings thou dost belong? Thou art greater than +Solomon,--at least thou pretendest so to be, and dost even expect to be +believed. Be easy, I will no longer refuse the title and the sceptre +which are so justly thy due.' + +Annas then called for the sheet of parchment, about a yard in +length, and six inches in width; on this he wrote a series of words in +large letters, and each word expressed some different accusation which +had been brought against our Lord. He then rolled it up, placed it in a +little hollow tube, fastened it carefully on the top of a reed, and +presented this reed to Jesus, saying at the same time, with a +contemptuous sneer, 'Behold the sceptre of thy kingdom; it contains thy +titles, as also the account of the honours to which thou art entitled, +and thy right to the throne. Take them to the High Priest, in order +that he may acknowledge thy regal dignity, and treat thee according to +thy deserts. Tie the hands of this king, and take him before the High +Priest.' + +The hands of Jesus, which had been loosened, were then tied across +his breast in such a manner as to make him hold the pretended sceptre, +which contained the accusations of Annas, and he was led to the Court +of Caiphas, amidst the hisses, shouts, and blows lavished upon him by +the brutal mob. + +The house of Annas was not more than three hundred steps from that +of Caiphas; there were high walls and common-looking houses on each +side of the road, which was lighted up by torches and lanterns placed +on poles, and there were numbers of Jews standing about talking in an +angry excited manner. The soldiers could scarcely make their way +through the crowd, and those who had behaved so shamefully to Jesus at +the Court of Annas continued their insults and base usage during the +whole of the time sent in walking to the house of Caiphas. I saw money +given to those who behaved the worst to Jesus by armed men belonging to +the tribunal, and I saw them push out of the way all who looked +compassionately at him. The former were allowed to enter the Court of +Caiphas. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +The Tribunal of Caiphas. + + + +To enter Caiphas's tribunal persons had to pass through a large court, +which may be called the exterior court; from thence they entered into +an inner court, which extended all round the building. The building +itself was of far greater length than breadth, and in the front there +was a kind of open vestibule surrounded on three sides by columns of no +great height. On the fourth side the columns were higher, and behind +them was a room almost as large as the vestibule itself, where the seat +of the members of the Council were placed on a species of round +platform raised above the level of the floor. That assigned to the High +Priest was elevated above the others; the criminal to be tried stood in +the centre of the halfcircle formed by the seats. The witnesses and +accusers stood either by the side or behind the prisoner. There were +three doors at the back of the judges' seats which led into another +apartment, filled likewise with seats. This room was used for secret +consultation. Entrances placed on the right and left hand sides of this +room opened into the interior court, which was round, like the back of +the building. Those who left the room by the door on the righthand side +saw on the left-hand side of the court the gate which led to a +subterranean prison excavated under the room. There were many +underground prisons there, and it was in one of these that Peter and +John were confined a whole night, when they had cured the lame man in +the Temple after Pentecost. Both the house and the courts were filled +with torches and lamps, which made them as light as day. There was a +large fire lighted in the middle of the porch, on each side of which +were hollow pipes to serve as chimneys for the smoke, and round this +fire were standing soldiers, menial servants, and witnesses of the +lowest class who had received bribes for giving their false testimony. +A few women were there likewise, whose employment was to pour out a +species of red beverage for the soldiers, and to bake cakes, for which +services they received a small compensation. The majority of the judges +were already seated around Caiphas, the others came in shortly +afterwards, and the porch was almost filled, between true and false +witnesses, while many other persons likewise endeavoured to come in to +gratify their curiosity, but were prevented. Peter and John entered the +outer court, in the dress of travellers, a short time before Jesus was +led through, and John succeeded in penetrating into the inner court, by +means of a servant with whom he was acquainted. The door was instantly +closed after him, therefore Peter, who was a little behind, was shut +out. He begged the maid-servant to open the door for him, but she +refused both his entreaties and those of John, and he must have +remained on the outside had not Nicodemus and Joseph of Arimathea, who +came up at this moment, taken him with them. The two Apostles then +returned the cloaks which they had borrowed, and stationed themselves +in a place from whence they could see the judges, and hear everything +that was going on. Caiphas was seated in the centre of the raised +platform, and seventy of the members of the Sanhedrin were placed +around him, while the public officers, the scribes, and the ancients +were standing on either side, and the false witnesses behind them. +Soldiers were posted from the base of the platform to the door of the +vestibule through which Jesus was to enter. The countenance of Caiphas +was solemn in the extreme, but the gravity was accompanied by +unmistakable signs of suppressed rage and sinister intentions. He wore +a long mantle of a dull red colour, embroidered in flowers and trimmed +with golden fringe; it was fastened at the shoulders and on the chest, +besides being ornamented in the front with gold clasps. His head-attire +was high, and adorned with hanging ribbons, the sides were open, and it +rather resembled a bishop's mitre. Caiphas had been waiting with his +adherents belonging to the Great Council for some time, and so +impatient was he that he arose several times, went into the outer court +in his magnificent dress, and asked angrily whether Jesus of Nazareth +was come. When he saw the procession drawing near he returned to his +seat. + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Jesus before Caiphas. + + + +Jesus was led across the court, and the mob received him with groans +and hisses. As he passed by Peter and John, he looked at them, but +without turning his head, for fear of betraying them. Scarcely had he +reached the council-chamber, than Caiphas exclaimed in a loud tone, 'Thou +art come, then, at last, thou enemy of God, thou blasphemer, who dost +disturb the peace of this holy night!' The tube which contained the +accusations of Annas, and was fastened to the pretended sceptre in the +hands of Jesus, was instantly opened and read. + +Caiphas made use of the most insulting language, and the archers +again struck and abused our Lord, vociferating at the same time, 'Answer +at once! Speak out! Art thou dumb?' Caiphas, whose temper was +indescribably proud and arrogant, became even more enraged than Annas +had been, and asked a thousand questions one after the other, but Jesus +stood before him in silence, and with his eyes cast down. The archers +endeavoured to force him to speak by repeated blows, and a malicious +child pressed his thumb into his lips, tauntingly bidding him to bite. +The witnesses were then called for. The first were persons of the +lowest class, whose accusations were as incoherent and inconsistent as +those brought forward at the court of Annas, and nothing could be made +out of them; Caiphas therefore turned to the principal witnesses, the +Pharisees and the Sadducees, who had assembled from all parts of the +country. They endeavoured to speak calmly, but their faces and manner +betrayed the virulent envy and hatred with which their hearts were +overflowing, and they repeated over and over again the same +accusations, to which he had already replied so many times: 'That he +cured the sick, and cast out devils, by the help of devils--that he +profaned the Sabbath--incited the people to rebel--called the Pharisees a +race of vipers and adulterers--predicted the destruction of +Jerusalem--frequented the society of publicans and sinners--assembled the +people and gave himself out as a king, a prophet, and the Son of God.' +They deposed 'that he was constantly speaking of his kingdom,--that he +forbade divorce,--called himself the Bread of Life, and said that whoever +did not eat his flesh and drink his blood would not have eternal life.' + +Thus did they distort and misinterpret the words he had uttered, the +instructions he had given and the parables by which he had illustrated +his instructions, giving them the semblance of crimes. But these +witnesses could not agree in their depositions, for one said, 'He calls +himself king;' and a second instantly contradicted, saying, 'No, he allows +persons to call him so; but directly they attempted to proclaim him, he +fled.' Another said, 'He calls himself the Son of God,' but he was +interrupted by a fourth, who exclaimed, 'No, he only styles himself the +Son of God because he does the will of his Heavenly Father.' Some of the +witnesses stated that he had cured them, but that their diseases had +returned, and that his pretended cures were only performed by magic. +They spoke likewise of the cure of the paralytic man at the pool of +Bethsaida, but they distorted the facts so as to give them the +semblance of crimes, and even in these accusations they could not +agree, contradicting one another. The Pharisees of Sephoris, with whom +he had once had a discussion on the subject of divorces, accused him of +teaching false doctrines, and a young man of Nazareth, whom he had +refused to allow to become one of his disciples, was likewise base +enough to bear witness against him. + +It was found to be utterly impossible to prove a single fact, and +the witnesses appeared to come forward for the sole purpose of +insulting Jesus, rather than to demonstrate the truth of their +statements. Whilst they were disputing with one another, Caiphas and +some of the other members of the Council employed themselves in +questioning Jesus, and turning his answers into derision. 'What species +of king art thou? Give proofs of thy power! Call the legions of angels +of whom thou didst speak in the Garden of Olives! What hast thou done +with the money given unto thee by the widows, and other simpletons whom +thou didst seduce by thy false doctrines? Answer at once: speak out,--art +thou dumb? Thou wouldst have been far wiser to have kept silence when +in the midst of the foolish mob: there thou didst speak far too much.' + +All these questions were accompanied by blows from the +under-servants of the members of the tribunal, and had our Lord not +been supported from above, he could not have survived this treatment. +Some of the base witnesses endeavoured to prove that he was an +illegitimate son; but others declared that his mother was a pious +Virgin, belonging to the Temple, and that they afterwards saw her +betrothed to a man who feared God. The witnesses upbraided Jesus and +his disciples with not having offered sacrifice in the Temple. It is +true that I never did see either Jesus or his disciples offer any +sacrifice in the Temple, excepting the Paschal lamb; but Joseph and +Anna used frequently during their lifetime to offer sacrifice for the +Child Jesus. However, even this accusation was puerile, for the +Essenians never offered sacrifice, and no one thought the less well of +them for not doing so. The enemies of Jesus still continued to accuse +him of being a sorcerer, and Caiphas affirmed several times that the +confusion in the statements of the witnesses was caused solely by +witchcraft. + +Some said that he had eaten the Paschal lamb on the previous day, +which was contrary to the law, and that the year before he had made +different alterations in the manner of celebrating this ceremony. But +the witnesses contradicted one another to such a degree that Caiphas +and his adherents found, to their very great annoyance and anger, that +not one accusation could be really proved. Nicodemus and Joseph of +Arimathea were called up, and being commanded to say how it happened +that they had allowed him to eat the Pasch on the wrong day in a room +which belonged to them, they proved from ancient documents that from +time immemorial the Galileans had been allowed to eat the Pasch a day +earlier than the rest of the Jews. They added that every other part of +the ceremony had been performed according to the directions given in +the law, and that persons belonging to the Temple were present at the +supper. This quite puzzled the witnesses, and Nicodemus increased the +rage of the enemies of Jesus by pointing out the passages in the +archives which proved the right of the Galileans, and gave the reason +for which this privilege was granted. The reason was this: the +sacrifices would not have been finished by the Sabbath if the immense +multitudes who congregated together for that purpose had all been +obliged to perform the ceremony on the same day; and although the +Galileans had not always profited by this right, yet its existence was +incontestably proved by Nicodemus; and the anger of the Pharisees was +heightened by his remarking that the members of the Council had cause +to be greatly offended at the gross contradictions in the statements of +the witnesses, and that the extraordinary and hurried manner in which +the whole affair had been conducted showed that malice and envy were +the sole motives which induced the accusers, and made them bring the +case forward at a moment when all were busied in the preparations for +the most solemn feast of the year. They looked at Nicodemus furiously, +and could not reply, but continued to question the witnesses in a still +more precipitate and imprudent manner. Two witnesses at last came +forward, who said, 'This man said, "I will destroy this Temple made with +hands, and within three days I will build another not made with hands;"' +however, even these witnesses did not agree in their statements, for +one said that the accused wished to build a new Temple, and that he had +eaten the Pasch in an unusual place, because he desired the destruction +of the ancient Temple; but the other said, 'Not so: the edifice where he +ate the Pasch was built by human hands, therefore he could not have +referred to that.' + +The wrath of Caiphas was indescribable; for the cruel treatment +which Jesus had suffered, his Divine patience, and the contradiction of +the witnesses, were beginning to make a great impression on many +persons present, a few hisses were heard, and the hearts of some were +so touched that they could not silence the voice of their consciences. +Ten soldiers left the court under pretext of indisposition, but in +reality overcome by their feelings. As they passed by the place where +Peter and John were standing, they exclaimed, 'The silence of Jesus of +Nazareth, in the midst of such cruel treatment, is superhuman: it would +melt a heart of iron: the wonder is, that the earth does not open and +swallow such reprobates as his accusers must be. But tell us, where +must we go?' The two Apostles either mistrusted the soldiers, and thought +they were only seeking to betray them, or they were fearful of being +recognised by those around and denounced as disciples of Jesus, for +they only made answer in a melancholy tone: 'If truth calls you, follow +it, and all will come right of itself.' The soldiers instantly went out +of the room, and left Jerusalem soon after. They met persons on the +outskirts of the town, who directed them to the caverns which lay to +the south of Jerusalem, on the other side of Mount Sion, where many of +the Apostles had taken refuge. These latter were at first alarmed at +seeing strangers enter their hiding-place; but the soldiers soon +dispelled all fear, and gave them an account of the sufferings of Jesus. + +The temper of Caiphas, which was already perturbed, became quite +infuriated by the contradictory statements of the two last witnesses, +and rising from his seat he approached Jesus, and said: 'Answerest thou +nothing to the things which these witness against thee?' + +Jesus neither raised his head nor looked at the High Priest, which +increased the anger of the latter to the greatest degree; and the +archers perceiving this seized our Lord by the hair, pulled his head +back, and gave him blows under the chin; but he still kept his eyes +cast down. Caiphas raised his hands, and exclaimed in an enraged tone: 'I +adjure thee by the living God that thou tell us if thou be Christ the +Messiah, the son of the living God?' + + A momentary and solemn pause ensued. Then Jesus in a majestic and +superhuman voice replied, 'Thou hast said it. Nevertheless I say to you, +hereafter you shall see the Son of Man sitting on the right hand of the +power of God, and coming in the clouds of Heaven.' Whilst Jesus was +pronouncing these words, a bright light appeared to me to surround him; +Heaven was opened above his head; I saw the Eternal Father; but no +words from a human pen can describe the intuitive view that was then +vouchsafed me of him. I likewise saw the angels, and the prayers of the +just ascending to the throne of God. + +At the same moment I perceived the yawning abyss of hell like a +fiery meteor at the feet of Caiphas; it was filled with horrible +devils; a slight gauze alone appeared to separate him from its dark +flames. I could see the demoniacal fury with which his heart was +overflowing, and the whole house looked to me like hell. At the moment +that our Lord pronounced the solemn words, 'I am the Christ, the Son of +the living God,' hell appeared to be shaken from one extremity to the +other, and then, as it were, to burst forth and inundate every person +in the house of Caiphas with feelings of redoubled hatred towards our +Lord. These things are always shown to me under the appearance of some +material object, which renders them less difficult of comprehension, +and impresses them in a more clear and forcible manner on the mind, +because we ourselves being material beings, facts are more easily +illustrated in our regard if manifested through the medium of the +senses. The despair and fury which these words produced in hell were +shown to me under the appearance of a thousand terrific figures in +different places. I remember seeing, among other frightful things, a +number of little black objects, like dogs with claws, which walked on +their hind legs; I knew at the time what kind of wickedness was +indicated by this apparition, but I cannot remember now. I saw these +horrible phantoms enter into the bodies of the greatest part of the +bystanders, or else place themselves on their head or shoulders. I +likewise at this moment saw frightful spectres come out of the +sepulchres on the other side of Sion; I believe they were evil spirits. +I saw in the neighbourhood of the Temple many other apparitions, which +resembled prisoners loaded with chains: I do not know whether they were +demons, or souls condemned to remain in some particular part of the +earth, and who were then going to Limbo, which our Lord's condemnation to +death had opened to them. + +It is extremely difficult to explain these facts, for fear of +scandalising those who have no knowledge of such things; but persons +who see feel them, and they often cause the very hair to stand on end +on the head. I think that John saw some of these apparitions, for I +heard him speak about them afterwards. All whose hearts were not +radically corrupted felt excessively terrified at these events, but the +hardened were sensible of nothing but an increase of hatred and anger +against our Lord. + +Caiphas then arose, and, urged on by Satan, took up the end of his +mantle, pierced it with his knife, and rent it from one end to the +other, exclaiming at the same time, in a loud voice, 'He hath blasphemed, +what further need have we of witnesses? Behold, now you have heard the +blasphemy: what think you?' All who were then present arose, and +exclaimed with astounding malignancy, 'He is guilty of death!' + + During the whole of this frightful scene, the devils were in the +most tremendous state of excitement; they appeared to have complete +possession not only of the enemies of Jesus, but likewise of their +partisans and cowardly followers. The powers of darkness seemed to me +to proclaim a triumph over the light, and the few among the spectators +whose hearts still retained a glimmering of light were filled with such +consternation that, covering their heads, they instantly departed. The +witnesses who belonged to the upper classes were less hardened than the +others; their consciences were racked with remorse, and they followed +the example given by the persons mentioned above, and left the room as +quickly as possible, while the rest crowded round the fire in the +vestibule, and ate and drank after receiving full pay for their +services. The High Priest then addressed the archers, and said, 'I +deliver this king up into your hands; render the blasphemer the honours +which are his due.' After these words he retired with the members of his +Council into the round room behind the tribunal, which could not be +seen from the vestibule. + +In the midst of the bitter affliction which inundated the heart of +John, his thoughts were with the Mother of Jesus; he feared that the +dreadful news of the condemnation of her Son might be communicated to +her suddenly, or that perhaps some enemy might give the information in +a heartless manner. He therefore looked at Jesus, and saying in a low +voice, 'Lord, thou knowest why I leave thee,' went away quickly to seek the +Blessed Virgin, as if he had been sent by Jesus himself. Peter was +quite overcome between anxiety and sorrow, which, joined to fatigue, +made him chilly; therefore, as the morning was cold, he went up to the +fire where many of the common people were warming themselves. He did +his best to hide his grief in their presence, as he could not make up +his mind to go home and leave his beloved Master. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +The Insults received by Jesus in the Court of Caiphas. + + + +No sooner did Caiphas, with the other members of the Council, leave +the tribunal than a crowd of miscreants--the very scum of the +people--surrounded Jesus like a swarm of infuriated wasps, and began to +heap every imaginable insult upon him. Even during the trial, whilst +the witnesses were speaking, the archers and some others could not +restrain their cruel inclinations, but pulled out handfuls of his hair +and beard, spat upon him, struck him with their fists, wounded him with +sharp-pointed sticks, and even ran needles into his body; but when +Caiphas left the hall they set no bounds to their barbarity. They first +placed a crown, made of straw and the bark of trees, upon his head, and +then took it off, saluting him at the same time with insulting +expressions, like the following: 'Behold the Son of David wearing the +crown of his father.' 'A greater than Solomon is here; this is the king who +is preparing a wedding feast for his son.' Thus did they turn into +ridicule those eternal truths which he had taught under the from of +parables to those whom he came from heaven to save; and whilst +repeating these scoffing words, they continued to strike him with their +fists and sticks, and to spit in his face. Next they put a crown of +reeds upon his head, took off his robe and scapular, and then threw an +old torn mantle, which scarcely reached his knees, over his shoulders; +around his neck they hung a long iron chain, with an iron ring at each +end, studded with sharp points, which bruised and tore his knees as he +walked. They again pinioned his arms, put a reed into his hand, and +covered his Divine countenance with spittle. They had already thrown +all sorts of filth over his hair, as well as over his chest, and upon +the old mantle. They bound his eyes with a dirty rag, and struck him, +crying out at the same time in loud tones, 'Prophesy unto us, O Christ, +who is he that struck thee?' He answered not one word, but sighed, and +prayed inwardly for them. + +After many more insults, they seized the chain which was hanging on +his neck, dragged him towards the room into which the Council had +withdrawn, and with their stick forced him in, vociferating at the same +time, 'March forward, thou King of Straw! Show thyself to the Council +with the insignia of the regal honours we have rendered unto thee.' A +large body of councillors, with Caiphas at their head, were still in +the room, and they looked with both delight and approbation at the +shameful scene which was enacted, beholding with pleasure the most +sacred ceremonies turned into derision. The pitiless guards covered him +with mud and spittle, and with mock gravity exclaimed, 'Receive the +prophetic unction--the regal unction.' Then they impiously parodied the +baptismal ceremonies, and the pious act of Magdalen in emptying the +vase of perfume on his head. 'How canst thou presume,' they exclaimed, 'to +appear before the Council in such a condition? Thou dost purify others, +and thou art not pure thyself; but we will soon purify thee.' They +fetched a basin of dirty water, which they poured over his face and +shoulders, whilst they bent their knees before him, and exclaimed, +'Behold thy precious unction, behold the spikenard worth three hundred +pence; thou hast been baptised in the pool of Bethsaida.' They intended +by this to throw into ridicule the act of respect and veneration shown +by Magdalen, when she poured the precious ointment over his head, at +the house of the Pharisee. + +By their derisive words concerning his baptism in the pool of +Bethsaida, they pointed out, although unintentionally, the resemblance +between Jesus and the Paschal lamb, for the lambs were washed in the +first place in the pond near the Probatica gate, and then brought to +the pool of Bethsaida, where they underwent another purification before +being taken to the Temple to be sacrificed. The enemies of Jesus +likewise alluded to the man who had been infirm for thirty-eight years, +and who was cured by Jesus at the pool of Bethsaida; for I saw this man +either washed or baptised there; I say either washed or baptised, +because I do not exactly remember the circumstances. + +They then dragged Jesus round the room, before all the members of +the Council, who continued to address him in reproachful and abusive +language. Every countenance looked diabolical and enraged, and all +around was dark, confused, and terrified. Our Lord, on the contrary, +was from the moment that he declared himself to be the Son of God, +generally surrounded with a halo of light. Many of the assembly +appeared to have a confused knowledge of this fact, and to be filled +with consternation at perceiving that neither outrages or ignominies +could alter the majestic expression of his countenance. + +The halo which shone around Jesus from the moment he declared +himself to be the Christ, the Son of the Living God, served but to +incite his enemies to greater fury, and yet it was so resplendent that +they could not look at it, and I believe their intention in throwing +the dirty rag over his head was to deaden its brightness. + + + +CHAPTER X. + +The Denial of St. Peter + + + + At the moment when Jesus uttered the words, 'Thou hast said it,' and +the High Priest rent his garment, the whole room resounded with +tumultuous cries. Peter and John, who had suffered intensely during the +scene which had just been enacted, and which they had been obliged to +witness in silence, could bear the sight no longer. Peter therefore got +up to leave the room, and John followed soon after. The latter went to +the Blessed Virgin, who was in the house of Martha with the holy women, +but Peter's love for Jesus was so great, that he could not make up his +mind to leave him; his heart was bursting, and he wept bitterly, +although he endeavoured to restrain and hide his tears. It was +impossible for him to remain in the tribunal, as his deep emotion at +the sight of his beloved Master's sufferings would have betrayed him; +therefore he went into the vestibule and approached the fire, around +which soldiers and common people were sitting and talking in the most +heartless and disgusting manner concerning the sufferings of Jesus, and +relating all that they themselves had done to him. Peter was silent, +but his silence and dejected demeanour made the bystanders suspect +something. The portress came up to the fire in the midst of the +conversation, cast a bold glance at Peter and said, 'Thou also wast with +Jesus the Galilean.' These words startled and alarmed Peter; he trembled +as to what might ensue if he owned the truth before his brutal +companions, and therefore answered quickly, 'Woman, I know him not,' got +up, and left the vestibule. At this moment the cock crowed somewhere in +the outskirts of the town. I do not remember hearing it, but I felt +that is was crowing. As he went out, another maid-servant looked at +him, and said to those who were with her, 'This man was also with him,' and +the persons she addressed immediately demanded of Peter whether her +words were true, saying, 'Art thou not one of this man's disciples?' Peter +was even more alarmed than before, and renewed his denial in these +words, 'I am not; I know not the man.' + +He left the inner court, and entered the exterior court; he was +weeping, and so great was his anxiety and grief, that he did not +reflect in the least on the words he had just uttered. The exterior +court was quite filled with persons, and some had climbed on to the top +of the wall to listen to what was going on in the inner court which +they were forbidden to enter. A few of the disciples were likewise +there, for their anxiety concerning Jesus was so great that they could +not make up their minds to remain concealed in the caves of Hinnom. +They came up to Peter, and with many tears questioned him concerning +their loved Master, but he was so unnerved and so fearful of betraying +himself, that he briefly recommended them to go away, as it was +dangerous to remain, and left them instantly. He continued to indulge +his violent grief, while they hastened to leave the town. I recognised +among these disciples, who were about sixteen in number, Bartholomew, +Nathaniel, Saturninus, Judas Barsabeas, Simon, who was afterwards +bishop of Jerusalem, Zacheus, and Manahem, the man who was born blind +and cured by our Lord. + +Peter could not rest anywhere, and his love for Jesus prompted him +to return to the inner court, which he was allowed to enter, because +Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus had, in the first instance, taken him +in. He did not re-enter the vestibule, but turned to the right and went +towards the round room which was behind the tribunal, and in which +Jesus was undergoing every possible insult and ignominy from his cruel +enemies. Peter walked timidly up to the door, and although perfectly +conscious that he was suspected by all present of being a partisan of +Jesus, yet he could not remain outside; his love for his Master +impelled him forward; he entered the room, advanced, and soon stood in +the very midst of the brutal throng who were feasting their cruel eyes +on the sufferings of Jesus. They were at that moment dragging him +ignominiously backwards and forwards with the crown of straw upon his +head; he cast a sorrowful and even severe glance upon Peter, which cut +him to the heart, but as he was still much alarmed, and at that moment +heard some of the bystanders call out, 'Who is that man?' he went back +again into the court, and seeing that the persons in the vestibule were +watching him, came up to the fire and remained before it for some time. +Several persons who had observed his anxious troubled countenance began +to speak in opprobrious terms of Jesus, and one of them said to him, +'Thou also art one of his disciples; thou also art a Galilean; thy very +speech betrays thee.' Peter got up, intending to leave the room, when a +brother of Malchus came up to him and said, 'Did I not see thee in the +garden with him? Didst thou not cut off my brother's ear?' + +Peter became almost beside himself with terror; he began to curse +and to swear 'that he knew not the man,' and ran out of the vestibule into +the outer court; the cock then crowed again, and Jesus, who at that +moment was led across the court, cast a look of mingled compassion and +grief upon his Apostle. This look of our Lord pierced Peter to the very +heart,--it recalled to his mind in the most forcible and terrible manner +the words addressed to him by our Lord on the previous evening: 'Before +the cock crows twice, thou shalt thrice deny me.' He had forgotten all +his promises and protestations to our Lord, that he would die rather +than deny him--he had forgotten the warning given to him by our Lord;--but +when Jesus looked at him, he felt the enormity of his fault, and his +heart was nigh bursting with grief. He had denied his Lord, when that +beloved Master was outraged, insulted, delivered up into the hands of +unjust judges,--when he was suffering all in patience and in silence. His +feelings of remorse were beyond expression; he returned to the exterior +court, covered his face and wept bitterly; all fear of being recognised +was over;--he was ready to proclaim to the whole universe both his fault +and his repentance. + +What man will dare assert that he would have shown more courage than +Peter if, with his quick and ardent temperament, he were exposed to +such danger, trouble, and sorrow, at a moment, too, when completely +unnerved between fear and grief, and exhausted by the sufferings of +this sad night? Our Lord left Peter to his own strength, and he was +weak; like all who forget the words: 'Watch and pray, that ye enter not +into temptation.' + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +Mary in the House of Caiphas. + + + +The Blessed Virgin was ever united to her Divine Son by interior +spiritual communications; she was, therefore, fully aware of all that +happened to him--she suffered with him, and joined in his continual prayer +for his murderers. But her maternal feelings prompted her to supplicate +Almighty God most ardently not to suffer the crime to be completed, and +to save her Son from such dreadful torments. She eagerly desired to +return to him; and when John, who had left the tribunal at the moment +the frightful cry, 'He is guilty of death,' was raised, came to the house +of Lazarus to see after her, and to relate the particulars of the +dreadful scene he had just witnessed, she, as also Magdalen and some of +the other holy women, begged to be taken to the place where Jesus was +suffering. John, who had only left our Saviour in order to console her +whom he loved best next to his Divine Master, instantly acceded to +their request, and conducted them through the streets, which were +lighted up by the moon alone, and crowded with persons hastening to +their home. The holy women were closely veiled; but the sobs which they +could not restrain made many who passed by observe them, and their +feelings were harrowed by the abusive epithets they overheard bestowed +upon Jesus by those who were conversing on the subject of his arrest. +The Blessed Virgin, who ever beheld in spirit the opprobrious treatment +which her dear Son was receiving, continued 'to lay up all these things +in her heart;' like him she suffered in silence; but more than once she +became totally unconscious. Some disciples of Jesus, who were returning +from the hall of Caiphas, saw her fainting in the arms of the holy +women, and, touched with pity, stopped to look at her compassionately, +and saluted her in these words: 'Hail! Unhappy Mother--hail, Mother of the +Most Holy One of Israel, the most afflicted of all mothers!' Mary raised +her head, thanked them gratefully, and continued her sad journey. + +When in the vicinity of Caiphas's house, their grief was renewed by +the sight of a group of men who were busily occupied under a tent, +making the cross ready for our Lord's crucifixion. The enemies of Jesus +had given orders that the cross should be prepared directly after his +arrest, that they might without delay execute the sentence which they +hoped to persuade Pilate to pass on him. The Romans had already +prepared the crosses of the two thieves, and the workmen who were +making that of Jesus were much annoyed at being obliged to labour at it +during the night; they did not attempt to conceal their anger at this, +and uttered the most frightful oaths and curses, which pierced the +heart of the tender Mother of Jesus through and through; but she prayed +for these blind creatures who thus unknowingly blasphemed the Saviour +who was about to die for their salvation, and prepared the cross for +his cruel execution. + +Mary, John, and the holy women traversed the outer court attached to +Caiphas's house. They stopped under the archway of a door which opened +into the inner court. Mary's heart was with her Divine Son, and she +desired most ardently to see this door opened, that she might again +have a chance of beholding him, for she knew that it alone separated +her from the prison where he was confined. The door was at length +opened, and Peter rushed out, his face covered with his mantle, +wringing his hands, and weeping bitterly. By the light of the torches +he soon recognised John and the Blessed Virgin, but the sight of them +only renewed those dreadful feelings of remorse which the look of Jesus +had awakened in his breast. Mary approached him instantly, and said, +'Simon, tell me, I entreat you, what is become of Jesus, my Son?' These +words pierced his very heart; he could not even look at her, but turned +away, and again wrung his hands. Mary drew close to him, and said in a +voice trembling with emotion: 'Simon, son of John, why dost thou not +answer me?'--Mother!' exclaimed Peter, in a dejected tone, 'O, Mother, speak not +to me--thy Son is suffering more than words can express: speak not to me! +They have condemned him to death, and I have denied him three times.' +John came up to ask a few more questions, but Peter ran out of the +court as if beside himself, and did not stop for a single moment until +he reached the cave at Mount Olivet--that cave on the stones of which the +impression of the hands of our Saviour had been miraculously left. I +believe it is the cave in which Adam took refuge to weep after his fall. + +The Blessed Virgin was inexpressibly grieved at hearing of the fresh +pang inflicted on the loving heart of her Divine Son, the pang of +hearing himself denied by that disciple who had first acknowledged him +as the Son of the Living God; she was unable to support herself, and +fell down on the door-stone, upon which the impression of her feet and +hands remains to the present day. I have seen the stones, which are +preserved somewhere, but I cannot at this moment remember where. The +door was not again shut, for the crowd was dispersing, and when the +Blessed Virgin came to herself, she begged to be taken to some place as +near as possible to her Divine Son. John, therefore, led her and the +holy women to the front of the prison where Jesus was confined. Mary +was with Jesus in spirit, and Jesus was with her; but this loving +Mother wished to hear with her own ear the voice of her Divine Son. She +listened and heard not only his moans, but also the abusive language of +those around him. It was impossible for the holy women to remain in the +court any longer without attracting attention. The grief of Magdalen +was so violent that she was unable to conceal it; and although the +Blessed Virgin, by a special grace from Almighty God, maintained a calm +and dignified exterior in the midst of her sufferings, yet even she was +recognised, and overheard harsh words, such as these: 'Is not that the +Mother of the Galilean? Her Son will most certainly be executed, but +not before the festival, unless, indeed, he is the greatest of +criminals.' + +The Blessed Virgin left the court, and went up to the fireplace in +the vestibule, where a certain number of persons were still standing. +When she reached the spot where Jesus had said that he was the Son of +God, and the wicked Jews cried out, 'He is guilty of death,' she again +fainted, and John and the holy women carried her away, in appearance +more like a corpse than a living person. The bystanders said not a +word; they seemed struck with astonishment, and silence, such as might +have been produced in hell by the passage of a celestial being, reigned +in that vestibule. + +The holy women again passed the place where the cross was being +prepared; the workmen appeared to find as much difficulty in completing +it as the judges had found in pronouncing sentence, and were obliged to +fetch fresh wood every moment, for some bits would not fit, and others +split; this continued until the different species of wood were placed +in the cross according to the intentions of Divine Providence. I saw +angels who obliged these men to recommence their work, and who would +not let them rest, until all was accomplished in a proper manner; but +my remembrance of this vision is indistinct. + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +Jesus confined in the subterranean Prison. + + + +The Jews, having quite exhausted their barbarity, shut Jesus up in a +little vaulted prison, the remains of which subsist to this day. Two of +the archers alone remained with him, and they were soon replaced by two +others. He was still clothed in the old dirty mantle, and covered with +the spittle and other filth which they had thrown over him; for they +had not allowed him to put on his own clothes again, but kept his hands +tightly bound together. + +When our Lord entered this prison, he prayed most fervently that his +Heavenly Father would accept all that he had already suffered, and all +that he was about to suffer, as an expiatory sacrifice, not only for +his executioners, but likewise for all who in future ages might have to +suffer torments such as he was about to endure, and be tempted to +impatience or anger. + +The enemies of our Lord did not allow him a moment's respite, even in +this dreary prison, but tied him to a pillar which stood in the centre, +and would not allow him to lean upon it, although he was so exhausted +from ill treatment, the weight of his chains, and his numerous falls, +that he could scarcely support himself on his swollen and torn feet. +Never for a moment did they cease insulting him; and when the first set +were tired out, others replaced them. + +It is quite impossible to describe all that the Holy of Holies +suffered from these heartless beings; for the sight affected me so +excessively that I became really ill, and I felt as if I could not +survive it. We ought, indeed, to be ashamed of that weakness and +susceptibility which renders us unable to listen composedly to the +descriptions, or speak without repugnance, of those sufferings which +our Lord endured so calmly and patiently for our salvation. The horror +we feel is as great as that of a murderer who is forced to place his +hands upon the wound he himself has inflicted on his victim. Jesus +endured all without opening his mouth; and it was man, sinful man, who +perpetrated all these outrages against one who was at once their +Brother, their Redeemer, and their God. I, too, am a great sinner, and +my sins cause these sufferings. At the day of judgment, when the most +hidden things will be manifested, we shall see the share we have had in +the torments endured by the Son of God; we shall see how far we have +caused them by the sins we so frequently commit, and which are, in +fact, a species of consent which we give to, and a participation in, +the tortures which were inflicted on Jesus by his cruel enemies. If, +alas! we reflected seriously on this, we should repeat with much +greater fervour the words which we find so often in prayer books: 'Lord, +grant that I may die, rather than ever wilfully offend thee again by +sin.' + +Jesus continued to pray for his enemies, and they being at last +tired out left him in peace for a short time, when he leaned against +the pillar to rest, and a bright light shone around him. The day was +beginning to dawn,--the day of his Passion, of our Redemption,--and a faint +ray penetrating the narrow vent-hole of the prison, fell upon the holy +and immaculate Lamb, who had taken upon himself the sins of the world. +Jesus turned towards the ray of light, raised his fettered hands, and, +in the most touching manner, returned thanks to his Heavenly Father for +the dawn of that day, which had been so long desired by the prophets, +and for which he himself had so ardently sighed from the moment of his +birth on earth, and concerning which he had said to his disciples, 'I +have a baptism wherewith I am to be baptised, and how am I straitened +until it be accomplished!' I prayed with him; but I cannot give the words +of his prayer, for I was so completely overcome, and touched to hear +him return thanks to his Father for the terrible sufferings which he +had already endured for me, and for the still greater which he was +about to endure. I could only repeat over and over with the greatest +fervour, 'Lord, I beseech thee, give me these sufferings: they belong to +me: I have deserved them in punishment for my sins.' I was quite +overwhelmed with feelings of love and compassion when I looked upon him +thus welcoming the first dawn of the great day of his Sacrifice, and +that ray of light which penetrated into his prison might, indeed, be +compared to the visit of a judge who wishes to be reconciled to a +criminal before the sentence of death which he has pronounced upon him +is executed. + +The archers, who were dozing, woke up for a moment, and looked at +him with surprise: they said nothing, but appeared to be somewhat +astonished and frightened. Our Divine Lord was confined in this prison +an hour, or thereabouts. + +Whilst Jesus was in this dungeon, Judas, who had been wandering up +and down the valley of Hinnom like a madman, directed his step towards +the house of Caiphas, with the thirty pieces of silver, the reward of +his treachery, still hanging to his waist. All was silent around, and +he addressed himself to some of the sentinels, without letting them +know who he was, and asked what was going to be done to the Galilean. 'He +has been condemned to death, and he will certainly be crucified,' was the +reply. Judas walked to and fro, and listened to the different +conversations which were held concerning Jesus. Some spoke of the cruel +treatment he had received, other of his astonishing patience, while +others, again discoursed concerning the solemn trial which was to take +place in the morning before the great Council. Whilst the traitor was +listening eagerly to the different opinions given, day dawned; the +members of the tribunal commenced their preparations, and Judas slunk +behind the building that he might not be seen, for like Cain he sought +to hide himself from human eyes, and despair was beginning to take +possession of his soul. The place in which he took refuge happened to +be the very spot where the workmen had been preparing the wood for +making the cross of our Lord; all was in readiness, and the men were +asleep by its side. Judas was filled with horror at the sight: he +shuddered and fled when he beheld the instrument of that cruel death to +which for a paltry sum of money he had delivered up his Lord and +Master; he ran to and fro in perfect agonies of remorse, and finally +hid himself in an adjoining cave, where he determined to await the +trial which was to take place in the morning. + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +The Morning Trial. + + + +Caiphas, Annas, the ancients, and the scribes assembled in the +morning in the great hall of the tribunal, to have a legal trial, as +meetings at night were not lawful, and could only be looked upon in the +light of preparatory audiences. The majority of the members had slept +in the house of Caiphas, where beds had been prepared for them, but +some, and among them Nicodemus and Joseph of Arimathea, had gone home, +and returned at the dawn of day. The meeting was crowded, and the +members commenced their operations in the most hurried manner possible. +They wished to condemn Jesus to death at once, but Nicodemus, Joseph, +and some others opposed their wishes and demanded that the decision +should be deferred until after the festival, for fear of causing an +insurrection among the people, maintaining likewise that no criminal +could be justly condemned upon charges which were not proved, and that +in the case now before them all the witnesses contradicted one another. +The High Priests and their adherents became very angry, and told Joseph +and Nicodemus, in plain terms, that they were not surprised at their +expressing displeasure at what had been done, because they were +themselves partisans of the Galilean and his doctrines, and were +fearful of being convicted. The High Priest even went so far as to +endeavour to exclude from the Council all those members who were in the +lightest degree favourable to Jesus. These members protested that they +washed their hands of all the future proceedings of the Council, and +leaving the room went to the Temple, and from this day never again took +their seats in the Council. Caiphas then ordered the guards to bring +Jesus once more into his presence, and to prepare everything for taking +him to Pilate's court directly he should have pronounced sentence. The +emissaries of the Council hurried off to the prison, and with their +usual brutality untied the hands of Jesus, dragged off the old mantle +which they had thrown over his shoulders, made him put on his own +soiled garment, and having fastened ropes round his waist, dragged him +out of the prison. The appearance of Jesus, when he passed through the +midst of the crowd who were already assembled in the front of the +house, was that of a victim led to be sacrificed; his countenance was +totally changed and disfigured from ill-usage, and his garments stained +and torn; but the sight of his sufferings, far from exciting a feeling +of compassion in the hard hearted Jews, simply filled them with +disgust, and increased their rage. Pity was, indeed, a feeling unknown +in their cruel breasts. + +Caiphas, who did not make the slightest effort to conceal his +hatred, addressed our Lord haughtily in these words: 'If thou be Christ , +tell us plainly.' Then Jesus raised his head, and answered with great +dignity and calmness, 'If I shall tell you, you will not believe me; and +if I shall also ask you, you will not answer me, or let me go. But +hereafter the Son of Man shall be sitting on the right hand of the +power of God.' The High Priests looked at one another, and said to Jesus, +with a disdainful laugh, 'Art thou, then, the Son of God?' And Jesus +answered, with the voice of eternal truth, 'You say that I am.' At these +words they all exclaimed, 'What need we any further testimony? For we +ourselves have heard it from his own mouth.' + + They all arose instantly and vied with each other as to who should +heap the most abusive epithets upon Jesus, whom they termed a low-born +miscreant, who aspired to being their Messiah, and pretended to be +entitled to sit at the right hand of God. They ordered the archers to +tie his hands again, and to fasten a chain round his neck (this was +usually done to criminals condemned to death), and they then prepared +to conduct him to Pilate's hall, where a messenger had already been +dispatched to beg him to have all in readiness for trying a criminal, +as it was necessary to make no delay on account of the festival day. + +The Jewish Priests murmured among themselves at being obliged to +apply to the Roman governor for the confirmation of their sentence, but +it was necessary, as they had not the right of condemning criminals +excepting for things which concerned religion and the Temple alone, and +they could not pass a sentence of death. They wished to prove that +Jesus was an enemy to the emperor, and this accusation concerned those +departments which were under Pilate's jurisdiction. The soldiers were all +standing in front of the house, surrounded by a large body of the +enemies of Jesus, and of common persons attracted by curiosity. The +High Priests and a part of the Council walked at the head of the +procession, and Jesus, led by archers, and guarded by soldiers, +followed, while the mob brought up the rear. They were obliged to +descend Mount Sion, and cross a part of the lower town to reach Pilate's +palace, and many priests who had attended the Council went to the +Temple directly afterwards, as it was necessary to prepare for the +festival. + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +The Despair of Judas + + + +Whilst the Jews were conducting Jesus to Pilate, the traitor Judas +walked about listening to the conversation of the crowd who followed, +and his ears were struck by words such as these: 'They are taking him +before Pilate; the High Priests have condemned the Galilean to death; +he will be crucified; they will accomplish his death; he has been +already dreadfully illtreated; his patience is wonderful, he answers +not; his only words are that he is the Messiah, and that he will be +seated at the right hand of God; they will crucify him on account of +those words; had he not said them they could not have condemned him to +death. The miscreant who sold him was one of his disciples; and had a +short time before eaten the Paschal lamb with him; not for worlds would +I have had to do with such an act; however guilty the Galilean may be, +he has not at all events sold his friend for money; such an infamous +character as this disciple is infinitely more deserving of death.' Then, +but too late, anguish, despair, and remorse took possession of the mind +of Judas. Satan instantly prompted him to fly. He fled as if a thousand +furies were at his heel, and the bag which was hanging at his side +struck him as he ran, and propelled him as a spur from hell; but he +took it into his hand to prevent its blows. He fled as fast as +possible, but where did he fly? Not towards the crowd, that he might +cast himself at the feet of Jesus, his merciful Saviour, implore his +pardon, and beg do die with him,--not to confess his fault with true +repentance before God, but to endeavour to unburden himself before the +world of his crime, and of the price of his treachery. He ran like one +beside himself into the Temple, where several members of the Council +had gathered together after the judgment of Jesus. They looked at one +another with astonishment; and then turned their haughty countenances, +on which a smile of irony was visible, upon Judas. He with a frantic +gesture tore the thirty pieces of silver from his side, and holding +them forth with his right hand, exclaimed in accents of the most deep +despair, 'Take back your silver--that silver with which you bribed me to +betray this just man; take back your silver; release Jesus; our compact +is at an end; I have sinned grievously, for I have betrayed innocent +blood.' The priests answered him in the most contemptuous manner, and, as +if fearful of contaminating themselves by the contact of the reward of +the traitor, would not touch the silver he tended, but replied, 'What +have we to do with thy sin? If thou thinkest to have sold innocent +blood, it is thine own affair; we know what we have paid for, and we +have judged him worthy of death. Thou hast thy money, say no more.' They +addressed these words to him in the abrupt tone in which men usually +speak when anxious to get rid of a troublesome person, and instantly +arose and walked away. These words filled Judas with such rage and +despair that he became almost frantic: his hair stood on end on his +head; he rent in two the bag which contained the thirty pieces of +silver, cast them down in the Temple, and fled to the outskirts of the +town. + +I again beheld him rushing to and fro like a madman in the valley of +Hinnom: Satan was by his side in a hideous form, whispering in his ear, +to endeavour to drive him to despair, all the curses which the prophets +had hurled upon this valley, where the Jews formerly sacrificed their +children to idols. + +It appeared as if all these maledictions were directed against him, +as in these words, for instance: 'They shall go forth, and behold the +carcases of those who have sinned against me, whose worm dieth not, and +whore fires shall never be extinguished.' Then the devil murmured in his +ears, 'Cain, where is thy brother Abel? What hast thou done?