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diff --git a/10122-0.txt b/10122-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..638812b --- /dev/null +++ b/10122-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,1769 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 10122 *** + +FAIRIES AND FUSILIERS + +BY + +ROBERT GRAVES + +1918 + + + + + + + + +TO + +THE ROYAL WELCH FUSILIERS + +_I have to thank Mr. Harold Monro, of The +Poetry Book Shop, for permission to include +in this volume certain poems of which he +possesses the copyright; also the editor of the +"Nation" for a similar courtesy._ + +R.G. + + + + +CONTENTS + +TO AN UNGENTLE CRITIC +AN OLD TWENTY-THIRD MAN +TO LUCASTA ON GOING TO THE WAR--FOR THE FOURTH TIME +TWO FUSILIERS +TO ROBERT NICHOLS +DEAD COW FARM +GOLIATH AND DAVID +BABYLON +MR. PHILOSOPHER +THE CRUEL MOON +FINLAND +A PINCH OF SALT +THE CATERPILLAR +SORLEY'S WEATHER +THE COTTAGE +THE LAST POST +WHEN I'M KILLED +LETTER TO S.S. FROM MAMETZ WOOD +A DEAD BOCHE +FAUN +THE SPOILSPORT +THE SHIVERING BEGGAR +JONAH +JOHN SKELTON +I WONDER WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE DROWNED? +DOUBLE RED DAISIES +CAREERS +I'D LOVE TO BE A FAIRY'S CHILD +THE NEXT WAR +STRONG BEER +MARIGOLDS +THE LADY VISITOR IN THE PAUPER WARD +LOVE AND BLACK MAGIC +SMOKE-RINGS +A CHILD'S NIGHTMARE +ESCAPE +THE BOUGH OF NONSENSE +NOT DEAD +A BOY IN CHURCH +CORPORAL STARE +THE ASSAULT HEROIC +THE POET IN THE NURSERY +IN THE WILDERNESS +CHERRY-TIME +1915 +FREE VERSE + + + + + +TO AN UNGENTLE CRITIC + +_The great sun sinks behind the town +Through a red mist of Volnay wine...._ +But what's the use of setting down +That glorious blaze behind the town? +You'll only skip the page, you'll look +For newer pictures in this book; +You've read of sunsets rich as mine. + +_A fresh wind fills the evening air +With horrid crying of night birds...._ +But what reads new or curious there +When cold winds fly across the air? +You'll only frown; you'll turn the page, +But find no glimpse of your "New Age +Of Poetry" in my worn-out words. + +Must winds that cut like blades of steel +And sunsets swimming in Volnay, +The holiest, cruellest pains I feel, +Die stillborn, because old men squeal +For something new: "Write something new: +We've read this poem--that one too, +And twelve more like 'em yesterday"? + +No, no! my chicken, I shall scrawl +Just what I fancy as I strike it, +Fairies and Fusiliers, and all +Old broken knock-kneed thought will crawl +Across my verse in the classic way. +And, sir, be careful what you say; +There are old-fashioned folk still like it. + + + + +AN OLD TWENTY-THIRD MAN + +"Is that the Three-and-Twentieth, Strabo mine, +Marching below, and we still gulping wine?" +From the sad magic of his fragrant cup +The red-faced old centurion started up, +Cursed, battered on the table. "No," he said, +"Not that! The Three-and-Twentieth Legion's + dead, +Dead in the first year of this damned campaign-- +The Legion's dead, dead, and won't rise again. +Pity? Rome pities her brave lads that die, +But we need pity also, you and I, +Whom Gallic spear and Belgian arrow miss, +Who live to see the Legion come to this, +Unsoldierlike, slovenly, bent on loot, +Grumblers, diseased, unskilled to thrust or shoot. +O, brown cheek, muscled shoulder, sturdy + thigh! +Where are they now? God! watch it struggle + by, +The sullen pack of ragged ugly swine. +Is that the Legion, Gracchus? Quick, the + wine!" +"Strabo," said Gracchus, "you are strange tonight. +The Legion is the Legion; it's all right. +If these new men are slovenly, in your thinking, +God damn it! you'll not better them by drinking. +They all try, Strabo; trust their hearts and hands. +The Legion is the Legion while Rome stands, +And these same men before the autumn's fall +Shall bang old Vercingetorix out of Gaul." + + + + +TO LUCASTA ON GOING TO THE WAR-- +FOR THE FOURTH TIME + +It doesn't matter what's the cause, + What wrong they say we're righting, +A curse for treaties, bonds and laws, + When we're to do the fighting! +And since we lads are proud and true, + What else remains to do? +Lucasta, when to France your man +Returns his fourth time, hating war, +Yet laughs as calmly as he can + And flings an oath, but says no more, +That is not courage, that's not fear-- +Lucasta he's a Fusilier, + And his pride sends him here. + +Let statesmen bluster, bark and bray, + And so decide who started +This bloody war, and who's to pay, + But he must be stout-hearted, +Must sit and stake with quiet breath, + Playing at cards with Death. +Don't plume yourself he fights for you; +It is no courage, love, or hate, +But let us do the things we do; + It's pride that makes the heart be great; +It is not anger, no, nor fear-- +Lucasta he's a Fusilier, + And his pride keeps him here. + + + + +TWO FUSILIERS + +And have we done with War at last? +Well, we've been lucky devils both, +And there's no need of pledge or oath +To bind our lovely friendship fast, +By firmer stuff +Close bound enough. + +By wire and wood and stake we're bound, +By Fricourt and by Festubert, +By whipping rain, by the sun's glare, +By all the misery and loud sound, +By a Spring day, +By Picard clay. + +Show me the two so closely bound +As we, by the red bond of blood, +By friendship, blossoming from mud, +By Death: we faced him, and we found +Beauty in Death, +In dead men breath. + + + + +TO ROBERT NICHOLS + +(From Frise on the Somme in February, 1917, in answer +to a letter saying: "I am just finishing my 'Faun's +Holiday.' I wish you were here to feed him with +cherries.") + + +Here by a snowbound river +In scrapen holes we shiver, +And like old bitterns we +Boom to you plaintively: +Robert how can I rhyme +Verses for your desire-- +Sleek fauns and cherry-time, +Vague music and green trees, +Hot sun and gentle breeze, +England in June attire, +And life born