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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/9944-8.txt b/9944-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..4c843a9 --- /dev/null +++ b/9944-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5762 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Conquest of Fear, by Basil King + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Conquest of Fear + +Author: Basil King + +Posting Date: November 15, 2011 [EBook #9944] +Release Date: February, 2006 +First Posted: November 2, 2003 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CONQUEST OF FEAR *** + + + + +Produced by Kevin Handy, Dave Maddock, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + + + + + + + + + + +THE CONQUEST OF FEAR + +BASIL KING + +WITH A NEW INTRODUCTION BY +HENRY C. LINK + + + + + + + +CONTENTS + + INTRODUCTION + + I. FEAR AND THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE + + II. THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE AND GOD + + III. GOD AND HIS SELF-EXPRESSION + + IV. GOD'S SELF-EXPRESSION AND THE MIND OF TO-DAY + + V. THE MIND OF TO-DAY AND THE WORLD AS IT IS + + VI. THE WORLD AS IT IS AND THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR + + VII. THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR AND THE FEAR OF DEATH + +VIII. THE FEAR OF DEATH AND ABUNDANCE OF LIFE + + + + +INTRODUCTION + +by Henry C. Link, Ph.D. + +_Author of_ THE REDISCOVERY OF MAN, THE RETURN TO RELIGION, etc. + + +There are many books which give some help to many people. There are +books which give a set of rules, or even one master rule, by which to +meet the problems of life. This is not such a book. It suggests no +simple recipe for the conquest of fear. Instead, it presents, what all +too few of us to-day possess, a philosophy of life. + +Moreover, in contrast to the dominant thinking of our age, which is +materialistic, King's philosophy is spiritual and religious. Indeed, the +ideas in this book are so profoundly different from the commonly +accepted ideas of our times that they will come as a shock to many +readers. One purpose of this introduction is to prepare the reader for +such a shock. + +I have said that the dominant thinking of our age is materialistic, and +by that I mean also physical. Let me illustrate this broad statement +with reference to the subject of fears alone. The conquest of fear has +gone on year after year chiefly through physical means. Physical pain +has always been one of the great sources of fear. Now ether and other +anaesthetics have eliminated the chief pains of major operations. Older +people can still remember their fear of the dentist, when killing a +nerve or pulling a tooth caused excruciating pain. Now local +anaesthetics even in minor troubles have made dentistry almost painless. +We have not conquered these fears of pain--rather their cause has +been removed. + +Twilight sleep, the artificial sleep to alleviate the pains of +childbirth, is the perfect expression of the scientific and +materialistic elimination of fear. By a chemical blackout of the mind, a +dimming of the conscious self, the person is enabled to escape the +necessity of facing and conquering fear through his own resources. + +I am not condemning the physical alleviation of pain or the progress of +physical science. I am only describing a trend, and that is the growing +emphasis on the elimination of fears by science rather than on their +conquest by the individual. + +Illness has always been a great source of fear, and still is. The dread +of cancer is one of the terrifying fears of our time and fortunes are +spent in cancer research and education. THE CONQUEST OF FEAR was written +as a result of the author's threatened total blindness. He faced a fact +for which there seemed no physical remedy--hence his great need for a +spiritual conquest of this great fear. + +And yet, year by year, physical science has been eliminating or +reducing the dangers of sickness. Vaccines for the prevention of the +dread disease, small-pox, are now a matter of course. Vaccines and +specifics against the deadly tetanus, against typhoid fever, diphtheria, +syphilis, and other fearful diseases have become commonplace. The fear +of pneumonia has been almost eliminated through the discoveries of the +miraculous sulpha drugs. Science has done wonders toward the elimination +of such fears. A man need hardly conquer the fear of any particular +sickness--there is left for his conquest chiefly the fear of dying. + +In addition to physical disease, our civilization has now developed +mental ailments of all kinds. These include a large category of fears +called phobias--claustrophobia, agoraphobia, photophobia, altaphobia, +phonophobia, etc. + +Three fields or professions, other than religion and philosophy, have +sought to deal with these fears, the psychiatric, the psychoanalytic, +and the psychological. The medical psychiatric profession has naturally +emphasized physical remedies beginning with sedatives and bromides to +induce artificial relaxation and ending up with lobectomy or the +complete cutting off of the frontal lobes of the brain, the centers of +man's highest thought processes. Between these two extremes are the +shock treatments in which an injection of insulin or metrazol into the +blood stream causes the person to fall into a sort of epileptic fit +during which he loses consciousness. Through a series of such shock +treatments some of the higher nerve centers or nerve pathways are +destroyed. By this process a person's fears may also be eliminated and +he may be permanently or temporarily cured. In short, the person does +not conquer the fears in his mind; the psychiatrist or neurologist, by +physically destroying a part of the person's brain, destroys also +the fears. + +How strongly this physical approach has taken hold of people was made +plain to me through an article of mine on how to conquer fears. The +emphasis in this article was on how people could overcome their fears +and worries through their own efforts. To illustrate the opposite +extreme, I mentioned the brain operations and shock treatments by which +psychiatry now often deals with fears. Among the many people who wrote +to me as a result of this article, _the majority inquired where they +could obtain such an operation_! To such extremes have many people gone +in their desire to eliminate fear by physical means rather than conquer +it through their own spiritual powers. + +The psychoanalyst deals with a person's phobias through what seems like +an intellectual or rational process. According to psychoanalysis, +phobias or fears are due to some buried or subconscious complex. By +daily or frequent talks with a psychoanalyst for a period of six months +or a year, a person's subconscious disturbance _may_ be brought to +light, and if so, the fear is supposed automatically to disappear. Even +if true, this process is a highly materialistic one, at least in the +sense that only people who can spend thousands of dollars can afford +such treatments. + +The psychologist, as well as some psychiatrists who have studied normal +psychology, regard many fears as normal experiences which the individual +can cope with largely through his own resources and with very little +help in the way of visits or treatment. The trouble arises in the case +of those people who have no personal resources to draw on. Their lives +are so lacking in spiritual power, or so full of intellectual scepticism +and distrust, that they cannot help themselves. They have no religious +convictions or certainties by which to obtain leverage in their +struggles. They have no firm philosophy of life on which they or those +who would help them can lay hold. They are putty in the hands of the +fears and forces that beset them from without. + +The psychologist and the psychiatrist both find it difficult to do much +to help such a person. And yet, this is the kind of person our +civilization and education tends increasingly to produce. By the +physical elimination of the causes of fear we have gradually undermined +man's inner resources for the conquest of fear. + +This materialistic trend has received a new impetus from the fields of +political science, economics, and sociology. A dozen years ago economic +disaster threatened to stampede the nation. Millions who had lost their +jobs began to fear penury and want. Millions who still had jobs feared +that they would lose them. Other millions began to fear the loss of +their money and possessions. Rich and poor, becoming afraid that the +country was going to pieces, rushed to the banks to withdraw their +savings and brought on the nation-wide bank closings. Those were days +when everyone knew paralyzing fears. + +History will record the fact that these fears were met, not by conquest, +not by drawing on the moral resources and inner fortitude of the +American citizen, but by a collection of wholesale materialistic +schemes. These schemes included such devices as inflating the dollar, +raising prices, expanding the government debt, paying farmers not to +produce crops, government housing projects, and many others. The fears +of unemployment and poverty in old age were to be eliminated wholesale +through a planned economy, a new social order. By an elaborate system of +book-keeping called Social Security, a whole nation was to win freedom +from want and freedom from fear. + +But while we were building our smug little house of Social Security, the +whole world was crashing around us. Instead of achieving local security +we find ourselves now in the midst of world-wide insecurity. Far from +having eliminated the economic causes of fear, we now find these causes +multiplied many times. To the fear of losing our money is now added the +fear of losing our sons. To the fear of losing our jobs is added the +fear of losing our lives. To the fear of depression and inflation is +added the fear of losing the very freedoms for which the war is +being fought. + +At last we see, or are on the point of seeing, that materialism breeds +worse fears than it cures; that economics and sociology create more +social problems than they solve; that science makes it possible to +destroy wealth and lives much faster than it can build them. It took +years of science to achieve the airplane and to eliminate people's fear +of flying. Now, suddenly, the airplane has become the greatest source of +destruction and of fear on the globe. Cities which were decades in the +building are blasted out of being in a night. Millions of people must +regulate their lives in fear of these dread visitors. + +This is the background against which the conquest of fear presents its +philosophy of courage and of hope. It is a philosophy diametrically +opposed to the dominant beliefs and practices of our materialistic age. +One hesitates to use the words spiritual and moral because they have +become catch words. Nevertheless, King's philosophy is a spiritual and a +moral one, and the reader will gain from it a clearer concept of what +these words really mean. + +When I remember my reactions to the first portion of this book, I can +readily picture the impatience and even scorn of many intellectuals and +pseudo-intellectuals. Because of its emphasis on the religious nature of +the universe and on the spiritual power of the individual, it may seem +to them naïve. Because of its consistent condemnation of Mammon, of +materialism and the economic-sociological interpretation of life, it may +seem to them old-fashioned. Actually, the book is highly sophisticated +and is more novel to-day than the day it was written because since that +time we have strayed twenty years further from the truth. + +One day I was having luncheon with a man who, during the course of the +conversation, remarked: "I want to tell you how much I enjoyed your +latest book,--" As almost any writer would, I pricked up my ears +expectantly. + +"Yes," he went on, "I got a great deal out of your recent book, but the +book which helped me more than any I have ever read is a book called THE +CONQUEST OF FEAR, by Basil King. Do you happen to know it?" + +"Know it!" I exclaimed. "I not only know it, I am just on the point of +writing an introduction to a new edition of the book. Would you mind +telling me how it helped you?" + +He thereupon related how, at a certain period of his life, he had left +an excellent position to take a new one which seemed more promising. It +soon developed that the difficulties of this position were such as to +make his success seem almost hopeless. He became obsessed with the idea +that the people with whom he had to deal were "out to get him." His +fears of the job and of his associates grew to the point where a nervous +breakdown seemed inevitable. + +One day his daughter told him that she needed a book in her school work +which he remembered having packed in a box that had been stored in the +attic and not yet opened. When he opened the box, the first book which +he picked up was THE CONQUEST OF FEAR. It was evidently one of those +books which had somehow come into the possession of his family, but +which he had never read. + +This time, however, he sat down in the attic and began to read it. +During the course of the next year or so he read it carefully not once +but four or five times. "It marked the turning point in my life," he +told me. "It enabled me to conquer the fears which were threatening to +ruin me at the time, and it gave me a philosophy which has stood me in +good stead ever since." + +A philosophy which marked the turning point in his life and which has +stood him in good stead ever since! THE CONQUEST OF FEAR offers +such a philosophy not only to individuals suffering from fears peculiar +to them, but to a world of individuals suffering, or about to suffer, +from the collapse of world-wide materialism. In this day of chaos and +uncertainty, here is the modern version of the parable of the man who +built his house upon a rock instead of on the sand: "and the rain +descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that +house; and it fell not for it was founded upon a rock." + +H. C. L. + + + + +CHAPTER I + +FEAR AND THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE + + + +I + + +When I say that during most of my conscious life I have been a prey to +fears I take it for granted that I am expressing the case of the +majority of people. I cannot remember the time when a dread of one kind +or another was not in the air. In childhood it was the fear of going to +bed, of that mysterious time when regular life was still going on +downstairs, while I was buried alive under sheets and blankets. Later it +was the fear of school, the first contact of the tender little soul with +life's crudeness. Later still there was the experience which all of us +know of waking in the morning with a feeling of dismay at what we have +to do on getting up; the obvious duties in which perhaps we have grown +stale; the things we have neglected; those in which we have made +mistakes; those as to which we have wilfully done wrong; those which +weary or bore or annoy or discourage us. Sometimes there are more +serious things still: bereavements, or frightfully adverse conditions, +or hardships we never expected brought on us by someone else. + +It is unnecessary to catalogue these situations, since we all at times +in our lives have to face them daily. Fear dogs one of us in one way and +another in another, but everyone in some way. + +Look at the people you run up against in the course of a few hours. +Everyone is living or working in fear. The mother is afraid for her +children. The father is afraid for his business. The clerk is afraid for +his job. The worker is afraid of his boss or his competitor. There is +hardly a man who is not afraid that some other man will do him a bad +turn. There is hardly a woman who is not afraid that things she craves +may be denied her, or that what she loves may be snatched away. There is +not a home or an office or a factory or a school or a church in which +some hang-dog apprehension is not eating at the hearts of the men, +women, and children who go in and out. I am ready to guess that all the +miseries wrought by sin and sickness put together would not equal those +we bring on ourselves by the means which perhaps we do least to +counteract. We are not sick all the time; we are not sinning all the +time; but all the time all of us--or practically all of us--are afraid +of someone or something. If, therefore, one has the feeblest +contribution to make to the defeat of such a foe it becomes difficult to +withhold it. + + + +II + + +But even with a view to conquering fear I should not presume to offer to +others ideas worked out purely for myself had I not been so invited. I +do not affirm that I have conquered fear, but only that in self-defence +I have been obliged to do something in that direction. I take it for +granted that what goes in that direction will go all the way if pursued +with perseverance and good will. Having thus made some simple +experiments--chiefly mental--with what to me are effective results, I +can hardly refuse to tell what they have been when others are so good as +to ask me. + +And in making this attempt I must write from my own experience. No other +method would be worth while. The mere exposition of a thesis would have +little or no value. It is a case in which nothing can be helpful to +others which has not been demonstrated for oneself, even though the +demonstration be but partial. + +In writing from my own experience I must ask the reader's pardon if I +seem egoistic or autobiographical. Without taking oneself too smugly or +too seriously one finds it the only way of reproducing the thing that +has happened in one's own life and which one actually knows. + +And when I speak above of ideas worked out purely for myself I do not, +of course, mean that these ideas are original with me. All I have done +has been to put ideas through the mill of my own mind, co-ordinating +them to suit my own needs. The ideas themselves come from many sources. +Some of these sources are, so deep in the past that I could no longer +trace them; some are so recent that I know the day and hour when they +revealed themselves, like brooks in the way. It would be possible to say +to the reader, "I owe this to such and such a teaching, and that to such +and such a man," only that references of the kind would be tedious. I +fall back on what Emerson says: "Thought is the property of him who can +entertain it; and of him who can adequately place it. A certain +awkwardness marks the use of borrowed thoughts; but, as soon as we have +learned what to do with them, they become our own. Thus all originality +is relative." The thoughts that I shall express are my own to the extent +that I have lived them--or tried to live them--though the wind that +bloweth where it listeth may have brought them to my mind. + +Nor do I think for a moment that what I have found helpful to me must of +necessity be helpful to everyone. It may be helpful to someone. That is +the limit of my hope. It is simple fact that no one can greatly help +anyone else. The utmost we can do is to throw out an idea here and there +which another may seize, and by which he may help himself. Borrowed help +has the awkwardness which Emerson attributes to borrowed thoughts. It is +only when a concept has lain for a time in a man's being, germinated +there, and sprung into active life, that it is of much use to him; but +by that time it has become his own. The kingdom of heaven must begin +within oneself or we shall probably not find it anywhere. + +These pages will contain, then, no recipe for the conquest of fear; they +will offer, with much misgiving and diffidence, no more than the record +of what one individual has done toward conquering it. This record is +presented merely for what it is worth. It may be worth nothing. On the +other hand, someone may find it worth something, and in that case all +that the writer hopes for will be attained. + + + +III + + +As a matter of fact, in my own case the reaction against fear was from +the beginning more or less instinctive. With the first exercise of the +reasoning faculty I tried to argue against the emotion. I remember that +as a little boy I was afraid of a certain dog that barked at me when I +went to a certain house to which I was sent perhaps two or three times a +week. The house had a driveway, and from the minute of passing the +entrance my knees trembled under me. But even then, I recall, it seemed +to me that this terror was an incongruous thing in life, that it had no +rightful place there, and that, if the world was what my elders told me +it was, there must be in it a law of peace and harmony which as yet I +hadn't arrived at. I cannot say that when the dog barked this reasoning +did more than nerve me to drag my quaking limbs up to the doorstep, +whence my enemy, a Skye terrier, invariably took flight. + +During a somewhat stormy childhood and boyhood, in which there was a +good deal of emotional stress, I never got beyond this point. Specific +troubles were not few, and by the time I reached early manhood a habit +of looking for them had been established. "What's it going to be now?" +became a formula of anticipation before every new event. New events +presented themselves most frequently as menaces. Hopes rarely loomed up +without accompanying probabilities of disappointment. One adopted the +plan of "expecting disappointment" as a means of cheating the "jinx." I +am not painting my early life as any darker than most lives. It was, I +fancy, as bright as the average life of youth. + + + +IV + + +But, contrary to what is generally held, I venture to think that youth +is not a specially happy period. Because young people rarely voice +their troubles we are likely to think them serene and unafraid. That has +not been my experience either with them or of them. While it is true +that cares of a certain type increase with age the knowledge of how to +deal with them increases, or ought to increase, in the same progression. +With no practical experience to support them the young are up against +the unknown and problematical--occupation, marriage, sexual urge, life +in general--around which clings that terror of the dark which frightened +them in childhood. Home training, school training, college training, +religious training, social influences of every kind, throw the emphasis +on dangers rather than on securities, so that the young life emerges +into a haunted world. Some are reckless of these dangers, some grow +hardened to them, some enjoy the tussle with them, some turn their minds +away from them, while others, chiefly the imaginative or the +intellectual, shrink from them with the discomfort which, as years go +on, becomes worry, anxiety, foreboding, or any other of the many +forms of care. + + + +V + + +My own life followed what I assume to be the usual course, though in +saying this I am anxious not to give an exaggerated impression. It was +the usual course, not an unusual one. "There's always something" came to +be a common mental phrase, and the something was, as a rule, not +cheering. Neither, as a rule, was it terrible. It was just +_something_--a sense of the carking hanging over life, and now and then +turning to a real mischance or a heartache. + +It strikes me as strange, on looking back, that so little attempt was +made to combat fear by religion. In fact, as far as I know, little +attempt was made to combat fear in any way. One's attention was not +called to it otherwise than as a wholly inevitable state. You were born +subject to fear as you were born subject to death, and that was an +end of it. + +Brought up in an atmosphere in which religion was our main +preoccupation, I cannot recall ever hearing it appealed to as a +counteragent to this most persistent enemy of man. In dealing with your +daily dreads you simply counted God out. Either He had nothing to do +with them or He brought them upon you. In any case His intervention on +your behalf was not supposed to be in this world, and to look for +rewards from Him here and now was considered a form of impiety. You were +to be willing to serve God for naught; after which unexpected favours +might be accorded you, but you were to hope for nothing as a right. I do +not say that this is what I was taught; it was what I understood; but to +the best of my memory it was the general understanding round about me. +In my fight against fear, in as far as I made one, God was for many +years of no help to me, or of no help of which I was aware. I shall +return to the point later in telling how I came to "discover God" for +myself, but not quite the same God, or not quite the same concept of +God, which my youthful mind had supposed to be the only one. + + + +VI + + +At the same time it was to a small detail in my religious training--or +to be more exact in the explanation of the Bible given me as a boy--that +I harked back when it became plain to me that either I must conquer fear +or fear must conquer me. Having fallen into my mind like a seed, it lay +for well on to thirty years with no sign of germination, till that +"need," of which I shall have more to say presently, called it +into life. + +Let me state in a few words how the need made itself pressing. + +It was, as life goes, a tolerably dark hour. I was on the borderland +between young manhood and early middle age. For some years I had been +losing my sight, on top of which came one of those troubles with the +thyroid gland which medical science still finds obscure. For reasons +which I need not go into I was spending an autumn at Versailles in +France, unoccupied and alone. + +If you know Versailles you know that it combines all that civilisation +has to offer of beauty, magnificence, and mournfulness. A day's visit +from Paris will give you an inkling of this, but only an inkling. To get +it all you must live there, to be interpenetrated by its glory of decay. +It is always the autumn of the spirit at Versailles, even in summer, +even in spring; but in the autumn of the year the autumnal emotion of +the soul is poignant beyond expression. Sad gardens stretch into sad +parks; sad parks into storied and haunting forests. Long avenues lead to +forgotten châteaux mellowing into ruin. Ghostly white statues astonish +you far in the depths of woods where the wild things are now the most +frequent visitors. A Temple of Love--pillared, Corinthian, lovely--lost +in a glade to which lovers have probably not come in a hundred +years--will remind you that there were once happy people where now the +friendliest sound is that of the wood-chopper's axe or the horn of some +far-away hunt. All the old tales of passion, ambition, feud, hatred, +violence, lust, and intrigue are softened here to an aching sense of +pity. At night you will hear the castle clock, which is said never once +to have failed to strike the hour since Louis the Fourteenth put it in +its place, tolling away your life as it has tolled away epochs. + +Amid these surroundings a man ill, lonely, threatened with blindness, +can easily feel what I may call the spiritual challenge of the ages. He +must either be strong and rule; or he must be weak and go down. He must +get the dominion over circumstance, or circumstance must get the +dominion over him. To be merely knocked about by fate and submit to it, +even in the case of seemingly inevitable physical infirmity, began to +strike me as unworthy of a man. + +It is one thing, however, to feel the impulse to get up and do +something, and another to see what you can get up and do. For a time the +spectre of fear had me in its power. The physical facts couldn't be +denied, and beyond the physical facts I could discern nothing. It was +conceivable that one might react against a mental condition; but to +react against a mysterious malady coupled with possibly approaching +blindness was hardly to be thought of. When one added one's incapacity +to work and earn a living, with all that that implies, it seemed as if +it would take the faith that moves mountains to throw off the weight +oppressing me. It is true that to move mountains you only need faith as +a grain of mustard seed, but as far as one can judge not many of us have +that much. + +It was then that my mind went back all of a sudden to the kernel planted +so many years before, in my island home, in the Gulf of St. Lawrence. If +I become prolix over this it is only that I want to show how often it +happens to parents, teachers, and others who deal with children, to +throw out a thought which after lying dormant for years will become a +factor in the life. Had it not been for the few words spoken then I +should not, as far as I can see, now have such mastery over self as I +have since attained--not very much--but I should not be writing +these lines. + + + +VII + + +My boyhood was placed in the times when Darwin's "Origin of Species" and +"Descent of Man" had thrown the scientific and religious worlds into +convulsion. The struggle between the old ideas and the new calls for no +more than a reference here; but the teacher to whom I owe most was one +who, while valuing the old, saw only an enrichment in the new, +explaining the Bible in that spirit. So it happened that he spoke one +day of the extraordinary ingenuity of the life-principle, which somehow +came to the earth, in adapting itself to perpetually new conditions. + +Nothing defeated it. For millions of years it was threatened by climatic +changes, by the lack of food, by the ferocity of fellow-creatures. Heat, +cold, flood, drought, earthquake, and volcanic eruption were forever +against it. Struggling from stage to stage upward from the slime a new +danger was always to it a new incentive to finding a new resource. + +Pursued through the water it sought the land. Pursued on the land it +sought the air. Pursued in the air it developed fleetness of wing, and +in fleetness of wing a capacity for soaring, circling, balancing, +dipping, and swinging on itself of which the grace must not blind us to +the marvellous power of invention. + +In other words, the impulses leading to the origin of species proclaim a +resourcefulness on the part of what we call life which we have every +reason to think inexhaustible. Whatever the Fount of Being from which +the life-principle first came into the waters of our earth there is no +question but that with it came a conquest-principle as well. Had it been +possible to exterminate the life-principle it would never have gone +further than the age which saw the extinction of the great reptiles. The +great reptiles went, but the life-principle stayed on, with the ability +to assume, within our limited observation, all the forms between the +bacillus and the elephant, while as to what lies beyond our observation +the possibilities are infinite. + +Long before it works up to man we see this amazing force stemming an +uncountable number of attacks, and meeting ruinous conditions with +daring contrivances. For one kind of danger it develops a shell, for +another a sting, for another a poison, for another a protective +colouration. To breathe in the sea it puts forth gills, and makes lungs +for itself when stranded on the land. In glacial cold it finds the means +of growing fur; when heat and cold assail it by turns it packs itself +with feathers; when climates become temperate it produces hair. For the +creature which keeps to the water it webs the foot; for that which takes +to the trees it makes the toes prehensile; for the one which learns to +stand erect and run along the ground it flattens the sole, making it +steady and supporting. To resist, to survive, to win through, is the end +to which the life-principle sets itself with such singleness of aim as +to unfold a wealth of potentiality astounding to us in looking backward. + + + +VIII + + +This was the idea which came back to me that autumn at Versailles, and +from which in the course of time I drew my conclusions. + +Briefly, those conclusions were to the effect that as individuals we +need difficulties to overcome, and that fear is a stimulus to overcoming +them. Otherwise expressed, fear loses much of its fearfulness when we +see it as the summons to putting forth new energies. Unless we were +conscious of the energies such a call would not reach us. The creatures +preceding man could have felt no misgiving, since they lacked the +imagination essential to a dread. Such fear as they were equal to must +have seized them in paroxysms of terror when calamities threatened to +overwhelm them. If they made good their escape no trace of the fear +remained behind, the brain having little or no power of retention. We +may take it for granted that the pterodactyl and the trachodon had none +of the foreboding based on experience which destroys the peace of man. + +Fear, as we understand it, was in itself a signal of advance. It could +only have begun with the exercise of reason. Arrived at the rudiments of +memory the creature must have been able to perceive, however dimly, that +the thing which had happened might happen again. Adding the first +stirrings of imagination he must have constructed possible events in +which the danger would come from the same causes as before. With the +faculties to remember, to reason, and to imagine all at work we reach +the first stages of man. + +Man was born into fear in that he was born into a world of which most of +the energies were set against him. He was a lone thing fighting his own +battle. The instinct for association which made the mammals different +from other animals didn't help him much, since association did not bring +mutual help as a matter of course, and never has done so. A man could +count on no one but himself. Not only were prodigious natural forces +always menacing him with destruction; not only was the beast his enemy +and he the enemy of the beast; but his hand was against his fellow-man +and his fellow-man's hand against him. This mutual hostility followed +men in their first groupings into communities, and only to a degree have +we lived it down in the twentieth century. + +Perhaps this conviction that a man's strength lay in standing +single-handed against circumstance was the first small discovery I made +in my own fight with fear. Looking back on the developments which had +brought man into the world I saw a marvellous power of getting round +difficulties when you couldn't cut through them. Just as a river which +cannot flow over a rock can glide about its feet and turn it into a +picturesque promontory, so I recognised in myself an inborn human +faculty for "sidestepping" that which blocked my way, when I couldn't +break it down. + +I left Versailles with just that much to the good--a perception that the +ages had bequeathed me a store of abilities which I was allowing to lie +latent. Moving into Paris, to more cheerful surroundings, I took up +again the writing of the book I had abandoned more than a year +previously. After long seclusion I began to see a few people, finding +them responsive and welcoming. My object in stating these unimportant +details is merely to show that in proportion as I ceased to show fear +the life-principle hastened to my aid. Little by little I came to the +belief that the world about me was a system of co-operative +friendliness, and that it was my part to use it in that way. + + + +IX + + +To use it in that way was not easy. I was so accustomed to the thought +of Nature as a complex of self-seeking cruelties, the strong preying on +the weak, and the weak defenceless, that the mere idea of its containing +a ruling co-operative principle seemed at times far-fetched. To the +common opinion of the day, my own included, the conception of a +universe that would come to a man's aid the minute a man came to his own +was too much like a fairy tale. It may indeed be a fairy tale. All I +know is that in my own case it is the way in which it seems to have +worked. I think I have caught a glimpse of a constructive use for that +which I had previously thought of as only destructive and terrible. + +This is what I mean. The life-principle having, through unknown millions +of years, developed the conquest-principle by meeting difficulties and +overcoming them, the difficulties had a value. To man, especially, the +menace of Nature, the ferocity of the beast, and the enmity of his +fellow-man furnished the incentive to his upward climb. Had all been +easy he would have stayed where he was. He would never have called +mental powers to his physical aid, nor appealed to spiritual faculties +when the mental fell short of his requirements. Spurred on by a +necessity which grew more urgent in proportion as the life-principle +widened its scope, the conquest-principle became an impulse which would +brook no denying. Man grew by it; but the fact remains that he would not +have grown had there been nothing for him to struggle with. + +To me it seems basic to the getting rid of fear to know that our trials, +of whatever nature, are not motiveless. In our present stage of +development we could hardly do without them. So often looking like mere +ugly excrescences on life they are in reality the branches by which we +catch on and climb. They are not obstacles to happiness for the reason +that the only satisfying happiness we are equal to as yet is that of +wrestling with the difficult and overcoming it. Every call of duty has +its place in this ideal; every irksome job, every wearisome +responsibility. The fact that we are not always aware of it in no way +annuls the other fact that it is so. Boredom, monotony, drudgery, +bereavement, loneliness, all the clamour of unsatisfied ambitions and +aching sensibilities, have their share in this divine yearning of the +spirit to grasp what as yet is beyond its reach. All of that hacking of +the man to fit the job rather than the shaping of the job to fit the +man, which is, I imagine, the source of most of the discontent on earth, +has its place here, as well as the hundreds of things we shouldn't do if +we were not compelled to. Whatever summons us to conflict summons us to +life, and life, as we learn from a glance at the past, never shirks the +challenge. + +It never shirks the challenge, and, what is more, it never fails to find +the expedient by which the new demand is to be satisfied. To the +conquest of fear that plank must be foundational. As far as we can learn +there never was an emergency yet which the life-principle was not +equipped to meet. When all existing methods had been used up it invented +new ones; when seemingly at the end of its new resources it was only +beginning to go on again. + + + +X + + +The deduction I make is this, that a law which was operative on such a +scale before man had come into the world at all must be still more +effective now that we can help to carry it out. The life-principle is +not less ingenious than it ever was, while the conquest-principle must +have widely expanded. It is an axiom in all progress that the more we +conquer the more easily we conquer. We form a habit of conquering as +insistent as any other habit. Victory becomes, to some degree, a state +of mind. Knowing ourselves superior to the anxieties, troubles, and +worries which obsess us, we _are_ superior. It is a question of attitude +in confronting them. It is more mental than it is material. To be in +harmony with the life-principle and the conquest-principle is to be in +harmony with power; and to be in harmony with power is to be strong as a +matter of course. + +The individual is thus at liberty to say: "The force which never failed +before is not likely to fail in my case. The fertility of resource which +circumvented every kind of obstacle to make me what I am--a vertebrate, +breathing, walking, thinking entity, capable of some creative +expression of my own--will probably not fall short now that I have +immediate use for it. Of what I get from the past, prehistoric and +historic, perhaps the most subtle distillation is the fact that so far +is the life-principle from balking at need, need is essential to its +activity. Where there is no need it seems to be quiescent; where there +is something to be met, contended with, and overcome, it is furiously +'on the job.' That life-principle is my principle. It is the seed from +which I spring. It is my blood, my breath, my brain. I cannot cut myself +off from it; it cannot cut itself off from me. Having formed the +mastodon to meet one set of needs and the butterfly to meet another, it +will form, something to meet mine, even if something altogether new. The +new--or what seems new to me--is apparently the medium in which it is +most at home. It repeats itself never--not in two rosebuds, not in two +snowflakes. Who am I that I should be overlooked by it, or miss being +made the expression of its infinite energies?" + + + +XI + + +What this reasoning did for me from the start was to give me a new +attitude toward the multifold activity we call life. I saw it as +containing a principle that would work with me if I could work with it. +My working with it was the main point, since _it_ was working with me +always. Exactly what that principle was I could not at the time have +said; I merely recognised it as being there. + +The method of working with it was simple in idea, however difficult in +practice. It was a question of my own orientation. I had to get mentally +into harmony with the people and conditions I found about me. I was not +to distrust them; still less was I to run away from them. I was to make +a parable of my childish experience with the Skye terrier, assuming that +life was organised to do me good. I remembered how many times the Bible +begins some bit of pleading or injunction with the words, "Fear not." +Other similar appeals came back to me. "Say to them that are of a +fearful heart, Be strong I fear not."[1] "Quit yourselves like men; be +strong."[2] "O man greatly beloved, fear not! Peace be unto thee! Be +strong, yea, be Strong."[3] When, at some occasional test, dismay or +self-pity took hold of me I formed a habit of saying to myself, in our +expressive American idiom: "This is your special stunt. It's up to you +to do this thing just as if you had all the facilities. Go at it boldly, +and you'll find unexpected forces closing round you and Coming to +your aid." + +[1] The Book of Isaiah. + +[2] First Book of Samuel. + +[3] Book of Daniel. + +Which is just what I did find. To an amazing degree people were +friendly, while conditions became easier. Fear diminished because I had +fewer things to be afraid of. Having fewer things to be afraid of my +mind was clearer for work. Work becoming not only more of a resource but +more remunerative as well, all life grew brighter. Fear was not +overcome; I had only made a more or less hesitating stand against it; +but even from doing that I got positive results. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE AND GOD + + + +I + + +It is obvious that one could not dwell much on the power of the +life-principle without coming sooner or later to the thought of God. As +already hinted, I did not come to it at once because my conception of +God made Him of so little use to me. + +And yet, in popular phraseology, I had "served" God all my life. That +is, brought up in an atmosphere in which the Church was a divinely +instituted system for utilising God, I served the system, without +getting much beyond the surface plane of what were technically known as +"services." When trial came such services offered me an anodyne, but +not a cure. + + + +II + + +The first suggestion, that my concept of God might not be sufficient to +my needs came out of a conversation in New York. It was with a lady whom +I met but that once, within a year or two after my experience at +Versailles. I have forgotten how we chanced on the subject, but I +remember that she asked me these questions: + +"When you think of God _how_ do you think of Him? How do you picture +Him? What does He seem like?" + +Trying to reply I recognised a certain naivete, a certain childishness, +in my words even as I uttered them. In my thoughts I saw God as three +supernal men, seated on three supernal thrones, enshrined in some vague +celestial portion of space which I denominated Heaven. Between Him and +me there was an incalculable distance which He could bridge but I could +not. Always He had me at the disadvantage that He saw what I did, heard +what I said, read what I thought, punishing me for everything amiss, +while I could reach Him only by the uncertain telephony of what I +understood as prayer. Even then my telephone worked imperfectly. Either +the help I implored wasn't good for me, or my voice couldn't soar to +His throne. + +The lady smiled, but said nothing. The smile was significant. It made me +feel that a God who was no more than what I had described could hardly +be the Universal Father, and set me to thinking on my own account. + + + +III + + +I wish it were possible to speak of God without the implication of +dealing with religion. By this I mean that I am anxious to keep religion +out of this whole subject of the conquest of fear. The minute you touch +on religion, as commonly understood, you reach the sectarian. The minute +you reach the sectarian you start enmities. The minute you start +enmities you get mental discords. And the minute you get mental +discords no stand against fear is possible. + +But I mean a little more than this. Man, as at present developed, has +shown that he hardly knows what to do with religion, or where to put it +in his life. This is especially true of the Caucasian, the least +spiritually intelligent of all the great types of our race. +Fundamentally the white man is hostile to religion. He attacks it as a +bull a red cloak, goring it, stamping on it, tearing it to shreds. With +the Caucasian as he is this fury is instinctive. Recognising religion as +the foe of the materialistic ideal he has made his own he does his best +to render it ineffective. + +Of this we need no better illustration than the state of what we +conventionally know as Christendom. Christendom as we see it is a purely +Caucasian phase of man's struggle upward, with Caucasian merits and +Caucasian defects. Nowhere is its defectiveness more visible than in +what the Caucasian has made of the teaching of Jesus Christ. It was +probably a misfortune for the world that almost from the beginning that +teaching passed into Caucasian guardianship. I see in the New Testament +no indication on the part of Our Lord and the Apostles of wishing to +separate themselves from Semitic co-operation. The former taught daily +in the Temple; the latter, as they went about the world, made the +synagogue the base of all their missions. The responsibility for the +breach is not under discussion here. It is enough to note that it took +place, and that Caucasian materialism was thus deprived of a +counteragent in Hebrew spiritual wisdom. Had this corrective maintained +its place it is possible that religion might now be a pervasive element +in the Caucasian's life instead of being pigeon-holed. + + + +IV + + +The Caucasian pigeon-holes God. Otherwise expressed, he keeps God in a +specially labelled compartment of life, to be brought out for occasional +use, and put back when the need is over. It is difficult to mention God +to a Caucasian reader without inducing an artificial frame of mind. As +there are people who put on for strangers and guests an affected, +unnatural politeness different from their usual breezy spontaneity, so +the Caucasian assumes at the thought of God a mental habit which can +only be described as sanctimonious. God is not natural to the Caucasian; +the Caucasian is not natural with God. The mere concept takes him into +regions in which he feels uneasy. He may call his uneasiness reserve or +reverence, or by some other dignified name; but at bottom it is neither +more nor less than uneasiness. To minimise this distress he relegates +God to special days, to special hours, to services and ceremonials. He +can thus wear and bear his uncomfortable cloak of gravity for special +times, after which he can be himself again. To appeal to God otherwise +than according to the tacitly accepted protocol is to the average +Caucasian either annoying or in bad form. + +I should like, then, to dissociate the thought of God from the +artificial, sanctimonious, preternaturally solemn connotations which +the Name is certain to bring up. I want to speak of Him with the same +kind of ease as of the life-principle. I repeat, that I never found Him +of much use in allaying fear till I released Him from the Caucasian +pigeon-hole to see Him, as it were, in the open. Once in the open I got +rid, to some degree, of the Caucasian limitations of thinking along the +lines of sect, just as in the infinitude of the air you can forget for a +minute houses with rooms and walls. The discovery--that is, discovery +for myself--that God is Universal, which is not so obvious as it sounds, +was, I think, the first great step I made in finding that within that +Universal fear should be impossible. + + + +V + + +About the same time I chanced on a passage written by Joseph Joubert, an +eighteenth-century French Catholic, not so well known to the modern +reader as he ought to be, which impressed me deeply. + +"L'âme ne peut se mouvoir, s'éveiller, ouvrir les yeux, sans santir +Dieu. On sent Dieu avec l'âme comme on sent l'air avec le corps. +Oseraije le dire? On connaît Dieu facilement pourvu qu'on ne se +contraigne pas à le definir--The soul cannot move, wake, or open the +eyes without perceiving God. We perceive God through the soul as we feel +air on the body. Dare I say it? We can know God easily so long as we do +not feel it necessary to define Him." + +I began to see that, like most Caucasian Christians, I had been laying +too much stress on the definition. The Trinity had, so to speak, come +between me and the Godhead. I had, unconsciously, attached more +importance to God's being Three than to His being God. Seeing Him as +Three I instinctively saw Him as Three Persons. Seeing Him as Three +Persons I did not reflect that the word Person as applied to God must be +used in a sense wholly different from that in which we employ it with +regard to men. To get into what I call the open I had to bring myself to +understand that we cannot enclose the Infinite in a shape, or three +shapes, resembling in any way the being with digestive organs, arms, and +legs, which worked its way up from slime. + +That is, in order to "dwell in the secret place of the Most High,"[4] +where one is immune from fear, I was obliged to give up the habit of +embodying God in any form. I had to confess that what is meant by the +Three Persons in One God I did not know. Furthermore, I saw no necessity +for thinking that I knew, since such knowledge must transcend all scope +of the human mind. The formula, if you must have a formula, is one +thing; but the turning it into a statute of limitations and applying it +to the Illimitable is another. + +[4] The Book of Psalms. + +To make my position clearer, and to avoid the subject of religion, let +me add that, inferring from the Bible that there is a Father, a Son, and +a Holy Ghost, I did not feel it imperative on my part to go beyond this +use of terms. Merely to abstain from definition was like a load taken +off my mind. How the Son was begotten of the Father, or the Holy Ghost +proceeded from them both, or what eternal mysteries were symbolised in +this purely human phraseology, were, it seemed to me, matters with which +I need not concern myself, seeing that they passed all my comprehension. +Not the Trinity should come first to powers so limited as mine--but God. + +It dawned on me, too, that God need not necessarily be to me what He is +to others, nor to others what He is to me. Of the Infinite the finite +mind can only catch a finite glimpse. I see what I can see; another sees +what he can see. The visions may be different, and yet each vision may +be true. Just as two painters painting the same landscape will give +dissimilar views of it, so two minds contemplating God will take of Him +only what each is fitted to receive. Water poured into differently +coloured glasses will take on the colour of the cup which it fills, even +though it be the self-same water in them all. If I find God for myself I +shall probably not behold in Him exactly what anyone else in the whole +world or in all time has ever beheld in Him before. + +I saw, too, that from a certain point of view the stand of the agnostic +is a right one. We cannot know God in the sense of knowing His being or +His "Personality," any more than we can know the essence of the +life-principle. Just as we know the life-principle only from what it +does, so we know God only from such manifestations of Himself as reach +our observation. Everything else is inference. Because we see something +of His goodness we infer that He is good; because we experience +something of His love we infer that He is loving; because we behold +something of His power we infer that He is almighty. It is first of all +a matter of drawing our conclusions, and then of making those +conclusions the food of the inner spiritual man whose life is +independent of the mortal heart and brain. But a sense in which God is +"unknowable" to us has to be admitted. + +I make this statement now in order not to be misunderstood when later I +may say that God must be this or that. Though I shall do so for the +sake of brevity it will always be in the sense that, if God is what we +have inferred from His manifestations, He must be this or that. In other +words, having to some degree worked my own way out of fear I must tell +how I came to feel that I know the Unknowable, doing it with the inexact +phraseology which is all I find to hand. + + + +VI + + +Reaching the conclusions noted above I was relieved of the pressure of +traditions and instructions. Traditions and instructions helped me in +that they built the ship in which I was to put to sea. The discoveries +had to be my own. The God of whom I had heard at my mother's knee, as +the phrase goes, had always been shadowy to me; the God who was served +by "services" had always seemed remote. A God who should be "_my_ God," +as the psalmists say so often, must, I felt, be found by me myself, +through living, searching, suffering, and struggling onward a step or +two at a time. "That's pretty near free-thinking, isn't it?" a +clergyman, to whom I tried to explain myself, once said to me. "No," I +replied; "but it _is_ pretty near thinking _free_." + +To think freely about God became a first necessity; to think simply a +second one. The Universal Father had been almost lost to me behind veil +after veil of complexities. The approaches to Him seemed to have been +made so roundabout, requiring so many intermediaries. Long before I had +dared to think of what I may call emancipation, the "scheme of +salvation," as it was termed, had struck me as an excessively +complicated system of machinery, considering the millions upon millions +who had need of it. In theory you were told, according to St. Paul, to +"come boldly before the throne of the heavenly grace," but in practice +you were expected to do it timidly. + +You were expected to do it timidly because the pigeon-holed Caucasian +God was represented--unconsciously perhaps--as difficult, ungenial, +easily offended. He measured your blindness and weakness by the +standard of His own knowledge and almightiness. A puritan God, extremely +preoccupied with morals as some people saw them, He was lenient, +apparently, to the narrow-minded, the bitter of tongue, and the +intolerant in heart. He was not generous. He was merciful only when you +paid for His mercy in advance. To a not inconsiderable degree He was the +hard Caucasian business man, of whom He was the reflection, only +glorified and crowned. + +It will be evident, of course, that I am not speaking of "the Father" of +the New Testament, nor of the official teaching of any church or +theology. To the rank and file of Caucasians "the Father" of the New +Testament is very little known, while the official teaching of churches +and theologies is so hard to explain that not much of it gets over to +the masses of those willing to subscribe to it. I refer only to the +impression on the mind of the man in the street; and to the man in the +street God, as he understands Him, is neither a very friendly nor a very +comprehensible element in life. Instead of mitigating fear He adds to +it, not in the Biblical sense of "fearing God," but in that of sheer +animal distrust. + + + +VII + + +While turning these things over in my mind I got some help from two of +the words most currently in Christian use. I had long known that the +English equivalents of the Latin equivalents of the terms the New +Testament writers used gave but a distorted idea of the original sense; +but I had let that knowledge lie fallow. + +The first of these words was Repentance. In these syllables there is +almost no hint of the idea which fell from the evangelistic pen, while +the word has been soaked in emotional and sentimental associations it +was never intended to be mixed with. The _Metanoia_; which painted a +sober, reflective turning of the mind, had been so overcharged with the +dramatic that sober, reflective people could hardly use the expression +any more. Repentance had come to have so strong a gloss of the +hysterical as to be almost discredited by men of common sense. It was a +relief, therefore, to remember that it implied no more than a turning to +God by a process of thought; and that a process of thought would +find Him. + +The other word was Salvation. Here again our term of Latin derivation +gives no more than the faintest impression of the beauty beyond beauty +in that which the sacred writer used. _Soteria_--a Safe Return! That is +all. Nothing complicated; nothing high-strung; nothing casuistical. Only +a--Safe Return! Yet all human experience can be read into the little +phrase, with all human liberty to wander--and come back. True, one son +may never leave the Father's home, so that all that it contains is his; +but there is no restraint on the other son from getting his knowledge as +he will, even to the extent of becoming a prodigal. The essential is in +the Safe Return, the _Soteria_, when the harlots and the husks have been +tried and found wanting. + +I do not exaggerate when I say that the simplicity of these conceptions +was so refreshing as almost to give me a new life. One could say to God, +with the psalmist, "Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me +from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of +deliverance"--and mean it. One could conceive of it as possible to turn +toward Him--and reach, the objective. The way was open; the access was +free; the progress as rapid as thought could make it. One could think of +oneself as _knowing God_, and be aware of no forcing of the note. + +"We can know God easily so long as we do not feel it necessary to define +Him." Once having grasped this truth I began to see how natural knowing +God became. The difficulty of the forced, of the artificial, of the mere +assent to what other people say, of which the Caucasian to his credit is +always impatient, seemed by degrees to melt away from me. No longer +defining God I no longer tried to know Him in senses obviously +impossible. I ceased trying to _imagine_ Him. Seeing Him as infinite, +eternal, changeless, formless because transcending form, and +indescribable because transcending words and thoughts, I could give +myself up to finding Him in the ways in which He would naturally be +revealed to me. + + + +VIII + + +These, of course, were in His qualities and His works. + +Let me speak of the latter first. + +I think light was the medium through which I at once felt myself to be +seeing God. By this I mean nothing pantheistic--not that the light was +God--but God's first and most evident great sign. Then there was the +restful darkness. There were the moon and the stars, "the hosts of +heaven," as the Hebrews aptly called them, becoming more and more +amazing as an expression of God the more we learn how to read them. Then +there were the elements, the purifying wind, the fruitful rain, the +exhilaration of snow-storms, the action and reaction from heat and cold. +Then there was beauty: first, the beauty of the earth, of mountains, of +seas, and all waters, of meadows, grainfields, orchards, gardens, and +all growing things; then, the beauty of sound, from the soughing of the +wind in the pines to the song of the hermit-thrush. There was the beauty +wrought by man, music, painting, literature, and all art. There were the +myriad forms of life. There were kindness and friendship and family +affection and fun--but the time would fail me! God being the summing up +of all good things, since all good things proceed from Him, must be seen +by me in all good things it I am to see Him at all. + +I had heard from childhood of a world in which God was seen, and of +another world, this world, in which He was not seen. I came to the +conclusion that there was no such fantastic, unnatural division in what +we call creation--that there was only one world--the world in which God +is seen. "The soul cannot move, wake, or open the eyes without +perceiving God." It is a question of physical vision, with spiritual +comprehension. + + + +IX + + +Seeing God breaking through all that I had previously thought of as +barriers, it was easy to begin to think of Him as Universal. I say begin +to think, because God's Infinitude had been only a word to me hitherto, +not a quality realised and felt. I do not presume to say that to any +adequate degree I feel and realise it now; but the habit of looking on +every good thing as a sign of His activity cannot but bring Him close +to me. + +That is my chief point with regard to the Infinite--that it must be +_here_. As I used to think of infinity I saw it stretching to boundless +reaches away from me; but only from the point of view of present Good +being present God did the value of the Infinite come to lie in its +nearness rather than in its power of filling unimaginable space. On my +part it was inverse mental action, seeking God where I was capable of +finding Him, and not in regions I could never range. + +But having grasped the fact that the Universal, wherever else it was, +must be with me the purely abstract became a living influence. I felt +this the more when to the concept of Infinitude I added that of +Intelligence. I use the much-worked word intelligence because there is +no other; but when one thinks for a second of what must be the +understanding of an Infinite Mind, intelligence as a descriptive term +becomes absurdly inadequate. + +This was the next fact which, if I may so express myself, I made my +own--that not only the Universal is ever with me, but that it is ever +with me with ever-active concern. There was a time when it was hard for +me to believe that a Mind busied with the immensities of the universe +could come down to such trivial affairs as mine. Important as I might be +to myself I could hardly be otherwise than lost amid the billions of +forms of life which had come into existence through the ages. To the +Three in One, on the Great White Throne, in the far-away Heaven, I must +be a negligible thing, except when I forced myself on the divine +attention. Even then it was hardly conceivable that, with whole solar +systems to regulate, I could claim more than a passing glance from the +all-seeing eye. + +But to an Infinite Mind bathing me round and round I must be as much the +object of regard as any solar system. To such a Mind nothing is small, +no one thing farther from its scope than another. God could have no +_difficulty_ in attending to me, seeing that from the nature of His +mental activity, to put it in that way, He could not lose sight of me +nor let me go. When an object is immersed in water it gives no extra +trouble to the water to close round it. It can't help doing it. The +object may be as small as a grain of dust or as big as a warship; to the +water it is all the same. Immersed in the Infinite Mind, closed round by +it, it was giving God no extra trouble to think of me, of my work, my +desires, the objects with which I was living, since by the nature of His +Being He could do nothing else. + +Having established it with myself that Universal Presence was also +Universal Thought I had made another step toward the elimination of +fear. I took still another when I added the truth of Universal Love. + +I need hardly say that this progression was not of necessity in a +strictly consecutive order, nor did it come by a process of reasoning +out from point to point. I was simply the man in the street dealing with +great ideas of which he had heard ever since he had been able to hear +anything, but trying at last to see what they meant to him. My position +might have been described in the words used by William James in one of +his _Letters_ to indicate his own. "The Divine, for my _active_ life, is +limited to abstract concepts, which, as ideals, interest and determine +me, but do so but faintly, in comparison with what a feeling of God +might effect, if I had one. It is largely a question of intensity, but +differences of intensity may make the whole centre of one's energy +shift." I did have a "feeling of God" however vague; but I had more of +the feeling of a Church. I could dimly discern the Way, without going +on to the Truth and the Life which give the Way its value. It will be +evident then that if my "discoveries" along these lines were discoveries +in the obvious, it was in that obvious to which we mortals so often +remain blind. + +During many years the expression, the love of God, was to me like a +winter sunshine, bright without yielding warmth. I liked the words; I +knew they expressed a truth; but between me and the truth there was the +same kind of distance which I felt to lie between myself and God. "It is +largely a question of intensity," to repeat what has just been quoted +from William James, "but differences of intensity may make the whole +centre of one's energy shift." My conception of the love of God lacked +just that quality--intensity. + +It came, to some degree, with the realisation that the Universal Thought +must be with _me_. A non-loving Universal Thought was too monstrous a +concept to entertain. The God who "broke through" my many +misunderstandings with so much good and beauty could have only one +predominating motive. The coming of my spiritual being to this planet +might be a mystery wrapped in darkness, and yet I could not but believe +that the Universal Father was behind that coming and that I was His son. +I could rest my case there. The love of God, after having long been like +a doctrinal tenet for which one had to strive, became reasonable, +natural, something to be understood. Finding that love in so many places +in which I had seen mere physical phenomena, and in so many lovely +things I had never placed to its credit, I began to feel that life could +be infused and transformed by it, in proportion as my own perception +grew. So, little by little, the centre of energy shifted, as one came to +understand what the Sons of Korah meant when they sang, "God is our +refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore _will we +not fear_ though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be +carried into, the midst of the sea."[5] With Universal Thought +concentrated in love upon oneself fear must be forced backward. + +[5] The Book of Psalms. + +And especially when you add to that the concept of Almighty Power. This +fourth and last of the great attributes is the one with which I, as an +individual, have found it most difficult to clothe the Infinite. I mean +that it is the one for which it is hardest for me to develop what +William James calls "a feeling," an inner realisation. I lay no stress +upon this. It is a question of growth. The Presence, the Thought, the +Love have become to me what I may be permitted to call tremulously +vivid. In proportion as they are vivid I get the "feeling" of +Almightiness exercised on my behalf; in proportion as they are tremulous +the Almightiness may remain in my consciousness, but it seems exercised +on my behalf but slightly. + +In other words, the Infinitude of Thought and Love are, to some extent, +apprehended by my inner self, while the Infinitude of Power is as yet to +me rather an intellectual abstraction. What my inner self may be I am +not prepared to say, but I know that it is there, as everyone else +knows that it is in him. "Strengthened with might by the Spirit in the +inner man,"[6] is what St. Paul says, and I suppose most of us recognise +the fact that our inner self is stronger or weaker in proportion as it +is more nourished or less nourished by our sense of the Being of God. It +is largely a question of intensity. If I interpret William James aright +he means by "a feeling" an intellectual concept after it has passed +beyond the preliminary keeping of the brain, and become the possession +of that inner man which is the vital self. To this vital self the sense +of Almighty Power really used for me is still, to a great degree, +outside my range. + +[6] Epistle to the Ephesians. + +I make the confession not because it is of interest, but because it +illustrates a main deduction which I should now like to draw. It is to +the effect that God is with us _to be utilised_. His Power, His Love, +His Thought, His Presence, must be at our disposal, like other great +forces, such as sunshine and wind and rain. We can use them or not, as +we please. That we could use them to their full potentiality is, of +course, not to be thought of; but we can use them in proportion to our +ability. If I, the individual, still lack many things; if I am still a +prey to lingering fears; it is probably because I have not yet rooted +out a stubborn disbelief in His Power. If I succeed in this I shall +doubtless be able to seize more of His bounty. It is not a question of +His giving, but of my capacity to take. + +The contrary, I venture to think, is the point of view of most of us. We +consider God somewhat as we do a wealthy man whom we know to be a miser, +forming the shrewd surmise that we shall not get much out of him. The +God who fails to protect us from fear fails, I believe, because we see +Him first of all as a niggard God. He is a niggard not merely with +regard to money but all the good things for which He has given us a +desire, with no intention of allowing that desire to be gratified. Once +more, He is the hard Caucasian business man, whom His subordinates serve +because they don't see what else to do, but whom they rarely love. + +We shall not, in my judgment, overcome fear till we see Him as He surely +must be, generous beyond all our conceptions of generosity. Years, +experience, many trials, and some knowledge of the world, have convinced +me that we have no lawful or harmless cravings for which, _as far as God +is concerned_, there is not abundant satisfaction. I am convinced that +absolute confidence in God's overflowing liberality of every sort is +essential to the conquest of fear. If we don't profit by that liberality +the fault is not His but our own. I am tempted to think that the belief +of so many generations of nominal Christians in a God whose power was +chiefly shown in repressions, denials, and capricious disappointments is +responsible, in so small measure, for our present world-distress. + +In my own case it was a matter of re-education. To find God for myself I +had to be willing to let some of my old cherished ideas go. They may +have been true of God as He reveals Himself to others; they are not true +of Him as He makes Himself known to me. The Way that leads _me_ to the +Truth and the Life is undoubtedly the Way I must follow. + +Doing that I have found so much, mentally, emotionally, materially, +which I never had before, that I cannot but look for more as my +absorbing power increases. The process is akin to that of the +unshrivelling of the inner man, as a bud will unfold when the sunshine +becomes strong enough. The transformation must be in thought. There must +be first the _Metanoia_, the change of mind, the new set of concepts; +and then the _Soteria_, the Safe Return, to the high, sane ideal of a +co-operative Universe, with a loving, lavish Universal Heart behind it. + +"To the chief Musician for the Sons of Korah: + +"'God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. +Therefore will we not fear though the earth be removed, and though the +mountains be carried into the midst of the sea.... Come, behold the +works of the Lord.... He maketh wars to cease unto the end of the +earth; he breaketh the bow, he cutteth the spear in sunder, he burneth +the chariot in the fire.... _Be still then, and know that I am +God,'"_[7] + +[7] Book of Psalms. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +GOD AND HIS SELF-EXPRESSION + + + +I + + +It will be clear from what I have said already that I see no fundamental +conquest of fear that is not based in God. There may be knacks by which +fear can be nipped and expedients by which it may be outwitted, but its +extermination can be brought about, it seems to me, only in one way. +According to our capacity and our individual needs we must know God; and +knowing God is not as difficult as the Caucasian mind is apt to think. +It stands to reason that if knowing God, in the senses in which it is +possible to know Him, is so essential to mankind it could not be +difficult. The making it difficult is part of the dust the Caucasian +throws in his own eyes. + +We know God through His Self-Expression, and His Self-Expression is +round about us in every form. Except through His Self-Expression there +is no way of our knowing Him. No speculation or theory will teach us to +know Him. It must be His own revelation of Himself, or nothing. + + + +II + + +Such little knowledge of Him as has come to me came much more freely +when I began to look for that revelation not alone in solemn mysteries, +or through the mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient scriptures, +but in the sights and sounds and happenings of every day. Here I must +ask not to be misunderstood. The solemn mysteries have their place, but +it is one of climax. The mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient +scriptures is of unreckonable value, after I have done something for +myself. By this I do not mean that all cannot work together +simultaneously, but rather that it is useless for the soul to strike +only at the more advanced, having ignored the elementary. + +As I write I look out on a street full of the touches of spring. The +rain-washed grass is of bright new green. The elms are in tenderest +leaf, the hawthorn bursting into flower. Here and there a yellow clump +of forsythia is like a spot of sunshine. Tulips are opening their +variegated cups, and daffodils line the walls. Dogs are capering about, +a collie, a setter, a Boston terrier. Birds are carrying straws or bits +of string to weave into their nests--or singing--or flying--or perching +on boughs. Children are playing--boys on bicycles eagerly racing +nowhere--little girls with arms round each others' waists, prattling +after their kind. Overhead is a sky of that peculiar blue for which the +Chinese have a word which means "the blue of the sky after rain," a hue +which only these masters in colour have, to my knowledge, +specially observed. + +How can I help seeing so much beauty and sweetness as the manifestation +of God? How could He show Himself to me more smilingly? How can I talk +of not seeing God when I see _this_? True, it may be no more than the +tip of the fringe of the hem of the robe in which His Being is arrayed; +but at least it must be that. True, also, that beautiful as these things +appear to physical eyes they must be still more beautiful to spiritual +eyes--the eyes of those who have passed on, for instance--to say nothing +of the delight which God must have in them Himself. But even with my +imperfect mortal vision they are rapturously good, a veritable glimpse +of the Divine. + +This is what I mean by the elementary--the common, primary thing, the +thing I look at every day and hardly ever accredit to its source. I am +not speaking pantheistically here, any more than when I spoke of light. +These things are not God, or part of God. They are expressions of God. +If I speak of seeing God in them I mean that in them, as well as in many +other simple things, we see Him as nearly as is possible to such +comprehension as ours. "No human eye," writes St. John, "has ever seen +God: the only Son, who is in the Father's bosom--He has made Him +known."[8] He made Him known in His own Person; but He appealed also to +the everyday sights and sounds, the lily of the field, the blowing wind, +the sparrow falling, the children at their mothers' knees, for the +evidence to declare Him. As expressions of Him they may be +misinterpreted by the error in my physical senses, or distorted by my +limitations of spiritual perception; but even then they bring Him near +to me in the kind of radiance which I can catch. + +[8] Most of the quotations from the New Testament are taken from a +recent translation, "The New Testament in Modern Speech," by R.F. +Weymouth and E. Hampden-Cook. + + + +III + + +In order to banish fear I think it necessary to train the thought to +seeing God as expressing Himself in all the good and pleasant and +enjoyable things that come to us. This means forming a habit. It means +saying to oneself daily, hourly, "This is God," "That is God," of +incidents, persons, and things we have rarely thought of in that +relation. To do this is not as easy as it would be if our race-mind +worked that way; but unfortunately it does not. In general we take our +good things for granted, complaining that they are not better. The +things we lack are more vivid to us, as a rule, than those we have +acquired. Having hung, as it were, a cloud about ourselves we disregard +the uncountable ways in which God persists in shining through, in spite +of our efforts to shut Him out. + +To try to enumerate the uncountable would be folly. You cannot reckon +the good which comes to every one of us through such channels as family, +home, friendship, income, business, amusements, studies, holidays, +journeys, sports, books, pictures, music, and the other hardly noticed +pleasures of any single day. We are used to them. To ascribe them +specially to God would seem to us far-fetched. That is, theoretically we +may ascribe them to God, but practically we dissociate Him from them. +Few of us, I think, ever pause to remember that through them He is +making Himself known to us before doing it in any other way. + +And yet, it seems to me, this is the beginning of our recognition of the +Divine. I have little hesitation in saying that this is what parents +should teach children before they teach them to lisp prayers. The +prayers have hardly any meaning to the baby-mind, and not much more than +a sentimental influence on the later life, if they have as much as that. +But any child, from the very budding of the intelligence, could grasp +the idea of a great, loving Super-Father, who was making Himself visible +through gifts and care. If he prayed to Him later he would know to whom +he was praying. As it is, the later prayers are neglected, or definitely +given up, oftener than not, because this is precisely what the child +does _not_ know. He does not know it because he was never taught it; and +he was never taught it because his parents have probably not been aware +of it themselves. + + + +IV + + +I myself was never taught it. Notwithstanding all for which I am truly +grateful, I regret most deeply that so many years of my life went by +before I was led to the fact. I am willing to believe that the lack of +understanding was my own fault, but a lack of understanding there was. I +got the impression that God, so far from making Himself known to me, was +hiding away from me, and that I must have faith to believe in One of +whom I had no more than hearsay evidence. If I could do this violence to +such measure of reason as I possessed I could count on a reward in some +other world than this, though on little or nothing here. + +Faith I saw as of the nature of a _tour de force_. You took it as you +took a leap. It was spiritually acrobatic. You didn't understand but you +_believed_. The less you understood the more credit your belief became +to you. The more hidden and difficult and mysterious and unintelligible +God made Himself the greater your merit in having faith in spite of +everything. I am far from saying that this is the common understanding +of Christians, or from holding others responsible for my misconceptions. +I speak of these misconceptions only because they were mine, and it was +I who had to work away from them. + +For this reason, too, I speak of my reaching the idea of a God who had +been visibly smiling at me all my life while I had never seen Him, as a +"discovery." To me it _was_ a discovery; and it came at a moment when I +sorely needed something of the kind. + + + +V + + +It was perhaps three or four years after the turning-point at +Versailles. The intervening time had been one of what I may call +spiritual ups and downs. It had not all been straight progress by any +means. I had got hold of what for me was a great idea, round which other +great ideas grouped themselves; but I grasped them waveringly or +intermittently. Nevertheless, during seasons in Boston, Nice, Cannes, +Munich, London, and Berlin, life on the whole went hopefully. The malady +I have already mentioned tended to grow better rather than worse; the +advancing blindness became definitely arrested. I worked easily, +happily, successfully. Returning to the New England city which had +become my adopted home, I bought a house and settled down to American +life once more. + +I mention these facts only because they help me to make myself clearer. +For all at once my affairs, like the chariots of Pharaoh in crossing the +Red Sea, began to drive heavily. Trust in an all-conquering +life-principle which had meant much to me for a time no longer seemed +effective. Difficulties massed themselves. Business misunderstandings +sprang up. Friendships on which I had counted suddenly grew cold. Worse +than all, the working impulse gave out. There were two whole years in +which I slaved at producing little more than what had to be thrown away. +My active life had apparently come to another deadening full stop. + +I reached the decision that there was but one thing to do--give up the +pretence at working, sell the house to which I had grown attached, and +resume once more the life of aimless, but at that time inexpensive, +European wandering. There came a day when I actually offered my +house for sale. + +And yet that day proved to be another turning-point. On the very morning +when I had put my house in the market the chain of small events which we +commonly call accidents brought me into touch with a man I had never +seen before. During a first meeting, as well as in several that +followed, he made certain matters clear to me which changed my course +not only then but ever since. These explanations came under three +distinct headings, to each of which I should like to give a +little space. + + + +VI + + +Of these the one I put first is probably familiar to most of my readers, +but to me, I confess, it was new. + +God among His other functions must be a tireless activity working +towards an end. Everything He calls into being works toward that end, I +myself with the rest. I am not a purposeless bit of jetsam flung out on +the ocean of time to be tossed about helplessly. God couldn't so will an +existence. It would not be in keeping with His economy to have any +entity wasted. As Our Lord puts it, the sparrow cannot fall without Him; +without Him the lilies are not decked; the knowledge possessed by His +infinite intelligence is so minute that the very hairs of the head are +numbered. My life, my work, myself--all are as much a necessary part of +His design as the thread the weaver weaves into the pattern in a carpet. + +In other words, I am not a free agent. I am His agent. Not only am I +responsible to him, but He is responsible for me. His responsibility for +me will be seen as soon as I give up being responsible for myself. + +It was upon this last point that I seized with most avidity. I was tired +of trying to steer a course for myself, with no compass to go by. I was +tired of incessantly travelling along roads which seemed to lead to +nothing but blind-ends. To change the figure to one I used not +infrequently at that time, my life seemed pitchforked, first in one way +and then in another, no way bringing me anywhere. It had no even tenor. +It was a series of seismic pulls and jerks. + +But in the light of what my new friend told me I saw I had been too +busily engaged in directing my life for myself. I was like a child who +hopes to make a smoothly working machine go still more smoothly by +prodding it. I couldn't leave it alone. It had not occurred to me that +the course of that life was God's own business, and that if I could +follow the psalmist's advice and "commit my way unto him he would bring +it to pass." It had seemed to me that nothing would be brought to pass +unless I worried and fretted over it myself, whereas the same wise old +psalmist says, in words which our generation would do well to lay to +heart, _"fret not thyself_ else shall thou be moved to do evil." + +"Trust in the Lord and do good," he goes on; "so shalt thou dwell in +the land, and verily thou shalt be fed. Delight thyself also in the +Lord, and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart." + +This was nothing new; it was only new to me. To feel that I could give +up being responsible for results and devote myself to my work was in +itself a relief. If I tried to "trust in the Lord and do good"--by which +I suppose is meant doing my duty to the best of my small ability--He +would look after the rest. My position was somewhat that of a trusted +subordinate given a free hand, but having over him a supreme authority +taking charge of all consequences. I was not working on what our modern +idiom neatly summarises as "my own." _I was His agent_. + +Thus it might be said to be to His interest to see that as His agent I +was sheltered, clothed, fed, and in every way kept in such condition as +to be up to the highest standard of His work. This provision would +naturally include those dependent on me, and without whose well-being I +could not have peace of mind. I need worry about them no more than about +myself. They, too, were His agents. In certain conditions He might +provide for them through me, or in certain conditions He might provide +for me through them; but in all conditions He would provide for all +of us. + + + +VII + + +The second point was this: those with whom I had had misunderstandings +were equally His agents. They might not be more aware of the fact than +I; but this in no way disqualified them as His trusted subordinates +given a free hand. Their work with me and mine with them, whatever its +nature, wrought one of the infinite number of blends going to make up +the vast complexity of His design. + +It was, therefore, out of the range of possibility that under Him there +could be opposition or contradiction between one of His agents and +another. It would be inconsistent with His being that one man's +advantage should be brought about at another man's cost. Where that was +apparently the case it was due to both sides taking the authority into +their own hands, and neither sufficiently recognising Him. If His +trusted subordinates in being given a free hand played Him false, they +naturally played each other false, and played false to themselves first +of all. Where one was afraid of another and strove to outwit him there +was treachery against the supreme command. + +Again there was nothing new in this; but to me it was a new point of +view with regard to those with whom and for whom I worked. For the first +time I saw their true relation to me, as mine to them, and something of +the principle of brotherhood. Up to this time brotherhood had been a +charming, sentimental word to me, and not much more. Children of one +Father, yes; but discordant children, with no restraint that I could see +on their natural cut-throat enmities. + +But here was a truth which made all other men my necessary helpmates, +and me the necessary helpmate of all other men. I couldn't do without +them; they couldn't do without me. Hostility between us was as out of +place as between men pulling together on the rope which is to save all +their lives. If peril could bring about unity God could bring it about +even more effectively. God was the great positive, the solvent in which +irritation and unfriendliness must necessarily melt away. + + + +VIII + + +The third point, involving my obvious first step, was to put suspicion +out of my own mind. I was to see myself as God's Self-Expression working +with others who were also His Self-Expression to the same extent as I. +It was in the fact of our uniting together to produce His +Self-Expression that I was to look for my security. No one could +effectively work against me while I was consciously trying to work with +God. Moreover, it was probable that no one was working against me, or +had any intention of working against me, but that my own point of view +being wrong I had put the harmonious action of my life out of order. +Suspicion always being likely to see what it suspects the chances were +many that I was creating the very thing I suffered from. + +This does not mean that in our effort to reproduce harmonious action we +should shut our eyes to what is evidently wrong, or blandly ignore what +is plainly being done to our disadvantage. Of course not! One uses all +the common-sense methods of getting justice for oneself and protecting +one's own interests. But it does mean that when I can no longer protect +my own interests, when my affairs depend upon others far more than on +myself--a condition in which we all occasionally find ourselves--I am +not to _fret myself_, not to churn my spirit into nameless fears. I am +not a free agent. Those with whom I am associated are not free agents. +God is the one supreme command. He expresses Himself through me; He +expresses Himself through them; we all. I as well as they, they as well +as I, are partakers of His Sonship; and the Son--His Expression--is +always "in the Father's bosom," [9] in His love and care. + +[9] St. John + + + +IX + + +Having grasped this idea the new orientation was not difficult. There +was in it too much solace to allow of its being difficult. If I state +the results it is once more not because I consider them important to +anyone but myself, but only because they became the starting-point of a +new advance in the conquest of fear. + +Within forty-eight hours, with no action on my part except the +_Metanoia_, the change in my point of view, all misunderstandings had +been cleared away. The other side had taken the entire initiative, I +making no advance whatever toward them. A telegram expressing their +hearty good will was followed by an interview, after which I was at work +again. I have not only worked easily ever since but with such fecundity +that one plan is always formed before I have its predecessor off my +hands. This says nothing of the quality of my work, which, humble as it +may be, is simply the best I know how to do. I refer only to its +abundance. I have found that in "working together with God," I am less +involved in conflicts of wills than I was before, and that the words of +Amos are literally fulfilled to me, "that the plowman shall overtake the +reaper, and the treader of grapes him that soweth seed." I say it +without knocking on wood, and with no fear lest my "good luck" will be +withdrawn, that from that time to this I have had plenty of work which I +have accomplished happily, and have never lacked a market for my +modest wares. + + + +X + + +From all of which I have drawn one main inference--the imperative +urgency of Trust. + +I had hitherto thought of trust as a gritting of the teeth and a +stiffening of the nerves to believe and endure, no matter what +compulsion one put upon oneself. Gradually, in the light of the +experience sketched above, I came to see it as simply the knowledge that +the supreme command rules everything to everyone's advantage. The more +we can rest mentally, keep ourselves at peace, _be still and know that +it is God_,[10] the single and sole Director, the more our interests will +be safe. This, I take it, is the kind of trust for which the great +pioneers of truth plead so persistently in both the Old and New +Testaments. + +[10] The Book of Psalms. + +Trust, then, is not a force we wrest from ourselves against reason, +against the grain. To be trust at all it must be loving and spontaneous. +It cannot be loving and spontaneous unless there is a natural impulse +behind it. And there can be no natural impulse behind it unless we have +something in our own experience which corroborates the mere hearsay +testimony that there is a Power worth trusting to. Job's "Though He slay +me yet will I trust in Him," could only have been wrung from a heart +which had proved the Divine Good Will a thousand times and knew what it +was doing. Some experience of our own we _must_ have. It is an absolute +necessity. Desperate hope in another man's God may do something for us, +but it cannot do much. A small thing which I have proved for myself is a +better foundation for trust than a Bible learnt parrot-like by rote and +not put to the practical test. Once I have found out for myself that to +rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him is the surest way to +security and peace I have the more willing confidence in doing it. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +GOD'S SELF-EXPRESSION AND THE MIND OF TO-DAY + + + +I + + +To the mind of to-day trust would be easier were it not for the terror +lest God's plans involve us in fearful things from which we shrink. We +have heard so much of the trials He sends; of the gifts of Tantalus He +keeps forever in our sight but just beyond our reach; of the blessings +He actually bestows upon us only to snatch them away when we have come +to love them most--we have heard so much of this that we are often +afraid of His will as the greatest among the evils of which we stand +in dread. + +In many cases this is the root of our fear. We cannot trust without +misgiving to the love of God. What is there then that we can trust to? +We can't trust to ourselves; still less can we trust to our fellow-men. +Those whom we love and in whom we have confidence being as weak as +ourselves, if not weaker than we, establish our spirits not at all. If, +therefore, we mentally poison the well of Universal Good-intent at its +very source what have we to depend on? + +I have already referred to the God of repressions and denials, and now +must speak a little more freely of this travesty on "the Father," as +expressed to us in Jesus Christ. Of all the obstacles to the rooting out +of fear the lingering belief in such a distortion of Divine Love is to +my mind the most deeply based. + +I often think it a proof of the vital truth in the message of Jesus +Christ that it persists in holding the heart in spite of the ugly thing +which, from so many points of view, the Caucasian has managed to make of +it. Nowhere is the cruelty of Caucasian misinterpretation more evident +than in the meanings given to the glorious phrase, "the Will of God." I +do not exaggerate when I say that in most Caucasian minds the Will of +God is a bitter, ruthless force, to which we can only drug ourselves +into submission. It is always ready to thwart us, to stab us in the +back, or to strike us where our affections are tenderest. We hold our +blessings only on the tenure of its caprice. Our pleasures are but the +stolen moments we can snatch from its inattention. + +As an example I quote some stanzas from a hymn frequently sung where +English-speaking people worship, and more or less expressive of the +whole Caucasian attitude toward "God's Will." + +My God, my Father, while I stray +Far from my home on life's rough way, +Oh, teach me from my heart to say, + Thy Will be done. + +Though dark my path and sad my lot, +Let me be still, and murmur not, +Or breathe the prayer divinely taught, + Thy Will be done. + +What though in lonely grief I sigh +For friends beloved no longer nigh, +Submissive still would I reply, + Thy Will be done. + +If thou shouldst call me to resign +What most I prize, it ne'er was mine; +I only yield thee what is thine; + Thy Will be done. + +These lines, typical of a whole class of sentimental hymnology, are +important only in as far as they are widely known and express a more or +less standardised point of view. The implication they contain is that +all deprivation is brought upon us by the Will of God, and that our +wisest course is to beat ourselves down before that which we cannot +modify. Beneath the car of this Juggernaut we must flout our judgments +and crush our affections. As He knows so well where to hit us we must +stifle our moans when He does so. As He knows so well what will ring our +hearts we must be content to let Him give so that He can the more +poignantly take away. The highest exercise of our own free will is to +"be still and murmur not"--to admit that we need the chastisement--to +crouch beneath the blows which we tell ourselves are delivered in love, +even though it is hard to see where the love comes in. + + + +II + + +I know nothing more tragic than those efforts on the part of +heart-broken people, coming within the experience of all of us, to make +themselves feel that this terrible "Will of God" must be right, no +matter how much it seems wrong. + +A young man with a wife and family to support is struck down by a +lingering illness which makes him a burden. All his Job's comforters +tell him that God has brought the affliction upon him, and that to bow +to the "Inscrutable Will" must be his first act of piety. + +A young mother is rejoicing in her baby when its little life is suddenly +snuffed out. She must school herself to say, quite irrespective of the +spirit of renunciation which inspires the words, "The Lord gave and the +Lord hath taken away; blessed be the Name of the Lord." + +A woman is left a widow to earn a living for herself, and bring up her +children fatherless. She must assume that the Lord had some good purpose +in leaving her thus bereft and must drill herself into waiting on a +Will so impossible to comprehend. + +Storms sink ships, drowning passengers and crew; lightning sets fire to +houses and strikes human beings dead; earthquakes swallow up whole +districts destroying industry and human life; tidal waves sweep inland +carrying away towns; and our legal phraseology can think of no better +explanation of such calamity than to ascribe it to "the act of God." + +It is needless to multiply these instances. Our own knowledge supplies +them by the score. Our personal lives are full of them. God's Will, +God's Love, God's Mercy, become strangely ironic forces, grim beyond any +open enmity. They remind us of the "love," the "pity," the "mercy," in +which the orthodox sent the heretic to the hangman or the stake, +destroying the body to save the soul. + +It is a far cry from this appalling vision of "the Father" to the +psalmist's "Delight thou in the Lord and he shall give thee the desires +of thine heart." How could anyone delight in the Caucasian God, as the +majority of Caucasians conceive of Him? As a matter of fact, how many +Caucasians themselves, however devout, however orthodox, attempt to +delight, or pretend to delight, in the God to whom on occasions they bow +down? Delight is a strong word, and a lovely one; but used of the +Caucasian and his Deity it is not without its elements of humour. + + + +III + + +Naturally enough! It is impossible for any human being to delight in a +God whose first impulse in "doing us good" is so often to ravage our +prosperity and affections. So long as we believe in Him fear will rule +our lives. It is because the Caucasian believes in Him that he lives in +fear and dies in fear. To attempt to eliminate fear and retain this +concept of God is vain. + +Understanding this the average Caucasian has made little or no effort to +eliminate fear. He would rather live and die in fear than change this +concept of God. It is dear to him. He finds it useful. To its shoulders +he can shift the ills of which he is unwilling himself to accept the +responsibility. Where God is a puzzle life is a puzzle; and where life +is a puzzle the Caucasian gets his chance for making the materialistic +ideal the only one that seems practical. In a world which was to any +noticeable degree freed from the spectre of fear most of our existing +systems of government, religion, business, law, and national and +international politics, would have to be remodelled. There would be +little or no use for them. Built on fear and run by fear, fear is as +essential to their existence as coal to our industries. A society that +had escaped from fear would escape from their control. + +In this present spring of 1921 we are having an exhibition of fear on a +scale so colossal that the heart of man is dazed by it. There is not a +government which is not afraid of some other government. There is not a +government which is not afraid of its own people. There is not a people +which is not afraid of its own government. There is not a country in +which one group is not afraid of some other group. All is rivalry, +enmity, suspicion, confusion, and distrust, "while men's hearts are +fainting for fear, and for anxious expectation of what is coming on the +world." All statesmen, all ministers, all ambassadors, all politicians, +all bankers, all business men, all professional men, all journalists, +all farmers, all laborers, all workers in the arts, all men and women of +all kinds--with the exception of one here and there who has reached the +understanding of the love which casteth out fear--live and work in fear, +and in mistrust of their colleagues. From the supreme councils of the +Allies down to the crooks and conspirators in dives and joints everyone +is afraid of being double-crossed. There is so much double-crossing +everywhere that we have been obliged to invent this name for the +operation. England is afraid of being double-crossed by Germany, France +by England, Italy by France, the United States by Europe, and Japan by +the United States, while within these general limitations minor +double-crossing interests seethe like bacteria in a drop of poisoned +blood. The nations are infected with fear because they elect to believe +in a God of fear, and the Caucasians more than others because they have +chosen to see a God of fear in Him who was put before them as a God +of Love. + + + +IV + + +I see no way out of all this except as one of us after another reaches +the _Metanoia_, the new point of view as regards God. Other ways have +been sought, and have been found no more than blind alleys. Much +reference is made nowadays to the disillusionment of those who hoped +that the war would lead to social and spiritual renovation; but any such +hope was doomed in advance, so long as the Caucasian concept of God was +unchanged. When you cannot trust God you cannot trust anything; and when +you cannot trust anything you get the condition of the world as it is +to-day. And that you _cannot_ trust a God whose "love" will paralyse the +hand by which you have to earn a living, or snatch your baby from your +breast--to say nothing of a thousand ingenious forms of torture +inflicted just because "He sees that it is best for you," after having +led you to see otherwise--that you cannot trust a God like that must be +more or less self-evident. If you are part of His Self-Expression He +cannot practise futilities through your experience and personality. He +must be kind with a common-sense kindness, loving with a common-sense +love. Whatever explanation of our sufferings and failures there may be +we must not shuffle them off on God. "Let us hold God to be true," St. +Paul writes, "though every man should prove false."[11] Let us hold that +God would not hurt us, however much we may wilfully hurt each other or +ourselves. + +[11] Epistle to the Romans. + + + +V + + +I should not lay so much emphasis on this if so much emphasis were not +laid on it in the other direction. God has so persistently, and for so +many generations, been held up to us as a God who tries and torments and +punishes that we can hardly see Him as anything else. Torture comes, in +the minds of many of us, to be not only His main function but His only +function. "I am all right," is the unspoken thought in many a heart, "so +long as I am not overtaken by the Will of God. When that calamity falls +on me my poor little human happiness will be wrecked like a skiff in a +cyclone." This is not an exaggeration. It is the secret mental attitude +of perhaps ninety percent of those Caucasians who believe in a God of +any kind. Their root-conviction is that if God would only let them alone +they would get along well enough; but as a terrible avenging spirit, +like the Fury or the Nemesis of the ancients, he is always tracking them +down. The aversion from God so noticeable in the mind of to-day is, I +venture to think, chiefly inspired by the instinct to get away from, or +to hide from, the pursuit of this Avenger. + + + +VI + + +And in a measure this impulse to flight can be understood. I can +understand that common-sense men should be cold toward the Caucasian +God, and that they should even renounce and denounce him. I will go so +far as to say that I can more easily understand the atheist than I can +many of my own friends who pathetically try to love and adore their +capricious un-Christlike Deity. To my certain knowledge many of them are +doing it against their own natural and better instincts, because they +dare not forsake the tradition in which they have been dyed. "I try to +love God and I can't," has been said to me many a time by conscientious +people who felt that the fault must lie in themselves. There was no +fault in themselves. If their God could have been loved they would have +loved him. + + + +VII + + +I come here to a point of no small importance to the conquest of fear, +the courage to release oneself from the tether of tradition. Few people +have it, in the sense of rejecting old theories because of having worked +out to new spiritual knowledge. When it comes to the eternal verities +many of us are cowardly; nearly all of us are timid. The immense +majority of us prefer a God at second or third hand. We will accept what +somebody else has learned, rather than incur the trouble or the +responsibility of learning anything for ourselves. We take our knowledge +of God as we take our doses of medicine, from a prescription which one +man has written down, and another has "put up," and still another +administers. By the time this traditional, handed-on knowledge of God +has reached ourselves it is diluted by all kinds of outside opinions and +personalities. It is not strange that when we have swallowed the dose it +does little to effect a cure. I do not deny that a second or third hand +knowledge of God may do something. I only deny that it can do much. To +support my denial I need only point to what the world has become in a +second and third hand Christendom. The illustration is enough. + +It should be plain, I think, that no one will ever be released from fear +by clinging to the teachings which have inspired fear. We are fearless +in proportion as we grow independent enough to know for ourselves. I +cannot but stress this point to some extent, for the reason that I +myself suffered so long from inability to let the traditional go. It +seemed to me to have a sanctity just because it was traditional. The +fact that other people had accepted certain ideas had weight in making +me feel that I should accept them too. To go off on a line of my own +seemed dangerous. I might make mistakes. I might go far wrong. Safety +was spelled by hanging with the crowd. + +It was the chance remark of an old acquaintance which dislodged me from +this position. In the lobby of a hotel we had met by chance, after not +having seen each other for a good many years. The conversation, having +touched on one theme and another, drifted to subjects akin to that which +I am now discussing. I ventured to disclose some of my own "seeking God, +if perhaps I could grope for Him and find Him."[12] + +[12] Acts of the Apostles. + +My friend straightened himself and squared his shoulders. "I stand +exactly where I did thirty years ago." + +There was a pride in the statement with regard to which my first feeling +was a pang of envy. A rapid calculation told me that thirty years ago he +had been about twenty; and the superiority of a man who at twenty had +attained to so much spiritual insight that he had not needed to learn +anything more in the interim was evident. I was two or three days +turning this incident over in my mind before the exclamation came to me, +"How terrible!" To have lived through the thirty years of the richest +experience the ordinary man ever knows and still have remained on +precisely the same spot as to spiritual things struck me then as a +woeful confession. + +I beg to say here that I am not talking of external and official +religious connections. I am trying to avoid the subject of external and +official religion altogether. I am speaking not of religion but of God. +To my mind the two have no more than the relation of the words of a song +and the music of its setting. You may use them together or you may +consider them apart. I am considering them apart, and confining myself +wholly to the words of the song. What is known as church-affiliation, +the music of the setting, I am not concerned with. My only topic is the +way in which the meaning of the words gets over to the average inner +man, and the effect upon him mentally. + +I revert, therefore, to the statement that to make the kind of spiritual +progress which will overcome fear it will be often necessary to let go +the thing we have outlived. Often the thing we have outlived will be +something dear to us, because there was once a time when it served our +turn. But our turn to-day may need something different from the turn of +yesterday, and the refusal to follow new light simply because it is new +leads in the end to mental paralysis. I was once asked to sign a +petition to the mayor of a city praying that, on the ground of its +novelty, electric lighting might be excluded from the street in which I +lived. Exactly this same reluctance often keeps us from making changes +of another sort, even when we feel that the light which hitherto was +enough for us has been outgrown and outclassed. + +The danger of the lone quest leading a man astray can be easily +exaggerated. It is not as if God were difficult to find. "The soul +cannot move, wake, or open the eyes, without perceiving God." "For this +commandment which I command thee this day, it is not hidden from thee, +neither is it far off. It is not in heaven that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go up for us to heaven and bring it down unto us that we may hear +it and do it? Neither is it beyond the sea that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go over the sea for us and bring it unto us that we may hear it +and do it? But the word is very nigh unto thee, in thy mouth and in thy +heart."[13] No motion toward the Universal can miss the Universal. I +cannot escape from the Ever-Present; the Ever-Present cannot escape from +me. Intellectually I may make mistakes in deduction, but spiritually I +cannot but find God. The little I learn of God for myself is to me +worth more than all the second and third hand knowledge I can gather +from the saints. + +[13] The Book of Deuteronomy. + + + +VIII + + +It is the more necessary to dwell on this for the reason that whatever +_Metanoia_, or new orientation, is to be brought about must be on the +part of individuals. There is no hope for large numbers acting together, +or for any kind of group-impulse. Group-impulse among Caucasians is +nearly always frightened, conservative, reactionary, or derisive of the +forward step. There is hardly an exception to this in the whole history +of Caucasian ideas. + +Otherwise it would be a pleasant dream to imagine what might now be +happening on the great international stage. Let us suppose that the +leaders of the so-called Christian countries were all convinced of the +three main lines of God's direction I have already tried to sketch. Let +us think of such men as Lloyd George, Clemenceau, Sforza, President +Harding, and the heads of government in Belgium, Russia, Germany, and +all other countries affected by the present war of moves and +counter-moves--let us think of them as agreed on the principles: + +1. That each knows himself and his country as an agent in the hand of +God, directed surely toward a good end; + +2. That each knows each of his colleagues and his country as equally an +agent in the hand of God, directed surely toward a similar good end; + +3. That each knows that between God's agents there can be neither +conflicting interests nor clash of wills, and that suspicion and +counter-suspicion must be out of place, since under God's direction no +double-crossing is possible. + +The picture is almost comic in its incongruity with what actually is. +The mere thought of these protagonists of the century working in harmony +to one great purpose, without distrust of each other's motives, and with +no necessity for anyone's dodging political foul play, summons the smile +of irony. Mutual trust was never so much a suggestion to laugh down. +The mere hint that it might be possible would make one a target for the +wit of the experienced. + +In what we call the practical world of to-day there is no appeal from +the God of Fear but _to_ the God of Fear. The great mass of Caucasians +will not have it otherwise. And it requires no prophetic vision to +foresee the results of the efforts to bring about international harmony +while all are obeying the decrees of the Goddess of Discord. Nearly +three years after the signing of the armistice the world is in a more +hopeless situation than it was when at war. Up to the present each new +move only makes matters worse. There are those who believe that our +phase of civilisation is staggering into the abyss and that nothing, as +far as can now be descried, will save it from the deluge. + + + +IX + + +Possibly! Fear tends always to produce the thing it is afraid of. I +mention this dark outlook only for the reason that even if the +cataclysm were to come the individual can escape from it. + +Cataclysms are not new in the history of our race. The rise and fall of +civilisations may be called mankind's lessons in "how not to do it." Of +these lessons there are no such records as those which we find in the +Old Testament; and in these records it is unfailingly pointed out that +whatever the calamity which overtakes the world at large the individual +has, if he chooses, a way of safety. The innocent are not overwhelmed +with the guilty, except when the innocent deliberately shut their eyes +to the opening toward the _Soteria_--the Safe Return. But that, +unhappily, the innocent do so shut their eyes is one of the commonest +facts in life. + +Back in that twilight of history of which the later tale could be told +only by some symbol, some legendary hieroglyph, there was already an +"Ark" by which the faithful few could be saved from the "Flood." The +symbol became permanent. The Ark of the Covenant--the sign of a great +spiritual understanding--remained as a token to man that in God he had +a sure refuge. It was laid up in his Holy of Holies, a mystic, +consecrated pledge, till the ruthless Caucasian came and rifled it. + +But no rifling could deprive mankind of its significance. That endures. +To bring it home to the desolate and oppressed was a large part of the +mission of psalmists and prophets. The Ark of the Covenant--of the Great +Understanding--meant as much to those who sought God in the ancient +world as the Cross does to Christendom. It meant that whatever the +collapse, national or general, through siege or sack or famine, those +who would escape could escape by the simple process of mentally taking +refuge in God. The Ark of God would bear them safely when all material +help failed. + +Among the themes which run through the Old Testament this is of +paramount importance. It is impossible to do more than refer to the many +times the spiritually minded were implored to seek this protection. It +was needful to implore them since they found the assurance so difficult +to believe. No matter how often it was proved to them they still +doubted it. Saved by this method once they would reject it when it came +to danger the second time. Saved the second time they rejected it the +third. "Thou shalt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on +thee, because he trusteth in thee," is the declaration of Jeremiah, who +perhaps more than any other was a prophet of disaster. Similar +statements are scattered through the Old Testament by the score, by the +hundred. It was a point on which leaders, seers, and teachers insisted +with a passionate insistence. They knew. They had tested the truth for +themselves. Disaster was a common feature in their history. During the +three thousand years and more which their experiences cover these +Israelites had seen more than one invasion sweep across their land, more +than one civilisation come and go. All that Belgium knew in the Great +War they knew time and time again. Between Egypt and Assyria, the France +and Germany of that special epoch, theirs was a kind of buffer state +over which every new anguish rolled. "Let it roll," was the cry of +their prophets. "The Lord will fight for you. Stand still and see what +he will do. His arm is not shortened neither his strength diminished. It +is of the Lord to save whether by many or by few. Trust in the Lord and +be doing good, so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be +fed. Oh, how great is thy goodness which thou hast wrought for them that +trust in thee before the sons of men. I said in my haste, I am cut off! +Nevertheless thou heardest the voice of my supplication when I cried +unto thee. Be of good courage and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye +that hope in the Lord."[14] + +[14] Various Old Testament Sources. + + + +X + + +In many ways this is the burden of the more ancient Scriptures--the +protection which surrounds those who know that protection is God. It was +a gospel that had to be preached with tears and beseechings from one +generation to another. No generation accepted it. The belief in +material power was always too dense. It is still too dense. In the Ark +of the Great Understanding the Caucasian has practically never seen more +than a symbol that has gone out of date. Lost materially in the Tiber +mud it was, for him, lost forever. But not so. Its significance remains +as vital to mankind as when, veiled and venerated, it stood between +the cherubim. + +The time may be close at hand when we shall need this assurance as we +need nothing else. However optimistic we try to keep ourselves, no +thinking man or woman can be free, at this crisis in world-history, from +deep foreboding. For the memory to go back ten years is, even for us in +the New World, like returning to a Golden Age; while for the Old World +mere recollection must be poignant. + +The possibility that all countries in both hemispheres may find +themselves in some such agony as that of the Russia of to-day is not too +extravagant to be entertained. This is not saying that they are likely +so to find themselves; it means only that in the world as it is the +safest is not very safe. My point is that whether catastrophe +overwhelms us or not, he who chooses not to fear can be free from fear. +There is a refuge for him, a defence, a safeguard which no material +attack can break down. "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most +High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the +Lord, He is my refuge--my fortress--my God. In Him will I trust."[15] +There is this Ark for me, this Ark of the Great Understanding, and I can +retire into it. I can also have this further assurance: "Because thou +hast made the Lord which is my refuge--even the Most High--thy +habitation, there shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague +come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee to +keep thee in all thy ways."[16] + +[15] The Book of Psalms. + +[16] The Book of Psalms. + + + +XI + + +This is the eternal agreement, but an agreement of which we find it +difficult to accept the terms. To the material alone we are in the habit +of ascribing power. Though we repeat a thousand times in the course of +a year, "For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory," we do not +believe it. To few of us is it more than a sonorous phrase. + +I remember the impression of this which one received at the great +thanksgiving for peace in St. Paul's Cathedral in London some twenty +years ago. The Boer War had ended in an English victory, and while the +thanksgiving was not precisely for this, it did express the relief of an +anxious nation that peace was again restored. It was what is generally +known as a most impressive service. All that a great spectacle can offer +to God it offered. King, queen, princes, princesses, ambassadors, +ministers, clergy, admirals, generals, and a vast assembly of citizens +filled the choir and nave with colour and life, while the music was of +that passionless beauty of which the English cathedral choirs guard +the secret. + +But the detail I remember best was the way in which the repetition of +the Lord's Prayer rolled from the lips of the assembly like the sound +of the surging of the sea. It was the emotional effect of a strongly +emotional moment. One felt tense. It was hard to restrain tears. As far +as crowd-sympathy has any spiritual value it was there. The Caucasian +God was taken out of His pigeon-hole and publicly recognised. + +Then He was put back. + +I take this service merely as an instance of what happens in all the +so-called Christian capitals in moments of national stress. Outwardly it +happens less in the United States than it does elsewhere, for the reason +that this country has no one representative spiritual expression; but it +does happen here in diffused and general effect. As a Christian nation +we ascribe in common with other Christian nations the kingdom, the +power, and the glory to God--on occasions. We do it with the pious +gesture and the sonorous phrase. Then we forget it. The habit of +material trust is too strong for us. Kings, queens, presidents, princes, +prime ministers, congresses, parliaments, and all other representatives +of material strength, may repeat for formal use the conventional clause; +but there is always what we flippantly know as a "joker" in the +lip-recitation. "Kingdom, power, and glory," we can hear ourselves +saying in a heart-aside, "lie in money, guns, commerce, and police. God +is not sufficiently a force in the affairs of this world for us to give +Him more than the consideration of an act of courtesy." + +Practically that is all we ever get from group-impulse--an act of +courtesy. I repeat and repeat again that whatever is done toward the +conquest of fear must be done by the individual. _I_ must do what I can +to conquer fear in myself, regardless of the attitude or opinions of men +in general. + +To men in general the appeal to spiritual force to bring to naught +material force is little short of fanatical. It has never been otherwise +as yet; it will probably not be otherwise for long generations to come. +Meanwhile it is much for the individual to know that he can act on his +own initiative, and that when it comes to making God his refuge he can +go into that refuge alone. He needs no nation, or government, or +society, or companions before him or behind him. He needs neither leader +nor guide nor friend. In the fortress of God he is free to enter merely +as himself, and there know that he is safe amid a world in agony. + + + +XII + + +This is not theory; it is not doctrine; it is not opinion. It is what +the great pioneers of truth have first deduced from what they understood +to be the essential beneficence of God, and then proved by actual +demonstration. Anyone else can demonstrate it who chooses to make the +experiment. My own weakness is such that I have made the experiment but +partially; but partial experiment convinces me beyond all further +questioning that the witness of the great pioneers is true. + + + +XIII + + +Nor is this conviction to be classed as idealism, or ecclesiasticism, or +mysticism, or anything else to which we can put a tag. It is not +sectarian; it is not peculiarly Christian. It is the general possession +of mankind. True, it is easier for the Christian than for any other to +enter on this heritage, since his spiritual descent is more directly +from the pioneers of truth who first discovered God to be His children's +safety; but the Universal is the Universal, the property of all. +Discovery gives no one an exclusive hold on it. Anyone with a +consciousness of Almighty, Ever-Present Intelligence must have some +degree of access to it, though his access may not be to the fullest or +the easiest. It is not possible that the Universal Father should be the +special property of the Christian or of anyone else. The Christian view +of the Father is undoubtedly the truest; but every view is true in +proportion to its grasp of truth. No one will deny that the Buddhist, +the Mahometan, the Confucianist, have their grasp of truth. Even the +primitive idolater has some faint gleam of it, distorted though it may +have become. Very well, then; the faintest gleam of such knowledge will +not go without its recompense. + + + +XIV + + +Exclusiveness is too much our Caucasian habit of mind. It is linked with +our instinct for ownership. Because through Jesus Christ we have a +clearer view of a greater segment of the Universal, if I may so express +myself, than the Buddhist can have through Buddha or the Mahometan +through Mahomet, our tendency is to think that we know the whole of the +Universal, and have it to give away. Any other view of the Universal is +to us so false as to merit not merely condemnation but extirpation. +Extirpation has been the watchword with which Caucasian Christianity has +gone about the world. We have taken toward other views of truth no such +sympathetic stand as St. Paul to that which he found in Greece, and +which is worth recalling: + +"Men of Athens, I perceive that you are in every respect remarkably +religious. For as I passed along and observed the things you worship, I +found also an altar with this inscription, TO THE UNKNOWN GOD. The +Being, therefore, whom you, without knowing it, revere, Him I now +proclaim to you. God who made the universe and everything in it--He +being Lord of heaven and earth--does not dwell in sanctuaries built by +men. Nor is He administered to by human hands as though He needed +anything--but He Himself gives to all men life and breath and all +things. He caused to spring from one forefather people of every race, +for them to live on the whole surface of the earth, and marked for them +an appointed span of life, and the boundaries of their homes; that they +might seek God, if perhaps they might grope for Him and find Him. Yes, +though He is not far from any one of us. For it is in closest union with +Him that we live and move and have our being; as in fact some of the +poets in repute among yourselves have said, 'For we are also His +offspring.'"[17] + +[17] Acts of the Apostles. + +To the conquest of fear this splendid universalism is another +essential. God being "not far from any one of us" cannot be far from me. +He who gives to all men life and breath and all things will not possibly +deny me the things I require most urgently. Our whole civilisation may +go to pieces; the job by which I earn a living may cease to be a job; +the money I have invested may become of no more value than Russian +bonds; the children whom I hoped I had provided for may have to face +life empty-handed; all my accustomed landmarks may be removed, and my +social moorings swept away; nevertheless, the Universal cannot fail me. +"Although the figtree shall not blossom nor fruit be in the vines; +though the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields yield no meat; +though the flocks be cut off from the fold and there be no herd in the +stalls; yet I will rejoice in God, I will joy in the God of my +salvation." It is safe to say that this confidence on the part of +Habakkuk was not due to mere grim forcing of the will. It was the fruit +of experience, of knowledge, of demonstration. In spite of the dangers +national and personal he saw threatening, his certainty of God must +have been spontaneous. + +Anyone, in any country, in any epoch, and of any creed or no creed, who +has shared this experience shares also this assurance. To the Christian +it comes easiest; but that it does not come easy even to the Christian +is a matter of common observation. It can only come easily when some +demonstration has been made for oneself, after which there is no more +disputing it. + + + +XV + + +Nor is it a question of morals or morality. + +I must venture here on delicate ground and say what I should hesitate to +say were the contrary not so strongly underscored. I mean that God, from +what we understand to be His nature, could not accord us His protection +by weighing the good and the evil in our conduct, and giving or +withholding help according to our worthiness. The Universal is too great +to be measured and doled in that way. Nothing but our own pinchbeck +ideas could ascribe to Him this pettiness. As it is the kind of sliding +scale we ourselves adopt, we limit the Divine Generosity by our own +limitations. + +Not so was the understanding of Jesus Christ. That we should be kind to +the so-called evil as we are to the so-called good was a point on which +He dwelt in the Sermon on the Mount. To discriminate between them when +it comes to the possibility of conferring benefits is in His opinion +small. "You have heard that it was said, 'Thou shalt love thy neighbor, +and hate thine enemy.' But I command you all, Love your enemies, and +pray for your persecutors; that so you may become true sons of your +Father in heaven. For He causes His sun to rise on the wicked as well as +on the good, and sends rain upon those who do right and those who do +wrong."[18] + +[18] St. Matthew. + +In other words, we are not to feel ourselves turned out of our +"habitation" in God by a sense of our moral lapses. Moral lapses are to +be regretted, of course; but they do not vitiate our status as the Sons +of God. It is possible that no one believes they do; but much of the +loose statement current among those who lay emphasis on morals would +give that impression. There is a whole vernacular in vogue in which +souls are "lost" or "saved" according to the degree to which they +conform or do not conform to other people's views as to what they ought +to do. Much of our pietism is to the effect that God is at the bestowal +not merely of a sect, but of some section of a sect, and cannot be found +through any other source. + + + +XVI + + +This brings me to the distinction between morals and righteousness, +which is one for the mind of to-day to keep as clearly as possible +before it. I have said that the refuge in God is not a question of +morals; but it is one of righteousness. Between righteousness and morals +the difference is important. + +Morals stand for a code of observances; righteousness for a direction of +the life. + +Morals represent just what the word implies, the customs of an age, a +country, or a phase in civilisation. They have no absolute standard. The +morals of one century are not those of another. The morals of one race +are not those of another even in the same century. In many respects the +morals of the Oriental differ radically from those of the Occidental, +age-long usage being behind each. It is as hard to convince either that +his are the inferior as it would be to make him think so of his +mother-tongue. I once asked a cultivated Chinaman, a graduate of one of +the great American universities and a Christian of the third generation, +in what main respect he thought China superior to the United States. "In +morals," he replied, promptly; but even as a Christian educated in +America his theory of morals was different from ours. + +Among ourselves in the United States the essence of morals is by no +means a subject of unanimous agreement. You might say that a standard of +morals is entirely a matter of opinion. There are millions of people who +think it immoral to play cards, to go to the theatre, to dance, or to +drink wine. There are millions of other people who hold all these acts +to be consistent with the highest moral conduct. + +Moreover, wherever the emphasis is thrown on morals as distinct from +righteousness there is a tendency to put the weight on two or three +points in which nations or individuals excel, and to ignore the rest. +For example, not to go outside ourselves, the American people may be +fairly said to exemplify two of the great virtues: On the whole they +are, first, sober; secondly, continent. As a result we accentuate morals +in these respects, but not in any others. + +For instance, the current expression, "an immoral man," is almost +certain to apply only under the two headings cited above, and probably +only under one. All other morals and immoralities go by the board. We +should not class a dishonest man as an immoral man, nor an untruthful +man, nor a profane, or spiteful, or ungenial, or bad-tempered, man. Our +notion of morals hardly ever rises above the average custom of the +community in which we happen to live. Except in the rarest instances we +never pause to reflect as to whether the customs of that community are +or are not well founded. The consequence is that our cities, villages, +countrysides, and social groupings are filled with men and women moral +enough as far as the custom of the country goes, but quite noticeably +unrighteous. + +It is also a fact that where you find one or two virtues singled out for +observance and the rest obscured there you find, too, throngs of +outwardly "moral" people with corroded hearts. Villages, churches, and +all the quieter communities are notorious for this, the peculiarity +having formed for a hundred and fifty years the stock-in-trade of +novelists. Sobriety and continence being more or less in evidence the +assumption is that all the requirements have been fulfilled. The +community is "moral" notwithstanding the back-bitings, heart-burnings, +slanders, cheatings, envies, hatreds, and bitternesses that may permeate +it through and through. As I write, the cramped, venomous, unlovely life +of the American small town is the favourite theme of our authors and +readers of fiction. Since a number of the works now on the market have +met with national approval one must assume that the pictures they paint +are accurate. The conditions are appalling, but, according to the custom +of the country, they are "moral." The shadow of insobriety and +incontinence doesn't touch the characters who move across these pages, +and yet the level of the life is pictured as debased, and habits +as hideous. + + + +XVII + + +With morals in this accepted American sense righteousness has little to +do. The two are different in origin. Morals imply the compulsion of men, +and are never more binding than the customs of men render them. They are +thus imposed from without, while righteousness springs from within. The +essence of righteousness lies in the turning of the individual +toward God. + +I think it safe to say that righteousness is expressed more accurately +in attitude than in conduct. It is expressed in conduct, of course; but +conduct may fail while the attitude can remain constant. It is worthy of +remark that some of the great examples of righteousness cited in the +Bible were conspicuously sinners. That is to say, they were men of +strong human impulses against which they were not always sufficiently on +guard, but who turned towards God in spite of everything. In the long +line spanning the centuries between Noah and Abraham and Peter and +Paul--from the almost prehistoric out into the light of day--not one is +put before us except in his weakness as well as in his strength. Some of +them commit gross sins; but apparently even gross sins do not debar them +from their privileges in God's love. This principle was expressed in the +words of Samuel: "Fear not: ye have done all this wickedness; yet turn +not aside from following the Lord.... For the Lord will not forsake his +people for his great name's sake." That the Universal who has all the +blessings of creation to bestow should deprive me of anything just +because in my folly or weakness I have committed sins is not consistent +with "his great name's sake." It would not be causing His sun to rise on +the wicked as well as on the good nor sending rain on those who do right +and those who do wrong. I am too small for His immensity to crush with +its punishments, but not too small to be the object of His entire love. + + + +XVIII + + +I hope it is plain that I say this not to make little of doing wrong but +to put the love and fulness of God in the dominating place. I must make +it clear to myself that He does not shut me out of His heart because I +am guilty of sins. I may shut myself out of His heart, unless I direct +my mind rightly; but He is always there, unchanged, unchangeable, the +ever-loving, ever-welcoming Father. Whatever I have done I can return to +Him with the knowledge that He will take me back. Far from sure of +myself, I can always be sure of Him. + +There are those who would warn me against saying this through fear lest +it should be interpreted as, "Don't be afraid to sin so long as you keep +mentally close to God." I prefer to run that risk. The dread figure of +"an angry God" has been so worked to terrorise men that large numbers of +us have been terrorised. But experience shows us every day that being +terrorised never produces the results at which it aims. It does not win +us; it drives us away. + +Much of the alienation from God in the mind of to-day is due to +rebellion on the part of our sense of justice. We are sinners, of +course; but not such sinners as to merit the revenge which an outraged +deity is described as planning against us. That the All-loving and +All-mighty should smite us in our dearest aims or our sweetest +affections just because we have not conformed to the lop-sided morality +of men is revolting to our instincts. We are repulsed by the God of Fear +when we are drawn, comforted, strengthened, and changed by Him who is +never anything toward us but "the Father." + +I have no hesitation, therefore, in throwing the emphasis in what I +have to say on the fact that He is "a place to hide me in"--the Ark of +the Great Understanding--always open to my approach--into which, +whatever I have done, I can go boldly. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THE MIND OF TO-DAY AND THE WORLD AS IT IS + + + +I + + +Much of what I have written will seem inconsistent with the fact that in +the world as it is there are undeniable and inevitable hardships. True! +I do not escape them more than any other man, the relative relief from +fear saving me from only some of them. + +I have not meant to say that even with one's refuge in God there is +nothing left to struggle with. My point is that whatever there may be to +struggle with there is nothing to be afraid of. Freedom from struggle +would profit us not at all. On the contrary, it would render us +nerveless, flabby, flaccid, and inert. + +But fear, as a rule, being connected with our struggles, it is +important, I think, to be as clear as we can concerning the purport of +those struggles, and their source. We have already seen that fear is +diminished in proportion as we understand that our trials are not +motiveless, and perhaps this is the point at which to consider briefly +what the motives are. + + + +II + + +Struggle we may define as the act of wrestling with trial, so as to come +out of it victoriously. It is a constant element in every human life. +Furthermore, I am inclined to think that, taking trial as an average, +the amount which enters into one life differs little from that which +enters into another. + +There was a time when I did not think so. Some lives struck me as +singled out for trouble; others were left comparatively immune from it. +One would have said that destinies had been mapped with a strange +disregard for justice. Those who didn't deserve it suffered; those whom +suffering might have purified went scot free. Some were rich, others +were poor; some had high positions, others humble ones; some had the +respect of the world from the day they were born, others crept along +from birth to death in restriction and obscurity. The contrasts were so +cruel that they scorched the eyes of the soul. + +This is true, of course; and I am not saying that in the testing to +which everyone is subjected all have an equal share of the opportunities +for triumphing. I am speaking for the moment only of the degree to which +the testing comes. As to that, I am inclined to feel that there is +little to choose between one life and another, since each of us seems to +be tried for all that he can bear. + +One is impressed with that in one's reading of biography. Only the lives +of what we may call the favoured few get into print, and of those few it +is chiefly the external events that are given us. Glimpses of the inner +experience may be obtained from time to time, but they are rarely more +than glimpses. Of what the man or the woman has endured in the secret +fastnesses of the inner life practically nothing can be told. And yet +even with the little that finds its way into words how much there is of +desperate fighting. To this there is never an exception. The great +statesman, the great poet, the great priest, the great scientist, the +great explorer, the great painter, the great novelist--not one but +suffers as anyone suffers, and of not one would the reader, as a rule, +put himself in the place. + +I bring up this fact because we so often feel that the other man has an +easier task than ourselves. The very thing I lack is that with which he +is blessed. I see him smiling and debonair at the minute when I am in a +ferment. While I hardly know how to make both ends meet he is building a +big house or buying a new motor-car. While I am burying hope or love he +is in the full enjoyment of all that makes for happiness and prosperity. + +We are always prone to contrast our darker minutes with our friends' +brighter ones. We forget, or perhaps we never know, that they do the +same with us. At times we are as much the object of their envy as they +ever are of ours. + +I say this not on the principle that misery loves company, but in order +to do away with the heathen suspicion lingering in many minds that God +singles _me_ out for trial, heaping benefits on others who deserve them +no more than I do. + +God singles no one out for trial. When trials come they spring, as +nearly as I can observe, from one or all of the three following sources. +There are: + +A. The trials which come from a world of matter; + +B. The trials which come from a world of men; + +C. The trials we bring on ourselves. + + + +III + + +A. The minute we speak of matter we speak of a medium which the mind of +to-day is just beginning to understand. The mind of other days did not +understand it at all. Few phases of modern advance seem to me more +significant of a closer approach to the understanding of spiritual +things than that which has been made along these lines. + +To all the generations before our own matter was a sheer and positive +density. Its hardness, solidity, and actuality could not be gainsaid. +Earth was earth; iron was iron; wood was wood. Blood was blood; flesh +was flesh; bone was bone. A man was a material being attached to a +material planet, as a sponge is attached to the bottom of the sea. All +that he touched and ate and wore and used was of the same material +Absolute. As to the spiritual there could be a question; as to the +material there could be none. The speculation of occasional +philosophers, that matter might not after all be more than a mental +phenomenon, was invariably hooted down. "I know that matter is matter by +standing on it," are in substance the words attributed to even so +spiritually-minded a man as the great Dr. Johnson. On this point, as +perhaps on some others, he may be taken as a spokesman for the Caucasian +portion of our race. + +And now comes modern physical science reducing matter to a tenuousness +only one remove from the purely spiritual, if it is as much as that. +Gone is the mass of the mountains, the stoniness of rocks, the hard +solidity of iron. The human body, as someone puts it, is no more than a +few pails of water and a handful of ash. Ash and water are alike +dissipated into gases, and gases into elements more subtle still. +Keeping strictly to the material modern science has reached the confines +of materiality. Where it will lead us next no man knows. + +But the inference is not unfair that the world of matter is to a +considerable degree, and perhaps altogether, a world of man's own +creation. That is to say, while God is doing one thing with it, the +human mind understands another. For the human point of view to develop +and develop and develop till it becomes identical with God's is perhaps +the whole purpose of existence. + + + +IV + + +To me personally it was no small help in overcoming fear when I saw the +purpose of existence as expressed in the single word, Growth. That, at +least, is a legitimate inference to draw from the history of life on +this planet. Assuming that the universe contains an intelligible design +of any sort, and that life on this planet is part of it, a vast +development going on eternally toward complete understanding of Infinite +Right and Happiness would give us some explanation of the mystery of our +being here. Beginning, for reasons at which we can only guess, far away +from that understanding, we are forever approaching it, with forever the +joy of something new to master or to learn. New perceptions, new +comprehensions, new insights gained, new victories, even little +victories, won, constitute, I think, our treasures laid up in that +heaven where neither moth nor wear-and-tear destroys, and where thieves +do not break in and steal. Where this treasure is, there, naturally +enough, our hearts will be also. Looking back over the ages since the +life-principle first glided into our planet waters--how it did so is as +yet part of our unsolved mystery--what we chiefly see is a great +surging of the living thing upward and upward toward that Highest +Universal to which we give the name of God. + + + +V + + +That is a point which we do not sufficiently seize--that God is not +revealed to us by one avenue of truth alone, but by all the avenues of +truth working together. With our tendency to keep the Universal in a +special compartment of life we see Him as making Himself known through a +line of teachers culminating in a Church or a complex of churches; and +we rarely think of Him as making Himself known in any other way. To +change the figure, He trickles to us like a brook instead of bathing us +round and round like light or air. + +But all good things must express the Universal; and all discovery of +truth, whether by religion, science, philosophy, or imaginative art, +must be discovery in God. The Ten Commandments and the Sermon on the +Mount are discoveries in God, but so are the advances in knowledge made +by Plato, Aristotle, Roger Bacon, and Thomas Edison. He shows Himself +through Abraham, Moses, Isaiah, and St. Paul, but also through Homer, +Shakespeare, Michael Angelo, Beethoven, Darwin, George Eliot, William +James, and Henry Irving. I take the names at random as illustrating +different branches of endeavour, and if I use only great ones it is not +that the lesser are excluded. No one department of human effort is +specially His, or is His special expression. The Church cannot be so +more than the stage, or music more than philosophy. His Holy Spirit can +be no more outpoured on the bishop or the elder for his work than on the +inventor or the scientist for his work. I say so not to minimise the +outpouring on the bishop or the elder, but to magnify that on everyone +working for progress. This, I take it, is what St. John means when he +says, "God does not give the Spirit with limitations." He who always +gives all to all His children cannot give more. + +When our Lord restores sight to a blind man, or Peter and John cause a +lame man to walk, we see manifestations of God; but we see equal +manifestations of God when one man gives us the telephone, another the +motor-car, and another wireless telegraphy. Whatever declares His power +declares Him; and whatever declares Him is a means by which we press +upward to the perception of His loving almightiness. The advance may be +irregular but it is advance; and all advance is advance toward Him. + + + +VI + + +That is to say, we are rising above a conception of life in which matter +is our master; and yet we are rising above it slowly. This is my chief +point here, because by understanding it we see why we still suffer from +material afflictions. We have overcome some of them, but only some of +them. It is a question of racial development. As we glance backward we +see how much of the way we have covered; as we look round on our +present conditions we see how much there is still to be achieved. + +To diminish fear we should have it, I think, clearly before us that the +human race has done as yet only part of its work, and put us in +possession of only part of the resources which will one day belong to +us. If we could compare ourselves with our ancestors in the days, let us +say, of Christopher Columbus or William the Conqueror we should seem in +relation to them like children of a higher phase of creation. If we +could compare ourselves with our descendants of five hundred or a +thousand years hence we should probably be amazed at our present +futility and grossness. Our ancestors in the Middle Ages could do +certain great things, as we, too, can do certain great things; but in +general access to the Universal Storehouse which is God we have made +progress in ways unknown to them, as our children will make such +progress after us. + +But we have made only the progress we have made. We have its advantages, +but there are advantages to which we have not yet attained. We might +liken ourselves to people who have reached the fourth or fifth step of a +stairway in which there are twenty or thirty. We have climbed to a +certain height, but we are far from having reached the plane to which we +are ascending. + + + +VII + + +It is worth noting this for the reason that we are so likely to think of +ourselves as the climax to which the ages have worked up, and after +which there is no beyond. We are the final word, or as the French +express it, the last cry, _le dernier cri_. All that can be felt we have +felt, all that can be known we have experienced. For the most part this +stand is taken by the intellectuals in all modern countries. In us of +to-day, of this very hour, the wave of Eternity has broken, throwing +nothing at our feet but froth. The literature of the past ten years is +soaked in the pessimism of those who regret that this should be all that +the travail of Time could produce for us. + +In view of this moan from so many of the writers who have the public +ear, especially in Europe, it is the more important to keep before us +the fact that we are children of a race but partially developed at best. +Compared with what will one day be within human scope our actual reach +is only a little beyond impotence. I say this not merely at a venture, +but on the strength of what has happened in the past. We are not a +people which has accomplished much, but one on the way to +accomplishment. The achievements of which we can boast are relatively +like those of a child of five who boasts that he can count. Our whole +world-condition shows us to be racially incompetent, and able to produce +no more than incompetent leaders. That is our present high-water mark, +and with our high-water mark we must learn to be satisfied. + +Escaping from matter we are still within the grasp of matter, and shall +probably so continue for generations to come. Our struggles must +therefore be largely with matter, till little by little we achieve its +domination. In proportion as the individual does so now he reaps the +reward of his victory; and in proportion as he reaps that reward fear is +overcome. Our primary fear being fear of matter, much is gained by +grasping the fact which modern science for the past ten or fifteen years +has been carefully putting before us--vainly as far as most of us are +concerned--that what we call matter is a force subject to the control of +mind, while the directing of mind rests wholly with ourselves. Since we +have controlled matter to make it in so many ways a hostile force, it +ought to be within our power to turn it in our favour. + + + +VIII + + +Which is, I suppose, the trend we are following, even if we follow it +unconsciously. For the turning of the matter in our favour we have +fortunately some notable examples. Our race has produced one perfectly +normal man to whom all of us sub-normals can look as the type of what we +are one day to become. + +I think it a pity that so much of our thought of Him makes Him an +exception to human possibilities. In speaking of Him as the Son of God +we fancy Him as being in another category from ourselves. We forget that +we, too, are sons of God--"heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ."[19] It +is true that He realised that Sonship to a degree which we do not; but +it is also true that we ourselves realise it to some degree. In the +detail of the mastery of matter to which we shall attain it is fair, I +think, to take Him as our standard. + +[19] Epistle to the Romans. + +Taking Him as our standard we shall work out, I venture to think, to the +following points of progress. + +a. The control of matter in furnishing ourselves with food and drink, by +means more direct than at present employed, as He turned water into wine +and fed the multitudes with the loaves and fishes. + +b. The control of matter by putting away from ourselves, by methods more +sure and less roundabout than those of to-day, sickness, blindness, +infirmity, and deformity. + +c. The control of matter by regulating our atmospheric conditions as He +stilled the tempest. + +d. The control of matter by restoring to this phase of existence those +who have passed out of it before their time, or who can ill be spared +from it, as He "raised" three young people from "the dead" and Peter and +Paul followed His example. + +e. The control of matter in putting it off and on at will, as He in His +death and resurrection. + +f. The control of matter in passing altogether out of it, as He in what +we call His Ascension into Heaven. + + + +IX + + +It will be observed that I take as historic records the statements of +the Bible. This I do in face of the efforts of many of the clergy in a +number of the churches to make me see in the Old Testament chiefly a +collection of myths, and in the New a series of compilations by +irresponsible hands, of doubtful date and authority, leaving, in the +case of our Lord, only a substratum which can be relied on as +biographical. + +As an instance of what I mean I quote the following: A few weeks ago I +happened to mention to the distinguished head of one of the most +important theological schools of one of the largest denominations in the +country, our Lord's turning the water into wine. "I've no idea that He +ever did anything of the kind," were the words with which he dismissed +the subject, which I did not take up again. I am not arguing here +against his point of view. I merely state that I do not share it, and +for these two main reasons: + +First, because the so-called Higher Criticism on which it is based is a +purely evanescent phase of man's learning, likely to be rejected +to-morrow by those who accept it to-day, as has been the case with other +such phases; + +Secondly, because I feel sure that, with the mastery of matter to which +we have already attained, the future development of our race will +justify these seeming "miracles," and make them as natural and +commonplace as telegraphy and telephony. + +I speak only for myself when I say that the more I can feel round me the +atmosphere of omnipotence the less I am aware of fear. It is a matter of +course that the one should exclude the other. The sense of being myself, +in a measure, the inheritor of omnipotence, as an heir of God and a +co-heir with Christ, becomes, therefore, one to cultivate. This I can do +only in proportion as I see that my Standard and Example cultivated it +before me. In my capacity as a son of God I take as applying to myself +the words reported by St. John: "In most solemn truth I tell you that +the Son can do nothing of Himself--He can only do what He sees the +Father doing; for whatever He does, that the Son does in like manner." + +While sayings like these, of which there are many in the New Testament, +apply doubtless, in the first place, to Him who best exemplifies the +Sonship of God, they must apply, in the second place, I suppose, to all +who exemplify that Sonship to any degree whatever. Man is the Son of +God; and it is worth noting that He who is specially termed the Son of +God is also specially termed the Son of Man. "Dear friends," St. John +writes, elsewhere, "we are now God's children, but what we are to be in +the future has not been fully revealed to us." I take it, therefore, as +no presumption on my part to emphasise in my daily thought my place as a +co-heir with Christ, feeling that not only is God's almightiness +exercised on my behalf, but that as much of it as I know how to use is +placed in my hands. + + + +X + + +This last, of course, is very little. Even that little I use doubtfully, +timidly, tremblingly. That is the utmost reach to which present +race-development and personal development have brought me. With regard +to the opportunities all round me I am as if I stood beside an airship +in which I could fly if I knew how to work its engines, which I do not. +Other conveniences besides airships would be of no good at all to me if +someone more skilful than I didn't come to my aid. There is probably no +person living of whom the same is not true. Large portions of +omnipotence are placed within hands which are too busy grasping other +things to seize all that they could hold. + +I remember the encouragement it was to me when I understood that to hold +anything at all was so much to the good as a starting-point. I had been +in the habit of dwelling on the much I had missed rather than on the +little I had apprehended. But the little I had apprehended was, after +all, my real possession, and one I could increase. It is like the few +dollars a man has in a savings bank. That at least is his, +notwithstanding the millions he might have possessed if he had only +known how to acquire them. There are many instances of a few dollars in +the savings bank becoming the seedling of millions before the span of a +man's life is passed. + +To be glad of what we can do while knowing it is only a portion of what +will one day be done is to me a helpful point of view. "There may be +truth in all this," is the observation of a young lady who has scanned +what I have written, "and yet I don't believe that we shall ever conquer +fear." That, it seems to me, is to tie chains and iron weights about +one's feet when starting on a race. If we are to keep in the race at +all, to say nothing of winning it, the spirit must be free. One must add +the courage which springs from a partial knowledge of the truth to the +patience one gets from the understanding that as yet our knowledge of +the truth is but partial. + + + +XI + + +I often think that if the churches could come to this last admission it +would be a help to themselves and to all of us. As already hinted I am +anxious to keep away from the subject of churches through a natural +dread of bitterness; but this much I feel at liberty to say, saying it +as I do in deep respect for the bodies which have kept alive the glimmer +of Divine Light in a world which would have blown it out. In a +partially developed race the churches can have no more than a partially +developed grasp of truth. A partially developed grasp of truth is +much--it is pricelessly much--but it is not a knowledge of the whole +truth. Not being a knowledge of the whole truth it should be humble, +tolerant, and eager to expand. + +The weakness of the ecclesiastical system strikes me as lying in the +assumption, or practical assumption, on the part of each sect that _it_ +is the sole repository of truth, and of all the truth. There is no sect +which does not claim more than all mankind can claim. Moreover, there is +no sect which does not make its claims exclusively, asserting not only +that these claims are right, but that all other claims are wrong. To the +best of my knowledge, the sect has not yet risen which would make more +than shadowy concessions to any other sect. + +True, it must not be forgotten that no sect bases its teaching on what +it has worked out for itself, but on the revelation made to it in Jesus +Christ. Every sect would admit that its own view of truth might have +been partial were it not for the fact that in Jesus Christ it has +everything. Where the theories of men might be inadequate His immense +knowledge comes in as supplementary. + +This might be so had He Himself undertaken to give more than a partial +view of truth. But He says expressly that He does not. He gives what His +hearers might be assumed to be able to assimilate; but that is all. "I +have much more to say to you, but you are unable at present to bear the +burden of it."[20] It being an axiom in teaching to give the pupil only +what he can receive, this is the utmost that our Lord attempts. + +[20] St. John. + +He goes on, however, to add these words, which are significant: "But +when He has come--the Spirit of Truth--He will guide you into all the +truth."[21] No doubt that process is even now going on, and will continue +to go on in proportion as our race develops. We are being guided into +all the truth, through all kinds of channels, spiritual, literary, +scientific, philosophical. The naïve supposition that this promise was +kept on the Day of Pentecost, when a sudden access of knowledge +committed all truth to the apostles and through them to the Church +forevermore, is contradicted by the facts. The apostles had no such +knowledge and made no claims to its possession. The Church has never had +it, either. "All truth" covers much more ground than do questions of +ecclesiastical forms of government or of the nature of the sacraments. +"All truth" must go as far as the Universal goes, leaving nothing +outside its range. "All truth" must surely be such self-evident truth as +to admit of no further dissensions. + +[21] St. John. + +Taking truth as a circle, the symbol of perfection, we may assume that +our Lord disclosed a view of a very large arc in its circumference. But +of the arc which He disclosed no one group of His followers has as yet +perceived the whole. At the same time it is probable that each group has +perceived some arc of that arc, and an arc perceived by no other group. +"All truth" being too large for any one group to grasp, the Baptist sees +his segment, the Catholic his, the Methodist his, the Anglican his, the +Congregationalist his, until the vision of Christ is made up. I name +only the groups with which we are commonly most familiar, though we +might go through the hundreds of Christian sects and agree that each has +its angle from which it sees what is visible from no other. Though there +is likely to be error in all such perceptions a considerable portion of +truth must be there, or the sect in question would not survive. It is +safe to say that no sect comes into existence, thrives, and endures, +unless it is to supply that which has been missed elsewhere. + + + +XII + + +What place is there then for intersectarian or ecclesiastical arrogance? + +The question is far from foreign to my subject. Fear is what arrogance +feeds upon; fear is what arrogance produces; and arrogance is the +special immorality of churches. To my mind the churches are almost +precluded from combating fear, for the reason that arrogance is to so +marked a degree their outstanding vice. + +The Catholic is arrogant toward the Protestant; the Protestant is +arrogant toward the Catholic; the Anglican is arrogant to him whom he +calls a Dissenter in England, and merely "unchurches" in America; the +Unitarian is arrogant to those whom he thinks less intellectual than +himself; those who believe in the Trinity are arrogant toward the +Unitarian. All other Christian bodies have their own shades of +arrogance, entirely permitted by their codes, like scorn of the weak to +the knights of Arthur's court. An active, recognised, and mutual +arrogance all round is the reason why it is so rare to see any two or +three or half a dozen Christian sects work for any cause in harmony. +Arrogance begets fear as surely and prolifically as certain of the +rodents beget offspring. + +Much has been written during the past fifty years on the beautiful theme +of the reunion of Christendom. Rarely does any great synod or +convention or council meet without some scheme or some aspiration toward +this end. Every now and then a programme is put forth, now by this body, +now by that, with yearning and good intentions. And in every such +programme the same grim humour is to be read behind the brotherly +invitation. "We can all unite--if others will think as we do." Is it any +wonder that nothing ever comes of these efforts? And yet, I am +persuaded, a day will dawn when something will. + + + +XIII + + +"When he has come--the Spirit of Truth--he will guide you into all the +truth." That will be in the course of our race-development. As step is +added to step, as milestone is passed after milestone, as we see more +clearly what counts and what doesn't count, as we outgrow childishness, +as we come more nearly to what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the +stature of full-grown men in Christ,"[22] we shall do many things that +now seem impossible. Among them I think we shall view intersectarian +arrogance as a mark of enfeebled intelligence. There will come an era of +ecclesiastical climbing down. We shall see more distinctly our own +segment of the arc which our Lord has revealed, and because of that we +shall know that another man sees what we have missed. The Methodist will +then acknowledge that he has much to learn from the Catholic; the +Catholic will know the same of the Baptist; the Anglican of the +Presbyterian; the Unitarian of the Anglican; and a co-operative universe +be reflected in a co-operative Church. Each will lose something of his +present cocksureness and exclusiveness. God will be seen as too big for +any sect, while all the sects together will sink out of sight in God. + +[22] Epistle to the Ephesians. + +In the meantime we are only working toward that end, but toward it we +are working. Every man who believes in a church is doing something to +bring that end about when he gives a kindly thought to any other church. +I say this the more sincerely owing to the fact that I myself am +naturally bigoted, and such kindly thought does not come to me easily. +There are sects I dislike so much that my eyes jump from the very +paragraphs in the newspapers which mention them. And yet when I curb +myself, when I force myself to read them, when I force myself to read +them sympathetically and with a good wish in my heart, my mental +atmosphere grows wider and I am in a stronger, surer, steadier, and more +fearless world. + +Much criticism has been levelled at the Church within the past few +years; but it should be remembered that the Church no more than +government, no more than business, no more than education, can be ahead +of the only partially developed race of which she is one of the +expressions. She is not yet out of the world of matter, though she is +emerging. In proportion as her concepts, hopes, and aims remain material +she will be as incompetent as any other body with the same handicaps and +limitations. In proportion as she learns to "overthrow arrogant +reckonings and every stronghold that towers high in defiance of the +knowledge of God,"[23] she will become the leader of the world, and our +great deliverer from fear. + +[23] Second Epistle to the Corinthians. + + + +XIV + + +B. Of the trials brought upon us by a world of men perhaps our chief +resentment springs from their unreasonableness. They are not necessary; +they might be avoided; at their worst they could be tempered. For this +reason, too, they take us by surprise. Those who bring them on us seem +captious, thoughtless, cruel. When they could so easily offer us a +helping hand they obstruct us for the mere sport of doing so. People +toward whom we have never had an unkindly thought will often go out of +their way to do us a bad turn. + +I shall not enlarge on this, since most of us are in a position to +enlarge on it for ourselves. There is scarcely an individual for whom +the way, hard enough at any time, has not been made harder by the barbed +wire entanglements which other people throw across his path. Almost +anything we plan we plan in the teeth of someone's opposition; almost +anything with which we try to associate ourselves is fraught with +discords and irritations that often inspire disgust. The worlds in which +co-operation is essential, from that of governmental politics to that of +offices and homes, are centres of animosities and suspicions, and +therefore breeding-grounds of fear. + +I suppose most grown-up people can recall the wounded amazement with +which they first found themselves attacked by someone to whom they were +not conscious of ever having given cause. Some are sensitive to this +sort of thing; some grow callous to it; some are indifferent; and some +are said to enjoy it. In the main I think we are sensitive and remain +sensitive. I have been told by a relative of one of the three or four +greatest living writers of English that the unfavourable comment of a +child would affect him so that he would be depressed for hours. +Statesmen and politicians, I understand, suffer far more deeply in the +inner self than the outer self ever gives a sign of. The fact that our +own weakness or folly or recklessness or wrong-doing lays us open to a +blow is not much consolation when it falls. + + + +XV + + +For myself all this became more tolerable when I had fully grasped the +fact that we are still to a considerable degree a race of savages. From +savages one cannot expect too much, not even from oneself. We have +advanced beyond the stage at which one naturally attacked a stranger +simply because he was a stranger, but we have not advanced very far. The +instinct to do one another harm is still strong in us. We do one another +harm when it would be just as easy, perhaps easier, to do one another +good. Just as the Ashanti hiding in the bush will hurl his assegai at a +passer-by for no other reason than that he is passing, so our love of +doing harm will spit itself out on people just because we know +their names. + +Personally I find myself often doing it. I could on the spur of the +moment write as many as twenty names of people of whom I am accustomed +to speak ill without really knowing much about them. I make it an excuse +that they are in the public eye, that I don't like their politics, or +their social opinions, or their literary output, or the things they do +on the stage. Anything will serve so long as it gives me the opportunity +to hurl my assegai as I see them pass. One does it instinctively, +viciously, because like other semi-savages one is undeveloped mentally, +and it is to be expected. + +By expecting it from others half our resentment is forestalled. Knowing +that from a race such as ours we shall not get anything else we learn to +take it philosophically. If I hurl my assegai at another, another hurls +his assegai at me, and in a measure we are quits. Even if, trying to +rise above my inborn savagery, I withhold my assegai, it is no sign that +another will withhold his, and I may be wounded even in the effort to do +my best. Very well; that, too, is to be expected and must be +taken manfully. + +The learning to take it manfully is what as individuals we get out of +it. For the most part we are soft at heart, soft, I mean, not in the +sense of being tender, but in that of being flabby. + +On myself this was borne in less than a year ago. I had for some months +been working hard at a picture-play which when put before the public was +largely misunderstood. While some of the papers praised it others +criticised it severely, but whether they praised or blamed I was seen as +"teaching a lesson," a presumption from which I shrink. It is not that +there is any harm in teaching a lesson if a man is qualified, but I no +longer consider myself qualified. Sharing ideas is one thing, and the +highest pleasure of the reason; but the assumption that because you +suggest an idea you seek to convert is quite another thing. If I failed +to make it plain that in this present book I was merely offering ideas +for inspection, and in the hope of getting others in return, I should +put it in the fire. + +My picture-play once handed over to the public I experienced an intense +reaction of depression. To figure through the country, wherever there +are screens, as "teaching a lesson" seemed more than I could bear. It +_was_ more than I could bear, till it flashed on me that I couldn't bear +it merely because I was inwardly flabby. I was not taking the experience +manfully. I was not standing up to it, nor getting from it that +toughening of the inner fibre which it had to yield. As usual in my +case, owing to an acquaintance with the Bible imparted to me in +childhood, a suggestion from the Bible was that which righted me again +toward cheerfulness. It came, as such things always do, without any +seeking, or other operation beyond that of the subconscious self. + +_Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ._[24] + +[24] St Paul's Second Epistle to Timothy. + +It was exactly what I needed to do--to endure hardness--to take it--to +bear it--to be more of a man for it. Moreover, the idea was a new +suggestion. I had not understood before that to the conquest of fear the +hardening of the inner man is an auxiliary. My object had been to ward +off fear so that it shouldn't touch me; but to let it strike and rebound +because it could make no impact was an enlarging of the principle. +Viewing the experience as a strengthening process enabled me not only to +go through it but to do so with serenity. + +This, I imagine, is the main thing we are to get out of the struggle +brought on us through living in a world of men such as men are to-day. +It is a pity they are not better, but being no better than they are we +can get that much from the fact--the inner hardening. When, justly or +unjustly, others attack or hurt or worry or anger or annoy me, the +knowledge that through the very trial I am toughening within, where so +often I am without moral muscle, can be a perceptible support. + + + +XVI + + +C. Of the two main trials we bring on ourselves I suppose it would be +only right to put sickness first. + +Under sickness I include everything that makes for age, decay, and the +conditions commonly classed as "breaking up." It is becoming more and +more recognised, I think, that physical collapse has generally behind it +a mental cause, or a long series of mental causes too subtle for +tabulation. + +I shall not dwell on this, for the reason that during the past fifty +years so much has been written on the subject. A number of movements for +human betterment have kept the whole idea in the forefront of the public +mind. It is an idea only partially accepted as yet, arousing as much +opposition among the conservative as hope on the part of the +progressive. Since, however, science and religion are both, in their +different ways, working on it together, some principle which can no +longer be questioned is likely to be worked out within the next few +generations. + +All I shall attempt to do now is to re-state what seems to me the +fact--stated by others with knowledge and authority--that God, rightly +understood, is the cure of disease and not the cause of it. There is +something repugnant in the thought of Universal Intelligence +propagating harmful bacteria, and selecting the crises at which we shall +succumb to their effects. The belief that God sends sickness upon us +amounts to neither less nor more than that. The bacilli which we try to +destroy He uses His almighty power to cultivate, so that even our +efforts to protect ourselves become defiances of His Will. + +Surely the following incident, which gives our Lord's attitude toward +disease, affords a reasonable basis for our own. + +"Once He was teaching on the Sabbath in one of the synagogues where a +woman was present who for eighteen years had been a confirmed invalid; +she was bent double, and was unable to lift herself to her full height. +But Jesus saw her, and calling to her, He said to her, 'Woman, you are +free from your weakness.' And He put His hands on her, and she +immediately stood upright and began to give glory to God. Then the +Warden of the Synagogue, indignant that Jesus had cured her on the +Sabbath day, said to the crowd, 'There are six days in the week on +which people ought to work. On those days therefore come and get +yourselves cured, and not on the Sabbath day.' But the Lord's reply to +him was, 'Hypocrites, does not each of you on the Sabbath day untie his +bullock or his ass from the stall and lead him to water? And this woman, +daughter of Abraham as she is, _whom Satan had bound_ for no less than +eighteen years, was she not to be loosed from this chain because it is +the Sabbath day?' When He had said this all His opponents were ashamed, +while the whole multitude was delighted at the many glorious things +continually done by Him."[25] + +[25] St. Luke. + +It was not God, in His opinion, who had afflicted this woman; it was +Satan, the personification of all evil. But in order that such +references should not be misunderstood He had said of Satan, only a +short time before, "I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven."[26] + +[26] St. Luke. + +Heaven, I take it, is creation as its Creator sees it. "God saw +everything that he had made, and behold it was very good."[27] And from +this creation, with the rapidity of the quickest thing we know anything +about, a flash of lightning, our Lord saw the personification of evil +blotted out. What thought had formed thought could destroy. The spectre +which misunderstanding of God had raised in a life in which everything +was _very good_ became nothing at the instant when God was understood. + +[27] The Book of Genesis. + +The occasion of His speaking the words I have quoted is worth noting as +bearing on the subject. + +A little earlier He had sent out seventy of His disciples to be the +heralds of the Kingdom. "Cure the sick in that town, and tell them the +Kingdom of God is now at your door."[28] By this time the seventy had +returned, exclaiming joyfully, "Master, even the demons submit to us +when we utter your name."[29] It was apparently the use of this word +_demons_ which called forth from Him that explanation, "I beheld Satan +as lightning fall from heaven." In other words, Satan is the creation of +wrong thought; the demons are the creations of wrong thought. Where the +Universal Good is all there can be no place for evil or evil spirits. +Banish the concept and you banish the thing. The action is as quick as +thought, and thought is as quick as lightning. "I have given you power," +He goes on to add, "to tread serpents and scorpions underfoot, and to +trample on all the power of the Enemy; and in no case shall anything do +you harm."[30] + +[28] St. Luke. + +[29] St. Luke. + +[30] St. Luke. + +This was no special gift bestowed on them and only on them. God has +never, as far as we can see, dealt in special and temporary gifts. He +helps us to see those we possess already. What our Lord seems anxious to +make clear is the power over evil with which the human being is always +endowed. It is probably to be one of our great future discoveries that +in no case shall anything do us harm. As yet we scarcely believe it. +Only an individual here and there sees that freedom and domination must +belong to us. But, if I read the signs of the times aright, the rest of +us are slowly coming to the same conclusion. We are less scornful of +spiritual power than we were even a few years ago. The cocksure +scientific which in its time was not a whit less arrogant than the +cocksure ecclesiastical is giving place to a consciousness that man is +the master of many things of which he was once supposed to be the slave. +In proportion as the wiser among us are able to corroborate that which +we simpler ones feel by a sixth or seventh sense, a long step will be +taken toward the immunity from suffering which our Lord knew to be +ideally our inheritance. + + + +XVII + + +Sickness, age, decay, with all the horrors with which we invest our exit +from this phase of existence, I take to be a misreading of God's +intentions. We shall learn to read better by and by, and have already +begun to do so. To this beginning I attribute the improvement which in +one way or another has taken place in our general health--an +improvement in which science and religion have worked together, often +without perceiving the association--and in the prolonging of youth which +in countries like the British Empire and the United States is, within +thirty or forty years, to be noted easily. + +Misreading of God's intentions I might compare to that misreading of his +parent's intentions which goes on in the mind of every child of six or +seven. He sees the happenings in the household, but sees them in a light +of his own. Years afterwards, when their real significance comes to him, +he smiles at his childish distortions of the obvious. + +In comparison with what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the stature of +full-grown men in Christ," our present rating might be that of a child +of this age. It is no higher. Misreading is all that we are equal to, +but it is something to be able to misread. It is a step on the way to +reading correctly. Though our impulse to learn works feebly it works +restlessly; and a day will surely come when we shall be able to +interpret God aright. + + + +XVIII + + +Next to sickness I should place poverty as the second of the two great +trials we bring upon ourselves. + +Under poverty I class all sense of restriction, limitation, and material +helplessness. As the subject will be taken up more in detail elsewhere I +wish for the minute to say no more than this: that, in an existence of +which Growth seems to be the purpose, God could not intend that any of +us should be without full power of expansion. + +What we are worth to him we must be worth as individuals; and what we +are worth as individuals must depend on the peculiar combination of +qualities which goes to make up each one of us. _I_, poor creature that +I sometimes seem to others and always to myself, am so composed that God +never before had anything exactly like me in the whole round of His +creation. My value lies in a special blend of potentialities. Of the +billions and trillions of human beings who have passed across this +planet not one could ever have done what I can do, or have filled my +place toward God and His designs. + +Among the billions and trillions I may seem trivial--to men. I may even +seem trivial to myself. To such numbers as these I can add so little +when I come, and take away so little from them when I go, that I am not +worth counting. Quite so--to all human reckoning. But my value is not my +value to men; it is not even my value to myself; it is my value to God. +He alone knows my use, and the peculiar beauty I bring to the ages in +making my contribution. It is no presumptuous thing to say that He could +no more spare me than any other father of a normal and loving family +could spare one of the children of his flesh and blood. + +Now, my value to God is my first reckoning. We commonly make it the +last, if we ever make it at all; but it is the first and the ruling one. + +What I am to my family, my country, myself, is all secondary. They +determine only the secondary results. The first results come from my +first relationship, and my first relationship is to God. As the child of +my parents, as a citizen of my country, as a denizen of this planet, my +place is a temporary one. As the son of God I am from everlasting to +everlasting, a splendid being with the universe as my home. + +Now this, it seems to me, is my point of departure for the estimate of +my possible resources. I cannot expect less of the good things of the +universe than God would naturally bestow on His son. To expect less is +to get less, since it is to dwarf my own power of receiving. If I close +the opening through which abundance flows it cannot be strange if I shut +abundance out. + +And that is precisely what we find throughout the human race, millions +upon millions of lives tightly shut against His generosity. The most +generous treatment for which the majority of us look is man's. The only +standard by which the majority of us appraise our work is man's. You +have a job; you get your twenty or thirty or fifty or a hundred dollars +a week for it; and by those dollars you judge your earning capacity and +allow it to be judged. You hardly ever pause to remember that there is +an estimate of earning capacity which measures industry and good will +and integrity and devotion, and puts them above all tricks of trade _and +rewards them_--rewards them, I mean, not merely in mystical blessings in +eons far off, possibly the highest blessings we shall ever know, but +rewards them in a way that will satisfy you now. + +"He satisfieth the empty soul," writes the psalmist, in one of the +sublimest lyrics ever penned, "and filleth the hungry soul with +goodness." + +"Yes, of course," says the Caucasian. "When you have crushed out all +your present cravings and forgotten them, He will give you joys of which +now you have no conception." + +But are not my present cravings those which count for me? and do they +not make up precisely that character which renders me unique? True, my +longings now may have to the longings I shall one day entertain only the +relation of your little boy's craving for an alphabetic picture-book to +the course in philosophy he will take when he is twenty-five; but so +long as the picture-book is the thing he can appreciate you give it to +him. Is not this common sense? And can we expect the Father of us all to +act in other than common-sense ways? + +It is because we do so expect--because we do so almost universally--that +we have blocked the channels of His blessings. The world is crowded with +men and women working their fingers to the bone, and even so just +squeaking along betwixt life and death and dragging their children after +them. They are the great problem of mankind; they rend the heart with +pity. They rend the heart with pity all the more for the reason that +there is no sense in their poverty. There is no need of it. God never +willed it, and what God never willed can go out of life with the speed +of Satan out of Heaven. We have only to fulfil certain conditions, +certain conditions quite _easy_ to fulfil, to find the stores of the +Universal laid as a matter of course at the feet of the sons of God. + +"Prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of Hosts," are the striking words +of the prophet Malachi, "if I will not open you the windows of heaven +and pour you out a blessing that there shall not be room enough to +receive it.... And all nations shall call you blessed, for ye shall be a +delightsome land," + + + +XIX + + +But it is the old story: we do not believe it. It is too good to be +true, so we put it away from us. In a world where the material is so +pressing we use only material measures, and bow only to material force. + +So be it! That is apparently as far as our race-development takes us. It +takes us into suffering, but not out of it. Individuals have come into +it and worked their way out again; but most of us can go no faster than +the crowd. In that case we must suffer. In a terrible crisis in his +history, and after many sins, David was able to write these words: "I +sought the Lord ... and He delivered me out of all my fears." It is the +royal avenue, and it is open to anyone. And yet if we do not take it, it +still does not follow that all is lost. + +Of the world as it is the outstanding fact is the necessity for +struggle. Struggle may conceivably enter into every other world. There +is something in us which requires it, which craves for it. A static +heaven in which all is won and there is nothing forevermore but to enjoy +has never made much appeal to us. If eternal life means eternal growth +we shall always have something with which to strive, since growth means +overcoming. + +While sorry, then, that we have not released ourselves to a greater +degree than we have, we may take heart of grace from what we have +achieved. We must simply struggle on. Struggle will continue to make and +shape us. Whether our problems spring from a world of matter, from a +world of men, or from ourselves, their solving brings us a fuller grasp +of truth. The progress may be slow but it is progress. Hardship by +hardship, task by task, failure by failure, conquest by conquest, we +pull ourselves up a little higher in the scale. Some day we shall see in +the Universal all that we have been looking for, and be delivered out of +all our fears. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE WORLD AS IT IS AND THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR + + + +I + + +Of all fears the most dogging and haunting are those connected with +money. Everyone knows them, even the rich. For many years I was their +victim, and will now try to tell how I got rid of them so effectively +that I may call it entirely. + +Having a good many responsibilities I lived in terror of not being able +to keep pace with their demands. The dread was like a malign invisible +presence, never leaving me. With much in the way of travel, friendship, +and variety of experience, which I could have enjoyed, the evil thing +was forever at my side. "This is all very well," it would whisper in +moments of pleasure, "but it will be over in an hour or two, and then +you'll be alone with me as before." + +I can recall minutes when the delight in landscape, or art, or social +intercourse, became alien to me, something to be thrust away. Once in +driving through rich, lush, storied Warwickshire on the way to +Stratford-on-Avon--once in a great Parisian restaurant where the +refinement, brilliancy, and luxury of the world seemed crushed into +epitome--once at a stupendous performance of _Götterdämmerung_ at +Munich--once while standing on the shores of a lovely New Hampshire lake +looking up at a mountain round which, as Emerson says, the Spirit of +Mystery hovers and broods--but these are only remembered high points of +a constant dread of not being able to meet my needs and undertakings. +There used to be an hour in the very early morning--"the coward hour +before the dawn," it is called by a poet-friend of my own--when I was in +the habit of waking, only to hear the sleepless thing saying, as my +senses struggled back into play, "My God, can you be sleeping +peacefully, with possible ruin just ahead of you?" After that further +sleep would become impossible for an hour or two, such wakings +occurring, in periods of stress, as often as two and three times a week. + + + +II + + +It was the spiritually minded man whom I have already quoted as giving +me the three great points as to God's direction who first helped me to +see that, on the part of anyone working hard and trying on the whole to +do right, the fear of being left without means amounts in effect to +denial of God. Thinking this over for myself during the course of some +years, this fear has come to seem to me of the nature of blasphemy. It +is like the "Curse God and die," of the wife of Job. I shall not +hesitate to speak strongly on the subject, because so few are speaking +on it strongly--while the urgency is pressing. + + + +III + + +I have already said that it does not seem reasonable that the Father +should put us into His universe to expand, and then deny us the power +of expanding. The power of expanding is not wrapped up in money, but in +the world as it is the independence of the one of the other is not very +great. "One of the hardest things I ever had to do," a mother said to +me, not long ago, "was to tell my little girl that her father and I +could not afford to send her to college." That is what I mean. To most +of us "expanding" and "affording" amount to the same thing. + +True, there are natures which transcend the limitations of "affording," +and by innate strength do what others resign themselves to not doing. +For instance, there are men and women who "put themselves" through +college, doing similar things which bring out the best in their +characters. These are the exceptions; and they are the exceptions +precisely for the reason that, whether they know it or not, they are +nearer than their fellows to the divine working principle. It is not +necessary for us to be conscious of that principle in order to get much +of its result, though consciousness enables us to get more of it. The +strong are strong because of harmony with God, at least to some extent. +They may misuse their strength, as we can misuse anything; but the mere +fact of possessing it shows a certain degree of touch with the +Universal. But I am speaking chiefly of the weak, of those who think +first of all in terms of restriction rather than in those of privilege +to come and go and be and do. + +I repeat that though this privilege is not dependent on money, money +expresses it to the average mind. + +And what is money after all? It is only a counter for what we call +goods. Goods is the word with which, according to our Anglo-Saxon genius +for the right phrase, we sum up the good things with which the Father +blesses His children. The root connection between good, goods, and God +is worth everyone's attention, A hundred dollars is simply a standard of +measurement for so much of God's good things. A thousand dollars +represents so much more; a million dollars so much more again. But it is +important to note that this is not God's standard of measurement; it is +man's, and adopted only for man's convenience. + +As for God's standard of measurement it is inconceivable that the +Universal Father should give to one of His children far more of His +"goods" than he can use, while denying to another that which he is in +absolute need of. The Universal Father could surely not do otherwise +than bless all alike. With His command of resources He must bless all +alike, not by depriving anyone, but by enriching everyone. If everyone +does not enjoy plenty it must be because of the bringing in of some +principle of distribution which could never have been His. + + + +IV + + +The right and the wrong principles of distribution are indirectly placed +before us by our Lord in one of the most beautiful passages which ever +fell from human lips. Familiar as it is, I venture to quote it at +length, for the reason that the modern translation makes some of the +points clearer than they are in the King James version which most of us +know best. + +"No man can be the bondservant of two masters; for either he will +dislike one and like the other, or he will attach himself to one and +think slightingly of the other. You cannot be the bondservants both of +God and of gold. For this reason I charge you not to be over-anxious +about your lives, inquiring what you are to eat or what you are to +drink, nor yet about your bodies, inquiring what clothes you are to put +on. Is not the life more precious than its food, and the body than its +clothing? Look at the birds which fly in the air; they do not sow or +reap or store up in barns, but your Heavenly Father feeds them; are you +not of much greater value than they? Which of you by being over-anxious +can add a single foot to his height? And why be anxious about clothing? +Learn a lesson of the wild lilies. Watch their growth. They neither toil +nor spin, and yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his +magnificence could array himself like one of these. And yet if God so +clothes the wild herbage which to-day flourishes and to-morrow is cast +into the oven, is it not much more certain that he will clothe you, you +men of little faith? Do not even begin to be anxious, therefore, saying, +'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' +For all these are questions that Gentiles are always asking; but your +Heavenly Father knows that you need these things--all of them. But make +His Kingdom and righteousness your chief aim, and then these things +shall be given you in addition. Do not be over-anxious, therefore, about +to-morrow, for to-morrow will bring its own cares. Enough for each day +are its own troubles." + +In this passage there are two points, each of which may merit a few +words as a means of eliminating fear. + + + +V + + +The first point is the reference to what we are to make our "chief +aim"--the Kingdom of God and righteousness. + +I feel sure we generally miss the force of these words through our +Caucasian sanctimoniousness. We can think of God's Kingdom and +righteousness only in the light of the pietistic. The minute they are +mentioned we strike what I have already called our artificial pose, our +funereal frame of mind. I am not flippant when I say that in the mind of +the Caucasian the first step toward seeking the Kingdom of God and +righteousness is in pulling a long face. We can hardly think of +righteousness except as dressed in our Sunday clothes, and looking and +feeling wobegone. To most of us the seeking of righteousness suggests at +once an increase in attending church services, or going to +prayer-meetings, or making missionary efforts--excellent practices in +themselves--according to the form of pietism we are most familiar with. +Those of us who have no form of pietism feel cut off from making the +attempt at all. + +Oh, to be simple!--to be natural!--to be spontaneous!--to be free from +the concept of a God shut up within the four walls of a building and +whose chief interests are the sermon and the number of parishioners! +The Kingdom of God is the Universal Kingdom, including everyone and +everything--all interests, all commerce, all government, all invention, +all art, all amusement, all the staid pursuits of the old and all the +ardour of the young, all sport, all laughter, all that makes for +gladness. It is the Kingdom of the bird and the flower and the horse and +the motor-car and the motion-picture house and the office and the +theatre and the ballroom and the school and the college and everything +else that man has evolved for himself. He has evolved these things +wrongly because nine times out of ten he has seen them as outside God's +Kingdom, instead as being God's own undertakings because they are ours. +All that we have to do to seek His Kingdom is to do what we are doing +every day, with energy and fun, but to do it knowing we are His agents +and co-workers. As a matter of fact, most of us are, to some extent, +doing that already, getting food, shelter, clothing, and all other +necessary things as our reward. What we do not get is relief from fear, +because we do not understand that fear above all things is what He +would take away from us. + + + +VI + + +The second point is a curious one, and all the more emphatic for being +curious. Our Lord invents a false god. He names the false god of fear, +who was never named before. Mammon is the word which the modern +translator gives as gold. As Mammon it is translated in the Authorised +Version, whence we get the familiar phrase, "Ye cannot serve God +and Mammon." + +But Mammon was never the name of an idol or other form of false deity. +The word, which is Syriac, means money. Our Lord, apparently, made it +the name of a false god in order to set before us, and make vivid to us, +a false principle. + +That false principle is in the belief that the material essentials for +living and expanding are dependent on man's economic laws. + +This is a point of vast importance to the individual who desires to +strike out beyond the crowd, not only getting what he needs, but +ridding himself of fear. + +The law of supply and demand is the most practical which the human race +in its present stage has been able to evolve. That it is not an ideal +law is obvious. There are ways in which it works, and ways in which it +does not. When the Christians began to act for themselves they +established a community of goods, such as had obtained among the little +band who gathered round our Lord. Almost at once it was given up, +presumably as being too advanced for the existing world of men. I +suppose we might say the same of the various systems of Socialism and +Communism urged on us at the present day. However good they may be, we +are not ready to put them into practice. That, I judge--without +positively knowing--is the reason why certain great Christian bodies +oppose both. These bodies, I assume, are not hostile to equal +distribution in itself, but only to equal distribution before men are +developed to a stage at which it would be wise. + +But my point is independent of all men's theories, and rests simply on +the fact that, whatever the law of man, God is not bound by it. + +If we can believe the Old and New Testaments--which, of course, some of +us do not--He has shown on many, many occasions that He is far from +being bound by it. Time after time He comes to the individual's relief +according to His own law. We reject these occurrences as mythical on the +ground that the laws of supply and demand--and some other laws as law is +understood by us--do not support them; and yet it is in the power of the +individual to test the truth for himself. + +That is one of the burdens of both Testaments. The individual is +implored to see the only real system for the distribution of "goods" as +God's. It is not expressed in that way, but that is what it comes to. +God owns and disposes of everything. He has not put us into His Universe +and left us to fend for ourselves. He follows us. He cares for us. Not +one is forgotten or overlooked by Him. It is personal watching and +brooding and defence. He is our Father, not merely for the purpose of +hearing us sing hymns, and forgiving our sins when we stop committing +them, but for all our aims and objects. Nothing that concerns us is so +small but that His Infinite Intelligence follows it; no need of ours is +so large but that His All-Ownership can meet it. "Do not two sparrows +sell for a half-penny?" is our Lord's illustration on this point, "yet +not one of them will fall to the ground without your Father's leave. But +as for you," He reasons, in order that we may understand the +infinitesimal nature of God's care, "the very hairs on your heads are +all numbered. Away then with fear!"