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You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**eBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These eBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers!***** + + +Title: Mrs. Day's Daughters + +Author: Mary E. Mann + +Release Date: April, 2005 [EBook #7941] +[This file was first posted on June 3, 2003] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO Latin-1 + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK, MRS. DAY'S DAUGHTERS *** + + + + +Stan Goodman, Beth Trapaga, Tonya Allen, and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team. + + + +MRS. DAY'S DAUGHTERS + +By + +MARY E. MANN + + + + + + + + "The common growth of Mother Earth + Suffices me--her tears, her mirth, + Her humblest mirth and tears." + + + +CONTENTS + +CHAPTER +I Their Large Hours +II Something Wrong At The Office +III Forcus's Family Ale +IV Disaster +V Deleah's Errand +VI Sour Misfortune +VII Husband And Father +VIII The Way Out +IX For The Widow And The Fatherless +X Exiles From Life's Revels +XI The Attractive Bessie +XII The Attractive Deleah +XIII The Gay, Gilded Scene +XIV A Tea-Party In Bridge Street +XV The Manchester Man +XVI For Bernard +XVII What Is It Now? +XVIII The Dangerous Scrooge +XIX When Beauty Calls +XX Sir Francis Makes A Call +XXI In For It! +XXII The Importunate Mr. Gibbon +XXIII Deleah Has No Dignity +XXIV The Cold-Hearted Fates +XXV To Make Reparation +XXVI A Householder +XXVII Promotion For Mrs. Day +XXVIII At Laburnum Villa +XXIX A Prohibition Cancelled +XXX Deleah Grows Up +XXXI Bessie's Hour +XXXII The Man With The Mad Eyes +XXXIII The Moment Of Triumph + + + + + +CHAPTER I + +Their Large Hours + + +It was three o'clock in the morning when the guests danced Sir Roger de +Coverley at Mrs. William Day's New Year's party. They would as soon have +thought of having supper without trifle, tipsy-cake, and syllabub, in those +days, as of finishing the evening without Sir Roger. Dancing had begun at +seven-thirty. The lady at the piano was drooping with weariness. Violin and +'cello yawned over their bows; only spasmodically and half-heartedly the +thrum and jingle of the tambourine fell on the ear. + +The last was an instrument not included in the small band of the +professional musicians, but was twisted and shaken and thumped on hand and +knee and toe by no less an amateur than Mr. William Day himself. + +The master of the house was too stout for dancing, of too restless and +irritable a temperament for the role of looker-on. He loved noise, always; +above all, noise made by himself. He thought no entertainment really +successful at which you could hear yourself speak. He would have preferred +a big drum whereby to inspirit the dancers, but failing that, clashed the +bells of the tambourine in their ears. + +"The tambourine is such fun!" the dancers always said, who, out of breath +from polka, or schottische, or galop, paused at his side. "A dance at your +house would not be the same thing at all without your tambourine, Mr. Day." + +He banged it the louder for such compliments, turned it on his broad thumb, +shook it over his great head with its shock of sand-coloured and grey hair; +making, as the more saturnine of his guests confided in each other, "a most +infernal row." + +But an exercise of eight hours is long enough for even the most agreeable +performance, and by the time Sir Roger de Coverley had brought the +programme to an end the clash and rattle of the tambourine was only +fitfully heard. Perceiving which, Deleah Day, younger daughter of the +house, a slight, dark-haired, dark-eyed girl of sixteen, left her place in +one of the two sides of the figure, extending nearly the length of the +room, ran to her father, and taking the tambourine from him pulled upon his +hands. + +"Yes, papa! Yes!" she urged him. "Every year since I was able to toddle you +have danced Sir Roger with me--and you shall!" + +He shouted his protest, laughed uproariously when he yielded, and all in +the noisy way, which to his thinking contributed to enjoyment. Presently, +standing opposite the upright, pretty figure of his daughter, he was +brawling to her what a naughty rogue she was, and calling on all to witness +that he was about to make an exhibition of himself for the pleasure of his +tyrant--his little Deleah. Then, turning, with his hands on the shoulders +of the young man before him, he was racing down the room to join hands with +the laughing Deleah at the end of the procession, ducking his heavy, +short-necked head, to squeeze his broad figure with her slight one under +the archway of raised arms, dashing to his place opposite his daughter at +the top of the room again. Breathless, laughing, spluttering, stamping, he +went through it all. + +And now he and his little partner are themselves top-couple, and must +dance the half length of the room to be swung round by the pair dancing +to meet them; must be swung by right hand, by left, by both hands; must +dance to bow, dance to caper with the opposite couple, back to back. And +William Day, who had loved dancing till he grew too fat to dance, and was +extraordinarily light on his feet for such a big, heavily-made man, never +cried for mercy, but cheered on his companions, and footed it to the end. + +"Never again!" he declared when the dance was over, and he stood smacking +his chest, panting, struggling for breath with which to bid his guests +good-night, "You'll never any of you catch me making such a fool of myself +again." + +"Why, papa, you danced it beautifully! Every single year you shall dance +Sir Roger de Coverley, and you shall always dance it with me." + +He shouted that he would not. He always shouted. He would have felt himself +falling behind himself on this festive occasion if he had been less +boisterous to the end. + +"I think it has been the nicest of all our parties," Deleah declared to her +sister, as the girls went to their room. + +"I've certainly enjoyed it the most," said Bessie. "And Reggie said so had +he." + +"You danced six times with Reggie, Bess. I counted." + +"It is a pity you were not better employed. You wanted to dance with him +yourself, I suppose?" + +"Why, I did!" Deleah cried, and laughed "I danced the Lancers with +him--_twice_. And in the grand chain he lifted me off my feet. He's most +beautifully strong, Reggie is! Did he lift you off your feet, Bess?" + +"Reggie would know better than to take such a liberty," Bess said, who was +not dark and _petite_ like her sister, but plump and fair and somewhat +heavily built. "And you're too old for such romping, yourself, Deleah; and +you've nicely spoilt your frock with it!" + +"Yards of frilling gone," Deleah said happily, as if the loss of so much +material was a merit. "Just a teeny bit came off to start with; Tom Marston +caught his toe in it, and went, galloping the whole length of the room +carrying it with him and his partner before I could stop him. Oh, _how_ I +laughed!" + +"Mama won't laugh! She said you must wear the same frock at the Arkwrights' +dance next week." + +"The white silk, underneath, is all right--look! Only a new net skirt over +it. Mama won't mind it in the least." + +"If you have a new net over-skirt I shall have one too. You're not to have +an evening frock more than me. So come! I shall have blue again. Blue +tarlatan with white frillings on the flounces. Blue is my colour. Reggie +said so to-night." + +"I suppose he admired you in that wreath of forget-me-nots?" + +"He didn't say I was to tell you, if he did! You go to bed, and to sleep, +Deleah; and don't interfere." + +"I'm getting out of my clothes as fast as I can. Why aren't you getting out +of yours, Bess?" + +"I'm not going to bed yet. I'm waiting for mama. I've something to say to +her." + +"What about? Oh, Bess, do tell! I always tell you everything." + +She paused, stepped out of her dress which lay a heap of shining silk and +billowy net upon the floor, looked at her sister. "It's something about +Reggie," she declared with eager interest. "Yes, it is! Oh, Bessie, tell me +first. Your face is as red as red! Tell me first!" + +You mind your own business, Deda; and brush your hair." + +"I'm not going to brush it, to-night: I can't. It's so tangly. I'm just +going to say my prayers, and hop into bed." + +"Mama won't like it if you don't brush your hair. I shall tell her if you +don't, Deda." + +"Tell her, then!" Deda challenged, and hurried into her nightgown, and +flung herself on her knees by the side of her bed, and hid her face in her +hands, preparatory to making her devotions. + +A soft tapping on the door before it opened, and Mrs. Day, candlestick in +hand, appeared. A pretty woman of medium height, middle-aged, as women +allowed themselves to be frankly, fifty years ago. She wore a handsome +dress of green satin, a head-dress of white lace, green velvet and pink +roses almost covering her plentiful dark hair. + +"Not in bed yet?" she whispered, and looked at the small white kneeling +figure of the younger girl, her hair hanging in a dusky mass of waves and +curls and tangles upon her back. Deleah was hurrying conscientiously +through the established form of her orisons, trying to achieve the +prescribed sum of her supplications before her mother left. + +"Can I speak to you for a minute, mama?" Bess demanded, with an air of +importance. "Not here," glancing at Deleah; "outside; just a minute." + +"Pray God bless dear papa and mama, sister and brothers, and friends. Make +us all good and bring us safe to heaven at last. Amen," Deleah gabbled, her +face upon the white quilt, her ears open. + +"Certainly, dear." Mrs. Day stepped back, closing the door behind her +daughter and herself. + +"I don't want Deda to know. She's such a blab, mama." + +"Oh, my dear, I don't like to hear you say that!" + +"But she is. And she listens to things." Here Bessie pushed the door behind +her open, to reveal the culprit in her white nightgown on the other side of +it. "I should be ashamed to be a Paul Pry!" Bessie said with indignation +and scorn. + +Deleah was not at all abashed. "Mama, I don't see why, when nice, +interesting things happen, I should not know them as well as Bessie!" she +complained. + +She was sent to bed, however, and tucked up there, and kissed, and enjoined +by an indulgent, reproving mother to be a good girl, and to go quietly to +sleep. What mother could be angry with Deleah, looking at her rose and +white face amid the tumult of tossed dark curls upon her pillow! + +Then Bessie led her mother into an unoccupied room, hard by, upon the +landing, and began to unfold her tale. + +"Mama, it is about Reggie." The room was only lit by the flame of the +candle Mrs. Day held, but there was light enough to show the blushes on +Bessie's young plump cheeks. "Mama, he has said something about _that_ +again. _You_ know." + +"About his being engaged to you?" + +Bessie, cheeks and eyes aglow and alight, ecstatically nodded; her fair +bosom in its garniture of white tulle and forget-me-nots, rose and fell. +"What two pretty daughters I have!" Mrs. Day said to herself, and, being a +devout woman, gave thanks accordingly. + +"Well, dear, and what did you say?" + +"I said--I don't know what I said, mama. We were dancing that last +galop--the Orlando Furioso one, you know--and the room was so full, and +other couples were rushing down upon us--people are so horribly selfish +when they dance, and some of them dance so boisterously." + +"It would be a very nice engagement for you, Bessie. I suppose there was +not a girl here to-night who would not gladly take him." + +"I know that. I know that, mama. So does he--Reggie." + +"He did not say so, I hope?" + +"No. Reggie does not always want exactly to _say_ things." + +"But what did he say to you, dear? Is the matter any forwarder than it was +the last time you spoke of it to me?" + +"Well, I suppose so, mama." + +"You mean you and Reggie Forcus consider yourselves engaged?" + +"I think so. But it was so difficult to catch every word in that galop. If +he did not say the _exact words_ he said as much." + +"Did he say anything about speaking to papa?" + +"No. But I said it." + +"_You_ said it, Bessie?"' + +"Well, mama! Reggie did not seem to wish to be bothered." + +"I see." + +"Not quite yet, you understand." + +"I see." + +In the pause that followed the mother's large eyes, surrounded by dark +rings, and set rather deeply in the dusky paleness of her well-featured +face, dwelt consideringly upon her daughter's round cheeks with their fair +smooth skin, upon her grey-green eyes, and smooth fair hair. + +"It is not very satisfactory, I'm afraid, Bessie," she said reluctantly at +length. + +Bessie's face fell. "I thought I'd better tell you." + +"Certainly, my dear." + +"I wonder what we ought to do, mama?" + +"To do, Bessie?" + +"I thought, perhaps, if Reggie does not speak to papa, that papa might +speak to Reggie?" + +Mrs. Day shook a sharply dissenting head. "That would not be the same thing +at all, my dear child." + +"What ought we to do, then? I thought you would know. Mothers have to +arrange these things, haven't they?" + +"Well, you see, Bessie, usually the young man--" + +"I know. But Reggie does not wish to. If you must know, mama, he said so, +in so many words." + +"Then, Bessie--!" + +"But I think that something ought to be done. You ought to do something--or +papa. _Everything_ can't be left to me!" + +The tip of Bessie's nose grew pink, her lip quivered, tears showed in her +pale blue eyes. Mrs. Day laid a soothing hand upon her arm. + +"We won't talk of it any more now," she said. "We are both tired. We will +sleep on it, Bessie. Go to bed, dear, and leave everything till the +morning." + +Her silver candlestick in her hand, Mrs. Day trailed her rich green satin +across the landing, pausing at the door of Bernard, her second-born, coming +between Bessie and Deleah. She listened a moment, then rapped upon the +door. "In bed, dear?" + +"Yes, mother." + +"Lights out?" + +"A half hour ago." + +"Not smoking, Bernard?" + +"Of course not. Go away." + +To the bedside of the youngest child she betook herself next. Franky, who +had been sent to bed several hours before the rest, was sound asleep. +There were nine years between this child and Deleah; Franky was the baby, +the darling of them all. The mother, tired as she was with the duties and +responsibilities of the evening, stood long to look upon the sleeping +face of the boy. His dark hair, allowed, through mother's pride in its +beauty, to grow longer than was fitting for a boy, curled damply about +his brow, his small, dark, delicately aquiline features were like the +pretty Deleah's. The elder boy and girl, fair of skin, with straight hair +of a pale, lustreless gold, resembled their father; Mrs. William Day was +not so far blinded by love of her husband as not to rejoice in secret +that at least two of her children "favoured" herself. + +The mother sat for a few minutes on the bed, her candle shaded by her +hand, to watch the child's regular breathing. "My darling Franky!" she +whispered aloud; and to herself she said, "If only they could all always +keep Franky's age!" She smiled as she sighed, thinking of Bessie and her +love affair, about which she had many doubts; of Bernard, who, in spite +of prayers and chidings, would smoke in bed, and had once set fire to his +bedclothes; of Deleah, even, who, schoolgirl as she was, had, and held +to, her own ideas, and was not so easy to manage as she had been. If a +mother could always keep her children about her, to be no older, no more +difficult to make happy than Franky! + +She sighed, kissed the child, pushed from his face the admired curls, then +dragged her rich, voluminous draperies to her own room, where her husband +was already, by his silence she judged, asleep. + +There was a pier-glass in the large, handsomely furnished bedroom. Mrs. Day +caught her reflection in it as she approached, and paused before it. Bessie +had thought her new green satin might have been made a yard or so fuller in +the skirt. Did it really need that alteration, she wondered? She lit the +candles branching from the long glass and standing before it seriously +debated the point with herself. Walking away from the glass, her head +turned over her shoulder, she examined the back effect; walked to meet +herself, gravely doubtful still; gathered the fullness of the skirt in her +hand, released it, spreading out the rich folds. Then, something making her +turn her head sharply to the big bed with its red moreen curtains hanging +straightly down beside its four carved posts, her eyes met the wide open +eyes of the man lying there. + +"Oh!" she cried. "How you startled me, William! I thought you were asleep. +How silly you must have thought me!" + +"Not more than usual," William growled. He held the idea--it was more +prevalent perhaps at that period than this--that wives were the better for +being snubbed and insulted. + +"I was deciding if to have my evening dress altered or not." + +"You are never in want of an excuse for posturing before the glass. What +does it matter at your time of life how your dress looks? Come to bed, and +give me a chance to get to sleep." + +Mrs. Day extinguished again the candles she had lit, and began docilely to +unrobe herself. As she did so she talked. + +"It all went off very well to-night, I think, William?" + +"First-rate. Champagne-cup ran short." + +"There should have been enough. The Barkers at their party never have +champagne at all." + +"When you're about it, do the thing well. What's a few pounds more here and +there, when the end comes!" + +"The end, William?" + +"The end of the year. When the bills come in." + +"How did you think Bessie looked to-night?" + +"I thought my little Deleah was the belle of the ball." + +"Deleah is a child only. You never have eyes but for Deleah." + +"Bess was all right." + +"I thought she looked so fair and sweet. Her neck and arms are like milk, +William. I wonder if Reggie Forcus--means anything?" + +"Ba-a! Not he! No such luck." + +"I really don't see why. I don't see why our girls should not have as good +luck as other people's. Reggie will marry some one, I suppose." + +"Now, don't be a silly fool if you can help it; and don't encourage the +girl to run her head at any such nonsense. Francis Forcus will no more +allow his brother to marry your daughter than the queen will allow him to +marry one of hers. I told you that before." + +"But Bessie--poor child--thinks differently." + +"Tell Bessie not to be an ass then; and come to bed." + +She went to bed; and, spite of her disturbing thoughts of Bessie and her +love affair, went to sleep. + +"Oh, dear!" she said as she lay down. "What a lot of bother there'll be for +the servants, getting the house straight, tomorrow; and they so late to +bed! The drawing-room carpet to put down again, and all the furniture to +move into place. And it only seems the other day since we went through the +same thing on last New Year's Eve." + +"Turning the house upside down is what women like. It's what they're made +for." + +"I wonder how many more dances we shall have to give before both the girls +are married, and off our hands! I'm sure I shall never take the trouble to +give one for the boys." + +"Shan't you, indeed!" + +"Why do you speak like that, William? I don't know that I have said +anything for you to jeer at." + +"Oh, go to sleep! And let's hope you won't have any worse troubles than the +laying down or taking up of a carpet." + +The old servant Emily, who had lived with the Days since their marriage, +and was as much friend as servant to her mistress and the young people, had +once, in speaking of her master, made the memorable pronouncement that he +was "Apples abroad and crabs at home." This speech, being interpreted, +meant that the noisy, boisterous good temper and high spirit which his +acquaintances witnessed in him did not always characterise the deportment +of the head of the house in the bosom of his family. + +He lay for a time, staring at the dying fire which was on his side of the +room. He lay still, to let his wife believe he was asleep, but was too +irritable and restless to lie so for long. He turned about on his pillow, +cautiously at first, so as not to wake her; yet when she did not awake was +aggrieved, and sharply called her name. + +"You sleep like a pig," he said. "I have not closed my eyes since I came to +bed." + +The fact that she could sleep and he could not was to him a grievance which +dated from their marriage, twenty years ago. Poor Mrs. Day had grown to +think her predilection to indulge in slumber when she went to bed was a +failing to be apologised for and hidden, if possible. She was often driven +fictitiously to protest that she also had lain wakeful. He received a like +statement when she made it now in contemptuous silence. + +"I have been thinking about what you tell me of Bess and young Forcus," the +father said. "Of course, if there were, by chance, anything in it it would +be a very good thing for the girl." + +"I am glad you see it in that light at last, William. I have always, of +course, known that it would be a good thing." + +"What I have been thinking is, perhaps I had better go and see Francis +Forcus about it." + +"Reggie's brother? Oh, no, William! I would not do that." + +"And why not, pray? You and I can never look at a thing in the same light +for two minutes at a time. If I want to rest on my oars you're badgering me +to be up and doing. If I begin to see it's time for me to interfere, it's +'Oh, no, William!' There never was your equal for contradiction." + +"All the same I should not go to Sir Francis." + +"And why not? What's your reason? What is there against it? If his brother, +who is dependent on him for the present as if he were his son, is going to +marry my daughter, he and I will have to talk it over, I suppose?" + +"Yes. But not until Reggie has spoken to you. At present he has not said a +word, except to Bessie. I think Reggie should. I think--" + +"Never mind what you think. Let's come to facts. Is there or is there not +anything serious in this affair?" + +"Bessie says there is." + +"Can't you give a plain answer to a plain question? Is young Forcus, who is +always hanging about the place, making love to my girl or is he not?" + +"He has certainly paid her attention." + +"Is he engaged to her?" + +"Bessie considers herself engaged. But as I tell Bessie--" + +"I don't want that. What you think, or what you tell Bessie. I want facts +to go upon. Without facts you can't expect me to act." + +"I really do not wish you to act, William." + +"Leave that to me. I am not asking what you wish," William snapped at her; +and then turning on his side he seemed to go to sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +Something Wrong At The Office + + +Mrs. Day had decided to spend the first morning of the New Year in +superintending the relaying of the drawing-room carpet and the reducing +her house to its habitual order after the dance. Bessie had decided +otherwise. She had decided that she should be driven in the carriage, her +mother beside her, to some flooded and frozen meadows, three miles out of +the town, where many of the young people who had danced last night had +arranged to go to skate. Deleah and the boys had started to walk there +immediately after breakfast. Bessie, who could not skate, wished to be +there also, but did not choose to walk, and could not be allowed to be in +the carriage alone. + +The girl, very fair and pretty in her velvet jacket with the ermine +collar and cuffs, seated in the victoria by her mother's side, eagerly +scanned the broad expanse of ice for the familiar figure of the young man +who had paid her such particular attention during the memorable galop. +She looked in vain. There were several of last night's partners who came +to the side of the carriage and asked for the ladies' health after the +fatigue of the dance, and descanted on their own freedom, or otherwise, +from weariness. Deleah, her face the colour of a wild rose, her loose +dark hair curling crisply in the frosty air, shouted greetings to her +mother as she flew past, a little erect, graceful figure keeping her +elegant poise with the ease of the young and fearless. Now and again she +was seen to be fleeing, laughing as she went, from the pursuit of a +skater who wished to make a circuit of the flooded meadow holding +Deleah's hand. The girl was at once a romp and shy. She laughed with +dancing eyes as she flew ahead; but captured, had a frightened, anxious +look, her eyes appealing to her mother as she passed in protest and for +protection. + +"Deleah will be a flirt when she grows up," Bessie said, who knew that her +mother was regarding the pretty child with admiration. + +"Do you think so, my dear? I hope not, Bessie." + +"She will! And she wants looking after. I thought, for a girl not yet +'out,' she was very forward last night. Reggie thought so too." + +"I'm afraid you put it into his head, Bessie." + +"As if Reggie had not got ideas of his own! Without my even so much as +_hinting_ he said he supposed she knew she was pretty." + +"Reggie isn't here to-day, Bessie." + +"I think he will come. He said he would come, and as I could not skate he +promised to push me in a chair on the ice. We need not go home yet, mama. I +like watching the skating." + +But she only watched the arrivals; and Reggie Forcus was never among them. + +"Perhaps he's gone to speak to papa," she said brightly after a silence." +No doubt he thought, after all, it would be better to get things settled. I +expect that is what Reggie has done, mama." + +"I would not think so much about it, if I were you, my dear. Wait until +matters have arranged themselves." + +"Yes, but ought not we to do something to arrange them?" Bessie persisted. + +"It is not usual, Bessie." + +"But, mama, am I to lose Reggie for any nonsense of that sort? Usual or not +usual I think you or papa should speak to him." + +To pacify her the mother admitted that her father had even thought of doing +so. + +"Then I hope papa will have the sense to do it; and to get the whole thing +settled," Bessie said. + +She awaited in feverish expectancy the return of her father from his +office, that evening, welcoming him with bright eyes and eager looks, +trying to read in his face that which she longed to hear from his lips. But +Mr. Day had arrived home in a temper of mind the reverse of encouraging. In +gloomy silence he sat through the meal which families of the upper middle +classes then took instead of dinner at the dinner hour. A comfortable, +informal meal at which a big silver tea-tray and great silver tea-urn and +heavily embossed tea-services, took a prominent part; where rolls and +patties and huge hams and much-decorated tongues were present; and hot +toast and muffins and many cakes. No servants waited; there was no +centre-piece of flowers; but the gas from the many branches of the great +chandelier of scintillating cut glass overhead shone on the silver and +china and the appetising viands to which the Days always did such ample +justice in a very agreeable way. + +But to-night the master of the house, seated opposite his wife at her +tea-tray, ate nothing of the generous fare. He had a black look on his +heavy face, and short snarling replies for those who ventured to address +him. Such a mood was not altogether unusual with him; when it was +understood among them that something had gone wrong at the office and +that it was safest to leave him alone. But Bessie, whose characteristic +it was never, for a moment, under whatever stress of circumstances, to +forget her own individual interests, kept whispering to her mother, by +whose side she sat, urging her to ask of her father that which she +desired to know. + +"Ask him, mama. Do ask him!" + +"H'sh, my dear!" a frown and a cautioning glance in the direction of the +scowling face. + +Bessie's foot upon her mother's beneath the table. "Mama, why are you so +silly? Ask him! Ask him!" + +The mother was never for long proof against the entreaties or commands of +her offspring. "Have you seen anything of Reggie Forcus to-day, William?" +presently she asked. + +The man at the other end of the table glared upon her for a moment with +angry eyes. "No!" he thundered. "But I have seen Francis Forcus, which was +quite enough for me." + +A silence fell. Bessie's heart beat loudly, the colour left her face. Her +father turned to her as he said the last words. "Yes, papa?" she faltered. + +"Your mother sent me to him on a fool's errand," he said. Then, scowling +upon daughter and wife, he gulped down a cup of tea, pushed his chair +noisily back and went from the room. + +As the door closed behind him, Bessie burst into tears. + +The boys and Deleah looked at her in consternation. "What's up now?" they +asked of each other with lifted eyebrows. + +"Bessie, my dear child! You must not give way so. You really must summon up +a little pride," the mother chided. + +"It's all very well for you!" Bessie retorted chokingly, and sobbed on. +She felt for her handkerchief, and having none of her own grabbed without +any thanks that which Deleah threw across the table. Deleah, shocked at +the spectacle, watched her sister. "Whatever happened I would not cry +before every one like that," she said to herself. Bernard, the elder boy, +who lived in a chronic state of quarrelling with Bessie, openly giggled. +Franky, having pulled his mother's face down to his own, was whispering, +"What is it, mama? What is the matter with Bessie, now? Does she feel +sick?" To feel sick was Franky's idea of the greatest earthly misery. + +Having wiped her eyes on Deleah's handkerchief Bessie rolled it into a +ball and flung it across the table, with greater force of will than +directness of aim, at Bernard's face. "You beast!" she choked. "Mama, +Bernard's laughing at me. Oughtn't Bernard to know how to behave better? +Because I'm so unhappy isn't a reason I should be laughed at." + +Whereat they all laughed--Bessie was so ridiculous, they thought; and Mrs. +Day, putting out a kind hand to the angrily sobbing girl, led her from the +room. "You're all too bad," she said, looking back at the sniggering group. +"Bernard, you should know better." + +"Bessie's such an old ass!" the boy excused himself. "I want some more tea, +mother. I won't have this her sopping handkerchief fell in. All her beastly +tears in my cup!" + +"Deleah must pour it out for you," the mother said, and closed the door +behind herself and her daughter. + +"I won't be called an ass by Bernard! I won't be made fun of by them all!" +Bessie cried. "You should go back, and punish them, mama." + +Mrs. Day, murmuring words of soothing, led her to the foot of the stairs, +and watched the girl mounting slowly to her room, crying audibly, childish +fashion, as she went. "You must try to have more self-control," she said. + +"But why did papa look at me in such a horrible manner?" + +"You know what your father is, Bessie. So often irritable at home when +things have gone wrong at the office. Go to your room till your tears are +dry; I will see your father and find out if there is anything to tell you." + +Mr. Day was in the room they called the breakfast-room. Looking upon it +with the housewife's desire for neatness Mrs. Day often spoke of it as the +Pig-sty, but it was the room they all of them loved best in the house. It +was here the children learned their lessons for school, the ladies worked, +Franky played. It was spacious and cheerful, and held nothing that rough +usage would spoil. All the most comfortable chairs in the house were pulled +up to the hearth, upon which Franky's cats were allowed to lie, and +Bernard's dog. A canary, Deleah's especial protégée, hung in the window. + +Mr. Day had pulled a chair too small for his huge bulk in front of the +fire, and sat, looking huddled and uncomfortable, his feet drawn up beneath +his chair, his knees dropped, staring at the bars. + +"Is anything the matter, William?" his wife asked. "Aren't you going out +again, this evening?" + +Every night of his life, except the Sunday night, when on no account would +he have missed going to church with his family, he went to a club in the +town where whist and three-card loo were played--for higher stakes, it was +whispered, than most of its members could spare. + +"You have taken off your boots, William: aren't you going to your club?" + +"No; I'm not going to my club." + +"In heaven's name why?" + +"Because my club's seen the last of me." + +She looked at him aghast, hearing the news with real dismay. She never +would have admitted, even to herself, being a kind woman and a dutiful +wife, that she preferred her husband out of her presence rather than in +it--her children would not have whispered such a disloyalty; yet if he was +going to pass his evenings in the bosom of his family, for the future, each +of them would know in his or her heart that the peacefullest and most +enjoyable hours of the day would be spoilt. + +"Have you had any unpleasantness over cards, William?" + +He turned savagely upon her where she stood by the corner of the +mantelpiece. "What the devil did you send me on that fool's errand to +Francis Forcus for?" he asked. + +"_I_ send you, William?" + +"I went because of the lying report you brought me." + +"William, I--!" + +"You led me to believe Bessie and young Forcus were engaged. Now did you or +did you not lead me to believe it? Speak the truth if you can. Did you or +did you not?" + +"I only--" + +"Did you lead me to believe it?" + +"Yes, then; if you will have it so." + +"And made me look a fool! I thought it was too good to be true--only you +stuck to it. You were so d--d sure. You would have it so. Nothing would +turn you." + +"William, you must remember I advised you not to go." + +"Did I ask your advice? Did I ever stoop to ask for it? I acted on +information which you gave me. Went--and got kicked out." + +"Kicked out? William!" + +"Practically. I don't mean to say the man actually used his boot. If he +had he couldn't have expressed plainer what he meant. Francis Forcus +never had a civil word to fling at me in all his life. But for your +infernal, silly cackle I'd as soon have gone to the devil as to him. If +I'd only had myself and my own feeling to think about--Bessie or no +Bessie--I'd have hanged myself sooner than have gone to him. But I'd got +more than that." + +His voice had fallen from its bullying key to a toneless melancholy. Mrs. +Day, who had been standing hitherto, seated herself in the chair by the +chimney corner, and looked at her husband's blunt profile as he sat +before the fire with a sick feeling of impending disaster, and a dismayed +inquiry in her dark eyes. + +"I'd got you and the children to think about," the man added. + +"What could Sir Francis have said to you, William?" + +Her husband turned savagely upon her. "Say? He said there was no engagement +between his brother--his '_young_ brother'--and my daughter. That such an +engagement would never receive his sanction. That he was not aware his +'_young_ brother'--he's always sticking the word down your throat; the +sanctimonious prig--I longed to kick him!--was on terms of intimacy with +any one in my family." + +"William!" Mrs. Day, cut to the quick, called protestingly upon her +husband's name. "I hope you answered him there. I hope you did!" + +"I said the young beggar was always hanging about my house. That he had +danced half the night with my daughter--and--and made love to her." + +"And then? And then, William?" + +"He said, 'I wish all acquaintanceship to cease. I beg you not to invite my +young brother to your house again.'" + +"He said that?" + +"Damn him! Yes." + +"But that was an insult!" The poor woman was pale with surprise and dismay. +She stared breathlessly upon her husband. "Didn't you show him you felt it +was an insult, William?" + +William moved his huge shoulders. "What do you think?" + +"Tell me what you said to him." + +"I swore at him for ten minutes. He didn't know if he stood on his head or +his heels when I'd done with him. Then I came away." + +"I don't think that _swearing_ would improve matters." + +"Perhaps you'll tell me what would improve them? It's what I want to hear, +and more than I know." + +"Poor Bessie! Oh, poor, poor Bessie!" + +"Ah!" poor Bessie's father said, and his short-necked head fell upon his +breast, and he gazed drearily at the fire again. + +Mrs. Day got up and stood, her white hand glittering with its rings laid +upon the black marble of the mantelpiece, thinking of Bessie. + +"I would go to the club, William," presently she advised. "It can't make +matters any better to sit at home and mope over them." + +"Didn't I tell you I wasn't going to the club? D'you think I'm like a +woman, and don't know my own mind?" + +"I thought it would be pleasanter for you," she said; and then she left +him. Her mind was full of Bessie, and the blow which must be given to +Bessie's hopes. + +"I don't know how I shall ever find the heart to tell her," she said to +herself as she went from the room. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +Forcus's Family Ale + + +It was the period when to rob a poor man--or a rich one, for that +matter--of his beer would have been a crime to arouse to furious expression +the popular sense of justice; when beer was on the master's table as well +as in the servants' hall; when every cellar of the well-to-do held its +great cask for family consumption, and no one had thought of attempting to +convert the poor man from indulgence in his national beverage. It was the +period when brewers made huge fortunes--and that in spite of the fact that +they used good malt and hops in their brewings--nor dreamed, save, perhaps, +in their worst nightmare, of the interference of Government in their +monopoly. In Brockenham and its county the liquor brewed at the Hope +Brewery was considered the best tipple procurable. Nothing slipped down the +local throat so satisfactorily as Forcus and Son's Family Ale; and the +present representatives of the firm were easily the wealthiest people in +the town. + +There were but two of them at the time: Francis Forcus--Sir Francis, for +the last twelve months, he having been knighted in the second year of his +mayoralty on the visit of a Royal Personage to his native town--and +Reginald, his brother, born twenty years after himself of his father's +second marriage, and now in his twenty-fourth year. Very good-looking, very +good-natured, very gay and friendly and accessible the younger brother was. +Perhaps the most admired and popular young man in the town. His +simple-minded pursuit of pleasure occupied a great deal of his time, and +prevented his spending much of it at the Brewery where his brother made it +a point of honour to pass three or four hours every day. But now and again +Mr. Reginald appeared at the enormous pile of buildings, rising out of the +slow-flowing river on which Brockenham stands, and where the famous Family +Ale was composed. Now and then he would amuse himself for an hour, +sauntering in the sunshine about the wide, brightly gravelled yards, +inspecting the huge dray-horses in their stables, exchanging "the top of +the morning," as he facetiously called it to them, with the draymen. He was +seldom tempted to appear where the brewing operations were actually in +process, but he never took his departure without looking in upon his +brother in the spacious and comfortable room overlooking the river in which +that gentleman sat conscientiously for three or four hours a day to read +the _Times_ and the local newspaper. + +He paid his call upon the senior partner earlier than usual on the morning +after Mrs. Day's New Year's Dance, but not so early that Sir Francis Forcus +had not received a visitor before him. A visitor who had upset the +equanimity of that always outwardly unruffled, and carefully self-contained +person. + +"You are up with the worm, this morning, Reggie," he said. + +He was not at all a typical brewer in appearance, his tall, imposing figure +being clothed in no superfluous flesh, his face, with its peculiarly set +expression, being pale and handsome. His black hair, worn rather long, +after the fashion of the day, was brushed smoothly from his temples; he was +shaved but for the close-growing whiskers, which reached half-way down his +cheeks. + +"To what are we indebted for the honour of so early a call?" he inquired +with a twist of his in-drawn lips. + +"You were off before I was down this morning," the young man said. "I just +looked in to tell you I was going out. That's all." + +"You look in rather frequently on the same errand, I believe. Would it be +indiscreet on my part to ask where you are going?" + +"Not in the least," Reggie declared easily. He lifted for his brother's +inspection a pair of skates which he had held dangling at his side. +"They've flooded the meadows at Tooley. The ice ought to be in first-rate +order, this morning." + +"So it is in the moat at home. Half a score people were skating there +already as I drove away this morning. Tooley is five miles off. Why need +you take the trouble to go to Tooley?" + +"Several people, last night, said they were going. I thought I might as +well go too." + +"Where were you last night, Reggie? I don't want to tie you at home, by any +means, but sometimes I like to know where you have been." + +"All right, Francis. Of course. There was a dance at the Days' in Queen +Anne Street. I've gone to it every New Year's Night, for years. I went +there." + +"I see." The light hazel eyes of Sir Francis, according strangely with his +black hair and palely dusky complexion, considered his brother's cheerful +countenance. + +"I'm going to ask you not to go to the Days' in Queen Anne Street any more, +Reggie," he said. + +Reggie widely stared. "I don't think my going there, when I wish, and they +ask me, can do any harm to any one," he protested. + +"Sit down, will you?" his brother said, and pointed to the chair on the +other side of the table by which he sat. + +"I think not, now. I think I'll be off. The ice mayn't keep--" + +The other still pointed to the chair. "What I want to say to you won't +keep--emphatically. Sit down," he said, and down Reggie sat. + +He was by no means embarrassed, or afraid. His brother had stood to him in +place of a father since his own father had died when he was a boy at +school, but he lectured him as little as possible, and very rarely thwarted +him. "Get over it as quick as you can, Francis," was all he said. + +"Did you meet Mr. Day going away as you came in?" + +"Mr. Day? No." + +"He has just left me. He came to tell me that you," he looked during a +moment's pause in Reggie's wide eyes, "were engaged to be married to his +daughter." + +"Well! Come! That's a good 'un!" Reggie was surprised, his brother saw, but +not so satisfactorily taken aback as he had hoped. + +"Is it so?" + +"No." + +"Then, what did the man mean by daring to say it to me?" + +Reggie maintained an instant's quite undisconcerted silence; then, "You +see, she says it too," he said. + +"She?" + +"Bessie." + +"Day's daughter? She must be stopped saying it." + +"Oh, I don't know. Girls do say that sort of thing." + +"I think not. Unless they are privileged to say it. Miss Day, you say, has +nothing to go upon?" + +"Oh, well, you know!" Reggie sat back from the table, putting his hands in +his pockets, leaning in his chair at his ease, with the air of talking as +one man of the world to another. + +"But I do not know. I am waiting for you to tell me." + +"You don't want me to go into detail, I suppose?" + +"You mean you have indulged in a flirtation with this girl, and she has +tried to grab you?" + +Reggie gave the subject a moment's thought. "I won't quite admit that," he +said conscientiously. "She, somehow, seems to think I've gone further than +I have gone. She said something to me last night about my speaking to her +father." + +"Instead of which her father is sent to speak to me. Now, look here, +Reggie, you and I have never, so far, had any unpleasantness--have we? Do +not let us have it over this. A daughter of William Day's is about the last +person on earth it would be desirable for you to marry." + +"I'm not thinking of marrying any one yet, Francis." + +"I should hope not! Were you going to meet Miss Day on the ice?" + +"Well, she said she'd be there. A whole lot of them were going." + +"Stay away, will you? To oblige me?" + +"If you put it that way--" + +"Thank you. I don't want our name"--he was as proud of the brewery as if it +had been a dukedom; he said "our name" as though he spoke of a sacred +thing--"mixed up with the name of Mr. William Day." + +"He's a nice, good-natured old fellow. You should have heard him banging +away with his tambourine, last night." + +"I'm going to tell you something in confidence. On the strength of your +engagement to his daughter--wait! I know you are not engaged to her--Mr. +William Day came here to borrow five hundred pounds of me." + +"Good-night!" + +"I refused him the loan, of course. Wait a minute! What I was going to say +is this: I happen to know why he wanted that money. Why it was important +for him to get it at once. It was to pacify a certain client of his who is +pressing him. She authorised him to sell some shares, which he did; but she +can't get a settlement." + +"I say! That's pretty bad, isn't it?" + +"And it's the one case of which I happen to know the history. There are +others, I am told, and more flagrant than this." + +"Will he have to smash up?" + +"I hope it will be no worse. I hope--well, we shall see. I have told you +this to show you how specially distasteful to me was what the man said to +me to-day. You understand, don't you?" + +Reggie said he understood. "It was quite premature," he declared. "Quite!" +But he looked very thoughtful. + +"You will keep clear of them, remember." + +"I think I'm best out of their way for the present." + +"Instead of skating this morning I wish you'd go over to Runnydale and have +a look at that thorough-bred Candy is breaking for me." + +Sir Francis knew his man. If Bessie Day had held for him ten times her +attraction an errand which had a horse for its objective would have proved +more attractive still to Reginald Forcus. With hardly a pang he assented. + +The young man spent a happy and profitable day at Runnydale with old Candy, +a horse-dealer, much affected by the well-to-do youth of the neighbourhood, +he having a racy tongue, and a fund of anecdote, and a pleasant, joking, +familiar way of transferring money from their pockets to his own. He +returned in time for dinner at Cashelthorpe, his brother's country-house a +few miles out of Brockenham, which the younger man also made his home. The +two dined alone, as was usual of late, the delicate health of Lady Forcus +compelling her often to keep her room. + +"You remember what I told you about Day's affairs this morning?" Sir +Francis asked, looking across the table at his brother as they sat down to +their soup. + +Of course Reggie remembered. + +"Where do you suppose Mr. William Day is spending his evening?" + +Reggie paused with his spoon on its way to his mouth to say he hoped in the +bosom of Mr. William Day's family. + +"He is spending it in prison." + +The spoon fell back into its plate, and Reggie's face grew white. "It can't +be true! I'll never believe it!" + +"What did you expect, after what I told you? Unless he had made a bolt of +it." + +"Oh, poor old fellow! But what's the poor old fellow done, then?" + +"Done? Fraudulently appropriated his clients' money and adapted it to his +own uses." + +"Poor old Day! Oh, poor old devil!" + +"Well, get your dinner, my dear boy." + +"He was slapping me on the shoulder, and I was drinking his champagne, last +night!" + +The younger Forcus recovered sufficiently to eat the fish, but his soup had +to be removed untasted. He sat, with both hands gripping his table-napkin +as it lay across his knees, his eyes on the table-cloth, seeing the pretty +Deleah and her fat but agile father dancing down the gay ball-room. In +prison! Some one he had known, and touched hands with! Prison! + +"I wonder of what the poor old fellow was thinking as he banged away at his +tambourine last night!" Reggie said. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +Disaster + + +Shortly after Mrs. Day had left her husband sitting in his stocking-feet +over the breakfast-room fire, she, in the midst of her children at their +several occupations but attentive to what went on beyond, heard his heavy +step in the hall, heard the front door open and close. + +"Your father has gone to the club, after all," she said, and gave a sigh of +relief as she worked away at her embroidery, making holes in a strip of +muslin and stitching round them, for the adornment of the elder daughter's +petticoat. She was a timid woman, in spite of her fine and handsome +appearance, with a great fear of the unusual. It was her husband's habit to +go out. The thought of him sitting alone and idle in the other room had +been weighing on her mind. + +The children paid no attention; they were all a little tired and languid +and disinclined for their usual amusements after the excitement of last +night's dance and the exertion of their morning on the ice. Even Deleah, +the reader of the family, neglected her book to lie back in her chair and +gaze into the fire, the music of galop, and rattle of her father's +tambourine humming in her ears; before her eyes figures chasing each other +over the blue sheet of ice or flying rhythmically over polished boards. + +Franky having temporarily deserted his paint-box and the _Illustrated News_ +he had designed to colour for many tinted sheets of gelatine, saved from +the crackers on last night's supper table, now held them in turn before his +eyes. "Mama, you're all red--all lovely red, like roses," or "Bessie, +you're frightful--you're white as if you felt sick," he cried, accordingly +as a red or a green transparency was before his eyes. + +The game called "Tactics," over which Bessie and Bernard nightly +quarrelled, had been so far neglected; a circumstance not to be regretted, +since Bessie generally played a losing game in tears, and signalised +Bernard's victory by upsetting the board and flinging the red and white +ivory pegs in his face. + +For, the last night's dance, which had been an engrossing topic for several +weeks before it had come off, now that it was over must still be talked +about. + +How silly Deleah had looked when her white satin shoe had come off and shot +across the slippery floor in the last waltz; and she would not stop, for +all that, but finished the dance without it. + +"Were your shoes too big, Deleah?" + +"A little, mama. They were a pair of Bessie's last year's ones, that were +too small for her." + +"There you go! At me again!" Bessie cried. "Deda is proud because her foot +is smaller than mine, mama. If you're a little weed of a thing like Deda, +of course your feet are narrow and small. They have to be. There's no merit +in it." + +"And I suppose Deleah danced her silk stockings into holes?" + +"No, mama! Mr. Frost, I was waltzing with, held me up most beautifully; so +that after the shoe came off my feet never once touched the floor." + +"Lucky it wasn't you, Bessie! It would have been the finish of poor Frost +to have tried to carry such a lump as you." + +"Mama, will you speak to Bernard, and ask him not to be always saying rude +things about me." + +"Hush, Bessie! Nonsense! Bernard, my dear, do try to be more polite to your +sister." + +"Mama, here's a motter I rather like in this green cracker. + + "'What I most admire in you + Are your eyes of lovely blue.' + +"What would you have done, Deleah, if a gentleman had pulled the cracker +with you? Because your eyes aren't blue; they're yellow-brown." + +"I should have passed it on to Bernard." + +"And why wouldn't you have passed it on to me, pray, miss. My eyes are as +blue as Bernard's, I suppose?" + +"Your eyes are green," from a Bernard ever ready for the fray. + +"Mama! Mama! He's at me again! Bernard is at me again! He says my eyes are +green!" + +"Come, come, children! Hush, Bessie! You are too bad, Bernard. Now then, +we have not yet decided who was the belle of the ball, last night." + +It was while they gave their opinion on this momentous subject that Franky +fell asleep over his cracker papers and was sent to bed, an hour before +his time, his mother going up to hear him say his prayers, as was her +nightly custom. She was crossing the hall on her return when the front +door opened and the master of the house, to his wife's astonishment, +reappearing, stepped in again. + +"Lydia!" he whispered, and with an odd shrinking from him, she noticed +that there was something furtive in his manner, and that his voice, wont +to sound alarmingly through the house on his return to it, was husky and +hushed. "Lydia, how much money have you in the house?" + +"Money!" his wife repeated, and gazed upon him with alarm in her eyes. + +"Money--I gave you a cheque for ten pounds on Monday. How much of it is +left?" + +Most of it had gone in expenses for the dance. "I have only about thirty +shillings left, William." Without knowing why, her voice, like his, had +sunk to the tone of mystery. + +"Give it me, then. Quick!" + +She hesitated, fearfully questioning: "Has anything--?" + +"Never mind now. Get it. Get all you can lay your hands on. Quick!" + +Her purse was in the pocket hidden in the many folds of her silk dress. +There was not quite so much in it as she had reckoned; she slipped the +sovereign and few shillings with trembling fingers into his hand. + +"I could ask Bernard, and Bessie, William." + +"No! I won't take their money," he said. "This will get me to London." + +"To London?" + +"I am going up by the mail." + +"But why in this hurry?" + +Not the prospect of the sudden journey, but the something secret and +horribly unfamiliar in his manner frightened her. He came a step further +into the hall and picking up a dark muffler from a chair, wound it round +his neck. She saw that his face was livid, and looked suddenly flabby, and +that his hands were shaking. + +"Business," he whispered. "Don't worry." + +As he turned to the door, she laid a hand on his arm. "Something is wrong. +I have felt it all the evening. Tell me, have you had losses, William?" + +He nodded, without looking at her. "That's about the tune of it." + +"You should have told me." + +"I've told you now. You'll hear about it soon enough." + +She gripped his arm. "Don't go like this! Whatever it is, don't run away. +Is it very bad? Is it--" the word that stood for the worst business +misfortune she could imagine, trembled and died on her lips--"is it +_Failure_?" + +He pulled his muffler about his face, his hat lower upon his brow: "You've +hit it," he said. "It's that." + +Her hand slid from his coat-sleeve, he slipped through the half-open door, +and shuffled down the three white steps which led to the silent street. +Then, as white, half-stupefied, she watched him, he turned and climbed the +steps again and stood beside her. + +"You had better go to George Boult," he said. "Boult will tell you what to +do. Are you listening? Go to Boult." + +"But aren't you coming back to-morrow, William? You can't leave us like +this! You must come back!" + +He was going down the steps again. There was a moon clear in a frosty sky. +How white the steps shone! For all her life she remembered the big, +unwieldy figure of her husband shuffling down them. + +"I don't know what my movements may be. Just at present they are +uncertain." Arrived on the pavement he turned his miserable, furtive eyes +on her as she stood in the open door, the brightly-lit hall of home behind +her. "Shut the door," he said with something of his old passionate +irritability of manner. "I don't want all the world to know I'm going away +to-night. Shut the door!" + +She obeyed him, as ever when he used that tone to her, with nervous haste. +William Day waited a moment to hear the bolts slipping into place. It was +a duty he performed himself every night of his life as he went up to bed. +The door was bolted with him on the wrong side of it, now. Never, he knew, +in all the years to come would he turn the lock of security on the +sleeping house and shuffle upstairs, bed-candle in hand, to warmth and +comfort and peaceful sleep again. + +Mrs. Day, going back into the hall, came to a standstill beneath the +hanging lamp, trying to collect her thoughts, trying to realise, but +totally unable to do so, that ruin had come upon her home, her children, +herself. Ruin which she had seen visit the homes of other people, +devastate them; but whose shadow she had never imagined falling on the +fortunes of her own. + +On the William Days; so well-to-do; so respected in the place; who had +their annual dance last night, all the nicest, most desirable people of +the town present. No one's dance was so nicely managed, so spirited, so +successful as theirs. + +She was actually thinking of the dance as she stood there, dazed, in the +gas-lit hall. They would never give another New Year's dance. + +William, with all his faults, was never mean. "Don't spoil the ship for a +ha'po'rth of tar," was a favourite motto of his. She had ever thought it a +proverb both pleasant and wise. She was not an extravagant woman, but she +also liked to have things well done, and had no sympathy with +cheese-paring ways. The house was well and handsomely furnished, she and +the children had plenty of dress, their table was an excellent one, all of +them indulging in an amused contempt of the domestic economies of their +friends. Servants stayed with them for years, and it was easy to fill +their places when they left. They kept one more of them than was needed, +for comfort's sake. She was a good mistress; he, for all his passionate +rating of his dependents at times, was a good master. + +Was all this finished now? Was it possible? The old pleasant, natural +order of things--the only order to which she had ever been accustomed. +Finished now? + +And if so what would follow? + +Furniture sale. Dust of strange feet in the familiar rooms. People she +would never have dreamed of admitting there pulling about her carpets, +poking her feather-beds, turning up their noses at the breakfast-room +chair-covers which were shabby, there was no good in denying it; and with +her not by to explain they preferred them so. No more expensive +paint-boxes and toys for Franky; Bessie and darling Deleah in shabby hats; +Bernard without pocket-money, made a banker's clerk, perhaps--she had +heard her husband say bank-clerks had no prospects, poor beggars! +Bernard--her handsome Bernard to be a "poor beggar"--! + +A sudden vertigo seized her: the hall was whirling round; she stretched a +hand blindly for support, and pulled over an umbrella-stand which fell +with a crash and clatter. + +The girls and Bernard came running out. "What on earth are you doing, +mama? Have you hurt yourself? What is it?" + +She had subsided upon a hall-chair, her face was ghastly, all her strength +seemed gone. "I felt faint. I am better," she got out, and looked +strangely round upon them all. Her gaze wandered lingeringly from object +to object in the hall as if she had never seen it before. She shivered +violently with deadly cold. "I will go to bed," she said. + +The children helped her upstairs. She leant on Bessie's arm, the arm of +Deleah was round her waist. The stairway was broad, there was room for all +three. Bernard stood on the mat below and watched with an anxious face. + +"Sure I can't do anything, mother?" he kept saying. + +They were all so fond of her, so frightened if for a moment she seemed to +fail them. She could not get rid of them till they had undressed her and +put her to bed. Until they themselves went to bed they kept coming back +and peeping in at her. "Papa will be back soon; mind you send him for us +if you feel at all ill," they adjured her. + +"Mama, you are sure it is not because I worried you about Reggie Forcus?" +a contrite Bessie asked. "Because he is sure to come to-morrow--you think +so, don't you?--and we shall make it all right, in spite of Sir Francis. +Promise not to worry, mama." + +Twice in the night Deleah slipped from her own warm bed to stand, an +anxious little figure, shivering in her nightgown, her dark curls +streaming down her back, a suspensive ear to the keyhole of her mother's +door. People fainted because they had heart disease. Of heart disease they +also died. She dared not go in, because papa was there, but waited, +trembling with cold and fear, until her mother's sigh reassured her. + +In the morning the mistress of the house came down with a pale face and +dark rings about her deeply-set large eyes. She could not smile, she could +not eat, she hardly spoke, but she was better, she said. + +The children would have to know; but she could not bring herself to tell +them. That their father was not in the house they did not perceive, but +put down his absence from the breakfast-table to the fact that he had +over-slept himself. + +A great fire blazed on the hearth. A stack of muffins was being kept warm +in a silver dish on a brass stand before it. Fish, and broiled kidneys +were on the table; a ham, and a brawn, and a glazed tongue on the +sideboard. Mrs. Day always drank coffee at her breakfast, Deleah liked +cocoa, the rest took tea; all three were served. + +Mrs. Day surveyed these signs of comfort and luxury with a numb feeling at +her heart. All this, and such as this, would have to go. How would the +children endure life without it. Was this lavish amount of food +"extravagance"? she asked herself, for the first time. Was it possible +she, with her well-filled table on which she had prided herself, had +conduced to the misfortune? She was a woman whose conscience was very +easily touched, and she began to blame herself. "But I never dreamed!" she +said, "I never dreamed!" + +Bessie could eat neither fish nor kidneys, that morning. "Mama, there was +some game-pie left, last night. Mayn't I have some of it?" + +The servant was rung for to bring the game-pie. "If there are any oyster +patties we might have them in, mother," Bernard suggested. + +The mother, sadly gazing, assented. Nothing would she have denied them, +that morning--her poor children who were so soon to be deprived of +game-pies and oysters for ever! + +They were in the midst of breakfast, their voices a little subdued because +mama was not well, yet with an enjoyable sense of freedom because papa, +who was so often irritable at that meal, had not yet come down, when +suddenly the door opened and without any announcement Mr. George Boult +walked in. + +He was a man they all knew as a friend and associate of the master of the +house, but he had never been held in favour by its mistress nor her +children, who indeed had but the slightest acquaintance with him. He had +been a school-fellow of William Day's at the Brockenham Grammar School; a +kind of comradeship had existed between the two from that time till now. +George Boult had assumed for years the habit of dropping in at Queen Anne +Street on Sunday afternoons to smoke a cigar and drink a glass of wine +with the lawyer, but it was a function the men had enjoyed _tête-à-tête_: +as an intimate in the family circle he had not been admitted. + +Boult could have bought up all the superior people who turned up their +noses at him, his friend frequently declared; it had been a standing +grievance of his against his wife that she declined to put Mr. Boult's +name on the list of people invited to her parties. + +George Boult was a self-made man; the process of manufacture recent, and +unfortunately fresh in people's minds. "If I invite the man who keeps the +draper's shop the professional people won't come to meet him," Mrs. Day +pointed out, and remained obdurate on the point. But because he, who did +not in the least wish to go to her parties, could not be invited to them, +a little awkwardness in the relations of her husband's Sunday afternoon +visitor and Mrs. Day had arisen. + +His appearance thus early in the morning, and in the midst of their meal +was a matter more than a little surprising to them all. He was a short, +rather podgy man, with fair whiskers curled upon red cheeks, a common, +up-turned, broad-nostrilled nose, a wide, thick-lipped mouth; quick, +observant, but by no means beautiful eyes, a protruding chin, and a roll +of flesh which showed above his collar at the back of his neck. Well and +carefully he was dressed, however, and wore that air of conscious +prosperity to be observed in the man who has carved his own fortunes and +is proud of the fact. + +He grasped, in his broad, short-fingered, red one, the white hand of Mrs. +Day, who went forward to meet him. "I got a verbal message from your +husband last night, asking me to look you up the first thing this +morning," he said. "This is a sad business for you all; I am sorry--very +sorry." + +Mrs. Day took her place behind her tea-cups again, lacking the strength to +stand. + +"Do the children know?" he asked, in a tone, muffled indeed, but quite +audible in the children's ears. + +Mrs. Day shook her head. "But they must know," she said. + +"Know what?" they all asked, alert for news, but suspecting no evil. Even +Franky looked up from his toast and marmalade with an inquiring glance. +Perhaps the circus was coming, and there would be another procession, with +elephants and camels walking through the streets, and unseen but loudly +roaring lions dragged in their cages. + +"There is bad news, my dears," Mrs. Day began, but very faintly; she +clasped her hands upon the edge of the tea-tray, the cups and saucers +jingled with their shaking. "Poor papa is in trouble. Tell them," she +whispered to the man who stood beside her. "I can't tell them." + +Mr. Boult fixed Bessie with the gaze of his slightly protruding eyes of +stone-coloured blue. She was the eldest, the only one who could really be +said to be grown up. For all his tail coat and smart neckties, Bernard at +seventeen was only a boy still. + +"What is the matter with papa? Where is papa?" Bessie asked him. + +"Just at present--we hope only for a short time until we can bail him +out--your papa is in prison," George Boult said. + +He had known it would be a blow to them, but he was a man entirely without +imagination, and therefore quite incapable of putting himself in another +person's place. Rumours had been afloat in the business world. Money, +which the jog-trot profession of law alone could never have brought him +in, had been spent: more than once the suspicion of what would be the end +of his old school-friend had crossed his mind. But that the possibility of +such a, to them, hideous calamity, had never presented itself to the man's +wife and children he had not considered, nor was he capable of +appreciating the sorrow and shame they would suffer by such a disgrace. + +He had not a high opinion of William Day's wife and family; they were +people who thought the world a place for play rather than hard work, who +frequented theatres and concert-rooms, and dances. It was not likely they +could feel anything very much. He was unprepared for the effect of his +words. + +They were young, they were undisciplined, they were quite unused to +misfortune. The children met the news of its appearance among them by a +loud yell of terrified protest. Mrs. Day had flung herself upon him, +grasped him, clung to him. + +"Not William! Not my husband! No! No! No!" she shrieked. + +"I thought you knew! I thought you knew!" George Boult said. The woman +hurt him by her grip upon his arms; what a din was in his ears! + +"Papa! Oh, papa! Papa!" Bessie screamed. + +Franky was screaming too. He had got down from the table and rushed round +to his younger sister, who, white, and shaking like a leaf, took the child +in her arms. Bernard had risen, ashen-faced, staring. "It isn't true!" he +shouted savagely at his father's traducer. "It's a lie!" + +"Didn't you know?" George Boult kept saying to the poor woman who was +shaking him by the force of her trembling as she clung to him. "I would +have prepared you--I thought you knew." + +"I thought it was bankruptcy," she got out between her chattering teeth. +"I didn't know it was--disgrace. Are you sure? Quite sure?" + +"Quite. There is not the shadow of a chance it is not true. A police +officer brought me a message from him from the station-house last night." + +She let go his arms, and sank into her chair again; and Franky, who could +find no comfort in Deleah's embrace, left her, and still screaming his +terrified "Papa! papa! papa!" flew to hang upon his mother's neck. + +Deleah crept round to Bernard. "Oh, Bernard, what can we do?" she said. +"What ought we to do?" + +Bernard, who had sunk into his chair, only laid his arms upon the table, +his head upon his arms, and sobbed. + +George Boult thought they were taking it very badly. "This comes of too +much pleasuring," he told himself. He looked round upon the miserable +group, feeling shocked and helpless. He had gone there to see if he could +be of use. How was it possible to help people who behaved like this! He +was a widower, but had no children of his own. If he had been more +fortunate in that respect what serious-minded, well-conducted boys and +girls they would have been: not squeaking over misfortune, but standing up +to it when it came; looking about them, open-eyed, for ways of making +money, marrying money, and getting on. The children of William Day and +their mother were acting like a set of lunatics only fit for Bedlam. + +"I'm sorry to have to spring it upon you suddenly. I thought your mama +knew," he said again. "But it's a thing that had to be known--and perhaps +as well one time as another. It's a thing that has got to be borne, too, +and made the best of." + +It was quite easy to play the philosopher if only they would have +listened, but they would not. Mrs. Day was rocking herself backwards and +forwards in her chair, the screaming Franky in her arms; Bessie had flung +herself upon the floor and was beating it with her palms and calling upon +the name of papa. George Boult was sorry for their misfortune, but he +looked on and listened with distaste. To have no more spunk than that! + +"Which of you can I speak to?" he asked sharply at last. He crossed the +room and touched Bernard's heaving shoulders. "Come out," he said; and +Bernard, openly blubbering, got up, and followed his father's friend from +the room. In the hall George Boult laid a steadying hand upon the poor +boy's arm. "You must bear this like a man, Bernard," he said. "You're not +a child, nor a woman; try to be a man." + +"What's he done? What's my father done?" the boy asked. He blew his nose +and wiped his eyes, and made an effort to hold himself upright. + +"It's a question of some money belonging to a client." + +"To a client, sir?" + +"Your father invested a large sum of money for her, then sold the shares, +and did not buy others or give her the money." + +"But--he would have done--in time. He--meant to do it." + +"Your father has got to prove that." + +"My father will do it," with a sob. + +"I hope so. There's another matter we need not go into now. Her signature +authorising the sale she disputes." + +"My father--will explain." + +"Perhaps. He'll be up before the magistrates to-day. I shall attend, and +shall offer myself to go bail for him. They'll probably want two. Who is +there you can ask?" + +Bernard did not know. He had not his wits sufficiently about him even to +think. "I can ask my mother," he said. He was sobbing again, fallen limply +against the wall, his face hidden. + +"Do remember you've got to play the man," George Boult said. He felt +helpless in the presence of such surprising helplessness. He looked at the +heaving shoulders of the youth with an astonished distaste. What was to be +done with material so soft as this! "I am sorry I have been the bearer of +such ill news, but there is no good in my stopping now. I'll drop in, tell +your mother, when you're all more used to it. Wonderful how quickly people +do get used to things! Meantime, remember, I'll stand bail for your father +if you can find another. And there's no time to lose. You must shake +yourself together and set about it at once." + +"Helpless set!" he said to himself as he let himself out and passed down +the three glistening white steps into the quiet street. "Hysterical, +useless, helpless set! Fit only for pleasure-seeking and money-spending. +What is to become of them now?" + +They were certainly helpless. When Bernard went back to the room where +breakfast--the meal to be for ever unfinished--stood about, and told them +they had, there and then, to find some one willing to bail out his father, +none of them understood, or knew what to do. + +"Do you know of any one we could ask, mother?" Mrs. Day sat, her brow +clasped tightly in her two hands as if she really feared her head would +split. "Let me think! Let me think!" she said piteously, but was incapable +of thinking. + +"Would any of the people who were here at the dance--the Challises, the +Hollingsbys, the Buttifers, the Frosts, do it? Which of them shall we +ask?" + +"I don't think one of them would do it. They would not care." + +"But they're often here--to dinner, and so on." + +"Don't ask them." + +"Who then, mama?" Deleah questioned. She had made less noise than the +others, and there was about her an air of purpose, lacking in the rest, +although her childish face looked stricken. + +"There is no one I should like you to ask a favour of." + +"But we must ask some one." + +"Let it be some one we do not know, then." + +"Could we ask Sir Francis Forcus? He is very rich." + +"I will go somewhere--I will ask--some one," Mrs. Day said; but, trying to +stand, she fell back in her chair, and her frightened children saw that +she had fainted. + +They laid her on the sofa, and over her prostrate body renewed the subject +of the bail. + +"Bessie must go," Deleah said. + +"Then, I won't, miss!" said Bessie, and sobbed and choked and screamed at +her sister: "I won't! I won't!" + +"Bernard must go." + +"It would come better from a woman," Bernard said. + +In the end it was Deleah who went--the little petted, sheltered Deleah, +who had never gone before on any errand of more moment than for the +matching of Berlin wools, or for the changing of the three-volume novel at +the Public Library. + +"Deleah can't go--Deleah mustn't!" the prostrate mother on the sofa +gasped. She looked like a corpse beneath the cloths soaked in +eau-de-cologne-and-water which Bessie had arranged over her brow. "We +can't ask Sir Francis. Call Deleah back. Stop her." + +But Deleah would not be stopped. It was a question of getting her father +out of prison, and they had been told to lose no time. While Bessie and +her mother and Bernard were still declaring she must not go she had run up +to her room for her hat and jacket; and lest they should catch and stop +her, she would not stay in the house to put them on, but flung them anyhow +upon her when once outside the door. Then, with her little wild white face +almost lost in the masses of loose dark hair escaped from the net she wore +in the morning, and falling anyhow beneath her hat, and her small bare +hands grasping the jacket she would not stop to button at her throat, she +ran through the streets. + +Was that really Deleah running there, and on that errand? Deleah, who at +that hour was usually walking sedately to school; saying over to herself +her French poetry, perhaps, as she went, or taking a last peep in her +geography book, to make sure once again of the latitude and longitude of +Montreal, or to impress more firmly on her mind the imports and exports of +Prussia. + +To get to her school she had to pass her father's office; and sometimes, +if it pleased him to start early enough, he would walk there with his +little daughter, her hand tucked within his arm. With her he was never +savage, and rarely irritable; on these walks his mood would be playful and +jocose, and they would incite each other to play the truant from office +and school, and pretend they were off on a holiday jaunt together. + +And now her laughing, noisy, loving, boisterous father was in prison--in +prison!--and she was running to beg the help of a stranger to take him +out. + +She gave no thought to the man to whom she was going, nor to the words she +would say to him. The difficulty of asking such a favour of such a +stranger did not distress her. Her father--her father--her father! was her +only thought. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +Deleah's Errand + + +It chanced that Sir Francis Forcus drove to the Brewery an hour earlier +than usual that morning, and--a circumstance of rare occurrence--that +Reginald was pleased to drive with him. Both men came together into the +private room of the elder, where Deleah, for an hour which had seemed a +lifetime, awaited them. + +If Sir Francis had ever seen William Day's little daughter, he had +forgotten her. It was Reggie, at whom Deleah never looked, who called her +name in his pleasant, good-natured tone of welcome. + +"Why, it is Deleah!" he cried out, as if Deleah, of all the people in the +world, was the person he most wanted to see. "This is Deleah Day, +Francis." + +He liked little Deleah--what young man with eyes in his head did not like +her!--she was so pretty; far and away prettier than Bessie, who had in +Francis's word tried to grab him. She was the jolliest little thing to +laugh with and to dance with; light as a feather--you could sweep her off +her feet and dance on with her, never feeling her weight upon your arm. + +He held out his hand to her now, but she did not see it. Her own hands +were clasped. Without clasping them she would not have knelt to ask +anything of God. She went across the room and lifted her little white +stricken face to Sir Francis above the clasped hands, and gazed at him +with an agony of prayer in her eyes. + +"My papa is in prison," she said. "I have come to ask you to take him +out." + +Sir Francis looked at her in astonishment, not unmoved; at the back of his +mind the thought that this was one of a family who had impertinently +intruded on him, with whom, emphatically, he wished to have nothing to do. +Because this girl was so young and pretty they had sent her! + +"Will you take my papa out of prison?" + +"My poor child, I fear that is beyond me. Beyond any one now." + +She squeezed the clasped hands painfully together, her eyes clung to his +face: "No: you can! You can! I heard them say so," she said. "Mr. George +Boult and you can take him out if you will. You can do it with money. He +said so. You can do it to-day." + +"She means go bail for him," Reginald explained under his breath. + +"But why should I do that?" Sir Francis asked, turning upon his brother. +"Her father was no friend--not even an acquaintance--of mine." He was most +anxious that point should be established. "People in--in Mr. Day's +position get their friends to bail them," he said to the girl. "And I +shall not be present; I am going out of town to-day." + +"No! you must not go!" Deleah sobbed. "You must do it. There is no one +else. I don't know where to go--I don't know what to do. We none of us +know. You must! You must!" + +Half because her strength was failing her, and half because it was the +attitude of prayer, she went to her knees, her head thrown back, looking +up at him, her clasped hands beneath her upturned chin. + +How could any man, however cold, reserved, remote, inimical to her cause, +even, turn a deaf ear to such an appeal, remain adamant before her +helplessness, her trustfulness, her childish beauty and self-abandonment! + +"Who sent you to me?" he asked. + +"No one. I came," she whispered. The change in his tone had weakened her, +she began to shake from head to foot. + +"They should have picked on a fitter person for such an errand. It is a +cruelty to have sent such a child as you," he said. + +He held out his hand to raise her; but Reggie went to her and lifted her +and placed her in a comfortable chair. "It'll be all right. He'll do it. +Don't you fret," he whispered, soothing her. + +She did not heed him, her eyes were on the elder man, who had gone to a +cupboard in the room from whence he produced a decanter of sherry. It was +in that primitive time when in trouble of mind or body, to "take a glass +of wine" was the customary thing. He was always stiff and distant in +bearing, and just now he was annoyed and aggrieved to feel that he was +being "had," as the word of a later age puts it. But his heart was sound. +To look on that trembling, frightened child, and to remember the errand on +which she had been sent he found to be an upsetting thing. + +"Sip a little sherry," he said, and passed the glass to his brother to +hold to her lips. + +But Deleah took no notice of the glass, she seemed unaware of the presence +of Reggie, her eyes clinging to the face of Reggie's brother: "Will you do +it? Will you save him? Will you?" she implored. + +Then, with a gloomy brow, Sir Francis consented. "Very well. I will be in +the way, this afternoon. You say Mr. Boult also will be in the way? If we +can do anything we will." + +"It's all right, Deleah," Reggie said. "I told you it would be all right." + +"And, remember," Sir Francis adjured her, "that what I do, I do for +you--and for you alone." + +Her petition, she understood, was granted; her clasped hands fell from +their attitude of prayer, but her strained eyes still clung to Sir +Francis's face. She did not attempt to thank him; words were inadequate to +express what she felt--she did not think of using them; but there was +adoration of him in her eyes. + +With his promise to help, resentment had died out of the man. He took the +glass which Reggie had put down, and himself held it to her lips. "Sip a +little; it will give you strength," he said in the voice of authority; and +she obediently sipped. + +"I'll go," she said, but held him with her adoring child's eyes for a +minute still, then slipped from the chair and went to the door. But there +she turned, and with her head pitifully lifted faced the two men. "My papa +has done nothing wrong," she said. "They have put him in prison, but it is +a mistake. Papa has done nothing wrong." + +"Poor child!" Sir Francis said, and turned away. The scene had been +painful. He was anxious that it should be over. + +Reginald had gone to the door and opened it for her. "You keep your +spirits up," he said coaxingly. "Don't you go and be unhappy, Deleah." He +was passing through the door with her, whispering cheery words, but his +brother called him sharply back. + +"Reggie, come here!" + +"In a minute." + +"No, now. I want you." + +There were certain tones of his brother's voice which the younger man had, +so far, never dreamed of disregarding. He reappeared in the room and +closed the door on Deleah's retreating figure. + +"Where were you going?" + +"Nowhere, in particular. To walk part of the way home with that poor +little girl." + +"Stop here, will you? I want you." + +Sir Francis Forcus was not going to allow his brother to be seen in the +streets of Brockenham with any member of Mr. William Day's family, that +morning. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +Sour Misfortune + + +Mrs. Day, in looking back over the miserable weeks and months and years +that succeeded her last New Year's party, was inclined to award the palm +for wretchedness to the weeks which intervened between her husband's +appearance before the magistrates and the Spring Assizes at which his +trial came on. It is more than possible that if George Boult and Sir +Francis Forcus had refused to stand bail for him, and he had remained for +those ten weeks in prison, he would have been less unhappy there than was +possible to him, a consciously guilty man, in the changed atmosphere of +his home. + +What had happened had changed for him for ever his relations with wife and +children. Among the latter he sat as one beaten, cowed, estranged. With +Franky, alone, for ever again, did he approach to any intimacy. Franky, +who, now that that strange talk of his father being in prison was over, +and his father here at home once more, holding no apprehension of the +future, troubled his head no further about the matter. Him he sometimes +took upon his knee, as of old. To Franky he would give languid advice +about the pictures he was colouring, about the amount of cobbler's wax to +affix to the skipjack he was making, about the rigging of his walnut +ships. + +Of Deleah--Deleah, who had been his pet, whom he had acknowledged openly +to be his favourite child--he was shy. He had been told how it had been +she who had arranged the matter of his bail. His little Deleah, to have +gone on such an errand for him! He would have liked never to meet again +those pretty trusting eyes of hers that had been full of pride in and love +for him. + +When he had first come home she had cried heart-brokenly against him, had +hung with her arms about his neck, sobbing out that she knew--she +knew--she knew he had done nothing wrong. He had had to push her roughly +from him. He did not wish to go through a scene like that again! + +To Bessie and his son, who maintained a sullen condemnatory attitude +towards him, he never spoke if he could avoid doing so. + +Towards his wife he held an altogether different demeanour. + +The troubles which had come upon him had been induced by his good-natured +desire to meet the heavy expenses of an extravagant household. Money which +he could not earn in the legitimate exercise of his profession, nor come +by honestly, had been spent. Who had had the spending of it but she--his +wife? Of his grievous undoing, then, it was she who was the sole cause. + +Of this explanation he delivered himself to her in the first hour of his +return to his home. + +She was too stricken, too dumbfounded, too much overwhelmed with shame and +sorrow for him to resent the attack upon herself, or to attempt reprisals. +Of her defenceless submission he took advantage, and presently had brought +himself honestly to believe that on his wife's shoulders lay the +responsibility of his downfall. + +His counsel advised him to plead guilty. There was not in any one's mind a +doubt of what the verdict must be. The few who cared for him could only +hope for a light sentence. + +When Deleah heard he was not even to deny his guilt she hid herself in her +bedroom, and lay there for hours, face downwards upon the floor. The +carpet was wet with her tears, its scent in her nostrils. For all her life +that snuffy, stuffy smell brought back to her the time of her +uncontrolled, rebellious anguish and her cruel shame. + +Was it true? Was it possible? Could this horrible thing have happened in +her home? Deleah's, who had known there only careless, happy days? Was +this man who was to plead guilty to forgery, who had robbed a poor woman +of every farthing she possessed, who was to pass years, perhaps, in +prison, really her father? Who had been sometimes so affectionate to them +all, always so loving and indulgent to her; who had sat in the square +family pew with them all on the Sunday morning, and said grace every day +at meals; who had often told them funny tales, shouting with laughter over +his own jokes; who had banged the tambourine and joined in Sir Roger de +Coverley only a few nights ago? + +Bessie and Bernard, drawn together by their misfortune, and forgetting to +torment one another, talked, their heads close together, over the tragedy +which had befallen. They were angry, outraged, seeing what their father +had done as it affected themselves, and they did not spare him. Sometimes +to them--the elder boy and girl--Mrs. Day felt constrained to talk. It was +a relief to pent-up feelings to talk, if only to say, "What will become of +us? How are we to live? What, in the name of God, are we to do?" To these +three, from companionship in misfortune, some consolation was afforded. + +But Deleah spoke no word--except to the carpet. + +All of them had much leisure. Mrs. Day and Bessie would not show their +faces out of doors. Bernard, who was spending a last quarter at school in +order to pass the Senior Cambridge Exam. before going into his father's +office, decided to work for it at home, rather than at school, where all +the other fellows _knew_. A letter was received from the head-mistress of +the Establishment, "all of whose pupils were the daughters of professional +men," and where Deleah was receiving her education, saying that, until the +dark cloud was lifted which at present overshadowed her family, it would +be better for Deleah Day to take a holiday. + +"In any case, I would not have gone there again," Deleah said. "The girls +are always talking about who their fathers are, and looking down on each +other. Not but what there were some upon whose fathers I also looked down. +The Clarks--the wholesale shoe-makers--you could hardly call them +_professional_, could you? But now--oh, what nonsense it all seems now!" + +The education of Franky had been carried on hitherto by Bessie. In a +lamentably desultory fashion it is true; but now that, for economy's sake, +they had restricted themselves to a fire in only one sitting-room the poor +child's tuition had to be abandoned. It would have been impossible to live +within the four walls wherein the elder daughter and the younger son +fought through the difficulties of imparting and acquiring knowledge. +Either Franky, on his back, on the floor, was screaming and dangerously +waving his legs, or an infuriate Bessie was chasing him round the table. +The spelling-book was more often used as a weapon of attack than a primer, +and Bessie's voice screaming out the information that C A T spelt Cat +could be heard in the street. + +Economies in coal, economies in every direction they had to practise. +Money, where it had been so plentiful was all at once painfully scarce; +credit, which had seemed unlimited, there was none. George Boult, taking +things in hand, and trying to bring some order out of chaos, handed over +weekly to Mrs. Day two pounds for housekeeping. The change from lavishness +to penury bewildered the poor woman, and the change from a table loaded +with good things to one that was nearly bare was not skilfully made. For a +time, until experience taught her, things they could have done without she +continued to buy, and that which was really necessary they went without. +And that allowance, poor as it seemed to her, could not go on for long. It +was by no means certain that enough legally remained to them to repay Mr. +Boult for these disbursements. If they had been willing to live upon his +means he was not at all a generous man; he did not encourage them to +expect pecuniary help from him. + +"What do you advise? Have you no plan? What are we all to do?" Mrs. Day +asked of her husband. + +"You must hang on till I come out. If we're lucky it