young again, +For your gay goatish brute +Drunk with warm melody +Singing on beds of thyme +With red and rolling eye, +All the Devonian plain, +Lips dark with juicy stain, +Ears hung with bobbing fruit? +Why should I keep him time? +Why in this cold and rime, +Where even to dream is pain? +No, Robert, there's no reason: +Cherries are out of season, +Ice grips at branch and root, +And singing birds are mute. + + + + +DEAD COW FARM + +An ancient saga tells us how +In the beginning the First Cow +(For nothing living yet had birth +But Elemental Cow on earth) +Began to lick cold stones and mud: +Under her warm tongue flesh and blood +Blossomed, a miracle to believe: +And so was Adam born, and Eve. +Here now is chaos once again, +Primeval mud, cold stones and rain. +Here flesh decays and blood drips red, +And the Cow's dead, the old Cow's dead. + + + + +GOLIATH AND DAVID + +(FOR D.C.T., KILLED AT FRICOURT, MARCH, +1916) + + +Yet once an earlier David took +Smooth pebbles from the brook: +Out between the lines he went +To that one-sided tournament, +A shepherd boy who stood out fine +And young to fight a Philistine +Clad all in brazen mail. He swears +That he's killed lions, he's killed bears, +And those that scorn the God of Zion +Shall perish so like bear or lion. +But ... the historian of that fight +Had not the heart to tell it right. + +Striding within javelin range, +Goliath marvels at this strange +Goodly-faced boy so proud of strength. +David's clear eye measures the length; +With hand thrust back, he cramps one knee, +Poises a moment thoughtfully, +And hurls with a long vengeful swing. +The pebble, humming from the sling +Like a wild bee, flies a sure line +For the forehead of the Philistine; +Then ... but there comes a brazen clink, +And quicker than a man can think +Goliath's shield parries each cast. +Clang! clang! and clang! was David's last. +Scorn blazes in the Giant's eye, +Towering unhurt six cubits high. +Says foolish David, "Damn your shield! +And damn my sling! but I'll not yield." +He takes his staff of Mamre oak, +A knotted shepherd-staff that's broke +The skull of many a wolf and fox +Come filching lambs from Jesse's flocks. +Loud laughs Goliath, and that laugh +Can scatter chariots like blown chaff +To rout; but David, calm and brave, +Holds his ground, for God will save. +Steel crosses wood, a flash, and oh! +Shame for beauty's overthrow! +(God's eyes are dim, His ears are shut.) +One cruel backhand sabre-cut +"I'm hit! I'm killed!" young David cries, +Throws blindly forward, chokes ... and dies. +And look, spike-helmeted, grey, grim, +Goliath straddles over him. + + + + +BABYLON + +The child alone a poet is: +Spring and Fairyland are his. +Truth and Reason show but dim, +And all's poetry with him. +Rhyme and music flow in plenty +For the lad of one-and-twenty, +But Spring for him is no more now +Than daisies to a munching cow; +Just a cheery pleasant season, +Daisy buds to live at ease on. +He's forgotten how he smiled +And shrieked at snowdrops when a child, +Or wept one evening secretly +For April's glorious misery. +Wisdom made him old and wary +Banishing the Lords of Faery. +Wisdom made a breach and battered +Babylon to bits: she scattered +To the hedges and ditches +All our nursery gnomes and witches. +Lob and Puck, poor frantic elves, +Drag their treasures from the shelves. +Jack the Giant-killer's gone, +Mother Goose and Oberon, +Bluebeard and King Solomon. +Robin, and Red Riding Hood +Take together to the wood, +And Sir Galahad lies hid +In a cave with Captain Kidd. +None of all the magic hosts, +None remain but a few ghosts +Of timorous heart, to linger on +Weeping for lost Babylon. + + + + +MR. PHILOSOPHER + +Old Mr. Philosopher + Comes for Ben and Claire, +An ugly man, a tall man, + With bright-red hair. + +The books that he's written + No one can read. +"In fifty years they'll understand: + Now there's no need. + +"All that matters now + Is getting the fun. +Come along, Ben and Claire; + Plenty to be done." + +Then old Philosopher, + Wisest man alive, +Plays at Lions and Tigers + Down along the drive-- + +Gambolling fiercely + Through bushes and grass, +Making monstrous mouths, + Braying like an ass, + +Twisting buttercups + In his orange hair, +Hopping like a kangaroo, + Growling like a bear. + +Right up to tea-time + They frolic there. +"My legs _are_ wingle," + Says Ben to Claire. + + + + +THE CRUEL MOON + +The cruel Moon hangs out of reach +Up above the shadowy beech. +Her face is stupid, but her eye +Is small and sharp and very sly. +Nurse says the Moon can drive you mad? +No, that's a silly story, lad! +Though she be angry, though she would +Destroy all England if she could, +Yet think, what damage can she do +Hanging there so far from you? +Don't heed what frightened nurses say: +Moons hang much too far away. + + + + +FINLAND + +Feet and faces tingle + In that frore land: +Legs wobble and go wingle, + You scarce can stand. + +The skies are jewelled all around, +The ploughshare snaps in the iron ground, +The Finn with face like paper +And eyes like a lighted taper +Hurls his rough rune +At the wintry moon +And stamps to mark the tune. + + + + +A PINCH OF SALT + +When a dream is born in you + With a sudden clamorous pain, +When you know the dream is true + And lovely, with no flaw nor stain, +O then, be careful, or with sudden clutch +You'll hurt the delicate thing you prize so much. + +Dreams are like a bird that mocks, + Flirting the feathers of his tail. +When you seize at the salt-box + Over the hedge you'll see him sail. +Old birds are neither caught with salt nor chaff: +They watch you from the apple bough and laugh. + +Poet, never chase the dream. + Laugh yourself and turn away. +Mask your hunger, let it seem +Small matter if he come or stay; +But when he nestles in your hand at last, +Close up your fingers tight and hold him fast. + + + + +THE