--his blood +cries to me for vengeance: thou art cursed upon earth, a wanderer for +ever.' When he reached the torrent of Cedron, and saw Mount Olivet, he +shuddered, turned away, and again the words vibrated in his ear, 'Friend, +whereto art thou come? Judas, dost thou betray the Son of Man with a +kiss?' Horror filled his soul, his head began to wander, and the arch +fiend again whispered, 'It was here that David crossed the Cedron when he +fled from Absalom. Absalom put an end to his life by hanging himself. +It was of thee that David spoke when he said: "And they repaid me evil +for good; hatred for my love. May the devil stand at his right hand; +when he is judged, may he go out condemned. May his days be few, and +his bishopric let another take. May the iniquity of his father be +remembered in the sight of the Lord, and let not the sin of his mother +be blotted out, because he remembered not to show mercy, but persecuted +the poor man and the beggar and the broken in heart, to put him to +death. And he loved cursing, and it shall come unto him. And he put on +cursing like a garment, and it went in like water into his entrails, +and like oil into his bones. May it be unto him like a garment which +covereth him; and like a girdle, with which he is girded continually." +Overcome by these terrible thoughts Judas rushed on, and reached the +foot of the mountain. It was a dreary, desolate spot filled with +rubbish and putrid remains; discordant sounds from the city +reverberated in his ears, and Satan continually repeated, 'They are now +about to put him to death; thou has sold him. Knowest thou not the +words of the law, "He who sells a soul among his brethren, and receives +the price of it, let him die the death"? Put an end to thy misery, +wretched one; put an end to thy misery.' Overcome by despair Judas tore +off his girdle, and hung himself on a tree which grew in a crevice of +the rock, and after death his body burst asunder, and his bowels were +scattered around. + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +Jesus is taken before Pilate. + + + +The malicious enemies of our Saviour led him through the most public +part of the town to take him before Pilate. The procession wended its +way slowly down the north side of the mountain of Sion, then passed +through that section on the eastern side of the Temple, called Acre, +towards the palace and tribunal of Pilate, which were seated on the +north-west side of the Temple, facing a large square. Caiphas, Annas, +and many others of the Chief Council, walked first in festival attire; +they were followed by a multitude of scribes and many other Jews, among +whom were the false witnesses, and the wicked Pharisees who had taken +the most prominent part in accusing Jesus. Our Lord followed at a short +distance; he was surrounded by a band of soldiers, and led by the +archers. The multitude thronged on all sides and followed the +procession, thundering forth the most fearful oaths and imprecations, +while groups of persons were hurrying to and fro, pushing and jostling +one another. Jesus was stripped of all save his under garment, which +was stained and soiled by the filth which had been flung upon it; a +long chain was hanging round his neck, which struck his knees as he +walked; his hands were pinioned as on the previous day, and the archers +dragged him by the ropes which were fastened round his waist. He +tottered rather than walked, and was almost unrecognisable from the +effects of his sufferings during the night;--he was colourless, haggard, +his face swollen and even bleeding, and his merciless persecutors +continued to torment him each moment more and more. They had gathered +together a large body of the dregs of the people, in order to make his +present disgraceful entrance into the city a parody on his triumphal +entrance on Palm Sunday. They mocked, and with derisive gestures called +him king, and tossed in his path stones, bits of wood; and filthy rags; +they made game of, and by a thousand taunting speeches mocked him, +during this pretended triumphal entry. + +In the corner of a building, not far from the house of Caiphas, the +afflicted Mother of Jesus, with John and Magdalen, stood watching for +him. Her soul was ever united to his; but propelled by her love, she +left no means untried which could enable her really to approach him. +She remained at the Cenacle for some time after her midnight visit to +the tribunal of Caiphas, powerless and speechless from grief; but when +Jesus was dragged forth from his prison, to be again brought before his +judges, she arose, cast her veil and cloak about her, and said to +Magdalen and John: 'Let us follow my Son to Pilate's court; I must again +look upon him.' They went to a place through which the procession must +pass, and waited for it. The Mother of Jesus knew that her Son was +suffering dreadfully, but never could she have conceived the +deplorable, the heartrending condition to which he was reduced by the +brutality of his enemies. Her imagination had depicted him to her as +suffering fearfully, but yet supported and illuminated by sanctity, +love, and patience. Now, however, the sad reality burst upon her. First +in the procession appeared the priests, those most bitter enemies of +her Divine Son. They were decked in flowing robes; but at, terrible to +say, instead of appearing resplendent in their character of priests of +the Most High, they were transformed into priests of Satan, for no one +could look upon their wicked countenances without beholding there, +portrayed in vivid colours, the evil passions with which their souls +were filled--deceit, infernal cunning, and a raging anxiety to carry out +that most tremendous of crimes, the death of their Lord and Saviour, +the only Son of God. Next followed the false witnesses, his perfidious +accusers, surrounded by the vociferating populace; and last of +all--himself--her Son--Jesus, the Son of God, the Son of Man, loaded with +chains, scarcely able to support himself, but pitilessly dragged on by +his infernal enemies, receiving blows from some, buffets from others, +and from the whole assembled rabble curses, abuse, and the most +scurrilous language. He would have been perfectly unrecognisable even +to her maternal eyes, stripped as he was of all save a torn remnant of +his garment, had she not instantly marked the contrast between his +behaviour and that of his vile tormentors. He alone in the midst of +persecution and suffering looked calm and resigned, and far from +returning blow for blow, never raised his hands but in acts of +supplication to his Eternal Father for the pardon of his enemies. As he +approached, she was unable to restrain herself any longer, but +exclaimed in thrilling accents: 'Alas! is that my Son? Ah, yes! I see +that it is my beloved Son. O, Jesus, my Jesus!' When the procession was +almost opposite, Jesus looked upon her with an expression of the +greatest love and compassion; this look was too much for the +heartbroken mother: she became for the moment totally unconscious, and +John and Magdalen endeavoured to carry her home, but she quickly roused +herself, and accompanied the beloved disciple to Pilate's house. + +The inhabitants of the town of Ophel were all gathered together in +an open space to meet Jesus, but far from administering comfort, they +added a fresh ingredient to his cup of sorrow; they inflicted upon him +that sharp pang which must ever be felt by those who see their friends +abandon them in the hour of adversity. Jesus had done much for the +inhabitants of Ophel, but no sooner did they see him reduced to such a +state of misery and degradation, than their faith was shaken; they +could no longer believe him to be a king, a prophet, the Messiah, and +the Son of God. The Pharisees jeered and made game of them, on account +of the admiration they had formerly expressed for Jesus. 'Look at your +king now,' they exclaimed; 'do homage to him; have you no congratulations +to offer him now that he is about to be crowned , and seated on his +throne? All his boasted miracles are at an end; the High Priest has put +an end to his tricks and witchcraft.' + +Notwithstanding the remembrance which these poor people had of the +miracles and wonderful cures which had been performed under their very +eyes by Jesus; notwithstanding the great benefits he had bestowed upon +them, their faith was shaken by beholding him thus derided and pointed +out as an object of contempt by the High Priest and the members of the +Sanhedrin, who were regarded in Jerusalem with the greatest veneration. +Some went away doubting, while others remained and endeavoured to join +the rabble, but they were prevented by the guards, who had been sent by +the Pharisees, to prevent riots and confusion. + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +Description of Pilate's Palace and the adjacent Buildings. + + + +The palace of the Roman governor, Pilate, was built on the +north-west side of the mountain on which the Temple stood, and to reach +it persons were obliged to ascend a flight of marble steps. It +overlooked a large square surrounded by a colonnade, under which the +merchants sat to sell their various commodities. A parapet, and an +entrance at the north, south, east, and west sides alone broke the +uniformity of this part of the market-place, which was called the +forum, and built on higher ground than the adjacent streets, which +sloped down from it. The palace of Pilate was not quite close, but +separated by a large court, the entrance to which at the eastern side +was through a high arch facing a street leading to the door called the +'Probatica,' on the road to the Mount of Olives. The southern entrance was +through another arch, which leads to Sion, in the neighbourhood of the +fortress of Acre. From the top of the marble steps of Pilate's palace, +a person could see across the court as far as the forum, at the +entrance of which a few columns and stone seats were placed. It was at +these seats that the Jewish priests stopped, in order not to defile +themselves by entering the tribunal of Pilate, a line traced on the +pavement of the court indicating the precise boundary beyond which they +could not pass without incurring defilement. There was a large parapet +near the western entrance, supported by the sides of Pilate's +Praetorium, which formed a species of porch between it and the square. +That part of Pilate's palace which he made use of when acting in the +capacity of judge, was called the Praetorium. A number of columns +surrounded the parapet of which we have just spoken, and in the centre +was an uncovered portion, containing an underground part, where the two +thieves condemned to be crucified with our Lord were confined, and this +part was filled with Roman soldiers. The pillar upon which our Lord was +scourged was placed on the forum itself, not far from this parapet and +the colonnade. There were many other columns in this place; those +nearest to the palace were made use of for the infliction of various +corporal punishments, and the others served as posts to which were +fastened the beasts brought for sale. Upon the forum itself, opposite +this building, was a platform filled with seats made of stone; and from +this platform, which was called Gabbatha, Pilate was accustomed to +pronounce sentence on great criminals. The marble staircase ascended by +persons going to the governor's palace led likewise to an uncovered +terrace, and it was from this terrace that Pilate gave audience to the +priests and Pharisees, when they brought forward their accusations +against Jesus. They all stood before him in the forum, and refused to +advance further than the stone seats before mentioned. A person +speaking in a loud tone of voice from the terrace could be easily heard +by those in the forum. + +Behind Pilate's palace there were many other terraces, and likewise +gardens, and a country house. The gardens were between the palace of +the governor and the dwelling of his wife, Claudia Procles. A large +moat separated these buildings from the mountain on which the Temple +stood, and on this side might be seen the houses inhabited by those who +served in the Temple. The palace of Herod the elder was placed on the +eastern side of Pilate's palace; and it was in its inner court that +numbers of the Innocents were massacred. At present the appearance of +these two buildings is a little altered, as their entrances are +changed. Four of the principal streets commenced at this part of the +town, and ran in a southerly direction, three leading to the forum and +Pilate's palace, and the fourth to the gate through which persons +passed on their way to Bethsur. The beautiful house which belonged to +Lazarus, and likewise that of Martha, were in a prominent part of this +street. + +One of these streets was very near to the Temple, and began at the +gate which was called Probatica. The pool of Probatica was close to +this gate on the right hand side, and in this pool the sheep were +washed for the first time, before being taken to the Temple; while the +second and more solemn washing took place in the pool of Bethsaida, +which is near the south entrance to the Temple. The second of the +above-mentioned streets contained a house belonging to St. Anna, the +mother of the Blessed Virgin, which she usually inhabited when she came +up to Jerusalem with her family to offer sacrifice in the Temple. I +believe it was in this house that the espousals of St. Joseph and the +Blessed Virgin were celebrated. + +The forum, as I have already explained, was built on higher ground +than the neighbouring streets, and the aqueducts which ran through +these streets flowed into the Probatica pool. On Mount Sion, directly +opposite to the old castle of King David, stood a building very similar +to the forum, while to the south-east might be seen the Cenacle, and a +little towards the north the tribunals of Annas and Caiphas. King David's +castle was a deserted fortress, filled with courts, empty rooms, and +stables, generally let to travellers. It had long been in this state of +ruin, certainly before the time of our Lord's nativity. I saw the Magi +with their numerous retinue enter it before going into Jerusalem. + +When in meditation I behold the ruins of old castles and temples, +see their neglected and forlorn state, and reflect on the uses to which +they are now put, so different from the intentions of those who raised +them, my mind always reverts to the events of our own days, when so +many of the beautiful edifices erected by our pious and zealous +ancestors are either destroyed, defaced, or used for worldly, if not +wicked purposes. The little church of our convent, in which our Lord +deigned to dwell, notwithstanding our unworthiness, and which was to me +a paradise upon earth, is now without either roof or windows, and all +the monuments are effaced or carried away. Our beloved convent, too, +what will be done with it in a short time? That convent, where I was +more happy in my little cell with my broken chair, than a king could be +on his throne, for from its window I beheld that part of the church +which contained the Blessed Sacrament. In a few years, perhaps, no one +will know that it ever existed,--no one will know that it once contained +hundreds of souls consecrated to God, who spent their days in imploring +his mercy upon sinners. But God will know all, he never forgets,--the past +and the future are equally present to him. He it is who reveals to me +events which took place so long ago, and on the day of judgment, when +all must be accounted for, and every debt paid, even to the farthing, +he will remember both the good and the evil deeds performed in places +long since forgotten. With God there is no exception of persons or +places, his eyes see all, even the Vineyard of Naboth. It is a +tradition among us that our convent was originally founded by two poor +nuns, whose worldly possessions consisted in a jar of oil and a sack of +beans. On the last day God will reward them for the manner in which +they put out this small talent to interest, and for the large harvest +which they reaped and presented to him. It is often said that poor +souls remain in purgatory in punishment for what appears to us so small +a crime as not having made restitution of a few coppers of which they +had unlawful possession. May God therefore have mercy upon those who +have seized the property of the poor, or of the Church. + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +Jesus before Pilate. + + + +It was about eight in the morning, according to our method of +counting time, when the procession reached the palace of Pilate. Annas, +Caiphas, and the chiefs of the Sanhedrin stopped at a part between the +forum and the entrance to the Praetorium, where some stone seats were +placed for them. The brutal guards dragged Jesus to the foot of the +flight of stairs which led to the judgment-seat of Pilate. Pilate was +reposing in a comfortable chair, on a terrace which overlooked the +forum, and a small three-legged table stood by his side, on which was +placed the insignia of his office, and a few other things. He was +surrounded by officers and soldiers dressed with the magnificence usual +in the Roman army. The Jews and the priests did not enter the +Praetorium, for fear of defiling themselves, but remained outside. + +When Pilate saw the tumultuous procession enter, and perceived how +shamefully the cruel Jews had treated their prisoner, he arose, and +addressed them in a tone as contemptuous as could have been assumed by +a victorious general towards the vanquished chief of some insignificant +village: 'What are you come about so early? Why have you illtreated this +prisoner so shamefully? Is it not possible to refrain from thus tearing +to pieces and beginning to execute your criminals even before they are +judged?' They made no answer, but shouted out to the guards, 'Bring him +on--bring him to be judged!' and then, turning to Pilate, they said, 'Listen +to our accusations against this malefactor; for we cannot enter the +tribunal lest we defile ourselves.' Scarcely had they finished these +words; when a voice was heard to issue from the midst of the dense +multitude; it proceeded from a venerable-looking old man, of imposing +stature, who exclaimed, 'You are right in not entering the Praetorium, +for it has been sanctified by the blood of Innocents; there is but one +Person who has a right to enter, and who alone can enter, because he +alone is pure as the Innocents who were massacred there.' The person who +uttered these words in a loud voice, and then disappeared among the +crowd, was a rich man of the name of Zadoc, first-cousin to Obed, the +husband of Veronica; two of his children were among the Innocents whom +Herod had caused to be butchered at the birth of our Saviour. Since +that dreadful moment he had given up the world, and, together with his +wife, followed the rules of the Essenians. He had once seen our Saviour +at the house of Lazarus, and there heard him discourse, and the sight +of the barbarous manner in which he was dragged before Pilate recalled +to his mind all he himself had suffered when his babes were so cruelly +murdered before his eyes, and he determined to give this public +testimony of his belief in the innocence of Jesus. The persecutors of +our Lord were far too provoked at the haughty manner which Pilate +assumed towards them, and at the humble position they were obliged to +occupy, to take any notice of the words of a stranger. + +The brutal guards dragged our Lord up the marble staircase, and led +him to the end of the terrace, from whence Pilate was conferring with +the Jewish priests. The Roman governor had often heard of Jesus, +although he had never seen him, and now he was perfectly astonished at +the calm dignity of department of a man brought before him in so +pitiable a condition. The inhuman behaviour of the priests and ancients +both exasperated him and increased his contempt for them, and he +informed them pretty quickly that the had not the slightest intention +of condemning Jesus without satisfactory proofs of the truth of their +accusation. 'What accusation do you bring against this man?' said he, +addressing the priests in the most scornful tone possible. 'If he were +not a malefactor we would not have delivered him up to thee,' replied the +priests sullenly. 'Take him,' said Pilate, 'and judge you him according to +your law.' 'Thou knowest well,' replied they, 'that it is not lawful for us to +condemn any man to death.' The enemies of Jesus were furious--they wished to +have the trial finished off, and their victim executed as quickly as +possible, that they might be ready at the festival-day to sacrifice the +Paschal lamb, not knowing, miserable wretches as they were, that he +whom they had dragged before the tribunal of an idolatrous judge (into +whose house they would not enter, for fear of defiling themselves +before partaking of the figurative victim), that he, and he alone, was +the true Paschal Lamb, of which the other was only the shadow. + +Pilate, however, at last ordered them to produce their accusations. +These accusations were three in number, and they brought forward ten +witnesses to attest the truth of each. Their great aim was to make +Pilate believe that Jesus was the leader of a conspiracy against the +emperor, in order that he might condemn him to death as a rebel. They +themselves were powerless in such matters, being allowed to judge none +but religious offences. Their first endeavour was to convict him of +seducing the people, exciting them to rebellion, and of being an enemy +to public peace and tranquillity. To prove these charges they brought +forward some false witnesses, and declared likewise that he violated +the Sabbath, and even profaned it by curing the sick upon that day. At +this accusation Pilate interrupted them, and said in a jeering tone, 'It +is very evident you were none of you ill yourselves--had you been so you +would not have complained of being cured on the Sabbath-day.' 'He seduces +the people, and inculcates the most disgusting doctrines. He even says, +that no person can attain eternal life unless they eat his flesh and +drink his blood.' Pilate was quite provoked at the intense hatred which +their words and countenances expressed and, turning from them with a +look of scorn, exclaimed, 'You most certainly must wish to follow his +doctrines and to attain eternal life, for you are thirsting for both +his body and blood.' + +The Jews then brought forward the second accusation against Jesus, +which was that he forbad the people to pay tribute to the emperor. +These words roused the indignation of Pilate, as it was his place to +see that all the taxes were properly paid, and he exclaimed in an angry +tone, 'That is a lie! I must know more about it than you.' This obliged the +enemies of our Lord to proceed to the third accusation, which they did +in words such as these: 'Although this man is of obscure birth, he is the +chief of a large party. When at their head, he denounces curses upon +Jerusalem, and relates parables of double meaning concerning a king who +is preparing a wedding feast for his son. The multitude whom he had +gathered together on a mountain endeavoured once to make him their +king; but it was sooner than he intended: his plans were not matured; +therefore he fled and hid himself. Latterly he has come forward much +more: it was but the other day that he entered Jerusalem at the head of +a tumultuous assembly, who by his orders made the people rend the air +with acclamations of "Hosanna to the Son of David! Blessed be the empire +of our Father David, which is now beginning." He obliges his partisans to +pay him regal honours, and tells them that he is the Christ, the +Anointed of the Lord, the Messiah, the king promised to the Jews, and +he wishes to be addressed by these fine titles.' Then witnesses gave +testimony concerning these things. The last accusation--that of Jesus +causing himself to be called king--made some impression upon Pilate; he +became a little thoughtful, left the terrace and, casting a +scrutinising glance on Jesus, went into the adjoining apartment, and +ordered the guards to bring him alone into his presence. Pilate was not +only superstitious, but likewise extremely weak-minded and susceptible. +He had often, during the course of his pagan education, heard mention +made of sons of his gods who had dwelt for a time upon earth; he was +likewise fully aware that the Jewish prophets had long foretold that +one should appear in the midst of them who should be the Anointed of +the Lord, their Saviour, and Deliverer from slavery; and that many +among the people believed this firmly. He remembered likewise that +kings from the east had come to Herod, the predecessor of the present +monarch of that name, to pay homage to a newly-born king of the Jews, +and that Herod had on this account given orders for the massacre of the +Innocents. He had often heard of the traditions concerning the Messiah +and the king of the Jews, and even examined them with some curiosity; +although of course, being a pagan, without the slightest belief. Had he +believed at all, he would probably have agreed with the Herodians, and +with those Jews who expected a powerful and victorious king. With such +impressions, the idea of the Jews accusing the poor miserable +individual whom they had brought into his presence of setting himself +up as the promised king and Messiah, of course appeared to him absurd; +but as the enemies of Jesus brought forward these charges in proof of +treason against the emperor, he thought it proper to interrogate him +privately concerning them. + +'Art thou the king of the Jews,' said Pilate, looking at our Lord, and +unable to repress his astonishment at the divine expression of his +countenance. + +Jesus made answer, 'Sayest thou this thing of thyself, or have others +told it thee of me?' + +Pilate was offended that Jesus should think it possible for him to +believe such a thing, and answered, 'Am I a Jew? Thy own nation and the +chief priests have delivered thee up to me as deserving of death: what +hast thou done?' + +Jesus answered majestically, 'My kingdom is not of this world. If my +kingdom were of this world, my servants would certainly strive that I +should not be delivered to the Jews; but now my kingdom is not from +hence.' + +Pilate was somewhat moved by these solemn words, and said to him in +a more serious tone, 'Art thou a king, then?' + +Jesus answered, 'Thou sayest that I am a king. For this was I born, +and for this I came into the world, that I should give testimony to the +truth. Everyone that is of the truth heareth my voice.' + + Pilate looked at him, and rising from his seat said, 'The truth! What +is truth?' + +They then exchanged a few more words, which I do not now remember, +and Pilate returned to the terrace. The answers and deportment of Jesus +were far beyond his comprehension; but he saw plainly that his +assumption of royalty would not clash with that of the emperor, for +that it was to no worldly kingdom that he laid claim; whereas the +emperor cared for nothing beyond this world. He therefore again +addressed the chief priests from the terrace, and said, 'I find no cause +in him.' The enemies of Jesus became furious, and uttered a thousand +different accusations against our Saviour. But he remained silent, +solely occupied in praying for his base enemies, and replied not when +Pilate addressed him in these words, 'Answerest thou nothing? Behold in +how many things they accuse thee!' Pilate was filled with astonishment, +and said, 'I see plainly that all they allege is false.' But his accusers, +whose anger continued to increase, cried out, 'You find no cause in him? +Is it no crime to incite the people to revolt in all parts of the +kingdom?--to spread his false doctrines, not only here, but in Galilee +likewise?' + +The mention of Galilee made Pilate pause: he reflected for a moment, +and then asked, 'Is this man a Galilean, and a subject of Herod's?' They made +answer, 'He is; his parents lived at Nazareth, and his present dwelling +is in Capharnaum.' + +'Since that is the case,' replied Pilate, 'take him before Herod; he is +here for the festival, and can judge him at once, as he is his subject.' +Jesus was immediately led out of the tribunal, and Pilate dispatched an +officer to Herod, to inform him that Jesus of Nazareth, who was his +subject, was about to be brought to him to be judged. Pilate had two +reasons for following this line of conduct; in the first place he was +delighted to escape having to pass sentence himself, as he felt very +uncomfortable about the whole affair; and in the second place he was +glad of an opportunity of pleasing Herod, with whom he had had a +disagreement, for he knew him to be very curious to see Jesus. + +The enemies of our Lord were enraged at being thus dismissed by +Pilate in the presence of the whole multitude, and gave vent to their +anger by ill-treating him even more than before. They pinioned him +afresh, and then ceased not overwhelming him with curses and blows as +they led him hurriedly through the crowd, towards the palace of Herod, +which was situated at no great distance from the forum. Some Roman +soldiers had joined the procession. + +During the time of the trial Claudia Procles, the wife of Pilate, +had sent him frequent messages to intimate that she wished extremely to +speak to him; and when Jesus was sent to Herod, she placed herself on a +balcony and watched the cruel conduct of his enemies with mingled +feelings of fear, grief, and horror. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +The Origin of the Way of the Cross. + + + +During the whole of the scene which we have just described, the +Mother of Jesus, with Magdalen and John, had stood in a recess in the +forum: they were overwhelmed with the most bitter sorrow, which was but +increased by all they heard and saw. When Jesus was taken before Herod, +John led the Blessed Virgin and Magdalen over the parts which had been +sanctified by his footsteps. They again looked at the house of Caiphas, +that of Annas, Ophel, Gethsemani, and the Garden of Olives; they +stopped and contemplated each spot where he had fallen, or where he had +suffered particularly; and they wept silently at the thought of all he +had undergone. The Blessed Virgin knelt down frequently and kissed the +ground where her Son had fallen, while Magdalen wrung her hands in +bitter grief, and John, although he could not restrain his own tears, +endeavoured to console his companions, supported and led them on. Thus +was the holy devotion of the 'Way of the Cross' first practised; thus were +the Mysteries of the Passion of Jesus first honoured, even before that +Passion was accomplished, and the Blessed Virgin, that model of +spotless purity, was the first to show forth the deep veneration felt +by the Church for our dear Lord. How sweet and consoling to follow this +Immaculate Mother, passing to and fro, and bedewing the sacred spots +with her tears. But, ah! Who can describe the sharp, sharp sword of +grief which then transfixed her tender soul? She who had once borne the +Saviour of the world in her chaste womb, and suckled him for so long,--she +who had truly conceived him who was the Word of God, in God from all +eternity, and truly God,--she beneath whose heart, full of grace, he had +deigned to dwell nine months, who had felt him living within her before +he appeared among men to impart the blessing of salvation and teach +them his heavenly doctrines; she suffered with Jesus, sharing with him +not only the sufferings of his bitter Passion, but likewise that ardent +desire of redeeming fallen man by an ignominious death, which consumed +him. + +In this touching manner did the most pure and holy Virgin lay the +foundation of the devotion called the Way of the Cross; thus at each +station, marked by the sufferings of her Son, did she lay up in her +heart the inexhaustible merits of his Passion, and gather them up as +precious stones or sweet-scented flowers to be presented as a choice +offering to the Eternal Father in behalf of all true believers. The +grief of Magdalen was so intense as to make her almost like an insane +person. The holy and boundless love she felt for our Lord prompted her +to cast herself at his feet, and there pour forth the feelings of her +heart (as she once poured the precious ointment on his head as he sat +at table); but when on the point of following this impulse, a dark gulf +appeared to intervene between herself and him. The repentance she felt +for her faults was immense, and not less intense was her gratitude for +their pardon; but when she longed to offer acts of love and +thanksgiving as precious incense at the feet of Jesus, she beheld him +betrayed, suffering, and about to die for the expiation of her offences +which he had taken upon himself, and this sight filled her with horror, +and almost rent her soul asunder with feelings of love, repentance, and +gratitude. The sight of the ingratitude of those for whom he was about +to die increased the bitterness of these feelings tenfold, and every +step, word, or movement demonstrated the agony of her soul. The heart +of John was filled with love, and he suffered intensely, but he uttered +not a word. He supported the Mother of his beloved Master in this her +first pilgrimage through the stations of the Way of the Cross, and +assisted her in giving the example of that devotion which has since +been practised with so much fervour by the members of the Christian +Church. + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +Pilate and his Wife. + + + +Whilst the Jews were leading Jesus to Herod, I saw Pilate go to his +wife, Claudia Procles. She hastened to meet him, and they went together +into a small garden-house which was on one of the terraces behind the +palace. Claudia appeared to be much excited, and under the influence of +fear. She was a tall, fine-looking woman, although extremely pale. Her +hair was plaited and slightly ornamented, but partly covered by a long +veil which fell gracefully over her shoulders. She wore earrings, a +necklace, and her flowing dress was drawn together and held up by a +species of clasp. She conversed with Pilate for a long time, and +entreated him by all that he held sacred not to injure Jesus, that +Prophet, that saint of saints; and she related the extraordinary dreams +or visions which she had had on the previous night concerning him. + +Whilst she was speaking I saw the greatest part of these visions: +the following were the most striking. In the first place, the principal +events in the life of our Lord--the annunciation, the nativity, the +adoration of the shepherds and that of the kings, the prophecy of +Simeon and that of Anna, the flight into Egypt, the massacre of the +Innocents, and our Lord's temptation in the wilderness. She had likewise +been shown in her sleep the most striking features of the public life +of Jesus. He always appeared to her environed with a resplendent light, +but his malicious and cruel enemies were under the most horrible and +disgusting forms imaginable. She saw his intense sufferings, his +patience, and his inexhaustible love, likewise the anguish of his +Mother, and her perfect resignation. These visions filled the wife of +Pilate with the greatest anxiety and terror, particularly as they were +accompanied by symbols which made her comprehend their meaning, and her +tender feelings were harrowed by the sight of such dreadful scenes. She +had suffered from them during the whole of the night; they were +sometimes obscure, but more often clear and distinct; and when morning +dawned and she was roused by the noise of the tumultuous mob who were +dragging Jesus to be judged, she glanced at the procession and +instantly saw that the unresisting victim in the midst of the crows, +bound, suffering, and so inhumanely treated as to be scarcely +recognisable, was no other than that bright and glorious being who had +been so often brought before her eyes in the visions of the past night. +She was greatly affected by this sight, and immediately sent for +Pilate, and gave him an account of all that had happened to her. She +spoke with much vehemence and emotion; and although there was a great +deal in what she had seen which she could not understand, much less +express, yet she entreated and implored her husband in the most +touching terms to grant her request. + +Pilate was both astonished and troubled by the words of his wife. He +compared the narration with all he had previously heard concerning +Jesus; and reflected on the hatred of the Jews, the majestic silence of +our Saviour, and the mysterious answers he had given to all his +questions. He hesitated for some time, but was at last overcome by the +entreaties of his wife, and told her that he had already declared his +conviction of the innocence of Jesus, and that he would not condemn +him, because he saw that the accusations were mere fabrications of his +enemies. He spoke of the words of Jesus to himself, promised his wife +that nothing should induce him to condemn this just man, and even gave +her a ring before they parted as a pledge of his promise. + +The character of Pilate was debauched and undecided, but his worst +qualities were an extreme pride and meanness which made him never +hesitate in the performance of an unjust action, provided it answered +his ends. He was excessively superstitious, and when in any difficulty +had recourse to charms and spells. He was much puzzled and alarmed +about the trial of Jesus; and I saw him running backwards and forwards, +offering incense first to one god and then to another, and imploring +them to assist him; but Satan filled his imagination with still greater +confusion; he first instilled one false idea and then another into his +mind. He then had recourse to one of his favourite superstitious +practices, that of watching the sacred chickens eat, but in vain,--his +mind remained enveloped in darkness, and he became more and more +undecided. He first thought that he would acquit our Saviour, whom he +well knew to be innocent, but then he feared incurring the wrath of his +false gods if he spared him, as he fancied he might be a species of +demigod, and obnoxious to them. 'It is possible,' said he inwardly, 'that +this man may really be that king of the Jews concerning whose coming +there are so many prophecies. It was a king of the Jews whom the Magi +came from the East to adore. Perhaps he is a secret enemy both of our +gods and of the emperor; it might be most imprudent in me to spare his +life. Who knows whether his death would not be a triumph to my gods?' +Then he remembered the wonderful dreams described to him by his wife, +who had never seen Jesus, and he again changed, and decided that it +would be safer not to condemn him. He tried to persuade himself that he +wished to pass a just sentence; but he deceived himself, for when he +asked himself, 'What is the truth?' he did not wait for the answer. His +mind was filled with confusion, and he was quite at a loss how to act, +as his sole desire was to entail no risk upon himself. + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +Jesus before Herod. + + + +The palace of the Tetrarch Herod was built on the north side of the +forum, in the new town; not very far from that of Pilate. An escort of +Roman soldiers, mostly from that part of the country which is situated +between Switzerland and Italy, had joined the procession. The enemies +of Jesus were perfectly furious at the trouble they were compelled to +take in going backwards and forwards, and therefore vented their rage +upon him. Pilate's messenger had preceded the procession, consequently +Herod was expecting them. He was seated on a pile of cushions, heaped +together so as to form a species of throne, in a spacious hall, and +surrounded by courtiers and warriors. The Chief Priests entered and +placed themselves by his side, leaving Jesus at the entrance. Herod was +much elated and pleased at Pilate's having thus publicly acknowledged his +right of judging the Galileans, and likewise rejoiced at seeing that +Jesus who had never deigned to appear before him reduced to such a +state of humiliation and degradation. His curiosity had been greatly +excited by the high terms in which John the Baptist had announced the +coming of Jesus, and he had likewise heard much about him from the +Herodians, and through the many spies whom he had sent into different +parts: he was therefore delighted at this opportunity of interrogating +him in the presence of the courtiers and of the Jewish priests, hoping +to make a grand display of this own knowledge and talents. Pilate +having sent him word, 'that he could find no cause in the man,' he +concluded that these words were intended as a hint that he (Pilate) +wished the accusers to be treated with contempt and mistrust. He, +therefore, addressed them in the most haughty distant manner possible, +and thereby increased their rage and anger indescribably. + +They all began at once to vociferate their accusations, to which +Herod hardly listened, being intent solely on gratifying his curiosity +by a close examination of Jesus, whom he had so often wished to see. +But when he beheld him stripped of all clothing save the remnant of a +mantel, scarcely able to stand, and his countenance totally disfigured +from the blows he had received, and from the mud and missiles which the +rabble had flung at his head, the luxurious and effeminate prince +turned away in disgust, uttered the name of God, and said to the +priests in a tone of mingled pity and contempt, 'Take him hence, and +bring him not back into my presence in such a deplorable state.' The +guards took Jesus into the outer court, and procured some water in a +basin, with which they cleansed his soiled garments and disfigured +countenance; but they could not restrain their brutality even while +doing this, and paid no regard to the wounds with which he was covered. + +Herod meantime accosted the priests in much the same strain as +Pilate had done. 'Your behaviour vastly resembles that of butchers,' he +said, 'and you commence your immolations pretty early in the morning.' The +Chief Priests produced their accusations at once. Herod, when Jesus was +again brought into his presence, pretended to feel some compassion, and +offered him a glass of wine to recruit his strength; but Jesus turned +his head away and refused this alleviation. + +Herod then began to expatiate with great volubility on all he had +heard concerning our Lord. He asked a thousand questions, and exhorted +him to work a miracle in his presence; but Jesus answered not a word, +and stood before him with his eyes cast down, which conduct both +irritated and disconcerted Herod, although he endeavoured to conceal +his anger, and continued his interrogations. He at first expressed +surprise, and made use of persuasive words. 'Is it possible, Jesus of +Nazareth,' he exclaimed, 'that it is thou thyself that appearest before me +as a criminal? I have heard thy actions so much spoken of. Thou art not +perhaps aware that thou didst offend me grievously by setting free the +prisoners whom I had confined at Thirza, but possibly thy intentions +were good. The Roman governor has now sent thee to me to be judged; +what answer canst thou give to all these accusations? Thou art silent? +I have heard much concerning thy wisdom, and the religion thou +teachest, let me hear thee answer and confound thy enemies. Art thou +the king of the Jews? Art thou the Son of God? Who art thou? Thou art +said to have performed wonderful miracles; work one now in my presence. +I have the power to release thee. Is it true that thou hast restored +sight to the blind, raised up Lazarus from the dead, and fed two or +three thousand persons with a few loaves? Why dost thou not answer? I +recommend thee to work a miracle quickly before me; perhaps thou mayest +rejoice afterwards at having complied with my wishes.' + +Jesus still kept silence, and Herod continued to question him with +even more volubility. + +'Who art thou?' said he. 'From whence hast thou thy power? How is it that +thou dost no longer possess it? Art thou he whose birth was foretold in +such a wonderful manner? Kings from the East came to my father to see a +newly-born king of the Jews: is it true that thou wast that child? +Didst thou escape when so many children were massacred, and how was thy +escape managed? Why hast thou been for so many years unknown? Answer my +questions! Art thou a king? Thy appearance certainly is not regal. I +have been told that thou wast conducted to the Temple in triumph a +short time ago. What was the meaning of such an exhibition?--speak out at +once!