[31] + +[31] St Matthew. + + + +VII + + +Away then with fear, because our first and over-ruling and +all-determining relationship is to Him. + +In eliminating money-fears from my own life that was the fact which +helped me most. I had not only to seize it intellectually, but to get +what William James calls the "feeling" of it, the apprehension of it in +my subconsciousness. It was like acquiring a new instinct. The +_Metanoia_, the re-directing of my thought, was a thorough and +basic change. + +It meant getting up in the morning with a new conception as to why I was +working and for whom. I had taken it for granted hitherto that I was +working for such and such a firm, for as much money as they would pay +me. As much money as they would pay me was the limit of my expectation. +Beyond the law of supply and demand I had no vision; and whenever the +demand fell short fear was the result. + +The change in my base was in seeing that working for such and such a +firm, for as much money as they would pay me, was merely incidental. It +was secondary. It was not what determined my position. It was not what +determined my reward. It was a small way of looking at a situation which +was big. It was a small way of looking at a situation which was big, +merely to confine my objective to such selling and buying as goes on in +the planet called the Earth. I was working for the Master of the +Universe, who had all the resources of the universe with which to pay me +for what I was worth _to Him_. + + + +VIII + + +It is this last fact, as I have hinted already, which fixes my true +value. To the firm for which I am working I am worth so many dollars and +cents, and if for any reason I am unable to do their work they will get +someone else who can. I am not essential to them in any way, however +essential they may be to me. It is my part to "keep my job," since if I +don't I may find it hard to get another. If I do get another it will be +on the same principle, of being paid what I can be made to work for, and +not a penny more. + +But in working for the Master of the Universe I am working for One to +whom I am essential. My "job" could not be "swung" by anyone else, since +everyone else is essential to the swinging of his own. I am not "taken +on" to do what anyone else could do as well; I am positively needed for +this thing and for no other thing. + +The nature of "this thing" for which I am needed may be seen in the +obvious duties of my situation--as regards my family, my employers, and +my surroundings, which sum up my responsibilities toward men in general. +No explanation of myself can be independent of men in general, since my +work is for them in its final aim. If I forget them I forget God, God +expressing Himself to me through men in general, as through my family +and my employers in particular. + +Incidentally, then, I work for men, but essentially and consciously I +work for God, and look to God for my recompense. + +Now God is the most generous of all paymasters. It is natural enough +that He should be so. He who delights in the grace of a bird or the +colour of a flower must delight in a man in proportion to a man's higher +place in the creative scale. As our Lord points out, that is no more +than common sense. And, delighting in us as He does, God could not +possibly stint us in what we earn from Him. Merely to suppose so is to +dishonour Him. A large part of His joy must be in our joy. + +The simplest way in which I can express it is that in consciously trying +to work with God, not man, as our employer, things happen to us which, +to the best of our foresight, would not have happened otherwise. Often +they seem accidental, and possibly we ascribe them to accident till the +coincidences become too numerous to explain by coincidence and nothing +more. It constantly happens to myself, for instance, to find the whole +solution of some tangled financial problem hanging on the chance turning +of my steps to someone's office, and the chance turning of the +conversation to some specific observation. Chance is the explanation +which comes to me first, till I reflect on the finespun chain which +brought me to that particular spot and those particular words. Leading +is what I see then; and seeing it once I am more confident of being led +the next time. The next time, therefore, I am the less afraid, having +the definite experience to support me. + +There are millions of men and women to whom life brings no more than the +monotony of a treadmill round, year in and year out, with a cramping of +mind, spirit, and ambition, who might have been free had they measured +themselves by God's standards and not by men's. It is simply the taking +of a point of view, and adjusting the life to it. In doing one's work +primarily for God, the fear of undue restriction is put, sooner or +later, out of the question. He pays me and He pays me well. He pays me +and He will not fail to pay me. He pays me not merely for the rule of +thumb task which is all that men recognise, but for everything else I +bring to my job in the way of industry, good intention, and +cheerfulness. If the Lord loveth a cheerful giver, as St Paul says, we +may depend upon it that He loveth a cheerful worker; and where we can +cleave the way to His love there we find His endless generosity. + +In my own case this generosity has most frequently been shown in +opening doors for me where I saw nothing but blank walls. He has made +favourable things happen. It may be said that they would have happened +anyhow; but when they have happened on my looking to Him, and have not +happened when I did not look to Him, it is only fair to draw the +conclusion that He was behind the event. + + + +IX + + +It may also be urged that if there was really a God who delighted in us +He would make favourable things happen to us whether we looked to Him or +not. So He does. Every life, even among those who never think of Him, is +full of such occurrences. Every individual gets some measure of supply +for his necessities, and in many instances a liberal one. God's sun +rises on the wicked as well as on the good, and His rain falls on those +who do right and those who do wrong. + +At the same time there is a force generated by working consciously with +Him which we have to go without when we disregard Him. It is not, I +suppose, that He refuses to co-operate with us, but that it is out of +our power to co-operate with Him. If His is the only right way to our +success and prosperity, and we are, to any extent, taking the wrong, it +stands to reason that to that extent we must fail. + +It is doubtless for this reason that our Lord emphasises seeking His +righteousness as well as His Kingdom. His Kingdom might be roughly +defined as His power; righteousness as the right way of doing anything. +But you never obtain power by going the wrong way to work; whereas by +working in the right way you get your result. The conclusion is obvious. + + + +X + + +It is often objected to the point of view I have been trying to express +that so much weight is thrown on material blessing. God gives spiritual +rewards, it is contended, not material ones. To expect the material from +Him is to make Him gross, and to become gross ourselves. + +And yet those who put forth this objection are doing their utmost to +secure material comforts, and to make material provision for the future. +Are they doing it independently of God? Are they working in a medium +into which God cannot enter? Is it argued for a single minute that +"goods" are not God's good things, and that money is not their token? +True, the love of money is the root of all evil. Of course--when you +separate money from God, as Caucasians mostly do; not when you take +money as one of the material symbols for God's love toward his sons. + +As a matter of fact, we dig a gulf between the material and the +spiritual which does not exist. We have seen that modern physical +science is showing us how near to spirit matter comes, while it is +highly probable that further research will diminish even the slight +existing difference between them. Matter may really be considered as our +sensuous misreading of the spiritual. That is to say, God sees one +thing; our senses see another. In the wild lily cited by our Lord our +senses see a thing exquisite in form and colour; and yet, relatively +speaking, it is no more than a distortion of what God beholds and +delights in. It is a commonplace fact that, even within the limitations +of the senses, our sense-faculties perceive few things, if anything, +quite accurately. Matter may therefore be considered as our wrong view +of what God sees rightly. Both for Him and for us the object is there; +but it is there with higher qualities than we can appreciate or +understand. + +The situation is not unknown among ourselves. A picture by a great +master hangs on a wall. Two men look at it--the one with an expert +knowledge of painting, the other with none. The untrained eye will +translate into daubs of colour and meaningless forms what the skilled +understanding will perceive as a masterly setting forth of beauty. So +the good things--the "goods"--with which God blesses us, as well as the +money which is their symbol, may be taken as having to God a meaning +which they do not possess for us, but not as being outside the sphere +of His interest and control. + + + +XI + + +It is the tendency to puts "goods" and money outside the sphere of His +interest and control which has impelled us--and perhaps the Caucasian +especially--to have one God for the spiritual and another for the +material. We try to serve God and Mammon to an extent far beyond +anything we are generally aware of. It is not merely the individual who +is doing it; it is part of our collective, social, and national life. +Our civilisation is more or less based on the principle. + +It is a mistake to suppose that a formal belief in One Almighty, +All-knowing, All-loving God has, to the immense majority of us, ever +been more than an ideal. It is a mistake to suppose that because the +false god is no longer erected before us in silver or stone he is no +longer served. The world has never outgrown idolatry, the so-called +Christian world no more than any other. "Dear children," are the words +with which St. John closes one of his epistles, "guard yourselves from +idols." He at least did not think that the idol had been forsaken +because the use of his name was given up. + +We may define as a god any force to which we ascribe a supreme and +controlling power in our lives. It is of little consequence whether or +not we give it name and personality, so long as that force rules us. So +long, too, as it wields a power which the One God does not, so long as +we make the false god greater than the true, and more influential. + +This is no mere figure of speech; it is fact. We have never guarded +ourselves from idols. We have never done more toward recognising the +Father than the putting Him in the pantheon with our other gods. Even +though we have inscribed the whole pantheon with His name, the other +gods have been in it. + + + +XII + + +I have said that our whole collective life is based on the principle of +one God for the soul and another for the body; and so it is. In what we +call our temporal life God gets only a formal recognition, while Mammon +is the referee. Beyond the controlling power of money we have no vision, +and we see no laws. The sphere of material productivity being one in +which, according to our foregone conclusion, God does not operate, we +have to make the controlling power of money our only practical standard. +It has its laws--chiefly the laws of supply and demand--within whose +working we human beings are caught like flies in spider-webs. Though we +struggle, and know we are struggling, we take it for granted that there +is nothing to do but struggle, and struggle vainly. We take it for +granted that we are born into a vast industrial spider-web, whence there +is no possibility of getting out, and in which we can only churn our +spirits rebelliously. In proportion as God is a God of love, Mammon is a +god of torture; but such is our supineness of spiritual energy that we +go on serving Mammon. + + + +XIII + + +But I am writing only for the individual. I am trying to suggest to him +that however much his race, his nation, his society, may serve Mammon, +he is free to renounce the idol and escape the idol's laws. Escaping the +idol's laws he comes within the realm of God's laws; and coming within +the realm of God's laws he reaches the region of plenty. + +He may be the poorest and most ill-paid labourer; but God will recognise +his industry not in proportion to its technical skill, but according to +the spiritual excellence which goes into it. Technical skill depends +largely on the right man finding the right job; but as our world is +organised at present the right man, more often than not, is put into the +wrong job and has to do his best with it. God sees and estimates that +best; and as surely as He makes His sun to rise and His rain to fall +will give it its just compensation. + + + +XIV + + +Our industrial questions are primarily spiritual. That is why they can +never be settled on a purely economic basis, and why every attempt to +settle them on a purely economic basis leads to conditions more confused +than those from which we have emerged. The so-called purely economic +basis is the basis where only Mammon's laws are considered, and God's +are held to be impractical. + +Quite so! But even then the individual is free. Working with God he is +always master of the situation as it affects _him_. + +The problem of Capital and Labour, for example, has, in one form or +another, been before the world for thousands of years. The more acute it +becomes the further we are from a solution, and were never so far from a +solution as we are to-day. Poverty, again, is the canker at the heart of +both Church and State, and has been so in every stage of our +civilisation. In 1921 it is no more under control than it was in the +days of Charlemagne or Attila or Xerxes. Charitable efforts to relieve +it have proved as effective as tickling with a feather to cure disease. +Or again, high prices and low wages, high wages creating high prices, +resented conditions leading to strikes, strikes bringing confusion to +both wages and prices alike--these things perplex the most clear-sighted +among us, compelling us to wonder as to what new troubles we are heaping +up. Or again, taxes crippling incomes and gnawing at the heart of +industry vex us each year with a sense of the futility of all man's +efforts for the common good, and the uselessness of our energies. These +difficulties, with many kindred ones, are the working of the laws of +Mammon. The case is simple. We shall never be free from the difficulties +till we are free from the laws. The bondservants of Mammon will go on +from misery to misery, till the will which opposes God is broken down. +There is no other way. The colossal disintegration of the world now +taking place before our eyes may be the beginning of this end. + + + +XV + + +But I return to the point I have emphasised already, the only point to +this book. The individual can act on his own account. He does not have +to wait till the race as a whole gives up the service of Mammon, or even +the nation to which he belongs. He can set _himself_ free, and enjoy the +benefits of freedom. + +There must be many to whom, as to myself, the kingdom of heaven will +really be at hand when they are delivered from the snares and +entanglements of man's economic systems. Caught in those systems, +imprisoned in them, more hopelessly enmeshed the more they struggle to +save themselves, the suggestion that a change in point of view will take +us out of them will seem to some of us too amazing to be true. + +Nothing will prove it true but a man's own experience. Mine will +convince nobody; no other man's can convince me. Demonstration must be +personal before we can make anything our own. But the fact remains, as +sure as the surest thing we know anything about, that the law of Mammon +does not work, while the law of God does work, and will work for anyone +who calls it to his aid. + +No one who has ever seen the early morning trains into any great city +vomiting forth their hundreds of thousands of men and women, trudging +more or less dispiritedly to uncongenial jobs, can have felt anything +but pity for so many lives squeezed into the smallest possible +limitations. Admitting cheerfulness, admitting a measure of content, and +a larger measure of acceptance of what can't be helped, there still +remains over these hordes the shadow of a cloud from which they know +they never will escape. Clerks, factory hands, tradesmen, working men +and women of every stamp and occupation, they bow to the fact that they +will always work hard at tasks which are rarely their own choice, that +they will always work for little money, that they will always be denied +their desires for expansion; that as it was with their fathers and +mothers before them, so it will be with them, and so it will be with +their children after them. + +With the supineness of our race most of them force themselves to be +satisfied with what comes. But here and there is a rebel. Here and there +is a man or a woman who feels that joyless work, and small pay, and +little or nothing to look forward to, are cruel elements in life, not +fair, not just, on the part of God or man. But what can they do? They +are in man's economic machine. The machine turns round and they turn +with it. They can do nothing else but turn with it. They see no prospect +except of turning with it till they die. + +It is out of such men and women that our modern world breeds +revolutionists, that exalted and yet dangerous band who seek redress +from the laws of Mammon by appealing _to_ the laws of Mammon, so making +confusion worse confounded. + + + +XVI + + +A revolution indeed is needed; but a revolution in point of view. + +Political revolution, for the sake of righting governmental abuses, +has been known to produce beneficent results. + +Material revolution, the attack of the poor on the rich to take away +their possessions, has never achieved anything. Many a time it has been +tried, and many a time it has failed. Being part of the system of Mammon +it could do nothing else than fail. The evils which Mammon has wrought +Mammon will never remedy. There may be instances in history of economic +cures for economic ills; but I think they are few. In general such cures +are of the nature of our "settlements" of strikes. They settle to-day +what is again unsettled to-morrow, leaving the work to be done all over +again, and so on into a far future. + +The revolution in point of view has these great advantages: + +First, it contains within it the seeds of success, since it is +revolution toward God, the owner of the Earth and the fulness thereof; +Next, it takes place within the individual himself, doing no one +else any harm; + +Lastly, it does not run counter to man's economic laws; it only uses and +transcends them. It directs and corrects them. Working along their lines +it stimulates their fruit. Letting the inner man out of the economic +trap it sets him in a world in which first, and last, and before +everything else, he is God's servant in God's pay. God's pay being sure, +and paid in the way we need it, we no longer have money-fear to be +afraid of. Money-fear being set aside we can the more easily give +ourselves to the knowledge that "the Kingdom of God does not consist of +eating and drinking, but of right conduct, peace, and joy, through the +Holy Spirit; and whoever in this way devotedly serves Christ, God takes +pleasure in him, and men commend him highly."[32] + +[32] Epistle to the Romans. + + + +XVII + + +And lest what I have said should seem fanciful or chimerical let me add +that I am not saying these things merely on my own responsibility. To +my certain knowledge there are hundreds of thousands--some millions--of +people throughout the world who at this very minute are living according +to this principle, and proving that it works in practical effect. + +Neither am I speaking theoretically, as I have tried to make plain. To a +degree that convinces myself I have made the demonstration. Where my +life was like a dark and crooked lane in which I might easily be lost, +it has now become as an easy and open highway; where money-fear was the +very air I breathed, it is now no more than a nebulous shred on a far +horizon. Money-fear comes occasionally; but only as the memory of pain +to a wound which you know to be healed. It comes; but, like Satan out of +Heaven, I can cast it from me with a thought. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR AND THE FEAR OF DEATH + + + +I + + +The fear of death was greatly diminished for me on grasping the +principle of everlasting Growth. + +This principle we gather from whatever we know of life. Our observation +of life is, of course, limited to this planet; but as far as it goes it +shows us a persistent and perpetual system of development. We have only +to let our imaginations go back to the first feeble stirrings of life in +the ooze of the primeval seas, contrasting that with what it became in +Plato, Sophocles, St. Peter, St. Paul, Raphael, Shakespeare, and Darwin, +to see how high the climb upward has reached. Jesus of Nazareth I put on +a plane to which we have not yet attained, though in sight as the great +objective. + + + +II + + +That the same law operates in the individual life is a matter of +everyone's experience. Such knowledge as each man has of himself is that +of a growing entity. Each year, each day, expands him a little further, +with increased fulness of character. At thirty he is more than he was at +twenty; at fifty more than he was at thirty; at eighty more than he was +at fifty. Nothing but a perverted mortal point of view stands in the way +of further expansion still. + +The perverted mortal point of view is one of the impulses we have to +struggle with. The mortal tendency, which means the deadly tendency, +always seeks to kill whatever has the principle of life. This tendency +is in every one of us; but in some of us more than in others. + +You can see it at work in the morbid mind, in the mind that is easily +depressed, and in the mind that easily closes. + +Perhaps it is in this last that it becomes our most pernicious enemy. +The closing mind is found in all our ranks; the closed mind is the +deadwood of all our professions. It is not only deadwood; it is +death-in-life, the foe of the developing life-principle, the enemy of +the Holy Ghost. + +That the dead mind should be found among people who have had few +intellectual advantages is not surprising. On them it is forced from +without, by sheer pressure of circumstance. Where it is most painful is +precisely where it does most harm, among the classes we call +professional. There, too, it seems commonest. Lawyers, doctors, +clergymen, teachers, writers, politicians, business men with dead minds +choke all the highways of life. To the extent that they have influence +they are obstacles to progress; but sooner or later the time comes when +they no longer have influence. Life shelves them on the plea that they +are old; but that is not the reason. They are shelved because they have +killed their minds, becoming living dead men. + +As a matter of fact, one of the most valuable of our social and +national assets is the old man who has kept his mind open. Found all too +rarely, he is never shelved, for the reason that life cannot do without +him. Having the habit of expansion he continues to expand, keeping +abreast of youth and even a little in advance of it. The exception +rather than the rule, there is no reason why he should not be the +racial type. + + + +III + + +He is not the racial type because so many of us begin to die almost as +soon as we have begun to live. Our very fear of the death-principle +admits it into our consciousness. Admitted into our consciousness it +starts its work of killing us. It wrinkles the face, it turns the hair +grey, it enfeebles the limbs, it stupefies the brain. One of its most +deadly weapons is fatigue, or the simulation of fatigue. The tired +business man, who rules American life, is oftener than not a dead +business man. If he looked ahead he would see what we idiomatically know +as his "finish." He is not only dying but he infuses death into +manners, literature, and art, since he so largely sets the standard +which becomes the rule. + +War on the death-principle should be, it seems to me, one of the aims to +which the individual gives his strength; and once more he can do it on +his own account. + +In the first place, he can watch himself, that he does not mentally +begin to grow old. To begin mentally to grow old is to begin mentally to +die. He must think of himself as an expanding being, not as a +contracting one. He must keep in sympathetic touch with the new, damning +the know-it-all frame of mind. He must keep in sympathetic touch with +youth, knowing that youth is the next generation in advance. The secrets +of one generation are not those of another; but if he who possesses the +earlier masters also the later he is that much the richer and wiser. The +gulf which separates parents and children is one which the parents must +cross. They can work onward, while the children cannot work backward. Up +to a certain point the older teach the younger; beyond a certain point +the younger teach the older. He who would go on living and not begin to +die must be willing to be taught, reaping the harvest of both youth +and age. + +In the second place, he who would live must not kill anyone else. The +deadly tendency in ourselves is forever at work on those about us, +chiefly on those we love. We watch, tabulate, and recount their symptoms +of decay. Making notes of them for ourselves we discourse of them to +others. "He begins to look old," is a commonplace. The response will +probably emphasise the fact. By response to response we spin round a +friend the age-web which lengthens into the death-web. In our expressive +American vernacular we speak of "wishing" conditions on others, an +instinctive folk-recognition of the force of mentality. We do it in a +sinister sense more often than by way of helpfulness. We "wish" by +thinking, by talking, by creating an atmosphere, by forcing things into +the general consciousness. Old age and decay, bad enough in themselves, +we intensify by our habits of mind. Death, which in any case awaits our +friends, we woo to them by anticipations of demise. It is not +ill-intentioned. It comes out of a subconsciousness in which death and +not life is the base. + + + +IV + + +For most of us the fear of death is a subconscious rather than an active +fear. It becomes active for those who through illness, or in some other +way, see a sentence of death hanging over them; but during the greater +part of the life-span we are able to beat it off. + +As to the life-span itself there is reason to suppose that it is meant +to be more regular than man allows it to become. There may easily be an +"appointed time" to which we do not suffer ourselves, or each other, to +attain. Those strange, inequalities by which one human being is left to +pass over the century mark, another is cut off just when he is most +needed, while a third does no more than touch this plane for an hour or +two, may be the results of our misreadings of God's Will, and not the +decrees of that Will itself. + +We are here on ground which may be termed that of speculation; and yet +speculation is not quite the right word. I dare to think that we have +reached a stage of our development at which we are entitled to make with +regard to death certain inferences which were hardly possible before our +time. We may make them timidly, with all hesitation and reserve, aware +that we cannot propound them as facts; and yet we may make them. The +human mind is no longer where it was a hundred years ago, still less +where it was five hundred years ago. Though we make little progress we +make some. We are not always marking time on the same spot of ignorance +and helplessness. What is mystery for one age is not of necessity +mystery for another. Even when mysteries remain, they do not of +necessity remain without some hint of a dawn which may broaden into day. +Many of our most precious illuminations have come in just this way; a +faint light--which slowly, feebly, through centuries perhaps, waxes +till it becomes a radiance. + + + +V + + +I talked some time ago to an orthodox Christian lady whose brother had +recently died, and who was speaking of death. + +"The one mystery," she called it, "on which no single ray of light has +been vouchsafed in all the ages man has been on earth." + +I did not agree with her, but knowing her to be an orthodox Christian +lady I did not venture to express my opinion. + +But hers is the position which many, perhaps most, of us take. "No one +has ever come back," we say, "to tell us what his experience has been," +and we drop the subject there. Not only do we drop the subject there, +but we resent it if everyone else does not drop the subject there. "God +has hidden it from us," we declare, "and what He has hidden from us it +is presumption for us to pry into." It is useless to urge the fact that +this way of reasoning would have kept us still in the Stone Age; we are +not to be reached by argument. + +Let me say at once that I am not taking up the question of the psychic, +or entering into it at all. I shall keep myself to the two points of +view which have helped me, as an individual, to overcome, to some +degree, the fear of death, considering them in reverse order from that +in which I have mentioned them. Those two points of view are: + +A. That, according to God's Will, we come into this phase of being for +an "appointed time" which we do not always reach; + +B. That we pass out of this phase of being as we came into it, for +Growth. + + + +VI + + +A. The question of an appointed time seems important chiefly to the +right understanding of God's love. Between us and the understanding of +that love bereavement is often a great obstacle. Oftener still it is a +great puzzle. I do not have to catalogue the conditions in which the +taking away of men, women, and children, sorely needed here if for no +other purpose than to love, has moved us to deep perplexity, or to +something like a doubt of God. We have probably all known cases where +such tragedy has driven sufferers to renounce God altogether, and to +curse Him. Some of us who have been smitten may have come near to doing +this ourselves, or may have done it. + + + +VII + + +I have already spoken of the Caucasian's habit of shuffling off on God +those ills for which he will not face the responsibility himself, and I +am inclined to think that this is one of them. In my own experience the +explanation of "God's Will" made to the mother of a little family left +fatherless, or to the parents of a dead baby, or to a young man with a +young wife in her coffin, has always been revolting. I have made it; I +have tried, on the faith of others, to think it must be so. I have long +since ceased to think it, and feel happier for not crediting the +Universal Father with any such futile tricks. + +I should not go so far as to say that we human beings have misapplied +the laws of life in such a way as to kill those who are dear to us; +rather, I think, we have never learned those laws except in their merest +rudiments. We are not yet prepared to do more than bungle the good +things offered us on earth, and more or less misuse them. We misuse them +ourselves; we teach others to misuse them; we create systems of which +the pressure is so terrible that under it the weak can do nothing but +die. We give them no chance. We squeeze the life out of them. And then +we say piously, "The blessed Will of God!" + +As an illustration of what I mean let me cite the two following cases +among people I have known: + +A young lady belonging to a family of means was found to be suffering +from incipient tuberculosis. The doctors ordered her to Saranac. To +Saranac she went, with two nurses. Within eighteen months she was home +again, quite restored to health. This was as it should have been. + +At the same time I knew a car-conductor, married some six or seven +years, and the father of three children. He, too, was found to be +suffering from incipient tuberculosis. He, too, was ordered to Saranac. +But having a wife and three children to support, Saranac was out of the +question. He went on conducting his car till his cough became +distressing, whereupon he was "fired." A minimum allowance from his +church kept the family from starvation, while the nearest approach to +Saranac that could be contrived was an arrangement by which he slept +with his head out the window. In course of time he died, and his widow +was exhorted to submit to the Will of God. + + + +VIII + + +I cite the latter case as typical of millions and millions of deaths of +the kind at which we stand aghast at God's extraordinary rulings. Why is +it, we ask, that He snatches away those who are needed, leaving those +who might be spared? As to the latter part of the question I have +nothing to say; but when it comes to "snatching away" I feel it +important to "absolve God" of the blame for it. + +In the instance I have quoted the blame for it is clear. Falling on no +one individual, it does fall on an organisation of life which gives all +the chances to some, denying them to others. So long as we feel unable +to improve on this organisation we shall have these inequalities. But +let us face honestly the consequences they bring. Let us not confuse all +the issues of life and death as we do, by saddling the good and +beautiful Will of God with the ills we make for ourselves. + + + +IX + + +All untimely bereavement is, of course, not of the nature of the above +illustration. And yet I venture to believe that in all untimely +bereavement some similar explanation could be found. For example, in the +intervals of writing these lines I have been reading a recent biography +of Madame de Maintenon. In it is a chapter describing the series of +catastrophes which fell on Louis the Fourteenth, and the French kingdom, +within little more than a twelvemonth. His son and heir, his grandson, +the second heir, his great-grandson, the third heir, the second heir's +wife, and still another grandson were all carried off by smallpox. In +the apartments of Madame de Maintenon, his wife, the aged monarch was +counselled to submit to the awful Will of God which saw fit thus to +smite him. What no one perceived was that by crowding round the bed of +each sufferer in turn the survivors courted contagion. + +But, there again, it is not much more than a century since this fact +became known to anyone. Easily within living memory is the discovery +that disease is due to bacteria. Our whole system of sanitation is of +recent development, and obtains only among the English and the Americans +even now. In many parts of Europe and America, to say nothing of Asia +and Africa, people still live as in the Middle Ages, and infant +mortality is appalling. Those of us who pay most attention to sanitary +laws live unhealthily, diminishing our powers to resist attack. I +mention these facts, not as making a list of them, but to indicate the +many causes through which we bring bereavement on ourselves, when the +Will of God would naturally make for survival and happiness. + +It must never be forgotten that in this phase of our existence we never +carry out that Will except to a remote degree. We only struggle towards +doing it. When great sorrows come it is because in the struggle we have +not been successful. Either we ourselves have failed; or the failure of +others affects us indirectly. While God's Will may be for our happiness, +we can attain to neither the happiness nor the Will--as yet. + +Nevertheless, we would not have it otherwise. In our more thoughtless or +more agonised minutes we are likely to cry out for a life in which the +conditions ensuring our happiness could not so easily miscarry; but that +would mean a static life, and a static life, above all things, we will +not endure. As already seen, we ask for difficulties to conquer, +successes to achieve. To contend is our instinct, not to be passive +and enjoy. + +Difficulties to conquer can only exist side by side with the possibility +of not conquering them. The victory which is merely a walk-over is +scarcely a victory. Achievement counts only when something has been +overcome. Even then the overcoming of one thing merely spurs us on to +overcome another. To rest on our laurels is doom. For a race which has +the infinite as its goal the word must be on and on. The static heaven +of bearing palms and playing harps and bliss, which the naïve +interpretation of our fathers drew from the imagery of the Apocalypse, +has long since made us rebellious. Something to strive for we demand, +even at the risk of bereavement. + + + +X + + +It is at once the disadvantage and the glory of our own generation that +it is only on the fourth or fifth step of the stairway by which we are +climbing. But at least it is heir to the conquests which go to its stage +of advance. Untimely bereavement is less common to-day than it was a +few centuries ago; it is more common to-day than it will be a few +centuries hence. Such storms of affliction as in 1712 swept over the +house of Louis Quatorze occur less frequently now. But they still occur. +We have not got beyond them. They are only bound to occur less and less +frequently, till they become no more than matters of scarcely +credible record. + +In the meanwhile it may be a comfort to others, as it is to me, to be +able to "absolve God" from the charge of capricious and intolerable +thwarting of our love. To me, at least, the blow is easier to bear when +I know that His beloved hand didn't strike it. I cannot understand being +tortured out of sheer love, while patience with what leaves me with my +whole life maimed is only the patience of the vanquished. + +On the other hand, I can bear with my mistakes, I can bear with the +mistakes of others, I can bear with the failures which are the fruit of +our lack of race-development, so long as I know that God is on my side. +The affliction which would be too poignant as coming directly from Him +is half soothed already when I know that He is soothing it. I may have +lost what He gave; but far from snatching it from me He would have had +me keep it. Of all my comforts that assurance is the first. + +In addition, I have the satisfaction--a meagre satisfaction you may call +it, but a satisfaction all the same--of knowing that by the ploughing +and harrowing of my heart a step is taken toward that future in which +hearts shall be less harrowed and ploughed. "It must never happen +again." That is what we keep saying with regard to the Great War. Well, +it may happen again. We have as yet no trustworthy pledge to the +contrary. But of this we may be sure, that it will not happen again very +often. It is less likely to happen again for the very reason that it has +happened. If the Great War does not prove to be the last war it is the +more probable that the next war will. I mean that we do learn our +lessons, though we learn them only as feeble-minded children learn +theirs. Agony by agony, something is gained, and my personal agony +counts with the rest. The fact may give me no more than the faintest +consolation, and possibly none at all; and still in the long, slow +stages of our upward climb my agony counts, whether its counting +consoles me or not. + + + +XI + + +The inference that we come into the life of this planet for an +"appointed time" we draw from what we see of God's system of order. All +other things do so, as far as we observe. The plant springs, to grow and +bloom, to bear fruit and seed, and so renew itself. Fish, bird, and +animal have their appointed round varying only in detail from that of +the plant. Man's appointed round would seem to vary only in detail from +that of the animal, except that he himself interferes with it. + +To the best of my knowledge the plant, from the blade of grass to the +oak or the orchid, always fulfils its life-span, unless some act or +accident cripples or destroys it. I mean that we never see God bringing +the shoot above the soil just to nip it before it unfolds. We never see +Him bring the bud to the eve of blossoming just to wither it. Having +given it its mission He supplies it with rain, sun, and sustenance to +bring that mission to its end. True, the plant has enemies, like +everything else, enemies which it may not escape. But generally +speaking, it does escape them, and lives to finish its task. + +So, too, with the more active living thing. It, too, has its enemies. +It, too, may not escape them. But assuming that it does, God allows it, +to the best of our observation, to work out its full development. The +only "bereavement" he brings to the lion, the thrush, or the elephant, +or any other creature capable of grief is, apparently, from those +hostile sources of which the hostility is more or less gratuitous. A man +shoots a lion, or the lion kills an antelope; but they do so through +misreading of God's Will, not through fulfilling it. + +For the lower ranks of creation misread that Will in their way as much +as the higher in theirs. All ferocity must be misinterpretation of the +divine law of harmony and mutual help. Internecine destruction probably +has a meaning we can only guess at. Guessing at it we are at liberty to +surmise that what God sees as loving contention for excellence, each +gaining by the other's gain, we understand as bitter strife, and +consumption of the flesh and blood. The rivalry we can best appreciate +is that of brutality; the chief benefit the stronger creature seeks from +the weaker is in killing and eating him. Why this should be part of our +struggle I do not know; but part of our struggle it seems to be--from +the humblest organism up to man--the mistaking of God's Will before +learning to understand it. + +And lest I should seem to assume too much, in saying this, let me add +that our progress out of this state of preying on each other has long +been foreseen by the pioneers of truth. The vision is at least as +ancient as Isaiah, when he descried from afar the accomplished rule of +the Son of David: + +"With righteousness shall he judge the poor, and reprove with equity +for the meek of the earth.... And righteousness shall be the girdle of +his loins, and faithfulness the girdle of his reins. The wolf also shall +dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and +the calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child +shall lead them. And the cow and the bear shall feed; their young ones +shall lie down together.... And the sucking child shall play on the hole +of the asp, and the weaned child shall put his hand on the adder's den. +They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain; _for the earth +shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord_, as the waters cover +the seas." + + + +XII + + +If I am correct in thinking that our passage across the life of this +planet is meant to last for an "appointed time," I presume that that +time would be measured by experience rather than by years. There exists +what we vaguely call the round of life. We are born; we grow; we know +family interests; we learn; we work; we love; we marry; we beget +children; we train them to take our places; we pass beyond. There are +variations on this routine, some of us having more, some of us having +less; but in general it may be taken as typical. It is our mission, as +the plants and the lower living things have theirs. + +It seems reasonable, then, to think that each baby born is meant by the +Father's Will to reap this experience before it proceeds to further +experience. It must be a stage in its growth or it would not come into +it. When it is balked of it something is amiss. The child who dies in +infancy has lost something. The lad or the girl whom our organised life +drives from this plane before reaching fruition has lost something. The +parent whom our conditions force onward before he has brought his task +to a stage at which he can peacefully lay it down has lost something. I +am not saying that God does not control resources by which that loss can +be abundantly made up, but only that the loss would seem to be there. +It is loss for the one who departs as well as for those who +remain behind. + + + +XIII + + +That is what I gather from the instances in the Old and New Testament in +which those who had gone on before their time were called back again. +There are six of these instances in all: one in the Old Testament, and +five in the New. Of four of them we are expressly told that those +restored were young; of the other two nothing is said as to age, but one +at least was probably young, while the other was greatly needed. + +The child called back by Elisha was still a little boy. The daughter of +Jairus was still a little girl. The son of the widow of Nain was a young +man, as was also Eutychus raised by St. Paul. Though we are not told the +age of Lazarus we judge that he was at most no more than in man's +maturity. Dorcas of Lydda may have been of any age, but, judging by the +circumstances, she had not completed her task. + + + +XIV + + +My point is this, that if these things happened, they seem to bear out +my suggestion that our own inducement of premature death cuts us off +from fulfilling our appointed time and getting our appointed experience. +Only on some such ground can we believe that any would be permitted +to return. + +Should this be so we would be in a position to assume that all who go +over ahead of time would be allowed to come back, if we had sufficient +spiritual power to recall them. But that power is of the rarest. Our +Lord, apparently, was in control of it only at times, and on at least +one occasion, that of the raising of Lazarus, its exercise was not what +we should call easy. But that He believed it to be at human command to +some extent is clear from the fact that its use became one of His four +basic principles. "Raise the dead," was the second of the commands with +which He sent out his first seventy disciples. + + + +XV + + +I dwell on the subject only because of its bearing on the love of God. +If it becomes plain to us that by the understanding of God's Will we +gain a richer experience, with less fear of being cut off before our +work is done, that Will makes a stronger appeal for being understood. +That we have not understood it earlier, that we have not particularly +cared to understand it, is due, I think, to our assumption of its +capriciousness. It has been so underscored as inscrutable--the word +generally applied to it--that the man in the street has felt mystified +by it from the start. Being mystified he has settled down to think as +little about it as he could. + +But a great force striving with man to put common sense into his methods +is worth comprehending. It does not compel us to common-sense methods +for the reason that we value only that which we work out for ourselves. +We work nothing out but through suffering. We learn nothing, we take no +forward step, except as we are whipped to it by anguish. That is why +there is so much mourning in the world. God does not cause it; we bring +it on ourselves; but each time we bring it on ourselves we creep one +tiny step nearer that race-conclusion which is now coming to us about +war, and will one day come to us about death, that "It must never +happen again." + + + +XVI + + +In other words, death will be abolished by race-unanimity not to submit +to it. We shall have travelled far in this direction when the average +mind begins to perceive that God did not send death into His creation, +but that we ourselves developed it. Having developed it ourselves we +must get rid of it ourselves, and already some of that work has been +done. "For seeing that death came through man," are the words of St. +Paul, "through man comes also the resurrection of the dead." When he +speaks of "Jesus Christ who hath abolished death," his words are +stronger still. "He has put an end to death and has brought Life and +Immortality to light by the Good News, of which I have been appointed a +preacher, apostle, and teacher." + +This Life and Immortality are not to be relegated to other ages and +worlds; they are for us to work out now. + +The degree to which we work them out depends on our own efforts. Death +will be our doom for many generations to come, because so few of us have +the energy to strive against it. Release can come only when the race at +large is willing to cast the evil thing off. One would suppose that we +would be willing now; but we are far from being willing. We shall go on +forcing our dear ones to die before their time, falling sick ourselves, +enduring agonies, and rotting in graves, till we have suffered to the +point at which we cry out that we have had enough. There will be a day +when in presence of the useless thing we shall say, with something +amounting to one accord, "It must stop." That day will be the beginning +of the end of the age-long curse to which we still submit ourselves. In +the language of St. Paul, "The last enemy to be destroyed is death," +leaving us with the belief that, when we have progressed to the +overthrow of other forces opposed to us, we shall go on to the overthrow +of this one--and that it will be overthrown. + + + +XVII + + +From one kind of fear this reasoning has almost entirely delivered +me--that of being taken away in the midst of my responsibilities, and +before my work is done. I am not so audacious as to say that it may not +happen; but only that, reasoning as I do, I am no longer a prey to +apprehensions on the point. They used to come to me, not like the +money-fear, an abiding visitant, but in spells of intense dread. + +I suppose that most men with families, and much unfinished business, +know this dread, and have suffered from it. You think of the home you +have built up, and of what it would be without you. You think of your +wife, grappling with a kind of difficulty to which she is unaccustomed. +You think of your children who turn to you as their central point, and +who would be left without your guidance. You think of other duties you +have undertaken, and wonder who will carry them through. You seem to be +so essential to everyone and everything; and yet, you have been told, it +may be the Will of God to remove you from them, and either let your +plans collapse, or put their execution on the shoulders of someone else. + +I am not so presumptuous as to say that for me this may not happen. I +only say that I do not think it will. I do not think so because, +according to my judgment, He having helped me to go as far as I have +gone, will help me to finish my task before giving me another one. + +My task, I think, He must estimate as I do. That is, my duties to others +being not wholly of my choosing, but having come to me according to what +I may call His weighing and measuring, I take them to be the duties He +would have me perform. If so, He would naturally have me perform them +till I come to the place where I can reasonably lay them down. + +Therefore, I dismiss the fear of untimely separation from my appointed +work. Such a separation may come; but if it does, it will probably come +by some such means as I have briefly tried to sketch; my own mistakes; +the mistakes of others; the effect of race-pressure. In any case, my +personal resistance, it seems to me, is made the stouter by feeling that +my tasks are His tasks, and so that so long as I am needful to their +accomplishment, I remain. If I go, it will be because He has the +succession of events so planned as to reduce collapse, failure, or +suffering to a minimum. + + + +XVIII + + +B. The thought that the minute after death will only be another little +step in Growth, to be followed by another and then another, as we are +used to growing here, greatly diminishes one's shrinking at the change. + +It is entirely a modern thought. The past, even of a few centuries ago, +never entertained it. It is doubtful if it was mentally prepared to +entertain it, or evolve the idea. + +This is not to depreciate our fathers' mental powers. Different +generations have different gifts. One age works along one line, another +along another. The past had a certain revelation of truth; but the +revelation of truth did not end with the past. Our ancestors received as +much as they could take. What, it seems, they were unable to take was +anything which made death less horrible. We may say, in fact, that they +didn't want it. They liked having death made horrible. Many people like +it still. The mitigation of that horror they condemn, resent, and often +ascribe to the devil. + +And yet there is a tendency to see light through this gloom, and to seek +views of death more in the line of common sense than those which have +come down to us. It is not a strong tendency, but it exists. It exists +in the face of opposition on the part of those religious conservatives +who think conservatism and orthodoxy the same thing; and it runs the +gauntlet of the sneers and jeers of the materially minded who make +common cause with the old guard of the churches; but it exists. It +exists, and goes forward, becoming a factor in the thought-life of +our time. + +It is not yet two hundred years since the plea was put forth on behalf +of mankind that, in the administration of divine justice, no one suffers +less than he deserves, but also that no one suffers more. + +The hostility to this seemingly harmless teaching was of the most +intense. There is hostility to it still, but mild as compared with that +felt by our great-great-grandfathers. That no one should suffer less +than he deserves went without saying; but that no one should suffer more +was declared a black heresy. As there are those who declare it a black +heresy to-day, it may be worth while, in the interests of the conquest +of fear, to say a word as to the relation of God and punishment. + + + +XIX + + +To my mind it is chiefly verbal. + +It is permissible to say that there is no such thing as punishment; +there are only wrong results. It depends upon your way of putting it. +The wrong method produces wrong results in proportion as it is wrong. +Wrong results mean wrong conditions; and wrong conditions mean +suffering. You may call this the law of God, but it is the law of +anything. It is not positive law, it is negative. As a matter of fact, +God does not need to put forth a law on the point since everything +works that way. + +What we call sin is simply a wrong method. It may be a wrong method +meant to produce wrong; or it may be a wrong method in the hope of +producing right. In any case it brings its consequence in pain. + +That consequence may be corrected in this phase of our being, or it may +be carried over into the next. Carried over into the next the +individual, according to our ancestral teaching, comes under the +sentence in which our fathers delighted as "damnation." Not only did +damnation involve the most fiendish torture the Almighty could invent, +but the torture was inflicted, without an instant of relief, throughout +the eons of eternity. + +I recall a sermon to which I listened as a boy of nine. It was on a +summer's evening, when the windows of the church were open. A moth +fluttered about a light. The church stood at the foot of a mountain. The +preacher was trying to explain to us the eternal duration of God's +punishment. "Think of that moth," he said, "carrying away one grain of +sand from that mountain, and going off for a million years, after which +it would return and take away another grain. And think of it keeping +this up, one grain every million years, till the whole mountain was +removed. Well, that would be only a moment as compared with the time you +would be in hell." + +On the generations comforted and fortified by this sort of teaching I +have no comment to make; but we of another generation should surely not +be reproved for moving away from it. We move away from it in the +direction of common sense, since common sense must be an attribute of +the Universal Father as it is of the wiser among mankind. + + + +XX + + +I revert, then, to my statement that God's relation to punishment is +chiefly verbal. His "wrath against sin" is a way of "putting it." If you +can best express the suffering which springs from wrong methods as +"God's wrath" you are at liberty so to express yourself; but we should +not lose sight of the fact that the wrong methods produce the suffering, +and not an outburst of fury on the part of One who is put before us +as Love. + +The fact that the Hebrew writers often used a vivid form of warning and +invective is not a reason why we should keep on doing it. The Hebrew +writer was a primitive speaking to primitives. Meaning what we mean, he +required a stronger, fiercer vocabulary than we ever need. In saying +this I am not dodging the issue; I am stating a fact which rules in all +historical interpretation. To make the phraseology of two thousand years +before Christ the literal expression of the thought of two thousand +years after Him is to be archaic beyond reason. Having grasped a +principle, we phrase it in the language of our time. + +The language of our time makes, on the whole, for restraint, sobriety, +and exactitude of statement. Few of our habits modify themselves more +constantly and more rapidly than our forms of speech. Not only does each +generation find something special to itself, but each year and each +season. To me it seems that much of our misunderstanding of God springs +from the effort to fix on Him forevermore the peculiarities we infer +from the idiom of five thousand years ago. Only to a degree does that +idiom convey to us what is conveyed to those who heard it as a living +tongue; and of that degree much is lost when it percolates through +translation. To cling to words when all we need is to know principles, +clothing them in our own way, seems to me not only absurd in fact but +lamentable in result. I venture to think that more people have been +alienated from God by a pious but misapplied verbal use than were ever +estranged from Him by sin. + + + +XXI + + +Our ancient Hebrew predecessors understood God in their own way. We +understand Him in the same way, but with the clarification wrought by +the intervening years of progress. In other words, they bequeath us a +treasure which we are free to enrich with our own discoveries. + +Among our own discoveries is a clearer comprehension of pain as +resulting from wrong methods, and of God's detachment from pain. More +and more, punishment becomes a concept we reject. Even in our penal +institutions, which have been for so many centuries a barbarous token of +our incompetence, we begin to substitute for punishment something more +nearly akin to cure. If we find mere vengeance unworthy of ourselves we +must find it unworthy of the Universal Father. If we concede to the +criminal the right to a further chance we concede it to ourselves. If we +recognise the fact that the sinner on earth may redeem himself, working +from error towards righteousness, the same principle should rule in the +whole range of existence. There is nothing about the earth-life to make +it the only phase of effort and probation. Effort and probation are +probably conditions of eternity. They will be in our next experience as +they have been in this, leading us on from strength to strength. + + + +XXII + + +One main difference between the mind of the past and the modern mind is +that the mind of the past tended to be static, while the mind of to-day +is more and more attuned to a dynamic universe. Civilisation before the +nineteenth century was accustomed to long periods with relatively little +change. Most people spent their entire lives in the same town or the +same countryside. In the class in which they were born they lived and +died, with little thought of getting out of it. This being so they +looked for the same static conditions after death as they saw before it. +A changeless heaven appalled them with no sense of monotony, nor did a +changeless hell do anything to shake their nerves. Their nerves were not +easily shaken. They were a phlegmatic race, placid, unimaginative, +reposeful. + +Because we of to-day are more restless it does not follow that our views +should be truer. We only know they are truer because we are so much +nearer the truth than they had the opportunity to come. We prove that we +are nearer the truth by our greater command of the Father's resources. +If our whole horizon of truth were not broadened, we could not possess +this command. + + + +XXIII + + +Changing our static conception of life to that of a dynamic will to +unfold, we see the climax we commonly call death as only a new step in +unfoldment. Whatever I have been, the step must be one in advance. It +would not be in accord with creative energy that I should go backward. +The advance may entail suffering, since it is probable that it will give +me a heightened perception of the wrong in my methods; but there are +conditions in which suffering signifies advance. + +And yet if I suffer it can only be with what I may call a curative +suffering. It will be suffering that comes from the recognition of +mistake; not the hopeless anguish of the damned. Having learned "how not +to do it," I perceive "how to do it"--and go on. + +But the perception of "how to do it" is precisely what most of us have +been acquiring. I venture to think that few of us will come face to face +with death without being more or less prepared for it. Life is so +organised that, at its worst, all but the rare exceptions make progress +daily, through obedience to the laws of righteousness. + +In saying this we must count as righteousness not merely the carrying +out of a rule of thumb laid down by man's so-called morality, or the +technical regulations prescribed by the churches for the use of their +adherents; we must include every response to every high call. We must +remember that all a man does in the way of effort to be a good son, a +good brother, a good husband, a good father, a good workman, a good +citizen, is of the nature of slowly creeping forward. Above every other +form of training of the self this endeavour determines a man's spiritual +standing, and his state of worthiness. He may know some failure in each +of these details; and yet the fact that in the main he is set--as I am +convinced the great majority are set--toward fulfilling his +responsibilities helps him to be ready when the time comes to put the +material away. + +The great common sense of the nations brought us to this perception +during the years when the young men of the world were going down like +wheat before the reaping machine. For the most part, doubtless, they +were young men in whom the ladies who attend our churches would have +seen much to reprimand. The moral customs of their countries were +possibly held by them lightly. The two points which constitute pretty +nearly all of American morality they may have disregarded. And yet we +felt that their answer to the summons, which to them at least was a +summons to sacrifice, showed them as men who had largely worked out +their redemption. Whatever our traditions, we were sure that those who +were ready to do anything so great could go to the Father without fear. + +But war calls for no more than a summing up and distillation of the +qualities we cultivate in peace. These men were ready because homes, +offices, banks, shops, factories, and farms had trained them to be +ready. So they are training all of us. Traditions help; the churches +help; but when it comes to the directing of the life toward +righteousness--the effort to do everything rightly--no one thing has +the monopoly. + + + +XXIV + + +Going to the Father without fear! All the joy of life seems to me to +hang on that little phrase. I used it just now of the young men who +passed over from the battlefield; but I used it there with limitations. +Going to the Father without fear is a privilege for every minute of the +day. More and more knowledge of the Father is the progress for which we +crave, since more knowledge of the Father means a fuller view of all +that makes up the spiritual universe. Into that knowledge we are +advancing every hour we live; into that knowledge we shall still be +advancing at the hour when we die. The Father will still be showing us +something new; the something new will still be showing us the Father. + +It will be something new, as we can receive it. He who can receive +little will be given little; he who can receive much will be given much. +In growth all is adjusted to capacity; it is not meant to shock, force, +or frighten. The next step in growth being always an easy step, I can +feel sure of moving onwards easily--"from strength to strength," in the +words of one of the Songs for the Sons of Korah, "until unto the God of +gods appeareth everyone of them in Zion."[33] + +[33] The Book of Psalms. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE FEAR OF DEATH AND ABUNDANCE OF LIFE + + + +I + + +After all, the conquest of fear is largely a question of vitality. Those +who have most life are most fearless. The main question is as to the +source from which an increase of life is to be obtained. + +An important psychological truth was involved when our Lord made the +declaration, "I am come that they might have life, and that they might +have it more abundantly." This, I think, was the first plain statement +ever made that life was a quantitative energy; that it is less or more +dynamic according to the measure in which the individual seizes it. But +once more the Caucasian has stultified the meaning of Jesus of Nazareth +by evaporating it to the tenuous wisp which he understands as +spiritual. Between the pale ghost of such spiritual life as he has +evoked from the Saviour's words and manly and womanly vigour in +full-blooded exercise he has seen no connection. + + + +II + + +Few of us do see a connection between strength of spirit and strength of +limb; but it is there. I am not saying that a strong spirit cannot +coexist with a feeble frame; but the feeble frame is a mistake. It is +the result of apprehension and misapprehension, and bred of race-fear. +The strong spirit would have put forth a strong frame if we had given it +a chance. Abundant life must be _life_, healthy, active, and radiant. It +should show the life-principle no longer driven from sea to land, and +from land to air, or battling with a million foes, but vigorous and +triumphant. + +This vigour and triumph we ought to work into our point of view, so +kneading it into our subconsciousness. Strong in proportion as our +subconsciousness is strong, fearless in proportion as our +subconsciousness is fearless, the going from strength to strength +becomes a matter of course to us. Urging us on in sheer joy of power, +abundance of life becomes still more abundant through the indwelling of +the life-principle. That mystic resistless force, which has fashioned +already so many forms, is forever at work fashioning a higher type +of man. + +Each one of us is that higher type of man potentially. Though we can +forge but little ahead of our time and generation, it is much to know +that the Holy Ghost of Life is our animating breath, pushing us on to +the overcoming of all obstacles. For me as an individual it is a support +to feel that the principle which was never yet defeated is my principle, +and that whatever the task of to-day or to-morrow I have the ability to +perform it well. The hesitation that may seize me, or the questioning +which for an instant may shake my faith, is but a reminder that the +life-principle is not only with me, but more abundantly with me in +proportion to my need. My need is its call. The spasm of fear which +crosses my heart summons it to my aid. It not only never deserts me, but +it never delays, and is never at a loss for some new ingenuity to meet +new requirements. "From strength to strength" is its law, carrying me on +with the impetus of its own mounting toward God. + + + +III + + +And the impetus of its own mounting toward God is not confined to what +we view as the great things of life. Between great and small it makes no +distinction. It is as eager on behalf of the man behind a counter as on +that of him who is governing a country. The woman who has on her +shoulders the social duties of an embassy, or the financial cares of a +great business, has it no more at her command than she who is nursing +her baby or reckoning her pennies to make both ends meet. It rushes to +the help of all. Wherever there is duty or responsibility it is begging +at the doors of our hearts to be let in, to share the work and ease +the burden. + +As I get up each morning, it is there. As I plan my day while I dress +myself, it is there. As I think with misgiving of some letter I tremble +at receiving, or with distaste at some job I must tackle before night, +it is there. + +It is there, not only with its help, but with its absolute knowledge of +the right way for me to act. The care that worries me may be so big as +to involve millions of other people's money, or it may be as small as +the typing of a letter; but the right way of fulfilling either task is +pleading to be allowed to enter my intelligence. My task is its task. My +success will be its success. My failure will react on it, since failure +sets back by that degree the whole procession of the ages. Whether I am +painting a great masterpiece or sewing on a button my success is +essential to the Holy Ghost of Life. + + + +IV + + +So I, the individual, try to confront each day with the knowledge that I +am infused with a guiding, animating principle which will not let me +drop behind, or lose my modest reward, so long as I trust to the force +which carries me along. By trusting to it I mean resting on it quietly, +without worrying, without being afraid that it will fail me. "Fret not +thyself, else shalt thou be moved to do evil."[34] By doing evil, I +presume is meant making a mistake, taking the wrong course. If, however +great the cause, I fret myself I disturb the right conditions. By +disturbing the right conditions I choke off the flow of the +life-principle through my energies. + +[34] The Book of Psalms. + + + +V + + +At a moment when the little buffer state between Egypt and Assyria was +afraid of being overrun by the one or the other it was frantically +casting about to decide with which it would throw in its lot. "With +neither," a great prophet thundered in the ears of the people. "In +calmly resting your safety lieth; in quiet trust shall be your +strength."[35] + +[35] The Book of Isaiah. + +My small experience in the conquest of fear can be condensed into these +four words: Calmly resting! quiet trust! That amid the turmoil of the +time and the feverishness of our days it is always easy I do not +pretend. Still less do I pretend that I accomplish it. I have said, a +few lines above, that _I tried_. Trying is as far as I have gone; but +even trying is productive of wonderful results. + + + +VI + + +Least of all do I claim to have covered the whole ground, or to have +discussed to its fulness any one of the points which I have raised. +Whole regions of thought which bear on my subject--such as psychology, +philosophy, and religion as I understand the word--I have carefully +endeavoured to avoid. My object has been to keep as closely as possible +to the line of personal experience, which has a value only because it is +personal. Telling no more than what one man has endeavoured to work out, +what I have written seeks no converts. Though, for the sake of brevity, +it may at times seem to take a hortatory tone, it is a record and no +more. In it the reader will doubtless find much to correct, and +possibly to reject; and this must be as it happens. What I hope he will +neither correct nor reject is the sincerity of the longing to find God's +relations to the phenomena of life, and the extent to which the +phenomena of life reflect God. + + + +VII + + +In the end we come back to that, the eternal struggle whereby that which +is unlike God becomes more and more like Him. In watching the process, +and taking part in it, there is, when all is said and done, a sense of +glorious striving and success. With each generation some veil which hid +the Creator from the creature is torn forever aside. God, who is always +here, is seen a little more clearly by each generation as being; here. +God, who ever since His sun first rose and His rain first fell has been +making Himself known to us, is by each generation a little better +understood. God, whom we have tried to lock up in churches or banish to +Sundays and special holy days, is breaking through all our +prohibitions, growing more and more a force in our homes and our +schools, in our shops and our factories, in our offices and our banks, +in our embassies, congresses, parliaments, and seats of government. Into +His light we advance slowly, unwillingly, driven by our pain; but +we advance. + +The further we advance the more we perceive of power. The more we +perceive of power the more we are freed from fear. The more we are freed +from fear the more exultantly we feel our abundance of life. The more +exultantly we feel our abundance of life the more we reject death in any +of its forms. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Conquest of Fear + +Author: Basil King + +Posting Date: November 15, 2011 [EBook #9944] +Release Date: February, 2006 +First Posted: November 2, 2003 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CONQUEST OF FEAR *** + + + + +Produced by Kevin Handy, Dave Maddock, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<h1>The Conquest Of Fear</h1> + +<h2>Basil King</h2> + +<h3>With A New Introduction By<br /> +Henry C. Link</h3> + + + + +<h2>Contents</h2> + +<ul> +<li><a href="#intro">Introduction</a></li> +</ul> + +<ol type="upper-roman"> +<li><a href="#1">Fear And The Life-Principle</a></li> +<li><a href="#2">The Life-Principle And God</a></li> +<li><a href="#3">God And His Self-Expression</a></li> +<li><a href="#4">God'S Self-Expression And The Mind Of To-Day</a></li> +<li><a href="#5">The Mind Of To-Day And The World As It Is</a></li> +<li><a href="#6">The World As It Is And The False God Of Fear</a></li> +<li><a href="#7">The False God Of Fear And The Fear Of Death</a></li> +<li><a href="#8">The Fear Of Death And Abundance Of Life</a></li> +</ol> + + +<a name="intro"></a> +<h2>Introduction</h2> + +<p align="center">by Henry C. Link, Ph.D.<br /> +<i>Author of</i> The Rediscovery Of Man, The Return To Religion, etc.</p> + +<p>There are many books which give some help to many people. There are +books which give a set of rules, or even one master rule, by which to +meet the problems of life. This is not such a book. It suggests no +simple recipe for the conquest of fear. Instead, it presents, what all +too few of us to-day possess, a philosophy of life.</p> + +<p>Moreover, in contrast to the dominant thinking of our age, which is +materialistic, King's philosophy is spiritual and religious. Indeed, the +ideas in this book are so profoundly different from the commonly +accepted ideas of our times that they will come as a shock to many +readers. One purpose of this introduction is to prepare the reader for +such a shock.</p> + +<p>I have said that the dominant thinking of our age is materialistic, and +by that I mean also physical. Let me illustrate this broad statement +with reference to the subject of fears alone. The conquest of fear has +gone on year after year chiefly through physical means. Physical pain +has always been one of the great sources of fear. Now ether and other +anaesthetics have eliminated the chief pains of major operations. Older +people can still remember their fear of the dentist, when killing a +nerve or pulling a tooth caused excruciating pain. Now local +anaesthetics even in minor troubles have made dentistry almost painless. +We have not conquered these fears of pain—rather their cause has +been removed.</p> + +<p>Twilight sleep, the artificial sleep to alleviate the pains of +childbirth, is the perfect expression of the scientific and +materialistic elimination of fear. By a chemical blackout of the mind, a +dimming of the conscious self, the person is enabled to escape the +necessity of facing and conquering fear through his own resources.</p> + +<p>I am not condemning the physical alleviation of pain or the progress of +physical science. I am only describing a trend, and that is the growing +emphasis on the elimination of fears by science rather than on their +conquest by the individual.</p> + +<p>Illness has always been a great source of fear, and still is. The dread +of cancer is one of the terrifying fears of our time and fortunes are +spent in cancer research and education. <b>The Conquest of Fear</b> was written +as a result of the author's threatened total blindness. He faced a fact +for which there seemed no physical remedy—hence his great need for a +spiritual conquest of this great fear.</p> + +<p>And yet, year by year, physical science has been eliminating or +reducing the dangers of sickness. Vaccines for the prevention of the +dread disease, small-pox, are now a matter of course. Vaccines and +specifics against the deadly tetanus, against typhoid fever, diphtheria, +syphilis, and other fearful diseases have become commonplace. The fear +of pneumonia has been almost eliminated through the discoveries of the +miraculous sulpha drugs. Science has done wonders toward the elimination +of such fears. A man need hardly conquer the fear of any particular +sickness—there is left for his conquest chiefly the fear of dying.</p> + +<p>In addition to physical disease, our civilization has now developed +mental ailments of all kinds. These include a large category of fears +called phobias—claustrophobia, agoraphobia, photophobia, altaphobia, +phonophobia, etc.</p> + +<p>Three fields or professions, other than religion and philosophy, have +sought to deal with these fears, the psychiatric, the psychoanalytic, +and the psychological. The medical psychiatric profession has naturally +emphasized physical remedies beginning with sedatives and bromides to +induce artificial relaxation and ending up with lobectomy or the +complete cutting off of the frontal lobes of the brain, the centers of +man's highest thought processes. Between these two extremes are the +shock treatments in which an injection of insulin or metrazol into the +blood stream causes the person to fall into a sort of epileptic fit +during which he loses consciousness. Through a series of such shock +treatments some of the higher nerve centers or nerve pathways are +destroyed. By this process a person's fears may also be eliminated and +he may be permanently or temporarily cured. In short, the person does +not conquer the fears in his mind; the psychiatrist or neurologist, by +physically destroying a part of the person's brain, destroys also +the fears.</p> + +<p>How strongly this physical approach has taken hold of people was made +plain to me through an article of mine on how to conquer fears. The +emphasis in this article was on how people could overcome their fears +and worries through their own efforts. To illustrate the opposite +extreme, I mentioned the brain operations and shock treatments by which +psychiatry now often deals with fears. Among the many people who wrote +to me as a result of this article, <i>the majority inquired where they +could obtain such an operation</i>! To such extremes have many people gone +in their desire to eliminate fear by physical means rather than conquer +it through their own spiritual powers.</p> + +<p>The psychoanalyst deals with a person's phobias through what seems like +an intellectual or rational process. According to psychoanalysis, +phobias or fears are due to some buried or subconscious complex. By +daily or frequent talks with a psychoanalyst for a period of six months +or a year, a person's subconscious disturbance <i>may</i> be brought to +light, and if so, the fear is supposed automatically to disappear. Even +if true, this process is a highly materialistic one, at least in the +sense that only people who can spend thousands of dollars can afford +such treatments.</p> + +<p>The psychologist, as well as some psychiatrists who have studied normal +psychology, regard many fears as normal experiences which the individual +can cope with largely through his own resources and with very little +help in the way of visits or treatment. The trouble arises in the case +of those people who have no personal resources to draw on. Their lives +are so lacking in spiritual power, or so full of intellectual scepticism +and distrust, that they cannot help themselves. They have no religious +convictions or certainties by which to obtain leverage in their +struggles. They have no firm philosophy of life on which they or those +who would help them can lay hold. They are putty in the hands of the +fears and forces that beset them from without.</p> + +<p>The psychologist and the psychiatrist both find it difficult to do much +to help such a person. And yet, this is the kind of person our +civilization and education tends increasingly to produce. By the +physical elimination of the causes of fear we have gradually undermined +man's inner resources for the conquest of fear.</p> + +<p>This materialistic trend has received a new impetus from the fields of +political science, economics, and sociology. A dozen years ago economic +disaster threatened to stampede the nation. Millions who had lost their +jobs began to fear penury and want. Millions who still had jobs feared +that they would lose them. Other millions began to fear the loss of +their money and possessions. Rich and poor, becoming afraid that the +country was going to pieces, rushed to the banks to withdraw their +savings and brought on the nation-wide bank closings. Those were days +when everyone knew paralyzing fears.</p> + +<p>History will record the fact that these fears were met, not by conquest, +not by drawing on the moral resources and inner fortitude of the +American citizen, but by a collection of wholesale materialistic +schemes. These schemes included such devices as inflating the dollar, +raising prices, expanding the government debt, paying farmers not to +produce crops, government housing projects, and many others. The fears +of unemployment and poverty in old age were to be eliminated wholesale +through a planned economy, a new social order. By an elaborate system of +book-keeping called Social Security, a whole nation was to win freedom +from want and freedom from fear.</p> + +<p>But while we were building our smug little house of Social Security, the +whole world was crashing around us. Instead of achieving local security +we find ourselves now in the midst of world-wide insecurity. Far from +having eliminated the economic causes of fear, we now find these causes +multiplied many times. To the fear of losing our money is now added the +fear of losing our sons. To the fear of losing our jobs is added the +fear of losing our lives. To the fear of depression and inflation is +added the fear of losing the very freedoms for which the war is +being fought.</p> + +<p>At last we see, or are on the point of seeing, that materialism breeds +worse fears than it cures; that economics and sociology create more +social problems than they solve; that science makes it possible to +destroy wealth and lives much faster than it can build them. It took +years of science to achieve the airplane and to eliminate people's fear +of flying. Now, suddenly, the airplane has become the greatest source of +destruction and of fear on the globe. Cities which were decades in the +building are blasted out of being in a night. Millions of people must +regulate their lives in fear of these dread visitors.</p> + +<p>This is the background against which the conquest of fear presents its +philosophy of courage and of hope. It is a philosophy diametrically +opposed to the dominant beliefs and practices of our materialistic age. +One hesitates to use the words spiritual and moral because they have +become catch words. Nevertheless, King's philosophy is a spiritual and a +moral one, and the reader will gain from it a clearer concept of what +these words really mean.</p> + +<p>When I remember my reactions to the first portion of this book, I can +readily picture the impatience and even scorn of many intellectuals and +pseudo-intellectuals. Because of its emphasis on the religious nature of +the universe and on the spiritual power of the individual, it may seem +to them naïve. Because of its consistent condemnation of Mammon, of +materialism and the economic-sociological interpretation of life, it may +seem to them old-fashioned. Actually, the book is highly sophisticated +and is more novel to-day than the day it was written because since that +time we have strayed twenty years further from the truth.</p> + +<p>One day I was having luncheon with a man who, during the course of the +conversation, remarked: "I want to tell you how much I enjoyed your +latest book,—" As almost any writer would, I pricked up my ears +expectantly.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he went on, "I got a great deal out of your recent book, but the +book which helped me more than any I have ever read is a book called <b>The +Conquest of Fear</b>, by Basil King. Do you happen to know it?"</p> + +<p>"Know it!" I exclaimed. "I not only know it, I am just on the point of +writing an introduction to a new edition of the book. Would you mind +telling me how it helped you?"</p> + +<p>He thereupon related how, at a certain period of his life, he had left +an excellent position to take a new one which seemed more promising. It +soon developed that the difficulties of this position were such as to +make his success seem almost hopeless. He became obsessed with the idea +that the people with whom he had to deal were "out to get him." His +fears of the job and of his associates grew to the point where a nervous +breakdown seemed inevitable.</p> + +<p>One day his daughter told him that she needed a book in her school work +which he remembered having packed in a box that had been stored in the +attic and not yet opened. When he opened the box, the first book which +he picked up was <b>The Conquest of Fear</b>. It was evidently one of those +books which had somehow come into the possession of his family, but +which he had never read.</p> + +<p>This time, however, he sat down in the attic and began to read it. +During the course of the next year or so he read it carefully not once +but four or five times. "It marked the turning point in my life," he +told me. "It enabled me to conquer the fears which were threatening to +ruin me at the time, and it gave me a philosophy which has stood me in +good stead ever since."</p> + +<p>A philosophy which marked the turning point in his life and which has +stood him in good stead ever since! <b>The Conquest of Fear</b> offers +such a philosophy not only to individuals suffering from fears peculiar +to them, but to a world of individuals suffering, or about to suffer, +from the collapse of world-wide materialism. In this day of chaos and +uncertainty, here is the modern version of the parable of the man who +built his house upon a rock instead of on the sand: "and the rain +descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that +house; and it fell not for it was founded upon a rock."</p> + +<p align="right">H. C. L.</p> + + + +<a name="1"></a> +<h2>Chapter I</h2> + +<h3>Fear And The Life-Principle</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>When I say that during most of my conscious life I have been a prey to +fears I take it for granted that I am expressing the case of the +majority of people. I cannot remember the time when a dread of one kind +or another was not in the air. In childhood it was the fear of going to +bed, of that mysterious time when regular life was still going on +downstairs, while I was buried alive under sheets and blankets. Later it +was the fear of school, the first contact of the tender little soul with +life's crudeness. Later still there was the experience which all of us +know of waking in the morning with a feeling of dismay at what we have +to do on getting up; the obvious duties in which perhaps we have grown +stale; the things we have neglected; those in which we have made +mistakes; those as to which we have wilfully done wrong; those which +weary or bore or annoy or discourage us. Sometimes there are more +serious things still: bereavements, or frightfully adverse conditions, +or hardships we never expected brought on us by someone else.</p> + +<p>It is unnecessary to catalogue these situations, since we all at times +in our lives have to face them daily. Fear dogs one of us in one way and +another in another, but everyone in some way.</p> + +<p>Look at the people you run up against in the course of a few hours. +Everyone is living or working in fear. The mother is afraid for her +children. The father is afraid for his business. The clerk is afraid for +his job. The worker is afraid of his boss or his competitor. There is +hardly a man who is not afraid that some other man will do him a bad +turn. There is hardly a woman who is not afraid that things she craves +may be denied her, or that what she loves may be snatched away. There is +not a home or an office or a factory or a school or a church in which +some hang-dog apprehension is not eating at the hearts of the men, +women, and children who go in and out. I am ready to guess that all the +miseries wrought by sin and sickness put together would not equal those +we bring on ourselves by the means which perhaps we do least to +counteract. We are not sick all the time; we are not sinning all the +time; but all the time all of us—or practically all of us—are afraid +of someone or something. If, therefore, one has the feeblest +contribution to make to the defeat of such a foe it becomes difficult to +withhold it.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>But even with a view to conquering fear I should not presume to offer to +others ideas worked out purely for myself had I not been so invited. I +do not affirm that I have conquered fear, but only that in self-defence +I have been obliged to do something in that direction. I take it for +granted that what goes in that direction will go all the way if pursued +with perseverance and good will. Having thus made some simple +experiments—chiefly mental—with what to me are effective results, I +can hardly refuse to tell what they have been when others are so good as +to ask me.</p> + +<p>And in making this attempt I must write from my own experience. No other +method would be worth while. The mere exposition of a thesis would have +little or no value. It is a case in which nothing can be helpful to +others which has not been demonstrated for oneself, even though the +demonstration be but partial.</p> + +<p>In writing from my own experience I must ask the reader's pardon if I +seem egoistic or autobiographical. Without taking oneself too smugly or +too seriously one finds it the only way of reproducing the thing that +has happened in one's own life and which one actually knows.</p> + +<p>And when I speak above of ideas worked out purely for myself I do not, +of course, mean that these ideas are original with me. All I have done +has been to put ideas through the mill of my own mind, co-ordinating +them to suit my own needs. The ideas themselves come from many sources. +Some of these sources are, so deep in the past that I could no longer +trace them; some are so recent that I know the day and hour when they +revealed themselves, like brooks in the way. It would be possible to say +to the reader, "I owe this to such and such a teaching, and that to such +and such a man," only that references of the kind would be tedious. I +fall back on what Emerson says: "Thought is the property of him who can +entertain it; and of him who can adequately place it. A certain +awkwardness marks the use of borrowed thoughts; but, as soon as we have +learned what to do with them, they become our own. Thus all originality +is relative." The thoughts that I shall express are my own to the extent +that I have lived them—or tried to live them—though the wind that +bloweth where it listeth may have brought them to my mind.</p> + +<p>Nor do I think for a moment that what I have found helpful to me must of +necessity be helpful to everyone. It may be helpful to someone. That is +the limit of my hope. It is simple fact that no one can greatly help +anyone else. The utmost we can do is to throw out an idea here and there +which another may seize, and by which he may help himself. Borrowed help +has the awkwardness which Emerson attributes to borrowed thoughts. It is +only when a concept has lain for a time in a man's being, germinated +there, and sprung into active life, that it is of much use to him; but +by that time it has become his own. The kingdom of heaven must begin +within oneself or we shall probably not find it anywhere.</p> + +<p>These pages will contain, then, no recipe for the conquest of fear; they +will offer, with much misgiving and diffidence, no more than the record +of what one individual has done toward conquering it. This record is +presented merely for what it is worth. It may be worth nothing. On the +other hand, someone may find it worth something, and in that case all +that the writer hopes for will be attained.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>As a matter of fact, in my own case the reaction against fear was from +the beginning more or less instinctive. With the first exercise of the +reasoning faculty I tried to argue against the emotion. I remember that +as a little boy I was afraid of a certain dog that barked at me when I +went to a certain house to which I was sent perhaps two or three times a +week. The house had a driveway, and from the minute of passing the +entrance my knees trembled under me. But even then, I recall, it seemed +to me that this terror was an incongruous thing in life, that it had no +rightful place there, and that, if the world was what my elders told me +it was, there must be in it a law of peace and harmony which as yet I +hadn't arrived at. I cannot say that when the dog barked this reasoning +did more than nerve me to drag my quaking limbs up to the doorstep, +whence my enemy, a Skye terrier, invariably took flight.</p> + +<p>During a somewhat stormy childhood and boyhood, in which there was a +good deal of emotional stress, I never got beyond this point. Specific +troubles were not few, and by the time I reached early manhood a habit +of looking for them had been established. "What's it going to be now?" +became a formula of anticipation before every new event. New events +presented themselves most frequently as menaces. Hopes rarely loomed up +without accompanying probabilities of disappointment. One adopted the +plan of "expecting disappointment" as a means of cheating the "jinx." I +am not painting my early life as any darker than most lives. It was, I +fancy, as bright as the average life of youth.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>But, contrary to what is generally held, I venture to think that youth +is not a specially happy period. Because young people rarely voice +their troubles we are likely to think them serene and unafraid. That has +not been my experience either with them or of them. While it is true +that cares of a certain type increase with age the knowledge of how to +deal with them increases, or ought to increase, in the same progression. +With no practical experience to support them the young are up against +the unknown and problematical—occupation, marriage, sexual urge, life +in general—around which clings that terror of the dark which frightened +them in childhood. Home training, school training, college training, +religious training, social influences of every kind, throw the emphasis +on dangers rather than on securities, so that the young life emerges +into a haunted world. Some are reckless of these dangers, some grow +hardened to them, some enjoy the tussle with them, some turn their minds +away from them, while others, chiefly the imaginative or the +intellectual, shrink from them with the discomfort which, as years go +on, becomes worry, anxiety, foreboding, or any other of the many +forms of care.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>My own life followed what I assume to be the usual course, though in +saying this I am anxious not to give an exaggerated impression. It was +the usual course, not an unusual one. "There's always something" came to +be a common mental phrase, and the something was, as a rule, not +cheering. Neither, as a rule, was it terrible. It was just +<i>something</i>—a sense of the carking hanging over life, and now and then +turning to a real mischance or a heartache.</p> + +<p>It strikes me as strange, on looking back, that so little attempt was +made to combat fear by religion. In fact, as far as I know, little +attempt was made to combat fear in any way. One's attention was not +called to it otherwise than as a wholly inevitable state. You were born +subject to fear as you were born subject to death, and that was an +end of it.</p> + +<p>Brought up in an atmosphere in which religion was our main +preoccupation, I cannot recall ever hearing it appealed to as a +counteragent to this most persistent enemy of man. In dealing with your +daily dreads you simply counted God out. Either He had nothing to do +with them or He brought them upon you. In any case His intervention on +your behalf was not supposed to be in this world, and to look for +rewards from Him here and now was considered a form of impiety. You were +to be willing to serve God for naught; after which unexpected favours +might be accorded you, but you were to hope for nothing as a right. I do +not say that this is what I was taught; it was what I understood; but to +the best of my memory it was the general understanding round about me. +In my fight against fear, in as far as I made one, God was for many +years of no help to me, or of no help of which I was aware. I shall +return to the point later in telling how I came to "discover God" for +myself, but not quite the same God, or not quite the same concept of +God, which my youthful mind had supposed to be the only one.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>At the same time it was to a small detail in my religious training—or +to be more exact in the explanation of the Bible given me as a boy—that +I harked back when it became plain to me that either I must conquer fear +or fear must conquer me. Having fallen into my mind like a seed, it lay +for well on to thirty years with no sign of germination, till that +"need," of which I shall have more to say presently, called it +into life.</p> + +<p>Let me state in a few words how the need made itself pressing.</p> + +<p>It was, as life goes, a tolerably dark hour. I was on the borderland +between young manhood and early middle age. For some years I had been +losing my sight, on top of which came one of those troubles with the +thyroid gland which medical science still finds obscure. For reasons +which I need not go into I was spending an autumn at Versailles in +France, unoccupied and alone.</p> + +<p>If you know Versailles you know that it combines all that civilisation +has to offer of beauty, magnificence, and mournfulness. A day's visit +from Paris will give you an inkling of this, but only an inkling. To get +it all you must live there, to be interpenetrated by its glory of decay. +It is always the autumn of the spirit at Versailles, even in summer, +even in spring; but in the autumn of the year the autumnal emotion of +the soul is poignant beyond expression. Sad gardens stretch into sad +parks; sad parks into storied and haunting forests. Long avenues lead to +forgotten châteaux mellowing into ruin. Ghostly white statues astonish +you far in the depths of woods where the wild things are now the most +frequent visitors. A Temple of Love—pillared, Corinthian, lovely—lost +in a glade to which lovers have probably not come in a hundred +years—will remind you that there were once happy people where now the +friendliest sound is that of the wood-chopper's axe or the horn of some +far-away hunt. All the old tales of passion, ambition, feud, hatred, +violence, lust, and intrigue are softened here to an aching sense of +pity. At night you will hear the castle clock, which is said never once +to have failed to strike the hour since Louis the Fourteenth put it in +its place, tolling away your life as it has tolled away epochs.</p> + +<p>Amid these surroundings a man ill, lonely, threatened with blindness, +can easily feel what I may call the spiritual challenge of the ages. He +must either be strong and rule; or he must be weak and go down. He must +get the dominion over circumstance, or circumstance must get the +dominion over him. To be merely knocked about by fate and submit to it, +even in the case of seemingly inevitable physical infirmity, began to +strike me as unworthy of a man.</p> + +<p>It is one thing, however, to feel the impulse to get up and do +something, and another to see what you can get up and do. For a time the +spectre of fear had me in its power. The physical facts couldn't be +denied, and beyond the physical facts I could discern nothing. It was +conceivable that one might react against a mental condition; but to +react against a mysterious malady coupled with possibly approaching +blindness was hardly to be thought of. When one added one's incapacity +to work and earn a living, with all that that implies, it seemed as if +it would take the faith that moves mountains to throw off the weight +oppressing me. It is true that to move mountains you only need faith as +a grain of mustard seed, but as far as one can judge not many of us have +that much.</p> + +<p>It was then that my mind went back all of a sudden to the kernel planted +so many years before, in my island home, in the Gulf of St. Lawrence. If +I become prolix over this it is only that I want to show how often it +happens to parents, teachers, and others who deal with children, to +throw out a thought which after lying dormant for years will become a +factor in the life. Had it not been for the few words spoken then I +should not, as far as I can see, now have such mastery over self as I +have since attained—not very much—but I should not be writing +these lines.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>My boyhood was placed in the times when Darwin's "Origin of Species" and +"Descent of Man" had thrown the scientific and religious worlds into +convulsion. The struggle between the old ideas and the new calls for no +more than a reference here; but the teacher to whom I owe most was one +who, while valuing the old, saw only an enrichment in the new, +explaining the Bible in that spirit. So it happened that he spoke one +day of the extraordinary ingenuity of the life-principle, which somehow +came to the earth, in adapting itself to perpetually new conditions.</p> + +<p>Nothing defeated it. For millions of years it was threatened by climatic +changes, by the lack of food, by the ferocity of fellow-creatures. Heat, +cold, flood, drought, earthquake, and volcanic eruption were forever +against it. Struggling from stage to stage upward from the slime a new +danger was always to it a new incentive to finding a new resource.</p> + +<p>Pursued through the water it sought the land. Pursued on the land it +sought the air. Pursued in the air it developed fleetness of wing, and +in fleetness of wing a capacity for soaring, circling, balancing, +dipping, and swinging on itself of which the grace must not blind us to +the marvellous power of invention.</p> + +<p>In other words, the impulses leading to the origin of species proclaim a +resourcefulness on the part of what we call life which we have every +reason to think inexhaustible. Whatever the Fount of Being from which +the life-principle first came into the waters of our earth there is no +question but that with it came a conquest-principle as well. Had it been +possible to exterminate the life-principle it would never have gone +further than the age which saw the extinction of the great reptiles. The +great reptiles went, but the life-principle stayed on, with the ability +to assume, within our limited observation, all the forms between the +bacillus and the elephant, while as to what lies beyond our observation +the possibilities are infinite.</p> + +<p>Long before it works up to man we see this amazing force stemming an +uncountable number of attacks, and meeting ruinous conditions with +daring contrivances. For one kind of danger it develops a shell, for +another a sting, for another a poison, for another a protective +colouration. To breathe in the sea it puts forth gills, and makes lungs +for itself when stranded on the land. In glacial cold it finds the means +of growing fur; when heat and cold assail it by turns it packs itself +with feathers; when climates become temperate it produces hair. For the +creature which keeps to the water it webs the foot; for that which takes +to the trees it makes the toes prehensile; for the one which learns to +stand erect and run along the ground it flattens the sole, making it +steady and supporting. To resist, to survive, to win through, is the end +to which the life-principle sets itself with such singleness of aim as +to unfold a wealth of potentiality astounding to us in looking backward.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>This was the idea which came back to me that autumn at Versailles, and +from which in the course of time I drew my conclusions.</p> + +<p>Briefly, those conclusions were to the effect that as individuals we +need difficulties to overcome, and that fear is a stimulus to overcoming +them. Otherwise expressed, fear loses much of its fearfulness when we +see it as the summons to putting forth new energies. Unless we were +conscious of the energies such a call would not reach us. The creatures +preceding man could have felt no misgiving, since they lacked the +imagination essential to a dread. Such fear as they were equal to must +have seized them in paroxysms of terror when calamities threatened to +overwhelm them. If they made good their escape no trace of the fear +remained behind, the brain having little or no power of retention. We +may take it for granted that the pterodactyl and the trachodon had none +of the foreboding based on experience which destroys the peace of man.</p> + +<p>Fear, as we understand it, was in itself a signal of advance. It could +only have begun with the exercise of reason. Arrived at the rudiments of +memory the creature must have been able to perceive, however dimly, that +the thing which had happened might happen again. Adding the first +stirrings of imagination he must have constructed possible events in +which the danger would come from the same causes as before. With the +faculties to remember, to reason, and to imagine all at work we reach +the first stages of man.</p> + +<p>Man was born into fear in that he was born into a world of which most of +the energies were set against him. He was a lone thing fighting his own +battle. The instinct for association which made the mammals different +from other animals didn't help him much, since association did not bring +mutual help as a matter of course, and never has done so. A man could +count on no one but himself. Not only were prodigious natural forces +always menacing him with destruction; not only was the beast his enemy +and he the enemy of the beast; but his hand was against his fellow-man +and his fellow-man's hand against him. This mutual hostility followed +men in their first groupings into communities, and only to a degree have +we lived it down in the twentieth century.</p> + +<p>Perhaps this conviction that a man's strength lay in standing +single-handed against circumstance was the first small discovery I made +in my own fight with fear. Looking back on the developments which had +brought man into the world I saw a marvellous power of getting round +difficulties when you couldn't cut through them. Just as a river which +cannot flow over a rock can glide about its feet and turn it into a +picturesque promontory, so I recognised in myself an inborn human +faculty for "sidestepping" that which blocked my way, when I couldn't +break it down.</p> + +<p>I left Versailles with just that much to the good—a perception that the +ages had bequeathed me a store of abilities which I was allowing to lie +latent. Moving into Paris, to more cheerful surroundings, I took up +again the writing of the book I had abandoned more than a year +previously. After long seclusion I began to see a few people, finding +them responsive and welcoming. My object in stating these unimportant +details is merely to show that in proportion as I ceased to show fear +the life-principle hastened to my aid. Little by little I came to the +belief that the world about me was a system of co-operative +friendliness, and that it was my part to use it in that way.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>To use it in that way was not easy. I was so accustomed to the thought +of Nature as a complex of self-seeking cruelties, the strong preying on +the weak, and the weak defenceless, that the mere idea of its containing +a ruling co-operative principle seemed at times far-fetched. To the +common opinion of the day, my own included, the conception of a +universe that would come to a man's aid the minute a man came to his own +was too much like a fairy tale. It may indeed be a fairy tale. All I +know is that in my own case it is the way in which it seems to have +worked. I think I have caught a glimpse of a constructive use for that +which I had previously thought of as only destructive and terrible.</p> + +<p>This is what I mean. The life-principle having, through unknown millions +of years, developed the conquest-principle by meeting difficulties and +overcoming them, the difficulties had a value. To man, especially, the +menace of Nature, the ferocity of the beast, and the enmity of his +fellow-man furnished the incentive to his upward climb. Had all been +easy he would have stayed where he was. He would never have called +mental powers to his physical aid, nor appealed to spiritual faculties +when the mental fell short of his requirements. Spurred on by a +necessity which grew more urgent in proportion as the life-principle +widened its scope, the conquest-principle became an impulse which would +brook no denying. Man grew by it; but the fact remains that he would not +have grown had there been nothing for him to struggle with.</p> + +<p>To me it seems basic to the getting rid of fear to know that our trials, +of whatever nature, are not motiveless. In our present stage of +development we could hardly do without them. So often looking like mere +ugly excrescences on life they are in reality the branches by which we +catch on and climb. They are not obstacles to happiness for the reason +that the only satisfying happiness we are equal to as yet is that of +wrestling with the difficult and overcoming it. Every call of duty has +its place in this ideal; every irksome job, every wearisome +responsibility. The fact that we are not always aware of it in no way +annuls the other fact that it is so. Boredom, monotony, drudgery, +bereavement, loneliness, all the clamour of unsatisfied ambitions and +aching sensibilities, have their share in this divine yearning of the +spirit to grasp what as yet is beyond its reach. All of that hacking of +the man to fit the job rather than the shaping of the job to fit the +man, which is, I imagine, the source of most of the discontent on earth, +has its place here, as well as the hundreds of things we shouldn't do if +we were not compelled to. Whatever summons us to conflict summons us to +life, and life, as we learn from a glance at the past, never shirks the +challenge.</p> + +<p>It never shirks the challenge, and, what is more, it never fails to find +the expedient by which the new demand is to be satisfied. To the +conquest of fear that plank must be foundational. As far as we can learn +there never was an emergency yet which the life-principle was not +equipped to meet. When all existing methods had been used up it invented +new ones; when seemingly at the end of its new resources it was only +beginning to go on again.</p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>The deduction I make is this, that a law which was operative on such a +scale before man had come into the world at all must be still more +effective now that we can help to carry it out. The life-principle is +not less ingenious than it ever was, while the conquest-principle must +have widely expanded. It is an axiom in all progress that the more we +conquer the more easily we conquer. We form a habit of conquering as +insistent as any other habit. Victory becomes, to some degree, a state +of mind. Knowing ourselves superior to the anxieties, troubles, and +worries which obsess us, we <i>are</i> superior. It is a question of attitude +in confronting them. It is more mental than it is material. To be in +harmony with the life-principle and the conquest-principle is to be in +harmony with power; and to be in harmony with power is to be strong as a +matter of course.</p> + +<p>The individual is thus at liberty to say: "The force which never failed +before is not likely to fail in my case. The fertility of resource which +circumvented every kind of obstacle to make me what I am—a vertebrate, +breathing, walking, thinking entity, capable of some creative +expression of my own—will probably not fall short now that I have +immediate use for it. Of what I get from the past, prehistoric and +historic, perhaps the most subtle distillation is the fact that so far +is the life-principle from balking at need, need is essential to its +activity. Where there is no need it seems to be quiescent; where there +is something to be met, contended with, and overcome, it is furiously +'on the job.' That life-principle is my principle. It is the seed from +which I spring. It is my blood, my breath, my brain. I cannot cut myself +off from it; it cannot cut itself off from me. Having formed the +mastodon to meet one set of needs and the butterfly to meet another, it +will form, something to meet mine, even if something altogether new. The +new—or what seems new to me—is apparently the medium in which it is +most at home. It repeats itself never—not in two rosebuds, not in two +snowflakes. Who am I that I should be overlooked by it, or miss being +made the expression of its infinite energies?"</p> + + + +<h3>XI</h3> + + +<p>What this reasoning did for me from the start was to give me a new +attitude toward the multifold activity we call life. I saw it as +containing a principle that would work with me if I could work with it. +My working with it was the main point, since <i>it</i> was working with me +always. Exactly what that principle was I could not at the time have +said; I merely recognised it as being there.</p> + +<p>The method of working with it was simple in idea, however difficult in +practice. It was a question of my own orientation. I had to get mentally +into harmony with the people and conditions I found about me. I was not +to distrust them; still less was I to run away from them. I was to make +a parable of my childish experience with the Skye terrier, assuming that +life was organised to do me good. I remembered how many times the Bible +begins some bit of pleading or injunction with the words, "Fear not." +Other similar appeals came back to me. "Say to them that are of a +fearful heart, Be strong I fear not."<a href="#fn1"><sup>1</sup></a> "Quit yourselves like men; be +strong."<a href="#fn2"><sup>2</sup></a> "O man greatly beloved, fear not! Peace be unto thee! Be +strong, yea, be Strong."<a href="#fn3"><sup>3</sup></a> When, at some occasional test, dismay or +self-pity took hold of me I formed a habit of saying to myself, in our +expressive American idiom: "This is your special stunt. It's up to you +to do this thing just as if you had all the facilities. Go at it boldly, +and you'll find unexpected forces closing round you and Coming to +your aid."</p> + +<p>Which is just what I did find. To an amazing degree people were +friendly, while conditions became easier. Fear diminished because I had +fewer things to be afraid of. Having fewer things to be afraid of my +mind was clearer for work. Work becoming not only more of a resource but +more remunerative as well, all life grew brighter. Fear was not +overcome; I had only made a more or less hesitating stand against it; +but even from doing that I got positive results.</p> + + + +<a name="2"></a> +<h2>Chapter II</h2> + +<h3>The Life-Principle And God</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>It is obvious that one could not dwell much on the power of the +life-principle without coming sooner or later to the thought of God. As +already hinted, I did not come to it at once because my conception of +God made Him of so little use to me.</p> + +<p>And yet, in popular phraseology, I had "served" God all my life. That +is, brought up in an atmosphere in which the Church was a divinely +instituted system for utilising God, I served the system, without +getting much beyond the surface plane of what were technically known as +"services." When trial came such services offered me an anodyne, but +not a cure.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>The first suggestion, that my concept of God might not be sufficient to +my needs came out of a conversation in New York. It was with a lady whom +I met but that once, within a year or two after my experience at +Versailles. I have forgotten how we chanced on the subject, but I +remember that she asked me these questions:</p> + +<p>"When you think of God <i>how</i> do you think of Him? How do you picture +Him? What does He seem like?"</p> + +<p>Trying to reply I recognised a certain naivete, a certain childishness, +in my words even as I uttered them. In my thoughts I saw God as three +supernal men, seated on three supernal thrones, enshrined in some vague +celestial portion of space which I denominated Heaven. Between Him and +me there was an incalculable distance which He could bridge but I could +not. Always He had me at the disadvantage that He saw what I did, heard +what I said, read what I thought, punishing me for everything amiss, +while I could reach Him only by the uncertain telephony of what I +understood as prayer. Even then my telephone worked imperfectly. Either +the help I implored wasn't good for me, or my voice couldn't soar to +His throne.</p> + +<p>The lady smiled, but said nothing. The smile was significant. It made me +feel that a God who was no more than what I had described could hardly +be the Universal Father, and set me to thinking on my own account.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>I wish it were possible to speak of God without the implication of +dealing with religion. By this I mean that I am anxious to keep religion +out of this whole subject of the conquest of fear. The minute you touch +on religion, as commonly understood, you reach the sectarian. The minute +you reach the sectarian you start enmities. The minute you start +enmities you get mental discords. And the minute you get mental +discords no stand against fear is possible.</p> + +<p>But I mean a little more than this. Man, as at present developed, has +shown that he hardly knows what to do with religion, or where to put it +in his life. This is especially true of the Caucasian, the least +spiritually intelligent of all the great types of our race. +Fundamentally the white man is hostile to religion. He attacks it as a +bull a red cloak, goring it, stamping on it, tearing it to shreds. With +the Caucasian as he is this fury is instinctive. Recognising religion as +the foe of the materialistic ideal he has made his own he does his best +to render it ineffective.</p> + +<p>Of this we need no better illustration than the state of what we +conventionally know as Christendom. Christendom as we see it is a purely +Caucasian phase of man's struggle upward, with Caucasian merits and +Caucasian defects. Nowhere is its defectiveness more visible than in +what the Caucasian has made of the teaching of Jesus Christ. It was +probably a misfortune for the world that almost from the beginning that +teaching passed into Caucasian guardianship. I see in the New Testament +no indication on the part of Our Lord and the Apostles of wishing to +separate themselves from Semitic co-operation. The former taught daily +in the Temple; the latter, as they went about the world, made the +synagogue the base of all their missions. The responsibility for the +breach is not under discussion here. It is enough to note that it took +place, and that Caucasian materialism was thus deprived of a +counteragent in Hebrew spiritual wisdom. Had this corrective maintained +its place it is possible that religion might now be a pervasive element +in the Caucasian's life instead of being pigeon-holed.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>The Caucasian pigeon-holes God. Otherwise expressed, he keeps God in a +specially labelled compartment of life, to be brought out for occasional +use, and put back when the need is over. It is difficult to mention God +to a Caucasian reader without inducing an artificial frame of mind. As +there are people who put on for strangers and guests an affected, +unnatural politeness different from their usual breezy spontaneity, so +the Caucasian assumes at the thought of God a mental habit which can +only be described as sanctimonious. God is not natural to the Caucasian; +the Caucasian is not natural with God. The mere concept takes him into +regions in which he feels uneasy. He may call his uneasiness reserve or +reverence, or by some other dignified name; but at bottom it is neither +more nor less than uneasiness. To minimise this distress he relegates +God to special days, to special hours, to services and ceremonials. He +can thus wear and bear his uncomfortable cloak of gravity for special +times, after which he can be himself again. To appeal to God otherwise +than according to the tacitly accepted protocol is to the average +Caucasian either annoying or in bad form.</p> + +<p>I should like, then, to dissociate the thought of God from the +artificial, sanctimonious, preternaturally solemn connotations which +the Name is certain to bring up. I want to speak of Him with the same +kind of ease as of the life-principle. I repeat, that I never found Him +of much use in allaying fear till I released Him from the Caucasian +pigeon-hole to see Him, as it were, in the open. Once in the open I got +rid, to some degree, of the Caucasian limitations of thinking along the +lines of sect, just as in the infinitude of the air you can forget for a +minute houses with rooms and walls. The discovery—that is, discovery +for myself—that God is Universal, which is not so obvious as it sounds, +was, I think, the first great step I made in finding that within that +Universal fear should be impossible.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + +<p>About the same time I chanced on a passage written by Joseph Joubert, an +eighteenth-century French Catholic, not so well known to the modern +reader as he ought to be, which impressed me deeply.</p> + +<p>"L'âme ne peut se mouvoir, s'éveiller, ouvrir les yeux, sans santir +Dieu. On sent Dieu avec l'âme comme on sent l'air avec le corps. +Oseraije le dire? On connaît Dieu facilement pourvu qu'on ne se +contraigne pas à le definir—The soul cannot move, wake, or open the +eyes without perceiving God. We perceive God through the soul as we feel +air on the body. Dare I say it? We can know God easily so long as we do +not feel it necessary to define Him."</p> + +<p>I began to see that, like most Caucasian Christians, I had been laying +too much stress on the definition. The Trinity had, so to speak, come +between me and the Godhead. I had, unconsciously, attached more +importance to God's being Three than to His being God. Seeing Him as +Three I instinctively saw Him as Three Persons. Seeing Him as Three +Persons I did not reflect that the word Person as applied to God must be +used in a sense wholly different from that in which we employ it with +regard to men. To get into what I call the open I had to bring myself to +understand that we cannot enclose the Infinite in a shape, or three +shapes, resembling in any way the being with digestive organs, arms, and +legs, which worked its way up from slime.</p> + +<p>That is, in order to "dwell in the secret place of the Most High,"<a href="#fn4"><sup>4</sup></a> +where one is immune from fear, I was obliged to give up the habit of +embodying God in any form. I had to confess that what is meant by the +Three Persons in One God I did not know. Furthermore, I saw no necessity +for thinking that I knew, since such knowledge must transcend all scope +of the human mind. The formula, if you must have a formula, is one +thing; but the turning it into a statute of limitations and applying it +to the Illimitable is another.</p> + +<p>To make my position clearer, and to avoid the subject of religion, let +me add that, inferring from the Bible that there is a Father, a Son, and +a Holy Ghost, I did not feel it imperative on my part to go beyond this +use of terms. Merely to abstain from definition was like a load taken +off my mind. How the Son was begotten of the Father, or the Holy Ghost +proceeded from them both, or what eternal mysteries were symbolised in +this purely human phraseology, were, it seemed to me, matters with which +I need not concern myself, seeing that they passed all my comprehension. +Not the Trinity should come first to powers so limited as mine—but God.</p> + +<p>It dawned on me, too, that God need not necessarily be to me what He is +to others, nor to others what He is to me. Of the Infinite the finite +mind can only catch a finite glimpse. I see what I can see; another sees +what he can see. The visions may be different, and yet each vision may +be true. Just as two painters painting the same landscape will give +dissimilar views of it, so two minds contemplating God will take of Him +only what each is fitted to receive. Water poured into differently +coloured glasses will take on the colour of the cup which it fills, even +though it be the self-same water in them all. If I find God for myself I +shall probably not behold in Him exactly what anyone else in the whole +world or in all time has ever beheld in Him before.</p> + +<p>I saw, too, that from a certain point of view the stand of the agnostic +is a right one. We cannot know God in the sense of knowing His being or +His "Personality," any more than we can know the essence of the +life-principle. Just as we know the life-principle only from what it +does, so we know God only from such manifestations of Himself as reach +our observation. Everything else is inference. Because we see something +of His goodness we infer that He is good; because we experience +something of His love we infer that He is loving; because we behold +something of His power we infer that He is almighty. It is first of all +a matter of drawing our conclusions, and then of making those +conclusions the food of the inner spiritual man whose life is +independent of the mortal heart and brain. But a sense in which God is +"unknowable" to us has to be admitted.</p> + +<p>I make this statement now in order not to be misunderstood when later I +may say that God must be this or that. Though I shall do so for the +sake of brevity it will always be in the sense that, if God is what we +have inferred from His manifestations, He must be this or that. In other +words, having to some degree worked my own way out of fear I must tell +how I came to feel that I know the Unknowable, doing it with the inexact +phraseology which is all I find to hand.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>Reaching the conclusions noted above I was relieved of the pressure of +traditions and instructions. Traditions and instructions helped me in +that they built the ship in which I was to put to sea. The discoveries +had to be my own. The God of whom I had heard at my mother's knee, as +the phrase goes, had always been shadowy to me; the God who was served +by "services" had always seemed remote. A God who should be "<i>my</i> God," +as the psalmists say so often, must, I felt, be found by me myself, +through living, searching, suffering, and struggling onward a step or +two at a time. "That's pretty near free-thinking, isn't it?" a +clergyman, to whom I tried to explain myself, once said to me. "No," I +replied; "but it <i>is</i> pretty near thinking <i>free</i>."</p> + +<p>To think freely about God became a first necessity; to think simply a +second one. The Universal Father had been almost lost to me behind veil +after veil of complexities. The approaches to Him seemed to have been +made so roundabout, requiring so many intermediaries. Long before I had +dared to think of what I may call emancipation, the "scheme of +salvation," as it was termed, had struck me as an excessively +complicated system of machinery, considering the millions upon millions +who had need of it. In theory you were told, according to St. Paul, to +"come boldly before the throne of the heavenly grace," but in practice +you were expected to do it timidly.</p> + +<p>You were expected to do it timidly because the pigeon-holed Caucasian +God was represented—unconsciously perhaps—as difficult, ungenial, +easily offended. He measured your blindness and weakness by the +standard of His own knowledge and almightiness. A puritan God, extremely +preoccupied with morals as some people saw them, He was lenient, +apparently, to the narrow-minded, the bitter of tongue, and the +intolerant in heart. He was not generous. He was merciful only when you +paid for His mercy in advance. To a not inconsiderable degree He was the +hard Caucasian business man, of whom He was the reflection, only +glorified and crowned.</p> + +<p>It will be evident, of course, that I am not speaking of "the Father" of +the New Testament, nor of the official teaching of any church or +theology. To the rank and file of Caucasians "the Father" of the New +Testament is very little known, while the official teaching of churches +and theologies is so hard to explain that not much of it gets over to +the masses of those willing to subscribe to it. I refer only to the +impression on the mind of the man in the street; and to the man in the +street God, as he understands Him, is neither a very friendly nor a very +comprehensible element in life. Instead of mitigating fear He adds to +it, not in the Biblical sense of "fearing God," but in that of sheer +animal distrust.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>While turning these things over in my mind I got some help from two of +the words most currently in Christian use. I had long known that the +English equivalents of the Latin equivalents of the terms the New +Testament writers used gave but a distorted idea of the original sense; +but I had let that knowledge lie fallow.</p> + +<p>The first of these words was Repentance. In these syllables there is +almost no hint of the idea which fell from the evangelistic pen, while +the word has been soaked in emotional and sentimental associations it +was never intended to be mixed with. The <i>Metanoia</i>; which painted a +sober, reflective turning of the mind, had been so overcharged with the +dramatic that sober, reflective people could hardly use the expression +any more. Repentance had come to have so strong a gloss of the +hysterical as to be almost discredited by men of common sense. It was a +relief, therefore, to remember that it implied no more than a turning to +God by a process of thought; and that a process of thought would +find Him.</p> + +<p>The other word was Salvation. Here again our term of Latin derivation +gives no more than the faintest impression of the beauty beyond beauty +in that which the sacred writer used. <i>Soteria</i>—a Safe Return! That is +all. Nothing complicated; nothing high-strung; nothing casuistical. Only +a—Safe Return! Yet all human experience can be read into the little +phrase, with all human liberty to wander—and come back. True, one son +may never leave the Father's home, so that all that it contains is his; +but there is no restraint on the other son from getting his knowledge as +he will, even to the extent of becoming a prodigal. The essential is in +the Safe Return, the <i>Soteria</i>, when the harlots and the husks have been +tried and found wanting.</p> + +<p>I do not exaggerate when I say that the simplicity of these conceptions +was so refreshing as almost to give me a new life. One could say to God, +with the psalmist, "Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me +from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of +deliverance"—and mean it. One could conceive of it as possible to turn +toward Him—and reach, the objective. The way was open; the access was +free; the progress as rapid as thought could make it. One could think of +oneself as <i>knowing God</i>, and be aware of no forcing of the note.</p> + +<p>"We can know God easily so long as we do not feel it necessary to define +Him." Once having grasped this truth I began to see how natural knowing +God became. The difficulty of the forced, of the artificial, of the mere +assent to what other people say, of which the Caucasian to his credit is +always impatient, seemed by degrees to melt away from me. No longer +defining God I no longer tried to know Him in senses obviously +impossible. I ceased trying to <i>imagine</i> Him. Seeing Him as infinite, +eternal, changeless, formless because transcending form, and +indescribable because transcending words and thoughts, I could give +myself up to finding Him in the ways in which He would naturally be +revealed to me.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>These, of course, were in His qualities and His works.</p> + +<p>Let me speak of the latter first.</p> + +<p>I think light was the medium through which I at once felt myself to be +seeing God. By this I mean nothing pantheistic—not that the light was +God—but God's first and most evident great sign. Then there was the +restful darkness. There were the moon and the stars, "the hosts of +heaven," as the Hebrews aptly called them, becoming more and more +amazing as an expression of God the more we learn how to read them. Then +there were the elements, the purifying wind, the fruitful rain, the +exhilaration of snow-storms, the action and reaction from heat and cold. +Then there was beauty: first, the beauty of the earth, of mountains, of +seas, and all waters, of meadows, grainfields, orchards, gardens, and +all growing things; then, the beauty of sound, from the soughing of the +wind in the pines to the song of the hermit-thrush. There was the beauty +wrought by man, music, painting, literature, and all art. There were the +myriad forms of life. There were kindness and friendship and family +affection and fun—but the time would fail me! God being the summing up +of all good things, since all good things proceed from Him, must be seen +by me in all good things it I am to see Him at all.</p> + +<p>I had heard from childhood of a world in which God was seen, and of +another world, this world, in which He was not seen. I came to the +conclusion that there was no such fantastic, unnatural division in what +we call creation—that there was only one world—the world in which God +is seen. "The soul cannot move, wake, or open the eyes without +perceiving God." It is a question of physical vision, with spiritual +comprehension.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>Seeing God breaking through all that I had previously thought of as +barriers, it was easy to begin to think of Him as Universal. I say begin +to think, because God's Infinitude had been only a word to me hitherto, +not a quality realised and felt. I do not presume to say that to any +adequate degree I feel and realise it now; but the habit of looking on +every good thing as a sign of His activity cannot but bring Him close +to me.</p> + +<p>That is my chief point with regard to the Infinite—that it must be +<i>here</i>. As I used to think of infinity I saw it stretching to boundless +reaches away from me; but only from the point of view of present Good +being present God did the value of the Infinite come to lie in its +nearness rather than in its power of filling unimaginable space. On my +part it was inverse mental action, seeking God where I was capable of +finding Him, and not in regions I could never range.</p> + +<p>But having grasped the fact that the Universal, wherever else it was, +must be with me the purely abstract became a living influence. I felt +this the more when to the concept of Infinitude I added that of +Intelligence. I use the much-worked word intelligence because there is +no other; but when one thinks for a second of what must be the +understanding of an Infinite Mind, intelligence as a descriptive term +becomes absurdly inadequate.</p> + +<p>This was the next fact which, if I may so express myself, I made my +own—that not only the Universal is ever with me, but that it is ever +with me with ever-active concern. There was a time when it was hard for +me to believe that a Mind busied with the immensities of the universe +could come down to such trivial affairs as mine. Important as I might be +to myself I could hardly be otherwise than lost amid the billions of +forms of life which had come into existence through the ages. To the +Three in One, on the Great White Throne, in the far-away Heaven, I must +be a negligible thing, except when I forced myself on the divine +attention. Even then it was hardly conceivable that, with whole solar +systems to regulate, I could claim more than a passing glance from the +all-seeing eye.</p> + +<p>But to an Infinite Mind bathing me round and round I must be as much the +object of regard as any solar system. To such a Mind nothing is small, +no one thing farther from its scope than another. God could have no +<i>difficulty</i> in attending to me, seeing that from the nature of His +mental activity, to put it in that way, He could not lose sight of me +nor let me go. When an object is immersed in water it gives no extra +trouble to the water to close round it. It can't help doing it. The +object may be as small as a grain of dust or as big as a warship; to the +water it is all the same. Immersed in the Infinite Mind, closed round by +it, it was giving God no extra trouble to think of me, of my work, my +desires, the objects with which I was living, since by the nature of His +Being He could do nothing else.</p> + +<p>Having established it with myself that Universal Presence was also +Universal Thought I had made another step toward the elimination of +fear. I took still another when I added the truth of Universal Love.</p> + +<p>I need hardly say that this progression was not of necessity in a +strictly consecutive order, nor did it come by a process of reasoning +out from point to point. I was simply the man in the street dealing with +great ideas of which he had heard ever since he had been able to hear +anything, but trying at last to see what they meant to him. My position +might have been described in the words used by William James in one of +his <i>Letters</i> to indicate his own. "The Divine, for my <i>active</i> life, is +limited to abstract concepts, which, as ideals, interest and determine +me, but do so but faintly, in comparison with what a feeling of God +might effect, if I had one. It is largely a question of intensity, but +differences of intensity may make the whole centre of one's energy +shift." I did have a "feeling of God" however vague; but I had more of +the feeling of a Church. I could dimly discern the Way, without going +on to the Truth and the Life which give the Way its value. It will be +evident then that if my "discoveries" along these lines were discoveries +in the obvious, it was in that obvious to which we mortals so often +remain blind.</p> + +<p>During many years the expression, the love of God, was to me like a +winter sunshine, bright without yielding warmth. I liked the words; I +knew they expressed a truth; but between me and the truth there was the +same kind of distance which I felt to lie between myself and God. "It is +largely a question of intensity," to repeat what has just been quoted +from William James, "but differences of intensity may make the whole +centre of one's energy shift." My conception of the love of God lacked +just that quality—intensity.</p> + +<p>It came, to some degree, with the realisation that the Universal Thought +must be with <i>me</i>. A non-loving Universal Thought was too monstrous a +concept to entertain. The God who "broke through" my many +misunderstandings with so much good and beauty could have only one +predominating motive. The coming of my spiritual being to this planet +might be a mystery wrapped in darkness, and yet I could not but believe +that the Universal Father was behind that coming and that I was His son. +I could rest my case there. The love of God, after having long been like +a doctrinal tenet for which one had to strive, became reasonable, +natural, something to be understood. Finding that love in so many places +in which I had seen mere physical phenomena, and in so many lovely +things I had never placed to its credit, I began to feel that life could +be infused and transformed by it, in proportion as my own perception +grew. So, little by little, the centre of energy shifted, as one came to +understand what the Sons of Korah meant when they sang, "God is our +refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore <i>will we +not fear</i> though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be +carried into, the midst of the sea."<a href="#fn5"><sup>5</sup></a> With Universal Thought +concentrated in love upon oneself fear must be forced backward.</p> + +<p>And especially when you add to that the concept of Almighty Power. This +fourth and last of the great attributes is the one with which I, as an +individual, have found it most difficult to clothe the Infinite. I mean +that it is the one for which it is hardest for me to develop what +William James calls "a feeling," an inner realisation. I lay no stress +upon this. It is a question of growth. The Presence, the Thought, the +Love have become to me what I may be permitted to call tremulously +vivid. In proportion as they are vivid I get the "feeling" of +Almightiness exercised on my behalf; in proportion as they are tremulous +the Almightiness may remain in my consciousness, but it seems exercised +on my behalf but slightly.</p> + +<p>In other words, the Infinitude of Thought and Love are, to some extent, +apprehended by my inner self, while the Infinitude of Power is as yet to +me rather an intellectual abstraction. What my inner self may be I am +not prepared to say, but I know that it is there, as everyone else +knows that it is in him. "Strengthened with might by the Spirit in the +inner man,"<a href="#fn6"><sup>6</sup></a> is what St. Paul says, and I suppose most of us recognise +the fact that our inner self is stronger or weaker in proportion as it +is more nourished or less nourished by our sense of the Being of God. It +is largely a question of intensity. If I interpret William James aright +he means by "a feeling" an intellectual concept after it has passed +beyond the preliminary keeping of the brain, and become the possession +of that inner man which is the vital self. To this vital self the sense +of Almighty Power really used for me is still, to a great degree, +outside my range.</p> + +<p>I make the confession not because it is of interest, but because it +illustrates a main deduction which I should now like to draw. It is to +the effect that God is with us <i>to be utilised</i>. His Power, His Love, +His Thought, His Presence, must be at our disposal, like other great +forces, such as sunshine and wind and rain. We can use them or not, as +we please. That we could use them to their full potentiality is, of +course, not to be thought of; but we can use them in proportion to our +ability. If I, the individual, still lack many things; if I am still a +prey to lingering fears; it is probably because I have not yet rooted +out a stubborn disbelief in His Power. If I succeed in this I shall +doubtless be able to seize more of His bounty. It is not a question of +His giving, but of my capacity to take.</p> + +<p>The contrary, I venture to think, is the point of view of most of us. We +consider God somewhat as we do a wealthy man whom we know to be a miser, +forming the shrewd surmise that we shall not get much out of him. The +God who fails to protect us from fear fails, I believe, because we see +Him first of all as a niggard God. He is a niggard not merely with +regard to money but all the good things for which He has given us a +desire, with no intention of allowing that desire to be gratified. Once +more, He is the hard Caucasian business man, whom His subordinates serve +because they don't see what else to do, but whom they rarely love.</p> + +<p>We shall not, in my judgment, overcome fear till we see Him as He surely +must be, generous beyond all our conceptions of generosity. Years, +experience, many trials, and some knowledge of the world, have convinced +me that we have no lawful or harmless cravings for which, <i>as far as God +is concerned</i>, there is not abundant satisfaction. I am convinced that +absolute confidence in God's overflowing liberality of every sort is +essential to the conquest of fear. If we don't profit by that liberality +the fault is not His but our own. I am tempted to think that the belief +of so many generations of nominal Christians in a God whose power was +chiefly shown in repressions, denials, and capricious disappointments is +responsible, in so small measure, for our present world-distress.</p> + +<p>In my own case it was a matter of re-education. To find God for myself I +had to be willing to let some of my old cherished ideas go. They may +have been true of God as He reveals Himself to others; they are not true +of Him as He makes Himself known to me. The Way that leads <i>me</i> to the +Truth and the Life is undoubtedly the Way I must follow.</p> + +<p>Doing that I have found so much, mentally, emotionally, materially, +which I never had before, that I cannot but look for more as my +absorbing power increases. The process is akin to that of the +unshrivelling of the inner man, as a bud will unfold when the sunshine +becomes strong enough. The transformation must be in thought. There must +be first the <i>Metanoia</i>, the change of mind, the new set of concepts; +and then the <i>Soteria</i>, the Safe Return, to the high, sane ideal of a +co-operative Universe, with a loving, lavish Universal Heart behind it.</p> + +<p>"To the chief Musician for the Sons of Korah:</p> + +<p>"'God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. +Therefore will we not fear though the earth be removed, and though the +mountains be carried into the midst of the sea.... Come, behold the +works of the Lord.... He maketh wars to cease unto the end of the +earth; he breaketh the bow, he cutteth the spear in sunder, he burneth +the chariot in the fire.... <i>Be still then, and know that I am +God,'"</i><a href="#fn7"><sup>7</sup></a></p> + + + +<a name="3"></a> +<h2>Chapter III</h2> + +<h3>God And His Self-Expression</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>It will be clear from what I have said already that I see no fundamental +conquest of fear that is not based in God. There may be knacks by which +fear can be nipped and expedients by which it may be outwitted, but its +extermination can be brought about, it seems to me, only in one way. +According to our capacity and our individual needs we must know God; and +knowing God is not as difficult as the Caucasian mind is apt to think. +It stands to reason that if knowing God, in the senses in which it is +possible to know Him, is so essential to mankind it could not be +difficult. The making it difficult is part of the dust the Caucasian +throws in his own eyes.</p> + +<p>We know God through His Self-Expression, and His Self-Expression is +round about us in every form. Except through His Self-Expression there +is no way of our knowing Him. No speculation or theory will teach us to +know Him. It must be His own revelation of Himself, or nothing.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>Such little knowledge of Him as has come to me came much more freely +when I began to look for that revelation not alone in solemn mysteries, +or through the mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient scriptures, +but in the sights and sounds and happenings of every day. Here I must +ask not to be misunderstood. The solemn mysteries have their place, but +it is one of climax. The mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient +scriptures is of unreckonable value, after I have done something for +myself. By this I do not mean that all cannot work together +simultaneously, but rather that it is useless for the soul to strike +only at the more advanced, having ignored the elementary.</p> + +<p>As I write I look out on a street full of the touches of spring. The +rain-washed grass is of bright new green. The elms are in tenderest +leaf, the hawthorn bursting into flower. Here and there a yellow clump +of forsythia is like a spot of sunshine. Tulips are opening their +variegated cups, and daffodils line the walls. Dogs are capering about, +a collie, a setter, a Boston terrier. Birds are carrying straws or bits +of string to weave into their nests—or singing—or flying—or perching +on boughs. Children are playing—boys on bicycles eagerly racing +nowhere—little girls with arms round each others' waists, prattling +after their kind. Overhead is a sky of that peculiar blue for which the +Chinese have a word which means "the blue of the sky after rain," a hue +which only these masters in colour have, to my knowledge, +specially observed.</p> + +<p>How can I help seeing so much beauty and sweetness as the manifestation +of God? How could He show Himself to me more smilingly? How can I talk +of not seeing God when I see <i>this</i>? True, it may be no more than the +tip of the fringe of the hem of the robe in which His Being is arrayed; +but at least it must be that. True, also, that beautiful as these things +appear to physical eyes they must be still more beautiful to spiritual +eyes—the eyes of those who have passed on, for instance—to say nothing +of the delight which God must have in them Himself. But even with my +imperfect mortal vision they are rapturously good, a veritable glimpse +of the Divine.</p> + +<p>This is what I mean by the elementary—the common, primary thing, the +thing I look at every day and hardly ever accredit to its source. I am +not speaking pantheistically here, any more than when I spoke of light. +These things are not God, or part of God. They are expressions of God. +If I speak of seeing God in them I mean that in them, as well as in many +other simple things, we see Him as nearly as is possible to such +comprehension as ours. "No human eye," writes St. John, "has ever seen +God: the only Son, who is in the Father's bosom—He has made Him +known."<a href="#fn8"><sup>8</sup></a> He made Him known in His own Person; but He appealed also to +the everyday sights and sounds, the lily of the field, the blowing wind, +the sparrow falling, the children at their mothers' knees, for the +evidence to declare Him. As expressions of Him they may be +misinterpreted by the error in my physical senses, or distorted by my +limitations of spiritual perception; but even then they bring Him near +to me in the kind of radiance which I can catch.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>In order to banish fear I think it necessary to train the thought to +seeing God as expressing Himself in all the good and pleasant and +enjoyable things that come to us. This means forming a habit. It means +saying to oneself daily, hourly, "This is God," "That is God," of +incidents, persons, and things we have rarely thought of in that +relation. To do this is not as easy as it would be if our race-mind +worked that way; but unfortunately it does not. In general we take our +good things for granted, complaining that they are not better. The +things we lack are more vivid to us, as a rule, than those we have +acquired. Having hung, as it were, a cloud about ourselves we disregard +the uncountable ways in which God persists in shining through, in spite +of our efforts to shut Him out.</p> + +<p>To try to enumerate the uncountable would be folly. You cannot reckon +the good which comes to every one of us through such channels as family, +home, friendship, income, business, amusements, studies, holidays, +journeys, sports, books, pictures, music, and the other hardly noticed +pleasures of any single day. We are used to them. To ascribe them +specially to God would seem to us far-fetched. That is, theoretically we +may ascribe them to God, but practically we dissociate Him from them. +Few of us, I think, ever pause to remember that through them He is +making Himself known to us before doing it in any other way.</p> + +<p>And yet, it seems to me, this is the beginning of our recognition of the +Divine. I have little hesitation in saying that this is what parents +should teach children before they teach them to lisp prayers. The +prayers have hardly any meaning to the baby-mind, and not much more than +a sentimental influence on the later life, if they have as much as that. +But any child, from the very budding of the intelligence, could grasp +the idea of a great, loving Super-Father, who was making Himself visible +through gifts and care. If he prayed to Him later he would know to whom +he was praying. As it is, the later prayers are neglected, or definitely +given up, oftener than not, because this is precisely what the child +does <i>not</i> know. He does not know it because he was never taught it; and +he was never taught it because his parents have probably not been aware +of it themselves.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>I myself was never taught it. Notwithstanding all for which I am truly +grateful, I regret most deeply that so many years of my life went by +before I was led to the fact. I am willing to believe that the lack of +understanding was my own fault, but a lack of understanding there was. I +got the impression that God, so far from making Himself known to me, was +hiding away from me, and that I must have faith to believe in One of +whom I had no more than hearsay evidence. If I could do this violence to +such measure of reason as I possessed I could count on a reward in some +other world than this, though on little or nothing here.</p> + +<p>Faith I saw as of the nature of a <i>tour de force</i>. You took it as you +took a leap. It was spiritually acrobatic. You didn't understand but you +<i>believed</i>. The less you understood the more credit your belief became +to you. The more hidden and difficult and mysterious and unintelligible +God made Himself the greater your merit in having faith in spite of +everything. I am far from saying that this is the common understanding +of Christians, or from holding others responsible for my misconceptions. +I speak of these misconceptions only because they were mine, and it was +I who had to work away from them.</p> + +<p>For this reason, too, I speak of my reaching the idea of a God who had +been visibly smiling at me all my life while I had never seen Him, as a +"discovery." To me it <i>was</i> a discovery; and it came at a moment when I +sorely needed something of the kind.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>It was perhaps three or four years after the turning-point at +Versailles. The intervening time had been one of what I may call +spiritual ups and downs. It had not all been straight progress by any +means. I had got hold of what for me was a great idea, round which other +great ideas grouped themselves; but I grasped them waveringly or +intermittently. Nevertheless, during seasons in Boston, Nice, Cannes, +Munich, London, and Berlin, life on the whole went hopefully. The malady +I have already mentioned tended to grow better rather than worse; the +advancing blindness became definitely arrested. I worked easily, +happily, successfully. Returning to the New England city which had +become my adopted home, I bought a house and settled down to American +life once more.</p> + +<p>I mention these facts only because they help me to make myself clearer. +For all at once my affairs, like the chariots of Pharaoh in crossing the +Red Sea, began to drive heavily. Trust in an all-conquering +life-principle which had meant much to me for a time no longer seemed +effective. Difficulties massed themselves. Business misunderstandings +sprang up. Friendships on which I had counted suddenly grew cold. Worse +than all, the working impulse gave out. There were two whole years in +which I slaved at producing little more than what had to be thrown away. +My active life had apparently come to another deadening full stop.</p> + +<p>I reached the decision that there was but one thing to do—give up the +pretence at working, sell the house to which I had grown attached, and +resume once more the life of aimless, but at that time inexpensive, +European wandering. There came a day when I actually offered my +house for sale.</p> + +<p>And yet that day proved to be another turning-point. On the very morning +when I had put my house in the market the chain of small events which we +commonly call accidents brought me into touch with a man I had never +seen before. During a first meeting, as well as in several that +followed, he made certain matters clear to me which changed my course +not only then but ever since. These explanations came under three +distinct headings, to each of which I should like to give a +little space.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>Of these the one I put first is probably familiar to most of my readers, +but to me, I confess, it was new.</p> + +<p>God among His other functions must be a tireless activity working +towards an end. Everything He calls into being works toward that end, I +myself with the rest. I am not a purposeless bit of jetsam flung out on +the ocean of time to be tossed about helplessly. God couldn't so will an +existence. It would not be in keeping with His economy to have any +entity wasted. As Our Lord puts it, the sparrow cannot fall without Him; +without Him the lilies are not decked; the knowledge possessed by His +infinite intelligence is so minute that the very hairs of the head are +numbered. My life, my work, myself—all are as much a necessary part of +His design as the thread the weaver weaves into the pattern in a carpet.</p> + +<p>In other words, I am not a free agent. I am His agent. Not only am I +responsible to him, but He is responsible for me. His responsibility for +me will be seen as soon as I give up being responsible for myself.</p> + +<p>It was upon this last point that I seized with most avidity. I was tired +of trying to steer a course for myself, with no compass to go by. I was +tired of incessantly travelling along roads which seemed to lead to +nothing but blind-ends. To change the figure to one I used not +infrequently at that time, my life seemed pitchforked, first in one way +and then in another, no way bringing me anywhere. It had no even tenor. +It was a series of seismic pulls and jerks.</p> + +<p>But in the light of what my new friend told me I saw I had been too +busily engaged in directing my life for myself. I was like a child who +hopes to make a smoothly working machine go still more smoothly by +prodding it. I couldn't leave it alone. It had not occurred to me that +the course of that life was God's own business, and that if I could +follow the psalmist's advice and "commit my way unto him he would bring +it to pass." It had seemed to me that nothing would be brought to pass +unless I worried and fretted over it myself, whereas the same wise old +psalmist says, in words which our generation would do well to lay to +heart, <i>"fret not thyself</i> else shall thou be moved to do evil."</p> + +<p>"Trust in the Lord and do good," he goes on; "so shalt thou dwell in +the land, and verily thou shalt be fed. Delight thyself also in the +Lord, and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart."</p> + +<p>This was nothing new; it was only new to me. To feel that I could give +up being responsible for results and devote myself to my work was in +itself a relief. If I tried to "trust in the Lord and do good"—by which +I suppose is meant doing my duty to the best of my small ability—He +would look after the rest. My position was somewhat that of a trusted +subordinate given a free hand, but having over him a supreme authority +taking charge of all consequences. I was not working on what our modern +idiom neatly summarises as "my own." <i>I was His agent</i>.</p> + +<p>Thus it might be said to be to His interest to see that as His agent I +was sheltered, clothed, fed, and in every way kept in such condition as +to be up to the highest standard of His work. This provision would +naturally include those dependent on me, and without whose well-being I +could not have peace of mind. I need worry about them no more than about +myself. They, too, were His agents. In certain conditions He might +provide for them through me, or in certain conditions He might provide +for me through them; but in all conditions He would provide for all +of us.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>The second point was this: those with whom I had had misunderstandings +were equally His agents. They might not be more aware of the fact than +I; but this in no way disqualified them as His trusted subordinates +given a free hand. Their work with me and mine with them, whatever its +nature, wrought one of the infinite number of blends going to make up +the vast complexity of His design.</p> + +<p>It was, therefore, out of the range of possibility that under Him there +could be opposition or contradiction between one of His agents and +another. It would be inconsistent with His being that one man's +advantage should be brought about at another man's cost. Where that was +apparently the case it was due to both sides taking the authority into +their own hands, and neither sufficiently recognising Him. If His +trusted subordinates in being given a free hand played Him false, they +naturally played each other false, and played false to themselves first +of all. Where one was afraid of another and strove to outwit him there +was treachery against the supreme command.</p> + +<p>Again there was nothing new in this; but to me it was a new point of +view with regard to those with whom and for whom I worked. For the first +time I saw their true relation to me, as mine to them, and something of +the principle of brotherhood. Up to this time brotherhood had been a +charming, sentimental word to me, and not much more. Children of one +Father, yes; but discordant children, with no restraint that I could see +on their natural cut-throat enmities.</p> + +<p>But here was a truth which made all other men my necessary helpmates, +and me the necessary helpmate of all other men. I couldn't do without +them; they couldn't do without me. Hostility between us was as out of +place as between men pulling together on the rope which is to save all +their lives. If peril could bring about unity God could bring it about +even more effectively. God was the great positive, the solvent in which +irritation and unfriendliness must necessarily melt away.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>The third point, involving my obvious first step, was to put suspicion +out of my own mind. I was to see myself as God's Self-Expression working +with others who were also His Self-Expression to the same extent as I. +It was in the fact of our uniting together to produce His +Self-Expression that I was to look for my security. No one could +effectively work against me while I was consciously trying to work with +God. Moreover, it was probable that no one was working against me, or +had any intention of working against me, but that my own point of view +being wrong I had put the harmonious action of my life out of order. +Suspicion always being likely to see what it suspects the chances were +many that I was creating the very thing I suffered from.</p> + +<p>This does not mean that in our effort to reproduce harmonious action we +should shut our eyes to what is evidently wrong, or blandly ignore what +is plainly being done to our disadvantage. Of course not! One uses all +the common-sense methods of getting justice for oneself and protecting +one's own interests. But it does mean that when I can no longer protect +my own interests, when my affairs depend upon others far more than on +myself—a condition in which we all occasionally find ourselves—I am +not to <i>fret myself</i>, not to churn my spirit into nameless fears. I am +not a free agent. Those with whom I am associated are not free agents. +God is the one supreme command. He expresses Himself through me; He +expresses Himself through them; we all. I as well as they, they as well +as I, are partakers of His Sonship; and the Son—His Expression—is +always "in the Father's bosom,"<a href="#fn9"><sup>9</sup></a> in His love and care.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>Having grasped this idea the new orientation was not difficult. There +was in it too much solace to allow of its being difficult. If I state +the results it is once more not because I consider them important to +anyone but myself, but only because they became the starting-point of a +new advance in the conquest of fear.</p> + +<p>Within forty-eight hours, with no action on my part except the +<i>Metanoia</i>, the change in my point of view, all misunderstandings had +been cleared away. The other side had taken the entire initiative, I +making no advance whatever toward them. A telegram expressing their +hearty good will was followed by an interview, after which I was at work +again. I have not only worked easily ever since but with such fecundity +that one plan is always formed before I have its predecessor off my +hands. This says nothing of the quality of my work, which, humble as it +may be, is simply the best I know how to do. I refer only to its +abundance. I have found that in "working together with God," I am less +involved in conflicts of wills than I was before, and that the words of +Amos are literally fulfilled to me, "that the plowman shall overtake the +reaper, and the treader of grapes him that soweth seed." I say it +without knocking on wood, and with no fear lest my "good luck" will be +withdrawn, that from that time to this I have had plenty of work which I +have accomplished happily, and have never lacked a market for my +modest wares.</p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>From all of which I have drawn one main inference—the imperative +urgency of Trust.</p> + +<p>I had hitherto thought of trust as a gritting of the teeth and a +stiffening of the nerves to believe and endure, no matter what +compulsion one put upon oneself. Gradually, in the light of the +experience sketched above, I came to see it as simply the knowledge that +the supreme command rules everything to everyone's advantage. The more +we can rest mentally, keep ourselves at peace, <i>be still and know that +it is God</i>,<a href="#fn10"><sup>10</sup></a> the single and sole Director, the more our interests will +be safe. This, I take it, is the kind of trust for which the great +pioneers of truth plead so persistently in both the Old and New +Testaments.</p> + +<p>Trust, then, is not a force we wrest from ourselves against reason, +against the grain. To be trust at all it must be loving and spontaneous. +It cannot be loving and spontaneous unless there is a natural impulse +behind it. And there can be no natural impulse behind it unless we have +something in our own experience which corroborates the mere hearsay +testimony that there is a Power worth trusting to. Job's "Though He slay +me yet will I trust in Him," could only have been wrung from a heart +which had proved the Divine Good Will a thousand times and knew what it +was doing. Some experience of our own we <i>must</i> have. It is an absolute +necessity. Desperate hope in another man's God may do something for us, +but it cannot do much. A small thing which I have proved for myself is a +better foundation for trust than a Bible learnt parrot-like by rote and +not put to the practical test. Once I have found out for myself that to +rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him is the surest way to +security and peace I have the more willing confidence in doing it.</p> + + + +<a name="4"></a> +<h2>Chapter IV</h2> + +<h3>God'S Self-Expression And The Mind Of To-Day</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>To the mind of to-day trust would be easier were it not for the terror +lest God's plans involve us in fearful things from which we shrink. We +have heard so much of the trials He sends; of the gifts of Tantalus He +keeps forever in our sight but just beyond our reach; of the blessings +He actually bestows upon us only to snatch them away when we have come +to love them most—we have heard so much of this that we are often +afraid of His will as the greatest among the evils of which we stand +in dread.</p> + +<p>In many cases this is the root of our fear. We cannot trust without +misgiving to the love of God. What is there then that we can trust to? +We can't trust to ourselves; still less can we trust to our fellow-men. +Those whom we love and in whom we have confidence being as weak as +ourselves, if not weaker than we, establish our spirits not at all. If, +therefore, we mentally poison the well of Universal Good-intent at its +very source what have we to depend on?</p> + +<p>I have already referred to the God of repressions and denials, and now +must speak a little more freely of this travesty on "the Father," as +expressed to us in Jesus Christ. Of all the obstacles to the rooting out +of fear the lingering belief in such a distortion of Divine Love is to +my mind the most deeply based.</p> + +<p>I often think it a proof of the vital truth in the message of Jesus +Christ that it persists in holding the heart in spite of the ugly thing +which, from so many points of view, the Caucasian has managed to make of +it. Nowhere is the cruelty of Caucasian misinterpretation more evident +than in the meanings given to the glorious phrase, "the Will of God." I +do not exaggerate when I say that in most Caucasian minds the Will of +God is a bitter, ruthless force, to which we can only drug ourselves +into submission. It is always ready to thwart us, to stab us in the +back, or to strike us where our affections are tenderest. We hold our +blessings only on the tenure of its caprice. Our pleasures are but the +stolen moments we can snatch from its inattention.</p> + +<p>As an example I quote some stanzas from a hymn frequently sung where +English-speaking people worship, and more or less expressive of the +whole Caucasian attitude toward "God's Will."</p> + +<blockquote> +<p>My God, my Father, while I stray<br /> +Far from my home on life's rough way,<br /> +Oh, teach me from my heart to say,<br /> + Thy Will be done.</p> + +<p>Though dark my path and sad my lot,<br /> +Let me be still, and murmur not,<br /> +Or breathe the prayer divinely taught,<br /> + Thy Will be done.</p> + +<p>What though in lonely grief I sigh<br /> +For friends beloved no longer nigh,<br /> +Submissive still would I reply,<br /> + Thy Will be done.</p> + +<p>If thou shouldst call me to resign<br /> +What most I prize, it ne'er was mine;<br /> +I only yield thee what is thine;<br /> + Thy Will be done.</p> +</blockquote> + +<p>These lines, typical of a whole class of sentimental hymnology, are +important only in as far as they are widely known and express a more or +less standardised point of view. The implication they contain is that +all deprivation is brought upon us by the Will of God, and that our +wisest course is to beat ourselves down before that which we cannot +modify. Beneath the car of this Juggernaut we must flout our judgments +and crush our affections. As He knows so well where to hit us we must +stifle our moans when He does so. As He knows so well what will ring our +hearts we must be content to let Him give so that He can the more +poignantly take away. The highest exercise of our own free will is to +"be still and murmur not"—to admit that we need the chastisement—to +crouch beneath the blows which we tell ourselves are delivered in love, +even though it is hard to see where the love comes in.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>I know nothing more tragic than those efforts on the part of +heart-broken people, coming within the experience of all of us, to make +themselves feel that this terrible "Will of God" must be right, no +matter how much it seems wrong.</p> + +<p>A young man with a wife and family to support is struck down by a +lingering illness which makes him a burden. All his Job's comforters +tell him that God has brought the affliction upon him, and that to bow +to the "Inscrutable Will" must be his first act of piety.</p> + +<p>A young mother is rejoicing in her baby when its little life is suddenly +snuffed out. She must school herself to say, quite irrespective of the +spirit of renunciation which inspires the words, "The Lord gave and the +Lord hath taken away; blessed be the Name of the Lord."</p> + +<p>A woman is left a widow to earn a living for herself, and bring up her +children fatherless. She must assume that the Lord had some good purpose +in leaving her thus bereft and must drill herself into waiting on a +Will so impossible to comprehend.</p> + +<p>Storms sink ships, drowning passengers and crew; lightning sets fire to +houses and strikes human beings dead; earthquakes swallow up whole +districts destroying industry and human life; tidal waves sweep inland +carrying away towns; and our legal phraseology can think of no better +explanation of such calamity than to ascribe it to "the act of God."</p> + +<p>It is needless to multiply these instances. Our own knowledge supplies +them by the score. Our personal lives are full of them. God's Will, +God's Love, God's Mercy, become strangely ironic forces, grim beyond any +open enmity. They remind us of the "love," the "pity," the "mercy," in +which the orthodox sent the heretic to the hangman or the stake, +destroying the body to save the soul.</p> + +<p>It is a far cry from this appalling vision of "the Father" to the +psalmist's "Delight thou in the Lord and he shall give thee the desires +of thine heart." How could anyone delight in the Caucasian God, as the +majority of Caucasians conceive of Him? As a matter of fact, how many +Caucasians themselves, however devout, however orthodox, attempt to +delight, or pretend to delight, in the God to whom on occasions they bow +down? Delight is a strong word, and a lovely one; but used of the +Caucasian and his Deity it is not without its elements of humour.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>Naturally enough! It is impossible for any human being to delight in a +God whose first impulse in "doing us good" is so often to ravage our +prosperity and affections. So long as we believe in Him fear will rule +our lives. It is because the Caucasian believes in Him that he lives in +fear and dies in fear. To attempt to eliminate fear and retain this +concept of God is vain.</p> + +<p>Understanding this the average Caucasian has made little or no effort to +eliminate fear. He would rather live and die in fear than change this +concept of God. It is dear to him. He finds it useful. To its shoulders +he can shift the ills of which he is unwilling himself to accept the +responsibility. Where God is a puzzle life is a puzzle; and where life +is a puzzle the Caucasian gets his chance for making the materialistic +ideal the only one that seems practical. In a world which was to any +noticeable degree freed from the spectre of fear most of our existing +systems of government, religion, business, law, and national and +international politics, would have to be remodelled. There would be +little or no use for them. Built on fear and run by fear, fear is as +essential to their existence as coal to our industries. A society that +had escaped from fear would escape from their control.</p> + +<p>In this present spring of 1921 we are having an exhibition of fear on a +scale so colossal that the heart of man is dazed by it. There is not a +government which is not afraid of some other government. There is not a +government which is not afraid of its own people. There is not a people +which is not afraid of its own government. There is not a country in +which one group is not afraid of some other group. All is rivalry, +enmity, suspicion, confusion, and distrust, "while men's hearts are +fainting for fear, and for anxious expectation of what is coming on the +world." All statesmen, all ministers, all ambassadors, all politicians, +all bankers, all business men, all professional men, all journalists, +all farmers, all laborers, all workers in the arts, all men and women of +all kinds—with the exception of one here and there who has reached the +understanding of the love which casteth out fear—live and work in fear, +and in mistrust of their colleagues. From the supreme councils of the +Allies down to the crooks and conspirators in dives and joints everyone +is afraid of being double-crossed. There is so much double-crossing +everywhere that we have been obliged to invent this name for the +operation. England is afraid of being double-crossed by Germany, France +by England, Italy by France, the United States by Europe, and Japan by +the United States, while within these general limitations minor +double-crossing interests seethe like bacteria in a drop of poisoned +blood. The nations are infected with fear because they elect to believe +in a God of fear, and the Caucasians more than others because they have +chosen to see a God of fear in Him who was put before them as a God +of Love.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>I see no way out of all this except as one of us after another reaches +the <i>Metanoia</i>, the new point of view as regards God. Other ways have +been sought, and have been found no more than blind alleys. Much +reference is made nowadays to the disillusionment of those who hoped +that the war would lead to social and spiritual renovation; but any such +hope was doomed in advance, so long as the Caucasian concept of God was +unchanged. When you cannot trust God you cannot trust anything; and when +you cannot trust anything you get the condition of the world as it is +to-day. And that you <i>cannot</i> trust a God whose "love" will paralyse the +hand by which you have to earn a living, or snatch your baby from your +breast—to say nothing of a thousand ingenious forms of torture +inflicted just because "He sees that it is best for you," after having +led you to see otherwise—that you cannot trust a God like that must be +more or less self-evident. If you are part of His Self-Expression He +cannot practise futilities through your experience and personality. He +must be kind with a common-sense kindness, loving with a common-sense +love. Whatever explanation of our sufferings and failures there may be +we must not shuffle them off on God. "Let us hold God to be true," St. +Paul writes, "though every man should prove false."<a href="#fn11"><sup>11</sup></a> Let us hold that +God would not hurt us, however much we may wilfully hurt each other or +ourselves.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>I should not lay so much emphasis on this if so much emphasis were not +laid on it in the other direction. God has so persistently, and for so +many generations, been held up to us as a God who tries and torments and +punishes that we can hardly see Him as anything else. Torture comes, in +the minds of many of us, to be not only His main function but His only +function. "I am all right," is the unspoken thought in many a heart, "so +long as I am not overtaken by the Will of God. When that calamity falls +on me my poor little human happiness will be wrecked like a skiff in a +cyclone." This is not an exaggeration. It is the secret mental attitude +of perhaps ninety percent of those Caucasians who believe in a God of +any kind. Their root-conviction is that if God would only let them alone +they would get along well enough; but as a terrible avenging spirit, +like the Fury or the Nemesis of the ancients, he is always tracking them +down. The aversion from God so noticeable in the mind of to-day is, I +venture to think, chiefly inspired by the instinct to get away from, or +to hide from, the pursuit of this Avenger.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>And in a measure this impulse to flight can be understood. I can +understand that common-sense men should be cold toward the Caucasian +God, and that they should even renounce and denounce him. I will go so +far as to say that I can more easily understand the atheist than I can +many of my own friends who pathetically try to love and adore their +capricious un-Christlike Deity. To my certain knowledge many of them are +doing it against their own natural and better instincts, because they +dare not forsake the tradition in which they have been dyed. "I try to +love God and I can't," has been said to me many a time by conscientious +people who felt that the fault must lie in themselves. There was no +fault in themselves. If their God could have been loved they would have +loved him.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>I come here to a point of no small importance to the conquest of fear, +the courage to release oneself from the tether of tradition. Few people +have it, in the sense of rejecting old theories because of having worked +out to new spiritual knowledge. When it comes to the eternal verities +many of us are cowardly; nearly all of us are timid. The immense +majority of us prefer a God at second or third hand. We will accept what +somebody else has learned, rather than incur the trouble or the +responsibility of learning anything for ourselves. We take our knowledge +of God as we take our doses of medicine, from a prescription which one +man has written down, and another has "put up," and still another +administers. By the time this traditional, handed-on knowledge of God +has reached ourselves it is diluted by all kinds of outside opinions and +personalities. It is not strange that when we have swallowed the dose it +does little to effect a cure. I do not deny that a second or third hand +knowledge of God may do something. I only deny that it can do much. To +support my denial I need only point to what the world has become in a +second and third hand Christendom. The illustration is enough.</p> + +<p>It should be plain, I think, that no one will ever be released from fear +by clinging to the teachings which have inspired fear. We are fearless +in proportion as we grow independent enough to know for ourselves. I +cannot but stress this point to some extent, for the reason that I +myself suffered so long from inability to let the traditional go. It +seemed to me to have a sanctity just because it was traditional. The +fact that other people had accepted certain ideas had weight in making +me feel that I should accept them too. To go off on a line of my own +seemed dangerous. I might make mistakes. I might go far wrong. Safety +was spelled by hanging with the crowd.</p> + +<p>It was the chance remark of an old acquaintance which dislodged me from +this position. In the lobby of a hotel we had met by chance, after not +having seen each other for a good many years. The conversation, having +touched on one theme and another, drifted to subjects akin to that which +I am now discussing. I ventured to disclose some of my own "seeking God, +if perhaps I could grope for Him and find Him."<a href="#fn12"><sup>12</sup></a></p> + +<p>My friend straightened himself and squared his shoulders. "I stand +exactly where I did thirty years ago."</p> + +<p>There was a pride in the statement with regard to which my first feeling +was a pang of envy. A rapid calculation told me that thirty years ago he +had been about twenty; and the superiority of a man who at twenty had +attained to so much spiritual insight that he had not needed to learn +anything more in the interim was evident. I was two or three days +turning this incident over in my mind before the exclamation came to me, +"How terrible!" To have lived through the thirty years of the richest +experience the ordinary man ever knows and still have remained on +precisely the same spot as to spiritual things struck me then as a +woeful confession.</p> + +<p>I beg to say here that I am not talking of external and official +religious connections. I am trying to avoid the subject of external and +official religion altogether. I am speaking not of religion but of God. +To my mind the two have no more than the relation of the words of a song +and the music of its setting. You may use them together or you may +consider them apart. I am considering them apart, and confining myself +wholly to the words of the song. What is known as church-affiliation, +the music of the setting, I am not concerned with. My only topic is the +way in which the meaning of the words gets over to the average inner +man, and the effect upon him mentally.</p> + +<p>I revert, therefore, to the statement that to make the kind of spiritual +progress which will overcome fear it will be often necessary to let go +the thing we have outlived. Often the thing we have outlived will be +something dear to us, because there was once a time when it served our +turn. But our turn to-day may need something different from the turn of +yesterday, and the refusal to follow new light simply because it is new +leads in the end to mental paralysis. I was once asked to sign a +petition to the mayor of a city praying that, on the ground of its +novelty, electric lighting might be excluded from the street in which I +lived. Exactly this same reluctance often keeps us from making changes +of another sort, even when we feel that the light which hitherto was +enough for us has been outgrown and outclassed.</p> + +<p>The danger of the lone quest leading a man astray can be easily +exaggerated. It is not as if God were difficult to find. "The soul +cannot move, wake, or open the eyes, without perceiving God." "For this +commandment which I command thee this day, it is not hidden from thee, +neither is it far off. It is not in heaven that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go up for us to heaven and bring it down unto us that we may hear +it and do it? Neither is it beyond the sea that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go over the sea for us and bring it unto us that we may hear it +and do it? But the word is very nigh unto thee, in thy mouth and in thy +heart."<a href="#fn13"><sup>13</sup></a> No motion toward the Universal can miss the Universal. I +cannot escape from the Ever-Present; the Ever-Present cannot escape from +me. Intellectually I may make mistakes in deduction, but spiritually I +cannot but find God. The little I learn of God for myself is to me +worth more than all the second and third hand knowledge I can gather +from the saints.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>It is the more necessary to dwell on this for the reason that whatever +<i>Metanoia</i>, or new orientation, is to be brought about must be on the +part of individuals. There is no hope for large numbers acting together, +or for any kind of group-impulse. Group-impulse among Caucasians is +nearly always frightened, conservative, reactionary, or derisive of the +forward step. There is hardly an exception to this in the whole history +of Caucasian ideas.</p> + +<p>Otherwise it would be a pleasant dream to imagine what might now be +happening on the great international stage. Let us suppose that the +leaders of the so-called Christian countries were all convinced of the +three main lines of God's direction I have already tried to sketch. Let +us think of such men as Lloyd George, Clemenceau, Sforza, President +Harding, and the heads of government in Belgium, Russia, Germany, and +all other countries affected by the present war of moves and +counter-moves—let us think of them as agreed on the principles:</p> + +<p>1. That each knows himself and his country as an agent in the hand of +God, directed surely toward a good end;</p> + +<p>2. That each knows each of his colleagues and his country as equally an +agent in the hand of God, directed surely toward a similar good end;</p> + +<p>3. That each knows that between God's agents there can be neither +conflicting interests nor clash of wills, and that suspicion and +counter-suspicion must be out of place, since under God's direction no +double-crossing is possible.</p> + +<p>The picture is almost comic in its incongruity with what actually is. +The mere thought of these protagonists of the century working in harmony +to one great purpose, without distrust of each other's motives, and with +no necessity for anyone's dodging political foul play, summons the smile +of irony. Mutual trust was never so much a suggestion to laugh down. +The mere hint that it might be possible would make one a target for the +wit of the experienced.</p> + +<p>In what we call the practical world of to-day there is no appeal from +the God of Fear but <i>to</i> the God of Fear. The great mass of Caucasians +will not have it otherwise. And it requires no prophetic vision to +foresee the results of the efforts to bring about international harmony +while all are obeying the decrees of the Goddess of Discord. Nearly +three years after the signing of the armistice the world is in a more +hopeless situation than it was when at war. Up to the present each new +move only makes matters worse. There are those who believe that our +phase of civilisation is staggering into the abyss and that nothing, as +far as can now be descried, will save it from the deluge.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>Possibly! Fear tends always to produce the thing it is afraid of. I +mention this dark outlook only for the reason that even if the +cataclysm were to come the individual can escape from it.</p> + +<p>Cataclysms are not new in the history of our race. The rise and fall of +civilisations may be called mankind's lessons in "how not to do it." Of +these lessons there are no such records as those which we find in the +Old Testament; and in these records it is unfailingly pointed out that +whatever the calamity which overtakes the world at large the individual +has, if he chooses, a way of safety. The innocent are not overwhelmed +with the guilty, except when the innocent deliberately shut their eyes +to the opening toward the <i>Soteria</i>—the Safe Return. But that, +unhappily, the innocent do so shut their eyes is one of the commonest +facts in life.</p> + +<p>Back in that twilight of history of which the later tale could be told +only by some symbol, some legendary hieroglyph, there was already an +"Ark" by which the faithful few could be saved from the "Flood." The +symbol became permanent. The Ark of the Covenant—the sign of a great +spiritual understanding—remained as a token to man that in God he had +a sure refuge. It was laid up in his Holy of Holies, a mystic, +consecrated pledge, till the ruthless Caucasian came and rifled it.</p> + +<p>But no rifling could deprive mankind of its significance. That endures. +To bring it home to the desolate and oppressed was a large part of the +mission of psalmists and prophets. The Ark of the Covenant—of the Great +Understanding—meant as much to those who sought God in the ancient +world as the Cross does to Christendom. It meant that whatever the +collapse, national or general, through siege or sack or famine, those +who would escape could escape by the simple process of mentally taking +refuge in God. The Ark of God would bear them safely when all material +help failed.</p> + +<p>Among the themes which run through the Old Testament this is of +paramount importance. It is impossible to do more than refer to the many +times the spiritually minded were implored to seek this protection. It +was needful to implore them since they found the assurance so difficult +to believe. No matter how often it was proved to them they still +doubted it. Saved by this method once they would reject it when it came +to danger the second time. Saved the second time they rejected it the +third. "Thou shalt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on +thee, because he trusteth in thee," is the declaration of Jeremiah, who +perhaps more than any other was a prophet of disaster. Similar +statements are scattered through the Old Testament by the score, by the +hundred. It was a point on which leaders, seers, and teachers insisted +with a passionate insistence. They knew. They had tested the truth for +themselves. Disaster was a common feature in their history. During the +three thousand years and more which their experiences cover these +Israelites had seen more than one invasion sweep across their land, more +than one civilisation come and go. All that Belgium knew in the Great +War they knew time and time again. Between Egypt and Assyria, the France +and Germany of that special epoch, theirs was a kind of buffer state +over which every new anguish rolled. "Let it roll," was the cry of +their prophets. "The Lord will fight for you. Stand still and see what +he will do. His arm is not shortened neither his strength diminished. It +is of the Lord to save whether by many or by few. Trust in the Lord and +be doing good, so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be +fed. Oh, how great is thy goodness which thou hast wrought for them that +trust in thee before the sons of men. I said in my haste, I am cut off! +Nevertheless thou heardest the voice of my supplication when I cried +unto thee. Be of good courage and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye +that hope in the Lord."<a href="#fn14"><sup>14</sup></a></p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>In many ways this is the burden of the more ancient Scriptures—the +protection which surrounds those who know that protection is God. It was +a gospel that had to be preached with tears and beseechings from one +generation to another. No generation accepted it. The belief in +material power was always too dense. It is still too dense. In the Ark +of the Great Understanding the Caucasian has practically never seen more +than a symbol that has gone out of date. Lost materially in the Tiber +mud it was, for him, lost forever. But not so. Its significance remains +as vital to mankind as when, veiled and venerated, it stood between +the cherubim.</p> + +<p>The time may be close at hand when we shall need this assurance as we +need nothing else. However optimistic we try to keep ourselves, no +thinking man or woman can be free, at this crisis in world-history, from +deep foreboding. For the memory to go back ten years is, even for us in +the New World, like returning to a Golden Age; while for the Old World +mere recollection must be poignant.</p> + +<p>The possibility that all countries in both hemispheres may find +themselves in some such agony as that of the Russia of to-day is not too +extravagant to be entertained. This is not saying that they are likely +so to find themselves; it means only that in the world as it is the +safest is not very safe. My point is that whether catastrophe +overwhelms us or not, he who chooses not to fear can be free from fear. +There is a refuge for him, a defence, a safeguard which no material +attack can break down. "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most +High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the +Lord, He is my refuge—my fortress—my God. In Him will I trust."<a href="#fn15"><sup>15</sup></a> +There is this Ark for me, this Ark of the Great Understanding, and I can +retire into it. I can also have this further assurance: "Because thou +hast made the Lord which is my refuge—even the Most High—thy +habitation, there shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague +come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee to +keep thee in all thy ways."<a href="#fn16"><sup>16</sup></a></p> + + + +<h3>XI</h3> + + +<p>This is the eternal agreement, but an agreement of which we find it +difficult to accept the terms. To the material alone we are in the habit +of ascribing power. Though we repeat a thousand times in the course of +a year, "For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory," we do not +believe it. To few of us is it more than a sonorous phrase.</p> + +<p>I remember the impression of this which one received at the great +thanksgiving for peace in St. Paul's Cathedral in London some twenty +years ago. The Boer War had ended in an English victory, and while the +thanksgiving was not precisely for this, it did express the relief of an +anxious nation that peace was again restored. It was what is generally +known as a most impressive service. All that a great spectacle can offer +to God it offered. King, queen, princes, princesses, ambassadors, +ministers, clergy, admirals, generals, and a vast assembly of citizens +filled the choir and nave with colour and life, while the music was of +that passionless beauty of which the English cathedral choirs guard +the secret.</p> + +<p>But the detail I remember best was the way in which the repetition of +the Lord's Prayer rolled from the lips of the assembly like the sound +of the surging of the sea. It was the emotional effect of a strongly +emotional moment. One felt tense. It was hard to restrain tears. As far +as crowd-sympathy has any spiritual value it was there. The Caucasian +God was taken out of His pigeon-hole and publicly recognised.</p> + +<p>Then He was put back.</p> + +<p>I take this service merely as an instance of what happens in all the +so-called Christian capitals in moments of national stress. Outwardly it +happens less in the United States than it does elsewhere, for the reason +that this country has no one representative spiritual expression; but it +does happen here in diffused and general effect. As a Christian nation +we ascribe in common with other Christian nations the kingdom, the +power, and the glory to God—on occasions. We do it with the pious +gesture and the sonorous phrase. Then we forget it. The habit of +material trust is too strong for us. Kings, queens, presidents, princes, +prime ministers, congresses, parliaments, and all other representatives +of material strength, may repeat for formal use the conventional clause; +but there is always what we flippantly know as a "joker" in the +lip-recitation. "Kingdom, power, and glory," we can hear ourselves +saying in a heart-aside, "lie in money, guns, commerce, and police. God +is not sufficiently a force in the affairs of this world for us to give +Him more than the consideration of an act of courtesy."</p> + +<p>Practically that is all we ever get from group-impulse—an act of +courtesy. I repeat and repeat again that whatever is done toward the +conquest of fear must be done by the individual. <i>I</i> must do what I can +to conquer fear in myself, regardless of the attitude or opinions of men +in general.</p> + +<p>To men in general the appeal to spiritual force to bring to naught +material force is little short of fanatical. It has never been otherwise +as yet; it will probably not be otherwise for long generations to come. +Meanwhile it is much for the individual to know that he can act on his +own initiative, and that when it comes to making God his refuge he can +go into that refuge alone. He needs no nation, or government, or +society, or companions before him or behind him. He needs neither leader +nor guide nor friend. In the fortress of God he is free to enter merely +as himself, and there know that he is safe amid a world in agony.</p> + + + +<h3>XII</h3> + + +<p>This is not theory; it is not doctrine; it is not opinion. It is what +the great pioneers of truth have first deduced from what they understood +to be the essential beneficence of God, and then proved by actual +demonstration. Anyone else can demonstrate it who chooses to make the +experiment. My own weakness is such that I have made the experiment but +partially; but partial experiment convinces me beyond all further +questioning that the witness of the great pioneers is true.</p> + + + +<h3>XIII</h3> + + +<p>Nor is this conviction to be classed as idealism, or ecclesiasticism, or +mysticism, or anything else to which we can put a tag. It is not +sectarian; it is not peculiarly Christian. It is the general possession +of mankind. True, it is easier for the Christian than for any other to +enter on this heritage, since his spiritual descent is more directly +from the pioneers of truth who first discovered God to be His children's +safety; but the Universal is the Universal, the property of all. +Discovery gives no one an exclusive hold on it. Anyone with a +consciousness of Almighty, Ever-Present Intelligence must have some +degree of access to it, though his access may not be to the fullest or +the easiest. It is not possible that the Universal Father should be the +special property of the Christian or of anyone else. The Christian view +of the Father is undoubtedly the truest; but every view is true in +proportion to its grasp of truth. No one will deny that the Buddhist, +the Mahometan, the Confucianist, have their grasp of truth. Even the +primitive idolater has some faint gleam of it, distorted though it may +have become. Very well, then; the faintest gleam of such knowledge will +not go without its recompense.</p> + + + +<h3>XIV</h3> + + +<p>Exclusiveness is too much our Caucasian habit of mind. It is linked with +our instinct for ownership. Because through Jesus Christ we have a +clearer view of a greater segment of the Universal, if I may so express +myself, than the Buddhist can have through Buddha or the Mahometan +through Mahomet, our tendency is to think that we know the whole of the +Universal, and have it to give away. Any other view of the Universal is +to us so false as to merit not merely condemnation but extirpation. +Extirpation has been the watchword with which Caucasian Christianity has +gone about the world. We have taken toward other views of truth no such +sympathetic stand as St. Paul to that which he found in Greece, and +which is worth recalling:</p> + +<p>"Men of Athens, I perceive that you are in every respect remarkably +religious. For as I passed along and observed the things you worship, I +found also an altar with this inscription, TO THE UNKNOWN GOD. The +Being, therefore, whom you, without knowing it, revere, Him I now +proclaim to you. God who made the universe and everything in it—He +being Lord of heaven and earth—does not dwell in sanctuaries built by +men. Nor is He administered to by human hands as though He needed +anything—but He Himself gives to all men life and breath and all +things. He caused to spring from one forefather people of every race, +for them to live on the whole surface of the earth, and marked for them +an appointed span of life, and the boundaries of their homes; that they +might seek God, if perhaps they might grope for Him and find Him. Yes, +though He is not far from any one of us. For it is in closest union with +Him that we live and move and have our being; as in fact some of the +poets in repute among yourselves have said, 'For we are also His +offspring.'"<a href="#fn17"><sup>17</sup></a></p> + +<p>To the conquest of fear this splendid universalism is another +essential. God being "not far from any one of us" cannot be far from me. +He who gives to all men life and breath and all things will not possibly +deny me the things I require most urgently. Our whole civilisation may +go to pieces; the job by which I earn a living may cease to be a job; +the money I have invested may become of no more value than Russian +bonds; the children whom I hoped I had provided for may have to face +life empty-handed; all my accustomed landmarks may be removed, and my +social moorings swept away; nevertheless, the Universal cannot fail me. +"Although the figtree shall not blossom nor fruit be in the vines; +though the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields yield no meat; +though the flocks be cut off from the fold and there be no herd in the +stalls; yet I will rejoice in God, I will joy in the God of my +salvation." It is safe to say that this confidence on the part of +Habakkuk was not due to mere grim forcing of the will. It was the fruit +of experience, of knowledge, of demonstration. In spite of the dangers +national and personal he saw threatening, his certainty of God must +have been spontaneous.</p> + +<p>Anyone, in any country, in any epoch, and of any creed or no creed, who +has shared this experience shares also this assurance. To the Christian +it comes easiest; but that it does not come easy even to the Christian +is a matter of common observation. It can only come easily when some +demonstration has been made for oneself, after which there is no more +disputing it.</p> + + + +<h3>XV</h3> + + +<p>Nor is it a question of morals or morality.</p> + +<p>I must venture here on delicate ground and say what I should hesitate to +say were the contrary not so strongly underscored. I mean that God, from +what we understand to be His nature, could not accord us His protection +by weighing the good and the evil in our conduct, and giving or +withholding help according to our worthiness. The Universal is too great +to be measured and doled in that way. Nothing but our own pinchbeck +ideas could ascribe to Him this pettiness. As it is the kind of sliding +scale we ourselves adopt, we limit the Divine Generosity by our own +limitations.</p> + +<p>Not so was the understanding of Jesus Christ. That we should be kind to +the so-called evil as we are to the so-called good was a point on which +He dwelt in the Sermon on the Mount. To discriminate between them when +it comes to the possibility of conferring benefits is in His opinion +small. "You have heard that it was said, 'Thou shalt love thy neighbor, +and hate thine enemy.' But I command you all, Love your enemies, and +pray for your persecutors; that so you may become true sons of your +Father in heaven. For He causes His sun to rise on the wicked as well as +on the good, and sends rain upon those who do right and those who do +wrong."<a href="#fn18"><sup>18</sup></a></p> + +<p>In other words, we are not to feel ourselves turned out of our +"habitation" in God by a sense of our moral lapses. Moral lapses are to +be regretted, of course; but they do not vitiate our status as the Sons +of God. It is possible that no one believes they do; but much of the +loose statement current among those who lay emphasis on morals would +give that impression. There is a whole vernacular in vogue in which +souls are "lost" or "saved" according to the degree to which they +conform or do not conform to other people's views as to what they ought +to do. Much of our pietism is to the effect that God is at the bestowal +not merely of a sect, but of some section of a sect, and cannot be found +through any other source.</p> + + + +<h3>XVI</h3> + + +<p>This brings me to the distinction between morals and righteousness, +which is one for the mind of to-day to keep as clearly as possible +before it. I have said that the refuge in God is not a question of +morals; but it is one of righteousness. Between righteousness and morals +the difference is important.</p> + +<p>Morals stand for a code of observances; righteousness for a direction of +the life.</p> + +<p>Morals represent just what the word implies, the customs of an age, a +country, or a phase in civilisation. They have no absolute standard. The +morals of one century are not those of another. The morals of one race +are not those of another even in the same century. In many respects the +morals of the Oriental differ radically from those of the Occidental, +age-long usage being behind each. It is as hard to convince either that +his are the inferior as it would be to make him think so of his +mother-tongue. I once asked a cultivated Chinaman, a graduate of one of +the great American universities and a Christian of the third generation, +in what main respect he thought China superior to the United States. "In +morals," he replied, promptly; but even as a Christian educated in +America his theory of morals was different from ours.</p> + +<p>Among ourselves in the United States the essence of morals is by no +means a subject of unanimous agreement. You might say that a standard of +morals is entirely a matter of opinion. There are millions of people who +think it immoral to play cards, to go to the theatre, to dance, or to +drink wine. There are millions of other people who hold all these acts +to be consistent with the highest moral conduct.</p> + +<p>Moreover, wherever the emphasis is thrown on morals as distinct from +righteousness there is a tendency to put the weight on two or three +points in which nations or individuals excel, and to ignore the rest. +For example, not to go outside ourselves, the American people may be +fairly said to exemplify two of the great virtues: On the whole they +are, first, sober; secondly, continent. As a result we accentuate morals +in these respects, but not in any others.</p> + +<p>For instance, the current expression, "an immoral man," is almost +certain to apply only under the two headings cited above, and probably +only under one. All other morals and immoralities go by the board. We +should not class a dishonest man as an immoral man, nor an untruthful +man, nor a profane, or spiteful, or ungenial, or bad-tempered, man. Our +notion of morals hardly ever rises above the average custom of the +community in which we happen to live. Except in the rarest instances we +never pause to reflect as to whether the customs of that community are +or are not well founded. The consequence is that our cities, villages, +countrysides, and social groupings are filled with men and women moral +enough as far as the custom of the country goes, but quite noticeably +unrighteous.</p> + +<p>It is also a fact that where you find one or two virtues singled out for +observance and the rest obscured there you find, too, throngs of +outwardly "moral" people with corroded hearts. Villages, churches, and +all the quieter communities are notorious for this, the peculiarity +having formed for a hundred and fifty years the stock-in-trade of +novelists. Sobriety and continence being more or less in evidence the +assumption is that all the requirements have been fulfilled. The +community is "moral" notwithstanding the back-bitings, heart-burnings, +slanders, cheatings, envies, hatreds, and bitternesses that may permeate +it through and through. As I write, the cramped, venomous, unlovely life +of the American small town is the favourite theme of our authors and +readers of fiction. Since a number of the works now on the market have +met with national approval one must assume that the pictures they paint +are accurate. The conditions are appalling, but, according to the custom +of the country, they are "moral." The shadow of insobriety and +incontinence doesn't touch the characters who move across these pages, +and yet the level of the life is pictured as debased, and habits +as hideous.</p> + + + +<h3>XVII</h3> + + +<p>With morals in this accepted American sense righteousness has little to +do. The two are different in origin. Morals imply the compulsion of men, +and are never more binding than the customs of men render them. They are +thus imposed from without, while righteousness springs from within. The +essence of righteousness lies in the turning of the individual +toward God.</p> + +<p>I think it safe to say that righteousness is expressed more accurately +in attitude than in conduct. It is expressed in conduct, of course; but +conduct may fail while the attitude can remain constant. It is worthy of +remark that some of the great examples of righteousness cited in the +Bible were conspicuously sinners. That is to say, they were men of +strong human impulses against which they were not always sufficiently on +guard, but who turned towards God in spite of everything. In the long +line spanning the centuries between Noah and Abraham and Peter and +Paul—from the almost prehistoric out into the light of day—not one is +put before us except in his weakness as well as in his strength. Some of +them commit gross sins; but apparently even gross sins do not debar them +from their privileges in God's love. This principle was expressed in the +words of Samuel: "Fear not: ye have done all this wickedness; yet turn +not aside from following the Lord.... For the Lord will not forsake his +people for his great name's sake." That the Universal who has all the +blessings of creation to bestow should deprive me of anything just +because in my folly or weakness I have committed sins is not consistent +with "his great name's sake." It would not be causing His sun to rise on +the wicked as well as on the good nor sending rain on those who do right +and those who do wrong. I am too small for His immensity to crush with +its punishments, but not too small to be the object of His entire love.</p> + + + +<h3>XVIII</h3> + + +<p>I hope it is plain that I say this not to make little of doing wrong but +to put the love and fulness of God in the dominating place. I must make +it clear to myself that He does not shut me out of His heart because I +am guilty of sins. I may shut myself out of His heart, unless I direct +my mind rightly; but He is always there, unchanged, unchangeable, the +ever-loving, ever-welcoming Father. Whatever I have done I can return to +Him with the knowledge that He will take me back. Far from sure of +myself, I can always be sure of Him.</p> + +<p>There are those who would warn me against saying this through fear lest +it should be interpreted as, "Don't be afraid to sin so long as you keep +mentally close to God." I prefer to run that risk. The dread figure of +"an angry God" has been so worked to terrorise men that large numbers of +us have been terrorised. But experience shows us every day that being +terrorised never produces the results at which it aims. It does not win +us; it drives us away.</p> + +<p>Much of the alienation from God in the mind of to-day is due to +rebellion on the part of our sense of justice. We are sinners, of +course; but not such sinners as to merit the revenge which an outraged +deity is described as planning against us. That the All-loving and +All-mighty should smite us in our dearest aims or our sweetest +affections just because we have not conformed to the lop-sided morality +of men is revolting to our instincts. We are repulsed by the God of Fear +when we are drawn, comforted, strengthened, and changed by Him who is +never anything toward us but "the Father."</p> + +<p>I have no hesitation, therefore, in throwing the emphasis in what I +have to say on the fact that He is "a place to hide me in"—the Ark of +the Great Understanding—always open to my approach—into which, +whatever I have done, I can go boldly.</p> + + + +<a name="5"></a> +<h2>Chapter V</h2> + +<h3>The Mind Of To-Day And The World As It Is</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>Much of what I have written will seem inconsistent with the fact that in +the world as it is there are undeniable and inevitable hardships. True! +I do not escape them more than any other man, the relative relief from +fear saving me from only some of them.