CATERPILLAR + +Under this loop of honeysuckle, +A creeping, coloured caterpillar, +I gnaw the fresh green hawthorn spray, +I nibble it leaf by leaf away. + +Down beneath grow dandelions, +Daisies, old-man's-looking-glasses; +Rooks flap croaking across the lane. +I eat and swallow and eat again. + +Here come raindrops helter-skelter; +I munch and nibble unregarding: +Hawthorn leaves are juicy and firm. +I'll mind my business: I'm a good worm. + +When I'm old, tired, melancholy, +I'll build a leaf-green mausoleum +Close by, here on this lovely spray, +And die and dream the ages away. + +Some say worms win resurrection, +With white wings beating flitter-flutter, +But wings or a sound sleep, why should I care? +Either way I'll miss my share. + +Under this loop of honeysuckle, +A hungry, hairy caterpillar, +I crawl on my high and swinging seat, +And eat, eat, eat--as one ought to eat. + + + + +SORLEY'S WEATHER + +When outside the icy rain + Comes leaping helter-skelter, +Shall I tie my restive brain + Snugly under shelter? + +Shall I make a gentle song + Here in my firelit study, +When outside the winds blow strong + And the lanes are muddy? + +With old wine and drowsy meats + Am I to fill my belly? +Shall I glutton here with Keats? + Shall I drink with Shelley? + +Tobacco's pleasant, firelight's good: + Poetry makes both better. +Clay is wet and so is mud, + Winter rains are wetter. + +Yet rest there, Shelley, on the sill, + For though the winds come frorely, +I'm away to the rain-blown hill + And the ghost of Sorley. + + + + +THE COTTAGE + +Here in turn succeed and rule +Carter, smith, and village fool, +Then again the place is known +As tavern, shop, and Sunday-school; +Now somehow it's come to me +To light the fire and hold the key, +Here in Heaven to reign alone. + +All the walls are white with lime, +Big blue periwinkles climb +And kiss the crumbling window-sill; +Snug inside I sit and rhyme, +Planning, poem, book, or fable, +At my darling beech-wood table +Fresh with bluebells from the hill. + +Through the window I can see +Rooks above the cherry-tree, +Sparrows in the violet bed, +Bramble-bush and bumble-bee, +And old red bracken smoulders still +Among boulders on the hill, +Far too bright to seem quite dead. + +But old Death, who can't forget, +Waits his time and watches yet, +Waits and watches by the door. +Look, he's got a great new net, +And when my fighting starts afresh +Stouter cord and smaller mesh +Won't be cheated as before. + +Nor can kindliness of Spring, +Flowers that smile nor birds that sing. +Bumble-bee nor butterfly, +Nor grassy hill nor anything +Of magic keep me safe to rhyme +In this Heaven beyond my time. +No! for Death is waiting by. + + + + +THE LAST POST + +The bugler sent a call of high romance-- +"Lights out! Lights out!" to the deserted square. +On the thin brazen notes he threw a prayer, +"God, if it's _this_ for me next time in France ... +O spare the phantom bugle as I lie +Dead in the gas and smoke and roar of guns, +Dead in a row with the other broken ones +Lying so stiff and still under the sky, +Jolly young Fusiliers too good to die." + + + + +WHEN I'M KILLED + +When I'm killed, don't think of me +Buried there in Cambrin Wood, +Nor as in Zion think of me +With the Intolerable Good. +And there's one thing that I know well, +I'm damned if I'll be damned to Hell! + +So when I'm killed, don't wait for me, +Walking the dim corridor; +In Heaven or Hell, don't wait for me, +Or you must wait for evermore. +You'll find me buried, living-dead +In these verses that you've read. + +So when I'm killed, don't mourn for me, +Shot, poor lad, so bold and young, +Killed and gone--don't mourn for me. +On your lips my life is hung: +O friends and lovers, you can save +Your playfellow from the grave. + + + + +LETTER TO S.S. FROM MAMETZ WOOD + +I never dreamed we'd meet that day +In our old haunts down Fricourt way, +Plotting such marvellous journeys there +For jolly old "Après-la-guerre." + +Well, when it's over, first we'll meet +At Gweithdy Bach, my country seat +In Wales, a curious little shop +With two rooms and a roof on top, +A sort of Morlancourt-ish billet +That never needs a crowd to fill it. +But oh, the country round about! +The sort of view that makes you shout +For want of any better way +Of praising God: there's a blue bay +Shining in front, and on the right +Snowden and Hebog capped with white, +And lots of other jolly peaks +That you could wonder at for weeks, +With jag and spur and hump and cleft. +There's a grey castle on the left, +And back in the high Hinterland +You'll see the grave of Shawn Knarlbrand, +Who slew the savage Buffaloon +By the Nant-col one night in June, +And won his surname from the horn +Of this prodigious unicorn. +Beyond, where the two Rhinogs tower, +Rhinog Fach and Rhinog Fawr, +Close there after a four years' chase +From Thessaly and the woods of Thrace, +The beaten Dog-cat stood at bay +And growled and fought and passed away. +You'll see where mountain conies grapple +With prayer and creed in their rock chapel +Which Ben and Claire once built for them; +They call it Söar Bethlehem. +You'll see where in old Roman days, +Before Revivals changed our ways, +The Virgin 'scaped the Devil's grab, +Printing her foot on a stone slab +With five clear toe-marks; and you'll find +The fiendish thumbprint close behind. +You'll see where Math, Mathonwy's son, +Spoke with the wizard Gwydion +And bad him from South Wales set out +To steal that creature with the snout, +That new-discovered grunting beast +Divinely flavoured for the feast. +No traveller yet has hit upon +A wilder land than Meirion, +For desolate hills and tumbling stones, +Bogland and melody and old bones. +Fairies and ghosts are here galore, +And poetry most splendid, more +Than can be written with the pen +Or understood by common men. + +In Gweithdy Bach we'll rest