--Answer me!' + +Herod continued to question Jesus in this rapid manner; but our Lord +did not vouchsafe a reply. I was shown (as indeed I already knew) that +Jesus was thus silent because Herod was in a state of excommunication, +both on account of his adulterous marriage with Herodias, and of his +having given orders for the execution of St. John the Baptist. Annas +and Caiphas, seeing how indignant Herod was at the silence of Jesus, +immediately endeavoured to take advantage of his feelings of wrath, and +recommenced their accusations, saying that he had called Herod himself +a fox; that his great aim for many years had been the overthrow of +Herod's family; that he was endeavouring to establish a new religion, and +had celebrated the Pasch on the previous day. Although Herod was +extremely enraged at the conduct of Jesus, he did not lose sight of the +political ends which he wished to forward. He was determined not to +condemn our Lord, both because he experienced a secret and indefinable +sensation of terror in his presence, and because he still felt remorse +at the thought of having put John the Baptist to death, besides which +he detested the High Priests for not having allowed him to take part in +the sacrifices on account of his adulterous connection with Herodias. + +But his principal reason for determining not to condemn Jesus was, +that he wished to make some return to Pilate for his courtesy, and he +thought the best return would be the compliment of showing deference to +his decision and agreeing with him in opinion. But he spoke in the most +contemptuous manner to Jesus, and turning to the guards and servants +who surrounded him, and who were about two hundred in number, said: 'Take +away this fool, and pay him that homage which is his due; he is mad, +rather than guilty of any crime.' + +Our Lord was immediately taken into a large court, where every +possible insult and indignity was heaped upon him. This court was +between the two wings of the palace, and Herod stood a spectator on a +platform for some time. Annas and Caiphas were by his side, +endeavouring to persuade him to condemn our Saviour. But their efforts +were fruitless, and Herod answered in a tone loud enough to be heard by +the Roman soldiers: 'No, I should act quite wrongly if I condemned him.' +His meaning was, that it would be wrong to condemn as guilty one whom +Pilate had pronounced innocent, although he had been so courteous as to +defer the final judgment to him. + +When the High Priests and the other enemies of Jesus perceived that +Herod was determined no to give in to their wishes, they dispatched +emissaries to that division of the city called Acre, which was chiefly +inhabited by Pharisees, to let them know that they must assemble in the +neighbourhood of Pilate's palace, gather together the rabble, and bribe +them to make a tumult, and demand the condemnation of our Lord. They +likewise sent forth secret agents to alarm the people by threats of the +divine vengeance if they did not insist on the execution of Jesus, whom +they termed a sacrilegious blasphemer. These agents were ordered +likewise to alarm them by intimating that if Jesus were not put to +death, he would go over to the Romans, assist in the extermination of +the Jewish nation, for that it was to this he referred when he spoke of +his future kingdom. They endeavoured to spread a report in other parts +of the city, that Herod had condemned him, but still that it was +necessary for the people likewise to express their wishes, as his +partisans were to be feared; for that if he were released he would join +the Romans, make a disturbance on the festival day, and take the most +inhuman revenge. Some among them circulated contradictory and alarming +reports, in order to excite the people and cause an insurrection; while +others distributed money among the soldiers to bribe them to ill-treat +Jesus, so as to cause his death, which they were most anxious should be +brought about as quickly as possible, lest Pilate should acquit him. + +Whilst the Pharisees were busying themselves in this manner, our +Blessed Saviour was suffering the greatest outrages from the brutal +soldiers to whom Herod had delivered him, that they might deride him as +a fool. They dragged him into the court, and one of their number having +procured a large white sack which had once been filled with cotton, +they made a hole in its centre with a sword, and then tossed it over +the head of Jesus, accompanying each action with bursts of the most +contemptuous laughter. Another soldier brought the remnant of an old +scarlet cloak, and passed it round his neck, while the rest bent their +knee before him--shoved him--abused him--spat upon him--struck him on the check, +because he had refused to answer their king, mocked him by pretending +to pay homage--threw mud upon him--seized him by the waist, pretending to +make him dance; then, having thrown him down, dragged him through a +gutter which ran on the side of the court, thus causing his sacred head +to strike against the columns and sides of the wall, and when at last +they raised him up, it was only in order to recommence their insults. +The soldiers and servants of Herod who were assembled in this court +amounted to upwards of two hundred, and all thought to pay court to +their monarch by torturing Jesus in some unheard-of way. Many were +bribed by the enemies of our Lord to strike him on the head with their +sticks, and they took advantage of the confusion and tumult to do so. +Jesus looked upon them with compassion; excess of pain drew from him +occasional moans and groans, but his enemies rejoiced in his +sufferings, and mocked his moans, and not one among the whole assembly +showed the slightest degree of compassion. I saw blood streaming from +his head, and three times did the blows prostrate him, but angels were +weeping at his side, and they anointed his head with heavenly balsam. +It was revealed to me that had it not been for this miraculous +assistance he must have died from those wounds. The Philistines at +Gaza, who gave vent to their wrath by tormenting poor blind Samson; +were far less barbarous than these cruel executioners of our Lord. + +The priests were, however, impatient to return to the Temple; +therefore, having made certain that their orders regarding Jesus would +be obeyed, they returned to Herod, and endeavoured to persuade him to +condemn our Lord. But he, being determined to do all in his power to +please Pilate, refused to accede to their wishes, and sent Jesus back +again clothed in the fool's garment. + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +Jesus led back from the Court of Herod to that of Pilate. + + + +The enemies of Jesus were perfectly infuriated at being obliged to +take Jesus back, still uncondemned, to Pilate, who had so many times +declared his innocence. They led him round by a much longer road, in +order in the first place to let the persons of that part of the town +see him in the state of ignominy to which he was reduced, and in the +second place to give their emissaries more time to stir up the populace. + +This road was extremely rough and uneven; and the soldiers, +encouraged by the Pharisees, scarcely refrained a moment from +tormenting Jesus. The long garment with which he was clothed impeded +his steps, and caused him to fall heavily more than once; and his cruel +guards, as also many among the brutal populace, instead of assisting +him in his state of exhaustion, endeavoured by blows and kicks to force +him to rise. + +To all these outrages Jesus offered not the smallest resistance; he +prayed constantly to his Father for grace and strength that he might +not sink under them, but accomplish the work of his Passion for our +redemption. + +It was about eight o'clock when the procession reached the palace of +Pilate. The crowd was dense, and the Pharisees might be seen walking to +and fro, endeavouring to incite and infuriate them still more. Pilate, +who remembered an insurrection which had taken place the year before at +the Paschal time, had assembled upwards of a thousand soldiers, whom he +posted around the Praetorium, the Forum, and his palace. + +The Blessed Virgin, her elder sister Mary (the daughter of Heli), +Mari (the daughter of Cleophas), Magdalen, and about twenty of the holy +women, were standing in a room from whence they could see all which +took place, and at first John was with them. + +The Pharisees led Jesus, still clothed in the fool's garment, through +the midst of the insolent mob, and had done all in their power to +gather together the most vile and wicked of miscreants from among the +dregs of the people. A servant sent by Herod had already reached +Pilate, with a message to the effect that his master had fully +appreciated his polite deference to his opinion, but that he looked +upon the far famed Galilean as not better than a fool, that he had +treated him as such, and now sent him back. Pilate was quite satisfied +at finding that Herod had come to the same conclusion as himself, and +therefore returned a polite message. From that hour they became +friends, having been enemies many years; in fact, ever since the +falling-in of the aqueduct. + + + + [The cause of the quarrel between Pilate and Herod was, according +to the account of Sister Emmerich, simply this: Pilate had undertaken +to build an aqueduct on the south-east side of the mountain on which +the Temple stood, at the edge of the torrent into which the waters of +the pool of Bethsaida emptied themselves, and this aqueduct was to +carry off the refuse of the Temple. Herod, through the medium of one of +his confidants, who was a member of the Sanhedrin, agreed to furnish +him with the necessary materials, as also with twenty-eight architects, +who were also Herodians. His aim was to set the Jews still more against +the Roman governor, by causing the undertaking to fail. He accordingly +came to a private understanding with the architects, who agreed to +construct the aqueduct in such a manner that it would be certain to +fail. When the work was almost finished, and a number of bricklayers +from Ophel were busily employed in removing the scaffolding, the +twenty-eight builders went on to the top of the Tower of Siloe to +contemplate the crash which they knew must take place. Not only did the +whole of the building crumble to pieces, fall, and kill ninety-three +workmen, but even the tower containing the twenty-eight architects came +down, and not one escaped death. This accident occurred a short time +previous to the 8th of January, two years after Jesus had commenced +preaching; it took place on Herod's birthday, the same day that John the +Baptist was beheaded in the Castle of Marcherunt. No Roman officer +attended these festivities on account of the affair of the aqueduct, +although Pilate had, with hypocritical politeness, been requested to +take a part in them. Sister Emmerich saw some of the disciples of Jesus +carry the news of this event into Samaria, where he was teaching, on +the 8th of January. Jesus went from thence to Hebron, to comfort the +family of John; and she saw him, on the 13th of January, cure many +among the workmen of Ophel who had been injured by the fall of the +aqueduct. We have seen by the relation previously given how little +gratitude they showed him. The enmity of Herod towards Pilate was still +farther increased by the manner in which the latter revenged himself on +the followers of Herod. We will insert here a few details which were +communicated at different times to Sister Emmerich. On the 25th of +March, of the second year of our Lord's preaching, when Jesus and his +disciples were in the neighbourhood of Bethania, they were warned by +Lazarus that Judas of Gaulon intended to excite an insurrection against +Pilate. On the 28th of March, Pilate issued a proclamation to the +effect that he intended to impose a tax, the proceeds of which were +partly to cover the expenses he had incurred in raising the building +which had just fallen to the ground. This announcement was followed by +a sedition headed by Judas of Gaulon, who always stood up for liberty, +and who was (unknown to himself) a tool in the hands of the Herodians. +The Herodians were rather like our Freemasons. On the 30th of March, at +ten o'clock p.m., Jesus, dressed in a dark garment, was teaching in the +Temple, with his Apostles and thirty disciples. The revolt of the +Galileans against Pilate burst forth on this very day, and the rebels +set free fifty of their number who had been imprisoned the day before; +and many among the Romans were killed. On the 6th of April, Pilate +caused the Galileans to be massacred at the moment of offering +sacrifice, by disguised soldiers whom he had concealed in the Temple. +Judas was killed with his companions. This massacre exasperated Herod +still more against Pilate, and we have just seen by what means their +reconciliation was effected.] + + + +Jesus was again led to the house of Pilate. The archers dragged him +up the stairs with their usual brutality; his feet became entangled in +his long robe, and he fell upon the white marble steps, which were +stained with blood from his sacred head. His enemies had again taken +their seats at the entrance of the forum; the mob laughed at his fall, +and the archers truck their innocent victim, instead of assisting him +to rise. Pilate was reclining on a species of easy-chair, with a little +table before him, and surrounded with officers and persons who held +strips of parchment covered with writing in their hands. He came +forward and said to the accusers of Jesus: 'You have presented unto me +this man, as one that perverteth the people, and behold I, having +examined him before you, find no cause in this man in those things +wherein you accuse him. No, nor Herod neither. For I sent you to him, +and behold, nothing worthy of death is done to him. I will chastise +him, therefore, and release him.' + + When the Pharisees heard these words, they became furious, and +endeavoured to the utmost of their power to persuade the people to +revolt, distributing money among them to effect this purpose. Pilate +looked around with contempt, and addressed them in scornful words. + +It happened to be the precise time when, according to an ancient +custom, the people had the privilege of demanding the deliverance of +one prisoner. The Pharisees had dispatched emissaries to persuade the +people to demand the death, and not the life, of our Lord. Pilate hoped +that they would ask for Jesus, and determined to give them to choose +between him and a criminal called Barabbas, who had been convicted of a +dreadful murder committed during a sedition, as also of many other +crimes, and was, moreover, detested by the people. + +There was considerable excitement among the crowd; a certain portion +came forward, and their orators, addressing Pilate in a loud voice, +said: 'Grant us the favour you have always granted on the festival day.' +Pilate made answer: 'It is customary for me to deliver to you a criminal +at the Paschal time; whom will you that I release to you, Barabbas, or +Jesus that is called Christ?' + +Although Pilate did not in his own mind feel at all certain that +Jesus was the King of the Jews, yet he called him so, partly because +his Roman pride made him take delight in humbling the Jews by calling +such a despicable-looking person their king; and partly because he felt +a kind of inward belief that Jesus might really be that miraculous +king, that Messiah who had been promised. He saw plainly that the +priests were incited by envy alone in their accusations against Jesus; +this made him most anxious to disappoint them; and the desire was +increased by that glimmering of the truth which partly enlightened his +mind. There was some hesitation among the crowd when Pilate asked this +question, and a few voices answered, 'Barabbas.' A servant sent by Pilate's +wife asked for him at this moment; he left the platform, and the +messenger presented the pledge which he had given her, saying at the +same time: 'Claudia Procles begs you to remember your promise this +morning.' The Pharisees and the priests walked anxiously and hastily +about among the crowd, threatening some and ordering others, although, +in fact, little was required to incite the already infuriated multitude. + +Mary, with Magdalen, John, and the holy women, stood in a corner of +the forum, trembling and weeping; for although the Mother of Jesus was +fully aware that the redemption of man could not be brought about by +any other means than the death of her Son, yet she was filled with the +anguish of a mother, and with a longing desire to save him from those +tortures and from that death which he was about to suffer. She prayed +God not to allow such a fearful crime to be perpetrated; she repeated +the words of Jesus in the Garden of Olives: 'If it is possible, let this +chalice pass away.' She still felt a glimmering of hope, because there +was a report current that Pilate wished to acquit Jesus. Groups of +persons, mostly inhabitants of Capharnaum, where Jesus had taught, and +among whom he had wrought so many miraculous cures, were congregated in +her vicinity; they pretended not to remember either her or her weeping +companions; they simply cast a glance now and then, as if by chance, at +their closely-veiled figures. Many thought, as did her companions +likewise, that these persons at least would reject Barabbas, and beg +for the life of their Saviour and Benefactor; but these hopes were, +alas, fallacious. + +Pilate sent back the pledge to his wife, as an assurance of his +intention to keep his promise. He again came forward on the platform, +and seated himself at the little table. The Chief Priests took their +seats likewise, and Pilate once more demanded: 'Which of the two am I to +deliver up to you?' A general cry resounded through the hall: 'Not this +man, but Barabbas!' 'But what am I to do with Jesus, who is called Christ?' +replied Pilate. All exclaimed in a tumultuous manner: 'Let him be +crucified! Let him be crucified!' 'But what evil has he done?' asked Pilate +for the third time. 'I find no cause in him. I will scourge and then +acquit him.' But the cry, 'Crucify him! Crucify him!' burst from the crowd, +and the sounds echoed like an infernal tempest; the High Priests and +the Pharisees vociferated and hurried backwards and forwards as if +insane. Pilate at last yielded; his weak pusillanimous character could +not withstand such violent demonstrations; he delivered up Barabbas to +the people, and condemned Jesus to be scourged. + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +The Scourging of Jesus. + + + +That most weak and undecided of all judges, Pilate, had several +times repeated these dastardly words: 'I find no crime in him: I will +chastise him, therefore, and let him go;' to which the Jews had continued +to respond, 'Crucify him! Crucify him!' but he determined to adhere to his +resolution of not condemning our Lord to death, and ordered him to be +scourged according to the manner of the Romans. The guards were +therefore ordered to conduct him through the midst of the furious +multitude to the forum, which they did with the utmost brutality, at +the same time loading him with abuse, and striking him with their +staffs. The pillar where criminals were scourged stood to the north of +Pilate's palace, near the guard-house, and the executioners soon arrived, +carrying whips, rods, and ropes, which they tossed down at its base. +They were six in number, dark, swarthy men, somewhat shorter than +Jesus; their chests were covered with a piece of leather, or with some +dirty stuff; their loins were girded, and their hairy, sinewy arms +bare. They were malefactors from the frontiers of Egypt, who had been +condemned for their crimes to hard labour, and were employed +principally in making canals, and in erecting public buildings, the +most criminal being selected to act as executioners in the Praetorium. + +These cruel men had many times scourged poor criminals to death at +this pillar. They resembled wild beasts or demons, and appeared to be +half drunk. They struck our Lord with their fists, and dragged him by +the cords with which he was pinioned, although he followed them without +offering the least resistance, and, finally, they barbarously knocked +him down against the pillar. This pillar, placed in the centre of the +court, stood alone, and did not serve to sustain any part of the +building; it was not very high, for a tall man could touch the summit +by stretching out his arm; there was a large iron ring at the top, and +both rings and hooks a little lower down. It is quite impossible to +describe the cruelty shown by these ruffians towards Jesus: they tore +off the mantle with which he had been clothed in derision at the court +of Herod, and almost threw prostrate again. + +Jesus trembled and shuddered as he stood before the pillar, and took +off his garments as quickly as he could, but his hands were bloody and +swollen. The only return he made when his brutal executioners struck +and abused him was, to pray for them in the most touching manner: he +turned his face once towards his Mother, who was standing overcome with +grief; this look quite unnerved her: she fainted, and would have +fallen, had not the holy women who were there supported her. Jesus put +his arms round the pillar, and when his hands were thus raised, the +archers fastened them to the iron ring which was at the top of the +pillar; they then dragged his arms to such a height that his feet, +which were tightly bound to the base of the pillar, scarcely touched +the ground. Thus was the Holy of Holies violently stretched, without a +particle of clothing, on a pillar used for the punishment of the +greatest criminals; and then did two furious ruffians who were +thirsting for his blood begin in the most barbarous manner to scourge +his sacred body from head to foot. The whips or scourges which they +first made use of appeared to me to be made of a species of flexible +white wood, but perhaps they were composed of the sinews of the ox, or +of strips of leather. + +Our loving Lord, the Son of God, true God and true Man, writhed as a +worm under the blows of these barbarians; his mild but deep groans +might be heard from afar; they resounded through the air, forming a +kind of touching accompaniment to the hissing of the instruments of +torture. These groans resembled rather a touching cry of prayer and +supplication, than moans of anguish. The clamour of the Pharisees and +the people formed another species of accompaniment, which at times as a +deafening thunder-storm deadened and smothered these sacred and +mournful cries, and in their place might be heard the words, 'Put him to +death!' 'Crucify him!' Pilate continued parleying with the people, and when +he demanded silence in order to be able to speak, he was obliged to +proclaim his wishes to the clamorous assembly by the sound of a +trumpet, and at such moments you might again hear the noise of the +scourges, the moans of Jesus, the imprecations of the soldiers, and the +bleating of the Paschal lambs which were being washed in the Probatica +pool, at no great distance from the forum. There was something +peculiarly touching in the plaintive bleating of these lambs: they +alone appeared to unite their lamentations with the suffering moans of +our Lord. + +The Jewish mob was gathered together at some distance from the +pillar at which the dreadful punishment was taking place, and Roman +soldiers were stationed in different parts round about. Many persons +were walking to and fro, some in silence, others speaking of Jesus in +the most insulting terms possible, and a few appearing touched, and I +thought I beheld rays of light issuing from our Lord and entering the +hearts of the latter. I saw groups of infamous, bold-looking young men, +who were for the most part busying themselves near the watch-house in +preparing fresh scourges, while others went to seek branches of thorns. +Several of the servants of the High Priests went up to the brutal +executioners and gave them money; as also a large jug filled with a +strong bright red liquid, which quite inebriated them, and increased +their cruelty tenfold towards their innocent Victim. The two ruffians +continued to strike our Lord with unremitting violence for a quarter of +an hour, and were then succeeded by two others. His body was entirely +covered with black, blue, and red marks; the blood was trickling down +on the ground, and yet the furious cries which issued from among the +assembled Jews showed that their cruelty was far from being satiated. + +The night had been extremely cold, and the morning was dark and +cloudy; a little hail had fallen, which surprised everyone, but towards +twelve o'clock the day became brighter, and the sun shone forth. + +The two fresh executioners commenced scourging Jesus with the +greatest possible fury; they made use of a different kind of rod,--a +species of thorny stick, covered with knots and splinters. The blows +from these sticks tore his flesh to pieces; his blood spouted out so as +to stain their arms, and he groaned, prayed, and shuddered. At this +moment, some strangers mounted on camels passed through the forum; they +stopped for a moment, and were quite overcome with pity and horror at +the scene before them, upon which some of the bystanders explained the +cause of what they witnessed. Some of these travellers had been +baptised by John, and others had heard the sermon of Jesus on the +mountain. The noise and the tumult of the mob was even more deafening +near the house of Pilate. + +Two fresh executioners took the places of the last mentioned, who +were beginning to flag; their scourges were composed of small chains, +or straps covered with iron hooks, which penetrated to the bone, and +tore off large pieces of flesh at every blow. What word, alas! could +describe this terrible--this heartrending scene! + +The cruelty of these barbarians was nevertheless not yet satiated; +they untied Jesus, and again fastened him up with his back turned +towards the pillar. As he was totally unable to support himself in an +upright position, they passed cords round his waist, under his arms, +and above his knees, and having bound his hands tightly into the rings +which were placed at the upper part of the pillar, they recommenced +scourging him with even greater fury than before; and one among them +struck him constantly on the face with a new rod. The body of our Lord +was perfectly torn to shreds,--it was but one wound. He looked at his +torturers with his eyes filled with blood; as if entreating mercy; but +their brutality appeared to increase, and his moans each moment became +more feeble. + +The dreadful scourging had been continued without intermission for +three quarters of an hour, when a stranger of lowly birth, a relation +to Ctesiphon, the blind man whom Jesus had cured, rushed from amidst +the crowd, and approached the pillar with a knife shaped like a cutlass +in his hand. 'Cease!' he exclaimed, in an indignant tone; 'Cease! Scourge not +this innocent man unto death!' The drunken miscreants, taken by surprise, +stopped short, while he quickly severed the cords which bound Jesus to +the pillar, and disappeared among the crowd. Jesus fell almost without +consciousness on the ground, which was bathed with his blood. The +executioners left him there, and rejoined their cruel companions, who +were amusing themselves in the guardhouse with drinking, and plaiting +the crown of thorns. + +Our Lord remained for a short time on the ground, at the foot of the +pillar, bathed in his own blood, and two or three bold-looking girls +came up to gratify their curiosity away in disgust, but at the moment +the pain of the wounds of Jesus was so intense that he raised his +bleeding head and looked at them. They retired quickly, and the +soldiers and guards laughed and made game of them. + +During the time of the scourging of our Lord, I saw weeping angels +approach him many times; I likewise heard the prayers he constantly +addressed to his Father for the pardon of our sins--prayers which never +ceased during the whole time of the infliction of this cruel +punishment. Whilst he lay bathed in his blood I saw an angel present to +him a vase containing a bright-looking beverage which appeared to +reinvigorate him in a certain degree. The archers soon returned, and +after giving him some blows with their sticks, bade him rise and follow +them. He raised himself with the greatest difficulty, as his trembling +limbs could scarcely support the weight of this body; they did not give +him sufficient time to put on his clothes, but threw his upper garment +over his naked shoulders and led him from the pillar to the guardhouse, +where he wiped the blood which trickled down his face with a corner of +his garment. When he passed before the benches on which the High +Priests were seated, they cried out, 'Put him to death! Crucify him! +Crucify him!' and then turned away disdainfully. The executioners led him +into the interior of the guardhouse, which was filled with slaves, +archers, hodmen, and the very dregs of the people, but there were no +soldiers. + +The great excitement among the populace alarmed Pilate so much, that +he sent to the fortress of Antonia for a reinforcement of Roman +soldiers, and posed these well-disciplined troops round the +guard-house; they were permitted to talk and to deride Jesus in every +possible way, but were forbidden to quit their ranks. These soldiers, +whom Pilate had sent for to intimidate the mob, numbered about a +thousand. + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +Mary during the Scourging of our Lord. + + + +I saw the Blessed Virgin in a continual ecstasy during the time of +the scourging of her Divine Son; she saw and suffered with +inexpressible love and grief all the torments he was enduring. She +groaned feebly, and her eyes were red with weeping. A large veil +covered her person, and she leant upon Mary of Heli, her eldest sister, +who was old and extremely like their mother, Anne.10 Mary of Cleophas, +the daughter of Mary of Heli, was there also. The friends of Jesus and +Mary stood around the latter; they wore large veils, appeared overcome +with grief and anxiety, an were weeping as if in the momentary +expectation of death. The dress of Mary was blue; it was long, and +partly covered by a cloak made of white wool, and her veil was of +rather a yellow white. Magdalen was totally beside herself from grief, +and her hair was floating loosely under her veil. + +When Jesus fell down at the foot of the pillar, after the +flagellation, I saw Claudia Procles, the wife of Pilate, sent some +large pieces of linen to the Mother of God. I know not whether she +thought that Jesus would be set free, and that his Mother would then +require linen to dress his wounds, or whether this compassionate lady +was aware of the use which would be made of her present. At the +termination of the scourging, Mary came to herself for a time, and saw +her Divine Son all torn and mangled, being led away by the archers +after the scouring: he wiped his eyes, which were filled with blood, +that he might look at his Mother, and she stretched out her hands +towards him, and continued to look at the bloody traces of his +footsteps. I soon after saw Mary and Magdalen approach the pillar where +Jesus had been scourged; the mob were at a distance, and they were +partly concealed by the other holy women, and by a few kind-hearted +persons who had joined them; they knelt down on the ground near the +pillar, and wiped up the sacred blood with the linen which Claudia +Procles had sent. John was not at that time with the holy women, who +were about twenty in number. The sons of Simeon and of Obed, and +Veronica, as also the two nephews of Joseph of Arimathea--Aram and +Themni--were in the Temple, and appeared to be overwhelmed with grief. It +was not more than nine o'clock a.m. when the scourging terminated. + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +Interruption of the Visions of the Passion by the Appearance of St. +Joseph under the form of a Child. + + + +During the whole time of the visions which we have just narrated +(that is to say, from the 18th of February until the 8th of March), +Sister Emmerich continued to suffer all the mental and bodily tortures +which were once endured by our Lord. Being totally immersed in these +meditations, and, as it were, dead to exterior objects, she wept and +groaned like a person in the hands of an executioner, trembled, +shuddered, and writhed on her couch, while her face resembled that of a +man about to expire under torture, and a bloody sweat often trickled +over her chest and shoulders. She generally perspired so profusely that +her bed and clothes were saturated. Her sufferings from thirst were +likewise fearful, and she might truly be compared to a person perishing +in a desert from the want of water. Generally speaking, her mouth was +so parched in the morning, and her tongue so contracted and dried up, +that she could not speak, but was obliged by signs and inarticulate +sounds to beg for relief. Her constant state of fever was probably +brought on by the great pains she endured, added to which she likewise +often took upon herself the illnesses and temporal calamities merited +by others. It was always necessary for her to rest for a time before +relating the different scenes of the Passion, nor was it always that +she could speak of what she had seen, and she was even often obliged to +discontinue her narrations for the day. She was in this state of +suffering on Saturday the 8th of March, and with the greatest +difficulty and suffering described the scourging of our Lord which she +had seen in the vision of the previous night, and which appeared to be +present to her mind during the greatest part of the following day. +Towards evening, however, a change took place, and there was an +interruption in the course of meditations on the Passion which had +latterly followed one another so regularly. We will describe this +interruption, in order, in the first place, to give our readers a more +full comprehension of the interior life of this most extraordinary +person; and, in the second, to enable them to pause for a time to rest +their minds, as I well know that meditations on the Passion of our Lord +exhaust the weak, even when they remember that it was for their +salvation that he suffered and died. + +The life of Sister Emmerich, both as regarded her spiritual and +intellectual existence, invariably harmonised with the spirit of the +Church at different seasons of the year. It harmonised even more +strongly than man's natural life does with season, or with the hours of +the day, and this caused her to be (if we may thus express ourselves) a +realisation of the existence and of the various intentions of the +Church. Her union with its spirit was so complete, that no sooner did a +festival day begin (that is to say, on the eve), than a perfect change +took place within her, both intellectually and spiritually. As soon as +the spiritual sun of these festival days of the Church was set, she +directed all her thoughts towards that which would rise on the +following day, and disposed all her prayers, good works, and sufferings +for the attainment of the special graces attached to the feast about to +commence, like a plant which absorbs the dew, and revels in the warmth +and light of the first rays of the sun. These changes did not, as will +readily be believed, always take place at the exact moment when the +sound of the Angelus announced the commencement of a festival, and +summoned the faithful to prayer; for this bell is often, either through +ignorance or negligence, rung at the wrong time; but they commenced at +the time when the feast really began. + +If the Church commemorated a sorrowful mystery, she appeared +depressed, faint, and almost powerless; but the instant the celebration +of a joyful feast commenced, both body and soul revived to a new life, +as if refreshed by the dew of new graces, and she continued in this +calm, quiet, and happy state, quite released from every kind of +suffering, until the evening. These things took place in her soul quite +independently of her will; but as she had had from infancy the most +ardent desire of being obedient to Jesus and to his Church, God had +bestowed upon her those special graces which give a natural facility +for practising obedience. Every faculty of her soul was directed +towards the Church, in the same manner as a plant which, even if put +into a dark cellar, naturally turns its leaves upwards, and appears to +seek the light. + +On Saturday, 8th of March 1823, after sunset, Sister Emmerich had, +with the greatest difficulty, portrayed the different events of the +scourging of our Lord, and the writer of these pages thought that her +mind was occupied in the contemplation of the 'crowning with thorns,' when +suddenly her countenance, which was preciously pale and haggard, like +that of a person on the point of death, became bright and serene and +she exclaimed in a coaxing tone, as if speaking to a child, 'O, that dear +little boy! Who is he?--Stay, I will ask him. His name is Joseph. He has +pushed his way through the crowd to come to me. Poor child, he is +laughing: he knows nothing at all of what is going on. How light his +clothing is! I fear he must be cold, the air is so sharp this morning. +Wait, my child; let me put something more over you.' After saying these +words in such a natural tone of voice that it was almost impossible for +those present not to turn round and expect to see the child, she held +up a dress which was near her, as would be done by a kind-hearted +person wishing to clothe a poor frozen child. The friend who was +standing by her bedside had not sufficient time to ask her to explain +the words she had spoken, for a sudden change took place, both in her +whole appearance and manner, when her attendant pronounced the word +obedience,--one of the vows by which she had consecrated herself to our +Lord. She instantly came to herself, and, like an obedient child +awakening from a sound sleep and starting up at the voice of its +mother, she stretched forth her hand, took the rosary and crucifix +which were always at her side, arranged her dress, rubbed her eyes, and +sat up. She was then carried from her bed to a chair, as she could +neither stand nor walk; and it being the time for making her bed, her +friend left the room in order to write out what he had heard during the +day. + +On Sunday, the 9th of March, the friend asked her attendant what +Sister Emmerich meant the evening before when she spoke of a child +called Joseph. The attendant answered, 'She spoke of him again many times +yesterday evening; he is the son of a cousin of mine, and a great +favourite of hers. I fear that her talking so much about him is a sign +that he is going to have an illness, for she said so many times that +the poor child was almost without clothing, and that he must be cold.' + +The friend remembered having often seen this little Joseph playing +on the bed of Sister Emmerich, and he supposed that she was dreaming +about him on the previous day. When the friend went to see her later in +the day to endeavour to obtain a continuation of the narrations of the +Passion, he found her, contrary to his expectation, more calm, and +apparently better in health than on the previous day. She told him that +she had seen nothing more after the scourging of our Lord; and when he +questioned her concerning what she had said about little Joseph, she +could not remember having spoken of the child at all. He then asked the +reason of her being so calm, serene, and apparently well in health; and +she answered, 'I always feel thus when Mid-Lent comes, for then the +Church sings with Isaias in the introit at Mass: "Rejoice, O, Jerusalem, +and come together all you that love her; rejoice with joy, you that +have been in sorrow, that you may exult and be filled from the breasts +of your consolation." Mid-Lent Sunday is consequently a day of rejoicing; +and you may likewise remember that, in the gospel of this day, the +Church relates how our Lord fed five thousand men with five loaves and +two fishes, of which twelve baskets of fragments remained, consequently +we ought to rejoice.' + +She likewise added, that our Lord had deigned to visit her on that +day in the Holy Communion, and that she always felt especial spiritual +consolation when she received him on that particular day of the year. +The friend cast his eyes on the calendar of the diocese of Munster, and +saw that on that day they not only kept Mid-Lent Sunday, but likewise +the Feast of St. Joseph, the foster-father of our Lord; he was not +aware of this before, because in other places the feast of St. Joseph +is kept on the 19th, and he remarked this circumstance to Sister +Emmerich, and asked her whether she did not think that was the cause of +her speaking about Joseph. She answered that she was perfectly aware of +its being the feast of the foster-father of Jesus, but that she had not +been thinking of the child of that name. However, a moment after, she +suddenly remembered what her thoughts had been the day before, and +explained to her friend that the moment the feast of St. Joseph began, +her vision of the sorrowful mysteries of the Passion ceased, and were +superseded by totally different scenes, in which St. Joseph appeared +under the form of a child, and that it was to him that the words we +have mentioned above were addressed. + +We found that when she received these communications the vision was +often in the form of a child, especially in those cases when an artist +would have made use of that simile to express his ideas. If, for +instance, the accomplishment of some Scripture prophecy was being shown +to her, she often saw by the side of the illustration a child, who +clearly designated the characteristics of such or such a prophet, by +his position, his dress, and the manner in which he held in his hand +and waved to and fro the prophetic roll appended to a staff. + +Sometimes, when she was in extreme suffering, a beautiful child, +dressed in green, with a calm and serene countenance, would approach, +and seat himself in a posture of resignation at the side of her bed, +allowing himself to be moved from one side to the other, or even put +down on to the ground, without the smallest opposition and constantly +looking at her affectionately and consoling her. If, when quite +prostrate from illness and the sufferings of others which she had taken +upon herself, she entered into communication with a saint, either by +participation in the celebration of his feast, or from his relics being +brought to her, she sometimes saw passages of the childhood of +martyrdom. In her greatest sufferings she was usually consoled, +instructed, or reproved (whichever the occasion called for) by +apparitions under the form of children. Sometimes, when totally +overcome by trouble and distress, she would fall asleep, and be carried +back in imagination to the scenes and perils of her childhood. She +sometimes dreamed, as her exclamations and gestures demonstrated, that +she was once more a little country girl of five years old, climbing +over a hedge, caught in the briars, and weeping with fear. + +These scenes of her childhood were always events which had really +occurred, and the words which escaped her showed what was passing in +her mind. She would exclaim (as if repeating the words of others): 'Why +do you call out so?' 'I will not hold the hedge back until you are quiet +and ask me gently to do so.' She had obeyed this injunction when she was +a child and caught in the hedge, and she followed the same rule when +grown up and suffering from the most terrible trials. She often spoke +and joked about the thorn hedge, and the patience and prayer which had +then been recommended to her, which admonition she, in after-life, had +frequently neglected, but which had never failed her when she had +recourse to it. This symbolical coincidence of the events of her +childhood with those of her riper years shows that, in the individual +no less than in humanity at large, prophetic types may be found. But, +to the individual as well as to mankind in general, a Divine Type has +been given in the person of our Redeemer, in order that both the one +and the other, by walking in his footsteps and with his assistance, may +surpass human nature and attain to perfect wisdom and grace with God +and man. Thus it is that the will of God is done on earth as in heaven, +and that this kingdom is attained by 'men of good will.' + +She then gave a short account of the visions which had, on the +previous night, interrupted her visions of the Passion at the +commencement of the feast of St. Joseph. + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +Description of the Personal Appearance of the Blessed Virgin. + + + +While these sad events were taking place I was in Jerusalem, +sometimes in one locality and sometimes in another; I was quite +overcome, my sufferings were intense, and I felt as if about to expire. +During the time of the scourging of my adorable Spouse I sat in the +vicinity, in a part which no Jew dared approach, for fear of defiling +himself; but I did not fear defilement, I was only anxious for a drop +of our Lord's blood to fall upon me, to purify me. I felt so completely +heartbroken that I thought I must die as I could not relieve Jesus, and +each blow which he received drew from me such sobs and moans that I +felt quite astonished at not being driven away. When the executioners +took Jesus into the guardhouse, to crown him with thorns, I longed to +follow that I might again contemplate him in his sufferings. Then it +was that the Mother of Jesus, accompanied by the holy women, approached +the pillar and wiped up the blood with which it and the ground around +were saturated. The door of the guardhouse was open, and I heard the +brutal laughter of the heartless men who were busily employed in +finishing off the crown of thorns which they had prepared for our Lord. +I was too much affected to weep, but I endeavoured to drag myself near +to the place where our Lord was to be crowned with thorns. + +I once more saw the Blessed Virgin; her countenance was wan and +pale, her eyes red with weeping, but the simple dignity of her +demeanour cannot be described. Notwithstanding her grief and anguish, +notwithstanding the fatigue which she had endured (for she had been +wandering ever since the previous evening through the streets of +Jerusalem, and across the Valley of Josaphat), her appearance was +placid and modest, and not a fold of her dress out of place. She looked +majestically around, and her veil fell gracefully over her shoulders. +She moved quietly, and although her heart was a prey to the most bitter +grief, her countenance was calm and resigned. Her dress was moistened +by the dew which had fallen upon it during the night, and by the tears +which she had shed in such abundance; otherwise it was totally +unsoiled. Her beauty was great, but indescribable, for it was +super-human--a mixture of majesty, sanctity, simplicity, and purity. + +The appearance of Mary Magdalen was totally different; she was +taller and more robust, the expression of her countenance showed +greater determination, but its beauty was almost destroyed by the +strong passions which she had so long indulged, and by the violent +repentance and grief she had since felt. It was painful to look upon +her; she was the very picture of despair, her long dishevelled hair was +partly covered by her torn and wet veil, and her appearance was that of +one completely absorbed by woe and almost beside herself from sorrow. +Many of the inhabitants of Magdalum were standing near, gazing at her +with surprise and curiosity, for they had known her in former days, +first in prosperity and afterwards in degradation and consequent +misery. They pointed, they even cast mud upon her, but she saw nothing, +knew nothing, and felt nothing, save her agonising grief. + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +The Crowning with Thorns. + + + +No sooner did Sister Emmerich recommence the narrative of her +visions on the Passion than she again became extremely ill, oppressed +with fever, and so tormented by violent thirst that her tongue was +perfectly parched and contracted; and on the Monday after Mid-Lent +Sunday, she was so exhausted that it was not without great difficulty, +and after many intervals of rest, that she narrated all which our Lord +suffered in this crowning with thorns. She was scarcely able to speak, +because she herself felt every sensation which she described in the +following account: + +Pilate harangued the populace many times during the time of the +scourging of Jesus, but they interrupted him once, and vociferated, 'He +shall be executed, even if we die for it.' When Jesus was led into the +guardhouse, they all cried out again, 'Crucify him, crucify him!' + +After this there was silence for a time. Pilate occupied himself in +giving different orders to the soldiers, and the servants of the High +Priests brought them some refreshments; after which Pilate, whose +superstitious tendencies made him uneasy in mind, went into the inner +part of his palace in order to consult his gods, and to offer them +incense. + +When the Blessed Virgin and the holy women had gathered up the blood +of Jesus, with which the pillar and the adjacent parts were saturated, +they left the forum and went into a neighbouring small house, the owner +of which I do not know. John was not, I think, present at the scourging +of Jesus. + +A gallery encircled the inner court of the guardhouse where our Lord +was crowned with thorns, and the doors were open. The cowardly +ruffians, who were eagerly waiting to gratify their cruelty by +torturing and insulting our Lord, were about fifty in number, and the +greatest part slaves or servants of the jailers and soldiers. The mob +gathered round the building, but were soon displaced by a thousand +Roman soldiers, who were drawn up in good order and stationed there. +Although forbidden to leave their ranks, these soldiers nevertheless +did their utmost by laughter and applause to incite the cruel +executioners to redouble their insults; and as public applause gives +fresh energy to a comedian, so did their words of encouragement +increase tenfold the cruelty of these men. + +In the middle of the court there stood the fragment of a pillar, and +on it was placed a very low stool which these cruel men maliciously +covered with sharp flints and bits of broken potsherds. Then they tore +off the garments of Jesus, thereby reopening all his wounds; threw over +his shoulders an old scarlet mantle which barely reached his knees; +dragged him to the seat prepared, and pushed him roughly down upon it, +having first placed the crown of thorns upon his head. The crown of +thorns was made of three branches plaited together, the greatest part +of the thorns being purposely turned inwards so as to pierce our Lord's +head. Having first placed these twisted branches on his forehead, they +tied them tightly together at the back of his head, and no sooner was +this accomplished to their satisfaction than they put a large reed into +his hand, doing all with derisive gravity as if they were really +crowning him king. They then seized the reed, and struck his head so +violently that his eyes were filled with blood; they knelt before him, +derided him, spat in his face, and buffeted him, saying at the same +time, 'Hail, King of the Jews!' Then they threw down his stool, pulled him +up again from the ground on which he had fallen, and reseated him with +the greatest possible brutality. + +It is quite impossible to describe the cruel outrages which were +thought of and perpetrated by these monsters under human form. The +sufferings of Jesus from thirst, caused by the fever which his wounds +and sufferings had brought on, were intense.11 He trembled all over, +his flesh was torn piecemeal, his tongue contracted, and the only +refreshment he received was the blood which trickled from his head on +to his parched lips. This shameful scene was protracted a full +half-hour, and the Roman soldiers continued during the whole time to +applaud and encourage the perpetration of still greater outrages. + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +Ecce Homo. + + + +The cruel executioners then reconducted our Lord to Pilate's palace, +with the scarlet cloak still thrown over his shoulders, the crown of +thorns on his head, and the reed in his fettered hands. He was +perfectly unrecognisable, his eyes, mouth, and beard being covered with +blood, his body but one wound, and his back bowed down as that of an +aged man, while every limb trembled as he walked. When Pilate saw him +standing at the entrance of his tribunal, even he (hart-hearted as he +usually was) started, and shuddered with horror and compassion, whilst +the barbarous priests and the populace, far from being moved to pity, +continued their insults and mockery. When Jesus had ascended the +stairs, Pilate came forward, the trumpet was sounded to announce that +the governor was about to speak, and he addressed the Chief Priests and +the bystanders in the following words: 'Behold, I bring him forth to you, +that you may know that I find no cause in him.' + +The archers then led Jesus up to Pilate, that the people might again +feast their cruel eyes on him, in the state of degradation to which he +was reduced. Terrible and heartrending, indeed, was the spectacle he +presented, and an exclamation of horror burst from the multitude, +followed by a dead silence, when he with difficulty raised his wounded +head, crowned as it was with thorns, and cast his exhausted glance on +the excited throng. Pilate exclaimed, as he pointed him out to the +people; 'Ecce homo! Behold the man!' The hatred of the High Priests and +their followers was, if possible, increased at the sight of Jesus, and +they cried out, 'Put him to death; crucify him.' 'Are you not content?' said +Pilate. 'The punishment he has received is, beyond question, sufficient +to deprive him of all desire of making himself king.' But they cried out +the more and the multitude joined in the cry, 'Crucify him, crucify him!' +Pilate then sounded the trumpet to demand silence, and said: 'Take you +him and crucify him, for I find no cause in him.' 'We have a law, and +according to that law he ought to die,' replied the priests, 'because he +made himself the Son of God.' These words, 'he made himself the Son of God,' +revived the fears of Pilate; he took Jesus into another room, and asked +him; 'Whence art thou?' But Jesus made no answer. 'Speakest thou not to me?' +said Pilate; 'knowest thou not that I have power to crucify thee, and +power to release thee?' 