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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/1058-0.txt b/1058-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f9ef21b --- /dev/null +++ b/1058-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6343 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, The Mirror of the Sea, by Joseph Conrad + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Mirror of the Sea + Memories and Impressions + + +Author: Joseph Conrad + + + +Release Date: April 7, 2013 [eBook #1058] +[This file was first posted on October 10, 1997] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MIRROR OF THE SEA*** + + +Transcribed from the 1907 Methuen & Co. edition by David Price, email +ccx074@pglaf.org + + + + + + THE MIRROR OF THE SEA + MEMORIES AND IMPRESSIONS + + + BY + JOSEPH CONRAD + + * * * * * + + “ . . . for this miracle or this wonder + troubleth me right greatly.” + + BOETHIUS DE CON: PHIL: B. IV., PROSE VI. + + * * * * * + + THIRD EDITION + + * * * * * + + METHUEN & CO. + 36 ESSEX STREET W.C. + LONDON + + * * * * * + +_First published_ _October_ _1906_ +_Second Edition_ _December_ _1906_ +_Third Edition_ _January_ _1907_ + + * * * * * + + TO + KATHERINE SANDERSON + + WHOSE WARM WELCOME AND GRACIOUS HOSPITALITY + EXTENDED TO THE FRIEND OF HER SON + CHEERED THE FIRST DARK DAYS OF MY PARTING WITH THE SEA + THESE PAGES ARE AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIBED + + + + +TABLE OF CONTENTS + +THE MIRROR OF THE SEA:— PAGE + LANDFALLS AND DEPARTURES I. 1 + EMBLEMS OF HOPE IV. 17 + THE FINE ART VII. 33 + COBWEBS AND GOSSAMER X. 52 + THE WEIGHT OF THE BURDEN XIII. 69 + OVERDUE AND MISSING XVI. 86 + THE GRIP OF THE LAND XX. 102 + THE CHARACTER OF THE FOE XXII. 109 + RULES OF EAST AND WEST XXV. 123 + THE FAITHFUL RIVER XXX. 157 + IN CAPTIVITY XXXIII. 180 + INITIATION XXXV. 201 + THE NURSERY OF THE CRAFT XXXVII. 233 + THE _TREMOLINO_ XL. 244 + THE HEROIC AGE XLVI. 289 + + + +I. + + + “And shippes by the brinke comen and gon, + And in swich forme endure a day or two.” + + _The Frankeleyn’s Tale_. + +LANDFALL and Departure mark the rhythmical swing of a seaman’s life and +of a ship’s career. From land to land is the most concise definition of +a ship’s earthly fate. + +A “Departure” is not what a vain people of landsmen may think. The term +“Landfall” is more easily understood; you fall in with the land, and it +is a matter of a quick eye and of a clear atmosphere. The Departure is +not the ship’s going away from her port any more than the Landfall can be +looked upon as the synonym of arrival. But there is this difference in +the Departure: that the term does not imply so much a sea event as a +definite act entailing a process—the precise observation of certain +landmarks by means of the compass card. + +Your Landfall, be it a peculiarly-shaped mountain, a rocky headland, or a +stretch of sand-dunes, you meet at first with a single glance. Further +recognition will follow in due course; but essentially a Landfall, good +or bad, is made and done with at the first cry of “Land ho!” The +Departure is distinctly a ceremony of navigation. A ship may have left +her port some time before; she may have been at sea, in the fullest sense +of the phrase, for days; but, for all that, as long as the coast she was +about to leave remained in sight, a southern-going ship of yesterday had +not in the sailor’s sense begun the enterprise of a passage. + +The taking of Departure, if not the last sight of the land, is, perhaps, +the last professional recognition of the land on the part of a sailor. +It is the technical, as distinguished from the sentimental, “good-bye.” +Henceforth he has done with the coast astern of his ship. It is a matter +personal to the man. It is not the ship that takes her departure; the +seaman takes his Departure by means of cross-bearings which fix the place +of the first tiny pencil-cross on the white expanse of the track-chart, +where the ship’s position at noon shall be marked by just such another +tiny pencil cross for every day of her passage. And there may be sixty, +eighty, any number of these crosses on the ship’s track from land to +land. The greatest number in my experience was a hundred and thirty of +such crosses from the pilot station at the Sand Heads in the Bay of +Bengal to the Scilly’s light. A bad passage. . . + +A Departure, the last professional sight of land, is always good, or at +least good enough. For, even if the weather be thick, it does not matter +much to a ship having all the open sea before her bows. A Landfall may +be good or bad. You encompass the earth with one particular spot of it +in your eye. In all the devious tracings the course of a sailing-ship +leaves upon the white paper of a chart she is always aiming for that one +little spot—maybe a small island in the ocean, a single headland upon the +long coast of a continent, a lighthouse on a bluff, or simply the peaked +form of a mountain like an ant-heap afloat upon the waters. But if you +have sighted it on the expected bearing, then that Landfall is good. +Fogs, snowstorms, gales thick with clouds and rain—those are the enemies +of good Landfalls. + + + + +II. + + +Some commanders of ships take their Departure from the home coast sadly, +in a spirit of grief and discontent. They have a wife, children perhaps, +some affection at any rate, or perhaps only some pet vice, that must be +left behind for a year or more. I remember only one man who walked his +deck with a springy step, and gave the first course of the passage in an +elated voice. But he, as I learned afterwards, was leaving nothing +behind him, except a welter of debts and threats of legal proceedings. + +On the other hand, I have known many captains who, directly their ship +had left the narrow waters of the Channel, would disappear from the sight +of their ship’s company altogether for some three days or more. They +would take a long dive, as it were, into their state-room, only to emerge +a few days afterwards with a more or less serene brow. Those were the +men easy to get on with. Besides, such a complete retirement seemed to +imply a satisfactory amount of trust in their officers, and to be trusted +displeases no seaman worthy of the name. + +On my first voyage as chief mate with good Captain MacW— I remember that +I felt quite flattered, and went blithely about my duties, myself a +commander for all practical purposes. Still, whatever the greatness of +my illusion, the fact remained that the real commander was there, backing +up my self-confidence, though invisible to my eyes behind a maple-wood +veneered cabin-door with a white china handle. + +That is the time, after your Departure is taken, when the spirit of your +commander communes with you in a muffled voice, as if from the sanctum +sanctorum of a temple; because, call her a temple or a “hell afloat”—as +some ships have been called—the captain’s state-room is surely the august +place in every vessel. + +The good MacW— would not even come out to his meals, and fed solitarily +in his holy of holies from a tray covered with a white napkin. Our +steward used to bend an ironic glance at the perfectly empty plates he +was bringing out from there. This grief for his home, which overcomes so +many married seamen, did not deprive Captain MacW— of his legitimate +appetite. In fact, the steward would almost invariably come up to me, +sitting in the captain’s chair at the head of the table, to say in a +grave murmur, “The captain asks for one more slice of meat and two +potatoes.” We, his officers, could hear him moving about in his berth, +or lightly snoring, or fetching deep sighs, or splashing and blowing in +his bath-room; and we made our reports to him through the keyhole, as it +were. It was the crowning achievement of his amiable character that the +answers we got were given in a quite mild and friendly tone. Some +commanders in their periods of seclusion are constantly grumpy, and seem +to resent the mere sound of your voice as an injury and an insult. + +But a grumpy recluse cannot worry his subordinates: whereas the man in +whom the sense of duty is strong (or, perhaps, only the sense of +self-importance), and who persists in airing on deck his moroseness all +day—and perhaps half the night—becomes a grievous infliction. He walks +the poop darting gloomy glances, as though he wished to poison the sea, +and snaps your head off savagely whenever you happen to blunder within +earshot. And these vagaries are the harder to bear patiently, as becomes +a man and an officer, because no sailor is really good-tempered during +the first few days of a voyage. There are regrets, memories, the +instinctive longing for the departed idleness, the instinctive hate of +all work. Besides, things have a knack of going wrong at the start, +especially in the matter of irritating trifles. And there is the abiding +thought of a whole year of more or less hard life before one, because +there was hardly a southern-going voyage in the yesterday of the sea +which meant anything less than a twelvemonth. Yes; it needed a few days +after the taking of your departure for a ship’s company to shake down +into their places, and for the soothing deep-water ship routine to +establish its beneficent sway. + +It is a great doctor for sore hearts and sore heads, too, your ship’s +routine, which I have seen soothe—at least for a time—the most turbulent +of spirits. There is health in it, and peace, and satisfaction of the +accomplished round; for each day of the ship’s life seems to close a +circle within the wide ring of the sea horizon. It borrows a certain +dignity of sameness from the majestic monotony of the sea. He who loves +the sea loves also the ship’s routine. + +Nowhere else than upon the sea do the days, weeks and months fall away +quicker into the past. They seem to be left astern as easily as the +light air-bubbles in the swirls of the ship’s wake, and vanish into a +great silence in which your ship moves on with a sort of magical effect. +They pass away, the days, the weeks, the months. Nothing but a gale can +disturb the orderly life of the ship; and the spell of unshaken monotony +that seems to have fallen upon the very voices of her men is broken only +by the near prospect of a Landfall. + +Then is the spirit of the ship’s commander stirred strongly again. But +it is not moved to seek seclusion, and to remain, hidden and inert, shut +up in a small cabin with the solace of a good bodily appetite. When +about to make the land, the spirit of the ship’s commander is tormented +by an unconquerable restlessness. It seems unable to abide for many +seconds together in the holy of holies of the captain’s state-room; it +will out on deck and gaze ahead, through straining eyes, as the appointed +moment comes nearer. It is kept vigorously upon the stretch of excessive +vigilance. Meantime the body of the ship’s commander is being enfeebled +by want of appetite; at least, such is my experience, though “enfeebled” +is perhaps not exactly the word. I might say, rather, that it is +spiritualized by a disregard for food, sleep, and all the ordinary +comforts, such as they are, of sea life. In one or two cases I have +known that detachment from the grosser needs of existence remain +regrettably incomplete in the matter of drink. + +But these two cases were, properly speaking, pathological cases, and the +only two in all my sea experience. In one of these two instances of a +craving for stimulants, developed from sheer anxiety, I cannot assert +that the man’s seamanlike qualities were impaired in the least. It was a +very anxious case, too, the land being made suddenly, close-to, on a +wrong bearing, in thick weather, and during a fresh onshore gale. Going +below to speak to him soon after, I was unlucky enough to catch my +captain in the very act of hasty cork-drawing. The sight, I may say, +gave me an awful scare. I was well aware of the morbidly sensitive +nature of the man. Fortunately, I managed to draw back unseen, and, +taking care to stamp heavily with my sea-boots at the foot of the cabin +stairs, I made my second entry. But for this unexpected glimpse, no act +of his during the next twenty-four hours could have given me the +slightest suspicion that all was not well with his nerve. + + + + +III. + + +Quite another case, and having nothing to do with drink, was that of poor +Captain B—. He used to suffer from sick headaches, in his young days, +every time he was approaching a coast. Well over fifty years of age when +I knew him, short, stout, dignified, perhaps a little pompous, he was a +man of a singularly well-informed mind, the least sailor-like in outward +aspect, but certainly one of the best seamen whom it has been my good +luck to serve under. He was a Plymouth man, I think, the son of a +country doctor, and both his elder boys were studying medicine. He +commanded a big London ship, fairly well known in her day. I thought no +end of him, and that is why I remember with a peculiar satisfaction the +last words he spoke to me on board his ship after an eighteen months’ +voyage. It was in the dock in Dundee, where we had brought a full cargo +of jute from Calcutta. We had been paid off that morning, and I had come +on board to take my sea-chest away and to say good-bye. In his slightly +lofty but courteous way he inquired what were my plans. I replied that I +intended leaving for London by the afternoon train, and thought of going +up for examination to get my master’s certificate. I had just enough +service for that. He commended me for not wasting my time, with such an +evident interest in my case that I was quite surprised; then, rising from +his chair, he said: + +“Have you a ship in view after you have passed?” + +I answered that I had nothing whatever in view. + +He shook hands with me, and pronounced the memorable words: + +“If you happen to be in want of employment, remember that as long as I +have a ship you have a ship, too.” + +In the way of compliment there is nothing to beat this from a ship’s +captain to his second mate at the end of a voyage, when the work is over +and the subordinate is done with. And there is a pathos in that memory, +for the poor fellow never went to sea again after all. He was already +ailing when we passed St. Helena; was laid up for a time when we were off +the Western Islands, but got out of bed to make his Landfall. He managed +to keep up on deck as far as the Downs, where, giving his orders in an +exhausted voice, he anchored for a few hours to send a wire to his wife +and take aboard a North Sea pilot to help him sail the ship up the east +coast. He had not felt equal to the task by himself, for it is the sort +of thing that keeps a deep-water man on his feet pretty well night and +day. + +When we arrived in Dundee, Mrs. B— was already there, waiting to take him +home. We travelled up to London by the same train; but by the time I had +managed to get through with my examination the ship had sailed on her +next voyage without him, and, instead of joining her again, I went by +request to see my old commander in his home. This is the only one of my +captains I have ever visited in that way. He was out of bed by then, +“quite convalescent,” as he declared, making a few tottering steps to +meet me at the sitting-room door. Evidently he was reluctant to take his +final cross-bearings of this earth for a Departure on the only voyage to +an unknown destination a sailor ever undertakes. And it was all very +nice—the large, sunny room; his deep, easy-chair in a bow window, with +pillows and a footstool; the quiet, watchful care of the elderly, gentle +woman who had borne him five children, and had not, perhaps, lived with +him more than five full years out of the thirty or so of their married +life. There was also another woman there in a plain black dress, quite +gray-haired, sitting very erect on her chair with some sewing, from which +she snatched side-glances in his direction, and uttering not a single +word during all the time of my call. Even when, in due course, I carried +over to her a cup of tea, she only nodded at me silently, with the +faintest ghost of a smile on her tight-set lips. I imagine she must have +been a maiden sister of Mrs. B— come to help nurse her brother-in-law. +His youngest boy, a late-comer, a great cricketer it seemed, twelve years +old or thereabouts, chattered enthusiastically of the exploits of W. G. +Grace. And I remember his eldest son, too, a newly-fledged doctor, who +took me out to smoke in the garden, and, shaking his head with +professional gravity, but with genuine concern, muttered: “Yes, but he +doesn’t get back his appetite. I don’t like that—I don’t like that at +all.” The last sight of Captain B— I had was as he nodded his head to me +out of the bow window when I turned round to close the front gate. + +It was a distinct and complete impression, something that I don’t know +whether to call a Landfall or a Departure. Certainly he had gazed at +times very fixedly before him with the Landfall’s vigilant look, this +sea-captain seated incongruously in a deep-backed chair. He had not then +talked to me of employment, of ships, of being ready to take another +command; but he had discoursed of his early days, in the abundant but +thin flow of a wilful invalid’s talk. The women looked worried, but sat +still, and I learned more of him in that interview than in the whole +eighteen months we had sailed together. It appeared he had “served his +time” in the copper-ore trade, the famous copper-ore trade of old days +between Swansea and the Chilian coast, coal out and ore in, deep-loaded +both ways, as if in wanton defiance of the great Cape Horn seas—a work, +this, for staunch ships, and a great school of staunchness for +West-Country seamen. A whole fleet of copper-bottomed barques, as strong +in rib and planking, as well-found in gear, as ever was sent upon the +seas, manned by hardy crews and commanded by young masters, was engaged +in that now long defunct trade. “That was the school I was trained in,” +he said to me almost boastfully, lying back amongst his pillows with a +rug over his legs. And it was in that trade that he obtained his first +command at a very early age. It was then that he mentioned to me how, as +a young commander, he was always ill for a few days before making land +after a long passage. But this sort of sickness used to pass off with +the first sight of a familiar landmark. Afterwards, he added, as he grew +older, all that nervousness wore off completely; and I observed his weary +eyes gaze steadily ahead, as if there had been nothing between him and +the straight line of sea and sky, where whatever a seaman is looking for +is first bound to appear. But I have also seen his eyes rest fondly upon +the faces in the room, upon the pictures on the wall, upon all the +familiar objects of that home, whose abiding and clear image must have +flashed often on his memory in times of stress and anxiety at sea. Was +he looking out for a strange Landfall, or taking with an untroubled mind +the bearings for his last Departure? + +It is hard to say; for in that voyage from which no man returns Landfall +and Departure are instantaneous, merging together into one moment of +supreme and final attention. Certainly I do not remember observing any +sign of faltering in the set expression of his wasted face, no hint of +the nervous anxiety of a young commander about to make land on an +uncharted shore. He had had too much experience of Departures and +Landfalls! And had he not “served his time” in the famous copper-ore +trade out of the Bristol Channel, the work of the staunchest ships +afloat, and the school of staunch seamen? + + + + +IV. + + +BEFORE an anchor can ever be raised, it must be let go; and this +perfectly obvious truism brings me at once to the subject of the +degradation of the sea language in the daily press of this country. + +Your journalist, whether he takes charge of a ship or a fleet, almost +invariably “casts” his anchor. Now, an anchor is never cast, and to take +a liberty with technical language is a crime against the clearness, +precision, and beauty of perfected speech. + +An anchor is a forged piece of iron, admirably adapted to its end, and +technical language is an instrument wrought into perfection by ages of +experience, a flawless thing for its purpose. An anchor of yesterday +(because nowadays there are contrivances like mushrooms and things like +claws, of no particular expression or shape—just hooks)—an anchor of +yesterday is in its way a most efficient instrument. To its perfection +its size bears witness, for there is no other appliance so small for the +great work it has to do. Look at the anchors hanging from the cat-heads +of a big ship! How tiny they are in proportion to the great size of the +hull! Were they made of gold they would look like trinkets, like +ornamental toys, no bigger in proportion than a jewelled drop in a +woman’s ear. And yet upon them will depend, more than once, the very +life of the ship. + +An anchor is forged and fashioned for faithfulness; give it ground that +it can bite, and it will hold till the cable parts, and then, whatever +may afterwards befall its ship, that anchor is “lost.” The honest, rough +piece of iron, so simple in appearance, has more parts than the human +body has limbs: the ring, the stock, the crown, the flukes, the palms, +the shank. All this, according to the journalist, is “cast” when a ship +arriving at an anchorage is brought up. + +This insistence in using the odious word arises from the fact that a +particularly benighted landsman must imagine the act of anchoring as a +process of throwing something overboard, whereas the anchor ready for its +work is already overboard, and is not thrown over, but simply allowed to +fall. It hangs from the ship’s side at the end of a heavy, projecting +timber called the cat-head, in the bight of a short, thick chain whose +end link is suddenly released by a blow from a top-maul or the pull of a +lever when the order is given. And the order is not “Heave over!” as the +paragraphist seems to imagine, but “Let go!” + +As a matter of fact, nothing is ever cast in that sense on board ship but +the lead, of which a cast is taken to search the depth of water on which +she floats. A lashed boat, a spare spar, a cask or what not secured +about the decks, is “cast adrift” when it is untied. Also the ship +herself is “cast to port or starboard” when getting under way. She, +however, never “casts” her anchor. + +To speak with severe technicality, a ship or a fleet is “brought up”—the +complementary words unpronounced and unwritten being, of course, “to an +anchor.” Less technically, but not less correctly, the word “anchored,” +with its characteristic appearance and resolute sound, ought to be good +enough for the newspapers of the greatest maritime country in the world. +“The fleet anchored at Spithead”: can anyone want a better sentence for +brevity and seamanlike ring? But the “cast-anchor” trick, with its +affectation of being a sea-phrase—for why not write just as well “threw +anchor,” “flung anchor,” or “shied anchor”?—is intolerably odious to a +sailor’s ear. I remember a coasting pilot of my early acquaintance (he +used to read the papers assiduously) who, to define the utmost degree of +lubberliness in a landsman, used to say, “He’s one of them poor, +miserable ‘cast-anchor’ devils.” + + + + +V. + + +From first to last the seaman’s thoughts are very much concerned with his +anchors. It is not so much that the anchor is a symbol of hope as that +it is the heaviest object that he has to handle on board his ship at sea +in the usual routine of his duties. The beginning and the end of every +passage are marked distinctly by work about the ship’s anchors. A vessel +in the Channel has her anchors always ready, her cables shackled on, and +the land almost always in sight. The anchor and the land are +indissolubly connected in a sailor’s thoughts. But directly she is clear +of the narrow seas, heading out into the world with nothing solid to +speak of between her and the South Pole, the anchors are got in and the +cables disappear from the deck. But the anchors do not disappear. +Technically speaking, they are “secured in-board”; and, on the forecastle +head, lashed down to ring-bolts with ropes and chains, under the +straining sheets of the head-sails, they look very idle and as if asleep. +Thus bound, but carefully looked after, inert and powerful, those emblems +of hope make company for the look-out man in the night watches; and so +the days glide by, with a long rest for those characteristically shaped +pieces of iron, reposing forward, visible from almost every part of the +ship’s deck, waiting for their work on the other side of the world +somewhere, while the ship carries them on with a great rush and splutter +of foam underneath, and the sprays of the open sea rust their heavy +limbs. + +The first approach to the land, as yet invisible to the crew’s eyes, is +announced by the brisk order of the chief mate to the boatswain: “We will +get the anchors over this afternoon” or “first thing to-morrow morning,” +as the case may be. For the chief mate is the keeper of the ship’s +anchors and the guardian of her cable. There are good ships and bad +ships, comfortable ships and ships where, from first day to last of the +voyage, there is no rest for a chief mate’s body and soul. And ships are +what men make them: this is a pronouncement of sailor wisdom, and, no +doubt, in the main it is true. + +However, there are ships where, as an old grizzled mate once told me, +“nothing ever seems to go right!” And, looking from the poop where we +both stood (I had paid him a neighbourly call in dock), he added: “She’s +one of them.” He glanced up at my face, which expressed a proper +professional sympathy, and set me right in my natural surmise: “Oh no; +the old man’s right enough. He never interferes. Anything that’s done +in a seamanlike way is good enough for him. And yet, somehow, nothing +ever seems to go right in this ship. I tell you what: she is naturally +unhandy.” + +The “old man,” of course, was his captain, who just then came on deck in +a silk hat and brown overcoat, and, with a civil nod to us, went ashore. +He was certainly not more than thirty, and the elderly mate, with a +murmur to me of “That’s my old man,” proceeded to give instances of the +natural unhandiness of the ship in a sort of deprecatory tone, as if to +say, “You mustn’t think I bear a grudge against her for that.” + +The instances do not matter. The point is that there are ships where +things _do_ go wrong; but whatever the ship—good or bad, lucky or +unlucky—it is in the forepart of her that her chief mate feels most at +home. It is emphatically _his_ end of the ship, though, of course, he is +the executive supervisor of the whole. There are _his_ anchors, _his_ +headgear, his foremast, his station for manoeuvring when the captain is +in charge. And there, too, live the men, the ship’s hands, whom it is +his duty to keep employed, fair weather or foul, for the ship’s welfare. +It is the chief mate, the only figure of the ship’s afterguard, who comes +bustling forward at the cry of “All hands on deck!” He is the satrap of +that province in the autocratic realm of the ship, and more personally +responsible for anything that may happen there. + +There, too, on the approach to the land, assisted by the boatswain and +the carpenter, he “gets the anchors over” with the men of his own watch, +whom he knows better than the others. There he sees the cable ranged, +the windlass disconnected, the compressors opened; and there, after +giving his own last order, “Stand clear of the cable!” he waits +attentive, in a silent ship that forges slowly ahead towards her +picked-out berth, for the sharp shout from aft, “Let go!” Instantly +bending over, he sees the trusty iron fall with a heavy plunge under his +eyes, which watch and note whether it has gone clear. + +For the anchor “to go clear” means to go clear of its own chain. Your +anchor must drop from the bow of your ship with no turn of cable on any +of its limbs, else you would be riding to a foul anchor. Unless the pull +of the cable is fair on the ring, no anchor can be trusted even on the +best of holding ground. In time of stress it is bound to drag, for +implements and men must be treated fairly to give you the “virtue” which +is in them. The anchor is an emblem of hope, but a foul anchor is worse +than the most fallacious of false hopes that ever lured men or nations +into a sense of security. And the sense of security, even the most +warranted, is a bad councillor. It is the sense which, like that +exaggerated feeling of well-being ominous of the coming on of madness, +precedes the swift fall of disaster. A seaman labouring under an undue +sense of security becomes at once worth hardly half his salt. Therefore, +of all my chief officers, the one I trusted most was a man called B—. He +had a red moustache, a lean face, also red, and an uneasy eye. He was +worth all his salt. + +On examining now, after many years, the residue of the feeling which was +the outcome of the contact of our personalities, I discover, without much +surprise, a certain flavour of dislike. Upon the whole, I think he was +one of the most uncomfortable shipmates possible for a young commander. +If it is permissible to criticise the absent, I should say he had a +little too much of the sense of insecurity which is so invaluable in a +seaman. He had an extremely disturbing air of being everlastingly ready +(even when seated at table at my right hand before a plate of salt beef) +to grapple with some impending calamity. I must hasten to add that he +had also the other qualification necessary to make a trustworthy +seaman—that of an absolute confidence in himself. What was really wrong +with him was that he had these qualities in an unrestful degree. His +eternally watchful demeanour, his jerky, nervous talk, even his, as it +were, determined silences, seemed to imply—and, I believe, they did +imply—that to his mind the ship was never safe in my hands. Such was the +man who looked after the anchors of a less than five-hundred-ton barque, +my first command, now gone from the face of the earth, but sure of a +tenderly remembered existence as long as I live. No anchor could have +gone down foul under Mr. B—’s piercing eye. It was good for one to be +sure of that when, in an open roadstead, one heard in the cabin the wind +pipe up; but still, there were moments when I detested Mr. B— +exceedingly. From the way he used to glare sometimes, I fancy that more +than once he paid me back with interest. It so happened that we both +loved the little barque very much. And it was just the defect of Mr. +B—’s inestimable qualities that he would never persuade himself to +believe that the ship was safe in my hands. To begin with, he was more +than five years older than myself at a time of life when five years +really do count, I being twenty-nine and he thirty-four; then, on our +first leaving port (I don’t see why I should make a secret of the fact +that it was Bangkok), a bit of manoeuvring of mine amongst the islands of +the Gulf of Siam had given him an unforgettable scare. Ever since then +he had nursed in secret a bitter idea of my utter recklessness. But upon +the whole, and unless the grip of a man’s hand at parting means nothing +whatever, I conclude that we did like each other at the end of two years +and three months well enough. + +The bond between us was the ship; and therein a ship, though she has +female attributes and is loved very unreasonably, is different from a +woman. That I should have been tremendously smitten with my first +command is nothing to wonder at, but I suppose I must admit that Mr. B—’s +sentiment was of a higher order. Each of us, of course, was extremely +anxious about the good appearance of the beloved object; and, though I +was the one to glean compliments ashore, B— had the more intimate pride +of feeling, resembling that of a devoted handmaiden. And that sort of +faithful and proud devotion went so far as to make him go about flicking +the dust off the varnished teak-wood rail of the little craft with a silk +pocket-handkerchief—a present from Mrs. B—, I believe. + +That was the effect of his love for the barque. The effect of his +admirable lack of the sense of security once went so far as to make him +remark to me: “Well, sir, you _are_ a lucky man!” + +It was said in a tone full of significance, but not exactly offensive, +and it was, I suppose, my innate tact that prevented my asking, “What on +earth do you mean by that?” + +Later on his meaning was illustrated more fully on a dark night in a +tight corner during a dead on-shore gale. I had called him up on deck to +help me consider our extremely unpleasant situation. There was not much +time for deep thinking, and his summing-up was: “It looks pretty bad, +whichever we try; but, then, sir, you always do get out of a mess +somehow.” + + + + +VI. + + +It is difficult to disconnect the idea of ships’ anchors from the idea of +the ship’s chief mate—the man who sees them go down clear and come up +sometimes foul; because not even the most unremitting care can always +prevent a ship, swinging to winds and tide, from taking an awkward turn +of the cable round stock or fluke. Then the business of “getting the +anchor” and securing it afterwards is unduly prolonged, and made a +weariness to the chief mate. He is the man who watches the growth of the +cable—a sailor’s phrase which has all the force, precision, and imagery +of technical language that, created by simple men with keen eyes for the +real aspect of the things they see in their trade, achieves the just +expression seizing upon the essential, which is the ambition of the +artist in words. Therefore the sailor will never say, “cast anchor,” and +the ship-master aft will hail his chief mate on the forecastle in +impressionistic phrase: “How does the cable grow?” Because “grow” is the +right word for the long drift of a cable emerging aslant under the +strain, taut as a bow-string above the water. And it is the voice of the +keeper of the ship’s anchors that will answer: “Grows right ahead, sir,” +or “Broad on the bow,” or whatever concise and deferential shout will fit +the case. + +There is no order more noisily given or taken up with lustier shouts on +board a homeward-bound merchant ship than the command, “Man the +windlass!” The rush of expectant men out of the forecastle, the +snatching of hand-spikes, the tramp of feet, the clink of the pawls, make +a stirring accompaniment to a plaintive up-anchor song with a roaring +chorus; and this burst of noisy activity from a whole ship’s crew seems +like a voiceful awakening of the ship herself, till then, in the +picturesque phrase of Dutch seamen, “lying asleep upon her iron.” + +For a ship with her sails furled on her squared yards, and reflected from +truck to water-line in the smooth gleaming sheet of a landlocked harbour, +seems, indeed, to a seaman’s eye the most perfect picture of slumbering +repose. The getting of your anchor was a noisy operation on board a +merchant ship of yesterday—an inspiring, joyous noise, as if, with the +emblem of hope, the ship’s company expected to drag up out of the depths, +each man all his personal hopes into the reach of a securing hand—the +hope of home, the hope of rest, of liberty, of dissipation, of hard +pleasure, following the hard endurance of many days between sky and +water. And this noisiness, this exultation at the moment of the ship’s +departure, make a tremendous contrast to the silent moments of her +arrival in a foreign roadstead—the silent moments when, stripped of her +sails, she forges ahead to her chosen berth, the loose canvas fluttering +softly in the gear above the heads of the men standing still upon her +decks, the master gazing intently forward from the break of the poop. +Gradually she loses her way, hardly moving, with the three figures on her +forecastle waiting attentively about the cat-head for the last order of, +perhaps, full ninety days at sea: “Let go!” + +This is the final word of a ship’s ended journey, the closing word of her +toil and of her achievement. In a life whose worth is told out in +passages from port to port, the splash of the anchor’s fall and the +thunderous rumbling of the chain are like the closing of a distinct +period, of which she seems conscious with a slight deep shudder of all +her frame. By so much is she nearer to her appointed death, for neither +years nor voyages can go on for ever. It is to her like the striking of +a clock, and in the pause which follows she seems to take count of the +passing time. + +This is the last important order; the others are mere routine directions. +Once more the master is heard: “Give her forty-five fathom to the water’s +edge,” and then he, too, is done for a time. For days he leaves all the +harbour work to his chief mate, the keeper of the ship’s anchor and of +the ship’s routine. For days his voice will not be heard raised about +the decks, with that curt, austere accent of the man in charge, till, +again, when the hatches are on, and in a silent and expectant ship, he +shall speak up from aft in commanding tones: “Man the windlass!” + + + + +VII. + + +THE other year, looking through a newspaper of sound principles, but +whose staff _will_ persist in “casting” anchors and going to sea “on” a +ship (ough!), I came across an article upon the season’s yachting. And, +behold! it was a good article. To a man who had but little to do with +pleasure sailing (though all sailing is a pleasure), and certainly +nothing whatever with racing in open waters, the writer’s strictures upon +the handicapping of yachts were just intelligible and no more. And I do +not pretend to any interest in the enumeration of the great races of that +year. As to the 52-foot linear raters, praised so much by the writer, I +am warmed up by his approval of their performances; but, as far as any +clear conception goes, the descriptive phrase, so precise to the +comprehension of a yachtsman, evokes no definite image in my mind. + +The writer praises that class of pleasure vessels, and I am willing to +endorse his words, as any man who loves every craft afloat would be ready +to do. I am disposed to admire and respect the 52-foot linear raters on +the word of a man who regrets in such a sympathetic and understanding +spirit the threatened decay of yachting seamanship. + +Of course, yacht racing is an organized pastime, a function of social +idleness ministering to the vanity of certain wealthy inhabitants of +these isles nearly as much as to their inborn love of the sea. But the +writer of the article in question goes on to point out, with insight and +justice, that for a great number of people (20,000, I think he says) it +is a means of livelihood—that it is, in his own words, an industry. Now, +the moral side of an industry, productive or unproductive, the redeeming +and ideal aspect of this bread-winning, is the attainment and +preservation of the highest possible skill on the part of the craftsmen. +Such skill, the skill of technique, is more than honesty; it is something +wider, embracing honesty and grace and rule in an elevated and clear +sentiment, not altogether utilitarian, which may be called the honour of +labour. It is made up of accumulated tradition, kept alive by individual +pride, rendered exact by professional opinion, and, like the higher arts, +it spurred on and sustained by discriminating praise. + +This is why the attainment of proficiency, the pushing of your skill with +attention to the most delicate shades of excellence, is a matter of vital +concern. Efficiency of a practically flawless kind may be reached +naturally in the struggle for bread. But there is something beyond—a +higher point, a subtle and unmistakable touch of love and pride beyond +mere skill; almost an inspiration which gives to all work that finish +which is almost art—which _is_ art. + +As men of scrupulous honour set up a high standard of public conscience +above the dead-level of an honest community, so men of that skill which +passes into art by ceaseless striving raise the dead-level of correct +practice in the crafts of land and sea. The conditions fostering the +growth of that supreme, alive excellence, as well in work as in play, +ought to be preserved with a most careful regard lest the industry or the +game should perish of an insidious and inward decay. Therefore I have +read with profound regret, in that article upon the yachting season of a +certain year, that the seamanship on board racing yachts is not now what +it used to be only a few, very few, years ago. + +For that was the gist of that article, written evidently by a man who not +only knows but _understands_—a thing (let me remark in passing) much +rarer than one would expect, because the sort of understanding I mean is +inspired by love; and love, though in a sense it may be admitted to be +stronger than death, is by no means so universal and so sure. In fact, +love is rare—the love of men, of things, of ideas, the love of perfected +skill. For love is the enemy of haste; it takes count of passing days, +of men who pass away, of a fine art matured slowly in the course of years +and doomed in a short time to pass away too, and be no more. Love and +regret go hand in hand in this world of changes swifter than the shifting +of the clouds reflected in the mirror of the sea. + +To penalize a yacht in proportion to the fineness of her performance is +unfair to the craft and to her men. It is unfair to the perfection of +her form and to the skill of her servants. For we men are, in fact, the +servants of our creations. We remain in everlasting bondage to the +productions of our brain and to the work of our hands. A man is born to +serve his time on this earth, and there is something fine in the service +being given on other grounds than that of utility. The bondage of art is +very exacting. And, as the writer of the article which started this +train of thought says with lovable warmth, the sailing of yachts is a +fine art. + +His contention is that racing, without time allowances for anything else +but tonnage—that is, for size—has fostered the fine art of sailing to the +pitch of perfection. Every sort of demand is made upon the master of a +sailing-yacht, and to be penalized in proportion to your success may be +of advantage to the sport itself, but it has an obviously deteriorating +effect upon the seamanship. The fine art is being lost. + + + + +VIII. + + +The sailing and racing of yachts has developed a class of fore-and-aft +sailors, men born and bred to the sea, fishing in winter and yachting in +summer; men to whom the handling of that particular rig presents no +mystery. It is their striving for victory that has elevated the sailing +of pleasure craft to the dignity of a fine art in that special sense. As +I have said, I know nothing of racing and but little of fore-and-aft rig; +but the advantages of such a rig are obvious, especially for purposes of +pleasure, whether in cruising or racing. It requires less effort in +handling; the trimming of the sail-planes to the wind can be done with +speed and accuracy; the unbroken spread of the sail-area is of infinite +advantage; and the greatest possible amount of canvas can be displayed +upon the least possible quantity of spars. Lightness and concentrated +power are the great qualities of fore-and-aft rig. + +A fleet of fore-and-afters at anchor has its own slender graciousness. +The setting of their sails resembles more than anything else the +unfolding of a bird’s wings; the facility of their evolutions is a +pleasure to the eye. They are birds of the sea, whose swimming is like +flying, and resembles more a natural function than the handling of +man-invented appliances. The fore-and-aft rig in its simplicity and the +beauty of its aspect under every angle of vision is, I believe, +unapproachable. A schooner, yawl, or cutter in charge of a capable man +seems to handle herself as if endowed with the power of reasoning and the +gift of swift execution. One laughs with sheer pleasure at a smart piece +of manoeuvring, as at a manifestation of a living creature’s quick wit +and graceful precision. + +Of those three varieties of fore-and-aft rig, the cutter—the racing rig +_par excellence_—is of an appearance the most imposing, from the fact +that practically all her canvas is in one piece. The enormous mainsail +of a cutter, as she draws slowly past a point of land or the end of a +jetty under your admiring gaze, invests her with an air of lofty and +silent majesty. At anchor a schooner looks better; she has an aspect of +greater efficiency and a better balance to the eye, with her two masts +distributed over the hull with a swaggering rake aft. The yawl rig one +comes in time to love. It is, I should think, the easiest of all to +manage. + +For racing, a cutter; for a long pleasure voyage, a schooner; for +cruising in home waters, the yawl; and the handling of them all is indeed +a fine art. It requires not only the knowledge of the general principles +of sailing, but a particular acquaintance with the character of the +craft. All vessels are handled in the same way as far as theory goes, +just as you may deal with all men on broad and rigid principles. But if +you want that success in life which comes from the affection and +confidence of your fellows, then with no two men, however similar they +may appear in their nature, will you deal in the same way. There may be +a rule of conduct; there is no rule of human fellowship. To deal with +men is as fine an art as it is to deal with ships. Both men and ships +live in an unstable element, are subject to subtle and powerful +influences, and want to have their merits understood rather than their +faults found out. + +It is not what your ship will _not_ do that you want to know to get on +terms of successful partnership with her; it is, rather, that you ought +to have a precise knowledge of what she will do for you when called upon +to put forth what is in her by a sympathetic touch. At first sight the +difference does not seem great in either line of dealing with the +difficult problem of limitations. But the difference is great. The +difference lies in the spirit in which the problem is approached. After +all, the art of handling ships is finer, perhaps, than the art of +handling men. + +And, like all fine arts, it must be based upon a broad, solid sincerity, +which, like a law of Nature, rules an infinity of different phenomena. +Your endeavour must be single-minded. You would talk differently to a +coal-heaver and to a professor. But is this duplicity? I deny it. The +truth consists in the genuineness of the feeling, in the genuine +recognition of the two men, so similar and so different, as your two +partners in the hazard of life. Obviously, a humbug, thinking only of +winning his little race, would stand a chance of profiting by his +artifices. Men, professors or coal-heavers, are easily deceived; they +even have an extraordinary knack of lending themselves to deception, a +sort of curious and inexplicable propensity to allow themselves to be led +by the nose with their eyes open. But a ship is a creature which we have +brought into the world, as it were on purpose to keep us up to the mark. +In her handling a ship will not put up with a mere pretender, as, for +instance, the public will do with Mr. X, the popular statesman, Mr. Y, +the popular scientist, or Mr. Z, the popular—what shall we say?—anything +from a teacher of high morality to a bagman—who have won their little +race. But I would like (though not accustomed to betting) to wager a +large sum that not one of the few first-rate skippers of racing yachts +has ever been a humbug. It would have been too difficult. The +difficulty arises from the fact that one does not deal with ships in a +mob, but with a ship as an individual. So we may have to do with men. +But in each of us there lurks some particle of the mob spirit, of the mob +temperament. No matter how earnestly we strive against each other, we +remain brothers on the lowest side of our intellect and in the +instability of our feelings. With ships it is not so. Much as they are +to us, they are nothing to each other. Those sensitive creatures have no +ears for our blandishments. It takes something more than words to cajole +them to do our will, to cover us with glory. Luckily, too, or else there +would have been more shoddy reputations for first-rate seamanship. Ships +have no ears, I repeat, though, indeed, I think I have known ships who +really seemed to have had eyes, or else I cannot understand on what +ground a certain 1,000-ton barque of my acquaintance on one particular +occasion refused to answer her helm, thereby saving a frightful smash to +two ships and to a very good man’s reputation. I knew her intimately for +two years, and in no other instance either before or since have I known +her to do that thing. The man she had served so well (guessing, perhaps, +at the depths of his affection for her) I have known much longer, and in +bare justice to him I must say that this confidence-shattering experience +(though so fortunate) only augmented his trust in her. Yes, our ships +have no ears, and thus they cannot be deceived. I would illustrate my +idea of fidelity as between man and ship, between the master and his art, +by a statement which, though it might appear shockingly sophisticated, is +really very simple. I would say that a racing-yacht skipper who thought +of nothing else but the glory of winning the race would never attain to +any eminence of reputation. The genuine masters of their craft—I say +this confidently from my experience of ships—have thought of nothing but +of doing their very best by the vessel under their charge. To forget +one’s self, to surrender all personal feeling in the service of that fine +art, is the only way for a seaman to the faithful discharge of his trust. + +Such is the service of a fine art and of ships that sail the sea. And +therein I think I can lay my finger upon the difference between the +seamen of yesterday, who are still with us, and the seamen of to-morrow, +already entered upon the possession of their inheritance. History +repeats itself, but the special call of an art which has passed away is +never reproduced. It is as utterly gone out of the world as the song of +a destroyed wild bird. Nothing will awaken the same response of +pleasurable emotion or conscientious endeavour. And the sailing of any +vessel afloat is an art whose fine form seems already receding from us on +its way to the overshadowed Valley of Oblivion. The taking of a modern +steamship about the world (though one would not minimize its +responsibilities) has not the same quality of intimacy with nature, +which, after all, is an indispensable condition to the building up of an +art. It is less personal and a more exact calling; less arduous, but +also less gratifying in the lack of close communion between the artist +and the medium of his art. It is, in short, less a matter of love. Its +effects are measured exactly in time and space as no effect of an art can +be. It is an occupation which a man not desperately subject to +sea-sickness can be imagined to follow with content, without enthusiasm, +with industry, without affection. Punctuality is its watchword. The +incertitude which attends closely every artistic endeavour is absent from +its regulated enterprise. It has no great moments of self-confidence, or +moments not less great of doubt and heart-searching. It is an industry +which, like other industries, has its romance, its honour and its +rewards, its bitter anxieties and its hours of ease. But such sea-going +has not the artistic quality of a single-handed struggle with something +much greater than yourself; it is not the laborious absorbing practice of +an art whose ultimate result remains on the knees of the gods. It is not +an individual, temperamental achievement, but simply the skilled use of a +captured force, merely another step forward upon the way of universal +conquest. + + + + +IX. + + +Every passage of a ship of yesterday, whose yards were braced round +eagerly the very moment the pilot, with his pockets full of letters, had +got over the side, was like a race—a race against time, against an ideal +standard of achievement outstripping the expectations of common men. +Like all true art, the general conduct of a ship and her handling in +particular cases had a technique which could be discussed with delight +and pleasure by men who found in their work, not bread alone, but an +outlet for the peculiarities of their temperament. To get the best and +truest effect from the infinitely varying moods of sky and sea, not +pictorially, but in the spirit of their calling, was their vocation, one +and all; and they recognised this with as much sincerity, and drew as +much inspiration from this reality, as any man who ever put brush to +canvas. The diversity of temperaments was immense amongst those masters +of the fine art. + +Some of them were like Royal Academicians of a certain kind. They never +startled you by a touch of originality, by a fresh audacity of +inspiration. They were safe, very safe. They went about solemnly in the +assurance of their consecrated and empty reputation. Names are odious, +but I remember one of them who might have been their very president, the +P.R.A. of the sea-craft. His weather-beaten and handsome face, his +portly presence, his shirt-fronts and broad cuffs and gold links, his air +of bluff distinction, impressed the humble beholders (stevedores, tally +clerks, tide-waiters) as he walked ashore over the gangway of his ship +lying at the Circular Quay in Sydney. His voice was deep, hearty, and +authoritative—the voice of a very prince amongst sailors. He did +everything with an air which put your attention on the alert and raised +your expectations, but the result somehow was always on stereotyped +lines, unsuggestive, empty of any lesson that one could lay to heart. He +kept his ship in apple-pie order, which would have been seamanlike enough +but for a finicking touch in its details. His officers affected a +superiority over the rest of us, but the boredom of their souls appeared +in their manner of dreary submission to the fads of their commander. It +was only his apprenticed boys whose irrepressible spirits were not +affected by the solemn and respectable mediocrity of that artist. There +were four of these youngsters: one the son of a doctor, another of a +colonel, the third of a jeweller; the name of the fourth was Twentyman, +and this is all I remember of his parentage. But not one of them seemed +to possess the smallest spark of gratitude in his composition. Though +their commander was a kind man in his way, and had made a point of +introducing them to the best people in the town in order that they should +not fall into the bad company of boys belonging to other ships, I regret +to say that they made faces at him behind his back, and imitated the +dignified carriage of his head without any concealment whatever. + +This master of the fine art was a personage and nothing more; but, as I +have said, there was an infinite diversity of temperament amongst the +masters of the fine art I have known. Some were great impressionists. +They impressed upon you the fear of God and Immensity—or, in other words, +the fear of being drowned with every circumstance of terrific grandeur. +One may think that the locality of your passing away by means of +suffocation in water does not really matter very much. I am not so sure +of that. I am, perhaps, unduly sensitive, but I confess that the idea of +being suddenly spilt into an infuriated ocean in the midst of darkness +and uproar affected me always with a sensation of shrinking distaste. To +be drowned in a pond, though it might be called an ignominious fate by +the ignorant, is yet a bright and peaceful ending in comparison with some +other endings to one’s earthly career which I have mentally quaked at in +the intervals or even in the midst of violent exertions. + +But let that pass. Some of the masters whose influence left a trace upon +my character to this very day, combined a fierceness of conception with a +certitude of execution upon the basis of just appreciation of means and +ends which is the highest quality of the man of action. And an artist is +a man of action, whether he creates a personality, invents an expedient, +or finds the issue of a complicated situation. + +There were masters, too, I have known, whose very art consisted in +avoiding every conceivable situation. It is needless to say that they +never did great things in their craft; but they were not to be despised +for that. They were modest; they understood their limitations. Their +own masters had not handed the sacred fire into the keeping of their cold +and skilful hands. One of those last I remember specially, now gone to +his rest from that sea which his temperament must have made a scene of +little more than a peaceful pursuit. Once only did he attempt a stroke +of audacity, one early morning, with a steady breeze, entering a crowded +roadstead. But he was not genuine in this display which might have been +art. He was thinking of his own self; he hankered after the meretricious +glory of a showy performance. + +As, rounding a dark, wooded point, bathed in fresh air and sunshine, we +opened to view a crowd of shipping at anchor lying half a mile ahead of +us perhaps, he called me aft from my station on the forecastle head, and, +turning over and over his binoculars in his brown hands, said: “Do you +see that big, heavy ship with white lower masts? I am going to take up a +berth between her and the shore. Now do you see to it that the men jump +smartly at the first order.” + +I answered, “Ay, ay, sir,” and verily believed that this would be a fine +performance. We dashed on through the fleet in magnificent style. There +must have been many open mouths and following eyes on board those +ships—Dutch, English, with a sprinkling of Americans and a German or +two—who had all hoisted their flags at eight o’clock as if in honour of +our arrival. It would have been a fine performance if it had come off, +but it did not. Through a touch of self-seeking that modest artist of +solid merit became untrue to his temperament. It was not with him art +for art’s sake: it was art for his own sake; and a dismal failure was the +penalty he paid for that greatest of sins. It might have been even +heavier, but, as it happened, we did not run our ship ashore, nor did we +knock a large hole in the big ship whose lower masts were painted white. +But it is a wonder that we did not carry away the cables of both our +anchors, for, as may be imagined, I did not stand upon the order to “Let +go!” that came to me in a quavering, quite unknown voice from his +trembling lips. I let them both go with a celerity which to this day +astonishes my memory. No average merchantman’s anchors have ever been +let go with such miraculous smartness. And they both held. I could have +kissed their rough, cold iron palms in gratitude if they had not been +buried in slimy mud under ten fathoms of water. Ultimately they brought +us up with the jibboom of a Dutch brig poking through our spanker—nothing +worse. And a miss is as good as a mile. + +But not in art. Afterwards the master said to me in a shy mumble, “She +wouldn’t luff up in time, somehow. What’s the matter with her?” And I +made no answer. + +Yet the answer was clear. The ship had found out the momentary weakness +of her man. Of all the living creatures upon land and sea, it is ships +alone that cannot be taken in by barren pretences, that will not put up +with bad art from their masters. + + + + +X. + + +FROM the main truck of the average tall ship the horizon describes a +circle of many miles, in which you can see another ship right down to her +water-line; and these very eyes which follow this writing have counted in +their time over a hundred sail becalmed, as if within a magic ring, not +very far from the Azores—ships more or less tall. There were hardly two +of them heading exactly the same way, as if each had meditated breaking +out of the enchanted circle at a different point of the compass. But the +spell of the calm is a strong magic. The following day still saw them +scattered within sight of each other and heading different ways; but +when, at last, the breeze came with the darkling ripple that ran very +blue on a pale sea, they all went in the same direction together. For +this was the homeward-bound fleet from the far-off ends of the earth, and +a Falmouth fruit-schooner, the smallest of them all, was heading the +flight. One could have imagined her very fair, if not divinely tall, +leaving a scent of lemons and oranges in her wake. + +The next day there were very few ships in sight from our mast-heads—seven +at most, perhaps, with a few more distant specks, hull down, beyond the +magic ring of the horizon. The spell of the fair wind has a subtle power +to scatter a white-winged company of ships looking all the same way, each +with its white fillet of tumbling foam under the bow. It is the calm +that brings ships mysteriously together; it is your wind that is the +great separator. + +The taller the ship, the further she can be seen; and her white tallness +breathed upon by the wind first proclaims her size. The tall masts +holding aloft the white canvas, spread out like a snare for catching the +invisible power of the air, emerge gradually from the water, sail after +sail, yard after yard, growing big, till, under the towering structure of +her machinery, you perceive the insignificant, tiny speck of her hull. + +The tall masts are the pillars supporting the balanced planes that, +motionless and silent, catch from the air the ship’s motive-power, as it +were a gift from Heaven vouchsafed to the audacity of man; and it is the +ship’s tall spars, stripped and shorn of their white glory, that incline +themselves before the anger of the clouded heaven. + +When they yield to a squall in a gaunt and naked submission, their +tallness is brought best home even to the mind of a seaman. The man who +has looked upon his ship going over too far is made aware of the +preposterous tallness of a ship’s spars. It seems impossible but that +those gilt trucks which one had to tilt one’s head back to see, now +falling into the lower plane of vision, must perforce hit the very edge +of the horizon. Such an experience gives you a better impression of the +loftiness of your spars than any amount of running aloft could do. And +yet in my time the royal yards of an average profitable ship were a good +way up above her decks. + +No doubt a fair amount of climbing up iron ladders can be achieved by an +active man in a ship’s engine-room, but I remember moments when even to +my supple limbs and pride of nimbleness the sailing-ship’s machinery +seemed to reach up to the very stars. + +For machinery it is, doing its work in perfect silence and with a +motionless grace, that seems to hide a capricious and not always +governable power, taking nothing away from the material stores of the +earth. Not for it the unerring precision of steel moved by white steam +and living by red fire and fed with black coal. The other seems to draw +its strength from the very soul of the world, its formidable ally, held +to obedience by the frailest bonds, like a fierce ghost captured in a +snare of something even finer than spun silk. For what is the array of +the strongest ropes, the tallest spars and the stoutest canvas against +the mighty breath of the infinite, but thistle stalks, cobwebs and +gossamer? + + + + +XI. + + +Indeed, it is less than nothing, and I have seen, when the great soul of +the world turned over with a heavy sigh, a perfectly new, extra-stout +foresail vanish like a bit of some airy stuff much lighter than gossamer. +Then was the time for the tall spars to stand fast in the great uproar. +The machinery must do its work even if the soul of the world has gone +mad. + +The modern steamship advances upon a still and overshadowed sea with a +pulsating tremor of her frame, an occasional clang in her depths, as if +she had an iron heart in her iron body; with a thudding rhythm in her +progress and the regular beat of her propeller, heard afar in the night +with an august and plodding sound as of the march of an inevitable +future. But in a gale, the silent machinery of a sailing-ship would +catch not only the power, but the wild and exulting voice of the world’s +soul. Whether she ran with her tall spars swinging, or breasted it with +her tall spars lying over, there was always that wild song, deep like a +chant, for a bass to the shrill pipe of the wind played on the sea-tops, +with a punctuating crash, now and then, of a breaking wave. At times the +weird effects of that invisible orchestra would get upon a man’s nerves +till he wished himself deaf. + +And this recollection of a personal wish, experienced upon several +oceans, where the soul of the world has plenty of room to turn over with +a mighty sigh, brings me to the remark that in order to take a proper +care of a ship’s spars it is just as well for a seaman to have nothing +the matter with his ears. Such is the intimacy with which a seaman had +to live with his ship of yesterday that his senses were like her senses, +that the stress upon his body made him judge of the strain upon the +ship’s masts. + +I had been some time at sea before I became aware of the fact that +hearing plays a perceptible part in gauging the force of the wind. It +was at night. The ship was one of those iron wool-clippers that the +Clyde had floated out in swarms upon the world during the seventh decade +of the last century. It was a fine period in ship-building, and also, I +might say, a period of over-masting. The spars rigged up on the narrow +hulls were indeed tall then, and the ship of which I think, with her +coloured-glass skylight ends bearing the motto, “Let Glasgow Flourish,” +was certainly one of the most heavily-sparred specimens. She was built +for hard driving, and unquestionably she got all the driving she could +stand. Our captain was a man famous for the quick passages he had been +used to make in the old _Tweed_, a ship famous the world over for her +speed. The _Tweed_ had been a wooden vessel, and he brought the +tradition of quick passages with him into the iron clipper. I was the +junior in her, a third mate, keeping watch with the chief officer; and it +was just during one of the night watches in a strong, freshening breeze +that I overheard two men in a sheltered nook of the main deck exchanging +these informing remarks. Said one: + +“Should think ’twas time some of them light sails were coming off her.” + +And the other, an older man, uttered grumpily: “No fear! not while the +chief mate’s on deck. He’s that deaf he can’t tell how much wind there +is.” + +And, indeed, poor P—, quite young, and a smart seaman, was very hard of +hearing. At the same time, he had the name of being the very devil of a +fellow for carrying on sail on a ship. He was wonderfully clever at +concealing his deafness, and, as to carrying on heavily, though he was a +fearless man, I don’t think that he ever meant to take undue risks. I +can never forget his naïve sort of astonishment when remonstrated with +for what appeared a most dare-devil performance. The only person, of +course, that could remonstrate with telling effect was our captain, +himself a man of dare-devil tradition; and really, for me, who knew under +whom I was serving, those were impressive scenes. Captain S— had a great +name for sailor-like qualities—the sort of name that compelled my +youthful admiration. To this day I preserve his memory, for, indeed, it +was he in a sense who completed my training. It was often a stormy +process, but let that pass. I am sure he meant well, and I am certain +that never, not even at the time, could I bear him malice for his +extraordinary gift of incisive criticism. And to hear _him_ make a fuss +about too much sail on the ship seemed one of those incredible +experiences that take place only in one’s dreams. + +It generally happened in this way: Night, clouds racing overhead, wind +howling, royals set, and the ship rushing on in the dark, an immense +white sheet of foam level with the lee rail. Mr. P—, in charge of the +deck, hooked on to the windward mizzen rigging in a state of perfect +serenity; myself, the third mate, also hooked on somewhere to windward of +the slanting poop, in a state of the utmost preparedness to jump at the +very first hint of some sort of order, but otherwise in a perfectly +acquiescent state of mind. Suddenly, out of the companion would appear a +tall, dark figure, bareheaded, with a short white beard of a +perpendicular cut, very visible in the dark—Captain S—, disturbed in his +reading down below by the frightful bounding and lurching of the ship. +Leaning very much against the precipitous incline of the deck, he would +take a turn or two, perfectly silent, hang on by the compass for a while, +take another couple of turns, and suddenly burst out: + +“What are you trying to do with the ship?” + +And Mr. P—, who was not good at catching what was shouted in the wind, +would say interrogatively: + +“Yes, sir?” + +Then in the increasing gale of the sea there would be a little private +ship’s storm going on in which you could detect strong language, +pronounced in a tone of passion and exculpatory protestations uttered +with every possible inflection of injured innocence. + +“By Heavens, Mr. P-! I used to carry on sail in my time, but—” + +And the rest would be lost to me in a stormy gust of wind. + +Then, in a lull, P—’s protesting innocence would become audible: + +“She seems to stand it very well.” + +And then another burst of an indignant voice: + +“Any fool can carry sail on a ship—” + +And so on and so on, the ship meanwhile rushing on her way with a heavier +list, a noisier splutter, a more threatening hiss of the white, almost +blinding, sheet of foam to leeward. For the best of it was that Captain +S— seemed constitutionally incapable of giving his officers a definite +order to shorten sail; and so that extraordinarily vague row would go on +till at last it dawned upon them both, in some particularly alarming +gust, that it was time to do something. There is nothing like the +fearful inclination of your tall spars overloaded with canvas to bring a +deaf man and an angry one to their senses. + + + + +XII. + + +So sail did get shortened more or less in time even in that ship, and her +tall spars never went overboard while I served in her. However, all the +time I was with them, Captain S— and Mr. P— did not get on very well +together. If P— carried on “like the very devil” because he was too deaf +to know how much wind there was, Captain S— (who, as I have said, seemed +constitutionally incapable of ordering one of his officers to shorten +sail) resented the necessity forced upon him by Mr. P—’s desperate goings +on. It was in Captain S—’s tradition rather to reprove his officers for +not carrying on quite enough—in his phrase “for not taking every ounce of +advantage of a fair wind.” But there was also a psychological motive +that made him extremely difficult to deal with on board that iron +clipper. He had just come out of the marvellous _Tweed_, a ship, I have +heard, heavy to look at but of phenomenal speed. In the middle sixties +she had beaten by a day and a half the steam mail-boat from Hong Kong to +Singapore. There was something peculiarly lucky, perhaps, in the placing +of her masts—who knows? Officers of men-of-war used to come on board to +take the exact dimensions of her sail-plan. Perhaps there had been a +touch of genius or the finger of good fortune in the fashioning of her +lines at bow and stern. It is impossible to say. She was built in the +East Indies somewhere, of teak-wood throughout, except the deck. She had +a great sheer, high bows, and a clumsy stern. The men who had seen her +described her to me as “nothing much to look at.” But in the great +Indian famine of the seventies that ship, already old then, made some +wonderful dashes across the Gulf of Bengal with cargoes of rice from +Rangoon to Madras. + +She took the secret of her speed with her, and, unsightly as she was, her +image surely has its glorious place in the mirror of the old sea. + +The point, however, is that Captain S—, who used to say frequently, “She +never made a decent passage after I left her,” seemed to think that the +secret of her speed lay in her famous commander. No doubt the secret of +many a ship’s excellence does lie with the man on board, but it was +hopeless for Captain S— to try to make his new iron clipper equal the +feats which made the old _Tweed_ a name of praise upon the lips of +English-speaking seamen. There was something pathetic in it, as in the +endeavour of an artist in his old age to equal the masterpieces of his +youth—for the _Tweed’s_ famous passages were Captain S—’s masterpieces. +It was pathetic, and perhaps just the least bit dangerous. At any rate, +I am glad that, what between Captain S—’s yearning for old triumphs and +Mr. P—’s deafness, I have seen some memorable carrying on to make a +passage. And I have carried on myself upon the tall spars of that Clyde +shipbuilder’s masterpiece as I have never carried on in a ship before or +since. + +The second mate falling ill during the passage, I was promoted to officer +of the watch, alone in charge of the deck. Thus the immense leverage of +the ship’s tall masts became a matter very near my own heart. I suppose +it was something of a compliment for a young fellow to be trusted, +apparently without any supervision, by such a commander as Captain S—; +though, as far as I can remember, neither the tone, nor the manner, nor +yet the drift of Captain S—’s remarks addressed to myself did ever, by +the most strained interpretation, imply a favourable opinion of my +abilities. And he was, I must say, a most uncomfortable commander to get +your orders from at night. If I had the watch from eight till midnight, +he would leave the deck about nine with the words, “Don’t take any sail +off her.” Then, on the point of disappearing down the companion-way, he +would add curtly: “Don’t carry anything away.” I am glad to say that I +never did; one night, however, I was caught, not quite prepared, by a +sudden shift of wind. + +There was, of course, a good deal of noise—running about, the shouts of +the sailors, the thrashing of the sails—enough, in fact, to wake the +dead. But S— never came on deck. When I was relieved by the chief mate +an hour afterwards, he sent for me. I went into his state-room; he was +lying on his couch wrapped up in a rug, with a pillow under his head. + +“What was the matter with you up there just now?” he asked. + +“Wind flew round on the lee quarter, sir,” I said. + +“Couldn’t you see the shift coming?” + +“Yes, sir, I thought it wasn’t very far off.” + +“Why didn’t you have your courses hauled up at once, then?” he asked in a +tone that ought to have made my blood run cold. + +But this was my chance, and I did not let it slip. + +“Well, sir,” I said in an apologetic tone, “she was going eleven knots +very nicely, and I thought she would do for another half-hour or so.” + +He gazed at me darkly out of his head, lying very still on the white +pillow, for a time. + +“Ah, yes, another half-hour. That’s the way ships get dismasted.” + +And that was all I got in the way of a wigging. I waited a little while +and then went out, shutting carefully the door of the state-room after +me. + +Well, I have loved, lived with, and left the sea without ever seeing a +ship’s tall fabric of sticks, cobwebs and gossamer go by the board. +Sheer good luck, no doubt. But as to poor P—, I am sure that he would +not have got off scot-free like this but for the god of gales, who called +him away early from this earth, which is three parts ocean, and therefore +a fit abode for sailors. A few years afterwards I met in an Indian port +a man who had served in the ships of the same company. Names came up in +our talk, names of our colleagues in the same employ, and, naturally +enough, I asked after P—. Had he got a command yet? And the other man +answered carelessly: + +“No; but he’s provided for, anyhow. A heavy sea took him off the poop in +the run between New Zealand and the Horn.” + +Thus P— passed away from amongst the tall spars of ships that he had +tried to their utmost in many a spell of boisterous weather. He had +shown me what carrying on meant, but he was not a man to learn discretion +from. He could not help his deafness. One can only remember his cheery +temper, his admiration for the jokes in _Punch_, his little oddities—like +his strange passion for borrowing looking-glasses, for instance. Each of +our cabins had its own looking-glass screwed to the bulkhead, and what he +wanted with more of them we never could fathom. He asked for the loan in +confidential tones. Why? Mystery. We made various surmises. No one +will ever know now. At any rate, it was a harmless eccentricity, and may +the god of gales, who took him away so abruptly between New Zealand and +the Horn, let his soul rest in some Paradise of true seamen, where no +amount of carrying on will ever dismast a ship! + + + + +XIII. + + +THERE has been a time when a ship’s chief mate, pocket-book in hand and +pencil behind his ear, kept one eye aloft upon his riggers and the other +down the hatchway on the stevedores, and watched the disposition of his +ship’s cargo, knowing that even before she started he was already doing +his best to secure for her an easy and quick passage. + +The hurry of the times, the loading and discharging organization of the +docks, the use of hoisting machinery which works quickly and will not +wait, the cry for prompt despatch, the very size of his ship, stand +nowadays between the modern seaman and the thorough knowledge of his +craft. + +There are profitable ships and unprofitable ships. The profitable ship +will carry a large load through all the hazards of the weather, and, when +at rest, will stand up in dock and shift from berth to berth without +ballast. There is a point of perfection in a ship as a worker when she +is spoken of as being able to _sail_ without ballast. I have never met +that sort of paragon myself, but I have seen these paragons advertised +amongst ships for sale. Such excess of virtue and good-nature on the +part of a ship always provoked my mistrust. It is open to any man to say +that his ship will sail without ballast; and he will say it, too, with +every mark of profound conviction, especially if he is not going to sail +in her himself. The risk of advertising her as able to sail without +ballast is not great, since the statement does not imply a warranty of +her arriving anywhere. Moreover, it is strictly true that most ships +will sail without ballast for some little time before they turn turtle +upon the crew. + +A shipowner loves a profitable ship; the seaman is proud of her; a doubt +of her good looks seldom exists in his mind; but if he can boast of her +more useful qualities it is an added satisfaction for his self-love. + +The loading of ships was once a matter of skill, judgment, and knowledge. +Thick books have been written about it. “Stevens on Stowage” is a portly +volume with the renown and weight (in its own world) of Coke on +Littleton. Stevens is an agreeable writer, and, as is the case with men +of talent, his gifts adorn his sterling soundness. He gives you the +official teaching on the whole subject, is precise as to rules, mentions +illustrative events, quotes law cases where verdicts turned upon a point +of stowage. He is never pedantic, and, for all his close adherence to +broad principles, he is ready to admit that no two ships can be treated +exactly alike. + +Stevedoring, which had been a skilled labour, is fast becoming a labour +without the skill. The modern steamship with her many holds is not +loaded within the sailor-like meaning of the word. She is filled up. +Her cargo is not stowed in any sense; it is simply dumped into her +through six hatchways, more or less, by twelve winches or so, with +clatter and hurry and racket and heat, in a cloud of steam and a mess of +coal-dust. As long as you keep her propeller under water and take care, +say, not to fling down barrels of oil on top of bales of silk, or deposit +an iron bridge-girder of five ton or so upon a bed of coffee-bags, you +have done about all in the way of duty that the cry for prompt despatch +will allow you to do. + + + + +XIV. + + +The sailing-ship, when I knew her in her days of perfection, was a +sensible creature. When I say her days of perfection, I mean perfection +of build, gear, seaworthy qualities and ease of handling, not the +perfection of speed. That quality has departed with the change of +building material. No iron ship of yesterday ever attained the marvels +of speed which the seamanship of men famous in their time had obtained +from their wooden, copper-sheeted predecessors. Everything had been done +to make the iron ship perfect, but no wit of man had managed to devise an +efficient coating composition to keep her bottom clean with the smooth +cleanness of yellow metal sheeting. After a spell of a few weeks at sea, +an iron ship begins to lag as if she had grown tired too soon. It is +only her bottom that is getting foul. A very little affects the speed of +an iron ship which is not driven on by a merciless propeller. Often it +is impossible to tell what inconsiderate trifle puts her off her stride. +A certain mysteriousness hangs around the quality of speed as it was +displayed by the old sailing-ships commanded by a competent seaman. In +those days the speed depended upon the seaman; therefore, apart from the +laws, rules, and regulations for the good preservation of his cargo, he +was careful of his loading,—or what is technically called the trim of his +ship. Some ships sailed fast on an even keel, others had to be trimmed +quite one foot by the stern, and I have heard of a ship that gave her +best speed on a wind when so loaded as to float a couple of inches by the +head. + +I call to mind a winter landscape in Amsterdam—a flat foreground of waste +land, with here and there stacks of timber, like the huts of a camp of +some very miserable tribe; the long stretch of the Handelskade; cold, +stone-faced quays, with the snow-sprinkled ground and the hard, frozen +water of the canal, in which were set ships one behind another with their +frosty mooring-ropes hanging slack and their decks idle and deserted, +because, as the master stevedore (a gentle, pale person, with a few +golden hairs on his chin and a reddened nose) informed me, their cargoes +were frozen-in up-country on barges and schuyts. In the distance, beyond +the waste ground, and running parallel with the line of ships, a line of +brown, warm-toned houses seemed bowed under snow-laden roofs. From afar +at the end of Tsar Peter Straat, issued in the frosty air the tinkle of +bells of the horse tramcars, appearing and disappearing in the opening +between the buildings, like little toy carriages harnessed with toy +horses and played with by people that appeared no bigger than children. + +I was, as the French say, biting my fists with impatience for that cargo +frozen up-country; with rage at that canal set fast, at the wintry and +deserted aspect of all those ships that seemed to decay in grim +depression for want of the open water. I was chief mate, and very much +alone. Directly I had joined I received from my owners instructions to +send all the ship’s apprentices away on leave together, because in such +weather there was nothing for anybody to do, unless to keep up a fire in +the cabin stove. That was attended to by a snuffy and mop-headed, +inconceivably dirty, and weirdly toothless Dutch ship-keeper, who could +hardly speak three words of English, but who must have had some +considerable knowledge of the language, since he managed invariably to +interpret in the contrary sense everything that was said to him. + +Notwithstanding the little iron stove, the ink froze on the swing-table +in the cabin, and I found it more convenient to go ashore stumbling over +the arctic waste-land and shivering in glazed tramcars in order to write +my evening letter to my owners in a gorgeous café in the centre of the +town. It was an immense place, lofty and gilt, upholstered in red plush, +full of electric lights and so thoroughly warmed that even the marble +tables felt tepid to the touch. The waiter who brought me my cup of +coffee bore, by comparison with my utter isolation, the dear aspect of an +intimate friend. There, alone in a noisy crowd, I would write slowly a +letter addressed to Glasgow, of which the gist would be: There is no +cargo, and no prospect of any coming till late spring apparently. And +all the time I sat there the necessity of getting back to the ship bore +heavily on my already half-congealed spirits—the shivering in glazed +tramcars, the stumbling over the snow-sprinkled waste ground, the vision +of ships frozen in a row, appearing vaguely like corpses of black vessels +in a white world, so silent, so lifeless, so soulless they seemed to be. + +With precaution I would go up the side of my own particular corpse, and +would feel her as cold as ice itself and as slippery under my feet. My +cold berth would swallow up like a chilly burial niche my bodily shivers +and my mental excitement. It was a cruel winter. The very air seemed as +hard and trenchant as steel; but it would have taken much more than this +to extinguish my sacred fire for the exercise of my craft. No young man +of twenty-four appointed chief mate for the first time in his life would +have let that Dutch tenacious winter penetrate into his heart. I think +that in those days I never forgot the fact of my elevation for five +consecutive minutes. I fancy it kept me warm, even in my slumbers, +better than the high pile of blankets, which positively crackled with +frost as I threw them off in the morning. And I would get up early for +no reason whatever except that I was in sole charge. The new captain had +not been appointed yet. + +Almost each morning a letter from my owners would arrive, directing me to +go to the charterers and clamour for the ship’s cargo; to threaten them +with the heaviest penalties of demurrage; to demand that this assortment +of varied merchandise, set fast in a landscape of ice and windmills +somewhere up-country, should be put on rail instantly, and fed up to the +ship in regular quantities every day. After drinking some hot coffee, +like an Arctic explorer setting off on a sledge journey towards the North +Pole, I would go ashore and roll shivering in a tramcar into the very +heart of the town, past clean-faced houses, past thousands of brass +knockers upon a thousand painted doors glimmering behind rows of trees of +the pavement species, leafless, gaunt, seemingly dead for ever. + +That part of the expedition was easy enough, though the horses were +painfully glistening with icicles, and the aspect of the tram-conductors’ +faces presented a repulsive blending of crimson and purple. But as to +frightening or bullying, or even wheedling some sort of answer out of Mr. +Hudig, that was another matter altogether. He was a big, swarthy +Netherlander, with black moustaches and a bold glance. He always began +by shoving me into a chair before I had time to open my mouth, gave me +cordially a large cigar, and in excellent English would start to talk +everlastingly about the phenomenal severity of the weather. It was +impossible to threaten a man who, though he possessed the language +perfectly, seemed incapable of understanding any phrase pronounced in a +tone of remonstrance or discontent. As to quarrelling with him, it would +have been stupid. The weather was too bitter for that. His office was +so warm, his fire so bright, his sides shook so heartily with laughter, +that I experienced always a great difficulty in making up my mind to +reach for my hat. + +At last the cargo did come. At first it came dribbling in by rail in +trucks, till the thaw set in; and then fast, in a multitude of barges, +with a great rush of unbound waters. The gentle master stevedore had his +hands very full at last; and the chief mate became worried in his mind as +to the proper distribution of the weight of his first cargo in a ship he +did not personally know before. + +Ships do want humouring. They want humouring in handling; and if you +mean to handle them well, they must have been humoured in the +distribution of the weight which you ask them to carry through the good +and evil fortune of a passage. Your ship is a tender creature, whose +idiosyncrasies must be attended to if you mean her to come with credit to +herself and you through the rough-and-tumble of her life. + + + + +XV. + + +So seemed to think the new captain, who arrived the day after we had +finished loading, on the very eve of the day of sailing. I first beheld +him on the quay, a complete stranger to me, obviously not a Hollander, in +a black bowler and a short drab overcoat, ridiculously out of tone with +the winter aspect of the waste-lands, bordered by the brown fronts of +houses with their roofs dripping with melting snow. + +This stranger was walking up and down absorbed in the marked +contemplation of the ship’s fore and aft trim; but when I saw him squat +on his heels in the slush at the very edge of the quay to peer at the +draught of water under her counter, I said to myself, “This is the +captain.” And presently I descried his luggage coming along—a real +sailor’s chest, carried by means of rope-beckets between two men, with a +couple of leather portmanteaus and a roll of charts sheeted in canvas +piled upon the lid. The sudden, spontaneous agility with which he +bounded aboard right off the rail afforded me the first glimpse of his +real character. Without further preliminaries than a friendly nod, he +addressed me: “You have got her pretty well in her fore and aft trim. +Now, what about your weights?” + +I told him I had managed to keep the weight sufficiently well up, as I +thought, one-third of the whole being in the upper part “above the +beams,” as the technical expression has it. He whistled “Phew!” +scrutinizing me from head to foot. A sort of smiling vexation was +visible on his ruddy face. + +“Well, we shall have a lively time of it this passage, I bet,” he said. + +He knew. It turned out he had been chief mate of her for the two +preceding voyages; and I was already familiar with his handwriting in the +old log-books I had been perusing in my cabin with a natural curiosity, +looking up the records of my new ship’s luck, of her behaviour, of the +good times she had had, and of the troubles she had escaped. + +He was right in his prophecy. On our passage from Amsterdam to Samarang +with a general cargo, of which, alas! only one-third in weight was stowed +“above the beams,” we had a lively time of it. It was lively, but not +joyful. There was not even a single moment of comfort in it, because no +seaman can feel comfortable in body or mind when he has made his ship +uneasy. + +To travel along with a cranky ship for ninety days or so is no doubt a +nerve-trying experience; but in this case what was wrong with our craft +was this: that by my system of loading she had been made much too stable. + +Neither before nor since have I felt a ship roll so abruptly, so +violently, so heavily. Once she began, you felt that she would never +stop, and this hopeless sensation, characterizing the motion of ships +whose centre of gravity is brought down too low in loading, made everyone +on board weary of keeping on his feet. I remember once over-hearing one +of the hands say: “By Heavens, Jack! I feel as if I didn’t mind how soon +I let myself go, and let the blamed hooker knock my brains out if she +likes.” The captain used to remark frequently: “Ah, yes; I dare say +one-third weight above beams would have been quite enough for most ships. +But then, you see, there’s no two of them alike on the seas, and she’s an +uncommonly ticklish jade to load.” + +Down south, running before the gales of high latitudes, she made our life +a burden to us. There were days when nothing would keep even on the +swing-tables, when there was no position where you could fix yourself so +as not to feel a constant strain upon all the muscles of your body. She +rolled and rolled with an awful dislodging jerk and that dizzily fast +sweep of her masts on every swing. It was a wonder that the men sent +aloft were not flung off the yards, the yards not flung off the masts, +the masts not flung overboard. The captain in his armchair, holding on +grimly at the head of the table, with the soup-tureen rolling on one side +of the cabin and the steward sprawling on the other, would observe, +looking at me: “That’s your one-third above the beams. The only thing +that surprises me is that the sticks have stuck to her all this time.” + +Ultimately some of the minor spars did go—nothing important: +spanker-booms and such-like—because at times the frightful impetus of her +rolling would part a fourfold tackle of new three-inch Manilla line as if +it were weaker than pack-thread. + +It was only poetic justice that the chief mate who had made a +mistake—perhaps a half-excusable one—about the distribution of his ship’s +cargo should pay the penalty. A piece of one of the minor spars that did +carry away flew against the chief mate’s back, and sent him sliding on +his face for quite a considerable distance along the main deck. +Thereupon followed various and unpleasant consequences of a physical +order—“queer symptoms,” as the captain, who treated them, used to say; +inexplicable periods of powerlessness, sudden accesses of mysterious +pain; and the patient agreed fully with the regretful mutters of his very +attentive captain wishing that it had been a straightforward broken leg. +Even the Dutch doctor who took the case up in Samarang offered no +scientific explanation. All he said was: “Ah, friend, you are young yet; +it may be very serious for your whole life. You must leave your ship; +you must quite silent be for three months—quite silent.” + +Of course, he meant the chief mate to keep quiet—to lay up, as a matter +of fact. His manner was impressive enough, if his English was childishly +imperfect when compared with the fluency of Mr. Hudig, the figure at the +other end of that passage, and memorable enough in its way. In a great +airy ward of a Far Eastern hospital, lying on my back, I had plenty of +leisure to remember the dreadful cold and snow of Amsterdam, while +looking at the fronds of the palm-trees tossing and rustling at the +height of the window. I could remember the elated feeling and the +soul-gripping cold of those tramway journeys taken into town to put what +in diplomatic language is called pressure upon the good Hudig, with his +warm fire, his armchair, his big cigar, and the never-failing suggestion +in his good-natured voice: “I suppose in the end it is you they will +appoint captain before the ship sails?” It may have been his extreme +good-nature, the serious, unsmiling good-nature of a fat, swarthy man +with coal-black moustache and steady eyes; but he might have been a bit +of a diplomatist, too. His enticing suggestions I used to repel modestly +by the assurance that it was extremely unlikely, as I had not enough +experience. “You know very well how to go about business matters,” he +used to say, with a sort of affected moodiness clouding his serene round +face. I wonder whether he ever laughed to himself after I had left the +office. I dare say he never did, because I understand that diplomatists, +in and out of the career, take themselves and their tricks with an +exemplary seriousness. + +But he had nearly persuaded me that I was fit in every way to be trusted +with a command. There came three months of mental worry, hard rolling, +remorse, and physical pain to drive home the lesson of insufficient +experience. + +Yes, your ship wants to be humoured with knowledge. You must treat with +an understanding consideration the mysteries of her feminine nature, and +then she will stand by you faithfully in the unceasing struggle with +forces wherein defeat is no shame. It is a serious relation, that in +which a man stands to his ship. She has her rights as though she could +breathe and speak; and, indeed, there are ships that, for the right man, +will do anything but speak, as the saying goes. + +A ship is not a slave. You must make her easy in a seaway, you must +never forget that you owe her the fullest share of your thought, of your +skill, of your self-love. If you remember that obligation, naturally and +without effort, as if it were an instinctive feeling of your inner life, +she will sail, stay, run for you as long as she is able, or, like a +sea-bird going to rest upon the angry waves, she will lay out the +heaviest gale that ever made you doubt living long enough to see another +sunrise. + + + + +XVI. + + +Often I turn with melancholy eagerness to the space reserved in the +newspapers under the general heading of “Shipping Intelligence.” I meet +there the names of ships I have known. Every year some of these names +disappear—the names of old friends. “Tempi passati!” + +The different divisions of that kind of news are set down in their order, +which varies but slightly in its arrangement of concise headlines. And +first comes “Speakings”—reports of ships met and signalled at sea, name, +port, where from, where bound for, so many days out, ending frequently +with the words “All well.” Then come “Wrecks and Casualties”—a longish +array of paragraphs, unless the weather has been fair and clear, and +friendly to ships all over the world. + +On some days there appears the heading “Overdue”—an ominous threat of +loss and sorrow trembling yet in the balance of fate. There is something +sinister to a seaman in the very grouping of the letters which form this +word, clear in its meaning, and seldom threatening in vain. + +Only a very few days more—appallingly few to the hearts which had set +themselves bravely to hope against hope—three weeks, a month later, +perhaps, the name of ships under the blight of the “Overdue” heading +shall appear again in the column of “Shipping Intelligence,” but under +the final declaration of “Missing.” + +“The ship, or barque, or brig So-and-so, bound from such a port, with +such and such cargo, for such another port, having left at such and such +a date, last spoken at sea on such a day, and never having been heard of +since, was posted to-day as missing.” Such in its strictly official +eloquence is the form of funeral orations on ships that, perhaps wearied +with a long struggle, or in some unguarded moment that may come to the +readiest of us, had let themselves be overwhelmed by a sudden blow from +the enemy. + +Who can say? Perhaps the men she carried had asked her to do too much, +had stretched beyond breaking-point the enduring faithfulness which seems +wrought and hammered into that assemblage of iron ribs and plating, of +wood and steel and canvas and wire, which goes to the making of a ship—a +complete creation endowed with character, individuality, qualities and +defects, by men whose hands launch her upon the water, and that other men +shall learn to know with an intimacy surpassing the intimacy of man with +man, to love with a love nearly as great as that of man for woman, and +often as blind in its infatuated disregard of defects. + +There are ships which bear a bad name, but I have yet to meet one whose +crew for the time being failed to stand up angrily for her against every +criticism. One ship which I call to mind now had the reputation of +killing somebody every voyage she made. This was no calumny, and yet I +remember well, somewhere far back in the late seventies, that the crew of +that ship were, if anything, rather proud of her evil fame, as if they +had been an utterly corrupt lot of desperadoes glorying in their +association with an atrocious creature. We, belonging to other vessels +moored all about the Circular Quay in Sydney, used to shake our heads at +her with a great sense of the unblemished virtue of our own well-loved +ships. + +I shall not pronounce her name. She is “missing” now, after a sinister +but, from the point of view of her owners, a useful career extending over +many years, and, I should say, across every ocean of our globe. Having +killed a man for every voyage, and perhaps rendered more misanthropic by +the infirmities that come with years upon a ship, she had made up her +mind to kill all hands at once before leaving the scene of her exploits. +A fitting end, this, to a life of usefulness and crime—in a last outburst +of an evil passion supremely satisfied on some wild night, perhaps, to +the applauding clamour of wind and wave. + +How did she do it? In the word “missing” there is a horrible depth of +doubt and speculation. Did she go quickly from under the men’s feet, or +did she resist to the end, letting the sea batter her to pieces, start +her butts, wrench her frame, load her with an increasing weight of salt +water, and, dismasted, unmanageable, rolling heavily, her boats gone, her +decks swept, had she wearied her men half to death with the unceasing +labour at the pumps before she sank with them like a stone? + +However, such a case must be rare. I imagine a raft of some sort could +always be contrived; and, even if it saved no one, it would float on and +be picked up, perhaps conveying some hint of the vanished name. Then +that ship would not be, properly speaking, missing. She would be “lost +with all hands,” and in that distinction there is a subtle +difference—less horror and a less appalling darkness. + + + + +XVII. + + +The unholy fascination of dread dwells in the thought of the last moments +of a ship reported as “missing” in the columns of the _Shipping Gazette_. +Nothing of her ever comes to light—no grating, no lifebuoy, no piece of +boat or branded oar—to give a hint of the place and date of her sudden +end. The _Shipping Gazette_ does not even call her “lost with all +hands.” She remains simply “missing”; she has disappeared enigmatically +into a mystery of fate as big as the world, where your imagination of a +brother-sailor, of a fellow-servant and lover of ships, may range +unchecked. + +And yet sometimes one gets a hint of what the last scene may be like in +the life of a ship and her crew, which resembles a drama in its struggle +against a great force bearing it up, formless, ungraspable, chaotic and +mysterious, as fate. + +It was on a gray afternoon in the lull of a three days’ gale that had +left the Southern Ocean tumbling heavily upon our ship, under a sky hung +with rags of clouds that seemed to have been cut and hacked by the keen +edge of a sou’-west gale. + +Our craft, a Clyde-built barque of 1,000 tons, rolled so heavily that +something aloft had carried away. No matter what the damage was, but it +was serious enough to induce me to go aloft myself with a couple of hands +and the carpenter to see the temporary repairs properly done. + +Sometimes we had to drop everything and cling with both hands to the +swaying spars, holding our breath in fear of a terribly heavy roll. And, +wallowing as if she meant to turn over with us, the barque, her decks +full of water, her gear flying in bights, ran at some ten knots an hour. +We had been driven far south—much farther that way than we had meant to +go; and suddenly, up there in the slings of the foreyard, in the midst of +our work, I felt my shoulder gripped with such force in the carpenter’s +powerful paw that I positively yelled with unexpected pain. The man’s +eyes stared close in my face, and he shouted, “Look, sir! look! What’s +this?” pointing ahead with his other hand. + +At first I saw nothing. The sea was one empty wilderness of black and +white hills. Suddenly, half-concealed in the tumult of the foaming +rollers I made out awash, something enormous, rising and +falling—something spread out like a burst of foam, but with a more +bluish, more solid look. + +It was a piece of an ice-floe melted down to a fragment, but still big +enough to sink a ship, and floating lower than any raft, right in our +way, as if ambushed among the waves with murderous intent. There was no +time to get down on deck. I shouted from aloft till my head was ready to +split. I was heard aft, and we managed to clear the sunken floe which +had come all the way from the Southern ice-cap to have a try at our +unsuspecting lives. Had it been an hour later, nothing could have saved +the ship, for no eye could have made out in the dusk that pale piece of +ice swept over by the white-crested waves. + +And as we stood near the taffrail side by side, my captain and I, looking +at it, hardly discernible already, but still quite close-to on our +quarter, he remarked in a meditative tone: + +“But for the turn of that wheel just in time, there would have been +another case of a ‘missing’ ship.” + +Nobody ever comes back from a “missing” ship to tell how hard was the +death of the craft, and how sudden and overwhelming the last anguish of +her men. Nobody can say with what thoughts, with what regrets, with what +words on their lips they died. But there is something fine in the sudden +passing away of these hearts from the extremity of struggle and stress +and tremendous uproar—from the vast, unrestful rage of the surface to the +profound peace of the depths, sleeping untroubled since the beginning of +ages. + + + + +XVIII. + + +But if the word “missing” brings all hope to an end and settles the loss +of the underwriters, the word “overdue” confirms the fears already born +in many homes ashore, and opens the door of speculation in the market of +risks. + +Maritime risks, be it understood. There is a class of optimists ready to +reinsure an “overdue” ship at a heavy premium. But nothing can insure +the hearts on shore against the bitterness of waiting for the worst. + +For if a “missing” ship has never turned up within the memory of seamen +of my generation, the name of an “overdue” ship, trembling as it were on +the edge of the fatal heading, has been known to appear as “arrived.” + +It must blaze up, indeed, with a great brilliance the dull printer’s ink +expended on the assemblage of the few letters that form the ship’s name +to the anxious eyes scanning the page in fear and trembling. It is like +the message of reprieve from the sentence of sorrow suspended over many a +home, even if some of the men in her have been the most homeless mortals +that you may find among the wanderers of the sea. + +The reinsurer, the optimist of ill-luck and disaster, slaps his pocket +with satisfaction. The underwriter, who had been trying to minimize the +amount of impending loss, regrets his premature pessimism. The ship has +been stauncher, the skies more merciful, the seas less angry, or perhaps +the men on board of a finer temper than he has been willing to take for +granted. + +“The ship So-and-so, bound to such a port, and posted as ‘overdue,’ has +been reported yesterday as having arrived safely at her destination.” + +Thus run the official words of the reprieve addressed to the hearts +ashore lying under a heavy sentence. And they come swiftly from the +other side of the earth, over wires and cables, for your electric +telegraph is a great alleviator of anxiety. Details, of course, shall +follow. And they may unfold a tale of narrow escape, of steady ill-luck, +of high winds and heavy weather, of ice, of interminable calms or endless +head-gales; a tale of difficulties overcome, of adversity defied by a +small knot of men upon the great loneliness of the sea; a tale of +resource, of courage—of helplessness, perhaps. + +Of all ships disabled at sea, a steamer who has lost her propeller is the +most helpless. And if she drifts into an unpopulated part of the ocean +she may soon become overdue. The menace of the “overdue” and the +finality of “missing” come very quickly to steamers whose life, fed on +coals and breathing the black breath of smoke into the air, goes on in +disregard of wind and wave. Such a one, a big steamship, too, whose +working life had been a record of faithful keeping time from land to +land, in disregard of wind and sea, once lost her propeller down south, +on her passage out to New Zealand. + +It was the wintry, murky time of cold gales and heavy seas. With the +snapping of her tail-shaft her life seemed suddenly to depart from her +big body, and from a stubborn, arrogant existence she passed all at once +into the passive state of a drifting log. A ship sick with her own +weakness has not the pathos of a ship vanquished in a battle with the +elements, wherein consists the inner drama of her life. No seaman can +look without compassion upon a disabled ship, but to look at a +sailing-vessel with her lofty spars gone is to look upon a defeated but +indomitable warrior. There is defiance in the remaining stumps of her +masts, raised up like maimed limbs against the menacing scowl of a stormy +sky; there is high courage in the upward sweep of her lines towards the +bow; and as soon as, on a hastily-rigged spar, a strip of canvas is shown +to the wind to keep her head to sea, she faces the waves again with an +unsubdued courage. + + + + +XIX. + + +The efficiency of a steamship consists not so much in her courage as in +the power she carries within herself. It beats and throbs like a +pulsating heart within her iron ribs, and when it stops, the steamer, +whose life is not so much a contest as the disdainful ignoring of the +sea, sickens and dies upon the waves. The sailing-ship, with her +unthrobbing body, seemed to lead mysteriously a sort of unearthly +existence, bordering upon the magic of the invisible forces, sustained by +the inspiration of life-giving and death-dealing winds. + +So that big steamer, dying by a sudden stroke, drifted, an unwieldy +corpse, away from the track of other ships. And she would have been +posted really as “overdue,” or maybe as “missing,” had she not been +sighted in a snowstorm, vaguely, like a strange rolling island, by a +whaler going north from her Polar cruising ground. There was plenty of +food on board, and I don’t know whether the nerves of her passengers were +at all affected by anything else than the sense of interminable boredom +or the vague fear of that unusual situation. Does a passenger ever feel +the life of the ship in which he is being carried like a sort of honoured +bale of highly sensitive goods? For a man who has never been a passenger +it is impossible to say. But I know that there is no harder trial for a +seaman than to feel a dead ship under his feet. + +There is no mistaking that sensation, so dismal, so tormenting and so +subtle, so full of unhappiness and unrest. I could imagine no worse +eternal punishment for evil seamen who die unrepentant upon the earthly +sea than that their souls should be condemned to man the ghosts of +disabled ships, drifting for ever across a ghostly and tempestuous ocean. + +She must have looked ghostly enough, that broken-down steamer, rolling in +that snowstorm—a dark apparition in a world of white snowflakes to the +staring eyes of that whaler’s crew. Evidently they didn’t believe in +ghosts, for on arrival into port her captain unromantically reported +having sighted a disabled steamer in latitude somewhere about 50 degrees +S. and a longitude still more uncertain. Other steamers came out to look +for her, and ultimately towed her away from the cold edge of the world +into a harbour with docks and workshops, where, with many blows of +hammers, her pulsating heart of steel was set going again to go forth +presently in the renewed pride of its strength, fed on fire and water, +breathing black smoke into the air, pulsating, throbbing, shouldering its +arrogant way against the great rollers in blind disdain of winds and sea. + +The track she had made when drifting while her heart stood still within +her iron ribs looked like a tangled thread on the white paper of the +chart. It was shown to me by a friend, her second officer. In that +surprising tangle there were words in minute letters—“gales,” “thick +fog,” “ice”—written by him here and there as memoranda of the weather. +She had interminably turned upon her tracks, she had crossed and +recrossed her haphazard path till it resembled nothing so much as a +puzzling maze of pencilled lines without a meaning. But in that maze +there lurked all the romance of the “overdue” and a menacing hint of +“missing.” + +“We had three weeks of it,” said my friend, “just think of that!” + +“How did you feel about it?” I asked. + +He waved his hand as much as to say: It’s all in the day’s work. But +then, abruptly, as if making up his mind: + +“I’ll tell you. Towards the last I used to shut myself up in my berth +and cry.” + +“Cry?” + +“Shed tears,” he explained briefly, and rolled up the chart. + +I can answer for it, he was a good man—as good as ever stepped upon a +ship’s deck—but he could not bear the feeling of a dead ship under his +feet: the sickly, disheartening feeling which the men of some “overdue” +ships that come into harbour at last under a jury-rig must have felt, +combated, and overcome in the faithful discharge of their duty. + + + + +XX. + + +IT is difficult for a seaman to believe that his stranded ship does not +feel as unhappy at the unnatural predicament of having no water under her +keel as he is himself at feeling her stranded. + +Stranding is, indeed, the reverse of sinking. The sea does not close +upon the water-logged hull with a sunny ripple, or maybe with the angry +rush of a curling wave, erasing her name from the roll of living ships. +No. It is as if an invisible hand had been stealthily uplifted from the +bottom to catch hold of her keel as it glides through the water. + +More than any other event does stranding bring to the sailor a sense of +utter and dismal failure. There are strandings and strandings, but I am +safe to say that 90 per cent. of them are occasions in which a sailor, +without dishonour, may well wish himself dead; and I have no doubt that +of those who had the experience of their ship taking the ground, 90 per +cent. did actually for five seconds or so wish themselves dead. + +“Taking the ground” is the professional expression for a ship that is +stranded in gentle circumstances. But the feeling is more as if the +ground had taken hold of her. It is for those on her deck a surprising +sensation. It is as if your feet had been caught in an imponderable +snare; you feel the balance of your body threatened, and the steady poise +of your mind is destroyed at once. This sensation lasts only a second, +for even while you stagger something seems to turn over in your head, +bringing uppermost the mental exclamation, full of astonishment and +dismay, “By Jove! she’s on the ground!” + +And that is very terrible. After all, the only mission of a seaman’s +calling is to keep ships’ keels off the ground. Thus the moment of her +stranding takes away from him every excuse for his continued existence. +To keep ships afloat is his business; it is his trust; it is the +effective formula of the bottom of all these vague impulses, dreams, and +illusions that go to the making up of a boy’s vocation. The grip of the +land upon the keel of your ship, even if nothing worse comes of it than +the wear and tear of tackle and the loss of time, remains in a seaman’s +memory an indelibly fixed taste of disaster. + +“Stranded” within the meaning of this paper stands for a more or less +excusable mistake. A ship may be “driven ashore” by stress of weather. +It is a catastrophe, a defeat. To be “run ashore” has the littleness, +poignancy, and bitterness of human error. + + + + +XXI. + + +That is why your “strandings” are for the most part so unexpected. In +fact, they are all unexpected, except those heralded by some short +glimpse of the danger, full of agitation and excitement, like an +awakening from a dream of incredible folly. + +The land suddenly at night looms up right over your bows, or perhaps the +cry of “Broken water ahead!” is raised, and some long mistake, some +complicated edifice of self-delusion, over-confidence, and wrong +reasoning is brought down in a fatal shock, and the heart-searing +experience of your ship’s keel scraping and scrunching over, say, a coral +reef. It is a sound, for its size, far more terrific to your soul than +that of a world coming violently to an end. But out of that chaos your +belief in your own prudence and sagacity reasserts itself. You ask +yourself, Where on earth did I get to? How on earth did I get there? +with a conviction that it could not be your own act, that there has been +at work some mysterious conspiracy of accident; that the charts are all +wrong, and if the charts are not wrong, that land and sea have changed +their places; that your misfortune shall for ever remain inexplicable, +since you have lived always with the sense of your trust, the last thing +on closing your eyes, the first on opening them, as if your mind had kept +firm hold of your responsibility during the hours of sleep. + +You contemplate mentally your mischance, till little by little your mood +changes, cold doubt steals into the very marrow of your bones, you see +the inexplicable fact in another light. That is the time when you ask +yourself, How on earth could I have been fool enough to get there? And +you are ready to renounce all belief in your good sense, in your +knowledge, in your fidelity, in what you thought till then was the best +in you, giving you the daily bread of life and the moral support of other +men’s confidence. + +The ship is lost or not lost. Once stranded, you have to do your best by +her. She may be saved by your efforts, by your resource and fortitude +bearing up against the heavy weight of guilt and failure. And there are +justifiable strandings in fogs, on uncharted seas, on dangerous shores, +through treacherous tides. But, saved or not saved, there remains with +her commander a distinct sense of loss, a flavour in the mouth of the +real, abiding danger that lurks in all the forms of human existence. It +is an acquisition, too, that feeling. A man may be the better for it, +but he will not be the same. Damocles has seen the sword suspended by a +hair over his head, and though a good man need not be made less valuable +by such a knowledge, the feast shall not henceforth have the same +flavour. + +Years ago I was concerned as chief mate in a case of stranding which was +not fatal to the ship. We went to work for ten hours on end, laying out +anchors in readiness to heave off at high water. While I was still busy +about the decks forward I heard the steward at my elbow saying: “The +captain asks whether you mean to come in, sir, and have something to eat +to-day.” + +I went into the cuddy. My captain sat at the head of the table like a +statue. There was a strange motionlessness of everything in that pretty +little cabin. The swing-table which for seventy odd days had been always +on the move, if ever so little, hung quite still above the soup-tureen. +Nothing could have altered the rich colour of my commander’s complexion, +laid on generously by wind and sea; but between the two tufts of fair +hair above his ears, his skull, generally suffused with the hue of blood, +shone dead white, like a dome of ivory. And he looked strangely untidy. +I perceived he had not shaved himself that day; and yet the wildest +motion of the ship in the most stormy latitudes we had passed through, +never made him miss one single morning ever since we left the Channel. +The fact must be that a commander cannot possibly shave himself when his +ship is aground. I have commanded ships myself, but I don’t know; I have +never tried to shave in my life. + +He did not offer to help me or himself till I had coughed markedly +several times. I talked to him professionally in a cheery tone, and +ended with the confident assertion: + +“We shall get her off before midnight, sir.” + +He smiled faintly without looking up, and muttered as if to himself: + +“Yes, yes; the captain put the ship ashore and we got her off.” + +Then, raising his head, he attacked grumpily the steward, a lanky, +anxious youth with a long, pale face and two big front teeth. + +“What makes this soup so bitter? I am surprised the mate can swallow the +beastly stuff. I’m sure the cook’s ladled some salt water into it by +mistake.” + +The charge was so outrageous that the steward for all answer only dropped +his eyelids bashfully. + +There was nothing the matter with the soup. I had a second helping. My +heart was warm with hours of hard work at the head of a willing crew. I +was elated with having handled heavy anchors, cables, boats without the +slightest hitch; pleased with having laid out scientifically bower, +stream, and kedge exactly where I believed they would do most good. On +that occasion the bitter taste of a stranding was not for my mouth. That +experience came later, and it was only then that I understood the +loneliness of the man in charge. + +It’s the captain who puts the ship ashore; it’s we who get her off. + + + + +XXII. + + +IT seems to me that no man born and truthful to himself could declare +that he ever saw the sea looking young as the earth looks young in +spring. But some of us, regarding the ocean with understanding and +affection, have seen it looking old, as if the immemorial ages had been +stirred up from the undisturbed bottom of ooze. For it is a gale of wind +that makes the sea look old. + +From a distance of years, looking at the remembered aspects of the storms +lived through, it is that impression which disengages itself clearly from +the great body of impressions left by many years of intimate contact. + +If you would know the age of the earth, look upon the sea in a storm. +The grayness of the whole immense surface, the wind furrows upon the +faces of the waves, the great masses of foam, tossed about and waving, +like matted white locks, give to the sea in a gale an appearance of hoary +age, lustreless, dull, without gleams, as though it had been created +before light itself. + +Looking back after much love and much trouble, the instinct of primitive +man, who seeks to personify the forces of Nature for his affection and +for his fear, is awakened again in the breast of one civilized beyond +that stage even in his infancy. One seems to have known gales as +enemies, and even as enemies one embraces them in that affectionate +regret which clings to the past. + +Gales have their personalities, and, after all, perhaps it is not +strange; for, when all is said and done, they are adversaries whose wiles +you must defeat, whose violence you must resist, and yet with whom you +must live in the intimacies of nights and days. + +Here speaks the man of masts and sails, to whom the sea is not a +navigable element, but an intimate companion. The length of passages, +the growing sense of solitude, the close dependence upon the very forces +that, friendly to-day, without changing their nature, by the mere putting +forth of their might, become dangerous to-morrow, make for that sense of +fellowship which modern seamen, good men as they are, cannot hope to +know. And, besides, your modern ship which is a steamship makes her +passages on other principles than yielding to the weather and humouring +the sea. She receives smashing blows, but she advances; it is a slogging +fight, and not a scientific campaign. The machinery, the steel, the +fire, the steam, have stepped in between the man and the sea. A modern +fleet of ships does not so much make use of the sea as exploit a highway. +The modern ship is not the sport of the waves. Let us say that each of +her voyages is a triumphant progress; and yet it is a question whether it +is not a more subtle and more human triumph to be the sport of the waves +and yet survive, achieving your end. + +In his own time a man is always very modern. Whether the seamen of three +hundred years hence will have the faculty of sympathy it is impossible to +say. An incorrigible mankind hardens its heart in the progress of its +own perfectability. How will they feel on seeing the illustrations to +the sea novels of our day, or of our yesterday? It is impossible to +guess. But the seaman of the last generation, brought into sympathy with +the caravels of ancient time by his sailing-ship, their lineal +descendant, cannot look upon those lumbering forms navigating the naïve +seas of ancient woodcuts without a feeling of surprise, of affectionate +derision, envy, and admiration. For those things, whose +unmanageableness, even when represented on paper, makes one gasp with a +sort of amused horror, were manned by men who are his direct professional +ancestors. + +No; the seamen of three hundred years hence will probably be neither +touched nor moved to derision, affection, or admiration. They will +glance at the photogravures of our nearly defunct sailing-ships with a +cold, inquisitive and indifferent eye. Our ships of yesterday will stand +to their ships as no lineal ancestors, but as mere predecessors whose +course will have been run and the race extinct. Whatever craft he +handles with skill, the seaman of the future shall be, not our +descendant, but only our successor. + + + + +XXIII. + + +And so much depends upon the craft which, made by man, is one with man, +that the sea shall wear for him another aspect. I remember once seeing +the commander—officially the master, by courtesy the captain—of a fine +iron ship of the old wool fleet shaking his head at a very pretty +brigantine. She was bound the other way. She was a taut, trim, neat +little craft, extremely well kept; and on that serene evening when we +passed her close she looked the embodiment of coquettish comfort on the +sea. It was somewhere near the Cape—_The_ Cape being, of course, the +Cape of Good Hope, the Cape of Storms of its Portuguese discoverer. And +whether it is that the word “storm” should not be pronounced upon the sea +where the storms dwell thickly, or because men are shy of confessing +their good hopes, it has become the nameless cape—the Cape _tout court_. +The other great cape of the world, strangely enough, is seldom if ever +called a cape. We say, “a voyage round the Horn”; “we rounded the Horn”; +“we got a frightful battering off the Horn”; but rarely “Cape Horn,” and, +indeed, with some reason, for Cape Horn is as much an island as a cape. +The third stormy cape of the world, which is the Leeuwin, receives +generally its full name, as if to console its second-rate dignity. These +are the capes that look upon the gales. + +The little brigantine, then, had doubled the Cape. Perhaps she was +coming from Port Elizabeth, from East London—who knows? It was many +years ago, but I remember well the captain of the wool-clipper nodding at +her with the words, “Fancy having to go about the sea in a thing like +that!” + +He was a man brought up in big deep-water ships, and the size of the +craft under his feet was a part of his conception of the sea. His own +ship was certainly big as ships went then. He may have thought of the +size of his cabin, or—unconsciously, perhaps—have conjured up a vision of +a vessel so small tossing amongst the great seas. I didn’t inquire, and +to a young second mate the captain of the little pretty brigantine, +sitting astride a camp stool with his chin resting on his hands that were +crossed upon the rail, might have appeared a minor king amongst men. We +passed her within earshot, without a hail, reading each other’s names +with the naked eye. + +Some years later, the second mate, the recipient of that almost +involuntary mutter, could have told his captain that a man brought up in +big ships may yet take a peculiar delight in what we should both then +have called a small craft. Probably the captain of the big ship would +not have understood very well. His answer would have been a gruff, “Give +me size,” as I heard another man reply to a remark praising the handiness +of a small vessel. It was not a love of the grandiose or the prestige +attached to the command of great tonnage, for he continued, with an air +of disgust and contempt, “Why, you get flung out of your bunk as likely +as not in any sort of heavy weather.” + +I don’t know. I remember a few nights in my lifetime, and in a big ship, +too (as big as they made them then), when one did not get flung out of +one’s bed simply because one never even attempted to get in; one had been +made too weary, too hopeless, to try. The expedient of turning your +bedding out on to a damp floor and lying on it there was no earthly good, +since you could not keep your place or get a second’s rest in that or any +other position. But of the delight of seeing a small craft run bravely +amongst the great seas there can be no question to him whose soul does +not dwell ashore. Thus I well remember a three days’ run got out of a +little barque of 400 tons somewhere between the islands of St. Paul and +Amsterdam and Cape Otway on the Australian coast. It was a hard, long +gale, gray clouds and green sea, heavy weather undoubtedly, but still +what a sailor would call manageable. Under two lower topsails and a +reefed foresail the barque seemed to race with a long, steady sea that +did not becalm her in the troughs. The solemn thundering combers caught +her up from astern, passed her with a fierce boiling up of foam level +with the bulwarks, swept on ahead with a swish and a roar: and the little +vessel, dipping her jib-boom into the tumbling froth, would go on running +in a smooth, glassy hollow, a deep valley between two ridges of the sea, +hiding the horizon ahead and astern. There was such fascination in her +pluck, nimbleness, the continual exhibition of unfailing seaworthiness, +in the semblance of courage and endurance, that I could not give up the +delight of watching her run through the three unforgettable days of that +gale which my mate also delighted to extol as “a famous shove.” + +And this is one of those gales whose memory in after-years returns, +welcome in dignified austerity, as you would remember with pleasure the +noble features of a stranger with whom you crossed swords once in +knightly encounter and are never to see again. In this way gales have +their physiognomy. You remember them by your own feelings, and no two +gales stamp themselves in the same way upon your emotions. Some cling to +you in woebegone misery; others come back fiercely and weirdly, like +ghouls bent upon sucking your strength away; others, again, have a +catastrophic splendour; some are unvenerated recollections, as of +spiteful wild-cats clawing at your agonized vitals; others are severe, +like a visitation; and one or two rise up draped and mysterious, with an +aspect of ominous menace. In each of them there is a characteristic +point at which the whole feeling seems contained in one single moment. +Thus there is a certain four o’clock in the morning in the confused roar +of a black and white world when coming on deck to take charge of my watch +I received the instantaneous impression that the ship could not live for +another hour in such a raging sea. + +I wonder what became of the men who silently (you couldn’t hear yourself +speak) must have shared that conviction with me. To be left to write +about it is not, perhaps, the most enviable fate; but the point is that +this impression resumes in its intensity the whole recollection of days +and days of desperately dangerous weather. We were then, for reasons +which it is not worth while to specify, in the close neighbourhood of +Kerguelen Land; and now, when I open an atlas and look at the tiny dots +on the map of the Southern Ocean, I see as if engraved upon the paper the +enraged physiognomy of that gale. + +Another, strangely, recalls a silent man. And yet it was not din that +was wanting; in fact, it was terrific. That one was a gale that came +upon the ship swiftly, like a parnpero, which last is a very sudden wind +indeed. Before we knew very well what was coming all the sails we had +set had burst; the furled ones were blowing loose, ropes flying, sea +hissing—it hissed tremendously—wind howling, and the ship lying on her +side, so that half of the crew were swimming and the other half clawing +desperately at whatever came to hand, according to the side of the deck +each man had been caught on by the catastrophe, either to leeward or to +windward. The shouting I need not mention—it was the merest drop in an +ocean of noise—and yet the character of the gale seems contained in the +recollection of one small, not particularly impressive, sallow man +without a cap and with a very still face. Captain Jones—let us call him +Jones—had been caught unawares. Two orders he had given at the first +sign of an utterly unforeseen onset; after that the magnitude of his +mistake seemed to have overwhelmed him. We were doing what was needed +and feasible. The ship behaved well. Of course, it was some time before +we could pause in our fierce and laborious exertions; but all through the +work, the excitement, the uproar, and some dismay, we were aware of this +silent little man at the break of the poop, perfectly motionless, +soundless, and often hidden from us by the drift of sprays. + +When we officers clambered at last upon the poop, he seemed to come out +of that numbed composure, and shouted to us down wind: “Try the pumps.” +Afterwards he disappeared. As to the ship, I need not say that, although +she was presently swallowed up in one of the blackest nights I can +remember, she did not disappear. In truth, I don’t fancy that there had +ever been much danger of that, but certainly the experience was noisy and +particularly distracting—and yet it is the memory of a very quiet silence +that survives. + + + + +XXIV. + + +For, after all, a gale of wind, the thing of mighty sound, is +inarticulate. It is man who, in a chance phrase, interprets the +elemental passion of his enemy. Thus there is another gale in my memory, +a thing of endless, deep, humming roar, moonlight, and a spoken sentence. + +It was off that other cape which is always deprived of its title as the +Cape of Good Hope is robbed of its name. It was off the Horn. For a +true expression of dishevelled wildness there is nothing like a gale in +the bright moonlight of a high latitude. + +The ship, brought-to and bowing to enormous flashing seas, glistened wet +from deck to trucks; her one set sail stood out a coal-black shape upon +the gloomy blueness of the air. I was a youngster then, and suffering +from weariness, cold, and imperfect oilskins which let water in at every +seam. I craved human companionship, and, coming off the poop, took my +place by the side of the boatswain (a man whom I did not like) in a +comparatively dry spot where at worst we had water only up to our knees. +Above our heads the explosive booming gusts of wind passed continuously, +justifying the sailor’s saying “It blows great guns.” And just from that +need of human companionship, being very close to the man, I said, or +rather shouted: + +“Blows very hard, boatswain.” + +His answer was: + +“Ay, and if it blows only a little harder things will begin to go. I +don’t mind as long as everything holds, but when things begin to go it’s +bad.” + +The note of dread in the shouting voice, the practical truth of these +words, heard years ago from a man I did not like, have stamped its +peculiar character on that gale. + +A look in the eyes of a shipmate, a low murmur in the most sheltered spot +where the watch on duty are huddled together, a meaning moan from one to +the other with a glance at the windward sky, a sigh of weariness, a +gesture of disgust passing into the keeping of the great wind, become +part and parcel of the gale. The olive hue of hurricane clouds presents +an aspect peculiarly appalling. The inky ragged wrack, flying before a +nor’-west wind, makes you dizzy with its headlong speed that depicts the +rush of the invisible air. A hard sou’-wester startles you with its +close horizon and its low gray sky, as if the world were a dungeon +wherein there is no rest for body or soul. And there are black squalls, +white squalls, thunder squalls, and unexpected gusts that come without a +single sign in the sky; and of each kind no one of them resembles +another. + +There is infinite variety in the gales of wind at sea, and except for the +peculiar, terrible, and mysterious moaning that may be heard sometimes +passing through the roar of a hurricane—except for that unforgettable +sound, as if the soul of the universe had been goaded into a mournful +groan—it is, after all, the human voice that stamps the mark of human +consciousness upon the character of a gale. + + + + +XXV. + + +THERE is no part of the world of coasts, continents, oceans, seas, +straits, capes, and islands which is not under the sway of a reigning +wind, the sovereign of its typical weather. The wind rules the aspects +of the sky and the action of the sea. But no wind rules unchallenged his +realm of land and water. As with the kingdoms of the earth, there are +regions more turbulent than others. In the middle belt of the earth the +Trade Winds reign supreme, undisputed, like monarchs of long-settled +kingdoms, whose traditional power, checking all undue ambitions, is not +so much an exercise of personal might as the working of long-established +institutions. The intertropical kingdoms of the Trade Winds are +favourable to the ordinary life of a merchantman. The trumpet-call of +strife is seldom borne on their wings to the watchful ears of men on the +decks of ships. The regions ruled by the north-east and south-east Trade +Winds are serene. In a southern-going ship, bound out for a long voyage, +the passage through their dominions is characterized by a relaxation of +strain and vigilance on the part of the seamen. Those citizens of the +ocean feel sheltered under the ægis of an uncontested law, of an +undisputed dynasty. There, indeed, if anywhere on earth, the weather may +be trusted. + +Yet not too implicitly. Even in the constitutional realm of Trade Winds, +north and south of the equator, ships are overtaken by strange +disturbances. Still, the easterly winds, and, generally speaking, the +easterly weather all the world over, is characterized by regularity and +persistence. + +As a ruler, the East Wind has a remarkable stability; as an invader of +the high latitudes lying under the tumultuous sway of his great brother, +the Wind of the West, he is extremely difficult to dislodge, by the +reason of his cold craftiness and profound duplicity. + +The narrow seas around these isles, where British admirals keep watch and +ward upon the marches of the Atlantic Ocean, are subject to the turbulent +sway of the West Wind. Call it north-west or south-west, it is all one—a +different phase of the same character, a changed expression on the same +face. In the orientation of the winds that rule the seas, the north and +south directions are of no importance. There are no North and South +Winds of any account upon this earth. The North and South Winds are but +small princes in the dynasties that make peace and war upon the sea. +They never assert themselves upon a vast stage. They depend upon local +causes—the configuration of coasts, the shapes of straits, the accidents +of bold promontories round which they play their little part. In the +polity of winds, as amongst the tribes of the earth, the real struggle +lies between East and West. + + + + +XXVI. + + +The West Wind reigns over the seas surrounding the coasts of these +kingdoms; and from the gateways of the channels, from promontories as if +from watch-towers, from estuaries of rivers as if from postern gates, +from passage-ways, inlets, straits, firths, the garrison of the Isle and +the crews of the ships going and returning look to the westward to judge +by the varied splendours of his sunset mantle the mood of that arbitrary +ruler. The end of the day is the time to gaze at the kingly face of the +Westerly Weather, who is the arbiter of ships’ destinies. Benignant and +splendid, or splendid and sinister, the western sky reflects the hidden +purposes of the royal mind. Clothed in a mantle of dazzling gold or +draped in rags of black clouds like a beggar, the might of the Westerly +Wind sits enthroned upon the western horizon with the whole North +Atlantic as a footstool for his feet and the first twinkling stars making +a diadem for his brow. Then the seamen, attentive courtiers of the +weather, think of regulating the conduct of their ships by the mood of +the master. The West Wind is too great a king to be a dissembler: he is +no calculator plotting deep schemes in a sombre heart; he is too strong +for small artifices; there is passion in all his moods, even in the soft +mood of his serene days, in the grace of his blue sky whose immense and +unfathomable tenderness reflected in the mirror of the sea embraces, +possesses, lulls to sleep the ships with white sails. He is all things +to all oceans; he is like a poet seated upon a throne—magnificent, +simple, barbarous, pensive, generous, impulsive, changeable, +unfathomable—but when you understand him, always the same. Some of his +sunsets are like pageants devised for the delight of the multitude, when +all the gems of the royal treasure-house are displayed above the sea. +Others are like the opening of his royal confidence, tinged with thoughts +of sadness and compassion in a melancholy splendour meditating upon the +short-lived peace of the waters. And I have seen him put the pent-up +anger of his heart into the aspect of the inaccessible sun, and cause it +to glare fiercely like the eye of an implacable autocrat out of a pale +and frightened sky. + +He is the war-lord who sends his battalions of Atlantic rollers to the +assault of our seaboard. The compelling voice of the West Wind musters +up to his service all the might of the ocean. At the bidding of the West +Wind there arises a great commotion in the sky above these Islands, and a +great rush of waters falls upon our shores. The sky of the westerly +weather is full of flying clouds, of great big white clouds coming +thicker and thicker till they seem to stand welded into a solid canopy, +upon whose gray face the lower wrack of the gale, thin, black and +angry-looking, flies past with vertiginous speed. Denser and denser +grows this dome of vapours, descending lower and lower upon the sea, +narrowing the horizon around the ship. And the characteristic aspect of +westerly weather, the thick, gray, smoky and sinister tone sets in, +circumscribing the view of the men, drenching their bodies, oppressing +their souls, taking their breath away with booming gusts, deafening, +blinding, driving, rushing them onwards in a swaying ship towards our +coasts lost in mists and rain. + +The caprice of the winds, like the wilfulness of men, is fraught with the +disastrous consequences of self-indulgence. Long anger, the sense of his +uncontrolled power, spoils the frank and generous nature of the West +Wind. It is as if his heart were corrupted by a malevolent and brooding +rancour. He devastates his own kingdom in the wantonness of his force. +South-west is the quarter of the heavens where he presents his darkened +brow. He breathes his rage in terrific squalls, and overwhelms his realm +with an inexhaustible welter of clouds. He strews the seeds of anxiety +upon the decks of scudding ships, makes the foam-stripped ocean look old, +and sprinkles with gray hairs the heads of ship-masters in the +homeward-bound ships running for the Channel. The Westerly Wind +asserting his sway from the south-west quarter is often like a monarch +gone mad, driving forth with wild imprecations the most faithful of his +courtiers to shipwreck, disaster, and death. + +The south-westerly weather is the thick weather _par excellence_. It is +not the thickness of the fog; it is rather a contraction of the horizon, +a mysterious veiling of the shores with clouds that seem to make a +low-vaulted dungeon around the running ship. It is not blindness; it is +a shortening of the sight. The West Wind does not say to the seaman, +“You shall be blind”; it restricts merely the range of his vision and +raises the dread of land within his breast. It makes of him a man robbed +of half his force, of half his efficiency. Many times in my life, +standing in long sea-boots and streaming oilskins at the elbow of my +commander on the poop of a homeward-bound ship making for the Channel, +and gazing ahead into the gray and tormented waste, I have heard a weary +sigh shape itself into a studiously casual comment: + +“Can’t see very far in this weather.” + +And have made answer in the same low, perfunctory tone + +“No, sir.” + +It would be merely the instinctive voicing of an ever-present thought +associated closely with the consciousness of the land somewhere ahead and +of the great speed of the ship. Fair wind, fair wind! Who would dare to +grumble at a fair wind? It was a favour of the Western King, who rules +masterfully the North Atlantic from the latitude of the Azores to the +latitude of Cape Farewell. A famous shove this to end a good passage +with; and yet, somehow, one could not muster upon one’s lips the smile of +a courtier’s gratitude. This favour was dispensed to you from under an +overbearing scowl, which is the true expression of the great autocrat +when he has made up his mind to give a battering to some ships and to +hunt certain others home in one breath of cruelty and benevolence, +equally distracting. + +“No, sir. Can’t see very far.” + +Thus would the mate’s voice repeat the thought of the master, both gazing +ahead, while under their feet the ship rushes at some twelve knots in the +direction of the lee shore; and only a couple of miles in front of her +swinging and dripping jib-boom, carried naked with an upward slant like a +spear, a gray horizon closes the view with a multitude of waves surging +upwards violently as if to strike at the stooping clouds. + +Awful and threatening scowls darken the face of the West Wind in his +clouded, south-west mood; and from the King’s throne-hall in the western +board stronger gusts reach you, like the fierce shouts of raving fury to +which only the gloomy grandeur of the scene imparts a saving dignity. A +shower pelts the deck and the sails of the ship as if flung with a scream +by an angry hand; and when the night closes in, the night of a +south-westerly gale, it seems more hopeless than the shade of Hades. The +south-westerly mood of the great West Wind is a lightless mood, without +sun, moon, or stars, with no gleam of light but the phosphorescent +flashes of the great sheets of foam that, boiling up on each side of the +ship, fling bluish gleams upon her dark and narrow hull, rolling as she +runs, chased by enormous seas, distracted in the tumult. + +There are some bad nights in the kingdom of the West Wind for +homeward-bound ships making for the Channel; and the days of wrath dawn +upon them colourless and vague like the timid turning up of invisible +lights upon the scene of a tyrannical and passionate outbreak, awful in +the monotony of its method and the increasing strength of its violence. +It is the same wind, the same clouds, the same wildly racing seas, the +same thick horizon around the ship. Only the wind is stronger, the +clouds seem denser and more overwhelming, the waves appear to have grown +bigger and more threatening during the night. The hours, whose minutes +are marked by the crash of the breaking seas, slip by with the screaming, +pelting squalls overtaking the ship as she runs on and on with darkened +canvas, with streaming spars and dripping ropes. The down-pours thicken. +Preceding each shower a mysterious gloom, like the passage of a shadow +above the firmament of gray clouds, filters down upon the ship. Now and +then the rain pours upon your head in streams as if from spouts. It +seems as if your ship were going to be drowned before she sank, as if all +atmosphere had turned to water. You gasp, you splutter, you are blinded +and deafened, you are submerged, obliterated, dissolved, annihilated, +streaming all over as if your limbs, too, had turned to water. And every +nerve on the alert you watch for the clearing-up mood of the Western +King, that shall come with a shift of wind as likely as not to whip all +the three masts out of your ship in the twinkling of an eye. + + + + +XXVII. + + +Heralded by the increasing fierceness of the squalls, sometimes by a +faint flash of lightning like the signal of a lighted torch waved far +away behind the clouds, the shift of wind comes at last, the crucial +moment of the change from the brooding and veiled violence of the +south-west gale to the sparkling, flashing, cutting, clear-eyed anger of +the King’s north-westerly mood. You behold another phase of his passion, +a fury bejewelled with stars, mayhap bearing the crescent of the moon on +its brow, shaking the last vestiges of its torn cloud-mantle in +inky-black squalls, with hail and sleet descending like showers of +crystals and pearls, bounding off the spars, drumming on the sails, +pattering on the oilskin coats, whitening the decks of homeward-bound +ships. Faint, ruddy flashes of lightning flicker in the starlight upon +her mastheads. A chilly blast hums in the taut rigging, causing the ship +to tremble to her very keel, and the soaked men on her decks to shiver in +their wet clothes to the very marrow of their bones. Before one squall +has flown over to sink in the eastern board, the edge of another peeps up +already above the western horizon, racing up swift, shapeless, like a +black bag full of frozen water ready to burst over your devoted head. +The temper of the ruler of the ocean has changed. Each gust of the +clouded mood that seemed warmed by the heat of a heart flaming with anger +has its counterpart in the chilly blasts that seem blown from a breast +turned to ice with a sudden revulsion of feeling. Instead of blinding +your eyes and crushing your soul with a terrible apparatus of cloud and +mists and seas and rain, the King of the West turns his power to +contemptuous pelting of your back with icicles, to making your weary eyes +water as if in grief, and your worn-out carcass quake pitifully. But +each mood of the great autocrat has its own greatness, and each is hard +to bear. Only the north-west phase of that mighty display is not +demoralizing to the same extent, because between the hail and sleet +squalls of a north-westerly gale one can see a long way ahead. + +To see! to see!