will only be a matter +of a few months." + +"But even for a few months, William, what are we to do?" + +"You must work," William said. "Earn something. It will be a change for +you. I've kept the lot of you in idleness till now. Now you'll learn what +it is to work. It won't do you any harm." + +"All that is so easy to say. But what work are we to do? Where are we to +work? I cannot see that we shall have a roof over our heads." + +Then the wretched man, who knew no more than she what would become of them +all, and was infinitely the more wretched on that account, broke into a +torrent of oaths. "Haven't I enough to bear?" he asked her. "Haven't I +myself to think about? Is mine such a pleasant prospect, that you come to +pester me, giving me no peace? How do other women manage? Women that have +never had husbands to slave for them as I have slaved for you." + +Poor Mrs. Day, the least pugnacious of women, who at the best of times had +scarcely known how to hold her own with him, fled before the unreasonable, +miserable man. + +Bessie, in talking to her brother over the hopelessness of their position, +used the child's time-honoured reproach against the parent. "Papa and mama +should not have had children if they were going to make such a muddle as +this," she argued. Bessie had not wanted to be born, she declared. Her +father and mother were responsible. They must at least say what was to be +done. Papa, she declared to Bernard, should be made to say. + +"Papa, when Deleah and I want our hats and dresses for the spring, what +are we to do?" she asked her father, with that note of aggression in her +voice with which he had become familiar from her. + +"Do? Go without them," he promptly replied. + +"You know very well we can't go without clothes, papa." + +"Then go to the devil," papa said, and getting up slouched from the room. + +Bernard, too, who was more afraid of the altered man than Bessie, and for +long shrank from any conversation with him, was at last induced by his +mother to consult his father as to his own future. + +"There isn't much use that I can see, sir, in my sweating away at my books +for this exam," he said. + +"Oh? Why not?" + +"Supposing that I get through it, what am I to do then?" + +"You must do the best you can. This Senior Cambridge Exam, they tell me, +is a door to any of the professions." + +"But you want money to enter a profession, sir. From what I hear we have +none." + +"Your hearing has not played you false in that direction. What I had you +managed to spend, among you. I was the goose that laid the golden egg; now +circumstances forbid my laying any more--for a time. You must look after +yourselves." + +"But if you could only give us some idea of how to set about it." + +Then, upon him, too, his father, having shown a greater measure of +forbearance so far than he accorded the mere women of his family, turned +savagely. The poor wretch did not know how to help them, did not know what +to advise them to do: to frighten them was his only resource. + +"Haven't I got enough to think about?" he shouted at the boy. "You and +your mother and sisters come and badger--and badger me--" + +"All right, sir. I won't badger you any more." + +"All I ask is to be let alone--to be granted a little peace. You have no +mercy--none!" + +But after that conversation the boy gave up even the pretence of studying. +"Where's the good?" he asked of Bessie. "If I passed the blessed thing, +where's the good? I shall have to be an errand boy, I suppose, or sweep a +crossing. I don't want a Senior Cambridge Certificate for that." + +The womankind did their best to persuade him to persevere, but he declared +that he could not study in his bedroom without a fire, nor could he so +much as drive a word into his head if he had to sit in the same room as +his father. + +That room where their pleasant evenings had been passed while Mr. Day +played his cards at the club, presented altogether a different aspect in +these sad times when that unhappy man formed part of the circle. The poor, +bulky wretch sat always over the fire--literally over it, his chair-feet +touching the fender, his own feet as often as not on the bars; the rest of +the family withdrawn as much as possible from the hearth. If there was +talk among them as they sat at their table with their sewing, their +painting, their books--and being young they talked, and even sometimes +laughed--he resented the fact that they could do so, and sometimes snarled +round upon them with a request for silence. But equally, it seemed, did he +resent their silence when it fell, and would make sarcastic remarks to +them when they withdrew on the liveliness of the society they provided for +him. + +An undue amount of the weekly two pounds for housekeeping money went to +find the master of the house tobacco. There was some good port wine in the +cellar; he might as well drink it while he had the chance, William Day +thought. What else had he to do but smoke and drink; and he did both, all +day long. + +He had not been a drinking man, although he had ever taken his share of +the good things of life, nor an idle one. His family looked on now at his +altered habits with fear and a growing disgust. It was surprising how, in +the loss of his own self-respect and the knowledge that he had lost the +respect of those who had loved him, the man altered. With astonishment +they, who had known him all their lives, saw him in a few short weeks +become selfish, greedy, unmannerly, even unclean. The ash from his pipe +fell on his coat, he would not brush it away; he had evidently given up +the use of a nail-brush; his hair hung over his forehead; his untrimmed +beard and whiskers stuck out round the big face which was flabby now, and +unwholesome. + +Missing the luxuries from his table, he forgot the niceties he had +hitherto observed there. When he came to his meals with unwashed hands, +took to himself, with apparently no thought for the rest, the best of what +he found there, the elder boy and girl would look at each other with angry +condemnation in their eyes. Such lapses from a hitherto observed code of +good manners Mrs. Day bore with an apparently apathetic indifference. For +years, truth to tell, she had ceased to love the man, and the little +deviations, which read so trivially but mean in daily life so much, were +almost unnoticed by her in the stupefying sense of the misfortune which +had befallen them all. + +It was only Deleah, devotedly loving her father, who perceived the real +tragedy at the back of this neglect of personal and family obligations; +only she who dimly understood that this disfiguring outward alteration was +but the sign of an inner, more pitiful change; only she who had the +insight to read in her father's savage ways the despair, the scorn of +himself, the rage with destiny, the bitter enmity against a world in which +he was no longer to exist. Only Deleah felt in her heart the sorrow of it +all--Deleah who was a reader of Thackeray, of Trollope, of Dickens, of +Tennyson; whose eyes had wept for imaginary woes before these bitter drops +had been wrung from them for her own; who had learnt that tears were not +the only signs of an anguished heart; and knew that the love of position, +of home, of a fair name even were not the chief things for which they as a +family should have mourned. + +And so the slow weeks, even the slow months passed. The muddy, narrow +pavements of Brockenham grew dry and dusty in the biting east winds. +People at whom Mrs. Day and her daughters peeped through curtained windows +walked by with snowdrops, with violets, and presently with cowslips in +their hands. Spring, so slow in coming, yet so dreaded by them all, was +coming at last. Easter was here. Easter too soon was here!--and the Easter +Assizes. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Husband And Father + + +On the evening before the morning on which his trial was to take place, a +different creature seemed to be in the place lately occupied by William +Day. + +For one thing, his appearance was improved. A barber, sent for, that +afternoon, had cut off the greasy, disguising locks of sand-coloured hair, +and trimmed the wildly luxuriant beard which had given the man such a +slovenly, unfamiliar appearance. His upper lip was once more shaved. + +"I don't mind kissing you now, papa," Franky said, who had shirked +saluting the stubbly face. + +This improvement being completed, he made a change in his clothes, and at +their tea-time appeared among them all in his black cloth, long-skirted +coat, his "pepper and salt" trousers. As another outward sign of his moral +degradation he had dispensed with linen at throat and wrists lately, but +now his heavy chin sank once more into the enclosure of a collar whose +stiffly starched points reached to the middle of his cheeks. The pin which +adorned his thickly padded necktie was large in size, consisting of a +gold-rimmed glass case in which was exhibited, braided and intertwined, +hair cut from the heads of his four children. They had all of them clubbed +together to prepare this offering for papa on last St. Valentine's Day. + +And with the resumption of a more careful toilette the poor man had gone +back to the decent demeanour of happier days. He said nothing; was, +indeed, in a state of black depression which he made no attempt to hide, +but he outraged no longer the sensitive feelings of his family by his +behaviour. + +"Papa is just like what he used to look," Franky said, when he beheld the +renovation of his parent's appearance. "Shall we paint pictures this +evening, papa?" + +They tried to hush the child, but Franky saw no reason why he should not +make his request, nor why it should be refused. He fetched his paint-box +and a store of pictures he had cut from some old papers. + +"You do sunsets so much more beautifully than me, papa. If you'd just do +the sunsets for me!" + +And presently the father had drawn a chair by the side of his little +son's, and was showing him how to mix his colours, and admonishing him not +to suck his paintbrushes, as on the happy winter evenings before the +crash. + +It was a landscape with mill and marshland and water, the child had +chosen, and there was a large space to be occupied with the sunset at +which his parent excelled, and much scraping and mixing of carmine and +yellow ochre and cobalt blues. So that Franky's bed-time was here before +the picture was finished. He was sent off as usual, protesting and in +tears. + +"You'll help me to finish it to-morrow night, papa? Promise you'll help me +to-morrow night!" he entreated, through his weeping. But Bessie, whose +task it was to see him to bed, pulled the child relentlessly from the +room, and slammed the door upon them both. + +George Boult had come in, for a last talk with his friend. His presence +was never desired by the family, but it relieved the tension, somewhat, of +that sad evening. + +The two men sat with their pipes, and a bottle of that much diminished +store of "eighteen forty-sevens" was broached. But presently it was +noticed that although William Day held his pipe in his hand he did not +smoke. With the other hand he shaded his eyes from the gas light, and he +said nothing. One by one the young people crept off to bed, and presently +Mrs. Day, whose attempt to keep up a conversation with the visitor had +quickly failed, also stood up to go. + +"Are you leaving us, Lydia?" the husband said when he became aware of her +intention. + +"I will not go if you wish me to stay, William." + +"No, no. Go, and get some sleep." + +Then, as for a moment she stood, hesitating at the door, longing to escape +from that sad presence, yet miserable to go: "Do the best you can for my +poor wife," Day said to his friend. "She has been a good wife to me." + +She had lived with him for twenty years, and had, perhaps, never heard a +word of praise from him before. When at last it came it was too much for +her to bear, and she went, sobbing loudly, from the room. + +An hour later when the unhappy master of the house had for the last time +attended his friend to the hall-door, watched him down the steps into the +quiet street, given a silent nod to the other's silent gesture of farewell +as he turned to walk down the echoing pavement; when he had put out the +gas in the sitting-room and hall, and dragged himself--who can divine with +what heaviness of heart?--heavily up the stairs, he came upon a little +white night-gowned figure, watching for him on the landing, outside his +bedroom door. + +It was Deleah who had waited for him there. + +"It is only I, papa," she said when he stopped short at sight of her. +"Only your little Deleah that I--I--loves you so." + +"Be off to bed, this instant," he said, and pointed an angry finger in the +direction of her room. + +But she put her arms about his neck and clung to him with stifled sobbing, +till with the choke of his own sobbing she felt his great chest heave +beneath her clinging form. + +When he had flung himself upon the bed beside his wife he was choking and +sobbing still, in a fashion dreadful to hear. + +"William!" she said timidly, and put a shaking hand upon his shoulder. "Is +there anything I can do or say that can help you, William?" + +He did not answer her, but the bed shook with his rending sobs; and she +lay and sobbed beside him. + +When at length such calm as comes from exhaustion fell: "I did it for you +and the children," he said. "I thought, with luck, I could have put it +right. But it was for all of you I did it. You will remember that?" + +"I will remember it while I live," she said. "You may be quite sure that +neither your children nor I will ever forget." + +"Deleah upset me. She should have been in bed"--it was so he excused his +tears to her--"I should not have broken down like this if she had not +unmanned me. The child should have gone to bed." + +She heard him swallow down his tears, and then he began again: "Deleah and +Franky have always been--have always been--" + +"The dearest," she supplied, understanding him. "The dearest of your +children, William?" + +"Tell them that--after to-morrow, will you?" + +She promised. "Bessie and Bernard have not such winning ways, perhaps, but +they love you, William, I am sure." + +To this he made no answer. After a time she spoke to him again: "Have you +anything else to say to me, William? There have been too few words between +us of late. It has been my fault, perhaps. But now, have you anything to +say that might comfort us both to remember?" + +"Nothing." He said the word drearily, but not unkindly, and she did not +resent his silence. Full well she knew that volumes, if he could have +spoken them, could not have lightened her helplessness in the present and +terror of the future, nor his despair. + +She lay for a few minutes, the tears pouring down her cheeks, unchecked in +the darkness, then she forced herself to say the only few words she could +think of which might comfort him in the time to come. + +"William, I won't talk to you, I won't disturb you. I want you to go to +sleep, to get a night's rest, if you can; but just this one thing I do +wish to say to you--I do want you to remember. It is that you must be sure +never to think I feel any anger against you. Only pity--only pity, +William; and such a sorrow for you that I cannot put it into words. I have +wanted to tell you all along, but--" + +She left it there, and he received what she said in silence. + +Only once again he spoke. "This has been Hell," he said, and she knew he +spoke of the weeks he had spent, an alien in his own home, awaiting his +trial. "Hell! Whatever comes, I am glad this is over." + +Then he turned on his side, away from her, and lay quite quiet; and +presently she knew with thanksgiving that he slept. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +The Way Out + + +The prisoner in accordance with his counsel's advice pleaded Guilty. It +was only a question of the length of the sentence, therefore, and the +judge before whom William Day appeared did not err on the side of mercy. +The heaviest sentence that it was in his power to allot to a malefactor of +that class he passed upon William Day. + +None of his own were present, but the Court was filled with people to whom +the prisoner was a familiar figure of everyday life. + +It was all but impossible to look upon this big, important-looking man in +the well-cut clothes, holding till the last few weeks among them the +position of gentleman, and believe that it was a criminal standing before +their eyes. The attraction of gazing at, of gloating upon, such a +phenomenon was great. He had been a hectoring kind of man, walking very +noisily among his fellows, taking to himself a great deal of room. Such an +one gives offence frequently if unconsciously. There was none who saw +William Day standing up for his sentence in the dock that day who bore a +grudge, or remembered. + +With some there he had assumed an insolent superiority, with other few, +whose position entitled them to choose their acquaintance, he had been +unwarrantably familiar. For the minute he held his place after sentence +was pronounced his eyes travelled slowly but with a dreadful look of +appeal over the familiar faces. Over faces of tradespeople, with whom he +had dealt; of clients for whom he had done business; of people with whom +he had dined and whom he had entertained in return; of men who had driven +him in cabs, blacked his boots, carried his portmanteaux. The slowly +travelling gaze had in it something of a sick despair, something of a wild +appeal. The men over whom it passed, bore it in absolute, breathless +silence, but they never forgot it. + +The great cheeks that had seemed ready to burst with good-living, hung +loose and flabby now, the hands that had been prompt with the grasp of +friendship, that had waved greetings from window or pavement, that had +ever been generous in giving, clung to the rail of the dock, the knuckles +whitened with the tension. The tongue that had been so loud in dispute, so +rough in anger, so boisterous in welcome, lay dry and silent in the mouth +which had lopped open. + +There was a feeling upon many of those who momentarily encountered the +dreadful gaze that they were responsible; they longed to exonerate +themselves, to say to him, "I, at least, had nothing to do with it. I am +sorry, William Day. Indeed I am sorry." It was a relief when he turned, at +the warder's touch on his arm, and went below. + +In the room where he was allowed to sit for a time before being driven to +prison his lawyer came to speak to him; the confidential clerk from his +own office; his friend, George Boult. + +"It is very severe," George Boult kept saying with nervous reiteration. +"Very severe." + +The prisoner did not speak. He was wearing, arranged across his heavy +paunch, a handsome chain of gold. With fingers stiff from their hold upon +the dock-rail he began, bunglingly, to detach this chain from his +waistcoat. His watch came out with it--a big watch, with a double gold +case. He opened the outer case in an aimless way, mechanically, and for no +object, it seemed, for he did not look at the time. Then, without a word +he held out the watch and chain to his friend, and lifted the fingers +which had fumbled with the watch-case to his lead-coloured lips. + +Within a quarter of an hour from the time that William Day had listened to +his heavy sentence of penal servitude he lay on his back, dead. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +For The Widow And The Fatherless + + +At the initiative of George Boult a subscription was opened for "the widow +and children of the late William Day, who had left them without any means +of support." + +This sad and irrefutable statement was made in an advertisement in the +local newspaper, and was written, in Mr. Boult's own round and clerkly +hand, on the top of the list of subscribers hanging in conspicuous places +in the Banks, the Public Library, the principal shops of the town. + +It was said by those competent to form an opinion that the engineering of +this scheme to help poor Mrs. Day and her children should have been in +other hands. That George Boult's social position in the town did not +entitle him to head the list. A banker's name should have figured there, +or the name of the M. P. for Brockenham, or Sir Francis Forcus's name. +With such an influential person to lead the way it was argued that the +smaller fry would have been more willing to follow suit. It was also +whispered that one of such persons of wealth and note would have led off +with at least a hundred pounds. George Boult's name was down for fifty. + +It was a large amount for him to give--not because he could not well have +afforded more, but because he was all unaccustomed to giving. He had been +known to be the unhappy man's friend, and because he headed the list with +his fifty pounds it was said that no one liked to outdo that donation. Sir +Francis Forcus, in order to avoid hurting those sensitive feelings with +which Mr. Boult was accredited, had the happy thought to put his own name +down for fifty pounds, and those of his wife and his young brother, each +for the same amount. + +There were two more names down for like sums, after which came a few for +ten pounds, a few more for five pounds; there were numerous donations of +one pound; after which the subscriptions dropped to ten shillings, to +five-- + +Poor Mrs. Day, casting a sick eye down the list as it continued to appear, +once a week, in the local paper, felt ashamed by the paltriness of the +amounts which were being amassed in her behalf. "Collected by a +well-wisher, six and nine." Several people, modestly content that their +initials only should appear, presented two and six. + +"Sympathy" was down for a shilling. How degraded she felt as she read! +Though, why a gift of a shilling should have hurt her more than the gift +of fifty pounds she could not have explained. + +When, after dragging on far several weeks, the subscription list was +closed the sum collected only amounted to a little over six hundred +pounds. + +George Boult had been ready to pledge himself that it would have risen to +a thousand. He had spared no trouble in the collection of the sum. The +list of subscribers hung in a conspicuous place in his shop. He never +failed to call to it the attention of his well-to-do customers. A case +more needing help was never before the public of Brockenham, he would +point out to them. + +But the public of Brockenham, severely shocked by the tragic circumstances +of William Day's death, recovered quickly from the blow, to say that the +death had been the best thing which could happen to the family. To be rid +of such a man, to have no more attaching to them the reproach of a father +and husband in prison, removed half the woeful load of misfortune from the +case. That the children were mostly of an age to earn their own livings, +their mother still fairly young and strong, were facts also remembered. +Then the word began to be passed about from mouth to mouth--spoken in a +whisper at first, but presently a word which might be spoken without fear +of rebuke in any ear--that the Day family had always been eaten up with +pride, and that the lawyer's troubles had come about through the +extravagance of his wife. + +The sum of six hundred and forty-nine pounds being collected, what to do +with it was the next thing to decide. + +The day after the subscription list was closed Mrs. Day went to an +interview with George Boult in order to set before him a proposition, the +result of the unanimous conclusion to which she and her children after +many tearful consultations had come. + +"Of course I must have some plan to put before him," the mother had said, +pathetically conscious that however helpless she felt she must by no means +appear to be so. "It would not do for us to have made no plans, after the +interest Mr. Boult has taken; and his fifty pounds." + +"I wish we could chuck it in his face," Bernard said; he was well on his +way, poor boy, to exemplify the truth of the proverb that scornful dogs +eat dirty puddings. + +"Of all the people who have given, Mr. Boult is the one I would most love +to send his money back to," Bessie agreed. "We may be able to wipe the +rest off our minds in time, but we shall never be allowed to forget the +fifty pounds of the detestable Boult." + +"He was poor papa's friend--the only one. He was good to papa," Deleah +said, but to herself alone. For in that unhappy household was a law, +unwritten, unspoken, but binding none the less, that the name of the +husband and father should never be spoken. + +"We must remember that the fifty pounds seems a great deal to him," Mrs. +Day reminded them. "The least we can do is to pay him the compliment of +telling him what we intend to do with the money." + +However, she found, on interviewing George Boult, that no such delicate +attention was expected from her. The money he had raised was money for him +to handle--for the benefit of Mrs. Day and her children of course, but +without reference to what might be their feelings in the matter. + +He was not a man to doubt his own wisdom, or to seek to confirm an opinion +with the approval of others, or to hesitate in the pursuit of a course +which to his perceptions appeared desirable. Also, having mapped out his +plan or set out on his chosen path he never afterwards allowed to himself +that there were others. A simple method which reduced to nothing for him +the chances of regret or mental worry. + +He was an eminently successful tradesman. His draper's business, which had +been on a par with the businesses of half a dozen drapers when he had +originally started in Brockenham, was now easily the first of its kind, +not only in the town but in the county. It was natural that he should +believe in trade--natural that he should fix his faith to nothing else as +a means of money-making. + +"There's nothing like business," he said to Mrs. Day. + +She was seated in his private counting-room on the upper floor of the big +shop--it was half a dozen shops joined into one now. To reach that room +she had to pass through an ante-room full of entering clerks, busy at +their desks. They lifted their heads from their quill-driving to look at +the poor woman as she went by. She went with hanging head, her thick +widow's veil over her face, the thought in her mind, "Perhaps among the +poor clerks that collection of six shillings and ninepence had been made." +Perhaps one of the chilblain-fingered girls behind the counters down below +had been the "Sympathiser" to whom she had been indebted for a shilling. + +She was humbled to the earth. It was so she would have described her +condition, as she walked to her interview with George Boult. If she had +been told that her heart, on the contrary, was filled with pride, and +beating high with rebellion, and that it was just the want of humility +within her, who yet contrived to present a humble bearing, which made +everything so unnecessarily painful, she would not have believed. + +When, seated opposite to him at the small square leather-covered +writing-table in the draper's counting-house, she turned back her veil, he +noticed at once the ravages which grief and shame and anxiety had made in +her face. He was quick to notice, because, practical, hard-working, +hard-headed widower as he was, he had an eye for female beauty, and the +handsome dark face of his friend's wife--the woman who, in the days of her +haughtiness, had turned her back on him and kept him at arm's length--he +had unwillingly admired. + +The face of Lydia Day now was that of a woman who had been plump but was +so no longer. The cheeks which had been firm and full were pendulous, the +healthily pale but brunette complexion was of a leaden pallor; in the +darkened skin beneath the deep-set, large dark eyes, little puckers +showed. Her figure, too, had fallen away. She had lost her proud, +self-assured carriage. + +"It's finished her off, as far as looks go," George Boult said to himself, +not entirely without satisfaction. He was one of those who firmly believed +his friend's ruin lay at her door. William Day had robbed to minister to +his wife's extravagance and pride. It was well that she should be humbled. + +"There is nothing like business," he repeated. "And I have decided to +invest the little capital of six hundred and forty-nine pounds and a few +odd shillings I have raised for you, in a business which will yield a good +return, and enable you to make a living for your two younger children. A +groshery business, in short." + +"Grocery?" repeated Mrs. Day, gazing blankly at him. + +"Groshery," he said shortly, and looked hardily at her with his lips set, +his chin stuck out, and his quick observant eyes on her face. + +"Grocery?" she reiterated faintly, at a loss for anything else to say. + +"You know that nice bright little business in Bridge Street? Carr's. Old +Jonas Carr's. He is retiring, you know--or perhaps you don't know--it's +been kept secret for business purposes. I am glad to have got hold of it +in the nick of time, and I am putting your little capital into the +business." + +"Indeed!" + +"It's a stroke of wonderful luck, I consider--its falling in, just now." + +"But I do not quite understand. Will someone who is taking the shop allow +a good interest, do you mean?" + +"Not exactly that, ma'am." He gave a sound that might have been caused by +a smothered chuckle, or have been meant for a snort of contempt, and going +from the table, placed himself upon the hearthrug, where he paused, making +a prayer perhaps for patience to be given him to deal with this fool in +her untrained, untaught folly. + +"Not exactly," he went on. "I am taking the business for you to work, +ma'am. Jonas Carr is an old man now, but he has lived out of the business, +and brought up his children out of it, and this with only antiquated +methods. With new life put into the concern, and with altogether +up-to-date management, there is the making there, in my opinion--and I +think I may say my opinion on such a matter is of value--of an excellent +little business." + +"For me to work?" Mrs. Day asked in feeble protest. "Me? A _grocery_ +business?" + +"Why not?" He eyed her relentlessly, biting his finger nails. "What did +you think you were going to do with the money which I have collected for +you? Spend it? And collect again?" + +"Not that, Mr. Boult. Certainly not that." She looked down at the +black-gloved hands which lay in her lap. They trembled; to keep them +steady she caught them one in the other. "I have been talking it over with +my children, and we have decided, if you approve, to take a good-sized +house by the sea, where we could all live together, and take in lodgers. +That would be a way of making a living which would come easier to my girls +and me than any other." + +"Easier? Yes. The misfortune is, ma'am, that the things which are easier +in the beginning are always difficult to finish up. We'll begin the other +way round, if you please." He bit the nail a minute longer, looked at it, +put it out of sight behind his coat tails. "Ah no; that scheme won't do at +all," he said, quite pleasantly. "I know these lodgings, and the miserable +women who keep them, and can only make ends meet by thieving the lodgers' +mutton. The groshery line is altogether on another shelf. You and your +daughters can not only make a living at it, you can make money. Make +money." + +Mrs. Day lifted her head, tried to capture something of her old bearing, +tried to get a note of firmness into her voice. "I do not really think I +could keep a shop," she said. "Above all, a grocery shop. I could not +undertake it, Mr. Boult; and I am sure the girls would not like it at all; +nor my son." + +"What then?" he asked her, very quiet. + +"I think my own plan. The house by the sea. We should escape from +Brockenham, which we much wish to do; we should begin again where +we--where our story--is not known. For the children's sake it would be +best. For us all it would be more--suitable." + +"But I have told you, ma'am, the plan is out of the question." He turned +from her and kicked the coal in the grate, working off his irritation in +that harmless fashion. Then, facing the poor lady again he adopted a tone +intended to show her he was not to be trifled with. "Understand at once, +Mrs. Day, I will be no party to the money subscribed on the tacit +understanding that it is to be properly invested for you and your +children, being thrown away in any such hopeless, silly fashion. Your +husband asked me to stand your friend; to do my best for you. As I +understand the position, you have no one else to look to?" + +He paused, but she said nothing. William Day's relatives had been poorer, +less well placed than he. As he had risen he had left them behind, +forgotten them. Mrs. Day had been the only child of parents long since +dead. + +"Since there is no one else, I am willing to be your friend--within +limits, of course. I have been instrumental in securing for you this sum +of money--many fortunes have been made with less. To begin with I did not +have half the capital. In doing so I made myself responsible for its being +put to a proper use. I intend to see that it is done." + +Mrs. Day was mute. The eyes looking out from their dark-stained orbits +were hopeless. + +Mr. Boult having paused for the reply which did not come, went on in a +lighter tone. "There is a very good-sized house over Carr's shop. I went +over it, and in deed into everything before deciding. There are six +bed-rooms and a living room of unusual size. This gives you the +opportunity of taking a lodger. I have already spoken to my new buyer +about it. My Manchester man. He is anxious to board with a pleasant +family, he tells me. So there you have a lodger ready to your hand, ma'am; +since you fancy lodgers." + +Mrs. Day had a feeling of oppression in the breathless air of the +counting-house, of being smothered by George Boult. She untied the broad +strings of ribbon and crape of her widow's bonnet, and looked round +anxiously for a window. There was none, the counting-house being lighted +by a sky-light. Two big tears rolled down her cheeks, she drew a long +breath like a great sigh. + +"I am giving my Manchester man a good salary," the draper went on. "He +would easily be able to spare you thirty shillings a week for board and +lodging, and I should not advise you to take a penny less." + +Mrs. Day with an effort pulled herself together. "The man who is to manage +the shop would want a room in the house, I suppose?" she suggested. + +"Manage the shop? What shop?" + +"The shop you have been speaking of--the grocer's shop." + +"You yourself will manage it," Boult said. "Nice bright little concern as +it is, the business won't keep a man; you will manage it, assisted on busy +days by your eldest daughter." + +But although Mrs. Day could not fight for herself, she was capable of +defending her children. "To that I could not consent," she said; "I would +never allow Bessie--Bessie!--to wait in a grocer's shop." + +"It would not hurt her, ma'am. It would do her good." + +Mrs. Day was silent, but her silence was eloquent. With shaking fingers +she tied her bonnet strings--the wide black strings that wanted pulling +out, the narrow white ones which must be arranged above them. + +Boult, seeing that she was preparing to depart, assumed a more friendly +tone. "You must not feel that you are being hustled into this thing," he +said. "The money is, of course, in a sense, yours, although I have had to +decide what to do with it." + +Mrs. Day rose to go, Boult came forward with his hand extended. + +"Anything that has to do with the people's food or drink _pays_," he said +encouragingly. "If I had my time over again I would take up with the +groshery line instead of the drapery. People must have food, ma'am. They +must have it, even before frocks and furbelows." + +"About Bernard?" Mrs. Day asked, waiving, not without dignity, the other +subject. + +"I have thought of sending Bernard to Ingleby. I have opened a branch +there. It is not a big concern at present, of course, but the boy can +learn the business there, and if he has anything in him--I shall keep my +eye on him--he can come to us later." + +Then he grasped the hand she unwillingly extended. + +"You see I promised poor William," he told her, by way of explaining his +kind interest in her affairs. "And however thankless the task may be, I +shall keep my word." + +She could not answer him, but when he released her hand she bowed her head +and went away. + + + + +Before Mrs. Day betook herself home she turned her feet in the direction +of Bridge Street. It was situated in a busy part of the town, but was only +a short and not by any means prosperous thoroughfare connecting two of the +principal streets. Standing on the opposite pavement Mrs. Day contemplated +the grocer's shop from which Mr. Jonas Carr was retiring. His name in +small white letters was painted on the black lintel of the door: "Jonas +Carr, licensed to sell tobacco and snuff." A dingy-looking little shop; +not such a shop as any of those on which the wife of William Day had +bestowed her custom, and she had never been within its door. + +The three windows above the shop looked dirty, and closely over them were +stretched dirty lace curtains. The windows on the higher floor were +dirtier still, and in place of the lace curtains were crooked-hanging +blinds. + +Poor Mrs. Day set her lips tightly as she looked. Then she crossed the +street and entered the shop. Mr. Carr, behind the counter, a toothless, +unpleasant-looking old man, was exhibiting in an apathetic manner a piece +of fat bacon to a customer. + +"You can have the streaky if you prefer it," he said. + +The customer did prefer the streaky, and took it, half wrapped, under her +shawl, and went. + +"And what for you, pray?" + +Mrs. Day asked for a quarter of a pound of tea, and while he served her +looked about at the dark little dirty shop with its mingled odours. + +When she left the establishment of Jonas Carr her spirits had risen. The +whole thing was ludicrous. Imagine the name of Lydia Day, "licensed to +sell tobacco and snuff," painted over the door! Imagine her--her!--behind +the counter of that squalid little shop! Imagine Bessie, and her exquisite +young Deleah passing their lives in that upper room behind the net +curtains! It was ridiculous, grotesque, impossible, and could not be. + +But she was to find with astonishingly small waste of time that it could +be. + +And it was. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +Exiles From Life's Revels + + +For the first year that Mrs. Day waited behind the counter of the Bridge +Street shop more trade was done there than in the most prosperous period +of old Jonas Carr's tenancy. Quite half the ladies of Brockenham left +their particular grocers to bestow their custom on the widow. From +kindness of heart, from curiosity, from the impulse to do as others were +doing, people flocked to purchase their tea and sugar of Lydia Day, +licensed also to supply them, if desired, with tobacco and snuff. George +Boult's prognostications of the success of the venture seemed to be more +than fulfilled. + +Bessie stoutly refusing to go into the shop--it took more than George +Boult to manage Bessie!--he was constrained to sanction the engaging of a +youth to assist behind the counter. Mr. Pretty, therefore--he was called +"Mr." for business purposes, his tender years hardly entitling him to the +designation--and a boy to go errands, composed the staff. + +From eight in the morning till eight at night the shop was open; and even +when it was supposed to be closed, Mrs. Day could not enjoy an undisturbed +rest with her daughters and Franky in their upstairs sitting-room. For the +neighbouring tradesmen, all of whom had stretched out friendly hands to +the poor lady so unwillingly becoming one of them, had the bad habit of +forgetting to make their purchases till after shop hours, when they would +send their maids-of-all-work to the private door for the supper cheese, or +the breakfast coffee they had too late discovered they were "out of." + +Bessie and Deleah fought against the humouring of these out-of-season +customers. Often they attempted to hold their tired mother forcibly in her +chair when she would arise to go to them. "Let people get their goods at +regulation hours, or refuse to serve them," said the Manchester man, now +an inmate of the Day household. But when the grievance was put before +George Boult he was of a different opinion. + +"Refuse to serve them over-night, and they go somewhere else in the +morning," he asserted. "The maxim I have held by all my life is, 'Business +is Never Done.' And you may take my word for it, ma'am, _successful_ +business never is done. Write that out on a card, Miss Bessie, and hang it +over your mantelpiece." + +"No, thank you," from a scornful Bessie with an averted head. "As it +happens I don't at all agree with you, Mr. Boult." + +So poor Mrs. Day, who did not grumble, but who nevertheless knew herself +to be a martyr, would rise from her delicious rest in her chair over the +fire, accompanied by Deleah to hold the candle, would descend to the +cellar to cut the cheese--both the women were terrified of the cellar, the +unilluminated caves and corners, the beetles, the rats. In the shop again, +they would take down one of the monster green canisters, purchased of the +retiring Jonas Carr for the purpose of striking awe into the bosoms of +customers, but a few of which did, of a truth, hold tea, and select the +special mixture to the taste of the laggard customer. It was an +aggravation of the hardship when, in place of the maid, the mistress would +run in. In that case Mrs. Day must stand for a half hour to listen to talk +of the neighbour's children's colds, the neighbour's servant's +delinquencies, the neighbour's husband's shortcomings. + +Bessie was always cross with her mother when she returned. "It makes +everything so uncomfortable and spoils the evening," she complained. "The +only time we have for comfort, mama. You might remember!" + +As the Christmas season approached Mr. Boult was inspired with an idea +which was productive of good commercial results, but was the cause of +added extreme discomfort to them all. Mrs. Day, he ordained, was not only +to advertise home-made mincemeat, but to make the mincemeat at home, and +of a quality not procurable in shops. The housewives of Brockenham made +their own mincemeat because the article on the market was not palatable, +the tyrant of the family declared. Every one of them would be glad to be +saved trouble. Then, let Mrs. Day, for whom he had procured an excellent +receipt, make it for them. The sale would be enormous. + +So they advertised the precious stuff from the beginning of December; and +from a fortnight before this time to the end of the second week in +January, the little family worked at stoning raisins (there were no +machines to make the task easy then), chopping almonds and suet and apples +and orange peel, late into the night, and sometimes on into the early +hours of the morning. + +For the sale, as predicted, was great. It taxed the powers of the women to +their utmost to keep up the supply. Orders poured in, orders were +repeated; customers called to assure Mrs. Day that while she lived to do +it for them they would never be bothered to make the stuff again. Others +came with the intention to wheedle the receipt from the shop-woman. Such +was the unbusiness-like disposition of the poor creature, she would at +once have surrendered it, had the prescription been hers to give. But +George Boult, knowing with whom he had to deal, had laid an embargo on the +property. + +It was during the stress of that first Christmas in Bridge Street that the +relations between the Days and their boarder, the Manchester man, hitherto +somewhat strained and distant, became easy and familiar. + +Beside the comfortable chair in the chimney corner which had been +apportioned him, a small table was drawn up which held, always ready to +his use, his tobacco jar, his pipe, his book, his papers. To this, the +evening meal which he shared with the family over, he would retire, +preferring silence and, generally pretended, absorption in his book to the +obtrusion of his conversation on the widow and her daughters. But in the +harassment of the time of mincemeat the lodger's shyness evaporated or his +reserve broke down. He could not see women, dropping with sleep and +weariness, working themselves half to death over their hated tasks while +he sat at ease with his pipe and his newspaper. + +"Why should you ladies spend your evenings in the kitchen?" he asked. "It +is comfortabler in here. Chop your plums and grate your nutmegs and things +here. You won't disturb me." + +Bessie at once demurred. "We will keep our sitting-room, at least, free of +the shop, thank you," she said. + +"If Mr. Gibbon doesn't like being in here alone, mayn't he bring his pipe +and see us chop in the kitchen," Franky suggested. + +The lodger had become possessed of a pistol, bought second-hand, with a +view to practise on the stray cats who made a happy meeting-place of the +Days' back yard. But, one of the girls proving tender-hearted on the +subject of cats, bottles were substituted, Franky being admitted to the +perfect joy of seeing Mr. Gibbon try to hit them from his bedroom window. +An honour and privilege highly appreciated by the child. + +Mr. Gibbon would not bring his pipe, but presently he appeared among them, +and drew up a chair to the table between Bessie and Deleah, and proceeded +quite cleverly to cut up the orange and lemon peel, a task allotted him by +Deleah. + +"It is quite the nicest and least messy of all the things," she told him. + +Deleah was careful at all times to show little special politeness to their +boarder. She had it on her mind that he lived among them, lonely and +apart, and often anxiously she pondered in her own mind the question did +poor Mr. Gibbon get his money's worth? + +"Deleah always chops the candied peel herself," Bessie explained. "She +eats it, and feeds Franky on it. Mama, I should think Deda will soon take +all the profit off your mincemeat if she eats the citron peel." + +"Don't eat the citron peel, my dear," mama dutifully admonished the pretty +younger daughter. + +"Only the tiniest little bit, mama. Kind of hard bits that you can't cut +up. Bessie can take my place, and I can grate the nutmegs if she likes." + +"But last night, Miss Deleah grated her thumb as well. We can't have any +of your thumbs, Miss Deleah, in the mincemeat." + +It was Emily who made that observation. Emily who had gone into the family +nineteen years ago as nurse to the eldest child. She had stuck by them in +their reverse of fortune--indeed it had never entered either her mind or +theirs, so completely had the long service made her one of them, that she +could do anything else--and she now occupied the position of "general" in +the upstairs kitchen of Bridge Street. She was chopping suet at the +present moment, standing apart, at a side table, because Bessie had +declared that to see the suet cut made her feel ill. + +"Miss Bessie's more nice than wise," Emily commented; but she removed her +material from the young lady's vicinity. + +"I'm glad to know that I'm nice, at any rate," Bessie said, with her head +on one side. "So long as I'm nice, Emily--?" + +"Oh there's more than me in the world that think you that, I suppose, Miss +Bessie." + +"I don't know, I'm sure," Miss Bessie languidly murmured. "I only know I'm +very tired." + +"Give up for to-night then, dear, and go to bed." + +"Nonsense, mama. As if I could leave you all! Why should not I work as +well as poor Mr. Gibbon, for instance?" + +"Some are made for work and some aren't, I suppose," that gentleman said, +with a side glance at Bessie's white hands. "I'm one of the workers. I +don't mind tackling your nutmegs after I've finished my lemons, if you'll +say the word, Miss Bessie." + +"Mama, I wonder what Mr. Boult would say if he came in now and found me +working like a slave at ten o'clock at night?" + +"Nothing complimentary, dear, I fear." + +"Horrid, rude man! Yesterday afternoon he found me sitting over the fire +reading. I was in your comfortable chair, Mr. Gibbon--I hope you don't +mind?" + +"I hope you'll always do it the honour of sitting in it, Miss Bessie; and +you, Miss Deleah--" + +"I was gloriously comfortable; and Mr. Boult took upon him to lecture me." + +"Well, he doesn't stop at much! but how he ever screws up his courage to +lecture _you_, Miss Bessie, passes everything," said the polite Manchester +man. + +"I thought you'd be surprised," and Miss Day smiled obliquely at the +nutmegs. "He called me names, too." + +"Names, Bessie! Surely not! What can you mean by 'names'?" + +"He called me a drone, mama. A drone in a busy hive." + +"And how did you answer him, Bessie?" + +"I just went on, toasting my toes at the fire, and reading my book." + +"And what then, Miss Bessie?" + +"Oh, then he sat down opposite to me and preached me a sermon. A sermon of +five minutes, by the clock. He said--" + +"We don't want to hear any sermons, thank you," from a petulant, tired +Franky. In the stress of their work the poor child's hour for retiring was +often overlooked. + +"Go to bed, Franky. Go off, this minute. Mama, send Franky to bed." + +"Oh, go at once to bed, my darling boy." + +Franky, crying that he wanted to sit by Deleah and see her cut the citron +peel, was removed: "I hate Bessie," he announced at the door. + +"Go! spoilt little wretch!" cried Bessie, threatening him with the nutmeg +grater. "Mama, Franky is becoming as rude as a horrid little street boy." + +"Never mind, my dear. Tell me what Mr. Boult said in the sermon." + +"He said my happiness as well as my duty was to work. He said my +'peevishness,' and my 'nervy fits'--wasn't it rude of him!