</p> + +<p>I have not meant to say that even with one's refuge in God there is +nothing left to struggle with. My point is that whatever there may be to +struggle with there is nothing to be afraid of. Freedom from struggle +would profit us not at all. On the contrary, it would render us +nerveless, flabby, flaccid, and inert.</p> + +<p>But fear, as a rule, being connected with our struggles, it is +important, I think, to be as clear as we can concerning the purport of +those struggles, and their source. We have already seen that fear is +diminished in proportion as we understand that our trials are not +motiveless, and perhaps this is the point at which to consider briefly +what the motives are.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>Struggle we may define as the act of wrestling with trial, so as to come +out of it victoriously. It is a constant element in every human life. +Furthermore, I am inclined to think that, taking trial as an average, +the amount which enters into one life differs little from that which +enters into another.</p> + +<p>There was a time when I did not think so. Some lives struck me as +singled out for trouble; others were left comparatively immune from it. +One would have said that destinies had been mapped with a strange +disregard for justice. Those who didn't deserve it suffered; those whom +suffering might have purified went scot free. Some were rich, others +were poor; some had high positions, others humble ones; some had the +respect of the world from the day they were born, others crept along +from birth to death in restriction and obscurity. The contrasts were so +cruel that they scorched the eyes of the soul.</p> + +<p>This is true, of course; and I am not saying that in the testing to +which everyone is subjected all have an equal share of the opportunities +for triumphing. I am speaking for the moment only of the degree to which +the testing comes. As to that, I am inclined to feel that there is +little to choose between one life and another, since each of us seems to +be tried for all that he can bear.</p> + +<p>One is impressed with that in one's reading of biography. Only the lives +of what we may call the favoured few get into print, and of those few it +is chiefly the external events that are given us. Glimpses of the inner +experience may be obtained from time to time, but they are rarely more +than glimpses. Of what the man or the woman has endured in the secret +fastnesses of the inner life practically nothing can be told. And yet +even with the little that finds its way into words how much there is of +desperate fighting. To this there is never an exception. The great +statesman, the great poet, the great priest, the great scientist, the +great explorer, the great painter, the great novelist—not one but +suffers as anyone suffers, and of not one would the reader, as a rule, +put himself in the place.</p> + +<p>I bring up this fact because we so often feel that the other man has an +easier task than ourselves. The very thing I lack is that with which he +is blessed. I see him smiling and debonair at the minute when I am in a +ferment. While I hardly know how to make both ends meet he is building a +big house or buying a new motor-car. While I am burying hope or love he +is in the full enjoyment of all that makes for happiness and prosperity.</p> + +<p>We are always prone to contrast our darker minutes with our friends' +brighter ones. We forget, or perhaps we never know, that they do the +same with us. At times we are as much the object of their envy as they +ever are of ours.</p> + +<p>I say this not on the principle that misery loves company, but in order +to do away with the heathen suspicion lingering in many minds that God +singles <i>me</i> out for trial, heaping benefits on others who deserve them +no more than I do.</p> + +<p>God singles no one out for trial. When trials come they spring, as +nearly as I can observe, from one or all of the three following sources. +There are:</p> + +<p>A. The trials which come from a world of matter;</p> + +<p>B. The trials which come from a world of men;</p> + +<p>C. The trials we bring on ourselves.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>A. The minute we speak of matter we speak of a medium which the mind of +to-day is just beginning to understand. The mind of other days did not +understand it at all. Few phases of modern advance seem to me more +significant of a closer approach to the understanding of spiritual +things than that which has been made along these lines.</p> + +<p>To all the generations before our own matter was a sheer and positive +density. Its hardness, solidity, and actuality could not be gainsaid. +Earth was earth; iron was iron; wood was wood. Blood was blood; flesh +was flesh; bone was bone. A man was a material being attached to a +material planet, as a sponge is attached to the bottom of the sea. All +that he touched and ate and wore and used was of the same material +Absolute. As to the spiritual there could be a question; as to the +material there could be none. The speculation of occasional +philosophers, that matter might not after all be more than a mental +phenomenon, was invariably hooted down. "I know that matter is matter by +standing on it," are in substance the words attributed to even so +spiritually-minded a man as the great Dr. Johnson. On this point, as +perhaps on some others, he may be taken as a spokesman for the Caucasian +portion of our race.</p> + +<p>And now comes modern physical science reducing matter to a tenuousness +only one remove from the purely spiritual, if it is as much as that. +Gone is the mass of the mountains, the stoniness of rocks, the hard +solidity of iron. The human body, as someone puts it, is no more than a +few pails of water and a handful of ash. Ash and water are alike +dissipated into gases, and gases into elements more subtle still. +Keeping strictly to the material modern science has reached the confines +of materiality. Where it will lead us next no man knows.</p> + +<p>But the inference is not unfair that the world of matter is to a +considerable degree, and perhaps altogether, a world of man's own +creation. That is to say, while God is doing one thing with it, the +human mind understands another. For the human point of view to develop +and develop and develop till it becomes identical with God's is perhaps +the whole purpose of existence.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>To me personally it was no small help in overcoming fear when I saw the +purpose of existence as expressed in the single word, Growth. That, at +least, is a legitimate inference to draw from the history of life on +this planet. Assuming that the universe contains an intelligible design +of any sort, and that life on this planet is part of it, a vast +development going on eternally toward complete understanding of Infinite +Right and Happiness would give us some explanation of the mystery of our +being here. Beginning, for reasons at which we can only guess, far away +from that understanding, we are forever approaching it, with forever the +joy of something new to master or to learn. New perceptions, new +comprehensions, new insights gained, new victories, even little +victories, won, constitute, I think, our treasures laid up in that +heaven where neither moth nor wear-and-tear destroys, and where thieves +do not break in and steal. Where this treasure is, there, naturally +enough, our hearts will be also. Looking back over the ages since the +life-principle first glided into our planet waters—how it did so is as +yet part of our unsolved mystery—what we chiefly see is a great +surging of the living thing upward and upward toward that Highest +Universal to which we give the name of God.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>That is a point which we do not sufficiently seize—that God is not +revealed to us by one avenue of truth alone, but by all the avenues of +truth working together. With our tendency to keep the Universal in a +special compartment of life we see Him as making Himself known through a +line of teachers culminating in a Church or a complex of churches; and +we rarely think of Him as making Himself known in any other way. To +change the figure, He trickles to us like a brook instead of bathing us +round and round like light or air.</p> + +<p>But all good things must express the Universal; and all discovery of +truth, whether by religion, science, philosophy, or imaginative art, +must be discovery in God. The Ten Commandments and the Sermon on the +Mount are discoveries in God, but so are the advances in knowledge made +by Plato, Aristotle, Roger Bacon, and Thomas Edison. He shows Himself +through Abraham, Moses, Isaiah, and St. Paul, but also through Homer, +Shakespeare, Michael Angelo, Beethoven, Darwin, George Eliot, William +James, and Henry Irving. I take the names at random as illustrating +different branches of endeavour, and if I use only great ones it is not +that the lesser are excluded. No one department of human effort is +specially His, or is His special expression. The Church cannot be so +more than the stage, or music more than philosophy. His Holy Spirit can +be no more outpoured on the bishop or the elder for his work than on the +inventor or the scientist for his work. I say so not to minimise the +outpouring on the bishop or the elder, but to magnify that on everyone +working for progress. This, I take it, is what St. John means when he +says, "God does not give the Spirit with limitations." He who always +gives all to all His children cannot give more.</p> + +<p>When our Lord restores sight to a blind man, or Peter and John cause a +lame man to walk, we see manifestations of God; but we see equal +manifestations of God when one man gives us the telephone, another the +motor-car, and another wireless telegraphy. Whatever declares His power +declares Him; and whatever declares Him is a means by which we press +upward to the perception of His loving almightiness. The advance may be +irregular but it is advance; and all advance is advance toward Him.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>That is to say, we are rising above a conception of life in which matter +is our master; and yet we are rising above it slowly. This is my chief +point here, because by understanding it we see why we still suffer from +material afflictions. We have overcome some of them, but only some of +them. It is a question of racial development. As we glance backward we +see how much of the way we have covered; as we look round on our +present conditions we see how much there is still to be achieved.</p> + +<p>To diminish fear we should have it, I think, clearly before us that the +human race has done as yet only part of its work, and put us in +possession of only part of the resources which will one day belong to +us. If we could compare ourselves with our ancestors in the days, let us +say, of Christopher Columbus or William the Conqueror we should seem in +relation to them like children of a higher phase of creation. If we +could compare ourselves with our descendants of five hundred or a +thousand years hence we should probably be amazed at our present +futility and grossness. Our ancestors in the Middle Ages could do +certain great things, as we, too, can do certain great things; but in +general access to the Universal Storehouse which is God we have made +progress in ways unknown to them, as our children will make such +progress after us.</p> + +<p>But we have made only the progress we have made. We have its advantages, +but there are advantages to which we have not yet attained. We might +liken ourselves to people who have reached the fourth or fifth step of a +stairway in which there are twenty or thirty. We have climbed to a +certain height, but we are far from having reached the plane to which we +are ascending.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>It is worth noting this for the reason that we are so likely to think of +ourselves as the climax to which the ages have worked up, and after +which there is no beyond. We are the final word, or as the French +express it, the last cry, <i>le dernier cri</i>. All that can be felt we have +felt, all that can be known we have experienced. For the most part this +stand is taken by the intellectuals in all modern countries. In us of +to-day, of this very hour, the wave of Eternity has broken, throwing +nothing at our feet but froth. The literature of the past ten years is +soaked in the pessimism of those who regret that this should be all that +the travail of Time could produce for us.</p> + +<p>In view of this moan from so many of the writers who have the public +ear, especially in Europe, it is the more important to keep before us +the fact that we are children of a race but partially developed at best. +Compared with what will one day be within human scope our actual reach +is only a little beyond impotence. I say this not merely at a venture, +but on the strength of what has happened in the past. We are not a +people which has accomplished much, but one on the way to +accomplishment. The achievements of which we can boast are relatively +like those of a child of five who boasts that he can count. Our whole +world-condition shows us to be racially incompetent, and able to produce +no more than incompetent leaders. That is our present high-water mark, +and with our high-water mark we must learn to be satisfied.</p> + +<p>Escaping from matter we are still within the grasp of matter, and shall +probably so continue for generations to come. Our struggles must +therefore be largely with matter, till little by little we achieve its +domination. In proportion as the individual does so now he reaps the +reward of his victory; and in proportion as he reaps that reward fear is +overcome. Our primary fear being fear of matter, much is gained by +grasping the fact which modern science for the past ten or fifteen years +has been carefully putting before us—vainly as far as most of us are +concerned—that what we call matter is a force subject to the control of +mind, while the directing of mind rests wholly with ourselves. Since we +have controlled matter to make it in so many ways a hostile force, it +ought to be within our power to turn it in our favour.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>Which is, I suppose, the trend we are following, even if we follow it +unconsciously. For the turning of the matter in our favour we have +fortunately some notable examples. Our race has produced one perfectly +normal man to whom all of us sub-normals can look as the type of what we +are one day to become.</p> + +<p>I think it a pity that so much of our thought of Him makes Him an +exception to human possibilities. In speaking of Him as the Son of God +we fancy Him as being in another category from ourselves. We forget that +we, too, are sons of God—"heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ."<a href="#fn19"><sup>19</sup></a> It +is true that He realised that Sonship to a degree which we do not; but +it is also true that we ourselves realise it to some degree. In the +detail of the mastery of matter to which we shall attain it is fair, I +think, to take Him as our standard.</p> + +<p>Taking Him as our standard we shall work out, I venture to think, to the +following points of progress.</p> + +<p>a. The control of matter in furnishing ourselves with food and drink, by +means more direct than at present employed, as He turned water into wine +and fed the multitudes with the loaves and fishes.</p> + +<p>b. The control of matter by putting away from ourselves, by methods more +sure and less roundabout than those of to-day, sickness, blindness, +infirmity, and deformity.</p> + +<p>c. The control of matter by regulating our atmospheric conditions as He +stilled the tempest.</p> + +<p>d. The control of matter by restoring to this phase of existence those +who have passed out of it before their time, or who can ill be spared +from it, as He "raised" three young people from "the dead" and Peter and +Paul followed His example.</p> + +<p>e. The control of matter in putting it off and on at will, as He in His +death and resurrection.</p> + +<p>f. The control of matter in passing altogether out of it, as He in what +we call His Ascension into Heaven.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>It will be observed that I take as historic records the statements of +the Bible. This I do in face of the efforts of many of the clergy in a +number of the churches to make me see in the Old Testament chiefly a +collection of myths, and in the New a series of compilations by +irresponsible hands, of doubtful date and authority, leaving, in the +case of our Lord, only a substratum which can be relied on as +biographical.</p> + +<p>As an instance of what I mean I quote the following: A few weeks ago I +happened to mention to the distinguished head of one of the most +important theological schools of one of the largest denominations in the +country, our Lord's turning the water into wine. "I've no idea that He +ever did anything of the kind," were the words with which he dismissed +the subject, which I did not take up again. I am not arguing here +against his point of view. I merely state that I do not share it, and +for these two main reasons:</p> + +<p>First, because the so-called Higher Criticism on which it is based is a +purely evanescent phase of man's learning, likely to be rejected +to-morrow by those who accept it to-day, as has been the case with other +such phases;</p> + +<p>Secondly, because I feel sure that, with the mastery of matter to which +we have already attained, the future development of our race will +justify these seeming "miracles," and make them as natural and +commonplace as telegraphy and telephony.</p> + +<p>I speak only for myself when I say that the more I can feel round me the +atmosphere of omnipotence the less I am aware of fear. It is a matter of +course that the one should exclude the other. The sense of being myself, +in a measure, the inheritor of omnipotence, as an heir of God and a +co-heir with Christ, becomes, therefore, one to cultivate. This I can do +only in proportion as I see that my Standard and Example cultivated it +before me. In my capacity as a son of God I take as applying to myself +the words reported by St. John: "In most solemn truth I tell you that +the Son can do nothing of Himself—He can only do what He sees the +Father doing; for whatever He does, that the Son does in like manner."</p> + +<p>While sayings like these, of which there are many in the New Testament, +apply doubtless, in the first place, to Him who best exemplifies the +Sonship of God, they must apply, in the second place, I suppose, to all +who exemplify that Sonship to any degree whatever. Man is the Son of +God; and it is worth noting that He who is specially termed the Son of +God is also specially termed the Son of Man. "Dear friends," St. John +writes, elsewhere, "we are now God's children, but what we are to be in +the future has not been fully revealed to us." I take it, therefore, as +no presumption on my part to emphasise in my daily thought my place as a +co-heir with Christ, feeling that not only is God's almightiness +exercised on my behalf, but that as much of it as I know how to use is +placed in my hands.</p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>This last, of course, is very little. Even that little I use doubtfully, +timidly, tremblingly. That is the utmost reach to which present +race-development and personal development have brought me. With regard +to the opportunities all round me I am as if I stood beside an airship +in which I could fly if I knew how to work its engines, which I do not. +Other conveniences besides airships would be of no good at all to me if +someone more skilful than I didn't come to my aid. There is probably no +person living of whom the same is not true. Large portions of +omnipotence are placed within hands which are too busy grasping other +things to seize all that they could hold.</p> + +<p>I remember the encouragement it was to me when I understood that to hold +anything at all was so much to the good as a starting-point. I had been +in the habit of dwelling on the much I had missed rather than on the +little I had apprehended. But the little I had apprehended was, after +all, my real possession, and one I could increase. It is like the few +dollars a man has in a savings bank. That at least is his, +notwithstanding the millions he might have possessed if he had only +known how to acquire them. There are many instances of a few dollars in +the savings bank becoming the seedling of millions before the span of a +man's life is passed.</p> + +<p>To be glad of what we can do while knowing it is only a portion of what +will one day be done is to me a helpful point of view. "There may be +truth in all this," is the observation of a young lady who has scanned +what I have written, "and yet I don't believe that we shall ever conquer +fear." That, it seems to me, is to tie chains and iron weights about +one's feet when starting on a race. If we are to keep in the race at +all, to say nothing of winning it, the spirit must be free. One must add +the courage which springs from a partial knowledge of the truth to the +patience one gets from the understanding that as yet our knowledge of +the truth is but partial.</p> + + + +<h3>XI</h3> + + +<p>I often think that if the churches could come to this last admission it +would be a help to themselves and to all of us. As already hinted I am +anxious to keep away from the subject of churches through a natural +dread of bitterness; but this much I feel at liberty to say, saying it +as I do in deep respect for the bodies which have kept alive the glimmer +of Divine Light in a world which would have blown it out. In a +partially developed race the churches can have no more than a partially +developed grasp of truth. A partially developed grasp of truth is +much—it is pricelessly much—but it is not a knowledge of the whole +truth. Not being a knowledge of the whole truth it should be humble, +tolerant, and eager to expand.</p> + +<p>The weakness of the ecclesiastical system strikes me as lying in the +assumption, or practical assumption, on the part of each sect that <i>it</i> +is the sole repository of truth, and of all the truth. There is no sect +which does not claim more than all mankind can claim. Moreover, there is +no sect which does not make its claims exclusively, asserting not only +that these claims are right, but that all other claims are wrong. To the +best of my knowledge, the sect has not yet risen which would make more +than shadowy concessions to any other sect.</p> + +<p>True, it must not be forgotten that no sect bases its teaching on what +it has worked out for itself, but on the revelation made to it in Jesus +Christ. Every sect would admit that its own view of truth might have +been partial were it not for the fact that in Jesus Christ it has +everything. Where the theories of men might be inadequate His immense +knowledge comes in as supplementary.</p> + +<p>This might be so had He Himself undertaken to give more than a partial +view of truth. But He says expressly that He does not. He gives what His +hearers might be assumed to be able to assimilate; but that is all. "I +have much more to say to you, but you are unable at present to bear the +burden of it."<a href="#fn20"><sup>20</sup></a> It being an axiom in teaching to give the pupil only +what he can receive, this is the utmost that our Lord attempts.</p> + +<p>He goes on, however, to add these words, which are significant: "But +when He has come—the Spirit of Truth—He will guide you into all the +truth."<a href="#fn21"><sup>21</sup></a> No doubt that process is even now going on, and will continue +to go on in proportion as our race develops. We are being guided into +all the truth, through all kinds of channels, spiritual, literary, +scientific, philosophical. The naïve supposition that this promise was +kept on the Day of Pentecost, when a sudden access of knowledge +committed all truth to the apostles and through them to the Church +forevermore, is contradicted by the facts. The apostles had no such +knowledge and made no claims to its possession. The Church has never had +it, either. "All truth" covers much more ground than do questions of +ecclesiastical forms of government or of the nature of the sacraments. +"All truth" must go as far as the Universal goes, leaving nothing +outside its range. "All truth" must surely be such self-evident truth as +to admit of no further dissensions.</p> + +<p>Taking truth as a circle, the symbol of perfection, we may assume that +our Lord disclosed a view of a very large arc in its circumference. But +of the arc which He disclosed no one group of His followers has as yet +perceived the whole. At the same time it is probable that each group has +perceived some arc of that arc, and an arc perceived by no other group. +"All truth" being too large for any one group to grasp, the Baptist sees +his segment, the Catholic his, the Methodist his, the Anglican his, the +Congregationalist his, until the vision of Christ is made up. I name +only the groups with which we are commonly most familiar, though we +might go through the hundreds of Christian sects and agree that each has +its angle from which it sees what is visible from no other. Though there +is likely to be error in all such perceptions a considerable portion of +truth must be there, or the sect in question would not survive. It is +safe to say that no sect comes into existence, thrives, and endures, +unless it is to supply that which has been missed elsewhere.</p> + + + +<h3>XII</h3> + + +<p>What place is there then for intersectarian or ecclesiastical arrogance?</p> + +<p>The question is far from foreign to my subject. Fear is what arrogance +feeds upon; fear is what arrogance produces; and arrogance is the +special immorality of churches. To my mind the churches are almost +precluded from combating fear, for the reason that arrogance is to so +marked a degree their outstanding vice.</p> + +<p>The Catholic is arrogant toward the Protestant; the Protestant is +arrogant toward the Catholic; the Anglican is arrogant to him whom he +calls a Dissenter in England, and merely "unchurches" in America; the +Unitarian is arrogant to those whom he thinks less intellectual than +himself; those who believe in the Trinity are arrogant toward the +Unitarian. All other Christian bodies have their own shades of +arrogance, entirely permitted by their codes, like scorn of the weak to +the knights of Arthur's court. An active, recognised, and mutual +arrogance all round is the reason why it is so rare to see any two or +three or half a dozen Christian sects work for any cause in harmony. +Arrogance begets fear as surely and prolifically as certain of the +rodents beget offspring.</p> + +<p>Much has been written during the past fifty years on the beautiful theme +of the reunion of Christendom. Rarely does any great synod or +convention or council meet without some scheme or some aspiration toward +this end. Every now and then a programme is put forth, now by this body, +now by that, with yearning and good intentions. And in every such +programme the same grim humour is to be read behind the brotherly +invitation. "We can all unite—if others will think as we do." Is it any +wonder that nothing ever comes of these efforts? And yet, I am +persuaded, a day will dawn when something will.</p> + + + +<h3>XIII</h3> + + +<p>"When he has come—the Spirit of Truth—he will guide you into all the +truth." That will be in the course of our race-development. As step is +added to step, as milestone is passed after milestone, as we see more +clearly what counts and what doesn't count, as we outgrow childishness, +as we come more nearly to what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the +stature of full-grown men in Christ,"<a href="#fn22"><sup>22</sup></a> we shall do many things that +now seem impossible. Among them I think we shall view intersectarian +arrogance as a mark of enfeebled intelligence. There will come an era of +ecclesiastical climbing down. We shall see more distinctly our own +segment of the arc which our Lord has revealed, and because of that we +shall know that another man sees what we have missed. The Methodist will +then acknowledge that he has much to learn from the Catholic; the +Catholic will know the same of the Baptist; the Anglican of the +Presbyterian; the Unitarian of the Anglican; and a co-operative universe +be reflected in a co-operative Church. Each will lose something of his +present cocksureness and exclusiveness. God will be seen as too big for +any sect, while all the sects together will sink out of sight in God.</p> + +<p>In the meantime we are only working toward that end, but toward it we +are working. Every man who believes in a church is doing something to +bring that end about when he gives a kindly thought to any other church. +I say this the more sincerely owing to the fact that I myself am +naturally bigoted, and such kindly thought does not come to me easily. +There are sects I dislike so much that my eyes jump from the very +paragraphs in the newspapers which mention them. And yet when I curb +myself, when I force myself to read them, when I force myself to read +them sympathetically and with a good wish in my heart, my mental +atmosphere grows wider and I am in a stronger, surer, steadier, and more +fearless world.</p> + +<p>Much criticism has been levelled at the Church within the past few +years; but it should be remembered that the Church no more than +government, no more than business, no more than education, can be ahead +of the only partially developed race of which she is one of the +expressions. She is not yet out of the world of matter, though she is +emerging. In proportion as her concepts, hopes, and aims remain material +she will be as incompetent as any other body with the same handicaps and +limitations. In proportion as she learns to "overthrow arrogant +reckonings and every stronghold that towers high in defiance of the +knowledge of God,"<a href="#fn23"><sup>23</sup></a> she will become the leader of the world, and our +great deliverer from fear.</p> + + + +<h3>XIV</h3> + + +<p>B. Of the trials brought upon us by a world of men perhaps our chief +resentment springs from their unreasonableness. They are not necessary; +they might be avoided; at their worst they could be tempered. For this +reason, too, they take us by surprise. Those who bring them on us seem +captious, thoughtless, cruel. When they could so easily offer us a +helping hand they obstruct us for the mere sport of doing so. People +toward whom we have never had an unkindly thought will often go out of +their way to do us a bad turn.</p> + +<p>I shall not enlarge on this, since most of us are in a position to +enlarge on it for ourselves. There is scarcely an individual for whom +the way, hard enough at any time, has not been made harder by the barbed +wire entanglements which other people throw across his path. Almost +anything we plan we plan in the teeth of someone's opposition; almost +anything with which we try to associate ourselves is fraught with +discords and irritations that often inspire disgust. The worlds in which +co-operation is essential, from that of governmental politics to that of +offices and homes, are centres of animosities and suspicions, and +therefore breeding-grounds of fear.</p> + +<p>I suppose most grown-up people can recall the wounded amazement with +which they first found themselves attacked by someone to whom they were +not conscious of ever having given cause. Some are sensitive to this +sort of thing; some grow callous to it; some are indifferent; and some +are said to enjoy it. In the main I think we are sensitive and remain +sensitive. I have been told by a relative of one of the three or four +greatest living writers of English that the unfavourable comment of a +child would affect him so that he would be depressed for hours. +Statesmen and politicians, I understand, suffer far more deeply in the +inner self than the outer self ever gives a sign of. The fact that our +own weakness or folly or recklessness or wrong-doing lays us open to a +blow is not much consolation when it falls.</p> + + + +<h3>XV</h3> + + +<p>For myself all this became more tolerable when I had fully grasped the +fact that we are still to a considerable degree a race of savages. From +savages one cannot expect too much, not even from oneself. We have +advanced beyond the stage at which one naturally attacked a stranger +simply because he was a stranger, but we have not advanced very far. The +instinct to do one another harm is still strong in us. We do one another +harm when it would be just as easy, perhaps easier, to do one another +good. Just as the Ashanti hiding in the bush will hurl his assegai at a +passer-by for no other reason than that he is passing, so our love of +doing harm will spit itself out on people just because we know +their names.</p> + +<p>Personally I find myself often doing it. I could on the spur of the +moment write as many as twenty names of people of whom I am accustomed +to speak ill without really knowing much about them. I make it an excuse +that they are in the public eye, that I don't like their politics, or +their social opinions, or their literary output, or the things they do +on the stage. Anything will serve so long as it gives me the opportunity +to hurl my assegai as I see them pass. One does it instinctively, +viciously, because like other semi-savages one is undeveloped mentally, +and it is to be expected.</p> + +<p>By expecting it from others half our resentment is forestalled. Knowing +that from a race such as ours we shall not get anything else we learn to +take it philosophically. If I hurl my assegai at another, another hurls +his assegai at me, and in a measure we are quits. Even if, trying to +rise above my inborn savagery, I withhold my assegai, it is no sign that +another will withhold his, and I may be wounded even in the effort to do +my best. Very well; that, too, is to be expected and must be +taken manfully.</p> + +<p>The learning to take it manfully is what as individuals we get out of +it. For the most part we are soft at heart, soft, I mean, not in the +sense of being tender, but in that of being flabby.</p> + +<p>On myself this was borne in less than a year ago. I had for some months +been working hard at a picture-play which when put before the public was +largely misunderstood. While some of the papers praised it others +criticised it severely, but whether they praised or blamed I was seen as +"teaching a lesson," a presumption from which I shrink. It is not that +there is any harm in teaching a lesson if a man is qualified, but I no +longer consider myself qualified. Sharing ideas is one thing, and the +highest pleasure of the reason; but the assumption that because you +suggest an idea you seek to convert is quite another thing. If I failed +to make it plain that in this present book I was merely offering ideas +for inspection, and in the hope of getting others in return, I should +put it in the fire.</p> + +<p>My picture-play once handed over to the public I experienced an intense +reaction of depression. To figure through the country, wherever there +are screens, as "teaching a lesson" seemed more than I could bear. It +<i>was</i> more than I could bear, till it flashed on me that I couldn't bear +it merely because I was inwardly flabby. I was not taking the experience +manfully. I was not standing up to it, nor getting from it that +toughening of the inner fibre which it had to yield. As usual in my +case, owing to an acquaintance with the Bible imparted to me in +childhood, a suggestion from the Bible was that which righted me again +toward cheerfulness. It came, as such things always do, without any +seeking, or other operation beyond that of the subconscious self.</p> + +<p align="center"><i>Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ.</i><a href="#fn24"><sup>24</sup></a></p> + +<p>It was exactly what I needed to do—to endure hardness—to take it—to +bear it—to be more of a man for it. Moreover, the idea was a new +suggestion. I had not understood before that to the conquest of fear the +hardening of the inner man is an auxiliary. My object had been to ward +off fear so that it shouldn't touch me; but to let it strike and rebound +because it could make no impact was an enlarging of the principle. +Viewing the experience as a strengthening process enabled me not only to +go through it but to do so with serenity.</p> + +<p>This, I imagine, is the main thing we are to get out of the struggle +brought on us through living in a world of men such as men are to-day. +It is a pity they are not better, but being no better than they are we +can get that much from the fact—the inner hardening. When, justly or +unjustly, others attack or hurt or worry or anger or annoy me, the +knowledge that through the very trial I am toughening within, where so +often I am without moral muscle, can be a perceptible support.</p> + + + +<h3>XVI</h3> + + +<p>C. Of the two main trials we bring on ourselves I suppose it would be +only right to put sickness first.</p> + +<p>Under sickness I include everything that makes for age, decay, and the +conditions commonly classed as "breaking up." It is becoming more and +more recognised, I think, that physical collapse has generally behind it +a mental cause, or a long series of mental causes too subtle for +tabulation.</p> + +<p>I shall not dwell on this, for the reason that during the past fifty +years so much has been written on the subject. A number of movements for +human betterment have kept the whole idea in the forefront of the public +mind. It is an idea only partially accepted as yet, arousing as much +opposition among the conservative as hope on the part of the +progressive. Since, however, science and religion are both, in their +different ways, working on it together, some principle which can no +longer be questioned is likely to be worked out within the next few +generations.</p> + +<p>All I shall attempt to do now is to re-state what seems to me the +fact—stated by others with knowledge and authority—that God, rightly +understood, is the cure of disease and not the cause of it. There is +something repugnant in the thought of Universal Intelligence +propagating harmful bacteria, and selecting the crises at which we shall +succumb to their effects. The belief that God sends sickness upon us +amounts to neither less nor more than that. The bacilli which we try to +destroy He uses His almighty power to cultivate, so that even our +efforts to protect ourselves become defiances of His Will.</p> + +<p>Surely the following incident, which gives our Lord's attitude toward +disease, affords a reasonable basis for our own.</p> + +<p>"Once He was teaching on the Sabbath in one of the synagogues where a +woman was present who for eighteen years had been a confirmed invalid; +she was bent double, and was unable to lift herself to her full height. +But Jesus saw her, and calling to her, He said to her, 'Woman, you are +free from your weakness.' And He put His hands on her, and she +immediately stood upright and began to give glory to God. Then the +Warden of the Synagogue, indignant that Jesus had cured her on the +Sabbath day, said to the crowd, 'There are six days in the week on +which people ought to work. On those days therefore come and get +yourselves cured, and not on the Sabbath day.' But the Lord's reply to +him was, 'Hypocrites, does not each of you on the Sabbath day untie his +bullock or his ass from the stall and lead him to water? And this woman, +daughter of Abraham as she is, <i>whom Satan had bound</i> for no less than +eighteen years, was she not to be loosed from this chain because it is +the Sabbath day?' When He had said this all His opponents were ashamed, +while the whole multitude was delighted at the many glorious things +continually done by Him."<a href="#fn25"><sup>25</sup></a></p> + +<p>It was not God, in His opinion, who had afflicted this woman; it was +Satan, the personification of all evil. But in order that such +references should not be misunderstood He had said of Satan, only a +short time before, "I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven."<a href="#fn26"><sup>26</sup></a></p> + +<p>Heaven, I take it, is creation as its Creator sees it. "God saw +everything that he had made, and behold it was very good."<a href="#fn27"><sup>27</sup></a> And from +this creation, with the rapidity of the quickest thing we know anything +about, a flash of lightning, our Lord saw the personification of evil +blotted out. What thought had formed thought could destroy. The spectre +which misunderstanding of God had raised in a life in which everything +was <i>very good</i> became nothing at the instant when God was understood.</p> + +<p>The occasion of His speaking the words I have quoted is worth noting as +bearing on the subject.</p> + +<p>A little earlier He had sent out seventy of His disciples to be the +heralds of the Kingdom. "Cure the sick in that town, and tell them the +Kingdom of God is now at your door."<a href="#fn28"><sup>28</sup></a> By this time the seventy had +returned, exclaiming joyfully, "Master, even the demons submit to us +when we utter your name."<a href="#fn29"><sup>29</sup></a> It was apparently the use of this word +<i>demons</i> which called forth from Him that explanation, "I beheld Satan +as lightning fall from heaven." In other words, Satan is the creation of +wrong thought; the demons are the creations of wrong thought. Where the +Universal Good is all there can be no place for evil or evil spirits. +Banish the concept and you banish the thing. The action is as quick as +thought, and thought is as quick as lightning. "I have given you power," +He goes on to add, "to tread serpents and scorpions underfoot, and to +trample on all the power of the Enemy; and in no case shall anything do +you harm."<a href="#fn30"><sup>30</sup></a></p> + +<p>This was no special gift bestowed on them and only on them. God has +never, as far as we can see, dealt in special and temporary gifts. He +helps us to see those we possess already. What our Lord seems anxious to +make clear is the power over evil with which the human being is always +endowed. It is probably to be one of our great future discoveries that +in no case shall anything do us harm. As yet we scarcely believe it. +Only an individual here and there sees that freedom and domination must +belong to us. But, if I read the signs of the times aright, the rest of +us are slowly coming to the same conclusion. We are less scornful of +spiritual power than we were even a few years ago. The cocksure +scientific which in its time was not a whit less arrogant than the +cocksure ecclesiastical is giving place to a consciousness that man is +the master of many things of which he was once supposed to be the slave. +In proportion as the wiser among us are able to corroborate that which +we simpler ones feel by a sixth or seventh sense, a long step will be +taken toward the immunity from suffering which our Lord knew to be +ideally our inheritance.</p> + + + +<h3>XVII</h3> + + +<p>Sickness, age, decay, with all the horrors with which we invest our exit +from this phase of existence, I take to be a misreading of God's +intentions. We shall learn to read better by and by, and have already +begun to do so. To this beginning I attribute the improvement which in +one way or another has taken place in our general health—an +improvement in which science and religion have worked together, often +without perceiving the association—and in the prolonging of youth which +in countries like the British Empire and the United States is, within +thirty or forty years, to be noted easily.</p> + +<p>Misreading of God's intentions I might compare to that misreading of his +parent's intentions which goes on in the mind of every child of six or +seven. He sees the happenings in the household, but sees them in a light +of his own. Years afterwards, when their real significance comes to him, +he smiles at his childish distortions of the obvious.</p> + +<p>In comparison with what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the stature of +full-grown men in Christ," our present rating might be that of a child +of this age. It is no higher. Misreading is all that we are equal to, +but it is something to be able to misread. It is a step on the way to +reading correctly. Though our impulse to learn works feebly it works +restlessly; and a day will surely come when we shall be able to +interpret God aright.</p> + + + +<h3>XVIII</h3> + + +<p>Next to sickness I should place poverty as the second of the two great +trials we bring upon ourselves.</p> + +<p>Under poverty I class all sense of restriction, limitation, and material +helplessness. As the subject will be taken up more in detail elsewhere I +wish for the minute to say no more than this: that, in an existence of +which Growth seems to be the purpose, God could not intend that any of +us should be without full power of expansion.</p> + +<p>What we are worth to him we must be worth as individuals; and what we +are worth as individuals must depend on the peculiar combination of +qualities which goes to make up each one of us. <i>I</i>, poor creature that +I sometimes seem to others and always to myself, am so composed that God +never before had anything exactly like me in the whole round of His +creation. My value lies in a special blend of potentialities. Of the +billions and trillions of human beings who have passed across this +planet not one could ever have done what I can do, or have filled my +place toward God and His designs.</p> + +<p>Among the billions and trillions I may seem trivial—to men. I may even +seem trivial to myself. To such numbers as these I can add so little +when I come, and take away so little from them when I go, that I am not +worth counting. Quite so—to all human reckoning. But my value is not my +value to men; it is not even my value to myself; it is my value to God. +He alone knows my use, and the peculiar beauty I bring to the ages in +making my contribution. It is no presumptuous thing to say that He could +no more spare me than any other father of a normal and loving family +could spare one of the children of his flesh and blood.</p> + +<p>Now, my value to God is my first reckoning. We commonly make it the +last, if we ever make it at all; but it is the first and the ruling one.</p> + +<p>What I am to my family, my country, myself, is all secondary. They +determine only the secondary results. The first results come from my +first relationship, and my first relationship is to God. As the child of +my parents, as a citizen of my country, as a denizen of this planet, my +place is a temporary one. As the son of God I am from everlasting to +everlasting, a splendid being with the universe as my home.</p> + +<p>Now this, it seems to me, is my point of departure for the estimate of +my possible resources. I cannot expect less of the good things of the +universe than God would naturally bestow on His son. To expect less is +to get less, since it is to dwarf my own power of receiving. If I close +the opening through which abundance flows it cannot be strange if I shut +abundance out.</p> + +<p>And that is precisely what we find throughout the human race, millions +upon millions of lives tightly shut against His generosity. The most +generous treatment for which the majority of us look is man's. The only +standard by which the majority of us appraise our work is man's. You +have a job; you get your twenty or thirty or fifty or a hundred dollars +a week for it; and by those dollars you judge your earning capacity and +allow it to be judged. You hardly ever pause to remember that there is +an estimate of earning capacity which measures industry and good will +and integrity and devotion, and puts them above all tricks of trade <i>and +rewards them</i>—rewards them, I mean, not merely in mystical blessings in +eons far off, possibly the highest blessings we shall ever know, but +rewards them in a way that will satisfy you now.</p> + +<p>"He satisfieth the empty soul," writes the psalmist, in one of the +sublimest lyrics ever penned, "and filleth the hungry soul with +goodness."</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course," says the Caucasian. "When you have crushed out all +your present cravings and forgotten them, He will give you joys of which +now you have no conception."</p> + +<p>But are not my present cravings those which count for me? and do they +not make up precisely that character which renders me unique? True, my +longings now may have to the longings I shall one day entertain only the +relation of your little boy's craving for an alphabetic picture-book to +the course in philosophy he will take when he is twenty-five; but so +long as the picture-book is the thing he can appreciate you give it to +him. Is not this common sense? And can we expect the Father of us all to +act in other than common-sense ways?</p> + +<p>It is because we do so expect—because we do so almost universally—that +we have blocked the channels of His blessings. The world is crowded with +men and women working their fingers to the bone, and even so just +squeaking along betwixt life and death and dragging their children after +them. They are the great problem of mankind; they rend the heart with +pity. They rend the heart with pity all the more for the reason that +there is no sense in their poverty. There is no need of it. God never +willed it, and what God never willed can go out of life with the speed +of Satan out of Heaven. We have only to fulfil certain conditions, +certain conditions quite <i>easy</i> to fulfil, to find the stores of the +Universal laid as a matter of course at the feet of the sons of God.</p> + +<p>"Prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of Hosts," are the striking words +of the prophet Malachi, "if I will not open you the windows of heaven +and pour you out a blessing that there shall not be room enough to +receive it.... And all nations shall call you blessed, for ye shall be a +delightsome land,"</p> + + + +<h3>XIX</h3> + + +<p>But it is the old story: we do not believe it. It is too good to be +true, so we put it away from us. In a world where the material is so +pressing we use only material measures, and bow only to material force.</p> + +<p>So be it! That is apparently as far as our race-development takes us. It +takes us into suffering, but not out of it. Individuals have come into +it and worked their way out again; but most of us can go no faster than +the crowd. In that case we must suffer. In a terrible crisis in his +history, and after many sins, David was able to write these words: "I +sought the Lord ... and He delivered me out of all my fears." It is the +royal avenue, and it is open to anyone. And yet if we do not take it, it +still does not follow that all is lost.</p> + +<p>Of the world as it is the outstanding fact is the necessity for +struggle. Struggle may conceivably enter into every other world. There +is something in us which requires it, which craves for it. A static +heaven in which all is won and there is nothing forevermore but to enjoy +has never made much appeal to us. If eternal life means eternal growth +we shall always have something with which to strive, since growth means +overcoming.</p> + +<p>While sorry, then, that we have not released ourselves to a greater +degree than we have, we may take heart of grace from what we have +achieved. We must simply struggle on. Struggle will continue to make and +shape us. Whether our problems spring from a world of matter, from a +world of men, or from ourselves, their solving brings us a fuller grasp +of truth. The progress may be slow but it is progress. Hardship by +hardship, task by task, failure by failure, conquest by conquest, we +pull ourselves up a little higher in the scale. Some day we shall see in +the Universal all that we have been looking for, and be delivered out of +all our fears.</p> + + + +<a name="6"></a> +<h2>Chapter VI</h2> + +<h3>The World As It Is And The False God Of Fear</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>Of all fears the most dogging and haunting are those connected with +money. Everyone knows them, even the rich. For many years I was their +victim, and will now try to tell how I got rid of them so effectively +that I may call it entirely.</p> + +<p>Having a good many responsibilities I lived in terror of not being able +to keep pace with their demands. The dread was like a malign invisible +presence, never leaving me. With much in the way of travel, friendship, +and variety of experience, which I could have enjoyed, the evil thing +was forever at my side. "This is all very well," it would whisper in +moments of pleasure, "but it will be over in an hour or two, and then +you'll be alone with me as before."</p> + +<p>I can recall minutes when the delight in landscape, or art, or social +intercourse, became alien to me, something to be thrust away. Once in +driving through rich, lush, storied Warwickshire on the way to +Stratford-on-Avon—once in a great Parisian restaurant where the +refinement, brilliancy, and luxury of the world seemed crushed into +epitome—once at a stupendous performance of <i>Götterdämmerung</i> at +Munich—once while standing on the shores of a lovely New Hampshire lake +looking up at a mountain round which, as Emerson says, the Spirit of +Mystery hovers and broods—but these are only remembered high points of +a constant dread of not being able to meet my needs and undertakings. +There used to be an hour in the very early morning—"the coward hour +before the dawn," it is called by a poet-friend of my own—when I was in +the habit of waking, only to hear the sleepless thing saying, as my +senses struggled back into play, "My God, can you be sleeping +peacefully, with possible ruin just ahead of you?" After that further +sleep would become impossible for an hour or two, such wakings +occurring, in periods of stress, as often as two and three times a week.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>It was the spiritually minded man whom I have already quoted as giving +me the three great points as to God's direction who first helped me to +see that, on the part of anyone working hard and trying on the whole to +do right, the fear of being left without means amounts in effect to +denial of God. Thinking this over for myself during the course of some +years, this fear has come to seem to me of the nature of blasphemy. It +is like the "Curse God and die," of the wife of Job. I shall not +hesitate to speak strongly on the subject, because so few are speaking +on it strongly—while the urgency is pressing.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>I have already said that it does not seem reasonable that the Father +should put us into His universe to expand, and then deny us the power +of expanding. The power of expanding is not wrapped up in money, but in +the world as it is the independence of the one of the other is not very +great. "One of the hardest things I ever had to do," a mother said to +me, not long ago, "was to tell my little girl that her father and I +could not afford to send her to college." That is what I mean. To most +of us "expanding" and "affording" amount to the same thing.</p> + +<p>True, there are natures which transcend the limitations of "affording," +and by innate strength do what others resign themselves to not doing. +For instance, there are men and women who "put themselves" through +college, doing similar things which bring out the best in their +characters. These are the exceptions; and they are the exceptions +precisely for the reason that, whether they know it or not, they are +nearer than their fellows to the divine working principle. It is not +necessary for us to be conscious of that principle in order to get much +of its result, though consciousness enables us to get more of it. The +strong are strong because of harmony with God, at least to some extent. +They may misuse their strength, as we can misuse anything; but the mere +fact of possessing it shows a certain degree of touch with the +Universal. But I am speaking chiefly of the weak, of those who think +first of all in terms of restriction rather than in those of privilege +to come and go and be and do.</p> + +<p>I repeat that though this privilege is not dependent on money, money +expresses it to the average mind.</p> + +<p>And what is money after all? It is only a counter for what we call +goods. Goods is the word with which, according to our Anglo-Saxon genius +for the right phrase, we sum up the good things with which the Father +blesses His children. The root connection between good, goods, and God +is worth everyone's attention, A hundred dollars is simply a standard of +measurement for so much of God's good things. A thousand dollars +represents so much more; a million dollars so much more again. But it is +important to note that this is not God's standard of measurement; it is +man's, and adopted only for man's convenience.</p> + +<p>As for God's standard of measurement it is inconceivable that the +Universal Father should give to one of His children far more of His +"goods" than he can use, while denying to another that which he is in +absolute need of. The Universal Father could surely not do otherwise +than bless all alike. With His command of resources He must bless all +alike, not by depriving anyone, but by enriching everyone. If everyone +does not enjoy plenty it must be because of the bringing in of some +principle of distribution which could never have been His.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>The right and the wrong principles of distribution are indirectly placed +before us by our Lord in one of the most beautiful passages which ever +fell from human lips. Familiar as it is, I venture to quote it at +length, for the reason that the modern translation makes some of the +points clearer than they are in the King James version which most of us +know best.</p> + +<p>"No man can be the bondservant of two masters; for either he will +dislike one and like the other, or he will attach himself to one and +think slightingly of the other. You cannot be the bondservants both of +God and of gold. For this reason I charge you not to be over-anxious +about your lives, inquiring what you are to eat or what you are to +drink, nor yet about your bodies, inquiring what clothes you are to put +on. Is not the life more precious than its food, and the body than its +clothing? Look at the birds which fly in the air; they do not sow or +reap or store up in barns, but your Heavenly Father feeds them; are you +not of much greater value than they? Which of you by being over-anxious +can add a single foot to his height? And why be anxious about clothing? +Learn a lesson of the wild lilies. Watch their growth. They neither toil +nor spin, and yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his +magnificence could array himself like one of these. And yet if God so +clothes the wild herbage which to-day flourishes and to-morrow is cast +into the oven, is it not much more certain that he will clothe you, you +men of little faith? Do not even begin to be anxious, therefore, saying, +'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' +For all these are questions that Gentiles are always asking; but your +Heavenly Father knows that you need these things—all of them. But make +His Kingdom and righteousness your chief aim, and then these things +shall be given you in addition. Do not be over-anxious, therefore, about +to-morrow, for to-morrow will bring its own cares. Enough for each day +are its own troubles."</p> + +<p>In this passage there are two points, each of which may merit a few +words as a means of eliminating fear.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>The first point is the reference to what we are to make our "chief +aim"—the Kingdom of God and righteousness.</p> + +<p>I feel sure we generally miss the force of these words through our +Caucasian sanctimoniousness. We can think of God's Kingdom and +righteousness only in the light of the pietistic. The minute they are +mentioned we strike what I have already called our artificial pose, our +funereal frame of mind. I am not flippant when I say that in the mind of +the Caucasian the first step toward seeking the Kingdom of God and +righteousness is in pulling a long face. We can hardly think of +righteousness except as dressed in our Sunday clothes, and looking and +feeling wobegone. To most of us the seeking of righteousness suggests at +once an increase in attending church services, or going to +prayer-meetings, or making missionary efforts—excellent practices in +themselves—according to the form of pietism we are most familiar with. +Those of us who have no form of pietism feel cut off from making the +attempt at all.</p> + +<p>Oh, to be simple!—to be natural!—to be spontaneous!—to be free from +the concept of a God shut up within the four walls of a building and +whose chief interests are the sermon and the number of parishioners! +The Kingdom of God is the Universal Kingdom, including everyone and +everything—all interests, all commerce, all government, all invention, +all art, all amusement, all the staid pursuits of the old and all the +ardour of the young, all sport, all laughter, all that makes for +gladness. It is the Kingdom of the bird and the flower and the horse and +the motor-car and the motion-picture house and the office and the +theatre and the ballroom and the school and the college and everything +else that man has evolved for himself. He has evolved these things +wrongly because nine times out of ten he has seen them as outside God's +Kingdom, instead as being God's own undertakings because they are ours. +All that we have to do to seek His Kingdom is to do what we are doing +every day, with energy and fun, but to do it knowing we are His agents +and co-workers. As a matter of fact, most of us are, to some extent, +doing that already, getting food, shelter, clothing, and all other +necessary things as our reward. What we do not get is relief from fear, +because we do not understand that fear above all things is what He +would take away from us.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>The second point is a curious one, and all the more emphatic for being +curious. Our Lord invents a false god. He names the false god of fear, +who was never named before. Mammon is the word which the modern +translator gives as gold. As Mammon it is translated in the Authorised +Version, whence we get the familiar phrase, "Ye cannot serve God +and Mammon."</p> + +<p>But Mammon was never the name of an idol or other form of false deity. +The word, which is Syriac, means money. Our Lord, apparently, made it +the name of a false god in order to set before us, and make vivid to us, +a false principle.</p> + +<p>That false principle is in the belief that the material essentials for +living and expanding are dependent on man's economic laws.</p> + +<p>This is a point of vast importance to the individual who desires to +strike out beyond the crowd, not only getting what he needs, but +ridding himself of fear.</p> + +<p>The law of supply and demand is the most practical which the human race +in its present stage has been able to evolve. That it is not an ideal +law is obvious. There are ways in which it works, and ways in which it +does not. When the Christians began to act for themselves they +established a community of goods, such as had obtained among the little +band who gathered round our Lord. Almost at once it was given up, +presumably as being too advanced for the existing world of men. I +suppose we might say the same of the various systems of Socialism and +Communism urged on us at the present day. However good they may be, we +are not ready to put them into practice. That, I judge—without +positively knowing—is the reason why certain great Christian bodies +oppose both. These bodies, I assume, are not hostile to equal +distribution in itself, but only to equal distribution before men are +developed to a stage at which it would be wise.</p> + +<p>But my point is independent of all men's theories, and rests simply on +the fact that, whatever the law of man, God is not bound by it.</p> + +<p>If we can believe the Old and New Testaments—which, of course, some of +us do not—He has shown on many, many occasions that He is far from +being bound by it. Time after time He comes to the individual's relief +according to His own law. We reject these occurrences as mythical on the +ground that the laws of supply and demand—and some other laws as law is +understood by us—do not support them; and yet it is in the power of the +individual to test the truth for himself.</p> + +<p>That is one of the burdens of both Testaments. The individual is +implored to see the only real system for the distribution of "goods" as +God's. It is not expressed in that way, but that is what it comes to. +God owns and disposes of everything. He has not put us into His Universe +and left us to fend for ourselves. He follows us. He cares for us. Not +one is forgotten or overlooked by Him. It is personal watching and +brooding and defence. He is our Father, not merely for the purpose of +hearing us sing hymns, and forgiving our sins when we stop committing +them, but for all our aims and objects. Nothing that concerns us is so +small but that His Infinite Intelligence follows it; no need of ours is +so large but that His All-Ownership can meet it. "Do not two sparrows +sell for a half-penny?" is our Lord's illustration on this point, "yet +not one of them will fall to the ground without your Father's leave. But +as for you," He reasons, in order that we may understand the +infinitesimal nature of God's care, "the very hairs on your heads are +all numbered. Away then with fear!"<a href="#fn31"><sup>31</sup></a></p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + +<p>Away then with fear, because our first and over-ruling and +all-determining relationship is to Him.</p> + +<p>In eliminating money-fears from my own life that was the fact which +helped me most. I had not only to seize it intellectually, but to get +what William James calls the "feeling" of it, the apprehension of it in +my subconsciousness. It was like acquiring a new instinct. The +<i>Metanoia</i>, the re-directing of my thought, was a thorough and +basic change.</p> + +<p>It meant getting up in the morning with a new conception as to why I was +working and for whom. I had taken it for granted hitherto that I was +working for such and such a firm, for as much money as they would pay +me. As much money as they would pay me was the limit of my expectation. +Beyond the law of supply and demand I had no vision; and whenever the +demand fell short fear was the result.</p> + +<p>The change in my base was in seeing that working for such and such a +firm, for as much money as they would pay me, was merely incidental. It +was secondary. It was not what determined my position. It was not what +determined my reward. It was a small way of looking at a situation which +was big. It was a small way of looking at a situation which was big, +merely to confine my objective to such selling and buying as goes on in +the planet called the Earth. I was working for the Master of the +Universe, who had all the resources of the universe with which to pay me +for what I was worth <i>to Him</i>.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>It is this last fact, as I have hinted already, which fixes my true +value. To the firm for which I am working I am worth so many dollars and +cents, and if for any reason I am unable to do their work they will get +someone else who can. I am not essential to them in any way, however +essential they may be to me. It is my part to "keep my job," since if I +don't I may find it hard to get another. If I do get another it will be +on the same principle, of being paid what I can be made to work for, and +not a penny more.</p> + +<p>But in working for the Master of the Universe I am working for One to +whom I am essential. My "job" could not be "swung" by anyone else, since +everyone else is essential to the swinging of his own. I am not "taken +on" to do what anyone else could do as well; I am positively needed for +this thing and for no other thing.</p> + +<p>The nature of "this thing" for which I am needed may be seen in the +obvious duties of my situation—as regards my family, my employers, and +my surroundings, which sum up my responsibilities toward men in general. +No explanation of myself can be independent of men in general, since my +work is for them in its final aim. If I forget them I forget God, God +expressing Himself to me through men in general, as through my family +and my employers in particular.</p> + +<p>Incidentally, then, I work for men, but essentially and consciously I +work for God, and look to God for my recompense.</p> + +<p>Now God is the most generous of all paymasters. It is natural enough +that He should be so. He who delights in the grace of a bird or the +colour of a flower must delight in a man in proportion to a man's higher +place in the creative scale. As our Lord points out, that is no more +than common sense. And, delighting in us as He does, God could not +possibly stint us in what we earn from Him. Merely to suppose so is to +dishonour Him. A large part of His joy must be in our joy.</p> + +<p>The simplest way in which I can express it is that in consciously trying +to work with God, not man, as our employer, things happen to us which, +to the best of our foresight, would not have happened otherwise. Often +they seem accidental, and possibly we ascribe them to accident till the +coincidences become too numerous to explain by coincidence and nothing +more. It constantly happens to myself, for instance, to find the whole +solution of some tangled financial problem hanging on the chance turning +of my steps to someone's office, and the chance turning of the +conversation to some specific observation. Chance is the explanation +which comes to me first, till I reflect on the finespun chain which +brought me to that particular spot and those particular words. Leading +is what I see then; and seeing it once I am more confident of being led +the next time. The next time, therefore, I am the less afraid, having +the definite experience to support me.</p> + +<p>There are millions of men and women to whom life brings no more than the +monotony of a treadmill round, year in and year out, with a cramping of +mind, spirit, and ambition, who might have been free had they measured +themselves by God's standards and not by men's. It is simply the taking +of a point of view, and adjusting the life to it. In doing one's work +primarily for God, the fear of undue restriction is put, sooner or +later, out of the question. He pays me and He pays me well. He pays me +and He will not fail to pay me. He pays me not merely for the rule of +thumb task which is all that men recognise, but for everything else I +bring to my job in the way of industry, good intention, and +cheerfulness. If the Lord loveth a cheerful giver, as St Paul says, we +may depend upon it that He loveth a cheerful worker; and where we can +cleave the way to His love there we find His endless generosity.</p> + +<p>In my own case this generosity has most frequently been shown in +opening doors for me where I saw nothing but blank walls. He has made +favourable things happen. It may be said that they would have happened +anyhow; but when they have happened on my looking to Him, and have not +happened when I did not look to Him, it is only fair to draw the +conclusion that He was behind the event.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>It may also be urged that if there was really a God who delighted in us +He would make favourable things happen to us whether we looked to Him or +not. So He does. Every life, even among those who never think of Him, is +full of such occurrences. Every individual gets some measure of supply +for his necessities, and in many instances a liberal one. God's sun +rises on the wicked as well as on the good, and His rain falls on those +who do right and those who do wrong.</p> + +<p>At the same time there is a force generated by working consciously with +Him which we have to go without when we disregard Him. It is not, I +suppose, that He refuses to co-operate with us, but that it is out of +our power to co-operate with Him. If His is the only right way to our +success and prosperity, and we are, to any extent, taking the wrong, it +stands to reason that to that extent we must fail.</p> + +<p>It is doubtless for this reason that our Lord emphasises seeking His +righteousness as well as His Kingdom. His Kingdom might be roughly +defined as His power; righteousness as the right way of doing anything. +But you never obtain power by going the wrong way to work; whereas by +working in the right way you get your result. The conclusion is obvious.</p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>It is often objected to the point of view I have been trying to express +that so much weight is thrown on material blessing. God gives spiritual +rewards, it is contended, not material ones. To expect the material from +Him is to make Him gross, and to become gross ourselves.</p> + +<p>And yet those who put forth this objection are doing their utmost to +secure material comforts, and to make material provision for the future. +Are they doing it independently of God? Are they working in a medium +into which God cannot enter? Is it argued for a single minute that +"goods" are not God's good things, and that money is not their token? +True, the love of money is the root of all evil. Of course—when you +separate money from God, as Caucasians mostly do; not when you take +money as one of the material symbols for God's love toward his sons.</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact, we dig a gulf between the material and the +spiritual which does not exist. We have seen that modern physical +science is showing us how near to spirit matter comes, while it is +highly probable that further research will diminish even the slight +existing difference between them. Matter may really be considered as our +sensuous misreading of the spiritual. That is to say, God sees one +thing; our senses see another. In the wild lily cited by our Lord our +senses see a thing exquisite in form and colour; and yet, relatively +speaking, it is no more than a distortion of what God beholds and +delights in. It is a commonplace fact that, even within the limitations +of the senses, our sense-faculties perceive few things, if anything, +quite accurately. Matter may therefore be considered as our wrong view +of what God sees rightly. Both for Him and for us the object is there; +but it is there with higher qualities than we can appreciate or +understand.</p> + +<p>The situation is not unknown among ourselves. A picture by a great +master hangs on a wall. Two men look at it—the one with an expert +knowledge of painting, the other with none. The untrained eye will +translate into daubs of colour and meaningless forms what the skilled +understanding will perceive as a masterly setting forth of beauty. So +the good things—the "goods"—with which God blesses us, as well as the +money which is their symbol, may be taken as having to God a meaning +which they do not possess for us, but not as being outside the sphere +of His interest and control.</p> + + + +<h3>XI</h3> + + +<p>It is the tendency to puts "goods" and money outside the sphere of His +interest and control which has impelled us—and perhaps the Caucasian +especially—to have one God for the spiritual and another for the +material. We try to serve God and Mammon to an extent far beyond +anything we are generally aware of. It is not merely the individual who +is doing it; it is part of our collective, social, and national life. +Our civilisation is more or less based on the principle.</p> + +<p>It is a mistake to suppose that a formal belief in One Almighty, +All-knowing, All-loving God has, to the immense majority of us, ever +been more than an ideal. It is a mistake to suppose that because the +false god is no longer erected before us in silver or stone he is no +longer served. The world has never outgrown idolatry, the so-called +Christian world no more than any other. "Dear children," are the words +with which St. John closes one of his epistles, "guard yourselves from +idols." He at least did not think that the idol had been forsaken +because the use of his name was given up.</p> + +<p>We may define as a god any force to which we ascribe a supreme and +controlling power in our lives. It is of little consequence whether or +not we give it name and personality, so long as that force rules us. So +long, too, as it wields a power which the One God does not, so long as +we make the false god greater than the true, and more influential.</p> + +<p>This is no mere figure of speech; it is fact. We have never guarded +ourselves from idols. We have never done more toward recognising the +Father than the putting Him in the pantheon with our other gods. Even +though we have inscribed the whole pantheon with His name, the other +gods have been in it.</p> + + + +<h3>XII</h3> + + +<p>I have said that our whole collective life is based on the principle of +one God for the soul and another for the body; and so it is. In what we +call our temporal life God gets only a formal recognition, while Mammon +is the referee. Beyond the controlling power of money we have no vision, +and we see no laws. The sphere of material productivity being one in +which, according to our foregone conclusion, God does not operate, we +have to make the controlling power of money our only practical standard. +It has its laws—chiefly the laws of supply and demand—within whose +working we human beings are caught like flies in spider-webs. Though we +struggle, and know we are struggling, we take it for granted that there +is nothing to do but struggle, and struggle vainly. We take it for +granted that we are born into a vast industrial spider-web, whence there +is no possibility of getting out, and in which we can only churn our +spirits rebelliously. In proportion as God is a God of love, Mammon is a +god of torture; but such is our supineness of spiritual energy that we +go on serving Mammon.</p> + + + +<h3>XIII</h3> + + +<p>But I am writing only for the individual. I am trying to suggest to him +that however much his race, his nation, his society, may serve Mammon, +he is free to renounce the idol and escape the idol's laws. Escaping the +idol's laws he comes within the realm of God's laws; and coming within +the realm of God's laws he reaches the region of plenty.</p> + +<p>He may be the poorest and most ill-paid labourer; but God will recognise +his industry not in proportion to its technical skill, but according to +the spiritual excellence which goes into it. Technical skill depends +largely on the right man finding the right job; but as our world is +organised at present the right man, more often than not, is put into the +wrong job and has to do his best with it. God sees and estimates that +best; and as surely as He makes His sun to rise and His rain to fall +will give it its just compensation.</p> + + + +<h3>XIV</h3> + + +<p>Our industrial questions are primarily spiritual. That is why they can +never be settled on a purely economic basis, and why every attempt to +settle them on a purely economic basis leads to conditions more confused +than those from which we have emerged. The so-called purely economic +basis is the basis where only Mammon's laws are considered, and God's +are held to be impractical.</p> + +<p>Quite so! But even then the individual is free. Working with God he is +always master of the situation as it affects <i>him</i>.</p> + +<p>The problem of Capital and Labour, for example, has, in one form or +another, been before the world for thousands of years. The more acute it +becomes the further we are from a solution, and were never so far from a +solution as we are to-day. Poverty, again, is the canker at the heart of +both Church and State, and has been so in every stage of our +civilisation. In 1921 it is no more under control than it was in the +days of Charlemagne or Attila or Xerxes. Charitable efforts to relieve +it have proved as effective as tickling with a feather to cure disease. +Or again, high prices and low wages, high wages creating high prices, +resented conditions leading to strikes, strikes bringing confusion to +both wages and prices alike—these things perplex the most clear-sighted +among us, compelling us to wonder as to what new troubles we are heaping +up. Or again, taxes crippling incomes and gnawing at the heart of +industry vex us each year with a sense of the futility of all man's +efforts for the common good, and the uselessness of our energies. These +difficulties, with many kindred ones, are the working of the laws of +Mammon. The case is simple. We shall never be free from the difficulties +till we are free from the laws. The bondservants of Mammon will go on +from misery to misery, till the will which opposes God is broken down. +There is no other way. The colossal disintegration of the world now +taking place before our eyes may be the beginning of this end.</p> + + + +<h3>XV</h3> + + +<p>But I return to the point I have emphasised already, the only point to +this book. The individual can act on his own account. He does not have +to wait till the race as a whole gives up the service of Mammon, or even +the nation to which he belongs. He can set <i>himself</i> free, and enjoy the +benefits of freedom.</p> + +<p>There must be many to whom, as to myself, the kingdom of heaven will +really be at hand when they are delivered from the snares and +entanglements of man's economic systems. Caught in those systems, +imprisoned in them, more hopelessly enmeshed the more they struggle to +save themselves, the suggestion that a change in point of view will take +us out of them will seem to some of us too amazing to be true.</p> + +<p>Nothing will prove it true but a man's own experience. Mine will +convince nobody; no other man's can convince me. Demonstration must be +personal before we can make anything our own. But the fact remains, as +sure as the surest thing we know anything about, that the law of Mammon +does not work, while the law of God does work, and will work for anyone +who calls it to his aid.</p> + +<p>No one who has ever seen the early morning trains into any great city +vomiting forth their hundreds of thousands of men and women, trudging +more or less dispiritedly to uncongenial jobs, can have felt anything +but pity for so many lives squeezed into the smallest possible +limitations. Admitting cheerfulness, admitting a measure of content, and +a larger measure of acceptance of what can't be helped, there still +remains over these hordes the shadow of a cloud from which they know +they never will escape. Clerks, factory hands, tradesmen, working men +and women of every stamp and occupation, they bow to the fact that they +will always work hard at tasks which are rarely their own choice, that +they will always work for little money, that they will always be denied +their desires for expansion; that as it was with their fathers and +mothers before them, so it will be with them, and so it will be with +their children after them.</p> + +<p>With the supineness of our race most of them force themselves to be +satisfied with what comes. But here and there is a rebel. Here and there +is a man or a woman who feels that joyless work, and small pay, and +little or nothing to look forward to, are cruel elements in life, not +fair, not just, on the part of God or man. But what can they do? They +are in man's economic machine. The machine turns round and they turn +with it. They can do nothing else but turn with it. They see no prospect +except of turning with it till they die.</p> + +<p>It is out of such men and women that our modern world breeds +revolutionists, that exalted and yet dangerous band who seek redress +from the laws of Mammon by appealing <i>to</i> the laws of Mammon, so making +confusion worse confounded.</p> + + + +<h3>XVI</h3> + + +<p>A revolution indeed is needed; but a revolution in point of view.</p> + +<p>Political revolution, for the sake of righting governmental abuses, +has been known to produce beneficent results.</p> + +<p>Material revolution, the attack of the poor on the rich to take away +their possessions, has never achieved anything. Many a time it has been +tried, and many a time it has failed. Being part of the system of Mammon +it could do nothing else than fail. The evils which Mammon has wrought +Mammon will never remedy. There may be instances in history of economic +cures for economic ills; but I think they are few. In general such cures +are of the nature of our "settlements" of strikes. They settle to-day +what is again unsettled to-morrow, leaving the work to be done all over +again, and so on into a far future.</p> + +<p>The revolution in point of view has these great advantages:</p> + +<p>First, it contains within it the seeds of success, since it is +revolution toward God, the owner of the Earth and the fulness thereof; +Next, it takes place within the individual himself, doing no one +else any harm;</p> + +<p>Lastly, it does not run counter to man's economic laws; it only uses and +transcends them. It directs and corrects them. Working along their lines +it stimulates their fruit. Letting the inner man out of the economic +trap it sets him in a world in which first, and last, and before +everything else, he is God's servant in God's pay. God's pay being sure, +and paid in the way we need it, we no longer have money-fear to be +afraid of. Money-fear being set aside we can the more easily give +ourselves to the knowledge that "the Kingdom of God does not consist of +eating and drinking, but of right conduct, peace, and joy, through the +Holy Spirit; and whoever in this way devotedly serves Christ, God takes +pleasure in him, and men commend him highly."<a href="#fn32"><sup>32</sup></a></p> + + + +<h3>XVII</h3> + + +<p>And lest what I have said should seem fanciful or chimerical let me add +that I am not saying these things merely on my own responsibility. To +my certain knowledge there are hundreds of thousands—some millions—of +people throughout the world who at this very minute are living according +to this principle, and proving that it works in practical effect.</p> + +<p>Neither am I speaking theoretically, as I have tried to make plain. To a +degree that convinces myself I have made the demonstration. Where my +life was like a dark and crooked lane in which I might easily be lost, +it has now become as an easy and open highway; where money-fear was the +very air I breathed, it is now no more than a nebulous shred on a far +horizon. Money-fear comes occasionally; but only as the memory of pain +to a wound which you know to be healed. It comes; but, like Satan out of +Heaven, I can cast it from me with a thought.</p> + + + +<a name="7"></a> +<h2>Chapter VII</h2> + +<h3>The False God Of Fear And The Fear Of Death</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>The fear of death was greatly diminished for me on grasping the +principle of everlasting Growth.</p> + +<p>This principle we gather from whatever we know of life. Our observation +of life is, of course, limited to this planet; but as far as it goes it +shows us a persistent and perpetual system of development. We have only +to let our imaginations go back to the first feeble stirrings of life in +the ooze of the primeval seas, contrasting that with what it became in +Plato, Sophocles, St. Peter, St. Paul, Raphael, Shakespeare, and Darwin, +to see how high the climb upward has reached. Jesus of Nazareth I put on +a plane to which we have not yet attained, though in sight as the great +objective.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>That the same law operates in the individual life is a matter of +everyone's experience. Such knowledge as each man has of himself is that +of a growing entity. Each year, each day, expands him a little further, +with increased fulness of character. At thirty he is more than he was at +twenty; at fifty more than he was at thirty; at eighty more than he was +at fifty. Nothing but a perverted mortal point of view stands in the way +of further expansion still.</p> + +<p>The perverted mortal point of view is one of the impulses we have to +struggle with. The mortal tendency, which means the deadly tendency, +always seeks to kill whatever has the principle of life. This tendency +is in every one of us; but in some of us more than in others.</p> + +<p>You can see it at work in the morbid mind, in the mind that is easily +depressed, and in the mind that easily closes.</p> + +<p>Perhaps it is in this last that it becomes our most pernicious enemy. +The closing mind is found in all our ranks; the closed mind is the +deadwood of all our professions. It is not only deadwood; it is +death-in-life, the foe of the developing life-principle, the enemy of +the Holy Ghost.</p> + +<p>That the dead mind should be found among people who have had few +intellectual advantages is not surprising. On them it is forced from +without, by sheer pressure of circumstance. Where it is most painful is +precisely where it does most harm, among the classes we call +professional. There, too, it seems commonest. Lawyers, doctors, +clergymen, teachers, writers, politicians, business men with dead minds +choke all the highways of life. To the extent that they have influence +they are obstacles to progress; but sooner or later the time comes when +they no longer have influence. Life shelves them on the plea that they +are old; but that is not the reason. They are shelved because they have +killed their minds, becoming living dead men.</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact, one of the most valuable of our social and +national assets is the old man who has kept his mind open. Found all too +rarely, he is never shelved, for the reason that life cannot do without +him. Having the habit of expansion he continues to expand, keeping +abreast of youth and even a little in advance of it. The exception +rather than the rule, there is no reason why he should not be the +racial type.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>He is not the racial type because so many of us begin to die almost as +soon as we have begun to live. Our very fear of the death-principle +admits it into our consciousness. Admitted into our consciousness it +starts its work of killing us. It wrinkles the face, it turns the hair +grey, it enfeebles the limbs, it stupefies the brain. One of its most +deadly weapons is fatigue, or the simulation of fatigue. The tired +business man, who rules American life, is oftener than not a dead +business man. If he looked ahead he would see what we idiomatically know +as his "finish." He is not only dying but he infuses death into +manners, literature, and art, since he so largely sets the standard +which becomes the rule.</p> + +<p>War on the death-principle should be, it seems to me, one of the aims to +which the individual gives his strength; and once more he can do it on +his own account.</p> + +<p>In the first place, he can watch himself, that he does not mentally +begin to grow old. To begin mentally to grow old is to begin mentally to +die. He must think of himself as an expanding being, not as a +contracting one. He must keep in sympathetic touch with the new, damning +the know-it-all frame of mind. He must keep in sympathetic touch with +youth, knowing that youth is the next generation in advance. The secrets +of one generation are not those of another; but if he who possesses the +earlier masters also the later he is that much the richer and wiser. The +gulf which separates parents and children is one which the parents must +cross. They can work onward, while the children cannot work backward. Up +to a certain point the older teach the younger; beyond a certain point +the younger teach the older. He who would go on living and not begin to +die must be willing to be taught, reaping the harvest of both youth +and age.</p> + +<p>In the second place, he who would live must not kill anyone else. The +deadly tendency in ourselves is forever at work on those about us, +chiefly on those we love. We watch, tabulate, and recount their symptoms +of decay. Making notes of them for ourselves we discourse of them to +others. "He begins to look old," is a commonplace. The response will +probably emphasise the fact. By response to response we spin round a +friend the age-web which lengthens into the death-web. In our expressive +American vernacular we speak of "wishing" conditions on others, an +instinctive folk-recognition of the force of mentality. We do it in a +sinister sense more often than by way of helpfulness. We "wish" by +thinking, by talking, by creating an atmosphere, by forcing things into +the general consciousness. Old age and decay, bad enough in themselves, +we intensify by our habits of mind. Death, which in any case awaits our +friends, we woo to them by anticipations of demise. It is not +ill-intentioned. It comes out of a subconsciousness in which death and +not life is the base.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>For most of us the fear of death is a subconscious rather than an active +fear. It becomes active for those who through illness, or in some other +way, see a sentence of death hanging over them; but during the greater +part of the life-span we are able to beat it off.</p> + +<p>As to the life-span itself there is reason to suppose that it is meant +to be more regular than man allows it to become. There may easily be an +"appointed time" to which we do not suffer ourselves, or each other, to +attain. Those strange, inequalities by which one human being is left to +pass over the century mark, another is cut off just when he is most +needed, while a third does no more than touch this plane for an hour or +two, may be the results of our misreadings of God's Will, and not the +decrees of that Will itself.</p> + +<p>We are here on ground which may be termed that of speculation; and yet +speculation is not quite the right word. I dare to think that we have +reached a stage of our development at which we are entitled to make with +regard to death certain inferences which were hardly possible before our +time. We may make them timidly, with all hesitation and reserve, aware +that we cannot propound them as facts; and yet we may make them. The +human mind is no longer where it was a hundred years ago, still less +where it was five hundred years ago. Though we make little progress we +make some. We are not always marking time on the same spot of ignorance +and helplessness. What is mystery for one age is not of necessity +mystery for another. Even when mysteries remain, they do not of +necessity remain without some hint of a dawn which may broaden into day. +Many of our most precious illuminations have come in just this way; a +faint light—which slowly, feebly, through centuries perhaps, waxes +till it becomes a radiance.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>I talked some time ago to an orthodox Christian lady whose brother had +recently died, and who was speaking of death.</p> + +<p>"The one mystery," she called it, "on which no single ray of light has +been vouchsafed in all the ages man has been on earth."</p> + +<p>I did not agree with her, but knowing her to be an orthodox Christian +lady I did not venture to express my opinion.</p> + +<p>But hers is the position which many, perhaps most, of us take. "No one +has ever come back," we say, "to tell us what his experience has been," +and we drop the subject there. Not only do we drop the subject there, +but we resent it if everyone else does not drop the subject there. "God +has hidden it from us," we declare, "and what He has hidden from us it +is presumption for us to pry into." It is useless to urge the fact that +this way of reasoning would have kept us still in the Stone Age; we are +not to be reached by argument.</p> + +<p>Let me say at once that I am not taking up the question of the psychic, +or entering into it at all. I shall keep myself to the two points of +view which have helped me, as an individual, to overcome, to some +degree, the fear of death, considering them in reverse order from that +in which I have mentioned them. Those two points of view are:</p> + +<p>A. That, according to God's Will, we come into this phase of being for +an "appointed time" which we do not always reach;</p> + +<p>B. That we pass out of this phase of being as we came into it, for +Growth.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>A. The question of an appointed time seems important chiefly to the +right understanding of God's love. Between us and the understanding of +that love bereavement is often a great obstacle. Oftener still it is a +great puzzle. I do not have to catalogue the conditions in which the +taking away of men, women, and children, sorely needed here if for no +other purpose than to love, has moved us to deep perplexity, or to +something like a doubt of God. We have probably all known cases where +such tragedy has driven sufferers to renounce God altogether, and to +curse Him. Some of us who have been smitten may have come near to doing +this ourselves, or may have done it.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>I have already spoken of the Caucasian's habit of shuffling off on God +those ills for which he will not face the responsibility himself, and I +am inclined to think that this is one of them. In my own experience the +explanation of "God's Will" made to the mother of a little family left +fatherless, or to the parents of a dead baby, or to a young man with a +young wife in her coffin, has always been revolting. I have made it; I +have tried, on the faith of others, to think it must be so. I have long +since ceased to think it, and feel happier for not crediting the +Universal Father with any such futile tricks.</p> + +<p>I should not go so far as to say that we human beings have misapplied +the laws of life in such a way as to kill those who are dear to us; +rather, I think, we have never learned those laws except in their merest +rudiments. We are not yet prepared to do more than bungle the good +things offered us on earth, and more or less misuse them. We misuse them +ourselves; we teach others to misuse them; we create systems of which +the pressure is so terrible that under it the weak can do nothing but +die. We give them no chance. We squeeze the life out of them. And then +we say piously, "The blessed Will of God!"</p> + +<p>As an illustration of what I mean let me cite the two following cases +among people I have known:</p> + +<p>A young lady belonging to a family of means was found to be suffering +from incipient tuberculosis. The doctors ordered her to Saranac. To +Saranac she went, with two nurses. Within eighteen months she was home +again, quite restored to health. This was as it should have been.</p> + +<p>At the same time I knew a car-conductor, married some six or seven +years, and the father of three children. He, too, was found to be +suffering from incipient tuberculosis. He, too, was ordered to Saranac. +But having a wife and three children to support, Saranac was out of the +question. He went on conducting his car till his cough became +distressing, whereupon he was "fired." A minimum allowance from his +church kept the family from starvation, while the nearest approach to +Saranac that could be contrived was an arrangement by which he slept +with his head out the window. In course of time he died, and his widow +was exhorted to submit to the Will of God.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>I cite the latter case as typical of millions and millions of deaths of +the kind at which we stand aghast at God's extraordinary rulings. Why is +it, we ask, that He snatches away those who are needed, leaving those +who might be spared? As to the latter part of the question I have +nothing to say; but when it comes to "snatching away" I feel it +important to "absolve God" of the blame for it.</p> + +<p>In the instance I have quoted the blame for it is clear. Falling on no +one individual, it does fall on an organisation of life which gives all +the chances to some, denying them to others. So long as we feel unable +to improve on this organisation we shall have these inequalities. But +let us face honestly the consequences they bring. Let us not confuse all +the issues of life and death as we do, by saddling the good and +beautiful Will of God with the ills we make for ourselves.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>All untimely bereavement is, of course, not of the nature of the above +illustration. And yet I venture to believe that in all untimely +bereavement some similar explanation could be found. For example, in the +intervals of writing these lines I have been reading a recent biography +of Madame de Maintenon. In it is a chapter describing the series of +catastrophes which fell on Louis the Fourteenth, and the French kingdom, +within little more than a twelvemonth. His son and heir, his grandson, +the second heir, his great-grandson, the third heir, the second heir's +wife, and still another grandson were all carried off by smallpox. In +the apartments of Madame de Maintenon, his wife, the aged monarch was +counselled to submit to the awful Will of God which saw fit thus to +smite him. What no one perceived was that by crowding round the bed of +each sufferer in turn the survivors courted contagion.</p> + +<p>But, there again, it is not much more than a century since this fact +became known to anyone. Easily within living memory is the discovery +that disease is due to bacteria. Our whole system of sanitation is of +recent development, and obtains only among the English and the Americans +even now. In many parts of Europe and America, to say nothing of Asia +and Africa, people still live as in the Middle Ages, and infant +mortality is appalling. Those of us who pay most attention to sanitary +laws live unhealthily, diminishing our powers to resist attack. I +mention these facts, not as making a list of them, but to indicate the +many causes through which we bring bereavement on ourselves, when the +Will of God would naturally make for survival and happiness.</p> + +<p>It must never be forgotten that in this phase of our existence we never +carry out that Will except to a remote degree. We only struggle towards +doing it. When great sorrows come it is because in the struggle we have +not been successful. Either we ourselves have failed; or the failure of +others affects us indirectly. While God's Will may be for our happiness, +we can attain to neither the happiness nor the Will—as yet.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, we would not have it otherwise. In our more thoughtless or +more agonised minutes we are likely to cry out for a life in which the +conditions ensuring our happiness could not so easily miscarry; but that +would mean a static life, and a static life, above all things, we will +not endure. As already seen, we ask for difficulties to conquer, +successes to achieve. To contend is our instinct, not to be passive +and enjoy.</p> + +<p>Difficulties to conquer can only exist side by side with the possibility +of not conquering them. The victory which is merely a walk-over is +scarcely a victory. Achievement counts only when something has been +overcome. Even then the overcoming of one thing merely spurs us on to +overcome another. To rest on our laurels is doom. For a race which has +the infinite as its goal the word must be on and on. The static heaven +of bearing palms and playing harps and bliss, which the naïve +interpretation of our fathers drew from the imagery of the Apocalypse, +has long since made us rebellious. Something to strive for we demand, +even at the risk of bereavement.</p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>It is at once the disadvantage and the glory of our own generation that +it is only on the fourth or fifth step of the stairway by which we are +climbing. But at least it is heir to the conquests which go to its stage +of advance. Untimely bereavement is less common to-day than it was a +few centuries ago; it is more common to-day than it will be a few +centuries hence. Such storms of affliction as in 1712 swept over the +house of Louis Quatorze occur less frequently now. But they still occur. +We have not got beyond them. They are only bound to occur less and less +frequently, till they become no more than matters of scarcely +credible record.</p> + +<p>In the meanwhile it may be a comfort to others, as it is to me, to be +able to "absolve God" from the charge of capricious and intolerable +thwarting of our love. To me, at least, the blow is easier to bear when +I know that His beloved hand didn't strike it. I cannot understand being +tortured out of sheer love, while patience with what leaves me with my +whole life maimed is only the patience of the vanquished.</p> + +<p>On the other hand, I can bear with my mistakes, I can bear with the +mistakes of others, I can bear with the failures which are the fruit of +our lack of race-development, so long as I know that God is on my side. +The affliction which would be too poignant as coming directly from Him +is half soothed already when I know that He is soothing it. I may have +lost what He gave; but far from snatching it from me He would have had +me keep it. Of all my comforts that assurance is the first.</p> + +<p>In addition, I have the satisfaction—a meagre satisfaction you may call +it, but a satisfaction all the same—of knowing that by the ploughing +and harrowing of my heart a step is taken toward that future in which +hearts shall be less harrowed and ploughed. "It must never happen +again." That is what we keep saying with regard to the Great War. Well, +it may happen again. We have as yet no trustworthy pledge to the +contrary. But of this we may be sure, that it will not happen again very +often. It is less likely to happen again for the very reason that it has +happened. If the Great War does not prove to be the last war it is the +more probable that the next war will. I mean that we do learn our +lessons, though we learn them only as feeble-minded children learn +theirs. Agony by agony, something is gained, and my personal agony +counts with the rest. The fact may give me no more than the faintest +consolation, and possibly none at all; and still in the long, slow +stages of our upward climb my agony counts, whether its counting +consoles me or not.</p> + + + +<h3>XI</h3> + + +<p>The inference that we come into the life of this planet for an +"appointed time" we draw from what we see of God's system of order. All +other things do so, as far as we observe. The plant springs, to grow and +bloom, to bear fruit and seed, and so renew itself. Fish, bird, and +animal have their appointed round varying only in detail from that of +the plant. Man's appointed round would seem to vary only in detail from +that of the animal, except that he himself interferes with it.</p> + +<p>To the best of my knowledge the plant, from the blade of grass to the +oak or the orchid, always fulfils its life-span, unless some act or +accident cripples or destroys it. I mean that we never see God bringing +the shoot above the soil just to nip it before it unfolds. We never see +Him bring the bud to the eve of blossoming just to wither it. Having +given it its mission He supplies it with rain, sun, and sustenance to +bring that mission to its end. True, the plant has enemies, like +everything else, enemies which it may not escape. But generally +speaking, it does escape them, and lives to finish its task.</p> + +<p>So, too, with the more active living thing. It, too, has its enemies. +It, too, may not escape them. But assuming that it does, God allows it, +to the best of our observation, to work out its full development. The +only "bereavement" he brings to the lion, the thrush, or the elephant, +or any other creature capable of grief is, apparently, from those +hostile sources of which the hostility is more or less gratuitous. A man +shoots a lion, or the lion kills an antelope; but they do so through +misreading of God's Will, not through fulfilling it.</p> + +<p>For the lower ranks of creation misread that Will in their way as much +as the higher in theirs. All ferocity must be misinterpretation of the +divine law of harmony and mutual help. Internecine destruction probably +has a meaning we can only guess at. Guessing at it we are at liberty to +surmise that what God sees as loving contention for excellence, each +gaining by the other's gain, we understand as bitter strife, and +consumption of the flesh and blood. The rivalry we can best appreciate +is that of brutality; the chief benefit the stronger creature seeks from +the weaker is in killing and eating him. Why this should be part of our +struggle I do not know; but part of our struggle it seems to be—from +the humblest organism up to man—the mistaking of God's Will before +learning to understand it.</p> + +<p>And lest I should seem to assume too much, in saying this, let me add +that our progress out of this state of preying on each other has long +been foreseen by the pioneers of truth. The vision is at least as +ancient as Isaiah, when he descried from afar the accomplished rule of +the Son of David:</p> + +<p>"With righteousness shall he judge the poor, and reprove with equity +for the meek of the earth.... And righteousness shall be the girdle of +his loins, and faithfulness the girdle of his reins. The wolf also shall +dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and +the calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child +shall lead them. And the cow and the bear shall feed; their young ones +shall lie down together.... And the sucking child shall play on the hole +of the asp, and the weaned child shall put his hand on the adder's den. +They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain; <i>for the earth +shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord</i>, as the waters cover +the seas."</p> + + + +<h3>XII</h3> + + +<p>If I am correct in thinking that our passage across the life of this +planet is meant to last for an "appointed time," I presume that that +time would be measured by experience rather than by years. There exists +what we vaguely call the round of life. We are born; we grow; we know +family interests; we learn; we work; we love; we marry; we beget +children; we train them to take our places; we pass beyond. There are +variations on this routine, some of us having more, some of us having +less; but in general it may be taken as typical. It is our mission, as +the plants and the lower living things have theirs.</p> + +<p>It seems reasonable, then, to think that each baby born is meant by the +Father's Will to reap this experience before it proceeds to further +experience. It must be a stage in its growth or it would not come into +it. When it is balked of it something is amiss. The child who dies in +infancy has lost something. The lad or the girl whom our organised life +drives from this plane before reaching fruition has lost something. The +parent whom our conditions force onward before he has brought his task +to a stage at which he can peacefully lay it down has lost something. I +am not saying that God does not control resources by which that loss can +be abundantly made up, but only that the loss would seem to be there. +It is loss for the one who departs as well as for those who +remain behind.</p> + + + +<h3>XIII</h3> + + +<p>That is what I gather from the instances in the Old and New Testament in +which those who had gone on before their time were called back again. +There are six of these instances in all: one in the Old Testament, and +five in the New. Of four of them we are expressly told that those +restored were young; of the other two nothing is said as to age, but one +at least was probably young, while the other was greatly needed.</p> + +<p>The child called back by Elisha was still a little boy. The daughter of +Jairus was still a little girl. The son of the widow of Nain was a young +man, as was also Eutychus raised by St. Paul. Though we are not told the +age of Lazarus we judge that he was at most no more than in man's +maturity. Dorcas of Lydda may have been of any age, but, judging by the +circumstances, she had not completed her task.</p> + + + +<h3>XIV</h3> + + +<p>My point is this, that if these things happened, they seem to bear out +my suggestion that our own inducement of premature death cuts us off +from fulfilling our appointed time and getting our appointed experience. +Only on some such ground can we believe that any would be permitted +to return.</p> + +<p>Should this be so we would be in a position to assume that all who go +over ahead of time would be allowed to come back, if we had sufficient +spiritual power to recall them. But that power is of the rarest. Our +Lord, apparently, was in control of it only at times, and on at least +one occasion, that of the raising of Lazarus, its exercise was not what +we should call easy. But that He believed it to be at human command to +some extent is clear from the fact that its use became one of His four +basic principles. "Raise the dead," was the second of the commands with +which He sent out his first seventy disciples.</p> + + + +<h3>XV</h3> + + +<p>I dwell on the subject only because of its bearing on the love of God. +If it becomes plain to us that by the understanding of God's Will we +gain a richer experience, with less fear of being cut off before our +work is done, that Will makes a stronger appeal for being understood. +That we have not understood it earlier, that we have not particularly +cared to understand it, is due, I think, to our assumption of its +capriciousness. It has been so underscored as inscrutable—the word +generally applied to it—that the man in the street has felt mystified +by it from the start. Being mystified he has settled down to think as +little about it as he could.</p> + +<p>But a great force striving with man to put common sense into his methods +is worth comprehending. It does not compel us to common-sense methods +for the reason that we value only that which we work out for ourselves. +We work nothing out but through suffering. We learn nothing, we take no +forward step, except as we are whipped to it by anguish. That is why +there is so much mourning in the world. God does not cause it; we bring +it on ourselves; but each time we bring it on ourselves we creep one +tiny step nearer that race-conclusion which is now coming to us about +war, and will one day come to us about death, that "It must never +happen again."</p> + + + +<h3>XVI</h3> + + +<p>In other words, death will be abolished by race-unanimity not to submit +to it. We shall have travelled far in this direction when the average +mind begins to perceive that God did not send death into His creation, +but that we ourselves developed it. Having developed it ourselves we +must get rid of it ourselves, and already some of that work has been +done. "For seeing that death came through man," are the words of St. +Paul, "through man comes also the resurrection of the dead." When he +speaks of "Jesus Christ who hath abolished death," his words are +stronger still. "He has put an end to death and has brought Life and +Immortality to light by the Good News, of which I have been appointed a +preacher, apostle, and teacher."</p> + +<p>This Life and Immortality are not to be relegated to other ages and +worlds; they are for us to work out now.</p> + +<p>The degree to which we work them out depends on our own efforts. Death +will be our doom for many generations to come, because so few of us have +the energy to strive against it. Release can come only when the race at +large is willing to cast the evil thing off. One would suppose that we +would be willing now; but we are far from being willing. We shall go on +forcing our dear ones to die before their time, falling sick ourselves, +enduring agonies, and rotting in graves, till we have suffered to the +point at which we cry out that we have had enough. There will be a day +when in presence of the useless thing we shall say, with something +amounting to one accord, "It must stop." That day will be the beginning +of the end of the age-long curse to which we still submit ourselves. In +the language of St. Paul, "The last enemy to be destroyed is death," +leaving us with the belief that, when we have progressed to the +overthrow of other forces opposed to us, we shall go on to the overthrow +of this one—and that it will be overthrown.</p> + + + +<h3>XVII</h3> + + +<p>From one kind of fear this reasoning has almost entirely delivered +me—that of being taken away in the midst of my responsibilities, and +before my work is done. I am not so audacious as to say that it may not +happen; but only that, reasoning as I do, I am no longer a prey to +apprehensions on the point. They used to come to me, not like the +money-fear, an abiding visitant, but in spells of intense dread.</p> + +<p>I suppose that most men with families, and much unfinished business, +know this dread, and have suffered from it. You think of the home you +have built up, and of what it would be without you. You think of your +wife, grappling with a kind of difficulty to which she is unaccustomed. +You think of your children who turn to you as their central point, and +who would be left without your guidance. You think of other duties you +have undertaken, and wonder who will carry them through. You seem to be +so essential to everyone and everything; and yet, you have been told, it +may be the Will of God to remove you from them, and either let your +plans collapse, or put their execution on the shoulders of someone else.</p> + +<p>I am not so presumptuous as to say that for me this may not happen. I +only say that I do not think it will. I do not think so because, +according to my judgment, He having helped me to go as far as I have +gone, will help me to finish my task before giving me another one.</p> + +<p>My task, I think, He must estimate as I do. That is, my duties to others +being not wholly of my choosing, but having come to me according to what +I may call His weighing and measuring, I take them to be the duties He +would have me perform. If so, He would naturally have me perform them +till I come to the place where I can reasonably lay them down.</p> + +<p>Therefore, I dismiss the fear of untimely separation from my appointed +work. Such a separation may come; but if it does, it will probably come +by some such means as I have briefly tried to sketch; my own mistakes; +the mistakes of others; the effect of race-pressure. In any case, my +personal resistance, it seems to me, is made the stouter by feeling that +my tasks are His tasks, and so that so long as I am needful to their +accomplishment, I remain. If I go, it will be because He has the +succession of events so planned as to reduce collapse, failure, or +suffering to a minimum.</p> + + + +<h3>XVIII</h3> + + +<p>B. The thought that the minute after death will only be another little +step in Growth, to be followed by another and then another, as we are +used to growing here, greatly diminishes one's shrinking at the change.</p> + +<p>It is entirely a modern thought. The past, even of a few centuries ago, +never entertained it. It is doubtful if it was mentally prepared to +entertain it, or evolve the idea.</p> + +<p>This is not to depreciate our fathers' mental powers. Different +generations have different gifts. One age works along one line, another +along another. The past had a certain revelation of truth; but the +revelation of truth did not end with the past. Our ancestors received as +much as they could take. What, it seems, they were unable to take was +anything which made death less horrible. We may say, in fact, that they +didn't want it. They liked having death made horrible. Many people like +it still. The mitigation of that horror they condemn, resent, and often +ascribe to the devil.</p> + +<p>And yet there is a tendency to see light through this gloom, and to seek +views of death more in the line of common sense than those which have +come down to us. It is not a strong tendency, but it exists. It exists +in the face of opposition on the part of those religious conservatives +who think conservatism and orthodoxy the same thing; and it runs the +gauntlet of the sneers and jeers of the materially minded who make +common cause with the old guard of the churches; but it exists. It +exists, and goes forward, becoming a factor in the thought-life of +our time.</p> + +<p>It is not yet two hundred years since the plea was put forth on behalf +of mankind that, in the administration of divine justice, no one suffers +less than he deserves, but also that no one suffers more.</p> + +<p>The hostility to this seemingly harmless teaching was of the most +intense. There is hostility to it still, but mild as compared with that +felt by our great-great-grandfathers. That no one should suffer less +than he deserves went without saying; but that no one should suffer more +was declared a black heresy. As there are those who declare it a black +heresy to-day, it may be worth while, in the interests of the conquest +of fear, to say a word as to the relation of God and punishment.</p> + + + +<h3>XIX</h3> + + +<p>To my mind it is chiefly verbal.</p> + +<p>It is permissible to say that there is no such thing as punishment; +there are only wrong results. It depends upon your way of putting it. +The wrong method produces wrong results in proportion as it is wrong. +Wrong results mean wrong conditions; and wrong conditions mean +suffering. You may call this the law of God, but it is the law of +anything. It is not positive law, it is negative. As a matter of fact, +God does not need to put forth a law on the point since everything +works that way.</p> + +<p>What we call sin is simply a wrong method. It may be a wrong method +meant to produce wrong; or it may be a wrong method in the hope of +producing right. In any case it brings its consequence in pain.</p> + +<p>That consequence may be corrected in this phase of our being, or it may +be carried over into the next. Carried over into the next the +individual, according to our ancestral teaching, comes under the +sentence in which our fathers delighted as "damnation." Not only did +damnation involve the most fiendish torture the Almighty could invent, +but the torture was inflicted, without an instant of relief, throughout +the eons of eternity.</p> + +<p>I recall a sermon to which I listened as a boy of nine. It was on a +summer's evening, when the windows of the church were open. A moth +fluttered about a light. The church stood at the foot of a mountain. The +preacher was trying to explain to us the eternal duration of God's +punishment. "Think of that moth," he said, "carrying away one grain of +sand from that mountain, and going off for a million years, after which +it would return and take away another grain. And think of it keeping +this up, one grain every million years, till the whole mountain was +removed. Well, that would be only a moment as compared with the time you +would be in hell."</p> + +<p>On the generations comforted and fortified by this sort of teaching I +have no comment to make; but we of another generation should surely not +be reproved for moving away from it. We move away from it in the +direction of common sense, since common sense must be an attribute of +the Universal Father as it is of the wiser among mankind.</p> + + + +<h3>XX</h3> + + +<p>I revert, then, to my statement that God's relation to punishment is +chiefly verbal. His "wrath against sin" is a way of "putting it." If you +can best express the suffering which springs from wrong methods as +"God's wrath" you are at liberty so to express yourself; but we should +not lose sight of the fact that the wrong methods produce the suffering, +and not an outburst of fury on the part of One who is put before us +as Love.</p> + +<p>The fact that the Hebrew writers often used a vivid form of warning and +invective is not a reason why we should keep on doing it. The Hebrew +writer was a primitive speaking to primitives. Meaning what we mean, he +required a stronger, fiercer vocabulary than we ever need. In saying +this I am not dodging the issue; I am stating a fact which rules in all +historical interpretation. To make the phraseology of two thousand years +before Christ the literal expression of the thought of two thousand +years after Him is to be archaic beyond reason. Having grasped a +principle, we phrase it in the language of our time.</p> + +<p>The language of our time makes, on the whole, for restraint, sobriety, +and exactitude of statement. Few of our habits modify themselves more +constantly and more rapidly than our forms of speech. Not only does each +generation find something special to itself, but each year and each +season. To me it seems that much of our misunderstanding of God springs +from the effort to fix on Him forevermore the peculiarities we infer +from the idiom of five thousand years ago. Only to a degree does that +idiom convey to us what is conveyed to those who heard it as a living +tongue; and of that degree much is lost when it percolates through +translation. To cling to words when all we need is to know principles, +clothing them in our own way, seems to me not only absurd in fact but +lamentable in result. I venture to think that more people have been +alienated from God by a pious but misapplied verbal use than were ever +estranged from Him by sin.</p> + + + +<h3>XXI</h3> + + +<p>Our ancient Hebrew predecessors understood God in their own way. We +understand Him in the same way, but with the clarification wrought by +the intervening years of progress. In other words, they bequeath us a +treasure which we are free to enrich with our own discoveries.</p> + +<p>Among our own discoveries is a clearer comprehension of pain as +resulting from wrong methods, and of God's detachment from pain. More +and more, punishment becomes a concept we reject. Even in our penal +institutions, which have been for so many centuries a barbarous token of +our incompetence, we begin to substitute for punishment something more +nearly akin to cure. If we find mere vengeance unworthy of ourselves we +must find it unworthy of the Universal Father. If we concede to the +criminal the right to a further chance we concede it to ourselves. If we +recognise the fact that the sinner on earth may redeem himself, working +from error towards righteousness, the same principle should rule in the +whole range of existence. There is nothing about the earth-life to make +it the only phase of effort and probation. Effort and probation are +probably conditions of eternity. They will be in our next experience as +they have been in this, leading us on from strength to strength.</p> + + + +<h3>XXII</h3> + + +<p>One main difference between the mind of the past and the modern mind is +that the mind of the past tended to be static, while the mind of to-day +is more and more attuned to a dynamic universe. Civilisation before the +nineteenth century was accustomed to long periods with relatively little +change. Most people spent their entire lives in the same town or the +same countryside. In the class in which they were born they lived and +died, with little thought of getting out of it. This being so they +looked for the same static conditions after death as they saw before it. +A changeless heaven appalled them with no sense of monotony, nor did a +changeless hell do anything to shake their nerves. Their nerves were not +easily shaken. They were a phlegmatic race, placid, unimaginative, +reposeful.</p> + +<p>Because we of to-day are more restless it does not follow that our views +should be truer. We only know they are truer because we are so much +nearer the truth than they had the opportunity to come. We prove that we +are nearer the truth by our greater command of the Father's resources. +If our whole horizon of truth were not broadened, we could not possess +this command.</p> + + + +<h3>XXIII</h3> + + +<p>Changing our static conception of life to that of a dynamic will to +unfold, we see the climax we commonly call death as only a new step in +unfoldment. Whatever I have been, the step must be one in advance. It +would not be in accord with creative energy that I should go backward. +The advance may entail suffering, since it is probable that it will give +me a heightened perception of the wrong in my methods; but there are +conditions in which suffering signifies advance.</p> + +<p>And yet if I suffer it can only be with what I may call a curative +suffering. It will be suffering that comes from the recognition of +mistake; not the hopeless anguish of the damned. Having learned "how not +to do it," I perceive "how to do it"—and go on.</p> + +<p>But the perception of "how to do it" is precisely what most of us have +been acquiring. I venture to think that few of us will come face to face +with death without being more or less prepared for it. Life is so +organised that, at its worst, all but the rare exceptions make progress +daily, through obedience to the laws of righteousness.</p> + +<p>In saying this we must count as righteousness not merely the carrying +out of a rule of thumb laid down by man's so-called morality, or the +technical regulations prescribed by the churches for the use of their +adherents; we must include every response to every high call. We must +remember that all a man does in the way of effort to be a good son, a +good brother, a good husband, a good father, a good workman, a good +citizen, is of the nature of slowly creeping forward. Above every other +form of training of the self this endeavour determines a man's spiritual +standing, and his state of worthiness. He may know some failure in each +of these details; and yet the fact that in the main he is set—as I am +convinced the great majority are set—toward fulfilling his +responsibilities helps him to be ready when the time comes to put the +material away.</p> + +<p>The great common sense of the nations brought us to this perception +during the years when the young men of the world were going down like +wheat before the reaping machine. For the most part, doubtless, they +were young men in whom the ladies who attend our churches would have +seen much to reprimand. The moral customs of their countries were +possibly held by them lightly. The two points which constitute pretty +nearly all of American morality they may have disregarded. And yet we +felt that their answer to the summons, which to them at least was a +summons to sacrifice, showed them as men who had largely worked out +their redemption. Whatever our traditions, we were sure that those who +were ready to do anything so great could go to the Father without fear.</p> + +<p>But war calls for no more than a summing up and distillation of the +qualities we cultivate in peace. These men were ready because homes, +offices, banks, shops, factories, and farms had trained them to be +ready. So they are training all of us. Traditions help; the churches +help; but when it comes to the directing of the life toward +righteousness—the effort to do everything rightly—no one thing has +the monopoly.</p> + + + +<h3>XXIV</h3> + + +<p>Going to the Father without fear! All the joy of life seems to me to +hang on that little phrase. I used it just now of the young men who +passed over from the battlefield; but I used it there with limitations. +Going to the Father without fear is a privilege for every minute of the +day. More and more knowledge of the Father is the progress for which we +crave, since more knowledge of the Father means a fuller view of all +that makes up the spiritual universe. Into that knowledge we are +advancing every hour we live; into that knowledge we shall still be +advancing at the hour when we die. The Father will still be showing us +something new; the something new will still be showing us the Father.</p> + +<p>It will be something new, as we can receive it. He who can receive +little will be given little; he who can receive much will be given much. +In growth all is adjusted to capacity; it is not meant to shock, force, +or frighten. The next step in growth being always an easy step, I can +feel sure of moving onwards easily—"from strength to strength," in the +words of one of the Songs for the Sons of Korah, "until unto the God of +gods appeareth everyone of them in Zion."<a href="#fn33"><sup>33</sup></a></p> + + + +<a name="8"></a> +<h2>Chapter VIII</h2> + +<h3>The Fear Of Death And Abundance Of Life</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>After all, the conquest of fear is largely a question of vitality. Those +who have most life are most fearless. The main question is as to the +source from which an increase of life is to be obtained.</p> + +<p>An important psychological truth was involved when our Lord made the +declaration, "I am come that they might have life, and that they might +have it more abundantly." This, I think, was the first plain statement +ever made that life was a quantitative energy; that it is less or more +dynamic according to the measure in which the individual seizes it. But +once more the Caucasian has stultified the meaning of Jesus of Nazareth +by evaporating it to the tenuous wisp which he understands as +spiritual. Between the pale ghost of such spiritual life as he has +evoked from the Saviour's words and manly and womanly vigour in +full-blooded exercise he has seen no connection.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>Few of us do see a connection between strength of spirit and strength of +limb; but it is there. I am not saying that a strong spirit cannot +coexist with a feeble frame; but the feeble frame is a mistake. It is +the result of apprehension and misapprehension, and bred of race-fear. +The strong spirit would have put forth a strong frame if we had given it +a chance. Abundant life must be <i>life</i>, healthy, active, and radiant. It +should show the life-principle no longer driven from sea to land, and +from land to air, or battling with a million foes, but vigorous and +triumphant.</p> + +<p>This vigour and triumph we ought to work into our point of view, so +kneading it into our subconsciousness. Strong in proportion as our +subconsciousness is strong, fearless in proportion as our +subconsciousness is fearless, the going from strength to strength +becomes a matter of course to us. Urging us on in sheer joy of power, +abundance of life becomes still more abundant through the indwelling of +the life-principle. That mystic resistless force, which has fashioned +already so many forms, is forever at work fashioning a higher type +of man.</p> + +<p>Each one of us is that higher type of man potentially. Though we can +forge but little ahead of our time and generation, it is much to know +that the Holy Ghost of Life is our animating breath, pushing us on to +the overcoming of all obstacles. For me as an individual it is a support +to feel that the principle which was never yet defeated is my principle, +and that whatever the task of to-day or to-morrow I have the ability to +perform it well. The hesitation that may seize me, or the questioning +which for an instant may shake my faith, is but a reminder that the +life-principle is not only with me, but more abundantly with me in +proportion to my need. My need is its call. The spasm of fear which +crosses my heart summons it to my aid. It not only never deserts me, but +it never delays, and is never at a loss for some new ingenuity to meet +new requirements. "From strength to strength" is its law, carrying me on +with the impetus of its own mounting toward God.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>And the impetus of its own mounting toward God is not confined to what +we view as the great things of life. Between great and small it makes no +distinction. It is as eager on behalf of the man behind a counter as on +that of him who is governing a country. The woman who has on her +shoulders the social duties of an embassy, or the financial cares of a +great business, has it no more at her command than she who is nursing +her baby or reckoning her pennies to make both ends meet. It rushes to +the help of all. Wherever there is duty or responsibility it is begging +at the doors of our hearts to be let in, to share the work and ease +the burden.</p> + +<p>As I get up each morning, it is there. As I plan my day while I dress +myself, it is there. As I think with misgiving of some letter I tremble +at receiving, or with distaste at some job I must tackle before night, +it is there.</p> + +<p>It is there, not only with its help, but with its absolute knowledge of +the right way for me to act. The care that worries me may be so big as +to involve millions of other people's money, or it may be as small as +the typing of a letter; but the right way of fulfilling either task is +pleading to be allowed to enter my intelligence. My task is its task. My +success will be its success. My failure will react on it, since failure +sets back by that degree the whole procession of the ages. Whether I am +painting a great masterpiece or sewing on a button my success is +essential to the Holy Ghost of Life.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>So I, the individual, try to confront each day with the knowledge that I +am infused with a guiding, animating principle which will not let me +drop behind, or lose my modest reward, so long as I trust to the force +which carries me along. By trusting to it I mean resting on it quietly, +without worrying, without being afraid that it will fail me. "Fret not +thyself, else shalt thou be moved to do evil."<a href="#fn34"><sup>34</sup></a> By doing evil, I +presume is meant making a mistake, taking the wrong course. If, however +great the cause, I fret myself I disturb the right conditions. By +disturbing the right conditions I choke off the flow of the +life-principle through my energies.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>At a moment when the little buffer state between Egypt and Assyria was +afraid of being overrun by the one or the other it was frantically +casting about to decide with which it would throw in its lot. "With +neither," a great prophet thundered in the ears of the people. "In +calmly resting your safety lieth; in quiet trust shall be your +strength."<a href="#fn35"><sup>35</sup></a></p> + +<p>My small experience in the conquest of fear can be condensed into these +four words: Calmly resting! quiet trust! That amid the turmoil of the +time and the feverishness of our days it is always easy I do not +pretend. Still less do I pretend that I accomplish it. I have said, a +few lines above, that <i>I tried</i>. Trying is as far as I have gone; but +even trying is productive of wonderful results.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>Least of all do I claim to have covered the whole ground, or to have +discussed to its fulness any one of the points which I have raised. +Whole regions of thought which bear on my subject—such as psychology, +philosophy, and religion as I understand the word—I have carefully +endeavoured to avoid. My object has been to keep as closely as possible +to the line of personal experience, which has a value only because it is +personal. Telling no more than what one man has endeavoured to work out, +what I have written seeks no converts. Though, for the sake of brevity, +it may at times seem to take a hortatory tone, it is a record and no +more. In it the reader will doubtless find much to correct, and +possibly to reject; and this must be as it happens. What I hope he will +neither correct nor reject is the sincerity of the longing to find God's +relations to the phenomena of life, and the extent to which the +phenomena of life reflect God.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>In the end we come back to that, the eternal struggle whereby that which +is unlike God becomes more and more like Him. In watching the process, +and taking part in it, there is, when all is said and done, a sense of +glorious striving and success. With each generation some veil which hid +the Creator from the creature is torn forever aside. God, who is always +here, is seen a little more clearly by each generation as being; here. +God, who ever since His sun first rose and His rain first fell has been +making Himself known to us, is by each generation a little better +understood. God, whom we have tried to lock up in churches or banish to +Sundays and special holy days, is breaking through all our +prohibitions, growing more and more a force in our homes and our +schools, in our shops and our factories, in our offices and our banks, +in our embassies, congresses, parliaments, and seats of government. Into +His light we advance slowly, unwillingly, driven by our pain; but +we advance.</p> + +<p>The further we advance the more we perceive of power. The more we +perceive of power the more we are freed from fear. The more we are freed +from fear the more exultantly we feel our abundance of life. The more +exultantly we feel our abundance of life the more we reject death in any +of its forms. And the more we reject death in any of its forms the more +we reflect that Holy Ghost of Life which urges us on from conquest to +conquest, from strength to strength, to the fulfilling of ourselves.</p> + + + + +<h2>Footnotes</h2> + +<a name="fn1"></a> +<p><sup>1</sup> The Book of Isaiah.</p> + +<a name="fn2"></a> +<p><sup>2</sup> First Book of Samuel.</p> + +<a name="fn3"></a> +<p><sup>3</sup> Book of Daniel.</p> + +<a name="fn4"></a> +<p><sup>4</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn5"></a> +<p><sup>5</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn6"></a> +<p><sup>6</sup> Epistle to the Ephesians.</p> + +<a name="fn7"></a> +<p><sup>7</sup> Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn8"></a> +<p><sup>8</sup> Most of the quotations from the New Testament are taken from a +recent translation, "The New Testament in Modern Speech," by R.F. +Weymouth and E. Hampden-Cook.</p> + +<a name="fn9"></a> +<p><sup>9</sup> St. John</p> + +<a name="fn10"></a> +<p><sup>10</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn11"></a> +<p><sup>11</sup> Epistle to the Romans.</p> + +<a name="fn12"></a> +<p><sup>12</sup> Acts of the Apostles.</p> + +<a name="fn13"></a> +<p><sup>13</sup> The Book of Deuteronomy.</p> + +<a name="fn14"></a> +<p><sup>14</sup> Various Old Testament Sources.</p> + +<a name="fn15"></a> +<p><sup>15</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn16"></a> +<p><sup>16</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn17"></a> +<p><sup>17</sup> Acts of the Apostles.</p> + +<a name="fn18"></a> +<p><sup>18</sup> St. Matthew.</p> + +<a name="fn19"></a> +<p><sup>19</sup> Epistle to the Romans.</p> + +<a name="fn20"></a> +<p><sup>20</sup> St. John.</p> + +<a name="fn21"></a> +<p><sup>21</sup> St. John.</p> + +<a name="fn22"></a> +<p><sup>22</sup> Epistle to the Ephesians.</p> + +<a name="fn23"></a> +<p><sup>23</sup> Second Epistle to the Corinthians.</p> + +<a name="fn24"></a> +<p><sup>24</sup> St Paul's Second Epistle to Timothy.</p> + +<a name="fn25"></a> +<p><sup>25</sup> St. Luke.</p> + +<a name="fn26"></a> +<p><sup>26</sup> St. Luke.</p> + +<a name="fn27"></a> +<p><sup>27</sup> The Book of Genesis.</p> + +<a name="fn28"></a> +<p><sup>28</sup> St. Luke.</p> + +<a name="fn29"></a> +<p><sup>29</sup> St. Luke.</p> + +<a name="fn30"></a> +<p><sup>30</sup> St. Luke.</p> + +<a name="fn31"></a> +<p><sup>31</sup> St Matthew.</p> + +<a name="fn32"></a> +<p><sup>32</sup> Epistle to the Romans.</p> + +<a name="fn33"></a> +<p><sup>33</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn34"></a> +<p><sup>34</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn35"></a> +<p><sup>35</sup> The Book of Isaiah.</p> +<br /> +<hr /> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Conquest of Fear, by Basil King + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CONQUEST OF FEAR *** + +***** This file should be named 9944-h.htm or 9944-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/9/9/4/9944/ + +Produced by Kevin Handy, Dave Maddock, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Conquest of Fear + +Author: Basil King + +Posting Date: November 15, 2011 [EBook #9944] +Release Date: February, 2006 +First Posted: November 2, 2003 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CONQUEST OF FEAR *** + + + + +Produced by Kevin Handy, Dave Maddock, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team + + + + + + + + + + + + +THE CONQUEST OF FEAR + +BASIL KING + +WITH A NEW INTRODUCTION BY +HENRY C. LINK + + + + + + + +CONTENTS + + INTRODUCTION + + I. FEAR AND THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE + + II. THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE AND GOD + + III. GOD AND HIS SELF-EXPRESSION + + IV. GOD'S SELF-EXPRESSION AND THE MIND OF TO-DAY + + V. THE MIND OF TO-DAY AND THE WORLD AS IT IS + + VI. THE WORLD AS IT IS AND THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR + + VII. THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR AND THE FEAR OF DEATH + +VIII. THE FEAR OF DEATH AND ABUNDANCE OF LIFE + + + + +INTRODUCTION + +by Henry C. Link, Ph.D. + +_Author of_ THE REDISCOVERY OF MAN, THE RETURN TO RELIGION, etc. + + +There are many books which give some help to many people. There are +books which give a set of rules, or even one master rule, by which to +meet the problems of life. This is not such a book. It suggests no +simple recipe for the conquest of fear. Instead, it presents, what all +too few of us to-day possess, a philosophy of life. + +Moreover, in contrast to the dominant thinking of our age, which is +materialistic, King's philosophy is spiritual and religious. Indeed, the +ideas in this book are so profoundly different from the commonly +accepted ideas of our times that they will come as a shock to many +readers. One purpose of this introduction is to prepare the reader for +such a shock. + +I have said that the dominant thinking of our age is materialistic, and +by that I mean also physical. Let me illustrate this broad statement +with reference to the subject of fears alone. The conquest of fear has +gone on year after year chiefly through physical means. Physical pain +has always been one of the great sources of fear. Now ether and other +anaesthetics have eliminated the chief pains of major operations. Older +people can still remember their fear of the dentist, when killing a +nerve or pulling a tooth caused excruciating pain. Now local +anaesthetics even in minor troubles have made dentistry almost painless. +We have not conquered these fears of pain--rather their cause has +been removed. + +Twilight sleep, the artificial sleep to alleviate the pains of +childbirth, is the perfect expression of the scientific and +materialistic elimination of fear. By a chemical blackout of the mind, a +dimming of the conscious self, the person is enabled to escape the +necessity of facing and conquering fear through his own resources. + +I am not condemning the physical alleviation of pain or the progress of +physical science. I am only describing a trend, and that is the growing +emphasis on the elimination of fears by science rather than on their +conquest by the individual. + +Illness has always been a great source of fear, and still is. The dread +of cancer is one of the terrifying fears of our time and fortunes are +spent in cancer research and education. THE CONQUEST OF FEAR was written +as a result of the author's threatened total blindness. He faced a fact +for which there seemed no physical remedy--hence his great need for a +spiritual conquest of this great fear. + +And yet, year by year, physical science has been eliminating or +reducing the dangers of sickness. Vaccines for the prevention of the +dread disease, small-pox, are now a matter of course. Vaccines and +specifics against the deadly tetanus, against typhoid fever, diphtheria, +syphilis, and other fearful diseases have become commonplace. The fear +of pneumonia has been almost eliminated through the discoveries of the +miraculous sulpha drugs. Science has done wonders toward the elimination +of such fears. A man need hardly conquer the fear of any particular +sickness--there is left for his conquest chiefly the fear of dying. + +In addition to physical disease, our civilization has now developed +mental ailments of all kinds. These include a large category of fears +called phobias--claustrophobia, agoraphobia, photophobia, altaphobia, +phonophobia, etc. + +Three fields or professions, other than religion and philosophy, have +sought to deal with these fears, the psychiatric, the psychoanalytic, +and the psychological. The medical psychiatric profession has naturally +emphasized physical remedies beginning with sedatives and bromides to +induce artificial relaxation and ending up with lobectomy or the +complete cutting off of the frontal lobes of the brain, the centers of +man's highest thought processes. Between these two extremes are the +shock treatments in which an injection of insulin or metrazol into the +blood stream causes the person to fall into a sort of epileptic fit +during which he loses consciousness. Through a series of such shock +treatments some of the higher nerve centers or nerve pathways are +destroyed. By this process a person's fears may also be eliminated and +he may be permanently or temporarily cured. In short, the person does +not conquer the fears in his mind; the psychiatrist or neurologist, by +physically destroying a part of the person's brain, destroys also +the fears. + +How strongly this physical approach has taken hold of people was made +plain to me through an article of mine on how to conquer fears. The +emphasis in this article was on how people could overcome their fears +and worries through their own efforts. To illustrate the opposite +extreme, I mentioned the brain operations and shock treatments by which +psychiatry now often deals with fears. Among the many people who wrote +to me as a result of this article, _the majority inquired where they +could obtain such an operation_! To such extremes have many people gone +in their desire to eliminate fear by physical means rather than conquer +it through their own spiritual powers. + +The psychoanalyst deals with a person's phobias through what seems like +an intellectual or rational process. According to psychoanalysis, +phobias or fears are due to some buried or subconscious complex. By +daily or frequent talks with a psychoanalyst for a period of six months +or a year, a person's subconscious disturbance _may_ be brought to +light, and if so, the fear is supposed automatically to disappear. Even +if true, this process is a highly materialistic one, at least in the +sense that only people who can spend thousands of dollars can afford +such treatments. + +The psychologist, as well as some psychiatrists who have studied normal +psychology, regard many fears as normal experiences which the individual +can cope with largely through his own resources and with very little +help in the way of visits or treatment. The trouble arises in the case +of those people who have no personal resources to draw on. Their lives +are so lacking in spiritual power, or so full of intellectual scepticism +and distrust, that they cannot help themselves. They have no religious +convictions or certainties by which to obtain leverage in their +struggles. They have no firm philosophy of life on which they or those +who would help them can lay hold. They are putty in the hands of the +fears and forces that beset them from without. + +The psychologist and the psychiatrist both find it difficult to do much +to help such a person. And yet, this is the kind of person our +civilization and education tends increasingly to produce. By the +physical elimination of the causes of fear we have gradually undermined +man's inner resources for the conquest of fear. + +This materialistic trend has received a new impetus from the fields of +political science, economics, and sociology. A dozen years ago economic +disaster threatened to stampede the nation. Millions who had lost their +jobs began to fear penury and want. Millions who still had jobs feared +that they would lose them. Other millions began to fear the loss of +their money and possessions. Rich and poor, becoming afraid that the +country was going to pieces, rushed to the banks to withdraw their +savings and brought on the nation-wide bank closings. Those were days +when everyone knew paralyzing fears. + +History will record the fact that these fears were met, not by conquest, +not by drawing on the moral resources and inner fortitude of the +American citizen, but by a collection of wholesale materialistic +schemes. These schemes included such devices as inflating the dollar, +raising prices, expanding the government debt, paying farmers not to +produce crops, government housing projects, and many others. The fears +of unemployment and poverty in old age were to be eliminated wholesale +through a planned economy, a new social order. By an elaborate system of +book-keeping called Social Security, a whole nation was to win freedom +from want and freedom from fear. + +But while we were building our smug little house of Social Security, the +whole world was crashing around us. Instead of achieving local security +we find ourselves now in the midst of world-wide insecurity. Far from +having eliminated the economic causes of fear, we now find these causes +multiplied many times. To the fear of losing our money is now added the +fear of losing our sons. To the fear of losing our jobs is added the +fear of losing our lives. To the fear of depression and inflation is +added the fear of losing the very freedoms for which the war is +being fought. + +At last we see, or are on the point of seeing, that materialism breeds +worse fears than it cures; that economics and sociology create more +social problems than they solve; that science makes it possible to +destroy wealth and lives much faster than it can build them. It took +years of science to achieve the airplane and to eliminate people's fear +of flying. Now, suddenly, the airplane has become the greatest source of +destruction and of fear on the globe. Cities which were decades in the +building are blasted out of being in a night. Millions of people must +regulate their lives in fear of these dread visitors. + +This is the background against which the conquest of fear presents its +philosophy of courage and of hope. It is a philosophy diametrically +opposed to the dominant beliefs and practices of our materialistic age. +One hesitates to use the words spiritual and moral because they have +become catch words. Nevertheless, King's philosophy is a spiritual and a +moral one, and the reader will gain from it a clearer concept of what +these words really mean. + +When I remember my reactions to the first portion of this book, I can +readily picture the impatience and even scorn of many intellectuals and +pseudo-intellectuals. Because of its emphasis on the religious nature of +the universe and on the spiritual power of the individual, it may seem +to them naive. Because of its consistent condemnation of Mammon, of +materialism and the economic-sociological interpretation of life, it may +seem to them old-fashioned. Actually, the book is highly sophisticated +and is more novel to-day than the day it was written because since that +time we have strayed twenty years further from the truth. + +One day I was having luncheon with a man who, during the course of the +conversation, remarked: "I want to tell you how much I enjoyed your +latest book,--" As almost any writer would, I pricked up my ears +expectantly. + +"Yes," he went on, "I got a great deal out of your recent book, but the +book which helped me more than any I have ever read is a book called THE +CONQUEST OF FEAR, by Basil King. Do you happen to know it?" + +"Know it!" I exclaimed. "I not only know it, I am just on the point of +writing an introduction to a new edition of the book. Would you mind +telling me how it helped you?" + +He thereupon related how, at a certain period of his life, he had left +an excellent position to take a new one which seemed more promising. It +soon developed that the difficulties of this position were such as to +make his success seem almost hopeless. He became obsessed with the idea +that the people with whom he had to deal were "out to get him." His +fears of the job and of his associates grew to the point where a nervous +breakdown seemed inevitable. + +One day his daughter told him that she needed a book in her school work +which he remembered having packed in a box that had been stored in the +attic and not yet opened. When he opened the box, the first book which +he picked up was THE CONQUEST OF FEAR. It was evidently one of those +books which had somehow come into the possession of his family, but +which he had never read. + +This time, however, he sat down in the attic and began to read it. +During the course of the next year or so he read it carefully not once +but four or five times. "It marked the turning point in my life," he +told me. "It enabled me to conquer the fears which were threatening to +ruin me at the time, and it gave me a philosophy which has stood me in +good stead ever since." + +A philosophy which marked the turning point in his life and which has +stood him in good stead ever since! THE CONQUEST OF FEAR offers +such a philosophy not only to individuals suffering from fears peculiar +to them, but to a world of individuals suffering, or about to suffer, +from the collapse of world-wide materialism. In this day of chaos and +uncertainty, here is the modern version of the parable of the man who +built his house upon a rock instead of on the sand: "and the rain +descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that +house; and it fell not for it was founded upon a rock." + +H. C. L. + + + + +CHAPTER I + +FEAR AND THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE + + + +I + + +When I say that during most of my conscious life I have been a prey to +fears I take it for granted that I am expressing the case of the +majority of people. I cannot remember the time when a dread of one kind +or another was not in the air. In childhood it was the fear of going to +bed, of that mysterious time when regular life was still going on +downstairs, while I was buried alive under sheets and blankets. Later it +was the fear of school, the first contact of the tender little soul with +life's crudeness. Later still there was the experience which all of us +know of waking in the morning with a feeling of dismay at what we have +to do on getting up; the obvious duties in which perhaps we have grown +stale; the things we have neglected; those in which we have made +mistakes; those as to which we have wilfully done wrong; those which +weary or bore or annoy or discourage us. Sometimes there are more +serious things still: bereavements, or frightfully adverse conditions, +or hardships we never expected brought on us by someone else. + +It is unnecessary to catalogue these situations, since we all at times +in our lives have to face them daily. Fear dogs one of us in one way and +another in another, but everyone in some way. + +Look at the people you run up against in the course of a few hours. +Everyone is living or working in fear. The mother is afraid for her +children. The father is afraid for his business. The clerk is afraid for +his job. The worker is afraid of his boss or his competitor. There is +hardly a man who is not afraid that some other man will do him a bad +turn. There is hardly a woman who is not afraid that things she craves +may be denied her, or that what she loves may be snatched away. There is +not a home or an office or a factory or a school or a church in which +some hang-dog apprehension is not eating at the hearts of the men, +women, and children who go in and out. I am ready to guess that all the +miseries wrought by sin and sickness put together would not equal those +we bring on ourselves by the means which perhaps we do least to +counteract. We are not sick all the time; we are not sinning all the +time; but all the time all of us--or practically all of us--are afraid +of someone or something. If, therefore, one has the feeblest +contribution to make to the defeat of such a foe it becomes difficult to +withhold it. + + + +II + + +But even with a view to conquering fear I should not presume to offer to +others ideas worked out purely for myself had I not been so invited. I +do not affirm that I have conquered fear, but only that in self-defence +I have been obliged to do something in that direction. I take it for +granted that what goes in that direction will go all the way if pursued +with perseverance and good will. Having thus made some simple +experiments--chiefly mental--with what to me are effective results, I +can hardly refuse to tell what they have been when others are so good as +to ask me. + +And in making this attempt I must write from my own experience. No other +method would be worth while. The mere exposition of a thesis would have +little or no value. It is a case in which nothing can be helpful to +others which has not been demonstrated for oneself, even though the +demonstration be but partial. + +In writing from my own experience I must ask the reader's pardon if I +seem egoistic or autobiographical. Without taking oneself too smugly or +too seriously one finds it the only way of reproducing the thing that +has happened in one's own life and which one actually knows. + +And when I speak above of ideas worked out purely for myself I do not, +of course, mean that these ideas are original with me. All I have done +has been to put ideas through the mill of my own mind, co-ordinating +them to suit my own needs. The ideas themselves come from many sources. +Some of these sources are, so deep in the past that I could no longer +trace them; some are so recent that I know the day and hour when they +revealed themselves, like brooks in the way. It would be possible to say +to the reader, "I owe this to such and such a teaching, and that to such +and such a man," only that references of the kind would be tedious. I +fall back on what Emerson says: "Thought is the property of him who can +entertain it; and of him who can adequately place it. A certain +awkwardness marks the use of borrowed thoughts; but, as soon as we have +learned what to do with them, they become our own. Thus all originality +is relative." The thoughts that I shall express are my own to the extent +that I have lived them--or tried to live them--though the wind that +bloweth where it listeth may have brought them to my mind. + +Nor do I think for a moment that what I have found helpful to me must of +necessity be helpful to everyone. It may be helpful to someone. That is +the limit of my hope. It is simple fact that no one can greatly help +anyone else. The utmost we can do is to throw out an idea here and there +which another may seize, and by which he may help himself. Borrowed help +has the awkwardness which Emerson attributes to borrowed thoughts. It is +only when a concept has lain for a time in a man's being, germinated +there, and sprung into active life, that it is of much use to him; but +by that time it has become his own. The kingdom of heaven must begin +within oneself or we shall probably not find it anywhere. + +These pages will contain, then, no recipe for the conquest of fear; they +will offer, with much misgiving and diffidence, no more than the record +of what one individual has done toward conquering it. This record is +presented merely for what it is worth. It may be worth nothing. On the +other hand, someone may find it worth something, and in that case all +that the writer hopes for will be attained. + + + +III + + +As a matter of fact, in my own case the reaction against fear was from +the beginning more or less instinctive. With the first exercise of the +reasoning faculty I tried to argue against the emotion. I remember that +as a little boy I was afraid of a certain dog that barked at me when I +went to a certain house to which I was sent perhaps two or three times a +week. The house had a driveway, and from the minute of passing the +entrance my knees trembled under me. But even then, I recall, it seemed +to me that this terror was an incongruous thing in life, that it had no +rightful place there, and that, if the world was what my elders told me +it was, there must be in it a law of peace and harmony which as yet I +hadn't arrived at. I cannot say that when the dog barked this reasoning +did more than nerve me to drag my quaking limbs up to the doorstep, +whence my enemy, a Skye terrier, invariably took flight. + +During a somewhat stormy childhood and boyhood, in which there was a +good deal of emotional stress, I never got beyond this point. Specific +troubles were not few, and by the time I reached early manhood a habit +of looking for them had been established. "What's it going to be now?" +became a formula of anticipation before every new event. New events +presented themselves most frequently as menaces. Hopes rarely loomed up +without accompanying probabilities of disappointment. One adopted the +plan of "expecting disappointment" as a means of cheating the "jinx." I +am not painting my early life as any darker than most lives. It was, I +fancy, as bright as the average life of youth. + + + +IV + + +But, contrary to what is generally held, I venture to think that youth +is not a specially happy period. Because young people rarely voice +their troubles we are likely to think them serene and unafraid. That has +not been my experience either with them or of them. While it is true +that cares of a certain type increase with age the knowledge of how to +deal with them increases, or ought to increase, in the same progression. +With no practical experience to support them the young are up against +the unknown and problematical--occupation, marriage, sexual urge, life +in general--around which clings that terror of the dark which frightened +them in childhood. Home training, school training, college training, +religious training, social influences of every kind, throw the emphasis +on dangers rather than on securities, so that the young life emerges +into a haunted world. Some are reckless of these dangers, some grow +hardened to them, some enjoy the tussle with them, some turn their minds +away from them, while others, chiefly the imaginative or the +intellectual, shrink from them with the discomfort which, as years go +on, becomes worry, anxiety, foreboding, or any other of the many +forms of care. + + + +V + + +My own life followed what I assume to be the usual course, though in +saying this I am anxious not to give an exaggerated impression. It was +the usual course, not an unusual one. "There's always something" came to +be a common mental phrase, and the something was, as a rule, not +cheering. Neither, as a rule, was it terrible. It was just +_something_--a sense of the carking hanging over life, and now and then +turning to a real mischance or a heartache. + +It strikes me as strange, on looking back, that so little attempt was +made to combat fear by religion. In fact, as far as I know, little +attempt was made to combat fear in any way. One's attention was not +called to it otherwise than as a wholly inevitable state. You were born +subject to fear as you were born subject to death, and that was an +end of it. + +Brought up in an atmosphere in which religion was our main +preoccupation, I cannot recall ever hearing it appealed to as a +counteragent to this most persistent enemy of man. In dealing with your +daily dreads you simply counted God out. Either He had nothing to do +with them or He brought them upon you. In any case His intervention on +your behalf was not supposed to be in this world, and to look for +rewards from Him here and now was considered a form of impiety. You were +to be willing to serve God for naught; after which unexpected favours +might be accorded you, but you were to hope for nothing as a right. I do +not say that this is what I was taught; it was what I understood; but to +the best of my memory it was the general understanding round about me. +In my fight against fear, in as far as I made one, God was for many +years of no help to me, or of no help of which I was aware. I shall +return to the point later in telling how I came to "discover God" for +myself, but not quite the same God, or not quite the same concept of +God, which my youthful mind had supposed to be the only one. + + + +VI + + +At the same time it was to a small detail in my religious training--or +to be more exact in the explanation of the Bible given me as a boy--that +I harked back when it became plain to me that either I must conquer fear +or fear must conquer me. Having fallen into my mind like a seed, it lay +for well on to thirty years with no sign of germination, till that +"need," of which I shall have more to say presently, called it +into life. + +Let me state in a few words how the need made itself pressing. + +It was, as life goes, a tolerably dark hour. I was on the borderland +between young manhood and early middle age. For some years I had been +losing my sight, on top of which came one of those troubles with the +thyroid gland which medical science still finds obscure. For reasons +which I need not go into I was spending an autumn at Versailles in +France, unoccupied and alone. + +If you know Versailles you know that it combines all that civilisation +has to offer of beauty, magnificence, and mournfulness. A day's visit +from Paris will give you an inkling of this, but only an inkling. To get +it all you must live there, to be interpenetrated by its glory of decay. +It is always the autumn of the spirit at Versailles, even in summer, +even in spring; but in the autumn of the year the autumnal emotion of +the soul is poignant beyond expression. Sad gardens stretch into sad +parks; sad parks into storied and haunting forests. Long avenues lead to +forgotten chateaux mellowing into ruin. Ghostly white statues astonish +you far in the depths of woods where the wild things are now the most +frequent visitors. A Temple of Love--pillared, Corinthian, lovely--lost +in a glade to which lovers have probably not come in a hundred +years--will remind you that there were once happy people where now the +friendliest sound is that of the wood-chopper's axe or the horn of some +far-away hunt. All the old tales of passion, ambition, feud, hatred, +violence, lust, and intrigue are softened here to an aching sense of +pity. At night you will hear the castle clock, which is said never once +to have failed to strike the hour since Louis the Fourteenth put it in +its place, tolling away your life as it has tolled away epochs. + +Amid these surroundings a man ill, lonely, threatened with blindness, +can easily feel what I may call the spiritual challenge of the ages. He +must either be strong and rule; or he must be weak and go down. He must +get the dominion over circumstance, or circumstance must get the +dominion over him. To be merely knocked about by fate and submit to it, +even in the case of seemingly inevitable physical infirmity, began to +strike me as unworthy of a man. + +It is one thing, however, to feel the impulse to get up and do +something, and another to see what you can get up and do. For a time the +spectre of fear had me in its power. The physical facts couldn't be +denied, and beyond the physical facts I could discern nothing. It was +conceivable that one might react against a mental condition; but to +react against a mysterious malady coupled with possibly approaching +blindness was hardly to be thought of. When one added one's incapacity +to work and earn a living, with all that that implies, it seemed as if +it would take the faith that moves mountains to throw off the weight +oppressing me. It is true that to move mountains you only need faith as +a grain of mustard seed, but as far as one can judge not many of us have +that much. + +It was then that my mind went back all of a sudden to the kernel planted +so many years before, in my island home, in the Gulf of St. Lawrence. If +I become prolix over this it is only that I want to show how often it +happens to parents, teachers, and others who deal with children, to +throw out a thought which after lying dormant for years will become a +factor in the life. Had it not been for the few words spoken then I +should not, as far as I can see, now have such mastery over self as I +have since attained--not very much--but I should not be writing +these lines. + + + +VII + + +My boyhood was placed in the times when Darwin's "Origin of Species" and +"Descent of Man" had thrown the scientific and religious worlds into +convulsion. The struggle between the old ideas and the new calls for no +more than a reference here; but the teacher to whom I owe most was one +who, while valuing the old, saw only an enrichment in the new, +explaining the Bible in that spirit. So it happened that he spoke one +day of the extraordinary ingenuity of the life-principle, which somehow +came to the earth, in adapting itself to perpetually new conditions. + +Nothing defeated it. For millions of years it was threatened by climatic +changes, by the lack of food, by the ferocity of fellow-creatures. Heat, +cold, flood, drought, earthquake, and volcanic eruption were forever +against it. Struggling from stage to stage upward from the slime a new +danger was always to it a new incentive to finding a new resource. + +Pursued through the water it sought the land. Pursued on the land it +sought the air. Pursued in the air it developed fleetness of wing, and +in fleetness of wing a capacity for soaring, circling, balancing, +dipping, and swinging on itself of which the grace must not blind us to +the marvellous power of invention. + +In other words, the impulses leading to the origin of species proclaim a +resourcefulness on the part of what we call life which we have every +reason to think inexhaustible. Whatever the Fount of Being from which +the life-principle first came into the waters of our earth there is no +question but that with it came a conquest-principle as well. Had it been +possible to exterminate the life-principle it would never have gone +further than the age which saw the extinction of the great reptiles. The +great reptiles went, but the life-principle stayed on, with the ability +to assume, within our limited observation, all the forms between the +bacillus and the elephant, while as to what lies beyond our observation +the possibilities are infinite. + +Long before it works up to man we see this amazing force stemming an +uncountable number of attacks, and meeting ruinous conditions with +daring contrivances. For one kind of danger it develops a shell, for +another a sting, for another a poison, for another a protective +colouration. To breathe in the sea it puts forth gills, and makes lungs +for itself when stranded on the land. In glacial cold it finds the means +of growing fur; when heat and cold assail it by turns it packs itself +with feathers; when climates become temperate it produces hair. For the +creature which keeps to the water it webs the foot; for that which takes +to the trees it makes the toes prehensile; for the one which learns to +stand erect and run along the ground it flattens the sole, making it +steady and supporting. To resist, to survive, to win through, is the end +to which the life-principle sets itself with such singleness of aim as +to unfold a wealth of potentiality astounding to us in looking backward. + + + +VIII + + +This was the idea which came back to me that autumn at Versailles, and +from which in the course of time I drew my conclusions. + +Briefly, those conclusions were to the effect that as individuals we +need difficulties to overcome, and that fear is a stimulus to overcoming +them. Otherwise expressed, fear loses much of its fearfulness when we +see it as the summons to putting forth new energies. Unless we were +conscious of the energies such a call would not reach us. The creatures +preceding man could have felt no misgiving, since they lacked the +imagination essential to a dread. Such fear as they were equal to must +have seized them in paroxysms of terror when calamities threatened to +overwhelm them. If they made good their escape no trace of the fear +remained behind, the brain having little or no power of retention. We +may take it for granted that the pterodactyl and the trachodon had none +of the foreboding based on experience which destroys the peace of man. + +Fear, as we understand it, was in itself a signal of advance. It could +only have begun with the exercise of reason. Arrived at the rudiments of +memory the creature must have been able to perceive, however dimly, that +the thing which had happened might happen again. Adding the first +stirrings of imagination he must have constructed possible events in +which the danger would come from the same causes as before. With the +faculties to remember, to reason, and to imagine all at work we reach +the first stages of man. + +Man was born into fear in that he was born into a world of which most of +the energies were set against him. He was a lone thing fighting his own +battle. The instinct for association which made the mammals different +from other animals didn't help him much, since association did not bring +mutual help as a matter of course, and never has done so. A man could +count on no one but himself. Not only were prodigious natural forces +always menacing him with destruction; not only was the beast his enemy +and he the enemy of the beast; but his hand was against his fellow-man +and his fellow-man's hand against him. This mutual hostility followed +men in their first groupings into communities, and only to a degree have +we lived it down in the twentieth century. + +Perhaps this conviction that a man's strength lay in standing +single-handed against circumstance was the first small discovery I made +in my own fight with fear. Looking back on the developments which had +brought man into the world I saw a marvellous power of getting round +difficulties when you couldn't cut through them. Just as a river which +cannot flow over a rock can glide about its feet and turn it into a +picturesque promontory, so I recognised in myself an inborn human +faculty for "sidestepping" that which blocked my way, when I couldn't +break it down. + +I left Versailles with just that much to the good--a perception that the +ages had bequeathed me a store of abilities which I was allowing to lie +latent. Moving into Paris, to more cheerful surroundings, I took up +again the writing of the book I had abandoned more than a year +previously. After long seclusion I began to see a few people, finding +them responsive and welcoming. My object in stating these unimportant +details is merely to show that in proportion as I ceased to show fear +the life-principle hastened to my aid. Little by little I came to the +belief that the world about me was a system of co-operative +friendliness, and that it was my part to use it in that way. + + + +IX + + +To use it in that way was not easy. I was so accustomed to the thought +of Nature as a complex of self-seeking cruelties, the strong preying on +the weak, and the weak defenceless, that the mere idea of its containing +a ruling co-operative principle seemed at times far-fetched. To the +common opinion of the day, my own included, the conception of a +universe that would come to a man's aid the minute a man came to his own +was too much like a fairy tale. It may indeed be a fairy tale. All I +know is that in my own case it is the way in which it seems to have +worked. I think I have caught a glimpse of a constructive use for that +which I had previously thought of as only destructive and terrible. + +This is what I mean. The life-principle having, through unknown millions +of years, developed the conquest-principle by meeting difficulties and +overcoming them, the difficulties had a value. To man, especially, the +menace of Nature, the ferocity of the beast, and the enmity of his +fellow-man furnished the incentive to his upward climb. Had all been +easy he would have stayed where he was. He would never have called +mental powers to his physical aid, nor appealed to spiritual faculties +when the mental fell short of his requirements. Spurred on by a +necessity which grew more urgent in proportion as the life-principle +widened its scope, the conquest-principle became an impulse which would +brook no denying. Man grew by it; but the fact remains that he would not +have grown had there been nothing for him to struggle with. + +To me it seems basic to the getting rid of fear to know that our trials, +of whatever nature, are not motiveless. In our present stage of +development we could hardly do without them. So often looking like mere +ugly excrescences on life they are in reality the branches by which we +catch on and climb. They are not obstacles to happiness for the reason +that the only satisfying happiness we are equal to as yet is that of +wrestling with the difficult and overcoming it. Every call of duty has +its place in this ideal; every irksome job, every wearisome +responsibility. The fact that we are not always aware of it in no way +annuls the other fact that it is so. Boredom, monotony, drudgery, +bereavement, loneliness, all the clamour of unsatisfied ambitions and +aching sensibilities, have their share in this divine yearning of the +spirit to grasp what as yet is beyond its reach. All of that hacking of +the man to fit the job rather than the shaping of the job to fit the +man, which is, I imagine, the source of most of the discontent on earth, +has its place here, as well as the hundreds of things we shouldn't do if +we were not compelled to. Whatever summons us to conflict summons us to +life, and life, as we learn from a glance at the past, never shirks the +challenge. + +It never shirks the challenge, and, what is more, it never fails to find +the expedient by which the new demand is to be satisfied. To the +conquest of fear that plank must be foundational. As far as we can learn +there never was an emergency yet which the life-principle was not +equipped to meet. When all existing methods had been used up it invented +new ones; when seemingly at the end of its new resources it was only +beginning to go on again. + + + +X + + +The deduction I make is this, that a law which was operative on such a +scale before man had come into the world at all must be still more +effective now that we can help to carry it out. The life-principle is +not less ingenious than it ever was, while the conquest-principle must +have widely expanded. It is an axiom in all progress that the more we +conquer the more easily we conquer. We form a habit of conquering as +insistent as any other habit. Victory becomes, to some degree, a state +of mind. Knowing ourselves superior to the anxieties, troubles, and +worries which obsess us, we _are_ superior. It is a question of attitude +in confronting them. It is more mental than it is material. To be in +harmony with the life-principle and the conquest-principle is to be in +harmony with power; and to be in harmony with power is to be strong as a +matter of course. + +The individual is thus at liberty to say: "The force which never failed +before is not likely to fail in my case. The fertility of resource which +circumvented every kind of obstacle to make me what I am--a vertebrate, +breathing, walking, thinking entity, capable of some creative +expression of my own--will probably not fall short now that I have +immediate use for it. Of what I get from the past, prehistoric and +historic, perhaps the most subtle distillation is the fact that so far +is the life-principle from balking at need, need is essential to its +activity. Where there is no need it seems to be quiescent; where there +is something to be met, contended with, and overcome, it is furiously +'on the job.' That life-principle is my principle. It is the seed from +which I spring. It is my blood, my breath, my brain. I cannot cut myself +off from it; it cannot cut itself off from me. Having formed the +mastodon to meet one set of needs and the butterfly to meet another, it +will form, something to meet mine, even if something altogether new. The +new--or what seems new to me--is apparently the medium in which it is +most at home. It repeats itself never--not in two rosebuds, not in two +snowflakes. Who am I that I should be overlooked by it, or miss being +made the expression of its infinite energies?" + + + +XI + + +What this reasoning did for me from the start was to give me a new +attitude toward the multifold activity we call life. I saw it as +containing a principle that would work with me if I could work with it. +My working with it was the main point, since _it_ was working with me +always. Exactly what that principle was I could not at the time have +said; I merely recognised it as being there. + +The method of working with it was simple in idea, however difficult in +practice. It was a question of my own orientation. I had to get mentally +into harmony with the people and conditions I found about me. I was not +to distrust them; still less was I to run away from them. I was to make +a parable of my childish experience with the Skye terrier, assuming that +life was organised to do me good. I remembered how many times the Bible +begins some bit of pleading or injunction with the words, "Fear not." +Other similar appeals came back to me. "Say to them that are of a +fearful heart, Be strong I fear not."[1] "Quit yourselves like men; be +strong."[2] "O man greatly beloved, fear not! Peace be unto thee! Be +strong, yea, be Strong."[3] When, at some occasional test, dismay or +self-pity took hold of me I formed a habit of saying to myself, in our +expressive American idiom: "This is your special stunt. It's up to you +to do this thing just as if you had all the facilities. Go at it boldly, +and you'll find unexpected forces closing round you and Coming to +your aid." + +[1] The Book of Isaiah. + +[2] First Book of Samuel. + +[3] Book of Daniel. + +Which is just what I did find. To an amazing degree people were +friendly, while conditions became easier. Fear diminished because I had +fewer things to be afraid of. Having fewer things to be afraid of my +mind was clearer for work. Work becoming not only more of a resource but +more remunerative as well, all life grew brighter. Fear was not +overcome; I had only made a more or less hesitating stand against it; +but even from doing that I got positive results. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE AND GOD + + + +I + + +It is obvious that one could not dwell much on the power of the +life-principle without coming sooner or later to the thought of God. As +already hinted, I did not come to it at once because my conception of +God made Him of so little use to me. + +And yet, in popular phraseology, I had "served" God all my life. That +is, brought up in an atmosphere in which the Church was a divinely +instituted system for utilising God, I served the system, without +getting much beyond the surface plane of what were technically known as +"services." When trial came such services offered me an anodyne, but +not a cure. + + + +II + + +The first suggestion, that my concept of God might not be sufficient to +my needs came out of a conversation in New York. It was with a lady whom +I met but that once, within a year or two after my experience at +Versailles. I have forgotten how we chanced on the subject, but I +remember that she asked me these questions: + +"When you think of God _how_ do you think of Him? How do you picture +Him? What does He seem like?" + +Trying to reply I recognised a certain naivete, a certain childishness, +in my words even as I uttered them. In my thoughts I saw God as three +supernal men, seated on three supernal thrones, enshrined in some vague +celestial portion of space which I denominated Heaven. Between Him and +me there was an incalculable distance which He could bridge but I could +not. Always He had me at the disadvantage that He saw what I did, heard +what I said, read what I thought, punishing me for everything amiss, +while I could reach Him only by the uncertain telephony of what I +understood as prayer. Even then my telephone worked imperfectly. Either +the help I implored wasn't good for me, or my voice couldn't soar to +His throne. + +The lady smiled, but said nothing. The smile was significant. It made me +feel that a God who was no more than what I had described could hardly +be the Universal Father, and set me to thinking on my own account. + + + +III + + +I wish it were possible to speak of God without the implication of +dealing with religion. By this I mean that I am anxious to keep religion +out of this whole subject of the conquest of fear. The minute you touch +on religion, as commonly understood, you reach the sectarian. The minute +you reach the sectarian you start enmities. The minute you start +enmities you get mental discords. And the minute you get mental +discords no stand against fear is possible. + +But I mean a little more than this. Man, as at present developed, has +shown that he hardly knows what to do with religion, or where to put it +in his life. This is especially true of the Caucasian, the least +spiritually intelligent of all the great types of our race. +Fundamentally the white man is hostile to religion. He attacks it as a +bull a red cloak, goring it, stamping on it, tearing it to shreds. With +the Caucasian as he is this fury is instinctive. Recognising religion as +the foe of the materialistic ideal he has made his own he does his best +to render it ineffective. + +Of this we need no better illustration than the state of what we +conventionally know as Christendom. Christendom as we see it is a purely +Caucasian phase of man's struggle upward, with Caucasian merits and +Caucasian defects. Nowhere is its defectiveness more visible than in +what the Caucasian has made of the teaching of Jesus Christ. It was +probably a misfortune for the world that almost from the beginning that +teaching passed into Caucasian guardianship. I see in the New Testament +no indication on the part of Our Lord and the Apostles of wishing to +separate themselves from Semitic co-operation. The former taught daily +in the Temple; the latter, as they went about the world, made the +synagogue the base of all their missions. The responsibility for the +breach is not under discussion here. It is enough to note that it took +place, and that Caucasian materialism was thus deprived of a +counteragent in Hebrew spiritual wisdom. Had this corrective maintained +its place it is possible that religion might now be a pervasive element +in the Caucasian's life instead of being pigeon-holed. + + + +IV + + +The Caucasian pigeon-holes God. Otherwise expressed, he keeps God in a +specially labelled compartment of life, to be brought out for occasional +use, and put back when the need is over. It is difficult to mention God +to a Caucasian reader without inducing an artificial frame of mind. As +there are people who put on for strangers and guests an affected, +unnatural politeness different from their usual breezy spontaneity, so +the Caucasian assumes at the thought of God a mental habit which can +only be described as sanctimonious. God is not natural to the Caucasian; +the Caucasian is not natural with God. The mere concept takes him into +regions in which he feels uneasy. He may call his uneasiness reserve or +reverence, or by some other dignified name; but at bottom it is neither +more nor less than uneasiness. To minimise this distress he relegates +God to special days, to special hours, to services and ceremonials. He +can thus wear and bear his uncomfortable cloak of gravity for special +times, after which he can be himself again. To appeal to God otherwise +than according to the tacitly accepted protocol is to the average +Caucasian either annoying or in bad form. + +I should like, then, to dissociate the thought of God from the +artificial, sanctimonious, preternaturally solemn connotations which +the Name is certain to bring up. I want to speak of Him with the same +kind of ease as of the life-principle. I repeat, that I never found Him +of much use in allaying fear till I released Him from the Caucasian +pigeon-hole to see Him, as it were, in the open. Once in the open I got +rid, to some degree, of the Caucasian limitations of thinking along the +lines of sect, just as in the infinitude of the air you can forget for a +minute houses with rooms and walls. The discovery--that is, discovery +for myself--that God is Universal, which is not so obvious as it sounds, +was, I think, the first great step I made in finding that within that +Universal fear should be impossible. + + + +V + + +About the same time I chanced on a passage written by Joseph Joubert, an +eighteenth-century French Catholic, not so well known to the modern +reader as he ought to be, which impressed me deeply. + +"L'ame ne peut se mouvoir, s'eveiller, ouvrir les yeux, sans santir +Dieu. On sent Dieu avec l'ame comme on sent l'air avec le corps. +Oseraije le dire? On connait Dieu facilement pourvu qu'on ne se +contraigne pas a le definir--The soul cannot move, wake, or open the +eyes without perceiving God. We perceive God through the soul as we feel +air on the body. Dare I say it? We can know God easily so long as we do +not feel it necessary to define Him." + +I began to see that, like most Caucasian Christians, I had been laying +too much stress on the definition. The Trinity had, so to speak, come +between me and the Godhead. I had, unconsciously, attached more +importance to God's being Three than to His being God. Seeing Him as +Three I instinctively saw Him as Three Persons. Seeing Him as Three +Persons I did not reflect that the word Person as applied to God must be +used in a sense wholly different from that in which we employ it with +regard to men. To get into what I call the open I had to bring myself to +understand that we cannot enclose the Infinite in a shape, or three +shapes, resembling in any way the being with digestive organs, arms, and +legs, which worked its way up from slime. + +That is, in order to "dwell in the secret place of the Most High,"[4] +where one is immune from fear, I was obliged to give up the habit of +embodying God in any form. I had to confess that what is meant by the +Three Persons in One God I did not know. Furthermore, I saw no necessity +for thinking that I knew, since such knowledge must transcend all scope +of the human mind. The formula, if you must have a formula, is one +thing; but the turning it into a statute of limitations and applying it +to the Illimitable is another. + +[4] The Book of Psalms. + +To make my position clearer, and to avoid the subject of religion, let +me add that, inferring from the Bible that there is a Father, a Son, and +a Holy Ghost, I did not feel it imperative on my part to go beyond this +use of terms. Merely to abstain from definition was like a load taken +off my mind. How the Son was begotten of the Father, or the Holy Ghost +proceeded from them both, or what eternal mysteries were symbolised in +this purely human phraseology, were, it seemed to me, matters with which +I need not concern myself, seeing that they passed all my comprehension. +Not the Trinity should come first to powers so limited as mine--but God. + +It dawned on me, too, that God need not necessarily be to me what He is +to others, nor to others what He is to me. Of the Infinite the finite +mind can only catch a finite glimpse. I see what I can see; another sees +what he can see. The visions may be different, and yet each vision may +be true. Just as two painters painting the same landscape will give +dissimilar views of it, so two minds contemplating God will take of Him +only what each is fitted to receive. Water poured into differently +coloured glasses will take on the colour of the cup which it fills, even +though it be the self-same water in them all. If I find God for myself I +shall probably not behold in Him exactly what anyone else in the whole +world or in all time has ever beheld in Him before. + +I saw, too, that from a certain point of view the stand of the agnostic +is a right one. We cannot know God in the sense of knowing His being or +His "Personality," any more than we can know the essence of the +life-principle. Just as we know the life-principle only from what it +does, so we know God only from such manifestations of Himself as reach +our observation. Everything else is inference. Because we see something +of His goodness we infer that He is good; because we experience +something of His love we infer that He is loving; because we behold +something of His power we infer that He is almighty. It is first of all +a matter of drawing our conclusions, and then of making those +conclusions the food of the inner spiritual man whose life is +independent of the mortal heart and brain. But a sense in which God is +"unknowable" to us has to be admitted. + +I make this statement now in order not to be misunderstood when later I +may say that God must be this or that. Though I shall do so for the +sake of brevity it will always be in the sense that, if God is what we +have inferred from His manifestations, He must be this or that. In other +words, having to some degree worked my own way out of fear I must tell +how I came to feel that I know the Unknowable, doing it with the inexact +phraseology which is all I find to hand. + + + +VI + + +Reaching the conclusions noted above I was relieved of the pressure of +traditions and instructions. Traditions and instructions helped me in +that they built the ship in which I was to put to sea. The discoveries +had to be my own. The God of whom I had heard at my mother's knee, as +the phrase goes, had always been shadowy to me; the God who was served +by "services" had always seemed remote. A God who should be "_my_ God," +as the psalmists say so often, must, I felt, be found by me myself, +through living, searching, suffering, and struggling onward a step or +two at a time. "That's pretty near free-thinking, isn't it?" a +clergyman, to whom I tried to explain myself, once said to me. "No," I +replied; "but it _is_ pretty near thinking _free_." + +To think freely about God became a first necessity; to think simply a +second one. The Universal Father had been almost lost to me behind veil +after veil of complexities. The approaches to Him seemed to have been +made so roundabout, requiring so many intermediaries. Long before I had +dared to think of what I may call emancipation, the "scheme of +salvation," as it was termed, had struck me as an excessively +complicated system of machinery, considering the millions upon millions +who had need of it. In theory you were told, according to St. Paul, to +"come boldly before the throne of the heavenly grace," but in practice +you were expected to do it timidly. + +You were expected to do it timidly because the pigeon-holed Caucasian +God was represented--unconsciously perhaps--as difficult, ungenial, +easily offended. He measured your blindness and weakness by the +standard of His own knowledge and almightiness. A puritan God, extremely +preoccupied with morals as some people saw them, He was lenient, +apparently, to the narrow-minded, the bitter of tongue, and the +intolerant in heart. He was not generous. He was merciful only when you +paid for His mercy in advance. To a not inconsiderable degree He was the +hard Caucasian business man, of whom He was the reflection, only +glorified and crowned. + +It will be evident, of course, that I am not speaking of "the Father" of +the New Testament, nor of the official teaching of any church or +theology. To the rank and file of Caucasians "the Father" of the New +Testament is very little known, while the official teaching of churches +and theologies is so hard to explain that not much of it gets over to +the masses of those willing to subscribe to it. I refer only to the +impression on the mind of the man in the street; and to the man in the +street God, as he understands Him, is neither a very friendly nor a very +comprehensible element in life. Instead of mitigating fear He adds to +it, not in the Biblical sense of "fearing God," but in that of sheer +animal distrust. + + + +VII + + +While turning these things over in my mind I got some help from two of +the words most currently in Christian use. I had long known that the +English equivalents of the Latin equivalents of the terms the New +Testament writers used gave but a distorted idea of the original sense; +but I had let that knowledge lie fallow. + +The first of these words was Repentance. In these syllables there is +almost no hint of the idea which fell from the evangelistic pen, while +the word has been soaked in emotional and sentimental associations it +was never intended to be mixed with. The _Metanoia_; which painted a +sober, reflective turning of the mind, had been so overcharged with the +dramatic that sober, reflective people could hardly use the expression +any more. Repentance had come to have so strong a gloss of the +hysterical as to be almost discredited by men of common sense. It was a +relief, therefore, to remember that it implied no more than a turning to +God by a process of thought; and that a process of thought would +find Him. + +The other word was Salvation. Here again our term of Latin derivation +gives no more than the faintest impression of the beauty beyond beauty +in that which the sacred writer used. _Soteria_--a Safe Return! That is +all. Nothing complicated; nothing high-strung; nothing casuistical. Only +a--Safe Return! Yet all human experience can be read into the little +phrase, with all human liberty to wander--and come back. True, one son +may never leave the Father's home, so that all that it contains is his; +but there is no restraint on the other son from getting his knowledge as +he will, even to the extent of becoming a prodigal. The essential is in +the Safe Return, the _Soteria_, when the harlots and the husks have been +tried and found wanting. + +I do not exaggerate when I say that the simplicity of these conceptions +was so refreshing as almost to give me a new life. One could say to God, +with the psalmist, "Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me +from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of +deliverance"--and mean it. One could conceive of it as possible to turn +toward Him--and reach, the objective. The way was open; the access was +free; the progress as rapid as thought could make it. One could think of +oneself as _knowing God_, and be aware of no forcing of the note. + +"We can know God easily so long as we do not feel it necessary to define +Him." Once having grasped this truth I began to see how natural knowing +God became. The difficulty of the forced, of the artificial, of the mere +assent to what other people say, of which the Caucasian to his credit is +always impatient, seemed by degrees to melt away from me. No longer +defining God I no longer tried to know Him in senses obviously +impossible. I ceased trying to _imagine_ Him. Seeing Him as infinite, +eternal, changeless, formless because transcending form, and +indescribable because transcending words and thoughts, I could give +myself up to finding Him in the ways in which He would naturally be +revealed to me. + + + +VIII + + +These, of course, were in His qualities and His works. + +Let me speak of the latter first. + +I think light was the medium through which I at once felt myself to be +seeing God. By this I mean nothing pantheistic--not that the light was +God--but God's first and most evident great sign. Then there was the +restful darkness. There were the moon and the stars, "the hosts of +heaven," as the Hebrews aptly called them, becoming more and more +amazing as an expression of God the more we learn how to read them. Then +there were the elements, the purifying wind, the fruitful rain, the +exhilaration of snow-storms, the action and reaction from heat and cold. +Then there was beauty: first, the beauty of the earth, of mountains, of +seas, and all waters, of meadows, grainfields, orchards, gardens, and +all growing things; then, the beauty of sound, from the soughing of the +wind in the pines to the song of the hermit-thrush. There was the beauty +wrought by man, music, painting, literature, and all art. There were the +myriad forms of life. There were kindness and friendship and family +affection and fun--but the time would fail me! God being the summing up +of all good things, since all good things proceed from Him, must be seen +by me in all good things it I am to see Him at all. + +I had heard from childhood of a world in which God was seen, and of +another world, this world, in which He was not seen. I came to the +conclusion that there was no such fantastic, unnatural division in what +we call creation--that there was only one world--the world in which God +is seen. "The soul cannot move, wake, or open the eyes without +perceiving God." It is a question of physical vision, with spiritual +comprehension. + + + +IX + + +Seeing God breaking through all that I had previously thought of as +barriers, it was easy to begin to think of Him as Universal. I say begin +to think, because God's Infinitude had been only a word to me hitherto, +not a quality realised and felt. I do not presume to say that to any +adequate degree I feel and realise it now; but the habit of looking on +every good thing as a sign of His activity cannot but bring Him close +to me. + +That is my chief point with regard to the Infinite--that it must be +_here_. As I used to think of infinity I saw it stretching to boundless +reaches away from me; but only from the point of view of present Good +being present God did the value of the Infinite come to lie in its +nearness rather than in its power of filling unimaginable space. On my +part it was inverse mental action, seeking God where I was capable of +finding Him, and not in regions I could never range. + +But having grasped the fact that the Universal, wherever else it was, +must be with me the purely abstract became a living influence. I felt +this the more when to the concept of Infinitude I added that of +Intelligence. I use the much-worked word intelligence because there is +no other; but when one thinks for a second of what must be the +understanding of an Infinite Mind, intelligence as a descriptive term +becomes absurdly inadequate. + +This was the next fact which, if I may so express myself, I made my +own--that not only the Universal is ever with me, but that it is ever +with me with ever-active concern. There was a time when it was hard for +me to believe that a Mind busied with the immensities of the universe +could come down to such trivial affairs as mine. Important as I might be +to myself I could hardly be otherwise than lost amid the billions of +forms of life which had come into existence through the ages. To the +Three in One, on the Great White Throne, in the far-away Heaven, I must +be a negligible thing, except when I forced myself on the divine +attention. Even then it was hardly conceivable that, with whole solar +systems to regulate, I could claim more than a passing glance from the +all-seeing eye. + +But to an Infinite Mind bathing me round and round I must be as much the +object of regard as any solar system. To such a Mind nothing is small, +no one thing farther from its scope than another. God could have no +_difficulty_ in attending to me, seeing that from the nature of His +mental activity, to put it in that way, He could not lose sight of me +nor let me go. When an object is immersed in water it gives no extra +trouble to the water to close round it. It can't help doing it. The +object may be as small as a grain of dust or as big as a warship; to the +water it is all the same. Immersed in the Infinite Mind, closed round by +it, it was giving God no extra trouble to think of me, of my work, my +desires, the objects with which I was living, since by the nature of His +Being He could do nothing else. + +Having established it with myself that Universal Presence was also +Universal Thought I had made another step toward the elimination of +fear. I took still another when I added the truth of Universal Love. + +I need hardly say that this progression was not of necessity in a +strictly consecutive order, nor did it come by a process of reasoning +out from point to point. I was simply the man in the street dealing with +great ideas of which he had heard ever since he had been able to hear +anything, but trying at last to see what they meant to him. My position +might have been described in the words used by William James in one of +his _Letters_ to indicate his own. "The Divine, for my _active_ life, is +limited to abstract concepts, which, as ideals, interest and determine +me, but do so but faintly, in comparison with what a feeling of God +might effect, if I had one. It is largely a question of intensity, but +differences of intensity may make the whole centre of one's energy +shift." I did have a "feeling of God" however vague; but I had more of +the feeling of a Church. I could dimly discern the Way, without going +on to the Truth and the Life which give the Way its value. It will be +evident then that if my "discoveries" along these lines were discoveries +in the obvious, it was in that obvious to which we mortals so often +remain blind. + +During many years the expression, the love of God, was to me like a +winter sunshine, bright without yielding warmth. I liked the words; I +knew they expressed a truth; but between me and the truth there was the +same kind of distance which I felt to lie between myself and God. "It is +largely a question of intensity," to repeat what has just been quoted +from William James, "but differences of intensity may make the whole +centre of one's energy shift." My conception of the love of God lacked +just that quality--intensity. + +It came, to some degree, with the realisation that the Universal Thought +must be with _me_. A non-loving Universal Thought was too monstrous a +concept to entertain. The God who "broke through" my many +misunderstandings with so much good and beauty could have only one +predominating motive. The coming of my spiritual being to this planet +might be a mystery wrapped in darkness, and yet I could not but believe +that the Universal Father was behind that coming and that I was His son. +I could rest my case there. The love of God, after having long been like +a doctrinal tenet for which one had to strive, became reasonable, +natural, something to be understood. Finding that love in so many places +in which I had seen mere physical phenomena, and in so many lovely +things I had never placed to its credit, I began to feel that life could +be infused and transformed by it, in proportion as my own perception +grew. So, little by little, the centre of energy shifted, as one came to +understand what the Sons of Korah meant when they sang, "God is our +refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore _will we +not fear_ though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be +carried into, the midst of the sea."