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diff --git a/1041-0.txt b/1041-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..ae16b0f --- /dev/null +++ b/1041-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2627 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 1041 *** +THE SONNETS + +by William Shakespeare + + + + +I + +From fairest creatures we desire increase, +That thereby beauty’s rose might never die, +But as the riper should by time decease, +His tender heir might bear his memory: +But thou, contracted to thine own bright eyes, +Feed’st thy light’s flame with self-substantial fuel, +Making a famine where abundance lies, +Thyself thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel: +Thou that art now the world’s fresh ornament, +And only herald to the gaudy spring, +Within thine own bud buriest thy content, +And tender churl mak’st waste in niggarding: + Pity the world, or else this glutton be, + To eat the world’s due, by the grave and thee. + +II + +When forty winters shall besiege thy brow, +And dig deep trenches in thy beauty’s field, +Thy youth’s proud livery so gazed on now, +Will be a tatter’d weed of small worth held: +Then being asked, where all thy beauty lies, +Where all the treasure of thy lusty days; +To say, within thine own deep sunken eyes, +Were an all-eating shame, and thriftless praise. +How much more praise deserv’d thy beauty’s use, +If thou couldst answer ‘This fair child of mine +Shall sum my count, and make my old excuse,’ +Proving his beauty by succession thine! + This were to be new made when thou art old, + And see thy blood warm when thou feel’st it cold. + +III + +Look in thy glass and tell the face thou viewest +Now is the time that face should form another; +Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest, +Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother. +For where is she so fair whose unear’d womb +Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry? +Or who is he so fond will be the tomb, +Of his self-love to stop posterity? +Thou art thy mother’s glass and she in thee +Calls back the lovely April of her prime; +So thou through windows of thine age shalt see, +Despite of wrinkles this thy golden time. + But if thou live, remember’d not to be, + Die single and thine image dies with thee. + +IV + +Unthrifty loveliness, why dost thou spend +Upon thyself thy beauty’s legacy? +Nature’s bequest gives nothing, but doth lend, +And being frank she lends to those are free: +Then, beauteous niggard, why dost thou abuse +The bounteous largess given thee to give? +Profitless usurer, why dost thou use +So great a sum of sums, yet canst not live? +For having traffic with thyself alone, +Thou of thyself thy sweet self dost deceive: +Then how when nature calls thee to be gone, +What acceptable audit canst thou leave? + Thy unused beauty must be tombed with thee, + Which, used, lives th’ executor to be. + +V + +Those hours, that with gentle work did frame +The lovely gaze where every eye doth dwell, +Will play the tyrants to the very same +And that unfair which fairly doth excel; +For never-resting time leads summer on +To hideous winter, and confounds him there; +Sap checked with frost, and lusty leaves quite gone, +Beauty o’er-snowed and bareness every where: +Then were not summer’s distillation left, +A liquid prisoner pent in walls of glass, +Beauty’s effect with beauty were bereft, +Nor it, nor no remembrance what it was: + But flowers distill’d, though they with winter meet, + Leese but their show; their substance still lives sweet. + + +VI + +Then let not winter’s ragged hand deface, +In thee thy summer, ere thou be distill’d: +Make sweet some vial; treasure thou some place +With beauty’s treasure ere it be self-kill’d. +That use is not forbidden usury, +Which happies those that pay the willing loan; +That’s for thyself to breed another thee, +Or ten times happier, be it ten for one; +Ten times thyself were happier than thou art, +If ten of thine ten times refigur’d thee: +Then what could death do if thou shouldst depart, +Leaving thee living in posterity? + Be not self-will’d, for thou art much too fair + To be death’s conquest and make worms thine heir. + +VII + +Lo! in the orient when the gracious light +Lifts up his burning head, each under eye +Doth homage to his new-appearing sight, +Serving with looks his sacred majesty; +And having climb’d the steep-up heavenly hill, +Resembling strong youth in his middle age, +Yet mortal looks adore his beauty still, +Attending on his golden pilgrimage: +But when from highmost pitch, with weary car, +Like feeble age, he reeleth from the day, +The eyes, ’fore duteous, now converted are +From his low tract, and look another way: + So thou, thyself outgoing in thy noon: + Unlook’d, on diest unless thou get a son. + +VIII + +Music to hear, why hear’st thou music sadly? +Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy: +Why lov’st thou that which thou receiv’st not gladly, +Or else receiv’st with pleasure thine annoy? +If the true concord of well-tuned sounds, +By unions married, do offend thine ear, +They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds +In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear. +Mark how one string, sweet husband to another, +Strikes each in each by mutual ordering; +Resembling sire and child and happy mother, +Who, all in one, one pleasing note do sing: + Whose speechless song being many, seeming one, + Sings this to thee: ‘Thou single wilt prove none.’ + +IX + +Is it for fear to wet a widow’s eye, +That thou consum’st thyself in single life? +Ah! if thou issueless shalt hap to die, +The world will wail thee like a makeless wife; +The world will be thy widow and still weep +That thou no form of thee hast left behind, +When every private widow well may keep +By children’s eyes, her husband’s shape in mind: +Look! what an unthrift in the world doth spend +Shifts but his place, for still the world enjoys it; +But beauty’s waste hath in the world an end, +And kept unused the user so destroys it. + No love toward others in that bosom sits + That on himself such murd’rous shame commits. + +X + +For shame! deny that thou bear’st love to any, +Who for thyself art so unprovident. +Grant, if thou wilt, thou art belov’d of many, +But that thou none lov’st is most evident: +For thou art so possess’d with murderous hate, +That ’gainst thyself thou stick’st not to conspire, +Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate +Which to repair should be thy chief desire. +O! change thy thought, that I may change my mind: +Shall hate be fairer lodg’d than gentle love? +Be, as thy presence is, gracious and kind, +Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove: + Make thee another self for love of me, + That beauty still may live in thine or thee. + +XI + +As fast as thou shalt wane, so fast thou grow’st, +In one of thine, from that which thou departest; +And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestow’st, +Thou mayst call thine when thou from youth convertest, +Herein lives wisdom, beauty, and increase; +Without this folly, age, and cold decay: +If all were minded so, the times should cease +And threescore year would make the world away. +Let those whom nature hath not made for store, +Harsh, featureless, and rude, barrenly perish: +Look, whom she best endow’d, she gave thee more; +Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish: + She carv’d thee for her seal, and meant thereby, + Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die. + +XII + +When I do count the clock that tells the time, +And see the brave day sunk in hideous night; +When I behold the violet past prime, +And sable curls, all silvered o’er with white; +When lofty trees I see barren of leaves, +Which erst from heat did canopy the herd, +And summer’s green all girded up in sheaves, +Borne on the bier with white and bristly beard, +Then of thy beauty do I question make, +That thou among the wastes of time must go, +Since sweets and beauties do themselves forsake +And die as fast as they see others grow; + And nothing ’gainst Time’s scythe can make defence + Save breed, to brave him when he takes thee hence. + +XIII + +O! that you were your self; but, love you are +No longer yours, than you yourself here live: +Against this coming end you should prepare, +And your sweet semblance to some other give: +So should that beauty which you hold in lease +Find no determination; then you were +Yourself again, after yourself’s decease, +When your sweet issue your sweet form should bear. +Who lets so fair a house fall to decay, +Which husbandry in honour might uphold, +Against the stormy gusts of winter’s day +And barren rage of death’s eternal cold? + O! none but unthrifts. Dear my love, you know, + You had a father: let your son say so. + +XIV + +Not from the stars do I my judgement pluck; +And yet methinks I have astronomy, +But not to tell of good or evil luck, +Of plagues, of dearths, or seasons’ quality; +Nor can I fortune to brief minutes tell, +Pointing to each his thunder, rain and wind, +Or say with princes if it shall go well +By oft predict that I in heaven find: +But from thine eyes my knowledge I derive, +And constant stars in them I read such art +As ‘Truth and beauty shall together thrive, +If from thyself, to store thou wouldst convert’; + Or else of thee this I prognosticate: + ‘Thy end is truth’s and beauty’s doom and date.’ + +XV + +When I consider everything that grows +Holds in perfection but a little moment, +That this huge stage presenteth nought but shows +Whereon the stars in secret influence comment; +When I perceive that men as plants increase, +Cheered and checked even by the self-same sky, +Vaunt in their youthful sap, at height decrease, +And wear their brave state out of memory; +Then the conceit of this inconstant stay +Sets you most rich in youth before my sight, +Where wasteful Time debateth with Decay +To change your day of youth to sullied night, + And all in war with Time for love of you, + As he takes from you, I engraft you new. + +XVI + +But wherefore do not you a mightier way +Make war upon this bloody tyrant, Time? +And fortify yourself in your decay +With means more blessed than my barren rhyme? +Now stand you on the top of happy hours, +And many maiden gardens, yet unset, +With virtuous wish would bear you living flowers, +Much liker than your painted counterfeit: +So should the lines of life that life repair, +Which this, Time’s pencil, or my pupil pen, +Neither in inward worth nor outward fair, +Can make you live yourself in eyes of men. + To give away yourself, keeps yourself still, + And you must live, drawn by your own sweet skill. + +XVII + +Who will believe my verse in time to come, +If it were fill’d with your most high deserts? +Though yet heaven knows it is but as a tomb +Which hides your life, and shows not half your parts. +If I could write the beauty of your eyes, +And in fresh numbers number all your graces, +The age to come would say ‘This poet lies; +Such heavenly touches ne’er touch’d earthly faces.’ +So should my papers, yellow’d with their age, +Be scorn’d, like old men of less truth than tongue, +And your true rights be term’d a poet’s rage +And stretched metre of an antique song: + But were some child of yours alive that time, + You should live twice,—in it, and in my rhyme. + +XVIII + +Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day? +Thou art more lovely and more temperate: +Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, +And summer’s lease hath all too short a date: +Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, +And often is his gold complexion dimm’d, +And every fair from fair sometime declines, +By chance, or nature’s changing course untrimm’d: +But thy eternal summer shall not fade, +Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow’st, +Nor shall death brag thou wander’st in his shade, +When in eternal lines to time thou grow’st, + So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see, + So long lives this, and this gives life to thee. + +XIX + +Devouring Time, blunt thou the lion’s paws, +And make the earth devour her own sweet brood; +Pluck the keen teeth from the fierce tiger’s jaws, +And burn the long-liv’d phoenix, in her blood; +Make glad and sorry seasons as thou fleets, +And do whate’er thou wilt, swift-footed Time, +To the wide world and all her fading sweets; +But I forbid thee one most heinous crime: +O! carve not with thy hours my love’s fair brow, +Nor draw no lines there with thine antique pen; +Him in thy course untainted do allow +For beauty’s pattern to succeeding men. + Yet do thy worst, old Time; despite thy wrong, + My love shall in my verse ever live young. + +XX + +A woman’s face with nature’s own hand painted, +Hast thou, the master mistress of my passion; +A woman’s gentle heart, but not acquainted +With shifting change, as is false women’s fashion: +An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling, +Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth; +A man in hue all ‘hues’ in his controlling, +Which steals men’s eyes and women’s souls amazeth. +And for a woman wert thou first created; +Till Nature, as she wrought thee, fell a-doting, +And by addition me of thee defeated, +By adding one thing to my purpose nothing. + But since she prick’d thee out for women’s pleasure, + Mine be thy love and thy love’s use their treasure. + +XXI + +So is it not with me as with that Muse, +Stirr’d by a painted beauty to his verse, +Who heaven itself for ornament doth use +And every fair with his fair doth rehearse, +Making a couplement of proud compare. +With sun and moon, with earth and sea’s rich gems, +With April’s first-born flowers, and all things rare, +That heaven’s air in this huge rondure hems. +O! let me, true in love, but truly write, +And then believe me, my love is as fair +As any mother’s child, though not so bright +As those gold candles fix’d in heaven’s air: + Let them say more that like of hearsay well; + I will not praise that purpose not to sell. + +XXII + +My glass shall not persuade me I am old, +So long as youth and thou are of one date; +But when in thee time’s furrows I behold, +Then look I death my days should expiate. +For all that beauty that doth cover thee, +Is but the seemly raiment of my heart, +Which in thy breast doth live, as thine in me: +How can I then be elder than thou art? +O! therefore love, be of thyself so wary +As I, not for myself, but for thee will; +Bearing thy heart, which I will keep so chary +As tender nurse her babe from faring ill. + Presume not on thy heart when mine is slain, + Thou gav’st me thine not to give back again. + +XXIII + +As an unperfect actor on the stage, +Who with his fear is put beside his part, +Or some fierce thing replete with too much rage, +Whose strength’s abundance weakens his own heart; +So I, for fear of trust, forget to say +The perfect ceremony of love’s rite, +And in mine own love’s strength seem to decay, +O’ercharg’d with burthen of mine own love’s might. +O! let my looks be then the eloquence +And dumb presagers of my speaking breast, +Who plead for love, and look for recompense, +More than that tongue that more hath more express’d. + O! learn to read what silent love hath writ: + To hear with eyes belongs to love’s fine wit. + +XXIV + +Mine eye hath play’d the painter and hath stell’d, +Thy beauty’s form in table of my heart; +My body is the frame wherein ’tis held, +And perspective it is best painter’s art. +For through the painter must you see his skill, +To find where your true image pictur’d lies, +Which in my bosom’s shop is hanging still, +That hath his windows glazed with thine eyes. +Now see what good turns eyes for eyes have done: +Mine eyes have drawn thy shape, and thine for me +Are windows to my breast, where-through the sun +Delights to peep, to gaze therein on thee; + Yet eyes this cunning want to grace their art, + They draw but what they see, know not the heart. + +XXV + +Let those who are in favour with their stars +Of public honour and proud titles boast, +Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars +Unlook’d for joy in that I honour most. +Great princes’ favourites their fair leaves spread +But as the marigold at the sun’s eye, +And in themselves their pride lies buried, +For at a frown they in their glory die. +The painful warrior famoused for fight, +After a thousand victories once foil’d, +Is from the book of honour razed quite, +And all the rest forgot for which he toil’d: + Then happy I, that love and am belov’d, + Where I may not remove nor be remov’d. + +XXVI + +Lord of my love, to whom in vassalage +Thy merit hath my duty strongly knit, +To thee I send this written embassage, +To witness duty, not to show my wit: +Duty so great, which wit so poor as mine +May make seem bare, in wanting words to show it, +But that I hope some good conceit of thine +In thy soul’s thought, all naked, will bestow it: +Till whatsoever star that guides my moving, +Points on me graciously with fair aspect, +And puts apparel on my tatter’d loving, +To show me worthy of thy sweet respect: + Then may I dare to boast how I do love thee; + Till then, not show my head where thou mayst prove me. + +XXVII + +Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed, +The dear respose for limbs with travel tir’d; +But then begins a journey in my head +To work my mind, when body’s work’s expired: +For then my thoughts, from far where I abide, +Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee, +And keep my drooping eyelids open wide, +Looking on darkness which the blind do see: +Save that my soul’s imaginary sight +Presents thy shadow to my sightless view, +Which, like a jewel hung in ghastly night, +Makes black night beauteous, and her old face new. + Lo! thus, by day my limbs, by night my mind, + For thee, and for myself, no quiet find. + +XXVIII + +How can I then return in happy plight, +That am debarre’d the benefit of rest? +When day’s oppression is not eas’d by night, +But day by night and night by day oppress’d, +And each, though enemies to either’s reign, +Do in consent shake hands to torture me, +The one by toil, the other to complain +How far I toil, still farther off from thee. +I tell the day, to please him thou art bright, +And dost him grace when clouds do blot the heaven: +So flatter I the swart-complexion’d night, +When sparkling stars twire not thou gild’st the even. + But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer, + And night doth nightly make grief’s length seem stronger. + +XXIX + +When in disgrace with fortune and men’s eyes +I all alone beweep my outcast state, +And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries, +And look upon myself, and curse my fate, +Wishing me like to one more rich in hope, +Featur’d like him, like him with friends possess’d, +Desiring this man’s art, and that man’s scope, +With what I most enjoy contented least; +Yet in these thoughts my self almost despising, +Haply I think on thee, and then my state, +Like to the lark at break of day arising +From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven’s gate; + For thy sweet love remember’d such wealth brings + That then I scorn to change my state with kings. + +XXX + +When to the sessions of sweet silent thought +I summon up remembrance of things past, +I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought, +And with old woes new wail my dear time’s waste: +Then can I drown an eye, unused to flow, +For precious friends hid in death’s dateless night, +And weep afresh love’s long since cancell’d woe, +And moan the expense of many a vanish’d sight: +Then can I grieve at grievances foregone, +And heavily from woe to woe tell o’er +The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan, +Which I new pay as if not paid before. + But if the while I think on thee, dear friend, + All losses are restor’d and sorrows end. + +XXXI + +Thy bosom is endeared with all hearts, +Which I by lacking have supposed dead; +And there reigns Love, and all Love’s loving parts, +And all those friends which I thought buried. +How many a holy and obsequious tear +Hath dear religious love stol’n from mine eye, +As interest of the dead, which now appear +But things remov’d that hidden in thee lie! +Thou art the grave where buried love doth live, +Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone, +Who all their parts of me to thee did give, +That due of many now is thine alone: + Their images I lov’d, I view in thee, + And thou, all they, hast all the all of me. + +XXXII + +If thou survive my well-contented day, +When that churl Death my bones with dust shall cover +And shalt by fortune once more re-survey +These poor rude lines of thy deceased lover, +Compare them with the bett’ring of the time, +And though they be outstripp’d by every pen, +Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme, +Exceeded by the height of happier men. +O! then vouchsafe me but this loving thought: +‘Had my friend’s Muse grown with this growing age, +A dearer birth than this his love had brought, +To march in ranks of better equipage: + But since he died and poets better prove, + Theirs for their style I’ll read, his for his love’. + +XXXIII + +Full many a glorious morning have I seen +Flatter the mountain tops with sovereign eye, +Kissing with golden face the meadows green, +Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy; +Anon permit the basest clouds to ride +With ugly rack on his celestial face, +And from the forlorn world his visage hide, +Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace: +Even so my sun one early morn did shine, +With all triumphant splendour on my brow; +But out! alack! he was but one hour mine, +The region cloud hath mask’d him from me now. + Yet him for this my love no whit disdaineth; + Suns of the world may stain when heaven’s sun staineth. + +XXXIV + +Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day, +And make me travel forth without my cloak, +To let base clouds o’ertake me in my way, +Hiding thy bravery in their rotten smoke? +’Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break, +To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face, +For no man well of such a salve can speak, +That heals the wound, and cures not the disgrace: +Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief; +Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss: +The offender’s sorrow lends but weak relief +To him that bears the strong offence’s cross. + Ah! but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds, + And they are rich and ransom all ill deeds. + +XXXV + +No more be griev’d at that which thou hast done: +Roses have thorns, and silver fountains mud: +Clouds and eclipses stain both moon and sun, +And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud. +All men make faults, and even I in this, +Authorizing thy trespass with compare, +Myself corrupting, salving thy amiss, +Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are; +For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense; +Thy adverse party is thy advocate, +And ’gainst myself a lawful plea commence: +Such civil war is in my love and hate, + That I an accessary needs must be, + To that sweet thief which sourly robs from me. + +XXXVI + +Let me confess that we two must be twain, +Although our undivided loves are one: +So shall those blots that do with me remain, +Without thy help, by me be borne alone. +In our two loves there is but one respect, +Though in our lives a separable spite, +Which though it alter not love’s sole effect, +Yet doth it steal sweet hours from love’s delight. +I may not evermore acknowledge thee, +Lest my bewailed guilt should do thee shame, +Nor thou with public kindness honour me, +Unless thou take that honour from thy name: + But do not so, I love thee in such sort, + As thou being mine, mine is thy good report. + +XXXVII + +As a decrepit father takes delight +To see his active child do deeds of youth, +So I, made lame by Fortune’s dearest spite, +Take all my comfort of thy worth and truth; +For whether beauty, birth, or wealth, or wit, +Or any of these all, or all, or more, +Entitled in thy parts, do crowned sit, +I make my love engrafted, to this store: +So then I am not lame, poor, nor despis’d, +Whilst that this shadow doth such substance give +That I in thy abundance am suffic’d, +And by a part of all thy glory live. + Look what is best, that best I wish in thee: + This wish I have; then ten times happy me! + +XXXVIII + +How can my Muse want subject to invent, +While thou dost breathe, that pour’st into my verse +Thine own sweet argument, too excellent +For every vulgar paper to rehearse? +O! give thyself the thanks, if aught in me +Worthy perusal stand against thy sight; +For who’s so dumb that cannot write to thee, +When thou thyself dost