awhile, +We'll dress our wounds and learn to smile +With easier lips; we'll stretch our legs, +And live on bilberry tart and eggs, +And store up solar energy, +Basking in sunshine by the sea, +Until we feel a match once more +For _anything_ but another war. + +So then we'll kiss our families, +And sail across the seas +(The God of Song protecting us) +To the great hills of Caucasus. +Robert will learn the local _bat_ +For billeting and things like that, +If Siegfried learns the piccolo +To charm the people as we go. + +The jolly peasants clad in furs +Will greet the Welch-ski officers +With open arms, and ere we pass +Will make us vocal with Kavasse. +In old Bagdad we'll call a halt +At the Sâshuns' ancestral vault; +We'll catch the Persian rose-flowers' scent, +And understand what Omar meant. +Bitlis and Mush will know our faces, +Tiflis and Tomsk, and all such places. +Perhaps eventually we'll get +Among the Tartars of Thibet. +Hobnobbing with the Chungs and Mings, +And doing wild, tremendous things +In free adventure, quest and fight, +And God! what poetry we'll write! + + + + +A DEAD BOCHE + +To you who'd read my songs of War + And only hear of blood and fame, +I'll say (you've heard it said before) + "War's Hell!" and if you doubt the same, +Today I found in Mametz Wood +A certain cure for lust of blood: + +Where, propped against a shattered trunk, + In a great mess of things unclean, +Sat a dead Boche; he scowled and stunk + With clothes and face a sodden green, +Big-bellied, spectacled, crop-haired, +Dribbling black blood from nose and beard. + + + + +FAUN + +Here down this very way, +Here only yesterday + King Faun went leaping. +He sang, with careless shout +Hurling his name about; +He sang, with oaken stock +His steps from rock to rock + In safety keeping, + "Here Faun is free, + Here Faun is free!" + +Today against yon pine, +Forlorn yet still divine, + King Faun leant weeping. +"They drank my holy brook, +My strawberries they took, +My private path they trod." +Loud wept the desolate God, +Scorn on scorn heaping, + "Faun, what is he, + Faun, what is he?" + + + + +THE SPOILSPORT + +My familiar ghost again + Comes to see what he can see, +Critic, son of Conscious Brain, + Spying on our privacy. + +Slam the window, bolt the door, + Yet he'll enter in and stay; +In tomorrow's book he'll score + Indiscretions of today. + +Whispered love and muttered fears, + How their echoes fly about! +None escape his watchful ears, + Every sigh might be a shout. + +No kind words nor angry cries + Turn away this grim spoilsport; +No fine lady's pleading eyes, + Neither love, nor hate, nor ... port. + +Critics wears no smile of fun, + Speaks no word of blame nor praise, +Counts our kisses one by one, + Notes each gesture, every phrase. + +My familiar ghost again + Stands or squats where suits him best; +Critic, son of Conscious Brain, + Listens, watches, takes no rest. + + + + +THE SHIVERING BEGGAR + +Near Clapham village, where fields began, +Saint Edward met a beggar man. +It was Christmas morning, the church bells tolled, +The old man trembled for the fierce cold. + +Saint Edward cried, "It is monstrous sin +A beggar to lie in rags so thin! +An old grey-beard and the frost so keen: +I shall give him my fur-lined gaberdine." + +He stripped off his gaberdine of scarlet +And wrapped it round the aged varlet, +Who clutched at the folds with a muttered curse, +Quaking and chattering seven times worse. + +Said Edward, "Sir, it would seem you freeze +Most bitter at your extremities. +Here are gloves and shoes and stockings also, +That warm upon your way you may go." + +The man took stocking and shoe and glove, +Blaspheming Christ our Saviour's love, +Yet seemed to find but little relief, +Shaking and shivering like a leaf. + +Said the saint again, "I have no great riches, +Yet take this tunic, take these breeches, +My shirt and my vest, take everything, +And give due thanks to Jesus the King." + +The saint stood naked upon the snow +Long miles from where he was lodged at Bowe, +Praying, "O God! my faith, it grows faint! +This would try the temper of any saint. + +"Make clean my heart, Almighty, I pray, +And drive these sinful thoughts away. +Make clean my heart if it be Thy will, +This damned old rascal's shivering still!" + +He stooped, he touched the beggar man's shoulder; +He asked him did the frost nip colder? +"Frost!" said the beggar, "no, stupid lad! +'Tis the palsy makes me shiver so bad." + + + + +JONAH + +A purple whale +Proudly sweeps his tail +Towards Nineveh; +Glassy green +Surges between +A mile of roaring sea. + +"O town of gold, +Of splendour multifold, +Lucre and lust, +Leviathan's eye +Can surely spy +Thy doom of death and dust." + +On curving sands +Vengeful Jonah stands. +"Yet forty days, +Then down, down, +Tumbles the town +In flaming ruin ablaze." + +With swift lament +Those Ninevites repent. +They cry in tears, +"Our hearts fail! +The whale, the whale! +Our sins prick us like spears." + +Jonah is vexed; +He cries, "What next? what next?" +And shakes his fist. +"Stupid city, +The shame, the pity, +The glorious crash I've missed." + +Away goes Jonah grumbling, +Murmuring and mumbling; +Off ploughs the purple whale, +With disappointed tail. + + + + +JOHN SKELTON + +What could be dafter +Than John Skelton's laughter? +What sound more tenderly +Than his pretty poetry? +So where to rank old Skelton? +He was no monstrous Milton, +Nor wrote no "Paradise Lost," +So wondered at by most, +Phrased so disdainfully, +Composed so painfully. +He struck what Milton missed, +Milling an English grist +With homely turn and twist. +He was English through and through, +Not Greek, nor French, nor Jew, +Though well their tongues he knew, +The living and the dead: +Learned Erasmus said, +_Hie 'unum Britannicarum +Lumen et decus literarum._ +But oh, Colin Clout! +How his pen flies about, +Twiddling