—this is the craving of the sailor, as of the rest of +blind humanity. To have his path made clear for him is the aspiration of +every human being in our beclouded and tempestuous existence. I have +heard a reserved, silent man, with no nerves to speak of, after three +days of hard running in thick south-westerly weather, burst out +passionately: “I wish to God we could get sight of something!” + +We had just gone down below for a moment to commune in a battened-down +cabin, with a large white chart lying limp and damp upon a cold and +clammy table under the light of a smoky lamp. Sprawling over that +seaman’s silent and trusted adviser, with one elbow upon the coast of +Africa and the other planted in the neighbourhood of Cape Hatteras (it +was a general track-chart of the North Atlantic), my skipper lifted his +rugged, hairy face, and glared at me in a half-exasperated, +half-appealing way. We have seen no sun, moon, or stars for something +like seven days. By the effect of the West Wind’s wrath the celestial +bodies had gone into hiding for a week or more, and the last three days +had seen the force of a south-west gale grow from fresh, through strong, +to heavy, as the entries in my log-book could testify. Then we +separated, he to go on deck again, in obedience to that mysterious call +that seems to sound for ever in a shipmaster’s ears, I to stagger into my +cabin with some vague notion of putting down the words “Very heavy +weather” in a log-book not quite written up-to-date. But I gave it up, +and crawled into my bunk instead, boots and hat on, all standing (it did +not matter; everything was soaking wet, a heavy sea having burst the poop +skylights the night before), to remain in a nightmarish state between +waking and sleeping for a couple of hours of so-called rest. + +The south-westerly mood of the West Wind is an enemy of sleep, and even +of a recumbent position, in the responsible officers of a ship. After +two hours of futile, light-headed, inconsequent thinking upon all things +under heaven in that dark, dank, wet and devastated cabin, I arose +suddenly and staggered up on deck. The autocrat of the North Atlantic +was still oppressing his kingdom and its outlying dependencies, even as +far as the Bay of Biscay, in the dismal secrecy of thick, very thick, +weather. The force of the wind, though we were running before it at the +rate of some ten knots an hour, was so great that it drove me with a +steady push to the front of the poop, where my commander was holding on. + +“What do you think of it?” he addressed me in an interrogative yell. + +What I really thought was that we both had had just about enough of it. +The manner in which the great West Wind chooses at times to administer +his possessions does not commend itself to a person of peaceful and +law-abiding disposition, inclined to draw distinctions between right and +wrong in the face of natural forces, whose standard, naturally, is that +of might alone. But, of course, I said nothing. For a man caught, as it +were, between his skipper and the great West Wind silence is the safest +sort of diplomacy. Moreover, I knew my skipper. He did not want to know +what I thought. Shipmasters hanging on a breath before the thrones of +the winds ruling the seas have their psychology, whose workings are as +important to the ship and those on board of her as the changing moods of +the weather. The man, as a matter of fact, under no circumstances, ever +cared a brass farthing for what I or anybody else in his ship thought. +He had had just about enough of it, I guessed, and what he was at really +was a process of fishing for a suggestion. It was the pride of his life +that he had never wasted a chance, no matter how boisterous, threatening, +and dangerous, of a fair wind. Like men racing blindfold for a gap in a +hedge, we were finishing a splendidly quick passage from the Antipodes, +with a tremendous rush for the Channel in as thick a weather as any I can +remember, but his psychology did not permit him to bring the ship to with +a fair wind blowing—at least not on his own initiative. And yet he felt +that very soon indeed something would have to be done. He wanted the +suggestion to come from me, so that later on, when the trouble was over, +he could argue this point with his own uncompromising spirit, laying the +blame upon my shoulders. I must render him the justice that this sort of +pride was his only weakness. + +But he got no suggestion from me. I understood his psychology. Besides, +I had my own stock of weaknesses at the time (it is a different one now), +and amongst them was the conceit of being remarkably well up in the +psychology of the Westerly weather. I believed—not to mince matters—that +I had a genius for reading the mind of the great ruler of high latitudes. +I fancied I could discern already the coming of a change in his royal +mood. And all I said was: + +“The weather’s bound to clear up with the shift of wind.” + +“Anybody knows that much!” he snapped at me, at the highest pitch of his +voice. + +“I mean before dark!” I cried. + +This was all the opening he ever got from me. The eagerness with which +he seized upon it gave me the measure of the anxiety he had been +labouring under. + +“Very well,” he shouted, with an affectation of impatience, as if giving +way to long entreaties. “All right. If we don’t get a shift by then +we’ll take that foresail off her and put her head under her wing for the +night.” + +I was struck by the picturesque character of the phrase as applied to a +ship brought-to in order to ride out a gale with wave after wave passing +under her breast. I could see her resting in the tumult of the elements +like a sea-bird sleeping in wild weather upon the raging waters with its +head tucked under its wing. In imaginative precision, in true feeling, +this is one of the most expressive sentences I have ever heard on human +lips. But as to taking the foresail off that ship before we put her head +under her wing, I had my grave doubts. They were justified. That long +enduring piece of canvas was confiscated by the arbitrary decree of the +West Wind, to whom belong the lives of men and the contrivances of their +hands within the limits of his kingdom. With the sound of a faint +explosion it vanished into the thick weather bodily, leaving behind of +its stout substance not so much as one solitary strip big enough to be +picked into a handful of lint for, say, a wounded elephant. Torn out of +its bolt-ropes, it faded like a whiff of smoke in the smoky drift of +clouds shattered and torn by the shift of wind. For the shift of wind +had come. The unveiled, low sun glared angrily from a chaotic sky upon a +confused and tremendous sea dashing itself upon a coast. We recognised +the headland, and looked at each other in the silence of dumb wonder. +Without knowing it in the least, we had run up alongside the Isle of +Wight, and that tower, tinged a faint evening red in the salt wind-haze, +was the lighthouse on St. Catherine’s Point. + +My skipper recovered first from his astonishment. His bulging eyes sank +back gradually into their orbits. His psychology, taking it all round, +was really very creditable for an average sailor. He had been spared the +humiliation of laying his ship to with a fair wind; and at once that man, +of an open and truthful nature, spoke up in perfect good faith, rubbing +together his brown, hairy hands—the hands of a master-craftsman upon the +sea: + +“Humph! that’s just about where I reckoned we had got to.” + +The transparency and ingenuousness, in a way, of that delusion, the airy +tone, the hint of already growing pride, were perfectly delicious. But, +in truth, this was one of the greatest surprises ever sprung by the +clearing up mood of the West Wind upon one of the most accomplished of +his courtiers. + + + + +XXVIII. + + +The winds of North and South are, as I have said, but small princes +amongst the powers of the sea. They have no territory of their own; they +are not reigning winds anywhere. Yet it is from their houses that the +reigning dynasties which have shared between them the waters of the earth +are sprung. All the weather of the world is based upon the contest of +the Polar and Equatorial strains of that tyrannous race. The West Wind +is the greatest king. The East rules between the Tropics. They have +shared each ocean between them. Each has his genius of supreme rule. +The King of the West never intrudes upon the recognised dominion of his +kingly brother. He is a barbarian, of a northern type. Violent without +craftiness, and furious without malice, one may imagine him seated +masterfully with a double-edged sword on his knees upon the painted and +gilt clouds of the sunset, bowing his shock head of golden locks, a +flaming beard over his breast, imposing, colossal, mighty-limbed, with a +thundering voice, distended cheeks and fierce blue eyes, urging the speed +of his gales. The other, the East king, the king of blood-red sunrises, +I represent to myself as a spare Southerner with clear-cut features, +black-browed and dark-eyed, gray-robed, upright in sunshine, resting a +smooth-shaven cheek in the palm of his hand, impenetrable, secret, full +of wiles, fine-drawn, keen—meditating aggressions. + +The West Wind keeps faith with his brother, the King of the Easterly +weather. “What we have divided we have divided,” he seems to say in his +gruff voice, this ruler without guile, who hurls as if in sport enormous +masses of cloud across the sky, and flings the great waves of the +Atlantic clear across from the shores of the New World upon the hoary +headlands of Old Europe, which harbours more kings and rulers upon its +seamed and furrowed body than all the oceans of the world together. +“What we have divided we have divided; and if no rest and peace in this +world have fallen to my share, leave me alone. Let me play at quoits +with cyclonic gales, flinging the discs of spinning cloud and whirling +air from one end of my dismal kingdom to the other: over the Great Banks +or along the edges of pack-ice—this one with true aim right into the +bight of the Bay of Biscay, that other upon the fiords of Norway, across +the North Sea where the fishermen of many nations look watchfully into my +angry eye. This is the time of kingly sport.” + +And the royal master of high latitudes sighs mightily, with the sinking +sun upon his breast and the double-edged sword upon his knees, as if +wearied by the innumerable centuries of a strenuous rule and saddened by +the unchangeable aspect of the ocean under his feet—by the endless vista +of future ages where the work of sowing the wind and reaping the +whirlwind shall go on and on till his realm of living waters becomes a +frozen and motionless ocean. But the other, crafty and unmoved, nursing +his shaven chin between the thumb and forefinger of his slim and +treacherous hand, thinks deep within his heart full of guile: “Aha! our +brother of the West has fallen into the mood of kingly melancholy. He is +tired of playing with circular gales, and blowing great guns, and +unrolling thick streamers of fog in wanton sport at the cost of his own +poor, miserable subjects. Their fate is most pitiful. Let us make a +foray upon the dominions of that noisy barbarian, a great raid from +Finisterre to Hatteras, catching his fishermen unawares, baffling the +fleets that trust to his power, and shooting sly arrows into the livers +of men who court his good graces. He is, indeed, a worthless fellow.” +And forthwith, while the West Wind meditates upon the vanity of his +irresistible might, the thing is done, and the Easterly weather sets in +upon the North Atlantic. + +The prevailing weather of the North Atlantic is typical of the way in +which the West Wind rules his realm on which the sun never sets. North +Atlantic is the heart of a great empire. It is the part of the West +Wind’s dominions most thickly populated with generations of fine ships +and hardy men. Heroic deeds and adventurous exploits have been performed +there, within the very stronghold of his sway. The best sailors in the +world have been born and bred under the shadow of his sceptre, learning +to manage their ships with skill and audacity before the steps of his +stormy throne. Reckless adventurers, toiling fishermen, admirals as wise +and brave as the world has ever known, have waited upon the signs of his +westerly sky. Fleets of victorious ships have hung upon his breath. He +has tossed in his hand squadrons of war-scarred three-deckers, and +shredded out in mere sport the bunting of flags hallowed in the +traditions of honour and glory. He is a good friend and a dangerous +enemy, without mercy to unseaworthy ships and faint-hearted seamen. In +his kingly way he has taken but little account of lives sacrificed to his +impulsive policy; he is a king with a double-edged sword bared in his +right hand. The East Wind, an interloper in the dominions of Westerly +weather, is an impassive-faced tyrant with a sharp poniard held behind +his back for a treacherous stab. + +In his forays into the North Atlantic the East Wind behaves like a subtle +and cruel adventurer without a notion of honour or fair play. Veiling +his clear-cut, lean face in a thin layer of a hard, high cloud, I have +seen him, like a wizened robber sheik of the sea, hold up large caravans +of ships to the number of three hundred or more at the very gates of the +English Channel. And the worst of it was that there was no ransom that +we could pay to satisfy his avidity; for whatever evil is wrought by the +raiding East Wind, it is done only to spite his kingly brother of the +West. We gazed helplessly at the systematic, cold, gray-eyed obstinacy +of the Easterly weather, while short rations became the order of the day, +and the pinch of hunger under the breast-bone grew familiar to every +sailor in that held-up fleet. Every day added to our numbers. In knots +and groups and straggling parties we flung to and fro before the closed +gate. And meantime the outward-bound ships passed, running through our +humiliated ranks under all the canvas they could show. It is my idea +that the Easterly Wind helps the ships away from home in the wicked hope +that they shall all come to an untimely end and be heard of no more. For +six weeks did the robber sheik hold the trade route of the earth, while +our liege lord, the West Wind, slept profoundly like a tired Titan, or +else remained lost in a mood of idle sadness known only to frank natures. +All was still to the westward; we looked in vain towards his stronghold: +the King slumbered on so deeply that he let his foraging brother steal +the very mantle of gold-lined purple clouds from his bowed shoulders. +What had become of the dazzling hoard of royal jewels exhibited at every +close of day? Gone, disappeared, extinguished, carried off without +leaving a single gold band or the flash of a single sunbeam in the +evening sky! Day after day through a cold streak of heavens as bare and +poor as the inside of a rifled safe a rayless and despoiled sun would +slink shamefacedly, without pomp or show, to hide in haste under the +waters. And still the King slept on, or mourned the vanity of his might +and his power, while the thin-lipped intruder put the impress of his cold +and implacable spirit upon the sky and sea. With every daybreak the +rising sun had to wade through a crimson stream, luminous and sinister, +like the spilt blood of celestial bodies murdered during the night. + +In this particular instance the mean interloper held the road for some +six weeks on end, establishing his particular administrative methods over +the best part of the North Atlantic. It looked as if the easterly +weather had come to stay for ever, or, at least, till we had all starved +to death in the held-up fleet—starved within sight, as it were, of +plenty, within touch, almost, of the bountiful heart of the Empire. +There we were, dotting with our white dry sails the hard blueness of the +deep sea. There we were, a growing company of ships, each with her +burden of grain, of timber, of wool, of hides, and even of oranges, for +we had one or two belated fruit schooners in company. There we were, in +that memorable spring of a certain year in the late seventies, dodging to +and fro, baffled on every tack, and with our stores running down to +sweepings of bread-lockers and scrapings of sugar-casks. It was just +like the East Wind’s nature to inflict starvation upon the bodies of +unoffending sailors, while he corrupted their simple souls by an +exasperation leading to outbursts of profanity as lurid as his blood-red +sunrises. They were followed by gray days under the cover of high, +motionless clouds that looked as if carved in a slab of ash-coloured +marble. And each mean starved sunset left us calling with imprecations +upon the West Wind even in its most veiled misty mood to wake up and give +us our liberty, if only to rush on and dash the heads of our ships +against the very walls of our unapproachable home. + + + + +XXIX. + + +In the atmosphere of the Easterly weather, as pellucid as a piece of +crystal and refracting like a prism, we could see the appalling numbers +of our helpless company, even to those who in more normal conditions +would have remained invisible, sails down under the horizon. It is the +malicious pleasure of the East Wind to augment the power of your +eyesight, in order, perhaps, that you should see better the perfect +humiliation, the hopeless character of your captivity. Easterly weather +is generally clear, and that is all that can be said for it—almost +supernaturally clear when it likes; but whatever its mood, there is +something uncanny in its nature. Its duplicity is such that it will +deceive a scientific instrument. No barometer will give warning of an +easterly gale, were it ever so wet. It would be an unjust and ungrateful +thing to say that a barometer is a stupid contrivance. It is simply that +the wiles of the East Wind are too much for its fundamental honesty. +After years and years of experience the most trusty instrument of the +sort that ever went to sea screwed on to a ship’s cabin bulkhead will, +almost invariably, be induced to rise by the diabolic ingenuity of the +Easterly weather, just at the moment when the Easterly weather, +discarding its methods of hard, dry, impassive cruelty, contemplates +drowning what is left of your spirit in torrents of a peculiarly cold and +horrid rain. The sleet-and-hail squalls following the lightning at the +end of a westerly gale are cold and benumbing and stinging and cruel +enough. But the dry, Easterly weather, when it turns to wet, seems to +rain poisoned showers upon your head. It is a sort of steady, +persistent, overwhelming, endlessly driving downpour, which makes your +heart sick, and opens it to dismal forebodings. And the stormy mood of +the Easterly weather looms black upon the sky with a peculiar and amazing +blackness. The West Wind hangs heavy gray curtains of mist and spray +before your gaze, but the Eastern interloper of the narrow seas, when he +has mustered his courage and cruelty to the point of a gale, puts your +eyes out, puts them out completely, makes you feel blind for life upon a +lee-shore. It is the wind, also, that brings snow. + +Out of his black and merciless heart he flings a white blinding sheet +upon the ships of the sea. He has more manners of villainy, and no more +conscience than an Italian prince of the seventeenth century. His weapon +is a dagger carried under a black cloak when he goes out on his unlawful +enterprises. The mere hint of his approach fills with dread every craft +that swims the sea, from fishing-smacks to four-masted ships that +recognise the sway of the West Wind. Even in his most accommodating mood +he inspires a dread of treachery. I have heard upwards of ten score of +windlasses spring like one into clanking life in the dead of night, +filling the Downs with a panic-struck sound of anchors being torn +hurriedly out of the ground at the first breath of his approach. +Fortunately, his heart often fails him: he does not always blow home upon +our exposed coast; he has not the fearless temper of his Westerly +brother. + +The natures of those two winds that share the dominions of the great +oceans are fundamentally different. It is strange that the winds which +men are prone to style capricious remain true to their character in all +the various regions of the earth. To us here, for instance, the East +Wind comes across a great continent, sweeping over the greatest body of +solid land upon this earth. For the Australian east coast the East Wind +is the wind of the ocean, coming across the greatest body of water upon +the globe; and yet here and there its characteristics remain the same +with a strange consistency in everything that is vile and base. The +members of the West Wind’s dynasty are modified in a way by the regions +they rule, as a Hohenzollern, without ceasing to be himself, becomes a +Roumanian by virtue of his throne, or a Saxe-Coburg learns to put the +dress of Bulgarian phrases upon his particular thoughts, whatever they +are. + +The autocratic sway of the West Wind, whether forty north or forty south +of the Equator, is characterized by an open, generous, frank, barbarous +recklessness. For he is a great autocrat, and to be a great autocrat you +must be a great barbarian. I have been too much moulded to his sway to +nurse now any idea of rebellion in my heart. Moreover, what is a +rebellion within the four walls of a room against the tempestuous rule of +the West Wind? I remain faithful to the memory of the mighty King with a +double-edged sword in one hand, and in the other holding out rewards of +great daily runs and famously quick passages to those of his courtiers +who knew how to wait watchfully for every sign of his secret mood. As we +deep-water men always reckoned, he made one year in three fairly lively +for anybody having business upon the Atlantic or down there along the +“forties” of the Southern Ocean. You had to take the bitter with the +sweet; and it cannot be denied he played carelessly with our lives and +fortunes. But, then, he was always a great king, fit to rule over the +great waters where, strictly speaking, a man would have no business +whatever but for his audacity. + +The audacious should not complain. A mere trader ought not to grumble at +the tolls levied by a mighty king. His mightiness was sometimes very +overwhelming; but even when you had to defy him openly, as on the banks +of the Agulhas homeward bound from the East Indies, or on the outward +passage round the Horn, he struck at you fairly his stinging blows (full +in the face, too), and it was your business not to get too much +staggered. And, after all, if you showed anything of a countenance, the +good-natured barbarian would let you fight your way past the very steps +of his throne. It was only now and then that the sword descended and a +head fell; but if you fell you were sure of impressive obsequies and of a +roomy, generous grave. + +Such is the king to whom Viking chieftains bowed their heads, and whom +the modern and palatial steamship defies with impunity seven times a +week. And yet it is but defiance, not victory. The magnificent +barbarian sits enthroned in a mantle of gold-lined clouds looking from on +high on great ships gliding like mechanical toys upon his sea and on men +who, armed with fire and iron, no longer need to watch anxiously for the +slightest sign of his royal mood. He is disregarded; but he has kept all +his strength, all his splendour, and a great part of his power. Time +itself, that shakes all the thrones, is on the side of that king. The +sword in his hand remains as sharp as ever upon both its edges; and he +may well go on playing his royal game of quoits with hurricanes, tossing +them over from the continent of republics to the continent of kingdoms, +in the assurance that both the new republics and the old kingdoms, the +heat of fire and the strength of iron, with the untold generations of +audacious men, shall crumble to dust at the steps of his throne, and pass +away, and be forgotten before his own rule comes to an end. + + + + +XXX. + + +THE estuaries of rivers appeal strongly to an adventurous imagination. +This appeal is not always a charm, for there are estuaries of a +particularly dispiriting ugliness: lowlands, mud-flats, or perhaps barren +sandhills without beauty of form or amenity of aspect, covered with a +shabby and scanty vegetation conveying the impression of poverty and +uselessness. Sometimes such an ugliness is merely a repulsive mask. A +river whose estuary resembles a breach in a sand rampart may flow through +a most fertile country. But all the estuaries of great rivers have their +fascination, the attractiveness of an open portal. Water is friendly to +man. The ocean, a part of Nature furthest removed in the +unchangeableness and majesty of its might from the spirit of mankind, has +ever been a friend to the enterprising nations of the earth. And of all +the elements this is the one to which men have always been prone to trust +themselves, as if its immensity held a reward as vast as itself. + +From the offing the open estuary promises every possible fruition to +adventurous hopes. That road open to enterprise and courage invites the +explorer of coasts to new efforts towards the fulfilment of great +expectations. The commander of the first Roman galley must have looked +with an intense absorption upon the estuary of the Thames as he turned +the beaked prow of his ship to the westward under the brow of the North +Foreland. The estuary of the Thames is not beautiful; it has no noble +features, no romantic grandeur of aspect, no smiling geniality; but it is +wide open, spacious, inviting, hospitable at the first glance, with a +strange air of mysteriousness which lingers about it to this very day. +The navigation of his craft must have engrossed all the Roman’s attention +in the calm of a summer’s day (he would choose his weather), when the +single row of long sweeps (the galley would be a light one, not a +trireme) could fall in easy cadence upon a sheet of water like +plate-glass, reflecting faithfully the classic form of his vessel and the +contour of the lonely shores close on his left hand. I assume he +followed the land and passed through what is at present known as Margate +Roads, groping his careful way along the hidden sandbanks, whose every +tail and spit has its beacon or buoy nowadays. He must have been +anxious, though no doubt he had collected beforehand on the shores of the +Gauls a store of information from the talk of traders, adventurers, +fishermen, slave-dealers, pirates—all sorts of unofficial men connected +with the sea in a more or less reputable way. He would have heard of +channels and sandbanks, of natural features of the land useful for +sea-marks, of villages and tribes and modes of barter and precautions to +take: with the instructive tales about native chiefs dyed more or less +blue, whose character for greediness, ferocity, or amiability must have +been expounded to him with that capacity for vivid language which seems +joined naturally to the shadiness of moral character and recklessness of +disposition. With that sort of spiced food provided for his anxious +thought, watchful for strange men, strange beasts, strange turns of the +tide, he would make the best of his way up, a military seaman with a +short sword on thigh and a bronze helmet on his head, the pioneer +post-captain of an imperial fleet. Was the tribe inhabiting the Isle of +Thanet of a ferocious disposition, I wonder, and ready to fall with +stone-studded clubs and wooden lances hardened in the fire, upon the +backs of unwary mariners? + +Amongst the great commercial streams of these islands, the Thames is the +only one, I think, open to romantic feeling, from the fact that the sight +of human labour and the sounds of human industry do not come down its +shores to the very sea, destroying the suggestion of mysterious vastness +caused by the configuration of the shore. The broad inlet of the shallow +North Sea passes gradually into the contracted shape of the river; but +for a long time the feeling of the open water remains with the ship +steering to the westward through one of the lighted and buoyed +passage-ways of the Thames, such as Queen’s Channel, Prince’s Channel, +Four-Fathom Channel; or else coming down the Swin from the north. The +rush of the yellow flood-tide hurries her up as if into the unknown +between the two fading lines of the coast. There are no features to this +land, no conspicuous, far-famed landmarks for the eye; there is nothing +so far down to tell you of the greatest agglomeration of mankind on earth +dwelling no more than five and twenty miles away, where the sun sets in a +blaze of colour flaming on a gold background, and the dark, low shores +trend towards each other. And in the great silence the deep, faint +booming of the big guns being tested at Shoeburyness hangs about the +Nore—a historical spot in the keeping of one of England’s appointed +guardians. + + + + +XXXI. + + +The Nore sand remains covered at low-water, and never seen by human eye; +but the Nore is a name to conjure with visions of historical events, of +battles, of fleets, of mutinies, of watch and ward kept upon the great +throbbing heart of the State. This ideal point of the estuary, this +centre of memories, is marked upon the steely gray expanse of the waters +by a lightship painted red that, from a couple of miles off, looks like a +cheap and bizarre little toy. I remember how, on coming up the river for +the first time, I was surprised at the smallness of that vivid object—a +tiny warm speck of crimson lost in an immensity of gray tones. I was +startled, as if of necessity the principal beacon in the water-way of the +greatest town on earth should have presented imposing proportions. And, +behold! the brown sprit-sail of a barge hid it entirely from my view. + +Coming in from the eastward, the bright colouring of the lightship +marking the part of the river committed to the charge of an Admiral (the +Commander-in-Chief at the Nore) accentuates the dreariness and the great +breadth of the Thames Estuary. But soon the course of the ship opens the +entrance of the Medway, with its men-of-war moored in line, and the long +wooden jetty of Port Victoria, with its few low buildings like the +beginning of a hasty settlement upon a wild and unexplored shore. The +famous Thames barges sit in brown clusters upon the water with an effect +of birds floating upon a pond. On the imposing expanse of the great +estuary the traffic of the port where so much of the world’s work and the +world’s thinking is being done becomes insignificant, scattered, +streaming away in thin lines of ships stringing themselves out into the +eastern quarter through the various navigable channels of which the Nore +lightship marks the divergence. The coasting traffic inclines to the +north; the deep-water ships steer east with a southern inclination, on +through the Downs, to the most remote ends of the world. In the widening +of the shores sinking low in the gray, smoky distances the greatness of +the sea receives the mercantile fleet of good ships that London sends out +upon the turn of every tide. They follow each other, going very close by +the Essex shore. Such as the beads of a rosary told by business-like +shipowners for the greater profit of the world they slip one by one into +the open: while in the offing the inward-bound ships come up singly and +in bunches from under the sea horizon closing the mouth of the river +between Orfordness and North Foreland. They all converge upon the Nore, +the warm speck of red upon the tones of drab and gray, with the distant +shores running together towards the west, low and flat, like the sides of +an enormous canal. The sea-reach of the Thames is straight, and, once +Sheerness is left behind, its banks seem very uninhabited, except for the +cluster of houses which is Southend, or here and there a lonely wooden +jetty where petroleum ships discharge their dangerous cargoes, and the +oil-storage tanks, low and round with slightly-domed roofs, peep over the +edge of the fore-shore, as it were a village of Central African huts +imitated in iron. Bordered by the black and shining mud-flats, the level +marsh extends for miles. Away in the far background the land rises, +closing the view with a continuous wooded slope, forming in the distance +an interminable rampart overgrown with bushes. + +Then, on the slight turn of the Lower Hope Reach, clusters of factory +chimneys come distinctly into view, tall and slender above the squat +ranges of cement works in Grays and Greenhithe. Smoking quietly at the +top against the great blaze of a magnificent sunset, they give an +industrial character to the scene, speak of work, manufactures, and +trade, as palm-groves on the coral strands of distant islands speak of +the luxuriant grace, beauty and vigour of tropical nature. The houses of +Gravesend crowd upon the shore with an effect of confusion as if they had +tumbled down haphazard from the top of the hill at the back. The +flatness of the Kentish shore ends there. A fleet of steam-tugs lies at +anchor in front of the various piers. A conspicuous church spire, the +first seen distinctly coming from the sea, has a thoughtful grace, the +serenity of a fine form above the chaotic disorder of men’s houses. But +on the other side, on the flat Essex side, a shapeless and desolate red +edifice, a vast pile of bricks with many windows and a slate roof more +inaccessible than an Alpine slope, towers over the bend in monstrous +ugliness, the tallest, heaviest building for miles around, a thing like +an hotel, like a mansion of flats (all to let), exiled into these fields +out of a street in West Kensington. Just round the corner, as it were, +on a pier defined with stone blocks and wooden piles, a white mast, +slender like a stalk of straw and crossed by a yard like a +knitting-needle, flying the signals of flag and balloon, watches over a +set of heavy dock-gates. Mast-heads and funnel-tops of ships peep above +the ranges of corrugated iron roofs. This is the entrance to Tilbury +Dock, the most recent of all London docks, the nearest to the sea. + +Between the crowded houses of Gravesend and the monstrous red-brick pile +on the Essex shore the ship is surrendered fairly to the grasp of the +river. That hint of loneliness, that soul of the sea which had +accompanied her as far as the Lower Hope Reach, abandons her at the turn +of the first bend above. The salt, acrid flavour is gone out of the air, +together with a sense of unlimited space opening free beyond the +threshold of sandbanks below the Nore. The waters of the sea rush on +past Gravesend, tumbling the big mooring buoys laid along the face of the +town; but the sea-freedom stops short there, surrendering the salt tide +to the needs, the artifices, the contrivances of toiling men. Wharves, +landing-places, dock-gates, waterside stairs, follow each other +continuously right up to London Bridge, and the hum of men’s work fills +the river with a menacing, muttering note as of a breathless, +ever-driving gale. The water-way, so fair above and wide below, flows +oppressed by bricks and mortar and stone, by blackened timber and grimed +glass and rusty iron, covered with black barges, whipped up by paddles +and screws, overburdened with craft, overhung with chains, overshadowed +by walls making a steep gorge for its bed, filled with a haze of smoke +and dust. + +This stretch of the Thames from London Bridge to the Albert Docks is to +other watersides of river ports what a virgin forest would be to a +garden. It is a thing grown up, not made. It recalls a jungle by the +confused, varied, and impenetrable aspect of the buildings that line the +shore, not according to a planned purpose, but as if sprung up by +accident from scattered seeds. Like the matted growth of bushes and +creepers veiling the silent depths of an unexplored wilderness, they hide +the depths of London’s infinitely varied, vigorous, seething life. In +other river ports it is not so. They lie open to their stream, with +quays like broad clearings, with streets like avenues cut through thick +timber for the convenience of trade. I am thinking now of river ports I +have seen—of Antwerp, for instance; of Nantes or Bordeaux, or even old +Rouen, where the night-watchmen of ships, elbows on rail, gaze at +shop-windows and brilliant cafés, and see the audience go in and come out +of the opera-house. But London, the oldest and greatest of river ports, +does not possess as much as a hundred yards of open quays upon its river +front. Dark and impenetrable at night, like the face of a forest, is the +London waterside. It is the waterside of watersides, where only one +aspect of the world’s life can be seen, and only one kind of men toils on +the edge of the stream. The lightless walls seem to spring from the very +mud upon which the stranded barges lie; and the narrow lanes coming down +to the foreshore resemble the paths of smashed bushes and crumbled earth +where big game comes to drink on the banks of tropical streams. + +Behind the growth of the London waterside the docks of London spread out +unsuspected, smooth, and placid, lost amongst the buildings like dark +lagoons hidden in a thick forest. They lie concealed in the intricate +growth of houses with a few stalks of mastheads here and there +overtopping the roof of some four-story warehouse. + +It is a strange conjunction this of roofs and mastheads, of walls and +yard-arms. I remember once having the incongruity of the relation +brought home to me in a practical way. I was the chief officer of a fine +ship, just docked with a cargo of wool from Sydney, after a ninety days’ +passage. In fact, we had not been in more than half an hour and I was +still busy making her fast to the stone posts of a very narrow quay in +front of a lofty warehouse. An old man with a gray whisker under the +chin and brass buttons on his pilot-cloth jacket, hurried up along the +quay hailing my ship by name. He was one of those officials called +berthing-masters—not the one who had berthed us, but another, who, +apparently, had been busy securing a steamer at the other end of the +dock. I could see from afar his hard blue eyes staring at us, as if +fascinated, with a queer sort of absorption. I wondered what that worthy +sea-dog had found to criticise in my ship’s rigging. And I, too, glanced +aloft anxiously. I could see nothing wrong there. But perhaps that +superannuated fellow-craftsman was simply admiring the ship’s perfect +order aloft, I thought, with some secret pride; for the chief officer is +responsible for his ship’s appearance, and as to her outward condition, +he is the man open to praise or blame. Meantime the old salt +(“ex-coasting skipper” was writ large all over his person) had hobbled up +alongside in his bumpy, shiny boots, and, waving an arm, short and thick +like the flipper of a seal, terminated by a paw red as an uncooked +beef-steak, addressed the poop in a muffled, faint, roaring voice, as if +a sample of every North-Sea fog of his life had been permanently lodged +in his throat: “Haul ’em round, Mr. Mate!” were his words. “If you don’t +look sharp, you’ll have your topgallant yards through the windows of that +’ere warehouse presently!” This was the only cause of his interest in +the ship’s beautiful spars. I own that for a time I was struck dumb by +the bizarre associations of yard-arms and window-panes. To break windows +is the last thing one would think of in connection with a ship’s +topgallant yard, unless, indeed, one were an experienced berthing-master +in one of the London docks. This old chap was doing his little share of +the world’s work with proper efficiency. His little blue eyes had made +out the danger many hundred yards off. His rheumaticky feet, tired with +balancing that squat body for many years upon the decks of small +coasters, and made sore by miles of tramping upon the flagstones of the +dock side, had hurried up in time to avert a ridiculous catastrophe. I +answered him pettishly, I fear, and as if I had known all about it +before. + +“All right, all right! can’t do everything at once.” + +He remained near by, muttering to himself till the yards had been hauled +round at my order, and then raised again his foggy, thick voice: + +“None too soon,” he observed, with a critical glance up at the towering +side of the warehouse. “That’s a half-sovereign in your pocket, Mr. +Mate. You should always look first how you are for them windows before +you begin to breast in your ship to the quay.” + +It was good advice. But one cannot think of everything or foresee +contacts of things apparently as remote as stars and hop-poles. + + + + +XXXII. + + +The view of ships lying moored in some of the older docks of London has +always suggested to my mind the image of a flock of swans kept in the +flooded backyard of grim tenement houses. The flatness of the walls +surrounding the dark pool on which they float brings out wonderfully the +flowing grace of the lines on which a ship’s hull is built. The +lightness of these forms, devised to meet the winds and the seas, makes, +by contrast with the great piles of bricks, the chains and cables of +their moorings appear very necessary, as if nothing less could prevent +them from soaring upwards and over the roofs. The least puff of wind +stealing round the corners of the dock buildings stirs these captives +fettered to rigid shores. It is as if the soul of a ship were impatient +of confinement. Those masted hulls, relieved of their cargo, become +restless at the slightest hint of the wind’s freedom. However tightly +moored, they range a little at their berths, swaying imperceptibly the +spire-like assemblages of cordage and spars. You can detect their +impatience by watching the sway of the mastheads against the motionless, +the soulless gravity of mortar and stones. As you pass alongside each +hopeless prisoner chained to the quay, the slight grinding noise of the +wooden fenders makes a sound of angry muttering. But, after all, it may +be good for ships to go through a period of restraint and repose, as the +restraint and self-communion of inactivity may be good for an unruly +soul—not, indeed, that I mean to say that ships are unruly; on the +contrary, they are faithful creatures, as so many men can testify. And +faithfulness is a great restraint, the strongest bond laid upon the +self-will of men and ships on this globe of land and sea. + +This interval of bondage in the docks rounds each period of a ship’s life +with the sense of accomplished duty, of an effectively played part in the +work of the world. The dock is the scene of what the world would think +the most serious part in the light, bounding, swaying life of a ship. +But there are docks and docks. The ugliness of some docks is appalling. +Wild horses would not drag from me the name of a certain river in the +north whose narrow estuary is inhospitable and dangerous, and whose docks +are like a nightmare of dreariness and misery. Their dismal shores are +studded thickly with scaffold-like, enormous timber structures, whose +lofty heads are veiled periodically by the infernal gritty night of a +cloud of coal-dust. The most important ingredient for getting the +world’s work along is distributed there under the circumstances of the +greatest cruelty meted out to helpless ships. Shut up in the desolate +circuit of these basins, you would think a free ship would droop and die +like a wild bird put into a dirty cage. But a ship, perhaps because of +her faithfulness to men, will endure an extraordinary lot of ill-usage. +Still, I have seen ships issue from certain docks like half-dead +prisoners from a dungeon, bedraggled, overcome, wholly disguised in dirt, +and with their men rolling white eyeballs in black and worried faces +raised to a heaven which, in its smoky and soiled aspect, seemed to +reflect the sordidness of the earth below. One thing, however, may be +said for the docks of the Port of London on both sides of the river: for +all the complaints of their insufficient equipment, of their obsolete +rules, of failure (they say) in the matter of quick despatch, no ship +need ever issue from their gates in a half-fainting condition. London is +a general cargo port, as is only proper for the greatest capital of the +world to be. General cargo ports belong to the aristocracy of the +earth’s trading places, and in that aristocracy London, as it is its way, +has a unique physiognomy. + +The absence of picturesqueness cannot be laid to the charge of the docks +opening into the Thames. For all my unkind comparisons to swans and +backyards, it cannot be denied that each dock or group of docks along the +north side of the river has its own individual attractiveness. Beginning +with the cosy little St. Katherine’s Dock, lying overshadowed and black +like a quiet pool amongst rocky crags, through the venerable and +sympathetic London Docks, with not a single line of rails in the whole of +their area and the aroma of spices lingering between its warehouses, with +their far-famed wine-cellars—down through the interesting group of West +India Docks, the fine docks at Blackwall, on past the Galleons Reach +entrance of the Victoria and Albert Docks, right down to the vast gloom +of the great basins in Tilbury, each of those places of restraint for +ships has its own peculiar physiognomy, its own expression. And what +makes them unique and attractive is their common trait of being romantic +in their usefulness. + +In their way they are as romantic as the river they serve is unlike all +the other commercial streams of the world. The cosiness of the St. +Katherine’s Dock, the old-world air of the London Docks, remain impressed +upon the memory. The docks down the river, abreast of Woolwich, are +imposing by their proportions and the vast scale of the ugliness that +forms their surroundings—ugliness so picturesque as to become a delight +to the eye. When one talks of the Thames docks, “beauty” is a vain word, +but romance has lived too long upon this river not to have thrown a +mantle of glamour upon its banks. + +The antiquity of the port appeals to the imagination by the long chain of +adventurous enterprises that had their inception in the town and floated +out into the world on the waters of the river. Even the newest of the +docks, the Tilbury Dock, shares in the glamour conferred by historical +associations. Queen Elizabeth has made one of her progresses down there, +not one of her journeys of pomp and ceremony, but an anxious business +progress at a crisis of national history. The menace of that time has +passed away, and now Tilbury is known by its docks. These are very +modern, but their remoteness and isolation upon the Essex marsh, the days +of failure attending their creation, invested them with a romantic air. +Nothing in those days could have been more striking than the vast, empty +basins, surrounded by miles of bare quays and the ranges of cargo-sheds, +where two or three ships seemed lost like bewitched children in a forest +of gaunt, hydraulic cranes. One received a wonderful impression of utter +abandonment, of wasted efficiency. From the first the Tilbury Docks were +very efficient and ready for their task, but they had come, perhaps, too +soon into the field. A great future lies before Tilbury Docks. They +shall never fill a long-felt want (in the sacramental phrase that is +applied to railways, tunnels, newspapers, and new editions of books). +They were too early in the field. The want shall never be felt because, +free of the trammels of the tide, easy of access, magnificent and +desolate, they are already there, prepared to take and keep the biggest +ships that float upon the sea. They are worthy of the oldest river port +in the world. + +And, truth to say, for all the criticisms flung upon the heads of the +dock companies, the other docks of the Thames are no disgrace to the town +with a population greater than that of some commonwealths. The growth of +London as a well-equipped port has been slow, while not unworthy of a +great capital, of a great centre of distribution. It must not be +forgotten that London has not the backing of great industrial districts +or great fields of natural exploitation. In this it differs from +Liverpool, from Cardiff, from Newcastle, from Glasgow; and therein the +Thames differs from the Mersey, from the Tyne, from the Clyde. It is an +historical river; it is a romantic stream flowing through the centre of +great affairs, and for all the criticism of the river’s administration, +my contention is that its development has been worthy of its dignity. +For a long time the stream itself could accommodate quite easily the +oversea and coasting traffic. That was in the days when, in the part +called the Pool, just below London Bridge, the vessels moored stem and +stern in the very strength of the tide formed one solid mass like an +island covered with a forest of gaunt, leafless trees; and when the trade +had grown too big for the river there came the St. Katherine’s Docks and +the London Docks, magnificent undertakings answering to the need of their +time. The same may be said of the other artificial lakes full of ships +that go in and out upon this high road to all parts of the world. The +labour of the imperial waterway goes on from generation to generation, +goes on day and night. Nothing ever arrests its sleepless industry but +the coming of a heavy fog, which clothes the teeming stream in a mantle +of impenetrable stillness. + +After the gradual cessation of all sound and movement on the faithful +river, only the ringing of ships’ bells is heard, mysterious and muffled +in the white vapour from London Bridge right down to the Nore, for miles +and miles in a decrescendo tinkling, to where the estuary broadens out +into the North Sea, and the anchored ships lie scattered thinly in the +shrouded channels between the sand-banks of the Thames’ mouth. Through +the long and glorious tale of years of the river’s strenuous service to +its people these are its only breathing times. + + + + +XXXIII. + + +A SHIP in dock, surrounded by quays and the walls of warehouses, has the +appearance of a prisoner meditating upon freedom in the sadness of a free +spirit put under restraint. Chain cables and stout ropes keep her bound +to stone posts at the edge of a paved shore, and a berthing-master, with +brass buttons on his coat, walks about like a weather-beaten and ruddy +gaoler, casting jealous, watchful glances upon the moorings that fetter a +ship lying passive and still and safe, as if lost in deep regrets of her +days of liberty and danger on the sea. + +The swarm of renegades—dock-masters, berthing-masters, gatemen, and such +like—appear to nurse an immense distrust of the captive ship’s +resignation. There never seem chains and ropes enough to satisfy their +minds concerned with the safe binding of free ships to the strong, muddy, +enslaved earth. “You had better put another bight of a hawser astern, +Mr. Mate,” is the usual phrase in their mouth. I brand them for +renegades, because most of them have been sailors in their time. As if +the infirmities of old age—the gray hair, the wrinkles at the corners of +the eyes, and the knotted veins of the hands—were the symptoms of moral +poison, they prowl about the quays with an underhand air of gloating over +the broken spirit of noble captives. They want more fenders, more +breasting-ropes; they want more springs, more shackles, more fetters; +they want to make ships with volatile souls as motionless as square +blocks of stone. They stand on the mud of pavements, these degraded +sea-dogs, with long lines of railway-trucks clanking their couplings +behind their backs, and run malevolent glances over your ship from +headgear to taffrail, only wishing to tyrannize over the poor creature +under the hypocritical cloak of benevolence and care. Here and there +cargo cranes looking like instruments of torture for ships swing cruel +hooks at the end of long chains. Gangs of dock-labourers swarm with +muddy feet over the gangways. It is a moving sight this, of so many men +of the earth, earthy, who never cared anything for a ship, trampling +unconcerned, brutal and hob-nailed upon her helpless body. + +Fortunately, nothing can deface the beauty of a ship. That sense of a +dungeon, that sense of a horrible and degrading misfortune overtaking a +creature fair to see and safe to trust, attaches only to ships moored in +the docks of great European ports. You feel that they are dishonestly +locked up, to be hunted about from wharf to wharf on a dark, greasy, +square pool of black water as a brutal reward at the end of a faithful +voyage. + +A ship anchored in an open roadstead, with cargo-lighters alongside and +her own tackle swinging the burden over the rail, is accomplishing in +freedom a function of her life. There is no restraint; there is space: +clear water around her, and a clear sky above her mastheads, with a +landscape of green hills and charming bays opening around her anchorage. +She is not abandoned by her own men to the tender mercies of shore +people. She still shelters, and is looked after by, her own little +devoted band, and you feel that presently she will glide between the +headlands and disappear. It is only at home, in dock, that she lies +abandoned, shut off from freedom by all the artifices of men that think +of quick despatch and profitable freights. It is only then that the +odious, rectangular shadows of walls and roofs fall upon her decks, with +showers of soot. + +To a man who has never seen the extraordinary nobility, strength, and +grace that the devoted generations of ship-builders have evolved from +some pure nooks of their simple souls, the sight that could be seen +five-and-twenty years ago of a large fleet of clippers moored along the +north side of the New South Dock was an inspiring spectacle. Then there +was a quarter of a mile of them, from the iron dockyard-gates guarded by +policemen, in a long, forest-like perspective of masts, moored two and +two to many stout wooden jetties. Their spars dwarfed with their +loftiness the corrugated-iron sheds, their jibbooms extended far over the +shore, their white-and-gold figure-heads, almost dazzling in their +purity, overhung the straight, long quay above the mud and dirt of the +wharfside, with the busy figures of groups and single men moving to and +fro, restless and grimy under their soaring immobility. + +At tide-time you would see one of the loaded ships with battened-down +hatches drop out of the ranks and float in the clear space of the dock, +held by lines dark and slender, like the first threads of a spider’s web, +extending from her bows and her quarters to the mooring-posts on shore. +There, graceful and still, like a bird ready to spread its wings, she +waited till, at the opening of the gates, a tug or two would hurry in +noisily, hovering round her with an air of fuss and solicitude, and take +her out into the river, tending, shepherding her through open bridges, +through dam-like gates between the flat pier-heads, with a bit of green +lawn surrounded by gravel and a white signal-mast with yard and gaff, +flying a couple of dingy blue, red, or white flags. + +This New South Dock (it was its official name), round which my earlier +professional memories are centred, belongs to the group of West India +Docks, together with two smaller and much older basins called Import and +Export respectively, both with the greatness of their trade departed from +them already. Picturesque and clean as docks go, these twin basins +spread side by side the dark lustre of their glassy water, sparely +peopled by a few ships laid up on buoys or tucked far away from each +other at the end of sheds in the corners of empty quays, where they +seemed to slumber quietly remote, untouched by the bustle of men’s +affairs—in retreat rather than in captivity. They were quaint and +sympathetic, those two homely basins, unfurnished and silent, with no +aggressive display of cranes, no apparatus of hurry and work on their +narrow shores. No railway-lines cumbered them. The knots of labourers +trooping in clumsily round the corners of cargo-sheds to eat their food +in peace out of red cotton handkerchiefs had the air of picnicking by the +side of a lonely mountain pool. They were restful (and I should say very +unprofitable), those basins, where the chief officer of one of the ships +involved in the harassing, strenuous, noisy activity of the New South +Dock only a few yards away could escape in the dinner-hour to stroll, +unhampered by men and affairs, meditating (if he chose) on the vanity of +all things human. At one time they must have been full of good old slow +West Indiamen of the square-stern type, that took their captivity, one +imagines, as stolidly as they had faced the buffeting of the waves with +their blunt, honest bows, and disgorged sugar, rum, molasses, coffee, or +logwood sedately with their own winch and tackle. But when I knew them, +of exports there was never a sign that one could detect; and all the +imports I have ever seen were some rare cargoes of tropical timber, +enormous baulks roughed out of iron trunks grown in the woods about the +Gulf of Mexico. They lay piled up in stacks of mighty boles, and it was +hard to believe that all this mass of dead and stripped trees had come +out of the flanks of a slender, innocent-looking little barque with, as +likely as not, a homely woman’s name—Ellen this or Annie that—upon her +fine bows. But this is generally the case with a discharged cargo. Once +spread at large over the quay, it looks the most impossible bulk to have +all come there out of that ship alongside. + +They were quiet, serene nooks in the busy world of docks, these basins +where it has never been my good luck to get a berth after some more or +less arduous passage. But one could see at a glance that men and ships +were never hustled there. They were so quiet that, remembering them +well, one comes to doubt that they ever existed—places of repose for +tired ships to dream in, places of meditation rather than work, where +wicked ships—the cranky, the lazy, the wet, the bad sea boats, the wild +steerers, the capricious, the pig-headed, the generally +ungovernable—would have full leisure to take count and repent of their +sins, sorrowful and naked, with their rent garments of sailcloth stripped +off them, and with the dust and ashes of the London atmosphere upon their +mastheads. For that the worst of ships would repent if she were ever +given time I make no doubt. I have known too many of them. No ship is +wholly bad; and now that their bodies that had braved so many tempests +have been blown off the face of the sea by a puff of steam, the evil and +the good together into the limbo of things that have served their time, +there can be no harm in affirming that in these vanished generations of +willing servants there never has been one utterly unredeemable soul. + +In the New South Dock there was certainly no time for remorse, +introspection, repentance, or any phenomena of inner life either for the +captive ships or for their officers. From six in the morning till six at +night the hard labour of the prison-house, which rewards the valiance of +ships that win the harbour went on steadily, great slings of general +cargo swinging over the rail, to drop plumb into the hatchways at the +sign of the gangway-tender’s hand. The New South Dock was especially a +loading dock for the Colonies in those great (and last) days of smart +wool-clippers, good to look at and—well—exciting to handle. Some of them +were more fair to see than the others; many were (to put it mildly) +somewhat over-masted; all were expected to make good passages; and of all +that line of ships, whose rigging made a thick, enormous network against +the sky, whose brasses flashed almost as far as the eye of the policeman +at the gates could reach, there was hardly one that knew of any other +port amongst all the ports on the wide earth but London and Sydney, or +London and Melbourne, or London and Adelaide, perhaps with Hobart Town +added for those of smaller tonnage. One could almost have believed, as +her gray-whiskered second mate used to say of the old _Duke of S—_, that +they knew the road to the Antipodes better than their own skippers, who, +year in, year out, took them from London—the place of captivity—to some +Australian port where, twenty-five years ago, though moored well and +tight enough to the wooden wharves, they felt themselves no captives, but +honoured guests. + + + + +XXXIV. + + +These towns of the Antipodes, not so great then as they are now, took an +interest in the shipping, the running links with “home,” whose numbers +confirmed the sense of their growing importance. They made it part and +parcel of their daily interests. This was especially the case in Sydney, +where, from the heart of the fair city, down the vista of important +streets, could be seen the wool-clippers lying at the Circular Quay—no +walled prison-house of a dock that, but the integral part of one of the +finest, most beautiful, vast, and safe bays the sun ever shone upon. Now +great steam-liners lie at these berths, always reserved for the sea +aristocracy—grand and imposing enough ships, but here to-day and gone +next week; whereas the general cargo, emigrant, and passenger clippers of +my time, rigged with heavy spars, and built on fine lines, used to remain +for months together waiting for their load of wool. Their names attained +the dignity of household words. On Sundays and holidays the citizens +trooped down, on visiting bent, and the lonely officer on duty solaced +himself by playing the cicerone—especially to the citizenesses with +engaging manners and a well-developed sense of the fun that may be got +out of the inspection of a ship’s cabins and state-rooms. The tinkle of +more or less untuned cottage pianos floated out of open stern-ports till +the gas-lamps began to twinkle in the streets, and the ship’s +night-watchman, coming sleepily on duty after his unsatisfactory day +slumbers, hauled down the flags and fastened a lighted lantern at the +break of the gangway. The night closed rapidly upon the silent ships +with their crews on shore. Up a short, steep ascent by the King’s Head +pub., patronized by the cooks and stewards of the fleet, the voice of a +man crying “Hot saveloys!” at the end of George Street, where the cheap +eating-houses (sixpence a meal) were kept by Chinamen (Sun-kum-on’s was +not bad), is heard at regular intervals. I have listened for hours to +this most pertinacious pedlar (I wonder whether he is dead or has made a +fortune), while sitting on the rail of the old _Duke of S—_ (she’s dead, +poor thing! a violent death on the coast of New Zealand), fascinated by +the monotony, the regularity, the abruptness of the recurring cry, and so +exasperated at the absurd spell, that I wished the fellow would choke +himself to death with a mouthful of his own infamous wares. + +A stupid job, and fit only for an old man, my comrades used to tell me, +to be the night-watchman of a captive (though honoured) ship. And +generally the oldest of the able seamen in a ship’s crew does get it. +But sometimes neither the oldest nor any other fairly steady seaman is +forthcoming. Ships’ crews had the trick of melting away swiftly in those +days. So, probably on account of my youth, innocence, and pensive habits +(which made me sometimes dilatory in my work about the rigging), I was +suddenly nominated, in our chief mate Mr. B—’s most sardonic tones, to +that enviable situation. I do not regret the experience. The night +humours of the town descended from the street to the waterside in the +still watches of the night: larrikins rushing down in bands to settle +some quarrel by a stand-up fight, away from the police, in an indistinct +ring half hidden by piles of cargo, with the sounds of blows, a groan now +and then, the stamping of feet, and the cry of “Time!” rising suddenly +above the sinister and excited murmurs; night-prowlers, pursued or +pursuing, with a stifled shriek followed by a profound silence, or +slinking stealthily alongside like ghosts, and addressing me from the +quay below in mysterious tones with incomprehensible propositions. The +cabmen, too, who twice a week, on the night when the A.S.N. Company’s +passenger-boat was due to arrive, used to range a battalion of blazing +lamps opposite the ship, were very amusing in their way. They got down +from their perches and told each other impolite stories in racy language, +every word of which reached me distinctly over the bulwarks as I sat +smoking on the main-hatch. On one occasion I had an hour or so of a most +intellectual conversation with a person whom I could not see distinctly, +a gentleman from England, he said, with a cultivated voice, I on deck and +he on the quay sitting on the case of a piano (landed out of our hold +that very afternoon), and smoking a cigar which smelt very good. We +touched, in our discourse, upon science, politics, natural history, and +operatic singers. Then, after remarking abruptly, “You seem to be rather +intelligent, my man,” he informed me pointedly that his name was Mr. +Senior, and walked off—to his hotel, I suppose. Shadows! Shadows! I +think I saw a white whisker as he turned under the lamp-post. It is a +shock to think that in the natural course of nature he must be dead by +now. There was nothing to object to in his intelligence but a little +dogmatism maybe. And his name was Senior! Mr. Senior! + +The position had its drawbacks, however. One wintry, blustering, dark +night in July, as I stood sleepily out of the rain under the break of the +poop something resembling an ostrich dashed up the gangway. I say +ostrich because the creature, though it ran on two legs, appeared to help +its progress by working a pair of short wings; it was a man, however, +only his coat, ripped up the back and flapping in two halves above his +shoulders, gave him that weird and fowl-like appearance. At least, I +suppose it was his coat, for it was impossible to make him out +distinctly. How he managed to come so straight upon me, at speed and +without a stumble over a strange deck, I cannot imagine. He must have +been able to see in the dark better than any cat. He overwhelmed me with +panting entreaties to let him take shelter till morning in our +forecastle. Following my strict orders, I refused his request, mildly at +first, in a sterner tone as he insisted with growing impudence. + +“For God’s sake let me, matey! Some of ’em are after me—and I’ve got +hold of a ticker here.” + +“You clear out of this!” I said. + +“Don’t be hard on a chap, old man!” he whined pitifully. + +“Now then, get ashore at once. Do you hear?” + +Silence. He appeared to cringe, mute, as if words had failed him through +grief; then—bang! came a concussion and a great flash of light in which +he vanished, leaving me prone on my back with the most abominable black +eye that anybody ever got in the faithful discharge of duty. Shadows! +Shadows! I hope he escaped the enemies he was fleeing from to live and +flourish to this day. But his fist was uncommonly hard and his aim +miraculously true in the dark. + +There were other experiences, less painful and more funny for the most +part, with one amongst them of a dramatic complexion; but the greatest +experience of them all was Mr. B—, our chief mate himself. + +He used to go ashore every night to foregather in some hotel’s parlour +with his crony, the mate of the barque _Cicero_, lying on the other side +of the Circular Quay. Late at night I would hear from afar their +stumbling footsteps and their voices raised in endless argument. The +mate of the _Cicero_ was seeing his friend on board. They would continue +their senseless and muddled discourse in tones of profound friendship for +half an hour or so at the shore end of our gangway, and then I would hear +Mr. B— insisting that he must see the other on board his ship. And away +they would go, their voices, still conversing with excessive amity, being +heard moving all round the harbour. It happened more than once that they +would thus perambulate three or four times the distance, each seeing the +other on board his ship out of pure and disinterested affection. Then, +through sheer weariness, or perhaps in a moment of forgetfulness, they +would manage to part from each other somehow, and by-and-by the planks of +our long gangway would bend and creak under the weight of Mr. B— coming +on board for good at last. + +On the rail his burly form would stop and stand swaying. + +“Watchman!” + +“Sir.” + +A pause. + +He waited for a moment of steadiness before negotiating the three steps +of the inside ladder from rail to deck; and the watchman, taught by +experience, would forbear offering help which would be received as an +insult at that particular stage of the mate’s return. But many times I +trembled for his neck. He was a heavy man. + +Then with a rush and a thump it would be done. He never had to pick +himself up; but it took him a minute or so to pull himself together after +the descent. + +“Watchman!” + +“Sir.” + +“Captain aboard?” + +“Yes, sir.” + +Pause. + +“Dog aboard?” + +“Yes, sir.” + +Pause. + +Our dog was a gaunt and unpleasant beast, more like a wolf in poor health +than a dog, and I never noticed Mr. B— at any other time show the +slightest interest in the doings of the animal. But that question never +failed. + +“Let’s have your arm to steady me along.” + +I was always prepared for that request. He leaned on me heavily till +near enough the cabin-door to catch hold of the handle. Then he would +let go my arm at once. + +“That’ll do. I can manage now.” + +And he could manage. He could manage to find his way into his berth, +light his lamp, get into his bed—ay, and get out of it when I called him +at half-past five, the first man on deck, lifting the cup of morning +coffee to his lips with a steady hand, ready for duty as though he had +virtuously slept ten solid hours—a better chief officer than many a man +who had never tasted grog in his life. He could manage all that, but +could never manage to get on in life. + +Only once he failed to seize the cabin-door handle at the first grab. He +waited a little, tried again, and again failed. His weight was growing +heavier on my arm. He sighed slowly. + +“D—n that handle!” + +Without letting go his hold of me he turned about, his face lit up bright +as day by the full moon. + +“I wish she were out at sea,” he growled savagely. + +“Yes, sir.” + +I felt the need to say something, because he hung on to me as if lost, +breathing heavily. + +“Ports are no good—ships rot, men go to the devil!” + +I kept still, and after a while he repeated with a sigh. + +“I wish she were at sea out of this.” + +“So do I, sir,” I ventured. + +Holding my shoulder, he turned upon me. + +“You! What’s that to you where she is? You don’t—drink.” + +And even on that night he “managed it” at last. He got hold of the +handle. But he did not manage to light his lamp (I don’t think he even +tried), though in the morning as usual he was the first on deck, +bull-necked, curly-headed, watching the hands turn-to with his sardonic +expression and unflinching gaze. + +I met him ten years afterwards, casually, unexpectedly, in the street, on +coming out of my consignee office. I was not likely to have forgotten +him with his “I can manage now.” He recognised me at once, remembered my +name, and in what ship I had served under his orders. He looked me over +from head to foot. + +“What are you doing here?” he asked. + +“I am commanding a little barque,” I said, “loading here for Mauritius.” +Then, thoughtlessly, I added: “And what are you doing, Mr. B-?” + +“I,” he said, looking at me unflinchingly, with his old sardonic grin—“I +am looking for something to do.” + +I felt I would rather have bitten out my tongue. His jet-black, curly +hair had turned iron-gray; he was scrupulously neat as ever, but +frightfully threadbare. His shiny boots were worn down at heel. But he +forgave me, and we drove off together in a hansom to dine on board my +ship. He went over her conscientiously, praised her heartily, +congratulated me on my command with absolute sincerity. At dinner, as I +offered him wine and beer he shook his head, and as I sat looking at him +interrogatively, muttered in an undertone: + +“I’ve given up all that.” + +After dinner we came again on deck. It seemed as though he could not +tear himself away from the ship. We were fitting some new lower rigging, +and he hung about, approving, suggesting, giving me advice in his old +manner. Twice he addressed me as “My boy,” and corrected himself quickly +to “Captain.” My mate was about to leave me (to get married), but I +concealed the fact from Mr. B—. I was afraid he would ask me to give him +the berth in some ghastly jocular hint that I could not refuse to take. +I was afraid. It would have been impossible. I could not have given +orders to Mr. B—, and I am sure he would not have taken them from me very +long. He could not have managed that, though he had managed to break +himself from drink—too late. + +He said good-bye at last. As I watched his burly, bull-necked figure +walk away up the street, I wondered with a sinking heart whether he had +much more than the price of a night’s lodging in his pocket. And I +understood that if that very minute I were to call out after him, he +would not even turn his head. He, too, is no more than a shadow, but I +seem to hear his words spoken on the moonlit deck of the old _Duke_ —: + +“Ports are no good—ships rot, men go to the devil!” + + + + +XXXV. + + +“Ships!” exclaimed an elderly seaman in clean shore togs. “Ships”—and +his keen glance, turning away from my face, ran along the vista of +magnificent figure-heads that in the late seventies used to overhang in a +serried rank the muddy pavement by the side of the New South Dock—“ships +are all right; it’s the men in ’em. . .” + +Fifty hulls, at least, moulded on lines of beauty and speed—hulls of +wood, of iron, expressing in their forms the highest achievement of +modern ship-building—lay moored all in a row, stem to quay, as if +assembled there for an exhibition, not of a great industry, but of a +great art. Their colours were gray, black, dark green, with a narrow +strip of yellow moulding defining their sheer, or with a row of painted +ports decking in warlike decoration their robust flanks of cargo-carriers +that would know no triumph but of speed in carrying a burden, no glory +other than of a long service, no victory but that of an endless, obscure +contest with the sea. The great empty hulls with swept holds, just out +of dry-dock, with their paint glistening freshly, sat high-sided with +ponderous dignity alongside the wooden jetties, looking more like +unmovable buildings than things meant to go afloat; others, half loaded, +far on the way to recover the true sea-physiognomy of a ship brought down +to her load-line, looked more accessible. Their less steeply slanting +gangways seemed to invite the strolling sailors in search of a berth to +walk on board and try “for a chance” with the chief mate, the guardian of +a ship’s efficiency. As if anxious to remain unperceived amongst their +overtopping sisters, two or three “finished” ships floated low, with an +air of straining at the leash of their level headfasts, exposing to view +their cleared decks and covered hatches, prepared to drop stern first out +of the labouring ranks, displaying the true comeliness of form which only +her proper sea-trim gives to a ship. And for a good quarter of a mile, +from the dockyard gate to the farthest corner, where the old housed-in +hulk, the _President_ (drill-ship, then, of the Naval Reserve), used to +lie with her frigate side rubbing against the stone of the quay, above +all these hulls, ready and unready, a hundred and fifty lofty masts, more +or less, held out the web of their rigging like an immense net, in whose +close mesh, black against the sky, the heavy yards seemed to be entangled +and suspended. + +It was a sight. The humblest craft that floats makes its appeal to a +seaman by the faithfulness of her life; and this was the place where one +beheld the aristocracy of ships. It was a noble gathering of the fairest +and the swiftest, each bearing at the bow the carved emblem of her name, +as in a gallery of plaster-casts, figures of women with mural crowns, +women with flowing robes, with gold fillets on their hair or blue scarves +round their waists, stretching out rounded arms as if to point the way; +heads of men helmeted or bare; full lengths of warriors, of kings, of +statesmen, of lords and princesses, all white from top to toe; with here +and there a dusky turbaned figure, bedizened in many colours, of some +Eastern sultan or hero, all inclined forward under the slant of mighty +bowsprits as if eager to begin another run of 11,000 miles in their +leaning attitudes. These were the fine figure-heads of the finest ships +afloat. But why, unless for the love of the life those effigies shared +with us in their wandering impassivity, should one try to reproduce in +words an impression of whose fidelity there can be no critic and no +judge, since such an exhibition of the art of shipbuilding and the art of +figure-head carving as was seen from year’s end to year’s end in the +open-air gallery of the New South Dock no man’s eye shall behold again? +All that patient, pale company of queens and princesses, of kings and +warriors, of allegorical women, of heroines and statesmen and heathen +gods, crowned, helmeted, bare-headed, has run for good off the sea +stretching to the last above the tumbling foam their fair, rounded arms; +holding out their spears, swords, shields, tridents in the same +unwearied, striving forward pose. And nothing remains but lingering +perhaps in the memory of a few men, the sound of their names, vanished a +long time ago from the first page of the great London dailies; from big +posters in railway-stations and the doors of shipping offices; from the +minds of sailors, dockmasters, pilots, and tugmen; from the hail of gruff +voices and the flutter of signal flags exchanged between ships closing +upon each other and drawing apart in the open immensity of the sea. + +The elderly, respectable seaman, withdrawing his gaze from that multitude +of spars, gave me a glance to make sure of our fellowship in the craft +and mystery of the sea. We had met casually, and had got into contact as +I had stopped near him, my attention being caught by the same peculiarity +he was looking at in the rigging of an obviously new ship, a ship with +her reputation all to make yet in the talk of the seamen who were to +share their life with her. Her name was already on their lips. I had +heard it uttered between two thick, red-necked fellows of the +semi-nautical type at the Fenchurch Street Railway-station, where, in +those days, the everyday male crowd was attired in jerseys and +pilot-cloth mostly, and had the air of being more conversant with the +times of high-water than with the times of the trains. I had noticed +that new ship’s name on the first page of my morning paper. I had stared +at the unfamiliar grouping of its letters, blue on white ground, on the +advertisement-boards, whenever the train came to a standstill alongside +one of the shabby, wooden, wharf-like platforms of the dock railway-line. +She had been named, with proper observances, on the day she came off the +stocks, no doubt, but she was very far yet from “having a name.” +Untried, ignorant of the ways of the sea, she had been thrust amongst +that renowned company of ships to load for her maiden voyage. There was +nothing to vouch for her soundness and the worth of her character, but +the reputation of the building-yard whence she was launched headlong into +the world of waters. She looked modest to me. I imagined her diffident, +lying very quiet, with her side nestling shyly against the wharf to which +she was made fast with very new lines, intimidated by the company of her +tried and experienced sisters already familiar with all the violences of +the ocean and the exacting love of men. They had had more long voyages +to make their names in than she had known weeks of carefully tended life, +for a new ship receives as much attention as if she were a young bride. +Even crabbed old dock-masters look at her with benevolent eyes. In her +shyness at the threshold of a laborious and uncertain life, where so much +is expected of a ship, she could not have been better heartened and +comforted, had she only been able to hear and understand, than by the +tone of deep conviction in which my elderly, respectable seaman repeated +the first part of his saying, “Ships are all right . . .” + +His civility prevented him from repeating the other, the bitter part. It +had occurred to him that it was perhaps indelicate to insist. He had +recognised in me a ship’s officer, very possibly looking for a berth like +himself, and so far a comrade, but still a man belonging to that +sparsely-peopled after-end of a ship, where a great part of her +reputation as a “good ship,” in seaman’s parlance, is made or marred. + +“Can you say that of all ships without exception?” I asked, being in an +idle mood, because, if an obvious ship’s officer, I was not, as a matter +of fact, down at the docks to “look for a berth,” an occupation as +engrossing as gambling, and as little favourable to the free exchange of +ideas, besides being destructive of the kindly temper needed for casual +intercourse with one’s fellow-creatures. + +“You can always put up with ’em,” opined the respectable seaman +judicially. + +He was not averse from talking, either. If he had come down to the dock +to look for a berth, he did not seem oppressed by anxiety as to his +chances. He had the serenity of a man whose estimable character is +fortunately expressed by his personal appearance in an unobtrusive, yet +convincing, manner which no chief officer in want of hands could resist. +And, true enough, I learned presently that the mate of the _Hyperion_ had +“taken down” his name for quarter-master. “We sign on Friday, and join +next day for the morning tide,” he remarked, in a deliberate, careless +tone, which contrasted strongly with his evident readiness to stand there +yarning for an hour or so with an utter stranger. + +“_Hyperion_,” I said. “I don’t remember ever seeing that ship anywhere. +What sort of a name has she got?” + +It appeared from his discursive answer that she had not much of a name +one way or another. She was not very fast. It took no fool, though, to +steer her straight, he believed. Some years ago he had seen her in +Calcutta, and he remembered being told by somebody then, that on her +passage up the river she had carried away both her hawse-pipes. But that +might have been the pilot’s fault. Just now, yarning with the +apprentices on board, he had heard that this very voyage, brought up in +the Downs, outward bound, she broke her sheer, struck adrift, and lost an +anchor and chain. But that might have occurred through want of careful +tending in a tideway. All the same, this looked as though she were +pretty hard on her ground-tackle. Didn’t it? She seemed a heavy ship to +handle, anyway. For the rest, as she had a new captain and a new mate +this voyage, he understood, one couldn’t say how she would turn out. . . . + +In such marine shore-talk as this is the name of a ship slowly +established, her fame made for her, the tale of her qualities and of her +defects kept, her idiosyncrasies commented upon with the zest of personal +gossip, her achievements made much of, her faults glossed over as things +that, being without remedy in our imperfect world, should not be dwelt +upon too much by men who, with the help of ships, wrest out a bitter +living from the rough grasp of the sea. All that talk makes up her +“name,” which is handed over from one crew to another without bitterness, +without animosity, with the indulgence of mutual dependence, and with the +feeling of close association in the exercise of her perfections and in +the danger of her defects. + +This feeling explains men’s pride in ships. “Ships are all right,” as my +middle-aged, respectable quartermaster said with much conviction and some +irony; but they are not exactly what men make them. They have their own +nature; they can of themselves minister to our self-esteem by the demand +their qualities make upon our skill and their shortcomings upon our +hardiness and endurance. Which is the more flattering exaction it is +hard to say; but there is the fact that in listening for upwards of +twenty years to the sea-talk that goes on afloat and ashore I have never +detected the true note of animosity. I won’t deny that at sea, +sometimes, the note of profanity was audible enough in those chiding +interpellations a wet, cold, weary seaman addresses to his ship, and in +moments of exasperation is disposed to extend to all ships that ever were +launched—to the whole everlastingly exacting brood that swims in deep +waters. And I have heard curses launched at the unstable element itself, +whose fascination, outlasting the accumulated experience of ages, had +captured him as it had captured the generations of his forebears. + +For all that has been said of the love that certain natures (on shore) +have professed to feel for it, for all the celebrations it had been the +object of in prose and song, the sea has never been friendly to man. At +most it has been the accomplice of human restlessness, and playing the +part of dangerous abettor of world-wide ambitions. Faithful to no race +after the manner of the kindly earth, receiving no impress from valour +and toil and self-sacrifice, recognising no finality of dominion, the sea +has never adopted the cause of its masters like those lands where the +victorious nations of mankind have taken root, rocking their cradles and +setting up their gravestones. He—man or people—who, putting his trust in +the friendship of the sea, neglects the strength and cunning of his right +hand, is a fool! As if it were too great, too mighty for common virtues, +the ocean has no compassion, no faith, no law, no memory. Its fickleness +is to be held true to men’s purposes only by an undaunted resolution and +by a sleepless, armed, jealous vigilance, in which, perhaps, there has +always been more hate than love. _Odi et amo_ may well be the confession +of those who consciously or blindly have surrendered their existence to +the fascination of the sea. All the tempestuous passions of mankind’s +young days, the love of loot and the love of glory, the love of adventure +and the love of danger, with the great love of the unknown and vast +dreams of dominion and power, have passed like images reflected from a +mirror, leaving no record upon the mysterious face of the sea. +Impenetrable and heartless, the sea has given nothing of itself to the +suitors for its precarious favours. Unlike the earth, it cannot be +subjugated at any cost of patience and toil. For all its fascination +that has lured so many to a violent death, its immensity has never been +loved as the mountains, the plains, the desert itself, have been loved. +Indeed, I suspect that, leaving aside the protestations and tributes of +writers who, one is safe in saying, care for little else in the world +than the rhythm of their lines and the cadence of their phrase, the love +of the sea, to which some men and nations confess so readily, is a +complex sentiment wherein pride enters for much, necessity for not a +little, and the love of ships—the untiring servants of our hopes and our +self-esteem—for the best and most genuine part. For the hundreds who +have reviled the sea, beginning with Shakespeare in the line— + + “More fell than hunger, anguish, or the sea,” + +down to the last obscure sea-dog of the “old model,” having but few words +and still fewer thoughts, there could not be found, I believe, one sailor +who has ever coupled a curse with the good or bad name of a ship. If +ever his profanity, provoked by the hardships of the sea, went so far as +to touch his ship, it would be lightly, as a hand may, without sin, be +laid in the way of kindness on a woman. + + + + +XXXVI. + + +The love that is given to ships is profoundly different from the love men +feel for every other work of their hands—the love they bear to their +houses, for instance—because it is untainted by the pride of possession. +The pride of skill, the pride of responsibility, the pride of endurance +there may be, but otherwise it is a disinterested sentiment. No seaman +ever cherished a ship, even if she belonged to him, merely because of the +profit she put in his pocket. No one, I think, ever did; for a +ship-owner, even of the best, has always been outside the pale of that +sentiment embracing in a feeling of intimate, equal fellowship the ship +and the man, backing each other against the implacable, if sometimes +dissembled, hostility of their world of waters. The sea—this truth must +be confessed—has no generosity. No display of manly qualities—courage, +hardihood, endurance, faithfulness—has ever been known to touch its +irresponsible consciousness of power. The ocean has the conscienceless +temper of a savage autocrat spoiled by much adulation. He cannot brook +the slightest appearance of defiance, and has remained the irreconcilable +enemy of ships and men ever since ships and men had the unheard of +audacity to go afloat together in the face of his frown. From that day +he has gone on swallowing up fleets and men without his resentment being +glutted by the number of victims—by so many wrecked ships and wrecked +lives. To-day, as ever, he is ready to beguile and betray, to smash and +to drown the incorrigible optimism of men who, backed by the fidelity of +ships, are trying to wrest from him the fortune of their house, the +dominion of their world, or only a dole of food for their hunger. If not +always in the hot mood to smash, he is always stealthily ready for a +drowning. The most amazing wonder of the deep is its unfathomable +cruelty. + +I felt its dread for the first time in mid-Atlantic one day, many years +ago, when we took off the crew of a Danish brig homeward bound from the +West Indies. A thin, silvery mist softened the calm and majestic +splendour of light without shadows—seemed to render the sky less remote +and the ocean less immense. It was one of the days, when the might of +the sea appears indeed lovable, like the nature of a strong man in +moments of quiet intimacy. At sunrise we had made out a black speck to +the westward, apparently suspended high up in the void behind a stirring, +shimmering veil of silvery blue gauze that seemed at times to stir and +float in the breeze which fanned us slowly along. The peace of that +enchanting forenoon was so profound, so untroubled, that it seemed that +every word pronounced loudly on our deck would penetrate to the very +heart of that infinite mystery born from the conjunction of water and +sky. We did not raise our voices. “A water-logged derelict, I think, +sir,” said the second officer quietly, coming down from aloft with the +binoculars in their case slung across his shoulders; and our captain, +without a word, signed to the helmsman to steer for the black speck. +Presently we made out a low, jagged stump sticking up forward—all that +remained of her departed masts. + +The captain was expatiating in a low conversational tone to the chief +mate upon the danger of these derelicts, and upon his dread of coming +upon them at night, when suddenly a man forward screamed out, “There’s +people on board of her, sir! I see them!” in a most extraordinary +voice—a voice never heard before in our ship; the amazing voice of a +stranger. It gave the signal for a sudden tumult of shouts. The watch +below ran up the forecastle head in a body, the cook dashed out of the +galley. Everybody saw the poor fellows now. They were there! And all +at once our ship, which had the well-earned name of being without a rival +for speed in light winds, seemed to us to have lost the power of motion, +as if the sea, becoming viscous, had clung to her sides. And yet she +moved. Immensity, the inseparable companion of a ship’s life, chose that +day to breathe upon her as gently as a sleeping child. The clamour of +our excitement had died out, and our living ship, famous for never losing +steerage way as long as there was air enough to float a feather, stole, +without a ripple, silent and white as a ghost, towards her mutilated and +wounded sister, come upon at the point of death in the sunlit haze of a +calm day at sea. + +With the binoculars glued to his eyes, the captain said in a quavering +tone: “They are waving to us with something aft there.” He put down the +glasses on the skylight brusquely, and began to walk about the poop. “A +shirt or a flag,” he ejaculated irritably. “Can’t make it out. . . Some +damn rag or other!” He took a few more turns on the poop, glancing down +over the rail now and then to see how fast we were moving. His nervous +footsteps rang sharply in the quiet of the ship, where the other men, all +looking the same way, had forgotten themselves in a staring immobility. +“This will never do!” he cried out suddenly. “Lower the boats at once! +Down with them!” + +Before I jumped into mine he took me aside, as being an inexperienced +junior, for a word of warning: + +“You look out as you come alongside that she doesn’t take you down with +her. You understand?” + +He murmured this confidentially, so that none of the men at the falls +should overhear, and I was shocked. “Heavens! as if in such an emergency +one stopped to think of danger!” I exclaimed to myself mentally, in scorn +of such cold-blooded caution. + +It takes many lessons to make a real seaman, and I got my rebuke at once. +My experienced commander seemed in one searching glance to read my +thoughts on my ingenuous face. + +“What you’re going for is to save life, not to drown your boat’s crew for +nothing,” he growled severely in my ear. But as we shoved off he leaned +over and cried out: “It all rests on the power of your arms, men. Give +way for life!” + +We made a race of it, and I would never have believed that a common +boat’s crew of a merchantman could keep up so much determined fierceness +in the regular swing of their stroke. What our captain had clearly +perceived before we left had become plain to all of us since. The issue +of our enterprise hung on a hair above that abyss of waters which will +not give up its dead till the Day of Judgment. It was a race of two +ship’s boats matched against Death for a prize of nine men’s lives, and +Death had a long start. We saw the crew of the brig from afar working at +the pumps—still pumping on that wreck, which already had settled so far +down that the gentle, low swell, over which our boats rose and fell +easily without a check to their speed, welling up almost level with her +head-rails, plucked at the ends of broken gear swinging desolately under +her naked bowsprit. + +We could not, in all conscience, have picked out a better day for our +regatta had we had the free choice of all the days that ever dawned upon +the lonely struggles and solitary agonies of ships since the Norse rovers +first steered to the westward against the run of Atlantic waves. It was +a very good race. At the finish there was not an oar’s length between +the first and second boat, with Death coming in a good third on the top +of the very next smooth swell, for all one knew to the contrary. The +scuppers of the brig gurgled softly all together when the water rising +against her sides subsided sleepily with a low wash, as if playing about +an immovable rock. Her bulwarks were gone fore and aft, and one saw her +bare deck low-lying like a raft and swept clean of boats, spars, +houses—of everything except the ringbolts and the heads of the pumps. I +had one dismal glimpse of it as I braced myself up to receive upon my +breast the last man to leave her, the captain, who literally let himself +fall into my arms. + +It had been a weirdly silent rescue—a rescue without a hail, without a +single uttered word, without a gesture or a sign, without a conscious +exchange of glances. Up to the very last moment those on board stuck to +their pumps, which spouted two clear streams of water upon their bare +feet. Their brown skin showed through the rents of their shirts; and the +two small bunches of half-naked, tattered men went on bowing from the +waist to each other in their back-breaking labour, up and down, absorbed, +with no time for a glance over the shoulder at the help that was coming +to them. As we dashed, unregarded, alongside a voice let out one, only +one hoarse howl of command, and then, just as they stood, without caps, +with the salt drying gray in the wrinkles and folds of their hairy, +haggard faces, blinking stupidly at us their red eyelids, they made a +bolt away from the handles, tottering and jostling against each other, +and positively flung themselves over upon our very heads. The clatter +they made tumbling into the boats had an extraordinarily destructive +effect upon the illusion of tragic dignity our self-esteem had thrown +over the contests of mankind with the sea. On that exquisite day of +gently breathing peace and veiled sunshine perished my romantic love to +what men’s imagination had proclaimed the most august aspect of Nature. +The cynical indifference of the sea to the merits of human suffering and +courage, laid bare in this ridiculous, panic-tainted performance extorted +from the dire extremity of nine good and honourable seamen, revolted me. +I saw the duplicity of the sea’s most tender mood. It was so because it +could not help itself, but the awed respect of the early days was gone. +I felt ready to smile bitterly at its enchanting charm and glare +viciously at its furies. In a moment, before we shoved off, I had looked +coolly at the life of my choice. Its illusions were gone, but its +fascination remained. I had become a seaman at last. + +We pulled hard for a quarter of an hour, then laid on our oars waiting +for our ship. She was coming down on us with swelling sails, looking +delicately tall and exquisitely noble through the mist. The captain of +the brig, who sat in the stern sheets by my side with his face in his +hands, raised his head and began to speak with a sort of sombre +volubility. They had lost their masts and sprung a leak in a hurricane; +drifted for weeks, always at the pumps, met more bad weather; the ships +they sighted failed to make them out, the leak gained upon them slowly, +and the seas had left them nothing to make a raft of. It was very hard +to see ship after ship pass by at a distance, “as if everybody had agreed +that we must be left to drown,” he added. But they went on trying to +keep the brig afloat as long as possible, and working the pumps +constantly on insufficient food, mostly raw, till “yesterday evening,” he +continued monotonously, “just as the sun went down, the men’s hearts +broke.” + +He made an almost imperceptible pause here, and went on again with +exactly the same intonation: + +“They told me the brig could not be saved, and they thought they had done +enough for themselves. I said nothing to that. It was true. It was no +mutiny. I had nothing to say to them. They lay about aft all night, as +still as so many dead men. I did not lie down. I kept a look-out. When +the first light came I saw your ship at once. I waited for more light; +the breeze began to fail on my face. Then I shouted out as loud as I was +able, ‘Look at that ship!’ but only two men got up very slowly and came +to me. At first only we three stood alone, for a long time, watching you +coming down to us, and feeling the breeze drop to a calm almost; but +afterwards others, too, rose, one after another, and by-and-by I had all +my crew behind me. I turned round and said to them that they could see +the ship was coming our way, but in this small breeze she might come too +late after all, unless we turned to and tried to keep the brig afloat +long enough to give you time to save us all. I spoke like that to them, +and then I gave the command to man the pumps.” + +He gave the command, and gave the example, too, by going himself to the +handles, but it seems that these men did actually hang back for a moment, +looking at each other dubiously before they followed him. “He! he! he!” +He broke out into a most unexpected, imbecile, pathetic, nervous little +giggle. “Their hearts were broken so! They had been played with too +long,” he explained apologetically, lowering his eyes, and became silent. + +Twenty-five years is a long time—a quarter of a century is a dim and +distant past; but to this day I remember the dark-brown feet, hands, and +faces of two of these men whose hearts had been broken by the sea. They +were lying very still on their sides on the bottom boards between the +thwarts, curled up like dogs. My boat’s crew, leaning over the looms of +their oars, stared and listened as if at the play. The master of the +brig looked up suddenly to ask me what day it was. + +They had lost the date. When I told him it was Sunday, the 22nd, he +frowned, making some mental calculation, then nodded twice sadly to +himself, staring at nothing. + +His aspect was miserably unkempt and wildly sorrowful. Had it not been +for the unquenchable candour of his blue eyes, whose unhappy, tired +glance every moment sought his abandoned, sinking brig, as if it could +find rest nowhere else, he would have appeared mad. But he was too +simple to go mad, too simple with that manly simplicity which alone can +bear men unscathed in mind and body through an encounter with the deadly +playfulness of the sea or with its less abominable fury. + +Neither angry, nor playful, nor smiling, it enveloped our distant ship +growing bigger as she neared us, our boats with the rescued men and the +dismantled hull of the brig we were leaving behind, in the large and +placid embrace of its quietness, half lost in the fair haze, as if in a +dream of infinite and tender clemency. There was no frown, no wrinkle on +its face, not a ripple. And the run of the slight swell was so smooth +that it resembled the graceful undulation of a piece of shimmering gray +silk shot with gleams of green. We pulled an easy stroke; but when the +master of the brig, after a glance over his shoulder, stood up with a low +exclamation, my men feathered their oars instinctively, without an order, +and the boat lost her way. + +He was steadying himself on my shoulder with a strong grip, while his +other arm, flung up rigidly, pointed a denunciatory finger at the immense +tranquillity of the ocean. After his first exclamation, which stopped +the swing of our oars, he made no sound, but his whole attitude seemed to +cry out an indignant “Behold!” . . . I could not imagine what vision of +evil had come to him. I was startled, and the amazing energy of his +immobilized gesture made my heart beat faster with the anticipation of +something monstrous and unsuspected. The stillness around us became +crushing. + +For a moment the succession of silky undulations ran on innocently. I +saw each of them swell up the misty line of the horizon, far, far away +beyond the derelict brig, and the next moment, with a slight friendly +toss of our boat, it had passed under us and was gone. The lulling +cadence of the rise and fall, the invariable gentleness of this +irresistible force, the great charm of the deep waters, warmed my breast +deliciously, like the subtle poison of a love-potion. But all this +lasted only a few soothing seconds before I jumped up too, making the +boat roll like the veriest landlubber. + +Something startling, mysterious, hastily confused, was taking place. I +watched it with incredulous and fascinated awe, as one watches the +confused, swift movements of some deed of violence done in the dark. As +if at a given signal, the run of the smooth undulations seemed checked +suddenly around the brig. By a strange optical delusion the whole sea +appeared to rise upon her in one overwhelming heave of its silky surface, +where in one spot a smother of foam broke out ferociously. And then the +effort subsided. It was all over, and the smooth swell ran on as before +from the horizon in uninterrupted cadence of motion, passing under us +with a slight friendly toss of our boat. Far away, where the brig had +been, an angry white stain undulating on the surface of steely-gray +waters, shot with gleams of green, diminished swiftly, without a hiss, +like a patch of pure snow melting in the sun. And the great stillness +after this initiation into the sea’s implacable hate seemed full of dread +thoughts and shadows of disaster. + +“Gone!” ejaculated from the depths of his chest my bowman in a final +tone. He spat in his hands, and took a better grip on his oar. The +captain of the brig lowered his rigid arm slowly, and looked at our faces +in a solemnly conscious silence, which called upon us to share in his +simple-minded, marvelling awe. All at once he sat down by my side, and +leaned forward earnestly at my boat’s crew, who, swinging together in a +long, easy stroke, kept their eyes fixed upon him faithfully. + +“No ship could have done so well,” he addressed them firmly, after a +moment of strained silence, during which he seemed with trembling lips to +seek for words fit to bear such high testimony. “She was small, but she +was good. I had no anxiety. She was strong. Last voyage I had my wife +and two children in her. No other ship could have stood so long the +weather she had to live through for days and days before we got dismasted +a fortnight ago. She was fairly worn out, and that’s all. You may +believe me. She lasted under us for days and days, but she could not +last for ever. It was long enough. I am glad it is over. No better +ship was ever left to sink at sea on such a day as this.” + +He was competent to pronounce the funereal oration of a ship, this son of +ancient sea-folk, whose national existence, so little stained by the +excesses of manly virtues, had demanded nothing but the merest foothold +from the earth. By the merits of his sea-wise forefathers and by the +artlessness of his heart, he was made fit to deliver this excellent +discourse. There was nothing wanting in its orderly arrangement—neither +piety nor faith, nor the tribute of praise due to the worthy dead, with +the edifying recital of their achievement. She had lived, he had loved +her; she had suffered, and he was glad she was at rest. It was an +excellent discourse. And it was orthodox, too, in its fidelity to the +cardinal article of a seaman’s faith, of which it was a single-minded +confession. “Ships are all right.” They are. They who live with the +sea have got to hold by that creed first and last; and it came to me, as +I glanced at him sideways, that some men were not altogether unworthy in +honour and conscience to pronounce the funereal eulogium of a ship’s +constancy in life and death. + +After this, sitting by my side with his loosely-clasped hands hanging +between his knees, he uttered no word, made no movement till the shadow +of our ship’s sails fell on the boat, when, at the loud cheer greeting +the return of the victors with their prize, he lifted up his troubled +face with a faint smile of pathetic indulgence. This smile of the worthy +descendant of the most ancient sea-folk whose audacity and hardihood had +left no trace of greatness and glory upon the waters, completed the cycle +of my initiation. There was an infinite depth of hereditary wisdom in +its pitying sadness. It made the hearty bursts of cheering sound like a +childish noise of triumph. Our crew shouted with immense +confidence—honest souls! As if anybody could ever make sure of having +prevailed against the sea, which has betrayed so many ships of great +“name,” so many proud men, so many towering ambitions of fame, power, +wealth, greatness! + +As I brought the boat under the falls my captain, in high good-humour, +leaned over, spreading his red and freckled elbows on the rail, and +called down to me sarcastically, out of the depths of his cynic +philosopher’s beard: + +“So you have brought the boat back after all, have you?” + +Sarcasm was “his way,” and the most that can be said for it is that it +was natural. This did not make it lovable. But it is decorous and +expedient to fall in with one’s commander’s way. “Yes. I brought the +boat back all right, sir,” I answered. And the good man believed me. It +was not for him to discern upon me the marks of my recent initiation. +And yet I was not exactly the same youngster who had taken the boat +away—all impatience for a race against death, with the prize of nine +men’s lives at the end. + +Already I looked with other eyes upon the sea. I knew it capable of +betraying the generous ardour of youth as implacably as, indifferent to +evil and good, it would have betrayed the basest greed or the noblest +heroism. My conception of its magnanimous greatness was gone. And I +looked upon the true sea—the sea that plays with men till their hearts +are broken, and wears stout ships to death. Nothing can touch the +brooding bitterness of its heart. Open to all and faithful to none, it +exercises its fascination for the undoing of the best. To love it is not +well. It knows no bond of plighted troth, no fidelity to misfortune, to +long companionship, to long devotion. The promise it holds out +perpetually is very great; but the only secret of its possession is +strength, strength—the jealous, sleepless strength of a man guarding a +coveted treasure within his gates. + + + + +XXXVII. + + +THE cradle of oversea traffic and of the art of naval combats, the +Mediterranean, apart from all the associations of adventure and glory, +the common heritage of all mankind, makes a tender appeal to a seaman. +It has sheltered the infancy of his craft. He looks upon it as a man may +look at a vast nursery in an old, old mansion where innumerable +generations of his own people have learned to walk. I say his own people +because, in a sense, all sailors belong to one family: all are descended +from that adventurous and shaggy ancestor who, bestriding a shapeless log +and paddling with a crooked branch, accomplished the first coasting-trip +in a sheltered bay ringing with the admiring howls of his tribe. It is a +matter of regret that all those brothers in craft and feeling, whose +generations have learned to walk a ship’s deck in that nursery, have been +also more than once fiercely engaged in cutting each other’s throats +there. But life, apparently, has such exigencies. Without human +propensity to murder and other sorts of unrighteousness there would have +been no historical heroism. It is a consoling reflection. And then, if +one examines impartially the deeds of violence, they appear of but small +consequence. From Salamis to Actium, through Lepanto and the Nile to the +naval massacre of Navarino, not to mention other armed encounters of +lesser interest, all the blood heroically spilt into the Mediterranean +has not stained with a single trail of purple the deep azure of its +classic waters. + +Of course, it may be argued that battles have shaped the destiny of +mankind. The question whether they have shaped it well would remain +open, however. But it would be hardly worth discussing. It is very +probable that, had the Battle of Salamis never been fought, the face of +the world would have been much as we behold it now, fashioned by the +mediocre inspiration and the short-sighted labours of men. From a long +and miserable experience of suffering, injustice, disgrace and aggression +the nations of the earth are mostly swayed by fear—fear of the sort that +a little cheap oratory turns easily to rage, hate, and violence. +Innocent, guileless fear has been the cause of many wars. Not, of +course, the fear of war itself, which, in the evolution of sentiments and +ideas, has come to be regarded at last as a half-mystic and glorious +ceremony with certain fashionable rites and preliminary incantations, +wherein the conception of its true nature has been lost. To apprehend +the true aspect, force, and morality of war as a natural function of +mankind one requires a feather in the hair and a ring in the nose, or, +better still, teeth filed to a point and a tattooed breast. +Unfortunately, a return to such simple ornamentation is impossible. We +are bound to the chariot of progress. There is no going back; and, as +bad luck would have it, our civilization, which has done so much for the +comfort and adornment of our bodies and the elevation of our minds, has +made lawful killing frightfully and needlessly expensive. + +The whole question of improved armaments has been approached by the +governments of the earth in a spirit of nervous and unreflecting haste, +whereas the right way was lying plainly before them, and had only to be +pursued with calm determination. The learned vigils and labours of a +certain class of inventors should have been rewarded with honourable +liberality as justice demanded; and the bodies of the inventors should +have been blown to pieces by means of their own perfected explosives and +improved weapons with extreme publicity as the commonest prudence +dictated. By this method the ardour of research in that direction would +have been restrained without infringing the sacred privileges of science. +For the lack of a little cool thinking in our guides and masters this +course has not been followed, and a beautiful simplicity has been +sacrificed for no real advantage. A frugal mind cannot defend itself +from considerable bitterness when reflecting that at the Battle of Actium +(which was fought for no less a stake than the dominion of the world) the +fleet of Octavianus Cæsar and the fleet of Antonius, including the +Egyptian division and Cleopatra’s galley with purple sails, probably cost +less than two modern battleships, or, as the modern naval book-jargon has +it, two capital units. But no amount of lubberly book-jargon can +disguise a fact well calculated to afflict the soul of every sound +economist. It is not likely that the Mediterranean will ever behold a +battle with a greater issue; but when the time comes for another +historical fight its bottom will be enriched as never before by a +quantity of jagged scrap-iron, paid for at pretty nearly its weight of +gold by the deluded populations inhabiting the isles and continents of +this planet. + + + + +XXXVIII. + + +Happy he who, like Ulysses, has made an adventurous voyage; and there is +no such sea for adventurous voyages as the Mediterranean—the inland sea +which the ancients looked upon as so vast and so full of wonders. And, +indeed, it was terrible and wonderful; for it is we alone who, swayed by +the audacity of our minds and the tremors of our hearts, are the sole +artisans of all the wonder and romance of the world. + +It was for the Mediterranean sailors that fair-haired sirens sang among +the black rocks seething in white foam and mysterious voices spoke in the +darkness above the moving wave—voices menacing, seductive, or prophetic, +like that voice heard at the beginning of the Christian era by the master +of an African vessel in the Gulf of Syrta, whose calm nights are full of +strange murmurs and flitting shadows. It called him by name, bidding him +go and tell all men that the great god Pan was dead. But the great +legend of the Mediterranean, the legend of traditional song and grave +history, lives, fascinating and immortal, in our minds. + +The dark and fearful sea of the subtle Ulysses’ wanderings, agitated by +the wrath of Olympian gods, harbouring on its isles the fury of strange +monsters and the wiles of strange women; the highway of heroes and sages, +of warriors, pirates, and saints; the workaday sea of Carthaginian +merchants and the pleasure lake of the Roman Cæsars, claims the +veneration of every seaman as the historical home of that spirit of open +defiance against the great waters of the earth which is the very soul of +his calling. Issuing thence to the west and south, as a youth leaves the +shelter of his parental house, this spirit found the way to the Indies, +discovered the coasts of a new continent, and traversed at last the +immensity of the great Pacific, rich in groups of islands remote and +mysterious like the constellations of the sky. + +The first impulse of navigation took its visible form in that tideless +basin freed from hidden shoals and treacherous currents, as if in tender +regard for the infancy of the art. The steep shores of the Mediterranean +favoured the beginners in one of humanity’s most daring enterprises, and +the enchanting inland sea of classic adventure has led mankind gently +from headland to headland, from bay to bay, from island to island, out +into the promise of world-wide oceans beyond the Pillars of Hercules. + + + + +XXXIX. + + +The charm of the Mediterranean dwells in the unforgettable flavour of my +early days, and to this hour this sea, upon which the Romans alone ruled +without dispute, has kept for me the fascination of youthful romance. +The very first Christmas night I ever spent away from land was employed +in running before a Gulf of Lions gale, which made the old ship groan in +every timber as she skipped before it over the short seas until we +brought her to, battered and out of breath, under the lee of Majorca, +where the smooth water was torn by fierce cat’s-paws under a very stormy +sky. + +We—or, rather, they, for I had hardly had two glimpses of salt water in +my life till then—kept her standing off and on all that day, while I +listened for the first time with the curiosity of my tender years to the +song of the wind in a ship’s rigging. The monotonous and vibrating note +was destined to grow into the intimacy of the heart, pass into blood and +bone, accompany the thoughts and acts of two full decades, remain to +haunt like a reproach the peace of the quiet fireside, and enter into the +very texture of respectable dreams dreamed safely under a roof of rafters +and tiles. The wind was fair, but that day we ran no more. + +The thing (I will not call her a ship twice in the same half-hour) +leaked. She leaked fully, generously, overflowingly, all over—like a +basket. I took an enthusiastic part in the excitement caused by that +last infirmity of noble ships, without concerning myself much with the +why or the wherefore. The surmise of my maturer years is that, bored by +her interminable life, the venerable antiquity was simply yawning with +ennui at every seam. But at the time I did not know; I knew generally +very little, and least of all what I was doing in that _galère_. + +I remember that, exactly as in the comedy of Molière, my uncle asked the +precise question in the very words—not of my confidential valet, however, +but across great distances of land, in a letter whose mocking but +indulgent turn ill concealed his almost paternal anxiety. I fancy I +tried to convey to him my (utterly unfounded) impression that the West +Indies awaited my coming. I had to go there. It was a sort of mystic +conviction—something in the nature of a call. But it was difficult to +state intelligibly the grounds of this belief to that man of rigorous +logic, if of infinite charity. + +The truth must have been that, all unversed in the arts of the wily +Greek, the deceiver of gods, the lover of strange women, the evoker of +bloodthirsty shades, I yet longed for the beginning of my own obscure +Odyssey, which, as was proper for a modern, should unroll its wonders and +terrors beyond the Pillars of Hercules. The disdainful ocean did not +open wide to swallow up my audacity, though the ship, the ridiculous and +ancient _galère_ of my folly, the old, weary, disenchanted sugar-waggon, +seemed extremely disposed to open out and swallow up as much salt water +as she could hold. This, if less grandiose, would have been as final a +catastrophe. + +But no catastrophe occurred. I lived to watch on a strange shore a black +and youthful Nausicaa, with a joyous train of attendant maidens, carrying +baskets of linen to a clear stream overhung by the heads of slender +palm-trees. The vivid colours of their draped raiment and the gold of +their earrings invested with a barbaric and regal magnificence their +figures, stepping out freely in a shower of broken sunshine. The +whiteness of their teeth was still more dazzling than the splendour of +jewels at their ears. The shaded side of the ravine gleamed with their +smiles. They were as unabashed as so many princesses, but, alas! not one +of them was the daughter of a jet-black sovereign. Such was my +abominable luck in being born by the mere hair’s breadth of twenty-five +centuries too late into a world where kings have been growing scarce with +scandalous rapidity, while the few who remain have adopted the +uninteresting manners and customs of simple millionaires. Obviously it +was a vain hope in 187– to see the ladies of a royal household walk in +chequered sunshine, with baskets of linen on their heads, to the banks of +a clear stream overhung by the starry fronds of palm-trees. It was a +vain hope. If I did not ask myself whether, limited by such discouraging +impossibilities, life were still worth living, it was only because I had +then before me several other pressing questions, some of which have +remained unanswered to this day. The resonant, laughing voices of these +gorgeous maidens scared away the multitude of humming-birds, whose +delicate wings wreathed with the mist of their vibration the tops of +flowering bushes. + +No, they were not princesses. Their unrestrained laughter filling the +hot, fern-clad ravine had a soulless limpidity, as of wild, inhuman +dwellers in tropical woodlands. Following the example of certain prudent +travellers, I withdrew unseen—and returned, not much wiser, to the +Mediterranean, the sea of classic adventures. + + + + +XL. + + +IT was written that there, in the nursery of our navigating ancestors, I +should learn to walk in the ways of my craft and grow in the love of the +sea, blind as young love often is, but absorbing and disinterested as all +true love must be. I demanded nothing from it—not even adventure. In +this I showed, perhaps, more intuitive wisdom than high self-denial. No +adventure ever came to one for the asking. He who starts on a deliberate +quest of adventure goes forth but to gather dead-sea fruit, unless, +indeed, he be beloved of the gods and great amongst heroes, like that +most excellent cavalier Don Quixote de la Mancha. By us ordinary mortals +of a mediocre animus that is only too anxious to pass by wicked giants +for so many honest windmills, adventures are entertained like visiting +angels. They come upon our complacency unawares. As unbidden guests are +apt to do, they often come at inconvenient times. And we are glad to let +them go unrecognised, without any acknowledgment of so high a favour. +After many years, on looking back from the middle turn of life’s way at +the events of the past, which, like a friendly crowd, seem to gaze sadly +after us hastening towards the Cimmerian shore, we may see here and +there, in the gray throng, some figure glowing with a faint radiance, as +though it had caught all the light of our already crepuscular sky. And +by this glow we may recognise the faces of our true adventures, of the +once unbidden guests entertained unawares in our young days. + +If the Mediterranean, the venerable (and sometimes atrociously +ill-tempered) nurse of all navigators, was to rock my youth, the +providing of the cradle necessary for that operation was entrusted by +Fate to the most casual assemblage of irresponsible young men (all, +however, older than myself) that, as if drunk with Provençal sunshine, +frittered life away in joyous levity on the model of Balzac’s “Histoire +des Treize” qualified by a dash of romance _de cape et d’épée_. + +She who was my cradle in those years had been built on the River of +Savona by a famous builder of boats, was rigged in Corsica by another +good man, and was described on her papers as a ‘tartane’ of sixty tons. +In reality, she was a true balancelle, with two short masts raking +forward and two curved yards, each as long as her hull; a true child of +the Latin lake, with a spread of two enormous sails resembling the +pointed wings on a sea-bird’s slender body, and herself, like a bird +indeed, skimming rather than sailing the seas. + +Her name was the _Tremolino_. How is this to be translated? The +_Quiverer_? What a name to give the pluckiest little craft that ever +dipped her sides in angry foam! I had felt her, it is true, trembling +for nights and days together under my feet, but it was with the +high-strung tenseness of her faithful courage. In her short, but +brilliant, career she has taught me nothing, but she has given me +everything. I owe to her the awakened love for the sea that, with the +quivering of her swift little body and the humming of the wind under the +foot of her lateen sails, stole into my heart with a sort of gentle +violence, and brought my imagination under its despotic sway. The +_Tremolino_! To this day I cannot utter or even write that name without +a strange tightening of the breast and the gasp of mingled delight and +dread of one’s first passionate experience. + + + + +XLI. + + +We four formed (to use a term well understood nowadays in every social +sphere) a “syndicate” owning the _Tremolino_: an international and +astonishing syndicate. And we were all ardent Royalists of the +snow-white Legitimist complexion—Heaven only knows why! In all +associations of men there is generally one who, by the authority of age +and of a more experienced wisdom, imparts a collective character to the +whole set. If I mention that the oldest of us was very old, extremely +old—nearly thirty years old—and that he used to declare with gallant +carelessness, “I live by my sword,” I think I have given enough +information on the score of our collective wisdom. He was a North +Carolinian gentleman, J. M. K. B. were the initials of his name, and he +really did live by the sword, as far as I know. He died by it, too, +later on, in a Balkanian squabble, in the cause of some Serbs or else +Bulgarians, who were neither Catholics nor gentlemen—at least, not in the +exalted but narrow sense he attached to that last word. + +Poor J. M. K. B., _Américain_, _Catholique_, _et gentilhomme_, as he was +disposed to describe himself in moments of lofty expansion! Are there +still to be found in Europe gentlemen keen of face and elegantly slight +of body, of distinguished aspect, with a fascinating drawing-room manner +and with a dark, fatal glance, who live by their swords, I wonder? His +family had been ruined in the Civil War, I fancy, and seems for a decade +or so to have led a wandering life in the Old World. As to Henry C—, the +next in age and wisdom of our band, he had broken loose from the +unyielding rigidity of his family, solidly rooted, if I remember rightly, +in a well-to-do London suburb. On their respectable authority he +introduced himself meekly to strangers as a “black sheep.” I have never +seen a more guileless specimen of an outcast. Never. + +However, his people had the grace to send him a little money now and +then. Enamoured of the South, of Provence, of its people, its life, its +sunshine and its poetry, narrow-chested, tall and short-sighted, he +strode along the streets and the lanes, his long feet projecting far in +advance of his body, and his white nose and gingery moustache buried in +an open book: for he had the habit of reading as he walked. How he +avoided falling into precipices, off the quays, or down staircases is a +great mystery. The sides of his overcoat bulged out with pocket editions +of various poets. When not engaged in reading Virgil, Homer, or Mistral, +in parks, restaurants, streets, and suchlike public places, he indited +sonnets (in French) to the eyes, ears, chin, hair, and other visible +perfections of a nymph called Thérèse, the daughter, honesty compels me +to state, of a certain Madame Leonore who kept a small café for sailors +in one of the narrowest streets of the old town. + +No more charming face, clear-cut like an antique gem, and delicate in +colouring like the petal of a flower, had ever been set on, alas! a +somewhat squat body. He read his verses aloud to her in the very café +with the innocence of a little child and the vanity of a poet. We +followed him there willingly enough, if only to watch the divine Thérèse +laugh, under the vigilant black eyes of Madame Leonore, her mother. She +laughed very prettily, not so much at the sonnets, which she could not +but esteem, as at poor Henry’s French accent, which was unique, +resembling the warbling of birds, if birds ever warbled with a +stuttering, nasal intonation. + +Our third partner was Roger P. de la S—, the most Scandinavian-looking of +Provençal squires, fair, and six feet high, as became a descendant of +sea-roving Northmen, authoritative, incisive, wittily scornful, with a +comedy in three acts in his pocket, and in his breast a heart blighted by +a hopeless passion for his beautiful cousin, married to a wealthy hide +and tallow merchant. He used to take us to lunch at their house without +ceremony. I admired the good lady’s sweet patience. The husband was a +conciliatory soul, with a great fund of resignation, which he expended on +“Roger’s friends.” I suspect he was secretly horrified at these +invasions. But it was a Carlist salon, and as such we were made welcome. +The possibility of raising Catalonia in the interest of the _Rey netto_, +who had just then crossed the Pyrenees, was much discussed there. + +Don Carlos, no doubt, must have had many queer friends (it is the common +lot of all Pretenders), but amongst them none more extravagantly +fantastic than the _Tremolino_ Syndicate, which used to meet in a tavern +on the quays of the old port. The antique city of Massilia had surely +never, since the days of the earliest Phoenicians, known an odder set of +ship-owners. We met to discuss and settle the plan of operations for +each voyage of the _Tremolino_. In these operations a banking-house, +too, was concerned—a very respectable banking-house. But I am afraid I +shall end by saying too much. Ladies, too, were concerned (I am really +afraid I am saying too much)—all sorts of ladies, some old enough to know +better than to put their trust in princes, others young and full of +illusions. + +One of these last was extremely amusing in the imitations, she gave us in +confidence, of various highly-placed personages she was perpetually +rushing off to Paris to interview in the interests of the cause—_Por el +Rey_! For she was a Carlist, and of Basque blood at that, with something +of a lioness in the expression of her courageous face (especially when +she let her hair down), and with the volatile little soul of a sparrow +dressed in fine Parisian feathers, which had the trick of coming off +disconcertingly at unexpected moments. + +But her imitations of a Parisian personage, very highly placed indeed, as +she represented him standing in the corner of a room with his face to the +wall, rubbing the back of his head and moaning helplessly, “Rita, you are +the death of me!” were enough to make one (if young and free from cares) +split one’s sides laughing. She had an uncle still living, a very +effective Carlist, too, the priest of a little mountain parish in +Guipuzcoa. As the sea-going member of the syndicate (whose plans +depended greatly on Doña Rita’s information), I used to be charged with +humbly affectionate messages for the old man. These messages I was +supposed to deliver to the Arragonese muleteers (who were sure to await +at certain times the _Tremolino_ in the neighbourhood of the Gulf of +Rosas), for faithful transportation inland, together with the various +unlawful goods landed secretly from under the _Tremolino’s_ hatches. + +Well, now, I have really let out too much (as I feared I should in the +end) as to the usual contents of my sea-cradle. But let it stand. And +if anybody remarks cynically that I must have been a promising infant in +those days, let that stand, too. I am concerned but for the good name of +the _Tremolino_, and I affirm that a ship is ever guiltless of the sins, +transgressions, and follies of her men. + + + + +XLII. + + +It was not _Tremolino’s_ fault that the syndicate depended so much on the +wit and wisdom and the information of Doña Rita. She had taken a little +furnished house on the Prado for the good of the cause—_Por el Rey_! She +was always taking little houses for somebody’s good, for the sick or the +sorry, for broken-down artists, cleaned-out gamblers, temporarily unlucky +speculators—_vieux amis_—old friends, as she used to explain +apologetically, with a shrug of her fine shoulders. + +Whether Don Carlos was one of the “old friends,” too, it’s hard to say. +More unlikely things have been heard of in smoking-rooms. All I know is +that one evening, entering incautiously the salon of the little house +just after the news of a considerable Carlist success had reached the +faithful, I was seized round the neck and waist and whirled recklessly +three times round the room, to the crash of upsetting furniture and the +humming of a valse tune in a warm contralto voice. + +When released from the dizzy embrace, I sat down on the carpet—suddenly, +without affectation. In this unpretentious attitude I became aware that +J. M. K. B. had followed me into the room, elegant, fatal, correct and +severe in a white tie and large shirt-front. In answer to his politely +sinister, prolonged glance of inquiry, I overheard Doña Rita murmuring, +with some confusion and annoyance, “_Vous êtes bête mon cher_. _Voyons_! +_Ça n’a aucune conséquence_.” Well content in this case to be of no +particular consequence, I had already about me the elements of some +worldly sense. + +Rearranging my collar, which, truth to say, ought to have been a round +one above a short jacket, but was not, I observed felicitously that I had +come to say good-bye, being ready to go off to sea that very night with +the _Tremolino_. Our hostess, slightly panting yet, and just a shade +dishevelled, turned tartly upon J. M. K. B., desiring to know when _he_ +would be ready to go off by the _Tremolino_, or in any other way, in +order to join the royal headquarters. Did he intend, she asked +ironically, to wait for the very eve of the entry into Madrid? Thus by a +judicious exercise of tact and asperity we re-established the atmospheric +equilibrium of the room long before I left them a little before midnight, +now tenderly reconciled, to walk down to the harbour and hail the +_Tremolino_ by the usual soft whistle from the edge of the quay. It was +our signal, invariably heard by the ever-watchful Dominic, the _padrone_. + +He would raise a lantern silently to light my steps along the narrow, +springy plank of our primitive gangway. “And so we are going off,” he +would murmur directly my foot touched the deck. I was the harbinger of +sudden departures, but there was nothing in the world sudden enough to +take Dominic unawares. His thick black moustaches, curled every morning +with hot tongs by the barber at the corner of the quay, seemed to hide a +perpetual smile. But nobody, I believe, had ever seen the true shape of +his lips. From the slow, imperturbable gravity of that broad-chested man +you would think he had never smiled in his life. In his eyes lurked a +look of perfectly remorseless irony, as though he had been provided with +an extremely experienced soul; and the slightest distension of his +nostrils would give to his bronzed face a look of extraordinary boldness. +This was the only play of feature of which he seemed capable, being a +Southerner of a concentrated, deliberate type. His ebony hair curled +slightly on the temples. He may have been forty years old, and he was a +great voyager on the inland sea. + +Astute and ruthless, he could have rivalled in resource the unfortunate +son of Laertes and Anticlea. If he did not pit his craft and audacity +against the very gods, it is only because the Olympian gods are dead. +Certainly no woman could frighten him. A one-eyed giant would not have +had the ghost of a chance against Dominic Cervoni, of Corsica, not +Ithaca; and no king, son of kings, but of very respectable +family—authentic Caporali, he affirmed. But that is as it may be. The +Caporali families date back to the twelfth century. + +For want of more exalted adversaries Dominic turned his audacity fertile +in impious stratagems against the powers of the earth, as represented by +the institution of Custom-houses and every mortal belonging +thereto—scribes, officers, and guardacostas afloat and ashore. He was +the very man for us, this modern and unlawful wanderer with his own +legend of loves, dangers, and bloodshed. He told us bits of it sometimes +in measured, ironic tones. He spoke Catalonian, the Italian of Corsica +and the French of Provençe with the same easy naturalness. Dressed in +shore-togs, a white starched shirt, black jacket, and round hat, as I +took him once to see Doña Rita, he was extremely presentable. He could +make himself interesting by a tactful and rugged reserve set off by a +grim, almost imperceptible, playfulness of tone and manner. + +He had the physical assurance of strong-hearted men. After half an +hour’s interview in the dining-room, during which they got in touch with +each other in an amazing way, Rita told us in her best _grande dame_ +manner: “_Mais il esi parfait_, _cet homme_.” He was perfect. On board +the _Tremolino_, wrapped up in a black _caban_, the picturesque cloak of +Mediterranean seamen, with those massive moustaches and his remorseless +eyes set off by the shadow of the deep hood, he looked piratical and +monkish and darkly initiated into the most awful mysteries of the sea. + + + + +XLIII. + + +Anyway, he was perfect, as Doña Rita had declared. The only thing +unsatisfactory (and even inexplicable) about our Dominic was his nephew, +Cesar. It was startling to see a desolate expression of shame veil the +remorseless audacity in the eyes of that man superior to all scruples and +terrors. + +“I would never have dared to bring him on board your balancelle,” he once +apologized to me. “But what am I to do? His mother is dead, and my +brother has gone into the bush.” + +In this way I learned that our Dominic had a brother. As to “going into +the bush,” this only means that a man has done his duty successfully in +the pursuit of a hereditary vendetta. The feud which had existed for +ages between the families of Cervoni and Brunaschi was so old that it +seemed to have smouldered out at last. One evening Pietro Brunaschi, +after a laborious day amongst his olive-trees, sat on a chair against the +wall of his house with a bowl of broth on his knees and a piece of bread +in his hand. Dominic’s brother, going home with a gun on his shoulder, +found a sudden offence in this picture of content and rest so obviously +calculated to awaken the feelings of hatred and revenge. He and Pietro +had never had any personal quarrel; but, as Dominic explained, “all our +dead cried out to him.” He shouted from behind a wall of stones, “O +Pietro! Behold what is coming!” And as the other looked up innocently +he took aim at the forehead and squared the old vendetta account so +neatly that, according to Dominic, the dead man continued to sit with the +bowl of broth on his knees and the piece of bread in his hand. + +This is why—because in Corsica your dead will not leave you +alone—Dominic’s brother had to go into the _maquis_, into the bush on the +wild mountain-side, to dodge the gendarmes for the insignificant +remainder of his life, and Dominic had charge of his nephew with a +mission to make a man of him. + +No more unpromising undertaking could be imagined. The very material for +the task seemed wanting. The Cervonis, if not handsome men, were good +sturdy flesh and blood. But this extraordinarily lean and livid youth +seemed to have no more blood in him than a snail. + +“Some cursed witch must have stolen my brother’s child from the cradle +and put that spawn of a starved devil in its place,” Dominic would say to +me. “Look at him! Just look at him!” + +To look at Cesar was not pleasant. His parchment skin, showing dead +white on his cranium through the thin wisps of dirty brown hair, seemed +to be glued directly and tightly upon his big bones, Without being in any +way deformed, he was the nearest approach which I have ever seen or could +imagine to what is commonly understood by the word “monster.” That the +source of the effect produced was really moral I have no doubt. An +utterly, hopelessly depraved nature was expressed in physical terms, that +taken each separately had nothing positively startling. You imagined him +clammily cold to the touch, like a snake. The slightest reproof, the +most mild and justifiable remonstrance, would be met by a resentful glare +and an evil shrinking of his thin dry upper lip, a snarl of hate to which +he generally added the agreeable sound of grinding teeth. + +It was for this venomous performance rather than for his lies, impudence, +and laziness that his uncle used to knock him down. It must not be +imagined that it was anything in the nature of a brutal assault. +Dominic’s brawny arm would be seen describing deliberately an ample +horizontal gesture, a dignified sweep, and Cesar would go over suddenly +like a ninepin—which was funny to see. But, once down, he would writhe +on the deck, gnashing his teeth in impotent rage—which was pretty +horrible to behold. And it also happened more than once that he would +disappear completely—which was startling to observe. This is the exact +truth. Before some of these majestic cuffs Cesar would go down and +vanish. He would vanish heels overhead into open hatchways, into +scuttles, behind up-ended casks, according to the place where he happened +to come into contact with his uncle’s mighty arm. + +Once—it was in the old harbour, just before the _Tremolino’s_ last +voyage—he vanished thus overboard to my infinite consternation. Dominic +and I had been talking business together aft, and Cesar had sneaked up +behind us to listen, for, amongst his other perfections, he was a +consummate eavesdropper and spy. At the sound of the heavy plop +alongside horror held me rooted to the spot; but Dominic stepped quietly +to the rail and leaned over, waiting for his nephew’s miserable head to +bob up for the first time. + +“Ohé, Cesar!” he yelled contemptuously to the spluttering wretch. “Catch +hold of that mooring hawser—_charogne_!” + +He approached me to resume the interrupted conversation. + +“What about Cesar?” I asked anxiously. + +“Canallia! Let him hang there,” was his answer. And he went on talking +over the business in hand calmly, while I tried vainly to dismiss from my +mind the picture of Cesar steeped to the chin in the water of the old +harbour, a decoction of centuries of marine refuse. I tried to dismiss +it, because the mere notion of that liquid made me feel very sick. +Presently Dominic, hailing an idle boatman, directed him to go and fish +his nephew out; and by-and-by Cesar appeared walking on board from the +quay, shivering, streaming with filthy water, with bits of rotten straws +in his hair and a piece of dirty orange-peel stranded on his shoulder. +His teeth chattered; his yellow eyes squinted balefully at us as he +passed forward. I thought it my duty to remonstrate. + +“Why are you always knocking him about, Dominic?” I asked. Indeed, I +felt convinced it was no earthly good—a sheer waste of muscular force. + +“I must try to make a man of him,” Dominic answered hopelessly. + +I restrained the obvious retort that in this way he ran the risk of +making, in the words of the immortal Mr. Mantalini, “a demnition damp, +unpleasant corpse of him.” + +“He wants to be a locksmith!” burst out Cervoni. “To learn how to pick +locks, I suppose,” he added with sardonic bitterness. + +“Why not let him be a locksmith?” I ventured. + +“Who would teach him?” he cried. “Where could I leave him?” he asked, +with a drop in his voice; and I had my first glimpse of genuine despair. +“He steals, you know, alas! _Par ta Madonne_! I believe he would put +poison in your food and mine—the viper!” + +He raised his face and both his clenched fists slowly to heaven. +However, Cesar never dropped poison into our cups. One cannot be sure, +but I fancy he went to work in another way. + +This voyage, of which the details need not be given, we had to range far +afield for sufficient reasons. Coming up from the South to end it with +the important and really dangerous part of the scheme in hand, we found +it necessary to look into Barcelona for certain definite information. +This appears like running one’s head into the very jaws of the lion, but +in reality it was not so. We had one or two high, influential friends +there, and many others humble but valuable because bought for good hard +cash. We were in no danger of being molested; indeed, the important +information reached us promptly by the hands of a Custom-house officer, +who came on board full of showy zeal to poke an iron rod into the layer +of oranges which made the visible part of our cargo in the hatchway. + +I forgot to mention before that the _Tremolino_ was officially known as a +fruit and cork-wood trader. The zealous officer managed to slip a useful +piece of paper into Dominic’s hand as he went ashore, and a few hours +afterwards, being off duty, he returned on board again athirst for drinks +and gratitude. He got both as a matter of course. While he sat sipping +his liqueur in the tiny cabin, Dominic plied him with questions as to the +whereabouts of the guardacostas. The preventive service afloat was +really the one for us to reckon with, and it was material for our success +and safety to know the exact position of the patrol craft in the +neighbourhood. The news could not have been more favourable. The +officer mentioned a small place on the coast some twelve miles off, +where, unsuspicious and unready, she was lying at anchor, with her sails +unbent, painting yards and scraping spars. Then he left us after the +usual compliments, smirking reassurringly over his shoulder. + +I had kept below pretty close all day from excess of prudence. The stake +played on that trip was big. + +“We are ready to go at once, but for Cesar, who has been missing ever +since breakfast,” announced Dominic to me in his slow, grim way. + +Where the fellow had gone, and why, we could not imagine. The usual +surmises in the case of a missing seaman did not apply to Cesar’s +absence. He was too odious for love, friendship, gambling, or even +casual intercourse. But once or twice he had wandered away like this +before. + +Dominic went ashore to look for him, but returned at the end of two hours +alone and very angry, as I could see by the token of the invisible smile +under his moustache being intensified. We wondered what had become of +the wretch, and made a hurried investigation amongst our portable +property. He had stolen nothing. + +“He will be back before long,” I said confidently. + +Ten minutes afterwards one of the men on deck called out loudly: + +“I can see him coming.” + +Cesar had only his shirt and trousers on. He had sold his coat, +apparently for pocket-money. + +“You knave!” was all Dominic said, with a terrible softness of voice. He +restrained his choler for a time. “Where have you been, vagabond?” he +asked menacingly. + +Nothing would induce Cesar to answer that question. It was as if he even +disdained to lie. He faced us, drawing back his lips and gnashing his +teeth, and did not shrink an inch before the sweep of Dominic’s arm. He +went down as if shot, of course. But this time I noticed that, when +picking himself up, he remained longer than usual on all fours, baring +his big teeth over his shoulder and glaring upwards at his uncle with a +new sort of hate in his round, yellow eyes. That permanent sentiment +seemed pointed at that moment by especial malice and curiosity. I became +quite interested. If he ever manages to put poison in the dishes, I +thought to myself, this is how he will look at us as we sit at our meal. +But I did not, of course, believe for a moment that he would ever put +poison in our food. He ate the same things himself. Moreover, he had no +poison. And I could not imagine a human being so blinded by cupidity as +to sell poison to such an atrocious creature. + + + + +XLIV. + + +We slipped out to sea quietly at dusk, and all through the night +everything went well. The breeze was gusty; a southerly blow was making +up. It was fair wind for our course. Now and then Dominic slowly and +rhythmically struck his hands together a few times, as if applauding the +performance of the _Tremolino_. The balancelle hummed and quivered as +she flew along, dancing lightly under our feet. + +At daybreak I pointed out to Dominic, amongst the several sail in view +running before the gathering storm, one particular vessel. The press of +canvas she carried made her loom up high, end-on, like a gray column +standing motionless directly in our wake. + +“Look at this fellow, Dominic,” I said. “He seems to be in a hurry.” + +The Padrone made no remark, but, wrapping his black cloak close about +him, stood up to look. His weather-tanned face, framed in the hood, had +an aspect of authority and challenging force, with the deep-set eyes +gazing far away fixedly, without a wink, like the intent, merciless, +steady eyes of a sea-bird. + +“_Chi va piano va sano_,” he remarked at last, with a derisive glance +over the side, in ironic allusion to our own tremendous speed. + +The _Tremolino_ was doing her best, and seemed to hardly touch the great +burst of foam over which she darted. I crouched down again to get some +shelter from the low bulwark. After more than half an hour of swaying +immobility expressing a concentrated, breathless watchfulness, Dominic +sank on the deck by my side. Within the monkish cowl his eyes gleamed +with a fierce expression which surprised me. All he said was: + +“He has come out here to wash the new paint off his yards, I suppose.” + +“What?” I shouted, getting up on my knees. “Is she the guardacosta?” + +The perpetual suggestion of a smile under Dominic’s piratical moustaches +seemed to become more accentuated—quite real, grim, actually almost +visible through the wet and uncurled hair. Judging by that symptom, he +must have been in a towering rage. But I could also see that he was +puzzled, and that discovery affected me disagreeably. Dominic puzzled! +For a long time, leaning against the bulwark, I gazed over the stern at +the gray column that seemed to stand swaying slightly in our wake always +at the same distance. + +Meanwhile Dominic, black and cowled, sat cross-legged on the deck, with +his back to the wind, recalling vaguely an Arab chief in his burnuss +sitting on the sand. Above his motionless figure the little cord and +tassel on the stiff point of the hood swung about inanely in the gale. +At last I gave up facing the wind and rain, and crouched down by his +side. I was satisfied that the sail was a patrol craft. Her presence +was not a thing to talk about, but soon, between two clouds charged with +hail-showers, a burst of sunshine fell upon her sails, and our men +discovered her character for themselves. From that moment I noticed that +they seemed to take no heed of each other or of anything else. They +could spare no eyes and no thought but for the slight column-shape astern +of us. Its swaying had become perceptible. For a moment she remained +dazzlingly white, then faded away slowly to nothing in a squall, only to +reappear again, nearly black, resembling a post stuck upright against the +slaty background of solid cloud. Since first noticed she had not gained +on us a foot. + +“She will never catch the _Tremolino_,” I said exultingly. + +Dominic did not look at me. He remarked absently, but justly, that the +heavy weather was in our pursuer’s favour. She was three times our size. +What we had to do was to keep our distance till dark, which we could +manage easily, and then haul off to seaward and consider the situation. +But his thoughts seemed to stumble in the darkness of some not-solved +enigma, and soon he fell silent. We ran steadily, wing-and-wing. Cape +San Sebastian nearly ahead seemed to recede from us in the squalls of +rain, and come out again to meet our rush, every time more distinct +between the showers. + +For my part I was by no means certain that this _gabelou_ (as our men +alluded to her opprobriously) was after us at all. There were nautical +difficulties in such a view which made me express the sanguine opinion +that she was in all innocence simply changing her station. At this +Dominic condescended to turn his head. + +“I tell you she is in chase,” he affirmed moodily, after one short glance +astern. + +I never doubted his opinion. But with all the ardour of a neophyte and +the pride of an apt learner I was at that time a great nautical casuist. + +“What I can’t understand,” I insisted subtly, “is how on earth, with this +wind, she has managed to be just where she was when we first made her +out. It is clear that she could not, and did not, gain twelve miles on +us during the night. And there are other impossibilities. . . .” + +Dominic had been sitting motionless, like an inanimate black cone posed +on the stern deck, near the rudder-head, with a small tassel fluttering +on its sharp point, and for a time he preserved the immobility of his +meditation. Then, bending over with a short laugh, he gave my ear the +bitter fruit of it. He understood everything now perfectly. She was +where we had seen her first, not because she had caught us up, but +because we had passed her during the night while she was already waiting +for us, hove-to, most likely, on our very track. + +“Do you understand—already?” Dominic muttered in a fierce undertone. +“Already! You know we left a good eight hours before we were expected to +leave, otherwise she would have been in time to lie in wait for us on the +other side of the Cape, and”—he snapped his teeth like a wolf close to my +face—“and she would have had us like—that.” + +I saw it all plainly enough now. They had eyes in their heads and all +their wits about them in that craft. We had passed them in the dark as +they jogged on easily towards their ambush with the idea that we were yet +far behind. At daylight, however, sighting a balancelle ahead under a +press of canvas, they had made sail in chase. But if that was so, then— + +Dominic seized my arm. + +“Yes, yes! She came out on an information—do you see, it?—on +information. . . . We have been sold—betrayed. Why? How? What for? We +always paid them all so well on shore. . . . No! But it is my head that +is going to burst.” + +He seemed to choke, tugged at the throat button of the cloak, jumped up +open-mouthed as if to hurl curses and denunciation, but instantly +mastered himself, and, wrapping up the cloak closer about him, sat down +on the deck again as quiet as ever. + +“Yes, it must be the work of some scoundrel ashore,” I observed. + +He pulled the edge of the hood well forward over his brow before he +muttered: + +“A scoundrel. . . . Yes. . . . It’s evident.” + +“Well,” I said, “they can’t get us, that’s clear.” + +“No,” he assented quietly, “they cannot.” + +We shaved the Cape very close to avoid an adverse current. On the other +side, by the effect of the land, the wind failed us so completely for a +moment that the _Tremolino’s_ two great lofty sails hung idle to the +masts in the thundering uproar of the seas breaking upon the shore we had +left behind. And when the returning gust filled them again, we saw with +amazement half of the new mainsail, which we thought fit to drive the +boat under before giving way, absolutely fly out of the bolt-ropes. We +lowered the yard at once, and saved it all, but it was no longer a sail; +it was only a heap of soaked strips of canvas cumbering the deck and +weighting the craft. Dominic gave the order to throw the whole lot +overboard. + +I would have had the yard thrown overboard, too, he said, leading me aft +again, “if it had not been for the trouble. Let no sign escape you,” he +continued, lowering his voice, “but I am going to tell you something +terrible. Listen: I have observed that the roping stitches on that sail +have been cut! You hear? Cut with a knife in many places. And yet it +stood all that time. Not enough cut. That flap did it at last. What +matters it? But look! there’s treachery seated on this very deck. By +the horns of the devil! seated here at our very backs. Do not turn, +signorine.” + +We were facing aft then. + +“What’s to be done?” I asked, appalled. + +“Nothing. Silence! Be a man, signorine.” + +“What else?” I said. + +To show I could be a man, I resolved to utter no sound as long as Dominic +himself had the force to keep his lips closed. Nothing but silence +becomes certain situations. Moreover, the experience of treachery seemed +to spread a hopeless drowsiness over my thoughts and senses. For an hour +or more we watched our pursuer surging out nearer and nearer from amongst +the squalls that sometimes hid her altogether. But even when not seen, +we felt her there like a knife at our throats. She gained on us +frightfully. And the _Tremolino_, in a fierce breeze and in much +smoother water, swung on easily under her one sail, with something +appallingly careless in the joyous freedom of her motion. Another +half-hour went by. I could not stand it any longer. + +“They will get the poor barky,” I stammered out suddenly, almost on the +verge of tears. + +Dominic stirred no more than a carving. A sense of catastrophic +loneliness overcame my inexperienced soul. The vision of my companions +passed before me. The whole Royalist gang was in Monte Carlo now, I +reckoned. And they appeared to me clear-cut and very small, with +affected voices and stiff gestures, like a procession of rigid +marionettes upon a toy stage. I gave a start. What was this? A +mysterious, remorseless whisper came from within the motionless black +hood at my side. + +“_Il faul la tuer_.” + +I heard it very well. + +“What do you say, Dominic?” I asked, moving nothing but my lips. + +And the whisper within the hood repeated mysteriously, “She must be +killed.” + +My heart began to beat violently. + +“That’s it,” I faltered out. “But how?” + +“You love her well?” + +“I do.” + +“Then you must find the heart for that work too. You must steer her +yourself, and I shall see to it that she dies quickly, without leaving as +much as a chip behind.” + +“Can you?” I murmured, fascinated by the black hood turned immovably over +the stern, as if in unlawful communion with that old sea of magicians, +slave-dealers, exiles and warriors, the sea of legends and terrors, where +the mariners of remote antiquity used to hear the restless shade of an +old wanderer weep aloud in the dark. + +“I know a rock,” whispered the initiated voice within the hood secretly. +“But—caution! It must be done before our men perceive what we are about. +Whom can we trust now? A knife drawn across the fore halyards would +bring the foresail down, and put an end to our liberty in twenty minutes. +And the best of our men may be afraid of drowning. There is our little +boat, but in an affair like this no one can be sure of being saved.” + +The voice ceased. We had started from Barcelona with our dinghy in tow; +afterwards it was too risky to try to get her in, so we let her take her +chance of the seas at the end of a comfortable scope of rope. Many times +she had seemed to us completely overwhelmed, but soon we would see her +bob up again on a wave, apparently as buoyant and whole as ever. + +“I understand,” I said softly. “Very well, Dominic. When?” + +“Not yet. We must get a little more in first,” answered the voice from +the hood in a ghostly murmur. + + + + +XLV. + + +It was settled. I had now the courage to turn about. Our men crouched +about the decks here and there with anxious, crestfallen faces, all +turned one way to watch the chaser. For the first time that morning I +perceived Cesar stretched out full length on the deck near the foremast +and wondered where he had been skulking till then. But he might in truth +have been at my elbow all the time for all I knew. We had been too +absorbed in watching our fate to pay attention to each other. Nobody had +eaten anything that morning, but the men had been coming constantly to +drink at the water-butt. + +I ran down to the cabin. I had there, put away in a locker, ten thousand +francs in gold of whose presence on board, so far as I was aware, not a +soul, except Dominic had the slightest inkling. When I emerged on deck +again Dominic had turned about and was peering from under his cowl at the +coast. Cape Creux closed the view ahead. To the left a wide bay, its +waters torn and swept by fierce squalls, seemed full of smoke. Astern +the sky had a menacing look. + +Directly he saw me, Dominic, in a placid tone, wanted to know what was +the matter. I came close to him and, looking as unconcerned as I could, +told him in an undertone that I had found the locker broken open and the +money-belt gone. Last evening it was still there. + +“What did you want to do with it?” he asked me, trembling violently. + +“Put it round my waist, of course,” I answered, amazed to hear his teeth +chattering. + +“Cursed gold!” he muttered. “The weight of the money might have cost you +your life, perhaps.” He shuddered. “There is no time to talk about that +now.” + +“I am ready.” + +“Not yet. I am waiting for that squall to come over,” he muttered. And +a few leaden minutes passed. + +The squall came over at last. Our pursuer, overtaken by a sort of murky +whirlwind, disappeared from our sight. The _Tremolino_ quivered and +bounded forward. The land ahead vanished, too, and we seemed to be left +alone in a world of water and wind. + +“_Prenez la barre_, _monsieur_,” Dominic broke the silence suddenly in an +austere voice. “Take hold of the tiller.” He bent his hood to my ear. +“The balancelle is yours. Your own hands must deal the blow. I—I have +yet another piece of work to do.” He spoke up loudly to the man who +steered. “Let the signorino take the tiller, and you with the others +stand by to haul the boat alongside quickly at the word.” + +The man obeyed, surprised, but silent. The others stirred, and pricked +up their ears at this. I heard their murmurs. “What now? Are we going +to run in somewhere and take to our heels? The Padrone knows what he is +doing.” + +Dominic went forward. He paused to look down at Cesar, who, as I have +said before, was lying full length face down by the foremast, then +stepped over him, and dived out of my sight under the foresail. I saw +nothing ahead. It was impossible for me to see anything except the +foresail open and still, like a great shadowy wing. But Dominic had his +bearings. His voice came to me from forward, in a just audible cry: + +“Now, signorino!” + +I bore on the tiller, as instructed before. Again I heard him faintly, +and then I had only to hold her straight. No ship ran so joyously to her +death before. She rose and fell, as if floating in space, and darted +forward, whizzing like an arrow. Dominic, stooping under the foot of the +foresail, reappeared, and stood steadying himself against the mast, with +a raised forefinger in an attitude of expectant attention. A second +before the shock his arm fell down by his side. At that I set my teeth. +And then— + +Talk of splintered planks and smashed timbers! This shipwreck lies upon +my soul with the dread and horror of a homicide, with the unforgettable +remorse of having crushed a living, faithful heart at a single blow. At +one moment the rush and the soaring swing of speed; the next a crash, and +death, stillness—a moment of horrible immobility, with the song of the +wind changed to a strident wail, and the heavy waters boiling up menacing +and sluggish around the corpse. I saw in a distracting minute the +foreyard fly fore and aft with a brutal swing, the men all in a heap, +cursing with fear, and hauling frantically at the line of the boat. With +a strange welcoming of the familiar I saw also Cesar amongst them, and +recognised Dominic’s old, well-known, effective gesture, the horizontal +sweep of his powerful arm. I recollect distinctly saying to myself, +“Cesar must go down, of course,” and then, as I was scrambling on all +fours, the swinging tiller I had let go caught me a crack under the ear, +and knocked me over senseless. + +I don’t think I was actually unconscious for more than a few minutes, but +when I came to myself the dinghy was driving before the wind into a +sheltered cove, two men just keeping her straight with their oars. +Dominic, with his arm round my shoulders, supported me in the +stern-sheets. + +We landed in a familiar part of the country. Dominic took one of the +boat’s oars with him. I suppose he was thinking of the stream we would +have presently to cross, on which there was a miserable specimen of a +punt, often robbed of its pole. But first of all we had to ascend the +ridge of land at the back of the Cape. He helped me up. I was dizzy. +My head felt very large and heavy. At the top of the ascent I clung to +him, and we stopped to rest. + +To the right, below us, the wide, smoky bay was empty. Dominic had kept +his word. There was not a chip to be seen around the black rock from +which the _Tremolino_, with her plucky heart crushed at one blow, had +slipped off into deep water to her eternal rest. The vastness of the +open sea was smothered in driving mists, and in the centre of the +thinning squall, phantom-like, under a frightful press of canvas, the +unconscious guardacosta dashed on, still chasing to the northward. Our +men were already descending the reverse slope to look for that punt which +we knew from experience was not always to be found easily. I looked +after them with dazed, misty eyes. One, two, three, four. + +“Dominic, where’s Cesar?” I cried. + +As if repulsing the very sound of the name, the Padrone made that ample, +sweeping, knocking-down gesture. I stepped back a pace and stared at him +fearfully. His open shirt uncovered his muscular neck and the thick hair +on his chest. He planted the oar upright in the soft soil, and rolling +up slowly his right sleeve, extended the bare arm before my face. + +“This,” he began, with an extreme deliberation, whose superhuman +restraint vibrated with the suppressed violence of his feelings, “is the +arm which delivered the blow. I am afraid it is your own gold that did +the rest. I forgot all about your money.” He clasped his hands together +in sudden distress. “I forgot, I forgot,” he repeated disconsolately. + +“Cesar stole the belt?” I stammered out, bewildered. + +“And who else? _Canallia_! He must have been spying on you for days. +And he did the whole thing. Absent all day in Barcelona. _Traditore_! +Sold his jacket—to hire a horse. Ha! ha! A good affair! I tell you it +was he who set him at us. . . .” + +Dominic pointed at the sea, where the guardacosta was a mere dark speck. +His chin dropped on his breast. + +“. . . On information,” he murmured, in a gloomy voice. “A Cervoni! Oh! +my poor brother! . . .” + +“And you drowned him,” I said feebly. + +“I struck once, and the wretch went down like a stone—with the gold. +Yes. But he had time to read in my eyes that nothing could save him +while I was alive. And had I not the right—I, Dominic Cervoni, Padrone, +who brought him aboard your fellucca—my nephew, a traitor?” + +He pulled the oar out of the ground and helped me carefully down the +slope. All the time he never once looked me in the face. He punted us +over, then shouldered the oar again and waited till our men were at some +distance before he offered me his arm. After we had gone a little way, +the fishing hamlet we were making for came into view. Dominic stopped. + +“Do you think you can make your way as far as the houses by yourself?” he +asked me quietly. + +“Yes, I think so. But why? Where are you going, Dominic?” + +“Anywhere. What a question! Signorino, you are but little more than a +boy to ask such a question of a man having this tale in his family. +_Ah_! _Traditore_! What made me ever own that spawn of a hungry devil +for our own blood! Thief, cheat, coward, liar—other men can deal with +that. But I was his uncle, and so . . . I wish he had poisoned +me—_charogne_! But this: that I, a confidential man and a Corsican, +should have to ask your pardon for bringing on board your vessel, of +which I was Padrone, a Cervoni, who has betrayed you—a traitor!—that is +too much. It is too much. Well, I beg your pardon; and you may spit in +Dominic’s face because a traitor of our blood taints us all. A theft may +be made good between men, a lie may be set right, a death avenged, but +what can one do to atone for a treachery like this? . . . Nothing.” + +He turned and walked away from me along the bank of the stream, +flourishing a vengeful arm and repeating to himself slowly, with savage +emphasis: “_Ah_! _Canaille_! _Canaille_! _Canaille_! . . .” He left +me there trembling with weakness and mute with awe. Unable to make a +sound, I gazed after the strangely desolate figure of that seaman +carrying an oar on his shoulder up a barren, rock-strewn ravine under the +dreary leaden sky of _Tremolino’s_ last day. Thus, walking deliberately, +with his back to the sea, Dominic vanished from my sight. + +With the quality of our desires, thoughts, and wonder proportioned to our +infinite littleness, we measure even time itself by our own stature. +Imprisoned in the house of personal illusions, thirty centuries in +mankind’s history seem less to look back upon than thirty years of our +own life. And Dominic Cervoni takes his place in my memory by the side +of the legendary wanderer on the sea of marvels and terrors, by the side +of the fatal and impious adventurer, to whom the evoked shade of the +soothsayer predicted a journey inland with an oar on his shoulder, till +he met men who had never set eyes on ships and oars. It seems to me I +can see them side by side in the twilight of an arid land, the +unfortunate possessors of the secret lore of the sea, bearing the emblem +of their hard calling on their shoulders, surrounded by silent and +curious men: even as I, too, having turned my back upon the sea, am +bearing those few pages in the twilight, with the hope of finding in an +inland valley the silent welcome of some patient listener. + + + + +XLVI. + + +“A FELLOW has now no chance of promotion unless he jumps into the muzzle +of a gun and crawls out of the touch-hole.” + +He who, a hundred years ago, more or less, pronounced the above words in +the uneasiness of his heart, thirsting for professional distinction, was +a young naval officer. Of his life, career, achievements, and end +nothing is preserved for the edification of his young successors in the +fleet of to-day—nothing but this phrase, which, sailor-like in the +simplicity of personal sentiment and strength of graphic expression, +embodies the spirit of the epoch. This obscure but vigorous testimony +has its price, its significance, and its lesson. It comes to us from a +worthy ancestor. We do not know whether he lived long enough for a +chance of that promotion whose way was so arduous. He belongs to the +great array of the unknown—who are great, indeed, by the sum total of the +devoted effort put out, and the colossal scale of success attained by +their insatiable and steadfast ambition. We do not know his name; we +only know of him what is material for us to know—that he was never +backward on occasions of desperate service. We have this on the +authority of a distinguished seaman of Nelson’s time. Departing this +life as Admiral of the Fleet on the eve of the Crimean War, Sir Thomas +Byam Martin has recorded for us amongst his all too short +autobiographical notes these few characteristic words uttered by one +young man of the many who must have felt that particular inconvenience of +a heroic age. + +The distinguished Admiral had lived through it himself, and was a good +judge of what was expected in those days from men and ships. A brilliant +frigate captain, a man of sound judgment, of dashing bravery and of +serene mind, scrupulously concerned for the welfare and honour of the +navy, he missed a larger fame only by the chances of the service. We may +well quote on this day the words written of Nelson, in the decline of a +well-spent life, by Sir T. B. Martin, who died just fifty years ago on +the very anniversary of Trafalgar. + +“Nelson’s nobleness of mind was a prominent and beautiful part of his +character. His foibles—faults if you like—will never be dwelt upon in +any memorandum of mine,” he declares, and goes on—“he whose splendid and +matchless achievements will be remembered with admiration while there is +gratitude in the hearts of Britons, or while a ship floats upon the +ocean; he whose example on the breaking out of the war gave so chivalrous +an impulse to the younger men of the service that all rushed into rivalry +of daring which disdained every warning of prudence, and led to acts of +heroic enterprise which tended greatly to exalt the glory of our nation.” + +These are his words, and they are true. The dashing young frigate +captain, the man who in middle age was nothing loth to give chase +single-handed in his seventy-four to a whole fleet, the man of enterprise +and consummate judgment, the old Admiral of the Fleet, the good and +trusted servant of his country under two kings and a queen, had felt +correctly Nelson’s influence, and expressed himself with precision out of +the fulness of his seaman’s heart. + +“Exalted,” he wrote, not “augmented.” And therein his feeling and his +pen captured the very truth. Other men there were ready and able to add +to the treasure of victories the British navy has given to the nation. +It was the lot of Lord Nelson to exalt all this glory. Exalt! the word +seems to be created for the man. + + + + +XLVII. + + +The British navy may well have ceased to count its victories. It is rich +beyond the wildest dreams of success and fame. It may well, rather, on a +culminating day of its history, cast about for the memory of some +reverses to appease the jealous fates which attend the prosperity and +triumphs of a nation. It holds, indeed, the heaviest inheritance that +has ever been entrusted to the courage and fidelity of armed men. + +It is too great for mere pride. It should make the seamen of to-day +humble in the secret of their hearts, and indomitable in their unspoken +resolution. In all the records of history there has never been a time +when a victorious fortune has been so faithful to men making war upon the +sea. And it must be confessed that on their part they knew how to be +faithful to their victorious fortune. They were exalted. They were +always watching for her smile; night or day, fair weather or foul, they +waited for her slightest sign with the offering of their stout hearts in +their hands. And for the inspiration of this high constancy they were +indebted to Lord Nelson alone. Whatever earthly affection he abandoned +or grasped, the great Admiral was always, before all, beyond all, a lover +of Fame. He loved her jealously, with an inextinguishable ardour and an +insatiable desire—he loved her with a masterful devotion and an infinite +trustfulness. In the plenitude of his passion he was an exacting lover. +And she never betrayed the greatness of his trust! She attended him to +the end of his life, and he died pressing her last gift (nineteen prizes) +to his heart. “Anchor, Hardy—anchor!” was as much the cry of an ardent +lover as of a consummate seaman. Thus he would hug to his breast the +last gift of Fame. + +It was this ardour which made him great. He was a flaming example to the +wooers of glorious fortune. There have been great officers before—Lord +Hood, for instance, whom he himself regarded as the greatest sea officer +England ever had. A long succession of great commanders opened the sea +to the vast range of Nelson’s genius. His time had come; and, after the +great sea officers, the great naval tradition passed into the keeping of +a great man. Not the least glory of the navy is that it understood +Nelson. Lord Hood trusted him. Admiral Keith told him: “We can’t spare +you either as Captain or Admiral.” Earl St. Vincent put into his hands, +untrammelled by orders, a division of his fleet, and Sir Hyde Parker gave +him two more ships at Copenhagen than he had asked for. So much for the +chiefs; the rest of the navy surrendered to him their devoted affection, +trust, and admiration. In return he gave them no less than his own +exalted soul. He breathed into them his own ardour and his own ambition. +In a few short years he revolutionized, not the strategy or tactics of +sea-warfare, but the very conception of victory itself. And this is +genius. In that alone, through the fidelity of his fortune and the power +of his inspiration, he stands unique amongst the leaders of fleets and +sailors. He brought heroism into the line of duty. Verily he is a +terrible ancestor. + +And the men of his day loved him. They loved him not only as victorious +armies have loved great commanders; they loved him with a more intimate +feeling as one of themselves. In the words of a contemporary, he had “a +most happy way of gaining the affectionate respect of all who had the +felicity to serve under his command.” + +To be so great and to remain so accessible to the affection of one’s +fellow-men is the mark of exceptional humanity. Lord Nelson’s greatness +was very human. It had a moral basis; it needed to feel itself +surrounded by the warm devotion of a band of brothers. He was vain and +tender. The love and admiration which the navy gave him so unreservedly +soothed the restlessness of his professional pride. He trusted them as +much as they trusted him. He was a seaman of seamen. Sir T. B. Martin +states that he never conversed with any officer who had served under +Nelson “without hearing the heartiest expressions of attachment to his +person and admiration of his frank and conciliatory manner to his +subordinates.” And Sir Robert Stopford, who commanded one of the ships +with which Nelson chased to the West Indies a fleet nearly double in +number, says in a letter: “We are half-starved and otherwise +inconvenienced by being so long out of port, but our reward is that we +are with Nelson.” + +This heroic spirit of daring and endurance, in which all public and +private differences were sunk throughout the whole fleet, is Lord +Nelson’s great legacy, triply sealed by the victorious impress of the +Nile, Copenhagen, and Trafalgar. This is a legacy whose value the +changes of time cannot affect. The men and the ships he knew how to lead +lovingly to the work of courage and the reward of glory have passed away, +but Nelson’s uplifting touch remains in the standard of achievement he +has set for all time. The principles of strategy may be immutable. It +is certain they have been, and shall be again, disregarded from timidity, +from blindness, through infirmity of purpose. The tactics of great +captains on land and sea can be infinitely discussed. The first object +of tactics is to close with the adversary on terms of the greatest +possible advantage; yet no hard-and-fast rules can be drawn from +experience, for this capital reason, amongst others—that the quality of +the adversary is a variable element in the problem. The tactics of Lord +Nelson have been amply discussed, with much pride and some profit. And +yet, truly, they are already of but archaic interest. A very few years +more and the hazardous difficulties of handling a fleet under canvas +shall have passed beyond the conception of seamen who hold in trust for +their country Lord Nelson’s legacy of heroic spirit. The change in the +character of the ships is too great and too radical. It is good and +proper to study the acts of great men with thoughtful reverence, but +already the precise intention of Lord Nelson’s famous memorandum seems to +lie under that veil which Time throws over the clearest conceptions of +every great art. It must not be forgotten that this was the first time +when Nelson, commanding in chief, had his opponents under way—the first +time and the last. Had he lived, had there been other fleets left to +oppose him, we would, perhaps, have learned something more of his +greatness as a sea officer. Nothing could have been added to his +greatness as a leader. All that can be affirmed is, that on no other day +of his short and glorious career was Lord Nelson more splendidly true to +his genius and to his country’s fortune. + + + + +XLVIII. + + +And yet the fact remains that, had the wind failed and the fleet lost +steerage way, or, worse still, had it been taken aback from the eastward, +with its leaders within short range of the enemy’s guns, nothing, it +seems, could have saved the headmost ships from capture or destruction. +No skill of a great sea officer would have availed in such a contingency. +Lord Nelson was more than that, and his genius would have remained +undiminished by defeat. But obviously tactics, which are so much at the +mercy of irremediable accident, must seem to a modern seaman a poor +matter of study. The Commander-in-Chief in the great fleet action that +will take its place next to the Battle of Trafalgar in the history of the +British navy will have no such anxiety, and will feel the weight of no +such dependence. For a hundred years now no British fleet has engaged +the enemy in line of battle. A hundred years is a long time, but the +difference of modern conditions is enormous. The gulf is great. Had the +last great fight of the English navy been that of the First of June, for +instance, had there been no Nelson’s victories, it would have been +wellnigh impassable. The great Admiral’s slight and passion-worn figure +stands at the parting of the ways. He had the audacity of genius, and a +prophetic inspiration. + +The modern naval man must feel that the time has come for the tactical +practice of the great sea officers of the past to be laid by in the +temple of august memories. The fleet tactics of the sailing days have +been governed by two points: the deadly nature of a raking fire, and the +dread, natural to a commander dependent upon the winds, to find at some +crucial moment part of his fleet thrown hopelessly to leeward. These two +points were of the very essence of sailing tactics, and these two points +have been eliminated from the modern tactical problem by the changes of +propulsion and armament. Lord Nelson was the first to disregard them +with conviction and audacity sustained by an unbounded trust in the men +he led. This conviction, this audacity and this trust stand out from +amongst the lines of the celebrated memorandum, which is but a +declaration of his faith in a crushing superiority of fire as the only +means of victory and the only aim of sound tactics. Under the +difficulties of the then existing conditions he strove for that, and for +that alone, putting his faith into practice against every risk. And in +that exclusive faith Lord Nelson appears to us as the first of the +moderns. + +Against every risk, I have said; and the men of to-day, born and bred to +the use of steam, can hardly realize how much of that risk was in the +weather. Except at the Nile, where the conditions were ideal for +engaging a fleet moored in shallow water, Lord Nelson was not lucky in +his weather. Practically it was nothing but a quite unusual failure of +the wind which cost him his arm during the Teneriffe expedition. On +Trafalgar Day the weather was not so much unfavourable as extremely +dangerous. + +It was one of these covered days of fitful sunshine, of light, unsteady +winds, with a swell from the westward, and hazy in general, but with the +land about the Cape at times distinctly visible. It has been my lot to +look with reverence upon the very spot more than once, and for many hours +together. All but thirty years ago, certain exceptional circumstances +made me very familiar for a time with that bight in the Spanish coast +which would be enclosed within a straight line drawn from Faro to +Spartel. My well-remembered experience has convinced me that, in that +corner of the ocean, once the wind has got to the northward of west (as +it did on the 20th, taking the British fleet aback), appearances of +westerly weather go for nothing, and that it is infinitely more likely to +veer right round to the east than to shift back again. It was in those +conditions that, at seven on the morning of the 21st, the signal for the +fleet to bear up and steer east was made. Holding a clear recollection +of these languid easterly sighs rippling unexpectedly against the run of +the smooth swell, with no other warning than a ten-minutes’ calm and a +queer darkening of the coast-line, I cannot think, without a gasp of +professional awe, of that fateful moment. Perhaps personal experience, +at a time of life when responsibility had a special freshness and +importance, has induced me to exaggerate to myself the danger of the +weather. The great Admiral and good seaman could read aright the signs +of sea and sky, as his order to prepare to anchor at the end of the day +sufficiently proves; but, all the same, the mere idea of these baffling +easterly airs, coming on at any time within half an hour or so, after the +firing of the first shot, is enough to take one’s breath away, with the +image of the rearmost ships of both divisions falling off, unmanageable, +broadside on to the westerly swell, and of two British Admirals in +desperate jeopardy. To this day I cannot free myself from the impression +that, for some forty minutes, the fate of the great battle hung upon a +breath of wind such as I have felt stealing from behind, as it were, upon +my cheek while engaged in looking to the westward for the signs of the +true weather. + +Never more shall British seamen going into action have to trust the +success of their valour to a breath of wind. The God of gales and +battles favouring her arms to the last, has let the sun of England’s +sailing-fleet and of its greatest master set in unclouded glory. And now +the old ships and their men are gone; the new ships and the new men, many +of them bearing the old, auspicious names, have taken up their watch on +the stern and impartial sea, which offers no opportunities but to those +who know how to grasp them with a ready hand and an undaunted heart. + + + + +XLIX. + + +This the navy of the Twenty Years’ War knew well how to do, and never +better than when Lord Nelson had breathed into its soul his own passion +of honour and fame. It was a fortunate navy. Its victories were no mere +smashing of helpless ships and massacres of cowed men. It was spared +that cruel favour, for which no brave heart had ever prayed. It was +fortunate in its adversaries. I say adversaries, for on recalling such +proud memories we should avoid the word “enemies,” whose hostile sound +perpetuates the antagonisms and strife of nations, so irremediable +perhaps, so fateful—and also so vain. War is one of the gifts of life; +but, alas! no war appears so very necessary when time has laid its +soothing hand upon the passionate misunderstandings and the passionate +desires of great peoples. “Le temps,” as a distinguished Frenchman has +said, “est un galant homme.” He fosters the spirit of concord and +justice, in whose work there is as much glory to be reaped as in the +deeds of arms. + +One of them disorganized by revolutionary changes, the other rusted in +the neglect of a decayed monarchy, the two fleets opposed to us entered +the contest with odds against them from the first. By the merit of our +daring and our faithfulness, and the genius of a great leader, we have in +the course of the war augmented our advantage and kept it to the last. +But in the exulting illusion of irresistible might a long series of +military successes brings to a nation the less obvious aspect of such a +fortune may perchance be lost to view. The old navy in its last days +earned a fame that no belittling malevolence dare cavil at. And this +supreme favour they owe to their adversaries alone. + +Deprived by an ill-starred fortune of that self-confidence which +strengthens the hands of an armed host, impaired in skill but not in +courage, it may safely be said that our adversaries managed yet to make a +better fight of it in 1797 than they did in 1793. Later still, the +resistance offered at the Nile was all, and more than all, that could be +demanded from seamen, who, unless blind or without understanding, must +have seen their doom sealed from the moment that the _Goliath_, bearing +up under the bows of the _Guerrier_, took up an inshore berth. The +combined fleets of 1805, just come out of port, and attended by nothing +but the disturbing memories of reverses, presented to our approach a +determined front, on which Captain Blackwood, in a knightly spirit, +congratulated his Admiral. By the exertions of their valour our +adversaries have but added a greater lustre to our arms. No friend could +have done more, for even in war, which severs for a time all the +sentiments of human fellowship, this subtle bond of association remains +between brave men—that the final testimony to the value of victory must +be received at the hands of the vanquished. + +Those who from the heat of that battle sank together to their repose in +the cool depths of the ocean would not understand the watchwords of our +day, would gaze with amazed eyes at the engines of our strife. All +passes, all changes: the animosity of peoples, the handling of fleets, +the forms of ships; and even the sea itself seems to wear a different and +diminished aspect from the sea of Lord Nelson’s day. In this ceaseless +rush of shadows and shades, that, like the fantastic forms of clouds cast +darkly upon the waters on a windy day, fly past us to fall headlong below +the hard edge of an implacable horizon, we must turn to the national +spirit, which, superior in its force and continuity to good and evil +fortune, can alone give us the feeling of an enduring existence and of an +invincible power against the fates. + +Like a subtle and mysterious elixir poured into the perishable clay of +successive generations, it grows in truth, splendour, and potency with +the march of ages. In its incorruptible flow all round the globe of the +earth it preserves from the decay and forgetfulness of death the +greatness of our great men, and amongst them the passionate and gentle +greatness of Nelson, the nature of whose genius was, on the faith of a +brave seaman and distinguished Admiral, such as to “Exalt the glory of +our nation.” + + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MIRROR OF THE SEA*** + + +******* This file should be named 1058-0.txt or 1058-0.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/0/5/1058 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Mirror of the Sea + Memories and Impressions + + +Author: Joseph Conrad + + + +Release Date: April 7, 2013 [eBook #1058] +[This file was first posted on October 10, 1997] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MIRROR OF THE SEA*** +</pre> +<p>Transcribed from the 1907 Methuen & Co. edition by David +Price, email ccx074@pglaf.org</p> +<h1>THE MIRROR OF THE SEA<br /> +<span class="GutSmall">MEMORIES AND IMPRESSIONS</span></h1> +<p style="text-align: center"><span class="GutSmall">BY</span><br +/> +<b>JOSEPH CONRAD</b></p> + +<div class="gapspace"> </div> +<blockquote><p>“ . . . for this miracle or this wonder<br +/> +troubleth me right greatly.”</p> +<p style="text-align: right"><span class="GutSmall">BOETHIUS DE +CON: PHIL: B. IV., PROSE VI.</span></p> +</blockquote> + +<div class="gapspace"> </div> +<p style="text-align: center"><span class="GutSmall">THIRD +EDITION</span></p> + +<div class="gapspace"> </div> +<p style="text-align: center">METHUEN & CO.<br /> +36 ESSEX STREET W.C.<br /> +LONDON</p> + +<div class="gapspace"> </div> +<table> +<tr> +<td><p><i>First published</i></p> +</td> +<td><p><i>October</i></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><i>1906</i></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p><i>Second Edition</i></p> +</td> +<td><p><i>December</i></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><i>1906</i></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p><i>Third Edition</i></p> +</td> +<td><p><i>January</i></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><i>1907</i></p> +</td> +</tr> +</table> + +<div class="gapspace"> </div> +<p style="text-align: center"><span class="GutSmall">TO</span><br +/> +KATHERINE SANDERSON</p> +<p style="text-align: center"><span class="GutSmall">WHOSE WARM +WELCOME AND GRACIOUS HOSPITALITY</span><br /> +<span class="GutSmall">EXTENDED TO THE FRIEND OF HER +SON</span><br /> +<span class="GutSmall">CHEERED THE FIRST DARK DAYS OF MY PARTING +WITH THE SEA</span><br /> +<span class="GutSmall">THESE PAGES ARE AFFECTIONATELY +INSCRIBED</span></p> +<h2>TABLE OF CONTENTS</h2> +<table> +<tr> +<td colspan="3"><p>THE MIRROR OF THE SEA:—</p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">PAGE</span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">LANDFALLS AND DEPARTURES</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">I.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page1">1</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">EMBLEMS OF HOPE</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">IV.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page17">17</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">THE FINE ART</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">VII.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page33">33</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">COBWEBS AND GOSSAMER</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">X.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page52">52</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">THE WEIGHT OF THE BURDEN</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XIII.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page69">69</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">OVERDUE AND MISSING</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XVI.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page86">86</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">THE GRIP OF THE LAND</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XX.