give invention light? +Be thou the tenth Muse, ten times more in worth +Than those old nine which rhymers invocate; +And he that calls on thee, let him bring forth +Eternal numbers to outlive long date. + If my slight Muse do please these curious days, + The pain be mine, but thine shall be the praise. + +XXXIX + +O! how thy worth with manners may I sing, +When thou art all the better part of me? +What can mine own praise to mine own self bring? +And what is’t but mine own when I praise thee? +Even for this, let us divided live, +And our dear love lose name of single one, +That by this separation I may give +That due to thee which thou deserv’st alone. +O absence! what a torment wouldst thou prove, +Were it not thy sour leisure gave sweet leave, +To entertain the time with thoughts of love, +Which time and thoughts so sweetly doth deceive, + And that thou teachest how to make one twain, + By praising him here who doth hence remain. + +XL + +Take all my loves, my love, yea take them all; +What hast thou then more than thou hadst before? +No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call; +All mine was thine, before thou hadst this more. +Then, if for my love, thou my love receivest, +I cannot blame thee, for my love thou usest; +But yet be blam’d, if thou thyself deceivest +By wilful taste of what thyself refusest. +I do forgive thy robbery, gentle thief, +Although thou steal thee all my poverty: +And yet, love knows it is a greater grief +To bear love’s wrong, than hate’s known injury. + Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows, + Kill me with spites yet we must not be foes. + +XLI + +Those pretty wrongs that liberty commits, +When I am sometime absent from thy heart, +Thy beauty, and thy years full well befits, +For still temptation follows where thou art. +Gentle thou art, and therefore to be won, +Beauteous thou art, therefore to be assail’d; +And when a woman woos, what woman’s son +Will sourly leave her till he have prevail’d? +Ay me! but yet thou mightst my seat forbear, +And chide thy beauty and thy straying youth, +Who lead thee in their riot even there +Where thou art forced to break a twofold truth: + Hers by thy beauty tempting her to thee, + Thine by thy beauty being false to me. + +XLII + +That thou hast her it is not all my grief, +And yet it may be said I loved her dearly; +That she hath thee is of my wailing chief, +A loss in love that touches me more nearly. +Loving offenders thus I will excuse ye: +Thou dost love her, because thou know’st I love her; +And for my sake even so doth she abuse me, +Suffering my friend for my sake to approve her. +If I lose thee, my loss is my love’s gain, +And losing her, my friend hath found that loss; +Both find each other, and I lose both twain, +And both for my sake lay on me this cross: + But here’s the joy; my friend and I are one; + Sweet flattery! then she loves but me alone. + +XLIII + +When most I wink, then do mine eyes best see, +For all the day they view things unrespected; +But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee, +And darkly bright, are bright in dark directed. +Then thou, whose shadow shadows doth make bright, +How would thy shadow’s form form happy show +To the clear day with thy much clearer light, +When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so! +How would, I say, mine eyes be blessed made +By looking on thee in the living day, +When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade +Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay! + All days are nights to see till I see thee, + And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me. + +XLIV + +If the dull substance of my flesh were thought, +Injurious distance should not stop my way; +For then despite of space I would be brought, +From limits far remote, where thou dost stay. +No matter then although my foot did stand +Upon the farthest earth remov’d from thee; +For nimble thought can jump both sea and land, +As soon as think the place where he would be. +But, ah! thought kills me that I am not thought, +To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone, +But that so much of earth and water wrought, +I must attend time’s leisure with my moan; + Receiving nought by elements so slow + But heavy tears, badges of either’s woe. + +XLV + +The other two, slight air, and purging fire +Are both with thee, wherever I abide; +The first my thought, the other my desire, +These present-absent with swift motion slide. +For when these quicker elements are gone +In tender embassy of love to thee, +My life, being made of four, with two alone +Sinks down to death, oppress’d with melancholy; +Until life’s composition be recur’d +By those swift messengers return’d from thee, +Who even but now come back again, assur’d, +Of thy fair health, recounting it to me: + This told, I joy; but then no longer glad, + I send them back again, and straight grow sad. + +XLVI + +Mine eye and heart are at a mortal war, +How to divide the conquest of thy sight; +Mine eye my heart thy picture’s sight would bar, +My heart mine eye the freedom of that right. +My heart doth plead that thou in him dost lie, +A closet never pierced with crystal eyes; +But the defendant doth that plea deny, +And says in him thy fair appearance lies. +To side this title is impannelled +A quest of thoughts, all tenants to the heart; +And by their verdict is determined +The clear eye’s moiety, and the dear heart’s part: + As thus; mine eye’s due is thy outward part, + And my heart’s right, thy inward love of heart. + +XLVII + +Betwixt mine eye and heart a league is took, +And each doth good turns now unto the other: +When that mine eye is famish’d for a look, +Or heart in love with sighs himself doth smother, +With my love’s picture then my eye doth feast, +And to the painted banquet bids my heart; +Another time mine eye is my heart’s guest, +And in his thoughts of love doth share a part: +So, either by thy picture or my love, +Thyself away, art present still with me; +For thou not farther than my thoughts canst move, +And I am still with them, and they with thee; + Or, if they sleep, thy picture in my sight + Awakes my heart, to heart’s and eye’s delight. + +XLVIII + +How careful was I when I took my way, +Each trifle under truest bars to thrust, +That to my use it might unused stay +From hands of falsehood, in sure wards of trust! +But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are, +Most worthy comfort, now my greatest grief, +Thou best of dearest, and mine only care, +Art left the prey of every vulgar thief. +Thee have I not lock’d up in any chest, +Save where thou art not, though I feel thou art, +Within the gentle closure of my breast, +From whence at pleasure thou mayst come and part; + And even thence thou wilt be stol’n I fear, + For truth proves thievish for a prize so dear. + +XLIX + +Against that time, if ever that time come, +When I shall see thee frown on my defects, +When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum, +Call’d to that audit by advis’d respects; +Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass, +And scarcely greet me with that sun, thine eye, +When love, converted from the thing it was, +Shall reasons find of settled gravity; +Against that time do I ensconce me here, +Within the knowledge of mine own desert, +And this my hand, against my self uprear, +To guard the lawful reasons on thy part: + To leave poor me thou hast the strength of laws, + Since why to love I can allege no cause. + +L + +How heavy do I journey on the way, +When what I seek, my weary travel’s end, +Doth teach that ease and that repose to say, +‘Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend!’ +The beast that bears me, tired with my woe, +Plods dully on, to bear that weight in me, +As if by some instinct the wretch did know +His rider lov’d not speed, being made from thee: +The bloody spur cannot provoke him on, +That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide, +Which heavily he answers with a groan, +More sharp to me than spurring to his side; + For that same groan doth put this in my mind, + My grief lies onward, and my joy behind. + +LI + +Thus can my love excuse the slow offence +Of my dull bearer when from thee I speed: +From where thou art why should I haste me thence? +Till I return, of posting is no need. +O! what excuse will my poor beast then find, +When swift extremity can seem but slow? +Then should I spur, though mounted on the wind, +In winged speed no motion shall I know, +Then can no horse with my desire keep pace; +Therefore desire, of perfect’st love being made, +Shall neigh no dull flesh in his fiery race, +But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade: + ‘Since from thee going, he went wilful-slow, + Towards thee I’ll run, and give him leave to go.’ + +LII + +So am I as the rich, whose blessed key, +Can bring him to his sweet up-locked treasure, +The which he will not every hour survey, +For blunting the fine point of seldom pleasure. +Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare, +Since, seldom coming in that long year set, +Like stones of worth they thinly placed are, +Or captain jewels in the carcanet. +So is the time that keeps you as my chest, +Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide, +To make some special instant special-blest, +By new unfolding his imprison’d pride. + Blessed are you whose worthiness gives scope, + Being had, to triumph; being lacked, to hope. + +LIII + +What is your substance, whereof are you made, +That millions of strange shadows on you tend? +Since every one, hath every one, one shade, +And you but one, can every shadow lend. +Describe Adonis, and the counterfeit +Is poorly imitated after you; +On Helen’s cheek all art of beauty set, +And you in Grecian tires are painted new: +Speak of the spring, and foison of the year, +The one doth shadow of your beauty show, +The other as your bounty doth appear; +And you in every blessed shape we know. + In all external grace you have some part, + But you like none, none you, for constant heart. + +LIV + +O! how much more doth beauty beauteous seem +By that sweet ornament which truth doth give. +The rose looks fair, but fairer we it deem +For that sweet odour, which doth in it live. +The canker blooms have full as deep a dye +As the perfumed tincture of the roses. +Hang on such thorns, and play as wantonly +When summer’s breath their masked buds discloses: +But, for their virtue only is their show, +They live unwoo’d, and unrespected fade; +Die to themselves. Sweet roses do not so; +Of their sweet deaths, are sweetest odours made: + And so of you, beauteous and lovely youth, + When that shall vade, by verse distills your truth. + +LV + +Not marble, nor the gilded monuments +Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme; +But you shall shine more bright in these contents +Than unswept stone, besmear’d with sluttish time. +When wasteful war shall statues overturn, +And broils root out the work of masonry, +Nor Mars his sword, nor war’s quick fire shall burn +The living record of your memory. +’Gainst death, and all-oblivious enmity +Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room +Even in the eyes of all posterity +That wear this world out to the ending doom. + So, till the judgement that yourself arise, + You live in this, and dwell in lovers’ eyes. + +LVI + +Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said +Thy edge should blunter be than appetite, +Which but to-day by feeding is allay’d, +To-morrow sharpened in his former might: +So, love, be thou, although to-day thou fill +Thy hungry eyes, even till they wink with fulness, +To-morrow see again, and do not kill +The spirit of love, with a perpetual dulness. +Let this sad interim like the ocean be +Which parts the shore, where two contracted new +Come daily to the banks, that when they see +Return of love, more blest may be the view; + Or call it winter, which being full of care, + Makes summer’s welcome, thrice more wished, more rare. + +LVII + +Being your slave what should I do but tend, +Upon the hours, and times of your desire? +I have no precious time at all to spend; +Nor services to do, till you require. +Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour, +Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you, +Nor think the bitterness of absence sour, +When you have bid your servant once adieu; +Nor dare I question with my jealous