'Thou shouldst not have any power against me,' +replied Jesus, 'unless it were given thee from above; therefore he that +hath delivered me to thee hath the greater sin.' + +The undecided, weak conduct of Pilate filled Claudia Procles with +anxiety; she again sent him the pledge, to remind him of his promise, +but he only returned a vague, superstitious answer, importing that he +should leave the decision of the case to the gods. The enemies of +Jesus, the High Priests and the Pharisees, having heard of the efforts +which were being made by Claudia to save him, caused a report to be +spread among the people, that the partisans of our Lord had seduced +her, that he would be released, and then join the Romans and bring +about the destruction of Jerusalem, and the extermination of the Jews. + +Pilate was in such a state of indecision and uncertainty as to be +perfectly beside himself; he did not know what step to take next, and +again addressed himself to the enemies of Jesus, declaring that 'he found +no crime in him,' but they demanded his death still more clamorously. He +then remembered the contradictory accusations which had been brought +against Jesus, the mysterious dreams of his wife, and the unaccountable +impression which the words of Jesus had made on himself, and therefore +determined to question him again in order thus to obtain some +information which might enlighten him as to the course he ought to +pursue; he therefore returned to the Praetorium, went alone into a +room, and sent for our Saviour. He glanced at the mangled and bleeding +Form before him, and exclaimed inwardly: 'Is it possible that he can be +God?' Then he turned to Jesus, and adjured him to tell him if he was God, +if he was that king who had been promised to the Jews, where his +kingdom was, and to what class of gods he belonged. I can only give the +sense of the words of Jesus, but they were solemn and severe. He told +him 'that his kingdom was not of this world,' and likewise spoke strongly +of the many hidden crimes with which the conscience of Pilate was +defiled; warned him of the dreadful fate which would be his if he did +not repent; and finally declared that he himself, the Son of Man, would +come at the last day, to pronounce a just judgment upon him. + +Pilate was half frightened and half angry at the words of Jesus; he +returned to the balcony, and again declared that he would release +Jesus; but they cried out: 'If thou release this man, thou art not Caesar's +friend. For whosoever maketh himself a king speaketh against Caesar.' +Others said that they would accuse him to the Emperor of having +disturbed their festival; that he must make up his mind at once, +because they were obliged to be in the Temple by ten o'clock at night. +The cry, 'Crucify him! Crucify him!' resounded on all sides; it re-echoed +even from the flat roofs of the houses near the forum, where many +persons were assembled. Pilate saw that all his efforts were vain, that +he could make no impression on the infuriated mob; their yells and +imprecations were deafening, and he began to fear an insurrection. +Therefore he took water, and washed his hands before the people, +saying, 'I am innocent of the blood of this just man; look you to it.' A +frightful and unanimous cry then came from the dense multitude, who +were assembled from all parts of Palestine, 'His blood be upon us, and +upon our children.' + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +Reflections on the Visions. + + + +Whenever, during my meditations on the Passion of our Lord, I +imagine I hear that frightful cry of the Jews, 'His blood be upon us, and +upon our children,' visions of a wonderful and terrible description +display before my eyes at the same moment the effect of that solemn +curse. I fancy I see a gloomy sky covered with clouds, of the colour of +blood, from which issue fiery swords and darts, lowering over the +vociferating multitude; and this curse, which they have entailed upon +themselves, appears to me to penetrate even to the very marrow of their +bones,--even to the unborn infants. They appear to me encompassed on all +sides by darkness; the words they utter take, in my eyes, the form of +black flames, which recoil upon them, penetrating the bodies of some, +and only playing around others. + +The last-mentioned were those who were converted after the death of +Jesus, and who were in considerable numbers, for neither Jesus nor Mary +ever ceased praying, in the midst of their sufferings, for the +salvation of these miserable beings. + +When, during visions of this kind, I turn my thoughts to the holy +souls of Jesus and Mary, and to those of the enemies of Christ, all +that takes place within them is shown me under various forms. I see +numerous devils among the crowd, exciting and encouraging the Jews, +whispering in their ears, entering their mouths, inciting them still +more against Jesus, but nevertheless trembling at the sight of his +ineffable love and heavenly patience. Innumerable angels surrounded +Jesus, Mary, and the small number of saints who were there. The +exterior of these angels denotes the office they fill; some represent +consolation, others prayer, or some of the works of mercy. + +I likewise often see consolatory, and at other times menacing +voices, under the appearance of bright or coloured gleams of light, +issuing from the mouths of these different apparitions; and I see the +feelings of their souls, their interior sufferings, and in a word, +their every thought, under the appearance of dark or bright rays. I +then understand everything perfectly, but it is impossible for me to +give an explanation to others; besides which, I am so ill, and so +totally overcome by the grief which I feel for my own sins and for +those of the world, I am so overpowered by the sight of the sufferings +of our Lord, that I can hardly imagine how it is possible for me to +relate events with the slightest coherency. Many of these things, but +more especially the apparitions of devils and of angels, which are +related by other persons who have had visions of the Passion of Jesus +Christ, are fragments of symbolical interior perceptions of this +species, which vary according to the state of the soul of the +spectator. Hence the numerous contradictions, because many things are +naturally forgotten or omitted. + +Sister Emmerich sometimes spoke on these subjects, either during the +time of her visions on the Passion, or before they commenced; but she +more often refused to speak at all concerning them, for fear of causing +confusion in the visions. It is easy to see how difficult it must have +been for her, in the midst of such a variety of apparitions, to +preserve any degree of connection in her narrations. Who can therefore +be surprised at finding some omissions and confusion in her +descriptions? + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +Jesus condemned to be crucified. + + + +Pilate, who did not desire to know the truth, but was solely anxious +to get out of the difficulty without harm to himself, became more +undecided than ever; his conscience whispered--'Jesus is innocent;' his wife +said, 'he is holy;' his superstitious feelings made him fear that Jesus was +the enemy of his gods; and his cowardice filled him with dread lest +Jesus, if he was a god, should wreak his vengeance upon his judge. He +was both irritated and alarmed at the last words of Jesus, and he made +another attempt for his release; but the Jews instantly threatened to +lay an accusation against him before the Emperor. This menace terrified +him, and he determined to accede to their wishes, although firmly +convinced in his own mind of the innocence of Jesus, and perfectly +conscious that by pronouncing sentence of death upon him he should +violate every law of justice, besides breaking the promise he had made +to his wife in the morning. Thus did he sacrifice Jesus to the enmity +of the Jews, and endeavour to stifle remorse by washing his hands +before the people, saying, 'I am innocent of the blood of this just man; +look you to it.' Vainly dost thou pronounce these words, O Pilate! for +his blood is on thy head likewise; thou canst not wash his blood from +thy soul, as thou dost from thy hands. + +Those fearful words, 'His blood be upon us and upon our children,' had +scarcely ceased to resound, when Pilate commenced his preparations for +passing sentence. He called for the dress which he wore on state +occasions, put a species of diadem, set in precious stones, on his +head, changed his mantle, and caused a staff to be carried before him. +He was surrounded with soldiers, preceded by officers belonging to the +tribunal, and followed by Scribes, who carried rolls of parchments and +books used for inscribing names and dates. One man walked in front, who +carried the trumpet. The procession marched in this order from Pilate's +palace to the forum, where an elevated seat, used on these particular +occasions, was placed opposite to the pillar where Jesus was scourged. +This tribunal was called Gabbatha; it was a kind of round terrace, +ascended by means of staircases; on the top was a seat for Pilate, and +behind this seat a bench for those in minor offices, while a number of +soldiers were stationed round the terrace and upon the staircases. Many +of the Pharisees had left the palace and were gone to the Temple, so +that Annas, Caiphas, and twenty-eight priests alone followed the Roman +governor on to the forum, and the two thieves were taken there at the +time that Pilate presented our Saviour to the people, saying: 'Ecce homo!' + +Our Lord was still clothed in his purple garment, his crown of +thorns upon his head, and his hands manacled, when the archers brought +him up to the tribunal, and placed him between the two malefactors. As +soon as Pilate was seated, he again addressed the enemies of Jesus, in +these words, 'Behold your King!' But the cries of 'Crucify him! Crucify him!' +resounded on all sides. + +'Shall I crucify your King?' said Pilate. + +'We have no King but Caesar!' responded the High Priests. + +Pilate found it was utterly hopeless to say anything more, and +therefore commenced his preparations for passing sentence. The two +thieves had received their sentence of crucifixion some time before; +but the High Priests had obtained a respite for them, in order that our +Lord might suffer the additional ignominy of being executed with two +criminals of the most infamous description. The crosses of the two +thieves were by their sides; that intended fro our Lord was not +brought, because he was not as yet sentenced to death. + +The Blessed Virgin, who had retired to some distance after the +scourging of Jesus, again approached to hear the sentence of death +pronounced upon her Son and her God. Jesus stood in the midst of the +archers, at the foot of the staircase leading up to the tribunal. The +trumpet was sounded to demand silence, and then the cowardly, the base +judge, in a tremulous undecided voice, pronounced the sentence of death +on the Just Man. The sight of the cowardice and duplicity of this +despicable being, who was nevertheless puffed up with pride at his +important position, almost overcame me, and the ferocious joy of the +executioners--the triumphant countenances of the High Priests, added to +the deplorable condition to which our loving Saviour was reduced, and +the agonising grief of his beloved Mother--still further increased my +pain. I looked up again, and saw the cruel Jews almost devouring their +victim with their eyes, the soldiers standing coldly by, and multitudes +of horrible demons passing to and fro and mixing in the crowd. I felt +that I ought to have been in the place of Jesus, my beloved Spouse, for +the sentence would not then have been unjust; but I was so overcome +with anguish, and my sufferings were so intense, that I cannot exactly +remember all that I did see. However, I will relate all as nearly as I +can. + +After a long preamble, which was composed principally of the most +pompous and exaggerated eulogy of the Emperor Tiberias, Pilate spoke of +the accusations which had been brought against Jesus by the High +Priests. He said that they had condemned him to death for having +disturbed the public peace, and broken their laws by calling himself +the Son of God and King of the Jews; and that the people had +unanimously demanded that their decree should be carried out. +Notwithstanding his oft repeated conviction of the innocence of Jesus, +this mean and worthless judge was not ashamed of saying that he +likewise considered their decision a just one, and that he should +therefore pronounce sentence--which he did in these words: 'I condemn Jesus +of Nazareth, the King of the Jews, to be crucified;' and he ordered the +executioners to bring the cross. I think I remember likewise that he +took a long stick in his hands, broke it, and threw the fragments at +the feet of Jesus. + +On hearing these words of Pilate the Mother of Jesus became for a +few moments totally unconscious, for she was now certain that her +beloved Son must die the most ignominious and the most painful of all +deaths. John and the holy women carried her away, to prevent the +heartless beings who surrounded them from adding crime to crime by +jeering at her grief; but no sooner did she revive a little than she +begged to be taken again to each spot which had been sanctified by the +sufferings of her Son, in order to bedew them with her tears; and thus +did the Mother of our Lord, in the name of the Church, take possession +of those holy places. + +Pilate then wrote down the sentence, and those who stood behind him +copied it out three times. The words which he wrote were quite +different from those he had pronounced; I could see plainly that his +mind was dreadfully agitated--an angel of wrath appeared to guide his +hand. The substance of the written sentence was this: 'I have been +compelled, for fear of an insurrection, to yield to the wishes of the +High Priests, the Sanhedrin, and the people, who tumultuously demanded +the death of Jesus of Nazareth, whom they accused of having disturbed +the public peace, and also of having blasphemed and broken their laws. +I have given him up to them to be crucified, although their accusations +appeared to be groundless. I have done so for fear of their alleging to +the Emperor that I encourage insurrections, and cause dissatisfaction +among the Jews by denying them the rights of justice.' + +He then wrote the inscription for the cross, while his clerks copied +out the sentence several times, that these copies might be sent to +distant parts of the country. + +The High Priests were extremely dissatisfied at the words of the +sentence, which they said were not true; and they clamorously +surrounded the tribunal to endeavour to persuade him to alter the +inscription; and not to put King of the Jews, but that he said, I am +the King of the Jews. + +Pilate was vexed, and answered impatiently, 'What I have written I +have written!' They were likewise anxious that the cross of our Lord +should not be higher than those of the two thieves, but it was +necessary for it to be so, because there would otherwise not have been +sufficient place for Pilate's inscription; they therefore endeavoured to +persuade him not to have this obnoxious inscription put up at all. But +Pilate was determined, and their words made no impression upon him; the +cross was therefore obliged to be lengthened by a fresh bit of wood. +Consequently the form of the cross was peculiar--the two arms stood out +like the branches of a tree growing from the stem, and the shape was +very like that of the letter Y, with the lower part lengthened so as to +rise between the arms, which had been put on separately, and were +thinner than the body of the cross. A piece of wood was likewise nailed +at the bottom of the cross for the feet to rest upon. + +During the time that Pilate was pronouncing the iniquitous sentence, +I saw his wife, Claudia Procles, send him back the pledge which he had +given her, and in the evening she left his palace and joined the +friends of our Lord, who concealed her in a subterraneous vault in the +house of Lazarus at Jerusalem. Later in the same day, I likewise saw a +friend of our Lord engrave the words, Judex injustus, and the name of +Claudia Procles, on a greenlooking stone, which was behind the terrace +called Gabbatha--this stone is still to be found in the foundations of a +church or house at Jerusalem, which stands on the spot formerly called +Gabbatha. Claudia Procles became a Christian, followed St. Paul, and +became his particular friend. + +No sooner had Pilate pronounced sentence than Jesus was given up +into the hands of the archers, and the clothes which he had taken off +in the court of Caiphas were brought for him to put on again. I think +some charitable persons had washed them, for they looked clean. The +ruffians who surrounded Jesus untied his hands for his dress to be +changed, and roughly dragged off the scarlet mantle with which they had +clothed him in mockery, thereby reopening all his wounds; he put on his +own linen under-garment with trembling hands, and they threw his +scapular over his shoulders. As the crown of thorns was too large and +prevented the seamless robe, which his Mother had made for him, from +going over his head, they pulled it off violently, heedless of the pain +thus inflicted upon him. His white woollen dress was next thrown over +his shoulders, and then his wide belt and cloak. After this, they again +tied round his waist a ring covered with sharp iron points, and to it +they fastened the cords by which he was led, doing all with their usual +brutal cruelty. + +The two thieves were standing, one on the right and the other on the +left of Jesus, with their hands tied and a chain round their necks; +they were covered with black and lived marks, the effects of the +scourging of the previous day. The demeanour of the one who was +afterwards converted was quiet and peaceable, while that of the other, +on the contrary, was rough and insolent, and he joined the archers in +abusing and insulting Jesus, who looked upon his two companions with +love and compassion, and offered up his sufferings for their salvation. +The archers gathered together all the implements necessary for the +crucifixions, and prepared everything for the terrible and painful +journey to Calvary. + +Annas and Caiphas at last left off disputing with Pilate, and +angrily retired, taking with them the sheets of parchment on which the +sentence was written; they went away in haste, fearing that they should +get to the Temple too late for the Paschal sacrifice. Thus did the High +Priests, unknowingly to themselves, leave the true Paschal Lamb. They +went to a temple made of stone, to immolate and to sacrifice that lamb +which was but a symbol, and they left the true Paschal Lamb, who was +being led to the Altar of the Cross by the cruel executioners; they +were most careful not to contract exterior defilement, while their +souls were completely defiled by anger, hatred, and envy. They had +said, 'His blood be upon us and upon our children!' And by these words they +had performed the ceremony, and had placed the hand of the sacrificer +upon the head of the Victim. Thus were the two paths formed--the one +leading to the altar belonging to the Jewish law, the other leading to +the Altar of Grace: Pilate, that proud and irresolute pagan, that slave +of the world, who trembled in the presence of the true God, and yet +adored his false gods, took a middle path, and returned to his palace. + +The iniquitous sentence was given at about ten in the morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +The Carrying of the Cross. + + + +When Pilate left the tribunal a portion of the soldiers followed +him, and were drawn up in files before the palace; a few accompanying +the criminals. Eight-and-twenty armed Pharisees came to the forum on +horseback, in order to accompany Jesus to the place of execution, and +among these were the six enemies of Jesus, who had assisted in +arresting him in the Garden of Olives. The archers led Jesus into the +middle of the court, the slaves threw down the cross at his feet, and +the two arms were forthwith tied on to the centre piece. Jesus knelt +down by its side, encircled it with his sacred arms, and kissed it +three times, addressing, at the same time, a most touching prayer of +thanksgiving to his Heavenly Father for that work of redemption which +he had begun. It was the custom among pagans for the priest to embrace +a new altar, and Jesus in like manner embraced his cross, that august +altar on which the bloody and expiatory sacrifice was about to be +offered. The archers soon made him rise, and then kneel down again, and +almost without any assistance, place the heavy cross on his right +shoulder, supporting its great weight with his right hand. I saw angels +come to his assistance, otherwise he would have been unable even to +raise it from the ground. Whilst he was on his knees, and still +praying, the executioners put the arms of the crosses, which were a +little curbed and not as yet fastened to the centre pieces, on the +backs of the two thieves, and tied their hands tightly to them. The +middle parts of the crosses were carried by slaves, as the transverse +pieces were not to be fastened to them until just before the time of +execution. The trumpet sounded to announce the departure of Pilate's +horsemen, and one of the Pharisees belonging to the escort came up to +Jesus, who was still kneeling, and said, 'Rise, we have had a sufficiency +of thy fine speeches; rise and set off.' They pulled him roughly up, for +he was totally unable to rise without assistance, and he then felt upon +his shoulders the weight of that cross which we must carry after him, +according to his true and holy command to follow him. Thus began that +triumphant march of the King of Kings, a march so ignominious on earth, +and so glorious in heaven. + +By means of ropes, which the executioners had fastened to the foot +of the cross, two archers supported it to prevent its getting entangled +in anything, and four other soldiers took hold of the ropes, which they +had fastened to Jesus underneath his clothes. The sight of our dear +Lord trembling beneath his burden, reminded me forcibly of Isaac, when +he carried the wood destined for his own sacrifice up the mountains. +The trumpet of Pilate was sounded as the signal for departure, for he +himself intended to go to Calvary at the head of a detachment of +soldiers, to prevent the possibility of an insurrection. He was on +horseback, in armour, surrounded by officers and a body of cavalry, and +followed by about three hundred of the infantry, who came from the +frontiers of Italy and Switzerland. The procession was headed by a +trumpeter, who sounded his trumpet at every corner and proclaimed the +sentence. A number of women and children walked behind the procession +with ropes, nails, wedges, and baskets filled with different articles, +in their hands; others, who were stronger, carried poles, ladders, and +the centre pieces of the crosses of the two thieves, and some of the +Pharisees followed on horseback. A boy who had charge of the +inscription which Pilate had written for the cross, likewise carried +the crown of thorns (which had been taken off the head of Jesus) at the +end of a long stick, but he did not appear to be wicked and +hard-hearted like the rest. Next I beheld our Blessed Saviour and +Redeemer--his bare feet swollen and bleeding--his back bent as though he were +about to sink under the heavy weight of the cross, and his whole body +covered with wounds and blood. He appeared to be half fainting from +exhaustion (having had neither refreshment or sleep since the supper of +the previous night), weak from loss of blood, and parched with thirst +produced by fever and pain. He supported the cross on his right +shoulder with his right hand, the left hung almost powerless at his +side, but he endeavoured now and then to hold up his long garment to +prevent his bleeding feet from getting entangled in it. The four +archers who held the cords which were fastened round his waist, walked +at some distance from him, the two in front pulled him on, and the two +behind dragged him back, so that he could not get on at all without the +greatest difficulty. His hands were cut by the cords with which they +had been bound; his face bloody and disfigured; his hair and beard +saturated with blood; the weight of the cross and of his chains +combined to press and make the woollen dress cleave to his wounds, and +reopen them: derisive and heartless words alone were addressed to him, +but he continued to pray for his persecutors, and his countenance bore +an expression of combined love and resignation. Many soldiers under +arms walked by the side of the procession, and after Jesus came the two +thieves, who were likewise led, the arms of their crosses, separate +from the middle, being placed upon their backs, and their hands tied +tightly to the two ends. They were clothed in large aprons, with a sort +of sleeveless scapular which covered the upper part of their bodies, +and they had straw caps upon their heads. The good thief was calm, but +the other was, on the contrary furious, and never ceased cursing and +swearing. The rear of the procession was brought up by the remainder of +the Pharisees on horseback, who rode to and fro to keep order. Pilate +and his courtiers were at a certain distance behind; he was in the +midst of his officers clad in armour, preceded by a squadron of +cavalry, and followed by three hundred foot soldiers; he crossed the +forum, and then entered one of the principal streets, for he was +marching through the town in order to prevent any insurrection among +the people. + +Jesus was conducted by a narrow back street, that the procession +might not inconvenience the persons who were going to the Temple, and +likewise in order that Pilate and his band might have the whole +principal street entirely to themselves. The crowd had dispersed and +started in different directions almost immediately after the reading of +the sentence, and the greatest part of the Jews either returned to +their own houses, or to the Temple, to hasten their preparations for +sacrificing the Paschal lamb; but a certain number were still hurrying +on in disorder to see the melancholy procession pass; the Roman +soldiers prevented all persons from joining the procession, therefore +the most curious were obliged to go round by back streets, or to +quicken their steps so as to reach Calvary before Jesus. The street +through which they led Jesus was both narrow and dirty; he suffered +much in passing through it, because the archers were close and harassed +him. Persons stood on the roofs of the houses, and at the windows, and +insulted him with opprobrious language; the slaves who were working in +the streets threw filth and mud at him; even the children, incited by +his enemies, had filled their pinafores with sharp stones, which they +throw down before their doors as he passed, that he might be obliged to +walk over them. + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +The First Fall of Jesus. + + + +The street of which we have just spoken, after turning a little to +the left, became rather steep, as also wider, a subterranean aqueduct +proceeding from Mount Sion passed under it, and in its vicinity was a +hollow which was often filled with water and mud after rain, and a +large stone was placed in its centre to enable persons to pass over +more easily. When Jesus reached this spot, his strength was perfectly +exhausted; he was quite unable to move; and as the archers dragged and +pushed him without showing the slightest compassion, he fell quite down +against this stone, and the cross fell by his side. The cruel +executioners were obliged to stop, they abused and struck him +unmercifully, but the whole procession came to a standstill, which +caused a degree of confusion. Vainly did he hold out his hand for +someone to assist him to rise: 'Ah!' he exclaimed, 'all will soon be over;' and +he prayed for his enemies. Lift him up,' said the Pharisees, 'otherwise he +will die in our hands.' There were many women and children following the +procession; the former wept, and the latter were frightened. Jesus, +however, received support from above, and raised his head; but these +cruel men, far from endeavouring to alleviate his sufferings, put the +crown of thorns again on his head before they pulled him out of the +mud, and no sooner was he once more on his feet than they replaced the +cross on his back. The crown of thorns which encircled his head +increased his pain inexpressibly, and obliged him to bend on one side +to give room for the cross, which lay heavily on his shoulders. + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +The Second Fall of Jesus. + + + +The afflicted Mother of Jesus had left the forum, accompanied by +John and some other women, immediately after the unjust sentence was +pronounced. She had employed herself in walking to many of the spots +sanctified by our Lord and watering them with her tears; but when the +sound of the trumpet, the rush of people, and the clang of the horsemen +announced that the procession was about to start for Calvary, she could +not resist her longing desire to behold her beloved Son once more, and +she begged John to take her to some place through which he must pass. +John conducted her to a palace, which had an entrance in that street +which Jesus traversed after his first fall; it was, I believe, the +residence of the high priest Caiphas, whose tribunal was in the +division called Sion. John asked and obtained leave from a kind-hearted +servant to stand at the entrance mentioned above, with Mary and her +companions. The Mother of God was pale, her eyes were red with weeping, +and she was closely wrapped in a cloak of a bluish-grey colour. The +clamour and insulting speeches of the enraged multitude might be +plainly heard; and a herald at that moment proclaimed in a loud voice, +that three criminals were about to be crucified. The servant opened the +door; the dreadful sounds became more distinct every moment; and Mary +threw herself on her knees. After praying fervently, she turned to John +and said, 'Shall I remain? Ought I to go away? Shall I have strength to +support such a sight?' John made answer, 'If you do not remain to see him +pass, you will grieve afterwards.' They remained therefore near the door, +with their eyes fixed on the procession, which was still distant, but +advancing by slow degrees. When those who were carrying the instruments +for the execution approached, and the Mother of Jesus saw their +insolent and triumphant looks, she could not control her feelings, but +joined her hands as if to implore the help of heaven; upon which one +among them said to his companions: 'What woman is that who is uttering +such lamentations?' Another answered: 'She is the Mother of the Galilean.' +When the cruel men heard this, far from being moved to compassion, they +began to make game of the grief of this most afflicted Mother: they +pointed at her, and one of them took the nails which were to be used +for fastening Jesus to the cross, and presented them to her in an +insulting manner; but she turned away, fixed her eyes upon Jesus, who +was drawing near, and leant against the pillar for support, lest she +should again faint from grief, for her cheeks were as pale as death, +and her lips almost blue. The Pharisees on horseback passed by first, +followed by the boy who carried the inscription. Then came her beloved +Son. He was almost sinking under the heavy weight of his cross, and his +head, still crowned with thorns, was drooping in agony on his shoulder. +He cast a look of compassion and sorrow upon his Mother, staggered, and +fell for the second time upon his hands and knees. Mary was perfectly +agonised at this sight; she forgot all else; she saw neither soldiers +nor executioners; she saw nothing but her dearly-loved Son; and, +springing from the doorway into the midst of the group who were +insulting and abusing him, she threw herself on her knees by his side +and embraced him. The only words I heard were, 'Beloved Son!' and 'Mother!' but +I do not know whether these words were really uttered, or whether they +were only in my own mind. + +A momentary confusion ensued. John and the holy women endeavoured to +raise Mary from the ground, and the archers reproached her, one of them +saying, 'What hast thou to do her, woman? He would not have been in our +hands if he had been better brought up.' + +A few of the soldiers looked touched; and, although they obliged the +Blessed Virgin to retire to the doorway, not one laid hands upon her. +John and the women surrounded her as she fell half fainting against a +stone, which was near the doorway, and upon which the impression of her +hands remained. This stone was very hard, and was afterwards removed to +the first Catholic church built in Jerusalem, near the Pool of +Bethsaida, during the time that St. James the Less was Bishop of that +city. The two disciples who were with the Mother of Jesus carried her +into the house, and the door was shut. In the mean time the archers had +raised Jesus, and obliged him to carry the cross in a different manner. +Its arm being unfastened from the centre, and entangled in the ropes +with which he was bound, he supported them on his arm, and by this +means the weight of the body of the cross was a little taken off, as it +dragged more on the ground. I saw numbers of persons standing about in +groups, the greatest part amusing themselves by insulting our Lord in +different ways, but a few veiled females were weeping. + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +Simon of Cyrene. Third Fall of Jesus. + + + +The procession had reached an arch formed in an old wall belonging +to the town, opposite to a square, in which three streets terminated, +when Jesus stumbled against a large stone which was placed in the +middle of the archway, the cross slipped from his shoulder, he fell +upon the stone, and was totally unable to rise. Many +respectable-looking persons who were on their way to the Temple +stopped, and exclaimed compassionately: 'Look at that poor man, he is +certainly dying!' but his enemies showed no compassion. This fall caused +a fresh delay, as our Lord could not stand up again, and the Pharisees +said to the soldiers: 'We shall never get him to the place of execution +alive, if you do not find someone to carry his cross.' At this moment +Simon of Cyrene, a pagan, happened to pass by, accompanied by his three +children. He was a gardener, just returning home after working in a +garden near the eastern wall of the city, and carrying a bundle of +lopped branches. The soldiers perceiving by his dress that he was a +pagan, seized him, and ordered him to assist Jesus in carrying his +cross. He refused at first, but was soon compelled to obey, although +his children, being frightened, cried and made a great noise, upon +which some women quieted and took charge of them. Simon was much +annoyed, and expressed the greatest vexation at being obliged to walk +with a man in so deplorable a condition of dirt and misery; but Jesus +wept, and cast such a mild and heavenly look upon him that he was +touched, and instead of continuing to show reluctance, helped him to +rise, while the executioners fastened one arm of the cross on his +shoulders, and he walked behind our Lord, thus relieving him in a great +measure from its weight; and when all was arranged, the procession +moved forward. Simon was a stout-looking man, apparently about forty +years of age. His children were dressed in tunics made of a variegated +material; the two eldest, named Rufus and Alexander, afterwards joined +the disciples; the third was much younger, but a few years later went +to live with St. Stephen. Simon had not carried the cross after Jesus +any length of time before he felt his heart deeply touched by grace. + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +The Veil of Veronica. + + + +While the procession was passing through a long street, an incident +took place which made a strong impression upon Simon. Numbers of +respectable persons were hurrying towards the Temple, of whom many got +out of the way when they saw Jesus, from a Pharisaical fear of +defilement, while others, on the contrary, stopped and expressed pity +for his sufferings. But when the procession had advanced about two +hundred steps from the spot where Simon began to assist our Lord in +carrying his cross, the door of a beautiful house on the left opened, +and a woman of majestic appearance, holding a young girl by the hand, +came out, and walked up to the very head of the procession. Seraphia +was the name of the brave woman who thus dared to confront the enraged +multitude; she was the wife of Sirach, one of the councillors belonging +to the Temple, and was afterwards known by the name of Veronica, which +name was given from the words vera icon (true portrait), to commemorate +her brave conduct on this day. + +Seraphia had prepared some excellent aromatic wine, which she +piously intended to present to our Lord to refresh him on his dolorous +way to Calvary. She had been standing in the street for some time, and +at last went back into the house to wait. She was, when I first saw +her, enveloped in a long veil, and holding a little girl of nine years +of age, whom she had adopted, by the hand; a large veil was likewise +hanging on her arm, and the little girl endeavoured to hide the jar of +wine when the procession approached. Those who were marching at the +head of the procession tried to push her back; but she made her way +through the mob, the soldiers, and the archers, reached Jesus, fell on +her knees before him, and presented the veil, saying at the same time, +'Permit me to wipe the face of my Lord.' Jesus took the veil in his left +hand, wiped his bleeding face, and returned it with thanks. Seraphia +kissed it, and put it under her cloak. The girl then timidly offered +the wine, but the brutal soldiers would not allow Jesus to drink it. +The suddenness of this courageous act of Seraphia had surprised the +guards, and caused a momentary although unintentional halt, of which +she had taken advantage to present the veil to her Divine Master. Both +the Pharisees and the guards were greatly exasperated, not only by the +sudden halt, but much more by the public testimony of veneration which +was thus paid to Jesus, and they revenged themselves by striking and +abusing him, while Seraphia returned in haste to her house. + +No sooner did she reach her room than she placed the woollen veil on +a table, and fell almost senseless on her knees. A friend who entered +the room a short time after, found her thus kneeling, with the child +weeping by her side, and saw, to his astonishment, the bloody +countenance of our Lord imprinted upon the veil, a perfect likeness, +although heartrending and painful to look upon. He roused Seraphia, and +pointed to the veil. She again knelt down before it, and exclaimed +through her tears, 'Now I shall indeed leave all with a happy heart, for +my Lord has given me a remembrance of himself.' The texture of this veil +was a species of very fine wool; it was three times the length of its +width, and was generally worn on the shoulders. It was customary to +present these veil to persons who were in affliction, or overfatigued, +or ill, that they might wipe their faces with them, and it was done in +order to express sympathy or compassion. Veronica kept this veil until +her death, and hung it at the head of her bed; it was then given to the +Blessed Virgin, who left it to the Apostles and they afterwards passed +it on to the Church. + +Seraphis and John the Baptist were cousins, her father and Zacharias +being brothers. When Joachim and Anna brought the Blessed Virgin, who +was then only four years old, up to Jerusalem, to place her among the +virgins in the Temple, they lodged in the house of Zacharias, which was +situated near the fish-market. Seraphia was at least five years older +than the Blessed Virgin, was present at her marriage with St. Joseph, +and was likewise related to the aged Simeon, who prophesied when the +Child Jesus was put into his arms. She was brought up with his sons, +both of whom, as well as Seraphia, he imbued with his ardent desire of +seeing our Lord. When Jesus was twelve years old, and remained teaching +in the Temple, Seraphia, who was not then married, sent food for him +every day to a little inn, a quarter of a mile from Jerusalem, where he +dwelt when he was not in the Temple. Mary wet there for two days, when +on her way from Bethlehem to Jerusalem to offer her Child in the +Temple. The two old men who kept this inn were Essenians, and well +acquainted with the Holy Family; it contained a kind of foundation for +the poor, and Jesus and his disciples often went there for a night's +lodging. + +Seraphia married rather late in life; her husband, Sirach, was +descended from the chaste Susannah, and was a member of the Sanhedrin. +He was at first greatly opposed to our Lord, and his wife suffered much +on account of her attachment to Jesus, and to the holy women, but +Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus brought him to a better state of +feeling, and he allowed Seraphia to follow our Lord. When Jesus was +unjustly accused in the court of Caiphas, the husband of Seraphia +joined with Joseph and Nicodemus in attempts to obtain the liberation +of our Lord, and all three resigned their seats in the Council. + +Seraphia was about fifty at the time of the triumphant procession of +our Lord when he entered into Jerusalem on Palm Sunday, and I then saw +her take off her veil and spread it on the ground for him to walk upon. +It was this same veil, which she presented to Jesus, at this his second +procession, a procession which outwardly appeared to be far less +glorious, but was in fact much more so. This veil obtained for her the +name of Veronica, and it is still shown for the veneration of the +faithful. + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +The Fourth and Fifth Falls of Jesus. + +The Daughters of Jerusalem. + + + +The procession was still at some distance from the south-west gate, +which was large, and attached to the fortifications, and the street was +rough and steep; it had first to pass under a vaulted arch, then over a +bridge, and finally under a second arch. The wall on the left side of +the gate runs first in southerly direction, then deviates a little to +the west, and finally runs to the south behind Mount Sion. When the +procession was near this gate, the brutal archers shoved Jesus into a +stagnant pool, which was close to it; Simon of Cyrene, in his +endeavours to avoid the pool, gave the cross a twist, which caused +Jesus to fall down for the fourth time in the midst of the dirty mud, +and Simon had the greatest difficulty in lifting up the cross again. +Jesus then exclaimed in a tone which, although clear, was moving and +sad: 'Jerusalem, Jerusalem, how often would I have gathered together thy +children as the hen doth gather her chickens under her wings, and thou +wouldst not!' When the Pharisees heard these words, they became still +more angry, and recommencing their insults and blows endeavoured to +force him to get up out of the mud. Their cruelty to Jesus so +exasperated Simon of Cyrene that he at last exclaimed, 'If you continue +this brutal conduct, I will throw down the cross and carry it no +farther. I will do so if you kill me for it.' + +A narrow and stony path was visible as soon as the gate was passed, +and this path ran in a northerly direction, and led to Calvary. The +high road from which it deviates divided shortly after into three +branches, one to the south-west, which led to Bethlehem, through the +vale of Gihon; a second to the south towards Emmaus and Joppa; a third, +likewise to the south-west, wound round Calvary, and terminated at the +gate which led to Bethsur. A person standing at the gate through which +Jesus was led might easily see the gate of Bethlehem. The officers had +fastened an inscription upon a post which stood at the commencement of +the road to Calvary, to inform those who passed by that Jesus and the +two thieves were condemned to death. A group of women had gathered +together near this spot, and were weeping and lamenting; many carried +young children in their arms; the greatest part were young maidens and +women from Jerusalem, who had preceded the procession, but a few came +from Bethlehem, from Hebron, and from other neighbouring places, in +order to celebrate the Pasch. + +Jesus was on the point of again falling, but Simon, who was behind, +perceiving that he could not stand, hastened to support him; he leant +upon Simon, and was thus saved from falling to the ground. When the +women and children of whom we have spoken above, saw the deplorable +condition to which our Lord was reduced, they uttered loud cries, wept, +and, according to the Jewish custom, presented him cloths to wipe his +face. Jesus turned towards them and said: 'Daughters of Jerusalem, weep +not over me, but weep for yourselves and for your children. For behold +the days shall come wherein they will say: Blessed are the barren, and +the wombs that have not borne, and the papas that have not given suck. +Then shall they begin to say to the mountains: Fall upon us, and to the +hills: Cover us. For if in the green wood they do these things, what +shall be done in the dry?' He then addressed a few words of consolation +to hem, which I do not exactly remember. + +The procession made a momentary halt. The executioners, who set of +first, had reached Calvary with the instruments for the execution, and +were followed by a hundred of the Roman soldiers who had started with +Pilate; he only accompanied the procession as far as the gateway, and +returned to the town. + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +Jesus on Mount Golgotha. + +Sixth and Seventh Falls of Jesus. + + + +The procession again moved on; the road was very steep and rough +between the walls of the town and Calvary, and Jesus had the greatest +difficulty in walking with his heavy burden on his shoulders; but his +cruel enemies, far from feeling the slightest compassion, or giving the +least assistance, continued to urge him on by the infliction of hard +blows, and the utterance of dreadful curses. At last they reached a +spot where the pathway turned suddenly to the south; here he stumbled +and fell for the sixth time. The fall was a dreadful one, but the +guards only struck him the harder to force him to get up, and no sooner +did he reach Calvary that he sank down again for the seventh time. + +Simon of Cyrene was filled with indignation and pity; +notwithstanding his fatigue, he wished to remain that he might assist +Jesus, but the archers first reviled, and then drove him away, and he +soon after joined the body of disciples. The executioners then ordered +the workmen and the boys who had carried the instruments of the +execution to depart, and the Pharisees soon arrived, for they were on +horseback, and had taken the smooth and easy road which ran to the east +of Calvary. There was a fine view of the whole town of Jerusalem from +the top of Calvary. This top was circular, and about the size of an +ordinary ridingschool, surrounded by a low wall, and with five separate +entrances. This appeared to be the usual number in those parts, for +there were five roads at the baths, at the place where they baptised, +at the pool of Bethsaida, and there were likewise many towns with five +gates. In this, as in many other peculiarities of the Holy Land, there +was a deep prophetic signification; that number five, which so often +occurred, was a type of those five sacred wound of our Blessed Saviour, +which were to open to us the gates of Heaven. + +The horsemen stopped on the west side of the mount, where the +declivity was not so steep; for the side up which the criminals were +brought was both rough and steep. About a hundred soldiers were +stationed on different parts of the mountain, and as space was +required, the thieves were not brought to the top, but ordered to halt +before they reached it, and to lie on the ground with their arms +fastened to their crosses. Soldiers stood around and guarded them, +while crowds of persons who did not fear defiling themselves, stood +near the platform or on the neighbouring heights; these were mostly of +the lower classes--strangers, slaves, and pagans, and a number of them +were women. + +It wanted about a quarter to twelve when Jesus, loaded with his +cross, sank down at the precise spot where he was to be crucified. The +barbarous executioners dragged him up by the cords which they had +fastened round his waist, and then untied the arms of the cross, and +threw them on the ground. The sight of our Blessed Lord at this moment +was, indeed, calculated to move the hardest heart to compassion; he +stood or rather bent over the cross, being scarcely able to support +himself; his heavenly countenance was pale and was as that of a person +on the verge of death, although wounds and blood disfigured it to a +frightful degree; but the hearts of these cruel men were, alas! harder +than iron itself, and far from showing the slightest commiseration, +they threw him brutally down, exclaiming in a jeering tone, 'Most +powerful king, we are about to prepare thy throne.' Jesus immediately +placed himself upon the cross, and they measured him and marked the +places for his feet and hands; whilst the Pharisees continued to insult +their unresisting Victim. When the measurement was finished, they led +him to a cave cut in the rock, which had been used formerly as a +cellar, opened the door, and pushed him in so roughly that had it not +been for the support of angels, his legs must have been broken by so +hard a fall on the rough stone floor. I most distinctly heard his +groans of pain, but they closed the door quickly, and placed guards +before it, and the archers continued their preparations for the +crucifixion. The centre of the platform mentioned above was the most +elevated part of Calvary,--it was a round eminence, about two feet high, +and persons were obliged to ascend two of three steps to reach its top. +The executioners dug the holes for the three crosses at the top of this +eminence, and placed those intended for the thieves one on the right +and the other on the left of our Lord's; both were lower and more roughly +made than his. They then carried the cross of our Saviour to the spot +where they intended to crucify him, and placed it in such a position +that it would easily fall into the hole prepared for it. They fastened +the two arms strongly on to the body of the cross, nailed the board at +the bottom which was to support the feet, bored the holes for the +nails, and cut different hollows in the wood in the parts which would +receive the head and back of our Lord, in order that his body might +rest against the cross, instead of being suspended from it. Their aim +in this was the prolongation of his tortures, for if the whole weight +of this body was allowed to fall upon the hands the holes might be +quite torn open, and death ensue more speedily than they desired. The +executioners then drove into the ground the pieces of wood which were +intended to keep the cross upright, and made a few other similar +preparations. + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +The Departure of Mary and the holy Women of Calvary. + + + +Although the Blessed Virgin was carried away fainting after the sad +meeting with her Son loaded with his cross, yet she soon recovered +consciousness; for love, and the ardent desire of seeing him once more, +imparted to her a supernatural feeling of strength. Accompanied by her +companions she went to the house of Lazarus, which was at the bottom of +the town, and where Martha, Magdalen, and many holy women were already +assembled. All were sad and depressed, but Magdalen could not restrain +her tears and lamentations. They started from this house, about +seventeen in number, to make the way of the cross, that is to say, to +follow every step Jesus had taken in this most painful journey. Mary +counted each footstep, and being interiorly enlightened, pointed out to +her companions those places which had been consecrated by peculiar +sufferings. Then did the sharp sword predicted by aged Simeon impress +for the first time in the heart of Mary that touching devotion which +has since been so constantly practised in the Church. Mary imparted it +to her companions, and they in their turn left it to future +generations,--a most precious gift indeed, bestowed by our Lord on his +beloved Mother, and which passed from her heart to the hearts of her +children through the revered voice of tradition. + +When these holy women reached the house of Veronica they entered it, +because Pilate and his officers were at that moment passing through the +street, on their way home. They burst forth into unrestrained tears +when they beheld the countenance of Jesus imprinted on the veil, and +they returned thanks to God for the favour he had bestowed on his +faithful servant. They took the jar of aromatic wine which the Jews had +prevented Jesus from drinking, and set off together towards Golgotha. +Their number was considerably increased, for many pious men and women +whom the sufferings of our Lord had filled with pity had joined them, +and they ascended the west side of Calvary, as the declivity there was +not so great. The Mother of Jesus, accompanied by her niece, Mary (the +daughter of Cleophas), John, and Salome went quite up to the round +platform; but Martha, Mary of Heli, Veronica, Johanna Chusa, Susanna, +and Mary, the mother of Mark, remained below with Magdalen, who could +hardly support herself. Lower down on the mountain there was a third +group of holy women, and there were a few scattered individuals between +the three groups, who carried messages from one to the other. The +Pharisees on horseback rode to and fro among the people, and the five +entrances were guarded by Roman soldiers. Mary kept her eyes fixed on +the fatal spot, and stood as if entranced,--it was indeed a sight +calculated to appal and rend the heart of a mother. There lay the +terrible cross, the hammers, the ropes, the nails, and alongside of +these frightful instruments to torture stood the brutal executioners, +half drunk, and almost without clothing, swearing and blaspheming, +whilst making their preparations. The sufferings of the Blessed Virgin +were greatly increased by her not being able to see her Son; she knew +that he was still alive, and she felt the most ardent desire