--came from +idleness. He did, Mr. Gibbon, he said it in so many words." + +"I hope you gave him one for hisself, Miss Bessie?" + +"Oh, I hope not!" from an alarmed mother. + +"It is what he wants, ma'am; and it is what he never gets. It is bully, +bully, bully, all the day, with the governor. And unless Miss Bessie +stands up to him--" + +"You may trust me not to be afraid. All the rest are afraid. Not I! I just +raised my eyes to him, and said 'I wonder you dare to use such words to +me, Mr. Boult!' You should have seen him look! 'It's because I take an +interest in you,' he said; quite quiet, like any other man. It does him +good to snub him, mama." + +"It was kind of him to say he takes an interest," Deleah put in. + +"Now if he was only a handsome young gentleman, and Miss Bessie could take +an interest in him, there'd be more sense," Emily remarked from her side +table. + +"Don't be such a ridiculous old thing, Emily!" + +"Well, he've got his kerridge!" + +"And a pretty sight he looks driving in it! podgy, fat, vulgar man!" + +"Miss Bessie would never look twice in that direction, I'm sure," Mr. +Gibbon declared, and Mrs. Day gave one of her now seldom heard laughs. + +"How can you all talk such nonsense?" she said. + +"Oh, do let us do it!" Deleah pleaded. "It so helps with the citron peel, +mama." + +Deleah said very little in those days. The shock, the grief for the cruel +end of a father, for all his faults most dearly loved, told more on her +than on any of his other children. She had not felt the sense of injury +against him which had helped Bessie to support the tragedy of his death, +nor had she Bessie's engrossing preoccupations with herself, her looks, +her fancies, her love affairs. Bernard at George Boult's little branch +shop in the country town of Ingleby, chained body and soul to the heavy +drudgery of uncongenial occupation, thought of his father only with rage +and resentment. Franky, childlike, had apparently forgotten. + +Deleah could not forget. Night by night her pillow was wet with tears shed +for him on whose neck she had sobbed for those never-to-be-forgotten +minutes of his last night on earth. She tortured herself with a secret, +unearned remorse. Forgetting her habitual love and dutifulness, her mind +would dwell on some remembered occasion when she told herself she had +failed him. When she had pretended not to notice a hand held out for hers, +or had shirked some little service she might have done him. + +Of none such small sins against him had the father been aware, but she was +tormented by the belief that she had wounded him. He seemed ever to be +looking at her with reproachful eyes. She forgot his ill temper, his +unlovableness, his want of consideration for any one but himself, during +the last wretched weeks of his sojourn among them, and saw him only as he +had been upon that last night before his trial, heard always the great sob +which had seemed to rend his chest as she had leant upon it. + +Her seventeenth birthday was past now, and it seemed to her mother that +her young daughter had grown of a still more exceeding prettiness. Poor +Mrs. Day often longed for a sympathetic ear into which to breathe her +maternal admiration. With Bessie the subject of Deleah's beauty was like a +red rag to a bull. Emily, the general and confidential friend of the +family, was not an altogether satisfactory confidante on that matter, +because in her eyes, blinded by affection, the whole family was equally +beautiful. + +"You've got handsome children, ma'am. I've knowed it since folk used to +crowd round my pram to have a look at them when I wheeled 'em out, times +gone by, as babies. Ofttimes the pavement got blocked, as you've heard me +mention before. There's no two opinions about their looks, and we know +which side they got them from." + +There were no two opinions about that, at any rate. Not even the most +charitable critic could have credited poor William Day with good looks; +and the tired pathetic face of his widow was a handsome face still. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +The Attractive Bessie + + +Having been permitted to take his place among them, and to chop material +for mincemeat at their kitchen table, it was felt by them all that their +boarder could never be a stranger to the widow and her children again. +Through pride and through shyness they had held him at arm's length, but +now that they had joked together about George Boult's peculiarities, and +he had ventured with playful force to take the nutmeg grater from Bessie's +weary fingers, valiantly completing her task himself, it would have been +impossible, even if desirable, to return to their earlier relations. + +Bessie, who had treated him with a carefully masked hauteur in the +beginning, was among the first to place him on terms of easy familiarity. +She had strongly resented the inclusion of a stranger in their family +circle, and presently was welcoming his presence there as supplying the +one item of interest in the _ménage_. + +"A year ago, mama, we should not have admitted Mr. Boult's Manchester man +to the same table with us. And now, here we are keeping his plates hot, if +he comes in late, and telling him all our secrets." + +"Mama and I don't tell Mr. Gibbon any secrets," Deleah said. + +"I dare say Mr. Gibbon does not want to hear them. As for me I find, when +you live in the same house with a man, it's impossible to keep him at +arm's length." + +"Who wants to keep him at arm's length? I only mentioned I did not feel +called upon to tell him any secrets." + +"And I only said he wouldn't care to hear your secrets--if you have any." + +"I haven't," Deleah admitted, laughing. + +"I have, then. And I shall tell them to who I like, spite of Deda's +pertness, mama." + +"Say to 'whom you like,' Bessie." + +"Mama, will you speak to Deleah? She is being impertinent to me again." + +How impossible it would have been to entertain Reggie Forcus and Mr. +Gibbon at the same board, Bessie often felt. But the days when Reggie had +dropped in to meals with the prosperous Days in Queen Anne Street were +over for ever. Half a loaf was better than no bread. To know that a male +creature, who could not be indifferent to her, was an inmate of the house +was as she often said to herself--something. + +She took no interest in him, of course. A young man out of a draper's +shop! But it was more amusing to subjugate even such an one as he than to +have no one at her feet. + +So, at the hour when Boult's great shutters went up over the front of the +six shops in Market Street, and the Manchester man was free to go to his +evening meal, Bessie took an extreme care to be ready to receive him. She +had allowed herself to become a little slovenly over her appearance in the +day-time--who was there to look at her, or care what she wore in the +sitting-room over the shop? But by supper-time she would have changed into +her most becoming frock, would have arranged her hair to the greatest +advantage, would have rubbed with a rough towel, or beaten with a +hair-brush the plump, fair cheeks she considered too pale. + +There was always an irregularity about the meals in the Day family. The +shopkeeper was often kept below for an hour after the time she should have +been seated at the board above, and when she was detained in such a way, +Deleah would always stay too, to help her mother. But Bessie had ordained +that the meal should go on without them. It was not right that a man, at +work all day, should be kept waiting for his food at night. And so it +often happened that he and she would sit, _tête-à-tête_, over the cold +meat and pickles, of which, with the addition of bottled beer for the +boarder, the meal consisted. + +Many intimate items of her own heart history did Bessie confide to the +politely attentive ear of Mr. Charles Gibbon. She did not receive +confidences in return, or ask for them. What could the young shopman have +to relate to compare with the interest attending Bessie's revelations? + +He was no prince in disguise as it would have been so pleasant to discover +him to be--this short, thickly-made, middle-aged man, with the prominent, +bright, dark eyes, the large dark head, the knobbly red forehead, whose +parents had kept a small draper's shop in a small market-town in the +county. + +What could a man so born and nurtured have to give Bessie in return for +the stories of the high life to which she had been accustomed? But he must +consider himself flattered by Bessie's condescension, he must see how +attractive she looked seated beneath the three-branched bronze gas-burner +to preside at his supper. + +Emily, bringing in the hot sweet pudding to replace the cold meat, would +wag a facetiously warning head at the young lady behind the back of the +unconscious Mr. Gibbon. "Don't you go leading that nice young chap on to +make a fool of hisself over you, Miss Bessie," she would caution the girl, +the next day. + +"He can take care of himself. Make your mind quite easy," Bessie would +answer, well pleased. She loved to discuss such topics with her devoted +admirer, Emily, and liked to be accused of breaking hearts. + +"We shall be late for supper again," Mrs. Day, busy with daybook and +ledger in the shop, would say to the young daughter beside her. + +"Never mind, mama. Perhaps it is charity not to hurry," Deleah on one +occasion responded. + +"Oh, nonsense, dear!" said Mrs. Day, looking up with alarm in her tired +eyes. + +"Well, if Mr. Gibbon is in love with Bessie?" + +"'If,' indeed!" + +"That will be the end of it. You'll see." + +"The end indeed, Deleah!" + +"You think Bessie would not take him?" + +"Bessie will, at least, wait till he asks her." + +"But should you object, mama? He is not a gentleman, I suppose; Bessie +says he's not. But I think we've got to accept things and people and our +place, as we are; not always to be looking back to what used to be. I +often wish Bessie would see it like that, mama." + +"We should be all happier if we could, I have no doubt," poor Mrs. Day +sighed. The poor lady could not always keep before her mind the fate of +Lot's wife, and often cast longing eyes towards the pleasant, easeful land +that had been home. + +"And I am not always inclined to take Bessie's opinion as to what is a +lady or what is a gentleman." + +"Bessie does not think so much as you do, Deleah." + +"I don't know that I think: I feel," Deleah explained. + +While she waited for her mother to finish her books she was weighing out +and making up into half-ounce packets the tobacco Lydia Day was licensed +to sell. She dropped her voice to a more confidential tone, although she +and her mother were alone in the shop, where they were doing their +evening's work by the aid of the one melancholy gas-burner, to which they +restricted themselves after business hours. It gave insufficient light for +the low-ceilinged, narrow length of the place. + +"Do you think, mama, Bessie ought to be always saying horrid things about +Mr. Boult? Making fun of him, mimicking him, complaining of everything he +does; not only to you and me, but to Mr. Gibbon? to Emily--to any one who +will listen? Do you think a lady--what you and I think a lady, not what +Bessie thinks--would do that?" + +"Bessie is sensitive--and very proud. We must not forget that--poor +Bessie! And Mr. Boult's methods are not always pleasant, Deleah." + +"No. But he has been our friend. He has stuck to us. Who else has, of all +the people with whom we were friendly? And we were never nice to him, in +the old days--not asking him to our parties, you remember, and never being +friendly to him on Sunday afternoons. Oh, how I wish we had been, mama!" + +Mrs. Day acquiesced, but not with enthusiasm. She did not like George +Boult well enough to regret having kept him at arm's length while she +could. + +"I am sure we ought to be grateful to him," Mrs. Day admitted. She was +very tired; the scent of the tobacco Deleah was pulling about, staining +the tips of her small white fingers, was in her nostrils; she did not feel +especially grateful. + +"Then, when Bessie is laying down the law about what a lady should do I +wish you would remind her, mama, that a lady must show gratitude for +kindness." + +"And why, my dear, are you suddenly fighting the battles of poor Mr. +Boult?" + +"That is a secret," Deleah said. "But one day, if you are good, I will +tell you." + + + + +The sitting-room, with supper nicely laid, with Bessie nicely dressed, +fair and plump and attractive in the gas light, happily chatting to Mr. +Gibbon, looked a Paradise of Rest in the eyes of poor wearied Mrs. Day. +The room was in fact a very pleasant one; long, low, with broad seats +before each of the three windows looking into the street; with a tall and +narrow oak mantelpiece opposite the three windows; with panelled oak +walls, heavy oak rafters, supporting the low ceiling, old brass finger +plates high up on the oaken door--all as in the days when old Jonas Carr's +grandfather first kept shop in Bridge Street. It was made sweet with +flowers too. A basket of pink tulips set in moss occupied the central +position on the supper-table, and some pots of primulas, fully in bloom, +were on the window-seats; above that window upon the corner of whose seat +Miss Deleah Day liked to sit, her slight and supple body curled into as +small as possible a space in order not to incommode the primulas, a brass +birdcage holding a canary was hung. + +Bessie was carrying on an animated but evidently confidential conversation +with the boarder, as mother and daughter came into the room. + +"He was riding past again to-day," she was saying. "I took care that he +should not have the pleasure of thinking I was looking out for him; but +peeping behind the curtains I could see him gazing up at the window. What +consolation the poor thing finds in just looking at a window I'm sure I +don't know." + +"He sees you there, Miss Bessie. Or hopes to see you." + +"You can't see me from the street." + +"From the opposite pavement you can. I know, because I have seen Miss +Deleah sitting there; with her book, and the bird, and the flowers." + +Bessie's attention was caught by that piece of intelligence. "Can you? Are +you sure?" she asked; and at that moment, unpropitious for her, Deleah +appeared with her mother. + +"Mama! When Deda sits on the window-seat in the corner she can be seen +from the street!" + +"Well, my dear?" + +"Well, mama! You don't wish Deda to make herself conspicuous, I suppose?" + +"Who says I make myself conspicuous?" an ireful Deleah demands. "Who has +been saying anything about me?" + +"I," the Manchester man hurriedly admits. "I did not say you were +conspicuous, Miss Deleah. I only said I had seen you sitting there with +your book--among the flowers." + +"She is not to sit there again, mama. Will you please say so? Deda, you +are not to sit in the window again. We can't help living above a grocer's +shop, but we need not make a display of ourselves." + +"If it offends Mr. Gibbon he does not need to look at the window. I shall +certainly sit there if I wish." + +"Come, come, my dears. There is enough about it. Pray let us have supper +in peace." + +"You've had a tiring day, ma'am," says Mr. Gibbon. "Let me persuade you to +have a glass of ale with your beef, to-night. Just to revive you. Forcus's +Family Ale is the finest pick-me-up." + +"Reggie Forcus has ridden past three times this afternoon, mama," Bessie +informed her parent. Then turned sharply on her sister, "You were at +school, miss." + +"I met him as I came away," said Deleah, seating herself at the table. "I +wish the pleasure had been yours instead of mine, Bessie." + +"Did he stop to speak?" + +"Of course he stopped. He always stops." + +"Well?" + +"He asked for you." + +"He always does, I suppose?" + +"Always." + +"There!" said Bessie on the note of triumph, looking round. + +"There!" echoed Deleah as she helped herself to the mustard Mr. Gibbon was +offering her. + +"Mama, do you hear Deda? She is not to mock me." + +"Bread, Miss Deleah? Pickles, Mrs. Day?" hastily interposes an obsequious +Mr. Gibbon. He was assiduous in his attentions on the ladies, ever +anxiously polite and kind. That he found his happiness among them and was +eager to gain and to retain their favour he plainly showed. If he +sometimes jarred on their fastidiousness he did not know it. + +"Any interesting incident in the day's trade, ma'am?" he asked, as he +busied himself in supplying their wants. + +Nothing much. The Quaker lady had been again for sugar. Again Mrs. Day had +unconditionally pledged herself that the canes from which it had been +derived had not been grown by slaves. + +"And have they?" Deleah asked. + +"I'm sure, my dear, I don't know if they have or they haven't," a harassed +grocer-woman acknowledged. Her conscience was becoming blunted in the +stress and strain of business life. "She took a pound of it as usual, and +that's all I can say about it." + +"But, mama! For the sake of the profit on a pound of sugar!" + +"There's no profit on it at all, Bessie. If she had taken a quarter of a +pound of tea with it there would have been three-ha'pence into our +pockets. But she did not. So you see I perjured myself for nothing." + +"Don't let the thought trouble you for an instant, ma'am," Mr. Gibbon +advised. "None of us can afford to be too nice in trade. We've got to +live, Miss Bessie. Customers don't think so--they'd skin us if they +could--but we have. I'm of Mr. Boult's mind on that subject, although +there isn't much I uphold him in. 'Let us do our best for the public while +it pays reasonable prices,' he says, 'and when it won't, let us _do_ the +public.'" + +"All that is so low, Mr. Gibbon." + +"But it's business, Miss Bessie. Business is low." + +"Oh, don't let us talk about it now," Deleah pleads. + +"Deleah has a secret. She's dying to tell us all," Deleah's mother said. + +"It's something Deleah's been up to!" + +"No, Bess. Calm yourself. Calm all yourselves." + +"But how can we? Out with it, darling." + +"It's nothing, mama." + +"Nothing?" + +"Only an idea of mine." + +"Something you've been and made up, Deda!" + +"Something I'm as sure of, Bessie, as I am that you're always dying to +find fault with me. Thank you, Mr. Gibbon, I've got _three_ pieces of +bread already, look!" + +"You've handed Deleah bread three times in as many minutes, Mr. Gibbon." + +"Hand the bread _only_ to Bessie, Mr. Gibbon. (Mama, I _must_ answer +_sometimes_.") + +"We're waiting for the secret, dear." + +"It's about our mysterious presents, mama. Mr. Gibbon, you have heard us +talk about our unknown benefactor who loads us with delightful things, and +yet is so ungenerous he won't give us the pleasure of saying 'thank you.'" + +Yes. Mr. Gibbon had heard that there was some one who sometimes sent Miss +Deleah flowers. + +"They're always sent to Deleah--but I suppose they're meant for all of +us," Bessie said. + +"And because they came in my name only, gave me the first clue," Deleah +said. "Let me see, we began with violets, didn't we? And in January, when +they were scarce and expensive. Lovely bunches of violets 'for Miss +Deleah.' Miss Deleah's name done in printing characters, so that no one +should discover by the handwriting. Then we went on to a basket of +sweets--sweets of my very most particular kind, such as none of us can +afford any longer to look at. Oh, my mouth waters to think of them even +now! No, I didn't ask for any more water in my glass, thank you, Mr. +Gibbon." + +"We all know what you had, Deleah; we thought we were going to hear who +sent them." + +"Patience! Patience, good people all! Let me see, what came next? Oh, the +bird in the cage. And there he is still in his cage for you all to see," +and Deleah leant back in her chair, and threw her pretty head over her +shoulder to look at the canary hanging above the left-hand window where +was her favourite seat. "Then the azalea. The lovely rose-pink azalea; and +after that--oh, I forget. But always something coming--something that we +cannot afford to buy, but which has made our sitting-room delightful; and +horrid Bridge Street a bearable place to live in. Now you have all been +dying to find out who it is that has given us these delightful things; but +I have always known; and at last I am going to tell you." + +"Then, if you knew you should have told us. Deda ought not to have been so +sly about it, mama, if she knew." + +"We shall each have one guess; and Bessie, as a reward for her +good-nature, shall have the first. Now, Bessie?" + +"I've known all along, too, miss. And what's more, I've known that +although they were sent to you, they were meant for me. Reggie Forcus." + +"Wrong. Here is Emily with the pudding. Emily, you shall have a guess; who +is it who sends the flowers, and the books and the birds in the cages--?" + +"One of the masters at the school that has fell in love with you, Miss +Deleah." Emily gave her opinion without hesitation, going on with her +business of changing the plates. + +"Wrong again, Mr. Gibbon? Now, I give you a tip. Think of the least likely +person in all the world." + +"The Quaker lady who objects to slave-grown sugar." + +Deleah laughed as she shook her head. "That is most ingenious. And would +be delightful; but it is wrong. Now, mama. The least likely person in all +the world, remember." + +"Mr. George Boult." + +"Mama has it. It is Mr. Boult." + +"Oh, my dear child, I hope not!" + +"Scrooge?" cried Bessie. "Never!" Bessie herself had bestowed the name of +Scrooge on the successful draper, to whom, as far as his personal +appearance went, it was absurdly inappropriate. + +"It is Scrooge;--a converted Scrooge; and I, I suppose, am Tiny Tim. And +he has heaped benefits on me, mama; meaning thereby to benefit the +family." + +"Oh, my dear, it can't be! I am sure you are wrong, Deleah. Mr. Gibbon, do +say she is wrong. It can't possibly be Mr. Boult." + +Mr. Gibbon only threw back his head and loudly laughed. + +Deleah was a little hurt that the boarder should have forgone his usual +careful politeness to receive the exposition of her idea with ridicule. +She contemplated him gravely till he stopped laughing and gazed with an +apologetic, anxious gravity in his protruding, extraordinarily speaking +eyes back at her. Then she turned from him to her mother. + +"Why do you think it impossible, mama? Because Mr. Boult can't _say_ +agreeable things is no reason he cannot do them. Don't you know that there +are poor shut-up souls who want to be nice, who long to be loved--who have +to speak in the dumb language because they can't articulate?" + +"Miss Deleah is right. That is so. That is so!" Mr. Gibbon eagerly +affirmed. + +"Well, then, Mr. Boult isn't blessed with a tongue to say smooth things; +but the bird in the cage, the basket of sweets, the rose-pink azalea--they +are his kind and polite speeches." + +"My dear, what nonsense!" cried Mrs. Day, who did not wish to believe in +Mr. Boult as the author of such agreeable attentions. + +But the Manchester man assented with enthusiasm: "Miss Deleah is right, +ma'am," he said. "A man who could not get at Miss Deleah to say things to +her might try to say them so." + +"And you think Mr. Boult wants to say things to Deleah?" a scornful Bessie +demanded. + +"No, I don't, since you ask me. No, Miss Bessie." + +"I should think not! And why, pray, should he have pitched on Deda?" + +"Oh, why should any one pitch on me?" Deleah asks, lays down knife and +fork, spreads hands abroad, as if inviting with exaggerated humility an +inspection of her poor claims to favouritism. + +"But--if it were Mr. Boult I think I can understand why it might be +Deleah," Mrs. Day said slowly, looking down. She was remembering how her +poor husband had made no secret of the fact that the younger girl was his +pet; and she recalled also that for her father's sake it was Deleah who +treated the arrogant, tyrannical man with unfailing respect and courtesy. + +"Yes. And I can understand it too, mama," Deleah softly said. + +"Well, them that live'll see," Emily remarked sententiously as she removed +the remains of the sago pudding. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +The Attractive Deleah + + +An engagement had been secured for Deleah Day as assistant English +governess at a ladies' school. At Miss Chaplin's seminary she was employed +in hearing lessons learnt by heart from Brewers' _Guide to Knowledge, +Mangnall's Questions_, Mrs. Markham's _History of England_; in reading +aloud while her pupils tatted or crocheted mats and antimacassars; in +struggling with them through the intricacies, never mastered by herself, +of Rule of Three and Vulgar Fractions, from nine every morning till five +every afternoon; with the exception of the Wednesday, when there was a +half-holiday, and the Saturday, when there was no school at all. + +The slightness of Deleah's figure and the fragility of her small face, +with its innocent, unconscious allurement, were increased by the black +garments she still wore. To cast off her mourning for her unhappy father +would be, she felt, a slight to him. + +"It is as if Bessie had forgotten," she said to herself, seeing her sister +in the blues and pinks in which she began as summer came on again to array +herself, for supper and the Manchester man. "I do not forget." + +Black was not a fashionable wear in that age, only being used for +mourning. A woman wearing black did it to proclaim she sorrowed for the +dead. The sentiment attached to her sable garments heightened the interest +awakened by Deleah's slight form and her winsome face;--made her clear +skin paler; made her eyes shine more jewel-like beneath the fine line of +her black brows. + +Among the members of her own sex were, at the period of her eighteenth +birthday, all the captives to her charms of which Deleah was aware. There +is no such ardent lover as a schoolgirl when she conceives a passion for +another girl at school; and half a dozen of the little pupils at Miss +Chaplin's were head over ears in love with Deleah Day. They sighed at her, +their adoring eyes clung to her face, they suffered agonies of jealousy +through her. They were cast down by a word, elated by a smile. + +One of the girls then acquiring a polite education at Miss Chaplin's +seminary remembers to this day how she slept, night after night, with a +glove--such a worn and shabby glove--of the young English teacher beneath +her pillow. She possesses still an album called "The Deleah Book," wherein +is pasted an atrocious photograph--all photographs (cartes-de-visite they +were called)--were libellous and atrocious in those days--of a girl in a +black frock, the skirt a little distended at the feet by the small hoop of +the day, a short black jacket, with black hair parted in the middle over a +smudge of a face and gathered into a net at the back of the neck. Beneath +it is written Deleah's name and the date. + +In "The Deleah Book," too, are treasured, scrawled there in the schoolgirl +writing, the words of wit and wisdom gathered from the idol's lips, +together with such precious items of information and memorabilia as the +following: + +"Tennyson is the favourite poet of D. D." + +"Of all flowers the rose is the Queen, and is the best loved of D. D." + +"To remember to keep back unkind words. D. D." + +"If we knew all we should find there are excuses for all. D. D." + +"(Note). Burnt almonds are the favourite sweet of D. D. and 'Abide with +Me' is D. D.'s favourite hymn." + +Their ways lying in the same direction, it was this young devotee who was +privileged to walk home with the passionately admired D. D. On a certain +afternoon as they made their way through the quiet streets of the old town +their talk was of a long-advertised concert to take place that evening, at +which a great singer was to appear. + +"How much you will enjoy it, Kitty," Deleah was saying with a little +girlish longing. "Not only the concert, but everything. Let me picture it. +You will run home when you leave me--me in horrid Bridge Street!--and in +your bedroom there will be a fire lit, and on the bed your pretty evening +frock will be spread, and your lace petticoat, and your silk stockings--" + +"Oh, how do you know all that, Miss Day? You know everything! But I shan't +enjoy the concert a bit. I shall not. Do you know why? Because you will +not be there." + +"Oh, nonsense, Kitty! Nonsense! Nonsense!" + +"I shall be thinking of you all the time, and wishing--oh wishing! Miss +Day, do you believe it is true that if we keep on wishing with all our +strength--not a selfish pig of a wish, you know, but something nice for +another person--the wish ever, _ever_ comes true?" + +"Every wish is as a prayer with God," quoted Deleah, unquestioning in her +child's heart the literal truth of the words. + +"Then, Miss Day, this is not Kitty Miller walking with you any longer, but +one big solid Wish--Oh, there he is again, Miss Day! There is young Mr. +Forcus--look!" + +"I see him. I am not going to stop. Let us walk on quicker, Kitty." + +"Isn't it strange that he should always be riding here, just when we come +out of school, Miss Day?" + +"Never mind. No; you are not to look round, Kitty." + +"How _beautifully_ he pulls off his hat! He had a most dreadfully +disappointed look when you would not stop, Miss Day. I think you are very +cruel." + +"Never mind. No, Kitty! Don't, dear. No lady looks back when a gentleman +passes her." + +(A new entry appeared in "The Deleah Book" that night: "No lady looks +round when a gentleman passes her. D. D.") + +"Miss Day!"--with a soft, irrepressible giggle--"He has turned his horse +and is riding after us." + +"Never mind. Let us hurry on." + +But when the mare was pulled up beside her, her hoofs clattering on the +cobble-stones of the street, Miss Day, in spite of herself, must stop. + +"How do, Deleah?" Kitty Miller had again the privilege of seeing how +beautifully the hat came off, exposing for quite an appreciable time the +young man's fair, smooth head. "Whoa, Nance!" to the satin-skinned, black +mare, who objected to being pulled into the gutter running by the side of +the pavement. "I say--there was something I particularly wanted to say to +you, Deleah. Whoa! Steady, old girl! I say--how's Bessie?" + +"Bessie is very well, thank you, Mr. Forcus." + +"'Mr. Forcus?' Come, I say, Deleah! you aren't going to put me at arm's +length, that fashion! I was going to ask you--How is Bessie?" + +"Very well, thank you." + +"I haven't seen Bessie for ages." + +"Is it so long?" + +"I was wondering if I might look in sometimes on Mrs. Day--" + +"Mama is always busy, thank you." + +"At your place, then?--Just to see--Bessie?" + +"I'm sure I don't know. You'd better ask Bessie herself." + +"I'll ask her when I call. Whoa! Steady, you fool! Steady! What time could +I come when I shouldn't be in the way?" + +"We're always busy. Always. I think perhaps you'd better not come at all." + +"Thank you! Why?" + +"You used to come, if you remember; and you gave up coming," Deleah said. +The small face turned to him was unsmiling and proud. The clear eyes of +pale hazel looked past the fine young man on the beautiful fidgeting +horse. + +"I'm more my own master now," he said. "I should like to look in upon you +all again, Deleah." + +"You had better not. Good-bye." + +"Wait! Wait! One minute! I say, are you going to this concert to-night?" + +"Of course. All of us. Even Franky. Half-guinea places. Why need you ask?" + +"But if I get you some tickets? You and Bessie and Mrs. Day? I will, you +know. I will, Deleah, if you'll say you'll go--" + +"The tickets were all sold a fortnight ago. You're too late," she said; +and then she smiled her winning smile, in spite of herself, upon him and +moved on. + +Kitty was waiting for the older girl a few paces farther on. "There!" she +said, her eyes wide with awe. "There, Miss Day! My wish nearly came true! +Oh, if he could have got you tickets and you would have gone, how +heavenly, heavenly everything would have been to-night!" + + + + +Tea was ready in the sitting-room above the shop when Deleah reached home. +Tea with thick bread-and-butter, dry toast, water-cress, little dishes of +sliced ham, and pastry-tarts made in Emily's best fashion; and Bessie and +Franky were already seated at the table. + +By Deleah's plate a letter was lying. A letter at which she looked +dubiously, shrinking a little from opening it; for it was addressed, in a +fashion which had become embarrassingly familiar to her, in carefully +printed characters. + +"It's money, this time, we think," Franky cried, jumping in his chair. +"Make haste, Deda." + +"We're simply dying to know what he's sent you. How slow you are!" Bessie +scolded. + +Reluctantly Deleah broke the envelope and drew forth two tickets for the +evening's concert. + +"The ten-shilling places!" Bessie cried. "We'll go, Deleah. We'll go!" + +Deleah looked with a little distrust at the tickets lying beside her +plate. "It's all very well, but I should so much prefer presents without +all this mystery about them. Months ago I would have thanked Mr. Boult if +you and mama would have allowed me. I am sure it would have been better. I +am sure we ought to thank him." + +"That doesn't matter now. We've got to think about the concert. I'm going +to it, and I can't go without you." + +"I don't know if we ought to go, Bessie--" + +"Why not, pray?" + +Deleah was silent. + +"Because of papa? He's been dead nearly two years. Are we never to show +our noses among other people again? You do carry things to extremes, +Deda!" + +Deleah accepted the reproach meekly, having nothing to say--nothing, that +is, which Bessie would understand. + +Then the boarder came in, for it was early closing afternoon, and took his +place by the side of Franky. + +"Some more mysterious presents," Bessie said, smiling upon him. "Very +useful ones, this time, and just what I should have wished for." + +"Tickets for the concert," Deleah explained, pushing them across to him. +"Ten-shilling ones. Poor Mr. Boult hates music. I heard him say once that +he believed every one hated it, and that when they pretended to like it it +was only affectation and humbug. What pleasure can he possibly get in +giving us these tickets for which we may not even thank him?" + +"He'll have the pleasure of knowing that you are happy, and that he has +made you so, Miss Deleah. And you too, of course, Miss Bessie." + +"But Mr. Boult no more sent those tickets, than he sent the bird in the +cage, or the--!" + +"Oh, you're thinking of Reggie Forcus again," Deleah interrupted +impatiently. "Such nonsense, Bessie!" + +"She thinks a lot more of him than he does of her," Franky announced, +munching his bread-and-butter. + +Bessie got up from her place at the tea-tray and with purpose in her eyes +walked round the table. "You take that for impertinence, sir!" she said, +and administered a stinging slap to Franky's cheek. His intention of +immediate retaliation was frustrated by Mr. Gibbon's seizing the tea-spoon +he was about to hurl at his assailant. + +"I hate Bessie," Franky said; but he was used to having his face slapped +by his elder sister, and went on munching his bread-and-butter and +water-cress, not much the worse. + +"We can't go to the concert, Bessie," Deleah was presently saying. "We've +got no evening frocks." + +"Oh, but we have!" Bessie quickly reminded her. "The frocks which were new +for our party and never worn again." + +"We _can't_ wear them!" Deleah pleaded. She felt that she could never +endure even to look at those garments again. + +"But we can, and we will," Bessie declared. She was a very practical +person in matters connected with millinery and dressmaking, and in a +minute had planned the slight alterations and additional furbishings +required for their party frocks. Black ribbons instead of blue run in the +lace of the bodices. Deleah's skirt would be short, but who would see that +if Deleah were sitting down? + +Deleah drooped as she listened, leaving the tea in her cup and the +bread-and-butter untouched on her plate. + +"Elbows off the table, Deda," Franky reminded her, who was frequently +commanded to remove his own. + +Deleah took no heed. She sat with brow leaning upon the hand which +screened her face, looking back upon that evening before the shadow of +misfortune and disgrace had touched them all; when she had worn her new +white silk frock, and papa had played the tambourine. + +Bessie had gone, leaving her tea also, untasted; hurrying away to Emily, +who would help her to pull off the forget-me-nots from her frock, and to +substitute the black ribbon which would be more decorous. Bessie's pale, +full cheeks were pink with excitement, her eyes shone. + +"Black will look better than blue, even--although that _was_ your +colour--against your white skin," Emily encouraged her. + +Mr. Gibbon had made himself a neat sandwich of water-cress and thin +bread-and-butter. He paused in the act of daintily sprinkling it with salt +pinched in finger and thumb, and looked at Deleah across the table, her +hand hiding her face. So long he looked at her, so long she remained +unconscious of him, that Franky ventured in their preoccupation to help +himself to a third piece of cake, his allowance being two. + +"Miss Deleah, if you don't want to go to this concert to-night, why go?" at +length the boarder ventured to ask. Deleah dropped the shielding hand; she +had for the moment forgotten the presence of Mr. Charles Gibbon. + +"Bessie wants to go. Of course, I must go with her," she said. + +"But why 'of course,' if you don't wish? Whoever sent those tickets--" + +"Mr. Boult sent them." + +"Well, then, Mr. Boult sent them to make you happy; not unhappier." + +"I know. I am really quite grateful, Mr. Gibbon. It was only those +dresses. We wore them at a dance at our house--the evening +before--everything. I can't think how Bessie can! But she does not feel +things as I do. She never did feel like--dying--of pity--and sorrow--as I +did." She lifted her cup to her lips to hide the fact that tears were +rolling down her face. + +Mr. Gibbon sighed heavily. He pushed his own cup away from him as a signal +perhaps that for him also the tea was spoilt. "But why need you go in that +particular frock, Miss Deleah?" + +"I haven't another." + +"The one you have on." + +"This one? Oh!" + +She laughed with the tears in her eyes, and looked down at her school +frock--a black skirt and a white muslin "garibaldi" (the garment so called +at that time being extremely like the shirt blouse, or waist, as the +Americans have it, of to-day). "Oh, how funny men are!" she said. "To +think I could go in the half-guinea places in such a dress!" + +"It's a beautiful dress, isn't it! It seems so to me. And I don't think it +matters at all what you wear, Miss Deleah." + +He spoke in a hushed voice, as if conscious of saying something of +tremendous import. Deleah accepted the remark as a simple statement of a +fact. + +"It doesn't matter, perhaps, really. But Bessie thinks differently. Most +people do. I shall have to wear what Bessie wishes." + +"I notice you are always the one to give way, Miss Deleah." + +"No--not always, Mr. Gibbon." + +"Can I do anything? I would do _anything_--" He spoke in the same hushed +voice; with his arms extended on each side of his plate, he was gripping +the edge of the table tightly, "Anything!" + +"I know. I know you are a true friend. I know she talks to you. She talks +about Mr. Reggie Forcus. Bessie can't see that things are different with +us--at least she sees, of course, but she does not realise that they must +be different; not only now, but for ever. She never sees us with other +people's eyes. It never comes home to her that the friends we had we can +never have again. What have people like the Forcuses to do with us!" + +"I think that Mr. Reggie Forcus, mighty as he thinks hisself, or the +Prince of Wales, come to that, might feel hisself honoured to be taken +notice of by you, Miss Deleah--or by Miss Bessie." + +Deleah laughed in spite of herself. "You are too kind, Mr. Gibbon." + +She got up from her chair and picked up the concert tickets and twisted +them about in her fingers with a little distaste of them. "All this is +very kind of Mr. Boult, of course," she said: "and one likes to be sure +there is a generous heart beneath that--well, that atrocious manner of +his. But we're under mountains of obligation to people already, and we can +do without concert tickets. We can do without--" She was going to say +without flowers, but she leant across the table and stooped her face above +the pot of heliotrope that graced the centre of the humble board, then +lifted it, shaking her head. "No; we could not do without the flowers," +she said. "I do thank the good man for his flowers; and I shall tell him +so the first time I see him. I have made up my mind." + +"I would not if I were you, Miss Deleah." + +"But why not? Do tell me why not?" + +"Mr. Boult is a good business man. He's my chief, and I'm not going to +speak against him; but I don't quite see him buying you flowers." + +"You know he loved my poor father, don't you?" she asked him in a lowered +voice. She had never mentioned the dead man's name to him before; her +cheek paled, he saw, as she did so now. "And I was my father's pet. You +will not think me vain for saying that, will you? Mama will tell you it is +not my selfish fancy alone. Mama will tell you it is true." + +"Indeed, Miss Deleah, I can quite believe it." + +"He was a good father to us all, and fond of us all, but of me he would +talk always if he could get any to listen. He liked me to sit on his +knee--I was younger then--to walk with him, and wait on him--" Her voice +broke; she waited a minute before she went on. "And so I suppose Mr. Boult +sends these things to me for papa's sake. I could not explain before; but +you understand, do you not?" + +He quite understood her point of view, Mr. Gibbon said, looking at the +tablecloth. + +"I knew you would, when I could explain. I think poor Mr. Boult likes me +to take what he sends, for papa's sake--as if it really came from papa. +You see what I mean? And I can't help thinking there is something +beautiful in that thought of his." + +Mr. Gibbon reflectively agreed. It was a beautiful thought, come to think +of it, he said. + +"Well, then--?" said Deleah. + +"Well then, Miss Deleah, don't you think by mentioning the matter to him, +you'll spoil all that? His intention, his beautiful thought, and the rest +of it." + +"Perhaps!" Deleah acquiesced seriously. "I must think about what you say." + +"You've done me a great honour to mention it, Miss Deleah. You won't think +I'm taking upon myself in any way to give you my opinion?" + +"Oh, Mr. Gibbon! How could I ever think such a thing!" Deleah said, but +began at once to be a little ashamed of the confidence she had made. With +a man who could ask if he was "taking upon himself" she ought to have been +more reserved, she thought. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +The Gay, Gilded Scene + + +Mrs. Day, being told that her daughters proposed to go unchaperoned to the +Assembly Rooms that night, declared that for them to do so was unheard-of +and not to be sanctioned. But, under the strain of adversity the poor +woman's will, never a strong one, had weakened. She was painfully +conscious of her own helplessness in the grip of circumstances, and was +always troubled with doubts as to the wisdom of her own judgment. By the +time her day's work was over she was too tired to stand up against any +power she came into collision with. In all that concerned Bessie she was +absolutely feeble. Bessie was victor always, not by reason of superior +strength but through fractiousness, through stubbornness, through a +hysterical determination to talk the opposing voices down, through her +habit of crying like a baby when contradicted, and flinging things about. + +So, on this particular occasion, the elder daughter avowing in a high, +excited voice that not many pleasures came in her way, and that when one +did come she meant to take it, let her mother be pleased or let her be +teased, the objections were speedily silenced. + +Leaving the shop for once in the care of Mr. Pretty, Mrs. Day went +upstairs for the pleasure of seeing her girls once more in gala attire. + +"I have taken the liberty of ordering a fly for the young ladies," Mr. +Gibbon said as he and the mother sat awaiting the appearance of the pair. + +"Oh, Mr. Gibbon, if you would go with them, and see them safe to the +Assembly Rooms I should be so much obliged." + +Mr. Gibbon, with great solemnity of mien, thoroughly realising the +responsibility of the office, undertook to do so. He, for his part, was +going to take his chance of hearing the great singer with the expenditure +of a shilling only. He would be in the Promenade, but his eyes should be +on the Miss Days, and if protection were required by them he would be at +hand. + +Mrs. Day was by no means sure in her anxious heart that her daughters +might not need the strong arm of the male to defend them. She thought as +she surveyed them while they awaited the arrival of the fly that no mother +had ever possessed such treasures to guard. Bessie was always especially +comely in evening dress. Her plump, clearly pale cheeks were now pink with +excitement. Her white skin against the black ribbon round her throat and +threaded through the lace over her ample young bosom was dazzlingly fair. + +"Mama, I'm afraid my frock is dreadfully short; even now that Emily has +let down the hem," Deleah said, looking anxiously toward her extremities. +"It shows _all_ my feet!" + +It showed the ankles too, truth to say; but what did that _matter_ when +the feet were so small and pretty, and the ankles so elegantly slim? + +The wonder to the mother was to see how, since that white silk dress had +been worn before, the girl's beauty had grown to perfection. + +"Do you think it looks ridiculous, mama?" referring anxiously to the +scantiness of the skirt and the unblushing exposure of the feet. + +"Not at all ridiculous, my dear." What did any imperfection of raiment +matter with a face and head like Deleah's; as exquisitely moulded, as +delicately poised on her slender throat as a flower on its stalk? "There's +a tiny bit of hair awry," the mother said, caught the girl's little chin +in her hand and passed her fingers over the shadowy black hair for the +mere pleasure of caressing it. + +When Mr. Gibbon came in presently it was seen he had changed into +dress-clothes, in which attire he had never before appeared. + +"But, Mr. Gibbon, you need not have taken the trouble to dress for the +shilling places!" Mrs. Day told him. + +"I am to have the honour of escorting the two young ladies," he said. + +He was red in the face, and appeared bashful and ill at ease in the +costume which they saw was a new one. + +"To think of his a-gettin' hisself up like that!" Emily said with an +amused scorn of the poor man as the cab containing the three drove off. +"There's no doubt what he've set his mind on, 'm. But Miss Bessie ain't +for such as him. She'll look higher." + +When Mr. Reginald Forcus came into the Assembly Rooms with his brother and +the sister who since the death of Lady Forcus kept house at Cashelthorpe, +and made his way to seats not very far removed from those the sisters +occupied, Bessie impulsively seized a bit of Deleah's bare arm in her +finger and thumb. She pinched it unconsciously but with such painful +emphasis that in the morning Deleah discovered the place to be black and +blue. + +"There he is! Quite close to us! _Now_ perhaps you will believe! I always +knew it was he who sent the tickets, and sent all the flowers and things! +and he sent them for me--only you always took them to yourself, Deda." + +She was very smiling, very happy and excited and flushed, through the +concert. She looked so pretty, so like the Bessie of the "party" days of +old, that Deleah thought not only Reginald Forcus but every man who saw +her must admire her pretty sister. + +When the "half" arrived, and the ten minutes in which the audience is +permitted to stretch its legs and crane its neck, and acknowledge the +presence of its acquaintance, behold the younger Forcus eagerly +recognising the sisters, and bowing in response to Miss Bessie's delighted +smiles and nods. + +"Oh, what a pretty girl!" a woman's voice said. There had come a sudden +lull in the buzz of talk, and the exclamation reached the ears of many +more than his for whom it was intended. + +Deleah felt sure it was Bessie who was being admired. She looked quickly +at the speaker. It was that middle-aged sister with the pleasant, kind +face who had come to take the place of Sir Francis Forcus's dead wife. It +was to Sir Francis she had spoken, but she might have been proclaiming the +fact of her discovery of a pretty girl, for the general benefit; so +complete had been the temporary calm into which her speech had broken. +Heads were turned, and several pairs of eyes were fixed upon Deleah. + +By a good many present the sisters were recognised, and here and there a +smile was turned on them, and here and there a cool, discreet little bow +was made. And more often the people who knew them, having involuntarily +looked, looked away again; for them the girls' presence there, in a +fashionable company and the most expensive seats, was an offence. + +"People we were asked a little time ago to keep from starving!" they said +to themselves. "If Mrs. Day's daughters can afford this sort of thing, we +might as well have kept our guineas in our pockets." + +When the audience resumed their seats Bessie kept her eyes pretty +constantly directed upon the smooth fair head of Reggie Forcus. Perhaps he +was conscious of her gaze and found it a compelling one, for again and +again he turned round to look at the sisters, and always Bessie's eyes +caught and held his. + +Except to the accompaniment of the singing of her own heart the poor girl +was unconscious of the music. If it was to the evening's nightingale she +listened or to the twittering of the inferior songstresses of the grove +who lifted up their voices when the queen was silent she could hardly have +said; the melody her heart was chanting triumphantly drowned every note of +theirs. + +"It has been heavenly," she said, when it was all over, and they stood up +for the singing of "God Save the Queen." "In all my life, Deleah, I have +never enjoyed a concert so much before." + +While she said it she was lingering in her place, stopping the gangway for +people anxious to make their way out, pretending to arrange her own cloak +and her sister's, in the endeavour to time their exit to that of the +Forcus family. She did manage it too; and in the crush as they all +approached the door Bessie's happy shoulder was rubbing against the +shoulder of the attractive Reggie. + +"It's been first-rate, hasn't it?" he said, as if the two years in which +he had had no speech with the girl were as nothing, and they had parted +yesterday. "Wasn't _She_ fine! Glad I came. I wouldn't have missed her for +anything." + +"Heavenly!" Bessie acquiesced, then quickly introduced the personal note. +"I wonder you knew me! I thought I was quite forgotten, and was surprised +when you bowed." + +"Ages since we met, isn't it? I did think about coming to call, but I +suppose Mrs. Day is busy?" + +"I'm not busy. And I'm always at home. Do come." + +"Rather! Shall I call your carriage?" + +"Will you?" + +So the words "Miss Days' carriage" were passed from mouth to mouth; men +yelled it in the street, the officials in the porch of the Hall bawled it +to one another, a man in the crowd nearer the door turned his head and +shouted "Miss Days' carriage" into the concert room. The air was +reverberating with the cry, it seemed to poor Deleah. How could Bessie +have made them conspicuous in that way! + +Sir Francis Forcus had been looking with some curiosity at the girl to +whom his brother was speaking, wedged into the crowd just in front of him; +the younger girl at her sister's back was by his side. He glanced at her +now, and saw it was she to whose loveliness his sister had called public +attention. The Days, of course! He remembered when he heard the name +called; remembered all about them. + +"Good-evening. How do you do?" he said, looking down upon Deleah. + +And Deleah, recalling the last occasion on which she had heard his voice, +lifted a pale and speechless face to him, for all her answer. + +Some big and important Person at the back, impatient of the delay, here +attempted to battle her way through the crowd congested by the too narrow +doors. Sir Francis turned and looked at her reprovingly. + +"It's no good, Lady Elizabeth. You'll have to wait like the rest of us. +It's only a matter of a few minutes." + +"Oh, do hurry up in front there!" Lady Elizabeth called back to him, +laughing, but imperious. The pressure she and her party were making still +continued, with the result that Deleah was driven roughly forward. + +"Gently! Gently!" Sir Francis called again, and Deleah felt that his hands +were on her shoulders and he was shielding her with his arms as much as +possible from the crushing of the crowd. + +A minute, and they were through the doorway into the spacious porch, where +individual movement was possible, and the fresh night air blew, and Deleah +could see the light from the big lamp over the archway flaring on the top +of her shabby old fly, while behind it was a long line of handsome +carriages whose drivers vituperated the driver of the cab, in his broken +hat. At the window was Bessie's face. Bessie's excited voice was heard +shrilly calling on Deleah's name. + +"Deda! Deda! Where _on earth_ have you got to?" + +"Miss Days' carriage stops the way"--the cry which made one Miss Day long +to hide her minished head in the earth--woke the echoes again. + +Deleah half turned her head on its long neck, whispered a shy "thank you" +to the tall gentleman at her back; and darted away. + +"Oh here you are, Deleah! Come along," Reggie Forcus cried, appearing +before her. "We thought we'd lost you. Take my arm." + +But before Deleah could comply another arm was proffered, and proffered in +a manner so brusque and so determined that the young Forcus fell back +involuntarily. + +"Thank you. Miss Deleah is in my charge," a voice said; and Deleah felt +herself dragged through the crowded porch, and over the pavement to the +cab-door, on the arm of Mr. Charles Gibbon. + +"You'll excuse me," he said, looking in upon the sisters through the cab +window when the door was shut. "I hope you young ladies did not think I +intruded. But your mother had asked me to keep an eye on you." + +"And pray why didn't you come with Reggie?" Bessie demanded indignantly as +the fly at last moved on. + +Deleah laughed hysterically. "I was torn away from him," she said. "He all +but knocked Reggie down, and seized upon me." She indicated the form of +Mr. Gibbon, dimly seen, seated sentinel on the box beside the +broken-hatted driver. + +"Impertinence!" Bessie said. "We have to be civil to him at home, but when +we are among other people I think he might leave us to our friends." + +"Reggie Forcus hasn't been much of a friend." + +"He is going to be for the future. He asked leave to call. It is a little +awkward as you are always at the school, and mama is always +downstairs"--(Bessie had never yet brought herself to say "Mother is in +the shop") "I would have asked him to come in the evenings, but _he_" +(again a nod towards the figure of the guardian-angel on the box-seat) "is +always there." + +"Well, why not?" + +"Can't you understand that Reggie might not care to meet a young man out +of a draper's shop?" + +"But he comes to call on people in a gro--" + +"That's different," Bessie quickly announced. "We weren't always there, +remember." + +"Wednesday afternoons I am at home after three. Saturdays I am at home all +day." + +"I know," Bessie said, but did not promise to avail herself of the +protection offered by her sister's presence on those occasions. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +A Tea-Party In Bridge Street + + +His time being so fully occupied in his own business during the week, and +those hours he had been wont to pass with his friend William Day being +still unfilled, Mr. George Boult had fallen into the evil habit of coming +to hold a business consultation with the widow on the Sunday afternoons. +The Day family complained bitterly of this custom. The poor grocer-woman's +one blessed day was no longer hers, to be passed from morn to eve in the +midst of her children, in rest and peace and forgetfulness of business +worries. + +She was too tired for church, she always pleaded; but it was not fatigue +alone which kept her from public worship. She was accustomed to her place +behind the counter now, and in the work-days of the week was too busy for +regret, too anxious to sell her goods to feel any shame in the occupation. +But on that day when the rest of the world of women went forth with +husbands and children to take their places, dressed in their best, in +family pews, she felt that she lacked the courage to show her face. She +who had queened it with the best of them; she who was the widow of a man +who had killed himself to escape from prison! She for whom "sympathisers" +and "well-wishers" had collected their sixpenny-pieces that she and hers +might be saved from starving. + +So she sent the girls to church with Franky, on the Sunday morning, while +she, prayer-book in hand, would sit in Deleah's favourite window-seat, +beneath the canary's cage, to watch the smart and prosperous Sabbath +people airing their newest clothes on the opposite pavement of the street. + +Presently Emily, her preparations for dinner made, would come to stand +beside her mistress's chair, to turn a critical eye upon the passers-by +beneath. Emily knew the names of most of the people of any consideration +who passed; knew, and could at length relate the history of themselves and +their domestic economies. + +"There's Mrs. Hamley, m'm. I haven't never seen her in that black lace +shawl before." + +"Perhaps she's laid it by from last summer," Mrs. Day would suggest. + +"Not she!" Here Emily would lean over the back of her mistress's chair and +crane her neck to get a better view of the raiment in question. "Bran' +new, I'll lay a guinea! And her still fifteen pound in your debt!" + +"Here come the Briggses! Look out, m'm!" presently she would cry. "Well, +and ain't they figged out! The whole four of the girls--and every one of +'em in a new bonnet! And them buyin' a pound-and-a-half of butter a week +for the whole fam'ly! Tha's what I always say, m'm; the Briggses is a +fam'ly that save out of their insides to put it on their bids. Now, here +come the best-lookin' young ladies and young gentleman we have set eyes on +yet." And then Mrs. Day's own daughters, with Franky clinging to Deleah's +arm, would be seen to approach. + +"We think so, don't we, Emily? It's because they're our own, you know," +the mistress would say, with her deprecating smile. "It's because they're +ours, that they seem to look so nice." + +But in her heart she heartily agreed with Emily that hers was indeed a +charming family. + +In the evening Bessie would go off to church again, escorted by Emily, but +Deleah would stay with her mother. They would sit together in peaceful, +delicious idleness over the winter fire, or, it being summer, they would +go forth, escaping by backways and narrow lanes of the old town from the +crowded pavements to the quiet roads with their formal rows of trees, +their flower-packed gardens and trim hedges. Slowly they would pace along, +enjoying the sweeter air of the suburbs, or, gardenless themselves, would +stand to peep through garden-gates at the well-ordered array of geranium, +calceolaria, verbena; sniffing the fragrance from the serried rows of +stocks, the patches of mignonette, or the blossoming lime-trees overhead. + +When on that scented Sabbath peacefulness the warm dark would begin to +descend, it sometimes happened that the boarder, Charles Gibbon, who also +loved the scent of flower and of shrub, and enjoyed the soft air of +evening upon his cheek, would meet or overtake Mrs. Day and her daughter +as they sauntered homewards; and in a very friendly and pleasant way the +three would finish their walk together. + +But about the Sunday afternoons there was a less agreeable tale to tell. +The young ladies retired with their books to their bedrooms, on those +occasions; Franky took refuge with Emily in the kitchen, a store of +oranges and nuts having been laid in by that faithful retainer for his +entertainment there. The Manchester man saw more than enough of his +employer on week-days, and would have preferred to pass a Sabbath +afternoon in the cellar with the coals, to spending that portion of his +precious holiday with his employer. Poor Mrs. Day was compelled therefore +to receive her taskmaster and benefactor alone. + +Then had her books to be produced, her order-sheet criticised; then was +comparison made between this week's takings and those of the corresponding +week last year. If, as too often happened, alas! the sales had been less, +the poor apologetic tradeswoman had to suffer for it. + +"You are losing custom. You must not lose it," the tradesman would +bluster. Or "Your expenses are too much. You are eaten up with expenses," +he would insist. "You don't see how you can reduce them? Do with less +help, my good lady. What do people do who can't afford help? Go without +it, and do the work themselves. It's what you must do. It is indeed, I do +assure you. Cut down your expenses. Cut them down! Cut them down!" + +"It is easier to say that than to do it," poor Mrs. Day would demur. "We +have nothing superfluous." + +"You will be surprised how much you can do without if you really make the +effort. Get rid of your assistant in the shop. Get rid of your servant. A +servant is a very pleasant possession, but if we can't afford to keep one, +we can't. What is Miss Bessie doing all day long?" + +"Bessie is useful in the house. Bessie is not strong," Bessie's mother +would plead; and George Boult would snort the suggestion to scorn. + +"A little extra work would be the best physic for Miss Bessie." She had +put on a good stone of flesh since he had seen her last, he would declare. +Work never killed half the women that idleness killed. + +On a Sunday afternoon soon after that concert to which the girls had been +escorted by the lodger, George Boult, his business exhortation finished, +sprang on the poor mother the news that her son at the branch shop at +Ingleby was not giving satisfaction. + +A complaint of incivility to a customer had come to the ear of the local +manager, who had reported to the Head at Brockenham, delivering himself of +the opinion at the same time that the young man played billiards at the +Rose and Crown more than was consistent with his means, or the devotion he +should have shown to his employer's interests. + +Lydia Day listened, her dark, handsome face of a lead white, while the man +seated at the table opposite to her condemned her son utterly as one who +was flinging away a fine chance. He, George Boult, had been thrown, at +Bernard's age, on his own resources. Never that he could recall had a +helping hand been held to him. (Men of the stamp of George Boult never +recognise the helping hand.) Work had been his pleasure. Had he played +billiards? Had he shown temper before a customer? No! Or thought of his +own pleasure before his employer's advantage? Never! + +Very eloquent he was on the strenuous period of his own youth, recounting +the virtues he had displayed and the vices he had shunned, holding up his +shining example before the dimmed eyes of the poor mother, listening with +sick politeness, her heart so heavy in her breast. The excuses she made +for her Bernard to herself she dared not put forward. The fact that he was +his father's son; the contrast between the life he had known and that he +was called on to live; his youth; his exile from home and home influences; +his empty pockets; his tastes which had been formed when money seemed +plentiful. + +"I implore you to be patient with the boy," was about all she thought it +wise to say; that and the promise she made to write at once to Bernard to +beg of him to consider his circumstances and Mr. Boult's goodness, and to +change what was amiss. + +Bernard, her darling, handsome son! While she said it she saw him in a +thousand pictures stored in her mother's heart. All that was desirable he +had seemed to her; she had never thought of wishing him to change! + +"Let him know he is on his trial," George Boult said. + +"He is being carefully watched and reported on. Do not tell him this, but +tell him the impression he has made on Adams" (Adams was the manager at +Ingleby) "is not a satisfactory one; and Adams is a man whose opinions I +hold very high. Tell him he is having the chance of his life; warn him not +to abuse it." + +He was still trampling the poor woman's heart beneath the prancings of his +own eloquence, when the ringing of the street-door bell created a +diversion. + +Downstairs went Miss Bessie, her fair hair ruffled, her cheek flushed from +its pressure upon her pillow, to take in, as she imagined, in the absence +of Emily, the afternoon's milk. + +It was not the anticipated milk, however, that Bessie found upon the +doorstep, but no less a delightful surprise than the exquisite person of +Mr. Reginald Forcus. + +"Ah, how do, Bessie? I thought I'd give you a look. I hope I am not _de +trop?_" he asked. He pronounced the last words as they are spelt, not +because he did not know better, but because he liked to be amusing, and +the mispronunciation of words was the kind of fun he appreciated. + +With effusion, Bessie bade him enter; but in her mind were distracting +thoughts of the condition of her chignon, and the present occupancy of the +only sitting-room. + +"There's some one upstairs with mama," she told him, anxiously smiling +upon him, her grey-green eyes glinting with pleasure. "The Mr. Boult, you +know, who helps her with her books and things when she'll let him. You +won't mind?" + +"Happy, I'm sure. You're all alone, week-days," he said as he mounted the +stairs behind her--stairs very dark and very steep, starting from the +almost unmitigated blackness of the hall upon which the front door opened. +"I thought if I looked in on the Sunday afternoons I should find the +others as well, perhaps." + +"You'll find mama," Bessie said, wondering a little at his concern for the +proprieties. "Here is Reggie, mama," she said. And Mrs. Day, her heart +full of her own unhappy boy, went forward with a weary step, and +smilelessly held out a welcoming hand. + +"You are very kind to come, Reggie," she said. "This is our good friend, +Mr. George Boult; Mr. Reginald Forcus." + +"I take it young Mr. Forcus and I don't need any introduction," the draper +said. + +The Forcus family did not deal at his shop; the deference therefore which +the draper never failed to pay his customers was not needed here. He shook +poor Reggie's hand mercilessly, and inquired after Sir Francis. Mr. George +Boult had recently been made a magistrate; Sir Francis and he sat on the +same bench. + +"You are extremely well known to me by sight," he went on, still +exercising the visitor's hand. "I should say there are few people in +Brockenham better known to me by sight." + +"I go past your place pretty often," Reggie admitted. + +"You'd see me four or five times a day if you were looking out." + +"Oh, I'm not always behind my own shop window," Mr. Boult said, not too +well pleased. When he was not talking to a customer why should he be +reminded of the shop? Since he had been able to write J.P. after his name, +he had more than once been secretly desirous of temporarily forgetting the +successful drapery establishment. + +He was always disposed to lose himself in wonder at his own marvellous +achievements. Time was when the members of the great brewery firm were as +far above his head as the stars of heaven above the pebbles of the street. +Yet here he was now, to all intents and purposes on a par with them. Where +was the difference? A successful business man, he was--what more were +they? Still, since Sir Francis had taken to addressing him as "Boult" +without any prefix to the name, when they met in the magisterial room, the +desire to ingratiate himself with any member of the Forcus family was very +warm within him. + +"Whenever I do see you, I am struck with the handsomeness of the animal +you ride, Mr. Forcus," he was saying presently. "I think this young +gentleman rides the handsomest animal in the town, Miss Bessie. I'm a +great admirer of handsome animals, Mr. Forcus." + +"Is that so? Really?" said Reggie, supremely indifferent. He had no +objection whatever to make the acquaintance of old Boult, the +linen-draper--although, of course, that difference between a successful +draper and a successful brewer which Mr. Boult was incapable of discerning +was quite clear to him--but he was not in the least interested in him; and +what should the old fellow know about a horse? + +"Isn't Deleah at home to-day? I thought I should have caught Deleah. That +is why I dropped in on the Sunday." + +Deleah was out walking with Franky, Mrs. Day told him, thankful that +Bessie, who had slipped away with a view to the adjustment of the +disarranged chignon, was not present to hear that explanation. + +"I meet Deleah sometimes as she comes home from school," the young man +artlessly continued. "I dare say she's told you I sometimes meet her?" + +No, Mrs. Day did not remember hearing Deleah mention that interesting +fact. + +"No harm in that, I suppose, Mrs. Day? You don't object, if Deleah +doesn't?" + +"Harm?" repeated Mrs. Day, only half conscious of what was said, thinking +of Bernard going wretchedly about his hated work with a "sharp watch" set +on his doings. + +"I mean I wouldn't do anything to annoy you or Deleah--" + +It was a relief that at that moment Bessie descended, her hair in order, a +look of pleasant excitement on her plump face. No one need half-heartedly +try to carry on a conversation with Reggie when once Bessie was present to +monopolise him. + +And then Deleah and Franky, their cheeks rosy from exercise, appeared. +Franky went to his mother and climbed on her lap, and Deleah sat close to +her side, a little too apparently, perhaps, leaving the young man and +Bessie to carry on their sparkling conversation uninterrupted. + +When Emily came in, to lay the tea-table, the two men got up to go. "Mama, +Reggie will stay if you ask him," Bessie said. How triumphant she felt, +how her eyes sparkled when Reggie said at once he should like to--rather! + +"And Mr. Boult will stay to tea too, mama," Deleah said quickly. She did +not need the heavy silence which fell to tell she had offended; not +Bessie's warning scowl, nor her mother's piteous look of appeal. As no one +seconded the invitation, "Do stay," Deleah said. And he gracefully +yielded. + +"Since you are so polite, I don't mind if I do," he said. He really felt +honoured by the invitation, the first he had ever received in that house. +The long low-ceilinged sitting-room above the grocer's shop was tenanted +by ladies of whom in days gone by he had felt a certain awe. Down in the +world as they were now, he never forgot that ancient attitude of theirs. +Even when he bullied Mrs. Day, and advised her daughters to do the work of +servants, he had not forgotten. Perhaps at such times he remembered it +more than ever. + +His wife, dead for the last seven years, had been of a different make from +these women. Finding nothing in himself to debar him from being an +ornament in any society, he saw very well that the late Mrs. George Boult +had been, as he put it, "of another kidney." He had been fairly content +with her while he had her; she had been a good housekeeper; and had not +crossed him in his wish to save money; but looking back upon the poor +woman, he saw plainly that she had not the appearance of these ladies, nor +had she spoken like them, nor possessed the ways of them. She had been all +very well for his then condition, but times had changed for him; and here +he was, well pleased to be sitting at the board of people who would not at +one time have received the late Mrs. Boult under their roof, on terms of +equality with Sir Francis Forcus's brother! + +He was a rich man himself, and going, he would see to it, to be richer, +but the income of the Forcuses he knew was perhaps seven times as much as +his own; and he was one of that large body of good sort of people who love +to be in the society of men richer than themselves. + +"We so much enjoyed the concert, Mr. Boult," Deleah said to him. + +"The concert?" Mr. Boult repeated. He wished to talk to Bessie, having it +on his conscience to advise her to do without a servant, and he did not +feel called upon to exert himself "to do the polite," as he phrased it, to +the younger girl. + +"Some kind friend sent us stalls for the concert," explained Deleah, +flushing. "It was so kind of the unknown person, and such a delightful +treat." + +"Stalls? The half-guinea places, do you mean?" There was astonished +disapproval in eyes and voice. + +"Wasn't it sweet of Someone?" Deleah went on, bent on expressing her +gratitude to the shy donor. "It was the same Someone, I suppose, who sent +the lilies-of-the-valley, yesterday, and my darling canary; look! It is +Someone to whom we can never be grateful enough!" + +"Better keep your gratitude for the more substantial benefits you have all +received." He was thinking, Mrs. Day knew, of the fifty pounds which had +headed the subscription-list. "Lilies were sixpence the bunch in the +market yesterday." + +"But it isn't the cost," Deleah explained; her face was rose-red with her +effort to say that which she had determined should be said to the man they +all disliked, but who was showing himself by the thoughtful little +attentions to which she alluded, in his true colours. "It isn't the cost +alone, it is the kind thought for which we are so grateful." + +"Oh, come, Deleah!" Reggie interrupted. "I offered you tickets, you +remember, and you weren't a bit grateful for the kind thought. And as for +the lilies, I dare say I could send you flowers every morning from the +conservatories at home, if you'd care for them." + +"I should not in the least care for them from your conservatories. Don't +send them, Reggie, or we should have to send them back." + +"Why, pray? Speak for yourself, please," Bessie cried. "If you've any +flowers going begging I'm not above taking them, Reggie, remember." + +"The flowers aren't mine," Reggie reminded her at once. "They grow +there--tons of them--and no one to look at them now, but Francis and Ada. +Yet, if I want to send a few to a girl there's questions asked, and a +sickening fuss made. I order them from the nurseryman rather than have the +fag of it." + +"Well--?" + +"Oh, all right. I'll order some for you, Bessie." + +Then, when tea was all but finished, a step was heard upon the stairs, and +presently Mr. Gibbon came in. At the sight of the other two men his face +fell perceptibly. To him also the Sabbath was a precious time. The hour, +especially, which brought the meal over which they need not hurry for any +evening work; in the room made sweet with flowers; in the company of the +three charming ladies; on the table the extra delicacies Emily always +provided for the occasion. + +Boult! Forcus! The two men whom, least on earth, he desired to see there. + +"Hallo, Gibbon!" his chief said; and the man addressed felt in his bones +that the tone was unmistakably that of the employer to the employed. "Been +getting forward for to-morrow, I suppose?" + +No, Gibbon said, he had not; and he spoke curtly, and kept his heavy head +up, and drew his brows together, and was somewhat offensive in manner, in +the effort to show he was not subservient. He bowed sulkily to Mr. +Reginald Forcus, when Mrs. Day murmured that gentleman's name. The fact +that the young man when he came of an age to take the third share which +was to be his in the brewery would be rolling in money, was nothing to +him, and he wished to show to all present it was not! At the concert he, +who was ugly, and short, and poor, and of no account in the world, had had +the best of the elegant young man with his fortune and the name which was +one to conjure with in Brockenham. He had wrested Deleah from him, and +pushed him on one side. He did not propose to smile amiably at him across +the tea-table after that. + +He was going to Lancashire to buy goods for his department to-morrow--he +was absent there for four or five days every three weeks. This was his +last evening of Paradise for a while; and the Serpent had entered there! + +"You are late," Bessie rebuked him sweetly. "And you must wait for more +tea to be made. Where have you been, pray? Give an account of yourself." + +He had walked out five miles, he told her, to the garden of a friend who +had a small conservatory. He had hoped to be rewarded with some flowers to +return with, but had only been accorded the three roses he held in his +hand. + +"Very sweet of you to bring them for me, all the same," Bessie said, +smiling graciously. + +Gibbon was, however, shy or sullen this evening, for he seemed by no means +anxious to relinquish the flowers; and when he did so he laid them between +his plate and Deleah's, who promptly put them into Bessie's extended hand. +When pinned in the bosom of her grey frock the flowers had a charming +effect, to which she called the attention of all present. + +"Aren't they sweet, mama! Mr. Boult, Reggie, aren't they simply sweet! And +poor Mr. Gibbon to have walked so many miles for them!" + +And so, at cross purposes, with heart-burnings and some bitterness of +spirit, they got through their Sunday tea. + +"It would have been delightful if you had not invited your old Scrooge," +Bessie, who, at any rate, had thoroughly enjoyed herself, flung at her +sister. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +The Manchester Man + + +Mrs. Day had retired to write her letter to Bernard in the privacy of her +own room, and Bessie, in radiant spirits, had gone off to dress for +evening service, where she was to go escorted by Franky and Emily. Deleah +was left in charge of the boarder. + +It was a point of honour with them all that the young man should have his +money's worth while under their roof, and above all, should have his meals +in comfort. The cup which Bessie had poured out for him stood cold and +untasted by his side. Deleah took it from him. Certainly he should not +have the dregs of the tea-pot; she would brew a fresh pot for him. + +"I beg you will not trouble, Miss Deleah. It is my fault in being late." + +He, who held the creed that a gentleman must never allow a lady to wait on +him (unless she was his mother, or he was married to her), must follow +Miss Deleah to the kitchen, also on the upper floor, must watch her rinse +the tea-pot, must advise with her as to the amount of tea required to make +the three large cups he always drank, must himself pour the boiling water, +she, with many exhortations from him to be very careful lest she scalded +her fingers, holding the tea-pot. There was something delightfully +homelike and familiar in this sharing of simple duties. + +Deleah, returned to the sitting-room where she sat to fill his cup and to +cut him bread-and-butter, was as lovely a vision as any man could desire +to see at his board. Pleasantly and gaily she chattered, waiting on him +with her dainty hands. He, tongue-tied, answering little, embarrassed and +ill at ease in that sweet society. + +For a year and a half he had lived in the dingy house above the shop in +Bridge Street. He had for eighteen months enjoyed that propinquity, that +familiar intercourse, which is all that is necessary to make many an ugly +woman beautiful in the eyes of the man in enjoyment of her society. It is +small wonder then, if the poor Manchester man exaggerated in his own mind +those unusual charms which Deleah incontestably possessed. + +A year and a half! And in all that time he could never recall an occasion +when he had been left for any length of time alone with Deleah, before. It +was Bessie who had constituted herself his especial friend, had seized on +him, talked to him, made confidences to him, and satisfied herself it was +his wish to talk to her. Deleah, he knew, had looked on him as Bessie's +property. He had resented this assumption, but had not known how to +dispute it. + +Besides being of a loveliness which he had come to think unsurpassed, she +was so gentle, so tender-hearted, so pitiful, this young Deleah; so +adorably kind. She had learnt in that grief and shame which he knew had +befallen her a lesson, taught her he was sure by the pitying angels of +God; to think no sorrow too trivial to be despised, to be tender even to +the scratched finger, the bruised shins of the poor men and women +scrambling painfully along the tough and thorny path of life. + +He was a short and broad and ugly man, approaching middle age; of a +commonplace cut of features, of poor birth, of mean fortunes, of small +account in the scheme of things; but he had an eye for beauty; he had a +soul; and his eye was filled with a beauty completely satisfying his +conception; and with his soul he worshipped the soul of Deleah. + +"I am sorry," he suddenly said, cutting across some little triviality of +hers with which she was striving to cover his silence--"sorry you did not +have even one of the roses I walked ten miles to get for you." + +"I?" she glanced fleetingly at him. "Oh, it does not matter, of course. +Bessie has them, and she loves them so. I had far rather Bessie had them." + +He gazed upon her, reproachful but silent. + +"Bessie so loves flowers," she said, remembering how Bessie had pounced +upon the poor roses before they had been offered. It had not been a pretty +sight--but Bessie--poor Bessie!