thought +Where you may be, or your affairs suppose, +But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought +Save, where you are, how happy you make those. + So true a fool is love, that in your will, + Though you do anything, he thinks no ill. + +LVIII + +That god forbid, that made me first your slave, +I should in thought control your times of pleasure, +Or at your hand the account of hours to crave, +Being your vassal, bound to stay your leisure! +O! let me suffer, being at your beck, +The imprison’d absence of your liberty; +And patience, tame to sufferance, bide each check, +Without accusing you of injury. +Be where you list, your charter is so strong +That you yourself may privilage your time +To what you will; to you it doth belong +Yourself to pardon of self-doing crime. + I am to wait, though waiting so be hell, + Not blame your pleasure be it ill or well. + +LIX + +If there be nothing new, but that which is +Hath been before, how are our brains beguil’d, +Which labouring for invention bear amiss +The second burthen of a former child! +O! that record could with a backward look, +Even of five hundred courses of the sun, +Show me your image in some antique book, +Since mind at first in character was done! +That I might see what the old world could say +To this composed wonder of your frame; +Wh’r we are mended, or wh’r better they, +Or whether revolution be the same. + O! sure I am the wits of former days, + To subjects worse have given admiring praise. + +LX + +Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore, +So do our minutes hasten to their end; +Each changing place with that which goes before, +In sequent toil all forwards do contend. +Nativity, once in the main of light, +Crawls to maturity, wherewith being crown’d, +Crooked eclipses ’gainst his glory fight, +And Time that gave doth now his gift confound. +Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth +And delves the parallels in beauty’s brow, +Feeds on the rarities of nature’s truth, +And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow: + And yet to times in hope, my verse shall stand. + Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand. + +LXI + +Is it thy will, thy image should keep open +My heavy eyelids to the weary night? +Dost thou desire my slumbers should be broken, +While shadows like to thee do mock my sight? +Is it thy spirit that thou send’st from thee +So far from home into my deeds to pry, +To find out shames and idle hours in me, +The scope and tenure of thy jealousy? +O, no! thy love, though much, is not so great: +It is my love that keeps mine eye awake: +Mine own true love that doth my rest defeat, +To play the watchman ever for thy sake: + For thee watch I, whilst thou dost wake elsewhere, + From me far off, with others all too near. + +LXII + +Sin of self-love possesseth all mine eye +And all my soul, and all my every part; +And for this sin there is no remedy, +It is so grounded inward in my heart. +Methinks no face so gracious is as mine, +No shape so true, no truth of such account; +And for myself mine own worth do define, +As I all other in all worths surmount. +But when my glass shows me myself indeed +Beated and chopp’d with tanned antiquity, +Mine own self-love quite contrary I read; +Self so self-loving were iniquity. + ’Tis thee, myself, that for myself I praise, + Painting my age with beauty of thy days. + +LXIII + +Against my love shall be as I am now, +With Time’s injurious hand crush’d and o’erworn; +When hours have drain’d his blood and fill’d his brow +With lines and wrinkles; when his youthful morn +Hath travell’d on to age’s steepy night; +And all those beauties whereof now he’s king +Are vanishing, or vanished out of sight, +Stealing away the treasure of his spring; +For such a time do I now fortify +Against confounding age’s cruel knife, +That he shall never cut from memory +My sweet love’s beauty, though my lover’s life: + His beauty shall in these black lines be seen, + And they shall live, and he in them still green. + +LXIV + +When I have seen by Time’s fell hand defac’d +The rich-proud cost of outworn buried age; +When sometime lofty towers I see down-raz’d, +And brass eternal slave to mortal rage; +When I have seen the hungry ocean gain +Advantage on the kingdom of the shore, +And the firm soil win of the watery main, +Increasing store with loss, and loss with store; +When I have seen such interchange of state, +Or state itself confounded, to decay; +Ruin hath taught me thus to ruminate: +That Time will come and take my love away. + This thought is as a death which cannot choose + But weep to have, that which it fears to lose. + +LXV + +Since brass, nor stone, nor earth, nor boundless sea, +But sad mortality o’ersways their power, +How with this rage shall beauty hold a plea, +Whose action is no stronger than a flower? +O! how shall summer’s honey breath hold out, +Against the wrackful siege of battering days, +When rocks impregnable are not so stout, +Nor gates of steel so strong but Time decays? +O fearful meditation! where, alack, +Shall Time’s best jewel from Time’s chest lie hid? +Or what strong hand can hold his swift foot back? +Or who his spoil of beauty can forbid? + O! none, unless this miracle have might, + That in black ink my love may still shine bright. + +LXVI + +Tired with all these, for restful death I cry: +As to behold desert a beggar born, +And needy nothing trimm’d in jollity, +And purest faith unhappily forsworn, +And gilded honour shamefully misplac’d, +And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted, +And right perfection wrongfully disgrac’d, +And strength by limping sway disabled +And art made tongue-tied by authority, +And folly, doctor-like, controlling skill, +And simple truth miscall’d simplicity, +And captive good attending captain ill: + Tir’d with all these, from these would I be gone, + Save that, to die, I leave my love alone. + +LXVII + +Ah! wherefore with infection should he live, +And with his presence grace impiety, +That sin by him advantage should achieve, +And lace itself with his society? +Why should false painting imitate his cheek, +And steel dead seeming of his living hue? +Why should poor beauty indirectly seek +Roses of shadow, since his rose is true? +Why should he live, now Nature bankrupt is, +Beggar’d of blood to blush through lively veins? +For she hath no exchequer now but his, +And proud of many, lives upon his gains. + O! him she stores, to show what wealth she had + In days long since, before these last so bad. + +LXVIII + +Thus is his cheek the map of days outworn, +When beauty lived and died as flowers do now, +Before these bastard signs of fair were born, +Or durst inhabit on a living brow; +Before the golden tresses of the dead, +The right of sepulchres, were shorn away, +To live a second life on second head; +Ere beauty’s dead fleece made another gay: +In him those holy antique hours are seen, +Without all ornament, itself and true, +Making no summer of another’s green, +Robbing no old to dress his beauty new; + And him as for a map doth Nature store, + To show false Art what beauty was of yore. + +LXIX + +Those parts of thee that the world’s eye doth view +Want nothing that the thought of hearts can mend; +All tongues, the voice of souls, give thee that due, +Uttering bare truth, even so as foes commend. +Thy outward thus with outward praise is crown’d; +But those same tongues, that give thee so thine own, +In other accents do this praise confound +By seeing farther than the eye hath shown. +They look into the beauty of thy mind, +And that in guess they measure by thy deeds; +Then churls their thoughts, although their eyes were kind, +To thy fair flower add the rank smell of weeds: + But why thy odour matcheth not thy show, + The soil is this, that thou dost common grow. + +LXX + +That thou art blam’d shall not be thy defect, +For slander’s mark was ever yet the fair; +The ornament of beauty is suspect, +A crow that flies in heaven’s sweetest air. +So thou be good, slander doth but approve +Thy worth the greater being woo’d of time; +For canker vice the sweetest buds doth love, +And thou present’st a pure unstained prime. +Thou hast passed by the ambush of young days +Either not assail’d, or victor being charg’d; +Yet this thy praise cannot be so thy praise, +To tie up envy, evermore enlarg’d, + If some suspect of ill mask’d not thy show, + Then thou alone kingdoms of hearts shouldst owe. + +LXXI + +No longer mourn for me when I am dead +Than you shall hear the surly sullen bell +Give warning to the world that I am fled +From this vile world with vilest worms to dwell: +Nay, if you read this line, remember not +The hand that writ it, for I love you so, +That I in your sweet thoughts would be forgot, +If thinking on me then should make you woe. +O if, I say, you look upon this verse, +When I perhaps compounded am with clay, +Do not so much as my poor name rehearse; +But let your love even with my life decay; + Lest the wise world should look into your moan, + And mock you with me after I am gone. + +LXXII + +O! lest the world should task you to recite +What merit lived in me, that you should love +After my death, dear love, forget me quite, +For you in me can nothing worthy prove; +Unless you would devise some virtuous lie, +To do more for me than mine own desert, +And hang more praise upon deceased I +Than niggard truth would willingly impart: +O! lest your true love may seem false in this +That you for love speak well of me untrue, +My name be buried where my body is, +And live no more to shame nor me nor you. + For I am shamed by that which I bring forth, + And so should you, to love things nothing worth. + +LXXIII + +That time of year thou mayst in me behold +When yellow leaves, or none, or few, do hang +Upon those boughs which shake against the cold, +Bare ruin’d choirs, where late the sweet birds sang. +In me thou see’st the twilight of such day +As after sunset fadeth in the west; +Which by and by black night doth take away, +Death’s second self, that seals up all in rest. +In me thou see’st the glowing of such fire, +That on the ashes of his youth doth lie, +As the death-bed, whereon it must expire, +Consum’d with that which it was nourish’d by. + This thou perceiv’st, which makes thy love more strong, + To love that well, which thou must leave ere long. + +LXXIV + +But be contented: when that fell arrest +Without all bail shall carry me away, +My life hath in this line some interest, +Which for memorial still with thee shall stay. +When thou reviewest this, thou dost review +The very part was consecrate to thee: +The earth can have but earth, which is his due; +My spirit is thine, the better part of me: +So then thou hast but lost the dregs of life, +The prey of worms, my body being dead; +The coward conquest of a wretch’s knife, +Too base of thee to be remembered. + The worth of that is that which it contains, + And that is this, and this with thee remains. + +LXXV + +So are you to my thoughts as food to life, +Or as sweet-season’d showers are to the ground; +And for the peace of you I hold such strife +As ’twixt a miser and his wealth is found. +Now proud as an enjoyer, and anon +Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure; +Now counting best to be with you alone, +Then better’d that the world may see my pleasure: +Sometime all full with feasting on your sight, +And by and by clean starved for a look; +Possessing or pursuing no delight, +Save what is had, or must from you be took. + Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day, + Or gluttoning on all, or all away. + +LXXVI + +Why is my verse so barren of new pride, +So far from variation or quick change? +Why with the time do I not glance aside +To new-found methods, and to compounds strange? +Why write I still all one, ever the same, +And keep invention in a noted weed, +That every word doth almost tell my name, +Showing their birth, and where they did proceed? +O! know sweet love I always write of you, +And you and love are still my argument; +So all my best is dressing old words new, +Spending again what is already spent: + For as the sun is daily new and old, + So is my love still telling what is told. + +LXXVII + +Thy glass will show thee how thy beauties wear, +Thy dial how thy precious minutes waste; +These vacant leaves thy mind’s imprint will bear, +And of this book, this learning mayst thou taste. +The wrinkles which thy