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page102">102</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">THE CHARACTER OF THE FOE</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XXII.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page109">109</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">RULES OF EAST AND WEST</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XXV.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page123">123</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">THE FAITHFUL RIVER</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XXX.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page157">157</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">IN CAPTIVITY</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XXXIII.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page180">180</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">INITIATION</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XXXV.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page201">201</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">THE NURSERY OF THE CRAFT</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XXXVII.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page233">233</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">THE </span><span +class="GutSmall"><i>TREMOLINO</i></span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XL.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page244">244</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><p> </p> +</td> +<td><p><span class="GutSmall">THE HEROIC AGE</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span +class="GutSmall">XLVI.</span></p> +</td> +<td><p style="text-align: right"><span class="indexpageno"><a +href="#page289">289</a></span></p> +</td> +</tr> +</table> +<h2><a name="page1"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 1</span>I.</h2> +<blockquote><p>“And shippes by the brinke comen and gon,<br +/> +And in swich forme endure a day or two.”</p> +<p style="text-align: right"><i>The Frankeleyn’s +Tale</i>.</p> +</blockquote> +<p><span class="smcap">Landfall</span> and Departure mark the +rhythmical swing of a seaman’s life and of a ship’s +career. From land to land is the most concise definition of +a ship’s earthly fate.</p> +<p>A “Departure” is not what a vain people of +landsmen may think. The term “Landfall” is more +easily understood; you fall in with the land, and it is a matter +of a quick eye and of a clear atmosphere. The Departure is +not the ship’s going away from her port any more than the +Landfall can be looked upon as the synonym of arrival. But +there is this difference in the Departure: that the term does not +imply so much a sea event as a definite act entailing a +process—the precise observation of certain landmarks by +means of the compass card.</p> +<p>Your Landfall, be it a peculiarly-shaped mountain, a rocky +headland, or a stretch of sand-dunes, you meet at first with a +single glance. Further recognition will follow in due +course; but essentially a Landfall, good or bad, is made and done +with at the first cry of “Land ho!” The +Departure is distinctly a ceremony of navigation. A ship +may have left her port some time before; she may have been at +sea, in the fullest sense of the phrase, for days; but, for all +that, as long as the coast she was about to leave remained in +sight, a southern-going ship of yesterday had not in the +sailor’s sense begun the enterprise of a passage.</p> +<p>The taking of Departure, if not the last sight of the land, +is, perhaps, the last professional recognition of the land on the +part of a sailor. It is the technical, as distinguished +from the sentimental, “good-bye.” Henceforth he +has done with the coast astern of his ship. It is a matter +personal to the man. It is not the ship that takes her +departure; the seaman takes his Departure by means of +cross-bearings which fix the place of the first tiny pencil-cross +on the white expanse of the track-chart, where the ship’s +position at noon shall be marked by just such another tiny pencil +cross for every day of her passage. And there may be sixty, +eighty, any number of these crosses on the ship’s track +from land to land. The greatest number in my experience was +a hundred and thirty of such crosses from the pilot station at +the Sand Heads in the Bay of Bengal to the Scilly’s +light. A bad passage. . .</p> +<p>A Departure, the last professional sight of land, is always +good, or at least good enough. For, even if the weather be +thick, it does not matter much to a ship having all the open sea +before her bows. A Landfall may be good or bad. You +encompass the earth with one particular spot of it in your +eye. In all the devious tracings the course of a +sailing-ship leaves upon the white paper of a chart she is always +aiming for that one little spot—maybe a small island in the +ocean, a single headland upon the long coast of a continent, a +lighthouse on a bluff, or simply the peaked form of a mountain +like an ant-heap afloat upon the waters. But if you have +sighted it on the expected bearing, then that Landfall is +good. Fogs, snowstorms, gales thick with clouds and +rain—those are the enemies of good Landfalls.</p> +<h2>II.</h2> +<p>Some commanders of ships take their Departure from the home +coast sadly, in a spirit of grief and discontent. They have +a wife, children perhaps, some affection at any rate, or perhaps +only some pet vice, that must be left behind for a year or +more. I remember only one man who walked his deck with a +springy step, and gave the first course of the passage in an +elated voice. But he, as I learned afterwards, was leaving +nothing behind him, except a welter of debts and threats of legal +proceedings.</p> +<p>On the other hand, I have known many captains who, directly +their ship had left the narrow waters of the Channel, would +disappear from the sight of their ship’s company altogether +for some three days or more. They would take a long dive, +as it were, into their state-room, only to emerge a few days +afterwards with a more or less serene brow. Those were the +men easy to get on with. Besides, such a complete +retirement seemed to imply a satisfactory amount of trust in +their officers, and to be trusted displeases no seaman worthy of +the name.</p> +<p>On my first voyage as chief mate with good Captain MacW— +I remember that I felt quite flattered, and went blithely about +my duties, myself a commander for all practical purposes. +Still, whatever the greatness of my illusion, the fact remained +that the real commander was there, backing up my self-confidence, +though invisible to my eyes behind a maple-wood veneered +cabin-door with a white china handle.</p> +<p>That is the time, after your Departure is taken, when the +spirit of your commander communes with you in a muffled voice, as +if from the sanctum sanctorum of a temple; because, call her a +temple or a “hell afloat”—as some ships have +been called—the captain’s state-room is surely the +august place in every vessel.</p> +<p>The good MacW— would not even come out to his meals, and +fed solitarily in his holy of holies from a tray covered with a +white napkin. Our steward used to bend an ironic glance at +the perfectly empty plates he was bringing out from there. +This grief for his home, which overcomes so many married seamen, +did not deprive Captain MacW— of his legitimate +appetite. In fact, the steward would almost invariably come +up to me, sitting in the captain’s chair at the head of the +table, to say in a grave murmur, “The captain asks for one +more slice of meat and two potatoes.” We, his +officers, could hear him moving about in his berth, or lightly +snoring, or fetching deep sighs, or splashing and blowing in his +bath-room; and we made our reports to him through the keyhole, as +it were. It was the crowning achievement of his amiable +character that the answers we got were given in a quite mild and +friendly tone. Some commanders in their periods of +seclusion are constantly grumpy, and seem to resent the mere +sound of your voice as an injury and an insult.</p> +<p>But a grumpy recluse cannot worry his subordinates: whereas +the man in whom the sense of duty is strong (or, perhaps, only +the sense of self-importance), and who persists in airing on deck +his moroseness all day—and perhaps half the +night—becomes a grievous infliction. He walks the +poop darting gloomy glances, as though he wished to poison the +sea, and snaps your head off savagely whenever you happen to +blunder within earshot. And these vagaries are the harder +to bear patiently, as becomes a man and an officer, because no +sailor is really good-tempered during the first few days of a +voyage. There are regrets, memories, the instinctive +longing for the departed idleness, the instinctive hate of all +work. Besides, things have a knack of going wrong at the +start, especially in the matter of irritating trifles. And +there is the abiding thought of a whole year of more or less hard +life before one, because there was hardly a southern-going voyage +in the yesterday of the sea which meant anything less than a +twelvemonth. Yes; it needed a few days after the taking of +your departure for a ship’s company to shake down into +their places, and for the soothing deep-water ship routine to +establish its beneficent sway.</p> +<p>It is a great doctor for sore hearts and sore heads, too, your +ship’s routine, which I have seen soothe—at least for +a time—the most turbulent of spirits. There is health +in it, and peace, and satisfaction of the accomplished round; for +each day of the ship’s life seems to close a circle within +the wide ring of the sea horizon. It borrows a certain +dignity of sameness from the majestic monotony of the sea. +He who loves the sea loves also the ship’s routine.</p> +<p>Nowhere else than upon the sea do the days, weeks and months +fall away quicker into the past. They seem to be left +astern as easily as the light air-bubbles in the swirls of the +ship’s wake, and vanish into a great silence in which your +ship moves on with a sort of magical effect. They pass +away, the days, the weeks, the months. Nothing but a gale +can disturb the orderly life of the ship; and the spell of +unshaken monotony that seems to have fallen upon the very voices +of her men is broken only by the near prospect of a Landfall.</p> +<p>Then is the spirit of the ship’s commander stirred +strongly again. But it is not moved to seek seclusion, and +to remain, hidden and inert, shut up in a small cabin with the +solace of a good bodily appetite. When about to make the +land, the spirit of the ship’s commander is tormented by an +unconquerable restlessness. It seems unable to abide for +many seconds together in the holy of holies of the +captain’s state-room; it will out on deck and gaze ahead, +through straining eyes, as the appointed moment comes +nearer. It is kept vigorously upon the stretch of excessive +vigilance. Meantime the body of the ship’s commander +is being enfeebled by want of appetite; at least, such is my +experience, though “enfeebled” is perhaps not exactly +the word. I might say, rather, that it is spiritualized by +a disregard for food, sleep, and all the ordinary comforts, such +as they are, of sea life. In one or two cases I have known +that detachment from the grosser needs of existence remain +regrettably incomplete in the matter of drink.</p> +<p>But these two cases were, properly speaking, pathological +cases, and the only two in all my sea experience. In one of +these two instances of a craving for stimulants, developed from +sheer anxiety, I cannot assert that the man’s seamanlike +qualities were impaired in the least. It was a very anxious +case, too, the land being made suddenly, close-to, on a wrong +bearing, in thick weather, and during a fresh onshore gale. +Going below to speak to him soon after, I was unlucky enough to +catch my captain in the very act of hasty cork-drawing. The +sight, I may say, gave me an awful scare. I was well aware +of the morbidly sensitive nature of the man. Fortunately, I +managed to draw back unseen, and, taking care to stamp heavily +with my sea-boots at the foot of the cabin stairs, I made my +second entry. But for this unexpected glimpse, no act of +his during the next twenty-four hours could have given me the +slightest suspicion that all was not well with his nerve.</p> +<h2>III.</h2> +<p>Quite another case, and having nothing to do with drink, was +that of poor Captain B—. He used to suffer from sick +headaches, in his young days, every time he was approaching a +coast. Well over fifty years of age when I knew him, short, +stout, dignified, perhaps a little pompous, he was a man of a +singularly well-informed mind, the least sailor-like in outward +aspect, but certainly one of the best seamen whom it has been my +good luck to serve under. He was a Plymouth man, I think, +the son of a country doctor, and both his elder boys were +studying medicine. He commanded a big London ship, fairly +well known in her day. I thought no end of him, and that is +why I remember with a peculiar satisfaction the last words he +spoke to me on board his ship after an eighteen months’ +voyage. It was in the dock in Dundee, where we had brought +a full cargo of jute from Calcutta. We had been paid off +that morning, and I had come on board to take my sea-chest away +and to say good-bye. In his slightly lofty but courteous +way he inquired what were my plans. I replied that I +intended leaving for London by the afternoon train, and thought +of going up for examination to get my master’s +certificate. I had just enough service for that. He +commended me for not wasting my time, with such an evident +interest in my case that I was quite surprised; then, rising from +his chair, he said:</p> +<p>“Have you a ship in view after you have +passed?”</p> +<p>I answered that I had nothing whatever in view.</p> +<p>He shook hands with me, and pronounced the memorable +words:</p> +<p>“If you happen to be in want of employment, remember +that as long as I have a ship you have a ship, too.”</p> +<p>In the way of compliment there is nothing to beat this from a +ship’s captain to his second mate at the end of a voyage, +when the work is over and the subordinate is done with. And +there is a pathos in that memory, for the poor fellow never went +to sea again after all. He was already ailing when we +passed St. Helena; was laid up for a time when we were off the +Western Islands, but got out of bed to make his Landfall. +He managed to keep up on deck as far as the Downs, where, giving +his orders in an exhausted voice, he anchored for a few hours to +send a wire to his wife and take aboard a North Sea pilot to help +him sail the ship up the east coast. He had not felt equal +to the task by himself, for it is the sort of thing that keeps a +deep-water man on his feet pretty well night and day.</p> +<p>When we arrived in Dundee, Mrs. B— was already there, +waiting to take him home. We travelled up to London by the +same train; but by the time I had managed to get through with my +examination the ship had sailed on her next voyage without him, +and, instead of joining her again, I went by request to see my +old commander in his home. This is the only one of my +captains I have ever visited in that way. He was out of bed +by then, “quite convalescent,” as he declared, making +a few tottering steps to meet me at the sitting-room door. +Evidently he was reluctant to take his final cross-bearings of +this earth for a Departure on the only voyage to an unknown +destination a sailor ever undertakes. And it was all very +nice—the large, sunny room; his deep, easy-chair in a bow +window, with pillows and a footstool; the quiet, watchful care of +the elderly, gentle woman who had borne him five children, and +had not, perhaps, lived with him more than five full years out of +the thirty or so of their married life. There was also +another woman there in a plain black dress, quite gray-haired, +sitting very erect on her chair with some sewing, from which she +snatched side-glances in his direction, and uttering not a single +word during all the time of my call. Even when, in due +course, I carried over to her a cup of tea, she only nodded at me +silently, with the faintest ghost of a smile on her tight-set +lips. I imagine she must have been a maiden sister of Mrs. +B— come to help nurse her brother-in-law. His +youngest boy, a late-comer, a great cricketer it seemed, twelve +years old or thereabouts, chattered enthusiastically of the +exploits of W. G. Grace. And I remember his eldest son, +too, a newly-fledged doctor, who took me out to smoke in the +garden, and, shaking his head with professional gravity, but with +genuine concern, muttered: “Yes, but he doesn’t get +back his appetite. I don’t like that—I +don’t like that at all.” The last sight of +Captain B— I had was as he nodded his head to me out of the +bow window when I turned round to close the front gate.</p> +<p>It was a distinct and complete impression, something that I +don’t know whether to call a Landfall or a Departure. +Certainly he had gazed at times very fixedly before him with the +Landfall’s vigilant look, this sea-captain seated +incongruously in a deep-backed chair. He had not then +talked to me of employment, of ships, of being ready to take +another command; but he had discoursed of his early days, in the +abundant but thin flow of a wilful invalid’s talk. +The women looked worried, but sat still, and I learned more of +him in that interview than in the whole eighteen months we had +sailed together. It appeared he had “served his +time” in the copper-ore trade, the famous copper-ore trade +of old days between Swansea and the Chilian coast, coal out and +ore in, deep-loaded both ways, as if in wanton defiance of the +great Cape Horn seas—a work, this, for staunch ships, and a +great school of staunchness for West-Country seamen. A +whole fleet of copper-bottomed barques, as strong in rib and +planking, as well-found in gear, as ever was sent upon the seas, +manned by hardy crews and commanded by young masters, was engaged +in that now long defunct trade. “That was the school +I was trained in,” he said to me almost boastfully, lying +back amongst his pillows with a rug over his legs. And it +was in that trade that he obtained his first command at a very +early age. It was then that he mentioned to me how, as a +young commander, he was always ill for a few days before making +land after a long passage. But this sort of sickness used +to pass off with the first sight of a familiar landmark. +Afterwards, he added, as he grew older, all that nervousness wore +off completely; and I observed his weary eyes gaze steadily +ahead, as if there had been nothing between him and the straight +line of sea and sky, where whatever a seaman is looking for is +first bound to appear. But I have also seen his eyes rest +fondly upon the faces in the room, upon the pictures on the wall, +upon all the familiar objects of that home, whose abiding and +clear image must have flashed often on his memory in times of +stress and anxiety at sea. Was he looking out for a strange +Landfall, or taking with an untroubled mind the bearings for his +last Departure?</p> +<p>It is hard to say; for in that voyage from which no man +returns Landfall and Departure are instantaneous, merging +together into one moment of supreme and final attention. +Certainly I do not remember observing any sign of faltering in +the set expression of his wasted face, no hint of the nervous +anxiety of a young commander about to make land on an uncharted +shore. He had had too much experience of Departures and +Landfalls! And had he not “served his time” in +the famous copper-ore trade out of the Bristol Channel, the work +of the staunchest ships afloat, and the school of staunch +seamen?</p> +<h2><a name="page17"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +17</span>IV.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">Before</span> an anchor can ever be +raised, it must be let go; and this perfectly obvious truism +brings me at once to the subject of the degradation of the sea +language in the daily press of this country.</p> +<p>Your journalist, whether he takes charge of a ship or a fleet, +almost invariably “casts” his anchor. Now, an +anchor is never cast, and to take a liberty with technical +language is a crime against the clearness, precision, and beauty +of perfected speech.</p> +<p>An anchor is a forged piece of iron, admirably adapted to its +end, and technical language is an instrument wrought into +perfection by ages of experience, a flawless thing for its +purpose. An anchor of yesterday (because nowadays there are +contrivances like mushrooms and things like claws, of no +particular expression or shape—just hooks)—an anchor +of yesterday is in its way a most efficient instrument. To +its perfection its size bears witness, for there is no other +appliance so small for the great work it has to do. Look at +the anchors hanging from the cat-heads of a big ship! How +tiny they are in proportion to the great size of the hull! +Were they made of gold they would look like trinkets, like +ornamental toys, no bigger in proportion than a jewelled drop in +a woman’s ear. And yet upon them will depend, more +than once, the very life of the ship.</p> +<p>An anchor is forged and fashioned for faithfulness; give it +ground that it can bite, and it will hold till the cable parts, +and then, whatever may afterwards befall its ship, that anchor is +“lost.” The honest, rough piece of iron, so +simple in appearance, has more parts than the human body has +limbs: the ring, the stock, the crown, the flukes, the palms, the +shank. All this, according to the journalist, is +“cast” when a ship arriving at an anchorage is +brought up.</p> +<p>This insistence in using the odious word arises from the fact +that a particularly benighted landsman must imagine the act of +anchoring as a process of throwing something overboard, whereas +the anchor ready for its work is already overboard, and is not +thrown over, but simply allowed to fall. It hangs from the +ship’s side at the end of a heavy, projecting timber called +the cat-head, in the bight of a short, thick chain whose end link +is suddenly released by a blow from a top-maul or the pull of a +lever when the order is given. And the order is not +“Heave over!” as the paragraphist seems to imagine, +but “Let go!”</p> +<p>As a matter of fact, nothing is ever cast in that sense on +board ship but the lead, of which a cast is taken to search the +depth of water on which she floats. A lashed boat, a spare +spar, a cask or what not secured about the decks, is “cast +adrift” when it is untied. Also the ship herself is +“cast to port or starboard” when getting under +way. She, however, never “casts” her +anchor.</p> +<p>To speak with severe technicality, a ship or a fleet is +“brought up”—the complementary words +unpronounced and unwritten being, of course, “to an +anchor.” Less technically, but not less correctly, +the word “anchored,” with its characteristic +appearance and resolute sound, ought to be good enough for the +newspapers of the greatest maritime country in the world. +“The fleet anchored at Spithead”: can anyone want a +better sentence for brevity and seamanlike ring? But the +“cast-anchor” trick, with its affectation of being a +sea-phrase—for why not write just as well “threw +anchor,” “flung anchor,” or “shied +anchor”?—is intolerably odious to a sailor’s +ear. I remember a coasting pilot of my early acquaintance +(he used to read the papers assiduously) who, to define the +utmost degree of lubberliness in a landsman, used to say, +“He’s one of them poor, miserable +‘cast-anchor’ devils.”</p> +<h2>V.</h2> +<p>From first to last the seaman’s thoughts are very much +concerned with his anchors. It is not so much that the +anchor is a symbol of hope as that it is the heaviest object that +he has to handle on board his ship at sea in the usual routine of +his duties. The beginning and the end of every passage are +marked distinctly by work about the ship’s anchors. A +vessel in the Channel has her anchors always ready, her cables +shackled on, and the land almost always in sight. The +anchor and the land are indissolubly connected in a +sailor’s thoughts. But directly she is clear of the +narrow seas, heading out into the world with nothing solid to +speak of between her and the South Pole, the anchors are got in +and the cables disappear from the deck. But the anchors do +not disappear. Technically speaking, they are +“secured in-board”; and, on the forecastle head, +lashed down to ring-bolts with ropes and chains, under the +straining sheets of the head-sails, they look very idle and as if +asleep. Thus bound, but carefully looked after, inert and +powerful, those emblems of hope make company for the look-out man +in the night watches; and so the days glide by, with a long rest +for those characteristically shaped pieces of iron, reposing +forward, visible from almost every part of the ship’s deck, +waiting for their work on the other side of the world somewhere, +while the ship carries them on with a great rush and splutter of +foam underneath, and the sprays of the open sea rust their heavy +limbs.</p> +<p>The first approach to the land, as yet invisible to the +crew’s eyes, is announced by the brisk order of the chief +mate to the boatswain: “We will get the anchors over this +afternoon” or “first thing to-morrow morning,” +as the case may be. For the chief mate is the keeper of the +ship’s anchors and the guardian of her cable. There +are good ships and bad ships, comfortable ships and ships where, +from first day to last of the voyage, there is no rest for a +chief mate’s body and soul. And ships are what men +make them: this is a pronouncement of sailor wisdom, and, no +doubt, in the main it is true.</p> +<p>However, there are ships where, as an old grizzled mate once +told me, “nothing ever seems to go right!” And, +looking from the poop where we both stood (I had paid him a +neighbourly call in dock), he added: “She’s one of +them.” He glanced up at my face, which expressed a +proper professional sympathy, and set me right in my natural +surmise: “Oh no; the old man’s right enough. He +never interferes. Anything that’s done in a +seamanlike way is good enough for him. And yet, somehow, +nothing ever seems to go right in this ship. I tell you +what: she is naturally unhandy.”</p> +<p>The “old man,” of course, was his captain, who +just then came on deck in a silk hat and brown overcoat, and, +with a civil nod to us, went ashore. He was certainly not +more than thirty, and the elderly mate, with a murmur to me of +“That’s my old man,” proceeded to give +instances of the natural unhandiness of the ship in a sort of +deprecatory tone, as if to say, “You mustn’t think I +bear a grudge against her for that.”</p> +<p>The instances do not matter. The point is that there are +ships where things <i>do</i> go wrong; but whatever the +ship—good or bad, lucky or unlucky—it is in the +forepart of her that her chief mate feels most at home. It +is emphatically <i>his</i> end of the ship, though, of course, he +is the executive supervisor of the whole. There are +<i>his</i> anchors, <i>his</i> headgear, his foremast, his +station for manoeuvring when the captain is in charge. And +there, too, live the men, the ship’s hands, whom it is his +duty to keep employed, fair weather or foul, for the ship’s +welfare. It is the chief mate, the only figure of the +ship’s afterguard, who comes bustling forward at the cry of +“All hands on deck!” He is the satrap of that +province in the autocratic realm of the ship, and more personally +responsible for anything that may happen there.</p> +<p>There, too, on the approach to the land, assisted by the +boatswain and the carpenter, he “gets the anchors +over” with the men of his own watch, whom he knows better +than the others. There he sees the cable ranged, the +windlass disconnected, the compressors opened; and there, after +giving his own last order, “Stand clear of the +cable!” he waits attentive, in a silent ship that forges +slowly ahead towards her picked-out berth, for the sharp shout +from aft, “Let go!” Instantly bending over, he +sees the trusty iron fall with a heavy plunge under his eyes, +which watch and note whether it has gone clear.</p> +<p>For the anchor “to go clear” means to go clear of +its own chain. Your anchor must drop from the bow of your +ship with no turn of cable on any of its limbs, else you would be +riding to a foul anchor. Unless the pull of the cable is +fair on the ring, no anchor can be trusted even on the best of +holding ground. In time of stress it is bound to drag, for +implements and men must be treated fairly to give you the +“virtue” which is in them. The anchor is an +emblem of hope, but a foul anchor is worse than the most +fallacious of false hopes that ever lured men or nations into a +sense of security. And the sense of security, even the most +warranted, is a bad councillor. It is the sense which, like +that exaggerated feeling of well-being ominous of the coming on +of madness, precedes the swift fall of disaster. A seaman +labouring under an undue sense of security becomes at once worth +hardly half his salt. Therefore, of all my chief officers, +the one I trusted most was a man called B—. He had a +red moustache, a lean face, also red, and an uneasy eye. He +was worth all his salt.</p> +<p>On examining now, after many years, the residue of the feeling +which was the outcome of the contact of our personalities, I +discover, without much surprise, a certain flavour of +dislike. Upon the whole, I think he was one of the most +uncomfortable shipmates possible for a young commander. If +it is permissible to criticise the absent, I should say he had a +little too much of the sense of insecurity which is so invaluable +in a seaman. He had an extremely disturbing air of being +everlastingly ready (even when seated at table at my right hand +before a plate of salt beef) to grapple with some impending +calamity. I must hasten to add that he had also the other +qualification necessary to make a trustworthy seaman—that +of an absolute confidence in himself. What was really wrong +with him was that he had these qualities in an unrestful +degree. His eternally watchful demeanour, his jerky, +nervous talk, even his, as it were, determined silences, seemed +to imply—and, I believe, they did imply—that to his +mind the ship was never safe in my hands. Such was the man +who looked after the anchors of a less than five-hundred-ton +barque, my first command, now gone from the face of the earth, +but sure of a tenderly remembered existence as long as I +live. No anchor could have gone down foul under Mr. +B—’s piercing eye. It was good for one to be +sure of that when, in an open roadstead, one heard in the cabin +the wind pipe up; but still, there were moments when I detested +Mr. B— exceedingly. From the way he used to glare +sometimes, I fancy that more than once he paid me back with +interest. It so happened that we both loved the little +barque very much. And it was just the defect of Mr. +B—’s inestimable qualities that he would never +persuade himself to believe that the ship was safe in my +hands. To begin with, he was more than five years older +than myself at a time of life when five years really do count, I +being twenty-nine and he thirty-four; then, on our first leaving +port (I don’t see why I should make a secret of the fact +that it was Bangkok), a bit of manoeuvring of mine amongst the +islands of the Gulf of Siam had given him an unforgettable +scare. Ever since then he had nursed in secret a bitter +idea of my utter recklessness. But upon the whole, and +unless the grip of a man’s hand at parting means nothing +whatever, I conclude that we did like each other at the end of +two years and three months well enough.</p> +<p>The bond between us was the ship; and therein a ship, though +she has female attributes and is loved very unreasonably, is +different from a woman. That I should have been +tremendously smitten with my first command is nothing to wonder +at, but I suppose I must admit that Mr. B—’s +sentiment was of a higher order. Each of us, of course, was +extremely anxious about the good appearance of the beloved +object; and, though I was the one to glean compliments ashore, +B— had the more intimate pride of feeling, resembling that +of a devoted handmaiden. And that sort of faithful and +proud devotion went so far as to make him go about flicking the +dust off the varnished teak-wood rail of the little craft with a +silk pocket-handkerchief—a present from Mrs. B—, I +believe.</p> +<p>That was the effect of his love for the barque. The +effect of his admirable lack of the sense of security once went +so far as to make him remark to me: “Well, sir, you +<i>are</i> a lucky man!”</p> +<p>It was said in a tone full of significance, but not exactly +offensive, and it was, I suppose, my innate tact that prevented +my asking, “What on earth do you mean by that?”</p> +<p>Later on his meaning was illustrated more fully on a dark +night in a tight corner during a dead on-shore gale. I had +called him up on deck to help me consider our extremely +unpleasant situation. There was not much time for deep +thinking, and his summing-up was: “It looks pretty bad, +whichever we try; but, then, sir, you always do get out of a mess +somehow.”</p> +<h2>VI.</h2> +<p>It is difficult to disconnect the idea of ships’ anchors +from the idea of the ship’s chief mate—the man who +sees them go down clear and come up sometimes foul; because not +even the most unremitting care can always prevent a ship, +swinging to winds and tide, from taking an awkward turn of the +cable round stock or fluke. Then the business of +“getting the anchor” and securing it afterwards is +unduly prolonged, and made a weariness to the chief mate. +He is the man who watches the growth of the cable—a +sailor’s phrase which has all the force, precision, and +imagery of technical language that, created by simple men with +keen eyes for the real aspect of the things they see in their +trade, achieves the just expression seizing upon the essential, +which is the ambition of the artist in words. Therefore the +sailor will never say, “cast anchor,” and the +ship-master aft will hail his chief mate on the forecastle in +impressionistic phrase: “How does the cable +grow?” Because “grow” is the right word +for the long drift of a cable emerging aslant under the strain, +taut as a bow-string above the water. And it is the voice +of the keeper of the ship’s anchors that will answer: +“Grows right ahead, sir,” or “Broad on the +bow,” or whatever concise and deferential shout will fit +the case.</p> +<p>There is no order more noisily given or taken up with lustier +shouts on board a homeward-bound merchant ship than the command, +“Man the windlass!” The rush of expectant men +out of the forecastle, the snatching of hand-spikes, the tramp of +feet, the clink of the pawls, make a stirring accompaniment to a +plaintive up-anchor song with a roaring chorus; and this burst of +noisy activity from a whole ship’s crew seems like a +voiceful awakening of the ship herself, till then, in the +picturesque phrase of Dutch seamen, “lying asleep upon her +iron.”</p> +<p>For a ship with her sails furled on her squared yards, and +reflected from truck to water-line in the smooth gleaming sheet +of a landlocked harbour, seems, indeed, to a seaman’s eye +the most perfect picture of slumbering repose. The getting +of your anchor was a noisy operation on board a merchant ship of +yesterday—an inspiring, joyous noise, as if, with the +emblem of hope, the ship’s company expected to drag up out +of the depths, each man all his personal hopes into the reach of +a securing hand—the hope of home, the hope of rest, of +liberty, of dissipation, of hard pleasure, following the hard +endurance of many days between sky and water. And this +noisiness, this exultation at the moment of the ship’s +departure, make a tremendous contrast to the silent moments of +her arrival in a foreign roadstead—the silent moments when, +stripped of her sails, she forges ahead to her chosen berth, the +loose canvas fluttering softly in the gear above the heads of the +men standing still upon her decks, the master gazing intently +forward from the break of the poop. Gradually she loses her +way, hardly moving, with the three figures on her forecastle +waiting attentively about the cat-head for the last order of, +perhaps, full ninety days at sea: “Let go!”</p> +<p>This is the final word of a ship’s ended journey, the +closing word of her toil and of her achievement. In a life +whose worth is told out in passages from port to port, the splash +of the anchor’s fall and the thunderous rumbling of the +chain are like the closing of a distinct period, of which she +seems conscious with a slight deep shudder of all her +frame. By so much is she nearer to her appointed death, for +neither years nor voyages can go on for ever. It is to her +like the striking of a clock, and in the pause which follows she +seems to take count of the passing time.</p> +<p>This is the last important order; the others are mere routine +directions. Once more the master is heard: “Give her +forty-five fathom to the water’s edge,” and then he, +too, is done for a time. For days he leaves all the harbour +work to his chief mate, the keeper of the ship’s anchor and +of the ship’s routine. For days his voice will not be +heard raised about the decks, with that curt, austere accent of +the man in charge, till, again, when the hatches are on, and in a +silent and expectant ship, he shall speak up from aft in +commanding tones: “Man the windlass!”</p> +<h2><a name="page33"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +33</span>VII.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> other year, looking through a +newspaper of sound principles, but whose staff <i>will</i> +persist in “casting” anchors and going to sea +“on” a ship (ough!), I came across an article upon +the season’s yachting. And, behold! it was a good +article. To a man who had but little to do with pleasure +sailing (though all sailing is a pleasure), and certainly nothing +whatever with racing in open waters, the writer’s +strictures upon the handicapping of yachts were just intelligible +and no more. And I do not pretend to any interest in the +enumeration of the great races of that year. As to the +52-foot linear raters, praised so much by the writer, I am warmed +up by his approval of their performances; but, as far as any +clear conception goes, the descriptive phrase, so precise to the +comprehension of a yachtsman, evokes no definite image in my +mind.</p> +<p>The writer praises that class of pleasure vessels, and I am +willing to endorse his words, as any man who loves every craft +afloat would be ready to do. I am disposed to admire and +respect the 52-foot linear raters on the word of a man who +regrets in such a sympathetic and understanding spirit the +threatened decay of yachting seamanship.</p> +<p>Of course, yacht racing is an organized pastime, a function of +social idleness ministering to the vanity of certain wealthy +inhabitants of these isles nearly as much as to their inborn love +of the sea. But the writer of the article in question goes +on to point out, with insight and justice, that for a great +number of people (20,000, I think he says) it is a means of +livelihood—that it is, in his own words, an industry. +Now, the moral side of an industry, productive or unproductive, +the redeeming and ideal aspect of this bread-winning, is the +attainment and preservation of the highest possible skill on the +part of the craftsmen. Such skill, the skill of technique, +is more than honesty; it is something wider, embracing honesty +and grace and rule in an elevated and clear sentiment, not +altogether utilitarian, which may be called the honour of +labour. It is made up of accumulated tradition, kept alive +by individual pride, rendered exact by professional opinion, and, +like the higher arts, it spurred on and sustained by +discriminating praise.</p> +<p>This is why the attainment of proficiency, the pushing of your +skill with attention to the most delicate shades of excellence, +is a matter of vital concern. Efficiency of a practically +flawless kind may be reached naturally in the struggle for +bread. But there is something beyond—a higher point, +a subtle and unmistakable touch of love and pride beyond mere +skill; almost an inspiration which gives to all work that finish +which is almost art—which <i>is</i> art.</p> +<p>As men of scrupulous honour set up a high standard of public +conscience above the dead-level of an honest community, so men of +that skill which passes into art by ceaseless striving raise the +dead-level of correct practice in the crafts of land and +sea. The conditions fostering the growth of that supreme, +alive excellence, as well in work as in play, ought to be +preserved with a most careful regard lest the industry or the +game should perish of an insidious and inward decay. +Therefore I have read with profound regret, in that article upon +the yachting season of a certain year, that the seamanship on +board racing yachts is not now what it used to be only a few, +very few, years ago.</p> +<p>For that was the gist of that article, written evidently by a +man who not only knows but <i>understands</i>—a thing (let +me remark in passing) much rarer than one would expect, because +the sort of understanding I mean is inspired by love; and love, +though in a sense it may be admitted to be stronger than death, +is by no means so universal and so sure. In fact, love is +rare—the love of men, of things, of ideas, the love of +perfected skill. For love is the enemy of haste; it takes +count of passing days, of men who pass away, of a fine art +matured slowly in the course of years and doomed in a short time +to pass away too, and be no more. Love and regret go hand +in hand in this world of changes swifter than the shifting of the +clouds reflected in the mirror of the sea.</p> +<p>To penalize a yacht in proportion to the fineness of her +performance is unfair to the craft and to her men. It is +unfair to the perfection of her form and to the skill of her +servants. For we men are, in fact, the servants of our +creations. We remain in everlasting bondage to the +productions of our brain and to the work of our hands. A +man is born to serve his time on this earth, and there is +something fine in the service being given on other grounds than +that of utility. The bondage of art is very exacting. +And, as the writer of the article which started this train of +thought says with lovable warmth, the sailing of yachts is a fine +art.</p> +<p>His contention is that racing, without time allowances for +anything else but tonnage—that is, for size—has +fostered the fine art of sailing to the pitch of +perfection. Every sort of demand is made upon the master of +a sailing-yacht, and to be penalized in proportion to your +success may be of advantage to the sport itself, but it has an +obviously deteriorating effect upon the seamanship. The +fine art is being lost.</p> +<h2>VIII.</h2> +<p>The sailing and racing of yachts has developed a class of +fore-and-aft sailors, men born and bred to the sea, fishing in +winter and yachting in summer; men to whom the handling of that +particular rig presents no mystery. It is their striving +for victory that has elevated the sailing of pleasure craft to +the dignity of a fine art in that special sense. As I have +said, I know nothing of racing and but little of fore-and-aft +rig; but the advantages of such a rig are obvious, especially for +purposes of pleasure, whether in cruising or racing. It +requires less effort in handling; the trimming of the sail-planes +to the wind can be done with speed and accuracy; the unbroken +spread of the sail-area is of infinite advantage; and the +greatest possible amount of canvas can be displayed upon the +least possible quantity of spars. Lightness and +concentrated power are the great qualities of fore-and-aft +rig.</p> +<p>A fleet of fore-and-afters at anchor has its own slender +graciousness. The setting of their sails resembles more +than anything else the unfolding of a bird’s wings; the +facility of their evolutions is a pleasure to the eye. They +are birds of the sea, whose swimming is like flying, and +resembles more a natural function than the handling of +man-invented appliances. The fore-and-aft rig in its +simplicity and the beauty of its aspect under every angle of +vision is, I believe, unapproachable. A schooner, yawl, or +cutter in charge of a capable man seems to handle herself as if +endowed with the power of reasoning and the gift of swift +execution. One laughs with sheer pleasure at a smart piece +of manoeuvring, as at a manifestation of a living +creature’s quick wit and graceful precision.</p> +<p>Of those three varieties of fore-and-aft rig, the +cutter—the racing rig <i>par excellence</i>—is of an +appearance the most imposing, from the fact that practically all +her canvas is in one piece. The enormous mainsail of a +cutter, as she draws slowly past a point of land or the end of a +jetty under your admiring gaze, invests her with an air of lofty +and silent majesty. At anchor a schooner looks better; she +has an aspect of greater efficiency and a better balance to the +eye, with her two masts distributed over the hull with a +swaggering rake aft. The yawl rig one comes in time to +love. It is, I should think, the easiest of all to +manage.</p> +<p>For racing, a cutter; for a long pleasure voyage, a schooner; +for cruising in home waters, the yawl; and the handling of them +all is indeed a fine art. It requires not only the +knowledge of the general principles of sailing, but a particular +acquaintance with the character of the craft. All vessels +are handled in the same way as far as theory goes, just as you +may deal with all men on broad and rigid principles. But if +you want that success in life which comes from the affection and +confidence of your fellows, then with no two men, however similar +they may appear in their nature, will you deal in the same +way. There may be a rule of conduct; there is no rule of +human fellowship. To deal with men is as fine an art as it +is to deal with ships. Both men and ships live in an +unstable element, are subject to subtle and powerful influences, +and want to have their merits understood rather than their faults +found out.</p> +<p>It is not what your ship will <i>not</i> do that you want to +know to get on terms of successful partnership with her; it is, +rather, that you ought to have a precise knowledge of what she +will do for you when called upon to put forth what is in her by a +sympathetic touch. At first sight the difference does not +seem great in either line of dealing with the difficult problem +of limitations. But the difference is great. The +difference lies in the spirit in which the problem is +approached. After all, the art of handling ships is finer, +perhaps, than the art of handling men.</p> +<p>And, like all fine arts, it must be based upon a broad, solid +sincerity, which, like a law of Nature, rules an infinity of +different phenomena. Your endeavour must be +single-minded. You would talk differently to a coal-heaver +and to a professor. But is this duplicity? I deny +it. The truth consists in the genuineness of the feeling, +in the genuine recognition of the two men, so similar and so +different, as your two partners in the hazard of life. +Obviously, a humbug, thinking only of winning his little race, +would stand a chance of profiting by his artifices. Men, +professors or coal-heavers, are easily deceived; they even have +an extraordinary knack of lending themselves to deception, a sort +of curious and inexplicable propensity to allow themselves to be +led by the nose with their eyes open. But a ship is a +creature which we have brought into the world, as it were on +purpose to keep us up to the mark. In her handling a ship +will not put up with a mere pretender, as, for instance, the +public will do with Mr. X, the popular statesman, Mr. Y, the +popular scientist, or Mr. Z, the popular—what shall we +say?—anything from a teacher of high morality to a +bagman—who have won their little race. But I would +like (though not accustomed to betting) to wager a large sum that +not one of the few first-rate skippers of racing yachts has ever +been a humbug. It would have been too difficult. The +difficulty arises from the fact that one does not deal with ships +in a mob, but with a ship as an individual. So we may have +to do with men. But in each of us there lurks some particle +of the mob spirit, of the mob temperament. No matter how +earnestly we strive against each other, we remain brothers on the +lowest side of our intellect and in the instability of our +feelings. With ships it is not so. Much as they are +to us, they are nothing to each other. Those sensitive +creatures have no ears for our blandishments. It takes +something more than words to cajole them to do our will, to cover +us with glory. Luckily, too, or else there would have been +more shoddy reputations for first-rate seamanship. Ships +have no ears, I repeat, though, indeed, I think I have known +ships who really seemed to have had eyes, or else I cannot +understand on what ground a certain 1,000-ton barque of my +acquaintance on one particular occasion refused to answer her +helm, thereby saving a frightful smash to two ships and to a very +good man’s reputation. I knew her intimately for two +years, and in no other instance either before or since have I +known her to do that thing. The man she had served so well +(guessing, perhaps, at the depths of his affection for her) I +have known much longer, and in bare justice to him I must say +that this confidence-shattering experience (though so fortunate) +only augmented his trust in her. Yes, our ships have no +ears, and thus they cannot be deceived. I would illustrate +my idea of fidelity as between man and ship, between the master +and his art, by a statement which, though it might appear +shockingly sophisticated, is really very simple. I would +say that a racing-yacht skipper who thought of nothing else but +the glory of winning the race would never attain to any eminence +of reputation. The genuine masters of their craft—I +say this confidently from my experience of ships—have +thought of nothing but of doing their very best by the vessel +under their charge. To forget one’s self, to +surrender all personal feeling in the service of that fine art, +is the only way for a seaman to the faithful discharge of his +trust.</p> +<p>Such is the service of a fine art and of ships that sail the +sea. And therein I think I can lay my finger upon the +difference between the seamen of yesterday, who are still with +us, and the seamen of to-morrow, already entered upon the +possession of their inheritance. History repeats itself, +but the special call of an art which has passed away is never +reproduced. It is as utterly gone out of the world as the +song of a destroyed wild bird. Nothing will awaken the same +response of pleasurable emotion or conscientious endeavour. +And the sailing of any vessel afloat is an art whose fine form +seems already receding from us on its way to the overshadowed +Valley of Oblivion. The taking of a modern steamship about +the world (though one would not minimize its responsibilities) +has not the same quality of intimacy with nature, which, after +all, is an indispensable condition to the building up of an +art. It is less personal and a more exact calling; less +arduous, but also less gratifying in the lack of close communion +between the artist and the medium of his art. It is, in +short, less a matter of love. Its effects are measured +exactly in time and space as no effect of an art can be. It +is an occupation which a man not desperately subject to +sea-sickness can be imagined to follow with content, without +enthusiasm, with industry, without affection. Punctuality +is its watchword. The incertitude which attends closely +every artistic endeavour is absent from its regulated +enterprise. It has no great moments of self-confidence, or +moments not less great of doubt and heart-searching. It is +an industry which, like other industries, has its romance, its +honour and its rewards, its bitter anxieties and its hours of +ease. But such sea-going has not the artistic quality of a +single-handed struggle with something much greater than yourself; +it is not the laborious absorbing practice of an art whose +ultimate result remains on the knees of the gods. It is not +an individual, temperamental achievement, but simply the skilled +use of a captured force, merely another step forward upon the way +of universal conquest.</p> +<h2>IX.</h2> +<p>Every passage of a ship of yesterday, whose yards were braced +round eagerly the very moment the pilot, with his pockets full of +letters, had got over the side, was like a race—a race +against time, against an ideal standard of achievement +outstripping the expectations of common men. Like all true +art, the general conduct of a ship and her handling in particular +cases had a technique which could be discussed with delight and +pleasure by men who found in their work, not bread alone, but an +outlet for the peculiarities of their temperament. To get +the best and truest effect from the infinitely varying moods of +sky and sea, not pictorially, but in the spirit of their calling, +was their vocation, one and all; and they recognised this with as +much sincerity, and drew as much inspiration from this reality, +as any man who ever put brush to canvas. The diversity of +temperaments was immense amongst those masters of the fine +art.</p> +<p>Some of them were like Royal Academicians of a certain +kind. They never startled you by a touch of originality, by +a fresh audacity of inspiration. They were safe, very +safe. They went about solemnly in the assurance of their +consecrated and empty reputation. Names are odious, but I +remember one of them who might have been their very president, +the P.R.A. of the sea-craft. His weather-beaten and +handsome face, his portly presence, his shirt-fronts and broad +cuffs and gold links, his air of bluff distinction, impressed the +humble beholders (stevedores, tally clerks, tide-waiters) as he +walked ashore over the gangway of his ship lying at the Circular +Quay in Sydney. His voice was deep, hearty, and +authoritative—the voice of a very prince amongst +sailors. He did everything with an air which put your +attention on the alert and raised your expectations, but the +result somehow was always on stereotyped lines, unsuggestive, +empty of any lesson that one could lay to heart. He kept +his ship in apple-pie order, which would have been seamanlike +enough but for a finicking touch in its details. His +officers affected a superiority over the rest of us, but the +boredom of their souls appeared in their manner of dreary +submission to the fads of their commander. It was only his +apprenticed boys whose irrepressible spirits were not affected by +the solemn and respectable mediocrity of that artist. There +were four of these youngsters: one the son of a doctor, another +of a colonel, the third of a jeweller; the name of the fourth was +Twentyman, and this is all I remember of his parentage. But +not one of them seemed to possess the smallest spark of gratitude +in his composition. Though their commander was a kind man +in his way, and had made a point of introducing them to the best +people in the town in order that they should not fall into the +bad company of boys belonging to other ships, I regret to say +that they made faces at him behind his back, and imitated the +dignified carriage of his head without any concealment +whatever.</p> +<p>This master of the fine art was a personage and nothing more; +but, as I have said, there was an infinite diversity of +temperament amongst the masters of the fine art I have +known. Some were great impressionists. They impressed +upon you the fear of God and Immensity—or, in other words, +the fear of being drowned with every circumstance of terrific +grandeur. One may think that the locality of your passing +away by means of suffocation in water does not really matter very +much. I am not so sure of that. I am, perhaps, unduly +sensitive, but I confess that the idea of being suddenly spilt +into an infuriated ocean in the midst of darkness and uproar +affected me always with a sensation of shrinking distaste. +To be drowned in a pond, though it might be called an ignominious +fate by the ignorant, is yet a bright and peaceful ending in +comparison with some other endings to one’s earthly career +which I have mentally quaked at in the intervals or even in the +midst of violent exertions.</p> +<p>But let that pass. Some of the masters whose influence +left a trace upon my character to this very day, combined a +fierceness of conception with a certitude of execution upon the +basis of just appreciation of means and ends which is the highest +quality of the man of action. And an artist is a man of +action, whether he creates a personality, invents an expedient, +or finds the issue of a complicated situation.</p> +<p>There were masters, too, I have known, whose very art +consisted in avoiding every conceivable situation. It is +needless to say that they never did great things in their craft; +but they were not to be despised for that. They were +modest; they understood their limitations. Their own +masters had not handed the sacred fire into the keeping of their +cold and skilful hands. One of those last I remember +specially, now gone to his rest from that sea which his +temperament must have made a scene of little more than a peaceful +pursuit. Once only did he attempt a stroke of audacity, one +early morning, with a steady breeze, entering a crowded +roadstead. But he was not genuine in this display which +might have been art. He was thinking of his own self; he +hankered after the meretricious glory of a showy performance.</p> +<p>As, rounding a dark, wooded point, bathed in fresh air and +sunshine, we opened to view a crowd of shipping at anchor lying +half a mile ahead of us perhaps, he called me aft from my station +on the forecastle head, and, turning over and over his binoculars +in his brown hands, said: “Do you see that big, heavy ship +with white lower masts? I am going to take up a berth +between her and the shore. Now do you see to it that the +men jump smartly at the first order.”</p> +<p>I answered, “Ay, ay, sir,” and verily believed +that this would be a fine performance. We dashed on through +the fleet in magnificent style. There must have been many +open mouths and following eyes on board those ships—Dutch, +English, with a sprinkling of Americans and a German or +two—who had all hoisted their flags at eight o’clock +as if in honour of our arrival. It would have been a fine +performance if it had come off, but it did not. Through a +touch of self-seeking that modest artist of solid merit became +untrue to his temperament. It was not with him art for +art’s sake: it was art for his own sake; and a dismal +failure was the penalty he paid for that greatest of sins. +It might have been even heavier, but, as it happened, we did not +run our ship ashore, nor did we knock a large hole in the big +ship whose lower masts were painted white. But it is a +wonder that we did not carry away the cables of both our anchors, +for, as may be imagined, I did not stand upon the order to +“Let go!” that came to me in a quavering, quite +unknown voice from his trembling lips. I let them both go +with a celerity which to this day astonishes my memory. No +average merchantman’s anchors have ever been let go with +such miraculous smartness. And they both held. I <a +name="page52"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 52</span>could have +kissed their rough, cold iron palms in gratitude if they had not +been buried in slimy mud under ten fathoms of water. +Ultimately they brought us up with the jibboom of a Dutch brig +poking through our spanker—nothing worse. And a miss +is as good as a mile.</p> +<p>But not in art. Afterwards the master said to me in a +shy mumble, “She wouldn’t luff up in time, +somehow. What’s the matter with her?” And +I made no answer.</p> +<p>Yet the answer was clear. The ship had found out the +momentary weakness of her man. Of all the living creatures +upon land and sea, it is ships alone that cannot be taken in by +barren pretences, that will not put up with bad art from their +masters.</p> +<h2>X.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">From</span> the main truck of the average +tall ship the horizon describes a circle of many miles, in which +you can see another ship right down to her water-line; and these +very eyes which follow this writing have counted in their time +over a hundred sail becalmed, as if within a magic ring, not very +far from the Azores—ships more or less tall. There +were hardly two of them heading exactly the same way, as if each +had meditated breaking out of the enchanted circle at a different +point of the compass. But the spell of the calm is a strong +magic. The following day still saw them scattered within +sight of each other and heading different ways; but when, at +last, the breeze came with the darkling ripple that ran very blue +on a pale sea, they all went in the same direction +together. For this was the homeward-bound fleet from the +far-off ends of the earth, and a Falmouth fruit-schooner, the +smallest of them all, was heading the flight. One could +have imagined her very fair, if not divinely tall, leaving a +scent of lemons and oranges in her wake.</p> +<p>The next day there were very few ships in sight from our +mast-heads—seven at most, perhaps, with a few more distant +specks, hull down, beyond the magic ring of the horizon. +The spell of the fair wind has a subtle power to scatter a +white-winged company of ships looking all the same way, each with +its white fillet of tumbling foam under the bow. It is the +calm that brings ships mysteriously together; it is your wind +that is the great separator.</p> +<p>The taller the ship, the further she can be seen; and her +white tallness breathed upon by the wind first proclaims her +size. The tall masts holding aloft the white canvas, spread +out like a snare for catching the invisible power of the air, +emerge gradually from the water, sail after sail, yard after +yard, growing big, till, under the towering structure of her +machinery, you perceive the insignificant, tiny speck of her +hull.</p> +<p>The tall masts are the pillars supporting the balanced planes +that, motionless and silent, catch from the air the ship’s +motive-power, as it were a gift from Heaven vouchsafed to the +audacity of man; and it is the ship’s tall spars, stripped +and shorn of their white glory, that incline themselves before +the anger of the clouded heaven.</p> +<p>When they yield to a squall in a gaunt and naked submission, +their tallness is brought best home even to the mind of a +seaman. The man who has looked upon his ship going over too +far is made aware of the preposterous tallness of a ship’s +spars. It seems impossible but that those gilt trucks which +one had to tilt one’s head back to see, now falling into +the lower plane of vision, must perforce hit the very edge of the +horizon. Such an experience gives you a better impression +of the loftiness of your spars than any amount of running aloft +could do. And yet in my time the royal yards of an average +profitable ship were a good way up above her decks.</p> +<p>No doubt a fair amount of climbing up iron ladders can be +achieved by an active man in a ship’s engine-room, but I +remember moments when even to my supple limbs and pride of +nimbleness the sailing-ship’s machinery seemed to reach up +to the very stars.</p> +<p>For machinery it is, doing its work in perfect silence and +with a motionless grace, that seems to hide a capricious and not +always governable power, taking nothing away from the material +stores of the earth. Not for it the unerring precision of +steel moved by white steam and living by red fire and fed with +black coal. The other seems to draw its strength from the +very soul of the world, its formidable ally, held to obedience by +the frailest bonds, like a fierce ghost captured in a snare of +something even finer than spun silk. For what is the array +of the strongest ropes, the tallest spars and the stoutest canvas +against the mighty breath of the infinite, but thistle stalks, +cobwebs and gossamer?</p> +<h2>XI.</h2> +<p>Indeed, it is less than nothing, and I have seen, when the +great soul of the world turned over with a heavy sigh, a +perfectly new, extra-stout foresail vanish like a bit of some +airy stuff much lighter than gossamer. Then was the time +for the tall spars to stand fast in the great uproar. The +machinery must do its work even if the soul of the world has gone +mad.</p> +<p>The modern steamship advances upon a still and overshadowed +sea with a pulsating tremor of her frame, an occasional clang in +her depths, as if she had an iron heart in her iron body; with a +thudding rhythm in her progress and the regular beat of her +propeller, heard afar in the night with an august and plodding +sound as of the march of an inevitable future. But in a +gale, the silent machinery of a sailing-ship would catch not only +the power, but the wild and exulting voice of the world’s +soul. Whether she ran with her tall spars swinging, or +breasted it with her tall spars lying over, there was always that +wild song, deep like a chant, for a bass to the shrill pipe of +the wind played on the sea-tops, with a punctuating crash, now +and then, of a breaking wave. At times the weird effects of +that invisible orchestra would get upon a man’s nerves till +he wished himself deaf.</p> +<p>And this recollection of a personal wish, experienced upon +several oceans, where the soul of the world has plenty of room to +turn over with a mighty sigh, brings me to the remark that in +order to take a proper care of a ship’s spars it is just as +well for a seaman to have nothing the matter with his ears. +Such is the intimacy with which a seaman had to live with his +ship of yesterday that his senses were like her senses, that the +stress upon his body made him judge of the strain upon the +ship’s masts.</p> +<p>I had been some time at sea before I became aware of the fact +that hearing plays a perceptible part in gauging the force of the +wind. It was at night. The ship was one of those iron +wool-clippers that the Clyde had floated out in swarms upon the +world during the seventh decade of the last century. It was +a fine period in ship-building, and also, I might say, a period +of over-masting. The spars rigged up on the narrow hulls +were indeed tall then, and the ship of which I think, with her +coloured-glass skylight ends bearing the motto, “Let +Glasgow Flourish,” was certainly one of the most +heavily-sparred specimens. She was built for hard driving, +and unquestionably she got all the driving she could stand. +Our captain was a man famous for the quick passages he had been +used to make in the old <i>Tweed</i>, a ship famous the world +over for her speed. The <i>Tweed</i> had been a wooden +vessel, and he brought the tradition of quick passages with him +into the iron clipper. I was the junior in her, a third +mate, keeping watch with the chief officer; and it was just +during one of the night watches in a strong, freshening breeze +that I overheard two men in a sheltered nook of the main deck +exchanging these informing remarks. Said one:</p> +<p>“Should think ’twas time some of them light sails +were coming off her.”</p> +<p>And the other, an older man, uttered grumpily: “No fear! +not while the chief mate’s on deck. He’s that +deaf he can’t tell how much wind there is.”</p> +<p>And, indeed, poor P—, quite young, and a smart seaman, +was very hard of hearing. At the same time, he had the name +of being the very devil of a fellow for carrying on sail on a +ship. He was wonderfully clever at concealing his deafness, +and, as to carrying on heavily, though he was a fearless man, I +don’t think that he ever meant to take undue risks. I +can never forget his naïve sort of astonishment when +remonstrated with for what appeared a most dare-devil +performance. The only person, of course, that could +remonstrate with telling effect was our captain, himself a man of +dare-devil tradition; and really, for me, who knew under whom I +was serving, those were impressive scenes. Captain S— +had a great name for sailor-like qualities—the sort of name +that compelled my youthful admiration. To this day I +preserve his memory, for, indeed, it was he in a sense who +completed my training. It was often a stormy process, but +let that pass. I am sure he meant well, and I am certain +that never, not even at the time, could I bear him malice for his +extraordinary gift of incisive criticism. And to hear +<i>him</i> make a fuss about too much sail on the ship seemed one +of those incredible experiences that take place only in +one’s dreams.</p> +<p>It generally happened in this way: Night, clouds racing +overhead, wind howling, royals set, and the ship rushing on in +the dark, an immense white sheet of foam level with the lee +rail. Mr. P—, in charge of the deck, hooked on to the +windward mizzen rigging in a state of perfect serenity; myself, +the third mate, also hooked on somewhere to windward of the +slanting poop, in a state of the utmost preparedness to jump at +the very first hint of some sort of order, but otherwise in a +perfectly acquiescent state of mind. Suddenly, out of the +companion would appear a tall, dark figure, bareheaded, with a +short white beard of a perpendicular cut, very visible in the +dark—Captain S—, disturbed in his reading down below +by the frightful bounding and lurching of the ship. Leaning +very much against the precipitous incline of the deck, he would +take a turn or two, perfectly silent, hang on by the compass for +a while, take another couple of turns, and suddenly burst +out:</p> +<p>“What are you trying to do with the ship?”</p> +<p>And Mr. P—, who was not good at catching what was +shouted in the wind, would say interrogatively:</p> +<p>“Yes, sir?”</p> +<p>Then in the increasing gale of the sea there would be a little +private ship’s storm going on in which you could detect +strong language, pronounced in a tone of passion and exculpatory +protestations uttered with every possible inflection of injured +innocence.</p> +<p>“By Heavens, Mr. P-! I used to carry on sail in my +time, but—”</p> +<p>And the rest would be lost to me in a stormy gust of wind.</p> +<p>Then, in a lull, P—’s protesting innocence would +become audible:</p> +<p>“She seems to stand it very well.”</p> +<p>And then another burst of an indignant voice:</p> +<p>“Any fool can carry sail on a ship—”</p> +<p>And so on and so on, the ship meanwhile rushing on her way +with a heavier list, a noisier splutter, a more threatening hiss +of the white, almost blinding, sheet of foam to leeward. +For the best of it was that Captain S— seemed +constitutionally incapable of giving his officers a definite +order to shorten sail; and so that extraordinarily vague row +would go on till at last it dawned upon them both, in some +particularly alarming gust, that it was time to do +something. There is nothing like the fearful inclination of +your tall spars overloaded with canvas to bring a deaf man and an +angry one to their senses.</p> +<h2>XII.</h2> +<p>So sail did get shortened more or less in time even in that +ship, and her tall spars never went overboard while I served in +her. However, all the time I was with them, Captain +S— and Mr. P— did not get on very well +together. If P— carried on “like the very +devil” because he was too deaf to know how much wind there +was, Captain S— (who, as I have said, seemed +constitutionally incapable of ordering one of his officers to +shorten sail) resented the necessity forced upon him by Mr. +P—’s desperate goings on. It was in Captain +S—’s tradition rather to reprove his officers for not +carrying on quite enough—in his phrase “for not +taking every ounce of advantage of a fair wind.” But +there was also a psychological motive that made him extremely +difficult to deal with on board that iron clipper. He had +just come out of the marvellous <i>Tweed</i>, a ship, I have +heard, heavy to look at but of phenomenal speed. In the +middle sixties she had beaten by a day and a half the steam +mail-boat from Hong Kong to Singapore. There was something +peculiarly lucky, perhaps, in the placing of her masts—who +knows? Officers of men-of-war used to come on board to take +the exact dimensions of her sail-plan. Perhaps there had +been a touch of genius or the finger of good fortune in the +fashioning of her lines at bow and stern. It is impossible +to say. She was built in the East Indies somewhere, of +teak-wood throughout, except the deck. She had a great +sheer, high bows, and a clumsy stern. The men who had seen +her described her to me as “nothing much to look +at.” But in the great Indian famine of the seventies +that ship, already old then, made some wonderful dashes across +the Gulf of Bengal with cargoes of rice from Rangoon to +Madras.</p> +<p>She took the secret of her speed with her, and, unsightly as +she was, her image surely has its glorious place in the mirror of +the old sea.</p> +<p>The point, however, is that Captain S—, who used to say +frequently, “She never made a decent passage after I left +her,” seemed to think that the secret of her speed lay in +her famous commander. No doubt the secret of many a +ship’s excellence does lie with the man on board, but it +was hopeless for Captain S— to try to make his new iron +clipper equal the feats which made the old <i>Tweed</i> a name of +praise upon the lips of English-speaking seamen. There was +something pathetic in it, as in the endeavour of an artist in his +old age to equal the masterpieces of his youth—for the +<i>Tweed’s</i> famous passages were Captain +S—’s masterpieces. It was pathetic, and perhaps +just the least bit dangerous. At any rate, I am glad that, +what between Captain S—’s yearning for old triumphs +and Mr. P—’s deafness, I have seen some memorable +carrying on to make a passage. And I have carried on myself +upon the tall spars of that Clyde shipbuilder’s masterpiece +as I have never carried on in a ship before or since.</p> +<p>The second mate falling ill during the passage, I was promoted +to officer of the watch, alone in charge of the deck. Thus +the immense leverage of the ship’s tall masts became a +matter very near my own heart. I suppose it was something +of a compliment for a young fellow to be trusted, apparently +without any supervision, by such a commander as Captain S—; +though, as far as I can remember, neither the tone, nor the +manner, nor yet the drift of Captain S—’s remarks +addressed to myself did ever, by the most strained +interpretation, imply a favourable opinion of my abilities. +And he was, I must say, a most uncomfortable commander to get +your orders from at night. If I had the watch from eight +till midnight, he would leave the deck about nine with the words, +“Don’t take any sail off her.” Then, on +the point of disappearing down the companion-way, he would add +curtly: “Don’t carry anything away.” I am +glad to say that I never did; one night, however, I was caught, +not quite prepared, by a sudden shift of wind.</p> +<p>There was, of course, a good deal of noise—running +about, the shouts of the sailors, the thrashing of the +sails—enough, in fact, to wake the dead. But S— +never came on deck. When I was relieved by the chief mate +an hour afterwards, he sent for me. I went into his +state-room; he was lying on his couch wrapped up in a rug, with a +pillow under his head.</p> +<p>“What was the matter with you up there just now?” +he asked.</p> +<p>“Wind flew round on the lee quarter, sir,” I +said.</p> +<p>“Couldn’t you see the shift coming?”</p> +<p>“Yes, sir, I thought it wasn’t very far +off.”</p> +<p>“Why didn’t you have your courses hauled up at +once, then?” he asked in a tone that ought to have made my +blood run cold.</p> +<p>But this was my chance, and I did not let it slip.</p> +<p>“Well, sir,” I said in an apologetic tone, +“she was going eleven knots very nicely, and I thought she +would do for another half-hour or so.”</p> +<p>He gazed at me darkly out of his head, lying very still on the +white pillow, for a time.</p> +<p>“Ah, yes, another half-hour. That’s the way +ships get dismasted.”</p> +<p>And that was all I got in the way of a wigging. I waited +a little while and then went out, shutting carefully the door of +the state-room after me.</p> +<p>Well, I have loved, lived with, and left the sea without ever +seeing a ship’s tall fabric of sticks, cobwebs and gossamer +go by the board. Sheer good luck, no doubt. But as to +poor P—, I am sure that he would not have got off scot-free +like this but for the god of gales, who called him away early +from this earth, which is three parts ocean, and therefore a fit +abode for sailors. A few years afterwards I met in an +Indian port a man who had served in the ships of the same +company. Names came up in our talk, names of our colleagues +in the same employ, and, naturally enough, I asked after +P—. Had he got a command yet? And the other man +answered carelessly:</p> +<p>“No; but he’s provided for, anyhow. A heavy +sea took him off the poop in the run between New Zealand and the +Horn.”</p> +<p>Thus P— passed away from amongst the tall spars of ships +that he had tried to their utmost in many a spell of boisterous +weather. He had shown me what carrying on meant, but he was +not a man to learn discretion from. He could not help his +deafness. One can only remember his cheery temper, his +admiration for the jokes in <i>Punch</i>, his little +oddities—like his strange passion for borrowing +looking-glasses, for instance. Each of our cabins had its +own looking-glass screwed to the bulkhead, and what he wanted +with more of them we never could fathom. He asked for the +loan in confidential tones. Why? Mystery. We +made various surmises. No one will ever know now. At +any rate, it was a harmless eccentricity, and may the god of +gales, who took him away so abruptly between New Zealand and the +Horn, let his soul rest in some Paradise of true seamen, where no +amount of carrying on will ever dismast a ship!</p> +<h2><a name="page69"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +69</span>XIII.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">There</span> has been a time when a +ship’s chief mate, pocket-book in hand and pencil behind +his ear, kept one eye aloft upon his riggers and the other down +the hatchway on the stevedores, and watched the disposition of +his ship’s cargo, knowing that even before she started he +was already doing his best to secure for her an easy and quick +passage.</p> +<p>The hurry of the times, the loading and discharging +organization of the docks, the use of hoisting machinery which +works quickly and will not wait, the cry for prompt despatch, the +very size of his ship, stand nowadays between the modern seaman +and the thorough knowledge of his craft.</p> +<p>There are profitable ships and unprofitable ships. The +profitable ship will carry a large load through all the hazards +of the weather, and, when at rest, will stand up in dock and +shift from berth to berth without ballast. There is a point +of perfection in a ship as a worker when she is spoken of as +being able to <i>sail</i> without ballast. I have never met +that sort of paragon myself, but I have seen these paragons +advertised amongst ships for sale. Such excess of virtue +and good-nature on the part of a ship always provoked my +mistrust. It is open to any man to say that his ship will +sail without ballast; and he will say it, too, with every mark of +profound conviction, especially if he is not going to sail in her +himself. The risk of advertising her as able to sail +without ballast is not great, since the statement does not imply +a warranty of her arriving anywhere. Moreover, it is +strictly true that most ships will sail without ballast for some +little time before they turn turtle upon the crew.</p> +<p>A shipowner loves a profitable ship; the seaman is proud of +her; a doubt of her good looks seldom exists in his mind; but if +he can boast of her more useful qualities it is an added +satisfaction for his self-love.</p> +<p>The loading of ships was once a matter of skill, judgment, and +knowledge. Thick books have been written about it. +“Stevens on Stowage” is a portly volume with the +renown and weight (in its own world) of Coke on Littleton. +Stevens is an agreeable writer, and, as is the case with men of +talent, his gifts adorn his sterling soundness. He gives +you the official teaching on the whole subject, is precise as to +rules, mentions illustrative events, quotes law cases where +verdicts turned upon a point of stowage. He is never +pedantic, and, for all his close adherence to broad principles, +he is ready to admit that no two ships can be treated exactly +alike.</p> +<p>Stevedoring, which had been a skilled labour, is fast becoming +a labour without the skill. The modern steamship with her +many holds is not loaded within the sailor-like meaning of the +word. She is filled up. Her cargo is not stowed in +any sense; it is simply dumped into her through six hatchways, +more or less, by twelve winches or so, with clatter and hurry and +racket and heat, in a cloud of steam and a mess of +coal-dust. As long as you keep her propeller under water +and take care, say, not to fling down barrels of oil on top of +bales of silk, or deposit an iron bridge-girder of five ton or so +upon a bed of coffee-bags, you have done about all in the way of +duty that the cry for prompt despatch will allow you to do.</p> +<h2>XIV.</h2> +<p>The sailing-ship, when I knew her in her days of perfection, +was a sensible creature. When I say her days of perfection, +I mean perfection of build, gear, seaworthy qualities and ease of +handling, not the perfection of speed. That quality has +departed with the change of building material. No iron ship +of yesterday ever attained the marvels of speed which the +seamanship of men famous in their time had obtained from their +wooden, copper-sheeted predecessors. Everything had been +done to make the iron ship perfect, but no wit of man had managed +to devise an efficient coating composition to keep her bottom +clean with the smooth cleanness of yellow metal sheeting. +After a spell of a few weeks at sea, an iron ship begins to lag +as if she had grown tired too soon. It is only her bottom +that is getting foul. A very little affects the speed of an +iron ship which is not driven on by a merciless propeller. +Often it is impossible to tell what inconsiderate trifle puts her +off her stride. A certain mysteriousness hangs around the +quality of speed as it was displayed by the old sailing-ships +commanded by a competent seaman. In those days the speed +depended upon the seaman; therefore, apart from the laws, rules, +and regulations for the good preservation of his cargo, he was +careful of his loading,—or what is technically called the +trim of his ship. Some ships sailed fast on an even keel, +others had to be trimmed quite one foot by the stern, and I have +heard of a ship that gave her best speed on a wind when so loaded +as to float a couple of inches by the head.</p> +<p>I call to mind a winter landscape in Amsterdam—a flat +foreground of waste land, with here and there stacks of timber, +like the huts of a camp of some very miserable tribe; the long +stretch of the Handelskade; cold, stone-faced quays, with the +snow-sprinkled ground and the hard, frozen water of the canal, in +which were set ships one behind another with their frosty +mooring-ropes hanging slack and their decks idle and deserted, +because, as the master stevedore (a gentle, pale person, with a +few golden hairs on his chin and a reddened nose) informed me, +their cargoes were frozen-in up-country on barges and +schuyts. In the distance, beyond the waste ground, and +running parallel with the line of ships, a line of brown, +warm-toned houses seemed bowed under snow-laden roofs. From +afar at the end of Tsar Peter Straat, issued in the frosty air +the tinkle of bells of the horse tramcars, appearing and +disappearing in the opening between the buildings, like little +toy carriages harnessed with toy horses and played with by people +that appeared no bigger than children.</p> +<p>I was, as the French say, biting my fists with impatience for +that cargo frozen up-country; with rage at that canal set fast, +at the wintry and deserted aspect of all those ships that seemed +to decay in grim depression for want of the open water. I +was chief mate, and very much alone. Directly I had joined +I received from my owners instructions to send all the +ship’s apprentices away on leave together, because in such +weather there was nothing for anybody to do, unless to keep up a +fire in the cabin stove. That was attended to by a snuffy +and mop-headed, inconceivably dirty, and weirdly toothless Dutch +ship-keeper, who could hardly speak three words of English, but +who must have had some considerable knowledge of the language, +since he managed invariably to interpret in the contrary sense +everything that was said to him.</p> +<p>Notwithstanding the little iron stove, the ink froze on the +swing-table in the cabin, and I found it more convenient to go +ashore stumbling over the arctic waste-land and shivering in +glazed tramcars in order to write my evening letter to my owners +in a gorgeous café in the centre of the town. It was +an immense place, lofty and gilt, upholstered in red plush, full +of electric lights and so thoroughly warmed that even the marble +tables felt tepid to the touch. The waiter who brought me +my cup of coffee bore, by comparison with my utter isolation, the +dear aspect of an intimate friend. There, alone in a noisy +crowd, I would write slowly a letter addressed to Glasgow, of +which the gist would be: There is no cargo, and no prospect of +any coming till late spring apparently. And all the time I +sat there the necessity of getting back to the ship bore heavily +on my already half-congealed spirits—the shivering in +glazed tramcars, the stumbling over the snow-sprinkled waste +ground, the vision of ships frozen in a row, appearing vaguely +like corpses of black vessels in a white world, so silent, so +lifeless, so soulless they seemed to be.</p> +<p>With precaution I would go up the side of my own particular +corpse, and would feel her as cold as ice itself and as slippery +under my feet. My cold berth would swallow up like a chilly +burial niche my bodily shivers and my mental excitement. It +was a cruel winter. The very air seemed as hard and +trenchant as steel; but it would have taken much more than this +to extinguish my sacred fire for the exercise of my craft. +No young man of twenty-four appointed chief mate for the first +time in his life would have let that Dutch tenacious winter +penetrate into his heart. I think that in those days I +never forgot the fact of my elevation for five consecutive +minutes. I fancy it kept me warm, even in my slumbers, +better than the high pile of blankets, which positively crackled +with frost as I threw them off in the morning. And I would +get up early for no reason whatever except that I was in sole +charge. The new captain had not been appointed yet.</p> +<p>Almost each morning a letter from my owners would arrive, +directing me to go to the charterers and clamour for the +ship’s cargo; to threaten them with the heaviest penalties +of demurrage; to demand that this assortment of varied +merchandise, set fast in a landscape of ice and windmills +somewhere up-country, should be put on rail instantly, and fed up +to the ship in regular quantities every day. After drinking +some hot coffee, like an Arctic explorer setting off on a sledge +journey towards the North Pole, I would go ashore and roll +shivering in a tramcar into the very heart of the town, past +clean-faced houses, past thousands of brass knockers upon a +thousand painted doors glimmering behind rows of trees of the +pavement species, leafless, gaunt, seemingly dead for ever.</p> +<p>That part of the expedition was easy enough, though the horses +were painfully glistening with icicles, and the aspect of the +tram-conductors’ faces presented a repulsive blending of +crimson and purple. But as to frightening or bullying, or +even wheedling some sort of answer out of Mr. Hudig, that was +another matter altogether. He was a big, swarthy +Netherlander, with black moustaches and a bold glance. He +always began by shoving me into a chair before I had time to open +my mouth, gave me cordially a large cigar, and in excellent +English would start to talk everlastingly about the phenomenal +severity of the weather. It was impossible to threaten a +man who, though he possessed the language perfectly, seemed +incapable of understanding any phrase pronounced in a tone of +remonstrance or discontent. As to quarrelling with him, it +would have been stupid. The weather was too bitter for +that. His office was so warm, his fire so bright, his sides +shook so heartily with laughter, that I experienced always a +great difficulty in making up my mind to reach for my hat.</p> +<p>At last the cargo did come. At first it came dribbling +in by rail in trucks, till the thaw set in; and then fast, in a +multitude of barges, with a great rush of unbound waters. +The gentle master stevedore had his hands very full at last; and +the chief mate became worried in his mind as to the proper +distribution of the weight of his first cargo in a ship he did +not personally know before.</p> +<p>Ships do want humouring. They want humouring in +handling; and if you mean to handle them well, they must have +been humoured in the distribution of the weight which you ask +them to carry through the good and evil fortune of a +passage. Your ship is a tender creature, whose +idiosyncrasies must be attended to if you mean her to come with +credit to herself and you through the rough-and-tumble of her +life.</p> +<h2>XV.</h2> +<p>So seemed to think the new captain, who arrived the day after +we had finished loading, on the very eve of the day of +sailing. I first beheld him on the quay, a complete +stranger to me, obviously not a Hollander, in a black bowler and +a short drab overcoat, ridiculously out of tone with the winter +aspect of the waste-lands, bordered by the brown fronts of houses +with their roofs dripping with melting snow.</p> +<p>This stranger was walking up and down absorbed in the marked +contemplation of the ship’s fore and aft trim; but when I +saw him squat on his heels in the slush at the very edge of the +quay to peer at the draught of water under her counter, I said to +myself, “This is the captain.” And presently I +descried his luggage coming along—a real sailor’s +chest, carried by means of rope-beckets between two men, with a +couple of leather portmanteaus and a roll of charts sheeted in +canvas piled upon the lid. The sudden, spontaneous agility +with which he bounded aboard right off the rail afforded me the +first glimpse of his real character. Without further +preliminaries than a friendly nod, he addressed me: “You +have got her pretty well in her fore and aft trim. Now, +what about your weights?”</p> +<p>I told him I had managed to keep the weight sufficiently well +up, as I thought, one-third of the whole being in the upper part +“above the beams,” as the technical expression has +it. He whistled “Phew!” scrutinizing me from +head to foot. A sort of smiling vexation was visible on his +ruddy face.</p> +<p>“Well, we shall have a lively time of it this passage, I +bet,” he said.</p> +<p>He knew. It turned out he had been chief mate of her for +the two preceding voyages; and I was already familiar with his +handwriting in the old log-books I had been perusing in my cabin +with a natural curiosity, looking up the records of my new +ship’s luck, of her behaviour, of the good times she had +had, and of the troubles she had escaped.</p> +<p>He was right in his prophecy. On our passage from +Amsterdam to Samarang with a general cargo, of which, alas! only +one-third in weight was stowed “above the beams,” we +had a lively time of it. It was lively, but not +joyful. There was not even a single moment of comfort in +it, because no seaman can feel comfortable in body or mind when +he has made his ship uneasy.</p> +<p>To travel along with a cranky ship for ninety days or so is no +doubt a nerve-trying experience; but in this case what was wrong +with our craft was this: that by my system of loading she had +been made much too stable.</p> +<p>Neither before nor since have I felt a ship roll so abruptly, +so violently, so heavily. Once she began, you felt that she +would never stop, and this hopeless sensation, characterizing the +motion of ships whose centre of gravity is brought down too low +in loading, made everyone on board weary of keeping on his +feet. I remember once over-hearing one of the hands say: +“By Heavens, Jack! I feel as if I didn’t mind +how soon I let myself go, and let the blamed hooker knock my +brains out if she likes.” The captain used to remark +frequently: “Ah, yes; I dare say one-third weight above +beams would have been quite enough for most ships. But +then, you see, there’s no two of them alike on the seas, +and she’s an uncommonly ticklish jade to load.”</p> +<p>Down south, running before the gales of high latitudes, she +made our life a burden to us. There were days when nothing +would keep even on the swing-tables, when there was no position +where you could fix yourself so as not to feel a constant strain +upon all the muscles of your body. She rolled and rolled +with an awful dislodging jerk and that dizzily fast sweep of her +masts on every swing. It was a wonder that the men sent +aloft were not flung off the yards, the yards not flung off the +masts, the masts not flung overboard. The captain in his +armchair, holding on grimly at the head of the table, with the +soup-tureen rolling on one side of the cabin and the steward +sprawling on the other, would observe, looking at me: +“That’s your one-third above the beams. The +only thing that surprises me is that the sticks have stuck to her +all this time.”</p> +<p>Ultimately some of the minor spars did go—nothing +important: spanker-booms and such-like—because at times the +frightful impetus of her rolling would part a fourfold tackle of +new three-inch Manilla line as if it were weaker than +pack-thread.</p> +<p>It was only poetic justice that the chief mate who had made a +mistake—perhaps a half-excusable one—about the +distribution of his ship’s cargo should pay the +penalty. A piece of one of the minor spars that did carry +away flew against the chief mate’s back, and sent him +sliding on his face for quite a considerable distance along the +main deck. Thereupon followed various and unpleasant +consequences of a physical order—“queer +symptoms,” as the captain, who treated them, used to say; +inexplicable periods of powerlessness, sudden accesses of +mysterious pain; and the patient agreed fully with the regretful +mutters of his very attentive captain wishing that it had been a +straightforward broken leg. Even the Dutch doctor who took +the case up in Samarang offered no scientific explanation. +All he said was: “Ah, friend, you are young yet; it may be +very serious for your whole life. You must leave your ship; +you must quite silent be for three months—quite +silent.”</p> +<p>Of course, he meant the chief mate to keep quiet—to lay +up, as a matter of fact. His manner was impressive enough, +if his English was childishly imperfect when compared with the +fluency of Mr. Hudig, the figure at the other end of that +passage, and memorable enough in its way. In a great airy +ward of a Far Eastern hospital, lying on my back, I had plenty of +leisure to remember the dreadful cold and snow of Amsterdam, +while looking at the fronds of the palm-trees tossing and +rustling at the height of the window. I could remember the +elated feeling and the soul-gripping cold of those tramway +journeys taken into town to put what in diplomatic language is +called pressure upon the good Hudig, with his warm fire, his +armchair, his big cigar, and the never-failing suggestion in his +good-natured voice: “I suppose in the end it is you they +will appoint captain before the ship sails?” It may +have been his extreme good-nature, the serious, unsmiling +good-nature of a fat, swarthy man with coal-black moustache and +steady eyes; but he might have been a bit of a diplomatist, +too. His enticing suggestions I used to repel modestly by +the assurance that it was extremely unlikely, as I had not enough +experience. “You know very well how to go about +business matters,” he used to say, with a sort of affected +moodiness clouding his serene round face. I wonder whether +he ever laughed to himself after I had left the office. I +dare say he never did, because I understand that diplomatists, in +and out of the career, take themselves and their tricks with an +exemplary seriousness.</p> +<p>But he had nearly persuaded me that I was fit in every way to +be trusted with a command. There came three months of +mental worry, hard rolling, remorse, and physical pain to drive +home the lesson of insufficient experience.</p> +<p>Yes, your ship wants to be humoured with knowledge. You +must treat with an understanding consideration the mysteries of +her feminine nature, and then she will stand by you faithfully in +the unceasing struggle with forces wherein defeat is no +shame. It is a serious relation, that in which a man stands +to his ship. She has her <a name="page86"></a><span +class="pagenum">p. 86</span>rights as though she could breathe +and speak; and, indeed, there are ships that, for the right man, +will do anything but speak, as the saying goes.</p> +<p>A ship is not a slave. You must make her easy in a +seaway, you must never forget that you owe her the fullest share +of your thought, of your skill, of your self-love. If you +remember that obligation, naturally and without effort, as if it +were an instinctive feeling of your inner life, she will sail, +stay, run for you as long as she is able, or, like a sea-bird +going to rest upon the angry waves, she will lay out the heaviest +gale that ever made you doubt living long enough to see another +sunrise.</p> +<h2>XVI.</h2> +<p>Often I turn with melancholy eagerness to the space reserved +in the newspapers under the general heading of “Shipping +Intelligence.” I meet there the names of ships I have +known. Every year some of these names disappear—the +names of old friends. “Tempi passati!”</p> +<p>The different divisions of that kind of news are set down in +their order, which varies but slightly in its arrangement of +concise headlines. And first comes +“Speakings”—reports of ships met and signalled +at sea, name, port, where from, where bound for, so many days +out, ending frequently with the words “All +well.” Then come “Wrecks and +Casualties”—a longish array of paragraphs, unless the +weather has been fair and clear, and friendly to ships all over +the world.</p> +<p>On some days there appears the heading +“Overdue”—an ominous threat of loss and sorrow +trembling yet in the balance of fate. There is something +sinister to a seaman in the very grouping of the letters which +form this word, clear in its meaning, and seldom threatening in +vain.</p> +<p>Only a very few days more—appallingly few to the hearts +which had set themselves bravely to hope against hope—three +weeks, a month later, perhaps, the name of ships under the blight +of the “Overdue” heading shall appear again in the +column of “Shipping Intelligence,” but under the +final declaration of “Missing.”</p> +<p>“The ship, or barque, or brig So-and-so, bound from such +a port, with such and such cargo, for such another port, having +left at such and such a date, last spoken at sea on such a day, +and never having been heard of since, was posted to-day as +missing.” Such in its strictly official eloquence is +the form of funeral orations on ships that, perhaps wearied with +a long struggle, or in some unguarded moment that may come to the +readiest of us, had let themselves be overwhelmed by a sudden +blow from the enemy.</p> +<p>Who can say? Perhaps the men she carried had asked her +to do too much, had stretched beyond breaking-point the enduring +faithfulness which seems wrought and hammered into that +assemblage of iron ribs and plating, of wood and steel and canvas +and wire, which goes to the making of a ship—a complete +creation endowed with character, individuality, qualities and +defects, by men whose hands launch her upon the water, and that +other men shall learn to know with an intimacy surpassing the +intimacy of man with man, to love with a love nearly as great as +that of man for woman, and often as blind in its infatuated +disregard of defects.</p> +<p>There are ships which bear a bad name, but I have yet to meet +one whose crew for the time being failed to stand up angrily for +her against every criticism. One ship which I call to mind +now had the reputation of killing somebody every voyage she +made. This was no calumny, and yet I remember well, +somewhere far back in the late seventies, that the crew of that +ship were, if anything, rather proud of her evil fame, as if they +had been an utterly corrupt lot of desperadoes glorying in their +association with an atrocious creature. We, belonging to +other vessels moored all about the Circular Quay in Sydney, used +to shake our heads at her with a great sense of the unblemished +virtue of our own well-loved ships.</p> +<p>I shall not pronounce her name. She is +“missing” now, after a sinister but, from the point +of view of her owners, a useful career extending over many years, +and, I should say, across every ocean of our globe. Having +killed a man for every voyage, and perhaps rendered more +misanthropic by the infirmities that come with years upon a ship, +she had made up her mind to kill all hands at once before leaving +the scene of her exploits. A fitting end, this, to a life +of usefulness and crime—in a last outburst of an evil +passion supremely satisfied on some wild night, perhaps, to the +applauding clamour of wind and wave.</p> +<p>How did she do it? In the word “missing” +there is a horrible depth of doubt and speculation. Did she +go quickly from under the men’s feet, or did she resist to +the end, letting the sea batter her to pieces, start her butts, +wrench her frame, load her with an increasing weight of salt +water, and, dismasted, unmanageable, rolling heavily, her boats +gone, her decks swept, had she wearied her men half to death with +the unceasing labour at the pumps before she sank with them like +a stone?</p> +<p>However, such a case must be rare. I imagine a raft of +some sort could always be contrived; and, even if it saved no +one, it would float on and be picked up, perhaps conveying some +hint of the vanished name. Then that ship would not be, +properly speaking, missing. She would be “lost with +all hands,” and in that distinction there is a subtle +difference—less horror and a less appalling darkness.</p> +<h2>XVII.</h2> +<p>The unholy fascination of dread dwells in the thought of the +last moments of a ship reported as “missing” in the +columns of the <i>Shipping Gazette</i>. Nothing of her ever +comes to light—no grating, no lifebuoy, no piece of boat or +branded oar—to give a hint of the place and date of her +sudden end. The <i>Shipping Gazette</i> does not even call +her “lost with all hands.” She remains simply +“missing”; she has disappeared enigmatically into a +mystery of fate as big as the world, where your imagination of a +brother-sailor, of a fellow-servant and lover of ships, may range +unchecked.</p> +<p>And yet sometimes one gets a hint of what the last scene may +be like in the life of a ship and her crew, which resembles a +drama in its struggle against a great force bearing it up, +formless, ungraspable, chaotic and mysterious, as fate.</p> +<p>It was on a gray afternoon in the lull of a three days’ +gale that had left the Southern Ocean tumbling heavily upon our +ship, under a sky hung with rags of clouds that seemed to have +been cut and hacked by the keen edge of a sou’-west +gale.</p> +<p>Our craft, a Clyde-built barque of 1,000 tons, rolled so +heavily that something aloft had carried away. No matter +what the damage was, but it was serious enough to induce me to go +aloft myself with a couple of hands and the carpenter to see the +temporary repairs properly done.</p> +<p>Sometimes we had to drop everything and cling with both hands +to the swaying spars, holding our breath in fear of a terribly +heavy roll. And, wallowing as if she meant to turn over +with us, the barque, her decks full of water, her gear flying in +bights, ran at some ten knots an hour. We had been driven +far south—much farther that way than we had meant to go; +and suddenly, up there in the slings of the foreyard, in the +midst of our work, I felt my shoulder gripped with such force in +the carpenter’s powerful paw that I positively yelled with +unexpected pain. The man’s eyes stared close in my +face, and he shouted, “Look, sir! look! What’s +this?” pointing ahead with his other hand.</p> +<p>At first I saw nothing. The sea was one empty wilderness +of black and white hills. Suddenly, half-concealed in the +tumult of the foaming rollers I made out awash, something +enormous, rising and falling—something spread out like a +burst of foam, but with a more bluish, more solid look.</p> +<p>It was a piece of an ice-floe melted down to a fragment, but +still big enough to sink a ship, and floating lower than any +raft, right in our way, as if ambushed among the waves with +murderous intent. There was no time to get down on +deck. I shouted from aloft till my head was ready to +split. I was heard aft, and we managed to clear the sunken +floe which had come all the way from the Southern ice-cap to have +a try at our unsuspecting lives. Had it been an hour later, +nothing could have saved the ship, for no eye could have made out +in the dusk that pale piece of ice swept over by the +white-crested waves.</p> +<p>And as we stood near the taffrail side by side, my captain and +I, looking at it, hardly discernible already, but still quite +close-to on our quarter, he remarked in a meditative tone:</p> +<p>“But for the turn of that wheel just in time, there +would have been another case of a ‘missing’ +ship.”</p> +<p>Nobody ever comes back from a “missing” ship to +tell how hard was the death of the craft, and how sudden and +overwhelming the last anguish of her men. Nobody can say +with what thoughts, with what regrets, with what words on their +lips they died. But there is something fine in the sudden +passing away of these hearts from the extremity of struggle and +stress and tremendous uproar—from the vast, unrestful rage +of the surface to the profound peace of the depths, sleeping +untroubled since the beginning of ages.</p> +<h2>XVIII.</h2> +<p>But if the word “missing” brings all hope to an +end and settles the loss of the underwriters, the word +“overdue” confirms the fears already born in many +homes ashore, and opens the door of speculation in the market of +risks.</p> +<p>Maritime risks, be it understood. There is a class of +optimists ready to reinsure an “overdue” ship at a +heavy premium. But nothing can insure the hearts on shore +against the bitterness of waiting for the worst.</p> +<p>For if a “missing” ship has never turned up within +the memory of seamen of my generation, the name of an +“overdue” ship, trembling as it were on the edge of +the fatal heading, has been known to appear as +“arrived.”</p> +<p>It must blaze up, indeed, with a great brilliance the dull +printer’s ink expended on the assemblage of the few letters +that form the ship’s name to the anxious eyes scanning the +page in fear and trembling. It is like the message of +reprieve from the sentence of sorrow suspended over many a home, +even if some of the men in her have been the most homeless +mortals that you may find among the wanderers of the sea.</p> +<p>The reinsurer, the optimist of ill-luck and disaster, slaps +his pocket with satisfaction. The underwriter, who had been +trying to minimize the amount of impending loss, regrets his +premature pessimism. The ship has been stauncher, the skies +more merciful, the seas less angry, or perhaps the men on board +of a finer temper than he has been willing to take for +granted.</p> +<p>“The ship So-and-so, bound to such a port, and posted as +‘overdue,’ has been reported yesterday as having +arrived safely at her destination.”</p> +<p>Thus run the official words of the reprieve addressed to the +hearts ashore lying under a heavy sentence. And they come +swiftly from the other side of the earth, over wires and cables, +for your electric telegraph is a great alleviator of +anxiety. Details, of course, shall follow. And they +may unfold a tale of narrow escape, of steady ill-luck, of high +winds and heavy weather, of ice, of interminable calms or endless +head-gales; a tale of difficulties overcome, of adversity defied +by a small knot of men upon the great loneliness of the sea; a +tale of resource, of courage—of helplessness, perhaps.</p> +<p>Of all ships disabled at sea, a steamer who has lost her +propeller is the most helpless. And if she drifts into an +unpopulated part of the ocean she may soon become overdue. +The menace of the “overdue” and the finality of +“missing” come very quickly to steamers whose life, +fed on coals and breathing the black breath of smoke into the +air, goes on in disregard of wind and wave. Such a one, a +big steamship, too, whose working life had been a record of +faithful keeping time from land to land, in disregard of wind and +sea, once lost her propeller down south, on her passage out to +New Zealand.</p> +<p>It was the wintry, murky time of cold gales and heavy +seas. With the snapping of her tail-shaft her life seemed +suddenly to depart from her big body, and from a stubborn, +arrogant existence she passed all at once into the passive state +of a drifting log. A ship sick with her own weakness has +not the pathos of a ship vanquished in a battle with the +elements, wherein consists the inner drama of her life. No +seaman can look without compassion upon a disabled ship, but to +look at a sailing-vessel with her lofty spars gone is to look +upon a defeated but indomitable warrior. There is defiance +in the remaining stumps of her masts, raised up like maimed limbs +against the menacing scowl of a stormy sky; there is high courage +in the upward sweep of her lines towards the bow; and as soon as, +on a hastily-rigged spar, a strip of canvas is shown to the wind +to keep her head to sea, she faces the waves again with an +unsubdued courage.</p> +<h2>XIX.</h2> +<p>The efficiency of a steamship consists not so much in her +courage as in the power she carries within herself. It +beats and throbs like a pulsating heart within her iron ribs, and +when it stops, the steamer, whose life is not so much a contest +as the disdainful ignoring of the sea, sickens and dies upon the +waves. The sailing-ship, with her unthrobbing body, seemed +to lead mysteriously a sort of unearthly existence, bordering +upon the magic of the invisible forces, sustained by the +inspiration of life-giving and death-dealing winds.</p> +<p>So that big steamer, dying by a sudden stroke, drifted, an +unwieldy corpse, away from the track of other ships. And +she would have been posted really as “overdue,” or +maybe as “missing,” had she not been sighted in a +snowstorm, vaguely, like a strange rolling island, by a whaler +going north from her Polar cruising ground. There was +plenty of food on board, and I don’t know whether the +nerves of her passengers were at all affected by anything else +than the sense of interminable boredom or the vague fear of that +unusual situation. Does a passenger ever feel the life of +the ship in which he is being carried like a sort of honoured +bale of highly sensitive goods? For a man who has never +been a passenger it is impossible to say. But I know that +there is no harder trial for a seaman than to feel a dead ship +under his feet.</p> +<p>There is no mistaking that sensation, so dismal, so tormenting +and so subtle, so full of unhappiness and unrest. I could +imagine no worse eternal punishment for evil seamen who die +unrepentant upon the earthly sea than that their souls should be +condemned to man the ghosts of disabled ships, drifting for ever +across a ghostly and tempestuous ocean.</p> +<p>She must have looked ghostly enough, that broken-down steamer, +rolling in that snowstorm—a dark apparition in a world of +white snowflakes to the staring eyes of that whaler’s +crew. Evidently they didn’t believe in ghosts, for on +arrival into port her captain unromantically reported having +sighted a disabled steamer in latitude somewhere about 50 degrees +S. and a longitude still more uncertain. Other steamers +came out to look for her, and ultimately towed her away from the +cold edge of the world into a harbour with docks and workshops, +where, with many blows of hammers, her pulsating heart of steel +was set going again to go forth presently in the renewed pride of +its strength, fed on fire and water, breathing black smoke into +the air, pulsating, throbbing, shouldering its arrogant way +against the great rollers in blind disdain of winds and sea.</p> +<p>The track she had made when drifting while her heart stood +still within her iron ribs looked like a tangled thread on the +white paper of the chart. It was shown to me by a friend, +her second officer. In that surprising tangle there were +words in minute letters—“gales,” “thick +fog,” “ice”—written by him here and there +as memoranda of the weather. She had interminably turned +upon her tracks, she had crossed and recrossed her haphazard path +till it resembled nothing so much as a puzzling maze of pencilled +lines without a meaning. But in that maze there lurked all +the romance of the “overdue” and a menacing hint of +“missing.”</p> +<p>“We had three weeks of it,” said my friend, +“just think of that!”</p> +<p>“How did you feel about it?” I asked.</p> +<p>He waved his hand as much as to say: It’s all in the +day’s work. But then, abruptly, as if making up his +mind:</p> +<p>“I’ll tell you. Towards the last I used to +shut myself up in my berth and cry.”</p> +<p>“Cry?”</p> +<p>“Shed tears,” he explained briefly, and rolled up +the chart.</p> +<p>I can answer for it, he was a good man—as good as ever +stepped upon a ship’s deck—but he could not bear the +feeling of a dead ship under his feet: the sickly, disheartening +feeling which the men of some “overdue” ships that +come into harbour at last under a jury-rig must have felt, +combated, and overcome in the faithful discharge of their +duty.</p> +<h2><a name="page102"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +102</span>XX.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">It</span> is difficult for a seaman to +believe that his stranded ship does not feel as unhappy at the +unnatural predicament of having no water under her keel as he is +himself at feeling her stranded.</p> +<p>Stranding is, indeed, the reverse of sinking. The sea +does not close upon the water-logged hull with a sunny ripple, or +maybe with the angry rush of a curling wave, erasing her name +from the roll of living ships. No. It is as if an +invisible hand had been stealthily uplifted from the bottom to +catch hold of her keel as it glides through the water.</p> +<p>More than any other event does stranding bring to the sailor a +sense of utter and dismal failure. There are strandings and +strandings, but I am safe to say that 90 per cent. of them are +occasions in which a sailor, without dishonour, may well wish +himself dead; and I have no doubt that of those who had the +experience of their ship taking the ground, 90 per cent. did +actually for five seconds or so wish themselves dead.</p> +<p>“Taking the ground” is the professional expression +for a ship that is stranded in gentle circumstances. But +the feeling is more as if the ground had taken hold of her. +It is for those on her deck a surprising sensation. It is +as if your feet had been caught in an imponderable snare; you +feel the balance of your body threatened, and the steady poise of +your mind is destroyed at once. This sensation lasts only a +second, for even while you stagger something seems to turn over +in your head, bringing uppermost the mental exclamation, full of +astonishment and dismay, “By Jove! she’s on the +ground!”</p> +<p>And that is very terrible. After all, the only mission +of a seaman’s calling is to keep ships’ keels off the +ground. Thus the moment of her stranding takes away from +him every excuse for his continued existence. To keep ships +afloat is his business; it is his trust; it is the effective +formula of the bottom of all these vague impulses, dreams, and +illusions that go to the making up of a boy’s +vocation. The grip of the land upon the keel of your ship, +even if nothing worse comes of it than the wear and tear of +tackle and the loss of time, remains in a seaman’s memory +an indelibly fixed taste of disaster.</p> +<p>“Stranded” within the meaning of this paper stands +for a more or less excusable mistake. A ship may be +“driven ashore” by stress of weather. It is a +catastrophe, a defeat. To be “run ashore” has +the littleness, poignancy, and bitterness of human error.</p> +<h2>XXI.</h2> +<p>That is why your “strandings” are for the most +part so unexpected. In fact, they are all unexpected, +except those heralded by some short glimpse of the danger, full +of agitation and excitement, like an awakening from a dream of +incredible folly.</p> +<p>The land suddenly at night looms up right over your bows, or +perhaps the cry of “Broken water ahead!” is raised, +and some long mistake, some complicated edifice of self-delusion, +over-confidence, and wrong reasoning is brought down in a fatal +shock, and the heart-searing experience of your ship’s keel +scraping and scrunching over, say, a coral reef. It is a +sound, for its size, far more terrific to your soul than that of +a world coming violently to an end. But out of that chaos +your belief in your own prudence and sagacity reasserts +itself. You ask yourself, Where on earth did I get +to? How on earth did I get there? with a conviction that it +could not be your own act, that there has been at work some +mysterious conspiracy of accident; that the charts are all wrong, +and if the charts are not wrong, that land and sea have changed +their places; that your misfortune shall for ever remain +inexplicable, since you have lived always with the sense of your +trust, the last thing on closing your eyes, the first on opening +them, as if your mind had kept firm hold of your responsibility +during the hours of sleep.</p> +<p>You contemplate mentally your mischance, till little by little +your mood changes, cold doubt steals into the very marrow of your +bones, you see the inexplicable fact in another light. That +is the time when you ask yourself, How on earth could I have been +fool enough to get there? And you are ready to renounce all +belief in your good sense, in your knowledge, in your fidelity, +in what you thought till then was the best in you, giving you the +daily bread of life and the moral support of other men’s +confidence.</p> +<p>The ship is lost or not lost. Once stranded, you have to +do your best by her. She may be saved by your efforts, by +your resource and fortitude bearing up against the heavy weight +of guilt and failure. And there are justifiable strandings +in fogs, on uncharted seas, on dangerous shores, through +treacherous tides. But, saved or not saved, there remains +with her commander a distinct sense of loss, a flavour in the +mouth of the real, abiding danger that lurks in all the forms of +human existence. It is an acquisition, too, that +feeling. A man may be the better for it, but he will not be +the same. Damocles has seen the sword suspended by a hair +over his head, and though a good man need not be made less +valuable by such a knowledge, the feast shall not henceforth have +the same flavour.</p> +<p>Years ago I was concerned as chief mate in a case of stranding +which was not fatal to the ship. We went to work for ten +hours on end, laying out anchors in readiness to heave off at +high water. While I was still busy about the decks forward +I heard the steward at my elbow saying: “The captain asks +whether you mean to come in, sir, and have something to eat +to-day.”</p> +<p>I went into the cuddy. My captain sat at the head of the +table like a statue. There was a strange motionlessness of +everything in that pretty little cabin. The swing-table +which for seventy odd days had been always on the move, if ever +so little, hung quite still above the soup-tureen. Nothing +could have altered the rich colour of my commander’s +complexion, laid on generously by wind and sea; but between the +two tufts of fair hair above his ears, his skull, generally +suffused with the hue of blood, shone dead white, like a dome of +ivory. And he looked strangely untidy. I perceived he +had not shaved himself that day; and yet the wildest motion of +the ship in the most stormy latitudes we had passed through, +never made him miss one single morning ever since we left the +Channel. The fact must be that a commander cannot possibly +shave himself when his ship is aground. I have commanded +ships myself, but I don’t know; I have never tried to shave +in my life.</p> +<p>He did not offer to help me or himself till I had coughed +markedly several times. I talked to him professionally in a +cheery tone, and ended with the confident assertion:</p> +<p>“We shall get her off before midnight, sir.”</p> +<p>He smiled faintly without looking up, and muttered as if to +himself:</p> +<p>“Yes, yes; the captain put the ship ashore and we got +her off.”</p> +<p>Then, raising his head, he attacked grumpily the steward, a +lanky, anxious youth with a long, pale face and two big front +teeth.</p> +<p>“What makes this soup so bitter? I am surprised +the mate can swallow the beastly stuff. I’m sure the +cook’s ladled some salt water into it by +mistake.”</p> +<p>The charge was so outrageous that the steward for all answer +only dropped his eyelids bashfully.</p> +<p>There was nothing the matter with the soup. I had a +second helping. My heart was warm with hours of hard work +at the head of a willing crew. I was elated with having +handled heavy anchors, cables, boats without the slightest hitch; +<a name="page109"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 109</span>pleased +with having laid out scientifically bower, stream, and kedge +exactly where I believed they would do most good. On that +occasion the bitter taste of a stranding was not for my +mouth. That experience came later, and it was only then +that I understood the loneliness of the man in charge.</p> +<p>It’s the captain who puts the ship ashore; it’s we +who get her off.</p> +<h2>XXII.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">It</span> seems to me that no man born and +truthful to himself could declare that he ever saw the sea +looking young as the earth looks young in spring. But some +of us, regarding the ocean with understanding and affection, have +seen it looking old, as if the immemorial ages had been stirred +up from the undisturbed bottom of ooze. For it is a gale of +wind that makes the sea look old.</p> +<p>From a distance of years, looking at the remembered aspects of +the storms lived through, it is that impression which disengages +itself clearly from the great body of impressions left by many +years of intimate contact.</p> +<p>If you would know the age of the earth, look upon the sea in a +storm. The grayness of the whole immense surface, the wind +furrows upon the faces of the waves, the great masses of foam, +tossed about and waving, like matted white locks, give to the sea +in a gale an appearance of hoary age, lustreless, dull, without +gleams, as though it had been created before light itself.</p> +<p>Looking back after much love and much trouble, the instinct of +primitive man, who seeks to personify the forces of Nature for +his affection and for his fear, is awakened again in the breast +of one civilized beyond that stage even in his infancy. One +seems to have known gales as enemies, and even as enemies one +embraces them in that affectionate regret which clings to the +past.</p> +<p>Gales have their personalities, and, after all, perhaps it is +not strange; for, when all is said and done, they are adversaries +whose wiles you must defeat, whose violence you must resist, and +yet with whom you must live in the intimacies of nights and +days.</p> +<p>Here speaks the man of masts and sails, to whom the sea is not +a navigable element, but an intimate companion. The length +of passages, the growing sense of solitude, the close dependence +upon the very forces that, friendly to-day, without changing +their nature, by the mere putting forth of their might, become +dangerous to-morrow, make for that sense of fellowship which +modern seamen, good men as they are, cannot hope to know. +And, besides, your modern ship which is a steamship makes her +passages on other principles than yielding to the weather and +humouring the sea. She receives smashing blows, but she +advances; it is a slogging fight, and not a scientific +campaign. The machinery, the steel, the fire, the steam, +have stepped in between the man and the sea. A modern fleet +of ships does not so much make use of the sea as exploit a +highway. The modern ship is not the sport of the +waves. Let us say that each of her voyages is a triumphant +progress; and yet it is a question whether it is not a more +subtle and more human triumph to be the sport of the waves and +yet survive, achieving your end.</p> +<p>In his own time a man is always very modern. Whether the +seamen of three hundred years hence will have the faculty of +sympathy it is impossible to say. An incorrigible mankind +hardens its heart in the progress of its own +perfectability. How will they feel on seeing the +illustrations to the sea novels of our day, or of our +yesterday? It is impossible to guess. But the seaman +of the last generation, brought into sympathy with the caravels +of ancient time by his sailing-ship, their lineal descendant, +cannot look upon those lumbering forms navigating the naïve +seas of ancient woodcuts without a feeling of surprise, of +affectionate derision, envy, and admiration. For those +things, whose unmanageableness, even when represented on paper, +makes one gasp with a sort of amused horror, were manned by men +who are his direct professional ancestors.</p> +<p>No; the seamen of three hundred years hence will probably be +neither touched nor moved to derision, affection, or +admiration. They will glance at the photogravures of our +nearly defunct sailing-ships with a cold, inquisitive and +indifferent eye. Our ships of yesterday will stand to their +ships as no lineal ancestors, but as mere predecessors whose +course will have been run and the race extinct. Whatever +craft he handles with skill, the seaman of the future shall be, +not our descendant, but only our successor.</p> +<h2>XXIII.</h2> +<p>And so much depends upon the craft which, made by man, is one +with man, that the sea shall wear for him another aspect. I +remember once seeing the commander—officially the master, +by courtesy the captain—of a fine iron ship of the old wool +fleet shaking his head at a very pretty brigantine. She was +bound the other way. She was a taut, trim, neat little +craft, extremely well kept; and on that serene evening when we +passed her close she looked the embodiment of coquettish comfort +on the sea. It was somewhere near the Cape—<i>The</i> +Cape being, of course, the Cape of Good Hope, the Cape of Storms +of its Portuguese discoverer. And whether it is that the +word “storm” should not be pronounced upon the sea +where the storms dwell thickly, or because men are shy of +confessing their good hopes, it has become the nameless +cape—the Cape <i>tout court</i>. The other great cape +of the world, strangely enough, is seldom if ever called a +cape. We say, “a voyage round the Horn”; +“we rounded the Horn”; “we got a frightful +battering off the Horn”; but rarely “Cape +Horn,” and, indeed, with some reason, for Cape Horn is as +much an island as a cape. The third stormy cape of the +world, which is the Leeuwin, receives generally its full name, as +if to console its second-rate dignity. These are the capes +that look upon the gales.</p> +<p>The little brigantine, then, had doubled the Cape. +Perhaps she was coming from Port Elizabeth, from East +London—who knows? It was many years ago, but I +remember well the captain of the wool-clipper nodding at her with +the words, “Fancy having to go about the sea in a thing +like that!”</p> +<p>He was a man brought up in big deep-water ships, and the size +of the craft under his feet was a part of his conception of the +sea. His own ship was certainly big as ships went +then. He may have thought of the size of his cabin, +or—unconsciously, perhaps—have conjured up a vision +of a vessel so small tossing amongst the great seas. I +didn’t inquire, and to a young second mate the captain of +the little pretty brigantine, sitting astride a camp stool with +his chin resting on his hands that were crossed upon the rail, +might have appeared a minor king amongst men. We passed her +within earshot, without a hail, reading each other’s names +with the naked eye.</p> +<p>Some years later, the second mate, the recipient of that +almost involuntary mutter, could have told his captain that a man +brought up in big ships may yet take a peculiar delight in what +we should both then have called a small craft. Probably the +captain of the big ship would not have understood very +well. His answer would have been a gruff, “Give me +size,” as I heard another man reply to a remark praising +the handiness of a small vessel. It was not a love of the +grandiose or the prestige attached to the command of great +tonnage, for he continued, with an air of disgust and contempt, +“Why, you get flung out of your bunk as likely as not in +any sort of heavy weather.”</p> +<p>I don’t know. I remember a few nights in my +lifetime, and in a big ship, too (as big as they made them then), +when one did not get flung out of one’s bed simply because +one never even attempted to get in; one had been made too weary, +too hopeless, to try. The expedient of turning your bedding +out on to a damp floor and lying on it there was no earthly good, +since you could not keep your place or get a second’s rest +in that or any other position. But of the delight of seeing +a small craft run bravely amongst the great seas there can be no +question to him whose soul does not dwell ashore. Thus I +well remember a three days’ run got out of a little barque +of 400 tons somewhere between the islands of St. Paul and +Amsterdam and Cape Otway on the Australian coast. It was a +hard, long gale, gray clouds and green sea, heavy weather +undoubtedly, but still what a sailor would call manageable. +Under two lower topsails and a reefed foresail the barque seemed +to race with a long, steady sea that did not becalm her in the +troughs. The solemn thundering combers caught her up from +astern, passed her with a fierce boiling up of foam level with +the bulwarks, swept on ahead with a swish and a roar: and the +little vessel, dipping her jib-boom into the tumbling froth, +would go on running in a smooth, glassy hollow, a deep valley +between two ridges of the sea, hiding the horizon ahead and +astern. There was such fascination in her pluck, +nimbleness, the continual exhibition of unfailing seaworthiness, +in the semblance of courage and endurance, that I could not give +up the delight of watching her run through the three +unforgettable days of that gale which my mate also delighted to +extol as “a famous shove.”</p> +<p>And this is one of those gales whose memory in after-years +returns, welcome in dignified austerity, as you would remember +with pleasure the noble features of a stranger with whom you +crossed swords once in knightly encounter and are never to see +again. In this way gales have their physiognomy. You +remember them by your own feelings, and no two gales stamp +themselves in the same way upon your emotions. Some cling +to you in woebegone misery; others come back fiercely and +weirdly, like ghouls bent upon sucking your strength away; +others, again, have a catastrophic splendour; some are +unvenerated recollections, as of spiteful wild-cats clawing at +your agonized vitals; others are severe, like a visitation; and +one or two rise up draped and mysterious, with an aspect of +ominous menace. In each of them there is a characteristic +point at which the whole feeling seems contained in one single +moment. Thus there is a certain four o’clock in the +morning in the confused roar of a black and white world when +coming on deck to take charge of my watch I received the +instantaneous impression that the ship could not live for another +hour in such a raging sea.</p> +<p>I wonder what became of the men who silently (you +couldn’t hear yourself speak) must have shared that +conviction with me. To be left to write about it is not, +perhaps, the most enviable fate; but the point is that this +impression resumes in its intensity the whole recollection of +days and days of desperately dangerous weather. We were +then, for reasons which it is not worth while to specify, in the +close neighbourhood of Kerguelen Land; and now, when I open an +atlas and look at the tiny dots on the map of the Southern Ocean, +I see as if engraved upon the paper the enraged physiognomy of +that gale.</p> +<p>Another, strangely, recalls a silent man. And yet it was +not din that was wanting; in fact, it was terrific. That +one was a gale that came upon the ship swiftly, like a parnpero, +which last is a very sudden wind indeed. Before we knew +very well what was coming all the sails we had set had burst; the +furled ones were blowing loose, ropes flying, sea +hissing—it hissed tremendously—wind howling, and the +ship lying on her side, so that half of the crew were swimming +and the other half clawing desperately at whatever came to hand, +according to the side of the deck each man had been caught on by +the catastrophe, either to leeward or to windward. The +shouting I need not mention—it was the merest drop in an +ocean of noise—and yet the character of the gale seems +contained in the recollection of one small, not particularly +impressive, sallow man without a cap and with a very still +face. Captain Jones—let us call him Jones—had +been caught unawares. Two orders he had given at the first +sign of an utterly unforeseen onset; after that the magnitude of +his mistake seemed to have overwhelmed him. We were doing +what was needed and feasible. The ship behaved well. +Of course, it was some time before we could pause in our fierce +and laborious exertions; but all through the work, the +excitement, the uproar, and some dismay, we were aware of this +silent little man at the break of the poop, perfectly motionless, +soundless, and often hidden from us by the drift of sprays.</p> +<p>When we officers clambered at last upon the poop, he seemed to +come out of that numbed composure, and shouted to us down wind: +“Try the pumps.” Afterwards he +disappeared. As to the ship, I need not say that, although +she was presently swallowed up in one of the blackest nights I +can remember, she did not disappear. In truth, I +don’t fancy that there had ever been much danger of that, +but certainly the experience was noisy and particularly +distracting—and yet it is the memory of a very quiet +silence that survives.</p> +<h2>XXIV.</h2> +<p>For, after all, a gale of wind, the thing of mighty sound, is +inarticulate. It is man who, in a chance phrase, interprets +the elemental passion of his enemy. Thus there is another +gale in my memory, a thing of endless, deep, humming roar, +moonlight, and a spoken sentence.</p> +<p>It was off that other cape which is always deprived of its +title as the Cape of Good Hope is robbed of its name. It +was off the Horn. For a true expression of dishevelled +wildness there is nothing like a gale in the bright moonlight of +a high latitude.</p> +<p>The ship, brought-to and bowing to enormous flashing seas, +glistened wet from deck to trucks; her one set sail stood out a +coal-black shape upon the gloomy blueness of the air. I was +a youngster then, and suffering from weariness, cold, and +imperfect oilskins which let water in at every seam. I +craved human companionship, and, coming off the poop, took my +place by the side of the boatswain (a man whom I did not like) in +a comparatively dry spot where at worst we had water only up to +our knees. Above our heads the explosive booming gusts of +wind passed continuously, justifying the sailor’s saying +“It blows great guns.” And just from that need +of human companionship, being very close to the man, I said, or +rather shouted:</p> +<p>“Blows very hard, boatswain.”</p> +<p>His answer was:</p> +<p>“Ay, and if it blows only a little harder things will +begin to go. I don’t mind as long as everything +holds, but when things begin to go it’s bad.”</p> +<p>The note of dread in the shouting voice, the practical truth +of these words, heard years ago from a man I did not like, have +stamped its peculiar character on that gale.</p> +<p>A look in the eyes of a shipmate, a low murmur in the most +sheltered spot where the watch on duty are huddled together, a +meaning moan from one to the other with a glance at the windward +sky, a sigh of weariness, a gesture of disgust passing into the +keeping of the great wind, become part and parcel of the +gale. The olive hue of hurricane clouds presents an aspect +peculiarly appalling. The inky ragged wrack, flying before +a nor’-west wind, makes you dizzy with its headlong speed +that depicts the rush of the invisible air. A hard +sou’-wester startles you with its close horizon and its low +gray sky, as if the world were a dungeon wherein there is no rest +for body or soul. And there are black squalls, white +squalls, thunder squalls, and unexpected gusts that come without +a single sign in the sky; and of each kind no one of them +resembles another.</p> +<p><a name="page123"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 123</span>There +is infinite variety in the gales of wind at sea, and except for +the peculiar, terrible, and mysterious moaning that may be heard +sometimes passing through the roar of a hurricane—except +for that unforgettable sound, as if the soul of the universe had +been goaded into a mournful groan—it is, after all, the +human voice that stamps the mark of human consciousness upon the +character of a gale.</p> +<h2>XXV.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">There</span> is no part of the world of +coasts, continents, oceans, seas, straits, capes, and islands +which is not under the sway of a reigning wind, the sovereign of +its typical weather. The wind rules the aspects of the sky +and the action of the sea. But no wind rules unchallenged +his realm of land and water. As with the kingdoms of the +earth, there are regions more turbulent than others. In the +middle belt of the earth the Trade Winds reign supreme, +undisputed, like monarchs of long-settled kingdoms, whose +traditional power, checking all undue ambitions, is not so much +an exercise of personal might as the working of long-established +institutions. The intertropical kingdoms of the Trade Winds +are favourable to the ordinary life of a merchantman. The +trumpet-call of strife is seldom borne on their wings to the +watchful ears of men on the decks of ships. The regions +ruled by the north-east and south-east Trade Winds are +serene. In a southern-going ship, bound out for a long +voyage, the passage through their dominions is characterized by a +relaxation of strain and vigilance on the part of the +seamen. Those citizens of the ocean feel sheltered under +the ægis of an uncontested law, of an undisputed +dynasty. There, indeed, if anywhere on earth, the weather +may be trusted.</p> +<p>Yet not too implicitly. Even in the constitutional realm +of Trade Winds, north and south of the equator, ships are +overtaken by strange disturbances. Still, the easterly +winds, and, generally speaking, the easterly weather all the +world over, is characterized by regularity and persistence.</p> +<p>As a ruler, the East Wind has a remarkable stability; as an +invader of the high latitudes lying under the tumultuous sway of +his great brother, the Wind of the West, he is extremely +difficult to dislodge, by the reason of his cold craftiness and +profound duplicity.</p> +<p>The narrow seas around these isles, where British admirals +keep watch and ward upon the marches of the Atlantic Ocean, are +subject to the turbulent sway of the West Wind. Call it +north-west or south-west, it is all one—a different phase +of the same character, a changed expression on the same +face. In the orientation of the winds that rule the seas, +the north and south directions are of no importance. There +are no North and South Winds of any account upon this +earth. The North and South Winds are but small princes in +the dynasties that make peace and war upon the sea. They +never assert themselves upon a vast stage. They depend upon +local causes—the configuration of coasts, the shapes of +straits, the accidents of bold promontories round which they play +their little part. In the polity of winds, as amongst the +tribes of the earth, the real struggle lies between East and +West.</p> +<h2>XXVI.</h2> +<p>The West Wind reigns over the seas surrounding the coasts of +these kingdoms; and from the gateways of the channels, from +promontories as if from watch-towers, from estuaries of rivers as +if from postern gates, from passage-ways, inlets, straits, +firths, the garrison of the Isle and the crews of the ships going +and returning look to the westward to judge by the varied +splendours of his sunset mantle the mood of that arbitrary +ruler. The end of the day is the time to gaze at the kingly +face of the Westerly Weather, who is the arbiter of ships’ +destinies. Benignant and splendid, or splendid and +sinister, the western sky reflects the hidden purposes of the +royal mind. Clothed in a mantle of dazzling gold or draped +in rags of black clouds like a beggar, the might of the Westerly +Wind sits enthroned upon the western horizon with the whole North +Atlantic as a footstool for his feet and the first twinkling +stars making a diadem for his brow. Then the seamen, +attentive courtiers of the weather, think of regulating the +conduct of their ships by the mood of the master. The West +Wind is too great a king to be a dissembler: he is no calculator +plotting deep schemes in a sombre heart; he is too strong for +small artifices; there is passion in all his moods, even in the +soft mood of his serene days, in the grace of his blue sky whose +immense and unfathomable tenderness reflected in the mirror of +the sea embraces, possesses, lulls to sleep the ships with white +sails. He is all things to all oceans; he is like a poet +seated upon a throne—magnificent, simple, barbarous, +pensive, generous, impulsive, changeable, unfathomable—but +when you understand him, always the same. Some of his +sunsets are like pageants devised for the delight of the +multitude, when all the gems of the royal treasure-house are +displayed above the sea. Others are like the opening of his +royal confidence, tinged with thoughts of sadness and compassion +in a melancholy splendour meditating upon the short-lived peace +of the waters. And I have seen him put the pent-up anger of +his heart into the aspect of the inaccessible sun, and cause it +to glare fiercely like the eye of an implacable autocrat out of a +pale and frightened sky.</p> +<p>He is the war-lord who sends his battalions of Atlantic +rollers to the assault of our seaboard. The compelling +voice of the West Wind musters up to his service all the might of +the ocean. At the bidding of the West Wind there arises a +great commotion in the sky above these Islands, and a great rush +of waters falls upon our shores. The sky of the westerly +weather is full of flying clouds, of great big white clouds +coming thicker and thicker till they seem to stand welded into a +solid canopy, upon whose gray face the lower wrack of the gale, +thin, black and angry-looking, flies past with vertiginous +speed. Denser and denser grows this dome of vapours, +descending lower and lower upon the sea, narrowing the horizon +around the ship. And the characteristic aspect of westerly +weather, the thick, gray, smoky and sinister tone sets in, +circumscribing the view of the men, drenching their bodies, +oppressing their souls, taking their breath away with booming +gusts, deafening, blinding, driving, rushing them onwards in a +swaying ship towards our coasts lost in mists and rain.</p> +<p>The caprice of the winds, like the wilfulness of men, is +fraught with the disastrous consequences of +self-indulgence. Long anger, the sense of his uncontrolled +power, spoils the frank and generous nature of the West +Wind. It is as if his heart were corrupted by a malevolent +and brooding rancour. He devastates his own kingdom in the +wantonness of his force. South-west is the quarter of the +heavens where he presents his darkened brow. He breathes +his rage in terrific squalls, and overwhelms his realm with an +inexhaustible welter of clouds. He strews the seeds of +anxiety upon the decks of scudding ships, makes the foam-stripped +ocean look old, and sprinkles with gray hairs the heads of +ship-masters in the homeward-bound ships running for the +Channel. The Westerly Wind asserting his sway from the +south-west quarter is often like a monarch gone mad, driving +forth with wild imprecations the most faithful of his courtiers +to shipwreck, disaster, and death.</p> +<p>The south-westerly weather is the thick weather <i>par +excellence</i>. It is not the thickness of the fog; it is +rather a contraction of the horizon, a mysterious veiling of the +shores with clouds that seem to make a low-vaulted dungeon around +the running ship. It is not blindness; it is a shortening +of the sight. The West Wind does not say to the seaman, +“You shall be blind”; it restricts merely the range +of his vision and raises the dread of land within his +breast. It makes of him a man robbed of half his force, of +half his efficiency. Many times in my life, standing in +long sea-boots and streaming oilskins at the elbow of my +commander on the poop of a homeward-bound ship making for the +Channel, and gazing ahead into the gray and tormented waste, I +have heard a weary sigh shape itself into a studiously casual +comment:</p> +<p>“Can’t see very far in this weather.”</p> +<p>And have made answer in the same low, perfunctory tone</p> +<p>“No, sir.”</p> +<p>It would be merely the instinctive voicing of an ever-present +thought associated closely with the consciousness of the land +somewhere ahead and of the great speed of the ship. Fair +wind, fair wind! Who would dare to grumble at a fair +wind? It was a favour of the Western King, who rules +masterfully the North Atlantic from the latitude of the Azores to +the latitude of Cape Farewell. A famous shove this to end a +good passage with; and yet, somehow, one could not muster upon +one’s lips the smile of a courtier’s gratitude. +This favour was dispensed to you from under an overbearing scowl, +which is the true expression of the great autocrat when he has +made up his mind to give a battering to some ships and to hunt +certain others home in one breath of cruelty and benevolence, +equally distracting.</p> +<p>“No, sir. Can’t see very far.”</p> +<p>Thus would the mate’s voice repeat the thought of the +master, both gazing ahead, while under their feet the ship rushes +at some twelve knots in the direction of the lee shore; and only +a couple of miles in front of her swinging and dripping jib-boom, +carried naked with an upward slant like a spear, a gray horizon +closes the view with a multitude of waves surging upwards +violently as if to strike at the stooping clouds.</p> +<p>Awful and threatening scowls darken the face of the West Wind +in his clouded, south-west mood; and from the King’s +throne-hall in the western board stronger gusts reach you, like +the fierce shouts of raving fury to which only the gloomy +grandeur of the scene imparts a saving dignity. A shower +pelts the deck and the sails of the ship as if flung with a +scream by an angry hand; and when the night closes in, the night +of a south-westerly gale, it seems more hopeless than the shade +of Hades. The south-westerly mood of the great West Wind is +a lightless mood, without sun, moon, or stars, with no gleam of +light but the phosphorescent flashes of the great sheets of foam +that, boiling up on each side of the ship, fling bluish gleams +upon her dark and narrow hull, rolling as she runs, chased by +enormous seas, distracted in the tumult.</p> +<p>There are some bad nights in the kingdom of the West Wind for +homeward-bound ships making for the Channel; and the days of +wrath dawn upon them colourless and vague like the timid turning +up of invisible lights upon the scene of a tyrannical and +passionate outbreak, awful in the monotony of its method and the +increasing strength of its violence. It is the same wind, +the same clouds, the same wildly racing seas, the same thick +horizon around the ship. Only the wind is stronger, the +clouds seem denser and more overwhelming, the waves appear to +have grown bigger and more threatening during the night. +The hours, whose minutes are marked by the crash of the breaking +seas, slip by with the screaming, pelting squalls overtaking the +ship as she runs on and on with darkened canvas, with streaming +spars and dripping ropes. The down-pours thicken. +Preceding each shower a mysterious gloom, like the passage of a +shadow above the firmament of gray clouds, filters down upon the +ship. Now and then the rain pours upon your head in streams +as if from spouts. It seems as if your ship were going to +be drowned before she sank, as if all atmosphere had turned to +water. You gasp, you splutter, you are blinded and +deafened, you are submerged, obliterated, dissolved, annihilated, +streaming all over as if your limbs, too, had turned to +water. And every nerve on the alert you watch for the +clearing-up mood of the Western King, that shall come with a +shift of wind as likely as not to whip all the three masts out of +your ship in the twinkling of an eye.</p> +<h2>XXVII.</h2> +<p>Heralded by the increasing fierceness of the squalls, +sometimes by a faint flash of lightning like the signal of a +lighted torch waved far away behind the clouds, the shift of wind +comes at last, the crucial moment of the change from the brooding +and veiled violence of the south-west gale to the sparkling, +flashing, cutting, clear-eyed anger of the King’s +north-westerly mood. You behold another phase of his +passion, a fury bejewelled with stars, mayhap bearing the +crescent of the moon on its brow, shaking the last vestiges of +its torn cloud-mantle in inky-black squalls, with hail and sleet +descending like showers of crystals and pearls, bounding off the +spars, drumming on the sails, pattering on the oilskin coats, +whitening the decks of homeward-bound ships. Faint, ruddy +flashes of lightning flicker in the starlight upon her +mastheads. A chilly blast hums in the taut rigging, causing +the ship to tremble to her very keel, and the soaked men on her +decks to shiver in their wet clothes to the very marrow of their +bones. Before one squall has flown over to sink in the +eastern board, the edge of another peeps up already above the +western horizon, racing up swift, shapeless, like a black bag +full of frozen water ready to burst over your devoted head. +The temper of the ruler of the ocean has changed. Each gust +of the clouded mood that seemed warmed by the heat of a heart +flaming with anger has its counterpart in the chilly blasts that +seem blown from a breast turned to ice with a sudden revulsion of +feeling. Instead of blinding your eyes and crushing your +soul with a terrible apparatus of cloud and mists and seas and +rain, the King of the West turns his power to contemptuous +pelting of your back with icicles, to making your weary eyes +water as if in grief, and your worn-out carcass quake +pitifully. But each mood of the great autocrat has its own +greatness, and each is hard to bear. Only the north-west +phase of that mighty display is not demoralizing to the same +extent, because between the hail and sleet squalls of a +north-westerly gale one can see a long way ahead.</p> +<p>To see! to see!—this is the craving of the sailor, as of +the rest of blind humanity. To have his path made clear for +him is the aspiration of every human being in our beclouded and +tempestuous existence. I have heard a reserved, silent man, +with no nerves to speak of, after three days of hard running in +thick south-westerly weather, burst out passionately: “I +wish to God we could get sight of something!”</p> +<p>We had just gone down below for a moment to commune in a +battened-down cabin, with a large white chart lying limp and damp +upon a cold and clammy table under the light of a smoky +lamp. Sprawling over that seaman’s silent and trusted +adviser, with one elbow upon the coast of Africa and the other +planted in the neighbourhood of Cape Hatteras (it was a general +track-chart of the North Atlantic), my skipper lifted his rugged, +hairy face, and glared at me in a half-exasperated, +half-appealing way. We have seen no sun, moon, or stars for +something like seven days. By the effect of the West +Wind’s wrath the celestial bodies had gone into hiding for +a week or more, and the last three days had seen the force of a +south-west gale grow from fresh, through strong, to heavy, as the +entries in my log-book could testify. Then we separated, he +to go on deck again, in obedience to that mysterious call that +seems to sound for ever in a shipmaster’s ears, I to +stagger into my cabin with some vague notion of putting down the +words “Very heavy weather” in a log-book not quite +written up-to-date. But I gave it up, and crawled into my +bunk instead, boots and hat on, all standing (it did not matter; +everything was soaking wet, a heavy sea having burst the poop +skylights the night before), to remain in a nightmarish state +between waking and sleeping for a couple of hours of so-called +rest.</p> +<p>The south-westerly mood of the West Wind is an enemy of sleep, +and even of a recumbent position, in the responsible officers of +a ship. After two hours of futile, light-headed, +inconsequent thinking upon all things under heaven in that dark, +dank, wet and devastated cabin, I arose suddenly and staggered up +on deck. The autocrat of the North Atlantic was still +oppressing his kingdom and its outlying dependencies, even as far +as the Bay of Biscay, in the dismal secrecy of thick, very thick, +weather. The force of the wind, though we were running +before it at the rate of some ten knots an hour, was so great +that it drove me with a steady push to the front of the poop, +where my commander was holding on.</p> +<p>“What do you think of it?” he addressed me in an +interrogative yell.</p> +<p>What I really thought was that we both had had just about +enough of it. The manner in which the great West Wind +chooses at times to administer his possessions does not commend +itself to a person of peaceful and law-abiding disposition, +inclined to draw distinctions between right and wrong in the face +of natural forces, whose standard, naturally, is that of might +alone. But, of course, I said nothing. For a man +caught, as it were, between his skipper and the great West Wind +silence is the safest sort of diplomacy. Moreover, I knew +my skipper. He did not want to know what I thought. +Shipmasters hanging on a breath before the thrones of the winds +ruling the seas have their psychology, whose workings are as +important to the ship and those on board of her as the changing +moods of the weather. The man, as a matter of fact, under +no circumstances, ever cared a brass farthing for what I or +anybody else in his ship thought. He had had just about +enough of it, I guessed, and what he was at really was a process +of fishing for a suggestion. It was the pride of his life +that he had never wasted a chance, no matter how boisterous, +threatening, and dangerous, of a fair wind. Like men racing +blindfold for a gap in a hedge, we were finishing a splendidly +quick passage from the Antipodes, with a tremendous rush for the +Channel in as thick a weather as any I can remember, but his +psychology did not permit him to bring the ship to with a fair +wind blowing—at least not on his own initiative. And +yet he felt that very soon indeed something would have to be +done. He wanted the suggestion to come from me, so that +later on, when the trouble was over, he could argue this point +with his own uncompromising spirit, laying the blame upon my +shoulders. I must render him the justice that this sort of +pride was his only weakness.</p> +<p>But he got no suggestion from me. I understood his +psychology. Besides, I had my own stock of weaknesses at +the time (it is a different one now), and amongst them was the +conceit of being remarkably well up in the psychology of the +Westerly weather. I believed—not to mince +matters—that I had a genius for reading the mind of the +great ruler of high latitudes. I fancied I could discern +already the coming of a change in his royal mood. And all I +said was:</p> +<p>“The weather’s bound to clear up with the shift of +wind.”</p> +<p>“Anybody knows that much!” he snapped at me, at +the highest pitch of his voice.</p> +<p>“I mean before dark!” I cried.</p> +<p>This was all the opening he ever got from me. The +eagerness with which he seized upon it gave me the measure of the +anxiety he had been labouring under.</p> +<p>“Very well,” he shouted, with an affectation of +impatience, as if giving way to long entreaties. “All +right. If we don’t get a shift by then we’ll +take that foresail off her and put her head under her wing for +the night.”</p> +<p>I was struck by the picturesque character of the phrase as +applied to a ship brought-to in order to ride out a gale with +wave after wave passing under her breast. I could see her +resting in the tumult of the elements like a sea-bird sleeping in +wild weather upon the raging waters with its head tucked under +its wing. In imaginative precision, in true feeling, this +is one of the most expressive sentences I have ever heard on +human lips. But as to taking the foresail off that ship +before we put her head under her wing, I had my grave +doubts. They were justified. That long enduring piece +of canvas was confiscated by the arbitrary decree of the West +Wind, to whom belong the lives of men and the contrivances of +their hands within the limits of his kingdom. With the +sound of a faint explosion it vanished into the thick weather +bodily, leaving behind of its stout substance not so much as one +solitary strip big enough to be picked into a handful of lint +for, say, a wounded elephant. Torn out of its bolt-ropes, +it faded like a whiff of smoke in the smoky drift of clouds +shattered and torn by the shift of wind. For the shift of +wind had come. The unveiled, low sun glared angrily from a +chaotic sky upon a confused and tremendous sea dashing itself +upon a coast. We recognised the headland, and looked at +each other in the silence of dumb wonder. Without knowing +it in the least, we had run up alongside the Isle of Wight, and +that tower, tinged a faint evening red in the salt wind-haze, was +the lighthouse on St. Catherine’s Point.</p> +<p>My skipper recovered first from his astonishment. His +bulging eyes sank back gradually into their orbits. His +psychology, taking it all round, was really very creditable for +an average sailor. He had been spared the humiliation of +laying his ship to with a fair wind; and at once that man, of an +open and truthful nature, spoke up in perfect good faith, rubbing +together his brown, hairy hands—the hands of a +master-craftsman upon the sea:</p> +<p>“Humph! that’s just about where I reckoned we had +got to.”</p> +<p>The transparency and ingenuousness, in a way, of that +delusion, the airy tone, the hint of already growing pride, were +perfectly delicious. But, in truth, this was one of the +greatest surprises ever sprung by the clearing up mood of the +West Wind upon one of the most accomplished of his courtiers.</p> +<h2>XXVIII.</h2> +<p>The winds of North and South are, as I have said, but small +princes amongst the powers of the sea. They have no +territory of their own; they are not reigning winds +anywhere. Yet it is from their houses that the reigning +dynasties which have shared between them the waters of the earth +are sprung. All the weather of the world is based upon the +contest of the Polar and Equatorial strains of that tyrannous +race. The West Wind is the greatest king. The East +rules between the Tropics. They have shared each ocean +between them. Each has his genius of supreme rule. +The King of the West never intrudes upon the recognised dominion +of his kingly brother. He is a barbarian, of a northern +type. Violent without craftiness, and furious without +malice, one may imagine him seated masterfully with a +double-edged sword on his knees upon the painted and gilt clouds +of the sunset, bowing his shock head of golden locks, a flaming +beard over his breast, imposing, colossal, mighty-limbed, with a +thundering voice, distended cheeks and fierce blue eyes, urging +the speed of his gales. The other, the East king, the king +of blood-red sunrises, I represent to myself as a spare +Southerner with clear-cut features, black-browed and dark-eyed, +gray-robed, upright in sunshine, resting a smooth-shaven cheek in +the palm of his hand, impenetrable, secret, full of wiles, +fine-drawn, keen—meditating aggressions.</p> +<p>The West Wind keeps faith with his brother, the King of the +Easterly weather. “What we have divided we have +divided,” he seems to say in his gruff voice, this ruler +without guile, who hurls as if in sport enormous masses of cloud +across the sky, and flings the great waves of the Atlantic clear +across from the shores of the New World upon the hoary headlands +of Old Europe, which harbours more kings and rulers upon its +seamed and furrowed body than all the oceans of the world +together. “What we have divided we have divided; and +if no rest and peace in this world have fallen to my share, leave +me alone. Let me play at quoits with cyclonic gales, +flinging the discs of spinning cloud and whirling air from one +end of my dismal kingdom to the other: over the Great Banks or +along the edges of pack-ice—this one with true aim right +into the bight of the Bay of Biscay, that other upon the fiords +of Norway, across the North Sea where the fishermen of many +nations look watchfully into my angry eye. This is the time +of kingly sport.”</p> +<p>And the royal master of high latitudes sighs mightily, with +the sinking sun upon his breast and the double-edged sword upon +his knees, as if wearied by the innumerable centuries of a +strenuous rule and saddened by the unchangeable aspect of the +ocean under his feet—by the endless vista of future ages +where the work of sowing the wind and reaping the whirlwind shall +go on and on till his realm of living waters becomes a frozen and +motionless ocean. But the other, crafty and unmoved, +nursing his shaven chin between the thumb and forefinger of his +slim and treacherous hand, thinks deep within his heart full of +guile: “Aha! our brother of the West has fallen into the +mood of kingly melancholy. He is tired of playing with +circular gales, and blowing great guns, and unrolling thick +streamers of fog in wanton sport at the cost of his own poor, +miserable subjects. Their fate is most pitiful. Let +us make a foray upon the dominions of that noisy barbarian, a +great raid from Finisterre to Hatteras, catching his fishermen +unawares, baffling the fleets that trust to his power, and +shooting sly arrows into the livers of men who court his good +graces. He is, indeed, a worthless fellow.” And +forthwith, while the West Wind meditates upon the vanity of his +irresistible might, the thing is done, and the Easterly weather +sets in upon the North Atlantic.</p> +<p>The prevailing weather of the North Atlantic is typical of the +way in which the West Wind rules his realm on which the sun never +sets. North Atlantic is the heart of a great empire. +It is the part of the West Wind’s dominions most thickly +populated with generations of fine ships and hardy men. +Heroic deeds and adventurous exploits have been performed there, +within the very stronghold of his sway. The best sailors in +the world have been born and bred under the shadow of his +sceptre, learning to manage their ships with skill and audacity +before the steps of his stormy throne. Reckless +adventurers, toiling fishermen, admirals as wise and brave as the +world has ever known, have waited upon the signs of his westerly +sky. Fleets of victorious ships have hung upon his +breath. He has tossed in his hand squadrons of war-scarred +three-deckers, and shredded out in mere sport the bunting of +flags hallowed in the traditions of honour and glory. He is +a good friend and a dangerous enemy, without mercy to unseaworthy +ships and faint-hearted seamen. In his kingly way he has +taken but little account of lives sacrificed to his impulsive +policy; he is a king with a double-edged sword bared in his right +hand. The East Wind, an interloper in the dominions of +Westerly weather, is an impassive-faced tyrant with a sharp +poniard held behind his back for a treacherous stab.</p> +<p>In his forays into the North Atlantic the East Wind behaves +like a subtle and cruel adventurer without a notion of honour or +fair play. Veiling his clear-cut, lean face in a thin layer +of a hard, high cloud, I have seen him, like a wizened robber +sheik of the sea, hold up large caravans of ships to the number +of three hundred or more at the very gates of the English +Channel. And the worst of it was that there was no ransom +that we could pay to satisfy his avidity; for whatever evil is +wrought by the raiding East Wind, it is done only to spite his +kingly brother of the West. We gazed helplessly at the +systematic, cold, gray-eyed obstinacy of the Easterly weather, +while short rations became the order of the day, and the pinch of +hunger under the breast-bone grew familiar to every sailor in +that held-up fleet. Every day added to our numbers. +In knots and groups and straggling parties we flung to and fro +before the closed gate. And meantime the outward-bound +ships passed, running through our humiliated ranks under all the +canvas they could show. It is my idea that the Easterly +Wind helps the ships away from home in the wicked hope that they +shall all come to an untimely end and be heard of no more. +For six weeks did the robber sheik hold the trade route of the +earth, while our liege lord, the West Wind, slept profoundly like +a tired Titan, or else remained lost in a mood of idle sadness +known only to frank natures. All was still to the westward; +we looked in vain towards his stronghold: the King slumbered on +so deeply that he let his foraging brother steal the very mantle +of gold-lined purple clouds from his bowed shoulders. What +had become of the dazzling hoard of royal jewels exhibited at +every close of day? Gone, disappeared, extinguished, +carried off without leaving a single gold band or the flash of a +single sunbeam in the evening sky! Day after day through a +cold streak of heavens as bare and poor as the inside of a rifled +safe a rayless and despoiled sun would slink shamefacedly, +without pomp or show, to hide in haste under the waters. +And still the King slept on, or mourned the vanity of his might +and his power, while the thin-lipped intruder put the impress of +his cold and implacable spirit upon the sky and sea. With +every daybreak the rising sun had to wade through a crimson +stream, luminous and sinister, like the spilt blood of celestial +bodies murdered during the night.</p> +<p>In this particular instance the mean interloper held the road +for some six weeks on end, establishing his particular +administrative methods over the best part of the North +Atlantic. It looked as if the easterly weather had come to +stay for ever, or, at least, till we had all starved to death in +the held-up fleet—starved within sight, as it were, of +plenty, within touch, almost, of the bountiful heart of the +Empire. There we were, dotting with our white dry sails the +hard blueness of the deep sea. There we were, a growing +company of ships, each with her burden of grain, of timber, of +wool, of hides, and even of oranges, for we had one or two +belated fruit schooners in company. There we were, in that +memorable spring of a certain year in the late seventies, dodging +to and fro, baffled on every tack, and with our stores running +down to sweepings of bread-lockers and scrapings of +sugar-casks. It was just like the East Wind’s nature +to inflict starvation upon the bodies of unoffending sailors, +while he corrupted their simple souls by an exasperation leading +to outbursts of profanity as lurid as his blood-red +sunrises. They were followed by gray days under the cover +of high, motionless clouds that looked as if carved in a slab of +ash-coloured marble. And each mean starved sunset left us +calling with imprecations upon the West Wind even in its most +veiled misty mood to wake up and give us our liberty, if only to +rush on and dash the heads of our ships against the very walls of +our unapproachable home.</p> +<h2>XXIX.</h2> +<p>In the atmosphere of the Easterly weather, as pellucid as a +piece of crystal and refracting like a prism, we could see the +appalling numbers of our helpless company, even to those who in +more normal conditions would have remained invisible, sails down +under the horizon. It is the malicious pleasure of the East +Wind to augment the power of your eyesight, in order, perhaps, +that you should see better the perfect humiliation, the hopeless +character of your captivity. Easterly weather is generally +clear, and that is all that can be said for it—almost +supernaturally clear when it likes; but whatever its mood, there +is something uncanny in its nature. Its duplicity is such +that it will deceive a scientific instrument. No barometer +will give warning of an easterly gale, were it ever so wet. +It would be an unjust and ungrateful thing to say that a +barometer is a stupid contrivance. It is simply that the +wiles of the East Wind are too much for its fundamental +honesty. After years and years of experience the most +trusty instrument of the sort that ever went to sea screwed on to +a ship’s cabin bulkhead will, almost invariably, be induced +to rise by the diabolic ingenuity of the Easterly weather, just +at the moment when the Easterly weather, discarding its methods +of hard, dry, impassive cruelty, contemplates drowning what is +left of your spirit in torrents of a peculiarly cold and horrid +rain. The sleet-and-hail squalls following the lightning at +the end of a westerly gale are cold and benumbing and stinging +and cruel enough. But the dry, Easterly weather, when it +turns to wet, seems to rain poisoned showers upon your +head. It is a sort of steady, persistent, overwhelming, +endlessly driving downpour, which makes your heart sick, and +opens it to dismal forebodings. And the stormy mood of the +Easterly weather looms black upon the sky with a peculiar and +amazing blackness. The West Wind hangs heavy gray curtains +of mist and spray before your gaze, but the Eastern interloper of +the narrow seas, when he has mustered his courage and cruelty to +the point of a gale, puts your eyes out, puts them out +completely, makes you feel blind for life upon a lee-shore. +It is the wind, also, that brings snow.