[5] With Universal Thought +concentrated in love upon oneself fear must be forced backward. + +[5] The Book of Psalms. + +And especially when you add to that the concept of Almighty Power. This +fourth and last of the great attributes is the one with which I, as an +individual, have found it most difficult to clothe the Infinite. I mean +that it is the one for which it is hardest for me to develop what +William James calls "a feeling," an inner realisation. I lay no stress +upon this. It is a question of growth. The Presence, the Thought, the +Love have become to me what I may be permitted to call tremulously +vivid. In proportion as they are vivid I get the "feeling" of +Almightiness exercised on my behalf; in proportion as they are tremulous +the Almightiness may remain in my consciousness, but it seems exercised +on my behalf but slightly. + +In other words, the Infinitude of Thought and Love are, to some extent, +apprehended by my inner self, while the Infinitude of Power is as yet to +me rather an intellectual abstraction. What my inner self may be I am +not prepared to say, but I know that it is there, as everyone else +knows that it is in him. "Strengthened with might by the Spirit in the +inner man,"[6] is what St. Paul says, and I suppose most of us recognise +the fact that our inner self is stronger or weaker in proportion as it +is more nourished or less nourished by our sense of the Being of God. It +is largely a question of intensity. If I interpret William James aright +he means by "a feeling" an intellectual concept after it has passed +beyond the preliminary keeping of the brain, and become the possession +of that inner man which is the vital self. To this vital self the sense +of Almighty Power really used for me is still, to a great degree, +outside my range. + +[6] Epistle to the Ephesians. + +I make the confession not because it is of interest, but because it +illustrates a main deduction which I should now like to draw. It is to +the effect that God is with us _to be utilised_. His Power, His Love, +His Thought, His Presence, must be at our disposal, like other great +forces, such as sunshine and wind and rain. We can use them or not, as +we please. That we could use them to their full potentiality is, of +course, not to be thought of; but we can use them in proportion to our +ability. If I, the individual, still lack many things; if I am still a +prey to lingering fears; it is probably because I have not yet rooted +out a stubborn disbelief in His Power. If I succeed in this I shall +doubtless be able to seize more of His bounty. It is not a question of +His giving, but of my capacity to take. + +The contrary, I venture to think, is the point of view of most of us. We +consider God somewhat as we do a wealthy man whom we know to be a miser, +forming the shrewd surmise that we shall not get much out of him. The +God who fails to protect us from fear fails, I believe, because we see +Him first of all as a niggard God. He is a niggard not merely with +regard to money but all the good things for which He has given us a +desire, with no intention of allowing that desire to be gratified. Once +more, He is the hard Caucasian business man, whom His subordinates serve +because they don't see what else to do, but whom they rarely love. + +We shall not, in my judgment, overcome fear till we see Him as He surely +must be, generous beyond all our conceptions of generosity. Years, +experience, many trials, and some knowledge of the world, have convinced +me that we have no lawful or harmless cravings for which, _as far as God +is concerned_, there is not abundant satisfaction. I am convinced that +absolute confidence in God's overflowing liberality of every sort is +essential to the conquest of fear. If we don't profit by that liberality +the fault is not His but our own. I am tempted to think that the belief +of so many generations of nominal Christians in a God whose power was +chiefly shown in repressions, denials, and capricious disappointments is +responsible, in so small measure, for our present world-distress. + +In my own case it was a matter of re-education. To find God for myself I +had to be willing to let some of my old cherished ideas go. They may +have been true of God as He reveals Himself to others; they are not true +of Him as He makes Himself known to me. The Way that leads _me_ to the +Truth and the Life is undoubtedly the Way I must follow. + +Doing that I have found so much, mentally, emotionally, materially, +which I never had before, that I cannot but look for more as my +absorbing power increases. The process is akin to that of the +unshrivelling of the inner man, as a bud will unfold when the sunshine +becomes strong enough. The transformation must be in thought. There must +be first the _Metanoia_, the change of mind, the new set of concepts; +and then the _Soteria_, the Safe Return, to the high, sane ideal of a +co-operative Universe, with a loving, lavish Universal Heart behind it. + +"To the chief Musician for the Sons of Korah: + +"'God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. +Therefore will we not fear though the earth be removed, and though the +mountains be carried into the midst of the sea.... Come, behold the +works of the Lord.... He maketh wars to cease unto the end of the +earth; he breaketh the bow, he cutteth the spear in sunder, he burneth +the chariot in the fire.... _Be still then, and know that I am +God,'"_[7] + +[7] Book of Psalms. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +GOD AND HIS SELF-EXPRESSION + + + +I + + +It will be clear from what I have said already that I see no fundamental +conquest of fear that is not based in God. There may be knacks by which +fear can be nipped and expedients by which it may be outwitted, but its +extermination can be brought about, it seems to me, only in one way. +According to our capacity and our individual needs we must know God; and +knowing God is not as difficult as the Caucasian mind is apt to think. +It stands to reason that if knowing God, in the senses in which it is +possible to know Him, is so essential to mankind it could not be +difficult. The making it difficult is part of the dust the Caucasian +throws in his own eyes. + +We know God through His Self-Expression, and His Self-Expression is +round about us in every form. Except through His Self-Expression there +is no way of our knowing Him. No speculation or theory will teach us to +know Him. It must be His own revelation of Himself, or nothing. + + + +II + + +Such little knowledge of Him as has come to me came much more freely +when I began to look for that revelation not alone in solemn mysteries, +or through the mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient scriptures, +but in the sights and sounds and happenings of every day. Here I must +ask not to be misunderstood. The solemn mysteries have their place, but +it is one of climax. The mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient +scriptures is of unreckonable value, after I have done something for +myself. By this I do not mean that all cannot work together +simultaneously, but rather that it is useless for the soul to strike +only at the more advanced, having ignored the elementary. + +As I write I look out on a street full of the touches of spring. The +rain-washed grass is of bright new green. The elms are in tenderest +leaf, the hawthorn bursting into flower. Here and there a yellow clump +of forsythia is like a spot of sunshine. Tulips are opening their +variegated cups, and daffodils line the walls. Dogs are capering about, +a collie, a setter, a Boston terrier. Birds are carrying straws or bits +of string to weave into their nests--or singing--or flying--or perching +on boughs. Children are playing--boys on bicycles eagerly racing +nowhere--little girls with arms round each others' waists, prattling +after their kind. Overhead is a sky of that peculiar blue for which the +Chinese have a word which means "the blue of the sky after rain," a hue +which only these masters in colour have, to my knowledge, +specially observed. + +How can I help seeing so much beauty and sweetness as the manifestation +of God? How could He show Himself to me more smilingly? How can I talk +of not seeing God when I see _this_? True, it may be no more than the +tip of the fringe of the hem of the robe in which His Being is arrayed; +but at least it must be that. True, also, that beautiful as these things +appear to physical eyes they must be still more beautiful to spiritual +eyes--the eyes of those who have passed on, for instance--to say nothing +of the delight which God must have in them Himself. But even with my +imperfect mortal vision they are rapturously good, a veritable glimpse +of the Divine. + +This is what I mean by the elementary--the common, primary thing, the +thing I look at every day and hardly ever accredit to its source. I am +not speaking pantheistically here, any more than when I spoke of light. +These things are not God, or part of God. They are expressions of God. +If I speak of seeing God in them I mean that in them, as well as in many +other simple things, we see Him as nearly as is possible to such +comprehension as ours. "No human eye," writes St. John, "has ever seen +God: the only Son, who is in the Father's bosom--He has made Him +known."[8] He made Him known in His own Person; but He appealed also to +the everyday sights and sounds, the lily of the field, the blowing wind, +the sparrow falling, the children at their mothers' knees, for the +evidence to declare Him. As expressions of Him they may be +misinterpreted by the error in my physical senses, or distorted by my +limitations of spiritual perception; but even then they bring Him near +to me in the kind of radiance which I can catch. + +[8] Most of the quotations from the New Testament are taken from a +recent translation, "The New Testament in Modern Speech," by R.F. +Weymouth and E. Hampden-Cook. + + + +III + + +In order to banish fear I think it necessary to train the thought to +seeing God as expressing Himself in all the good and pleasant and +enjoyable things that come to us. This means forming a habit. It means +saying to oneself daily, hourly, "This is God," "That is God," of +incidents, persons, and things we have rarely thought of in that +relation. To do this is not as easy as it would be if our race-mind +worked that way; but unfortunately it does not. In general we take our +good things for granted, complaining that they are not better. The +things we lack are more vivid to us, as a rule, than those we have +acquired. Having hung, as it were, a cloud about ourselves we disregard +the uncountable ways in which God persists in shining through, in spite +of our efforts to shut Him out. + +To try to enumerate the uncountable would be folly. You cannot reckon +the good which comes to every one of us through such channels as family, +home, friendship, income, business, amusements, studies, holidays, +journeys, sports, books, pictures, music, and the other hardly noticed +pleasures of any single day. We are used to them. To ascribe them +specially to God would seem to us far-fetched. That is, theoretically we +may ascribe them to God, but practically we dissociate Him from them. +Few of us, I think, ever pause to remember that through them He is +making Himself known to us before doing it in any other way. + +And yet, it seems to me, this is the beginning of our recognition of the +Divine. I have little hesitation in saying that this is what parents +should teach children before they teach them to lisp prayers. The +prayers have hardly any meaning to the baby-mind, and not much more than +a sentimental influence on the later life, if they have as much as that. +But any child, from the very budding of the intelligence, could grasp +the idea of a great, loving Super-Father, who was making Himself visible +through gifts and care. If he prayed to Him later he would know to whom +he was praying. As it is, the later prayers are neglected, or definitely +given up, oftener than not, because this is precisely what the child +does _not_ know. He does not know it because he was never taught it; and +he was never taught it because his parents have probably not been aware +of it themselves. + + + +IV + + +I myself was never taught it. Notwithstanding all for which I am truly +grateful, I regret most deeply that so many years of my life went by +before I was led to the fact. I am willing to believe that the lack of +understanding was my own fault, but a lack of understanding there was. I +got the impression that God, so far from making Himself known to me, was +hiding away from me, and that I must have faith to believe in One of +whom I had no more than hearsay evidence. If I could do this violence to +such measure of reason as I possessed I could count on a reward in some +other world than this, though on little or nothing here. + +Faith I saw as of the nature of a _tour de force_. You took it as you +took a leap. It was spiritually acrobatic. You didn't understand but you +_believed_. The less you understood the more credit your belief became +to you. The more hidden and difficult and mysterious and unintelligible +God made Himself the greater your merit in having faith in spite of +everything. I am far from saying that this is the common understanding +of Christians, or from holding others responsible for my misconceptions. +I speak of these misconceptions only because they were mine, and it was +I who had to work away from them. + +For this reason, too, I speak of my reaching the idea of a God who had +been visibly smiling at me all my life while I had never seen Him, as a +"discovery." To me it _was_ a discovery; and it came at a moment when I +sorely needed something of the kind. + + + +V + + +It was perhaps three or four years after the turning-point at +Versailles. The intervening time had been one of what I may call +spiritual ups and downs. It had not all been straight progress by any +means. I had got hold of what for me was a great idea, round which other +great ideas grouped themselves; but I grasped them waveringly or +intermittently. Nevertheless, during seasons in Boston, Nice, Cannes, +Munich, London, and Berlin, life on the whole went hopefully. The malady +I have already mentioned tended to grow better rather than worse; the +advancing blindness became definitely arrested. I worked easily, +happily, successfully. Returning to the New England city which had +become my adopted home, I bought a house and settled down to American +life once more. + +I mention these facts only because they help me to make myself clearer. +For all at once my affairs, like the chariots of Pharaoh in crossing the +Red Sea, began to drive heavily. Trust in an all-conquering +life-principle which had meant much to me for a time no longer seemed +effective. Difficulties massed themselves. Business misunderstandings +sprang up. Friendships on which I had counted suddenly grew cold. Worse +than all, the working impulse gave out. There were two whole years in +which I slaved at producing little more than what had to be thrown away. +My active life had apparently come to another deadening full stop. + +I reached the decision that there was but one thing to do--give up the +pretence at working, sell the house to which I had grown attached, and +resume once more the life of aimless, but at that time inexpensive, +European wandering. There came a day when I actually offered my +house for sale. + +And yet that day proved to be another turning-point. On the very morning +when I had put my house in the market the chain of small events which we +commonly call accidents brought me into touch with a man I had never +seen before. During a first meeting, as well as in several that +followed, he made certain matters clear to me which changed my course +not only then but ever since. These explanations came under three +distinct headings, to each of which I should like to give a +little space. + + + +VI + + +Of these the one I put first is probably familiar to most of my readers, +but to me, I confess, it was new. + +God among His other functions must be a tireless activity working +towards an end. Everything He calls into being works toward that end, I +myself with the rest. I am not a purposeless bit of jetsam flung out on +the ocean of time to be tossed about helplessly. God couldn't so will an +existence. It would not be in keeping with His economy to have any +entity wasted. As Our Lord puts it, the sparrow cannot fall without Him; +without Him the lilies are not decked; the knowledge possessed by His +infinite intelligence is so minute that the very hairs of the head are +numbered. My life, my work, myself--all are as much a necessary part of +His design as the thread the weaver weaves into the pattern in a carpet. + +In other words, I am not a free agent. I am His agent. Not only am I +responsible to him, but He is responsible for me. His responsibility for +me will be seen as soon as I give up being responsible for myself. + +It was upon this last point that I seized with most avidity. I was tired +of trying to steer a course for myself, with no compass to go by. I was +tired of incessantly travelling along roads which seemed to lead to +nothing but blind-ends. To change the figure to one I used not +infrequently at that time, my life seemed pitchforked, first in one way +and then in another, no way bringing me anywhere. It had no even tenor. +It was a series of seismic pulls and jerks. + +But in the light of what my new friend told me I saw I had been too +busily engaged in directing my life for myself. I was like a child who +hopes to make a smoothly working machine go still more smoothly by +prodding it. I couldn't leave it alone. It had not occurred to me that +the course of that life was God's own business, and that if I could +follow the psalmist's advice and "commit my way unto him he would bring +it to pass." It had seemed to me that nothing would be brought to pass +unless I worried and fretted over it myself, whereas the same wise old +psalmist says, in words which our generation would do well to lay to +heart, _"fret not thyself_ else shall thou be moved to do evil." + +"Trust in the Lord and do good," he goes on; "so shalt thou dwell in +the land, and verily thou shalt be fed. Delight thyself also in the +Lord, and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart." + +This was nothing new; it was only new to me. To feel that I could give +up being responsible for results and devote myself to my work was in +itself a relief. If I tried to "trust in the Lord and do good"--by which +I suppose is meant doing my duty to the best of my small ability--He +would look after the rest. My position was somewhat that of a trusted +subordinate given a free hand, but having over him a supreme authority +taking charge of all consequences. I was not working on what our modern +idiom neatly summarises as "my own." _I was His agent_. + +Thus it might be said to be to His interest to see that as His agent I +was sheltered, clothed, fed, and in every way kept in such condition as +to be up to the highest standard of His work. This provision would +naturally include those dependent on me, and without whose well-being I +could not have peace of mind. I need worry about them no more than about +myself. They, too, were His agents. In certain conditions He might +provide for them through me, or in certain conditions He might provide +for me through them; but in all conditions He would provide for all +of us. + + + +VII + + +The second point was this: those with whom I had had misunderstandings +were equally His agents. They might not be more aware of the fact than +I; but this in no way disqualified them as His trusted subordinates +given a free hand. Their work with me and mine with them, whatever its +nature, wrought one of the infinite number of blends going to make up +the vast complexity of His design. + +It was, therefore, out of the range of possibility that under Him there +could be opposition or contradiction between one of His agents and +another. It would be inconsistent with His being that one man's +advantage should be brought about at another man's cost. Where that was +apparently the case it was due to both sides taking the authority into +their own hands, and neither sufficiently recognising Him. If His +trusted subordinates in being given a free hand played Him false, they +naturally played each other false, and played false to themselves first +of all. Where one was afraid of another and strove to outwit him there +was treachery against the supreme command. + +Again there was nothing new in this; but to me it was a new point of +view with regard to those with whom and for whom I worked. For the first +time I saw their true relation to me, as mine to them, and something of +the principle of brotherhood. Up to this time brotherhood had been a +charming, sentimental word to me, and not much more. Children of one +Father, yes; but discordant children, with no restraint that I could see +on their natural cut-throat enmities. + +But here was a truth which made all other men my necessary helpmates, +and me the necessary helpmate of all other men. I couldn't do without +them; they couldn't do without me. Hostility between us was as out of +place as between men pulling together on the rope which is to save all +their lives. If peril could bring about unity God could bring it about +even more effectively. God was the great positive, the solvent in which +irritation and unfriendliness must necessarily melt away. + + + +VIII + + +The third point, involving my obvious first step, was to put suspicion +out of my own mind. I was to see myself as God's Self-Expression working +with others who were also His Self-Expression to the same extent as I. +It was in the fact of our uniting together to produce His +Self-Expression that I was to look for my security. No one could +effectively work against me while I was consciously trying to work with +God. Moreover, it was probable that no one was working against me, or +had any intention of working against me, but that my own point of view +being wrong I had put the harmonious action of my life out of order. +Suspicion always being likely to see what it suspects the chances were +many that I was creating the very thing I suffered from. + +This does not mean that in our effort to reproduce harmonious action we +should shut our eyes to what is evidently wrong, or blandly ignore what +is plainly being done to our disadvantage. Of course not! One uses all +the common-sense methods of getting justice for oneself and protecting +one's own interests. But it does mean that when I can no longer protect +my own interests, when my affairs depend upon others far more than on +myself--a condition in which we all occasionally find ourselves--I am +not to _fret myself_, not to churn my spirit into nameless fears. I am +not a free agent. Those with whom I am associated are not free agents. +God is the one supreme command. He expresses Himself through me; He +expresses Himself through them; we all. I as well as they, they as well +as I, are partakers of His Sonship; and the Son--His Expression--is +always "in the Father's bosom," [9] in His love and care. + +[9] St. John + + + +IX + + +Having grasped this idea the new orientation was not difficult. There +was in it too much solace to allow of its being difficult. If I state +the results it is once more not because I consider them important to +anyone but myself, but only because they became the starting-point of a +new advance in the conquest of fear. + +Within forty-eight hours, with no action on my part except the +_Metanoia_, the change in my point of view, all misunderstandings had +been cleared away. The other side had taken the entire initiative, I +making no advance whatever toward them. A telegram expressing their +hearty good will was followed by an interview, after which I was at work +again. I have not only worked easily ever since but with such fecundity +that one plan is always formed before I have its predecessor off my +hands. This says nothing of the quality of my work, which, humble as it +may be, is simply the best I know how to do. I refer only to its +abundance. I have found that in "working together with God," I am less +involved in conflicts of wills than I was before, and that the words of +Amos are literally fulfilled to me, "that the plowman shall overtake the +reaper, and the treader of grapes him that soweth seed." I say it +without knocking on wood, and with no fear lest my "good luck" will be +withdrawn, that from that time to this I have had plenty of work which I +have accomplished happily, and have never lacked a market for my +modest wares. + + + +X + + +From all of which I have drawn one main inference--the imperative +urgency of Trust. + +I had hitherto thought of trust as a gritting of the teeth and a +stiffening of the nerves to believe and endure, no matter what +compulsion one put upon oneself. Gradually, in the light of the +experience sketched above, I came to see it as simply the knowledge that +the supreme command rules everything to everyone's advantage. The more +we can rest mentally, keep ourselves at peace, _be still and know that +it is God_,[10] the single and sole Director, the more our interests will +be safe. This, I take it, is the kind of trust for which the great +pioneers of truth plead so persistently in both the Old and New +Testaments. + +[10] The Book of Psalms. + +Trust, then, is not a force we wrest from ourselves against reason, +against the grain. To be trust at all it must be loving and spontaneous. +It cannot be loving and spontaneous unless there is a natural impulse +behind it. And there can be no natural impulse behind it unless we have +something in our own experience which corroborates the mere hearsay +testimony that there is a Power worth trusting to. Job's "Though He slay +me yet will I trust in Him," could only have been wrung from a heart +which had proved the Divine Good Will a thousand times and knew what it +was doing. Some experience of our own we _must_ have. It is an absolute +necessity. Desperate hope in another man's God may do something for us, +but it cannot do much. A small thing which I have proved for myself is a +better foundation for trust than a Bible learnt parrot-like by rote and +not put to the practical test. Once I have found out for myself that to +rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him is the surest way to +security and peace I have the more willing confidence in doing it. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +GOD'S SELF-EXPRESSION AND THE MIND OF TO-DAY + + + +I + + +To the mind of to-day trust would be easier were it not for the terror +lest God's plans involve us in fearful things from which we shrink. We +have heard so much of the trials He sends; of the gifts of Tantalus He +keeps forever in our sight but just beyond our reach; of the blessings +He actually bestows upon us only to snatch them away when we have come +to love them most--we have heard so much of this that we are often +afraid of His will as the greatest among the evils of which we stand +in dread. + +In many cases this is the root of our fear. We cannot trust without +misgiving to the love of God. What is there then that we can trust to? +We can't trust to ourselves; still less can we trust to our fellow-men. +Those whom we love and in whom we have confidence being as weak as +ourselves, if not weaker than we, establish our spirits not at all. If, +therefore, we mentally poison the well of Universal Good-intent at its +very source what have we to depend on? + +I have already referred to the God of repressions and denials, and now +must speak a little more freely of this travesty on "the Father," as +expressed to us in Jesus Christ. Of all the obstacles to the rooting out +of fear the lingering belief in such a distortion of Divine Love is to +my mind the most deeply based. + +I often think it a proof of the vital truth in the message of Jesus +Christ that it persists in holding the heart in spite of the ugly thing +which, from so many points of view, the Caucasian has managed to make of +it. Nowhere is the cruelty of Caucasian misinterpretation more evident +than in the meanings given to the glorious phrase, "the Will of God." I +do not exaggerate when I say that in most Caucasian minds the Will of +God is a bitter, ruthless force, to which we can only drug ourselves +into submission. It is always ready to thwart us, to stab us in the +back, or to strike us where our affections are tenderest. We hold our +blessings only on the tenure of its caprice. Our pleasures are but the +stolen moments we can snatch from its inattention. + +As an example I quote some stanzas from a hymn frequently sung where +English-speaking people worship, and more or less expressive of the +whole Caucasian attitude toward "God's Will." + +My God, my Father, while I stray +Far from my home on life's rough way, +Oh, teach me from my heart to say, + Thy Will be done. + +Though dark my path and sad my lot, +Let me be still, and murmur not, +Or breathe the prayer divinely taught, + Thy Will be done. + +What though in lonely grief I sigh +For friends beloved no longer nigh, +Submissive still would I reply, + Thy Will be done. + +If thou shouldst call me to resign +What most I prize, it ne'er was mine; +I only yield thee what is thine; + Thy Will be done. + +These lines, typical of a whole class of sentimental hymnology, are +important only in as far as they are widely known and express a more or +less standardised point of view. The implication they contain is that +all deprivation is brought upon us by the Will of God, and that our +wisest course is to beat ourselves down before that which we cannot +modify. Beneath the car of this Juggernaut we must flout our judgments +and crush our affections. As He knows so well where to hit us we must +stifle our moans when He does so. As He knows so well what will ring our +hearts we must be content to let Him give so that He can the more +poignantly take away. The highest exercise of our own free will is to +"be still and murmur not"--to admit that we need the chastisement--to +crouch beneath the blows which we tell ourselves are delivered in love, +even though it is hard to see where the love comes in. + + + +II + + +I know nothing more tragic than those efforts on the part of +heart-broken people, coming within the experience of all of us, to make +themselves feel that this terrible "Will of God" must be right, no +matter how much it seems wrong. + +A young man with a wife and family to support is struck down by a +lingering illness which makes him a burden. All his Job's comforters +tell him that God has brought the affliction upon him, and that to bow +to the "Inscrutable Will" must be his first act of piety. + +A young mother is rejoicing in her baby when its little life is suddenly +snuffed out. She must school herself to say, quite irrespective of the +spirit of renunciation which inspires the words, "The Lord gave and the +Lord hath taken away; blessed be the Name of the Lord." + +A woman is left a widow to earn a living for herself, and bring up her +children fatherless. She must assume that the Lord had some good purpose +in leaving her thus bereft and must drill herself into waiting on a +Will so impossible to comprehend. + +Storms sink ships, drowning passengers and crew; lightning sets fire to +houses and strikes human beings dead; earthquakes swallow up whole +districts destroying industry and human life; tidal waves sweep inland +carrying away towns; and our legal phraseology can think of no better +explanation of such calamity than to ascribe it to "the act of God." + +It is needless to multiply these instances. Our own knowledge supplies +them by the score. Our personal lives are full of them. God's Will, +God's Love, God's Mercy, become strangely ironic forces, grim beyond any +open enmity. They remind us of the "love," the "pity," the "mercy," in +which the orthodox sent the heretic to the hangman or the stake, +destroying the body to save the soul. + +It is a far cry from this appalling vision of "the Father" to the +psalmist's "Delight thou in the Lord and he shall give thee the desires +of thine heart." How could anyone delight in the Caucasian God, as the +majority of Caucasians conceive of Him? As a matter of fact, how many +Caucasians themselves, however devout, however orthodox, attempt to +delight, or pretend to delight, in the God to whom on occasions they bow +down? Delight is a strong word, and a lovely one; but used of the +Caucasian and his Deity it is not without its elements of humour. + + + +III + + +Naturally enough! It is impossible for any human being to delight in a +God whose first impulse in "doing us good" is so often to ravage our +prosperity and affections. So long as we believe in Him fear will rule +our lives. It is because the Caucasian believes in Him that he lives in +fear and dies in fear. To attempt to eliminate fear and retain this +concept of God is vain. + +Understanding this the average Caucasian has made little or no effort to +eliminate fear. He would rather live and die in fear than change this +concept of God. It is dear to him. He finds it useful. To its shoulders +he can shift the ills of which he is unwilling himself to accept the +responsibility. Where God is a puzzle life is a puzzle; and where life +is a puzzle the Caucasian gets his chance for making the materialistic +ideal the only one that seems practical. In a world which was to any +noticeable degree freed from the spectre of fear most of our existing +systems of government, religion, business, law, and national and +international politics, would have to be remodelled. There would be +little or no use for them. Built on fear and run by fear, fear is as +essential to their existence as coal to our industries. A society that +had escaped from fear would escape from their control. + +In this present spring of 1921 we are having an exhibition of fear on a +scale so colossal that the heart of man is dazed by it. There is not a +government which is not afraid of some other government. There is not a +government which is not afraid of its own people. There is not a people +which is not afraid of its own government. There is not a country in +which one group is not afraid of some other group. All is rivalry, +enmity, suspicion, confusion, and distrust, "while men's hearts are +fainting for fear, and for anxious expectation of what is coming on the +world." All statesmen, all ministers, all ambassadors, all politicians, +all bankers, all business men, all professional men, all journalists, +all farmers, all laborers, all workers in the arts, all men and women of +all kinds--with the exception of one here and there who has reached the +understanding of the love which casteth out fear--live and work in fear, +and in mistrust of their colleagues. From the supreme councils of the +Allies down to the crooks and conspirators in dives and joints everyone +is afraid of being double-crossed. There is so much double-crossing +everywhere that we have been obliged to invent this name for the +operation. England is afraid of being double-crossed by Germany, France +by England, Italy by France, the United States by Europe, and Japan by +the United States, while within these general limitations minor +double-crossing interests seethe like bacteria in a drop of poisoned +blood. The nations are infected with fear because they elect to believe +in a God of fear, and the Caucasians more than others because they have +chosen to see a God of fear in Him who was put before them as a God +of Love. + + + +IV + + +I see no way out of all this except as one of us after another reaches +the _Metanoia_, the new point of view as regards God. Other ways have +been sought, and have been found no more than blind alleys. Much +reference is made nowadays to the disillusionment of those who hoped +that the war would lead to social and spiritual renovation; but any such +hope was doomed in advance, so long as the Caucasian concept of God was +unchanged. When you cannot trust God you cannot trust anything; and when +you cannot trust anything you get the condition of the world as it is +to-day. And that you _cannot_ trust a God whose "love" will paralyse the +hand by which you have to earn a living, or snatch your baby from your +breast--to say nothing of a thousand ingenious forms of torture +inflicted just because "He sees that it is best for you," after having +led you to see otherwise--that you cannot trust a God like that must be +more or less self-evident. If you are part of His Self-Expression He +cannot practise futilities through your experience and personality. He +must be kind with a common-sense kindness, loving with a common-sense +love. Whatever explanation of our sufferings and failures there may be +we must not shuffle them off on God. "Let us hold God to be true," St. +Paul writes, "though every man should prove false."[11] Let us hold that +God would not hurt us, however much we may wilfully hurt each other or +ourselves. + +[11] Epistle to the Romans. + + + +V + + +I should not lay so much emphasis on this if so much emphasis were not +laid on it in the other direction. God has so persistently, and for so +many generations, been held up to us as a God who tries and torments and +punishes that we can hardly see Him as anything else. Torture comes, in +the minds of many of us, to be not only His main function but His only +function. "I am all right," is the unspoken thought in many a heart, "so +long as I am not overtaken by the Will of God. When that calamity falls +on me my poor little human happiness will be wrecked like a skiff in a +cyclone." This is not an exaggeration. It is the secret mental attitude +of perhaps ninety percent of those Caucasians who believe in a God of +any kind. Their root-conviction is that if God would only let them alone +they would get along well enough; but as a terrible avenging spirit, +like the Fury or the Nemesis of the ancients, he is always tracking them +down. The aversion from God so noticeable in the mind of to-day is, I +venture to think, chiefly inspired by the instinct to get away from, or +to hide from, the pursuit of this Avenger. + + + +VI + + +And in a measure this impulse to flight can be understood. I can +understand that common-sense men should be cold toward the Caucasian +God, and that they should even renounce and denounce him. I will go so +far as to say that I can more easily understand the atheist than I can +many of my own friends who pathetically try to love and adore their +capricious un-Christlike Deity. To my certain knowledge many of them are +doing it against their own natural and better instincts, because they +dare not forsake the tradition in which they have been dyed. "I try to +love God and I can't," has been said to me many a time by conscientious +people who felt that the fault must lie in themselves. There was no +fault in themselves. If their God could have been loved they would have +loved him. + + + +VII + + +I come here to a point of no small importance to the conquest of fear, +the courage to release oneself from the tether of tradition. Few people +have it, in the sense of rejecting old theories because of having worked +out to new spiritual knowledge. When it comes to the eternal verities +many of us are cowardly; nearly all of us are timid. The immense +majority of us prefer a God at second or third hand. We will accept what +somebody else has learned, rather than incur the trouble or the +responsibility of learning anything for ourselves. We take our knowledge +of God as we take our doses of medicine, from a prescription which one +man has written down, and another has "put up," and still another +administers. By the time this traditional, handed-on knowledge of God +has reached ourselves it is diluted by all kinds of outside opinions and +personalities. It is not strange that when we have swallowed the dose it +does little to effect a cure. I do not deny that a second or third hand +knowledge of God may do something. I only deny that it can do much. To +support my denial I need only point to what the world has become in a +second and third hand Christendom. The illustration is enough. + +It should be plain, I think, that no one will ever be released from fear +by clinging to the teachings which have inspired fear. We are fearless +in proportion as we grow independent enough to know for ourselves. I +cannot but stress this point to some extent, for the reason that I +myself suffered so long from inability to let the traditional go. It +seemed to me to have a sanctity just because it was traditional. The +fact that other people had accepted certain ideas had weight in making +me feel that I should accept them too. To go off on a line of my own +seemed dangerous. I might make mistakes. I might go far wrong. Safety +was spelled by hanging with the crowd. + +It was the chance remark of an old acquaintance which dislodged me from +this position. In the lobby of a hotel we had met by chance, after not +having seen each other for a good many years. The conversation, having +touched on one theme and another, drifted to subjects akin to that which +I am now discussing. I ventured to disclose some of my own "seeking God, +if perhaps I could grope for Him and find Him."[12] + +[12] Acts of the Apostles. + +My friend straightened himself and squared his shoulders. "I stand +exactly where I did thirty years ago." + +There was a pride in the statement with regard to which my first feeling +was a pang of envy. A rapid calculation told me that thirty years ago he +had been about twenty; and the superiority of a man who at twenty had +attained to so much spiritual insight that he had not needed to learn +anything more in the interim was evident. I was two or three days +turning this incident over in my mind before the exclamation came to me, +"How terrible!" To have lived through the thirty years of the richest +experience the ordinary man ever knows and still have remained on +precisely the same spot as to spiritual things struck me then as a +woeful confession. + +I beg to say here that I am not talking of external and official +religious connections. I am trying to avoid the subject of external and +official religion altogether. I am speaking not of religion but of God. +To my mind the two have no more than the relation of the words of a song +and the music of its setting. You may use them together or you may +consider them apart. I am considering them apart, and confining myself +wholly to the words of the song. What is known as church-affiliation, +the music of the setting, I am not concerned with. My only topic is the +way in which the meaning of the words gets over to the average inner +man, and the effect upon him mentally. + +I revert, therefore, to the statement that to make the kind of spiritual +progress which will overcome fear it will be often necessary to let go +the thing we have outlived. Often the thing we have outlived will be +something dear to us, because there was once a time when it served our +turn. But our turn to-day may need something different from the turn of +yesterday, and the refusal to follow new light simply because it is new +leads in the end to mental paralysis. I was once asked to sign a +petition to the mayor of a city praying that, on the ground of its +novelty, electric lighting might be excluded from the street in which I +lived. Exactly this same reluctance often keeps us from making changes +of another sort, even when we feel that the light which hitherto was +enough for us has been outgrown and outclassed. + +The danger of the lone quest leading a man astray can be easily +exaggerated. It is not as if God were difficult to find. "The soul +cannot move, wake, or open the eyes, without perceiving God." "For this +commandment which I command thee this day, it is not hidden from thee, +neither is it far off. It is not in heaven that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go up for us to heaven and bring it down unto us that we may hear +it and do it? Neither is it beyond the sea that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go over the sea for us and bring it unto us that we may hear it +and do it? But the word is very nigh unto thee, in thy mouth and in thy +heart."[13] No motion toward the Universal can miss the Universal. I +cannot escape from the Ever-Present; the Ever-Present cannot escape from +me. Intellectually I may make mistakes in deduction, but spiritually I +cannot but find God. The little I learn of God for myself is to me +worth more than all the second and third hand knowledge I can gather +from the saints. + +[13] The Book of Deuteronomy. + + + +VIII + + +It is the more necessary to dwell on this for the reason that whatever +_Metanoia_, or new orientation, is to be brought about must be on the +part of individuals. There is no hope for large numbers acting together, +or for any kind of group-impulse. Group-impulse among Caucasians is +nearly always frightened, conservative, reactionary, or derisive of the +forward step. There is hardly an exception to this in the whole history +of Caucasian ideas. + +Otherwise it would be a pleasant dream to imagine what might now be +happening on the great international stage. Let us suppose that the +leaders of the so-called Christian countries were all convinced of the +three main lines of God's direction I have already tried to sketch. Let +us think of such men as Lloyd George, Clemenceau, Sforza, President +Harding, and the heads of government in Belgium, Russia, Germany, and +all other countries affected by the present war of moves and +counter-moves--let us think of them as agreed on the principles: + +1. That each knows himself and his country as an agent in the hand of +God, directed surely toward a good end; + +2. That each knows each of his colleagues and his country as equally an +agent in the hand of God, directed surely toward a similar good end; + +3. That each knows that between God's agents there can be neither +conflicting interests nor clash of wills, and that suspicion and +counter-suspicion must be out of place, since under God's direction no +double-crossing is possible. + +The picture is almost comic in its incongruity with what actually is. +The mere thought of these protagonists of the century working in harmony +to one great purpose, without distrust of each other's motives, and with +no necessity for anyone's dodging political foul play, summons the smile +of irony. Mutual trust was never so much a suggestion to laugh down. +The mere hint that it might be possible would make one a target for the +wit of the experienced. + +In what we call the practical world of to-day there is no appeal from +the God of Fear but _to_ the God of Fear. The great mass of Caucasians +will not have it otherwise. And it requires no prophetic vision to +foresee the results of the efforts to bring about international harmony +while all are obeying the decrees of the Goddess of Discord. Nearly +three years after the signing of the armistice the world is in a more +hopeless situation than it was when at war. Up to the present each new +move only makes matters worse. There are those who believe that our +phase of civilisation is staggering into the abyss and that nothing, as +far as can now be descried, will save it from the deluge. + + + +IX + + +Possibly! Fear tends always to produce the thing it is afraid of. I +mention this dark outlook only for the reason that even if the +cataclysm were to come the individual can escape from it. + +Cataclysms are not new in the history of our race. The rise and fall of +civilisations may be called mankind's lessons in "how not to do it." Of +these lessons there are no such records as those which we find in the +Old Testament; and in these records it is unfailingly pointed out that +whatever the calamity which overtakes the world at large the individual +has, if he chooses, a way of safety. The innocent are not overwhelmed +with the guilty, except when the innocent deliberately shut their eyes +to the opening toward the _Soteria_--the Safe Return. But that, +unhappily, the innocent do so shut their eyes is one of the commonest +facts in life. + +Back in that twilight of history of which the later tale could be told +only by some symbol, some legendary hieroglyph, there was already an +"Ark" by which the faithful few could be saved from the "Flood." The +symbol became permanent. The Ark of the Covenant--the sign of a great +spiritual understanding--remained as a token to man that in God he had +a sure refuge. It was laid up in his Holy of Holies, a mystic, +consecrated pledge, till the ruthless Caucasian came and rifled it. + +But no rifling could deprive mankind of its significance. That endures. +To bring it home to the desolate and oppressed was a large part of the +mission of psalmists and prophets. The Ark of the Covenant--of the Great +Understanding--meant as much to those who sought God in the ancient +world as the Cross does to Christendom. It meant that whatever the +collapse, national or general, through siege or sack or famine, those +who would escape could escape by the simple process of mentally taking +refuge in God. The Ark of God would bear them safely when all material +help failed. + +Among the themes which run through the Old Testament this is of +paramount importance. It is impossible to do more than refer to the many +times the spiritually minded were implored to seek this protection. It +was needful to implore them since they found the assurance so difficult +to believe. No matter how often it was proved to them they still +doubted it. Saved by this method once they would reject it when it came +to danger the second time. Saved the second time they rejected it the +third. "Thou shalt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on +thee, because he trusteth in thee," is the declaration of Jeremiah, who +perhaps more than any other was a prophet of disaster. Similar +statements are scattered through the Old Testament by the score, by the +hundred. It was a point on which leaders, seers, and teachers insisted +with a passionate insistence. They knew. They had tested the truth for +themselves. Disaster was a common feature in their history. During the +three thousand years and more which their experiences cover these +Israelites had seen more than one invasion sweep across their land, more +than one civilisation come and go. All that Belgium knew in the Great +War they knew time and time again. Between Egypt and Assyria, the France +and Germany of that special epoch, theirs was a kind of buffer state +over which every new anguish rolled. "Let it roll," was the cry of +their prophets. "The Lord will fight for you. Stand still and see what +he will do. His arm is not shortened neither his strength diminished. It +is of the Lord to save whether by many or by few. Trust in the Lord and +be doing good, so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be +fed. Oh, how great is thy goodness which thou hast wrought for them that +trust in thee before the sons of men. I said in my haste, I am cut off! +Nevertheless thou heardest the voice of my supplication when I cried +unto thee. Be of good courage and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye +that hope in the Lord."[14] + +[14] Various Old Testament Sources. + + + +X + + +In many ways this is the burden of the more ancient Scriptures--the +protection which surrounds those who know that protection is God. It was +a gospel that had to be preached with tears and beseechings from one +generation to another. No generation accepted it. The belief in +material power was always too dense. It is still too dense. In the Ark +of the Great Understanding the Caucasian has practically never seen more +than a symbol that has gone out of date. Lost materially in the Tiber +mud it was, for him, lost forever. But not so. Its significance remains +as vital to mankind as when, veiled and venerated, it stood between +the cherubim. + +The time may be close at hand when we shall need this assurance as we +need nothing else. However optimistic we try to keep ourselves, no +thinking man or woman can be free, at this crisis in world-history, from +deep foreboding. For the memory to go back ten years is, even for us in +the New World, like returning to a Golden Age; while for the Old World +mere recollection must be poignant. + +The possibility that all countries in both hemispheres may find +themselves in some such agony as that of the Russia of to-day is not too +extravagant to be entertained. This is not saying that they are likely +so to find themselves; it means only that in the world as it is the +safest is not very safe. My point is that whether catastrophe +overwhelms us or not, he who chooses not to fear can be free from fear. +There is a refuge for him, a defence, a safeguard which no material +attack can break down. "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most +High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the +Lord, He is my refuge--my fortress--my God. In Him will I trust."[15] +There is this Ark for me, this Ark of the Great Understanding, and I can +retire into it. I can also have this further assurance: "Because thou +hast made the Lord which is my refuge--even the Most High--thy +habitation, there shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague +come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee to +keep thee in all thy ways."[16] + +[15] The Book of Psalms. + +[16] The Book of Psalms. + + + +XI + + +This is the eternal agreement, but an agreement of which we find it +difficult to accept the terms. To the material alone we are in the habit +of ascribing power. Though we repeat a thousand times in the course of +a year, "For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory," we do not +believe it. To few of us is it more than a sonorous phrase. + +I remember the impression of this which one received at the great +thanksgiving for peace in St. Paul's Cathedral in London some twenty +years ago. The Boer War had ended in an English victory, and while the +thanksgiving was not precisely for this, it did express the relief of an +anxious nation that peace was again restored. It was what is generally +known as a most impressive service. All that a great spectacle can offer +to God it offered. King, queen, princes, princesses, ambassadors, +ministers, clergy, admirals, generals, and a vast assembly of citizens +filled the choir and nave with colour and life, while the music was of +that passionless beauty of which the English cathedral choirs guard +the secret. + +But the detail I remember best was the way in which the repetition of +the Lord's Prayer rolled from the lips of the assembly like the sound +of the surging of the sea. It was the emotional effect of a strongly +emotional moment. One felt tense. It was hard to restrain tears. As far +as crowd-sympathy has any spiritual value it was there. The Caucasian +God was taken out of His pigeon-hole and publicly recognised. + +Then He was put back. + +I take this service merely as an instance of what happens in all the +so-called Christian capitals in moments of national stress. Outwardly it +happens less in the United States than it does elsewhere, for the reason +that this country has no one representative spiritual expression; but it +does happen here in diffused and general effect. As a Christian nation +we ascribe in common with other Christian nations the kingdom, the +power, and the glory to God--on occasions. We do it with the pious +gesture and the sonorous phrase. Then we forget it. The habit of +material trust is too strong for us. Kings, queens, presidents, princes, +prime ministers, congresses, parliaments, and all other representatives +of material strength, may repeat for formal use the conventional clause; +but there is always what we flippantly know as a "joker" in the +lip-recitation. "Kingdom, power, and glory," we can hear ourselves +saying in a heart-aside, "lie in money, guns, commerce, and police. God +is not sufficiently a force in the affairs of this world for us to give +Him more than the consideration of an act of courtesy." + +Practically that is all we ever get from group-impulse--an act of +courtesy. I repeat and repeat again that whatever is done toward the +conquest of fear must be done by the individual. _I_ must do what I can +to conquer fear in myself, regardless of the attitude or opinions of men +in general. + +To men in general the appeal to spiritual force to bring to naught +material force is little short of fanatical. It has never been otherwise +as yet; it will probably not be otherwise for long generations to come. +Meanwhile it is much for the individual to know that he can act on his +own initiative, and that when it comes to making God his refuge he can +go into that refuge alone. He needs no nation, or government, or +society, or companions before him or behind him. He needs neither leader +nor guide nor friend. In the fortress of God he is free to enter merely +as himself, and there know that he is safe amid a world in agony. + + + +XII + + +This is not theory; it is not doctrine; it is not opinion. It is what +the great pioneers of truth have first deduced from what they understood +to be the essential beneficence of God, and then proved by actual +demonstration. Anyone else can demonstrate it who chooses to make the +experiment. My own weakness is such that I have made the experiment but +partially; but partial experiment convinces me beyond all further +questioning that the witness of the great pioneers is true. + + + +XIII + + +Nor is this conviction to be classed as idealism, or ecclesiasticism, or +mysticism, or anything else to which we can put a tag. It is not +sectarian; it is not peculiarly Christian. It is the general possession +of mankind. True, it is easier for the Christian than for any other to +enter on this heritage, since his spiritual descent is more directly +from the pioneers of truth who first discovered God to be His children's +safety; but the Universal is the Universal, the property of all. +Discovery gives no one an exclusive hold on it. Anyone with a +consciousness of Almighty, Ever-Present Intelligence must have some +degree of access to it, though his access may not be to the fullest or +the easiest. It is not possible that the Universal Father should be the +special property of the Christian or of anyone else. The Christian view +of the Father is undoubtedly the truest; but every view is true in +proportion to its grasp of truth. No one will deny that the Buddhist, +the Mahometan, the Confucianist, have their grasp of truth. Even the +primitive idolater has some faint gleam of it, distorted though it may +have become. Very well, then; the faintest gleam of such knowledge will +not go without its recompense. + + + +XIV + + +Exclusiveness is too much our Caucasian habit of mind. It is linked with +our instinct for ownership. Because through Jesus Christ we have a +clearer view of a greater segment of the Universal, if I may so express +myself, than the Buddhist can have through Buddha or the Mahometan +through Mahomet, our tendency is to think that we know the whole of the +Universal, and have it to give away. Any other view of the Universal is +to us so false as to merit not merely condemnation but extirpation. +Extirpation has been the watchword with which Caucasian Christianity has +gone about the world. We have taken toward other views of truth no such +sympathetic stand as St. Paul to that which he found in Greece, and +which is worth recalling: + +"Men of Athens, I perceive that you are in every respect remarkably +religious. For as I passed along and observed the things you worship, I +found also an altar with this inscription, TO THE UNKNOWN GOD. The +Being, therefore, whom you, without knowing it, revere, Him I now +proclaim to you. God who made the universe and everything in it--He +being Lord of heaven and earth--does not dwell in sanctuaries built by +men. Nor is He administered to by human hands as though He needed +anything--but He Himself gives to all men life and breath and all +things. He caused to spring from one forefather people of every race, +for them to live on the whole surface of the earth, and marked for them +an appointed span of life, and the boundaries of their homes; that they +might seek God, if perhaps they might grope for Him and find Him. Yes, +though He is not far from any one of us. For it is in closest union with +Him that we live and move and have our being; as in fact some of the +poets in repute among yourselves have said, 'For we are also His +offspring.'"[17] + +[17] Acts of the Apostles. + +To the conquest of fear this splendid universalism is another +essential. God being "not far from any one of us" cannot be far from me. +He who gives to all men life and breath and all things will not possibly +deny me the things I require most urgently. Our whole civilisation may +go to pieces; the job by which I earn a living may cease to be a job; +the money I have invested may become of no more value than Russian +bonds; the children whom I hoped I had provided for may have to face +life empty-handed; all my accustomed landmarks may be removed, and my +social moorings swept away; nevertheless, the Universal cannot fail me. +"Although the figtree shall not blossom nor fruit be in the vines; +though the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields yield no meat; +though the flocks be cut off from the fold and there be no herd in the +stalls; yet I will rejoice in God, I will joy in the God of my +salvation." It is safe to say that this confidence on the part of +Habakkuk was not due to mere grim forcing of the will. It was the fruit +of experience, of knowledge, of demonstration. In spite of the dangers +national and personal he saw threatening, his certainty of God must +have been spontaneous. + +Anyone, in any country, in any epoch, and of any creed or no creed, who +has shared this experience shares also this assurance. To the Christian +it comes easiest; but that it does not come easy even to the Christian +is a matter of common observation. It can only come easily when some +demonstration has been made for oneself, after which there is no more +disputing it. + + + +XV + + +Nor is it a question of morals or morality. + +I must venture here on delicate ground and say what I should hesitate to +say were the contrary not so strongly underscored. I mean that God, from +what we understand to be His nature, could not accord us His protection +by weighing the good and the evil in our conduct, and giving or +withholding help according to our worthiness. The Universal is too great +to be measured and doled in that way. Nothing but our own pinchbeck +ideas could ascribe to Him this pettiness. As it is the kind of sliding +scale we ourselves adopt, we limit the Divine Generosity by our own +limitations. + +Not so was the understanding of Jesus Christ. That we should be kind to +the so-called evil as we are to the so-called good was a point on which +He dwelt in the Sermon on the Mount. To discriminate between them when +it comes to the possibility of conferring benefits is in His opinion +small. "You have heard that it was said, 'Thou shalt love thy neighbor, +and hate thine enemy.' But I command you all, Love your enemies, and +pray for your persecutors; that so you may become true sons of your +Father in heaven. For He causes His sun to rise on the wicked as well as +on the good, and sends rain upon those who do right and those who do +wrong."[18] + +[18] St. Matthew. + +In other words, we are not to feel ourselves turned out of our +"habitation" in God by a sense of our moral lapses. Moral lapses are to +be regretted, of course; but they do not vitiate our status as the Sons +of God. It is possible that no one believes they do; but much of the +loose statement current among those who lay emphasis on morals would +give that impression. There is a whole vernacular in vogue in which +souls are "lost" or "saved" according to the degree to which they +conform or do not conform to other people's views as to what they ought +to do. Much of our pietism is to the effect that God is at the bestowal +not merely of a sect, but of some section of a sect, and cannot be found +through any other source. + + + +XVI + + +This brings me to the distinction between morals and righteousness, +which is one for the mind of to-day to keep as clearly as possible +before it. I have said that the refuge in God is not a question of +morals; but it is one of righteousness. Between righteousness and morals +the difference is important. + +Morals stand for a code of observances; righteousness for a direction of +the life. + +Morals represent just what the word implies, the customs of an age, a +country, or a phase in civilisation. They have no absolute standard. The +morals of one century are not those of another. The morals of one race +are not those of another even in the same century. In many respects the +morals of the Oriental differ radically from those of the Occidental, +age-long usage being behind each. It is as hard to convince either that +his are the inferior as it would be to make him think so of his +mother-tongue. I once asked a cultivated Chinaman, a graduate of one of +the great American universities and a Christian of the third generation, +in what main respect he thought China superior to the United States. "In +morals," he replied, promptly; but even as a Christian educated in +America his theory of morals was different from ours. + +Among ourselves in the United States the essence of morals is by no +means a subject of unanimous agreement. You might say that a standard of +morals is entirely a matter of opinion. There are millions of people who +think it immoral to play cards, to go to the theatre, to dance, or to +drink wine. There are millions of other people who hold all these acts +to be consistent with the highest moral conduct. + +Moreover, wherever the emphasis is thrown on morals as distinct from +righteousness there is a tendency to put the weight on two or three +points in which nations or individuals excel, and to ignore the rest. +For example, not to go outside ourselves, the American people may be +fairly said to exemplify two of the great virtues: On the whole they +are, first, sober; secondly, continent. As a result we accentuate morals +in these respects, but not in any others. + +For instance, the current expression, "an immoral man," is almost +certain to apply only under the two headings cited above, and probably +only under one. All other morals and immoralities go by the board. We +should not class a dishonest man as an immoral man, nor an untruthful +man, nor a profane, or spiteful, or ungenial, or bad-tempered, man. Our +notion of morals hardly ever rises above the average custom of the +community in which we happen to live. Except in the rarest instances we +never pause to reflect as to whether the customs of that community are +or are not well founded. The consequence is that our cities, villages, +countrysides, and social groupings are filled with men and women moral +enough as far as the custom of the country goes, but quite noticeably +unrighteous. + +It is also a fact that where you find one or two virtues singled out for +observance and the rest obscured there you find, too, throngs of +outwardly "moral" people with corroded hearts. Villages, churches, and +all the quieter communities are notorious for this, the peculiarity +having formed for a hundred and fifty years the stock-in-trade of +novelists. Sobriety and continence being more or less in evidence the +assumption is that all the requirements have been fulfilled. The +community is "moral" notwithstanding the back-bitings, heart-burnings, +slanders, cheatings, envies, hatreds, and bitternesses that may permeate +it through and through. As I write, the cramped, venomous, unlovely life +of the American small town is the favourite theme of our authors and +readers of fiction. Since a number of the works now on the market have +met with national approval one must assume that the pictures they paint +are accurate. The conditions are appalling, but, according to the custom +of the country, they are "moral." The shadow of insobriety and +incontinence doesn't touch the characters who move across these pages, +and yet the level of the life is pictured as debased, and habits +as hideous. + + + +XVII + + +With morals in this accepted American sense righteousness has little to +do. The two are different in origin. Morals imply the compulsion of men, +and are never more binding than the customs of men render them. They are +thus imposed from without, while righteousness springs from within. The +essence of righteousness lies in the turning of the individual +toward God. + +I think it safe to say that righteousness is expressed more accurately +in attitude than in conduct. It is expressed in conduct, of course; but +conduct may fail while the attitude can remain constant. It is worthy of +remark that some of the great examples of righteousness cited in the +Bible were conspicuously sinners. That is to say, they were men of +strong human impulses against which they were not always sufficiently on +guard, but who turned towards God in spite of everything. In the long +line spanning the centuries between Noah and Abraham and Peter and +Paul--from the almost prehistoric out into the light of day--not one is +put before us except in his weakness as well as in his strength. Some of +them commit gross sins; but apparently even gross sins do not debar them +from their privileges in God's love. This principle was expressed in the +words of Samuel: "Fear not: ye have done all this wickedness; yet turn +not aside from following the Lord.... For the Lord will not forsake his +people for his great name's sake." That the Universal who has all the +blessings of creation to bestow should deprive me of anything just +because in my folly or weakness I have committed sins is not consistent +with "his great name's sake." It would not be causing His sun to rise on +the wicked as well as on the good nor sending rain on those who do right +and those who do wrong. I am too small for His immensity to crush with +its punishments, but not too small to be the object of His entire love. + + + +XVIII + + +I hope it is plain that I say this not to make little of doing wrong but +to put the love and fulness of God in the dominating place. I must make +it clear to myself that He does not shut me out of His heart because I +am guilty of sins. I may shut myself out of His heart, unless I direct +my mind rightly; but He is always there, unchanged, unchangeable, the +ever-loving, ever-welcoming Father. Whatever I have done I can return to +Him with the knowledge that He will take me back. Far from sure of +myself, I can always be sure of Him. + +There are those who would warn me against saying this through fear lest +it should be interpreted as, "Don't be afraid to sin so long as you keep +mentally close to God." I prefer to run that risk. The dread figure of +"an angry God" has been so worked to terrorise men that large numbers of +us have been terrorised. But experience shows us every day that being +terrorised never produces the results at which it aims. It does not win +us; it drives us away. + +Much of the alienation from God in the mind of to-day is due to +rebellion on the part of our sense of justice. We are sinners, of +course; but not such sinners as to merit the revenge which an outraged +deity is described as planning against us. That the All-loving and +All-mighty should smite us in our dearest aims or our sweetest +affections just because we have not conformed to the lop-sided morality +of men is revolting to our instincts. We are repulsed by the God of Fear +when we are drawn, comforted, strengthened, and changed by Him who is +never anything toward us but "the Father." + +I have no hesitation, therefore, in throwing the emphasis in what I +have to say on the fact that He is "a place to hide me in"--the Ark of +the Great Understanding--always open to my approach--into which, +whatever I have done, I can go boldly. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THE MIND OF TO-DAY AND THE WORLD AS IT IS + + + +I + + +Much of what I have written will seem inconsistent with the fact that in +the world as it is there are undeniable and inevitable hardships. True! +I do not escape them more than any other man, the relative relief from +fear saving me from only some of them. + +I have not meant to say that even with one's refuge in God there is +nothing left to struggle with. My point is that whatever there may be to +struggle with there is nothing to be afraid of. Freedom from struggle +would profit us not at all. On the contrary, it would render us +nerveless, flabby, flaccid, and inert. + +But fear, as a rule, being connected with our struggles, it is +important, I think, to be as clear as we can concerning the purport of +those struggles, and their source. We have already seen that fear is +diminished in proportion as we understand that our trials are not +motiveless, and perhaps this is the point at which to consider briefly +what the motives are. + + + +II + + +Struggle we may define as the act of wrestling with trial, so as to come +out of it victoriously. It is a constant element in every human life. +Furthermore, I am inclined to think that, taking trial as an average, +the amount which enters into one life differs little from that which +enters into another. + +There was a time when I did not think so. Some lives struck me as +singled out for trouble; others were left comparatively immune from it. +One would have said that destinies had been mapped with a strange +disregard for justice. Those who didn't deserve it suffered; those whom +suffering might have purified went scot free. Some were rich, others +were poor; some had high positions, others humble ones; some had the +respect of the world from the day they were born, others crept along +from birth to death in restriction and obscurity. The contrasts were so +cruel that they scorched the eyes of the soul. + +This is true, of course; and I am not saying that in the testing to +which everyone is subjected all have an equal share of the opportunities +for triumphing. I am speaking for the moment only of the degree to which +the testing comes. As to that, I am inclined to feel that there is +little to choose between one life and another, since each of us seems to +be tried for all that he can bear. + +One is impressed with that in one's reading of biography. Only the lives +of what we may call the favoured few get into print, and of those few it +is chiefly the external events that are given us. Glimpses of the inner +experience may be obtained from time to time, but they are rarely more +than glimpses. Of what the man or the woman has endured in the secret +fastnesses of the inner life practically nothing can be told. And yet +even with the little that finds its way into words how much there is of +desperate fighting. To this there is never an exception. The great +statesman, the great poet, the great priest, the great scientist, the +great explorer, the great painter, the great novelist--not one but +suffers as anyone suffers, and of not one would the reader, as a rule, +put himself in the place. + +I bring up this fact because we so often feel that the other man has an +easier task than ourselves. The very thing I lack is that with which he +is blessed. I see him smiling and debonair at the minute when I am in a +ferment. While I hardly know how to make both ends meet he is building a +big house or buying a new motor-car. While I am burying hope or love he +is in the full enjoyment of all that makes for happiness and prosperity. + +We are always prone to contrast our darker minutes with our friends' +brighter ones. We forget, or perhaps we never know, that they do the +same with us. At times we are as much the object of their envy as they +ever are of ours. + +I say this not on the principle that misery loves company, but in order +to do away with the heathen suspicion lingering in many minds that God +singles _me_ out for trial, heaping benefits on others who deserve them +no more than I do. + +God singles no one out for trial. When trials come they spring, as +nearly as I can observe, from one or all of the three following sources. +There are: + +A. The trials which come from a world of matter; + +B. The trials which come from a world of men; + +C. The trials we bring on ourselves. + + + +III + + +A. The minute we speak of matter we speak of a medium which the mind of +to-day is just beginning to understand. The mind of other days did not +understand it at all. Few phases of modern advance seem to me more +significant of a closer approach to the understanding of spiritual +things than that which has been made along these lines. + +To all the generations before our own matter was a sheer and positive +density. Its hardness, solidity, and actuality could not be gainsaid. +Earth was earth; iron was iron; wood was wood. Blood was blood; flesh +was flesh; bone was bone. A man was a material being attached to a +material planet, as a sponge is attached to the bottom of the sea. All +that he touched and ate and wore and used was of the same material +Absolute. As to the spiritual there could be a question; as to the +material there could be none. The speculation of occasional +philosophers, that matter might not after all be more than a mental +phenomenon, was invariably hooted down. "I know that matter is matter by +standing on it," are in substance the words attributed to even so +spiritually-minded a man as the great Dr. Johnson. On this point, as +perhaps on some others, he may be taken as a spokesman for the Caucasian +portion of our race. + +And now comes modern physical science reducing matter to a tenuousness +only one remove from the purely spiritual, if it is as much as that. +Gone is the mass of the mountains, the stoniness of rocks, the hard +solidity of iron. The human body, as someone puts it, is no more than a +few pails of water and a handful of ash. Ash and water are alike +dissipated into gases, and gases into elements more subtle still. +Keeping strictly to the material modern science has reached the confines +of materiality. Where it will lead us next no man knows. + +But the inference is not unfair that the world of matter is to a +considerable degree, and perhaps altogether, a world of man's own +creation. That is to say, while God is doing one thing with it, the +human mind understands another. For the human point of view to develop +and develop and develop till it becomes identical with God's is perhaps +the whole purpose of existence. + + + +IV + + +To me personally it was no small help in overcoming fear when I saw the +purpose of existence as expressed in the single word, Growth. That, at +least, is a legitimate inference to draw from the history of life on +this planet. Assuming that the universe contains an intelligible design +of any sort, and that life on this planet is part of it, a vast +development going on eternally toward complete understanding of Infinite +Right and Happiness would give us some explanation of the mystery of our +being here. Beginning, for reasons at which we can only guess, far away +from that understanding, we are forever approaching it, with forever the +joy of something new to master or to learn. New perceptions, new +comprehensions, new insights gained, new victories, even little +victories, won, constitute, I think, our treasures laid up in that +heaven where neither moth nor wear-and-tear destroys, and where thieves +do not break in and steal. Where this treasure is, there, naturally +enough, our hearts will be also. Looking back over the ages since the +life-principle first glided into our planet waters--how it did so is as +yet part of our unsolved mystery--what we chiefly see is a great +surging of the living thing upward and upward toward that Highest +Universal to which we give the name of God. + + + +V + + +That is a point which we do not sufficiently seize--that God is not +revealed to us by one avenue of truth alone, but by all the avenues of +truth working together. With our tendency to keep the Universal in a +special compartment of life we see Him as making Himself known through a +line of teachers culminating in a Church or a complex of churches; and +we rarely think of Him as making Himself known in any other way. To +change the figure, He trickles to us like a brook instead of bathing us +round and round like light or air. + +But all good things must express the Universal; and all discovery of +truth, whether by religion, science, philosophy, or imaginative art, +must be discovery in God. The Ten Commandments and the Sermon on the +Mount are discoveries in God, but so are the advances in knowledge made +by Plato, Aristotle, Roger Bacon, and Thomas Edison. He shows Himself +through Abraham, Moses, Isaiah, and St. Paul, but also through Homer, +Shakespeare, Michael Angelo, Beethoven, Darwin, George Eliot, William +James, and Henry Irving. I take the names at random as illustrating +different branches of endeavour, and if I use only great ones it is not +that the lesser are excluded. No one department of human effort is +specially His, or is His special expression. The Church cannot be so +more than the stage, or music more than philosophy. His Holy Spirit can +be no more outpoured on the bishop or the elder for his work than on the +inventor or the scientist for his work. I say so not to minimise the +outpouring on the bishop or the elder, but to magnify that on everyone +working for progress. This, I take it, is what St. John means when he +says, "God does not give the Spirit with limitations." He who always +gives all to all His children cannot give more. + +When our Lord restores sight to a blind man, or Peter and John cause a +lame man to walk, we see manifestations of God; but we see equal +manifestations of God when one man gives us the telephone, another the +motor-car, and another wireless telegraphy. Whatever declares His power +declares Him; and whatever declares Him is a means by which we press +upward to the perception of His loving almightiness. The advance may be +irregular but it is advance; and all advance is advance toward Him. + + + +VI + + +That is to say, we are rising above a conception of life in which matter +is our master; and yet we are rising above it slowly. This is my chief +point here, because by understanding it we see why we still suffer from +material afflictions. We have overcome some of them, but only some of +them. It is a question of racial development. As we glance backward we +see how much of the way we have covered; as we look round on our +present conditions we see how much there is still to be achieved. + +To diminish fear we should have it, I think, clearly before us that the +human race has done as yet only part of its work, and put us in +possession of only part of the resources which will one day belong to +us. If we could compare ourselves with our ancestors in the days, let us +say, of Christopher Columbus or William the Conqueror we should seem in +relation to them like children of a higher phase of creation. If we +could compare ourselves with our descendants of five hundred or a +thousand years hence we should probably be amazed at our present +futility and grossness. Our ancestors in the Middle Ages could do +certain great things, as we, too, can do certain great things; but in +general access to the Universal Storehouse which is God we have made +progress in ways unknown to them, as our children will make such +progress after us. + +But we have made only the progress we have made. We have its advantages, +but there are advantages to which we have not yet attained. We might +liken ourselves to people who have reached the fourth or fifth step of a +stairway in which there are twenty or thirty. We have climbed to a +certain height, but we are far from having reached the plane to which we +are ascending. + + + +VII + + +It is worth noting this for the reason that we are so likely to think of +ourselves as the climax to which the ages have worked up, and after +which there is no beyond. We are the final word, or as the French +express it, the last cry, _le dernier cri_. All that can be felt we have +felt, all that can be known we have experienced. For the most part this +stand is taken by the intellectuals in all modern countries. In us of +to-day, of this very hour, the wave of Eternity has broken, throwing +nothing at our feet but froth. The literature of the past ten years is +soaked in the pessimism of those who regret that this should be all that +the travail of Time could produce for us. + +In view of this moan from so many of the writers who have the public +ear, especially in Europe, it is the more important to keep before us +the fact that we are children of a race but partially developed at best. +Compared with what will one day be within human scope our actual reach +is only a little beyond impotence. I say this not merely at a venture, +but on the strength of what has happened in the past. We are not a +people which has accomplished much, but one on the way to +accomplishment. The achievements of which we can boast are relatively +like those of a child of five who boasts that he can count. Our whole +world-condition shows us to be racially incompetent, and able to produce +no more than incompetent leaders. That is our present high-water mark, +and with our high-water mark we must learn to be satisfied. + +Escaping from matter we are still within the grasp of matter, and shall +probably so continue for generations to come. Our struggles must +therefore be largely with matter, till little by little we achieve its +domination. In proportion as the individual does so now he reaps the +reward of his victory; and in proportion as he reaps that reward fear is +overcome. Our primary fear being fear of matter, much is gained by +grasping the fact which modern science for the past ten or fifteen years +has been carefully putting before us--vainly as far as most of us are +concerned--that what we call matter is a force subject to the control of +mind, while the directing of mind rests wholly with ourselves. Since we +have controlled matter to make it in so many ways a hostile force, it +ought to be within our power to turn it in our favour. + + + +VIII + + +Which is, I suppose, the trend we are following, even if we follow it +unconsciously. For the turning of the matter in our favour we have +fortunately some notable examples. Our race has produced one perfectly +normal man to whom all of us sub-normals can look as the type of what we +are one day to become. + +I think it a pity that so much of our thought of Him makes Him an +exception to human possibilities. In speaking of Him as the Son of God +we fancy Him as being in another category from ourselves. We forget that +we, too, are sons of God--"heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ."[19] It +is true that He realised that Sonship to a degree which we do not; but +it is also true that we ourselves realise it to some degree. In the +detail of the mastery of matter to which we shall attain it is fair, I +think, to take Him as our standard. + +[19] Epistle to the Romans. + +Taking Him as our standard we shall work out, I venture to think, to the +following points of progress. + +a. The control of matter in furnishing ourselves with food and drink, by +means more direct than at present employed, as He turned water into wine +and fed the multitudes with the loaves and fishes. + +b. The control of matter by putting away from ourselves, by methods more +sure and less roundabout than those of to-day, sickness, blindness, +infirmity, and deformity. + +c. The control of matter by regulating our atmospheric conditions as He +stilled the tempest. + +d. The control of matter by restoring to this phase of existence those +who have passed out of it before their time, or who can ill be spared +from it, as He "raised" three young people from "the dead" and Peter and +Paul followed His example. + +e. The control of matter in putting it off and on at will, as He in His +death and resurrection. + +f. The control of matter in passing altogether out of it, as He in what +we call His Ascension into Heaven. + + + +IX + + +It will be observed that I take as historic records the statements of +the Bible. This I do in face of the efforts of many of the clergy in a +number of the churches to make me see in the Old Testament chiefly a +collection of myths, and in the New a series of compilations by +irresponsible hands, of doubtful date and authority, leaving, in the +case of our Lord, only a substratum which can be relied on as +biographical. + +As an instance of what I mean I quote the following: A few weeks ago I +happened to mention to the distinguished head of one of the most +important theological schools of one of the largest denominations in the +country, our Lord's turning the water into wine. "I've no idea that He +ever did anything of the kind," were the words with which he dismissed +the subject, which I did not take up again. I am not arguing here +against his point of view. I merely state that I do not share it, and +for these two main reasons: + +First, because the so-called Higher Criticism on which it is based is a +purely evanescent phase of man's learning, likely to be rejected +to-morrow by those who accept it to-day, as has been the case with other +such phases; + +Secondly, because I feel sure that, with the mastery of matter to which +we have already attained, the future development of our race will +justify these seeming "miracles," and make them as natural and +commonplace as telegraphy and telephony. + +I speak only for myself when I say that the more I can feel round me the +atmosphere of omnipotence the less I am aware of fear. It is a matter of +course that the one should exclude the other. The sense of being myself, +in a measure, the inheritor of omnipotence, as an heir of God and a +co-heir with Christ, becomes, therefore, one to cultivate. This I can do +only in proportion as I see that my Standard and Example cultivated it +before me. In my capacity as a son of God I take as applying to myself +the words reported by St. John: "In most solemn truth I tell you that +the Son can do nothing of Himself--He can only do what He sees the +Father doing; for whatever He does, that the Son does in like manner." + +While sayings like these, of which there are many in the New Testament, +apply doubtless, in the first place, to Him who best exemplifies the +Sonship of God, they must apply, in the second place, I suppose, to all +who exemplify that Sonship to any degree whatever. Man is the Son of +God; and it is worth noting that He who is specially termed the Son of +God is also specially termed the Son of Man. "Dear friends," St. John +writes, elsewhere, "we are now God's children, but what we are to be in +the future has not been fully revealed to us." I take it, therefore, as +no presumption on my part to emphasise in my daily thought my place as a +co-heir with Christ, feeling that not only is God's almightiness +exercised on my behalf, but that as much of it as I know how to use is +placed in my hands. + + + +X + + +This last, of course, is very little. Even that little I use doubtfully, +timidly, tremblingly. That is the utmost reach to which present +race-development and personal development have brought me. With regard +to the opportunities all round me I am as if I stood beside an airship +in which I could fly if I knew how to work its engines, which I do not. +Other conveniences besides airships would be of no good at all to me if +someone more skilful than I didn't come to my aid. There is probably no +person living of whom the same is not true. Large portions of +omnipotence are placed within hands which are too busy grasping other +things to seize all that they could hold. + +I remember the encouragement it was to me when I understood that to hold +anything at all was so much to the good as a starting-point. I had been +in the habit of dwelling on the much I had missed rather than on the +little I had apprehended. But the little I had apprehended was, after +all, my real possession, and one I could increase. It is like the few +dollars a man has in a savings bank. That at least is his, +notwithstanding the millions he might have possessed if he had only +known how to acquire them. There are many instances of a few dollars in +the savings bank becoming the seedling of millions before the span of a +man's life is passed. + +To be glad of what we can do while knowing it is only a portion of what +will one day be done is to me a helpful point of view. "There may be +truth in all this," is the observation of a young lady who has scanned +what I have written, "and yet I don't believe that we shall ever conquer +fear." That, it seems to me, is to tie chains and iron weights about +one's feet when starting on a race. If we are to keep in the race at +all, to say nothing of winning it, the spirit must be free. One must add +the courage which springs from a partial knowledge of the truth to the +patience one gets from the understanding that as yet our knowledge of +the truth is but partial. + + + +XI + + +I often think that if the churches could come to this last admission it +would be a help to themselves and to all of us. As already hinted I am +anxious to keep away from the subject of churches through a natural +dread of bitterness; but this much I feel at liberty to say, saying it +as I do in deep respect for the bodies which have kept alive the glimmer +of Divine Light in a world which would have blown it out. In a +partially developed race the churches can have no more than a partially +developed grasp of truth. A partially developed grasp of truth is +much--it is pricelessly much--but it is not a knowledge of the whole +truth. Not being a knowledge of the whole truth it should be humble, +tolerant, and eager to expand. + +The weakness of the ecclesiastical system strikes me as lying in the +assumption, or practical assumption, on the part of each sect that _it_ +is the sole repository of truth, and of all the truth. There is no sect +which does not claim more than all mankind can claim. Moreover, there is +no sect which does not make its claims exclusively, asserting not only +that these claims are right, but that all other claims are wrong. To the +best of my knowledge, the sect has not yet risen which would make more +than shadowy concessions to any other sect. + +True, it must not be forgotten that no sect bases its teaching on what +it has worked out for itself, but on the revelation made to it in Jesus +Christ. Every sect would admit that its own view of truth might have +been partial were it not for the fact that in Jesus Christ it has +everything. Where the theories of men might be inadequate His immense +knowledge comes in as supplementary. + +This might be so had He Himself undertaken to give more than a partial +view of truth. But He says expressly that He does not. He gives what His +hearers might be assumed to be able to assimilate; but that is all. "I +have much more to say to you, but you are unable at present to bear the +burden of it."[20] It being an axiom in teaching to give the pupil only +what he can receive, this is the utmost that our Lord attempts. + +[20] St. John. + +He goes on, however, to add these words, which are significant: "But +when He has come--the Spirit of Truth--He will guide you into all the +truth."[21] No doubt that process is even now going on, and will continue +to go on in proportion as our race develops. We are being guided into +all the truth, through all kinds of channels, spiritual, literary, +scientific, philosophical. The naive supposition that this promise was +kept on the Day of Pentecost, when a sudden access of knowledge +committed all truth to the apostles and through them to the Church +forevermore, is contradicted by the facts. The apostles had no such +knowledge and made no claims to its possession. The Church has never had +it, either. "All truth" covers much more ground than do questions of +ecclesiastical forms of government or of the nature of the sacraments. +"All truth" must go as far as the Universal goes, leaving nothing +outside its range. "All truth" must surely be such self-evident truth as +to admit of no further dissensions. + +[21] St. John. + +Taking truth as a circle, the symbol of perfection, we may assume that +our Lord disclosed a view of a very large arc in its circumference. But +of the arc which He disclosed no one group of His followers has as yet +perceived the whole. At the same time it is probable that each group has +perceived some arc of that arc, and an arc perceived by no other group. +"All truth" being too large for any one group to grasp, the Baptist sees +his segment, the Catholic his, the Methodist his, the Anglican his, the +Congregationalist his, until the vision of Christ is made up. I name +only the groups with which we are commonly most familiar, though we +might go through the hundreds of Christian sects and agree that each has +its angle from which it sees what is visible from no other. Though there +is likely to be error in all such perceptions a considerable portion of +truth must be there, or the sect in question would not survive. It is +safe to say that no sect comes into existence, thrives, and endures, +unless it is to supply that which has been missed elsewhere. + + + +XII + + +What place is there then for intersectarian or ecclesiastical arrogance? + +The question is far from foreign to my subject. Fear is what arrogance +feeds upon; fear is what arrogance produces; and arrogance is the +special immorality of churches. To my mind the churches are almost +precluded from combating fear, for the reason that arrogance is to so +marked a degree their outstanding vice. + +The Catholic is arrogant toward the Protestant; the Protestant is +arrogant toward the Catholic; the Anglican is arrogant to him whom he +calls a Dissenter in England, and merely "unchurches" in America; the +Unitarian is arrogant to those whom he thinks less intellectual than +himself; those who believe in the Trinity are arrogant toward the +Unitarian. All other Christian bodies have their own shades of +arrogance, entirely permitted by their codes, like scorn of the weak to +the knights of Arthur's court. An active, recognised, and mutual +arrogance all round is the reason why it is so rare to see any two or +three or half a dozen Christian sects work for any cause in harmony. +Arrogance begets fear as surely and prolifically as certain of the +rodents beget offspring. + +Much has been written during the past fifty years on the beautiful theme +of the reunion of Christendom. Rarely does any great synod or +convention or council meet without some scheme or some aspiration toward +this end. Every now and then a programme is put forth, now by this body, +now by that, with yearning and good intentions. And in every such +programme the same grim humour is to be read behind the brotherly +invitation. "We can all unite--if others will think as we do." Is it any +wonder that nothing ever comes of these efforts? And yet, I am +persuaded, a day will dawn when something will. + + + +XIII + + +"When he has come--the Spirit of Truth--he will guide you into all the +truth." That will be in the course of our race-development. As step is +added to step, as milestone is passed after milestone, as we see more +clearly what counts and what doesn't count, as we outgrow childishness, +as we come more nearly to what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the +stature of full-grown men in Christ,"[22] we shall do many things that +now seem impossible. Among them I think we shall view intersectarian +arrogance as a mark of enfeebled intelligence. There will come an era of +ecclesiastical climbing down. We shall see more distinctly our own +segment of the arc which our Lord has revealed, and because of that we +shall know that another man sees what we have missed. The Methodist will +then acknowledge that he has much to learn from the Catholic; the +Catholic will know the same of the Baptist; the Anglican of the +Presbyterian; the Unitarian of the Anglican; and a co-operative universe +be reflected in a co-operative Church. Each will lose something of his +present cocksureness and exclusiveness. God will be seen as too big for +any sect, while all the sects together will sink out of sight in God. + +[22] Epistle to the Ephesians. + +In the meantime we are only working toward that end, but toward it we +are working. Every man who believes in a church is doing something to +bring that end about when he gives a kindly thought to any other church. +I say this the more sincerely owing to the fact that I myself am +naturally bigoted, and such kindly thought does not come to me easily. +There are sects I dislike so much that my eyes jump from the very +paragraphs in the newspapers which mention them. And yet when I curb +myself, when I force myself to read them, when I force myself to read +them sympathetically and with a good wish in my heart, my mental +atmosphere grows wider and I am in a stronger, surer, steadier, and more +fearless world. + +Much criticism has been levelled at the Church within the past few +years; but it should be remembered that the Church no more than +government, no more than business, no more than education, can be ahead +of the only partially developed race of which she is one of the +expressions. She is not yet out of the world of matter, though she is +emerging. In proportion as her concepts, hopes, and aims remain material +she will be as incompetent as any other body with the same handicaps and +limitations. In proportion as she learns to "overthrow arrogant +reckonings and every stronghold that towers high in defiance of the +knowledge of God,"[23] she will become the leader of the world, and our +great deliverer from fear. + +[23] Second Epistle to the Corinthians. + + + +XIV + + +B. Of the trials brought upon us by a world of men perhaps our chief +resentment springs from their unreasonableness. They are not necessary; +they might be avoided; at their worst they could be tempered. For this +reason, too, they take us by surprise. Those who bring them on us seem +captious, thoughtless, cruel. When they could so easily offer us a +helping hand they obstruct us for the mere sport of doing so. People +toward whom we have never had an unkindly thought will often go out of +their way to do us a bad turn. + +I shall not enlarge on this, since most of us are in a position to +enlarge on it for ourselves. There is scarcely an individual for whom +the way, hard enough at any time, has not been made harder by the barbed +wire entanglements which other people throw across his path. Almost +anything we plan we plan in the teeth of someone's opposition; almost +anything with which we try to associate ourselves is fraught with +discords and irritations that often inspire disgust. The worlds in which +co-operation is essential, from that of governmental politics to that of +offices and homes, are centres of animosities and suspicions, and +therefore breeding-grounds of fear. + +I suppose most grown-up people can recall the wounded amazement with +which they first found themselves attacked by someone to whom they were +not conscious of ever having given cause. Some are sensitive to this +sort of thing; some grow callous to it; some are indifferent; and some +are said to enjoy it. In the main I think we are sensitive and remain +sensitive. I have been told by a relative of one of the three or four +greatest living writers of English that the unfavourable comment of a +child would affect him so that he would be depressed for hours. +Statesmen and politicians, I understand, suffer far more deeply in the +inner self than the outer self ever gives a sign of. The fact that our +own weakness or folly or recklessness or wrong-doing lays us open to a +blow is not much consolation when it falls. + + + +XV + + +For myself all this became more tolerable when I had fully grasped the +fact that we are still to a considerable degree a race of savages. From +savages one cannot expect too much, not even from oneself. We have +advanced beyond the stage at which one naturally attacked a stranger +simply because he was a stranger, but we have not advanced very far. The +instinct to do one another harm is still strong in us. We do one another +harm when it would be just as easy, perhaps easier, to do one another +good. Just as the Ashanti hiding in the bush will hurl his assegai at a +passer-by for no other reason than that he is passing, so our love of +doing harm will spit itself out on people just because we know +their names. + +Personally I find myself often doing it. I could on the spur of the +moment write as many as twenty names of people of whom I am accustomed +to speak ill without really knowing much about them. I make it an excuse +that they are in the public eye, that I don't like their politics, or +their social opinions, or their literary output, or the things they do +on the stage. Anything will serve so long as it gives me the opportunity +to hurl my assegai as I see them pass. One does it instinctively, +viciously, because like other semi-savages one is undeveloped mentally, +and it is to be expected. + +By expecting it from others half our resentment is forestalled. Knowing +that from a race such as ours we shall not get anything else we learn to +take it philosophically. If I hurl my assegai at another, another hurls +his assegai at me, and in a measure we are quits. Even if, trying to +rise above my inborn savagery, I withhold my assegai, it is no sign that +another will withhold his, and I may be wounded even in the effort to do +my best. Very well; that, too, is to be expected and must be +taken manfully. + +The learning to take it manfully is what as individuals we get out of +it. For the most part we are soft at heart, soft, I mean, not in the +sense of being tender, but in that of being flabby. + +On myself this was borne in less than a year ago. I had for some months +been working hard at a picture-play which when put before the public was +largely misunderstood. While some of the papers praised it others +criticised it severely, but whether they praised or blamed I was seen as +"teaching a lesson," a presumption from which I shrink. It is not that +there is any harm in teaching a lesson if a man is qualified, but I no +longer consider myself qualified. Sharing ideas is one thing, and the +highest pleasure of the reason; but the assumption that because you +suggest an idea you seek to convert is quite another thing. If I failed +to make it plain that in this present book I was merely offering ideas +for inspection, and in the hope of getting others in return, I should +put it in the fire. + +My picture-play once handed over to the public I experienced an intense +reaction of depression. To figure through the country, wherever there +are screens, as "teaching a lesson" seemed more than I could bear. It +_was_ more than I could bear, till it flashed on me that I couldn't bear +it merely because I was inwardly flabby. I was not taking the experience +manfully. I was not standing up to it, nor getting from it that +toughening of the inner fibre which it had to yield. As usual in my +case, owing to an acquaintance with the Bible imparted to me in +childhood, a suggestion from the Bible was that which righted me again +toward cheerfulness. It came, as such things always do, without any +seeking, or other operation beyond that of the subconscious self. + +_Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ._[24] + +[24] St Paul's Second Epistle to Timothy. + +It was exactly what I needed to do--to endure hardness--to take it--to +bear it--to be more of a man for it. Moreover, the idea was a new +suggestion. I had not understood before that to the conquest of fear the +hardening of the inner man is an auxiliary. My object had been to ward +off fear so that it shouldn't touch me; but to let it strike and rebound +because it could make no impact was an enlarging of the principle. +Viewing the experience as a strengthening process enabled me not only to +go through it but to do so with serenity. + +This, I imagine, is the main thing we are to get out of the struggle +brought on us through living in a world of men such as men are to-day. +It is a pity they are not better, but being no better than they are we +can get that much from the fact--the inner hardening. When, justly or +unjustly, others attack or hurt or worry or anger or annoy me, the +knowledge that through the very trial I am toughening within, where so +often I am without moral muscle, can be a perceptible support. + + + +XVI + + +C. Of the two main trials we bring on ourselves I suppose it would be +only right to put sickness first. + +Under sickness I include everything that makes for age, decay, and the +conditions commonly classed as "breaking up." It is becoming more and +more recognised, I think, that physical collapse has generally behind it +a mental cause, or a long series of mental causes too subtle for +tabulation. + +I shall not dwell on this, for the reason that during the past fifty +years so much has been written on the subject. A number of movements for +human betterment have kept the whole idea in the forefront of the public +mind. It is an idea only partially accepted as yet, arousing as much +opposition among the conservative as hope on the part of the +progressive. Since, however, science and religion are both, in their +different ways, working on it together, some principle which can no +longer be questioned is likely to be worked out within the next few +generations. + +All I shall attempt to do now is to re-state what seems to me the +fact--stated by others with knowledge and authority--that God, rightly +understood, is the cure of disease and not the cause of it. There is +something repugnant in the thought of Universal Intelligence +propagating harmful bacteria, and selecting the crises at which we shall +succumb to their effects. The belief that God sends sickness upon us +amounts to neither less nor more than that. The bacilli which we try to +destroy He uses His almighty power to cultivate, so that even our +efforts to protect ourselves become defiances of His Will. + +Surely the following incident, which gives our Lord's attitude toward +disease, affords a reasonable basis for our own. + +"Once He was teaching on the Sabbath in one of the synagogues where a +woman was present who for eighteen years had been a confirmed invalid; +she was bent double, and was unable to lift herself to her full height. +But Jesus saw her, and calling to her, He said to her, 'Woman, you are +free from your weakness.' And He put His hands on her, and she +immediately stood upright and began to give glory to God. Then the +Warden of the Synagogue, indignant that Jesus had cured her on the +Sabbath day, said to the crowd, 'There are six days in the week on +which people ought to work. On those days therefore come and get +yourselves cured, and not on the Sabbath day.' But the Lord's reply to +him was, 'Hypocrites, does not each of you on the Sabbath day untie his +bullock or his ass from the stall and lead him to water? And this woman, +daughter of Abraham as she is, _whom Satan had bound_ for no less than +eighteen years, was she not to be loosed from this chain because it is +the Sabbath day?' When He had said this all His opponents were ashamed, +while the whole multitude was delighted at the many glorious things +continually done by Him."[25] + +[25] St. Luke. + +It was not God, in His opinion, who had afflicted this woman; it was +Satan, the personification of all evil. But in order that such +references should not be misunderstood He had said of Satan, only a +short time before, "I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven."[26] + +[26] St. Luke. + +Heaven, I take it, is creation as its Creator sees it. "God saw +everything that he had made, and behold it was very good."[27] And from +this creation, with the rapidity of the quickest thing we know anything +about, a flash of lightning, our Lord saw the personification of evil +blotted out. What thought had formed thought could destroy. The spectre +which misunderstanding of God had raised in a life in which everything +was _very good_ became nothing at the instant when God was understood. + +[27] The Book of Genesis. + +The occasion of His speaking the words I have quoted is worth noting as +bearing on the subject. + +A little earlier He had sent out seventy of His disciples to be the +heralds of the Kingdom. "Cure the sick in that town, and tell them the +Kingdom of God is now at your door."[28] By this time the seventy had +returned, exclaiming joyfully, "Master, even the demons submit to us +when we utter your name."[29] It was apparently the use of this word +_demons_ which called forth from Him that explanation, "I beheld Satan +as lightning fall from heaven." In other words, Satan is the creation of +wrong thought; the demons are the creations of wrong thought. Where the +Universal Good is all there can be no place for evil or evil spirits. +Banish the concept and you banish the thing. The action is as quick as +thought, and thought is as quick as lightning. "I have given you power," +He goes on to add, "to tread serpents and scorpions underfoot, and to +trample on all the power of the Enemy; and in no case shall anything do +you harm."[30] + +[28] St. Luke. + +[29] St. Luke. + +[30] St. Luke. + +This was no special gift bestowed on them and only on them. God has +never, as far as we can see, dealt in special and temporary gifts. He +helps us to see those we possess already. What our Lord seems anxious to +make clear is the power over evil with which the human being is always +endowed. It is probably to be one of our great future discoveries that +in no case shall anything do us harm. As yet we scarcely believe it. +Only an individual here and there sees that freedom and domination must +belong to us. But, if I read the signs of the times aright, the rest of +us are slowly coming to the same conclusion. We are less scornful of +spiritual power than we were even a few years ago. The cocksure +scientific which in its time was not a whit less arrogant than the +cocksure ecclesiastical is giving place to a consciousness that man is +the master of many things of which he was once supposed to be the slave. +In proportion as the wiser among us are able to corroborate that which +we simpler ones feel by a sixth or seventh sense, a long step will be +taken toward the immunity from suffering which our Lord knew to be +ideally our inheritance. + + + +XVII + + +Sickness, age, decay, with all the horrors with which we invest our exit +from this phase of existence, I take to be a misreading of God's +intentions. We shall learn to read better by and by, and have already +begun to do so. To this beginning I attribute the improvement which in +one way or another has taken place in our general health--an +improvement in which science and religion have worked together, often +without perceiving the association--and in the prolonging of youth which +in countries like the British Empire and the United States is, within +thirty or forty years, to be noted easily. + +Misreading of God's intentions I might compare to that misreading of his +parent's intentions which goes on in the mind of every child of six or +seven. He sees the happenings in the household, but sees them in a light +of his own. Years afterwards, when their real significance comes to him, +he smiles at his childish distortions of the obvious. + +In comparison with what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the stature of +full-grown men in Christ," our present rating might be that of a child +of this age. It is no higher. Misreading is all that we are equal to, +but it is something to be able to misread. It is a step on the way to +reading correctly. Though our impulse to learn works feebly it works +restlessly; and a day will surely come when we shall be able to +interpret God aright. + + + +XVIII + + +Next to sickness I should place poverty as the second of the two great +trials we bring upon ourselves. + +Under poverty I class all sense of restriction, limitation, and material +helplessness. As the subject will be taken up more in detail elsewhere I +wish for the minute to say no more than this: that, in an existence of +which Growth seems to be the purpose, God could not intend that any of +us should be without full power of expansion. + +What we are worth to him we must be worth as individuals; and what we +are worth as individuals must depend on the peculiar combination of +qualities which goes to make up each one of us. _I_, poor creature that +I sometimes seem to others and always to myself, am so composed that God +never before had anything exactly like me in the whole round of His +creation. My value lies in a special blend of potentialities. Of the +billions and trillions of human beings who have passed across this +planet not one could ever have done what I can do, or have filled my +place toward God and His designs. + +Among the billions and trillions I may seem trivial--to men. I may even +seem trivial to myself. To such numbers as these I can add so little +when I come, and take away so little from them when I go, that I am not +worth counting. Quite so--to all human reckoning. But my value is not my +value to men; it is not even my value to myself; it is my value to God. +He alone knows my use, and the peculiar beauty I bring to the ages in +making my contribution. It is no presumptuous thing to say that He could +no more spare me than any other father of a normal and loving family +could spare one of the children of his flesh and blood. + +Now, my value to God is my first reckoning. We commonly make it the +last, if we ever make it at all; but it is the first and the ruling one. + +What I am to my family, my country, myself, is all secondary. They +determine only the secondary results. The first results come from my +first relationship, and my first relationship is to God. As the child of +my parents, as a citizen of my country, as a denizen of this planet, my +place is a temporary one. As the son of God I am from everlasting to +everlasting, a splendid being with the universe as my home. + +Now this, it seems to me, is my point of departure for the estimate of +my possible resources. I cannot expect less of the good things of the +universe than God would naturally bestow on His son. To expect less is +to get less, since it is to dwarf my own power of receiving. If I close +the opening through which abundance flows it cannot be strange if I shut +abundance out. + +And that is precisely what we find throughout the human race, millions +upon millions of lives tightly shut against His generosity. The most +generous treatment for which the majority of us look is man's. The only +standard by which the majority of us appraise our work is man's. You +have a job; you get your twenty or thirty or fifty or a hundred dollars +a week for it; and by those dollars you judge your earning capacity and +allow it to be judged. You hardly ever pause to remember that there is +an estimate of earning capacity which measures industry and good will +and integrity and devotion, and puts them above all tricks of trade _and +rewards them_--rewards them, I mean, not merely in mystical blessings in +eons far off, possibly the highest blessings we shall ever know, but +rewards them in a way that will satisfy you now. + +"He satisfieth the empty soul," writes the psalmist, in one of the +sublimest lyrics ever penned, "and filleth the hungry soul with +goodness." + +"Yes, of course," says the Caucasian. "When you have crushed out all +your present cravings and forgotten them, He will give you joys of which +now you have no conception." + +But are not my present cravings those which count for me? and do they +not make up precisely that character which renders me unique? True, my +longings now may have to the longings I shall one day entertain only the +relation of your little boy's craving for an alphabetic picture-book to +the course in philosophy he will take when he is twenty-five; but so +long as the picture-book is the thing he can appreciate you give it to +him. Is not this common sense? And can we expect the Father of us all to +act in other than common-sense ways? + +It is because we do so expect--because we do so almost universally--that +we have blocked the channels of His blessings. The world is crowded with +men and women working their fingers to the bone, and even so just +squeaking along betwixt life and death and dragging their children after +them. They are the great problem of mankind; they rend the heart with +pity. They rend the heart with pity all the more for the reason that +there is no sense in their poverty. There is no need of it. God never +willed it, and what God never willed can go out of life with the speed +of Satan out of Heaven. We have only to fulfil certain conditions, +certain conditions quite _easy_ to fulfil, to find the stores of the +Universal laid as a matter of course at the feet of the sons of God. + +"Prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of Hosts," are the striking words +of the prophet Malachi, "if I will not open you the windows of heaven +and pour you out a blessing that there shall not be room enough to +receive it.... And all nations shall call you blessed, for ye shall be a +delightsome land," + + + +XIX + + +But it is the old story: we do not believe it. It is too good to be +true, so we put it away from us. In a world where the material is so +pressing we use only material measures, and bow only to material force. + +So be it! That is apparently as far as our race-development takes us. It +takes us into suffering, but not out of it. Individuals have come into +it and worked their way out again; but most of us can go no faster than +the crowd. In that case we must suffer. In a terrible crisis in his +history, and after many sins, David was able to write these words: "I +sought the Lord ... and He delivered me out of all my fears." It is the +royal avenue, and it is open to anyone. And yet if we do not take it, it +still does not follow that all is lost. + +Of the world as it is the outstanding fact is the necessity for +struggle. Struggle may conceivably enter into every other world. There +is something in us which requires it, which craves for it. A static +heaven in which all is won and there is nothing forevermore but to enjoy +has never made much appeal to us. If eternal life means eternal growth +we shall always have something with which to strive, since growth means +overcoming. + +While sorry, then, that we have not released ourselves to a greater +degree than we have, we may take heart of grace from what we have +achieved. We must simply struggle on. Struggle will continue to make and +shape us. Whether our problems spring from a world of matter, from a +world of men, or from ourselves, their solving brings us a fuller grasp +of truth. The progress may be slow but it is progress. Hardship by +hardship, task by task, failure by failure, conquest by conquest, we +pull ourselves up a little higher in the scale. Some day we shall see in +the Universal all that we have been looking for, and be delivered out of +all our fears. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE WORLD AS IT IS AND THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR + + + +I + + +Of all fears the most dogging and haunting are those connected with +money. Everyone knows them, even the rich. For many years I was their +victim, and will now try to tell how I got rid of them so effectively +that I may call it entirely. + +Having a good many responsibilities I lived in terror of not being able +to keep pace with their demands. The dread was like a malign invisible +presence, never leaving me. With much in the way of travel, friendship, +and variety of experience, which I could have enjoyed, the evil thing +was forever at my side. "This is all very well," it would whisper in +moments of pleasure, "but it will be over in an hour or two, and then +you'll be alone with me as before." + +I can recall minutes when the delight in landscape, or art, or social +intercourse, became alien to me, something to be thrust away. Once in +driving through rich, lush, storied Warwickshire on the way to +Stratford-on-Avon--once in a great Parisian restaurant where the +refinement, brilliancy, and luxury of the world seemed crushed into +epitome--once at a stupendous performance of _Goetterdaemmerung_ at +Munich--once while standing on the shores of a lovely New Hampshire lake +looking up at a mountain round which, as Emerson says, the Spirit of +Mystery hovers and broods--but these are only remembered high points of +a constant dread of not being able to meet my needs and undertakings. +There used to be an hour in the very early morning--"the coward hour +before the dawn," it is called by a poet-friend of my own--when I was in +the habit of waking, only to hear the sleepless thing saying, as my +senses struggled back into play, "My God, can you be sleeping +peacefully, with possible ruin just ahead of you?" After that further +sleep would become impossible for an hour or two, such wakings +occurring, in periods of stress, as often as two and three times a week. + + + +II + + +It was the spiritually minded man whom I have already quoted as giving +me the three great points as to God's direction who first helped me to +see that, on the part of anyone working hard and trying on the whole to +do right, the fear of being left without means amounts in effect to +denial of God. Thinking this over for myself during the course of some +years, this fear has come to seem to me of the nature of blasphemy. It +is like the "Curse God and die," of the wife of Job. I shall not +hesitate to speak strongly on the subject, because so few are speaking +on it strongly--while the urgency is pressing. + + + +III + + +I have already said that it does not seem reasonable that the Father +should put us into His universe to expand, and then deny us the power +of expanding. The power of expanding is not wrapped up in money, but in +the world as it is the independence of the one of the other is not very +great. "One of the hardest things I ever had to do," a mother said to +me, not long ago, "was to tell my little girl that her father and I +could not afford to send her to college." That is what I mean. To most +of us "expanding" and "affording" amount to the same thing. + +True, there are natures which transcend the limitations of "affording," +and by innate strength do what others resign themselves to not doing. +For instance, there are men and women who "put themselves" through +college, doing similar things which bring out the best in their +characters. These are the exceptions; and they are the exceptions +precisely for the reason that, whether they know it or not, they are +nearer than their fellows to the divine working principle. It is not +necessary for us to be conscious of that principle in order to get much +of its result, though consciousness enables us to get more of it. The +strong are strong because of harmony with God, at least to some extent. +They may misuse their strength, as we can misuse anything; but the mere +fact of possessing it shows a certain degree of touch with the +Universal. But I am speaking chiefly of the weak, of those who think +first of all in terms of restriction rather than in those of privilege +to come and go and be and do. + +I repeat that though this privilege is not dependent on money, money +expresses it to the average mind. + +And what is money after all? It is only a counter for what we call +goods. Goods is the word with which, according to our Anglo-Saxon genius +for the right phrase, we sum up the good things with which the Father +blesses His children. The root connection between good, goods, and God +is worth everyone's attention, A hundred dollars is simply a standard of +measurement for so much of God's good things. A thousand dollars +represents so much more; a million dollars so much more again. But it is +important to note that this is not God's standard of measurement; it is +man's, and adopted only for man's convenience. + +As for God's standard of measurement it is inconceivable that the +Universal Father should give to one of His children far more of His +"goods" than he can use, while denying to another that which he is in +absolute need of. The Universal Father could surely not do otherwise +than bless all alike. With His command of resources He must bless all +alike, not by depriving anyone, but by enriching everyone. If everyone +does not enjoy plenty it must be because of the bringing in of some +principle of distribution which could never have been His. + + + +IV + + +The right and the wrong principles of distribution are indirectly placed +before us by our Lord in one of the most beautiful passages which ever +fell from human lips. Familiar as it is, I venture to quote it at +length, for the reason that the modern translation makes some of the +points clearer than they are in the King James version which most of us +know best. + +"No man can be the bondservant of two masters; for either he will +dislike one and like the other, or he will attach himself to one and +think slightingly of the other. You cannot be the bondservants both of +God and of gold. For this reason I charge you not to be over-anxious +about your lives, inquiring what you are to eat or what you are to +drink, nor yet about your bodies, inquiring what clothes you are to put +on. Is not the life more precious than its food, and the body than its +clothing? Look at the birds which fly in the air; they do not sow or +reap or store up in barns, but your Heavenly Father feeds them; are you +not of much greater value than they? Which of you by being over-anxious +can add a single foot to his height? And why be anxious about clothing? +Learn a lesson of the wild lilies. Watch their growth. They neither toil +nor spin, and yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his +magnificence could array himself like one of these. And yet if God so +clothes the wild herbage which to-day flourishes and to-morrow is cast +into the oven, is it not much more certain that he will clothe you, you +men of little faith? Do not even begin to be anxious, therefore, saying, +'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' +For all these are questions that Gentiles are always asking; but your +Heavenly Father knows that you need these things--all of them. But make +His Kingdom and righteousness your chief aim, and then these things +shall be given you in addition. Do not be over-anxious, therefore, about +to-morrow, for to-morrow will bring its own cares. Enough for each day +are its own troubles." + +In this passage there are two points, each of which may merit a few +words as a means of eliminating fear. + + + +V + + +The first point is the reference to what we are to make our "chief +aim"--the Kingdom of God and righteousness. + +I feel sure we generally miss the force of these words through our +Caucasian sanctimoniousness. We can think of God's Kingdom and +righteousness only in the light of the pietistic. The minute they are +mentioned we strike what I have already called our artificial pose, our +funereal frame of mind. I am not flippant when I say that in the mind of +the Caucasian the first step toward seeking the Kingdom of God and +righteousness is in pulling a long face. We can hardly think of +righteousness except as dressed in our Sunday clothes, and looking and +feeling wobegone. To most of us the seeking of righteousness suggests at +once an increase in attending church services, or going to +prayer-meetings, or making missionary efforts--excellent practices in +themselves--according to the form of pietism we are most familiar with. +Those of us who have no form of pietism feel cut off from making the +attempt at all. + +Oh, to be simple!--to be natural!--to be spontaneous!--to be free from +the concept of a God shut up within the four walls of a building and +whose chief interests are the sermon and the number of parishioners! +The Kingdom of God is the Universal Kingdom, including everyone and +everything--all interests, all commerce, all government, all invention, +all art, all amusement, all the staid pursuits of the old and all the +ardour of the young, all sport, all laughter, all that makes for +gladness. It is the Kingdom of the bird and the flower and the horse and +the motor-car and the motion-picture house and the office and the +theatre and the ballroom and the school and the college and everything +else that man has evolved for himself. He has evolved these things +wrongly because nine times out of ten he has seen them as outside God's +Kingdom, instead as being God's own undertakings because they are ours. +All that we have to do to seek His Kingdom is to do what we are doing +every day, with energy and fun, but to do it knowing we are His agents +and co-workers. As a matter of fact, most of us are, to some extent, +doing that already, getting food, shelter, clothing, and all other +necessary things as our reward. What we do not get is relief from fear, +because we do not understand that fear above all things is what He +would take away from us. + + + +VI + + +The second point is a curious one, and all the more emphatic for being +curious. Our Lord invents a false god. He names the false god of fear, +who was never named before. Mammon is the word which the modern +translator gives as gold. As Mammon it is translated in the Authorised +Version, whence we get the familiar phrase, "Ye cannot serve God +and Mammon." + +But Mammon was never the name of an idol or other form of false deity. +The word, which is Syriac, means money. Our Lord, apparently, made it +the name of a false god in order to set before us, and make vivid to us, +a false principle. + +That false principle is in the belief that the material essentials for +living and expanding are dependent on man's economic laws. + +This is a point of vast importance to the individual who desires to +strike out beyond the crowd, not only getting what he needs, but +ridding himself of fear. + +The law of supply and demand is the most practical which the human race +in its present stage has been able to evolve. That it is not an ideal +law is obvious. There are ways in which it works, and ways in which it +does not. When the Christians began to act for themselves they +established a community of goods, such as had obtained among the little +band who gathered round our Lord. Almost at once it was given up, +presumably as being too advanced for the existing world of men. I +suppose we might say the same of the various systems of Socialism and +Communism urged on us at the present day. However good they may be, we +are not ready to put them into practice. That, I judge--without +positively knowing--is the reason why certain great Christian bodies +oppose both. These bodies, I assume, are not hostile to equal +distribution in itself, but only to equal distribution before men are +developed to a stage at which it would be wise. + +But my point is independent of all men's theories, and rests simply on +the fact that, whatever the law of man, God is not bound by it. + +If we can believe the Old and New Testaments--which, of course, some of +us do not--He has shown on many, many occasions that He is far from +being bound by it. Time after time He comes to the individual's relief +according to His own law. We reject these occurrences as mythical on the +ground that the laws of supply and demand--and some other laws as law is +understood by us--do not support them; and yet it is in the power of the +individual to test the truth for himself. + +That is one of the burdens of both Testaments. The individual is +implored to see the only real system for the distribution of "goods" as +God's. It is not expressed in that way, but that is what it comes to. +God owns and disposes of everything. He has not put us into His Universe +and left us to fend for ourselves. He follows us. He cares for us. Not +one is forgotten or overlooked by Him. It is personal watching and +brooding and defence. He is our Father, not merely for the purpose of +hearing us sing hymns, and forgiving our sins when we stop committing +them, but for all our aims and objects. Nothing that concerns us is so +small but that His Infinite Intelligence follows it; no need of ours is +so large but that His All-Ownership can meet it. "Do not two sparrows +sell for a half-penny?" is our Lord's illustration on this point, "yet +not one of them will fall to the ground without your Father's leave. But +as for you," He reasons, in order that we may understand the +infinitesimal nature of God's care, "the very hairs on your heads are +all numbered. Away then with fear!"[31] + +[31] St Matthew. + + + +VII + + +Away then with fear, because our first and over-ruling and +all-determining relationship is to Him. + +In eliminating money-fears from my own life that was the fact which +helped me most. I had not only to seize it intellectually, but to get +what William James calls the "feeling" of it, the apprehension of it in +my subconsciousness. It was like acquiring a new instinct. The +_Metanoia_, the re-directing of my thought, was a thorough and +basic change. + +It meant getting up in the morning with a new conception as to why I was +working and for whom. I had taken it for granted hitherto that I was +working for such and such a firm, for as much money as they would pay +me. As much money as they would pay me was the limit of my expectation. +Beyond the law of supply and demand I had no vision; and whenever the +demand fell short fear was the result. + +The change in my base was in seeing that working for such and such a +firm, for as much money as they would pay me, was merely incidental. It +was secondary. It was not what determined my position. It was not what +determined my reward. It was a small way of looking at a situation which +was big. It was a small way of looking at a situation which was big, +merely to confine my objective to such selling and buying as goes on in +the planet called the Earth. I was working for the Master of the +Universe, who had all the resources of the universe with which to pay me +for what I was worth _to Him_. + + + +VIII + + +It is this last fact, as I have hinted already, which fixes my true +value. To the firm for which I am working I am worth so many dollars and +cents, and if for any reason I am unable to do their work they will get +someone else who can. I am not essential to them in any way, however +essential they may be to me. It is my part to "keep my job," since if I +don't I may find it hard to get another. If I do get another it will be +on the same principle, of being paid what I can be made to work for, and +not a penny more. + +But in working for the Master of the Universe I am working for One to +whom I am essential. My "job" could not be "swung" by anyone else, since +everyone else is essential to the swinging of his own. I am not "taken +on" to do what anyone else could do as well; I am positively needed for +this thing and for no other thing. + +The nature of "this thing" for which I am needed may be seen in the +obvious duties of my situation--as regards my family, my employers, and +my surroundings, which sum up my responsibilities toward men in general. +No explanation of myself can be independent of men in general, since my +work is for them in its final aim. If I forget them I forget God, God +expressing Himself to me through men in general, as through my family +and my employers in particular. + +Incidentally, then, I work for men, but essentially and consciously I +work for God, and look to God for my recompense. + +Now God is the most generous of all paymasters. It is natural enough +that He should be so. He who delights in the grace of a bird or the +colour of a flower must delight in a man in proportion to a man's higher +place in the creative scale. As our Lord points out, that is no more +than common sense. And, delighting in us as He does, God could not +possibly stint us in what we earn from Him. Merely to suppose so is to +dishonour Him. A large part of His joy must be in our joy. + +The simplest way in which I can express it is that in consciously trying +to work with God, not man, as our employer, things happen to us which, +to the best of our foresight, would not have happened otherwise. Often +they seem accidental, and possibly we ascribe them to accident till the +coincidences become too numerous to explain by coincidence and nothing +more. It constantly happens to myself, for instance, to find the whole +solution of some tangled financial problem hanging on the chance turning +of my steps to someone's office, and the chance turning of the +conversation to some specific observation. Chance is the explanation +which comes to me first, till I reflect on the finespun chain which +brought me to that particular spot and those particular words. Leading +is what I see then; and seeing it once I am more confident of being led +the next time. The next time, therefore, I am the less afraid, having +the definite experience to support me. + +There are millions of men and women to whom life brings no more than the +monotony of a treadmill round, year in and year out, with a cramping of +mind, spirit, and ambition, who might have been free had they measured +themselves by God's standards and not by men's. It is simply the taking +of a point of view, and adjusting the life to it. In doing one's work +primarily for God, the fear of undue restriction is put, sooner or +later, out of the question. He pays me and He pays me well. He pays me +and He will not fail to pay me. He pays me not merely for the rule of +thumb task which is all that men recognise, but for everything else I +bring to my job in the way of industry, good intention, and +cheerfulness. If the Lord loveth a cheerful giver, as St Paul says, we +may depend upon it that He loveth a cheerful worker; and where we can +cleave the way to His love there we find His endless generosity. + +In my own case this generosity has most frequently been shown in +opening doors for me where I saw nothing but blank walls. He has made +favourable things happen. It may be said that they would have happened +anyhow; but when they have happened on my looking to Him, and have not +happened when I did not look to Him, it is only fair to draw the +conclusion that He was behind the event. + + + +IX + + +It may also be urged that if there was really a God who delighted in us +He would make favourable things happen to us whether we looked to Him or +not. So He does. Every life, even among those who never think of Him, is +full of such occurrences. Every individual gets some measure of supply +for his necessities, and in many instances a liberal one. God's sun +rises on the wicked as well as on the good, and His rain falls on those +who do right and those who do wrong. + +At the same time there is a force generated by working consciously with +Him which we have to go without when we disregard Him. It is not, I +suppose, that He refuses to co-operate with us, but that it is out of +our power to co-operate with Him. If His is the only right way to our +success and prosperity, and we are, to any extent, taking the wrong, it +stands to reason that to that extent we must fail. + +It is doubtless for this reason that our Lord emphasises seeking His +righteousness as well as His Kingdom. His Kingdom might be roughly +defined as His power; righteousness as the right way of doing anything. +But you never obtain power by going the wrong way to work; whereas by +working in the right way you get your result. The conclusion is obvious. + + + +X + + +It is often objected to the point of view I have been trying to express +that so much weight is thrown on material blessing. God gives spiritual +rewards, it is contended, not material ones. To expect the material from +Him is to make Him gross, and to become gross ourselves. + +And yet those who put forth this objection are doing their utmost to +secure material comforts, and to make material provision for the future. +Are they doing it independently of God? Are they working in a medium +into which God cannot enter? Is it argued for a single minute that +"goods" are not God's good things, and that money is not their token? +True, the love of money is the root of all evil. Of course--when you +separate money from God, as Caucasians mostly do; not when you take +money as one of the material symbols for God's love toward his sons. + +As a matter of fact, we dig a gulf between the material and the +spiritual which does not exist. We have seen that modern physical +science is showing us how near to spirit matter comes, while it is +highly probable that further research will diminish even the slight +existing difference between them. Matter may really be considered as our +sensuous misreading of the spiritual. That is to say, God sees one +thing; our senses see another. In the wild lily cited by our Lord our +senses see a thing exquisite in form and colour; and yet, relatively +speaking, it is no more than a distortion of what God beholds and +delights in. It is a commonplace fact that, even within the limitations +of the senses, our sense-faculties perceive few things, if anything, +quite accurately. Matter may therefore be considered as our wrong view +of what God sees rightly. Both for Him and for us the object is there; +but it is there with higher qualities than we can appreciate or +understand. + +The situation is not unknown among ourselves. A picture by a great +master hangs on a wall. Two men look at it--the one with an expert +knowledge of painting, the other with none. The untrained eye will +translate into daubs of colour and meaningless forms what the skilled +understanding will perceive as a masterly setting forth of beauty. So +the good things--the "goods"--with which God blesses us, as well as the +money which is their symbol, may be taken as having to God a meaning +which they do not possess for us, but not as being outside the sphere +of His interest and control. + + + +XI + + +It is the tendency to puts "goods" and money outside the sphere of His +interest and control which has impelled us--and perhaps the Caucasian +especially--to have one God for the spiritual and another for the +material. We try to serve God and Mammon to an extent far beyond +anything we are generally aware of. It is not merely the individual who +is doing it; it is part of our collective, social, and national life. +Our civilisation is more or less based on the principle. + +It is a mistake to suppose that a formal belief in One Almighty, +All-knowing, All-loving God has, to the immense majority of us, ever +been more than an ideal. It is a mistake to suppose that because the +false god is no longer erected before us in silver or stone he is no +longer served. The world has never outgrown idolatry, the so-called +Christian world no more than any other. "Dear children," are the words +with which St. John closes one of his epistles, "guard yourselves from +idols." He at least did not think that the idol had been forsaken +because the use of his name was given up. + +We may define as a god any force to which we ascribe a supreme and +controlling power in our lives. It is of little consequence whether or +not we give it name and personality, so long as that force rules us. So +long, too, as it wields a power which the One God does not, so long as +we make the false god greater than the true, and more influential. + +This is no mere figure of speech; it is fact. We have never guarded +ourselves from idols. We have never done more toward recognising the +Father than the putting Him in the pantheon with our other gods. Even +though we have inscribed the whole pantheon with His name, the other +gods have been in it. + + + +XII + + +I have said that our whole collective life is based on the principle of +one God for the soul and another for the body; and so it is. In what we +call our temporal life God gets only a formal recognition, while Mammon +is the referee. Beyond the controlling power of money we have no vision, +and we see no laws. The sphere of material productivity being one in +which, according to our foregone conclusion, God does not operate, we +have to make the controlling power of money our only practical standard. +It has its laws--chiefly the laws of supply and demand--within whose +working we human beings are caught like flies in spider-webs. Though we +struggle, and know we are struggling, we take it for granted that there +is nothing to do but struggle, and struggle vainly. We take it for +granted that we are born into a vast industrial spider-web, whence there +is no possibility of getting out, and in which we can only churn our +spirits rebelliously. In proportion as God is a God of love, Mammon is a +god of torture; but such is our supineness of spiritual energy that we +go on serving Mammon. + + + +XIII + + +But I am writing only for the individual. I am trying to suggest to him +that however much his race, his nation, his society, may serve Mammon, +he is free to renounce the idol and escape the idol's laws. Escaping the +idol's laws he comes within the realm of God's laws; and coming within +the realm of God's laws he reaches the region of plenty. + +He may be the poorest and most ill-paid labourer; but God will recognise +his industry not in proportion to its technical skill, but according to +the spiritual excellence which goes into it. Technical skill depends +largely on the right man finding the right job; but as our world is +organised at present the right man, more often than not, is put into the +wrong job and has to do his best with it. God sees and estimates that +best; and as surely as He makes His sun to rise and His rain to fall +will give it its just compensation. + + + +XIV + + +Our industrial questions are primarily spiritual. That is why they can +never be settled on a purely economic basis, and why every attempt to +settle them on a purely economic basis leads to conditions more confused +than those from which we have emerged. The so-called purely economic +basis is the basis where only Mammon's laws are considered, and God's +are held to be impractical. + +Quite so! But even then the individual is free. Working with God he is +always master of the situation as it affects _him_. + +The problem of Capital and Labour, for example, has, in one form or +another, been before the world for thousands of years. The more acute it +becomes the further we are from a solution, and were never so far from a +solution as we are to-day. Poverty, again, is the canker at the heart of +both Church and State, and has been so in every stage of our +civilisation. In 1921 it is no more under control than it was in the +days of Charlemagne or Attila or Xerxes. Charitable efforts to relieve +it have proved as effective as tickling with a feather to cure disease. +Or again, high prices and low wages, high wages creating high prices, +resented conditions leading to strikes, strikes bringing confusion to +both wages and prices alike--these things perplex the most clear-sighted +among us, compelling us to wonder as to what new troubles we are heaping +up. Or again, taxes crippling incomes and gnawing at the heart of +industry vex us each year with a sense of the futility of all man's +efforts for the common good, and the uselessness of our energies. These +difficulties, with many kindred ones, are the working of the laws of +Mammon. The case is simple. We shall never be free from the difficulties +till we are free from the laws. The bondservants of Mammon will go on +from misery to misery, till the will which opposes God is broken down. +There is no other way. The colossal disintegration of the world now +taking place before our eyes may be the beginning of this end. + + + +XV + + +But I return to the point I have emphasised already, the only point to +this book. The individual can act on his own account. He does not have +to wait till the race as a whole gives up the service of Mammon, or even +the nation to which he belongs. He can set _himself_ free, and enjoy the +benefits of freedom. + +There must be many to whom, as to myself, the kingdom of heaven will +really be at hand when they are delivered from the snares and +entanglements of man's economic systems. Caught in those systems, +imprisoned in them, more hopelessly enmeshed the more they struggle to +save themselves, the suggestion that a change in point of view will take +us out of them will seem to some of us too amazing to be true. + +Nothing will prove it true but a man's own experience. Mine will +convince nobody; no other man's can convince me. Demonstration must be +personal before we can make anything our own. But the fact remains, as +sure as the surest thing we know anything about, that the law of Mammon +does not work, while the law of God does work, and will work for anyone +who calls it to his aid. + +No one who has ever seen the early morning trains into any great city +vomiting forth their hundreds of thousands of men and women, trudging +more or less dispiritedly to uncongenial jobs, can have felt anything +but pity for so many lives squeezed into the smallest possible +limitations. Admitting cheerfulness, admitting a measure of content, and +a larger measure of acceptance of what can't be helped, there still +remains over these hordes the shadow of a cloud from which they know +they never will escape. Clerks, factory hands, tradesmen, working men +and women of every stamp and occupation, they bow to the fact that they +will always work hard at tasks which are rarely their own choice, that +they will always work for little money, that they will always be denied +their desires for expansion; that as it was with their fathers and +mothers before them, so it will be with them, and so it will be with +their children after them. + +With the supineness of our race most of them force themselves to be +satisfied with what comes. But here and there is a rebel. Here and there +is a man or a woman who feels that joyless work, and small pay, and +little or nothing to look forward to, are cruel elements in life, not +fair, not just, on the part of God or man. But what can they do? They +are in man's economic machine. The machine turns round and they turn +with it. They can do nothing else but turn with it. They see no prospect +except of turning with it till they die. + +It is out of such men and women that our modern world breeds +revolutionists, that exalted and yet dangerous band who seek redress +from the laws of Mammon by appealing _to_ the laws of Mammon, so making +confusion worse confounded. + + + +XVI + + +A revolution indeed is needed; but a revolution in point of view. + +Political revolution, for the sake of righting governmental abuses, +has been known to produce beneficent results. + +Material revolution, the attack of the poor on the rich to take away +their possessions, has never achieved anything. Many a time it has been +tried, and many a time it has failed. Being part of the system of Mammon +it could do nothing else than fail. The evils which Mammon has wrought +Mammon will never remedy. There may be instances in history of economic +cures for economic ills; but I think they are few. In general such cures +are of the nature of our "settlements" of strikes. They settle to-day +what is again unsettled to-morrow, leaving the work to be done all over +again, and so on into a far future. + +The revolution in point of view has these great advantages: + +First, it contains within it the seeds of success, since it is +revolution toward God, the owner of the Earth and the fulness thereof; +Next, it takes place within the individual himself, doing no one +else any harm; + +Lastly, it does not run counter to man's economic laws; it only uses and +transcends them. It directs and corrects them. Working along their lines +it stimulates their fruit. Letting the inner man out of the economic +trap it sets him in a world in which first, and last, and before +everything else, he is God's servant in God's pay. God's pay being sure, +and paid in the way we need it, we no longer have money-fear to be +afraid of. Money-fear being set aside we can the more easily give +ourselves to the knowledge that "the Kingdom of God does not consist of +eating and drinking, but of right conduct, peace, and joy, through the +Holy Spirit; and whoever in this way devotedly serves Christ, God takes +pleasure in him, and men commend him highly."[32] + +[32] Epistle to the Romans. + + + +XVII + + +And lest what I have said should seem fanciful or chimerical let me add +that I am not saying these things merely on my own responsibility. To +my certain knowledge there are hundreds of thousands--some millions--of +people throughout the world who at this very minute are living according +to this principle, and proving that it works in practical effect. + +Neither am I speaking theoretically, as I have tried to make plain. To a +degree that convinces myself I have made the demonstration. Where my +life was like a dark and crooked lane in which I might easily be lost, +it has now become as an easy and open highway; where money-fear was the +very air I breathed, it is now no more than a nebulous shred on a far +horizon. Money-fear comes occasionally; but only as the memory of pain +to a wound which you know to be healed. It comes; but, like Satan out of +Heaven, I can cast it from me with a thought. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR AND THE FEAR OF DEATH + + + +I + + +The fear of death was greatly diminished for me on grasping the +principle of everlasting Growth. + +This principle we gather from whatever we know of life. Our observation +of life is, of course, limited to this planet; but as far as it goes it +shows us a persistent and perpetual system of development. We have only +to let our imaginations go back to the first feeble stirrings of life in +the ooze of the primeval seas, contrasting that with what it became in +Plato, Sophocles, St. Peter, St. Paul, Raphael, Shakespeare, and Darwin, +to see how high the climb upward has reached. Jesus of Nazareth I put on +a plane to which we have not yet attained, though in sight as the great +objective. + + + +II + + +That the same law operates in the individual life is a matter of +everyone's experience. Such knowledge as each man has of himself is that +of a growing entity. Each year, each day, expands him a little further, +with increased fulness of character. At thirty he is more than he was at +twenty; at fifty more than he was at thirty; at eighty more than he was +at fifty. Nothing but a perverted mortal point of view stands in the way +of further expansion still. + +The perverted mortal point of view is one of the impulses we have to +struggle with. The mortal tendency, which means the deadly tendency, +always seeks to kill whatever has the principle of life. This tendency +is in every one of us; but in some of us more than in others. + +You can see it at work in the morbid mind, in the mind that is easily +depressed, and in the mind that easily closes. + +Perhaps it is in this last that it becomes our most pernicious enemy. +The closing mind is found in all our ranks; the closed mind is the +deadwood of all our professions. It is not only deadwood; it is +death-in-life, the foe of the developing life-principle, the enemy of +the Holy Ghost. + +That the dead mind should be found among people who have had few +intellectual advantages is not surprising. On them it is forced from +without, by sheer pressure of circumstance. Where it is most painful is +precisely where it does most harm, among the classes we call +professional. There, too, it seems commonest. Lawyers, doctors, +clergymen, teachers, writers, politicians, business men with dead minds +choke all the highways of life. To the extent that they have influence +they are obstacles to progress; but sooner or later the time comes when +they no longer have influence. Life shelves them on the plea that they +are old; but that is not the reason. They are shelved because they have +killed their minds, becoming living dead men. + +As a matter of fact, one of the most valuable of our social and +national assets is the old man who has kept his mind open. Found all too +rarely, he is never shelved, for the reason that life cannot do without +him. Having the habit of expansion he continues to expand, keeping +abreast of youth and even a little in advance of it. The exception +rather than the rule, there is no reason why he should not be the +racial type. + + + +III + + +He is not the racial type because so many of us begin to die almost as +soon as we have begun to live. Our very fear of the death-principle +admits it into our consciousness. Admitted into our consciousness it +starts its work of killing us. It wrinkles the face, it turns the hair +grey, it enfeebles the limbs, it stupefies the brain. One of its most +deadly weapons is fatigue, or the simulation of fatigue. The tired +business man, who rules American life, is oftener than not a dead +business man. If he looked ahead he would see what we idiomatically know +as his "finish." He is not only dying but he infuses death into +manners, literature, and art, since he so largely sets the standard +which becomes the rule. + +War on the death-principle should be, it seems to me, one of the aims to +which the individual gives his strength; and once more he can do it on +his own account. + +In the first place, he can watch himself, that he does not mentally +begin to grow old. To begin mentally to grow old is to begin mentally to +die. He must think of himself as an expanding being, not as a +contracting one. He must keep in sympathetic touch with the new, damning +the know-it-all frame of mind. He must keep in sympathetic touch with +youth, knowing that youth is the next generation in advance. The secrets +of one generation are not those of another; but if he who possesses the +earlier masters also the later he is that much the richer and wiser. The +gulf which separates parents and children is one which the parents must +cross. They can work onward, while the children cannot work backward. Up +to a certain point the older teach the younger; beyond a certain point +the younger teach the older. He who would go on living and not begin to +die must be willing to be taught, reaping the harvest of both youth +and age. + +In the second place, he who would live must not kill anyone else. The +deadly tendency in ourselves is forever at work on those about us, +chiefly on those we love. We watch, tabulate, and recount their symptoms +of decay. Making notes of them for ourselves we discourse of them to +others. "He begins to look old," is a commonplace. The response will +probably emphasise the fact. By response to response we spin round a +friend the age-web which lengthens into the death-web. In our expressive +American vernacular we speak of "wishing" conditions on others, an +instinctive folk-recognition of the force of mentality. We do it in a +sinister sense more often than by way of helpfulness. We "wish" by +thinking, by talking, by creating an atmosphere, by forcing things into +the general consciousness. Old age and decay, bad enough in themselves, +we intensify by our habits of mind. Death, which in any case awaits our +friends, we woo to them by anticipations of demise. It is not +ill-intentioned. It comes out of a subconsciousness in which death and +not life is the base. + + + +IV + + +For most of us the fear of death is a subconscious rather than an active +fear. It becomes active for those who through illness, or in some other +way, see a sentence of death hanging over them; but during the greater +part of the life-span we are able to beat it off. + +As to the life-span itself there is reason to suppose that it is meant +to be more regular than man allows it to become. There may easily be an +"appointed time" to which we do not suffer ourselves, or each other, to +attain. Those strange, inequalities by which one human being is left to +pass over the century mark, another is cut off just when he is most +needed, while a third does no more than touch this plane for an hour or +two, may be the results of our misreadings of God's Will, and not the +decrees of that Will itself. + +We are here on ground which may be termed that of speculation; and yet +speculation is not quite the right word. I dare to think that we have +reached a stage of our development at which we are entitled to make with +regard to death certain inferences which were hardly possible before our +time. We may make them timidly, with all hesitation and reserve, aware +that we cannot propound them as facts; and yet we may make them. The +human mind is no longer where it was a hundred years ago, still less +where it was five hundred years ago. Though we make little progress we +make some. We are not always marking time on the same spot of ignorance +and helplessness. What is mystery for one age is not of necessity +mystery for another. Even when mysteries remain, they do not of +necessity remain without some hint of a dawn which may broaden into day. +Many of our most precious illuminations have come in just this way; a +faint light--which slowly, feebly, through centuries perhaps, waxes +till it becomes a radiance. + + + +V + + +I talked some time ago to an orthodox Christian lady whose brother had +recently died, and who was speaking of death. + +"The one mystery," she called it, "on which no single ray of light has +been vouchsafed in all the ages man has been on earth." + +I did not agree with her, but knowing her to be an orthodox Christian +lady I did not venture to express my opinion. + +But hers is the position which many, perhaps most, of us take. "No one +has ever come back," we say, "to tell us what his experience has been," +and we drop the subject there. Not only do we drop the subject there, +but we resent it if everyone else does not drop the subject there. "God +has hidden it from us," we declare, "and what He has hidden from us it +is presumption for us to pry into." It is useless to urge the fact that +this way of reasoning would have kept us still in the Stone Age; we are +not to be reached by argument. + +Let me say at once that I am not taking up the question of the psychic, +or entering into it at all. I shall keep myself to the two points of +view which have helped me, as an individual, to overcome, to some +degree, the fear of death, considering them in reverse order from that +in which I have mentioned them. Those two points of view are: + +A. That, according to God's Will, we come into this phase of being for +an "appointed time" which we do not always reach; + +B. That we pass out of this phase of being as we came into it, for +Growth. + + + +VI + + +A. The question of an appointed time seems important chiefly to the +right understanding of God's love. Between us and the understanding of +that love bereavement is often a great obstacle. Oftener still it is a +great puzzle. I do not have to catalogue the conditions in which the +taking away of men, women, and children, sorely needed here if for no +other purpose than to love, has moved us to deep perplexity, or to +something like a doubt of God. We have probably all known cases where +such tragedy has driven sufferers to renounce God altogether, and to +curse Him. Some of us who have been smitten may have come near to doing +this ourselves, or may have done it. + + + +VII + + +I have already spoken of the Caucasian's habit of shuffling off on God +those ills for which he will not face the responsibility himself, and I +am inclined to think that this is one of them. In my own experience the +explanation of "God's Will" made to the mother of a little family left +fatherless, or to the parents of a dead baby, or to a young man with a +young wife in her coffin, has always been revolting. I have made it; I +have tried, on the faith of others, to think it must be so. I have long +since ceased to think it, and feel happier for not crediting the +Universal Father with any such futile tricks. + +I should not go so far as to say that we human beings have misapplied +the laws of life in such a way as to kill those who are dear to us; +rather, I think, we have never learned those laws except in their merest +rudiments. We are not yet prepared to do more than bungle the good +things offered us on earth, and more or less misuse them. We misuse them +ourselves; we teach others to misuse them; we create systems of which +the pressure is so terrible that under it the weak can do nothing but +die. We give them no chance. We squeeze the life out of them. And then +we say piously, "The blessed Will of God!" + +As an illustration of what I mean let me cite the two following cases +among people I have known: + +A young lady belonging to a family of means was found to be suffering +from incipient tuberculosis. The doctors ordered her to Saranac. To +Saranac she went, with two nurses. Within eighteen months she was home +again, quite restored to health. This was as it should have been. + +At the same time I knew a car-conductor, married some six or seven +years, and the father of three children. He, too, was found to be +suffering from incipient tuberculosis. He, too, was ordered to Saranac. +But having a wife and three children to support, Saranac was out of the +question. He went on conducting his car till his cough became +distressing, whereupon he was "fired." A minimum allowance from his +church kept the family from starvation, while the nearest approach to +Saranac that could be contrived was an arrangement by which he slept +with his head out the window. In course of time he died, and his widow +was exhorted to submit to the Will of God. + + + +VIII + + +I cite the latter case as typical of millions and millions of deaths of +the kind at which we stand aghast at God's extraordinary rulings. Why is +it, we ask, that He snatches away those who are needed, leaving those +who might be spared? As to the latter part of the question I have +nothing to say; but when it comes to "snatching away" I feel it +important to "absolve God" of the blame for it. + +In the instance I have quoted the blame for it is clear. Falling on no +one individual, it does fall on an organisation of life which gives all +the chances to some, denying them to others. So long as we feel unable +to improve on this organisation we shall have these inequalities. But +let us face honestly the consequences they bring. Let us not confuse all +the issues of life and death as we do, by saddling the good and +beautiful Will of God with the ills we make for ourselves. + + + +IX + + +All untimely bereavement is, of course, not of the nature of the above +illustration. And yet I venture to believe that in all untimely +bereavement some similar explanation could be found. For example, in the +intervals of writing these lines I have been reading a recent biography +of Madame de Maintenon. In it is a chapter describing the series of +catastrophes which fell on Louis the Fourteenth, and the French kingdom, +within little more than a twelvemonth. His son and heir, his grandson, +the second heir, his great-grandson, the third heir, the second heir's +wife, and still another grandson were all carried off by smallpox. In +the apartments of Madame de Maintenon, his wife, the aged monarch was +counselled to submit to the awful Will of God which saw fit thus to +smite him. What no one perceived was that by crowding round the bed of +each sufferer in turn the survivors courted contagion. + +But, there again, it is not much more than a century since this fact +became known to anyone. Easily within living memory is the discovery +that disease is due to bacteria. Our whole system of sanitation is of +recent development, and obtains only among the English and the Americans +even now. In many parts of Europe and America, to say nothing of Asia +and Africa, people still live as in the Middle Ages, and infant +mortality is appalling. Those of us who pay most attention to sanitary +laws live unhealthily, diminishing our powers to resist attack. I +mention these facts, not as making a list of them, but to indicate the +many causes through which we bring bereavement on ourselves, when the +Will of God would naturally make for survival and happiness. + +It must never be forgotten that in this phase of our existence we never +carry out that Will except to a remote degree. We only struggle towards +doing it. When great sorrows come it is because in the struggle we have +not been successful. Either we ourselves have failed; or the failure of +others affects us indirectly. While God's Will may be for our happiness, +we can attain to neither the happiness nor the Will--as yet. + +Nevertheless, we would not have it otherwise. In our more thoughtless or +more agonised minutes we are likely to cry out for a life in which the +conditions ensuring our happiness could not so easily miscarry; but that +would mean a static life, and a static life, above all things, we will +not endure. As already seen, we ask for difficulties to conquer, +successes to achieve. To contend is our instinct, not to be passive +and enjoy. + +Difficulties to conquer can only exist side by side with the possibility +of not conquering them. The victory which is merely a walk-over is +scarcely a victory. Achievement counts only when something has been +overcome. Even then the overcoming of one thing merely spurs us on to +overcome another. To rest on our laurels is doom. For a race which has +the infinite as its goal the word must be on and on. The static heaven +of bearing palms and playing harps and bliss, which the naive +interpretation of our fathers drew from the imagery of the Apocalypse, +has long since made us rebellious. Something to strive for we demand, +even at the risk of bereavement. + + + +X + + +It is at once the disadvantage and the glory of our own generation that +it is only on the fourth or fifth step of the stairway by which we are +climbing. But at least it is heir to the conquests which go to its stage +of advance. Untimely bereavement is less common to-day than it was a +few centuries ago; it is more common to-day than it will be a few +centuries hence. Such storms of affliction as in 1712 swept over the +house of Louis Quatorze occur less frequently now. But they still occur. +We have not got beyond them. They are only bound to occur less and less +frequently, till they become no more than matters of scarcely +credible record. + +In the meanwhile it may be a comfort to others, as it is to me, to be +able to "absolve God" from the charge of capricious and intolerable +thwarting of our love. To me, at least, the blow is easier to bear when +I know that His beloved hand didn't strike it. I cannot understand being +tortured out of sheer love, while patience with what leaves me with my +whole life maimed is only the patience of the vanquished. + +On the other hand, I can bear with my mistakes, I can bear with the +mistakes of others, I can bear with the failures which are the fruit of +our lack of race-development, so long as I know that God is on my side. +The affliction which would be too poignant as coming directly from Him +is half soothed already when I know that He is soothing it. I may have +lost what He gave; but far from snatching it from me He would have had +me keep it. Of all my comforts that assurance is the first. + +In addition, I have the satisfaction--a meagre satisfaction you may call +it, but a satisfaction all the same--of knowing that by the ploughing +and harrowing of my heart a step is taken toward that future in which +hearts shall be less harrowed and ploughed. "It must never happen +again." That is what we keep saying with regard to the Great War. Well, +it may happen again. We have as yet no trustworthy pledge to the +contrary. But of this we may be sure, that it will not happen again very +often. It is less likely to happen again for the very reason that it has +happened. If the Great War does not prove to be the last war it is the +more probable that the next war will. I mean that we do learn our +lessons, though we learn them only as feeble-minded children learn +theirs. Agony by agony, something is gained, and my personal agony +counts with the rest. The fact may give me no more than the faintest +consolation, and possibly none at all; and still in the long, slow +stages of our upward climb my agony counts, whether its counting +consoles me or not. + + + +XI + + +The inference that we come into the life of this planet for an +"appointed time" we draw from what we see of God's system of order. All +other things do so, as far as we observe. The plant springs, to grow and +bloom, to bear fruit and seed, and so renew itself. Fish, bird, and +animal have their appointed round varying only in detail from that of +the plant. Man's appointed round would seem to vary only in detail from +that of the animal, except that he himself interferes with it. + +To the best of my knowledge the plant, from the blade of grass to the +oak or the orchid, always fulfils its life-span, unless some act or +accident cripples or destroys it. I mean that we never see God bringing +the shoot above the soil just to nip it before it unfolds. We never see +Him bring the bud to the eve of blossoming just to wither it. Having +given it its mission He supplies it with rain, sun, and sustenance to +bring that mission to its end. True, the plant has enemies, like +everything else, enemies which it may not escape. But generally +speaking, it does escape them, and lives to finish its task. + +So, too, with the more active living thing. It, too, has its enemies. +It, too, may not escape them. But assuming that it does, God allows it, +to the best of our observation, to work out its full development. The +only "bereavement" he brings to the lion, the thrush, or the elephant, +or any other creature capable of grief is, apparently, from those +hostile sources of which the hostility is more or less gratuitous. A man +shoots a lion, or the lion kills an antelope; but they do so through +misreading of God's Will, not through fulfilling it. + +For the lower ranks of creation misread that Will in their way as much +as the higher in theirs. All ferocity must be misinterpretation of the +divine law of harmony and mutual help. Internecine destruction probably +has a meaning we can only guess at. Guessing at it we are at liberty to +surmise that what God sees as loving contention for excellence, each +gaining by the other's gain, we understand as bitter strife, and +consumption of the flesh and blood. The rivalry we can best appreciate +is that of brutality; the chief benefit the stronger creature seeks from +the weaker is in killing and eating him. Why this should be part of our +struggle I do not know; but part of our struggle it seems to be--from +the humblest organism up to man--the mistaking of God's Will before +learning to understand it. + +And lest I should seem to assume too much, in saying this, let me add +that our progress out of this state of preying on each other has long +been foreseen by the pioneers of truth. The vision is at least as +ancient as Isaiah, when he descried from afar the accomplished rule of +the Son of David: + +"With righteousness shall he judge the poor, and reprove with equity +for the meek of the earth.... And righteousness shall be the girdle of +his loins, and faithfulness the girdle of his reins. The wolf also shall +dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and +the calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child +shall lead them. And the cow and the bear shall feed; their young ones +shall lie down together.... And the sucking child shall play on the hole +of the asp, and the weaned child shall put his hand on the adder's den. +They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain; _for the earth +shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord_, as the waters cover +the seas." + + + +XII + + +If I am correct in thinking that our passage across the life of this +planet is meant to last for an "appointed time," I presume that that +time would be measured by experience rather than by years. There exists +what we vaguely call the round of life. We are born; we grow; we know +family interests; we learn; we work; we love; we marry; we beget +children; we train them to take our places; we pass beyond. There are +variations on this routine, some of us having more, some of us having +less; but in general it may be taken as typical. It is our mission, as +the plants and the lower living things have theirs. + +It seems reasonable, then, to think that each baby born is meant by the +Father's Will to reap this experience before it proceeds to further +experience. It must be a stage in its growth or it would not come into +it. When it is balked of it something is amiss. The child who dies in +infancy has lost something. The lad or the girl whom our organised life +drives from this plane before reaching fruition has lost something. The +parent whom our conditions force onward before he has brought his task +to a stage at which he can peacefully lay it down has lost something. I +am not saying that God does not control resources by which that loss can +be abundantly made up, but only that the loss would seem to be there. +It is loss for the one who departs as well as for those who +remain behind. + + + +XIII + + +That is what I gather from the instances in the Old and New Testament in +which those who had gone on before their time were called back again. +There are six of these instances in all: one in the Old Testament, and +five in the New. Of four of them we are expressly told that those +restored were young; of the other two nothing is said as to age, but one +at least was probably young, while the other was greatly needed. + +The child called back by Elisha was still a little boy. The daughter of +Jairus was still a little girl. The son of the widow of Nain was a young +man, as was also Eutychus raised by St. Paul. Though we are not told the +age of Lazarus we judge that he was at most no more than in man's +maturity. Dorcas of Lydda may have been of any age, but, judging by the +circumstances, she had not completed her task. + + + +XIV + + +My point is this, that if these things happened, they seem to bear out +my suggestion that our own inducement of premature death cuts us off +from fulfilling our appointed time and getting our appointed experience. +Only on some such ground can we believe that any would be permitted +to return. + +Should this be so we would be in a position to assume that all who go +over ahead of time would be allowed to come back, if we had sufficient +spiritual power to recall them. But that power is of the rarest. Our +Lord, apparently, was in control of it only at times, and on at least +one occasion, that of the raising of Lazarus, its exercise was not what +we should call easy. But that He believed it to be at human command to +some extent is clear from the fact that its use became one of His four +basic principles. "Raise the dead," was the second of the commands with +which He sent out his first seventy disciples. + + + +XV + + +I dwell on the subject only because of its bearing on the love of God. +If it becomes plain to us that by the understanding of God's Will we +gain a richer experience, with less fear of being cut off before our +work is done, that Will makes a stronger appeal for being understood. +That we have not understood it earlier, that we have not particularly +cared to understand it, is due, I think, to our assumption of its +capriciousness. It has been so underscored as inscrutable--the word +generally applied to it--that the man in the street has felt mystified +by it from the start. Being mystified he has settled down to think as +little about it as he could. + +But a great force striving with man to put common sense into his methods +is worth comprehending. It does not compel us to common-sense methods +for the reason that we value only that which we work out for ourselves. +We work nothing out but through suffering. We learn nothing, we take no +forward step, except as we are whipped to it by anguish. That is why +there is so much mourning in the world. God does not cause it; we bring +it on ourselves; but each time we bring it on ourselves we creep one +tiny step nearer that race-conclusion which is now coming to us about +war, and will one day come to us about death, that "It must never +happen again." + + + +XVI + + +In other words, death will be abolished by race-unanimity not to submit +to it. We shall have travelled far in this direction when the average +mind begins to perceive that God did not send death into His creation, +but that we ourselves developed it. Having developed it ourselves we +must get rid of it ourselves, and already some of that work has been +done. "For seeing that death came through man," are the words of St. +Paul, "through man comes also the resurrection of the dead." When he +speaks of "Jesus Christ who hath abolished death," his words are +stronger still. "He has put an end to death and has brought Life and +Immortality to light by the Good News, of which I have been appointed a +preacher, apostle, and teacher." + +This Life and Immortality are not to be relegated to other ages and +worlds; they are for us to work out now. + +The degree to which we work them out depends on our own efforts. Death +will be our doom for many generations to come, because so few of us have +the energy to strive against it. Release can come only when the race at +large is willing to cast the evil thing off. One would suppose that we +would be willing now; but we are far from being willing. We shall go on +forcing our dear ones to die before their time, falling sick ourselves, +enduring agonies, and rotting in graves, till we have suffered to the +point at which we cry out that we have had enough. There will be a day +when in presence of the useless thing we shall say, with something +amounting to one accord, "It must stop." That day will be the beginning +of the end of the age-long curse to which we still submit ourselves. In +the language of St. Paul, "The last enemy to be destroyed is death," +leaving us with the belief that, when we have progressed to the +overthrow of other forces opposed to us, we shall go on to the overthrow +of this one--and that it will be overthrown. + + + +XVII + + +From one kind of fear this reasoning has almost entirely delivered +me--that of being taken away in the midst of my responsibilities, and +before my work is done. I am not so audacious as to say that it may not +happen; but only that, reasoning as I do, I am no longer a prey to +apprehensions on the point. They used to come to me, not like the +money-fear, an abiding visitant, but in spells of intense dread. + +I suppose that most men with families, and much unfinished business, +know this dread, and have suffered from it. You think of the home you +have built up, and of what it would be without you. You think of your +wife, grappling with a kind of difficulty to which she is unaccustomed. +You think of your children who turn to you as their central point, and +who would be left without your guidance. You think of other duties you +have undertaken, and wonder who will carry them through. You seem to be +so essential to everyone and everything; and yet, you have been told, it +may be the Will of God to remove you from them, and either let your +plans collapse, or put their execution on the shoulders of someone else. + +I am not so presumptuous as to say that for me this may not happen. I +only say that I do not think it will. I do not think so because, +according to my judgment, He having helped me to go as far as I have +gone, will help me to finish my task before giving me another one. + +My task, I think, He must estimate as I do. That is, my duties to others +being not wholly of my choosing, but having come to me according to what +I may call His weighing and measuring, I take them to be the duties He +would have me perform. If so, He would naturally have me perform them +till I come to the place where I can reasonably lay them down. + +Therefore, I dismiss the fear of untimely separation from my appointed +work. Such a separation may come; but if it does, it will probably come +by some such means as I have briefly tried to sketch; my own mistakes; +the mistakes of others; the effect of race-pressure. In any case, my +personal resistance, it seems to me, is made the stouter by feeling that +my tasks are His tasks, and so that so long as I am needful to their +accomplishment, I remain. If I go, it will be because He has the +succession of events so planned as to reduce collapse, failure, or +suffering to a minimum. + + + +XVIII + + +B. The thought that the minute after death will only be another little +step in Growth, to be followed by another and then another, as we are +used to growing here, greatly diminishes one's shrinking at the change. + +It is entirely a modern thought. The past, even of a few centuries ago, +never entertained it. It is doubtful if it was mentally prepared to +entertain it, or evolve the idea. + +This is not to depreciate our fathers' mental powers. Different +generations have different gifts. One age works along one line, another +along another. The past had a certain revelation of truth; but the +revelation of truth did not end with the past. Our ancestors received as +much as they could take. What, it seems, they were unable to take was +anything which made death less horrible. We may say, in fact, that they +didn't want it. They liked having death made horrible. Many people like +it still. The mitigation of that horror they condemn, resent, and often +ascribe to the devil. + +And yet there is a tendency to see light through this gloom, and to seek +views of death more in the line of common sense than those which have +come down to us. It is not a strong tendency, but it exists. It exists +in the face of opposition on the part of those religious conservatives +who think conservatism and orthodoxy the same thing; and it runs the +gauntlet of the sneers and jeers of the materially minded who make +common cause with the old guard of the churches; but it exists. It +exists, and goes forward, becoming a factor in the thought-life of +our time. + +It is not yet two hundred years since the plea was put forth on behalf +of mankind that, in the administration of divine justice, no one suffers +less than he deserves, but also that no one suffers more. + +The hostility to this seemingly harmless teaching was of the most +intense. There is hostility to it still, but mild as compared with that +felt by our great-great-grandfathers. That no one should suffer less +than he deserves went without saying; but that no one should suffer more +was declared a black heresy. As there are those who declare it a black +heresy to-day, it may be worth while, in the interests of the conquest +of fear, to say a word as to the relation of God and punishment. + + + +XIX + + +To my mind it is chiefly verbal. + +It is permissible to say that there is no such thing as punishment; +there are only wrong results. It depends upon your way of putting it. +The wrong method produces wrong results in proportion as it is wrong. +Wrong results mean wrong conditions; and wrong conditions mean +suffering. You may call this the law of God, but it is the law of +anything. It is not positive law, it is negative. As a matter of fact, +God does not need to put forth a law on the point since everything +works that way. + +What we call sin is simply a wrong method. It may be a wrong method +meant to produce wrong; or it may be a wrong method in the hope of +producing right. In any case it brings its consequence in pain. + +That consequence may be corrected in this phase of our being, or it may +be carried over into the next. Carried over into the next the +individual, according to our ancestral teaching, comes under the +sentence in which our fathers delighted as "damnation." Not only did +damnation involve the most fiendish torture the Almighty could invent, +but the torture was inflicted, without an instant of relief, throughout +the eons of eternity. + +I recall a sermon to which I listened as a boy of nine. It was on a +summer's evening, when the windows of the church were open. A moth +fluttered about a light. The church stood at the foot of a mountain. The +preacher was trying to explain to us the eternal duration of God's +punishment. "Think of that moth," he said, "carrying away one grain of +sand from that mountain, and going off for a million years, after which +it would return and take away another grain. And think of it keeping +this up, one grain every million years, till the whole mountain was +removed. Well, that would be only a moment as compared with the time you +would be in hell." + +On the generations comforted and fortified by this sort of teaching I +have no comment to make; but we of another generation should surely not +be reproved for moving away from it. We move away from it in the +direction of common sense, since common sense must be an attribute of +the Universal Father as it is of the wiser among mankind. + + + +XX + + +I revert, then, to my statement that God's relation to punishment is +chiefly verbal. His "wrath against sin" is a way of "putting it." If you +can best express the suffering which springs from wrong methods as +"God's wrath" you are at liberty so to express yourself; but we should +not lose sight of the fact that the wrong methods produce the suffering, +and not an outburst of fury on the part of One who is put before us +as Love. + +The fact that the Hebrew writers often used a vivid form of warning and +invective is not a reason why we should keep on doing it. The Hebrew +writer was a primitive speaking to primitives. Meaning what we mean, he +required a stronger, fiercer vocabulary than we ever need. In saying +this I am not dodging the issue; I am stating a fact which rules in all +historical interpretation. To make the phraseology of two thousand years +before Christ the literal expression of the thought of two thousand +years after Him is to be archaic beyond reason. Having grasped a +principle, we phrase it in the language of our time. + +The language of our time makes, on the whole, for restraint, sobriety, +and exactitude of statement. Few of our habits modify themselves more +constantly and more rapidly than our forms of speech. Not only does each +generation find something special to itself, but each year and each +season. To me it seems that much of our misunderstanding of God springs +from the effort to fix on Him forevermore the peculiarities we infer +from the idiom of five thousand years ago. Only to a degree does that +idiom convey to us what is conveyed to those who heard it as a living +tongue; and of that degree much is lost when it percolates through +translation. To cling to words when all we need is to know principles, +clothing them in our own way, seems to me not only absurd in fact but +lamentable in result. I venture to think that more people have been +alienated from God by a pious but misapplied verbal use than were ever +estranged from Him by sin. + + + +XXI + + +Our ancient Hebrew predecessors understood God in their own way. We +understand Him in the same way, but with the clarification wrought by +the intervening years of progress. In other words, they bequeath us a +treasure which we are free to enrich with our own discoveries. + +Among our own discoveries is a clearer comprehension of pain as +resulting from wrong methods, and of God's detachment from pain. More +and more, punishment becomes a concept we reject. Even in our penal +institutions, which have been for so many centuries a barbarous token of +our incompetence, we begin to substitute for punishment something more +nearly akin to cure. If we find mere vengeance unworthy of ourselves we +must find it unworthy of the Universal Father. If we concede to the +criminal the right to a further chance we concede it to ourselves. If we +recognise the fact that the sinner on earth may redeem himself, working +from error towards righteousness, the same principle should rule in the +whole range of existence. There is nothing about the earth-life to make +it the only phase of effort and probation. Effort and probation are +probably conditions of eternity. They will be in our next experience as +they have been in this, leading us on from strength to strength. + + + +XXII + + +One main difference between the mind of the past and the modern mind is +that the mind of the past tended to be static, while the mind of to-day +is more and more attuned to a dynamic universe. Civilisation before the +nineteenth century was accustomed to long periods with relatively little +change. Most people spent their entire lives in the same town or the +same countryside. In the class in which they were born they lived and +died, with little thought of getting out of it. This being so they +looked for the same static conditions after death as they saw before it. +A changeless heaven appalled them with no sense of monotony, nor did a +changeless hell do anything to shake their nerves. Their nerves were not +easily shaken. They were a phlegmatic race, placid, unimaginative, +reposeful. + +Because we of to-day are more restless it does not follow that our views +should be truer. We only know they are truer because we are so much +nearer the truth than they had the opportunity to come. We prove that we +are nearer the truth by our greater command of the Father's resources. +If our whole horizon of truth were not broadened, we could not possess +this command. + + + +XXIII + + +Changing our static conception of life to that of a dynamic will to +unfold, we see the climax we commonly call death as only a new step in +unfoldment. Whatever I have been, the step must be one in advance. It +would not be in accord with creative energy that I should go backward. +The advance may entail suffering, since it is probable that it will give +me a heightened perception of the wrong in my methods; but there are +conditions in which suffering signifies advance. + +And yet if I suffer it can only be with what I may call a curative +suffering. It will be suffering that comes from the recognition of +mistake; not the hopeless anguish of the damned. Having learned "how not +to do it," I perceive "how to do it"--and go on. + +But the perception of "how to do it" is precisely what most of us have +been acquiring. I venture to think that few of us will come face to face +with death without being more or less prepared for it. Life is so +organised that, at its worst, all but the rare exceptions make progress +daily, through obedience to the laws of righteousness. + +In saying this we must count as righteousness not merely the carrying +out of a rule of thumb laid down by man's so-called morality, or the +technical regulations prescribed by the churches for the use of their +adherents; we must include every response to every high call. We must +remember that all a man does in the way of effort to be a good son, a +good brother, a good husband, a good father, a good workman, a good +citizen, is of the nature of slowly creeping forward. Above every other +form of training of the self this endeavour determines a man's spiritual +standing, and his state of worthiness. He may know some failure in each +of these details; and yet the fact that in the main he is set--as I am +convinced the great majority are set--toward fulfilling his +responsibilities helps him to be ready when the time comes to put the +material away. + +The great common sense of the nations brought us to this perception +during the years when the young men of the world were going down like +wheat before the reaping machine. For the most part, doubtless, they +were young men in whom the ladies who attend our churches would have +seen much to reprimand. The moral customs of their countries were +possibly held by them lightly. The two points which constitute pretty +nearly all of American morality they may have disregarded. And yet we +felt that their answer to the summons, which to them at least was a +summons to sacrifice, showed them as men who had largely worked out +their redemption. Whatever our traditions, we were sure that those who +were ready to do anything so great could go to the Father without fear. + +But war calls for no more than a summing up and distillation of the +qualities we cultivate in peace. These men were ready because homes, +offices, banks, shops, factories, and farms had trained them to be +ready. So they are training all of us. Traditions help; the churches +help; but when it comes to the directing of the life toward +righteousness--the effort to do everything rightly--no one thing has +the monopoly. + + + +XXIV + + +Going to the Father without fear! All the joy of life seems to me to +hang on that little phrase. I used it just now of the young men who +passed over from the battlefield; but I used it there with limitations. +Going to the Father without fear is a privilege for every minute of the +day. More and more knowledge of the Father is the progress for which we +crave, since more knowledge of the Father means a fuller view of all +that makes up the spiritual universe. Into that knowledge we are +advancing every hour we live; into that knowledge we shall still be +advancing at the hour when we die. The Father will still be showing us +something new; the something new will still be showing us the Father. + +It will be something new, as we can receive it. He who can receive +little will be given little; he who can receive much will be given much. +In growth all is adjusted to capacity; it is not meant to shock, force, +or frighten. The next step in growth being always an easy step, I can +feel sure of moving onwards easily--"from strength to strength," in the +words of one of the Songs for the Sons of Korah, "until unto the God of +gods appeareth everyone of them in Zion."[33] + +[33] The Book of Psalms. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE FEAR OF DEATH AND ABUNDANCE OF LIFE + + + +I + + +After all, the conquest of fear is largely a question of vitality. Those +who have most life are most fearless. The main question is as to the +source from which an increase of life is to be obtained. + +An important psychological truth was involved when our Lord made the +declaration, "I am come that they might have life, and that they might +have it more abundantly." This, I think, was the first plain statement +ever made that life was a quantitative energy; that it is less or more +dynamic according to the measure in which the individual seizes it. But +once more the Caucasian has stultified the meaning of Jesus of Nazareth +by evaporating it to the tenuous wisp which he understands as +spiritual. Between the pale ghost of such spiritual life as he has +evoked from the Saviour's words and manly and womanly vigour in +full-blooded exercise he has seen no connection. + + + +II + + +Few of us do see a connection between strength of spirit and strength of +limb; but it is there. I am not saying that a strong spirit cannot +coexist with a feeble frame; but the feeble frame is a mistake. It is +the result of apprehension and misapprehension, and bred of race-fear. +The strong spirit would have put forth a strong frame if we had given it +a chance. Abundant life must be _life_, healthy, active, and radiant. It +should show the life-principle no longer driven from sea to land, and +from land to air, or battling with a million foes, but vigorous and +triumphant. + +This vigour and triumph we ought to work into our point of view, so +kneading it into our subconsciousness. Strong in proportion as our +subconsciousness is strong, fearless in proportion as our +subconsciousness is fearless, the going from strength to strength +becomes a matter of course to us. Urging us on in sheer joy of power, +abundance of life becomes still more abundant through the indwelling of +the life-principle. That mystic resistless force, which has fashioned +already so many forms, is forever at work fashioning a higher type +of man. + +Each one of us is that higher type of man potentially. Though we can +forge but little ahead of our time and generation, it is much to know +that the Holy Ghost of Life is our animating breath, pushing us on to +the overcoming of all obstacles. For me as an individual it is a support +to feel that the principle which was never yet defeated is my principle, +and that whatever the task of to-day or to-morrow I have the ability to +perform it well. The hesitation that may seize me, or the questioning +which for an instant may shake my faith, is but a reminder that the +life-principle is not only with me, but more abundantly with me in +proportion to my need. My need is its call. The spasm of fear which +crosses my heart summons it to my aid. It not only never deserts me, but +it never delays, and is never at a loss for some new ingenuity to meet +new requirements. "From strength to strength" is its law, carrying me on +with the impetus of its own mounting toward God. + + + +III + + +And the impetus of its own mounting toward God is not confined to what +we view as the great things of life. Between great and small it makes no +distinction. It is as eager on behalf of the man behind a counter as on +that of him who is governing a country. The woman who has on her +shoulders the social duties of an embassy, or the financial cares of a +great business, has it no more at her command than she who is nursing +her baby or reckoning her pennies to make both ends meet. It rushes to +the help of all. Wherever there is duty or responsibility it is begging +at the doors of our hearts to be let in, to share the work and ease +the burden. + +As I get up each morning, it is there. As I plan my day while I dress +myself, it is there. As I think with misgiving of some letter I tremble +at receiving, or with distaste at some job I must tackle before night, +it is there. + +It is there, not only with its help, but with its absolute knowledge of +the right way for me to act. The care that worries me may be so big as +to involve millions of other people's money, or it may be as small as +the typing of a letter; but the right way of fulfilling either task is +pleading to be allowed to enter my intelligence. My task is its task. My +success will be its success. My failure will react on it, since failure +sets back by that degree the whole procession of the ages. Whether I am +painting a great masterpiece or sewing on a button my success is +essential to the Holy Ghost of Life. + + + +IV + + +So I, the individual, try to confront each day with the knowledge that I +am infused with a guiding, animating principle which will not let me +drop behind, or lose my modest reward, so long as I trust to the force +which carries me along. By trusting to it I mean resting on it quietly, +without worrying, without being afraid that it will fail me. "Fret not +thyself, else shalt thou be moved to do evil."[34] By doing evil, I +presume is meant making a mistake, taking the wrong course. If, however +great the cause, I fret myself I disturb the right conditions. By +disturbing the right conditions I choke off the flow of the +life-principle through my energies. + +[34] The Book of Psalms. + + + +V + + +At a moment when the little buffer state between Egypt and Assyria was +afraid of being overrun by the one or the other it was frantically +casting about to decide with which it would throw in its lot. "With +neither," a great prophet thundered in the ears of the people. "In +calmly resting your safety lieth; in quiet trust shall be your +strength."[35] + +[35] The Book of Isaiah. + +My small experience in the conquest of fear can be condensed into these +four words: Calmly resting! quiet trust! That amid the turmoil of the +time and the feverishness of our days it is always easy I do not +pretend. Still less do I pretend that I accomplish it. I have said, a +few lines above, that _I tried_. Trying is as far as I have gone; but +even trying is productive of wonderful results. + + + +VI + + +Least of all do I claim to have covered the whole ground, or to have +discussed to its fulness any one of the points which I have raised. +Whole regions of thought which bear on my subject--such as psychology, +philosophy, and religion as I understand the word--I have carefully +endeavoured to avoid. My object has been to keep as closely as possible +to the line of personal experience, which has a value only because it is +personal. Telling no more than what one man has endeavoured to work out, +what I have written seeks no converts. Though, for the sake of brevity, +it may at times seem to take a hortatory tone, it is a record and no +more. In it the reader will doubtless find much to correct, and +possibly to reject; and this must be as it happens. What I hope he will +neither correct nor reject is the sincerity of the longing to find God's +relations to the phenomena of life, and the extent to which the +phenomena of life reflect God. + + + +VII + + +In the end we come back to that, the eternal struggle whereby that which +is unlike God becomes more and more like Him. In watching the process, +and taking part in it, there is, when all is said and done, a sense of +glorious striving and success. With each generation some veil which hid +the Creator from the creature is torn forever aside. God, who is always +here, is seen a little more clearly by each generation as being; here. +God, who ever since His sun first rose and His rain first fell has been +making Himself known to us, is by each generation a little better +understood. God, whom we have tried to lock up in churches or banish to +Sundays and special holy days, is breaking through all our +prohibitions, growing more and more a force in our homes and our +schools, in our shops and our factories, in our offices and our banks, +in our embassies, congresses, parliaments, and seats of government. Into +His light we advance slowly, unwillingly, driven by our pain; but +we advance. + +The further we advance the more we perceive of power. The more we +perceive of power the more we are freed from fear. The more we are freed +from fear the more exultantly we feel our abundance of life. The more +exultantly we feel our abundance of life the more we reject death in any +of its forms. 