glass will truly show +Of mouthed graves will give thee memory; +Thou by thy dial’s shady stealth mayst know +Time’s thievish progress to eternity. +Look! what thy memory cannot contain, +Commit to these waste blanks, and thou shalt find +Those children nursed, deliver’d from thy brain, +To take a new acquaintance of thy mind. + These offices, so oft as thou wilt look, + Shall profit thee and much enrich thy book. + +LXXVIII + +So oft have I invoked thee for my Muse, +And found such fair assistance in my verse +As every alien pen hath got my use +And under thee their poesy disperse. +Thine eyes, that taught the dumb on high to sing +And heavy ignorance aloft to fly, +Have added feathers to the learned’s wing +And given grace a double majesty. +Yet be most proud of that which I compile, +Whose influence is thine, and born of thee: +In others’ works thou dost but mend the style, +And arts with thy sweet graces graced be; + But thou art all my art, and dost advance + As high as learning, my rude ignorance. + +LXXIX + +Whilst I alone did call upon thy aid, +My verse alone had all thy gentle grace; +But now my gracious numbers are decay’d, +And my sick Muse doth give an other place. +I grant, sweet love, thy lovely argument +Deserves the travail of a worthier pen; +Yet what of thee thy poet doth invent +He robs thee of, and pays it thee again. +He lends thee virtue, and he stole that word +From thy behaviour; beauty doth he give, +And found it in thy cheek: he can afford +No praise to thee, but what in thee doth live. + Then thank him not for that which he doth say, + Since what he owes thee, thou thyself dost pay. + +LXXX + +O how I faint when I of you do write, +Knowing a better spirit doth use your name, +And in the praise thereof spends all his might, +To make me tongue-tied speaking of your fame! +But since your worth, wide as the ocean is, +The humble as the proudest sail doth bear, +My saucy bark, inferior far to his, +On your broad main doth wilfully appear. +Your shallowest help will hold me up afloat, +Whilst he upon your soundless deep doth ride; +Or, being wrack’d, I am a worthless boat, +He of tall building, and of goodly pride: + Then if he thrive and I be cast away, + The worst was this: my love was my decay. + +LXXXI + +Or I shall live your epitaph to make, +Or you survive when I in earth am rotten; +From hence your memory death cannot take, +Although in me each part will be forgotten. +Your name from hence immortal life shall have, +Though I, once gone, to all the world must die: +The earth can yield me but a common grave, +When you entombed in men’s eyes shall lie. +Your monument shall be my gentle verse, +Which eyes not yet created shall o’er-read; +And tongues to be, your being shall rehearse, +When all the breathers of this world are dead; + You still shall live, such virtue hath my pen, + Where breath most breathes, even in the mouths of men. + +LXXXII + +I grant thou wert not married to my Muse, +And therefore mayst without attaint o’erlook +The dedicated words which writers use +Of their fair subject, blessing every book. +Thou art as fair in knowledge as in hue, +Finding thy worth a limit past my praise; +And therefore art enforced to seek anew +Some fresher stamp of the time-bettering days. +And do so, love; yet when they have devis’d, +What strained touches rhetoric can lend, +Thou truly fair, wert truly sympathiz’d +In true plain words, by thy true-telling friend; + And their gross painting might be better us’d + Where cheeks need blood; in thee it is abus’d. + +LXXXIII + +I never saw that you did painting need, +And therefore to your fair no painting set; +I found, or thought I found, you did exceed +That barren tender of a poet’s debt: +And therefore have I slept in your report, +That you yourself, being extant, well might show +How far a modern quill doth come too short, +Speaking of worth, what worth in you doth grow. +This silence for my sin you did impute, +Which shall be most my glory being dumb; +For I impair not beauty being mute, +When others would give life, and bring a tomb. + There lives more life in one of your fair eyes + Than both your poets can in praise devise. + +LXXXIV + +Who is it that says most, which can say more, +Than this rich praise: that you alone are you, +In whose confine immured is the store +Which should example where your equal grew. +Lean penury within that pen doth dwell +That to his subject lends not some small glory; +But he that writes of you, if he can tell +That you are you, so dignifies his story, +Let him but copy what in you is writ, +Not making worse what nature made so clear, +And such a counterpart shall fame his wit, +Making his style admired every where. + You to your beauteous blessings add a curse, + Being fond on praise, which makes your praises worse. + +LXXXV + +My tongue-tied Muse in manners holds her still, +While comments of your praise richly compil’d, +Reserve their character with golden quill, +And precious phrase by all the Muses fil’d. +I think good thoughts, whilst others write good words, +And like unlettered clerk still cry ‘Amen’ +To every hymn that able spirit affords, +In polish’d form of well-refined pen. +Hearing you praised, I say ‘’tis so, ’tis true,’ +And to the most of praise add something more; +But that is in my thought, whose love to you, +Though words come hindmost, holds his rank before. + Then others, for the breath of words respect, + Me for my dumb thoughts, speaking in effect. + +LXXXVI + +Was it the proud full sail of his great verse, +Bound for the prize of all too precious you, +That did my ripe thoughts in my brain inhearse, +Making their tomb the womb wherein they grew? +Was it his spirit, by spirits taught to write, +Above a mortal pitch, that struck me dead? +No, neither he, nor his compeers by night +Giving him aid, my verse astonished. +He, nor that affable familiar ghost +Which nightly gulls him with intelligence, +As victors of my silence cannot boast; +I was not sick of any fear from thence: + But when your countenance fill’d up his line, + Then lacked I matter; that enfeebled mine. + +LXXXVII + +Farewell! thou art too dear for my possessing, +And like enough thou know’st thy estimate, +The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing; +My bonds in thee are all determinate. +For how do I hold thee but by thy granting? +And for that riches where is my deserving? +The cause of this fair gift in me is wanting, +And so my patent back again is swerving. +Thyself thou gav’st, thy own worth then not knowing, +Or me to whom thou gav’st it, else mistaking; +So thy great gift, upon misprision growing, +Comes home again, on better judgement making. + Thus have I had thee, as a dream doth flatter, + In sleep a king, but waking no such matter. + +LXXXVIII + +When thou shalt be dispos’d to set me light, +And place my merit in the eye of scorn, +Upon thy side, against myself I’ll fight, +And prove thee virtuous, though thou art forsworn. +With mine own weakness, being best acquainted, +Upon thy part I can set down a story +Of faults conceal’d, wherein I am attainted; +That thou in losing me shalt win much glory: +And I by this will be a gainer too; +For bending all my loving thoughts on thee, +The injuries that to myself I do, +Doing thee vantage, double-vantage me. + Such is my love, to thee I so belong, + That for thy right, myself will bear all wrong. + +LXXXIX + +Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault, +And I will comment upon that offence: +Speak of my lameness, and I straight will halt, +Against thy reasons making no defence. +Thou canst not love disgrace me half so ill, +To set a form upon desired change, +As I’ll myself disgrace; knowing thy will, +I will acquaintance strangle, and look strange; +Be absent from thy walks; and in my tongue +Thy sweet beloved name no more shall dwell, +Lest I, too much profane, should do it wrong, +And haply of our old acquaintance tell. + For thee, against my self I’ll vow debate, + For I must ne’er love him whom thou dost hate. + +XC + +Then hate me when thou wilt; if ever, now; +Now, while the world is bent my deeds to cross, +Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow, +And do not drop in for an after-loss: +Ah! do not, when my heart hath ’scap’d this sorrow, +Come in the rearward of a conquer’d woe; +Give not a windy night a rainy morrow, +To linger out a purpos’d overthrow. +If thou wilt leave me, do not leave me last, +When other petty griefs have done their spite, +But in the onset come: so shall I taste +At first the very worst of fortune’s might; + And other strains of woe, which now seem woe, + Compar’d with loss of thee, will not seem so. + +XCI + +Some glory in their birth, some in their skill, +Some in their wealth, some in their body’s force, +Some in their garments though new-fangled ill; +Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse; +And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure, +Wherein it finds a joy above the rest: +But these particulars are not my measure, +All these I better in one general best. +Thy love is better than high birth to me, +Richer than wealth, prouder than garments’ costs, +Of more delight than hawks and horses be; +And having thee, of all men’s pride I boast: + Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take + All this away, and me most wretched make. + +XCII + +But do thy worst to steal thyself away, +For term of life thou art assured mine; +And life no longer than thy love will stay, +For it depends upon that love of thine. +Then need I not to fear the worst of wrongs, +When in the least of them my life hath end. +I see a better state to me belongs +Than that which on thy humour doth depend: +Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind, +Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie. +O! what a happy title do I find, +Happy to have thy love, happy to die! + But what’s so blessed-fair that fears no blot? + Thou mayst be false, and yet I know it not. + +XCIII + +So shall I live, supposing thou art true, +Like a deceived husband; so love’s face +May still seem love to me, though alter’d new; +Thy looks with me, thy heart in other place: +For there can live no hatred in thine eye, +Therefore in that I cannot know thy change. +In many’s looks, the false heart’s history +Is writ in moods, and frowns, and wrinkles strange. +But heaven in thy creation did decree +That in thy face sweet love should ever dwell; +Whate’er thy thoughts, or thy heart’s workings be, +Thy looks should nothing thence, but sweetness tell. + How like Eve’s apple doth thy beauty grow, + If thy sweet virtue answer not thy show! + +XCIV + +They that have power to hurt, and will do none, +That do not do the thing they most do show, +Who, moving others, are themselves as stone, +Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow; +They rightly do inherit heaven’s graces, +And husband nature’s riches from expense; +They are the lords and owners of their faces, +Others, but stewards of their excellence. +The summer’s flower is to the summer sweet, +Though to itself, it only live and die, +But if that flower with base infection meet, +The basest weed outbraves his dignity: + For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds; + Lilies that fester, smell far worse than weeds. + +XCV + +How sweet and lovely dost thou make the shame +Which, like a canker in the fragrant rose, +Doth spot the beauty of thy budding name! +O! in what sweets dost thou thy sins enclose. +That tongue that tells the story of thy days, +Making lascivious comments on thy sport, +Cannot dispraise, but in a kind of praise; +Naming thy name, blesses an ill report. +O! what a mansion have those vices got +Which for their habitation chose out thee, +Where beauty’s veil doth cover every blot +And all things turns to fair that eyes can see! + Take heed, dear heart, of this large privilege; + The hardest knife ill-us’d doth lose his edge. + +XCVI + +Some say thy fault is youth, some wantonness; +Some say thy grace is youth and gentle sport; +Both grace and faults are lov’d of more and less: +Thou mak’st faults graces that to thee resort. +As on the finger of a throned queen +The basest jewel will be well esteem’d, +So are those errors that in thee are seen +To truths translated, and for true things deem’d. +How many lambs might the stern wolf betray, +If like a lamb he could his looks translate! +How many gazers mightst thou