</p> +<p>Out of his black and merciless heart he flings a white +blinding sheet upon the ships of the sea. He has more +manners of villainy, and no more conscience than an Italian +prince of the seventeenth century. His weapon is a dagger +carried under a black cloak when he goes out on his unlawful +enterprises. The mere hint of his approach fills with dread +every craft that swims the sea, from fishing-smacks to +four-masted ships that recognise the sway of the West Wind. +Even in his most accommodating mood he inspires a dread of +treachery. I have heard upwards of ten score of windlasses +spring like one into clanking life in the dead of night, filling +the Downs with a panic-struck sound of anchors being torn +hurriedly out of the ground at the first breath of his +approach. Fortunately, his heart often fails him: he does +not always blow home upon our exposed coast; he has not the +fearless temper of his Westerly brother.</p> +<p>The natures of those two winds that share the dominions of the +great oceans are fundamentally different. It is strange +that the winds which men are prone to style capricious remain +true to their character in all the various regions of the +earth. To us here, for instance, the East Wind comes across +a great continent, sweeping over the greatest body of solid land +upon this earth. For the Australian east coast the East +Wind is the wind of the ocean, coming across the greatest body of +water upon the globe; and yet here and there its characteristics +remain the same with a strange consistency in everything that is +vile and base. The members of the West Wind’s dynasty +are modified in a way by the regions they rule, as a +Hohenzollern, without ceasing to be himself, becomes a Roumanian +by virtue of his throne, or a Saxe-Coburg learns to put the dress +of Bulgarian phrases upon his particular thoughts, whatever they +are.</p> +<p>The autocratic sway of the West Wind, whether forty north or +forty south of the Equator, is characterized by an open, +generous, frank, barbarous recklessness. For he is a great +autocrat, and to be a great autocrat you must be a great +barbarian. I have been too much moulded to his sway to +nurse now any idea of rebellion in my heart. Moreover, what +is a rebellion within the four walls of a room against the +tempestuous rule of the West Wind? I remain faithful to the +memory of the mighty King with a double-edged sword in one hand, +and in the other holding out rewards of great daily runs and +famously quick passages to those of his courtiers who knew how to +wait watchfully for every sign of his secret mood. As we +deep-water men always reckoned, he made one year in three fairly +lively for anybody having business upon the Atlantic or down +there along the “forties” of the Southern +Ocean. You had to take the bitter with the sweet; and it +cannot be denied he played carelessly with our lives and +fortunes. But, then, he was always a great king, fit to +rule over the great waters where, strictly speaking, a man would +have no business whatever but for his audacity.</p> +<p>The audacious should not complain. A mere trader ought +not to grumble at the tolls levied by a mighty king. His +mightiness was sometimes very overwhelming; but even when you had +to defy him openly, as on the banks of the Agulhas homeward bound +from the East Indies, or on the outward passage round the Horn, +he struck at you fairly his stinging blows (full in the face, +too), and it was your business not to get too much +staggered. And, after all, if you showed anything of a +countenance, the good-natured barbarian would let you fight your +way past the very steps of his throne. It was only now and +then that the sword descended and a head fell; but if you fell +you were sure of impressive obsequies and of a roomy, generous +grave.</p> +<p>Such is the king to whom Viking chieftains bowed their heads, +and whom the modern and palatial steamship defies with impunity +seven times a week. And yet it is but defiance, not +victory. The magnificent barbarian sits enthroned in a +mantle of gold-lined clouds looking from on high on great ships +gliding like mechanical toys upon his sea and on men who, armed +with fire and iron, no longer need to watch anxiously for the +slightest sign of his royal mood. He is disregarded; but he +has kept all his strength, all his splendour, and a great part of +his power. Time itself, that shakes all the thrones, is on +the side of that king. The sword in his hand remains as +sharp as ever upon both its edges; and he may well go on playing +his royal game of quoits with hurricanes, tossing them over from +the continent of republics to the continent of kingdoms, in the +assurance that both the new republics and the old <a +name="page157"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 157</span>kingdoms, +the heat of fire and the strength of iron, with the untold +generations of audacious men, shall crumble to dust at the steps +of his throne, and pass away, and be forgotten before his own +rule comes to an end.</p> +<h2>XXX.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> estuaries of rivers appeal +strongly to an adventurous imagination. This appeal is not +always a charm, for there are estuaries of a particularly +dispiriting ugliness: lowlands, mud-flats, or perhaps barren +sandhills without beauty of form or amenity of aspect, covered +with a shabby and scanty vegetation conveying the impression of +poverty and uselessness. Sometimes such an ugliness is +merely a repulsive mask. A river whose estuary resembles a +breach in a sand rampart may flow through a most fertile +country. But all the estuaries of great rivers have their +fascination, the attractiveness of an open portal. Water is +friendly to man. The ocean, a part of Nature furthest +removed in the unchangeableness and majesty of its might from the +spirit of mankind, has ever been a friend to the enterprising +nations of the earth. And of all the elements this is the +one to which men have always been prone to trust themselves, as +if its immensity held a reward as vast as itself.</p> +<p>From the offing the open estuary promises every possible +fruition to adventurous hopes. That road open to enterprise +and courage invites the explorer of coasts to new efforts towards +the fulfilment of great expectations. The commander of the +first Roman galley must have looked with an intense absorption +upon the estuary of the Thames as he turned the beaked prow of +his ship to the westward under the brow of the North +Foreland. The estuary of the Thames is not beautiful; it +has no noble features, no romantic grandeur of aspect, no smiling +geniality; but it is wide open, spacious, inviting, hospitable at +the first glance, with a strange air of mysteriousness which +lingers about it to this very day. The navigation of his +craft must have engrossed all the Roman’s attention in the +calm of a summer’s day (he would choose his weather), when +the single row of long sweeps (the galley would be a light one, +not a trireme) could fall in easy cadence upon a sheet of water +like plate-glass, reflecting faithfully the classic form of his +vessel and the contour of the lonely shores close on his left +hand. I assume he followed the land and passed through what +is at present known as Margate Roads, groping his careful way +along the hidden sandbanks, whose every tail and spit has its +beacon or buoy nowadays. He must have been anxious, though +no doubt he had collected beforehand on the shores of the Gauls a +store of information from the talk of traders, adventurers, +fishermen, slave-dealers, pirates—all sorts of unofficial +men connected with the sea in a more or less reputable way. +He would have heard of channels and sandbanks, of natural +features of the land useful for sea-marks, of villages and tribes +and modes of barter and precautions to take: with the instructive +tales about native chiefs dyed more or less blue, whose character +for greediness, ferocity, or amiability must have been expounded +to him with that capacity for vivid language which seems joined +naturally to the shadiness of moral character and recklessness of +disposition. With that sort of spiced food provided for his +anxious thought, watchful for strange men, strange beasts, +strange turns of the tide, he would make the best of his way up, +a military seaman with a short sword on thigh and a bronze helmet +on his head, the pioneer post-captain of an imperial fleet. +Was the tribe inhabiting the Isle of Thanet of a ferocious +disposition, I wonder, and ready to fall with stone-studded clubs +and wooden lances hardened in the fire, upon the backs of unwary +mariners?</p> +<p>Amongst the great commercial streams of these islands, the +Thames is the only one, I think, open to romantic feeling, from +the fact that the sight of human labour and the sounds of human +industry do not come down its shores to the very sea, destroying +the suggestion of mysterious vastness caused by the configuration +of the shore. The broad inlet of the shallow North Sea +passes gradually into the contracted shape of the river; but for +a long time the feeling of the open water remains with the ship +steering to the westward through one of the lighted and buoyed +passage-ways of the Thames, such as Queen’s Channel, +Prince’s Channel, Four-Fathom Channel; or else coming down +the Swin from the north. The rush of the yellow flood-tide +hurries her up as if into the unknown between the two fading +lines of the coast. There are no features to this land, no +conspicuous, far-famed landmarks for the eye; there is nothing so +far down to tell you of the greatest agglomeration of mankind on +earth dwelling no more than five and twenty miles away, where the +sun sets in a blaze of colour flaming on a gold background, and +the dark, low shores trend towards each other. And in the +great silence the deep, faint booming of the big guns being +tested at Shoeburyness hangs about the Nore—a historical +spot in the keeping of one of England’s appointed +guardians.</p> +<h2>XXXI.</h2> +<p>The Nore sand remains covered at low-water, and never seen by +human eye; but the Nore is a name to conjure with visions of +historical events, of battles, of fleets, of mutinies, of watch +and ward kept upon the great throbbing heart of the State. +This ideal point of the estuary, this centre of memories, is +marked upon the steely gray expanse of the waters by a lightship +painted red that, from a couple of miles off, looks like a cheap +and bizarre little toy. I remember how, on coming up the +river for the first time, I was surprised at the smallness of +that vivid object—a tiny warm speck of crimson lost in an +immensity of gray tones. I was startled, as if of necessity +the principal beacon in the water-way of the greatest town on +earth should have presented imposing proportions. And, +behold! the brown sprit-sail of a barge hid it entirely from my +view.</p> +<p>Coming in from the eastward, the bright colouring of the +lightship marking the part of the river committed to the charge +of an Admiral (the Commander-in-Chief at the Nore) accentuates +the dreariness and the great breadth of the Thames Estuary. +But soon the course of the ship opens the entrance of the Medway, +with its men-of-war moored in line, and the long wooden jetty of +Port Victoria, with its few low buildings like the beginning of a +hasty settlement upon a wild and unexplored shore. The +famous Thames barges sit in brown clusters upon the water with an +effect of birds floating upon a pond. On the imposing +expanse of the great estuary the traffic of the port where so +much of the world’s work and the world’s thinking is +being done becomes insignificant, scattered, streaming away in +thin lines of ships stringing themselves out into the eastern +quarter through the various navigable channels of which the Nore +lightship marks the divergence. The coasting traffic +inclines to the north; the deep-water ships steer east with a +southern inclination, on through the Downs, to the most remote +ends of the world. In the widening of the shores sinking +low in the gray, smoky distances the greatness of the sea +receives the mercantile fleet of good ships that London sends out +upon the turn of every tide. They follow each other, going +very close by the Essex shore. Such as the beads of a +rosary told by business-like shipowners for the greater profit of +the world they slip one by one into the open: while in the offing +the inward-bound ships come up singly and in bunches from under +the sea horizon closing the mouth of the river between Orfordness +and North Foreland. They all converge upon the Nore, the +warm speck of red upon the tones of drab and gray, with the +distant shores running together towards the west, low and flat, +like the sides of an enormous canal. The sea-reach of the +Thames is straight, and, once Sheerness is left behind, its banks +seem very uninhabited, except for the cluster of houses which is +Southend, or here and there a lonely wooden jetty where petroleum +ships discharge their dangerous cargoes, and the oil-storage +tanks, low and round with slightly-domed roofs, peep over the +edge of the fore-shore, as it were a village of Central African +huts imitated in iron. Bordered by the black and shining +mud-flats, the level marsh extends for miles. Away in the +far background the land rises, closing the view with a continuous +wooded slope, forming in the distance an interminable rampart +overgrown with bushes.</p> +<p>Then, on the slight turn of the Lower Hope Reach, clusters of +factory chimneys come distinctly into view, tall and slender +above the squat ranges of cement works in Grays and +Greenhithe. Smoking quietly at the top against the great +blaze of a magnificent sunset, they give an industrial character +to the scene, speak of work, manufactures, and trade, as +palm-groves on the coral strands of distant islands speak of the +luxuriant grace, beauty and vigour of tropical nature. The +houses of Gravesend crowd upon the shore with an effect of +confusion as if they had tumbled down haphazard from the top of +the hill at the back. The flatness of the Kentish shore +ends there. A fleet of steam-tugs lies at anchor in front +of the various piers. A conspicuous church spire, the first +seen distinctly coming from the sea, has a thoughtful grace, the +serenity of a fine form above the chaotic disorder of men’s +houses. But on the other side, on the flat Essex side, a +shapeless and desolate red edifice, a vast pile of bricks with +many windows and a slate roof more inaccessible than an Alpine +slope, towers over the bend in monstrous ugliness, the tallest, +heaviest building for miles around, a thing like an hotel, like a +mansion of flats (all to let), exiled into these fields out of a +street in West Kensington. Just round the corner, as it +were, on a pier defined with stone blocks and wooden piles, a +white mast, slender like a stalk of straw and crossed by a yard +like a knitting-needle, flying the signals of flag and balloon, +watches over a set of heavy dock-gates. Mast-heads and +funnel-tops of ships peep above the ranges of corrugated iron +roofs. This is the entrance to Tilbury Dock, the most +recent of all London docks, the nearest to the sea.</p> +<p>Between the crowded houses of Gravesend and the monstrous +red-brick pile on the Essex shore the ship is surrendered fairly +to the grasp of the river. That hint of loneliness, that +soul of the sea which had accompanied her as far as the Lower +Hope Reach, abandons her at the turn of the first bend +above. The salt, acrid flavour is gone out of the air, +together with a sense of unlimited space opening free beyond the +threshold of sandbanks below the Nore. The waters of the +sea rush on past Gravesend, tumbling the big mooring buoys laid +along the face of the town; but the sea-freedom stops short +there, surrendering the salt tide to the needs, the artifices, +the contrivances of toiling men. Wharves, landing-places, +dock-gates, waterside stairs, follow each other continuously +right up to London Bridge, and the hum of men’s work fills +the river with a menacing, muttering note as of a breathless, +ever-driving gale. The water-way, so fair above and wide +below, flows oppressed by bricks and mortar and stone, by +blackened timber and grimed glass and rusty iron, covered with +black barges, whipped up by paddles and screws, overburdened with +craft, overhung with chains, overshadowed by walls making a steep +gorge for its bed, filled with a haze of smoke and dust.</p> +<p>This stretch of the Thames from London Bridge to the Albert +Docks is to other watersides of river ports what a virgin forest +would be to a garden. It is a thing grown up, not +made. It recalls a jungle by the confused, varied, and +impenetrable aspect of the buildings that line the shore, not +according to a planned purpose, but as if sprung up by accident +from scattered seeds. Like the matted growth of bushes and +creepers veiling the silent depths of an unexplored wilderness, +they hide the depths of London’s infinitely varied, +vigorous, seething life. In other river ports it is not +so. They lie open to their stream, with quays like broad +clearings, with streets like avenues cut through thick timber for +the convenience of trade. I am thinking now of river ports +I have seen—of Antwerp, for instance; of Nantes or +Bordeaux, or even old Rouen, where the night-watchmen of ships, +elbows on rail, gaze at shop-windows and brilliant cafés, +and see the audience go in and come out of the opera-house. +But London, the oldest and greatest of river ports, does not +possess as much as a hundred yards of open quays upon its river +front. Dark and impenetrable at night, like the face of a +forest, is the London waterside. It is the waterside of +watersides, where only one aspect of the world’s life can +be seen, and only one kind of men toils on the edge of the +stream. The lightless walls seem to spring from the very +mud upon which the stranded barges lie; and the narrow lanes +coming down to the foreshore resemble the paths of smashed bushes +and crumbled earth where big game comes to drink on the banks of +tropical streams.</p> +<p>Behind the growth of the London waterside the docks of London +spread out unsuspected, smooth, and placid, lost amongst the +buildings like dark lagoons hidden in a thick forest. They +lie concealed in the intricate growth of houses with a few stalks +of mastheads here and there overtopping the roof of some +four-story warehouse.</p> +<p>It is a strange conjunction this of roofs and mastheads, of +walls and yard-arms. I remember once having the incongruity +of the relation brought home to me in a practical way. I +was the chief officer of a fine ship, just docked with a cargo of +wool from Sydney, after a ninety days’ passage. In +fact, we had not been in more than half an hour and I was still +busy making her fast to the stone posts of a very narrow quay in +front of a lofty warehouse. An old man with a gray whisker +under the chin and brass buttons on his pilot-cloth jacket, +hurried up along the quay hailing my ship by name. He was +one of those officials called berthing-masters—not the one +who had berthed us, but another, who, apparently, had been busy +securing a steamer at the other end of the dock. I could +see from afar his hard blue eyes staring at us, as if fascinated, +with a queer sort of absorption. I wondered what that +worthy sea-dog had found to criticise in my ship’s +rigging. And I, too, glanced aloft anxiously. I could +see nothing wrong there. But perhaps that superannuated +fellow-craftsman was simply admiring the ship’s perfect +order aloft, I thought, with some secret pride; for the chief +officer is responsible for his ship’s appearance, and as to +her outward condition, he is the man open to praise or +blame. Meantime the old salt (“ex-coasting +skipper” was writ large all over his person) had hobbled up +alongside in his bumpy, shiny boots, and, waving an arm, short +and thick like the flipper of a seal, terminated by a paw red as +an uncooked beef-steak, addressed the poop in a muffled, faint, +roaring voice, as if a sample of every North-Sea fog of his life +had been permanently lodged in his throat: “Haul ’em +round, Mr. Mate!” were his words. “If you +don’t look sharp, you’ll have your topgallant yards +through the windows of that ’ere warehouse +presently!” This was the only cause of his interest +in the ship’s beautiful spars. I own that for a time +I was struck dumb by the bizarre associations of yard-arms and +window-panes. To break windows is the last thing one would +think of in connection with a ship’s topgallant yard, +unless, indeed, one were an experienced berthing-master in one of +the London docks. This old chap was doing his little share +of the world’s work with proper efficiency. His +little blue eyes had made out the danger many hundred yards +off. His rheumaticky feet, tired with balancing that squat +body for many years upon the decks of small coasters, and made +sore by miles of tramping upon the flagstones of the dock side, +had hurried up in time to avert a ridiculous catastrophe. I +answered him pettishly, I fear, and as if I had known all about +it before.</p> +<p>“All right, all right! can’t do everything at +once.”</p> +<p>He remained near by, muttering to himself till the yards had +been hauled round at my order, and then raised again his foggy, +thick voice:</p> +<p>“None too soon,” he observed, with a critical +glance up at the towering side of the warehouse. +“That’s a half-sovereign in your pocket, Mr. +Mate. You should always look first how you are for them +windows before you begin to breast in your ship to the +quay.”</p> +<p>It was good advice. But one cannot think of everything +or foresee contacts of things apparently as remote as stars and +hop-poles.</p> +<h2>XXXII.</h2> +<p>The view of ships lying moored in some of the older docks of +London has always suggested to my mind the image of a flock of +swans kept in the flooded backyard of grim tenement houses. +The flatness of the walls surrounding the dark pool on which they +float brings out wonderfully the flowing grace of the lines on +which a ship’s hull is built. The lightness of these +forms, devised to meet the winds and the seas, makes, by contrast +with the great piles of bricks, the chains and cables of their +moorings appear very necessary, as if nothing less could prevent +them from soaring upwards and over the roofs. The least +puff of wind stealing round the corners of the dock buildings +stirs these captives fettered to rigid shores. It is as if +the soul of a ship were impatient of confinement. Those +masted hulls, relieved of their cargo, become restless at the +slightest hint of the wind’s freedom. However tightly +moored, they range a little at their berths, swaying +imperceptibly the spire-like assemblages of cordage and +spars. You can detect their impatience by watching the sway +of the mastheads against the motionless, the soulless gravity of +mortar and stones. As you pass alongside each hopeless +prisoner chained to the quay, the slight grinding noise of the +wooden fenders makes a sound of angry muttering. But, after +all, it may be good for ships to go through a period of restraint +and repose, as the restraint and self-communion of inactivity may +be good for an unruly soul—not, indeed, that I mean to say +that ships are unruly; on the contrary, they are faithful +creatures, as so many men can testify. And faithfulness is +a great restraint, the strongest bond laid upon the self-will of +men and ships on this globe of land and sea.</p> +<p>This interval of bondage in the docks rounds each period of a +ship’s life with the sense of accomplished duty, of an +effectively played part in the work of the world. The dock +is the scene of what the world would think the most serious part +in the light, bounding, swaying life of a ship. But there +are docks and docks. The ugliness of some docks is +appalling. Wild horses would not drag from me the name of a +certain river in the north whose narrow estuary is inhospitable +and dangerous, and whose docks are like a nightmare of dreariness +and misery. Their dismal shores are studded thickly with +scaffold-like, enormous timber structures, whose lofty heads are +veiled periodically by the infernal gritty night of a cloud of +coal-dust. The most important ingredient for getting the +world’s work along is distributed there under the +circumstances of the greatest cruelty meted out to helpless +ships. Shut up in the desolate circuit of these basins, you +would think a free ship would droop and die like a wild bird put +into a dirty cage. But a ship, perhaps because of her +faithfulness to men, will endure an extraordinary lot of +ill-usage. Still, I have seen ships issue from certain +docks like half-dead prisoners from a dungeon, bedraggled, +overcome, wholly disguised in dirt, and with their men rolling +white eyeballs in black and worried faces raised to a heaven +which, in its smoky and soiled aspect, seemed to reflect the +sordidness of the earth below. One thing, however, may be +said for the docks of the Port of London on both sides of the +river: for all the complaints of their insufficient equipment, of +their obsolete rules, of failure (they say) in the matter of +quick despatch, no ship need ever issue from their gates in a +half-fainting condition. London is a general cargo port, as +is only proper for the greatest capital of the world to be. +General cargo ports belong to the aristocracy of the +earth’s trading places, and in that aristocracy London, as +it is its way, has a unique physiognomy.</p> +<p>The absence of picturesqueness cannot be laid to the charge of +the docks opening into the Thames. For all my unkind +comparisons to swans and backyards, it cannot be denied that each +dock or group of docks along the north side of the river has its +own individual attractiveness. Beginning with the cosy +little St. Katherine’s Dock, lying overshadowed and black +like a quiet pool amongst rocky crags, through the venerable and +sympathetic London Docks, with not a single line of rails in the +whole of their area and the aroma of spices lingering between its +warehouses, with their far-famed wine-cellars—down through +the interesting group of West India Docks, the fine docks at +Blackwall, on past the Galleons Reach entrance of the Victoria +and Albert Docks, right down to the vast gloom of the great +basins in Tilbury, each of those places of restraint for ships +has its own peculiar physiognomy, its own expression. And +what makes them unique and attractive is their common trait of +being romantic in their usefulness.</p> +<p>In their way they are as romantic as the river they serve is +unlike all the other commercial streams of the world. The +cosiness of the St. Katherine’s Dock, the old-world air of +the London Docks, remain impressed upon the memory. The +docks down the river, abreast of Woolwich, are imposing by their +proportions and the vast scale of the ugliness that forms their +surroundings—ugliness so picturesque as to become a delight +to the eye. When one talks of the Thames docks, +“beauty” is a vain word, but romance has lived too +long upon this river not to have thrown a mantle of glamour upon +its banks.</p> +<p>The antiquity of the port appeals to the imagination by the +long chain of adventurous enterprises that had their inception in +the town and floated out into the world on the waters of the +river. Even the newest of the docks, the Tilbury Dock, +shares in the glamour conferred by historical associations. +Queen Elizabeth has made one of her progresses down there, not +one of her journeys of pomp and ceremony, but an anxious business +progress at a crisis of national history. The menace of +that time has passed away, and now Tilbury is known by its +docks. These are very modern, but their remoteness and +isolation upon the Essex marsh, the days of failure attending +their creation, invested them with a romantic air. Nothing +in those days could have been more striking than the vast, empty +basins, surrounded by miles of bare quays and the ranges of +cargo-sheds, where two or three ships seemed lost like bewitched +children in a forest of gaunt, hydraulic cranes. One +received a wonderful impression of utter abandonment, of wasted +efficiency. From the first the Tilbury Docks were very +efficient and ready for their task, but they had come, perhaps, +too soon into the field. A great future lies before Tilbury +Docks. They shall never fill a long-felt want (in the +sacramental phrase that is applied to railways, tunnels, +newspapers, and new editions of books). They were too early +in the field. The want shall never be felt because, free of +the trammels of the tide, easy of access, magnificent and +desolate, they are already there, prepared to take and keep the +biggest ships that float upon the sea. They are worthy of +the oldest river port in the world.</p> +<p>And, truth to say, for all the criticisms flung upon the heads +of the dock companies, the other docks of the Thames are no +disgrace to the town with a population greater than that of some +commonwealths. The growth of London as a well-equipped port +has been slow, while not unworthy of a great capital, of a great +centre of distribution. It must not be forgotten that +London has not the backing of great industrial districts or great +fields of natural exploitation. In this it differs from +Liverpool, from Cardiff, from Newcastle, from Glasgow; and +therein the Thames differs from the Mersey, from the Tyne, from +the Clyde. It is an historical river; it is a romantic +stream flowing through the centre of great affairs, and for all +the criticism of the river’s administration, my contention +is that its development has been worthy of its dignity. For +a long time the stream itself could accommodate quite easily the +oversea and coasting traffic. That was in the days when, in +the part called the Pool, just below London Bridge, the vessels +moored stem and stern in the very strength of the tide formed one +solid mass like an island covered with a forest of gaunt, +leafless trees; and when the trade had grown too big for the +river there came the St. Katherine’s Docks and the London +Docks, magnificent undertakings answering to the need of their +time. The same may be said of the other artificial lakes +full of ships that go in and out upon this high road to all parts +of the world. The labour of the imperial waterway goes on +from generation to generation, goes on day and night. +Nothing ever arrests its sleepless industry but the coming of a +heavy fog, which clothes the teeming stream in a mantle of +impenetrable stillness.</p> +<p>After the gradual cessation of all sound and movement on the +faithful river, only the ringing of ships’ bells is heard, +mysterious and muffled in the white vapour from London Bridge +right down to the Nore, for miles and miles in a decrescendo +tinkling, to where the estuary broadens out into the North Sea, +and the anchored ships lie scattered thinly in the shrouded +channels between the sand-banks of the Thames’ mouth. +Through the <a name="page180"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +180</span>long and glorious tale of years of the river’s +strenuous service to its people these are its only breathing +times.</p> +<h2>XXXIII.</h2> +<p>A <span class="smcap">ship</span> in dock, surrounded by quays +and the walls of warehouses, has the appearance of a prisoner +meditating upon freedom in the sadness of a free spirit put under +restraint. Chain cables and stout ropes keep her bound to +stone posts at the edge of a paved shore, and a berthing-master, +with brass buttons on his coat, walks about like a weather-beaten +and ruddy gaoler, casting jealous, watchful glances upon the +moorings that fetter a ship lying passive and still and safe, as +if lost in deep regrets of her days of liberty and danger on the +sea.</p> +<p>The swarm of renegades—dock-masters, berthing-masters, +gatemen, and such like—appear to nurse an immense distrust +of the captive ship’s resignation. There never seem +chains and ropes enough to satisfy their minds concerned with the +safe binding of free ships to the strong, muddy, enslaved +earth. “You had better put another bight of a hawser +astern, Mr. Mate,” is the usual phrase in their +mouth. I brand them for renegades, because most of them +have been sailors in their time. As if the infirmities of +old age—the gray hair, the wrinkles at the corners of the +eyes, and the knotted veins of the hands—were the symptoms +of moral poison, they prowl about the quays with an underhand air +of gloating over the broken spirit of noble captives. They +want more fenders, more breasting-ropes; they want more springs, +more shackles, more fetters; they want to make ships with +volatile souls as motionless as square blocks of stone. +They stand on the mud of pavements, these degraded sea-dogs, with +long lines of railway-trucks clanking their couplings behind +their backs, and run malevolent glances over your ship from +headgear to taffrail, only wishing to tyrannize over the poor +creature under the hypocritical cloak of benevolence and +care. Here and there cargo cranes looking like instruments +of torture for ships swing cruel hooks at the end of long +chains. Gangs of dock-labourers swarm with muddy feet over +the gangways. It is a moving sight this, of so many men of +the earth, earthy, who never cared anything for a ship, trampling +unconcerned, brutal and hob-nailed upon her helpless body.</p> +<p>Fortunately, nothing can deface the beauty of a ship. +That sense of a dungeon, that sense of a horrible and degrading +misfortune overtaking a creature fair to see and safe to trust, +attaches only to ships moored in the docks of great European +ports. You feel that they are dishonestly locked up, to be +hunted about from wharf to wharf on a dark, greasy, square pool +of black water as a brutal reward at the end of a faithful +voyage.</p> +<p>A ship anchored in an open roadstead, with cargo-lighters +alongside and her own tackle swinging the burden over the rail, +is accomplishing in freedom a function of her life. There +is no restraint; there is space: clear water around her, and a +clear sky above her mastheads, with a landscape of green hills +and charming bays opening around her anchorage. She is not +abandoned by her own men to the tender mercies of shore +people. She still shelters, and is looked after by, her own +little devoted band, and you feel that presently she will glide +between the headlands and disappear. It is only at home, in +dock, that she lies abandoned, shut off from freedom by all the +artifices of men that think of quick despatch and profitable +freights. It is only then that the odious, rectangular +shadows of walls and roofs fall upon her decks, with showers of +soot.</p> +<p>To a man who has never seen the extraordinary nobility, +strength, and grace that the devoted generations of ship-builders +have evolved from some pure nooks of their simple souls, the +sight that could be seen five-and-twenty years ago of a large +fleet of clippers moored along the north side of the New South +Dock was an inspiring spectacle. Then there was a quarter +of a mile of them, from the iron dockyard-gates guarded by +policemen, in a long, forest-like perspective of masts, moored +two and two to many stout wooden jetties. Their spars +dwarfed with their loftiness the corrugated-iron sheds, their +jibbooms extended far over the shore, their white-and-gold +figure-heads, almost dazzling in their purity, overhung the +straight, long quay above the mud and dirt of the wharfside, with +the busy figures of groups and single men moving to and fro, +restless and grimy under their soaring immobility.</p> +<p>At tide-time you would see one of the loaded ships with +battened-down hatches drop out of the ranks and float in the +clear space of the dock, held by lines dark and slender, like the +first threads of a spider’s web, extending from her bows +and her quarters to the mooring-posts on shore. There, +graceful and still, like a bird ready to spread its wings, she +waited till, at the opening of the gates, a tug or two would +hurry in noisily, hovering round her with an air of fuss and +solicitude, and take her out into the river, tending, shepherding +her through open bridges, through dam-like gates between the flat +pier-heads, with a bit of green lawn surrounded by gravel and a +white signal-mast with yard and gaff, flying a couple of dingy +blue, red, or white flags.</p> +<p>This New South Dock (it was its official name), round which my +earlier professional memories are centred, belongs to the group +of West India Docks, together with two smaller and much older +basins called Import and Export respectively, both with the +greatness of their trade departed from them already. +Picturesque and clean as docks go, these twin basins spread side +by side the dark lustre of their glassy water, sparely peopled by +a few ships laid up on buoys or tucked far away from each other +at the end of sheds in the corners of empty quays, where they +seemed to slumber quietly remote, untouched by the bustle of +men’s affairs—in retreat rather than in +captivity. They were quaint and sympathetic, those two +homely basins, unfurnished and silent, with no aggressive display +of cranes, no apparatus of hurry and work on their narrow +shores. No railway-lines cumbered them. The knots of +labourers trooping in clumsily round the corners of cargo-sheds +to eat their food in peace out of red cotton handkerchiefs had +the air of picnicking by the side of a lonely mountain +pool. They were restful (and I should say very +unprofitable), those basins, where the chief officer of one of +the ships involved in the harassing, strenuous, noisy activity of +the New South Dock only a few yards away could escape in the +dinner-hour to stroll, unhampered by men and affairs, meditating +(if he chose) on the vanity of all things human. At one +time they must have been full of good old slow West Indiamen of +the square-stern type, that took their captivity, one imagines, +as stolidly as they had faced the buffeting of the waves with +their blunt, honest bows, and disgorged sugar, rum, molasses, +coffee, or logwood sedately with their own winch and +tackle. But when I knew them, of exports there was never a +sign that one could detect; and all the imports I have ever seen +were some rare cargoes of tropical timber, enormous baulks +roughed out of iron trunks grown in the woods about the Gulf of +Mexico. They lay piled up in stacks of mighty boles, and it +was hard to believe that all this mass of dead and stripped trees +had come out of the flanks of a slender, innocent-looking little +barque with, as likely as not, a homely woman’s +name—Ellen this or Annie that—upon her fine +bows. But this is generally the case with a discharged +cargo. Once spread at large over the quay, it looks the +most impossible bulk to have all come there out of that ship +alongside.</p> +<p>They were quiet, serene nooks in the busy world of docks, +these basins where it has never been my good luck to get a berth +after some more or less arduous passage. But one could see +at a glance that men and ships were never hustled there. +They were so quiet that, remembering them well, one comes to +doubt that they ever existed—places of repose for tired +ships to dream in, places of meditation rather than work, where +wicked ships—the cranky, the lazy, the wet, the bad sea +boats, the wild steerers, the capricious, the pig-headed, the +generally ungovernable—would have full leisure to take +count and repent of their sins, sorrowful and naked, with their +rent garments of sailcloth stripped off them, and with the dust +and ashes of the London atmosphere upon their mastheads. +For that the worst of ships would repent if she were ever given +time I make no doubt. I have known too many of them. +No ship is wholly bad; and now that their bodies that had braved +so many tempests have been blown off the face of the sea by a +puff of steam, the evil and the good together into the limbo of +things that have served their time, there can be no harm in +affirming that in these vanished generations of willing servants +there never has been one utterly unredeemable soul.</p> +<p>In the New South Dock there was certainly no time for remorse, +introspection, repentance, or any phenomena of inner life either +for the captive ships or for their officers. From six in +the morning till six at night the hard labour of the +prison-house, which rewards the valiance of ships that win the +harbour went on steadily, great slings of general cargo swinging +over the rail, to drop plumb into the hatchways at the sign of +the gangway-tender’s hand. The New South Dock was +especially a loading dock for the Colonies in those great (and +last) days of smart wool-clippers, good to look at +and—well—exciting to handle. Some of them were +more fair to see than the others; many were (to put it mildly) +somewhat over-masted; all were expected to make good passages; +and of all that line of ships, whose rigging made a thick, +enormous network against the sky, whose brasses flashed almost as +far as the eye of the policeman at the gates could reach, there +was hardly one that knew of any other port amongst all the ports +on the wide earth but London and Sydney, or London and Melbourne, +or London and Adelaide, perhaps with Hobart Town added for those +of smaller tonnage. One could almost have believed, as her +gray-whiskered second mate used to say of the old <i>Duke of +S—</i>, that they knew the road to the Antipodes better +than their own skippers, who, year in, year out, took them from +London—the place of captivity—to some Australian port +where, twenty-five years ago, though moored well and tight enough +to the wooden wharves, they felt themselves no captives, but +honoured guests.</p> +<h2>XXXIV.</h2> +<p>These towns of the Antipodes, not so great then as they are +now, took an interest in the shipping, the running links with +“home,” whose numbers confirmed the sense of their +growing importance. They made it part and parcel of their +daily interests. This was especially the case in Sydney, +where, from the heart of the fair city, down the vista of +important streets, could be seen the wool-clippers lying at the +Circular Quay—no walled prison-house of a dock that, but +the integral part of one of the finest, most beautiful, vast, and +safe bays the sun ever shone upon. Now great steam-liners +lie at these berths, always reserved for the sea +aristocracy—grand and imposing enough ships, but here +to-day and gone next week; whereas the general cargo, emigrant, +and passenger clippers of my time, rigged with heavy spars, and +built on fine lines, used to remain for months together waiting +for their load of wool. Their names attained the dignity of +household words. On Sundays and holidays the citizens +trooped down, on visiting bent, and the lonely officer on duty +solaced himself by playing the cicerone—especially to the +citizenesses with engaging manners and a well-developed sense of +the fun that may be got out of the inspection of a ship’s +cabins and state-rooms. The tinkle of more or less untuned +cottage pianos floated out of open stern-ports till the gas-lamps +began to twinkle in the streets, and the ship’s +night-watchman, coming sleepily on duty after his unsatisfactory +day slumbers, hauled down the flags and fastened a lighted +lantern at the break of the gangway. The night closed +rapidly upon the silent ships with their crews on shore. Up +a short, steep ascent by the King’s Head pub., patronized +by the cooks and stewards of the fleet, the voice of a man crying +“Hot saveloys!” at the end of George Street, where +the cheap eating-houses (sixpence a meal) were kept by Chinamen +(Sun-kum-on’s was not bad), is heard at regular +intervals. I have listened for hours to this most +pertinacious pedlar (I wonder whether he is dead or has made a +fortune), while sitting on the rail of the old <i>Duke of +S—</i> (she’s dead, poor thing! a violent death on +the coast of New Zealand), fascinated by the monotony, the +regularity, the abruptness of the recurring cry, and so +exasperated at the absurd spell, that I wished the fellow would +choke himself to death with a mouthful of his own infamous +wares.</p> +<p>A stupid job, and fit only for an old man, my comrades used to +tell me, to be the night-watchman of a captive (though honoured) +ship. And generally the oldest of the able seamen in a +ship’s crew does get it. But sometimes neither the +oldest nor any other fairly steady seaman is forthcoming. +Ships’ crews had the trick of melting away swiftly in those +days. So, probably on account of my youth, innocence, and +pensive habits (which made me sometimes dilatory in my work about +the rigging), I was suddenly nominated, in our chief mate Mr. +B—’s most sardonic tones, to that enviable +situation. I do not regret the experience. The night +humours of the town descended from the street to the waterside in +the still watches of the night: larrikins rushing down in bands +to settle some quarrel by a stand-up fight, away from the police, +in an indistinct ring half hidden by piles of cargo, with the +sounds of blows, a groan now and then, the stamping of feet, and +the cry of “Time!” rising suddenly above the sinister +and excited murmurs; night-prowlers, pursued or pursuing, with a +stifled shriek followed by a profound silence, or slinking +stealthily alongside like ghosts, and addressing me from the quay +below in mysterious tones with incomprehensible +propositions. The cabmen, too, who twice a week, on the +night when the A.S.N. Company’s passenger-boat was due to +arrive, used to range a battalion of blazing lamps opposite the +ship, were very amusing in their way. They got down from +their perches and told each other impolite stories in racy +language, every word of which reached me distinctly over the +bulwarks as I sat smoking on the main-hatch. On one +occasion I had an hour or so of a most intellectual conversation +with a person whom I could not see distinctly, a gentleman from +England, he said, with a cultivated voice, I on deck and he on +the quay sitting on the case of a piano (landed out of our hold +that very afternoon), and smoking a cigar which smelt very +good. We touched, in our discourse, upon science, politics, +natural history, and operatic singers. Then, after +remarking abruptly, “You seem to be rather intelligent, my +man,” he informed me pointedly that his name was Mr. +Senior, and walked off—to his hotel, I suppose. +Shadows! Shadows! I think I saw a white whisker as he +turned under the lamp-post. It is a shock to think that in +the natural course of nature he must be dead by now. There +was nothing to object to in his intelligence but a little +dogmatism maybe. And his name was Senior! Mr. +Senior!</p> +<p>The position had its drawbacks, however. One wintry, +blustering, dark night in July, as I stood sleepily out of the +rain under the break of the poop something resembling an ostrich +dashed up the gangway. I say ostrich because the creature, +though it ran on two legs, appeared to help its progress by +working a pair of short wings; it was a man, however, only his +coat, ripped up the back and flapping in two halves above his +shoulders, gave him that weird and fowl-like appearance. At +least, I suppose it was his coat, for it was impossible to make +him out distinctly. How he managed to come so straight upon +me, at speed and without a stumble over a strange deck, I cannot +imagine. He must have been able to see in the dark better +than any cat. He overwhelmed me with panting entreaties to +let him take shelter till morning in our forecastle. +Following my strict orders, I refused his request, mildly at +first, in a sterner tone as he insisted with growing +impudence.</p> +<p>“For God’s sake let me, matey! Some of +’em are after me—and I’ve got hold of a ticker +here.”</p> +<p>“You clear out of this!” I said.</p> +<p>“Don’t be hard on a chap, old man!” he +whined pitifully.</p> +<p>“Now then, get ashore at once. Do you +hear?”</p> +<p>Silence. He appeared to cringe, mute, as if words had +failed him through grief; then—bang! came a concussion and +a great flash of light in which he vanished, leaving me prone on +my back with the most abominable black eye that anybody ever got +in the faithful discharge of duty. Shadows! +Shadows! I hope he escaped the enemies he was fleeing from +to live and flourish to this day. But his fist was +uncommonly hard and his aim miraculously true in the dark.</p> +<p>There were other experiences, less painful and more funny for +the most part, with one amongst them of a dramatic complexion; +but the greatest experience of them all was Mr. B—, our +chief mate himself.</p> +<p>He used to go ashore every night to foregather in some +hotel’s parlour with his crony, the mate of the barque +<i>Cicero</i>, lying on the other side of the Circular +Quay. Late at night I would hear from afar their stumbling +footsteps and their voices raised in endless argument. The +mate of the <i>Cicero</i> was seeing his friend on board. +They would continue their senseless and muddled discourse in +tones of profound friendship for half an hour or so at the shore +end of our gangway, and then I would hear Mr. B— insisting +that he must see the other on board his ship. And away they +would go, their voices, still conversing with excessive amity, +being heard moving all round the harbour. It happened more +than once that they would thus perambulate three or four times +the distance, each seeing the other on board his ship out of pure +and disinterested affection. Then, through sheer weariness, +or perhaps in a moment of forgetfulness, they would manage to +part from each other somehow, and by-and-by the planks of our +long gangway would bend and creak under the weight of Mr. +B— coming on board for good at last.</p> +<p>On the rail his burly form would stop and stand swaying.</p> +<p>“Watchman!”</p> +<p>“Sir.”</p> +<p>A pause.</p> +<p>He waited for a moment of steadiness before negotiating the +three steps of the inside ladder from rail to deck; and the +watchman, taught by experience, would forbear offering help which +would be received as an insult at that particular stage of the +mate’s return. But many times I trembled for his +neck. He was a heavy man.</p> +<p>Then with a rush and a thump it would be done. He never +had to pick himself up; but it took him a minute or so to pull +himself together after the descent.</p> +<p>“Watchman!”</p> +<p>“Sir.”</p> +<p>“Captain aboard?”</p> +<p>“Yes, sir.”</p> +<p>Pause.</p> +<p>“Dog aboard?”</p> +<p>“Yes, sir.”</p> +<p>Pause.</p> +<p>Our dog was a gaunt and unpleasant beast, more like a wolf in +poor health than a dog, and I never noticed Mr. B— at any +other time show the slightest interest in the doings of the +animal. But that question never failed.</p> +<p>“Let’s have your arm to steady me +along.”</p> +<p>I was always prepared for that request. He leaned on me +heavily till near enough the cabin-door to catch hold of the +handle. Then he would let go my arm at once.</p> +<p>“That’ll do. I can manage now.”</p> +<p>And he could manage. He could manage to find his way +into his berth, light his lamp, get into his bed—ay, and +get out of it when I called him at half-past five, the first man +on deck, lifting the cup of morning coffee to his lips with a +steady hand, ready for duty as though he had virtuously slept ten +solid hours—a better chief officer than many a man who had +never tasted grog in his life. He could manage all that, +but could never manage to get on in life.</p> +<p>Only once he failed to seize the cabin-door handle at the +first grab. He waited a little, tried again, and again +failed. His weight was growing heavier on my arm. He +sighed slowly.</p> +<p>“D—n that handle!”</p> +<p>Without letting go his hold of me he turned about, his face +lit up bright as day by the full moon.</p> +<p>“I wish she were out at sea,” he growled +savagely.</p> +<p>“Yes, sir.”</p> +<p>I felt the need to say something, because he hung on to me as +if lost, breathing heavily.</p> +<p>“Ports are no good—ships rot, men go to the +devil!”</p> +<p>I kept still, and after a while he repeated with a sigh.</p> +<p>“I wish she were at sea out of this.”</p> +<p>“So do I, sir,” I ventured.</p> +<p>Holding my shoulder, he turned upon me.</p> +<p>“You! What’s that to you where she is? +You don’t—drink.”</p> +<p>And even on that night he “managed it” at +last. He got hold of the handle. But he did not +manage to light his lamp (I don’t think he even tried), +though in the morning as usual he was the first on deck, +bull-necked, curly-headed, watching the hands turn-to with his +sardonic expression and unflinching gaze.</p> +<p>I met him ten years afterwards, casually, unexpectedly, in the +street, on coming out of my consignee office. I was not +likely to have forgotten him with his “I can manage +now.” He recognised me at once, remembered my name, +and in what ship I had served under his orders. He looked +me over from head to foot.</p> +<p>“What are you doing here?” he asked.</p> +<p>“I am commanding a little barque,” I said, +“loading here for Mauritius.” Then, +thoughtlessly, I added: “And what are you doing, Mr. +B-?”</p> +<p>“I,” he said, looking at me unflinchingly, with +his old sardonic grin—“I am looking for something to +do.”</p> +<p>I felt I would rather have bitten out my tongue. His +jet-black, curly hair had turned iron-gray; he was scrupulously +neat as ever, but frightfully threadbare. His shiny boots +were worn down at heel. But he forgave me, and we drove off +together in a hansom to dine on board my ship. He went over +her conscientiously, praised her heartily, congratulated me on my +command with absolute sincerity. At dinner, as I offered +him wine and beer he shook his head, and as I sat looking at him +interrogatively, muttered in an undertone:</p> +<p>“I’ve given up all that.”</p> +<p>After dinner we came again on deck. It seemed as though +he could not tear himself away from the ship. We were +fitting some new lower rigging, and he hung about, approving, +suggesting, giving me advice in his old manner. Twice he +addressed me as “My boy,” and corrected himself +quickly to “Captain.” My mate was about to +leave me (to get married), but I concealed the fact from Mr. +B—. I was afraid he would ask me to give him the +berth in some ghastly jocular hint that I could not refuse to +take. I was afraid. It would have been +impossible. I could not have given orders to Mr. B—, +and I am sure he would not have taken them from me very +long. He could not have managed that, though he had managed +to break himself from drink—too late.</p> +<p><a name="page201"></a><span class="pagenum">p. 201</span>He +said good-bye at last. As I watched his burly, bull-necked +figure walk away up the street, I wondered with a sinking heart +whether he had much more than the price of a night’s +lodging in his pocket. And I understood that if that very +minute I were to call out after him, he would not even turn his +head. He, too, is no more than a shadow, but I seem to hear +his words spoken on the moonlit deck of the old <i>Duke</i> +—:</p> +<p>“Ports are no good—ships rot, men go to the +devil!”</p> +<h2>XXXV.</h2> +<p>“Ships!” exclaimed an elderly seaman in clean +shore togs. “Ships”—and his keen glance, +turning away from my face, ran along the vista of magnificent +figure-heads that in the late seventies used to overhang in a +serried rank the muddy pavement by the side of the New South +Dock—“ships are all right; it’s the men in +’em. . .”</p> +<p>Fifty hulls, at least, moulded on lines of beauty and +speed—hulls of wood, of iron, expressing in their forms the +highest achievement of modern ship-building—lay moored all +in a row, stem to quay, as if assembled there for an exhibition, +not of a great industry, but of a great art. Their colours +were gray, black, dark green, with a narrow strip of yellow +moulding defining their sheer, or with a row of painted ports +decking in warlike decoration their robust flanks of +cargo-carriers that would know no triumph but of speed in +carrying a burden, no glory other than of a long service, no +victory but that of an endless, obscure contest with the +sea. The great empty hulls with swept holds, just out of +dry-dock, with their paint glistening freshly, sat high-sided +with ponderous dignity alongside the wooden jetties, looking more +like unmovable buildings than things meant to go afloat; others, +half loaded, far on the way to recover the true sea-physiognomy +of a ship brought down to her load-line, looked more +accessible. Their less steeply slanting gangways seemed to +invite the strolling sailors in search of a berth to walk on +board and try “for a chance” with the chief mate, the +guardian of a ship’s efficiency. As if anxious to +remain unperceived amongst their overtopping sisters, two or +three “finished” ships floated low, with an air of +straining at the leash of their level headfasts, exposing to view +their cleared decks and covered hatches, prepared to drop stern +first out of the labouring ranks, displaying the true comeliness +of form which only her proper sea-trim gives to a ship. And +for a good quarter of a mile, from the dockyard gate to the +farthest corner, where the old housed-in hulk, the +<i>President</i> (drill-ship, then, of the Naval Reserve), used +to lie with her frigate side rubbing against the stone of the +quay, above all these hulls, ready and unready, a hundred and +fifty lofty masts, more or less, held out the web of their +rigging like an immense net, in whose close mesh, black against +the sky, the heavy yards seemed to be entangled and +suspended.</p> +<p>It was a sight. The humblest craft that floats makes its +appeal to a seaman by the faithfulness of her life; and this was +the place where one beheld the aristocracy of ships. It was +a noble gathering of the fairest and the swiftest, each bearing +at the bow the carved emblem of her name, as in a gallery of +plaster-casts, figures of women with mural crowns, women with +flowing robes, with gold fillets on their hair or blue scarves +round their waists, stretching out rounded arms as if to point +the way; heads of men helmeted or bare; full lengths of warriors, +of kings, of statesmen, of lords and princesses, all white from +top to toe; with here and there a dusky turbaned figure, +bedizened in many colours, of some Eastern sultan or hero, all +inclined forward under the slant of mighty bowsprits as if eager +to begin another run of 11,000 miles in their leaning +attitudes. These were the fine figure-heads of the finest +ships afloat. But why, unless for the love of the life +those effigies shared with us in their wandering impassivity, +should one try to reproduce in words an impression of whose +fidelity there can be no critic and no judge, since such an +exhibition of the art of shipbuilding and the art of figure-head +carving as was seen from year’s end to year’s end in +the open-air gallery of the New South Dock no man’s eye +shall behold again? All that patient, pale company of +queens and princesses, of kings and warriors, of allegorical +women, of heroines and statesmen and heathen gods, crowned, +helmeted, bare-headed, has run for good off the sea stretching to +the last above the tumbling foam their fair, rounded arms; +holding out their spears, swords, shields, tridents in the same +unwearied, striving forward pose. And nothing remains but +lingering perhaps in the memory of a few men, the sound of their +names, vanished a long time ago from the first page of the great +London dailies; from big posters in railway-stations and the +doors of shipping offices; from the minds of sailors, +dockmasters, pilots, and tugmen; from the hail of gruff voices +and the flutter of signal flags exchanged between ships closing +upon each other and drawing apart in the open immensity of the +sea.</p> +<p>The elderly, respectable seaman, withdrawing his gaze from +that multitude of spars, gave me a glance to make sure of our +fellowship in the craft and mystery of the sea. We had met +casually, and had got into contact as I had stopped near him, my +attention being caught by the same peculiarity he was looking at +in the rigging of an obviously new ship, a ship with her +reputation all to make yet in the talk of the seamen who were to +share their life with her. Her name was already on their +lips. I had heard it uttered between two thick, red-necked +fellows of the semi-nautical type at the Fenchurch Street +Railway-station, where, in those days, the everyday male crowd +was attired in jerseys and pilot-cloth mostly, and had the air of +being more conversant with the times of high-water than with the +times of the trains. I had noticed that new ship’s +name on the first page of my morning paper. I had stared at +the unfamiliar grouping of its letters, blue on white ground, on +the advertisement-boards, whenever the train came to a standstill +alongside one of the shabby, wooden, wharf-like platforms of the +dock railway-line. She had been named, with proper +observances, on the day she came off the stocks, no doubt, but +she was very far yet from “having a name.” +Untried, ignorant of the ways of the sea, she had been thrust +amongst that renowned company of ships to load for her maiden +voyage. There was nothing to vouch for her soundness and +the worth of her character, but the reputation of the +building-yard whence she was launched headlong into the world of +waters. She looked modest to me. I imagined her +diffident, lying very quiet, with her side nestling shyly against +the wharf to which she was made fast with very new lines, +intimidated by the company of her tried and experienced sisters +already familiar with all the violences of the ocean and the +exacting love of men. They had had more long voyages to +make their names in than she had known weeks of carefully tended +life, for a new ship receives as much attention as if she were a +young bride. Even crabbed old dock-masters look at her with +benevolent eyes. In her shyness at the threshold of a +laborious and uncertain life, where so much is expected of a +ship, she could not have been better heartened and comforted, had +she only been able to hear and understand, than by the tone of +deep conviction in which my elderly, respectable seaman repeated +the first part of his saying, “Ships are all right . . +.”</p> +<p>His civility prevented him from repeating the other, the +bitter part. It had occurred to him that it was perhaps +indelicate to insist. He had recognised in me a +ship’s officer, very possibly looking for a berth like +himself, and so far a comrade, but still a man belonging to that +sparsely-peopled after-end of a ship, where a great part of her +reputation as a “good ship,” in seaman’s +parlance, is made or marred.</p> +<p>“Can you say that of all ships without exception?” +I asked, being in an idle mood, because, if an obvious +ship’s officer, I was not, as a matter of fact, down at the +docks to “look for a berth,” an occupation as +engrossing as gambling, and as little favourable to the free +exchange of ideas, besides being destructive of the kindly temper +needed for casual intercourse with one’s +fellow-creatures.</p> +<p>“You can always put up with ’em,” opined the +respectable seaman judicially.</p> +<p>He was not averse from talking, either. If he had come +down to the dock to look for a berth, he did not seem oppressed +by anxiety as to his chances. He had the serenity of a man +whose estimable character is fortunately expressed by his +personal appearance in an unobtrusive, yet convincing, manner +which no chief officer in want of hands could resist. And, +true enough, I learned presently that the mate of the +<i>Hyperion</i> had “taken down” his name for +quarter-master. “We sign on Friday, and join next day +for the morning tide,” he remarked, in a deliberate, +careless tone, which contrasted strongly with his evident +readiness to stand there yarning for an hour or so with an utter +stranger.</p> +<p>“<i>Hyperion</i>,” I said. “I +don’t remember ever seeing that ship anywhere. What +sort of a name has she got?”</p> +<p>It appeared from his discursive answer that she had not much +of a name one way or another. She was not very fast. +It took no fool, though, to steer her straight, he +believed. Some years ago he had seen her in Calcutta, and +he remembered being told by somebody then, that on her passage up +the river she had carried away both her hawse-pipes. But +that might have been the pilot’s fault. Just now, +yarning with the apprentices on board, he had heard that this +very voyage, brought up in the Downs, outward bound, she broke +her sheer, struck adrift, and lost an anchor and chain. But +that might have occurred through want of careful tending in a +tideway. All the same, this looked as though she were +pretty hard on her ground-tackle. Didn’t it? +She seemed a heavy ship to handle, anyway. For the rest, as +she had a new captain and a new mate this voyage, he understood, +one couldn’t say how she would turn out. . . .</p> +<p>In such marine shore-talk as this is the name of a ship slowly +established, her fame made for her, the tale of her qualities and +of her defects kept, her idiosyncrasies commented upon with the +zest of personal gossip, her achievements made much of, her +faults glossed over as things that, being without remedy in our +imperfect world, should not be dwelt upon too much by men who, +with the help of ships, wrest out a bitter living from the rough +grasp of the sea. All that talk makes up her +“name,” which is handed over from one crew to another +without bitterness, without animosity, with the indulgence of +mutual dependence, and with the feeling of close association in +the exercise of her perfections and in the danger of her +defects.</p> +<p>This feeling explains men’s pride in ships. +“Ships are all right,” as my middle-aged, respectable +quartermaster said with much conviction and some irony; but they +are not exactly what men make them. They have their own +nature; they can of themselves minister to our self-esteem by the +demand their qualities make upon our skill and their shortcomings +upon our hardiness and endurance. Which is the more +flattering exaction it is hard to say; but there is the fact that +in listening for upwards of twenty years to the sea-talk that +goes on afloat and ashore I have never detected the true note of +animosity. I won’t deny that at sea, sometimes, the +note of profanity was audible enough in those chiding +interpellations a wet, cold, weary seaman addresses to his ship, +and in moments of exasperation is disposed to extend to all ships +that ever were launched—to the whole everlastingly exacting +brood that swims in deep waters. And I have heard curses +launched at the unstable element itself, whose fascination, +outlasting the accumulated experience of ages, had captured him +as it had captured the generations of his forebears.</p> +<p>For all that has been said of the love that certain natures +(on shore) have professed to feel for it, for all the +celebrations it had been the object of in prose and song, the sea +has never been friendly to man. At most it has been the +accomplice of human restlessness, and playing the part of +dangerous abettor of world-wide ambitions. Faithful to no +race after the manner of the kindly earth, receiving no impress +from valour and toil and self-sacrifice, recognising no finality +of dominion, the sea has never adopted the cause of its masters +like those lands where the victorious nations of mankind have +taken root, rocking their cradles and setting up their +gravestones. He—man or people—who, putting his +trust in the friendship of the sea, neglects the strength and +cunning of his right hand, is a fool! As if it were too +great, too mighty for common virtues, the ocean has no +compassion, no faith, no law, no memory. Its fickleness is +to be held true to men’s purposes only by an undaunted +resolution and by a sleepless, armed, jealous vigilance, in +which, perhaps, there has always been more hate than love. +<i>Odi et amo</i> may well be the confession of those who +consciously or blindly have surrendered their existence to the +fascination of the sea. All the tempestuous passions of +mankind’s young days, the love of loot and the love of +glory, the love of adventure and the love of danger, with the +great love of the unknown and vast dreams of dominion and power, +have passed like images reflected from a mirror, leaving no +record upon the mysterious face of the sea. Impenetrable +and heartless, the sea has given nothing of itself to the suitors +for its precarious favours. Unlike the earth, it cannot be +subjugated at any cost of patience and toil. For all its +fascination that has lured so many to a violent death, its +immensity has never been loved as the mountains, the plains, the +desert itself, have been loved. Indeed, I suspect that, +leaving aside the protestations and tributes of writers who, one +is safe in saying, care for little else in the world than the +rhythm of their lines and the cadence of their phrase, the love +of the sea, to which some men and nations confess so readily, is +a complex sentiment wherein pride enters for much, necessity for +not a little, and the love of ships—the untiring servants +of our hopes and our self-esteem—for the best and most +genuine part. For the hundreds who have reviled the sea, +beginning with Shakespeare in the line—</p> +<blockquote><p>“More fell than hunger, anguish, or the +sea,”</p> +</blockquote> +<p>down to the last obscure sea-dog of the “old +model,” having but few words and still fewer thoughts, +there could not be found, I believe, one sailor who has ever +coupled a curse with the good or bad name of a ship. If +ever his profanity, provoked by the hardships of the sea, went so +far as to touch his ship, it would be lightly, as a hand may, +without sin, be laid in the way of kindness on a woman.</p> +<h2>XXXVI.</h2> +<p>The love that is given to ships is profoundly different from +the love men feel for every other work of their hands—the +love they bear to their houses, for instance—because it is +untainted by the pride of possession. The pride of skill, +the pride of responsibility, the pride of endurance there may be, +but otherwise it is a disinterested sentiment. No seaman +ever cherished a ship, even if she belonged to him, merely +because of the profit she put in his pocket. No one, I +think, ever did; for a ship-owner, even of the best, has always +been outside the pale of that sentiment embracing in a feeling of +intimate, equal fellowship the ship and the man, backing each +other against the implacable, if sometimes dissembled, hostility +of their world of waters. The sea—this truth must be +confessed—has no generosity. No display of manly +qualities—courage, hardihood, endurance, +faithfulness—has ever been known to touch its irresponsible +consciousness of power. The ocean has the conscienceless +temper of a savage autocrat spoiled by much adulation. He +cannot brook the slightest appearance of defiance, and has +remained the irreconcilable enemy of ships and men ever since +ships and men had the unheard of audacity to go afloat together +in the face of his frown. From that day he has gone on +swallowing up fleets and men without his resentment being glutted +by the number of victims—by so many wrecked ships and +wrecked lives. To-day, as ever, he is ready to beguile and +betray, to smash and to drown the incorrigible optimism of men +who, backed by the fidelity of ships, are trying to wrest from +him the fortune of their house, the dominion of their world, or +only a dole of food for their hunger. If not always in the +hot mood to smash, he is always stealthily ready for a +drowning. The most amazing wonder of the deep is its +unfathomable cruelty.</p> +<p>I felt its dread for the first time in mid-Atlantic one day, +many years ago, when we took off the crew of a Danish brig +homeward bound from the West Indies. A thin, silvery mist +softened the calm and majestic splendour of light without +shadows—seemed to render the sky less remote and the ocean +less immense. It was one of the days, when the might of the +sea appears indeed lovable, like the nature of a strong man in +moments of quiet intimacy. At sunrise we had made out a +black speck to the westward, apparently suspended high up in the +void behind a stirring, shimmering veil of silvery blue gauze +that seemed at times to stir and float in the breeze which fanned +us slowly along. The peace of that enchanting forenoon was +so profound, so untroubled, that it seemed that every word +pronounced loudly on our deck would penetrate to the very heart +of that infinite mystery born from the conjunction of water and +sky. We did not raise our voices. “A +water-logged derelict, I think, sir,” said the second +officer quietly, coming down from aloft with the binoculars in +their case slung across his shoulders; and our captain, without a +word, signed to the helmsman to steer for the black speck. +Presently we made out a low, jagged stump sticking up +forward—all that remained of her departed masts.</p> +<p>The captain was expatiating in a low conversational tone to +the chief mate upon the danger of these derelicts, and upon his +dread of coming upon them at night, when suddenly a man forward +screamed out, “There’s people on board of her, +sir! I see them!” in a most extraordinary +voice—a voice never heard before in our ship; the amazing +voice of a stranger. It gave the signal for a sudden tumult +of shouts. The watch below ran up the forecastle head in a +body, the cook dashed out of the galley. Everybody saw the +poor fellows now. They were there! And all at once +our ship, which had the well-earned name of being without a rival +for speed in light winds, seemed to us to have lost the power of +motion, as if the sea, becoming viscous, had clung to her +sides. And yet she moved. Immensity, the inseparable +companion of a ship’s life, chose that day to breathe upon +her as gently as a sleeping child. The clamour of our +excitement had died out, and our living ship, famous for never +losing steerage way as long as there was air enough to float a +feather, stole, without a ripple, silent and white as a ghost, +towards her mutilated and wounded sister, come upon at the point +of death in the sunlit haze of a calm day at sea.</p> +<p>With the binoculars glued to his eyes, the captain said in a +quavering tone: “They are waving to us with something aft +there.” He put down the glasses on the skylight +brusquely, and began to walk about the poop. “A shirt +or a flag,” he ejaculated irritably. +“Can’t make it out. . . Some damn rag or +other!” He took a few more turns on the poop, +glancing down over the rail now and then to see how fast we were +moving. His nervous footsteps rang sharply in the quiet of +the ship, where the other men, all looking the same way, had +forgotten themselves in a staring immobility. “This +will never do!” he cried out suddenly. “Lower +the boats at once! Down with them!”</p> +<p>Before I jumped into mine he took me aside, as being an +inexperienced junior, for a word of warning:</p> +<p>“You look out as you come alongside that she +doesn’t take you down with her. You +understand?”</p> +<p>He murmured this confidentially, so that none of the men at +the falls should overhear, and I was shocked. +“Heavens! as if in such an emergency one stopped to think +of danger!” I exclaimed to myself mentally, in scorn of +such cold-blooded caution.</p> +<p>It takes many lessons to make a real seaman, and I got my +rebuke at once. My experienced commander seemed in one +searching glance to read my thoughts on my ingenuous face.</p> +<p>“What you’re going for is to save life, not to +drown your boat’s crew for nothing,” he growled +severely in my ear. But as we shoved off he leaned over and +cried out: “It all rests on the power of your arms, +men. Give way for life!”</p> +<p>We made a race of it, and I would never have believed that a +common boat’s crew of a merchantman could keep up so much +determined fierceness in the regular swing of their stroke. +What our captain had clearly perceived before we left had become +plain to all of us since. The issue of our enterprise hung +on a hair above that abyss of waters which will not give up its +dead till the Day of Judgment. It was a race of two +ship’s boats matched against Death for a prize of nine +men’s lives, and Death had a long start. We saw the +crew of the brig from afar working at the pumps—still +pumping on that wreck, which already had settled so far down that +the gentle, low swell, over which our boats rose and fell easily +without a check to their speed, welling up almost level with her +head-rails, plucked at the ends of broken gear swinging +desolately under her naked bowsprit.</p> +<p>We could not, in all conscience, have picked out a better day +for our regatta had we had the free choice of all the days that +ever dawned upon the lonely struggles and solitary agonies of +ships since the Norse rovers first steered to the westward +against the run of Atlantic waves. It was a very good +race. At the finish there was not an oar’s length +between the first and second boat, with Death coming in a good +third on the top of the very next smooth swell, for all one knew +to the contrary. The scuppers of the brig gurgled softly +all together when the water rising against her sides subsided +sleepily with a low wash, as if playing about an immovable +rock. Her bulwarks were gone fore and aft, and one saw her +bare deck low-lying like a raft and swept clean of boats, spars, +houses—of everything except the ringbolts and the heads of +the pumps. I had one dismal glimpse of it as I braced +myself up to receive upon my breast the last man to leave her, +the captain, who literally let himself fall into my arms.</p> +<p>It had been a weirdly silent rescue—a rescue without a +hail, without a single uttered word, without a gesture or a sign, +without a conscious exchange of glances. Up to the very +last moment those on board stuck to their pumps, which spouted +two clear streams of water upon their bare feet. Their +brown skin showed through the rents of their shirts; and the two +small bunches of half-naked, tattered men went on bowing from the +waist to each other in their back-breaking labour, up and down, +absorbed, with no time for a glance over the shoulder at the help +that was coming to them. As we dashed, unregarded, +alongside a voice let out one, only one hoarse howl of command, +and then, just as they stood, without caps, with the salt drying +gray in the wrinkles and folds of their hairy, haggard faces, +blinking stupidly at us their red eyelids, they made a bolt away +from the handles, tottering and jostling against each other, and +positively flung themselves over upon our very heads. The +clatter they made tumbling into the boats had an extraordinarily +destructive effect upon the illusion of tragic dignity our +self-esteem had thrown over the contests of mankind with the +sea. On that exquisite day of gently breathing peace and +veiled sunshine perished my romantic love to what men’s +imagination had proclaimed the most august aspect of +Nature. The cynical indifference of the sea to the merits +of human suffering and courage, laid bare in this ridiculous, +panic-tainted performance extorted from the dire extremity of +nine good and honourable seamen, revolted me. I saw the +duplicity of the sea’s most tender mood. It was so +because it could not help itself, but the awed respect of the +early days was gone. I felt ready to smile bitterly at its +enchanting charm and glare viciously at its furies. In a +moment, before we shoved off, I had looked coolly at the life of +my choice. Its illusions were gone, but its fascination +remained. I had become a seaman at last.</p> +<p>We pulled hard for a quarter of an hour, then laid on our oars +waiting for our ship. She was coming down on us with +swelling sails, looking delicately tall and exquisitely noble +through the mist. The captain of the brig, who sat in the +stern sheets by my side with his face in his hands, raised his +head and began to speak with a sort of sombre volubility. +They had lost their masts and sprung a leak in a hurricane; +drifted for weeks, always at the pumps, met more bad weather; the +ships they sighted failed to make them out, the leak gained upon +them slowly, and the seas had left them nothing to make a raft +of. It was very hard to see ship after ship pass by at a +distance, “as if everybody had agreed that we must be left +to drown,” he added. But they went on trying to keep +the brig afloat as long as possible, and working the pumps +constantly on insufficient food, mostly raw, till +“yesterday evening,” he continued monotonously, +“just as the sun went down, the men’s hearts +broke.”</p> +<p>He made an almost imperceptible pause here, and went on again +with exactly the same intonation:</p> +<p>“They told me the brig could not be saved, and they +thought they had done enough for themselves. I said nothing +to that. It was true. It was no mutiny. I had +nothing to say to them. They lay about aft all night, as +still as so many dead men. I did not lie down. I kept +a look-out. When the first light came I saw your ship at +once. I waited for more light; the breeze began to fail on +my face. Then I shouted out as loud as I was able, +‘Look at that ship!’ but only two men got up very +slowly and came to me. At first only we three stood alone, +for a long time, watching you coming down to us, and feeling the +breeze drop to a calm almost; but afterwards others, too, rose, +one after another, and by-and-by I had all my crew behind +me. I turned round and said to them that they could see the +ship was coming our way, but in this small breeze she might come +too late after all, unless we turned to and tried to keep the +brig afloat long enough to give you time to save us all. I +spoke like that to them, and then I gave the command to man the +pumps.”</p> +<p>He gave the command, and gave the example, too, by going +himself to the handles, but it seems that these men did actually +hang back for a moment, looking at each other dubiously before +they followed him. “He! he! he!” He broke +out into a most unexpected, imbecile, pathetic, nervous little +giggle. “Their hearts were broken so! They had +been played with too long,” he explained apologetically, +lowering his eyes, and became silent.</p> +<p>Twenty-five years is a long time—a quarter of a century +is a dim and distant past; but to this day I remember the +dark-brown feet, hands, and faces of two of these men whose +hearts had been broken by the sea. They were lying very +still on their sides on the bottom boards between the thwarts, +curled up like dogs. My boat’s crew, leaning over the +looms of their oars, stared and listened as if at the play. +The master of the brig looked up suddenly to ask me what day it +was.</p> +<p>They had lost the date. When I told him it was Sunday, +the 22nd, he frowned, making some mental calculation, then nodded +twice sadly to himself, staring at nothing.</p> +<p>His aspect was miserably unkempt and wildly sorrowful. +Had it not been for the unquenchable candour of his blue eyes, +whose unhappy, tired glance every moment sought his abandoned, +sinking brig, as if it could find rest nowhere else, he would +have appeared mad. But he was too simple to go mad, too +simple with that manly simplicity which alone can bear men +unscathed in mind and body through an encounter with the deadly +playfulness of the sea or with its less abominable fury.</p> +<p>Neither angry, nor playful, nor smiling, it enveloped our +distant ship growing bigger as she neared us, our boats with the +rescued men and the dismantled hull of the brig we were leaving +behind, in the large and placid embrace of its quietness, half +lost in the fair haze, as if in a dream of infinite and tender +clemency. There was no frown, no wrinkle on its face, not a +ripple. And the run of the slight swell was so smooth that +it resembled the graceful undulation of a piece of shimmering +gray silk shot with gleams of green. We pulled an easy +stroke; but when the master of the brig, after a glance over his +shoulder, stood up with a low exclamation, my men feathered their +oars instinctively, without an order, and the boat lost her +way.</p> +<p>He was steadying himself on my shoulder with a strong grip, +while his other arm, flung up rigidly, pointed a denunciatory +finger at the immense tranquillity of the ocean. After his +first exclamation, which stopped the swing of our oars, he made +no sound, but his whole attitude seemed to cry out an indignant +“Behold!” . . . I could not imagine what vision of +evil had come to him. I was startled, and the amazing +energy of his immobilized gesture made my heart beat faster with +the anticipation of something monstrous and unsuspected. +The stillness around us became crushing.</p> +<p>For a moment the succession of silky undulations ran on +innocently. I saw each of them swell up the misty line of +the horizon, far, far away beyond the derelict brig, and the next +moment, with a slight friendly toss of our boat, it had passed +under us and was gone. The lulling cadence of the rise and +fall, the invariable gentleness of this irresistible force, the +great charm of the deep waters, warmed my breast deliciously, +like the subtle poison of a love-potion. But all this +lasted only a few soothing seconds before I jumped up too, making +the boat roll like the veriest landlubber.</p> +<p>Something startling, mysterious, hastily confused, was taking +place. I watched it with incredulous and fascinated awe, as +one watches the confused, swift movements of some deed of +violence done in the dark. As if at a given signal, the run +of the smooth undulations seemed checked suddenly around the +brig. By a strange optical delusion the whole sea appeared +to rise upon her in one overwhelming heave of its silky surface, +where in one spot a smother of foam broke out ferociously. +And then the effort subsided. It was all over, and the +smooth swell ran on as before from the horizon in uninterrupted +cadence of motion, passing under us with a slight friendly toss +of our boat. Far away, where the brig had been, an angry +white stain undulating on the surface of steely-gray waters, shot +with gleams of green, diminished swiftly, without a hiss, like a +patch of pure snow melting in the sun. And the great +stillness after this initiation into the sea’s implacable +hate seemed full of dread thoughts and shadows of disaster.</p> +<p>“Gone!” ejaculated from the depths of his chest my +bowman in a final tone. He spat in his hands, and took a +better grip on his oar. The captain of the brig lowered his +rigid arm slowly, and looked at our faces in a solemnly conscious +silence, which called upon us to share in his simple-minded, +marvelling awe. All at once he sat down by my side, and +leaned forward earnestly at my boat’s crew, who, swinging +together in a long, easy stroke, kept their eyes fixed upon him +faithfully.</p> +<p>“No ship could have done so well,” he addressed +them firmly, after a moment of strained silence, during which he +seemed with trembling lips to seek for words fit to bear such +high testimony. “She was small, but she was +good. I had no anxiety. She was strong. Last +voyage I had my wife and two children in her. No other ship +could have stood so long the weather she had to live through for +days and days before we got dismasted a fortnight ago. She +was fairly worn out, and that’s all. You may believe +me. She lasted under us for days and days, but she could +not last for ever. It was long enough. I am glad it +is over. No better ship was ever left to sink at sea on +such a day as this.”</p> +<p>He was competent to pronounce the funereal oration of a ship, +this son of ancient sea-folk, whose national existence, so little +stained by the excesses of manly virtues, had demanded nothing +but the merest foothold from the earth. By the merits of +his sea-wise forefathers and by the artlessness of his heart, he +was made fit to deliver this excellent discourse. There was +nothing wanting in its orderly arrangement—neither piety +nor faith, nor the tribute of praise due to the worthy dead, with +the edifying recital of their achievement. She had lived, +he had loved her; she had suffered, and he was glad she was at +rest. It was an excellent discourse. And it was +orthodox, too, in its fidelity to the cardinal article of a +seaman’s faith, of which it was a single-minded +confession. “Ships are all right.” They +are. They who live with the sea have got to hold by that +creed first and last; and it came to me, as I glanced at him +sideways, that some men were not altogether unworthy in honour +and conscience to pronounce the funereal eulogium of a +ship’s constancy in life and death.</p> +<p>After this, sitting by my side with his loosely-clasped hands +hanging between his knees, he uttered no word, made no movement +till the shadow of our ship’s sails fell on the boat, when, +at the loud cheer greeting the return of the victors with their +prize, he lifted up his troubled face with a faint smile of +pathetic indulgence. This smile of the worthy descendant of +the most ancient sea-folk whose audacity and hardihood had left +no trace of greatness and glory upon the waters, completed the +cycle of my initiation. There was an infinite depth of +hereditary wisdom in its pitying sadness. It made the +hearty bursts of cheering sound like a childish noise of +triumph. Our crew shouted with immense +confidence—honest souls! As if anybody could ever +make sure of having prevailed against the sea, which has betrayed +so many ships of great “name,” so many proud men, so +many towering ambitions of fame, power, wealth, greatness!</p> +<p>As I brought the boat under the falls my captain, in high +good-humour, leaned over, spreading his red and freckled elbows +on the rail, and called down to me sarcastically, out of the +depths of his cynic philosopher’s beard:</p> +<p>“So you have brought the boat back after all, have +you?”</p> +<p>Sarcasm was “his way,” and the most that can be +said for it is that it was natural. This did not make it +lovable. But it is decorous and expedient to fall in with +one’s commander’s way. “Yes. I +brought the boat back all right, sir,” I answered. +And the good man believed me. It was not for him to discern +upon me the marks of my recent initiation. And yet I was +not exactly the same youngster who had taken the boat +away—all impatience for a race against death, with the +prize of nine men’s lives at the end.</p> +<p>Already I looked with other eyes upon the sea. I knew it +capable of betraying the generous ardour of youth as implacably +as, indifferent to evil and good, it would have betrayed the +basest greed or the noblest heroism. My conception of its +magnanimous greatness was gone. And I looked upon the true +sea—the sea that plays with men till their hearts are +broken, and wears stout ships to death. Nothing can touch +the brooding bitterness of its heart. Open to all and +faithful to none, it exercises its fascination for the undoing of +the best. To love it is not well. It knows no bond of +plighted troth, no fidelity to misfortune, to long companionship, +to long devotion. The promise it holds out perpetually is +very great; but the only secret of its possession is strength, +strength—the jealous, sleepless strength of a man guarding +a coveted treasure within his gates.</p> +<h2><a name="page233"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +233</span>XXXVII.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">The</span> cradle of oversea traffic and +of the art of naval combats, the Mediterranean, apart from all +the associations of adventure and glory, the common heritage of +all mankind, makes a tender appeal to a seaman. It has +sheltered the infancy of his craft. He looks upon it as a +man may look at a vast nursery in an old, old mansion where +innumerable generations of his own people have learned to +walk. I say his own people because, in a sense, all sailors +belong to one family: all are descended from that adventurous and +shaggy ancestor who, bestriding a shapeless log and paddling with +a crooked branch, accomplished the first coasting-trip in a +sheltered bay ringing with the admiring howls of his tribe. +It is a matter of regret that all those brothers in craft and +feeling, whose generations have learned to walk a ship’s +deck in that nursery, have been also more than once fiercely +engaged in cutting each other’s throats there. But +life, apparently, has such exigencies. Without human +propensity to murder and other sorts of unrighteousness there +would have been no historical heroism. It is a consoling +reflection. And then, if one examines impartially the deeds +of violence, they appear of but small consequence. From +Salamis to Actium, through Lepanto and the Nile to the naval +massacre of Navarino, not to mention other armed encounters of +lesser interest, all the blood heroically spilt into the +Mediterranean has not stained with a single trail of purple the +deep azure of its classic waters.</p> +<p>Of course, it may be argued that battles have shaped the +destiny of mankind. The question whether they have shaped +it well would remain open, however. But it would be hardly +worth discussing. It is very probable that, had the Battle +of Salamis never been fought, the face of the world would have +been much as we behold it now, fashioned by the mediocre +inspiration and the short-sighted labours of men. From a +long and miserable experience of suffering, injustice, disgrace +and aggression the nations of the earth are mostly swayed by +fear—fear of the sort that a little cheap oratory turns +easily to rage, hate, and violence. Innocent, guileless +fear has been the cause of many wars. Not, of course, the +fear of war itself, which, in the evolution of sentiments and +ideas, has come to be regarded at last as a half-mystic and +glorious ceremony with certain fashionable rites and preliminary +incantations, wherein the conception of its true nature has been +lost. To apprehend the true aspect, force, and morality of +war as a natural function of mankind one requires a feather in +the hair and a ring in the nose, or, better still, teeth filed to +a point and a tattooed breast. Unfortunately, a return to +such simple ornamentation is impossible. We are bound to +the chariot of progress. There is no going back; and, as +bad luck would have it, our civilization, which has done so much +for the comfort and adornment of our bodies and the elevation of +our minds, has made lawful killing frightfully and needlessly +expensive.</p> +<p>The whole question of improved armaments has been approached +by the governments of the earth in a spirit of nervous and +unreflecting haste, whereas the right way was lying plainly +before them, and had only to be pursued with calm +determination. The learned vigils and labours of a certain +class of inventors should have been rewarded with honourable +liberality as justice demanded; and the bodies of the inventors +should have been blown to pieces by means of their own perfected +explosives and improved weapons with extreme publicity as the +commonest prudence dictated. By this method the ardour of +research in that direction would have been restrained without +infringing the sacred privileges of science. For the lack +of a little cool thinking in our guides and masters this course +has not been followed, and a beautiful simplicity has been +sacrificed for no real advantage. A frugal mind cannot +defend itself from considerable bitterness when reflecting that +at the Battle of Actium (which was fought for no less a stake +than the dominion of the world) the fleet of Octavianus +Cæsar and the fleet of Antonius, including the Egyptian +division and Cleopatra’s galley with purple sails, probably +cost less than two modern battleships, or, as the modern naval +book-jargon has it, two capital units. But no amount of +lubberly book-jargon can disguise a fact well calculated to +afflict the soul of every sound economist. It is not likely +that the Mediterranean will ever behold a battle with a greater +issue; but when the time comes for another historical fight its +bottom will be enriched as never before by a quantity of jagged +scrap-iron, paid for at pretty nearly its weight of gold by the +deluded populations inhabiting the isles and continents of this +planet.</p> +<h2>XXXVIII.</h2> +<p>Happy he who, like Ulysses, has made an adventurous voyage; +and there is no such sea for adventurous voyages as the +Mediterranean—the inland sea which the ancients looked upon +as so vast and so full of wonders. And, indeed, it was +terrible and wonderful; for it is we alone who, swayed by the +audacity of our minds and the tremors of our hearts, are the sole +artisans of all the wonder and romance of the world.</p> +<p>It was for the Mediterranean sailors that fair-haired sirens +sang among the black rocks seething in white foam and mysterious +voices spoke in the darkness above the moving wave—voices +menacing, seductive, or prophetic, like that voice heard at the +beginning of the Christian era by the master of an African vessel +in the Gulf of Syrta, whose calm nights are full of strange +murmurs and flitting shadows. It called him by name, +bidding him go and tell all men that the great god Pan was +dead. But the great legend of the Mediterranean, the legend +of traditional song and grave history, lives, fascinating and +immortal, in our minds.</p> +<p>The dark and fearful sea of the subtle Ulysses’ +wanderings, agitated by the wrath of Olympian gods, harbouring on +its isles the fury of strange monsters and the wiles of strange +women; the highway of heroes and sages, of warriors, pirates, and +saints; the workaday sea of Carthaginian merchants and the +pleasure lake of the Roman Cæsars, claims the veneration of +every seaman as the historical home of that spirit of open +defiance against the great waters of the earth which is the very +soul of his calling. Issuing thence to the west and south, +as a youth leaves the shelter of his parental house, this spirit +found the way to the Indies, discovered the coasts of a new +continent, and traversed at last the immensity of the great +Pacific, rich in groups of islands remote and mysterious like the +constellations of the sky.</p> +<p>The first impulse of navigation took its visible form in that +tideless basin freed from hidden shoals and treacherous currents, +as if in tender regard for the infancy of the art. The +steep shores of the Mediterranean favoured the beginners in one +of humanity’s most daring enterprises, and the enchanting +inland sea of classic adventure has led mankind gently from +headland to headland, from bay to bay, from island to island, out +into the promise of world-wide oceans beyond the Pillars of +Hercules.</p> +<h2>XXXIX.</h2> +<p>The charm of the Mediterranean dwells in the unforgettable +flavour of my early days, and to this hour this sea, upon which +the Romans alone ruled without dispute, has kept for me the +fascination of youthful romance. The very first Christmas +night I ever spent away from land was employed in running before +a Gulf of Lions gale, which made the old ship groan in every +timber as she skipped before it over the short seas until we +brought her to, battered and out of breath, under the lee of +Majorca, where the smooth water was torn by fierce +cat’s-paws under a very stormy sky.</p> +<p>We—or, rather, they, for I had hardly had two glimpses +of salt water in my life till then—kept her standing off +and on all that day, while I listened for the first time with the +curiosity of my tender years to the song of the wind in a +ship’s rigging. The monotonous and vibrating note was +destined to grow into the intimacy of the heart, pass into blood +and bone, accompany the thoughts and acts of two full decades, +remain to haunt like a reproach the peace of the quiet fireside, +and enter into the very texture of respectable dreams dreamed +safely under a roof of rafters and tiles. The wind was +fair, but that day we ran no more.</p> +<p>The thing (I will not call her a ship twice in the same +half-hour) leaked. She leaked fully, generously, +overflowingly, all over—like a basket. I took an +enthusiastic part in the excitement caused by that last infirmity +of noble ships, without concerning myself much with the why or +the wherefore. The surmise of my maturer years is that, +bored by her interminable life, the venerable antiquity was +simply yawning with ennui at every seam. But at the time I +did not know; I knew generally very little, and least of all what +I was doing in that <i>galère</i>.</p> +<p>I remember that, exactly as in the comedy of Molière, +my uncle asked the precise question in the very words—not +of my confidential valet, however, but across great distances of +land, in a letter whose mocking but indulgent turn ill concealed +his almost paternal anxiety. I fancy I tried to convey to +him my (utterly unfounded) impression that the West Indies +awaited my coming. I had to go there. It was a sort +of mystic conviction—something in the nature of a +call. But it was difficult to state intelligibly the +grounds of this belief to that man of rigorous logic, if of +infinite charity.</p> +<p>The truth must have been that, all unversed in the arts of the +wily Greek, the deceiver of gods, the lover of strange women, the +evoker of bloodthirsty shades, I yet longed for the beginning of +my own obscure Odyssey, which, as was proper for a modern, should +unroll its wonders and terrors beyond the Pillars of +Hercules. The disdainful ocean did not open wide to swallow +up my audacity, though the ship, the ridiculous and ancient +<i>galère</i> of my folly, the old, weary, disenchanted +sugar-waggon, seemed extremely disposed to open out and swallow +up as much salt water as she could hold. This, if less +grandiose, would have been as final a catastrophe.</p> +<p>But no catastrophe occurred. I lived to watch on a +strange shore a black and youthful Nausicaa, with a joyous train +of attendant maidens, carrying baskets of linen to a clear stream +overhung by the heads of slender palm-trees. The vivid +colours of their draped raiment and the gold of their earrings +invested with a barbaric and regal magnificence their figures, +stepping out freely in a shower of broken sunshine. The +whiteness of their teeth was still more dazzling than the +splendour of jewels at their ears. The shaded side of the +ravine gleamed with their smiles. They were as unabashed as +so many princesses, but, alas! not one of them was the daughter +of a jet-black sovereign. Such was my abominable luck in +being born by the mere hair’s breadth of twenty-five +centuries too late into a world where kings have been growing +scarce with scandalous rapidity, while the few who remain have +adopted the uninteresting manners and customs of simple +millionaires. Obviously it was a vain hope in 187– to +see the ladies of a royal household walk in chequered sunshine, +with baskets of linen on their heads, to the banks of a clear +stream overhung by the starry fronds of palm-trees. It was +a vain hope. If I did not ask myself whether, limited by +such discouraging impossibilities, life were still worth living, +it was only because I had then before me several other pressing +questions, some of which have remained unanswered to this +day. The resonant, laughing voices of these gorgeous +maidens scared away the multitude of humming-birds, whose +delicate wings wreathed with the mist of their vibration the tops +of flowering bushes.</p> +<p>No, they were not princesses. Their unrestrained +laughter filling the hot, fern-clad ravine had a soulless +limpidity, as of wild, inhuman dwellers in tropical +woodlands. Following the example of certain prudent +travellers, I withdrew unseen—and returned, not much wiser, +to the Mediterranean, the sea of classic adventures.</p> +<h2><a name="page244"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +244</span>XL.</h2> +<p><span class="smcap">It</span> was written that there, in the +nursery of our navigating ancestors, I should learn to walk in +the ways of my craft and grow in the love of the sea, blind as +young love often is, but absorbing and disinterested as all true +love must be. I demanded nothing from it—not even +adventure. In this I showed, perhaps, more intuitive wisdom +than high self-denial. No adventure ever came to one for +the asking. He who starts on a deliberate quest of +adventure goes forth but to gather dead-sea fruit, unless, +indeed, he be beloved of the gods and great amongst heroes, like +that most excellent cavalier Don Quixote de la Mancha. By +us ordinary mortals of a mediocre animus that is only too anxious +to pass by wicked giants for so many honest windmills, adventures +are entertained like visiting angels. They come upon our +complacency unawares. As unbidden guests are apt to do, +they often come at inconvenient times. And we are glad to +let them go unrecognised, without any acknowledgment of so high a +favour. After many years, on looking back from the middle +turn of life’s way at the events of the past, which, like a +friendly crowd, seem to gaze sadly after us hastening towards the +Cimmerian shore, we may see here and there, in the gray throng, +some figure glowing with a faint radiance, as though it had +caught all the light of our already crepuscular sky. And by +this glow we may recognise the faces of our true adventures, of +the once unbidden guests entertained unawares in our young +days.</p> +<p>If the Mediterranean, the venerable (and sometimes atrociously +ill-tempered) nurse of all navigators, was to rock my youth, the +providing of the cradle necessary for that operation was +entrusted by Fate to the most casual assemblage of irresponsible +young men (all, however, older than myself) that, as if drunk +with Provençal sunshine, frittered life away in joyous +levity on the model of Balzac’s “Histoire des +Treize” qualified by a dash of romance <i>de cape et +d’épée</i>.</p> +<p>She who was my cradle in those years had been built on the +River of Savona by a famous builder of boats, was rigged in +Corsica by another good man, and was described on her papers as a +‘tartane’ of sixty tons. In reality, she was a +true balancelle, with two short masts raking forward and two +curved yards, each as long as her hull; a true child of the Latin +lake, with a spread of two enormous sails resembling the pointed +wings on a sea-bird’s slender body, and herself, like a +bird indeed, skimming rather than sailing the seas.</p> +<p>Her name was the <i>Tremolino</i>. How is this to be +translated? The <i>Quiverer</i>? What a name to give +the pluckiest little craft that ever dipped her sides in angry +foam! I had felt her, it is true, trembling for nights and +days together under my feet, but it was with the high-strung +tenseness of her faithful courage. In her short, but +brilliant, career she has taught me nothing, but she has given me +everything. I owe to her the awakened love for the sea +that, with the quivering of her swift little body and the humming +of the wind under the foot of her lateen sails, stole into my +heart with a sort of gentle violence, and brought my imagination +under its despotic sway. The <i>Tremolino</i>! To +this day I cannot utter or even write that name without a strange +tightening of the breast and the gasp of mingled delight and +dread of one’s first passionate experience.</p> +<h2>XLI.</h2> +<p>We four formed (to use a term well understood nowadays in +every social sphere) a “syndicate” owning the +<i>Tremolino</i>: an international and astonishing +syndicate. And we were all ardent Royalists of the +snow-white Legitimist complexion—Heaven only knows +why! In all associations of men there is generally one who, +by the authority of age and of a more experienced wisdom, imparts +a collective character to the whole set. If I mention that +the oldest of us was very old, extremely old—nearly thirty +years old—and that he used to declare with gallant +carelessness, “I live by my sword,” I think I have +given enough information on the score of our collective +wisdom. He was a North Carolinian gentleman, J. M. K. B. +were the initials of his name, and he really did live by the +sword, as far as I know. He died by it, too, later on, in a +Balkanian squabble, in the cause of some Serbs or else +Bulgarians, who were neither Catholics nor gentlemen—at +least, not in the exalted but narrow sense he attached to that +last word.</p> +<p>Poor J. M. K. B., <i>Américain</i>, <i>Catholique</i>, +<i>et gentilhomme</i>, as he was disposed to describe himself in +moments of lofty expansion! Are there still to be found in +Europe gentlemen keen of face and elegantly slight of body, of +distinguished aspect, with a fascinating drawing-room manner and +with a dark, fatal glance, who live by their swords, I +wonder? His family had been ruined in the Civil War, I +fancy, and seems for a decade or so to have led a wandering life +in the Old World. As to Henry C—, the next in age and +wisdom of our band, he had broken loose from the unyielding +rigidity of his family, solidly rooted, if I remember rightly, in +a well-to-do London suburb. On their respectable authority +he introduced himself meekly to strangers as a “black +sheep.” I have never seen a more guileless specimen +of an outcast. Never.</p> +<p>However, his people had the grace to send him a little money +now and then. Enamoured of the South, of Provence, of its +people, its life, its sunshine and its poetry, narrow-chested, +tall and short-sighted, he strode along the streets and the +lanes, his long feet projecting far in advance of his body, and +his white nose and gingery moustache buried in an open book: for +he had the habit of reading as he walked. How he avoided +falling into precipices, off the quays, or down staircases is a +great mystery. The sides of his overcoat bulged out with +pocket editions of various poets. When not engaged in +reading Virgil, Homer, or Mistral, in parks, restaurants, +streets, and suchlike public places, he indited sonnets (in +French) to the eyes, ears, chin, hair, and other visible +perfections of a nymph called Thérèse, the +daughter, honesty compels me to state, of a certain Madame +Leonore who kept a small café for sailors in one of the +narrowest streets of the old town.</p> +<p>No more charming face, clear-cut like an antique gem, and +delicate in colouring like the petal of a flower, had ever been +set on, alas! a somewhat squat body. He read his verses +aloud to her in the very café with the innocence of a +little child and the vanity of a poet. We followed him +there willingly enough, if only to watch the divine +Thérèse laugh, under the vigilant black eyes of +Madame Leonore, her mother. She laughed very prettily, not +so much at the sonnets, which she could not but esteem, as at +poor Henry’s French accent, which was unique, resembling +the warbling of birds, if birds ever warbled with a stuttering, +nasal intonation.</p> +<p>Our third partner was Roger P. de la S—, the most +Scandinavian-looking of Provençal squires, fair, and six +feet high, as became a descendant of sea-roving Northmen, +authoritative, incisive, wittily scornful, with a comedy in three +acts in his pocket, and in his breast a heart blighted by a +hopeless passion for his beautiful cousin, married to a wealthy +hide and tallow merchant. He used to take us to lunch at +their house without ceremony. I admired the good +lady’s sweet patience. The husband was a conciliatory +soul, with a great fund of resignation, which he expended on +“Roger’s friends.” I suspect he was +secretly horrified at these invasions. But it was a Carlist +salon, and as such we were made welcome. The possibility of +raising Catalonia in the interest of the <i>Rey netto</i>, who +had just then crossed the Pyrenees, was much discussed there.</p> +<p>Don Carlos, no doubt, must have had many queer friends (it is +the common lot of all Pretenders), but amongst them none more +extravagantly fantastic than the <i>Tremolino</i> Syndicate, +which used to meet in a tavern on the quays of the old +port. The antique city of Massilia had surely never, since +the days of the earliest Phoenicians, known an odder set of +ship-owners. We met to discuss and settle the plan of +operations for each voyage of the <i>Tremolino</i>. In +these operations a banking-house, too, was concerned—a very +respectable banking-house. But I am afraid I shall end by +saying too much. Ladies, too, were concerned (I am really +afraid I am saying too much)—all sorts of ladies, some old +enough to know better than to put their trust in princes, others +young and full of illusions.</p> +<p>One of these last was extremely amusing in the imitations, she +gave us in confidence, of various highly-placed personages she +was perpetually rushing off to Paris to interview in the +interests of the cause—<i>Por el Rey</i>! For she was +a Carlist, and of Basque blood at that, with something of a +lioness in the expression of her courageous face (especially when +she let her hair down), and with the volatile little soul of a +sparrow dressed in fine Parisian feathers, which had the trick of +coming off disconcertingly at unexpected moments.</p> +<p>But her imitations of a Parisian personage, very highly placed +indeed, as she represented him standing in the corner of a room +with his face to the wall, rubbing the back of his head and +moaning helplessly, “Rita, you are the death of me!” +were enough to make one (if young and free from cares) split +one’s sides laughing. She had an uncle still living, +a very effective Carlist, too, the priest of a little mountain +parish in Guipuzcoa. As the sea-going member of the +syndicate (whose plans depended greatly on Doña +Rita’s information), I used to be charged with humbly +affectionate messages for the old man. These messages I was +supposed to deliver to the Arragonese muleteers (who were sure to +await at certain times the <i>Tremolino</i> in the neighbourhood +of the Gulf of Rosas), for faithful transportation inland, +together with the various unlawful goods landed secretly from +under the <i>Tremolino’s</i> hatches.</p> +<p>Well, now, I have really let out too much (as I feared I +should in the end) as to the usual contents of my +sea-cradle. But let it stand. And if anybody remarks +cynically that I must have been a promising infant in those days, +let that stand, too. I am concerned but for the good name +of the <i>Tremolino</i>, and I affirm that a ship is ever +guiltless of the sins, transgressions, and follies of her +men.</p> +<h2>XLII.</h2> +<p>It was not <i>Tremolino’s</i> fault that the syndicate +depended so much on the wit and wisdom and the information of +Doña Rita. She had taken a little furnished house on +the Prado for the good of the cause—<i>Por el +Rey</i>! She was always taking little houses for +somebody’s good, for the sick or the sorry, for broken-down +artists, cleaned-out gamblers, temporarily unlucky +speculators—<i>vieux amis</i>—old friends, as she +used to explain apologetically, with a shrug of her fine +shoulders.</p> +<p>Whether Don Carlos was one of the “old friends,” +too, it’s hard to say. More unlikely things have been +heard of in smoking-rooms. All I know is that one evening, +entering incautiously the salon of the little house just after +the news of a considerable Carlist success had reached the +faithful, I was seized round the neck and waist and whirled +recklessly three times round the room, to the crash of upsetting +furniture and the humming of a valse tune in a warm contralto +voice.</p> +<p>When released from the dizzy embrace, I sat down on the +carpet—suddenly, without affectation. In this +unpretentious attitude I became aware that J. M. K. B. had +followed me into the room, elegant, fatal, correct and severe in +a white tie and large shirt-front. In answer to his +politely sinister, prolonged glance of inquiry, I overheard +Doña Rita murmuring, with some confusion and annoyance, +“<i>Vous êtes bête mon cher</i>. +<i>Voyons</i>! <i>Ça n’a aucune +conséquence</i>.” Well content in this case to +be of no particular consequence, I had already about me the +elements of some worldly sense.</p> +<p>Rearranging my collar, which, truth to say, ought to have been +a round one above a short jacket, but was not, I observed +felicitously that I had come to say good-bye, being ready to go +off to sea that very night with the <i>Tremolino</i>. Our +hostess, slightly panting yet, and just a shade dishevelled, +turned tartly upon J. M. K. B., desiring to know when <i>he</i> +would be ready to go off by the <i>Tremolino</i>, or in any other +way, in order to join the royal headquarters. Did he +intend, she asked ironically, to wait for the very eve of the +entry into Madrid? Thus by a judicious exercise of tact and +asperity we re-established the atmospheric equilibrium of the +room long before I left them a little before midnight, now +tenderly reconciled, to walk down to the harbour and hail the +<i>Tremolino</i> by the usual soft whistle from the edge of the +quay. It was our signal, invariably heard by the +ever-watchful Dominic, the <i>padrone</i>.</p> +<p>He would raise a lantern silently to light my steps along the +narrow, springy plank of our primitive gangway. “And +so we are going off,” he would murmur directly my foot +touched the deck. I was the harbinger of sudden departures, +but there was nothing in the world sudden enough to take Dominic +unawares. His thick black moustaches, curled every morning +with hot tongs by the barber at the corner of the quay, seemed to +hide a perpetual smile. But nobody, I believe, had ever +seen the true shape of his lips. From the slow, +imperturbable gravity of that broad-chested man you would think +he had never smiled in his life. In his eyes lurked a look +of perfectly remorseless irony, as though he had been provided +with an extremely experienced soul; and the slightest distension +of his nostrils would give to his bronzed face a look of +extraordinary boldness. This was the only play of feature +of which he seemed capable, being a Southerner of a concentrated, +deliberate type. His ebony hair curled slightly on the +temples. He may have been forty years old, and he was a +great voyager on the inland sea.</p> +<p>Astute and ruthless, he could have rivalled in resource the +unfortunate son of Laertes and Anticlea. If he did not pit +his craft and audacity against the very gods, it is only because +the Olympian gods are dead. Certainly no woman could +frighten him. A one-eyed giant would not have had the ghost +of a chance against Dominic Cervoni, of Corsica, not Ithaca; and +no king, son of kings, but of very respectable +family—authentic Caporali, he affirmed. But that is +as it may be. The Caporali families date back to the +twelfth century.</p> +<p>For want of more exalted adversaries Dominic turned his +audacity fertile in impious stratagems against the powers of the +earth, as represented by the institution of Custom-houses and +every mortal belonging thereto—scribes, officers, and +guardacostas afloat and ashore. He was the very man for us, +this modern and unlawful wanderer with his own legend of loves, +dangers, and bloodshed. He told us bits of it sometimes in +measured, ironic tones. He spoke Catalonian, the Italian of +Corsica and the French of Provençe with the same easy +naturalness. Dressed in shore-togs, a white starched shirt, +black jacket, and round hat, as I took him once to see +Doña Rita, he was extremely presentable. He could +make himself interesting by a tactful and rugged reserve set off +by a grim, almost imperceptible, playfulness of tone and +manner.</p> +<p>He had the physical assurance of strong-hearted men. +After half an hour’s interview in the dining-room, during +which they got in touch with each other in an amazing way, Rita +told us in her best <i>grande dame</i> manner: “<i>Mais il +esi parfait</i>, <i>cet homme</i>.” He was +perfect. On board the <i>Tremolino</i>, wrapped up in a +black <i>caban</i>, the picturesque cloak of Mediterranean +seamen, with those massive moustaches and his remorseless eyes +set off by the shadow of the deep hood, he looked piratical and +monkish and darkly initiated into the most awful mysteries of the +sea.</p> +<h2>XLIII.</h2> +<p>Anyway, he was perfect, as Doña Rita had +declared. The only thing unsatisfactory (and even +inexplicable) about our Dominic was his nephew, Cesar. It +was startling to see a desolate expression of shame veil the +remorseless audacity in the eyes of that man superior to all +scruples and terrors.</p> +<p>“I would never have dared to bring him on board your +balancelle,” he once apologized to me. “But +what am I to do? His mother is dead, and my brother has +gone into the bush.”</p> +<p>In this way I learned that our Dominic had a brother. As +to “going into the bush,” this only means that a man +has done his duty successfully in the pursuit of a hereditary +vendetta. The feud which had existed for ages between the +families of Cervoni and Brunaschi was so old that it seemed to +have smouldered out at last. One evening Pietro Brunaschi, +after a laborious day amongst his olive-trees, sat on a chair +against the wall of his house with a bowl of broth on his knees +and a piece of bread in his hand. Dominic’s brother, +going home with a gun on his shoulder, found a sudden offence in +this picture of content and rest so obviously calculated to +awaken the feelings of hatred and revenge. He and Pietro +had never had any personal quarrel; but, as Dominic explained, +“all our dead cried out to him.” He shouted +from behind a wall of stones, “O Pietro! Behold what +is coming!” And as the other looked up innocently he +took aim at the forehead and squared the old vendetta account so +neatly that, according to Dominic, the dead man continued to sit +with the bowl of broth on his knees and the piece of bread in his +hand.</p> +<p>This is why—because in Corsica your dead will not leave +you alone—Dominic’s brother had to go into the +<i>maquis</i>, into the bush on the wild mountain-side, to dodge +the gendarmes for the insignificant remainder of his life, and +Dominic had charge of his nephew with a mission to make a man of +him.</p> +<p>No more unpromising undertaking could be imagined. The +very material for the task seemed wanting. The Cervonis, if +not handsome men, were good sturdy flesh and blood. But +this extraordinarily lean and livid youth seemed to have no more +blood in him than a snail.</p> +<p>“Some cursed witch must have stolen my brother’s +child from the cradle and put that spawn of a starved devil in +its place,” Dominic would say to me. “Look at +him! Just look at him!”</p> +<p>To look at Cesar was not pleasant. His parchment skin, +showing dead white on his cranium through the thin wisps of dirty +brown hair, seemed to be glued directly and tightly upon his big +bones, Without being in any way deformed, he was the nearest +approach which I have ever seen or could imagine to what is +commonly understood by the word “monster.” That +the source of the effect produced was really moral I have no +doubt. An utterly, hopelessly depraved nature was expressed +in physical terms, that taken each separately had nothing +positively startling. You imagined him clammily cold to the +touch, like a snake. The slightest reproof, the most mild +and justifiable remonstrance, would be met by a resentful glare +and an evil shrinking of his thin dry upper lip, a snarl of hate +to which he generally added the agreeable sound of grinding +teeth.</p> +<p>It was for this venomous performance rather than for his lies, +impudence, and laziness that his uncle used to knock him +down. It must not be imagined that it was anything in the +nature of a brutal assault. Dominic’s brawny arm +would be seen describing deliberately an ample horizontal +gesture, a dignified sweep, and Cesar would go over suddenly like +a ninepin—which was funny to see. But, once down, he +would writhe on the deck, gnashing his teeth in impotent +rage—which was pretty horrible to behold. And it also +happened more than once that he would disappear +completely—which was startling to observe. This is +the exact truth. Before some of these majestic cuffs Cesar +would go down and vanish. He would vanish heels overhead +into open hatchways, into scuttles, behind up-ended casks, +according to the place where he happened to come into contact +with his uncle’s mighty arm.</p> +<p>Once—it was in the old harbour, just before the +<i>Tremolino’s</i> last voyage—he vanished thus +overboard to my infinite consternation. Dominic and I had +been talking business together aft, and Cesar had sneaked up +behind us to listen, for, amongst his other perfections, he was a +consummate eavesdropper and spy. At the sound of the heavy +plop alongside horror held me rooted to the spot; but Dominic +stepped quietly to the rail and leaned over, waiting for his +nephew’s miserable head to bob up for the first time.</p> +<p>“Ohé, Cesar!” he yelled contemptuously to +the spluttering wretch. “Catch hold of that mooring +hawser—<i>charogne</i>!”</p> +<p>He approached me to resume the interrupted conversation.</p> +<p>“What about Cesar?” I asked anxiously.</p> +<p>“Canallia! Let him hang there,” was his +answer. And he went on talking over the business in hand +calmly, while I tried vainly to dismiss from my mind the picture +of Cesar steeped to the chin in the water of the old harbour, a +decoction of centuries of marine refuse. I tried to dismiss +it, because the mere notion of that liquid made me feel very +sick. Presently Dominic, hailing an idle boatman, directed +him to go and fish his nephew out; and by-and-by Cesar appeared +walking on board from the quay, shivering, streaming with filthy +water, with bits of rotten straws in his hair and a piece of +dirty orange-peel stranded on his shoulder. His teeth +chattered; his yellow eyes squinted balefully at us as he passed +forward. I thought it my duty to remonstrate.</p> +<p>“Why are you always knocking him about, Dominic?” +I asked. Indeed, I felt convinced it was no earthly +good—a sheer waste of muscular force.</p> +<p>“I must try to make a man of him,” Dominic +answered hopelessly.</p> +<p>I restrained the obvious retort that in this way he ran the +risk of making, in the words of the immortal Mr. Mantalini, +“a demnition damp, unpleasant corpse of him.”</p> +<p>“He wants to be a locksmith!” burst out +Cervoni. “To learn how to pick locks, I +suppose,” he added with sardonic bitterness.</p> +<p>“Why not let him be a locksmith?” I ventured.</p> +<p>“Who would teach him?” he cried. +“Where could I leave him?” he asked, with a drop in +his voice; and I had my first glimpse of genuine despair. +“He steals, you know, alas! <i>Par ta +Madonne</i>! I believe he would put poison in your food and +mine—the viper!”</p> +<p>He raised his face and both his clenched fists slowly to +heaven. However, Cesar never dropped poison into our +cups. One cannot be sure, but I fancy he went to work in +another way.</p> +<p>This voyage, of which the details need not be given, we had to +range far afield for sufficient reasons. Coming up from the +South to end it with the important and really dangerous part of +the scheme in hand, we found it necessary to look into Barcelona +for certain definite information. This appears like running +one’s head into the very jaws of the lion, but in reality +it was not so. We had one or two high, influential friends +there, and many others humble but valuable because bought for +good hard cash. We were in no danger of being molested; +indeed, the important information reached us promptly by the +hands of a Custom-house officer, who came on board full of showy +zeal to poke an iron rod into the layer of oranges which made the +visible part of our cargo in the hatchway.</p> +<p>I forgot to mention before that the <i>Tremolino</i> was +officially known as a fruit and cork-wood trader. The +zealous officer managed to slip a useful piece of paper into +Dominic’s hand as he went ashore, and a few hours +afterwards, being off duty, he returned on board again athirst +for drinks and gratitude. He got both as a matter of +course. While he sat sipping his liqueur in the tiny cabin, +Dominic plied him with questions as to the whereabouts of the +guardacostas. The preventive service afloat was really the +one for us to reckon with, and it was material for our success +and safety to know the exact position of the patrol craft in the +neighbourhood. The news could not have been more +favourable. The officer mentioned a small place on the +coast some twelve miles off, where, unsuspicious and unready, she +was lying at anchor, with her sails unbent, painting yards and +scraping spars. Then he left us after the usual +compliments, smirking reassurringly over his shoulder.</p> +<p>I had kept below pretty close all day from excess of +prudence. The stake played on that trip was big.</p> +<p>“We are ready to go at once, but for Cesar, who has been +missing ever since breakfast,” announced Dominic to me in +his slow, grim way.</p> +<p>Where the fellow had gone, and why, we could not +imagine. The usual surmises in the case of a missing seaman +did not apply to Cesar’s absence. He was too odious +for love, friendship, gambling, or even casual intercourse. +But once or twice he had wandered away like this before.</p> +<p>Dominic went ashore to look for him, but returned at the end +of two hours alone and very angry, as I could see by the token of +the invisible smile under his moustache being intensified. +We wondered what had become of the wretch, and made a hurried +investigation amongst our portable property. He had stolen +nothing.</p> +<p>“He will be back before long,” I said +confidently.</p> +<p>Ten minutes afterwards one of the men on deck called out +loudly:</p> +<p>“I can see him coming.”</p> +<p>Cesar had only his shirt and trousers on. He had sold +his coat, apparently for pocket-money.</p> +<p>“You knave!” was all Dominic said, with a terrible +softness of voice. He restrained his choler for a +time. “Where have you been, vagabond?” he asked +menacingly.</p> +<p>Nothing would induce Cesar to answer that question. It +was as if he even disdained to lie. He faced us, drawing +back his lips and gnashing his teeth, and did not shrink an inch +before the sweep of Dominic’s arm. He went down as if +shot, of course. But this time I noticed that, when picking +himself up, he remained longer than usual on all fours, baring +his big teeth over his shoulder and glaring upwards at his uncle +with a new sort of hate in his round, yellow eyes. That +permanent sentiment seemed pointed at that moment by especial +malice and curiosity. I became quite interested. If +he ever manages to put poison in the dishes, I thought to myself, +this is how he will look at us as we sit at our meal. But I +did not, of course, believe for a moment that he would ever put +poison in our food. He ate the same things himself. +Moreover, he had no poison. And I could not imagine a human +being so blinded by cupidity as to sell poison to such an +atrocious creature.</p> +<h2>XLIV.</h2> +<p>We slipped out to sea quietly at dusk, and all through the +night everything went well. The breeze was gusty; a +southerly blow was making up. It was fair wind for our +course. Now and then Dominic slowly and rhythmically struck +his hands together a few times, as if applauding the performance +of the <i>Tremolino</i>. The balancelle hummed and quivered +as she flew along, dancing lightly under our feet.</p> +<p>At daybreak I pointed out to Dominic, amongst the several sail +in view running before the gathering storm, one particular +vessel. The press of canvas she carried made her loom up +high, end-on, like a gray column standing motionless directly in +our wake.</p> +<p>“Look at this fellow, Dominic,” I said. +“He seems to be in a hurry.”</p> +<p>The Padrone made no remark, but, wrapping his black cloak +close about him, stood up to look. His weather-tanned face, +framed in the hood, had an aspect of authority and challenging +force, with the deep-set eyes gazing far away fixedly, without a +wink, like the intent, merciless, steady eyes of a sea-bird.</p> +<p>“<i>Chi va piano va sano</i>,” he remarked at +last, with a derisive glance over the side, in ironic allusion to +our own tremendous speed.</p> +<p>The <i>Tremolino</i> was doing her best, and seemed to hardly +touch the great burst of foam over which she darted. I +crouched down again to get some shelter from the low +bulwark. After more than half an hour of swaying immobility +expressing a concentrated, breathless watchfulness, Dominic sank +on the deck by my side. Within the monkish cowl his eyes +gleamed with a fierce expression which surprised me. All he +said was:</p> +<p>“He has come out here to wash the new paint off his +yards, I suppose.”</p> +<p>“What?” I shouted, getting up on my knees. +“Is she the guardacosta?”</p> +<p>The perpetual suggestion of a smile under Dominic’s +piratical moustaches seemed to become more +accentuated—quite real, grim, actually almost visible +through the wet and uncurled hair. Judging by that symptom, +he must have been in a towering rage. But I could also see +that he was puzzled, and that discovery affected me +disagreeably. Dominic puzzled! For a long time, +leaning against the bulwark, I gazed over the stern at the gray +column that seemed to stand swaying slightly in our wake always +at the same distance.</p> +<p>Meanwhile Dominic, black and cowled, sat cross-legged on the +deck, with his back to the wind, recalling vaguely an Arab chief +in his burnuss sitting on the sand. Above his motionless +figure the little cord and tassel on the stiff point of the hood +swung about inanely in the gale. At last I gave up facing +the wind and rain, and crouched down by his side. I was +satisfied that the sail was a patrol craft. Her presence +was not a thing to talk about, but soon, between two clouds +charged with hail-showers, a burst of sunshine fell upon her +sails, and our men discovered her character for themselves. +From that moment I noticed that they seemed to take no heed of +each other or of anything else. They could spare no eyes +and no thought but for the slight column-shape astern of +us. Its swaying had become perceptible. For a moment +she remained dazzlingly white, then faded away slowly to nothing +in a squall, only to reappear again, nearly black, resembling a +post stuck upright against the slaty background of solid +cloud. Since first noticed she had not gained on us a +foot.</p> +<p>“She will never catch the <i>Tremolino</i>,” I +said exultingly.</p> +<p>Dominic did not look at me. He remarked absently, but +justly, that the heavy weather was in our pursuer’s +favour. She was three times our size. What we had to +do was to keep our distance till dark, which we could manage +easily, and then haul off to seaward and consider the +situation. But his thoughts seemed to stumble in the +darkness of some not-solved enigma, and soon he fell +silent. We ran steadily, wing-and-wing. Cape San +Sebastian nearly ahead seemed to recede from us in the squalls of +rain, and come out again to meet our rush, every time more +distinct between the showers.</p> +<p>For my part I was by no means certain that this <i>gabelou</i> +(as our men alluded to her opprobriously) was after us at +all. There were nautical difficulties in such a view which +made me express the sanguine opinion that she was in all +innocence simply changing her station. At this Dominic +condescended to turn his head.</p> +<p>“I tell you she is in chase,” he affirmed moodily, +after one short glance astern.</p> +<p>I never doubted his opinion. But with all the ardour of +a neophyte and the pride of an apt learner I was at that time a +great nautical casuist.</p> +<p>“What I can’t understand,” I insisted +subtly, “is how on earth, with this wind, she has managed +to be just where she was when we first made her out. It is +clear that she could not, and did not, gain twelve miles on us +during the night. And there are other impossibilities. . . +.”</p> +<p>Dominic had been sitting motionless, like an inanimate black +cone posed on the stern deck, near the rudder-head, with a small +tassel fluttering on its sharp point, and for a time he preserved +the immobility of his meditation. Then, bending over with a +short laugh, he gave my ear the bitter fruit of it. He +understood everything now perfectly. She was where we had +seen her first, not because she had caught us up, but because we +had passed her during the night while she was already waiting for +us, hove-to, most likely, on our very track.</p> +<p>“Do you understand—already?” Dominic +muttered in a fierce undertone. “Already! You +know we left a good eight hours before we were expected to leave, +otherwise she would have been in time to lie in wait for us on +the other side of the Cape, and”—he snapped his teeth +like a wolf close to my face—“and she would have had +us like—that.”</p> +<p>I saw it all plainly enough now. They had eyes in their +heads and all their wits about them in that craft. We had +passed them in the dark as they jogged on easily towards their +ambush with the idea that we were yet far behind. At +daylight, however, sighting a balancelle ahead under a press of +canvas, they had made sail in chase. But if that was so, +then—</p> +<p>Dominic seized my arm.</p> +<p>“Yes, yes! She came out on an information—do +you see, it?—on information. . . . We have been +sold—betrayed. Why? How? What for? +We always paid them all so well on shore. . . . No! But it +is my head that is going to burst.”</p> +<p>He seemed to choke, tugged at the throat button of the cloak, +jumped up open-mouthed as if to hurl curses and denunciation, but +instantly mastered himself, and, wrapping up the cloak closer +about him, sat down on the deck again as quiet as ever.</p> +<p>“Yes, it must be the work of some scoundrel +ashore,” I observed.</p> +<p>He pulled the edge of the hood well forward over his brow +before he muttered:</p> +<p>“A scoundrel. . . . Yes. . . . It’s +evident.”</p> +<p>“Well,” I said, “they can’t get us, +that’s clear.”</p> +<p>“No,” he assented quietly, “they +cannot.”</p> +<p>We shaved the Cape very close to avoid an adverse +current. On the other side, by the effect of the land, the +wind failed us so completely for a moment that the +<i>Tremolino’s</i> two great lofty sails hung idle to the +masts in the thundering uproar of the seas breaking upon the +shore we had left behind. And when the returning gust +filled them again, we saw with amazement half of the new +mainsail, which we thought fit to drive the boat under before +giving way, absolutely fly out of the bolt-ropes. We +lowered the yard at once, and saved it all, but it was no longer +a sail; it was only a heap of soaked strips of canvas cumbering +the deck and weighting the craft. Dominic gave the order to +throw the whole lot overboard.</p> +<p>I would have had the yard thrown overboard, too, he said, +leading me aft again, “if it had not been for the +trouble. Let no sign escape you,” he continued, +lowering his voice, “but I am going to tell you something +terrible. Listen: I have observed that the roping stitches +on that sail have been cut! You hear? Cut with a +knife in many places. And yet it stood all that time. +Not enough cut. That flap did it at last. What +matters it? But look! there’s treachery seated on +this very deck. By the horns of the devil! seated here at +our very backs. Do not turn, signorine.”</p> +<p>We were facing aft then.</p> +<p>“What’s to be done?” I asked, appalled.</p> +<p>“Nothing. Silence! Be a man, +signorine.”</p> +<p>“What else?” I said.</p> +<p>To show I could be a man, I resolved to utter no sound as long +as Dominic himself had the force to keep his lips closed. +Nothing but silence becomes certain situations. Moreover, +the experience of treachery seemed to spread a hopeless +drowsiness over my thoughts and senses. For an hour or more +we watched our pursuer surging out nearer and nearer from amongst +the squalls that sometimes hid her altogether. But even +when not seen, we felt her there like a knife at our +throats. She gained on us frightfully. And the +<i>Tremolino</i>, in a fierce breeze and in much smoother water, +swung on easily under her one sail, with something appallingly +careless in the joyous freedom of her motion. Another +half-hour went by. I could not stand it any longer.</p> +<p>“They will get the poor barky,” I stammered out +suddenly, almost on the verge of tears.</p> +<p>Dominic stirred no more than a carving. A sense of +catastrophic loneliness overcame my inexperienced soul. The +vision of my companions passed before me. The whole +Royalist gang was in Monte Carlo now, I reckoned. And they +appeared to me clear-cut and very small, with affected voices and +stiff gestures, like a procession of rigid marionettes upon a toy +stage. I gave a start. What was this? A +mysterious, remorseless whisper came from within the motionless +black hood at my side.</p> +<p>“<i>Il faul la tuer</i>.”</p> +<p>I heard it very well.</p> +<p>“What do you say, Dominic?” I asked, moving +nothing but my lips.</p> +<p>And the whisper within the hood repeated mysteriously, +“She must be killed.”</p> +<p>My heart began to beat violently.</p> +<p>“That’s it,” I faltered out. +“But how?”</p> +<p>“You love her well?”</p> +<p>“I do.”</p> +<p>“Then you must find the heart for that work too. +You must steer her yourself, and I shall see to it that she dies +quickly, without leaving as much as a chip behind.”</p> +<p>“Can you?” I murmured, fascinated by the black +hood turned immovably over the stern, as if in unlawful communion +with that old sea of magicians, slave-dealers, exiles and +warriors, the sea of legends and terrors, where the mariners of +remote antiquity used to hear the restless shade of an old +wanderer weep aloud in the dark.</p> +<p>“I know a rock,” whispered the initiated voice +within the hood secretly. “But—caution! +It must be done before our men perceive what we are about. +Whom can we trust now? A knife drawn across the fore +halyards would bring the foresail down, and put an end to our +liberty in twenty minutes. And the best of our men may be +afraid of drowning. There is our little boat, but in an +affair like this no one can be sure of being saved.”</p> +<p>The voice ceased. We had started from Barcelona with our +dinghy in tow; afterwards it was too risky to try to get her in, +so we let her take her chance of the seas at the end of a +comfortable scope of rope. Many times she had seemed to us +completely overwhelmed, but soon we would see her bob up again on +a wave, apparently as buoyant and whole as ever.</p> +<p>“I understand,” I said softly. “Very +well, Dominic. When?”</p> +<p>“Not yet. We must get a little more in +first,” answered the voice from the hood in a ghostly +murmur.</p> +<h2>XLV.</h2> +<p>It was settled. I had now the courage to turn +about. Our men crouched about the decks here and there with +anxious, crestfallen faces, all turned one way to watch the +chaser. For the first time that morning I perceived Cesar +stretched out full length on the deck near the foremast and +wondered where he had been skulking till then. But he might +in truth have been at my elbow all the time for all I knew. +We had been too absorbed in watching our fate to pay attention to +each other. Nobody had eaten anything that morning, but the +men had been coming constantly to drink at the water-butt.</p> +<p>I ran down to the cabin. I had there, put away in a +locker, ten thousand francs in gold of whose presence on board, +so far as I was aware, not a soul, except Dominic had the +slightest inkling. When I emerged on deck again Dominic had +turned about and was peering from under his cowl at the +coast. Cape Creux closed the view ahead. To the left +a wide bay, its waters torn and swept by fierce squalls, seemed +full of smoke. Astern the sky had a menacing look.</p> +<p>Directly he saw me, Dominic, in a placid tone, wanted to know +what was the matter. I came close to him and, looking as +unconcerned as I could, told him in an undertone that I had found +the locker broken open and the money-belt gone. Last +evening it was still there.</p> +<p>“What did you want to do with it?” he asked me, +trembling violently.</p> +<p>“Put it round my waist, of course,” I answered, +amazed to hear his teeth chattering.</p> +<p>“Cursed gold!” he muttered. “The +weight of the money might have cost you your life, +perhaps.” He shuddered. “There is no time +to talk about that now.”</p> +<p>“I am ready.”</p> +<p>“Not yet. I am waiting for that squall to come +over,” he muttered. And a few leaden minutes +passed.</p> +<p>The squall came over at last. Our pursuer, overtaken by +a sort of murky whirlwind, disappeared from our sight. The +<i>Tremolino</i> quivered and bounded forward. The land +ahead vanished, too, and we seemed to be left alone in a world of +water and wind.</p> +<p>“<i>Prenez la barre</i>, <i>monsieur</i>,” Dominic +broke the silence suddenly in an austere voice. “Take +hold of the tiller.” He bent his hood to my +ear. “The balancelle is yours. Your own hands +must deal the blow. I—I have yet another piece of +work to do.” He spoke up loudly to the man who +steered. “Let the signorino take the tiller, and you +with the others stand by to haul the boat alongside quickly at +the word.”</p> +<p>The man obeyed, surprised, but silent. The others +stirred, and pricked up their ears at this. I heard their +murmurs. “What now? Are we going to run in +somewhere and take to our heels? The Padrone knows what he +is doing.”</p> +<p>Dominic went forward. He paused to look down at Cesar, +who, as I have said before, was lying full length face down by +the foremast, then stepped over him, and dived out of my sight +under the foresail. I saw nothing ahead. It was +impossible for me to see anything except the foresail open and +still, like a great shadowy wing. But Dominic had his +bearings. His voice came to me from forward, in a just +audible cry:</p> +<p>“Now, signorino!”</p> +<p>I bore on the tiller, as instructed before. Again I +heard him faintly, and then I had only to hold her +straight. No ship ran so joyously to her death +before. She rose and fell, as if floating in space, and +darted forward, whizzing like an arrow. Dominic, stooping +under the foot of the foresail, reappeared, and stood steadying +himself against the mast, with a raised forefinger in an attitude +of expectant attention. A second before the shock his arm +fell down by his side. At that I set my teeth. And +then—</p> +<p>Talk of splintered planks and smashed timbers! This +shipwreck lies upon my soul with the dread and horror of a +homicide, with the unforgettable remorse of having crushed a +living, faithful heart at a single blow. At one moment the +rush and the soaring swing of speed; the next a crash, and death, +stillness—a moment of horrible immobility, with the song of +the wind changed to a strident wail, and the heavy waters boiling +up menacing and sluggish around the corpse. I saw in a +distracting minute the foreyard fly fore and aft with a brutal +swing, the men all in a heap, cursing with fear, and hauling +frantically at the line of the boat. With a strange +welcoming of the familiar I saw also Cesar amongst them, and +recognised Dominic’s old, well-known, effective gesture, +the horizontal sweep of his powerful arm. I recollect +distinctly saying to myself, “Cesar must go down, of +course,” and then, as I was scrambling on all fours, the +swinging tiller I had let go caught me a crack under the ear, and +knocked me over senseless.</p> +<p>I don’t think I was actually unconscious for more than a +few minutes, but when I came to myself the dinghy was driving +before the wind into a sheltered cove, two men just keeping her +straight with their oars. Dominic, with his arm round my +shoulders, supported me in the stern-sheets.</p> +<p>We landed in a familiar part of the country. Dominic +took one of the boat’s oars with him. I suppose he +was thinking of the stream we would have presently to cross, on +which there was a miserable specimen of a punt, often robbed of +its pole. But first of all we had to ascend the ridge of +land at the back of the Cape. He helped me up. I was +dizzy. My head felt very large and heavy. At the top +of the ascent I clung to him, and we stopped to rest.</p> +<p>To the right, below us, the wide, smoky bay was empty. +Dominic had kept his word. There was not a chip to be seen +around the black rock from which the <i>Tremolino</i>, with her +plucky heart crushed at one blow, had slipped off into deep water +to her eternal rest. The vastness of the open sea was +smothered in driving mists, and in the centre of the thinning +squall, phantom-like, under a frightful press of canvas, the +unconscious guardacosta dashed on, still chasing to the +northward. Our men were already descending the reverse +slope to look for that punt which we knew from experience was not +always to be found easily. I looked after them with dazed, +misty eyes. One, two, three, four.</p> +<p>“Dominic, where’s Cesar?” I cried.</p> +<p>As if repulsing the very sound of the name, the Padrone made +that ample, sweeping, knocking-down gesture. I stepped back +a pace and stared at him fearfully. His open shirt +uncovered his muscular neck and the thick hair on his +chest. He planted the oar upright in the soft soil, and +rolling up slowly his right sleeve, extended the bare arm before +my face.</p> +<p>“This,” he began, with an extreme deliberation, +whose superhuman restraint vibrated with the suppressed violence +of his feelings, “is the arm which delivered the +blow. I am afraid it is your own gold that did the +rest. I forgot all about your money.” He +clasped his hands together in sudden distress. “I +forgot, I forgot,” he repeated disconsolately.</p> +<p>“Cesar stole the belt?” I stammered out, +bewildered.</p> +<p>“And who else? <i>Canallia</i>! He must have +been spying on you for days. And he did the whole +thing. Absent all day in Barcelona. +<i>Traditore</i>! Sold his jacket—to hire a +horse. Ha! ha! A good affair! I tell you it was +he who set him at us. . . .”</p> +<p>Dominic pointed at the sea, where the guardacosta was a mere +dark speck. His chin dropped on his breast.</p> +<p>“. . . On information,” he murmured, in a gloomy +voice. “A Cervoni! Oh! my poor brother! . . +.”</p> +<p>“And you drowned him,” I said feebly.</p> +<p>“I struck once, and the wretch went down like a +stone—with the gold. Yes. But he had time to +read in my eyes that nothing could save him while I was +alive. And had I not the right—I, Dominic Cervoni, +Padrone, who brought him aboard your fellucca—my nephew, a +traitor?”</p> +<p>He pulled the oar out of the ground and helped me carefully +down the slope. All the time he never once looked me in the +face. He punted us over, then shouldered the oar again and +waited till our men were at some distance before he offered me +his arm. After we had gone a little way, the fishing hamlet +we were making for came into view. Dominic stopped.</p> +<p>“Do you think you can make your way as far as the houses +by yourself?” he asked me quietly.</p> +<p>“Yes, I think so. But why? Where are you +going, Dominic?”</p> +<p>“Anywhere. What a question! Signorino, you +are but little more than a boy to ask such a question of a man +having this tale in his family. <i>Ah</i>! +<i>Traditore</i>! What made me ever own that spawn of a +hungry devil for our own blood! Thief, cheat, coward, +liar—other men can deal with that. But I was his +uncle, and so . . . I wish he had poisoned +me—<i>charogne</i>! But this: that I, a confidential +man and a Corsican, should have to ask your pardon for bringing +on board your vessel, of which I was Padrone, a Cervoni, who has +betrayed you—a traitor!—that is too much. It is +too much. Well, I beg your pardon; and you may spit in +Dominic’s face because a traitor of our blood taints us +all. A theft may be made good between men, a lie may be set +right, a death avenged, but what can one do to atone for a +treachery like this? . . . Nothing.”</p> +<p>He turned and walked away from me along the bank of the +stream, flourishing a vengeful arm and repeating to himself +slowly, with savage emphasis: “<i>Ah</i>! +<i>Canaille</i>! <i>Canaille</i>! <i>Canaille</i>! . +. .” He left me there trembling with weakness and +mute with awe. Unable to make a sound, I gazed after the +strangely desolate figure of that seaman carrying an oar on his +shoulder up a barren, rock-strewn ravine under the dreary leaden +sky of <i>Tremolino’s</i> last day. Thus, walking +deliberately, with his back to the sea, Dominic vanished from my +sight.</p> +<p>With the quality of our desires, thoughts, and wonder +proportioned to our infinite littleness, we measure even time +itself by our own stature. Imprisoned in the house of +personal illusions, thirty centuries in mankind’s history +seem less to look back upon than thirty years of our own +life. And Dominic Cervoni takes his place in my memory by +the side of the legendary wanderer on the sea of marvels and +terrors, by the side of the fatal and impious adventurer, to whom +the evoked shade of the soothsayer predicted a journey inland +with an oar on his shoulder, till he met men who had never set +eyes on ships and oars. It seems to me I can see them side +by side in the twilight of an arid land, the unfortunate +possessors of the secret lore of the sea, bearing the emblem of +their hard calling on their shoulders, surrounded by silent and +curious men: even as I, too, having turned my back upon the sea, +am bearing those few pages in the twilight, with the hope of +finding in an inland valley the silent welcome of some patient +listener.</p> +<h2><a name="page289"></a><span class="pagenum">p. +289</span>XLVI.</h2> +<p>“A <span class="smcap">fellow</span> has now no chance +of promotion unless he jumps into the muzzle of a gun and crawls +out of the touch-hole.”</p> +<p>He who, a hundred years ago, more or less, pronounced the +above words in the uneasiness of his heart, thirsting for +professional distinction, was a young naval officer. Of his +life, career, achievements, and end nothing is preserved for the +edification of his young successors in the fleet of +to-day—nothing but this phrase, which, sailor-like in the +simplicity of personal sentiment and strength of graphic +expression, embodies the spirit of the epoch. This obscure +but vigorous testimony has its price, its significance, and its +lesson. It comes to us from a worthy ancestor. We do +not know whether he lived long enough for a chance of that +promotion whose way was so arduous. He belongs to the great +array of the unknown—who are great, indeed, by the sum +total of the devoted effort put out, and the colossal scale of +success attained by their insatiable and steadfast +ambition. We do not know his name; we only know of him what +is material for us to know—that he was never backward on +occasions of desperate service. We have this on the +authority of a distinguished seaman of Nelson’s time. +Departing this life as Admiral of the Fleet on the eve of the +Crimean War, Sir Thomas Byam Martin has recorded for us amongst +his all too short autobiographical notes these few characteristic +words uttered by one young man of the many who must have felt +that particular inconvenience of a heroic age.</p> +<p>The distinguished Admiral had lived through it himself, and +was a good judge of what was expected in those days from men and +ships. A brilliant frigate captain, a man of sound +judgment, of dashing bravery and of serene mind, scrupulously +concerned for the welfare and honour of the navy, he missed a +larger fame only by the chances of the service. We may well +quote on this day the words written of Nelson, in the decline of +a well-spent life, by Sir T. B. Martin, who died just fifty years +ago on the very anniversary of Trafalgar.</p> +<p>“Nelson’s nobleness of mind was a prominent and +beautiful part of his character. His foibles—faults +if you like—will never be dwelt upon in any memorandum of +mine,” he declares, and goes on—“he whose +splendid and matchless achievements will be remembered with +admiration while there is gratitude in the hearts of Britons, or +while a ship floats upon the ocean; he whose example on the +breaking out of the war gave so chivalrous an impulse to the +younger men of the service that all rushed into rivalry of daring +which disdained every warning of prudence, and led to acts of +heroic enterprise which tended greatly to exalt the glory of our +nation.”</p> +<p>These are his words, and they are true. The dashing +young frigate captain, the man who in middle age was nothing loth +to give chase single-handed in his seventy-four to a whole fleet, +the man of enterprise and consummate judgment, the old Admiral of +the Fleet, the good and trusted servant of his country under two +kings and a queen, had felt correctly Nelson’s influence, +and expressed himself with precision out of the fulness of his +seaman’s heart.</p> +<p>“Exalted,” he wrote, not +“augmented.” And therein his feeling and his +pen captured the very truth. Other men there were ready and +able to add to the treasure of victories the British navy has +given to the nation. It was the lot of Lord Nelson to exalt +all this glory. Exalt! the word seems to be created for the +man.</p> +<h2>XLVII.</h2> +<p>The British navy may well have ceased to count its +victories. It is rich beyond the wildest dreams of success +and fame. It may well, rather, on a culminating day of its +history, cast about for the memory of some reverses to appease +the jealous fates which attend the prosperity and triumphs of a +nation. It holds, indeed, the heaviest inheritance that has +ever been entrusted to the courage and fidelity of armed men.</p> +<p>It is too great for mere pride. It should make the +seamen of to-day humble in the secret of their hearts, and +indomitable in their unspoken resolution. In all the +records of history there has never been a time when a victorious +fortune has been so faithful to men making war upon the +sea. And it must be confessed that on their part they knew +how to be faithful to their victorious fortune. They were +exalted. They were always watching for her smile; night or +day, fair weather or foul, they waited for her slightest sign +with the offering of their stout hearts in their hands. And +for the inspiration of this high constancy they were indebted to +Lord Nelson alone. Whatever earthly affection he abandoned +or grasped, the great Admiral was always, before all, beyond all, +a lover of Fame. He loved her jealously, with an +inextinguishable ardour and an insatiable desire—he loved +her with a masterful devotion and an infinite trustfulness. +In the plenitude of his passion he was an exacting lover. +And she never betrayed the greatness of his trust! She +attended him to the end of his life, and he died pressing her +last gift (nineteen prizes) to his heart. “Anchor, +Hardy—anchor!” was as much the cry of an ardent lover +as of a consummate seaman. Thus he would hug to his breast +the last gift of Fame.</p> +<p>It was this ardour which made him great. He was a +flaming example to the wooers of glorious fortune. There +have been great officers before—Lord Hood, for instance, +whom he himself regarded as the greatest sea officer England ever +had. A long succession of great commanders opened the sea +to the vast range of Nelson’s genius. His time had +come; and, after the great sea officers, the great naval +tradition passed into the keeping of a great man. Not the +least glory of the navy is that it understood Nelson. Lord +Hood trusted him. Admiral Keith told him: “We +can’t spare you either as Captain or Admiral.” +Earl St. Vincent put into his hands, untrammelled by orders, a +division of his fleet, and Sir Hyde Parker gave him two more +ships at Copenhagen than he had asked for. So much for the +chiefs; the rest of the navy surrendered to him their devoted +affection, trust, and admiration. In return he gave them no +less than his own exalted soul. He breathed into them his +own ardour and his own ambition. In a few short years he +revolutionized, not the strategy or tactics of sea-warfare, but +the very conception of victory itself. And this is +genius. In that alone, through the fidelity of his fortune +and the power of his inspiration, he stands unique amongst the +leaders of fleets and sailors. He brought heroism into the +line of duty. Verily he is a terrible ancestor.</p> +<p>And the men of his day loved him. They loved him not +only as victorious armies have loved great commanders; they loved +him with a more intimate feeling as one of themselves. In +the words of a contemporary, he had “a most happy way of +gaining the affectionate respect of all who had the felicity to +serve under his command.”</p> +<p>To be so great and to remain so accessible to the affection of +one’s fellow-men is the mark of exceptional humanity. +Lord Nelson’s greatness was very human. It had a +moral basis; it needed to feel itself surrounded by the warm +devotion of a band of brothers. He was vain and +tender. The love and admiration which the navy gave him so +unreservedly soothed the restlessness of his professional +pride. He trusted them as much as they trusted him. +He was a seaman of seamen. Sir T. B. Martin states that he +never conversed with any officer who had served under Nelson +“without hearing the heartiest expressions of attachment to +his person and admiration of his frank and conciliatory manner to +his subordinates.” And Sir Robert Stopford, who +commanded one of the ships with which Nelson chased to the West +Indies a fleet nearly double in number, says in a letter: +“We are half-starved and otherwise inconvenienced by being +so long out of port, but our reward is that we are with +Nelson.”</p> +<p>This heroic spirit of daring and endurance, in which all +public and private differences were sunk throughout the whole +fleet, is Lord Nelson’s great legacy, triply sealed by the +victorious impress of the Nile, Copenhagen, and Trafalgar. +This is a legacy whose value the changes of time cannot +affect. The men and the ships he knew how to lead lovingly +to the work of courage and the reward of glory have passed away, +but Nelson’s uplifting touch remains in the standard of +achievement he has set for all time. The principles of +strategy may be immutable. It is certain they have been, +and shall be again, disregarded from timidity, from blindness, +through infirmity of purpose. The tactics of great captains +on land and sea can be infinitely discussed. The first +object of tactics is to close with the adversary on terms of the +greatest possible advantage; yet no hard-and-fast rules can be +drawn from experience, for this capital reason, amongst +others—that the quality of the adversary is a variable +element in the problem. The tactics of Lord Nelson have +been amply discussed, with much pride and some profit. And +yet, truly, they are already of but archaic interest. A +very few years more and the hazardous difficulties of handling a +fleet under canvas shall have passed beyond the conception of +seamen who hold in trust for their country Lord Nelson’s +legacy of heroic spirit. The change in the character of the +ships is too great and too radical. It is good and proper +to study the acts of great men with thoughtful reverence, but +already the precise intention of Lord Nelson’s famous +memorandum seems to lie under that veil which Time throws over +the clearest conceptions of every great art. It must not be +forgotten that this was the first time when Nelson, commanding in +chief, had his opponents under way—the first time and the +last. Had he lived, had there been other fleets left to +oppose him, we would, perhaps, have learned something more of his +greatness as a sea officer. Nothing could have been added +to his greatness as a leader. All that can be affirmed is, +that on no other day of his short and glorious career was Lord +Nelson more splendidly true to his genius and to his +country’s fortune.</p> +<h2>XLVIII.</h2> +<p>And yet the fact remains that, had the wind failed and the +fleet lost steerage way, or, worse still, had it been taken aback +from the eastward, with its leaders within short range of the +enemy’s guns, nothing, it seems, could have saved the +headmost ships from capture or destruction. No skill of a +great sea officer would have availed in such a contingency. +Lord Nelson was more than that, and his genius would have +remained undiminished by defeat. But obviously tactics, +which are so much at the mercy of irremediable accident, must +seem to a modern seaman a poor matter of study. The +Commander-in-Chief in the great fleet action that will take its +place next to the Battle of Trafalgar in the history of the +British navy will have no such anxiety, and will feel the weight +of no such dependence. For a hundred years now no British +fleet has engaged the enemy in line of battle. A hundred +years is a long time, but the difference of modern conditions is +enormous. The gulf is great. Had the last great fight +of the English navy been that of the First of June, for instance, +had there been no Nelson’s victories, it would have been +wellnigh impassable. The great Admiral’s slight and +passion-worn figure stands at the parting of the ways. He +had the audacity of genius, and a prophetic inspiration.</p> +<p>The modern naval man must feel that the time has come for the +tactical practice of the great sea officers of the past to be +laid by in the temple of august memories. The fleet tactics +of the sailing days have been governed by two points: the deadly +nature of a raking fire, and the dread, natural to a commander +dependent upon the winds, to find at some crucial moment part of +his fleet thrown hopelessly to leeward. These two points +were of the very essence of sailing tactics, and these two points +have been eliminated from the modern tactical problem by the +changes of propulsion and armament. Lord Nelson was the +first to disregard them with conviction and audacity sustained by +an unbounded trust in the men he led. This conviction, this +audacity and this trust stand out from amongst the lines of the +celebrated memorandum, which is but a declaration of his faith in +a crushing superiority of fire as the only means of victory and +the only aim of sound tactics. Under the difficulties of +the then existing conditions he strove for that, and for that +alone, putting his faith into practice against every risk. +And in that exclusive faith Lord Nelson appears to us as the +first of the moderns.</p> +<p>Against every risk, I have said; and the men of to-day, born +and bred to the use of steam, can hardly realize how much of that +risk was in the weather. Except at the Nile, where the +conditions were ideal for engaging a fleet moored in shallow +water, Lord Nelson was not lucky in his weather. +Practically it was nothing but a quite unusual failure of the +wind which cost him his arm during the Teneriffe +expedition. On Trafalgar Day the weather was not so much +unfavourable as extremely dangerous.</p> +<p>It was one of these covered days of fitful sunshine, of light, +unsteady winds, with a swell from the westward, and hazy in +general, but with the land about the Cape at times distinctly +visible. It has been my lot to look with reverence upon the +very spot more than once, and for many hours together. All +but thirty years ago, certain exceptional circumstances made me +very familiar for a time with that bight in the Spanish coast +which would be enclosed within a straight line drawn from Faro to +Spartel. My well-remembered experience has convinced me +that, in that corner of the ocean, once the wind has got to the +northward of west (as it did on the 20th, taking the British +fleet aback), appearances of westerly weather go for nothing, and +that it is infinitely more likely to veer right round to the east +than to shift back again. It was in those conditions that, +at seven on the morning of the 21st, the signal for the fleet to +bear up and steer east was made. Holding a clear +recollection of these languid easterly sighs rippling +unexpectedly against the run of the smooth swell, with no other +warning than a ten-minutes’ calm and a queer darkening of +the coast-line, I cannot think, without a gasp of professional +awe, of that fateful moment. Perhaps personal experience, +at a time of life when responsibility had a special freshness and +importance, has induced me to exaggerate to myself the danger of +the weather. The great Admiral and good seaman could read +aright the signs of sea and sky, as his order to prepare to +anchor at the end of the day sufficiently proves; but, all the +same, the mere idea of these baffling easterly airs, coming on at +any time within half an hour or so, after the firing of the first +shot, is enough to take one’s breath away, with the image +of the rearmost ships of both divisions falling off, +unmanageable, broadside on to the westerly swell, and of two +British Admirals in desperate jeopardy. To this day I +cannot free myself from the impression that, for some forty +minutes, the fate of the great battle hung upon a breath of wind +such as I have felt stealing from behind, as it were, upon my +cheek while engaged in looking to the westward for the signs of +the true weather.</p> +<p>Never more shall British seamen going into action have to +trust the success of their valour to a breath of wind. The +God of gales and battles favouring her arms to the last, has let +the sun of England’s sailing-fleet and of its greatest +master set in unclouded glory. And now the old ships and +their men are gone; the new ships and the new men, many of them +bearing the old, auspicious names, have taken up their watch on +the stern and impartial sea, which offers no opportunities but to +those who know how to grasp them with a ready hand and an +undaunted heart.</p> +<h2>XLIX.</h2> +<p>This the navy of the Twenty Years’ War knew well how to +do, and never better than when Lord Nelson had breathed into its +soul his own passion of honour and fame. It was a fortunate +navy. Its victories were no mere smashing of helpless ships +and massacres of cowed men. It was spared that cruel +favour, for which no brave heart had ever prayed. It was +fortunate in its adversaries. I say adversaries, for on +recalling such proud memories we should avoid the word +“enemies,” whose hostile sound perpetuates the +antagonisms and strife of nations, so irremediable perhaps, so +fateful—and also so vain. War is one of the gifts of +life; but, alas! no war appears so very necessary when time has +laid its soothing hand upon the passionate misunderstandings and +the passionate desires of great peoples. “Le +temps,” as a distinguished Frenchman has said, “est +un galant homme.” He fosters the spirit of concord +and justice, in whose work there is as much glory to be reaped as +in the deeds of arms.</p> +<p>One of them disorganized by revolutionary changes, the other +rusted in the neglect of a decayed monarchy, the two fleets +opposed to us entered the contest with odds against them from the +first. By the merit of our daring and our faithfulness, and +the genius of a great leader, we have in the course of the war +augmented our advantage and kept it to the last. But in the +exulting illusion of irresistible might a long series of military +successes brings to a nation the less obvious aspect of such a +fortune may perchance be lost to view. The old navy in its +last days earned a fame that no belittling malevolence dare cavil +at. And this supreme favour they owe to their adversaries +alone.