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GOD'S SELF-EXPRESSION AND THE MIND OF TO-DAY + + V. THE MIND OF TO-DAY AND THE WORLD AS IT IS + + VI. THE WORLD AS IT IS AND THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR + + VII. THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR AND THE FEAR OF DEATH + +VIII. THE FEAR OF DEATH AND ABUNDANCE OF LIFE + + + + +INTRODUCTION + +by Henry C. Link, Ph.D. + +_Author of_ THE REDISCOVERY OF MAN, THE RETURN TO RELIGION, etc. + + +There are many books which give some help to many people. There are +books which give a set of rules, or even one master rule, by which to +meet the problems of life. This is not such a book. It suggests no +simple recipe for the conquest of fear. Instead, it presents, what all +too few of us to-day possess, a philosophy of life. + +Moreover, in contrast to the dominant thinking of our age, which is +materialistic, King's philosophy is spiritual and religious. Indeed, the +ideas in this book are so profoundly different from the commonly +accepted ideas of our times that they will come as a shock to many +readers. One purpose of this introduction is to prepare the reader for +such a shock. + +I have said that the dominant thinking of our age is materialistic, and +by that I mean also physical. Let me illustrate this broad statement +with reference to the subject of fears alone. The conquest of fear has +gone on year after year chiefly through physical means. Physical pain +has always been one of the great sources of fear. Now ether and other +anaesthetics have eliminated the chief pains of major operations. Older +people can still remember their fear of the dentist, when killing a +nerve or pulling a tooth caused excruciating pain. Now local +anaesthetics even in minor troubles have made dentistry almost painless. +We have not conquered these fears of pain--rather their cause has +been removed. + +Twilight sleep, the artificial sleep to alleviate the pains of +childbirth, is the perfect expression of the scientific and +materialistic elimination of fear. By a chemical blackout of the mind, a +dimming of the conscious self, the person is enabled to escape the +necessity of facing and conquering fear through his own resources. + +I am not condemning the physical alleviation of pain or the progress of +physical science. I am only describing a trend, and that is the growing +emphasis on the elimination of fears by science rather than on their +conquest by the individual. + +Illness has always been a great source of fear, and still is. The dread +of cancer is one of the terrifying fears of our time and fortunes are +spent in cancer research and education. THE CONQUEST OF FEAR was written +as a result of the author's threatened total blindness. He faced a fact +for which there seemed no physical remedy--hence his great need for a +spiritual conquest of this great fear. + +And yet, year by year, physical science has been eliminating or +reducing the dangers of sickness. Vaccines for the prevention of the +dread disease, small-pox, are now a matter of course. Vaccines and +specifics against the deadly tetanus, against typhoid fever, diphtheria, +syphilis, and other fearful diseases have become commonplace. The fear +of pneumonia has been almost eliminated through the discoveries of the +miraculous sulpha drugs. Science has done wonders toward the elimination +of such fears. A man need hardly conquer the fear of any particular +sickness--there is left for his conquest chiefly the fear of dying. + +In addition to physical disease, our civilization has now developed +mental ailments of all kinds. These include a large category of fears +called phobias--claustrophobia, agoraphobia, photophobia, altaphobia, +phonophobia, etc. + +Three fields or professions, other than religion and philosophy, have +sought to deal with these fears, the psychiatric, the psychoanalytic, +and the psychological. The medical psychiatric profession has naturally +emphasized physical remedies beginning with sedatives and bromides to +induce artificial relaxation and ending up with lobectomy or the +complete cutting off of the frontal lobes of the brain, the centers of +man's highest thought processes. Between these two extremes are the +shock treatments in which an injection of insulin or metrazol into the +blood stream causes the person to fall into a sort of epileptic fit +during which he loses consciousness. Through a series of such shock +treatments some of the higher nerve centers or nerve pathways are +destroyed. By this process a person's fears may also be eliminated and +he may be permanently or temporarily cured. In short, the person does +not conquer the fears in his mind; the psychiatrist or neurologist, by +physically destroying a part of the person's brain, destroys also +the fears. + +How strongly this physical approach has taken hold of people was made +plain to me through an article of mine on how to conquer fears. The +emphasis in this article was on how people could overcome their fears +and worries through their own efforts. To illustrate the opposite +extreme, I mentioned the brain operations and shock treatments by which +psychiatry now often deals with fears. Among the many people who wrote +to me as a result of this article, _the majority inquired where they +could obtain such an operation_! To such extremes have many people gone +in their desire to eliminate fear by physical means rather than conquer +it through their own spiritual powers. + +The psychoanalyst deals with a person's phobias through what seems like +an intellectual or rational process. According to psychoanalysis, +phobias or fears are due to some buried or subconscious complex. By +daily or frequent talks with a psychoanalyst for a period of six months +or a year, a person's subconscious disturbance _may_ be brought to +light, and if so, the fear is supposed automatically to disappear. Even +if true, this process is a highly materialistic one, at least in the +sense that only people who can spend thousands of dollars can afford +such treatments. + +The psychologist, as well as some psychiatrists who have studied normal +psychology, regard many fears as normal experiences which the individual +can cope with largely through his own resources and with very little +help in the way of visits or treatment. The trouble arises in the case +of those people who have no personal resources to draw on. Their lives +are so lacking in spiritual power, or so full of intellectual scepticism +and distrust, that they cannot help themselves. They have no religious +convictions or certainties by which to obtain leverage in their +struggles. They have no firm philosophy of life on which they or those +who would help them can lay hold. They are putty in the hands of the +fears and forces that beset them from without. + +The psychologist and the psychiatrist both find it difficult to do much +to help such a person. And yet, this is the kind of person our +civilization and education tends increasingly to produce. By the +physical elimination of the causes of fear we have gradually undermined +man's inner resources for the conquest of fear. + +This materialistic trend has received a new impetus from the fields of +political science, economics, and sociology. A dozen years ago economic +disaster threatened to stampede the nation. Millions who had lost their +jobs began to fear penury and want. Millions who still had jobs feared +that they would lose them. Other millions began to fear the loss of +their money and possessions. Rich and poor, becoming afraid that the +country was going to pieces, rushed to the banks to withdraw their +savings and brought on the nation-wide bank closings. Those were days +when everyone knew paralyzing fears. + +History will record the fact that these fears were met, not by conquest, +not by drawing on the moral resources and inner fortitude of the +American citizen, but by a collection of wholesale materialistic +schemes. These schemes included such devices as inflating the dollar, +raising prices, expanding the government debt, paying farmers not to +produce crops, government housing projects, and many others. The fears +of unemployment and poverty in old age were to be eliminated wholesale +through a planned economy, a new social order. By an elaborate system of +book-keeping called Social Security, a whole nation was to win freedom +from want and freedom from fear. + +But while we were building our smug little house of Social Security, the +whole world was crashing around us. Instead of achieving local security +we find ourselves now in the midst of world-wide insecurity. Far from +having eliminated the economic causes of fear, we now find these causes +multiplied many times. To the fear of losing our money is now added the +fear of losing our sons. To the fear of losing our jobs is added the +fear of losing our lives. To the fear of depression and inflation is +added the fear of losing the very freedoms for which the war is +being fought. + +At last we see, or are on the point of seeing, that materialism breeds +worse fears than it cures; that economics and sociology create more +social problems than they solve; that science makes it possible to +destroy wealth and lives much faster than it can build them. It took +years of science to achieve the airplane and to eliminate people's fear +of flying. Now, suddenly, the airplane has become the greatest source of +destruction and of fear on the globe. Cities which were decades in the +building are blasted out of being in a night. Millions of people must +regulate their lives in fear of these dread visitors. + +This is the background against which the conquest of fear presents its +philosophy of courage and of hope. It is a philosophy diametrically +opposed to the dominant beliefs and practices of our materialistic age. +One hesitates to use the words spiritual and moral because they have +become catch words. Nevertheless, King's philosophy is a spiritual and a +moral one, and the reader will gain from it a clearer concept of what +these words really mean. + +When I remember my reactions to the first portion of this book, I can +readily picture the impatience and even scorn of many intellectuals and +pseudo-intellectuals. Because of its emphasis on the religious nature of +the universe and on the spiritual power of the individual, it may seem +to them naive. Because of its consistent condemnation of Mammon, of +materialism and the economic-sociological interpretation of life, it may +seem to them old-fashioned. Actually, the book is highly sophisticated +and is more novel to-day than the day it was written because since that +time we have strayed twenty years further from the truth. + +One day I was having luncheon with a man who, during the course of the +conversation, remarked: "I want to tell you how much I enjoyed your +latest book,--" As almost any writer would, I pricked up my ears +expectantly. + +"Yes," he went on, "I got a great deal out of your recent book, but the +book which helped me more than any I have ever read is a book called THE +CONQUEST OF FEAR, by Basil King. Do you happen to know it?" + +"Know it!" I exclaimed. "I not only know it, I am just on the point of +writing an introduction to a new edition of the book. Would you mind +telling me how it helped you?" + +He thereupon related how, at a certain period of his life, he had left +an excellent position to take a new one which seemed more promising. It +soon developed that the difficulties of this position were such as to +make his success seem almost hopeless. He became obsessed with the idea +that the people with whom he had to deal were "out to get him." His +fears of the job and of his associates grew to the point where a nervous +breakdown seemed inevitable. + +One day his daughter told him that she needed a book in her school work +which he remembered having packed in a box that had been stored in the +attic and not yet opened. When he opened the box, the first book which +he picked up was THE CONQUEST OF FEAR. It was evidently one of those +books which had somehow come into the possession of his family, but +which he had never read. + +This time, however, he sat down in the attic and began to read it. +During the course of the next year or so he read it carefully not once +but four or five times. "It marked the turning point in my life," he +told me. "It enabled me to conquer the fears which were threatening to +ruin me at the time, and it gave me a philosophy which has stood me in +good stead ever since." + +A philosophy which marked the turning point in his life and which has +stood him in good stead ever since! THE CONQUEST OF FEAR offers +such a philosophy not only to individuals suffering from fears peculiar +to them, but to a world of individuals suffering, or about to suffer, +from the collapse of world-wide materialism. In this day of chaos and +uncertainty, here is the modern version of the parable of the man who +built his house upon a rock instead of on the sand: "and the rain +descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that +house; and it fell not for it was founded upon a rock." + +H. C. L. + + + + +CHAPTER I + +FEAR AND THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE + + + +I + + +When I say that during most of my conscious life I have been a prey to +fears I take it for granted that I am expressing the case of the +majority of people. I cannot remember the time when a dread of one kind +or another was not in the air. In childhood it was the fear of going to +bed, of that mysterious time when regular life was still going on +downstairs, while I was buried alive under sheets and blankets. Later it +was the fear of school, the first contact of the tender little soul with +life's crudeness. Later still there was the experience which all of us +know of waking in the morning with a feeling of dismay at what we have +to do on getting up; the obvious duties in which perhaps we have grown +stale; the things we have neglected; those in which we have made +mistakes; those as to which we have wilfully done wrong; those which +weary or bore or annoy or discourage us. Sometimes there are more +serious things still: bereavements, or frightfully adverse conditions, +or hardships we never expected brought on us by someone else. + +It is unnecessary to catalogue these situations, since we all at times +in our lives have to face them daily. Fear dogs one of us in one way and +another in another, but everyone in some way. + +Look at the people you run up against in the course of a few hours. +Everyone is living or working in fear. The mother is afraid for her +children. The father is afraid for his business. The clerk is afraid for +his job. The worker is afraid of his boss or his competitor. There is +hardly a man who is not afraid that some other man will do him a bad +turn. There is hardly a woman who is not afraid that things she craves +may be denied her, or that what she loves may be snatched away. There is +not a home or an office or a factory or a school or a church in which +some hang-dog apprehension is not eating at the hearts of the men, +women, and children who go in and out. I am ready to guess that all the +miseries wrought by sin and sickness put together would not equal those +we bring on ourselves by the means which perhaps we do least to +counteract. We are not sick all the time; we are not sinning all the +time; but all the time all of us--or practically all of us--are afraid +of someone or something. If, therefore, one has the feeblest +contribution to make to the defeat of such a foe it becomes difficult to +withhold it. + + + +II + + +But even with a view to conquering fear I should not presume to offer to +others ideas worked out purely for myself had I not been so invited. I +do not affirm that I have conquered fear, but only that in self-defence +I have been obliged to do something in that direction. I take it for +granted that what goes in that direction will go all the way if pursued +with perseverance and good will. Having thus made some simple +experiments--chiefly mental--with what to me are effective results, I +can hardly refuse to tell what they have been when others are so good as +to ask me. + +And in making this attempt I must write from my own experience. No other +method would be worth while. The mere exposition of a thesis would have +little or no value. It is a case in which nothing can be helpful to +others which has not been demonstrated for oneself, even though the +demonstration be but partial. + +In writing from my own experience I must ask the reader's pardon if I +seem egoistic or autobiographical. Without taking oneself too smugly or +too seriously one finds it the only way of reproducing the thing that +has happened in one's own life and which one actually knows. + +And when I speak above of ideas worked out purely for myself I do not, +of course, mean that these ideas are original with me. All I have done +has been to put ideas through the mill of my own mind, co-ordinating +them to suit my own needs. The ideas themselves come from many sources. +Some of these sources are, so deep in the past that I could no longer +trace them; some are so recent that I know the day and hour when they +revealed themselves, like brooks in the way. It would be possible to say +to the reader, "I owe this to such and such a teaching, and that to such +and such a man," only that references of the kind would be tedious. I +fall back on what Emerson says: "Thought is the property of him who can +entertain it; and of him who can adequately place it. A certain +awkwardness marks the use of borrowed thoughts; but, as soon as we have +learned what to do with them, they become our own. Thus all originality +is relative." The thoughts that I shall express are my own to the extent +that I have lived them--or tried to live them--though the wind that +bloweth where it listeth may have brought them to my mind. + +Nor do I think for a moment that what I have found helpful to me must of +necessity be helpful to everyone. It may be helpful to someone. That is +the limit of my hope. It is simple fact that no one can greatly help +anyone else. The utmost we can do is to throw out an idea here and there +which another may seize, and by which he may help himself. Borrowed help +has the awkwardness which Emerson attributes to borrowed thoughts. It is +only when a concept has lain for a time in a man's being, germinated +there, and sprung into active life, that it is of much use to him; but +by that time it has become his own. The kingdom of heaven must begin +within oneself or we shall probably not find it anywhere. + +These pages will contain, then, no recipe for the conquest of fear; they +will offer, with much misgiving and diffidence, no more than the record +of what one individual has done toward conquering it. This record is +presented merely for what it is worth. It may be worth nothing. On the +other hand, someone may find it worth something, and in that case all +that the writer hopes for will be attained. + + + +III + + +As a matter of fact, in my own case the reaction against fear was from +the beginning more or less instinctive. With the first exercise of the +reasoning faculty I tried to argue against the emotion. I remember that +as a little boy I was afraid of a certain dog that barked at me when I +went to a certain house to which I was sent perhaps two or three times a +week. The house had a driveway, and from the minute of passing the +entrance my knees trembled under me. But even then, I recall, it seemed +to me that this terror was an incongruous thing in life, that it had no +rightful place there, and that, if the world was what my elders told me +it was, there must be in it a law of peace and harmony which as yet I +hadn't arrived at. I cannot say that when the dog barked this reasoning +did more than nerve me to drag my quaking limbs up to the doorstep, +whence my enemy, a Skye terrier, invariably took flight. + +During a somewhat stormy childhood and boyhood, in which there was a +good deal of emotional stress, I never got beyond this point. Specific +troubles were not few, and by the time I reached early manhood a habit +of looking for them had been established. "What's it going to be now?" +became a formula of anticipation before every new event. New events +presented themselves most frequently as menaces. Hopes rarely loomed up +without accompanying probabilities of disappointment. One adopted the +plan of "expecting disappointment" as a means of cheating the "jinx." I +am not painting my early life as any darker than most lives. It was, I +fancy, as bright as the average life of youth. + + + +IV + + +But, contrary to what is generally held, I venture to think that youth +is not a specially happy period. Because young people rarely voice +their troubles we are likely to think them serene and unafraid. That has +not been my experience either with them or of them. While it is true +that cares of a certain type increase with age the knowledge of how to +deal with them increases, or ought to increase, in the same progression. +With no practical experience to support them the young are up against +the unknown and problematical--occupation, marriage, sexual urge, life +in general--around which clings that terror of the dark which frightened +them in childhood. Home training, school training, college training, +religious training, social influences of every kind, throw the emphasis +on dangers rather than on securities, so that the young life emerges +into a haunted world. Some are reckless of these dangers, some grow +hardened to them, some enjoy the tussle with them, some turn their minds +away from them, while others, chiefly the imaginative or the +intellectual, shrink from them with the discomfort which, as years go +on, becomes worry, anxiety, foreboding, or any other of the many +forms of care. + + + +V + + +My own life followed what I assume to be the usual course, though in +saying this I am anxious not to give an exaggerated impression. It was +the usual course, not an unusual one. "There's always something" came to +be a common mental phrase, and the something was, as a rule, not +cheering. Neither, as a rule, was it terrible. It was just +_something_--a sense of the carking hanging over life, and now and then +turning to a real mischance or a heartache. + +It strikes me as strange, on looking back, that so little attempt was +made to combat fear by religion. In fact, as far as I know, little +attempt was made to combat fear in any way. One's attention was not +called to it otherwise than as a wholly inevitable state. You were born +subject to fear as you were born subject to death, and that was an +end of it. + +Brought up in an atmosphere in which religion was our main +preoccupation, I cannot recall ever hearing it appealed to as a +counteragent to this most persistent enemy of man. In dealing with your +daily dreads you simply counted God out. Either He had nothing to do +with them or He brought them upon you. In any case His intervention on +your behalf was not supposed to be in this world, and to look for +rewards from Him here and now was considered a form of impiety. You were +to be willing to serve God for naught; after which unexpected favours +might be accorded you, but you were to hope for nothing as a right. I do +not say that this is what I was taught; it was what I understood; but to +the best of my memory it was the general understanding round about me. +In my fight against fear, in as far as I made one, God was for many +years of no help to me, or of no help of which I was aware. I shall +return to the point later in telling how I came to "discover God" for +myself, but not quite the same God, or not quite the same concept of +God, which my youthful mind had supposed to be the only one. + + + +VI + + +At the same time it was to a small detail in my religious training--or +to be more exact in the explanation of the Bible given me as a boy--that +I harked back when it became plain to me that either I must conquer fear +or fear must conquer me. Having fallen into my mind like a seed, it lay +for well on to thirty years with no sign of germination, till that +"need," of which I shall have more to say presently, called it +into life. + +Let me state in a few words how the need made itself pressing. + +It was, as life goes, a tolerably dark hour. I was on the borderland +between young manhood and early middle age. For some years I had been +losing my sight, on top of which came one of those troubles with the +thyroid gland which medical science still finds obscure. For reasons +which I need not go into I was spending an autumn at Versailles in +France, unoccupied and alone. + +If you know Versailles you know that it combines all that civilisation +has to offer of beauty, magnificence, and mournfulness. A day's visit +from Paris will give you an inkling of this, but only an inkling. To get +it all you must live there, to be interpenetrated by its glory of decay. +It is always the autumn of the spirit at Versailles, even in summer, +even in spring; but in the autumn of the year the autumnal emotion of +the soul is poignant beyond expression. Sad gardens stretch into sad +parks; sad parks into storied and haunting forests. Long avenues lead to +forgotten chateaux mellowing into ruin. Ghostly white statues astonish +you far in the depths of woods where the wild things are now the most +frequent visitors. A Temple of Love--pillared, Corinthian, lovely--lost +in a glade to which lovers have probably not come in a hundred +years--will remind you that there were once happy people where now the +friendliest sound is that of the wood-chopper's axe or the horn of some +far-away hunt. All the old tales of passion, ambition, feud, hatred, +violence, lust, and intrigue are softened here to an aching sense of +pity. At night you will hear the castle clock, which is said never once +to have failed to strike the hour since Louis the Fourteenth put it in +its place, tolling away your life as it has tolled away epochs. + +Amid these surroundings a man ill, lonely, threatened with blindness, +can easily feel what I may call the spiritual challenge of the ages. He +must either be strong and rule; or he must be weak and go down. He must +get the dominion over circumstance, or circumstance must get the +dominion over him. To be merely knocked about by fate and submit to it, +even in the case of seemingly inevitable physical infirmity, began to +strike me as unworthy of a man. + +It is one thing, however, to feel the impulse to get up and do +something, and another to see what you can get up and do. For a time the +spectre of fear had me in its power. The physical facts couldn't be +denied, and beyond the physical facts I could discern nothing. It was +conceivable that one might react against a mental condition; but to +react against a mysterious malady coupled with possibly approaching +blindness was hardly to be thought of. When one added one's incapacity +to work and earn a living, with all that that implies, it seemed as if +it would take the faith that moves mountains to throw off the weight +oppressing me. It is true that to move mountains you only need faith as +a grain of mustard seed, but as far as one can judge not many of us have +that much. + +It was then that my mind went back all of a sudden to the kernel planted +so many years before, in my island home, in the Gulf of St. Lawrence. If +I become prolix over this it is only that I want to show how often it +happens to parents, teachers, and others who deal with children, to +throw out a thought which after lying dormant for years will become a +factor in the life. Had it not been for the few words spoken then I +should not, as far as I can see, now have such mastery over self as I +have since attained--not very much--but I should not be writing +these lines. + + + +VII + + +My boyhood was placed in the times when Darwin's "Origin of Species" and +"Descent of Man" had thrown the scientific and religious worlds into +convulsion. The struggle between the old ideas and the new calls for no +more than a reference here; but the teacher to whom I owe most was one +who, while valuing the old, saw only an enrichment in the new, +explaining the Bible in that spirit. So it happened that he spoke one +day of the extraordinary ingenuity of the life-principle, which somehow +came to the earth, in adapting itself to perpetually new conditions. + +Nothing defeated it. For millions of years it was threatened by climatic +changes, by the lack of food, by the ferocity of fellow-creatures. Heat, +cold, flood, drought, earthquake, and volcanic eruption were forever +against it. Struggling from stage to stage upward from the slime a new +danger was always to it a new incentive to finding a new resource. + +Pursued through the water it sought the land. Pursued on the land it +sought the air. Pursued in the air it developed fleetness of wing, and +in fleetness of wing a capacity for soaring, circling, balancing, +dipping, and swinging on itself of which the grace must not blind us to +the marvellous power of invention. + +In other words, the impulses leading to the origin of species proclaim a +resourcefulness on the part of what we call life which we have every +reason to think inexhaustible. Whatever the Fount of Being from which +the life-principle first came into the waters of our earth there is no +question but that with it came a conquest-principle as well. Had it been +possible to exterminate the life-principle it would never have gone +further than the age which saw the extinction of the great reptiles. The +great reptiles went, but the life-principle stayed on, with the ability +to assume, within our limited observation, all the forms between the +bacillus and the elephant, while as to what lies beyond our observation +the possibilities are infinite. + +Long before it works up to man we see this amazing force stemming an +uncountable number of attacks, and meeting ruinous conditions with +daring contrivances. For one kind of danger it develops a shell, for +another a sting, for another a poison, for another a protective +colouration. To breathe in the sea it puts forth gills, and makes lungs +for itself when stranded on the land. In glacial cold it finds the means +of growing fur; when heat and cold assail it by turns it packs itself +with feathers; when climates become temperate it produces hair. For the +creature which keeps to the water it webs the foot; for that which takes +to the trees it makes the toes prehensile; for the one which learns to +stand erect and run along the ground it flattens the sole, making it +steady and supporting. To resist, to survive, to win through, is the end +to which the life-principle sets itself with such singleness of aim as +to unfold a wealth of potentiality astounding to us in looking backward. + + + +VIII + + +This was the idea which came back to me that autumn at Versailles, and +from which in the course of time I drew my conclusions. + +Briefly, those conclusions were to the effect that as individuals we +need difficulties to overcome, and that fear is a stimulus to overcoming +them. Otherwise expressed, fear loses much of its fearfulness when we +see it as the summons to putting forth new energies. Unless we were +conscious of the energies such a call would not reach us. The creatures +preceding man could have felt no misgiving, since they lacked the +imagination essential to a dread. Such fear as they were equal to must +have seized them in paroxysms of terror when calamities threatened to +overwhelm them. If they made good their escape no trace of the fear +remained behind, the brain having little or no power of retention. We +may take it for granted that the pterodactyl and the trachodon had none +of the foreboding based on experience which destroys the peace of man. + +Fear, as we understand it, was in itself a signal of advance. It could +only have begun with the exercise of reason. Arrived at the rudiments of +memory the creature must have been able to perceive, however dimly, that +the thing which had happened might happen again. Adding the first +stirrings of imagination he must have constructed possible events in +which the danger would come from the same causes as before. With the +faculties to remember, to reason, and to imagine all at work we reach +the first stages of man. + +Man was born into fear in that he was born into a world of which most of +the energies were set against him. He was a lone thing fighting his own +battle. The instinct for association which made the mammals different +from other animals didn't help him much, since association did not bring +mutual help as a matter of course, and never has done so. A man could +count on no one but himself. Not only were prodigious natural forces +always menacing him with destruction; not only was the beast his enemy +and he the enemy of the beast; but his hand was against his fellow-man +and his fellow-man's hand against him. This mutual hostility followed +men in their first groupings into communities, and only to a degree have +we lived it down in the twentieth century. + +Perhaps this conviction that a man's strength lay in standing +single-handed against circumstance was the first small discovery I made +in my own fight with fear. Looking back on the developments which had +brought man into the world I saw a marvellous power of getting round +difficulties when you couldn't cut through them. Just as a river which +cannot flow over a rock can glide about its feet and turn it into a +picturesque promontory, so I recognised in myself an inborn human +faculty for "sidestepping" that which blocked my way, when I couldn't +break it down. + +I left Versailles with just that much to the good--a perception that the +ages had bequeathed me a store of abilities which I was allowing to lie +latent. Moving into Paris, to more cheerful surroundings, I took up +again the writing of the book I had abandoned more than a year +previously. After long seclusion I began to see a few people, finding +them responsive and welcoming. My object in stating these unimportant +details is merely to show that in proportion as I ceased to show fear +the life-principle hastened to my aid. Little by little I came to the +belief that the world about me was a system of co-operative +friendliness, and that it was my part to use it in that way. + + + +IX + + +To use it in that way was not easy. I was so accustomed to the thought +of Nature as a complex of self-seeking cruelties, the strong preying on +the weak, and the weak defenceless, that the mere idea of its containing +a ruling co-operative principle seemed at times far-fetched. To the +common opinion of the day, my own included, the conception of a +universe that would come to a man's aid the minute a man came to his own +was too much like a fairy tale. It may indeed be a fairy tale. All I +know is that in my own case it is the way in which it seems to have +worked. I think I have caught a glimpse of a constructive use for that +which I had previously thought of as only destructive and terrible. + +This is what I mean. The life-principle having, through unknown millions +of years, developed the conquest-principle by meeting difficulties and +overcoming them, the difficulties had a value. To man, especially, the +menace of Nature, the ferocity of the beast, and the enmity of his +fellow-man furnished the incentive to his upward climb. Had all been +easy he would have stayed where he was. He would never have called +mental powers to his physical aid, nor appealed to spiritual faculties +when the mental fell short of his requirements. Spurred on by a +necessity which grew more urgent in proportion as the life-principle +widened its scope, the conquest-principle became an impulse which would +brook no denying. Man grew by it; but the fact remains that he would not +have grown had there been nothing for him to struggle with. + +To me it seems basic to the getting rid of fear to know that our trials, +of whatever nature, are not motiveless. In our present stage of +development we could hardly do without them. So often looking like mere +ugly excrescences on life they are in reality the branches by which we +catch on and climb. They are not obstacles to happiness for the reason +that the only satisfying happiness we are equal to as yet is that of +wrestling with the difficult and overcoming it. Every call of duty has +its place in this ideal; every irksome job, every wearisome +responsibility. The fact that we are not always aware of it in no way +annuls the other fact that it is so. Boredom, monotony, drudgery, +bereavement, loneliness, all the clamour of unsatisfied ambitions and +aching sensibilities, have their share in this divine yearning of the +spirit to grasp what as yet is beyond its reach. All of that hacking of +the man to fit the job rather than the shaping of the job to fit the +man, which is, I imagine, the source of most of the discontent on earth, +has its place here, as well as the hundreds of things we shouldn't do if +we were not compelled to. Whatever summons us to conflict summons us to +life, and life, as we learn from a glance at the past, never shirks the +challenge. + +It never shirks the challenge, and, what is more, it never fails to find +the expedient by which the new demand is to be satisfied. To the +conquest of fear that plank must be foundational. As far as we can learn +there never was an emergency yet which the life-principle was not +equipped to meet. When all existing methods had been used up it invented +new ones; when seemingly at the end of its new resources it was only +beginning to go on again. + + + +X + + +The deduction I make is this, that a law which was operative on such a +scale before man had come into the world at all must be still more +effective now that we can help to carry it out. The life-principle is +not less ingenious than it ever was, while the conquest-principle must +have widely expanded. It is an axiom in all progress that the more we +conquer the more easily we conquer. We form a habit of conquering as +insistent as any other habit. Victory becomes, to some degree, a state +of mind. Knowing ourselves superior to the anxieties, troubles, and +worries which obsess us, we _are_ superior. It is a question of attitude +in confronting them. It is more mental than it is material. To be in +harmony with the life-principle and the conquest-principle is to be in +harmony with power; and to be in harmony with power is to be strong as a +matter of course. + +The individual is thus at liberty to say: "The force which never failed +before is not likely to fail in my case. The fertility of resource which +circumvented every kind of obstacle to make me what I am--a vertebrate, +breathing, walking, thinking entity, capable of some creative +expression of my own--will probably not fall short now that I have +immediate use for it. Of what I get from the past, prehistoric and +historic, perhaps the most subtle distillation is the fact that so far +is the life-principle from balking at need, need is essential to its +activity. Where there is no need it seems to be quiescent; where there +is something to be met, contended with, and overcome, it is furiously +'on the job.' That life-principle is my principle. It is the seed from +which I spring. It is my blood, my breath, my brain. I cannot cut myself +off from it; it cannot cut itself off from me. Having formed the +mastodon to meet one set of needs and the butterfly to meet another, it +will form, something to meet mine, even if something altogether new. The +new--or what seems new to me--is apparently the medium in which it is +most at home. It repeats itself never--not in two rosebuds, not in two +snowflakes. Who am I that I should be overlooked by it, or miss being +made the expression of its infinite energies?" + + + +XI + + +What this reasoning did for me from the start was to give me a new +attitude toward the multifold activity we call life. I saw it as +containing a principle that would work with me if I could work with it. +My working with it was the main point, since _it_ was working with me +always. Exactly what that principle was I could not at the time have +said; I merely recognised it as being there. + +The method of working with it was simple in idea, however difficult in +practice. It was a question of my own orientation. I had to get mentally +into harmony with the people and conditions I found about me. I was not +to distrust them; still less was I to run away from them. I was to make +a parable of my childish experience with the Skye terrier, assuming that +life was organised to do me good. I remembered how many times the Bible +begins some bit of pleading or injunction with the words, "Fear not." +Other similar appeals came back to me. "Say to them that are of a +fearful heart, Be strong I fear not."[1] "Quit yourselves like men; be +strong."[2] "O man greatly beloved, fear not! Peace be unto thee! Be +strong, yea, be Strong."[3] When, at some occasional test, dismay or +self-pity took hold of me I formed a habit of saying to myself, in our +expressive American idiom: "This is your special stunt. It's up to you +to do this thing just as if you had all the facilities. Go at it boldly, +and you'll find unexpected forces closing round you and Coming to +your aid." + +[1] The Book of Isaiah. + +[2] First Book of Samuel. + +[3] Book of Daniel. + +Which is just what I did find. To an amazing degree people were +friendly, while conditions became easier. Fear diminished because I had +fewer things to be afraid of. Having fewer things to be afraid of my +mind was clearer for work. Work becoming not only more of a resource but +more remunerative as well, all life grew brighter. Fear was not +overcome; I had only made a more or less hesitating stand against it; +but even from doing that I got positive results. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE AND GOD + + + +I + + +It is obvious that one could not dwell much on the power of the +life-principle without coming sooner or later to the thought of God. As +already hinted, I did not come to it at once because my conception of +God made Him of so little use to me. + +And yet, in popular phraseology, I had "served" God all my life. That +is, brought up in an atmosphere in which the Church was a divinely +instituted system for utilising God, I served the system, without +getting much beyond the surface plane of what were technically known as +"services." When trial came such services offered me an anodyne, but +not a cure. + + + +II + + +The first suggestion, that my concept of God might not be sufficient to +my needs came out of a conversation in New York. It was with a lady whom +I met but that once, within a year or two after my experience at +Versailles. I have forgotten how we chanced on the subject, but I +remember that she asked me these questions: + +"When you think of God _how_ do you think of Him? How do you picture +Him? What does He seem like?" + +Trying to reply I recognised a certain naivete, a certain childishness, +in my words even as I uttered them. In my thoughts I saw God as three +supernal men, seated on three supernal thrones, enshrined in some vague +celestial portion of space which I denominated Heaven. Between Him and +me there was an incalculable distance which He could bridge but I could +not. Always He had me at the disadvantage that He saw what I did, heard +what I said, read what I thought, punishing me for everything amiss, +while I could reach Him only by the uncertain telephony of what I +understood as prayer. Even then my telephone worked imperfectly. Either +the help I implored wasn't good for me, or my voice couldn't soar to +His throne. + +The lady smiled, but said nothing. The smile was significant. It made me +feel that a God who was no more than what I had described could hardly +be the Universal Father, and set me to thinking on my own account. + + + +III + + +I wish it were possible to speak of God without the implication of +dealing with religion. By this I mean that I am anxious to keep religion +out of this whole subject of the conquest of fear. The minute you touch +on religion, as commonly understood, you reach the sectarian. The minute +you reach the sectarian you start enmities. The minute you start +enmities you get mental discords. And the minute you get mental +discords no stand against fear is possible. + +But I mean a little more than this. Man, as at present developed, has +shown that he hardly knows what to do with religion, or where to put it +in his life. This is especially true of the Caucasian, the least +spiritually intelligent of all the great types of our race. +Fundamentally the white man is hostile to religion. He attacks it as a +bull a red cloak, goring it, stamping on it, tearing it to shreds. With +the Caucasian as he is this fury is instinctive. Recognising religion as +the foe of the materialistic ideal he has made his own he does his best +to render it ineffective. + +Of this we need no better illustration than the state of what we +conventionally know as Christendom. Christendom as we see it is a purely +Caucasian phase of man's struggle upward, with Caucasian merits and +Caucasian defects. Nowhere is its defectiveness more visible than in +what the Caucasian has made of the teaching of Jesus Christ. It was +probably a misfortune for the world that almost from the beginning that +teaching passed into Caucasian guardianship. I see in the New Testament +no indication on the part of Our Lord and the Apostles of wishing to +separate themselves from Semitic co-operation. The former taught daily +in the Temple; the latter, as they went about the world, made the +synagogue the base of all their missions. The responsibility for the +breach is not under discussion here. It is enough to note that it took +place, and that Caucasian materialism was thus deprived of a +counteragent in Hebrew spiritual wisdom. Had this corrective maintained +its place it is possible that religion might now be a pervasive element +in the Caucasian's life instead of being pigeon-holed. + + + +IV + + +The Caucasian pigeon-holes God. Otherwise expressed, he keeps God in a +specially labelled compartment of life, to be brought out for occasional +use, and put back when the need is over. It is difficult to mention God +to a Caucasian reader without inducing an artificial frame of mind. As +there are people who put on for strangers and guests an affected, +unnatural politeness different from their usual breezy spontaneity, so +the Caucasian assumes at the thought of God a mental habit which can +only be described as sanctimonious. God is not natural to the Caucasian; +the Caucasian is not natural with God. The mere concept takes him into +regions in which he feels uneasy. He may call his uneasiness reserve or +reverence, or by some other dignified name; but at bottom it is neither +more nor less than uneasiness. To minimise this distress he relegates +God to special days, to special hours, to services and ceremonials. He +can thus wear and bear his uncomfortable cloak of gravity for special +times, after which he can be himself again. To appeal to God otherwise +than according to the tacitly accepted protocol is to the average +Caucasian either annoying or in bad form. + +I should like, then, to dissociate the thought of God from the +artificial, sanctimonious, preternaturally solemn connotations which +the Name is certain to bring up. I want to speak of Him with the same +kind of ease as of the life-principle. I repeat, that I never found Him +of much use in allaying fear till I released Him from the Caucasian +pigeon-hole to see Him, as it were, in the open. Once in the open I got +rid, to some degree, of the Caucasian limitations of thinking along the +lines of sect, just as in the infinitude of the air you can forget for a +minute houses with rooms and walls. The discovery--that is, discovery +for myself--that God is Universal, which is not so obvious as it sounds, +was, I think, the first great step I made in finding that within that +Universal fear should be impossible. + + + +V + + +About the same time I chanced on a passage written by Joseph Joubert, an +eighteenth-century French Catholic, not so well known to the modern +reader as he ought to be, which impressed me deeply. + +"L'ame ne peut se mouvoir, s'eveiller, ouvrir les yeux, sans santir +Dieu. On sent Dieu avec l'ame comme on sent l'air avec le corps. +Oseraije le dire? On connait Dieu facilement pourvu qu'on ne se +contraigne pas a le definir--The soul cannot move, wake, or open the +eyes without perceiving God. We perceive God through the soul as we feel +air on the body. Dare I say it? We can know God easily so long as we do +not feel it necessary to define Him." + +I began to see that, like most Caucasian Christians, I had been laying +too much stress on the definition. The Trinity had, so to speak, come +between me and the Godhead. I had, unconsciously, attached more +importance to God's being Three than to His being God. Seeing Him as +Three I instinctively saw Him as Three Persons. Seeing Him as Three +Persons I did not reflect that the word Person as applied to God must be +used in a sense wholly different from that in which we employ it with +regard to men. To get into what I call the open I had to bring myself to +understand that we cannot enclose the Infinite in a shape, or three +shapes, resembling in any way the being with digestive organs, arms, and +legs, which worked its way up from slime. + +That is, in order to "dwell in the secret place of the Most High,"[4] +where one is immune from fear, I was obliged to give up the habit of +embodying God in any form. I had to confess that what is meant by the +Three Persons in One God I did not know. Furthermore, I saw no necessity +for thinking that I knew, since such knowledge must transcend all scope +of the human mind. The formula, if you must have a formula, is one +thing; but the turning it into a statute of limitations and applying it +to the Illimitable is another. + +[4] The Book of Psalms. + +To make my position clearer, and to avoid the subject of religion, let +me add that, inferring from the Bible that there is a Father, a Son, and +a Holy Ghost, I did not feel it imperative on my part to go beyond this +use of terms. Merely to abstain from definition was like a load taken +off my mind. How the Son was begotten of the Father, or the Holy Ghost +proceeded from them both, or what eternal mysteries were symbolised in +this purely human phraseology, were, it seemed to me, matters with which +I need not concern myself, seeing that they passed all my comprehension. +Not the Trinity should come first to powers so limited as mine--but God. + +It dawned on me, too, that God need not necessarily be to me what He is +to others, nor to others what He is to me. Of the Infinite the finite +mind can only catch a finite glimpse. I see what I can see; another sees +what he can see. The visions may be different, and yet each vision may +be true. Just as two painters painting the same landscape will give +dissimilar views of it, so two minds contemplating God will take of Him +only what each is fitted to receive. Water poured into differently +coloured glasses will take on the colour of the cup which it fills, even +though it be the self-same water in them all. If I find God for myself I +shall probably not behold in Him exactly what anyone else in the whole +world or in all time has ever beheld in Him before. + +I saw, too, that from a certain point of view the stand of the agnostic +is a right one. We cannot know God in the sense of knowing His being or +His "Personality," any more than we can know the essence of the +life-principle. Just as we know the life-principle only from what it +does, so we know God only from such manifestations of Himself as reach +our observation. Everything else is inference. Because we see something +of His goodness we infer that He is good; because we experience +something of His love we infer that He is loving; because we behold +something of His power we infer that He is almighty. It is first of all +a matter of drawing our conclusions, and then of making those +conclusions the food of the inner spiritual man whose life is +independent of the mortal heart and brain. But a sense in which God is +"unknowable" to us has to be admitted. + +I make this statement now in order not to be misunderstood when later I +may say that God must be this or that. Though I shall do so for the +sake of brevity it will always be in the sense that, if God is what we +have inferred from His manifestations, He must be this or that. In other +words, having to some degree worked my own way out of fear I must tell +how I came to feel that I know the Unknowable, doing it with the inexact +phraseology which is all I find to hand. + + + +VI + + +Reaching the conclusions noted above I was relieved of the pressure of +traditions and instructions. Traditions and instructions helped me in +that they built the ship in which I was to put to sea. The discoveries +had to be my own. The God of whom I had heard at my mother's knee, as +the phrase goes, had always been shadowy to me; the God who was served +by "services" had always seemed remote. A God who should be "_my_ God," +as the psalmists say so often, must, I felt, be found by me myself, +through living, searching, suffering, and struggling onward a step or +two at a time. "That's pretty near free-thinking, isn't it?" a +clergyman, to whom I tried to explain myself, once said to me. "No," I +replied; "but it _is_ pretty near thinking _free_." + +To think freely about God became a first necessity; to think simply a +second one. The Universal Father had been almost lost to me behind veil +after veil of complexities. The approaches to Him seemed to have been +made so roundabout, requiring so many intermediaries. Long before I had +dared to think of what I may call emancipation, the "scheme of +salvation," as it was termed, had struck me as an excessively +complicated system of machinery, considering the millions upon millions +who had need of it. In theory you were told, according to St. Paul, to +"come boldly before the throne of the heavenly grace," but in practice +you were expected to do it timidly. + +You were expected to do it timidly because the pigeon-holed Caucasian +God was represented--unconsciously perhaps--as difficult, ungenial, +easily offended. He measured your blindness and weakness by the +standard of His own knowledge and almightiness. A puritan God, extremely +preoccupied with morals as some people saw them, He was lenient, +apparently, to the narrow-minded, the bitter of tongue, and the +intolerant in heart. He was not generous. He was merciful only when you +paid for His mercy in advance. To a not inconsiderable degree He was the +hard Caucasian business man, of whom He was the reflection, only +glorified and crowned. + +It will be evident, of course, that I am not speaking of "the Father" of +the New Testament, nor of the official teaching of any church or +theology. To the rank and file of Caucasians "the Father" of the New +Testament is very little known, while the official teaching of churches +and theologies is so hard to explain that not much of it gets over to +the masses of those willing to subscribe to it. I refer only to the +impression on the mind of the man in the street; and to the man in the +street God, as he understands Him, is neither a very friendly nor a very +comprehensible element in life. Instead of mitigating fear He adds to +it, not in the Biblical sense of "fearing God," but in that of sheer +animal distrust. + + + +VII + + +While turning these things over in my mind I got some help from two of +the words most currently in Christian use. I had long known that the +English equivalents of the Latin equivalents of the terms the New +Testament writers used gave but a distorted idea of the original sense; +but I had let that knowledge lie fallow. + +The first of these words was Repentance. In these syllables there is +almost no hint of the idea which fell from the evangelistic pen, while +the word has been soaked in emotional and sentimental associations it +was never intended to be mixed with. The _Metanoia_; which painted a +sober, reflective turning of the mind, had been so overcharged with the +dramatic that sober, reflective people could hardly use the expression +any more. Repentance had come to have so strong a gloss of the +hysterical as to be almost discredited by men of common sense. It was a +relief, therefore, to remember that it implied no more than a turning to +God by a process of thought; and that a process of thought would +find Him. + +The other word was Salvation. Here again our term of Latin derivation +gives no more than the faintest impression of the beauty beyond beauty +in that which the sacred writer used. _Soteria_--a Safe Return! That is +all. Nothing complicated; nothing high-strung; nothing casuistical. Only +a--Safe Return! Yet all human experience can be read into the little +phrase, with all human liberty to wander--and come back. True, one son +may never leave the Father's home, so that all that it contains is his; +but there is no restraint on the other son from getting his knowledge as +he will, even to the extent of becoming a prodigal. The essential is in +the Safe Return, the _Soteria_, when the harlots and the husks have been +tried and found wanting. + +I do not exaggerate when I say that the simplicity of these conceptions +was so refreshing as almost to give me a new life. One could say to God, +with the psalmist, "Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me +from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of +deliverance"--and mean it. One could conceive of it as possible to turn +toward Him--and reach, the objective. The way was open; the access was +free; the progress as rapid as thought could make it. One could think of +oneself as _knowing God_, and be aware of no forcing of the note. + +"We can know God easily so long as we do not feel it necessary to define +Him." Once having grasped this truth I began to see how natural knowing +God became. The difficulty of the forced, of the artificial, of the mere +assent to what other people say, of which the Caucasian to his credit is +always impatient, seemed by degrees to melt away from me. No longer +defining God I no longer tried to know Him in senses obviously +impossible. I ceased trying to _imagine_ Him. Seeing Him as infinite, +eternal, changeless, formless because transcending form, and +indescribable because transcending words and thoughts, I could give +myself up to finding Him in the ways in which He would naturally be +revealed to me. + + + +VIII + + +These, of course, were in His qualities and His works. + +Let me speak of the latter first. + +I think light was the medium through which I at once felt myself to be +seeing God. By this I mean nothing pantheistic--not that the light was +God--but God's first and most evident great sign. Then there was the +restful darkness. There were the moon and the stars, "the hosts of +heaven," as the Hebrews aptly called them, becoming more and more +amazing as an expression of God the more we learn how to read them. Then +there were the elements, the purifying wind, the fruitful rain, the +exhilaration of snow-storms, the action and reaction from heat and cold. +Then there was beauty: first, the beauty of the earth, of mountains, of +seas, and all waters, of meadows, grainfields, orchards, gardens, and +all growing things; then, the beauty of sound, from the soughing of the +wind in the pines to the song of the hermit-thrush. There was the beauty +wrought by man, music, painting, literature, and all art. There were the +myriad forms of life. There were kindness and friendship and family +affection and fun--but the time would fail me! God being the summing up +of all good things, since all good things proceed from Him, must be seen +by me in all good things it I am to see Him at all. + +I had heard from childhood of a world in which God was seen, and of +another world, this world, in which He was not seen. I came to the +conclusion that there was no such fantastic, unnatural division in what +we call creation--that there was only one world--the world in which God +is seen. "The soul cannot move, wake, or open the eyes without +perceiving God." It is a question of physical vision, with spiritual +comprehension. + + + +IX + + +Seeing God breaking through all that I had previously thought of as +barriers, it was easy to begin to think of Him as Universal. I say begin +to think, because God's Infinitude had been only a word to me hitherto, +not a quality realised and felt. I do not presume to say that to any +adequate degree I feel and realise it now; but the habit of looking on +every good thing as a sign of His activity cannot but bring Him close +to me. + +That is my chief point with regard to the Infinite--that it must be +_here_. As I used to think of infinity I saw it stretching to boundless +reaches away from me; but only from the point of view of present Good +being present God did the value of the Infinite come to lie in its +nearness rather than in its power of filling unimaginable space. On my +part it was inverse mental action, seeking God where I was capable of +finding Him, and not in regions I could never range. + +But having grasped the fact that the Universal, wherever else it was, +must be with me the purely abstract became a living influence. I felt +this the more when to the concept of Infinitude I added that of +Intelligence. I use the much-worked word intelligence because there is +no other; but when one thinks for a second of what must be the +understanding of an Infinite Mind, intelligence as a descriptive term +becomes absurdly inadequate. + +This was the next fact which, if I may so express myself, I made my +own--that not only the Universal is ever with me, but that it is ever +with me with ever-active concern. There was a time when it was hard for +me to believe that a Mind busied with the immensities of the universe +could come down to such trivial affairs as mine. Important as I might be +to myself I could hardly be otherwise than lost amid the billions of +forms of life which had come into existence through the ages. To the +Three in One, on the Great White Throne, in the far-away Heaven, I must +be a negligible thing, except when I forced myself on the divine +attention. Even then it was hardly conceivable that, with whole solar +systems to regulate, I could claim more than a passing glance from the +all-seeing eye. + +But to an Infinite Mind bathing me round and round I must be as much the +object of regard as any solar system. To such a Mind nothing is small, +no one thing farther from its scope than another. God could have no +_difficulty_ in attending to me, seeing that from the nature of His +mental activity, to put it in that way, He could not lose sight of me +nor let me go. When an object is immersed in water it gives no extra +trouble to the water to close round it. It can't help doing it. The +object may be as small as a grain of dust or as big as a warship; to the +water it is all the same. Immersed in the Infinite Mind, closed round by +it, it was giving God no extra trouble to think of me, of my work, my +desires, the objects with which I was living, since by the nature of His +Being He could do nothing else. + +Having established it with myself that Universal Presence was also +Universal Thought I had made another step toward the elimination of +fear. I took still another when I added the truth of Universal Love. + +I need hardly say that this progression was not of necessity in a +strictly consecutive order, nor did it come by a process of reasoning +out from point to point. I was simply the man in the street dealing with +great ideas of which he had heard ever since he had been able to hear +anything, but trying at last to see what they meant to him. My position +might have been described in the words used by William James in one of +his _Letters_ to indicate his own. "The Divine, for my _active_ life, is +limited to abstract concepts, which, as ideals, interest and determine +me, but do so but faintly, in comparison with what a feeling of God +might effect, if I had one. It is largely a question of intensity, but +differences of intensity may make the whole centre of one's energy +shift." I did have a "feeling of God" however vague; but I had more of +the feeling of a Church. I could dimly discern the Way, without going +on to the Truth and the Life which give the Way its value. It will be +evident then that if my "discoveries" along these lines were discoveries +in the obvious, it was in that obvious to which we mortals so often +remain blind. + +During many years the expression, the love of God, was to me like a +winter sunshine, bright without yielding warmth. I liked the words; I +knew they expressed a truth; but between me and the truth there was the +same kind of distance which I felt to lie between myself and God. "It is +largely a question of intensity," to repeat what has just been quoted +from William James, "but differences of intensity may make the whole +centre of one's energy shift." My conception of the love of God lacked +just that quality--intensity. + +It came, to some degree, with the realisation that the Universal Thought +must be with _me_. A non-loving Universal Thought was too monstrous a +concept to entertain. The God who "broke through" my many +misunderstandings with so much good and beauty could have only one +predominating motive. The coming of my spiritual being to this planet +might be a mystery wrapped in darkness, and yet I could not but believe +that the Universal Father was behind that coming and that I was His son. +I could rest my case there. The love of God, after having long been like +a doctrinal tenet for which one had to strive, became reasonable, +natural, something to be understood. Finding that love in so many places +in which I had seen mere physical phenomena, and in so many lovely +things I had never placed to its credit, I began to feel that life could +be infused and transformed by it, in proportion as my own perception +grew. So, little by little, the centre of energy shifted, as one came to +understand what the Sons of Korah meant when they sang, "God is our +refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore _will we +not fear_ though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be +carried into, the midst of the sea."[5] With Universal Thought +concentrated in love upon oneself fear must be forced backward. + +[5] The Book of Psalms. + +And especially when you add to that the concept of Almighty Power. This +fourth and last of the great attributes is the one with which I, as an +individual, have found it most difficult to clothe the Infinite. I mean +that it is the one for which it is hardest for me to develop what +William James calls "a feeling," an inner realisation. I lay no stress +upon this. It is a question of growth. The Presence, the Thought, the +Love have become to me what I may be permitted to call tremulously +vivid. In proportion as they are vivid I get the "feeling" of +Almightiness exercised on my behalf; in proportion as they are tremulous +the Almightiness may remain in my consciousness, but it seems exercised +on my behalf but slightly. + +In other words, the Infinitude of Thought and Love are, to some extent, +apprehended by my inner self, while the Infinitude of Power is as yet to +me rather an intellectual abstraction. What my inner self may be I am +not prepared to say, but I know that it is there, as everyone else +knows that it is in him. "Strengthened with might by the Spirit in the +inner man,"[6] is what St. Paul says, and I suppose most of us recognise +the fact that our inner self is stronger or weaker in proportion as it +is more nourished or less nourished by our sense of the Being of God. It +is largely a question of intensity. If I interpret William James aright +he means by "a feeling" an intellectual concept after it has passed +beyond the preliminary keeping of the brain, and become the possession +of that inner man which is the vital self. To this vital self the sense +of Almighty Power really used for me is still, to a great degree, +outside my range. + +[6] Epistle to the Ephesians. + +I make the confession not because it is of interest, but because it +illustrates a main deduction which I should now like to draw. It is to +the effect that God is with us _to be utilised_. His Power, His Love, +His Thought, His Presence, must be at our disposal, like other great +forces, such as sunshine and wind and rain. We can use them or not, as +we please. That we could use them to their full potentiality is, of +course, not to be thought of; but we can use them in proportion to our +ability. If I, the individual, still lack many things; if I am still a +prey to lingering fears; it is probably because I have not yet rooted +out a stubborn disbelief in His Power. If I succeed in this I shall +doubtless be able to seize more of His bounty. It is not a question of +His giving, but of my capacity to take. + +The contrary, I venture to think, is the point of view of most of us. We +consider God somewhat as we do a wealthy man whom we know to be a miser, +forming the shrewd surmise that we shall not get much out of him. The +God who fails to protect us from fear fails, I believe, because we see +Him first of all as a niggard God. He is a niggard not merely with +regard to money but all the good things for which He has given us a +desire, with no intention of allowing that desire to be gratified. Once +more, He is the hard Caucasian business man, whom His subordinates serve +because they don't see what else to do, but whom they rarely love. + +We shall not, in my judgment, overcome fear till we see Him as He surely +must be, generous beyond all our conceptions of generosity. Years, +experience, many trials, and some knowledge of the world, have convinced +me that we have no lawful or harmless cravings for which, _as far as God +is concerned_, there is not abundant satisfaction. I am convinced that +absolute confidence in God's overflowing liberality of every sort is +essential to the conquest of fear. If we don't profit by that liberality +the fault is not His but our own. I am tempted to think that the belief +of so many generations of nominal Christians in a God whose power was +chiefly shown in repressions, denials, and capricious disappointments is +responsible, in so small measure, for our present world-distress. + +In my own case it was a matter of re-education. To find God for myself I +had to be willing to let some of my old cherished ideas go. They may +have been true of God as He reveals Himself to others; they are not true +of Him as He makes Himself known to me. The Way that leads _me_ to the +Truth and the Life is undoubtedly the Way I must follow. + +Doing that I have found so much, mentally, emotionally, materially, +which I never had before, that I cannot but look for more as my +absorbing power increases. The process is akin to that of the +unshrivelling of the inner man, as a bud will unfold when the sunshine +becomes strong enough. The transformation must be in thought. There must +be first the _Metanoia_, the change of mind, the new set of concepts; +and then the _Soteria_, the Safe Return, to the high, sane ideal of a +co-operative Universe, with a loving, lavish Universal Heart behind it. + +"To the chief Musician for the Sons of Korah: + +"'God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. +Therefore will we not fear though the earth be removed, and though the +mountains be carried into the midst of the sea.... Come, behold the +works of the Lord.... He maketh wars to cease unto the end of the +earth; he breaketh the bow, he cutteth the spear in sunder, he burneth +the chariot in the fire.... _Be still then, and know that I am +God,'"_[7] + +[7] Book of Psalms. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +GOD AND HIS SELF-EXPRESSION + + + +I + + +It will be clear from what I have said already that I see no fundamental +conquest of fear that is not based in God. There may be knacks by which +fear can be nipped and expedients by which it may be outwitted, but its +extermination can be brought about, it seems to me, only in one way. +According to our capacity and our individual needs we must know God; and +knowing God is not as difficult as the Caucasian mind is apt to think. +It stands to reason that if knowing God, in the senses in which it is +possible to know Him, is so essential to mankind it could not be +difficult. The making it difficult is part of the dust the Caucasian +throws in his own eyes. + +We know God through His Self-Expression, and His Self-Expression is +round about us in every form. Except through His Self-Expression there +is no way of our knowing Him. No speculation or theory will teach us to +know Him. It must be His own revelation of Himself, or nothing. + + + +II + + +Such little knowledge of Him as has come to me came much more freely +when I began to look for that revelation not alone in solemn mysteries, +or through the mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient scriptures, +but in the sights and sounds and happenings of every day. Here I must +ask not to be misunderstood. The solemn mysteries have their place, but +it is one of climax. The mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient +scriptures is of unreckonable value, after I have done something for +myself. By this I do not mean that all cannot work together +simultaneously, but rather that it is useless for the soul to strike +only at the more advanced, having ignored the elementary. + +As I write I look out on a street full of the touches of spring. The +rain-washed grass is of bright new green. The elms are in tenderest +leaf, the hawthorn bursting into flower. Here and there a yellow clump +of forsythia is like a spot of sunshine. Tulips are opening their +variegated cups, and daffodils line the walls. Dogs are capering about, +a collie, a setter, a Boston terrier. Birds are carrying straws or bits +of string to weave into their nests--or singing--or flying--or perching +on boughs. Children are playing--boys on bicycles eagerly racing +nowhere--little girls with arms round each others' waists, prattling +after their kind. Overhead is a sky of that peculiar blue for which the +Chinese have a word which means "the blue of the sky after rain," a hue +which only these masters in colour have, to my knowledge, +specially observed. + +How can I help seeing so much beauty and sweetness as the manifestation +of God? How could He show Himself to me more smilingly? How can I talk +of not seeing God when I see _this_? True, it may be no more than the +tip of the fringe of the hem of the robe in which His Being is arrayed; +but at least it must be that. True, also, that beautiful as these things +appear to physical eyes they must be still more beautiful to spiritual +eyes--the eyes of those who have passed on, for instance--to say nothing +of the delight which God must have in them Himself. But even with my +imperfect mortal vision they are rapturously good, a veritable glimpse +of the Divine. + +This is what I mean by the elementary--the common, primary thing, the +thing I look at every day and hardly ever accredit to its source. I am +not speaking pantheistically here, any more than when I spoke of light. +These things are not God, or part of God. They are expressions of God. +If I speak of seeing God in them I mean that in them, as well as in many +other simple things, we see Him as nearly as is possible to such +comprehension as ours. "No human eye," writes St. John, "has ever seen +God: the only Son, who is in the Father's bosom--He has made Him +known."[8] He made Him known in His own Person; but He appealed also to +the everyday sights and sounds, the lily of the field, the blowing wind, +the sparrow falling, the children at their mothers' knees, for the +evidence to declare Him. As expressions of Him they may be +misinterpreted by the error in my physical senses, or distorted by my +limitations of spiritual perception; but even then they bring Him near +to me in the kind of radiance which I can catch. + +[8] Most of the quotations from the New Testament are taken from a +recent translation, "The New Testament in Modern Speech," by R.F. +Weymouth and E. Hampden-Cook. + + + +III + + +In order to banish fear I think it necessary to train the thought to +seeing God as expressing Himself in all the good and pleasant and +enjoyable things that come to us. This means forming a habit. It means +saying to oneself daily, hourly, "This is God," "That is God," of +incidents, persons, and things we have rarely thought of in that +relation. To do this is not as easy as it would be if our race-mind +worked that way; but unfortunately it does not. In general we take our +good things for granted, complaining that they are not better. The +things we lack are more vivid to us, as a rule, than those we have +acquired. Having hung, as it were, a cloud about ourselves we disregard +the uncountable ways in which God persists in shining through, in spite +of our efforts to shut Him out. + +To try to enumerate the uncountable would be folly. You cannot reckon +the good which comes to every one of us through such channels as family, +home, friendship, income, business, amusements, studies, holidays, +journeys, sports, books, pictures, music, and the other hardly noticed +pleasures of any single day. We are used to them. To ascribe them +specially to God would seem to us far-fetched. That is, theoretically we +may ascribe them to God, but practically we dissociate Him from them. +Few of us, I think, ever pause to remember that through them He is +making Himself known to us before doing it in any other way. + +And yet, it seems to me, this is the beginning of our recognition of the +Divine. I have little hesitation in saying that this is what parents +should teach children before they teach them to lisp prayers. The +prayers have hardly any meaning to the baby-mind, and not much more than +a sentimental influence on the later life, if they have as much as that. +But any child, from the very budding of the intelligence, could grasp +the idea of a great, loving Super-Father, who was making Himself visible +through gifts and care. If he prayed to Him later he would know to whom +he was praying. As it is, the later prayers are neglected, or definitely +given up, oftener than not, because this is precisely what the child +does _not_ know. He does not know it because he was never taught it; and +he was never taught it because his parents have probably not been aware +of it themselves. + + + +IV + + +I myself was never taught it. Notwithstanding all for which I am truly +grateful, I regret most deeply that so many years of my life went by +before I was led to the fact. I am willing to believe that the lack of +understanding was my own fault, but a lack of understanding there was. I +got the impression that God, so far from making Himself known to me, was +hiding away from me, and that I must have faith to believe in One of +whom I had no more than hearsay evidence. If I could do this violence to +such measure of reason as I possessed I could count on a reward in some +other world than this, though on little or nothing here. + +Faith I saw as of the nature of a _tour de force_. You took it as you +took a leap. It was spiritually acrobatic. You didn't understand but you +_believed_. The less you understood the more credit your belief became +to you. The more hidden and difficult and mysterious and unintelligible +God made Himself the greater your merit in having faith in spite of +everything. I am far from saying that this is the common understanding +of Christians, or from holding others responsible for my misconceptions. +I speak of these misconceptions only because they were mine, and it was +I who had to work away from them. + +For this reason, too, I speak of my reaching the idea of a God who had +been visibly smiling at me all my life while I had never seen Him, as a +"discovery." To me it _was_ a discovery; and it came at a moment when I +sorely needed something of the kind. + + + +V + + +It was perhaps three or four years after the turning-point at +Versailles. The intervening time had been one of what I may call +spiritual ups and downs. It had not all been straight progress by any +means. I had got hold of what for me was a great idea, round which other +great ideas grouped themselves; but I grasped them waveringly or +intermittently. Nevertheless, during seasons in Boston, Nice, Cannes, +Munich, London, and Berlin, life on the whole went hopefully. The malady +I have already mentioned tended to grow better rather than worse; the +advancing blindness became definitely arrested. I worked easily, +happily, successfully. Returning to the New England city which had +become my adopted home, I bought a house and settled down to American +life once more. + +I mention these facts only because they help me to make myself clearer. +For all at once my affairs, like the chariots of Pharaoh in crossing the +Red Sea, began to drive heavily. Trust in an all-conquering +life-principle which had meant much to me for a time no longer seemed +effective. Difficulties massed themselves. Business misunderstandings +sprang up. Friendships on which I had counted suddenly grew cold. Worse +than all, the working impulse gave out. There were two whole years in +which I slaved at producing little more than what had to be thrown away. +My active life had apparently come to another deadening full stop. + +I reached the decision that there was but one thing to do--give up the +pretence at working, sell the house to which I had grown attached, and +resume once more the life of aimless, but at that time inexpensive, +European wandering. There came a day when I actually offered my +house for sale. + +And yet that day proved to be another turning-point. On the very morning +when I had put my house in the market the chain of small events which we +commonly call accidents brought me into touch with a man I had never +seen before. During a first meeting, as well as in several that +followed, he made certain matters clear to me which changed my course +not only then but ever since. These explanations came under three +distinct headings, to each of which I should like to give a +little space. + + + +VI + + +Of these the one I put first is probably familiar to most of my readers, +but to me, I confess, it was new. + +God among His other functions must be a tireless activity working +towards an end. Everything He calls into being works toward that end, I +myself with the rest. I am not a purposeless bit of jetsam flung out on +the ocean of time to be tossed about helplessly. God couldn't so will an +existence. It would not be in keeping with His economy to have any +entity wasted. As Our Lord puts it, the sparrow cannot fall without Him; +without Him the lilies are not decked; the knowledge possessed by His +infinite intelligence is so minute that the very hairs of the head are +numbered. My life, my work, myself--all are as much a necessary part of +His design as the thread the weaver weaves into the pattern in a carpet. + +In other words, I am not a free agent. I am His agent. Not only am I +responsible to him, but He is responsible for me. His responsibility for +me will be seen as soon as I give up being responsible for myself. + +It was upon this last point that I seized with most avidity. I was tired +of trying to steer a course for myself, with no compass to go by. I was +tired of incessantly travelling along roads which seemed to lead to +nothing but blind-ends. To change the figure to one I used not +infrequently at that time, my life seemed pitchforked, first in one way +and then in another, no way bringing me anywhere. It had no even tenor. +It was a series of seismic pulls and jerks. + +But in the light of what my new friend told me I saw I had been too +busily engaged in directing my life for myself. I was like a child who +hopes to make a smoothly working machine go still more smoothly by +prodding it. I couldn't leave it alone. It had not occurred to me that +the course of that life was God's own business, and that if I could +follow the psalmist's advice and "commit my way unto him he would bring +it to pass." It had seemed to me that nothing would be brought to pass +unless I worried and fretted over it myself, whereas the same wise old +psalmist says, in words which our generation would do well to lay to +heart, _"fret not thyself_ else shall thou be moved to do evil." + +"Trust in the Lord and do good," he goes on; "so shalt thou dwell in +the land, and verily thou shalt be fed. Delight thyself also in the +Lord, and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart." + +This was nothing new; it was only new to me. To feel that I could give +up being responsible for results and devote myself to my work was in +itself a relief. If I tried to "trust in the Lord and do good"--by which +I suppose is meant doing my duty to the best of my small ability--He +would look after the rest. My position was somewhat that of a trusted +subordinate given a free hand, but having over him a supreme authority +taking charge of all consequences. I was not working on what our modern +idiom neatly summarises as "my own." _I was His agent_. + +Thus it might be said to be to His interest to see that as His agent I +was sheltered, clothed, fed, and in every way kept in such condition as +to be up to the highest standard of His work. This provision would +naturally include those dependent on me, and without whose well-being I +could not have peace of mind. I need worry about them no more than about +myself. They, too, were His agents. In certain conditions He might +provide for them through me, or in certain conditions He might provide +for me through them; but in all conditions He would provide for all +of us. + + + +VII + + +The second point was this: those with whom I had had misunderstandings +were equally His agents. They might not be more aware of the fact than +I; but this in no way disqualified them as His trusted subordinates +given a free hand. Their work with me and mine with them, whatever its +nature, wrought one of the infinite number of blends going to make up +the vast complexity of His design. + +It was, therefore, out of the range of possibility that under Him there +could be opposition or contradiction between one of His agents and +another. It would be inconsistent with His being that one man's +advantage should be brought about at another man's cost. Where that was +apparently the case it was due to both sides taking the authority into +their own hands, and neither sufficiently recognising Him. If His +trusted subordinates in being given a free hand played Him false, they +naturally played each other false, and played false to themselves first +of all. Where one was afraid of another and strove to outwit him there +was treachery against the supreme command. + +Again there was nothing new in this; but to me it was a new point of +view with regard to those with whom and for whom I worked. For the first +time I saw their true relation to me, as mine to them, and something of +the principle of brotherhood. Up to this time brotherhood had been a +charming, sentimental word to me, and not much more. Children of one +Father, yes; but discordant children, with no restraint that I could see +on their natural cut-throat enmities. + +But here was a truth which made all other men my necessary helpmates, +and me the necessary helpmate of all other men. I couldn't do without +them; they couldn't do without me. Hostility between us was as out of +place as between men pulling together on the rope which is to save all +their lives. If peril could bring about unity God could bring it about +even more effectively. God was the great positive, the solvent in which +irritation and unfriendliness must necessarily melt away. + + + +VIII + + +The third point, involving my obvious first step, was to put suspicion +out of my own mind. I was to see myself as God's Self-Expression working +with others who were also His Self-Expression to the same extent as I. +It was in the fact of our uniting together to produce His +Self-Expression that I was to look for my security. No one could +effectively work against me while I was consciously trying to work with +God. Moreover, it was probable that no one was working against me, or +had any intention of working against me, but that my own point of view +being wrong I had put the harmonious action of my life out of order. +Suspicion always being likely to see what it suspects the chances were +many that I was creating the very thing I suffered from. + +This does not mean that in our effort to reproduce harmonious action we +should shut our eyes to what is evidently wrong, or blandly ignore what +is plainly being done to our disadvantage. Of course not! One uses all +the common-sense methods of getting justice for oneself and protecting +one's own interests. But it does mean that when I can no longer protect +my own interests, when my affairs depend upon others far more than on +myself--a condition in which we all occasionally find ourselves--I am +not to _fret myself_, not to churn my spirit into nameless fears. I am +not a free agent. Those with whom I am associated are not free agents. +God is the one supreme command. He expresses Himself through me; He +expresses Himself through them; we all. I as well as they, they as well +as I, are partakers of His Sonship; and the Son--His Expression--is +always "in the Father's bosom," [9] in His love and care. + +[9] St. John + + + +IX + + +Having grasped this idea the new orientation was not difficult. There +was in it too much solace to allow of its being difficult. If I state +the results it is once more not because I consider them important to +anyone but myself, but only because they became the starting-point of a +new advance in the conquest of fear. + +Within forty-eight hours, with no action on my part except the +_Metanoia_, the change in my point of view, all misunderstandings had +been cleared away. The other side had taken the entire initiative, I +making no advance whatever toward them. A telegram expressing their +hearty good will was followed by an interview, after which I was at work +again. I have not only worked easily ever since but with such fecundity +that one plan is always formed before I have its predecessor off my +hands. This says nothing of the quality of my work, which, humble as it +may be, is simply the best I know how to do. I refer only to its +abundance. I have found that in "working together with God," I am less +involved in conflicts of wills than I was before, and that the words of +Amos are literally fulfilled to me, "that the plowman shall overtake the +reaper, and the treader of grapes him that soweth seed." I say it +without knocking on wood, and with no fear lest my "good luck" will be +withdrawn, that from that time to this I have had plenty of work which I +have accomplished happily, and have never lacked a market for my +modest wares. + + + +X + + +From all of which I have drawn one main inference--the imperative +urgency of Trust. + +I had hitherto thought of trust as a gritting of the teeth and a +stiffening of the nerves to believe and endure, no matter what +compulsion one put upon oneself. Gradually, in the light of the +experience sketched above, I came to see it as simply the knowledge that +the supreme command rules everything to everyone's advantage. The more +we can rest mentally, keep ourselves at peace, _be still and know that +it is God_,[10] the single and sole Director, the more our interests will +be safe. This, I take it, is the kind of trust for which the great +pioneers of truth plead so persistently in both the Old and New +Testaments. + +[10] The Book of Psalms. + +Trust, then, is not a force we wrest from ourselves against reason, +against the grain. To be trust at all it must be loving and spontaneous. +It cannot be loving and spontaneous unless there is a natural impulse +behind it. And there can be no natural impulse behind it unless we have +something in our own experience which corroborates the mere hearsay +testimony that there is a Power worth trusting to. Job's "Though He slay +me yet will I trust in Him," could only have been wrung from a heart +which had proved the Divine Good Will a thousand times and knew what it +was doing. Some experience of our own we _must_ have. It is an absolute +necessity. Desperate hope in another man's God may do something for us, +but it cannot do much. A small thing which I have proved for myself is a +better foundation for trust than a Bible learnt parrot-like by rote and +not put to the practical test. Once I have found out for myself that to +rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him is the surest way to +security and peace I have the more willing confidence in doing it. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +GOD'S SELF-EXPRESSION AND THE MIND OF TO-DAY + + + +I + + +To the mind of to-day trust would be easier were it not for the terror +lest God's plans involve us in fearful things from which we shrink. We +have heard so much of the trials He sends; of the gifts of Tantalus He +keeps forever in our sight but just beyond our reach; of the blessings +He actually bestows upon us only to snatch them away when we have come +to love them most--we have heard so much of this that we are often +afraid of His will as the greatest among the evils of which we stand +in dread. + +In many cases this is the root of our fear. We cannot trust without +misgiving to the love of God. What is there then that we can trust to? +We can't trust to ourselves; still less can we trust to our fellow-men. +Those whom we love and in whom we have confidence being as weak as +ourselves, if not weaker than we, establish our spirits not at all. If, +therefore, we mentally poison the well of Universal Good-intent at its +very source what have we to depend on? + +I have already referred to the God of repressions and denials, and now +must speak a little more freely of this travesty on "the Father," as +expressed to us in Jesus Christ. Of all the obstacles to the rooting out +of fear the lingering belief in such a distortion of Divine Love is to +my mind the most deeply based. + +I often think it a proof of the vital truth in the message of Jesus +Christ that it persists in holding the heart in spite of the ugly thing +which, from so many points of view, the Caucasian has managed to make of +it. Nowhere is the cruelty of Caucasian misinterpretation more evident +than in the meanings given to the glorious phrase, "the Will of God." I +do not exaggerate when I say that in most Caucasian minds the Will of +God is a bitter, ruthless force, to which we can only drug ourselves +into submission. It is always ready to thwart us, to stab us in the +back, or to strike us where our affections are tenderest. We hold our +blessings only on the tenure of its caprice. Our pleasures are but the +stolen moments we can snatch from its inattention. + +As an example I quote some stanzas from a hymn frequently sung where +English-speaking people worship, and more or less expressive of the +whole Caucasian attitude toward "God's Will." + +My God, my Father, while I stray +Far from my home on life's rough way, +Oh, teach me from my heart to say, + Thy Will be done. + +Though dark my path and sad my lot, +Let me be still, and murmur not, +Or breathe the prayer divinely taught, + Thy Will be done. + +What though in lonely grief I sigh +For friends beloved no longer nigh, +Submissive still would I reply, + Thy Will be done. + +If thou shouldst call me to resign +What most I prize, it ne'er was mine; +I only yield thee what is thine; + Thy Will be done. + +These lines, typical of a whole class of sentimental hymnology, are +important only in as far as they are widely known and express a more or +less standardised point of view. The implication they contain is that +all deprivation is brought upon us by the Will of God, and that our +wisest course is to beat ourselves down before that which we cannot +modify. Beneath the car of this Juggernaut we must flout our judgments +and crush our affections. As He knows so well where to hit us we must +stifle our moans when He does so. As He knows so well what will ring our +hearts we must be content to let Him give so that He can the more +poignantly take away. The highest exercise of our own free will is to +"be still and murmur not"--to admit that we need the chastisement--to +crouch beneath the blows which we tell ourselves are delivered in love, +even though it is hard to see where the love comes in. + + + +II + + +I know nothing more tragic than those efforts on the part of +heart-broken people, coming within the experience of all of us, to make +themselves feel that this terrible "Will of God" must be right, no +matter how much it seems wrong. + +A young man with a wife and family to support is struck down by a +lingering illness which makes him a burden. All his Job's comforters +tell him that God has brought the affliction upon him, and that to bow +to the "Inscrutable Will" must be his first act of piety. + +A young mother is rejoicing in her baby when its little life is suddenly +snuffed out. She must school herself to say, quite irrespective of the +spirit of renunciation which inspires the words, "The Lord gave and the +Lord hath taken away; blessed be the Name of the Lord." + +A woman is left a widow to earn a living for herself, and bring up her +children fatherless. She must assume that the Lord had some good purpose +in leaving her thus bereft and must drill herself into waiting on a +Will so impossible to comprehend. + +Storms sink ships, drowning passengers and crew; lightning sets fire to +houses and strikes human beings dead; earthquakes swallow up whole +districts destroying industry and human life; tidal waves sweep inland +carrying away towns; and our legal phraseology can think of no better +explanation of such calamity than to ascribe it to "the act of God." + +It is needless to multiply these instances. Our own knowledge supplies +them by the score. Our personal lives are full of them. God's Will, +God's Love, God's Mercy, become strangely ironic forces, grim beyond any +open enmity. They remind us of the "love," the "pity," the "mercy," in +which the orthodox sent the heretic to the hangman or the stake, +destroying the body to save the soul. + +It is a far cry from this appalling vision of "the Father" to the +psalmist's "Delight thou in the Lord and he shall give thee the desires +of thine heart." How could anyone delight in the Caucasian God, as the +majority of Caucasians conceive of Him? As a matter of fact, how many +Caucasians themselves, however devout, however orthodox, attempt to +delight, or pretend to delight, in the God to whom on occasions they bow +down? Delight is a strong word, and a lovely one; but used of the +Caucasian and his Deity it is not without its elements of humour. + + + +III + + +Naturally enough! It is impossible for any human being to delight in a +God whose first impulse in "doing us good" is so often to ravage our +prosperity and affections. So long as we believe in Him fear will rule +our lives. It is because the Caucasian believes in Him that he lives in +fear and dies in fear. To attempt to eliminate fear and retain this +concept of God is vain. + +Understanding this the average Caucasian has made little or no effort to +eliminate fear. He would rather live and die in fear than change this +concept of God. It is dear to him. He finds it useful. To its shoulders +he can shift the ills of which he is unwilling himself to accept the +responsibility. Where God is a puzzle life is a puzzle; and where life +is a puzzle the Caucasian gets his chance for making the materialistic +ideal the only one that seems practical. In a world which was to any +noticeable degree freed from the spectre of fear most of our existing +systems of government, religion, business, law, and national and +international politics, would have to be remodelled. There would be +little or no use for them. Built on fear and run by fear, fear is as +essential to their existence as coal to our industries. A society that +had escaped from fear would escape from their control. + +In this present spring of 1921 we are having an exhibition of fear on a +scale so colossal that the heart of man is dazed by it. There is not a +government which is not afraid of some other government. There is not a +government which is not afraid of its own people. There is not a people +which is not afraid of its own government. There is not a country in +which one group is not afraid of some other group. All is rivalry, +enmity, suspicion, confusion, and distrust, "while men's hearts are +fainting for fear, and for anxious expectation of what is coming on the +world." All statesmen, all ministers, all ambassadors, all politicians, +all bankers, all business men, all professional men, all journalists, +all farmers, all laborers, all workers in the arts, all men and women of +all kinds--with the exception of one here and there who has reached the +understanding of the love which casteth out fear--live and work in fear, +and in mistrust of their colleagues. From the supreme councils of the +Allies down to the crooks and conspirators in dives and joints everyone +is afraid of being double-crossed. There is so much double-crossing +everywhere that we have been obliged to invent this name for the +operation. England is afraid of being double-crossed by Germany, France +by England, Italy by France, the United States by Europe, and Japan by +the United States, while within these general limitations minor +double-crossing interests seethe like bacteria in a drop of poisoned +blood. The nations are infected with fear because they elect to believe +in a God of fear, and the Caucasians more than others because they have +chosen to see a God of fear in Him who was put before them as a God +of Love. + + + +IV + + +I see no way out of all this except as one of us after another reaches +the _Metanoia_, the new point of view as regards God. Other ways have +been sought, and have been found no more than blind alleys. Much +reference is made nowadays to the disillusionment of those who hoped +that the war would lead to social and spiritual renovation; but any such +hope was doomed in advance, so long as the Caucasian concept of God was +unchanged. When you cannot trust God you cannot trust anything; and when +you cannot trust anything you get the condition of the world as it is +to-day. And that you _cannot_ trust a God whose "love" will paralyse the +hand by which you have to earn a living, or snatch your baby from your +breast--to say nothing of a thousand ingenious forms of torture +inflicted just because "He sees that it is best for you," after having +led you to see otherwise--that you cannot trust a God like that must be +more or less self-evident. If you are part of His Self-Expression He +cannot practise futilities through your experience and personality. He +must be kind with a common-sense kindness, loving with a common-sense +love. Whatever explanation of our sufferings and failures there may be +we must not shuffle them off on God. "Let us hold God to be true," St. +Paul writes, "though every man should prove false."[11] Let us hold that +God would not hurt us, however much we may wilfully hurt each other or +ourselves. + +[11] Epistle to the Romans. + + + +V + + +I should not lay so much emphasis on this if so much emphasis were not +laid on it in the other direction. God has so persistently, and for so +many generations, been held up to us as a God who tries and torments and +punishes that we can hardly see Him as anything else. Torture comes, in +the minds of many of us, to be not only His main function but His only +function. "I am all right," is the unspoken thought in many a heart, "so +long as I am not overtaken by the Will of God. When that calamity falls +on me my poor little human happiness will be wrecked like a skiff in a +cyclone." This is not an exaggeration. It is the secret mental attitude +of perhaps ninety percent of those Caucasians who believe in a God of +any kind. Their root-conviction is that if God would only let them alone +they would get along well enough; but as a terrible avenging spirit, +like the Fury or the Nemesis of the ancients, he is always tracking them +down. The aversion from God so noticeable in the mind of to-day is, I +venture to think, chiefly inspired by the instinct to get away from, or +to hide from, the pursuit of this Avenger. + + + +VI + + +And in a measure this impulse to flight can be understood. I can +understand that common-sense men should be cold toward the Caucasian +God, and that they should even renounce and denounce him. I will go so +far as to say that I can more easily understand the atheist than I can +many of my own friends who pathetically try to love and adore their +capricious un-Christlike Deity. To my certain knowledge many of them are +doing it against their own natural and better instincts, because they +dare not forsake the tradition in which they have been dyed. "I try to +love God and I can't," has been said to me many a time by conscientious +people who felt that the fault must lie in themselves. There was no +fault in themselves. If their God could have been loved they would have +loved him. + + + +VII + + +I come here to a point of no small importance to the conquest of fear, +the courage to release oneself from the tether of tradition. Few people +have it, in the sense of rejecting old theories because of having worked +out to new spiritual knowledge. When it comes to the eternal verities +many of us are cowardly; nearly all of us are timid. The immense +majority of us prefer a God at second or third hand. We will accept what +somebody else has learned, rather than incur the trouble or the +responsibility of learning anything for ourselves. We take our knowledge +of God as we take our doses of medicine, from a prescription which one +man has written down, and another has "put up," and still another +administers. By the time this traditional, handed-on knowledge of God +has reached ourselves it is diluted by all kinds of outside opinions and +personalities. It is not strange that when we have swallowed the dose it +does little to effect a cure. I do not deny that a second or third hand +knowledge of God may do something. I only deny that it can do much. To +support my denial I need only point to what the world has become in a +second and third hand Christendom. The illustration is enough. + +It should be plain, I think, that no one will ever be released from fear +by clinging to the teachings which have inspired fear. We are fearless +in proportion as we grow independent enough to know for ourselves. I +cannot but stress this point to some extent, for the reason that I +myself suffered so long from inability to let the traditional go. It +seemed to me to have a sanctity just because it was traditional. The +fact that other people had accepted certain ideas had weight in making +me feel that I should accept them too. To go off on a line of my own +seemed dangerous. I might make mistakes. I might go far wrong. Safety +was spelled by hanging with the crowd. + +It was the chance remark of an old acquaintance which dislodged me from +this position. In the lobby of a hotel we had met by chance, after not +having seen each other for a good many years. The conversation, having +touched on one theme and another, drifted to subjects akin to that which +I am now discussing. I ventured to disclose some of my own "seeking God, +if perhaps I could grope for Him and find Him."[12] + +[12] Acts of the Apostles. + +My friend straightened himself and squared his shoulders. "I stand +exactly where I did thirty years ago." + +There was a pride in the statement with regard to which my first feeling +was a pang of envy. A rapid calculation told me that thirty years ago he +had been about twenty; and the superiority of a man who at twenty had +attained to so much spiritual insight that he had not needed to learn +anything more in the interim was evident. I was two or three days +turning this incident over in my mind before the exclamation came to me, +"How terrible!" To have lived through the thirty years of the richest +experience the ordinary man ever knows and still have remained on +precisely the same spot as to spiritual things struck me then as a +woeful confession. + +I beg to say here that I am not talking of external and official +religious connections. I am trying to avoid the subject of external and +official religion altogether. I am speaking not of religion but of God. +To my mind the two have no more than the relation of the words of a song +and the music of its setting. You may use them together or you may +consider them apart. I am considering them apart, and confining myself +wholly to the words of the song. What is known as church-affiliation, +the music of the setting, I am not concerned with. My only topic is the +way in which the meaning of the words gets over to the average inner +man, and the effect upon him mentally. + +I revert, therefore, to the statement that to make the kind of spiritual +progress which will overcome fear it will be often necessary to let go +the thing we have outlived. Often the thing we have outlived will be +something dear to us, because there was once a time when it served our +turn. But our turn to-day may need something different from the turn of +yesterday, and the refusal to follow new light simply because it is new +leads in the end to mental paralysis. I was once asked to sign a +petition to the mayor of a city praying that, on the ground of its +novelty, electric lighting might be excluded from the street in which I +lived. Exactly this same reluctance often keeps us from making changes +of another sort, even when we feel that the light which hitherto was +enough for us has been outgrown and outclassed. + +The danger of the lone quest leading a man astray can be easily +exaggerated. It is not as if God were difficult to find. "The soul +cannot move, wake, or open the eyes, without perceiving God." "For this +commandment which I command thee this day, it is not hidden from thee, +neither is it far off. It is not in heaven that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go up for us to heaven and bring it down unto us that we may hear +it and do it? Neither is it beyond the sea that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go over the sea for us and bring it unto us that we may hear it +and do it? But the word is very nigh unto thee, in thy mouth and in thy +heart."[13] No motion toward the Universal can miss the Universal. I +cannot escape from the Ever-Present; the Ever-Present cannot escape from +me. Intellectually I may make mistakes in deduction, but spiritually I +cannot but find God. The little I learn of God for myself is to me +worth more than all the second and third hand knowledge I can gather +from the saints. + +[13] The Book of Deuteronomy. + + + +VIII + + +It is the more necessary to dwell on this for the reason that whatever +_Metanoia_, or new orientation, is to be brought about must be on the +part of individuals. There is no hope for large numbers acting together, +or for any kind of group-impulse. Group-impulse among Caucasians is +nearly always frightened, conservative, reactionary, or derisive of the +forward step. There is hardly an exception to this in the whole history +of Caucasian ideas. + +Otherwise it would be a pleasant dream to imagine what might now be +happening on the great international stage. Let us suppose that the +leaders of the so-called Christian countries were all convinced of the +three main lines of God's direction I have already tried to sketch. Let +us think of such men as Lloyd George, Clemenceau, Sforza, President +Harding, and the heads of government in Belgium, Russia, Germany, and +all other countries affected by the present war of moves and +counter-moves--let us think of them as agreed on the principles: + +1. That each knows himself and his country as an agent in the hand of +God, directed surely toward a good end; + +2. That each knows each of his colleagues and his country as equally an +agent in the hand of God, directed surely toward a similar good end; + +3. That each knows that between God's agents there can be neither +conflicting interests nor clash of wills, and that suspicion and +counter-suspicion must be out of place, since under God's direction no +double-crossing is possible. + +The picture is almost comic in its incongruity with what actually is. +The mere thought of these protagonists of the century working in harmony +to one great purpose, without distrust of each other's motives, and with +no necessity for anyone's dodging political foul play, summons the smile +of irony. Mutual trust was never so much a suggestion to laugh down. +The mere hint that it might be possible would make one a target for the +wit of the experienced. + +In what we call the practical world of to-day there is no appeal from +the God of Fear but _to_ the God of Fear. The great mass of Caucasians +will not have it otherwise. And it requires no prophetic vision to +foresee the results of the efforts to bring about international harmony +while all are obeying the decrees of the Goddess of Discord. Nearly +three years after the signing of the armistice the world is in a more +hopeless situation than it was when at war. Up to the present each new +move only makes matters worse. There are those who believe that our +phase of civilisation is staggering into the abyss and that nothing, as +far as can now be descried, will save it from the deluge. + + + +IX + + +Possibly! Fear tends always to produce the thing it is afraid of. I +mention this dark outlook only for the reason that even if the +cataclysm were to come the individual can escape from it. + +Cataclysms are not new in the history of our race. The rise and fall of +civilisations may be called mankind's lessons in "how not to do it." Of +these lessons there are no such records as those which we find in the +Old Testament; and in these records it is unfailingly pointed out that +whatever the calamity which overtakes the world at large the individual +has, if he chooses, a way of safety. The innocent are not overwhelmed +with the guilty, except when the innocent deliberately shut their eyes +to the opening toward the _Soteria_--the Safe Return. But that, +unhappily, the innocent do so shut their eyes is one of the commonest +facts in life. + +Back in that twilight of history of which the later tale could be told +only by some symbol, some legendary hieroglyph, there was already an +"Ark" by which the faithful few could be saved from the "Flood." The +symbol became permanent. The Ark of the Covenant--the sign of a great +spiritual understanding--remained as a token to man that in God he had +a sure refuge. It was laid up in his Holy of Holies, a mystic, +consecrated pledge, till the ruthless Caucasian came and rifled it. + +But no rifling could deprive mankind of its significance. That endures. +To bring it home to the desolate and oppressed was a large part of the +mission of psalmists and prophets. The Ark of the Covenant--of the Great +Understanding--meant as much to those who sought God in the ancient +world as the Cross does to Christendom. It meant that whatever the +collapse, national or general, through siege or sack or famine, those +who would escape could escape by the simple process of mentally taking +refuge in God. The Ark of God would bear them safely when all material +help failed. + +Among the themes which run through the Old Testament this is of +paramount importance. It is impossible to do more than refer to the many +times the spiritually minded were implored to seek this protection. It +was needful to implore them since they found the assurance so difficult +to believe. No matter how often it was proved to them they still +doubted it. Saved by this method once they would reject it when it came +to danger the second time. Saved the second time they rejected it the +third. "Thou shalt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on +thee, because he trusteth in thee," is the declaration of Jeremiah, who +perhaps more than any other was a prophet of disaster. Similar +statements are scattered through the Old Testament by the score, by the +hundred. It was a point on which leaders, seers, and teachers insisted +with a passionate insistence. They knew. They had tested the truth for +themselves. Disaster was a common feature in their history. During the +three thousand years and more which their experiences cover these +Israelites had seen more than one invasion sweep across their land, more +than one civilisation come and go. All that Belgium knew in the Great +War they knew time and time again. Between Egypt and Assyria, the France +and Germany of that special epoch, theirs was a kind of buffer state +over which every new anguish rolled. "Let it roll," was the cry of +their prophets. "The Lord will fight for you. Stand still and see what +he will do. His arm is not shortened neither his strength diminished. It +is of the Lord to save whether by many or by few. Trust in the Lord and +be doing good, so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be +fed. Oh, how great is thy goodness which thou hast wrought for them that +trust in thee before the sons of men. I said in my haste, I am cut off! +Nevertheless thou heardest the voice of my supplication when I cried +unto thee. Be of good courage and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye +that hope in the Lord."[14] + +[14] Various Old Testament Sources. + + + +X + + +In many ways this is the burden of the more ancient Scriptures--the +protection which surrounds those who know that protection is God. It was +a gospel that had to be preached with tears and beseechings from one +generation to another. No generation accepted it. The belief in +material power was always too dense. It is still too dense. In the Ark +of the Great Understanding the Caucasian has practically never seen more +than a symbol that has gone out of date. Lost materially in the Tiber +mud it was, for him, lost forever. But not so. Its significance remains +as vital to mankind as when, veiled and venerated, it stood between +the cherubim. + +The time may be close at hand when we shall need this assurance as we +need nothing else. However optimistic we try to keep ourselves, no +thinking man or woman can be free, at this crisis in world-history, from +deep foreboding. For the memory to go back ten years is, even for us in +the New World, like returning to a Golden Age; while for the Old World +mere recollection must be poignant. + +The possibility that all countries in both hemispheres may find +themselves in some such agony as that of the Russia of to-day is not too +extravagant to be entertained. This is not saying that they are likely +so to find themselves; it means only that in the world as it is the +safest is not very safe. My point is that whether catastrophe +overwhelms us or not, he who chooses not to fear can be free from fear. +There is a refuge for him, a defence, a safeguard which no material +attack can break down. "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most +High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the +Lord, He is my refuge--my fortress--my God. In Him will I trust."[15] +There is this Ark for me, this Ark of the Great Understanding, and I can +retire into it. I can also have this further assurance: "Because thou +hast made the Lord which is my refuge--even the Most High--thy +habitation, there shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague +come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee to +keep thee in all thy ways."[16] + +[15] The Book of Psalms. + +[16] The Book of Psalms. + + + +XI + + +This is the eternal agreement, but an agreement of which we find it +difficult to accept the terms. To the material alone we are in the habit +of ascribing power. Though we repeat a thousand times in the course of +a year, "For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory," we do not +believe it. To few of us is it more than a sonorous phrase. + +I remember the impression of this which one received at the great +thanksgiving for peace in St. Paul's Cathedral in London some twenty +years ago. The Boer War had ended in an English victory, and while the +thanksgiving was not precisely for this, it did express the relief of an +anxious nation that peace was again restored. It was what is generally +known as a most impressive service. All that a great spectacle can offer +to God it offered. King, queen, princes, princesses, ambassadors, +ministers, clergy, admirals, generals, and a vast assembly of citizens +filled the choir and nave with colour and life, while the music was of +that passionless beauty of which the English cathedral choirs guard +the secret. + +But the detail I remember best was the way in which the repetition of +the Lord's Prayer rolled from the lips of the assembly like the sound +of the surging of the sea. It was the emotional effect of a strongly +emotional moment. One felt tense. It was hard to restrain tears. As far +as crowd-sympathy has any spiritual value it was there. The Caucasian +God was taken out of His pigeon-hole and publicly recognised. + +Then He was put back. + +I take this service merely as an instance of what happens in all the +so-called Christian capitals in moments of national stress. Outwardly it +happens less in the United States than it does elsewhere, for the reason +that this country has no one representative spiritual expression; but it +does happen here in diffused and general effect. As a Christian nation +we ascribe in common with other Christian nations the kingdom, the +power, and the glory to God--on occasions. We do it with the pious +gesture and the sonorous phrase. Then we forget it. The habit of +material trust is too strong for us. Kings, queens, presidents, princes, +prime ministers, congresses, parliaments, and all other representatives +of material strength, may repeat for formal use the conventional clause; +but there is always what we flippantly know as a "joker" in the +lip-recitation. "Kingdom, power, and glory," we can hear ourselves +saying in a heart-aside, "lie in money, guns, commerce, and police. God +is not sufficiently a force in the affairs of this world for us to give +Him more than the consideration of an act of courtesy." + +Practically that is all we ever get from group-impulse--an act of +courtesy. I repeat and repeat again that whatever is done toward the +conquest of fear must be done by the individual. _I_ must do what I can +to conquer fear in myself, regardless of the attitude or opinions of men +in general. + +To men in general the appeal to spiritual force to bring to naught +material force is little short of fanatical. It has never been otherwise +as yet; it will probably not be otherwise for long generations to come. +Meanwhile it is much for the individual to know that he can act on his +own initiative, and that when it comes to making God his refuge he can +go into that refuge alone. He needs no nation, or government, or +society, or companions before him or behind him. He needs neither leader +nor guide nor friend. In the fortress of God he is free to enter merely +as himself, and there know that he is safe amid a world in agony. + + + +XII + + +This is not theory; it is not doctrine; it is not opinion. It is what +the great pioneers of truth have first deduced from what they understood +to be the essential beneficence of God, and then proved by actual +demonstration. Anyone else can demonstrate it who chooses to make the +experiment. My own weakness is such that I have made the experiment but +partially; but partial experiment convinces me beyond all further +questioning that the witness of the great pioneers is true. + + + +XIII + + +Nor is this conviction to be classed as idealism, or ecclesiasticism, or +mysticism, or anything else to which we can put a tag. It is not +sectarian; it is not peculiarly Christian. It is the general possession +of mankind. True, it is easier for the Christian than for any other to +enter on this heritage, since his spiritual descent is more directly +from the pioneers of truth who first discovered God to be His children's +safety; but the Universal is the Universal, the property of all. +Discovery gives no one an exclusive hold on it. Anyone with a +consciousness of Almighty, Ever-Present Intelligence must have some +degree of access to it, though his access may not be to the fullest or +the easiest. It is not possible that the Universal Father should be the +special property of the Christian or of anyone else. The Christian view +of the Father is undoubtedly the truest; but every view is true in +proportion to its grasp of truth. No one will deny that the Buddhist, +the Mahometan, the Confucianist, have their grasp of truth. Even the +primitive idolater has some faint gleam of it, distorted though it may +have become. Very well, then; the faintest gleam of such knowledge will +not go without its recompense. + + + +XIV + + +Exclusiveness is too much our Caucasian habit of mind. It is linked with +our instinct for ownership. Because through Jesus Christ we have a +clearer view of a greater segment of the Universal, if I may so express +myself, than the Buddhist can have through Buddha or the Mahometan +through Mahomet, our tendency is to think that we know the whole of the +Universal, and have it to give away. Any other view of the Universal is +to us so false as to merit not merely condemnation but extirpation. +Extirpation has been the watchword with which Caucasian Christianity has +gone about the world. We have taken toward other views of truth no such +sympathetic stand as St. Paul to that which he found in Greece, and +which is worth recalling: + +"Men of Athens, I perceive that you are in every respect remarkably +religious. For as I passed along and observed the things you worship, I +found also an altar with this inscription, TO THE UNKNOWN GOD. The +Being, therefore, whom you, without knowing it, revere, Him I now +proclaim to you. God who made the universe and everything in it--He +being Lord of heaven and earth--does not dwell in sanctuaries built by +men. Nor is He administered to by human hands as though He needed +anything--but He Himself gives to all men life and breath and all +things. He caused to spring from one forefather people of every race, +for them to live on the whole surface of the earth, and marked for them +an appointed span of life, and the boundaries of their homes; that they +might seek God, if perhaps they might grope for Him and find Him. Yes, +though He is not far from any one of us. For it is in closest union with +Him that we live and move and have our being; as in fact some of the +poets in repute among yourselves have said, 'For we are also His +offspring.'"[17] + +[17] Acts of the Apostles. + +To the conquest of fear this splendid universalism is another +essential. God being "not far from any one of us" cannot be far from me. +He who gives to all men life and breath and all things will not possibly +deny me the things I require most urgently. Our whole civilisation may +go to pieces; the job by which I earn a living may cease to be a job; +the money I have invested may become of no more value than Russian +bonds; the children whom I hoped I had provided for may have to face +life empty-handed; all my accustomed landmarks may be removed, and my +social moorings swept away; nevertheless, the Universal cannot fail me. +"Although the figtree shall not blossom nor fruit be in the vines; +though the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields yield no meat; +though the flocks be cut off from the fold and there be no herd in the +stalls; yet I will rejoice in God, I will joy in the God of my +salvation." It is safe to say that this confidence on the part of +Habakkuk was not due to mere grim forcing of the will. It was the fruit +of experience, of knowledge, of demonstration. In spite of the dangers +national and personal he saw threatening, his certainty of God must +have been spontaneous. + +Anyone, in any country, in any epoch, and of any creed or no creed, who +has shared this experience shares also this assurance. To the Christian +it comes easiest; but that it does not come easy even to the Christian +is a matter of common observation. It can only come easily when some +demonstration has been made for oneself, after which there is no more +disputing it. + + + +XV + + +Nor is it a question of morals or morality. + +I must venture here on delicate ground and say what I should hesitate to +say were the contrary not so strongly underscored. I mean that God, from +what we understand to be His nature, could not accord us His protection +by weighing the good and the evil in our conduct, and giving or +withholding help according to our worthiness. The Universal is too great +to be measured and doled in that way. Nothing but our own pinchbeck +ideas could ascribe to Him this pettiness. As it is the kind of sliding +scale we ourselves adopt, we limit the Divine Generosity by our own +limitations. + +Not so was the understanding of Jesus Christ. That we should be kind to +the so-called evil as we are to the so-called good was a point on which +He dwelt in the Sermon on the Mount. To discriminate between them when +it comes to the possibility of conferring benefits is in His opinion +small. "You have heard that it was said, 'Thou shalt love thy neighbor, +and hate thine enemy.' But I command you all, Love your enemies, and +pray for your persecutors; that so you may become true sons of your +Father in heaven. For He causes His sun to rise on the wicked as well as +on the good, and sends rain upon those who do right and those who do +wrong."[18] + +[18] St. Matthew. + +In other words, we are not to feel ourselves turned out of our +"habitation" in God by a sense of our moral lapses. Moral lapses are to +be regretted, of course; but they do not vitiate our status as the Sons +of God. It is possible that no one believes they do; but much of the +loose statement current among those who lay emphasis on morals would +give that impression. There is a whole vernacular in vogue in which +souls are "lost" or "saved" according to the degree to which they +conform or do not conform to other people's views as to what they ought +to do. Much of our pietism is to the effect that God is at the bestowal +not merely of a sect, but of some section of a sect, and cannot be found +through any other source. + + + +XVI + + +This brings me to the distinction between morals and righteousness, +which is one for the mind of to-day to keep as clearly as possible +before it. I have said that the refuge in God is not a question of +morals; but it is one of righteousness. Between righteousness and morals +the difference is important. + +Morals stand for a code of observances; righteousness for a direction of +the life. + +Morals represent just what the word implies, the customs of an age, a +country, or a phase in civilisation. They have no absolute standard. The +morals of one century are not those of another. The morals of one race +are not those of another even in the same century. In many respects the +morals of the Oriental differ radically from those of the Occidental, +age-long usage being behind each. It is as hard to convince either that +his are the inferior as it would be to make him think so of his +mother-tongue. I once asked a cultivated Chinaman, a graduate of one of +the great American universities and a Christian of the third generation, +in what main respect he thought China superior to the United States. "In +morals," he replied, promptly; but even as a Christian educated in +America his theory of morals was different from ours. + +Among ourselves in the United States the essence of morals is by no +means a subject of unanimous agreement. You might say that a standard of +morals is entirely a matter of opinion. There are millions of people who +think it immoral to play cards, to go to the theatre, to dance, or to +drink wine. There are millions of other people who hold all these acts +to be consistent with the highest moral conduct. + +Moreover, wherever the emphasis is thrown on morals as distinct from +righteousness there is a tendency to put the weight on two or three +points in which nations or individuals excel, and to ignore the rest. +For example, not to go outside ourselves, the American people may be +fairly said to exemplify two of the great virtues: On the whole they +are, first, sober; secondly, continent. As a result we accentuate morals +in these respects, but not in any others. + +For instance, the current expression, "an immoral man," is almost +certain to apply only under the two headings cited above, and probably +only under one. All other morals and immoralities go by the board. We +should not class a dishonest man as an immoral man, nor an untruthful +man, nor a profane, or spiteful, or ungenial, or bad-tempered, man. Our +notion of morals hardly ever rises above the average custom of the +community in which we happen to live. Except in the rarest instances we +never pause to reflect as to whether the customs of that community are +or are not well founded. The consequence is that our cities, villages, +countrysides, and social groupings are filled with men and women moral +enough as far as the custom of the country goes, but quite noticeably +unrighteous. + +It is also a fact that where you find one or two virtues singled out for +observance and the rest obscured there you find, too, throngs of +outwardly "moral" people with corroded hearts. Villages, churches, and +all the quieter communities are notorious for this, the peculiarity +having formed for a hundred and fifty years the stock-in-trade of +novelists. Sobriety and continence being more or less in evidence the +assumption is that all the requirements have been fulfilled. The +community is "moral" notwithstanding the back-bitings, heart-burnings, +slanders, cheatings, envies, hatreds, and bitternesses that may permeate +it through and through. As I write, the cramped, venomous, unlovely life +of the American small town is the favourite theme of our authors and +readers of fiction. Since a number of the works now on the market have +met with national approval one must assume that the pictures they paint +are accurate. The conditions are appalling, but, according to the custom +of the country, they are "moral." The shadow of insobriety and +incontinence doesn't touch the characters who move across these pages, +and yet the level of the life is pictured as debased, and habits +as hideous. + + + +XVII + + +With morals in this accepted American sense righteousness has little to +do. The two are different in origin. Morals imply the compulsion of men, +and are never more binding than the customs of men render them. They are +thus imposed from without, while righteousness springs from within. The +essence of righteousness lies in the turning of the individual +toward God. + +I think it safe to say that righteousness is expressed more accurately +in attitude than in conduct. It is expressed in conduct, of course; but +conduct may fail while the attitude can remain constant. It is worthy of +remark that some of the great examples of righteousness cited in the +Bible were conspicuously sinners. That is to say, they were men of +strong human impulses against which they were not always sufficiently on +guard, but who turned towards God in spite of everything. In the long +line spanning the centuries between Noah and Abraham and Peter and +Paul--from the almost prehistoric out into the light of day--not one is +put before us except in his weakness as well as in his strength. Some of +them commit gross sins; but apparently even gross sins do not debar them +from their privileges in God's love. This principle was expressed in the +words of Samuel: "Fear not: ye have done all this wickedness; yet turn +not aside from following the Lord.... For the Lord will not forsake his +people for his great name's sake." That the Universal who has all the +blessings of creation to bestow should deprive me of anything just +because in my folly or weakness I have committed sins is not consistent +with "his great name's sake." It would not be causing His sun to rise on +the wicked as well as on the good nor sending rain on those who do right +and those who do wrong. I am too small for His immensity to crush with +its punishments, but not too small to be the object of His entire love. + + + +XVIII + + +I hope it is plain that I say this not to make little of doing wrong but +to put the love and fulness of God in the dominating place. I must make +it clear to myself that He does not shut me out of His heart because I +am guilty of sins. I may shut myself out of His heart, unless I direct +my mind rightly; but He is always there, unchanged, unchangeable, the +ever-loving, ever-welcoming Father. Whatever I have done I can return to +Him with the knowledge that He will take me back. Far from sure of +myself, I can always be sure of Him. + +There are those who would warn me against saying this through fear lest +it should be interpreted as, "Don't be afraid to sin so long as you keep +mentally close to God." I prefer to run that risk. The dread figure of +"an angry God" has been so worked to terrorise men that large numbers of +us have been terrorised. But experience shows us every day that being +terrorised never produces the results at which it aims. It does not win +us; it drives us away. + +Much of the alienation from God in the mind of to-day is due to +rebellion on the part of our sense of justice. We are sinners, of +course; but not such sinners as to merit the revenge which an outraged +deity is described as planning against us. That the All-loving and +All-mighty should smite us in our dearest aims or our sweetest +affections just because we have not conformed to the lop-sided morality +of men is revolting to our instincts. We are repulsed by the God of Fear +when we are drawn, comforted, strengthened, and changed by Him who is +never anything toward us but "the Father." + +I have no hesitation, therefore, in throwing the emphasis in what I +have to say on the fact that He is "a place to hide me in"--the Ark of +the Great Understanding--always open to my approach--into which, +whatever I have done, I can go boldly. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THE MIND OF TO-DAY AND THE WORLD AS IT IS + + + +I + + +Much of what I have written will seem inconsistent with the fact that in +the world as it is there are undeniable and inevitable hardships. True! +I do not escape them more than any other man, the relative relief from +fear saving me from only some of them. + +I have not meant to say that even with one's refuge in God there is +nothing left to struggle with. My point is that whatever there may be to +struggle with there is nothing to be afraid of. Freedom from struggle +would profit us not at all. On the contrary, it would render us +nerveless, flabby, flaccid, and inert. + +But fear, as a rule, being connected with our struggles, it is +important, I think, to be as clear as we can concerning the purport of +those struggles, and their source. We have already seen that fear is +diminished in proportion as we understand that our trials are not +motiveless, and perhaps this is the point at which to consider briefly +what the motives are. + + + +II + + +Struggle we may define as the act of wrestling with trial, so as to come +out of it victoriously. It is a constant element in every human life. +Furthermore, I am inclined to think that, taking trial as an average, +the amount which enters into one life differs little from that which +enters into another. + +There was a time when I did not think so. Some lives struck me as +singled out for trouble; others were left comparatively immune from it. +One would have said that destinies had been mapped with a strange +disregard for justice. Those who didn't deserve it suffered; those whom +suffering might have purified went scot free. Some were rich, others +were poor; some had high positions, others humble ones; some had the +respect of the world from the day they were born, others crept along +from birth to death in restriction and obscurity. The contrasts were so +cruel that they scorched the eyes of the soul. + +This is true, of course; and I am not saying that in the testing to +which everyone is subjected all have an equal share of the opportunities +for triumphing. I am speaking for the moment only of the degree to which +the testing comes. As to that, I am inclined to feel that there is +little to choose between one life and another, since each of us seems to +be tried for all that he can bear. + +One is impressed with that in one's reading of biography. Only the lives +of what we may call the favoured few get into print, and of those few it +is chiefly the external events that are given us. Glimpses of the inner +experience may be obtained from time to time, but they are rarely more +than glimpses. Of what the man or the woman has endured in the secret +fastnesses of the inner life practically nothing can be told. And yet +even with the little that finds its way into words how much there is of +desperate fighting. To this there is never an exception. The great +statesman, the great poet, the great priest, the great scientist, the +great explorer, the great painter, the great novelist--not one but +suffers as anyone suffers, and of not one would the reader, as a rule, +put himself in the place. + +I bring up this fact because we so often feel that the other man has an +easier task than ourselves. The very thing I lack is that with which he +is blessed. I see him smiling and debonair at the minute when I am in a +ferment. While I hardly know how to make both ends meet he is building a +big house or buying a new motor-car. While I am burying hope or love he +is in the full enjoyment of all that makes for happiness and prosperity. + +We are always prone to contrast our darker minutes with our friends' +brighter ones. We forget, or perhaps we never know, that they do the +same with us. At times we are as much the object of their envy as they +ever are of ours. + +I say this not on the principle that misery loves company, but in order +to do away with the heathen suspicion lingering in many minds that God +singles _me_ out for trial, heaping benefits on others who deserve them +no more than I do. + +God singles no one out for trial. When trials come they spring, as +nearly as I can observe, from one or all of the three following sources. +There are: + +A. The trials which come from a world of matter; + +B. The trials which come from a world of men; + +C. The trials we bring on ourselves. + + + +III + + +A. The minute we speak of matter we speak of a medium which the mind of +to-day is just beginning to understand. The mind of other days did not +understand it at all. Few phases of modern advance seem to me more +significant of a closer approach to the understanding of spiritual +things than that which has been made along these lines. + +To all the generations before our own matter was a sheer and positive +density. Its hardness, solidity, and actuality could not be gainsaid. +Earth was earth; iron was iron; wood was wood. Blood was blood; flesh +was flesh; bone was bone. A man was a material being attached to a +material planet, as a sponge is attached to the bottom of the sea. All +that he touched and ate and wore and used was of the same material +Absolute. As to the spiritual there could be a question; as to the +material there could be none. The speculation of occasional +philosophers, that matter might not after all be more than a mental +phenomenon, was invariably hooted down. "I know that matter is matter by +standing on it," are in substance the words attributed to even so +spiritually-minded a man as the great Dr. Johnson. On this point, as +perhaps on some others, he may be taken as a spokesman for the Caucasian +portion of our race. + +And now comes modern physical science reducing matter to a tenuousness +only one remove from the purely spiritual, if it is as much as that. +Gone is the mass of the mountains, the stoniness of rocks, the hard +solidity of iron. The human body, as someone puts it, is no more than a +few pails of water and a handful of ash. Ash and water are alike +dissipated into gases, and gases into elements more subtle still. +Keeping strictly to the material modern science has reached the confines +of materiality. Where it will lead us next no man knows. + +But the inference is not unfair that the world of matter is to a +considerable degree, and perhaps altogether, a world of man's own +creation. That is to say, while God is doing one thing with it, the +human mind understands another. For the human point of view to develop +and develop and develop till it becomes identical with God's is perhaps +the whole purpose of existence. + + + +IV + + +To me personally it was no small help in overcoming fear when I saw the +purpose of existence as expressed in the single word, Growth. That, at +least, is a legitimate inference to draw from the history of life on +this planet. Assuming that the universe contains an intelligible design +of any sort, and that life on this planet is part of it, a vast +development going on eternally toward complete understanding of Infinite +Right and Happiness would give us some explanation of the mystery of our +being here. Beginning, for reasons at which we can only guess, far away +from that understanding, we are forever approaching it, with forever the +joy of something new to master or to learn. New perceptions, new +comprehensions, new insights gained, new victories, even little +victories, won, constitute, I think, our treasures laid up in that +heaven where neither moth nor wear-and-tear destroys, and where thieves +do not break in and steal. Where this treasure is, there, naturally +enough, our hearts will be also. Looking back over the ages since the +life-principle first glided into our planet waters--how it did so is as +yet part of our unsolved mystery--what we chiefly see is a great +surging of the living thing upward and upward toward that Highest +Universal to which we give the name of God. + + + +V + + +That is a point which we do not sufficiently seize--that God is not +revealed to us by one avenue of truth alone, but by all the avenues of +truth working together. With our tendency to keep the Universal in a +special compartment of life we see Him as making Himself known through a +line of teachers culminating in a Church or a complex of churches; and +we rarely think of Him as making Himself known in any other way. To +change the figure, He trickles to us like a brook instead of bathing us +round and round like light or air. + +But all good things must express the Universal; and all discovery of +truth, whether by religion, science, philosophy, or imaginative art, +must be discovery in God. The Ten Commandments and the Sermon on the +Mount are discoveries in God, but so are the advances in knowledge made +by Plato, Aristotle, Roger Bacon, and Thomas Edison. He shows Himself +through Abraham, Moses, Isaiah, and St. Paul, but also through Homer, +Shakespeare, Michael Angelo, Beethoven, Darwin, George Eliot, William +James, and Henry Irving. I take the names at random as illustrating +different branches of endeavour, and if I use only great ones it is not +that the lesser are excluded. No one department of human effort is +specially His, or is His special expression. The Church cannot be so +more than the stage, or music more than philosophy. His Holy Spirit can +be no more outpoured on the bishop or the elder for his work than on the +inventor or the scientist for his work. I say so not to minimise the +outpouring on the bishop or the elder, but to magnify that on everyone +working for progress. This, I take it, is what St. John means when he +says, "God does not give the Spirit with limitations." He who always +gives all to all His children cannot give more. + +When our Lord restores sight to a blind man, or Peter and John cause a +lame man to walk, we see manifestations of God; but we see equal +manifestations of God when one man gives us the telephone, another the +motor-car, and another wireless telegraphy. Whatever declares His power +declares Him; and whatever declares Him is a means by which we press +upward to the perception of His loving almightiness. The advance may be +irregular but it is advance; and all advance is advance toward Him. + + + +VI + + +That is to say, we are rising above a conception of life in which matter +is our master; and yet we are rising above it slowly. This is my chief +point here, because by understanding it we see why we still suffer from +material afflictions. We have overcome some of them, but only some of +them. It is a question of racial development. As we glance backward we +see how much of the way we have covered; as we look round on our +present conditions we see how much there is still to be achieved. + +To diminish fear we should have it, I think, clearly before us that the +human race has done as yet only part of its work, and put us in +possession of only part of the resources which will one day belong to +us. If we could compare ourselves with our ancestors in the days, let us +say, of Christopher Columbus or William the Conqueror we should seem in +relation to them like children of a higher phase of creation. If we +could compare ourselves with our descendants of five hundred or a +thousand years hence we should probably be amazed at our present +futility and grossness. Our ancestors in the Middle Ages could do +certain great things, as we, too, can do certain great things; but in +general access to the Universal Storehouse which is God we have made +progress in ways unknown to them, as our children will make such +progress after us. + +But we have made only the progress we have made. We have its advantages, +but there are advantages to which we have not yet attained. We might +liken ourselves to people who have reached the fourth or fifth step of a +stairway in which there are twenty or thirty. We have climbed to a +certain height, but we are far from having reached the plane to which we +are ascending. + + + +VII + + +It is worth noting this for the reason that we are so likely to think of +ourselves as the climax to which the ages have worked up, and after +which there is no beyond. We are the final word, or as the French +express it, the last cry, _le dernier cri_. All that can be felt we have +felt, all that can be known we have experienced. For the most part this +stand is taken by the intellectuals in all modern countries. In us of +to-day, of this very hour, the wave of Eternity has broken, throwing +nothing at our feet but froth. The literature of the past ten years is +soaked in the pessimism of those who regret that this should be all that +the travail of Time could produce for us. + +In view of this moan from so many of the writers who have the public +ear, especially in Europe, it is the more important to keep before us +the fact that we are children of a race but partially developed at best. +Compared with what will one day be within human scope our actual reach +is only a little beyond impotence. I say this not merely at a venture, +but on the strength of what has happened in the past. We are not a +people which has accomplished much, but one on the way to +accomplishment. The achievements of which we can boast are relatively +like those of a child of five who boasts that he can count. Our whole +world-condition shows us to be racially incompetent, and able to produce +no more than incompetent leaders. That is our present high-water mark, +and with our high-water mark we must learn to be satisfied. + +Escaping from matter we are still within the grasp of matter, and shall +probably so continue for generations to come. Our struggles must +therefore be largely with matter, till little by little we achieve its +domination. In proportion as the individual does so now he reaps the +reward of his victory; and in proportion as he reaps that reward fear is +overcome. Our primary fear being fear of matter, much is gained by +grasping the fact which modern science for the past ten or fifteen years +has been carefully putting before us--vainly as far as most of us are +concerned--that what we call matter is a force subject to the control of +mind, while the directing of mind rests wholly with ourselves. Since we +have controlled matter to make it in so many ways a hostile force, it +ought to be within our power to turn it in our favour. + + + +VIII + + +Which is, I suppose, the trend we are following, even if we follow it +unconsciously. For the turning of the matter in our favour we have +fortunately some notable examples. Our race has produced one perfectly +normal man to whom all of us sub-normals can look as the type of what we +are one day to become. + +I think it a pity that so much of our thought of Him makes Him an +exception to human possibilities. In speaking of Him as the Son of God +we fancy Him as being in another category from ourselves. We forget that +we, too, are sons of God--"heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ."[19] It +is true that He realised that Sonship to a degree which we do not; but +it is also true that we ourselves realise it to some degree. In the +detail of the mastery of matter to which we shall attain it is fair, I +think, to take Him as our standard. + +[19] Epistle to the Romans. + +Taking Him as our standard we shall work out, I venture to think, to the +following points of progress. + +a. The control of matter in furnishing ourselves with food and drink, by +means more direct than at present employed, as He turned water into wine +and fed the multitudes with the loaves and fishes. + +b. The control of matter by putting away from ourselves, by methods more +sure and less roundabout than those of to-day, sickness, blindness, +infirmity, and deformity. + +c. The control of matter by regulating our atmospheric conditions as He +stilled the tempest. + +d. The control of matter by restoring to this phase of existence those +who have passed out of it before their time, or who can ill be spared +from it, as He "raised" three young people from "the dead" and Peter and +Paul followed His example. + +e. The control of matter in putting it off and on at will, as He in His +death and resurrection. + +f. The control of matter in passing altogether out of it, as He in what +we call His Ascension into Heaven. + + + +IX + + +It will be observed that I take as historic records the statements of +the Bible. This I do in face of the efforts of many of the clergy in a +number of the churches to make me see in the Old Testament chiefly a +collection of myths, and in the New a series of compilations by +irresponsible hands, of doubtful date and authority, leaving, in the +case of our Lord, only a substratum which can be relied on as +biographical. + +As an instance of what I mean I quote the following: A few weeks ago I +happened to mention to the distinguished head of one of the most +important theological schools of one of the largest denominations in the +country, our Lord's turning the water into wine. "I've no idea that He +ever did anything of the kind," were the words with which he dismissed +the subject, which I did not take up again. I am not arguing here +against his point of view. I merely state that I do not share it, and +for these two main reasons: + +First, because the so-called Higher Criticism on which it is based is a +purely evanescent phase of man's learning, likely to be rejected +to-morrow by those who accept it to-day, as has been the case with other +such phases; + +Secondly, because I feel sure that, with the mastery of matter to which +we have already attained, the future development of our race will +justify these seeming "miracles," and make them as natural and +commonplace as telegraphy and telephony. + +I speak only for myself when I say that the more I can feel round me the +atmosphere of omnipotence the less I am aware of fear. It is a matter of +course that the one should exclude the other. The sense of being myself, +in a measure, the inheritor of omnipotence, as an heir of God and a +co-heir with Christ, becomes, therefore, one to cultivate. This I can do +only in proportion as I see that my Standard and Example cultivated it +before me. In my capacity as a son of God I take as applying to myself +the words reported by St. John: "In most solemn truth I tell you that +the Son can do nothing of Himself--He can only do what He sees the +Father doing; for whatever He does, that the Son does in like manner." + +While sayings like these, of which there are many in the New Testament, +apply doubtless, in the first place, to Him who best exemplifies the +Sonship of God, they must apply, in the second place, I suppose, to all +who exemplify that Sonship to any degree whatever. Man is the Son of +God; and it is worth noting that He who is specially termed the Son of +God is also specially termed the Son of Man. "Dear friends," St. John +writes, elsewhere, "we are now God's children, but what we are to be in +the future has not been fully revealed to us." I take it, therefore, as +no presumption on my part to emphasise in my daily thought my place as a +co-heir with Christ, feeling that not only is God's almightiness +exercised on my behalf, but that as much of it as I know how to use is +placed in my hands. + + + +X + + +This last, of course, is very little. Even that little I use doubtfully, +timidly, tremblingly. That is the utmost reach to which present +race-development and personal development have brought me. With regard +to the opportunities all round me I am as if I stood beside an airship +in which I could fly if I knew how to work its engines, which I do not. +Other conveniences besides airships would be of no good at all to me if +someone more skilful than I didn't come to my aid. There is probably no +person living of whom the same is not true. Large portions of +omnipotence are placed within hands which are too busy grasping other +things to seize all that they could hold. + +I remember the encouragement it was to me when I understood that to hold +anything at all was so much to the good as a starting-point. I had been +in the habit of dwelling on the much I had missed rather than on the +little I had apprehended. But the little I had apprehended was, after +all, my real possession, and one I could increase. It is like the few +dollars a man has in a savings bank. That at least is his, +notwithstanding the millions he might have possessed if he had only +known how to acquire them. There are many instances of a few dollars in +the savings bank becoming the seedling of millions before the span of a +man's life is passed. + +To be glad of what we can do while knowing it is only a portion of what +will one day be done is to me a helpful point of view. "There may be +truth in all this," is the observation of a young lady who has scanned +what I have written, "and yet I don't believe that we shall ever conquer +fear." That, it seems to me, is to tie chains and iron weights about +one's feet when starting on a race. If we are to keep in the race at +all, to say nothing of winning it, the spirit must be free. One must add +the courage which springs from a partial knowledge of the truth to the +patience one gets from the understanding that as yet our knowledge of +the truth is but partial. + + + +XI + + +I often think that if the churches could come to this last admission it +would be a help to themselves and to all of us. As already hinted I am +anxious to keep away from the subject of churches through a natural +dread of bitterness; but this much I feel at liberty to say, saying it +as I do in deep respect for the bodies which have kept alive the glimmer +of Divine Light in a world which would have blown it out. In a +partially developed race the churches can have no more than a partially +developed grasp of truth. A partially developed grasp of truth is +much--it is pricelessly much--but it is not a knowledge of the whole +truth. Not being a knowledge of the whole truth it should be humble, +tolerant, and eager to expand. + +The weakness of the ecclesiastical system strikes me as lying in the +assumption, or practical assumption, on the part of each sect that _it_ +is the sole repository of truth, and of all the truth. There is no sect +which does not claim more than all mankind can claim. Moreover, there is +no sect which does not make its claims exclusively, asserting not only +that these claims are right, but that all other claims are wrong. To the +best of my knowledge, the sect has not yet risen which would make more +than shadowy concessions to any other sect. + +True, it must not be forgotten that no sect bases its teaching on what +it has worked out for itself, but on the revelation made to it in Jesus +Christ. Every sect would admit that its own view of truth might have +been partial were it not for the fact that in Jesus Christ it has +everything. Where the theories of men might be inadequate His immense +knowledge comes in as supplementary. + +This might be so had He Himself undertaken to give more than a partial +view of truth. But He says expressly that He does not. He gives what His +hearers might be assumed to be able to assimilate; but that is all. "I +have much more to say to you, but you are unable at present to bear the +burden of it."[20] It being an axiom in teaching to give the pupil only +what he can receive, this is the utmost that our Lord attempts. + +[20] St. John. + +He goes on, however, to add these words, which are significant: "But +when He has come--the Spirit of Truth--He will guide you into all the +truth."[21] No doubt that process is even now going on, and will continue +to go on in proportion as our race develops. We are being guided into +all the truth, through all kinds of channels, spiritual, literary, +scientific, philosophical. The naive supposition that this promise was +kept on the Day of Pentecost, when a sudden access of knowledge +committed all truth to the apostles and through them to the Church +forevermore, is contradicted by the facts. The apostles had no such +knowledge and made no claims to its possession. The Church has never had +it, either. "All truth" covers much more ground than do questions of +ecclesiastical forms of government or of the nature of the sacraments. +"All truth" must go as far as the Universal goes, leaving nothing +outside its range. "All truth" must surely be such self-evident truth as +to admit of no further dissensions. + +[21] St. John. + +Taking truth as a circle, the symbol of perfection, we may assume that +our Lord disclosed a view of a very large arc in its circumference. But +of the arc which He disclosed no one group of His followers has as yet +perceived the whole. At the same time it is probable that each group has +perceived some arc of that arc, and an arc perceived by no other group. +"All truth" being too large for any one group to grasp, the Baptist sees +his segment, the Catholic his, the Methodist his, the Anglican his, the +Congregationalist his, until the vision of Christ is made up. I name +only the groups with which we are commonly most familiar, though we +might go through the hundreds of Christian sects and agree that each has +its angle from which it sees what is visible from no other. Though there +is likely to be error in all such perceptions a considerable portion of +truth must be there, or the sect in question would not survive. It is +safe to say that no sect comes into existence, thrives, and endures, +unless it is to supply that which has been missed elsewhere. + + + +XII + + +What place is there then for intersectarian or ecclesiastical arrogance? + +The question is far from foreign to my subject. Fear is what arrogance +feeds upon; fear is what arrogance produces; and arrogance is the +special immorality of churches. To my mind the churches are almost +precluded from combating fear, for the reason that arrogance is to so +marked a degree their outstanding vice. + +The Catholic is arrogant toward the Protestant; the Protestant is +arrogant toward the Catholic; the Anglican is arrogant to him whom he +calls a Dissenter in England, and merely "unchurches" in America; the +Unitarian is arrogant to those whom he thinks less intellectual than +himself; those who believe in the Trinity are arrogant toward the +Unitarian. All other Christian bodies have their own shades of +arrogance, entirely permitted by their codes, like scorn of the weak to +the knights of Arthur's court. An active, recognised, and mutual +arrogance all round is the reason why it is so rare to see any two or +three or half a dozen Christian sects work for any cause in harmony. +Arrogance begets fear as surely and prolifically as certain of the +rodents beget offspring. + +Much has been written during the past fifty years on the beautiful theme +of the reunion of Christendom. Rarely does any great synod or +convention or council meet without some scheme or some aspiration toward +this end. Every now and then a programme is put forth, now by this body, +now by that, with yearning and good intentions. And in every such +programme the same grim humour is to be read behind the brotherly +invitation. "We can all unite--if others will think as we do." Is it any +wonder that nothing ever comes of these efforts? And yet, I am +persuaded, a day will dawn when something will. + + + +XIII + + +"When he has come--the Spirit of Truth--he will guide you into all the +truth." That will be in the course of our race-development. As step is +added to step, as milestone is passed after milestone, as we see more +clearly what counts and what doesn't count, as we outgrow childishness, +as we come more nearly to what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the +stature of full-grown men in Christ,"[22] we shall do many things that +now seem impossible. Among them I think we shall view intersectarian +arrogance as a mark of enfeebled intelligence. There will come an era of +ecclesiastical climbing down. We shall see more distinctly our own +segment of the arc which our Lord has revealed, and because of that we +shall know that another man sees what we have missed. The Methodist will +then acknowledge that he has much to learn from the Catholic; the +Catholic will know the same of the Baptist; the Anglican of the +Presbyterian; the Unitarian of the Anglican; and a co-operative universe +be reflected in a co-operative Church. Each will lose something of his +present cocksureness and exclusiveness. God will be seen as too big for +any sect, while all the sects together will sink out of sight in God. + +[22] Epistle to the Ephesians. + +In the meantime we are only working toward that end, but toward it we +are working. Every man who believes in a church is doing something to +bring that end about when he gives a kindly thought to any other church. +I say this the more sincerely owing to the fact that I myself am +naturally bigoted, and such kindly thought does not come to me easily. +There are sects I dislike so much that my eyes jump from the very +paragraphs in the newspapers which mention them. And yet when I curb +myself, when I force myself to read them, when I force myself to read +them sympathetically and with a good wish in my heart, my mental +atmosphere grows wider and I am in a stronger, surer, steadier, and more +fearless world. + +Much criticism has been levelled at the Church within the past few +years; but it should be remembered that the Church no more than +government, no more than business, no more than education, can be ahead +of the only partially developed race of which she is one of the +expressions. She is not yet out of the world of matter, though she is +emerging. In proportion as her concepts, hopes, and aims remain material +she will be as incompetent as any other body with the same handicaps and +limitations. In proportion as she learns to "overthrow arrogant +reckonings and every stronghold that towers high in defiance of the +knowledge of God,"[23] she will become the leader of the world, and our +great deliverer from fear. + +[23] Second Epistle to the Corinthians. + + + +XIV + + +B. Of the trials brought upon us by a world of men perhaps our chief +resentment springs from their unreasonableness. They are not necessary; +they might be avoided; at their worst they could be tempered. For this +reason, too, they take us by surprise. Those who bring them on us seem +captious, thoughtless, cruel. When they could so easily offer us a +helping hand they obstruct us for the mere sport of doing so. People +toward whom we have never had an unkindly thought will often go out of +their way to do us a bad turn. + +I shall not enlarge on this, since most of us are in a position to +enlarge on it for ourselves. There is scarcely an individual for whom +the way, hard enough at any time, has not been made harder by the barbed +wire entanglements which other people throw across his path. Almost +anything we plan we plan in the teeth of someone's opposition; almost +anything with which we try to associate ourselves is fraught with +discords and irritations that often inspire disgust. The worlds in which +co-operation is essential, from that of governmental politics to that of +offices and homes, are centres of animosities and suspicions, and +therefore breeding-grounds of fear. + +I suppose most grown-up people can recall the wounded amazement with +which they first found themselves attacked by someone to whom they were +not conscious of ever having given cause. Some are sensitive to this +sort of thing; some grow callous to it; some are indifferent; and some +are said to enjoy it. In the main I think we are sensitive and remain +sensitive. I have been told by a relative of one of the three or four +greatest living writers of English that the unfavourable comment of a +child would affect him so that he would be depressed for hours. +Statesmen and politicians, I understand, suffer far more deeply in the +inner self than the outer self ever gives a sign of. The fact that our +own weakness or folly or recklessness or wrong-doing lays us open to a +blow is not much consolation when it falls. + + + +XV + + +For myself all this became more tolerable when I had fully grasped the +fact that we are still to a considerable degree a race of savages. From +savages one cannot expect too much, not even from oneself. We have +advanced beyond the stage at which one naturally attacked a stranger +simply because he was a stranger, but we have not advanced very far. The +instinct to do one another harm is still strong in us. We do one another +harm when it would be just as easy, perhaps easier, to do one another +good. Just as the Ashanti hiding in the bush will hurl his assegai at a +passer-by for no other reason than that he is passing, so our love of +doing harm will spit itself out on people just because we know +their names. + +Personally I find myself often doing it. I could on the spur of the +moment write as many as twenty names of people of whom I am accustomed +to speak ill without really knowing much about them. I make it an excuse +that they are in the public eye, that I don't like their politics, or +their social opinions, or their literary output, or the things they do +on the stage. Anything will serve so long as it gives me the opportunity +to hurl my assegai as I see them pass. One does it instinctively, +viciously, because like other semi-savages one is undeveloped mentally, +and it is to be expected. + +By expecting it from others half our resentment is forestalled. Knowing +that from a race such as ours we shall not get anything else we learn to +take it philosophically. If I hurl my assegai at another, another hurls +his assegai at me, and in a measure we are quits. Even if, trying to +rise above my inborn savagery, I withhold my assegai, it is no sign that +another will withhold his, and I may be wounded even in the effort to do +my best. Very well; that, too, is to be expected and must be +taken manfully. + +The learning to take it manfully is what as individuals we get out of +it. For the most part we are soft at heart, soft, I mean, not in the +sense of being tender, but in that of being flabby. + +On myself this was borne in less than a year ago. I had for some months +been working hard at a picture-play which when put before the public was +largely misunderstood. While some of the papers praised it others +criticised it severely, but whether they praised or blamed I was seen as +"teaching a lesson," a presumption from which I shrink. It is not that +there is any harm in teaching a lesson if a man is qualified, but I no +longer consider myself qualified. Sharing ideas is one thing, and the +highest pleasure of the reason; but the assumption that because you +suggest an idea you seek to convert is quite another thing. If I failed +to make it plain that in this present book I was merely offering ideas +for inspection, and in the hope of getting others in return, I should +put it in the fire. + +My picture-play once handed over to the public I experienced an intense +reaction of depression. To figure through the country, wherever there +are screens, as "teaching a lesson" seemed more than I could bear. It +_was_ more than I could bear, till it flashed on me that I couldn't bear +it merely because I was inwardly flabby. I was not taking the experience +manfully. I was not standing up to it, nor getting from it that +toughening of the inner fibre which it had to yield. As usual in my +case, owing to an acquaintance with the Bible imparted to me in +childhood, a suggestion from the Bible was that which righted me again +toward cheerfulness. It came, as such things always do, without any +seeking, or other operation beyond that of the subconscious self. + +_Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ._[24] + +[24] St Paul's Second Epistle to Timothy. + +It was exactly what I needed to do--to endure hardness--to take it--to +bear it--to be more of a man for it. Moreover, the idea was a new +suggestion. I had not understood before that to the conquest of fear the +hardening of the inner man is an auxiliary. My object had been to ward +off fear so that it shouldn't touch me; but to let it strike and rebound +because it could make no impact was an enlarging of the principle. +Viewing the experience as a strengthening process enabled me not only to +go through it but to do so with serenity. + +This, I imagine, is the main thing we are to get out of the struggle +brought on us through living in a world of men such as men are to-day. +It is a pity they are not better, but being no better than they are we +can get that much from the fact--the inner hardening. When, justly or +unjustly, others attack or hurt or worry or anger or annoy me, the +knowledge that through the very trial I am toughening within, where so +often I am without moral muscle, can be a perceptible support. + + + +XVI + + +C. Of the two main trials we bring on ourselves I suppose it would be +only right to put sickness first. + +Under sickness I include everything that makes for age, decay, and the +conditions commonly classed as "breaking up." It is becoming more and +more recognised, I think, that physical collapse has generally behind it +a mental cause, or a long series of mental causes too subtle for +tabulation. + +I shall not dwell on this, for the reason that during the past fifty +years so much has been written on the subject. A number of movements for +human betterment have kept the whole idea in the forefront of the public +mind. It is an idea only partially accepted as yet, arousing as much +opposition among the conservative as hope on the part of the +progressive. Since, however, science and religion are both, in their +different ways, working on it together, some principle which can no +longer be questioned is likely to be worked out within the next few +generations. + +All I shall attempt to do now is to re-state what seems to me the +fact--stated by others with knowledge and authority--that God, rightly +understood, is the cure of disease and not the cause of it. There is +something repugnant in the thought of Universal Intelligence +propagating harmful bacteria, and selecting the crises at which we shall +succumb to their effects. The belief that God sends sickness upon us +amounts to neither less nor more than that. The bacilli which we try to +destroy He uses His almighty power to cultivate, so that even our +efforts to protect ourselves become defiances of His Will. + +Surely the following incident, which gives our Lord's attitude toward +disease, affords a reasonable basis for our own. + +"Once He was teaching on the Sabbath in one of the synagogues where a +woman was present who for eighteen years had been a confirmed invalid; +she was bent double, and was unable to lift herself to her full height. +But Jesus saw her, and calling to her, He said to her, 'Woman, you are +free from your weakness.' And He put His hands on her, and she +immediately stood upright and began to give glory to God. Then the +Warden of the Synagogue, indignant that Jesus had cured her on the +Sabbath day, said to the crowd, 'There are six days in the week on +which people ought to work. On those days therefore come and get +yourselves cured, and not on the Sabbath day.' But the Lord's reply to +him was, 'Hypocrites, does not each of you on the Sabbath day untie his +bullock or his ass from the stall and lead him to water? And this woman, +daughter of Abraham as she is, _whom Satan had bound_ for no less than +eighteen years, was she not to be loosed from this chain because it is +the Sabbath day?' When He had said this all His opponents were ashamed, +while the whole multitude was delighted at the many glorious things +continually done by Him."[25] + +[25] St. Luke. + +It was not God, in His opinion, who had afflicted this woman; it was +Satan, the personification of all evil. But in order that such +references should not be misunderstood He had said of Satan, only a +short time before, "I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven."[26] + +[26] St. Luke. + +Heaven, I take it, is creation as its Creator sees it. "God saw +everything that he had made, and behold it was very good."[27] And from +this creation, with the rapidity of the quickest thing we know anything +about, a flash of lightning, our Lord saw the personification of evil +blotted out. What thought had formed thought could destroy. The spectre +which misunderstanding of God had raised in a life in which everything +was _very good_ became nothing at the instant when God was understood. + +[27] The Book of Genesis. + +The occasion of His speaking the words I have quoted is worth noting as +bearing on the subject. + +A little earlier He had sent out seventy of His disciples to be the +heralds of the Kingdom. "Cure the sick in that town, and tell them the +Kingdom of God is now at your door."[28] By this time the seventy had +returned, exclaiming joyfully, "Master, even the demons submit to us +when we utter your name."[29] It was apparently the use of this word +_demons_ which called forth from Him that explanation, "I beheld Satan +as lightning fall from heaven." In other words, Satan is the creation of +wrong thought; the demons are the creations of wrong thought. Where the +Universal Good is all there can be no place for evil or evil spirits. +Banish the concept and you banish the thing. The action is as quick as +thought, and thought is as quick as lightning. "I have given you power," +He goes on to add, "to tread serpents and scorpions underfoot, and to +trample on all the power of the Enemy; and in no case shall anything do +you harm."[30] + +[28] St. Luke. + +[29] St. Luke. + +[30] St. Luke. + +This was no special gift bestowed on them and only on them. God has +never, as far as we can see, dealt in special and temporary gifts. He +helps us to see those we possess already. What our Lord seems anxious to +make clear is the power over evil with which the human being is always +endowed. It is probably to be one of our great future discoveries that +in no case shall anything do us harm. As yet we scarcely believe it. +Only an individual here and there sees that freedom and domination must +belong to us. But, if I read the signs of the times aright, the rest of +us are slowly coming to the same conclusion. We are less scornful of +spiritual power than we were even a few years ago. The cocksure +scientific which in its time was not a whit less arrogant than the +cocksure ecclesiastical is giving place to a consciousness that man is +the master of many things of which he was once supposed to be the slave. +In proportion as the wiser among us are able to corroborate that which +we simpler ones feel by a sixth or seventh sense, a long step will be +taken toward the immunity from suffering which our Lord knew to be +ideally our inheritance. + + + +XVII + + +Sickness, age, decay, with all the horrors with which we invest our exit +from this phase of existence, I take to be a misreading of God's +intentions. We shall learn to read better by and by, and have already +begun to do so. To this beginning I attribute the improvement which in +one way or another has taken place in our general health--an +improvement in which science and religion have worked together, often +without perceiving the association--and in the prolonging of youth which +in countries like the British Empire and the United States is, within +thirty or forty years, to be noted easily. + +Misreading of God's intentions I might compare to that misreading of his +parent's intentions which goes on in the mind of every child of six or +seven. He sees the happenings in the household, but sees them in a light +of his own. Years afterwards, when their real significance comes to him, +he smiles at his childish distortions of the obvious. + +In comparison with what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the stature of +full-grown men in Christ," our present rating might be that of a child +of this age. It is no higher. Misreading is all that we are equal to, +but it is something to be able to misread. It is a step on the way to +reading correctly. Though our impulse to learn works feebly it works +restlessly; and a day will surely come when we shall be able to +interpret God aright. + + + +XVIII + + +Next to sickness I should place poverty as the second of the two great +trials we bring upon ourselves. + +Under poverty I class all sense of restriction, limitation, and material +helplessness. As the subject will be taken up more in detail elsewhere I +wish for the minute to say no more than this: that, in an existence of +which Growth seems to be the purpose, God could not intend that any of +us should be without full power of expansion. + +What we are worth to him we must be worth as individuals; and what we +are worth as individuals must depend on the peculiar combination of +qualities which goes to make up each one of us. _I_, poor creature that +I sometimes seem to others and always to myself, am so composed that God +never before had anything exactly like me in the whole round of His +creation. My value lies in a special blend of potentialities. Of the +billions and trillions of human beings who have passed across this +planet not one could ever have done what I can do, or have filled my +place toward God and His designs. + +Among the billions and trillions I may seem trivial--to men. I may even +seem trivial to myself. To such numbers as these I can add so little +when I come, and take away so little from them when I go, that I am not +worth counting. Quite so--to all human reckoning. But my value is not my +value to men; it is not even my value to myself; it is my value to God. +He alone knows my use, and the peculiar beauty I bring to the ages in +making my contribution. It is no presumptuous thing to say that He could +no more spare me than any other father of a normal and loving family +could spare one of the children of his flesh and blood. + +Now, my value to God is my first reckoning. We commonly make it the +last, if we ever make it at all; but it is the first and the ruling one. + +What I am to my family, my country, myself, is all secondary. They +determine only the secondary results. The first results come from my +first relationship, and my first relationship is to God. As the child of +my parents, as a citizen of my country, as a denizen of this planet, my +place is a temporary one. As the son of God I am from everlasting to +everlasting, a splendid being with the universe as my home. + +Now this, it seems to me, is my point of departure for the estimate of +my possible resources. I cannot expect less of the good things of the +universe than God would naturally bestow on His son. To expect less is +to get less, since it is to dwarf my own power of receiving. If I close +the opening through which abundance flows it cannot be strange if I shut +abundance out. + +And that is precisely what we find throughout the human race, millions +upon millions of lives tightly shut against His generosity. The most +generous treatment for which the majority of us look is man's. The only +standard by which the majority of us appraise our work is man's. You +have a job; you get your twenty or thirty or fifty or a hundred dollars +a week for it; and by those dollars you judge your earning capacity and +allow it to be judged. You hardly ever pause to remember that there is +an estimate of earning capacity which measures industry and good will +and integrity and devotion, and puts them above all tricks of trade _and +rewards them_--rewards them, I mean, not merely in mystical blessings in +eons far off, possibly the highest blessings we shall ever know, but +rewards them in a way that will satisfy you now. + +"He satisfieth the empty soul," writes the psalmist, in one of the +sublimest lyrics ever penned, "and filleth the hungry soul with +goodness." + +"Yes, of course," says the Caucasian. "When you have crushed out all +your present cravings and forgotten them, He will give you joys of which +now you have no conception." + +But are not my present cravings those which count for me? and do they +not make up precisely that character which renders me unique? True, my +longings now may have to the longings I shall one day entertain only the +relation of your little boy's craving for an alphabetic picture-book to +the course in philosophy he will take when he is twenty-five; but so +long as the picture-book is the thing he can appreciate you give it to +him. Is not this common sense? And can we expect the Father of us all to +act in other than common-sense ways? + +It is because we do so expect--because we do so almost universally--that +we have blocked the channels of His blessings. The world is crowded with +men and women working their fingers to the bone, and even so just +squeaking along betwixt life and death and dragging their children after +them. They are the great problem of mankind; they rend the heart with +pity. They rend the heart with pity all the more for the reason that +there is no sense in their poverty. There is no need of it. God never +willed it, and what God never willed can go out of life with the speed +of Satan out of Heaven. We have only to fulfil certain conditions, +certain conditions quite _easy_ to fulfil, to find the stores of the +Universal laid as a matter of course at the feet of the sons of God. + +"Prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of Hosts," are the striking words +of the prophet Malachi, "if I will not open you the windows of heaven +and pour you out a blessing that there shall not be room enough to +receive it.... And all nations shall call you blessed, for ye shall be a +delightsome land," + + + +XIX + + +But it is the old story: we do not believe it. It is too good to be +true, so we put it away from us. In a world where the material is so +pressing we use only material measures, and bow only to material force. + +So be it! That is apparently as far as our race-development takes us. It +takes us into suffering, but not out of it. Individuals have come into +it and worked their way out again; but most of us can go no faster than +the crowd. In that case we must suffer. In a terrible crisis in his +history, and after many sins, David was able to write these words: "I +sought the Lord ... and He delivered me out of all my fears." It is the +royal avenue, and it is open to anyone. And yet if we do not take it, it +still does not follow that all is lost. + +Of the world as it is the outstanding fact is the necessity for +struggle. Struggle may conceivably enter into every other world. There +is something in us which requires it, which craves for it. A static +heaven in which all is won and there is nothing forevermore but to enjoy +has never made much appeal to us. If eternal life means eternal growth +we shall always have something with which to strive, since growth means +overcoming. + +While sorry, then, that we have not released ourselves to a greater +degree than we have, we may take heart of grace from what we have +achieved. We must simply struggle on. Struggle will continue to make and +shape us. Whether our problems spring from a world of matter, from a +world of men, or from ourselves, their solving brings us a fuller grasp +of truth. The progress may be slow but it is progress. Hardship by +hardship, task by task, failure by failure, conquest by conquest, we +pull ourselves up a little higher in the scale. Some day we shall see in +the Universal all that we have been looking for, and be delivered out of +all our fears. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE WORLD AS IT IS AND THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR + + + +I + + +Of all fears the most dogging and haunting are those connected with +money. Everyone knows them, even the rich. For many years I was their +victim, and will now try to tell how I got rid of them so effectively +that I may call it entirely. + +Having a good many responsibilities I lived in terror of not being able +to keep pace with their demands. The dread was like a malign invisible +presence, never leaving me. With much in the way of travel, friendship, +and variety of experience, which I could have enjoyed, the evil thing +was forever at my side. "This is all very well," it would whisper in +moments of pleasure, "but it will be over in an hour or two, and then +you'll be alone with me as before." + +I can recall minutes when the delight in landscape, or art, or social +intercourse, became alien to me, something to be thrust away. Once in +driving through rich, lush, storied Warwickshire on the way to +Stratford-on-Avon--once in a great Parisian restaurant where the +refinement, brilliancy, and luxury of the world seemed crushed into +epitome--once at a stupendous performance of _Goetterdaemmerung_ at +Munich--once while standing on the shores of a lovely New Hampshire lake +looking up at a mountain round which, as Emerson says, the Spirit of +Mystery hovers and broods--but these are only remembered high points of +a constant dread of not being able to meet my needs and undertakings. +There used to be an hour in the very early morning--"the coward hour +before the dawn," it is called by a poet-friend of my own--when I was in +the habit of waking, only to hear the sleepless thing saying, as my +senses struggled back into play, "My God, can you be sleeping +peacefully, with possible ruin just ahead of you?" After that further +sleep would become impossible for an hour or two, such wakings +occurring, in periods of stress, as often as two and three times a week. + + + +II + + +It was the spiritually minded man whom I have already quoted as giving +me the three great points as to God's direction who first helped me to +see that, on the part of anyone working hard and trying on the whole to +do right, the fear of being left without means amounts in effect to +denial of God. Thinking this over for myself during the course of some +years, this fear has come to seem to me of the nature of blasphemy. It +is like the "Curse God and die," of the wife of Job. I shall not +hesitate to speak strongly on the subject, because so few are speaking +on it strongly--while the urgency is pressing. + + + +III + + +I have already said that it does not seem reasonable that the Father +should put us into His universe to expand, and then deny us the power +of expanding. The power of expanding is not wrapped up in money, but in +the world as it is the independence of the one of the other is not very +great. "One of the hardest things I ever had to do," a mother said to +me, not long ago, "was to tell my little girl that her father and I +could not afford to send her to college." That is what I mean. To most +of us "expanding" and "affording" amount to the same thing. + +True, there are natures which transcend the limitations of "affording," +and by innate strength do what others resign themselves to not doing. +For instance, there are men and women who "put themselves" through +college, doing similar things which bring out the best in their +characters. These are the exceptions; and they are the exceptions +precisely for the reason that, whether they know it or not, they are +nearer than their fellows to the divine working principle. It is not +necessary for us to be conscious of that principle in order to get much +of its result, though consciousness enables us to get more of it. The +strong are strong because of harmony with God, at least to some extent. +They may misuse their strength, as we can misuse anything; but the mere +fact of possessing it shows a certain degree of touch with the +Universal. But I am speaking chiefly of the weak, of those who think +first of all in terms of restriction rather than in those of privilege +to come and go and be and do. + +I repeat that though this privilege is not dependent on money, money +expresses it to the average mind. + +And what is money after all? It is only a counter for what we call +goods. Goods is the word with which, according to our Anglo-Saxon genius +for the right phrase, we sum up the good things with which the Father +blesses His children. The root connection between good, goods, and God +is worth everyone's attention, A hundred dollars is simply a standard of +measurement for so much of God's good things. A thousand dollars +represents so much more; a million dollars so much more again. But it is +important to note that this is not God's standard of measurement; it is +man's, and adopted only for man's convenience. + +As for God's standard of measurement it is inconceivable that the +Universal Father should give to one of His children far more of His +"goods" than he can use, while denying to another that which he is in +absolute need of. The Universal Father could surely not do otherwise +than bless all alike. With His command of resources He must bless all +alike, not by depriving anyone, but by enriching everyone. If everyone +does not enjoy plenty it must be because of the bringing in of some +principle of distribution which could never have been His. + + + +IV + + +The right and the wrong principles of distribution are indirectly placed +before us by our Lord in one of the most beautiful passages which ever +fell from human lips. Familiar as it is, I venture to quote it at +length, for the reason that the modern translation makes some of the +points clearer than they are in the King James version which most of us +know best. + +"No man can be the bondservant of two masters; for either he will +dislike one and like the other, or he will attach himself to one and +think slightingly of the other. You cannot be the bondservants both of +God and of gold. For this reason I charge you not to be over-anxious +about your lives, inquiring what you are to eat or what you are to +drink, nor yet about your bodies, inquiring what clothes you are to put +on. Is not the life more precious than its food, and the body than its +clothing? Look at the birds which fly in the air; they do not sow or +reap or store up in barns, but your Heavenly Father feeds them; are you +not of much greater value than they? Which of you by being over-anxious +can add a single foot to his height? And why be anxious about clothing? +Learn a lesson of the wild lilies. Watch their growth. They neither toil +nor spin, and yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his +magnificence could array himself like one of these. And yet if God so +clothes the wild herbage which to-day flourishes and to-morrow is cast +into the oven, is it not much more certain that he will clothe you, you +men of little faith? Do not even begin to be anxious, therefore, saying, +'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' +For all these are questions that Gentiles are always asking; but your +Heavenly Father knows that you need these things--all of them. But make +His Kingdom and righteousness your chief aim, and then these things +shall be given you in addition. Do not be over-anxious, therefore, about +to-morrow, for to-morrow will bring its own cares. Enough for each day +are its own troubles." + +In this passage there are two points, each of which may merit a few +words as a means of eliminating fear. + + + +V + + +The first point is the reference to what we are to make our "chief +aim"--the Kingdom of God and righteousness. + +I feel sure we generally miss the force of these words through our +Caucasian sanctimoniousness. We can think of God's Kingdom and +righteousness only in the light of the pietistic. The minute they are +mentioned we strike what I have already called our artificial pose, our +funereal frame of mind. I am not flippant when I say that in the mind of +the Caucasian the first step toward seeking the Kingdom of God and +righteousness is in pulling a long face. We can hardly think of +righteousness except as dressed in our Sunday clothes, and looking and +feeling wobegone. To most of us the seeking of righteousness suggests at +once an increase in attending church services, or going to +prayer-meetings, or making missionary efforts--excellent practices in +themselves--according to the form of pietism we are most familiar with. +Those of us who have no form of pietism feel cut off from making the +attempt at all. + +Oh, to be simple!--to be natural!--to be spontaneous!--to be free from +the concept of a God shut up within the four walls of a building and +whose chief interests are the sermon and the number of parishioners! +The Kingdom of God is the Universal Kingdom, including everyone and +everything--all interests, all commerce, all government, all invention, +all art, all amusement, all the staid pursuits of the old and all the +ardour of the young, all sport, all laughter, all that makes for +gladness. It is the Kingdom of the bird and the flower and the horse and +the motor-car and the motion-picture house and the office and the +theatre and the ballroom and the school and the college and everything +else that man has evolved for himself. He has evolved these things +wrongly because nine times out of ten he has seen them as outside God's +Kingdom, instead as being God's own undertakings because they are ours. +All that we have to do to seek His Kingdom is to do what we are doing +every day, with energy and fun, but to do it knowing we are His agents +and co-workers. As a matter of fact, most of us are, to some extent, +doing that already, getting food, shelter, clothing, and all other +necessary things as our reward. What we do not get is relief from fear, +because we do not understand that fear above all things is what He +would take away from us. + + + +VI + + +The second point is a curious one, and all the more emphatic for being +curious. Our Lord invents a false god. He names the false god of fear, +who was never named before. Mammon is the word which the modern +translator gives as gold. As Mammon it is translated in the Authorised +Version, whence we get the familiar phrase, "Ye cannot serve God +and Mammon." + +But Mammon was never the name of an idol or other form of false deity. +The word, which is Syriac, means money. Our Lord, apparently, made it +the name of a false god in order to set before us, and make vivid to us, +a false principle. + +That false principle is in the belief that the material essentials for +living and expanding are dependent on man's economic laws. + +This is a point of vast importance to the individual who desires to +strike out beyond the crowd, not only getting what he needs, but +ridding himself of fear. + +The law of supply and demand is the most practical which the human race +in its present stage has been able to evolve. That it is not an ideal +law is obvious. There are ways in which it works, and ways in which it +does not. When the Christians began to act for themselves they +established a community of goods, such as had obtained among the little +band who gathered round our Lord. Almost at once it was given up, +presumably as being too advanced for the existing world of men. I +suppose we might say the same of the various systems of Socialism and +Communism urged on us at the present day. However good they may be, we +are not ready to put them into practice. That, I judge--without +positively knowing--is the reason why certain great Christian bodies +oppose both. These bodies, I assume, are not hostile to equal +distribution in itself, but only to equal distribution before men are +developed to a stage at which it would be wise. + +But my point is independent of all men's theories, and rests simply on +the fact that, whatever the law of man, God is not bound by it. + +If we can believe the Old and New Testaments--which, of course, some of +us do not--He has shown on many, many occasions that He is far from +being bound by it. Time after time He comes to the individual's relief +according to His own law. We reject these occurrences as mythical on the +ground that the laws of supply and demand--and some other laws as law is +understood by us--do not support them; and yet it is in the power of the +individual to test the truth for himself. + +That is one of the burdens of both Testaments. The individual is +implored to see the only real system for the distribution of "goods" as +God's. It is not expressed in that way, but that is what it comes to. +God owns and disposes of everything. He has not put us into His Universe +and left us to fend for ourselves. He follows us. He cares for us. Not +one is forgotten or overlooked by Him. It is personal watching and +brooding and defence. He is our Father, not merely for the purpose of +hearing us sing hymns, and forgiving our sins when we stop committing +them, but for all our aims and objects. Nothing that concerns us is so +small but that His Infinite Intelligence follows it; no need of ours is +so large but that His All-Ownership can meet it. "Do not two sparrows +sell for a half-penny?" is our Lord's illustration on this point, "yet +not one of them will fall to the ground without your Father's leave. But +as for you," He reasons, in order that we may understand the +infinitesimal nature of God's care, "the very hairs on your heads are +all numbered. Away then with fear!"