--did such things. + +"Miss Bessie so loves them to wear in her dress," he corrected. + +And at that moment Miss Bessie burst into the room, attired for conquest +and for church, the flowers which the boarder had walked so far to +procure, pinned, as was the mode of the day, beneath the collar of her +jacket. Gibbon glanced grudgingly at them, nestling becomingly enough +under Bessie's plump chin. + +"Oh, how glum you look!" cried Bessie in the best of spirits. + +"Not glum at all," said Mr. Gibbon with something less than his usual +politeness of tone. + +"Only cross? Ah! I am so afraid of you! I must run away." + +She beckoned to Deleah, who followed her to the tiny landing. "The +Honourable Charles has got his back up because of Reggie," she whispered, +"and Reggie is furious because of the Honourable Charles's flowers. Did +you hear how he snapped at me just now?" + +"Why should Mr. Gibbon be angry because of Reggie?" + +"Oh, my dear innocent babe! Don't you know that men are sometimes jealous?" + +"Yes. I know it. And I know another thing: and that is you were doing your +best to make them jealous." + +Bessie laughed delightedly as at a compliment: "I leave one of them to +you. Try to get him into a better frame of mind before I come back," she +said, and turned to run downstairs. + +Deleah leaned over the railing of the tiny landing, lit by a single +gas-jet above her head, to watch her go. She liked to see Bessie +good-tempered and in good spirits, and if to believe that every man she +knew was in love with her made her so, Deleah was willing to humour her. +About the devotion of young Forcus for Bessie she had her doubts, but that +of the lodger she took as a matter of course. + +He was still seated at the table when she returned to him; the +bread-and-butter she had cut for him untouched on his plate, his tea +untasted. + +"I thought perhaps you were not coming back," he said. He sighed, as if +relieved from an anxiety which had been painful. "Miss Deleah, I wish very +much to speak to you." + +There were a few things in the matter of deportment he had learnt since +living over the grocer's shop; one was that a man must not sit while a +lady is standing. So he stood up in his place now, and waited till she had +taken hers again behind the tea-urn. + +"Oh, but, Mr. Gibbon, do eat your tea!" + +He pushed his plate away: "I don't want to eat. I want to talk to you." + +Glancing at him she saw that his face, ordinarily of a deep-diffused red, +was as pale as it is possible for such a face to become. Often when she +had felt his eyes upon her and had looked up frankly to meet them, she had +noticed how quickly he had averted them, almost as if detected in a crime. +Now she found them fixed upon her face. + +"There is something I have made up my mind to tell you," he said. + +"It won't take long, I hope? Because as Emily is at church I have to clear +the tea-things." + +She jumped up at once and began to do so. "He is going to tell me about +Bessie," she said to herself. She did not particularly desire his +confidence, and with a little more clatter and fussiness than was +necessary to the task, she put the cups and plates on the tray. + +In a preoccupied manner he helped her to do this, took the tray from her, +when it was laden, to the kitchen, while she carried the eatables. Coming +back, together they folded the tablecloth. A pleasant enough occupation to +be shared with a pretty girl; but it was evident, although his trade had +made his blunt fingers deft at the handling of material, and he was +carefully observant of the practice which must be followed in the art, +that he was thinking of other things than maintaining the creases in the +tablecloth. + +"There!" said Deleah, as an announcement that their light labours were +finished. She had put the cloth away in the press, and turned to find the +Honourable Charles, as she and Bessie to themselves always called their +boarder, standing with his back to the little dresser at which Emily made +her pastry, his arms crossed upon his chest. + +"Now you can go and sit down in comfort, and smoke the pipe of peace on my +special window-seat--I give you permission--and watch the good people +going to church." + +"That is, if you are coming." + +"I think I'll go first and see what has become of mama." + +"This will do, for a few minutes, Miss Deleah. We will stop here," he +said. + +So Deleah, there being no escape, perched herself on the corner of the +table where the plates and tea-cups were collected until Emily should +return to wash them, and waited for what he had to say. + +He found some difficulty in beginning apparently, and frowned upon the +matting covering the floor. + +"It's about myself," at length he began with an effort painful to see; his +hands seemed to be pulling tensely upon his folded arms, the blunt fingers +of the broad red hands showed white upon the coat-sleeves, his face was +still of the muddy pink which with him stood for pallor. + +"I hope you won't think it intruding of me to talk about myself." + +"Which in other words means about Bessie," said Deleah to herself, strung +up, now that it was inevitable, for the revelation. + +"It's about my prospects. Perhaps you think I haven't got any, Miss +Deleah. Or any position, to speak of? I have not, I know. Not like your +friend, Mr. Forcus. He's got this thousands a year, where at most I can +hope for hundreds, I suppose." + +Deleah divined the sore feeling in his mind and hastened to bring the +balm: "Reggie Forcus might have millions where he will have thousands--and +the more he had the less likely would he be to affect any of us. He has +been here this afternoon, and if he remembers he may come again. But that +is simply the whim of an idle young man who at the moment can think of +nothing more amusing to do." + +"I thought he seemed to take a good deal of interest. I caught him +looking--" + +"At Bessie? He likes her, of course, and there was once a great +friendship. If--things--hadn't happened, I dare say it might have come to +more than friendship. But they did happen, and--" She broke off. Never +could she without suffering and difficulty allude to the tragedy which had +cost them so dear. + +"I assure you, Mr. Gibbon," she began again, and smiled encouragingly upon +him, "you are of far more importance to us than Mr. Reginald Forcus is +ever likely to be." + +"I thank you for telling me that," he said, and his fingers strained +tighter upon his coat-sleeves. + +Then he lifted his eyes and looked at her as she sat, perched with ease +and grace among the tea-cups on the kitchen table. Every movement of hers +was made, every posture taken, with ease and grace. It happened, for +Deleah's fortune, to be the day of the small woman; the day when she of +inches was pronounced a gawk, and she of five feet and a little--slim of +waist, of foot, of hand, of ankle--slid with ease and naturalness into a +man's heart. + +"Thank you for that," said the Manchester man again, with a kind of hoarse +fervour in his voice. "You are always kind. I don't think the angels in +heaven are kinder than you." + +A statement at which Deleah among the tea-cups laughed light-heartedly. + +"No. Don't laugh," he said almost fiercely. "It is true! I believe it with +all my soul." + +He looked from her to the floor at his feet again, frowning upon it, +striving for the calmness to proceed with that which he had to say in the +order he had taught himself to believe was best for his case. + +"I'm getting two hundred a year," he said. "This year, come Christmas, I'm +to have a rise to two hundred and fifty. Next year"--he paused, set his +lips tightly--"next year I mean to ask for a share in the business." + +"Do you?" said Deleah with polite interest. "Do you really think you will +get it, Mr. Gibbon?" + +"I shall get it, fast enough. I shall get it, for this reason: if Boult +doesn't give it me I shall leave him. Boult can't afford to lose me. I +don't want to boast, but it's true. He can't afford to lose me, and he +knows it. Do you know," and he lifted his head, speaking more naturally +and looking at her with pride in his achievement, "in the two years I have +been in the concern I have _doubled_ the takings in my department?" + +"Really? How very clever of you, Mr. Gibbon! You _must_ be pleased!" + +He looked at her, and laughed hopelessly. "You don't understand these +things, Miss Deleah. You don't realise that what I have done means much." + +"Oh, but I do, Mr. Gibbon! I have always thought that you must be a quite +wonderful business man; so quiet, so regular, thinking of nothing but your +work." + +"I do think of other things," he said fervidly. "I want to get on. I want +to improve myself, and my position. There's an end I'm working for. If a +man sets an end before him, and works for all he's worth to get it, does +he get it, Miss Deleah?" + +"He gets it. Never doubt it!" + +"Well then, see! When I get my share of the business I shall work the +whole show up as I have worked my own department. The other establishments +in the same line can put their shutters up. It's the biggest drapery +business in the town now--Boult is proud enough to ram that fact down your +throat--but I shall make it the biggest drapery business in the Eastern +Counties." + +"How splendid of you, Mr. Gibbon! And supposing Mr. Boult won't give you +the share?" + +"I am not sure it would not be better. In that case I shall start on my +own. Not in a shop. I shall open a warehouse for the sale of my goods, +alone." + +"Those calicoes, and prints, and 'drabbets,' you go to Manchester to buy?" +put in Deleah, anxious to show that she understood. + +"Manchester goods. I shall carry with me all the little customers who come +to me now to take my advice what they shall buy, and a lot of shopkeepers +of a better class, who will deal with a wholesale mean but will not buy +their goods of Boult." + +"Poor Mr. Boult!" + +"He must look after hisself. I heard Miss Bessie say the other day that +the wholesale line was genteeler than retail--." He broke off and looked +questioningly at Deleah, who had formed no opinion on the subject. + +"Bessie knows about these things," she assured him. "Then, you will become +a very rich man, Mr. Gibbon. And will go away, and never help us to make +mincemeat any more, or to clear the table after Sunday tea. You will drive +your carriage with a _pair_ of horses--not one miserable screw like Mr. +Boult--and you will live in a fine house, and grow roses, and build +conservatories; won't you?" + +"Yes," he assented solemnly. Then he unfolded his arms and' stretching +them sideways gripped with each hand the ledge of the dresser against +which he leant. "I shall want you to come with me," he said. + +"Me!" said Deleah. The shock of the surprise made her for a moment +breathless. She sat and gazed at him with wide eyes for what seemed an +age, saying nothing; and he also, for the moment incapable of further +speech, gazed back. At last "Bessie?" Deleah got out. "You mean Bessie?" + +"Why should I mean Bessie? _Bessie!_" he said, and flung the thought of +her from him with scorn. "Why should I mean Bessie? I mean you--you--you!" +he said, and endured her silence with eyes that clung desperately to her +face. + +"When I leave here, to go into that fine house--with the carriage +and--conservatories--will you come too?" + +"Oh, no!" Deleah said, whispering, with drooping head. + +Then they sat opposite each other on table and dresser and were silent, +while the blood sang loudly in Deleah's ears, and beat with such cruel +throbbing in the man's temples that he did not know how to endure the +agony, and thought that his head must burst. + +When Deleah at last lifted her eyes and looked at him the change in his +face frightened her, his breath came hard and noisily as if he had been +running. Was it possible he could feel like that--this quiet, inoffensive, +uninteresting, middle-aged boarder, who had never appeared to feel +anything particularly before? About her? + +"I am so sorry," she said in genuine distress, horribly grieved at and +ashamed of her part in his pain. "I thought it was Bessie." + +"You have refused me? You mean it--absolutely? There is no hope for me?" + +Deleah shivered. It was the regulation phrase used by the rejected lover +in the novel of the day. It had thrilled Deleah a hundred times as she had +read it. There was nothing stilted or theatrical in the words as Charles +Gibbon said them, but they brought home to her the unwelcome fact that he +was in deadly earnest, that he loved her, and she was dealing him a cruel +blow. She felt miserable, humiliated, ashamed. It was preposterous, out of +all proportion, that he should have had to ask such a question, in such a +tone, of little Deleah Day. + +"I am so very sorry, Mr. Gibbon," she said again, and he heard in a +silence that made her heart ache. + +"Shall you go away?" she asked him presently. In books the lover being +rejected removed himself for a time in order to recover from the blow. She +was relieved to find in the boarder's case this was not considered +necessary. + +"Why should I go away?" he asked. + +"It will be better to go on just the same," she advised eagerly. "Bessie +need never know." + +"Bessie!" he said again contemptuously; he loosed his grip of the dresser, +and swung round, standing with his back to her, that she might not see his +face. "You've crushed every hope I had; you've--broken me; and you talk to +me of Bessie. What, in the name of heaven or hell, do you suppose I care +for _Bessie_; or whether she knows or not?" + +Deleah, keeping her place on the table, listened to the altered, choked +voice of him with astonishment. Their unfailingly polite--too polite! and +retiring boarder! Was it really he, standing with his back to her, +speaking of Bessie--Bessie!--in such a tone! + +"You see, I never knew! I never guessed," she excused herself helplessly. + +"No. I don't suppose you gave me a thought. Morning, noon and night you +were everything to me. There was nothing else. I have worked for you, +lived for you--" + +His back was towards her--the horrible thought that he was crying came to +her; his voice was rough and broken. + +"If I had only guessed--" she said in hideous distress and embarrassment. +She had thought, as all girls do, of one day getting an offer of marriage; +that it could ever be such a miserable experience as this she had not +imagined. If it had only been a stranger, she thought foolishly; some one +outside her life, of whom she had seen little! But Mr. Gibbon--their +boarder! The sight of him in their home circle had become as familiar to +her as might have been the sight of her brother: she could not reconcile +herself to the thought that this man in the horribly unfamiliar guise was +he. "If I had only guessed--!" + +"And if you had?" he asked, but hopelessly, without turning round. + +"I could have told you the sooner. There wouldn't have been such +a--waste." + +She slipped off the table, and stood beside it in a painful state of +indecision. She longed to get away from the sight of him, to escape; but +at the same time, being Deleah, she also longed to comfort. + +"I shall not even tell mama," she promised. "We shall go on just as usual. +And soon--soon we shall forget it has happened." + +"Shall we?" + +"Oh, yes! It is astonishing how we can put things away, in the back of our +minds, and go on as if they weren't there at all. Quite astonishing." + +"We oughtn't to make a piece of work about our sorrows if we can get along +with them as easily as that!" + +"Oh, not our sorrows, of course." She remembered how the sorrow of her +father's dreadful end was with her still and would be while she lived. +"Our sorrow, of course, Mr. Gibbon, we cannot forget. But a little thing +that goes amiss like this--a little disappointment--" + +"I see," he said. Then he gave a sound, half choke, half hiccough, that +was meant for a laugh; and presently he turned round. "Then, we will go on +as before, Miss Deleah. You need not be afraid any one will learn of +this--'little disappointment'--from me. I am pretty well used to hiding +what I feel. It comes easy when you've once learnt that nobody cares." + +"Oh, Mr. Gibbon. Don't please say that. I care." + +"No, you don't. You don't care like I want you to. What's the good of +anything else? Have we finished clearing away the tea-things, Miss Deleah? +Anything more that I can help you with?" + +She shook her head, looking at him with eyes which implored him not to be +bitter or unhappy. And as she looked, seeing the familiar red face and +squat strong figure of him in a new light an idea struck her. + +"Mr. Gibbon," she said, "it was _you_ who sent the concert tickets, and +all the flowers and fruit, and the canary in its lovely cage. It was +you--you!" + +"No, no! Mr. Boult, of course, Miss Deleah. You found out who it was, long +ago. Kind, generous Mr. Boult!" + +"And I took them all, and never thanked you--!" She put out a hand to +delay him as he walked past her to the door; but he took no heed, and +without another word she let him go. + +"What have you done with your roses?" Deleah asked. Bessie tucked in her +plump chin and looked down upon the place beneath her jacket collar where +they had been pinned. "I must have lost them coming out of church!" she +said. "Pray do not let the Honourable Charles hear of it." + +The three poor roses! Deleah's roses, the boarder had tramped the ten +miles to get for her! + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +For Bernard + + +Sir Francis Forcus was standing with his back to the empty fireplace in +his private room at the Brewery, a copy of the local daily newspaper in +his hand. It was a pleasant room, although the view from the two open +windows was only of the tall black wharves and warehouses across the way. +You must lean from the window to catch sight of the black river flowing +beneath, upon which the Brewery was built; of the great wherries and +barges unloading below; to see the canoes and pleasure boats, escaping +from the polluted waters, the bricks and mortars of the locality, to the +sunlit stream flowing between fair gardens and green pastures of the +country, a half-mile farther on. + +From a window in one of the black, ill-looking wharves across the way an +imprisoned lark was singing, rewarding man for his cruel treatment with +the best he had to give, after the manner of the brute creation, whose +avenging is not yet. A ray of sunlight straggling in--in more open, more +favoured localities, the sun lay broadly over all on that spring +morning--touched the face of Sir Francis, which wore a by no means +well-pleased expression. In the paper he was reading, wet from the press, +was an account of a steeplechase in which his brother's name had largely +figured. He had not won the race, nor distinguished himself in any way, +except by the number and severity of his falls, and the fact that he had +killed his horse; but the _Brockenham Star_ was, to a large extent, the +property of the firm of big brewers, and had therefore made the most of +the young man's exploits. + +"The boy will break his neck yet," the reader said to himself. He was not +largely in his brother's confidence. The death of the horse was news to +him; he had not even known there was a steeplechase. + +"What good is he doing with all this?" Sir Francis asked of himself, +sternly looking off the paper. "He takes no interest in the Brewery. He is +a man in years, and has never done a half-hour's work in his life." + +Sir Francis's own half-hours of work would not have totalled up to much, +but he had business ability, nevertheless. At certain hours of the day he +was always to be found, as now, at his post, and what he did not do +himself he took care that those he paid should do efficiently. + +Above the mantelpiece hung the portrait of the founder of the Brewery, or +rather of the man who had worked up the business already founded into a +phenomenally successful one. Often as the elder partner looked upon the +sensible, kindly, handsome-featured face, he reminded himself how very +dear to his father in his old age had been this unbusiness-like, +pleasure-loving, steeplechase-riding younger son, who had been but a boy +at school when the old man had died. Very frequently it was necessary for +him to remind himself of the fact; for between the duty-loving, +serious-minded, middle-aged, sorrowing widower and his half-brother was +very little in common. + +A clerk opening the door announced that a lady had called who was waiting +to see Sir Francis. + +"A lady? My sister--Miss Forcus?" + +"A young lady. She didn't give her name." + +"Ask it, please." + +Back came the clerk with a slip of paper on which was written a name Sir +Francis read to himself, and then aloud, looking questioningly upon the +clerk, "Miss Deleah Day. Miss Deleah Day?" + +The clerk, having no information to give or suggestion to offer, continued +to look respectfully at his employer's boots. + +"Show her in, please," Sir Francis said; and in a minute the door was +opened and Deleah appeared. + +Sir Francis, the _Brockenham Star_ depending from his left hand, bowed in +his solemn fashion to the girl, and going forward turned a chair round +from the writing-table, in which be indicated his desire that she should +sit. How white and frightened she looked; what a young, little, +extraordinary pretty thing! Full well he remembered the last occasion of +her presence in his room. What had sent her to him now? What did she want? +He recalled how Reggie, whose name, it seemed to him, was always being +mentioned in some undesirable connection or other, had got himself mixed +up with this girl's objectionable family. Reggie, he wondered? Or was it +that the mother's wretched grocery business had failed, as he had always +expected it to do, and he was to be asked for another contribution towards +setting her going again? + +With those thoughts passing through his mind, he went back to his old +position by the fireplace, standing up stiff and straight and tall, upon +the hearth, to survey his visitor from there. + +"You were so kind once," Deleah said, and he heard that she had a +difficulty in keeping her voice steady, and saw that her lips shook "--so +very kind when I came to you before, that I have come again." + +Too apprehensive of what her errand might be to say that he was glad to +see her, he bowed his head in sign of courteous attention, and waited. + +As she had come on her hateful errand, she had thought of how she would +prepare the ground, in some way leading up to the petition she had to +make, but speech was too difficult, and she could barely deliver herself +of the necessary words: "I have come to ask you to give me fifty pounds," +she said. + +Sir Francis's eyes opened largely upon her, but he did not speak. To say +at once that he would give the poor child--the tool no doubt of her +family, sent by them to work upon him because she was so pretty and young +and appealing--fifty pounds without further explanation would be simply +silly: to say that he would not did not enter his head. + +She had waited for an encouraging word; none coming; painfully she +laboured on: "I say 'give' because I am not sure I could ever pay you--I +earn so very little money. But if I ever can pay you, you may trust me +that I shall." + +"I am sure you will," the rich man said, and waited for her to go on with +her story. But she sat in an embarrassed silence before him, her head +drooping, frightened and ashamed. + +"We will call it 'lent,' shall we?" presently he said. "You will feel +happier so. And there will be no hurry. No hurry, at all." + +"Oh thank you! I do thank you so much. I want to tell you--" + +"No, no," he said and held up a hand to check the words upon her lips. It +was ridiculous to give away money in such a fashion, but he had a feeling +that if he knew its destination he should give it with more reluctance. + +"But I must tell you, please. I wanted to tell you before, but--" Her eyes +avoided his face and wandered distressedly round the room. How well she +remembered it! It was here she had come to beg this man--this +stranger!--to keep her father out of prison. And now her brother--now +Bernard! Was there any girl in all the world so overwhelmed with shame as +she! "It is my brother--" she got out. "He--I have brought his letter." + +She found her pocket, and brought forth the letter which had come to her +by the morning post, ravaging her heart, turning the sunshine black, +making the song of the imprisoned lark opposite into a dirge, plunging her +back into the woe which had been hers at the time of her father's +disgrace. She drew the miserable letter from its envelope and held it to +Sir Francis in trembling fingers. + +"No," he said, and waved it away. "It is perhaps something that your +brother would rather not have known. Something which can remain between +you and him. And this--this fifty pounds"--he had gone to his +writing-table, pulled a cheque-book from a drawer, was writing within it +as he spoke--"this also is between you and me. No one, besides, needs ever +to know a word of it." + +The chair he had arranged for her to sit in was by the writing-table; he, +sitting on the opposite side of it, lifted his eyes to her face without +lifting his head: "You wish this made out to your brother or yourself?" + +"To my brother." + +"Will you tell me his name?" + +"Bernard William." + +She watched his strong white hand move over the paper, writing so easily +the words that were of such moment to her. How the great ruby in the ring +he wore on the hand which held the pen seemed to glow and burn in the +sunlight. On the little finger of his other hand was a plain small circlet +she knew to be from the finger of his dead wife. She noticed in the strong +light from the window how the smooth black hair had grown grey about the +ears, how lines which had not been there before had graved themselves in +the handsome, impassive face. Was he very unhappy too, Deleah wondered, in +the midst of her own trouble? Did he still mourn, as they said he had +done, so heavily, for the lost wife? + +He pushed the cheque across the table to her. "There!" he said. + +He had caught her gaze fixed with its sorrowful questioning upon his face, +and he put away from him his doubt, his annoyance, and in spite of himself +smiled encouragement into her pleading, beautiful, innocently worshipping +eyes. + +"Do not be unhappy," he said. "This will put things right, we will hope; +and set your brother on his feet again. You must not look so sad." + +At the words--he had been wrong to speak so kindly--the clear hazel of her +eyes was suffused with tears. The eyes were doubly beautiful so. + +"'I'll not believe but Desdemona's honest'" he found himself replying to +that annoying little voice which kept whispering, "Have they put her on to +me?" + +Deleah kept her wet eyes strained upon him, lest in lowering them the +tears should overflow. "I don't know what you can think of me," she said +falteringly. "I don't know how I had courage to come. I only had Bernard's +letter this morning; he said--it--must be done to-day. My mother must not +know: there is no one else: I had no one to ask. You had been so good to +me once--I thought of you." + +"I quite understand. Quite. Quite." + +"I was a child then," she laboured on, forcing herself to try to express +what she felt ought to be said; "and although I had no right to trouble +you, to a child things may be forgiven. But now--but now--!" + +"But now," he repeated, and smiled his faint smile again. To him she was +but a child still, and his tone conveyed that message. + +"I am very much ashamed," she said. "And so--so grateful." + +She folded the cheque, put it in her cheap, little-used purse, and stood +up. So humiliated she felt, she hesitated to put out her hand, lest he +should think it presumptuous on her part to expect him to shake hands with +her. + +"Where is this brother of yours? What is he doing?" he asked. + +"He is at Ingleby. Mr. George Boult put him into one of his shops in the +country." + +"Oh! George Boult?" + +Something in tone depreciatory of the man caused Deleah to say quickly, +"He has been very good to us. He helped mama about the grocer's shop; and +advises her." + +"So I have heard." He was thinking to himself if the unsatisfactory +brother had to look for mercy for any misdoings to George Boult he would +be in a sorry case. + +"He is very young--my poor brother," Deleah put in. "And I suppose he has +made bad friends. He never has a holiday. He can never come home to mama +and us--" + +"Ah, that is bad. And can't you go over to him? I am sure that you could +do him good." For the thought came to him, as he looked down upon the +sorrowful girl in her neat, cheap frock, standing so shyly before him, +that he had never seen goodness written so legibly on the face of any +human being as on that of this daughter of a thief and sister of a +never-do-well. + +"Railway travelling is expensive, and we are obliged to live very +carefully," Deleah said. "Poor mama has made one or two bad debts lately. +And so many people, who pay in the end, are so very slow to do so." Deleah +shook her head slowly and sorrowfully over these sluggards. "Also, I am +occupied, of course, all day long." + +"May I know in what way?" + +"I teach," Deleah said, and lifted her head with a kind of pride in the +avowal which was very pretty. "I am second English governess at Miss +Chaplin's school for young ladies. I earn enough there to buy my own +clothes and Franky's." + +Her courage was coming back to her; instead of the difficulty she had +experienced in dragging out the words necessary to explain and condone her +errand, she now had the impulse to tell him things, to make him +confidences. + +"And who is Franky?" + +"He is my little brother. Very much younger than the rest, and the pet +with all of us. Mama says, but for Franky, she thinks she could never have +survived the troubles she has had. I think we all felt that. We could not +be always crying and melancholy in the company of a little boy who does +not understand, and who wants so much to enjoy himself. For Franky's sake +we have to be cheerful. He is only nine. Only seven when--all +that--happened to papa." + +"Franky must not go into one of George Boult's shops," Sir Francis said. +"When Franky is old enough to leave school--to begin to earn his +living--come and tell me, will you?" + +Her face lit, till it was lovely as a sun-kissed flower. "Oh, I will! Oh, +thank you," she said; and then she did put out her hand, and for an +instant her fingers closed with all their soft strength round the hand he +gave her. "Oh, thank you!" she said again. + +Then he opened the door for her, and she went. + + + + +Deleah, when she had sent off the cheque, whose receipt must have +surprised him exceedingly, to her brother, felt herself to be almost +bursting with the desire to confide in some one the history of her visit +to the rich brewer. She longed to descant on his looks, to repeat his +words, above all to tell of the heavenly promise contained in that last +divine sentence concerning Franky. No one must be told; but Deleah was +over young to be burdened with a secret; it made her restless. She could +not sit with Bessie, to hear her discuss the pattern of the sleeve she was +cutting out for a new Sunday frock. She ran down to the shop, for the +relief of being near her mother. + +Mrs. Day glanced at her with welcoming eyes and turned at once again +attentively upon her customer, a good lady difficult to please in the +matter of candles. + +"A tallow candle will do very well for the servants to gutter down, in the +kitchen," she was irritably declaring. "But neither my daughter nor me can +abide the smell of tallow; and your wax ones are a cruel price. Cruel, +Mrs. Day! I suppose you could not make a reduction by my taking two +packets?" + +Mrs. Day shook a patient head. "We really get almost nothing out of them, +as it is," she sadly protested. "These candles--called composite--ladies +are beginning to buy them for servants' use as well as their own. I sell +more composites now than either wax or tallow." + +"You couldn't oblige me with one or two to try?--Oh, good afternoon, Miss +Day. So you are not above coming into the shop sometimes, to bear your +mama company?" + +"Above it!" said Deleah; and because she had to be as sweet as sugar to +her mother's customers, she smiled upon Mrs. Potter, who turned from the +counter to engage her in talk. + +"What for you, my dear?" Mrs. Day's next customer was a very shabby, very +small boy, his grimy, eager face appearing just above the counter. + +"A ha'p'r' o' acids, like th' last." He held up the coin in his fist to +assure her of the good faith of the transaction. + +"You give me more 'n that, last time, for a ha'p'ny. You ha'n't weighed +'em," the customer grumbled. + +"Lucky for you I have not! Here! Take your ha'penny and be off." + +Many customers of that unremunerative order had the widow. When the ragged +little ones happened to be about the age of Franky they were sure of +bouncing weight, and of getting their money returned. She smiled upon the +scaramouch now, who was watched from the door by half a dozen +confederates. The ha'penny was common property apparently, for each was +presently clamouring for his share. + +These screws of sweets and quarter pounds of broken biscuits given to the +children of the very poor afforded her the only pleasure Mrs. Day got out +of her long hours behind the grocery counter. For, in spite of the greed +and selfishness of human nature, perhaps the most keenly felt deprivations +of the one who has been rich and now is poor is the inability to put the +hand lightly in the pocket, and with no thought if it can be afforded or +no, to give to those who ask. + +While Mrs. Day had been attending to her own customers with one ear, she +had been hearing with the other a discussion going on at the opposite +corner as to the price and the quality of the butter. + +"Ours is from the best dairy," young--very young!--Mr. Pretty was assuring +the poor, respectable woman who was hanging back from putting his +assertion to the test. "Fresh in, every day, mum. Like to put a bit on +your tongue to try it?" + +The woman did so, tasting the morsel with an anxious look. "But I can't +afford to give you one-and-two the pound, if I can buy it a penny less, +only a little way down the street." + +"You don't get butter there like this, ma'am;" and young Mr. Pretty, who +should have been Master Pretty surely, by rights, conveyed a piece of +butter to his own tongue, and tasted it loudly, looking very wise. + +"'Best quality, one and a penny.' I see it ticketed up as I come by +Coman's." She turned round to the mistress of the shop. "I have always +dealt along of you for butter, ma'am," she said. "I haven't no wish to +leave you, but where I buy my butter--stand to reason I must buy the rest +of my grosheries." + +"If Coman is down to that; you shall have it for the same sum;" Mrs. Day +promised. Her butter had already been "dropped" twice before, that day, in +order to keep pace with the passion for underselling of the new grocer, +who had, for the undoing of the widow and the orphan, opened a shop lower +down the street. Our poor retailer was selling her sugars, too, for less +than she gave for them. + +"You must do so for a time," George Boult had informed her. "Coman can't +go on like this for ever. He'll get tired of the game soon--if I know +anything of trade and tradesmen--then you can stick it on to your goods +again." + +While the subject of the butter was being debated, the child Franky came +in from afternoon school. He was day-boarder at a cheap academy to which +other small tradesmen's sons were sent--a school very inferior to that to +which Bernard had gone. Companionship with rough, common children had not +improved the manners of Franky, nor his habit of speech. He dashed in, +with no thought of the deference due to customers, pushed out of his way +the lady just deciding to let Mrs. Day try to procure in the town a candle +more to her taste, rushed round the counter to his mother. + +"C'n I go in to tea with Willy Spratt? Willy Spratt's ma says I may go to +tea with 'm. I wish to, very much. C'n I go?" + +"No, my dear. We like you to have tea with us. We can't spare you." + +"C'n I go, ma? C'n I go? Willy Spratt's waitin' outside." + +Willy Spratt was the son of the cutler and his wife, across the way. Very +good customers of Mrs. Day, very good people; but-- + +"You haven't spoken to Mrs. Potter, Franky," Deleah said to divert the +child's mind. "You know Mrs. Potter, sir. Where are your manners?" + +"Quite 'ell, I thank ye," said Franky without a glance in the direction of +the good lady in question, who had not the intention to inquire for his +health. "C'n I go, ma? Willy's waitin' outside; and c'n I go?" + +"Oh go!" his poor mother said. "Go! But, Franky dear, _don't_ pull your +cap in that hideous fashion over your eyes." + +But Franky had ducked his head from beneath his mother's hand, dashed +round the counter, and was away to the society of the expectant Willy. + +In an interregnum of peace between the going and coming of customers Mrs. +Day moaned to Deleah over the grievous subject of Franky's deterioration. +"He even brushes his hair, and wears his cap, in the fashion of that +dreadful Willy Spratt. Being so young he does not stand a chance. He must +grow into just a common little boy." + +"Never, mama!" Deleah, the unfailing comforter, declared. "Why, Franky +looks like a creature of a different mould from Willy Spratt. Franky, with +that dear little nose of his, is distinctly aristocratic. Don't laugh! He +is indeed. You and he are, you know; and any one can see it." + +"Nonsense, my dear," the mother said, but smiled and was comforted on that +score. "It is inevitable, I suppose," she went on, "that we fall into the +way of speech of those around us. But it vexes me. Have you noticed that +even Bessie habitually speaks of Mr. Gibbon now without the 'Mr.'? +'Gibbon' said this or 'Gibbon' did that. I don't like to mention it to +her, but it offends my ear." + +"I wouldn't say anything," Deleah counselled. "We know that Bessie is--so +very easily upset." + +"Poor Bessie!" the mother said. Both of them had a vision of Bessie +drumming her heels on the floor in the hysterics into which a few +thwarting words would throw her. "What about Bessie's love affairs?" Mrs. +Day presently asked. "I should be so thankful to see Bessie with a home of +her own. She would be so happy, married. But--?" + +She paused questioningly upon the "but," knowing it to be a very large +one. + +"I don't think Reggie means anything, mama." + +"No," acquiesced Mrs. Day, sadly shaking her head. "I can't think how +Bessie can be so blind. Yet, if it were otherwise, what an escape out of +Bridge Street it would be for her." + +Deleah was silent. + +"Or for you?" + +Deleah laughed with her colour high: "I would not marry Reggie Forcus if +he were stuffed with gold, mama." + +Mrs. Day turned away to wait upon the untidy little servant girl from over +the way whose family had suddenly "run out of vinegar." + +Her eyes had been sharp enough to see on which of her daughters' faces it +was that Reginald Forcus's gaze dwelt; she had divined the attraction +which drew the pleasure-loving, much sought young man to sit patiently for +hours in the evening, watching the girls at their work. She looked, +drearily, the vinegar being measured and the customer gone, between the +intervening biscuit tins and pickle jars into the street. She had begun to +cherish a dream that if not Bessie it might be her pretty Deleah who, +through Reggie, should find a way out. + +"Supposing he really wanted to marry either of us you would not surely +like it, would you, mama?" + +And Mrs. Day was obliged to admit with a kind of shame that she would. + +"That silly, irresponsible, baby of a young man; without two ideas in his +head!" + +But the mother knew if his head was empty, his pocket was not. He might +not be clever, or have much stability of character, but oh, how many +things which made life pleasant he possessed! She who had had them, and +had lost them, was not one to underrate the value of worldly goods. + +"I suppose the end will be Bessie must marry Mr. Gibbon," she said, with +an effort at resignation and putting away from her unwillingly the golden +dream. "I should not blame Bessie," she went on judicially. "He is a good +and steady-going man, although so very quiet. Have you noticed, my dear, +how very quiet Mr. Gibbon has become?" + +"Yes, mama." + +"I suppose it is love which makes him so quiet." + +She supposed so, Deleah said. That he had been quieter still would have +pleased her better. She could have spared his fierce "I love you," +whispered behind the tablecloth when he and she had stooped simultaneously +to pick up a knife which had fallen yesterday; his impassioned "Only look +at me!" fiercely breathed last night over the candlestick he put into her +hand. Both Bessie and her mother looked on the Honourable Charles as +Bessie's property. Deleah was frightened at, and ashamed of, these +irregular demonstrations. + +"He is a commonplace, uninteresting looking man--but for something there +in his eyes. I don't know if you have noticed what I mean, Deleah?--Yet he +will make a safe husband, with no thought in his head but for Bessie; and +I suppose we must make up our minds to the sacrifice." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +What Is It Now? + + +"Any message for your son, ma'am?" Mr. Gibbon inquired one night at +supper-time of the widow, and announced that business called him to +Ingleby on the next morning. + +He did not add that he went with special instructions to inquire into +complaints again made of Bernard Day by the manager of the branch shop, +and to bring back a report on which George Boult could act. + +"The boy will have to be removed from Ingleby," the draper said. "I want +to know if I am justified in discharging him on the spot, or whether I may +risk giving him another chance." + +Mr. Boult had stayed his hand from dealing summarily with the young man, +as it had been his instinct to do. After all, he was William Day's son; +the son of the one friend whom, in all his life, he had made. The son of +the widow of Bridge Street, also; and he, George Boult, had been the +arbiter of her destiny, of the destiny of her children, and was proud of +the fact. The result had not been altogether satisfactory. No amount of +teaching or of bullying would ever make a business woman of the mother; +but then he knew that he had enjoyed the teaching and bullying. He felt +a glow of satisfaction, when he read her name in the small white letters +on a black ground above the shop door, "Lydia Day, licensed to sell tobacco +and snuff," and remembered it was he who had caused that legend to be +written there. It pleased him to recall the handsome woman in her silks +and laces, who had extended a patronising hand to him, now and again, on +those Sunday afternoons he had spent with her husband--the haughty-looking, +dark-skinned, dark-eyed beauty, as he conjured her to his mind's eye--and +then to enter the gloomy little shop, and to see this same woman--was it +in truth the same?--her black gown covered by a large white, bibbed apron, +white sleeves to her elbows, standing behind the counter, to weigh treacle +into a customer's jar, or to descant on the merits of various scrubbing +soaps. + +"My doing," George Boult said to himself, and was pleased. + +His mother had many messages for Bernard, of course. A parcel of a couple +of shirts for him too, which she and the girls had made for him, stitching +busily together after the day's work was done. He was to write oftener. He +was to send her his socks to mend. To take long walks into the country; +and not by any means to be tempted to spend his evenings at the horrid +hotel which Mr. Boult had complained to his mother he frequented. + +In the morning a little parcel was put into the boarder's hand, with the +request that he would give it to Bernard. It contained a sovereign the +poor woman, who had not a penny to spare, had taken from a sum due to meet +a certain account, that day. The boy's salary was so very, very small; the +wholesale house must wait for payment. + +When Deleah arrived home from her school on the afternoon of that day, she +found the shop in charge of Mr. Pretty alone, a state of things never +permitted except at meal-times. Deleah went into the house and ran +upstairs with a foreboding mind. Reaching the dark landing upon which the +sitting-room opened, her heart sank within her at the sound of loud +weeping proceeding from that room. Her mother was dying, or dead, bemoaned +by Bessie, she decided, her thoughts leaping to the worst that could +befall. + +It was a relief to her, therefore, to see Mrs. Day seated in her +accustomed chair, grey and stricken of face, but alive, and as she +maintained an upright position, presumably well. The mother was looking +straight before her with blindly staring eyes, paying no heed to Bessie, +stretched upon the sofa, uttering howl upon howl. + +"What is it now?" Deleah asked, standing in the doorway as if struck +there. "Tell me quickly what it is." Her mind flew afield in search of +awful possibilities. "Is Bernard dead?" she asked. + +"Oh, I wish he were! I wish he were!" Bessie cried, and flung herself into +a sitting position. "I wish he were. Bernard is worse, far worse than +dead. Bernard has enlisted for a soldier!" + +Deleah shut the door and came forward into the room. "Is that all?" she +asked. Her poor little face was white, her eyes wild with fear. That +Bernard was in prison had been what she dreaded to hear. "Oh, mama, if +that is all, it is not so terrible." + +Then there came a knock at the door and Charles Gibbon came in. Deleah +turned upon him: "You should not have told them; you should have told me," +she reproached him. + +"I don't think so," he said bluntly. "Why should you bear the brunt of +everything?" + +Mrs. Day was incapable of speech, her poor lips shaking, the hands +twitching which lay helpless on her lap. + +Bessie looked at her. "Poor mama! Poor mama!" she moaned. "This will kill +mama! The disgrace will kill her!" + +"Hush!" said the Honourable Charles, and turned upon her, shocking her +into silence. "You should have more control over yourself, Miss Bessie. +Hysterics never helped any one in the world, yet." + +"Hysterics!" repeated Bessie, but was so astonished that she ceased to +moan. + +"Mrs. Day," the boarder went on, "I told you the news about your son a +little abruptly perhaps, but I did not consider I was telling you bad +news. Many"--he was going to say "better men" but changed it into--"many +better off than he have done the same thing, and it has been the making of +them. I tell you straight, under all the circumstances, I think he has +done the best thing he could." + +"I must buy him off, of course," Mrs. Day said, paying no heed. "Do you +know how to set about it, Mr. Gibbon; and what it costs?" + +If Mr. Gibbon knew he did not say. + +"To think of Bernard being a common soldier--a private!" Bessie began +again, and shook once more with sobs. "If he comes here, Deleah, do you +think he will expect us to walk out with him? We can never be seen with +Bernard again--never! Never! Never!" + +She had quarrelled continually with Bernard, but she had been fond of him, +and proud of his good looks. Poor Bessie's grief was selfishly shown, but +it was genuine grief all the same. + +"Discipline will be the best thing in the world for him," the boarder +promised. "A friend of mine who also went to the b---- who also enlisted, +for certain reasons, is an officer now." + +"Bernard will have no luck," Bessie declared. "No luck ever comes our +way." + +"There's no good waiting for luck, Miss Bessie--" + +"Will Mr. Boult buy him off?" the widow interrupted. No argument weighed +with her. She listened to no attempt at comfort. "I must go to Mr. Boult +at once, and ask him to do it." + +"If you take my advice, you won't, ma'am. If you ask him ever so, he +won't." + +"I will beg him, on my knees," the poor lady said. + +Deleah followed Gibbon to the landing. "Is there anything you are keeping +back?" she whispered to him. "You can tell me. I am not Bessie." + +"The boy's been a fool--but there's nothing that can't be hushed up." + +Her eyes full of fear clung to his face; she was determined to hear the +worst. "You must tell me," she persisted. + +"A couple of bills were paid over the counter; only for small amounts. +Your brother did not--did not--" + +"You mean he took the money for himself?" + +How white her face was! The sound of Bessie's sighs and moans came from +the sitting-room. Deleah opened another door on the landing. It was that +of her mother's bedroom, but she cared nothing for that. With a hand on +the boarder's arm she led him in there, and shut the door. + +"Bernard stole the money?" she whispered. She had no thought of herself, +or of who it was she held by the arm, had forgotten that he loved her. To +know the worst, and to know it at once, so that in some way her mother +might be spared the knowledge, was what she wanted. + +She had no pity on herself, but he had pity for her--abounding, +overwhelming pity; the brave little white-faced girl, who did not moan, +nor fling herself about, nor talk nonsense; who had courage, who faced +things. + +"Your brother gave the receipts all right," he said slowly, "but he +omitted to enter the accounts as paid in the ledger." + +"And the money? What did he do with the money?" + +"The money is all right. The firm loses nothing." + +"How do you mean? Tell me." + +"The money was found in his room." + +"Who found it?" + +"I found it. It was only for a small amount." + +"And paid it in? So that they lose nothing? So that they all know that +Bernard had only been careless? That he was not a thief?" + +"It's all right," he assured her. "There's nothing for you to worry +about--now." + +"You are sure you are keeping nothing back? You would not deceive me? +There is nothing more?" + +Gibbon hesitated; he was not a man who told lies; and there was something +more. "It seems he made debts--debts that out of his salary it was +impossible for your brother to pay." + +"Yes?" + +"But he did pay them." + +"He did? Then--?" + +"You see, Miss Deleah, they're wishful to know where he got the money from +to pay with." + +She looked at him with knit brows anxiously for a minute, then her face +cleared and a glad light was in her eyes. "Why, I can tell them!" she +said, "I sent him the money to pay the debts." + +"It was fifty pounds--about. _You_ sent it?" + +"Oh, the money was not mine. It was Sir Francis Forcus's money. I asked +him for it. You can tell them I sent it, Mr. Gibbon; but tell them no +more. Sir Francis wished it to be a secret between him and me." + +"Oh!" Gibbon said, and roughly shook her hand from his arm. + +"You don't believe me?" + +"I believe you fast enough; oh, yes." + +"Then why are you angry?" + +"You might have come to me. Why didn't you come to me?" + +"Oh, I don't know," Deleah said. The several reasons she could have given +it seemed kinder to withhold. + +He pounced upon her, his eyes blazing. "I don't like these '_secrets_' +between a man and a girl." + +Deleah drew back with a little offence. "If you knew at all what Sir +Francis is like you would not say such a thing as that, Mr. Gibbon." + +"What is he like?" + +"Infinitely--infinitely above everything that is not kind and +generous--and noble." + +"He is just like any other man, except that he has more money." + +Deleah put on her little air of dignity. "I thank you for telling me +everything about my brother," she said. "I am so relieved that there was +nothing worse to hear." + +He watched her as she walked across the gloomy little square of landing +and entered the other room. When she held her small head so poised on its +long graceful throat, when the corners of her lips were ever so little +turned down, the small rounded chin turned up, and the wonderful black +eyelashes swept her cheeks he was afraid of her, little bit of a girl of +less than half his age as she was; a girl who had been a child but two +years ago, when he had come to the house. A girl whose lips as far as he +had ever heard had never spoken one ungentle word; a girl who had pity on +drowning flies, and carefully turned away her foot from the abject worm. +But then he was always trembling before her, either with love or fear. + +The impulse to tell her that the purse-proud brewer was not the only man +who had done the wretched brother a service for her sake possessed him. +The few pounds he had put, in order that he might find them there, in +Bernard's room, had been infinitely more to him than the fifty pounds to +Sir Francis Forcus. And he was one who saved his money anxiously for the +end he had in view. Would she call him "kind and generous and noble" if he +told her? He more than doubted it. + +"We can't possibly walk about with Bernard in the dress of a private +soldier," Bessie was saying when Deleah returned to the sitting-room. "We +have come down, mama, I know, but we have not come down so low as that; +and Bernard can't expect it of us." + +"I shall buy him off, if I have to sell the clothes off my back," Mrs. Day +said, oblivious of the fact that her wardrobe in the market might perhaps +have fetched the sum of thirty shillings. + +"I would not be in too great a hurry, mama." + +"You think nothing about the sufferings of your poor brother, Deleah. My +darling son." + +"I do think of him. I think he will be very angry if this is done at once. +You must wait until he has had time to get sick of it." + +"As soon as the shop is closed I shall go to Mr. Boult and beg of him to +help me to buy him off," Mrs. Day persisted. + +She rose up stiffly from her chair and stood beside it, her hand grasping +its back, waiting for the strength to come to her to take up the burthen +of business again. Ah, if only she had leisure for grieving, if she might +lie on the sofa and cry, as Bessie was doing, what a luxury it would have +been! + +The assistant had been left to "get up" an order for her most important +customer in her absence. He had put the wrong sugars into parcels, and the +wrong tea. In reaching the tin of "foy grass" from the top shelf, he had +knocked down and broken a bottle of piccalilli, catching its contents in +the crystallised sugar drawer. Mrs. Day was very gentle with him, who was +younger even than poor Bernard. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +The Dangerous Scrooge + + +Mrs. Day was spared the errand to Mr. George Boult on which she had been +bent, for that gentleman, before the time for putting up shutters was +reached, having had an interview with his Manchester man, sought the widow +in her shop. + +Since having been made a magistrate, it was to be observed that certain +changes had taken place in the appearance and the attire of the successful +draper. He affected now the light-coloured tweed suit of the country +gentlemen, rather than the black decorous garments of trade. A deerstalker +replaced the tall hat to which his head was accustomed, and he wore it, as +was the fashion among the younger generation at that period, ever so +little on one side. His short beard was trimmed to a point, his moustache +turned upwards at the ends, on his hands were gloves of tawny-coloured +leather. Altogether he now presented a figure which, in spite of the undue +protuberance of stomach, and the shortness and thickness of neck, he had +the satisfaction of knowing to be strangely rejuvenated and quite +up-to-date. + +"Business not very lively to-day, ma'am?" he said in his quick, hard way, +looking round upon the empty shop. + +It was about everybody's tea-time. A slack hour, Mrs. Day reminded him. + +"Coman's was full, as I came by," he told her. "He's got a sugar in his +window at three-ha'pence; one great placard quoting primest butter at +elevenpence; another setting forth that a quarter pound of tea would be +given away with every half-crown spent in the shop." + +Mrs. Day sighed despondently. "We can't cope with him," she said. "There +is no good in trying." + +"What do you intend to do then? Do you suppose families will buy their +groshery" (he was always pronouncing it "groshery") "of you when they can +buy it cheaper, a few shops farther down? Why should they, ma'am, come to +think of it?" + +"They won't, of course," Mrs. Day acquiesced, "but we may as well be +ruined through lack of custom as through selling our goods for less than +we give for them." + +"I'll tell you what will ruin you," he said brusquely. "And that is lack +of spunk." He derived a pleasure from the belief, apparently; he announced +it with so much gusto. "In business you must not be a coward, ma'am. You +must go for the man that's 'underselling' you, stand up to him, pay him +out of his own coin." + +Poor Mrs. Day heard him with a fainting spirit, dreary-eyed. What did she +care for paying out Coman, down the street! Her heart was full of Bernard. + +"Now look here, ma'am; _re_-dress your window. Where's your young man? +Where's Pretty?" Pretty, who cordially loathed George Boult, reluctantly +appeared. "Look here, young man; to-night, when you've up-shuttered, clear +out half your window. Shove it full of the best sugar you've got. Put a +card on it--one that'll shout at 'em as they pass. Letters that long, do +you see, and black--_black_. 'Our three-ha'penny sugar. Comparisons +invited.' Just that. See? And, look here again, ma'am, stick a ha'penny, +or a penny a pound, on to your other goods, to make up. Understand?" + +Mrs. Day faintly admitted that she understood. + +"Oh, these things are easy enough to manage, get the hang of 'em. I don't +object to this underselling on Coman's part. A little conflict in trade +wakes interest, stirs us all up, customers and salesmen. We're too much +inclined in Brockenham to go to sleep. We must wake up, Mrs. Day. That's +our motter." + +Then, with hardly a pause, and with no change of tone, he went on to the +subject so near to her heart. "I have come in to speak to you, ma'am, +about this boy of yours. He has conducted himself towards me with the +basest ingratitude--but that we need not refer to, that don't matter, +although I must say, considering what I have done for you all--" + +Mrs. Day glanced towards Mr. Pretty, pricking his ears, and dismissed him +to his task of grinding coffee in the cellar. + +"Mr. Boult, if you would spare me!" she pleaded with a pitiful kind of +dignity. "We owe you a great deal, I know; not one of us is ungrateful. +But I beg you to be so considerate as to spare me complaints of my son." + +"I don't forget you are his mother, ma'am. I don't forget it for a moment. +Otherwise--" + +"What Bernard has done is the cause of the greatest grief to me--grief I +do not really know how to support. I was coming to see you, Mr. Boult. +Coming to ask you--to beg of you--" + +He lifted his square-looking hand, clad in the new orange-coloured glove, +to silence her. "Don't ask it," he said. "I know what you want me to do. +Gibbon prepared me. You wish me to buy off this ungain-doing son. Not a +penny of my money shall go to do it. Not a penny!" + +He brought the hand down smartly upon the counter, to emphasize the words. +Mrs. Day, gazing sad-eyed at him, said nothing. + +"The boy has behaved like an ill-conditioned, ignorant cub--Well! I'll +spare you. We know how he's behaved. Let him pay for it. He'll get a +sickener, I don't doubt. Serve him right. Serve him well right." + +"But, Mr. Boult--he is my son." + +"What difference does that make, my dear lady? Every ungain-doing boy is +some mother's son." + +"If Bernard could have one more chance!" + +"He's got it. By buying him off you are trying to do away with his chance. +The boy's been brought up too soft. Give him hardships; it's the best +physic for him." + +"Think of the forced companionship with those he must associate with!" + +"When he could pick his companions he chose the worst he could find. He's +amongst a rougher crew now, but a far and away better one for him." + +The tears were running down Mrs. Day's cheeks. She wiped them away +furtively with her hand, but he saw them. Saw, and resented them with the +impatient sense of injury a woman's tears arouse in that order of man. He +turned his back upon her, and began fingering the lemons displayed in a +box on the other counter. + +"Think over what I've said, ma'am. Words of wisdom you've heard, and every +one of 'em for your good. And see that your young man carries out my +suggestion for the window to-morrow, will you? Miss Bessie upstairs?" + +Mrs. Day, staring into the street through her tears, said she believed her +daughter was in the sitting-room. + +"I'll just run up and pay my respects to Miss Bessie, then." + +He had adopted the habit, of late, of going up to pay his respects in that +quarter after every business interview in the shop. Bessie pretended to +look upon the predilection for her society as presumption on George +Boult's part. + +"A man as old as my own father!" she often said to Emily, with whom she +had many confidences. + +"All the more reason for him to come fascinatin' round you," Emily +declared. + +How this ill-favoured, more than middle-aged spinster came to be an +authority on affairs of the heart she would have found it difficult to +explain; but she had ever an opinion to offer on such matters, and she +gave it with a weightiness and a conclusiveness which rendered it final. + +"It's when they gets past the time that females is likely to cast an eye +to them that they're dangerous--so madly are they then overcome with +love," she asserted. + +"I don't think old Scrooge will ever be dangerous," Bessie regretfully +demurred. She was much interested. "What do you mean by 'dangerous,' +Emily?" + +Emily would not descend to detail. She nodded a wise head. "You look out!" +she counselled. "And remember, Miss Bessie, I'm always at hand when he's +near." + +The idea that the elderly draper might suddenly become riotous, gave +always a zest to the _tête-à-tête_ which otherwise it might have lacked. +She was, truth to tell, a little disappointed to find him after each visit +no more alarming than he had been before. She even tried to pique him into +an exhibition of the "dangerous" symptom, treating him with the caprice +and the disdain she dared not have shown but for Emily's repeated +assurance she could play as she liked with him and he would never take +offence. The mother, Deleah, even little Franky, had to mind their "P's +and Q's" with the man who, as he himself had phrased it, "stood at the +back of them." Bessie was on a different plane, she told herself, and +could do as she liked. + +"I've been bullying your mother about that ill-doing brother of yours," he +said. "I thought I'd better say a word or two to you on the same subject." + +"Thank you, Mr. Boult. You have forgotten to take off your hat." + +He took it off with reluctance, because it concealed the bald top of his +head, and without being asked to do so, seated himself in the chair +opposite hers. + +Every man carries about with him his ideal of what a woman should look +like, although he probably changes it a good many times before he arrives +at the age, in Emily's opinion, dangerous for a lover. At the mature age +of fifty-five, George Boult's ideal happened to be realised by Bessie Day. +Fair-skinned she was, and very plump. Her waist was small, exceedingly, as +was in accordance with the taste of that day, but her hips and bust were +large; there was a promise of a double chin to come later. The necklace of +Venus showed alluringly in her full young throat, and in the knuckles of +her small white hands were dimples. + +"Is that how you pass your days?" George Boult asked her, pointing to the +book she still held in her hands. + +"Reading? A part of my day. A very good way, too, to pass it. Don't you +think so?" + +"I call it a sinful way. A sinful waste of time." + +"Oh, Mr. Boult! But it is only stupid, uncultured people who don't read." + +"I read my newspaper every day," he said, as if she had accused him. "It +is all that business people have time for." + +"I'm so glad I'm not a business person, then." + +"You never will be! One of the idle ones of the earth, Miss Bessie. Those +that toil not neither do they spin." + +"A lily of the field," Bessie reminded him. + +"I have told you before, a fine, healthy young woman like you has no right +to be sitting over the fire in idleness." + +"What do you suggest I should do?" + +"Go down and wait in the shop. Why not? If you would do so your mother +could get rid of Pretty." + +Bessie turned on him a face flushed with anger: "I will never wait in the +shop," she said. "I hate the shop. I hate all shops, except to spend money +in." + +"Ah, you'd do that, I don't doubt," he said, with a certain bitterness. He +utterly condemned the fat, lazy girl. He would have liked to see her down +on her knees scrubbing the boards. He would have enjoyed the chance to +punish her for her frivolity, the impertinence, the nonsense, that yet in +some unaccountable way attracted him. He looked angrily at her, and Bessie +watched him. Perhaps he was going to show the "dangerousness" incident to +his time of life at last. + +"As you're all going on now, I'm afraid you won't have much money to +spend," he contented himself with saying; and then he began on the other +subject. "And what about this wretched boy?" + +"I'll thank you not to call him a wretched boy to me, Mr. Boult." + +"What else is he? He is a wretched boy." + +"He is my brother." + +"Yah, yah!" said Mr. Boult, unable to find articulate expression for his +contempt. "More's the pity for you! Your mother's running her head at +buying the young ass off. I've told her I would not give her a farthing +for any such purpose." + +"Did she ask you for a farthing?" + +"All I ever intend to do for Master Bernard I have done. I give you all +notice. If you choose to get him home here, to dangle about, eating you +women out of house and home, don't look to me to help you." + +"Mr. Boult, we are unfortunate, but we aren't quite friendless." + +"I'm glad to hear it. It's news." + +"Let me tell you that there are others--" + +"Pity they didn't come forward sooner!" + +In his soul he believed that no family had ever possessed such a guide, +philosopher and friend as he had been to them. For much he would not have +credited the suggestion that he must share the honour of having befriended +them with another. + +"If you've got another friend like me up your sleeve you'd best bring him +forward, and let him put a little more money into the business. That's +what's wanted, Miss Bessie." + +He got up from his chair and advanced a step upon her: "Who are these +mighty friends then? Out with them." + +"Suppose I don't choose to tell you?" + +"I should expect you've got your reasons. I will bid you good-afternoon, +Miss Bessie." He thrust out his hand to her. + +"What is that for?" Bessie inquired, looking with disdainful curiosity +upon the yellow dogskin. "You shouldn't shake hands with a lady with your +glove on, Mr. Boult." + +At that he drew back the hand, put on his hat, and walked away. + +"Good-afternoon, Mr. Boult." + +"Yah! Yah!" Mr. Boult responded from the landing. + +And as he went down the dark staircase and out at the private door he said +to himself some words the reverse of complimentary to Miss Bessie. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +When Beauty Calls + + +"Oh, Reggie!" Deleah said in a tone of supreme annoyance. + +She regarded the young man walking to meet her--his rather dandified but +sufficiently handsome figure resplendent in the latest and best cut of +coat, waistcoat and hat, the newest thing in neckties about his throat, +the ropiest arrangement of gold chain looped across his person--with a +severe expression of disapproval on her face. + +"Now, what are you doing here?" she demanded of him as he turned and +walked by her side. "Isn't it too bad of you, Reggie! I told you that Miss +Chaplin had heard of your 'hanging about' for me, as she called it; and +that I had promised it should not occur again. I have gone a longer way +home, through far less pleasant streets, to escape you--yet here you are, +waylaying me again." + +"Don't be angry with me, dear; I can't help it," the young man pleaded. + +"Can't help it!" she repeated, softly scornful. "You'll get me dismissed +from the school. That will be our next misfortune." + +"I wish the old woman would dismiss you. I wish she'd turn you out, so +that you hadn't a penny except what I could give you; or anywhere to go +except to come to me." + +"How many times have I asked you not to say that sort of thing?" + +"But, hang it all, why shouldn't I? A man knows his own mind at my age, I +suppose--?" + +"You thought you knew it a year ago when all the town was talking of you +and Harriet Hart. You thought you knew it two--or was it three years +before that?--when you said you were in love with Bessie." + +"Parcel of silly rot, Deleah! They tell you anything, my dear. Don't you +believe it. I've never been in love--not head over ears, as I am now--in +all my life before. You may believe it." + +"I don't wish to believe it. Let us forget it. Do, Reggie!" + +"No; let's have it out. You know what I mean. I mean I want you to marry +me, dear." + +"Nonsense!" + +"I can tell you there's no nonsense about it. It's downright, deadly +earnest. And I'll tell you another thing, Deleah, since you have dragged +in Bessie: that you've no need to be jealous of her--" + +"Jealous! Really, Reggie! Oh, what a conceited young man!" + +"Hold on. I'll come to that presently. I'm telling you that even when I +seemed sweet on Bessie, years ago, I used to think about you. I used to +think you were the prettiest little girl I'd ever set eyes on. And so you +were; I used to think what a beauty you'd be; and you are. There's no one +among the girls I've seen to touch you. You top the lot. You needn't +laugh, dear. I mean it." + +"But if you do--I'm much obliged to you--but it makes no difference, +Reggie." + +"And as to my being conceited--you're always hinting I'm conceited--I'm no +more so than any young man would be in my place, with a lot of girls +trying to catch him--Ah, there you go! Don't jump on me, Deleah. You know +what I mean. Lots of girls are looking out to get married, and I've got +money, and I've got a name--" + +"On the Brewers' carts. 'Forcus and Sons; Brewers.'" + +"It's a name I ain't ashamed of, and one that's pretty well known, at any +rate!" + +"And my name, or my mother's name, is over a shop-doorway, 'licensed to +sell tobacco and snuff'; and it's a name that we can't be proud of, +Reggie." + +"But I'll put up with it, Deleah. I've made up my mind, and I'll go +through with it. The name wouldn't be yours any longer, dear, when you'd +taken mine; and as for the grocer's shop--" + +"Why, here it is!" Deleah said. "And so good-bye, Reggie." + +"I was coming in with you." + +"You can't unless I ask you." + +"And you're not going to? You're not very polite or kind to me, Deleah, +upon my word!" + +"Indeed, I am very, very kind, Reggie. And that you'll say when you are +wiser. And so, good-bye. Run away and get wiser, Reggie." + + + + +"Deleah, something must be done for Bernard," Mrs. Day said with +desperation in her tone. She had called the girl into her bedroom to hold +conference away from the excitable Bessie. "Something I must do for my +poor boy, or I feel that I shall go out of my senses. You must help me to +do something, Deleah. Look at this." + +From her pocket she drew forth a letter received that morning from the +unhappy son. Deleah read it with a painful mingling of pity and contempt. + +It was indeed an afflicting letter for any mother to receive; and Mrs. Day +had too long been fed on the bread of affliction. + +"You see, he begs of me to do something--to buy him off." + +"Yes. I think his letter is abject." + +"Don't, dear! Your blaming him makes it worse for me to bear, not better. +Somehow this thing must be done--_somehow_, if I am to know any peace, to +be able to go on. Deleah, Reggie Forcus would do anything for you. Ask +Reggie Forcus to do this." + +"Oh, mama! No!" + +"My account is overdrawn at the Bank. I dare not ask for a further amount. +What would these few pounds be to him? He spends as much on a dinner for a +few men at the Royal." + +"I can't ask him. Can't you see I must not?" + +"I see what you mean. But oh, Deleah, we seem to have come to the bottom +of things. What to us, in the very depths, are all those rules and +niceties that happier people observe? You see what my boy says? He is 'in +hell.' He says it in so many words. My boy! My Bernard!" + +With that Mrs. Day flung her arms upon the table by which she was sitting, +and her head upon her arms, and gave way to bitter weeping: "My boy! My +boy! My poor dear, precious Bernard!" she sobbed despairingly. + +The sight made Deleah almost desperate: "I can't do what you ask. I can't +possibly ask Reggie. But--there is another person--" + +She stopped there, saying to herself, "The third time The third time! I +can't ask him for money the third time!" + +"Bernard! My Bernard!" cried the mother, her face hidden on her arms. + +"Mama, pray do not cry so dreadfully--you break my heart. I can't do what +you ask, but I will do what I can," Deleah promised. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +Sir Francis Makes A Call + + +The letter in which Deleah, in her most careful handwriting and in formal +language, set forth her prayer that for her mother's sake Sir Francis +Forcus, who had already shown her family such generous kindness, should +buy off her brother Bernard; he, having left Mr. George Boult's shop at +Ingleby, and now enlisted in such and such a regiment--was addressed to +that gentleman at his private residence, The Court, Cashelthorpe. + +He read the letter among others as he ate his breakfast, gave a shrug and +a snort of impatience, and put it aside on a little heap of those which +required answering. + +Before starting for town he singled it out from the rest and read it +again. Then, standing up, the letter still in his hand, he gave vent to +his feelings on the subject, for the enlightenment of his sister. + +"They've put that pretty child on to me again," he said. "This is from +that little Day girl you fell in love with, last year, in the Assembly +Rooms, Ada." He tossed the letter into her lap. + +"That sweetly pretty little thing at the concert?" She read the letter. +"What shall you do?" she asked. + +"Decline." + +"Oh, Francis! Why?" + +"Because the boy is a ne'er-do-well. I have heard of him before. He is +safest where he is." + +"She'll think it so unkind, poor child." + +"It can't be helped." + +"Would it cost much to buy him off?" + +"It isn't the money." + +"The principle?" + +"No. Nor yet, altogether, the principle." + +"It would be kind and good-natured to do what the poor little thing asks." + +"Yes. But for the sake of seeming good-natured I'm not going to be made a +tool of." + +"You'll simply write back, then, that you won't do it?" She laughed a +little, looking across at him as he stood up, tall and solemn and +handsome, with his back to the fire. "To do that will cost you more than +just enclosing the money." + +"That is not the question, Ada. I shall write, or"--he paused a minute, +putting his lips together as his habit was when making up his mind to a +course which did not altogether please him--"I'll go and see her," he +finished. + +"That will be kinder," the sister said. To be kind was Ada Forcus's +religion; it is possible she could not have professed a better one, or one +more likely to benefit mankind. + +"They live at the shop, I suppose?" he asked. + +"Over the shop, poor things. I am so very sorry for that poor Mrs. Day." + +"You deal with her, don't you? You do what you can?" + +"I tell them to get _some_ things there every week." + +"And they do?" + +"You know how difficult servants are. Mrs. Twiss makes a grievance of it. +They won't drink the tea in the kitchen; the currants are not so good. She +always gets the matches there, and the blacking. Everything else Mrs. +Twiss finds so much better at Wolsey's--" + +"And Wolsey, no doubt, gives her a percentage on her order. However--." + +Sir Francis fulfilled his intention of calling to see Deleah on the +subject of her letter on the afternoon of that same day. + +Miss Deleah was not home from school yet, he was informed by Emily, +answering the door. She would not most likelies be many minutes. Would he +walk in, and wait? + +The gentleman, acquiescing, was shown up the steep staircase and across +the dark landing. Emily had no need to ask his name--there was not a soul +in Brockenham probably who did not know by sight the rich brewer. With a +feeling of proud satisfaction the old servant threw open the sitting-room +door and announced on a sounding note of triumph, "Sir Francis Forcus." + +Emerging from the gloom of hall, staircase and landing his eyes were +almost dazzled by the unexpected brightness and pleasantness of the long +room, lit at the street end by the three deep-seated windows. Everywhere +were evidences of occupation by refined women. The street below was hot +and squalid and dusty, but the room with its shaded wide-open windows was +cool. In one of them Deleah's bird was singing, and the plants in bloom on +the wide seats beneath had been pushed on one side to make room for +Deleah's little pile of books. Bessie's workbox was open on the table. A +picture or two of no commercial value, but saved with the solid, handsome +furniture from the prosperous days of the family, hung on the panelled and +painted walls. + +By the side of the rosewood workbox with its over-flowing contents of +muslin and ribbon to be used in the concoction of an afternoon apron which +she was engaged on, Miss Day was sitting. Near by, his hands on the raised +sash of Deleah's special window, leaning forward to look into the street, +her companion stood. It was not until Bessie had come forward to greet the +unexpected, astounding visitor, that Sir Francis, turning to look at the +other occupant of the room, recognised his brother. + +Whatever surprise he may have felt he did not show. + +"Hullo!" Reggie said, turning round, and looking a little foolish. He +raised a finger to his fair, smooth hair, in mock-respectful salutation. + +"Oh, it's you!" Sir Francis said, and paid the young brother no further +attention. + +The very opposite in manner to the ever-popular Reggie, with his easy +manners and his never-failing good temper, Sir Francis, cool, reserved, +spare of speech, and in uncongenial society, truth to tell, unconquerably +shy, was a difficult person with whom to make talk. He said a few +constrained words to Bessie, with whose presence on the scene he had not +reckoned any more than with that of his brother; and Bessie, struggling +valiantly to appear at ease with him, and failing utterly, answered them +according to her kind. + +"Very warm, to-day." + +Bessie was afraid he felt it so in this stuffy, airless street. + +"But you are delightfully in the shade here." + +Bessie, straightening her back and pouting her vivid lips, told how the +weather made her long for a garden, a river, and waving trees, or the +sea-shore. + +"Or anything you can't get," Sir Francis commented to himself, looking +with distaste at the plump, foolish, pink and white face of the young +woman with whom he had been entrapped into intercourse. "You have some +roses, I see," he said aloud. + +"They are sent to me," smiled a conscious Bessie. She did not consider +herself to be lying. What was sent to Deleah she continued to persuade +herself was intended for her. + +"I know whose money goes for that," Sir Francis inwardly ejaculated. He +glanced at his brother, hanging his foolish head from the window again. +"I'm glad I came, after all. I'll put a stop to this," he resolved. + +"Your gardens at Cashelthorpe must be charming now, Sir Francis." + +Sir Francis admitted without emotion that they were charming. + +"That's why you're leaving them, and going off to Scotland next week," +Reggie supposed, drawing in his head from the window. + +"It must be delightful to travel," gushed Bessie, seizing on the topic. +She exacted a programme from him, punctuated by her "Delightful! +Delightful!" of the places he was intending to visit. + +And so for a few minutes, Bessie struggling with all her poor wits to do +so, they kept up a painfully lagging conversation. And all the time the +poor girl was desperately supplying improbable, and impossible reasons to +account to herself for the bewildering fact of his visit; all the time Sir +Francis was wondering how quickly without incivility he could get away; +all the time Reggie, as he watched for the figure of Deleah coming down +the street, was muttering to himself, "He's on my track again, hang him!" + +At the end of the difficult ten minutes Sir Francis rose: "Coming my way?" +he inquired of Reggie. + +"Not just this minute, old man," said Reggie, who knew better. + +"Mind you don't tumble downstairs," he called after his departing brother. + +Sir Francis gazing stonily in his direction did not deign to thank him for +the not all unnecessary caution. Emily awaiting him in the little hall at +the bottom of the stairs, had set the outer door open to light the +distinguished visitor upon his way. + +"Miss Deleah should be in by now, sir," she said as he passed out. Fain +would she have all Brockenham to see him issuing from that door, yet fain +would she have kept him there for Deleah. + +"It is of no consequence, I will write," he said, and departed with a +sense of escape. + +"Well!" Bessie breathed, as the door closed on the visitor. "Wasn't that +extraordinary! What on earth--?" + +Her feelings would not allow her to finish the sentence. She looked the +rest at Reggie, eyes and mouth open, the fluster into which the visit had +thrown her still visibly palpitating in all her person. + +"Oh, the dear old boy came to look after me," Reggie explained, calmly +indifferent. "I shall get it hot now." + +"But _why_?" + +"He won't like my being at home here, like this, you know," the ingenuous +youth admitted. + +"But, Reggie, you're your own master, aren't you?" + +Reggie said he jolly well was, and leaned his head out of the window, to +look for Deleah again. He knew very well why she was so long in coming, +she had gone ever so far out of her way in order to escape from his +attendance on her. It was not very flattering to his _amour propre_, but +it piqued him, in his indolent, spoilt habit. Bessie would have run into +his arms, he knew right well, not away from them, and so would three or +four other pretty girls be knew. But he did not want Bessie or the others. +It was Deleah he wanted. And--Bessie was right there--he was his own +master. + +Sir Francis as he walked away was making plans to frustrate those resolves +for his own management of his affairs which Reggie was making in the +window overhead. He had turned aside quite easily the young man's foolish +bent in this direction, once before. It might be more difficult now, but +he would spare no effort to do it effectually again. He was not favourably +impressed by the young woman he had just left; her plump prettiness had +not appealed to him; nor the mauve-coloured ribbons streaming down her +back. As for her family history it was not only undesirable, it was +disreputable. + +So, walking with his usually composed mien through the streets of his +native town, perhaps its best known and most imposing figure, but in a +ruffled and indignant frame of mind, he forgot all about Deleah Day and +his errand to her until he saw her come, hurrying along the pavement in +his direction. + +Of all the people in the world she least desired to meet Sir Francis +Forcus until he had answered the letter it had cost her so much to write. +Would he let her pass him? She redoubled her pace, and making him a shy +little bow, tried to hurry by, but with a word of apology he stopped her. + +"I got your letter, Miss Day," he said; and then looking at her, at her +youth, her beauty, her helplessness, the shrinking grace of her figure, +the fear of him that was expressed in her down-dropped head and averted +gaze, the rich man's heart failed him; he found that he could not tell her +he would not grant her request. "I wanted to tell you I will do what you +ask," he found himself lamely substituting for the firm refusal he had +intended. "But at the same time you will forgive my saying I think you are +wrong." + +"You mean mama should not buy Reggie off?" + +"I am sure she would be far wiser not to do so." + +"Then I will tell mama what you say. Other people have told her so; but +coming from you it might carry more weight." Deleah, in her innocent way +was a flatterer, he perceived; but she did not gush like Bessie. He +thanked his lucky stars for that. + +She stood before him, plainly longing to escape, her light figure almost +poised for flight. Overwhelmed she was by the consciousness of the +shabbiness of her school frock and worn gloves; pitilessly the sun shone +on them, bringing out the poorness of their quality, and all the defects +of long use and age. It shone on him almost blindingly it seemed to her; +so that to look at him, so fine, so grave, so grand, as he stood before +her hurt her eyes. They had met in one of the principal streets of the +town; the men who passed them looked such miserable creatures, she +thought, beside his tall figure. How had she the presumption to have +pestered him with her degrading troubles! + +"Mama was in such sorrow about Bernard," she was impelled to excuse +herself. "Mama wished me to ask your brother, who knew Bernard very well; +but I thought it better not to trouble him. I thought it better, as you +had helped me before, to ask you to help again." + +"It is better to come to me," he said with great gravity. + +"Your brother is very generous," she went on saying in her nervousness +anything that came into her head. "He would have given us the money +without a thought as to whether it was right or wrong. I should have felt +we were taking advantage of him. It did not seem to me to be right to ask +him." + +He wondered as he heard her how she had come to be a Day; and then he too +found himself plunging into a subject he had not, a moment before, +intended to mention. + +"I called to see you at your house, just now. I found my brother there. +May I ask if he is a frequent visitor?" + +The small face which had been so clearly pale was suddenly like a scarlet +rose. "Just lately a very frequent visitor," she said; and, in spite of +her shyness, she lifted her head and looked him straight in the face. + +"A young man who is idle can never understand that other people are busy," +he said. "I am sure that you are all too much occupied to wish to have my +brother always hanging about." + +Deleah looked at him in silence. She understood perfectly what he meant. +What was there for her to say? + +"I shall try and waken him to the perception that he is trespassing on +valuable time, and making a bore of himself," he said; smiled to make his +words acceptable, raised his hat to go on his way; yet delayed for a +minute still. + +"In the matter of your brother, you understand, I will do what you ask." + +"I shall persuade mama to give up her idea of buying him off." + +"What is his regiment?" She told him, and that it was at Aldershot. A +couple of years ago it happened to have been quartered at Brockenham. "I +know several of the officers," Sir Francis remembered. "I could write to +Colonel Greene about your brother. If it did him no good it couldn't do +him any harm; and there is the chance that Greene would take an interest +in him." + +Deleah said with an averted head that that would be very good of him; and +making him a grave little bow hurried away. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +In For It! + + +"I shall keep out of his way for a day or two--put up at the Royal instead +of going home," Reggie had explained to Bessie in the quarter of an hour +he was _tête-à-tête_ with her before Deleah came in. "By the time he sees +me again he'll have forgotten all about finding me here." + +"I suppose you don't see that all this fuss about being 'found' in our +house is not very complimentary to us?" Bessie said. + +"Oh hang!" said Reggie. "How can I help it if he objects? You all know +very well you're good enough for me." + +He was not a clever nor a tactful young man, although quite good-natured. +He did not intend to offend, and never understood why he sometimes did so. +Bessie was "touchy," as he often declared, but she bore no malice. So long +as she had the young man dangling around, so long as she could dress for +him, put on her long mauve ribbons for him, do up her hair for him in a +chignon whose dimensions should surpass those of any other chignon in +Brockenham, so long as Emily continued to make him the subject for her +winks and nods and innuendoes, she lived in her Paradise and was fairly +content. + +But by putting up at the Royal Reggie did not long evade the discussion he +foresaw might be unpleasant; for on the very next morning, before he had +arisen from his bed he received a message from his brother asking for his +presence at a certain hour at the Brewery. + +"I'm in for it now," he said to himself when he got the message; but he +did not dream of disregarding it. + +He presented himself, therefore, punctually enough, in the pleasant +private room which looked out upon the river flowing black and oily so far +beneath; where the portrait of the father of the two men hung above Sir +Francis's head as he stood upon the hearthrug. + +"Oh, there you are, Reggie! Good-morning." + +"Here I am. Sharp as a new pin, and bright as a button." + +"I hope I have not upset any plans for the day by sending for you; +but--You have not been overworking yourself of late, have you?" + +"Thank you, no," Reggie said, choosing to ignore the sarcasm, if any were +intended. + +"You're looking very nice, and fit, I'm sure. That brown velvet coat is +the latest, I suppose? Looks a little as if you were thinking of giving up +Beer for the Arts, eh? I've been wondering if you'd like to travel for a +year?" + +Reggie sat down and stared at his brother, with a perplexed vacuity of +eye. This was not at all what he had expected. He thought of Deleah in a +flash. If Deleah would marry him and go with him, the very thing! + +"You haven't been about the world very much," the brother went on. +"Neither have I, you will say. But I can't be spared. You--perhaps--can. +We will try, at any rate, to carry on the business without you." + +Reggie, accepting the remark in all seriousness, nodded a solemn head in +silence. + +"You might even combine business with pleasure, which I am sure would meet +with your approval." + +"When do you want me to go? I can't be ready for some little time." + +"Why not? If you go at all I want you to go at once." + +"What do you call at once?" + +"Next week, at latest." + +Reggie shook his head. He couldn't be sure of Deleah in that time. How +long would it take to get married, he wondered. + +"No, thank you. I really don't care for it. I couldn't possibly get away +so soon." + +"Why not?" + +"There are the Widdimouth races next week, and I've booked several +engagements for the week after." + +"The fact is I want you to get away for a time, Reggie. This place is all +very well if you've got a business or a profession to attend to, but +simply to idle away your time here isn't healthy." + +"What's wrong with Brockenham?" Reggie asked, who had a great admiration +for his native town. "Any one been gossiping about me again?" + +"No one has mentioned you to me. But Ada was hearing an interesting piece +of news about you, yesterday." + +"Ada's as bad as the other old women." + +"Nonsense. You had better go, Reggie. I mean it." + +Reggie passed a ringed hand over his smooth, fair hair, felt his +moustache, opening his mouth beneath the caressing fingers as he did so. + +"The engagements you mention are negligible ones?" + +Reggie nodded, gazing at his brother, busy with the corners of the +moustache, making up his mind for a plunge. "Fact is," he got out, "I'm +thinking of settling down." + +Sir Francis left his position on the hearthrug, walked across to the +table, to arrange more symmetrically some papers which lay there; +returning, took up his place on the hearth again. "Getting married, you +mean?" he asked. + +Reggie nodded, still holding his mouth open, the more satisfactorily to +handle the moustache. + +"My dear fellow, that intention need not deter you. You have held it so +often before. Go away for twelve months, at least. Get engaged, if you are +still so inclined, when you come home." + +"Perhaps," amended Reggie artlessly, "if I were to put off going for a +month, or even a couple of months, we might get married, and she could go +too." + +"Who is the lady at the present moment, may I ask?" + +"I expect you've formed a pretty good guess," said Reggie, bold as a lion. +"You saw me there yesterday." + +"A daughter of Mrs. Day, at the grocer's shop; widow of----? But we +needn't go into that." + +"It doesn't seem necessary. Her daughter." + +"Well--!" said Sir Francis slowly. "You have given me one reason more, my +dear boy, and that a supreme one, for hastening your departure. Take my +advice--you will never regret it--and go to-morrow." + +"No," Reggie said, and then both were silent. + +When the elder again began, he had changed his easy, almost indifferent +tone for one firmer and less indulgent. + +"What you propose is impossible," he said. + +"I don't see it." + +"Have you thought what you would be marrying? The grocer's shop, the +debts, the helpless mother, the disreputable private soldier of a brother +(he enlisted, I am told, to save himself from prison, as the father killed +himself for the same purpose). A charming family with which to ally +yourself, truly!" + +"I don't intend to marry the family. I should allow the mother--not a bad +sort at all. I'm fond of her--a hundred a year, to shut the shop up. I +should--" + +"Nonsense! The idea is ridiculous; monstrous. Get married if you must, but +take a girl of your own position in life. Easy enough to find--" + +"I don't care a hang about position!" + +"Then, more fool you. But if you don't, at least marry a woman that has +honest blood in her veins--for your children's sake." + +Reggie turned away his head sulkily. "The Days were good enough for me +before they fell into trouble," he said. + +His brother lifted his head and squared his shoulders, standing up tall +and imposing before the empty grate. "William Day was never good enough +for me," he said. + +"I don't see that a girl is to be made to suffer all her life because her +father was not good enough for you," Reggie said sulkily. + +"Try not to be an ass, my dear fellow. You don't suppose you can be +allowed to do a mad thing like this without my telling you what I think of +it. You know, I have never had much opinion of your judgment--except, +perhaps, in the matter of horses; but in your admiration for this Miss Day +your taste is to my thinking astoundingly bad. I call her a commonplace, +almost vulgar young woman." + +"Vulgar? _Vulgar!