</p> +<p>Deprived by an ill-starred fortune of that self-confidence +which strengthens the hands of an armed host, impaired in skill +but not in courage, it may safely be said that our adversaries +managed yet to make a better fight of it in 1797 than they did in +1793. Later still, the resistance offered at the Nile was +all, and more than all, that could be demanded from seamen, who, +unless blind or without understanding, must have seen their doom +sealed from the moment that the <i>Goliath</i>, bearing up under +the bows of the <i>Guerrier</i>, took up an inshore berth. +The combined fleets of 1805, just come out of port, and attended +by nothing but the disturbing memories of reverses, presented to +our approach a determined front, on which Captain Blackwood, in a +knightly spirit, congratulated his Admiral. By the +exertions of their valour our adversaries have but added a +greater lustre to our arms. No friend could have done more, +for even in war, which severs for a time all the sentiments of +human fellowship, this subtle bond of association remains between +brave men—that the final testimony to the value of victory +must be received at the hands of the vanquished.</p> +<p>Those who from the heat of that battle sank together to their +repose in the cool depths of the ocean would not understand the +watchwords of our day, would gaze with amazed eyes at the engines +of our strife. All passes, all changes: the animosity of +peoples, the handling of fleets, the forms of ships; and even the +sea itself seems to wear a different and diminished aspect from +the sea of Lord Nelson’s day. In this ceaseless rush +of shadows and shades, that, like the fantastic forms of clouds +cast darkly upon the waters on a windy day, fly past us to fall +headlong below the hard edge of an implacable horizon, we must +turn to the national spirit, which, superior in its force and +continuity to good and evil fortune, can alone give us the +feeling of an enduring existence and of an invincible power +against the fates.</p> +<p>Like a subtle and mysterious elixir poured into the perishable +clay of successive generations, it grows in truth, splendour, and +potency with the march of ages. In its incorruptible flow +all round the globe of the earth it preserves from the decay and +forgetfulness of death the greatness of our great men, and +amongst them the passionate and gentle greatness of Nelson, the +nature of whose genius was, on the faith of a brave seaman and +distinguished Admiral, such as to “Exalt the glory of our +nation.”</p> +<p>***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MIRROR OF THE SEA***</p> +<pre> + + +***** This file should be named 1058-h.htm or 1058-h.zip****** + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/0/5/1058 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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Rules of East and West +XXX. The Faithful River +XXXIII. In Captivity +XXXV. Initiation +XXXVII. The Nursery of the Craft +XL. The Tremolino +XLVI. The Heroic Age + + + +CHAPTER I. + + + +"And shippes by the brinke comen and gon, +And in swich forme endure a day or two." +The Frankeleyn's Tale. + + +Landfall and Departure mark the rhythmical swing of a seaman's life +and of a ship's career. From land to land is the most concise +definition of a ship's earthly fate. + +A "Departure" is not what a vain people of landsmen may think. The +term "Landfall" is more easily understood; you fall in with the +land, and it is a matter of a quick eye and of a clear atmosphere. +The Departure is not the ship's going away from her port any more +than the Landfall can be looked upon as the synonym of arrival. +But there is this difference in the Departure: that the term does +not imply so much a sea event as a definite act entailing a +process--the precise observation of certain landmarks by means of +the compass card. + +Your Landfall, be it a peculiarly-shaped mountain, a rocky +headland, or a stretch of sand-dunes, you meet at first with a +single glance. Further recognition will follow in due course; but +essentially a Landfall, good or bad, is made and done with at the +first cry of "Land ho!" The Departure is distinctly a ceremony of +navigation. A ship may have left her port some time before; she +may have been at sea, in the fullest sense of the phrase, for days; +but, for all that, as long as the coast she was about to leave +remained in sight, a southern-going ship of yesterday had not in +the sailor's sense begun the enterprise of a passage. + +The taking of Departure, if not the last sight of the land, is, +perhaps, the last professional recognition of the land on the part +of a sailor. It is the technical, as distinguished from the +sentimental, "good-bye." Henceforth he has done with the coast +astern of his ship. It is a matter personal to the man. It is not +the ship that takes her departure; the seaman takes his Departure +by means of cross-bearings which fix the place of the first tiny +pencil-cross on the white expanse of the track-chart, where the +ship's position at noon shall be marked by just such another tiny +pencil cross for every day of her passage. And there may be sixty, +eighty, any number of these crosses on the ship's track from land +to land. The greatest number in my experience was a hundred and +thirty of such crosses from the pilot station at the Sand Heads in +the Bay of Bengal to the Scilly's light. A bad passage. . . + +A Departure, the last professional sight of land, is always good, +or at least good enough. For, even if the weather be thick, it +does not matter much to a ship having all the open sea before her +bows. A Landfall may be good or bad. You encompass the earth with +one particular spot of it in your eye. In all the devious tracings +the course of a sailing-ship leaves upon the white paper of a chart +she is always aiming for that one little spot--maybe a small island +in the ocean, a single headland upon the long coast of a continent, +a lighthouse on a bluff, or simply the peaked form of a mountain +like an ant-heap afloat upon the waters. But if you have sighted +it on the expected bearing, then that Landfall is good. Fogs, +snowstorms, gales thick with clouds and rain--those are the enemies +of good Landfalls. + + + +II. + + + +Some commanders of ships take their Departure from the home coast +sadly, in a spirit of grief and discontent. They have a wife, +children perhaps, some affection at any rate, or perhaps only some +pet vice, that must be left behind for a year or more. I remember +only one man who walked his deck with a springy step, and gave the +first course of the passage in an elated voice. But he, as I +learned afterwards, was leaving nothing behind him, except a welter +of debts and threats of legal proceedings. + +On the other hand, I have known many captains who, directly their +ship had left the narrow waters of the Channel, would disappear +from the sight of their ship's company altogether for some three +days or more. They would take a long dive, as it were, into their +state-room, only to emerge a few days afterwards with a more or +less serene brow. Those were the men easy to get on with. +Besides, such a complete retirement seemed to imply a satisfactory +amount of trust in their officers, and to be trusted displeases no +seaman worthy of the name. + +On my first voyage as chief mate with good Captain MacW- I remember +that I felt quite flattered, and went blithely about my duties, +myself a commander for all practical purposes. Still, whatever the +greatness of my illusion, the fact remained that the real commander +was there, backing up my self-confidence, though invisible to my +eyes behind a maple-wood veneered cabin-door with a white china +handle. + +That is the time, after your Departure is taken, when the spirit of +your commander communes with you in a muffled voice, as if from the +sanctum sanctorum of a temple; because, call her a temple or a +"hell afloat"--as some ships have been called--the captain's state- +room is surely the august place in every vessel. + +The good MacW- would not even come out to his meals, and fed +solitarily in his holy of holies from a tray covered with a white +napkin. Our steward used to bend an ironic glance at the perfectly +empty plates he was bringing out from there. This grief for his +home, which overcomes so many married seamen, did not deprive +Captain MacW- of his legitimate appetite. In fact, the steward +would almost invariably come up to me, sitting in the captain's +chair at the head of the table, to say in a grave murmur, "The +captain asks for one more slice of meat and two potatoes." We, his +officers, could hear him moving about in his berth, or lightly +snoring, or fetching deep sighs, or splashing and blowing in his +bath-room; and we made our reports to him through the keyhole, as +it were. It was the crowning achievement of his amiable character +that the answers we got were given in a quite mild and friendly +tone. Some commanders in their periods of seclusion are constantly +grumpy, and seem to resent the mere sound of your voice as an +injury and an insult. + +But a grumpy recluse cannot worry his subordinates: whereas the +man in whom the sense of duty is strong (or, perhaps, only the +sense of self-importance), and who persists in airing on deck his +moroseness all day--and perhaps half the night--becomes a grievous +infliction. He walks the poop darting gloomy glances, as though he +wished to poison the sea, and snaps your head off savagely whenever +you happen to blunder within earshot. And these vagaries are the +harder to bear patiently, as becomes a man and an officer, because +no sailor is really good-tempered during the first few days of a +voyage. There are regrets, memories, the instinctive longing for +the departed idleness, the instinctive hate of all work. Besides, +things have a knack of going wrong at the start, especially in the +matter of irritating trifles. And there is the abiding thought of +a whole year of more or less hard life before one, because there +was hardly a southern-going voyage in the yesterday of the sea +which meant anything less than a twelvemonth. Yes; it needed a few +days after the taking of your departure for a ship's company to +shake down into their places, and for the soothing deep-water ship +routine to establish its beneficent sway. + +It is a great doctor for sore hearts and sore heads, too, your +ship's routine, which I have seen soothe--at least for a time--the +most turbulent of spirits. There is health in it, and peace, and +satisfaction of the accomplished round; for each day of the ship's +life seems to close a circle within the wide ring of the sea +horizon. It borrows a certain dignity of sameness from the +majestic monotony of the sea. He who loves the sea loves also the +ship's routine. + +Nowhere else than upon the sea do the days, weeks and months fall +away quicker into the past. They seem to be left astern as easily +as the light air-bubbles in the swirls of the ship's wake, and +vanish into a great silence in which your ship moves on with a sort +of magical effect. They pass away, the days, the weeks, the +months. Nothing but a gale can disturb the orderly life of the +ship; and the spell of unshaken monotony that seems to have fallen +upon the very voices of her men is broken only by the near prospect +of a Landfall. + +Then is the spirit of the ship's commander stirred strongly again. +But it is not moved to seek seclusion, and to remain, hidden and +inert, shut up in a small cabin with the solace of a good bodily +appetite. When about to make the land, the spirit of the ship's +commander is tormented by an unconquerable restlessness. It seems +unable to abide for many seconds together in the holy of holies of +the captain's state-room; it will out on deck and gaze ahead, +through straining eyes, as the appointed moment comes nearer. It +is kept vigorously upon the stretch of excessive vigilance. +Meantime the body of the ship's commander is being enfeebled by +want of appetite; at least, such is my experience, though +"enfeebled" is perhaps not exactly the word. I might say, rather, +that it is spiritualized by a disregard for food, sleep, and all +the ordinary comforts, such as they are, of sea life. In one or +two cases I have known that detachment from the grosser needs of +existence remain regrettably incomplete in the matter of drink. + +But these two cases were, properly speaking, pathological cases, +and the only two in all my sea experience. In one of these two +instances of a craving for stimulants, developed from sheer +anxiety, I cannot assert that the man's seaman-like qualities were +impaired in the least. It was a very anxious case, too, the land +being made suddenly, close-to, on a wrong bearing, in thick +weather, and during a fresh onshore gale. Going below to speak to +him soon after, I was unlucky enough to catch my captain in the +very act of hasty cork-drawing. The sight, I may say, gave me an +awful scare. I was well aware of the morbidly sensitive nature of +the man. Fortunately, I managed to draw back unseen, and, taking +care to stamp heavily with my sea-boots at the foot of the cabin +stairs, I made my second entry. But for this unexpected glimpse, +no act of his during the next twenty-four hours could have given me +the slightest suspicion that all was not well with his nerve. + + + +III. + + + +Quite another case, and having nothing to do with drink, was that +of poor Captain B-. He used to suffer from sick headaches, in his +young days, every time he was approaching a coast. Well over fifty +years of age when I knew him, short, stout, dignified, perhaps a +little pompous, he was a man of a singularly well-informed mind, +the least sailor-like in outward aspect, but certainly one of the +best seamen whom it has been my good luck to serve under. He was a +Plymouth man, I think, the son of a country doctor, and both his +elder boys were studying medicine. He commanded a big London ship, +fairly well known in her day. I thought no end of him, and that is +why I remember with a peculiar satisfaction the last words he spoke +to me on board his ship after an eighteen months' voyage. It was +in the dock in Dundee, where we had brought a full cargo of jute +from Calcutta. We had been paid off that morning, and I had come +on board to take my sea-chest away and to say good-bye. In his +slightly lofty but courteous way he inquired what were my plans. I +replied that I intended leaving for London by the afternoon train, +and thought of going up for examination to get my master's +certificate. I had just enough service for that. He commended me +for not wasting my time, with such an evident interest in my case +that I was quite surprised; then, rising from his chair, he said: + +"Have you a ship in view after you have passed?" + +I answered that I had nothing whatever in view. + +He shook hands with me, and pronounced the memorable words: + +"If you happen to be in want of employment, remember that as long +as I have a ship you have a ship, too." + +In the way of compliment there is nothing to beat this from a +ship's captain to his second mate at the end of a voyage, when the +work is over and the subordinate is done with. And there is a +pathos in that memory, for the poor fellow never went to sea again +after all. He was already ailing when we passed St. Helena; was +laid up for a time when we were off the Western Islands, but got +out of bed to make his Landfall. He managed to keep up on deck as +far as the Downs, where, giving his orders in an exhausted voice, +he anchored for a few hours to send a wire to his wife and take +aboard a North Sea pilot to help him sail the ship up the east +coast. He had not felt equal to the task by himself, for it is the +sort of thing that keeps a deep-water man on his feet pretty well +night and day. + +When we arrived in Dundee, Mrs. B- was already there, waiting to +take him home. We travelled up to London by the same train; but by +the time I had managed to get through with my examination the ship +had sailed on her next voyage without him, and, instead of joining +her again, I went by request to see my old commander in his home. +This is the only one of my captains I have ever visited in that +way. He was out of bed by then, "quite convalescent," as he +declared, making a few tottering steps to meet me at the sitting- +room door. Evidently he was reluctant to take his final cross- +bearings of this earth for a Departure on the only voyage to an +unknown destination a sailor ever undertakes. And it was all very +nice--the large, sunny room; his deep, easy-chair in a bow window, +with pillows and a footstool; the quiet, watchful care of the +elderly, gentle woman who had borne him five children, and had not, +perhaps, lived with him more than five full years out of the thirty +or so of their married life. There was also another woman there in +a plain black dress, quite gray-haired, sitting very erect on her +chair with some sewing, from which she snatched side-glances in his +direction, and uttering not a single word during all the time of my +call. Even when, in due course, I carried over to her a cup of +tea, she only nodded at me silently, with the faintest ghost of a +smile on her tight-set lips. I imagine she must have been a maiden +sister of Mrs. B- come to help nurse her brother-in-law. His +youngest boy, a late-comer, a great cricketer it seemed, twelve +years old or thereabouts, chattered enthusiastically of the +exploits of W. G. Grace. And I remember his eldest son, too, a +newly-fledged doctor, who took me out to smoke in the garden, and, +shaking his head with professional gravity, but with genuine +concern, muttered: "Yes, but he doesn't get back his appetite. I +don't like that--I don't like that at all." The last sight of +Captain B- I had was as he nodded his head to me out of the bow +window when I turned round to close the front gate. + +It was a distinct and complete impression, something that I don't +know whether to call a Landfall or a Departure. Certainly he had +gazed at times very fixedly before him with the Landfall's vigilant +look, this sea-captain seated incongruously in a deep-backed chair. +He had not then talked to me of employment, of ships, of being +ready to take another command; but he had discoursed of his early +days, in the abundant but thin flow of a wilful invalid's talk. +The women looked worried, but sat still, and I learned more of him +in that interview than in the whole eighteen months we had sailed +together. It appeared he had "served his time" in the copper-ore +trade, the famous copper-ore trade of old days between Swansea and +the Chilian coast, coal out and ore in, deep-loaded both ways, as +if in wanton defiance of the great Cape Horn seas--a work, this, +for staunch ships, and a great school of staunchness for West- +Country seamen. A whole fleet of copper-bottomed barques, as +strong in rib and planking, as well-found in gear, as ever was sent +upon the seas, manned by hardy crews and commanded by young +masters, was engaged in that now long defunct trade. "That was the +school I was trained in," he said to me almost boastfully, lying +back amongst his pillows with a rug over his legs. And it was in +that trade that he obtained his first command at a very early age. +It was then that he mentioned to me how, as a young commander, he +was always ill for a few days before making land after a long +passage. But this sort of sickness used to pass off with the first +sight of a familiar landmark. Afterwards, he added, as he grew +older, all that nervousness wore off completely; and I observed his +weary eyes gaze steadily ahead, as if there had been nothing +between him and the straight line of sea and sky, where whatever a +seaman is looking for is first bound to appear. But I have also +seen his eyes rest fondly upon the faces in the room, upon the +pictures on the wall, upon all the familiar objects of that home, +whose abiding and clear image must have flashed often on his memory +in times of stress and anxiety at sea. Was he looking out for a +strange Landfall, or taking with an untroubled mind the bearings +for his last Departure? + +It is hard to say; for in that voyage from which no man returns +Landfall and Departure are instantaneous, merging together into one +moment of supreme and final attention. Certainly I do not remember +observing any sign of faltering in the set expression of his wasted +face, no hint of the nervous anxiety of a young commander about to +make land on an uncharted shore. He had had too much experience of +Departures and Landfalls! And had he not "served his time" in the +famous copper-ore trade out of the Bristol Channel, the work of the +staunchest ships afloat, and the school of staunch seamen? + + + +IV. + + + +Before an anchor can ever be raised, it must be let go; and this +perfectly obvious truism brings me at once to the subject of the +degradation of the sea language in the daily press of this country. + +Your journalist, whether he takes charge of a ship or a fleet, +almost invariably "casts" his anchor. Now, an anchor is never +cast, and to take a liberty with technical language is a crime +against the clearness, precision, and beauty of perfected speech. + +An anchor is a forged piece of iron, admirably adapted to its end, +and technical language is an instrument wrought into perfection by +ages of experience, a flawless thing for its purpose. An anchor of +yesterday (because nowadays there are contrivances like mushrooms +and things like claws, of no particular expression or shape--just +hooks)--an anchor of yesterday is in its way a most efficient +instrument. To its perfection its size bears witness, for there is +no other appliance so small for the great work it has to do. Look +at the anchors hanging from the cat-heads of a big ship! How tiny +they are in proportion to the great size of the hull! Were they +made of gold they would look like trinkets, like ornamental toys, +no bigger in proportion than a jewelled drop in a woman's ear. And +yet upon them will depend, more than once, the very life of the +ship. + +An anchor is forged and fashioned for faithfulness; give it ground +that it can bite, and it will hold till the cable parts, and then, +whatever may afterwards befall its ship, that anchor is "lost." +The honest, rough piece of iron, so simple in appearance, has more +parts than the human body has limbs: the ring, the stock, the +crown, the flukes, the palms, the shank. All this, according to +the journalist, is "cast" when a ship arriving at an anchorage is +brought up. + +This insistence in using the odious word arises from the fact that +a particularly benighted landsman must imagine the act of anchoring +as a process of throwing something overboard, whereas the anchor +ready for its work is already overboard, and is not thrown over, +but simply allowed to fall. It hangs from the ship's side at the +end of a heavy, projecting timber called the cat-head, in the bight +of a short, thick chain whose end link is suddenly released by a +blow from a top-maul or the pull of a lever when the order is +given. And the order is not "Heave over!" as the paragraphist +seems to imagine, but "Let go!" + +As a matter of fact, nothing is ever cast in that sense on board +ship but the lead, of which a cast is taken to search the depth of +water on which she floats. A lashed boat, a spare spar, a cask or +what not secured about the decks, is "cast adrift" when it is +untied. Also the ship herself is "cast to port or starboard" when +getting under way. She, however, never "casts" her anchor. + +To speak with severe technicality, a ship or a fleet is "brought +up"--the complementary words unpronounced and unwritten being, of +course, "to an anchor." Less technically, but not less correctly, +the word "anchored," with its characteristic appearance and +resolute sound, ought to be good enough for the newspapers of the +greatest maritime country in the world. "The fleet anchored at +Spithead": can anyone want a better sentence for brevity and +seamanlike ring? But the "cast-anchor" trick, with its affectation +of being a sea-phrase--for why not write just as well "threw +anchor," "flung anchor," or "shied anchor"?--is intolerably odious +to a sailor's ear. I remember a coasting pilot of my early +acquaintance (he used to read the papers assiduously) who, to +define the utmost degree of lubberliness in a landsman, used to +say, "He's one of them poor, miserable 'cast-anchor' devils." + + + +V. + + + +From first to last the seaman's thoughts are very much concerned +with his anchors. It is not so much that the anchor is a symbol of +hope as that it is the heaviest object that he has to handle on +board his ship at sea in the usual routine of his duties. The +beginning and the end of every passage are marked distinctly by +work about the ship's anchors. A vessel in the Channel has her +anchors always ready, her cables shackled on, and the land almost +always in sight. The anchor and the land are indissolubly +connected in a sailor's thoughts. But directly she is clear of the +narrow seas, heading out into the world with nothing solid to speak +of between her and the South Pole, the anchors are got in and the +cables disappear from the deck. But the anchors do not disappear. +Technically speaking, they are "secured in-board"; and, on the +forecastle head, lashed down to ring-bolts with ropes and chains, +under the straining sheets of the head-sails, they look very idle +and as if asleep. Thus bound, but carefully looked after, inert +and powerful, those emblems of hope make company for the look-out +man in the night watches; and so the days glide by, with a long +rest for those characteristically shaped pieces of iron, reposing +forward, visible from almost every part of the ship's deck, waiting +for their work on the other side of the world somewhere, while the +ship carries them on with a great rush and splutter of foam +underneath, and the sprays of the open sea rust their heavy limbs. + +The first approach to the land, as yet invisible to the crew's +eyes, is announced by the brisk order of the chief mate to the +boatswain: "We will get the anchors over this afternoon" or "first +thing to-morrow morning," as the case may be. For the chief mate +is the keeper of the ship's anchors and the guardian of her cable. +There are good ships and bad ships, comfortable ships and ships +where, from first day to last of the voyage, there is no rest for a +chief mate's body and soul. And ships are what men make them: +this is a pronouncement of sailor wisdom, and, no doubt, in the +main it is true. + +However, there are ships where, as an old grizzled mate once told +me, "nothing ever seems to go right!" And, looking from the poop +where we both stood (I had paid him a neighbourly call in dock), he +added: "She's one of them." He glanced up at my face, which +expressed a proper professional sympathy, and set me right in my +natural surmise: "Oh no; the old man's right enough. He never +interferes. Anything that's done in a seamanlike way is good +enough for him. And yet, somehow, nothing ever seems to go right +in this ship. I tell you what: she is naturally unhandy." + +The "old man," of course, was his captain, who just then came on +deck in a silk hat and brown overcoat, and, with a civil nod to us, +went ashore. He was certainly not more than thirty, and the +elderly mate, with a murmur to me of "That's my old man," proceeded +to give instances of the natural unhandiness of the ship in a sort +of deprecatory tone, as if to say, "You mustn't think I bear a +grudge against her for that." + +The instances do not matter. The point is that there are ships +where things DO go wrong; but whatever the ship--good or bad, lucky +or unlucky--it is in the forepart of her that her chief mate feels +most at home. It is emphatically HIS end of the ship, though, of +course, he is the executive supervisor of the whole. There are HIS +anchors, HIS headgear, his foremast, his station for manoeuvring +when the captain is in charge. And there, too, live the men, the +ship's hands, whom it is his duty to keep employed, fair weather or +foul, for the ship's welfare. It is the chief mate, the only +figure of the ship's afterguard, who comes bustling forward at the +cry of "All hands on deck!" He is the satrap of that province in +the autocratic realm of the ship, and more personally responsible +for anything that may happen there. + +There, too, on the approach to the land, assisted by the boatswain +and the carpenter, he "gets the anchors over" with the men of his +own watch, whom he knows better than the others. There he sees the +cable ranged, the windlass disconnected, the compressors opened; +and there, after giving his own last order, "Stand clear of the +cable!" he waits attentive, in a silent ship that forges slowly +ahead towards her picked-out berth, for the sharp shout from aft, +"Let go!" Instantly bending over, he sees the trusty iron fall +with a heavy plunge under his eyes, which watch and note whether it +has gone clear. + +For the anchor "to go clear" means to go clear of its own chain. +Your anchor must drop from the bow of your ship with no turn of +cable on any of its limbs, else you would be riding to a foul +anchor. Unless the pull of the cable is fair on the ring, no +anchor can be trusted even on the best of holding ground. In time +of stress it is bound to drag, for implements and men must be +treated fairly to give you the "virtue" which is in them. The +anchor is an emblem of hope, but a foul anchor is worse than the +most fallacious of false hopes that ever lured men or nations into +a sense of security. And the sense of security, even the most +warranted, is a bad councillor. It is the sense which, like that +exaggerated feeling of well-being ominous of the coming on of +madness, precedes the swift fall of disaster. A seaman labouring +under an undue sense of security becomes at once worth hardly half +his salt. Therefore, of all my chief officers, the one I trusted +most was a man called B-. He had a red moustache, a lean face, +also red, and an uneasy eye. He was worth all his salt. + +On examining now, after many years, the residue of the feeling +which was the outcome of the contact of our personalities, I +discover, without much surprise, a certain flavour of dislike. +Upon the whole, I think he was one of the most uncomfortable +shipmates possible for a young commander. If it is permissible to +criticise the absent, I should say he had a little too much of the +sense of insecurity which is so invaluable in a seaman. He had an +extremely disturbing air of being everlastingly ready (even when +seated at table at my right hand before a plate of salt beef) to +grapple with some impending calamity. I must hasten to add that he +had also the other qualification necessary to make a trustworthy +seaman--that of an absolute confidence in himself. What was really +wrong with him was that he had these qualities in an unrestful +degree. His eternally watchful demeanour, his jerky, nervous talk, +even his, as it were, determined silences, seemed to imply--and, I +believe, they did imply--that to his mind the ship was never safe +in my hands. Such was the man who looked after the anchors of a +less than five-hundred-ton barque, my first command, now gone from +the face of the earth, but sure of a tenderly remembered existence +as long as I live. No anchor could have gone down foul under Mr. +B-'s piercing eye. It was good for one to be sure of that when, in +an open roadstead, one heard in the cabin the wind pipe up; but +still, there were moments when I detested Mr. B- exceedingly. From +the way he used to glare sometimes, I fancy that more than once he +paid me back with interest. It so happened that we both loved the +little barque very much. And it was just the defect of Mr. B-'s +inestimable qualities that he would never persuade himself to +believe that the ship was safe in my hands. To begin with, he was +more than five years older than myself at a time of life when five +years really do count, I being twenty-nine and he thirty-four; +then, on our first leaving port (I don't see why I should make a +secret of the fact that it was Bangkok), a bit of manoeuvring of +mine amongst the islands of the Gulf of Siam had given him an +unforgettable scare. Ever since then he had nursed in secret a +bitter idea of my utter recklessness. But upon the whole, and +unless the grip of a man's hand at parting means nothing whatever, +I conclude that we did like each other at the end of two years and +three months well enough. + +The bond between us was the ship; and therein a ship, though she +has female attributes and is loved very unreasonably, is different +from a woman. That I should have been tremendously smitten with my +first command is nothing to wonder at, but I suppose I must admit +that Mr. B-'s sentiment was of a higher order. Each of us, of +course, was extremely anxious about the good appearance of the +beloved object; and, though I was the one to glean compliments +ashore, B- had the more intimate pride of feeling, resembling that +of a devoted handmaiden. And that sort of faithful and proud +devotion went so far as to make him go about flicking the dust off +the varnished teak-wood rail of the little craft with a silk +pocket-handkerchief--a present from Mrs. B-, I believe. + +That was the effect of his love for the barque. The effect of his +admirable lack of the sense of security once went so far as to make +him remark to me: "Well, sir, you ARE a lucky man!" + +It was said in a tone full of significance, but not exactly +offensive, and it was, I suppose, my innate tact that prevented my +asking, "What on earth do you mean by that?" + +Later on his meaning was illustrated more fully on a dark night in +a tight corner during a dead on-shore gale. I had called him up on +deck to help me consider our extremely unpleasant situation. There +was not much time for deep thinking, and his summing-up was: "It +looks pretty bad, whichever we try; but, then, sir, you always do +get out of a mess somehow." + + + +VI. + + + +It is difficult to disconnect the idea of ships' anchors from the +idea of the ship's chief mate--the man who sees them go down clear +and come up sometimes foul; because not even the most unremitting +care can always prevent a ship, swinging to winds and tide, from +taking an awkward turn of the cable round stock or fluke. Then the +business of "getting the anchor" and securing it afterwards is +unduly prolonged, and made a weariness to the chief mate. He is +the man who watches the growth of the cable--a sailor's phrase +which has all the force, precision, and imagery of technical +language that, created by simple men with keen eyes for the real +aspect of the things they see in their trade, achieves the just +expression seizing upon the essential, which is the ambition of the +artist in words. Therefore the sailor will never say, "cast +anchor," and the ship-master aft will hail his chief mate on the +forecastle in impressionistic phrase: "How does the cable grow?" +Because "grow" is the right word for the long drift of a cable +emerging aslant under the strain, taut as a bow-string above the +water. And it is the voice of the keeper of the ship's anchors +that will answer: "Grows right ahead, sir," or "Broad on the bow," +or whatever concise and deferential shout will fit the case. + +There is no order more noisily given or taken up with lustier +shouts on board a homeward-bound merchant ship than the command, +"Man the windlass!" The rush of expectant men out of the +forecastle, the snatching of hand-spikes, the tramp of feet, the +clink of the pawls, make a stirring accompaniment to a plaintive +up-anchor song with a roaring chorus; and this burst of noisy +activity from a whole ship's crew seems like a voiceful awakening +of the ship herself, till then, in the picturesque phrase of Dutch +seamen, "lying asleep upon her iron." + +For a ship with her sails furled on her squared yards, and +reflected from truck to water-line in the smooth gleaming sheet of +a landlocked harbour, seems, indeed, to a seaman's eye the most +perfect picture of slumbering repose. The getting of your anchor +was a noisy operation on board a merchant ship of yesterday--an +inspiring, joyous noise, as if, with the emblem of hope, the ship's +company expected to drag up out of the depths, each man all his +personal hopes into the reach of a securing hand--the hope of home, +the hope of rest, of liberty, of dissipation, of hard pleasure, +following the hard endurance of many days between sky and water. +And this noisiness, this exultation at the moment of the ship's +departure, make a tremendous contrast to the silent moments of her +arrival in a foreign roadstead--the silent moments when, stripped +of her sails, she forges ahead to her chosen berth, the loose +canvas fluttering softly in the gear above the heads of the men +standing still upon her decks, the master gazing intently forward +from the break of the poop. Gradually she loses her way, hardly +moving, with the three figures on her forecastle waiting +attentively about the cat-head for the last order of, perhaps, full +ninety days at sea: "Let go!" + +This is the final word of a ship's ended journey, the closing word +of her toil and of her achievement. In a life whose worth is told +out in passages from port to port, the splash of the anchor's fall +and the thunderous rumbling of the chain are like the closing of a +distinct period, of which she seems conscious with a slight deep +shudder of all her frame. By so much is she nearer to her +appointed death, for neither years nor voyages can go on for ever. +It is to her like the striking of a clock, and in the pause which +follows she seems to take count of the passing time. + +This is the last important order; the others are mere routine +directions. Once more the master is heard: "Give her forty-five +fathom to the water's edge," and then he, too, is done for a time. +For days he leaves all the harbour work to his chief mate, the +keeper of the ship's anchor and of the ship's routine. For days +his voice will not be heard raised about the decks, with that curt, +austere accent of the man in charge, till, again, when the hatches +are on, and in a silent and expectant ship, he shall speak up from +aft in commanding tones: "Man the windlass!" + + + +VII. + + + +The other year, looking through a newspaper of sound principles, +but whose staff WILL persist in "casting" anchors and going to sea +"on" a ship (ough!), I came across an article upon the season's +yachting. And, behold! it was a good article. To a man who had +but little to do with pleasure sailing (though all sailing is a +pleasure), and certainly nothing whatever with racing in open +waters, the writer's strictures upon the handicapping of yachts +were just intelligible and no more. And I do not pretend to any +interest in the enumeration of the great races of that year. As to +the 52-foot linear raters, praised so much by the writer, I am +warmed up by his approval of their performances; but, as far as any +clear conception goes, the descriptive phrase, so precise to the +comprehension of a yachtsman, evokes no definite image in my mind. + +The writer praises that class of pleasure vessels, and I am willing +to endorse his words, as any man who loves every craft afloat would +be ready to do. I am disposed to admire and respect the 52-foot +linear raters on the word of a man who regrets in such a +sympathetic and understanding spirit the threatened decay of +yachting seamanship. + +Of course, yacht racing is an organized pastime, a function of +social idleness ministering to the vanity of certain wealthy +inhabitants of these isles nearly as much as to their inborn love +of the sea. But the writer of the article in question goes on to +point out, with insight and justice, that for a great number of +people (20,000, I think he says) it is a means of livelihood--that +it is, in his own words, an industry. Now, the moral side of an +industry, productive or unproductive, the redeeming and ideal +aspect of this bread-winning, is the attainment and preservation of +the highest possible skill on the part of the craftsmen. Such +skill, the skill of technique, is more than honesty; it is +something wider, embracing honesty and grace and rule in an +elevated and clear sentiment, not altogether utilitarian, which may +be called the honour of labour. It is made up of accumulated +tradition, kept alive by individual pride, rendered exact by +professional opinion, and, like the higher arts, it spurred on and +sustained by discriminating praise. + +This is why the attainment of proficiency, the pushing of your +skill with attention to the most delicate shades of excellence, is +a matter of vital concern. Efficiency of a practically flawless +kind may be reached naturally in the struggle for bread. But there +is something beyond--a higher point, a subtle and unmistakable +touch of love and pride beyond mere skill; almost an inspiration +which gives to all work that finish which is almost art--which IS +art. + +As men of scrupulous honour set up a high standard of public +conscience above the dead-level of an honest community, so men of +that skill which passes into art by ceaseless striving raise the +dead-level of correct practice in the crafts of land and sea. The +conditions fostering the growth of that supreme, alive excellence, +as well in work as in play, ought to be preserved with a most +careful regard lest the industry or the game should perish of an +insidious and inward decay. Therefore I have read with profound +regret, in that article upon the yachting season of a certain year, +that the seamanship on board racing yachts is not now what it used +to be only a few, very few, years ago. + +For that was the gist of that article, written evidently by a man +who not only knows but UNDERSTANDS--a thing (let me remark in +passing) much rarer than one would expect, because the sort of +understanding I mean is inspired by love; and love, though in a +sense it may be admitted to be stronger than death, is by no means +so universal and so sure. In fact, love is rare--the love of men, +of things, of ideas, the love of perfected skill. For love is the +enemy of haste; it takes count of passing days, of men who pass +away, of a fine art matured slowly in the course of years and +doomed in a short time to pass away too, and be no more. Love and +regret go hand in hand in this world of changes swifter than the +shifting of the clouds reflected in the mirror of the sea. + +To penalize a yacht in proportion to the fineness of her +performance is unfair to the craft and to her men. It is unfair to +the perfection of her form and to the skill of her servants. For +we men are, in fact, the servants of our creations. We remain in +everlasting bondage to the productions of our brain and to the work +of our hands. A man is born to serve his time on this earth, and +there is something fine in the service being given on other grounds +than that of utility. The bondage of art is very exacting. And, +as the writer of the article which started this train of thought +says with lovable warmth, the sailing of yachts is a fine art. + +His contention is that racing, without time allowances for anything +else but tonnage--that is, for size--has fostered the fine art of +sailing to the pitch of perfection. Every sort of demand is made +upon the master of a sailing-yacht, and to be penalized in +proportion to your success may be of advantage to the sport itself, +but it has an obviously deteriorating effect upon the seamanship. +The fine art is being lost. + + + +VIII. + + + +The sailing and racing of yachts has developed a class of fore-and- +aft sailors, men born and bred to the sea, fishing in winter and +yachting in summer; men to whom the handling of that particular rig +presents no mystery. It is their striving for victory that has +elevated the sailing of pleasure craft to the dignity of a fine art +in that special sense. As I have said, I know nothing of racing +and but little of fore-and-aft rig; but the advantages of such a +rig are obvious, especially for purposes of pleasure, whether in +cruising or racing. It requires less effort in handling; the +trimming of the sail-planes to the wind can be done with speed and +accuracy; the unbroken spread of the sail-area is of infinite +advantage; and the greatest possible amount of canvas can be +displayed upon the least possible quantity of spars. Lightness and +concentrated power are the great qualities of fore-and-aft rig. + +A fleet of fore-and-afters at anchor has its own slender +graciousness. The setting of their sails resembles more than +anything else the unfolding of a bird's wings; the facility of +their evolutions is a pleasure to the eye. They are birds of the +sea, whose swimming is like flying, and resembles more a natural +function than the handling of man-invented appliances. The fore- +and-aft rig in its simplicity and the beauty of its aspect under +every angle of vision is, I believe, unapproachable. A schooner, +yawl, or cutter in charge of a capable man seems to handle herself +as if endowed with the power of reasoning and the gift of swift +execution. One laughs with sheer pleasure at a smart piece of +manoeuvring, as at a manifestation of a living creature's quick wit +and graceful precision. + +Of those three varieties of fore-and-aft rig, the cutter--the +racing rig par excellence--is of an appearance the most imposing, +from the fact that practically all her canvas is in one piece. The +enormous mainsail of a cutter, as she draws slowly past a point of +land or the end of a jetty under your admiring gaze, invests her +with an air of lofty and silent majesty. At anchor a schooner +looks better; she has an aspect of greater efficiency and a better +balance to the eye, with her two masts distributed over the hull +with a swaggering rake aft. The yawl rig one comes in time to +love. It is, I should think, the easiest of all to manage. + +For racing, a cutter; for a long pleasure voyage, a schooner; for +cruising in home waters, the yawl; and the handling of them all is +indeed a fine art. It requires not only the knowledge of the +general principles of sailing, but a particular acquaintance with +the character of the craft. All vessels are handled in the same +way as far as theory goes, just as you may deal with all men on +broad and rigid principles. But if you want that success in life +which comes from the affection and confidence of your fellows, then +with no two men, however similar they may appear in their nature, +will you deal in the same way. There may be a rule of conduct; +there is no rule of human fellowship. To deal with men is as fine +an art as it is to deal with ships. Both men and ships live in an +unstable element, are subject to subtle and powerful influences, +and want to have their merits understood rather than their faults +found out. + +It is not what your ship will NOT do that you want to know to get +on terms of successful partnership with her; it is, rather, that +you ought to have a precise knowledge of what she will do for you +when called upon to put forth what is in her by a sympathetic +touch. At first sight the difference does not seem great in either +line of dealing with the difficult problem of limitations. But the +difference is great. The difference lies in the spirit in which +the problem is approached. After all, the art of handling ships is +finer, perhaps, than the art of handling men. + +And, like all fine arts, it must be based upon a broad, solid +sincerity, which, like a law of Nature, rules an infinity of +different phenomena. Your endeavour must be single-minded. You +would talk differently to a coal-heaver and to a professor. But is +this duplicity? I deny it. The truth consists in the genuineness +of the feeling, in the genuine recognition of the two men, so +similar and so different, as your two partners in the hazard of +life. Obviously, a humbug, thinking only of winning his little +race, would stand a chance of profiting by his artifices. Men, +professors or coal-heavers, are easily deceived; they even have an +extraordinary knack of lending themselves to deception, a sort of +curious and inexplicable propensity to allow themselves to be led +by the nose with their eyes open. But a ship is a creature which +we have brought into the world, as it were on purpose to keep us up +to the mark. In her handling a ship will not put up with a mere +pretender, as, for instance, the public will do with Mr. X, the +popular statesman, Mr. Y, the popular scientist, or Mr. Z, the +popular--what shall we say?--anything from a teacher of high +morality to a bagman--who have won their little race. But I would +like (though not accustomed to betting) to wager a large sum that +not one of the few first-rate skippers of racing yachts has ever +been a humbug. It would have been too difficult. The difficulty +arises from the fact that one does not deal with ships in a mob, +but with a ship as an individual. So we may have to do with men. +But in each of us there lurks some particle of the mob spirit, of +the mob temperament. No matter how earnestly we strive against +each other, we remain brothers on the lowest side of our intellect +and in the instability of our feelings. With ships it is not so. +Much as they are to us, they are nothing to each other. Those +sensitive creatures have no ears for our blandishments. It takes +something more than words to cajole them to do our will, to cover +us with glory. Luckily, too, or else there would have been more +shoddy reputations for first-rate seamanship. Ships have no ears, +I repeat, though, indeed, I think I have known ships who really +seemed to have had eyes, or else I cannot understand on what ground +a certain 1,000-ton barque of my acquaintance on one particular +occasion refused to answer her helm, thereby saving a frightful +smash to two ships and to a very good man's reputation. I knew her +intimately for two years, and in no other instance either before or +since have I known her to do that thing. The man she had served so +well (guessing, perhaps, at the depths of his affection for her) I +have known much longer, and in bare justice to him I must say that +this confidence-shattering experience (though so fortunate) only +augmented his trust in her. Yes, our ships have no ears, and thus +they cannot be deceived. I would illustrate my idea of fidelity as +between man and ship, between the master and his art, by a +statement which, though it might appear shockingly sophisticated, +is really very simple. I would say that a racing-yacht skipper who +thought of nothing else but the glory of winning the race would +never attain to any eminence of reputation. The genuine masters of +their craft--I say this confidently from my experience of ships-- +have thought of nothing but of doing their very best by the vessel +under their charge. To forget one's self, to surrender all +personal feeling in the service of that fine art, is the only way +for a seaman to the faithful discharge of his trust. + +Such is the service of a fine art and of ships that sail the sea. +And therein I think I can lay my finger upon the difference between +the seamen of yesterday, who are still with us, and the seamen of +to-morrow, already entered upon the possession of their +inheritance. History repeats itself, but the special call of an +art which has passed away is never reproduced. It is as utterly +gone out of the world as the song of a destroyed wild bird. +Nothing will awaken the same response of pleasurable emotion or +conscientious endeavour. And the sailing of any vessel afloat is +an art whose fine form seems already receding from us on its way to +the overshadowed Valley of Oblivion. The taking of a modern +steamship about the world (though one would not minimize its +responsibilities) has not the same quality of intimacy with nature, +which, after all, is an indispensable condition to the building up +of an art. It is less personal and a more exact calling; less +arduous, but also less gratifying in the lack of close communion +between the artist and the medium of his art. It is, in short, +less a matter of love. Its effects are measured exactly in time +and space as no effect of an art can be. It is an occupation which +a man not desperately subject to sea-sickness can be imagined to +follow with content, without enthusiasm, with industry, without +affection. Punctuality is its watchword. The incertitude which +attends closely every artistic endeavour is absent from its +regulated enterprise. It has no great moments of self-confidence, +or moments not less great of doubt and heart-searching. It is an +industry which, like other industries, has its romance, its honour +and its rewards, its bitter anxieties and its hours of ease. But +such sea-going has not the artistic quality of a single-handed +struggle with something much greater than yourself; it is not the +laborious absorbing practice of an art whose ultimate result +remains on the knees of the gods. It is not an individual, +temperamental achievement, but simply the skilled use of a captured +force, merely another step forward upon the way of universal +conquest. + + + +IX. + + + +Every passage of a ship of yesterday, whose yards were braced round +eagerly the very moment the pilot, with his pockets full of +letters, had got over the side, was like a race--a race against +time, against an ideal standard of achievement outstripping the +expectations of common men. Like all true art, the general conduct +of a ship and her handling in particular cases had a technique +which could be discussed with delight and pleasure by men who found +in their work, not bread alone, but an outlet for the peculiarities +of their temperament. To get the best and truest effect from the +infinitely varying moods of sky and sea, not pictorially, but in +the spirit of their calling, was their vocation, one and all; and +they recognised this with as much sincerity, and drew as much +inspiration from this reality, as any man who ever put brush to +canvas. The diversity of temperaments was immense amongst those +masters of the fine art. + +Some of them were like Royal Academicians of a certain kind. They +never startled you by a touch of originality, by a fresh audacity +of inspiration. They were safe, very safe. They went about +solemnly in the assurance of their consecrated and empty +reputation. Names are odious, but I remember one of them who might +have been their very president, the P.R.A. of the sea-craft. His +weather-beaten and handsome face, his portly presence, his shirt- +fronts and broad cuffs and gold links, his air of bluff +distinction, impressed the humble beholders (stevedores, tally +clerks, tide-waiters) as he walked ashore over the gangway of his +ship lying at the Circular Quay in Sydney. His voice was deep, +hearty, and authoritative--the voice of a very prince amongst +sailors. He did everything with an air which put your attention on +the alert and raised your expectations, but the result somehow was +always on stereotyped lines, unsuggestive, empty of any lesson that +one could lay to heart. He kept his ship in apple-pie order, which +would have been seamanlike enough but for a finicking touch in its +details. His officers affected a superiority over the rest of us, +but the boredom of their souls appeared in their manner of dreary +submission to the fads of their commander. It was only his +apprenticed boys whose irrepressible spirits were not affected by +the solemn and respectable mediocrity of that artist. There were +four of these youngsters: one the son of a doctor, another of a +colonel, the third of a jeweller; the name of the fourth was +Twentyman, and this is all I remember of his parentage. But not +one of them seemed to possess the smallest spark of gratitude in +his composition. Though their commander was a kind man in his way, +and had made a point of introducing them to the best people in the +town in order that they should not fall into the bad company of +boys belonging to other ships, I regret to say that they made faces +at him behind his back, and imitated the dignified carriage of his +head without any concealment whatever. + +This master of the fine art was a personage and nothing more; but, +as I have said, there was an infinite diversity of temperament +amongst the masters of the fine art I have known. Some were great +impressionists. They impressed upon you the fear of God and +Immensity--or, in other words, the fear of being drowned with every +circumstance of terrific grandeur. One may think that the locality +of your passing away by means of suffocation in water does not +really matter very much. I am not so sure of that. I am, perhaps, +unduly sensitive, but I confess that the idea of being suddenly +spilt into an infuriated ocean in the midst of darkness and uproar +affected me always with a sensation of shrinking distaste. To be +drowned in a pond, though it might be called an ignominious fate by +the ignorant, is yet a bright and peaceful ending in comparison +with some other endings to one's earthly career which I have +mentally quaked at in the intervals or even in the midst of violent +exertions. + +But let that pass. Some of the masters whose influence left a +trace upon my character to this very day, combined a fierceness of +conception with a certitude of execution upon the basis of just +appreciation of means and ends which is the highest quality of the +man of action. And an artist is a man of action, whether he +creates a personality, invents an expedient, or finds the issue of +a complicated situation. + +There were masters, too, I have known, whose very art consisted in +avoiding every conceivable situation. It is needless to say that +they never did great things in their craft; but they were not to be +despised for that. They were modest; they understood their +limitations. Their own masters had not handed the sacred fire into +the keeping of their cold and skilful hands. One of those last I +remember specially, now gone to his rest from that sea which his +temperament must have made a scene of little more than a peaceful +pursuit. Once only did he attempt a stroke of audacity, one early +morning, with a steady breeze, entering a crowded roadstead. But +he was not genuine in this display which might have been art. He +was thinking of his own self; he hankered after the meretricious +glory of a showy performance. + +As, rounding a dark, wooded point, bathed in fresh air and +sunshine, we opened to view a crowd of shipping at anchor lying +half a mile ahead of us perhaps, he called me aft from my station +on the forecastle head, and, turning over and over his binoculars +in his brown hands, said: "Do you see that big, heavy ship with +white lower masts? I am going to take up a berth between her and +the shore. Now do you see to it that the men jump smartly at the +first order." + +I answered, "Ay, ay, sir," and verily believed that this would be a +fine performance. We dashed on through the fleet in magnificent +style. There must have been many open mouths and following eyes on +board those ships--Dutch, English, with a sprinkling of Americans +and a German or two--who had all hoisted their flags at eight +o'clock as if in honour of our arrival. It would have been a fine +performance if it had come off, but it did not. Through a touch of +self-seeking that modest artist of solid merit became untrue to his +temperament. It was not with him art for art's sake: it was art +for his own sake; and a dismal failure was the penalty he paid for +that greatest of sins. It might have been even heavier, but, as it +happened, we did not run our ship ashore, nor did we knock a large +hole in the big ship whose lower masts were painted white. But it +is a wonder that we did not carry away the cables of both our +anchors, for, as may be imagined, I did not stand upon the order to +"Let go!" that came to me in a quavering, quite unknown voice from +his trembling lips. I let them both go with a celerity which to +this day astonishes my memory. No average merchantman's anchors +have ever been let go with such miraculous smartness. And they +both held. I could have kissed their rough, cold iron palms in +gratitude if they had not been buried in slimy mud under ten +fathoms of water. Ultimately they brought us up with the jibboom +of a Dutch brig poking through our spanker--nothing worse. And a +miss is as good as a mile. + +But not in art. Afterwards the master said to me in a shy mumble, +"She wouldn't luff up in time, somehow. What's the matter with +her?" And I made no answer. + +Yet the answer was clear. The ship had found out the momentary +weakness of her man. Of all the living creatures upon land and +sea, it is ships alone that cannot be taken in by barren pretences, +that will not put up with bad art from their masters. + + + +X. + + + +From the main truck of the average tall ship the horizon describes +a circle of many miles, in which you can see another ship right +down to her water-line; and these very eyes which follow this +writing have counted in their time over a hundred sail becalmed, as +if within a magic ring, not very far from the Azores--ships more or +less tall. There were hardly two of them heading exactly the same +way, as if each had meditated breaking out of the enchanted circle +at a different point of the compass. But the spell of the calm is +a strong magic. The following day still saw them scattered within +sight of each other and heading different ways; but when, at last, +the breeze came with the darkling ripple that ran very blue on a +pale sea, they all went in the same direction together. For this +was the homeward-bound fleet from the far-off ends of the earth, +and a Falmouth fruit-schooner, the smallest of them all, was +heading the flight. One could have imagined her very fair, if not +divinely tall, leaving a scent of lemons and oranges in her wake. + +The next day there were very few ships in sight from our mast- +heads--seven at most, perhaps, with a few more distant specks, hull +down, beyond the magic ring of the horizon. The spell of the fair +wind has a subtle power to scatter a white-winged company of ships +looking all the same way, each with its white fillet of tumbling +foam under the bow. It is the calm that brings ships mysteriously +together; it is your wind that is the great separator. + +The taller the ship, the further she can be seen; and her white +tallness breathed upon by the wind first proclaims her size. The +tall masts holding aloft the white canvas, spread out like a snare +for catching the invisible power of the air, emerge gradually from +the water, sail after sail, yard after yard, growing big, till, +under the towering structure of her machinery, you perceive the +insignificant, tiny speck of her hull. + +The tall masts are the pillars supporting the balanced planes that, +motionless and silent, catch from the air the ship's motive-power, +as it were a gift from Heaven vouchsafed to the audacity of man; +and it is the ship's tall spars, stripped and shorn of their white +glory, that incline themselves before the anger of the clouded +heaven. + +When they yield to a squall in a gaunt and naked submission, their +tallness is brought best home even to the mind of a seaman. The +man who has looked upon his ship going over too far is made aware +of the preposterous tallness of a ship's spars. It seems +impossible but that those gilt trucks which one had to tilt one's +head back to see, now falling into the lower plane of vision, must +perforce hit the very edge of the horizon. Such an experience +gives you a better impression of the loftiness of your spars than +any amount of running aloft could do. And yet in my time the royal +yards of an average profitable ship were a good way up above her +decks. + +No doubt a fair amount of climbing up iron ladders can be achieved +by an active man in a ship's engine-room, but I remember moments +when even to my supple limbs and pride of nimbleness the sailing- +ship's machinery seemed to reach up to the very stars. + +For machinery it is, doing its work in perfect silence and with a +motionless grace, that seems to hide a capricious and not always +governable power, taking nothing away from the material stores of +the earth. Not for it the unerring precision of steel moved by +white steam and living by red fire and fed with black coal. The +other seems to draw its strength from the very soul of the world, +its formidable ally, held to obedience by the frailest bonds, like +a fierce ghost captured in a snare of something even finer than +spun silk. For what is the array of the strongest ropes, the +tallest spars and the stoutest canvas against the mighty breath of +the infinite, but thistle stalks, cobwebs and gossamer? + + + +XI. + + + +Indeed, it is less than nothing, and I have seen, when the great +soul of the world turned over with a heavy sigh, a perfectly new, +extra-stout foresail vanish like a bit of some airy stuff much +lighter than gossamer. Then was the time for the tall spars to +stand fast in the great uproar. The machinery must do its work +even if the soul of the world has gone mad. + +The modern steamship advances upon a still and overshadowed sea +with a pulsating tremor of her frame, an occasional clang in her +depths, as if she had an iron heart in her iron body; with a +thudding rhythm in her progress and the regular beat of her +propeller, heard afar in the night with an august and plodding +sound as of the march of an inevitable future. But in a gale, the +silent machinery of a sailing-ship would catch not only the power, +but the wild and exulting voice of the world's soul. Whether she +ran with her tall spars swinging, or breasted it with her tall +spars lying over, there was always that wild song, deep like a +chant, for a bass to the shrill pipe of the wind played on the sea- +tops, with a punctuating crash, now and then, of a breaking wave. +At times the weird effects of that invisible orchestra would get +upon a man's nerves till he wished himself deaf. + +And this recollection of a personal wish, experienced upon several +oceans, where the soul of the world has plenty of room to turn over +with a mighty sigh, brings me to the remark that in order to take a +proper care of a ship's spars it is just as well for a seaman to +have nothing the matter with his ears. Such is the intimacy with +which a seaman had to live with his ship of yesterday that his +senses were like her senses, that the stress upon his body made him +judge of the strain upon the ship's masts. + +I had been some time at sea before I became aware of the fact that +hearing plays a perceptible part in gauging the force of the wind. +It was at night. The ship was one of those iron wool-clippers that +the Clyde had floated out in swarms upon the world during the +seventh decade of the last century. It was a fine period in ship- +building, and also, I might say, a period of over-masting. The +spars rigged up on the narrow hulls were indeed tall then, and the +ship of which I think, with her coloured-glass skylight ends +bearing the motto, "Let Glasgow Flourish," was certainly one of the +most heavily-sparred specimens. She was built for hard driving, +and unquestionably she got all the driving she could stand. Our +captain was a man famous for the quick passages he had been used to +make in the old Tweed, a ship famous the world over for her speed. +The Tweed had been a wooden vessel, and he brought the tradition of +quick passages with him into the iron clipper. I was the junior in +her, a third mate, keeping watch with the chief officer; and it was +just during one of the night watches in a strong, freshening breeze +that I overheard two men in a sheltered nook of the main deck +exchanging these informing remarks. Said one: + +"Should think 'twas time some of them light sails were coming off +her." + +And the other, an older man, uttered grumpily: "No fear! not while +the chief mate's on deck. He's that deaf he can't tell how much +wind there is." + +And, indeed, poor P-, quite young, and a smart seaman, was very +hard of hearing. At the same time, he had the name of being the +very devil of a fellow for carrying on sail on a ship. He was +wonderfully clever at concealing his deafness, and, as to carrying +on heavily, though he was a fearless man, I don't think that he +ever meant to take undue risks. I can never forget his naive sort +of astonishment when remonstrated with for what appeared a most +dare-devil performance. The only person, of course, that could +remonstrate with telling effect was our captain, himself a man of +dare-devil tradition; and really, for me, who knew under whom I was +serving, those were impressive scenes. Captain S- had a great name +for sailor-like qualities--the sort of name that compelled my +youthful admiration. To this day I preserve his memory, for, +indeed, it was he in a sense who completed my training. It was +often a stormy process, but let that pass. I am sure he meant +well, and I am certain that never, not even at the time, could I +bear him malice for his extraordinary gift of incisive criticism. +And to hear HIM make a fuss about too much sail on the ship seemed +one of those incredible experiences that take place only in one's +dreams. + +It generally happened in this way: Night, clouds racing overhead, +wind howling, royals set, and the ship rushing on in the dark, an +immense white sheet of foam level with the lee rail. Mr. P-, in +charge of the deck, hooked on to the windward mizzen rigging in a +state of perfect serenity; myself, the third mate, also hooked on +somewhere to windward of the slanting poop, in a state of the +utmost preparedness to jump at the very first hint of some sort of +order, but otherwise in a perfectly acquiescent state of mind. +Suddenly, out of the companion would appear a tall, dark figure, +bareheaded, with a short white beard of a perpendicular cut, very +visible in the dark--Captain S-, disturbed in his reading down +below by the frightful bounding and lurching of the ship. Leaning +very much against the precipitous incline of the deck, he would +take a turn or two, perfectly silent, hang on by the compass for a +while, take another couple of turns, and suddenly burst out: + +"What are you trying to do with the ship?" + +And Mr. P-, who was not good at catching what was shouted in the +wind, would say interrogatively: + +"Yes, sir?" + +Then in the increasing gale of the sea there would be a little +private ship's storm going on in which you could detect strong +language, pronounced in a tone of passion and exculpatory +protestations uttered with every possible inflection of injured +innocence. + +"By Heavens, Mr. P-! I used to carry on sail in my time, but--" + +And the rest would be lost to me in a stormy gust of wind. + +Then, in a lull, P-'s protesting innocence would become audible: + +"She seems to stand it very well." + +And then another burst of an indignant voice: + +"Any fool can carry sail on a ship--" + +And so on and so on, the ship meanwhile rushing on her way with a +heavier list, a noisier splutter, a more threatening hiss of the +white, almost blinding, sheet of foam to leeward. For the best of +it was that Captain S- seemed constitutionally incapable of giving +his officers a definite order to shorten sail; and so that +extraordinarily vague row would go on till at last it dawned upon +them both, in some particularly alarming gust, that it was time to +do something. There is nothing like the fearful inclination of +your tall spars overloaded with canvas to bring a deaf man and an +angry one to their senses. + + + +XII. + + + +So sail did get shortened more or less in time even in that ship, +and her tall spars never went overboard while I served in her. +However, all the time I was with them, Captain S- and Mr. P- did +not get on very well together. If P- carried on "like the very +devil" because he was too deaf to know how much wind there was, +Captain S- (who, as I have said, seemed constitutionally incapable +of ordering one of his officers to shorten sail) resented the +necessity forced upon him by Mr. P-'s desperate goings on. It was +in Captain S-'s tradition rather to reprove his officers for not +carrying on quite enough--in his phrase "for not taking every ounce +of advantage of a fair wind." But there was also a psychological +motive that made him extremely difficult to deal with on board that +iron clipper. He had just come out of the marvellous Tweed, a +ship, I have heard, heavy to look at but of phenomenal speed. In +the middle sixties she had beaten by a day and a half the steam +mail-boat from Hong Kong to Singapore. There was something +peculiarly lucky, perhaps, in the placing of her masts--who knows? +Officers of men-of-war used to come on board to take the exact +dimensions of her sail-plan. Perhaps there had been a touch of +genius or the finger of good fortune in the fashioning of her lines +at bow and stern. It is impossible to say. She was built in the +East Indies somewhere, of teak-wood throughout, except the deck. +She had a great sheer, high bows, and a clumsy stern. The men who +had seen her described her to me as "nothing much to look at." But +in the great Indian famine of the seventies that ship, already old +then, made some wonderful dashes across the Gulf of Bengal with +cargoes of rice from Rangoon to Madras. + +She took the secret of her speed with her, and, unsightly as she +was, her image surely has its glorious place in the mirror of the +old sea. + +The point, however, is that Captain S-, who used to say frequently, +"She never made a decent passage after I left her," seemed to think +that the secret of her speed lay in her famous commander. No doubt +the secret of many a ship's excellence does lie with the man on +board, but it was hopeless for Captain S- to try to make his new +iron clipper equal the feats which made the old Tweed a name of +praise upon the lips of English-speaking seamen. There was +something pathetic in it, as in the endeavour of an artist in his +old age to equal the masterpieces of his youth--for the Tweed's +famous passages were Captain S-'s masterpieces. It was pathetic, +and perhaps just the least bit dangerous. At any rate, I am glad +that, what between Captain S-'s yearning for old triumphs and Mr. +P-'s deafness, I have seen some memorable carrying on to make a +passage. And I have carried on myself upon the tall spars of that +Clyde shipbuilder's masterpiece as I have never carried on in a +ship before or since. + +The second mate falling ill during the passage, I was promoted to +officer of the watch, alone in charge of the deck. Thus the +immense leverage of the ship's tall masts became a matter very near +my own heart. I suppose it was something of a compliment for a +young fellow to be trusted, apparently without any supervision, by +such a commander as Captain S-; though, as far as I can remember, +neither the tone, nor the manner, nor yet the drift of Captain S-'s +remarks addressed to myself did ever, by the most strained +interpretation, imply a favourable opinion of my abilities. And he +was, I must say, a most uncomfortable commander to get your orders +from at night. If I had the watch from eight till midnight, he +would leave the deck about nine with the words, "Don't take any +sail off her." Then, on the point of disappearing down the +companion-way, he would add curtly: "Don't carry anything away." +I am glad to say that I never did; one night, however, I was +caught, not quite prepared, by a sudden shift of wind. + +There was, of course, a good deal of noise--running about, the, +shouts of the sailors, the thrashing of the sails--enough, in fact, +to wake the dead. But S- never came on deck. When I was relieved +by the chief mate an hour afterwards, he sent for me. I went into +his stateroom; he was lying on his couch wrapped up in a rug, with +a pillow under his head. + +"What was the matter with you up there just now?" he asked. + +"Wind flew round on the lee quarter, sir," I said. + +"Couldn't you see the shift coming?" + +"Yes, sir, I thought it wasn't very far off." + +"Why didn't you have your courses hauled up at once, then?" he +asked in a tone that ought to have made my blood run cold. + +But this was my chance, and I did not let it slip. + +"Well, sir," I said in an apologetic tone, "she was going eleven +knots very nicely, and I thought she would do for another half-hour +or so." + +He gazed at me darkly out of his head, lying very still on the +white pillow, for a time. + +"Ah, yes, another half-hour. That's the way ships get dismasted." + +And that was all I got in the way of a wigging. I waited a little +while and then went out, shutting carefully the door of the state- +room after me. + +Well, I have loved, lived with, and left the sea without ever +seeing a ship's tall fabric of sticks, cobwebs and gossamer go by +the board. Sheer good luck, no doubt. But as to poor P-, I am +sure that he would not have got off scot-free like this but for the +god of gales, who called him away early from this earth, which is +three parts ocean, and therefore a fit abode for sailors. A few +years afterwards I met in an Indian port a man who had served in +the ships of the same company. Names came up in our talk, names of +our colleagues in the same employ, and, naturally enough, I asked +after P-. Had he got a command yet? And the other man answered +carelessly: + +"No; but he's provided for, anyhow. A heavy sea took him off the +poop in the run between New Zealand and the Horn." + +Thus P- passed away from amongst the tall spars of ships that he +had tried to their utmost in many a spell of boisterous weather. +He had shown me what carrying on meant, but he was not a man to +learn discretion from. He could not help his deafness. One can +only remember his cheery temper, his admiration for the jokes in +Punch, his little oddities--like his strange passion for borrowing +looking-glasses, for instance. Each of our cabins had its own +looking-glass screwed to the bulkhead, and what he wanted with more +of them we never could fathom. He asked for the loan in +confidential tones. Why? Mystery. We made various surmises. No +one will ever know now. At any rate, it was a harmless +eccentricity, and may the god of gales, who took him away so +abruptly between New Zealand and the Horn, let his soul rest in +some Paradise of true seamen, where no amount of carrying on will +ever dismast a ship! + + + +XIII. + + + +There has been a time when a ship's chief mate, pocket-book in hand +and pencil behind his ear, kept one eye aloft upon his riggers and +the other down the hatchway on the stevedores, and watched the +disposition of his ship's cargo, knowing that even before she +started he was already doing his best to secure for her an easy and +quick passage. + +The hurry of the times, the loading and discharging organization of +the docks, the use of hoisting machinery which works quickly and +will not wait, the cry for prompt despatch, the very size of his +ship, stand nowadays between the modern seaman and the thorough +knowledge of his craft. + +There are profitable ships and unprofitable ships. The profitable +ship will carry a large load through all the hazards of the +weather, and, when at rest, will stand up in dock and shift from +berth to berth without ballast. There is a point of perfection in +a ship as a worker when she is spoken of as being able to SAIL +without ballast. I have never met that sort of paragon myself, but +I have seen these paragons advertised amongst ships for sale. Such +excess of virtue and good-nature on the part of a ship always +provoked my mistrust. It is open to any man to say that his ship +will sail without ballast; and he will say it, too, with every mark +of profound conviction, especially if he is not going to sail in +her himself. The risk of advertising her as able to sail without +ballast is not great, since the statement does not imply a warranty +of her arriving anywhere. Moreover, it is strictly true that most +ships will sail without ballast for some little time before they +turn turtle upon the crew. + +A shipowner loves a profitable ship; the seaman is proud of her; a +doubt of her good looks seldom exists in his mind; but if he can +boast of her more useful qualities it is an added satisfaction for +his self-love. + +The loading of ships was once a matter of skill, judgment, and +knowledge. Thick books have been written about it. "Stevens on +Stowage" is a portly volume with the renown and weight (in its own +world) of Coke on Littleton. Stevens is an agreeable writer, and, +as is the case with men of talent, his gifts adorn his sterling +soundness. He gives you the official teaching on the whole +subject, is precise as to rules, mentions illustrative events, +quotes law cases where verdicts turned upon a point of stowage. He +is never pedantic, and, for all his close adherence to broad +principles, he is ready to admit that no two ships can be treated +exactly alike. + +Stevedoring, which had been a skilled labour, is fast becoming a +labour without the skill. The modern steamship with her many holds +is not loaded within the sailor-like meaning of the word. She is +filled up. Her cargo is not stowed in any sense; it is simply +dumped into her through six hatchways, more or less, by twelve +winches or so, with clatter and hurry and racket and heat, in a +cloud of steam and a mess of coal-dust. As long as you keep her +propeller under water and take care, say, not to fling down barrels +of oil on top of bales of silk, or deposit an iron bridge-girder of +five ton or so upon a bed of coffee-bags, you have done about all +in the way of duty that the cry for prompt despatch will allow you +to do. + + + +XIV. + + + +The sailing-ship, when I knew her in her days of perfection, was a +sensible creature. When I say her days of perfection, I mean +perfection of build, gear, seaworthy qualities and case of +handling, not the perfection of speed. That quality has departed +with the change of building material. No iron ship of yesterday +ever attained the marvels of speed which the seamanship of men +famous in their time had obtained from their wooden, copper-sheeted +predecessors. Everything had been done to make the iron ship +perfect, but no wit of man had managed to devise an efficient +coating composition to keep her bottom clean with the smooth +cleanness of yellow metal sheeting. After a spell of a few weeks +at sea, an iron ship begins to lag as if she had grown tired too +soon. It is only her bottom that is getting foul. A very little +affects the speed of an iron ship which is not driven on by a +merciless propeller. Often it is impossible to tell what +inconsiderate trifle puts her off her stride. A certain +mysteriousness hangs around the quality of speed as it was +displayed by the old sailing-ships commanded by a competent seaman. +In those days the speed depended upon the seaman; therefore, apart +from the laws, rules, and regulations for the good preservation of +his cargo, he was careful of his loading,--or what is technically +called the trim of his ship. Some ships sailed fast on an even +keel, others had to be trimmed quite one foot by the stern, and I +have heard of a ship that gave her best speed on a wind when so +loaded as to float a couple of inches by the head. + +I call to mind a winter landscape in Amsterdam--a flat foreground +of waste land, with here and there stacks of timber, like the huts +of a camp of some very miserable tribe; the long stretch of the +Handelskade; cold, stone-faced quays, with the snow-sprinkled +ground and the hard, frozen water of the canal, in which were set +ships one behind another with their frosty mooring-ropes hanging +slack and their decks idle and deserted, because, as the master +stevedore (a gentle, pale person, with a few golden hairs on his +chin and a reddened nose) informed me, their cargoes were frozen-in +up-country on barges and schuyts. In the distance, beyond the +waste ground, and running parallel with the line of ships, a line +of brown, warm-toned houses seemed bowed under snow-laden roofs. +From afar at the end of Tsar Peter Straat, issued in the frosty air +the tinkle of bells of the horse tramcars, appearing and +disappearing in the opening between the buildings, like little toy +carriages harnessed with toy horses and played with by people that +appeared no bigger than children. + +I was, as the French say, biting my fists with impatience for that +cargo frozen up-country; with rage at that canal set fast, at the +wintry and deserted aspect of all those ships that seemed to decay +in grim depression for want of the open water. I was chief mate, +and very much alone. Directly I had joined I received from my +owners instructions to send all the ship's apprentices away on +leave together, because in such weather there was nothing for +anybody to do, unless to keep up a fire in the cabin stove. That +was attended to by a snuffy and mop-headed, inconceivably dirty, +and weirdly toothless Dutch ship-keeper, who could hardly speak +three words of English, but who must have had some considerable +knowledge of the language, since he managed invariably to interpret +in the contrary sense everything that was said to him. + +Notwithstanding the little iron stove, the ink froze on the swing- +table in the cabin, and I found it more convenient to go ashore +stumbling over the arctic waste-land and shivering in glazed +tramcars in order to write my evening letter to my owners in a +gorgeous cafe in the centre of the town. It was an immense place, +lofty and gilt, upholstered in red plush, full of electric lights +and so thoroughly warmed that even the marble tables felt tepid to +the touch. The waiter who brought me my cup of coffee bore, by +comparison with my utter isolation, the dear aspect of an intimate +friend. There, alone in a noisy crowd, I would write slowly a +letter addressed to Glasgow, of which the gist would be: There is +no cargo, and no prospect of any coming till late spring +apparently. And all the time I sat there the necessity of getting +back to the ship bore heavily on my already half-congealed spirits- +-the shivering in glazed tramcars, the stumbling over the snow- +sprinkled waste ground, the vision of ships frozen in a row, +appearing vaguely like corpses of black vessels in a white world, +so silent, so lifeless, so soulless they seemed to be. + +With precaution I would go up the side of my own particular corpse, +and would feel her as cold as ice itself and as slippery under my +feet. My cold berth would swallow up like a chilly burial niche my +bodily shivers and my mental excitement. It was a cruel winter. +The very air seemed as hard and trenchant as steel; but it would +have taken much more than this to extinguish my sacred fire for the +exercise of my craft. No young man of twenty-four appointed chief +mate for the first time in his life would have let that Dutch +tenacious winter penetrate into his heart. I think that in those +days I never forgot the fact of my elevation for five consecutive +minutes. I fancy it kept me warm, even in my slumbers, better than +the high pile of blankets, which positively crackled with frost as +I threw them off in the morning. And I would get up early for no +reason whatever except that I was in sole charge. The new captain +had not been appointed yet. + +Almost each morning a letter from my owners would arrive, directing +me to go to the charterers and clamour for the ship's cargo; to +threaten them with the heaviest penalties of demurrage; to demand +that this assortment of varied merchandise, set fast in a landscape +of ice and windmills somewhere up-country, should be put on rail +instantly, and fed up to the ship in regular quantities every day. +After drinking some hot coffee, like an Arctic explorer setting off +on a sledge journey towards the North Pole, I would go ashore and +roll shivering in a tramcar into the very heart of the town, past +clean-faced houses, past thousands of brass knockers upon a +thousand painted doors glimmering behind rows of trees of the +pavement species, leafless, gaunt, seemingly dead for ever. + +That part of the expedition was easy enough, though the horses were +painfully glistening with icicles, and the aspect of the tram- +conductors' faces presented a repulsive blending of crimson and +purple. But as to frightening or bullying, or even wheedling some +sort of answer out of Mr. Hudig, that was another matter +altogether. He was a big, swarthy Netherlander, with black +moustaches and a bold glance. He always began by shoving me into a +chair before I had time to open my mouth, gave me cordially a large +cigar, and in excellent English would start to talk everlastingly +about the phenomenal severity of the weather. It was impossible to +threaten a man who, though he possessed the language perfectly, +seemed incapable of understanding any phrase pronounced in a tone +of remonstrance or discontent. As to quarrelling with him, it +would have been stupid. The weather was too bitter for that. His +office was so warm, his fire so bright, his sides shook so heartily +with laughter, that I experienced always a great difficulty in +making up my mind to reach for my hat. + +At last the cargo did come. At first it came dribbling in by rail +in trucks, till the thaw set in; and then fast, in a multitude of +barges, with a great rush of unbound waters. The gentle master +stevedore had his hands very full at last; and the chief mate +became worried in his mind as to the proper distribution of the +weight of his first cargo in a ship he did not personally know +before. + +Ships do want humouring. They want humouring in handling; and if +you mean to handle them well, they must have been humoured in the +distribution of the weight which you ask them to carry through the +good and evil fortune of a passage. Your ship is a tender +creature, whose idiosyncrasies must be attended to if you mean her +to come with credit to herself and you through the rough-and-tumble +of her life. + + + +XV. + + + +So seemed to think the new captain, who arrived the day after we +had finished loading, on the very eve of the day of sailing. I +first beheld him on the quay, a complete stranger to me, obviously +not a Hollander, in a black bowler and a short drab overcoat, +ridiculously out of tone with the winter aspect of the waste-lands, +bordered by the brown fronts of houses with their roofs dripping +with melting snow. + +This stranger was walking up and down absorbed in the marked +contemplation of the ship's fore and aft trim; but when I saw him +squat on his heels in the slush at the very edge of the quay to +peer at the draught of water under her counter, I said to myself, +"This is the captain." And presently I descried his luggage coming +along--a real sailor's chest, carried by means of rope-beckets +between two men, with a couple of leather portmanteaus and a roll +of charts sheeted in canvas piled upon the lid. The sudden, +spontaneous agility with which he bounded aboard right off the rail +afforded me the first glimpse of his real character. Without +further preliminaries than a friendly nod, he addressed me: "You +have got her pretty well in her fore and aft trim. Now, what about +your weights?" + +I told him I had managed to keep the weight sufficiently well up, +as I thought, one-third of the whole being in the upper part "above +the beams," as the technical expression has it. He whistled +"Phew!" scrutinizing me from head to foot. A sort of smiling +vexation was visible on his ruddy face. + +"Well, we shall have a lively time of it this passage, I bet," he +said. + +He knew. It turned out he had been chief mate of her for the two +preceding voyages; and I was already familiar with his handwriting +in the old log-books I had been perusing in my cabin with a natural +curiosity, looking up the records of my new ship's luck, of her +behaviour, of the good times she had had, and of the troubles she +had escaped. + +He was right in his prophecy. On our passage from Amsterdam to +Samarang with a general cargo, of which, alas! only one-third in +weight was stowed "above the beams," we had a lively time of it. +It was lively, but not joyful. There was not even a single moment +of comfort in it, because no seaman can feel comfortable in body or +mind when he has made his ship uneasy. + +To travel along with a cranky ship for ninety days or so is no +doubt a nerve-trying experience; but in this case what was wrong +with our craft was this: that by my system of loading she had been +made much too stable. + +Neither before nor since have I felt a ship roll so abruptly, so +violently, so heavily. Once she began, you felt that she would +never stop, and this hopeless sensation, characterizing the motion +of ships whose centre of gravity is brought down too low in +loading, made everyone on board weary of keeping on his feet. I +remember once over-hearing one of the hands say: "By Heavens, +Jack! I feel as if I didn't mind how soon I let myself go, and let +the blamed hooker knock my brains out if she likes." The captain +used to remark frequently: "Ah, yes; I dare say one-third weight +above beams would have been quite enough for most ships. But then, +you see, there's no two of them alike on the seas, and she's an +uncommonly ticklish jade to load." + +Down south, running before the gales of high latitudes, she made +our life a burden to us. There were days when nothing would keep +even on the swing-tables, when there was no position where you +could fix yourself so as not to feel a constant strain upon all the +muscles of your body. She rolled and rolled with an awful +dislodging jerk and that dizzily fast sweep of her masts on every +swing. It was a wonder that the men sent aloft were not flung off +the yards, the yards not flung off the masts, the masts not flung +overboard. The captain in his armchair, holding on grimly at the +head of the table, with the soup-tureen rolling on one side of the +cabin and the steward sprawling on the other, would observe, +looking at me: "That's your one-third above the beams. The only +thing that surprises me is that the sticks have stuck to her all +this time." + +Ultimately some of the minor spars did go--nothing important: +spanker-booms and such-like--because at times the frightful impetus +of her rolling would part a fourfold tackle of new three-inch +Manilla line as if it were weaker than pack-thread. + +It was only poetic justice that the chief mate who had made a +mistake--perhaps a half-excusable one--about the distribution of +his ship's cargo should pay the penalty. A piece of one of the +minor spars that did carry away flew against the chief mate's back, +and sent him sliding on his face for quite a considerable distance +along the main deck. Thereupon followed various and unpleasant +consequences of a physical order--"queer symptoms," as the captain, +who treated them, used to say; inexplicable periods of +powerlessness, sudden accesses of mysterious pain; and the patient +agreed fully with the regretful mutters of his very attentive +captain wishing that it had been a straightforward broken leg. +Even the Dutch doctor who took the case up in Samarang offered no +scientific explanation. All he said was: "Ah, friend, you are +young yet; it may be very serious for your whole life. You must +leave your ship; you must quite silent be for three months--quite +silent." + +Of course, he meant the chief mate to keep quiet--to lay up, as a +matter of fact. His manner was impressive enough, if his English +was childishly imperfect when compared with the fluency of Mr. +Hudig, the figure at the other end of that passage, and memorable +enough in its way. In a great airy ward of a Far Eastern hospital, +lying on my back, I had plenty of leisure to remember the dreadful +cold and snow of Amsterdam, while looking at the fronds of the +palm-trees tossing and rustling at the height of the window. I +could remember the elated feeling and the soul-gripping cold of +those tramway journeys taken into town to put what in diplomatic +language is called pressure upon the good Hudig, with his warm +fire, his armchair, his big cigar, and the never-failing suggestion +in his good-natured voice: "I suppose in the end it is you they +will appoint captain before the ship sails?" It may have been his +extreme good-nature, the serious, unsmiling good-nature of a fat, +swarthy man with coal-black moustache and steady eyes; but he might +have been a bit of a diplomatist, too. His enticing suggestions I +used to repel modestly by the assurance that it was extremely +unlikely, as I had not enough experience. "You know very well how +to go about business matters," he used to say, with a sort of +affected moodiness clouding his serene round face. I wonder +whether he ever laughed to himself after I had left the office. I +dare say he never did, because I understand that diplomatists, in +and out of the career, take themselves and their tricks with an +exemplary seriousness. + +But he had nearly persuaded me that I was fit in every way to be +trusted with a command. There came three months of mental worry, +hard rolling, remorse, and physical pain to drive home the lesson +of insufficient experience. + +Yes, your ship wants to be humoured with knowledge. You must treat +with an understanding consideration the mysteries of her feminine +nature, and then she will stand by you faithfully in the unceasing +struggle with forces wherein defeat is no shame. It is a serious +relation, that in which a man stands to his ship. She has her +rights as though she could breathe and speak; and, indeed, there +are ships that, for the right man, will do anything but speak, as +the saying goes. + +A ship is not a slave. You must make her easy in a seaway, you +must never forget that you owe her the fullest share of your +thought, of your skill, of your self-love. If you remember that +obligation, naturally and without effort, as if it were an +instinctive feeling of your inner life, she will sail, stay, run +for you as long as she is able, or, like a sea-bird going to rest +upon the angry waves, she will lay out the heaviest gale that ever +made you doubt living long enough to see another sunrise. + + + +XVI. + + + +Often I turn with melancholy eagerness to the space reserved in the +newspapers under the general heading of "Shipping Intelligence." I +meet there the names of ships I have known. Every year some of +these names disappear--the names of old friends. "Tempi passati!" + +The different divisions of that kind of news are set down in their +order, which varies but slightly in its arrangement of concise +headlines. And first comes "Speakings"--reports of ships met and +signalled at sea, name, port, where from, where bound for, so many +days out, ending frequently with the words "All well." Then come +"Wrecks and Casualties"--a longish array of paragraphs, unless the +weather has been fair and clear, and friendly to ships all over the +world. + +On some days there appears the heading "Overdue"--an ominous threat +of loss and sorrow trembling yet in the balance of fate. There is +something sinister to a seaman in the very grouping of the letters +which form this word, clear in its meaning, and seldom threatening +in vain. + +Only a very few days more--appallingly few to the hearts which had +set themselves bravely to hope against hope--three weeks, a month +later, perhaps, the name of ships under the blight of the "Overdue" +heading shall appear again in the column of "Shipping +Intelligence," but under the final declaration of "Missing." + +"The ship, or barque, or brig So-and-so, bound from such a port, +with such and such cargo, for such another port, having left at +such and such a date, last spoken at sea on such a day, and never +having been heard of since, was posted to-day as missing." Such in +its strictly official eloquence is the form of funeral orations on +ships that, perhaps wearied with a long struggle, or in some +unguarded moment that may come to the readiest of us, had let +themselves be overwhelmed by a sudden blow from the enemy. + +Who can say? Perhaps the men she carried had asked her to do too +much, had stretched beyond breaking-point the enduring faithfulness +which seems wrought and hammered into that assemblage of iron ribs +and plating, of wood and steel and canvas and wire, which goes to +the making of a ship--a complete creation endowed with character, +individuality, qualities and defects, by men whose hands launch her +upon the water, and that other men shall learn to know with an +intimacy surpassing the intimacy of man with man, to love with a +love nearly as great as that of man for woman, and often as blind +in its infatuated disregard of defects. + +There are ships which bear a bad name, but I have yet to meet one +whose crew for the time being failed to stand up angrily for her +against every criticism. One ship which I call to mind now had the +reputation of killing somebody every voyage she made. This was no +calumny, and yet I remember well, somewhere far back in the late +seventies, that the crew of that ship were, if anything, rather +proud of her evil fame, as if they had been an utterly corrupt lot +of desperadoes glorying in their association with an atrocious +creature. We, belonging to other vessels moored all about the +Circular Quay in Sydney, used to shake our heads at her with a +great sense of the unblemished virtue of our own well-loved ships. + +I shall not pronounce her name. She is "missing" now, after a +sinister but, from the point of view of her owners, a useful career +extending over many years, and, I should say, across every ocean of +our globe. Having killed a man for every voyage, and perhaps +rendered more misanthropic by the infirmities that come with years +upon a ship, she had made up her mind to kill all hands at once +before leaving the scene of her exploits. A fitting end, this, to +a life of usefulness and crime--in a last outburst of an evil +passion supremely satisfied on some wild night, perhaps, to the +applauding clamour of wind and wave. + +How did she do it? In the word "missing" there is a horrible depth +of doubt and speculation. Did she go quickly from under the men's +feet, or did she resist to the end, letting the sea batter her to +pieces, start her butts, wrench her frame, load her with an +increasing weight of salt water, and, dismasted, unmanageable, +rolling heavily, her boats gone, her decks swept, had she wearied +her men half to death with the unceasing labour at the pumps before +she sank with them like a stone? + +However, such a case must be rare. I imagine a raft of some sort +could always be contrived; and, even if it saved no one, it would +float on and be picked up, perhaps conveying some hint of the +vanished name. Then that ship would not be, properly speaking, +missing. She would be "lost with all hands," and in that +distinction there is a subtle difference--less horror and a less +appalling darkness. + + + +XVII. + + + +The unholy fascination of dread dwells in the thought of the last +moments of a ship reported as "missing" in the columns of the +Shipping Gazette. Nothing of her ever comes to light--no grating, +no lifebuoy, no piece of boat or branded oar--to give a hint of the +place and date of her sudden end. The Shipping Gazette does not +even call her "lost with all hands." She remains simply "missing"; +she has disappeared enigmatically into a mystery of fate as big as +the world, where your imagination of a brother-sailor, of a fellow- +servant and lover of ships, may range unchecked. + +And yet sometimes one gets a hint of what the last scene may be +like in the life of a ship and her crew, which resembles a drama in +its struggle against a great force bearing it up, formless, +ungraspable, chaotic and mysterious, as fate. + +It was on a gray afternoon in the lull of a three days' gale that +had left the Southern Ocean tumbling heavily upon our ship, under a +sky hung with rags of clouds that seemed to have been cut and +hacked by the keen edge of a sou'-west gale. + +Our craft, a Clyde-built barque of 1,000 tons, rolled so heavily +that something aloft had carried away. No matter what the damage +was, but it was serious enough to induce me to go aloft myself with +a couple of hands and the carpenter to see the temporary repairs +properly done. + +Sometimes we had to drop everything and cling with both hands to +the swaying spars, holding our breath in fear of a terribly heavy +roll. And, wallowing as if she meant to turn over with us, the +barque, her decks full of water, her gear flying in bights, ran at +some ten knots an hour. We had been driven far south--much farther +that way than we had meant to go; and suddenly, up there in the +slings of the foreyard, in the midst of our work, I felt my +shoulder gripped with such force in the carpenter's powerful paw +that I positively yelled with unexpected pain. The man's eyes +stared close in my face, and he shouted, "Look, sir! look! What's +this?" pointing ahead with his other hand. + +At first I saw nothing. The sea was one empty wilderness of black +and white hills. Suddenly, half-concealed in the tumult of the +foaming rollers I made out awash, something enormous, rising and +falling--something spread out like a burst of foam, but with a more +bluish, more solid look. + +It was a piece of an ice-floe melted down to a fragment, but still +big enough to sink a ship, and floating lower than any raft, right +in our way, as if ambushed among the waves with murderous intent. +There was no time to get down on deck. I shouted from aloft till +my head was ready to split. I was heard aft, and we managed to +clear the sunken floe which had come all the way from the Southern +ice-cap to have a try at our unsuspecting lives. Had it been an +hour later, nothing could have saved the ship, for no eye could +have made out in the dusk that pale piece of ice swept over by the +white-crested waves. + +And as we stood near the taffrail side by side, my captain and I, +looking at it, hardly discernible already, but still quite close-to +on our quarter, he remarked in a meditative tone: + +"But for the turn of that wheel just in time, there would have been +another case of a 'missing' ship." + +Nobody ever comes back from a "missing" ship to tell how hard was +the death of the craft, and how sudden and overwhelming the last +anguish of her men. Nobody can say with what thoughts, with what +regrets, with what words on their lips they died. But there is +something fine in the sudden passing away of these hearts from the +extremity of struggle and stress and tremendous uproar--from the +vast, unrestful rage of the surface to the profound peace of the +depths, sleeping untroubled since the beginning of ages. + + + +XVIII. + + + +But if the word "missing" brings all hope to an end and settles the +loss of the underwriters, the word "overdue" confirms the fears +already born in many homes ashore, and opens the door of +speculation in the market of risks. + +Maritime risks, be it understood. There is a class of optimists +ready to reinsure an "overdue" ship at a heavy premium. But +nothing can insure the hearts on shore against the bitterness of +waiting for the worst. + +For if a "missing" ship has never turned up within the memory of +seamen of my generation, the name of an "overdue" ship, trembling +as it were on the edge of the fatal heading, has been known to +appear as "arrived." + +It must blaze up, indeed, with a great brilliance the dull +printer's ink expended on the assemblage of the few letters that +form the ship's name to the anxious eyes scanning the page in fear +and trembling. It is like the message of reprieve from the +sentence of sorrow suspended over many a home, even if some of the +men in her have been the most homeless mortals that you may find +among the wanderers of the sea. + +The reinsurer, the optimist of ill-luck and disaster, slaps his +pocket with satisfaction. The underwriter, who had been trying to +minimize the amount of impending loss, regrets his premature +pessimism. The ship has been stauncher, the skies more merciful, +the seas less angry, or perhaps the men on board of a finer temper +than he has been willing to take for granted. + +"The ship So-and-so, bound to such a port, and posted as 'overdue,' +has been reported yesterday as having arrived safely at her +destination." + +Thus run the official words of the reprieve addressed to the hearts +ashore lying under a heavy sentence. And they come swiftly from +the other side of the earth, over wires and cables, for your +electric telegraph is a great alleviator of anxiety. Details, of +course, shall follow. And they may unfold a tale of narrow escape, +of steady ill-luck, of high winds and heavy weather, of ice, of +interminable calms or endless head-gales; a tale of difficulties +overcome, of adversity defied by a small knot of men upon the great +loneliness of the sea; a tale of resource, of courage--of +helplessness, perhaps. + +Of all ships disabled at sea, a steamer who has lost her propeller +is the most helpless. And if she drifts into an unpopulated part +of the ocean she may soon become overdue. The menace of the +"overdue" and the finality of "missing" come very quickly to +steamers whose life, fed on coals and breathing the black breath of +smoke into the air, goes on in disregard of wind and wave. Such a +one, a big steamship, too, whose working life had been a record of +faithful keeping time from land to land, in disregard of wind and +sea, once lost her propeller down south, on her passage out to New +Zealand. + +It was the wintry, murky time of cold gales and heavy seas. With +the snapping of her tail-shaft her life seemed suddenly to depart +from her big body, and from a stubborn, arrogant existence she +passed all at once into the passive state of a drifting log. A +ship sick with her own weakness has not the pathos of a ship +vanquished in a battle with the elements, wherein consists the +inner drama of her life. No seaman can look without compassion +upon a disabled ship, but to look at a sailing-vessel with her +lofty spars gone is to look upon a defeated but indomitable +warrior. There is defiance in the remaining stumps of her masts, +raised up like maimed limbs against the menacing scowl of a stormy +sky; there is high courage in the upward sweep of her lines towards +the bow; and as soon as, on a hastily-rigged spar, a strip of +canvas is shown to the wind to keep her head to sea, she faces the +waves again with an unsubdued courage. + + + +XIX. + + + +The efficiency of a steamship consists not so much in her courage +as in the power she carries within herself. It beats and throbs +like a pulsating heart within her iron ribs, and when it stops, the +steamer, whose life is not so much a contest as the disdainful +ignoring of the sea, sickens and dies upon the waves. The sailing- +ship, with her unthrobbing body, seemed to lead mysteriously a sort +of unearthly existence, bordering upon the magic of the invisible +forces, sustained by the inspiration of life-giving and death- +dealing winds. + +So that big steamer, dying by a sudden stroke, drifted, an unwieldy +corpse, away from the track of other ships. And she would have +been posted really as "overdue," or maybe as "missing," had she not +been sighted in a snowstorm, vaguely, like a strange rolling +island, by a whaler going north from her Polar cruising ground. +There was plenty of food on board, and I don't know whether the +nerves of her passengers were at all affected by anything else than +the sense of interminable boredom or the vague fear of that unusual +situation. Does a passenger ever feel the life of the ship in +which he is being carried like a sort of honoured bale of highly +sensitive goods? For a man who has never been a passenger it is +impossible to say. But I know that there is no harder trial for a +seaman than to feel a dead ship under his feet. + +There is no mistaking that sensation, so dismal, so tormenting and +so subtle, so full of unhappiness and unrest. I could imagine no +worse eternal punishment for evil seamen who die unrepentant upon +the earthly sea than that their souls should be condemned to man +the ghosts of disabled ships, drifting for ever across a ghostly +and tempestuous ocean. + +She must have looked ghostly enough, that broken-down steamer, +rolling in that snowstorm--a dark apparition in a world of white +snowflakes to the staring eyes of that whaler's crew. Evidently +they didn't believe in ghosts, for on arrival into port her captain +unromantically reported having sighted a disabled steamer in +latitude somewhere about 50 degrees S. and a longitude still more +uncertain. Other steamers came out to look for her, and ultimately +towed her away from the cold edge of the world into a harbour with +docks and workshops, where, with many blows of hammers, her +pulsating heart of steel was set going again to go forth presently +in the renewed pride of its strength, fed on fire and water, +breathing black smoke into the air, pulsating, throbbing, +shouldering its arrogant way against the great rollers in blind +disdain of winds and sea. + +The track she had made when drifting while her heart stood still +within her iron ribs looked like a tangled thread on the white +paper of the chart. It was shown to me by a friend, her second +officer. In that surprising tangle there were words in minute +letters--"gales," "thick fog," "ice"--written by him here and there +as memoranda of the weather. She had interminably turned upon her +tracks, she had crossed and recrossed her haphazard path till it +resembled nothing so much as a puzzling maze of pencilled lines +without a meaning. But in that maze there lurked all the romance +of the "overdue" and a menacing hint of "missing." + +"We had three weeks of it," said my friend, "just think of that!" + +"How did you feel about it?" I asked. + +He waved his hand as much as to say: It's all in the day's work. +But then, abruptly, as if making up his mind: + +"I'll tell you. Towards the last I used to shut myself up in my +berth and cry." + +"Cry?" + +"Shed tears," he explained briefly, and rolled up the chart. + +I can answer for it, he was a good man--as good as ever stepped +upon a ship's deck--but he could not bear the feeling of a dead +ship under his feet: the sickly, disheartening feeling which the +men of some "overdue" ships that come into harbour at last under a +jury-rig must have felt, combated, and overcome in the faithful +discharge of their duty. + + + +XX. + + + +It is difficult for a seaman to believe that his stranded ship does +not feel as unhappy at the unnatural predicament of having no water +under her keel as he is himself at feeling her stranded. + +Stranding is, indeed, the reverse of sinking. The sea does not +close upon the water-logged hull with a sunny ripple, or maybe with +the angry rush of a curling wave, erasing her name from the roll of +living ships. No. It is as if an invisible hand had been +stealthily uplifted from the bottom to catch hold of her keel as it +glides through the water. + +More than any other event does stranding bring to the sailor a +sense of utter and dismal failure. There are strandings and +strandings, but I am safe to say that 90 per cent. of them are +occasions in which a sailor, without dishonour, may well wish +himself dead; and I have no doubt that of those who had the +experience of their ship taking the ground, 90 per cent. did +actually for five seconds or so wish themselves dead. + +"Taking the ground" is the professional expression for a ship that +is stranded in gentle circumstances. But the feeling is more as if +the ground had taken hold of her. It is for those on her deck a +surprising sensation. It is as if your feet had been caught in an +imponderable snare; you feel the balance of your body threatened, +and the steady poise of your mind is destroyed at once. This +sensation lasts only a second, for even while you stagger something +seems to turn over in your head, bringing uppermost the mental +exclamation, full of astonishment and dismay, "By Jove! she's on +the ground!" + +And that is very terrible. After all, the only mission of a +seaman's calling is to keep ships' keels off the ground. Thus the +moment of her stranding takes away from him every excuse for his +continued existence. To keep ships afloat is his business; it is +his trust; it is the effective formula of the bottom of all these +vague impulses, dreams, and illusions that go to the making up of a +boy's vocation. The grip of the land upon the keel of your ship, +even if nothing worse comes of it than the wear and tear of tackle +and the loss of time, remains in a seaman's memory an indelibly +fixed taste of disaster. + +"Stranded" within the meaning of this paper stands for a more or +less excusable mistake. A ship may be "driven ashore" by stress of +weather. It is a catastrophe, a defeat. To be "run ashore" has +the littleness, poignancy, and bitterness of human error. + + + +XXI. + + + +That is why your "strandings" are for the most part so unexpected. +In fact, they are all unexpected, except those heralded by some +short glimpse of the danger, full of agitation and excitement, like +an awakening from a dream of incredible folly. + +The land suddenly at night looms up right over your bows, or +perhaps the cry of "Broken water ahead!" is raised, and some long +mistake, some complicated edifice of self-delusion, over- +confidence, and wrong reasoning is brought down in a fatal shock, +and the heart-searing experience of your ship's keel scraping and +scrunching over, say, a coral reef. It is a sound, for its size, +far more terrific to your soul than that of a world coming +violently to an end. But out of that chaos your belief in your own +prudence and sagacity reasserts itself. You ask yourself, Where on +earth did I get to? How on earth did I get there? with a +conviction that it could not be your own act, that there has been +at work some mysterious conspiracy of accident; that the charts are +all wrong, and if the charts are not wrong, that land and sea have +changed their places; that your misfortune shall for ever remain +inexplicable, since you have lived always with the sense of your +trust, the last thing on closing your eyes, the first on opening +them, as if your mind had kept firm hold of your responsibility +during the hours of sleep. + +You contemplate mentally your mischance, till little by little your +mood changes, cold doubt steals into the very marrow of your bones, +you see the inexplicable fact in another light. That is the time +when you ask yourself, How on earth could I have been fool enough +to get there? And you are ready to renounce all belief in your +good sense, in your knowledge, in your fidelity, in what you +thought till then was the best in you, giving you the daily bread +of life and the moral support of other men's confidence. + +The ship is lost or not lost. Once stranded, you have to do your +best by her. She may be saved by your efforts, by your resource +and fortitude bearing up against the heavy weight of guilt and +failure. And there are justifiable strandings in fogs, on +uncharted seas, on dangerous shores, through treacherous tides. +But, saved or not saved, there remains with her commander a +distinct sense of loss, a flavour in the mouth of the real, abiding +danger that lurks in all the forms of human existence. It is an +acquisition, too, that feeling. A man may be the better for it, +but he will not be the same. Damocles has seen the sword suspended +by a hair over his head, and though a good man need not be made +less valuable by such a knowledge, the feast shall not henceforth +have the same flavour. + +Years ago I was concerned as chief mate in a case of stranding +which was not fatal to the ship. We went to work for ten hours on +end, laying out anchors in readiness to heave off at high water. +While I was still busy about the decks forward I heard the steward +at my elbow saying: "The captain asks whether you mean to come in, +sir, and have something to eat to-day." + +I went into the cuddy. My captain sat at the head of the table +like a statue. There was a strange motionlessness of everything in +that pretty little cabin. The swing-table which for seventy odd +days had been always on the move, if ever so little, hung quite +still above the soup-tureen. Nothing could have altered the rich +colour of my commander's complexion, laid on generously by wind and +sea; but between the two tufts of fair hair above his ears, his +skull, generally suffused with the hue of blood, shone dead white, +like a dome of ivory. And he looked strangely untidy. I perceived +he had not shaved himself that day; and yet the wildest motion of +the ship in the most stormy latitudes we had passed through, never +made him miss one single morning ever since we left the Channel. +The fact must be that a commander cannot possibly shave himself +when his ship is aground. I have commanded ships myself, but I +don't know; I have never tried to shave in my life. + +He did not offer to help me or himself till I had coughed markedly +several times. I talked to him professionally in a cheery tone, +and ended with the confident assertion: + +"We shall get her off before midnight, sir." + +He smiled faintly without looking up, and muttered as if to +himself: + +"Yes, yes; the captain put the ship ashore and we got her off." + +Then, raising his head, he attacked grumpily the steward, a lanky, +anxious youth with a long, pale face and two big front teeth. + +"What makes this soup so bitter? I am surprised the mate can +swallow the beastly stuff. I'm sure the cook's ladled some salt +water into it by mistake." + +The charge was so outrageous that the steward for all answer only +dropped his eyelids bashfully. + +There was nothing the matter with the soup. I had a second +helping. My heart was warm with hours of hard work at the head of +a willing crew. I was elated with having handled heavy anchors, +cables, boats without the slightest hitch; pleased with having laid +out scientifically bower, stream, and kedge exactly where I +believed they would do most good. On that occasion the bitter +taste of a stranding was not for my mouth. That experience came +later, and it was only then that I understood the loneliness of the +man in charge. + +It's the captain who puts the ship ashore; it's we who get her off. + + + +XXII. + + + +It seems to me that no man born and truthful to himself could +declare that he ever saw the sea looking young as the earth looks +young in spring. But some of us, regarding the ocean with +understanding and affection, have seen it looking old, as if the +immemorial ages had been stirred up from the undisturbed bottom of +ooze. For it is a gale of wind that makes the sea look old. + +From a distance of years, looking at the remembered aspects of the +storms lived through, it is that impression which disengages itself +clearly from the great body of impressions left by many years of +intimate contact. + +If you would know the age of the earth, look upon the sea in a +storm. The grayness of the whole immense surface, the wind furrows +upon the faces of the waves, the great masses of foam, tossed about +and waving, like matted white locks, give to the sea in a gale an +appearance of hoary age, lustreless, dull, without gleams, as +though it had been created before light itself. + +Looking back after much love and much trouble, the instinct of +primitive man, who seeks to personify the forces of Nature for his +affection and for his fear, is awakened again in the breast of one +civilized beyond that stage even in his infancy. One seems to have +known gales as enemies, and even as enemies one embraces them in +that affectionate regret which clings to the past. + +Gales have their personalities, and, after all, perhaps it is not +strange; for, when all is said and done, they are adversaries whose +wiles you must defeat, whose violence you must resist, and yet with +whom you must live in the intimacies of nights and days. + +Here speaks the man of masts and sails, to whom the sea is not a +navigable element, but an intimate companion. The length of +passages, the growing sense of solitude, the close dependence upon +the very forces that, friendly to-day, without changing their +nature, by the mere putting forth of their might, become dangerous +to-morrow, make for that sense of fellowship which modern seamen, +good men as they are, cannot hope to know. And, besides, your +modern ship which is a steamship makes her passages on other +principles than yielding to the weather and humouring the sea. She +receives smashing blows, but she advances; it is a slogging fight, +and not a scientific campaign. The machinery, the steel, the fire, +the steam, have stepped in between the man and the sea. A modern +fleet of ships does not so much make use of the sea as exploit a +highway. The modern ship is not the sport of the waves. Let us +say that each of her voyages is a triumphant progress; and yet it +is a question whether it is not a more subtle and more human +triumph to be the sport of the waves and yet survive, achieving +your end. + +In his own time a man is always very modern. Whether the seamen of +three hundred years hence will have the faculty of sympathy it is +impossible to say. An incorrigible mankind hardens its heart in +the progress of its own perfectability. How will they feel on +seeing the illustrations to the sea novels of our day, or of our +yesterday? It is impossible to guess. But the seaman of the last +generation, brought into sympathy with the caravels of ancient time +by his sailing-ship, their lineal descendant, cannot look upon +those lumbering forms navigating the naive seas of ancient woodcuts +without a feeling of surprise, of affectionate derision, envy, and +admiration. For those things, whose unmanageableness, even when +represented on paper, makes one gasp with a sort of amused horror, +were manned by men who are his direct professional ancestors. + +No; the seamen of three hundred years hence will probably be +neither touched nor moved to derision, affection, or admiration. +They will glance at the photogravures of our nearly defunct +sailing-ships with a cold, inquisitive and indifferent eye. Our +ships of yesterday will stand to their ships as no lineal +ancestors, but as mere predecessors whose course will have been run +and the race extinct. Whatever craft he handles with skill, the +seaman of the future shall be, not our descendant, but only our +successor. + + + +XXIII. + + + +And so much depends upon the craft which, made by man, is one with +man, that the sea shall wear for him another aspect. I remember +once seeing the commander--officially the master, by courtesy the +captain--of a fine iron ship of the old wool fleet shaking his head +at a very pretty brigantine. She was bound the other way. She was +a taut, trim, neat little craft, extremely well kept; and on that +serene evening when we passed her close she looked the embodiment +of coquettish comfort on the sea. It was somewhere near the Cape-- +THE Cape being, of course, the Cape of Good Hope, the Cape of +Storms of its Portuguese discoverer. And whether it is that the +word "storm" should not be pronounced upon the sea where the storms +dwell thickly, or because men are shy of confessing their good +hopes, it has become the nameless cape--the Cape tout court. The +other great cape of the world, strangely enough, is seldom if ever +called a cape. We say, "a voyage round the Horn"; "we rounded the +Horn"; "we got a frightful battering off the Horn"; but rarely +"Cape Horn," and, indeed, with some reason, for Cape Horn is as +much an island as a cape. The third stormy cape of the world, +which is the Leeuwin, receives generally its full name, as if to +console its second-rate dignity. These are the capes that look +upon the gales. + +The little brigantine, then, had doubled the Cape. Perhaps she was +coming from Port Elizabeth, from East London--who knows? It was +many years ago, but I remember well the captain of the wool-clipper +nodding at her with the words, "Fancy having to go about the sea in +a thing like that!" + +He was a man brought up in big deep-water ships, and the size of +the craft under his feet was a part of his conception of the sea. +His own ship was certainly big as ships went then. He may have +thought of the size of his cabin, or--unconsciously, perhaps--have +conjured up a vision of a vessel so small tossing amongst the great +seas. I didn't inquire, and to a young second mate the captain of +the little pretty brigantine, sitting astride a camp stool with his +chin resting on his hands that were crossed upon the rail, might +have appeared a minor king amongst men. We passed her within +earshot, without a hail, reading each other's names with the naked +eye. + +Some years later, the second mate, the recipient of that almost +involuntary mutter, could have told his captain that a man brought +up in big ships may yet take a peculiar delight in what we should +both then have called a small craft. Probably the captain of the +big ship would not have understood very well. His answer would +have been a gruff, "Give me size," as I heard another man reply to +a remark praising the handiness of a small vessel. It was not a +love of the grandiose or the prestige attached to the command of +great tonnage, for he continued, with an air of disgust and +contempt, "Why, you get flung out of your bunk as likely as not in +any sort of heavy weather." + +I don't know. I remember a few nights in my lifetime, and in a big +ship, too (as big as they made them then), when one did not get +flung out of one's bed simply because one never even attempted to +get in; one had been made too weary, too hopeless, to try. The +expedient of turning your bedding out on to a damp floor and lying +on it there was no earthly good, since you could not keep your +place or get a second's rest in that or any other position. But of +the delight of seeing a small craft run bravely amongst the great +seas there can be no question to him whose soul does not dwell +ashore. Thus I well remember a three days' run got out of a little +barque of 400 tons somewhere between the islands of St. Paul and +Amsterdam and Cape Otway on the Australian coast. It was a hard, +long gale, gray clouds and green sea, heavy weather undoubtedly, +but still what a sailor would call manageable. Under two lower +topsails and a reefed foresail the barque seemed to race with a +long, steady sea that did not becalm her in the troughs. The +solemn thundering combers caught her up from astern, passed her +with a fierce boiling up of foam level with the bulwarks, swept on +ahead with a swish and a roar: and the little vessel, dipping her +jib-boom into the tumbling froth, would go on running in a smooth, +glassy hollow, a deep valley between two ridges of the sea, hiding +the horizon ahead and astern. There was such fascination in her +pluck, nimbleness, the continual exhibition of unfailing +seaworthiness, in the semblance of courage and endurance, that I +could not give up the delight of watching her run through the three +unforgettable days of that gale which my mate also delighted to +extol as "a famous shove." + +And this is one of those gales whose memory in after-years returns, +welcome in dignified austerity, as you would remember with pleasure +the noble features of a stranger with whom you crossed swords once +in knightly encounter and are never to see again. In this way +gales have their physiognomy. You remember them by your own +feelings, and no two gales stamp themselves in the same way upon +your emotions. Some cling to you in woebegone misery; others come +back fiercely and weirdly, like ghouls bent upon sucking your +strength away; others, again, have a catastrophic splendour; some +are unvenerated recollections, as of spiteful wild-cats clawing at +your agonized vitals; others are severe, like a visitation; and one +or two rise up draped and mysterious, with an aspect of ominous +menace. In each of them there is a characteristic point at which +the whole feeling seems contained in one single moment. Thus there +is a certain four o'clock in the morning in the confused roar of a +black and white world when coming on deck to take charge of my +watch I received the instantaneous impression that the ship could +not live for another hour in such a raging sea. + +I wonder what became of the men who silently (you couldn't hear +yourself speak) must have shared that conviction with me. To be +left to write about it is not, perhaps, the most enviable fate; but +the point is that this impression resumes in its intensity the +whole recollection of days and days of desperately dangerous +weather. We were then, for reasons which it is not worth while to +specify, in the close neighbourhood of Kerguelen Land; and now, +when I open an atlas and look at the tiny dots on the map of the +Southern Ocean, I see as if engraved upon the paper the enraged +physiognomy of that gale. + +Another, strangely, recalls a silent man. And yet it was not din +that was wanting; in fact, it was terrific. That one was a gale +that came upon the ship swiftly, like a parnpero, which last is a +very sudden wind indeed. Before we knew very well what was coming +all the sails we had set had burst; the furled ones were blowing +loose, ropes flying, sea hissing--it hissed tremendously--wind +howling, and the ship lying on her side, so that half of the crew +were swimming and the other half clawing desperately at whatever +came to hand, according to the side of the deck each man had been +caught on by the catastrophe, either to leeward or to windward. +The shouting I need not mention--it was the merest drop in an ocean +of noise--and yet the character of the gale seems contained in the +recollection of one small, not particularly impressive, sallow man +without a cap and with a very still face. Captain Jones--let us +call him Jones--had been caught unawares. Two orders he had given +at the first sign of an utterly unforeseen onset; after that the +magnitude of his mistake seemed to have overwhelmed him. We were +doing what was needed and feasible. The ship behaved well. Of +course, it was some time before we could pause in our fierce and +laborious exertions; but all through the work, the excitement, the +uproar, and some dismay, we were aware of this silent little man at +the break of the poop, perfectly motionless, soundless, and often +hidden from us by the drift of sprays. + +When we officers clambered at last upon the poop, he seemed to come +out of that numbed composure, and shouted to us down wind: "Try +the pumps." Afterwards he disappeared. As to the ship, I need not +say that, although she was presently swallowed up in one of the +blackest nights I can remember, she did not disappear. In truth, I +don't fancy that there had ever been much danger of that, but +certainly the experience was noisy and particularly distracting-- +and yet it is the memory of a very quiet silence that survives. + + + +XXIV. + + + +For, after all, a gale of wind, the thing of mighty sound, is +inarticulate. It is man who, in a chance phrase, interprets the +elemental passion of his enemy. Thus there is another gale in my +memory, a thing of endless, deep, humming roar, moonlight, and a +spoken sentence. + +It was off that other cape which is always deprived of its title as +the Cape of Good Hope is robbed of its name. It was off the Horn. +For a true expression of dishevelled wildness there is nothing like +a gale in the bright moonlight of a high latitude. + +The ship, brought-to and bowing to enormous flashing seas, +glistened wet from deck to trucks; her one set sail stood out a +coal-black shape upon the gloomy blueness of the air. I was a +youngster then, and suffering from weariness, cold, and imperfect +oilskins which let water in at every seam. I craved human +companionship, and, coming off the poop, took my place by the side +of the boatswain (a man whom I did not like) in a comparatively dry +spot where at worst we had water only up to our knees. Above our +heads the explosive booming gusts of wind passed continuously, +justifying the sailor's saying "It blows great guns." And just +from that need of human companionship, being very close to the man, +I said, or rather shouted: + +"Blows very hard, boatswain." + +His answer was: + +"Ay, and if it blows only a little harder things will begin to go. +I don't mind as long as everything holds, but when things begin to +go it's bad." + +The note of dread in the shouting voice, the practical truth of +these words, heard years ago from a man I did not like, have +stamped its peculiar character on that gale. + +A look in the eyes of a shipmate, a low murmur in the most +sheltered spot where the watch on duty are huddled together, a +meaning moan from one to the other with a glance at the windward +sky, a sigh of weariness, a gesture of disgust passing into the +keeping of the great wind, become part and parcel of the gale. The +olive hue of hurricane clouds presents an aspect peculiarly +appalling. The inky ragged wrack, flying before a nor'-west wind, +makes you dizzy with its headlong speed that depicts the rush of +the invisible air. A hard sou'-wester startles you with its close +horizon and its low gray sky, as if the world were a dungeon +wherein there is no rest for body or soul. And there are black +squalls, white squalls, thunder squalls, and unexpected gusts that +come without a single sign in the sky; and of each kind no one of +them resembles another. + +There is infinite variety in the gales of wind at sea, and except +for the peculiar, terrible, and mysterious moaning that may be +heard sometimes passing through the roar of a hurricane--except for +that unforgettable sound, as if the soul of the universe had been +goaded into a mournful groan--it is, after all, the human voice +that stamps the mark of human consciousness upon the character of a +gale. + + + +XXV. + + + +There is no part of the world of coasts, continents, oceans, seas, +straits, capes, and islands which is not under the sway of a +reigning wind, the sovereign of its typical weather. The wind +rules the aspects of the sky and the action of the sea. But no +wind rules unchallenged his realm of land and water. As with the +kingdoms of the earth, there are regions more turbulent than +others. In the middle belt of the earth the Trade Winds reign +supreme, undisputed, like monarchs of long-settled kingdoms, whose +traditional power, checking all undue ambitions, is not so much an +exercise of personal might as the working of long-established +institutions. The intertropical kingdoms of the Trade Winds are +favourable to the ordinary life of a merchantman. The trumpet-call +of strife is seldom borne on their wings to the watchful ears of +men on the decks of ships. The regions ruled by the north-east and +south-east Trade Winds are serene. In a southern-going ship, bound +out for a long voyage, the passage through their dominions is +characterized by a relaxation of strain and vigilance on the part +of the seamen. Those citizens of the ocean feel sheltered under +the aegis of an uncontested law, of an undisputed dynasty. There, +indeed, if anywhere on earth, the weather may be trusted. + +Yet not too implicitly. Even in the constitutional realm of Trade +Winds, north and south of the equator, ships are overtaken by +strange disturbances. Still, the easterly winds, and, generally +speaking, the easterly weather all the world over, is characterized +by regularity and persistence. + +As a ruler, the East Wind has a remarkable stability; as an invader +of the high latitudes lying under the tumultuous sway of his great +brother, the Wind of the West, he is extremely difficult to +dislodge, by the reason of his cold craftiness and profound +duplicity. + +The narrow seas around these isles, where British admirals keep +watch and ward upon the marches of the Atlantic Ocean, are subject +to the turbulent sway of the West Wind. Call it north-west or +south-west, it is all one--a different phase of the same character, +a changed expression on the same face. In the orientation of the +winds that rule the seas, the north and south directions are of no +importance. There are no North and South Winds of any account upon +this earth. The North and South Winds are but small princes in the +dynasties that make peace and war upon the sea. They never assert +themselves upon a vast stage. They depend upon local causes--the +configuration of coasts, the shapes of straits, the accidents of +bold promontories round which they play their little part. In the +polity of winds, as amongst the tribes of the earth, the real +struggle lies between East and West. + + + +XXVI. + + + +The West Wind reigns over the seas surrounding the coasts of these +kingdoms; and from the gateways of the channels, from promontories +as if from watch-towers, from estuaries of rivers as if from +postern gates, from passage-ways, inlets, straits, firths, the +garrison of the Isle and the crews of the ships going and returning +look to the westward to judge by the varied splendours of his +sunset mantle the mood of that arbitrary ruler. The end of the day +is the time to gaze at the kingly face of the Westerly Weather, who +is the arbiter of ships' destinies. Benignant and splendid, or +splendid and sinister, the western sky reflects the hidden purposes +of the royal mind. Clothed in a mantle of dazzling gold or draped +in rags of black clouds like a beggar, the might of the Westerly +Wind sits enthroned upon the western horizon with the whole North +Atlantic as a footstool for his feet and the first twinkling stars +making a diadem for his brow. Then the seamen, attentive courtiers +of the weather, think of regulating the conduct of their ships by +the mood of the master. The West Wind is too great a king to be a +dissembler: he is no calculator plotting deep schemes in a sombre +heart; he is too strong for small artifices; there is passion in +all his moods, even in the soft mood of his serene days, in the +grace of his blue sky whose immense and unfathomable tenderness +reflected in the mirror of the sea embraces, possesses, lulls to +sleep the ships with white sails. He is all things to all oceans; +he is like a poet seated upon a throne--magnificent, simple, +barbarous, pensive, generous, impulsive, changeable, unfathomable-- +but when you understand him, always the same. Some of his sunsets +are like pageants devised for the delight of the multitude, when +all the gems of the royal treasure-house are displayed above the +sea. Others are like the opening of his royal confidence, tinged +with thoughts of sadness and compassion in a melancholy splendour +meditating upon the short-lived peace of the waters. And I have +seen him put the pent-up anger of his heart into the aspect of the +inaccessible sun, and cause it to glare fiercely like the eye of an +implacable autocrat out of a pale and frightened sky. + +He is the war-lord who sends his battalions of Atlantic rollers to +the assault of our seaboard. The compelling voice of the West Wind +musters up to his service all the might of the ocean. At the +bidding of the West Wind there arises a great commotion in the sky +above these Islands, and a great rush of waters falls upon our +shores. The sky of the westerly weather is full of flying clouds, +of great big white clouds coming thicker and thicker till they seem +to stand welded into a solid canopy, upon whose gray face the lower +wrack of the gale, thin, black and angry-looking, flies past with +vertiginous speed. Denser and denser grows this dome of vapours, +descending lower and lower upon the sea, narrowing the horizon +around the ship. And the characteristic aspect of westerly +weather, the thick, gray, smoky and sinister tone sets in, +circumscribing the view of the men, drenching their bodies, +oppressing their souls, taking their breath away with booming +gusts, deafening, blinding, driving, rushing them onwards in a +swaying ship towards our coasts lost in mists and rain. + +The caprice of the winds, like the wilfulness of men, is fraught +with the disastrous consequences of self-indulgence. Long anger, +the sense of his uncontrolled power, spoils the frank and generous +nature of the West Wind. It is as if his heart were corrupted by a +malevolent and brooding rancour. He devastates his own kingdom in +the wantonness of his force. South-west is the quarter of the +heavens where he presents his darkened brow. He breathes his rage +in terrific squalls, and overwhelms his realm with an inexhaustible +welter of clouds. He strews the seeds of anxiety upon the decks of +scudding ships, makes the foam-stripped ocean look old, and +sprinkles with gray hairs the heads of ship-masters in the +homeward-bound ships running for the Channel. The Westerly Wind +asserting his sway from the south-west quarter is often like a +monarch gone mad, driving forth with wild imprecations the most +faithful of his courtiers to shipwreck, disaster, and death. + +The south-westerly weather is the thick weather par excellence. It +is not the thickness of the fog; it is rather a contraction of the +horizon, a mysterious veiling of the shores with clouds that seem +to make a low-vaulted dungeon around the running ship. It is not +blindness; it is a shortening of the sight. The West Wind does not +say to the seaman, "You shall be blind"; it restricts merely the +range of his vision and raises the dread of land within his breast. +It makes of him a man robbed of half his force, of half his +efficiency. Many times in my life, standing in long sea-boots and +streaming oilskins at the elbow of my commander on the poop of a +homeward-bound ship making for the Channel, and gazing ahead into +the gray and tormented waste, I have heard a weary sigh shape +itself into a studiously casual comment: + +"Can't see very far in this weather." + +And have made answer in the same low, perfunctory tone + +"No, sir." + +It would be merely the instinctive voicing of an ever-present +thought associated closely with the consciousness of the land +somewhere ahead and of the great speed of the ship. Fair wind, +fair wind! Who would dare to grumble at a fair wind? It was a +favour of the Western King, who rules masterfully the North +Atlantic from the latitude of the Azores to the latitude of Cape +Farewell. A famous shove this to end a good passage with; and yet, +somehow, one could not muster upon one's lips the smile of a +courtier's gratitude. This favour was dispensed to you from under +an overbearing scowl, which is the true expression of the great +autocrat when he has made up his mind to give a battering to some +ships and to hunt certain others home in one breath of cruelty and +benevolence, equally distracting. + +"No, sir. Can't see very far." + +Thus would the mate's voice repeat the thought of the master, both +gazing ahead, while under their feet the ship rushes at some twelve +knots in the direction of the lee shore; and only a couple of miles +in front of her swinging and dripping jib-boom, carried naked with +an upward slant like a spear, a gray horizon closes the view with a +multitude of waves surging upwards violently as if to strike at the +stooping clouds. + +Awful and threatening scowls darken the face of the West Wind in +his clouded, south-west mood; and from the King's throne-hall in +the western board stronger gusts reach you, like the fierce shouts +of raving fury to which only the gloomy grandeur of the scene +imparts a saving dignity. A shower pelts the deck and the sails of +the ship as if flung with a scream by an angry hand; and when the +night closes in, the night of a south-westerly gale, it seems more +hopeless than the shade of Hades. The south-westerly mood of the +great West Wind is a lightless mood, without sun, moon, or stars, +with no gleam of light but the phosphorescent flashes of the great +sheets of foam that, boiling up on each side of the ship, fling +bluish gleams upon her dark and narrow hull, rolling as she runs, +chased by enormous seas, distracted in the tumult. + +There are some bad nights in the kingdom of the West Wind for +homeward-bound ships making for the Channel; and the days of wrath +dawn upon them colourless and vague like the timid turning up of +invisible lights upon the scene of a tyrannical and passionate +outbreak, awful in the monotony of its method and the increasing +strength of its violence. It is the same wind, the same clouds, +the same wildly racing seas, the same thick horizon around the +ship. Only the wind is stronger, the clouds seem denser and more +overwhelming, the waves appear to have grown bigger and more +threatening during the night. The hours, whose minutes are marked +by the crash of the breaking seas, slip by with the screaming, +pelting squalls overtaking the ship as she runs on and on with +darkened canvas, with streaming spars and dripping ropes. The +down-pours thicken. Preceding each shower a mysterious gloom, like +the passage of a shadow above the firmament of gray clouds, filters +down upon the ship. Now and then the rain pours upon your head in +streams as if from spouts. It seems as if your ship were going to +be drowned before she sank, as if all atmosphere had turned to +water. You gasp, you splutter, you are blinded and deafened, you +are submerged, obliterated, dissolved, annihilated, streaming all +over as if your limbs, too, had turned to water. And every nerve +on the alert you watch for the clearing-up mood of the Western +King, that shall come with a shift of wind as likely as not to whip +all the three masts out of your ship in the twinkling of an eye. + + + +XXVII. + + + +Heralded by the increasing fierceness of the squalls, sometimes by +a faint flash of lightning like the signal of a lighted torch waved +far away behind the clouds, the shift of wind comes at last, the +crucial moment of the change from the brooding and veiled violence +of the south-west gale to the sparkling, flashing, cutting, clear- +eyed anger of the King's north-westerly mood. You behold another +phase of his passion, a fury bejewelled with stars, mayhap bearing +the crescent of the moon on its brow, shaking the last vestiges of +its torn cloud-mantle in inky-black squalls, with hail and sleet +descending like showers of crystals and pearls, bounding off the +spars, drumming on the sails, pattering on the oilskin coats, +whitening the decks of homeward-bound ships. Faint, ruddy flashes +of lightning flicker in the starlight upon her mastheads. A chilly +blast hums in the taut rigging, causing the ship to tremble to her +very keel, and the soaked men on her decks to shiver in their wet +clothes to the very marrow of their bones. Before one squall has +flown over to sink in the eastern board, the edge of another peeps +up already above the western horizon, racing up swift, shapeless, +like a black bag full of frozen water ready to burst over your +devoted head. The temper of the ruler of the ocean has changed. +Each gust of the clouded mood that seemed warmed by the heat of a +heart flaming with anger has its counterpart in the chilly blasts +that seem blown from a breast turned to ice with a sudden revulsion +of feeling. Instead of blinding your eyes and crushing your soul +with a terrible apparatus of cloud and mists and seas and rain, the +King of the West turns his power to contemptuous pelting of your +back with icicles, to making your weary eyes water as if in grief, +and your worn-out carcass quake pitifully. But each mood of the +great autocrat has its own greatness, and each is hard to bear. +Only the north-west phase of that mighty display is not +demoralizing to the same extent, because between the hail and sleet +squalls of a north-westerly gale one can see a long way ahead. + +To see! to see!