[31] + +[31] St Matthew. + + + +VII + + +Away then with fear, because our first and over-ruling and +all-determining relationship is to Him. + +In eliminating money-fears from my own life that was the fact which +helped me most. I had not only to seize it intellectually, but to get +what William James calls the "feeling" of it, the apprehension of it in +my subconsciousness. It was like acquiring a new instinct. The +_Metanoia_, the re-directing of my thought, was a thorough and +basic change. + +It meant getting up in the morning with a new conception as to why I was +working and for whom. I had taken it for granted hitherto that I was +working for such and such a firm, for as much money as they would pay +me. As much money as they would pay me was the limit of my expectation. +Beyond the law of supply and demand I had no vision; and whenever the +demand fell short fear was the result. + +The change in my base was in seeing that working for such and such a +firm, for as much money as they would pay me, was merely incidental. It +was secondary. It was not what determined my position. It was not what +determined my reward. It was a small way of looking at a situation which +was big. It was a small way of looking at a situation which was big, +merely to confine my objective to such selling and buying as goes on in +the planet called the Earth. I was working for the Master of the +Universe, who had all the resources of the universe with which to pay me +for what I was worth _to Him_. + + + +VIII + + +It is this last fact, as I have hinted already, which fixes my true +value. To the firm for which I am working I am worth so many dollars and +cents, and if for any reason I am unable to do their work they will get +someone else who can. I am not essential to them in any way, however +essential they may be to me. It is my part to "keep my job," since if I +don't I may find it hard to get another. If I do get another it will be +on the same principle, of being paid what I can be made to work for, and +not a penny more. + +But in working for the Master of the Universe I am working for One to +whom I am essential. My "job" could not be "swung" by anyone else, since +everyone else is essential to the swinging of his own. I am not "taken +on" to do what anyone else could do as well; I am positively needed for +this thing and for no other thing. + +The nature of "this thing" for which I am needed may be seen in the +obvious duties of my situation--as regards my family, my employers, and +my surroundings, which sum up my responsibilities toward men in general. +No explanation of myself can be independent of men in general, since my +work is for them in its final aim. If I forget them I forget God, God +expressing Himself to me through men in general, as through my family +and my employers in particular. + +Incidentally, then, I work for men, but essentially and consciously I +work for God, and look to God for my recompense. + +Now God is the most generous of all paymasters. It is natural enough +that He should be so. He who delights in the grace of a bird or the +colour of a flower must delight in a man in proportion to a man's higher +place in the creative scale. As our Lord points out, that is no more +than common sense. And, delighting in us as He does, God could not +possibly stint us in what we earn from Him. Merely to suppose so is to +dishonour Him. A large part of His joy must be in our joy. + +The simplest way in which I can express it is that in consciously trying +to work with God, not man, as our employer, things happen to us which, +to the best of our foresight, would not have happened otherwise. Often +they seem accidental, and possibly we ascribe them to accident till the +coincidences become too numerous to explain by coincidence and nothing +more. It constantly happens to myself, for instance, to find the whole +solution of some tangled financial problem hanging on the chance turning +of my steps to someone's office, and the chance turning of the +conversation to some specific observation. Chance is the explanation +which comes to me first, till I reflect on the finespun chain which +brought me to that particular spot and those particular words. Leading +is what I see then; and seeing it once I am more confident of being led +the next time. The next time, therefore, I am the less afraid, having +the definite experience to support me. + +There are millions of men and women to whom life brings no more than the +monotony of a treadmill round, year in and year out, with a cramping of +mind, spirit, and ambition, who might have been free had they measured +themselves by God's standards and not by men's. It is simply the taking +of a point of view, and adjusting the life to it. In doing one's work +primarily for God, the fear of undue restriction is put, sooner or +later, out of the question. He pays me and He pays me well. He pays me +and He will not fail to pay me. He pays me not merely for the rule of +thumb task which is all that men recognise, but for everything else I +bring to my job in the way of industry, good intention, and +cheerfulness. If the Lord loveth a cheerful giver, as St Paul says, we +may depend upon it that He loveth a cheerful worker; and where we can +cleave the way to His love there we find His endless generosity. + +In my own case this generosity has most frequently been shown in +opening doors for me where I saw nothing but blank walls. He has made +favourable things happen. It may be said that they would have happened +anyhow; but when they have happened on my looking to Him, and have not +happened when I did not look to Him, it is only fair to draw the +conclusion that He was behind the event. + + + +IX + + +It may also be urged that if there was really a God who delighted in us +He would make favourable things happen to us whether we looked to Him or +not. So He does. Every life, even among those who never think of Him, is +full of such occurrences. Every individual gets some measure of supply +for his necessities, and in many instances a liberal one. God's sun +rises on the wicked as well as on the good, and His rain falls on those +who do right and those who do wrong. + +At the same time there is a force generated by working consciously with +Him which we have to go without when we disregard Him. It is not, I +suppose, that He refuses to co-operate with us, but that it is out of +our power to co-operate with Him. If His is the only right way to our +success and prosperity, and we are, to any extent, taking the wrong, it +stands to reason that to that extent we must fail. + +It is doubtless for this reason that our Lord emphasises seeking His +righteousness as well as His Kingdom. His Kingdom might be roughly +defined as His power; righteousness as the right way of doing anything. +But you never obtain power by going the wrong way to work; whereas by +working in the right way you get your result. The conclusion is obvious. + + + +X + + +It is often objected to the point of view I have been trying to express +that so much weight is thrown on material blessing. God gives spiritual +rewards, it is contended, not material ones. To expect the material from +Him is to make Him gross, and to become gross ourselves. + +And yet those who put forth this objection are doing their utmost to +secure material comforts, and to make material provision for the future. +Are they doing it independently of God? Are they working in a medium +into which God cannot enter? Is it argued for a single minute that +"goods" are not God's good things, and that money is not their token? +True, the love of money is the root of all evil. Of course--when you +separate money from God, as Caucasians mostly do; not when you take +money as one of the material symbols for God's love toward his sons. + +As a matter of fact, we dig a gulf between the material and the +spiritual which does not exist. We have seen that modern physical +science is showing us how near to spirit matter comes, while it is +highly probable that further research will diminish even the slight +existing difference between them. Matter may really be considered as our +sensuous misreading of the spiritual. That is to say, God sees one +thing; our senses see another. In the wild lily cited by our Lord our +senses see a thing exquisite in form and colour; and yet, relatively +speaking, it is no more than a distortion of what God beholds and +delights in. It is a commonplace fact that, even within the limitations +of the senses, our sense-faculties perceive few things, if anything, +quite accurately. Matter may therefore be considered as our wrong view +of what God sees rightly. Both for Him and for us the object is there; +but it is there with higher qualities than we can appreciate or +understand. + +The situation is not unknown among ourselves. A picture by a great +master hangs on a wall. Two men look at it--the one with an expert +knowledge of painting, the other with none. The untrained eye will +translate into daubs of colour and meaningless forms what the skilled +understanding will perceive as a masterly setting forth of beauty. So +the good things--the "goods"--with which God blesses us, as well as the +money which is their symbol, may be taken as having to God a meaning +which they do not possess for us, but not as being outside the sphere +of His interest and control. + + + +XI + + +It is the tendency to puts "goods" and money outside the sphere of His +interest and control which has impelled us--and perhaps the Caucasian +especially--to have one God for the spiritual and another for the +material. We try to serve God and Mammon to an extent far beyond +anything we are generally aware of. It is not merely the individual who +is doing it; it is part of our collective, social, and national life. +Our civilisation is more or less based on the principle. + +It is a mistake to suppose that a formal belief in One Almighty, +All-knowing, All-loving God has, to the immense majority of us, ever +been more than an ideal. It is a mistake to suppose that because the +false god is no longer erected before us in silver or stone he is no +longer served. The world has never outgrown idolatry, the so-called +Christian world no more than any other. "Dear children," are the words +with which St. John closes one of his epistles, "guard yourselves from +idols." He at least did not think that the idol had been forsaken +because the use of his name was given up. + +We may define as a god any force to which we ascribe a supreme and +controlling power in our lives. It is of little consequence whether or +not we give it name and personality, so long as that force rules us. So +long, too, as it wields a power which the One God does not, so long as +we make the false god greater than the true, and more influential. + +This is no mere figure of speech; it is fact. We have never guarded +ourselves from idols. We have never done more toward recognising the +Father than the putting Him in the pantheon with our other gods. Even +though we have inscribed the whole pantheon with His name, the other +gods have been in it. + + + +XII + + +I have said that our whole collective life is based on the principle of +one God for the soul and another for the body; and so it is. In what we +call our temporal life God gets only a formal recognition, while Mammon +is the referee. Beyond the controlling power of money we have no vision, +and we see no laws. The sphere of material productivity being one in +which, according to our foregone conclusion, God does not operate, we +have to make the controlling power of money our only practical standard. +It has its laws--chiefly the laws of supply and demand--within whose +working we human beings are caught like flies in spider-webs. Though we +struggle, and know we are struggling, we take it for granted that there +is nothing to do but struggle, and struggle vainly. We take it for +granted that we are born into a vast industrial spider-web, whence there +is no possibility of getting out, and in which we can only churn our +spirits rebelliously. In proportion as God is a God of love, Mammon is a +god of torture; but such is our supineness of spiritual energy that we +go on serving Mammon. + + + +XIII + + +But I am writing only for the individual. I am trying to suggest to him +that however much his race, his nation, his society, may serve Mammon, +he is free to renounce the idol and escape the idol's laws. Escaping the +idol's laws he comes within the realm of God's laws; and coming within +the realm of God's laws he reaches the region of plenty. + +He may be the poorest and most ill-paid labourer; but God will recognise +his industry not in proportion to its technical skill, but according to +the spiritual excellence which goes into it. Technical skill depends +largely on the right man finding the right job; but as our world is +organised at present the right man, more often than not, is put into the +wrong job and has to do his best with it. God sees and estimates that +best; and as surely as He makes His sun to rise and His rain to fall +will give it its just compensation. + + + +XIV + + +Our industrial questions are primarily spiritual. That is why they can +never be settled on a purely economic basis, and why every attempt to +settle them on a purely economic basis leads to conditions more confused +than those from which we have emerged. The so-called purely economic +basis is the basis where only Mammon's laws are considered, and God's +are held to be impractical. + +Quite so! But even then the individual is free. Working with God he is +always master of the situation as it affects _him_. + +The problem of Capital and Labour, for example, has, in one form or +another, been before the world for thousands of years. The more acute it +becomes the further we are from a solution, and were never so far from a +solution as we are to-day. Poverty, again, is the canker at the heart of +both Church and State, and has been so in every stage of our +civilisation. In 1921 it is no more under control than it was in the +days of Charlemagne or Attila or Xerxes. Charitable efforts to relieve +it have proved as effective as tickling with a feather to cure disease. +Or again, high prices and low wages, high wages creating high prices, +resented conditions leading to strikes, strikes bringing confusion to +both wages and prices alike--these things perplex the most clear-sighted +among us, compelling us to wonder as to what new troubles we are heaping +up. Or again, taxes crippling incomes and gnawing at the heart of +industry vex us each year with a sense of the futility of all man's +efforts for the common good, and the uselessness of our energies. These +difficulties, with many kindred ones, are the working of the laws of +Mammon. The case is simple. We shall never be free from the difficulties +till we are free from the laws. The bondservants of Mammon will go on +from misery to misery, till the will which opposes God is broken down. +There is no other way. The colossal disintegration of the world now +taking place before our eyes may be the beginning of this end. + + + +XV + + +But I return to the point I have emphasised already, the only point to +this book. The individual can act on his own account. He does not have +to wait till the race as a whole gives up the service of Mammon, or even +the nation to which he belongs. He can set _himself_ free, and enjoy the +benefits of freedom. + +There must be many to whom, as to myself, the kingdom of heaven will +really be at hand when they are delivered from the snares and +entanglements of man's economic systems. Caught in those systems, +imprisoned in them, more hopelessly enmeshed the more they struggle to +save themselves, the suggestion that a change in point of view will take +us out of them will seem to some of us too amazing to be true. + +Nothing will prove it true but a man's own experience. Mine will +convince nobody; no other man's can convince me. Demonstration must be +personal before we can make anything our own. But the fact remains, as +sure as the surest thing we know anything about, that the law of Mammon +does not work, while the law of God does work, and will work for anyone +who calls it to his aid. + +No one who has ever seen the early morning trains into any great city +vomiting forth their hundreds of thousands of men and women, trudging +more or less dispiritedly to uncongenial jobs, can have felt anything +but pity for so many lives squeezed into the smallest possible +limitations. Admitting cheerfulness, admitting a measure of content, and +a larger measure of acceptance of what can't be helped, there still +remains over these hordes the shadow of a cloud from which they know +they never will escape. Clerks, factory hands, tradesmen, working men +and women of every stamp and occupation, they bow to the fact that they +will always work hard at tasks which are rarely their own choice, that +they will always work for little money, that they will always be denied +their desires for expansion; that as it was with their fathers and +mothers before them, so it will be with them, and so it will be with +their children after them. + +With the supineness of our race most of them force themselves to be +satisfied with what comes. But here and there is a rebel. Here and there +is a man or a woman who feels that joyless work, and small pay, and +little or nothing to look forward to, are cruel elements in life, not +fair, not just, on the part of God or man. But what can they do? They +are in man's economic machine. The machine turns round and they turn +with it. They can do nothing else but turn with it. They see no prospect +except of turning with it till they die. + +It is out of such men and women that our modern world breeds +revolutionists, that exalted and yet dangerous band who seek redress +from the laws of Mammon by appealing _to_ the laws of Mammon, so making +confusion worse confounded. + + + +XVI + + +A revolution indeed is needed; but a revolution in point of view. + +Political revolution, for the sake of righting governmental abuses, +has been known to produce beneficent results. + +Material revolution, the attack of the poor on the rich to take away +their possessions, has never achieved anything. Many a time it has been +tried, and many a time it has failed. Being part of the system of Mammon +it could do nothing else than fail. The evils which Mammon has wrought +Mammon will never remedy. There may be instances in history of economic +cures for economic ills; but I think they are few. In general such cures +are of the nature of our "settlements" of strikes. They settle to-day +what is again unsettled to-morrow, leaving the work to be done all over +again, and so on into a far future. + +The revolution in point of view has these great advantages: + +First, it contains within it the seeds of success, since it is +revolution toward God, the owner of the Earth and the fulness thereof; +Next, it takes place within the individual himself, doing no one +else any harm; + +Lastly, it does not run counter to man's economic laws; it only uses and +transcends them. It directs and corrects them. Working along their lines +it stimulates their fruit. Letting the inner man out of the economic +trap it sets him in a world in which first, and last, and before +everything else, he is God's servant in God's pay. God's pay being sure, +and paid in the way we need it, we no longer have money-fear to be +afraid of. Money-fear being set aside we can the more easily give +ourselves to the knowledge that "the Kingdom of God does not consist of +eating and drinking, but of right conduct, peace, and joy, through the +Holy Spirit; and whoever in this way devotedly serves Christ, God takes +pleasure in him, and men commend him highly."[32] + +[32] Epistle to the Romans. + + + +XVII + + +And lest what I have said should seem fanciful or chimerical let me add +that I am not saying these things merely on my own responsibility. To +my certain knowledge there are hundreds of thousands--some millions--of +people throughout the world who at this very minute are living according +to this principle, and proving that it works in practical effect. + +Neither am I speaking theoretically, as I have tried to make plain. To a +degree that convinces myself I have made the demonstration. Where my +life was like a dark and crooked lane in which I might easily be lost, +it has now become as an easy and open highway; where money-fear was the +very air I breathed, it is now no more than a nebulous shred on a far +horizon. Money-fear comes occasionally; but only as the memory of pain +to a wound which you know to be healed. It comes; but, like Satan out of +Heaven, I can cast it from me with a thought. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR AND THE FEAR OF DEATH + + + +I + + +The fear of death was greatly diminished for me on grasping the +principle of everlasting Growth. + +This principle we gather from whatever we know of life. Our observation +of life is, of course, limited to this planet; but as far as it goes it +shows us a persistent and perpetual system of development. We have only +to let our imaginations go back to the first feeble stirrings of life in +the ooze of the primeval seas, contrasting that with what it became in +Plato, Sophocles, St. Peter, St. Paul, Raphael, Shakespeare, and Darwin, +to see how high the climb upward has reached. Jesus of Nazareth I put on +a plane to which we have not yet attained, though in sight as the great +objective. + + + +II + + +That the same law operates in the individual life is a matter of +everyone's experience. Such knowledge as each man has of himself is that +of a growing entity. Each year, each day, expands him a little further, +with increased fulness of character. At thirty he is more than he was at +twenty; at fifty more than he was at thirty; at eighty more than he was +at fifty. Nothing but a perverted mortal point of view stands in the way +of further expansion still. + +The perverted mortal point of view is one of the impulses we have to +struggle with. The mortal tendency, which means the deadly tendency, +always seeks to kill whatever has the principle of life. This tendency +is in every one of us; but in some of us more than in others. + +You can see it at work in the morbid mind, in the mind that is easily +depressed, and in the mind that easily closes. + +Perhaps it is in this last that it becomes our most pernicious enemy. +The closing mind is found in all our ranks; the closed mind is the +deadwood of all our professions. It is not only deadwood; it is +death-in-life, the foe of the developing life-principle, the enemy of +the Holy Ghost. + +That the dead mind should be found among people who have had few +intellectual advantages is not surprising. On them it is forced from +without, by sheer pressure of circumstance. Where it is most painful is +precisely where it does most harm, among the classes we call +professional. There, too, it seems commonest. Lawyers, doctors, +clergymen, teachers, writers, politicians, business men with dead minds +choke all the highways of life. To the extent that they have influence +they are obstacles to progress; but sooner or later the time comes when +they no longer have influence. Life shelves them on the plea that they +are old; but that is not the reason. They are shelved because they have +killed their minds, becoming living dead men. + +As a matter of fact, one of the most valuable of our social and +national assets is the old man who has kept his mind open. Found all too +rarely, he is never shelved, for the reason that life cannot do without +him. Having the habit of expansion he continues to expand, keeping +abreast of youth and even a little in advance of it. The exception +rather than the rule, there is no reason why he should not be the +racial type. + + + +III + + +He is not the racial type because so many of us begin to die almost as +soon as we have begun to live. Our very fear of the death-principle +admits it into our consciousness. Admitted into our consciousness it +starts its work of killing us. It wrinkles the face, it turns the hair +grey, it enfeebles the limbs, it stupefies the brain. One of its most +deadly weapons is fatigue, or the simulation of fatigue. The tired +business man, who rules American life, is oftener than not a dead +business man. If he looked ahead he would see what we idiomatically know +as his "finish." He is not only dying but he infuses death into +manners, literature, and art, since he so largely sets the standard +which becomes the rule. + +War on the death-principle should be, it seems to me, one of the aims to +which the individual gives his strength; and once more he can do it on +his own account. + +In the first place, he can watch himself, that he does not mentally +begin to grow old. To begin mentally to grow old is to begin mentally to +die. He must think of himself as an expanding being, not as a +contracting one. He must keep in sympathetic touch with the new, damning +the know-it-all frame of mind. He must keep in sympathetic touch with +youth, knowing that youth is the next generation in advance. The secrets +of one generation are not those of another; but if he who possesses the +earlier masters also the later he is that much the richer and wiser. The +gulf which separates parents and children is one which the parents must +cross. They can work onward, while the children cannot work backward. Up +to a certain point the older teach the younger; beyond a certain point +the younger teach the older. He who would go on living and not begin to +die must be willing to be taught, reaping the harvest of both youth +and age. + +In the second place, he who would live must not kill anyone else. The +deadly tendency in ourselves is forever at work on those about us, +chiefly on those we love. We watch, tabulate, and recount their symptoms +of decay. Making notes of them for ourselves we discourse of them to +others. "He begins to look old," is a commonplace. The response will +probably emphasise the fact. By response to response we spin round a +friend the age-web which lengthens into the death-web. In our expressive +American vernacular we speak of "wishing" conditions on others, an +instinctive folk-recognition of the force of mentality. We do it in a +sinister sense more often than by way of helpfulness. We "wish" by +thinking, by talking, by creating an atmosphere, by forcing things into +the general consciousness. Old age and decay, bad enough in themselves, +we intensify by our habits of mind. Death, which in any case awaits our +friends, we woo to them by anticipations of demise. It is not +ill-intentioned. It comes out of a subconsciousness in which death and +not life is the base. + + + +IV + + +For most of us the fear of death is a subconscious rather than an active +fear. It becomes active for those who through illness, or in some other +way, see a sentence of death hanging over them; but during the greater +part of the life-span we are able to beat it off. + +As to the life-span itself there is reason to suppose that it is meant +to be more regular than man allows it to become. There may easily be an +"appointed time" to which we do not suffer ourselves, or each other, to +attain. Those strange, inequalities by which one human being is left to +pass over the century mark, another is cut off just when he is most +needed, while a third does no more than touch this plane for an hour or +two, may be the results of our misreadings of God's Will, and not the +decrees of that Will itself. + +We are here on ground which may be termed that of speculation; and yet +speculation is not quite the right word. I dare to think that we have +reached a stage of our development at which we are entitled to make with +regard to death certain inferences which were hardly possible before our +time. We may make them timidly, with all hesitation and reserve, aware +that we cannot propound them as facts; and yet we may make them. The +human mind is no longer where it was a hundred years ago, still less +where it was five hundred years ago. Though we make little progress we +make some. We are not always marking time on the same spot of ignorance +and helplessness. What is mystery for one age is not of necessity +mystery for another. Even when mysteries remain, they do not of +necessity remain without some hint of a dawn which may broaden into day. +Many of our most precious illuminations have come in just this way; a +faint light--which slowly, feebly, through centuries perhaps, waxes +till it becomes a radiance. + + + +V + + +I talked some time ago to an orthodox Christian lady whose brother had +recently died, and who was speaking of death. + +"The one mystery," she called it, "on which no single ray of light has +been vouchsafed in all the ages man has been on earth." + +I did not agree with her, but knowing her to be an orthodox Christian +lady I did not venture to express my opinion. + +But hers is the position which many, perhaps most, of us take. "No one +has ever come back," we say, "to tell us what his experience has been," +and we drop the subject there. Not only do we drop the subject there, +but we resent it if everyone else does not drop the subject there. "God +has hidden it from us," we declare, "and what He has hidden from us it +is presumption for us to pry into." It is useless to urge the fact that +this way of reasoning would have kept us still in the Stone Age; we are +not to be reached by argument. + +Let me say at once that I am not taking up the question of the psychic, +or entering into it at all. I shall keep myself to the two points of +view which have helped me, as an individual, to overcome, to some +degree, the fear of death, considering them in reverse order from that +in which I have mentioned them. Those two points of view are: + +A. That, according to God's Will, we come into this phase of being for +an "appointed time" which we do not always reach; + +B. That we pass out of this phase of being as we came into it, for +Growth. + + + +VI + + +A. The question of an appointed time seems important chiefly to the +right understanding of God's love. Between us and the understanding of +that love bereavement is often a great obstacle. Oftener still it is a +great puzzle. I do not have to catalogue the conditions in which the +taking away of men, women, and children, sorely needed here if for no +other purpose than to love, has moved us to deep perplexity, or to +something like a doubt of God. We have probably all known cases where +such tragedy has driven sufferers to renounce God altogether, and to +curse Him. Some of us who have been smitten may have come near to doing +this ourselves, or may have done it. + + + +VII + + +I have already spoken of the Caucasian's habit of shuffling off on God +those ills for which he will not face the responsibility himself, and I +am inclined to think that this is one of them. In my own experience the +explanation of "God's Will" made to the mother of a little family left +fatherless, or to the parents of a dead baby, or to a young man with a +young wife in her coffin, has always been revolting. I have made it; I +have tried, on the faith of others, to think it must be so. I have long +since ceased to think it, and feel happier for not crediting the +Universal Father with any such futile tricks. + +I should not go so far as to say that we human beings have misapplied +the laws of life in such a way as to kill those who are dear to us; +rather, I think, we have never learned those laws except in their merest +rudiments. We are not yet prepared to do more than bungle the good +things offered us on earth, and more or less misuse them. We misuse them +ourselves; we teach others to misuse them; we create systems of which +the pressure is so terrible that under it the weak can do nothing but +die. We give them no chance. We squeeze the life out of them. And then +we say piously, "The blessed Will of God!" + +As an illustration of what I mean let me cite the two following cases +among people I have known: + +A young lady belonging to a family of means was found to be suffering +from incipient tuberculosis. The doctors ordered her to Saranac. To +Saranac she went, with two nurses. Within eighteen months she was home +again, quite restored to health. This was as it should have been. + +At the same time I knew a car-conductor, married some six or seven +years, and the father of three children. He, too, was found to be +suffering from incipient tuberculosis. He, too, was ordered to Saranac. +But having a wife and three children to support, Saranac was out of the +question. He went on conducting his car till his cough became +distressing, whereupon he was "fired." A minimum allowance from his +church kept the family from starvation, while the nearest approach to +Saranac that could be contrived was an arrangement by which he slept +with his head out the window. In course of time he died, and his widow +was exhorted to submit to the Will of God. + + + +VIII + + +I cite the latter case as typical of millions and millions of deaths of +the kind at which we stand aghast at God's extraordinary rulings. Why is +it, we ask, that He snatches away those who are needed, leaving those +who might be spared? As to the latter part of the question I have +nothing to say; but when it comes to "snatching away" I feel it +important to "absolve God" of the blame for it. + +In the instance I have quoted the blame for it is clear. Falling on no +one individual, it does fall on an organisation of life which gives all +the chances to some, denying them to others. So long as we feel unable +to improve on this organisation we shall have these inequalities. But +let us face honestly the consequences they bring. Let us not confuse all +the issues of life and death as we do, by saddling the good and +beautiful Will of God with the ills we make for ourselves. + + + +IX + + +All untimely bereavement is, of course, not of the nature of the above +illustration. And yet I venture to believe that in all untimely +bereavement some similar explanation could be found. For example, in the +intervals of writing these lines I have been reading a recent biography +of Madame de Maintenon. In it is a chapter describing the series of +catastrophes which fell on Louis the Fourteenth, and the French kingdom, +within little more than a twelvemonth. His son and heir, his grandson, +the second heir, his great-grandson, the third heir, the second heir's +wife, and still another grandson were all carried off by smallpox. In +the apartments of Madame de Maintenon, his wife, the aged monarch was +counselled to submit to the awful Will of God which saw fit thus to +smite him. What no one perceived was that by crowding round the bed of +each sufferer in turn the survivors courted contagion. + +But, there again, it is not much more than a century since this fact +became known to anyone. Easily within living memory is the discovery +that disease is due to bacteria. Our whole system of sanitation is of +recent development, and obtains only among the English and the Americans +even now. In many parts of Europe and America, to say nothing of Asia +and Africa, people still live as in the Middle Ages, and infant +mortality is appalling. Those of us who pay most attention to sanitary +laws live unhealthily, diminishing our powers to resist attack. I +mention these facts, not as making a list of them, but to indicate the +many causes through which we bring bereavement on ourselves, when the +Will of God would naturally make for survival and happiness. + +It must never be forgotten that in this phase of our existence we never +carry out that Will except to a remote degree. We only struggle towards +doing it. When great sorrows come it is because in the struggle we have +not been successful. Either we ourselves have failed; or the failure of +others affects us indirectly. While God's Will may be for our happiness, +we can attain to neither the happiness nor the Will--as yet. + +Nevertheless, we would not have it otherwise. In our more thoughtless or +more agonised minutes we are likely to cry out for a life in which the +conditions ensuring our happiness could not so easily miscarry; but that +would mean a static life, and a static life, above all things, we will +not endure. As already seen, we ask for difficulties to conquer, +successes to achieve. To contend is our instinct, not to be passive +and enjoy. + +Difficulties to conquer can only exist side by side with the possibility +of not conquering them. The victory which is merely a walk-over is +scarcely a victory. Achievement counts only when something has been +overcome. Even then the overcoming of one thing merely spurs us on to +overcome another. To rest on our laurels is doom. For a race which has +the infinite as its goal the word must be on and on. The static heaven +of bearing palms and playing harps and bliss, which the naive +interpretation of our fathers drew from the imagery of the Apocalypse, +has long since made us rebellious. Something to strive for we demand, +even at the risk of bereavement. + + + +X + + +It is at once the disadvantage and the glory of our own generation that +it is only on the fourth or fifth step of the stairway by which we are +climbing. But at least it is heir to the conquests which go to its stage +of advance. Untimely bereavement is less common to-day than it was a +few centuries ago; it is more common to-day than it will be a few +centuries hence. Such storms of affliction as in 1712 swept over the +house of Louis Quatorze occur less frequently now. But they still occur. +We have not got beyond them. They are only bound to occur less and less +frequently, till they become no more than matters of scarcely +credible record. + +In the meanwhile it may be a comfort to others, as it is to me, to be +able to "absolve God" from the charge of capricious and intolerable +thwarting of our love. To me, at least, the blow is easier to bear when +I know that His beloved hand didn't strike it. I cannot understand being +tortured out of sheer love, while patience with what leaves me with my +whole life maimed is only the patience of the vanquished. + +On the other hand, I can bear with my mistakes, I can bear with the +mistakes of others, I can bear with the failures which are the fruit of +our lack of race-development, so long as I know that God is on my side. +The affliction which would be too poignant as coming directly from Him +is half soothed already when I know that He is soothing it. I may have +lost what He gave; but far from snatching it from me He would have had +me keep it. Of all my comforts that assurance is the first. + +In addition, I have the satisfaction--a meagre satisfaction you may call +it, but a satisfaction all the same--of knowing that by the ploughing +and harrowing of my heart a step is taken toward that future in which +hearts shall be less harrowed and ploughed. "It must never happen +again." That is what we keep saying with regard to the Great War. Well, +it may happen again. We have as yet no trustworthy pledge to the +contrary. But of this we may be sure, that it will not happen again very +often. It is less likely to happen again for the very reason that it has +happened. If the Great War does not prove to be the last war it is the +more probable that the next war will. I mean that we do learn our +lessons, though we learn them only as feeble-minded children learn +theirs. Agony by agony, something is gained, and my personal agony +counts with the rest. The fact may give me no more than the faintest +consolation, and possibly none at all; and still in the long, slow +stages of our upward climb my agony counts, whether its counting +consoles me or not. + + + +XI + + +The inference that we come into the life of this planet for an +"appointed time" we draw from what we see of God's system of order. All +other things do so, as far as we observe. The plant springs, to grow and +bloom, to bear fruit and seed, and so renew itself. Fish, bird, and +animal have their appointed round varying only in detail from that of +the plant. Man's appointed round would seem to vary only in detail from +that of the animal, except that he himself interferes with it. + +To the best of my knowledge the plant, from the blade of grass to the +oak or the orchid, always fulfils its life-span, unless some act or +accident cripples or destroys it. I mean that we never see God bringing +the shoot above the soil just to nip it before it unfolds. We never see +Him bring the bud to the eve of blossoming just to wither it. Having +given it its mission He supplies it with rain, sun, and sustenance to +bring that mission to its end. True, the plant has enemies, like +everything else, enemies which it may not escape. But generally +speaking, it does escape them, and lives to finish its task. + +So, too, with the more active living thing. It, too, has its enemies. +It, too, may not escape them. But assuming that it does, God allows it, +to the best of our observation, to work out its full development. The +only "bereavement" he brings to the lion, the thrush, or the elephant, +or any other creature capable of grief is, apparently, from those +hostile sources of which the hostility is more or less gratuitous. A man +shoots a lion, or the lion kills an antelope; but they do so through +misreading of God's Will, not through fulfilling it. + +For the lower ranks of creation misread that Will in their way as much +as the higher in theirs. All ferocity must be misinterpretation of the +divine law of harmony and mutual help. Internecine destruction probably +has a meaning we can only guess at. Guessing at it we are at liberty to +surmise that what God sees as loving contention for excellence, each +gaining by the other's gain, we understand as bitter strife, and +consumption of the flesh and blood. The rivalry we can best appreciate +is that of brutality; the chief benefit the stronger creature seeks from +the weaker is in killing and eating him. Why this should be part of our +struggle I do not know; but part of our struggle it seems to be--from +the humblest organism up to man--the mistaking of God's Will before +learning to understand it. + +And lest I should seem to assume too much, in saying this, let me add +that our progress out of this state of preying on each other has long +been foreseen by the pioneers of truth. The vision is at least as +ancient as Isaiah, when he descried from afar the accomplished rule of +the Son of David: + +"With righteousness shall he judge the poor, and reprove with equity +for the meek of the earth.... And righteousness shall be the girdle of +his loins, and faithfulness the girdle of his reins. The wolf also shall +dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and +the calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child +shall lead them. And the cow and the bear shall feed; their young ones +shall lie down together.... And the sucking child shall play on the hole +of the asp, and the weaned child shall put his hand on the adder's den. +They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain; _for the earth +shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord_, as the waters cover +the seas." + + + +XII + + +If I am correct in thinking that our passage across the life of this +planet is meant to last for an "appointed time," I presume that that +time would be measured by experience rather than by years. There exists +what we vaguely call the round of life. We are born; we grow; we know +family interests; we learn; we work; we love; we marry; we beget +children; we train them to take our places; we pass beyond. There are +variations on this routine, some of us having more, some of us having +less; but in general it may be taken as typical. It is our mission, as +the plants and the lower living things have theirs. + +It seems reasonable, then, to think that each baby born is meant by the +Father's Will to reap this experience before it proceeds to further +experience. It must be a stage in its growth or it would not come into +it. When it is balked of it something is amiss. The child who dies in +infancy has lost something. The lad or the girl whom our organised life +drives from this plane before reaching fruition has lost something. The +parent whom our conditions force onward before he has brought his task +to a stage at which he can peacefully lay it down has lost something. I +am not saying that God does not control resources by which that loss can +be abundantly made up, but only that the loss would seem to be there. +It is loss for the one who departs as well as for those who +remain behind. + + + +XIII + + +That is what I gather from the instances in the Old and New Testament in +which those who had gone on before their time were called back again. +There are six of these instances in all: one in the Old Testament, and +five in the New. Of four of them we are expressly told that those +restored were young; of the other two nothing is said as to age, but one +at least was probably young, while the other was greatly needed. + +The child called back by Elisha was still a little boy. The daughter of +Jairus was still a little girl. The son of the widow of Nain was a young +man, as was also Eutychus raised by St. Paul. Though we are not told the +age of Lazarus we judge that he was at most no more than in man's +maturity. Dorcas of Lydda may have been of any age, but, judging by the +circumstances, she had not completed her task. + + + +XIV + + +My point is this, that if these things happened, they seem to bear out +my suggestion that our own inducement of premature death cuts us off +from fulfilling our appointed time and getting our appointed experience. +Only on some such ground can we believe that any would be permitted +to return. + +Should this be so we would be in a position to assume that all who go +over ahead of time would be allowed to come back, if we had sufficient +spiritual power to recall them. But that power is of the rarest. Our +Lord, apparently, was in control of it only at times, and on at least +one occasion, that of the raising of Lazarus, its exercise was not what +we should call easy. But that He believed it to be at human command to +some extent is clear from the fact that its use became one of His four +basic principles. "Raise the dead," was the second of the commands with +which He sent out his first seventy disciples. + + + +XV + + +I dwell on the subject only because of its bearing on the love of God. +If it becomes plain to us that by the understanding of God's Will we +gain a richer experience, with less fear of being cut off before our +work is done, that Will makes a stronger appeal for being understood. +That we have not understood it earlier, that we have not particularly +cared to understand it, is due, I think, to our assumption of its +capriciousness. It has been so underscored as inscrutable--the word +generally applied to it--that the man in the street has felt mystified +by it from the start. Being mystified he has settled down to think as +little about it as he could. + +But a great force striving with man to put common sense into his methods +is worth comprehending. It does not compel us to common-sense methods +for the reason that we value only that which we work out for ourselves. +We work nothing out but through suffering. We learn nothing, we take no +forward step, except as we are whipped to it by anguish. That is why +there is so much mourning in the world. God does not cause it; we bring +it on ourselves; but each time we bring it on ourselves we creep one +tiny step nearer that race-conclusion which is now coming to us about +war, and will one day come to us about death, that "It must never +happen again." + + + +XVI + + +In other words, death will be abolished by race-unanimity not to submit +to it. We shall have travelled far in this direction when the average +mind begins to perceive that God did not send death into His creation, +but that we ourselves developed it. Having developed it ourselves we +must get rid of it ourselves, and already some of that work has been +done. "For seeing that death came through man," are the words of St. +Paul, "through man comes also the resurrection of the dead." When he +speaks of "Jesus Christ who hath abolished death," his words are +stronger still. "He has put an end to death and has brought Life and +Immortality to light by the Good News, of which I have been appointed a +preacher, apostle, and teacher." + +This Life and Immortality are not to be relegated to other ages and +worlds; they are for us to work out now. + +The degree to which we work them out depends on our own efforts. Death +will be our doom for many generations to come, because so few of us have +the energy to strive against it. Release can come only when the race at +large is willing to cast the evil thing off. One would suppose that we +would be willing now; but we are far from being willing. We shall go on +forcing our dear ones to die before their time, falling sick ourselves, +enduring agonies, and rotting in graves, till we have suffered to the +point at which we cry out that we have had enough. There will be a day +when in presence of the useless thing we shall say, with something +amounting to one accord, "It must stop." That day will be the beginning +of the end of the age-long curse to which we still submit ourselves. In +the language of St. Paul, "The last enemy to be destroyed is death," +leaving us with the belief that, when we have progressed to the +overthrow of other forces opposed to us, we shall go on to the overthrow +of this one--and that it will be overthrown. + + + +XVII + + +From one kind of fear this reasoning has almost entirely delivered +me--that of being taken away in the midst of my responsibilities, and +before my work is done. I am not so audacious as to say that it may not +happen; but only that, reasoning as I do, I am no longer a prey to +apprehensions on the point. They used to come to me, not like the +money-fear, an abiding visitant, but in spells of intense dread. + +I suppose that most men with families, and much unfinished business, +know this dread, and have suffered from it. You think of the home you +have built up, and of what it would be without you. You think of your +wife, grappling with a kind of difficulty to which she is unaccustomed. +You think of your children who turn to you as their central point, and +who would be left without your guidance. You think of other duties you +have undertaken, and wonder who will carry them through. You seem to be +so essential to everyone and everything; and yet, you have been told, it +may be the Will of God to remove you from them, and either let your +plans collapse, or put their execution on the shoulders of someone else. + +I am not so presumptuous as to say that for me this may not happen. I +only say that I do not think it will. I do not think so because, +according to my judgment, He having helped me to go as far as I have +gone, will help me to finish my task before giving me another one. + +My task, I think, He must estimate as I do. That is, my duties to others +being not wholly of my choosing, but having come to me according to what +I may call His weighing and measuring, I take them to be the duties He +would have me perform. If so, He would naturally have me perform them +till I come to the place where I can reasonably lay them down. + +Therefore, I dismiss the fear of untimely separation from my appointed +work. Such a separation may come; but if it does, it will probably come +by some such means as I have briefly tried to sketch; my own mistakes; +the mistakes of others; the effect of race-pressure. In any case, my +personal resistance, it seems to me, is made the stouter by feeling that +my tasks are His tasks, and so that so long as I am needful to their +accomplishment, I remain. If I go, it will be because He has the +succession of events so planned as to reduce collapse, failure, or +suffering to a minimum. + + + +XVIII + + +B. The thought that the minute after death will only be another little +step in Growth, to be followed by another and then another, as we are +used to growing here, greatly diminishes one's shrinking at the change. + +It is entirely a modern thought. The past, even of a few centuries ago, +never entertained it. It is doubtful if it was mentally prepared to +entertain it, or evolve the idea. + +This is not to depreciate our fathers' mental powers. Different +generations have different gifts. One age works along one line, another +along another. The past had a certain revelation of truth; but the +revelation of truth did not end with the past. Our ancestors received as +much as they could take. What, it seems, they were unable to take was +anything which made death less horrible. We may say, in fact, that they +didn't want it. They liked having death made horrible. Many people like +it still. The mitigation of that horror they condemn, resent, and often +ascribe to the devil. + +And yet there is a tendency to see light through this gloom, and to seek +views of death more in the line of common sense than those which have +come down to us. It is not a strong tendency, but it exists. It exists +in the face of opposition on the part of those religious conservatives +who think conservatism and orthodoxy the same thing; and it runs the +gauntlet of the sneers and jeers of the materially minded who make +common cause with the old guard of the churches; but it exists. It +exists, and goes forward, becoming a factor in the thought-life of +our time. + +It is not yet two hundred years since the plea was put forth on behalf +of mankind that, in the administration of divine justice, no one suffers +less than he deserves, but also that no one suffers more. + +The hostility to this seemingly harmless teaching was of the most +intense. There is hostility to it still, but mild as compared with that +felt by our great-great-grandfathers. That no one should suffer less +than he deserves went without saying; but that no one should suffer more +was declared a black heresy. As there are those who declare it a black +heresy to-day, it may be worth while, in the interests of the conquest +of fear, to say a word as to the relation of God and punishment. + + + +XIX + + +To my mind it is chiefly verbal. + +It is permissible to say that there is no such thing as punishment; +there are only wrong results. It depends upon your way of putting it. +The wrong method produces wrong results in proportion as it is wrong. +Wrong results mean wrong conditions; and wrong conditions mean +suffering. You may call this the law of God, but it is the law of +anything. It is not positive law, it is negative. As a matter of fact, +God does not need to put forth a law on the point since everything +works that way. + +What we call sin is simply a wrong method. It may be a wrong method +meant to produce wrong; or it may be a wrong method in the hope of +producing right. In any case it brings its consequence in pain. + +That consequence may be corrected in this phase of our being, or it may +be carried over into the next. Carried over into the next the +individual, according to our ancestral teaching, comes under the +sentence in which our fathers delighted as "damnation." Not only did +damnation involve the most fiendish torture the Almighty could invent, +but the torture was inflicted, without an instant of relief, throughout +the eons of eternity. + +I recall a sermon to which I listened as a boy of nine. It was on a +summer's evening, when the windows of the church were open. A moth +fluttered about a light. The church stood at the foot of a mountain. The +preacher was trying to explain to us the eternal duration of God's +punishment. "Think of that moth," he said, "carrying away one grain of +sand from that mountain, and going off for a million years, after which +it would return and take away another grain. And think of it keeping +this up, one grain every million years, till the whole mountain was +removed. Well, that would be only a moment as compared with the time you +would be in hell." + +On the generations comforted and fortified by this sort of teaching I +have no comment to make; but we of another generation should surely not +be reproved for moving away from it. We move away from it in the +direction of common sense, since common sense must be an attribute of +the Universal Father as it is of the wiser among mankind. + + + +XX + + +I revert, then, to my statement that God's relation to punishment is +chiefly verbal. His "wrath against sin" is a way of "putting it." If you +can best express the suffering which springs from wrong methods as +"God's wrath" you are at liberty so to express yourself; but we should +not lose sight of the fact that the wrong methods produce the suffering, +and not an outburst of fury on the part of One who is put before us +as Love. + +The fact that the Hebrew writers often used a vivid form of warning and +invective is not a reason why we should keep on doing it. The Hebrew +writer was a primitive speaking to primitives. Meaning what we mean, he +required a stronger, fiercer vocabulary than we ever need. In saying +this I am not dodging the issue; I am stating a fact which rules in all +historical interpretation. To make the phraseology of two thousand years +before Christ the literal expression of the thought of two thousand +years after Him is to be archaic beyond reason. Having grasped a +principle, we phrase it in the language of our time. + +The language of our time makes, on the whole, for restraint, sobriety, +and exactitude of statement. Few of our habits modify themselves more +constantly and more rapidly than our forms of speech. Not only does each +generation find something special to itself, but each year and each +season. To me it seems that much of our misunderstanding of God springs +from the effort to fix on Him forevermore the peculiarities we infer +from the idiom of five thousand years ago. Only to a degree does that +idiom convey to us what is conveyed to those who heard it as a living +tongue; and of that degree much is lost when it percolates through +translation. To cling to words when all we need is to know principles, +clothing them in our own way, seems to me not only absurd in fact but +lamentable in result. I venture to think that more people have been +alienated from God by a pious but misapplied verbal use than were ever +estranged from Him by sin. + + + +XXI + + +Our ancient Hebrew predecessors understood God in their own way. We +understand Him in the same way, but with the clarification wrought by +the intervening years of progress. In other words, they bequeath us a +treasure which we are free to enrich with our own discoveries. + +Among our own discoveries is a clearer comprehension of pain as +resulting from wrong methods, and of God's detachment from pain. More +and more, punishment becomes a concept we reject. Even in our penal +institutions, which have been for so many centuries a barbarous token of +our incompetence, we begin to substitute for punishment something more +nearly akin to cure. If we find mere vengeance unworthy of ourselves we +must find it unworthy of the Universal Father. If we concede to the +criminal the right to a further chance we concede it to ourselves. If we +recognise the fact that the sinner on earth may redeem himself, working +from error towards righteousness, the same principle should rule in the +whole range of existence. There is nothing about the earth-life to make +it the only phase of effort and probation. Effort and probation are +probably conditions of eternity. They will be in our next experience as +they have been in this, leading us on from strength to strength. + + + +XXII + + +One main difference between the mind of the past and the modern mind is +that the mind of the past tended to be static, while the mind of to-day +is more and more attuned to a dynamic universe. Civilisation before the +nineteenth century was accustomed to long periods with relatively little +change. Most people spent their entire lives in the same town or the +same countryside. In the class in which they were born they lived and +died, with little thought of getting out of it. This being so they +looked for the same static conditions after death as they saw before it. +A changeless heaven appalled them with no sense of monotony, nor did a +changeless hell do anything to shake their nerves. Their nerves were not +easily shaken. They were a phlegmatic race, placid, unimaginative, +reposeful. + +Because we of to-day are more restless it does not follow that our views +should be truer. We only know they are truer because we are so much +nearer the truth than they had the opportunity to come. We prove that we +are nearer the truth by our greater command of the Father's resources. +If our whole horizon of truth were not broadened, we could not possess +this command. + + + +XXIII + + +Changing our static conception of life to that of a dynamic will to +unfold, we see the climax we commonly call death as only a new step in +unfoldment. Whatever I have been, the step must be one in advance. It +would not be in accord with creative energy that I should go backward. +The advance may entail suffering, since it is probable that it will give +me a heightened perception of the wrong in my methods; but there are +conditions in which suffering signifies advance. + +And yet if I suffer it can only be with what I may call a curative +suffering. It will be suffering that comes from the recognition of +mistake; not the hopeless anguish of the damned. Having learned "how not +to do it," I perceive "how to do it"--and go on. + +But the perception of "how to do it" is precisely what most of us have +been acquiring. I venture to think that few of us will come face to face +with death without being more or less prepared for it. Life is so +organised that, at its worst, all but the rare exceptions make progress +daily, through obedience to the laws of righteousness. + +In saying this we must count as righteousness not merely the carrying +out of a rule of thumb laid down by man's so-called morality, or the +technical regulations prescribed by the churches for the use of their +adherents; we must include every response to every high call. We must +remember that all a man does in the way of effort to be a good son, a +good brother, a good husband, a good father, a good workman, a good +citizen, is of the nature of slowly creeping forward. Above every other +form of training of the self this endeavour determines a man's spiritual +standing, and his state of worthiness. He may know some failure in each +of these details; and yet the fact that in the main he is set--as I am +convinced the great majority are set--toward fulfilling his +responsibilities helps him to be ready when the time comes to put the +material away. + +The great common sense of the nations brought us to this perception +during the years when the young men of the world were going down like +wheat before the reaping machine. For the most part, doubtless, they +were young men in whom the ladies who attend our churches would have +seen much to reprimand. The moral customs of their countries were +possibly held by them lightly. The two points which constitute pretty +nearly all of American morality they may have disregarded. And yet we +felt that their answer to the summons, which to them at least was a +summons to sacrifice, showed them as men who had largely worked out +their redemption. Whatever our traditions, we were sure that those who +were ready to do anything so great could go to the Father without fear. + +But war calls for no more than a summing up and distillation of the +qualities we cultivate in peace. These men were ready because homes, +offices, banks, shops, factories, and farms had trained them to be +ready. So they are training all of us. Traditions help; the churches +help; but when it comes to the directing of the life toward +righteousness--the effort to do everything rightly--no one thing has +the monopoly. + + + +XXIV + + +Going to the Father without fear! All the joy of life seems to me to +hang on that little phrase. I used it just now of the young men who +passed over from the battlefield; but I used it there with limitations. +Going to the Father without fear is a privilege for every minute of the +day. More and more knowledge of the Father is the progress for which we +crave, since more knowledge of the Father means a fuller view of all +that makes up the spiritual universe. Into that knowledge we are +advancing every hour we live; into that knowledge we shall still be +advancing at the hour when we die. The Father will still be showing us +something new; the something new will still be showing us the Father. + +It will be something new, as we can receive it. He who can receive +little will be given little; he who can receive much will be given much. +In growth all is adjusted to capacity; it is not meant to shock, force, +or frighten. The next step in growth being always an easy step, I can +feel sure of moving onwards easily--"from strength to strength," in the +words of one of the Songs for the Sons of Korah, "until unto the God of +gods appeareth everyone of them in Zion."[33] + +[33] The Book of Psalms. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE FEAR OF DEATH AND ABUNDANCE OF LIFE + + + +I + + +After all, the conquest of fear is largely a question of vitality. Those +who have most life are most fearless. The main question is as to the +source from which an increase of life is to be obtained. + +An important psychological truth was involved when our Lord made the +declaration, "I am come that they might have life, and that they might +have it more abundantly." This, I think, was the first plain statement +ever made that life was a quantitative energy; that it is less or more +dynamic according to the measure in which the individual seizes it. But +once more the Caucasian has stultified the meaning of Jesus of Nazareth +by evaporating it to the tenuous wisp which he understands as +spiritual. Between the pale ghost of such spiritual life as he has +evoked from the Saviour's words and manly and womanly vigour in +full-blooded exercise he has seen no connection. + + + +II + + +Few of us do see a connection between strength of spirit and strength of +limb; but it is there. I am not saying that a strong spirit cannot +coexist with a feeble frame; but the feeble frame is a mistake. It is +the result of apprehension and misapprehension, and bred of race-fear. +The strong spirit would have put forth a strong frame if we had given it +a chance. Abundant life must be _life_, healthy, active, and radiant. It +should show the life-principle no longer driven from sea to land, and +from land to air, or battling with a million foes, but vigorous and +triumphant. + +This vigour and triumph we ought to work into our point of view, so +kneading it into our subconsciousness. Strong in proportion as our +subconsciousness is strong, fearless in proportion as our +subconsciousness is fearless, the going from strength to strength +becomes a matter of course to us. Urging us on in sheer joy of power, +abundance of life becomes still more abundant through the indwelling of +the life-principle. That mystic resistless force, which has fashioned +already so many forms, is forever at work fashioning a higher type +of man. + +Each one of us is that higher type of man potentially. Though we can +forge but little ahead of our time and generation, it is much to know +that the Holy Ghost of Life is our animating breath, pushing us on to +the overcoming of all obstacles. For me as an individual it is a support +to feel that the principle which was never yet defeated is my principle, +and that whatever the task of to-day or to-morrow I have the ability to +perform it well. The hesitation that may seize me, or the questioning +which for an instant may shake my faith, is but a reminder that the +life-principle is not only with me, but more abundantly with me in +proportion to my need. My need is its call. The spasm of fear which +crosses my heart summons it to my aid. It not only never deserts me, but +it never delays, and is never at a loss for some new ingenuity to meet +new requirements. "From strength to strength" is its law, carrying me on +with the impetus of its own mounting toward God. + + + +III + + +And the impetus of its own mounting toward God is not confined to what +we view as the great things of life. Between great and small it makes no +distinction. It is as eager on behalf of the man behind a counter as on +that of him who is governing a country. The woman who has on her +shoulders the social duties of an embassy, or the financial cares of a +great business, has it no more at her command than she who is nursing +her baby or reckoning her pennies to make both ends meet. It rushes to +the help of all. Wherever there is duty or responsibility it is begging +at the doors of our hearts to be let in, to share the work and ease +the burden. + +As I get up each morning, it is there. As I plan my day while I dress +myself, it is there. As I think with misgiving of some letter I tremble +at receiving, or with distaste at some job I must tackle before night, +it is there. + +It is there, not only with its help, but with its absolute knowledge of +the right way for me to act. The care that worries me may be so big as +to involve millions of other people's money, or it may be as small as +the typing of a letter; but the right way of fulfilling either task is +pleading to be allowed to enter my intelligence. My task is its task. My +success will be its success. My failure will react on it, since failure +sets back by that degree the whole procession of the ages. Whether I am +painting a great masterpiece or sewing on a button my success is +essential to the Holy Ghost of Life. + + + +IV + + +So I, the individual, try to confront each day with the knowledge that I +am infused with a guiding, animating principle which will not let me +drop behind, or lose my modest reward, so long as I trust to the force +which carries me along. By trusting to it I mean resting on it quietly, +without worrying, without being afraid that it will fail me. "Fret not +thyself, else shalt thou be moved to do evil."[34] By doing evil, I +presume is meant making a mistake, taking the wrong course. If, however +great the cause, I fret myself I disturb the right conditions. By +disturbing the right conditions I choke off the flow of the +life-principle through my energies. + +[34] The Book of Psalms. + + + +V + + +At a moment when the little buffer state between Egypt and Assyria was +afraid of being overrun by the one or the other it was frantically +casting about to decide with which it would throw in its lot. "With +neither," a great prophet thundered in the ears of the people. "In +calmly resting your safety lieth; in quiet trust shall be your +strength."[35] + +[35] The Book of Isaiah. + +My small experience in the conquest of fear can be condensed into these +four words: Calmly resting! quiet trust! That amid the turmoil of the +time and the feverishness of our days it is always easy I do not +pretend. Still less do I pretend that I accomplish it. I have said, a +few lines above, that _I tried_. Trying is as far as I have gone; but +even trying is productive of wonderful results. + + + +VI + + +Least of all do I claim to have covered the whole ground, or to have +discussed to its fulness any one of the points which I have raised. +Whole regions of thought which bear on my subject--such as psychology, +philosophy, and religion as I understand the word--I have carefully +endeavoured to avoid. My object has been to keep as closely as possible +to the line of personal experience, which has a value only because it is +personal. Telling no more than what one man has endeavoured to work out, +what I have written seeks no converts. Though, for the sake of brevity, +it may at times seem to take a hortatory tone, it is a record and no +more. In it the reader will doubtless find much to correct, and +possibly to reject; and this must be as it happens. What I hope he will +neither correct nor reject is the sincerity of the longing to find God's +relations to the phenomena of life, and the extent to which the +phenomena of life reflect God. + + + +VII + + +In the end we come back to that, the eternal struggle whereby that which +is unlike God becomes more and more like Him. In watching the process, +and taking part in it, there is, when all is said and done, a sense of +glorious striving and success. With each generation some veil which hid +the Creator from the creature is torn forever aside. God, who is always +here, is seen a little more clearly by each generation as being; here. +God, who ever since His sun first rose and His rain first fell has been +making Himself known to us, is by each generation a little better +understood. God, whom we have tried to lock up in churches or banish to +Sundays and special holy days, is breaking through all our +prohibitions, growing more and more a force in our homes and our +schools, in our shops and our factories, in our offices and our banks, +in our embassies, congresses, parliaments, and seats of government. Into +His light we advance slowly, unwillingly, driven by our pain; but +we advance. + +The further we advance the more we perceive of power. The more we +perceive of power the more we are freed from fear. The more we are freed +from fear the more exultantly we feel our abundance of life. The more +exultantly we feel our abundance of life the more we reject death in any +of its forms. 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GOD'S SELF-EXPRESSION AND THE MIND OF TO-DAY + + V. THE MIND OF TO-DAY AND THE WORLD AS IT IS + + VI. THE WORLD AS IT IS AND THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR + + VII. THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR AND THE FEAR OF DEATH + +VIII. THE FEAR OF DEATH AND ABUNDANCE OF LIFE + + + + +INTRODUCTION + +by Henry C. Link, Ph.D. + +_Author of_ THE REDISCOVERY OF MAN, THE RETURN TO RELIGION, etc. + + +There are many books which give some help to many people. There are +books which give a set of rules, or even one master rule, by which to +meet the problems of life. This is not such a book. It suggests no +simple recipe for the conquest of fear. Instead, it presents, what all +too few of us to-day possess, a philosophy of life. + +Moreover, in contrast to the dominant thinking of our age, which is +materialistic, King's philosophy is spiritual and religious. Indeed, the +ideas in this book are so profoundly different from the commonly +accepted ideas of our times that they will come as a shock to many +readers. One purpose of this introduction is to prepare the reader for +such a shock. + +I have said that the dominant thinking of our age is materialistic, and +by that I mean also physical. Let me illustrate this broad statement +with reference to the subject of fears alone. The conquest of fear has +gone on year after year chiefly through physical means. Physical pain +has always been one of the great sources of fear. Now ether and other +anaesthetics have eliminated the chief pains of major operations. Older +people can still remember their fear of the dentist, when killing a +nerve or pulling a tooth caused excruciating pain. Now local +anaesthetics even in minor troubles have made dentistry almost painless. +We have not conquered these fears of pain--rather their cause has +been removed. + +Twilight sleep, the artificial sleep to alleviate the pains of +childbirth, is the perfect expression of the scientific and +materialistic elimination of fear. By a chemical blackout of the mind, a +dimming of the conscious self, the person is enabled to escape the +necessity of facing and conquering fear through his own resources. + +I am not condemning the physical alleviation of pain or the progress of +physical science. I am only describing a trend, and that is the growing +emphasis on the elimination of fears by science rather than on their +conquest by the individual. + +Illness has always been a great source of fear, and still is. The dread +of cancer is one of the terrifying fears of our time and fortunes are +spent in cancer research and education. THE CONQUEST OF FEAR was written +as a result of the author's threatened total blindness. He faced a fact +for which there seemed no physical remedy--hence his great need for a +spiritual conquest of this great fear. + +And yet, year by year, physical science has been eliminating or +reducing the dangers of sickness. Vaccines for the prevention of the +dread disease, small-pox, are now a matter of course. Vaccines and +specifics against the deadly tetanus, against typhoid fever, diphtheria, +syphilis, and other fearful diseases have become commonplace. The fear +of pneumonia has been almost eliminated through the discoveries of the +miraculous sulpha drugs. Science has done wonders toward the elimination +of such fears. A man need hardly conquer the fear of any particular +sickness--there is left for his conquest chiefly the fear of dying. + +In addition to physical disease, our civilization has now developed +mental ailments of all kinds. These include a large category of fears +called phobias--claustrophobia, agoraphobia, photophobia, altaphobia, +phonophobia, etc. + +Three fields or professions, other than religion and philosophy, have +sought to deal with these fears, the psychiatric, the psychoanalytic, +and the psychological. The medical psychiatric profession has naturally +emphasized physical remedies beginning with sedatives and bromides to +induce artificial relaxation and ending up with lobectomy or the +complete cutting off of the frontal lobes of the brain, the centers of +man's highest thought processes. Between these two extremes are the +shock treatments in which an injection of insulin or metrazol into the +blood stream causes the person to fall into a sort of epileptic fit +during which he loses consciousness. Through a series of such shock +treatments some of the higher nerve centers or nerve pathways are +destroyed. By this process a person's fears may also be eliminated and +he may be permanently or temporarily cured. In short, the person does +not conquer the fears in his mind; the psychiatrist or neurologist, by +physically destroying a part of the person's brain, destroys also +the fears. + +How strongly this physical approach has taken hold of people was made +plain to me through an article of mine on how to conquer fears. The +emphasis in this article was on how people could overcome their fears +and worries through their own efforts. To illustrate the opposite +extreme, I mentioned the brain operations and shock treatments by which +psychiatry now often deals with fears. Among the many people who wrote +to me as a result of this article, _the majority inquired where they +could obtain such an operation_! To such extremes have many people gone +in their desire to eliminate fear by physical means rather than conquer +it through their own spiritual powers. + +The psychoanalyst deals with a person's phobias through what seems like +an intellectual or rational process. According to psychoanalysis, +phobias or fears are due to some buried or subconscious complex. By +daily or frequent talks with a psychoanalyst for a period of six months +or a year, a person's subconscious disturbance _may_ be brought to +light, and if so, the fear is supposed automatically to disappear. Even +if true, this process is a highly materialistic one, at least in the +sense that only people who can spend thousands of dollars can afford +such treatments. + +The psychologist, as well as some psychiatrists who have studied normal +psychology, regard many fears as normal experiences which the individual +can cope with largely through his own resources and with very little +help in the way of visits or treatment. The trouble arises in the case +of those people who have no personal resources to draw on. Their lives +are so lacking in spiritual power, or so full of intellectual scepticism +and distrust, that they cannot help themselves. They have no religious +convictions or certainties by which to obtain leverage in their +struggles. They have no firm philosophy of life on which they or those +who would help them can lay hold. They are putty in the hands of the +fears and forces that beset them from without. + +The psychologist and the psychiatrist both find it difficult to do much +to help such a person. And yet, this is the kind of person our +civilization and education tends increasingly to produce. By the +physical elimination of the causes of fear we have gradually undermined +man's inner resources for the conquest of fear. + +This materialistic trend has received a new impetus from the fields of +political science, economics, and sociology. A dozen years ago economic +disaster threatened to stampede the nation. Millions who had lost their +jobs began to fear penury and want. Millions who still had jobs feared +that they would lose them. Other millions began to fear the loss of +their money and possessions. Rich and poor, becoming afraid that the +country was going to pieces, rushed to the banks to withdraw their +savings and brought on the nation-wide bank closings. Those were days +when everyone knew paralyzing fears. + +History will record the fact that these fears were met, not by conquest, +not by drawing on the moral resources and inner fortitude of the +American citizen, but by a collection of wholesale materialistic +schemes. These schemes included such devices as inflating the dollar, +raising prices, expanding the government debt, paying farmers not to +produce crops, government housing projects, and many others. The fears +of unemployment and poverty in old age were to be eliminated wholesale +through a planned economy, a new social order. By an elaborate system of +book-keeping called Social Security, a whole nation was to win freedom +from want and freedom from fear. + +But while we were building our smug little house of Social Security, the +whole world was crashing around us. Instead of achieving local security +we find ourselves now in the midst of world-wide insecurity. Far from +having eliminated the economic causes of fear, we now find these causes +multiplied many times. To the fear of losing our money is now added the +fear of losing our sons. To the fear of losing our jobs is added the +fear of losing our lives. To the fear of depression and inflation is +added the fear of losing the very freedoms for which the war is +being fought. + +At last we see, or are on the point of seeing, that materialism breeds +worse fears than it cures; that economics and sociology create more +social problems than they solve; that science makes it possible to +destroy wealth and lives much faster than it can build them. It took +years of science to achieve the airplane and to eliminate people's fear +of flying. Now, suddenly, the airplane has become the greatest source of +destruction and of fear on the globe. Cities which were decades in the +building are blasted out of being in a night. Millions of people must +regulate their lives in fear of these dread visitors. + +This is the background against which the conquest of fear presents its +philosophy of courage and of hope. It is a philosophy diametrically +opposed to the dominant beliefs and practices of our materialistic age. +One hesitates to use the words spiritual and moral because they have +become catch words. Nevertheless, King's philosophy is a spiritual and a +moral one, and the reader will gain from it a clearer concept of what +these words really mean. + +When I remember my reactions to the first portion of this book, I can +readily picture the impatience and even scorn of many intellectuals and +pseudo-intellectuals. Because of its emphasis on the religious nature of +the universe and on the spiritual power of the individual, it may seem +to them naïve. Because of its consistent condemnation of Mammon, of +materialism and the economic-sociological interpretation of life, it may +seem to them old-fashioned. Actually, the book is highly sophisticated +and is more novel to-day than the day it was written because since that +time we have strayed twenty years further from the truth. + +One day I was having luncheon with a man who, during the course of the +conversation, remarked: "I want to tell you how much I enjoyed your +latest book,--" As almost any writer would, I pricked up my ears +expectantly. + +"Yes," he went on, "I got a great deal out of your recent book, but the +book which helped me more than any I have ever read is a book called THE +CONQUEST OF FEAR, by Basil King. Do you happen to know it?" + +"Know it!" I exclaimed. "I not only know it, I am just on the point of +writing an introduction to a new edition of the book. Would you mind +telling me how it helped you?" + +He thereupon related how, at a certain period of his life, he had left +an excellent position to take a new one which seemed more promising. It +soon developed that the difficulties of this position were such as to +make his success seem almost hopeless. He became obsessed with the idea +that the people with whom he had to deal were "out to get him." His +fears of the job and of his associates grew to the point where a nervous +breakdown seemed inevitable. + +One day his daughter told him that she needed a book in her school work +which he remembered having packed in a box that had been stored in the +attic and not yet opened. When he opened the box, the first book which +he picked up was THE CONQUEST OF FEAR. It was evidently one of those +books which had somehow come into the possession of his family, but +which he had never read. + +This time, however, he sat down in the attic and began to read it. +During the course of the next year or so he read it carefully not once +but four or five times. "It marked the turning point in my life," he +told me. "It enabled me to conquer the fears which were threatening to +ruin me at the time, and it gave me a philosophy which has stood me in +good stead ever since." + +A philosophy which marked the turning point in his life and which has +stood him in good stead ever since! THE CONQUEST OF FEAR offers +such a philosophy not only to individuals suffering from fears peculiar +to them, but to a world of individuals suffering, or about to suffer, +from the collapse of world-wide materialism. In this day of chaos and +uncertainty, here is the modern version of the parable of the man who +built his house upon a rock instead of on the sand: "and the rain +descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that +house; and it fell not for it was founded upon a rock." + +H. C. L. + + + + +CHAPTER I + +FEAR AND THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE + + + +I + + +When I say that during most of my conscious life I have been a prey to +fears I take it for granted that I am expressing the case of the +majority of people. I cannot remember the time when a dread of one kind +or another was not in the air. In childhood it was the fear of going to +bed, of that mysterious time when regular life was still going on +downstairs, while I was buried alive under sheets and blankets. Later it +was the fear of school, the first contact of the tender little soul with +life's crudeness. Later still there was the experience which all of us +know of waking in the morning with a feeling of dismay at what we have +to do on getting up; the obvious duties in which perhaps we have grown +stale; the things we have neglected; those in which we have made +mistakes; those as to which we have wilfully done wrong; those which +weary or bore or annoy or discourage us. Sometimes there are more +serious things still: bereavements, or frightfully adverse conditions, +or hardships we never expected brought on us by someone else. + +It is unnecessary to catalogue these situations, since we all at times +in our lives have to face them daily. Fear dogs one of us in one way and +another in another, but everyone in some way. + +Look at the people you run up against in the course of a few hours. +Everyone is living or working in fear. The mother is afraid for her +children. The father is afraid for his business. The clerk is afraid for +his job. The worker is afraid of his boss or his competitor. There is +hardly a man who is not afraid that some other man will do him a bad +turn. There is hardly a woman who is not afraid that things she craves +may be denied her, or that what she loves may be snatched away. There is +not a home or an office or a factory or a school or a church in which +some hang-dog apprehension is not eating at the hearts of the men, +women, and children who go in and out. I am ready to guess that all the +miseries wrought by sin and sickness put together would not equal those +we bring on ourselves by the means which perhaps we do least to +counteract. We are not sick all the time; we are not sinning all the +time; but all the time all of us--or practically all of us--are afraid +of someone or something. If, therefore, one has the feeblest +contribution to make to the defeat of such a foe it becomes difficult to +withhold it. + + + +II + + +But even with a view to conquering fear I should not presume to offer to +others ideas worked out purely for myself had I not been so invited. I +do not affirm that I have conquered fear, but only that in self-defence +I have been obliged to do something in that direction. I take it for +granted that what goes in that direction will go all the way if pursued +with perseverance and good will. Having thus made some simple +experiments--chiefly mental--with what to me are effective results, I +can hardly refuse to tell what they have been when others are so good as +to ask me. + +And in making this attempt I must write from my own experience. No other +method would be worth while. The mere exposition of a thesis would have +little or no value. It is a case in which nothing can be helpful to +others which has not been demonstrated for oneself, even though the +demonstration be but partial. + +In writing from my own experience I must ask the reader's pardon if I +seem egoistic or autobiographical. Without taking oneself too smugly or +too seriously one finds it the only way of reproducing the thing that +has happened in one's own life and which one actually knows. + +And when I speak above of ideas worked out purely for myself I do not, +of course, mean that these ideas are original with me. All I have done +has been to put ideas through the mill of my own mind, co-ordinating +them to suit my own needs. The ideas themselves come from many sources. +Some of these sources are, so deep in the past that I could no longer +trace them; some are so recent that I know the day and hour when they +revealed themselves, like brooks in the way. It would be possible to say +to the reader, "I owe this to such and such a teaching, and that to such +and such a man," only that references of the kind would be tedious. I +fall back on what Emerson says: "Thought is the property of him who can +entertain it; and of him who can adequately place it. A certain +awkwardness marks the use of borrowed thoughts; but, as soon as we have +learned what to do with them, they become our own. Thus all originality +is relative." The thoughts that I shall express are my own to the extent +that I have lived them--or tried to live them--though the wind that +bloweth where it listeth may have brought them to my mind. + +Nor do I think for a moment that what I have found helpful to me must of +necessity be helpful to everyone. It may be helpful to someone. That is +the limit of my hope. It is simple fact that no one can greatly help +anyone else. The utmost we can do is to throw out an idea here and there +which another may seize, and by which he may help himself. Borrowed help +has the awkwardness which Emerson attributes to borrowed thoughts. It is +only when a concept has lain for a time in a man's being, germinated +there, and sprung into active life, that it is of much use to him; but +by that time it has become his own. The kingdom of heaven must begin +within oneself or we shall probably not find it anywhere. + +These pages will contain, then, no recipe for the conquest of fear; they +will offer, with much misgiving and diffidence, no more than the record +of what one individual has done toward conquering it. This record is +presented merely for what it is worth. It may be worth nothing. On the +other hand, someone may find it worth something, and in that case all +that the writer hopes for will be attained. + + + +III + + +As a matter of fact, in my own case the reaction against fear was from +the beginning more or less instinctive. With the first exercise of the +reasoning faculty I tried to argue against the emotion. I remember that +as a little boy I was afraid of a certain dog that barked at me when I +went to a certain house to which I was sent perhaps two or three times a +week. The house had a driveway, and from the minute of passing the +entrance my knees trembled under me. But even then, I recall, it seemed +to me that this terror was an incongruous thing in life, that it had no +rightful place there, and that, if the world was what my elders told me +it was, there must be in it a law of peace and harmony which as yet I +hadn't arrived at. I cannot say that when the dog barked this reasoning +did more than nerve me to drag my quaking limbs up to the doorstep, +whence my enemy, a Skye terrier, invariably took flight. + +During a somewhat stormy childhood and boyhood, in which there was a +good deal of emotional stress, I never got beyond this point. Specific +troubles were not few, and by the time I reached early manhood a habit +of looking for them had been established. "What's it going to be now?" +became a formula of anticipation before every new event. New events +presented themselves most frequently as menaces. Hopes rarely loomed up +without accompanying probabilities of disappointment. One adopted the +plan of "expecting disappointment" as a means of cheating the "jinx." I +am not painting my early life as any darker than most lives. It was, I +fancy, as bright as the average life of youth. + + + +IV + + +But, contrary to what is generally held, I venture to think that youth +is not a specially happy period. Because young people rarely voice +their troubles we are likely to think them serene and unafraid. That has +not been my experience either with them or of them. While it is true +that cares of a certain type increase with age the knowledge of how to +deal with them increases, or ought to increase, in the same progression. +With no practical experience to support them the young are up against +the unknown and problematical--occupation, marriage, sexual urge, life +in general--around which clings that terror of the dark which frightened +them in childhood. Home training, school training, college training, +religious training, social influences of every kind, throw the emphasis +on dangers rather than on securities, so that the young life emerges +into a haunted world. Some are reckless of these dangers, some grow +hardened to them, some enjoy the tussle with them, some turn their minds +away from them, while others, chiefly the imaginative or the +intellectual, shrink from them with the discomfort which, as years go +on, becomes worry, anxiety, foreboding, or any other of the many +forms of care. + + + +V + + +My own life followed what I assume to be the usual course, though in +saying this I am anxious not to give an exaggerated impression. It was +the usual course, not an unusual one. "There's always something" came to +be a common mental phrase, and the something was, as a rule, not +cheering. Neither, as a rule, was it terrible. It was just +_something_--a sense of the carking hanging over life, and now and then +turning to a real mischance or a heartache. + +It strikes me as strange, on looking back, that so little attempt was +made to combat fear by religion. In fact, as far as I know, little +attempt was made to combat fear in any way. One's attention was not +called to it otherwise than as a wholly inevitable state. You were born +subject to fear as you were born subject to death, and that was an +end of it. + +Brought up in an atmosphere in which religion was our main +preoccupation, I cannot recall ever hearing it appealed to as a +counteragent to this most persistent enemy of man. In dealing with your +daily dreads you simply counted God out. Either He had nothing to do +with them or He brought them upon you. In any case His intervention on +your behalf was not supposed to be in this world, and to look for +rewards from Him here and now was considered a form of impiety. You were +to be willing to serve God for naught; after which unexpected favours +might be accorded you, but you were to hope for nothing as a right. I do +not say that this is what I was taught; it was what I understood; but to +the best of my memory it was the general understanding round about me. +In my fight against fear, in as far as I made one, God was for many +years of no help to me, or of no help of which I was aware. I shall +return to the point later in telling how I came to "discover God" for +myself, but not quite the same God, or not quite the same concept of +God, which my youthful mind had supposed to be the only one. + + + +VI + + +At the same time it was to a small detail in my religious training--or +to be more exact in the explanation of the Bible given me as a boy--that +I harked back when it became plain to me that either I must conquer fear +or fear must conquer me. Having fallen into my mind like a seed, it lay +for well on to thirty years with no sign of germination, till that +"need," of which I shall have more to say presently, called it +into life. + +Let me state in a few words how the need made itself pressing. + +It was, as life goes, a tolerably dark hour. I was on the borderland +between young manhood and early middle age. For some years I had been +losing my sight, on top of which came one of those troubles with the +thyroid gland which medical science still finds obscure. For reasons +which I need not go into I was spending an autumn at Versailles in +France, unoccupied and alone. + +If you know Versailles you know that it combines all that civilisation +has to offer of beauty, magnificence, and mournfulness. A day's visit +from Paris will give you an inkling of this, but only an inkling. To get +it all you must live there, to be interpenetrated by its glory of decay. +It is always the autumn of the spirit at Versailles, even in summer, +even in spring; but in the autumn of the year the autumnal emotion of +the soul is poignant beyond expression. Sad gardens stretch into sad +parks; sad parks into storied and haunting forests. Long avenues lead to +forgotten châteaux mellowing into ruin. Ghostly white statues astonish +you far in the depths of woods where the wild things are now the most +frequent visitors. A Temple of Love--pillared, Corinthian, lovely--lost +in a glade to which lovers have probably not come in a hundred +years--will remind you that there were once happy people where now the +friendliest sound is that of the wood-chopper's axe or the horn of some +far-away hunt. All the old tales of passion, ambition, feud, hatred, +violence, lust, and intrigue are softened here to an aching sense of +pity. At night you will hear the castle clock, which is said never once +to have failed to strike the hour since Louis the Fourteenth put it in +its place, tolling away your life as it has tolled away epochs. + +Amid these surroundings a man ill, lonely, threatened with blindness, +can easily feel what I may call the spiritual challenge of the ages. He +must either be strong and rule; or he must be weak and go down. He must +get the dominion over circumstance, or circumstance must get the +dominion over him. To be merely knocked about by fate and submit to it, +even in the case of seemingly inevitable physical infirmity, began to +strike me as unworthy of a man. + +It is one thing, however, to feel the impulse to get up and do +something, and another to see what you can get up and do. For a time the +spectre of fear had me in its power. The physical facts couldn't be +denied, and beyond the physical facts I could discern nothing. It was +conceivable that one might react against a mental condition; but to +react against a mysterious malady coupled with possibly approaching +blindness was hardly to be thought of. When one added one's incapacity +to work and earn a living, with all that that implies, it seemed as if +it would take the faith that moves mountains to throw off the weight +oppressing me. It is true that to move mountains you only need faith as +a grain of mustard seed, but as far as one can judge not many of us have +that much. + +It was then that my mind went back all of a sudden to the kernel planted +so many years before, in my island home, in the Gulf of St. Lawrence. If +I become prolix over this it is only that I want to show how often it +happens to parents, teachers, and others who deal with children, to +throw out a thought which after lying dormant for years will become a +factor in the life. Had it not been for the few words spoken then I +should not, as far as I can see, now have such mastery over self as I +have since attained--not very much--but I should not be writing +these lines. + + + +VII + + +My boyhood was placed in the times when Darwin's "Origin of Species" and +"Descent of Man" had thrown the scientific and religious worlds into +convulsion. The struggle between the old ideas and the new calls for no +more than a reference here; but the teacher to whom I owe most was one +who, while valuing the old, saw only an enrichment in the new, +explaining the Bible in that spirit. So it happened that he spoke one +day of the extraordinary ingenuity of the life-principle, which somehow +came to the earth, in adapting itself to perpetually new conditions. + +Nothing defeated it. For millions of years it was threatened by climatic +changes, by the lack of food, by the ferocity of fellow-creatures. Heat, +cold, flood, drought, earthquake, and volcanic eruption were forever +against it. Struggling from stage to stage upward from the slime a new +danger was always to it a new incentive to finding a new resource. + +Pursued through the water it sought the land. Pursued on the land it +sought the air. Pursued in the air it developed fleetness of wing, and +in fleetness of wing a capacity for soaring, circling, balancing, +dipping, and swinging on itself of which the grace must not blind us to +the marvellous power of invention. + +In other words, the impulses leading to the origin of species proclaim a +resourcefulness on the part of what we call life which we have every +reason to think inexhaustible. Whatever the Fount of Being from which +the life-principle first came into the waters of our earth there is no +question but that with it came a conquest-principle as well. Had it been +possible to exterminate the life-principle it would never have gone +further than the age which saw the extinction of the great reptiles. The +great reptiles went, but the life-principle stayed on, with the ability +to assume, within our limited observation, all the forms between the +bacillus and the elephant, while as to what lies beyond our observation +the possibilities are infinite. + +Long before it works up to man we see this amazing force stemming an +uncountable number of attacks, and meeting ruinous conditions with +daring contrivances. For one kind of danger it develops a shell, for +another a sting, for another a poison, for another a protective +colouration. To breathe in the sea it puts forth gills, and makes lungs +for itself when stranded on the land. In glacial cold it finds the means +of growing fur; when heat and cold assail it by turns it packs itself +with feathers; when climates become temperate it produces hair. For the +creature which keeps to the water it webs the foot; for that which takes +to the trees it makes the toes prehensile; for the one which learns to +stand erect and run along the ground it flattens the sole, making it +steady and supporting. To resist, to survive, to win through, is the end +to which the life-principle sets itself with such singleness of aim as +to unfold a wealth of potentiality astounding to us in looking backward. + + + +VIII + + +This was the idea which came back to me that autumn at Versailles, and +from which in the course of time I drew my conclusions. + +Briefly, those conclusions were to the effect that as individuals we +need difficulties to overcome, and that fear is a stimulus to overcoming +them. Otherwise expressed, fear loses much of its fearfulness when we +see it as the summons to putting forth new energies. Unless we were +conscious of the energies such a call would not reach us. The creatures +preceding man could have felt no misgiving, since they lacked the +imagination essential to a dread. Such fear as they were equal to must +have seized them in paroxysms of terror when calamities threatened to +overwhelm them. If they made good their escape no trace of the fear +remained behind, the brain having little or no power of retention. We +may take it for granted that the pterodactyl and the trachodon had none +of the foreboding based on experience which destroys the peace of man. + +Fear, as we understand it, was in itself a signal of advance. It could +only have begun with the exercise of reason. Arrived at the rudiments of +memory the creature must have been able to perceive, however dimly, that +the thing which had happened might happen again. Adding the first +stirrings of imagination he must have constructed possible events in +which the danger would come from the same causes as before. With the +faculties to remember, to reason, and to imagine all at work we reach +the first stages of man. + +Man was born into fear in that he was born into a world of which most of +the energies were set against him. He was a lone thing fighting his own +battle. The instinct for association which made the mammals different +from other animals didn't help him much, since association did not bring +mutual help as a matter of course, and never has done so. A man could +count on no one but himself. Not only were prodigious natural forces +always menacing him with destruction; not only was the beast his enemy +and he the enemy of the beast; but his hand was against his fellow-man +and his fellow-man's hand against him. This mutual hostility followed +men in their first groupings into communities, and only to a degree have +we lived it down in the twentieth century. + +Perhaps this conviction that a man's strength lay in standing +single-handed against circumstance was the first small discovery I made +in my own fight with fear. Looking back on the developments which had +brought man into the world I saw a marvellous power of getting round +difficulties when you couldn't cut through them. Just as a river which +cannot flow over a rock can glide about its feet and turn it into a +picturesque promontory, so I recognised in myself an inborn human +faculty for "sidestepping" that which blocked my way, when I couldn't +break it down. + +I left Versailles with just that much to the good--a perception that the +ages had bequeathed me a store of abilities which I was allowing to lie +latent. Moving into Paris, to more cheerful surroundings, I took up +again the writing of the book I had abandoned more than a year +previously. After long seclusion I began to see a few people, finding +them responsive and welcoming. My object in stating these unimportant +details is merely to show that in proportion as I ceased to show fear +the life-principle hastened to my aid. Little by little I came to the +belief that the world about me was a system of co-operative +friendliness, and that it was my part to use it in that way. + + + +IX + + +To use it in that way was not easy. I was so accustomed to the thought +of Nature as a complex of self-seeking cruelties, the strong preying on +the weak, and the weak defenceless, that the mere idea of its containing +a ruling co-operative principle seemed at times far-fetched. To the +common opinion of the day, my own included, the conception of a +universe that would come to a man's aid the minute a man came to his own +was too much like a fairy tale. It may indeed be a fairy tale. All I +know is that in my own case it is the way in which it seems to have +worked. I think I have caught a glimpse of a constructive use for that +which I had previously thought of as only destructive and terrible. + +This is what I mean. The life-principle having, through unknown millions +of years, developed the conquest-principle by meeting difficulties and +overcoming them, the difficulties had a value. To man, especially, the +menace of Nature, the ferocity of the beast, and the enmity of his +fellow-man furnished the incentive to his upward climb. Had all been +easy he would have stayed where he was. He would never have called +mental powers to his physical aid, nor appealed to spiritual faculties +when the mental fell short of his requirements. Spurred on by a +necessity which grew more urgent in proportion as the life-principle +widened its scope, the conquest-principle became an impulse which would +brook no denying. Man grew by it; but the fact remains that he would not +have grown had there been nothing for him to struggle with. + +To me it seems basic to the getting rid of fear to know that our trials, +of whatever nature, are not motiveless. In our present stage of +development we could hardly do without them. So often looking like mere +ugly excrescences on life they are in reality the branches by which we +catch on and climb. They are not obstacles to happiness for the reason +that the only satisfying happiness we are equal to as yet is that of +wrestling with the difficult and overcoming it. Every call of duty has +its place in this ideal; every irksome job, every wearisome +responsibility. The fact that we are not always aware of it in no way +annuls the other fact that it is so. Boredom, monotony, drudgery, +bereavement, loneliness, all the clamour of unsatisfied ambitions and +aching sensibilities, have their share in this divine yearning of the +spirit to grasp what as yet is beyond its reach. All of that hacking of +the man to fit the job rather than the shaping of the job to fit the +man, which is, I imagine, the source of most of the discontent on earth, +has its place here, as well as the hundreds of things we shouldn't do if +we were not compelled to. Whatever summons us to conflict summons us to +life, and life, as we learn from a glance at the past, never shirks the +challenge. + +It never shirks the challenge, and, what is more, it never fails to find +the expedient by which the new demand is to be satisfied. To the +conquest of fear that plank must be foundational. As far as we can learn +there never was an emergency yet which the life-principle was not +equipped to meet. When all existing methods had been used up it invented +new ones; when seemingly at the end of its new resources it was only +beginning to go on again. + + + +X + + +The deduction I make is this, that a law which was operative on such a +scale before man had come into the world at all must be still more +effective now that we can help to carry it out. The life-principle is +not less ingenious than it ever was, while the conquest-principle must +have widely expanded. It is an axiom in all progress that the more we +conquer the more easily we conquer. We form a habit of conquering as +insistent as any other habit. Victory becomes, to some degree, a state +of mind. Knowing ourselves superior to the anxieties, troubles, and +worries which obsess us, we _are_ superior. It is a question of attitude +in confronting them. It is more mental than it is material. To be in +harmony with the life-principle and the conquest-principle is to be in +harmony with power; and to be in harmony with power is to be strong as a +matter of course. + +The individual is thus at liberty to say: "The force which never failed +before is not likely to fail in my case. The fertility of resource which +circumvented every kind of obstacle to make me what I am--a vertebrate, +breathing, walking, thinking entity, capable of some creative +expression of my own--will probably not fall short now that I have +immediate use for it. Of what I get from the past, prehistoric and +historic, perhaps the most subtle distillation is the fact that so far +is the life-principle from balking at need, need is essential to its +activity. Where there is no need it seems to be quiescent; where there +is something to be met, contended with, and overcome, it is furiously +'on the job.' That life-principle is my principle. It is the seed from +which I spring. It is my blood, my breath, my brain. I cannot cut myself +off from it; it cannot cut itself off from me. Having formed the +mastodon to meet one set of needs and the butterfly to meet another, it +will form, something to meet mine, even if something altogether new. The +new--or what seems new to me--is apparently the medium in which it is +most at home. It repeats itself never--not in two rosebuds, not in two +snowflakes. Who am I that I should be overlooked by it, or miss being +made the expression of its infinite energies?" + + + +XI + + +What this reasoning did for me from the start was to give me a new +attitude toward the multifold activity we call life. I saw it as +containing a principle that would work with me if I could work with it. +My working with it was the main point, since _it_ was working with me +always. Exactly what that principle was I could not at the time have +said; I merely recognised it as being there. + +The method of working with it was simple in idea, however difficult in +practice. It was a question of my own orientation. I had to get mentally +into harmony with the people and conditions I found about me. I was not +to distrust them; still less was I to run away from them. I was to make +a parable of my childish experience with the Skye terrier, assuming that +life was organised to do me good. I remembered how many times the Bible +begins some bit of pleading or injunction with the words, "Fear not." +Other similar appeals came back to me. "Say to them that are of a +fearful heart, Be strong I fear not."[1] "Quit yourselves like men; be +strong."[2] "O man greatly beloved, fear not! Peace be unto thee! Be +strong, yea, be Strong."[3] When, at some occasional test, dismay or +self-pity took hold of me I formed a habit of saying to myself, in our +expressive American idiom: "This is your special stunt. It's up to you +to do this thing just as if you had all the facilities. Go at it boldly, +and you'll find unexpected forces closing round you and Coming to +your aid." + +[1] The Book of Isaiah. + +[2] First Book of Samuel. + +[3] Book of Daniel. + +Which is just what I did find. To an amazing degree people were +friendly, while conditions became easier. Fear diminished because I had +fewer things to be afraid of. Having fewer things to be afraid of my +mind was clearer for work. Work becoming not only more of a resource but +more remunerative as well, all life grew brighter. Fear was not +overcome; I had only made a more or less hesitating stand against it; +but even from doing that I got positive results. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE LIFE-PRINCIPLE AND GOD + + + +I + + +It is obvious that one could not dwell much on the power of the +life-principle without coming sooner or later to the thought of God. As +already hinted, I did not come to it at once because my conception of +God made Him of so little use to me. + +And yet, in popular phraseology, I had "served" God all my life. That +is, brought up in an atmosphere in which the Church was a divinely +instituted system for utilising God, I served the system, without +getting much beyond the surface plane of what were technically known as +"services." When trial came such services offered me an anodyne, but +not a cure. + + + +II + + +The first suggestion, that my concept of God might not be sufficient to +my needs came out of a conversation in New York. It was with a lady whom +I met but that once, within a year or two after my experience at +Versailles. I have forgotten how we chanced on the subject, but I +remember that she asked me these questions: + +"When you think of God _how_ do you think of Him? How do you picture +Him? What does He seem like?" + +Trying to reply I recognised a certain naivete, a certain childishness, +in my words even as I uttered them. In my thoughts I saw God as three +supernal men, seated on three supernal thrones, enshrined in some vague +celestial portion of space which I denominated Heaven. Between Him and +me there was an incalculable distance which He could bridge but I could +not. Always He had me at the disadvantage that He saw what I did, heard +what I said, read what I thought, punishing me for everything amiss, +while I could reach Him only by the uncertain telephony of what I +understood as prayer. Even then my telephone worked imperfectly. Either +the help I implored wasn't good for me, or my voice couldn't soar to +His throne. + +The lady smiled, but said nothing. The smile was significant. It made me +feel that a God who was no more than what I had described could hardly +be the Universal Father, and set me to thinking on my own account. + + + +III + + +I wish it were possible to speak of God without the implication of +dealing with religion. By this I mean that I am anxious to keep religion +out of this whole subject of the conquest of fear. The minute you touch +on religion, as commonly understood, you reach the sectarian. The minute +you reach the sectarian you start enmities. The minute you start +enmities you get mental discords. And the minute you get mental +discords no stand against fear is possible. + +But I mean a little more than this. Man, as at present developed, has +shown that he hardly knows what to do with religion, or where to put it +in his life. This is especially true of the Caucasian, the least +spiritually intelligent of all the great types of our race. +Fundamentally the white man is hostile to religion. He attacks it as a +bull a red cloak, goring it, stamping on it, tearing it to shreds. With +the Caucasian as he is this fury is instinctive. Recognising religion as +the foe of the materialistic ideal he has made his own he does his best +to render it ineffective. + +Of this we need no better illustration than the state of what we +conventionally know as Christendom. Christendom as we see it is a purely +Caucasian phase of man's struggle upward, with Caucasian merits and +Caucasian defects. Nowhere is its defectiveness more visible than in +what the Caucasian has made of the teaching of Jesus Christ. It was +probably a misfortune for the world that almost from the beginning that +teaching passed into Caucasian guardianship. I see in the New Testament +no indication on the part of Our Lord and the Apostles of wishing to +separate themselves from Semitic co-operation. The former taught daily +in the Temple; the latter, as they went about the world, made the +synagogue the base of all their missions. The responsibility for the +breach is not under discussion here. It is enough to note that it took +place, and that Caucasian materialism was thus deprived of a +counteragent in Hebrew spiritual wisdom. Had this corrective maintained +its place it is possible that religion might now be a pervasive element +in the Caucasian's life instead of being pigeon-holed. + + + +IV + + +The Caucasian pigeon-holes God. Otherwise expressed, he keeps God in a +specially labelled compartment of life, to be brought out for occasional +use, and put back when the need is over. It is difficult to mention God +to a Caucasian reader without inducing an artificial frame of mind. As +there are people who put on for strangers and guests an affected, +unnatural politeness different from their usual breezy spontaneity, so +the Caucasian assumes at the thought of God a mental habit which can +only be described as sanctimonious. God is not natural to the Caucasian; +the Caucasian is not natural with God. The mere concept takes him into +regions in which he feels uneasy. He may call his uneasiness reserve or +reverence, or by some other dignified name; but at bottom it is neither +more nor less than uneasiness. To minimise this distress he relegates +God to special days, to special hours, to services and ceremonials. He +can thus wear and bear his uncomfortable cloak of gravity for special +times, after which he can be himself again. To appeal to God otherwise +than according to the tacitly accepted protocol is to the average +Caucasian either annoying or in bad form. + +I should like, then, to dissociate the thought of God from the +artificial, sanctimonious, preternaturally solemn connotations which +the Name is certain to bring up. I want to speak of Him with the same +kind of ease as of the life-principle. I repeat, that I never found Him +of much use in allaying fear till I released Him from the Caucasian +pigeon-hole to see Him, as it were, in the open. Once in the open I got +rid, to some degree, of the Caucasian limitations of thinking along the +lines of sect, just as in the infinitude of the air you can forget for a +minute houses with rooms and walls. The discovery--that is, discovery +for myself--that God is Universal, which is not so obvious as it sounds, +was, I think, the first great step I made in finding that within that +Universal fear should be impossible. + + + +V + + +About the same time I chanced on a passage written by Joseph Joubert, an +eighteenth-century French Catholic, not so well known to the modern +reader as he ought to be, which impressed me deeply. + +"L'âme ne peut se mouvoir, s'éveiller, ouvrir les yeux, sans santir +Dieu. On sent Dieu avec l'âme comme on sent l'air avec le corps. +Oseraije le dire? On connaît Dieu facilement pourvu qu'on ne se +contraigne pas à le definir--The soul cannot move, wake, or open the +eyes without perceiving God. We perceive God through the soul as we feel +air on the body. Dare I say it? We can know God easily so long as we do +not feel it necessary to define Him." + +I began to see that, like most Caucasian Christians, I had been laying +too much stress on the definition. The Trinity had, so to speak, come +between me and the Godhead. I had, unconsciously, attached more +importance to God's being Three than to His being God. Seeing Him as +Three I instinctively saw Him as Three Persons. Seeing Him as Three +Persons I did not reflect that the word Person as applied to God must be +used in a sense wholly different from that in which we employ it with +regard to men. To get into what I call the open I had to bring myself to +understand that we cannot enclose the Infinite in a shape, or three +shapes, resembling in any way the being with digestive organs, arms, and +legs, which worked its way up from slime. + +That is, in order to "dwell in the secret place of the Most High,"[4] +where one is immune from fear, I was obliged to give up the habit of +embodying God in any form. I had to confess that what is meant by the +Three Persons in One God I did not know. Furthermore, I saw no necessity +for thinking that I knew, since such knowledge must transcend all scope +of the human mind. The formula, if you must have a formula, is one +thing; but the turning it into a statute of limitations and applying it +to the Illimitable is another. + +[4] The Book of Psalms. + +To make my position clearer, and to avoid the subject of religion, let +me add that, inferring from the Bible that there is a Father, a Son, and +a Holy Ghost, I did not feel it imperative on my part to go beyond this +use of terms. Merely to abstain from definition was like a load taken +off my mind. How the Son was begotten of the Father, or the Holy Ghost +proceeded from them both, or what eternal mysteries were symbolised in +this purely human phraseology, were, it seemed to me, matters with which +I need not concern myself, seeing that they passed all my comprehension. +Not the Trinity should come first to powers so limited as mine--but God. + +It dawned on me, too, that God need not necessarily be to me what He is +to others, nor to others what He is to me. Of the Infinite the finite +mind can only catch a finite glimpse. I see what I can see; another sees +what he can see. The visions may be different, and yet each vision may +be true. Just as two painters painting the same landscape will give +dissimilar views of it, so two minds contemplating God will take of Him +only what each is fitted to receive. Water poured into differently +coloured glasses will take on the colour of the cup which it fills, even +though it be the self-same water in them all. If I find God for myself I +shall probably not behold in Him exactly what anyone else in the whole +world or in all time has ever beheld in Him before. + +I saw, too, that from a certain point of view the stand of the agnostic +is a right one. We cannot know God in the sense of knowing His being or +His "Personality," any more than we can know the essence of the +life-principle. Just as we know the life-principle only from what it +does, so we know God only from such manifestations of Himself as reach +our observation. Everything else is inference. Because we see something +of His goodness we infer that He is good; because we experience +something of His love we infer that He is loving; because we behold +something of His power we infer that He is almighty. It is first of all +a matter of drawing our conclusions, and then of making those +conclusions the food of the inner spiritual man whose life is +independent of the mortal heart and brain. But a sense in which God is +"unknowable" to us has to be admitted. + +I make this statement now in order not to be misunderstood when later I +may say that God must be this or that. Though I shall do so for the +sake of brevity it will always be in the sense that, if God is what we +have inferred from His manifestations, He must be this or that. In other +words, having to some degree worked my own way out of fear I must tell +how I came to feel that I know the Unknowable, doing it with the inexact +phraseology which is all I find to hand. + + + +VI + + +Reaching the conclusions noted above I was relieved of the pressure of +traditions and instructions. Traditions and instructions helped me in +that they built the ship in which I was to put to sea. The discoveries +had to be my own. The God of whom I had heard at my mother's knee, as +the phrase goes, had always been shadowy to me; the God who was served +by "services" had always seemed remote. A God who should be "_my_ God," +as the psalmists say so often, must, I felt, be found by me myself, +through living, searching, suffering, and struggling onward a step or +two at a time. "That's pretty near free-thinking, isn't it?" a +clergyman, to whom I tried to explain myself, once said to me. "No," I +replied; "but it _is_ pretty near thinking _free_." + +To think freely about God became a first necessity; to think simply a +second one. The Universal Father had been almost lost to me behind veil +after veil of complexities. The approaches to Him seemed to have been +made so roundabout, requiring so many intermediaries. Long before I had +dared to think of what I may call emancipation, the "scheme of +salvation," as it was termed, had struck me as an excessively +complicated system of machinery, considering the millions upon millions +who had need of it. In theory you were told, according to St. Paul, to +"come boldly before the throne of the heavenly grace," but in practice +you were expected to do it timidly. + +You were expected to do it timidly because the pigeon-holed Caucasian +God was represented--unconsciously perhaps--as difficult, ungenial, +easily offended. He measured your blindness and weakness by the +standard of His own knowledge and almightiness. A puritan God, extremely +preoccupied with morals as some people saw them, He was lenient, +apparently, to the narrow-minded, the bitter of tongue, and the +intolerant in heart. He was not generous. He was merciful only when you +paid for His mercy in advance. To a not inconsiderable degree He was the +hard Caucasian business man, of whom He was the reflection, only +glorified and crowned. + +It will be evident, of course, that I am not speaking of "the Father" of +the New Testament, nor of the official teaching of any church or +theology. To the rank and file of Caucasians "the Father" of the New +Testament is very little known, while the official teaching of churches +and theologies is so hard to explain that not much of it gets over to +the masses of those willing to subscribe to it. I refer only to the +impression on the mind of the man in the street; and to the man in the +street God, as he understands Him, is neither a very friendly nor a very +comprehensible element in life. Instead of mitigating fear He adds to +it, not in the Biblical sense of "fearing God," but in that of sheer +animal distrust. + + + +VII + + +While turning these things over in my mind I got some help from two of +the words most currently in Christian use. I had long known that the +English equivalents of the Latin equivalents of the terms the New +Testament writers used gave but a distorted idea of the original sense; +but I had let that knowledge lie fallow. + +The first of these words was Repentance. In these syllables there is +almost no hint of the idea which fell from the evangelistic pen, while +the word has been soaked in emotional and sentimental associations it +was never intended to be mixed with. The _Metanoia_; which painted a +sober, reflective turning of the mind, had been so overcharged with the +dramatic that sober, reflective people could hardly use the expression +any more. Repentance had come to have so strong a gloss of the +hysterical as to be almost discredited by men of common sense. It was a +relief, therefore, to remember that it implied no more than a turning to +God by a process of thought; and that a process of thought would +find Him. + +The other word was Salvation. Here again our term of Latin derivation +gives no more than the faintest impression of the beauty beyond beauty +in that which the sacred writer used. _Soteria_--a Safe Return! That is +all. Nothing complicated; nothing high-strung; nothing casuistical. Only +a--Safe Return! Yet all human experience can be read into the little +phrase, with all human liberty to wander--and come back. True, one son +may never leave the Father's home, so that all that it contains is his; +but there is no restraint on the other son from getting his knowledge as +he will, even to the extent of becoming a prodigal. The essential is in +the Safe Return, the _Soteria_, when the harlots and the husks have been +tried and found wanting. + +I do not exaggerate when I say that the simplicity of these conceptions +was so refreshing as almost to give me a new life. One could say to God, +with the psalmist, "Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me +from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of +deliverance"--and mean it. One could conceive of it as possible to turn +toward Him--and reach, the objective. The way was open; the access was +free; the progress as rapid as thought could make it. One could think of +oneself as _knowing God_, and be aware of no forcing of the note. + +"We can know God easily so long as we do not feel it necessary to define +Him." Once having grasped this truth I began to see how natural knowing +God became. The difficulty of the forced, of the artificial, of the mere +assent to what other people say, of which the Caucasian to his credit is +always impatient, seemed by degrees to melt away from me. No longer +defining God I no longer tried to know Him in senses obviously +impossible. I ceased trying to _imagine_ Him. Seeing Him as infinite, +eternal, changeless, formless because transcending form, and +indescribable because transcending words and thoughts, I could give +myself up to finding Him in the ways in which He would naturally be +revealed to me. + + + +VIII + + +These, of course, were in His qualities and His works. + +Let me speak of the latter first. + +I think light was the medium through which I at once felt myself to be +seeing God. By this I mean nothing pantheistic--not that the light was +God--but God's first and most evident great sign. Then there was the +restful darkness. There were the moon and the stars, "the hosts of +heaven," as the Hebrews aptly called them, becoming more and more +amazing as an expression of God the more we learn how to read them. Then +there were the elements, the purifying wind, the fruitful rain, the +exhilaration of snow-storms, the action and reaction from heat and cold. +Then there was beauty: first, the beauty of the earth, of mountains, of +seas, and all waters, of meadows, grainfields, orchards, gardens, and +all growing things; then, the beauty of sound, from the soughing of the +wind in the pines to the song of the hermit-thrush. There was the beauty +wrought by man, music, painting, literature, and all art. There were the +myriad forms of life. There were kindness and friendship and family +affection and fun--but the time would fail me! God being the summing up +of all good things, since all good things proceed from Him, must be seen +by me in all good things it I am to see Him at all. + +I had heard from childhood of a world in which God was seen, and of +another world, this world, in which He was not seen. I came to the +conclusion that there was no such fantastic, unnatural division in what +we call creation--that there was only one world--the world in which God +is seen. "The soul cannot move, wake, or open the eyes without +perceiving God." It is a question of physical vision, with spiritual +comprehension. + + + +IX + + +Seeing God breaking through all that I had previously thought of as +barriers, it was easy to begin to think of Him as Universal. I say begin +to think, because God's Infinitude had been only a word to me hitherto, +not a quality realised and felt. I do not presume to say that to any +adequate degree I feel and realise it now; but the habit of looking on +every good thing as a sign of His activity cannot but bring Him close +to me. + +That is my chief point with regard to the Infinite--that it must be +_here_. As I used to think of infinity I saw it stretching to boundless +reaches away from me; but only from the point of view of present Good +being present God did the value of the Infinite come to lie in its +nearness rather than in its power of filling unimaginable space. On my +part it was inverse mental action, seeking God where I was capable of +finding Him, and not in regions I could never range. + +But having grasped the fact that the Universal, wherever else it was, +must be with me the purely abstract became a living influence. I felt +this the more when to the concept of Infinitude I added that of +Intelligence. I use the much-worked word intelligence because there is +no other; but when one thinks for a second of what must be the +understanding of an Infinite Mind, intelligence as a descriptive term +becomes absurdly inadequate. + +This was the next fact which, if I may so express myself, I made my +own--that not only the Universal is ever with me, but that it is ever +with me with ever-active concern. There was a time when it was hard for +me to believe that a Mind busied with the immensities of the universe +could come down to such trivial affairs as mine. Important as I might be +to myself I could hardly be otherwise than lost amid the billions of +forms of life which had come into existence through the ages. To the +Three in One, on the Great White Throne, in the far-away Heaven, I must +be a negligible thing, except when I forced myself on the divine +attention. Even then it was hardly conceivable that, with whole solar +systems to regulate, I could claim more than a passing glance from the +all-seeing eye. + +But to an Infinite Mind bathing me round and round I must be as much the +object of regard as any solar system. To such a Mind nothing is small, +no one thing farther from its scope than another. God could have no +_difficulty_ in attending to me, seeing that from the nature of His +mental activity, to put it in that way, He could not lose sight of me +nor let me go. When an object is immersed in water it gives no extra +trouble to the water to close round it. It can't help doing it. The +object may be as small as a grain of dust or as big as a warship; to the +water it is all the same. Immersed in the Infinite Mind, closed round by +it, it was giving God no extra trouble to think of me, of my work, my +desires, the objects with which I was living, since by the nature of His +Being He could do nothing else. + +Having established it with myself that Universal Presence was also +Universal Thought I had made another step toward the elimination of +fear. I took still another when I added the truth of Universal Love. + +I need hardly say that this progression was not of necessity in a +strictly consecutive order, nor did it come by a process of reasoning +out from point to point. I was simply the man in the street dealing with +great ideas of which he had heard ever since he had been able to hear +anything, but trying at last to see what they meant to him. My position +might have been described in the words used by William James in one of +his _Letters_ to indicate his own. "The Divine, for my _active_ life, is +limited to abstract concepts, which, as ideals, interest and determine +me, but do so but faintly, in comparison with what a feeling of God +might effect, if I had one. It is largely a question of intensity, but +differences of intensity may make the whole centre of one's energy +shift." I did have a "feeling of God" however vague; but I had more of +the feeling of a Church. I could dimly discern the Way, without going +on to the Truth and the Life which give the Way its value. It will be +evident then that if my "discoveries" along these lines were discoveries +in the obvious, it was in that obvious to which we mortals so often +remain blind. + +During many years the expression, the love of God, was to me like a +winter sunshine, bright without yielding warmth. I liked the words; I +knew they expressed a truth; but between me and the truth there was the +same kind of distance which I felt to lie between myself and God. "It is +largely a question of intensity," to repeat what has just been quoted +from William James, "but differences of intensity may make the whole +centre of one's energy shift." My conception of the love of God lacked +just that quality--intensity. + +It came, to some degree, with the realisation that the Universal Thought +must be with _me_. A non-loving Universal Thought was too monstrous a +concept to entertain. The God who "broke through" my many +misunderstandings with so much good and beauty could have only one +predominating motive. The coming of my spiritual being to this planet +might be a mystery wrapped in darkness, and yet I could not but believe +that the Universal Father was behind that coming and that I was His son. +I could rest my case there. The love of God, after having long been like +a doctrinal tenet for which one had to strive, became reasonable, +natural, something to be understood. Finding that love in so many places +in which I had seen mere physical phenomena, and in so many lovely +things I had never placed to its credit, I began to feel that life could +be infused and transformed by it, in proportion as my own perception +grew. So, little by little, the centre of energy shifted, as one came to +understand what the Sons of Korah meant when they sang, "God is our +refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore _will we +not fear_ though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be +carried into, the midst of the sea."[5] With Universal Thought +concentrated in love upon oneself fear must be forced backward. + +[5] The Book of Psalms. + +And especially when you add to that the concept of Almighty Power. This +fourth and last of the great attributes is the one with which I, as an +individual, have found it most difficult to clothe the Infinite. I mean +that it is the one for which it is hardest for me to develop what +William James calls "a feeling," an inner realisation. I lay no stress +upon this. It is a question of growth. The Presence, the Thought, the +Love have become to me what I may be permitted to call tremulously +vivid. In proportion as they are vivid I get the "feeling" of +Almightiness exercised on my behalf; in proportion as they are tremulous +the Almightiness may remain in my consciousness, but it seems exercised +on my behalf but slightly. + +In other words, the Infinitude of Thought and Love are, to some extent, +apprehended by my inner self, while the Infinitude of Power is as yet to +me rather an intellectual abstraction. What my inner self may be I am +not prepared to say, but I know that it is there, as everyone else +knows that it is in him. "Strengthened with might by the Spirit in the +inner man,"[6] is what St. Paul says, and I suppose most of us recognise +the fact that our inner self is stronger or weaker in proportion as it +is more nourished or less nourished by our sense of the Being of God. It +is largely a question of intensity. If I interpret William James aright +he means by "a feeling" an intellectual concept after it has passed +beyond the preliminary keeping of the brain, and become the possession +of that inner man which is the vital self. To this vital self the sense +of Almighty Power really used for me is still, to a great degree, +outside my range. + +[6] Epistle to the Ephesians. + +I make the confession not because it is of interest, but because it +illustrates a main deduction which I should now like to draw. It is to +the effect that God is with us _to be utilised_. His Power, His Love, +His Thought, His Presence, must be at our disposal, like other great +forces, such as sunshine and wind and rain. We can use them or not, as +we please. That we could use them to their full potentiality is, of +course, not to be thought of; but we can use them in proportion to our +ability. If I, the individual, still lack many things; if I am still a +prey to lingering fears; it is probably because I have not yet rooted +out a stubborn disbelief in His Power. If I succeed in this I shall +doubtless be able to seize more of His bounty. It is not a question of +His giving, but of my capacity to take. + +The contrary, I venture to think, is the point of view of most of us. We +consider God somewhat as we do a wealthy man whom we know to be a miser, +forming the shrewd surmise that we shall not get much out of him. The +God who fails to protect us from fear fails, I believe, because we see +Him first of all as a niggard God. He is a niggard not merely with +regard to money but all the good things for which He has given us a +desire, with no intention of allowing that desire to be gratified. Once +more, He is the hard Caucasian business man, whom His subordinates serve +because they don't see what else to do, but whom they rarely love. + +We shall not, in my judgment, overcome fear till we see Him as He surely +must be, generous beyond all our conceptions of generosity. Years, +experience, many trials, and some knowledge of the world, have convinced +me that we have no lawful or harmless cravings for which, _as far as God +is concerned_, there is not abundant satisfaction. I am convinced that +absolute confidence in God's overflowing liberality of every sort is +essential to the conquest of fear. If we don't profit by that liberality +the fault is not His but our own. I am tempted to think that the belief +of so many generations of nominal Christians in a God whose power was +chiefly shown in repressions, denials, and capricious disappointments is +responsible, in so small measure, for our present world-distress. + +In my own case it was a matter of re-education. To find God for myself I +had to be willing to let some of my old cherished ideas go. They may +have been true of God as He reveals Himself to others; they are not true +of Him as He makes Himself known to me. The Way that leads _me_ to the +Truth and the Life is undoubtedly the Way I must follow. + +Doing that I have found so much, mentally, emotionally, materially, +which I never had before, that I cannot but look for more as my +absorbing power increases. The process is akin to that of the +unshrivelling of the inner man, as a bud will unfold when the sunshine +becomes strong enough. The transformation must be in thought. There must +be first the _Metanoia_, the change of mind, the new set of concepts; +and then the _Soteria_, the Safe Return, to the high, sane ideal of a +co-operative Universe, with a loving, lavish Universal Heart behind it. + +"To the chief Musician for the Sons of Korah: + +"'God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. +Therefore will we not fear though the earth be removed, and though the +mountains be carried into the midst of the sea.... Come, behold the +works of the Lord.... He maketh wars to cease unto the end of the +earth; he breaketh the bow, he cutteth the spear in sunder, he burneth +the chariot in the fire.... _Be still then, and know that I am +God,'"_[7] + +[7] Book of Psalms. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +GOD AND HIS SELF-EXPRESSION + + + +I + + +It will be clear from what I have said already that I see no fundamental +conquest of fear that is not based in God. There may be knacks by which +fear can be nipped and expedients by which it may be outwitted, but its +extermination can be brought about, it seems to me, only in one way. +According to our capacity and our individual needs we must know God; and +knowing God is not as difficult as the Caucasian mind is apt to think. +It stands to reason that if knowing God, in the senses in which it is +possible to know Him, is so essential to mankind it could not be +difficult. The making it difficult is part of the dust the Caucasian +throws in his own eyes. + +We know God through His Self-Expression, and His Self-Expression is +round about us in every form. Except through His Self-Expression there +is no way of our knowing Him. No speculation or theory will teach us to +know Him. It must be His own revelation of Himself, or nothing. + + + +II + + +Such little knowledge of Him as has come to me came much more freely +when I began to look for that revelation not alone in solemn mysteries, +or through the mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient scriptures, +but in the sights and sounds and happenings of every day. Here I must +ask not to be misunderstood. The solemn mysteries have their place, but +it is one of climax. The mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient +scriptures is of unreckonable value, after I have done something for +myself. By this I do not mean that all cannot work together +simultaneously, but rather that it is useless for the soul to strike +only at the more advanced, having ignored the elementary. + +As I write I look out on a street full of the touches of spring. The +rain-washed grass is of bright new green. The elms are in tenderest +leaf, the hawthorn bursting into flower. Here and there a yellow clump +of forsythia is like a spot of sunshine. Tulips are opening their +variegated cups, and daffodils line the walls. Dogs are capering about, +a collie, a setter, a Boston terrier. Birds are carrying straws or bits +of string to weave into their nests--or singing--or flying--or perching +on boughs. Children are playing--boys on bicycles eagerly racing +nowhere--little girls with arms round each others' waists, prattling +after their kind. Overhead is a sky of that peculiar blue for which the +Chinese have a word which means "the blue of the sky after rain," a hue +which only these masters in colour have, to my knowledge, +specially observed. + +How can I help seeing so much beauty and sweetness as the manifestation +of God? How could He show Himself to me more smilingly? How can I talk +of not seeing God when I see _this_? True, it may be no more than the +tip of the fringe of the hem of the robe in which His Being is arrayed; +but at least it must be that. True, also, that beautiful as these things +appear to physical eyes they must be still more beautiful to spiritual +eyes--the eyes of those who have passed on, for instance--to say nothing +of the delight which God must have in them Himself. But even with my +imperfect mortal vision they are rapturously good, a veritable glimpse +of the Divine. + +This is what I mean by the elementary--the common, primary thing, the +thing I look at every day and hardly ever accredit to its source. I am +not speaking pantheistically here, any more than when I spoke of light. +These things are not God, or part of God. They are expressions of God. +If I speak of seeing God in them I mean that in them, as well as in many +other simple things, we see Him as nearly as is possible to such +comprehension as ours. "No human eye," writes St. John, "has ever seen +God: the only Son, who is in the Father's bosom--He has made Him +known."[8] He made Him known in His own Person; but He appealed also to +the everyday sights and sounds, the lily of the field, the blowing wind, +the sparrow falling, the children at their mothers' knees, for the +evidence to declare Him. As expressions of Him they may be +misinterpreted by the error in my physical senses, or distorted by my +limitations of spiritual perception; but even then they bring Him near +to me in the kind of radiance which I can catch. + +[8] Most of the quotations from the New Testament are taken from a +recent translation, "The New Testament in Modern Speech," by R.F. +Weymouth and E. Hampden-Cook. + + + +III + + +In order to banish fear I think it necessary to train the thought to +seeing God as expressing Himself in all the good and pleasant and +enjoyable things that come to us. This means forming a habit. It means +saying to oneself daily, hourly, "This is God," "That is God," of +incidents, persons, and things we have rarely thought of in that +relation. To do this is not as easy as it would be if our race-mind +worked that way; but unfortunately it does not. In general we take our +good things for granted, complaining that they are not better. The +things we lack are more vivid to us, as a rule, than those we have +acquired. Having hung, as it were, a cloud about ourselves we disregard +the uncountable ways in which God persists in shining through, in spite +of our efforts to shut Him out. + +To try to enumerate the uncountable would be folly. You cannot reckon +the good which comes to every one of us through such channels as family, +home, friendship, income, business, amusements, studies, holidays, +journeys, sports, books, pictures, music, and the other hardly noticed +pleasures of any single day. We are used to them. To ascribe them +specially to God would seem to us far-fetched. That is, theoretically we +may ascribe them to God, but practically we dissociate Him from them. +Few of us, I think, ever pause to remember that through them He is +making Himself known to us before doing it in any other way. + +And yet, it seems to me, this is the beginning of our recognition of the +Divine. I have little hesitation in saying that this is what parents +should teach children before they teach them to lisp prayers. The +prayers have hardly any meaning to the baby-mind, and not much more than +a sentimental influence on the later life, if they have as much as that. +But any child, from the very budding of the intelligence, could grasp +the idea of a great, loving Super-Father, who was making Himself visible +through gifts and care. If he prayed to Him later he would know to whom +he was praying. As it is, the later prayers are neglected, or definitely +given up, oftener than not, because this is precisely what the child +does _not_ know. He does not know it because he was never taught it; and +he was never taught it because his parents have probably not been aware +of it themselves. + + + +IV + + +I myself was never taught it. Notwithstanding all for which I am truly +grateful, I regret most deeply that so many years of my life went by +before I was led to the fact. I am willing to believe that the lack of +understanding was my own fault, but a lack of understanding there was. I +got the impression that God, so far from making Himself known to me, was +hiding away from me, and that I must have faith to believe in One of +whom I had no more than hearsay evidence. If I could do this violence to +such measure of reason as I possessed I could count on a reward in some +other world than this, though on little or nothing here. + +Faith I saw as of the nature of a _tour de force_. You took it as you +took a leap. It was spiritually acrobatic. You didn't understand but you +_believed_. The less you understood the more credit your belief became +to you. The more hidden and difficult and mysterious and unintelligible +God made Himself the greater your merit in having faith in spite of +everything. I am far from saying that this is the common understanding +of Christians, or from holding others responsible for my misconceptions. +I speak of these misconceptions only because they were mine, and it was +I who had to work away from them. + +For this reason, too, I speak of my reaching the idea of a God who had +been visibly smiling at me all my life while I had never seen Him, as a +"discovery." To me it _was_ a discovery; and it came at a moment when I +sorely needed something of the kind. + + + +V + + +It was perhaps three or four years after the turning-point at +Versailles. The intervening time had been one of what I may call +spiritual ups and downs. It had not all been straight progress by any +means. I had got hold of what for me was a great idea, round which other +great ideas grouped themselves; but I grasped them waveringly or +intermittently. Nevertheless, during seasons in Boston, Nice, Cannes, +Munich, London, and Berlin, life on the whole went hopefully. The malady +I have already mentioned tended to grow better rather than worse; the +advancing blindness became definitely arrested. I worked easily, +happily, successfully. Returning to the New England city which had +become my adopted home, I bought a house and settled down to American +life once more. + +I mention these facts only because they help me to make myself clearer. +For all at once my affairs, like the chariots of Pharaoh in crossing the +Red Sea, began to drive heavily. Trust in an all-conquering +life-principle which had meant much to me for a time no longer seemed +effective. Difficulties massed themselves. Business misunderstandings +sprang up. Friendships on which I had counted suddenly grew cold. Worse +than all, the working impulse gave out. There were two whole years in +which I slaved at producing little more than what had to be thrown away. +My active life had apparently come to another deadening full stop. + +I reached the decision that there was but one thing to do--give up the +pretence at working, sell the house to which I had grown attached, and +resume once more the life of aimless, but at that time inexpensive, +European wandering. There came a day when I actually offered my +house for sale. + +And yet that day proved to be another turning-point. On the very morning +when I had put my house in the market the chain of small events which we +commonly call accidents brought me into touch with a man I had never +seen before. During a first meeting, as well as in several that +followed, he made certain matters clear to me which changed my course +not only then but ever since. These explanations came under three +distinct headings, to each of which I should like to give a +little space. + + + +VI + + +Of these the one I put first is probably familiar to most of my readers, +but to me, I confess, it was new. + +God among His other functions must be a tireless activity working +towards an end. Everything He calls into being works toward that end, I +myself with the rest. I am not a purposeless bit of jetsam flung out on +the ocean of time to be tossed about helplessly. God couldn't so will an +existence. It would not be in keeping with His economy to have any +entity wasted. As Our Lord puts it, the sparrow cannot fall without Him; +without Him the lilies are not decked; the knowledge possessed by His +infinite intelligence is so minute that the very hairs of the head are +numbered. My life, my work, myself--all are as much a necessary part of +His design as the thread the weaver weaves into the pattern in a carpet. + +In other words, I am not a free agent. I am His agent. Not only am I +responsible to him, but He is responsible for me. His responsibility for +me will be seen as soon as I give up being responsible for myself. + +It was upon this last point that I seized with most avidity. I was tired +of trying to steer a course for myself, with no compass to go by. I was +tired of incessantly travelling along roads which seemed to lead to +nothing but blind-ends. To change the figure to one I used not +infrequently at that time, my life seemed pitchforked, first in one way +and then in another, no way bringing me anywhere. It had no even tenor. +It was a series of seismic pulls and jerks. + +But in the light of what my new friend told me I saw I had been too +busily engaged in directing my life for myself. I was like a child who +hopes to make a smoothly working machine go still more smoothly by +prodding it. I couldn't leave it alone. It had not occurred to me that +the course of that life was God's own business, and that if I could +follow the psalmist's advice and "commit my way unto him he would bring +it to pass." It had seemed to me that nothing would be brought to pass +unless I worried and fretted over it myself, whereas the same wise old +psalmist says, in words which our generation would do well to lay to +heart, _"fret not thyself_ else shall thou be moved to do evil." + +"Trust in the Lord and do good," he goes on; "so shalt thou dwell in +the land, and verily thou shalt be fed. Delight thyself also in the +Lord, and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart." + +This was nothing new; it was only new to me. To feel that I could give +up being responsible for results and devote myself to my work was in +itself a relief. If I tried to "trust in the Lord and do good"--by which +I suppose is meant doing my duty to the best of my small ability--He +would look after the rest. My position was somewhat that of a trusted +subordinate given a free hand, but having over him a supreme authority +taking charge of all consequences. I was not working on what our modern +idiom neatly summarises as "my own." _I was His agent_. + +Thus it might be said to be to His interest to see that as His agent I +was sheltered, clothed, fed, and in every way kept in such condition as +to be up to the highest standard of His work. This provision would +naturally include those dependent on me, and without whose well-being I +could not have peace of mind. I need worry about them no more than about +myself. They, too, were His agents. In certain conditions He might +provide for them through me, or in certain conditions He might provide +for me through them; but in all conditions He would provide for all +of us. + + + +VII + + +The second point was this: those with whom I had had misunderstandings +were equally His agents. They might not be more aware of the fact than +I; but this in no way disqualified them as His trusted subordinates +given a free hand. Their work with me and mine with them, whatever its +nature, wrought one of the infinite number of blends going to make up +the vast complexity of His design. + +It was, therefore, out of the range of possibility that under Him there +could be opposition or contradiction between one of His agents and +another. It would be inconsistent with His being that one man's +advantage should be brought about at another man's cost. Where that was +apparently the case it was due to both sides taking the authority into +their own hands, and neither sufficiently recognising Him. If His +trusted subordinates in being given a free hand played Him false, they +naturally played each other false, and played false to themselves first +of all. Where one was afraid of another and strove to outwit him there +was treachery against the supreme command. + +Again there was nothing new in this; but to me it was a new point of +view with regard to those with whom and for whom I worked. For the first +time I saw their true relation to me, as mine to them, and something of +the principle of brotherhood. Up to this time brotherhood had been a +charming, sentimental word to me, and not much more. Children of one +Father, yes; but discordant children, with no restraint that I could see +on their natural cut-throat enmities. + +But here was a truth which made all other men my necessary helpmates, +and me the necessary helpmate of all other men. I couldn't do without +them; they couldn't do without me. Hostility between us was as out of +place as between men pulling together on the rope which is to save all +their lives. If peril could bring about unity God could bring it about +even more effectively. God was the great positive, the solvent in which +irritation and unfriendliness must necessarily melt away. + + + +VIII + + +The third point, involving my obvious first step, was to put suspicion +out of my own mind. I was to see myself as God's Self-Expression working +with others who were also His Self-Expression to the same extent as I. +It was in the fact of our uniting together to produce His +Self-Expression that I was to look for my security. No one could +effectively work against me while I was consciously trying to work with +God. Moreover, it was probable that no one was working against me, or +had any intention of working against me, but that my own point of view +being wrong I had put the harmonious action of my life out of order. +Suspicion always being likely to see what it suspects the chances were +many that I was creating the very thing I suffered from. + +This does not mean that in our effort to reproduce harmonious action we +should shut our eyes to what is evidently wrong, or blandly ignore what +is plainly being done to our disadvantage. Of course not! One uses all +the common-sense methods of getting justice for oneself and protecting +one's own interests. But it does mean that when I can no longer protect +my own interests, when my affairs depend upon others far more than on +myself--a condition in which we all occasionally find ourselves--I am +not to _fret myself_, not to churn my spirit into nameless fears. I am +not a free agent. Those with whom I am associated are not free agents. +God is the one supreme command. He expresses Himself through me; He +expresses Himself through them; we all. I as well as they, they as well +as I, are partakers of His Sonship; and the Son--His Expression--is +always "in the Father's bosom," [9] in His love and care. + +[9] St. John + + + +IX + + +Having grasped this idea the new orientation was not difficult. There +was in it too much solace to allow of its being difficult. If I state +the results it is once more not because I consider them important to +anyone but myself, but only because they became the starting-point of a +new advance in the conquest of fear. + +Within forty-eight hours, with no action on my part except the +_Metanoia_, the change in my point of view, all misunderstandings had +been cleared away. The other side had taken the entire initiative, I +making no advance whatever toward them. A telegram expressing their +hearty good will was followed by an interview, after which I was at work +again. I have not only worked easily ever since but with such fecundity +that one plan is always formed before I have its predecessor off my +hands. This says nothing of the quality of my work, which, humble as it +may be, is simply the best I know how to do. I refer only to its +abundance. I have found that in "working together with God," I am less +involved in conflicts of wills than I was before, and that the words of +Amos are literally fulfilled to me, "that the plowman shall overtake the +reaper, and the treader of grapes him that soweth seed." I say it +without knocking on wood, and with no fear lest my "good luck" will be +withdrawn, that from that time to this I have had plenty of work which I +have accomplished happily, and have never lacked a market for my +modest wares. + + + +X + + +From all of which I have drawn one main inference--the imperative +urgency of Trust. + +I had hitherto thought of trust as a gritting of the teeth and a +stiffening of the nerves to believe and endure, no matter what +compulsion one put upon oneself. Gradually, in the light of the +experience sketched above, I came to see it as simply the knowledge that +the supreme command rules everything to everyone's advantage. The more +we can rest mentally, keep ourselves at peace, _be still and know that +it is God_,[10] the single and sole Director, the more our interests will +be safe. This, I take it, is the kind of trust for which the great +pioneers of truth plead so persistently in both the Old and New +Testaments. + +[10] The Book of Psalms. + +Trust, then, is not a force we wrest from ourselves against reason, +against the grain. To be trust at all it must be loving and spontaneous. +It cannot be loving and spontaneous unless there is a natural impulse +behind it. And there can be no natural impulse behind it unless we have +something in our own experience which corroborates the mere hearsay +testimony that there is a Power worth trusting to. Job's "Though He slay +me yet will I trust in Him," could only have been wrung from a heart +which had proved the Divine Good Will a thousand times and knew what it +was doing. Some experience of our own we _must_ have. It is an absolute +necessity. Desperate hope in another man's God may do something for us, +but it cannot do much. A small thing which I have proved for myself is a +better foundation for trust than a Bible learnt parrot-like by rote and +not put to the practical test. Once I have found out for myself that to +rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him is the surest way to +security and peace I have the more willing confidence in doing it. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +GOD'S SELF-EXPRESSION AND THE MIND OF TO-DAY + + + +I + + +To the mind of to-day trust would be easier were it not for the terror +lest God's plans involve us in fearful things from which we shrink. We +have heard so much of the trials He sends; of the gifts of Tantalus He +keeps forever in our sight but just beyond our reach; of the blessings +He actually bestows upon us only to snatch them away when we have come +to love them most--we have heard so much of this that we are often +afraid of His will as the greatest among the evils of which we stand +in dread. + +In many cases this is the root of our fear. We cannot trust without +misgiving to the love of God. What is there then that we can trust to? +We can't trust to ourselves; still less can we trust to our fellow-men. +Those whom we love and in whom we have confidence being as weak as +ourselves, if not weaker than we, establish our spirits not at all. If, +therefore, we mentally poison the well of Universal Good-intent at its +very source what have we to depend on? + +I have already referred to the God of repressions and denials, and now +must speak a little more freely of this travesty on "the Father," as +expressed to us in Jesus Christ. Of all the obstacles to the rooting out +of fear the lingering belief in such a distortion of Divine Love is to +my mind the most deeply based. + +I often think it a proof of the vital truth in the message of Jesus +Christ that it persists in holding the heart in spite of the ugly thing +which, from so many points of view, the Caucasian has managed to make of +it. Nowhere is the cruelty of Caucasian misinterpretation more evident +than in the meanings given to the glorious phrase, "the Will of God." I +do not exaggerate when I say that in most Caucasian minds the Will of +God is a bitter, ruthless force, to which we can only drug ourselves +into submission. It is always ready to thwart us, to stab us in the +back, or to strike us where our affections are tenderest. We hold our +blessings only on the tenure of its caprice. Our pleasures are but the +stolen moments we can snatch from its inattention. + +As an example I quote some stanzas from a hymn frequently sung where +English-speaking people worship, and more or less expressive of the +whole Caucasian attitude toward "God's Will." + +My God, my Father, while I stray +Far from my home on life's rough way, +Oh, teach me from my heart to say, + Thy Will be done. + +Though dark my path and sad my lot, +Let me be still, and murmur not, +Or breathe the prayer divinely taught, + Thy Will be done. + +What though in lonely grief I sigh +For friends beloved no longer nigh, +Submissive still would I reply, + Thy Will be done. + +If thou shouldst call me to resign +What most I prize, it ne'er was mine; +I only yield thee what is thine; + Thy Will be done. + +These lines, typical of a whole class of sentimental hymnology, are +important only in as far as they are widely known and express a more or +less standardised point of view. The implication they contain is that +all deprivation is brought upon us by the Will of God, and that our +wisest course is to beat ourselves down before that which we cannot +modify. Beneath the car of this Juggernaut we must flout our judgments +and crush our affections. As He knows so well where to hit us we must +stifle our moans when He does so. As He knows so well what will ring our +hearts we must be content to let Him give so that He can the more +poignantly take away. The highest exercise of our own free will is to +"be still and murmur not"--to admit that we need the chastisement--to +crouch beneath the blows which we tell ourselves are delivered in love, +even though it is hard to see where the love comes in. + + + +II + + +I know nothing more tragic than those efforts on the part of +heart-broken people, coming within the experience of all of us, to make +themselves feel that this terrible "Will of God" must be right, no +matter how much it seems wrong. + +A young man with a wife and family to support is struck down by a +lingering illness which makes him a burden. All his Job's comforters +tell him that God has brought the affliction upon him, and that to bow +to the "Inscrutable Will" must be his first act of piety. + +A young mother is rejoicing in her baby when its little life is suddenly +snuffed out. She must school herself to say, quite irrespective of the +spirit of renunciation which inspires the words, "The Lord gave and the +Lord hath taken away; blessed be the Name of the Lord." + +A woman is left a widow to earn a living for herself, and bring up her +children fatherless. She must assume that the Lord had some good purpose +in leaving her thus bereft and must drill herself into waiting on a +Will so impossible to comprehend. + +Storms sink ships, drowning passengers and crew; lightning sets fire to +houses and strikes human beings dead; earthquakes swallow up whole +districts destroying industry and human life; tidal waves sweep inland +carrying away towns; and our legal phraseology can think of no better +explanation of such calamity than to ascribe it to "the act of God." + +It is needless to multiply these instances. Our own knowledge supplies +them by the score. Our personal lives are full of them. God's Will, +God's Love, God's Mercy, become strangely ironic forces, grim beyond any +open enmity. They remind us of the "love," the "pity," the "mercy," in +which the orthodox sent the heretic to the hangman or the stake, +destroying the body to save the soul. + +It is a far cry from this appalling vision of "the Father" to the +psalmist's "Delight thou in the Lord and he shall give thee the desires +of thine heart." How could anyone delight in the Caucasian God, as the +majority of Caucasians conceive of Him? As a matter of fact, how many +Caucasians themselves, however devout, however orthodox, attempt to +delight, or pretend to delight, in the God to whom on occasions they bow +down? Delight is a strong word, and a lovely one; but used of the +Caucasian and his Deity it is not without its elements of humour. + + + +III + + +Naturally enough! It is impossible for any human being to delight in a +God whose first impulse in "doing us good" is so often to ravage our +prosperity and affections. So long as we believe in Him fear will rule +our lives. It is because the Caucasian believes in Him that he lives in +fear and dies in fear. To attempt to eliminate fear and retain this +concept of God is vain. + +Understanding this the average Caucasian has made little or no effort to +eliminate fear. He would rather live and die in fear than change this +concept of God. It is dear to him. He finds it useful. To its shoulders +he can shift the ills of which he is unwilling himself to accept the +responsibility. Where God is a puzzle life is a puzzle; and where life +is a puzzle the Caucasian gets his chance for making the materialistic +ideal the only one that seems practical. In a world which was to any +noticeable degree freed from the spectre of fear most of our existing +systems of government, religion, business, law, and national and +international politics, would have to be remodelled. There would be +little or no use for them. Built on fear and run by fear, fear is as +essential to their existence as coal to our industries. A society that +had escaped from fear would escape from their control. + +In this present spring of 1921 we are having an exhibition of fear on a +scale so colossal that the heart of man is dazed by it. There is not a +government which is not afraid of some other government. There is not a +government which is not afraid of its own people. There is not a people +which is not afraid of its own government. There is not a country in +which one group is not afraid of some other group. All is rivalry, +enmity, suspicion, confusion, and distrust, "while men's hearts are +fainting for fear, and for anxious expectation of what is coming on the +world." All statesmen, all ministers, all ambassadors, all politicians, +all bankers, all business men, all professional men, all journalists, +all farmers, all laborers, all workers in the arts, all men and women of +all kinds--with the exception of one here and there who has reached the +understanding of the love which casteth out fear--live and work in fear, +and in mistrust of their colleagues. From the supreme councils of the +Allies down to the crooks and conspirators in dives and joints everyone +is afraid of being double-crossed. There is so much double-crossing +everywhere that we have been obliged to invent this name for the +operation. England is afraid of being double-crossed by Germany, France +by England, Italy by France, the United States by Europe, and Japan by +the United States, while within these general limitations minor +double-crossing interests seethe like bacteria in a drop of poisoned +blood. The nations are infected with fear because they elect to believe +in a God of fear, and the Caucasians more than others because they have +chosen to see a God of fear in Him who was put before them as a God +of Love. + + + +IV + + +I see no way out of all this except as one of us after another reaches +the _Metanoia_, the new point of view as regards God. Other ways have +been sought, and have been found no more than blind alleys. Much +reference is made nowadays to the disillusionment of those who hoped +that the war would lead to social and spiritual renovation; but any such +hope was doomed in advance, so long as the Caucasian concept of God was +unchanged. When you cannot trust God you cannot trust anything; and when +you cannot trust anything you get the condition of the world as it is +to-day. And that you _cannot_ trust a God whose "love" will paralyse the +hand by which you have to earn a living, or snatch your baby from your +breast--to say nothing of a thousand ingenious forms of torture +inflicted just because "He sees that it is best for you," after having +led you to see otherwise--that you cannot trust a God like that must be +more or less self-evident. If you are part of His Self-Expression He +cannot practise futilities through your experience and personality. He +must be kind with a common-sense kindness, loving with a common-sense +love. Whatever explanation of our sufferings and failures there may be +we must not shuffle them off on God. "Let us hold God to be true," St. +Paul writes, "though every man should prove false."[11] Let us hold that +God would not hurt us, however much we may wilfully hurt each other or +ourselves. + +[11] Epistle to the Romans. + + + +V + + +I should not lay so much emphasis on this if so much emphasis were not +laid on it in the other direction. God has so persistently, and for so +many generations, been held up to us as a God who tries and torments and +punishes that we can hardly see Him as anything else. Torture comes, in +the minds of many of us, to be not only His main function but His only +function. "I am all right," is the unspoken thought in many a heart, "so +long as I am not overtaken by the Will of God. When that calamity falls +on me my poor little human happiness will be wrecked like a skiff in a +cyclone." This is not an exaggeration. It is the secret mental attitude +of perhaps ninety percent of those Caucasians who believe in a God of +any kind. Their root-conviction is that if God would only let them alone +they would get along well enough; but as a terrible avenging spirit, +like the Fury or the Nemesis of the ancients, he is always tracking them +down. The aversion from God so noticeable in the mind of to-day is, I +venture to think, chiefly inspired by the instinct to get away from, or +to hide from, the pursuit of this Avenger. + + + +VI + + +And in a measure this impulse to flight can be understood. I can +understand that common-sense men should be cold toward the Caucasian +God, and that they should even renounce and denounce him. I will go so +far as to say that I can more easily understand the atheist than I can +many of my own friends who pathetically try to love and adore their +capricious un-Christlike Deity. To my certain knowledge many of them are +doing it against their own natural and better instincts, because they +dare not forsake the tradition in which they have been dyed. "I try to +love God and I can't," has been said to me many a time by conscientious +people who felt that the fault must lie in themselves. There was no +fault in themselves. If their God could have been loved they would have +loved him. + + + +VII + + +I come here to a point of no small importance to the conquest of fear, +the courage to release oneself from the tether of tradition. Few people +have it, in the sense of rejecting old theories because of having worked +out to new spiritual knowledge. When it comes to the eternal verities +many of us are cowardly; nearly all of us are timid. The immense +majority of us prefer a God at second or third hand. We will accept what +somebody else has learned, rather than incur the trouble or the +responsibility of learning anything for ourselves. We take our knowledge +of God as we take our doses of medicine, from a prescription which one +man has written down, and another has "put up," and still another +administers. By the time this traditional, handed-on knowledge of God +has reached ourselves it is diluted by all kinds of outside opinions and +personalities. It is not strange that when we have swallowed the dose it +does little to effect a cure. I do not deny that a second or third hand +knowledge of God may do something. I only deny that it can do much. To +support my denial I need only point to what the world has become in a +second and third hand Christendom. The illustration is enough. + +It should be plain, I think, that no one will ever be released from fear +by clinging to the teachings which have inspired fear. We are fearless +in proportion as we grow independent enough to know for ourselves. I +cannot but stress this point to some extent, for the reason that I +myself suffered so long from inability to let the traditional go. It +seemed to me to have a sanctity just because it was traditional. The +fact that other people had accepted certain ideas had weight in making +me feel that I should accept them too. To go off on a line of my own +seemed dangerous. I might make mistakes. I might go far wrong. Safety +was spelled by hanging with the crowd. + +It was the chance remark of an old acquaintance which dislodged me from +this position. In the lobby of a hotel we had met by chance, after not +having seen each other for a good many years. The conversation, having +touched on one theme and another, drifted to subjects akin to that which +I am now discussing. I ventured to disclose some of my own "seeking God, +if perhaps I could grope for Him and find Him."[12] + +[12] Acts of the Apostles. + +My friend straightened himself and squared his shoulders. "I stand +exactly where I did thirty years ago." + +There was a pride in the statement with regard to which my first feeling +was a pang of envy. A rapid calculation told me that thirty years ago he +had been about twenty; and the superiority of a man who at twenty had +attained to so much spiritual insight that he had not needed to learn +anything more in the interim was evident. I was two or three days +turning this incident over in my mind before the exclamation came to me, +"How terrible!" To have lived through the thirty years of the richest +experience the ordinary man ever knows and still have remained on +precisely the same spot as to spiritual things struck me then as a +woeful confession. + +I beg to say here that I am not talking of external and official +religious connections. I am trying to avoid the subject of external and +official religion altogether. I am speaking not of religion but of God. +To my mind the two have no more than the relation of the words of a song +and the music of its setting. You may use them together or you may +consider them apart. I am considering them apart, and confining myself +wholly to the words of the song. What is known as church-affiliation, +the music of the setting, I am not concerned with. My only topic is the +way in which the meaning of the words gets over to the average inner +man, and the effect upon him mentally. + +I revert, therefore, to the statement that to make the kind of spiritual +progress which will overcome fear it will be often necessary to let go +the thing we have outlived. Often the thing we have outlived will be +something dear to us, because there was once a time when it served our +turn. But our turn to-day may need something different from the turn of +yesterday, and the refusal to follow new light simply because it is new +leads in the end to mental paralysis. I was once asked to sign a +petition to the mayor of a city praying that, on the ground of its +novelty, electric lighting might be excluded from the street in which I +lived. Exactly this same reluctance often keeps us from making changes +of another sort, even when we feel that the light which hitherto was +enough for us has been outgrown and outclassed. + +The danger of the lone quest leading a man astray can be easily +exaggerated. It is not as if God were difficult to find. "The soul +cannot move, wake, or open the eyes, without perceiving God." "For this +commandment which I command thee this day, it is not hidden from thee, +neither is it far off. It is not in heaven that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go up for us to heaven and bring it down unto us that we may hear +it and do it? Neither is it beyond the sea that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go over the sea for us and bring it unto us that we may hear it +and do it? But the word is very nigh unto thee, in thy mouth and in thy +heart."[13] No motion toward the Universal can miss the Universal. I +cannot escape from the Ever-Present; the Ever-Present cannot escape from +me. Intellectually I may make mistakes in deduction, but spiritually I +cannot but find God. The little I learn of God for myself is to me +worth more than all the second and third hand knowledge I can gather +from the saints. + +[13] The Book of Deuteronomy. + + + +VIII + + +It is the more necessary to dwell on this for the reason that whatever +_Metanoia_, or new orientation, is to be brought about must be on the +part of individuals. There is no hope for large numbers acting together, +or for any kind of group-impulse. Group-impulse among Caucasians is +nearly always frightened, conservative, reactionary, or derisive of the +forward step. There is hardly an exception to this in the whole history +of Caucasian ideas. + +Otherwise it would be a pleasant dream to imagine what might now be +happening on the great international stage. Let us suppose that the +leaders of the so-called Christian countries were all convinced of the +three main lines of God's direction I have already tried to sketch. Let +us think of such men as Lloyd George, Clemenceau, Sforza, President +Harding, and the heads of government in Belgium, Russia, Germany, and +all other countries affected by the present war of moves and +counter-moves--let us think of them as agreed on the principles: + +1. That each knows himself and his country as an agent in the hand of +God, directed surely toward a good end; + +2. That each knows each of his colleagues and his country as equally an +agent in the hand of God, directed surely toward a similar good end; + +3. That each knows that between God's agents there can be neither +conflicting interests nor clash of wills, and that suspicion and +counter-suspicion must be out of place, since under God's direction no +double-crossing is possible. + +The picture is almost comic in its incongruity with what actually is. +The mere thought of these protagonists of the century working in harmony +to one great purpose, without distrust of each other's motives, and with +no necessity for anyone's dodging political foul play, summons the smile +of irony. Mutual trust was never so much a suggestion to laugh down. +The mere hint that it might be possible would make one a target for the +wit of the experienced. + +In what we call the practical world of to-day there is no appeal from +the God of Fear but _to_ the God of Fear. The great mass of Caucasians +will not have it otherwise. And it requires no prophetic vision to +foresee the results of the efforts to bring about international harmony +while all are obeying the decrees of the Goddess of Discord. Nearly +three years after the signing of the armistice the world is in a more +hopeless situation than it was when at war. Up to the present each new +move only makes matters worse. There are those who believe that our +phase of civilisation is staggering into the abyss and that nothing, as +far as can now be descried, will save it from the deluge. + + + +IX + + +Possibly! Fear tends always to produce the thing it is afraid of. I +mention this dark outlook only for the reason that even if the +cataclysm were to come the individual can escape from it. + +Cataclysms are not new in the history of our race. The rise and fall of +civilisations may be called mankind's lessons in "how not to do it." Of +these lessons there are no such records as those which we find in the +Old Testament; and in these records it is unfailingly pointed out that +whatever the calamity which overtakes the world at large the individual +has, if he chooses, a way of safety. The innocent are not overwhelmed +with the guilty, except when the innocent deliberately shut their eyes +to the opening toward the _Soteria_--the Safe Return. But that, +unhappily, the innocent do so shut their eyes is one of the commonest +facts in life. + +Back in that twilight of history of which the later tale could be told +only by some symbol, some legendary hieroglyph, there was already an +"Ark" by which the faithful few could be saved from the "Flood." The +symbol became permanent. The Ark of the Covenant--the sign of a great +spiritual understanding--remained as a token to man that in God he had +a sure refuge. It was laid up in his Holy of Holies, a mystic, +consecrated pledge, till the ruthless Caucasian came and rifled it. + +But no rifling could deprive mankind of its significance. That endures. +To bring it home to the desolate and oppressed was a large part of the +mission of psalmists and prophets. The Ark of the Covenant--of the Great +Understanding--meant as much to those who sought God in the ancient +world as the Cross does to Christendom. It meant that whatever the +collapse, national or general, through siege or sack or famine, those +who would escape could escape by the simple process of mentally taking +refuge in God. The Ark of God would bear them safely when all material +help failed. + +Among the themes which run through the Old Testament this is of +paramount importance. It is impossible to do more than refer to the many +times the spiritually minded were implored to seek this protection. It +was needful to implore them since they found the assurance so difficult +to believe. No matter how often it was proved to them they still +doubted it. Saved by this method once they would reject it when it came +to danger the second time. Saved the second time they rejected it the +third. "Thou shalt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on +thee, because he trusteth in thee," is the declaration of Jeremiah, who +perhaps more than any other was a prophet of disaster. Similar +statements are scattered through the Old Testament by the score, by the +hundred. It was a point on which leaders, seers, and teachers insisted +with a passionate insistence. They knew. They had tested the truth for +themselves. Disaster was a common feature in their history. During the +three thousand years and more which their experiences cover these +Israelites had seen more than one invasion sweep across their land, more +than one civilisation come and go. All that Belgium knew in the Great +War they knew time and time again. Between Egypt and Assyria, the France +and Germany of that special epoch, theirs was a kind of buffer state +over which every new anguish rolled. "Let it roll," was the cry of +their prophets. "The Lord will fight for you. Stand still and see what +he will do. His arm is not shortened neither his strength diminished. It +is of the Lord to save whether by many or by few. Trust in the Lord and +be doing good, so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be +fed. Oh, how great is thy goodness which thou hast wrought for them that +trust in thee before the sons of men. I said in my haste, I am cut off! +Nevertheless thou heardest the voice of my supplication when I cried +unto thee. Be of good courage and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye +that hope in the Lord."[14] + +[14] Various Old Testament Sources. + + + +X + + +In many ways this is the burden of the more ancient Scriptures--the +protection which surrounds those who know that protection is God. It was +a gospel that had to be preached with tears and beseechings from one +generation to another. No generation accepted it. The belief in +material power was always too dense. It is still too dense. In the Ark +of the Great Understanding the Caucasian has practically never seen more +than a symbol that has gone out of date. Lost materially in the Tiber +mud it was, for him, lost forever. But not so. Its significance remains +as vital to mankind as when, veiled and venerated, it stood between +the cherubim. + +The time may be close at hand when we shall need this assurance as we +need nothing else. However optimistic we try to keep ourselves, no +thinking man or woman can be free, at this crisis in world-history, from +deep foreboding. For the memory to go back ten years is, even for us in +the New World, like returning to a Golden Age; while for the Old World +mere recollection must be poignant. + +The possibility that all countries in both hemispheres may find +themselves in some such agony as that of the Russia of to-day is not too +extravagant to be entertained. This is not saying that they are likely +so to find themselves; it means only that in the world as it is the +safest is not very safe. My point is that whether catastrophe +overwhelms us or not, he who chooses not to fear can be free from fear. +There is a refuge for him, a defence, a safeguard which no material +attack can break down. "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most +High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the +Lord, He is my refuge--my fortress--my God. In Him will I trust."[15] +There is this Ark for me, this Ark of the Great Understanding, and I can +retire into it. I can also have this further assurance: "Because thou +hast made the Lord which is my refuge--even the Most High--thy +habitation, there shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague +come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee to +keep thee in all thy ways."[16] + +[15] The Book of Psalms. + +[16] The Book of Psalms. + + + +XI + + +This is the eternal agreement, but an agreement of which we find it +difficult to accept the terms. To the material alone we are in the habit +of ascribing power. Though we repeat a thousand times in the course of +a year, "For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory," we do not +believe it. To few of us is it more than a sonorous phrase. + +I remember the impression of this which one received at the great +thanksgiving for peace in St. Paul's Cathedral in London some twenty +years ago. The Boer War had ended in an English victory, and while the +thanksgiving was not precisely for this, it did express the relief of an +anxious nation that peace was again restored. It was what is generally +known as a most impressive service. All that a great spectacle can offer +to God it offered. King, queen, princes, princesses, ambassadors, +ministers, clergy, admirals, generals, and a vast assembly of citizens +filled the choir and nave with colour and life, while the music was of +that passionless beauty of which the English cathedral choirs guard +the secret. + +But the detail I remember best was the way in which the repetition of +the Lord's Prayer rolled from the lips of the assembly like the sound +of the surging of the sea. It was the emotional effect of a strongly +emotional moment. One felt tense. It was hard to restrain tears. As far +as crowd-sympathy has any spiritual value it was there. The Caucasian +God was taken out of His pigeon-hole and publicly recognised. + +Then He was put back. + +I take this service merely as an instance of what happens in all the +so-called Christian capitals in moments of national stress. Outwardly it +happens less in the United States than it does elsewhere, for the reason +that this country has no one representative spiritual expression; but it +does happen here in diffused and general effect. As a Christian nation +we ascribe in common with other Christian nations the kingdom, the +power, and the glory to God--on occasions. We do it with the pious +gesture and the sonorous phrase. Then we forget it. The habit of +material trust is too strong for us. Kings, queens, presidents, princes, +prime ministers, congresses, parliaments, and all other representatives +of material strength, may repeat for formal use the conventional clause; +but there is always what we flippantly know as a "joker" in the +lip-recitation. "Kingdom, power, and glory," we can hear ourselves +saying in a heart-aside, "lie in money, guns, commerce, and police. God +is not sufficiently a force in the affairs of this world for us to give +Him more than the consideration of an act of courtesy." + +Practically that is all we ever get from group-impulse--an act of +courtesy. I repeat and repeat again that whatever is done toward the +conquest of fear must be done by the individual. _I_ must do what I can +to conquer fear in myself, regardless of the attitude or opinions of men +in general. + +To men in general the appeal to spiritual force to bring to naught +material force is little short of fanatical. It has never been otherwise +as yet; it will probably not be otherwise for long generations to come. +Meanwhile it is much for the individual to know that he can act on his +own initiative, and that when it comes to making God his refuge he can +go into that refuge alone. He needs no nation, or government, or +society, or companions before him or behind him. He needs neither leader +nor guide nor friend. In the fortress of God he is free to enter merely +as himself, and there know that he is safe amid a world in agony. + + + +XII + + +This is not theory; it is not doctrine; it is not opinion. It is what +the great pioneers of truth have first deduced from what they understood +to be the essential beneficence of God, and then proved by actual +demonstration. Anyone else can demonstrate it who chooses to make the +experiment. My own weakness is such that I have made the experiment but +partially; but partial experiment convinces me beyond all further +questioning that the witness of the great pioneers is true. + + + +XIII + + +Nor is this conviction to be classed as idealism, or ecclesiasticism, or +mysticism, or anything else to which we can put a tag. It is not +sectarian; it is not peculiarly Christian. It is the general possession +of mankind. True, it is easier for the Christian than for any other to +enter on this heritage, since his spiritual descent is more directly +from the pioneers of truth who first discovered God to be His children's +safety; but the Universal is the Universal, the property of all. +Discovery gives no one an exclusive hold on it. Anyone with a +consciousness of Almighty, Ever-Present Intelligence must have some +degree of access to it, though his access may not be to the fullest or +the easiest. It is not possible that the Universal Father should be the +special property of the Christian or of anyone else. The Christian view +of the Father is undoubtedly the truest; but every view is true in +proportion to its grasp of truth. No one will deny that the Buddhist, +the Mahometan, the Confucianist, have their grasp of truth. Even the +primitive idolater has some faint gleam of it, distorted though it may +have become. Very well, then; the faintest gleam of such knowledge will +not go without its recompense. + + + +XIV + + +Exclusiveness is too much our Caucasian habit of mind. It is linked with +our instinct for ownership. Because through Jesus Christ we have a +clearer view of a greater segment of the Universal, if I may so express +myself, than the Buddhist can have through Buddha or the Mahometan +through Mahomet, our tendency is to think that we know the whole of the +Universal, and have it to give away. Any other view of the Universal is +to us so false as to merit not merely condemnation but extirpation. +Extirpation has been the watchword with which Caucasian Christianity has +gone about the world. We have taken toward other views of truth no such +sympathetic stand as St. Paul to that which he found in Greece, and +which is worth recalling: + +"Men of Athens, I perceive that you are in every respect remarkably +religious. For as I passed along and observed the things you worship, I +found also an altar with this inscription, TO THE UNKNOWN GOD. The +Being, therefore, whom you, without knowing it, revere, Him I now +proclaim to you. God who made the universe and everything in it--He +being Lord of heaven and earth--does not dwell in sanctuaries built by +men. Nor is He administered to by human hands as though He needed +anything--but He Himself gives to all men life and breath and all +things. He caused to spring from one forefather people of every race, +for them to live on the whole surface of the earth, and marked for them +an appointed span of life, and the boundaries of their homes; that they +might seek God, if perhaps they might grope for Him and find Him. Yes, +though He is not far from any one of us. For it is in closest union with +Him that we live and move and have our being; as in fact some of the +poets in repute among yourselves have said, 'For we are also His +offspring.'"[17] + +[17] Acts of the Apostles. + +To the conquest of fear this splendid universalism is another +essential. God being "not far from any one of us" cannot be far from me. +He who gives to all men life and breath and all things will not possibly +deny me the things I require most urgently. Our whole civilisation may +go to pieces; the job by which I earn a living may cease to be a job; +the money I have invested may become of no more value than Russian +bonds; the children whom I hoped I had provided for may have to face +life empty-handed; all my accustomed landmarks may be removed, and my +social moorings swept away; nevertheless, the Universal cannot fail me. +"Although the figtree shall not blossom nor fruit be in the vines; +though the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields yield no meat; +though the flocks be cut off from the fold and there be no herd in the +stalls; yet I will rejoice in God, I will joy in the God of my +salvation." It is safe to say that this confidence on the part of +Habakkuk was not due to mere grim forcing of the will. It was the fruit +of experience, of knowledge, of demonstration. In spite of the dangers +national and personal he saw threatening, his certainty of God must +have been spontaneous. + +Anyone, in any country, in any epoch, and of any creed or no creed, who +has shared this experience shares also this assurance. To the Christian +it comes easiest; but that it does not come easy even to the Christian +is a matter of common observation. It can only come easily when some +demonstration has been made for oneself, after which there is no more +disputing it. + + + +XV + + +Nor is it a question of morals or morality. + +I must venture here on delicate ground and say what I should hesitate to +say were the contrary not so strongly underscored. I mean that God, from +what we understand to be His nature, could not accord us His protection +by weighing the good and the evil in our conduct, and giving or +withholding help according to our worthiness. The Universal is too great +to be measured and doled in that way. Nothing but our own pinchbeck +ideas could ascribe to Him this pettiness. As it is the kind of sliding +scale we ourselves adopt, we limit the Divine Generosity by our own +limitations. + +Not so was the understanding of Jesus Christ. That we should be kind to +the so-called evil as we are to the so-called good was a point on which +He dwelt in the Sermon on the Mount. To discriminate between them when +it comes to the possibility of conferring benefits is in His opinion +small. "You have heard that it was said, 'Thou shalt love thy neighbor, +and hate thine enemy.' But I command you all, Love your enemies, and +pray for your persecutors; that so you may become true sons of your +Father in heaven. For He causes His sun to rise on the wicked as well as +on the good, and sends rain upon those who do right and those who do +wrong."[18] + +[18] St. Matthew. + +In other words, we are not to feel ourselves turned out of our +"habitation" in God by a sense of our moral lapses. Moral lapses are to +be regretted, of course; but they do not vitiate our status as the Sons +of God. It is possible that no one believes they do; but much of the +loose statement current among those who lay emphasis on morals would +give that impression. There is a whole vernacular in vogue in which +souls are "lost" or "saved" according to the degree to which they +conform or do not conform to other people's views as to what they ought +to do. Much of our pietism is to the effect that God is at the bestowal +not merely of a sect, but of some section of a sect, and cannot be found +through any other source. + + + +XVI + + +This brings me to the distinction between morals and righteousness, +which is one for the mind of to-day to keep as clearly as possible +before it. I have said that the refuge in God is not a question of +morals; but it is one of righteousness. Between righteousness and morals +the difference is important. + +Morals stand for a code of observances; righteousness for a direction of +the life. + +Morals represent just what the word implies, the customs of an age, a +country, or a phase in civilisation. They have no absolute standard. The +morals of one century are not those of another. The morals of one race +are not those of another even in the same century. In many respects the +morals of the Oriental differ radically from those of the Occidental, +age-long usage being behind each. It is as hard to convince either that +his are the inferior as it would be to make him think so of his +mother-tongue. I once asked a cultivated Chinaman, a graduate of one of +the great American universities and a Christian of the third generation, +in what main respect he thought China superior to the United States. "In +morals," he replied, promptly; but even as a Christian educated in +America his theory of morals was different from ours. + +Among ourselves in the United States the essence of morals is by no +means a subject of unanimous agreement. You might say that a standard of +morals is entirely a matter of opinion. There are millions of people who +think it immoral to play cards, to go to the theatre, to dance, or to +drink wine. There are millions of other people who hold all these acts +to be consistent with the highest moral conduct. + +Moreover, wherever the emphasis is thrown on morals as distinct from +righteousness there is a tendency to put the weight on two or three +points in which nations or individuals excel, and to ignore the rest. +For example, not to go outside ourselves, the American people may be +fairly said to exemplify two of the great virtues: On the whole they +are, first, sober; secondly, continent. As a result we accentuate morals +in these respects, but not in any others. + +For instance, the current expression, "an immoral man," is almost +certain to apply only under the two headings cited above, and probably +only under one. All other morals and immoralities go by the board. We +should not class a dishonest man as an immoral man, nor an untruthful +man, nor a profane, or spiteful, or ungenial, or bad-tempered, man. Our +notion of morals hardly ever rises above the average custom of the +community in which we happen to live. Except in the rarest instances we +never pause to reflect as to whether the customs of that community are +or are not well founded. The consequence is that our cities, villages, +countrysides, and social groupings are filled with men and women moral +enough as far as the custom of the country goes, but quite noticeably +unrighteous. + +It is also a fact that where you find one or two virtues singled out for +observance and the rest obscured there you find, too, throngs of +outwardly "moral" people with corroded hearts. Villages, churches, and +all the quieter communities are notorious for this, the peculiarity +having formed for a hundred and fifty years the stock-in-trade of +novelists. Sobriety and continence being more or less in evidence the +assumption is that all the requirements have been fulfilled. The +community is "moral" notwithstanding the back-bitings, heart-burnings, +slanders, cheatings, envies, hatreds, and bitternesses that may permeate +it through and through. As I write, the cramped, venomous, unlovely life +of the American small town is the favourite theme of our authors and +readers of fiction. Since a number of the works now on the market have +met with national approval one must assume that the pictures they paint +are accurate. The conditions are appalling, but, according to the custom +of the country, they are "moral." The shadow of insobriety and +incontinence doesn't touch the characters who move across these pages, +and yet the level of the life is pictured as debased, and habits +as hideous. + + + +XVII + + +With morals in this accepted American sense righteousness has little to +do. The two are different in origin. Morals imply the compulsion of men, +and are never more binding than the customs of men render them. They are +thus imposed from without, while righteousness springs from within. The +essence of righteousness lies in the turning of the individual +toward God. + +I think it safe to say that righteousness is expressed more accurately +in attitude than in conduct. It is expressed in conduct, of course; but +conduct may fail while the attitude can remain constant. It is worthy of +remark that some of the great examples of righteousness cited in the +Bible were conspicuously sinners. That is to say, they were men of +strong human impulses against which they were not always sufficiently on +guard, but who turned towards God in spite of everything. In the long +line spanning the centuries between Noah and Abraham and Peter and +Paul--from the almost prehistoric out into the light of day--not one is +put before us except in his weakness as well as in his strength. Some of +them commit gross sins; but apparently even gross sins do not debar them +from their privileges in God's love. This principle was expressed in the +words of Samuel: "Fear not: ye have done all this wickedness; yet turn +not aside from following the Lord.... For the Lord will not forsake his +people for his great name's sake." That the Universal who has all the +blessings of creation to bestow should deprive me of anything just +because in my folly or weakness I have committed sins is not consistent +with "his great name's sake." It would not be causing His sun to rise on +the wicked as well as on the good nor sending rain on those who do right +and those who do wrong. I am too small for His immensity to crush with +its punishments, but not too small to be the object of His entire love. + + + +XVIII + + +I hope it is plain that I say this not to make little of doing wrong but +to put the love and fulness of God in the dominating place. I must make +it clear to myself that He does not shut me out of His heart because I +am guilty of sins. I may shut myself out of His heart, unless I direct +my mind rightly; but He is always there, unchanged, unchangeable, the +ever-loving, ever-welcoming Father. Whatever I have done I can return to +Him with the knowledge that He will take me back. Far from sure of +myself, I can always be sure of Him. + +There are those who would warn me against saying this through fear lest +it should be interpreted as, "Don't be afraid to sin so long as you keep +mentally close to God." I prefer to run that risk. The dread figure of +"an angry God" has been so worked to terrorise men that large numbers of +us have been terrorised. But experience shows us every day that being +terrorised never produces the results at which it aims. It does not win +us; it drives us away. + +Much of the alienation from God in the mind of to-day is due to +rebellion on the part of our sense of justice. We are sinners, of +course; but not such sinners as to merit the revenge which an outraged +deity is described as planning against us. That the All-loving and +All-mighty should smite us in our dearest aims or our sweetest +affections just because we have not conformed to the lop-sided morality +of men is revolting to our instincts. We are repulsed by the God of Fear +when we are drawn, comforted, strengthened, and changed by Him who is +never anything toward us but "the Father." + +I have no hesitation, therefore, in throwing the emphasis in what I +have to say on the fact that He is "a place to hide me in"--the Ark of +the Great Understanding--always open to my approach--into which, +whatever I have done, I can go boldly. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THE MIND OF TO-DAY AND THE WORLD AS IT IS + + + +I + + +Much of what I have written will seem inconsistent with the fact that in +the world as it is there are undeniable and inevitable hardships. True! +I do not escape them more than any other man, the relative relief from +fear saving me from only some of them. + +I have not meant to say that even with one's refuge in God there is +nothing left to struggle with. My point is that whatever there may be to +struggle with there is nothing to be afraid of. Freedom from struggle +would profit us not at all. On the contrary, it would render us +nerveless, flabby, flaccid, and inert. + +But fear, as a rule, being connected with our struggles, it is +important, I think, to be as clear as we can concerning the purport of +those struggles, and their source. We have already seen that fear is +diminished in proportion as we understand that our trials are not +motiveless, and perhaps this is the point at which to consider briefly +what the motives are. + + + +II + + +Struggle we may define as the act of wrestling with trial, so as to come +out of it victoriously. It is a constant element in every human life. +Furthermore, I am inclined to think that, taking trial as an average, +the amount which enters into one life differs little from that which +enters into another. + +There was a time when I did not think so. Some lives struck me as +singled out for trouble; others were left comparatively immune from it. +One would have said that destinies had been mapped with a strange +disregard for justice. Those who didn't deserve it suffered; those whom +suffering might have purified went scot free. Some were rich, others +were poor; some had high positions, others humble ones; some had the +respect of the world from the day they were born, others crept along +from birth to death in restriction and obscurity. The contrasts were so +cruel that they scorched the eyes of the soul. + +This is true, of course; and I am not saying that in the testing to +which everyone is subjected all have an equal share of the opportunities +for triumphing. I am speaking for the moment only of the degree to which +the testing comes. As to that, I am inclined to feel that there is +little to choose between one life and another, since each of us seems to +be tried for all that he can bear. + +One is impressed with that in one's reading of biography. Only the lives +of what we may call the favoured few get into print, and of those few it +is chiefly the external events that are given us. Glimpses of the inner +experience may be obtained from time to time, but they are rarely more +than glimpses. Of what the man or the woman has endured in the secret +fastnesses of the inner life practically nothing can be told. And yet +even with the little that finds its way into words how much there is of +desperate fighting. To this there is never an exception. The great +statesman, the great poet, the great priest, the great scientist, the +great explorer, the great painter, the great novelist--not one but +suffers as anyone suffers, and of not one would the reader, as a rule, +put himself in the place. + +I bring up this fact because we so often feel that the other man has an +easier task than ourselves. The very thing I lack is that with which he +is blessed. I see him smiling and debonair at the minute when I am in a +ferment. While I hardly know how to make both ends meet he is building a +big house or buying a new motor-car. While I am burying hope or love he +is in the full enjoyment of all that makes for happiness and prosperity. + +We are always prone to contrast our darker minutes with our friends' +brighter ones. We forget, or perhaps we never know, that they do the +same with us. At times we are as much the object of their envy as they +ever are of ours. + +I say this not on the principle that misery loves company, but in order +to do away with the heathen suspicion lingering in many minds that God +singles _me_ out for trial, heaping benefits on others who deserve them +no more than I do. + +God singles no one out for trial. When trials come they spring, as +nearly as I can observe, from one or all of the three following sources. +There are: + +A. The trials which come from a world of matter; + +B. The trials which come from a world of men; + +C. The trials we bring on ourselves. + + + +III + + +A. The minute we speak of matter we speak of a medium which the mind of +to-day is just beginning to understand. The mind of other days did not +understand it at all. Few phases of modern advance seem to me more +significant of a closer approach to the understanding of spiritual +things than that which has been made along these lines. + +To all the generations before our own matter was a sheer and positive +density. Its hardness, solidity, and actuality could not be gainsaid. +Earth was earth; iron was iron; wood was wood. Blood was blood; flesh +was flesh; bone was bone. A man was a material being attached to a +material planet, as a sponge is attached to the bottom of the sea. All +that he touched and ate and wore and used was of the same material +Absolute. As to the spiritual there could be a question; as to the +material there could be none. The speculation of occasional +philosophers, that matter might not after all be more than a mental +phenomenon, was invariably hooted down. "I know that matter is matter by +standing on it," are in substance the words attributed to even so +spiritually-minded a man as the great Dr. Johnson. On this point, as +perhaps on some others, he may be taken as a spokesman for the Caucasian +portion of our race. + +And now comes modern physical science reducing matter to a tenuousness +only one remove from the purely spiritual, if it is as much as that. +Gone is the mass of the mountains, the stoniness of rocks, the hard +solidity of iron. The human body, as someone puts it, is no more than a +few pails of water and a handful of ash. Ash and water are alike +dissipated into gases, and gases into elements more subtle still. +Keeping strictly to the material modern science has reached the confines +of materiality. Where it will lead us next no man knows. + +But the inference is not unfair that the world of matter is to a +considerable degree, and perhaps altogether, a world of man's own +creation. That is to say, while God is doing one thing with it, the +human mind understands another. For the human point of view to develop +and develop and develop till it becomes identical with God's is perhaps +the whole purpose of existence. + + + +IV + + +To me personally it was no small help in overcoming fear when I saw the +purpose of existence as expressed in the single word, Growth. That, at +least, is a legitimate inference to draw from the history of life on +this planet. Assuming that the universe contains an intelligible design +of any sort, and that life on this planet is part of it, a vast +development going on eternally toward complete understanding of Infinite +Right and Happiness would give us some explanation of the mystery of our +being here. Beginning, for reasons at which we can only guess, far away +from that understanding, we are forever approaching it, with forever the +joy of something new to master or to learn. New perceptions, new +comprehensions, new insights gained, new victories, even little +victories, won, constitute, I think, our treasures laid up in that +heaven where neither moth nor wear-and-tear destroys, and where thieves +do not break in and steal. Where this treasure is, there, naturally +enough, our hearts will be also. Looking back over the ages since the +life-principle first glided into our planet waters--how it did so is as +yet part of our unsolved mystery--what we chiefly see is a great +surging of the living thing upward and upward toward that Highest +Universal to which we give the name of God. + + + +V + + +That is a point which we do not sufficiently seize--that God is not +revealed to us by one avenue of truth alone, but by all the avenues of +truth working together. With our tendency to keep the Universal in a +special compartment of life we see Him as making Himself known through a +line of teachers culminating in a Church or a complex of churches; and +we rarely think of Him as making Himself known in any other way. To +change the figure, He trickles to us like a brook instead of bathing us +round and round like light or air. + +But all good things must express the Universal; and all discovery of +truth, whether by religion, science, philosophy, or imaginative art, +must be discovery in God. The Ten Commandments and the Sermon on the +Mount are discoveries in God, but so are the advances in knowledge made +by Plato, Aristotle, Roger Bacon, and Thomas Edison. He shows Himself +through Abraham, Moses, Isaiah, and St. Paul, but also through Homer, +Shakespeare, Michael Angelo, Beethoven, Darwin, George Eliot, William +James, and Henry Irving. I take the names at random as illustrating +different branches of endeavour, and if I use only great ones it is not +that the lesser are excluded. No one department of human effort is +specially His, or is His special expression. The Church cannot be so +more than the stage, or music more than philosophy. His Holy Spirit can +be no more outpoured on the bishop or the elder for his work than on the +inventor or the scientist for his work. I say so not to minimise the +outpouring on the bishop or the elder, but to magnify that on everyone +working for progress. This, I take it, is what St. John means when he +says, "God does not give the Spirit with limitations." He who always +gives all to all His children cannot give more. + +When our Lord restores sight to a blind man, or Peter and John cause a +lame man to walk, we see manifestations of God; but we see equal +manifestations of God when one man gives us the telephone, another the +motor-car, and another wireless telegraphy. Whatever declares His power +declares Him; and whatever declares Him is a means by which we press +upward to the perception of His loving almightiness. The advance may be +irregular but it is advance; and all advance is advance toward Him. + + + +VI + + +That is to say, we are rising above a conception of life in which matter +is our master; and yet we are rising above it slowly. This is my chief +point here, because by understanding it we see why we still suffer from +material afflictions. We have overcome some of them, but only some of +them. It is a question of racial development. As we glance backward we +see how much of the way we have covered; as we look round on our +present conditions we see how much there is still to be achieved. + +To diminish fear we should have it, I think, clearly before us that the +human race has done as yet only part of its work, and put us in +possession of only part of the resources which will one day belong to +us. If we could compare ourselves with our ancestors in the days, let us +say, of Christopher Columbus or William the Conqueror we should seem in +relation to them like children of a higher phase of creation. If we +could compare ourselves with our descendants of five hundred or a +thousand years hence we should probably be amazed at our present +futility and grossness. Our ancestors in the Middle Ages could do +certain great things, as we, too, can do certain great things; but in +general access to the Universal Storehouse which is God we have made +progress in ways unknown to them, as our children will make such +progress after us. + +But we have made only the progress we have made. We have its advantages, +but there are advantages to which we have not yet attained. We might +liken ourselves to people who have reached the fourth or fifth step of a +stairway in which there are twenty or thirty. We have climbed to a +certain height, but we are far from having reached the plane to which we +are ascending. + + + +VII + + +It is worth noting this for the reason that we are so likely to think of +ourselves as the climax to which the ages have worked up, and after +which there is no beyond. We are the final word, or as the French +express it, the last cry, _le dernier cri_. All that can be felt we have +felt, all that can be known we have experienced. For the most part this +stand is taken by the intellectuals in all modern countries. In us of +to-day, of this very hour, the wave of Eternity has broken, throwing +nothing at our feet but froth. The literature of the past ten years is +soaked in the pessimism of those who regret that this should be all that +the travail of Time could produce for us. + +In view of this moan from so many of the writers who have the public +ear, especially in Europe, it is the more important to keep before us +the fact that we are children of a race but partially developed at best. +Compared with what will one day be within human scope our actual reach +is only a little beyond impotence. I say this not merely at a venture, +but on the strength of what has happened in the past. We are not a +people which has accomplished much, but one on the way to +accomplishment. The achievements of which we can boast are relatively +like those of a child of five who boasts that he can count. Our whole +world-condition shows us to be racially incompetent, and able to produce +no more than incompetent leaders. That is our present high-water mark, +and with our high-water mark we must learn to be satisfied. + +Escaping from matter we are still within the grasp of matter, and shall +probably so continue for generations to come. Our struggles must +therefore be largely with matter, till little by little we achieve its +domination. In proportion as the individual does so now he reaps the +reward of his victory; and in proportion as he reaps that reward fear is +overcome. Our primary fear being fear of matter, much is gained by +grasping the fact which modern science for the past ten or fifteen years +has been carefully putting before us--vainly as far as most of us are +concerned--that what we call matter is a force subject to the control of +mind, while the directing of mind rests wholly with ourselves. Since we +have controlled matter to make it in so many ways a hostile force, it +ought to be within our power to turn it in our favour. + + + +VIII + + +Which is, I suppose, the trend we are following, even if we follow it +unconsciously. For the turning of the matter in our favour we have +fortunately some notable examples. Our race has produced one perfectly +normal man to whom all of us sub-normals can look as the type of what we +are one day to become. + +I think it a pity that so much of our thought of Him makes Him an +exception to human possibilities. In speaking of Him as the Son of God +we fancy Him as being in another category from ourselves. We forget that +we, too, are sons of God--"heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ."[19] It +is true that He realised that Sonship to a degree which we do not; but +it is also true that we ourselves realise it to some degree. In the +detail of the mastery of matter to which we shall attain it is fair, I +think, to take Him as our standard. + +[19] Epistle to the Romans. + +Taking Him as our standard we shall work out, I venture to think, to the +following points of progress. + +a. The control of matter in furnishing ourselves with food and drink, by +means more direct than at present employed, as He turned water into wine +and fed the multitudes with the loaves and fishes. + +b. The control of matter by putting away from ourselves, by methods more +sure and less roundabout than those of to-day, sickness, blindness, +infirmity, and deformity. + +c. The control of matter by regulating our atmospheric conditions as He +stilled the tempest. + +d. The control of matter by restoring to this phase of existence those +who have passed out of it before their time, or who can ill be spared +from it, as He "raised" three young people from "the dead" and Peter and +Paul followed His example. + +e. The control of matter in putting it off and on at will, as He in His +death and resurrection. + +f. The control of matter in passing altogether out of it, as He in what +we call His Ascension into Heaven. + + + +IX + + +It will be observed that I take as historic records the statements of +the Bible. This I do in face of the efforts of many of the clergy in a +number of the churches to make me see in the Old Testament chiefly a +collection of myths, and in the New a series of compilations by +irresponsible hands, of doubtful date and authority, leaving, in the +case of our Lord, only a substratum which can be relied on as +biographical. + +As an instance of what I mean I quote the following: A few weeks ago I +happened to mention to the distinguished head of one of the most +important theological schools of one of the largest denominations in the +country, our Lord's turning the water into wine. "I've no idea that He +ever did anything of the kind," were the words with which he dismissed +the subject, which I did not take up again. I am not arguing here +against his point of view. I merely state that I do not share it, and +for these two main reasons: + +First, because the so-called Higher Criticism on which it is based is a +purely evanescent phase of man's learning, likely to be rejected +to-morrow by those who accept it to-day, as has been the case with other +such phases; + +Secondly, because I feel sure that, with the mastery of matter to which +we have already attained, the future development of our race will +justify these seeming "miracles," and make them as natural and +commonplace as telegraphy and telephony. + +I speak only for myself when I say that the more I can feel round me the +atmosphere of omnipotence the less I am aware of fear. It is a matter of +course that the one should exclude the other. The sense of being myself, +in a measure, the inheritor of omnipotence, as an heir of God and a +co-heir with Christ, becomes, therefore, one to cultivate. This I can do +only in proportion as I see that my Standard and Example cultivated it +before me. In my capacity as a son of God I take as applying to myself +the words reported by St. John: "In most solemn truth I tell you that +the Son can do nothing of Himself--He can only do what He sees the +Father doing; for whatever He does, that the Son does in like manner." + +While sayings like these, of which there are many in the New Testament, +apply doubtless, in the first place, to Him who best exemplifies the +Sonship of God, they must apply, in the second place, I suppose, to all +who exemplify that Sonship to any degree whatever. Man is the Son of +God; and it is worth noting that He who is specially termed the Son of +God is also specially termed the Son of Man. "Dear friends," St. John +writes, elsewhere, "we are now God's children, but what we are to be in +the future has not been fully revealed to us." I take it, therefore, as +no presumption on my part to emphasise in my daily thought my place as a +co-heir with Christ, feeling that not only is God's almightiness +exercised on my behalf, but that as much of it as I know how to use is +placed in my hands. + + + +X + + +This last, of course, is very little. Even that little I use doubtfully, +timidly, tremblingly. That is the utmost reach to which present +race-development and personal development have brought me. With regard +to the opportunities all round me I am as if I stood beside an airship +in which I could fly if I knew how to work its engines, which I do not. +Other conveniences besides airships would be of no good at all to me if +someone more skilful than I didn't come to my aid. There is probably no +person living of whom the same is not true. Large portions of +omnipotence are placed within hands which are too busy grasping other +things to seize all that they could hold. + +I remember the encouragement it was to me when I understood that to hold +anything at all was so much to the good as a starting-point. I had been +in the habit of dwelling on the much I had missed rather than on the +little I had apprehended. But the little I had apprehended was, after +all, my real possession, and one I could increase. It is like the few +dollars a man has in a savings bank. That at least is his, +notwithstanding the millions he might have possessed if he had only +known how to acquire them. There are many instances of a few dollars in +the savings bank becoming the seedling of millions before the span of a +man's life is passed. + +To be glad of what we can do while knowing it is only a portion of what +will one day be done is to me a helpful point of view. "There may be +truth in all this," is the observation of a young lady who has scanned +what I have written, "and yet I don't believe that we shall ever conquer +fear." That, it seems to me, is to tie chains and iron weights about +one's feet when starting on a race. If we are to keep in the race at +all, to say nothing of winning it, the spirit must be free. One must add +the courage which springs from a partial knowledge of the truth to the +patience one gets from the understanding that as yet our knowledge of +the truth is but partial. + + + +XI + + +I often think that if the churches could come to this last admission it +would be a help to themselves and to all of us. As already hinted I am +anxious to keep away from the subject of churches through a natural +dread of bitterness; but this much I feel at liberty to say, saying it +as I do in deep respect for the bodies which have kept alive the glimmer +of Divine Light in a world which would have blown it out. In a +partially developed race the churches can have no more than a partially +developed grasp of truth. A partially developed grasp of truth is +much--it is pricelessly much--but it is not a knowledge of the whole +truth. Not being a knowledge of the whole truth it should be humble, +tolerant, and eager to expand. + +The weakness of the ecclesiastical system strikes me as lying in the +assumption, or practical assumption, on the part of each sect that _it_ +is the sole repository of truth, and of all the truth. There is no sect +which does not claim more than all mankind can claim. Moreover, there is +no sect which does not make its claims exclusively, asserting not only +that these claims are right, but that all other claims are wrong. To the +best of my knowledge, the sect has not yet risen which would make more +than shadowy concessions to any other sect. + +True, it must not be forgotten that no sect bases its teaching on what +it has worked out for itself, but on the revelation made to it in Jesus +Christ. Every sect would admit that its own view of truth might have +been partial were it not for the fact that in Jesus Christ it has +everything. Where the theories of men might be inadequate His immense +knowledge comes in as supplementary. + +This might be so had He Himself undertaken to give more than a partial +view of truth. But He says expressly that He does not. He gives what His +hearers might be assumed to be able to assimilate; but that is all. "I +have much more to say to you, but you are unable at present to bear the +burden of it."[20] It being an axiom in teaching to give the pupil only +what he can receive, this is the utmost that our Lord attempts. + +[20] St. John. + +He goes on, however, to add these words, which are significant: "But +when He has come--the Spirit of Truth--He will guide you into all the +truth."[21] No doubt that process is even now going on, and will continue +to go on in proportion as our race develops. We are being guided into +all the truth, through all kinds of channels, spiritual, literary, +scientific, philosophical. The naïve supposition that this promise was +kept on the Day of Pentecost, when a sudden access of knowledge +committed all truth to the apostles and through them to the Church +forevermore, is contradicted by the facts. The apostles had no such +knowledge and made no claims to its possession. The Church has never had +it, either. "All truth" covers much more ground than do questions of +ecclesiastical forms of government or of the nature of the sacraments. +"All truth" must go as far as the Universal goes, leaving nothing +outside its range. "All truth" must surely be such self-evident truth as +to admit of no further dissensions. + +[21] St. John. + +Taking truth as a circle, the symbol of perfection, we may assume that +our Lord disclosed a view of a very large arc in its circumference. But +of the arc which He disclosed no one group of His followers has as yet +perceived the whole. At the same time it is probable that each group has +perceived some arc of that arc, and an arc perceived by no other group. +"All truth" being too large for any one group to grasp, the Baptist sees +his segment, the Catholic his, the Methodist his, the Anglican his, the +Congregationalist his, until the vision of Christ is made up. I name +only the groups with which we are commonly most familiar, though we +might go through the hundreds of Christian sects and agree that each has +its angle from which it sees what is visible from no other. Though there +is likely to be error in all such perceptions a considerable portion of +truth must be there, or the sect in question would not survive. It is +safe to say that no sect comes into existence, thrives, and endures, +unless it is to supply that which has been missed elsewhere. + + + +XII + + +What place is there then for intersectarian or ecclesiastical arrogance? + +The question is far from foreign to my subject. Fear is what arrogance +feeds upon; fear is what arrogance produces; and arrogance is the +special immorality of churches. To my mind the churches are almost +precluded from combating fear, for the reason that arrogance is to so +marked a degree their outstanding vice. + +The Catholic is arrogant toward the Protestant; the Protestant is +arrogant toward the Catholic; the Anglican is arrogant to him whom he +calls a Dissenter in England, and merely "unchurches" in America; the +Unitarian is arrogant to those whom he thinks less intellectual than +himself; those who believe in the Trinity are arrogant toward the +Unitarian. All other Christian bodies have their own shades of +arrogance, entirely permitted by their codes, like scorn of the weak to +the knights of Arthur's court. An active, recognised, and mutual +arrogance all round is the reason why it is so rare to see any two or +three or half a dozen Christian sects work for any cause in harmony. +Arrogance begets fear as surely and prolifically as certain of the +rodents beget offspring. + +Much has been written during the past fifty years on the beautiful theme +of the reunion of Christendom. Rarely does any great synod or +convention or council meet without some scheme or some aspiration toward +this end. Every now and then a programme is put forth, now by this body, +now by that, with yearning and good intentions. And in every such +programme the same grim humour is to be read behind the brotherly +invitation. "We can all unite--if others will think as we do." Is it any +wonder that nothing ever comes of these efforts? And yet, I am +persuaded, a day will dawn when something will. + + + +XIII + + +"When he has come--the Spirit of Truth--he will guide you into all the +truth." That will be in the course of our race-development. As step is +added to step, as milestone is passed after milestone, as we see more +clearly what counts and what doesn't count, as we outgrow childishness, +as we come more nearly to what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the +stature of full-grown men in Christ,"[22] we shall do many things that +now seem impossible. Among them I think we shall view intersectarian +arrogance as a mark of enfeebled intelligence. There will come an era of +ecclesiastical climbing down. We shall see more distinctly our own +segment of the arc which our Lord has revealed, and because of that we +shall know that another man sees what we have missed. The Methodist will +then acknowledge that he has much to learn from the Catholic; the +Catholic will know the same of the Baptist; the Anglican of the +Presbyterian; the Unitarian of the Anglican; and a co-operative universe +be reflected in a co-operative Church. Each will lose something of his +present cocksureness and exclusiveness. God will be seen as too big for +any sect, while all the sects together will sink out of sight in God. + +[22] Epistle to the Ephesians. + +In the meantime we are only working toward that end, but toward it we +are working. Every man who believes in a church is doing something to +bring that end about when he gives a kindly thought to any other church. +I say this the more sincerely owing to the fact that I myself am +naturally bigoted, and such kindly thought does not come to me easily. +There are sects I dislike so much that my eyes jump from the very +paragraphs in the newspapers which mention them. And yet when I curb +myself, when I force myself to read them, when I force myself to read +them sympathetically and with a good wish in my heart, my mental +atmosphere grows wider and I am in a stronger, surer, steadier, and more +fearless world. + +Much criticism has been levelled at the Church within the past few +years; but it should be remembered that the Church no more than +government, no more than business, no more than education, can be ahead +of the only partially developed race of which she is one of the +expressions. She is not yet out of the world of matter, though she is +emerging. In proportion as her concepts, hopes, and aims remain material +she will be as incompetent as any other body with the same handicaps and +limitations. In proportion as she learns to "overthrow arrogant +reckonings and every stronghold that towers high in defiance of the +knowledge of God,"[23] she will become the leader of the world, and our +great deliverer from fear. + +[23] Second Epistle to the Corinthians. + + + +XIV + + +B. Of the trials brought upon us by a world of men perhaps our chief +resentment springs from their unreasonableness. They are not necessary; +they might be avoided; at their worst they could be tempered. For this +reason, too, they take us by surprise. Those who bring them on us seem +captious, thoughtless, cruel. When they could so easily offer us a +helping hand they obstruct us for the mere sport of doing so. People +toward whom we have never had an unkindly thought will often go out of +their way to do us a bad turn. + +I shall not enlarge on this, since most of us are in a position to +enlarge on it for ourselves. There is scarcely an individual for whom +the way, hard enough at any time, has not been made harder by the barbed +wire entanglements which other people throw across his path. Almost +anything we plan we plan in the teeth of someone's opposition; almost +anything with which we try to associate ourselves is fraught with +discords and irritations that often inspire disgust. The worlds in which +co-operation is essential, from that of governmental politics to that of +offices and homes, are centres of animosities and suspicions, and +therefore breeding-grounds of fear. + +I suppose most grown-up people can recall the wounded amazement with +which they first found themselves attacked by someone to whom they were +not conscious of ever having given cause. Some are sensitive to this +sort of thing; some grow callous to it; some are indifferent; and some +are said to enjoy it. In the main I think we are sensitive and remain +sensitive. I have been told by a relative of one of the three or four +greatest living writers of English that the unfavourable comment of a +child would affect him so that he would be depressed for hours. +Statesmen and politicians, I understand, suffer far more deeply in the +inner self than the outer self ever gives a sign of. The fact that our +own weakness or folly or recklessness or wrong-doing lays us open to a +blow is not much consolation when it falls. + + + +XV + + +For myself all this became more tolerable when I had fully grasped the +fact that we are still to a considerable degree a race of savages. From +savages one cannot expect too much, not even from oneself. We have +advanced beyond the stage at which one naturally attacked a stranger +simply because he was a stranger, but we have not advanced very far. The +instinct to do one another harm is still strong in us. We do one another +harm when it would be just as easy, perhaps easier, to do one another +good. Just as the Ashanti hiding in the bush will hurl his assegai at a +passer-by for no other reason than that he is passing, so our love of +doing harm will spit itself out on people just because we know +their names. + +Personally I find myself often doing it. I could on the spur of the +moment write as many as twenty names of people of whom I am accustomed +to speak ill without really knowing much about them. I make it an excuse +that they are in the public eye, that I don't like their politics, or +their social opinions, or their literary output, or the things they do +on the stage. Anything will serve so long as it gives me the opportunity +to hurl my assegai as I see them pass. One does it instinctively, +viciously, because like other semi-savages one is undeveloped mentally, +and it is to be expected. + +By expecting it from others half our resentment is forestalled. Knowing +that from a race such as ours we shall not get anything else we learn to +take it philosophically. If I hurl my assegai at another, another hurls +his assegai at me, and in a measure we are quits. Even if, trying to +rise above my inborn savagery, I withhold my assegai, it is no sign that +another will withhold his, and I may be wounded even in the effort to do +my best. Very well; that, too, is to be expected and must be +taken manfully. + +The learning to take it manfully is what as individuals we get out of +it. For the most part we are soft at heart, soft, I mean, not in the +sense of being tender, but in that of being flabby. + +On myself this was borne in less than a year ago. I had for some months +been working hard at a picture-play which when put before the public was +largely misunderstood. While some of the papers praised it others +criticised it severely, but whether they praised or blamed I was seen as +"teaching a lesson," a presumption from which I shrink. It is not that +there is any harm in teaching a lesson if a man is qualified, but I no +longer consider myself qualified. Sharing ideas is one thing, and the +highest pleasure of the reason; but the assumption that because you +suggest an idea you seek to convert is quite another thing. If I failed +to make it plain that in this present book I was merely offering ideas +for inspection, and in the hope of getting others in return, I should +put it in the fire. + +My picture-play once handed over to the public I experienced an intense +reaction of depression. To figure through the country, wherever there +are screens, as "teaching a lesson" seemed more than I could bear. It +_was_ more than I could bear, till it flashed on me that I couldn't bear +it merely because I was inwardly flabby. I was not taking the experience +manfully. I was not standing up to it, nor getting from it that +toughening of the inner fibre which it had to yield. As usual in my +case, owing to an acquaintance with the Bible imparted to me in +childhood, a suggestion from the Bible was that which righted me again +toward cheerfulness. It came, as such things always do, without any +seeking, or other operation beyond that of the subconscious self. + +_Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ._[24] + +[24] St Paul's Second Epistle to Timothy. + +It was exactly what I needed to do--to endure hardness--to take it--to +bear it--to be more of a man for it. Moreover, the idea was a new +suggestion. I had not understood before that to the conquest of fear the +hardening of the inner man is an auxiliary. My object had been to ward +off fear so that it shouldn't touch me; but to let it strike and rebound +because it could make no impact was an enlarging of the principle. +Viewing the experience as a strengthening process enabled me not only to +go through it but to do so with serenity. + +This, I imagine, is the main thing we are to get out of the struggle +brought on us through living in a world of men such as men are to-day. +It is a pity they are not better, but being no better than they are we +can get that much from the fact--the inner hardening. When, justly or +unjustly, others attack or hurt or worry or anger or annoy me, the +knowledge that through the very trial I am toughening within, where so +often I am without moral muscle, can be a perceptible support. + + + +XVI + + +C. Of the two main trials we bring on ourselves I suppose it would be +only right to put sickness first. + +Under sickness I include everything that makes for age, decay, and the +conditions commonly classed as "breaking up." It is becoming more and +more recognised, I think, that physical collapse has generally behind it +a mental cause, or a long series of mental causes too subtle for +tabulation. + +I shall not dwell on this, for the reason that during the past fifty +years so much has been written on the subject. A number of movements for +human betterment have kept the whole idea in the forefront of the public +mind. It is an idea only partially accepted as yet, arousing as much +opposition among the conservative as hope on the part of the +progressive. Since, however, science and religion are both, in their +different ways, working on it together, some principle which can no +longer be questioned is likely to be worked out within the next few +generations. + +All I shall attempt to do now is to re-state what seems to me the +fact--stated by others with knowledge and authority--that God, rightly +understood, is the cure of disease and not the cause of it. There is +something repugnant in the thought of Universal Intelligence +propagating harmful bacteria, and selecting the crises at which we shall +succumb to their effects. The belief that God sends sickness upon us +amounts to neither less nor more than that. The bacilli which we try to +destroy He uses His almighty power to cultivate, so that even our +efforts to protect ourselves become defiances of His Will. + +Surely the following incident, which gives our Lord's attitude toward +disease, affords a reasonable basis for our own. + +"Once He was teaching on the Sabbath in one of the synagogues where a +woman was present who for eighteen years had been a confirmed invalid; +she was bent double, and was unable to lift herself to her full height. +But Jesus saw her, and calling to her, He said to her, 'Woman, you are +free from your weakness.' And He put His hands on her, and she +immediately stood upright and began to give glory to God. Then the +Warden of the Synagogue, indignant that Jesus had cured her on the +Sabbath day, said to the crowd, 'There are six days in the week on +which people ought to work. On those days therefore come and get +yourselves cured, and not on the Sabbath day.' But the Lord's reply to +him was, 'Hypocrites, does not each of you on the Sabbath day untie his +bullock or his ass from the stall and lead him to water? And this woman, +daughter of Abraham as she is, _whom Satan had bound_ for no less than +eighteen years, was she not to be loosed from this chain because it is +the Sabbath day?' When He had said this all His opponents were ashamed, +while the whole multitude was delighted at the many glorious things +continually done by Him."[25] + +[25] St. Luke. + +It was not God, in His opinion, who had afflicted this woman; it was +Satan, the personification of all evil. But in order that such +references should not be misunderstood He had said of Satan, only a +short time before, "I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven."[26] + +[26] St. Luke. + +Heaven, I take it, is creation as its Creator sees it. "God saw +everything that he had made, and behold it was very good."[27] And from +this creation, with the rapidity of the quickest thing we know anything +about, a flash of lightning, our Lord saw the personification of evil +blotted out. What thought had formed thought could destroy. The spectre +which misunderstanding of God had raised in a life in which everything +was _very good_ became nothing at the instant when God was understood. + +[27] The Book of Genesis. + +The occasion of His speaking the words I have quoted is worth noting as +bearing on the subject. + +A little earlier He had sent out seventy of His disciples to be the +heralds of the Kingdom. "Cure the sick in that town, and tell them the +Kingdom of God is now at your door."[28] By this time the seventy had +returned, exclaiming joyfully, "Master, even the demons submit to us +when we utter your name."[29] It was apparently the use of this word +_demons_ which called forth from Him that explanation, "I beheld Satan +as lightning fall from heaven." In other words, Satan is the creation of +wrong thought; the demons are the creations of wrong thought. Where the +Universal Good is all there can be no place for evil or evil spirits. +Banish the concept and you banish the thing. The action is as quick as +thought, and thought is as quick as lightning. "I have given you power," +He goes on to add, "to tread serpents and scorpions underfoot, and to +trample on all the power of the Enemy; and in no case shall anything do +you harm."[30] + +[28] St. Luke. + +[29] St. Luke. + +[30] St. Luke. + +This was no special gift bestowed on them and only on them. God has +never, as far as we can see, dealt in special and temporary gifts. He +helps us to see those we possess already. What our Lord seems anxious to +make clear is the power over evil with which the human being is always +endowed. It is probably to be one of our great future discoveries that +in no case shall anything do us harm. As yet we scarcely believe it. +Only an individual here and there sees that freedom and domination must +belong to us. But, if I read the signs of the times aright, the rest of +us are slowly coming to the same conclusion. We are less scornful of +spiritual power than we were even a few years ago. The cocksure +scientific which in its time was not a whit less arrogant than the +cocksure ecclesiastical is giving place to a consciousness that man is +the master of many things of which he was once supposed to be the slave. +In proportion as the wiser among us are able to corroborate that which +we simpler ones feel by a sixth or seventh sense, a long step will be +taken toward the immunity from suffering which our Lord knew to be +ideally our inheritance. + + + +XVII + + +Sickness, age, decay, with all the horrors with which we invest our exit +from this phase of existence, I take to be a misreading of God's +intentions. We shall learn to read better by and by, and have already +begun to do so. To this beginning I attribute the improvement which in +one way or another has taken place in our general health--an +improvement in which science and religion have worked together, often +without perceiving the association--and in the prolonging of youth which +in countries like the British Empire and the United States is, within +thirty or forty years, to be noted easily. + +Misreading of God's intentions I might compare to that misreading of his +parent's intentions which goes on in the mind of every child of six or +seven. He sees the happenings in the household, but sees them in a light +of his own. Years afterwards, when their real significance comes to him, +he smiles at his childish distortions of the obvious. + +In comparison with what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the stature of +full-grown men in Christ," our present rating might be that of a child +of this age. It is no higher. Misreading is all that we are equal to, +but it is something to be able to misread. It is a step on the way to +reading correctly. Though our impulse to learn works feebly it works +restlessly; and a day will surely come when we shall be able to +interpret God aright. + + + +XVIII + + +Next to sickness I should place poverty as the second of the two great +trials we bring upon ourselves. + +Under poverty I class all sense of restriction, limitation, and material +helplessness. As the subject will be taken up more in detail elsewhere I +wish for the minute to say no more than this: that, in an existence of +which Growth seems to be the purpose, God could not intend that any of +us should be without full power of expansion. + +What we are worth to him we must be worth as individuals; and what we +are worth as individuals must depend on the peculiar combination of +qualities which goes to make up each one of us. _I_, poor creature that +I sometimes seem to others and always to myself, am so composed that God +never before had anything exactly like me in the whole round of His +creation. My value lies in a special blend of potentialities. Of the +billions and trillions of human beings who have passed across this +planet not one could ever have done what I can do, or have filled my +place toward God and His designs. + +Among the billions and trillions I may seem trivial--to men. I may even +seem trivial to myself. To such numbers as these I can add so little +when I come, and take away so little from them when I go, that I am not +worth counting. Quite so--to all human reckoning. But my value is not my +value to men; it is not even my value to myself; it is my value to God. +He alone knows my use, and the peculiar beauty I bring to the ages in +making my contribution. It is no presumptuous thing to say that He could +no more spare me than any other father of a normal and loving family +could spare one of the children of his flesh and blood. + +Now, my value to God is my first reckoning. We commonly make it the +last, if we ever make it at all; but it is the first and the ruling one. + +What I am to my family, my country, myself, is all secondary. They +determine only the secondary results. The first results come from my +first relationship, and my first relationship is to God. As the child of +my parents, as a citizen of my country, as a denizen of this planet, my +place is a temporary one. As the son of God I am from everlasting to +everlasting, a splendid being with the universe as my home. + +Now this, it seems to me, is my point of departure for the estimate of +my possible resources. I cannot expect less of the good things of the +universe than God would naturally bestow on His son. To expect less is +to get less, since it is to dwarf my own power of receiving. If I close +the opening through which abundance flows it cannot be strange if I shut +abundance out. + +And that is precisely what we find throughout the human race, millions +upon millions of lives tightly shut against His generosity. The most +generous treatment for which the majority of us look is man's. The only +standard by which the majority of us appraise our work is man's. You +have a job; you get your twenty or thirty or fifty or a hundred dollars +a week for it; and by those dollars you judge your earning capacity and +allow it to be judged. You hardly ever pause to remember that there is +an estimate of earning capacity which measures industry and good will +and integrity and devotion, and puts them above all tricks of trade _and +rewards them_--rewards them, I mean, not merely in mystical blessings in +eons far off, possibly the highest blessings we shall ever know, but +rewards them in a way that will satisfy you now. + +"He satisfieth the empty soul," writes the psalmist, in one of the +sublimest lyrics ever penned, "and filleth the hungry soul with +goodness." + +"Yes, of course," says the Caucasian. "When you have crushed out all +your present cravings and forgotten them, He will give you joys of which +now you have no conception." + +But are not my present cravings those which count for me? and do they +not make up precisely that character which renders me unique? True, my +longings now may have to the longings I shall one day entertain only the +relation of your little boy's craving for an alphabetic picture-book to +the course in philosophy he will take when he is twenty-five; but so +long as the picture-book is the thing he can appreciate you give it to +him. Is not this common sense? And can we expect the Father of us all to +act in other than common-sense ways? + +It is because we do so expect--because we do so almost universally--that +we have blocked the channels of His blessings. The world is crowded with +men and women working their fingers to the bone, and even so just +squeaking along betwixt life and death and dragging their children after +them. They are the great problem of mankind; they rend the heart with +pity. They rend the heart with pity all the more for the reason that +there is no sense in their poverty. There is no need of it. God never +willed it, and what God never willed can go out of life with the speed +of Satan out of Heaven. We have only to fulfil certain conditions, +certain conditions quite _easy_ to fulfil, to find the stores of the +Universal laid as a matter of course at the feet of the sons of God. + +"Prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of Hosts," are the striking words +of the prophet Malachi, "if I will not open you the windows of heaven +and pour you out a blessing that there shall not be room enough to +receive it.... And all nations shall call you blessed, for ye shall be a +delightsome land," + + + +XIX + + +But it is the old story: we do not believe it. It is too good to be +true, so we put it away from us. In a world where the material is so +pressing we use only material measures, and bow only to material force. + +So be it! That is apparently as far as our race-development takes us. It +takes us into suffering, but not out of it. Individuals have come into +it and worked their way out again; but most of us can go no faster than +the crowd. In that case we must suffer. In a terrible crisis in his +history, and after many sins, David was able to write these words: "I +sought the Lord ... and He delivered me out of all my fears." It is the +royal avenue, and it is open to anyone. And yet if we do not take it, it +still does not follow that all is lost. + +Of the world as it is the outstanding fact is the necessity for +struggle. Struggle may conceivably enter into every other world. There +is something in us which requires it, which craves for it. A static +heaven in which all is won and there is nothing forevermore but to enjoy +has never made much appeal to us. If eternal life means eternal growth +we shall always have something with which to strive, since growth means +overcoming. + +While sorry, then, that we have not released ourselves to a greater +degree than we have, we may take heart of grace from what we have +achieved. We must simply struggle on. Struggle will continue to make and +shape us. Whether our problems spring from a world of matter, from a +world of men, or from ourselves, their solving brings us a fuller grasp +of truth. The progress may be slow but it is progress. Hardship by +hardship, task by task, failure by failure, conquest by conquest, we +pull ourselves up a little higher in the scale. Some day we shall see in +the Universal all that we have been looking for, and be delivered out of +all our fears. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE WORLD AS IT IS AND THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR + + + +I + + +Of all fears the most dogging and haunting are those connected with +money. Everyone knows them, even the rich. For many years I was their +victim, and will now try to tell how I got rid of them so effectively +that I may call it entirely. + +Having a good many responsibilities I lived in terror of not being able +to keep pace with their demands. The dread was like a malign invisible +presence, never leaving me. With much in the way of travel, friendship, +and variety of experience, which I could have enjoyed, the evil thing +was forever at my side. "This is all very well," it would whisper in +moments of pleasure, "but it will be over in an hour or two, and then +you'll be alone with me as before." + +I can recall minutes when the delight in landscape, or art, or social +intercourse, became alien to me, something to be thrust away. Once in +driving through rich, lush, storied Warwickshire on the way to +Stratford-on-Avon--once in a great Parisian restaurant where the +refinement, brilliancy, and luxury of the world seemed crushed into +epitome--once at a stupendous performance of _Götterdämmerung_ at +Munich--once while standing on the shores of a lovely New Hampshire lake +looking up at a mountain round which, as Emerson says, the Spirit of +Mystery hovers and broods--but these are only remembered high points of +a constant dread of not being able to meet my needs and undertakings. +There used to be an hour in the very early morning--"the coward hour +before the dawn," it is called by a poet-friend of my own--when I was in +the habit of waking, only to hear the sleepless thing saying, as my +senses struggled back into play, "My God, can you be sleeping +peacefully, with possible ruin just ahead of you?" After that further +sleep would become impossible for an hour or two, such wakings +occurring, in periods of stress, as often as two and three times a week. + + + +II + + +It was the spiritually minded man whom I have already quoted as giving +me the three great points as to God's direction who first helped me to +see that, on the part of anyone working hard and trying on the whole to +do right, the fear of being left without means amounts in effect to +denial of God. Thinking this over for myself during the course of some +years, this fear has come to seem to me of the nature of blasphemy. It +is like the "Curse God and die," of the wife of Job. I shall not +hesitate to speak strongly on the subject, because so few are speaking +on it strongly--while the urgency is pressing. + + + +III + + +I have already said that it does not seem reasonable that the Father +should put us into His universe to expand, and then deny us the power +of expanding. The power of expanding is not wrapped up in money, but in +the world as it is the independence of the one of the other is not very +great. "One of the hardest things I ever had to do," a mother said to +me, not long ago, "was to tell my little girl that her father and I +could not afford to send her to college." That is what I mean. To most +of us "expanding" and "affording" amount to the same thing. + +True, there are natures which transcend the limitations of "affording," +and by innate strength do what others resign themselves to not doing. +For instance, there are men and women who "put themselves" through +college, doing similar things which bring out the best in their +characters. These are the exceptions; and they are the exceptions +precisely for the reason that, whether they know it or not, they are +nearer than their fellows to the divine working principle. It is not +necessary for us to be conscious of that principle in order to get much +of its result, though consciousness enables us to get more of it. The +strong are strong because of harmony with God, at least to some extent. +They may misuse their strength, as we can misuse anything; but the mere +fact of possessing it shows a certain degree of touch with the +Universal. But I am speaking chiefly of the weak, of those who think +first of all in terms of restriction rather than in those of privilege +to come and go and be and do. + +I repeat that though this privilege is not dependent on money, money +expresses it to the average mind. + +And what is money after all? It is only a counter for what we call +goods. Goods is the word with which, according to our Anglo-Saxon genius +for the right phrase, we sum up the good things with which the Father +blesses His children. The root connection between good, goods, and God +is worth everyone's attention, A hundred dollars is simply a standard of +measurement for so much of God's good things. A thousand dollars +represents so much more; a million dollars so much more again. But it is +important to note that this is not God's standard of measurement; it is +man's, and adopted only for man's convenience. + +As for God's standard of measurement it is inconceivable that the +Universal Father should give to one of His children far more of His +"goods" than he can use, while denying to another that which he is in +absolute need of. The Universal Father could surely not do otherwise +than bless all alike. With His command of resources He must bless all +alike, not by depriving anyone, but by enriching everyone. If everyone +does not enjoy plenty it must be because of the bringing in of some +principle of distribution which could never have been His. + + + +IV + + +The right and the wrong principles of distribution are indirectly placed +before us by our Lord in one of the most beautiful passages which ever +fell from human lips. Familiar as it is, I venture to quote it at +length, for the reason that the modern translation makes some of the +points clearer than they are in the King James version which most of us +know best. + +"No man can be the bondservant of two masters; for either he will +dislike one and like the other, or he will attach himself to one and +think slightingly of the other. You cannot be the bondservants both of +God and of gold. For this reason I charge you not to be over-anxious +about your lives, inquiring what you are to eat or what you are to +drink, nor yet about your bodies, inquiring what clothes you are to put +on. Is not the life more precious than its food, and the body than its +clothing? Look at the birds which fly in the air; they do not sow or +reap or store up in barns, but your Heavenly Father feeds them; are you +not of much greater value than they? Which of you by being over-anxious +can add a single foot to his height? And why be anxious about clothing? +Learn a lesson of the wild lilies. Watch their growth. They neither toil +nor spin, and yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his +magnificence could array himself like one of these. And yet if God so +clothes the wild herbage which to-day flourishes and to-morrow is cast +into the oven, is it not much more certain that he will clothe you, you +men of little faith? Do not even begin to be anxious, therefore, saying, +'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' +For all these are questions that Gentiles are always asking; but your +Heavenly Father knows that you need these things--all of them. But make +His Kingdom and righteousness your chief aim, and then these things +shall be given you in addition. Do not be over-anxious, therefore, about +to-morrow, for to-morrow will bring its own cares. Enough for each day +are its own troubles." + +In this passage there are two points, each of which may merit a few +words as a means of eliminating fear. + + + +V + + +The first point is the reference to what we are to make our "chief +aim"--the Kingdom of God and righteousness. + +I feel sure we generally miss the force of these words through our +Caucasian sanctimoniousness. We can think of God's Kingdom and +righteousness only in the light of the pietistic. The minute they are +mentioned we strike what I have already called our artificial pose, our +funereal frame of mind. I am not flippant when I say that in the mind of +the Caucasian the first step toward seeking the Kingdom of God and +righteousness is in pulling a long face. We can hardly think of +righteousness except as dressed in our Sunday clothes, and looking and +feeling wobegone. To most of us the seeking of righteousness suggests at +once an increase in attending church services, or going to +prayer-meetings, or making missionary efforts--excellent practices in +themselves--according to the form of pietism we are most familiar with. +Those of us who have no form of pietism feel cut off from making the +attempt at all. + +Oh, to be simple!--to be natural!--to be spontaneous!--to be free from +the concept of a God shut up within the four walls of a building and +whose chief interests are the sermon and the number of parishioners! +The Kingdom of God is the Universal Kingdom, including everyone and +everything--all interests, all commerce, all government, all invention, +all art, all amusement, all the staid pursuits of the old and all the +ardour of the young, all sport, all laughter, all that makes for +gladness. It is the Kingdom of the bird and the flower and the horse and +the motor-car and the motion-picture house and the office and the +theatre and the ballroom and the school and the college and everything +else that man has evolved for himself. He has evolved these things +wrongly because nine times out of ten he has seen them as outside God's +Kingdom, instead as being God's own undertakings because they are ours. +All that we have to do to seek His Kingdom is to do what we are doing +every day, with energy and fun, but to do it knowing we are His agents +and co-workers. As a matter of fact, most of us are, to some extent, +doing that already, getting food, shelter, clothing, and all other +necessary things as our reward. What we do not get is relief from fear, +because we do not understand that fear above all things is what He +would take away from us. + + + +VI + + +The second point is a curious one, and all the more emphatic for being +curious. Our Lord invents a false god. He names the false god of fear, +who was never named before. Mammon is the word which the modern +translator gives as gold. As Mammon it is translated in the Authorised +Version, whence we get the familiar phrase, "Ye cannot serve God +and Mammon." + +But Mammon was never the name of an idol or other form of false deity. +The word, which is Syriac, means money. Our Lord, apparently, made it +the name of a false god in order to set before us, and make vivid to us, +a false principle. + +That false principle is in the belief that the material essentials for +living and expanding are dependent on man's economic laws. + +This is a point of vast importance to the individual who desires to +strike out beyond the crowd, not only getting what he needs, but +ridding himself of fear. + +The law of supply and demand is the most practical which the human race +in its present stage has been able to evolve. That it is not an ideal +law is obvious. There are ways in which it works, and ways in which it +does not. When the Christians began to act for themselves they +established a community of goods, such as had obtained among the little +band who gathered round our Lord. Almost at once it was given up, +presumably as being too advanced for the existing world of men. I +suppose we might say the same of the various systems of Socialism and +Communism urged on us at the present day. However good they may be, we +are not ready to put them into practice. That, I judge--without +positively knowing--is the reason why certain great Christian bodies +oppose both. These bodies, I assume, are not hostile to equal +distribution in itself, but only to equal distribution before men are +developed to a stage at which it would be wise. + +But my point is independent of all men's theories, and rests simply on +the fact that, whatever the law of man, God is not bound by it. + +If we can believe the Old and New Testaments--which, of course, some of +us do not--He has shown on many, many occasions that He is far from +being bound by it. Time after time He comes to the individual's relief +according to His own law. We reject these occurrences as mythical on the +ground that the laws of supply and demand--and some other laws as law is +understood by us--do not support them; and yet it is in the power of the +individual to test the truth for himself. + +That is one of the burdens of both Testaments. The individual is +implored to see the only real system for the distribution of "goods" as +God's. It is not expressed in that way, but that is what it comes to. +God owns and disposes of everything. He has not put us into His Universe +and left us to fend for ourselves. He follows us. He cares for us. Not +one is forgotten or overlooked by Him. It is personal watching and +brooding and defence. He is our Father, not merely for the purpose of +hearing us sing hymns, and forgiving our sins when we stop committing +them, but for all our aims and objects. Nothing that concerns us is so +small but that His Infinite Intelligence follows it; no need of ours is +so large but that His All-Ownership can meet it. "Do not two sparrows +sell for a half-penny?" is our Lord's illustration on this point, "yet +not one of them will fall to the ground without your Father's leave. But +as for you," He reasons, in order that we may understand the +infinitesimal nature of God's care, "the very hairs on your heads are +all numbered. Away then with fear!"[31] + +[31] St Matthew. + + + +VII + + +Away then with fear, because our first and over-ruling and +all-determining relationship is to Him. + +In eliminating money-fears from my own life that was the fact which +helped me most. I had not only to seize it intellectually, but to get +what William James calls the "feeling" of it, the apprehension of it in +my subconsciousness. It was like acquiring a new instinct. The +_Metanoia_, the re-directing of my thought, was a thorough and +basic change. + +It meant getting up in the morning with a new conception as to why I was +working and for whom. I had taken it for granted hitherto that I was +working for such and such a firm, for as much money as they would pay +me. As much money as they would pay me was the limit of my expectation. +Beyond the law of supply and demand I had no vision; and whenever the +demand fell short fear was the result. + +The change in my base was in seeing that working for such and such a +firm, for as much money as they would pay me, was merely incidental. It +was secondary. It was not what determined my position. It was not what +determined my reward. It was a small way of looking at a situation which +was big. It was a small way of looking at a situation which was big, +merely to confine my objective to such selling and buying as goes on in +the planet called the Earth. I was working for the Master of the +Universe, who had all the resources of the universe with which to pay me +for what I was worth _to Him_. + + + +VIII + + +It is this last fact, as I have hinted already, which fixes my true +value. To the firm for which I am working I am worth so many dollars and +cents, and if for any reason I am unable to do their work they will get +someone else who can. I am not essential to them in any way, however +essential they may be to me. It is my part to "keep my job," since if I +don't I may find it hard to get another. If I do get another it will be +on the same principle, of being paid what I can be made to work for, and +not a penny more. + +But in working for the Master of the Universe I am working for One to +whom I am essential. My "job" could not be "swung" by anyone else, since +everyone else is essential to the swinging of his own. I am not "taken +on" to do what anyone else could do as well; I am positively needed for +this thing and for no other thing. + +The nature of "this thing" for which I am needed may be seen in the +obvious duties of my situation--as regards my family, my employers, and +my surroundings, which sum up my responsibilities toward men in general. +No explanation of myself can be independent of men in general, since my +work is for them in its final aim. If I forget them I forget God, God +expressing Himself to me through men in general, as through my family +and my employers in particular. + +Incidentally, then, I work for men, but essentially and consciously I +work for God, and look to God for my recompense. + +Now God is the most generous of all paymasters. It is natural enough +that He should be so. He who delights in the grace of a bird or the +colour of a flower must delight in a man in proportion to a man's higher +place in the creative scale. As our Lord points out, that is no more +than common sense. And, delighting in us as He does, God could not +possibly stint us in what we earn from Him. Merely to suppose so is to +dishonour Him. A large part of His joy must be in our joy. + +The simplest way in which I can express it is that in consciously trying +to work with God, not man, as our employer, things happen to us which, +to the best of our foresight, would not have happened otherwise. Often +they seem accidental, and possibly we ascribe them to accident till the +coincidences become too numerous to explain by coincidence and nothing +more. It constantly happens to myself, for instance, to find the whole +solution of some tangled financial problem hanging on the chance turning +of my steps to someone's office, and the chance turning of the +conversation to some specific observation. Chance is the explanation +which comes to me first, till I reflect on the finespun chain which +brought me to that particular spot and those particular words. Leading +is what I see then; and seeing it once I am more confident of being led +the next time. The next time, therefore, I am the less afraid, having +the definite experience to support me. + +There are millions of men and women to whom life brings no more than the +monotony of a treadmill round, year in and year out, with a cramping of +mind, spirit, and ambition, who might have been free had they measured +themselves by God's standards and not by men's. It is simply the taking +of a point of view, and adjusting the life to it. In doing one's work +primarily for God, the fear of undue restriction is put, sooner or +later, out of the question. He pays me and He pays me well. He pays me +and He will not fail to pay me. He pays me not merely for the rule of +thumb task which is all that men recognise, but for everything else I +bring to my job in the way of industry, good intention, and +cheerfulness. If the Lord loveth a cheerful giver, as St Paul says, we +may depend upon it that He loveth a cheerful worker; and where we can +cleave the way to His love there we find His endless generosity. + +In my own case this generosity has most frequently been shown in +opening doors for me where I saw nothing but blank walls. He has made +favourable things happen. It may be said that they would have happened +anyhow; but when they have happened on my looking to Him, and have not +happened when I did not look to Him, it is only fair to draw the +conclusion that He was behind the event. + + + +IX + + +It may also be urged that if there was really a God who delighted in us +He would make favourable things happen to us whether we looked to Him or +not. So He does. Every life, even among those who never think of Him, is +full of such occurrences. Every individual gets some measure of supply +for his necessities, and in many instances a liberal one. God's sun +rises on the wicked as well as on the good, and His rain falls on those +who do right and those who do wrong. + +At the same time there is a force generated by working consciously with +Him which we have to go without when we disregard Him. It is not, I +suppose, that He refuses to co-operate with us, but that it is out of +our power to co-operate with Him. If His is the only right way to our +success and prosperity, and we are, to any extent, taking the wrong, it +stands to reason that to that extent we must fail. + +It is doubtless for this reason that our Lord emphasises seeking His +righteousness as well as His Kingdom. His Kingdom might be roughly +defined as His power; righteousness as the right way of doing anything. +But you never obtain power by going the wrong way to work; whereas by +working in the right way you get your result. The conclusion is obvious. + + + +X + + +It is often objected to the point of view I have been trying to express +that so much weight is thrown on material blessing. God gives spiritual +rewards, it is contended, not material ones. To expect the material from +Him is to make Him gross, and to become gross ourselves. + +And yet those who put forth this objection are doing their utmost to +secure material comforts, and to make material provision for the future. +Are they doing it independently of God? Are they working in a medium +into which God cannot enter? Is it argued for a single minute that +"goods" are not God's good things, and that money is not their token? +True, the love of money is the root of all evil. Of course--when you +separate money from God, as Caucasians mostly do; not when you take +money as one of the material symbols for God's love toward his sons. + +As a matter of fact, we dig a gulf between the material and the +spiritual which does not exist. We have seen that modern physical +science is showing us how near to spirit matter comes, while it is +highly probable that further research will diminish even the slight +existing difference between them. Matter may really be considered as our +sensuous misreading of the spiritual. That is to say, God sees one +thing; our senses see another. In the wild lily cited by our Lord our +senses see a thing exquisite in form and colour; and yet, relatively +speaking, it is no more than a distortion of what God beholds and +delights in. It is a commonplace fact that, even within the limitations +of the senses, our sense-faculties perceive few things, if anything, +quite accurately. Matter may therefore be considered as our wrong view +of what God sees rightly. Both for Him and for us the object is there; +but it is there with higher qualities than we can appreciate or +understand. + +The situation is not unknown among ourselves. A picture by a great +master hangs on a wall. Two men look at it--the one with an expert +knowledge of painting, the other with none. The untrained eye will +translate into daubs of colour and meaningless forms what the skilled +understanding will perceive as a masterly setting forth of beauty. So +the good things--the "goods"--with which God blesses us, as well as the +money which is their symbol, may be taken as having to God a meaning +which they do not possess for us, but not as being outside the sphere +of His interest and control. + + + +XI + + +It is the tendency to puts "goods" and money outside the sphere of His +interest and control which has impelled us--and perhaps the Caucasian +especially--to have one God for the spiritual and another for the +material. We try to serve God and Mammon to an extent far beyond +anything we are generally aware of. It is not merely the individual who +is doing it; it is part of our collective, social, and national life. +Our civilisation is more or less based on the principle. + +It is a mistake to suppose that a formal belief in One Almighty, +All-knowing, All-loving God has, to the immense majority of us, ever +been more than an ideal. It is a mistake to suppose that because the +false god is no longer erected before us in silver or stone he is no +longer served. The world has never outgrown idolatry, the so-called +Christian world no more than any other. "Dear children," are the words +with which St. John closes one of his epistles, "guard yourselves from +idols." He at least did not think that the idol had been forsaken +because the use of his name was given up. + +We may define as a god any force to which we ascribe a supreme and +controlling power in our lives. It is of little consequence whether or +not we give it name and personality, so long as that force rules us. So +long, too, as it wields a power which the One God does not, so long as +we make the false god greater than the true, and more influential. + +This is no mere figure of speech; it is fact. We have never guarded +ourselves from idols. We have never done more toward recognising the +Father than the putting Him in the pantheon with our other gods. Even +though we have inscribed the whole pantheon with His name, the other +gods have been in it. + + + +XII + + +I have said that our whole collective life is based on the principle of +one God for the soul and another for the body; and so it is. In what we +call our temporal life God gets only a formal recognition, while Mammon +is the referee. Beyond the controlling power of money we have no vision, +and we see no laws. The sphere of material productivity being one in +which, according to our foregone conclusion, God does not operate, we +have to make the controlling power of money our only practical standard. +It has its laws--chiefly the laws of supply and demand--within whose +working we human beings are caught like flies in spider-webs. Though we +struggle, and know we are struggling, we take it for granted that there +is nothing to do but struggle, and struggle vainly. We take it for +granted that we are born into a vast industrial spider-web, whence there +is no possibility of getting out, and in which we can only churn our +spirits rebelliously. In proportion as God is a God of love, Mammon is a +god of torture; but such is our supineness of spiritual energy that we +go on serving Mammon. + + + +XIII + + +But I am writing only for the individual. I am trying to suggest to him +that however much his race, his nation, his society, may serve Mammon, +he is free to renounce the idol and escape the idol's laws. Escaping the +idol's laws he comes within the realm of God's laws; and coming within +the realm of God's laws he reaches the region of plenty. + +He may be the poorest and most ill-paid labourer; but God will recognise +his industry not in proportion to its technical skill, but according to +the spiritual excellence which goes into it. Technical skill depends +largely on the right man finding the right job; but as our world is +organised at present the right man, more often than not, is put into the +wrong job and has to do his best with it. God sees and estimates that +best; and as surely as He makes His sun to rise and His rain to fall +will give it its just compensation. + + + +XIV + + +Our industrial questions are primarily spiritual. That is why they can +never be settled on a purely economic basis, and why every attempt to +settle them on a purely economic basis leads to conditions more confused +than those from which we have emerged. The so-called purely economic +basis is the basis where only Mammon's laws are considered, and God's +are held to be impractical. + +Quite so! But even then the individual is free. Working with God he is +always master of the situation as it affects _him_. + +The problem of Capital and Labour, for example, has, in one form or +another, been before the world for thousands of years. The more acute it +becomes the further we are from a solution, and were never so far from a +solution as we are to-day. Poverty, again, is the canker at the heart of +both Church and State, and has been so in every stage of our +civilisation. In 1921 it is no more under control than it was in the +days of Charlemagne or Attila or Xerxes. Charitable efforts to relieve +it have proved as effective as tickling with a feather to cure disease. +Or again, high prices and low wages, high wages creating high prices, +resented conditions leading to strikes, strikes bringing confusion to +both wages and prices alike--these things perplex the most clear-sighted +among us, compelling us to wonder as to what new troubles we are heaping +up. Or again, taxes crippling incomes and gnawing at the heart of +industry vex us each year with a sense of the futility of all man's +efforts for the common good, and the uselessness of our energies. These +difficulties, with many kindred ones, are the working of the laws of +Mammon. The case is simple. We shall never be free from the difficulties +till we are free from the laws. The bondservants of Mammon will go on +from misery to misery, till the will which opposes God is broken down. +There is no other way. The colossal disintegration of the world now +taking place before our eyes may be the beginning of this end. + + + +XV + + +But I return to the point I have emphasised already, the only point to +this book. The individual can act on his own account. He does not have +to wait till the race as a whole gives up the service of Mammon, or even +the nation to which he belongs. He can set _himself_ free, and enjoy the +benefits of freedom. + +There must be many to whom, as to myself, the kingdom of heaven will +really be at hand when they are delivered from the snares and +entanglements of man's economic systems. Caught in those systems, +imprisoned in them, more hopelessly enmeshed the more they struggle to +save themselves, the suggestion that a change in point of view will take +us out of them will seem to some of us too amazing to be true. + +Nothing will prove it true but a man's own experience. Mine will +convince nobody; no other man's can convince me. Demonstration must be +personal before we can make anything our own. But the fact remains, as +sure as the surest thing we know anything about, that the law of Mammon +does not work, while the law of God does work, and will work for anyone +who calls it to his aid. + +No one who has ever seen the early morning trains into any great city +vomiting forth their hundreds of thousands of men and women, trudging +more or less dispiritedly to uncongenial jobs, can have felt anything +but pity for so many lives squeezed into the smallest possible +limitations. Admitting cheerfulness, admitting a measure of content, and +a larger measure of acceptance of what can't be helped, there still +remains over these hordes the shadow of a cloud from which they know +they never will escape. Clerks, factory hands, tradesmen, working men +and women of every stamp and occupation, they bow to the fact that they +will always work hard at tasks which are rarely their own choice, that +they will always work for little money, that they will always be denied +their desires for expansion; that as it was with their fathers and +mothers before them, so it will be with them, and so it will be with +their children after them. + +With the supineness of our race most of them force themselves to be +satisfied with what comes. But here and there is a rebel. Here and there +is a man or a woman who feels that joyless work, and small pay, and +little or nothing to look forward to, are cruel elements in life, not +fair, not just, on the part of God or man. But what can they do? They +are in man's economic machine. The machine turns round and they turn +with it. They can do nothing else but turn with it. They see no prospect +except of turning with it till they die. + +It is out of such men and women that our modern world breeds +revolutionists, that exalted and yet dangerous band who seek redress +from the laws of Mammon by appealing _to_ the laws of Mammon, so making +confusion worse confounded. + + + +XVI + + +A revolution indeed is needed; but a revolution in point of view. + +Political revolution, for the sake of righting governmental abuses, +has been known to produce beneficent results. + +Material revolution, the attack of the poor on the rich to take away +their possessions, has never achieved anything. Many a time it has been +tried, and many a time it has failed. Being part of the system of Mammon +it could do nothing else than fail. The evils which Mammon has wrought +Mammon will never remedy. There may be instances in history of economic +cures for economic ills; but I think they are few. In general such cures +are of the nature of our "settlements" of strikes. They settle to-day +what is again unsettled to-morrow, leaving the work to be done all over +again, and so on into a far future. + +The revolution in point of view has these great advantages: + +First, it contains within it the seeds of success, since it is +revolution toward God, the owner of the Earth and the fulness thereof; +Next, it takes place within the individual himself, doing no one +else any harm; + +Lastly, it does not run counter to man's economic laws; it only uses and +transcends them. It directs and corrects them. Working along their lines +it stimulates their fruit. Letting the inner man out of the economic +trap it sets him in a world in which first, and last, and before +everything else, he is God's servant in God's pay. God's pay being sure, +and paid in the way we need it, we no longer have money-fear to be +afraid of. Money-fear being set aside we can the more easily give +ourselves to the knowledge that "the Kingdom of God does not consist of +eating and drinking, but of right conduct, peace, and joy, through the +Holy Spirit; and whoever in this way devotedly serves Christ, God takes +pleasure in him, and men commend him highly."[32] + +[32] Epistle to the Romans. + + + +XVII + + +And lest what I have said should seem fanciful or chimerical let me add +that I am not saying these things merely on my own responsibility. To +my certain knowledge there are hundreds of thousands--some millions--of +people throughout the world who at this very minute are living according +to this principle, and proving that it works in practical effect. + +Neither am I speaking theoretically, as I have tried to make plain. To a +degree that convinces myself I have made the demonstration. Where my +life was like a dark and crooked lane in which I might easily be lost, +it has now become as an easy and open highway; where money-fear was the +very air I breathed, it is now no more than a nebulous shred on a far +horizon. Money-fear comes occasionally; but only as the memory of pain +to a wound which you know to be healed. It comes; but, like Satan out of +Heaven, I can cast it from me with a thought. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE FALSE GOD OF FEAR AND THE FEAR OF DEATH + + + +I + + +The fear of death was greatly diminished for me on grasping the +principle of everlasting Growth. + +This principle we gather from whatever we know of life. Our observation +of life is, of course, limited to this planet; but as far as it goes it +shows us a persistent and perpetual system of development. We have only +to let our imaginations go back to the first feeble stirrings of life in +the ooze of the primeval seas, contrasting that with what it became in +Plato, Sophocles, St. Peter, St. Paul, Raphael, Shakespeare, and Darwin, +to see how high the climb upward has reached. Jesus of Nazareth I put on +a plane to which we have not yet attained, though in sight as the great +objective. + + + +II + + +That the same law operates in the individual life is a matter of +everyone's experience. Such knowledge as each man has of himself is that +of a growing entity. Each year, each day, expands him a little further, +with increased fulness of character. At thirty he is more than he was at +twenty; at fifty more than he was at thirty; at eighty more than he was +at fifty. Nothing but a perverted mortal point of view stands in the way +of further expansion still. + +The perverted mortal point of view is one of the impulses we have to +struggle with. The mortal tendency, which means the deadly tendency, +always seeks to kill whatever has the principle of life. This tendency +is in every one of us; but in some of us more than in others. + +You can see it at work in the morbid mind, in the mind that is easily +depressed, and in the mind that easily closes. + +Perhaps it is in this last that it becomes our most pernicious enemy. +The closing mind is found in all our ranks; the closed mind is the +deadwood of all our professions. It is not only deadwood; it is +death-in-life, the foe of the developing life-principle, the enemy of +the Holy Ghost. + +That the dead mind should be found among people who have had few +intellectual advantages is not surprising. On them it is forced from +without, by sheer pressure of circumstance. Where it is most painful is +precisely where it does most harm, among the classes we call +professional. There, too, it seems commonest. Lawyers, doctors, +clergymen, teachers, writers, politicians, business men with dead minds +choke all the highways of life. To the extent that they have influence +they are obstacles to progress; but sooner or later the time comes when +they no longer have influence. Life shelves them on the plea that they +are old; but that is not the reason. They are shelved because they have +killed their minds, becoming living dead men. + +As a matter of fact, one of the most valuable of our social and +national assets is the old man who has kept his mind open. Found all too +rarely, he is never shelved, for the reason that life cannot do without +him. Having the habit of expansion he continues to expand, keeping +abreast of youth and even a little in advance of it. The exception +rather than the rule, there is no reason why he should not be the +racial type. + + + +III + + +He is not the racial type because so many of us begin to die almost as +soon as we have begun to live. Our very fear of the death-principle +admits it into our consciousness. Admitted into our consciousness it +starts its work of killing us. It wrinkles the face, it turns the hair +grey, it enfeebles the limbs, it stupefies the brain. One of its most +deadly weapons is fatigue, or the simulation of fatigue. The tired +business man, who rules American life, is oftener than not a dead +business man. If he looked ahead he would see what we idiomatically know +as his "finish." He is not only dying but he infuses death into +manners, literature, and art, since he so largely sets the standard +which becomes the rule. + +War on the death-principle should be, it seems to me, one of the aims to +which the individual gives his strength; and once more he can do it on +his own account. + +In the first place, he can watch himself, that he does not mentally +begin to grow old. To begin mentally to grow old is to begin mentally to +die. He must think of himself as an expanding being, not as a +contracting one. He must keep in sympathetic touch with the new, damning +the know-it-all frame of mind. He must keep in sympathetic touch with +youth, knowing that youth is the next generation in advance. The secrets +of one generation are not those of another; but if he who possesses the +earlier masters also the later he is that much the richer and wiser. The +gulf which separates parents and children is one which the parents must +cross. They can work onward, while the children cannot work backward. Up +to a certain point the older teach the younger; beyond a certain point +the younger teach the older. He who would go on living and not begin to +die must be willing to be taught, reaping the harvest of both youth +and age. + +In the second place, he who would live must not kill anyone else. The +deadly tendency in ourselves is forever at work on those about us, +chiefly on those we love. We watch, tabulate, and recount their symptoms +of decay. Making notes of them for ourselves we discourse of them to +others. "He begins to look old," is a commonplace. The response will +probably emphasise the fact. By response to response we spin round a +friend the age-web which lengthens into the death-web. In our expressive +American vernacular we speak of "wishing" conditions on others, an +instinctive folk-recognition of the force of mentality. We do it in a +sinister sense more often than by way of helpfulness. We "wish" by +thinking, by talking, by creating an atmosphere, by forcing things into +the general consciousness. Old age and decay, bad enough in themselves, +we intensify by our habits of mind. Death, which in any case awaits our +friends, we woo to them by anticipations of demise. It is not +ill-intentioned. It comes out of a subconsciousness in which death and +not life is the base. + + + +IV + + +For most of us the fear of death is a subconscious rather than an active +fear. It becomes active for those who through illness, or in some other +way, see a sentence of death hanging over them; but during the greater +part of the life-span we are able to beat it off. + +As to the life-span itself there is reason to suppose that it is meant +to be more regular than man allows it to become. There may easily be an +"appointed time" to which we do not suffer ourselves, or each other, to +attain. Those strange, inequalities by which one human being is left to +pass over the century mark, another is cut off just when he is most +needed, while a third does no more than touch this plane for an hour or +two, may be the results of our misreadings of God's Will, and not the +decrees of that Will itself. + +We are here on ground which may be termed that of speculation; and yet +speculation is not quite the right word. I dare to think that we have +reached a stage of our development at which we are entitled to make with +regard to death certain inferences which were hardly possible before our +time. We may make them timidly, with all hesitation and reserve, aware +that we cannot propound them as facts; and yet we may make them. The +human mind is no longer where it was a hundred years ago, still less +where it was five hundred years ago. Though we make little progress we +make some. We are not always marking time on the same spot of ignorance +and helplessness. What is mystery for one age is not of necessity +mystery for another. Even when mysteries remain, they do not of +necessity remain without some hint of a dawn which may broaden into day. +Many of our most precious illuminations have come in just this way; a +faint light--which slowly, feebly, through centuries perhaps, waxes +till it becomes a radiance. + + + +V + + +I talked some time ago to an orthodox Christian lady whose brother had +recently died, and who was speaking of death. + +"The one mystery," she called it, "on which no single ray of light has +been vouchsafed in all the ages man has been on earth." + +I did not agree with her, but knowing her to be an orthodox Christian +lady I did not venture to express my opinion. + +But hers is the position which many, perhaps most, of us take. "No one +has ever come back," we say, "to tell us what his experience has been," +and we drop the subject there. Not only do we drop the subject there, +but we resent it if everyone else does not drop the subject there. "God +has hidden it from us," we declare, "and what He has hidden from us it +is presumption for us to pry into." It is useless to urge the fact that +this way of reasoning would have kept us still in the Stone Age; we are +not to be reached by argument. + +Let me say at once that I am not taking up the question of the psychic, +or entering into it at all. I shall keep myself to the two points of +view which have helped me, as an individual, to overcome, to some +degree, the fear of death, considering them in reverse order from that +in which I have mentioned them. Those two points of view are: + +A. That, according to God's Will, we come into this phase of being for +an "appointed time" which we do not always reach; + +B. That we pass out of this phase of being as we came into it, for +Growth. + + + +VI + + +A. The question of an appointed time seems important chiefly to the +right understanding of God's love. Between us and the understanding of +that love bereavement is often a great obstacle. Oftener still it is a +great puzzle. I do not have to catalogue the conditions in which the +taking away of men, women, and children, sorely needed here if for no +other purpose than to love, has moved us to deep perplexity, or to +something like a doubt of God. We have probably all known cases where +such tragedy has driven sufferers to renounce God altogether, and to +curse Him. Some of us who have been smitten may have come near to doing +this ourselves, or may have done it. + + + +VII + + +I have already spoken of the Caucasian's habit of shuffling off on God +those ills for which he will not face the responsibility himself, and I +am inclined to think that this is one of them. In my own experience the +explanation of "God's Will" made to the mother of a little family left +fatherless, or to the parents of a dead baby, or to a young man with a +young wife in her coffin, has always been revolting. I have made it; I +have tried, on the faith of others, to think it must be so. I have long +since ceased to think it, and feel happier for not crediting the +Universal Father with any such futile tricks. + +I should not go so far as to say that we human beings have misapplied +the laws of life in such a way as to kill those who are dear to us; +rather, I think, we have never learned those laws except in their merest +rudiments. We are not yet prepared to do more than bungle the good +things offered us on earth, and more or less misuse them. We misuse them +ourselves; we teach others to misuse them; we create systems of which +the pressure is so terrible that under it the weak can do nothing but +die. We give them no chance. We squeeze the life out of them. And then +we say piously, "The blessed Will of God!" + +As an illustration of what I mean let me cite the two following cases +among people I have known: + +A young lady belonging to a family of means was found to be suffering +from incipient tuberculosis. The doctors ordered her to Saranac. To +Saranac she went, with two nurses. Within eighteen months she was home +again, quite restored to health. This was as it should have been. + +At the same time I knew a car-conductor, married some six or seven +years, and the father of three children. He, too, was found to be +suffering from incipient tuberculosis. He, too, was ordered to Saranac. +But having a wife and three children to support, Saranac was out of the +question. He went on conducting his car till his cough became +distressing, whereupon he was "fired." A minimum allowance from his +church kept the family from starvation, while the nearest approach to +Saranac that could be contrived was an arrangement by which he slept +with his head out the window. In course of time he died, and his widow +was exhorted to submit to the Will of God. + + + +VIII + + +I cite the latter case as typical of millions and millions of deaths of +the kind at which we stand aghast at God's extraordinary rulings. Why is +it, we ask, that He snatches away those who are needed, leaving those +who might be spared? As to the latter part of the question I have +nothing to say; but when it comes to "snatching away" I feel it +important to "absolve God" of the blame for it. + +In the instance I have quoted the blame for it is clear. Falling on no +one individual, it does fall on an organisation of life which gives all +the chances to some, denying them to others. So long as we feel unable +to improve on this organisation we shall have these inequalities. But +let us face honestly the consequences they bring. Let us not confuse all +the issues of life and death as we do, by saddling the good and +beautiful Will of God with the ills we make for ourselves. + + + +IX + + +All untimely bereavement is, of course, not of the nature of the above +illustration. And yet I venture to believe that in all untimely +bereavement some similar explanation could be found. For example, in the +intervals of writing these lines I have been reading a recent biography +of Madame de Maintenon. In it is a chapter describing the series of +catastrophes which fell on Louis the Fourteenth, and the French kingdom, +within little more than a twelvemonth. His son and heir, his grandson, +the second heir, his great-grandson, the third heir, the second heir's +wife, and still another grandson were all carried off by smallpox. In +the apartments of Madame de Maintenon, his wife, the aged monarch was +counselled to submit to the awful Will of God which saw fit thus to +smite him. What no one perceived was that by crowding round the bed of +each sufferer in turn the survivors courted contagion. + +But, there again, it is not much more than a century since this fact +became known to anyone. Easily within living memory is the discovery +that disease is due to bacteria. Our whole system of sanitation is of +recent development, and obtains only among the English and the Americans +even now. In many parts of Europe and America, to say nothing of Asia +and Africa, people still live as in the Middle Ages, and infant +mortality is appalling. Those of us who pay most attention to sanitary +laws live unhealthily, diminishing our powers to resist attack. I +mention these facts, not as making a list of them, but to indicate the +many causes through which we bring bereavement on ourselves, when the +Will of God would naturally make for survival and happiness. + +It must never be forgotten that in this phase of our existence we never +carry out that Will except to a remote degree. We only struggle towards +doing it. When great sorrows come it is because in the struggle we have +not been successful. Either we ourselves have failed; or the failure of +others affects us indirectly. While God's Will may be for our happiness, +we can attain to neither the happiness nor the Will--as yet. + +Nevertheless, we would not have it otherwise. In our more thoughtless or +more agonised minutes we are likely to cry out for a life in which the +conditions ensuring our happiness could not so easily miscarry; but that +would mean a static life, and a static life, above all things, we will +not endure. As already seen, we ask for difficulties to conquer, +successes to achieve. To contend is our instinct, not to be passive +and enjoy. + +Difficulties to conquer can only exist side by side with the possibility +of not conquering them. The victory which is merely a walk-over is +scarcely a victory. Achievement counts only when something has been +overcome. Even then the overcoming of one thing merely spurs us on to +overcome another. To rest on our laurels is doom. For a race which has +the infinite as its goal the word must be on and on. The static heaven +of bearing palms and playing harps and bliss, which the naïve +interpretation of our fathers drew from the imagery of the Apocalypse, +has long since made us rebellious. Something to strive for we demand, +even at the risk of bereavement. + + + +X + + +It is at once the disadvantage and the glory of our own generation that +it is only on the fourth or fifth step of the stairway by which we are +climbing. But at least it is heir to the conquests which go to its stage +of advance. Untimely bereavement is less common to-day than it was a +few centuries ago; it is more common to-day than it will be a few +centuries hence. Such storms of affliction as in 1712 swept over the +house of Louis Quatorze occur less frequently now. But they still occur. +We have not got beyond them. They are only bound to occur less and less +frequently, till they become no more than matters of scarcely +credible record. + +In the meanwhile it may be a comfort to others, as it is to me, to be +able to "absolve God" from the charge of capricious and intolerable +thwarting of our love. To me, at least, the blow is easier to bear when +I know that His beloved hand didn't strike it. I cannot understand being +tortured out of sheer love, while patience with what leaves me with my +whole life maimed is only the patience of the vanquished. + +On the other hand, I can bear with my mistakes, I can bear with the +mistakes of others, I can bear with the failures which are the fruit of +our lack of race-development, so long as I know that God is on my side. +The affliction which would be too poignant as coming directly from Him +is half soothed already when I know that He is soothing it. I may have +lost what He gave; but far from snatching it from me He would have had +me keep it. Of all my comforts that assurance is the first. + +In addition, I have the satisfaction--a meagre satisfaction you may call +it, but a satisfaction all the same--of knowing that by the ploughing +and harrowing of my heart a step is taken toward that future in which +hearts shall be less harrowed and ploughed. "It must never happen +again." That is what we keep saying with regard to the Great War. Well, +it may happen again. We have as yet no trustworthy pledge to the +contrary. But of this we may be sure, that it will not happen again very +often. It is less likely to happen again for the very reason that it has +happened. If the Great War does not prove to be the last war it is the +more probable that the next war will. I mean that we do learn our +lessons, though we learn them only as feeble-minded children learn +theirs. Agony by agony, something is gained, and my personal agony +counts with the rest. The fact may give me no more than the faintest +consolation, and possibly none at all; and still in the long, slow +stages of our upward climb my agony counts, whether its counting +consoles me or not. + + + +XI + + +The inference that we come into the life of this planet for an +"appointed time" we draw from what we see of God's system of order. All +other things do so, as far as we observe. The plant springs, to grow and +bloom, to bear fruit and seed, and so renew itself. Fish, bird, and +animal have their appointed round varying only in detail from that of +the plant. Man's appointed round would seem to vary only in detail from +that of the animal, except that he himself interferes with it. + +To the best of my knowledge the plant, from the blade of grass to the +oak or the orchid, always fulfils its life-span, unless some act or +accident cripples or destroys it. I mean that we never see God bringing +the shoot above the soil just to nip it before it unfolds. We never see +Him bring the bud to the eve of blossoming just to wither it. Having +given it its mission He supplies it with rain, sun, and sustenance to +bring that mission to its end. True, the plant has enemies, like +everything else, enemies which it may not escape. But generally +speaking, it does escape them, and lives to finish its task. + +So, too, with the more active living thing. It, too, has its enemies. +It, too, may not escape them. But assuming that it does, God allows it, +to the best of our observation, to work out its full development. The +only "bereavement" he brings to the lion, the thrush, or the elephant, +or any other creature capable of grief is, apparently, from those +hostile sources of which the hostility is more or less gratuitous. A man +shoots a lion, or the lion kills an antelope; but they do so through +misreading of God's Will, not through fulfilling it. + +For the lower ranks of creation misread that Will in their way as much +as the higher in theirs. All ferocity must be misinterpretation of the +divine law of harmony and mutual help. Internecine destruction probably +has a meaning we can only guess at. Guessing at it we are at liberty to +surmise that what God sees as loving contention for excellence, each +gaining by the other's gain, we understand as bitter strife, and +consumption of the flesh and blood. The rivalry we can best appreciate +is that of brutality; the chief benefit the stronger creature seeks from +the weaker is in killing and eating him. Why this should be part of our +struggle I do not know; but part of our struggle it seems to be--from +the humblest organism up to man--the mistaking of God's Will before +learning to understand it. + +And lest I should seem to assume too much, in saying this, let me add +that our progress out of this state of preying on each other has long +been foreseen by the pioneers of truth. The vision is at least as +ancient as Isaiah, when he descried from afar the accomplished rule of +the Son of David: + +"With righteousness shall he judge the poor, and reprove with equity +for the meek of the earth.... And righteousness shall be the girdle of +his loins, and faithfulness the girdle of his reins. The wolf also shall +dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and +the calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child +shall lead them. And the cow and the bear shall feed; their young ones +shall lie down together.... And the sucking child shall play on the hole +of the asp, and the weaned child shall put his hand on the adder's den. +They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain; _for the earth +shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord_, as the waters cover +the seas." + + + +XII + + +If I am correct in thinking that our passage across the life of this +planet is meant to last for an "appointed time," I presume that that +time would be measured by experience rather than by years. There exists +what we vaguely call the round of life. We are born; we grow; we know +family interests; we learn; we work; we love; we marry; we beget +children; we train them to take our places; we pass beyond. There are +variations on this routine, some of us having more, some of us having +less; but in general it may be taken as typical. It is our mission, as +the plants and the lower living things have theirs. + +It seems reasonable, then, to think that each baby born is meant by the +Father's Will to reap this experience before it proceeds to further +experience. It must be a stage in its growth or it would not come into +it. When it is balked of it something is amiss. The child who dies in +infancy has lost something. The lad or the girl whom our organised life +drives from this plane before reaching fruition has lost something. The +parent whom our conditions force onward before he has brought his task +to a stage at which he can peacefully lay it down has lost something. I +am not saying that God does not control resources by which that loss can +be abundantly made up, but only that the loss would seem to be there. +It is loss for the one who departs as well as for those who +remain behind. + + + +XIII + + +That is what I gather from the instances in the Old and New Testament in +which those who had gone on before their time were called back again. +There are six of these instances in all: one in the Old Testament, and +five in the New. Of four of them we are expressly told that those +restored were young; of the other two nothing is said as to age, but one +at least was probably young, while the other was greatly needed. + +The child called back by Elisha was still a little boy. The daughter of +Jairus was still a little girl. The son of the widow of Nain was a young +man, as was also Eutychus raised by St. Paul. Though we are not told the +age of Lazarus we judge that he was at most no more than in man's +maturity. Dorcas of Lydda may have been of any age, but, judging by the +circumstances, she had not completed her task. + + + +XIV + + +My point is this, that if these things happened, they seem to bear out +my suggestion that our own inducement of premature death cuts us off +from fulfilling our appointed time and getting our appointed experience. +Only on some such ground can we believe that any would be permitted +to return. + +Should this be so we would be in a position to assume that all who go +over ahead of time would be allowed to come back, if we had sufficient +spiritual power to recall them. But that power is of the rarest. Our +Lord, apparently, was in control of it only at times, and on at least +one occasion, that of the raising of Lazarus, its exercise was not what +we should call easy. But that He believed it to be at human command to +some extent is clear from the fact that its use became one of His four +basic principles. "Raise the dead," was the second of the commands with +which He sent out his first seventy disciples. + + + +XV + + +I dwell on the subject only because of its bearing on the love of God. +If it becomes plain to us that by the understanding of God's Will we +gain a richer experience, with less fear of being cut off before our +work is done, that Will makes a stronger appeal for being understood. +That we have not understood it earlier, that we have not particularly +cared to understand it, is due, I think, to our assumption of its +capriciousness. It has been so underscored as inscrutable--the word +generally applied to it--that the man in the street has felt mystified +by it from the start. Being mystified he has settled down to think as +little about it as he could. + +But a great force striving with man to put common sense into his methods +is worth comprehending. It does not compel us to common-sense methods +for the reason that we value only that which we work out for ourselves. +We work nothing out but through suffering. We learn nothing, we take no +forward step, except as we are whipped to it by anguish. That is why +there is so much mourning in the world. God does not cause it; we bring +it on ourselves; but each time we bring it on ourselves we creep one +tiny step nearer that race-conclusion which is now coming to us about +war, and will one day come to us about death, that "It must never +happen again." + + + +XVI + + +In other words, death will be abolished by race-unanimity not to submit +to it. We shall have travelled far in this direction when the average +mind begins to perceive that God did not send death into His creation, +but that we ourselves developed it. Having developed it ourselves we +must get rid of it ourselves, and already some of that work has been +done. "For seeing that death came through man," are the words of St. +Paul, "through man comes also the resurrection of the dead." When he +speaks of "Jesus Christ who hath abolished death," his words are +stronger still. "He has put an end to death and has brought Life and +Immortality to light by the Good News, of which I have been appointed a +preacher, apostle, and teacher." + +This Life and Immortality are not to be relegated to other ages and +worlds; they are for us to work out now. + +The degree to which we work them out depends on our own efforts. Death +will be our doom for many generations to come, because so few of us have +the energy to strive against it. Release can come only when the race at +large is willing to cast the evil thing off. One would suppose that we +would be willing now; but we are far from being willing. We shall go on +forcing our dear ones to die before their time, falling sick ourselves, +enduring agonies, and rotting in graves, till we have suffered to the +point at which we cry out that we have had enough. There will be a day +when in presence of the useless thing we shall say, with something +amounting to one accord, "It must stop." That day will be the beginning +of the end of the age-long curse to which we still submit ourselves. In +the language of St. Paul, "The last enemy to be destroyed is death," +leaving us with the belief that, when we have progressed to the +overthrow of other forces opposed to us, we shall go on to the overthrow +of this one--and that it will be overthrown. + + + +XVII + + +From one kind of fear this reasoning has almost entirely delivered +me--that of being taken away in the midst of my responsibilities, and +before my work is done. I am not so audacious as to say that it may not +happen; but only that, reasoning as I do, I am no longer a prey to +apprehensions on the point. They used to come to me, not like the +money-fear, an abiding visitant, but in spells of intense dread. + +I suppose that most men with families, and much unfinished business, +know this dread, and have suffered from it. You think of the home you +have built up, and of what it would be without you. You think of your +wife, grappling with a kind of difficulty to which she is unaccustomed. +You think of your children who turn to you as their central point, and +who would be left without your guidance. You think of other duties you +have undertaken, and wonder who will carry them through. You seem to be +so essential to everyone and everything; and yet, you have been told, it +may be the Will of God to remove you from them, and either let your +plans collapse, or put their execution on the shoulders of someone else. + +I am not so presumptuous as to say that for me this may not happen. I +only say that I do not think it will. I do not think so because, +according to my judgment, He having helped me to go as far as I have +gone, will help me to finish my task before giving me another one. + +My task, I think, He must estimate as I do. That is, my duties to others +being not wholly of my choosing, but having come to me according to what +I may call His weighing and measuring, I take them to be the duties He +would have me perform. If so, He would naturally have me perform them +till I come to the place where I can reasonably lay them down. + +Therefore, I dismiss the fear of untimely separation from my appointed +work. Such a separation may come; but if it does, it will probably come +by some such means as I have briefly tried to sketch; my own mistakes; +the mistakes of others; the effect of race-pressure. In any case, my +personal resistance, it seems to me, is made the stouter by feeling that +my tasks are His tasks, and so that so long as I am needful to their +accomplishment, I remain. If I go, it will be because He has the +succession of events so planned as to reduce collapse, failure, or +suffering to a minimum. + + + +XVIII + + +B. The thought that the minute after death will only be another little +step in Growth, to be followed by another and then another, as we are +used to growing here, greatly diminishes one's shrinking at the change. + +It is entirely a modern thought. The past, even of a few centuries ago, +never entertained it. It is doubtful if it was mentally prepared to +entertain it, or evolve the idea. + +This is not to depreciate our fathers' mental powers. Different +generations have different gifts. One age works along one line, another +along another. The past had a certain revelation of truth; but the +revelation of truth did not end with the past. Our ancestors received as +much as they could take. What, it seems, they were unable to take was +anything which made death less horrible. We may say, in fact, that they +didn't want it. They liked having death made horrible. Many people like +it still. The mitigation of that horror they condemn, resent, and often +ascribe to the devil. + +And yet there is a tendency to see light through this gloom, and to seek +views of death more in the line of common sense than those which have +come down to us. It is not a strong tendency, but it exists. It exists +in the face of opposition on the part of those religious conservatives +who think conservatism and orthodoxy the same thing; and it runs the +gauntlet of the sneers and jeers of the materially minded who make +common cause with the old guard of the churches; but it exists. It +exists, and goes forward, becoming a factor in the thought-life of +our time. + +It is not yet two hundred years since the plea was put forth on behalf +of mankind that, in the administration of divine justice, no one suffers +less than he deserves, but also that no one suffers more. + +The hostility to this seemingly harmless teaching was of the most +intense. There is hostility to it still, but mild as compared with that +felt by our great-great-grandfathers. That no one should suffer less +than he deserves went without saying; but that no one should suffer more +was declared a black heresy. As there are those who declare it a black +heresy to-day, it may be worth while, in the interests of the conquest +of fear, to say a word as to the relation of God and punishment. + + + +XIX + + +To my mind it is chiefly verbal. + +It is permissible to say that there is no such thing as punishment; +there are only wrong results. It depends upon your way of putting it. +The wrong method produces wrong results in proportion as it is wrong. +Wrong results mean wrong conditions; and wrong conditions mean +suffering. You may call this the law of God, but it is the law of +anything. It is not positive law, it is negative. As a matter of fact, +God does not need to put forth a law on the point since everything +works that way. + +What we call sin is simply a wrong method. It may be a wrong method +meant to produce wrong; or it may be a wrong method in the hope of +producing right. In any case it brings its consequence in pain. + +That consequence may be corrected in this phase of our being, or it may +be carried over into the next. Carried over into the next the +individual, according to our ancestral teaching, comes under the +sentence in which our fathers delighted as "damnation." Not only did +damnation involve the most fiendish torture the Almighty could invent, +but the torture was inflicted, without an instant of relief, throughout +the eons of eternity. + +I recall a sermon to which I listened as a boy of nine. It was on a +summer's evening, when the windows of the church were open. A moth +fluttered about a light. The church stood at the foot of a mountain. The +preacher was trying to explain to us the eternal duration of God's +punishment. "Think of that moth," he said, "carrying away one grain of +sand from that mountain, and going off for a million years, after which +it would return and take away another grain. And think of it keeping +this up, one grain every million years, till the whole mountain was +removed. Well, that would be only a moment as compared with the time you +would be in hell." + +On the generations comforted and fortified by this sort of teaching I +have no comment to make; but we of another generation should surely not +be reproved for moving away from it. We move away from it in the +direction of common sense, since common sense must be an attribute of +the Universal Father as it is of the wiser among mankind. + + + +XX + + +I revert, then, to my statement that God's relation to punishment is +chiefly verbal. His "wrath against sin" is a way of "putting it." If you +can best express the suffering which springs from wrong methods as +"God's wrath" you are at liberty so to express yourself; but we should +not lose sight of the fact that the wrong methods produce the suffering, +and not an outburst of fury on the part of One who is put before us +as Love. + +The fact that the Hebrew writers often used a vivid form of warning and +invective is not a reason why we should keep on doing it. The Hebrew +writer was a primitive speaking to primitives. Meaning what we mean, he +required a stronger, fiercer vocabulary than we ever need. In saying +this I am not dodging the issue; I am stating a fact which rules in all +historical interpretation. To make the phraseology of two thousand years +before Christ the literal expression of the thought of two thousand +years after Him is to be archaic beyond reason. Having grasped a +principle, we phrase it in the language of our time. + +The language of our time makes, on the whole, for restraint, sobriety, +and exactitude of statement. Few of our habits modify themselves more +constantly and more rapidly than our forms of speech. Not only does each +generation find something special to itself, but each year and each +season. To me it seems that much of our misunderstanding of God springs +from the effort to fix on Him forevermore the peculiarities we infer +from the idiom of five thousand years ago. Only to a degree does that +idiom convey to us what is conveyed to those who heard it as a living +tongue; and of that degree much is lost when it percolates through +translation. To cling to words when all we need is to know principles, +clothing them in our own way, seems to me not only absurd in fact but +lamentable in result. I venture to think that more people have been +alienated from God by a pious but misapplied verbal use than were ever +estranged from Him by sin. + + + +XXI + + +Our ancient Hebrew predecessors understood God in their own way. We +understand Him in the same way, but with the clarification wrought by +the intervening years of progress. In other words, they bequeath us a +treasure which we are free to enrich with our own discoveries. + +Among our own discoveries is a clearer comprehension of pain as +resulting from wrong methods, and of God's detachment from pain. More +and more, punishment becomes a concept we reject. Even in our penal +institutions, which have been for so many centuries a barbarous token of +our incompetence, we begin to substitute for punishment something more +nearly akin to cure. If we find mere vengeance unworthy of ourselves we +must find it unworthy of the Universal Father. If we concede to the +criminal the right to a further chance we concede it to ourselves. If we +recognise the fact that the sinner on earth may redeem himself, working +from error towards righteousness, the same principle should rule in the +whole range of existence. There is nothing about the earth-life to make +it the only phase of effort and probation. Effort and probation are +probably conditions of eternity. They will be in our next experience as +they have been in this, leading us on from strength to strength. + + + +XXII + + +One main difference between the mind of the past and the modern mind is +that the mind of the past tended to be static, while the mind of to-day +is more and more attuned to a dynamic universe. Civilisation before the +nineteenth century was accustomed to long periods with relatively little +change. Most people spent their entire lives in the same town or the +same countryside. In the class in which they were born they lived and +died, with little thought of getting out of it. This being so they +looked for the same static conditions after death as they saw before it. +A changeless heaven appalled them with no sense of monotony, nor did a +changeless hell do anything to shake their nerves. Their nerves were not +easily shaken. They were a phlegmatic race, placid, unimaginative, +reposeful. + +Because we of to-day are more restless it does not follow that our views +should be truer. We only know they are truer because we are so much +nearer the truth than they had the opportunity to come. We prove that we +are nearer the truth by our greater command of the Father's resources. +If our whole horizon of truth were not broadened, we could not possess +this command. + + + +XXIII + + +Changing our static conception of life to that of a dynamic will to +unfold, we see the climax we commonly call death as only a new step in +unfoldment. Whatever I have been, the step must be one in advance. It +would not be in accord with creative energy that I should go backward. +The advance may entail suffering, since it is probable that it will give +me a heightened perception of the wrong in my methods; but there are +conditions in which suffering signifies advance. + +And yet if I suffer it can only be with what I may call a curative +suffering. It will be suffering that comes from the recognition of +mistake; not the hopeless anguish of the damned. Having learned "how not +to do it," I perceive "how to do it"--and go on. + +But the perception of "how to do it" is precisely what most of us have +been acquiring. I venture to think that few of us will come face to face +with death without being more or less prepared for it. Life is so +organised that, at its worst, all but the rare exceptions make progress +daily, through obedience to the laws of righteousness. + +In saying this we must count as righteousness not merely the carrying +out of a rule of thumb laid down by man's so-called morality, or the +technical regulations prescribed by the churches for the use of their +adherents; we must include every response to every high call. We must +remember that all a man does in the way of effort to be a good son, a +good brother, a good husband, a good father, a good workman, a good +citizen, is of the nature of slowly creeping forward. Above every other +form of training of the self this endeavour determines a man's spiritual +standing, and his state of worthiness. He may know some failure in each +of these details; and yet the fact that in the main he is set--as I am +convinced the great majority are set--toward fulfilling his +responsibilities helps him to be ready when the time comes to put the +material away. + +The great common sense of the nations brought us to this perception +during the years when the young men of the world were going down like +wheat before the reaping machine. For the most part, doubtless, they +were young men in whom the ladies who attend our churches would have +seen much to reprimand. The moral customs of their countries were +possibly held by them lightly. The two points which constitute pretty +nearly all of American morality they may have disregarded. And yet we +felt that their answer to the summons, which to them at least was a +summons to sacrifice, showed them as men who had largely worked out +their redemption. Whatever our traditions, we were sure that those who +were ready to do anything so great could go to the Father without fear. + +But war calls for no more than a summing up and distillation of the +qualities we cultivate in peace. These men were ready because homes, +offices, banks, shops, factories, and farms had trained them to be +ready. So they are training all of us. Traditions help; the churches +help; but when it comes to the directing of the life toward +righteousness--the effort to do everything rightly--no one thing has +the monopoly. + + + +XXIV + + +Going to the Father without fear! All the joy of life seems to me to +hang on that little phrase. I used it just now of the young men who +passed over from the battlefield; but I used it there with limitations. +Going to the Father without fear is a privilege for every minute of the +day. More and more knowledge of the Father is the progress for which we +crave, since more knowledge of the Father means a fuller view of all +that makes up the spiritual universe. Into that knowledge we are +advancing every hour we live; into that knowledge we shall still be +advancing at the hour when we die. The Father will still be showing us +something new; the something new will still be showing us the Father. + +It will be something new, as we can receive it. He who can receive +little will be given little; he who can receive much will be given much. +In growth all is adjusted to capacity; it is not meant to shock, force, +or frighten. The next step in growth being always an easy step, I can +feel sure of moving onwards easily--"from strength to strength," in the +words of one of the Songs for the Sons of Korah, "until unto the God of +gods appeareth everyone of them in Zion."[33] + +[33] The Book of Psalms. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE FEAR OF DEATH AND ABUNDANCE OF LIFE + + + +I + + +After all, the conquest of fear is largely a question of vitality. Those +who have most life are most fearless. The main question is as to the +source from which an increase of life is to be obtained. + +An important psychological truth was involved when our Lord made the +declaration, "I am come that they might have life, and that they might +have it more abundantly." This, I think, was the first plain statement +ever made that life was a quantitative energy; that it is less or more +dynamic according to the measure in which the individual seizes it. But +once more the Caucasian has stultified the meaning of Jesus of Nazareth +by evaporating it to the tenuous wisp which he understands as +spiritual. Between the pale ghost of such spiritual life as he has +evoked from the Saviour's words and manly and womanly vigour in +full-blooded exercise he has seen no connection. + + + +II + + +Few of us do see a connection between strength of spirit and strength of +limb; but it is there. I am not saying that a strong spirit cannot +coexist with a feeble frame; but the feeble frame is a mistake. It is +the result of apprehension and misapprehension, and bred of race-fear. +The strong spirit would have put forth a strong frame if we had given it +a chance. Abundant life must be _life_, healthy, active, and radiant. It +should show the life-principle no longer driven from sea to land, and +from land to air, or battling with a million foes, but vigorous and +triumphant. + +This vigour and triumph we ought to work into our point of view, so +kneading it into our subconsciousness. Strong in proportion as our +subconsciousness is strong, fearless in proportion as our +subconsciousness is fearless, the going from strength to strength +becomes a matter of course to us. Urging us on in sheer joy of power, +abundance of life becomes still more abundant through the indwelling of +the life-principle. That mystic resistless force, which has fashioned +already so many forms, is forever at work fashioning a higher type +of man. + +Each one of us is that higher type of man potentially. Though we can +forge but little ahead of our time and generation, it is much to know +that the Holy Ghost of Life is our animating breath, pushing us on to +the overcoming of all obstacles. For me as an individual it is a support +to feel that the principle which was never yet defeated is my principle, +and that whatever the task of to-day or to-morrow I have the ability to +perform it well. The hesitation that may seize me, or the questioning +which for an instant may shake my faith, is but a reminder that the +life-principle is not only with me, but more abundantly with me in +proportion to my need. My need is its call. The spasm of fear which +crosses my heart summons it to my aid. It not only never deserts me, but +it never delays, and is never at a loss for some new ingenuity to meet +new requirements. "From strength to strength" is its law, carrying me on +with the impetus of its own mounting toward God. + + + +III + + +And the impetus of its own mounting toward God is not confined to what +we view as the great things of life. Between great and small it makes no +distinction. It is as eager on behalf of the man behind a counter as on +that of him who is governing a country. The woman who has on her +shoulders the social duties of an embassy, or the financial cares of a +great business, has it no more at her command than she who is nursing +her baby or reckoning her pennies to make both ends meet. It rushes to +the help of all. Wherever there is duty or responsibility it is begging +at the doors of our hearts to be let in, to share the work and ease +the burden. + +As I get up each morning, it is there. As I plan my day while I dress +myself, it is there. As I think with misgiving of some letter I tremble +at receiving, or with distaste at some job I must tackle before night, +it is there. + +It is there, not only with its help, but with its absolute knowledge of +the right way for me to act. The care that worries me may be so big as +to involve millions of other people's money, or it may be as small as +the typing of a letter; but the right way of fulfilling either task is +pleading to be allowed to enter my intelligence. My task is its task. My +success will be its success. My failure will react on it, since failure +sets back by that degree the whole procession of the ages. Whether I am +painting a great masterpiece or sewing on a button my success is +essential to the Holy Ghost of Life. + + + +IV + + +So I, the individual, try to confront each day with the knowledge that I +am infused with a guiding, animating principle which will not let me +drop behind, or lose my modest reward, so long as I trust to the force +which carries me along. By trusting to it I mean resting on it quietly, +without worrying, without being afraid that it will fail me. "Fret not +thyself, else shalt thou be moved to do evil."[34] By doing evil, I +presume is meant making a mistake, taking the wrong course. If, however +great the cause, I fret myself I disturb the right conditions. By +disturbing the right conditions I choke off the flow of the +life-principle through my energies. + +[34] The Book of Psalms. + + + +V + + +At a moment when the little buffer state between Egypt and Assyria was +afraid of being overrun by the one or the other it was frantically +casting about to decide with which it would throw in its lot. "With +neither," a great prophet thundered in the ears of the people. "In +calmly resting your safety lieth; in quiet trust shall be your +strength."[35] + +[35] The Book of Isaiah. + +My small experience in the conquest of fear can be condensed into these +four words: Calmly resting! quiet trust! That amid the turmoil of the +time and the feverishness of our days it is always easy I do not +pretend. Still less do I pretend that I accomplish it. I have said, a +few lines above, that _I tried_. Trying is as far as I have gone; but +even trying is productive of wonderful results. + + + +VI + + +Least of all do I claim to have covered the whole ground, or to have +discussed to its fulness any one of the points which I have raised. +Whole regions of thought which bear on my subject--such as psychology, +philosophy, and religion as I understand the word--I have carefully +endeavoured to avoid. My object has been to keep as closely as possible +to the line of personal experience, which has a value only because it is +personal. Telling no more than what one man has endeavoured to work out, +what I have written seeks no converts. Though, for the sake of brevity, +it may at times seem to take a hortatory tone, it is a record and no +more. In it the reader will doubtless find much to correct, and +possibly to reject; and this must be as it happens. What I hope he will +neither correct nor reject is the sincerity of the longing to find God's +relations to the phenomena of life, and the extent to which the +phenomena of life reflect God. + + + +VII + + +In the end we come back to that, the eternal struggle whereby that which +is unlike God becomes more and more like Him. In watching the process, +and taking part in it, there is, when all is said and done, a sense of +glorious striving and success. With each generation some veil which hid +the Creator from the creature is torn forever aside. God, who is always +here, is seen a little more clearly by each generation as being; here. +God, who ever since His sun first rose and His rain first fell has been +making Himself known to us, is by each generation a little better +understood. God, whom we have tried to lock up in churches or banish to +Sundays and special holy days, is breaking through all our +prohibitions, growing more and more a force in our homes and our +schools, in our shops and our factories, in our offices and our banks, +in our embassies, congresses, parliaments, and seats of government. Into +His light we advance slowly, unwillingly, driven by our pain; but +we advance. + +The further we advance the more we perceive of power. The more we +perceive of power the more we are freed from fear. The more we are freed +from fear the more exultantly we feel our abundance of life. The more +exultantly we feel our abundance of life the more we reject death in any +of its forms. 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Link</h3> + + + + +<h2>Contents</h2> + +<ul> +<li><a href="#intro">Introduction</a></li> +</ul> + +<ol type="upper-roman"> +<li><a href="#1">Fear And The Life-Principle</a></li> +<li><a href="#2">The Life-Principle And God</a></li> +<li><a href="#3">God And His Self-Expression</a></li> +<li><a href="#4">God'S Self-Expression And The Mind Of To-Day</a></li> +<li><a href="#5">The Mind Of To-Day And The World As It Is</a></li> +<li><a href="#6">The World As It Is And The False God Of Fear</a></li> +<li><a href="#7">The False God Of Fear And The Fear Of Death</a></li> +<li><a href="#8">The Fear Of Death And Abundance Of Life</a></li> +</ol> + + +<a name="intro"></a> +<h2>Introduction</h2> + +<p align="center">by Henry C. Link, Ph.D.<br /> +<i>Author of</i> The Rediscovery Of Man, The Return To Religion, etc.</p> + +<p>There are many books which give some help to many people. There are +books which give a set of rules, or even one master rule, by which to +meet the problems of life. This is not such a book. It suggests no +simple recipe for the conquest of fear. Instead, it presents, what all +too few of us to-day possess, a philosophy of life.</p> + +<p>Moreover, in contrast to the dominant thinking of our age, which is +materialistic, King's philosophy is spiritual and religious. Indeed, the +ideas in this book are so profoundly different from the commonly +accepted ideas of our times that they will come as a shock to many +readers. One purpose of this introduction is to prepare the reader for +such a shock.</p> + +<p>I have said that the dominant thinking of our age is materialistic, and +by that I mean also physical. Let me illustrate this broad statement +with reference to the subject of fears alone. The conquest of fear has +gone on year after year chiefly through physical means. Physical pain +has always been one of the great sources of fear. Now ether and other +anaesthetics have eliminated the chief pains of major operations. Older +people can still remember their fear of the dentist, when killing a +nerve or pulling a tooth caused excruciating pain. Now local +anaesthetics even in minor troubles have made dentistry almost painless. +We have not conquered these fears of pain—rather their cause has +been removed.</p> + +<p>Twilight sleep, the artificial sleep to alleviate the pains of +childbirth, is the perfect expression of the scientific and +materialistic elimination of fear. By a chemical blackout of the mind, a +dimming of the conscious self, the person is enabled to escape the +necessity of facing and conquering fear through his own resources.</p> + +<p>I am not condemning the physical alleviation of pain or the progress of +physical science. I am only describing a trend, and that is the growing +emphasis on the elimination of fears by science rather than on their +conquest by the individual.</p> + +<p>Illness has always been a great source of fear, and still is. The dread +of cancer is one of the terrifying fears of our time and fortunes are +spent in cancer research and education. <b>The Conquest of Fear</b> was written +as a result of the author's threatened total blindness. He faced a fact +for which there seemed no physical remedy—hence his great need for a +spiritual conquest of this great fear.</p> + +<p>And yet, year by year, physical science has been eliminating or +reducing the dangers of sickness. Vaccines for the prevention of the +dread disease, small-pox, are now a matter of course. Vaccines and +specifics against the deadly tetanus, against typhoid fever, diphtheria, +syphilis, and other fearful diseases have become commonplace. The fear +of pneumonia has been almost eliminated through the discoveries of the +miraculous sulpha drugs. Science has done wonders toward the elimination +of such fears. A man need hardly conquer the fear of any particular +sickness—there is left for his conquest chiefly the fear of dying.</p> + +<p>In addition to physical disease, our civilization has now developed +mental ailments of all kinds. These include a large category of fears +called phobias—claustrophobia, agoraphobia, photophobia, altaphobia, +phonophobia, etc.</p> + +<p>Three fields or professions, other than religion and philosophy, have +sought to deal with these fears, the psychiatric, the psychoanalytic, +and the psychological. The medical psychiatric profession has naturally +emphasized physical remedies beginning with sedatives and bromides to +induce artificial relaxation and ending up with lobectomy or the +complete cutting off of the frontal lobes of the brain, the centers of +man's highest thought processes. Between these two extremes are the +shock treatments in which an injection of insulin or metrazol into the +blood stream causes the person to fall into a sort of epileptic fit +during which he loses consciousness. Through a series of such shock +treatments some of the higher nerve centers or nerve pathways are +destroyed. By this process a person's fears may also be eliminated and +he may be permanently or temporarily cured. In short, the person does +not conquer the fears in his mind; the psychiatrist or neurologist, by +physically destroying a part of the person's brain, destroys also +the fears.</p> + +<p>How strongly this physical approach has taken hold of people was made +plain to me through an article of mine on how to conquer fears. The +emphasis in this article was on how people could overcome their fears +and worries through their own efforts. To illustrate the opposite +extreme, I mentioned the brain operations and shock treatments by which +psychiatry now often deals with fears. Among the many people who wrote +to me as a result of this article, <i>the majority inquired where they +could obtain such an operation</i>! To such extremes have many people gone +in their desire to eliminate fear by physical means rather than conquer +it through their own spiritual powers.</p> + +<p>The psychoanalyst deals with a person's phobias through what seems like +an intellectual or rational process. According to psychoanalysis, +phobias or fears are due to some buried or subconscious complex. By +daily or frequent talks with a psychoanalyst for a period of six months +or a year, a person's subconscious disturbance <i>may</i> be brought to +light, and if so, the fear is supposed automatically to disappear. Even +if true, this process is a highly materialistic one, at least in the +sense that only people who can spend thousands of dollars can afford +such treatments.</p> + +<p>The psychologist, as well as some psychiatrists who have studied normal +psychology, regard many fears as normal experiences which the individual +can cope with largely through his own resources and with very little +help in the way of visits or treatment. The trouble arises in the case +of those people who have no personal resources to draw on. Their lives +are so lacking in spiritual power, or so full of intellectual scepticism +and distrust, that they cannot help themselves. They have no religious +convictions or certainties by which to obtain leverage in their +struggles. They have no firm philosophy of life on which they or those +who would help them can lay hold. They are putty in the hands of the +fears and forces that beset them from without.</p> + +<p>The psychologist and the psychiatrist both find it difficult to do much +to help such a person. And yet, this is the kind of person our +civilization and education tends increasingly to produce. By the +physical elimination of the causes of fear we have gradually undermined +man's inner resources for the conquest of fear.</p> + +<p>This materialistic trend has received a new impetus from the fields of +political science, economics, and sociology. A dozen years ago economic +disaster threatened to stampede the nation. Millions who had lost their +jobs began to fear penury and want. Millions who still had jobs feared +that they would lose them. Other millions began to fear the loss of +their money and possessions. Rich and poor, becoming afraid that the +country was going to pieces, rushed to the banks to withdraw their +savings and brought on the nation-wide bank closings. Those were days +when everyone knew paralyzing fears.</p> + +<p>History will record the fact that these fears were met, not by conquest, +not by drawing on the moral resources and inner fortitude of the +American citizen, but by a collection of wholesale materialistic +schemes. These schemes included such devices as inflating the dollar, +raising prices, expanding the government debt, paying farmers not to +produce crops, government housing projects, and many others. The fears +of unemployment and poverty in old age were to be eliminated wholesale +through a planned economy, a new social order. By an elaborate system of +book-keeping called Social Security, a whole nation was to win freedom +from want and freedom from fear.</p> + +<p>But while we were building our smug little house of Social Security, the +whole world was crashing around us. Instead of achieving local security +we find ourselves now in the midst of world-wide insecurity. Far from +having eliminated the economic causes of fear, we now find these causes +multiplied many times. To the fear of losing our money is now added the +fear of losing our sons. To the fear of losing our jobs is added the +fear of losing our lives. To the fear of depression and inflation is +added the fear of losing the very freedoms for which the war is +being fought.</p> + +<p>At last we see, or are on the point of seeing, that materialism breeds +worse fears than it cures; that economics and sociology create more +social problems than they solve; that science makes it possible to +destroy wealth and lives much faster than it can build them. It took +years of science to achieve the airplane and to eliminate people's fear +of flying. Now, suddenly, the airplane has become the greatest source of +destruction and of fear on the globe. Cities which were decades in the +building are blasted out of being in a night. Millions of people must +regulate their lives in fear of these dread visitors.</p> + +<p>This is the background against which the conquest of fear presents its +philosophy of courage and of hope. It is a philosophy diametrically +opposed to the dominant beliefs and practices of our materialistic age. +One hesitates to use the words spiritual and moral because they have +become catch words. Nevertheless, King's philosophy is a spiritual and a +moral one, and the reader will gain from it a clearer concept of what +these words really mean.</p> + +<p>When I remember my reactions to the first portion of this book, I can +readily picture the impatience and even scorn of many intellectuals and +pseudo-intellectuals. Because of its emphasis on the religious nature of +the universe and on the spiritual power of the individual, it may seem +to them naïve. Because of its consistent condemnation of Mammon, of +materialism and the economic-sociological interpretation of life, it may +seem to them old-fashioned. Actually, the book is highly sophisticated +and is more novel to-day than the day it was written because since that +time we have strayed twenty years further from the truth.</p> + +<p>One day I was having luncheon with a man who, during the course of the +conversation, remarked: "I want to tell you how much I enjoyed your +latest book,—" As almost any writer would, I pricked up my ears +expectantly.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he went on, "I got a great deal out of your recent book, but the +book which helped me more than any I have ever read is a book called <b>The +Conquest of Fear</b>, by Basil King. Do you happen to know it?"</p> + +<p>"Know it!" I exclaimed. "I not only know it, I am just on the point of +writing an introduction to a new edition of the book. Would you mind +telling me how it helped you?"</p> + +<p>He thereupon related how, at a certain period of his life, he had left +an excellent position to take a new one which seemed more promising. It +soon developed that the difficulties of this position were such as to +make his success seem almost hopeless. He became obsessed with the idea +that the people with whom he had to deal were "out to get him." His +fears of the job and of his associates grew to the point where a nervous +breakdown seemed inevitable.</p> + +<p>One day his daughter told him that she needed a book in her school work +which he remembered having packed in a box that had been stored in the +attic and not yet opened. When he opened the box, the first book which +he picked up was <b>The Conquest of Fear</b>. It was evidently one of those +books which had somehow come into the possession of his family, but +which he had never read.</p> + +<p>This time, however, he sat down in the attic and began to read it. +During the course of the next year or so he read it carefully not once +but four or five times. "It marked the turning point in my life," he +told me. "It enabled me to conquer the fears which were threatening to +ruin me at the time, and it gave me a philosophy which has stood me in +good stead ever since."</p> + +<p>A philosophy which marked the turning point in his life and which has +stood him in good stead ever since! <b>The Conquest of Fear</b> offers +such a philosophy not only to individuals suffering from fears peculiar +to them, but to a world of individuals suffering, or about to suffer, +from the collapse of world-wide materialism. In this day of chaos and +uncertainty, here is the modern version of the parable of the man who +built his house upon a rock instead of on the sand: "and the rain +descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that +house; and it fell not for it was founded upon a rock."</p> + +<p align="right">H. C. L.</p> + + + +<a name="1"></a> +<h2>Chapter I</h2> + +<h3>Fear And The Life-Principle</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>When I say that during most of my conscious life I have been a prey to +fears I take it for granted that I am expressing the case of the +majority of people. I cannot remember the time when a dread of one kind +or another was not in the air. In childhood it was the fear of going to +bed, of that mysterious time when regular life was still going on +downstairs, while I was buried alive under sheets and blankets. Later it +was the fear of school, the first contact of the tender little soul with +life's crudeness. Later still there was the experience which all of us +know of waking in the morning with a feeling of dismay at what we have +to do on getting up; the obvious duties in which perhaps we have grown +stale; the things we have neglected; those in which we have made +mistakes; those as to which we have wilfully done wrong; those which +weary or bore or annoy or discourage us. Sometimes there are more +serious things still: bereavements, or frightfully adverse conditions, +or hardships we never expected brought on us by someone else.</p> + +<p>It is unnecessary to catalogue these situations, since we all at times +in our lives have to face them daily. Fear dogs one of us in one way and +another in another, but everyone in some way.</p> + +<p>Look at the people you run up against in the course of a few hours. +Everyone is living or working in fear. The mother is afraid for her +children. The father is afraid for his business. The clerk is afraid for +his job. The worker is afraid of his boss or his competitor. There is +hardly a man who is not afraid that some other man will do him a bad +turn. There is hardly a woman who is not afraid that things she craves +may be denied her, or that what she loves may be snatched away. There is +not a home or an office or a factory or a school or a church in which +some hang-dog apprehension is not eating at the hearts of the men, +women, and children who go in and out. I am ready to guess that all the +miseries wrought by sin and sickness put together would not equal those +we bring on ourselves by the means which perhaps we do least to +counteract. We are not sick all the time; we are not sinning all the +time; but all the time all of us—or practically all of us—are afraid +of someone or something. If, therefore, one has the feeblest +contribution to make to the defeat of such a foe it becomes difficult to +withhold it.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>But even with a view to conquering fear I should not presume to offer to +others ideas worked out purely for myself had I not been so invited. I +do not affirm that I have conquered fear, but only that in self-defence +I have been obliged to do something in that direction. I take it for +granted that what goes in that direction will go all the way if pursued +with perseverance and good will. Having thus made some simple +experiments—chiefly mental—with what to me are effective results, I +can hardly refuse to tell what they have been when others are so good as +to ask me.</p> + +<p>And in making this attempt I must write from my own experience. No other +method would be worth while. The mere exposition of a thesis would have +little or no value. It is a case in which nothing can be helpful to +others which has not been demonstrated for oneself, even though the +demonstration be but partial.</p> + +<p>In writing from my own experience I must ask the reader's pardon if I +seem egoistic or autobiographical. Without taking oneself too smugly or +too seriously one finds it the only way of reproducing the thing that +has happened in one's own life and which one actually knows.</p> + +<p>And when I speak above of ideas worked out purely for myself I do not, +of course, mean that these ideas are original with me. All I have done +has been to put ideas through the mill of my own mind, co-ordinating +them to suit my own needs. The ideas themselves come from many sources. +Some of these sources are, so deep in the past that I could no longer +trace them; some are so recent that I know the day and hour when they +revealed themselves, like brooks in the way. It would be possible to say +to the reader, "I owe this to such and such a teaching, and that to such +and such a man," only that references of the kind would be tedious. I +fall back on what Emerson says: "Thought is the property of him who can +entertain it; and of him who can adequately place it. A certain +awkwardness marks the use of borrowed thoughts; but, as soon as we have +learned what to do with them, they become our own. Thus all originality +is relative." The thoughts that I shall express are my own to the extent +that I have lived them—or tried to live them—though the wind that +bloweth where it listeth may have brought them to my mind.</p> + +<p>Nor do I think for a moment that what I have found helpful to me must of +necessity be helpful to everyone. It may be helpful to someone. That is +the limit of my hope. It is simple fact that no one can greatly help +anyone else. The utmost we can do is to throw out an idea here and there +which another may seize, and by which he may help himself. Borrowed help +has the awkwardness which Emerson attributes to borrowed thoughts. It is +only when a concept has lain for a time in a man's being, germinated +there, and sprung into active life, that it is of much use to him; but +by that time it has become his own. The kingdom of heaven must begin +within oneself or we shall probably not find it anywhere.</p> + +<p>These pages will contain, then, no recipe for the conquest of fear; they +will offer, with much misgiving and diffidence, no more than the record +of what one individual has done toward conquering it. This record is +presented merely for what it is worth. It may be worth nothing. On the +other hand, someone may find it worth something, and in that case all +that the writer hopes for will be attained.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>As a matter of fact, in my own case the reaction against fear was from +the beginning more or less instinctive. With the first exercise of the +reasoning faculty I tried to argue against the emotion. I remember that +as a little boy I was afraid of a certain dog that barked at me when I +went to a certain house to which I was sent perhaps two or three times a +week. The house had a driveway, and from the minute of passing the +entrance my knees trembled under me. But even then, I recall, it seemed +to me that this terror was an incongruous thing in life, that it had no +rightful place there, and that, if the world was what my elders told me +it was, there must be in it a law of peace and harmony which as yet I +hadn't arrived at. I cannot say that when the dog barked this reasoning +did more than nerve me to drag my quaking limbs up to the doorstep, +whence my enemy, a Skye terrier, invariably took flight.</p> + +<p>During a somewhat stormy childhood and boyhood, in which there was a +good deal of emotional stress, I never got beyond this point. Specific +troubles were not few, and by the time I reached early manhood a habit +of looking for them had been established. "What's it going to be now?" +became a formula of anticipation before every new event. New events +presented themselves most frequently as menaces. Hopes rarely loomed up +without accompanying probabilities of disappointment. One adopted the +plan of "expecting disappointment" as a means of cheating the "jinx." I +am not painting my early life as any darker than most lives. It was, I +fancy, as bright as the average life of youth.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>But, contrary to what is generally held, I venture to think that youth +is not a specially happy period. Because young people rarely voice +their troubles we are likely to think them serene and unafraid. That has +not been my experience either with them or of them. While it is true +that cares of a certain type increase with age the knowledge of how to +deal with them increases, or ought to increase, in the same progression. +With no practical experience to support them the young are up against +the unknown and problematical—occupation, marriage, sexual urge, life +in general—around which clings that terror of the dark which frightened +them in childhood. Home training, school training, college training, +religious training, social influences of every kind, throw the emphasis +on dangers rather than on securities, so that the young life emerges +into a haunted world. Some are reckless of these dangers, some grow +hardened to them, some enjoy the tussle with them, some turn their minds +away from them, while others, chiefly the imaginative or the +intellectual, shrink from them with the discomfort which, as years go +on, becomes worry, anxiety, foreboding, or any other of the many +forms of care.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>My own life followed what I assume to be the usual course, though in +saying this I am anxious not to give an exaggerated impression. It was +the usual course, not an unusual one. "There's always something" came to +be a common mental phrase, and the something was, as a rule, not +cheering. Neither, as a rule, was it terrible. It was just +<i>something</i>—a sense of the carking hanging over life, and now and then +turning to a real mischance or a heartache.</p> + +<p>It strikes me as strange, on looking back, that so little attempt was +made to combat fear by religion. In fact, as far as I know, little +attempt was made to combat fear in any way. One's attention was not +called to it otherwise than as a wholly inevitable state. You were born +subject to fear as you were born subject to death, and that was an +end of it.</p> + +<p>Brought up in an atmosphere in which religion was our main +preoccupation, I cannot recall ever hearing it appealed to as a +counteragent to this most persistent enemy of man. In dealing with your +daily dreads you simply counted God out. Either He had nothing to do +with them or He brought them upon you. In any case His intervention on +your behalf was not supposed to be in this world, and to look for +rewards from Him here and now was considered a form of impiety. You were +to be willing to serve God for naught; after which unexpected favours +might be accorded you, but you were to hope for nothing as a right. I do +not say that this is what I was taught; it was what I understood; but to +the best of my memory it was the general understanding round about me. +In my fight against fear, in as far as I made one, God was for many +years of no help to me, or of no help of which I was aware. I shall +return to the point later in telling how I came to "discover God" for +myself, but not quite the same God, or not quite the same concept of +God, which my youthful mind had supposed to be the only one.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>At the same time it was to a small detail in my religious training—or +to be more exact in the explanation of the Bible given me as a boy—that +I harked back when it became plain to me that either I must conquer fear +or fear must conquer me. Having fallen into my mind like a seed, it lay +for well on to thirty years with no sign of germination, till that +"need," of which I shall have more to say presently, called it +into life.</p> + +<p>Let me state in a few words how the need made itself pressing.</p> + +<p>It was, as life goes, a tolerably dark hour. I was on the borderland +between young manhood and early middle age. For some years I had been +losing my sight, on top of which came one of those troubles with the +thyroid gland which medical science still finds obscure. For reasons +which I need not go into I was spending an autumn at Versailles in +France, unoccupied and alone.</p> + +<p>If you know Versailles you know that it combines all that civilisation +has to offer of beauty, magnificence, and mournfulness. A day's visit +from Paris will give you an inkling of this, but only an inkling. To get +it all you must live there, to be interpenetrated by its glory of decay. +It is always the autumn of the spirit at Versailles, even in summer, +even in spring; but in the autumn of the year the autumnal emotion of +the soul is poignant beyond expression. Sad gardens stretch into sad +parks; sad parks into storied and haunting forests. Long avenues lead to +forgotten châteaux mellowing into ruin. Ghostly white statues astonish +you far in the depths of woods where the wild things are now the most +frequent visitors. A Temple of Love—pillared, Corinthian, lovely—lost +in a glade to which lovers have probably not come in a hundred +years—will remind you that there were once happy people where now the +friendliest sound is that of the wood-chopper's axe or the horn of some +far-away hunt. All the old tales of passion, ambition, feud, hatred, +violence, lust, and intrigue are softened here to an aching sense of +pity. At night you will hear the castle clock, which is said never once +to have failed to strike the hour since Louis the Fourteenth put it in +its place, tolling away your life as it has tolled away epochs.</p> + +<p>Amid these surroundings a man ill, lonely, threatened with blindness, +can easily feel what I may call the spiritual challenge of the ages. He +must either be strong and rule; or he must be weak and go down. He must +get the dominion over circumstance, or circumstance must get the +dominion over him. To be merely knocked about by fate and submit to it, +even in the case of seemingly inevitable physical infirmity, began to +strike me as unworthy of a man.</p> + +<p>It is one thing, however, to feel the impulse to get up and do +something, and another to see what you can get up and do. For a time the +spectre of fear had me in its power. The physical facts couldn't be +denied, and beyond the physical facts I could discern nothing. It was +conceivable that one might react against a mental condition; but to +react against a mysterious malady coupled with possibly approaching +blindness was hardly to be thought of. When one added one's incapacity +to work and earn a living, with all that that implies, it seemed as if +it would take the faith that moves mountains to throw off the weight +oppressing me. It is true that to move mountains you only need faith as +a grain of mustard seed, but as far as one can judge not many of us have +that much.</p> + +<p>It was then that my mind went back all of a sudden to the kernel planted +so many years before, in my island home, in the Gulf of St. Lawrence. If +I become prolix over this it is only that I want to show how often it +happens to parents, teachers, and others who deal with children, to +throw out a thought which after lying dormant for years will become a +factor in the life. Had it not been for the few words spoken then I +should not, as far as I can see, now have such mastery over self as I +have since attained—not very much—but I should not be writing +these lines.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>My boyhood was placed in the times when Darwin's "Origin of Species" and +"Descent of Man" had thrown the scientific and religious worlds into +convulsion. The struggle between the old ideas and the new calls for no +more than a reference here; but the teacher to whom I owe most was one +who, while valuing the old, saw only an enrichment in the new, +explaining the Bible in that spirit. So it happened that he spoke one +day of the extraordinary ingenuity of the life-principle, which somehow +came to the earth, in adapting itself to perpetually new conditions.</p> + +<p>Nothing defeated it. For millions of years it was threatened by climatic +changes, by the lack of food, by the ferocity of fellow-creatures. Heat, +cold, flood, drought, earthquake, and volcanic eruption were forever +against it. Struggling from stage to stage upward from the slime a new +danger was always to it a new incentive to finding a new resource.</p> + +<p>Pursued through the water it sought the land. Pursued on the land it +sought the air. Pursued in the air it developed fleetness of wing, and +in fleetness of wing a capacity for soaring, circling, balancing, +dipping, and swinging on itself of which the grace must not blind us to +the marvellous power of invention.</p> + +<p>In other words, the impulses leading to the origin of species proclaim a +resourcefulness on the part of what we call life which we have every +reason to think inexhaustible. Whatever the Fount of Being from which +the life-principle first came into the waters of our earth there is no +question but that with it came a conquest-principle as well. Had it been +possible to exterminate the life-principle it would never have gone +further than the age which saw the extinction of the great reptiles. The +great reptiles went, but the life-principle stayed on, with the ability +to assume, within our limited observation, all the forms between the +bacillus and the elephant, while as to what lies beyond our observation +the possibilities are infinite.</p> + +<p>Long before it works up to man we see this amazing force stemming an +uncountable number of attacks, and meeting ruinous conditions with +daring contrivances. For one kind of danger it develops a shell, for +another a sting, for another a poison, for another a protective +colouration. To breathe in the sea it puts forth gills, and makes lungs +for itself when stranded on the land. In glacial cold it finds the means +of growing fur; when heat and cold assail it by turns it packs itself +with feathers; when climates become temperate it produces hair. For the +creature which keeps to the water it webs the foot; for that which takes +to the trees it makes the toes prehensile; for the one which learns to +stand erect and run along the ground it flattens the sole, making it +steady and supporting. To resist, to survive, to win through, is the end +to which the life-principle sets itself with such singleness of aim as +to unfold a wealth of potentiality astounding to us in looking backward.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>This was the idea which came back to me that autumn at Versailles, and +from which in the course of time I drew my conclusions.</p> + +<p>Briefly, those conclusions were to the effect that as individuals we +need difficulties to overcome, and that fear is a stimulus to overcoming +them. Otherwise expressed, fear loses much of its fearfulness when we +see it as the summons to putting forth new energies. Unless we were +conscious of the energies such a call would not reach us. The creatures +preceding man could have felt no misgiving, since they lacked the +imagination essential to a dread. Such fear as they were equal to must +have seized them in paroxysms of terror when calamities threatened to +overwhelm them. If they made good their escape no trace of the fear +remained behind, the brain having little or no power of retention. We +may take it for granted that the pterodactyl and the trachodon had none +of the foreboding based on experience which destroys the peace of man.</p> + +<p>Fear, as we understand it, was in itself a signal of advance. It could +only have begun with the exercise of reason. Arrived at the rudiments of +memory the creature must have been able to perceive, however dimly, that +the thing which had happened might happen again. Adding the first +stirrings of imagination he must have constructed possible events in +which the danger would come from the same causes as before. With the +faculties to remember, to reason, and to imagine all at work we reach +the first stages of man.</p> + +<p>Man was born into fear in that he was born into a world of which most of +the energies were set against him. He was a lone thing fighting his own +battle. The instinct for association which made the mammals different +from other animals didn't help him much, since association did not bring +mutual help as a matter of course, and never has done so. A man could +count on no one but himself. Not only were prodigious natural forces +always menacing him with destruction; not only was the beast his enemy +and he the enemy of the beast; but his hand was against his fellow-man +and his fellow-man's hand against him. This mutual hostility followed +men in their first groupings into communities, and only to a degree have +we lived it down in the twentieth century.</p> + +<p>Perhaps this conviction that a man's strength lay in standing +single-handed against circumstance was the first small discovery I made +in my own fight with fear. Looking back on the developments which had +brought man into the world I saw a marvellous power of getting round +difficulties when you couldn't cut through them. Just as a river which +cannot flow over a rock can glide about its feet and turn it into a +picturesque promontory, so I recognised in myself an inborn human +faculty for "sidestepping" that which blocked my way, when I couldn't +break it down.</p> + +<p>I left Versailles with just that much to the good—a perception that the +ages had bequeathed me a store of abilities which I was allowing to lie +latent. Moving into Paris, to more cheerful surroundings, I took up +again the writing of the book I had abandoned more than a year +previously. After long seclusion I began to see a few people, finding +them responsive and welcoming. My object in stating these unimportant +details is merely to show that in proportion as I ceased to show fear +the life-principle hastened to my aid. Little by little I came to the +belief that the world about me was a system of co-operative +friendliness, and that it was my part to use it in that way.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>To use it in that way was not easy. I was so accustomed to the thought +of Nature as a complex of self-seeking cruelties, the strong preying on +the weak, and the weak defenceless, that the mere idea of its containing +a ruling co-operative principle seemed at times far-fetched. To the +common opinion of the day, my own included, the conception of a +universe that would come to a man's aid the minute a man came to his own +was too much like a fairy tale. It may indeed be a fairy tale. All I +know is that in my own case it is the way in which it seems to have +worked. I think I have caught a glimpse of a constructive use for that +which I had previously thought of as only destructive and terrible.</p> + +<p>This is what I mean. The life-principle having, through unknown millions +of years, developed the conquest-principle by meeting difficulties and +overcoming them, the difficulties had a value. To man, especially, the +menace of Nature, the ferocity of the beast, and the enmity of his +fellow-man furnished the incentive to his upward climb. Had all been +easy he would have stayed where he was. He would never have called +mental powers to his physical aid, nor appealed to spiritual faculties +when the mental fell short of his requirements. Spurred on by a +necessity which grew more urgent in proportion as the life-principle +widened its scope, the conquest-principle became an impulse which would +brook no denying. Man grew by it; but the fact remains that he would not +have grown had there been nothing for him to struggle with.</p> + +<p>To me it seems basic to the getting rid of fear to know that our trials, +of whatever nature, are not motiveless. In our present stage of +development we could hardly do without them. So often looking like mere +ugly excrescences on life they are in reality the branches by which we +catch on and climb. They are not obstacles to happiness for the reason +that the only satisfying happiness we are equal to as yet is that of +wrestling with the difficult and overcoming it. Every call of duty has +its place in this ideal; every irksome job, every wearisome +responsibility. The fact that we are not always aware of it in no way +annuls the other fact that it is so. Boredom, monotony, drudgery, +bereavement, loneliness, all the clamour of unsatisfied ambitions and +aching sensibilities, have their share in this divine yearning of the +spirit to grasp what as yet is beyond its reach. All of that hacking of +the man to fit the job rather than the shaping of the job to fit the +man, which is, I imagine, the source of most of the discontent on earth, +has its place here, as well as the hundreds of things we shouldn't do if +we were not compelled to. Whatever summons us to conflict summons us to +life, and life, as we learn from a glance at the past, never shirks the +challenge.</p> + +<p>It never shirks the challenge, and, what is more, it never fails to find +the expedient by which the new demand is to be satisfied. To the +conquest of fear that plank must be foundational. As far as we can learn +there never was an emergency yet which the life-principle was not +equipped to meet. When all existing methods had been used up it invented +new ones; when seemingly at the end of its new resources it was only +beginning to go on again.</p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>The deduction I make is this, that a law which was operative on such a +scale before man had come into the world at all must be still more +effective now that we can help to carry it out. The life-principle is +not less ingenious than it ever was, while the conquest-principle must +have widely expanded. It is an axiom in all progress that the more we +conquer the more easily we conquer. We form a habit of conquering as +insistent as any other habit. Victory becomes, to some degree, a state +of mind. Knowing ourselves superior to the anxieties, troubles, and +worries which obsess us, we <i>are</i> superior. It is a question of attitude +in confronting them. It is more mental than it is material. To be in +harmony with the life-principle and the conquest-principle is to be in +harmony with power; and to be in harmony with power is to be strong as a +matter of course.</p> + +<p>The individual is thus at liberty to say: "The force which never failed +before is not likely to fail in my case. The fertility of resource which +circumvented every kind of obstacle to make me what I am—a vertebrate, +breathing, walking, thinking entity, capable of some creative +expression of my own—will probably not fall short now that I have +immediate use for it. Of what I get from the past, prehistoric and +historic, perhaps the most subtle distillation is the fact that so far +is the life-principle from balking at need, need is essential to its +activity. Where there is no need it seems to be quiescent; where there +is something to be met, contended with, and overcome, it is furiously +'on the job.' That life-principle is my principle. It is the seed from +which I spring. It is my blood, my breath, my brain. I cannot cut myself +off from it; it cannot cut itself off from me. Having formed the +mastodon to meet one set of needs and the butterfly to meet another, it +will form, something to meet mine, even if something altogether new. The +new—or what seems new to me—is apparently the medium in which it is +most at home. It repeats itself never—not in two rosebuds, not in two +snowflakes. Who am I that I should be overlooked by it, or miss being +made the expression of its infinite energies?"</p> + + + +<h3>XI</h3> + + +<p>What this reasoning did for me from the start was to give me a new +attitude toward the multifold activity we call life. I saw it as +containing a principle that would work with me if I could work with it. +My working with it was the main point, since <i>it</i> was working with me +always. Exactly what that principle was I could not at the time have +said; I merely recognised it as being there.</p> + +<p>The method of working with it was simple in idea, however difficult in +practice. It was a question of my own orientation. I had to get mentally +into harmony with the people and conditions I found about me. I was not +to distrust them; still less was I to run away from them. I was to make +a parable of my childish experience with the Skye terrier, assuming that +life was organised to do me good. I remembered how many times the Bible +begins some bit of pleading or injunction with the words, "Fear not." +Other similar appeals came back to me. "Say to them that are of a +fearful heart, Be strong I fear not."<a href="#fn1"><sup>1</sup></a> "Quit yourselves like men; be +strong."<a href="#fn2"><sup>2</sup></a> "O man greatly beloved, fear not! Peace be unto thee! Be +strong, yea, be Strong."<a href="#fn3"><sup>3</sup></a> When, at some occasional test, dismay or +self-pity took hold of me I formed a habit of saying to myself, in our +expressive American idiom: "This is your special stunt. It's up to you +to do this thing just as if you had all the facilities. Go at it boldly, +and you'll find unexpected forces closing round you and Coming to +your aid."</p> + +<p>Which is just what I did find. To an amazing degree people were +friendly, while conditions became easier. Fear diminished because I had +fewer things to be afraid of. Having fewer things to be afraid of my +mind was clearer for work. Work becoming not only more of a resource but +more remunerative as well, all life grew brighter. Fear was not +overcome; I had only made a more or less hesitating stand against it; +but even from doing that I got positive results.</p> + + + +<a name="2"></a> +<h2>Chapter II</h2> + +<h3>The Life-Principle And God</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>It is obvious that one could not dwell much on the power of the +life-principle without coming sooner or later to the thought of God. As +already hinted, I did not come to it at once because my conception of +God made Him of so little use to me.</p> + +<p>And yet, in popular phraseology, I had "served" God all my life. That +is, brought up in an atmosphere in which the Church was a divinely +instituted system for utilising God, I served the system, without +getting much beyond the surface plane of what were technically known as +"services." When trial came such services offered me an anodyne, but +not a cure.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>The first suggestion, that my concept of God might not be sufficient to +my needs came out of a conversation in New York. It was with a lady whom +I met but that once, within a year or two after my experience at +Versailles. I have forgotten how we chanced on the subject, but I +remember that she asked me these questions:</p> + +<p>"When you think of God <i>how</i> do you think of Him? How do you picture +Him? What does He seem like?"</p> + +<p>Trying to reply I recognised a certain naivete, a certain childishness, +in my words even as I uttered them. In my thoughts I saw God as three +supernal men, seated on three supernal thrones, enshrined in some vague +celestial portion of space which I denominated Heaven. Between Him and +me there was an incalculable distance which He could bridge but I could +not. Always He had me at the disadvantage that He saw what I did, heard +what I said, read what I thought, punishing me for everything amiss, +while I could reach Him only by the uncertain telephony of what I +understood as prayer. Even then my telephone worked imperfectly. Either +the help I implored wasn't good for me, or my voice couldn't soar to +His throne.</p> + +<p>The lady smiled, but said nothing. The smile was significant. It made me +feel that a God who was no more than what I had described could hardly +be the Universal Father, and set me to thinking on my own account.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>I wish it were possible to speak of God without the implication of +dealing with religion. By this I mean that I am anxious to keep religion +out of this whole subject of the conquest of fear. The minute you touch +on religion, as commonly understood, you reach the sectarian. The minute +you reach the sectarian you start enmities. The minute you start +enmities you get mental discords. And the minute you get mental +discords no stand against fear is possible.</p> + +<p>But I mean a little more than this. Man, as at present developed, has +shown that he hardly knows what to do with religion, or where to put it +in his life. This is especially true of the Caucasian, the least +spiritually intelligent of all the great types of our race. +Fundamentally the white man is hostile to religion. He attacks it as a +bull a red cloak, goring it, stamping on it, tearing it to shreds. With +the Caucasian as he is this fury is instinctive. Recognising religion as +the foe of the materialistic ideal he has made his own he does his best +to render it ineffective.</p> + +<p>Of this we need no better illustration than the state of what we +conventionally know as Christendom. Christendom as we see it is a purely +Caucasian phase of man's struggle upward, with Caucasian merits and +Caucasian defects. Nowhere is its defectiveness more visible than in +what the Caucasian has made of the teaching of Jesus Christ. It was +probably a misfortune for the world that almost from the beginning that +teaching passed into Caucasian guardianship. I see in the New Testament +no indication on the part of Our Lord and the Apostles of wishing to +separate themselves from Semitic co-operation. The former taught daily +in the Temple; the latter, as they went about the world, made the +synagogue the base of all their missions. The responsibility for the +breach is not under discussion here. It is enough to note that it took +place, and that Caucasian materialism was thus deprived of a +counteragent in Hebrew spiritual wisdom. Had this corrective maintained +its place it is possible that religion might now be a pervasive element +in the Caucasian's life instead of being pigeon-holed.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>The Caucasian pigeon-holes God. Otherwise expressed, he keeps God in a +specially labelled compartment of life, to be brought out for occasional +use, and put back when the need is over. It is difficult to mention God +to a Caucasian reader without inducing an artificial frame of mind. As +there are people who put on for strangers and guests an affected, +unnatural politeness different from their usual breezy spontaneity, so +the Caucasian assumes at the thought of God a mental habit which can +only be described as sanctimonious. God is not natural to the Caucasian; +the Caucasian is not natural with God. The mere concept takes him into +regions in which he feels uneasy. He may call his uneasiness reserve or +reverence, or by some other dignified name; but at bottom it is neither +more nor less than uneasiness. To minimise this distress he relegates +God to special days, to special hours, to services and ceremonials. He +can thus wear and bear his uncomfortable cloak of gravity for special +times, after which he can be himself again. To appeal to God otherwise +than according to the tacitly accepted protocol is to the average +Caucasian either annoying or in bad form.</p> + +<p>I should like, then, to dissociate the thought of God from the +artificial, sanctimonious, preternaturally solemn connotations which +the Name is certain to bring up. I want to speak of Him with the same +kind of ease as of the life-principle. I repeat, that I never found Him +of much use in allaying fear till I released Him from the Caucasian +pigeon-hole to see Him, as it were, in the open. Once in the open I got +rid, to some degree, of the Caucasian limitations of thinking along the +lines of sect, just as in the infinitude of the air you can forget for a +minute houses with rooms and walls. The discovery—that is, discovery +for myself—that God is Universal, which is not so obvious as it sounds, +was, I think, the first great step I made in finding that within that +Universal fear should be impossible.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + +<p>About the same time I chanced on a passage written by Joseph Joubert, an +eighteenth-century French Catholic, not so well known to the modern +reader as he ought to be, which impressed me deeply.</p> + +<p>"L'âme ne peut se mouvoir, s'éveiller, ouvrir les yeux, sans santir +Dieu. On sent Dieu avec l'âme comme on sent l'air avec le corps. +Oseraije le dire? On connaît Dieu facilement pourvu qu'on ne se +contraigne pas à le definir—The soul cannot move, wake, or open the +eyes without perceiving God. We perceive God through the soul as we feel +air on the body. Dare I say it? We can know God easily so long as we do +not feel it necessary to define Him."</p> + +<p>I began to see that, like most Caucasian Christians, I had been laying +too much stress on the definition. The Trinity had, so to speak, come +between me and the Godhead. I had, unconsciously, attached more +importance to God's being Three than to His being God. Seeing Him as +Three I instinctively saw Him as Three Persons. Seeing Him as Three +Persons I did not reflect that the word Person as applied to God must be +used in a sense wholly different from that in which we employ it with +regard to men. To get into what I call the open I had to bring myself to +understand that we cannot enclose the Infinite in a shape, or three +shapes, resembling in any way the being with digestive organs, arms, and +legs, which worked its way up from slime.</p> + +<p>That is, in order to "dwell in the secret place of the Most High,"<a href="#fn4"><sup>4</sup></a> +where one is immune from fear, I was obliged to give up the habit of +embodying God in any form. I had to confess that what is meant by the +Three Persons in One God I did not know. Furthermore, I saw no necessity +for thinking that I knew, since such knowledge must transcend all scope +of the human mind. The formula, if you must have a formula, is one +thing; but the turning it into a statute of limitations and applying it +to the Illimitable is another.</p> + +<p>To make my position clearer, and to avoid the subject of religion, let +me add that, inferring from the Bible that there is a Father, a Son, and +a Holy Ghost, I did not feel it imperative on my part to go beyond this +use of terms. Merely to abstain from definition was like a load taken +off my mind. How the Son was begotten of the Father, or the Holy Ghost +proceeded from them both, or what eternal mysteries were symbolised in +this purely human phraseology, were, it seemed to me, matters with which +I need not concern myself, seeing that they passed all my comprehension. +Not the Trinity should come first to powers so limited as mine—but God.</p> + +<p>It dawned on me, too, that God need not necessarily be to me what He is +to others, nor to others what He is to me. Of the Infinite the finite +mind can only catch a finite glimpse. I see what I can see; another sees +what he can see. The visions may be different, and yet each vision may +be true. Just as two painters painting the same landscape will give +dissimilar views of it, so two minds contemplating God will take of Him +only what each is fitted to receive. Water poured into differently +coloured glasses will take on the colour of the cup which it fills, even +though it be the self-same water in them all. If I find God for myself I +shall probably not behold in Him exactly what anyone else in the whole +world or in all time has ever beheld in Him before.</p> + +<p>I saw, too, that from a certain point of view the stand of the agnostic +is a right one. We cannot know God in the sense of knowing His being or +His "Personality," any more than we can know the essence of the +life-principle. Just as we know the life-principle only from what it +does, so we know God only from such manifestations of Himself as reach +our observation. Everything else is inference. Because we see something +of His goodness we infer that He is good; because we experience +something of His love we infer that He is loving; because we behold +something of His power we infer that He is almighty. It is first of all +a matter of drawing our conclusions, and then of making those +conclusions the food of the inner spiritual man whose life is +independent of the mortal heart and brain. But a sense in which God is +"unknowable" to us has to be admitted.</p> + +<p>I make this statement now in order not to be misunderstood when later I +may say that God must be this or that. Though I shall do so for the +sake of brevity it will always be in the sense that, if God is what we +have inferred from His manifestations, He must be this or that. In other +words, having to some degree worked my own way out of fear I must tell +how I came to feel that I know the Unknowable, doing it with the inexact +phraseology which is all I find to hand.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>Reaching the conclusions noted above I was relieved of the pressure of +traditions and instructions. Traditions and instructions helped me in +that they built the ship in which I was to put to sea. The discoveries +had to be my own. The God of whom I had heard at my mother's knee, as +the phrase goes, had always been shadowy to me; the God who was served +by "services" had always seemed remote. A God who should be "<i>my</i> God," +as the psalmists say so often, must, I felt, be found by me myself, +through living, searching, suffering, and struggling onward a step or +two at a time. "That's pretty near free-thinking, isn't it?" a +clergyman, to whom I tried to explain myself, once said to me. "No," I +replied; "but it <i>is</i> pretty near thinking <i>free</i>."</p> + +<p>To think freely about God became a first necessity; to think simply a +second one. The Universal Father had been almost lost to me behind veil +after veil of complexities. The approaches to Him seemed to have been +made so roundabout, requiring so many intermediaries. Long before I had +dared to think of what I may call emancipation, the "scheme of +salvation," as it was termed, had struck me as an excessively +complicated system of machinery, considering the millions upon millions +who had need of it. In theory you were told, according to St. Paul, to +"come boldly before the throne of the heavenly grace," but in practice +you were expected to do it timidly.</p> + +<p>You were expected to do it timidly because the pigeon-holed Caucasian +God was represented—unconsciously perhaps—as difficult, ungenial, +easily offended. He measured your blindness and weakness by the +standard of His own knowledge and almightiness. A puritan God, extremely +preoccupied with morals as some people saw them, He was lenient, +apparently, to the narrow-minded, the bitter of tongue, and the +intolerant in heart. He was not generous. He was merciful only when you +paid for His mercy in advance. To a not inconsiderable degree He was the +hard Caucasian business man, of whom He was the reflection, only +glorified and crowned.</p> + +<p>It will be evident, of course, that I am not speaking of "the Father" of +the New Testament, nor of the official teaching of any church or +theology. To the rank and file of Caucasians "the Father" of the New +Testament is very little known, while the official teaching of churches +and theologies is so hard to explain that not much of it gets over to +the masses of those willing to subscribe to it. I refer only to the +impression on the mind of the man in the street; and to the man in the +street God, as he understands Him, is neither a very friendly nor a very +comprehensible element in life. Instead of mitigating fear He adds to +it, not in the Biblical sense of "fearing God," but in that of sheer +animal distrust.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>While turning these things over in my mind I got some help from two of +the words most currently in Christian use. I had long known that the +English equivalents of the Latin equivalents of the terms the New +Testament writers used gave but a distorted idea of the original sense; +but I had let that knowledge lie fallow.</p> + +<p>The first of these words was Repentance. In these syllables there is +almost no hint of the idea which fell from the evangelistic pen, while +the word has been soaked in emotional and sentimental associations it +was never intended to be mixed with. The <i>Metanoia</i>; which painted a +sober, reflective turning of the mind, had been so overcharged with the +dramatic that sober, reflective people could hardly use the expression +any more. Repentance had come to have so strong a gloss of the +hysterical as to be almost discredited by men of common sense. It was a +relief, therefore, to remember that it implied no more than a turning to +God by a process of thought; and that a process of thought would +find Him.</p> + +<p>The other word was Salvation. Here again our term of Latin derivation +gives no more than the faintest impression of the beauty beyond beauty +in that which the sacred writer used. <i>Soteria</i>—a Safe Return! That is +all. Nothing complicated; nothing high-strung; nothing casuistical. Only +a—Safe Return! Yet all human experience can be read into the little +phrase, with all human liberty to wander—and come back. True, one son +may never leave the Father's home, so that all that it contains is his; +but there is no restraint on the other son from getting his knowledge as +he will, even to the extent of becoming a prodigal. The essential is in +the Safe Return, the <i>Soteria</i>, when the harlots and the husks have been +tried and found wanting.</p> + +<p>I do not exaggerate when I say that the simplicity of these conceptions +was so refreshing as almost to give me a new life. One could say to God, +with the psalmist, "Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me +from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of +deliverance"—and mean it. One could conceive of it as possible to turn +toward Him—and reach, the objective. The way was open; the access was +free; the progress as rapid as thought could make it. One could think of +oneself as <i>knowing God</i>, and be aware of no forcing of the note.</p> + +<p>"We can know God easily so long as we do not feel it necessary to define +Him." Once having grasped this truth I began to see how natural knowing +God became. The difficulty of the forced, of the artificial, of the mere +assent to what other people say, of which the Caucasian to his credit is +always impatient, seemed by degrees to melt away from me. No longer +defining God I no longer tried to know Him in senses obviously +impossible. I ceased trying to <i>imagine</i> Him. Seeing Him as infinite, +eternal, changeless, formless because transcending form, and +indescribable because transcending words and thoughts, I could give +myself up to finding Him in the ways in which He would naturally be +revealed to me.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>These, of course, were in His qualities and His works.</p> + +<p>Let me speak of the latter first.</p> + +<p>I think light was the medium through which I at once felt myself to be +seeing God. By this I mean nothing pantheistic—not that the light was +God—but God's first and most evident great sign. Then there was the +restful darkness. There were the moon and the stars, "the hosts of +heaven," as the Hebrews aptly called them, becoming more and more +amazing as an expression of God the more we learn how to read them. Then +there were the elements, the purifying wind, the fruitful rain, the +exhilaration of snow-storms, the action and reaction from heat and cold. +Then there was beauty: first, the beauty of the earth, of mountains, of +seas, and all waters, of meadows, grainfields, orchards, gardens, and +all growing things; then, the beauty of sound, from the soughing of the +wind in the pines to the song of the hermit-thrush. There was the beauty +wrought by man, music, painting, literature, and all art. There were the +myriad forms of life. There were kindness and friendship and family +affection and fun—but the time would fail me! God being the summing up +of all good things, since all good things proceed from Him, must be seen +by me in all good things it I am to see Him at all.</p> + +<p>I had heard from childhood of a world in which God was seen, and of +another world, this world, in which He was not seen. I came to the +conclusion that there was no such fantastic, unnatural division in what +we call creation—that there was only one world—the world in which God +is seen. "The soul cannot move, wake, or open the eyes without +perceiving God." It is a question of physical vision, with spiritual +comprehension.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>Seeing God breaking through all that I had previously thought of as +barriers, it was easy to begin to think of Him as Universal. I say begin +to think, because God's Infinitude had been only a word to me hitherto, +not a quality realised and felt. I do not presume to say that to any +adequate degree I feel and realise it now; but the habit of looking on +every good thing as a sign of His activity cannot but bring Him close +to me.</p> + +<p>That is my chief point with regard to the Infinite—that it must be +<i>here</i>. As I used to think of infinity I saw it stretching to boundless +reaches away from me; but only from the point of view of present Good +being present God did the value of the Infinite come to lie in its +nearness rather than in its power of filling unimaginable space. On my +part it was inverse mental action, seeking God where I was capable of +finding Him, and not in regions I could never range.</p> + +<p>But having grasped the fact that the Universal, wherever else it was, +must be with me the purely abstract became a living influence. I felt +this the more when to the concept of Infinitude I added that of +Intelligence. I use the much-worked word intelligence because there is +no other; but when one thinks for a second of what must be the +understanding of an Infinite Mind, intelligence as a descriptive term +becomes absurdly inadequate.</p> + +<p>This was the next fact which, if I may so express myself, I made my +own—that not only the Universal is ever with me, but that it is ever +with me with ever-active concern. There was a time when it was hard for +me to believe that a Mind busied with the immensities of the universe +could come down to such trivial affairs as mine. Important as I might be +to myself I could hardly be otherwise than lost amid the billions of +forms of life which had come into existence through the ages. To the +Three in One, on the Great White Throne, in the far-away Heaven, I must +be a negligible thing, except when I forced myself on the divine +attention. Even then it was hardly conceivable that, with whole solar +systems to regulate, I could claim more than a passing glance from the +all-seeing eye.</p> + +<p>But to an Infinite Mind bathing me round and round I must be as much the +object of regard as any solar system. To such a Mind nothing is small, +no one thing farther from its scope than another. God could have no +<i>difficulty</i> in attending to me, seeing that from the nature of His +mental activity, to put it in that way, He could not lose sight of me +nor let me go. When an object is immersed in water it gives no extra +trouble to the water to close round it. It can't help doing it. The +object may be as small as a grain of dust or as big as a warship; to the +water it is all the same. Immersed in the Infinite Mind, closed round by +it, it was giving God no extra trouble to think of me, of my work, my +desires, the objects with which I was living, since by the nature of His +Being He could do nothing else.</p> + +<p>Having established it with myself that Universal Presence was also +Universal Thought I had made another step toward the elimination of +fear. I took still another when I added the truth of Universal Love.</p> + +<p>I need hardly say that this progression was not of necessity in a +strictly consecutive order, nor did it come by a process of reasoning +out from point to point. I was simply the man in the street dealing with +great ideas of which he had heard ever since he had been able to hear +anything, but trying at last to see what they meant to him. My position +might have been described in the words used by William James in one of +his <i>Letters</i> to indicate his own. "The Divine, for my <i>active</i> life, is +limited to abstract concepts, which, as ideals, interest and determine +me, but do so but faintly, in comparison with what a feeling of God +might effect, if I had one. It is largely a question of intensity, but +differences of intensity may make the whole centre of one's energy +shift." I did have a "feeling of God" however vague; but I had more of +the feeling of a Church. I could dimly discern the Way, without going +on to the Truth and the Life which give the Way its value. It will be +evident then that if my "discoveries" along these lines were discoveries +in the obvious, it was in that obvious to which we mortals so often +remain blind.</p> + +<p>During many years the expression, the love of God, was to me like a +winter sunshine, bright without yielding warmth. I liked the words; I +knew they expressed a truth; but between me and the truth there was the +same kind of distance which I felt to lie between myself and God. "It is +largely a question of intensity," to repeat what has just been quoted +from William James, "but differences of intensity may make the whole +centre of one's energy shift." My conception of the love of God lacked +just that quality—intensity.</p> + +<p>It came, to some degree, with the realisation that the Universal Thought +must be with <i>me</i>. A non-loving Universal Thought was too monstrous a +concept to entertain. The God who "broke through" my many +misunderstandings with so much good and beauty could have only one +predominating motive. The coming of my spiritual being to this planet +might be a mystery wrapped in darkness, and yet I could not but believe +that the Universal Father was behind that coming and that I was His son. +I could rest my case there. The love of God, after having long been like +a doctrinal tenet for which one had to strive, became reasonable, +natural, something to be understood. Finding that love in so many places +in which I had seen mere physical phenomena, and in so many lovely +things I had never placed to its credit, I began to feel that life could +be infused and transformed by it, in proportion as my own perception +grew. So, little by little, the centre of energy shifted, as one came to +understand what the Sons of Korah meant when they sang, "God is our +refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore <i>will we +not fear</i> though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be +carried into, the midst of the sea."<a href="#fn5"><sup>5</sup></a> With Universal Thought +concentrated in love upon oneself fear must be forced backward.</p> + +<p>And especially when you add to that the concept of Almighty Power. This +fourth and last of the great attributes is the one with which I, as an +individual, have found it most difficult to clothe the Infinite. I mean +that it is the one for which it is hardest for me to develop what +William James calls "a feeling," an inner realisation. I lay no stress +upon this. It is a question of growth. The Presence, the Thought, the +Love have become to me what I may be permitted to call tremulously +vivid. In proportion as they are vivid I get the "feeling" of +Almightiness exercised on my behalf; in proportion as they are tremulous +the Almightiness may remain in my consciousness, but it seems exercised +on my behalf but slightly.</p> + +<p>In other words, the Infinitude of Thought and Love are, to some extent, +apprehended by my inner self, while the Infinitude of Power is as yet to +me rather an intellectual abstraction. What my inner self may be I am +not prepared to say, but I know that it is there, as everyone else +knows that it is in him. "Strengthened with might by the Spirit in the +inner man,"<a href="#fn6"><sup>6</sup></a> is what St. Paul says, and I suppose most of us recognise +the fact that our inner self is stronger or weaker in proportion as it +is more nourished or less nourished by our sense of the Being of God. It +is largely a question of intensity. If I interpret William James aright +he means by "a feeling" an intellectual concept after it has passed +beyond the preliminary keeping of the brain, and become the possession +of that inner man which is the vital self. To this vital self the sense +of Almighty Power really used for me is still, to a great degree, +outside my range.</p> + +<p>I make the confession not because it is of interest, but because it +illustrates a main deduction which I should now like to draw. It is to +the effect that God is with us <i>to be utilised</i>. His Power, His Love, +His Thought, His Presence, must be at our disposal, like other great +forces, such as sunshine and wind and rain. We can use them or not, as +we please. That we could use them to their full potentiality is, of +course, not to be thought of; but we can use them in proportion to our +ability. If I, the individual, still lack many things; if I am still a +prey to lingering fears; it is probably because I have not yet rooted +out a stubborn disbelief in His Power. If I succeed in this I shall +doubtless be able to seize more of His bounty. It is not a question of +His giving, but of my capacity to take.</p> + +<p>The contrary, I venture to think, is the point of view of most of us. We +consider God somewhat as we do a wealthy man whom we know to be a miser, +forming the shrewd surmise that we shall not get much out of him. The +God who fails to protect us from fear fails, I believe, because we see +Him first of all as a niggard God. He is a niggard not merely with +regard to money but all the good things for which He has given us a +desire, with no intention of allowing that desire to be gratified. Once +more, He is the hard Caucasian business man, whom His subordinates serve +because they don't see what else to do, but whom they rarely love.</p> + +<p>We shall not, in my judgment, overcome fear till we see Him as He surely +must be, generous beyond all our conceptions of generosity. Years, +experience, many trials, and some knowledge of the world, have convinced +me that we have no lawful or harmless cravings for which, <i>as far as God +is concerned</i>, there is not abundant satisfaction. I am convinced that +absolute confidence in God's overflowing liberality of every sort is +essential to the conquest of fear. If we don't profit by that liberality +the fault is not His but our own. I am tempted to think that the belief +of so many generations of nominal Christians in a God whose power was +chiefly shown in repressions, denials, and capricious disappointments is +responsible, in so small measure, for our present world-distress.</p> + +<p>In my own case it was a matter of re-education. To find God for myself I +had to be willing to let some of my old cherished ideas go. They may +have been true of God as He reveals Himself to others; they are not true +of Him as He makes Himself known to me. The Way that leads <i>me</i> to the +Truth and the Life is undoubtedly the Way I must follow.</p> + +<p>Doing that I have found so much, mentally, emotionally, materially, +which I never had before, that I cannot but look for more as my +absorbing power increases. The process is akin to that of the +unshrivelling of the inner man, as a bud will unfold when the sunshine +becomes strong enough. The transformation must be in thought. There must +be first the <i>Metanoia</i>, the change of mind, the new set of concepts; +and then the <i>Soteria</i>, the Safe Return, to the high, sane ideal of a +co-operative Universe, with a loving, lavish Universal Heart behind it.</p> + +<p>"To the chief Musician for the Sons of Korah:</p> + +<p>"'God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. +Therefore will we not fear though the earth be removed, and though the +mountains be carried into the midst of the sea.... Come, behold the +works of the Lord.... He maketh wars to cease unto the end of the +earth; he breaketh the bow, he cutteth the spear in sunder, he burneth +the chariot in the fire.... <i>Be still then, and know that I am +God,'"</i><a href="#fn7"><sup>7</sup></a></p> + + + +<a name="3"></a> +<h2>Chapter III</h2> + +<h3>God And His Self-Expression</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>It will be clear from what I have said already that I see no fundamental +conquest of fear that is not based in God. There may be knacks by which +fear can be nipped and expedients by which it may be outwitted, but its +extermination can be brought about, it seems to me, only in one way. +According to our capacity and our individual needs we must know God; and +knowing God is not as difficult as the Caucasian mind is apt to think. +It stands to reason that if knowing God, in the senses in which it is +possible to know Him, is so essential to mankind it could not be +difficult. The making it difficult is part of the dust the Caucasian +throws in his own eyes.</p> + +<p>We know God through His Self-Expression, and His Self-Expression is +round about us in every form. Except through His Self-Expression there +is no way of our knowing Him. No speculation or theory will teach us to +know Him. It must be His own revelation of Himself, or nothing.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>Such little knowledge of Him as has come to me came much more freely +when I began to look for that revelation not alone in solemn mysteries, +or through the mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient scriptures, +but in the sights and sounds and happenings of every day. Here I must +ask not to be misunderstood. The solemn mysteries have their place, but +it is one of climax. The mediumship of prophets, apostles, and ancient +scriptures is of unreckonable value, after I have done something for +myself. By this I do not mean that all cannot work together +simultaneously, but rather that it is useless for the soul to strike +only at the more advanced, having ignored the elementary.</p> + +<p>As I write I look out on a street full of the touches of spring. The +rain-washed grass is of bright new green. The elms are in tenderest +leaf, the hawthorn bursting into flower. Here and there a yellow clump +of forsythia is like a spot of sunshine. Tulips are opening their +variegated cups, and daffodils line the walls. Dogs are capering about, +a collie, a setter, a Boston terrier. Birds are carrying straws or bits +of string to weave into their nests—or singing—or flying—or perching +on boughs. Children are playing—boys on bicycles eagerly racing +nowhere—little girls with arms round each others' waists, prattling +after their kind. Overhead is a sky of that peculiar blue for which the +Chinese have a word which means "the blue of the sky after rain," a hue +which only these masters in colour have, to my knowledge, +specially observed.