lead away, +If thou wouldst use the strength of all thy state! + But do not so; I love thee in such sort, + As, thou being mine, mine is thy good report. + +XCVII + +How like a winter hath my absence been +From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year! +What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen! +What old December’s bareness everywhere! +And yet this time removed was summer’s time; +The teeming autumn, big with rich increase, +Bearing the wanton burden of the prime, +Like widow’d wombs after their lords’ decease: +Yet this abundant issue seem’d to me +But hope of orphans, and unfather’d fruit; +For summer and his pleasures wait on thee, +And, thou away, the very birds are mute: + Or, if they sing, ’tis with so dull a cheer, + That leaves look pale, dreading the winter’s near. + +XCVIII + +From you have I been absent in the spring, +When proud-pied April, dress’d in all his trim, +Hath put a spirit of youth in every thing, +That heavy Saturn laugh’d and leap’d with him. +Yet nor the lays of birds, nor the sweet smell +Of different flowers in odour and in hue, +Could make me any summer’s story tell, +Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew: +Nor did I wonder at the lily’s white, +Nor praise the deep vermilion in the rose; +They were but sweet, but figures of delight, +Drawn after you, you pattern of all those. + Yet seem’d it winter still, and you away, + As with your shadow I with these did play. + +XCIX + +The forward violet thus did I chide: +Sweet thief, whence didst thou steal thy sweet that smells, +If not from my love’s breath? The purple pride +Which on thy soft cheek for complexion dwells +In my love’s veins thou hast too grossly dy’d. +The lily I condemned for thy hand, +And buds of marjoram had stol’n thy hair; +The roses fearfully on thorns did stand, +One blushing shame, another white despair; +A third, nor red nor white, had stol’n of both, +And to his robbery had annex’d thy breath; +But, for his theft, in pride of all his growth +A vengeful canker eat him up to death. + More flowers I noted, yet I none could see, + But sweet, or colour it had stol’n from thee. + +C + +Where art thou Muse that thou forget’st so long, +To speak of that which gives thee all thy might? +Spend’st thou thy fury on some worthless song, +Darkening thy power to lend base subjects light? +Return forgetful Muse, and straight redeem, +In gentle numbers time so idly spent; +Sing to the ear that doth thy lays esteem +And gives thy pen both skill and argument. +Rise, resty Muse, my love’s sweet face survey, +If Time have any wrinkle graven there; +If any, be a satire to decay, +And make time’s spoils despised every where. + Give my love fame faster than Time wastes life, + So thou prevent’st his scythe and crooked knife. + +CI + +O truant Muse what shall be thy amends +For thy neglect of truth in beauty dy’d? +Both truth and beauty on my love depends; +So dost thou too, and therein dignified. +Make answer Muse: wilt thou not haply say, +‘Truth needs no colour, with his colour fix’d; +Beauty no pencil, beauty’s truth to lay; +But best is best, if never intermix’d’? +Because he needs no praise, wilt thou be dumb? +Excuse not silence so, for’t lies in thee +To make him much outlive a gilded tomb +And to be prais’d of ages yet to be. + Then do thy office, Muse; I teach thee how + To make him seem long hence as he shows now. + +CII + +My love is strengthen’d, though more weak in seeming; +I love not less, though less the show appear; +That love is merchandiz’d, whose rich esteeming, +The owner’s tongue doth publish every where. +Our love was new, and then but in the spring, +When I was wont to greet it with my lays; +As Philomel in summer’s front doth sing, +And stops her pipe in growth of riper days: +Not that the summer is less pleasant now +Than when her mournful hymns did hush the night, +But that wild music burthens every bough, +And sweets grown common lose their dear delight. + Therefore like her, I sometime hold my tongue: + Because I would not dull you with my song. + +CIII + +Alack! what poverty my Muse brings forth, +That having such a scope to show her pride, +The argument, all bare, is of more worth +Than when it hath my added praise beside! +O! blame me not, if I no more can write! +Look in your glass, and there appears a face +That over-goes my blunt invention quite, +Dulling my lines, and doing me disgrace. +Were it not sinful then, striving to mend, +To mar the subject that before was well? +For to no other pass my verses tend +Than of your graces and your gifts to tell; + And more, much more, than in my verse can sit, + Your own glass shows you when you look in it. + +CIV + +To me, fair friend, you never can be old, +For as you were when first your eye I ey’d, +Such seems your beauty still. Three winters cold, +Have from the forests shook three summers’ pride, +Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turn’d, +In process of the seasons have I seen, +Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burn’d, +Since first I saw you fresh, which yet are green. +Ah! yet doth beauty like a dial-hand, +Steal from his figure, and no pace perceiv’d; +So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand, +Hath motion, and mine eye may be deceiv’d: + For fear of which, hear this thou age unbred: + Ere you were born was beauty’s summer dead. + +CV + +Let not my love be call’d idolatry, +Nor my beloved as an idol show, +Since all alike my songs and praises be +To one, of one, still such, and ever so. +Kind is my love to-day, to-morrow kind, +Still constant in a wondrous excellence; +Therefore my verse to constancy confin’d, +One thing expressing, leaves out difference. +‘Fair, kind, and true,’ is all my argument, +‘Fair, kind, and true,’ varying to other words; +And in this change is my invention spent, +Three themes in one, which wondrous scope affords. + Fair, kind, and true, have often liv’d alone, + Which three till now, never kept seat in one. + +CVI + +When in the chronicle of wasted time +I see descriptions of the fairest wights, +And beauty making beautiful old rime, +In praise of ladies dead and lovely knights, +Then, in the blazon of sweet beauty’s best, +Of hand, of foot, of lip, of eye, of brow, +I see their antique pen would have express’d +Even such a beauty as you master now. +So all their praises are but prophecies +Of this our time, all you prefiguring; +And for they looked but with divining eyes, +They had not skill enough your worth to sing: + For we, which now behold these present days, + Have eyes to wonder, but lack tongues to praise. + +CVII + +Not mine own fears, nor the prophetic soul +Of the wide world dreaming on things to come, +Can yet the lease of my true love control, +Supposed as forfeit to a confin’d doom. +The mortal moon hath her eclipse endur’d, +And the sad augurs mock their own presage; +Incertainties now crown themselves assur’d, +And peace proclaims olives of endless age. +Now with the drops of this most balmy time, +My love looks fresh, and Death to me subscribes, +Since, spite of him, I’ll live in this poor rime, +While he insults o’er dull and speechless tribes: + And thou in this shalt find thy monument, + When tyrants’ crests and tombs of brass are spent. + +CVIII + +What’s in the brain, that ink may character, +Which hath not figur’d to thee my true spirit? +What’s new to speak, what now to register, +That may express my love, or thy dear merit? +Nothing, sweet boy; but yet, like prayers divine, +I must each day say o’er the very same; +Counting no old thing old, thou mine, I thine, +Even as when first I hallow’d thy fair name. +So that eternal love in love’s fresh case, +Weighs not the dust and injury of age, +Nor gives to necessary wrinkles place, +But makes antiquity for aye his page; + Finding the first conceit of love there bred, + Where time and outward form would show it dead. + +CIX + +O! never say that I was false of heart, +Though absence seem’d my flame to qualify, +As easy might I from my self depart +As from my soul which in thy breast doth lie: +That is my home of love: if I have rang’d, +Like him that travels, I return again; +Just to the time, not with the time exchang’d, +So that myself bring water for my stain. +Never believe though in my nature reign’d, +All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood, +That it could so preposterously be stain’d, +To leave for nothing all thy sum of good; + For nothing this wide universe I call, + Save thou, my rose, in it thou art my all. + +CX + +Alas! ’tis true, I have gone here and there, +And made my self a motley to the view, +Gor’d mine own thoughts, sold cheap what is most dear, +Made old offences of affections new; +Most true it is, that I have look’d on truth +Askance and strangely; but, by all above, +These blenches gave my heart another youth, +And worse essays prov’d thee my best of love. +Now all is done, save what shall have no end: +Mine appetite I never more will grind +On newer proof, to try an older friend, +A god in love, to whom I am confin’d. + Then give me welcome, next my heaven the best, + Even to thy pure and most most loving breast. + +CXI + +O! for my sake do you with Fortune chide, +The guilty goddess of my harmful deeds, +That did not better for my life provide +Than public means which public manners breeds. +Thence comes it that my name receives a brand, +And almost thence my nature is subdu’d +To what it works in, like the dyer’s hand: +Pity me, then, and wish I were renew’d; +Whilst, like a willing patient, I will drink, +Potions of eisel ’gainst my strong infection; +No bitterness that I will bitter think, +Nor double penance, to correct correction. + Pity me then, dear friend, and I assure ye, + Even that your pity is enough to cure me. + +CXII + +Your love and pity doth the impression fill, +Which vulgar scandal stamp’d upon my brow; +For what care I who calls me well or ill, +So you o’er-green my bad, my good allow? +You are my all-the-world, and I must strive +To know my shames and praises from your tongue; +None else to me, nor I to none alive, +That my steel’d sense or changes right or wrong. +In so profound abysm I throw all care +Of others’ voices, that my adder’s sense +To critic and to flatterer stopped are. +Mark how with my neglect I do dispense: + You are so strongly in my purpose bred, + That all the world besides methinks are dead. + +CXIII + +Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind; +And that which governs me to go about +Doth part his function and is partly blind, +Seems seeing, but effectually is out; +For it no form delivers to the heart +Of bird, of flower, or shape which it doth latch: +Of his quick objects hath the mind no part, +Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch; +For if it see the rud’st or gentlest sight, +The most sweet favour or deformed’st creature, +The mountain or the sea, the day or night: +The crow, or dove, it shapes them to your feature. + Incapable of more, replete with you, + My most true mind thus maketh mine untrue. + +CXIV + +Or whether doth my mind, being crown’d with you, +Drink up the monarch’s plague, this flattery? +Or whether shall I say, mine eye saith true, +And that your love taught it this alchemy, +To make of monsters and things indigest +Such cherubins as your sweet self resemble, +Creating every bad a perfect best, +As fast as objects to his beams assemble? +O! ’tis the first, ’tis flattery in my seeing, +And my great mind most kingly drinks it up: +Mine eye well knows what with his gust is ’greeing, +And to his palate doth prepare the cup: + If it be poison’d, ’tis the lesser sin + That mine eye loves it and doth first begin. + +CXV + +Those lines that I before have writ do lie, +Even those that said I could not love you dearer: +Yet then my judgement knew no reason why +My most full flame should afterwards burn clearer. +But reckoning Time, whose million’d accidents +Creep in ’twixt vows, and change decrees of kings, +Tan sacred beauty, blunt the sharp’st intents, +Divert strong minds to the course of altering things; +Alas! why fearing of Time’s tyranny, +Might I not then say, ‘Now I love you best,’ +When I was certain o’er incertainty, +Crowning the present, doubting of the rest? + Love is a babe, then might I not say so, + To give full growth to that which still doth grow? + +CXVI + +Let me not to the marriage of true minds +Admit impediments. Love