--this is the craving of the sailor, as of the rest +of blind humanity. To have his path made clear for him is the +aspiration of every human being in our beclouded and tempestuous +existence. I have heard a reserved, silent man, with no nerves to +speak of, after three days of hard running in thick south-westerly +weather, burst out passionately: "I wish to God we could get sight +of something!" + +We had just gone down below for a moment to commune in a battened- +down cabin, with a large white chart lying limp and damp upon a +cold and clammy table under the light of a smoky lamp. Sprawling +over that seaman's silent and trusted adviser, with one elbow upon +the coast of Africa and the other planted in the neighbourhood of +Cape Hatteras (it was a general track-chart of the North Atlantic), +my skipper lifted his rugged, hairy face, and glared at me in a +half-exasperated, half-appealing way. We have seen no sun, moon, +or stars for something like seven days. By the effect of the West +Wind's wrath the celestial bodies had gone into hiding for a week +or more, and the last three days had seen the force of a south-west +gale grow from fresh, through strong, to heavy, as the entries in +my log-book could testify. Then we separated, he to go on deck +again, in obedience to that mysterious call that seems to sound for +ever in a shipmaster's ears, I to stagger into my cabin with some +vague notion of putting down the words "Very heavy weather" in a +log-book not quite written up-to-date. But I gave it up, and +crawled into my bunk instead, boots and hat on, all standing (it +did not matter; everything was soaking wet, a heavy sea having +burst the poop skylights the night before), to remain in a +nightmarish state between waking and sleeping for a couple of hours +of so-called rest. + +The south-westerly mood of the West Wind is an enemy of sleep, and +even of a recumbent position, in the responsible officers of a +ship. After two hours of futile, light-headed, inconsequent +thinking upon all things under heaven in that dark, dank, wet and +devastated cabin, I arose suddenly and staggered up on deck. The +autocrat of the North Atlantic was still oppressing his kingdom and +its outlying dependencies, even as far as the Bay of Biscay, in the +dismal secrecy of thick, very thick, weather. The force of the +wind, though we were running before it at the rate of some ten +knots an hour, was so great that it drove me with a steady push to +the front of the poop, where my commander was holding on. + +"What do you think of it?" he addressed me in an interrogative +yell. + +What I really thought was that we both had had just about enough of +it. The manner in which the great West Wind chooses at times to +administer his possessions does not commend itself to a person of +peaceful and law-abiding disposition, inclined to draw distinctions +between right and wrong in the face of natural forces, whose +standard, naturally, is that of might alone. But, of course, I +said nothing. For a man caught, as it were, between his skipper +and the great West Wind silence is the safest sort of diplomacy. +Moreover, I knew my skipper. He did not want to know what I +thought. Shipmasters hanging on a breath before the thrones of the +winds ruling the seas have their psychology, whose workings are as +important to the ship and those on board of her as the changing +moods of the weather. The man, as a matter of fact, under no +circumstances, ever cared a brass farthing for what I or anybody +else in his ship thought. He had had just about enough of it, I +guessed, and what he was at really was a process of fishing for a +suggestion. It was the pride of his life that he had never wasted +a chance, no matter how boisterous, threatening, and dangerous, of +a fair wind. Like men racing blindfold for a gap in a hedge, we +were finishing a splendidly quick passage from the Antipodes, with +a tremendous rush for the Channel in as thick a weather as any I +can remember, but his psychology did not permit him to bring the +ship to with a fair wind blowing--at least not on his own +initiative. And yet he felt that very soon indeed something would +have to be done. He wanted the suggestion to come from me, so that +later on, when the trouble was over, he could argue this point with +his own uncompromising spirit, laying the blame upon my shoulders. +I must render him the justice that this sort of pride was his only +weakness. + +But he got no suggestion from me. I understood his psychology. +Besides, I had my own stock of weaknesses at the time (it is a +different one now), and amongst them was the conceit of being +remarkably well up in the psychology of the Westerly weather. I +believed--not to mince matters--that I had a genius for reading the +mind of the great ruler of high latitudes. I fancied I could +discern already the coming of a change in his royal mood. And all +I said was: + +"The weather's bound to clear up with the shift of wind." + +"Anybody knows that much!" he snapped at me, at the highest pitch +of his voice. + +"I mean before dark!" I cried. + +This was all the opening he ever got from me. The eagerness with +which he seized upon it gave me the measure of the anxiety he had +been labouring under. + +"Very well," he shouted, with an affectation of impatience, as if +giving way to long entreaties. "All right. If we don't get a +shift by then we'll take that foresail off her and put her head +under her wing for the night." + +I was struck by the picturesque character of the phrase as applied +to a ship brought-to in order to ride out a gale with wave after +wave passing under her breast. I could see her resting in the +tumult of the elements like a sea-bird sleeping in wild weather +upon the raging waters with its head tucked under its wing. In +imaginative precision, in true feeling, this is one of the most +expressive sentences I have ever heard on human lips. But as to +taking the foresail off that ship before we put her head under her +wing, I had my grave doubts. They were justified. That long +enduring piece of canvas was confiscated by the arbitrary decree of +the West Wind, to whom belong the lives of men and the contrivances +of their hands within the limits of his kingdom. With the sound of +a faint explosion it vanished into the thick weather bodily, +leaving behind of its stout substance not so much as one solitary +strip big enough to be picked into a handful of lint for, say, a +wounded elephant. Torn out of its bolt-ropes, it faded like a +whiff of smoke in the smoky drift of clouds shattered and torn by +the shift of wind. For the shift of wind had come. The unveiled, +low sun glared angrily from a chaotic sky upon a confused and +tremendous sea dashing itself upon a coast. We recognised the +headland, and looked at each other in the silence of dumb wonder. +Without knowing it in the least, we had run up alongside the Isle +of Wight, and that tower, tinged a faint evening red in the salt +wind-haze, was the lighthouse on St. Catherine's Point. + +My skipper recovered first from his astonishment. His bulging eyes +sank back gradually into their orbits. His psychology, taking it +all round, was really very creditable for an average sailor. He +had been spared the humiliation of laying his ship to with a fair +wind; and at once that man, of an open and truthful nature, spoke +up in perfect good faith, rubbing together his brown, hairy hands-- +the hands of a master-craftsman upon the sea: + +"Humph! that's just about where I reckoned we had got to." + +The transparency and ingenuousness, in a way, of that delusion, the +airy tone, the hint of already growing pride, were perfectly +delicious. But, in truth, this was one of the greatest surprises +ever sprung by the clearing up mood of the West Wind upon one of +the most accomplished of his courtiers. + + + +XXVIII. + + + +The winds of North and South are, as I have said, but small princes +amongst the powers of the sea. They have no territory of their +own; they are not reigning winds anywhere. Yet it is from their +houses that the reigning dynasties which have shared between them +the waters of the earth are sprung. All the weather of the world +is based upon the contest of the Polar and Equatorial strains of +that tyrannous race. The West Wind is the greatest king. The East +rules between the Tropics. They have shared each ocean between +them. Each has his genius of supreme rule. The King of the West +never intrudes upon the recognised dominion of his kingly brother. +He is a barbarian, of a northern type. Violent without craftiness, +and furious without malice, one may imagine him seated masterfully +with a double-edged sword on his knees upon the painted and gilt +clouds of the sunset, bowing his shock head of golden locks, a +flaming beard over his breast, imposing, colossal, mighty-limbed, +with a thundering voice, distended cheeks and fierce blue eyes, +urging the speed of his gales. The other, the East king, the king +of blood-red sunrises, I represent to myself as a spare Southerner +with clear-cut features, black-browed and dark-eyed, gray-robed, +upright in sunshine, resting a smooth-shaven cheek in the palm of +his hand, impenetrable, secret, full of wiles, fine-drawn, keen-- +meditating aggressions. + +The West Wind keeps faith with his brother, the King of the +Easterly weather. "What we have divided we have divided," he seems +to say in his gruff voice, this ruler without guile, who hurls as +if in sport enormous masses of cloud across the sky, and flings the +great waves of the Atlantic clear across from the shores of the New +World upon the hoary headlands of Old Europe, which harbours more +kings and rulers upon its seamed and furrowed body than all the +oceans of the world together. "What we have divided we have +divided; and if no rest and peace in this world have fallen to my +share, leave me alone. Let me play at quoits with cyclonic gales, +flinging the discs of spinning cloud and whirling air from one end +of my dismal kingdom to the other: over the Great Banks or along +the edges of pack-ice--this one with true aim right into the bight +of the Bay of Biscay, that other upon the fiords of Norway, across +the North Sea where the fishermen of many nations look watchfully +into my angry eye. This is the time of kingly sport." + +And the royal master of high latitudes sighs mightily, with the +sinking sun upon his breast and the double-edged sword upon his +knees, as if wearied by the innumerable centuries of a strenuous +rule and saddened by the unchangeable aspect of the ocean under his +feet--by the endless vista of future ages where the work of sowing +the wind and reaping the whirlwind shall go on and on till his +realm of living waters becomes a frozen and motionless ocean. But +the other, crafty and unmoved, nursing his shaven chin between the +thumb and forefinger of his slim and treacherous hand, thinks deep +within his heart full of guile: "Aha! our brother of the West has +fallen into the mood of kingly melancholy. He is tired of playing +with circular gales, and blowing great guns, and unrolling thick +streamers of fog in wanton sport at the cost of his own poor, +miserable subjects. Their fate is most pitiful. Let us make a +foray upon the dominions of that noisy barbarian, a great raid from +Finisterre to Hatteras, catching his fishermen unawares, baffling +the fleets that trust to his power, and shooting sly arrows into +the livers of men who court his good graces. He is, indeed, a +worthless fellow." And forthwith, while the West Wind meditates +upon the vanity of his irresistible might, the thing is done, and +the Easterly weather sets in upon the North Atlantic. + +The prevailing weather of the North Atlantic is typical of the way +in which the West Wind rules his realm on which the sun never sets. +North Atlantic is the heart of a great empire. It is the part of +the West Wind's dominions most thickly populated with generations +of fine ships and hardy men. Heroic deeds and adventurous exploits +have been performed there, within the very stronghold of his sway. +The best sailors in the world have been born and bred under the +shadow of his sceptre, learning to manage their ships with skill +and audacity before the steps of his stormy throne. Reckless +adventurers, toiling fishermen, admirals as wise and brave as the +world has ever known, have waited upon the signs of his westerly +sky. Fleets of victorious ships have hung upon his breath. He has +tossed in his hand squadrons of war-scarred three-deckers, and +shredded out in mere sport the bunting of flags hallowed in the +traditions of honour and glory. He is a good friend and a +dangerous enemy, without mercy to unseaworthy ships and faint- +hearted seamen. In his kingly way he has taken but little account +of lives sacrificed to his impulsive policy; he is a king with a +double-edged sword bared in his right hand. The East Wind, an +interloper in the dominions of Westerly weather, is an impassive- +faced tyrant with a sharp poniard held behind his back for a +treacherous stab. + +In his forays into the North Atlantic the East Wind behaves like a +subtle and cruel adventurer without a notion of honour or fair +play. Veiling his clear-cut, lean face in a thin layer of a hard, +high cloud, I have seen him, like a wizened robber sheik of the +sea, hold up large caravans of ships to the number of three hundred +or more at the very gates of the English Channel. And the worst of +it was that there was no ransom that we could pay to satisfy his +avidity; for whatever evil is wrought by the raiding East Wind, it +is done only to spite his kingly brother of the West. We gazed +helplessly at the systematic, cold, gray-eyed obstinacy of the +Easterly weather, while short rations became the order of the day, +and the pinch of hunger under the breast-bone grew familiar to +every sailor in that held-up fleet. Every day added to our +numbers. In knots and groups and straggling parties we flung to +and fro before the closed gate. And meantime the outward-bound +ships passed, running through our humiliated ranks under all the +canvas they could show. It is my idea that the Easterly Wind helps +the ships away from home in the wicked hope that they shall all +come to an untimely end and be heard of no more. For six weeks did +the robber sheik hold the trade route of the earth, while our liege +lord, the West Wind, slept profoundly like a tired Titan, or else +remained lost in a mood of idle sadness known only to frank +natures. All was still to the westward; we looked in vain towards +his stronghold: the King slumbered on so deeply that he let his +foraging brother steal the very mantle of gold-lined purple clouds +from his bowed shoulders. What had become of the dazzling hoard of +royal jewels exhibited at every close of day? Gone, disappeared, +extinguished, carried off without leaving a single gold band or the +flash of a single sunbeam in the evening sky! Day after day +through a cold streak of heavens as bare and poor as the inside of +a rifled safe a rayless and despoiled sun would slink shamefacedly, +without pomp or show, to hide in haste under the waters. And still +the King slept on, or mourned the vanity of his might and his +power, while the thin-lipped intruder put the impress of his cold +and implacable spirit upon the sky and sea. With every daybreak +the rising sun had to wade through a crimson stream, luminous and +sinister, like the spilt blood of celestial bodies murdered during +the night. + +In this particular instance the mean interloper held the road for +some six weeks on end, establishing his particular administrative +methods over the best part of the North Atlantic. It looked as if +the easterly weather had come to stay for ever, or, at least, till +we had all starved to death in the held-up fleet--starved within +sight, as it were, of plenty, within touch, almost, of the +bountiful heart of the Empire. There we were, dotting with our +white dry sails the hard blueness of the deep sea. There we were, +a growing company of ships, each with her burden of grain, of +timber, of wool, of hides, and even of oranges, for we had one or +two belated fruit schooners in company. There we were, in that +memorable spring of a certain year in the late seventies, dodging +to and fro, baffled on every tack, and with our stores running down +to sweepings of bread-lockers and scrapings of sugar-casks. It was +just like the East Wind's nature to inflict starvation upon the +bodies of unoffending sailors, while he corrupted their simple +souls by an exasperation leading to outbursts of profanity as lurid +as his blood-red sunrises. They were followed by gray days under +the cover of high, motionless clouds that looked as if carved in a +slab of ash-coloured marble. And each mean starved sunset left us +calling with imprecations upon the West Wind even in its most +veiled misty mood to wake up and give us our liberty, if only to +rush on and dash the heads of our ships against the very walls of +our unapproachable home. + + + +XXIX. + + + +In the atmosphere of the Easterly weather, as pellucid as a piece +of crystal and refracting like a prism, we could see the appalling +numbers of our helpless company, even to those who in more normal +conditions would have remained invisible, sails down under the +horizon. It is the malicious pleasure of the East Wind to augment +the power of your eyesight, in order, perhaps, that you should see +better the perfect humiliation, the hopeless character of your +captivity. Easterly weather is generally clear, and that is all +that can be said for it--almost supernaturally clear when it likes; +but whatever its mood, there is something uncanny in its nature. +Its duplicity is such that it will deceive a scientific instrument. +No barometer will give warning of an easterly gale, were it ever so +wet. It would be an unjust and ungrateful thing to say that a +barometer is a stupid contrivance. It is simply that the wiles of +the East Wind are too much for its fundamental honesty. After +years and years of experience the most trusty instrument of the +sort that ever went to sea screwed on to a ship's cabin bulkhead +will, almost invariably, be induced to rise by the diabolic +ingenuity of the Easterly weather, just at the moment when the +Easterly weather, discarding its methods of hard, dry, impassive +cruelty, contemplates drowning what is left of your spirit in +torrents of a peculiarly cold and horrid rain. The sleet-and-hail +squalls following the lightning at the end of a westerly gale are +cold and benumbing and stinging and cruel enough. But the dry, +Easterly weather, when it turns to wet, seems to rain poisoned +showers upon your head. It is a sort of steady, persistent, +overwhelming, endlessly driving downpour, which makes your heart +sick, and opens it to dismal forebodings. And the stormy mood of +the Easterly weather looms black upon the sky with a peculiar and +amazing blackness. The West Wind hangs heavy gray curtains of mist +and spray before your gaze, but the Eastern interloper of the +narrow seas, when he has mustered his courage and cruelty to the +point of a gale, puts your eyes out, puts them out completely, +makes you feel blind for life upon a lee-shore. It is the wind, +also, that brings snow. + +Out of his black and merciless heart he flings a white blinding +sheet upon the ships of the sea. He has more manners of villainy, +and no more conscience than an Italian prince of the seventeenth +century. His weapon is a dagger carried under a black cloak when +he goes out on his unlawful enterprises. The mere hint of his +approach fills with dread every craft that swims the sea, from +fishing-smacks to four-masted ships that recognise the sway of the +West Wind. Even in his most accommodating mood he inspires a dread +of treachery. I have heard upwards of ten score of windlasses +spring like one into clanking life in the dead of night, filling +the Downs with a panic-struck sound of anchors being torn hurriedly +out of the ground at the first breath of his approach. +Fortunately, his heart often fails him: he does not always blow +home upon our exposed coast; he has not the fearless temper of his +Westerly brother. + +The natures of those two winds that share the dominions of the +great oceans are fundamentally different. It is strange that the +winds which men are prone to style capricious remain true to their +character in all the various regions of the earth. To us here, for +instance, the East Wind comes across a great continent, sweeping +over the greatest body of solid land upon this earth. For the +Australian east coast the East Wind is the wind of the ocean, +coming across the greatest body of water upon the globe; and yet +here and there its characteristics remain the same with a strange +consistency in everything that is vile and base. The members of +the West Wind's dynasty are modified in a way by the regions they +rule, as a Hohenzollern, without ceasing to be himself, becomes a +Roumanian by virtue of his throne, or a Saxe-Coburg learns to put +the dress of Bulgarian phrases upon his particular thoughts, +whatever they are. + +The autocratic sway of the West Wind, whether forty north or forty +south of the Equator, is characterized by an open, generous, frank, +barbarous recklessness. For he is a great autocrat, and to be a +great autocrat you must be a great barbarian. I have been too much +moulded to his sway to nurse now any idea of rebellion in my heart. +Moreover, what is a rebellion within the four walls of a room +against the tempestuous rule of the West Wind? I remain faithful +to the memory of the mighty King with a double-edged sword in one +hand, and in the other holding out rewards of great daily runs and +famously quick passages to those of his courtiers who knew how to +wait watchfully for every sign of his secret mood. As we deep- +water men always reckoned, he made one year in three fairly lively +for anybody having business upon the Atlantic or down there along +the "forties" of the Southern Ocean. You had to take the bitter +with the sweet; and it cannot be denied he played carelessly with +our lives and fortunes. But, then, he was always a great king, fit +to rule over the great waters where, strictly speaking, a man would +have no business whatever but for his audacity. + +The audacious should not complain. A mere trader ought not to +grumble at the tolls levied by a mighty king. His mightiness was +sometimes very overwhelming; but even when you had to defy him +openly, as on the banks of the Agulhas homeward bound from the East +Indies, or on the outward passage round the Horn, he struck at you +fairly his stinging blows (full in the face, too), and it was your +business not to get too much staggered. And, after all, if you +showed anything of a countenance, the good-natured barbarian would +let you fight your way past the very steps of his throne. It was +only now and then that the sword descended and a head fell; but if +you fell you were sure of impressive obsequies and of a roomy, +generous grave. + +Such is the king to whom Viking chieftains bowed their heads, and +whom the modern and palatial steamship defies with impunity seven +times a week. And yet it is but defiance, not victory. The +magnificent barbarian sits enthroned in a mantle of gold-lined +clouds looking from on high on great ships gliding like mechanical +toys upon his sea and on men who, armed with fire and iron, no +longer need to watch anxiously for the slightest sign of his royal +mood. He is disregarded; but he has kept all his strength, all his +splendour, and a great part of his power. Time itself, that shakes +all the thrones, is on the side of that king. The sword in his +hand remains as sharp as ever upon both its edges; and he may well +go on playing his royal game of quoits with hurricanes, tossing +them over from the continent of republics to the continent of +kingdoms, in the assurance that both the new republics and the old +kingdoms, the heat of fire and the strength of iron, with the +untold generations of audacious men, shall crumble to dust at the +steps of his throne, and pass away, and be forgotten before his own +rule comes to an end. + + + +XXX. + + + +The estuaries of rivers appeal strongly to an adventurous +imagination. This appeal is not always a charm, for there are +estuaries of a particularly dispiriting ugliness: lowlands, mud- +flats, or perhaps barren sandhills without beauty of form or +amenity of aspect, covered with a shabby and scanty vegetation +conveying the impression of poverty and uselessness. Sometimes +such an ugliness is merely a repulsive mask. A river whose estuary +resembles a breach in a sand rampart may flow through a most +fertile country. But all the estuaries of great rivers have their +fascination, the attractiveness of an open portal. Water is +friendly to man. The ocean, a part of Nature furthest removed in +the unchangeableness and majesty of its might from the spirit of +mankind, has ever been a friend to the enterprising nations of the +earth. And of all the elements this is the one to which men have +always been prone to trust themselves, as if its immensity held a +reward as vast as itself. + +From the offing the open estuary promises every possible fruition +to adventurous hopes. That road open to enterprise and courage +invites the explorer of coasts to new efforts towards the +fulfilment of great expectations. The commander of the first Roman +galley must have looked with an intense absorption upon the estuary +of the Thames as he turned the beaked prow of his ship to the +westward under the brow of the North Foreland. The estuary of the +Thames is not beautiful; it has no noble features, no romantic +grandeur of aspect, no smiling geniality; but it is wide open, +spacious, inviting, hospitable at the first glance, with a strange +air of mysteriousness which lingers about it to this very day. The +navigation of his craft must have engrossed all the Roman's +attention in the calm of a summer's day (he would choose his +weather), when the single row of long sweeps (the galley would be a +light one, not a trireme) could fall in easy cadence upon a sheet +of water like plate-glass, reflecting faithfully the classic form +of his vessel and the contour of the lonely shores close on his +left hand. I assume he followed the land and passed through what +is at present known as Margate Roads, groping his careful way along +the hidden sandbanks, whose every tail and spit has its beacon or +buoy nowadays. He must have been anxious, though no doubt he had +collected beforehand on the shores of the Gauls a store of +information from the talk of traders, adventurers, fishermen, +slave-dealers, pirates--all sorts of unofficial men connected with +the sea in a more or less reputable way. He would have heard of +channels and sandbanks, of natural features of the land useful for +sea-marks, of villages and tribes and modes of barter and +precautions to take: with the instructive tales about native +chiefs dyed more or less blue, whose character for greediness, +ferocity, or amiability must have been expounded to him with that +capacity for vivid language which seems joined naturally to the +shadiness of moral character and recklessness of disposition. With +that sort of spiced food provided for his anxious thought, watchful +for strange men, strange beasts, strange turns of the tide, he +would make the best of his way up, a military seaman with a short +sword on thigh and a bronze helmet on his head, the pioneer post- +captain of an imperial fleet. Was the tribe inhabiting the Isle of +Thanet of a ferocious disposition, I wonder, and ready to fall with +stone-studded clubs and wooden lances hardened in the fire, upon +the backs of unwary mariners? + +Amongst the great commercial streams of these islands, the Thames +is the only one, I think, open to romantic feeling, from the fact +that the sight of human labour and the sounds of human industry do +not come down its shores to the very sea, destroying the suggestion +of mysterious vastness caused by the configuration of the shore. +The broad inlet of the shallow North Sea passes gradually into the +contracted shape of the river; but for a long time the feeling of +the open water remains with the ship steering to the westward +through one of the lighted and buoyed passage-ways of the Thames, +such as Queen's Channel, Prince's Channel, Four-Fathom Channel; or +else coming down the Swin from the north. The rush of the yellow +flood-tide hurries her up as if into the unknown between the two +fading lines of the coast. There are no features to this land, no +conspicuous, far-famed landmarks for the eye; there is nothing so +far down to tell you of the greatest agglomeration of mankind on +earth dwelling no more than five and twenty miles away, where the +sun sets in a blaze of colour flaming on a gold background, and the +dark, low shores trend towards each other. And in the great +silence the deep, faint booming of the big guns being tested at +Shoeburyness hangs about the Nore--a historical spot in the keeping +of one of England's appointed guardians. + + + +XXXI. + + + +The Nore sand remains covered at low-water, and never seen by human +eye; but the Nore is a name to conjure with visions of historical +events, of battles, of fleets, of mutinies, of watch and ward kept +upon the great throbbing heart of the State. This ideal point of +the estuary, this centre of memories, is marked upon the steely +gray expanse of the waters by a lightship painted red that, from a +couple of miles off, looks like a cheap and bizarre little toy. I +remember how, on coming up the river for the first time, I was +surprised at the smallness of that vivid object--a tiny warm speck +of crimson lost in an immensity of gray tones. I was startled, as +if of necessity the principal beacon in the water-way of the +greatest town on earth should have presented imposing proportions. +And, behold! the brown sprit-sail of a barge hid it entirely from +my view. + +Coming in from the eastward, the bright colouring of the lightship +marking the part of the river committed to the charge of an Admiral +(the Commander-in-Chief at the Nore) accentuates the dreariness and +the great breadth of the Thames Estuary. But soon the course of +the ship opens the entrance of the Medway, with its men-of-war +moored in line, and the long wooden jetty of Port Victoria, with +its few low buildings like the beginning of a hasty settlement upon +a wild and unexplored shore. The famous Thames barges sit in brown +clusters upon the water with an effect of birds floating upon a +pond. On the imposing expanse of the great estuary the traffic of +the port where so much of the world's work and the world's thinking +is being done becomes insignificant, scattered, streaming away in +thin lines of ships stringing themselves out into the eastern +quarter through the various navigable channels of which the Nore +lightship marks the divergence. The coasting traffic inclines to +the north; the deep-water ships steer east with a southern +inclination, on through the Downs, to the most remote ends of the +world. In the widening of the shores sinking low in the gray, +smoky distances the greatness of the sea receives the mercantile +fleet of good ships that London sends out upon the turn of every +tide. They follow each other, going very close by the Essex shore. +Such as the beads of a rosary told by business-like shipowners for +the greater profit of the world they slip one by one into the open: +while in the offing the inward-bound ships come up singly and in +bunches from under the sea horizon closing the mouth of the river +between Orfordness and North Foreland. They all converge upon the +Nore, the warm speck of red upon the tones of drab and gray, with +the distant shores running together towards the west, low and flat, +like the sides of an enormous canal. The sea-reach of the Thames +is straight, and, once Sheerness is left behind, its banks seem +very uninhabited, except for the cluster of houses which is +Southend, or here and there a lonely wooden jetty where petroleum +ships discharge their dangerous cargoes, and the oil-storage tanks, +low and round with slightly-domed roofs, peep over the edge of the +fore-shore, as it were a village of Central African huts imitated +in iron. Bordered by the black and shining mud-flats, the level +marsh extends for miles. Away in the far background the land +rises, closing the view with a continuous wooded slope, forming in +the distance an interminable rampart overgrown with bushes. + +Then, on the slight turn of the Lower Hope Reach, clusters of +factory chimneys come distinctly into view, tall and slender above +the squat ranges of cement works in Grays and Greenhithe. Smoking +quietly at the top against the great blaze of a magnificent sunset, +they give an industrial character to the scene, speak of work, +manufactures, and trade, as palm-groves on the coral strands of +distant islands speak of the luxuriant grace, beauty and vigour of +tropical nature. The houses of Gravesend crowd upon the shore with +an effect of confusion as if they had tumbled down haphazard from +the top of the hill at the back. The flatness of the Kentish shore +ends there. A fleet of steam-tugs lies at anchor in front of the +various piers. A conspicuous church spire, the first seen +distinctly coming from the sea, has a thoughtful grace, the +serenity of a fine form above the chaotic disorder of men's houses. +But on the other side, on the flat Essex side, a shapeless and +desolate red edifice, a vast pile of bricks with many windows and a +slate roof more inaccessible than an Alpine slope, towers over the +bend in monstrous ugliness, the tallest, heaviest building for +miles around, a thing like an hotel, like a mansion of flats (all +to let), exiled into these fields out of a street in West +Kensington. Just round the corner, as it were, on a pier defined +with stone blocks and wooden piles, a white mast, slender like a +stalk of straw and crossed by a yard like a knitting-needle, flying +the signals of flag and balloon, watches over a set of heavy dock- +gates. Mast-heads and funnel-tops of ships peep above the ranges +of corrugated iron roofs. This is the entrance to Tilbury Dock, +the most recent of all London docks, the nearest to the sea. + +Between the crowded houses of Gravesend and the monstrous red-brick +pile on the Essex shore the ship is surrendered fairly to the grasp +of the river. That hint of loneliness, that soul of the sea which +had accompanied her as far as the Lower Hope Reach, abandons her at +the turn of the first bend above. The salt, acrid flavour is gone +out of the air, together with a sense of unlimited space opening +free beyond the threshold of sandbanks below the Nore. The waters +of the sea rush on past Gravesend, tumbling the big mooring buoys +laid along the face of the town; but the sea-freedom stops short +there, surrendering the salt tide to the needs, the artifices, the +contrivances of toiling men. Wharves, landing-places, dock-gates, +waterside stairs, follow each other continuously right up to London +Bridge, and the hum of men's work fills the river with a menacing, +muttering note as of a breathless, ever-driving gale. The water- +way, so fair above and wide below, flows oppressed by bricks and +mortar and stone, by blackened timber and grimed glass and rusty +iron, covered with black barges, whipped up by paddles and screws, +overburdened with craft, overhung with chains, overshadowed by +walls making a steep gorge for its bed, filled with a haze of smoke +and dust. + +This stretch of the Thames from London Bridge to the Albert Docks +is to other watersides of river ports what a virgin forest would be +to a garden. It is a thing grown up, not made. It recalls a +jungle by the confused, varied, and impenetrable aspect of the +buildings that line the shore, not according to a planned purpose, +but as if sprung up by accident from scattered seeds. Like the +matted growth of bushes and creepers veiling the silent depths of +an unexplored wilderness, they hide the depths of London's +infinitely varied, vigorous, seething life. In other river ports +it is not so. They lie open to their stream, with quays like broad +clearings, with streets like avenues cut through thick timber for +the convenience of trade. I am thinking now of river ports I have +seen--of Antwerp, for instance; of Nantes or Bordeaux, or even old +Rouen, where the night-watchmen of ships, elbows on rail, gaze at +shop-windows and brilliant cafes, and see the audience go in and +come out of the opera-house. But London, the oldest and greatest +of river ports, does not possess as much as a hundred yards of open +quays upon its river front. Dark and impenetrable at night, like +the face of a forest, is the London waterside. It is the waterside +of watersides, where only one aspect of the world's life can be +seen, and only one kind of men toils on the edge of the stream. +The lightless walls seem to spring from the very mud upon which the +stranded barges lie; and the narrow lanes coming down to the +foreshore resemble the paths of smashed bushes and crumbled earth +where big game comes to drink on the banks of tropical streams. + +Behind the growth of the London waterside the docks of London +spread out unsuspected, smooth, and placid, lost amongst the +buildings like dark lagoons hidden in a thick forest. They lie +concealed in the intricate growth of houses with a few stalks of +mastheads here and there overtopping the roof of some four-story +warehouse. + +It is a strange conjunction this of roofs and mastheads, of walls +and yard-arms. I remember once having the incongruity of the +relation brought home to me in a practical way. I was the chief +officer of a fine ship, just docked with a cargo of wool from +Sydney, after a ninety days' passage. In fact, we had not been in +more than half an hour and I was still busy making her fast to the +stone posts of a very narrow quay in front of a lofty warehouse. +An old man with a gray whisker under the chin and brass buttons on +his pilot-cloth jacket, hurried up along the quay hailing my ship +by name. He was one of those officials called berthing-masters-- +not the one who had berthed us, but another, who, apparently, had +been busy securing a steamer at the other end of the dock. I could +see from afar his hard blue eyes staring at us, as if fascinated, +with a queer sort of absorption. I wondered what that worthy sea- +dog had found to criticise in my ship's rigging. And I, too, +glanced aloft anxiously. I could see nothing wrong there. But +perhaps that superannuated fellow-craftsman was simply admiring the +ship's perfect order aloft, I thought, with some secret pride; for +the chief officer is responsible for his ship's appearance, and as +to her outward condition, he is the man open to praise or blame. +Meantime the old salt ("ex-coasting skipper" was writ large all +over his person) had hobbled up alongside in his bumpy, shiny +boots, and, waving an arm, short and thick like the flipper of a +seal, terminated by a paw red as an uncooked beef-steak, addressed +the poop in a muffled, faint, roaring voice, as if a sample of +every North-Sea fog of his life had been permanently lodged in his +throat: "Haul 'em round, Mr. Mate!" were his words. "If you don't +look sharp, you'll have your topgallant yards through the windows +of that 'ere warehouse presently!" This was the only cause of his +interest in the ship's beautiful spars. I own that for a time I +was struck dumb by the bizarre associations of yard-arms and +window-panes. To break windows is the last thing one would think +of in connection with a ship's topgallant yard, unless, indeed, one +were an experienced berthing-master in one of the London docks. +This old chap was doing his little share of the world's work with +proper efficiency. His little blue eyes had made out the danger +many hundred yards off. His rheumaticky feet, tired with balancing +that squat body for many years upon the decks of small coasters, +and made sore by miles of tramping upon the flagstones of the dock +side, had hurried up in time to avert a ridiculous catastrophe. I +answered him pettishly, I fear, and as if I had known all about it +before. + +"All right, all right! can't do everything at once." + +He remained near by, muttering to himself till the yards had been +hauled round at my order, and then raised again his foggy, thick +voice: + +"None too soon," he observed, with a critical glance up at the +towering side of the warehouse. "That's a half-sovereign in your +pocket, Mr. Mate. You should always look first how you are for +them windows before you begin to breast in your ship to the quay." + +It was good advice. But one cannot think of everything or foresee +contacts of things apparently as remote as stars and hop-poles. + + + +XXXII. + + + +The view of ships lying moored in some of the older docks of London +has always suggested to my mind the image of a flock of swans kept +in the flooded backyard of grim tenement houses. The flatness of +the walls surrounding the dark pool on which they float brings out +wonderfully the flowing grace of the lines on which a ship's hull +is built. The lightness of these forms, devised to meet the winds +and the seas, makes, by contrast with the great piles of bricks, +the chains and cables of their moorings appear very necessary, as +if nothing less could prevent them from soaring upwards and over +the roofs. The least puff of wind stealing round the corners of +the dock buildings stirs these captives fettered to rigid shores. +It is as if the soul of a ship were impatient of confinement. +Those masted hulls, relieved of their cargo, become restless at the +slightest hint of the wind's freedom. However tightly moored, they +range a little at their berths, swaying imperceptibly the spire- +like assemblages of cordage and spars. You can detect their +impatience by watching the sway of the mastheads against the +motionless, the soulless gravity of mortar and stones. As you pass +alongside each hopeless prisoner chained to the quay, the slight +grinding noise of the wooden fenders makes a sound of angry +muttering. But, after all, it may be good for ships to go through +a period of restraint and repose, as the restraint and self- +communion of inactivity may be good for an unruly soul--not, +indeed, that I mean to say that ships are unruly; on the contrary, +they are faithful creatures, as so many men can testify. And +faithfulness is a great restraint, the strongest bond laid upon the +self-will of men and ships on this globe of land and sea. + +This interval of bondage in the docks rounds each period of a +ship's life with the sense of accomplished duty, of an effectively +played part in the work of the world. The dock is the scene of +what the world would think the most serious part in the light, +bounding, swaying life of a ship. But there are docks and docks. +The ugliness of some docks is appalling. Wild horses would not +drag from me the name of a certain river in the north whose narrow +estuary is inhospitable and dangerous, and whose docks are like a +nightmare of dreariness and misery. Their dismal shores are +studded thickly with scaffold-like, enormous timber structures, +whose lofty heads are veiled periodically by the infernal gritty +night of a cloud of coal-dust. The most important ingredient for +getting the world's work along is distributed there under the +circumstances of the greatest cruelty meted out to helpless ships. +Shut up in the desolate circuit of these basins, you would think a +free ship would droop and die like a wild bird put into a dirty +cage. But a ship, perhaps because of her faithfulness to men, will +endure an extraordinary lot of ill-usage. Still, I have seen ships +issue from certain docks like half-dead prisoners from a dungeon, +bedraggled, overcome, wholly disguised in dirt, and with their men +rolling white eyeballs in black and worried faces raised to a +heaven which, in its smoky and soiled aspect, seemed to reflect the +sordidness of the earth below. One thing, however, may be said for +the docks of the Port of London on both sides of the river: for +all the complaints of their insufficient equipment, of their +obsolete rules, of failure (they say) in the matter of quick +despatch, no ship need ever issue from their gates in a half- +fainting condition. London is a general cargo port, as is only +proper for the greatest capital of the world to be. General cargo +ports belong to the aristocracy of the earth's trading places, and +in that aristocracy London, as it is its way, has a unique +physiognomy. + +The absence of picturesqueness cannot be laid to the charge of the +docks opening into the Thames. For all my unkind comparisons to +swans and backyards, it cannot be denied that each dock or group of +docks along the north side of the river has its own individual +attractiveness. Beginning with the cosy little St. Katherine's +Dock, lying overshadowed and black like a quiet pool amongst rocky +crags, through the venerable and sympathetic London Docks, with not +a single line of rails in the whole of their area and the aroma of +spices lingering between its warehouses, with their far-famed wine- +cellars--down through the interesting group of West India Docks, +the fine docks at Blackwall, on past the Galleons Reach entrance of +the Victoria and Albert Docks, right down to the vast gloom of the +great basins in Tilbury, each of those places of restraint for +ships has its own peculiar physiognomy, its own expression. And +what makes them unique and attractive is their common trait of +being romantic in their usefulness. + +In their way they are as romantic as the river they serve is unlike +all the other commercial streams of the world. The cosiness of the +St. Katherine's Dock, the old-world air of the London Docks, remain +impressed upon the memory. The docks down the river, abreast of +Woolwich, are imposing by their proportions and the vast scale of +the ugliness that forms their surroundings--ugliness so picturesque +as to become a delight to the eye. When one talks of the Thames +docks, "beauty" is a vain word, but romance has lived too long upon +this river not to have thrown a mantle of glamour upon its banks. + +The antiquity of the port appeals to the imagination by the long +chain of adventurous enterprises that had their inception in the +town and floated out into the world on the waters of the river. +Even the newest of the docks, the Tilbury Dock, shares in the +glamour conferred by historical associations. Queen Elizabeth has +made one of her progresses down there, not one of her journeys of +pomp and ceremony, but an anxious business progress at a crisis of +national history. The menace of that time has passed away, and now +Tilbury is known by its docks. These are very modern, but their +remoteness and isolation upon the Essex marsh, the days of failure +attending their creation, invested them with a romantic air. +Nothing in those days could have been more striking than the vast, +empty basins, surrounded by miles of bare quays and the ranges of +cargo-sheds, where two or three ships seemed lost like bewitched +children in a forest of gaunt, hydraulic cranes. One received a +wonderful impression of utter abandonment, of wasted efficiency. +From the first the Tilbury Docks were very efficient and ready for +their task, but they had come, perhaps, too soon into the field. A +great future lies before Tilbury Docks. They shall never fill a +long-felt want (in the sacramental phrase that is applied to +railways, tunnels, newspapers, and new editions of books). They +were too early in the field. The want shall never be felt because, +free of the trammels of the tide, easy of access, magnificent and +desolate, they are already there, prepared to take and keep the +biggest ships that float upon the sea. They are worthy of the +oldest river port in the world. + + And, truth to say, for all the criticisms flung upon the heads of +the dock companies, the other docks of the Thames are no disgrace +to the town with a population greater than that of some +commonwealths. The growth of London as a well-equipped port has +been slow, while not unworthy of a great capital, of a great centre +of distribution. It must not be forgotten that London has not the +backing of great industrial districts or great fields of natural +exploitation. In this it differs from Liverpool, from Cardiff, +from Newcastle, from Glasgow; and therein the Thames differs from +the Mersey, from the Tyne, from the Clyde. It is an historical +river; it is a romantic stream flowing through the centre of great +affairs, and for all the criticism of the river's administration, +my contention is that its development has been worthy of its +dignity. For a long time the stream itself could accommodate quite +easily the oversea and coasting traffic. That was in the days +when, in the part called the Pool, just below London Bridge, the +vessels moored stem and stern in the very strength of the tide +formed one solid mass like an island covered with a forest of +gaunt, leafless trees; and when the trade had grown too big for the +river there came the St. Katherine's Docks and the London Docks, +magnificent undertakings answering to the need of their time. The +same may be said of the other artificial lakes full of ships that +go in and out upon this high road to all parts of the world. The +labour of the imperial waterway goes on from generation to +generation, goes on day and night. Nothing ever arrests its +sleepless industry but the coming of a heavy fog, which clothes the +teeming stream in a mantle of impenetrable stillness. + +After the gradual cessation of all sound and movement on the +faithful river, only the ringing of ships' bells is heard, +mysterious and muffled in the white vapour from London Bridge right +down to the Nore, for miles and miles in a decrescendo tinkling, to +where the estuary broadens out into the North Sea, and the anchored +ships lie scattered thinly in the shrouded channels between the +sand-banks of the Thames' mouth. Through the long and glorious +tale of years of the river's strenuous service to its people these +are its only breathing times. + + + +XXXIII. + + + +A ship in dock, surrounded by quays and the walls of warehouses, +has the appearance of a prisoner meditating upon freedom in the +sadness of a free spirit put under restraint. Chain cables and +stout ropes keep her bound to stone posts at the edge of a paved +shore, and a berthing-master, with brass buttons on his coat, walks +about like a weather-beaten and ruddy gaoler, casting jealous, +watchful glances upon the moorings that fetter a ship lying passive +and still and safe, as if lost in deep regrets of her days of +liberty and danger on the sea. + +The swarm of renegades--dock-masters, berthing-masters, gatemen, +and such like--appear to nurse an immense distrust of the captive +ship's resignation. There never seem chains and ropes enough to +satisfy their minds concerned with the safe binding of free ships +to the strong, muddy, enslaved earth. "You had better put another +bight of a hawser astern, Mr. Mate," is the usual phrase in their +mouth. I brand them for renegades, because most of them have been +sailors in their time. As if the infirmities of old age--the gray +hair, the wrinkles at the corners of the eyes, and the knotted +veins of the hands--were the symptoms of moral poison, they prowl +about the quays with an underhand air of gloating over the broken +spirit of noble captives. They want more fenders, more breasting- +ropes; they want more springs, more shackles, more fetters; they +want to make ships with volatile souls as motionless as square +blocks of stone. They stand on the mud of pavements, these +degraded sea-dogs, with long lines of railway-trucks clanking their +couplings behind their backs, and run malevolent glances over your +ship from headgear to taffrail, only wishing to tyrannize over the +poor creature under the hypocritical cloak of benevolence and care. +Here and there cargo cranes looking like instruments of torture for +ships swing cruel hooks at the end of long chains. Gangs of dock- +labourers swarm with muddy feet over the gangways. It is a moving +sight this, of so many men of the earth, earthy, who never cared +anything for a ship, trampling unconcerned, brutal and hob-nailed +upon her helpless body. + +Fortunately, nothing can deface the beauty of a ship. That sense +of a dungeon, that sense of a horrible and degrading misfortune +overtaking a creature fair to see and safe to trust, attaches only +to ships moored in the docks of great European ports. You feel +that they are dishonestly locked up, to be hunted about from wharf +to wharf on a dark, greasy, square pool of black water as a brutal +reward at the end of a faithful voyage. + +A ship anchored in an open roadstead, with cargo-lighters alongside +and her own tackle swinging the burden over the rail, is +accomplishing in freedom a function of her life. There is no +restraint; there is space: clear water around her, and a clear sky +above her mastheads, with a landscape of green hills and charming +bays opening around her anchorage. She is not abandoned by her own +men to the tender mercies of shore people. She still shelters, and +is looked after by, her own little devoted band, and you feel that +presently she will glide between the headlands and disappear. It +is only at home, in dock, that she lies abandoned, shut off from +freedom by all the artifices of men that think of quick despatch +and profitable freights. It is only then that the odious, +rectangular shadows of walls and roofs fall upon her decks, with +showers of soot. + +To a man who has never seen the extraordinary nobility, strength, +and grace that the devoted generations of ship-builders have +evolved from some pure nooks of their simple souls, the sight that +could be seen five-and-twenty years ago of a large fleet of +clippers moored along the north side of the New South Dock was an +inspiring spectacle. Then there was a quarter of a mile of them, +from the iron dockyard-gates guarded by policemen, in a long, +forest-like perspective of masts, moored two and two to many stout +wooden jetties. Their spars dwarfed with their loftiness the +corrugated-iron sheds, their jibbooms extended far over the shore, +their white-and-gold figure-heads, almost dazzling in their purity, +overhung the straight, long quay above the mud and dirt of the +wharfside, with the busy figures of groups and single men moving to +and fro, restless and grimy under their soaring immobility. + +At tide-time you would see one of the loaded ships with battened- +down hatches drop out of the ranks and float in the clear space of +the dock, held by lines dark and slender, like the first threads of +a spider's web, extending from her bows and her quarters to the +mooring-posts on shore. There, graceful and still, like a bird +ready to spread its wings, she waited till, at the opening of the +gates, a tug or two would hurry in noisily, hovering round her with +an air of fuss and solicitude, and take her out into the river, +tending, shepherding her through open bridges, through dam-like +gates between the flat pier-heads, with a bit of green lawn +surrounded by gravel and a white signal-mast with yard and gaff, +flying a couple of dingy blue, red, or white flags. + +This New South Dock (it was its official name), round which my +earlier professional memories are centred, belongs to the group of +West India Docks, together with two smaller and much older basins +called Import and Export respectively, both with the greatness of +their trade departed from them already. Picturesque and clean as +docks go, these twin basins spread side by side the dark lustre of +their glassy water, sparely peopled by a few ships laid up on buoys +or tucked far away from each other at the end of sheds in the +corners of empty quays, where they seemed to slumber quietly +remote, untouched by the bustle of men's affairs--in retreat rather +than in captivity. They were quaint and sympathetic, those two +homely basins, unfurnished and silent, with no aggressive display +of cranes, no apparatus of hurry and work on their narrow shores. +No railway-lines cumbered them. The knots of labourers trooping in +clumsily round the corners of cargo-sheds to eat their food in +peace out of red cotton handkerchiefs had the air of picnicking by +the side of a lonely mountain pool. They were restful (and I +should say very unprofitable), those basins, where the chief +officer of one of the ships involved in the harassing, strenuous, +noisy activity of the New South Dock only a few yards away could +escape in the dinner-hour to stroll, unhampered by men and affairs, +meditating (if he chose) on the vanity of all things human. At one +time they must have been full of good old slow West Indiamen of the +square-stern type, that took their captivity, one imagines, as +stolidly as they had faced the buffeting of the waves with their +blunt, honest bows, and disgorged sugar, rum, molasses, coffee, or +logwood sedately with their own winch and tackle. But when I knew +them, of exports there was never a sign that one could detect; and +all the imports I have ever seen were some rare cargoes of tropical +timber, enormous baulks roughed out of iron trunks grown in the +woods about the Gulf of Mexico. They lay piled up in stacks of +mighty boles, and it was hard to believe that all this mass of dead +and stripped trees had come out of the flanks of a slender, +innocent-looking little barque with, as likely as not, a homely +woman's name--Ellen this or Annie that--upon her fine bows. But +this is generally the case with a discharged cargo. Once spread at +large over the quay, it looks the most impossible bulk to have all +come there out of that ship along-side. + +They were quiet, serene nooks in the busy world of docks, these +basins where it has never been my good luck to get a berth after +some more or less arduous passage. But one could see at a glance +that men and ships were never hustled there. They were so quiet +that, remembering them well, one comes to doubt that they ever +existed--places of repose for tired ships to dream in, places of +meditation rather than work, where wicked ships--the cranky, the +lazy, the wet, the bad sea boats, the wild steerers, the +capricious, the pig-headed, the generally ungovernable--would have +full leisure to take count and repent of their sins, sorrowful and +naked, with their rent garments of sailcloth stripped off them, and +with the dust and ashes of the London atmosphere upon their +mastheads. For that the worst of ships would repent if she were +ever given time I make no doubt. I have known too many of them. +No ship is wholly bad; and now that their bodies that had braved so +many tempests have been blown off the face of the sea by a puff of +steam, the evil and the good together into the limbo of things that +have served their time, there can be no harm in affirming that in +these vanished generations of willing servants there never has been +one utterly unredeemable soul. + +In the New South Dock there was certainly no time for remorse, +introspection, repentance, or any phenomena of inner life either +for the captive ships or for their officers. From six in the +morning till six at night the hard labour of the prison-house, +which rewards the valiance of ships that win the harbour went on +steadily, great slings of general cargo swinging over the rail, to +drop plumb into the hatchways at the sign of the gangway-tender's +hand. The New South Dock was especially a loading dock for the +Colonies in those great (and last) days of smart wool-clippers, +good to look at and--well--exciting to handle. Some of them were +more fair to see than the others; many were (to put it mildly) +somewhat over-masted; all were expected to make good passages; and +of all that line of ships, whose rigging made a thick, enormous +network against the sky, whose brasses flashed almost as far as the +eye of the policeman at the gates could reach, there was hardly one +that knew of any other port amongst all the ports on the wide earth +but London and Sydney, or London and Melbourne, or London and +Adelaide, perhaps with Hobart Town added for those of smaller +tonnage. One could almost have believed, as her gray-whiskered +second mate used to say of the old Duke of S-, that they knew the +road to the Antipodes better than their own skippers, who, year in, +year out, took them from London--the place of captivity--to some +Australian port where, twenty-five years ago, though moored well +and tight enough to the wooden wharves, they felt themselves no +captives, but honoured guests. + + + +XXXIV. + + + +These towns of the Antipodes, not so great then as they are now, +took an interest in the shipping, the running links with "home," +whose numbers confirmed the sense of their growing importance. +They made it part and parcel of their daily interests. This was +especially the case in Sydney, where, from the heart of the fair +city, down the vista of important streets, could be seen the wool- +clippers lying at the Circular Quay--no walled prison-house of a +dock that, but the integral part of one of the finest, most +beautiful, vast, and safe bays the sun ever shone upon. Now great +steam-liners lie at these berths, always reserved for the sea +aristocracy--grand and imposing enough ships, but here to-day and +gone next week; whereas the general cargo, emigrant, and passenger +clippers of my time, rigged with heavy spars, and built on fine +lines, used to remain for months together waiting for their load of +wool. Their names attained the dignity of household words. On +Sundays and holidays the citizens trooped down, on visiting bent, +and the lonely officer on duty solaced himself by playing the +cicerone--especially to the citizenesses with engaging manners and +a well-developed sense of the fun that may be got out of the +inspection of a ship's cabins and state-rooms. The tinkle of more +or less untuned cottage pianos floated out of open stern-ports till +the gas-lamps began to twinkle in the streets, and the ship's +night-watchman, coming sleepily on duty after his unsatisfactory +day slumbers, hauled down the flags and fastened a lighted lantern +at the break of the gangway. The night closed rapidly upon the +silent ships with their crews on shore. Up a short, steep ascent +by the King's Head pub., patronized by the cooks and stewards of +the fleet, the voice of a man crying "Hot saveloys!" at the end of +George Street, where the cheap eating-houses (sixpence a meal) were +kept by Chinamen (Sun-kum-on's was not bad), is heard at regular +intervals. I have listened for hours to this most pertinacious +pedlar (I wonder whether he is dead or has made a fortune), while +sitting on the rail of the old Duke of S- (she's dead, poor thing! +a violent death on the coast of New Zealand), fascinated by the +monotony, the regularity, the abruptness of the recurring cry, and +so exasperated at the absurd spell, that I wished the fellow would +choke himself to death with a mouthful of his own infamous wares. + +A stupid job, and fit only for an old man, my comrades used to tell +me, to be the night-watchman of a captive (though honoured) ship. +And generally the oldest of the able seamen in a ship's crew does +get it. But sometimes neither the oldest nor any other fairly +steady seaman is forthcoming. Ships' crews had the trick of +melting away swiftly in those days. So, probably on account of my +youth, innocence, and pensive habits (which made me sometimes +dilatory in my work about the rigging), I was suddenly nominated, +in our chief mate Mr. B-'s most sardonic tones, to that enviable +situation. I do not regret the experience. The night humours of +the town descended from the street to the waterside in the still +watches of the night: larrikins rushing down in bands to settle +some quarrel by a stand-up fight, away from the police, in an +indistinct ring half hidden by piles of cargo, with the sounds of +blows, a groan now and then, the stamping of feet, and the cry of +"Time!" rising suddenly above the sinister and excited murmurs; +night-prowlers, pursued or pursuing, with a stifled shriek followed +by a profound silence, or slinking stealthily along-side like +ghosts, and addressing me from the quay below in mysterious tones +with incomprehensible propositions. The cabmen, too, who twice a +week, on the night when the A.S.N. Company's passenger-boat was due +to arrive, used to range a battalion of blazing lamps opposite the +ship, were very amusing in their way. They got down from their +perches and told each other impolite stories in racy language, +every word of which reached me distinctly over the bulwarks as I +sat smoking on the main-hatch. On one occasion I had an hour or so +of a most intellectual conversation with a person whom I could not +see distinctly, a gentleman from England, he said, with a +cultivated voice, I on deck and he on the quay sitting on the case +of a piano (landed out of our hold that very afternoon), and +smoking a cigar which smelt very good. We touched, in our +discourse, upon science, politics, natural history, and operatic +singers. Then, after remarking abruptly, "You seem to be rather +intelligent, my man," he informed me pointedly that his name was +Mr. Senior, and walked off--to his hotel, I suppose. Shadows! +Shadows! I think I saw a white whisker as he turned under the +lamp-post. It is a shock to think that in the natural course of +nature he must be dead by now. There was nothing to object to in +his intelligence but a little dogmatism maybe. And his name was +Senior! Mr. Senior! + +The position had its drawbacks, however. One wintry, blustering, +dark night in July, as I stood sleepily out of the rain under the +break of the poop something resembling an ostrich dashed up the +gangway. I say ostrich because the creature, though it ran on two +legs, appeared to help its progress by working a pair of short +wings; it was a man, however, only his coat, ripped up the back and +flapping in two halves above his shoulders, gave him that weird and +fowl-like appearance. At least, I suppose it was his coat, for it +was impossible to make him out distinctly. How he managed to come +so straight upon me, at speed and without a stumble over a strange +deck, I cannot imagine. He must have been able to see in the dark +better than any cat. He overwhelmed me with panting entreaties to +let him take shelter till morning in our forecastle. Following my +strict orders, I refused his request, mildly at first, in a sterner +tone as he insisted with growing impudence. + +"For God's sake let me, matey! Some of 'em are after me--and I've +got hold of a ticker here." + +"You clear out of this!" I said. + +"Don't be hard on a chap, old man!" he whined pitifully. + +"Now then, get ashore at once. Do you hear?" + +Silence. He appeared to cringe, mute, as if words had failed him +through grief; then--bang! came a concussion and a great flash of +light in which he vanished, leaving me prone on my back with the +most abominable black eye that anybody ever got in the faithful +discharge of duty. Shadows! Shadows! I hope he escaped the +enemies he was fleeing from to live and flourish to this day. But +his fist was uncommonly hard and his aim miraculously true in the +dark. + +There were other experiences, less painful and more funny for the +most part, with one amongst them of a dramatic complexion; but the +greatest experience of them all was Mr. B-, our chief mate himself. + +He used to go ashore every night to foregather in some hotel's +parlour with his crony, the mate of the barque Cicero, lying on the +other side of the Circular Quay. Late at night I would hear from +afar their stumbling footsteps and their voices raised in endless +argument. The mate of the Cicero was seeing his friend on board. +They would continue their senseless and muddled discourse in tones +of profound friendship for half an hour or so at the shore end of +our gangway, and then I would hear Mr. B- insisting that he must +see the other on board his ship. And away they would go, their +voices, still conversing with excessive amity, being heard moving +all round the harbour. It happened more than once that they would +thus perambulate three or four times the distance, each seeing the +other on board his ship out of pure and disinterested affection. +Then, through sheer weariness, or perhaps in a moment of +forgetfulness, they would manage to part from each other somehow, +and by-and-by the planks of our long gangway would bend and creak +under the weight of Mr. B- coming on board for good at last. + +On the rail his burly form would stop and stand swaying. + +"Watchman!" + +"Sir." + +A pause. + +He waited for a moment of steadiness before negotiating the three +steps of the inside ladder from rail to deck; and the watchman, +taught by experience, would forbear offering help which would be +received as an insult at that particular stage of the mate's +return. But many times I trembled for his neck. He was a heavy +man. + +Then with a rush and a thump it would be done. He never had to +pick himself up; but it took him a minute or so to pull himself +together after the descent. + +"Watchman!" + +"Sir." + +"Captain aboard?" + +"Yes, sir." + +Pause. + +"Dog aboard?" + +"Yes, sir." + +Pause. + +Our dog was a gaunt and unpleasant beast, more like a wolf in poor +health than a dog, and I never noticed Mr. B- at any other time +show the slightest interest in the doings of the animal. But that +question never failed. + +"Let's have your arm to steady me along." + +I was always prepared for that request. He leaned on me heavily +till near enough the cabin-door to catch hold of the handle. Then +he would let go my arm at once. + +"That'll do. I can manage now." + +And he could manage. He could manage to find his way into his +berth, light his lamp, get into his bed--ay, and get out of it when +I called him at half-past five, the first man on deck, lifting the +cup of morning coffee to his lips with a steady hand, ready for +duty as though he had virtuously slept ten solid hours--a better +chief officer than many a man who had never tasted grog in his +life. He could manage all that, but could never manage to get on +in life. + +Only once he failed to seize the cabin-door handle at the first +grab. He waited a little, tried again, and again failed. His +weight was growing heavier on my arm. He sighed slowly. + +"D-n that handle!" + +Without letting go his hold of me he turned about, his face lit up +bright as day by the full moon. + +"I wish she were out at sea," he growled savagely. + +"Yes, sir." + +I felt the need to say something, because he hung on to me as if +lost, breathing heavily. + +"Ports are no good--ships rot, men go to the devil!" + +I kept still, and after a while he repeated with a sigh. + +"I wish she were at sea out of this." + +"So do I, sir," I ventured. + +Holding my shoulder, he turned upon me. + +"You! What's that to you where she is? You don't--drink." + +And even on that night he "managed it" at last. He got hold of the +handle. But he did not manage to light his lamp (I don't think he +even tried), though in the morning as usual he was the first on +deck, bull-necked, curly-headed, watching the hands turn-to with +his sardonic expression and unflinching gaze. + +I met him ten years afterwards, casually, unexpectedly, in the +street, on coming out of my consignee office. I was not likely to +have forgotten him with his "I can manage now." He recognised me +at once, remembered my name, and in what ship I had served under +his orders. He looked me over from head to foot. + +"What are you doing here?" he asked. + +"I am commanding a little barque," I said, "loading here for +Mauritius." Then, thoughtlessly, I added: "And what are you +doing, Mr. B-?" + +"I," he said, looking at me unflinchingly, with his old sardonic +grin--"I am looking for something to do." + +I felt I would rather have bitten out my tongue. His jet-black, +curly hair had turned iron-gray; he was scrupulously neat as ever, +but frightfully threadbare. His shiny boots were worn down at +heel. But he forgave me, and we drove off together in a hansom to +dine on board my ship. He went over her conscientiously, praised +her heartily, congratulated me on my command with absolute +sincerity. At dinner, as I offered him wine and beer he shook his +head, and as I sat looking at him interrogatively, muttered in an +undertone: + +"I've given up all that." + +After dinner we came again on deck. It seemed as though he could +not tear himself away from the ship. We were fitting some new +lower rigging, and he hung about, approving, suggesting, giving me +advice in his old manner. Twice he addressed me as "My boy," and +corrected himself quickly to "Captain." My mate was about to leave +me (to get married), but I concealed the fact from Mr. B-. I was +afraid he would ask me to give him the berth in some ghastly +jocular hint that I could not refuse to take. I was afraid. It +would have been impossible. I could not have given orders to Mr. +B-, and I am sure he would not have taken them from me very long. +He could not have managed that, though he had managed to break +himself from drink--too late. + +He said good-bye at last. As I watched his burly, bull-necked +figure walk away up the street, I wondered with a sinking heart +whether he had much more than the price of a night's lodging in his +pocket. And I understood that if that very minute I were to call +out after him, he would not even turn his head. He, too, is no +more than a shadow, but I seem to hear his words spoken on the +moonlit deck of the old Duke--: + +"Ports are no good--ships rot, men go to the devil!" + + + +XXXV. + + + +"Ships!" exclaimed an elderly seaman in clean shore togs. "Ships"- +-and his keen glance, turning away from my face, ran along the +vista of magnificent figure-heads that in the late seventies used +to overhang in a serried rank the muddy pavement by the side of the +New South Dock--"ships are all right; it's the men in 'em. . ." + +Fifty hulls, at least, moulded on lines of beauty and speed--hulls +of wood, of iron, expressing in their forms the highest achievement +of modern ship-building--lay moored all in a row, stem to quay, as +if assembled there for an exhibition, not of a great industry, but +of a great art. Their colours were gray, black, dark green, with a +narrow strip of yellow moulding defining their sheer, or with a row +of painted ports decking in warlike decoration their robust flanks +of cargo-carriers that would know no triumph but of speed in +carrying a burden, no glory other than of a long service, no +victory but that of an endless, obscure contest with the sea. The +great empty hulls with swept holds, just out of dry-dock, with +their paint glistening freshly, sat high-sided with ponderous +dignity alongside the wooden jetties, looking more like unmovable +buildings than things meant to go afloat; others, half loaded, far +on the way to recover the true sea-physiognomy of a ship brought +down to her load-line, looked more accessible. Their less steeply +slanting gangways seemed to invite the strolling sailors in search +of a berth to walk on board and try "for a chance" with the chief +mate, the guardian of a ship's efficiency. As if anxious to remain +unperceived amongst their overtopping sisters, two or three +"finished" ships floated low, with an air of straining at the leash +of their level headfasts, exposing to view their cleared decks and +covered hatches, prepared to drop stern first out of the labouring +ranks, displaying the true comeliness of form which only her proper +sea-trim gives to a ship. And for a good quarter of a mile, from +the dockyard gate to the farthest corner, where the old housed-in +hulk, the President (drill-ship, then, of the Naval Reserve), used +to lie with her frigate side rubbing against the stone of the quay, +above all these hulls, ready and unready, a hundred and fifty lofty +masts, more or less, held out the web of their rigging like an +immense net, in whose close mesh, black against the sky, the heavy +yards seemed to be entangled and suspended. + +It was a sight. The humblest craft that floats makes its appeal to +a seaman by the faithfulness of her life; and this was the place +where one beheld the aristocracy of ships. It was a noble +gathering of the fairest and the swiftest, each bearing at the bow +the carved emblem of her name, as in a gallery of plaster-casts, +figures of women with mural crowns, women with flowing robes, with +gold fillets on their hair or blue scarves round their waists, +stretching out rounded arms as if to point the way; heads of men +helmeted or bare; full lengths of warriors, of kings, of statesmen, +of lords and princesses, all white from top to toe; with here and +there a dusky turbaned figure, bedizened in many colours, of some +Eastern sultan or hero, all inclined forward under the slant of +mighty bowsprits as if eager to begin another run of 11,000 miles +in their leaning attitudes. These were the fine figure-heads of +the finest ships afloat. But why, unless for the love of the life +those effigies shared with us in their wandering impassivity, +should one try to reproduce in words an impression of whose +fidelity there can be no critic and no judge, since such an +exhibition of the art of shipbuilding and the art of figure-head +carving as was seen from year's end to year's end in the open-air +gallery of the New South Dock no man's eye shall behold again? All +that patient, pale company of queens and princesses, of kings and +warriors, of allegorical women, of heroines and statesmen and +heathen gods, crowned, helmeted, bare-headed, has run for good off +the sea stretching to the last above the tumbling foam their fair, +rounded arms; holding out their spears, swords, shields, tridents +in the same unwearied, striving forward pose. And nothing remains +but lingering perhaps in the memory of a few men, the sound of +their names, vanished a long time ago from the first page of the +great London dailies; from big posters in railway-stations and the +doors of shipping offices; from the minds of sailors, dockmasters, +pilots, and tugmen; from the hail of gruff voices and the flutter +of signal flags exchanged between ships closing upon each other and +drawing apart in the open immensity of the sea. + +The elderly, respectable seaman, withdrawing his gaze from that +multitude of spars, gave me a glance to make sure of our fellowship +in the craft and mystery of the sea. We had met casually, and had +got into contact as I had stopped near him, my attention being +caught by the same peculiarity he was looking at in the rigging of +an obviously new ship, a ship with her reputation all to make yet +in the talk of the seamen who were to share their life with her. +Her name was already on their lips. I had heard it uttered between +two thick, red-necked fellows of the semi-nautical type at the +Fenchurch Street Railway-station, where, in those days, the +everyday male crowd was attired in jerseys and pilot-cloth mostly, +and had the air of being more conversant with the times of high- +water than with the times of the trains. I had noticed that new +ship's name on the first page of my morning paper. I had stared at +the unfamiliar grouping of its letters, blue on white ground, on +the advertisement-boards, whenever the train came to a standstill +alongside one of the shabby, wooden, wharf-like platforms of the +dock railway-line. She had been named, with proper observances, on +the day she came off the stocks, no doubt, but she was very far yet +from "having a name." Untried, ignorant of the ways of the sea, +she had been thrust amongst that renowned company of ships to load +for her maiden voyage. There was nothing to vouch for her +soundness and the worth of her character, but the reputation of the +building-yard whence she was launched headlong into the world of +waters. She looked modest to me. I imagined her diffident, lying +very quiet, with her side nestling shyly against the wharf to which +she was made fast with very new lines, intimidated by the company +of her tried and experienced sisters already familiar with all the +violences of the ocean and the exacting love of men. They had had +more long voyages to make their names in than she had known weeks +of carefully tended life, for a new ship receives as much attention +as if she were a young bride. Even crabbed old dock-masters look +at her with benevolent eyes. In her shyness at the threshold of a +laborious and uncertain life, where so much is expected of a ship, +she could not have been better heartened and comforted, had she +only been able to hear and understand, than by the tone of deep +conviction in which my elderly, respectable seaman repeated the +first part of his saying, "Ships are all right . . ." + +His civility prevented him from repeating the other, the bitter +part. It had occurred to him that it was perhaps indelicate to +insist. He had recognised in me a ship's officer, very possibly +looking for a berth like himself, and so far a comrade, but still a +man belonging to that sparsely-peopled after-end of a ship, where a +great part of her reputation as a "good ship," in seaman's +parlance, is made or marred. + +"Can you say that of all ships without exception?" I asked, being +in an idle mood, because, if an obvious ship's officer, I was not, +as a matter of fact, down at the docks to "look for a berth," an +occupation as engrossing as gambling, and as little favourable to +the free exchange of ideas, besides being destructive of the kindly +temper needed for casual intercourse with one's fellow-creatures. + +"You can always put up with 'em," opined the respectable seaman +judicially. + +He was not averse from talking, either. If he had come down to the +dock to look for a berth, he did not seem oppressed by anxiety as +to his chances. He had the serenity of a man whose estimable +character is fortunately expressed by his personal appearance in an +unobtrusive, yet convincing, manner which no chief officer in want +of hands could resist. And, true enough, I learned presently that +the mate of the Hyperion had "taken down" his name for quarter- +master. "We sign on Friday, and join next day for the morning +tide," he remarked, in a deliberate, careless tone, which +contrasted strongly with his evident readiness to stand there +yarning for an hour or so with an utter stranger. + +"Hyperion," I said. "I don't remember ever seeing that ship +anywhere. What sort of a name has she got?" + +It appeared from his discursive answer that she had not much of a +name one way or another. She was not very fast. It took no fool, +though, to steer her straight, he believed. Some years ago he had +seen her in Calcutta, and he remembered being told by somebody +then, that on her passage up the river she had carried away both +her hawse-pipes. But that might have been the pilot's fault. Just +now, yarning with the apprentices on board, he had heard that this +very voyage, brought up in the Downs, outward bound, she broke her +sheer, struck adrift, and lost an anchor and chain. But that might +have occurred through want of careful tending in a tideway. All +the same, this looked as though she were pretty hard on her ground- +tackle. Didn't it? She seemed a heavy ship to handle, anyway. +For the rest, as she had a new captain and a new mate this voyage, +he understood, one couldn't say how she would turn out. . . . + +In such marine shore-talk as this is the name of a ship slowly +established, her fame made for her, the tale of her qualities and +of her defects kept, her idiosyncrasies commented upon with the +zest of personal gossip, her achievements made much of, her faults +glossed over as things that, being without remedy in our imperfect +world, should not be dwelt upon too much by men who, with the help +of ships, wrest out a bitter living from the rough grasp of the +sea. All that talk makes up her "name," which is handed over from +one crew to another without bitterness, without animosity, with the +indulgence of mutual dependence, and with the feeling of close +association in the exercise of her perfections and in the danger of +her defects. + +This feeling explains men's pride in ships. "Ships are all right," +as my middle-aged, respectable quartermaster said with much +conviction and some irony; but they are not exactly what men make +them. They have their own nature; they can of themselves minister +to our self-esteem by the demand their qualities make upon our +skill and their shortcomings upon our hardiness and endurance. +Which is the more flattering exaction it is hard to say; but there +is the fact that in listening for upwards of twenty years to the +sea-talk that goes on afloat and ashore I have never detected the +true note of animosity. I won't deny that at sea, sometimes, the +note of profanity was audible enough in those chiding +interpellations a wet, cold, weary seaman addresses to his ship, +and in moments of exasperation is disposed to extend to all ships +that ever were launched--to the whole everlastingly exacting brood +that swims in deep waters. And I have heard curses launched at the +unstable element itself, whose fascination, outlasting the +accumulated experience of ages, had captured him as it had captured +the generations of his forebears. + +For all that has been said of the love that certain natures (on +shore) have professed to feel for it, for all the celebrations it +had been the object of in prose and song, the sea has never been +friendly to man. At most it has been the accomplice of human +restlessness, and playing the part of dangerous abettor of world- +wide ambitions. Faithful to no race after the manner of the kindly +earth, receiving no impress from valour and toil and self- +sacrifice, recognising no finality of dominion, the sea has never +adopted the cause of its masters like those lands where the +victorious nations of mankind have taken root, rocking their +cradles and setting up their gravestones. He--man or people--who, +putting his trust in the friendship of the sea, neglects the +strength and cunning of his right hand, is a fool! As if it were +too great, too mighty for common virtues, the ocean has no +compassion, no faith, no law, no memory. Its fickleness is to be +held true to men's purposes only by an undaunted resolution and by +a sleepless, armed, jealous vigilance, in which, perhaps, there has +always been more hate than love. Odi et amo may well be the +confession of those who consciously or blindly have surrendered +their existence to the fascination of the sea. All the tempestuous +passions of mankind's young days, the love of loot and the love of +glory, the love of adventure and the love of danger, with the great +love of the unknown and vast dreams of dominion and power, have +passed like images reflected from a mirror, leaving no record upon +the mysterious face of the sea. Impenetrable and heartless, the +sea has given nothing of itself to the suitors for its precarious +favours. Unlike the earth, it cannot be subjugated at any cost of +patience and toil. For all its fascination that has lured so many +to a violent death, its immensity has never been loved as the +mountains, the plains, the desert itself, have been loved. Indeed, +I suspect that, leaving aside the protestations and tributes of +writers who, one is safe in saying, care for little else in the +world than the rhythm of their lines and the cadence of their +phrase, the love of the sea, to which some men and nations confess +so readily, is a complex sentiment wherein pride enters for much, +necessity for not a little, and the love of ships--the untiring +servants of our hopes and our self-esteem--for the best and most +genuine part. For the hundreds who have reviled the sea, beginning +with Shakespeare in the line + + +"More fell than hunger, anguish, or the sea," + + +down to the last obscure sea-dog of the "old model," having but few +words and still fewer thoughts, there could not be found, I +believe, one sailor who has ever coupled a curse with the good or +bad name of a ship. If ever his profanity, provoked by the +hardships of the sea, went so far as to touch his ship, it would be +lightly, as a hand may, without sin, be laid in the way of kindness +on a woman. + + + +XXXVI. + + + +The love that is given to ships is profoundly different from the +love men feel for every other work of their hands--the love they +bear to their houses, for instance--because it is untainted by the +pride of possession. The pride of skill, the pride of +responsibility, the pride of endurance there may be, but otherwise +it is a disinterested sentiment. No seaman ever cherished a ship, +even if she belonged to him, merely because of the profit she put +in his pocket. No one, I think, ever did; for a ship-owner, even +of the best, has always been outside the pale of that sentiment +embracing in a feeling of intimate, equal fellowship the ship and +the man, backing each other against the implacable, if sometimes +dissembled, hostility of their world of waters. The sea--this +truth must be confessed--has no generosity. No display of manly +qualities--courage, hardihood, endurance, faithfulness--has ever +been known to touch its irresponsible consciousness of power. The +ocean has the conscienceless temper of a savage autocrat spoiled by +much adulation. He cannot brook the slightest appearance of +defiance, and has remained the irreconcilable enemy of ships and +men ever since ships and men had the unheard of audacity to go +afloat together in the face of his frown. From that day he has +gone on swallowing up fleets and men without his resentment being +glutted by the number of victims--by so many wrecked ships and +wrecked lives. To-day, as ever, he is ready to beguile and betray, +to smash and to drown the incorrigible optimism of men who, backed +by the fidelity of ships, are trying to wrest from him the fortune +of their house, the dominion of their world, or only a dole of food +for their hunger. If not always in the hot mood to smash, he is +always stealthily ready for a drowning. The most amazing wonder of +the deep is its unfathomable cruelty. + +I felt its dread for the first time in mid-Atlantic one day, many +years ago, when we took off the crew of a Danish brig homeward +bound from the West Indies. A thin, silvery mist softened the calm +and majestic splendour of light without shadows--seemed to render +the sky less remote and the ocean less immense. It was one of the +days, when the might of the sea appears indeed lovable, like the +nature of a strong man in moments of quiet intimacy. At sunrise we +had made out a black speck to the westward, apparently suspended +high up in the void behind a stirring, shimmering veil of silvery +blue gauze that seemed at times to stir and float in the breeze +which fanned us slowly along. The peace of that enchanting +forenoon was so profound, so untroubled, that it seemed that every +word pronounced loudly on our deck would penetrate to the very +heart of that infinite mystery born from the conjunction of water +and sky. We did not raise our voices. "A water-logged derelict, I +think, sir," said the second officer quietly, coming down from +aloft with the binoculars in their case slung across his shoulders; +and our captain, without a word, signed to the helmsman to steer +for the black speck. Presently we made out a low, jagged stump +sticking up forward--all that remained of her departed masts. + +The captain was expatiating in a low conversational tone to the +chief mate upon the danger of these derelicts, and upon his dread +of coming upon them at night, when suddenly a man forward screamed +out, "There's people on board of her, sir! I see them!" in a most +extraordinary voice--a voice never heard before in our ship; the +amazing voice of a stranger. It gave the signal for a sudden +tumult of shouts. The watch below ran up the forecastle head in a +body, the cook dashed out of the galley. Everybody saw the poor +fellows now. They were there! And all at once our ship, which had +the well-earned name of being without a rival for speed in light +winds, seemed to us to have lost the power of motion, as if the +sea, becoming viscous, had clung to her sides. And yet she moved. +Immensity, the inseparable companion of a ship's life, chose that +day to breathe upon her as gently as a sleeping child. The clamour +of our excitement had died out, and our living ship, famous for +never losing steerage way as long as there was air enough to float +a feather, stole, without a ripple, silent and white as a ghost, +towards her mutilated and wounded sister, come upon at the point of +death in the sunlit haze of a calm day at sea. + +With the binoculars glued to his eyes, the captain said in a +quavering tone: "They are waving to us with something aft there." +He put down the glasses on the skylight brusquely, and began to +walk about the poop. "A shirt or a flag," he ejaculated irritably. +"Can't make it out. . . Some damn rag or other!" He took a few +more turns on the poop, glancing down over the rail now and then to +see how fast we were moving. His nervous footsteps rang sharply in +the quiet of the ship, where the other men, all looking the same +way, had forgotten themselves in a staring immobility. "This will +never do!" he cried out suddenly. "Lower the boats at once! Down +with them!" + +Before I jumped into mine he took me aside, as being an +inexperienced junior, for a word of warning: + +"You look out as you come alongside that she doesn't take you down +with her. You understand?" + +He murmured this confidentially, so that none of the men at the +falls should overhear, and I was shocked. "Heavens! as if in such +an emergency one stopped to think of danger!" I exclaimed to myself +mentally, in scorn of such cold-blooded caution. + +It takes many lessons to make a real seaman, and I got my rebuke at +once. My experienced commander seemed in one searching glance to +read my thoughts on my ingenuous face. + +"What you're going for is to save life, not to drown your boat's +crew for nothing," he growled severely in my ear. But as we shoved +off he leaned over and cried out: "It all rests on the power of +your arms, men. Give way for life!" + +We made a race of it, and I would never have believed that a common +boat's crew of a merchantman could keep up so much determined +fierceness in the regular swing of their stroke. What our captain +had clearly perceived before we left had become plain to all of us +since. The issue of our enterprise hung on a hair above that abyss +of waters which will not give up its dead till the Day of Judgment. +It was a race of two ship's boats matched against Death for a prize +of nine men's lives, and Death had a long start. We saw the crew +of the brig from afar working at the pumps--still pumping on that +wreck, which already had settled so far down that the gentle, low +swell, over which our boats rose and fell easily without a check to +their speed, welling up almost level with her head-rails, plucked +at the ends of broken gear swinging desolately under her naked +bowsprit. + +We could not, in all conscience, have picked out a better day for +our regatta had we had the free choice of all the days that ever +dawned upon the lonely struggles and solitary agonies of ships +since the Norse rovers first steered to the westward against the +run of Atlantic waves. It was a very good race. At the finish +there was not an oar's length between the first and second boat, +with Death coming in a good third on the top of the very next +smooth swell, for all one knew to the contrary. The scuppers of +the brig gurgled softly all together when the water rising against +her sides subsided sleepily with a low wash, as if playing about an +immovable rock. Her bulwarks were gone fore and aft, and one saw +her bare deck low-lying like a raft and swept clean of boats, +spars, houses--of everything except the ringbolts and the heads of +the pumps. I had one dismal glimpse of it as I braced myself up to +receive upon my breast the last man to leave her, the captain, who +literally let himself fall into my arms. + +It had been a weirdly silent rescue--a rescue without a hail, +without a single uttered word, without a gesture or a sign, without +a conscious exchange of glances. Up to the very last moment those +on board stuck to their pumps, which spouted two clear streams of +water upon their bare feet. Their brown skin showed through the +rents of their shirts; and the two small bunches of half-naked, +tattered men went on bowing from the waist to each other in their +back-breaking labour, up and down, absorbed, with no time for a +glance over the shoulder at the help that was coming to them. As +we dashed, unregarded, alongside a voice let out one, only one +hoarse howl of command, and then, just as they stood, without caps, +with the salt drying gray in the wrinkles and folds of their hairy, +haggard faces, blinking stupidly at us their red eyelids, they made +a bolt away from the handles, tottering and jostling against each +other, and positively flung themselves over upon our very heads. +The clatter they made tumbling into the boats had an +extraordinarily destructive effect upon the illusion of tragic +dignity our self-esteem had thrown over the contests of mankind +with the sea. On that exquisite day of gently breathing peace and +veiled sunshine perished my romantic love to what men's imagination +had proclaimed the most august aspect of Nature. The cynical +indifference of the sea to the merits of human suffering and +courage, laid bare in this ridiculous, panic-tainted performance +extorted from the dire extremity of nine good and honourable +seamen, revolted me. I saw the duplicity of the sea's most tender +mood. It was so because it could not help itself, but the awed +respect of the early days was gone. I felt ready to smile bitterly +at its enchanting charm and glare viciously at its furies. In a +moment, before we shoved off, I had looked coolly at the life of my +choice. Its illusions were gone, but its fascination remained. I +had become a seaman at last. + +We pulled hard for a quarter of an hour, then laid on our oars +waiting for our ship. She was coming down on us with swelling +sails, looking delicately tall and exquisitely noble through the +mist. The captain of the brig, who sat in the stern sheets by my +side with his face in his hands, raised his head and began to speak +with a sort of sombre volubility. They had lost their masts and +sprung a leak in a hurricane; drifted for weeks, always at the +pumps, met more bad weather; the ships they sighted failed to make +them out, the leak gained upon them slowly, and the seas had left +them nothing to make a raft of. It was very hard to see ship after +ship pass by at a distance, "as if everybody had agreed that we +must be left to drown," he added. But they went on trying to keep +the brig afloat as long as possible, and working the pumps +constantly on insufficient food, mostly raw, till "yesterday +evening," he continued monotonously, "just as the sun went down, +the men's hearts broke." + +He made an almost imperceptible pause here, and went on again with +exactly the same intonation: + +"They told me the brig could not be saved, and they thought they +had done enough for themselves. I said nothing to that. It was +true. It was no mutiny. I had nothing to say to them. They lay +about aft all night, as still as so many dead men. I did not lie +down. I kept a look-out. When the first light came I saw your +ship at once. I waited for more light; the breeze began to fail on +my face. Then I shouted out as loud as I was able, 'Look at that +ship!' but only two men got up very slowly and came to me. At +first only we three stood alone, for a long time, watching you +coming down to us, and feeling the breeze drop to a calm almost; +but afterwards others, too, rose, one after another, and by-and-by +I had all my crew behind me. I turned round and said to them that +they could see the ship was coming our way, but in this small +breeze she might come too late after all, unless we turned to and +tried to keep the brig afloat long enough to give you time to save +us all. I spoke like that to them, and then I gave the command to +man the pumps." + +He gave the command, and gave the example, too, by going himself to +the handles, but it seems that these men did actually hang back for +a moment, looking at each other dubiously before they followed him. +"He! he! he!" He broke out into a most unexpected, imbecile, +pathetic, nervous little giggle. "Their hearts were broken so! +They had been played with too long," he explained apologetically, +lowering his eyes, and became silent. + +Twenty-five years is a long time--a quarter of a century is a dim +and distant past; but to this day I remember the dark-brown feet, +hands, and faces of two of these men whose hearts had been broken +by the sea. They were lying very still on their sides on the +bottom boards between the thwarts, curled up like dogs. My boat's +crew, leaning over the looms of their oars, stared and listened as +if at the play. The master of the brig looked up suddenly to ask +me what day it was. + +They had lost the date. When I told him it was Sunday, the 22nd, +he frowned, making some mental calculation, then nodded twice sadly +to himself, staring at nothing. + +His aspect was miserably unkempt and wildly sorrowful. Had it not +been for the unquenchable candour of his blue eyes, whose unhappy, +tired glance every moment sought his abandoned, sinking brig, as if +it could find rest nowhere else, he would have appeared mad. But +he was too simple to go mad, too simple with that manly simplicity +which alone can bear men unscathed in mind and body through an +encounter with the deadly playfulness of the sea or with its less +abominable fury. + +Neither angry, nor playful, nor smiling, it enveloped our distant +ship growing bigger as she neared us, our boats with the rescued +men and the dismantled hull of the brig we were leaving behind, in +the large and placid embrace of its quietness, half lost in the +fair haze, as if in a dream of infinite and tender clemency. There +was no frown, no wrinkle on its face, not a ripple. And the run of +the slight swell was so smooth that it resembled the graceful +undulation of a piece of shimmering gray silk shot with gleams of +green. We pulled an easy stroke; but when the master of the brig, +after a glance over his shoulder, stood up with a low exclamation, +my men feathered their oars instinctively, without an order, and +the boat lost her way. + +He was steadying himself on my shoulder with a strong grip, while +his other arm, flung up rigidly, pointed a denunciatory finger at +the immense tranquillity of the ocean. After his first +exclamation, which stopped the swing of our oars, he made no sound, +but his whole attitude seemed to cry out an indignant "Behold!" . . +. I could not imagine what vision of evil had come to him. I was +startled, and the amazing energy of his immobilized gesture made my +heart beat faster with the anticipation of something monstrous and +unsuspected. The stillness around us became crushing. + +For a moment the succession of silky undulations ran on innocently. +I saw each of them swell up the misty line of the horizon, far, far +away beyond the derelict brig, and the next moment, with a slight +friendly toss of our boat, it had passed under us and was gone. +The lulling cadence of the rise and fall, the invariable gentleness +of this irresistible force, the great charm of the deep waters, +warmed my breast deliciously, like the subtle poison of a love- +potion. But all this lasted only a few soothing seconds before I +jumped up too, making the boat roll like the veriest landlubber. + +Something startling, mysterious, hastily confused, was taking +place. I watched it with incredulous and fascinated awe, as one +watches the confused, swift movements of some deed of violence done +in the dark. As if at a given signal, the run of the smooth +undulations seemed checked suddenly around the brig. By a strange +optical delusion the whole sea appeared to rise upon her in one +overwhelming heave of its silky surface, where in one spot a +smother of foam broke out ferociously. And then the effort +subsided. It was all over, and the smooth swell ran on as before +from the horizon in uninterrupted cadence of motion, passing under +us with a slight friendly toss of our boat. Far away, where the +brig had been, an angry white stain undulating on the surface of +steely-gray waters, shot with gleams of green, diminished swiftly, +without a hiss, like a patch of pure snow melting in the sun. And +the great stillness after this initiation into the sea's implacable +hate seemed full of dread thoughts and shadows of disaster. + +"Gone!" ejaculated from the depths of his chest my bowman in a +final tone. He spat in his hands, and took a better grip on his +oar. The captain of the brig lowered his rigid arm slowly, and +looked at our faces in a solemnly conscious silence, which called +upon us to share in his simple-minded, marvelling awe. All at once +he sat down by my side, and leaned forward earnestly at my boat's +crew, who, swinging together in a long, easy stroke, kept their +eyes fixed upon him faithfully. + +"No ship could have done so well," he addressed them firmly, after +a moment of strained silence, during which he seemed with trembling +lips to seek for words fit to bear such high testimony. "She was +small, but she was good. I had no anxiety. She was strong. Last +voyage I had my wife and two children in her. No other ship could +have stood so long the weather she had to live through for days and +days before we got dismasted a fortnight ago. She was fairly worn +out, and that's all. You may believe me. She lasted under us for +days and days, but she could not last for ever. It was long +enough. I am glad it is over. No better ship was ever left to +sink at sea on such a day as this." + +He was competent to pronounce the funereal oration of a ship, this +son of ancient sea-folk, whose national existence, so little +stained by the excesses of manly virtues, had demanded nothing but +the merest foothold from the earth. By the merits of his sea-wise +forefathers and by the artlessness of his heart, he was made fit to +deliver this excellent discourse. There was nothing wanting in its +orderly arrangement--neither piety nor faith, nor the tribute of +praise due to the worthy dead, with the edifying recital of their +achievement. She had lived, he had loved her; she had suffered, +and he was glad she was at rest. It was an excellent discourse. +And it was orthodox, too, in its fidelity to the cardinal article +of a seaman's faith, of which it was a single-minded confession. +"Ships are all right." They are. They who live with the sea have +got to hold by that creed first and last; and it came to me, as I +glanced at him sideways, that some men were not altogether unworthy +in honour and conscience to pronounce the funereal eulogium of a +ship's constancy in life and death. + +After this, sitting by my side with his loosely-clasped hands +hanging between his knees, he uttered no word, made no movement +till the shadow of our ship's sails fell on the boat, when, at the +loud cheer greeting the return of the victors with their prize, he +lifted up his troubled face with a faint smile of pathetic +indulgence. This smile of the worthy descendant of the most +ancient sea-folk whose audacity and hardihood had left no trace of +greatness and glory upon the waters, completed the cycle of my +initiation. There was an infinite depth of hereditary wisdom in +its pitying sadness. It made the hearty bursts of cheering sound +like a childish noise of triumph. Our crew shouted with immense +confidence--honest souls! As if anybody could ever make sure of +having prevailed against the sea, which has betrayed so many ships +of great "name," so many proud men, so many towering ambitions of +fame, power, wealth, greatness! + +As I brought the boat under the falls my captain, in high good- +humour, leaned over, spreading his red and freckled elbows on the +rail, and called down to me sarcastically, out of the depths of his +cynic philosopher's beard: + +"So you have brought the boat back after all, have you?" + +Sarcasm was "his way," and the most that can be said for it is that +it was natural. This did not make it lovable. But it is decorous +and expedient to fall in with one's commander's way. "Yes. I +brought the boat back all right, sir," I answered. And the good +man believed me. It was not for him to discern upon me the marks +of my recent initiation. And yet I was not exactly the same +youngster who had taken the boat away--all impatience for a race +against death, with the prize of nine men's lives at the end. + +Already I looked with other eyes upon the sea. I knew it capable +of betraying the generous ardour of youth as implacably as, +indifferent to evil and good, it would have betrayed the basest +greed or the noblest heroism. My conception of its magnanimous +greatness was gone. And I looked upon the true sea--the sea that +plays with men till their hearts are broken, and wears stout ships +to death. Nothing can touch the brooding bitterness of its heart. +Open to all and faithful to none, it exercises its fascination for +the undoing of the best. To love it is not well. It knows no bond +of plighted troth, no fidelity to misfortune, to long +companionship, to long devotion. The promise it holds out +perpetually is very great; but the only secret of its possession is +strength, strength--the jealous, sleepless strength of a man +guarding a coveted treasure within his gates. + + + +XXXVII. + + + +The cradle of oversea traffic and of the art of naval combats, the +Mediterranean, apart from all the associations of adventure and +glory, the common heritage of all mankind, makes a tender appeal to +a seaman. It has sheltered the infancy of his craft. He looks +upon it as a man may look at a vast nursery in an old, old mansion +where innumerable generations of his own people have learned to +walk. I say his own people because, in a sense, all sailors belong +to one family: all are descended from that adventurous and shaggy +ancestor who, bestriding a shapeless log and paddling with a +crooked branch, accomplished the first coasting-trip in a sheltered +bay ringing with the admiring howls of his tribe. It is a matter +of regret that all those brothers in craft and feeling, whose +generations have learned to walk a ship's deck in that nursery, +have been also more than once fiercely engaged in cutting each +other's throats there. But life, apparently, has such exigencies. +Without human propensity to murder and other sorts of +unrighteousness there would have been no historical heroism. It is +a consoling reflection. And then, if one examines impartially the +deeds of violence, they appear of but small consequence. From +Salamis to Actium, through Lepanto and the Nile to the naval +massacre of Navarino, not to mention other armed encounters of +lesser interest, all the blood heroically spilt into the +Mediterranean has not stained with a single trail of purple the +deep azure of its classic waters. + +Of course, it may be argued that battles have shaped the destiny of +mankind. The question whether they have shaped it well would +remain open, however. But it would be hardly worth discussing. It +is very probable that, had the Battle of Salamis never been fought, +the face of the world would have been much as we behold it now, +fashioned by the mediocre inspiration and the short-sighted labours +of men. From a long and miserable experience of suffering, +injustice, disgrace and aggression the nations of the earth are +mostly swayed by fear--fear of the sort that a little cheap oratory +turns easily to rage, hate, and violence. Innocent, guileless fear +has been the cause of many wars. Not, of course, the fear of war +itself, which, in the evolution of sentiments and ideas, has come +to be regarded at last as a half-mystic and glorious ceremony with +certain fashionable rites and preliminary incantations, wherein the +conception of its true nature has been lost. To apprehend the true +aspect, force, and morality of war as a natural function of mankind +one requires a feather in the hair and a ring in the nose, or, +better still, teeth filed to a point and a tattooed breast. +Unfortunately, a return to such simple ornamentation is impossible. +We are bound to the chariot of progress. There is no going back; +and, as bad luck would have it, our civilization, which has done so +much for the comfort and adornment of our bodies and the elevation +of our minds, has made lawful killing frightfully and needlessly +expensive. + +The whole question of improved armaments has been approached by the +governments of the earth in a spirit of nervous and unreflecting +haste, whereas the right way was lying plainly before them, and had +only to be pursued with calm determination. The learned vigils and +labours of a certain class of inventors should have been rewarded +with honourable liberality as justice demanded; and the bodies of +the inventors should have been blown to pieces by means of their +own perfected explosives and improved weapons with extreme +publicity as the commonest prudence dictated. By this method the +ardour of research in that direction would have been restrained +without infringing the sacred privileges of science. For the lack +of a little cool thinking in our guides and masters this course has +not been followed, and a beautiful simplicity has been sacrificed +for no real advantage. A frugal mind cannot defend itself from +considerable bitterness when reflecting that at the Battle of +Actium (which was fought for no less a stake than the dominion of +the world) the fleet of Octavianus Caesar and the fleet of +Antonius, including the Egyptian division and Cleopatra's galley +with purple sails, probably cost less than two modern battleships, +or, as the modern naval book-jargon has it, two capital units. But +no amount of lubberly book-jargon can disguise a fact well +calculated to afflict the soul of every sound economist. It is not +likely that the Mediterranean will ever behold a battle with a +greater issue; but when the time comes for another historical fight +its bottom will be enriched as never before by a quantity of jagged +scrap-iron, paid for at pretty nearly its weight of gold by the +deluded populations inhabiting the isles and continents of this +planet. + + + +XXXVIII. + + + +Happy he who, like Ulysses, has made an adventurous voyage; and +there is no such sea for adventurous voyages as the Mediterranean-- +the inland sea which the ancients looked upon as so vast and so +full of wonders. And, indeed, it was terrible and wonderful; for +it is we alone who, swayed by the audacity of our minds and the +tremors of our hearts, are the sole artisans of all the wonder and +romance of the world. + +It was for the Mediterranean sailors that fair-haired sirens sang +among the black rocks seething in white foam and mysterious voices +spoke in the darkness above the moving wave--voices menacing, +seductive, or prophetic, like that voice heard at the beginning of +the Christian era by the master of an African vessel in the Gulf of +Syrta, whose calm nights are full of strange murmurs and flitting +shadows. It called him by name, bidding him go and tell all men +that the great god Pan was dead. But the great legend of the +Mediterranean, the legend of traditional song and grave history, +lives, fascinating and immortal, in our minds. + +The dark and fearful sea of the subtle Ulysses' wanderings, +agitated by the wrath of Olympian gods, harbouring on its isles the +fury of strange monsters and the wiles of strange women; the +highway of heroes and sages, of warriors, pirates, and saints; the +workaday sea of Carthaginian merchants and the pleasure lake of the +Roman Caesars, claims the veneration of every seaman as the +historical home of that spirit of open defiance against the great +waters of the earth which is the very soul of his calling. Issuing +thence to the west and south, as a youth leaves the shelter of his +parental house, this spirit found the way to the Indies, discovered +the coasts of a new continent, and traversed at last the immensity +of the great Pacific, rich in groups of islands remote and +mysterious like the constellations of the sky. + +The first impulse of navigation took its visible form in that +tideless basin freed from hidden shoals and treacherous currents, +as if in tender regard for the infancy of the art. The steep +shores of the Mediterranean favoured the beginners in one of +humanity's most daring enterprises, and the enchanting inland sea +of classic adventure has led mankind gently from headland to +headland, from bay to bay, from island to island, out into the +promise of world-wide oceans beyond the Pillars of Hercules. + + + +XXXIX. + + + +The charm of the Mediterranean dwells in the unforgettable flavour +of my early days, and to this hour this sea, upon which the Romans +alone ruled without dispute, has kept for me the fascination of +youthful romance. The very first Christmas night I ever spent away +from land was employed in running before a Gulf of Lions gale, +which made the old ship groan in every timber as she skipped before +it over the short seas until we brought her to, battered and out of +breath, under the lee of Majorca, where the smooth water was torn +by fierce cat's-paws under a very stormy sky. + +We--or, rather, they, for I had hardly had two glimpses of salt +water in my life till then--kept her standing off and on all that +day, while I listened for the first time with the curiosity of my +tender years to the song of the wind in a ship's rigging. The +monotonous and vibrating note was destined to grow into the +intimacy of the heart, pass into blood and bone, accompany the +thoughts and acts of two full decades, remain to haunt like a +reproach the peace of the quiet fireside, and enter into the very +texture of respectable dreams dreamed safely under a roof of +rafters and tiles. The wind was fair, but that day we ran no more. + +The thing (I will not call her a ship twice in the same half-hour) +leaked. She leaked fully, generously, overflowingly, all over-- +like a basket. I took an enthusiastic part in the excitement +caused by that last infirmity of noble ships, without concerning +myself much with the why or the wherefore. The surmise of my +maturer years is that, bored by her interminable life, the +venerable antiquity was simply yawning with ennui at every seam. +But at the time I did not know; I knew generally very little, and +least of all what I was doing in that galere. + +I remember that, exactly as in the comedy of Moliere, my uncle +asked the precise question in the very words--not of my +confidential valet, however, but across great distances of land, in +a letter whose mocking but indulgent turn ill concealed his almost +paternal anxiety. I fancy I tried to convey to him my (utterly +unfounded) impression that the West Indies awaited my coming. I +had to go there. It was a sort of mystic conviction--something in +the nature of a call. But it was difficult to state intelligibly +the grounds of this belief to that man of rigorous logic, if of +infinite charity. + +The truth must have been that, all unversed in the arts of the wily +Greek, the deceiver of gods, the lover of strange women, the evoker +of bloodthirsty shades, I yet longed for the beginning of my own +obscure Odyssey, which, as was proper for a modern, should unroll +its wonders and terrors beyond the Pillars of Hercules. The +disdainful ocean did not open wide to swallow up my audacity, +though the ship, the ridiculous and ancient galere of my folly, the +old, weary, disenchanted sugar-waggon, seemed extremely disposed to +open out and swallow up as much salt water as she could hold. +This, if less grandiose, would have been as final a catastrophe. + +But no catastrophe occurred. I lived to watch on a strange shore a +black and youthful Nausicaa, with a joyous train of attendant +maidens, carrying baskets of linen to a clear stream overhung by +the heads of slender palm-trees. The vivid colours of their draped +raiment and the gold of their earrings invested with a barbaric and +regal magnificence their figures, stepping out freely in a shower +of broken sunshine. The whiteness of their teeth was still more +dazzling than the splendour of jewels at their ears. The shaded +side of the ravine gleamed with their smiles. They were as +unabashed as so many princesses, but, alas! not one of them was the +daughter of a jet-black sovereign. Such was my abominable luck in +being born by the mere hair's breadth of twenty-five centuries too +late into a world where kings have been growing scarce with +scandalous rapidity, while the few who remain have adopted the +uninteresting manners and customs of simple millionaires. +Obviously it was a vain hope in 187- to see the ladies of a royal +household walk in chequered sunshine, with baskets of linen on +their heads, to the banks of a clear stream overhung by the starry +fronds of palm-trees. It was a vain hope. If I did not ask myself +whether, limited by such discouraging impossibilities, life were +still worth living, it was only because I had then before me +several other pressing questions, some of which have remained +unanswered to this day. The resonant, laughing voices of these +gorgeous maidens scared away the multitude of humming-birds, whose +delicate wings wreathed with the mist of their vibration the tops +of flowering bushes. + +No, they were not princesses. Their unrestrained laughter filling +the hot, fern-clad ravine had a soulless limpidity, as of wild, +inhuman dwellers in tropical woodlands. Following the example of +certain prudent travellers, I withdrew unseen--and returned, not +much wiser, to the Mediterranean, the sea of classic adventures. + + + +XL. + + + +It was written that there, in the nursery of our navigating +ancestors, I should learn to walk in the ways of my craft and grow +in the love of the sea, blind as young love often is, but absorbing +and disinterested as all true love must be. I demanded nothing +from it--not even adventure. In this I showed, perhaps, more +intuitive wisdom than high self-denial. No adventure ever came to +one for the asking. He who starts on a deliberate quest of +adventure goes forth but to gather dead-sea fruit, unless, indeed, +he be beloved of the gods and great amongst heroes, like that most +excellent cavalier Don Quixote de la Mancha. By us ordinary +mortals of a mediocre animus that is only too anxious to pass by +wicked giants for so many honest windmills, adventures are +entertained like visiting angels. They come upon our complacency +unawares. As unbidden guests are apt to do, they often come at +inconvenient times. And we are glad to let them go unrecognised, +without any acknowledgment of so high a favour. After many years, +on looking back from the middle turn of life's way at the events of +the past, which, like a friendly crowd, seem to gaze sadly after us +hastening towards the Cimmerian shore, we may see here and there, +in the gray throng, some figure glowing with a faint radiance, as +though it had caught all the light of our already crepuscular sky. +And by this glow we may recognise the faces of our true adventures, +of the once unbidden guests entertained unawares in our young days. + +If the Mediterranean, the venerable (and sometimes atrociously ill- +tempered) nurse of all navigators, was to rock my youth, the +providing of the cradle necessary for that operation was entrusted +by Fate to the most casual assemblage of irresponsible young men +(all, however, older than myself) that, as if drunk with Provencal +sunshine, frittered life away in joyous levity on the model of +Balzac's "Histoire des Treize" qualified by a dash of romance de +cape et d'epee. + +She who was my cradle in those years had been built on the River of +Savona by a famous builder of boats, was rigged in Corsica by +another good man, and was described on her papers as a 'tartane' of +sixty tons. In reality, she was a true balancelle, with two short +masts raking forward and two curved yards, each as long as her +hull; a true child of the Latin lake, with a spread of two enormous +sails resembling the pointed wings on a sea-bird's slender body, +and herself, like a bird indeed, skimming rather than sailing the +seas. + +Her name was the Tremolino. How is this to be translated? The +Quiverer? What a name to give the pluckiest little craft that ever +dipped her sides in angry foam! I had felt her, it is true, +trembling for nights and days together under my feet, but it was +with the high-strung tenseness of her faithful courage. In her +short, but brilliant, career she has taught me nothing, but she has +given me everything. I owe to her the awakened love for the sea +that, with the quivering of her swift little body and the humming +of the wind under the foot of her lateen sails, stole into my heart +with a sort of gentle violence, and brought my imagination under +its despotic sway. The Tremolino! To this day I cannot utter or +even write that name without a strange tightening of the breast and +the gasp of mingled delight and dread of one's first passionate +experience. + + + +XLI. + + + +We four formed (to use a term well understood nowadays in every +social sphere) a "syndicate" owning the Tremolino: an +international and astonishing syndicate. And we were all ardent +Royalists of the snow-white Legitimist complexion--Heaven only +knows why! In all associations of men there is generally one who, +by the authority of age and of a more experienced wisdom, imparts a +collective character to the whole set. If I mention that the +oldest of us was very old, extremely old--nearly thirty years old-- +and that he used to declare with gallant carelessness, "I live by +my sword," I think I have given enough information on the score of +our collective wisdom. He was a North Carolinian gentleman, J. M. +K. B. were the initials of his name, and he really did live by the +sword, as far as I know. He died by it, too, later on, in a +Balkanian squabble, in the cause of some Serbs or else Bulgarians, +who were neither Catholics nor gentlemen--at least, not in the +exalted but narrow sense he attached to that last word. + +Poor J. M. K. B., Americain, Catholique, et gentilhomme, as he was +disposed to describe himself in moments of lofty expansion! Are +there still to be found in Europe gentlemen keen of face and +elegantly slight of body, of distinguished aspect, with a +fascinating drawing-room manner and with a dark, fatal glance, who +live by their swords, I wonder? His family had been ruined in the +Civil War, I fancy, and seems for a decade or so to have led a +wandering life in the Old World. As to Henry C-, the next in age +and wisdom of our band, he had broken loose from the unyielding +rigidity of his family, solidly rooted, if I remember rightly, in a +well-to-do London suburb. On their respectable authority he +introduced himself meekly to strangers as a "black sheep." I have +never seen a more guileless specimen of an outcast. Never. + +However, his people had the grace to send him a little money now +and then. Enamoured of the South, of Provence, of its people, its +life, its sunshine and its poetry, narrow-chested, tall and short- +sighted, he strode along the streets and the lanes, his long feet +projecting far in advance of his body, and his white nose and +gingery moustache buried in an open book: for he had the habit of +reading as he walked. How he avoided falling into precipices, off +the quays, or down staircases is a great mystery. The sides of his +overcoat bulged out with pocket editions of various poets. When +not engaged in reading Virgil, Homer, or Mistral, in parks, +restaurants, streets, and suchlike public places, he indited +sonnets (in French) to the eyes, ears, chin, hair, and other +visible perfections of a nymph called Therese, the daughter, +honesty compels me to state, of a certain Madame Leonore who kept a +small cafe for sailors in one of the narrowest streets of the old +town. + +No more charming face, clear-cut like an antique gem, and delicate +in colouring like the petal of a flower, had ever been set on, +alas! a somewhat squat body. He read his verses aloud to her in +the very cafe with the innocence of a little child and the vanity +of a poet. We followed him there willingly enough, if only to +watch the divine Therese laugh, under the vigilant black eyes of +Madame Leonore, her mother. She laughed very prettily, not so much +at the sonnets, which she could not but esteem, as at poor Henry's +French accent, which was unique, resembling the warbling of birds, +if birds ever warbled with a stuttering, nasal intonation. + +Our third partner was Roger P. de la S-, the most Scandinavian- +looking of Provencal squires, fair, and six feet high, as became a +descendant of sea-roving Northmen, authoritative, incisive, wittily +scornful, with a comedy in three acts in his pocket, and in his +breast a heart blighted by a hopeless passion for his beautiful +cousin, married to a wealthy hide and tallow merchant. He used to +take us to lunch at their house without ceremony. I admired the +good lady's sweet patience. The husband was a conciliatory soul, +with a great fund of resignation, which he expended on "Roger's +friends." I suspect he was secretly horrified at these invasions. +But it was a Carlist salon, and as such we were made welcome. The +possibility of raising Catalonia in the interest of the Rey netto, +who had just then crossed the Pyrenees, was much discussed there. + +Don Carlos, no doubt, must have had many queer friends (it is the +common lot of all Pretenders), but amongst them none more +extravagantly fantastic than the Tremolino Syndicate, which used to +meet in a tavern on the quays of the old port. The antique city of +Massilia had surely never, since the days of the earliest +Phoenicians, known an odder set of ship-owners. We met to discuss +and settle the plan of operations for each voyage of the Tremolino. +In these operations a banking-house, too, was concerned--a very +respectable banking-house. But I am afraid I shall end by saying +too much. Ladies, too, were concerned (I am really afraid I am +saying too much)--all sorts of ladies, some old enough to know +better than to put their trust in princes, others young and full of +illusions. + +One of these last was extremely amusing in the imitations, she gave +us in confidence, of various highly-placed personages she was +perpetually rushing off to Paris to interview in the interests of +the cause--Por el Rey! For she was a Carlist, and of Basque blood +at that, with something of a lioness in the expression of her +courageous face (especially when she let her hair down), and with +the volatile little soul of a sparrow dressed in fine Parisian +feathers, which had the trick of coming off disconcertingly at +unexpected moments. + +But her imitations of a Parisian personage, very highly placed +indeed, as she represented him standing in the corner of a room +with his face to the wall, rubbing the back of his head and moaning +helplessly, "Rita, you are the death of me!" were enough to make +one (if young and free from cares) split one's sides laughing. She +had an uncle still living, a very effective Carlist, too, the +priest of a little mountain parish in Guipuzcoa. As the sea-going +member of the syndicate (whose plans depended greatly on Dona +Rita's information), I used to be charged with humbly affectionate +messages for the old man. These messages I was supposed to deliver +to the Arragonese muleteers (who were sure to await at certain +times the Tremolino in the neighbourhood of the Gulf of Rosas), for +faithful transportation inland, together with the various unlawful +goods landed secretly from under the Tremolino's hatches. + +Well, now, I have really let out too much (as I feared I should in +the end) as to the usual contents of my sea-cradle. But let it +stand. And if anybody remarks cynically that I must have been a +promising infant in those days, let that stand, too. I am +concerned but for the good name of the Tremolino, and I affirm that +a ship is ever guiltless of the sins, transgressions, and follies +of her men. + + + +XLII. + + + +It was not Tremolino's fault that the syndicate depended so much on +the wit and wisdom and the information of Dona Rita. She had taken +a little furnished house on the Prado for the good of the cause-- +Por el Rey! She was always taking little houses for somebody's +good, for the sick or the sorry, for broken-down artists, cleaned- +out gamblers, temporarily unlucky speculators--vieux amis--old +friends, as she used to explain apologetically, with a shrug of her +fine shoulders. + +Whether Don Carlos was one of the "old friends," too, it's hard to +say. More unlikely things have been heard of in smoking-rooms. +All I know is that one evening, entering incautiously the salon of +the little house just after the news of a considerable Carlist +success had reached the faithful, I was seized round the neck and +waist and whirled recklessly three times round the room, to the +crash of upsetting furniture and the humming of a valse tune in a +warm contralto voice. + +When released from the dizzy embrace, I sat down on the carpet-- +suddenly, without affectation. In this unpretentious attitude I +became aware that J. M. K. B. had followed me into the room, +elegant, fatal, correct and severe in a white tie and large shirt- +front. In answer to his politely sinister, prolonged glance of +inquiry, I overheard Dona Rita murmuring, with some confusion and +annoyance, "Vous etes bete mon cher. Voyons! Ca n'a aucune +consequence." Well content in this case to be of no particular +consequence, I had already about me the elements of some worldly +sense. + +Rearranging my collar, which, truth to say, ought to have been a +round one above a short jacket, but was not, I observed +felicitously that I had come to say good-bye, being ready to go off +to sea that very night with the Tremolino. Our hostess, slightly +panting yet, and just a shade dishevelled, turned tartly upon J. M. +K. B., desiring to know when HE would be ready to go off by the +Tremolino, or in any other way, in order to join the royal +headquarters. Did he intend, she asked ironically, to wait for the +very eve of the entry into Madrid? Thus by a judicious exercise of +tact and asperity we re-established the atmospheric equilibrium of +the room long before I left them a little before midnight, now +tenderly reconciled, to walk down to the harbour and hail the +Tremolino by the usual soft whistle from the edge of the quay. It +was our signal, invariably heard by the ever-watchful Dominic, the +padrone. + +He would raise a lantern silently to light my steps along the +narrow, springy plank of our primitive gangway. "And so we are +going off," he would murmur directly my foot touched the deck. I +was the harbinger of sudden departures, but there was nothing in +the world sudden enough to take Dominic unawares. His thick black +moustaches, curled every morning with hot tongs by the barber at +the corner of the quay, seemed to hide a perpetual smile. But +nobody, I believe, had ever seen the true shape of his lips. From +the slow, imperturbable gravity of that broad-chested man you would +think he had never smiled in his life. In his eyes lurked a look +of perfectly remorseless irony, as though he had been provided with +an extremely experienced soul; and the slightest distension of his +nostrils would give to his bronzed face a look of extraordinary +boldness. This was the only play of feature of which he seemed +capable, being a Southerner of a concentrated, deliberate type. +His ebony hair curled slightly on the temples. He may have been +forty years old, and he was a great voyager on the inland sea. + +Astute and ruthless, he could have rivalled in resource the +unfortunate son of Laertes and Anticlea. If he did not pit his +craft and audacity against the very gods, it is only because the +Olympian gods are dead. Certainly no woman could frighten him. A +one-eyed giant would not have had the ghost of a chance against +Dominic Cervoni, of Corsica, not Ithaca; and no king, son of kings, +but of very respectable family--authentic Caporali, he affirmed. +But that is as it may be. The Caporali families date back to the +twelfth century. + +For want of more exalted adversaries Dominic turned his audacity +fertile in impious stratagems against the powers of the earth, as +represented by the institution of Custom-houses and every mortal +belonging thereto--scribes, officers, and guardacostas afloat and +ashore. He was the very man for us, this modern and unlawful +wanderer with his own legend of loves, dangers, and bloodshed. He +told us bits of it sometimes in measured, ironic tones. He spoke +Catalonian, the Italian of Corsica and the French of Provence with +the same easy naturalness. Dressed in shore-togs, a white starched +shirt, black jacket, and round hat, as I took him once to see Dona +Rita, he was extremely presentable. He could make himself +interesting by a tactful and rugged reserve set off by a grim, +almost imperceptible, playfulness of tone and manner. + +He had the physical assurance of strong-hearted men. After half an +hour's interview in the dining-room, during which they got in touch +with each other in an amazing way, Rita told us in her best grande +dame manner: "Mais il esi parfait, cet homme." He was perfect. +On board the Tremolino, wrapped up in a black caban, the +picturesque cloak of Mediterranean seamen, with those massive +moustaches and his remorseless eyes set off by the shadow of the +deep hood, he looked piratical and monkish and darkly initiated +into the most awful mysteries of the sea. + + + +XLIII. + + + +Anyway, he was perfect, as Dona Rita had declared. The only thing +unsatisfactory (and even inexplicable) about our Dominic was his +nephew, Cesar. It was startling to see a desolate expression of +shame veil the remorseless audacity in the eyes of that man +superior to all scruples and terrors. + +"I would never have dared to bring him on board your balancelle," +he once apologized to me. "But what am I to do? His mother is +dead, and my brother has gone into the bush." + +In this way I learned that our Dominic had a brother. As to "going +into the bush," this only means that a man has done his duty +successfully in the pursuit of a hereditary vendetta. The feud +which had existed for ages between the families of Cervoni and +Brunaschi was so old that it seemed to have smouldered out at last. +One evening Pietro Brunaschi, after a laborious day amongst his +olive-trees, sat on a chair against the wall of his house with a +bowl of broth on his knees and a piece of bread in his hand. +Dominic's brother, going home with a gun on his shoulder, found a +sudden offence in this picture of content and rest so obviously +calculated to awaken the feelings of hatred and revenge. He and +Pietro had never had any personal quarrel; but, as Dominic +explained, "all our dead cried out to him." He shouted from behind +a wall of stones, "O Pietro! Behold what is coming!" And as the +other looked up innocently he took aim at the forehead and squared +the old vendetta account so neatly that, according to Dominic, the +dead man continued to sit with the bowl of broth on his knees and +the piece of bread in his hand. + +This is why--because in Corsica your dead will not leave you alone- +-Dominic's brother had to go into the maquis, into the bush on the +wild mountain-side, to dodge the gendarmes for the insignificant +remainder of his life, and Dominic had charge of his nephew with a +mission to make a man of him. + +No more unpromising undertaking could be imagined. The very +material for the task seemed wanting. The Cervonis, if not +handsome men, were good sturdy flesh and blood. But this +extraordinarily lean and livid youth seemed to have no more blood +in him than a snail. + +"Some cursed witch must have stolen my brother's child from the +cradle and put that spawn of a starved devil in its place," Dominic +would say to me. "Look at him! Just look at him!" + +To look at Cesar was not pleasant. His parchment skin, showing +dead white on his cranium through the thin wisps of dirty brown +hair, seemed to be glued directly and tightly upon his big bones, +Without being in any way deformed, he was the nearest approach +which I have ever seen or could imagine to what is commonly +understood by the word "monster." That the source of the effect +produced was really moral I have no doubt. An utterly, hopelessly +depraved nature was expressed in physical terms, that taken each +separately had nothing positively startling. You imagined him +clammily cold to the touch, like a snake. The slightest reproof, +the most mild and justifiable remonstrance, would be met by a +resentful glare and an evil shrinking of his thin dry upper lip, a +snarl of hate to which he generally added the agreeable sound of +grinding teeth. + +It was for this venomous performance rather than for his lies, +impudence, and laziness that his uncle used to knock him down. It +must not be imagined that it was anything in the nature of a brutal +assault. Dominic's brawny arm would be seen describing +deliberately an ample horizontal gesture, a dignified sweep, and +Cesar would go over suddenly like a ninepin--which was funny to +see. But, once down, he would writhe on the deck, gnashing his +teeth in impotent rage--which was pretty horrible to behold. And +it also happened more than once that he would disappear completely- +-which was startling to observe. This is the exact truth. Before +some of these majestic cuffs Cesar would go down and vanish. He +would vanish heels overhead into open hatchways, into scuttles, +behind up-ended casks, according to the place where he happened to +come into contact with his uncle's mighty arm. + +Once--it was in the old harbour, just before the Tremolino's last +voyage--he vanished thus overboard to my infinite consternation. +Dominic and I had been talking business together aft, and Cesar had +sneaked up behind us to listen, for, amongst his other perfections, +he was a consummate eavesdropper and spy. At the sound of the +heavy plop alongside horror held me rooted to the spot; but Dominic +stepped quietly to the rail and leaned over, waiting for his +nephew's miserable head to bob up for the first time. + +"Ohe, Cesar!" he yelled contemptuously to the spluttering wretch. +"Catch hold of that mooring hawser--charogne!" + +He approached me to resume the interrupted conversation. + +"What about Cesar?" I asked anxiously. + +"Canallia! Let him hang there," was his answer. And he went on +talking over the business in hand calmly, while I tried vainly to +dismiss from my mind the picture of Cesar steeped to the chin in +the water of the old harbour, a decoction of centuries of marine +refuse. I tried to dismiss it, because the mere notion of that +liquid made me feel very sick. Presently Dominic, hailing an idle +boatman, directed him to go and fish his nephew out; and by-and-by +Cesar appeared walking on board from the quay, shivering, streaming +with filthy water, with bits of rotten straws in his hair and a +piece of dirty orange-peel stranded on his shoulder. His teeth +chattered; his yellow eyes squinted balefully at us as he passed +forward. I thought it my duty to remonstrate. + +"Why are you always knocking him about, Dominic?" I asked. Indeed, +I felt convinced it was no earthly good--a sheer waste of muscular +force. + +"I must try to make a man of him," Dominic answered hopelessly. + +I restrained the obvious retort that in this way he ran the risk of +making, in the words of the immortal Mr. Mantalini, "a demnition +damp, unpleasant corpse of him." + +"He wants to be a locksmith!" burst out Cervoni. "To learn how to +pick locks, I suppose," he added with sardonic bitterness. + +"Why not let him be a locksmith?" I ventured. + +"Who would teach him?" he cried. "Where could I leave him?" he +asked, with a drop in his voice; and I had my first glimpse of +genuine despair. "He steals, you know, alas! Par ta Madonne! I +believe he would put poison in your food and mine--the viper!" + +He raised his face and both his clenched fists slowly to heaven. +However, Cesar never dropped poison into our cups. One cannot be +sure, but I fancy he went to work in another way. + +This voyage, of which the details need not be given, we had to +range far afield for sufficient reasons. Coming up from the South +to end it with the important and really dangerous part of the +scheme in hand, we found it necessary to look into Barcelona for +certain definite information. This appears like running one's head +into the very jaws of the lion, but in reality it was not so. We +had one or two high, influential friends there, and many others +humble but valuable because bought for good hard cash. We were in +no danger of being molested; indeed, the important information +reached us promptly by the hands of a Custom-house officer, who +came on board full of showy zeal to poke an iron rod into the layer +of oranges which made the visible part of our cargo in the +hatchway. + +I forgot to mention before that the Tremolino was officially known +as a fruit and cork-wood trader. The zealous officer managed to +slip a useful piece of paper into Dominic's hand as he went ashore, +and a few hours afterwards, being off duty, he returned on board +again athirst for drinks and gratitude. He got both as a matter of +course. While he sat sipping his liqueur in the tiny cabin, +Dominic plied him with questions as to the whereabouts of the +guardacostas. The preventive service afloat was really the one for +us to reckon with, and it was material for our success and safety +to know the exact position of the patrol craft in the +neighbourhood. The news could not have been more favourable. The +officer mentioned a small place on the coast some twelve miles off, +where, unsuspicious and unready, she was lying at anchor, with her +sails unbent, painting yards and scraping spars. Then he left us +after the usual compliments, smirking reassurringly over his +shoulder. + +I had kept below pretty close all day from excess of prudence. The +stake played on that trip was big. + +"We are ready to go at once, but for Cesar, who has been missing +ever since breakfast," announced Dominic to me in his slow, grim +way. + +Where the fellow had gone, and why, we could not imagine. The +usual surmises in the case of a missing seaman did not apply to +Cesar's absence. He was too odious for love, friendship, gambling, +or even casual intercourse. But once or twice he had wandered away +like this before. + +Dominic went ashore to look for him, but returned at the end of two +hours alone and very angry, as I could see by the token of the +invisible smile under his moustache being intensified. We wondered +what had become of the wretch, and made a hurried investigation +amongst our portable property. He had stolen nothing. + +"He will be back before long," I said confidently. + +Ten minutes afterwards one of the men on deck called out loudly: + +"I can see him coming." + +Cesar had only his shirt and trousers on. He had sold his coat, +apparently for pocket-money. + +"You knave!" was all Dominic said, with a terrible softness of +voice. He restrained his choler for a time. "Where have you been, +vagabond?" he asked menacingly. + +Nothing would induce Cesar to answer that question. It was as if +he even disdained to lie. He faced us, drawing back his lips and +gnashing his teeth, and did not shrink an inch before the sweep of +Dominic's arm. He went down as if shot, of course. But this time +I noticed that, when picking himself up, he remained longer than +usual on all fours, baring his big teeth over his shoulder and +glaring upwards at his uncle with a new sort of hate in his round, +yellow eyes. That permanent sentiment seemed pointed at that +moment by especial malice and curiosity. I became quite +interested. If he ever manages to put poison in the dishes, I +thought to myself, this is how he will look at us as we sit at our +meal. But I did not, of course, believe for a moment that he would +ever put poison in our food. He ate the same things himself. +Moreover, he had no poison. And I could not imagine a human being +so blinded by cupidity as to sell poison to such an atrocious +creature. + + + +XLIV. + + + +We slipped out to sea quietly at dusk, and all through the night +everything went well. The breeze was gusty; a southerly blow was +making up. It was fair wind for our course. Now and then Dominic +slowly and rhythmically struck his hands together a few times, as +if applauding the performance of the Tremolino. The balancelle +hummed and quivered as she flew along, dancing lightly under our +feet. + +At daybreak I pointed out to Dominic, amongst the several sail in +view running before the gathering storm, one particular vessel. +The press of canvas she carried made her loom up high, end-on, like +a gray column standing motionless directly in our wake. + +"Look at this fellow, Dominic," I said. "He seems to be in a +hurry." + +The Padrone made no remark, but, wrapping his black cloak close +about him, stood up to look. His weather-tanned face, framed in +the hood, had an aspect of authority and challenging force, with +the deep-set eyes gazing far away fixedly, without a wink, like the +intent, merciless, steady eyes of a sea-bird. + +"Chi va piano va sano," he remarked at last, with a derisive glance +over the side, in ironic allusion to our own tremendous speed. + +The Tremolino was doing her best, and seemed to hardly touch the +great burst of foam over which she darted. I crouched down again +to get some shelter from the low bulwark. After more than half an +hour of swaying immobility expressing a concentrated, breathless +watchfulness, Dominic sank on the deck by my side. Within the +monkish cowl his eyes gleamed with a fierce expression which +surprised me. All he said was: + +"He has come out here to wash the new paint off his yards, I +suppose." + +"What?" I shouted, getting up on my knees. "Is she the +guardacosta?" + +The perpetual suggestion of a smile under Dominic's piratical +moustaches seemed to become more accentuated--quite real, grim, +actually almost visible through the wet and uncurled hair. Judging +by that symptom, he must have been in a towering rage. But I could +also see that he was puzzled, and that discovery affected me +disagreeably. Dominic puzzled! For a long time, leaning against +the bulwark, I gazed over the stern at the gray column that seemed +to stand swaying slightly in our wake always at the same distance. + +Meanwhile Dominic, black and cowled, sat cross-legged on the deck, +with his back to the wind, recalling vaguely an Arab chief in his +burnuss sitting on the sand. Above his motionless figure the +little cord and tassel on the stiff point of the hood swung about +inanely in the gale. At last I gave up facing the wind and rain, +and crouched down by his side. I was satisfied that the sail was a +patrol craft. Her presence was not a thing to talk about, but +soon, between two clouds charged with hail-showers, a burst of +sunshine fell upon her sails, and our men discovered her character +for themselves. From that moment I noticed that they seemed to +take no heed of each other or of anything else. They could spare +no eyes and no thought but for the slight column-shape astern of +us. Its swaying had become perceptible. For a moment she remained +dazzlingly white, then faded away slowly to nothing in a squall, +only to reappear again, nearly black, resembling a post stuck +upright against the slaty background of solid cloud. Since first +noticed she had not gained on us a foot. + +"She will never catch the Tremolino," I said exultingly. + +Dominic did not look at me. He remarked absently, but justly, that +the heavy weather was in our pursuer's favour. She was three times +our size. What we had to do was to keep our distance till dark, +which we could manage easily, and then haul off to seaward and +consider the situation. But his thoughts seemed to stumble in the +darkness of some not-solved enigma, and soon he fell silent. We +ran steadily, wing-and-wing. Cape San Sebastian nearly ahead +seemed to recede from us in the squalls of rain, and come out again +to meet our rush, every time more distinct between the showers. + +For my part I was by no means certain that this gabelou (as our men +alluded to her opprobriously) was after us at all. There were +nautical difficulties in such a view which made me express the +sanguine opinion that she was in all innocence simply changing her +station. At this Dominic condescended to turn his head. + +"I tell you she is in chase," he affirmed moodily, after one short +glance astern. + +I never doubted his opinion. But with all the ardour of a neophyte +and the pride of an apt learner I was at that time a great nautical +casuist. + +"What I can't understand," I insisted subtly, "is how on earth, +with this wind, she has managed to be just where she was when we +first made her out. It is clear that she could not, and did not, +gain twelve miles on us during the night. And there are other +impossibilities. . . ." + +Dominic had been sitting motionless, like an inanimate black cone +posed on the stern deck, near the rudder-head, with a small tassel +fluttering on its sharp point, and for a time he preserved the +immobility of his meditation. Then, bending over with a short +laugh, he gave my ear the bitter fruit of it. He understood +everything now perfectly. She was where we had seen her first, not +because she had caught us up, but because we had passed her during +the night while she was already waiting for us, hove-to, most +likely, on our very track. + +"Do you understand--already?" Dominic muttered in a fierce +undertone. "Already! You know we left a good eight hours before +we were expected to leave, otherwise she would have been in time to +lie in wait for us on the other side of the Cape, and"--he snapped +his teeth like a wolf close to my face--"and she would have had us +like--that." + +I saw it all plainly enough now. They had eyes in their heads and +all their wits about them in that craft. We had passed them in the +dark as they jogged on easily towards their ambush with the idea +that we were yet far behind. At daylight, however, sighting a +balancelle ahead under a press of canvas, they had made sail in +chase. But if that was so, then-- + +Dominic seized my arm. + +"Yes, yes! She came out on an information--do you see, it?--on +information. . . . We have been sold--betrayed. Why? How? What +for? We always paid them all so well on shore. . . . No! But it +is my head that is going to burst." + +He seemed to choke, tugged at the throat button of the cloak, +jumped up open-mouthed as if to hurl curses and denunciation, but +instantly mastered himself, and, wrapping up the cloak closer about +him, sat down on the deck again as quiet as ever. + +"Yes, it must be the work of some scoundrel ashore," I observed. + +He pulled the edge of the hood well forward over his brow before he +muttered: + +"A scoundrel. . . . Yes. . . . It's evident." + +"Well," I said, "they can't get us, that's clear." + +"No," he assented quietly, "they cannot." + +We shaved the Cape very close to avoid an adverse current. On the +other side, by the effect of the land, the wind failed us so +completely for a moment that the Tremolino's two great lofty sails +hung idle to the masts in the thundering uproar of the seas +breaking upon the shore we had left behind. And when the returning +gust filled them again, we saw with amazement half of the new +mainsail, which we thought fit to drive the boat under before +giving way, absolutely fly out of the bolt-ropes. We lowered the +yard at once, and saved it all, but it was no longer a sail; it was +only a heap of soaked strips of canvas cumbering the deck and +weighting the craft. Dominic gave the order to throw the whole lot +overboard. + +I would have had the yard thrown overboard, too, he said, leading +me aft again, "if it had not been for the trouble. Let no sign +escape you," he continued, lowering his voice, "but I am going to +tell you something terrible. Listen: I have observed that the +roping stitches on that sail have been cut! You hear? Cut with a +knife in many places. And yet it stood all that time. Not enough +cut. That flap did it at last. What matters it? But look! +there's treachery seated on this very deck. By the horns of the +devil! seated here at our very backs. Do not turn, signorine." + +We were facing aft then. + +"What's to be done?" I asked, appalled. + +"Nothing. Silence! Be a man, signorine." + +"What else?" I said. + +To show I could be a man, I resolved to utter no sound as long as +Dominic himself had the force to keep his lips closed. Nothing but +silence becomes certain situations. Moreover, the experience of +treachery seemed to spread a hopeless drowsiness over my thoughts +and senses. For an hour or more we watched our pursuer surging out +nearer and nearer from amongst the squalls that sometimes hid her +altogether. But even when not seen, we felt her there like a knife +at our throats. She gained on us frightfully. And the Tremolino, +in a fierce breeze and in much smoother water, swung on easily +under her one sail, with something appallingly careless in the +joyous freedom of her motion. Another half-hour went by. I could +not stand it any longer. + +"They will get the poor barky," I stammered out suddenly, almost on +the verge of tears. + +Dominic stirred no more than a carving. A sense of catastrophic +loneliness overcame my inexperienced soul. The vision of my +companions passed before me. The whole Royalist gang was in Monte +Carlo now, I reckoned. And they appeared to me clear-cut and very +small, with affected voices and stiff gestures, like a procession +of rigid marionettes upon a toy stage. I gave a start. What was +this? A mysterious, remorseless whisper came from within the +motionless black hood at my side. + +"Il faul la tuer." + +I heard it very well. + +"What do you say, Dominic?" I asked, moving nothing but my lips. + +And the whisper within the hood repeated mysteriously, "She must be +killed." + +My heart began to beat violently. + +"That's it," I faltered out. "But how?" + +"You love her well?" + +"I do." + +"Then you must find the heart for that work too. You must steer +her yourself, and I shall see to it that she dies quickly, without +leaving as much as a chip behind." + +"Can you?" I murmured, fascinated by the black hood turned +immovably over the stern, as if in unlawful communion with that old +sea of magicians, slave-dealers, exiles and warriors, the sea of +legends and terrors, where the mariners of remote antiquity used to +hear the restless shade of an old wanderer weep aloud in the dark. + +"I know a rock," whispered the initiated voice within the hood +secretly. "But--caution! It must be done before our men perceive +what we are about. Whom can we trust now? A knife drawn across +the fore halyards would bring the foresail down, and put an end to +our liberty in twenty minutes. And the best of our men may be +afraid of drowning. There is our little boat, but in an affair +like this no one can be sure of being saved." + +The voice ceased. We had started from Barcelona with our dinghy in +tow; afterwards it was too risky to try to get her in, so we let +her take her chance of the seas at the end of a comfortable scope +of rope. Many times she had seemed to us completely overwhelmed, +but soon we would see her bob up again on a wave, apparently as +buoyant and whole as ever. + +"I understand," I said softly. "Very well, Dominic. When?" + +"Not yet. We must get a little more in first," answered the voice +from the hood in a ghostly murmur. + + + +XLV. + + + +It was settled. I had now the courage to turn about. Our men +crouched about the decks here and there with anxious, crestfallen +faces, all turned one way to watch the chaser. For the first time +that morning I perceived Cesar stretched out full length on the +deck near the foremast and wondered where he had been skulking till +then. But he might in truth have been at my elbow all the time for +all I knew. We had been too absorbed in watching our fate to pay +attention to each other. Nobody had eaten anything that morning, +but the men had been coming constantly to drink at the water-butt. + +I ran down to the cabin. I had there, put away in a locker, ten +thousand francs in gold of whose presence on board, so far as I was +aware, not a soul, except Dominic had the slightest inkling. When +I emerged on deck again Dominic had turned about and was peering +from under his cowl at the coast. Cape Creux closed the view +ahead. To the left a wide bay, its waters torn and swept by fierce +squalls, seemed full of smoke. Astern the sky had a menacing look. + +Directly he saw me, Dominic, in a placid tone, wanted to know what +was the matter. I came close to him and, looking as unconcerned as +I could, told him in an undertone that I had found the locker +broken open and the money-belt gone. Last evening it was still +there. + +"What did you want to do with it?" he asked me, trembling +violently. + +"Put it round my waist, of course," I answered, amazed to hear his +teeth chattering. + +"Cursed gold!" he muttered. "The weight of the money might have +cost you your life, perhaps." He shuddered. "There is no time to +talk about that now." + +"I am ready." + +"Not yet. I am waiting for that squall to come over," he muttered. +And a few leaden minutes passed. + +The squall came over at last. Our pursuer, overtaken by a sort of +murky whirlwind, disappeared from our sight. The Tremolino +quivered and bounded forward. The land ahead vanished, too, and we +seemed to be left alone in a world of water and wind. + +"Prenez la barre, monsieur," Dominic broke the silence suddenly in +an austere voice. "Take hold of the tiller." He bent his hood to +my ear. "The balancelle is yours. Your own hands must deal the +blow. I--I have yet another piece of work to do." He spoke up +loudly to the man who steered. "Let the signorino take the tiller, +and you with the others stand by to haul the boat alongside quickly +at the word." + +The man obeyed, surprised, but silent. The others stirred, and +pricked up their ears at this. I heard their murmurs. "What now? +Are we going to run in somewhere and take to our heels? The +Padrone knows what he is doing." + +Dominic went forward. He paused to look down at Cesar, who, as I +have said before, was lying full length face down by the foremast, +then stepped over him, and dived out of my sight under the +foresail. I saw nothing ahead. It was impossible for me to see +anything except the foresail open and still, like a great shadowy +wing. But Dominic had his bearings. His voice came to me from +forward, in a just audible cry: + +"Now, signorino!" + +I bore on the tiller, as instructed before. Again I heard him +faintly, and then I had only to hold her straight. No ship ran so +joyously to her death before. She rose and fell, as if floating in +space, and darted forward, whizzing like an arrow. Dominic, +stooping under the foot of the foresail, reappeared, and stood +steadying himself against the mast, with a raised forefinger in an +attitude of expectant attention. A second before the shock his arm +fell down by his side. At that I set my teeth. And then-- + +Talk of splintered planks and smashed timbers! This shipwreck lies +upon my soul with the dread and horror of a homicide, with the +unforgettable remorse of having crushed a living, faithful heart at +a single blow. At one moment the rush and the soaring swing of +speed; the next a crash, and death, stillness--a moment of horrible +immobility, with the song of the wind changed to a strident wail, +and the heavy waters boiling up menacing and sluggish around the +corpse. I saw in a distracting minute the foreyard fly fore and +aft with a brutal swing, the men all in a heap, cursing with fear, +and hauling frantically at the line of the boat. With a strange +welcoming of the familiar I saw also Cesar amongst them, and +recognised Dominic's old, well-known, effective gesture, the +horizontal sweep of his powerful arm. I recollect distinctly +saying to myself, "Cesar must go down, of course," and then, as I +was scrambling on all fours, the swinging tiller I had let go +caught me a crack under the ear, and knocked me over senseless. + +I don't think I was actually unconscious for more than a few +minutes, but when I came to myself the dinghy was driving before +the wind into a sheltered cove, two men just keeping her straight +with their oars. Dominic, with his arm round my shoulders, +supported me in the stern-sheets. + +We landed in a familiar part of the country. Dominic took one of +the boat's oars with him. I suppose he was thinking of the stream +we would have presently to cross, on which there was a miserable +specimen of a punt, often robbed of its pole. But first of all we +had to ascend the ridge of land at the back of the Cape. He helped +me up. I was dizzy. My head felt very large and heavy. At the +top of the ascent I clung to him, and we stopped to rest. + +To the right, below us, the wide, smoky bay was empty. Dominic had +kept his word. There was not a chip to be seen around the black +rock from which the Tremolino, with her plucky heart crushed at one +blow, had slipped off into deep water to her eternal rest. The +vastness of the open sea was smothered in driving mists, and in the +centre of the thinning squall, phantom-like, under a frightful +press of canvas, the unconscious guardacosta dashed on, still +chasing to the northward. Our men were already descending the +reverse slope to look for that punt which we knew from experience +was not always to be found easily. I looked after them with dazed, +misty eyes. One, two, three, four. + +"Dominic, where's Cesar?" I cried. + +As if repulsing the very sound of the name, the Padrone made that +ample, sweeping, knocking-down gesture. I stepped back a pace and +stared at him fearfully. His open shirt uncovered his muscular +neck and the thick hair on his chest. He planted the oar upright +in the soft soil, and rolling up slowly his right sleeve, extended +the bare arm before my face. + +"This," he began, with an extreme deliberation, whose superhuman +restraint vibrated with the suppressed violence of his feelings, +"is the arm which delivered the blow. I am afraid it is your own +gold that did the rest. I forgot all about your money." He +clasped his hands together in sudden distress. "I forgot, I +forgot," he repeated disconsolately. + +"Cesar stole the belt?" I stammered out, bewildered. + +"And who else? Canallia! He must have been spying on you for +days. And he did the whole thing. Absent all day in Barcelona. +Traditore! Sold his jacket--to hire a horse. Ha! ha! A good +affair! I tell you it was he who set him at us. . . ." + +Dominic pointed at the sea, where the guardacosta was a mere dark +speck. His chin dropped on his breast. + +". . . On information," he murmured, in a gloomy voice. "A +Cervoni! Oh! my poor brother! . . ." + +"And you drowned him," I said feebly. + +"I struck once, and the wretch went down like a stone--with the +gold. Yes. But he had time to read in my eyes that nothing could +save him while I was alive. And had I not the right--I, Dominic +Cervoni, Padrone, who brought him aboard your fellucca--my nephew, +a traitor?" + +He pulled the oar out of the ground and helped me carefully down +the slope. All the time he never once looked me in the face. He +punted us over, then shouldered the oar again and waited till our +men were at some distance before he offered me his arm. After we +had gone a little way, the fishing hamlet we were making for came +into view. Dominic stopped. + +"Do you think you can make your way as far as the houses by +yourself?" he asked me quietly. + +"Yes, I think so. But why? Where are you going, Dominic?" + +"Anywhere. What a question! Signorino, you are but little more +than a boy to ask such a question of a man having this tale in his +family. Ah! Traditore! What made me ever own that spawn of a +hungry devil for our own blood! Thief, cheat, coward, liar--other +men can deal with that. But I was his uncle, and so . . . I wish +he had poisoned me--charogne! But this: that I, a confidential +man and a Corsican, should have to ask your pardon for bringing on +board your vessel, of which I was Padrone, a Cervoni, who has +betrayed you--a traitor!--that is too much. It is too much. Well, +I beg your pardon; and you may spit in Dominic's face because a +traitor of our blood taints us all. A theft may be made good +between men, a lie may be set right, a death avenged, but what can +one do to atone for a treachery like this? . . . Nothing." + +He turned and walked away from me along the bank of the stream, +flourishing a vengeful arm and repeating to himself slowly, with +savage emphasis: "Ah! Canaille! Canaille! Canaille!. . ." He +left me there trembling with weakness and mute with awe. Unable to +make a sound, I gazed after the strangely desolate figure of that +seaman carrying an oar on his shoulder up a barren, rock-strewn +ravine under the dreary leaden sky of Tremolino's last day. Thus, +walking deliberately, with his back to the sea, Dominic vanished +from my sight. + +With the quality of our desires, thoughts, and wonder proportioned +to our infinite littleness, we measure even time itself by our own +stature. Imprisoned in the house of personal illusions, thirty +centuries in mankind's history seem less to look back upon than +thirty years of our own life. And Dominic Cervoni takes his place +in my memory by the side of the legendary wanderer on the sea of +marvels and terrors, by the side of the fatal and impious +adventurer, to whom the evoked shade of the soothsayer predicted a +journey inland with an oar on his shoulder, till he met men who had +never set eyes on ships and oars. It seems to me I can see them +side by side in the twilight of an arid land, the unfortunate +possessors of the secret lore of the sea, bearing the emblem of +their hard calling on their shoulders, surrounded by silent and +curious men: even as I, too, having turned my back upon the sea, +am bearing those few pages in the twilight, with the hope of +finding in an inland valley the silent welcome of some patient +listener. + + + +XLVI. + + + +"A fellow has now no chance of promotion unless he jumps into the +muzzle of a gun and crawls out of the touch-hole." + +He who, a hundred years ago, more or less, pronounced the above +words in the uneasiness of his heart, thirsting for professional +distinction, was a young naval officer. Of his life, career, +achievements, and end nothing is preserved for the edification of +his young successors in the fleet of to-day--nothing but this +phrase, which, sailor-like in the simplicity of personal sentiment +and strength of graphic expression, embodies the spirit of the +epoch. This obscure but vigorous testimony has its price, its +significance, and its lesson. It comes to us from a worthy +ancestor. We do not know whether he lived long enough for a chance +of that promotion whose way was so arduous. He belongs to the +great array of the unknown--who are great, indeed, by the sum total +of the devoted effort put out, and the colossal scale of success +attained by their insatiable and steadfast ambition. We do not +know his name; we only know of him what is material for us to know- +-that he was never backward on occasions of desperate service. We +have this on the authority of a distinguished seaman of Nelson's +time. Departing this life as Admiral of the Fleet on the eve of +the Crimean War, Sir Thomas Byam Martin has recorded for us amongst +his all too short autobiographical notes these few characteristic +words uttered by one young man of the many who must have felt that +particular inconvenience of a heroic age. + +The distinguished Admiral had lived through it himself, and was a +good judge of what was expected in those days from men and ships. +A brilliant frigate captain, a man of sound judgment, of dashing +bravery and of serene mind, scrupulously concerned for the welfare +and honour of the navy, he missed a larger fame only by the chances +of the service. We may well quote on this day the words written of +Nelson, in the decline of a well-spent life, by Sir T. B. Martin, +who died just fifty years ago on the very anniversary of Trafalgar. + +"Nelson's nobleness of mind was a prominent and beautiful part of +his character. His foibles--faults if you like--will never be +dwelt upon in any memorandum of mine," he declares, and goes on-- +"he whose splendid and matchless achievements will be remembered +with admiration while there is gratitude in the hearts of Britons, +or while a ship floats upon the ocean; he whose example on the +breaking out of the war gave so chivalrous an impulse to the +younger men of the service that all rushed into rivalry of daring +which disdained every warning of prudence, and led to acts of +heroic enterprise which tended greatly to exalt the glory of our +nation." + +These are his words, and they are true. The dashing young frigate +captain, the man who in middle age was nothing loth to give chase +single-handed in his seventy-four to a whole fleet, the man of +enterprise and consummate judgment, the old Admiral of the Fleet, +the good and trusted servant of his country under two kings and a +queen, had felt correctly Nelson's influence, and expressed himself +with precision out of the fulness of his seaman's heart. + +"Exalted," he wrote, not "augmented." And therein his feeling and +his pen captured the very truth. Other men there were ready and +able to add to the treasure of victories the British navy has given +to the nation. It was the lot of Lord Nelson to exalt all this +glory. Exalt! the word seems to be created for the man. + + + +XLVII. + + + +The British navy may well have ceased to count its victories. It +is rich beyond the wildest dreams of success and fame. It may +well, rather, on a culminating day of its history, cast about for +the memory of some reverses to appease the jealous fates which +attend the prosperity and triumphs of a nation. It holds, indeed, +the heaviest inheritance that has ever been entrusted to the +courage and fidelity of armed men. + +It is too great for mere pride. It should make the seamen of to- +day humble in the secret of their hearts, and indomitable in their +unspoken resolution. In all the records of history there has never +been a time when a victorious fortune has been so faithful to men +making war upon the sea. And it must be confessed that on their +part they knew how to be faithful to their victorious fortune. +They were exalted. They were always watching for her smile; night +or day, fair weather or foul, they waited for her slightest sign +with the offering of their stout hearts in their hands. And for +the inspiration of this high constancy they were indebted to Lord +Nelson alone. Whatever earthly affection he abandoned or grasped, +the great Admiral was always, before all, beyond all, a lover of +Fame. He loved her jealously, with an inextinguishable ardour and +an insatiable desire--he loved her with a masterful devotion and an +infinite trustfulness. In the plenitude of his passion he was an +exacting lover. And she never betrayed the greatness of his trust! +She attended him to the end of his life, and he died pressing her +last gift (nineteen prizes) to his heart. "Anchor, Hardy--anchor!" +was as much the cry of an ardent lover as of a consummate seaman. +Thus he would hug to his breast the last gift of Fame. + +It was this ardour which made him great. He was a flaming example +to the wooers of glorious fortune. There have been great officers +before--Lord Hood, for instance, whom he himself regarded as the +greatest sea officer England ever had. A long succession of great +commanders opened the sea to the vast range of Nelson's genius. +His time had come; and, after the great sea officers, the great +naval tradition passed into the keeping of a great man. Not the +least glory of the navy is that it understood Nelson. Lord Hood +trusted him. Admiral Keith told him: "We can't spare you either +as Captain or Admiral." Earl St. Vincent put into his hands, +untrammelled by orders, a division of his fleet, and Sir Hyde +Parker gave him two more ships at Copenhagen than he had asked for. +So much for the chiefs; the rest of the navy surrendered to him +their devoted affection, trust, and admiration. In return he gave +them no less than his own exalted soul. He breathed into them his +own ardour and his own ambition. In a few short years he +revolutionized, not the strategy or tactics of sea-warfare, but the +very conception of victory itself. And this is genius. In that +alone, through the fidelity of his fortune and the power of his +inspiration, he stands unique amongst the leaders of fleets and +sailors. He brought heroism into the line of duty. Verily he is a +terrible ancestor. + +And the men of his day loved him. They loved him not only as +victorious armies have loved great commanders; they loved him with +a more intimate feeling as one of themselves. In the words of a +contemporary, he had "a most happy way of gaining the affectionate +respect of all who had the felicity to serve under his command." + +To be so great and to remain so accessible to the affection of +one's fellow-men is the mark of exceptional humanity. Lord +Nelson's greatness was very human. It had a moral basis; it needed +to feel itself surrounded by the warm devotion of a band of +brothers. He was vain and tender. The love and admiration which +the navy gave him so unreservedly soothed the restlessness of his +professional pride. He trusted them as much as they trusted him. +He was a seaman of seamen. Sir T. B. Martin states that he never +conversed with any officer who had served under Nelson "without +hearing the heartiest expressions of attachment to his person and +admiration of his frank and conciliatory manner to his +subordinates." And Sir Robert Stopford, who commanded one of the +ships with which Nelson chased to the West Indies a fleet nearly +double in number, says in a letter: "We are half-starved and +otherwise inconvenienced by being so long out of port, but our +reward is that we are with Nelson." + +This heroic spirit of daring and endurance, in which all public and +private differences were sunk throughout the whole fleet, is Lord +Nelson's great legacy, triply sealed by the victorious impress of +the Nile, Copenhagen, and Trafalgar. This is a legacy whose value +the changes of time cannot affect. The men and the ships he knew +how to lead lovingly to the work of courage and the reward of glory +have passed away, but Nelson's uplifting touch remains in the +standard of achievement he has set for all time. The principles of +strategy may be immutable. It is certain they have been, and shall +be again, disregarded from timidity, from blindness, through +infirmity of purpose. The tactics of great captains on land and +sea can be infinitely discussed. The first object of tactics is to +close with the adversary on terms of the greatest possible +advantage; yet no hard-and-fast rules can be drawn from experience, +for this capital reason, amongst others--that the quality of the +adversary is a variable element in the problem. The tactics of +Lord Nelson have been amply discussed, with much pride and some +profit. And yet, truly, they are already of but archaic interest. +A very few years more and the hazardous difficulties of handling a +fleet under canvas shall have passed beyond the conception of +seamen who hold in trust for their country Lord Nelson's legacy of +heroic spirit. The change in the character of the ships is too +great and too radical. It is good and proper to study the acts of +great men with thoughtful reverence, but already the precise +intention of Lord Nelson's famous memorandum seems to lie under +that veil which Time throws over the clearest conceptions of every +great art. It must not be forgotten that this was the first time +when Nelson, commanding in chief, had his opponents under way--the +first time and the last. Had he lived, had there been other fleets +left to oppose him, we would, perhaps, have learned something more +of his greatness as a sea officer. Nothing could have been added +to his greatness as a leader. All that can be affirmed is, that on +no other day of his short and glorious career was Lord Nelson more +splendidly true to his genius and to his country's fortune. + + + +XLVIII. + + + +And yet the fact remains that, had the wind failed and the fleet +lost steerage way, or, worse still, had it been taken aback from +the eastward, with its leaders within short range of the enemy's +guns, nothing, it seems, could have saved the headmost ships from +capture or destruction. No skill of a great sea officer would have +availed in such a contingency. Lord Nelson was more than that, and +his genius would have remained undiminished by defeat. But +obviously tactics, which are so much at the mercy of irremediable +accident, must seem to a modern seaman a poor matter of study. The +Commander-in-Chief in the great fleet action that will take its +place next to the Battle of Trafalgar in the history of the British +navy will have no such anxiety, and will feel the weight of no such +dependence. For a hundred years now no British fleet has engaged +the enemy in line of battle. A hundred years is a long time, but +the difference of modern conditions is enormous. The gulf is +great. Had the last great fight of the English navy been that of +the First of June, for instance, had there been no Nelson's +victories, it would have been wellnigh impassable. The great +Admiral's slight and passion-worn figure stands at the parting of +the ways. He had the audacity of genius, and a prophetic +inspiration. + +The modern naval man must feel that the time has come for the +tactical practice of the great sea officers of the past to be laid +by in the temple of august memories. The fleet tactics of the +sailing days have been governed by two points: the deadly nature +of a raking fire, and the dread, natural to a commander dependent +upon the winds, to find at some crucial moment part of his fleet +thrown hopelessly to leeward. These two points were of the very +essence of sailing tactics, and these two points have been +eliminated from the modern tactical problem by the changes of +propulsion and armament. Lord Nelson was the first to disregard +them with conviction and audacity sustained by an unbounded trust +in the men he led. This conviction, this audacity and this trust +stand out from amongst the lines of the celebrated memorandum, +which is but a declaration of his faith in a crushing superiority +of fire as the only means of victory and the only aim of sound +tactics. Under the difficulties of the then existing conditions he +strove for that, and for that alone, putting his faith into +practice against every risk. And in that exclusive faith Lord +Nelson appears to us as the first of the moderns. + +Against every risk, I have said; and the men of to-day, born and +bred to the use of steam, can hardly realize how much of that risk +was in the weather. Except at the Nile, where the conditions were +ideal for engaging a fleet moored in shallow water, Lord Nelson was +not lucky in his weather. Practically it was nothing but a quite +unusual failure of the wind which cost him his arm during the +Teneriffe expedition. On Trafalgar Day the weather was not so much +unfavourable as extremely dangerous. + +It was one of these covered days of fitful sunshine, of light, +unsteady winds, with a swell from the westward, and hazy in +general, but with the land about the Cape at times distinctly +visible. It has been my lot to look with reverence upon the very +spot more than once, and for many hours together. All but thirty +years ago, certain exceptional circumstances made me very familiar +for a time with that bight in the Spanish coast which would be +enclosed within a straight line drawn from Faro to Spartel. My +well-remembered experience has convinced me that, in that corner of +the ocean, once the wind has got to the northward of west (as it +did on the 20th, taking the British fleet aback), appearances of +westerly weather go for nothing, and that it is infinitely more +likely to veer right round to the east than to shift back again. +It was in those conditions that, at seven on the morning of the +21st, the signal for the fleet to bear up and steer east was made. +Holding a clear recollection of these languid easterly sighs +rippling unexpectedly against the run of the smooth swell, with no +other warning than a ten-minutes' calm and a queer darkening of the +coast-line, I cannot think, without a gasp of professional awe, of +that fateful moment. Perhaps personal experience, at a time of +life when responsibility had a special freshness and importance, +has induced me to exaggerate to myself the danger of the weather. +The great Admiral and good seaman could read aright the signs of +sea and sky, as his order to prepare to anchor at the end of the +day sufficiently proves; but, all the same, the mere idea of these +baffling easterly airs, coming on at any time within half an hour +or so, after the firing of the first shot, is enough to take one's +breath away, with the image of the rearmost ships of both divisions +falling off, unmanageable, broadside on to the westerly swell, and +of two British Admirals in desperate jeopardy. To this day I +cannot free myself from the impression that, for some forty +minutes, the fate of the great battle hung upon a breath of wind +such as I have felt stealing from behind, as it were, upon my cheek +while engaged in looking to the westward for the signs of the true +weather. + +Never more shall British seamen going into action have to trust the +success of their valour to a breath of wind. The God of gales and +battles favouring her arms to the last, has let the sun of +England's sailing-fleet and of its greatest master set in unclouded +glory. And now the old ships and their men are gone; the new ships +and the new men, many of them bearing the old, auspicious names, +have taken up their watch on the stern and impartial sea, which +offers no opportunities but to those who know how to grasp them +with a ready hand and an undaunted heart. + + + +XLIX. + + + +This the navy of the Twenty Years' War knew well how to do, and +never better than when Lord Nelson had breathed into its soul his +own passion of honour and fame. It was a fortunate navy. Its +victories were no mere smashing of helpless ships and massacres of +cowed men. It was spared that cruel favour, for which no brave +heart had ever prayed. It was fortunate in its adversaries. I say +adversaries, for on recalling such proud memories we should avoid +the word "enemies," whose hostile sound perpetuates the antagonisms +and strife of nations, so irremediable perhaps, so fateful--and +also so vain. War is one of the gifts of life; but, alas! no war +appears so very necessary when time has laid its soothing hand upon +the passionate misunderstandings and the passionate desires of +great peoples. "Le temps," as a distinguished Frenchman has said, +"est un galant homme." He fosters the spirit of concord and +justice, in whose work there is as much glory to be reaped as in +the deeds of arms. + +One of them disorganized by revolutionary changes, the other rusted +in the neglect of a decayed monarchy, the two fleets opposed to us +entered the contest with odds against them from the first. By the +merit of our daring and our faithfulness, and the genius of a great +leader, we have in the course of the war augmented our advantage +and kept it to the last. But in the exulting illusion of +irresistible might a long series of military successes brings to a +nation the less obvious aspect of such a fortune may perchance be +lost to view. The old navy in its last days earned a fame that no +belittling malevolence dare cavil at. And this supreme favour they +owe to their adversaries alone. + +Deprived by an ill-starred fortune of that self-confidence which +strengthens the hands of an armed host, impaired in skill but not +in courage, it may safely be said that our adversaries managed yet +to make a better fight of it in 1797 than they did in 1793. Later +still, the resistance offered at the Nile was all, and more than +all, that could be demanded from seamen, who, unless blind or +without understanding, must have seen their doom sealed from the +moment that the Goliath, bearing up under the bows of the Guerrier, +took up an inshore berth. The combined fleets of 1805, just come +out of port, and attended by nothing but the disturbing memories of +reverses, presented to our approach a determined front, on which +Captain Blackwood, in a knightly spirit, congratulated his Admiral. +By the exertions of their valour our adversaries have but added a +greater lustre to our arms. No friend could have done more, for +even in war, which severs for a time all the sentiments of human +fellowship, this subtle bond of association remains between brave +men--that the final testimony to the value of victory must be +received at the hands of the vanquished. + +Those who from the heat of that battle sank together to their +repose in the cool depths of the ocean would not understand the +watchwords of our day, would gaze with amazed eyes at the engines +of our strife. All passes, all changes: the animosity of peoples, +the handling of fleets, the forms of ships; and even the sea itself +seems to wear a different and diminished aspect from the sea of +Lord Nelson's day. In this ceaseless rush of shadows and shades, +that, like the fantastic forms of clouds cast darkly upon the +waters on a windy day, fly past us to fall headlong below the hard +edge of an implacable horizon, we must turn to the national spirit, +which, superior in its force and continuity to good and evil +fortune, can alone give us the feeling of an enduring existence and +of an invincible power against the fates. + +Like a subtle and mysterious elixir poured into the perishable clay +of successive generations, it grows in truth, splendour, and +potency with the march of ages. 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Cobwebs and Gossamer +XIII. The Weight of the Burden +XVI. Overdue and Missing +XX. The Grip of the Land +XXII. The Character of the Foe +XXV. Rules of East and West +XXX. The Faithful River +XXXIII. In Captivity +XXXV. Initiation +XXXVII. The Nursery of the Craft +XL. The Tremolino +XLVI. The Heroic Age</pre> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>“And shippes by the brinke comen and gon,<br />And in swich +forme endure a day or two.”<br /><i>The Frankeleyn’s Tale.</i></p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines1"><br /></div> +<p>Landfall and Departure mark the rhythmical swing of a seaman’s +life and of a ship’s career. From land to land is the most +concise definition of a ship’s earthly fate.</p> +<p>A “Departure” is not what a vain people of landsmen may +think. The term “Landfall” is more easily understood; +you fall in with the land, and it is a matter of a quick eye and of +a clear atmosphere. The Departure is not the ship’s going +away from her port any more than the Landfall can be looked upon as +the synonym of arrival. But there is this difference in the Departure: +that the term does not imply so much a sea event as a definite act entailing +a process—the precise observation of certain landmarks by means +of the compass card.</p> +<p>Your Landfall, be it a peculiarly-shaped mountain, a rocky headland, +or a stretch of sand-dunes, you meet at first with a single glance. +Further recognition will follow in due course; but essentially a Landfall, +good or bad, is made and done with at the first cry of “Land ho!” +The Departure is distinctly a ceremony of navigation. A ship may +have left her port some time before; she may have been at sea, in the +fullest sense of the phrase, for days; but, for all that, as long as +the coast she was about to leave remained in sight, a southern-going +ship of yesterday had not in the sailor’s sense begun the enterprise +of a passage.</p> +<p>The taking of Departure, if not the last sight of the land, is, perhaps, +the last professional recognition of the land on the part of a sailor. +It is the technical, as distinguished from the sentimental, “good-bye.” +Henceforth he has done with the coast astern of his ship. It is +a matter personal to the man. It is not the ship that takes her +departure; the seaman takes his Departure by means of cross-bearings +which fix the place of the first tiny pencil-cross on the white expanse +of the track-chart, where the ship’s position at noon shall be +marked by just such another tiny pencil cross for every day of her passage. +And there may be sixty, eighty, any number of these crosses on the ship’s +track from land to land. The greatest number in my experience +was a hundred and thirty of such crosses from the pilot station at the +Sand Heads in the Bay of Bengal to the Scilly’s light. A +bad passage. . .