once more +to behold him, while the thought of the torments he still had to endure +made her heart ready to burst with grief. + +A little hail had been falling at times during the morning, but the +sun came out again after ten o'clock, and a thick red fog began to +obscure it towards twelve. + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +The Nailing of Jesus to the Cross. + + + +The preparations for the crucifixion being finished four archers +went to the cave where they had confined our Lord and dragged him out +with their usual brutality, while the mob looked on and made use of +insulting language, and the Roman soldiers regarded all with +indifference, and thought of nothing but maintaining order. When Jesus +was again brought forth, the holy women gave a man some money, and +begged him to pay the archer anything they might demand if they would +allow Jesus to drink the wine which Veronica had prepared; but the +cruel executioners, instead of giving it to Jesus, drank it themselves. +They had brought two vases with them, one of which contained vinegar +and gall, and the other a mixture which looked like wine mixed with +myrrh and absinthe; they offered a glass of the latter to our Lord, +which he tasted, but would not drink. + +There were eighteen archers on the platform; the six who had +scourged Jesus, the four who had conducted him to Calvary, the two who +held the ropes which supported the cross, and six others who came for +the purpose of crucifying him. They were strangers in the pay of either +the Jews or the Romans, and were short thick-set men, with most +ferocious countenances, rather resembling wild beasts than human +beings, and employing themselves alternately in drinking and in making +preparations for the crucifixion. + +This scene was rendered the more frightful to me by the sight of +demons, who were invisible to others, and I saw large bodies of evil +spirits under the forms of toads, serpents, sharp-clawed dragons, and +venomous insects, urging these wicked men to still greater cruelty, and +perfectly darkening the air. They crept into the mouths and into the +hearts of the assistants, sat upon their shoulders, filled their minds +with wicked images, and incited them to revile and insult our Lord with +still greater brutality. Weeping angels, however, stood around Jesus, +and the sight of their tears consoled me not a little, and they were +accompanied by little angels of glory, whose heads alone I saw. There +were likewise angels of pity and angels of consolation among them; the +latter frequently approached the Blessed Virgin and the rest of the +pious persons who were assembled there, and whispered words of comfort +which enabled them to bear up with firmness. + +The executioners soon pulled off our Lord's cloak, the belt to which +the ropes were fastened, and his own belt, when they found it was +impossible to drag the woollen garment which his Mother had woven for +him over his head, on account of the crown of thorns; they tore off +this most painful crown, thus reopening every wound, and seizing the +garment, tore it mercilessly over his bleeding and wounded head. Our +dear Lord and Saviour then stood before his cruel enemies, stripped of +all save the short scapular which was on his shoulders, and the linen +which girded his loins. His scapular was of wool; the wool had stuck to +the wounds, and indescribable was the agony of pain he suffered when +they pulled it roughly off. He shook like the aspen as he stood before +them, for he was so weakened from suffering and loss of blood that he +could not support himself for more than a few moments; he was covered +with open wounds, and his shoulders and back were torn to the bone by +the dreadful scourging he had endured. He was about to fall when the +executioners, fearing that he might die, and thus deprive them of the +barbarous pleasure of crucifying him, led him to a large stone and +placed him roughly down upon it, but no sooner was he seated than they +aggravated his sufferings by putting the crown of thorns again upon his +head. They then offered him some vinegar and gall, from which, however, +he turned away in silence. The executioners did not allow him to rest +long, but bade him rise and place himself on the cross that they might +nail him to it. Then seizing his right arm they dragged it to the hole +prepared for the nail, and having tied it tightly down with a cord, one +of them knelt upon his sacred chest, a second held his hand flat, and a +third taking a long thick nail, pressed it on the open palm of that +adorable hand, which had ever been open to bestow blessings and favours +on the ungrateful Jews, and with a great iron hammer drove it through +the flesh, and far into the wood of the cross. Our Lord uttered one +deep but suppressed groan, and his blood gushed forth and sprinkled the +arms of the archers. I counted the blows of the hammer, but my extreme +grief made me forget their number. The nails were very large, the heads +about the size of a crown piece, and the thickness that of a man's thumb, +while the points came through at the back of the cross. The Blessed +Virgin stood motionless; from time to time you might distinguish her +plaintive moans; she appeared as if almost fainting from grief, and +Magdalen was quite beside herself. When the executioners had nailed the +right hand of our Lord, they perceived that his left hand did not reach +the hole they had bored to receive the nail, therefore they tied ropes +to his left arm, and having steadied their feet against the cross, +pulled the left hand violently until it reached the place prepared for +it. This dreadful process caused our Lord indescribable agony, his +breast heaved, and his legs were quite contracted. They again knelt +upon him, tied down his arms, and drove the second nail into his left +hand; his blood flowed afresh, and his feeble groans were once more +heard between the blows of the hammer, but nothing could move the +hard-hearted executioners to the slightest pity. The arms of Jesus, +thus unnaturally stretched out, no longer covered the arms of the +cross, which were sloped; there was a wide space between them and his +armpits. Each additional torture and insult inflicted on our Lord +caused a fresh pang in the heart of his Blessed Mother; she became +white as a corpse, but as the Pharisees endeavoured to increase her +pain by insulting words and gestures, the disciples led her to a group +of pious women who were standing a little farther off. + +The executioners had fastened a piece of wood at the lower part of +the cross under where the feet of Jesus would be nailed, that thus the +weight of his body might not rest upon the wounds of his hands, as also +to prevent the bones of his feet from being broken when nailed to the +cross. A hole had been pierced in this wood to receive the nail when +driven through his feet, and there was likewise a little hollow place +for his heels. These precautions were taken lest his wounds should be +torn open by the weight of this body, and death ensue before he had +suffered all the tortures which they hoped to see him endure. The whole +body of our Lord had been dragged upward, and contracted by the violent +manner with which the executioners had stretched out his arms, and his +knees were bent up; they therefore flattened and tied them down tightly +with cords; but soon perceiving that his feet did not reach the bit of +wood which was placed for them to rest upon, they became infuriated. +Some of their number proposed making fresh holes for the nails which +pierced his hands, as there would be considerable difficulty in +removing the bit of wood, but the others would do nothing of the sort, +and continued to vociferate, 'He will not stretch himself out, but we +will help him;' they accompanied these words with the most fearful oaths +and imprecations, and having fastened a rope to his right leg, dragged +it violently until it reached the wood, and then tied it down as +tightly as possible. The agony which Jesus suffered from this violent +tension was indescribable; the words 'My God, my God,' escaped his lips, +and the executioners increased his pain by tying his chest and arms to +the cross, lest the hands should be torn from the nails. They then +fastened his left foot on to his right foot, having first bored a hole +through them with a species of piercer, because they could not be +placed in such a position as to be nailed together at once. Next they +took a very long nail and drove it completely through both feet into +the cross below, which operation was more than usually painful, on +account of his body being so unnaturally stretched out; I counted at +least six and thirty blows of the hammer. During the whole time of the +crucifixion our Lord never ceased praying, and repeating those passages +in the Psalms which he was then accompanying, although from time to +time a feeble moan caused by excess of suffering might be heard. In +this manner he had prayed when carrying his cross, and thus he +continued to pray until his death. I heard him repeat all these +prophecies; I repeated them after him, and I have often since noted the +different passages when reading the Psalms, but I now feel so exhausted +with grief that I cannot at all connect them. + +When the crucifixion of Jesus was finished, the commander of the +Roman soldiers ordered Pilate's inscription to be nailed on the top of +the cross. The Pharisees were much incensed at this, and their anger +was increased by the jeers of the Roman soldiers, who pointed at their +crucified king; they therefore hastened back to Jerusalem, determined +to use their best endeavours to persuade the governor to allow them to +substitute another inscription. + +It was about a quarter past twelve when Jesus was crucified, and at +the moment the cross was lifted up, the Temple resounded with the blast +of trumpets, which were always blown to announce the sacrifice of the +Paschal Lamb. + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +Raising of the Cross. + + + +When the executioners had finished the crucifixion of our Lord, they +tied ropes to the trunk of the cross, and fastened the ends of these +ropes round a long beam which was fixed firmly in the ground at a +little distance, and by means of these ropes they raised the cross. +Some of their number supported it while others shoved its foot towards +the hole prepared for its reception--the heavy cross fell into this hole +with a frightful shock--Jesus uttered a faint cry, and his wounds were +torn open in the most fearful manner, his blood again burst forth, and +his half dislocated bones knocked one against the other. The archers +pushed the cross to get it thoroughly into the hole, and caused it to +vibrate still more by planting five stakes around to support it. + +A terrible, but at the same time a touching sight it was to behold +the cross raised up in the midst of the vast concourse of persons who +were assembled all around; not only insulting soldiers, proud +Pharisees, and the brutal Jewish mob were there, but likewise strangers +from all parts. The air resounded with acclamations and derisive cries +when they beheld it towering on high, and after vibrating for a moment +in the air, fall with a heavy crash into the hole cut for it in the +rock. But words of love and compassion resounded through the air at the +same moment; and need we say that these words, these sounds, were +emitted by the most saintly of human beings--Mary--John--the holy women, and all +who were pure of heart? They bowed down and adored the 'Word made flesh,' +nailed to the cross; they stretched forth their hands as if desirous of +giving assistance to the Holy of Holies, whom they beheld nailed to a +cross and in the power of his furious enemies. But when the solemn +sound of the fall of the cross into the hole prepared for it in the +rock was heard, a dead silence ensued, every heart was filled with an +indefinable feeling of awe--a feeling never before experienced, and for +which no one could account, even to himself; all the inmates of hell +shook with terror, and vented their rage by endeavouring to stimulate +the enemies of Jesus to still greater fury and brutality; the souls in +Limbo were filled with joy and hope, for the sound was to them a +harbinger of happiness, the prelude to the appearance of their +Deliverer. Thus was the blessed cross of our Lord planted for the first +time on the earth; and well might it be compared to the tree of life in +Paradise, for the wounds of Jesus were as sacred fountains, from which +flowed four rivers destined both to purify the world from the curse of +sin, and to give it fertility, so as to produce fruit unto salvation. + +The eminence on which the cross was planted was about two feet +higher than the surrounding parts; the feet of Jesus were sufficiently +near the ground for his friends to be able to reach to kiss them, and +his face was turned to the north-west. + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +Crucifixion of the Thieves. + + + +During the time of the crucifixion of Jesus, the two thieves were +left lying on the ground at some distance off; their arms were fastened +to the crosses on which they were to be executed, and a few soldiers +stood near on guard. The accusation which had been proved against them +was that of having assassinated a Jewish woman who, with her children, +was travelling from Jerusalem to Joppa. They were arrested, under the +disguise of rich merchants, at a castle in which Pilate resided +occasionally, when employed in exercising his troops, and they had been +imprisoned for a long time before being brought to trial. The thief +placed on the left-hand side was much older than the other; a regular +miscreant, who had corrupted the younger. They were commonly called +Dismas and Gesmas, and as I forget their real names I shall distinguish +them by these terms, calling the good one Dismas, and the wicked one +Gesmas. Both the one and the other belonged to a band of robbers who +infested the frontiers of Egypt; and it was in a cave inhabited by +these robbers that the Holy Family took refuge when flying into Egypt, +at the time of the massacre of the Innocents. The poor leprous child, +who was instantly cleansed by being dipped in the water which had been +used for washing the infant Jesus, was no other than this Dismas, and +the charity of his mother, in receiving and granting hospitality to the +Holy Family, had been rewarded by the cure of her child; while this +outward purification was an emblem of the inward purification which was +afterwards accomplished in the soul of Dismas on Mount Calvary, through +that Sacred Blood which was then shed on the cross for our redemption. +Dismas knew nothing at all about Jesus, but as his heart was not +hardened, the sight of the extreme patience of our Lord moved him much. +When the executioners had finished putting up the cross of Jesus, they +ordered the thieves to rise without delay, and they loosened their +fetters in order to crucify them at once, as the sky was becoming very +cloudy and bore every appearance of an approaching storm. After giving +them some myrrh and vinegar, they stripped off their ragged clothing, +tied ropes round their arms, and by the help of small ladders dragged +them up to their places on the cross. The executioners then bound the +arms of the thieves to the cross, with cords made of the bark of trees, +and fastened their wrists, elbows, knees, and feet in like manner, +drawing the cords so tight that their joints cracked, and the blood +burst out. They uttered piercing cries, and the good thief exclaimed as +they were drawing him up, 'This torture is dreadful, but if they had +treated us as they treated the poor Galilean, we should have been dead +long ago.' + +The executioners had divided the garments of Jesus, in order to draw +lots for them; his mantle, which was narrow at the top, was very wide +at the bottom, and lined over the chest, thus forming a pocket between +the lining and the material itself; the lining they pulled out, tore +into bands, and divided. They did the same with his long white robe, +belt, scapular, and under-garment, which was completely saturated with +his Sacred Blood. Not being able to agree as to who was to be the +possessor of the seamless robe woven by his Mother, which could not be +cut up and divided, they brought out a species of chessboard marked +with figures, and were about to decide the point by lots, when a +messenger, sent by Nicodemus and Joseph of Arimathea, informed them +that there were persons ready to purchase all the clothes of Jesus; +they therefore gathered them together and sold them in a bundle. Thus +did the Christians get possession of these precious relics. + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +Jesus hanging on the Cross between two Thieves. + + + +The tremendous concussion caused by the fall of the cross into the +hole prepared for it drove the sharp points of the crown of thorns, +which was still upon the head of our dear Saviour, still deeper into +his sacred flesh, and blood ran down again in streams, both from it and +from his hands and feet. The archers then placed ladders against the +sides of the cross, mounted them and unfastened the ropes with which +they had bound our Lord to the cross, previous to lifting it up, +fearing that the shock might tear open the wounds in his hands and +feet, and that then the nails would no longer support his body. His +blood had become, in a certain degree, stagnated by his horizontal +position and the pressure of the cords, but when these were withdrawn, +it resumed its usual course, and caused such agonising sensations +throughout his countless wounds, that he bowed his head, and remained +as if dead for more than seven minutes. A pause ensued; the +executioners were occupied with the division of his garments; the +trumpets in the Temple no longer resounded; and all the actors in this +fearful tragedy appeared to be exhausted, some by grief, and others by +the efforts they had made to compass their wicked ends, and by the joy +which they felt now at having at last succeeded in bringing about the +death of him whom they had so long envied. With mixed feelings of fear +and compassion I cast my eyes upon Jesus,--Jesus my Redeemer,--the Redeemer +of the world. I beheld him motionless, and almost lifeless. I felt as +if I myself must expire; my heart was overwhelmed between grief, love, +and horror; my mind was half wandering, my hands and feet burning with +a feverish heat; each vein, nerve, and limb was racked with +inexpressible pain; I saw nothing distinctly, excepting my beloved +Spouse hanging on the cross. I contemplated his disfigured countenance, +his head encircled with that terrible crown of thorns, which prevented +his raising it even for a moment without the most intense suffering, +his mouth parched and half open from exhaustion, and his hair and beard +clotted with blood. His chest was torn with stripes and wounds, and his +elbows, wrists, and shoulders so violently distended as to be almost +dislocated; blood constantly trickled down from the gaping wounds in +his hands, and the flesh was so torn from his ribs that you might +almost count them. His legs and thighs, as also his arms, were +stretched out almost to dislocation, the flesh and muscles so +completely laid bare that every bone was visible, and his whole body +covered with black, green, and reeking wounds. The blood which flowed +from his wounds was at first red, but it became by degrees light and +watery, and the whole appearance of his body was that of a corpse ready +for interment. And yet, notwithstanding the horrible wounds with which +he was covered, notwithstanding the state of ignominy to which he was +reduced, there still remained that inexpressible look of dignity and +goodness which had ever filled all beholders with awe. + +The complexion of our Lord was fair, like that of Mary, and slightly +tinted with red; but his exposure to the weather during the last three +years had tanned him considerably. His chest was wide, but not hairy +like that of St. John Baptist; his shoulders broad, and his arms and +thighs sinewy; his knees were strong and hardened, as is usually the +case with those who have either walked or knelt much, and his legs +long, with very strong muscles; his feet were well formed, and his +hands beautiful, the fingers being long and tapering, and although not +delicate like those of a woman, still not resembling those of a man who +had laboured hard. His neck was rather long, with a well-set and finely +proportioned head; his forehead large and high; his face oval; his +hair, which was far from thick, was of a golden brown colour, parted in +the middle and falling over his shoulders; his beard was not any great +length, but pointed and divided under the chin. When I contemplated him +on the cross, his hair was almost all torn off, and what remained was +matted and clotted with blood; his body was one wound, and every limb +seemed as if dislocated. + +The crosses of the two thieves were placed, the one to the right and +the other to the left of Jesus; there was sufficient space left for a +horseman to ride between them. Nothing can be imagined more distressing +than the appearance of the thieves on their crosses; they suffered +terribly, and the one on the left-hand side never ceased cursing and +swearing. The cords with which they were tied were very tight, and +caused great pain; their countenances were livid, and their eyes +enflamed and ready to start from the sockets. The height of the crosses +of the two thieves was much less than that of our Lord. + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +First Word of Jesus on the Cross. + + + +As soon as the executioners had crucified the two thieves and +divided the garment of Jesus between them, they gathered up their +tools, addressed a few more insulting words to our Lord, and went away. +The Pharisees, likewise, rode up to Jesus, looked at him scornfully, +made use of some opprobrious expression, and then left the place. The +Roman soldiers, of whom a hundred had been posted round Calvary, were +marched away, and their places filled by fifty others, the command of +whom was given to Abenadar, an Arab by birth, who afterwards took the +name of Ctesiphon in baptism; and the second in command was Cassius, +who, when he became a Christian, was known by the name of Longinus: +Pilate frequently made use of him as a messenger. Twelve Pharisees, +twelve Sadducees, as many scribes, and a few ancients, accompanied by +those Jews who had been endeavouring to persuade Pilate to change the +inscription on the Cross of Jesus, then came up: they were furious, as +the Roman governor had given them a direct refusal. They rode round the +platform, and drove away the Blessed Virgin, whom St. John led to the +holy women. When they passed the Cross of Jesus, they shook their heads +disdainfully at him, exclaiming at the same time, 'Vah! thou that +destroyest the temple of God, and in three days buildest it up again, +save thyself, coming down from the Cross. Let Christ, the King of +Israel, come down now from the Cross, that we may see and believe.' The +soldiers, likewise, made use of deriding language. + +The countenance and whole body of Jesus became even more colourless: +he appeared to be on the point of fainting, and Gesmas (the wicked +thief) exclaimed, 'The demon by whom he is possessed is about to leave +him.' A soldier then took a sponge, filled it with vinegar, put it on a +reed, and presented it to Jesus, who appeared to drink. 'If thou art the +King of the Jews,' said the soldier, 'save thyself, coming down from the +Cross.' These things took place during the time that the first band of +soldiers was being relieved by that of Abenadar. Jesus raised his head +a little, and said, 'Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.' +And Gesmas cried out, 'If thou art the Christ, save thyself and us.' Dismas +(the good thief) was silent, but he was deeply moved at the prayer of +Jesus for his enemies. When Mary heard the voice of her Son, unable to +restrain herself, she rushed forward, followed by John, Salome, and +Mary of Cleophas, and approached the Cross, which the kind-hearted +centurion did not prevent. The prayers of Jesus obtained for the good +thief a moist powerful grace; he suddenly remembered that it was Jesus +and Mary who had cured him of leprosy in his childhood, and he +exclaimed in a loud and clear voice, 'How can you insult him when he +prays for you? He has been silent, and suffered all your outrages with +patience; he is truly a Prophet--he is our King--he is the Son of God.' This +unexpected reproof from the lips of a miserable malefactor who was +dying on a cross caused a tremendous commotion among the spectators; +they gathered up stones, and wished to throw them at him; but the +centurion Abenadar would not allow it. + +The Blessed Virgin was much comforted and strengthened by the prayer +of Jesus, and Dismas said to Gesmas, who was still blaspheming Jesus, +'Neither dost thou fear God, seeing thou art under the same condemnation. +And we indeed justly, for we receive the due reward of our deeds; but +this man hath done no evil. Remember thou art now at the point of +death, and repent.' He was enlightened and touched: he confessed his sins +to Jesus, and said: 'Lord, if thou condemnest me it will be with justice.' +And Jesus replied, 'Thou shalt experience my mercy.' Dismas, filled with +the most perfect contrition, began instantly to thank God for the great +graces he had received, and to reflect over the manifold sins of his +past life. All these events took place between twelve and the half-hour +shortly after the crucifixion; but such a surprising change had taken +place in the appearance of nature during that time as to astonish the +beholders and fill their minds with awe and terror. + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +Eclipse of the Sun. + +Second and Third Word of Jesus on the Cross. + + + +A little hail had fallen at about ten o'clock,--when Pilate was passing +sentence,--and after that the weather cleared up, until towards twelve, +when the thick red-looking fog began to obscure the sun. Towards the +sixth hour, according to the manner of counting of the Jews, the sun +was suddenly darkened. I was shown the exact cause of this wonderful +phenomenon; but I have unfortunately partly forgotten it, and what I +have not forgotten I cannot find words to express; but I was lifted up +from the earth, and beheld the stars and the planets moving about out +of their proper spheres. I saw the moon like an immense ball of fire +rolling along as if flying from the earth. I was then suddenly taken +back to Jerusalem, and I beheld the moon reappear behind the Mountain +of Olives, looking pale and full, and advancing rapidly towards the +sun, which was dim and over-shrouded by a fog. I saw to the east of the +sun a large dark body which had the appearance of a mountain, and which +soon entirely hid the sun. The centre of this body was dark yellow, and +a red circle like a ring of fire was round it. The sky grew darker and +the stars appeared to cast a red and lurid light. Both men and beasts +were struck with terror; the enemies of Jesus ceased reviling him, +while the Pharisees endeavoured to give philosophical reasons for what +was taking place, but they failed in their attempt, and were reduced to +silence. Many were seized with remorse, struck their breasts, and cried +out, 'May his blood fall upon his murderers!' Numbers of others, whether +near the Cross or at a distance, fell on their knees and entreated +forgiveness of Jesus, who turned his eyes compassionately upon them in +the midst of his sufferings. However, the darkness continued to +increase, and everyone excepting Mary and the most faithful among the +friends of Jesus left the Cross. Dismas then raised his head, and in a +tone of humility and hope said to Jesus, 'Lord, remember me when thou +shalt come into thy kingdom.' And Jesus made answer, 'Amen, I say to thee, +This day thou shalt be with me in Paradise.' Magdalen, Mary of Cleophas, +and John stood near the Cross of our Lord and looked at him, while the +Blessed Virgin, filled with intense feelings of motherly love, +entreated her Son to permit her to die with him; but he, casting a look +of ineffable tenderness upon her, turned to John and said, 'Woman, behold +thy son;' then he said to John, 'Behold thy mother.' John looked at his dying +Redeemer, and saluted this beloved mother (whom he henceforth +considered as his own) in the most respectful manner. The Blessed +Virgin was so overcome by grief at these words of Jesus that she almost +fainted, and was carried to a short distance from the Cross by the holy +women. + +I do not know whether Jesus really pronounced these words, but I +felt interiorly that he gave Mary to John as a mother, and John to Mary +as a son. In similar visions a person is often conscious of things +which are not written, and words can only express a portion of them, +although to the individual to whom they are shown they are so clear as +not to require explanation. For this reason it did not appear to me in +the least surprising that Jesus should call the Blessed Virgin 'Woman,' +instead of 'Mother.' I felt that he intended to demonstrate that she was +that woman spoken of in Scripture who was to crush the head of the +serpent, and that then was the moment in which that promise was +accomplished in the death of her Son. I knew that Jesus, by giving her +as a mother to John, gave her also as a mother to all who believe in +him, who become children of God, and are not born of flesh and blood, +or of the will of man, but of God. Neither did it appear to me +surprising that the most pure, the most humble, and the most obedient +among women, who, when saluted by the angel as 'full of grace,' immediately +replied, 'Behold the handmaid of the Lord, be it done to me according to +thy word,' and in whose sacred womb the Word was instantly made flesh,--that +she, when informed by her dying Son that she was to become the +spiritual mother of another son, should repeat the same words with +humble obedience, and immediately adopt as her children all the +children of God, the brothers of Jesus Christ. These things are much +easier to feel by the grace of God than to be expressed in words. I +remember my celestial Spouse once saying to me, 'Everything is imprinted +in the hearts of those children of the Church who believe, hope, and +love.' + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +The Fear felt by the Inhabitants of Jerusalem. + +Fourth Word of Jesus on the Cross. + + + +It was about half-past one o'clock when I was taken into Jerusalem to +see what was going on there. The inhabitants were perfectly overcome +with terror and anxiety; the streets dark and gloomy, and some persons +were feeling their way about, while others, seated on the ground with +their heads veiled, struck their breasts, or went up to the roofs of +their houses, looked at the sky, and burst forth in bitter +lamentations. Even the animals uttered mournful cries, and hid +themselves; the birds flew low, and fell to the ground. I saw Pilate +conferring with Herod on the alarming state of things: they were both +extremely agitated, and contemplated the appearance of the sky from +that terrace upon which Herod was standing when he delivered up Jesus +to be insulted by the infuriated rabble. 'These events are not in the +common course of nature,' they both exclaimed: 'they must be caused by the +anger of the gods, who are displeased at the cruelty which has been +exercised towards Jesus of Nazareth.' Pilate and Herod, surrounded by +guards, then directed their hasty trembling steps through the forum to +Herod's palace. Pilate turned away his head when he passed Gabbatha, from +whence he had condemned Jesus to be crucified. The square was almost +empty; a few persons might be seen re-entering their houses as quickly +as possible, and a few others running about and weeping, while two or +three small groups might be distinguished in the distance. Pilate sent +for some of the ancients and asked them what they thought the +astounding darkness could possible portend, and said that he himself +considered it a terrific proof of the anger of their God at the +crucifixion of the Galilean, who was most certainly their prophet and +their king: he added that he had nothing to reproach himself with on +that head, for he had washed his hands of the whole affair, and was, +therefore, quite innocent. The ancients were as hardened as ever, and +replied, in a sullen tone, that there was nothing unnatural in the +course of events, that they might be easily accounted for by +philosophers, and that they did not repent of anything they had done. +However, many persons were converted, and among others those soldiers +who fell to the ground at the words of our Lord when they were sent to +arrest him in the Garden of Olives. + +The rabble assembled before Pilate's house, and instead of the cry of +'Crucify him, crucify him!' which had resounded in the morning, you might +have heard vociferations of 'Down with the iniquitous judge!' 'May the blood +of the just man fall upon his murderers!' Pilate was much alarmed; he +sent for additional guards, and endeavoured to cast all the blame upon +the Jews. He again declared that the crime was not his; that he was no +subject of this Jesus, whom they had put to death unjustly, and who was +their king, their prophet, their Holy One; that they alone were guilty, +as it must be evident to all that he condemned Jesus solely from +compulsion. + +The Temple was thronged with Jews, who were intent on the immolation +of the Paschal lamb; but when the darkness increased to such a degree +that it was impossible to distinguish the countenance of one from that +of the other, they were seized with fear, horror, and dread, which they +expressed by mournful cries and lamentations. The High Priests +endeavoured to maintain order and quiet. All the lamps were lighted; +but the confusion became greater every moment, and Annas appeared +perfectly paralysed with terror. I saw him endeavouring to hide first +in one place, and then in another. When I left the Temple, and walked +through the streets, I remarked that, although not a breath of wind was +stirring, yet both the doors and windows of the houses were shaking as +if in a storm, and the darkness was becoming every moment more dense. + +The consternation produced by the sudden darkness at Mount Calvary +was indescribable. When it first commenced, the confusion of the noise +of the hammers, the vociferations of the rabble, the cries of the two +thieves on being fastened to their crosses, the insulting speeches of +the Pharisees, the evolutions of the soldiers, and the drunken shouts +of the executioners, had so completely engrossed the attention of +everyone, that the change which was gradually coming over the face of +nature was not remarked; but as the darkness increased, every sound +ceased, each voice was hushed, and remorse and terror took possession +of every heart, while the bystanders retired one by one to a distance +from the Cross. Then it was that Jesus gave his Mother to St. John, and +that she, overcome by grief, was carried away to a short distance. As +the darkness continued to grow more and more dense, the silence became +perfectly astounding; everyone appeared terror struck; some looked at +the sky, while others, filled with remorse, turned towards the Cross, +smote their breasts, and were converted. Although the Pharisees were in +reality quite as much alarmed as other persons, yet they endeavoured at +first to put a bold face on the matter, and declared that they could +see nothing unaccountable in these events; but at last even they lost +assurance, and were reduced to silence. The disc of the sun was of a +dark-yellow tint, rather resembling a mountain when viewed by +moonlight, and it was surrounded by a bright fiery ring; the stars +appeared, but the light they cast was red and lurid; the birds were so +terrified as to drop to the ground; the beasts trembled and moaned; the +horses and the asses of the Pharisees crept as close as possible to one +another, and put their heads between their legs. The thick fog +penetrated everything. + +Stillness reigned around the Cross. Jesus hung upon it alone; +forsaken by all,--disciples, followers, friends, his Mother even was +removed from his side; not one person of the thousands upon whom he had +lavished benefits was near to offer him the slightest alleviation in +his bitter agony,--his soul was overspread with an indescribable feeling +of bitterness and grief,--all within him was dark, gloomy, and wretched. +The darkness which reigned around was but symbolical of that which +overspread his interior; he turned, nevertheless, to his Heavenly +Father, he prayed for his enemies, he offered the chalice of his +sufferings for their redemption, he continued to pray as he had done +during the whole of his Passion, and repeated portions of those Psalms +the prophecies of which were then receiving their accomplishment in +him. I saw angels standing around. Again I looked at Jesus--my beloved +Spouse--on his Cross, agonising and dying, yet still in dreary solitude. +He at that moment endured anguish which no mortal pen can describe,--he +felt that suffering which would overwhelm a poor weak mortal if +deprived at once of all consolation, both divine and human, and then +compelled, without refreshment, assistance, or light, to traverse the +stormy desert of tribulation upheld by faith, hope, and charity alone. + +His sufferings were inexpressible; but it was by them that he +merited for us the grace necessary to resist those temptations to +despair which will assail us at the hour of death,--that tremendous hour +when we shall feel that we are about to leave all that is dear to us +here below. When our minds, weakened by disease, have lost the power of +reasoning, and even our hopes of mercy and forgiveness are become, as +it were, enveloped in mist and uncertainty,--then it is that we must fly +to Jesus, unite our feelings of desolation with that indescribable +dereliction which he endured upon the Cross, and be certain of +obtaining a glorious victory over our infernal enemies. Jesus then +offered to his Eternal Father his poverty, his dereliction, his +labours, and, above all, the bitter sufferings which our ingratitude +had caused him to endure in expiation for our sins and weakness; no +one, therefore, who is united to Jesus in the bosom of his Church must +despair at the awful moment preceding his exit from this life, even if +he be deprived of all sensible light and comfort; for he must then +remember that the Christian is no longer obliged to enter this dark +desert alone and unprotected, as Jesus has cast his own interior and +exterior dereliction on the Cross into this gulf of desolation, +consequently he will not be left to cope alone with death, or be +suffered to leave this world in desolation of spirit, deprived of +heavenly consolation. All fear of loneliness and despair in death must +therefore be cast away; for Jesus, who is our true light, the Way, the +Truth, and the Life, has preceded us on that dreary road, has +overspread it with blessings, and raised his Cross upon it, one glance +at which will calm our every fear. Jesus then (if we may so express +ourselves) made his last testament in the presence of his Father, and +bequeathed the merits of his Death and Passion to the Church and to +sinners. Not one erring soul was forgotten; he thought of each and +everyone; praying, likewise, even for those heretics who have +endeavoured to prove that, being God, he did not suffer as a man would +have suffered in his place. The cry which he allowed to pass his lips +in the height of his agony was intended not only to show the excess of +the sufferings he was then enduring, but likewise to encourage all +afflicted souls who acknowledge God as their Father to lay their +sorrows with filial confidence at his feet. It was towards three o'clock +when he cried out in a loud voice, 'Eloi, Eloi, lamma sabacthani?' 'My God, +my God, why hast thou forsaken me?' These words of our Lord interrupted +the dead silence which had continued so long; the Pharisees turned +towards him, and one of them said, 'Behold, he calleth Elias;' and another, +'Let us see whether Elias will come to deliver him.' When Mary heard the +voice of her divine Son, she was unable to restrain herself any longer, +but rushed forwards, and returned to the foot of the Cross, followed by +John, Mary the daughter of Cleophas, Mary Magdalen, and Salome. A troop +of about thirty horsemen from Judea and the environs of Joppa, who were +on their way to Jerusalem for the festival, passed by just at the time +when all was silent round the Cross, both assistants and spectators +being transfixed with terror and apprehensions. When they beheld Jesus +hanging on the Cross, saw the cruelty with which he had been treated, +and remarked the extraordinary signs of God's wrath which overspread the +face of nature, they were filled with horror, and exclaimed, 'If the +Temple of God were not in Jerusalem, the city should be burned to the +ground for having taken upon itself so fearful a crime.' These words from +the lips of strangers--strangers too who bore the appearance of persons of +rank--made a great impression on the bystanders, and loud murmurs and +exclamations of grief were heard on all sides; some individuals +gathered together in groups, more freely to indulge their sorrow, +although a certain portion of the crowd continued to blaspheme and +revile all around them. The Pharisees were compelled to assume a more +humble tone, for they feared great existing excitement among the +inhabitants of Jerusalem. They therefore held a consultation with +Abenadar, the centurion, and agreed with him that the gate of the city, +which was in the vicinity, should be closed, in order to prevent +farther communication, and that they should send to Pilate and Herod +for 500 men to guard against the chance of an insurrection, the +centurion, in the mean time, doing all in his power to maintain order, +and preventing the Pharisees from insulting Jesus, lest it should +exasperate the people still more. + +Shortly after three o'clock the light reappeared in a degree, the moon +began to pass away from the disc of the sun, while the sun again shone +forth, although its appearance was dim, being surrounded by a species +of red mist; by degrees it became more bright, and the stars vanished, +but the sky was still gloomy. The enemies of Jesus soon recovered their +arrogant spirit when they saw the light returning; and it was then that +they exclaimed, 'Behold, he calleth Elias.' + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +Fifth, Sixth, and Seventh Words of Jesus on the Cross. + +His Death. + + + +The light continued to return by degrees, and the livid exhausted +countenance of our Lord again became visible. His body was become much +more white from the quantity of blood he had lost; and I heard him +exclaim, 'I am pressed as the grape, which is trodden in the winepress. +My blood shall be poured out until water cometh, but wine shall here be +made no more.' I cannot be sure whether he really pronounced these words, +so as to be heard by others, or whether they were only an answer given +to my interior prayer. I afterwards had a vision relating to these +words, and in it I saw Japhet making wine in this place. + +Jesus was almost fainting; his tongue was parched, and he said: 'I +thirst.' The disciples who were standing round the Cross looked at him +with the deepest expression of sorrow, and he added, 'Could you not have +given me a little water?' By these words he gave them to understand that +no one would have prevented them from doing so during the darkness. +John was filled with remorse, and replied: 'We did not think of doing so, +O Lord.' Jesus pronounced a few more words, the import of which was: 'My +friends and my neighbours were also to forget me, and not give me to +drink, that so what was written concerning me might be fulfilled.' This +omission had afflicted him very much. The disciples then offered money +to the soldiers to obtain permission to give him a little water: they +refused to give it, but dipped a sponge in vinegar and gall, and were +about to offer it to Jesus, when the centurion Abenadar, whose heart +was touched with compassion, took it from them, squeezed out the gal, +poured some fresh vinegar upon it, and fastening it to a reed, put the +reed at the end of a lance, and presented it for Jesus to drink. I +heard our Lord say several other things, but I only remember these +words: 'When my voice shall be silent, the mouths of the dead shall be +opened.' Some of the bystanders cried out: 'He blasphemeth again.' But +Abenadar compelled them to be silent. + +The hour of our Lord was at last come; his death-struggle had +commenced; a cold sweat overspread every limb. John stood at the foot +of the Cross, and wiped the feet of Jesus with his scapular. Magdalen +was crouched to the ground in a perfect frenzy of grief behind the +Cross. The Blessed Virgin stood between Jesus and the good thief, +supported by Salome and Mary of Cleophas, with her eyes rivetted on the +countenance of her dying Son. Jesus then said: 'It is consummated;' and, +raising his head, cried out in a loud voice, 'Father, into thy hands I +commend my spirit.' These words, which he uttered in a clear and +thrilling tone, resounded through heaven and earth; and a moment after, +he bowed down his head and gave up the ghost. I saw his soul, under the +appearance of a bright meteor, penetrate the earth at the foot of the +Cross. John and the holy women fell prostrate on the ground. The +centurion Abenadar had kept his eyes steadfastly fixed on the +disfigured countenance of our Lord, and was perfectly overwhelmed by +all that had taken place. When our Lord pronounced his last words, +before expiring, in a loud tone, the earth trembled, and the rock of +Calvary burst asunder, forming a deep chasm between the Cross of our +Lord and that of Gesmas. The voice of God--that solemn and terrible +voice--had re-echoed through the whole universe; it had broken the solemn +silence which then pervaded all nature. All was accomplished. The soul +of our Lord had left his body: his last cry had filled every breast +with terror. The convulsed earth had paid homage to its Creator: the +sword of grief had pierced the hearts of those who loved him. This +moment was the moment of grace for Abenadar: his horse trembled under +him; his heart was touched; it was rent like the hard rock; he threw +his lance to a distance, struck his breast, and cried out: 'Blessed be +the Most High God, the God of Abraham, of Isaac, and of Jacob; indeed +this Man was the Son of God!' His words convinced many among the +soldiers, who followed his example, and were likewise converted. + +Abenadar became from this moment a new man; he adored the true God, +and would no longer serve his enemies. He gave both his horse and his +lance to a subaltern of the name of Longinus, who, having addressed a +few words to the soldiers, mounted his horse, and took the command upon +himself. Abenadar then left Calvary, and went through the Valley of +Gihon to the caves in the Valley of Hinnom, where the disciples were +hidden, announced the death of our Lord to them, and then went to the +town, in order to see Pilate. No sooner had Abenadar rendered public +testimony of his belief in the divinity of Jesus, than a large number +of soldiers followed his example, as did also some of the bystanders, +and even a few Pharisees. Many struck their breasts, wept, and returned +home, while others rent their garments, and cast dust on their heads, +and all were filled with horror and fear. John arose; and some of the +holy women who were at a short distance came up to the Blessed Virgin, +and led her away from the foot of the Cross. + +When Jesus, the Lord of life and death, gave up his soul into the +hands of his Father, and allowed death to take possession of his body, +this sacred body trembled and turned lividly white; the countless +wounds which were covered with congealed blood appeared like dark +marks; his cheeks became more sunken, his nose more pointed, and his +eyes, which were obscured with blood, remained but half open. He raised +his weary head, which was still crowned with thorns, for a moment, and +then dropped it again in agony of pain; while his parched and torn +lips, only partially closed, showed his bloody and swollen tongue. At +the moment of death his hands, which were at one time contracted round +the nails, opened and returned to their natural size, as did also his +arms; his body became stiff, and the whole weight was thrown upon the +feet, his knees bent, and his feet twisted a little on one side. + +What words can, alas, express the deep grief of the Blessed Virgin? +Her eyes closed, a death-like tint overspread her countenance; unable +to stand, she fell to the ground, but was soon lifted up, and supported +by John, Magdalen, and the others. She looked once more upon her +beloved Son--that Son whom she had conceived by the Holy Ghost, the flesh +of her flesh, the bone of her bone, the heart of her heart--hanging on a +cross between two thieves; crucified, dishonoured, contemned by those +whom he came on earth to save; and well might she at this moment be +termed 'the queen of martyrs.' + +The sun still looked dim and suffused with mist; and during the time +of the earthquake the air was close and oppressive, but by degrees it +became more clear and fresh. + +It was about three o'clock when Jesus expired. The Pharisees were at +first much alarmed at the earthquake; but when the first shock was over +they recovered themselves, began to throw stones into the chasm, and +tried to measure its depth with ropes. Finding, however, that they +could not fathom its bottom, they became thoughtful, listened anxiously +to the groans of the penitents, who were lamenting and striking their +breasts, and then left Calvary. Many among the spectators were really +converted, and the greatest part returned to Jerusalem perfectly +overcome with fear. Roman soldiers were placed at the gates, and in +other principal parts of the city, to prevent the possibility of an +insurrection. Cassius remained on Calvary with about fifty soldiers. +The friends of Jesus stood round the Cross, contemplated our Lord, and +wept; many among the holy women had returned to their homes, and all +were silent and overcome with grief. + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +The Earthquake. + +Apparitions of the Dead in Jerusalem. + + + +I saw the soul of Jesus, at the moment he expired, appear under the +form of a bright orb, and accompanied by angels, among whom I +distinguished the angel Gabriel penetrate the earth at the foot of the +Cross. I likewise saw these angels cast a number of evil spirits into +the great abyss, and I heard Jesus order several of the souls in Limbo +to re-enter the bodies in which they once dwelt, in order that the +sight might fill sinners with a salutary terror, and that these souls +might render a solemn testimony to his divinity. + +The earthquake which produced the deep chasm at Calvary did much +damage in different parts of Palestine, but ifs effects were even more +fatal in Jerusalem. Its inhabitants were just beginning to be a little +reassured by the return of light, when their terror was reawakened with +double force by the shocks of the earthquake, and the terrible noise +and confusion caused by the downfall of houses and walls on all sides, +which panic was still farther increased by the sudden appearance of +dead persons, confronting the trembling miscreants who were flying to +hide themselves, and addressing them in the most severe and reproachful +language. + +The High Priests had recommenced the sacrifice of the Paschal lamb +(which had been stopped by the unexpected darkness), and they were +triumphing at the return of light, when suddenly the ground beneath +them trembled, the neighbouring buildings fell down, and the veil of +the Temple was rent in two from the top to the bottom. Excess of terror +at first rendered those on the outside speechless, but after a time +they burst forth into cries and lamentations. The confusion in the +interior of the Temple was not, however, as great as would naturally +have been expected, because the strictest order and decorum were always +enforced there, particularly with regard to the regulation to be +followed by those who entered to make their sacrifice, and those who +left after having offered it. The crowd was great, but the ceremonies +were so solemnly carried out by the priests, that they totally +engrossed