</p> + +<p>How can I help seeing so much beauty and sweetness as the manifestation +of God? How could He show Himself to me more smilingly? How can I talk +of not seeing God when I see <i>this</i>? True, it may be no more than the +tip of the fringe of the hem of the robe in which His Being is arrayed; +but at least it must be that. True, also, that beautiful as these things +appear to physical eyes they must be still more beautiful to spiritual +eyes—the eyes of those who have passed on, for instance—to say nothing +of the delight which God must have in them Himself. But even with my +imperfect mortal vision they are rapturously good, a veritable glimpse +of the Divine.</p> + +<p>This is what I mean by the elementary—the common, primary thing, the +thing I look at every day and hardly ever accredit to its source. I am +not speaking pantheistically here, any more than when I spoke of light. +These things are not God, or part of God. They are expressions of God. +If I speak of seeing God in them I mean that in them, as well as in many +other simple things, we see Him as nearly as is possible to such +comprehension as ours. "No human eye," writes St. John, "has ever seen +God: the only Son, who is in the Father's bosom—He has made Him +known."<a href="#fn8"><sup>8</sup></a> He made Him known in His own Person; but He appealed also to +the everyday sights and sounds, the lily of the field, the blowing wind, +the sparrow falling, the children at their mothers' knees, for the +evidence to declare Him. As expressions of Him they may be +misinterpreted by the error in my physical senses, or distorted by my +limitations of spiritual perception; but even then they bring Him near +to me in the kind of radiance which I can catch.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>In order to banish fear I think it necessary to train the thought to +seeing God as expressing Himself in all the good and pleasant and +enjoyable things that come to us. This means forming a habit. It means +saying to oneself daily, hourly, "This is God," "That is God," of +incidents, persons, and things we have rarely thought of in that +relation. To do this is not as easy as it would be if our race-mind +worked that way; but unfortunately it does not. In general we take our +good things for granted, complaining that they are not better. The +things we lack are more vivid to us, as a rule, than those we have +acquired. Having hung, as it were, a cloud about ourselves we disregard +the uncountable ways in which God persists in shining through, in spite +of our efforts to shut Him out.</p> + +<p>To try to enumerate the uncountable would be folly. You cannot reckon +the good which comes to every one of us through such channels as family, +home, friendship, income, business, amusements, studies, holidays, +journeys, sports, books, pictures, music, and the other hardly noticed +pleasures of any single day. We are used to them. To ascribe them +specially to God would seem to us far-fetched. That is, theoretically we +may ascribe them to God, but practically we dissociate Him from them. +Few of us, I think, ever pause to remember that through them He is +making Himself known to us before doing it in any other way.</p> + +<p>And yet, it seems to me, this is the beginning of our recognition of the +Divine. I have little hesitation in saying that this is what parents +should teach children before they teach them to lisp prayers. The +prayers have hardly any meaning to the baby-mind, and not much more than +a sentimental influence on the later life, if they have as much as that. +But any child, from the very budding of the intelligence, could grasp +the idea of a great, loving Super-Father, who was making Himself visible +through gifts and care. If he prayed to Him later he would know to whom +he was praying. As it is, the later prayers are neglected, or definitely +given up, oftener than not, because this is precisely what the child +does <i>not</i> know. He does not know it because he was never taught it; and +he was never taught it because his parents have probably not been aware +of it themselves.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>I myself was never taught it. Notwithstanding all for which I am truly +grateful, I regret most deeply that so many years of my life went by +before I was led to the fact. I am willing to believe that the lack of +understanding was my own fault, but a lack of understanding there was. I +got the impression that God, so far from making Himself known to me, was +hiding away from me, and that I must have faith to believe in One of +whom I had no more than hearsay evidence. If I could do this violence to +such measure of reason as I possessed I could count on a reward in some +other world than this, though on little or nothing here.</p> + +<p>Faith I saw as of the nature of a <i>tour de force</i>. You took it as you +took a leap. It was spiritually acrobatic. You didn't understand but you +<i>believed</i>. The less you understood the more credit your belief became +to you. The more hidden and difficult and mysterious and unintelligible +God made Himself the greater your merit in having faith in spite of +everything. I am far from saying that this is the common understanding +of Christians, or from holding others responsible for my misconceptions. +I speak of these misconceptions only because they were mine, and it was +I who had to work away from them.</p> + +<p>For this reason, too, I speak of my reaching the idea of a God who had +been visibly smiling at me all my life while I had never seen Him, as a +"discovery." To me it <i>was</i> a discovery; and it came at a moment when I +sorely needed something of the kind.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>It was perhaps three or four years after the turning-point at +Versailles. The intervening time had been one of what I may call +spiritual ups and downs. It had not all been straight progress by any +means. I had got hold of what for me was a great idea, round which other +great ideas grouped themselves; but I grasped them waveringly or +intermittently. Nevertheless, during seasons in Boston, Nice, Cannes, +Munich, London, and Berlin, life on the whole went hopefully. The malady +I have already mentioned tended to grow better rather than worse; the +advancing blindness became definitely arrested. I worked easily, +happily, successfully. Returning to the New England city which had +become my adopted home, I bought a house and settled down to American +life once more.</p> + +<p>I mention these facts only because they help me to make myself clearer. +For all at once my affairs, like the chariots of Pharaoh in crossing the +Red Sea, began to drive heavily. Trust in an all-conquering +life-principle which had meant much to me for a time no longer seemed +effective. Difficulties massed themselves. Business misunderstandings +sprang up. Friendships on which I had counted suddenly grew cold. Worse +than all, the working impulse gave out. There were two whole years in +which I slaved at producing little more than what had to be thrown away. +My active life had apparently come to another deadening full stop.</p> + +<p>I reached the decision that there was but one thing to do—give up the +pretence at working, sell the house to which I had grown attached, and +resume once more the life of aimless, but at that time inexpensive, +European wandering. There came a day when I actually offered my +house for sale.</p> + +<p>And yet that day proved to be another turning-point. On the very morning +when I had put my house in the market the chain of small events which we +commonly call accidents brought me into touch with a man I had never +seen before. During a first meeting, as well as in several that +followed, he made certain matters clear to me which changed my course +not only then but ever since. These explanations came under three +distinct headings, to each of which I should like to give a +little space.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>Of these the one I put first is probably familiar to most of my readers, +but to me, I confess, it was new.</p> + +<p>God among His other functions must be a tireless activity working +towards an end. Everything He calls into being works toward that end, I +myself with the rest. I am not a purposeless bit of jetsam flung out on +the ocean of time to be tossed about helplessly. God couldn't so will an +existence. It would not be in keeping with His economy to have any +entity wasted. As Our Lord puts it, the sparrow cannot fall without Him; +without Him the lilies are not decked; the knowledge possessed by His +infinite intelligence is so minute that the very hairs of the head are +numbered. My life, my work, myself—all are as much a necessary part of +His design as the thread the weaver weaves into the pattern in a carpet.</p> + +<p>In other words, I am not a free agent. I am His agent. Not only am I +responsible to him, but He is responsible for me. His responsibility for +me will be seen as soon as I give up being responsible for myself.</p> + +<p>It was upon this last point that I seized with most avidity. I was tired +of trying to steer a course for myself, with no compass to go by. I was +tired of incessantly travelling along roads which seemed to lead to +nothing but blind-ends. To change the figure to one I used not +infrequently at that time, my life seemed pitchforked, first in one way +and then in another, no way bringing me anywhere. It had no even tenor. +It was a series of seismic pulls and jerks.</p> + +<p>But in the light of what my new friend told me I saw I had been too +busily engaged in directing my life for myself. I was like a child who +hopes to make a smoothly working machine go still more smoothly by +prodding it. I couldn't leave it alone. It had not occurred to me that +the course of that life was God's own business, and that if I could +follow the psalmist's advice and "commit my way unto him he would bring +it to pass." It had seemed to me that nothing would be brought to pass +unless I worried and fretted over it myself, whereas the same wise old +psalmist says, in words which our generation would do well to lay to +heart, <i>"fret not thyself</i> else shall thou be moved to do evil."</p> + +<p>"Trust in the Lord and do good," he goes on; "so shalt thou dwell in +the land, and verily thou shalt be fed. Delight thyself also in the +Lord, and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart."</p> + +<p>This was nothing new; it was only new to me. To feel that I could give +up being responsible for results and devote myself to my work was in +itself a relief. If I tried to "trust in the Lord and do good"—by which +I suppose is meant doing my duty to the best of my small ability—He +would look after the rest. My position was somewhat that of a trusted +subordinate given a free hand, but having over him a supreme authority +taking charge of all consequences. I was not working on what our modern +idiom neatly summarises as "my own." <i>I was His agent</i>.</p> + +<p>Thus it might be said to be to His interest to see that as His agent I +was sheltered, clothed, fed, and in every way kept in such condition as +to be up to the highest standard of His work. This provision would +naturally include those dependent on me, and without whose well-being I +could not have peace of mind. I need worry about them no more than about +myself. They, too, were His agents. In certain conditions He might +provide for them through me, or in certain conditions He might provide +for me through them; but in all conditions He would provide for all +of us.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>The second point was this: those with whom I had had misunderstandings +were equally His agents. They might not be more aware of the fact than +I; but this in no way disqualified them as His trusted subordinates +given a free hand. Their work with me and mine with them, whatever its +nature, wrought one of the infinite number of blends going to make up +the vast complexity of His design.</p> + +<p>It was, therefore, out of the range of possibility that under Him there +could be opposition or contradiction between one of His agents and +another. It would be inconsistent with His being that one man's +advantage should be brought about at another man's cost. Where that was +apparently the case it was due to both sides taking the authority into +their own hands, and neither sufficiently recognising Him. If His +trusted subordinates in being given a free hand played Him false, they +naturally played each other false, and played false to themselves first +of all. Where one was afraid of another and strove to outwit him there +was treachery against the supreme command.</p> + +<p>Again there was nothing new in this; but to me it was a new point of +view with regard to those with whom and for whom I worked. For the first +time I saw their true relation to me, as mine to them, and something of +the principle of brotherhood. Up to this time brotherhood had been a +charming, sentimental word to me, and not much more. Children of one +Father, yes; but discordant children, with no restraint that I could see +on their natural cut-throat enmities.</p> + +<p>But here was a truth which made all other men my necessary helpmates, +and me the necessary helpmate of all other men. I couldn't do without +them; they couldn't do without me. Hostility between us was as out of +place as between men pulling together on the rope which is to save all +their lives. If peril could bring about unity God could bring it about +even more effectively. God was the great positive, the solvent in which +irritation and unfriendliness must necessarily melt away.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>The third point, involving my obvious first step, was to put suspicion +out of my own mind. I was to see myself as God's Self-Expression working +with others who were also His Self-Expression to the same extent as I. +It was in the fact of our uniting together to produce His +Self-Expression that I was to look for my security. No one could +effectively work against me while I was consciously trying to work with +God. Moreover, it was probable that no one was working against me, or +had any intention of working against me, but that my own point of view +being wrong I had put the harmonious action of my life out of order. +Suspicion always being likely to see what it suspects the chances were +many that I was creating the very thing I suffered from.</p> + +<p>This does not mean that in our effort to reproduce harmonious action we +should shut our eyes to what is evidently wrong, or blandly ignore what +is plainly being done to our disadvantage. Of course not! One uses all +the common-sense methods of getting justice for oneself and protecting +one's own interests. But it does mean that when I can no longer protect +my own interests, when my affairs depend upon others far more than on +myself—a condition in which we all occasionally find ourselves—I am +not to <i>fret myself</i>, not to churn my spirit into nameless fears. I am +not a free agent. Those with whom I am associated are not free agents. +God is the one supreme command. He expresses Himself through me; He +expresses Himself through them; we all. I as well as they, they as well +as I, are partakers of His Sonship; and the Son—His Expression—is +always "in the Father's bosom,"<a href="#fn9"><sup>9</sup></a> in His love and care.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>Having grasped this idea the new orientation was not difficult. There +was in it too much solace to allow of its being difficult. If I state +the results it is once more not because I consider them important to +anyone but myself, but only because they became the starting-point of a +new advance in the conquest of fear.</p> + +<p>Within forty-eight hours, with no action on my part except the +<i>Metanoia</i>, the change in my point of view, all misunderstandings had +been cleared away. The other side had taken the entire initiative, I +making no advance whatever toward them. A telegram expressing their +hearty good will was followed by an interview, after which I was at work +again. I have not only worked easily ever since but with such fecundity +that one plan is always formed before I have its predecessor off my +hands. This says nothing of the quality of my work, which, humble as it +may be, is simply the best I know how to do. I refer only to its +abundance. I have found that in "working together with God," I am less +involved in conflicts of wills than I was before, and that the words of +Amos are literally fulfilled to me, "that the plowman shall overtake the +reaper, and the treader of grapes him that soweth seed." I say it +without knocking on wood, and with no fear lest my "good luck" will be +withdrawn, that from that time to this I have had plenty of work which I +have accomplished happily, and have never lacked a market for my +modest wares.</p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>From all of which I have drawn one main inference—the imperative +urgency of Trust.</p> + +<p>I had hitherto thought of trust as a gritting of the teeth and a +stiffening of the nerves to believe and endure, no matter what +compulsion one put upon oneself. Gradually, in the light of the +experience sketched above, I came to see it as simply the knowledge that +the supreme command rules everything to everyone's advantage. The more +we can rest mentally, keep ourselves at peace, <i>be still and know that +it is God</i>,<a href="#fn10"><sup>10</sup></a> the single and sole Director, the more our interests will +be safe. This, I take it, is the kind of trust for which the great +pioneers of truth plead so persistently in both the Old and New +Testaments.</p> + +<p>Trust, then, is not a force we wrest from ourselves against reason, +against the grain. To be trust at all it must be loving and spontaneous. +It cannot be loving and spontaneous unless there is a natural impulse +behind it. And there can be no natural impulse behind it unless we have +something in our own experience which corroborates the mere hearsay +testimony that there is a Power worth trusting to. Job's "Though He slay +me yet will I trust in Him," could only have been wrung from a heart +which had proved the Divine Good Will a thousand times and knew what it +was doing. Some experience of our own we <i>must</i> have. It is an absolute +necessity. Desperate hope in another man's God may do something for us, +but it cannot do much. A small thing which I have proved for myself is a +better foundation for trust than a Bible learnt parrot-like by rote and +not put to the practical test. Once I have found out for myself that to +rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him is the surest way to +security and peace I have the more willing confidence in doing it.</p> + + + +<a name="4"></a> +<h2>Chapter IV</h2> + +<h3>God'S Self-Expression And The Mind Of To-Day</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>To the mind of to-day trust would be easier were it not for the terror +lest God's plans involve us in fearful things from which we shrink. We +have heard so much of the trials He sends; of the gifts of Tantalus He +keeps forever in our sight but just beyond our reach; of the blessings +He actually bestows upon us only to snatch them away when we have come +to love them most—we have heard so much of this that we are often +afraid of His will as the greatest among the evils of which we stand +in dread.</p> + +<p>In many cases this is the root of our fear. We cannot trust without +misgiving to the love of God. What is there then that we can trust to? +We can't trust to ourselves; still less can we trust to our fellow-men. +Those whom we love and in whom we have confidence being as weak as +ourselves, if not weaker than we, establish our spirits not at all. If, +therefore, we mentally poison the well of Universal Good-intent at its +very source what have we to depend on?</p> + +<p>I have already referred to the God of repressions and denials, and now +must speak a little more freely of this travesty on "the Father," as +expressed to us in Jesus Christ. Of all the obstacles to the rooting out +of fear the lingering belief in such a distortion of Divine Love is to +my mind the most deeply based.</p> + +<p>I often think it a proof of the vital truth in the message of Jesus +Christ that it persists in holding the heart in spite of the ugly thing +which, from so many points of view, the Caucasian has managed to make of +it. Nowhere is the cruelty of Caucasian misinterpretation more evident +than in the meanings given to the glorious phrase, "the Will of God." I +do not exaggerate when I say that in most Caucasian minds the Will of +God is a bitter, ruthless force, to which we can only drug ourselves +into submission. It is always ready to thwart us, to stab us in the +back, or to strike us where our affections are tenderest. We hold our +blessings only on the tenure of its caprice. Our pleasures are but the +stolen moments we can snatch from its inattention.</p> + +<p>As an example I quote some stanzas from a hymn frequently sung where +English-speaking people worship, and more or less expressive of the +whole Caucasian attitude toward "God's Will."</p> + +<blockquote> +<p>My God, my Father, while I stray<br /> +Far from my home on life's rough way,<br /> +Oh, teach me from my heart to say,<br /> + Thy Will be done.</p> + +<p>Though dark my path and sad my lot,<br /> +Let me be still, and murmur not,<br /> +Or breathe the prayer divinely taught,<br /> + Thy Will be done.</p> + +<p>What though in lonely grief I sigh<br /> +For friends beloved no longer nigh,<br /> +Submissive still would I reply,<br /> + Thy Will be done.</p> + +<p>If thou shouldst call me to resign<br /> +What most I prize, it ne'er was mine;<br /> +I only yield thee what is thine;<br /> + Thy Will be done.</p> +</blockquote> + +<p>These lines, typical of a whole class of sentimental hymnology, are +important only in as far as they are widely known and express a more or +less standardised point of view. The implication they contain is that +all deprivation is brought upon us by the Will of God, and that our +wisest course is to beat ourselves down before that which we cannot +modify. Beneath the car of this Juggernaut we must flout our judgments +and crush our affections. As He knows so well where to hit us we must +stifle our moans when He does so. As He knows so well what will ring our +hearts we must be content to let Him give so that He can the more +poignantly take away. The highest exercise of our own free will is to +"be still and murmur not"—to admit that we need the chastisement—to +crouch beneath the blows which we tell ourselves are delivered in love, +even though it is hard to see where the love comes in.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>I know nothing more tragic than those efforts on the part of +heart-broken people, coming within the experience of all of us, to make +themselves feel that this terrible "Will of God" must be right, no +matter how much it seems wrong.</p> + +<p>A young man with a wife and family to support is struck down by a +lingering illness which makes him a burden. All his Job's comforters +tell him that God has brought the affliction upon him, and that to bow +to the "Inscrutable Will" must be his first act of piety.</p> + +<p>A young mother is rejoicing in her baby when its little life is suddenly +snuffed out. She must school herself to say, quite irrespective of the +spirit of renunciation which inspires the words, "The Lord gave and the +Lord hath taken away; blessed be the Name of the Lord."</p> + +<p>A woman is left a widow to earn a living for herself, and bring up her +children fatherless. She must assume that the Lord had some good purpose +in leaving her thus bereft and must drill herself into waiting on a +Will so impossible to comprehend.</p> + +<p>Storms sink ships, drowning passengers and crew; lightning sets fire to +houses and strikes human beings dead; earthquakes swallow up whole +districts destroying industry and human life; tidal waves sweep inland +carrying away towns; and our legal phraseology can think of no better +explanation of such calamity than to ascribe it to "the act of God."</p> + +<p>It is needless to multiply these instances. Our own knowledge supplies +them by the score. Our personal lives are full of them. God's Will, +God's Love, God's Mercy, become strangely ironic forces, grim beyond any +open enmity. They remind us of the "love," the "pity," the "mercy," in +which the orthodox sent the heretic to the hangman or the stake, +destroying the body to save the soul.</p> + +<p>It is a far cry from this appalling vision of "the Father" to the +psalmist's "Delight thou in the Lord and he shall give thee the desires +of thine heart." How could anyone delight in the Caucasian God, as the +majority of Caucasians conceive of Him? As a matter of fact, how many +Caucasians themselves, however devout, however orthodox, attempt to +delight, or pretend to delight, in the God to whom on occasions they bow +down? Delight is a strong word, and a lovely one; but used of the +Caucasian and his Deity it is not without its elements of humour.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>Naturally enough! It is impossible for any human being to delight in a +God whose first impulse in "doing us good" is so often to ravage our +prosperity and affections. So long as we believe in Him fear will rule +our lives. It is because the Caucasian believes in Him that he lives in +fear and dies in fear. To attempt to eliminate fear and retain this +concept of God is vain.</p> + +<p>Understanding this the average Caucasian has made little or no effort to +eliminate fear. He would rather live and die in fear than change this +concept of God. It is dear to him. He finds it useful. To its shoulders +he can shift the ills of which he is unwilling himself to accept the +responsibility. Where God is a puzzle life is a puzzle; and where life +is a puzzle the Caucasian gets his chance for making the materialistic +ideal the only one that seems practical. In a world which was to any +noticeable degree freed from the spectre of fear most of our existing +systems of government, religion, business, law, and national and +international politics, would have to be remodelled. There would be +little or no use for them. Built on fear and run by fear, fear is as +essential to their existence as coal to our industries. A society that +had escaped from fear would escape from their control.</p> + +<p>In this present spring of 1921 we are having an exhibition of fear on a +scale so colossal that the heart of man is dazed by it. There is not a +government which is not afraid of some other government. There is not a +government which is not afraid of its own people. There is not a people +which is not afraid of its own government. There is not a country in +which one group is not afraid of some other group. All is rivalry, +enmity, suspicion, confusion, and distrust, "while men's hearts are +fainting for fear, and for anxious expectation of what is coming on the +world." All statesmen, all ministers, all ambassadors, all politicians, +all bankers, all business men, all professional men, all journalists, +all farmers, all laborers, all workers in the arts, all men and women of +all kinds—with the exception of one here and there who has reached the +understanding of the love which casteth out fear—live and work in fear, +and in mistrust of their colleagues. From the supreme councils of the +Allies down to the crooks and conspirators in dives and joints everyone +is afraid of being double-crossed. There is so much double-crossing +everywhere that we have been obliged to invent this name for the +operation. England is afraid of being double-crossed by Germany, France +by England, Italy by France, the United States by Europe, and Japan by +the United States, while within these general limitations minor +double-crossing interests seethe like bacteria in a drop of poisoned +blood. The nations are infected with fear because they elect to believe +in a God of fear, and the Caucasians more than others because they have +chosen to see a God of fear in Him who was put before them as a God +of Love.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>I see no way out of all this except as one of us after another reaches +the <i>Metanoia</i>, the new point of view as regards God. Other ways have +been sought, and have been found no more than blind alleys. Much +reference is made nowadays to the disillusionment of those who hoped +that the war would lead to social and spiritual renovation; but any such +hope was doomed in advance, so long as the Caucasian concept of God was +unchanged. When you cannot trust God you cannot trust anything; and when +you cannot trust anything you get the condition of the world as it is +to-day. And that you <i>cannot</i> trust a God whose "love" will paralyse the +hand by which you have to earn a living, or snatch your baby from your +breast—to say nothing of a thousand ingenious forms of torture +inflicted just because "He sees that it is best for you," after having +led you to see otherwise—that you cannot trust a God like that must be +more or less self-evident. If you are part of His Self-Expression He +cannot practise futilities through your experience and personality. He +must be kind with a common-sense kindness, loving with a common-sense +love. Whatever explanation of our sufferings and failures there may be +we must not shuffle them off on God. "Let us hold God to be true," St. +Paul writes, "though every man should prove false."<a href="#fn11"><sup>11</sup></a> Let us hold that +God would not hurt us, however much we may wilfully hurt each other or +ourselves.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>I should not lay so much emphasis on this if so much emphasis were not +laid on it in the other direction. God has so persistently, and for so +many generations, been held up to us as a God who tries and torments and +punishes that we can hardly see Him as anything else. Torture comes, in +the minds of many of us, to be not only His main function but His only +function. "I am all right," is the unspoken thought in many a heart, "so +long as I am not overtaken by the Will of God. When that calamity falls +on me my poor little human happiness will be wrecked like a skiff in a +cyclone." This is not an exaggeration. It is the secret mental attitude +of perhaps ninety percent of those Caucasians who believe in a God of +any kind. Their root-conviction is that if God would only let them alone +they would get along well enough; but as a terrible avenging spirit, +like the Fury or the Nemesis of the ancients, he is always tracking them +down. The aversion from God so noticeable in the mind of to-day is, I +venture to think, chiefly inspired by the instinct to get away from, or +to hide from, the pursuit of this Avenger.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>And in a measure this impulse to flight can be understood. I can +understand that common-sense men should be cold toward the Caucasian +God, and that they should even renounce and denounce him. I will go so +far as to say that I can more easily understand the atheist than I can +many of my own friends who pathetically try to love and adore their +capricious un-Christlike Deity. To my certain knowledge many of them are +doing it against their own natural and better instincts, because they +dare not forsake the tradition in which they have been dyed. "I try to +love God and I can't," has been said to me many a time by conscientious +people who felt that the fault must lie in themselves. There was no +fault in themselves. If their God could have been loved they would have +loved him.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>I come here to a point of no small importance to the conquest of fear, +the courage to release oneself from the tether of tradition. Few people +have it, in the sense of rejecting old theories because of having worked +out to new spiritual knowledge. When it comes to the eternal verities +many of us are cowardly; nearly all of us are timid. The immense +majority of us prefer a God at second or third hand. We will accept what +somebody else has learned, rather than incur the trouble or the +responsibility of learning anything for ourselves. We take our knowledge +of God as we take our doses of medicine, from a prescription which one +man has written down, and another has "put up," and still another +administers. By the time this traditional, handed-on knowledge of God +has reached ourselves it is diluted by all kinds of outside opinions and +personalities. It is not strange that when we have swallowed the dose it +does little to effect a cure. I do not deny that a second or third hand +knowledge of God may do something. I only deny that it can do much. To +support my denial I need only point to what the world has become in a +second and third hand Christendom. The illustration is enough.</p> + +<p>It should be plain, I think, that no one will ever be released from fear +by clinging to the teachings which have inspired fear. We are fearless +in proportion as we grow independent enough to know for ourselves. I +cannot but stress this point to some extent, for the reason that I +myself suffered so long from inability to let the traditional go. It +seemed to me to have a sanctity just because it was traditional. The +fact that other people had accepted certain ideas had weight in making +me feel that I should accept them too. To go off on a line of my own +seemed dangerous. I might make mistakes. I might go far wrong. Safety +was spelled by hanging with the crowd.</p> + +<p>It was the chance remark of an old acquaintance which dislodged me from +this position. In the lobby of a hotel we had met by chance, after not +having seen each other for a good many years. The conversation, having +touched on one theme and another, drifted to subjects akin to that which +I am now discussing. I ventured to disclose some of my own "seeking God, +if perhaps I could grope for Him and find Him."<a href="#fn12"><sup>12</sup></a></p> + +<p>My friend straightened himself and squared his shoulders. "I stand +exactly where I did thirty years ago."</p> + +<p>There was a pride in the statement with regard to which my first feeling +was a pang of envy. A rapid calculation told me that thirty years ago he +had been about twenty; and the superiority of a man who at twenty had +attained to so much spiritual insight that he had not needed to learn +anything more in the interim was evident. I was two or three days +turning this incident over in my mind before the exclamation came to me, +"How terrible!" To have lived through the thirty years of the richest +experience the ordinary man ever knows and still have remained on +precisely the same spot as to spiritual things struck me then as a +woeful confession.</p> + +<p>I beg to say here that I am not talking of external and official +religious connections. I am trying to avoid the subject of external and +official religion altogether. I am speaking not of religion but of God. +To my mind the two have no more than the relation of the words of a song +and the music of its setting. You may use them together or you may +consider them apart. I am considering them apart, and confining myself +wholly to the words of the song. What is known as church-affiliation, +the music of the setting, I am not concerned with. My only topic is the +way in which the meaning of the words gets over to the average inner +man, and the effect upon him mentally.</p> + +<p>I revert, therefore, to the statement that to make the kind of spiritual +progress which will overcome fear it will be often necessary to let go +the thing we have outlived. Often the thing we have outlived will be +something dear to us, because there was once a time when it served our +turn. But our turn to-day may need something different from the turn of +yesterday, and the refusal to follow new light simply because it is new +leads in the end to mental paralysis. I was once asked to sign a +petition to the mayor of a city praying that, on the ground of its +novelty, electric lighting might be excluded from the street in which I +lived. Exactly this same reluctance often keeps us from making changes +of another sort, even when we feel that the light which hitherto was +enough for us has been outgrown and outclassed.</p> + +<p>The danger of the lone quest leading a man astray can be easily +exaggerated. It is not as if God were difficult to find. "The soul +cannot move, wake, or open the eyes, without perceiving God." "For this +commandment which I command thee this day, it is not hidden from thee, +neither is it far off. It is not in heaven that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go up for us to heaven and bring it down unto us that we may hear +it and do it? Neither is it beyond the sea that thou shouldest say, Who +shall go over the sea for us and bring it unto us that we may hear it +and do it? But the word is very nigh unto thee, in thy mouth and in thy +heart."<a href="#fn13"><sup>13</sup></a> No motion toward the Universal can miss the Universal. I +cannot escape from the Ever-Present; the Ever-Present cannot escape from +me. Intellectually I may make mistakes in deduction, but spiritually I +cannot but find God. The little I learn of God for myself is to me +worth more than all the second and third hand knowledge I can gather +from the saints.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>It is the more necessary to dwell on this for the reason that whatever +<i>Metanoia</i>, or new orientation, is to be brought about must be on the +part of individuals. There is no hope for large numbers acting together, +or for any kind of group-impulse. Group-impulse among Caucasians is +nearly always frightened, conservative, reactionary, or derisive of the +forward step. There is hardly an exception to this in the whole history +of Caucasian ideas.</p> + +<p>Otherwise it would be a pleasant dream to imagine what might now be +happening on the great international stage. Let us suppose that the +leaders of the so-called Christian countries were all convinced of the +three main lines of God's direction I have already tried to sketch. Let +us think of such men as Lloyd George, Clemenceau, Sforza, President +Harding, and the heads of government in Belgium, Russia, Germany, and +all other countries affected by the present war of moves and +counter-moves—let us think of them as agreed on the principles:</p> + +<p>1. That each knows himself and his country as an agent in the hand of +God, directed surely toward a good end;</p> + +<p>2. That each knows each of his colleagues and his country as equally an +agent in the hand of God, directed surely toward a similar good end;</p> + +<p>3. That each knows that between God's agents there can be neither +conflicting interests nor clash of wills, and that suspicion and +counter-suspicion must be out of place, since under God's direction no +double-crossing is possible.</p> + +<p>The picture is almost comic in its incongruity with what actually is. +The mere thought of these protagonists of the century working in harmony +to one great purpose, without distrust of each other's motives, and with +no necessity for anyone's dodging political foul play, summons the smile +of irony. Mutual trust was never so much a suggestion to laugh down. +The mere hint that it might be possible would make one a target for the +wit of the experienced.</p> + +<p>In what we call the practical world of to-day there is no appeal from +the God of Fear but <i>to</i> the God of Fear. The great mass of Caucasians +will not have it otherwise. And it requires no prophetic vision to +foresee the results of the efforts to bring about international harmony +while all are obeying the decrees of the Goddess of Discord. Nearly +three years after the signing of the armistice the world is in a more +hopeless situation than it was when at war. Up to the present each new +move only makes matters worse. There are those who believe that our +phase of civilisation is staggering into the abyss and that nothing, as +far as can now be descried, will save it from the deluge.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>Possibly! Fear tends always to produce the thing it is afraid of. I +mention this dark outlook only for the reason that even if the +cataclysm were to come the individual can escape from it.</p> + +<p>Cataclysms are not new in the history of our race. The rise and fall of +civilisations may be called mankind's lessons in "how not to do it." Of +these lessons there are no such records as those which we find in the +Old Testament; and in these records it is unfailingly pointed out that +whatever the calamity which overtakes the world at large the individual +has, if he chooses, a way of safety. The innocent are not overwhelmed +with the guilty, except when the innocent deliberately shut their eyes +to the opening toward the <i>Soteria</i>—the Safe Return. But that, +unhappily, the innocent do so shut their eyes is one of the commonest +facts in life.</p> + +<p>Back in that twilight of history of which the later tale could be told +only by some symbol, some legendary hieroglyph, there was already an +"Ark" by which the faithful few could be saved from the "Flood." The +symbol became permanent. The Ark of the Covenant—the sign of a great +spiritual understanding—remained as a token to man that in God he had +a sure refuge. It was laid up in his Holy of Holies, a mystic, +consecrated pledge, till the ruthless Caucasian came and rifled it.</p> + +<p>But no rifling could deprive mankind of its significance. That endures. +To bring it home to the desolate and oppressed was a large part of the +mission of psalmists and prophets. The Ark of the Covenant—of the Great +Understanding—meant as much to those who sought God in the ancient +world as the Cross does to Christendom. It meant that whatever the +collapse, national or general, through siege or sack or famine, those +who would escape could escape by the simple process of mentally taking +refuge in God. The Ark of God would bear them safely when all material +help failed.</p> + +<p>Among the themes which run through the Old Testament this is of +paramount importance. It is impossible to do more than refer to the many +times the spiritually minded were implored to seek this protection. It +was needful to implore them since they found the assurance so difficult +to believe. No matter how often it was proved to them they still +doubted it. Saved by this method once they would reject it when it came +to danger the second time. Saved the second time they rejected it the +third. "Thou shalt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on +thee, because he trusteth in thee," is the declaration of Jeremiah, who +perhaps more than any other was a prophet of disaster. Similar +statements are scattered through the Old Testament by the score, by the +hundred. It was a point on which leaders, seers, and teachers insisted +with a passionate insistence. They knew. They had tested the truth for +themselves. Disaster was a common feature in their history. During the +three thousand years and more which their experiences cover these +Israelites had seen more than one invasion sweep across their land, more +than one civilisation come and go. All that Belgium knew in the Great +War they knew time and time again. Between Egypt and Assyria, the France +and Germany of that special epoch, theirs was a kind of buffer state +over which every new anguish rolled. "Let it roll," was the cry of +their prophets. "The Lord will fight for you. Stand still and see what +he will do. His arm is not shortened neither his strength diminished. It +is of the Lord to save whether by many or by few. Trust in the Lord and +be doing good, so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be +fed. Oh, how great is thy goodness which thou hast wrought for them that +trust in thee before the sons of men. I said in my haste, I am cut off! +Nevertheless thou heardest the voice of my supplication when I cried +unto thee. Be of good courage and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye +that hope in the Lord."<a href="#fn14"><sup>14</sup></a></p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>In many ways this is the burden of the more ancient Scriptures—the +protection which surrounds those who know that protection is God. It was +a gospel that had to be preached with tears and beseechings from one +generation to another. No generation accepted it. The belief in +material power was always too dense. It is still too dense. In the Ark +of the Great Understanding the Caucasian has practically never seen more +than a symbol that has gone out of date. Lost materially in the Tiber +mud it was, for him, lost forever. But not so. Its significance remains +as vital to mankind as when, veiled and venerated, it stood between +the cherubim.</p> + +<p>The time may be close at hand when we shall need this assurance as we +need nothing else. However optimistic we try to keep ourselves, no +thinking man or woman can be free, at this crisis in world-history, from +deep foreboding. For the memory to go back ten years is, even for us in +the New World, like returning to a Golden Age; while for the Old World +mere recollection must be poignant.</p> + +<p>The possibility that all countries in both hemispheres may find +themselves in some such agony as that of the Russia of to-day is not too +extravagant to be entertained. This is not saying that they are likely +so to find themselves; it means only that in the world as it is the +safest is not very safe. My point is that whether catastrophe +overwhelms us or not, he who chooses not to fear can be free from fear. +There is a refuge for him, a defence, a safeguard which no material +attack can break down. "He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most +High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the +Lord, He is my refuge—my fortress—my God. In Him will I trust."<a href="#fn15"><sup>15</sup></a> +There is this Ark for me, this Ark of the Great Understanding, and I can +retire into it. I can also have this further assurance: "Because thou +hast made the Lord which is my refuge—even the Most High—thy +habitation, there shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague +come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee to +keep thee in all thy ways."<a href="#fn16"><sup>16</sup></a></p> + + + +<h3>XI</h3> + + +<p>This is the eternal agreement, but an agreement of which we find it +difficult to accept the terms. To the material alone we are in the habit +of ascribing power. Though we repeat a thousand times in the course of +a year, "For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory," we do not +believe it. To few of us is it more than a sonorous phrase.</p> + +<p>I remember the impression of this which one received at the great +thanksgiving for peace in St. Paul's Cathedral in London some twenty +years ago. The Boer War had ended in an English victory, and while the +thanksgiving was not precisely for this, it did express the relief of an +anxious nation that peace was again restored. It was what is generally +known as a most impressive service. All that a great spectacle can offer +to God it offered. King, queen, princes, princesses, ambassadors, +ministers, clergy, admirals, generals, and a vast assembly of citizens +filled the choir and nave with colour and life, while the music was of +that passionless beauty of which the English cathedral choirs guard +the secret.</p> + +<p>But the detail I remember best was the way in which the repetition of +the Lord's Prayer rolled from the lips of the assembly like the sound +of the surging of the sea. It was the emotional effect of a strongly +emotional moment. One felt tense. It was hard to restrain tears. As far +as crowd-sympathy has any spiritual value it was there. The Caucasian +God was taken out of His pigeon-hole and publicly recognised.</p> + +<p>Then He was put back.</p> + +<p>I take this service merely as an instance of what happens in all the +so-called Christian capitals in moments of national stress. Outwardly it +happens less in the United States than it does elsewhere, for the reason +that this country has no one representative spiritual expression; but it +does happen here in diffused and general effect. As a Christian nation +we ascribe in common with other Christian nations the kingdom, the +power, and the glory to God—on occasions. We do it with the pious +gesture and the sonorous phrase. Then we forget it. The habit of +material trust is too strong for us. Kings, queens, presidents, princes, +prime ministers, congresses, parliaments, and all other representatives +of material strength, may repeat for formal use the conventional clause; +but there is always what we flippantly know as a "joker" in the +lip-recitation. "Kingdom, power, and glory," we can hear ourselves +saying in a heart-aside, "lie in money, guns, commerce, and police. God +is not sufficiently a force in the affairs of this world for us to give +Him more than the consideration of an act of courtesy."</p> + +<p>Practically that is all we ever get from group-impulse—an act of +courtesy. I repeat and repeat again that whatever is done toward the +conquest of fear must be done by the individual. <i>I</i> must do what I can +to conquer fear in myself, regardless of the attitude or opinions of men +in general.</p> + +<p>To men in general the appeal to spiritual force to bring to naught +material force is little short of fanatical. It has never been otherwise +as yet; it will probably not be otherwise for long generations to come. +Meanwhile it is much for the individual to know that he can act on his +own initiative, and that when it comes to making God his refuge he can +go into that refuge alone. He needs no nation, or government, or +society, or companions before him or behind him. He needs neither leader +nor guide nor friend. In the fortress of God he is free to enter merely +as himself, and there know that he is safe amid a world in agony.</p> + + + +<h3>XII</h3> + + +<p>This is not theory; it is not doctrine; it is not opinion. It is what +the great pioneers of truth have first deduced from what they understood +to be the essential beneficence of God, and then proved by actual +demonstration. Anyone else can demonstrate it who chooses to make the +experiment. My own weakness is such that I have made the experiment but +partially; but partial experiment convinces me beyond all further +questioning that the witness of the great pioneers is true.</p> + + + +<h3>XIII</h3> + + +<p>Nor is this conviction to be classed as idealism, or ecclesiasticism, or +mysticism, or anything else to which we can put a tag. It is not +sectarian; it is not peculiarly Christian. It is the general possession +of mankind. True, it is easier for the Christian than for any other to +enter on this heritage, since his spiritual descent is more directly +from the pioneers of truth who first discovered God to be His children's +safety; but the Universal is the Universal, the property of all. +Discovery gives no one an exclusive hold on it. Anyone with a +consciousness of Almighty, Ever-Present Intelligence must have some +degree of access to it, though his access may not be to the fullest or +the easiest. It is not possible that the Universal Father should be the +special property of the Christian or of anyone else. The Christian view +of the Father is undoubtedly the truest; but every view is true in +proportion to its grasp of truth. No one will deny that the Buddhist, +the Mahometan, the Confucianist, have their grasp of truth. Even the +primitive idolater has some faint gleam of it, distorted though it may +have become. Very well, then; the faintest gleam of such knowledge will +not go without its recompense.</p> + + + +<h3>XIV</h3> + + +<p>Exclusiveness is too much our Caucasian habit of mind. It is linked with +our instinct for ownership. Because through Jesus Christ we have a +clearer view of a greater segment of the Universal, if I may so express +myself, than the Buddhist can have through Buddha or the Mahometan +through Mahomet, our tendency is to think that we know the whole of the +Universal, and have it to give away. Any other view of the Universal is +to us so false as to merit not merely condemnation but extirpation. +Extirpation has been the watchword with which Caucasian Christianity has +gone about the world. We have taken toward other views of truth no such +sympathetic stand as St. Paul to that which he found in Greece, and +which is worth recalling:</p> + +<p>"Men of Athens, I perceive that you are in every respect remarkably +religious. For as I passed along and observed the things you worship, I +found also an altar with this inscription, TO THE UNKNOWN GOD. The +Being, therefore, whom you, without knowing it, revere, Him I now +proclaim to you. God who made the universe and everything in it—He +being Lord of heaven and earth—does not dwell in sanctuaries built by +men. Nor is He administered to by human hands as though He needed +anything—but He Himself gives to all men life and breath and all +things. He caused to spring from one forefather people of every race, +for them to live on the whole surface of the earth, and marked for them +an appointed span of life, and the boundaries of their homes; that they +might seek God, if perhaps they might grope for Him and find Him. Yes, +though He is not far from any one of us. For it is in closest union with +Him that we live and move and have our being; as in fact some of the +poets in repute among yourselves have said, 'For we are also His +offspring.'"<a href="#fn17"><sup>17</sup></a></p> + +<p>To the conquest of fear this splendid universalism is another +essential. God being "not far from any one of us" cannot be far from me. +He who gives to all men life and breath and all things will not possibly +deny me the things I require most urgently. Our whole civilisation may +go to pieces; the job by which I earn a living may cease to be a job; +the money I have invested may become of no more value than Russian +bonds; the children whom I hoped I had provided for may have to face +life empty-handed; all my accustomed landmarks may be removed, and my +social moorings swept away; nevertheless, the Universal cannot fail me. +"Although the figtree shall not blossom nor fruit be in the vines; +though the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields yield no meat; +though the flocks be cut off from the fold and there be no herd in the +stalls; yet I will rejoice in God, I will joy in the God of my +salvation." It is safe to say that this confidence on the part of +Habakkuk was not due to mere grim forcing of the will. It was the fruit +of experience, of knowledge, of demonstration. In spite of the dangers +national and personal he saw threatening, his certainty of God must +have been spontaneous.</p> + +<p>Anyone, in any country, in any epoch, and of any creed or no creed, who +has shared this experience shares also this assurance. To the Christian +it comes easiest; but that it does not come easy even to the Christian +is a matter of common observation. It can only come easily when some +demonstration has been made for oneself, after which there is no more +disputing it.</p> + + + +<h3>XV</h3> + + +<p>Nor is it a question of morals or morality.</p> + +<p>I must venture here on delicate ground and say what I should hesitate to +say were the contrary not so strongly underscored. I mean that God, from +what we understand to be His nature, could not accord us His protection +by weighing the good and the evil in our conduct, and giving or +withholding help according to our worthiness. The Universal is too great +to be measured and doled in that way. Nothing but our own pinchbeck +ideas could ascribe to Him this pettiness. As it is the kind of sliding +scale we ourselves adopt, we limit the Divine Generosity by our own +limitations.</p> + +<p>Not so was the understanding of Jesus Christ. That we should be kind to +the so-called evil as we are to the so-called good was a point on which +He dwelt in the Sermon on the Mount. To discriminate between them when +it comes to the possibility of conferring benefits is in His opinion +small. "You have heard that it was said, 'Thou shalt love thy neighbor, +and hate thine enemy.' But I command you all, Love your enemies, and +pray for your persecutors; that so you may become true sons of your +Father in heaven. For He causes His sun to rise on the wicked as well as +on the good, and sends rain upon those who do right and those who do +wrong."<a href="#fn18"><sup>18</sup></a></p> + +<p>In other words, we are not to feel ourselves turned out of our +"habitation" in God by a sense of our moral lapses. Moral lapses are to +be regretted, of course; but they do not vitiate our status as the Sons +of God. It is possible that no one believes they do; but much of the +loose statement current among those who lay emphasis on morals would +give that impression. There is a whole vernacular in vogue in which +souls are "lost" or "saved" according to the degree to which they +conform or do not conform to other people's views as to what they ought +to do. Much of our pietism is to the effect that God is at the bestowal +not merely of a sect, but of some section of a sect, and cannot be found +through any other source.</p> + + + +<h3>XVI</h3> + + +<p>This brings me to the distinction between morals and righteousness, +which is one for the mind of to-day to keep as clearly as possible +before it. I have said that the refuge in God is not a question of +morals; but it is one of righteousness. Between righteousness and morals +the difference is important.</p> + +<p>Morals stand for a code of observances; righteousness for a direction of +the life.</p> + +<p>Morals represent just what the word implies, the customs of an age, a +country, or a phase in civilisation. They have no absolute standard. The +morals of one century are not those of another. The morals of one race +are not those of another even in the same century. In many respects the +morals of the Oriental differ radically from those of the Occidental, +age-long usage being behind each. It is as hard to convince either that +his are the inferior as it would be to make him think so of his +mother-tongue. I once asked a cultivated Chinaman, a graduate of one of +the great American universities and a Christian of the third generation, +in what main respect he thought China superior to the United States. "In +morals," he replied, promptly; but even as a Christian educated in +America his theory of morals was different from ours.</p> + +<p>Among ourselves in the United States the essence of morals is by no +means a subject of unanimous agreement. You might say that a standard of +morals is entirely a matter of opinion. There are millions of people who +think it immoral to play cards, to go to the theatre, to dance, or to +drink wine. There are millions of other people who hold all these acts +to be consistent with the highest moral conduct.</p> + +<p>Moreover, wherever the emphasis is thrown on morals as distinct from +righteousness there is a tendency to put the weight on two or three +points in which nations or individuals excel, and to ignore the rest. +For example, not to go outside ourselves, the American people may be +fairly said to exemplify two of the great virtues: On the whole they +are, first, sober; secondly, continent. As a result we accentuate morals +in these respects, but not in any others.</p> + +<p>For instance, the current expression, "an immoral man," is almost +certain to apply only under the two headings cited above, and probably +only under one. All other morals and immoralities go by the board. We +should not class a dishonest man as an immoral man, nor an untruthful +man, nor a profane, or spiteful, or ungenial, or bad-tempered, man. Our +notion of morals hardly ever rises above the average custom of the +community in which we happen to live. Except in the rarest instances we +never pause to reflect as to whether the customs of that community are +or are not well founded. The consequence is that our cities, villages, +countrysides, and social groupings are filled with men and women moral +enough as far as the custom of the country goes, but quite noticeably +unrighteous.</p> + +<p>It is also a fact that where you find one or two virtues singled out for +observance and the rest obscured there you find, too, throngs of +outwardly "moral" people with corroded hearts. Villages, churches, and +all the quieter communities are notorious for this, the peculiarity +having formed for a hundred and fifty years the stock-in-trade of +novelists. Sobriety and continence being more or less in evidence the +assumption is that all the requirements have been fulfilled. The +community is "moral" notwithstanding the back-bitings, heart-burnings, +slanders, cheatings, envies, hatreds, and bitternesses that may permeate +it through and through. As I write, the cramped, venomous, unlovely life +of the American small town is the favourite theme of our authors and +readers of fiction. Since a number of the works now on the market have +met with national approval one must assume that the pictures they paint +are accurate. The conditions are appalling, but, according to the custom +of the country, they are "moral." The shadow of insobriety and +incontinence doesn't touch the characters who move across these pages, +and yet the level of the life is pictured as debased, and habits +as hideous.</p> + + + +<h3>XVII</h3> + + +<p>With morals in this accepted American sense righteousness has little to +do. The two are different in origin. Morals imply the compulsion of men, +and are never more binding than the customs of men render them. They are +thus imposed from without, while righteousness springs from within. The +essence of righteousness lies in the turning of the individual +toward God.</p> + +<p>I think it safe to say that righteousness is expressed more accurately +in attitude than in conduct. It is expressed in conduct, of course; but +conduct may fail while the attitude can remain constant. It is worthy of +remark that some of the great examples of righteousness cited in the +Bible were conspicuously sinners. That is to say, they were men of +strong human impulses against which they were not always sufficiently on +guard, but who turned towards God in spite of everything. In the long +line spanning the centuries between Noah and Abraham and Peter and +Paul—from the almost prehistoric out into the light of day—not one is +put before us except in his weakness as well as in his strength. Some of +them commit gross sins; but apparently even gross sins do not debar them +from their privileges in God's love. This principle was expressed in the +words of Samuel: "Fear not: ye have done all this wickedness; yet turn +not aside from following the Lord.... For the Lord will not forsake his +people for his great name's sake." That the Universal who has all the +blessings of creation to bestow should deprive me of anything just +because in my folly or weakness I have committed sins is not consistent +with "his great name's sake." It would not be causing His sun to rise on +the wicked as well as on the good nor sending rain on those who do right +and those who do wrong. I am too small for His immensity to crush with +its punishments, but not too small to be the object of His entire love.</p> + + + +<h3>XVIII</h3> + + +<p>I hope it is plain that I say this not to make little of doing wrong but +to put the love and fulness of God in the dominating place. I must make +it clear to myself that He does not shut me out of His heart because I +am guilty of sins. I may shut myself out of His heart, unless I direct +my mind rightly; but He is always there, unchanged, unchangeable, the +ever-loving, ever-welcoming Father. Whatever I have done I can return to +Him with the knowledge that He will take me back. Far from sure of +myself, I can always be sure of Him.</p> + +<p>There are those who would warn me against saying this through fear lest +it should be interpreted as, "Don't be afraid to sin so long as you keep +mentally close to God." I prefer to run that risk. The dread figure of +"an angry God" has been so worked to terrorise men that large numbers of +us have been terrorised. But experience shows us every day that being +terrorised never produces the results at which it aims. It does not win +us; it drives us away.</p> + +<p>Much of the alienation from God in the mind of to-day is due to +rebellion on the part of our sense of justice. We are sinners, of +course; but not such sinners as to merit the revenge which an outraged +deity is described as planning against us. That the All-loving and +All-mighty should smite us in our dearest aims or our sweetest +affections just because we have not conformed to the lop-sided morality +of men is revolting to our instincts. We are repulsed by the God of Fear +when we are drawn, comforted, strengthened, and changed by Him who is +never anything toward us but "the Father."</p> + +<p>I have no hesitation, therefore, in throwing the emphasis in what I +have to say on the fact that He is "a place to hide me in"—the Ark of +the Great Understanding—always open to my approach—into which, +whatever I have done, I can go boldly.</p> + + + +<a name="5"></a> +<h2>Chapter V</h2> + +<h3>The Mind Of To-Day And The World As It Is</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>Much of what I have written will seem inconsistent with the fact that in +the world as it is there are undeniable and inevitable hardships. True! +I do not escape them more than any other man, the relative relief from +fear saving me from only some of them.</p> + +<p>I have not meant to say that even with one's refuge in God there is +nothing left to struggle with. My point is that whatever there may be to +struggle with there is nothing to be afraid of. Freedom from struggle +would profit us not at all. On the contrary, it would render us +nerveless, flabby, flaccid, and inert.</p> + +<p>But fear, as a rule, being connected with our struggles, it is +important, I think, to be as clear as we can concerning the purport of +those struggles, and their source. We have already seen that fear is +diminished in proportion as we understand that our trials are not +motiveless, and perhaps this is the point at which to consider briefly +what the motives are.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>Struggle we may define as the act of wrestling with trial, so as to come +out of it victoriously. It is a constant element in every human life. +Furthermore, I am inclined to think that, taking trial as an average, +the amount which enters into one life differs little from that which +enters into another.</p> + +<p>There was a time when I did not think so. Some lives struck me as +singled out for trouble; others were left comparatively immune from it. +One would have said that destinies had been mapped with a strange +disregard for justice. Those who didn't deserve it suffered; those whom +suffering might have purified went scot free. Some were rich, others +were poor; some had high positions, others humble ones; some had the +respect of the world from the day they were born, others crept along +from birth to death in restriction and obscurity. The contrasts were so +cruel that they scorched the eyes of the soul.</p> + +<p>This is true, of course; and I am not saying that in the testing to +which everyone is subjected all have an equal share of the opportunities +for triumphing. I am speaking for the moment only of the degree to which +the testing comes. As to that, I am inclined to feel that there is +little to choose between one life and another, since each of us seems to +be tried for all that he can bear.</p> + +<p>One is impressed with that in one's reading of biography. Only the lives +of what we may call the favoured few get into print, and of those few it +is chiefly the external events that are given us. Glimpses of the inner +experience may be obtained from time to time, but they are rarely more +than glimpses. Of what the man or the woman has endured in the secret +fastnesses of the inner life practically nothing can be told. And yet +even with the little that finds its way into words how much there is of +desperate fighting. To this there is never an exception. The great +statesman, the great poet, the great priest, the great scientist, the +great explorer, the great painter, the great novelist—not one but +suffers as anyone suffers, and of not one would the reader, as a rule, +put himself in the place.</p> + +<p>I bring up this fact because we so often feel that the other man has an +easier task than ourselves. The very thing I lack is that with which he +is blessed. I see him smiling and debonair at the minute when I am in a +ferment. While I hardly know how to make both ends meet he is building a +big house or buying a new motor-car. While I am burying hope or love he +is in the full enjoyment of all that makes for happiness and prosperity.</p> + +<p>We are always prone to contrast our darker minutes with our friends' +brighter ones. We forget, or perhaps we never know, that they do the +same with us. At times we are as much the object of their envy as they +ever are of ours.</p> + +<p>I say this not on the principle that misery loves company, but in order +to do away with the heathen suspicion lingering in many minds that God +singles <i>me</i> out for trial, heaping benefits on others who deserve them +no more than I do.</p> + +<p>God singles no one out for trial. When trials come they spring, as +nearly as I can observe, from one or all of the three following sources. +There are:</p> + +<p>A. The trials which come from a world of matter;</p> + +<p>B. The trials which come from a world of men;</p> + +<p>C. The trials we bring on ourselves.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>A. The minute we speak of matter we speak of a medium which the mind of +to-day is just beginning to understand. The mind of other days did not +understand it at all. Few phases of modern advance seem to me more +significant of a closer approach to the understanding of spiritual +things than that which has been made along these lines.</p> + +<p>To all the generations before our own matter was a sheer and positive +density. Its hardness, solidity, and actuality could not be gainsaid. +Earth was earth; iron was iron; wood was wood. Blood was blood; flesh +was flesh; bone was bone. A man was a material being attached to a +material planet, as a sponge is attached to the bottom of the sea. All +that he touched and ate and wore and used was of the same material +Absolute. As to the spiritual there could be a question; as to the +material there could be none. The speculation of occasional +philosophers, that matter might not after all be more than a mental +phenomenon, was invariably hooted down. "I know that matter is matter by +standing on it," are in substance the words attributed to even so +spiritually-minded a man as the great Dr. Johnson. On this point, as +perhaps on some others, he may be taken as a spokesman for the Caucasian +portion of our race.</p> + +<p>And now comes modern physical science reducing matter to a tenuousness +only one remove from the purely spiritual, if it is as much as that. +Gone is the mass of the mountains, the stoniness of rocks, the hard +solidity of iron. The human body, as someone puts it, is no more than a +few pails of water and a handful of ash. Ash and water are alike +dissipated into gases, and gases into elements more subtle still. +Keeping strictly to the material modern science has reached the confines +of materiality. Where it will lead us next no man knows.</p> + +<p>But the inference is not unfair that the world of matter is to a +considerable degree, and perhaps altogether, a world of man's own +creation. That is to say, while God is doing one thing with it, the +human mind understands another. For the human point of view to develop +and develop and develop till it becomes identical with God's is perhaps +the whole purpose of existence.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>To me personally it was no small help in overcoming fear when I saw the +purpose of existence as expressed in the single word, Growth. That, at +least, is a legitimate inference to draw from the history of life on +this planet. Assuming that the universe contains an intelligible design +of any sort, and that life on this planet is part of it, a vast +development going on eternally toward complete understanding of Infinite +Right and Happiness would give us some explanation of the mystery of our +being here. Beginning, for reasons at which we can only guess, far away +from that understanding, we are forever approaching it, with forever the +joy of something new to master or to learn. New perceptions, new +comprehensions, new insights gained, new victories, even little +victories, won, constitute, I think, our treasures laid up in that +heaven where neither moth nor wear-and-tear destroys, and where thieves +do not break in and steal. Where this treasure is, there, naturally +enough, our hearts will be also. Looking back over the ages since the +life-principle first glided into our planet waters—how it did so is as +yet part of our unsolved mystery—what we chiefly see is a great +surging of the living thing upward and upward toward that Highest +Universal to which we give the name of God.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>That is a point which we do not sufficiently seize—that God is not +revealed to us by one avenue of truth alone, but by all the avenues of +truth working together. With our tendency to keep the Universal in a +special compartment of life we see Him as making Himself known through a +line of teachers culminating in a Church or a complex of churches; and +we rarely think of Him as making Himself known in any other way. To +change the figure, He trickles to us like a brook instead of bathing us +round and round like light or air.</p> + +<p>But all good things must express the Universal; and all discovery of +truth, whether by religion, science, philosophy, or imaginative art, +must be discovery in God. The Ten Commandments and the Sermon on the +Mount are discoveries in God, but so are the advances in knowledge made +by Plato, Aristotle, Roger Bacon, and Thomas Edison. He shows Himself +through Abraham, Moses, Isaiah, and St. Paul, but also through Homer, +Shakespeare, Michael Angelo, Beethoven, Darwin, George Eliot, William +James, and Henry Irving. I take the names at random as illustrating +different branches of endeavour, and if I use only great ones it is not +that the lesser are excluded. No one department of human effort is +specially His, or is His special expression. The Church cannot be so +more than the stage, or music more than philosophy. His Holy Spirit can +be no more outpoured on the bishop or the elder for his work than on the +inventor or the scientist for his work. I say so not to minimise the +outpouring on the bishop or the elder, but to magnify that on everyone +working for progress. This, I take it, is what St. John means when he +says, "God does not give the Spirit with limitations." He who always +gives all to all His children cannot give more.</p> + +<p>When our Lord restores sight to a blind man, or Peter and John cause a +lame man to walk, we see manifestations of God; but we see equal +manifestations of God when one man gives us the telephone, another the +motor-car, and another wireless telegraphy. Whatever declares His power +declares Him; and whatever declares Him is a means by which we press +upward to the perception of His loving almightiness. The advance may be +irregular but it is advance; and all advance is advance toward Him.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>That is to say, we are rising above a conception of life in which matter +is our master; and yet we are rising above it slowly. This is my chief +point here, because by understanding it we see why we still suffer from +material afflictions. We have overcome some of them, but only some of +them. It is a question of racial development. As we glance backward we +see how much of the way we have covered; as we look round on our +present conditions we see how much there is still to be achieved.</p> + +<p>To diminish fear we should have it, I think, clearly before us that the +human race has done as yet only part of its work, and put us in +possession of only part of the resources which will one day belong to +us. If we could compare ourselves with our ancestors in the days, let us +say, of Christopher Columbus or William the Conqueror we should seem in +relation to them like children of a higher phase of creation. If we +could compare ourselves with our descendants of five hundred or a +thousand years hence we should probably be amazed at our present +futility and grossness. Our ancestors in the Middle Ages could do +certain great things, as we, too, can do certain great things; but in +general access to the Universal Storehouse which is God we have made +progress in ways unknown to them, as our children will make such +progress after us.</p> + +<p>But we have made only the progress we have made. We have its advantages, +but there are advantages to which we have not yet attained. We might +liken ourselves to people who have reached the fourth or fifth step of a +stairway in which there are twenty or thirty. We have climbed to a +certain height, but we are far from having reached the plane to which we +are ascending.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>It is worth noting this for the reason that we are so likely to think of +ourselves as the climax to which the ages have worked up, and after +which there is no beyond. We are the final word, or as the French +express it, the last cry, <i>le dernier cri</i>. All that can be felt we have +felt, all that can be known we have experienced. For the most part this +stand is taken by the intellectuals in all modern countries. In us of +to-day, of this very hour, the wave of Eternity has broken, throwing +nothing at our feet but froth. The literature of the past ten years is +soaked in the pessimism of those who regret that this should be all that +the travail of Time could produce for us.</p> + +<p>In view of this moan from so many of the writers who have the public +ear, especially in Europe, it is the more important to keep before us +the fact that we are children of a race but partially developed at best. +Compared with what will one day be within human scope our actual reach +is only a little beyond impotence. I say this not merely at a venture, +but on the strength of what has happened in the past. We are not a +people which has accomplished much, but one on the way to +accomplishment. The achievements of which we can boast are relatively +like those of a child of five who boasts that he can count. Our whole +world-condition shows us to be racially incompetent, and able to produce +no more than incompetent leaders. That is our present high-water mark, +and with our high-water mark we must learn to be satisfied.</p> + +<p>Escaping from matter we are still within the grasp of matter, and shall +probably so continue for generations to come. Our struggles must +therefore be largely with matter, till little by little we achieve its +domination. In proportion as the individual does so now he reaps the +reward of his victory; and in proportion as he reaps that reward fear is +overcome. Our primary fear being fear of matter, much is gained by +grasping the fact which modern science for the past ten or fifteen years +has been carefully putting before us—vainly as far as most of us are +concerned—that what we call matter is a force subject to the control of +mind, while the directing of mind rests wholly with ourselves. Since we +have controlled matter to make it in so many ways a hostile force, it +ought to be within our power to turn it in our favour.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>Which is, I suppose, the trend we are following, even if we follow it +unconsciously. For the turning of the matter in our favour we have +fortunately some notable examples. Our race has produced one perfectly +normal man to whom all of us sub-normals can look as the type of what we +are one day to become.</p> + +<p>I think it a pity that so much of our thought of Him makes Him an +exception to human possibilities. In speaking of Him as the Son of God +we fancy Him as being in another category from ourselves. We forget that +we, too, are sons of God—"heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ."<a href="#fn19"><sup>19</sup></a> It +is true that He realised that Sonship to a degree which we do not; but +it is also true that we ourselves realise it to some degree. In the +detail of the mastery of matter to which we shall attain it is fair, I +think, to take Him as our standard.</p> + +<p>Taking Him as our standard we shall work out, I venture to think, to the +following points of progress.</p> + +<p>a. The control of matter in furnishing ourselves with food and drink, by +means more direct than at present employed, as He turned water into wine +and fed the multitudes with the loaves and fishes.</p> + +<p>b. The control of matter by putting away from ourselves, by methods more +sure and less roundabout than those of to-day, sickness, blindness, +infirmity, and deformity.</p> + +<p>c. The control of matter by regulating our atmospheric conditions as He +stilled the tempest.</p> + +<p>d. The control of matter by restoring to this phase of existence those +who have passed out of it before their time, or who can ill be spared +from it, as He "raised" three young people from "the dead" and Peter and +Paul followed His example.</p> + +<p>e. The control of matter in putting it off and on at will, as He in His +death and resurrection.</p> + +<p>f. The control of matter in passing altogether out of it, as He in what +we call His Ascension into Heaven.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>It will be observed that I take as historic records the statements of +the Bible. This I do in face of the efforts of many of the clergy in a +number of the churches to make me see in the Old Testament chiefly a +collection of myths, and in the New a series of compilations by +irresponsible hands, of doubtful date and authority, leaving, in the +case of our Lord, only a substratum which can be relied on as +biographical.</p> + +<p>As an instance of what I mean I quote the following: A few weeks ago I +happened to mention to the distinguished head of one of the most +important theological schools of one of the largest denominations in the +country, our Lord's turning the water into wine. "I've no idea that He +ever did anything of the kind," were the words with which he dismissed +the subject, which I did not take up again. I am not arguing here +against his point of view. I merely state that I do not share it, and +for these two main reasons:</p> + +<p>First, because the so-called Higher Criticism on which it is based is a +purely evanescent phase of man's learning, likely to be rejected +to-morrow by those who accept it to-day, as has been the case with other +such phases;</p> + +<p>Secondly, because I feel sure that, with the mastery of matter to which +we have already attained, the future development of our race will +justify these seeming "miracles," and make them as natural and +commonplace as telegraphy and telephony.</p> + +<p>I speak only for myself when I say that the more I can feel round me the +atmosphere of omnipotence the less I am aware of fear. It is a matter of +course that the one should exclude the other. The sense of being myself, +in a measure, the inheritor of omnipotence, as an heir of God and a +co-heir with Christ, becomes, therefore, one to cultivate. This I can do +only in proportion as I see that my Standard and Example cultivated it +before me. In my capacity as a son of God I take as applying to myself +the words reported by St. John: "In most solemn truth I tell you that +the Son can do nothing of Himself—He can only do what He sees the +Father doing; for whatever He does, that the Son does in like manner."</p> + +<p>While sayings like these, of which there are many in the New Testament, +apply doubtless, in the first place, to Him who best exemplifies the +Sonship of God, they must apply, in the second place, I suppose, to all +who exemplify that Sonship to any degree whatever. Man is the Son of +God; and it is worth noting that He who is specially termed the Son of +God is also specially termed the Son of Man. "Dear friends," St. John +writes, elsewhere, "we are now God's children, but what we are to be in +the future has not been fully revealed to us." I take it, therefore, as +no presumption on my part to emphasise in my daily thought my place as a +co-heir with Christ, feeling that not only is God's almightiness +exercised on my behalf, but that as much of it as I know how to use is +placed in my hands.</p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>This last, of course, is very little. Even that little I use doubtfully, +timidly, tremblingly. That is the utmost reach to which present +race-development and personal development have brought me. With regard +to the opportunities all round me I am as if I stood beside an airship +in which I could fly if I knew how to work its engines, which I do not. +Other conveniences besides airships would be of no good at all to me if +someone more skilful than I didn't come to my aid. There is probably no +person living of whom the same is not true. Large portions of +omnipotence are placed within hands which are too busy grasping other +things to seize all that they could hold.</p> + +<p>I remember the encouragement it was to me when I understood that to hold +anything at all was so much to the good as a starting-point. I had been +in the habit of dwelling on the much I had missed rather than on the +little I had apprehended. But the little I had apprehended was, after +all, my real possession, and one I could increase. It is like the few +dollars a man has in a savings bank. That at least is his, +notwithstanding the millions he might have possessed if he had only +known how to acquire them. There are many instances of a few dollars in +the savings bank becoming the seedling of millions before the span of a +man's life is passed.</p> + +<p>To be glad of what we can do while knowing it is only a portion of what +will one day be done is to me a helpful point of view. "There may be +truth in all this," is the observation of a young lady who has scanned +what I have written, "and yet I don't believe that we shall ever conquer +fear." That, it seems to me, is to tie chains and iron weights about +one's feet when starting on a race. If we are to keep in the race at +all, to say nothing of winning it, the spirit must be free. One must add +the courage which springs from a partial knowledge of the truth to the +patience one gets from the understanding that as yet our knowledge of +the truth is but partial.</p> + + + +<h3>XI</h3> + + +<p>I often think that if the churches could come to this last admission it +would be a help to themselves and to all of us. As already hinted I am +anxious to keep away from the subject of churches through a natural +dread of bitterness; but this much I feel at liberty to say, saying it +as I do in deep respect for the bodies which have kept alive the glimmer +of Divine Light in a world which would have blown it out. In a +partially developed race the churches can have no more than a partially +developed grasp of truth. A partially developed grasp of truth is +much—it is pricelessly much—but it is not a knowledge of the whole +truth. Not being a knowledge of the whole truth it should be humble, +tolerant, and eager to expand.</p> + +<p>The weakness of the ecclesiastical system strikes me as lying in the +assumption, or practical assumption, on the part of each sect that <i>it</i> +is the sole repository of truth, and of all the truth. There is no sect +which does not claim more than all mankind can claim. Moreover, there is +no sect which does not make its claims exclusively, asserting not only +that these claims are right, but that all other claims are wrong. To the +best of my knowledge, the sect has not yet risen which would make more +than shadowy concessions to any other sect.</p> + +<p>True, it must not be forgotten that no sect bases its teaching on what +it has worked out for itself, but on the revelation made to it in Jesus +Christ. Every sect would admit that its own view of truth might have +been partial were it not for the fact that in Jesus Christ it has +everything. Where the theories of men might be inadequate His immense +knowledge comes in as supplementary.</p> + +<p>This might be so had He Himself undertaken to give more than a partial +view of truth. But He says expressly that He does not. He gives what His +hearers might be assumed to be able to assimilate; but that is all. "I +have much more to say to you, but you are unable at present to bear the +burden of it."<a href="#fn20"><sup>20</sup></a> It being an axiom in teaching to give the pupil only +what he can receive, this is the utmost that our Lord attempts.</p> + +<p>He goes on, however, to add these words, which are significant: "But +when He has come—the Spirit of Truth—He will guide you into all the +truth."<a href="#fn21"><sup>21</sup></a> No doubt that process is even now going on, and will continue +to go on in proportion as our race develops. We are being guided into +all the truth, through all kinds of channels, spiritual, literary, +scientific, philosophical. The naïve supposition that this promise was +kept on the Day of Pentecost, when a sudden access of knowledge +committed all truth to the apostles and through them to the Church +forevermore, is contradicted by the facts. The apostles had no such +knowledge and made no claims to its possession. The Church has never had +it, either. "All truth" covers much more ground than do questions of +ecclesiastical forms of government or of the nature of the sacraments. +"All truth" must go as far as the Universal goes, leaving nothing +outside its range. "All truth" must surely be such self-evident truth as +to admit of no further dissensions.</p> + +<p>Taking truth as a circle, the symbol of perfection, we may assume that +our Lord disclosed a view of a very large arc in its circumference. But +of the arc which He disclosed no one group of His followers has as yet +perceived the whole. At the same time it is probable that each group has +perceived some arc of that arc, and an arc perceived by no other group. +"All truth" being too large for any one group to grasp, the Baptist sees +his segment, the Catholic his, the Methodist his, the Anglican his, the +Congregationalist his, until the vision of Christ is made up. I name +only the groups with which we are commonly most familiar, though we +might go through the hundreds of Christian sects and agree that each has +its angle from which it sees what is visible from no other. Though there +is likely to be error in all such perceptions a considerable portion of +truth must be there, or the sect in question would not survive. It is +safe to say that no sect comes into existence, thrives, and endures, +unless it is to supply that which has been missed elsewhere.</p> + + + +<h3>XII</h3> + + +<p>What place is there then for intersectarian or ecclesiastical arrogance?</p> + +<p>The question is far from foreign to my subject. Fear is what arrogance +feeds upon; fear is what arrogance produces; and arrogance is the +special immorality of churches. To my mind the churches are almost +precluded from combating fear, for the reason that arrogance is to so +marked a degree their outstanding vice.</p> + +<p>The Catholic is arrogant toward the Protestant; the Protestant is +arrogant toward the Catholic; the Anglican is arrogant to him whom he +calls a Dissenter in England, and merely "unchurches" in America; the +Unitarian is arrogant to those whom he thinks less intellectual than +himself; those who believe in the Trinity are arrogant toward the +Unitarian. All other Christian bodies have their own shades of +arrogance, entirely permitted by their codes, like scorn of the weak to +the knights of Arthur's court. An active, recognised, and mutual +arrogance all round is the reason why it is so rare to see any two or +three or half a dozen Christian sects work for any cause in harmony. +Arrogance begets fear as surely and prolifically as certain of the +rodents beget offspring.</p> + +<p>Much has been written during the past fifty years on the beautiful theme +of the reunion of Christendom. Rarely does any great synod or +convention or council meet without some scheme or some aspiration toward +this end. Every now and then a programme is put forth, now by this body, +now by that, with yearning and good intentions. And in every such +programme the same grim humour is to be read behind the brotherly +invitation. "We can all unite—if others will think as we do." Is it any +wonder that nothing ever comes of these efforts? And yet, I am +persuaded, a day will dawn when something will.</p> + + + +<h3>XIII</h3> + + +<p>"When he has come—the Spirit of Truth—he will guide you into all the +truth." That will be in the course of our race-development. As step is +added to step, as milestone is passed after milestone, as we see more +clearly what counts and what doesn't count, as we outgrow childishness, +as we come more nearly to what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the +stature of full-grown men in Christ,"<a href="#fn22"><sup>22</sup></a> we shall do many things that +now seem impossible. Among them I think we shall view intersectarian +arrogance as a mark of enfeebled intelligence. There will come an era of +ecclesiastical climbing down. We shall see more distinctly our own +segment of the arc which our Lord has revealed, and because of that we +shall know that another man sees what we have missed. The Methodist will +then acknowledge that he has much to learn from the Catholic; the +Catholic will know the same of the Baptist; the Anglican of the +Presbyterian; the Unitarian of the Anglican; and a co-operative universe +be reflected in a co-operative Church. Each will lose something of his +present cocksureness and exclusiveness. God will be seen as too big for +any sect, while all the sects together will sink out of sight in God.</p> + +<p>In the meantime we are only working toward that end, but toward it we +are working. Every man who believes in a church is doing something to +bring that end about when he gives a kindly thought to any other church. +I say this the more sincerely owing to the fact that I myself am +naturally bigoted, and such kindly thought does not come to me easily. +There are sects I dislike so much that my eyes jump from the very +paragraphs in the newspapers which mention them. And yet when I curb +myself, when I force myself to read them, when I force myself to read +them sympathetically and with a good wish in my heart, my mental +atmosphere grows wider and I am in a stronger, surer, steadier, and more +fearless world.</p> + +<p>Much criticism has been levelled at the Church within the past few +years; but it should be remembered that the Church no more than +government, no more than business, no more than education, can be ahead +of the only partially developed race of which she is one of the +expressions. She is not yet out of the world of matter, though she is +emerging. In proportion as her concepts, hopes, and aims remain material +she will be as incompetent as any other body with the same handicaps and +limitations. In proportion as she learns to "overthrow arrogant +reckonings and every stronghold that towers high in defiance of the +knowledge of God,"<a href="#fn23"><sup>23</sup></a> she will become the leader of the world, and our +great deliverer from fear.</p> + + + +<h3>XIV</h3> + + +<p>B. Of the trials brought upon us by a world of men perhaps our chief +resentment springs from their unreasonableness. They are not necessary; +they might be avoided; at their worst they could be tempered. For this +reason, too, they take us by surprise. Those who bring them on us seem +captious, thoughtless, cruel. When they could so easily offer us a +helping hand they obstruct us for the mere sport of doing so. People +toward whom we have never had an unkindly thought will often go out of +their way to do us a bad turn.</p> + +<p>I shall not enlarge on this, since most of us are in a position to +enlarge on it for ourselves. There is scarcely an individual for whom +the way, hard enough at any time, has not been made harder by the barbed +wire entanglements which other people throw across his path. Almost +anything we plan we plan in the teeth of someone's opposition; almost +anything with which we try to associate ourselves is fraught with +discords and irritations that often inspire disgust. The worlds in which +co-operation is essential, from that of governmental politics to that of +offices and homes, are centres of animosities and suspicions, and +therefore breeding-grounds of fear.</p> + +<p>I suppose most grown-up people can recall the wounded amazement with +which they first found themselves attacked by someone to whom they were +not conscious of ever having given cause. Some are sensitive to this +sort of thing; some grow callous to it; some are indifferent; and some +are said to enjoy it. In the main I think we are sensitive and remain +sensitive. I have been told by a relative of one of the three or four +greatest living writers of English that the unfavourable comment of a +child would affect him so that he would be depressed for hours. +Statesmen and politicians, I understand, suffer far more deeply in the +inner self than the outer self ever gives a sign of. The fact that our +own weakness or folly or recklessness or wrong-doing lays us open to a +blow is not much consolation when it falls.</p> + + + +<h3>XV</h3> + + +<p>For myself all this became more tolerable when I had fully grasped the +fact that we are still to a considerable degree a race of savages. From +savages one cannot expect too much, not even from oneself. We have +advanced beyond the stage at which one naturally attacked a stranger +simply because he was a stranger, but we have not advanced very far. The +instinct to do one another harm is still strong in us. We do one another +harm when it would be just as easy, perhaps easier, to do one another +good. Just as the Ashanti hiding in the bush will hurl his assegai at a +passer-by for no other reason than that he is passing, so our love of +doing harm will spit itself out on people just because we know +their names.</p> + +<p>Personally I find myself often doing it. I could on the spur of the +moment write as many as twenty names of people of whom I am accustomed +to speak ill without really knowing much about them. I make it an excuse +that they are in the public eye, that I don't like their politics, or +their social opinions, or their literary output, or the things they do +on the stage. Anything will serve so long as it gives me the opportunity +to hurl my assegai as I see them pass. One does it instinctively, +viciously, because like other semi-savages one is undeveloped mentally, +and it is to be expected.</p> + +<p>By expecting it from others half our resentment is forestalled. Knowing +that from a race such as ours we shall not get anything else we learn to +take it philosophically. If I hurl my assegai at another, another hurls +his assegai at me, and in a measure we are quits. Even if, trying to +rise above my inborn savagery, I withhold my assegai, it is no sign that +another will withhold his, and I may be wounded even in the effort to do +my best. Very well; that, too, is to be expected and must be +taken manfully.</p> + +<p>The learning to take it manfully is what as individuals we get out of +it. For the most part we are soft at heart, soft, I mean, not in the +sense of being tender, but in that of being flabby.</p> + +<p>On myself this was borne in less than a year ago. I had for some months +been working hard at a picture-play which when put before the public was +largely misunderstood. While some of the papers praised it others +criticised it severely, but whether they praised or blamed I was seen as +"teaching a lesson," a presumption from which I shrink. It is not that +there is any harm in teaching a lesson if a man is qualified, but I no +longer consider myself qualified. Sharing ideas is one thing, and the +highest pleasure of the reason; but the assumption that because you +suggest an idea you seek to convert is quite another thing. If I failed +to make it plain that in this present book I was merely offering ideas +for inspection, and in the hope of getting others in return, I should +put it in the fire.</p> + +<p>My picture-play once handed over to the public I experienced an intense +reaction of depression. To figure through the country, wherever there +are screens, as "teaching a lesson" seemed more than I could bear. It +<i>was</i> more than I could bear, till it flashed on me that I couldn't bear +it merely because I was inwardly flabby. I was not taking the experience +manfully. I was not standing up to it, nor getting from it that +toughening of the inner fibre which it had to yield. As usual in my +case, owing to an acquaintance with the Bible imparted to me in +childhood, a suggestion from the Bible was that which righted me again +toward cheerfulness. It came, as such things always do, without any +seeking, or other operation beyond that of the subconscious self.</p> + +<p align="center"><i>Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ.</i><a href="#fn24"><sup>24</sup></a></p> + +<p>It was exactly what I needed to do—to endure hardness—to take it—to +bear it—to be more of a man for it. Moreover, the idea was a new +suggestion. I had not understood before that to the conquest of fear the +hardening of the inner man is an auxiliary. My object had been to ward +off fear so that it shouldn't touch me; but to let it strike and rebound +because it could make no impact was an enlarging of the principle. +Viewing the experience as a strengthening process enabled me not only to +go through it but to do so with serenity.</p> + +<p>This, I imagine, is the main thing we are to get out of the struggle +brought on us through living in a world of men such as men are to-day. +It is a pity they are not better, but being no better than they are we +can get that much from the fact—the inner hardening. When, justly or +unjustly, others attack or hurt or worry or anger or annoy me, the +knowledge that through the very trial I am toughening within, where so +often I am without moral muscle, can be a perceptible support.</p> + + + +<h3>XVI</h3> + + +<p>C. Of the two main trials we bring on ourselves I suppose it would be +only right to put sickness first.</p> + +<p>Under sickness I include everything that makes for age, decay, and the +conditions commonly classed as "breaking up." It is becoming more and +more recognised, I think, that physical collapse has generally behind it +a mental cause, or a long series of mental causes too subtle for +tabulation.</p> + +<p>I shall not dwell on this, for the reason that during the past fifty +years so much has been written on the subject. A number of movements for +human betterment have kept the whole idea in the forefront of the public +mind. It is an idea only partially accepted as yet, arousing as much +opposition among the conservative as hope on the part of the +progressive. Since, however, science and religion are both, in their +different ways, working on it together, some principle which can no +longer be questioned is likely to be worked out within the next few +generations.</p> + +<p>All I shall attempt to do now is to re-state what seems to me the +fact—stated by others with knowledge and authority—that God, rightly +understood, is the cure of disease and not the cause of it. There is +something repugnant in the thought of Universal Intelligence +propagating harmful bacteria, and selecting the crises at which we shall +succumb to their effects. The belief that God sends sickness upon us +amounts to neither less nor more than that. The bacilli which we try to +destroy He uses His almighty power to cultivate, so that even our +efforts to protect ourselves become defiances of His Will.</p> + +<p>Surely the following incident, which gives our Lord's attitude toward +disease, affords a reasonable basis for our own.</p> + +<p>"Once He was teaching on the Sabbath in one of the synagogues where a +woman was present who for eighteen years had been a confirmed invalid; +she was bent double, and was unable to lift herself to her full height. +But Jesus saw her, and calling to her, He said to her, 'Woman, you are +free from your weakness.' And He put His hands on her, and she +immediately stood upright and began to give glory to God. Then the +Warden of the Synagogue, indignant that Jesus had cured her on the +Sabbath day, said to the crowd, 'There are six days in the week on +which people ought to work. On those days therefore come and get +yourselves cured, and not on the Sabbath day.' But the Lord's reply to +him was, 'Hypocrites, does not each of you on the Sabbath day untie his +bullock or his ass from the stall and lead him to water? And this woman, +daughter of Abraham as she is, <i>whom Satan had bound</i> for no less than +eighteen years, was she not to be loosed from this chain because it is +the Sabbath day?' When He had said this all His opponents were ashamed, +while the whole multitude was delighted at the many glorious things +continually done by Him."<a href="#fn25"><sup>25</sup></a></p> + +<p>It was not God, in His opinion, who had afflicted this woman; it was +Satan, the personification of all evil. But in order that such +references should not be misunderstood He had said of Satan, only a +short time before, "I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven."<a href="#fn26"><sup>26</sup></a></p> + +<p>Heaven, I take it, is creation as its Creator sees it. "God saw +everything that he had made, and behold it was very good."<a href="#fn27"><sup>27</sup></a> And from +this creation, with the rapidity of the quickest thing we know anything +about, a flash of lightning, our Lord saw the personification of evil +blotted out. What thought had formed thought could destroy. The spectre +which misunderstanding of God had raised in a life in which everything +was <i>very good</i> became nothing at the instant when God was understood.</p> + +<p>The occasion of His speaking the words I have quoted is worth noting as +bearing on the subject.</p> + +<p>A little earlier He had sent out seventy of His disciples to be the +heralds of the Kingdom. "Cure the sick in that town, and tell them the +Kingdom of God is now at your door."<a href="#fn28"><sup>28</sup></a> By this time the seventy had +returned, exclaiming joyfully, "Master, even the demons submit to us +when we utter your name."<a href="#fn29"><sup>29</sup></a> It was apparently the use of this word +<i>demons</i> which called forth from Him that explanation, "I beheld Satan +as lightning fall from heaven." In other words, Satan is the creation of +wrong thought; the demons are the creations of wrong thought. Where the +Universal Good is all there can be no place for evil or evil spirits. +Banish the concept and you banish the thing. The action is as quick as +thought, and thought is as quick as lightning. "I have given you power," +He goes on to add, "to tread serpents and scorpions underfoot, and to +trample on all the power of the Enemy; and in no case shall anything do +you harm."<a href="#fn30"><sup>30</sup></a></p> + +<p>This was no special gift bestowed on them and only on them. God has +never, as far as we can see, dealt in special and temporary gifts. He +helps us to see those we possess already. What our Lord seems anxious to +make clear is the power over evil with which the human being is always +endowed. It is probably to be one of our great future discoveries that +in no case shall anything do us harm. As yet we scarcely believe it. +Only an individual here and there sees that freedom and domination must +belong to us. But, if I read the signs of the times aright, the rest of +us are slowly coming to the same conclusion. We are less scornful of +spiritual power than we were even a few years ago. The cocksure +scientific which in its time was not a whit less arrogant than the +cocksure ecclesiastical is giving place to a consciousness that man is +the master of many things of which he was once supposed to be the slave. +In proportion as the wiser among us are able to corroborate that which +we simpler ones feel by a sixth or seventh sense, a long step will be +taken toward the immunity from suffering which our Lord knew to be +ideally our inheritance.</p> + + + +<h3>XVII</h3> + + +<p>Sickness, age, decay, with all the horrors with which we invest our exit +from this phase of existence, I take to be a misreading of God's +intentions. We shall learn to read better by and by, and have already +begun to do so. To this beginning I attribute the improvement which in +one way or another has taken place in our general health—an +improvement in which science and religion have worked together, often +without perceiving the association—and in the prolonging of youth which +in countries like the British Empire and the United States is, within +thirty or forty years, to be noted easily.</p> + +<p>Misreading of God's intentions I might compare to that misreading of his +parent's intentions which goes on in the mind of every child of six or +seven. He sees the happenings in the household, but sees them in a light +of his own. Years afterwards, when their real significance comes to him, +he smiles at his childish distortions of the obvious.</p> + +<p>In comparison with what St. Paul calls "mature manhood, the stature of +full-grown men in Christ," our present rating might be that of a child +of this age. It is no higher. Misreading is all that we are equal to, +but it is something to be able to misread. It is a step on the way to +reading correctly. Though our impulse to learn works feebly it works +restlessly; and a day will surely come when we shall be able to +interpret God aright.</p> + + + +<h3>XVIII</h3> + + +<p>Next to sickness I should place poverty as the second of the two great +trials we bring upon ourselves.</p> + +<p>Under poverty I class all sense of restriction, limitation, and material +helplessness. As the subject will be taken up more in detail elsewhere I +wish for the minute to say no more than this: that, in an existence of +which Growth seems to be the purpose, God could not intend that any of +us should be without full power of expansion.</p> + +<p>What we are worth to him we must be worth as individuals; and what we +are worth as individuals must depend on the peculiar combination of +qualities which goes to make up each one of us. <i>I</i>, poor creature that +I sometimes seem to others and always to myself, am so composed that God +never before had anything exactly like me in the whole round of His +creation. My value lies in a special blend of potentialities. Of the +billions and trillions of human beings who have passed across this +planet not one could ever have done what I can do, or have filled my +place toward God and His designs.</p> + +<p>Among the billions and trillions I may seem trivial—to men. I may even +seem trivial to myself. To such numbers as these I can add so little +when I come, and take away so little from them when I go, that I am not +worth counting. Quite so—to all human reckoning. But my value is not my +value to men; it is not even my value to myself; it is my value to God. +He alone knows my use, and the peculiar beauty I bring to the ages in +making my contribution. It is no presumptuous thing to say that He could +no more spare me than any other father of a normal and loving family +could spare one of the children of his flesh and blood.</p> + +<p>Now, my value to God is my first reckoning. We commonly make it the +last, if we ever make it at all; but it is the first and the ruling one.</p> + +<p>What I am to my family, my country, myself, is all secondary. They +determine only the secondary results. The first results come from my +first relationship, and my first relationship is to God. As the child of +my parents, as a citizen of my country, as a denizen of this planet, my +place is a temporary one. As the son of God I am from everlasting to +everlasting, a splendid being with the universe as my home.</p> + +<p>Now this, it seems to me, is my point of departure for the estimate of +my possible resources. I cannot expect less of the good things of the +universe than God would naturally bestow on His son. To expect less is +to get less, since it is to dwarf my own power of receiving. If I close +the opening through which abundance flows it cannot be strange if I shut +abundance out.</p> + +<p>And that is precisely what we find throughout the human race, millions +upon millions of lives tightly shut against His generosity. The most +generous treatment for which the majority of us look is man's. The only +standard by which the majority of us appraise our work is man's. You +have a job; you get your twenty or thirty or fifty or a hundred dollars +a week for it; and by those dollars you judge your earning capacity and +allow it to be judged. You hardly ever pause to remember that there is +an estimate of earning capacity which measures industry and good will +and integrity and devotion, and puts them above all tricks of trade <i>and +rewards them</i>—rewards them, I mean, not merely in mystical blessings in +eons far off, possibly the highest blessings we shall ever know, but +rewards them in a way that will satisfy you now.</p> + +<p>"He satisfieth the empty soul," writes the psalmist, in one of the +sublimest lyrics ever penned, "and filleth the hungry soul with +goodness."</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course," says the Caucasian. "When you have crushed out all +your present cravings and forgotten them, He will give you joys of which +now you have no conception."</p> + +<p>But are not my present cravings those which count for me? and do they +not make up precisely that character which renders me unique? True, my +longings now may have to the longings I shall one day entertain only the +relation of your little boy's craving for an alphabetic picture-book to +the course in philosophy he will take when he is twenty-five; but so +long as the picture-book is the thing he can appreciate you give it to +him. Is not this common sense? And can we expect the Father of us all to +act in other than common-sense ways?</p> + +<p>It is because we do so expect—because we do so almost universally—that +we have blocked the channels of His blessings. The world is crowded with +men and women working their fingers to the bone, and even so just +squeaking along betwixt life and death and dragging their children after +them. They are the great problem of mankind; they rend the heart with +pity. They rend the heart with pity all the more for the reason that +there is no sense in their poverty. There is no need of it. God never +willed it, and what God never willed can go out of life with the speed +of Satan out of Heaven. We have only to fulfil certain conditions, +certain conditions quite <i>easy</i> to fulfil, to find the stores of the +Universal laid as a matter of course at the feet of the sons of God.</p> + +<p>"Prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of Hosts," are the striking words +of the prophet Malachi, "if I will not open you the windows of heaven +and pour you out a blessing that there shall not be room enough to +receive it.... And all nations shall call you blessed, for ye shall be a +delightsome land,"</p> + + + +<h3>XIX</h3> + + +<p>But it is the old story: we do not believe it. It is too good to be +true, so we put it away from us. In a world where the material is so +pressing we use only material measures, and bow only to material force.</p> + +<p>So be it! That is apparently as far as our race-development takes us. It +takes us into suffering, but not out of it. Individuals have come into +it and worked their way out again; but most of us can go no faster than +the crowd. In that case we must suffer. In a terrible crisis in his +history, and after many sins, David was able to write these words: "I +sought the Lord ... and He delivered me out of all my fears." It is the +royal avenue, and it is open to anyone. And yet if we do not take it, it +still does not follow that all is lost.</p> + +<p>Of the world as it is the outstanding fact is the necessity for +struggle. Struggle may conceivably enter into every other world. There +is something in us which requires it, which craves for it. A static +heaven in which all is won and there is nothing forevermore but to enjoy +has never made much appeal to us. If eternal life means eternal growth +we shall always have something with which to strive, since growth means +overcoming.</p> + +<p>While sorry, then, that we have not released ourselves to a greater +degree than we have, we may take heart of grace from what we have +achieved. We must simply struggle on. Struggle will continue to make and +shape us. Whether our problems spring from a world of matter, from a +world of men, or from ourselves, their solving brings us a fuller grasp +of truth. The progress may be slow but it is progress. Hardship by +hardship, task by task, failure by failure, conquest by conquest, we +pull ourselves up a little higher in the scale. Some day we shall see in +the Universal all that we have been looking for, and be delivered out of +all our fears.</p> + + + +<a name="6"></a> +<h2>Chapter VI</h2> + +<h3>The World As It Is And The False God Of Fear</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>Of all fears the most dogging and haunting are those connected with +money. Everyone knows them, even the rich. For many years I was their +victim, and will now try to tell how I got rid of them so effectively +that I may call it entirely.</p> + +<p>Having a good many responsibilities I lived in terror of not being able +to keep pace with their demands. The dread was like a malign invisible +presence, never leaving me. With much in the way of travel, friendship, +and variety of experience, which I could have enjoyed, the evil thing +was forever at my side. "This is all very well," it would whisper in +moments of pleasure, "but it will be over in an hour or two, and then +you'll be alone with me as before."</p> + +<p>I can recall minutes when the delight in landscape, or art, or social +intercourse, became alien to me, something to be thrust away. Once in +driving through rich, lush, storied Warwickshire on the way to +Stratford-on-Avon—once in a great Parisian restaurant where the +refinement, brilliancy, and luxury of the world seemed crushed into +epitome—once at a stupendous performance of <i>Götterdämmerung</i> at +Munich—once while standing on the shores of a lovely New Hampshire lake +looking up at a mountain round which, as Emerson says, the Spirit of +Mystery hovers and broods—but these are only remembered high points of +a constant dread of not being able to meet my needs and undertakings. +There used to be an hour in the very early morning—"the coward hour +before the dawn," it is called by a poet-friend of my own—when I was in +the habit of waking, only to hear the sleepless thing saying, as my +senses struggled back into play, "My God, can you be sleeping +peacefully, with possible ruin just ahead of you?" After that further +sleep would become impossible for an hour or two, such wakings +occurring, in periods of stress, as often as two and three times a week.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>It was the spiritually minded man whom I have already quoted as giving +me the three great points as to God's direction who first helped me to +see that, on the part of anyone working hard and trying on the whole to +do right, the fear of being left without means amounts in effect to +denial of God. Thinking this over for myself during the course of some +years, this fear has come to seem to me of the nature of blasphemy. It +is like the "Curse God and die," of the wife of Job. I shall not +hesitate to speak strongly on the subject, because so few are speaking +on it strongly—while the urgency is pressing.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>I have already said that it does not seem reasonable that the Father +should put us into His universe to expand, and then deny us the power +of expanding. The power of expanding is not wrapped up in money, but in +the world as it is the independence of the one of the other is not very +great. "One of the hardest things I ever had to do," a mother said to +me, not long ago, "was to tell my little girl that her father and I +could not afford to send her to college." That is what I mean. To most +of us "expanding" and "affording" amount to the same thing.</p> + +<p>True, there are natures which transcend the limitations of "affording," +and by innate strength do what others resign themselves to not doing. +For instance, there are men and women who "put themselves" through +college, doing similar things which bring out the best in their +characters. These are the exceptions; and they are the exceptions +precisely for the reason that, whether they know it or not, they are +nearer than their fellows to the divine working principle. It is not +necessary for us to be conscious of that principle in order to get much +of its result, though consciousness enables us to get more of it. The +strong are strong because of harmony with God, at least to some extent. +They may misuse their strength, as we can misuse anything; but the mere +fact of possessing it shows a certain degree of touch with the +Universal. But I am speaking chiefly of the weak, of those who think +first of all in terms of restriction rather than in those of privilege +to come and go and be and do.</p> + +<p>I repeat that though this privilege is not dependent on money, money +expresses it to the average mind.</p> + +<p>And what is money after all? It is only a counter for what we call +goods. Goods is the word with which, according to our Anglo-Saxon genius +for the right phrase, we sum up the good things with which the Father +blesses His children. The root connection between good, goods, and God +is worth everyone's attention, A hundred dollars is simply a standard of +measurement for so much of God's good things. A thousand dollars +represents so much more; a million dollars so much more again. But it is +important to note that this is not God's standard of measurement; it is +man's, and adopted only for man's convenience.</p> + +<p>As for God's standard of measurement it is inconceivable that the +Universal Father should give to one of His children far more of His +"goods" than he can use, while denying to another that which he is in +absolute need of. The Universal Father could surely not do otherwise +than bless all alike. With His command of resources He must bless all +alike, not by depriving anyone, but by enriching everyone. If everyone +does not enjoy plenty it must be because of the bringing in of some +principle of distribution which could never have been His.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>The right and the wrong principles of distribution are indirectly placed +before us by our Lord in one of the most beautiful passages which ever +fell from human lips. Familiar as it is, I venture to quote it at +length, for the reason that the modern translation makes some of the +points clearer than they are in the King James version which most of us +know best.</p> + +<p>"No man can be the bondservant of two masters; for either he will +dislike one and like the other, or he will attach himself to one and +think slightingly of the other. You cannot be the bondservants both of +God and of gold. For this reason I charge you not to be over-anxious +about your lives, inquiring what you are to eat or what you are to +drink, nor yet about your bodies, inquiring what clothes you are to put +on. Is not the life more precious than its food, and the body than its +clothing? Look at the birds which fly in the air; they do not sow or +reap or store up in barns, but your Heavenly Father feeds them; are you +not of much greater value than they? Which of you by being over-anxious +can add a single foot to his height? And why be anxious about clothing? +Learn a lesson of the wild lilies. Watch their growth. They neither toil +nor spin, and yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his +magnificence could array himself like one of these. And yet if God so +clothes the wild herbage which to-day flourishes and to-morrow is cast +into the oven, is it not much more certain that he will clothe you, you +men of little faith? Do not even begin to be anxious, therefore, saying, +'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' +For all these are questions that Gentiles are always asking; but your +Heavenly Father knows that you need these things—all of them. But make +His Kingdom and righteousness your chief aim, and then these things +shall be given you in addition. Do not be over-anxious, therefore, about +to-morrow, for to-morrow will bring its own cares. Enough for each day +are its own troubles."</p> + +<p>In this passage there are two points, each of which may merit a few +words as a means of eliminating fear.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>The first point is the reference to what we are to make our "chief +aim"—the Kingdom of God and righteousness.</p> + +<p>I feel sure we generally miss the force of these words through our +Caucasian sanctimoniousness. We can think of God's Kingdom and +righteousness only in the light of the pietistic. The minute they are +mentioned we strike what I have already called our artificial pose, our +funereal frame of mind. I am not flippant when I say that in the mind of +the Caucasian the first step toward seeking the Kingdom of God and +righteousness is in pulling a long face. We can hardly think of +righteousness except as dressed in our Sunday clothes, and looking and +feeling wobegone. To most of us the seeking of righteousness suggests at +once an increase in attending church services, or going to +prayer-meetings, or making missionary efforts—excellent practices in +themselves—according to the form of pietism we are most familiar with. +Those of us who have no form of pietism feel cut off from making the +attempt at all.</p> + +<p>Oh, to be simple!—to be natural!—to be spontaneous!—to be free from +the concept of a God shut up within the four walls of a building and +whose chief interests are the sermon and the number of parishioners! +The Kingdom of God is the Universal Kingdom, including everyone and +everything—all interests, all commerce, all government, all invention, +all art, all amusement, all the staid pursuits of the old and all the +ardour of the young, all sport, all laughter, all that makes for +gladness. It is the Kingdom of the bird and the flower and the horse and +the motor-car and the motion-picture house and the office and the +theatre and the ballroom and the school and the college and everything +else that man has evolved for himself. He has evolved these things +wrongly because nine times out of ten he has seen them as outside God's +Kingdom, instead as being God's own undertakings because they are ours. +All that we have to do to seek His Kingdom is to do what we are doing +every day, with energy and fun, but to do it knowing we are His agents +and co-workers. As a matter of fact, most of us are, to some extent, +doing that already, getting food, shelter, clothing, and all other +necessary things as our reward. What we do not get is relief from fear, +because we do not understand that fear above all things is what He +would take away from us.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>The second point is a curious one, and all the more emphatic for being +curious. Our Lord invents a false god. He names the false god of fear, +who was never named before. Mammon is the word which the modern +translator gives as gold. As Mammon it is translated in the Authorised +Version, whence we get the familiar phrase, "Ye cannot serve God +and Mammon."</p> + +<p>But Mammon was never the name of an idol or other form of false deity. +The word, which is Syriac, means money. Our Lord, apparently, made it +the name of a false god in order to set before us, and make vivid to us, +a false principle.</p> + +<p>That false principle is in the belief that the material essentials for +living and expanding are dependent on man's economic laws.</p> + +<p>This is a point of vast importance to the individual who desires to +strike out beyond the crowd, not only getting what he needs, but +ridding himself of fear.</p> + +<p>The law of supply and demand is the most practical which the human race +in its present stage has been able to evolve. That it is not an ideal +law is obvious. There are ways in which it works, and ways in which it +does not. When the Christians began to act for themselves they +established a community of goods, such as had obtained among the little +band who gathered round our Lord. Almost at once it was given up, +presumably as being too advanced for the existing world of men. I +suppose we might say the same of the various systems of Socialism and +Communism urged on us at the present day. However good they may be, we +are not ready to put them into practice. That, I judge—without +positively knowing—is the reason why certain great Christian bodies +oppose both. These bodies, I assume, are not hostile to equal +distribution in itself, but only to equal distribution before men are +developed to a stage at which it would be wise.</p> + +<p>But my point is independent of all men's theories, and rests simply on +the fact that, whatever the law of man, God is not bound by it.</p> + +<p>If we can believe the Old and New Testaments—which, of course, some of +us do not—He has shown on many, many occasions that He is far from +being bound by it. Time after time He comes to the individual's relief +according to His own law. We reject these occurrences as mythical on the +ground that the laws of supply and demand—and some other laws as law is +understood by us—do not support them; and yet it is in the power of the +individual to test the truth for himself.</p> + +<p>That is one of the burdens of both Testaments. The individual is +implored to see the only real system for the distribution of "goods" as +God's. It is not expressed in that way, but that is what it comes to. +God owns and disposes of everything. He has not put us into His Universe +and left us to fend for ourselves. He follows us. He cares for us. Not +one is forgotten or overlooked by Him. It is personal watching and +brooding and defence. He is our Father, not merely for the purpose of +hearing us sing hymns, and forgiving our sins when we stop committing +them, but for all our aims and objects. Nothing that concerns us is so +small but that His Infinite Intelligence follows it; no need of ours is +so large but that His All-Ownership can meet it. "Do not two sparrows +sell for a half-penny?" is our Lord's illustration on this point, "yet +not one of them will fall to the ground without your Father's leave. But +as for you," He reasons, in order that we may understand the +infinitesimal nature of God's care, "the very hairs on your heads are +all numbered. Away then with fear!"<a href="#fn31"><sup>31</sup></a></p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + +<p>Away then with fear, because our first and over-ruling and +all-determining relationship is to Him.</p> + +<p>In eliminating money-fears from my own life that was the fact which +helped me most. I had not only to seize it intellectually, but to get +what William James calls the "feeling" of it, the apprehension of it in +my subconsciousness. It was like acquiring a new instinct. The +<i>Metanoia</i>, the re-directing of my thought, was a thorough and +basic change.</p> + +<p>It meant getting up in the morning with a new conception as to why I was +working and for whom. I had taken it for granted hitherto that I was +working for such and such a firm, for as much money as they would pay +me. As much money as they would pay me was the limit of my expectation. +Beyond the law of supply and demand I had no vision; and whenever the +demand fell short fear was the result.</p> + +<p>The change in my base was in seeing that working for such and such a +firm, for as much money as they would pay me, was merely incidental. It +was secondary. It was not what determined my position. It was not what +determined my reward. It was a small way of looking at a situation which +was big. It was a small way of looking at a situation which was big, +merely to confine my objective to such selling and buying as goes on in +the planet called the Earth. I was working for the Master of the +Universe, who had all the resources of the universe with which to pay me +for what I was worth <i>to Him</i>.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>It is this last fact, as I have hinted already, which fixes my true +value. To the firm for which I am working I am worth so many dollars and +cents, and if for any reason I am unable to do their work they will get +someone else who can. I am not essential to them in any way, however +essential they may be to me. It is my part to "keep my job," since if I +don't I may find it hard to get another. If I do get another it will be +on the same principle, of being paid what I can be made to work for, and +not a penny more.</p> + +<p>But in working for the Master of the Universe I am working for One to +whom I am essential. My "job" could not be "swung" by anyone else, since +everyone else is essential to the swinging of his own. I am not "taken +on" to do what anyone else could do as well; I am positively needed for +this thing and for no other thing.</p> + +<p>The nature of "this thing" for which I am needed may be seen in the +obvious duties of my situation—as regards my family, my employers, and +my surroundings, which sum up my responsibilities toward men in general. +No explanation of myself can be independent of men in general, since my +work is for them in its final aim. If I forget them I forget God, God +expressing Himself to me through men in general, as through my family +and my employers in particular.</p> + +<p>Incidentally, then, I work for men, but essentially and consciously I +work for God, and look to God for my recompense.</p> + +<p>Now God is the most generous of all paymasters. It is natural enough +that He should be so. He who delights in the grace of a bird or the +colour of a flower must delight in a man in proportion to a man's higher +place in the creative scale. As our Lord points out, that is no more +than common sense. And, delighting in us as He does, God could not +possibly stint us in what we earn from Him. Merely to suppose so is to +dishonour Him. A large part of His joy must be in our joy.</p> + +<p>The simplest way in which I can express it is that in consciously trying +to work with God, not man, as our employer, things happen to us which, +to the best of our foresight, would not have happened otherwise. Often +they seem accidental, and possibly we ascribe them to accident till the +coincidences become too numerous to explain by coincidence and nothing +more. It constantly happens to myself, for instance, to find the whole +solution of some tangled financial problem hanging on the chance turning +of my steps to someone's office, and the chance turning of the +conversation to some specific observation. Chance is the explanation +which comes to me first, till I reflect on the finespun chain which +brought me to that particular spot and those particular words. Leading +is what I see then; and seeing it once I am more confident of being led +the next time. The next time, therefore, I am the less afraid, having +the definite experience to support me.</p> + +<p>There are millions of men and women to whom life brings no more than the +monotony of a treadmill round, year in and year out, with a cramping of +mind, spirit, and ambition, who might have been free had they measured +themselves by God's standards and not by men's. It is simply the taking +of a point of view, and adjusting the life to it. In doing one's work +primarily for God, the fear of undue restriction is put, sooner or +later, out of the question. He pays me and He pays me well. He pays me +and He will not fail to pay me. He pays me not merely for the rule of +thumb task which is all that men recognise, but for everything else I +bring to my job in the way of industry, good intention, and +cheerfulness. If the Lord loveth a cheerful giver, as St Paul says, we +may depend upon it that He loveth a cheerful worker; and where we can +cleave the way to His love there we find His endless generosity.</p> + +<p>In my own case this generosity has most frequently been shown in +opening doors for me where I saw nothing but blank walls. He has made +favourable things happen. It may be said that they would have happened +anyhow; but when they have happened on my looking to Him, and have not +happened when I did not look to Him, it is only fair to draw the +conclusion that He was behind the event.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>It may also be urged that if there was really a God who delighted in us +He would make favourable things happen to us whether we looked to Him or +not. So He does. Every life, even among those who never think of Him, is +full of such occurrences. Every individual gets some measure of supply +for his necessities, and in many instances a liberal one. God's sun +rises on the wicked as well as on the good, and His rain falls on those +who do right and those who do wrong.</p> + +<p>At the same time there is a force generated by working consciously with +Him which we have to go without when we disregard Him. It is not, I +suppose, that He refuses to co-operate with us, but that it is out of +our power to co-operate with Him. If His is the only right way to our +success and prosperity, and we are, to any extent, taking the wrong, it +stands to reason that to that extent we must fail.</p> + +<p>It is doubtless for this reason that our Lord emphasises seeking His +righteousness as well as His Kingdom. His Kingdom might be roughly +defined as His power; righteousness as the right way of doing anything. +But you never obtain power by going the wrong way to work; whereas by +working in the right way you get your result. The conclusion is obvious.</p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>It is often objected to the point of view I have been trying to express +that so much weight is thrown on material blessing. God gives spiritual +rewards, it is contended, not material ones. To expect the material from +Him is to make Him gross, and to become gross ourselves.</p> + +<p>And yet those who put forth this objection are doing their utmost to +secure material comforts, and to make material provision for the future. +Are they doing it independently of God? Are they working in a medium +into which God cannot enter? Is it argued for a single minute that +"goods" are not God's good things, and that money is not their token? +True, the love of money is the root of all evil. Of course—when you +separate money from God, as Caucasians mostly do; not when you take +money as one of the material symbols for God's love toward his sons.</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact, we dig a gulf between the material and the +spiritual which does not exist. We have seen that modern physical +science is showing us how near to spirit matter comes, while it is +highly probable that further research will diminish even the slight +existing difference between them. Matter may really be considered as our +sensuous misreading of the spiritual. That is to say, God sees one +thing; our senses see another. In the wild lily cited by our Lord our +senses see a thing exquisite in form and colour; and yet, relatively +speaking, it is no more than a distortion of what God beholds and +delights in. It is a commonplace fact that, even within the limitations +of the senses, our sense-faculties perceive few things, if anything, +quite accurately. Matter may therefore be considered as our wrong view +of what God sees rightly. Both for Him and for us the object is there; +but it is there with higher qualities than we can appreciate or +understand.</p> + +<p>The situation is not unknown among ourselves. A picture by a great +master hangs on a wall. Two men look at it—the one with an expert +knowledge of painting, the other with none. The untrained eye will +translate into daubs of colour and meaningless forms what the skilled +understanding will perceive as a masterly setting forth of beauty. So +the good things—the "goods"—with which God blesses us, as well as the +money which is their symbol, may be taken as having to God a meaning +which they do not possess for us, but not as being outside the sphere +of His interest and control.</p> + + + +<h3>XI</h3> + + +<p>It is the tendency to puts "goods" and money outside the sphere of His +interest and control which has impelled us—and perhaps the Caucasian +especially—to have one God for the spiritual and another for the +material. We try to serve God and Mammon to an extent far beyond +anything we are generally aware of. It is not merely the individual who +is doing it; it is part of our collective, social, and national life. +Our civilisation is more or less based on the principle.</p> + +<p>It is a mistake to suppose that a formal belief in One Almighty, +All-knowing, All-loving God has, to the immense majority of us, ever +been more than an ideal. It is a mistake to suppose that because the +false god is no longer erected before us in silver or stone he is no +longer served. The world has never outgrown idolatry, the so-called +Christian world no more than any other. "Dear children," are the words +with which St. John closes one of his epistles, "guard yourselves from +idols." He at least did not think that the idol had been forsaken +because the use of his name was given up.</p> + +<p>We may define as a god any force to which we ascribe a supreme and +controlling power in our lives. It is of little consequence whether or +not we give it name and personality, so long as that force rules us. So +long, too, as it wields a power which the One God does not, so long as +we make the false god greater than the true, and more influential.</p> + +<p>This is no mere figure of speech; it is fact. We have never guarded +ourselves from idols. We have never done more toward recognising the +Father than the putting Him in the pantheon with our other gods. Even +though we have inscribed the whole pantheon with His name, the other +gods have been in it.</p> + + + +<h3>XII</h3> + + +<p>I have said that our whole collective life is based on the principle of +one God for the soul and another for the body; and so it is. In what we +call our temporal life God gets only a formal recognition, while Mammon +is the referee. Beyond the controlling power of money we have no vision, +and we see no laws. The sphere of material productivity being one in +which, according to our foregone conclusion, God does not operate, we +have to make the controlling power of money our only practical standard. +It has its laws—chiefly the laws of supply and demand—within whose +working we human beings are caught like flies in spider-webs. Though we +struggle, and know we are struggling, we take it for granted that there +is nothing to do but struggle, and struggle vainly. We take it for +granted that we are born into a vast industrial spider-web, whence there +is no possibility of getting out, and in which we can only churn our +spirits rebelliously. In proportion as God is a God of love, Mammon is a +god of torture; but such is our supineness of spiritual energy that we +go on serving Mammon.</p> + + + +<h3>XIII</h3> + + +<p>But I am writing only for the individual. I am trying to suggest to him +that however much his race, his nation, his society, may serve Mammon, +he is free to renounce the idol and escape the idol's laws. Escaping the +idol's laws he comes within the realm of God's laws; and coming within +the realm of God's laws he reaches the region of plenty.</p> + +<p>He may be the poorest and most ill-paid labourer; but God will recognise +his industry not in proportion to its technical skill, but according to +the spiritual excellence which goes into it. Technical skill depends +largely on the right man finding the right job; but as our world is +organised at present the right man, more often than not, is put into the +wrong job and has to do his best with it. God sees and estimates that +best; and as surely as He makes His sun to rise and His rain to fall +will give it its just compensation.</p> + + + +<h3>XIV</h3> + + +<p>Our industrial questions are primarily spiritual. That is why they can +never be settled on a purely economic basis, and why every attempt to +settle them on a purely economic basis leads to conditions more confused +than those from which we have emerged. The so-called purely economic +basis is the basis where only Mammon's laws are considered, and God's +are held to be impractical.</p> + +<p>Quite so! But even then the individual is free. Working with God he is +always master of the situation as it affects <i>him</i>.</p> + +<p>The problem of Capital and Labour, for example, has, in one form or +another, been before the world for thousands of years. The more acute it +becomes the further we are from a solution, and were never so far from a +solution as we are to-day. Poverty, again, is the canker at the heart of +both Church and State, and has been so in every stage of our +civilisation. In 1921 it is no more under control than it was in the +days of Charlemagne or Attila or Xerxes. Charitable efforts to relieve +it have proved as effective as tickling with a feather to cure disease. +Or again, high prices and low wages, high wages creating high prices, +resented conditions leading to strikes, strikes bringing confusion to +both wages and prices alike—these things perplex the most clear-sighted +among us, compelling us to wonder as to what new troubles we are heaping +up. Or again, taxes crippling incomes and gnawing at the heart of +industry vex us each year with a sense of the futility of all man's +efforts for the common good, and the uselessness of our energies. These +difficulties, with many kindred ones, are the working of the laws of +Mammon. The case is simple. We shall never be free from the difficulties +till we are free from the laws. The bondservants of Mammon will go on +from misery to misery, till the will which opposes God is broken down. +There is no other way. The colossal disintegration of the world now +taking place before our eyes may be the beginning of this end.</p> + + + +<h3>XV</h3> + + +<p>But I return to the point I have emphasised already, the only point to +this book. The individual can act on his own account. He does not have +to wait till the race as a whole gives up the service of Mammon, or even +the nation to which he belongs. He can set <i>himself</i> free, and enjoy the +benefits of freedom.</p> + +<p>There must be many to whom, as to myself, the kingdom of heaven will +really be at hand when they are delivered from the snares and +entanglements of man's economic systems. Caught in those systems, +imprisoned in them, more hopelessly enmeshed the more they struggle to +save themselves, the suggestion that a change in point of view will take +us out of them will seem to some of us too amazing to be true.</p> + +<p>Nothing will prove it true but a man's own experience. Mine will +convince nobody; no other man's can convince me. Demonstration must be +personal before we can make anything our own. But the fact remains, as +sure as the surest thing we know anything about, that the law of Mammon +does not work, while the law of God does work, and will work for anyone +who calls it to his aid.</p> + +<p>No one who has ever seen the early morning trains into any great city +vomiting forth their hundreds of thousands of men and women, trudging +more or less dispiritedly to uncongenial jobs, can have felt anything +but pity for so many lives squeezed into the smallest possible +limitations. Admitting cheerfulness, admitting a measure of content, and +a larger measure of acceptance of what can't be helped, there still +remains over these hordes the shadow of a cloud from which they know +they never will escape. Clerks, factory hands, tradesmen, working men +and women of every stamp and occupation, they bow to the fact that they +will always work hard at tasks which are rarely their own choice, that +they will always work for little money, that they will always be denied +their desires for expansion; that as it was with their fathers and +mothers before them, so it will be with them, and so it will be with +their children after them.</p> + +<p>With the supineness of our race most of them force themselves to be +satisfied with what comes. But here and there is a rebel. Here and there +is a man or a woman who feels that joyless work, and small pay, and +little or nothing to look forward to, are cruel elements in life, not +fair, not just, on the part of God or man. But what can they do? They +are in man's economic machine. The machine turns round and they turn +with it. They can do nothing else but turn with it. They see no prospect +except of turning with it till they die.</p> + +<p>It is out of such men and women that our modern world breeds +revolutionists, that exalted and yet dangerous band who seek redress +from the laws of Mammon by appealing <i>to</i> the laws of Mammon, so making +confusion worse confounded.</p> + + + +<h3>XVI</h3> + + +<p>A revolution indeed is needed; but a revolution in point of view.</p> + +<p>Political revolution, for the sake of righting governmental abuses, +has been known to produce beneficent results.</p> + +<p>Material revolution, the attack of the poor on the rich to take away +their possessions, has never achieved anything. Many a time it has been +tried, and many a time it has failed. Being part of the system of Mammon +it could do nothing else than fail. The evils which Mammon has wrought +Mammon will never remedy. There may be instances in history of economic +cures for economic ills; but I think they are few. In general such cures +are of the nature of our "settlements" of strikes. They settle to-day +what is again unsettled to-morrow, leaving the work to be done all over +again, and so on into a far future.</p> + +<p>The revolution in point of view has these great advantages:</p> + +<p>First, it contains within it the seeds of success, since it is +revolution toward God, the owner of the Earth and the fulness thereof; +Next, it takes place within the individual himself, doing no one +else any harm;</p> + +<p>Lastly, it does not run counter to man's economic laws; it only uses and +transcends them. It directs and corrects them. Working along their lines +it stimulates their fruit. Letting the inner man out of the economic +trap it sets him in a world in which first, and last, and before +everything else, he is God's servant in God's pay. God's pay being sure, +and paid in the way we need it, we no longer have money-fear to be +afraid of. Money-fear being set aside we can the more easily give +ourselves to the knowledge that "the Kingdom of God does not consist of +eating and drinking, but of right conduct, peace, and joy, through the +Holy Spirit; and whoever in this way devotedly serves Christ, God takes +pleasure in him, and men commend him highly."<a href="#fn32"><sup>32</sup></a></p> + + + +<h3>XVII</h3> + + +<p>And lest what I have said should seem fanciful or chimerical let me add +that I am not saying these things merely on my own responsibility. To +my certain knowledge there are hundreds of thousands—some millions—of +people throughout the world who at this very minute are living according +to this principle, and proving that it works in practical effect.</p> + +<p>Neither am I speaking theoretically, as I have tried to make plain. To a +degree that convinces myself I have made the demonstration. Where my +life was like a dark and crooked lane in which I might easily be lost, +it has now become as an easy and open highway; where money-fear was the +very air I breathed, it is now no more than a nebulous shred on a far +horizon. Money-fear comes occasionally; but only as the memory of pain +to a wound which you know to be healed. It comes; but, like Satan out of +Heaven, I can cast it from me with a thought.</p> + + + +<a name="7"></a> +<h2>Chapter VII</h2> + +<h3>The False God Of Fear And The Fear Of Death</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>The fear of death was greatly diminished for me on grasping the +principle of everlasting Growth.</p> + +<p>This principle we gather from whatever we know of life. Our observation +of life is, of course, limited to this planet; but as far as it goes it +shows us a persistent and perpetual system of development. We have only +to let our imaginations go back to the first feeble stirrings of life in +the ooze of the primeval seas, contrasting that with what it became in +Plato, Sophocles, St. Peter, St. Paul, Raphael, Shakespeare, and Darwin, +to see how high the climb upward has reached. Jesus of Nazareth I put on +a plane to which we have not yet attained, though in sight as the great +objective.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>That the same law operates in the individual life is a matter of +everyone's experience. Such knowledge as each man has of himself is that +of a growing entity. Each year, each day, expands him a little further, +with increased fulness of character. At thirty he is more than he was at +twenty; at fifty more than he was at thirty; at eighty more than he was +at fifty. Nothing but a perverted mortal point of view stands in the way +of further expansion still.</p> + +<p>The perverted mortal point of view is one of the impulses we have to +struggle with. The mortal tendency, which means the deadly tendency, +always seeks to kill whatever has the principle of life. This tendency +is in every one of us; but in some of us more than in others.</p> + +<p>You can see it at work in the morbid mind, in the mind that is easily +depressed, and in the mind that easily closes.</p> + +<p>Perhaps it is in this last that it becomes our most pernicious enemy. +The closing mind is found in all our ranks; the closed mind is the +deadwood of all our professions. It is not only deadwood; it is +death-in-life, the foe of the developing life-principle, the enemy of +the Holy Ghost.</p> + +<p>That the dead mind should be found among people who have had few +intellectual advantages is not surprising. On them it is forced from +without, by sheer pressure of circumstance. Where it is most painful is +precisely where it does most harm, among the classes we call +professional. There, too, it seems commonest. Lawyers, doctors, +clergymen, teachers, writers, politicians, business men with dead minds +choke all the highways of life. To the extent that they have influence +they are obstacles to progress; but sooner or later the time comes when +they no longer have influence. Life shelves them on the plea that they +are old; but that is not the reason. They are shelved because they have +killed their minds, becoming living dead men.</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact, one of the most valuable of our social and +national assets is the old man who has kept his mind open. Found all too +rarely, he is never shelved, for the reason that life cannot do without +him. Having the habit of expansion he continues to expand, keeping +abreast of youth and even a little in advance of it. The exception +rather than the rule, there is no reason why he should not be the +racial type.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>He is not the racial type because so many of us begin to die almost as +soon as we have begun to live. Our very fear of the death-principle +admits it into our consciousness. Admitted into our consciousness it +starts its work of killing us. It wrinkles the face, it turns the hair +grey, it enfeebles the limbs, it stupefies the brain. One of its most +deadly weapons is fatigue, or the simulation of fatigue. The tired +business man, who rules American life, is oftener than not a dead +business man. If he looked ahead he would see what we idiomatically know +as his "finish." He is not only dying but he infuses death into +manners, literature, and art, since he so largely sets the standard +which becomes the rule.</p> + +<p>War on the death-principle should be, it seems to me, one of the aims to +which the individual gives his strength; and once more he can do it on +his own account.</p> + +<p>In the first place, he can watch himself, that he does not mentally +begin to grow old. To begin mentally to grow old is to begin mentally to +die. He must think of himself as an expanding being, not as a +contracting one. He must keep in sympathetic touch with the new, damning +the know-it-all frame of mind. He must keep in sympathetic touch with +youth, knowing that youth is the next generation in advance. The secrets +of one generation are not those of another; but if he who possesses the +earlier masters also the later he is that much the richer and wiser. The +gulf which separates parents and children is one which the parents must +cross. They can work onward, while the children cannot work backward. Up +to a certain point the older teach the younger; beyond a certain point +the younger teach the older. He who would go on living and not begin to +die must be willing to be taught, reaping the harvest of both youth +and age.</p> + +<p>In the second place, he who would live must not kill anyone else. The +deadly tendency in ourselves is forever at work on those about us, +chiefly on those we love. We watch, tabulate, and recount their symptoms +of decay. Making notes of them for ourselves we discourse of them to +others. "He begins to look old," is a commonplace. The response will +probably emphasise the fact. By response to response we spin round a +friend the age-web which lengthens into the death-web. In our expressive +American vernacular we speak of "wishing" conditions on others, an +instinctive folk-recognition of the force of mentality. We do it in a +sinister sense more often than by way of helpfulness. We "wish" by +thinking, by talking, by creating an atmosphere, by forcing things into +the general consciousness. Old age and decay, bad enough in themselves, +we intensify by our habits of mind. Death, which in any case awaits our +friends, we woo to them by anticipations of demise. It is not +ill-intentioned. It comes out of a subconsciousness in which death and +not life is the base.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>For most of us the fear of death is a subconscious rather than an active +fear. It becomes active for those who through illness, or in some other +way, see a sentence of death hanging over them; but during the greater +part of the life-span we are able to beat it off.</p> + +<p>As to the life-span itself there is reason to suppose that it is meant +to be more regular than man allows it to become. There may easily be an +"appointed time" to which we do not suffer ourselves, or each other, to +attain. Those strange, inequalities by which one human being is left to +pass over the century mark, another is cut off just when he is most +needed, while a third does no more than touch this plane for an hour or +two, may be the results of our misreadings of God's Will, and not the +decrees of that Will itself.</p> + +<p>We are here on ground which may be termed that of speculation; and yet +speculation is not quite the right word. I dare to think that we have +reached a stage of our development at which we are entitled to make with +regard to death certain inferences which were hardly possible before our +time. We may make them timidly, with all hesitation and reserve, aware +that we cannot propound them as facts; and yet we may make them. The +human mind is no longer where it was a hundred years ago, still less +where it was five hundred years ago. Though we make little progress we +make some. We are not always marking time on the same spot of ignorance +and helplessness. What is mystery for one age is not of necessity +mystery for another. Even when mysteries remain, they do not of +necessity remain without some hint of a dawn which may broaden into day. +Many of our most precious illuminations have come in just this way; a +faint light—which slowly, feebly, through centuries perhaps, waxes +till it becomes a radiance.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>I talked some time ago to an orthodox Christian lady whose brother had +recently died, and who was speaking of death.</p> + +<p>"The one mystery," she called it, "on which no single ray of light has +been vouchsafed in all the ages man has been on earth."</p> + +<p>I did not agree with her, but knowing her to be an orthodox Christian +lady I did not venture to express my opinion.</p> + +<p>But hers is the position which many, perhaps most, of us take. "No one +has ever come back," we say, "to tell us what his experience has been," +and we drop the subject there. Not only do we drop the subject there, +but we resent it if everyone else does not drop the subject there. "God +has hidden it from us," we declare, "and what He has hidden from us it +is presumption for us to pry into." It is useless to urge the fact that +this way of reasoning would have kept us still in the Stone Age; we are +not to be reached by argument.</p> + +<p>Let me say at once that I am not taking up the question of the psychic, +or entering into it at all. I shall keep myself to the two points of +view which have helped me, as an individual, to overcome, to some +degree, the fear of death, considering them in reverse order from that +in which I have mentioned them. Those two points of view are:</p> + +<p>A. That, according to God's Will, we come into this phase of being for +an "appointed time" which we do not always reach;</p> + +<p>B. That we pass out of this phase of being as we came into it, for +Growth.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>A. The question of an appointed time seems important chiefly to the +right understanding of God's love. Between us and the understanding of +that love bereavement is often a great obstacle. Oftener still it is a +great puzzle. I do not have to catalogue the conditions in which the +taking away of men, women, and children, sorely needed here if for no +other purpose than to love, has moved us to deep perplexity, or to +something like a doubt of God. We have probably all known cases where +such tragedy has driven sufferers to renounce God altogether, and to +curse Him. Some of us who have been smitten may have come near to doing +this ourselves, or may have done it.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>I have already spoken of the Caucasian's habit of shuffling off on God +those ills for which he will not face the responsibility himself, and I +am inclined to think that this is one of them. In my own experience the +explanation of "God's Will" made to the mother of a little family left +fatherless, or to the parents of a dead baby, or to a young man with a +young wife in her coffin, has always been revolting. I have made it; I +have tried, on the faith of others, to think it must be so. I have long +since ceased to think it, and feel happier for not crediting the +Universal Father with any such futile tricks.</p> + +<p>I should not go so far as to say that we human beings have misapplied +the laws of life in such a way as to kill those who are dear to us; +rather, I think, we have never learned those laws except in their merest +rudiments. We are not yet prepared to do more than bungle the good +things offered us on earth, and more or less misuse them. We misuse them +ourselves; we teach others to misuse them; we create systems of which +the pressure is so terrible that under it the weak can do nothing but +die. We give them no chance. We squeeze the life out of them. And then +we say piously, "The blessed Will of God!"</p> + +<p>As an illustration of what I mean let me cite the two following cases +among people I have known:</p> + +<p>A young lady belonging to a family of means was found to be suffering +from incipient tuberculosis. The doctors ordered her to Saranac. To +Saranac she went, with two nurses. Within eighteen months she was home +again, quite restored to health. This was as it should have been.</p> + +<p>At the same time I knew a car-conductor, married some six or seven +years, and the father of three children. He, too, was found to be +suffering from incipient tuberculosis. He, too, was ordered to Saranac. +But having a wife and three children to support, Saranac was out of the +question. He went on conducting his car till his cough became +distressing, whereupon he was "fired." A minimum allowance from his +church kept the family from starvation, while the nearest approach to +Saranac that could be contrived was an arrangement by which he slept +with his head out the window. In course of time he died, and his widow +was exhorted to submit to the Will of God.</p> + + + +<h3>VIII</h3> + + +<p>I cite the latter case as typical of millions and millions of deaths of +the kind at which we stand aghast at God's extraordinary rulings. Why is +it, we ask, that He snatches away those who are needed, leaving those +who might be spared? As to the latter part of the question I have +nothing to say; but when it comes to "snatching away" I feel it +important to "absolve God" of the blame for it.</p> + +<p>In the instance I have quoted the blame for it is clear. Falling on no +one individual, it does fall on an organisation of life which gives all +the chances to some, denying them to others. So long as we feel unable +to improve on this organisation we shall have these inequalities. But +let us face honestly the consequences they bring. Let us not confuse all +the issues of life and death as we do, by saddling the good and +beautiful Will of God with the ills we make for ourselves.</p> + + + +<h3>IX</h3> + + +<p>All untimely bereavement is, of course, not of the nature of the above +illustration. And yet I venture to believe that in all untimely +bereavement some similar explanation could be found. For example, in the +intervals of writing these lines I have been reading a recent biography +of Madame de Maintenon. In it is a chapter describing the series of +catastrophes which fell on Louis the Fourteenth, and the French kingdom, +within little more than a twelvemonth. His son and heir, his grandson, +the second heir, his great-grandson, the third heir, the second heir's +wife, and still another grandson were all carried off by smallpox. In +the apartments of Madame de Maintenon, his wife, the aged monarch was +counselled to submit to the awful Will of God which saw fit thus to +smite him. What no one perceived was that by crowding round the bed of +each sufferer in turn the survivors courted contagion.</p> + +<p>But, there again, it is not much more than a century since this fact +became known to anyone. Easily within living memory is the discovery +that disease is due to bacteria. Our whole system of sanitation is of +recent development, and obtains only among the English and the Americans +even now. In many parts of Europe and America, to say nothing of Asia +and Africa, people still live as in the Middle Ages, and infant +mortality is appalling. Those of us who pay most attention to sanitary +laws live unhealthily, diminishing our powers to resist attack. I +mention these facts, not as making a list of them, but to indicate the +many causes through which we bring bereavement on ourselves, when the +Will of God would naturally make for survival and happiness.</p> + +<p>It must never be forgotten that in this phase of our existence we never +carry out that Will except to a remote degree. We only struggle towards +doing it. When great sorrows come it is because in the struggle we have +not been successful. Either we ourselves have failed; or the failure of +others affects us indirectly. While God's Will may be for our happiness, +we can attain to neither the happiness nor the Will—as yet.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, we would not have it otherwise. In our more thoughtless or +more agonised minutes we are likely to cry out for a life in which the +conditions ensuring our happiness could not so easily miscarry; but that +would mean a static life, and a static life, above all things, we will +not endure. As already seen, we ask for difficulties to conquer, +successes to achieve. To contend is our instinct, not to be passive +and enjoy.</p> + +<p>Difficulties to conquer can only exist side by side with the possibility +of not conquering them. The victory which is merely a walk-over is +scarcely a victory. Achievement counts only when something has been +overcome. Even then the overcoming of one thing merely spurs us on to +overcome another. To rest on our laurels is doom. For a race which has +the infinite as its goal the word must be on and on. The static heaven +of bearing palms and playing harps and bliss, which the naïve +interpretation of our fathers drew from the imagery of the Apocalypse, +has long since made us rebellious. Something to strive for we demand, +even at the risk of bereavement.</p> + + + +<h3>X</h3> + + +<p>It is at once the disadvantage and the glory of our own generation that +it is only on the fourth or fifth step of the stairway by which we are +climbing. But at least it is heir to the conquests which go to its stage +of advance. Untimely bereavement is less common to-day than it was a +few centuries ago; it is more common to-day than it will be a few +centuries hence. Such storms of affliction as in 1712 swept over the +house of Louis Quatorze occur less frequently now. But they still occur. +We have not got beyond them. They are only bound to occur less and less +frequently, till they become no more than matters of scarcely +credible record.</p> + +<p>In the meanwhile it may be a comfort to others, as it is to me, to be +able to "absolve God" from the charge of capricious and intolerable +thwarting of our love. To me, at least, the blow is easier to bear when +I know that His beloved hand didn't strike it. I cannot understand being +tortured out of sheer love, while patience with what leaves me with my +whole life maimed is only the patience of the vanquished.</p> + +<p>On the other hand, I can bear with my mistakes, I can bear with the +mistakes of others, I can bear with the failures which are the fruit of +our lack of race-development, so long as I know that God is on my side. +The affliction which would be too poignant as coming directly from Him +is half soothed already when I know that He is soothing it. I may have +lost what He gave; but far from snatching it from me He would have had +me keep it. Of all my comforts that assurance is the first.</p> + +<p>In addition, I have the satisfaction—a meagre satisfaction you may call +it, but a satisfaction all the same—of knowing that by the ploughing +and harrowing of my heart a step is taken toward that future in which +hearts shall be less harrowed and ploughed. "It must never happen +again." That is what we keep saying with regard to the Great War. Well, +it may happen again. We have as yet no trustworthy pledge to the +contrary. But of this we may be sure, that it will not happen again very +often. It is less likely to happen again for the very reason that it has +happened. If the Great War does not prove to be the last war it is the +more probable that the next war will. I mean that we do learn our +lessons, though we learn them only as feeble-minded children learn +theirs. Agony by agony, something is gained, and my personal agony +counts with the rest. The fact may give me no more than the faintest +consolation, and possibly none at all; and still in the long, slow +stages of our upward climb my agony counts, whether its counting +consoles me or not.</p> + + + +<h3>XI</h3> + + +<p>The inference that we come into the life of this planet for an +"appointed time" we draw from what we see of God's system of order. All +other things do so, as far as we observe. The plant springs, to grow and +bloom, to bear fruit and seed, and so renew itself. Fish, bird, and +animal have their appointed round varying only in detail from that of +the plant. Man's appointed round would seem to vary only in detail from +that of the animal, except that he himself interferes with it.</p> + +<p>To the best of my knowledge the plant, from the blade of grass to the +oak or the orchid, always fulfils its life-span, unless some act or +accident cripples or destroys it. I mean that we never see God bringing +the shoot above the soil just to nip it before it unfolds. We never see +Him bring the bud to the eve of blossoming just to wither it. Having +given it its mission He supplies it with rain, sun, and sustenance to +bring that mission to its end. True, the plant has enemies, like +everything else, enemies which it may not escape. But generally +speaking, it does escape them, and lives to finish its task.</p> + +<p>So, too, with the more active living thing. It, too, has its enemies. +It, too, may not escape them. But assuming that it does, God allows it, +to the best of our observation, to work out its full development. The +only "bereavement" he brings to the lion, the thrush, or the elephant, +or any other creature capable of grief is, apparently, from those +hostile sources of which the hostility is more or less gratuitous. A man +shoots a lion, or the lion kills an antelope; but they do so through +misreading of God's Will, not through fulfilling it.</p> + +<p>For the lower ranks of creation misread that Will in their way as much +as the higher in theirs. All ferocity must be misinterpretation of the +divine law of harmony and mutual help. Internecine destruction probably +has a meaning we can only guess at. Guessing at it we are at liberty to +surmise that what God sees as loving contention for excellence, each +gaining by the other's gain, we understand as bitter strife, and +consumption of the flesh and blood. The rivalry we can best appreciate +is that of brutality; the chief benefit the stronger creature seeks from +the weaker is in killing and eating him. Why this should be part of our +struggle I do not know; but part of our struggle it seems to be—from +the humblest organism up to man—the mistaking of God's Will before +learning to understand it.</p> + +<p>And lest I should seem to assume too much, in saying this, let me add +that our progress out of this state of preying on each other has long +been foreseen by the pioneers of truth. The vision is at least as +ancient as Isaiah, when he descried from afar the accomplished rule of +the Son of David:</p> + +<p>"With righteousness shall he judge the poor, and reprove with equity +for the meek of the earth.... And righteousness shall be the girdle of +his loins, and faithfulness the girdle of his reins. The wolf also shall +dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and +the calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child +shall lead them. And the cow and the bear shall feed; their young ones +shall lie down together.... And the sucking child shall play on the hole +of the asp, and the weaned child shall put his hand on the adder's den. +They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain; <i>for the earth +shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord</i>, as the waters cover +the seas."</p> + + + +<h3>XII</h3> + + +<p>If I am correct in thinking that our passage across the life of this +planet is meant to last for an "appointed time," I presume that that +time would be measured by experience rather than by years. There exists +what we vaguely call the round of life. We are born; we grow; we know +family interests; we learn; we work; we love; we marry; we beget +children; we train them to take our places; we pass beyond. There are +variations on this routine, some of us having more, some of us having +less; but in general it may be taken as typical. It is our mission, as +the plants and the lower living things have theirs.</p> + +<p>It seems reasonable, then, to think that each baby born is meant by the +Father's Will to reap this experience before it proceeds to further +experience. It must be a stage in its growth or it would not come into +it. When it is balked of it something is amiss. The child who dies in +infancy has lost something. The lad or the girl whom our organised life +drives from this plane before reaching fruition has lost something. The +parent whom our conditions force onward before he has brought his task +to a stage at which he can peacefully lay it down has lost something. I +am not saying that God does not control resources by which that loss can +be abundantly made up, but only that the loss would seem to be there. +It is loss for the one who departs as well as for those who +remain behind.</p> + + + +<h3>XIII</h3> + + +<p>That is what I gather from the instances in the Old and New Testament in +which those who had gone on before their time were called back again. +There are six of these instances in all: one in the Old Testament, and +five in the New. Of four of them we are expressly told that those +restored were young; of the other two nothing is said as to age, but one +at least was probably young, while the other was greatly needed.</p> + +<p>The child called back by Elisha was still a little boy. The daughter of +Jairus was still a little girl. The son of the widow of Nain was a young +man, as was also Eutychus raised by St. Paul. Though we are not told the +age of Lazarus we judge that he was at most no more than in man's +maturity. Dorcas of Lydda may have been of any age, but, judging by the +circumstances, she had not completed her task.</p> + + + +<h3>XIV</h3> + + +<p>My point is this, that if these things happened, they seem to bear out +my suggestion that our own inducement of premature death cuts us off +from fulfilling our appointed time and getting our appointed experience. +Only on some such ground can we believe that any would be permitted +to return.</p> + +<p>Should this be so we would be in a position to assume that all who go +over ahead of time would be allowed to come back, if we had sufficient +spiritual power to recall them. But that power is of the rarest. Our +Lord, apparently, was in control of it only at times, and on at least +one occasion, that of the raising of Lazarus, its exercise was not what +we should call easy. But that He believed it to be at human command to +some extent is clear from the fact that its use became one of His four +basic principles. "Raise the dead," was the second of the commands with +which He sent out his first seventy disciples.</p> + + + +<h3>XV</h3> + + +<p>I dwell on the subject only because of its bearing on the love of God. +If it becomes plain to us that by the understanding of God's Will we +gain a richer experience, with less fear of being cut off before our +work is done, that Will makes a stronger appeal for being understood. +That we have not understood it earlier, that we have not particularly +cared to understand it, is due, I think, to our assumption of its +capriciousness. It has been so underscored as inscrutable—the word +generally applied to it—that the man in the street has felt mystified +by it from the start. Being mystified he has settled down to think as +little about it as he could.</p> + +<p>But a great force striving with man to put common sense into his methods +is worth comprehending. It does not compel us to common-sense methods +for the reason that we value only that which we work out for ourselves. +We work nothing out but through suffering. We learn nothing, we take no +forward step, except as we are whipped to it by anguish. That is why +there is so much mourning in the world. God does not cause it; we bring +it on ourselves; but each time we bring it on ourselves we creep one +tiny step nearer that race-conclusion which is now coming to us about +war, and will one day come to us about death, that "It must never +happen again."</p> + + + +<h3>XVI</h3> + + +<p>In other words, death will be abolished by race-unanimity not to submit +to it. We shall have travelled far in this direction when the average +mind begins to perceive that God did not send death into His creation, +but that we ourselves developed it. Having developed it ourselves we +must get rid of it ourselves, and already some of that work has been +done. "For seeing that death came through man," are the words of St. +Paul, "through man comes also the resurrection of the dead." When he +speaks of "Jesus Christ who hath abolished death," his words are +stronger still. "He has put an end to death and has brought Life and +Immortality to light by the Good News, of which I have been appointed a +preacher, apostle, and teacher."</p> + +<p>This Life and Immortality are not to be relegated to other ages and +worlds; they are for us to work out now.</p> + +<p>The degree to which we work them out depends on our own efforts. Death +will be our doom for many generations to come, because so few of us have +the energy to strive against it. Release can come only when the race at +large is willing to cast the evil thing off. One would suppose that we +would be willing now; but we are far from being willing. We shall go on +forcing our dear ones to die before their time, falling sick ourselves, +enduring agonies, and rotting in graves, till we have suffered to the +point at which we cry out that we have had enough. There will be a day +when in presence of the useless thing we shall say, with something +amounting to one accord, "It must stop." That day will be the beginning +of the end of the age-long curse to which we still submit ourselves. In +the language of St. Paul, "The last enemy to be destroyed is death," +leaving us with the belief that, when we have progressed to the +overthrow of other forces opposed to us, we shall go on to the overthrow +of this one—and that it will be overthrown.</p> + + + +<h3>XVII</h3> + + +<p>From one kind of fear this reasoning has almost entirely delivered +me—that of being taken away in the midst of my responsibilities, and +before my work is done. I am not so audacious as to say that it may not +happen; but only that, reasoning as I do, I am no longer a prey to +apprehensions on the point. They used to come to me, not like the +money-fear, an abiding visitant, but in spells of intense dread.</p> + +<p>I suppose that most men with families, and much unfinished business, +know this dread, and have suffered from it. You think of the home you +have built up, and of what it would be without you. You think of your +wife, grappling with a kind of difficulty to which she is unaccustomed. +You think of your children who turn to you as their central point, and +who would be left without your guidance. You think of other duties you +have undertaken, and wonder who will carry them through. You seem to be +so essential to everyone and everything; and yet, you have been told, it +may be the Will of God to remove you from them, and either let your +plans collapse, or put their execution on the shoulders of someone else.</p> + +<p>I am not so presumptuous as to say that for me this may not happen. I +only say that I do not think it will. I do not think so because, +according to my judgment, He having helped me to go as far as I have +gone, will help me to finish my task before giving me another one.</p> + +<p>My task, I think, He must estimate as I do. That is, my duties to others +being not wholly of my choosing, but having come to me according to what +I may call His weighing and measuring, I take them to be the duties He +would have me perform. If so, He would naturally have me perform them +till I come to the place where I can reasonably lay them down.</p> + +<p>Therefore, I dismiss the fear of untimely separation from my appointed +work. Such a separation may come; but if it does, it will probably come +by some such means as I have briefly tried to sketch; my own mistakes; +the mistakes of others; the effect of race-pressure. In any case, my +personal resistance, it seems to me, is made the stouter by feeling that +my tasks are His tasks, and so that so long as I am needful to their +accomplishment, I remain. If I go, it will be because He has the +succession of events so planned as to reduce collapse, failure, or +suffering to a minimum.</p> + + + +<h3>XVIII</h3> + + +<p>B. The thought that the minute after death will only be another little +step in Growth, to be followed by another and then another, as we are +used to growing here, greatly diminishes one's shrinking at the change.</p> + +<p>It is entirely a modern thought. The past, even of a few centuries ago, +never entertained it. It is doubtful if it was mentally prepared to +entertain it, or evolve the idea.</p> + +<p>This is not to depreciate our fathers' mental powers. Different +generations have different gifts. One age works along one line, another +along another. The past had a certain revelation of truth; but the +revelation of truth did not end with the past. Our ancestors received as +much as they could take. What, it seems, they were unable to take was +anything which made death less horrible. We may say, in fact, that they +didn't want it. They liked having death made horrible. Many people like +it still. The mitigation of that horror they condemn, resent, and often +ascribe to the devil.</p> + +<p>And yet there is a tendency to see light through this gloom, and to seek +views of death more in the line of common sense than those which have +come down to us. It is not a strong tendency, but it exists. It exists +in the face of opposition on the part of those religious conservatives +who think conservatism and orthodoxy the same thing; and it runs the +gauntlet of the sneers and jeers of the materially minded who make +common cause with the old guard of the churches; but it exists. It +exists, and goes forward, becoming a factor in the thought-life of +our time.</p> + +<p>It is not yet two hundred years since the plea was put forth on behalf +of mankind that, in the administration of divine justice, no one suffers +less than he deserves, but also that no one suffers more.</p> + +<p>The hostility to this seemingly harmless teaching was of the most +intense. There is hostility to it still, but mild as compared with that +felt by our great-great-grandfathers. That no one should suffer less +than he deserves went without saying; but that no one should suffer more +was declared a black heresy. As there are those who declare it a black +heresy to-day, it may be worth while, in the interests of the conquest +of fear, to say a word as to the relation of God and punishment.</p> + + + +<h3>XIX</h3> + + +<p>To my mind it is chiefly verbal.</p> + +<p>It is permissible to say that there is no such thing as punishment; +there are only wrong results. It depends upon your way of putting it. +The wrong method produces wrong results in proportion as it is wrong. +Wrong results mean wrong conditions; and wrong conditions mean +suffering. You may call this the law of God, but it is the law of +anything. It is not positive law, it is negative. As a matter of fact, +God does not need to put forth a law on the point since everything +works that way.</p> + +<p>What we call sin is simply a wrong method. It may be a wrong method +meant to produce wrong; or it may be a wrong method in the hope of +producing right. In any case it brings its consequence in pain.</p> + +<p>That consequence may be corrected in this phase of our being, or it may +be carried over into the next. Carried over into the next the +individual, according to our ancestral teaching, comes under the +sentence in which our fathers delighted as "damnation." Not only did +damnation involve the most fiendish torture the Almighty could invent, +but the torture was inflicted, without an instant of relief, throughout +the eons of eternity.</p> + +<p>I recall a sermon to which I listened as a boy of nine. It was on a +summer's evening, when the windows of the church were open. A moth +fluttered about a light. The church stood at the foot of a mountain. The +preacher was trying to explain to us the eternal duration of God's +punishment. "Think of that moth," he said, "carrying away one grain of +sand from that mountain, and going off for a million years, after which +it would return and take away another grain. And think of it keeping +this up, one grain every million years, till the whole mountain was +removed. Well, that would be only a moment as compared with the time you +would be in hell."</p> + +<p>On the generations comforted and fortified by this sort of teaching I +have no comment to make; but we of another generation should surely not +be reproved for moving away from it. We move away from it in the +direction of common sense, since common sense must be an attribute of +the Universal Father as it is of the wiser among mankind.</p> + + + +<h3>XX</h3> + + +<p>I revert, then, to my statement that God's relation to punishment is +chiefly verbal. His "wrath against sin" is a way of "putting it." If you +can best express the suffering which springs from wrong methods as +"God's wrath" you are at liberty so to express yourself; but we should +not lose sight of the fact that the wrong methods produce the suffering, +and not an outburst of fury on the part of One who is put before us +as Love.</p> + +<p>The fact that the Hebrew writers often used a vivid form of warning and +invective is not a reason why we should keep on doing it. The Hebrew +writer was a primitive speaking to primitives. Meaning what we mean, he +required a stronger, fiercer vocabulary than we ever need. In saying +this I am not dodging the issue; I am stating a fact which rules in all +historical interpretation. To make the phraseology of two thousand years +before Christ the literal expression of the thought of two thousand +years after Him is to be archaic beyond reason. Having grasped a +principle, we phrase it in the language of our time.</p> + +<p>The language of our time makes, on the whole, for restraint, sobriety, +and exactitude of statement. Few of our habits modify themselves more +constantly and more rapidly than our forms of speech. Not only does each +generation find something special to itself, but each year and each +season. To me it seems that much of our misunderstanding of God springs +from the effort to fix on Him forevermore the peculiarities we infer +from the idiom of five thousand years ago. Only to a degree does that +idiom convey to us what is conveyed to those who heard it as a living +tongue; and of that degree much is lost when it percolates through +translation. To cling to words when all we need is to know principles, +clothing them in our own way, seems to me not only absurd in fact but +lamentable in result. I venture to think that more people have been +alienated from God by a pious but misapplied verbal use than were ever +estranged from Him by sin.</p> + + + +<h3>XXI</h3> + + +<p>Our ancient Hebrew predecessors understood God in their own way. We +understand Him in the same way, but with the clarification wrought by +the intervening years of progress. In other words, they bequeath us a +treasure which we are free to enrich with our own discoveries.</p> + +<p>Among our own discoveries is a clearer comprehension of pain as +resulting from wrong methods, and of God's detachment from pain. More +and more, punishment becomes a concept we reject. Even in our penal +institutions, which have been for so many centuries a barbarous token of +our incompetence, we begin to substitute for punishment something more +nearly akin to cure. If we find mere vengeance unworthy of ourselves we +must find it unworthy of the Universal Father. If we concede to the +criminal the right to a further chance we concede it to ourselves. If we +recognise the fact that the sinner on earth may redeem himself, working +from error towards righteousness, the same principle should rule in the +whole range of existence. There is nothing about the earth-life to make +it the only phase of effort and probation. Effort and probation are +probably conditions of eternity. They will be in our next experience as +they have been in this, leading us on from strength to strength.</p> + + + +<h3>XXII</h3> + + +<p>One main difference between the mind of the past and the modern mind is +that the mind of the past tended to be static, while the mind of to-day +is more and more attuned to a dynamic universe. Civilisation before the +nineteenth century was accustomed to long periods with relatively little +change. Most people spent their entire lives in the same town or the +same countryside. In the class in which they were born they lived and +died, with little thought of getting out of it. This being so they +looked for the same static conditions after death as they saw before it. +A changeless heaven appalled them with no sense of monotony, nor did a +changeless hell do anything to shake their nerves. Their nerves were not +easily shaken. They were a phlegmatic race, placid, unimaginative, +reposeful.</p> + +<p>Because we of to-day are more restless it does not follow that our views +should be truer. We only know they are truer because we are so much +nearer the truth than they had the opportunity to come. We prove that we +are nearer the truth by our greater command of the Father's resources. +If our whole horizon of truth were not broadened, we could not possess +this command.</p> + + + +<h3>XXIII</h3> + + +<p>Changing our static conception of life to that of a dynamic will to +unfold, we see the climax we commonly call death as only a new step in +unfoldment. Whatever I have been, the step must be one in advance. It +would not be in accord with creative energy that I should go backward. +The advance may entail suffering, since it is probable that it will give +me a heightened perception of the wrong in my methods; but there are +conditions in which suffering signifies advance.</p> + +<p>And yet if I suffer it can only be with what I may call a curative +suffering. It will be suffering that comes from the recognition of +mistake; not the hopeless anguish of the damned. Having learned "how not +to do it," I perceive "how to do it"—and go on.</p> + +<p>But the perception of "how to do it" is precisely what most of us have +been acquiring. I venture to think that few of us will come face to face +with death without being more or less prepared for it. Life is so +organised that, at its worst, all but the rare exceptions make progress +daily, through obedience to the laws of righteousness.</p> + +<p>In saying this we must count as righteousness not merely the carrying +out of a rule of thumb laid down by man's so-called morality, or the +technical regulations prescribed by the churches for the use of their +adherents; we must include every response to every high call. We must +remember that all a man does in the way of effort to be a good son, a +good brother, a good husband, a good father, a good workman, a good +citizen, is of the nature of slowly creeping forward. Above every other +form of training of the self this endeavour determines a man's spiritual +standing, and his state of worthiness. He may know some failure in each +of these details; and yet the fact that in the main he is set—as I am +convinced the great majority are set—toward fulfilling his +responsibilities helps him to be ready when the time comes to put the +material away.</p> + +<p>The great common sense of the nations brought us to this perception +during the years when the young men of the world were going down like +wheat before the reaping machine. For the most part, doubtless, they +were young men in whom the ladies who attend our churches would have +seen much to reprimand. The moral customs of their countries were +possibly held by them lightly. The two points which constitute pretty +nearly all of American morality they may have disregarded. And yet we +felt that their answer to the summons, which to them at least was a +summons to sacrifice, showed them as men who had largely worked out +their redemption. Whatever our traditions, we were sure that those who +were ready to do anything so great could go to the Father without fear.</p> + +<p>But war calls for no more than a summing up and distillation of the +qualities we cultivate in peace. These men were ready because homes, +offices, banks, shops, factories, and farms had trained them to be +ready. So they are training all of us. Traditions help; the churches +help; but when it comes to the directing of the life toward +righteousness—the effort to do everything rightly—no one thing has +the monopoly.</p> + + + +<h3>XXIV</h3> + + +<p>Going to the Father without fear! All the joy of life seems to me to +hang on that little phrase. I used it just now of the young men who +passed over from the battlefield; but I used it there with limitations. +Going to the Father without fear is a privilege for every minute of the +day. More and more knowledge of the Father is the progress for which we +crave, since more knowledge of the Father means a fuller view of all +that makes up the spiritual universe. Into that knowledge we are +advancing every hour we live; into that knowledge we shall still be +advancing at the hour when we die. The Father will still be showing us +something new; the something new will still be showing us the Father.</p> + +<p>It will be something new, as we can receive it. He who can receive +little will be given little; he who can receive much will be given much. +In growth all is adjusted to capacity; it is not meant to shock, force, +or frighten. The next step in growth being always an easy step, I can +feel sure of moving onwards easily—"from strength to strength," in the +words of one of the Songs for the Sons of Korah, "until unto the God of +gods appeareth everyone of them in Zion."<a href="#fn33"><sup>33</sup></a></p> + + + +<a name="8"></a> +<h2>Chapter VIII</h2> + +<h3>The Fear Of Death And Abundance Of Life</h3> + + + +<h3>I</h3> + + +<p>After all, the conquest of fear is largely a question of vitality. Those +who have most life are most fearless. The main question is as to the +source from which an increase of life is to be obtained.</p> + +<p>An important psychological truth was involved when our Lord made the +declaration, "I am come that they might have life, and that they might +have it more abundantly." This, I think, was the first plain statement +ever made that life was a quantitative energy; that it is less or more +dynamic according to the measure in which the individual seizes it. But +once more the Caucasian has stultified the meaning of Jesus of Nazareth +by evaporating it to the tenuous wisp which he understands as +spiritual. Between the pale ghost of such spiritual life as he has +evoked from the Saviour's words and manly and womanly vigour in +full-blooded exercise he has seen no connection.</p> + + + +<h3>II</h3> + + +<p>Few of us do see a connection between strength of spirit and strength of +limb; but it is there. I am not saying that a strong spirit cannot +coexist with a feeble frame; but the feeble frame is a mistake. It is +the result of apprehension and misapprehension, and bred of race-fear. +The strong spirit would have put forth a strong frame if we had given it +a chance. Abundant life must be <i>life</i>, healthy, active, and radiant. It +should show the life-principle no longer driven from sea to land, and +from land to air, or battling with a million foes, but vigorous and +triumphant.</p> + +<p>This vigour and triumph we ought to work into our point of view, so +kneading it into our subconsciousness. Strong in proportion as our +subconsciousness is strong, fearless in proportion as our +subconsciousness is fearless, the going from strength to strength +becomes a matter of course to us. Urging us on in sheer joy of power, +abundance of life becomes still more abundant through the indwelling of +the life-principle. That mystic resistless force, which has fashioned +already so many forms, is forever at work fashioning a higher type +of man.</p> + +<p>Each one of us is that higher type of man potentially. Though we can +forge but little ahead of our time and generation, it is much to know +that the Holy Ghost of Life is our animating breath, pushing us on to +the overcoming of all obstacles. For me as an individual it is a support +to feel that the principle which was never yet defeated is my principle, +and that whatever the task of to-day or to-morrow I have the ability to +perform it well. The hesitation that may seize me, or the questioning +which for an instant may shake my faith, is but a reminder that the +life-principle is not only with me, but more abundantly with me in +proportion to my need. My need is its call. The spasm of fear which +crosses my heart summons it to my aid. It not only never deserts me, but +it never delays, and is never at a loss for some new ingenuity to meet +new requirements. "From strength to strength" is its law, carrying me on +with the impetus of its own mounting toward God.</p> + + + +<h3>III</h3> + + +<p>And the impetus of its own mounting toward God is not confined to what +we view as the great things of life. Between great and small it makes no +distinction. It is as eager on behalf of the man behind a counter as on +that of him who is governing a country. The woman who has on her +shoulders the social duties of an embassy, or the financial cares of a +great business, has it no more at her command than she who is nursing +her baby or reckoning her pennies to make both ends meet. It rushes to +the help of all. Wherever there is duty or responsibility it is begging +at the doors of our hearts to be let in, to share the work and ease +the burden.</p> + +<p>As I get up each morning, it is there. As I plan my day while I dress +myself, it is there. As I think with misgiving of some letter I tremble +at receiving, or with distaste at some job I must tackle before night, +it is there.</p> + +<p>It is there, not only with its help, but with its absolute knowledge of +the right way for me to act. The care that worries me may be so big as +to involve millions of other people's money, or it may be as small as +the typing of a letter; but the right way of fulfilling either task is +pleading to be allowed to enter my intelligence. My task is its task. My +success will be its success. My failure will react on it, since failure +sets back by that degree the whole procession of the ages. Whether I am +painting a great masterpiece or sewing on a button my success is +essential to the Holy Ghost of Life.</p> + + + +<h3>IV</h3> + + +<p>So I, the individual, try to confront each day with the knowledge that I +am infused with a guiding, animating principle which will not let me +drop behind, or lose my modest reward, so long as I trust to the force +which carries me along. By trusting to it I mean resting on it quietly, +without worrying, without being afraid that it will fail me. "Fret not +thyself, else shalt thou be moved to do evil."<a href="#fn34"><sup>34</sup></a> By doing evil, I +presume is meant making a mistake, taking the wrong course. If, however +great the cause, I fret myself I disturb the right conditions. By +disturbing the right conditions I choke off the flow of the +life-principle through my energies.</p> + + + +<h3>V</h3> + + +<p>At a moment when the little buffer state between Egypt and Assyria was +afraid of being overrun by the one or the other it was frantically +casting about to decide with which it would throw in its lot. "With +neither," a great prophet thundered in the ears of the people. "In +calmly resting your safety lieth; in quiet trust shall be your +strength."<a href="#fn35"><sup>35</sup></a></p> + +<p>My small experience in the conquest of fear can be condensed into these +four words: Calmly resting! quiet trust! That amid the turmoil of the +time and the feverishness of our days it is always easy I do not +pretend. Still less do I pretend that I accomplish it. I have said, a +few lines above, that <i>I tried</i>. Trying is as far as I have gone; but +even trying is productive of wonderful results.</p> + + + +<h3>VI</h3> + + +<p>Least of all do I claim to have covered the whole ground, or to have +discussed to its fulness any one of the points which I have raised. +Whole regions of thought which bear on my subject—such as psychology, +philosophy, and religion as I understand the word—I have carefully +endeavoured to avoid. My object has been to keep as closely as possible +to the line of personal experience, which has a value only because it is +personal. Telling no more than what one man has endeavoured to work out, +what I have written seeks no converts. Though, for the sake of brevity, +it may at times seem to take a hortatory tone, it is a record and no +more. In it the reader will doubtless find much to correct, and +possibly to reject; and this must be as it happens. What I hope he will +neither correct nor reject is the sincerity of the longing to find God's +relations to the phenomena of life, and the extent to which the +phenomena of life reflect God.</p> + + + +<h3>VII</h3> + + +<p>In the end we come back to that, the eternal struggle whereby that which +is unlike God becomes more and more like Him. In watching the process, +and taking part in it, there is, when all is said and done, a sense of +glorious striving and success. With each generation some veil which hid +the Creator from the creature is torn forever aside. God, who is always +here, is seen a little more clearly by each generation as being; here. +God, who ever since His sun first rose and His rain first fell has been +making Himself known to us, is by each generation a little better +understood. God, whom we have tried to lock up in churches or banish to +Sundays and special holy days, is breaking through all our +prohibitions, growing more and more a force in our homes and our +schools, in our shops and our factories, in our offices and our banks, +in our embassies, congresses, parliaments, and seats of government. Into +His light we advance slowly, unwillingly, driven by our pain; but +we advance.</p> + +<p>The further we advance the more we perceive of power. The more we +perceive of power the more we are freed from fear. The more we are freed +from fear the more exultantly we feel our abundance of life. The more +exultantly we feel our abundance of life the more we reject death in any +of its forms. And the more we reject death in any of its forms the more +we reflect that Holy Ghost of Life which urges us on from conquest to +conquest, from strength to strength, to the fulfilling of ourselves.</p> + + + + +<h2>Footnotes</h2> + +<a name="fn1"></a> +<p><sup>1</sup> The Book of Isaiah.</p> + +<a name="fn2"></a> +<p><sup>2</sup> First Book of Samuel.</p> + +<a name="fn3"></a> +<p><sup>3</sup> Book of Daniel.</p> + +<a name="fn4"></a> +<p><sup>4</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn5"></a> +<p><sup>5</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn6"></a> +<p><sup>6</sup> Epistle to the Ephesians.</p> + +<a name="fn7"></a> +<p><sup>7</sup> Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn8"></a> +<p><sup>8</sup> Most of the quotations from the New Testament are taken from a +recent translation, "The New Testament in Modern Speech," by R.F. +Weymouth and E. Hampden-Cook.</p> + +<a name="fn9"></a> +<p><sup>9</sup> St. John</p> + +<a name="fn10"></a> +<p><sup>10</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn11"></a> +<p><sup>11</sup> Epistle to the Romans.</p> + +<a name="fn12"></a> +<p><sup>12</sup> Acts of the Apostles.</p> + +<a name="fn13"></a> +<p><sup>13</sup> The Book of Deuteronomy.</p> + +<a name="fn14"></a> +<p><sup>14</sup> Various Old Testament Sources.</p> + +<a name="fn15"></a> +<p><sup>15</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn16"></a> +<p><sup>16</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn17"></a> +<p><sup>17</sup> Acts of the Apostles.</p> + +<a name="fn18"></a> +<p><sup>18</sup> St. Matthew.</p> + +<a name="fn19"></a> +<p><sup>19</sup> Epistle to the Romans.</p> + +<a name="fn20"></a> +<p><sup>20</sup> St. John.</p> + +<a name="fn21"></a> +<p><sup>21</sup> St. John.</p> + +<a name="fn22"></a> +<p><sup>22</sup> Epistle to the Ephesians.</p> + +<a name="fn23"></a> +<p><sup>23</sup> Second Epistle to the Corinthians.</p> + +<a name="fn24"></a> +<p><sup>24</sup> St Paul's Second Epistle to Timothy.</p> + +<a name="fn25"></a> +<p><sup>25</sup> St. Luke.</p> + +<a name="fn26"></a> +<p><sup>26</sup> St. Luke.</p> + +<a name="fn27"></a> +<p><sup>27</sup> The Book of Genesis.</p> + +<a name="fn28"></a> +<p><sup>28</sup> St. Luke.</p> + +<a name="fn29"></a> +<p><sup>29</sup> St. Luke.</p> + +<a name="fn30"></a> +<p><sup>30</sup> St. Luke.</p> + +<a name="fn31"></a> +<p><sup>31</sup> St Matthew.</p> + +<a name="fn32"></a> +<p><sup>32</sup> Epistle to the Romans.</p> + +<a name="fn33"></a> +<p><sup>33</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn34"></a> +<p><sup>34</sup> The Book of Psalms.</p> + +<a name="fn35"></a> +<p><sup>35</sup> The Book of Isaiah.</p> +<br /> +<hr /> +<pre> + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK, THE CONQUEST OF FEAR *** + +This file should be named 8cqfr10h.htm or 8cqfr10h.zip +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, 8cqfr11h.htm +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, 8cqfr10ah.htm + + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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