</p> +<p>A Departure, the last professional sight of land, is always good, +or at least good enough. For, even if the weather be thick, it +does not matter much to a ship having all the open sea before her bows. +A Landfall may be good or bad. You encompass the earth with one +particular spot of it in your eye. In all the devious tracings +the course of a sailing-ship leaves upon the white paper of a chart +she is always aiming for that one little spot—maybe a small island +in the ocean, a single headland upon the long coast of a continent, +a lighthouse on a bluff, or simply the peaked form of a mountain like +an ant-heap afloat upon the waters. But if you have sighted it +on the expected bearing, then that Landfall is good. Fogs, snowstorms, +gales thick with clouds and rain—those are the enemies of good +Landfalls.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>II.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>Some commanders of ships take their Departure from the home coast +sadly, in a spirit of grief and discontent. They have a wife, +children perhaps, some affection at any rate, or perhaps only some pet +vice, that must be left behind for a year or more. I remember +only one man who walked his deck with a springy step, and gave the first +course of the passage in an elated voice. But he, as I learned +afterwards, was leaving nothing behind him, except a welter of debts +and threats of legal proceedings.</p> +<p>On the other hand, I have known many captains who, directly their +ship had left the narrow waters of the Channel, would disappear from +the sight of their ship’s company altogether for some three days +or more. They would take a long dive, as it were, into their state-room, +only to emerge a few days afterwards with a more or less serene brow. +Those were the men easy to get on with. Besides, such a complete +retirement seemed to imply a satisfactory amount of trust in their officers, +and to be trusted displeases no seaman worthy of the name.</p> +<p>On my first voyage as chief mate with good Captain MacW- I remember +that I felt quite flattered, and went blithely about my duties, myself +a commander for all practical purposes. Still, whatever the greatness +of my illusion, the fact remained that the real commander was there, +backing up my self-confidence, though invisible to my eyes behind a +maple-wood veneered cabin-door with a white china handle.</p> +<p>That is the time, after your Departure is taken, when the spirit +of your commander communes with you in a muffled voice, as if from the +sanctum sanctorum of a temple; because, call her a temple or a “hell +afloat”—as some ships have been called—the captain’s +state-room is surely the august place in every vessel.</p> +<p>The good MacW- would not even come out to his meals, and fed solitarily +in his holy of holies from a tray covered with a white napkin. +Our steward used to bend an ironic glance at the perfectly empty plates +he was bringing out from there. This grief for his home, which +overcomes so many married seamen, did not deprive Captain MacW- of his +legitimate appetite. In fact, the steward would almost invariably +come up to me, sitting in the captain’s chair at the head of the +table, to say in a grave murmur, “The captain asks for one more +slice of meat and two potatoes.” We, his officers, could +hear him moving about in his berth, or lightly snoring, or fetching +deep sighs, or splashing and blowing in his bath-room; and we made our +reports to him through the keyhole, as it were. It was the crowning +achievement of his amiable character that the answers we got were given +in a quite mild and friendly tone. Some commanders in their periods +of seclusion are constantly grumpy, and seem to resent the mere sound +of your voice as an injury and an insult.</p> +<p>But a grumpy recluse cannot worry his subordinates: whereas the man +in whom the sense of duty is strong (or, perhaps, only the sense of +self-importance), and who persists in airing on deck his moroseness +all day—and perhaps half the night—becomes a grievous infliction. +He walks the poop darting gloomy glances, as though he wished to poison +the sea, and snaps your head off savagely whenever you happen to blunder +within earshot. And these vagaries are the harder to bear patiently, +as becomes a man and an officer, because no sailor is really good-tempered +during the first few days of a voyage. There are regrets, memories, +the instinctive longing for the departed idleness, the instinctive hate +of all work. Besides, things have a knack of going wrong at the +start, especially in the matter of irritating trifles. And there +is the abiding thought of a whole year of more or less hard life before +one, because there was hardly a southern-going voyage in the yesterday +of the sea which meant anything less than a twelvemonth. Yes; +it needed a few days after the taking of your departure for a ship’s +company to shake down into their places, and for the soothing deep-water +ship routine to establish its beneficent sway.</p> +<p>It is a great doctor for sore hearts and sore heads, too, your ship’s +routine, which I have seen soothe—at least for a time—the +most turbulent of spirits. There is health in it, and peace, and +satisfaction of the accomplished round; for each day of the ship’s +life seems to close a circle within the wide ring of the sea horizon. +It borrows a certain dignity of sameness from the majestic monotony +of the sea. He who loves the sea loves also the ship’s routine.</p> +<p>Nowhere else than upon the sea do the days, weeks and months fall +away quicker into the past. They seem to be left astern as easily +as the light air-bubbles in the swirls of the ship’s wake, and +vanish into a great silence in which your ship moves on with a sort +of magical effect. They pass away, the days, the weeks, the months. +Nothing but a gale can disturb the orderly life of the ship; and the +spell of unshaken monotony that seems to have fallen upon the very voices +of her men is broken only by the near prospect of a Landfall.</p> +<p>Then is the spirit of the ship’s commander stirred strongly +again. But it is not moved to seek seclusion, and to remain, hidden +and inert, shut up in a small cabin with the solace of a good bodily +appetite. When about to make the land, the spirit of the ship’s +commander is tormented by an unconquerable restlessness. It seems +unable to abide for many seconds together in the holy of holies of the +captain’s state-room; it will out on deck and gaze ahead, through +straining eyes, as the appointed moment comes nearer. It is kept +vigorously upon the stretch of excessive vigilance. Meantime the +body of the ship’s commander is being enfeebled by want of appetite; +at least, such is my experience, though “enfeebled” is perhaps +not exactly the word. I might say, rather, that it is spiritualized +by a disregard for food, sleep, and all the ordinary comforts, such +as they are, of sea life. In one or two cases I have known that +detachment from the grosser needs of existence remain regrettably incomplete +in the matter of drink.</p> +<p>But these two cases were, properly speaking, pathological cases, +and the only two in all my sea experience. In one of these two +instances of a craving for stimulants, developed from sheer anxiety, +I cannot assert that the man’s seaman-like qualities were impaired +in the least. It was a very anxious case, too, the land being +made suddenly, close-to, on a wrong bearing, in thick weather, and during +a fresh onshore gale. Going below to speak to him soon after, +I was unlucky enough to catch my captain in the very act of hasty cork-drawing. +The sight, I may say, gave me an awful scare. I was well aware +of the morbidly sensitive nature of the man. Fortunately, I managed +to draw back unseen, and, taking care to stamp heavily with my sea-boots +at the foot of the cabin stairs, I made my second entry. But for +this unexpected glimpse, no act of his during the next twenty-four hours +could have given me the slightest suspicion that all was not well with +his nerve.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>III.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>Quite another case, and having nothing to do with drink, was that +of poor Captain B-. He used to suffer from sick headaches, in +his young days, every time he was approaching a coast. Well over +fifty years of age when I knew him, short, stout, dignified, perhaps +a little pompous, he was a man of a singularly well-informed mind, the +least sailor-like in outward aspect, but certainly one of the best seamen +whom it has been my good luck to serve under. He was a Plymouth +man, I think, the son of a country doctor, and both his elder boys were +studying medicine. He commanded a big London ship, fairly well +known in her day. I thought no end of him, and that is why I remember +with a peculiar satisfaction the last words he spoke to me on board +his ship after an eighteen months’ voyage. It was in the +dock in Dundee, where we had brought a full cargo of jute from Calcutta. +We had been paid off that morning, and I had come on board to take my +sea-chest away and to say good-bye. In his slightly lofty but +courteous way he inquired what were my plans. I replied that I +intended leaving for London by the afternoon train, and thought of going +up for examination to get my master’s certificate. I had +just enough service for that. He commended me for not wasting +my time, with such an evident interest in my case that I was quite surprised; +then, rising from his chair, he said:</p> +<p>“Have you a ship in view after you have passed?”</p> +<p>I answered that I had nothing whatever in view.</p> +<p>He shook hands with me, and pronounced the memorable words:</p> +<p>“If you happen to be in want of employment, remember that as +long as I have a ship you have a ship, too.”</p> +<p>In the way of compliment there is nothing to beat this from a ship’s +captain to his second mate at the end of a voyage, when the work is +over and the subordinate is done with. And there is a pathos in +that memory, for the poor fellow never went to sea again after all. +He was already ailing when we passed St. Helena; was laid up for a time +when we were off the Western Islands, but got out of bed to make his +Landfall. He managed to keep up on deck as far as the Downs, where, +giving his orders in an exhausted voice, he anchored for a few hours +to send a wire to his wife and take aboard a North Sea pilot to help +him sail the ship up the east coast. He had not felt equal to +the task by himself, for it is the sort of thing that keeps a deep-water +man on his feet pretty well night and day.</p> +<p>When we arrived in Dundee, Mrs. B- was already there, waiting to +take him home. We travelled up to London by the same train; but +by the time I had managed to get through with my examination the ship +had sailed on her next voyage without him, and, instead of joining her +again, I went by request to see my old commander in his home. +This is the only one of my captains I have ever visited in that way. +He was out of bed by then, “quite convalescent,” as he declared, +making a few tottering steps to meet me at the sitting-room door. +Evidently he was reluctant to take his final cross-bearings of this +earth for a Departure on the only voyage to an unknown destination a +sailor ever undertakes. And it was all very nice—the large, +sunny room; his deep, easy-chair in a bow window, with pillows and a +footstool; the quiet, watchful care of the elderly, gentle woman who +had borne him five children, and had not, perhaps, lived with him more +than five full years out of the thirty or so of their married life. +There was also another woman there in a plain black dress, quite gray-haired, +sitting very erect on her chair with some sewing, from which she snatched +side-glances in his direction, and uttering not a single word during +all the time of my call. Even when, in due course, I carried over +to her a cup of tea, she only nodded at me silently, with the faintest +ghost of a smile on her tight-set lips. I imagine she must have +been a maiden sister of Mrs. B- come to help nurse her brother-in-law. +His youngest boy, a late-comer, a great cricketer it seemed, twelve +years old or thereabouts, chattered enthusiastically of the exploits +of W. G. Grace. And I remember his eldest son, too, a newly-fledged +doctor, who took me out to smoke in the garden, and, shaking his head +with professional gravity, but with genuine concern, muttered: “Yes, +but he doesn’t get back his appetite. I don’t like +that—I don’t like that at all.” The last sight +of Captain B- I had was as he nodded his head to me out of the bow window +when I turned round to close the front gate.</p> +<p>It was a distinct and complete impression, something that I don’t +know whether to call a Landfall or a Departure. Certainly he had +gazed at times very fixedly before him with the Landfall’s vigilant +look, this sea-captain seated incongruously in a deep-backed chair. +He had not then talked to me of employment, of ships, of being ready +to take another command; but he had discoursed of his early days, in +the abundant but thin flow of a wilful invalid’s talk. The +women looked worried, but sat still, and I learned more of him in that +interview than in the whole eighteen months we had sailed together. +It appeared he had “served his time” in the copper-ore trade, +the famous copper-ore trade of old days between Swansea and the Chilian +coast, coal out and ore in, deep-loaded both ways, as if in wanton defiance +of the great Cape Horn seas—a work, this, for staunch ships, and +a great school of staunchness for West-Country seamen. A whole +fleet of copper-bottomed barques, as strong in rib and planking, as +well-found in gear, as ever was sent upon the seas, manned by hardy +crews and commanded by young masters, was engaged in that now long defunct +trade. “That was the school I was trained in,” he +said to me almost boastfully, lying back amongst his pillows with a +rug over his legs. And it was in that trade that he obtained his +first command at a very early age. It was then that he mentioned +to me how, as a young commander, he was always ill for a few days before +making land after a long passage. But this sort of sickness used +to pass off with the first sight of a familiar landmark. Afterwards, +he added, as he grew older, all that nervousness wore off completely; +and I observed his weary eyes gaze steadily ahead, as if there had been +nothing between him and the straight line of sea and sky, where whatever +a seaman is looking for is first bound to appear. But I have also +seen his eyes rest fondly upon the faces in the room, upon the pictures +on the wall, upon all the familiar objects of that home, whose abiding +and clear image must have flashed often on his memory in times of stress +and anxiety at sea. Was he looking out for a strange Landfall, +or taking with an untroubled mind the bearings for his last Departure?</p> +<p>It is hard to say; for in that voyage from which no man returns Landfall +and Departure are instantaneous, merging together into one moment of +supreme and final attention. Certainly I do not remember observing +any sign of faltering in the set expression of his wasted face, no hint +of the nervous anxiety of a young commander about to make land on an +uncharted shore. He had had too much experience of Departures +and Landfalls! And had he not “served his time” in +the famous copper-ore trade out of the Bristol Channel, the work of +the staunchest ships afloat, and the school of staunch seamen?</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>IV.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>Before an anchor can ever be raised, it must be let go; and this +perfectly obvious truism brings me at once to the subject of the degradation +of the sea language in the daily press of this country.</p> +<p>Your journalist, whether he takes charge of a ship or a fleet, almost +invariably “casts” his anchor. Now, an anchor is never +cast, and to take a liberty with technical language is a crime against +the clearness, precision, and beauty of perfected speech.</p> +<p>An anchor is a forged piece of iron, admirably adapted to its end, +and technical language is an instrument wrought into perfection by ages +of experience, a flawless thing for its purpose. An anchor of +yesterday (because nowadays there are contrivances like mushrooms and +things like claws, of no particular expression or shape—just hooks)—an +anchor of yesterday is in its way a most efficient instrument. +To its perfection its size bears witness, for there is no other appliance +so small for the great work it has to do. Look at the anchors +hanging from the cat-heads of a big ship! How tiny they are in +proportion to the great size of the hull! Were they made of gold +they would look like trinkets, like ornamental toys, no bigger in proportion +than a jewelled drop in a woman’s ear. And yet upon them +will depend, more than once, the very life of the ship.</p> +<p>An anchor is forged and fashioned for faithfulness; give it ground +that it can bite, and it will hold till the cable parts, and then, whatever +may afterwards befall its ship, that anchor is “lost.” +The honest, rough piece of iron, so simple in appearance, has more parts +than the human body has limbs: the ring, the stock, the crown, the flukes, +the palms, the shank. All this, according to the journalist, is +“cast” when a ship arriving at an anchorage is brought up.</p> +<p>This insistence in using the odious word arises from the fact that +a particularly benighted landsman must imagine the act of anchoring +as a process of throwing something overboard, whereas the anchor ready +for its work is already overboard, and is not thrown over, but simply +allowed to fall. It hangs from the ship’s side at the end +of a heavy, projecting timber called the cat-head, in the bight of a +short, thick chain whose end link is suddenly released by a blow from +a top-maul or the pull of a lever when the order is given. And +the order is not “Heave over!” as the paragraphist seems +to imagine, but “Let go!”</p> +<p>As a matter of fact, nothing is ever cast in that sense on board +ship but the lead, of which a cast is taken to search the depth of water +on which she floats. A lashed boat, a spare spar, a cask or what +not secured about the decks, is “cast adrift” when it is +untied. Also the ship herself is “cast to port or starboard” +when getting under way. She, however, never “casts” +her anchor.</p> +<p>To speak with severe technicality, a ship or a fleet is “brought +up”—the complementary words unpronounced and unwritten being, +of course, “to an anchor.” Less technically, but not +less correctly, the word “anchored,” with its characteristic +appearance and resolute sound, ought to be good enough for the newspapers +of the greatest maritime country in the world. “The fleet +anchored at Spithead”: can anyone want a better sentence for brevity +and seamanlike ring? But the “cast-anchor” trick, +with its affectation of being a sea-phrase—for why not write just +as well “threw anchor,” “flung anchor,” or “shied +anchor”?—is intolerably odious to a sailor’s ear. +I remember a coasting pilot of my early acquaintance (he used to read +the papers assiduously) who, to define the utmost degree of lubberliness +in a landsman, used to say, “He’s one of them poor, miserable +‘cast-anchor’ devils.”</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>V.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>From first to last the seaman’s thoughts are very much concerned +with his anchors. It is not so much that the anchor is a symbol +of hope as that it is the heaviest object that he has to handle on board +his ship at sea in the usual routine of his duties. The beginning +and the end of every passage are marked distinctly by work about the +ship’s anchors. A vessel in the Channel has her anchors +always ready, her cables shackled on, and the land almost always in +sight. The anchor and the land are indissolubly connected in a +sailor’s thoughts. But directly she is clear of the narrow +seas, heading out into the world with nothing solid to speak of between +her and the South Pole, the anchors are got in and the cables disappear +from the deck. But the anchors do not disappear. Technically +speaking, they are “secured in-board”; and, on the forecastle +head, lashed down to ring-bolts with ropes and chains, under the straining +sheets of the head-sails, they look very idle and as if asleep. +Thus bound, but carefully looked after, inert and powerful, those emblems +of hope make company for the look-out man in the night watches; and +so the days glide by, with a long rest for those characteristically +shaped pieces of iron, reposing forward, visible from almost every part +of the ship’s deck, waiting for their work on the other side of +the world somewhere, while the ship carries them on with a great rush +and splutter of foam underneath, and the sprays of the open sea rust +their heavy limbs.</p> +<p>The first approach to the land, as yet invisible to the crew’s +eyes, is announced by the brisk order of the chief mate to the boatswain: +“We will get the anchors over this afternoon” or “first +thing to-morrow morning,” as the case may be. For the chief +mate is the keeper of the ship’s anchors and the guardian of her +cable. There are good ships and bad ships, comfortable ships and +ships where, from first day to last of the voyage, there is no rest +for a chief mate’s body and soul. And ships are what men +make them: this is a pronouncement of sailor wisdom, and, no doubt, +in the main it is true.</p> +<p>However, there are ships where, as an old grizzled mate once told +me, “nothing ever seems to go right!” And, looking +from the poop where we both stood (I had paid him a neighbourly call +in dock), he added: “She’s one of them.” He +glanced up at my face, which expressed a proper professional sympathy, +and set me right in my natural surmise: “Oh no; the old man’s +right enough. He never interferes. Anything that’s +done in a seamanlike way is good enough for him. And yet, somehow, +nothing ever seems to go right in this ship. I tell you what: +she is naturally unhandy.”</p> +<p>The “old man,” of course, was his captain, who just then +came on deck in a silk hat and brown overcoat, and, with a civil nod +to us, went ashore. He was certainly not more than thirty, and +the elderly mate, with a murmur to me of “That’s my old +man,” proceeded to give instances of the natural unhandiness of +the ship in a sort of deprecatory tone, as if to say, “You mustn’t +think I bear a grudge against her for that.”</p> +<p>The instances do not matter. The point is that there are ships +where things <i>do</i> go wrong; but whatever the ship—good or +bad, lucky or unlucky—it is in the forepart of her that her chief +mate feels most at home. It is emphatically <i>his</i> end of +the ship, though, of course, he is the executive supervisor of the whole. +There are <i>his</i> anchors, <i>his</i> headgear, his foremast, his +station for manoeuvring when the captain is in charge. And there, +too, live the men, the ship’s hands, whom it is his duty to keep +employed, fair weather or foul, for the ship’s welfare. +It is the chief mate, the only figure of the ship’s afterguard, +who comes bustling forward at the cry of “All hands on deck!” +He is the satrap of that province in the autocratic realm of the ship, +and more personally responsible for anything that may happen there.</p> +<p>There, too, on the approach to the land, assisted by the boatswain +and the carpenter, he “gets the anchors over” with the men +of his own watch, whom he knows better than the others. There +he sees the cable ranged, the windlass disconnected, the compressors +opened; and there, after giving his own last order, “Stand clear +of the cable!” he waits attentive, in a silent ship that forges +slowly ahead towards her picked-out berth, for the sharp shout from +aft, “Let go!” Instantly bending over, he sees the +trusty iron fall with a heavy plunge under his eyes, which watch and +note whether it has gone clear.</p> +<p>For the anchor “to go clear” means to go clear of its +own chain. Your anchor must drop from the bow of your ship with +no turn of cable on any of its limbs, else you would be riding to a +foul anchor. Unless the pull of the cable is fair on the ring, +no anchor can be trusted even on the best of holding ground. In +time of stress it is bound to drag, for implements and men must be treated +fairly to give you the “virtue” which is in them. +The anchor is an emblem of hope, but a foul anchor is worse than the +most fallacious of false hopes that ever lured men or nations into a +sense of security. And the sense of security, even the most warranted, +is a bad councillor. It is the sense which, like that exaggerated +feeling of well-being ominous of the coming on of madness, precedes +the swift fall of disaster. A seaman labouring under an undue +sense of security becomes at once worth hardly half his salt. +Therefore, of all my chief officers, the one I trusted most was a man +called B-. He had a red moustache, a lean face, also red, and +an uneasy eye. He was worth all his salt.</p> +<p>On examining now, after many years, the residue of the feeling which +was the outcome of the contact of our personalities, I discover, without +much surprise, a certain flavour of dislike. Upon the whole, I +think he was one of the most uncomfortable shipmates possible for a +young commander. If it is permissible to criticise the absent, +I should say he had a little too much of the sense of insecurity which +is so invaluable in a seaman. He had an extremely disturbing air +of being everlastingly ready (even when seated at table at my right +hand before a plate of salt beef) to grapple with some impending calamity. +I must hasten to add that he had also the other qualification necessary +to make a trustworthy seaman—that of an absolute confidence in +himself. What was really wrong with him was that he had these +qualities in an unrestful degree. His eternally watchful demeanour, +his jerky, nervous talk, even his, as it were, determined silences, +seemed to imply—and, I believe, they did imply—that to his +mind the ship was never safe in my hands. Such was the man who +looked after the anchors of a less than five-hundred-ton barque, my +first command, now gone from the face of the earth, but sure of a tenderly +remembered existence as long as I live. No anchor could have gone +down foul under Mr. B-’s piercing eye. It was good for one +to be sure of that when, in an open roadstead, one heard in the cabin +the wind pipe up; but still, there were moments when I detested Mr. +B- exceedingly. From the way he used to glare sometimes, I fancy +that more than once he paid me back with interest. It so happened +that we both loved the little barque very much. And it was just +the defect of Mr. B-’s inestimable qualities that he would never +persuade himself to believe that the ship was safe in my hands. +To begin with, he was more than five years older than myself at a time +of life when five years really do count, I being twenty-nine and he +thirty-four; then, on our first leaving port (I don’t see why +I should make a secret of the fact that it was Bangkok), a bit of manoeuvring +of mine amongst the islands of the Gulf of Siam had given him an unforgettable +scare. Ever since then he had nursed in secret a bitter idea of +my utter recklessness. But upon the whole, and unless the grip +of a man’s hand at parting means nothing whatever, I conclude +that we did like each other at the end of two years and three months +well enough.</p> +<p>The bond between us was the ship; and therein a ship, though she +has female attributes and is loved very unreasonably, is different from +a woman. That I should have been tremendously smitten with my +first command is nothing to wonder at, but I suppose I must admit that +Mr. B-’s sentiment was of a higher order. Each of us, of +course, was extremely anxious about the good appearance of the beloved +object; and, though I was the one to glean compliments ashore, B- had +the more intimate pride of feeling, resembling that of a devoted handmaiden. +And that sort of faithful and proud devotion went so far as to make +him go about flicking the dust off the varnished teak-wood rail of the +little craft with a silk pocket-handkerchief—a present from Mrs. +B-, I believe.</p> +<p>That was the effect of his love for the barque. The effect +of his admirable lack of the sense of security once went so far as to +make him remark to me: “Well, sir, you <i>are</i> a lucky man!”</p> +<p>It was said in a tone full of significance, but not exactly offensive, +and it was, I suppose, my innate tact that prevented my asking, “What +on earth do you mean by that?”</p> +<p>Later on his meaning was illustrated more fully on a dark night in +a tight corner during a dead on-shore gale. I had called him up +on deck to help me consider our extremely unpleasant situation. +There was not much time for deep thinking, and his summing-up was: “It +looks pretty bad, whichever we try; but, then, sir, you always do get +out of a mess somehow.”</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>VI.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>It is difficult to disconnect the idea of ships’ anchors from +the idea of the ship’s chief mate—the man who sees them +go down clear and come up sometimes foul; because not even the most +unremitting care can always prevent a ship, swinging to winds and tide, +from taking an awkward turn of the cable round stock or fluke. +Then the business of “getting the anchor” and securing it +afterwards is unduly prolonged, and made a weariness to the chief mate. +He is the man who watches the growth of the cable—a sailor’s +phrase which has all the force, precision, and imagery of technical +language that, created by simple men with keen eyes for the real aspect +of the things they see in their trade, achieves the just expression +seizing upon the essential, which is the ambition of the artist in words. +Therefore the sailor will never say, “cast anchor,” and +the ship-master aft will hail his chief mate on the forecastle in impressionistic +phrase: “How does the cable grow?” Because “grow” +is the right word for the long drift of a cable emerging aslant under +the strain, taut as a bow-string above the water. And it is the +voice of the keeper of the ship’s anchors that will answer: “Grows +right ahead, sir,” or “Broad on the bow,” or whatever +concise and deferential shout will fit the case.</p> +<p>There is no order more noisily given or taken up with lustier shouts +on board a homeward-bound merchant ship than the command, “Man +the windlass!” The rush of expectant men out of the forecastle, +the snatching of hand-spikes, the tramp of feet, the clink of the pawls, +make a stirring accompaniment to a plaintive up-anchor song with a roaring +chorus; and this burst of noisy activity from a whole ship’s crew +seems like a voiceful awakening of the ship herself, till then, in the +picturesque phrase of Dutch seamen, “lying asleep upon her iron.”</p> +<p>For a ship with her sails furled on her squared yards, and reflected +from truck to water-line in the smooth gleaming sheet of a landlocked +harbour, seems, indeed, to a seaman’s eye the most perfect picture +of slumbering repose. The getting of your anchor was a noisy operation +on board a merchant ship of yesterday—an inspiring, joyous noise, +as if, with the emblem of hope, the ship’s company expected to +drag up out of the depths, each man all his personal hopes into the +reach of a securing hand—the hope of home, the hope of rest, of +liberty, of dissipation, of hard pleasure, following the hard endurance +of many days between sky and water. And this noisiness, this exultation +at the moment of the ship’s departure, make a tremendous contrast +to the silent moments of her arrival in a foreign roadstead—the +silent moments when, stripped of her sails, she forges ahead to her +chosen berth, the loose canvas fluttering softly in the gear above the +heads of the men standing still upon her decks, the master gazing intently +forward from the break of the poop. Gradually she loses her way, +hardly moving, with the three figures on her forecastle waiting attentively +about the cat-head for the last order of, perhaps, full ninety days +at sea: “Let go!”</p> +<p>This is the final word of a ship’s ended journey, the closing +word of her toil and of her achievement. In a life whose worth +is told out in passages from port to port, the splash of the anchor’s +fall and the thunderous rumbling of the chain are like the closing of +a distinct period, of which she seems conscious with a slight deep shudder +of all her frame. By so much is she nearer to her appointed death, +for neither years nor voyages can go on for ever. It is to her +like the striking of a clock, and in the pause which follows she seems +to take count of the passing time.</p> +<p>This is the last important order; the others are mere routine directions. +Once more the master is heard: “Give her forty-five fathom to +the water’s edge,” and then he, too, is done for a time. +For days he leaves all the harbour work to his chief mate, the keeper +of the ship’s anchor and of the ship’s routine. For +days his voice will not be heard raised about the decks, with that curt, +austere accent of the man in charge, till, again, when the hatches are +on, and in a silent and expectant ship, he shall speak up from aft in +commanding tones: “Man the windlass!”</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>VII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The other year, looking through a newspaper of sound principles, +but whose staff <i>will</i> persist in “casting” anchors +and going to sea “on” a ship (ough!), I came across an article +upon the season’s yachting. And, behold! it was a good article. +To a man who had but little to do with pleasure sailing (though all +sailing is a pleasure), and certainly nothing whatever with racing in +open waters, the writer’s strictures upon the handicapping of +yachts were just intelligible and no more. And I do not pretend +to any interest in the enumeration of the great races of that year. +As to the 52-foot linear raters, praised so much by the writer, I am +warmed up by his approval of their performances; but, as far as any +clear conception goes, the descriptive phrase, so precise to the comprehension +of a yachtsman, evokes no definite image in my mind.</p> +<p>The writer praises that class of pleasure vessels, and I am willing +to endorse his words, as any man who loves every craft afloat would +be ready to do. I am disposed to admire and respect the 52-foot +linear raters on the word of a man who regrets in such a sympathetic +and understanding spirit the threatened decay of yachting seamanship.</p> +<p>Of course, yacht racing is an organized pastime, a function of social +idleness ministering to the vanity of certain wealthy inhabitants of +these isles nearly as much as to their inborn love of the sea. +But the writer of the article in question goes on to point out, with +insight and justice, that for a great number of people (20,000, I think +he says) it is a means of livelihood—that it is, in his own words, +an industry. Now, the moral side of an industry, productive or +unproductive, the redeeming and ideal aspect of this bread-winning, +is the attainment and preservation of the highest possible skill on +the part of the craftsmen. Such skill, the skill of technique, +is more than honesty; it is something wider, embracing honesty and grace +and rule in an elevated and clear sentiment, not altogether utilitarian, +which may be called the honour of labour. It is made up of accumulated +tradition, kept alive by individual pride, rendered exact by professional +opinion, and, like the higher arts, it spurred on and sustained by discriminating +praise.</p> +<p>This is why the attainment of proficiency, the pushing of your skill +with attention to the most delicate shades of excellence, is a matter +of vital concern. Efficiency of a practically flawless kind may +be reached naturally in the struggle for bread. But there is something +beyond—a higher point, a subtle and unmistakable touch of love +and pride beyond mere skill; almost an inspiration which gives to all +work that finish which is almost art—which <i>is</i> art.</p> +<p>As men of scrupulous honour set up a high standard of public conscience +above the dead-level of an honest community, so men of that skill which +passes into art by ceaseless striving raise the dead-level of correct +practice in the crafts of land and sea. The conditions fostering +the growth of that supreme, alive excellence, as well in work as in +play, ought to be preserved with a most careful regard lest the industry +or the game should perish of an insidious and inward decay. Therefore +I have read with profound regret, in that article upon the yachting +season of a certain year, that the seamanship on board racing yachts +is not now what it used to be only a few, very few, years ago.</p> +<p>For that was the gist of that article, written evidently by a man +who not only knows but <i>understands</i>—a thing (let me remark +in passing) much rarer than one would expect, because the sort of understanding +I mean is inspired by love; and love, though in a sense it may be admitted +to be stronger than death, is by no means so universal and so sure. +In fact, love is rare—the love of men, of things, of ideas, the +love of perfected skill. For love is the enemy of haste; it takes +count of passing days, of men who pass away, of a fine art matured slowly +in the course of years and doomed in a short time to pass away too, +and be no more. Love and regret go hand in hand in this world +of changes swifter than the shifting of the clouds reflected in the +mirror of the sea.</p> +<p>To penalize a yacht in proportion to the fineness of her performance +is unfair to the craft and to her men. It is unfair to the perfection +of her form and to the skill of her servants. For we men are, +in fact, the servants of our creations. We remain in everlasting +bondage to the productions of our brain and to the work of our hands. +A man is born to serve his time on this earth, and there is something +fine in the service being given on other grounds than that of utility. +The bondage of art is very exacting. And, as the writer of the +article which started this train of thought says with lovable warmth, +the sailing of yachts is a fine art.</p> +<p>His contention is that racing, without time allowances for anything +else but tonnage—that is, for size—has fostered the fine +art of sailing to the pitch of perfection. Every sort of demand +is made upon the master of a sailing-yacht, and to be penalized in proportion +to your success may be of advantage to the sport itself, but it has +an obviously deteriorating effect upon the seamanship. The fine +art is being lost.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>VIII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The sailing and racing of yachts has developed a class of fore-and-aft +sailors, men born and bred to the sea, fishing in winter and yachting +in summer; men to whom the handling of that particular rig presents +no mystery. It is their striving for victory that has elevated +the sailing of pleasure craft to the dignity of a fine art in that special +sense. As I have said, I know nothing of racing and but little +of fore-and-aft rig; but the advantages of such a rig are obvious, especially +for purposes of pleasure, whether in cruising or racing. It requires +less effort in handling; the trimming of the sail-planes to the wind +can be done with speed and accuracy; the unbroken spread of the sail-area +is of infinite advantage; and the greatest possible amount of canvas +can be displayed upon the least possible quantity of spars. Lightness +and concentrated power are the great qualities of fore-and-aft rig.</p> +<p>A fleet of fore-and-afters at anchor has its own slender graciousness. +The setting of their sails resembles more than anything else the unfolding +of a bird’s wings; the facility of their evolutions is a pleasure +to the eye. They are birds of the sea, whose swimming is like +flying, and resembles more a natural function than the handling of man-invented +appliances. The fore-and-aft rig in its simplicity and the beauty +of its aspect under every angle of vision is, I believe, unapproachable. +A schooner, yawl, or cutter in charge of a capable man seems to handle +herself as if endowed with the power of reasoning and the gift of swift +execution. One laughs with sheer pleasure at a smart piece of +manoeuvring, as at a manifestation of a living creature’s quick +wit and graceful precision.</p> +<p>Of those three varieties of fore-and-aft rig, the cutter—the +racing rig <i>par excellence</i>—is of an appearance the most +imposing, from the fact that practically all her canvas is in one piece. +The enormous mainsail of a cutter, as she draws slowly past a point +of land or the end of a jetty under your admiring gaze, invests her +with an air of lofty and silent majesty. At anchor a schooner +looks better; she has an aspect of greater efficiency and a better balance +to the eye, with her two masts distributed over the hull with a swaggering +rake aft. The yawl rig one comes in time to love. It is, +I should think, the easiest of all to manage.</p> +<p>For racing, a cutter; for a long pleasure voyage, a schooner; for +cruising in home waters, the yawl; and the handling of them all is indeed +a fine art. It requires not only the knowledge of the general +principles of sailing, but a particular acquaintance with the character +of the craft. All vessels are handled in the same way as far as +theory goes, just as you may deal with all men on broad and rigid principles. +But if you want that success in life which comes from the affection +and confidence of your fellows, then with no two men, however similar +they may appear in their nature, will you deal in the same way. +There may be a rule of conduct; there is no rule of human fellowship. +To deal with men is as fine an art as it is to deal with ships. +Both men and ships live in an unstable element, are subject to subtle +and powerful influences, and want to have their merits understood rather +than their faults found out.</p> +<p>It is not what your ship will <i>not</i> do that you want to know +to get on terms of successful partnership with her; it is, rather, that +you ought to have a precise knowledge of what she will do for you when +called upon to put forth what is in her by a sympathetic touch. +At first sight the difference does not seem great in either line of +dealing with the difficult problem of limitations. But the difference +is great. The difference lies in the spirit in which the problem +is approached. After all, the art of handling ships is finer, +perhaps, than the art of handling men.</p> +<p>And, like all fine arts, it must be based upon a broad, solid sincerity, +which, like a law of Nature, rules an infinity of different phenomena. +Your endeavour must be single-minded. You would talk differently +to a coal-heaver and to a professor. But is this duplicity? +I deny it. The truth consists in the genuineness of the feeling, +in the genuine recognition of the two men, so similar and so different, +as your two partners in the hazard of life. Obviously, a humbug, +thinking only of winning his little race, would stand a chance of profiting +by his artifices. Men, professors or coal-heavers, are easily +deceived; they even have an extraordinary knack of lending themselves +to deception, a sort of curious and inexplicable propensity to allow +themselves to be led by the nose with their eyes open. But a ship +is a creature which we have brought into the world, as it were on purpose +to keep us up to the mark. In her handling a ship will not put +up with a mere pretender, as, for instance, the public will do with +Mr. X, the popular statesman, Mr. Y, the popular scientist, or Mr. Z, +the popular—what shall we say?—anything from a teacher of +high morality to a bagman—who have won their little race. +But I would like (though not accustomed to betting) to wager a large +sum that not one of the few first-rate skippers of racing yachts has +ever been a humbug. It would have been too difficult. The +difficulty arises from the fact that one does not deal with ships in +a mob, but with a ship as an individual. So we may have to do +with men. But in each of us there lurks some particle of the mob +spirit, of the mob temperament. No matter how earnestly we strive +against each other, we remain brothers on the lowest side of our intellect +and in the instability of our feelings. With ships it is not so. +Much as they are to us, they are nothing to each other. Those +sensitive creatures have no ears for our blandishments. It takes +something more than words to cajole them to do our will, to cover us +with glory. Luckily, too, or else there would have been more shoddy +reputations for first-rate seamanship. Ships have no ears, I repeat, +though, indeed, I think I have known ships who really seemed to have +had eyes, or else I cannot understand on what ground a certain 1,000-ton +barque of my acquaintance on one particular occasion refused to answer +her helm, thereby saving a frightful smash to two ships and to a very +good man’s reputation. I knew her intimately for two years, +and in no other instance either before or since have I known her to +do that thing. The man she had served so well (guessing, perhaps, +at the depths of his affection for her) I have known much longer, and +in bare justice to him I must say that this confidence-shattering experience +(though so fortunate) only augmented his trust in her. Yes, our +ships have no ears, and thus they cannot be deceived. I would +illustrate my idea of fidelity as between man and ship, between the +master and his art, by a statement which, though it might appear shockingly +sophisticated, is really very simple. I would say that a racing-yacht +skipper who thought of nothing else but the glory of winning the race +would never attain to any eminence of reputation. The genuine +masters of their craft—I say this confidently from my experience +of ships—have thought of nothing but of doing their very best +by the vessel under their charge. To forget one’s self, +to surrender all personal feeling in the service of that fine art, is +the only way for a seaman to the faithful discharge of his trust.</p> +<p>Such is the service of a fine art and of ships that sail the sea. +And therein I think I can lay my finger upon the difference between +the seamen of yesterday, who are still with us, and the seamen of to-morrow, +already entered upon the possession of their inheritance. History +repeats itself, but the special call of an art which has passed away +is never reproduced. It is as utterly gone out of the world as +the song of a destroyed wild bird. Nothing will awaken the same +response of pleasurable emotion or conscientious endeavour. And +the sailing of any vessel afloat is an art whose fine form seems already +receding from us on its way to the overshadowed Valley of Oblivion. +The taking of a modern steamship about the world (though one would not +minimize its responsibilities) has not the same quality of intimacy +with nature, which, after all, is an indispensable condition to the +building up of an art. It is less personal and a more exact calling; +less arduous, but also less gratifying in the lack of close communion +between the artist and the medium of his art. It is, in short, +less a matter of love. Its effects are measured exactly in time +and space as no effect of an art can be. It is an occupation which +a man not desperately subject to sea-sickness can be imagined to follow +with content, without enthusiasm, with industry, without affection. +Punctuality is its watchword. The incertitude which attends closely +every artistic endeavour is absent from its regulated enterprise. +It has no great moments of self-confidence, or moments not less great +of doubt and heart-searching. It is an industry which, like other +industries, has its romance, its honour and its rewards, its bitter +anxieties and its hours of ease. But such sea-going has not the +artistic quality of a single-handed struggle with something much greater +than yourself; it is not the laborious absorbing practice of an art +whose ultimate result remains on the knees of the gods. It is +not an individual, temperamental achievement, but simply the skilled +use of a captured force, merely another step forward upon the way of +universal conquest.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>IX.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>Every passage of a ship of yesterday, whose yards were braced round +eagerly the very moment the pilot, with his pockets full of letters, +had got over the side, was like a race—a race against time, against +an ideal standard of achievement outstripping the expectations of common +men. Like all true art, the general conduct of a ship and her +handling in particular cases had a technique which could be discussed +with delight and pleasure by men who found in their work, not bread +alone, but an outlet for the peculiarities of their temperament. +To get the best and truest effect from the infinitely varying moods +of sky and sea, not pictorially, but in the spirit of their calling, +was their vocation, one and all; and they recognised this with as much +sincerity, and drew as much inspiration from this reality, as any man +who ever put brush to canvas. The diversity of temperaments was +immense amongst those masters of the fine art.</p> +<p>Some of them were like Royal Academicians of a certain kind. +They never startled you by a touch of originality, by a fresh audacity +of inspiration. They were safe, very safe. They went about +solemnly in the assurance of their consecrated and empty reputation. +Names are odious, but I remember one of them who might have been their +very president, the P.R.A. of the sea-craft. His weather-beaten +and handsome face, his portly presence, his shirt-fronts and broad cuffs +and gold links, his air of bluff distinction, impressed the humble beholders +(stevedores, tally clerks, tide-waiters) as he walked ashore over the +gangway of his ship lying at the Circular Quay in Sydney. His +voice was deep, hearty, and authoritative—the voice of a very +prince amongst sailors. He did everything with an air which put +your attention on the alert and raised your expectations, but the result +somehow was always on stereotyped lines, unsuggestive, empty of any +lesson that one could lay to heart. He kept his ship in apple-pie +order, which would have been seamanlike enough but for a finicking touch +in its details. His officers affected a superiority over the rest +of us, but the boredom of their souls appeared in their manner of dreary +submission to the fads of their commander. It was only his apprenticed +boys whose irrepressible spirits were not affected by the solemn and +respectable mediocrity of that artist. There were four of these +youngsters: one the son of a doctor, another of a colonel, the third +of a jeweller; the name of the fourth was Twentyman, and this is all +I remember of his parentage. But not one of them seemed to possess +the smallest spark of gratitude in his composition. Though their +commander was a kind man in his way, and had made a point of introducing +them to the best people in the town in order that they should not fall +into the bad company of boys belonging to other ships, I regret to say +that they made faces at him behind his back, and imitated the dignified +carriage of his head without any concealment whatever.</p> +<p>This master of the fine art was a personage and nothing more; but, +as I have said, there was an infinite diversity of temperament amongst +the masters of the fine art I have known. Some were great impressionists. +They impressed upon you the fear of God and Immensity—or, in other +words, the fear of being drowned with every circumstance of terrific +grandeur. One may think that the locality of your passing away +by means of suffocation in water does not really matter very much. +I am not so sure of that. I am, perhaps, unduly sensitive, but +I confess that the idea of being suddenly spilt into an infuriated ocean +in the midst of darkness and uproar affected me always with a sensation +of shrinking distaste. To be drowned in a pond, though it might +be called an ignominious fate by the ignorant, is yet a bright and peaceful +ending in comparison with some other endings to one’s earthly +career which I have mentally quaked at in the intervals or even in the +midst of violent exertions.</p> +<p>But let that pass. Some of the masters whose influence left +a trace upon my character to this very day, combined a fierceness of +conception with a certitude of execution upon the basis of just appreciation +of means and ends which is the highest quality of the man of action. +And an artist is a man of action, whether he creates a personality, +invents an expedient, or finds the issue of a complicated situation.</p> +<p>There were masters, too, I have known, whose very art consisted in +avoiding every conceivable situation. It is needless to say that +they never did great things in their craft; but they were not to be +despised for that. They were modest; they understood their limitations. +Their own masters had not handed the sacred fire into the keeping of +their cold and skilful hands. One of those last I remember specially, +now gone to his rest from that sea which his temperament must have made +a scene of little more than a peaceful pursuit. Once only did +he attempt a stroke of audacity, one early morning, with a steady breeze, +entering a crowded roadstead. But he was not genuine in this display +which might have been art. He was thinking of his own self; he +hankered after the meretricious glory of a showy performance.</p> +<p>As, rounding a dark, wooded point, bathed in fresh air and sunshine, +we opened to view a crowd of shipping at anchor lying half a mile ahead +of us perhaps, he called me aft from my station on the forecastle head, +and, turning over and over his binoculars in his brown hands, said: +“Do you see that big, heavy ship with white lower masts? +I am going to take up a berth between her and the shore. Now do +you see to it that the men jump smartly at the first order.”</p> +<p>I answered, “Ay, ay, sir,” and verily believed that this +would be a fine performance. We dashed on through the fleet in +magnificent style. There must have been many open mouths and following +eyes on board those ships—Dutch, English, with a sprinkling of +Americans and a German or two—who had all hoisted their flags +at eight o’clock as if in honour of our arrival. It would +have been a fine performance if it had come off, but it did not. +Through a touch of self-seeking that modest artist of solid merit became +untrue to his temperament. It was not with him art for art’s +sake: it was art for his own sake; and a dismal failure was the penalty +he paid for that greatest of sins. It might have been even heavier, +but, as it happened, we did not run our ship ashore, nor did we knock +a large hole in the big ship whose lower masts were painted white. +But it is a wonder that we did not carry away the cables of both our +anchors, for, as may be imagined, I did not stand upon the order to +“Let go!” that came to me in a quavering, quite unknown +voice from his trembling lips. I let them both go with a celerity +which to this day astonishes my memory. No average merchantman’s +anchors have ever been let go with such miraculous smartness. +And they both held. I could have kissed their rough, cold iron +palms in gratitude if they had not been buried in slimy mud under ten +fathoms of water. Ultimately they brought us up with the jibboom +of a Dutch brig poking through our spanker—nothing worse. +And a miss is as good as a mile.</p> +<p>But not in art. Afterwards the master said to me in a shy mumble, +“She wouldn’t luff up in time, somehow. What’s +the matter with her?” And I made no answer.</p> +<p>Yet the answer was clear. The ship had found out the momentary +weakness of her man. Of all the living creatures upon land and +sea, it is ships alone that cannot be taken in by barren pretences, +that will not put up with bad art from their masters.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>X.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>From the main truck of the average tall ship the horizon describes +a circle of many miles, in which you can see another ship right down +to her water-line; and these very eyes which follow this writing have +counted in their time over a hundred sail becalmed, as if within a magic +ring, not very far from the Azores—ships more or less tall. +There were hardly two of them heading exactly the same way, as if each +had meditated breaking out of the enchanted circle at a different point +of the compass. But the spell of the calm is a strong magic. +The following day still saw them scattered within sight of each other +and heading different ways; but when, at last, the breeze came with +the darkling ripple that ran very blue on a pale sea, they all went +in the same direction together. For this was the homeward-bound +fleet from the far-off ends of the earth, and a Falmouth fruit-schooner, +the smallest of them all, was heading the flight. One could have +imagined her very fair, if not divinely tall, leaving a scent of lemons +and oranges in her wake.</p> +<p>The next day there were very few ships in sight from our mast-heads—seven +at most, perhaps, with a few more distant specks, hull down, beyond +the magic ring of the horizon. The spell of the fair wind has +a subtle power to scatter a white-winged company of ships looking all +the same way, each with its white fillet of tumbling foam under the +bow. It is the calm that brings ships mysteriously together; it +is your wind that is the great separator.</p> +<p>The taller the ship, the further she can be seen; and her white tallness +breathed upon by the wind first proclaims her size. The tall masts +holding aloft the white canvas, spread out like a snare for catching +the invisible power of the air, emerge gradually from the water, sail +after sail, yard after yard, growing big, till, under the towering structure +of her machinery, you perceive the insignificant, tiny speck of her +hull.</p> +<p>The tall masts are the pillars supporting the balanced planes that, +motionless and silent, catch from the air the ship’s motive-power, +as it were a gift from Heaven vouchsafed to the audacity of man; and +it is the ship’s tall spars, stripped and shorn of their white +glory, that incline themselves before the anger of the clouded heaven.</p> +<p>When they yield to a squall in a gaunt and naked submission, their +tallness is brought best home even to the mind of a seaman. The +man who has looked upon his ship going over too far is made aware of +the preposterous tallness of a ship’s spars. It seems impossible +but that those gilt trucks which one had to tilt one’s head back +to see, now falling into the lower plane of vision, must perforce hit +the very edge of the horizon. Such an experience gives you a better +impression of the loftiness of your spars than any amount of running +aloft could do. And yet in my time the royal yards of an average +profitable ship were a good way up above her decks.</p> +<p>No doubt a fair amount of climbing up iron ladders can be achieved +by an active man in a ship’s engine-room, but I remember moments +when even to my supple limbs and pride of nimbleness the sailing-ship’s +machinery seemed to reach up to the very stars.</p> +<p>For machinery it is, doing its work in perfect silence and with a +motionless grace, that seems to hide a capricious and not always governable +power, taking nothing away from the material stores of the earth. +Not for it the unerring precision of steel moved by white steam and +living by red fire and fed with black coal. The other seems to +draw its strength from the very soul of the world, its formidable ally, +held to obedience by the frailest bonds, like a fierce ghost captured +in a snare of something even finer than spun silk. For what is +the array of the strongest ropes, the tallest spars and the stoutest +canvas against the mighty breath of the infinite, but thistle stalks, +cobwebs and gossamer?</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XI.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>Indeed, it is less than nothing, and I have seen, when the great +soul of the world turned over with a heavy sigh, a perfectly new, extra-stout +foresail vanish like a bit of some airy stuff much lighter than gossamer. +Then was the time for the tall spars to stand fast in the great uproar. +The machinery must do its work even if the soul of the world has gone +mad.</p> +<p>The modern steamship advances upon a still and overshadowed sea with +a pulsating tremor of her frame, an occasional clang in her depths, +as if she had an iron heart in her iron body; with a thudding rhythm +in her progress and the regular beat of her propeller, heard afar in +the night with an august and plodding sound as of the march of an inevitable +future. But in a gale, the silent machinery of a sailing-ship +would catch not only the power, but the wild and exulting voice of the +world’s soul. Whether she ran with her tall spars swinging, +or breasted it with her tall spars lying over, there was always that +wild song, deep like a chant, for a bass to the shrill pipe of the wind +played on the sea-tops, with a punctuating crash, now and then, of a +breaking wave. At times the weird effects of that invisible orchestra +would get upon a man’s nerves till he wished himself deaf.</p> +<p>And this recollection of a personal wish, experienced upon several +oceans, where the soul of the world has plenty of room to turn over +with a mighty sigh, brings me to the remark that in order to take a +proper care of a ship’s spars it is just as well for a seaman +to have nothing the matter with his ears. Such is the intimacy +with which a seaman had to live with his ship of yesterday that his +senses were like her senses, that the stress upon his body made him +judge of the strain upon the ship’s masts.</p> +<p>I had been some time at sea before I became aware of the fact that +hearing plays a perceptible part in gauging the force of the wind. +It was at night. The ship was one of those iron wool-clippers +that the Clyde had floated out in swarms upon the world during the seventh +decade of the last century. It was a fine period in ship-building, +and also, I might say, a period of over-masting. The spars rigged +up on the narrow hulls were indeed tall then, and the ship of which +I think, with her coloured-glass skylight ends bearing the motto, “Let +Glasgow Flourish,” was certainly one of the most heavily-sparred +specimens. She was built for hard driving, and unquestionably +she got all the driving she could stand. Our captain was a man +famous for the quick passages he had been used to make in the old <i>Tweed</i>, +a ship famous the world over for her speed. The <i>Tweed</i> had +been a wooden vessel, and he brought the tradition of quick passages +with him into the iron clipper. I was the junior in her, a third +mate, keeping watch with the chief officer; and it was just during one +of the night watches in a strong, freshening breeze that I overheard +two men in a sheltered nook of the main deck exchanging these informing +remarks. Said one:</p> +<p>“Should think ’twas time some of them light sails were +coming off her.”</p> +<p>And the other, an older man, uttered grumpily: “No fear! not +while the chief mate’s on deck. He’s that deaf he +can’t tell how much wind there is.”</p> +<p>And, indeed, poor P-, quite young, and a smart seaman, was very hard +of hearing. At the same time, he had the name of being the very +devil of a fellow for carrying on sail on a ship. He was wonderfully +clever at concealing his deafness, and, as to carrying on heavily, though +he was a fearless man, I don’t think that he ever meant to take +undue risks. I can never forget his naive sort of astonishment +when remonstrated with for what appeared a most dare-devil performance. +The only person, of course, that could remonstrate with telling effect +was our captain, himself a man of dare-devil tradition; and really, +for me, who knew under whom I was serving, those were impressive scenes. +Captain S- had a great name for sailor-like qualities—the sort +of name that compelled my youthful admiration. To this day I preserve +his memory, for, indeed, it was he in a sense who completed my training. +It was often a stormy process, but let that pass. I am sure he +meant well, and I am certain that never, not even at the time, could +I bear him malice for his extraordinary gift of incisive criticism. +And to hear <i>him</i> make a fuss about too much sail on the ship seemed +one of those incredible experiences that take place only in one’s +dreams.</p> +<p>It generally happened in this way: Night, clouds racing overhead, +wind howling, royals set, and the ship rushing on in the dark, an immense +white sheet of foam level with the lee rail. Mr. P-, in charge +of the deck, hooked on to the windward mizzen rigging in a state of +perfect serenity; myself, the third mate, also hooked on somewhere to +windward of the slanting poop, in a state of the utmost preparedness +to jump at the very first hint of some sort of order, but otherwise +in a perfectly acquiescent state of mind. Suddenly, out of the +companion would appear a tall, dark figure, bareheaded, with a short +white beard of a perpendicular cut, very visible in the dark—Captain +S-, disturbed in his reading down below by the frightful bounding and +lurching of the ship. Leaning very much against the precipitous +incline of the deck, he would take a turn or two, perfectly silent, +hang on by the compass for a while, take another couple of turns, and +suddenly burst out:</p> +<p>“What are you trying to do with the ship?”</p> +<p>And Mr. P-, who was not good at catching what was shouted in the +wind, would say interrogatively:</p> +<p>“Yes, sir?”</p> +<p>Then in the increasing gale of the sea there would be a little private +ship’s storm going on in which you could detect strong language, +pronounced in a tone of passion and exculpatory protestations uttered +with every possible inflection of injured innocence.</p> +<p>“By Heavens, Mr. P-! I used to carry on sail in my time, +but—”</p> +<p>And the rest would be lost to me in a stormy gust of wind.</p> +<p>Then, in a lull, P-’s protesting innocence would become audible:</p> +<p>“She seems to stand it very well.”</p> +<p>And then another burst of an indignant voice:</p> +<p>“Any fool can carry sail on a ship—”</p> +<p>And so on and so on, the ship meanwhile rushing on her way with a +heavier list, a noisier splutter, a more threatening hiss of the white, +almost blinding, sheet of foam to leeward. For the best of it +was that Captain S- seemed constitutionally incapable of giving his +officers a definite order to shorten sail; and so that extraordinarily +vague row would go on till at last it dawned upon them both, in some +particularly alarming gust, that it was time to do something. +There is nothing like the fearful inclination of your tall spars overloaded +with canvas to bring a deaf man and an angry one to their senses.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>So sail did get shortened more or less in time even in that ship, +and her tall spars never went overboard while I served in her. +However, all the time I was with them, Captain S- and Mr. P- did not +get on very well together. If P- carried on “like the very +devil” because he was too deaf to know how much wind there was, +Captain S- (who, as I have said, seemed constitutionally incapable of +ordering one of his officers to shorten sail) resented the necessity +forced upon him by Mr. P-’s desperate goings on. It was +in Captain S-’s tradition rather to reprove his officers for not +carrying on quite enough—in his phrase “for not taking every +ounce of advantage of a fair wind.” But there was also a +psychological motive that made him extremely difficult to deal with +on board that iron clipper. He had just come out of the marvellous +<i>Tweed</i>, a ship, I have heard, heavy to look at but of phenomenal +speed. In the middle sixties she had beaten by a day and a half +the steam mail-boat from Hong Kong to Singapore. There was something +peculiarly lucky, perhaps, in the placing of her masts—who knows? +Officers of men-of-war used to come on board to take the exact dimensions +of her sail-plan. Perhaps there had been a touch of genius or +the finger of good fortune in the fashioning of her lines at bow and +stern. It is impossible to say. She was built in the East +Indies somewhere, of teak-wood throughout, except the deck. She +had a great sheer, high bows, and a clumsy stern. The men who +had seen her described her to me as “nothing much to look at.” +But in the great Indian famine of the seventies that ship, already old +then, made some wonderful dashes across the Gulf of Bengal with cargoes +of rice from Rangoon to Madras.</p> +<p>She took the secret of her speed with her, and, unsightly as she +was, her image surely has its glorious place in the mirror of the old +sea.</p> +<p>The point, however, is that Captain S-, who used to say frequently, +“She never made a decent passage after I left her,” seemed +to think that the secret of her speed lay in her famous commander. +No doubt the secret of many a ship’s excellence does lie with +the man on board, but it was hopeless for Captain S- to try to make +his new iron clipper equal the feats which made the old <i>Tweed</i> +a name of praise upon the lips of English-speaking seamen. There +was something pathetic in it, as in the endeavour of an artist in his +old age to equal the masterpieces of his youth—for the <i>Tweed’s</i> +famous passages were Captain S-’s masterpieces. It was pathetic, +and perhaps just the least bit dangerous. At any rate, I am glad +that, what between Captain S-’s yearning for old triumphs and +Mr. P-’s deafness, I have seen some memorable carrying on to make +a passage. And I have carried on myself upon the tall spars of +that Clyde shipbuilder’s masterpiece as I have never carried on +in a ship before or since.</p> +<p>The second mate falling ill during the passage, I was promoted to +officer of the watch, alone in charge of the deck. Thus the immense +leverage of the ship’s tall masts became a matter very near my +own heart. I suppose it was something of a compliment for a young +fellow to be trusted, apparently without any supervision, by such a +commander as Captain S-; though, as far as I can remember, neither the +tone, nor the manner, nor yet the drift of Captain S-’s remarks +addressed to myself did ever, by the most strained interpretation, imply +a favourable opinion of my abilities. And he was, I must say, +a most uncomfortable commander to get your orders from at night. +If I had the watch from eight till midnight, he would leave the deck +about nine with the words, “Don’t take any sail off her.” +Then, on the point of disappearing down the companion-way, he would +add curtly: “Don’t carry anything away.” I am +glad to say that I never did; one night, however, I was caught, not +quite prepared, by a sudden shift of wind.</p> +<p>There was, of course, a good deal of noise—running about, the, +shouts of the sailors, the thrashing of the sails—enough, in fact, +to wake the dead. But S- never came on deck. When I was +relieved by the chief mate an hour afterwards, he sent for me. +I went into his stateroom; he was lying on his couch wrapped up in a +rug, with a pillow under his head.</p> +<p>“What was the matter with you up there just now?” he +asked.</p> +<p>“Wind flew round on the lee quarter, sir,” I said.</p> +<p>“Couldn’t you see the shift coming?”</p> +<p>“Yes, sir, I thought it wasn’t very far off.”</p> +<p>“Why didn’t you have your courses hauled up at once, +then?” he asked in a tone that ought to have made my blood run +cold.</p> +<p>But this was my chance, and I did not let it slip.</p> +<p>“Well, sir,” I said in an apologetic tone, “she +was going eleven knots very nicely, and I thought she would do for another +half-hour or so.”</p> +<p>He gazed at me darkly out of his head, lying very still on the white +pillow, for a time.</p> +<p>“Ah, yes, another half-hour. That’s the way ships +get dismasted.”</p> +<p>And that was all I got in the way of a wigging. I waited a +little while and then went out, shutting carefully the door of the state-room +after me.</p> +<p>Well, I have loved, lived with, and left the sea without ever seeing +a ship’s tall fabric of sticks, cobwebs and gossamer go by the +board. Sheer good luck, no doubt. But as to poor P-, I am +sure that he would not have got off scot-free like this but for the +god of gales, who called him away early from this earth, which is three +parts ocean, and therefore a fit abode for sailors. A few years +afterwards I met in an Indian port a man who had served in the ships +of the same company. Names came up in our talk, names of our colleagues +in the same employ, and, naturally enough, I asked after P-. Had +he got a command yet? And the other man answered carelessly:</p> +<p>“No; but he’s provided for, anyhow. A heavy sea +took him off the poop in the run between New Zealand and the Horn.”</p> +<p>Thus P- passed away from amongst the tall spars of ships that he +had tried to their utmost in many a spell of boisterous weather. +He had shown me what carrying on meant, but he was not a man to learn +discretion from. He could not help his deafness. One can +only remember his cheery temper, his admiration for the jokes in <i>Punch</i>, +his little oddities—like his strange passion for borrowing looking-glasses, +for instance. Each of our cabins had its own looking-glass screwed +to the bulkhead, and what he wanted with more of them we never could +fathom. He asked for the loan in confidential tones. Why? +Mystery. We made various surmises. No one will ever know +now. At any rate, it was a harmless eccentricity, and may the +god of gales, who took him away so abruptly between New Zealand and +the Horn, let his soul rest in some Paradise of true seamen, where no +amount of carrying on will ever dismast a ship!</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XIII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>There has been a time when a ship’s chief mate, pocket-book +in hand and pencil behind his ear, kept one eye aloft upon his riggers +and the other down the hatchway on the stevedores, and watched the disposition +of his ship’s cargo, knowing that even before she started he was +already doing his best to secure for her an easy and quick passage.</p> +<p>The hurry of the times, the loading and discharging organization +of the docks, the use of hoisting machinery which works quickly and +will not wait, the cry for prompt despatch, the very size of his ship, +stand nowadays between the modern seaman and the thorough knowledge +of his craft.</p> +<p>There are profitable ships and unprofitable ships. The profitable +ship will carry a large load through all the hazards of the weather, +and, when at rest, will stand up in dock and shift from berth to berth +without ballast. There is a point of perfection in a ship as a +worker when she is spoken of as being able to <i>sail</i> without ballast. +I have never met that sort of paragon myself, but I have seen these +paragons advertised amongst ships for sale. Such excess of virtue +and good-nature on the part of a ship always provoked my mistrust. +It is open to any man to say that his ship will sail without ballast; +and he will say it, too, with every mark of profound conviction, especially +if he is not going to sail in her himself. The risk of advertising +her as able to sail without ballast is not great, since the statement +does not imply a warranty of her arriving anywhere. Moreover, +it is strictly true that most ships will sail without ballast for some +little time before they turn turtle upon the crew.</p> +<p>A shipowner loves a profitable ship; the seaman is proud of her; +a doubt of her good looks seldom exists in his mind; but if he can boast +of her more useful qualities it is an added satisfaction for his self-love.</p> +<p>The loading of ships was once a matter of skill, judgment, and knowledge. +Thick books have been written about it. “Stevens on Stowage” +is a portly volume with the renown and weight (in its own world) of +Coke on Littleton. Stevens is an agreeable writer, and, as is +the case with men of talent, his gifts adorn his sterling soundness. +He gives you the official teaching on the whole subject, is precise +as to rules, mentions illustrative events, quotes law cases where verdicts +turned upon a point of stowage. He is never pedantic, and, for +all his close adherence to broad principles, he is ready to admit that +no two ships can be treated exactly alike.</p> +<p>Stevedoring, which had been a skilled labour, is fast becoming a +labour without the skill. The modern steamship with her many holds +is not loaded within the sailor-like meaning of the word. She +is filled up. Her cargo is not stowed in any sense; it is simply +dumped into her through six hatchways, more or less, by twelve winches +or so, with clatter and hurry and racket and heat, in a cloud of steam +and a mess of coal-dust. As long as you keep her propeller under +water and take care, say, not to fling down barrels of oil on top of +bales of silk, or deposit an iron bridge-girder of five ton or so upon +a bed of coffee-bags, you have done about all in the way of duty that +the cry for prompt despatch will allow you to do.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XIV.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The sailing-ship, when I knew her in her days of perfection, was +a sensible creature. When I say her days of perfection, I mean +perfection of build, gear, seaworthy qualities and case of handling, +not the perfection of speed. That quality has departed with the +change of building material. No iron ship of yesterday ever attained +the marvels of speed which the seamanship of men famous in their time +had obtained from their wooden, copper-sheeted predecessors. Everything +had been done to make the iron ship perfect, but no wit of man had managed +to devise an efficient coating composition to keep her bottom clean +with the smooth cleanness of yellow metal sheeting. After a spell +of a few weeks at sea, an iron ship begins to lag as if she had grown +tired too soon. It is only her bottom that is getting foul. +A very little affects the speed of an iron ship which is not driven +on by a merciless propeller. Often it is impossible to tell what +inconsiderate trifle puts her off her stride. A certain mysteriousness +hangs around the quality of speed as it was displayed by the old sailing-ships +commanded by a competent seaman. In those days the speed depended +upon the seaman; therefore, apart from the laws, rules, and regulations +for the good preservation of his cargo, he was careful of his loading,—or +what is technically called the trim of his ship. Some ships sailed +fast on an even keel, others had to be trimmed quite one foot by the +stern, and I have heard of a ship that gave her best speed on a wind +when so loaded as to float a couple of inches by the head.</p> +<p>I call to mind a winter landscape in Amsterdam—a flat foreground +of waste land, with here and there stacks of timber, like the huts of +a camp of some very miserable tribe; the long stretch of the Handelskade; +cold, stone-faced quays, with the snow-sprinkled ground and the hard, +frozen water of the canal, in which were set ships one behind another +with their frosty mooring-ropes hanging slack and their decks idle and +deserted, because, as the master stevedore (a gentle, pale person, with +a few golden hairs on his chin and a reddened nose) informed me, their +cargoes were frozen-in up-country on barges and schuyts. In the +distance, beyond the waste ground, and running parallel with the line +of ships, a line of brown, warm-toned houses seemed bowed under snow-laden +roofs. From afar at the end of Tsar Peter Straat, issued in the +frosty air the tinkle of bells of the horse tramcars, appearing and +disappearing in the opening between the buildings, like little toy carriages +harnessed with toy horses and played with by people that appeared no +bigger than children.</p> +<p>I was, as the French say, biting my fists with impatience for that +cargo frozen up-country; with rage at that canal set fast, at the wintry +and deserted aspect of all those ships that seemed to decay in grim +depression for want of the open water. I was chief mate, and very +much alone. Directly I had joined I received from my owners instructions +to send all the ship’s apprentices away on leave together, because +in such weather there was nothing for anybody to do, unless to keep +up a fire in the cabin stove. That was attended to by a snuffy +and mop-headed, inconceivably dirty, and weirdly toothless Dutch ship-keeper, +who could hardly speak three words of English, but who must have had +some considerable knowledge of the language, since he managed invariably +to interpret in the contrary sense everything that was said to him.</p> +<p>Notwithstanding the little iron stove, the ink froze on the swing-table +in the cabin, and I found it more convenient to go ashore stumbling +over the arctic waste-land and shivering in glazed tramcars in order +to write my evening letter to my owners in a gorgeous café in +the centre of the town. It was an immense place, lofty and gilt, +upholstered in red plush, full of electric lights and so thoroughly +warmed that even the marble tables felt tepid to the touch. The +waiter who brought me my cup of coffee bore, by comparison with my utter +isolation, the dear aspect of an intimate friend. There, alone +in a noisy crowd, I would write slowly a letter addressed to Glasgow, +of which the gist would be: There is no cargo, and no prospect of any +coming till late spring apparently. And all the time I sat there +the necessity of getting back to the ship bore heavily on my already +half-congealed spirits—the shivering in glazed tramcars, the stumbling +over the snow-sprinkled waste ground, the vision of ships frozen in +a row, appearing vaguely like corpses of black vessels in a white world, +so silent, so lifeless, so soulless they seemed to be.</p> +<p>With precaution I would go up the side of my own particular corpse, +and would feel her as cold as ice itself and as slippery under my feet. +My cold berth would swallow up like a chilly burial niche my bodily +shivers and my mental excitement. It was a cruel winter. +The very air seemed as hard and trenchant as steel; but it would have +taken much more than this to extinguish my sacred fire for the exercise +of my craft. No young man of twenty-four appointed chief mate +for the first time in his life would have let that Dutch tenacious winter +penetrate into his heart. I think that in those days I never forgot +the fact of my elevation for five consecutive minutes. I fancy +it kept me warm, even in my slumbers, better than the high pile of blankets, +which positively crackled with frost as I threw them off in the morning. +And I would get up early for no reason whatever except that I was in +sole charge. The new captain had not been appointed yet.</p> +<p>Almost each morning a letter from my owners would arrive, directing +me to go to the charterers and clamour for the ship’s cargo; to +threaten them with the heaviest penalties of demurrage; to demand that +this assortment of varied merchandise, set fast in a landscape of ice +and windmills somewhere up-country, should be put on rail instantly, +and fed up to the ship in regular quantities every day. After +drinking some hot coffee, like an Arctic explorer setting off on a sledge +journey towards the North Pole, I would go ashore and roll shivering +in a tramcar into the very heart of the town, past clean-faced houses, +past thousands of brass knockers upon a thousand painted doors glimmering +behind rows of trees of the pavement species, leafless, gaunt, seemingly +dead for ever.</p> +<p>That part of the expedition was easy enough, though the horses were +painfully glistening with icicles, and the aspect of the tram-conductors’ +faces presented a repulsive blending of crimson and purple. But +as to frightening or bullying, or even wheedling some sort of answer +out of Mr. Hudig, that was another matter altogether. He was a +big, swarthy Netherlander, with black moustaches and a bold glance. +He always began by shoving me into a chair before I had time to open +my mouth, gave me cordially a large cigar, and in excellent English +would start to talk everlastingly about the phenomenal severity of the +weather. It was impossible to threaten a man who, though he possessed +the language perfectly, seemed incapable of understanding any phrase +pronounced in a tone of remonstrance or discontent. As to quarrelling +with him, it would have been stupid. The weather was too bitter +for that. His office was so warm, his fire so bright, his sides +shook so heartily with laughter, that I experienced always a great difficulty +in making up my mind to reach for my hat.</p> +<p>At last the cargo did come. At first it came dribbling in by +rail in trucks, till the thaw set in; and then fast, in a multitude +of barges, with a great rush of unbound waters. The gentle master +stevedore had his hands very full at last; and the chief mate became +worried in his mind as to the proper distribution of the weight of his +first cargo in a ship he did not personally know before.</p> +<p>Ships do want humouring. They want humouring in handling; and +if you mean to handle them well, they must have been humoured in the +distribution of the weight which you ask them to carry through the good +and evil fortune of a passage. Your ship is a tender creature, +whose idiosyncrasies must be attended to if you mean her to come with +credit to herself and you through the rough-and-tumble of her life.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XV.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>So seemed to think the new captain, who arrived the day after we +had finished loading, on the very eve of the day of sailing. I +first beheld him on the quay, a complete stranger to me, obviously not +a Hollander, in a black bowler and a short drab overcoat, ridiculously +out of tone with the winter aspect of the waste-lands, bordered by the +brown fronts of houses with their roofs dripping with melting snow.</p> +<p>This stranger was walking up and down absorbed in the marked contemplation +of the ship’s fore and aft trim; but when I saw him squat on his +heels in the slush at the very edge of the quay to peer at the draught +of water under her counter, I said to myself, “This is the captain.” +And presently I descried his luggage coming along—a real sailor’s +chest, carried by means of rope-beckets between two men, with a couple +of leather portmanteaus and a roll of charts sheeted in canvas piled +upon the lid. The sudden, spontaneous agility with which he bounded +aboard right off the rail afforded me the first glimpse of his real +character. Without further preliminaries than a friendly nod, +he addressed me: “You have got her pretty well in her fore and +aft trim. Now, what about your weights?”</p> +<p>I told him I had managed to keep the weight sufficiently well up, +as I thought, one-third of the whole being in the upper part “above +the beams,” as the technical expression has it. He whistled +“Phew!” scrutinizing me from head to foot. A sort +of smiling vexation was visible on his ruddy face.</p> +<p>“Well, we shall have a lively time of it this passage, I bet,” +he said.</p> +<p>He knew. It turned out he had been chief mate of her for the +two preceding voyages; and I was already familiar with his handwriting +in the old log-books I had been perusing in my cabin with a natural +curiosity, looking up the records of my new ship’s luck, of her +behaviour, of the good times she had had, and of the troubles she had +escaped.</p> +<p>He was right in his prophecy. On our passage from Amsterdam +to Samarang with a general cargo, of which, alas! only one-third in +weight was stowed “above the beams,” we had a lively time +of it. It was lively, but not joyful. There was not even +a single moment of comfort in it, because no seaman can feel comfortable +in body or mind when he has made his ship uneasy.</p> +<p>To travel along with a cranky ship for ninety days or so is no doubt +a nerve-trying experience; but in this case what was wrong with our +craft was this: that by my system of loading she had been made much +too stable.</p> +<p>Neither before nor since have I felt a ship roll so abruptly, so +violently, so heavily. Once she began, you felt that she would +never stop, and this hopeless sensation, characterizing the motion of +ships whose centre of gravity is brought down too low in loading, made +everyone on board weary of keeping on his feet. I remember once +over-hearing one of the hands say: “By Heavens, Jack! I +feel as if I didn’t mind how soon I let myself go, and let the +blamed hooker knock my brains out if she likes.” The captain +used to remark frequently: “Ah, yes; I dare say one-third weight +above beams would have been quite enough for most ships. But then, +you see, there’s no two of them alike on the seas, and she’s +an uncommonly ticklish jade to load.”</p> +<p>Down south, running before the gales of high latitudes, she made +our life a burden to us. There were days when nothing would keep +even on the swing-tables, when there was no position where you could +fix yourself so as not to feel a constant strain upon all the muscles +of your body. She rolled and rolled with an awful dislodging jerk +and that dizzily fast sweep of her masts on every swing. It was +a wonder that the men sent aloft were not flung off the yards, the yards +not flung off the masts, the masts not flung overboard. The captain +in his armchair, holding on grimly at the head of the table, with the +soup-tureen rolling on one side of the cabin and the steward sprawling +on the other, would observe, looking at me: “That’s your +one-third above the beams. The only thing that surprises me is +that the sticks have stuck to her all this time.”</p> +<p>Ultimately some of the minor spars did go—nothing important: +spanker-booms and such-like—because at times the frightful impetus +of her rolling would part a fourfold tackle of new three-inch Manilla +line as if it were weaker than pack-thread.</p> +<p>It was only poetic justice that the chief mate who had made a mistake—perhaps +a half-excusable one—about the distribution of his ship’s +cargo should pay the penalty. A piece of one of the minor spars +that did carry away flew against the chief mate’s back, and sent +him sliding on his face for quite a considerable distance along the +main deck. Thereupon followed various and unpleasant consequences +of a physical order—“queer symptoms,” as the captain, +who treated them, used to say; inexplicable periods of powerlessness, +sudden accesses of mysterious pain; and the patient agreed fully with +the regretful mutters of his very attentive captain wishing that it +had been a straightforward broken leg. Even the Dutch doctor who +took the case up in Samarang offered no scientific explanation. +All he said was: “Ah, friend, you are young yet; it may be very +serious for your whole life. You must leave your ship; you must +quite silent be for three months—quite silent.”</p> +<p>Of course, he meant the chief mate to keep quiet—to lay up, +as a matter of fact. His manner was impressive enough, if his +English was childishly imperfect when compared with the fluency of Mr. +Hudig, the figure at the other end of that passage, and memorable enough +in its way. In a great airy ward of a Far Eastern hospital, lying +on my back, I had plenty of leisure to remember the dreadful cold and +snow of Amsterdam, while looking at the fronds of the palm-trees tossing +and rustling at the height of the window. I could remember the +elated feeling and the soul-gripping cold of those tramway journeys +taken into town to put what in diplomatic language is called pressure +upon the good Hudig, with his warm fire, his armchair, his big cigar, +and the never-failing suggestion in his good-natured voice: “I +suppose in the end it is you they will appoint captain before the ship +sails?” It may have been his extreme good-nature, the serious, +unsmiling good-nature of a fat, swarthy man with coal-black moustache +and steady eyes; but he might have been a bit of a diplomatist, too. +His enticing suggestions I used to repel modestly by the assurance that +it was extremely unlikely, as I had not enough experience. “You +know very well how to go about business matters,” he used to say, +with a sort of affected moodiness clouding his serene round face. +I wonder whether he ever laughed to himself after I had left the office. +I dare say he never did, because I understand that diplomatists, in +and out of the career, take themselves and their tricks with an exemplary +seriousness.</p> +<p>But he had nearly persuaded me that I was fit in every way to be +trusted with a command. There came three months of mental worry, +hard rolling, remorse, and physical pain to drive home the lesson of +insufficient experience.</p> +<p>Yes, your ship wants to be humoured with knowledge. You must +treat with an understanding consideration the mysteries of her feminine +nature, and then she will stand by you faithfully in the unceasing struggle +with forces wherein defeat is no shame. It is a serious relation, +that in which a man stands to his ship. She has her rights as +though she could breathe and speak; and, indeed, there are ships that, +for the right man, will do anything but speak, as the saying goes.</p> +<p>A ship is not a slave. You must make her easy in a seaway, +you must never forget that you owe her the fullest share of your thought, +of your skill, of your self-love. If you remember that obligation, +naturally and without effort, as if it were an instinctive feeling of +your inner life, she will sail, stay, run for you as long as she is +able, or, like a sea-bird going to rest upon the angry waves, she will +lay out the heaviest gale that ever made you doubt living long enough +to see another sunrise.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XVI.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>Often I turn with melancholy eagerness to the space reserved in the +newspapers under the general heading of “Shipping Intelligence.” +I meet there the names of ships I have known. Every year some +of these names disappear—the names of old friends. “Tempi +passati!”</p> +<p>The different divisions of that kind of news are set down in their +order, which varies but slightly in its arrangement of concise headlines. +And first comes “Speakings”—reports of ships met and +signalled at sea, name, port, where from, where bound for, so many days +out, ending frequently with the words “All well.” +Then come “Wrecks and Casualties”—a longish array +of paragraphs, unless the weather has been fair and clear, and friendly +to ships all over the world.</p> +<p>On some days there appears the heading “Overdue”—an +ominous threat of loss and sorrow trembling yet in the balance of fate. +There is something sinister to a seaman in the very grouping of the +letters which form this word, clear in its meaning, and seldom threatening +in vain.</p> +<p>Only a very few days more—appallingly few to the hearts which +had set themselves bravely to hope against hope—three weeks, a +month later, perhaps, the name of ships under the blight of the “Overdue” +heading shall appear again in the column of “Shipping Intelligence,” +but under the final declaration of “Missing.”</p> +<p>“The ship, or barque, or brig So-and-so, bound from such a +port, with such and such cargo, for such another port, having left at +such and such a date, last spoken at sea on such a day, and never having +been heard of since, was posted to-day as missing.” Such +in its strictly official eloquence is the form of funeral orations on +ships that, perhaps wearied with a long struggle, or in some unguarded +moment that may come to the readiest of us, had let themselves be overwhelmed +by a sudden blow from the enemy.</p> +<p>Who can say? Perhaps the men she carried had asked her to do +too much, had stretched beyond breaking-point the enduring faithfulness +which seems wrought and hammered into that assemblage of iron ribs and +plating, of wood and steel and canvas and wire, which goes to the making +of a ship—a complete creation endowed with character, individuality, +qualities and defects, by men whose hands launch her upon the water, +and that other men shall learn to know with an intimacy surpassing the +intimacy of man with man, to love with a love nearly as great as that +of man for woman, and often as blind in its infatuated disregard of +defects.</p> +<p>There are ships which bear a bad name, but I have yet to meet one +whose crew for the time being failed to stand up angrily for her against +every criticism. One ship which I call to mind now had the reputation +of killing somebody every voyage she made. This was no calumny, +and yet I remember well, somewhere far back in the late seventies, that +the crew of that ship were, if anything, rather proud of her evil fame, +as if they had been an utterly corrupt lot of desperadoes glorying in +their association with an atrocious creature. We, belonging to +other vessels moored all about the Circular Quay in Sydney, used to +shake our heads at her with a great sense of the unblemished virtue +of our own well-loved ships.</p> +<p>I shall not pronounce her name. She is “missing” +now, after a sinister but, from the point of view of her owners, a useful +career extending over many years, and, I should say, across every ocean +of our globe. Having killed a man for every voyage, and perhaps +rendered more misanthropic by the infirmities that come with years upon +a ship, she had made up her mind to kill all hands at once before leaving +the scene of her exploits. A fitting end, this, to a life of usefulness +and crime—in a last outburst of an evil passion supremely satisfied +on some wild night, perhaps, to the applauding clamour of wind and wave.</p> +<p>How did she do it? In the word “missing” there +is a horrible depth of doubt and speculation. Did she go quickly +from under the men’s feet, or did she resist to the end, letting +the sea batter her to pieces, start her butts, wrench her frame, load +her with an increasing weight of salt water, and, dismasted, unmanageable, +rolling heavily, her boats gone, her decks swept, had she wearied her +men half to death with the unceasing labour at the pumps before she +sank with them like a stone?</p> +<p>However, such a case must be rare. I imagine a raft of some +sort could always be contrived; and, even if it saved no one, it would +float on and be picked up, perhaps conveying some hint of the vanished +name. Then that ship would not be, properly speaking, missing. +She would be “lost with all hands,” and in that distinction +there is a subtle difference—less horror and a less appalling +darkness.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XVII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The unholy fascination of dread dwells in the thought of the last +moments of a ship reported as “missing” in the columns of +the <i>Shipping Gazette</i>. Nothing of her ever comes to light—no +grating, no lifebuoy, no piece of boat or branded oar—to give +a hint of the place and date of her sudden end. The <i>Shipping +Gazette</i> does not even call her “lost with all hands.” +She remains simply “missing”; she has disappeared enigmatically +into a mystery of fate as big as the world, where your imagination of +a brother-sailor, of a fellow-servant and lover of ships, may range +unchecked.</p> +<p>And yet sometimes one gets a hint of what the last scene may be like +in the life of a ship and her crew, which resembles a drama in its struggle +against a great force bearing it up, formless, ungraspable, chaotic +and mysterious, as fate.</p> +<p>It was on a gray afternoon in the lull of a three days’ gale +that had left the Southern Ocean tumbling heavily upon our ship, under +a sky hung with rags of clouds that seemed to have been cut and hacked +by the keen edge of a sou’-west gale.</p> +<p>Our craft, a Clyde-built barque of 1,000 tons, rolled so heavily +that something aloft had carried away. No matter what the damage +was, but it was serious enough to induce me to go aloft myself with +a couple of hands and the carpenter to see the temporary repairs properly +done.</p> +<p>Sometimes we had to drop everything and cling with both hands to +the swaying spars, holding our breath in fear of a terribly heavy roll. +And, wallowing as if she meant to turn over with us, the barque, her +decks full of water, her gear flying in bights, ran at some ten knots +an hour. We had been driven far south—much farther that +way than we had meant to go; and suddenly, up there in the slings of +the foreyard, in the midst of our work, I felt my shoulder gripped with +such force in the carpenter’s powerful paw that I positively yelled +with unexpected pain. The man’s eyes stared close in my +face, and he shouted, “Look, sir! look! What’s this?” +pointing ahead with his other hand.</p> +<p>At first I saw nothing. The sea was one empty wilderness of +black and white hills. Suddenly, half-concealed in the tumult +of the foaming rollers I made out awash, something enormous, rising +and falling—something spread out like a burst of foam, but with +a more bluish, more solid look.</p> +<p>It was a piece of an ice-floe melted down to a fragment, but still +big enough to sink a ship, and floating lower than any raft, right in +our way, as if ambushed among the waves with murderous intent. +There was no time to get down on deck. I shouted from aloft till +my head was ready to split. I was heard aft, and we managed to +clear the sunken floe which had come all the way from the Southern ice-cap +to have a try at our unsuspecting lives. Had it been an hour later, +nothing could have saved the ship, for no eye could have made out in +the dusk that pale piece of ice swept over by the white-crested waves.</p> +<p>And as we stood near the taffrail side by side, my captain and I, +looking at it, hardly discernible already, but still quite close-to +on our quarter, he remarked in a meditative tone:</p> +<p>“But for the turn of that wheel just in time, there would have +been another case of a ‘missing’ ship.”</p> +<p>Nobody ever comes back from a “missing” ship to tell +how hard was the death of the craft, and how sudden and overwhelming +the last anguish of her men. Nobody can say with what thoughts, +with what regrets, with what words on their lips they died. But +there is something fine in the sudden passing away of these hearts from +the extremity of struggle and stress and tremendous uproar—from +the vast, unrestful rage of the surface to the profound peace of the +depths, sleeping untroubled since the beginning of ages.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XVIII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>But if the word “missing” brings all hope to an end and +settles the loss of the underwriters, the word “overdue” +confirms the fears already born in many homes ashore, and opens the +door of speculation in the market of risks.</p> +<p>Maritime risks, be it understood. There is a class of optimists +ready to reinsure an “overdue” ship at a heavy premium. +But nothing can insure the hearts on shore against the bitterness of +waiting for the worst.</p> +<p>For if a “missing” ship has never turned up within the +memory of seamen of my generation, the name of an “overdue” +ship, trembling as it were on the edge of the fatal heading, has been +known to appear as “arrived.”</p> +<p>It must blaze up, indeed, with a great brilliance the dull printer’s +ink expended on the assemblage of the few letters that form the ship’s +name to the anxious eyes scanning the page in fear and trembling. +It is like the message of reprieve from the sentence of sorrow suspended +over many a home, even if some of the men in her have been the most +homeless mortals that you may find among the wanderers of the sea.</p> +<p>The reinsurer, the optimist of ill-luck and disaster, slaps his pocket +with satisfaction. The underwriter, who had been trying to minimize +the amount of impending loss, regrets his premature pessimism. +The ship has been stauncher, the skies more merciful, the seas less +angry, or perhaps the men on board of a finer temper than he has been +willing to take for granted.</p> +<p>“The ship So-and-so, bound to such a port, and posted as ‘overdue,’ +has been reported yesterday as having arrived safely at her destination.”</p> +<p>Thus run the official words of the reprieve addressed to the hearts +ashore lying under a heavy sentence. And they come swiftly from +the other side of the earth, over wires and cables, for your electric +telegraph is a great alleviator of anxiety. Details, of course, +shall follow. And they may unfold a tale of narrow escape, of +steady ill-luck, of high winds and heavy weather, of ice, of interminable +calms or endless head-gales; a tale of difficulties overcome, of adversity +defied by a small knot of men upon the great loneliness of the sea; +a tale of resource, of courage—of helplessness, perhaps.</p> +<p>Of all ships disabled at sea, a steamer who has lost her propeller +is the most helpless. And if she drifts into an unpopulated part +of the ocean she may soon become overdue. The menace of the “overdue” +and the finality of “missing” come very quickly to steamers +whose life, fed on coals and breathing the black breath of smoke into +the air, goes on in disregard of wind and wave. Such a one, a +big steamship, too, whose working life had been a record of faithful +keeping time from land to land, in disregard of wind and sea, once lost +her propeller down south, on her passage out to New Zealand.</p> +<p>It was the wintry, murky time of cold gales and heavy seas. +With the snapping of her tail-shaft her life seemed suddenly to depart +from her big body, and from a stubborn, arrogant existence she passed +all at once into the passive state of a drifting log. A ship sick +with her own weakness has not the pathos of a ship vanquished in a battle +with the elements, wherein consists the inner drama of her life. +No seaman can look without compassion upon a disabled ship, but to look +at a sailing-vessel with her lofty spars gone is to look upon a defeated +but indomitable warrior. There is defiance in the remaining stumps +of her masts, raised up like maimed limbs against the menacing scowl +of a stormy sky; there is high courage in the upward sweep of her lines +towards the bow; and as soon as, on a hastily-rigged spar, a strip of +canvas is shown to the wind to keep her head to sea, she faces the waves +again with an unsubdued courage.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XIX.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The efficiency of a steamship consists not so much in her courage +as in the power she carries within herself. It beats and throbs +like a pulsating heart within her iron ribs, and when it stops, the +steamer, whose life is not so much a contest as the disdainful ignoring +of the sea, sickens and dies upon the waves. The sailing-ship, +with her unthrobbing body, seemed to lead mysteriously a sort of unearthly +existence, bordering upon the magic of the invisible forces, sustained +by the inspiration of life-giving and death-dealing winds.</p> +<p>So that big steamer, dying by a sudden stroke, drifted, an unwieldy +corpse, away from the track of other ships. And she would have +been posted really as “overdue,” or maybe as “missing,” +had she not been sighted in a snowstorm, vaguely, like a strange rolling +island, by a whaler going north from her Polar cruising ground. +There was plenty of food on board, and I don’t know whether the +nerves of her passengers were at all affected by anything else than +the sense of interminable boredom or the vague fear of that unusual +situation. Does a passenger ever feel the life of the ship in +which he is being carried like a sort of honoured bale of highly sensitive +goods? For a man who has never been a passenger it is impossible +to say. But I know that there is no harder trial for a seaman +than to feel a dead ship under his feet.</p> +<p>There is no mistaking that sensation, so dismal, so tormenting and +so subtle, so full of unhappiness and unrest. I could imagine +no worse eternal punishment for evil seamen who die unrepentant upon +the earthly sea than that their souls should be condemned to man the +ghosts of disabled ships, drifting for ever across a ghostly and tempestuous +ocean.</p> +<p>She must have looked ghostly enough, that broken-down steamer, rolling +in that snowstorm—a dark apparition in a world of white snowflakes +to the staring eyes of that whaler’s crew. Evidently they +didn’t believe in ghosts, for on arrival into port her captain +unromantically reported having sighted a disabled steamer in latitude +somewhere about 50 degrees S. and a longitude still more uncertain. +Other steamers came out to look for her, and ultimately towed her away +from the cold edge of the world into a harbour with docks and workshops, +where, with many blows of hammers, her pulsating heart of steel was +set going again to go forth presently in the renewed pride of its strength, +fed on fire and water, breathing black smoke into the air, pulsating, +throbbing, shouldering its arrogant way against the great rollers in +blind disdain of winds and sea.</p> +<p>The track she had made when drifting while her heart stood still +within her iron ribs looked like a tangled thread on the white paper +of the chart. It was shown to me by a friend, her second officer. +In that surprising tangle there were words in minute letters—“gales,” +“thick fog,” “ice”—written by him here +and there as memoranda of the weather. She had interminably turned +upon her tracks, she had crossed and recrossed her haphazard path till +it resembled nothing so much as a puzzling maze of pencilled lines without +a meaning. But in that maze there lurked all the romance of the +“overdue” and a menacing hint of “missing.”</p> +<p>“We had three weeks of it,” said my friend, “just +think of that!”</p> +<p>“How did you feel about it?” I asked.</p> +<p>He waved his hand as much as to say: It’s all in the day’s +work. But then, abruptly, as if making up his mind:</p> +<p>“I’ll tell you. Towards the last I used to shut +myself up in my berth and cry.”</p> +<p>“Cry?”</p> +<p>“Shed tears,” he explained briefly, and rolled up the +chart.</p> +<p>I can answer for it, he was a good man—as good as ever stepped +upon a ship’s deck—but he could not bear the feeling of +a dead ship under his feet: the sickly, disheartening feeling which +the men of some “overdue” ships that come into harbour at +last under a jury-rig must have felt, combated, and overcome in the +faithful discharge of their duty.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XX.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>It is difficult for a seaman to believe that his stranded ship does +not feel as unhappy at the unnatural predicament of having no water +under her keel as he is himself at feeling her stranded.</p> +<p>Stranding is, indeed, the reverse of sinking. The sea does +not close upon the water-logged hull with a sunny ripple, or maybe with +the angry rush of a curling wave, erasing her name from the roll of +living ships. No. It is as if an invisible hand had been +stealthily uplifted from the bottom to catch hold of her keel as it +glides through the water.</p> +<p>More than any other event does stranding bring to the sailor a sense +of utter and dismal failure. There are strandings and strandings, +but I am safe to say that 90 per cent. of them are occasions in which +a sailor, without dishonour, may well wish himself dead; and I have +no doubt that of those who had the experience of their ship taking the +ground, 90 per cent. did actually for five seconds or so wish themselves +dead.</p> +<p>“Taking the ground” is the professional expression for +a ship that is stranded in gentle circumstances. But the feeling +is more as if the ground had taken hold of her. It is for those +on her deck a surprising sensation. It is as if your feet had +been caught in an imponderable snare; you feel the balance of your body +threatened, and the steady poise of your mind is destroyed at once. +This sensation lasts only a second, for even while you stagger something +seems to turn over in your head, bringing uppermost the mental exclamation, +full of astonishment and dismay, “By Jove! she’s on the +ground!”</p> +<p>And that is very terrible. After all, the only mission of a +seaman’s calling is to keep ships’ keels off the ground. +Thus the moment of her stranding takes away from him every excuse for +his continued existence. To keep ships afloat is his business; +it is his trust; it is the effective formula of the bottom of all these +vague impulses, dreams, and illusions that go to the making up of a +boy’s vocation. The grip of the land upon the keel of your +ship, even if nothing worse comes of it than the wear and tear of tackle +and the loss of time, remains in a seaman’s memory an indelibly +fixed taste of disaster.</p> +<p>“Stranded” within the meaning of this paper stands for +a more or less excusable mistake. A ship may be “driven +ashore” by stress of weather. It is a catastrophe, a defeat. +To be “run ashore” has the littleness, poignancy, and bitterness +of human error.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXI.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>That is why your “strandings” are for the most part so +unexpected. In fact, they are all unexpected, except those heralded +by some short glimpse of the danger, full of agitation and excitement, +like an awakening from a dream of incredible folly.</p> +<p>The land suddenly at night looms up right over your bows, or perhaps +the cry of “Broken water ahead!” is raised, and some long +mistake, some complicated edifice of self-delusion, over-confidence, +and wrong reasoning is brought down in a fatal shock, and the heart-searing +experience of your ship’s keel scraping and scrunching over, say, +a coral reef. It is a sound, for its size, far more terrific to +your soul than that of a world coming violently to an end. But +out of that chaos your belief in your own prudence and sagacity reasserts +itself. You ask yourself, Where on earth did I get to? How +on earth did I get there? with a conviction that it could not be your +own act, that there has been at work some mysterious conspiracy of accident; +that the charts are all wrong, and if the charts are not wrong, that +land and sea have changed their places; that your misfortune shall for +ever remain inexplicable, since you have lived always with the sense +of your trust, the last thing on closing your eyes, the first on opening +them, as if your mind had kept firm hold of your responsibility during +the hours of sleep.</p> +<p>You contemplate mentally your mischance, till little by little your +mood changes, cold doubt steals into the very marrow of your bones, +you see the inexplicable fact in another light. That is the time +when you ask yourself, How on earth could I have been fool enough to +get there? And you are ready to renounce all belief in your good +sense, in your knowledge, in your fidelity, in what you thought till +then was the best in you, giving you the daily bread of life and the +moral support of other men’s confidence.</p> +<p>The ship is lost or not lost. Once stranded, you have to do +your best by her. She may be saved by your efforts, by your resource +and fortitude bearing up against the heavy weight of guilt and failure. +And there are justifiable strandings in fogs, on uncharted seas, on +dangerous shores, through treacherous tides. But, saved or not +saved, there remains with her commander a distinct sense of loss, a +flavour in the mouth of the real, abiding danger that lurks in all the +forms of human existence. It is an acquisition, too, that feeling. +A man may be the better for it, but he will not be the same. Damocles +has seen the sword suspended by a hair over his head, and though a good +man need not be made less valuable by such a knowledge, the feast shall +not henceforth have the same flavour.</p> +<p>Years ago I was concerned as chief mate in a case of stranding which +was not fatal to the ship. We went to work for ten hours on end, +laying out anchors in readiness to heave off at high water. While +I was still busy about the decks forward I heard the steward at my elbow +saying: “The captain asks whether you mean to come in, sir, and +have something to eat to-day.”</p> +<p>I went into the cuddy. My captain sat at the head of the table +like a statue. There was a strange motionlessness of everything +in that pretty little cabin. The swing-table which for seventy +odd days had been always on the move, if ever so little, hung quite +still above the soup-tureen. Nothing could have altered the rich +colour of my commander’s complexion, laid on generously by wind +and sea; but between the two tufts of fair hair above his ears, his +skull, generally suffused with the hue of blood, shone dead white, like +a dome of ivory. And he looked strangely untidy. I perceived +he had not shaved himself that day; and yet the wildest motion of the +ship in the most stormy latitudes we had passed through, never made +him miss one single morning ever since we left the Channel. The +fact must be that a commander cannot possibly shave himself when his +ship is aground. I have commanded ships myself, but I don’t +know; I have never tried to shave in my life.</p> +<p>He did not offer to help me or himself till I had coughed markedly +several times. I talked to him professionally in a cheery tone, +and ended with the confident assertion:</p> +<p>“We shall get her off before midnight, sir.”</p> +<p>He smiled faintly without looking up, and muttered as if to himself:</p> +<p>“Yes, yes; the captain put the ship ashore and we got her off.”</p> +<p>Then, raising his head, he attacked grumpily the steward, a lanky, +anxious youth with a long, pale face and two big front teeth.</p> +<p>“What makes this soup so bitter? I am surprised the mate +can swallow the beastly stuff. I’m sure the cook’s +ladled some salt water into it by mistake.”</p> +<p>The charge was so outrageous that the steward for all answer only +dropped his eyelids bashfully.</p> +<p>There was nothing the matter with the soup. I had a second +helping. My heart was warm with hours of hard work at the head +of a willing crew. I was elated with having handled heavy anchors, +cables, boats without the slightest hitch; pleased with having laid +out scientifically bower, stream, and kedge exactly where I believed +they would do most good. On that occasion the bitter taste of +a stranding was not for my mouth. That experience came later, +and it was only then that I understood the loneliness of the man in +charge.</p> +<p>It’s the captain who puts the ship ashore; it’s we who +get her off.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>It seems to me that no man born and truthful to himself could declare +that he ever saw the sea looking young as the earth looks young in spring. +But some of us, regarding the ocean with understanding and affection, +have seen it looking old, as if the immemorial ages had been stirred +up from the undisturbed bottom of ooze. For it is a gale of wind +that makes the sea look old.</p> +<p>From a distance of years, looking at the remembered aspects of the +storms lived through, it is that impression which disengages itself +clearly from the great body of impressions left by many years of intimate +contact.</p> +<p>If you would know the age of the earth, look upon the sea in a storm. +The grayness of the whole immense surface, the wind furrows upon the +faces of the waves, the great masses of foam, tossed about and waving, +like matted white locks, give to the sea in a gale an appearance of +hoary age, lustreless, dull, without gleams, as though it had been created +before light itself.</p> +<p>Looking back after much love and much trouble, the instinct of primitive +man, who seeks to personify the forces of Nature for his affection and +for his fear, is awakened again in the breast of one civilized beyond +that stage even in his infancy. One seems to have known gales +as enemies, and even as enemies one embraces them in that affectionate +regret which clings to the past.</p> +<p>Gales have their personalities, and, after all, perhaps it is not +strange; for, when all is said and done, they are adversaries whose +wiles you must defeat, whose violence you must resist, and yet with +whom you must live in the intimacies of nights and days.</p> +<p>Here speaks the man of masts and sails, to whom the sea is not a +navigable element, but an intimate companion. The length of passages, +the growing sense of solitude, the close dependence upon the very forces +that, friendly to-day, without changing their nature, by the mere putting +forth of their might, become dangerous to-morrow, make for that sense +of fellowship which modern seamen, good men as they are, cannot hope +to know. And, besides, your modern ship which is a steamship makes +her passages on other principles than yielding to the weather and humouring +the sea. She receives smashing blows, but she advances; it is +a slogging fight, and not a scientific campaign. The machinery, +the steel, the fire, the steam, have stepped in between the man and +the sea. A modern fleet of ships does not so much make use of +the sea as exploit a highway. The modern ship is not the sport +of the waves. Let us say that each of her voyages is a triumphant +progress; and yet it is a question whether it is not a more subtle and +more human triumph to be the sport of the waves and yet survive, achieving +your end.</p> +<p>In his own time a man is always very modern. Whether the seamen +of three hundred years hence will have the faculty of sympathy it is +impossible to say. An incorrigible mankind hardens its heart in +the progress of its own perfectability. How will they feel on +seeing the illustrations to the sea novels of our day, or of our yesterday? +It is impossible to guess. But the seaman of the last generation, +brought into sympathy with the caravels of ancient time by his sailing-ship, +their lineal descendant, cannot look upon those lumbering forms navigating +the naïve seas of ancient woodcuts without a feeling of surprise, +of affectionate derision, envy, and admiration. For those things, +whose unmanageableness, even when represented on paper, makes one gasp +with a sort of amused horror, were manned by men who are his direct +professional ancestors.</p> +<p>No; the seamen of three hundred years hence will probably be neither +touched nor moved to derision, affection, or admiration. They +will glance at the photogravures of our nearly defunct sailing-ships +with a cold, inquisitive and indifferent eye. Our ships of yesterday +will stand to their ships as no lineal ancestors, but as mere predecessors +whose course will have been run and the race extinct. Whatever +craft he handles with skill, the seaman of the future shall be, not +our descendant, but only our successor.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXIII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>And so much depends upon the craft which, made by man, is one with +man, that the sea shall wear for him another aspect. I remember +once seeing the commander—officially the master, by courtesy the +captain—of a fine iron ship of the old wool fleet shaking his +head at a very pretty brigantine. She was bound the other way. +She was a taut, trim, neat little craft, extremely well kept; and on +that serene evening when we passed her close she looked the embodiment +of coquettish comfort on the sea. It was somewhere near the Cape—<i>The</i> +Cape being, of course, the Cape of Good Hope, the Cape of Storms of +its Portuguese discoverer. And whether it is that the word “storm” +should not be pronounced upon the sea where the storms dwell thickly, +or because men are shy of confessing their good hopes, it has become +the nameless cape—the Cape <i>tout court</i>. The other +great cape of the world, strangely enough, is seldom if ever called +a cape. We say, “a voyage round the Horn”; “we +rounded the Horn”; “we got a frightful battering off the +Horn”; but rarely “Cape Horn,” and, indeed, with some +reason, for Cape Horn is as much an island as a cape. The third +stormy cape of the world, which is the Leeuwin, receives generally its +full name, as if to console its second-rate dignity. These are +the capes that look upon the gales.</p> +<p>The little brigantine, then, had doubled the Cape. Perhaps +she was coming from Port Elizabeth, from East London—who knows? +It was many years ago, but I remember well the captain of the wool-clipper +nodding at her with the words, “Fancy having to go about the sea +in a thing like that!”</p> +<p>He was a man brought up in big deep-water ships, and the size of +the craft under his feet was a part of his conception of the sea. +His own ship was certainly big as ships went then. He may have +thought of the size of his cabin, or—unconsciously, perhaps—have +conjured up a vision of a vessel so small tossing amongst the great +seas. I didn’t inquire, and to a young second mate the captain +of the little pretty brigantine, sitting astride a camp stool with his +chin resting on his hands that were crossed upon the rail, might have +appeared a minor king amongst men. We passed her within earshot, +without a hail, reading each other’s names with the naked eye.</p> +<p>Some years later, the second mate, the recipient of that almost involuntary +mutter, could have told his captain that a man brought up in big ships +may yet take a peculiar delight in what we should both then have called +a small craft. Probably the captain of the big ship would not +have understood very well. His answer would have been a gruff, +“Give me size,” as I heard another man reply to a remark +praising the handiness of a small vessel. It was not a love of +the grandiose or the prestige attached to the command of great tonnage, +for he continued, with an air of disgust and contempt, “Why, you +get flung out of your bunk as likely as not in any sort of heavy weather.”</p> +<p>I don’t know. I remember a few nights in my lifetime, +and in a big ship, too (as big as they made them then), when one did +not get flung out of one’s bed simply because one never even attempted +to get in; one had been made too weary, too hopeless, to try. +The expedient of turning your bedding out on to a damp floor and lying +on it there was no earthly good, since you could not keep your place +or get a second’s rest in that or any other position. But +of the delight of seeing a small craft run bravely amongst the great +seas there can be no question to him whose soul does not dwell ashore. +Thus I well remember a three days’ run got out of a little barque +of 400 tons somewhere between the islands of St. Paul and Amsterdam +and Cape Otway on the Australian coast. It was a hard, long gale, +gray clouds and green sea, heavy weather undoubtedly, but still what +a sailor would call manageable. Under two lower topsails and a +reefed foresail the barque seemed to race with a long, steady sea that +did not becalm her in the troughs. The solemn thundering combers +caught her up from astern, passed her with a fierce boiling up of foam +level with the bulwarks, swept on ahead with a swish and a roar: and +the little vessel, dipping her jib-boom into the tumbling froth, would +go on running in a smooth, glassy hollow, a deep valley between two +ridges of the sea, hiding the horizon ahead and astern. There +was such fascination in her pluck, nimbleness, the continual exhibition +of unfailing seaworthiness, in the semblance of courage and endurance, +that I could not give up the delight of watching her run through the +three unforgettable days of that gale which my mate also delighted to +extol as “a famous shove.”</p> +<p>And this is one of those gales whose memory in after-years returns, +welcome in dignified austerity, as you would remember with pleasure +the noble features of a stranger with whom you crossed swords once in +knightly encounter and are never to see again. In this way gales +have their physiognomy. You remember them by your own feelings, +and no two gales stamp themselves in the same way upon your emotions. +Some cling to you in woebegone misery; others come back fiercely and +weirdly, like ghouls bent upon sucking your strength away; others, again, +have a catastrophic splendour; some are unvenerated recollections, as +of spiteful wild-cats clawing at your agonized vitals; others are severe, +like a visitation; and one or two rise up draped and mysterious, with +an aspect of ominous menace. In each of them there is a characteristic +point at which the whole feeling seems contained in one single moment. +Thus there is a certain four o’clock in the morning in the confused +roar of a black and white world when coming on deck to take charge of +my watch I received the instantaneous impression that the ship could +not live for another hour in such a raging sea.</p> +<p>I wonder what became of the men who silently (you couldn’t +hear yourself speak) must have shared that conviction with me. +To be left to write about it is not, perhaps, the most enviable fate; +but the point is that this impression resumes in its intensity the whole +recollection of days and days of desperately dangerous weather. +We were then, for reasons which it is not worth while to specify, in +the close neighbourhood of Kerguelen Land; and now, when I open an atlas +and look at the tiny dots on the map of the Southern Ocean, I see as +if engraved upon the paper the enraged physiognomy of that gale.</p> +<p>Another, strangely, recalls a silent man. And yet it was not +din that was wanting; in fact, it was terrific. That one was a +gale that came upon the ship swiftly, like a parnpero, which last is +a very sudden wind indeed. Before we knew very well what was coming +all the sails we had set had burst; the furled ones were blowing loose, +ropes flying, sea hissing—it hissed tremendously—wind howling, +and the ship lying on her side, so that half of the crew were swimming +and the other half clawing desperately at whatever came to hand, according +to the side of the deck each man had been caught on by the catastrophe, +either to leeward or to windward. The shouting I need not mention—it +was the merest drop in an ocean of noise—and yet the character +of the gale seems contained in the recollection of one small, not particularly +impressive, sallow man without a cap and with a very still face. +Captain Jones—let us call him Jones—had been caught unawares. +Two orders he had given at the first sign of an utterly unforeseen onset; +after that the magnitude of his mistake seemed to have overwhelmed him. +We were doing what was needed and feasible. The ship behaved well. +Of course, it was some time before we could pause in our fierce and +laborious exertions; but all through the work, the excitement, the uproar, +and some dismay, we were aware of this silent little man at the break +of the poop, perfectly motionless, soundless, and often hidden from +us by the drift of sprays.</p> +<p>When we officers clambered at last upon the poop, he seemed to come +out of that numbed composure, and shouted to us down wind: “Try +the pumps.” Afterwards he disappeared. As to the ship, +I need not say that, although she was presently swallowed up in one +of the blackest nights I can remember, she did not disappear. +In truth, I don’t fancy that there had ever been much danger of +that, but certainly the experience was noisy and particularly distracting—and +yet it is the memory of a very quiet silence that survives.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXIV.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>For, after all, a gale of wind, the thing of mighty sound, is inarticulate. +It is man who, in a chance phrase, interprets the elemental passion +of his enemy. Thus there is another gale in my memory, a thing +of endless, deep, humming roar, moonlight, and a spoken sentence.</p> +<p>It was off that other cape which is always deprived of its title +as the Cape of Good Hope is robbed of its name. It was off the +Horn. For a true expression of dishevelled wildness there is nothing +like a gale in the bright moonlight of a high latitude.</p> +<p>The ship, brought-to and bowing to enormous flashing seas, glistened +wet from deck to trucks; her one set sail stood out a coal-black shape +upon the gloomy blueness of the air. I was a youngster then, and +suffering from weariness, cold, and imperfect oilskins which let water +in at every seam. I craved human companionship, and, coming off +the poop, took my place by the side of the boatswain (a man whom I did +not like) in a comparatively dry spot where at worst we had water only +up to our knees. Above our heads the explosive booming gusts of +wind passed continuously, justifying the sailor’s saying “It +blows great guns.” And just from that need of human companionship, +being very close to the man, I said, or rather shouted:</p> +<p>“Blows very hard, boatswain.”</p> +<p>His answer was:</p> +<p>“Ay, and if it blows only a little harder things will begin +to go. I don’t mind as long as everything holds, but when +things begin to go it’s bad.”</p> +<p>The note of dread in the shouting voice, the practical truth of these +words, heard years ago from a man I did not like, have stamped its peculiar +character on that gale.</p> +<p>A look in the eyes of a shipmate, a low murmur in the most sheltered +spot where the watch on duty are huddled together, a meaning moan from +one to the other with a glance at the windward sky, a sigh of weariness, +a gesture of disgust passing into the keeping of the great wind, become +part and parcel of the gale. The olive hue of hurricane clouds +presents an aspect peculiarly appalling. The inky ragged wrack, +flying before a nor’-west wind, makes you dizzy with its headlong +speed that depicts the rush of the invisible air. A hard sou’-wester +startles you with its close horizon and its low gray sky, as if the +world were a dungeon wherein there is no rest for body or soul. +And there are black squalls, white squalls, thunder squalls, and unexpected +gusts that come without a single sign in the sky; and of each kind no +one of them resembles another.</p> +<p>There is infinite variety in the gales of wind at sea, and except +for the peculiar, terrible, and mysterious moaning that may be heard +sometimes passing through the roar of a hurricane—except for that +unforgettable sound, as if the soul of the universe had been goaded +into a mournful groan—it is, after all, the human voice that stamps +the mark of human consciousness upon the character of a gale.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXV.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>There is no part of the world of coasts, continents, oceans, seas, +straits, capes, and islands which is not under the sway of a reigning +wind, the sovereign of its typical weather. The wind rules the +aspects of the sky and the action of the sea. But no wind rules +unchallenged his realm of land and water. As with the kingdoms +of the earth, there are regions more turbulent than others. In +the middle belt of the earth the Trade Winds reign supreme, undisputed, +like monarchs of long-settled kingdoms, whose traditional power, checking +all undue ambitions, is not so much an exercise of personal might as +the working of long-established institutions. The intertropical +kingdoms of the Trade Winds are favourable to the ordinary life of a +merchantman. The trumpet-call of strife is seldom borne on their +wings to the watchful ears of men on the decks of ships. The regions +ruled by the north-east and south-east Trade Winds are serene. +In a southern-going ship, bound out for a long voyage, the passage through +their dominions is characterized by a relaxation of strain and vigilance +on the part of the seamen. Those citizens of the ocean feel sheltered +under the aegis of an uncontested law, of an undisputed dynasty. +There, indeed, if anywhere on earth, the weather may be trusted.</p> +<p>Yet not too implicitly. Even in the constitutional realm of +Trade Winds, north and south of the equator, ships are overtaken by +strange disturbances. Still, the easterly winds, and, generally +speaking, the easterly weather all the world over, is characterized +by regularity and persistence.</p> +<p>As a ruler, the East Wind has a remarkable stability; as an invader +of the high latitudes lying under the tumultuous sway of his great brother, +the Wind of the West, he is extremely difficult to dislodge, by the +reason of his cold craftiness and profound duplicity.</p> +<p>The narrow seas around these isles, where British admirals keep watch +and ward upon the marches of the Atlantic Ocean, are subject to the +turbulent sway of the West Wind. Call it north-west or south-west, +it is all one—a different phase of the same character, a changed +expression on the same face. In the orientation of the winds that +rule the seas, the north and south directions are of no importance. +There are no North and South Winds of any account upon this earth. +The North and South Winds are but small princes in the dynasties that +make peace and war upon the sea. They never assert themselves +upon a vast stage. They depend upon local causes—the configuration +of coasts, the shapes of straits, the accidents of bold promontories +round which they play their little part. In the polity of winds, +as amongst the tribes of the earth, the real struggle lies between East +and West.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXVI.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The West Wind reigns over the seas surrounding the coasts of these +kingdoms; and from the gateways of the channels, from promontories as +if from watch-towers, from estuaries of rivers as if from postern gates, +from passage-ways, inlets, straits, firths, the garrison of the Isle +and the crews of the ships going and returning look to the westward +to judge by the varied splendours of his sunset mantle the mood of that +arbitrary ruler. The end of the day is the time to gaze at the +kingly face of the Westerly Weather, who is the arbiter of ships’ +destinies. Benignant and splendid, or splendid and sinister, the +western sky reflects the hidden purposes of the royal mind. Clothed +in a mantle of dazzling gold or draped in rags of black clouds like +a beggar, the might of the Westerly Wind sits enthroned upon the western +horizon with the whole North Atlantic as a footstool for his feet and +the first twinkling stars making a diadem for his brow. Then the +seamen, attentive courtiers of the weather, think of regulating the +conduct of their ships by the mood of the master. The West Wind +is too great a king to be a dissembler: he is no calculator plotting +deep schemes in a sombre heart; he is too strong for small artifices; +there is passion in all his moods, even in the soft mood of his serene +days, in the grace of his blue sky whose immense and unfathomable tenderness +reflected in the mirror of the sea embraces, possesses, lulls to sleep +the ships with white sails. He is all things to all oceans; he +is like a poet seated upon a throne—magnificent, simple, barbarous, +pensive, generous, impulsive, changeable, unfathomable—but when +you understand him, always the same. Some of his sunsets are like +pageants devised for the delight of the multitude, when all the gems +of the royal treasure-house are displayed above the sea. Others +are like the opening of his royal confidence, tinged with thoughts of +sadness and compassion in a melancholy splendour meditating upon the +short-lived peace of the waters. And I have seen him put the pent-up +anger of his heart into the aspect of the inaccessible sun, and cause +it to glare fiercely like the eye of an implacable autocrat out of a +pale and frightened sky.</p> +<p>He is the war-lord who sends his battalions of Atlantic rollers to +the assault of our seaboard. The compelling voice of the West +Wind musters up to his service all the might of the ocean. At +the bidding of the West Wind there arises a great commotion in the sky +above these Islands, and a great rush of waters falls upon our shores. +The sky of the westerly weather is full of flying clouds, of great big +white clouds coming thicker and thicker till they seem to stand welded +into a solid canopy, upon whose gray face the lower wrack of the gale, +thin, black and angry-looking, flies past with vertiginous speed. +Denser and denser grows this dome of vapours, descending lower and lower +upon the sea, narrowing the horizon around the ship. And the characteristic +aspect of westerly weather, the thick, gray, smoky and sinister tone +sets in, circumscribing the view of the men, drenching their bodies, +oppressing their souls, taking their breath away with booming gusts, +deafening, blinding, driving, rushing them onwards in a swaying ship +towards our coasts lost in mists and rain.</p> +<p>The caprice of the winds, like the wilfulness of men, is fraught +with the disastrous consequences of self-indulgence. Long anger, +the sense of his uncontrolled power, spoils the frank and generous nature +of the West Wind. It is as if his heart were corrupted by a malevolent +and brooding rancour. He devastates his own kingdom in the wantonness +of his force. South-west is the quarter of the heavens where he +presents his darkened brow. He breathes his rage in terrific squalls, +and overwhelms his realm with an inexhaustible welter of clouds. +He strews the seeds of anxiety upon the decks of scudding ships, makes +the foam-stripped ocean look old, and sprinkles with gray hairs the +heads of ship-masters in the homeward-bound ships running for the Channel. +The Westerly Wind asserting his sway from the south-west quarter is +often like a monarch gone mad, driving forth with wild imprecations +the most faithful of his courtiers to shipwreck, disaster, and death.</p> +<p>The south-westerly weather is the thick weather <i>par excellence</i>. +It is not the thickness of the fog; it is rather a contraction of the +horizon, a mysterious veiling of the shores with clouds that seem to +make a low-vaulted dungeon around the running ship. It is not +blindness; it is a shortening of the sight. The West Wind does +not say to the seaman, “You shall be blind”; it restricts +merely the range of his vision and raises the dread of land within his +breast. It makes of him a man robbed of half his force, of half +his efficiency. Many times in my life, standing in long sea-boots +and streaming oilskins at the elbow of my commander on the poop of a +homeward-bound ship making for the Channel, and gazing ahead into the +gray and tormented waste, I have heard a weary sigh shape itself into +a studiously casual comment:</p> +<p>“Can’t see very far in this weather.”</p> +<p>And have made answer in the same low, perfunctory tone</p> +<p>“No, sir.”</p> +<p>It would be merely the instinctive voicing of an ever-present thought +associated closely with the consciousness of the land somewhere ahead +and of the great speed of the ship. Fair wind, fair wind! +Who would dare to grumble at a fair wind? It was a favour of the +Western King, who rules masterfully the North Atlantic from the latitude +of the Azores to the latitude of Cape Farewell. A famous shove +this to end a good passage with; and yet, somehow, one could not muster +upon one’s lips the smile of a courtier’s gratitude. +This favour was dispensed to you from under an overbearing scowl, which +is the true expression of the great autocrat when he has made up his +mind to give a battering to some ships and to hunt certain others home +in one breath of cruelty and benevolence, equally distracting.</p> +<p>“No, sir. Can’t see very far.”</p> +<p>Thus would the mate’s voice repeat the thought of the master, +both gazing ahead, while under their feet the ship rushes at some twelve +knots in the direction of the lee shore; and only a couple of miles +in front of her swinging and dripping jib-boom, carried naked with an +upward slant like a spear, a gray horizon closes the view with a multitude +of waves surging upwards violently as if to strike at the stooping clouds.</p> +<p>Awful and threatening scowls darken the face of the West Wind in +his clouded, south-west mood; and from the King’s throne-hall +in the western board stronger gusts reach you, like the fierce shouts +of raving fury to which only the gloomy grandeur of the scene imparts +a saving dignity. A shower pelts the deck and the sails of the +ship as if flung with a scream by an angry hand; and when the night +closes in, the night of a south-westerly gale, it seems more hopeless +than the shade of Hades. The south-westerly mood of the great +West Wind is a lightless mood, without sun, moon, or stars, with no +gleam of light but the phosphorescent flashes of the great sheets of +foam that, boiling up on each side of the ship, fling bluish gleams +upon her dark and narrow hull, rolling as she runs, chased by enormous +seas, distracted in the tumult.</p> +<p>There are some bad nights in the kingdom of the West Wind for homeward-bound +ships making for the Channel; and the days of wrath dawn upon them colourless +and vague like the timid turning up of invisible lights upon the scene +of a tyrannical and passionate outbreak, awful in the monotony of its +method and the increasing strength of its violence. It is the +same wind, the same clouds, the same wildly racing seas, the same thick +horizon around the ship. Only the wind is stronger, the clouds +seem denser and more overwhelming, the waves appear to have grown bigger +and more threatening during the night. The hours, whose minutes +are marked by the crash of the breaking seas, slip by with the screaming, +pelting squalls overtaking the ship as she runs on and on with darkened +canvas, with streaming spars and dripping ropes. The down-pours +thicken. Preceding each shower a mysterious gloom, like the passage +of a shadow above the firmament of gray clouds, filters down upon the +ship. Now and then the rain pours upon your head in streams as +if from spouts. It seems as if your ship were going to be drowned +before she sank, as if all atmosphere had turned to water. You +gasp, you splutter, you are blinded and deafened, you are submerged, +obliterated, dissolved, annihilated, streaming all over as if your limbs, +too, had turned to water. And every nerve on the alert you watch +for the clearing-up mood of the Western King, that shall come with a +shift of wind as likely as not to whip all the three masts out of your +ship in the twinkling of an eye.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXVII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>Heralded by the increasing fierceness of the squalls, sometimes by +a faint flash of lightning like the signal of a lighted torch waved +far away behind the clouds, the shift of wind comes at last, the crucial +moment of the change from the brooding and veiled violence of the south-west +gale to the sparkling, flashing, cutting, clear-eyed anger of the King’s +north-westerly mood. You behold another phase of his passion, +a fury bejewelled with stars, mayhap bearing the crescent of the moon +on its brow, shaking the last vestiges of its torn cloud-mantle in inky-black +squalls, with hail and sleet descending like showers of crystals and +pearls, bounding off the spars, drumming on the sails, pattering on +the oilskin coats, whitening the decks of homeward-bound ships. +Faint, ruddy flashes of lightning flicker in the starlight upon her +mastheads. A chilly blast hums in the taut rigging, causing the +ship to tremble to her very keel, and the soaked men on her decks to +shiver in their wet clothes to the very marrow of their bones. +Before one squall has flown over to sink in the eastern board, the edge +of another peeps up already above the western horizon, racing up swift, +shapeless, like a black bag full of frozen water ready to burst over +your devoted head. The temper of the ruler of the ocean has changed. +Each gust of the clouded mood that seemed warmed by the heat of a heart +flaming with anger has its counterpart in the chilly blasts that seem +blown from a breast turned to ice with a sudden revulsion of feeling. +Instead of blinding your eyes and crushing your soul with a terrible +apparatus of cloud and mists and seas and rain, the King of the West +turns his power to contemptuous pelting of your back with icicles, to +making your weary eyes water as if in grief, and your worn-out carcass +quake pitifully. But each mood of the great autocrat has its own +greatness, and each is hard to bear. Only the north-west phase +of that mighty display is not demoralizing to the same extent, because +between the hail and sleet squalls of a north-westerly gale one can +see a long way ahead.</p> +<p>To see! to see!—this is the craving of the sailor, as of the +rest of blind humanity. To have his path made clear for him is +the aspiration of every human being in our beclouded and tempestuous +existence. I have heard a reserved, silent man, with no nerves +to speak of, after three days of hard running in thick south-westerly +weather, burst out passionately: “I wish to God we could get sight +of something!”</p> +<p>We had just gone down below for a moment to commune in a battened-down +cabin, with a large white chart lying limp and damp upon a cold and +clammy table under the light of a smoky lamp. Sprawling over that +seaman’s silent and trusted adviser, with one elbow upon the coast +of Africa and the other planted in the neighbourhood of Cape Hatteras +(it was a general track-chart of the North Atlantic), my skipper lifted +his rugged, hairy face, and glared at me in a half-exasperated, half-appealing +way. We have seen no sun, moon, or stars for something like seven +days. By the effect of the West Wind’s wrath the celestial +bodies had gone into hiding for a week or more, and the last three days +had seen the force of a south-west gale grow from fresh, through strong, +to heavy, as the entries in my log-book could testify. Then we +separated, he to go on deck again, in obedience to that mysterious call +that seems to sound for ever in a shipmaster’s ears, I to stagger +into my cabin with some vague notion of putting down the words “Very +heavy weather” in a log-book not quite written up-to-date. +But I gave it up, and crawled into my bunk instead, boots and hat on, +all standing (it did not matter; everything was soaking wet, a heavy +sea having burst the poop skylights the night before), to remain in +a nightmarish state between waking and sleeping for a couple of hours +of so-called rest.</p> +<p>The south-westerly mood of the West Wind is an enemy of sleep, and +even of a recumbent position, in the responsible officers of a ship. +After two hours of futile, light-headed, inconsequent thinking upon +all things under heaven in that dark, dank, wet and devastated cabin, +I arose suddenly and staggered up on deck. The autocrat of the +North Atlantic was still oppressing his kingdom and its outlying dependencies, +even as far as the Bay of Biscay, in the dismal secrecy of thick, very +thick, weather. The force of the wind, though we were running +before it at the rate of some ten knots an hour, was so great that it +drove me with a steady push to the front of the poop, where my commander +was holding on.</p> +<p>“What do you think of it?” he addressed me in an interrogative +yell.</p> +<p>What I really thought was that we both had had just about enough +of it. The manner in which the great West Wind chooses at times +to administer his possessions does not commend itself to a person of +peaceful and law-abiding disposition, inclined to draw distinctions +between right and wrong in the face of natural forces, whose standard, +naturally, is that of might alone. But, of course, I said nothing. +For a man caught, as it were, between his skipper and the great West +Wind silence is the safest sort of diplomacy. Moreover, I knew +my skipper. He did not want to know what I thought. Shipmasters +hanging on a breath before the thrones of the winds ruling the seas +have their psychology, whose workings are as important to the ship and +those on board of her as the changing moods of the weather. The +man, as a matter of fact, under no circumstances, ever cared a brass +farthing for what I or anybody else in his ship thought. He had +had just about enough of it, I guessed, and what he was at really was +a process of fishing for a suggestion. It was the pride of his +life that he had never wasted a chance, no matter how boisterous, threatening, +and dangerous, of a fair wind. Like men racing blindfold for a +gap in a hedge, we were finishing a splendidly quick passage from the +Antipodes, with a tremendous rush for the Channel in as thick a weather +as any I can remember, but his psychology did not permit him to bring +the ship to with a fair wind blowing—at least not on his own initiative. +And yet he felt that very soon indeed something would have to be done. +He wanted the suggestion to come from me, so that later on, when the +trouble was over, he could argue this point with his own uncompromising +spirit, laying the blame upon my shoulders. I must render him +the justice that this sort of pride was his only weakness.</p> +<p>But he got no suggestion from me. I understood his psychology. +Besides, I had my own stock of weaknesses at the time (it is a different +one now), and amongst them was the conceit of being remarkably well +up in the psychology of the Westerly weather. I believed—not +to mince matters—that I had a genius for reading the mind of the +great ruler of high latitudes. I fancied I could discern already +the coming of a change in his royal mood. And all I said was:</p> +<p>“The weather’s bound to clear up with the shift of wind.”</p> +<p>“Anybody knows that much!” he snapped at me, at the highest +pitch of his voice.</p> +<p>“I mean before dark!” I cried.</p> +<p>This was all the opening he ever got from me. The eagerness +with which he seized upon it gave me the measure of the anxiety he had +been labouring under.</p> +<p>“Very well,” he shouted, with an affectation of impatience, +as if giving way to long entreaties. “All right. If +we don’t get a shift by then we’ll take that foresail off +her and put her head under her wing for the night.”</p> +<p>I was struck by the picturesque character of the phrase as applied +to a ship brought-to in order to ride out a gale with wave after wave +passing under her breast. I could see her resting in the tumult +of the elements like a sea-bird sleeping in wild weather upon the raging +waters with its head tucked under its wing. In imaginative precision, +in true feeling, this is one of the most expressive sentences I have +ever heard on human lips. But as to taking the foresail off that +ship before we put her head under her wing, I had my grave doubts. +They were justified. That long enduring piece of canvas was confiscated +by the arbitrary decree of the West Wind, to whom belong the lives of +men and the contrivances of their hands within the limits of his kingdom. +With the sound of a faint explosion it vanished into the thick weather +bodily, leaving behind of its stout substance not so much as one solitary +strip big enough to be picked into a handful of lint for, say, a wounded +elephant. Torn out of its bolt-ropes, it faded like a whiff of +smoke in the smoky drift of clouds shattered and torn by the shift of +wind. For the shift of wind had come. The unveiled, low +sun glared angrily from a chaotic sky upon a confused and tremendous +sea dashing itself upon a coast. We recognised the headland, and +looked at each other in the silence of dumb wonder. Without knowing +it in the least, we had run up alongside the Isle of Wight, and that +tower, tinged a faint evening red in the salt wind-haze, was the lighthouse +on St. Catherine’s Point.</p> +<p>My skipper recovered first from his astonishment. His bulging +eyes sank back gradually into their orbits. His psychology, taking +it all round, was really very creditable for an average sailor. +He had been spared the humiliation of laying his ship to with a fair +wind; and at once that man, of an open and truthful nature, spoke up +in perfect good faith, rubbing together his brown, hairy hands—the +hands of a master-craftsman upon the sea:</p> +<p>“Humph! that’s just about where I reckoned we had got +to.”</p> +<p>The transparency and ingenuousness, in a way, of that delusion, the +airy tone, the hint of already growing pride, were perfectly delicious. +But, in truth, this was one of the greatest surprises ever sprung by +the clearing up mood of the West Wind upon one of the most accomplished +of his courtiers.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXVIII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The winds of North and South are, as I have said, but small princes +amongst the powers of the sea. They have no territory of their +own; they are not reigning winds anywhere. Yet it is from their +houses that the reigning dynasties which have shared between them the +waters of the earth are sprung. All the weather of the world is +based upon the contest of the Polar and Equatorial strains of that tyrannous +race. The West Wind is the greatest king. The East rules +between the Tropics. They have shared each ocean between them. +Each has his genius of supreme rule. The King of the West never +intrudes upon the recognised dominion of his kingly brother. He +is a barbarian, of a northern type. Violent without craftiness, +and furious without malice, one may imagine him seated masterfully with +a double-edged sword on his knees upon the painted and gilt clouds of +the sunset, bowing his shock head of golden locks, a flaming beard over +his breast, imposing, colossal, mighty-limbed, with a thundering voice, +distended cheeks and fierce blue eyes, urging the speed of his gales. +The other, the East king, the king of blood-red sunrises, I represent +to myself as a spare Southerner with clear-cut features, black-browed +and dark-eyed, gray-robed, upright in sunshine, resting a smooth-shaven +cheek in the palm of his hand, impenetrable, secret, full of wiles, +fine-drawn, keen—meditating aggressions.</p> +<p>The West Wind keeps faith with his brother, the King of the Easterly +weather. “What we have divided we have divided,” he +seems to say in his gruff voice, this ruler without guile, who hurls +as if in sport enormous masses of cloud across the sky, and flings the +great waves of the Atlantic clear across from the shores of the New +World upon the hoary headlands of Old Europe, which harbours more kings +and rulers upon its seamed and furrowed body than all the oceans of +the world together. “What we have divided we have divided; +and if no rest and peace in this world have fallen to my share, leave +me alone. Let me play at quoits with cyclonic gales, flinging +the discs of spinning cloud and whirling air from one end of my dismal +kingdom to the other: over the Great Banks or along the edges of pack-ice—this +one with true aim right into the bight of the Bay of Biscay, that other +upon the fiords of Norway, across the North Sea where the fishermen +of many nations look watchfully into my angry eye. This is the +time of kingly sport.”</p> +<p>And the royal master of high latitudes sighs mightily, with the sinking +sun upon his breast and the double-edged sword upon his knees, as if +wearied by the innumerable centuries of a strenuous rule and saddened +by the unchangeable aspect of the ocean under his feet—by the +endless vista of future ages where the work of sowing the wind and reaping +the whirlwind shall go on and on till his realm of living waters becomes +a frozen and motionless ocean. But the other, crafty and unmoved, +nursing his shaven chin between the thumb and forefinger of his slim +and treacherous hand, thinks deep within his heart full of guile: “Aha! +our brother of the West has fallen into the mood of kingly melancholy. +He is tired of playing with circular gales, and blowing great guns, +and unrolling thick streamers of fog in wanton sport at the cost of +his own poor, miserable subjects. Their fate is most pitiful. +Let us make a foray upon the dominions of that noisy barbarian, a great +raid from Finisterre to Hatteras, catching his fishermen unawares, baffling +the fleets that trust to his power, and shooting sly arrows into the +livers of men who court his good graces. He is, indeed, a worthless +fellow.” And forthwith, while the West Wind meditates upon +the vanity of his irresistible might, the thing is done, and the Easterly +weather sets in upon the North Atlantic.</p> +<p>The prevailing weather of the North Atlantic is typical of the way +in which the West Wind rules his realm on which the sun never sets. +North Atlantic is the heart of a great empire. It is the part +of the West Wind’s dominions most thickly populated with generations +of fine ships and hardy men. Heroic deeds and adventurous exploits +have been performed there, within the very stronghold of his sway. +The best sailors in the world have been born and bred under the shadow +of his sceptre, learning to manage their ships with skill and audacity +before the steps of his stormy throne. Reckless adventurers, toiling +fishermen, admirals as wise and brave as the world has ever known, have +waited upon the signs of his westerly sky. Fleets of victorious +ships have hung upon his breath. He has tossed in his hand squadrons +of war-scarred three-deckers, and shredded out in mere sport the bunting +of flags hallowed in the traditions of honour and glory. He is +a good friend and a dangerous enemy, without mercy to unseaworthy ships +and faint-hearted seamen. In his kingly way he has taken but little +account of lives sacrificed to his impulsive policy; he is a king with +a double-edged sword bared in his right hand. The East Wind, an +interloper in the dominions of Westerly weather, is an impassive-faced +tyrant with a sharp poniard held behind his back for a treacherous stab.</p> +<p>In his forays into the North Atlantic the East Wind behaves like +a subtle and cruel adventurer without a notion of honour or fair play. +Veiling his clear-cut, lean face in a thin layer of a hard, high cloud, +I have seen him, like a wizened robber sheik of the sea, hold up large +caravans of ships to the number of three hundred or more at the very +gates of the English Channel. And the worst of it was that there +was no ransom that we could pay to satisfy his avidity; for whatever +evil is wrought by the raiding East Wind, it is done only to spite his +kingly brother of the West. We gazed helplessly at the systematic, +cold, gray-eyed obstinacy of the Easterly weather, while short rations +became the order of the day, and the pinch of hunger under the breast-bone +grew familiar to every sailor in that held-up fleet. Every day +added to our numbers. In knots and groups and straggling parties +we flung to and fro before the closed gate. And meantime the outward-bound +ships passed, running through our humiliated ranks under all the canvas +they could show. It is my idea that the Easterly Wind helps the +ships away from home in the wicked hope that they shall all come to +an untimely end and be heard of no more. For six weeks did the +robber sheik hold the trade route of the earth, while our liege lord, +the West Wind, slept profoundly like a tired Titan, or else remained +lost in a mood of idle sadness known only to frank natures. All +was still to the westward; we looked in vain towards his stronghold: +the King slumbered on so deeply that he let his foraging brother steal +the very mantle of gold-lined purple clouds from his bowed shoulders. +What had become of the dazzling hoard of royal jewels exhibited at every +close of day? Gone, disappeared, extinguished, carried off without +leaving a single gold band or the flash of a single sunbeam in the evening +sky! Day after day through a cold streak of heavens as bare and +poor as the inside of a rifled safe a rayless and despoiled sun would +slink shamefacedly, without pomp or show, to hide in haste under the +waters. And still the King slept on, or mourned the vanity of +his might and his power, while the thin-lipped intruder put the impress +of his cold and implacable spirit upon the sky and sea. With every +daybreak the rising sun had to wade through a crimson stream, luminous +and sinister, like the spilt blood of celestial bodies murdered during +the night.</p> +<p>In this particular instance the mean interloper held the road for +some six weeks on end, establishing his particular administrative methods +over the best part of the North Atlantic. It looked as if the +easterly weather had come to stay for ever, or, at least, till we had +all starved to death in the held-up fleet—starved within sight, +as it were, of plenty, within touch, almost, of the bountiful heart +of the Empire. There we were, dotting with our white dry sails +the hard blueness of the deep sea. There we were, a growing company +of ships, each with her burden of grain, of timber, of wool, of hides, +and even of oranges, for we had one or two belated fruit schooners in +company. There we were, in that memorable spring of a certain +year in the late seventies, dodging to and fro, baffled on every tack, +and with our stores running down to sweepings of bread-lockers and scrapings +of sugar-casks. It was just like the East Wind’s nature +to inflict starvation upon the bodies of unoffending sailors, while +he corrupted their simple souls by an exasperation leading to outbursts +of profanity as lurid as his blood-red sunrises. They were followed +by gray days under the cover of high, motionless clouds that looked +as if carved in a slab of ash-coloured marble. And each mean starved +sunset left us calling with imprecations upon the West Wind even in +its most veiled misty mood to wake up and give us our liberty, if only +to rush on and dash the heads of our ships against the very walls of +our unapproachable home.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXIX.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>In the atmosphere of the Easterly weather, as pellucid as a piece +of crystal and refracting like a prism, we could see the appalling numbers +of our helpless company, even to those who in more normal conditions +would have remained invisible, sails down under the horizon. It +is the malicious pleasure of the East Wind to augment the power of your +eyesight, in order, perhaps, that you should see better the perfect +humiliation, the hopeless character of your captivity. Easterly +weather is generally clear, and that is all that can be said for it—almost +supernaturally clear when it likes; but whatever its mood, there is +something uncanny in its nature. Its duplicity is such that it +will deceive a scientific instrument. No barometer will give warning +of an easterly gale, were it ever so wet. It would be an unjust +and ungrateful thing to say that a barometer is a stupid contrivance. +It is simply that the wiles of the East Wind are too much for its fundamental +honesty. After years and years of experience the most trusty instrument +of the sort that ever went to sea screwed on to a ship’s cabin +bulkhead will, almost invariably, be induced to rise by the diabolic +ingenuity of the Easterly weather, just at the moment when the Easterly +weather, discarding its methods of hard, dry, impassive cruelty, contemplates +drowning what is left of your spirit in torrents of a peculiarly cold +and horrid rain. The sleet-and-hail squalls following the lightning +at the end of a westerly gale are cold and benumbing and stinging and +cruel enough. But the dry, Easterly weather, when it turns to +wet, seems to rain poisoned showers upon your head. It is a sort +of steady, persistent, overwhelming, endlessly driving downpour, which +makes your heart sick, and opens it to dismal forebodings. And +the stormy mood of the Easterly weather looms black upon the sky with +a peculiar and amazing blackness. The West Wind hangs heavy gray +curtains of mist and spray before your gaze, but the Eastern interloper +of the narrow seas, when he has mustered his courage and cruelty to +the point of a gale, puts your eyes out, puts them out completely, makes +you feel blind for life upon a lee-shore. It is the wind, also, +that brings snow.</p> +<p>Out of his black and merciless heart he flings a white blinding sheet +upon the ships of the sea. He has more manners of villainy, and +no more conscience than an Italian prince of the seventeenth century. +His weapon is a dagger carried under a black cloak when he goes out +on his unlawful enterprises. The mere hint of his approach fills +with dread every craft that swims the sea, from fishing-smacks to four-masted +ships that recognise the sway of the West Wind. Even in his most +accommodating mood he inspires a dread of treachery. I have heard +upwards of ten score of windlasses spring like one into clanking life +in the dead of night, filling the Downs with a panic-struck sound of +anchors being torn hurriedly out of the ground at the first breath of +his approach. Fortunately, his heart often fails him: he does +not always blow home upon our exposed coast; he has not the fearless +temper of his Westerly brother.</p> +<p>The natures of those two winds that share the dominions of the great +oceans are fundamentally different. It is strange that the winds +which men are prone to style capricious remain true to their character +in all the various regions of the earth. To us here, for instance, +the East Wind comes across a great continent, sweeping over the greatest +body of solid land upon this earth. For the Australian east coast +the East Wind is the wind of the ocean, coming across the greatest body +of water upon the globe; and yet here and there its characteristics +remain the same with a strange consistency in everything that is vile +and base. The members of the West Wind’s dynasty are modified +in a way by the regions they rule, as a Hohenzollern, without ceasing +to be himself, becomes a Roumanian by virtue of his throne, or a Saxe-Coburg +learns to put the dress of Bulgarian phrases upon his particular thoughts, +whatever they are.</p> +<p>The autocratic sway of the West Wind, whether forty north or forty +south of the Equator, is characterized by an open, generous, frank, +barbarous recklessness. For he is a great autocrat, and to be +a great autocrat you must be a great barbarian. I have been too +much moulded to his sway to nurse now any idea of rebellion in my heart. +Moreover, what is a rebellion within the four walls of a room against +the tempestuous rule of the West Wind? I remain faithful to the +memory of the mighty King with a double-edged sword in one hand, and +in the other holding out rewards of great daily runs and famously quick +passages to those of his courtiers who knew how to wait watchfully for +every sign of his secret mood. As we deep-water men always reckoned, +he made one year in three fairly lively for anybody having business +upon the Atlantic or down there along the “forties” of the +Southern Ocean. You had to take the bitter with the sweet; and +it cannot be denied he played carelessly with our lives and fortunes. +But, then, he was always a great king, fit to rule over the great waters +where, strictly speaking, a man would have no business whatever but +for his audacity.