and turning, +Scorching and burning, +Thrusting and thrumming! +How it hurries with humming, +Leaping and running, +At the tipsy-topsy Tunning +Of Mistress Eleanor Rumming! +How for poor Philip Sparrow +Was murdered at Carow, +How our hearts he does harrow +Jest and grief mingle +In this jangle-jingle, +For he will not stop +To sweep nor mop, +To prune nor prop, +To cut each phrase up +Like beef when we sup, +Nor sip at each line +As at brandy-wine, +Or port when we dine. +But angrily, wittily, +Tenderly, prettily, +Laughingly, learnedly, +Sadly, madly, +Helter-skelter John +Rhymes serenely on, +As English poets should. +Old John, you do me good! + + + + +I WONDER WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE DROWNED? + +Look at my knees, +That island rising from the steamy seas! +The candles a tall lightship; my two hands +Are boats and barges anchored to the sands, +With mighty cliffs all round; +They're full of wine and riches from far lands.... +_I wonder what it feels like to be drowned?_ + +I can make caves, +By lifting up the island and huge waves +And storms, and then with head and ears well under +Blow bubbles with a monstrous roar like thunder, +A bull-of-Bashan sound. +The seas run high and the boats split asunder.... +_I wonder what it feels like to be drowned?_ + +The thin soap slips +And slithers like a shark under the ships. +My toes are on the soap-dish--that's the effect +Of my huge storms; an iron steamer's wrecked. +The soap slides round and round; +He's biting the old sailors, I expect.... +_I wonder what it feels like to be drowned?_ + + + + +DOUBLE RED DAISIES + +Double red daisies, they're my flowers, + Which nobody else may grow. +In a big quarrelsome house like ours + They try it sometimes--but no, +I root them up because they're my flowers, + Which nobody else may grow. + +_Claire has a tea-rose, but she didn't plant it; +Ben has an iris, but I don't want it. +Daisies, double red daisies for me, +The beautifulest flowers in the garden._ + +Double red daisy, that's my mark: + I paint it in all my books! +It's carved high up on the beech-tree bark, + How neat and lovely it looks! +So don't forget that it's my trade mark; + Don't copy it in your books. + +_Claire has a tea-rose, but she didn't plant it; +Ben has an iris, but I don't want it. +Daisies, double red daisies for me, +The beautifulest flowers in the garden._ + + + + +CAREERS + +Father is quite the greatest poet + That ever lived anywhere. +You say you're going to write great music-- + I chose that first: it's unfair. +Besides, now I can't be the greatest painter and + do Christ and angels, or lovely pears + and apples and grapes on a green dish, + or storms at sea, or anything lovely, +Because that's been taken by Claire. + +It's stupid to be an engine-driver, + And soldiers are horrible men. +I won't be a tailor, I won't be a sailor, + And gardener's taken by Ben. +It's unfair if you say that you'll write great + music, you horrid, you unkind (I simply + loathe you, though you are my + sister), you beast, cad, coward, cheat, + bully, liar! +Well? Say what's left for me then! +But _we_ won't go to your ugly music. + (Listen!) Ben will garden and dig, +And Claire will finish her wondrous pictures + All flaming and splendid and big. + +And I'll be a perfectly marvellous carpenter, + and I'll make cupboards and benches + and tables and ... and baths, and + nice wooden boxes for studs and + money, +And you'll be jealous, you pig! + + + + +I'D LOVE TO BE A FAIRY'S CHILD + +Children born of fairy stock +Never need for shirt or frock, +Never want for food or fire, +Always get their heart's desire: +Jingle pockets full of gold, +Marry when they're seven years old. +Every fairy child may keep +Two strong ponies and ten sheep; +All have houses, each his own, +Built of brick or granite stone; +They live on cherries, they run wild-- +I'd love to be a Fairy's child. + + + + +THE NEXT WAR + +You young friskies who today +Jump and fight in Father's hay +With bows and arrows and wooden spears, +Playing at Royal Welch Fusiliers, +Happy though these hours you spend, +Have they warned you how games end? +Boys, from the first time you prod +And thrust with spears of curtain-rod, +From the first time you tear and slash +Your long-bows from the garden ash, +Or fit your shaft with a blue jay feather, +Binding the split tops together, +From that same hour by fate you're bound +As champions of this stony ground, +Loyal and true in everything, +To serve your Army and your King, +Prepared to starve and sweat and die +Under some fierce foreign sky, +If only to keep safe those joys +That belong to British boys, +To keep young Prussians from the soft +Scented hay of father's loft, +And stop young Slavs from cutting bows +And bendy spears from Welsh hedgerows. + Another War soon gets begun, +A dirtier, a more glorious one; +Then, boys, you'll have to play, all in; +It's the cruellest team will win. +So hold your nose against the stink +And never stop too long to think. +Wars don't change except in name; +The next one must go just the same, +And new foul tricks unguessed before +Will win and justify this War. +Kaisers and Czars will strut the stage +Once more with pomp and greed and rage; +Courtly ministers will stop +At home and fight to the last drop; +By the million men will die +In some new horrible agony; +And children here will thrust and poke, +Shoot and die, and laugh at the joke, +With bows and arrows and wooden spears, +Playing at Royal Welch Fusiliers. + + + + +STRONG BEER + +"What do you think +The bravest drink +Under the sky?" +"Strong beer," said I. + +"There's a place for everything, +Everything, anything, +There's a place for everything +Where it ought to be: +For a chicken, the hen's wing; +For poison, the bee's sting; +For almond-blossom, Spring; +A beerhouse for me." + +"There's a prize for every