the minds of the assistants. First came the immolation of the +lamb, then the sprinkling of its blood, accompanied by the chanting of +canticles and the sounding of trumpets. The priests were endeavouring +to continue the sacrifices, when suddenly an unexpected and most +appalling pause ensued; terror and astonishment were depicted on each +countenance; all was thrown into confusion; not a sound was heard; the +sacrifices ceased; there was a general rush to the gates of the Temple; +everyone endeavoured to fly as quickly as possible. And well might they +fly, well might they fear and tremble; for in the midst of the +multitude there suddenly appeared persons who had been dead and buried +for many years! These persons looked at them sternly, and reproved them +most severely for the crime they had committed that day, in bringing +about the death of 'the just man,' and calling down his blood upon their +heads. Even in the midst of this confusion, some attempts were, +however, made by the priests to preserve order; they prevented those +who were in the inner part of the Temple from rushing forward, pushing +their way through the crowds who were in advance of them, and +descending the steps which led out of the Temple: they even continued +the sacrifices in some parts, and endeavoured to calm the fears of the +people. + +The appearance of the Temple at this moment can only be described by +comparing it to an ant-hill on which persons have thrown stones, or +which has been disturbed by a sick being driven into its centre. The +ants in those parts on which the stones have fallen, or which the stick +had disturbed, are filled with confusion and terror; they run to and +fro and do nothing; while the ants in those parts which have not been +disturbed continue to labour quietly, and even begin to repair the +damaged parts. + +The High Priest Caiphas and his retinue did not lose their presence +of mind, and by the outward tranquillity which their diabolical +hardness of heart enabled them to preserve, they calmed the confusion +in a great degree, and then did their utmost to prevent the people from +looking upon these stupendous events as testimonies of the innocence of +Jesus. The Roman garrison belonging to the fortress of Antonia likewise +made great efforts to maintain order; consequently, the disturbance of +the festival was not followed by an insurrection, although every heart +was fixed with fear and anxiety, which anxiety the Pharisees +endeavoured (and in some instances with success) to calm. + +I remember a few other striking incidents: in the first place, the +two columns which were placed at the entrance of their Holy of Holies, +and to which a magnificent curtain was appended, were shaken to the +very foundations; the column on the left side fell down in a southerly, +and that on the right side in a northerly direction, thus rending the +veil in two from the top to the bottom with a fearful sound, and +exposing the Holy of Holies uncovered to the public gaze. A large stone +was loosened and fell from the wall at the entrance of the sanctuary, +near where the aged Simeon used to kneel, and the arch was broken. The +ground was heaved up, and many other columns were thrown down in other +parts of the Temple. + +An apparition of the High Priest Zacharias, who was slain between +the porch and the altar, was seen in the sanctuary. He uttered fearful +menaces, spoke of the death of the second Zacharias, and of that of St. +John Baptist, as also of the violent deaths of the other prophets.12 +The two sons of the High Priest Simon, surnamed the Just (ancestors of +the aged Simeon who prophesied when Jesus was presented in the Temple), +made their appearance in the part usually occupied by the doctors of +the law; they also spoke in terrific terms of the deaths of the +prophets, of the sacrifice of the old law which was now about to cease, +and they exhorted all present to be converted, and to embrace the +doctrines which had been preached by him whom they had crucified. The +prophet Jeremiah likewise appeared; he stood near the altar, and +proclaimed, in a menacing tone, that the ancient sacrifice was at an +end, and that a new one had commenced. As these apparitions took place +in parts where none but priests were allowed to enter, Caiphas and a +few others were alone cognisant of them, and they endeavoured, as far +as possible, either to deny their reality, or to conceal them. These +prodigies were followed by others still more extraordinary. The doors +of the sanctuary flew open of themselves, and a voice was heard to +utter these words: 'Let us leave this place;' and I saw all the angels of +the Lord instantly leave the Temple. The thirty-two Pharisees who went +to Calvary a short time before our Lord expired were almost all +converted at the foot of the Cross. They returned to the Temple in the +midst of the confusion, and were perfectly thunderstruck at all which +had taken place there. They spoke most sternly, both to Annas and to +Caiphas, and left the Temple. Annas had always been the most bitter of +the enemies of Jesus, and had headed every proceeding against him; but +the supernatural events which had taken place had completely unnerved +him that he knew not where to hide himself. Caiphas was, in realty +excessively alarmed, and filled with anxiety, but his pride was so +great that he concealed his feelings as far as possible, and +endeavoured to reassure Annas. He succeeded for a time; but the sudden +appearance of a person who had been dead many years marred the effect +of his words, and Annas became again a prey to the most fearful terror +and remorse. + +Whilst these things were going on in the Temple, the confusion and +panic were not less in Jerusalem. Dead persons were walking about, and +many walls and buildings had been shaken by the earthquake, and parts +of them fallen down. The superstition of Pilate rendered him even more +accessible to fear; he was perfectly paralysed and speechless with +terror; his palace was shaken to the very foundation, and the earth +quaked beneath his feet. He ran wildly from room to room, and the dead +constantly stood before him, reproaching him with the unjust sentence +he had passed upon Jesus. He thought that they were the gods of the +Galilean, and took refuge in an inner room, where he offered incense, +and made vows to his idols to invoke their assistance in his distress. +Herod was usually alarmed; but he shut himself up in his palace, out of +the sight of everyone. + +More than a hundred persons who had died at different epochs +re-entered the bodies they had occupied when on earth, made their +appearance in different parts of Jerusalem, and filled the inhabitants +with inexpressible consternation. Those souls which had been released +by Jesus from Limbo uncovered their faces and wandered to and fro in +the streets, and although their bodies were the same as those which +they had animated when on earth, yet these bodies did not appear to +touch the ground as they walked. They entered the houses of their +descendants, proclaimed the innocence of Jesus, and reproved those who +had taken part in his death most severely. I saw them passing through +the principal streets; they were generally in couples, and appeared to +me to glide through the airs without moving their feet. The +countenances of some were pale; others of a yellow tint; their beards +were long, and their voices sounded strange and sepulchral. Their +grave-clothes were such as it was customary to use at the period of +their decease. When they reached the place where sentence of death was +proclaimed on Jesus before the procession started for Calvary, they +paused for a moment, and exclaimed in a loud voice: 'Glory be to Jesus +for ever and ever, and destruction to his enemies!' Towards four o'clock +all the dead returned to their graves. The sacrifices in the Temple had +been so interrupted, and the confusion caused by the different +prodigies was so great, that very few persons ate the Paschal lamb on +that evening. + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +The Request of Joseph of Arimathea to be allowed to have the Body of +Jesus. + + + +Scarcely had the commotion which the town had been thrown into begun +to subside in a degree, when the Jews belonging to the Council sent to +Pilate to request that the legs of the criminals might be broken, in +order to put an end to their lives before the Sabbath-day dawned. +Pilate immediately dispatched executioners to Calvary to carry out +their wishes. + +Joseph of Arimathea then demanded an audience; he had heard of the +death of Jesus, and he and Nicodemus had determined to bury him in a +new sepulchre which he had made at the end of his garden, not far from +Calvary. Pilate was still filled with anxiety and solicitude, and was +much astonished at seeing a person holding a high position like Joseph +so anxious for leave to give honourable burial to a criminal whom he +had sentenced to be ignominiously crucified. He sent for the centurion +Abenadar, who returned to Jerusalem after he had conferred with the +disciples who were hidden in the caverns, and asked him whether the +King of the Jews was really dead. Abenadar gave Pilate a full account +of the death of our Lord, of his last words, and of the loud cry he +uttered immediately before death, and of the earthquake which had rent +the great chasm in the rock. The only thing at which Pilate expressed +surprise was that the death of Jesus should have taken place so +quickly, as those who were crucified usually lived much longer; but +although he said so little, every word uttered by Joseph increased his +dismay and remorse. He instantly gave Joseph an order, by which he was +authorised to take down the body of the King of the Jews from the +Cross, and to perform the rites of sepulture at once. Pilate appeared +to endeavour, by his readiness in granting this request, to wish to +make up, in a degree, for his previous cruel and unjust conduct, and he +was likewise very glad to do what he was certain would annoy the +priests extremely, as he knew their wish was to have Jesus buried +ignominiously between the two thieves. He dispatched a messenger to +Calvary to see his orders executed. I believe the messenger was +Abenadar, for I saw him assisting in taking Jesus down from the Cross. + +When Joseph of Arimathea left Pilate's palace, he instantly rejoined +Nicodemus, who was waiting for him at the house of a pious woman, which +stood opposite to a large street, and was not far from that alley where +Jesus was so shamefully ill-treated when he first commenced carrying +his Cross. The woman was a vendor of aromatic herbs, and Nicodemus had +purchased many perfumes which were necessary for embalming the body of +Jesus from her. She procured the more precious kinds from other places, +and Joseph went away to procure a fine winding-sheet. His servants then +fetched ladders, hammers, pegs, jars of water, and sponges, from a +neighbouring shed, and placed them in a hand-barrow similar to that on +which the disciples of John the Baptist put his body when they carried +it off from the castle of Macherus. + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +The Opening of the Side of Jesus. + +Death of the two thieves. + + + +Whilst these events were taking place in Jerusalem, silence reigned +around Calvary. The crowd which had been for a time so noisy and +tumultuous, was dispersed; all were panicstricken; in some that panic +had produced sincere repentance, but on others it had had no beneficial +effects. Mary, John, Magdalen, Mary of Cleophas, and Salome had +remained, either standing or sitting before the Cross, closely veiled +and weeping silently. A few soldiers were leaning over the terrace +which enclosed the platform; Cassius rode up and down; the sky was +lowering, and all nature wore a garb of mourning. Six archers soon +after made their appearance, bringing with them ladders, spades, ropes, +and large iron staves for the purpose of breaking the legs of the +criminals, in order to hasten their deaths. When they approached our +Lord's Cross, his friends retired a few paces back, and the Blessed +Virgin was seized with fear lest they should indulge their hatred of +Jesus by insulting even his dead body. Her fears were not quite +unfounded, for when they first placed their ladders against the Cross +they declared that he was only pretending to be dead; in a few moments, +however, seeing that he was cold and stiff, they left him, and removed +their ladders to the crosses on which the two thieves were still +hanging alive. They took up their iron staves and broke the arms of the +thieves above and below the elbow; while another archer at the same +moment broke their legs, both above and below the knee. Gesmas uttered +frightful cries, therefore the executioner finished him off by three +heavy blows of a cudgel on his chest. Dismas gave a deep groan, and +expired: he was the first among mortals who had the happiness of +rejoining his Redeemer. The cords were then loosened, the two bodies +fell to the ground, and the executioners dragged them to a deep morass, +which was between Calvary and the walls of the town, and buried them +there. + +The archers still appeared doubtful whether Jesus was really dead, +and the brutality they had shown in breaking the legs of the thieves +made the holy women tremble as to what outrage they might next +perpetrate on the body of our Lord. But Cassius, the subaltern officer, +a young man of about five-and-twenty, whose weak squinting eyes and +nervous manner had often excited the derision of his companions, was +suddenly illuminated by grace, and being quite overcome at the sight of +the cruel conduct of the soldiers, and the deep sorrow of the holy +women, determined to relieve their anxiety by proving beyond dispute +that Jesus was really dead. The kindness of his heart prompted him, but +unconsciously to himself he fulfilled a prophecy. He seized his lance +and rode quickly up to the mound on which the Cross was planted, +stopped just between the cross of the good thief and that of our Lord, +and taking his lance in both hands, thrust it so completely into the +right side of Jesus that the point went through the heart, and appeared +on the left side. When Cassius drew his lance out of the wound a +quantity of blood and water rushed from it, and flowed over his face +and body. This species of washing produced effects somewhat similar to +the vivifying waters of Baptism: grace and salvation at once entered +his soul. He leaped from his horse, threw himself upon his knees, +struck his breast, and confessed loudly before all his firm belief in +the divinity of Jesus. + +The Blessed Virgin and her companions were still standing near, with +their eyes fixed upon the Cross, but when Cassius thrust his lance into +the side of Jesus they were much startled, and rushed with one accord +up to it. Mary looked as if the lance had transfixed her heart instead +of that of her Divine Son, and could scarcely support herself. Cassius +meantime remained kneeling and thanking God, not only for the grace he +had received but likewise for the cure of the complaint in his eyes, +which had caused the weakness and the squint. This cure had been +effected at the same moment that the darkness with which his soul was +previously filled was removed. Every heart was overcome at the sight of +the blood of our Lord, which ran into a hollow in the rock at the foot +of the Cross. Mary, John, the holy women, and Cassius, gathered up the +blood and water in flasks, and wiped up the remainder with pieces of +linen.13 + +Cassius, whose sight was perfectly restored at the same moment that +the eyes of his soul were opened, was deeply moved, and continued his +humble prayer of thanksgiving. The soldiers were truck with +astonishment at the miracle which had taken place, and cast themselves +on their knees by his side, at the same time striking their breasts and +confessing Jesus. The water and blood continued to flow from the large +wound in the side of our Lord; it ran into the hollow in the rock, and +the holy women put it in vases, while Mary and Magdalen mingled their +tears. The archers, who had received a message from Pilate, ordering +them not to touch the body of Jesus, did not return at all. + +All these events took place near the Cross, at a little before four +o'clock, during the time that Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus were +gathering together the articles necessary for the burial of Jesus. But +the servants of Joseph having been sent to clean out the tomb, informed +the friends of our Lord that their master intended to take the body of +Jesus and place it in his new sepulchre. John immediately returned to +the town with the holy women; in the first place, that Mary might +recruit her strength a little, and in the second, to purchase a few +things which would be required for the burial. The Blessed Virgin had a +small lodging among the buildings near the Cenaculum. They did not +re-enter the town through the gate which was the nearest to Calvary, +because it was closed, and guarded by soldiers placed there by the +Pharisees; but they went through that gate which leads to Bethlehem. + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +A Description of some Parts of ancient Jerusalem. + + + +This chapter will contain some descriptions of places given by +Sister Emmerich on various occasions. They will be followed by a +description of the tomb and garden of Joseph of Arimathea, that so we +may have no need to interrupt the account of the burial of our Lord. + +The first gate which stood on the eastern side of Jerusalem, to the +south of the south-east angle of the Temple, was the one leading to the +suburb of Ophel. The gate of the sheep was to the north of the +north-east angle of the Temple. Between these two gates there was a +third, leading to some streets situated to the east of the Temple, and +inhabited for the most part by stonemasons and other workmen. The +houses in these streets were supported by the foundations of the +Temple; and almost all belonged to Nicodemus, who had caused them to be +built, and who employed nearly all the workmen living there. Nicodemus +had not long before built a beautiful gate as an entrance to these +streets, called the Gate of Moriah. It was but just finished, and +through it Jesus had entered the town on Palm Sunday. Thus he entered +by the new gate of Nicodemus, through which no one had yet passed, and +was buried in the new monument of Joseph of Arimathea, in which no one +had yet been laid. This gate was afterwards walled up, and there was a +tradition that the Christians were once again to enter the town through +it. Even in the present day, a walled-up gate, called by the Turks the +Golden Gate, stands on this spot. + +The road leading to the west from the gate of the sheep passed +almost exactly between the north-western side of Mount Sion and +Calvary. From this gate to Golgotha the distance was about two miles +and a quarter; and from Pilate's palace to Golgotha about two miles. The +fortress Antonia was situated to the north-west of the mountain of the +Temple, on a detached rock. A person going towards the west, on leaving +Pilate's palace, would have had this fortress to his left. On one of its +walls there was a platform commanding the forum, and from which Pilate +was accustomed to make proclamations to the people: he did this, for +instance, when he promulgated new laws. When our Divine Lord was +carrying his Cross, in the interior of the town, Mount Calvary was +frequently on his right hand. This road, which partly ran in a +south-westerly direction, led to a gate made in an inner wall of the +town, towards Sion. Beyond this wall, to the left, there was a sort of +suburb, containing more gardens than houses; and towards the outer wall +of the city stood some magnificent sepulchres with stone entrances. On +this side was a house belonging to Lazarus, with beautiful gardens, +extending towards that part where the outer western wall of Jerusalem +turned to the south. I believe that a little private door, made in the +city wall, and through which Jesus and his disciples often passed by +permission of Lazarus, led to these gardens. The gate standing at the +north-western angle of the town led to Bethsur, which was situated more +towards the north than Emmaus and Joppa. The western part of Jerusalem +was lower than any other: the land on which it was built first sloped +in the direction of the surrounding wall, and then rose again when +close to it; and on this declivity there stood gardens and vineyards, +behind which wound a wide road, with paths leading to the walls and +towers. On the other side, without the wall, the land descended towards +the valley, so that the walls surrounding the lower part of the town +looked as if built on a raised terrace. There are gardens and vineyards +even in the present day on the outer hill. When Jesus arrived at the +end of the Way of the Cross, he had on his left hand that part of the +town where there were so many gardens; and it was from thence that +Simon of Cyrene was coming when he met the procession. The gate by +which Jesus left the town was not entirely facing the west, but rather +the south-west. The city wall on the left-hand side, after passing +through the gate, ran somewhat in a southerly direction, then turned +towards the west, and then again to the south, round Mount Sion. On +this side there stood a large tower, like a fortress. The gate by which +Jesus left the town was at no great distance from another gate more +towards the south, leading down to the valley, and where a road, +turning to the left in the direction of Bethlehem, commenced. The road +turned to the north towards Mount Calvary shortly after that gate by +which Jesus left Jerusalem when bearing his Cross. Mount Calvary was +very steep on its eastern side, facing the town, and a gradual descent +on the western; and on this side, from which the road to Emmaus was to +be seen, there was a field, in which I saw Luke gather several plants +when he and Cleophas were going to Emmaus, and met Jesus on the way. +Near the walls, to the east and south of Calvary, there were also +gardens, sepulchres, and vineyards. The Cross was buried on the +north-east side, at the foot of Mount Calvary. + +The garden of Joseph of Arimathea was situated near the gate of +Bethlehem, at about a seven minutes' walk from Calvary: it was a very +fine garden, with tall trees, banks, and thickets in it, which gave +much shade, and was situated on a rising ground extending to the walls +of the city.14 A person coming from the northern side of the valley, +and entering the garden, had on his left hand a slight ascent extending +as far as the city wall; and on his right, at the end of the garden, a +detached rock, where the cave of the sepulchre was situated. The grotto +in which it was made looked to the east; and on the south-western and +north-western sides of the same rock were two other smaller sepulchres, +which were also new, and with depressed fronts. A pathway, beginning on +the western side of this rock, ran all round it. The ground in front of +the sepulchre was higher than that of the entrance, and a person +wishing to enter the cavern had to descend several steps. The cave was +sufficiently large for four men to be able to stand close up to the +wall on either side without impeding the movements of the bearers of +the body. Opposite the door was a cavity in the rock, in which the tomb +was made; it was about two feet above the level of the ground, and +fastened to the rock by one side only, like an altar: two persons could +stand, one at the head and one at the foot; and there was a place also +for a third in front, even if the door of the cavity was closed. This +door was made of some metal, perhaps of brass, and had two folding +doors. These doors could be closed by a stone being rolled against +them; and the stone used for this purpose was kept outside the cavern. +Immediately after our Lord was placed in the sepulchre it was rolled in +front of the door. It was very large, and could not be removed without +the united effort of several men. Opposite the entrance of the cavern +there stood a stone bench, and by mounting on this a person could climb +on to the rock, which was covered with grass, and from whence the city +walls, the highest parts of Mount Sion, and some towers could be seen, +as well as the gate of Bethlehem and the fountain of Gihon. The rock +inside was of a white colour, intersected with red and blue veins. + + +CHAPTER L. + +The Descent from the Cross. + + + +At the time when everyone had left the neighbourhood of the Cross, +and a few guards alone stood around it, I saw five persons, who I think +were disciples, and who had come by the valley from Bethania, draw nigh +to Calvary, gaze for a few moments upon the Cross, and then steal away. +Three times I met in the vicinity two men who were making examinations +and anxiously consulting together. These men were Joseph of Arimathea +and Nicodemus. The first time was during the Crucifixion (perhaps when +they caused the clothes of Jesus to be brought back from the soldiers), +and they were then at no great distance from Calvary. The second was +when, after standing to look whether the crowd was dispersing, they +went to the town to make some preparations. The third was on their +return from the tomb to the Cross, when they were looking around in +every direction, as if waiting for a favourable moment, and then +concerted together as to the manner in which they should take the body +of our Lord down from the Cross, after which they returned to the town. + +Their next care was to make arrangements for carrying with them the +necessary articles for embalming the body, and their servants took some +tools with which to detach it from the Cross, as well as two ladders +which they found in a barn close to Nicodemus's house. Each of these +ladders consisted of a single pole, crossed at regular intervals by +pieces of wood, which formed the steps. There were hooks which could be +fastened on any part of the pole, and by means of which the ladder +could be steadied, or on which, perhaps, anything required for the work +could also be hung. + +The woman from whom they had bought their spices had packed the +whole neatly together. Nicodemus had bought a hundred pounds' weight of +roots, which quantity is equal to about thirty-seven pounds of our +measure, as has been explained to me. They carried these spices in +little barrels make of bark, which were hung round their necks, and +rested on their breasts. One of these barrels contained some sort of +powder. They had also some bundles of herbs in bags made of parchment +or leather, and Joseph carried a box of ointment; but I do not know +what this box was made of. The servants were to carry vases, leathern +bottles, sponges, and tools, on a species of litter, and they likewise +took fire with them in a closed lantern. They left the town before +their master, and by a different gate (perhaps that of Bethania), and +then turned their steps towards Mount Calvary. As they walked through +the town they passed by the house where the Blessed Virgin; St. John, +and the holy women had gone to seek different things required for +embalming the body of Jesus, and John and the holy women followed the +servants at a certain distance. The women were about five in number, +and some of them carried large bundles of linen under their mantles. It +was the custom for women, when they went out in the evening, or if +intending to perform some work of piety secretly, to wrap their persons +carefully in a long sheet at least a yard wide. They began by one arm, +and then wound the linen so closely round their body that they could +not walk without difficulty. I have seen them wrapped up in this +manner, and the sheet not only extended to both arms, but likewise +veiled the head. On the present occasion, the appearance of this dress +was most striking in my eyes, for it was a real mourning garment. +Joseph and Nicodemus were also in mourning attire, and wore black +sleeves and wide sashes. Their cloaks, which they had drawn over their +heads, were both wide and long, of a common grey colour, and served to +conceal everything that they were carrying. They turned their steps in +the direction of the gate leading to Mount Calvary. The streets were +deserted and quiet, for terror kept everyone at home. The greatest +number were beginning to repent, and but few were keeping the festival. +When Joseph and Nicodemus reached the gate they found it closed, and +the road, streets, and every corner lined with soldiers. These were the +soldiers whom the Pharisees had asked for at about two o'clock, and whom +they had kept under arms and on guard, as they still feared a tumult +among the people. Joseph showed an order, signed by Pilate, to let them +pass freely, and the soldiers were most willing that they should do so, +but explained to him that they had endeavoured several times to open +the gate, without being able to move it; that apparently the gate had +received a shock, and been strained in some part; and that on this +account the archers sent to break the legs of the thieves had been +obliged to return to the city by another gate. But when Joseph and +Nicodemus seized hold of the bolt, the gate opened as if of itself, to +the great astonishment of all the bystanders. + +It was still dark and the sky cloudy when they reached Mount +Calvary, where they found the servants who had been sent on already +arrived, and the holy women sitting weeping in front of the Cross. +Cassius and several soldiers who were converted remained at a certain +distance, and their demeanour was respectful and reserved. Joseph and +Nicodemus described to the Blessed Virgin and John all they had done to +save Jesus from an ignominious death, and learned from them how they +had succeeded in preventing the bones of our Lord from being broken, +and how the prophecy had been fulfilled. They spoke also of the wound +which Cassius had made with his lance. No sooner was the centurion +Abenadar arrived than they began, with the deepest recollection of +spirit, their mournful and sacred labour of taking down from the Cross +and embalming the adorable body of our Lord. + +The Blessed Virgin and Magdalen were seated at the foot of the +Cross; while, on the right-hand side, between the cross of Dismas and +that of Jesus, the other women were engaged in preparing the linen, +spices, water, sponges, and vases. Cassius also came forward, and +related to Abenadar the miraculous cure of his eyes. All were deeply +affected, and their hearts overflowing with sorrow and love; but, at +the same time, they preserved a solemn silence, and their every +movement was full of gravity and reverence. Nothing broke the stillness +save an occasional smothered word of lamentation, or a stifled groan, +which escaped from one or other of these holy personages, in spite of +their earnest eagerness and deep attention to their pious labour. +Magdalen gave way unrestrainedly to her sorrow, and neither the +presence of so many different persons, nor any other consideration, +appeared to distract her from it. + +Nicodemus and Joseph placed the ladders behind the Cross, and +mounted them, holding in their hands a large sheet, to which three long +straps were fastened. They tied the body of Jesus, below the arms and +knees, to the tree of the Cross, and secured the arms by pieces of +linen placed underneath the hands. Then they drew out the nails, by +pushing them from behind with strong pins pressed upon the points. The +sacred hands of Jesus were thus not much shaken, and the nails fell +easily out of the wounds; for the latter had been made wider by the +weight of the body, which, being now supported by the cloths, no longer +hung on the nails. The lower part of the body, which since our Lord's +death had sunk down on the knees, now rested in a natural position, +supported by a sheet fastened above to the arms of the Cross. Whilst +Joseph was taking out the nail from the left hand, and then allowing +the left arm, supported by its cloth, to fall gently down upon the +body, Nicodemus was fastening the right arm of Jesus to that of the +Cross, as also the sacred crowned head, which had sunk on the right +shoulder. Then he took out the right nail, and having surrounded the +arm with its supporting sheet, let it fall gently on to the body. At +the same time, the centurion Abenadar, with great difficulty, drew out +the large nail which transfixed the feet. Cassius devoutly received the +nails, and laid them at the feet of the Blessed Virgin. + +Then Joseph and Nicodemus, having placed ladders against the front +of the Cross, in a very upright position, and close to the body, untied +the upper strap, and fastened it to one of the hooks on the ladder; +they did the same with the two other straps, and passing them all on +from hook to hook, caused the sacred body to descend gently towards the +centurion, who having mounted upon a stool received it in his arms, +holding it below the knees; while Joseph and Nicodemus, supporting the +upper part of the body, came gently down the ladder, stopping at every +step, and taking every imaginable precaution, as would be done by men +bearing the body of some beloved friend who had been grievously +wounded. Thus did the bruised body of our Divine Saviour reach the +ground. + +It was a most touching sight. They all took the same precautions, +the same care, as if they had feared to cause Jesus some suffering. +They seemed to have concentrated on the sacred body all the love and +veneration which they had felt for their Saviour during his life. The +eyes of each were fixed upon the adorable body, and followed all its +movements; and they were continually uplifting their hands towards +Heaven, shedding tears, and expressing in every possible way the excess +of their grief and anguish. Yet they all remained perfectly calm, and +even those who were so busily occupied about the sacred body broke +silence but seldom, and, when obliged to make some necessary remark, +did so in a low voice. During the time that the nails were being +forcible removed by blows of the hammer, the Blessed Virgin, Magdalen; +and all those who had been present at the Crucifixion, felt each blow +transfix their hearts. The sound recalled to their minds all the +sufferings of Jesus, and they could not control their trembling fear, +lest they should again hear his piercing cry of suffering; although, at +the same time they grieved at the silence of his blessed lips, which +proved, alas too surely, that he was really dead. When the body was +taken down it was wrapped in linen from the knees to the waist, and +then placed in the arms of the Blessed Virgin, who, overwhelmed with +sorrow and love, stretched them forth to receive their precious burden. + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + +The Embalming of the Body of Jesus. + + + +The Blessed Virgin seated herself upon a large cloth spread on the +ground, with her right knee, which was slightly raised, and her back +resting against some mantles, rolled together so as to from a species +of cushion. No precaution had been neglected which could in any way +facilitate to her--the Mother of Sorrows--in her deep affliction of soul, the +mournful but most sacred duty which she was about to fulfil in regard +to the body of her beloved Son. The adorable head of Jesus rested upon +Mary's knee, and his body was stretched upon a sheet. The Blessed Virgin +was overwhelmed with sorrow and love. Once more, and for the last time, +did she hold in her arms the body of her most beloved Son, to whom she +had been unable to give any testimony of love during the long hours of +his martyrdom. And she gazed upon his wounds and fondly embraced his +blood-stained cheeks, while Magdalen pressed her face upon his feet. + +The men withdrew into a little cave, situated on the south-west side +of Calvary, there to prepare the different things needful for the +embalming; but Cassius, with a few other soldiers who had been +converted, remained at a respectful distance. All ill-disposed persons +were gone back to the city, and the soldiers who were present served +merely to form a guard to prevent any interruption in the last honours +which were being rendered to the body of Jesus. Some of these soldiers +even gave assistance when desired. The holy women held the vases, +sponges, linen, unction, and spices, according as required; but when +not thus employed, they remained at a respectful distance, attentively +gazing upon the Blessed Virgin as she proceeded in her mournful task. +Magdalen did not leave the body of Jesus; but John gave continual +assistance to the Blessed Virgin, and went to and fro from the men to +the women, lending aid to both parties. The women had with them some +large leathern bottles and a vase filled with water standing upon a +coal fire. They gave the Blessed Virgin and Magdalen, according as they +required, vases filled with clear water, and sponges, which they +afterwards squeezed in the leathern bottles. + +The courage and firmness of Mary remained unshaken even in the midst +of her inexpressible anguish.15 It was absolutely impossible for her to +leave the body of her Son in the awful state to which it had been +reduced by his sufferings, and therefore she began with indefatigable +earnestness to wash and purify it from the traces of the outrages to +which it had been exposed. With the utmost care she drew off the crown +of thorns, opening it behind, and then cutting off one by one the +thorns which had sunk deep into the head of Jesus, in order that she +might not widen the wounds. The crown was placed by the side of the +nails, and then Mary drew out the thorns which had remained in the skin +with a species of rounded pincers, and sorrowfully showed them to her +friends.16 These thorns were placed with the crown, but still some of +them must have been preserved separately. + +The divine face of our Saviour was scarcely recognisable, so +disfigured was it by the wounds with which it was covered. The beard +and hair were matted together with blood. Mary washed the head and +face, and passed damp sponges over the hair to remove the congealed +blood. As she proceeded in her pious office, the extent of the awful +cruelty which had been exercised upon Jesus became more and more +apparent, and caused in her soul emotions of compassion and tenderness +which increased as she passed from one wound to another. She washed the +wounds of the head, the eyes filled with blood, the nostrils, and the +ears, with a sponge and a small piece of linen spread over the fingers +of her right hand; and then she purified, in the same manner, the +half-opened mouth, the tongue, the teeth, and the lips. She divided +what remained of our Lord's hair into three parts, a part falling over +each temple, and the third over the back of his head; and when she had +disentangled the front hair and smoothed it, she passed it behind his +ears.17 + +When the head was thoroughly cleansed and purified, the Blessed +Virgin covered it with a veil, after having kissed the sacred cheeks of +her dear Son. She then turned her attention to the neck, shoulders, +chest, back, arms, and pierced hands. All the bones of the breast and +the joints were dislocated, and could not be bent. There was a +frightful wound on the shoulders which had borne the weight of the +Cross, and all the upper part of the body was covered with bruises and +deeply marked with blows of the scourges. On the left breast there was +a small wound where the point of Cassius's lance had come out, and on the +right side was the large wound made by the same lance, and which had +pierced the heart through and through. Mary washed all these wounds, +and Magdalen, on her knees, helped her from time to time; but without +leaving the sacred feet of Jesus, which she bathed with tears and wiped +with her hair. + +The head, bosom, and feet of our Lord were now washed, and the +sacred body, which was covered with brown stains and red marks in those +places where the skin had been torn off, and of a bluish-white colour, +like flesh that has been drained of blood, was resting on the knees of +Mary, who covered the parts which she had washed with a veil, and then +proceeded to embalm all the wounds. The holy women knelt by her side, +and in turn presented to her a box, out of which she took some precious +ointment, and with it filled and covered the wounds. She also anointed +the hair, and then, taking the sacred hands of Jesus in her left hand, +respectfully kissed them, and filled the large wounds made by the nails +with this ointment or sweet spice. She likewise filled the ears, +nostrils, and wound in the side with the same precious mixture. +Meanwhile Magdalen wiped and embalmed our Lord's feet, and then again +washed them with her tears, and often pressed her face upon them. + +The water which had been used was not thrown away, but poured into +the leathern bottles in which the sponges had been squeezed. I saw +Cassius or some other soldier go several times to fetch fresh water +from the fountain of Gihon, which was at no great distance off. When +the Blessed Virgin had filled all the wounds with ointment, she wrapped +the head up in linen cloths, but she did not as yet cover the face. She +closed the half-open eyes of Jesus, and kept her hand upon them for +some time. She also closed the mouth, and then embraced the sacred body +of her beloved Son, pressing her face fondly and reverently upon his. +Joseph and Nicodemus had been waiting for some time, when John drew +near to the Blessed Virgin, and besought her to permit the body of her +Son to be taken from her, that the embalming might be completed, +because the Sabbath was close at hand. Once more did Mary embrace the +sacred body of Jesus, and utter her farewells in the most touching +language, and then the men lifted it from her arms on the sheet, and +carried it to some distance. The deep sorrow of Mary had been for the +time assuaged by the feelings of love and reverence with which she had +accomplished her sacred task; but now it once more overwhelmed her, and +she fell, her head covered with her veil, into the arms of the holy +women. Magdalen felt almost as though her Beloved were being forcibly +carried away from her, and hastily ran forward a few steps, with her +arms stretched forth; but then, after a moment, returned to the Blessed +Virgin. + +The sacred body was carried to a spot beneath the level of the top +of Golgotha, where the smooth surface of a rock afforded a convenient +platform on which to embalm the body. I first saw a piece of +open-worked linen, looking very much like lace, and which made me think +of the large embroidered curtain hung between the choir and nave during +Lent.18 It was probably worked in that open stitch for the water to run +through. I also saw another large sheet unfolded. The body of our +Saviour was placed on the open-worked piece of linen, and some of the +other men held the other sheet spread above it. Nicodemus and Joseph +then knelt down, and underneath this covering took off the linen which +they had fastened round the loins of our Saviour, when they took his +body down from the Cross. They then passed sponges under this sheet, +and washed the lower parts of the body; after which they lifted it up +by the help of pieces of linen crossed beneath the loins and knees, and +washed the back without turning it over. They continued washing until +nothing but clear water came from the sponges when pressed. Next they +poured water of myrrh over the whole body, and then, handling it with +respect, stretched it out full length, for it was still in the position +in which our Divine Lord had died--the loins and knees bent. They then +placed beneath his hips a sheet which was a yard in width and three in +length, laid upon his lap bundles of sweet-scented herbs, and shook +over the whole body a powder which Nicodemus had brought. Next they +wrapped up the lower part of the body, and fastened the cloth which +they had placed underneath round it strongly. After this they anointed +the wounds of the thighs, placed bundles of herbs between the legs, +which were stretched out to their full length, and wrapped them up +entirely in these sweet spices. + +Then John conducted the Blessed Virgin and the other holy women once +more to the side of the body. Mary knelt down by the head of Jesus, and +placed beneath it a piece of very fine linen which had been given her +by Pilate's wife, and which she had worn round her neck under her cloak; +next, assisted by the holy women, she placed from the shoulders to the +cheeks bundles of herbs, spices, and sweet-scented powder, and then +strongly bound this piece of linen round the head and shoulders. +Magdalen poured besides a small bottle of balm into the wound of the +side, and the holy women placed some more herbs into those of the hands +and feet. Then the men put sweet spices around all the remainder of the +body, crossed the sacred stiffened arms on the chest, and bound the +large white sheet round the body as high as the chest, in the same +manner as if they had been swaddling a child. Then, having fastened the +end of a large band beneath the armpits, they rolled it round the head +and the whole body. Finally, they placed our Divine Lord on the large +sheet, six yards in length, which Joseph of Arimathea had bought, and +wrapped him in it. He was lying diagonally upon it, and one corner of +the sheet was raised from the feet to the chest, the other drawn over +the head and shoulders, while the remaining two ends were doubled round +the body. + +The Blessed Virgin, the holy women, the men--all were kneeling round +the body of Jesus to take their farewell of it, when a most touching +miracle took place before them. The sacred body of Jesus, with all its +wounds, appeared imprinted upon the cloth which covered it, as though +he had been pleased to reward their care and their love, and leave them +a portrait of himself through all the veils with which he was +enwrapped. With tears they embraced the adorable body, and then +reverently kissed the wonderful impression which it had left. Their +astonishment increased when, on lifting up the sheet, they saw that all +the bands which surrounded the body had remained white as before, and +that the upper cloth alone had been marked in this wonderful manner. It +was not a mark made by the bleeding wounds, since the whole body was +wrapped up and covered with sweet spices, but it was a supernatural +portrait, bearing testimony to the divine creative power ever abiding +in the body of Jesus. I have seen many things relative to the +subsequent history of this piece of linen, but I could not describe +them coherently. After the resurrection it remained in the possession +of the friends of Jesus, but fell twice into the hands of the Jews, and +later was honoured in several different places. I have seen it in a +city of Asia, in the possession of some Christians, who were not +Catholics. I have forgotten the name of the town, which is situated in +a province near the country of the Three Kings. + + + +CHAPTER LII. + +The Body of our Lord placed in the Sepulchre. + + + +The men placed the sacred body on a species of leathern hand-barrow, +which they covered wit a brown-coloured cloth, and to which they +fastened two long stakes. This forcibly reminded me of the Ark of the +Covenant. Nicodemus and Joseph bore on their shoulders the front +shafts, while Abenadar and John supported those behind. After them came +the Blessed Virgin, Mary of Heli, her eldest sister, Magdalen and Mary +of Cleophas, and then the group of women who had been sitting at some +distance--Veronica, Johanna Chusa, Mary Salome, Salome of Jerusalem, +Susanna, and Anne the niece of St. Joseph. Cassius and the soldiers +closed the procession. The other women, such as Marone of Naim, Dina the +Samaritaness, and Mara the Suphanitess, were at Bethania, with Martha +and Lazarus. Two soldiers, bearing torches in their hands, walked on +first, that there might be some light in the grotto of the sepulchre; +and the procession continued to advance in this order for about seven +minutes, the holy men and women singing psalms in sweet but melancholy +tones. I saw James the Greater, the brother of John, standing upon a +hill the other side of the valley, to look at them as they passed, and +he returned immediately afterwards, to tell the other disciples what he +had seen. + +The procession stopped at the entrance of Joseph's garden, which was +opened by the removal of some stakes, afterwards used as levers to roll +the stone to the door of the sepulchre. When opposite the rock, they +placed the Sacred Body on a long board covered with a sheet. The +grotto, which had been newly excavated, had been latterly cleaned by +the servants of Nicodemus, so that the interior was neat and pleasing +to the eye. The holy women sat down in front of the grotto, while the +four men carried in the body of our Lord, partially filled the hollow +couch destined for its reception with aromatic spices, and spread over +them a cloth, upon which they reverently deposited the sacred body. +After having once more given expression to their love by tears and fond +embraces, they left the grotto. Then the Blessed Virgin entered, seated +herself close to the head of her dear Son, and bent over his body with +many tears. When she left the grotto, Magdalen hastily and eagerly came +forward, and flung on the body some flowers and branches which she had +gathered in the garden. Then she clasped her hands together, and with +sobs kissed the feet of Jesus; but the men having informed her that +they must close the sepulchre, she returned to the other women. They +covered the sacred body with the extremities of the sheet on which it +was lying, placed on the top of all the brown coverlet, and closed the +folding-doors, which were made of a bronze-coloured metal, and had on +their front two sticks, one straight down and the other across, so as +to form a perfect cross. + +The large stone with which they intended to close the sepulchre, and +which was still lying in front of the grotto, was in shape very like a +chest or tomb;19 its length was such that a man might have laid himself +down upon it, and it was so heavy that it was only by means of levers +that the men could roll it before the door of the sepulchre. The +entrance of the grotto was closed by a gate made of branches twined +together. Everything that was done within the grotto had to be +accomplished by torchlight, for daylight never penetrated there. + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + +The Return from the Sepulchre. + +Joseph of Arimathea is put in Prison. + + + +The Sabbath was close at hand, and Nicodemus and Joseph returned to +Jerusalem by a small door not far from the garden, and which Joseph had +been allowed by special favour to have made in the city wall. They told +the Blessed Virgin, Magdalen, John, and some of the women, who were +returning to Calvary to pray there, that this door, as well as that of +the super-room, would be opened to them whenever they knocked. The +elder sister of the Blessed Virgin, Mary of Heli, returned to the town +with Mary the mother of Mark, and some other women. The servants of +Nicodemus and Joseph went to Calvary to fetch several things which had +been left there. + +The soldiers joined those who were guarding the city gate near +Calvary; and Cassius went to Pilate with the lance, related all that he +had seen, and promised to give him an exact account of everything that +should happen, if he would put under his command the guards whom the +Jews would not fail to ask to have put round the tomb. Pilate listened +to his words with secret terror, but only told him in reply that his +superstition amounted to madness. + +Joseph and Nicodemus met Peter and the two Jameses in the town. They +all shed many tears, but Peter was perfectly overwhelmed by the +violence of this grief. He embraced them, reproached himself for not +having been present at the death of our Saviour, and thanked them for +having bestowed the rites of sepulture upon his sacred body. It was +agreed that the door of the supper-room should be opened to them +whenever they knocked, and then they went away to seek some other +disciples who were dispersed in various directions. Later I saw the +Blessed Virgin and her companions enter the upper-room; Abenadar next +came and was admitted; and by degrees the greatest part of the Apostles +and disciples assembled there. The holy women retired to that part of +the building where the Blessed Virgin was living. They took some food, +and spent a few minutes more in tears, and in relating to one another +what each had seen. Then men changed their