</p> +<p>The audacious should not complain. A mere trader ought not +to grumble at the tolls levied by a mighty king. His mightiness +was sometimes very overwhelming; but even when you had to defy him openly, +as on the banks of the Agulhas homeward bound from the East Indies, +or on the outward passage round the Horn, he struck at you fairly his +stinging blows (full in the face, too), and it was your business not +to get too much staggered. And, after all, if you showed anything +of a countenance, the good-natured barbarian would let you fight your +way past the very steps of his throne. It was only now and then +that the sword descended and a head fell; but if you fell you were sure +of impressive obsequies and of a roomy, generous grave.</p> +<p>Such is the king to whom Viking chieftains bowed their heads, and +whom the modern and palatial steamship defies with impunity seven times +a week. And yet it is but defiance, not victory. The magnificent +barbarian sits enthroned in a mantle of gold-lined clouds looking from +on high on great ships gliding like mechanical toys upon his sea and +on men who, armed with fire and iron, no longer need to watch anxiously +for the slightest sign of his royal mood. He is disregarded; but +he has kept all his strength, all his splendour, and a great part of +his power. Time itself, that shakes all the thrones, is on the +side of that king. The sword in his hand remains as sharp as ever +upon both its edges; and he may well go on playing his royal game of +quoits with hurricanes, tossing them over from the continent of republics +to the continent of kingdoms, in the assurance that both the new republics +and the old kingdoms, the heat of fire and the strength of iron, with +the untold generations of audacious men, shall crumble to dust at the +steps of his throne, and pass away, and be forgotten before his own +rule comes to an end.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXX.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The estuaries of rivers appeal strongly to an adventurous imagination. +This appeal is not always a charm, for there are estuaries of a particularly +dispiriting ugliness: lowlands, mud-flats, or perhaps barren sandhills +without beauty of form or amenity of aspect, covered with a shabby and +scanty vegetation conveying the impression of poverty and uselessness. +Sometimes such an ugliness is merely a repulsive mask. A river +whose estuary resembles a breach in a sand rampart may flow through +a most fertile country. But all the estuaries of great rivers +have their fascination, the attractiveness of an open portal. +Water is friendly to man. The ocean, a part of Nature furthest +removed in the unchangeableness and majesty of its might from the spirit +of mankind, has ever been a friend to the enterprising nations of the +earth. And of all the elements this is the one to which men have +always been prone to trust themselves, as if its immensity held a reward +as vast as itself.</p> +<p>From the offing the open estuary promises every possible fruition +to adventurous hopes. That road open to enterprise and courage +invites the explorer of coasts to new efforts towards the fulfilment +of great expectations. The commander of the first Roman galley +must have looked with an intense absorption upon the estuary of the +Thames as he turned the beaked prow of his ship to the westward under +the brow of the North Foreland. The estuary of the Thames is not +beautiful; it has no noble features, no romantic grandeur of aspect, +no smiling geniality; but it is wide open, spacious, inviting, hospitable +at the first glance, with a strange air of mysteriousness which lingers +about it to this very day. The navigation of his craft must have +engrossed all the Roman’s attention in the calm of a summer’s +day (he would choose his weather), when the single row of long sweeps +(the galley would be a light one, not a trireme) could fall in easy +cadence upon a sheet of water like plate-glass, reflecting faithfully +the classic form of his vessel and the contour of the lonely shores +close on his left hand. I assume he followed the land and passed +through what is at present known as Margate Roads, groping his careful +way along the hidden sandbanks, whose every tail and spit has its beacon +or buoy nowadays. He must have been anxious, though no doubt he +had collected beforehand on the shores of the Gauls a store of information +from the talk of traders, adventurers, fishermen, slave-dealers, pirates—all +sorts of unofficial men connected with the sea in a more or less reputable +way. He would have heard of channels and sandbanks, of natural +features of the land useful for sea-marks, of villages and tribes and +modes of barter and precautions to take: with the instructive tales +about native chiefs dyed more or less blue, whose character for greediness, +ferocity, or amiability must have been expounded to him with that capacity +for vivid language which seems joined naturally to the shadiness of +moral character and recklessness of disposition. With that sort +of spiced food provided for his anxious thought, watchful for strange +men, strange beasts, strange turns of the tide, he would make the best +of his way up, a military seaman with a short sword on thigh and a bronze +helmet on his head, the pioneer post-captain of an imperial fleet. +Was the tribe inhabiting the Isle of Thanet of a ferocious disposition, +I wonder, and ready to fall with stone-studded clubs and wooden lances +hardened in the fire, upon the backs of unwary mariners?</p> +<p>Amongst the great commercial streams of these islands, the Thames +is the only one, I think, open to romantic feeling, from the fact that +the sight of human labour and the sounds of human industry do not come +down its shores to the very sea, destroying the suggestion of mysterious +vastness caused by the configuration of the shore. The broad inlet +of the shallow North Sea passes gradually into the contracted shape +of the river; but for a long time the feeling of the open water remains +with the ship steering to the westward through one of the lighted and +buoyed passage-ways of the Thames, such as Queen’s Channel, Prince’s +Channel, Four-Fathom Channel; or else coming down the Swin from the +north. The rush of the yellow flood-tide hurries her up as if +into the unknown between the two fading lines of the coast. There +are no features to this land, no conspicuous, far-famed landmarks for +the eye; there is nothing so far down to tell you of the greatest agglomeration +of mankind on earth dwelling no more than five and twenty miles away, +where the sun sets in a blaze of colour flaming on a gold background, +and the dark, low shores trend towards each other. And in the +great silence the deep, faint booming of the big guns being tested at +Shoeburyness hangs about the Nore—a historical spot in the keeping +of one of England’s appointed guardians.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXXI.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The Nore sand remains covered at low-water, and never seen by human +eye; but the Nore is a name to conjure with visions of historical events, +of battles, of fleets, of mutinies, of watch and ward kept upon the +great throbbing heart of the State. This ideal point of the estuary, +this centre of memories, is marked upon the steely gray expanse of the +waters by a lightship painted red that, from a couple of miles off, +looks like a cheap and bizarre little toy. I remember how, on +coming up the river for the first time, I was surprised at the smallness +of that vivid object—a tiny warm speck of crimson lost in an immensity +of gray tones. I was startled, as if of necessity the principal +beacon in the water-way of the greatest town on earth should have presented +imposing proportions. And, behold! the brown sprit-sail of a barge +hid it entirely from my view.</p> +<p>Coming in from the eastward, the bright colouring of the lightship +marking the part of the river committed to the charge of an Admiral +(the Commander-in-Chief at the Nore) accentuates the dreariness and +the great breadth of the Thames Estuary. But soon the course of +the ship opens the entrance of the Medway, with its men-of-war moored +in line, and the long wooden jetty of Port Victoria, with its few low +buildings like the beginning of a hasty settlement upon a wild and unexplored +shore. The famous Thames barges sit in brown clusters upon the +water with an effect of birds floating upon a pond. On the imposing +expanse of the great estuary the traffic of the port where so much of +the world’s work and the world’s thinking is being done +becomes insignificant, scattered, streaming away in thin lines of ships +stringing themselves out into the eastern quarter through the various +navigable channels of which the Nore lightship marks the divergence. +The coasting traffic inclines to the north; the deep-water ships steer +east with a southern inclination, on through the Downs, to the most +remote ends of the world. In the widening of the shores sinking +low in the gray, smoky distances the greatness of the sea receives the +mercantile fleet of good ships that London sends out upon the turn of +every tide. They follow each other, going very close by the Essex +shore. Such as the beads of a rosary told by business-like shipowners +for the greater profit of the world they slip one by one into the open: +while in the offing the inward-bound ships come up singly and in bunches +from under the sea horizon closing the mouth of the river between Orfordness +and North Foreland. They all converge upon the Nore, the warm +speck of red upon the tones of drab and gray, with the distant shores +running together towards the west, low and flat, like the sides of an +enormous canal. The sea-reach of the Thames is straight, and, +once Sheerness is left behind, its banks seem very uninhabited, except +for the cluster of houses which is Southend, or here and there a lonely +wooden jetty where petroleum ships discharge their dangerous cargoes, +and the oil-storage tanks, low and round with slightly-domed roofs, +peep over the edge of the fore-shore, as it were a village of Central +African huts imitated in iron. Bordered by the black and shining +mud-flats, the level marsh extends for miles. Away in the far +background the land rises, closing the view with a continuous wooded +slope, forming in the distance an interminable rampart overgrown with +bushes.</p> +<p>Then, on the slight turn of the Lower Hope Reach, clusters of factory +chimneys come distinctly into view, tall and slender above the squat +ranges of cement works in Grays and Greenhithe. Smoking quietly +at the top against the great blaze of a magnificent sunset, they give +an industrial character to the scene, speak of work, manufactures, and +trade, as palm-groves on the coral strands of distant islands speak +of the luxuriant grace, beauty and vigour of tropical nature. +The houses of Gravesend crowd upon the shore with an effect of confusion +as if they had tumbled down haphazard from the top of the hill at the +back. The flatness of the Kentish shore ends there. A fleet +of steam-tugs lies at anchor in front of the various piers. A +conspicuous church spire, the first seen distinctly coming from the +sea, has a thoughtful grace, the serenity of a fine form above the chaotic +disorder of men’s houses. But on the other side, on the +flat Essex side, a shapeless and desolate red edifice, a vast pile of +bricks with many windows and a slate roof more inaccessible than an +Alpine slope, towers over the bend in monstrous ugliness, the tallest, +heaviest building for miles around, a thing like an hotel, like a mansion +of flats (all to let), exiled into these fields out of a street in West +Kensington. Just round the corner, as it were, on a pier defined +with stone blocks and wooden piles, a white mast, slender like a stalk +of straw and crossed by a yard like a knitting-needle, flying the signals +of flag and balloon, watches over a set of heavy dock-gates. Mast-heads +and funnel-tops of ships peep above the ranges of corrugated iron roofs. +This is the entrance to Tilbury Dock, the most recent of all London +docks, the nearest to the sea.</p> +<p>Between the crowded houses of Gravesend and the monstrous red-brick +pile on the Essex shore the ship is surrendered fairly to the grasp +of the river. That hint of loneliness, that soul of the sea which +had accompanied her as far as the Lower Hope Reach, abandons her at +the turn of the first bend above. The salt, acrid flavour is gone +out of the air, together with a sense of unlimited space opening free +beyond the threshold of sandbanks below the Nore. The waters of +the sea rush on past Gravesend, tumbling the big mooring buoys laid +along the face of the town; but the sea-freedom stops short there, surrendering +the salt tide to the needs, the artifices, the contrivances of toiling +men. Wharves, landing-places, dock-gates, waterside stairs, follow +each other continuously right up to London Bridge, and the hum of men’s +work fills the river with a menacing, muttering note as of a breathless, +ever-driving gale. The water-way, so fair above and wide below, +flows oppressed by bricks and mortar and stone, by blackened timber +and grimed glass and rusty iron, covered with black barges, whipped +up by paddles and screws, overburdened with craft, overhung with chains, +overshadowed by walls making a steep gorge for its bed, filled with +a haze of smoke and dust.</p> +<p>This stretch of the Thames from London Bridge to the Albert Docks +is to other watersides of river ports what a virgin forest would be +to a garden. It is a thing grown up, not made. It recalls +a jungle by the confused, varied, and impenetrable aspect of the buildings +that line the shore, not according to a planned purpose, but as if sprung +up by accident from scattered seeds. Like the matted growth of +bushes and creepers veiling the silent depths of an unexplored wilderness, +they hide the depths of London’s infinitely varied, vigorous, +seething life. In other river ports it is not so. They lie +open to their stream, with quays like broad clearings, with streets +like avenues cut through thick timber for the convenience of trade. +I am thinking now of river ports I have seen—of Antwerp, for instance; +of Nantes or Bordeaux, or even old Rouen, where the night-watchmen of +ships, elbows on rail, gaze at shop-windows and brilliant cafés, +and see the audience go in and come out of the opera-house. But +London, the oldest and greatest of river ports, does not possess as +much as a hundred yards of open quays upon its river front. Dark +and impenetrable at night, like the face of a forest, is the London +waterside. It is the waterside of watersides, where only one aspect +of the world’s life can be seen, and only one kind of men toils +on the edge of the stream. The lightless walls seem to spring +from the very mud upon which the stranded barges lie; and the narrow +lanes coming down to the foreshore resemble the paths of smashed bushes +and crumbled earth where big game comes to drink on the banks of tropical +streams.</p> +<p>Behind the growth of the London waterside the docks of London spread +out unsuspected, smooth, and placid, lost amongst the buildings like +dark lagoons hidden in a thick forest. They lie concealed in the +intricate growth of houses with a few stalks of mastheads here and there +overtopping the roof of some four-story warehouse.</p> +<p>It is a strange conjunction this of roofs and mastheads, of walls +and yard-arms. I remember once having the incongruity of the relation +brought home to me in a practical way. I was the chief officer +of a fine ship, just docked with a cargo of wool from Sydney, after +a ninety days’ passage. In fact, we had not been in more +than half an hour and I was still busy making her fast to the stone +posts of a very narrow quay in front of a lofty warehouse. An +old man with a gray whisker under the chin and brass buttons on his +pilot-cloth jacket, hurried up along the quay hailing my ship by name. +He was one of those officials called berthing-masters—not the +one who had berthed us, but another, who, apparently, had been busy +securing a steamer at the other end of the dock. I could see from +afar his hard blue eyes staring at us, as if fascinated, with a queer +sort of absorption. I wondered what that worthy sea-dog had found +to criticise in my ship’s rigging. And I, too, glanced aloft +anxiously. I could see nothing wrong there. But perhaps +that superannuated fellow-craftsman was simply admiring the ship’s +perfect order aloft, I thought, with some secret pride; for the chief +officer is responsible for his ship’s appearance, and as to her +outward condition, he is the man open to praise or blame. Meantime +the old salt (“ex-coasting skipper” was writ large all over +his person) had hobbled up alongside in his bumpy, shiny boots, and, +waving an arm, short and thick like the flipper of a seal, terminated +by a paw red as an uncooked beef-steak, addressed the poop in a muffled, +faint, roaring voice, as if a sample of every North-Sea fog of his life +had been permanently lodged in his throat: “Haul ’em round, +Mr. Mate!” were his words. “If you don’t look +sharp, you’ll have your topgallant yards through the windows of +that ’ere warehouse presently!” This was the only +cause of his interest in the ship’s beautiful spars. I own +that for a time I was struck dumb by the bizarre associations of yard-arms +and window-panes. To break windows is the last thing one would +think of in connection with a ship’s topgallant yard, unless, +indeed, one were an experienced berthing-master in one of the London +docks. This old chap was doing his little share of the world’s +work with proper efficiency. His little blue eyes had made out +the danger many hundred yards off. His rheumaticky feet, tired +with balancing that squat body for many years upon the decks of small +coasters, and made sore by miles of tramping upon the flagstones of +the dock side, had hurried up in time to avert a ridiculous catastrophe. +I answered him pettishly, I fear, and as if I had known all about it +before.</p> +<p>“All right, all right! can’t do everything at once.”</p> +<p>He remained near by, muttering to himself till the yards had been +hauled round at my order, and then raised again his foggy, thick voice:</p> +<p>“None too soon,” he observed, with a critical glance +up at the towering side of the warehouse. “That’s +a half-sovereign in your pocket, Mr. Mate. You should always look +first how you are for them windows before you begin to breast in your +ship to the quay.”</p> +<p>It was good advice. But one cannot think of everything or foresee +contacts of things apparently as remote as stars and hop-poles.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXXII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The view of ships lying moored in some of the older docks of London +has always suggested to my mind the image of a flock of swans kept in +the flooded backyard of grim tenement houses. The flatness of +the walls surrounding the dark pool on which they float brings out wonderfully +the flowing grace of the lines on which a ship’s hull is built. +The lightness of these forms, devised to meet the winds and the seas, +makes, by contrast with the great piles of bricks, the chains and cables +of their moorings appear very necessary, as if nothing less could prevent +them from soaring upwards and over the roofs. The least puff of +wind stealing round the corners of the dock buildings stirs these captives +fettered to rigid shores. It is as if the soul of a ship were +impatient of confinement. Those masted hulls, relieved of their +cargo, become restless at the slightest hint of the wind’s freedom. +However tightly moored, they range a little at their berths, swaying +imperceptibly the spire-like assemblages of cordage and spars. +You can detect their impatience by watching the sway of the mastheads +against the motionless, the soulless gravity of mortar and stones. +As you pass alongside each hopeless prisoner chained to the quay, the +slight grinding noise of the wooden fenders makes a sound of angry muttering. +But, after all, it may be good for ships to go through a period of restraint +and repose, as the restraint and self-communion of inactivity may be +good for an unruly soul—not, indeed, that I mean to say that ships +are unruly; on the contrary, they are faithful creatures, as so many +men can testify. And faithfulness is a great restraint, the strongest +bond laid upon the self-will of men and ships on this globe of land +and sea.</p> +<p>This interval of bondage in the docks rounds each period of a ship’s +life with the sense of accomplished duty, of an effectively played part +in the work of the world. The dock is the scene of what the world +would think the most serious part in the light, bounding, swaying life +of a ship. But there are docks and docks. The ugliness of +some docks is appalling. Wild horses would not drag from me the +name of a certain river in the north whose narrow estuary is inhospitable +and dangerous, and whose docks are like a nightmare of dreariness and +misery. Their dismal shores are studded thickly with scaffold-like, +enormous timber structures, whose lofty heads are veiled periodically +by the infernal gritty night of a cloud of coal-dust. The most +important ingredient for getting the world’s work along is distributed +there under the circumstances of the greatest cruelty meted out to helpless +ships. Shut up in the desolate circuit of these basins, you would +think a free ship would droop and die like a wild bird put into a dirty +cage. But a ship, perhaps because of her faithfulness to men, +will endure an extraordinary lot of ill-usage. Still, I have seen +ships issue from certain docks like half-dead prisoners from a dungeon, +bedraggled, overcome, wholly disguised in dirt, and with their men rolling +white eyeballs in black and worried faces raised to a heaven which, +in its smoky and soiled aspect, seemed to reflect the sordidness of +the earth below. One thing, however, may be said for the docks +of the Port of London on both sides of the river: for all the complaints +of their insufficient equipment, of their obsolete rules, of failure +(they say) in the matter of quick despatch, no ship need ever issue +from their gates in a half-fainting condition. London is a general +cargo port, as is only proper for the greatest capital of the world +to be. General cargo ports belong to the aristocracy of the earth’s +trading places, and in that aristocracy London, as it is its way, has +a unique physiognomy.</p> +<p>The absence of picturesqueness cannot be laid to the charge of the +docks opening into the Thames. For all my unkind comparisons to +swans and backyards, it cannot be denied that each dock or group of +docks along the north side of the river has its own individual attractiveness. +Beginning with the cosy little St. Katherine’s Dock, lying overshadowed +and black like a quiet pool amongst rocky crags, through the venerable +and sympathetic London Docks, with not a single line of rails in the +whole of their area and the aroma of spices lingering between its warehouses, +with their far-famed wine-cellars—down through the interesting +group of West India Docks, the fine docks at Blackwall, on past the +Galleons Reach entrance of the Victoria and Albert Docks, right down +to the vast gloom of the great basins in Tilbury, each of those places +of restraint for ships has its own peculiar physiognomy, its own expression. +And what makes them unique and attractive is their common trait of being +romantic in their usefulness.</p> +<p>In their way they are as romantic as the river they serve is unlike +all the other commercial streams of the world. The cosiness of +the St. Katherine’s Dock, the old-world air of the London Docks, +remain impressed upon the memory. The docks down the river, abreast +of Woolwich, are imposing by their proportions and the vast scale of +the ugliness that forms their surroundings—ugliness so picturesque +as to become a delight to the eye. When one talks of the Thames +docks, “beauty” is a vain word, but romance has lived too +long upon this river not to have thrown a mantle of glamour upon its +banks.</p> +<p>The antiquity of the port appeals to the imagination by the long +chain of adventurous enterprises that had their inception in the town +and floated out into the world on the waters of the river. Even +the newest of the docks, the Tilbury Dock, shares in the glamour conferred +by historical associations. Queen Elizabeth has made one of her +progresses down there, not one of her journeys of pomp and ceremony, +but an anxious business progress at a crisis of national history. +The menace of that time has passed away, and now Tilbury is known by +its docks. These are very modern, but their remoteness and isolation +upon the Essex marsh, the days of failure attending their creation, +invested them with a romantic air. Nothing in those days could +have been more striking than the vast, empty basins, surrounded by miles +of bare quays and the ranges of cargo-sheds, where two or three ships +seemed lost like bewitched children in a forest of gaunt, hydraulic +cranes. One received a wonderful impression of utter abandonment, +of wasted efficiency. From the first the Tilbury Docks were very +efficient and ready for their task, but they had come, perhaps, too +soon into the field. A great future lies before Tilbury Docks. +They shall never fill a long-felt want (in the sacramental phrase that +is applied to railways, tunnels, newspapers, and new editions of books). +They were too early in the field. The want shall never be felt +because, free of the trammels of the tide, easy of access, magnificent +and desolate, they are already there, prepared to take and keep the +biggest ships that float upon the sea. They are worthy of the +oldest river port in the world.</p> +<p> And, truth to say, for all the criticisms flung upon the heads +of the dock companies, the other docks of the Thames are no disgrace +to the town with a population greater than that of some commonwealths. +The growth of London as a well-equipped port has been slow, while not +unworthy of a great capital, of a great centre of distribution. +It must not be forgotten that London has not the backing of great industrial +districts or great fields of natural exploitation. In this it +differs from Liverpool, from Cardiff, from Newcastle, from Glasgow; +and therein the Thames differs from the Mersey, from the Tyne, from +the Clyde. It is an historical river; it is a romantic stream +flowing through the centre of great affairs, and for all the criticism +of the river’s administration, my contention is that its development +has been worthy of its dignity. For a long time the stream itself +could accommodate quite easily the oversea and coasting traffic. +That was in the days when, in the part called the Pool, just below London +Bridge, the vessels moored stem and stern in the very strength of the +tide formed one solid mass like an island covered with a forest of gaunt, +leafless trees; and when the trade had grown too big for the river there +came the St. Katherine’s Docks and the London Docks, magnificent +undertakings answering to the need of their time. The same may +be said of the other artificial lakes full of ships that go in and out +upon this high road to all parts of the world. The labour of the +imperial waterway goes on from generation to generation, goes on day +and night. Nothing ever arrests its sleepless industry but the +coming of a heavy fog, which clothes the teeming stream in a mantle +of impenetrable stillness.</p> +<p>After the gradual cessation of all sound and movement on the faithful +river, only the ringing of ships’ bells is heard, mysterious and +muffled in the white vapour from London Bridge right down to the Nore, +for miles and miles in a decrescendo tinkling, to where the estuary +broadens out into the North Sea, and the anchored ships lie scattered +thinly in the shrouded channels between the sand-banks of the Thames’ +mouth. Through the long and glorious tale of years of the river’s +strenuous service to its people these are its only breathing times.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXXIII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>A ship in dock, surrounded by quays and the walls of warehouses, +has the appearance of a prisoner meditating upon freedom in the sadness +of a free spirit put under restraint. Chain cables and stout ropes +keep her bound to stone posts at the edge of a paved shore, and a berthing-master, +with brass buttons on his coat, walks about like a weather-beaten and +ruddy gaoler, casting jealous, watchful glances upon the moorings that +fetter a ship lying passive and still and safe, as if lost in deep regrets +of her days of liberty and danger on the sea.</p> +<p>The swarm of renegades—dock-masters, berthing-masters, gatemen, +and such like—appear to nurse an immense distrust of the captive +ship’s resignation. There never seem chains and ropes enough +to satisfy their minds concerned with the safe binding of free ships +to the strong, muddy, enslaved earth. “You had better put +another bight of a hawser astern, Mr. Mate,” is the usual phrase +in their mouth. I brand them for renegades, because most of them +have been sailors in their time. As if the infirmities of old +age—the gray hair, the wrinkles at the corners of the eyes, and +the knotted veins of the hands—were the symptoms of moral poison, +they prowl about the quays with an underhand air of gloating over the +broken spirit of noble captives. They want more fenders, more +breasting-ropes; they want more springs, more shackles, more fetters; +they want to make ships with volatile souls as motionless as square +blocks of stone. They stand on the mud of pavements, these degraded +sea-dogs, with long lines of railway-trucks clanking their couplings +behind their backs, and run malevolent glances over your ship from headgear +to taffrail, only wishing to tyrannize over the poor creature under +the hypocritical cloak of benevolence and care. Here and there +cargo cranes looking like instruments of torture for ships swing cruel +hooks at the end of long chains. Gangs of dock-labourers swarm +with muddy feet over the gangways. It is a moving sight this, +of so many men of the earth, earthy, who never cared anything for a +ship, trampling unconcerned, brutal and hob-nailed upon her helpless +body.</p> +<p>Fortunately, nothing can deface the beauty of a ship. That +sense of a dungeon, that sense of a horrible and degrading misfortune +overtaking a creature fair to see and safe to trust, attaches only to +ships moored in the docks of great European ports. You feel that +they are dishonestly locked up, to be hunted about from wharf to wharf +on a dark, greasy, square pool of black water as a brutal reward at +the end of a faithful voyage.</p> +<p>A ship anchored in an open roadstead, with cargo-lighters alongside +and her own tackle swinging the burden over the rail, is accomplishing +in freedom a function of her life. There is no restraint; there +is space: clear water around her, and a clear sky above her mastheads, +with a landscape of green hills and charming bays opening around her +anchorage. She is not abandoned by her own men to the tender mercies +of shore people. She still shelters, and is looked after by, her +own little devoted band, and you feel that presently she will glide +between the headlands and disappear. It is only at home, in dock, +that she lies abandoned, shut off from freedom by all the artifices +of men that think of quick despatch and profitable freights. It +is only then that the odious, rectangular shadows of walls and roofs +fall upon her decks, with showers of soot.</p> +<p>To a man who has never seen the extraordinary nobility, strength, +and grace that the devoted generations of ship-builders have evolved +from some pure nooks of their simple souls, the sight that could be +seen five-and-twenty years ago of a large fleet of clippers moored along +the north side of the New South Dock was an inspiring spectacle. +Then there was a quarter of a mile of them, from the iron dockyard-gates +guarded by policemen, in a long, forest-like perspective of masts, moored +two and two to many stout wooden jetties. Their spars dwarfed +with their loftiness the corrugated-iron sheds, their jibbooms extended +far over the shore, their white-and-gold figure-heads, almost dazzling +in their purity, overhung the straight, long quay above the mud and +dirt of the wharfside, with the busy figures of groups and single men +moving to and fro, restless and grimy under their soaring immobility.</p> +<p>At tide-time you would see one of the loaded ships with battened-down +hatches drop out of the ranks and float in the clear space of the dock, +held by lines dark and slender, like the first threads of a spider’s +web, extending from her bows and her quarters to the mooring-posts on +shore. There, graceful and still, like a bird ready to spread +its wings, she waited till, at the opening of the gates, a tug or two +would hurry in noisily, hovering round her with an air of fuss and solicitude, +and take her out into the river, tending, shepherding her through open +bridges, through dam-like gates between the flat pier-heads, with a +bit of green lawn surrounded by gravel and a white signal-mast with +yard and gaff, flying a couple of dingy blue, red, or white flags.</p> +<p>This New South Dock (it was its official name), round which my earlier +professional memories are centred, belongs to the group of West India +Docks, together with two smaller and much older basins called Import +and Export respectively, both with the greatness of their trade departed +from them already. Picturesque and clean as docks go, these twin +basins spread side by side the dark lustre of their glassy water, sparely +peopled by a few ships laid up on buoys or tucked far away from each +other at the end of sheds in the corners of empty quays, where they +seemed to slumber quietly remote, untouched by the bustle of men’s +affairs—in retreat rather than in captivity. They were quaint +and sympathetic, those two homely basins, unfurnished and silent, with +no aggressive display of cranes, no apparatus of hurry and work on their +narrow shores. No railway-lines cumbered them. The knots +of labourers trooping in clumsily round the corners of cargo-sheds to +eat their food in peace out of red cotton handkerchiefs had the air +of picnicking by the side of a lonely mountain pool. They were +restful (and I should say very unprofitable), those basins, where the +chief officer of one of the ships involved in the harassing, strenuous, +noisy activity of the New South Dock only a few yards away could escape +in the dinner-hour to stroll, unhampered by men and affairs, meditating +(if he chose) on the vanity of all things human. At one time they +must have been full of good old slow West Indiamen of the square-stern +type, that took their captivity, one imagines, as stolidly as they had +faced the buffeting of the waves with their blunt, honest bows, and +disgorged sugar, rum, molasses, coffee, or logwood sedately with their +own winch and tackle. But when I knew them, of exports there was +never a sign that one could detect; and all the imports I have ever +seen were some rare cargoes of tropical timber, enormous baulks roughed +out of iron trunks grown in the woods about the Gulf of Mexico. +They lay piled up in stacks of mighty boles, and it was hard to believe +that all this mass of dead and stripped trees had come out of the flanks +of a slender, innocent-looking little barque with, as likely as not, +a homely woman’s name—Ellen this or Annie that—upon +her fine bows. But this is generally the case with a discharged +cargo. Once spread at large over the quay, it looks the most impossible +bulk to have all come there out of that ship along-side.</p> +<p>They were quiet, serene nooks in the busy world of docks, these basins +where it has never been my good luck to get a berth after some more +or less arduous passage. But one could see at a glance that men +and ships were never hustled there. They were so quiet that, remembering +them well, one comes to doubt that they ever existed—places of +repose for tired ships to dream in, places of meditation rather than +work, where wicked ships—the cranky, the lazy, the wet, the bad +sea boats, the wild steerers, the capricious, the pig-headed, the generally +ungovernable—would have full leisure to take count and repent +of their sins, sorrowful and naked, with their rent garments of sailcloth +stripped off them, and with the dust and ashes of the London atmosphere +upon their mastheads. For that the worst of ships would repent +if she were ever given time I make no doubt. I have known too +many of them. No ship is wholly bad; and now that their bodies +that had braved so many tempests have been blown off the face of the +sea by a puff of steam, the evil and the good together into the limbo +of things that have served their time, there can be no harm in affirming +that in these vanished generations of willing servants there never has +been one utterly unredeemable soul.</p> +<p>In the New South Dock there was certainly no time for remorse, introspection, +repentance, or any phenomena of inner life either for the captive ships +or for their officers. From six in the morning till six at night +the hard labour of the prison-house, which rewards the valiance of ships +that win the harbour went on steadily, great slings of general cargo +swinging over the rail, to drop plumb into the hatchways at the sign +of the gangway-tender’s hand. The New South Dock was especially +a loading dock for the Colonies in those great (and last) days of smart +wool-clippers, good to look at and—well—exciting to handle. +Some of them were more fair to see than the others; many were (to put +it mildly) somewhat over-masted; all were expected to make good passages; +and of all that line of ships, whose rigging made a thick, enormous +network against the sky, whose brasses flashed almost as far as the +eye of the policeman at the gates could reach, there was hardly one +that knew of any other port amongst all the ports on the wide earth +but London and Sydney, or London and Melbourne, or London and Adelaide, +perhaps with Hobart Town added for those of smaller tonnage. One +could almost have believed, as her gray-whiskered second mate used to +say of the old <i>Duke of S</i>-, that they knew the road to the Antipodes +better than their own skippers, who, year in, year out, took them from +London—the place of captivity—to some Australian port where, +twenty-five years ago, though moored well and tight enough to the wooden +wharves, they felt themselves no captives, but honoured guests.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXXIV.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>These towns of the Antipodes, not so great then as they are now, +took an interest in the shipping, the running links with “home,” +whose numbers confirmed the sense of their growing importance. +They made it part and parcel of their daily interests. This was +especially the case in Sydney, where, from the heart of the fair city, +down the vista of important streets, could be seen the wool-clippers +lying at the Circular Quay—no walled prison-house of a dock that, +but the integral part of one of the finest, most beautiful, vast, and +safe bays the sun ever shone upon. Now great steam-liners lie +at these berths, always reserved for the sea aristocracy—grand +and imposing enough ships, but here to-day and gone next week; whereas +the general cargo, emigrant, and passenger clippers of my time, rigged +with heavy spars, and built on fine lines, used to remain for months +together waiting for their load of wool. Their names attained +the dignity of household words. On Sundays and holidays the citizens +trooped down, on visiting bent, and the lonely officer on duty solaced +himself by playing the cicerone—especially to the citizenesses +with engaging manners and a well-developed sense of the fun that may +be got out of the inspection of a ship’s cabins and state-rooms. +The tinkle of more or less untuned cottage pianos floated out of open +stern-ports till the gas-lamps began to twinkle in the streets, and +the ship’s night-watchman, coming sleepily on duty after his unsatisfactory +day slumbers, hauled down the flags and fastened a lighted lantern at +the break of the gangway. The night closed rapidly upon the silent +ships with their crews on shore. Up a short, steep ascent by the +King’s Head pub., patronized by the cooks and stewards of the +fleet, the voice of a man crying “Hot saveloys!” at the +end of George Street, where the cheap eating-houses (sixpence a meal) +were kept by Chinamen (Sun-kum-on’s was not bad), is heard at +regular intervals. I have listened for hours to this most pertinacious +pedlar (I wonder whether he is dead or has made a fortune), while sitting +on the rail of the old <i>Duke of S</i>- (she’s dead, poor thing! +a violent death on the coast of New Zealand), fascinated by the monotony, +the regularity, the abruptness of the recurring cry, and so exasperated +at the absurd spell, that I wished the fellow would choke himself to +death with a mouthful of his own infamous wares.</p> +<p>A stupid job, and fit only for an old man, my comrades used to tell +me, to be the night-watchman of a captive (though honoured) ship. +And generally the oldest of the able seamen in a ship’s crew does +get it. But sometimes neither the oldest nor any other fairly +steady seaman is forthcoming. Ships’ crews had the trick +of melting away swiftly in those days. So, probably on account +of my youth, innocence, and pensive habits (which made me sometimes +dilatory in my work about the rigging), I was suddenly nominated, in +our chief mate Mr. B-’s most sardonic tones, to that enviable +situation. I do not regret the experience. The night humours +of the town descended from the street to the waterside in the still +watches of the night: larrikins rushing down in bands to settle some +quarrel by a stand-up fight, away from the police, in an indistinct +ring half hidden by piles of cargo, with the sounds of blows, a groan +now and then, the stamping of feet, and the cry of “Time!” +rising suddenly above the sinister and excited murmurs; night-prowlers, +pursued or pursuing, with a stifled shriek followed by a profound silence, +or slinking stealthily along-side like ghosts, and addressing me from +the quay below in mysterious tones with incomprehensible propositions. +The cabmen, too, who twice a week, on the night when the A.S.N. Company’s +passenger-boat was due to arrive, used to range a battalion of blazing +lamps opposite the ship, were very amusing in their way. They +got down from their perches and told each other impolite stories in +racy language, every word of which reached me distinctly over the bulwarks +as I sat smoking on the main-hatch. On one occasion I had an hour +or so of a most intellectual conversation with a person whom I could +not see distinctly, a gentleman from England, he said, with a cultivated +voice, I on deck and he on the quay sitting on the case of a piano (landed +out of our hold that very afternoon), and smoking a cigar which smelt +very good. We touched, in our discourse, upon science, politics, +natural history, and operatic singers. Then, after remarking abruptly, +“You seem to be rather intelligent, my man,” he informed +me pointedly that his name was Mr. Senior, and walked off—to his +hotel, I suppose. Shadows! Shadows! I think I saw +a white whisker as he turned under the lamp-post. It is a shock +to think that in the natural course of nature he must be dead by now. +There was nothing to object to in his intelligence but a little dogmatism +maybe. And his name was Senior! Mr. Senior!</p> +<p>The position had its drawbacks, however. One wintry, blustering, +dark night in July, as I stood sleepily out of the rain under the break +of the poop something resembling an ostrich dashed up the gangway. +I say ostrich because the creature, though it ran on two legs, appeared +to help its progress by working a pair of short wings; it was a man, +however, only his coat, ripped up the back and flapping in two halves +above his shoulders, gave him that weird and fowl-like appearance. +At least, I suppose it was his coat, for it was impossible to make him +out distinctly. How he managed to come so straight upon me, at +speed and without a stumble over a strange deck, I cannot imagine. +He must have been able to see in the dark better than any cat. +He overwhelmed me with panting entreaties to let him take shelter till +morning in our forecastle. Following my strict orders, I refused +his request, mildly at first, in a sterner tone as he insisted with +growing impudence.</p> +<p>“For God’s sake let me, matey! Some of ’em +are after me—and I’ve got hold of a ticker here.”</p> +<p>“You clear out of this!” I said.</p> +<p>“Don’t be hard on a chap, old man!” he whined pitifully.</p> +<p>“Now then, get ashore at once. Do you hear?”</p> +<p>Silence. He appeared to cringe, mute, as if words had failed +him through grief; then—bang! came a concussion and a great flash +of light in which he vanished, leaving me prone on my back with the +most abominable black eye that anybody ever got in the faithful discharge +of duty. Shadows! Shadows! I hope he escaped the enemies +he was fleeing from to live and flourish to this day. But his +fist was uncommonly hard and his aim miraculously true in the dark.</p> +<p>There were other experiences, less painful and more funny for the +most part, with one amongst them of a dramatic complexion; but the greatest +experience of them all was Mr. B-, our chief mate himself.</p> +<p>He used to go ashore every night to foregather in some hotel’s +parlour with his crony, the mate of the barque <i>Cicero</i>, lying +on the other side of the Circular Quay. Late at night I would +hear from afar their stumbling footsteps and their voices raised in +endless argument. The mate of the <i>Cicero</i> was seeing his +friend on board. They would continue their senseless and muddled +discourse in tones of profound friendship for half an hour or so at +the shore end of our gangway, and then I would hear Mr. B- insisting +that he must see the other on board his ship. And away they would +go, their voices, still conversing with excessive amity, being heard +moving all round the harbour. It happened more than once that +they would thus perambulate three or four times the distance, each seeing +the other on board his ship out of pure and disinterested affection. +Then, through sheer weariness, or perhaps in a moment of forgetfulness, +they would manage to part from each other somehow, and by-and-by the +planks of our long gangway would bend and creak under the weight of +Mr. B- coming on board for good at last.</p> +<p>On the rail his burly form would stop and stand swaying.</p> +<p>“Watchman!”</p> +<p>“Sir.”</p> +<p>A pause.</p> +<p>He waited for a moment of steadiness before negotiating the three +steps of the inside ladder from rail to deck; and the watchman, taught +by experience, would forbear offering help which would be received as +an insult at that particular stage of the mate’s return. +But many times I trembled for his neck. He was a heavy man.</p> +<p>Then with a rush and a thump it would be done. He never had +to pick himself up; but it took him a minute or so to pull himself together +after the descent.</p> +<p>“Watchman!”</p> +<p>“Sir.”</p> +<p>“Captain aboard?”</p> +<p>“Yes, sir.”</p> +<p>Pause.</p> +<p>“Dog aboard?”</p> +<p>“Yes, sir.”</p> +<p>Pause.</p> +<p>Our dog was a gaunt and unpleasant beast, more like a wolf in poor +health than a dog, and I never noticed Mr. B- at any other time show +the slightest interest in the doings of the animal. But that question +never failed.</p> +<p>“Let’s have your arm to steady me along.”</p> +<p>I was always prepared for that request. He leaned on me heavily +till near enough the cabin-door to catch hold of the handle. Then +he would let go my arm at once.</p> +<p>“That’ll do. I can manage now.”</p> +<p>And he could manage. He could manage to find his way into his +berth, light his lamp, get into his bed—ay, and get out of it +when I called him at half-past five, the first man on deck, lifting +the cup of morning coffee to his lips with a steady hand, ready for +duty as though he had virtuously slept ten solid hours—a better +chief officer than many a man who had never tasted grog in his life. +He could manage all that, but could never manage to get on in life.</p> +<p>Only once he failed to seize the cabin-door handle at the first grab. +He waited a little, tried again, and again failed. His weight +was growing heavier on my arm. He sighed slowly.</p> +<p>“D-n that handle!”</p> +<p>Without letting go his hold of me he turned about, his face lit up +bright as day by the full moon.</p> +<p>“I wish she were out at sea,” he growled savagely.</p> +<p>“Yes, sir.”</p> +<p>I felt the need to say something, because he hung on to me as if +lost, breathing heavily.</p> +<p>“Ports are no good—ships rot, men go to the devil!”</p> +<p>I kept still, and after a while he repeated with a sigh.</p> +<p>“I wish she were at sea out of this.”</p> +<p>“So do I, sir,” I ventured.</p> +<p>Holding my shoulder, he turned upon me.</p> +<p>“You! What’s that to you where she is? You +don’t—drink.”</p> +<p>And even on that night he “managed it” at last. +He got hold of the handle. But he did not manage to light his +lamp (I don’t think he even tried), though in the morning as usual +he was the first on deck, bull-necked, curly-headed, watching the hands +turn-to with his sardonic expression and unflinching gaze.</p> +<p>I met him ten years afterwards, casually, unexpectedly, in the street, +on coming out of my consignee office. I was not likely to have +forgotten him with his “I can manage now.” He recognised +me at once, remembered my name, and in what ship I had served under +his orders. He looked me over from head to foot.</p> +<p>“What are you doing here?” he asked.</p> +<p>“I am commanding a little barque,” I said, “loading +here for Mauritius.” Then, thoughtlessly, I added: “And +what are you doing, Mr. B-?”</p> +<p>“I,” he said, looking at me unflinchingly, with his old +sardonic grin—“I am looking for something to do.”</p> +<p>I felt I would rather have bitten out my tongue. His jet-black, +curly hair had turned iron-gray; he was scrupulously neat as ever, but +frightfully threadbare. His shiny boots were worn down at heel. +But he forgave me, and we drove off together in a hansom to dine on +board my ship. He went over her conscientiously, praised her heartily, +congratulated me on my command with absolute sincerity. At dinner, +as I offered him wine and beer he shook his head, and as I sat looking +at him interrogatively, muttered in an undertone:</p> +<p>“I’ve given up all that.”</p> +<p>After dinner we came again on deck. It seemed as though he +could not tear himself away from the ship. We were fitting some +new lower rigging, and he hung about, approving, suggesting, giving +me advice in his old manner. Twice he addressed me as “My +boy,” and corrected himself quickly to “Captain.” +My mate was about to leave me (to get married), but I concealed the +fact from Mr. B-. I was afraid he would ask me to give him the +berth in some ghastly jocular hint that I could not refuse to take. +I was afraid. It would have been impossible. I could not +have given orders to Mr. B-, and I am sure he would not have taken them +from me very long. He could not have managed that, though he had +managed to break himself from drink—too late.</p> +<p>He said good-bye at last. As I watched his burly, bull-necked +figure walk away up the street, I wondered with a sinking heart whether +he had much more than the price of a night’s lodging in his pocket. +And I understood that if that very minute I were to call out after him, +he would not even turn his head. He, too, is no more than a shadow, +but I seem to hear his words spoken on the moonlit deck of the old <i>Duke</i>—:</p> +<p>“Ports are no good—ships rot, men go to the devil!”</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXXV.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>“Ships!” exclaimed an elderly seaman in clean shore togs. +“Ships”—and his keen glance, turning away from my +face, ran along the vista of magnificent figure-heads that in the late +seventies used to overhang in a serried rank the muddy pavement by the +side of the New South Dock—“ships are all right; it’s +the men in ’em. . .”</p> +<p>Fifty hulls, at least, moulded on lines of beauty and speed—hulls +of wood, of iron, expressing in their forms the highest achievement +of modern ship-building—lay moored all in a row, stem to quay, +as if assembled there for an exhibition, not of a great industry, but +of a great art. Their colours were gray, black, dark green, with +a narrow strip of yellow moulding defining their sheer, or with a row +of painted ports decking in warlike decoration their robust flanks of +cargo-carriers that would know no triumph but of speed in carrying a +burden, no glory other than of a long service, no victory but that of +an endless, obscure contest with the sea. The great empty hulls +with swept holds, just out of dry-dock, with their paint glistening +freshly, sat high-sided with ponderous dignity alongside the wooden +jetties, looking more like unmovable buildings than things meant to +go afloat; others, half loaded, far on the way to recover the true sea-physiognomy +of a ship brought down to her load-line, looked more accessible. +Their less steeply slanting gangways seemed to invite the strolling +sailors in search of a berth to walk on board and try “for a chance” +with the chief mate, the guardian of a ship’s efficiency. +As if anxious to remain unperceived amongst their overtopping sisters, +two or three “finished” ships floated low, with an air of +straining at the leash of their level headfasts, exposing to view their +cleared decks and covered hatches, prepared to drop stern first out +of the labouring ranks, displaying the true comeliness of form which +only her proper sea-trim gives to a ship. And for a good quarter +of a mile, from the dockyard gate to the farthest corner, where the +old housed-in hulk, the <i>President</i> (drill-ship, then, of the Naval +Reserve), used to lie with her frigate side rubbing against the stone +of the quay, above all these hulls, ready and unready, a hundred and +fifty lofty masts, more or less, held out the web of their rigging like +an immense net, in whose close mesh, black against the sky, the heavy +yards seemed to be entangled and suspended.</p> +<p>It was a sight. The humblest craft that floats makes its appeal +to a seaman by the faithfulness of her life; and this was the place +where one beheld the aristocracy of ships. It was a noble gathering +of the fairest and the swiftest, each bearing at the bow the carved +emblem of her name, as in a gallery of plaster-casts, figures of women +with mural crowns, women with flowing robes, with gold fillets on their +hair or blue scarves round their waists, stretching out rounded arms +as if to point the way; heads of men helmeted or bare; full lengths +of warriors, of kings, of statesmen, of lords and princesses, all white +from top to toe; with here and there a dusky turbaned figure, bedizened +in many colours, of some Eastern sultan or hero, all inclined forward +under the slant of mighty bowsprits as if eager to begin another run +of 11,000 miles in their leaning attitudes. These were the fine +figure-heads of the finest ships afloat. But why, unless for the +love of the life those effigies shared with us in their wandering impassivity, +should one try to reproduce in words an impression of whose fidelity +there can be no critic and no judge, since such an exhibition of the +art of shipbuilding and the art of figure-head carving as was seen from +year’s end to year’s end in the open-air gallery of the +New South Dock no man’s eye shall behold again? All that +patient, pale company of queens and princesses, of kings and warriors, +of allegorical women, of heroines and statesmen and heathen gods, crowned, +helmeted, bare-headed, has run for good off the sea stretching to the +last above the tumbling foam their fair, rounded arms; holding out their +spears, swords, shields, tridents in the same unwearied, striving forward +pose. And nothing remains but lingering perhaps in the memory +of a few men, the sound of their names, vanished a long time ago from +the first page of the great London dailies; from big posters in railway-stations +and the doors of shipping offices; from the minds of sailors, dockmasters, +pilots, and tugmen; from the hail of gruff voices and the flutter of +signal flags exchanged between ships closing upon each other and drawing +apart in the open immensity of the sea.</p> +<p>The elderly, respectable seaman, withdrawing his gaze from that multitude +of spars, gave me a glance to make sure of our fellowship in the craft +and mystery of the sea. We had met casually, and had got into +contact as I had stopped near him, my attention being caught by the +same peculiarity he was looking at in the rigging of an obviously new +ship, a ship with her reputation all to make yet in the talk of the +seamen who were to share their life with her. Her name was already +on their lips. I had heard it uttered between two thick, red-necked +fellows of the semi-nautical type at the Fenchurch Street Railway-station, +where, in those days, the everyday male crowd was attired in jerseys +and pilot-cloth mostly, and had the air of being more conversant with +the times of high-water than with the times of the trains. I had +noticed that new ship’s name on the first page of my morning paper. +I had stared at the unfamiliar grouping of its letters, blue on white +ground, on the advertisement-boards, whenever the train came to a standstill +alongside one of the shabby, wooden, wharf-like platforms of the dock +railway-line. She had been named, with proper observances, on +the day she came off the stocks, no doubt, but she was very far yet +from “having a name.” Untried, ignorant of the ways +of the sea, she had been thrust amongst that renowned company of ships +to load for her maiden voyage. There was nothing to vouch for +her soundness and the worth of her character, but the reputation of +the building-yard whence she was launched headlong into the world of +waters. She looked modest to me. I imagined her diffident, +lying very quiet, with her side nestling shyly against the wharf to +which she was made fast with very new lines, intimidated by the company +of her tried and experienced sisters already familiar with all the violences +of the ocean and the exacting love of men. They had had more long +voyages to make their names in than she had known weeks of carefully +tended life, for a new ship receives as much attention as if she were +a young bride. Even crabbed old dock-masters look at her with +benevolent eyes. In her shyness at the threshold of a laborious +and uncertain life, where so much is expected of a ship, she could not +have been better heartened and comforted, had she only been able to +hear and understand, than by the tone of deep conviction in which my +elderly, respectable seaman repeated the first part of his saying, “Ships +are all right . . .”</p> +<p>His civility prevented him from repeating the other, the bitter part. +It had occurred to him that it was perhaps indelicate to insist. +He had recognised in me a ship’s officer, very possibly looking +for a berth like himself, and so far a comrade, but still a man belonging +to that sparsely-peopled after-end of a ship, where a great part of +her reputation as a “good ship,” in seaman’s parlance, +is made or marred.</p> +<p>“Can you say that of all ships without exception?” I +asked, being in an idle mood, because, if an obvious ship’s officer, +I was not, as a matter of fact, down at the docks to “look for +a berth,” an occupation as engrossing as gambling, and as little +favourable to the free exchange of ideas, besides being destructive +of the kindly temper needed for casual intercourse with one’s +fellow-creatures.</p> +<p>“You can always put up with ’em,” opined the respectable +seaman judicially.</p> +<p>He was not averse from talking, either. If he had come down +to the dock to look for a berth, he did not seem oppressed by anxiety +as to his chances. He had the serenity of a man whose estimable +character is fortunately expressed by his personal appearance in an +unobtrusive, yet convincing, manner which no chief officer in want of +hands could resist. And, true enough, I learned presently that +the mate of the <i>Hyperion</i> had “taken down” his name +for quarter-master. “We sign on Friday, and join next day +for the morning tide,” he remarked, in a deliberate, careless +tone, which contrasted strongly with his evident readiness to stand +there yarning for an hour or so with an utter stranger.</p> +<p>“<i>Hyperion</i>,” I said. “I don’t +remember ever seeing that ship anywhere. What sort of a name has +she got?”</p> +<p>It appeared from his discursive answer that she had not much of a +name one way or another. She was not very fast. It took +no fool, though, to steer her straight, he believed. Some years +ago he had seen her in Calcutta, and he remembered being told by somebody +then, that on her passage up the river she had carried away both her +hawse-pipes. But that might have been the pilot’s fault. +Just now, yarning with the apprentices on board, he had heard that this +very voyage, brought up in the Downs, outward bound, she broke her sheer, +struck adrift, and lost an anchor and chain. But that might have +occurred through want of careful tending in a tideway. All the +same, this looked as though she were pretty hard on her ground-tackle. +Didn’t it? She seemed a heavy ship to handle, anyway. +For the rest, as she had a new captain and a new mate this voyage, he +understood, one couldn’t say how she would turn out. . . .</p> +<p>In such marine shore-talk as this is the name of a ship slowly established, +her fame made for her, the tale of her qualities and of her defects +kept, her idiosyncrasies commented upon with the zest of personal gossip, +her achievements made much of, her faults glossed over as things that, +being without remedy in our imperfect world, should not be dwelt upon +too much by men who, with the help of ships, wrest out a bitter living +from the rough grasp of the sea. All that talk makes up her “name,” +which is handed over from one crew to another without bitterness, without +animosity, with the indulgence of mutual dependence, and with the feeling +of close association in the exercise of her perfections and in the danger +of her defects.</p> +<p>This feeling explains men’s pride in ships. “Ships +are all right,” as my middle-aged, respectable quartermaster said +with much conviction and some irony; but they are not exactly what men +make them. They have their own nature; they can of themselves +minister to our self-esteem by the demand their qualities make upon +our skill and their shortcomings upon our hardiness and endurance. +Which is the more flattering exaction it is hard to say; but there is +the fact that in listening for upwards of twenty years to the sea-talk +that goes on afloat and ashore I have never detected the true note of +animosity. I won’t deny that at sea, sometimes, the note +of profanity was audible enough in those chiding interpellations a wet, +cold, weary seaman addresses to his ship, and in moments of exasperation +is disposed to extend to all ships that ever were launched—to +the whole everlastingly exacting brood that swims in deep waters. +And I have heard curses launched at the unstable element itself, whose +fascination, outlasting the accumulated experience of ages, had captured +him as it had captured the generations of his forebears.</p> +<p>For all that has been said of the love that certain natures (on shore) +have professed to feel for it, for all the celebrations it had been +the object of in prose and song, the sea has never been friendly to +man. At most it has been the accomplice of human restlessness, +and playing the part of dangerous abettor of world-wide ambitions. +Faithful to no race after the manner of the kindly earth, receiving +no impress from valour and toil and self-sacrifice, recognising no finality +of dominion, the sea has never adopted the cause of its masters like +those lands where the victorious nations of mankind have taken root, +rocking their cradles and setting up their gravestones. He—man +or people—who, putting his trust in the friendship of the sea, +neglects the strength and cunning of his right hand, is a fool! +As if it were too great, too mighty for common virtues, the ocean has +no compassion, no faith, no law, no memory. Its fickleness is +to be held true to men’s purposes only by an undaunted resolution +and by a sleepless, armed, jealous vigilance, in which, perhaps, there +has always been more hate than love. <i>Odi</i> <i>et amo</i> +may well be the confession of those who consciously or blindly have +surrendered their existence to the fascination of the sea. All +the tempestuous passions of mankind’s young days, the love of +loot and the love of glory, the love of adventure and the love of danger, +with the great love of the unknown and vast dreams of dominion and power, +have passed like images reflected from a mirror, leaving no record upon +the mysterious face of the sea. Impenetrable and heartless, the +sea has given nothing of itself to the suitors for its precarious favours. +Unlike the earth, it cannot be subjugated at any cost of patience and +toil. For all its fascination that has lured so many to a violent +death, its immensity has never been loved as the mountains, the plains, +the desert itself, have been loved. Indeed, I suspect that, leaving +aside the protestations and tributes of writers who, one is safe in +saying, care for little else in the world than the rhythm of their lines +and the cadence of their phrase, the love of the sea, to which some +men and nations confess so readily, is a complex sentiment wherein pride +enters for much, necessity for not a little, and the love of ships—the +untiring servants of our hopes and our self-esteem—for the best +and most genuine part. For the hundreds who have reviled the sea, +beginning with Shakespeare in the line</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines1"><br /></div> +<p>“More fell than hunger, anguish, or the sea,”</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines1"><br /></div> +<p>down to the last obscure sea-dog of the “old model,” +having but few words and still fewer thoughts, there could not be found, +I believe, one sailor who has ever coupled a curse with the good or +bad name of a ship. If ever his profanity, provoked by the hardships +of the sea, went so far as to touch his ship, it would be lightly, as +a hand may, without sin, be laid in the way of kindness on a woman.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXXVI.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The love that is given to ships is profoundly different from the +love men feel for every other work of their hands—the love they +bear to their houses, for instance—because it is untainted by +the pride of possession. The pride of skill, the pride of responsibility, +the pride of endurance there may be, but otherwise it is a disinterested +sentiment. No seaman ever cherished a ship, even if she belonged +to him, merely because of the profit she put in his pocket. No +one, I think, ever did; for a ship-owner, even of the best, has always +been outside the pale of that sentiment embracing in a feeling of intimate, +equal fellowship the ship and the man, backing each other against the +implacable, if sometimes dissembled, hostility of their world of waters. +The sea—this truth must be confessed—has no generosity. +No display of manly qualities—courage, hardihood, endurance, faithfulness—has +ever been known to touch its irresponsible consciousness of power. +The ocean has the conscienceless temper of a savage autocrat spoiled +by much adulation. He cannot brook the slightest appearance of +defiance, and has remained the irreconcilable enemy of ships and men +ever since ships and men had the unheard of audacity to go afloat together +in the face of his frown. From that day he has gone on swallowing +up fleets and men without his resentment being glutted by the number +of victims—by so many wrecked ships and wrecked lives. To-day, +as ever, he is ready to beguile and betray, to smash and to drown the +incorrigible optimism of men who, backed by the fidelity of ships, are +trying to wrest from him the fortune of their house, the dominion of +their world, or only a dole of food for their hunger. If not always +in the hot mood to smash, he is always stealthily ready for a drowning. +The most amazing wonder of the deep is its unfathomable cruelty.</p> +<p>I felt its dread for the first time in mid-Atlantic one day, many +years ago, when we took off the crew of a Danish brig homeward bound +from the West Indies. A thin, silvery mist softened the calm and +majestic splendour of light without shadows—seemed to render the +sky less remote and the ocean less immense. It was one of the +days, when the might of the sea appears indeed lovable, like the nature +of a strong man in moments of quiet intimacy. At sunrise we had +made out a black speck to the westward, apparently suspended high up +in the void behind a stirring, shimmering veil of silvery blue gauze +that seemed at times to stir and float in the breeze which fanned us +slowly along. The peace of that enchanting forenoon was so profound, +so untroubled, that it seemed that every word pronounced loudly on our +deck would penetrate to the very heart of that infinite mystery born +from the conjunction of water and sky. We did not raise our voices. +“A water-logged derelict, I think, sir,” said the second +officer quietly, coming down from aloft with the binoculars in their +case slung across his shoulders; and our captain, without a word, signed +to the helmsman to steer for the black speck. Presently we made +out a low, jagged stump sticking up forward—all that remained +of her departed masts.</p> +<p>The captain was expatiating in a low conversational tone to the chief +mate upon the danger of these derelicts, and upon his dread of coming +upon them at night, when suddenly a man forward screamed out, “There’s +people on board of her, sir! I see them!” in a most extraordinary +voice—a voice never heard before in our ship; the amazing voice +of a stranger. It gave the signal for a sudden tumult of shouts. +The watch below ran up the forecastle head in a body, the cook dashed +out of the galley. Everybody saw the poor fellows now. They +were there! And all at once our ship, which had the well-earned +name of being without a rival for speed in light winds, seemed to us +to have lost the power of motion, as if the sea, becoming viscous, had +clung to her sides. And yet she moved. Immensity, the inseparable +companion of a ship’s life, chose that day to breathe upon her +as gently as a sleeping child. The clamour of our excitement had +died out, and our living ship, famous for never losing steerage way +as long as there was air enough to float a feather, stole, without a +ripple, silent and white as a ghost, towards her mutilated and wounded +sister, come upon at the point of death in the sunlit haze of a calm +day at sea.</p> +<p>With the binoculars glued to his eyes, the captain said in a quavering +tone: “They are waving to us with something aft there.” +He put down the glasses on the skylight brusquely, and began to walk +about the poop. “A shirt or a flag,” he ejaculated +irritably. “Can’t make it out. . . Some damn rag or +other!” He took a few more turns on the poop, glancing down +over the rail now and then to see how fast we were moving. His +nervous footsteps rang sharply in the quiet of the ship, where the other +men, all looking the same way, had forgotten themselves in a staring +immobility. “This will never do!” he cried out suddenly. +“Lower the boats at once! Down with them!”</p> +<p>Before I jumped into mine he took me aside, as being an inexperienced +junior, for a word of warning:</p> +<p>“You look out as you come alongside that she doesn’t +take you down with her. You understand?”</p> +<p>He murmured this confidentially, so that none of the men at the falls +should overhear, and I was shocked. “Heavens! as if in such +an emergency one stopped to think of danger!” I exclaimed to myself +mentally, in scorn of such cold-blooded caution.</p> +<p>It takes many lessons to make a real seaman, and I got my rebuke +at once. My experienced commander seemed in one searching glance +to read my thoughts on my ingenuous face.</p> +<p>“What you’re going for is to save life, not to drown +your boat’s crew for nothing,” he growled severely in my +ear. But as we shoved off he leaned over and cried out: “It +all rests on the power of your arms, men. Give way for life!”</p> +<p>We made a race of it, and I would never have believed that a common +boat’s crew of a merchantman could keep up so much determined +fierceness in the regular swing of their stroke. What our captain +had clearly perceived before we left had become plain to all of us since. +The issue of our enterprise hung on a hair above that abyss of waters +which will not give up its dead till the Day of Judgment. It was +a race of two ship’s boats matched against Death for a prize of +nine men’s lives, and Death had a long start. We saw the +crew of the brig from afar working at the pumps—still pumping +on that wreck, which already had settled so far down that the gentle, +low swell, over which our boats rose and fell easily without a check +to their speed, welling up almost level with her head-rails, plucked +at the ends of broken gear swinging desolately under her naked bowsprit.</p> +<p>We could not, in all conscience, have picked out a better day for +our regatta had we had the free choice of all the days that ever dawned +upon the lonely struggles and solitary agonies of ships since the Norse +rovers first steered to the westward against the run of Atlantic waves. +It was a very good race. At the finish there was not an oar’s +length between the first and second boat, with Death coming in a good +third on the top of the very next smooth swell, for all one knew to +the contrary. The scuppers of the brig gurgled softly all together +when the water rising against her sides subsided sleepily with a low +wash, as if playing about an immovable rock. Her bulwarks were +gone fore and aft, and one saw her bare deck low-lying like a raft and +swept clean of boats, spars, houses—of everything except the ringbolts +and the heads of the pumps. I had one dismal glimpse of it as +I braced myself up to receive upon my breast the last man to leave her, +the captain, who literally let himself fall into my arms.</p> +<p>It had been a weirdly silent rescue—a rescue without a hail, +without a single uttered word, without a gesture or a sign, without +a conscious exchange of glances. Up to the very last moment those +on board stuck to their pumps, which spouted two clear streams of water +upon their bare feet. Their brown skin showed through the rents +of their shirts; and the two small bunches of half-naked, tattered men +went on bowing from the waist to each other in their back-breaking labour, +up and down, absorbed, with no time for a glance over the shoulder at +the help that was coming to them. As we dashed, unregarded, alongside +a voice let out one, only one hoarse howl of command, and then, just +as they stood, without caps, with the salt drying gray in the wrinkles +and folds of their hairy, haggard faces, blinking stupidly at us their +red eyelids, they made a bolt away from the handles, tottering and jostling +against each other, and positively flung themselves over upon our very +heads. The clatter they made tumbling into the boats had an extraordinarily +destructive effect upon the illusion of tragic dignity our self-esteem +had thrown over the contests of mankind with the sea. On that +exquisite day of gently breathing peace and veiled sunshine perished +my romantic love to what men’s imagination had proclaimed the +most august aspect of Nature. The cynical indifference of the +sea to the merits of human suffering and courage, laid bare in this +ridiculous, panic-tainted performance extorted from the dire extremity +of nine good and honourable seamen, revolted me. I saw the duplicity +of the sea’s most tender mood. It was so because it could +not help itself, but the awed respect of the early days was gone. +I felt ready to smile bitterly at its enchanting charm and glare viciously +at its furies. In a moment, before we shoved off, I had looked +coolly at the life of my choice. Its illusions were gone, but +its fascination remained. I had become a seaman at last.</p> +<p>We pulled hard for a quarter of an hour, then laid on our oars waiting +for our ship. She was coming down on us with swelling sails, looking +delicately tall and exquisitely noble through the mist. The captain +of the brig, who sat in the stern sheets by my side with his face in +his hands, raised his head and began to speak with a sort of sombre +volubility. They had lost their masts and sprung a leak in a hurricane; +drifted for weeks, always at the pumps, met more bad weather; the ships +they sighted failed to make them out, the leak gained upon them slowly, +and the seas had left them nothing to make a raft of. It was very +hard to see ship after ship pass by at a distance, “as if everybody +had agreed that we must be left to drown,” he added. But +they went on trying to keep the brig afloat as long as possible, and +working the pumps constantly on insufficient food, mostly raw, till +“yesterday evening,” he continued monotonously, “just +as the sun went down, the men’s hearts broke.”</p> +<p>He made an almost imperceptible pause here, and went on again with +exactly the same intonation:</p> +<p>“They told me the brig could not be saved, and they thought +they had done enough for themselves. I said nothing to that. +It was true. It was no mutiny. I had nothing to say to them. +They lay about aft all night, as still as so many dead men. I +did not lie down. I kept a look-out. When the first light +came I saw your ship at once. I waited for more light; the breeze +began to fail on my face. Then I shouted out as loud as I was +able, ‘Look at that ship!’ but only two men got up very +slowly and came to me. At first only we three stood alone, for +a long time, watching you coming down to us, and feeling the breeze +drop to a calm almost; but afterwards others, too, rose, one after another, +and by-and-by I had all my crew behind me. I turned round and +said to them that they could see the ship was coming our way, but in +this small breeze she might come too late after all, unless we turned +to and tried to keep the brig afloat long enough to give you time to +save us all. I spoke like that to them, and then I gave the command +to man the pumps.”</p> +<p>He gave the command, and gave the example, too, by going himself +to the handles, but it seems that these men did actually hang back for +a moment, looking at each other dubiously before they followed him. +“He! he! he!” He broke out into a most unexpected, +imbecile, pathetic, nervous little giggle. “Their hearts +were broken so! They had been played with too long,” he +explained apologetically, lowering his eyes, and became silent.</p> +<p>Twenty-five years is a long time—a quarter of a century is +a dim and distant past; but to this day I remember the dark-brown feet, +hands, and faces of two of these men whose hearts had been broken by +the sea. They were lying very still on their sides on the bottom +boards between the thwarts, curled up like dogs. My boat’s +crew, leaning over the looms of their oars, stared and listened as if +at the play. The master of the brig looked up suddenly to ask +me what day it was.</p> +<p>They had lost the date. When I told him it was Sunday, the +22nd, he frowned, making some mental calculation, then nodded twice +sadly to himself, staring at nothing.</p> +<p>His aspect was miserably unkempt and wildly sorrowful. Had +it not been for the unquenchable candour of his blue eyes, whose unhappy, +tired glance every moment sought his abandoned, sinking brig, as if +it could find rest nowhere else, he would have appeared mad. But +he was too simple to go mad, too simple with that manly simplicity which +alone can bear men unscathed in mind and body through an encounter with +the deadly playfulness of the sea or with its less abominable fury.</p> +<p>Neither angry, nor playful, nor smiling, it enveloped our distant +ship growing bigger as she neared us, our boats with the rescued men +and the dismantled hull of the brig we were leaving behind, in the large +and placid embrace of its quietness, half lost in the fair haze, as +if in a dream of infinite and tender clemency. There was no frown, +no wrinkle on its face, not a ripple. And the run of the slight +swell was so smooth that it resembled the graceful undulation of a piece +of shimmering gray silk shot with gleams of green. We pulled an +easy stroke; but when the master of the brig, after a glance over his +shoulder, stood up with a low exclamation, my men feathered their oars +instinctively, without an order, and the boat lost her way.</p> +<p>He was steadying himself on my shoulder with a strong grip, while +his other arm, flung up rigidly, pointed a denunciatory finger at the +immense tranquillity of the ocean. After his first exclamation, +which stopped the swing of our oars, he made no sound, but his whole +attitude seemed to cry out an indignant “Behold!” . . . +I could not imagine what vision of evil had come to him. I was +startled, and the amazing energy of his immobilized gesture made my +heart beat faster with the anticipation of something monstrous and unsuspected. +The stillness around us became crushing.</p> +<p>For a moment the succession of silky undulations ran on innocently. +I saw each of them swell up the misty line of the horizon, far, far +away beyond the derelict brig, and the next moment, with a slight friendly +toss of our boat, it had passed under us and was gone. The lulling +cadence of the rise and fall, the invariable gentleness of this irresistible +force, the great charm of the deep waters, warmed my breast deliciously, +like the subtle poison of a love-potion. But all this lasted only +a few soothing seconds before I jumped up too, making the boat roll +like the veriest landlubber.</p> +<p>Something startling, mysterious, hastily confused, was taking place. +I watched it with incredulous and fascinated awe, as one watches the +confused, swift movements of some deed of violence done in the dark. +As if at a given signal, the run of the smooth undulations seemed checked +suddenly around the brig. By a strange optical delusion the whole +sea appeared to rise upon her in one overwhelming heave of its silky +surface, where in one spot a smother of foam broke out ferociously. +And then the effort subsided. It was all over, and the smooth +swell ran on as before from the horizon in uninterrupted cadence of +motion, passing under us with a slight friendly toss of our boat. +Far away, where the brig had been, an angry white stain undulating on +the surface of steely-gray waters, shot with gleams of green, diminished +swiftly, without a hiss, like a patch of pure snow melting in the sun. +And the great stillness after this initiation into the sea’s implacable +hate seemed full of dread thoughts and shadows of disaster.</p> +<p>“Gone!” ejaculated from the depths of his chest my bowman +in a final tone. He spat in his hands, and took a better grip +on his oar. The captain of the brig lowered his rigid arm slowly, +and looked at our faces in a solemnly conscious silence, which called +upon us to share in his simple-minded, marvelling awe. All at +once he sat down by my side, and leaned forward earnestly at my boat’s +crew, who, swinging together in a long, easy stroke, kept their eyes +fixed upon him faithfully.</p> +<p>“No ship could have done so well,” he addressed them +firmly, after a moment of strained silence, during which he seemed with +trembling lips to seek for words fit to bear such high testimony. +“She was small, but she was good. I had no anxiety. +She was strong. Last voyage I had my wife and two children in +her. No other ship could have stood so long the weather she had +to live through for days and days before we got dismasted a fortnight +ago. She was fairly worn out, and that’s all. You +may believe me. She lasted under us for days and days, but she +could not last for ever. It was long enough. I am glad it +is over. No better ship was ever left to sink at sea on such a +day as this.”</p> +<p>He was competent to pronounce the funereal oration of a ship, this +son of ancient sea-folk, whose national existence, so little stained +by the excesses of manly virtues, had demanded nothing but the merest +foothold from the earth. By the merits of his sea-wise forefathers +and by the artlessness of his heart, he was made fit to deliver this +excellent discourse. There was nothing wanting in its orderly +arrangement—neither piety nor faith, nor the tribute of praise +due to the worthy dead, with the edifying recital of their achievement. +She had lived, he had loved her; she had suffered, and he was glad she +was at rest. It was an excellent discourse. And it was orthodox, +too, in its fidelity to the cardinal article of a seaman’s faith, +of which it was a single-minded confession. “Ships are all +right.” They are. They who live with the sea have +got to hold by that creed first and last; and it came to me, as I glanced +at him sideways, that some men were not altogether unworthy in honour +and conscience to pronounce the funereal eulogium of a ship’s +constancy in life and death.</p> +<p>After this, sitting by my side with his loosely-clasped hands hanging +between his knees, he uttered no word, made no movement till the shadow +of our ship’s sails fell on the boat, when, at the loud cheer +greeting the return of the victors with their prize, he lifted up his +troubled face with a faint smile of pathetic indulgence. This +smile of the worthy descendant of the most ancient sea-folk whose audacity +and hardihood had left no trace of greatness and glory upon the waters, +completed the cycle of my initiation. There was an infinite depth +of hereditary wisdom in its pitying sadness. It made the hearty +bursts of cheering sound like a childish noise of triumph. Our +crew shouted with immense confidence—honest souls! As if +anybody could ever make sure of having prevailed against the sea, which +has betrayed so many ships of great “name,” so many proud +men, so many towering ambitions of fame, power, wealth, greatness!</p> +<p>As I brought the boat under the falls my captain, in high good-humour, +leaned over, spreading his red and freckled elbows on the rail, and +called down to me sarcastically, out of the depths of his cynic philosopher’s +beard:</p> +<p>“So you have brought the boat back after all, have you?”</p> +<p>Sarcasm was “his way,” and the most that can be said +for it is that it was natural. This did not make it lovable. +But it is decorous and expedient to fall in with one’s commander’s +way. “Yes. I brought the boat back all right, sir,” +I answered. And the good man believed me. It was not for +him to discern upon me the marks of my recent initiation. And +yet I was not exactly the same youngster who had taken the boat away—all +impatience for a race against death, with the prize of nine men’s +lives at the end.</p> +<p>Already I looked with other eyes upon the sea. I knew it capable +of betraying the generous ardour of youth as implacably as, indifferent +to evil and good, it would have betrayed the basest greed or the noblest +heroism. My conception of its magnanimous greatness was gone. +And I looked upon the true sea—the sea that plays with men till +their hearts are broken, and wears stout ships to death. Nothing +can touch the brooding bitterness of its heart. Open to all and +faithful to none, it exercises its fascination for the undoing of the +best. To love it is not well. It knows no bond of plighted +troth, no fidelity to misfortune, to long companionship, to long devotion. +The promise it holds out perpetually is very great; but the only secret +of its possession is strength, strength—the jealous, sleepless +strength of a man guarding a coveted treasure within his gates.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXXVII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The cradle of oversea traffic and of the art of naval combats, the +Mediterranean, apart from all the associations of adventure and glory, +the common heritage of all mankind, makes a tender appeal to a seaman. +It has sheltered the infancy of his craft. He looks upon it as +a man may look at a vast nursery in an old, old mansion where innumerable +generations of his own people have learned to walk. I say his +own people because, in a sense, all sailors belong to one family: all +are descended from that adventurous and shaggy ancestor who, bestriding +a shapeless log and paddling with a crooked branch, accomplished the +first coasting-trip in a sheltered bay ringing with the admiring howls +of his tribe. It is a matter of regret that all those brothers +in craft and feeling, whose generations have learned to walk a ship’s +deck in that nursery, have been also more than once fiercely engaged +in cutting each other’s throats there. But life, apparently, +has such exigencies. Without human propensity to murder and other +sorts of unrighteousness there would have been no historical heroism. +It is a consoling reflection. And then, if one examines impartially +the deeds of violence, they appear of but small consequence. From +Salamis to Actium, through Lepanto and the Nile to the naval massacre +of Navarino, not to mention other armed encounters of lesser interest, +all the blood heroically spilt into the Mediterranean has not stained +with a single trail of purple the deep azure of its classic waters.</p> +<p>Of course, it may be argued that battles have shaped the destiny +of mankind. The question whether they have shaped it well would +remain open, however. But it would be hardly worth discussing. +It is very probable that, had the Battle of Salamis never been fought, +the face of the world would have been much as we behold it now, fashioned +by the mediocre inspiration and the short-sighted labours of men. +From a long and miserable experience of suffering, injustice, disgrace +and aggression the nations of the earth are mostly swayed by fear—fear +of the sort that a little cheap oratory turns easily to rage, hate, +and violence. Innocent, guileless fear has been the cause of many +wars. Not, of course, the fear of war itself, which, in the evolution +of sentiments and ideas, has come to be regarded at last as a half-mystic +and glorious ceremony with certain fashionable rites and preliminary +incantations, wherein the conception of its true nature has been lost. +To apprehend the true aspect, force, and morality of war as a natural +function of mankind one requires a feather in the hair and a ring in +the nose, or, better still, teeth filed to a point and a tattooed breast. +Unfortunately, a return to such simple ornamentation is impossible. +We are bound to the chariot of progress. There is no going back; +and, as bad luck would have it, our civilization, which has done so +much for the comfort and adornment of our bodies and the elevation of +our minds, has made lawful killing frightfully and needlessly expensive.</p> +<p>The whole question of improved armaments has been approached by the +governments of the earth in a spirit of nervous and unreflecting haste, +whereas the right way was lying plainly before them, and had only to +be pursued with calm determination. The learned vigils and labours +of a certain class of inventors should have been rewarded with honourable +liberality as justice demanded; and the bodies of the inventors should +have been blown to pieces by means of their own perfected explosives +and improved weapons with extreme publicity as the commonest prudence +dictated. By this method the ardour of research in that direction +would have been restrained without infringing the sacred privileges +of science. For the lack of a little cool thinking in our guides +and masters this course has not been followed, and a beautiful simplicity +has been sacrificed for no real advantage. A frugal mind cannot +defend itself from considerable bitterness when reflecting that at the +Battle of Actium (which was fought for no less a stake than the dominion +of the world) the fleet of Octavianus Caesar and the fleet of Antonius, +including the Egyptian division and Cleopatra’s galley with purple +sails, probably cost less than two modern battleships, or, as the modern +naval book-jargon has it, two capital units. But no amount of +lubberly book-jargon can disguise a fact well calculated to afflict +the soul of every sound economist. It is not likely that the Mediterranean +will ever behold a battle with a greater issue; but when the time comes +for another historical fight its bottom will be enriched as never before +by a quantity of jagged scrap-iron, paid for at pretty nearly its weight +of gold by the deluded populations inhabiting the isles and continents +of this planet.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXXVIII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>Happy he who, like Ulysses, has made an adventurous voyage; and there +is no such sea for adventurous voyages as the Mediterranean—the +inland sea which the ancients looked upon as so vast and so full of +wonders. And, indeed, it was terrible and wonderful; for it is +we alone who, swayed by the audacity of our minds and the tremors of +our hearts, are the sole artisans of all the wonder and romance of the +world.</p> +<p>It was for the Mediterranean sailors that fair-haired sirens sang +among the black rocks seething in white foam and mysterious voices spoke +in the darkness above the moving wave—voices menacing, seductive, +or prophetic, like that voice heard at the beginning of the Christian +era by the master of an African vessel in the Gulf of Syrta, whose calm +nights are full of strange murmurs and flitting shadows. It called +him by name, bidding him go and tell all men that the great god Pan +was dead. But the great legend of the Mediterranean, the legend +of traditional song and grave history, lives, fascinating and immortal, +in our minds.</p> +<p>The dark and fearful sea of the subtle Ulysses’ wanderings, +agitated by the wrath of Olympian gods, harbouring on its isles the +fury of strange monsters and the wiles of strange women; the highway +of heroes and sages, of warriors, pirates, and saints; the workaday +sea of Carthaginian merchants and the pleasure lake of the Roman Caesars, +claims the veneration of every seaman as the historical home of that +spirit of open defiance against the great waters of the earth which +is the very soul of his calling. Issuing thence to the west and +south, as a youth leaves the shelter of his parental house, this spirit +found the way to the Indies, discovered the coasts of a new continent, +and traversed at last the immensity of the great Pacific, rich in groups +of islands remote and mysterious like the constellations of the sky.</p> +<p>The first impulse of navigation took its visible form in that tideless +basin freed from hidden shoals and treacherous currents, as if in tender +regard for the infancy of the art. The steep shores of the Mediterranean +favoured the beginners in one of humanity’s most daring enterprises, +and the enchanting inland sea of classic adventure has led mankind gently +from headland to headland, from bay to bay, from island to island, out +into the promise of world-wide oceans beyond the Pillars of Hercules.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XXXIX.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The charm of the Mediterranean dwells in the unforgettable flavour +of my early days, and to this hour this sea, upon which the Romans alone +ruled without dispute, has kept for me the fascination of youthful romance. +The very first Christmas night I ever spent away from land was employed +in running before a Gulf of Lions gale, which made the old ship groan +in every timber as she skipped before it over the short seas until we +brought her to, battered and out of breath, under the lee of Majorca, +where the smooth water was torn by fierce cat’s-paws under a very +stormy sky.</p> +<p>We—or, rather, they, for I had hardly had two glimpses of salt +water in my life till then—kept her standing off and on all that +day, while I listened for the first time with the curiosity of my tender +years to the song of the wind in a ship’s rigging. The monotonous +and vibrating note was destined to grow into the intimacy of the heart, +pass into blood and bone, accompany the thoughts and acts of two full +decades, remain to haunt like a reproach the peace of the quiet fireside, +and enter into the very texture of respectable dreams dreamed safely +under a roof of rafters and tiles. The wind was fair, but that +day we ran no more.</p> +<p>The thing (I will not call her a ship twice in the same half-hour) +leaked. She leaked fully, generously, overflowingly, all over—like +a basket. I took an enthusiastic part in the excitement caused +by that last infirmity of noble ships, without concerning myself much +with the why or the wherefore. The surmise of my maturer years +is that, bored by her interminable life, the venerable antiquity was +simply yawning with ennui at every seam. But at the time I did +not know; I knew generally very little, and least of all what I was +doing in that <i>galère</i>.</p> +<p>I remember that, exactly as in the comedy of Molière, my uncle +asked the precise question in the very words—not of my confidential +valet, however, but across great distances of land, in a letter whose +mocking but indulgent turn ill concealed his almost paternal anxiety. +I fancy I tried to convey to him my (utterly unfounded) impression that +the West Indies awaited my coming. I had to go there. It +was a sort of mystic conviction—something in the nature of a call. +But it was difficult to state intelligibly the grounds of this belief +to that man of rigorous logic, if of infinite charity.</p> +<p>The truth must have been that, all unversed in the arts of the wily +Greek, the deceiver of gods, the lover of strange women, the evoker +of bloodthirsty shades, I yet longed for the beginning of my own obscure +Odyssey, which, as was proper for a modern, should unroll its wonders +and terrors beyond the Pillars of Hercules. The disdainful ocean +did not open wide to swallow up my audacity, though the ship, the ridiculous +and ancient <i>galère</i> of my folly, the old, weary, disenchanted +sugar-waggon, seemed extremely disposed to open out and swallow up as +much salt water as she could hold. This, if less grandiose, would +have been as final a catastrophe.</p> +<p>But no catastrophe occurred. I lived to watch on a strange +shore a black and youthful Nausicaa, with a joyous train of attendant +maidens, carrying baskets of linen to a clear stream overhung by the +heads of slender palm-trees. The vivid colours of their draped +raiment and the gold of their earrings invested with a barbaric and +regal magnificence their figures, stepping out freely in a shower of +broken sunshine. The whiteness of their teeth was still more dazzling +than the splendour of jewels at their ears. The shaded side of +the ravine gleamed with their smiles. They were as unabashed as +so many princesses, but, alas! not one of them was the daughter of a +jet-black sovereign. Such was my abominable luck in being born +by the mere hair’s breadth of twenty-five centuries too late into +a world where kings have been growing scarce with scandalous rapidity, +while the few who remain have adopted the uninteresting manners and +customs of simple millionaires. Obviously it was a vain hope in +187- to see the ladies of a royal household walk in chequered sunshine, +with baskets of linen on their heads, to the banks of a clear stream +overhung by the starry fronds of palm-trees. It was a vain hope. +If I did not ask myself whether, limited by such discouraging impossibilities, +life were still worth living, it was only because I had then before +me several other pressing questions, some of which have remained unanswered +to this day. The resonant, laughing voices of these gorgeous maidens +scared away the multitude of humming-birds, whose delicate wings wreathed +with the mist of their vibration the tops of flowering bushes.</p> +<p>No, they were not princesses. Their unrestrained laughter filling +the hot, fern-clad ravine had a soulless limpidity, as of wild, inhuman +dwellers in tropical woodlands. Following the example of certain +prudent travellers, I withdrew unseen—and returned, not much wiser, +to the Mediterranean, the sea of classic adventures.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XL.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>It was written that there, in the nursery of our navigating ancestors, +I should learn to walk in the ways of my craft and grow in the love +of the sea, blind as young love often is, but absorbing and disinterested +as all true love must be. I demanded nothing from it—not +even adventure. In this I showed, perhaps, more intuitive wisdom +than high self-denial. No adventure ever came to one for the asking. +He who starts on a deliberate quest of adventure goes forth but to gather +dead-sea fruit, unless, indeed, he be beloved of the gods and great +amongst heroes, like that most excellent cavalier Don Quixote de la +Mancha. By us ordinary mortals of a mediocre animus that is only +too anxious to pass by wicked giants for so many honest windmills, adventures +are entertained like visiting angels. They come upon our complacency +unawares. As unbidden guests are apt to do, they often come at +inconvenient times. And we are glad to let them go unrecognised, +without any acknowledgment of so high a favour. After many years, +on looking back from the middle turn of life’s way at the events +of the past, which, like a friendly crowd, seem to gaze sadly after +us hastening towards the Cimmerian shore, we may see here and there, +in the gray throng, some figure glowing with a faint radiance, as though +it had caught all the light of our already crepuscular sky. And +by this glow we may recognise the faces of our true adventures, of the +once unbidden guests entertained unawares in our young days.</p> +<p>If the Mediterranean, the venerable (and sometimes atrociously ill-tempered) +nurse of all navigators, was to rock my youth, the providing of the +cradle necessary for that operation was entrusted by Fate to the most +casual assemblage of irresponsible young men (all, however, older than +myself) that, as if drunk with Provençal sunshine, frittered +life away in joyous levity on the model of Balzac’s “Histoire +des Treize” qualified by a dash of romance <i>de cape et d’épée.</i></p> +<p>She who was my cradle in those years had been built on the River +of Savona by a famous builder of boats, was rigged in Corsica by another +good man, and was described on her papers as a ‘tartane’ +of sixty tons. In reality, she was a true balancelle, with two +short masts raking forward and two curved yards, each as long as her +hull; a true child of the Latin lake, with a spread of two enormous +sails resembling the pointed wings on a sea-bird’s slender body, +and herself, like a bird indeed, skimming rather than sailing the seas.</p> +<p>Her name was the <i>Tremolino</i>. How is this to be translated? +The <i>Quiverer</i>? What a name to give the pluckiest little +craft that ever dipped her sides in angry foam! I had felt her, +it is true, trembling for nights and days together under my feet, but +it was with the high-strung tenseness of her faithful courage. +In her short, but brilliant, career she has taught me nothing, but she +has given me everything. I owe to her the awakened love for the +sea that, with the quivering of her swift little body and the humming +of the wind under the foot of her lateen sails, stole into my heart +with a sort of gentle violence, and brought my imagination under its +despotic sway. The <i>Tremolino</i>! To this day I cannot +utter or even write that name without a strange tightening of the breast +and the gasp of mingled delight and dread of one’s first passionate +experience.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XLI.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>We four formed (to use a term well understood nowadays in every social +sphere) a “syndicate” owning the <i>Tremolino</i>: an international +and astonishing syndicate. And we were all ardent Royalists of +the snow-white Legitimist complexion—Heaven only knows why! +In all associations of men there is generally one who, by the authority +of age and of a more experienced wisdom, imparts a collective character +to the whole set. If I mention that the oldest of us was very +old, extremely old—nearly thirty years old—and that he used +to declare with gallant carelessness, “I live by my sword,” +I think I have given enough information on the score of our collective +wisdom. He was a North Carolinian gentleman, J. M. K. B. were +the initials of his name, and he really did live by the sword, as far +as I know. He died by it, too, later on, in a Balkanian squabble, +in the cause of some Serbs or else Bulgarians, who were neither Catholics +nor gentlemen—at least, not in the exalted but narrow sense he +attached to that last word.</p> +<p>Poor J. M. K. B., <i>Américain, Catholique, et gentilhomme</i>, +as he was disposed to describe himself in moments of lofty expansion! +Are there still to be found in Europe gentlemen keen of face and elegantly +slight of body, of distinguished aspect, with a fascinating drawing-room +manner and with a dark, fatal glance, who live by their swords, I wonder? +His family had been ruined in the Civil War, I fancy, and seems for +a decade or so to have led a wandering life in the Old World. +As to Henry C-, the next in age and wisdom of our band, he had broken +loose from the unyielding rigidity of his family, solidly rooted, if +I remember rightly, in a well-to-do London suburb. On their respectable +authority he introduced himself meekly to strangers as a “black +sheep.” I have never seen a more guileless specimen of an +outcast. Never.</p> +<p>However, his people had the grace to send him a little money now +and then. Enamoured of the South, of Provence, of its people, +its life, its sunshine and its poetry, narrow-chested, tall and short-sighted, +he strode along the streets and the lanes, his long feet projecting +far in advance of his body, and his white nose and gingery moustache +buried in an open book: for he had the habit of reading as he walked. +How he avoided falling into precipices, off the quays, or down staircases +is a great mystery. The sides of his overcoat bulged out with +pocket editions of various poets. When not engaged in reading +Virgil, Homer, or Mistral, in parks, restaurants, streets, and suchlike +public places, he indited sonnets (in French) to the eyes, ears, chin, +hair, and other visible perfections of a nymph called Thérèse, +the daughter, honesty compels me to state, of a certain Madame Leonore +who kept a small café for sailors in one of the narrowest streets +of the old town.</p> +<p>No more charming face, clear-cut like an antique gem, and delicate +in colouring like the petal of a flower, had ever been set on, alas! +a somewhat squat body. He read his verses aloud to her in the +very café with the innocence of a little child and the vanity +of a poet. We followed him there willingly enough, if only to +watch the divine Thérèse laugh, under the vigilant black +eyes of Madame Leonore, her mother. She laughed very prettily, +not so much at the sonnets, which she could not but esteem, as at poor +Henry’s French accent, which was unique, resembling the warbling +of birds, if birds ever warbled with a stuttering, nasal intonation.</p> +<p>Our third partner was Roger P. de la S-, the most Scandinavian-looking +of Provençal squires, fair, and six feet high, as became a descendant +of sea-roving Northmen, authoritative, incisive, wittily scornful, with +a comedy in three acts in his pocket, and in his breast a heart blighted +by a hopeless passion for his beautiful cousin, married to a wealthy +hide and tallow merchant. He used to take us to lunch at their +house without ceremony. I admired the good lady’s sweet +patience. The husband was a conciliatory soul, with a great fund +of resignation, which he expended on “Roger’s friends.” +I suspect he was secretly horrified at these invasions. But it +was a Carlist salon, and as such we were made welcome. The possibility +of raising Catalonia in the interest of the <i>Rey netto</i>, who had +just then crossed the Pyrenees, was much discussed there.</p> +<p>Don Carlos, no doubt, must have had many queer friends (it is the +common lot of all Pretenders), but amongst them none more extravagantly +fantastic than the <i>Tremolino</i> Syndicate, which used to meet in +a tavern on the quays of the old port. The antique city of Massilia +had surely never, since the days of the earliest Phoenicians, known +an odder set of ship-owners. We met to discuss and settle the +plan of operations for each voyage of the <i>Tremolino</i>. In +these operations a banking-house, too, was concerned—a very respectable +banking-house. But I am afraid I shall end by saying too much. +Ladies, too, were concerned (I am really afraid I am saying too much)—all +sorts of ladies, some old enough to know better than to put their trust +in princes, others young and full of illusions.</p> +<p>One of these last was extremely amusing in the imitations, she gave +us in confidence, of various highly-placed personages she was perpetually +rushing off to Paris to interview in the interests of the cause—<i>Por +el Rey</i>! For she was a Carlist, and of Basque blood at that, +with something of a lioness in the expression of her courageous face +(especially when she let her hair down), and with the volatile little +soul of a sparrow dressed in fine Parisian feathers, which had the trick +of coming off disconcertingly at unexpected moments.</p> +<p>But her imitations of a Parisian personage, very highly placed indeed, +as she represented him standing in the corner of a room with his face +to the wall, rubbing the back of his head and moaning helplessly, “Rita, +you are the death of me!” were enough to make one (if young and +free from cares) split one’s sides laughing. She had an +uncle still living, a very effective Carlist, too, the priest of a little +mountain parish in Guipuzcoa. As the sea-going member of the syndicate +(whose plans depended greatly on Doña Rita’s information), +I used to be charged with humbly affectionate messages for the old man. +These messages I was supposed to deliver to the Arragonese muleteers +(who were sure to await at certain times the <i>Tremolino</i> in the +neighbourhood of the Gulf of Rosas), for faithful transportation inland, +together with the various unlawful goods landed secretly from under +the <i>Tremolino’s</i> hatches.</p> +<p>Well, now, I have really let out too much (as I feared I should in +the end) as to the usual contents of my sea-cradle. But let it +stand. And if anybody remarks cynically that I must have been +a promising infant in those days, let that stand, too. I am concerned +but for the good name of the <i>Tremolino</i>, and I affirm that a ship +is ever guiltless of the sins, transgressions, and follies of her men.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XLII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>It was not <i>Tremolino’s</i> fault that the syndicate depended +so much on the wit and wisdom and the information of Doña Rita. +She had taken a little furnished house on the Prado for the good of +the cause—<i>Por el Rey</i>! She was always taking little +houses for somebody’s good, for the sick or the sorry, for broken-down +artists, cleaned-out gamblers, temporarily unlucky speculators—<i>vieux +amis—</i>old friends, as she used to explain apologetically, with +a shrug of her fine shoulders.</p> +<p>Whether Don Carlos was one of the “old friends,” too, +it’s hard to say. More unlikely things have been heard of +in smoking-rooms. All I know is that one evening, entering incautiously +the salon of the little house just after the news of a considerable +Carlist success had reached the faithful, I was seized round the neck +and waist and whirled recklessly three times round the room, to the +crash of upsetting furniture and the humming of a valse tune in a warm +contralto voice.</p> +<p>When released from the dizzy embrace, I sat down on the carpet—suddenly, +without affectation. In this unpretentious attitude I became aware +that J. M. K. B. had followed me into the room, elegant, fatal, correct +and severe in a white tie and large shirt-front. In answer to +his politely sinister, prolonged glance of inquiry, I overheard Doña +Rita murmuring, with some confusion and annoyance, “<i>Vous êtes +bête mon</i> <i>cher. Voyons! Ça n’a +aucune conséquence</i>.” Well content in this case +to be of no particular consequence, I had already about me the elements +of some worldly sense.</p> +<p>Rearranging my collar, which, truth to say, ought to have been a +round one above a short jacket, but was not, I observed felicitously +that I had come to say good-bye, being ready to go off to sea that very +night with the <i>Tremolino</i>. Our hostess, slightly panting +yet, and just a shade dishevelled, turned tartly upon J. M. K. B., desiring +to know when <i>he</i> would be ready to go off by the <i>Tremolino</i>, +or in any other way, in order to join the royal headquarters. +Did he intend, she asked ironically, to wait for the very eve of the +entry into Madrid? Thus by a judicious exercise of tact and asperity +we re-established the atmospheric equilibrium of the room long before +I left them a little before midnight, now tenderly reconciled, to walk +down to the harbour and hail the <i>Tremolino</i> by the usual soft +whistle from the edge of the quay. It was our signal, invariably +heard by the ever-watchful Dominic, the<i> padrone.</i></p> +<p>He would raise a lantern silently to light my steps along the narrow, +springy plank of our primitive gangway. “And so we are going +off,” he would murmur directly my foot touched the deck. +I was the harbinger of sudden departures, but there was nothing in the +world sudden enough to take Dominic unawares. His thick black +moustaches, curled every morning with hot tongs by the barber at the +corner of the quay, seemed to hide a perpetual smile. But nobody, +I believe, had ever seen the true shape of his lips. From the +slow, imperturbable gravity of that broad-chested man you would think +he had never smiled in his life. In his eyes lurked a look of +perfectly remorseless irony, as though he had been provided with an +extremely experienced soul; and the slightest distension of his nostrils +would give to his bronzed face a look of extraordinary boldness. +This was the only play of feature of which he seemed capable, being +a Southerner of a concentrated, deliberate type. His ebony hair +curled slightly on the temples. He may have been forty years old, +and he was a great voyager on the inland sea.</p> +<p>Astute and ruthless, he could have rivalled in resource the unfortunate +son of Laertes and Anticlea. If he did not pit his craft and audacity +against the very gods, it is only because the Olympian gods are dead. +Certainly no woman could frighten him. A one-eyed giant would +not have had the ghost of a chance against Dominic Cervoni, of Corsica, +not Ithaca; and no king, son of kings, but of very respectable family—authentic +Caporali, he affirmed. But that is as it may be. The Caporali +families date back to the twelfth century.</p> +<p>For want of more exalted adversaries Dominic turned his audacity +fertile in impious stratagems against the powers of the earth, as represented +by the institution of Custom-houses and every mortal belonging thereto—scribes, +officers, and guardacostas afloat and ashore. He was the very +man for us, this modern and unlawful wanderer with his own legend of +loves, dangers, and bloodshed. He told us bits of it sometimes +in measured, ironic tones. He spoke Catalonian, the Italian of +Corsica and the French of Provençe with the same easy naturalness. +Dressed in shore-togs, a white starched shirt, black jacket, and round +hat, as I took him once to see Doña Rita, he was extremely presentable. +He could make himself interesting by a tactful and rugged reserve set +off by a grim, almost imperceptible, playfulness of tone and manner.</p> +<p>He had the physical assurance of strong-hearted men. After +half an hour’s interview in the dining-room, during which they +got in touch with each other in an amazing way, Rita told us in her +best <i>grande dame</i> manner: “<i>Mais il esi</i> <i>parfait, +cet homme</i>.” He was perfect. On board the <i>Tremolino</i>, +wrapped up in a black <i>caban</i>, the picturesque cloak of Mediterranean +seamen, with those massive moustaches and his remorseless eyes set off +by the shadow of the deep hood, he looked piratical and monkish and +darkly initiated into the most awful mysteries of the sea.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XLIII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>Anyway, he was perfect, as Doña Rita had declared. The +only thing unsatisfactory (and even inexplicable) about our Dominic +was his nephew, Cesar. It was startling to see a desolate expression +of shame veil the remorseless audacity in the eyes of that man superior +to all scruples and terrors.</p> +<p>“I would never have dared to bring him on board your balancelle,” +he once apologized to me. “But what am I to do? His +mother is dead, and my brother has gone into the bush.”</p> +<p>In this way I learned that our Dominic had a brother. As to +“going into the bush,” this only means that a man has done +his duty successfully in the pursuit of a hereditary vendetta. +The feud which had existed for ages between the families of Cervoni +and Brunaschi was so old that it seemed to have smouldered out at last. +One evening Pietro Brunaschi, after a laborious day amongst his olive-trees, +sat on a chair against the wall of his house with a bowl of broth on +his knees and a piece of bread in his hand. Dominic’s brother, +going home with a gun on his shoulder, found a sudden offence in this +picture of content and rest so obviously calculated to awaken the feelings +of hatred and revenge. He and Pietro had never had any personal +quarrel; but, as Dominic explained, “all our dead cried out to +him.” He shouted from behind a wall of stones, “O +Pietro! Behold what is coming!” And as the other looked +up innocently he took aim at the forehead and squared the old vendetta +account so neatly that, according to Dominic, the dead man continued +to sit with the bowl of broth on his knees and the piece of bread in +his hand.</p> +<p>This is why—because in Corsica your dead will not leave you +alone—Dominic’s brother had to go into the <i>maquis</i>, +into the bush on the wild mountain-side, to dodge the gendarmes for +the insignificant remainder of his life, and Dominic had charge of his +nephew with a mission to make a man of him.</p> +<p>No more unpromising undertaking could be imagined. The very +material for the task seemed wanting. The Cervonis, if not handsome +men, were good sturdy flesh and blood. But this extraordinarily +lean and livid youth seemed to have no more blood in him than a snail.</p> +<p>“Some cursed witch must have stolen my brother’s child +from the cradle and put that spawn of a starved devil in its place,” +Dominic would say to me. “Look at him! Just look at +him!”</p> +<p>To look at Cesar was not pleasant. His parchment skin, showing +dead white on his cranium through the thin wisps of dirty brown hair, +seemed to be glued directly and tightly upon his big bones, Without +being in any way deformed, he was the nearest approach which I have +ever seen or could imagine to what is commonly understood by the word +“monster.” That the source of the effect produced +was really moral I have no doubt. An utterly, hopelessly depraved +nature was expressed in physical terms, that taken each separately had +nothing positively startling. You imagined him clammily cold to +the touch, like a snake. The slightest reproof, the most mild +and justifiable remonstrance, would be met by a resentful glare and +an evil shrinking of his thin dry upper lip, a snarl of hate to which +he generally added the agreeable sound of grinding teeth.</p> +<p>It was for this venomous performance rather than for his lies, impudence, +and laziness that his uncle used to knock him down. It must not +be imagined that it was anything in the nature of a brutal assault. +Dominic’s brawny arm would be seen describing deliberately an +ample horizontal gesture, a dignified sweep, and Cesar would go over +suddenly like a ninepin—which was funny to see. But, once +down, he would writhe on the deck, gnashing his teeth in impotent rage—which +was pretty horrible to behold. And it also happened more than +once that he would disappear completely—which was startling to +observe. This is the exact truth. Before some of these majestic +cuffs Cesar would go down and vanish. He would vanish heels overhead +into open hatchways, into scuttles, behind up-ended casks, according +to the place where he happened to come into contact with his uncle’s +mighty arm.</p> +<p>Once—it was in the old harbour, just before the <i>Tremolino’s</i> +last voyage—he vanished thus overboard to my infinite consternation. +Dominic and I had been talking business together aft, and Cesar had +sneaked up behind us to listen, for, amongst his other perfections, +he was a consummate eavesdropper and spy. At the sound of the +heavy plop alongside horror held me rooted to the spot; but Dominic +stepped quietly to the rail and leaned over, waiting for his nephew’s +miserable head to bob up for the first time.</p> +<p>“Ohé, Cesar!” he yelled contemptuously to the +spluttering wretch. “Catch hold of that mooring hawser—<i>charogne</i>!”</p> +<p>He approached me to resume the interrupted conversation.</p> +<p>“What about Cesar?” I asked anxiously.</p> +<p>“Canallia! Let him hang there,” was his answer. +And he went on talking over the business in hand calmly, while I tried +vainly to dismiss from my mind the picture of Cesar steeped to the chin +in the water of the old harbour, a decoction of centuries of marine +refuse. I tried to dismiss it, because the mere notion of that +liquid made me feel very sick. Presently Dominic, hailing an idle +boatman, directed him to go and fish his nephew out; and by-and-by Cesar +appeared walking on board from the quay, shivering, streaming with filthy +water, with bits of rotten straws in his hair and a piece of dirty orange-peel +stranded on his shoulder. His teeth chattered; his yellow eyes +squinted balefully at us as he passed forward. I thought it my +duty to remonstrate.</p> +<p>“Why are you always knocking him about, Dominic?” I asked. +Indeed, I felt convinced it was no earthly good—a sheer waste +of muscular force.</p> +<p>“I must try to make a man of him,” Dominic answered hopelessly.</p> +<p>I restrained the obvious retort that in this way he ran the risk +of making, in the words of the immortal Mr. Mantalini, “a demnition +damp, unpleasant corpse of him.”</p> +<p>“He wants to be a locksmith!” burst out Cervoni. +“To learn how to pick locks, I suppose,” he added with sardonic +bitterness.</p> +<p>“Why not let him be a locksmith?” I ventured.</p> +<p>“Who would teach him?” he cried. “Where could +I leave him?” he asked, with a drop in his voice; and I had my +first glimpse of genuine despair. “He steals, you know, +alas! <i>Par ta</i> <i>Madonne</i>! I believe he would put +poison in your food and mine—the viper!”</p> +<p>He raised his face and both his clenched fists slowly to heaven. +However, Cesar never dropped poison into our cups. One cannot +be sure, but I fancy he went to work in another way.</p> +<p>This voyage, of which the details need not be given, we had to range +far afield for sufficient reasons. Coming up from the South to +end it with the important and really dangerous part of the scheme in +hand, we found it necessary to look into Barcelona for certain definite +information. This appears like running one’s head into the +very jaws of the lion, but in reality it was not so. We had one +or two high, influential friends there, and many others humble but valuable +because bought for good hard cash. We were in no danger of being +molested; indeed, the important information reached us promptly by the +hands of a Custom-house officer, who came on board full of showy zeal +to poke an iron rod into the layer of oranges which made the visible +part of our cargo in the hatchway.</p> +<p>I forgot to mention before that the <i>Tremolino</i> was officially +known as a fruit and cork-wood trader. The zealous officer managed +to slip a useful piece of paper into Dominic’s hand as he went +ashore, and a few hours afterwards, being off duty, he returned on board +again athirst for drinks and gratitude. He got both as a matter +of course. While he sat sipping his liqueur in the tiny cabin, +Dominic plied him with questions as to the whereabouts of the guardacostas. +The preventive service afloat was really the one for us to reckon with, +and it was material for our success and safety to know the exact position +of the patrol craft in the neighbourhood. The news could not have +been more favourable. The officer mentioned a small place on the +coast some twelve miles off, where, unsuspicious and unready, she was +lying at anchor, with her sails unbent, painting yards and scraping +spars. Then he left us after the usual compliments, smirking reassurringly +over his shoulder.</p> +<p>I had kept below pretty close all day from excess of prudence. +The stake played on that trip was big.</p> +<p>“We are ready to go at once, but for Cesar, who has been missing +ever since breakfast,” announced Dominic to me in his slow, grim +way.</p> +<p>Where the fellow had gone, and why, we could not imagine. The +usual surmises in the case of a missing seaman did not apply to Cesar’s +absence. He was too odious for love, friendship, gambling, or +even casual intercourse. But once or twice he had wandered away +like this before.</p> +<p>Dominic went ashore to look for him, but returned at the end of two +hours alone and very angry, as I could see by the token of the invisible +smile under his moustache being intensified. We wondered what +had become of the wretch, and made a hurried investigation amongst our +portable property. He had stolen nothing.</p> +<p>“He will be back before long,” I said confidently.</p> +<p>Ten minutes afterwards one of the men on deck called out loudly:</p> +<p>“I can see him coming.”</p> +<p>Cesar had only his shirt and trousers on. He had sold his coat, +apparently for pocket-money.</p> +<p>“You knave!” was all Dominic said, with a terrible softness +of voice. He restrained his choler for a time. “Where +have you been, vagabond?” he asked menacingly.</p> +<p>Nothing would induce Cesar to answer that question. It was +as if he even disdained to lie. He faced us, drawing back his +lips and gnashing his teeth, and did not shrink an inch before the sweep +of Dominic’s arm. He went down as if shot, of course. +But this time I noticed that, when picking himself up, he remained longer +than usual on all fours, baring his big teeth over his shoulder and +glaring upwards at his uncle with a new sort of hate in his round, yellow +eyes. That permanent sentiment seemed pointed at that moment by +especial malice and curiosity. I became quite interested. +If he ever manages to put poison in the dishes, I thought to myself, +this is how he will look at us as we sit at our meal. But I did +not, of course, believe for a moment that he would ever put poison in +our food. He ate the same things himself. Moreover, he had +no poison. And I could not imagine a human being so blinded by +cupidity as to sell poison to such an atrocious creature.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XLIV.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>We slipped out to sea quietly at dusk, and all through the night +everything went well. The breeze was gusty; a southerly blow was +making up. It was fair wind for our course. Now and then +Dominic slowly and rhythmically struck his hands together a few times, +as if applauding the performance of the <i>Tremolino</i>. The +balancelle hummed and quivered as she flew along, dancing lightly under +our feet.</p> +<p>At daybreak I pointed out to Dominic, amongst the several sail in +view running before the gathering storm, one particular vessel. +The press of canvas she carried made her loom up high, end-on, like +a gray column standing motionless directly in our wake.</p> +<p>“Look at this fellow, Dominic,” I said. “He +seems to be in a hurry.”</p> +<p>The Padrone made no remark, but, wrapping his black cloak close about +him, stood up to look. His weather-tanned face, framed in the +hood, had an aspect of authority and challenging force, with the deep-set +eyes gazing far away fixedly, without a wink, like the intent, merciless, +steady eyes of a sea-bird.</p> +<p>“<i>Chi va piano va sano</i>,” he remarked at last, with +a derisive glance over the side, in ironic allusion to our own tremendous +speed.</p> +<p>The <i>Tremolino</i> was doing her best, and seemed to hardly touch +the great burst of foam over which she darted. I crouched down +again to get some shelter from the low bulwark. After more than +half an hour of swaying immobility expressing a concentrated, breathless +watchfulness, Dominic sank on the deck by my side. Within the +monkish cowl his eyes gleamed with a fierce expression which surprised +me. All he said was:</p> +<p>“He has come out here to wash the new paint off his yards, +I suppose.”</p> +<p>“What?” I shouted, getting up on my knees. “Is +she the guardacosta?”</p> +<p>The perpetual suggestion of a smile under Dominic’s piratical +moustaches seemed to become more accentuated—quite real, grim, +actually almost visible through the wet and uncurled hair. Judging +by that symptom, he must have been in a towering rage. But I could +also see that he was puzzled, and that discovery affected me disagreeably. +Dominic puzzled! For a long time, leaning against the bulwark, +I gazed over the stern at the gray column that seemed to stand swaying +slightly in our wake always at the same distance.</p> +<p>Meanwhile Dominic, black and cowled, sat cross-legged on the deck, +with his back to the wind, recalling vaguely an Arab chief in his burnuss +sitting on the sand. Above his motionless figure the little cord +and tassel on the stiff point of the hood swung about inanely in the +gale. At last I gave up facing the wind and rain, and crouched +down by his side. I was satisfied that the sail was a patrol craft. +Her presence was not a thing to talk about, but soon, between two clouds +charged with hail-showers, a burst of sunshine fell upon her sails, +and our men discovered her character for themselves. From that +moment I noticed that they seemed to take no heed of each other or of +anything else. They could spare no eyes and no thought but for +the slight column-shape astern of us. Its swaying had become perceptible. +For a moment she remained dazzlingly white, then faded away slowly to +nothing in a squall, only to reappear again, nearly black, resembling +a post stuck upright against the slaty background of solid cloud. +Since first noticed she had not gained on us a foot.</p> +<p>“She will never catch the <i>Tremolino</i>,” I said exultingly.</p> +<p>Dominic did not look at me. He remarked absently, but justly, +that the heavy weather was in our pursuer’s favour. She +was three times our size. What we had to do was to keep our distance +till dark, which we could manage easily, and then haul off to seaward +and consider the situation. But his thoughts seemed to stumble +in the darkness of some not-solved enigma, and soon he fell silent. +We ran steadily, wing-and-wing. Cape San Sebastian nearly ahead +seemed to recede from us in the squalls of rain, and come out again +to meet our rush, every time more distinct between the showers.</p> +<p>For my part I was by no means certain that this <i>gabelou</i> (as +our men alluded to her opprobriously) was after us at all. There +were nautical difficulties in such a view which made me express the +sanguine opinion that she was in all innocence simply changing her station. +At this Dominic condescended to turn his head.</p> +<p>“I tell you she is in chase,” he affirmed moodily, after +one short glance astern.</p> +<p>I never doubted his opinion. But with all the ardour of a neophyte +and the pride of an apt learner I was at that time a great nautical +casuist.</p> +<p>“What I can’t understand,” I insisted subtly, “is +how on earth, with this wind, she has managed to be just where she was +when we first made her out. It is clear that she could not, and +did not, gain twelve miles on us during the night. And there are +other impossibilities. . . .”</p> +<p>Dominic had been sitting motionless, like an inanimate black cone +posed on the stern deck, near the rudder-head, with a small tassel fluttering +on its sharp point, and for a time he preserved the immobility of his +meditation. Then, bending over with a short laugh, he gave my +ear the bitter fruit of it. He understood everything now perfectly. +She was where we had seen her first, not because she had caught us up, +but because we had passed her during the night while she was already +waiting for us, hove-to, most likely, on our very track.</p> +<p>“Do you understand—already?” Dominic muttered in +a fierce undertone. “Already! You know we left a good +eight hours before we were expected to leave, otherwise she would have +been in time to lie in wait for us on the other side of the Cape, and”—he +snapped his teeth like a wolf close to my face—“and she +would have had us like—that.”</p> +<p>I saw it all plainly enough now. They had eyes in their heads +and all their wits about them in that craft. We had passed them +in the dark as they jogged on easily towards their ambush with the idea +that we were yet far behind. At daylight, however, sighting a +balancelle ahead under a press of canvas, they had made sail in chase. +But if that was so, then—</p> +<p>Dominic seized my arm.</p> +<p>“Yes, yes! She came out on an information—do you +see, it?—on information. . . . We have been sold—betrayed. +Why? How? What for? We always paid them all so well +on shore. . . . No! But it is my head that is going to burst.”</p> +<p>He seemed to choke, tugged at the throat button of the cloak, jumped +up open-mouthed as if to hurl curses and denunciation, but instantly +mastered himself, and, wrapping up the cloak closer about him, sat down +on the deck again as quiet as ever.</p> +<p>“Yes, it must be the work of some scoundrel ashore,” +I observed.</p> +<p>He pulled the edge of the hood well forward over his brow before +he muttered:</p> +<p>“A scoundrel. . . . Yes. . . . It’s evident.”</p> +<p>“Well,” I said, “they can’t get us, that’s +clear.”</p> +<p>“No,” he assented quietly, “they cannot.”</p> +<p>We shaved the Cape very close to avoid an adverse current. +On the other side, by the effect of the land, the wind failed us so +completely for a moment that the <i>Tremolino’s</i> two great +lofty sails hung idle to the masts in the thundering uproar of the seas +breaking upon the shore we had left behind. And when the returning +gust filled them again, we saw with amazement half of the new mainsail, +which we thought fit to drive the boat under before giving way, absolutely +fly out of the bolt-ropes. We lowered the yard at once, and saved +it all, but it was no longer a sail; it was only a heap of soaked strips +of canvas cumbering the deck and weighting the craft. Dominic +gave the order to throw the whole lot overboard.</p> +<p>I would have had the yard thrown overboard, too, he said, leading +me aft again, “if it had not been for the trouble. Let no +sign escape you,” he continued, lowering his voice, “but +I am going to tell you something terrible. Listen: I have observed +that the roping stitches on that sail have been cut! You hear? +Cut with a knife in many places. And yet it stood all that time. +Not enough cut. That flap did it at last. What matters it? +But look! there’s treachery seated on this very deck. By +the horns of the devil! seated here at our very backs. Do not +turn, signorine.”</p> +<p>We were facing aft then.</p> +<p>“What’s to be done?” I asked, appalled.</p> +<p>“Nothing. Silence! Be a man, signorine.”</p> +<p>“What else?” I said.</p> +<p>To show I could be a man, I resolved to utter no sound as long as +Dominic himself had the force to keep his lips closed. Nothing +but silence becomes certain situations. Moreover, the experience +of treachery seemed to spread a hopeless drowsiness over my thoughts +and senses. For an hour or more we watched our pursuer surging +out nearer and nearer from amongst the squalls that sometimes hid her +altogether. But even when not seen, we felt her there like a knife +at our throats. She gained on us frightfully. And the <i>Tremolino</i>, +in a fierce breeze and in much smoother water, swung on easily under +her one sail, with something appallingly careless in the joyous freedom +of her motion. Another half-hour went by. I could not stand +it any longer.</p> +<p>“They will get the poor barky,” I stammered out suddenly, +almost on the verge of tears.</p> +<p>Dominic stirred no more than a carving. A sense of catastrophic +loneliness overcame my inexperienced soul. The vision of my companions +passed before me. The whole Royalist gang was in Monte Carlo now, +I reckoned. And they appeared to me clear-cut and very small, +with affected voices and stiff gestures, like a procession of rigid +marionettes upon a toy stage. I gave a start. What was this? +A mysterious, remorseless whisper came from within the motionless black +hood at my side.</p> +<p>“<i>Il faul la tuer</i>.”</p> +<p>I heard it very well.</p> +<p>“What do you say, Dominic?” I asked, moving nothing but +my lips.</p> +<p>And the whisper within the hood repeated mysteriously, “She +must be killed.”</p> +<p>My heart began to beat violently.</p> +<p>“That’s it,” I faltered out. “But how?”</p> +<p>“You love her well?”</p> +<p>“I do.”</p> +<p>“Then you must find the heart for that work too. You +must steer her yourself, and I shall see to it that she dies quickly, +without leaving as much as a chip behind.”</p> +<p>“Can you?” I murmured, fascinated by the black hood turned +immovably over the stern, as if in unlawful communion with that old +sea of magicians, slave-dealers, exiles and warriors, the sea of legends +and terrors, where the mariners of remote antiquity used to hear the +restless shade of an old wanderer weep aloud in the dark.</p> +<p>“I know a rock,” whispered the initiated voice within +the hood secretly. “But—caution! It must be +done before our men perceive what we are about. Whom can we trust +now? A knife drawn across the fore halyards would bring the foresail +down, and put an end to our liberty in twenty minutes. And the +best of our men may be afraid of drowning. There is our little +boat, but in an affair like this no one can be sure of being saved.”</p> +<p>The voice ceased. We had started from Barcelona with our dinghy +in tow; afterwards it was too risky to try to get her in, so we let +her take her chance of the seas at the end of a comfortable scope of +rope. Many times she had seemed to us completely overwhelmed, +but soon we would see her bob up again on a wave, apparently as buoyant +and whole as ever.</p> +<p>“I understand,” I said softly. “Very well, +Dominic. When?”</p> +<p>“Not yet. We must get a little more in first,” +answered the voice from the hood in a ghostly murmur.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XLV.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>It was settled. I had now the courage to turn about. +Our men crouched about the decks here and there with anxious, crestfallen +faces, all turned one way to watch the chaser. For the first time +that morning I perceived Cesar stretched out full length on the deck +near the foremast and wondered where he had been skulking till then. +But he might in truth have been at my elbow all the time for all I knew. +We had been too absorbed in watching our fate to pay attention to each +other. Nobody had eaten anything that morning, but the men had +been coming constantly to drink at the water-butt.</p> +<p>I ran down to the cabin. I had there, put away in a locker, +ten thousand francs in gold of whose presence on board, so far as I +was aware, not a soul, except Dominic had the slightest inkling. +When I emerged on deck again Dominic had turned about and was peering +from under his cowl at the coast. Cape Creux closed the view ahead. +To the left a wide bay, its waters torn and swept by fierce squalls, +seemed full of smoke. Astern the sky had a menacing look.</p> +<p>Directly he saw me, Dominic, in a placid tone, wanted to know what +was the matter. I came close to him and, looking as unconcerned +as I could, told him in an undertone that I had found the locker broken +open and the money-belt gone. Last evening it was still there.</p> +<p>“What did you want to do with it?” he asked me, trembling +violently.</p> +<p>“Put it round my waist, of course,” I answered, amazed +to hear his teeth chattering.</p> +<p>“Cursed gold!” he muttered. “The weight of +the money might have cost you your life, perhaps.” He shuddered. +“There is no time to talk about that now.”</p> +<p>“I am ready.”</p> +<p>“Not yet. I am waiting for that squall to come over,” +he muttered. And a few leaden minutes passed.</p> +<p>The squall came over at last. Our pursuer, overtaken by a sort +of murky whirlwind, disappeared from our sight. The <i>Tremolino</i> +quivered and bounded forward. The land ahead vanished, too, and +we seemed to be left alone in a world of water and wind.</p> +<p>“<i>Prenez la barre, monsieur</i>,” Dominic broke the +silence suddenly in an austere voice. “Take hold of the +tiller.” He bent his hood to my ear. “The balancelle +is yours. Your own hands must deal the blow. I—I have +yet another piece of work to do.” He spoke up loudly to +the man who steered. “Let the signorino take the tiller, +and you with the others stand by to haul the boat alongside quickly +at the word.”</p> +<p>The man obeyed, surprised, but silent. The others stirred, +and pricked up their ears at this. I heard their murmurs. +“What now? Are we going to run in somewhere and take to +our heels? The Padrone knows what he is doing.”</p> +<p>Dominic went forward. He paused to look down at Cesar, who, +as I have said before, was lying full length face down by the foremast, +then stepped over him, and dived out of my sight under the foresail. +I saw nothing ahead. It was impossible for me to see anything +except the foresail open and still, like a great shadowy wing. +But Dominic had his bearings. His voice came to me from forward, +in a just audible cry:</p> +<p>“Now, signorino!”</p> +<p>I bore on the tiller, as instructed before. Again I heard him +faintly, and then I had only to hold her straight. No ship ran +so joyously to her death before. She rose and fell, as if floating +in space, and darted forward, whizzing like an arrow. Dominic, +stooping under the foot of the foresail, reappeared, and stood steadying +himself against the mast, with a raised forefinger in an attitude of +expectant attention. A second before the shock his arm fell down +by his side. At that I set my teeth. And then—</p> +<p>Talk of splintered planks and smashed timbers! This shipwreck +lies upon my soul with the dread and horror of a homicide, with the +unforgettable remorse of having crushed a living, faithful heart at +a single blow. At one moment the rush and the soaring swing of +speed; the next a crash, and death, stillness—a moment of horrible +immobility, with the song of the wind changed to a strident wail, and +the heavy waters boiling up menacing and sluggish around the corpse. +I saw in a distracting minute the foreyard fly fore and aft with a brutal +swing, the men all in a heap, cursing with fear, and hauling frantically +at the line of the boat. With a strange welcoming of the familiar +I saw also Cesar amongst them, and recognised Dominic’s old, well-known, +effective gesture, the horizontal sweep of his powerful arm. I +recollect distinctly saying to myself, “Cesar must go down, of +course,” and then, as I was scrambling on all fours, the swinging +tiller I had let go caught me a crack under the ear, and knocked me +over senseless.</p> +<p>I don’t think I was actually unconscious for more than a few +minutes, but when I came to myself the dinghy was driving before the +wind into a sheltered cove, two men just keeping her straight with their +oars. Dominic, with his arm round my shoulders, supported me in +the stern-sheets.</p> +<p>We landed in a familiar part of the country. Dominic took one +of the boat’s oars with him. I suppose he was thinking of +the stream we would have presently to cross, on which there was a miserable +specimen of a punt, often robbed of its pole. But first of all +we had to ascend the ridge of land at the back of the Cape. He +helped me up. I was dizzy. My head felt very large and heavy. +At the top of the ascent I clung to him, and we stopped to rest.</p> +<p>To the right, below us, the wide, smoky bay was empty. Dominic +had kept his word. There was not a chip to be seen around the +black rock from which the <i>Tremolino</i>, with her plucky heart crushed +at one blow, had slipped off into deep water to her eternal rest. +The vastness of the open sea was smothered in driving mists, and in +the centre of the thinning squall, phantom-like, under a frightful press +of canvas, the unconscious guardacosta dashed on, still chasing to the +northward. Our men were already descending the reverse slope to +look for that punt which we knew from experience was not always to be +found easily. I looked after them with dazed, misty eyes. +One, two, three, four.</p> +<p>“Dominic, where’s Cesar?” I cried.</p> +<p>As if repulsing the very sound of the name, the Padrone made that +ample, sweeping, knocking-down gesture. I stepped back a pace +and stared at him fearfully. His open shirt uncovered his muscular +neck and the thick hair on his chest. He planted the oar upright +in the soft soil, and rolling up slowly his right sleeve, extended the +bare arm before my face.</p> +<p>“This,” he began, with an extreme deliberation, whose +superhuman restraint vibrated with the suppressed violence of his feelings, +“is the arm which delivered the blow. I am afraid it is +your own gold that did the rest. I forgot all about your money.” +He clasped his hands together in sudden distress. “I forgot, +I forgot,” he repeated disconsolately.</p> +<p>“Cesar stole the belt?” I stammered out, bewildered.</p> +<p>“And who else?<i> Canallia</i>! He must have been +spying on you for days. And he did the whole thing. Absent +all day in Barcelona. <i>Traditore</i>! Sold his jacket—to +hire a horse. Ha! ha! A good affair! I tell you it +was he who set him at us. . . .”</p> +<p>Dominic pointed at the sea, where the guardacosta was a mere dark +speck. His chin dropped on his breast.</p> +<p>“. . . On information,” he murmured, in a gloomy voice. +“A Cervoni! Oh! my poor brother! . . .”</p> +<p>“And you drowned him,” I said feebly.</p> +<p>“I struck once, and the wretch went down like a stone—with +the gold. Yes. But he had time to read in my eyes that nothing +could save him while I was alive. And had I not the right—I, +Dominic Cervoni, Padrone, who brought him aboard your fellucca—my +nephew, a traitor?”</p> +<p>He pulled the oar out of the ground and helped me carefully down +the slope. All the time he never once looked me in the face. +He punted us over, then shouldered the oar again and waited till our +men were at some distance before he offered me his arm. After +we had gone a little way, the fishing hamlet we were making for came +into view. Dominic stopped.</p> +<p>“Do you think you can make your way as far as the houses by +yourself?” he asked me quietly.</p> +<p>“Yes, I think so. But why? Where are you going, +Dominic?”</p> +<p>“Anywhere. What a question! Signorino, you are +but little more than a boy to ask such a question of a man having this +tale in his family. <i>Ah</i>! <i>Traditore</i>! What +made me ever own that spawn of a hungry devil for our own blood! +Thief, cheat, coward, liar—other men can deal with that. +But I was his uncle, and so . . . I wish he had poisoned me—<i>charogne</i>! +But this: that I, a confidential man and a Corsican, should have to +ask your pardon for bringing on board your vessel, of which I was Padrone, +a Cervoni, who has betrayed you—a traitor!—that is too much. +It is too much. Well, I beg your pardon; and you may spit in Dominic’s +face because a traitor of our blood taints us all. A theft may +be made good between men, a lie may be set right, a death avenged, but +what can one do to atone for a treachery like this? . . . Nothing.”</p> +<p>He turned and walked away from me along the bank of the stream, flourishing +a vengeful arm and repeating to himself slowly, with savage emphasis: +“<i>Ah</i>! <i>Canaille</i>! <i>Canaille</i>! +<i>Canaille</i>!. . .” He left me there trembling with weakness +and mute with awe. Unable to make a sound, I gazed after the strangely +desolate figure of that seaman carrying an oar on his shoulder up a +barren, rock-strewn ravine under the dreary leaden sky of <i>Tremolino’s</i> +last day. Thus, walking deliberately, with his back to the sea, +Dominic vanished from my sight.</p> +<p>With the quality of our desires, thoughts, and wonder proportioned +to our infinite littleness, we measure even time itself by our own stature. +Imprisoned in the house of personal illusions, thirty centuries in mankind’s +history seem less to look back upon than thirty years of our own life. +And Dominic Cervoni takes his place in my memory by the side of the +legendary wanderer on the sea of marvels and terrors, by the side of +the fatal and impious adventurer, to whom the evoked shade of the soothsayer +predicted a journey inland with an oar on his shoulder, till he met +men who had never set eyes on ships and oars. It seems to me I +can see them side by side in the twilight of an arid land, the unfortunate +possessors of the secret lore of the sea, bearing the emblem of their +hard calling on their shoulders, surrounded by silent and curious men: +even as I, too, having turned my back upon the sea, am bearing those +few pages in the twilight, with the hope of finding in an inland valley +the silent welcome of some patient listener.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XLVI.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>“A fellow has now no chance of promotion unless he jumps into +the muzzle of a gun and crawls out of the touch-hole.”</p> +<p>He who, a hundred years ago, more or less, pronounced the above words +in the uneasiness of his heart, thirsting for professional distinction, +was a young naval officer. Of his life, career, achievements, +and end nothing is preserved for the edification of his young successors +in the fleet of to-day—nothing but this phrase, which, sailor-like +in the simplicity of personal sentiment and strength of graphic expression, +embodies the spirit of the epoch. This obscure but vigorous testimony +has its price, its significance, and its lesson. It comes to us +from a worthy ancestor. We do not know whether he lived long enough +for a chance of that promotion whose way was so arduous. He belongs +to the great array of the unknown—who are great, indeed, by the +sum total of the devoted effort put out, and the colossal scale of success +attained by their insatiable and steadfast ambition. We do not +know his name; we only know of him what is material for us to know—that +he was never backward on occasions of desperate service. We have +this on the authority of a distinguished seaman of Nelson’s time. +Departing this life as Admiral of the Fleet on the eve of the Crimean +War, Sir Thomas Byam Martin has recorded for us amongst his all too +short autobiographical notes these few characteristic words uttered +by one young man of the many who must have felt that particular inconvenience +of a heroic age.</p> +<p>The distinguished Admiral had lived through it himself, and was a +good judge of what was expected in those days from men and ships. +A brilliant frigate captain, a man of sound judgment, of dashing bravery +and of serene mind, scrupulously concerned for the welfare and honour +of the navy, he missed a larger fame only by the chances of the service. +We may well quote on this day the words written of Nelson, in the decline +of a well-spent life, by Sir T. B. Martin, who died just fifty years +ago on the very anniversary of Trafalgar.</p> +<p>“Nelson’s nobleness of mind was a prominent and beautiful +part of his character. His foibles—faults if you like—will +never be dwelt upon in any memorandum of mine,” he declares, and +goes on—“he whose splendid and matchless achievements will +be remembered with admiration while there is gratitude in the hearts +of Britons, or while a ship floats upon the ocean; he whose example +on the breaking out of the war gave so chivalrous an impulse to the +younger men of the service that all rushed into rivalry of daring which +disdained every warning of prudence, and led to acts of heroic enterprise +which tended greatly to exalt the glory of our nation.”</p> +<p>These are his words, and they are true. The dashing young frigate +captain, the man who in middle age was nothing loth to give chase single-handed +in his seventy-four to a whole fleet, the man of enterprise and consummate +judgment, the old Admiral of the Fleet, the good and trusted servant +of his country under two kings and a queen, had felt correctly Nelson’s +influence, and expressed himself with precision out of the fulness of +his seaman’s heart.</p> +<p>“Exalted,” he wrote, not “augmented.” +And therein his feeling and his pen captured the very truth. Other +men there were ready and able to add to the treasure of victories the +British navy has given to the nation. It was the lot of Lord Nelson +to exalt all this glory. Exalt! the word seems to be created for +the man.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XLVII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>The British navy may well have ceased to count its victories. +It is rich beyond the wildest dreams of success and fame. It may +well, rather, on a culminating day of its history, cast about for the +memory of some reverses to appease the jealous fates which attend the +prosperity and triumphs of a nation. It holds, indeed, the heaviest +inheritance that has ever been entrusted to the courage and fidelity +of armed men.</p> +<p>It is too great for mere pride. It should make the seamen of +to-day humble in the secret of their hearts, and indomitable in their +unspoken resolution. In all the records of history there has never +been a time when a victorious fortune has been so faithful to men making +war upon the sea. And it must be confessed that on their part +they knew how to be faithful to their victorious fortune. They +were exalted. They were always watching for her smile; night or +day, fair weather or foul, they waited for her slightest sign with the +offering of their stout hearts in their hands. And for the inspiration +of this high constancy they were indebted to Lord Nelson alone. +Whatever earthly affection he abandoned or grasped, the great Admiral +was always, before all, beyond all, a lover of Fame. He loved +her jealously, with an inextinguishable ardour and an insatiable desire—he +loved her with a masterful devotion and an infinite trustfulness. +In the plenitude of his passion he was an exacting lover. And +she never betrayed the greatness of his trust! She attended him +to the end of his life, and he died pressing her last gift (nineteen +prizes) to his heart. “Anchor, Hardy—anchor!” +was as much the cry of an ardent lover as of a consummate seaman. +Thus he would hug to his breast the last gift of Fame.</p> +<p>It was this ardour which made him great. He was a flaming example +to the wooers of glorious fortune. There have been great officers +before—Lord Hood, for instance, whom he himself regarded as the +greatest sea officer England ever had. A long succession of great +commanders opened the sea to the vast range of Nelson’s genius. +His time had come; and, after the great sea officers, the great naval +tradition passed into the keeping of a great man. Not the least +glory of the navy is that it understood Nelson. Lord Hood trusted +him. Admiral Keith told him: “We can’t spare you either +as Captain or Admiral.” Earl St. Vincent put into his hands, +untrammelled by orders, a division of his fleet, and Sir Hyde Parker +gave him two more ships at Copenhagen than he had asked for. So +much for the chiefs; the rest of the navy surrendered to him their devoted +affection, trust, and admiration. In return he gave them no less +than his own exalted soul. He breathed into them his own ardour +and his own ambition. In a few short years he revolutionized, +not the strategy or tactics of sea-warfare, but the very conception +of victory itself. And this is genius. In that alone, through +the fidelity of his fortune and the power of his inspiration, he stands +unique amongst the leaders of fleets and sailors. He brought heroism +into the line of duty. Verily he is a terrible ancestor.</p> +<p>And the men of his day loved him. They loved him not only as +victorious armies have loved great commanders; they loved him with a +more intimate feeling as one of themselves. In the words of a +contemporary, he had “a most happy way of gaining the affectionate +respect of all who had the felicity to serve under his command.”</p> +<p>To be so great and to remain so accessible to the affection of one’s +fellow-men is the mark of exceptional humanity. Lord Nelson’s +greatness was very human. It had a moral basis; it needed to feel +itself surrounded by the warm devotion of a band of brothers. +He was vain and tender. The love and admiration which the navy +gave him so unreservedly soothed the restlessness of his professional +pride. He trusted them as much as they trusted him. He was +a seaman of seamen. Sir T. B. Martin states that he never conversed +with any officer who had served under Nelson “without hearing +the heartiest expressions of attachment to his person and admiration +of his frank and conciliatory manner to his subordinates.” +And Sir Robert Stopford, who commanded one of the ships with which Nelson +chased to the West Indies a fleet nearly double in number, says in a +letter: “We are half-starved and otherwise inconvenienced by being +so long out of port, but our reward is that we are with Nelson.”</p> +<p>This heroic spirit of daring and endurance, in which all public and +private differences were sunk throughout the whole fleet, is Lord Nelson’s +great legacy, triply sealed by the victorious impress of the Nile, Copenhagen, +and Trafalgar. This is a legacy whose value the changes of time +cannot affect. The men and the ships he knew how to lead lovingly +to the work of courage and the reward of glory have passed away, but +Nelson’s uplifting touch remains in the standard of achievement +he has set for all time. The principles of strategy may be immutable. +It is certain they have been, and shall be again, disregarded from timidity, +from blindness, through infirmity of purpose. The tactics of great +captains on land and sea can be infinitely discussed. The first +object of tactics is to close with the adversary on terms of the greatest +possible advantage; yet no hard-and-fast rules can be drawn from experience, +for this capital reason, amongst others—that the quality of the +adversary is a variable element in the problem. The tactics of +Lord Nelson have been amply discussed, with much pride and some profit. +And yet, truly, they are already of but archaic interest. A very +few years more and the hazardous difficulties of handling a fleet under +canvas shall have passed beyond the conception of seamen who hold in +trust for their country Lord Nelson’s legacy of heroic spirit. +The change in the character of the ships is too great and too radical. +It is good and proper to study the acts of great men with thoughtful +reverence, but already the precise intention of Lord Nelson’s +famous memorandum seems to lie under that veil which Time throws over +the clearest conceptions of every great art. It must not be forgotten +that this was the first time when Nelson, commanding in chief, had his +opponents under way—the first time and the last. Had he +lived, had there been other fleets left to oppose him, we would, perhaps, +have learned something more of his greatness as a sea officer. +Nothing could have been added to his greatness as a leader. All +that can be affirmed is, that on no other day of his short and glorious +career was Lord Nelson more splendidly true to his genius and to his +country’s fortune.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XLVIII.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>And yet the fact remains that, had the wind failed and the fleet +lost steerage way, or, worse still, had it been taken aback from the +eastward, with its leaders within short range of the enemy’s guns, +nothing, it seems, could have saved the headmost ships from capture +or destruction. No skill of a great sea officer would have availed +in such a contingency. Lord Nelson was more than that, and his +genius would have remained undiminished by defeat. But obviously +tactics, which are so much at the mercy of irremediable accident, must +seem to a modern seaman a poor matter of study. The Commander-in-Chief +in the great fleet action that will take its place next to the Battle +of Trafalgar in the history of the British navy will have no such anxiety, +and will feel the weight of no such dependence. For a hundred +years now no British fleet has engaged the enemy in line of battle. +A hundred years is a long time, but the difference of modern conditions +is enormous. The gulf is great. Had the last great fight +of the English navy been that of the First of June, for instance, had +there been no Nelson’s victories, it would have been wellnigh +impassable. The great Admiral’s slight and passion-worn +figure stands at the parting of the ways. He had the audacity +of genius, and a prophetic inspiration.</p> +<p>The modern naval man must feel that the time has come for the tactical +practice of the great sea officers of the past to be laid by in the +temple of august memories. The fleet tactics of the sailing days +have been governed by two points: the deadly nature of a raking fire, +and the dread, natural to a commander dependent upon the winds, to find +at some crucial moment part of his fleet thrown hopelessly to leeward. +These two points were of the very essence of sailing tactics, and these +two points have been eliminated from the modern tactical problem by +the changes of propulsion and armament. Lord Nelson was the first +to disregard them with conviction and audacity sustained by an unbounded +trust in the men he led. This conviction, this audacity and this +trust stand out from amongst the lines of the celebrated memorandum, +which is but a declaration of his faith in a crushing superiority of +fire as the only means of victory and the only aim of sound tactics. +Under the difficulties of the then existing conditions he strove for +that, and for that alone, putting his faith into practice against every +risk. And in that exclusive faith Lord Nelson appears to us as +the first of the moderns.</p> +<p>Against every risk, I have said; and the men of to-day, born and +bred to the use of steam, can hardly realize how much of that risk was +in the weather. Except at the Nile, where the conditions were +ideal for engaging a fleet moored in shallow water, Lord Nelson was +not lucky in his weather. Practically it was nothing but a quite +unusual failure of the wind which cost him his arm during the Teneriffe +expedition. On Trafalgar Day the weather was not so much unfavourable +as extremely dangerous.</p> +<p>It was one of these covered days of fitful sunshine, of light, unsteady +winds, with a swell from the westward, and hazy in general, but with +the land about the Cape at times distinctly visible. It has been +my lot to look with reverence upon the very spot more than once, and +for many hours together. All but thirty years ago, certain exceptional +circumstances made me very familiar for a time with that bight in the +Spanish coast which would be enclosed within a straight line drawn from +Faro to Spartel. My well-remembered experience has convinced me +that, in that corner of the ocean, once the wind has got to the northward +of west (as it did on the 20th, taking the British fleet aback), appearances +of westerly weather go for nothing, and that it is infinitely more likely +to veer right round to the east than to shift back again. It was +in those conditions that, at seven on the morning of the 21st, the signal +for the fleet to bear up and steer east was made. Holding a clear +recollection of these languid easterly sighs rippling unexpectedly against +the run of the smooth swell, with no other warning than a ten-minutes’ +calm and a queer darkening of the coast-line, I cannot think, without +a gasp of professional awe, of that fateful moment. Perhaps personal +experience, at a time of life when responsibility had a special freshness +and importance, has induced me to exaggerate to myself the danger of +the weather. The great Admiral and good seaman could read aright +the signs of sea and sky, as his order to prepare to anchor at the end +of the day sufficiently proves; but, all the same, the mere idea of +these baffling easterly airs, coming on at any time within half an hour +or so, after the firing of the first shot, is enough to take one’s +breath away, with the image of the rearmost ships of both divisions +falling off, unmanageable, broadside on to the westerly swell, and of +two British Admirals in desperate jeopardy. To this day I cannot +free myself from the impression that, for some forty minutes, the fate +of the great battle hung upon a breath of wind such as I have felt stealing +from behind, as it were, upon my cheek while engaged in looking to the +westward for the signs of the true weather.</p> +<p>Never more shall British seamen going into action have to trust the +success of their valour to a breath of wind. The God of gales +and battles favouring her arms to the last, has let the sun of England’s +sailing-fleet and of its greatest master set in unclouded glory. +And now the old ships and their men are gone; the new ships and the +new men, many of them bearing the old, auspicious names, have taken +up their watch on the stern and impartial sea, which offers no opportunities +but to those who know how to grasp them with a ready hand and an undaunted +heart.</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<h2>XLIX.</h2> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines2"><br /><br /></div> +<p>This the navy of the Twenty Years’ War knew well how to do, +and never better than when Lord Nelson had breathed into its soul his +own passion of honour and fame. It was a fortunate navy. +Its victories were no mere smashing of helpless ships and massacres +of cowed men. It was spared that cruel favour, for which no brave +heart had ever prayed. It was fortunate in its adversaries. +I say adversaries, for on recalling such proud memories we should avoid +the word “enemies,” whose hostile sound perpetuates the +antagonisms and strife of nations, so irremediable perhaps, so fateful—and +also so vain. War is one of the gifts of life; but, alas! no war +appears so very necessary when time has laid its soothing hand upon +the passionate misunderstandings and the passionate desires of great +peoples. “Le temps,” as a distinguished Frenchman +has said, “est un galant homme.” He fosters the spirit +of concord and justice, in whose work there is as much glory to be reaped +as in the deeds of arms.</p> +<p>One of them disorganized by revolutionary changes, the other rusted +in the neglect of a decayed monarchy, the two fleets opposed to us entered +the contest with odds against them from the first. By the merit +of our daring and our faithfulness, and the genius of a great leader, +we have in the course of the war augmented our advantage and kept it +to the last. But in the exulting illusion of irresistible might +a long series of military successes brings to a nation the less obvious +aspect of such a fortune may perchance be lost to view. The old +navy in its last days earned a fame that no belittling malevolence dare +cavil at. And this supreme favour they owe to their adversaries +alone.</p> +<p>Deprived by an ill-starred fortune of that self-confidence which +strengthens the hands of an armed host, impaired in skill but not in +courage, it may safely be said that our adversaries managed yet to make +a better fight of it in 1797 than they did in 1793. Later still, +the resistance offered at the Nile was all, and more than all, that +could be demanded from seamen, who, unless blind or without understanding, +must have seen their doom sealed from the moment that the <i>Goliath</i>, +bearing up under the bows of the <i>Guerrier</i>, took up an inshore +berth. The combined fleets of 1805, just come out of port, and +attended by nothing but the disturbing memories of reverses, presented +to our approach a determined front, on which Captain Blackwood, in a +knightly spirit, congratulated his Admiral. By the exertions of +their valour our adversaries have but added a greater lustre to our +arms. No friend could have done more, for even in war, which severs +for a time all the sentiments of human fellowship, this subtle bond +of association remains between brave men—that the final testimony +to the value of victory must be received at the hands of the vanquished.</p> +<p>Those who from the heat of that battle sank together to their repose +in the cool depths of the ocean would not understand the watchwords +of our day, would gaze with amazed eyes at the engines of our strife. +All passes, all changes: the animosity of peoples, the handling of fleets, +the forms of ships; and even the sea itself seems to wear a different +and diminished aspect from the sea of Lord Nelson’s day. +In this ceaseless rush of shadows and shades, that, like the fantastic +forms of clouds cast darkly upon the waters on a windy day, fly past +us to fall headlong below the hard edge of an implacable horizon, we +must turn to the national spirit, which, superior in its force and continuity +to good and evil fortune, can alone give us the feeling of an enduring +existence and of an invincible power against the fates.</p> +<p>Like a subtle and mysterious elixir poured into the perishable clay +of successive generations, it grows in truth, splendour, and potency +with the march of ages. In its incorruptible flow all round the +globe of the earth it preserves from the decay and forgetfulness of +death the greatness of our great men, and amongst them the passionate +and gentle greatness of Nelson, the nature of whose genius was, on the +faith of a brave seaman and distinguished Admiral, such as to “Exalt +the glory of our nation.”</p> +<div class="GutenbergBlankLines3"><br /><br /><br /></div> +<p>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK, THE MIRROR OF THE SEA ***</p> +<pre> + +******This file should be named tmots10h.htm or tmots10h.zip****** +Corrected EDITIONS of our EBooks get a new NUMBER, tmots11h.htm +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, tmots10ah.htm + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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