is not love +Which alters when it alteration finds, +Or bends with the remover to remove: +O, no! it is an ever-fixed mark, +That looks on tempests and is never shaken; +It is the star to every wandering bark, +Whose worth’s unknown, although his height be taken. +Love’s not Time’s fool, though rosy lips and cheeks +Within his bending sickle’s compass come; +Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, +But bears it out even to the edge of doom. + If this be error and upon me prov’d, + I never writ, nor no man ever lov’d. + +CXVII + +Accuse me thus: that I have scanted all, +Wherein I should your great deserts repay, +Forgot upon your dearest love to call, +Whereto all bonds do tie me day by day; +That I have frequent been with unknown minds, +And given to time your own dear-purchas’d right; +That I have hoisted sail to all the winds +Which should transport me farthest from your sight. +Book both my wilfulness and errors down, +And on just proof surmise, accumulate; +Bring me within the level of your frown, +But shoot not at me in your waken’d hate; + Since my appeal says I did strive to prove + The constancy and virtue of your love. + +CXVIII + +Like as, to make our appetite more keen, +With eager compounds we our palate urge; +As, to prevent our maladies unseen, +We sicken to shun sickness when we purge; +Even so, being full of your ne’er-cloying sweetness, +To bitter sauces did I frame my feeding; +And, sick of welfare, found a kind of meetness +To be diseas’d, ere that there was true needing. +Thus policy in love, to anticipate +The ills that were not, grew to faults assur’d, +And brought to medicine a healthful state +Which, rank of goodness, would by ill be cur’d; + But thence I learn and find the lesson true, + Drugs poison him that so fell sick of you. + +CXIX + +What potions have I drunk of Siren tears, +Distill’d from limbecks foul as hell within, +Applying fears to hopes, and hopes to fears, +Still losing when I saw myself to win! +What wretched errors hath my heart committed, +Whilst it hath thought itself so blessed never! +How have mine eyes out of their spheres been fitted, +In the distraction of this madding fever! +O benefit of ill! now I find true +That better is, by evil still made better; +And ruin’d love, when it is built anew, +Grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater. + So I return rebuk’d to my content, + And gain by ill thrice more than I have spent. + +CXX + +That you were once unkind befriends me now, +And for that sorrow, which I then did feel, +Needs must I under my transgression bow, +Unless my nerves were brass or hammer’d steel. +For if you were by my unkindness shaken, +As I by yours, you’ve pass’d a hell of time; +And I, a tyrant, have no leisure taken +To weigh how once I suffer’d in your crime. +O! that our night of woe might have remember’d +My deepest sense, how hard true sorrow hits, +And soon to you, as you to me, then tender’d +The humble salve, which wounded bosoms fits! + But that your trespass now becomes a fee; + Mine ransoms yours, and yours must ransom me. + +CXXI + +’Tis better to be vile than vile esteem’d, +When not to be receives reproach of being; +And the just pleasure lost, which is so deem’d +Not by our feeling, but by others’ seeing: +For why should others’ false adulterate eyes +Give salutation to my sportive blood? +Or on my frailties why are frailer spies, +Which in their wills count bad what I think good? +No, I am that I am, and they that level +At my abuses reckon up their own: +I may be straight though they themselves be bevel; +By their rank thoughts, my deeds must not be shown; + Unless this general evil they maintain, + All men are bad and in their badness reign. + +CXXII + +Thy gift, thy tables, are within my brain +Full character’d with lasting memory, +Which shall above that idle rank remain, +Beyond all date; even to eternity: +Or, at the least, so long as brain and heart +Have faculty by nature to subsist; +Till each to raz’d oblivion yield his part +Of thee, thy record never can be miss’d. +That poor retention could not so much hold, +Nor need I tallies thy dear love to score; +Therefore to give them from me was I bold, +To trust those tables that receive thee more: + To keep an adjunct to remember thee + Were to import forgetfulness in me. + +CXXIII + +No, Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change: +Thy pyramids built up with newer might +To me are nothing novel, nothing strange; +They are but dressings of a former sight. +Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire +What thou dost foist upon us that is old; +And rather make them born to our desire +Than think that we before have heard them told. +Thy registers and thee I both defy, +Not wondering at the present nor the past, +For thy records and what we see doth lie, +Made more or less by thy continual haste. + This I do vow and this shall ever be; + I will be true despite thy scythe and thee. + +CXXIV + +If my dear love were but the child of state, +It might for Fortune’s bastard be unfather’d, +As subject to Time’s love or to Time’s hate, +Weeds among weeds, or flowers with flowers gather’d. +No, it was builded far from accident; +It suffers not in smiling pomp, nor falls +Under the blow of thralled discontent, +Whereto th’ inviting time our fashion calls: +It fears not policy, that heretic, +Which works on leases of short-number’d hours, +But all alone stands hugely politic, +That it nor grows with heat, nor drowns with showers. + To this I witness call the fools of time, + Which die for goodness, who have lived for crime. + +CXXV + +Were’t aught to me I bore the canopy, +With my extern the outward honouring, +Or laid great bases for eternity, +Which proves more short than waste or ruining? +Have I not seen dwellers on form and favour +Lose all and more by paying too much rent +For compound sweet; forgoing simple savour, +Pitiful thrivers, in their gazing spent? +No; let me be obsequious in thy heart, +And take thou my oblation, poor but free, +Which is not mix’d with seconds, knows no art, +But mutual render, only me for thee. + Hence, thou suborned informer! a true soul + When most impeach’d, stands least in thy control. + +CXXVI + +O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power +Dost hold Time’s fickle glass, his fickle hour; +Who hast by waning grown, and therein show’st +Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self grow’st. +If Nature, sovereign mistress over wrack, +As thou goest onwards, still will pluck thee back, +She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill +May time disgrace and wretched minutes kill. +Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure! +She may detain, but not still keep, her treasure: + Her audit (though delayed) answered must be, + And her quietus is to render thee. + +CXXVII + +In the old age black was not counted fair, +Or if it were, it bore not beauty’s name; +But now is black beauty’s successive heir, +And beauty slander’d with a bastard shame: +For since each hand hath put on Nature’s power, +Fairing the foul with Art’s false borrowed face, +Sweet beauty hath no name, no holy bower, +But is profan’d, if not lives in disgrace. +Therefore my mistress’ eyes are raven black, +Her eyes so suited, and they mourners seem +At such who, not born fair, no beauty lack, +Sland’ring creation with a false esteem: + Yet so they mourn becoming of their woe, + That every tongue says beauty should look so. + +CXXVIII + +How oft when thou, my music, music play’st, +Upon that blessed wood whose motion sounds +With thy sweet fingers when thou gently sway’st +The wiry concord that mine ear confounds, +Do I envy those jacks that nimble leap, +To kiss the tender inward of thy hand, +Whilst my poor lips which should that harvest reap, +At the wood’s boldness by thee blushing stand! +To be so tickled, they would change their state +And situation with those dancing chips, +O’er whom thy fingers walk with gentle gait, +Making dead wood more bless’d than living lips. + Since saucy jacks so happy are in this, + Give them thy fingers, me thy lips to kiss. + +CXXIX + +The expense of spirit in a waste of shame +Is lust in action: and till action, lust +Is perjur’d, murderous, bloody, full of blame, +Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust; +Enjoy’d no sooner but despised straight; +Past reason hunted; and no sooner had, +Past reason hated, as a swallow’d bait, +On purpose laid to make the taker mad: +Mad in pursuit and in possession so; +Had, having, and in quest, to have extreme; +A bliss in proof, and proved, a very woe; +Before, a joy propos’d; behind a dream. + All this the world well knows; yet none knows well + To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell. + +CXXX + +My mistress’ eyes are nothing like the sun; +Coral is far more red, than her lips red: +If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun; +If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head. +I have seen roses damask’d, red and white, +But no such roses see I in her cheeks; +And in some perfumes is there more delight +Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks. +I love to hear her speak, yet well I know +That music hath a far more pleasing sound: +I grant I never saw a goddess go; +My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground: + And yet by heaven, I think my love as rare, + As any she belied with false compare. + +CXXXI + +Thou art as tyrannous, so as thou art, +As those whose beauties proudly make them cruel; +For well thou know’st to my dear doting heart +Thou art the fairest and most precious jewel. +Yet, in good faith, some say that thee behold, +Thy face hath not the power to make love groan; +To say they err I dare not be so bold, +Although I swear it to myself alone. +And to be sure that is not false I swear, +A thousand groans, but thinking on thy face, +One on another’s neck, do witness bear +Thy black is fairest in my judgement’s place. + In nothing art thou black save in thy deeds, + And thence this slander, as I think, proceeds. + +CXXXII + +Thine eyes I love, and they, as pitying me, +Knowing thy heart torment me with disdain, +Have put on black and loving mourners be, +Looking with pretty ruth upon my pain. +And truly not the morning sun of heaven +Better becomes the grey cheeks of the east, +Nor that full star that ushers in the even, +Doth half that glory to the sober west, +As those two mourning eyes become thy face: +O! let it then as well beseem thy heart +To mourn for me since mourning doth thee grace, +And suit thy pity like in every part. + Then will I swear beauty herself is black, + And all they foul that thy complexion lack. + +CXXXIII + +Beshrew that heart that makes my heart to groan +For that deep wound it gives my friend and me! +Is’t not enough to torture me alone, +But slave to slavery my sweet’st friend must be? +Me from myself thy cruel eye hath taken, +And my next self thou harder hast engross’d: +Of him, myself, and thee I am forsaken; +A torment thrice three-fold thus to be cross’d: +Prison my heart in thy steel bosom’s ward, +But then my friend’s heart let my poor heart bail; +Whoe’er keeps me, let my heart be his guard; +Thou canst not then use rigour in my jail: + And yet thou wilt; for I, being pent in thee, + Perforce am thine, and all that is in me. + +CXXXIV + +So, now I have confess’d that he is thine, +And I my self am mortgag’d to thy will, +Myself I’ll forfeit, so that other mine +Thou wilt restore to be my comfort still: +But thou wilt not, nor he will not be free, +For thou art covetous, and he is kind; +He learn’d but surety-like to write for me, +Under that bond that him as fast doth bind. +The statute of thy beauty thou wilt take, +Thou usurer, that putt’st forth all to use, +And sue a friend came debtor for my sake; +So him I lose through my unkind abuse. + Him have I lost; thou hast both him and me: + He pays the whole, and yet am I not free. + +CXXXV + +Whoever hath her wish, thou hast thy ‘Will,’ +And ‘Will’ to boot, and ‘Will’ in over-plus; +More than enough am I that vex’d thee still, +To thy sweet will making addition thus. +Wilt thou, whose will is large and spacious, +Not once vouchsafe to hide my will in thine? +Shall will in others seem right gracious, +And in my will no fair acceptance shine? +The sea, all water, yet receives rain still, +And in abundance addeth to his store; +So thou, being rich in ‘Will,’ add to thy ‘Will’ +One will of mine, to make thy large will more. + Let no unkind ‘No’ fair beseechers kill; + Think all but one, and me in that one ‘Will.’ + +CXXXVI + +If thy soul check thee that I come so near, +Swear to thy blind soul that I was thy ‘Will’, +And will, thy soul knows, is admitted there; +Thus far for love, my love-suit, sweet, fulfil. +‘Will’, will fulfil the treasure of thy love, +Ay, fill it full with wills, and my will one. +In things of great receipt with ease we prove +Among a number one is reckon’d none: +Then in the number let me pass untold, +Though in thy store’s account I one must be; +For nothing hold me, so it please thee hold +That nothing me, a something sweet to thee: + Make but my name thy love, and love that still, + And then thou lov’st me for my name is ‘Will.’ + +CXXXVII + +Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes, +That they behold, and see not what they see? +They know what beauty is, see where it lies, +Yet what the best is take the worst to be. +If eyes, corrupt by over-partial looks, +Be anchor’d in the bay where all men ride, +Why of eyes’ falsehood hast thou forged hooks, +Whereto the judgement of my heart is tied? +Why should my heart think that a several plot, +Which my heart knows the wide world’s common place? +Or mine eyes, seeing this, say this is not, +To put fair truth upon so foul a face? + In things right true my heart and eyes have err’d, + And to this false plague are they now transferr’d. + +CXXXVIII + +When my love swears that she is made of truth, +I do believe her though I know she lies, +That she might think me some untutor’d youth, +Unlearned in the world’s false subtleties. +Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young, +Although she knows my days are past the best, +Simply I credit her false-speaking tongue: +On both sides thus is simple truth suppressed: +But wherefore says she not she is unjust? +And wherefore say not I that I am old? +O! love’s best habit is in seeming trust, +And age in love, loves not to have years told: + Therefore I lie with her, and she with me, + And in our faults by lies we flatter’d be. + +CXXXIX + +O! call not me to justify the wrong +That thy unkindness lays upon my heart; +Wound me not with thine eye, but with thy tongue: +Use power with power, and slay me not by art, +Tell me thou lov’st elsewhere; but in my sight, +Dear heart, forbear to glance thine eye aside: +What need’st thou wound with cunning, when thy might +Is more than my o’erpress’d defence can bide? +Let me excuse thee: ah! my love well knows +Her pretty looks have been mine enemies; +And therefore from my face she turns my foes, +That they elsewhere might dart their injuries: + Yet do not so; but since I am near slain, + Kill me outright with looks, and rid my pain. + + +CXL + +Be wise as thou art cruel; do not press +My tongue-tied patience with too much disdain; +Lest sorrow lend me words, and words express +The manner of my pity-wanting pain. +If I might teach thee wit, better it were, +Though not to love, yet love to tell me so, +As testy sick men, when their deaths be near, +No news but health from their physicians know. +For, if I should despair, I should grow mad, +And in my madness might speak ill of thee; +Now this ill-wresting world is grown so bad, +Mad slanderers by mad ears believed be. + That I may not be so, nor thou belied, + Bear thine eyes straight, though thy proud heart go wide. + +CXLI + +In faith I do not love thee with mine eyes, +For they in thee a thousand errors note; +But ’tis my heart that loves what they despise, +Who, in despite of view, is pleased to dote. +Nor are mine ears with thy tongue’s tune delighted; +Nor tender feeling, to base touches prone, +Nor taste, nor smell, desire to be invited +To any sensual feast with thee alone: +But my five wits nor my five senses can +Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee, +Who leaves unsway’d the likeness of a man, +Thy proud heart’s slave and vassal wretch to be: + Only my plague thus far I count my gain, + That she that makes me sin awards me pain. + +CXLII + +Love is my sin, and thy dear virtue hate, +Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving: +O! but with mine compare thou thine own state, +And thou shalt find it merits not reproving; +Or, if it do, not from those lips of thine, +That have profan’d their scarlet ornaments +And seal’d false bonds of love as oft as mine, +Robb’d others’ beds’ revenues of their rents. +Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lov’st those +Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee: +Root pity in thy heart, that, when it grows, +Thy pity may deserve to pitied be. + If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide, + By self-example mayst thou be denied! + +CXLIII + +Lo, as a careful housewife runs to catch +One of her feather’d creatures broke away, +Sets down her babe, and makes all swift dispatch +In pursuit of the thing she would have stay; +Whilst her neglected child holds her in chase, +Cries to catch her whose busy care is bent +To follow that which flies before her face, +Not prizing her poor infant’s discontent; +So runn’st thou after that which flies from thee, +Whilst I thy babe chase thee afar behind; +But if thou catch thy hope, turn back to me, +And play the mother’s part, kiss me, be kind; + So will I pray that thou mayst have thy ‘Will,’ + If thou turn back and my loud crying still. + +CXLIV + +Two loves I have of comfort and despair, +Which like two spirits do suggest me still: +The better angel is a man right fair, +The worser spirit a woman colour’d ill. +To win me soon to hell, my female evil, +Tempteth my better angel from my side, +And would corrupt my saint to be a devil, +Wooing his purity with her foul pride. +And whether that my angel be turn’d fiend, +Suspect I may, yet not directly tell; +But being both from me, both to each friend, +I guess one angel in another’s hell: + Yet this shall I ne’er know, but live in doubt, + Till my bad angel fire my good one out. + +CXLV + +Those lips that Love’s own hand did make, +Breathed forth the sound that said ‘I hate’, +To me that languish’d for her sake: +But when she saw my woeful state, +Straight in her heart did mercy come, +Chiding that tongue that ever sweet +Was us’d in giving gentle doom; +And taught it thus anew to greet; +‘I hate’ she alter’d with an end, +That followed it as gentle day, +Doth follow night, who like a fiend +From heaven to hell is flown away. + ‘I hate’, from hate away she threw, + And sav’d my life, saying ‘not you’. + +CXLVI + +Poor soul, the centre of my sinful earth, +My sinful earth these rebel powers array, +Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth, +Painting thy outward walls so costly gay? +Why so large cost, having so short a lease, +Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend? +Shall worms, inheritors of this excess, +Eat up thy charge? Is this thy body’s end? +Then soul, live thou upon thy servant’s loss, +And let that pine to aggravate thy store; +Buy terms divine in selling hours of dross; +Within be fed, without be rich no more: + So shall thou feed on Death, that feeds on men, + And Death once dead, there’s no more dying then. + +CXLVII + +My love is as a fever longing still, +For that which longer nurseth the disease; +Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill, +The uncertain sickly appetite to please. +My reason, the physician to my love, +Angry that his prescriptions are not kept, +Hath left me, and I desperate now approve +Desire is death, which physic did except. +Past cure I am, now Reason is past care, +And frantic-mad with evermore unrest; +My thoughts and my discourse as madmen’s are, +At random from the truth vainly express’d; + For I have sworn thee fair, and thought thee bright, + Who art as black as hell, as dark as night. + +CXLVIII + +O me! what eyes hath Love put in my head, +Which have no correspondence with true sight; +Or, if they have, where is my judgement fled, +That censures falsely what they see aright? +If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote, +What means the world to say it is not so? +If it be not, then love doth well denote +Love’s eye is not so true as all men’s: no, +How can it? O! how can Love’s eye be true, +That is so vexed with watching and with tears? +No marvel then, though I mistake my view; +The sun itself sees not, till heaven clears. + O cunning Love! with tears thou keep’st me blind, + Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find. + +CXLIX + +Canst thou, O cruel! say I love thee not, +When I against myself with thee partake? +Do I not think on thee, when I forgot +Am of my self, all tyrant, for thy sake? +Who hateth thee that I do call my friend, +On whom frown’st thou that I do fawn upon, +Nay, if thou lour’st on me, do I not spend +Revenge upon myself with present moan? +What merit do I in my self respect, +That is so proud thy service to despise, +When all my best doth worship thy defect, +Commanded by the motion of thine eyes? + But, love, hate on, for now I know thy mind; + Those that can see thou lov’st, and I am blind. + +CL + +O! from what power hast thou this powerful might, +With insufficiency my heart to sway? +To make me give the lie to my true sight, +And swear that brightness doth not grace the day? +Whence hast thou this becoming of things ill, +That in the very refuse of thy deeds +There is such strength and warrantise of skill, +That, in my mind, thy worst all best exceeds? +Who taught thee how to make me love thee more, +The more I hear and see just cause of hate? +O! though I love what others do abhor, +With others thou shouldst not abhor my state: + If thy unworthiness rais’d love in me, + More worthy I to be belov’d of thee. + +CLI + +Love is too young to know what conscience is, +Yet who knows not conscience is born of love? +Then, gentle cheater, urge not my amiss, +Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove: +For, thou betraying me, I do betray +My nobler part to my gross body’s treason; +My soul doth tell my body that he may +Triumph in love; flesh stays no farther reason, +But rising at thy name doth point out thee, +As his triumphant prize. Proud of this pride, +He is contented thy poor drudge to be, +To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side. + No want of conscience hold it that I call + Her ‘love,’ for whose dear love I rise and fall. + +CLII + +In loving thee thou know’st I am forsworn, +But thou art twice forsworn, to me love swearing; +In act thy bed-vow broke, and new faith torn, +In vowing new hate after new love bearing: +But why of two oaths’ breach do I accuse thee, +When I break twenty? I am perjur’d most; +For all my vows are oaths but to misuse thee, +And all my honest faith in thee is lost: +For I have sworn deep oaths of thy deep kindness, +Oaths of thy love, thy truth, thy constancy; +And, to enlighten thee, gave eyes to blindness, +Or made them swear against the thing they see; + For I have sworn thee fair; more perjured I, + To swear against the truth so foul a lie. + +CLIII + +Cupid laid by his brand and fell asleep: +A maid of Dian’s this advantage found, +And his love-kindling fire did quickly steep +In a cold valley-fountain of that ground; +Which borrow’d from this holy fire of Love, +A dateless lively heat, still to endure, +And grew a seething bath, which yet men prove +Against strange maladies a sovereign cure. +But at my mistress’ eye Love’s brand new-fired, +The boy for trial needs would touch my breast; +I, sick withal, the help of bath desired, +And thither hied, a sad distemper’d guest, + But found no cure, the bath for my help lies + Where Cupid got new fire; my mistress’ eyes. + +CLIV + +The little Love-god lying once asleep, +Laid by his side his heart-inflaming brand, +Whilst many nymphs that vow’d chaste life to keep +Came tripping by; but in her maiden hand +The fairest votary took up that fire +Which many legions of true hearts had warm’d; +And so the general of hot desire +Was, sleeping, by a virgin hand disarm’d. +This brand she quenched in a cool well by, +Which from Love’s fire took heat perpetual, +Growing a bath and healthful remedy, +For men diseased; but I, my mistress’ thrall, + Came there for cure and this by that I prove, + Love’s fire heats water, water cools not love. +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 1041 *** |