dresses, and I saw them +standing under the lamp, and keeping the Sabbath. They ate some lambs +in the supper-room, but without observing any ceremony, for they had +eaten the Paschal lamb the evening before. They were all perturbed in +spirit, and filled with grief. The holy women also passed their time in +praying with the Blessed Virgin under the lamp. Later, when night had +quite fallen, Lazarus, the widow of Naim, Dina the Samaritan woman, and +Mara of Suphan, came from Bethania, and then, once more, descriptions +were given of all that had taken place, and many tears shed. + + + + [According to the visions of Sister Emmerich, the three women named +in the text had been living for some time at Bethania, in a sort of +community established by Martha for the purpose of providing for the +maintenance of the disciples when our Lord was moving about, and for +the division and distribution of the alms which were collected. The +widow of Naim, whose son Martial was raised from the dead by Jesus, +according to Sister Emmerich, on the 28th Marcheswan (the 18th of +November), was named Maroni. She was the daughter of an uncle, on the +father's side, of St. Peter. Her first husband was the son of a sister of +Elizabeth, who herself was the daughter of a sister of the mother of +St. Anne. Maroni's first husband having died without children, she had +married Elind, a relation of St. Anne, and had left Chasaluth, near +Tabor, to take up her abode at Naim, which was not far off, and where she +soon lost her second husband. + + Dina, the Samaritan woman, was the same who conversed with Jesus by +Jacob's well. She was born near Damascus, of parents who were half Jewish +and half Pagan. They died while she was yet very young, and she being +brought up by a woman of bad character, the seeds of the most evil +passions were early sown in her heart. She had had several husbands, +who supplanted one another in turn, and the last lived at Sichar, +whither she had followed him and changed her name from Dina to Salome. +She had three grown-up daughters and two sons, who afterwards joined +the disciples. Sister Emmerich used to say that the life of this +Samaritan woman was prophetic--that Jesus had spoken to the entire sect of +Samaritans in her person, and that they were attached to their errors +by as many ties as she had committed adulteries. + + Mara of Suphan was a Moabitess, came from the neighbourhood of +Suphan, and was a descendant of Orpha, the widow of Chelion, Noemi's son. +Orpha had married again in Moab. By Orpha, the sister-in-law of Ruth, +Mara was connected with the family of David, from whom our Lord was +descended. Sister Emmerich saw Jesus deliver Mara from four devils and +grant her forgiveness of her sins on the 17th Elud (9th September) of +the second year of his public life. She was living at Ainon, having +been repudiated by her husband, a rich Jew, who had kept the children +he had had by her with him. She had with her tree others, the offspring +of her adulteries. + + 'I saw,' Sister Emmerich would say,--'I saw how the stray branch of the +stock of David was purified within her by the grace of Jesus, and +admitted into the bosom of the Church. I cannot express how many of +these roots and offshoots I see become entwined with each other, lost +to view, and then once more brought to light.'] + + + +Joseph of Arimathea returned home late from the supper-room, and he +was sorrowfully walking along the streets of Sion, accompanied by a few +disciples and women, when all on a sudden a band of armed men, who were +lying in ambuscade in the neighbourhood of Caiphas's tribunal, fell upon +them, and laid hands upon Joseph, whereupon his companions fled, +uttering loud cries of terror. He was confined in a tower contiguous to +the city wall, not far from the tribunal. These soldiers were pagans, +and had not to keep the Sabbath, therefore Caiphas had been able to +secure their services on this occasion. The intention was to let Joseph +die of hunger, and keep his disappearance a secret. + +Here conclude the descriptions of all that occurred on the day of +the Passion of our Lord; but we will add some supplementary matter +concerning Holy Saturday, the Descent into Hell, and the Resurrection. + + + +CHAPTER LIV. + +On the Name of Calvary. + + + +Whilst meditating on the name of Golgotha, Calvary, the place of +skulls, borne by the rock upon which Jesus was crucified, I became +deeply absorbed in contemplation, and beheld in spirit all ages from +the time of Adam to that of Christ, and in this vision the origin of +the name was made known to me. I here give all that I remember on this +subject. + +I saw Adam, after his expulsion from Paradise, weeping in the grotto +where Jesus sweated blood and water, on Mount Olivet. I saw how Seth +was promised to Eve in the grotto of the manger at Bethlehem, and how +she brought him forth in that same grotto. I also saw Eve living in +some caverns near Hebron, where the Essenian Monastery of Maspha was +afterwards established. + +I then beheld the country where Jerusalem was built, as it appeared +after the Deluge, and the land was all unsettled, black, stony, and +very different from what it had been before. At an immense dept below +the rock which constitutes Mount Calvary (which was formed in this spot +by the rolling of the waters), I saw the tomb of Adam and Eve. The head +and one rib were wanting to one of the skeletons, and the remaining +head was placed within the same skeleton, to which it did not belong. +The bones of Adam and Eve had not all been left in this grave, for Noah +had some of them with him in the ark, and they were transmitted from +generation to generation by the Patriarchs. Noah, and also Abraham, +were in the habit, when offering sacrifice, of always laying some of +Adam's bones upon the altar, to remind the Almighty of his promise. When +Jacob gave Joseph his variegated robe, he at the same time gave him +some bones of Adam, to be kept as relics. Joseph always wore them on +his bosom, and they were placed with his own bones in the first +reliquary which the children of Israel brought out of Egypt. I have +seen similar things, but some I have forgotten, and the others time +fails me to describe. + +As regards the origin of the name of Calvary, I here give all I +know. I beheld the mountain which bears this name as it was in the time +of the Prophet Eliseus. It was not the same then as at the time of our +Lord's Crucifixion, but was a hill, with many walls and caverns, +resembling tombs, upon it. I saw the Prophet Eliseus descend into these +caverns, I cannot say whether in reality or only in a vision, and I saw +him take out a skull from a stone sepulchre in which bones were +resting. Someone who was by his side--I think an angel--said to him, 'This is +the skull of Adam.' The prophet was desirous to take it away, but his +companion forbade him. I saw upon the skull some few hairs of a fair +colour. + +I learned also that the prophet having related what had happened to +him, the spot received the name of Calvary. Finally, I saw that the +Cross of Jesus was placed vertically over the skull of Adam. I was +informed that this spot was the exact centre of the earth; and at the +same time I was shown the numbers and measures proper to every country, +but I have forgotten them, individually as well as in general. Yet I +have seen this centre from above, and as it were from a bird's-eye view. +In that way a person sees far more clearly than on a map all the +different countries, mountains, deserts, seas, rivers, towns, and even +the smallest places, whether distant or near at hand. + + + +CHAPTER LV. + +The Cross and the Winepress. + + + +As I was meditating upon these words or thoughts of Jesus when +hanging on the Cross: 'I am pressed like wine placed here under the press +for the first time; my blood must continue to flow until water comes, +but wine shall no more be made here,' an explanation was given me by +means of another vision relating to Calvary. + +I saw this rocky country at a period anterior to the Deluge; it was +then less wild and less barren than it afterwards became, and was laid +out in vineyards and fields. I saw there the Patriarch Japhet, a +majestic dark-complexioned old man, surrounded by immense flocks and +herds and a numerous posterity: his children as well as himself had +dwellings excavated in the ground, and covered with turf roofs, on +which herbs and flowers were growing. There were vines all around, and +a new method of making wine was being tried on Calvary, in the presence +of Japhet. I saw also the ancient method of preparing wine, but I can +give only the following description of it. At first men were satisfied +with only eating the grapes; then they pressed them with pestles in +hollow stones, and finally in large wooden trenches. Upon this occasion +a new wine-press, resembling the holy Cross in shape, had been devised; +it consisted of the hollow trunk of a tree placed upright, with a bag +of grapes suspended over it. Upon this bag there was fastened a pestle, +surmounted by a weight; and on both sides of the trunk were arms joined +to the bag, through openings made for the purpose, and which, when put +in motion by lowering the ends, crushed the grapes. The juice flowed +out of the tree by five openings, and fell into a stone vat, from +whence it flowed through a channel made of bark and coated with resin, +into the species of cistern excavated in the rock where Jesus was +confined before his Crucifixion. At the foot of the winepress, in the +stone vat, there was a sort of sieve to stop the skins, which were put +on one side. When they had made their winepress, they filled the bag +with grapes, nailed it to the top of the trunk, placed the pestle, and +put in motion the side arms, in order to make the wine flow. All this +very strongly reminded me of the Crucifixion, on account of the +resemblance between the winepress and the Cross. They had a long reed, +at the end of which there were points, so that it looked like an +enormous thistle, and they ran this through the channel and trunk of +the tree when there was any obstruction. I was reminded of the lance +and sponge. There were also some leathern bottles, and vases made of +bark and plastered with resin. I saw several young men, with nothing +but a cloth wrapped round their loins like Jesus, working at this +winepress. Japhet was very old; he wore a long beard, and a dress made +of the skins of beasts; and he looked at the new winepress with evident +satisfaction. It was a festival day, and they sacrificed on a stone +altar some animals which were running loose in the vineyard, young +asses, goats, and sheep. It was not in this place that Abraham came to +sacrifice Isaac; perhaps it was on Mount Moriah. I have forgotten many +of the instructions regarding the wine, vinegar, and skins, and the +different ways in which everything was to be distributed to the right +and to the left; and I regret it, because the veriest trifles in these +matters have a profound symbolical meaning. If it should be the will of +God for me to make them known, he will show them to me again. + + + +CHAPTER LVI. + +Apparitions on Occasion of the Death of Jesus. + + + +Among the dead who rose from their graves, and who were certainly a +hundred in number, at Jerusalem, there were no relations of Jesus. I +saw in various parts of the Holy Land others of the dead appear and +bear testimony to the divinity of Jesus. Thus I saw Sadoch, a most +pious man, who had given all his property to the poor and to the +Temple, appear to many persons in the neighbourhood of Hebron. This +Sadoch had lived a century before Jesus, and was the founder of a +community of Essenians: he had ardently sighed for the coming of the +Messias, and had had several revelations upon the subject. I saw some +others of the dead appear to the hidden disciples of our Lord, and give +them different warnings. + +Terror and desolation reigned even in the most distant parts of +Palestine, and it was not in Jerusalem only that frightful prodigies +took place. At Thirza, the towers of the prison in which the captives +delivered by Jesus had been confined fell down. In Galilee, where Jesus +had travelled so much, I saw many buildings, and in particular the +houses of those Pharisees who had been the foremost in persecuting our +Saviour, and who were then all at the festival, shaken to the ground, +crushing their wives and children. Numerous accidents happened in the +neighbourhood of the Lake of Genazareth. Many buildings fell down at +Capharnaum; and the wall of rocks which was in front of the beautiful +garden of the centurion Zorobabel cracked across. The lake overflowed +into the valley, and its waters descended as far as Capharnaum, which +was a mile and a half distant. Peter's house, and the dwelling of the +Blessed Virgin in front of the town, remained standing. The lake was +strongly convulsed; its shores crumbled in several places, and its +shape was very much altered, and became more like what it is at the +present day. Great changes took place, particularly at the +south-eastern extremity, near Tarichea, because in this part there was +a long causeway made of stones, between the lake and a sort of marsh, +which gave a constant direction to the course of the Jordan when it +left the lake. The whole of this causeway was destroyed by the +earthquake. Many accidents happened on the eastern side of the lake, on +the spot where the swine belonging to the inhabitants of Gergesa cast +themselves in, and also at Gergesa, Gerasa, and in the entire district +of Chorazin. The mountain where the second multiplication of the loaves +took place was shaken, and the stone upon which the miracle had been +worked split in two. In Decapolis, whole towns crumbled to the earth; +and in Asia, in several localities, the earthquake was severely felt, +particularly to the east and north-east of Paneas. In Upper Galilee, +many Pharisees found their houses in ruins when they returned from +keeping the feast. A number of them, while yet at Jerusalem, received +the news of what had happened, and it was on that account that the +enemies of Jesus made such very slight efforts against the Christian +community at Pentecost. + +A part of the Temple of Garizim crumbled down. An idol stood there +above a fountain, in a small temple, the roof of which fell into the +fountain with the idol. Half of the synagogue of Nazareth, out of which +Jesus had been drive, fell down, as well as that part of the mountain +from which his enemies had endeavoured to precipitate him. The bed of +the Jordan was much changed by all these shocks, and its course altered +in many places. At Macherus, and at the other towns belonging to Herod, +everything remained quiet, for that country was out of the sphere of +repentance and of threats, like those men who did not fall to the +ground in the Garden of Olives, and, consequently, did not rise again. + +In many other parts where there were evil spirits, I saw the latter +disappear in large bodies amid the falling mountains and buildings. The +earthquakes reminded me of the convulsions of the possessed, when the +enemy feels that he must take to flight. At Gergesa, a part of the +mountain from which the devils had cast themselves with the swine into +a marsh, fell into this same marsh; and I then saw a band of evil +spirits cast themselves into the abyss, like a dark cloud. + +It was at Nice, unless I am mistaken, that I saw a singular +occurrence, of which I have only an imperfect remembrance. There was a +port there with many vessels in it; and near this port stood a house +with a high tower, in which I saw a pagan whose office was to watch +these vessels. He had often to ascend this tower, and see what was +going on at sea. Having heard a great noise over the vessels in the +port, he hurriedly ascended the tower to discover what was taking +place, and he saw several dark figures hovering over the port, and who +exclaimed to him in plaintive accents: 'If thou desirest to preserve the +vessels, cause them to be sailed out of this port, for we must return +to the abyss: the great Pan is dead.' They told him several other things; +laid injunctions upon him to make known what they were then telling him +upon his return from a certain voyage which he was soon to make, and to +give a good reception to the messengers who would come to announce the +doctrine of him who had just died. The evil spirits were forced in this +manner by the power of God to inform this good man of their defeat, and +announce it to the world. He had the vessels put in safety, and then an +awful storm arose: the devils cast themselves howling into the sea, and +half the city fell down. His house remained standing. Soon afterwards +he went on a great journey, and announced the death of the great Pan, +if that is the name by which our Saviour had been called. Later he came +to Rome, where much amazement was caused by what he related. His name +was something like Thamus or Thramus. + + + +CHAPTER LVII. + +Guards are placed around the Tomb of Jesus. + + + +Late on Friday night, I saw Caiphas and some of the chief men among +the Jews holding a consultation concerning the best course to pursue +with regard to the prodigies which had taken place, and the effect they +had had upon the people. They continued their deliberations quite into +the morning, and then hurried to Pilate's house, to tell him that, as +that seducer said, while he was yet alive, 'After three days I will rise +again,' it would be right to command the sepulchre to be guarded until +the third day, as otherwise his disciples might come and steal him +away, and say to the people, 'He is risen from the dead,' and the last +error would be worse that the first. Pilate was determined to have +nothing more to do with the business, and he only answered: 'You have a +guard; go, guard it as you know.' However, he appointed Cassius to keep a +watch over all that took place, and give him an exact account of every +circumstance. I saw these men, twelve in number, leave the town before +sunrise, accompanied by some soldiers who did not wear the Roman +uniform, being attached to the Temple. They carried lanterns fastened +to the end of long poles, in order that they might be able to see every +surrounding object, in spite of the darkness of the night, and also +that they might have some light in the dark cave of the sepulchre. + +No sooner had they reached the sepulchre than, having first seen +with their own eyes that the body of Jesus was really there, they +fastened one rope across the door of the tomb, and a second across the +great stone which was placed in front, sealing the whole with a seal of +half-circular shape. They then returned to the city, and the guards +stationed themselves opposite the outer door. They were five or six in +number, and watched three and three alternately. Cassius never left his +post, and usually remained sitting or standing in front of the entrance +to the cave, so as to see that side of the tomb where the feet of our +Lord rested. He had received many interior graces, and been given to +understand many mysteries. Being wholly unaccustomed to this state of +spiritual enlightenment, he was perfectly transported out of himself, +and remained nearly all the time unconscious of the presence of +exterior things. He was entirely changed, had become a new man, and +spent the whole day in penance, in making fervent acts of gratitude, +and in humbly adoring God. + + + +CHAPTER LVIII. + +A Glance at the Disciples of Jesus on Holy Saturday. + + + +The faithful disciples of our Lord assembled together in the +Cenaculum, to keep the eve of the Sabbath. They were about twenty in +number, clothed in long white dresses, and with their waists girded. +The room was lighted up by a lamp; and after their repast they +separated, and for the most part returned home. They again assembled on +the following morning, and sat together reading and praying by turns; +and if a friend entered the room, they arose and saluted him cordially. + +In that part of the house inhabited by the Blessed Virgin there was +a large room, divided into small compartments like cells, which were +used by the holy women for sleeping in at night. When they returned +from the sepulchre, one of their number lighted a lamp which was +hanging in the middle of the room, and they all assembled around the +Blessed Virgin, and commenced praying in a mournful but recollected +manner. A short time afterwards, Martha, Maroni, Dina, and Mara, who +were just come with Lazarus from Bethania, where they had passed the +Sabbath, entered the room. The Blessed Virgin and her companions gave +them a detailed account of the death and burial of our Lord, +accompanying each relation with many tears. The evening was advancing, +and Joseph of Arimathea came in with a few other disciples, to ask +whether any of the women wished to return to their homes, as they were +ready to escort them. A few accepted the proposition, and set off +immediately; but before they reached the tribunal of Caiphas, some +armed men stopped Joseph of Arimathea, arrested, and shut him up in an +old deserted turret. + +Those among the holy women who did not leave the Cenaculum retired +to take their rest in the cell-like compartments spoken of above: they +fastened long veils over their heads, seated themselves sorrowfully on +the floor, and leaned upon the couches which were placed against the +wall. After a time they stood up, spread out the bedclothes which were +rolled up on the couches, took off their sandals, girdles, and a part +of their clothing, and reclined for a time in order to endeavour to get +a little sleep. At midnight, they arose, clothed themselves, put up +their beds, and reassembled around the lamp to continue their prayer +with the Blessed Virgin. + +When the Mother of Jesus and her pious companions had finished their +nocturnal prayer (that holy duty which has been practised by all +faithful children of God and holy souls, who have either felt +themselves called to it by a special grace, or who follow a rule given +by God and his Church), they heard a knock at the door, which was +instantly opened, and John and some of the disciples who had promised +to conduct them to the Temple, entered, upon which the women wrapped +their cloaks about them, and started instantly. It was then about three +in the morning, and they went straight to the Temple, it being +customary among many Jews to get there before day dawned, on the day +after they had eaten the Paschal lamb; and for this reason the Temple +was open from midnight, as the sacrifices commenced very early. They +started at about the same hour as that at which the priests had put +their seal upon the sepulchre. The aspect of things in the Temple was, +however, very different from what was usually the case at such times, +for the sacrifices were stopped, and the place was empty and desolate, +as everyone had left on account of the events on the previous day which +had rendered it impure. The Blessed Virgin appeared to me to visit it +for the sole purpose of taking leave of the place where she had passed +her youth. + +The Temple was, however, open; the lamps lighted, and the people at +liberty to enter the vestibule of the priests, which was the customary +privilege of this day, as well as of that which followed the Paschal +supper. The Temple was, as I said before, quite empty, with the +exception of a chance priest or server who might be seen wandering +about; and every part bore the marks of the confusion into which all +was thrown on the previous day by the extraordinary and frightful +events that had taken place; besides which it had been defiled by the +presence of the dead, and I reflected and wondered in my own mind +whether it would be possible ever to purify if again. + +The sons of Simeon, and the nephew of Joseph of Arimathea, were much +grieved when they heard of the arrest of their uncle, but they welcomed +the Blessed Virgin and her companions, and conducted them all over the +Temple, which they did without difficulty, as they held the offices of +inspectors of the Temple. The holy women stood in silence and +contemplated all the terrible and visible marks of the anger of God +with feelings of deep awe, and then listened with interest to the many +stupendous details recounted by their guides. The effects of the +earthquake were still visible, as little had been done towards +repairing the numerous rents and cracks in the floor, and in the walls. +In that part of the Temple where the vestibule joined the sanctuary, +the wall was so tremendously shaken by the shock of the earthquake, as +to produce a fissure wide enough for a person to walk through, and the +rest of the wall looked unsteady, as if it might fall down at any +moment. The curtain which hung in the sanctuary was rent in two and +hung in shreds at the sides; nothing was to be seen around but crumbled +walls, crushed flagstones, and columns either partly or quite shaken +down. + +The Blessed Virgin visited all those parts which Jesus had rendered +sacred in her eyes; she prostrated, kissed them, and with tears in her +eyes explained to the others her reasons for venerating each particular +spot, whereupon they instantly followed her example. The greatest +veneration was always shown by the Jews for all places which had been +rendered sacred by manifestations of the Divine power, and it was +customary to place the hands reverently on such places, to kiss them, +and to prostrate to the very earth before them. I do not think there +was anything in the least surprising in such a custom, for they both +knew, saw, end felt that the God of Abraham, of Isaac, and of Jacob, +was a living God, and that his dwelling among his people was in the +Temple at Jerusalem; consequently it would have been infinitely more +astonishing if they had not venerated those holy parts where his power +had been particularly demonstrated, for the Temple and the holy places +were to them what the Blessed Sacrament is to Christians. + +Deeply penetrated with these feelings of respect, the Blessed Virgin +walked trough the Temple with her companions, and pointed out to them +the spot where she was presented when still a child, the parts where +she passed her childhood, the place where she was affianced to St. +Joseph, and the spot where she stood when she presented Jesus and heard +the prophecy of Simeon: the remembrance of his words made her weep +bitterly, for the prophecy was indeed fulfilled, and the sword of grief +had indeed transfixed her heart; she again stopped her companions when +she reached the part of the Temple where she found Jesus teaching when +she lost him at the age of twelve, and she respectfully kissed the +ground on which he then stood. When the holy women had looked at every +place sanctified by the presence of Jesus, when they had wept and +prayed over them, they returned to Sion. + +The Blessed Virgin did not leave the Temple without shedding many +tears, as she contemplated the state of desolation to which it was +reduced, an aspect of desolation which was rendered still more +depressing by the marked contrast it bore to the usual state of the +Temple on the festival day. Instead of songs and hymns of jubilee, a +mournful silence reigned throughout the vast edifice, and in place of +groups of joyful and devout worshippers, the eye wandered over a vast +and dreary solitude. Too truly, alas, did this change betoken the +fearful crime which had been perpetrated by the people of God, and she +remembered how Jesus had wept over the Temple, and said, 'Destroy the +Temple and in three days I will build it up again.' She thought over the +destruction of the Temple of the Body of Jesus which had been brought +about by his enemies, and she sighed with a longing desire for the +dawning of that third day when the words of eternal truth were to be +accomplished. + +It was about daybreak when Mary and her companions reached the +Cenaculum, and they retired into the building which stood on its +right-hand side, while John and some of the disciples re-entered the +Cenaculum, where about twenty men, assembled around a lamp, were +occupied in prayer. Every now and then new-comers drew nigh to the +door, came in timidity, approached the group round the lamp, and +addressed them in a few mournful words, which they accompanied with +tears. Everyone appeared to regard John with feelings of respect; +because he had remained with Jesus until he expired; but with these +sentiments of respect was mingled a deep feeling of shame and +confusion, when they reflected on their own cowardly conduct in +abandoning their Lord and Master in the hour of need. John spoke to +everyone with the greatest charity and kindness; his manner was modest +and unassuming as that of a child, and he seemed to fear receiving +praise. I saw the assembled group take one meal during that day, but +its members were, for the most part, silent; not a sound was to be +heard throughout the house, and the doors were tightly closed, +although, in fact, there was no likelihood of anyone disturbing them, +as the house belonged to Nicodemus, and he had let it to them for the +time of the festival. + +The holy women remained in this room until nightfall; it was lighted +up by a single lamp; the doors were closed, and curtains drawn over the +windows. Sometimes they gathered round the Blessed Virgin and prayed +under the lamp; at other times they retired to the side of the room, +covered their heads with black veils, and either sat on ashes (the sign +of mourning), or prayed with their faces turned towards the wall; those +whose health was delicate took a little food, but the others fasted. + +I looked at them again and again, and I saw them ever occupied in +the same manner, that is to say, either in prayer or in mourning over +the sufferings of their beloved Master. When my thoughts wandered from +the contemplation of the Blessed Virgin to that of her Divine Son, I +beheld the holy sepulchre with six or seven sentinels at the +entrance--Cassius standing against the door of the cave, apparently in +deep meditation, the exterior door closed, and the stone rolled close +to it. Notwithstanding the thick door which intervened between the body +of our Saviour and myself I could see it plainly; it was quite +transparent with a divine light, and two angels were adoring at the +side. But my thoughts then turned to the contemplation of the blessed +soul of my Redeemer, and such an extensive and complicated picture of +his descent into hell was shown to me, that I can only remember a small +portion of it, which I will describe to the best of my power. + + + +CHAPTER LIX. + +A Detached Account of the Descent into Hell. + + + +When Jesus, after uttering a loud cry, expired, I saw his heavenly +soul under the form of a bright meteor pierce the earth at the foot of +the Cross, accompanied by the angel Gabriel and many other angels. His +Divine nature continued united to his soul as well as to his body, +which still remained hanging upon the Cross, but I cannot explain how +this was, although I saw it plainly in my own mind. The place into +which the soul of Jesus entered was divided into three parts, which +appeared to me like three worlds; and I felt that they were round, and +that each division was separated from the other by a hemisphere. + +I beheld a bright and beautiful space opposite to Limbo; it was +enamelled with flowers, delicious breezes wafted through it; and many +souls were placed there before being admitted into Heaven after their +deliverance from Purgatory. Limbo, the place where the souls were +waiting for the Redemption, was divided into different compartments, +and encompassed by a thick foggy atmosphere. Our Lord appeared radiant +with light and surrounded by angels, who conducted him triumphantly +between two of these compartments; the one on the left containing the +patriarchs who lived before the time of Abraham, and that on the right +those who lived between the days of Abraham and St. John the Baptist. +These souls did not at first recognise Jesus, but were filled +nevertheless with sensations of joy and hope. There was not a spot in +those narrow confines which did not, as it were, dilate with feelings +of happiness. The passage of Jesus might be compared to the wafting of +a breath of air, to a sudden flash of light, or to a shower of +vivifying dew, but it was swift as a whirlwind. After passing through +the two compartments, he reached a dark spot in which Adam and Eve were +standing; he spoke to them, they prostrated and adored him in a perfect +ecstasy of joy, and they immediately joined the band of angels, and +accompanied our Lord to the compartment on the left, which contained +the patriarchs who lived before Abraham. This compartment was a species +of Purgatory, and a few evil spirits were wandering about among the +souls and endeavouring to fill them with anxiety and alarm. The +entrance through a species of door was closed, but the angels rapped, +and I thought I heard them say, 'Open these doors.' When Jesus entered in +triumph the demons dispersed, crying out at the same time, 'What is there +between thee and us? What art thou come to do here? Wilt thou crucify +us likewise?' The angels hunted them away, having first chained them. The +poor souls confined in this place had only a slight presentiment and +vague idea of the presence of Jesus; but the moment he told them that +it was he himself, they burst out into acclamations of joy, and +welcomed him with hymns of rapture and delight. The soul of our Lord +then wended its way to the right, towards that part which really +constituted Limbo; and there he met the soul of the good thief which +angels were carrying to Abraham's bosom, as also that of the bad thief +being dragged by demons into Hell. Our Lord addressed a few words to +both, and then entered Abraham's bosom, accompanied by numerous angels +and holy souls, and also by those demons who had been chained and +expelled from the compartment. + +This locality appeared to me more elevated than the surrounding +parts; and I can only describe my sensations on entering it, by +comparing them to those of a person coming suddenly into the interior +of a church, after having been for some time in the burial vaults. The +demons, who were strongly chained, were extremely loth to enter, and +resisted to the utmost of their power, but the angels compelled them to +go forwards. All the just who had lived before the time of Christ were +assembled there; the patriarchs, Moses, the judges, and the kings on +the left-hand side; and on the right side, the prophets, and the +ancestors of our Lord, as also his near relations, such as Joachim, +Anna, Joseph, Zacharias, Elizabeth, and John. There were no demons in +this place, and the only discomfort that had been felt by those placed +there was a longing desire for the accomplishment of the promise; and +when our Lord entered they saluted him with joyful hymns of gratitude +and thanksgiving for its fulfilment, they prostrated and adored him, +and the evil spirits who had been dragged into Abraham's bosom when our +Lord entered were compelled to confess with shame that they were +vanquished. Many of these holy souls were ordered by our Lord to return +to the earth, re-enter their own bodies, and thus render a solemn and +impressive testimony to the truth. It was at this moment that so many +dead persons left their tombs in Jerusalem; I regarded them less in the +light of dead persons risen again than as corpses put in motion by a +divine power, and which, after having fulfilled the mission entrusted +to them, were laid aside in the same manner as the insignia of office +are taken off by a clerk when he has executed the orders of his +superiors. + +I next saw our Lord, with his triumphant procession, enter into a +species of Purgatory which was filled with those good pagans who, +having had a faint glimmering of the truth, had longed for its +fulfilment: this Purgatory was very deep, and contained a few demons +compelled to confess the deception they had practised with regard to +these idols, and the souls of the poor pagans cast themselves at the +feet of Jesus, and adored him with inexpressible joy: here, likewise, +the demons were bound with chains and dragged away. I saw our Saviour +perform many other actions; but I suffered so intensely at the same +time, that I cannot recount them as I should have wished. + +Finally, I beheld him approach to the centre of the great abyss, +that is to say, to Hell itself; and the expression of his countenance +was most severe. + +The exterior of Hell was appalling and frightful; it was an immense, +heavy-looking building, and the granite of which it was formed, +although black, was of metallic brightness; and the dark and ponderous +doors were secured with such terrible bolts that no one could behold +them without trembling. Deep groans and cries of despair might be +plainly distinguished even while the doors were tightly closed; but, O, +who can describe the dreadful yells and shrieks which burst upon the +ear when the bolts were unfastened and the doors flung open; and, O, +who can depict the melancholy appearance of the inhabitants of this +wretched place! + +The form under which the Heavenly Jerusalem is generally represented +in my visions is that of a beautiful and well-regulated city, and the +different degrees of glory to which the elect are raised are +demonstrated by the magnificence of their palaces, or the wonderful +fruit and flowers with which the gardens are embellished. Hell is shown +to me under the same form, but all within it is, on the contrary, +close, confused, and crowded; every object tends to fill the mind with +sensations of pain and grief; the marks of the wreath and vengeance of +God are visible everywhere; despair, like a vulture, gnaws every heart, +and discord and misery reign around. In the Heavenly Jerusalem all is +peace and eternal harmony, the beginning, fulfilment, and end of +everything being pure and perfect happiness; the city is filled with +splendid buildings, decorated in such a manner as to charm every eye +and enrapture every sense; the inhabitants of this delightful abode are +overflowing with rapture and exultation, the gardens gay with lovely +flowers, and the trees covered with delicious fruits which give eternal +life. In the city of Hell nothing is to be seen but dismal dungeons, +dark caverns, frightful deserts, fetid swamps filled with every +imaginable species of poisonous and disgusting reptile. In Heaven you +behold the happiness and peaceful union of the saints; in Hell, +perpetual scenes of wretched discord, and every species of sin and +corruption, either under the most horrible forms imaginable, or +represented by different kinds of dreadful torments. All in this dreary +abode tends to fill the mind with horror; not a word of comfort is +heard or a consoling idea admitted; the one tremendous thought, that +the justice of an all-powerful God inflicts on the damned nothing but +what they have fully deserved is the absorbing tremendous conviction +which weighs down each heart. Vice appears in its own grim disgusting +colours, being stripped of the mask under which it is hidden in this +world, and the infernal viper is seen devouring those who have +cherished or fostered it here below. In a word, Hell is the temple of +anguish and despair, while the kingdom of God is the temple of peace +and happiness. This is easy to understand when seen; but it is almost +impossible to describe clearly. + +The tremendous explosion of oaths, curses, cries of despair, and +frightful exclamations which, like a clap of thunder, burst forth when +the gates of Hell were thrown open by the angels, would be difficult +even to imagine; our Lord spoke first to the soul of Judas, and the +angels then compelled all the demons to acknowledge and adore Jesus. +They would have infinitely preferred the most frightful torments to +such a humiliation; but all were obliged to submit. Many were chained +down in a circle which was placed round other circles. In the centre of +Hell I saw a dark and horrible-looking abyss, and into this Lucifer was +cast, after being first strongly secured with chains; thick clouds of +sulphureous black smoke arose from its fearful depths, and enveloped +his frightful form in the dismal folds, thus effectually concealing him +from every beholder. God himself had decreed this; and I was likewise +told, if I remember right, that he will be unchained for a time fifty +or sixty years before the year of Christ 2000. The dates of many other +events were pointed out to me which I do not now remember; but a +certain number of demons are to be let loose much earlier than Lucifer, +in order to tempt men, and to serve as instruments of the divine +vengeance. I should think that some must be loosened even in the +present day, and others will be set free in a short time. + +It would be utterly impossible for me to describe all the things +which were shown to me; their number was so great that I could not +reduce them sufficiently to order to define and render them +intelligible. Besides which my sufferings are very great, and when I +speak on the subject of my visions I behold them in my mind's eye +portrayed in such vivid colours, that the sight is almost sufficient to +cause a weak mortal like myself to expire. + +I next saw innumerable bands of redeemed souls liberated from +Purgatory and from Limbo, who followed our Lord to a delightful spot +situated above the celestial Jerusalem, in which place I, a very short +time ago, saw the soul of a person who was very dear to me. The soul of +the good thief was likewise taken there, and the promise of our Lord, +'This day thou shalt be with me in Paradise,' was fulfilled. + +It is not in my power to explain the exact time that each of these +events occurred, nor can I relate one-half of the things which I saw +and heard; for some were incomprehensible even to myself, and others +would be misunderstood if I attempted to relate them. I have seen our +Lord in many different places. Even in the sea he appeared to me to +sanctify and deliver everything in the creation. Evil spirits fled at +his approach, and cast themselves into the dark abyss. I likewise +beheld his soul in different parts of the earth, first inside the tomb +of Adam, under Golgotha; and when he was there the souls of Adam and +Eve came up to him, and he spoke to them for some time. He then visited +the tombs of the prophets, who were buried at an immense depth below +the surface; but he passed through the soil in the twinkling of an eye. +Their souls immediately re-entered their bodies, and he spoke to them, +and explained the most wonderful mysteries. Next I saw him, accompanied +by a chosen band of prophets, among whom I particularly remarked David, +visit those parts of the earth which had been sanctified by his +miracles and by his sufferings. He pointed out to them, with the +greatest love and goodness, the different symbols in the old law +expressive of the future; and he showed them how he himself had +fulfilled every prophecy. The sight of the soul of our Lord, surrounded +by these happy souls, and radiant with light, was inexpressibly grand +as he glided triumphantly through the air, sometimes passing, with the +velocity of lightning, over rivers, then penetrating though the hardest +rocks to the very centre of the earth, or moving noiselessly over its +surface. + +I can remember nothing beyond the facts which I have just related +concerning the descent of Jesus into Limbo, where he went in order to +present to the souls there detained the grace of the Redemption which +he had merited for them by his death and by his sufferings; and I saw +all these things in a very short space of time; in fact, time passed so +quickly that it seemed to me but a moment. Our Lord, however, displayed +before me, at the same time, another picture, in which I beheld the +immense mercies which he bestows in the present day on the poor souls +in Purgatory; for on every anniversary of this great day, when his +Church is celebrating the glorious mystery of his death, he casts a +look of compassion on the souls in Purgatory, and frees some of those +who sinned against him before his crucifixion. I this day saw Jesus +deliver many souls; some I was acquainted with, and others were +strangers to me, but I cannot name any of them. + +Our Lord, by descending into Hell, planted (if I may thus express +myself), in the spiritual garden of the Church, a mysterious tree, the +fruits of which--namely, his merits--are destined for the constant relief of +the poor souls in Purgatory. The Church militant must cultivate the +tree, and gather its fruit, in order to present them to that suffering +portion of the Church which can do nothing for itself. Thus it is with +all the merits of Christ; we must labour with him if we wish to obtain +our share of them; we must gain our bread by the sweat of our brow. +Everything which our Lord has done for us in time must produce fruit +for eternity; but we must gather these fruits in time, without which we +cannot possess them in eternity. The Church is the most prudent and +thoughtful of mothers; the ecclesiastical year is an immense and +magnificent garden, in which all those fruits for eternity are gathered +together, that we may make use of them in time. Each year contains +sufficient to supply the wants of all; but woe be to that careless or +dishonest gardener who allows any of the fruit committed to his care to +perish; if he fails to turn to a proper account those graces which +would restore health to the sick; strength to the weak, or furnish food +to the hungry! When the Day of Judgment arrives, the Master of the +garden will demand a strict account, not only of every tree, but also +of all the fruit produced in the garden. + + + +CHAPTER LX. + +The Eve of the Resurrection. + + + +Towards the close of the Sabbath-day, John came to see the holy +women. He endeavoured to give some consolation, but could not restrain +his own tears, and only remained a short time with them. They had +likewise a short visit from Peter and James the Greater, after which +they retired to their cells, and gave free vent to grief, sitting upon +ashes, and veiling themselves even more closely. + +The prayer of the Blessed Virgin was unceasing. She ever kept her +eyes fixed interiorly on Jesus, and was perfectly consumed by her +ardent desire of once more beholding him whom she loved with such +inexpressible love. Suddenly an angel stood by her side, and bade her +arise and go to the door of the dwelling of Nicodemus, for that the +Lord was very near. The heart of the Blessed Virgin leaped for joy. She +hastily wrapped her cloak about her, and left the holy women, without +informing them where she was going. I saw her walk quickly to a small +entrance which was cut in the town wall, the identical one through +which she had entered when returning with her companions from the +sepulchre. + +It was about nine o'clock at night, and the Blessed Virgin had almost +reached the entrance, when I saw her stop suddenly in a very solitary +spot, and look upwards in an ecstasy of delight, for on the top of the +town wall she beheld the soul of our Lord, resplendent with light, +without the appearance of a wound, and surrounded by patriarchs. He +descended towards her, turned to his companions, and presenting her to +them, said, 'Behold Mary, behold my Mother.' He appeared to me to salute +her with a kiss, and he then disappeared. The Blessed Virgin knelt +down, and most reverently kissed the ground on which he had stood, and +the impression of her hands and knees remained imprinted upon the +stones. The sight filled her with inexpressible joy, and she +immediately rejoined the holy women, who were busily employed in +preparing the perfumes and spices. She did not tell them what she had +seen, but her firmness and strength of mind was restored. She was +perfectly renovated, and therefore comforted all the rest, and +endeavoured to strengthen their faith. + +All the holy women were sitting by a long table, the cover of which +hung down to the floor, when Mary returned; bundles of herbs were +heaped around them, and these they mixed together and arranged; small +flasks, containing sweet unctions and water of spikenard, were standing +near, as also bunches of natural flowers, among which I remarked one in +particular, which was like a streaked iris or a lily. Magdalen, Mary +the daughter of Cleophas, Salome, Johanna, and Mary Salome, had bought +all these things in the town during the absence of Mary. Their +intention was to go to the sepulchre before sunrise on the following +day, in order to strew these flowers and perfumes over the body of +their beloved Master. + +CHAPTER LVI. + +Joseph of Arimathea miraculously set at large. + + + +A short time after the return of the Blessed Virgin to the holy +women, I was shown the interior of the prison in which the enemies of +Joseph of Arimathea had confined him. He was praying fervently, when +suddenly a brilliant light illuminated the whole place, and I heard a +voice calling him by name, while at the same moment the roof opened, +and a bright form appeared, holding out a sheet resembling that in +which he had wrapped the body of Jesus. Joseph grasped it with both +hands, and was drawn up to the opening, which closed again as soon as +he had passed through; and the apparition disappeared the instant he +was in safety at the tope of the tower. I know not whether it was our +Lord himself or an angel who thus set Joseph free. + +He walked on the summit of the wall until he reached the +neighbourhood of the Cenaculum, which was near to the south wall of +Sion, and then climbed down and knocked at the door of that edifice, as +the doors were fastened. The disciples assembled there had been much +grieved when they first missed Joseph, who they thought had been thrown +into a sink, a report to that effect having become current. Great, +therefore, was their joy when they opened the door and found that it +was he himself; indeed, they were almost as much delighted as when +Peter was miraculously delivered from prison some years after. When +Joseph had related what had taken place, they were filled with +astonishment and delight; and after thanking God fervently gave him +some refreshment, which he greatly needed. He left Jerusalem that same +night, and fled to Arimathea, his native place, where he remained until +he thought he could return safely to Jerusalem. + +I likewise saw Caiphas towards the close of the Sabbath-day, at the +house of Nicodemus. He was conversing with him and asking many +questions with pretended kindness. Nicodemus answered firmly, and +continued to affirm the innocence of Jesus. They did not remain long +together. + + + +CHAPTER LXII. + +The Night of Resurrection. + + + +I soon after beheld the tomb of our Lord. All was calm and silent +around it. There were six soldiers on guard, who were either seated or +standing before the door, and Cassius was among them. His appearance +was that of a person immersed in meditation and in the expectation of +some great event. The sacred body of our Blessed Redeemer was wrapped +in the winding-sheet, and surrounded with light, while two angels sat +in an attitude of adoration, the one at the head, and the other at the +feet. I had seen them in the same posture ever since he was first put +into the tomb. These angels were clothed as priests. Their position, +and the manner in which they crossed their arms over their breasts, +reminded me of the cherubim who surrounded the Ark of the covenant, +only they were without wings; at least I did not see any. The whole of +the sepulchre reminded me of the Ark of the Covenant at different +periods of its history. It is possible that Cassius was sensible of the +presence of the angels, and of the bright light which filled the +sepulchre, for his attitude was like that of a person in deep +contemplation before the Blessed Sacrament. + +I next saw the soul of our Lord accompanied by those among the +patriarchs whom he had liberated enter into the tomb through the rock. +He showed them the wounds with which his sacred body was covered; and +it seemed to me that the winding-sheet which previously enveloped it +was removed, and that Jesus wished to show the souls the excess of +suffering he had endured to redeem them. The body appeared to me to be +quite transparent, so that the whole depth of the wounds could be seen; +and this sight filled the holy souls with admiration, although deep +feelings of compassion likewise drew tears from their eyes. + +My next vision was so mysterious that I cannot explain or even +relate it in a clear manner. It appeared to me that the soul and body +of Jesus were taken together out of the sepulchre, without, however, +the former