one +Every one, any one, +There's a prize for every one, +Whoever he may be: +Crags for the mountaineer, +Flags for the Fusilier, +For English poets, beer! +Strong beer for me!" + +"Tell us, now, how and when +We may find the bravest men?" +"A sure test, an easy test: +Those that drink beer are the best, +Brown beer strongly brewed, +English drink and English food." + +Oh, never choose as Gideon chose +By the cold well, but rather those +Who look on beer when it is brown, +Smack their lips and gulp it down. +Leave the lads who tamely drink +With Gideon by the water brink, +But search the benches of the Plough, +The Tun, the Sun, the Spotted Cow, +For jolly rascal lads who pray, +Pewter in hand, at close of day, +"Teach me to live that I may fear +The grave as little as my beer." + + + + +MARIGOLDS + +With a fork drive Nature out, + She will ever yet return; +Hedge the flowerbed all about, + Pull or stab or cut or burn, + She will ever yet return. + +Look: the constant marigold + Springs again from hidden roots. +Baffled gardener, you behold + New beginnings and new shoots + Spring again from hidden roots. + Pull or stab or cut or burn, + They will ever yet return. + +Gardener, cursing at the weed, + Ere you curse it further, say: +Who but you planted the seed + In my fertile heart, one day? + Ere you curse me further, say! + New beginnings and new shoots +String again from hidden roots +Pull or stab or cut or burn, +Love must ever yet return. + + + + +THE LADY VISITOR IN THE PAUPER WARD + +Why do you break upon this old, cool peace, +This painted peace of ours, +With harsh dress hissing like a flock of geese, +With garish flowers? +Why do you churn smooth waters rough again, +Selfish old skin-and-bone? +Leave us to quiet dreaming and slow pain, +Leave us alone. + + + + +LOVE AND BLACK MAGIC + +To the woods, to the woods is the wizard gone; +In his grotto the maiden sits alone. +She gazes up with a weary smile +At the rafter-hanging crocodile, +The slowly swinging crocodile. +Scorn has she of her master's gear, +Cauldron, alembic, crystal sphere, +Phial, philtre--"Fiddlededee +For all such trumpery trash!" quo' she. +"A soldier is the lad for me; +Hey and hither, my lad! + +"Oh, here have I ever lain forlorn: +My father died ere I was born, +Mother was by a wizard wed, +And oft I wish I had died instead-- +Often I wish I were long time dead. +But, delving deep in my master's lore, +I have won of magic power such store +I can turn a skull--oh, fiddlededee +For all this curious craft!" quo' she. +"A soldier is the lad for me; +Hey and hither, my lad! + +"To bring my brave boy unto my arms, +What need have I of magic charms-- +'Abracadabra!' and 'Prestopuff'? +I have but to wish, and that is enough. +The charms are vain, one wish is enough. +My master pledged my hand to a wizard; +Transformed would I be to toad or lizard +If e'er he guessed--but fiddlededee +For a black-browed sorcerer, now," quo' she. +"Let Cupid smile and the fiend must flee; +Hey and hither, my lad." + + + + +SMOKE-RINGS + +BOY +Most venerable and learned sir, +Tall and true Philosopher, +These rings of smoke you blow all day +With such deep thought, what sense have they? + +PHILOSOPHER +Small friend, with prayer and meditation +I make an image of Creation. +And if your mind is working nimble +Straightway you'll recognize a symbol +Of the endless and eternal ring +Of God, who girdles everything-- +God, who in His own form and plan +Moulds the fugitive life of man. +These vaporous toys you watch me make, +That shoot ahead, pause, turn and break-- +Some glide far out like sailing ships, +Some weak ones fail me at my lips. +He who ringed His awe in smoke, +When He led forth His captive folk, +In like manner, East, West, North, and South, +Blows us ring-wise from His mouth. + + + + +A CHILD'S NIGHTMARE + +Through long nursery nights he stood +By my bed unwearying, +Loomed gigantic, formless, queer, +Purring in my haunted ear +That same hideous nightmare thing, +Talking, as he lapped my blood, +In a voice cruel and flat, +Saying for ever, "Cat! ... Cat! ... Cat!..." + +That one word was all he said, +That one word through all my sleep, +In monotonous mock despair. +Nonsense may be light as air, +But there's Nonsense that can keep +Horror bristling round the head, +When a voice cruel and flat +Says for ever, "Cat! ... Cat! ... Cat!..." + +He had faded, he was gone +Years ago with Nursery Land +When he leapt on me again +From the clank of a night train, +Overpowered me foot and head, +Lapped my blood, while on and on +The old voice cruel and flat +Says for ever, "Cat!... Cat!... Cat!..." + +Morphia drowsed, again I lay +In a crater by High Wood: +He was there with straddling legs, +Staring eyes as big as eggs, +Purring as he lapped my blood, +His black bulk darkening the day, +With a voice cruel and flat, +"Cat!... Cat!... Cat!..." he said, + "Cat!... Cat!..." + +When I'm shot through heart and head, +And there's no choice but to die, +The last word I'll hear, no doubt, +Won't be "Charge!" or "Bomb them out!" +Nor the stretcher-bearer's cry, +"Let that body be, he's dead!" +But a voice cruel and flat +Saying for ever, "Cat!... Cat!... Cat!" + + + + +ESCAPE + +(_August_ 6, 1916.--Officer previously reported died of +wounds, now reported wounded: Graves, Captain R., +Royal Welch Fusiliers.) + + + ... But I _was_ dead, an hour or more. +I woke when I'd already passed the door +That Cerberus guards, and half-way down the road +To Lethe, as an old Greek signpost showed. +Above me, on my stretcher swinging by, +I saw new stars in the subterrene sky: +A Cross, a Rose in bloom, a Cage with bars, +And a barbed Arrow feathered in fine stars. +I felt the vapours of forgetfulness +Float in my nostrils. Oh, may Heaven bless +Dear Lady Proserpine, who saw me wake, +And, stooping over me, for Henna's sake +Cleared my poor buzzing head and sent me back +Breathless, with leaping heart along the track. +After me roared and clattered angry hosts +Of demons, heroes, and policeman-ghosts. +"Life! life! I can't be dead! I won't be dead! +Damned if I'll die for any one!" I said.... +Cerberus stands and grins above me now, +Wearing three heads--lion, and lynx, and sow. +"Quick, a revolver! But my Webley's gone, +Stolen!... No bombs ... no knife.... + The crowd swarms on, +Bellows, hurls stones.... Not even a honeyed sop ... +Nothing.... Good Cerberus!... Good dog!... but stop! +Stay!... A great luminous thought ... I do believe +There's still some morphia that I bought on leave." +Then swiftly Cerberus' wide mouths I cram +With army biscuit smeared with ration jam; + +And sleep lurks in the luscious plum and apple. +He crunches, swallows, stiffens, seems to grapple +With the all-powerful poppy ... then a snore, +A crash; the beast blocks up the corridor +With monstrous hairy carcase, red and dun-- +Too late! for I've sped through. + O Life! O Sun! + + + + +THE BOUGH OF NONSENSE + +An Idyll + +Back from the Somme two Fusiliers +Limped painfully home; the elder said, +_S_. "Robert, I've lived three thousand years +This Summer, and I'm nine parts dead." +_R_. "But if that's truly so," I cried, "quick, now, +Through these great oaks and see the famous bough + +"Where once a nonsense built her nest +With skulls and flowers and all things queer, +In an old boot, with patient breast +Hatching three eggs; and the next year ..." +_S_. "Foaled thirteen squamous young beneath, and rid +Wales of drink, melancholy, and psalms, she did." + +Said he, "Before this quaint mood fails, +We'll sit and weave a nonsense hymn," +_R_. "Hanging it up with monkey tails + In a deep grove all hushed and dim...." +_S_. "To glorious yellow-bunched banana-trees," +_R_. "Planted in dreams by pious Portuguese," + +_S_. "Which men are wise beyond their time, + And worship nonsense, no one more." +_R_. "Hard by, among old quince and lime, + They've built a temple with no floor," +_S_. "And whosoever worships in that place, + He disappears from sight and leaves no trace." + +_R_. "Once the Galatians built a fane + To Sense: what duller God than that?" +_S_. "But the first day of autumn rain + The roof fell in and crushed them flat." +_R_. "Ay, for a roof of subtlest logic falls + When nonsense is foundation for the walls." + + +I tell him old Galatian tales; +He caps them in quick Portuguese, +While phantom creatures with green scales +Scramble and roll among the trees. +The hymn swells; on a bough above us sings +A row of bright pink birds, flapping their wings. + + + + +NOT DEAD + +Walking through trees to cool my heat and pain, +I know that David's with me here again. +All that is simple, happy, strong, he is. +Caressingly I stroke +Rough hark of the friendly oak. +A brook goes bubbling by: the voice is his. +Turf burns with pleasant smoke; +I laugh at chaffinch and at primroses. +All that is simple, happy, strong, he is. +Over the whole wood in a little while +Breaks his slow smile. + + + + +A BOY IN CHURCH + +"Gabble-gabble,... brethren,... gabble-gabble!" + My window frames forest and heather. +I hardly hear the tuneful babble, + Not knowing nor much caring whether +The text is praise or exhortation, +Prayer or thanksgiving, or damnation. + +Outside it blows wetter and wetter, + The tossing trees never stay still. +I shift my elbows to catch better + The full round sweep of heathered hill. +The tortured copse bends to and fro +In silence like a shadow-show. + +The parson's voice runs like a river + Over smooth rocks. I like this church: +The pews are staid, they never shiver, + They never bend or sway or lurch. +"Prayer," says the kind voice, "is a chain +That draws down Grace from Heaven again." + +I add the hymns up, over and over, + Until there's not the least mistake. +Seven-seventy-one. (Look! there's a plover! + It's gone!) Who's that Saint by the lake? +The red light from his mantle passes +Across the broad memorial brasses. + +It's pleasant here for dreams and thinking, + Lolling and letting reason nod, +With ugly serious people linking + Sad prayers to a forgiving God.... +But a dumb blast sets the trees swaying +With furious zeal like madmen praying. + + + + +CORPORAL STARE + +Back from the line one night in June, +I gave a dinner at Bethune-- +Seven courses, the most gorgeous meal +Money could buy or batman steal. +Five hungry lads welcomed the fish +With shouts that nearly cracked the dish; +Asparagus came with tender tops, +Strawberries in cream, and mutton chops. +Said Jenkins, as my hand he shook, +"They'll put this in the history book." +We bawled Church anthems _in choro_ +Of Bethlehem and Hermon snow, +With drinking songs, a jolly sound +To help the good red Pommard round. +Stories and laughter interspersed, +We drowned a long La Bassée thirst-- +Trenches in June make throats damned dry. +Then through the window suddenly, +Badge, stripes and medals all complete, +We saw him swagger up the street, +Just like a live man--Corporal Stare! +Stare! Killed last May at Festubert. +Caught on patrol near the Boche wire, +Tom horribly by machine-gun fire! +He paused, saluted smartly, grinned, +Then passed away like a puff of wind, +Leaving us blank astonishment. +The song broke, up we started, leant +Out of the window--nothing there, +Not the least shadow of Corporal Stare, +Only a quiver of smoke that showed +A fag-end dropped on the silent road. + + + + +THE ASSAULT HEROIC + +Down in the mud I lay, +Tired out by my long day +Of five damned days and nights, +Five sleepless days and nights, ... +Dream-snatched, and set me where +The dungeon of Despair +Looms over Desolate Sea, +Frowning and threatening me +With aspect high and steep-- +A most malignant keep. +My foes that lay within +Shouted and made a din, +Hooted and grinned and cried: +"Today