being completely reunited to the latter, which still +remained inanimate. I thought I saw two angels who were kneeling and +adoring at the head and feet of the sacred body, raise it--keeping it in +the exact position in which it was lying in the tomb--and carry it +uncovered and disfigured with wounds across the rock, which trembled as +they passed. It then appeared to me that Jesus presented his body, +marked with the stigmas of the Passion, to his Heavenly Father, who, +seated on a throne, was surrounded by innumerable choirs of angels, +blissfully occupied in pouring forth hymns of adoration and jubilee. +The case was probably the same when at the death of our Lord, so many +holy souls re-entered their bodies, and appeared in the Temple and in +different parts of Jerusalem; for it is not likely that the bodies +which they animated were really alive, as in that case they would have +been obliged to die a second time, whereas they returned to their +original state without apparent difficulty; but it is to be supposed +that their appearance in human form was similar to that of our Lord, +when he (if we may thus express it) accompanied his body to the throne +of his Heavenly Father. + +At this moment the rock was so violently shaken, from the very +summit to the base, that three of the guards fell down and became +almost insensible. The other four were away at the time, being gone to +the town to fetch something. The guards who were thus thrown prostrate +attributed the sudden shock to an earthquake; but Cassius, who, +although uncertain as to what all this might portend, yet felt an +inward presentiment that it was the prelude to some stupendous event, +stood transfixed in anxious expectation, waiting to see what would +follow next. The soldiers who were gone to Jerusalem soon returned. + +I again beheld the holy women: they had finished preparing the +spices, and were resting in their private cells; not stretched out on +the couches, but leaning against the bedclothes, which were rolled up. +They wished to go to the sepulchre before the break of day, because +they feared meeting the enemies of Jesus; but the Blessed Virgin, who +was perfectly renovated and filled with fresh courage since she had +seen her Son, consoled and recommended them to sleep for a time, and +then go fearlessly to the tomb, as no harm would come to them; +whereupon they immediately followed her advice, and endeavoured to +sleep. + +It was towards eleven o'clock at night when the Blessed Virgin, +incited by irrepressible feelings of love, arose, wrapped a grey cloak +around her, and left the house quite alone. When I saw her do this, I +could not help feeling anxious, and saying to myself, 'How is it possible +for this holy Mother, who is so exhausted from anguish and terror, to +venture to walk all alone through the streets at such an hour?' I saw her +go first to the house of Caiphas, and then to the palace of Pilate, +which was at a great distance off; I watched her through the whole of +her solitary journey along that part which had been trodden by her Son, +loaded with his heavy Cross; she stopped at every place where our +Saviour had suffered particularly, or had received any fresh outrage +from his barbarous enemies. Her appearance, as she walked slowly along, +was that of a person seeking something; she often bent down to the +ground, touched the stones with her hands, and then inundated them with +kisses, if the precious blood of her beloved Son was upon them. God +granted her at this time particular lights and graces, and she was able +without the slightest degree of difficulty to distinguish every place +sanctified by his sufferings. I accompanied her through the whole of +her pious pilgrimage, and I endeavoured to imitate her to the best of +my power, as far as my weakness would permit. + +Mary then went to Calvary; but when she had almost reached it, she +stopped suddenly, and I saw the sacred body and soul of our Saviour +standing before her. An angel walked in front; the two angels whom I +had seen in the tomb were by his side, and the souls whom he had +redeemed followed him by hundreds. The body of Jesus was brilliant and +beautiful, but its appearance was not that of a living body, although a +voice issued from it; and I heard him describe to the Blessed Virgin +all he had done in Limbo, and then assure her that he should rise again +with his glorified body; that he would then show himself to her, and +that she must wait near the rock of Mount Calvary, and that part where +she saw him fall down, until he appeared. Our Saviour then went towards +Jerusalem, and the Blessed Virgin, having again wrapped her veil about +her, prostrated on the spot which he had pointed out. It was then, I +think, past midnight, for the pilgrimage of Mary over the Way of the +Cross had taken up at least an hour; and I next saw the holy souls who +had been redeemed by our Saviour traverse in their turn the sorrowful +Way of the Cross, and contemplate the different places where he had +endured such fearful sufferings for their sakes. The angels who +accompanied them gathered sacred flesh which had been torn off by the +frequent blows he received, as also the blood with which the ground was +sprinkled on those spots where he had fallen. + +I once more saw the sacred body of our Lord stretched out as I first +beheld it in the sepulchre; the angels were occupied in replacing the +garments they had gathered up of his flesh, and they received +supernatural assistance in doing this. When next I contemplated him it +was in his winding-sheet, surrounded with a bright light and with two +adoring angels by his side. I cannot explain how all these things came +to pass, for they are far beyond our human comprehension; and even if I +understand them perfectly myself when I see them, they appear dark and +mysterious when I endeavour to explain them to others. + +As soon as a faint glimmering of dawn appeared in the east, I saw +Magdalen, Mary the daughter of Cleophas, Johanna Chusa, and Salome, +leave the Cenaculum, closely wrapped up in their mantles. They carried +bundles of spices; and one of their number had a lighted candle in her +hand, which she endeavoured to conceal under her cloak. I saw them +direct their trembling steps towards the small door at the house of +Nicodemus. + + + +CHAPTER LXIII. + +The Resurrection of our Lord. + + + +I beheld the soul of our Lord between two angels, who were in the +attire of warriors: it was bright, luminous, and resplendent as the sun +at mid-day; it penetrated the rock, touched the sacred body, passed +into it, and the two were instantaneously united, and became as one. I +then saw the limbs move, and the body of our Lord, being reunited to +his soul and to his divinity, rise and shake off the winding-sheet: the +whole of the cave was illuminated and lightsome. + +At the same moment I saw a frightful monster burst from the earth +underneath the sepulchre. It had the tail of a serpent, and it raised +its dragon head proudly as if desirous of attacking Jesus; and had +likewise, if I remember correctly, a human head. But our Lord held in +his hand a white staff, to which was appended a large banner; and he +placed his foot on the head of the dragon, and struck its tail three +times with his staff, after which the monster disappeared. I had had +this same vision many times before the Resurrection, and I saw just +such a monster, appearing to endeavour to hide itself, at the time of +the conception of our Lord: it greatly resembled the serpent which +tempted our first parents in Paradise, only it was more horrible. I +thought that this vision had reference to the prophetic words, that 'by +the seed of the woman the head of the serpent should be crushed,' and +that the whole was intended to demonstrate the victory of our Lord over +death, for at the same moment that I saw him crush the head of the +monster, the tomb likewise vanished from my sight. + +I then saw the glorified body of our Lord rise up, and it passed +through the hard rock as easily as if the latter had been formed of +some ductile substance. The earth shook, and an angel in the garb of a +warrior descended from Heaven with the speed of lightning, entered the +tomb, lifted the stone, placed it on the right side, and seated himself +upon it. At this tremendous sight the soldiers fell to the ground, and +remained there apparently lifeless. When Cassius saw the bright light +which illuminated the tomb, he approached the place where the sacred +body had been placed, looked at and touched the linen clothes in which +it had been wrapped, and left the sepulchre, intending to go and inform +Pilate of all that had happened. However, he tarried a short time to +watch the progress of events; for although he had felt the earthquake, +seen the angel move the stone, and looked at the empty tomb, yet he had +not seen Jesus. + +At the very moment in which the angel entered the sepulchre and the +earth quaked, I saw our Lord appear to his holy Mother on Calvary. His +body was beautiful and lightsome, and its beauty was that of a +celestial being. He was clothed in a large mantle, which at one moment +looked dazzlingly white, as it floated through the air, waving to and +fro with every breath of wind, and the next reflected a thousand +brilliant colours as the sunbeams passed over it. His large open wounds +shone brightly, and could be seen from a great distance: the wounds in +his hands were so large that a finger might be put into them without +difficulty; and rays of light proceeded from them, diverging in the +direction of his fingers. The souls of the patriarchs bowed down before +the Mother of our Saviour, and Jesus spoke to her concerning his +Resurrection, telling her many things which I have forgotten. He showed +her his wounds; and Mary prostrated to kiss his sacred feet; but he +took her hand, raised her, and disappeared. + +When I was at some distance from the sepulchre I saw fresh lights +burning there, and I likewise beheld a large luminous spot in the sky +immediately over Jerusalem. + + + +CHAPTER LXIV. + +The holy Women at the Sepulchre. + + + +The holy women were very near the door of Nicodemus's house at the +moment of our Lord's Resurrection; but they did not see anything of the +prodigies which were taking place at the sepulchre. They were not aware +that guards had been placed around the tomb, for they had not visited +it on the previous day, on account of its being the Sabbath. They +questioned one another anxiously concerning what would have to be done +about the large stone at the door, as to who would be the best person +to ask about removing it, for they had been so engrossed by grief that +they had not thought about it before. Their intention was to pour +precious ointments upon the body of Jesus, and then to strew over it +flowers of the most rare and aromatic kinds, thus rendering all the +honour possible to their Divine Master in his sepulchre. Salome, who +had brought more things than anyone else, was a rich lady, who lived in +Jerusalem, a relation of St. Joseph, but not the mother of John. The +holy women came to the determination of putting down their spices on +the stone which closed the door of the monument, and waiting until +someone came to roll it back. + +The guards were still lying on the ground, and the strong +convulsions which even then shook them clearly demonstrated how great +had been their terror, and the large stone was cast on one side, so +that the door could be opened without difficulty. I could see the linen +cloth in which the body of Jesus had been wrapped scattered about in +the tomb, and the large winding-sheet lying in the same place as when +they left it, but doubled together in such a manner that you saw at +once that it no longer contained anything but the spices which had been +placed round the body, and the bandages were on the outside of the +tomb. The linen cloth in which Mary had enveloped the sacred head of +her Son was still there. + +I saw the holy women coming into the garden; but when they perceived +the light given by the lamps of the sentinels, and the prostrate forms +of the soldiers round the tomb, they for the most part became much +alarmed, and retreated towards Golgotha. Mary Magdalen was, however, +more courageous, and, followed by Salome, entered the garden while the +other women remained timidly on the outside. + +Magdalen started, and appeared for a moment terrified when she drew +near the sentinels. She retreated a few steps and rejoined Salome, but +both quickly recovered their presence of mind, and walked on together +through the midst of the prostrate guards, and entered into the cave +which contained the sepulchre. They immediately perceived that the +stone was removed, but the doors were closed, which had been done in +all probability by Cassius. Magdalen opened them quickly, looked +anxiously into the sepulchre, and was much surprised at seeing that the +cloths in which they had enveloped our Lord were lying on one side, and +that the place where they had deposited the sacred remains was empty. A +celestial light filled the cave, and an angel was seated on the right +side. Magdalen became almost beside herself from disappointment and +alarm. I do not know whether she heard the words which the angel +addressed to her, but she left the garden as quickly as possible, and +ran to the town to inform the Apostles who were assembled there of what +had taken place. I do not know whether the angel spoke to Mary Salome, +as she did not enter the sepulchre; but I saw her leaving the garden +directly after Magdalen, in order to relate all that had happened to +the rest of the holy women, who were both frightened and delighted at +the news, but could not make up their minds as to whether they would go +to the garden or not. + +In the mean time Cassius had remained near the sepulchre in hopes of +seeing Jesus, as he thought he would be certain to appear to the holy +women; but seeing nothing, he directed his steps towards Pilate's palace +to relate to him all that had happened, stopping, however, first at the +place where the rest of the holy women were assembled, to tell them +what he had seen, and to exhort them to go immediately to the garden. +They followed his advice, and went there at once. No sooner had they +reached the door of the sepulchre than they beheld two angels clothed +in sacerdotal vestments of the most dazzling white. The women were very +much alarmed, covered their faces with their hands, and prostrated +almost to the ground; but one of the angels addressed them, bade them +not fear, and told them that they must not seek for their crucified +Lord there, for that he was alive, had risen, and was no longer an +inhabitant of the tomb. He pointed out to them at the same moment the +empty sepulchre, and ordered them to go and relate to the disciples all +that they had seen and heard. He likewise told them that Jesus would go +before them into Galilee, and recalled to their minds the words which +our Saviour had addressed to them on a former occasion: 'The Son of Man +will be delivered into the hands of sinners, he will be crucified, and +the third day rise again.' The angels then disappeared, and left the holy +women filled with joy, although of course greatly agitated; they wept, +looked at the empty tomb and linen clothes, and immediately started to +return to the town. But they were so much overcome by the many +astounding events which had taken place, that they walked very slowly, +and stopped and looked back often, in hopes of seeing our Lord, or at +least Magdalen. + +In the mean time Magdalen reached the Cenaculum. She was so excited +as to appear like a person beside herself, and knocked hastily at the +door. Some of the disciples were still sleeping, and those who were +risen were conversing together. Peter and John opened the door, but she +only exclaimed, without entering the house, 'They have taken away the +body of my Lord, and I know not where they have laid him,' and +immediately returned to the garden. Peter and John went back into the +house, and after saying a few words to the other disciples followed her +as speedily as possible, but John far outstripped Peter. I then saw +Magdalen reenter the garden, and direct her steps towards the +sepulchre; she appeared greatly agitated partly from grief, and partly +from having walked so fast. Her garments were quite moist with dew, and +her veil hanging on one side, while the luxuriant hair in which she had +formerly taken so much pride fell in dishevelled masses over her +shoulders, forming a species of mantle. Being alone, she was afraid of +entering the cave, but stopped for a moment on the outside, and knelt +down in order to see better into the tomb. She was endeavouring to push +back her long hair, which fell over her face and obscured her vision, +when she perceived the two angels who were seated in the tomb, and I +heard one of them address her thus: 'Woman, why weepest thou?' She replied, +in a voice choked with tears (for she was perfectly overwhelmed with +grief at finding that the body of Jesus was really gone), 'Because they +have taken away my Lord, and I know not where they have laid him.' She +said no more, but seeing the empty winding-sheet, went out of the +sepulchre and began to look about in other parts. She felt a secret +presentiment that not only should she find Jesus, but that he was even +then near to her; and the presence of the angels seemed not to disturb +her in the least; she did not appear even to be aware that they were +angels, every faculty was engrossed with the one thought, 'Jesus is not +here! Where is Jesus?' I watched her wandering about like an insane +person, with her hair floating loosely in the wind: her hair appeared +to annoy her much, for she again endeavoured to push it from off her +face, and having divided it into two parts, threw it over her shoulders. + +She then raised her head, looked around, and perceived a tall +figure, clothed in white, standing at about ten paces from the +sepulchre on the east side of the garden, where there was a slight rise +in the direction of the town; the figure was partly hidden from her +sight by a palm-tree, but she was somewhat startled when it addressed +her in these words: 'Woman, why weepest thou? Whom seekest thou?' She +thought it was the gardener; and, in fact, he had a spade in his hand, +and a large hat (apparently made of the bark of trees) on his head. His +dress was similar to that worn by the gardener described in the parable +which Jesus had related to the holy women at Bethania a short time +before his Passion. His body was not luminous, his hole appearance was +rather that of a man dressed in white and seen by twilight. At the +words, 'Whom seekest thou?' she looked at him, and answered quickly, 'Sir, if +thou hast taken him hence, tell me where thou hast laid him; and I will +take him away.' And she looked anxiously around. Jesus said to her, 'Mary.' +She then instantly recognised his beloved voice, and turning quickly, +replied, 'Rabboni (Master)!' She threw herself on her knees before him, and +stretched out her hands to touch his feet; but he motioned her to be +still, and said, 'Do not touch me, for I am not yet ascended to my +Father; but go to my brethren and say to them: I ascend to my Father +and to your Father, to my God and your God.' He then disappeared. + +The reason of the words of Jesus, 'Do not touch me,' was afterwards +explained to me, but I have only an indistinct remembrance of that +explanation. I think he made use of those words because of the +impetuosity of Magdalen's feelings, which made her in a certain degree +forget the stupendous mystery which had been accomplished, and feel as +if what she then beheld was still mortal instead of a glorified body. +As for the words of Jesus, 'I am not yet ascended to my Father,' I was told +that their meaning was that he had not presented himself to his Father +since his Resurrection, to return him thanks for his victory over +death, and for the work of the redemption which he had accomplished. He +wished her to infer from these words, that the first-fruits of joy +belong to God, and that she ought to reflect and return thanks to him +for the accomplishment of the glorious mystery of the redemption, and +for the victory which he had gained over death; and if she had kissed +his feet as she used before the Passion, she would have thought of +nothing but her Divine Master, and in her raptures of love have totally +forgotten the wonderful events which were causing such astonishment and +joy in Heaven. I saw Magdalen arise quickly, as soon as our Lord +disappeared, and run to look again in the sepulchre, as if she believed +herself under the influence of a dream. She saw the two angels still +seated there, and they spoke to her concerning the resurrection of our +Lord in the same words as they had addressed the two other women. She +likewise saw the empty winding-sheet, and then, feeling certain that +she was not in a state of delusion, but that the apparition of our Lord +was real, she walked quickly back towards Golgotha to seek her +companions, who were wandering about to and fro, anxiously looking out +for her return, and indulging a kind of vague hope that they should see +or hear something of Jesus. + +The whole of this scene occupied a little more than two or three +minutes. It was about half-past three when our Lord appeared to +Magdalen, and John and Peter entered the garden just as she was leaving +it. John, who was a little in advance of Peter, stopped at the entrance +of the cave and looked in. He saw the linen clothes lying on one side, +and waited until Peter came up, when they entered the sepulchre +together, and saw the winding-sheet empty as has been before described. +John instantly believed in the Resurrection, and they both understood +clearly the words addressed to them by Jesus before his Passion, as +well as the different passages in Scripture relating to that event, +which had until then been incomprehensible to them. Peter put the linen +clothes under his cloak, and they returned hastily into the town +through the small entrance belonging to Nicodemus. + +The appearance of the holy sepulchre was the same when the two +Apostles entered as when Magdalen first saw it. The two adoring angels +were seated, one at the head, and the other at the extremity of the +tomb, in precisely the same attitude as when his adorable body was +lying there. I do not think Peter was conscious of their presence. I +afterwards heard John tell the disciples of Emmaus, that when he looked +into the sepulchre he saw an angel. Perhaps he was startled by this +sight, and therefore drew back and let Peter enter the sepulchre first; +but it is likewise very possible that the reason of his not mentioning +the circumstance in his gospel was because humility made him anxious to +conceal the fact of his having been more highly favoured than Peter. + +The guards at this moment began to revive, and rising, gathered up +their lances, and took down the lamps, which were on the door, from +whence they cast a glimmering weak light on surrounding objects. I then +saw them walk hastily out of the garden in evident fear and +trepidation, in the direction of the town. + +In the mean time Magdalen had rejoined the holy women, and given +them the account of her seeing the Lord in the garden, and of the words +of the angels afterwards, whereupon they immediately related what had +been seen by themselves, and Magdalen wended her way quickly to +Jerusalem, while the women returned to that side of the garden where +they expected to find the two Apostles. Just before they reached it, +Jesus appeared to them. He was clothed in a long white robe, which +concealed even his hands, and said to them, 'All hail.' They started with +astonishment, and cast themselves at his feet; he spoke a few words, +held forth his hand as if to point out something to them, and +disappeared. The holy women went instantly to the Cenaculum, and told +the disciples who were assembled there that they had seen the Lord; the +disciples were incredulous, and would not give credence either to their +account or to that of Magdalen. They treated both the one and the other +as the effects of their excited imaginations; but when Peter and John +entered the room and related what they likewise had seen, they knew not +what to answer, and were filled with astonishment. + +Peter and John soon left the Cenaculum, as the wonderful events +which had taken place rendered them extremely silent and thoughtful, +and before long they met James the Less and Thaddeus, who had wished to +accompany them to the sepulchre. Both James and Thaddeus were greatly +overcome, for the Lord had appeared to them a short time before they +met Peter and John. I also saw Jesus pass quite close to Peter and +John. I think the former recognised him, for the started suddenly, but +I do not think the latter saw him. + + + +CHAPTER LXV. + +The Relation which was given by the Sentinels who were placed around +the Sepulchre. + + + +Cassius hastened to the house of Pilate about an hour after the +Resurrection, in order to give him an account of the stupendous events +which had taken place. He was not yet risen, but Cassius was allowed to +enter his bedroom. He related all that had happened, and expressed his +feelings in the most forcible language. He described how the rock had +been rent, and how an angel had descended from Heaven and pushed aside +the stone; he also spoke of the empty winding-sheet, and added that +most certainly Jesus was the Messiah, the Son of God, and that he was +truly risen. Pilate listened to this account; he trembled and quivered +with terror, but concealed his agitation to the best of his power, and +answered Cassius in these words: 'Thou art exceedingly superstitious; it +was very foolish to go to the Galilean's tomb; his gods took advantage of +thy weakness, and displayed all these ridiculous visions to alarm thee. +I recommend thee to keep silence, and not recount such silly tales to +the priests, for thou wouldst get the worst of it from them.' He +pretended to believe that the body of Jesus had been carried away by +his disciples, and that the sentinels, who had been bribed, and had +fallen asleep, or perhaps been deceived by witchcraft, had fabricated +these accounts in order to justify their conduct. When Pilate had said +all he could on the subject, Cassius left him, and he went to offer +sacrifice to his gods. + +The four soldiers who had guarded the tomb arrived shortly after at +Pilate's palace, and began to tell him all that he had already heard from +Cassius; but he would listen to nothing more, and sent them to Caiphas. +The rest of the guards were assembled in a large court near the Temple +which was filled with aged Jews, who, after some previous consultation, +took the soldiers on one side, and by dint of bribes and threats +endeavoured to persuade them to say that they fell asleep, and that +while they were asleep the disciples came and carried away the body of +our Lord. The soldiers, however, demurred, because the statement which +their comrades were gone to make to Pilate would contradict any account +which they could now fabricate, but the Pharisees promised to arrange +everything with the governor. Whilst they were still disputing, the +four guards returned from their interview with Pilate, and the +Pharisees endeavoured to persuade them to conceal the truth; but this +they refused to do, and declared firmly that they would not vary their +first statement in the smallest degree. The miraculous deliverance of +Joseph of Arimathea from prison was become public, and when the +Pharisees accused the soldiers of having allowed the Apostles to carry +off the body of Jesus, and threatened them with the infliction of the +most severe punishment if they did not produce the body, they replied, +that it would be as utterly impossible for them to produce the body of +Jesus, as it was for the soldiers who had charge of Joseph of Arimathea +to bring him back into his prison again. They spoke with the greatest +firmness and courage; promises and menaces were equally ineffectual. +They declared that they would speak the truth and nothing but the +truth; that the sentence of death which had been passed upon Jesus was +both unjust and iniquitous; and that the crime which was perpetrated in +putting him to death was the sole cause of the interruption in the +Paschal solemnity. The Pharisees, being perfectly furious, caused the +four soldiers to be arrested and thrown into prison, and the others, +who had accepted the bribes they offered, then affirmed that the body +of Jesus had been carried off by the disciples while they slept; and +the Pharisees, Sadducees, and Herodians endeavoured to disseminate this +lie to the utmost of their power, not only in the synagogue but also +among the people; and they accompanied this false statement by the most +slanderous lies concerning Jesus. + +All these precautions, however, availed but little, for, after the +Resurrection, many persons who had been long dead arose from their +graves, and appeared to those among their descendants who were not +sufficiently hardened to be impervious to grace, and exhorted them to +be converted. These dead persons were likewise seen by many of the +disciples, who, overcome with terror, and shaken in faith, had fled +into the country. They both exhorted and encouraged them to return, and +restored their drooping courage. The resurrection of these dead persons +did not in the slightest degree resemble the Resurrection of Jesus. He +arose with a glorified body, which was no longer susceptible of either +corruption or death, and ascended into heaven with this glorified body +in the sight of all his disciples; but the dead bodies of which we +spoke above were motionless corpses, and the souls which once inhabited +them were only allowed to enter and reanimate them for a time, and +after performing the mission given them, the souls again quitted these +bodies, which returned to their original state in the bowels of the +earth, where they will remain until the resurrection at the day of +judgment. Neither could their return to life be compared to the raising +of Lazarus from the dead; for he really returned to a new life, and +died a second time. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVI. + +The End of the Lenten Meditations. + + + +On the following Sunday, if I remember right, I saw the Jews washing +and purifying the Temple.20 They offered up expiatory sacrifices, +cleared away the rubbish, and endeavoured to conceal the effects of the +earthquake by placing planks and carpets over the chasms and fissures +made by it in the walls and on the pavement; and they recommenced the +Paschal solemnities, which had been interrupted in the midst, declared +that the disturbance had been caused by the presence of impure persons, +and endeavoured to explain away the apparition of the dead. They +referred to a vision of Ezechiel, but how I can no longer remember. +They threatened all who dared to say a syllable concerning the events +which had taken place, or who presumed to murmur, with excommunication +and other severe punishments. They succeeded in silencing some few +hardened persons who, conscious of their own guilt, wished to banish +the subject from their minds, but they made no impression on those +whose hearts still retained some remains of virtue; they remained +silent for a time, concealing their inward belief, but later, regaining +courage, proclaimed their faith in Jesus loudly to the world. The High +Priests were much disconcerted, when they perceived how rapidly the +doctrines of Christ spread over the country. When Stephen was deacon, +the whole of Ophel and the eastern side of Sion was too small to +contain the numerous Christian communities, and a portion were obliged +to take up their residence in the country between Jerusalem and +Bethania. + +I saw Annas in such a state of frenzy as to act like one possessed; +he was at last obliged to be confined, and never again to make his +appearance in public. Caiphas was outwardly less demonstrative, but he +was inwardly devoured with such rage and extreme jealousy that his +reason was affected. + +I saw Pilate on Easter Thursday; he was instituting a search for his +wife in every part of the city, but his efforts for her recovery were +fruitless; she was concealed in the house of Lazarus, in Jerusalem. No +one thought of looking there, as the house contained no other female; +but Stephen carried food to her there, and let her know all that was +going on in the city. Stephen was first-cousin to St. Paul. They were +the sons of two brothers. On the day after the Sabbath, Simon of Cyrene +went to the Apostles and begged to be instructed and to receive baptism. + +The visions of Sister Emmerich, which had continued from the 18th of +February to the 6th of April 1823, here came to a conclusion. + + + + +APPENDIX. + +Detached Account of Longinus. + + + +On the 15th of March 1821, Sister Emmerich gave the following +detached account of parts of a vision which she had had the previous +night concerning St. Longinus, whose festival happened to fall upon +that very day, although she did not know it. + +Longinus, who had, I think, another name, held on office, partly +civil and partly military, in the household of Pilate, who entrusted +him with the duty of superintending all that passed, and making a +report of it to him. He was trustworthy and ready to do a service, but +previous to his conversion was greatly wanting in firmness and strength +of character. He was excessively impetuous in all that he did, and +anxious to be thought a person of great importance, and as he squinted +and had weak eyes, he was often jeered at and made the laughing-stock +of his companions. I have seen him frequently during the course of this +night, and in connection with him I have at the same time seen all the +Passion, I do not know in what manner; I only remember that it was in +connection with him. + +Longinus was only in a subordinate position, and had to give an +account to Pilate of all that he saw. On the night that Jesus was led +before the tribunal of Caiphas he was in the outer court among the +soldiers, and unceasingly going backwards and forwards. When Peter was +alarmed at the words of the maid-servant standing near the fire, it was +he who said once: 'Art thou not also one of this man's disciples?' + +When Jesus was being led to Calvary, Longinus, by Pilate's orders, +followed him closely, and our Divine Lord gave him a look which touched +his heart. Afterwards I saw him on Golgotha with the soldiers. He was +on horseback, and carried a lance; I saw him at Pilate's house, after the +death of our Lord, saying that the legs of Jesus ought not to be +broken. He returned at once to Calvary. His lance was made of several +pieces which fitted one into the other, so that by drawing them out, +the lance could be made three times its original length. He had just +done this when he came to the sudden determination of piercing the side +of our Saviour. He was converted upon Mount Calvary, and a short time +afterwards expressed to Pilate his conviction that Jesus was the Son of +God. Nicodemus prevailed upon Pilate to let him have Longinus's lance, +and I have seen many things concerning the subsequent history of this +lance. Longinus, after his conversion, left the army, and joined the +disciples. He and two other soldiers, who were converted at the foot of +the cross, were among the first baptised after Pentecost. + +I saw Longinus and these two men, clothed in long white garments, +return to their native land. They lived there in the country, in a +barren and marshy locality. Here it was that the forty martyrs died. +Longinus was not a priest, but a deacon, and travelled here and there +in that capacity, preaching the name of Christ, and giving, as an +eye-witness, a history of his Passion and Resurrection. He converted a +large number of persons, and cured many of the sick, by allowing them +to touch a piece of the sacred lance which he carried with him. The +Jews were much enraged at him and his two companions because they made +known in all parts the truth of the Resurrection of Jesus, and the +cruelty and deceits of his enemies. At their instigation, some Roman +soldiers were dispatched to Longinus's country to take and judge him on +the plea of his having left the army without leave, and being a +disturber of public peace. He was engaged in cultivating his field when +they arrived, and he took them to his house, and offered them +hospitality. They did not know him, and when they had acquainted him +with the object of their journey, he quietly called his two companions +who were living in a sort of hermitage at no great distance off, and +told the soldiers that they and himself were the men for whom they were +seeking. The same thing happened to the holy gardener, Phocas. The +soldiers were really distressed, for they had conceived a great +friendship for him. I saw him led with his two companions to a small +neighbouring town, where they were questioned. They were not put in +prison, but permitted to go whither they pleased, as prisoners on their +word, and only made to wear a distinctive park on the shoulder. Later, +they were all three beheaded on a hill, situated between the little +town and Longinus's house, and there buried. The soldiers put the head of +Longinus at the end of a spear, and carried it to Jerusalem, as a proof +that they had fulfilled their commission. I think I remember that this +took place a very few years after the death of our Lord. + +Afterwards I had a vision of things happening at a later period. A +blind countrywoman of St. Longinus went with her son on a pilgrimage to +Jerusalem, in hopes of recovering her sight in the holy city where the +eyes of Longinus had been cured. She was guided by her child, but he +died, and she was left alone and disconsolate. Then St. Longinus +appeared to her, and told her that she would recover her sight when she +had drawn his head out of a sink into which the Jews had thrown it. +This sink was a deep well, with the sides bricked, and all the filth +and refuse of the town flowed into it through several drains. I saw +some persons lead the poor woman to the spot; she descended into the +well up to her neck, and drew out the sacred head, whereupon she +recovered her sight. She returned to her native land, and her +companions preserved the head. I remember no more upon this subject. + + + +Detached Account of Abenadar. + + + +On the 1st of April 1823, Sister Emmerich said that that day was the +feast of St. Ctesiphon, the centurion who had assisted at the +Crucifixion, and that she had seen during the night various particulars +concerning his life. But she had also suffered greatly, which, combined +with exterior distractions, had caused her to forget the greatest part +of what she had seen. She related what follows: + +Abenadar, afterwards called Ctesiphon, was born in a country +situated between Babylon and Egypt in Arabia Felix, to the right of the +spot where Job dwelt during the latter half of his life. A certain +number of square houses, with flat roofs, were built there on a slight +ascent. There were many small trees growing on this spot, and incense +and balm were gathered there. I have been in Abenadar's house, which was +large and spacious, as might be expected of a rich man's house, but it +was also very low. All these houses were built in this manner, perhaps +on account of the wind, because they were much exposed. Abenadar had +joined the garrison of the fortress Antonia, at Jerusalem, as a +volunteer. He had entered the Roman service for the purpose of enjoying +more facilities in his study of the fine arts, for he was a learned +man. His character was firm, his figure short and thick-set, and his +complexion dark. + +Abenadar was early convinced, by the doctrine which he heard Jesus +preach, and by a miracle which he saw him work; that salvation was to +be found among the Jews, and he had submitted to the law of Moses. +Although not yet a disciple of our Lord, he bore him no illwill, and +held his person in secret veneration. He was naturally grave and +composed, and when he came to Golgotha to relieve guard, he kept order +on all sides, and forced everybody to behave at least with common +decency, down to the moment when truth triumphed over him, and he +rendered public testimony to the Divinity of Jesus. Being a rich man, +and a volunteer, he had no difficulty in resigning his post at once. He +assisted at the descent from the Cross and the burial of our Lord, +which put him into familiar connection with the friends of Jesus, and +after the day of Pentecost he was one of the first to receive baptism +in the Pool of Bethsaida, where he took the name of Ctesiphon. He had a +brother living in Arabia, to whom he related the miracles he had +beheld, and who was thus called to the path of salvation, came to +Jerusalem, was baptised by the name of Cecilius, and was charged, +together with Ctesiphon, to assist the deacons in the newly-formed +Christian community. + +Ctesiphon accompanied the Apostle St. James the Greater into Spain, +and also returned with him. After a time, he was again sent into Spain +by the Apostles, and carried there the body of St. James, who had been +martyred at Jerusalem. He was made a bishop, and resided chiefly in a +sort of island or peninsula at no great distance from France, which he +also visited, and where he made some disciples. The name of the place +where he lived was rather like Vergui, and it was afterwards laid waste +by an inundation. I do not remember that Ctesiphon was ever martyred. +He wrote several books containing details concerning the Passion of +Christ; but there have been some books falsely attributed to him, and +others, which were really from his pen, ascribed to different writers. +Rome has since rejected these books, the greatest part of which were +apocryphal, but which nevertheless did contain some few things really +from his pen. One of the guards of our Lord's sepulchre, who would not +let himself be bribed by the Jews, was his fellow countryman and +friend. His name was something like Sulei or Suleii. After being +detained some time in prison, he retired into a cavern of Mount Sinai, +where he lived seven years. God bestowed many special graces upon this +man, and he wrote some very learned books in the style of Denis the +Areopagite. Another writer made use of his works, and in this manner +some extracts from them have come down to us. Everything concerning +these facts was made known to me, as well as the name of the book, but +I have forgotten it. This countryman of Ctesiphon, afterwards followed +him into Spain. Among the companions of Ctesiphon in that country were +this brother Cecilius, and some other men, whose name were Intalecius, +Hesicius, and Euphrasius. Another Arab, called Sulima, was converted in +the very early days of the Church, and a fellow countryman of +Ctesiphon, with a name like Sulensis, became a Christian later, in the +time of the deacons. + + + +THE END. + + + + 1 Anne Catherine's visions clearly fall in the category of private +revelation. Sacred Scripture and Sacred Tradition are infallible; +private revelation is fallible. However, her visions are neither mere +human meditations nor pious fiction. Her account of events in the lives +of Jesus and Mary were revealed to her by God. Although God cannot err +in anything He does, errors can be introduced into private revelation +by a misunderstanding on the part of the person who receives the +revelation, or by an error made by the person who writes down or +transmits the revelation. Sacred Scripture and Sacred Tradition are +immune from these types of error; private revelation is not. Anne +Catherine's visions come from God, but they are fallible because they +come to us through fallible human persons. + + + 2 Her name in German, her native language, is Anna Katharina +Emmerick. With the decree of April 24, 2001, the servant of God Anna +Katharina Emmerick has been awarded the degree of heroic virtue +(Decretum super virtutibus), with which she has been awarded by Church +practice the title "Venerable." + +3 In more modern times, holy persons who also had the stigmata +include: Audrey Marie Santo (Worcester, Massachusetts), Venerable Padre +Pio of Pietrelcina, Venerable Anna Maria Taigi, Theresa Neumann, and many +others. + + 4 In her book, The Life of Jesus Christ and Biblical Revelations, +Anne Catherine Emmerich details the events of the 31/2-year Ministry of +Jesus Christ. Although she explicitly states that Christ's Ministry +lasted 31/2 years (Vol. 1, p. 496), the astute reader of that work will +notice a gap of about one year. + + + 5 She here again explained the manner in which the families +assembled together, and in what numbers. But the writer has forgotten +her words. + + + 6 She was not certain that the Blessed Sacrament was administered +in that order, for on another occasion she had seen John the last to +receive. + +7 It was not without surprise that the editor, some years after these +things had been related by Sister Emmerich, read, in the Latin edition +of the Roman Catechism (Mayence, Muller), in reference to the Sacrament +of Confirmation, that, according to the tradition of the holy pope +Fabian, Jesus taught his Apostles in what manner they were to prepare +the Holy Chrism, after the institution of the Blessed Sacrament. The +Pope says expressly, in the 54th paragraph of his Second Epistle to the +Bishops of the East: 'Our predecessors received from the Apostles and +delivered to us that our Saviour Jesus Christ, after having made the +Last Supper with his Apostles and washed their feet, taught them how to +prepare the Holy Chrism.' + + 8 On the 11th of December 1812, in her visions of the public life +of Jesus, she saw our Lord permit the devils whom he had expelled from +the men of Gergesa to enter into a herd of swine, she also saw, on this +particular occasion that the possessed men first overturned a large vat +filled with some fermented liquid. + + + 9 Dulmen is a small town in Westphalia, where Sister Emmerich +lived at this time. + + + 10 Mary of Heli is often spoken of in this relation. According to +Sister Emmerich, she was the daughter of St. Joachim and St. Anne, and +was born nearly twenty years before the Blessed Virgin. She was not the +child of promise, and is called Mary of Heli, by which she is +distinguished from the other of the same name, because she was the +daughter of Joachim, or Heliachim. Her husband bore the name of +Cleophas, and her daughter that of Mary of Cleophas. This daughter was, +however, older than her aunt, the Blessed Virgin, and had been married +first to Alpheus, by whom she had three sons, afterwards the Apostles +Simon, James the Less and Thaddeus. She had one son by her second +husband, Sabat, and another called Simon, by her third husband, Jonas. +Simon was afterwards Bishop of Jerusalem. + + + 11 These meditations on the sufferings of Jesus filled Sister +Emmerich with such feelings of compassion that she begged of God to +allow her to suffer as he had done. She instantly became feverish and +parched with thirst, and, by morning, was speechless from the +contraction of her tongue and of her lips. She was in this state when +her friend came to her in the morning, and she looked like a victim +which had just been sacrificed. Those around succeeded, with some +difficulty, in moistening her mouth with a little water, but it was +long before she could give any further details concerning her +meditations on the Passion. + + + 12 The Zacharias here referred to was the father of John the +Baptist, who was tortured and afterwards put to death by Herod, because +he would not betray John into the hands of the tyrant. He was buried by +his friends within the precincts of the Temple. + + + 13 Sister Emmerich added: 'Cassius was baptised by the name of +Longinus; and was ordained deacon, and preached the faith. He always +kept some of the blood of Christ,--it dried up, but was found in his +coffin in Italy. He was buried in a town at no great distance from the +locality where St. Clare passed her life. There is a lake with an +island upon it near this town, and the body of Longinus must have been +taken there.' Sister Emmerich appears to designate Mantua by this +description, and there is a tradition preserved in that town to the +effect. I do not know which St. Clare lived in the neighbourhood. + +14 We must here remark that, in the four years during which Sister +Emmerich had her visions, she described everything that had happened to +the holy places from the earliest times down to our own. More than once +she beheld them profaned and laid waste, but always venerated, either +publicly or privately. She saw many stones and pieces of rock, which +had been silent witnesses of the Passion and Resurrection of our Lord, +placed by St. Helena in the Church of the Holy Sepulchre upon occasion +of the foundation of that sacred building. When Sister Emmerich visited +it in spirit she was accustomed to venerate the spots where the Cross +had stood and the Holy Sepulchre been situated. It must be observed, +however, that she used sometimes to see a greater distance between the +actual position of the Tomb and the spot where the Cross stood than +there is between the chapels which bear their names in the church at +Jerusalem. + + 15 On Good Friday, March 30th, 1820, as Sister Emmerich was +contemplating the descent from the Cross she suddenly fainted, in the +presence of the writer of these lines, and appeared to be really dead. +But after a time she recovered her senses and gave the following +explanation, although still in a state of great suffering: 'As I was +contemplating the body of Jesus lying on the knees of the Blessed +Virgin I said to myself: "How great is her strength! She has not fainted +even once!" My guide reproached me for this thought--in which there was +more astonishment than compassion--and said to me, "Suffer then what she +has suffered!" And at the same moment a sensation of the sharpest anguish +transfixed me like a sword, so that I believed I must have died from it.' +She had had an illness which reduced her almost to the brink of the +grave. + + + 16 Sister Emmerich said that the shape of these pincers reminded +her of the scissors with which Samson's hair was cut off. In her visions +of the third year of the public life of Jesus she had seen our Lord +keep the Sabbathday at Misael--a town belonging to the Levites, of the +tribe of Aser--and as a portion of the Book of Judges was read in the +synagogue, Sister Emmerich beheld upon that occasion the life of Samson. + + 17 Sister Emmerich was accustomed, when speaking of persons of +historical importance, to explain how they divided their hair. 'Eve,' she +said, 'divided her hair in two parts, but Mary into three.' And she +appeared to attach importance to these words. No opportunity presented +itself for her to give any explanation upon the subject, which probably +would have shown what was done with the hair in sacrifices, funerals, +consecrations, or vows, etc. She once said of Samson: 'His fair hair, +which was long and thick, was gathered up on his head in seven tresses, +like a helmet, and the ends of these tresses were fastened upon his +forehead and temples. His hair was not in itself the source of his +strength, but only as the witness to the vow which he had made to let +it grow in God's honour. The powers which depended upon these seven +tresses were the seven gifts of the Holy Ghost. He must have already +broken his vows and lost many graces, when he allowed this sign of +being a Nazarene to be cut off. I did not see Dalila cut off all his +hair, and I think one lock remained on his forehead. He retained the +grace to do penance and of that repentance by which he recovered +strength sufficient to destroy his enemies. The life of Samson is +figurative and prophetic.' + + 18 This refers to a custom of the Diocese of Munster. During Lent +there was hung up in the churches a curtain, embroidered in open work, +representing the Five Wounds, the instruments of the Passion, etc. + + + 19 Apparently Sister Emmerich here spoke of the ancient cases in +which her poor countrymen keep their clothes. The lower part of these +cases is smaller than the upper, and this gives them some likeness to a +tomb. She had one of these cases, which she called her chest. She often +described the stone by this comparison, but her descriptions have not, +nevertheless, given us a very clear idea of its shape. + + + 20 The above relation was given later, and it is impossible to +say whether it relates to the day of the Resurrection or to the +following Sunday. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 10866 *** |