we've killed your pride; +Today your ardour ends. +We've murdered all your friends; +We've undermined by stealth +Your happiness and your health. +We've taken away your hope; +Now you may droop and mope +To misery and to Death." +But with my spear of Faith, +Stout as an oaken rafter, +With my round shield of laughter, +With my sharp, tongue-like sword +That speaks a bitter word, +I stood beneath the wall +And there defied them all. +The stones they cast I caught +And alchemized with thought +Into such lumps of gold +As dreaming misers hold. +The boiling oil they threw +Fell in a shower of dew, +Refreshing me; the spears +Flew harmless by my ears, +Struck quivering in the sod; +There, like the prophet's rod, +Put leaves out, took firm root, +And bore me instant fruit. +My foes were all astounded, +Dumbstricken and confounded, +Gaping in a long row; +They dared not thrust nor throw. +Thus, then, I climbed a steep +Buttress and won the keep, +And laughed and proudly blew +My horn, _"Stand to! Stand to! +Wake up, sir! Here's a new +Attack! Stand to! Stand to!"_ + + + + +THE POET IN THE NURSERY + +The youngest poet down the shelves was fumbling + In a dim library, just behind the chair +From which the ancient poet was mum-mumbling + A song about some Lovers at a Fair, +Pulling his long white beard and gently grumbling + That rhymes were beastly things and never there. + +And as I groped, the whole time I was thinking + About the tragic poem I'd been writing,... +An old man's life of beer and whisky drinking, + His years of kidnapping and wicked fighting; +And how at last, into a fever sinking, + Remorsefully he died, his bedclothes biting. + +But suddenly I saw the bright green cover + Of a thin pretty book right down below; +I snatched it up and turned the pages over, + To find it full of poetry, and so +Put it down my neck with quick hands like a lover, + And turned to watch if the old man saw it go. + +The book was full of funny muddling mazes, + Each rounded off into a lovely song, +And most extraordinary and monstrous phrases + Knotted with rhymes like a slave-driver's thong. +And metre twisting like a chain of daisies + With great big splendid words a sentence long. + +I took the book to bed with me and gloated, + Learning the lines that seemed to sound most grand; +So soon the pretty emerald green was coated + With jam and greasy marks from my hot hand, +While round the nursery for long months there floated + Wonderful words no one could understand. + + + + +IN THE WILDERNESS + +Christ of His gentleness +Thirsting and hungering, +Walked in the wilderness; +Soft words of grace He spoke +Unto lost desert-folk +That listened wondering. +He heard the bitterns call +From ruined palace-wall, +Answered them brotherly. +He held communion +With the she-pelican +Of lonely piety. +Basilisk, cockatrice, +Flocked to his homilies, +With mail of dread device, +With monstrous barbéd slings, +With eager dragon-eyes; +Great rats on leather wings +And poor blind broken things, +Foul in their miseries. +And ever with Him went, +Of all His wanderings +Comrade, with ragged coat, +Gaunt ribs--poor innocent-- +Bleeding foot, burning throat, +The guileless old scapegoat; +For forty nights and days +Followed in Jesus' ways, +Sure guard behind Him kept, +Tears like a lover wept. + + + + +CHERRY-TIME + +Cherries of the night are riper + Than the cherries pluckt at noon +Gather to your fairy piper + When he pipes his magic tune: + Merry, merry, + Take a cherry; + Mine are sounder, + Mine are rounder, + Mine are sweeter + For the eater + Under the moon. + And you'll be fairies soon. + +In the cherry pluckt at night, + With the dew of summer swelling, +There's a juice of pure delight, + Cool, dark, sweet, divinely smelling. + Merry, merry, + Take a cherry; + Mine are sounder, +Mine are rounder + Mine are sweeter + For the eater + In the moonlight. + And you'll be fairies quite. + +When I sound the fairy call, + Gather here in silent meeting, +Chin to knee on the orchard wall, + Cooled with dew and cherries eating. + Merry, merry, + Take a cherry; + Mine are sounder, + Mine are rounder, + Mine are sweeter. + For the eater + When the dews fall. + And you'll be fairies all. + + + + +1915 + +I've watched the Seasons passing slow, so slow, +In the fields between La Bassée and Bethune; +Primroses and the first warm day of Spring, +Red poppy floods of June, +August, and yellowing Autumn, so +To Winter nights knee-deep in mud or snow, +And you've been everything. + +Dear, you've been everything that I most lack +In these soul-deadening trenches--pictures, books, +Music, the quiet of an English wood, +Beautiful comrade-looks, +The narrow, bouldered mountain-track, +The broad, full-bosomed ocean, green and black, +And Peace, and all that's good. + + + + +FREE VERSE + +I now delight +In spite +Of the might +And the right +Of classic tradition, +In writing +And reciting +Straight ahead, +Without let or omission, +Just any little rhyme +In any little time +That runs in my head; +Because, I've said, +My rhymes no longer shall stand arrayed +Like Prussian soldiers on parade +That march, +Stiff as starch, +Foot to foot, +Boot to boot, +Blade to blade, +Button to button +Cheeks and chops and chins like mutton. +No! No! +My rhymes must go +Turn 'ee, twist 'ee, +Twinkling, frosty, +Will-o'-the-wisp-like, misty; +Rhymes I will make +Like Keats and Blake +And Christina Rossetti, +With run and ripple and shake. +How pretty +To take +A merry little rhyme +In a jolly little time +And poke it, +And choke it, +Change it, arrange it, +Straight-lace it, deface it, +Pleat it with pleats, +Sheet it with sheets +Of empty conceits, +And chop and chew, +And hack and hew, +And weld it into a uniform stanza, +And evolve a neat, +Complacent, complete, +Academic extravaganza! + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 10122 *** |