_" + +"She is pretentious, she is affected, she is gushing--what is that but to +be vulgar? She is not even pretty--" + +"Not pretty!" Reggie cried, and started up from his chair. "Not pretty! +Deleah Day!" + +"Deleah! The young one?" + +"I've been telling you so, all along, haven't I? Who did you think it +was?" + +"It was the other, when we spoke of the Days before," Sir Francis reminded +him, but flatly, and his face had fallen. + +Here was more serious matter. Not that flaunting extravagant queen, not +Bessie with her plump prettiness, her cheap wiles, her nets that were +spread in the sight of man; but Deleah, the dainty, charmingly pretty +child. The marriage would be none the less hideously undesirable on the +social side, and from the point of view of the family; but it would be +infinitely more difficult to stop. Sir Francis, in his widowed estate, +with twenty years more of experience on his head, was yet not so old but +that he could picture how deeply, how dangerously in love a young man of +his brother's age could imagine himself with Deleah Day. + +Reggie was recalling attention to himself by a loud snort of contempt. +"I'm not very likely to have thought of Bessie when Deleah was on the +spot," he said. + +"Except that the younger sister has a more attractive appearance, all the +objections remain the same in either case." + +"The Days are down-pins, I admit," Reggie said dispassionately; "and the +father and brother were rotten; but no one'll think of those things when +they look at Deleah. I'm not afraid." + +Sir Francis contemplated his young brother meditatively. "Let us know +precisely how we stand, Reggie. Are you actually engaged to this girl?" + +"Oh, yes! I'm engaged to her, right enough." + +"What does being 'engaged right enough' mean exactly?" There had been a +something indicating a want of confidence in Reggie's tone. + +"There's no doubt about me. I'm running straight." + +"But the girl? What has she to say to it?" + +"The fact is, she's afraid of Bessie. She can't get over it that I was +once considered to be Bessie's property--by Bessie. I never was; but +Bessie chose to lay claim to me." + +"So, although you are engaged to Miss Deleah Day, Miss Deleah Day, so far +as I understand the matter, is not engaged to you?" + +"That's about how we stand at present, I suppose." + +"I see," Sir Francis said. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +The Importunate Mr. Gibbon + + +The news that the addresses of young Mr. Forcus were being paid not to her +but to her younger sister could not altogether have come as a surprise to +Bessie. She must have noticed the direction of the young man's admiring +glances; she must have known why, when alone with her, he watched the +street till Deleah came in; she must in a measure have been prepared for +the fact that he had now declared himself Deleah's lover, and had even +sought the approval of Mrs. Day on his suit. + +But Bessie had no dignity. She gave herself away without reserve whenever +occasion offered. She abused Deleah, she scolded her mother, she wept +noisily over her wrongs. She declared that there was positive indecency on +Deleah's part in encouraging the love-making of a young man who had once, +however long ago it was, made love to her. + +"I don't think Deleah did encourage him, Bessie." + +"Would he have done it without? You remember what Reggie was in those +days, mama, and how he _wanted_ encouragement--" + +"My dear, Deleah has far too much self-respect--" + +"There you go! Always Deleah. I suppose if Deleah took up a dinner-knife +and stabbed me to the heart you would make excuses for her!" + +"Oh, Bessie, do not be unjust." + +"It is you that are unjust. It is you that have spoilt Deleah, with +petting and praising and telling her how pretty she is--" + +"My dear Bessie!" + +"You don't say it in so many words, but you are always _looking it_ at +her. You are, mama! I see you doing it. And when Deda comes home I shall +tell her what I think of the way she has behaved to me--the sneaky way; I +shan't spare her. She shall hear it all. And then if we live together for +twenty years I won't speak to Deleah again. I won't, mama! I won't! I +won't!" + +Poor Mrs. Day hurried away, carrying her harassed face and all her +maternal cares into the even more perplexing area of business worries; but +Emily having heard the raised voice of her young mistress--Bessie was +always shrill when unhinged--went at once to her assistance. + +Bessie had taken to the sofa--that mid-Victorian sanctuary for the +afflicted fair--and encouraged by the sympathy of the faithful servant, +must begin to cry, must begin to laugh, must go on to screaming and +pommelling the horsehair with her heels, as was her custom when moved. +Emily, postponing for the purpose the washing up of her dinner-things, sat +beside the sofa till Bessie grew calm enough to become attentive, when, +she sympathetically listened, and flattered, and soothed. + +"There's others as is ready to die for you, and ask no better, if Deleah +have snatched away this one," Emily declared. "There's one of 'em, that to +my mind, for real affection and stiddiness, is worth a dozen of your +Forcuses." And Bessie, listening greedily, knew that the family boarder, +George Boult's Manchester man, was indicated. "There's him to your hand. +You can have him for the taking," Emily promised; and Bessie quieted down, +meditating. + +"You've treated this one cruel, Miss Bessie. You have that! And him +sittin' by, his heart fit to fly out at you, sayin' nothin'; while this +other young chap, his flower in his button-hole, his horse a-pawin' up the +stones in the street down below, is a-carryin' on." + +"I have neglected the poor Honourable Charles lately, I admit," said +Bessie with a remorseful sigh. + +"And him that patient--that faithful! Well, now, Miss Bessie, you listen +to me. Turn your back on Reggie--give him the cold shoulder--see how he'll +like it! And you pay your addresses to our young man. The mistress was +a-telling me how he's made a partner with Mr. Boult an'll be rich as him, +if not richer, some day. You'd drive your kerridge, my dear; and Reggie +hisself couldn't give you more." + +Bessie stretched herself complacently, and feigned a yawn, to indicate +that the subject was rather beneath her notice: "I dare say I might do +worse," she admitted. + +By such judicious means was the injured Bessie restored to something of +her former calm. + +Mrs. Day, running up presently to see how her daughter was bearing up, +found her sitting up on the sofa, drinking tea, her plump cheeks flushed, +the light of excitement in her eyes. + +"Mama," she said, "there is something I have been wanting to ask you. +Should you object very much if I and the Honourable Charles made a match +of it, after all?" + +Mrs. Day looked doubtfully at the girl without answering. She had her own +ideas on the subject of the Honourable Charles's intentions. + +"I mean should you think I am marrying beneath me, and that kind of +thing?" + +"No, my dear. I should certainly not make any objection on that score. Has +something occurred, then, to put the idea into your head, to-day?" + +"I suppose you can understand, mama, that I do not wish to see my younger +sister married before me? If Deleah thinks she is going to put that kind +of slight on me she's mistaken. It's what I won't put up with from her, +and so I tell her; and so I tell you. It's--it's--" + +"Yes, yes, my dear. Pray don't excite yourself again, Bessie." + +"So, if Deleah persists in taking Reggie--and she'll richly deserve all +she'll get with him--I shall make up my mind to Gibbon." + +"_Mr._ Gibbon, Bessie." + +"Mr. Gibbon, then. I don't think he's a man to be ashamed of, do you?" + +"Certainly not. I believe he is quite a steady and honourable young man. A +little moody, perhaps--" + +"There's a cause for that. And if Deleah, when she's Mrs. Forcus, is +ashamed of him it won't matter to me, because I'm ashamed of Deleah, and +so I mean to tell her when she comes home." + +"And you think that Mr. Gibbon _means_--?" + +Bessie gave a scornful laugh: "If you haven't eyes in your head to see, +mama, ask Emily!" + +Ah, if these things might be! Mrs. Day thought as she descended again to +her duties behind the counter. If only her girls could find homes for +themselves, how thankful she would be. For the business was doing badly; +all the customers who were worth keeping had fallen away; the little +capital she had had in hand had dwindled, disappeared. In that morning's +paper she had read that the regiment in which Bernard had enlisted was +ordered to India. Too late now to buy him off, even if she had been +permitted to do so. If she had not been compelled to show a calm face +above her counter she would have passed the day in tears at the thought of +the privations and sufferings before her boy. Her poor young Bernard. + +So tired she was of it all: of smiling, with tears raining upon her heart, +of listening to the complaints of customers, the grievance of poor Bessie +upstairs--poor unreasonable, self-centred Bessie, whom yet she so +loved--when she was herself like to drown in trouble. If only the girls +could find homes--Deleah she knew would provide for Franky--she would shut +up the hateful shop, would give up the humiliating struggle--she being an +earthen vessel--to swim with the hateful Coman who was of iron. She would +then, she thought, go to bed and to sleep, and would sleep and sleep, and +never get up again. Orthodox Christian as she was, in her anxious, +worried, and wearied existence the joys of Heaven did not tempt her so +much as the possibility of enjoying a long, uninterrupted sleep. + +She was kept late in the shop that night, and when at length she went +upstairs she found only a glum family party already at the supper-table +awaiting her. + +Franky, who generally talked, whoever else was silent, was conspicuous by +his absence, he having been ordered out of the room by his sister Bessie +because his clothes smelt. + +This was a constant source of grievance and friction between the eldest +and youngest hope of the house. The poor boy had not many changes of +raiment, and he being of an age to dabble in any mess that came handy +without reference to his sister's olfactory nerves, there was no denying +the fact that his little brown tunic, his worn little trousers had +acquired a very _boyey_ smell. Unless under the protection of his mother's +presence, therefore, he was often exiled to the kitchen to get his meals +with Emily. He never went without protest and tears and often kicks, on +his own part, and fisticuffs on Bessie's, who remained behind, after such +encounters, flustered by victory, and ready to quarrel with any one on the +spot. + +To-night, however, ignoring the presence of Deleah, she had intended to be +very gracious to the boarder, who as ill-luck would have it did not come +in to his supper at all. Under the discouraging influence of Bessie's +silence conversation fell flat between Deleah and her mother. The meal +over, Mrs. Day, more than, usually tired, announced her intention of going +to bed, an example quickly followed by Bessie, who wished to avoid at that +moment a _tête-à-tête_ with Deleah. + +It happened to-night, that as soon as mother and sister had gone, and +before Deleah had finished clearing away the books and work and Franky's +painting things, which had been in use earlier in the evening, the boarder +came in. + +It was extraordinarily seldom that the Honourable Charles found himself +alone with the younger daughter of the house--whether by chance, her +management, or the management of others, he could not tell. + +Deleah Day, in her cotton frock of white with tiny black spots, a wide, +embroidered collar tied with black ribbon at her throat, her black, +thickly waving hair brushed behind her ears and gathered at the back of +her small head, was an agreeable figure at the hearth to greet any poor +worker on his return to rest and fireside. + +He did not want any supper, would have none. His appetite was poor of +late, he came down in the mornings looking as if he had not slept all +night. Business, now that his interest in it had increased, seemed to be +making too great demands on his time and health. + +"You must smoke," Deleah said, and put the tobacco jar at his elbow. She +always touched it with lingering fingers: it was that out of which William +Day had been wont to fill his evening pipe. She placed by him the little +decanter of whisky from which the boarder, by the admixture of lemon and +hot water, would brew himself a nightcap. He appeared to ignore these +preparations for his comfort. + +"I was just clearing away, before going to bed," she told him. + +She did wish to go--ardently. But the more desirous she was to avoid a +_tête-à-tête_, the more she knew in her kind heart that she must not show +her anxiety. So she sat down at the corner of the table opposite to him, +and began hurriedly to show how perfectly at ease she was by telling him +of mama's headache; and how she believed it was due to the fact that poor +mama was worried about business; which, since the horrid Coman had opened +opposite for the express purpose, it seemed, of underselling Mrs. Day, had +been so unsatisfactory. + +The Manchester man had nothing encouraging to say on that theme. Indeed, +his utterances on any subject they had all found to be irritatingly +constrained and limited of late. + +He made use to-night of an oft-repeated phrase of his when talk had been +made of Mrs. Day's difficulties. "I know nothing of the grocery line. It's +altogether distinct from the drapery, of course." + +"I wish you'd gone in for grocery, Mr. Gibbon. Then you could have helped +us." + +"You've heard, I suppose, I've fixed it up with the Governor, the way I +spoke to you about? You've heard I'm to be taken into partnership at +Michaelmas?" + +"I am very glad." + +"I wonder if you are?" + +"Why not? Of course." + +"You remember what you said about the fine house I was to live in?" + +"When are you going to take it, Mr. Gibbon?" + +"When will you come to live in it, Miss Deleah?" + +She was sitting in a low chair and leaning negligently upon the table, her +cheek in her hand, her fingers lost in the masses of her black waving +hair, her eyes turned with polite interest upon his face. She dropped them +now, and looked at the tablecloth without speaking. + +"When?" he repeated, and was breathless again in the horrible way she +remembered. + +"I told you: I am not going to live in it at all, Mr. Gibbon." + +He leaned towards her, throwing himself forward on his arms that were +folded upon the table; she felt his eyes glowering upon her down-bent +face: "Oh, yes, Miss Deleah!" he implored. + +"I told you before," she said; and then distressedly like a child wearied +by importunities, "Oh I wish you--I wish every one would leave me alone!" + +It was all very well to be pretty and admired, but not much gratification, +thanks to Bessie's jealousy, and untoward circumstances, had Deleah +experienced so far from looks or lovers. + +There was a young assistant music-master, coming twice a week to Miss +Chaplin's, who had taken to blushing and paling when Deleah spoke to him. +To her great embarrassment a rosebud or a spray of forget-me-not would be +found deposited on the chair in which she sat to play propriety when the +pupils took their lessons. On the days when with great difficulty she +managed to elude Reggie, a lout of a grammar-school sixth-form boy, whose +name even she did not know, would watch her exit from the school, and +stalk at her heels, keeping sentinel over her, in a way that she felt was +making her ridiculous, to her own door. She had caught Mr. Pretty peeping +between the biscuit tins to watch her down the street. He would leave any +customer he was serving to rush forward with hateful assiduousness with a +stool for her to sit on, as soon as she entered the shop. He would entice +Franky, who had a great admiration for Mr. Pretty, to sit in the cellar +with him of evenings to talk about the younger sister. There was Reggie +always pestering; and now here again were the unwelcome attentions of the +Honourable Charles. + +"I do so much wish you would all leave me alone!" + +"How can I leave you alone when I so much love you, Deleah." + +"Oh!" said Deleah, impatiently sighing. + +She knew how young ladies comported themselves under such circumstances in +the delightful books of her dear Anthony Trollope; but she was neither +angry, nor frightened, nor particularly shy; nor did she feel the +inclination to throw herself into any man's arms, and to rest her head on +his shoulder. She was uncomfortable under these declarations of love, and +felt that she was being made ludicrous; that was all. + +"You know it, don't you, Deleah?" + +"Yes. I know it; since you tell me so." + +"And believe in it? Believe in my desperate love?" + +"I am sure you don't tell stories, Mr. Gibbon." + +"Well?" + +"I think it is a pity." + +"Why?" + +"I think you might love some one else." + +"No! I want you." + +"You can't have me," said Deleah, pettishly, and feeling more hopelessly +inadequate than ever. + +"I can," Gibbon said, and he said it quite fiercely. "I can! I can! I can! +Do you hear?" + +"I think I will go to bed." Deleah sprang up; she so longed for flight; +she looked anxiously to the closed door which was on his side of the +table. + +Gibbon also rose to his feet. "Look at me, Deleah," he said. She looked, +and saw the paleness of his face. It made her sick as well as sorry to see +how pale the man had become. "Does this mean Mr. Reginald Forcus?" + +"Certainly not!" + +"You are not engaged to him?" + +"Certainly not!" + +"Look at me; keep on looking." His eyes held hers, she was compelled to +look. "Do you like him better than me? He is the best chance, out and out; +but for all that he mayn't be the best man. Do you like him the best?" + +"I don't know that I do." + +"Now. I've something else to ask you." + +"No! I think you are too bad. I am very tired. Let me go to bed, Mr. +Gibbon." + +"Answer me first. How about the other one?" + +"The _other_ one! I don't know what you mean." + +"Sir Francis--that gave you the fifty pound. How about him?" + +Deleah's eyes, staring into his, dilated, her face grew whiter than his +own. "I don't know what you can mean," she said. "Sir Francis Forcus and +me? Me! _Me!_ Deleah Day!" She whispered the words in a kind of awe. +Almost there seemed sacrilege in them. + +"Why not? Why not?" + +"I think you must be mad, Mr. Gibbon." + +"I am. I often am. Quite mad. Mad with love of you." + +"Oh!" + +"Why do you sigh like that?" + +"I so much wish you wouldn't." + +"Wouldn't what?" + +"Be so ridiculous." + +"Is that all you have to say to me?" + +"That--and good-night." + +"I did not think you could be so cruel." + +"I am not cruel," Deleah said; and then, quite unexpected by her, a sob +rose in her throat, and it was all that she could do to keep the tears of +self-pity back. "I am not cruel, but you so torment me. I want to be kind +to you, but I do not want to hear about all this--which sounds so +ridiculous to me. You are older than I am--you should know better. You +should know how silly it is to talk to a girl like me such nonsense. And I +want to go to bed, Mr. Gibbon. Will you please stand away and let me go to +bed?" + +He put his hand on the door-knob as if to open it for her, but held it +there. "This isn't the end," he said. + +"Oh, no!" she sighed with dreary prescience. + +"I am working for you from morning till night--only for you--so that I can +put you in a nice house, and make a lady of you. Only for you! And all +night long I can't rest for thinking of you. Mine'll be an awful night, +to-night." + +"Oh, Mr. Gibbon, I'm so dreadfully sorry!" + +"Then, can't you say a word to me before you go? Can't you say you'll +think of it?" + +"Of course I shall think of it; I can't help thinking of it. But I don't +wish to talk of it any more. Let me go now, will you? Let me go to bed! +Good-night, Mr. Gibbon." + +"Say 'Good-night, Charlie.' They call me 'Charlie' at home." + +There was no help for it if she wished to escape. "Good-night, Charlie," +she mumbled, and rushed away to her own room, in a condition between +laughing and crying which recalled Bessie's attacks. + +"It is all so ridiculous!" she kept saying to herself as she undressed. +"'Good-night, Charlie!' Imagine my having called him 'Charlie.' Charlie, +indeed!" She set her teeth at the remembrance. "I would rather have hit +him than called him Charlie!" + +But as she undressed herself the more serious side of the position +presented itself for consideration. Her mother wanted her to get +married--she had owned as much, and she had an absolute faith in her +mother's wisdom. Did girls marry men feeling about them as she felt about +this man and Reggie Forcus, she wondered? It was indisputable that men, +"horrider than they," as she phrased it to herself, found quite nice girls +to marry them. Ought she to take one or the other? She did not wish +to--but ought she? + +She got into her night-dress, brushed her hair, even said her prayers--the +self-same prayers in the identical words she had said by her bedside in +Queen Anne Street on the night of the New Year's party, long ago; she had +not even left her father's name out of her petitions--debating these +things. She slept in a tiny bedroom through Mrs. Day's, and when she got +up from her knees she took her candle and went into her mother's room. "I +will hear what mama has to say about it," she told herself. + +Mrs. Day was lying awake in the darkness, thinking of Bernard and the +dangers of India. + +"Mama," Deleah said, holding the candle aloft to peer at her mother. Its +light fell on her own charming face half hidden in the loose waves of +curling black hair. "You aren't asleep, are you? Of course you aren't! I +believe you lie there all night, staring into the shadows and thinking of +miserable things! I wonder if it would really make things better, if you +would like it very much, that she also has made up her mind to marry Mr. +Gibbon!" + +Deleah stared for a minute, and then she laughed; and Mrs. Day saw that +she laughed whole-heartedly. "Bessie takes all my young men!" she said. +"You see, mama, with the best will in the world to please you, I can't get +married; so there's an end of it; and I may as well go to bed." + +"Come and kiss me, dear." + +Mrs. Day put a detaining arm round the girl's shoulders. "Nothing of this +makes you unhappy, Deleah?" + +"It only makes me want to laugh," Deleah said. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +Deleah Has No Dignity + + +A day or so after her encounter with the local magnate in the principal +street of Brockenham, Deleah found herself, to her extreme surprise, on +her way to the Hope Brewery, in response to a letter from Sir Francis +Forcus, asking her to call on him there on a matter of business. He had +named the afternoon hour in which she was released from school. + +"I sent for you, because I wished to see you alone, and I thought it might +be difficult to do so at your own house," Sir Francis said. + +His address was more formal, his appearance more formidable than ever, she +thought, as he indicated the chair in which he wished her to sit, and took +his own seat, entrenched behind his writing-table, at some distance from +her. "I hope it is not objectionable to you to come to me here, my own +house being so far away?" + +Deleah shyly, but quite honestly, said that she did not mind in the least. +"He is going to tell me that, after all, he has decided to buy Bernard +off," she told herself, but was not allowed to maintain that illusion +long. + +"I have a word or two I wished to say to you about my young brother, +Reginald," he said, plunging into his subject. + +He sat, his face a little averted from her, looking down at the papers on +his desk, and spoke in a tone as cold and non-committal as if he read what +he had to say to her, written there. + +Deleah receiving his communication in uncomfortable silence, he went on: +"For several reasons--some of them business ones--it has been arranged for +my brother to leave Brockenham for a year. To travel!" + +Pausing there, she still finding nothing to say, he added, looking closer +at the paper on the desk, "He will not go." + +"I am sorry," Deleah shyly said. + +"He won't go, because of you." Then he turned his face to her, and Deleah +saw that his face expressed cold disapproval. "I am quite sure you do not +wish to stand in Reginald's light, Miss Day?" + +"Oh no." + +"I was sure of it. And therefore I was encouraged to send for you. It will +be better that we talk matters over a little. You have influence over +Reggie?" + +"I think not." Once or twice she had tried to impose her own ideas of what +was right and fitting upon the young man, and had failed. Why should she +pretend to any influence? + +"But of course you have. I want to ask you to be unselfish enough to exert +it for my brother's good." + +"I would do that gladly if I could." + +"Then, send him away. It will be doing him an inestimable benefit." + +"I can tell him it would be better for him to go; but he is not easily +made to do a thing he does not like. + +"He tells me--without any engagement on your part--he considers himself +bound to you." + +She shook her head quickly, her face rose-red: "Oh no!" + +"He is always being engaged to--somebody: poor Reggie!" + +"Is he?" she asked innocently. + +"Reginald is my brother," he went on, and he turned his gaze from her face +and looked at the finger-nails of his left hand with an absorbed +attention. "He is, however, so much younger than myself that he has almost +been like my son. You will give me credit, I am sure, for not wishing to +disparage Reginald, when I tell you that this is not by any means the +first time Reginald has thought of marriage." He paused, and smiled awry +to himself as he contemplated the finger-nails. "Or, rather, I should put +it, not the first time he has talked to young ladies of being engaged to +them." + +Deleah sat silent, determined not to speak till speech was absolutely +demanded of her. + +"It has not cost my brother much to change his mind," Sir Francis said, +and dropped his hand and looked at the pretty girl sitting before him. + +"Since he has to do it so often, that is well," Deleah said. + +"It is well, in a way," Sir Francis agreed. "But supposing that he took an +irretrievable step, and then changed his mind?" + +"That would be more serious," Deleah admitted. + +"You understand what I mean, Miss Day?" + +"Perfectly. You mean, supposing he married me and then repented, not +having been given time to repent beforehand. Having been taken at his word +as soon as he spoke--and snatched up." + +"That is putting the case more strongly than I had thought of doing; +but--" + +"But it is what you mean?" + +"You are not offended, I hope?" + +"No; because I quite understand. It would be surprising if you did not +feel as you do about it." + +Her voice shook a little, and Sir Francis felt compunction. After all, +from the girl's side of the question, what a sacrifice this was he was so +coolly demanding of her. He felt suddenly ashamed, and half afraid of what +he had taken upon himself to do. + +"I hope you believe I am actuated by no feeling antagonistic to yourself, +Miss Day?" + +"I think I understand that," she said gently. + +And he knew that she comprehended, and was grateful to her that she did +not say, "You hate, not me, but the grocer's shop; but the idea of an +alliance with my father's daughter, my brother's sister." "After all the +girl is a lady," he said to himself, and the thought crossed his mind: was +his empty-headed young brother likely to marry a better woman than this? +All the same, his duty in the matter was clear before him. + +"And you will do what I ask? You will help me to send the boy away?" + +"He won't go for my telling, I fear." + +"He won't go unless you tell him;" and he permitted himself to smile +persuasively on her. + +"Then I will tell him," she said gravely; and feeling that was all he +wanted with her she got up and turned to the door. + +He reached it before her. "Mine has been an ungracious task," he said. "It +has seemed to me that it was demanded of me. I hope you will forgive me." +He said it quite earnestly, quite humbly, all his grand formality of +manner laid aside for the moment. And the anger and the hurt pride which +had been in her heart melted from it. + +"You have been very kind to me, always. If there was anything to forgive I +would forgive you," she said simply; and her face was charming with its +look of innocent confidence in him, its wavering, shy smile. + +"What I have said has been for my brother's sake," he assured her, +compunction stirring at his heart. "But I believe it to be equally good +for yours. You may not think so to-day, but you may take my word for it +that you will come to think so." + +He clasped her hand reassuringly for a moment; then she went. + + + + +The letter from Sir Francis Forcus had been on Deleah's breakfast plate. +The family had the bad habit of expecting to see each other's letters. +They all knew who it was who had written, and what he had asked. At +supper, when the family met again it was expected of Deleah to describe +the interview, and publicly proclaim what had taken place. + +Preferring to keep the matter to herself, she had eluded her mother and +sister by going without her tea, gaining only by the delay the addition, +to those already agog for her news, of the innocent Franky, of the +ever-curious Emily, of an Honourable Charles consumed with jealous fears. + +They would not even let her take her place at table before they were upon +her. "Well?" inquired Bessie, alert, her suspicious, bright eyes upon her +sister, who appeared a little pale of face, a little languid of manner, +the effect of going without her tea, perhaps. + +"Well?" Deleah echoed. + +"I don't suppose it's a secret. Mama, I don't suppose Deleah has been sent +for by Sir Francis Forcus for anything she can't tell!" + +Emily, pouring out the lodger's supper beer, remarked that Miss Deleah was +always one to keep things to herself, even when she had been a baby. + +"I can't imagine, Deleah, what he can have wanted with you," Mrs. Day +said, in answer to Bessie's appeal. + +"It was nothing much, mama." + +"It couldn't have been _nothing_. At least say if it was good or bad," +persisted the elder sister. "I don't see why Deda need be so affected and +silly, mama." + +"Oh, do let me get some supper first," Deleah prayed. + +"Thank you, Mr. Gibbon. Some beef, please." + +Those prominent, burning eyes of the boarder, the eyes which Mrs. Day and +Bessie had discovered rescued his face from the commonplace, were upon her +face, with a desperately eager questioning. In his heart he believed that +Sir Francis had sent for her to beg her to marry either himself or his +brother. Supposing she had consented! Supposing she was going to say it +now! His red, square-looking hands shook pitiably as he carved the beef +and put it on her plate. + +"Perhaps Miss Deleah would rather keep her news till I'm gone," he forced +himself to say. + +"Oh no," Deleah, who would infinitely have preferred to do so, but must +not hurt his feelings, declared. + +"It is about Reggie, I know," said Bessie, her eyes, filled with fierce +questioning, on the girl. + +It was not till Emily had reluctantly withdrawn that Deleah confessed that +Bessie was right, and told her news defiantly, in a sentence. "Sir Francis +sent for me to ask me not to marry his brother," she said, and applied +herself to the contents of her plate as if she were really enjoying them. + +For a minute, speechless with surprise, they gazed upon her. + +"But _were_ you going to marry him?" Bessie at length inquired. + +"No," said Deleah; "I was not." + +"And did you tell him so." + +"No." + +"My dear Deleah!" from her mother. "You should have told him, of course." + +"I didn't. I don't know why. I felt I could not. I hardly said anything, I +think." + +"But now I _would_ marry him!" Bessie cried. "No man should put an insult +like that on me for nothing." Her face had flushed pink. She felt the +insult to the family very keenly. "Now you've _got_ to marry him, Deleah. +Mama, tell Deleah that for her own pride's sake she's got to marry Reggie +now." + +"No!" said Mr. Gibbon. He laid down his knife and fork with a clatter, and +fixed angry eyes on Bessie. + +"No!" he said, and having stared at her till, astonished, she averted her +eyes, he turned a protecting gaze on Deleah. "Miss Deleah need do nothing +of the sort," he said reassuringly. + +"I certainly shall not," Deleah said. + +"Are we to sit down tamely under such rudeness, then?" Bessie asked at +large. "You never assert yourself, Deda--you and mama. That's why people +dare to treat you so. Sir Francis would not have sent for me like a +servant, to give me his orders. What did you do, Deda? Stood there meekly, +like an idiot, to listen, I suppose?" + +"Miss Deleah did what was right. Least said soonest mended," the boarder +declared. He had never openly stood as Deleah's champion before. + +"I'm on Deda's side too," Franky said. "Deda's got the most on her side. +C'n I have another piece of tart, ma?" + +"No, you can't," said Bessie promptly. "Mama, Franky cried out in his +sleep the last time he had two pieces of tart." + +"C'n I have another piece of tart, ma?" + +Mrs. Day explained to Franky that instead of having more tart, at that +time of night, he must go to bed; and Bessie with excitement started a new +idea. + +"I suppose that was what he came here for," she cried. + +"Sir Francis called, and found Reggie Forcus with me," she explained, +turning to the boarder. "He came here spying upon me. No doubt he meant to +say to me what he's said to Deleah, but he found a different person to +deal with. I didn't give him any chance to put an insult on me, I can tell +you! So he sent for Deleah, who can't defend herself." + +"Poor little Deleah!" the mother said, fondly regarding the girl, +indisposed to defend herself at that moment evidently, and apparently busy +with her supper. + +"Miss Deleah could find them that would defend her if she'd say the word," +Gibbon said, greatly daring; the beef was untasted on his plate, but his +eyes devoured Deleah. + +Bessie gave him a glance of astonished disapproval, and went on to +expatiate on what would have been her own conduct in Deleah's place. How +she would have listened to Sir Francis with apparent calm, saying nothing, +leading him on to his own destruction, and then-- + +"I did listen, I didn't say anything. I was thinking all the time how +horrid it was for him to have to do what he did." + +"Well, my dear child, that was no concern of yours, you need not have been +unhappy about it." + +"No, mama. But I was; and unhappy that I had to sit to listen to him. I +wanted desperately to get away, that was all. I came the very instant that +I could." + +"Instead of which, I should have said," explained the eager Bessie, "I +should have said: 'Until this moment I have not given your brother a +thought, Sir Francis. But now that you have dared--_dared_ to insult me +and my family in such a way, I will tell you what I will do. I will marry +him to-morrow morning. I'd have done it too," Bessie declared, looking +round the table, eyes shining with strong self-approval. + +"My dear Bessie. Don't let your feelings run away with you so much," Mrs. +Day reproved. + +"Deleah has no dignity, mama. Any one can see Deleah behaved without the +least dignity." + +Deleah listened miserably, pretending not to hear. She did not agree with +Bessie's idea of what was dignified, but she knew that she had cut a poor +figure. She felt humiliated, hurt, helpless. Sir Francis Forcus had been +for her her ideal of what a man and a gentleman should be. He had helped +her in the day of her necessity, and she had set him at once as her hero +on a pinnacle, and had looked up to him and worshipped him secretly, and +from afar. She knew that she had sat before him this afternoon shamed, and +helpless, and childish; filled with as much sorrow for him who was so +clumsily wounding her as for herself. She had not desired to retaliate; +she would not have been revenged on him if she could; the only effort of +which she had been capable had been the effort to make him think that she +had been as little wounded as possible, that the situation was not a +horrible one to her. + +Yet when they asked her why she had not shown more spirit she could not +explain. She could only sit silent and miserable, and let them talk. + +Even Mr. Gibbon, usually so preoccupied and silent now, talked. He said +that he supposed Sir Francis Forcus called hisself a gentleman, but that +he, the Manchester man, had always had his doubts on the subject, and that +one day he hoped for the opportunity of telling him that he was a _snob_. +And more, with unwanted, stammering loquacity, to that effect, with fire +of eye, with un-called-for, excited repetition. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +The Cold-Hearted Fates + + +When Mrs. Day and her daughters had retired that night, their boarder sat +up writing a letter. + +Deleah found it pushed under her plate at breakfast the next morning, +Gibbon always breakfasting early and alone. + +"I think you behaved nobly," the letter ran. "Do not heed what others in +their spite and jealousy may say. The man Forcus is a purse-proud snob. +But if as such he is too proud to receive you into his family, remember +that there is another that have better taste. My family is highly +respectable, but they would receive you gladly, for my sake. And as for +me, I should always think you did me honour by becoming mine. Which honour +I pray you, my beloved Deleah, to do me." + +Deleah crumpled the note in her hand--she was down before her mother and +sister, that morning--and took it into the kitchen where Emily was making +the breakfast toast, and rammed it, with the poker, and a good will, into +the heart of the glowing coals. + +She thought as she did so of the talk with her mother the other night in +which the name of the Honourable Charles had figured. She had only half +meant what she had said then, but now--how could she ever so lightly have +contemplated for one moment such a marriage! + +"And what young chap's love-letter are you a-burnin' of now, Miss Deleah?" +Emily facetiously inquired, waving the round of toast gracefully before +the bars. + +"The love-letter of a young chap who should never trust himself to write +one," Deleah told her, calmly. "His love-letter was abominable, Emily." + +She had a love-letter of another sort that morning. It was brought to her, +and given in the presence of her pupils at the mal à propos moment when +Miss Chaplin had unexpectedly entered the little class-room in which the +juniors were taught, and where was Deleah's domain. Miss Chaplin had +thought that she had heard laughter issuing from this direction, and had +burst into the room to beg of Miss Day to keep the children in order. + +Poor Miss Day was desperately anxious to retain her post in Miss Chaplin's +Academy, and for that reason, and because Miss Chaplin was quite aware of +the fact, she found it safe and convenient to make of the poor young +teacher the scapegoat for whatever irregularities were committed in the +school, to discharge upon her the pent-up irritabilities she dared not +vent upon the more valuable assistants, who might resent such ebullitions +at inconvenient times. + +She had received notice that morning that three pupils of whom she was +proud, who did the school credit, were to leave next quarter. She had had +a "brush" with the German governess, and Fräulein had been insolent. But +Fräulein was valuable, and Miss Chaplin had bottled her wrath, to empty +it on the innocent head of Deleah. + +"I must really ask you, Miss Day, to maintain better order in your class. +I heard laughing. Frequently when I pass the door I hear laughing--" + +But where was Miss Day who should be responsible for such a terrible state +of things? + +One of the tots of pupils had slipped off the form on which she sat, and +rolled under the table, and Deleah had crept under the table too, in +search of her, at which the other pupils had laughed. The abashed +governess received the reproof of her principal on all fours. + +"Really, Miss Day!" cried the scandalised woman. "Yours is hardly a seemly +attitude to assume before the pupils, is it?" + +And at that least opportune moment, the door of the class-room burst open +again and Kitty Miller, that day scholar who sometimes walked home with +Miss Day and kept "The Deleah Book," appeared. She flourished a letter in +her hand. + +"What will you give me for this, Miss Day?" she cried, not till too late +perceiving the awe-inspiring figure of Miss Chaplin. + +Deleah took the missive, and it would have been hard to decide whether she +who gave it or she who took it had the guiltier look. + +The outraged voice of Miss Chaplin arrested Kitty Miller in the moment of +ignominious flight. "Wait!" commanded the alarming tones. Kitty stood +still, trembling as she heard. "Who employs you to convey letters to Miss +Day, Kitty?" + +Kitty, the colour of beet-root, looked at Deleah, lily-white. + +"Who gave you that letter, Kitty?" + +And poor Kitty, looking piteously at Deleah, lied--futilely, but for the +sake of her friend--and said she did not know. + +"Was it a gentleman?" + +Kitty, confounded and demoralised, stammered out that she had forgotten. + +Deleah came to her rescue. Deleah, who knew well that her hour had come: +"It is from Mr. Reginald Forcus," she said. She had received warnings on +the subject of Reginald Forcus before. + +"And what has that gentleman to write to you of such immediate importance +that it must cause an interruption to class?" Miss Chaplin with head in +air demanded. + +And Deleah looking at the note in its envelope, said she did not know. + +"Open it, and see," Miss Chaplin naturally recommended. + +When Deleah hesitated to comply, the schoolmistress held out her hand, but +Deleah, choosing to disregard that gesture, put the letter in her pocket. + +The elder lady threw her thin lips into a tight line across her narrow +face. She really thought it immoral for a girl to receive a letter from a +gentleman, she really felt that the high tone of her school was endangered +by that flagrant breach of manners made by Deleah Day. She had to punish +iniquity, she had to protect from the evil effects of pernicious example, +the unsullied young under her care. + +When Deleah, that afternoon, came upon Reggie waiting for her at the +corner of the street, a fatuous expression of joy at her approach on his +silly, good-looking face, she had received her dismissal from the school. + +She was filled with anger towards him as the cause of that which was to +her a calamity. + +"I have been given notice to go. _You_ have done that, Reggie," she +greeted him. "Your silly letter this morning was the finish." + +"A rattling good thing too," the irreverent Reggie declared. "I'm jolly +glad to hear it." + +"And what do you suppose I am to do now?" + +"That's what I came to tell you. It's just spiffin' for my plans, as +you'll see, dear." + +"It's not at all 'spiffin'' for mine." + +"You. wait! You and I will get married, Deleah. We'll bring it off at +once, do you see?" + +"Oh, no, Reggie!" + +"Oh, yes, Deleah. See if we won't! I'm not doing anything underhand. I've +told Francis, straight. He's no fool. He knows when I mean a thing. And +I'm my own master." + +"But you're not mine, Reggie." + +"You wait a bit. We'll fight all that out afterwards. What I've got to say +to you this afternoon is this: I want to put you up on horseback." + +"Absurd!" + +"Wait! Only wait! Where do you think I've been this afternoon? I've been +over to Runnydale, to look at old Candy's little brown mare. It's the one +his girl has been riding. She's married, and gone away; and I've got the +promise of it for you. No! Now do wait a bit. That little mare's as safe +as a donkey; a child might ride her. All the same, I'm not going to put +you up on her till you've had lessons; and I've been and seen about that +too." + +"Reggie!" + +"I have, right enough. I went round to Ben Steel's when I came back from +Runnydale. He's arranged to take you out twice a week. I'm going with +you--so as you don't feel strange. I told Ben you'd take to it like a duck +to water. 'That young lady'll look stunning on horseback,' Steel said. A +little cheeky of him, but he's privileged. I say, Deleah, what'll the old +women of Brockenham say when they see you with me, a-cock-horse, riding +side by side past their windows?" + +"They'll never see me doing it, Reggie. I'm not going to ride with you, my +dear boy." + +"You wait! You'll change your mind when you see Laura Candy's little brown +mare. Let me bring her up for you to see, to-morrow. Look here, I'm to +send over for her to-night. Oh, hang it all, Deleah, we'll put off the +marrying for a time if you like, but I've set my heart on having some +rides together. You don't know how proud I shall be to ride with you +beside me down Broad Street, and through the market-place, and up St. +Margaret's Lane. It will give all the cackling old women something to talk +about." + +It was with difficulty she made him understand that to help him to afford +food for gossip was not her ambition, that she declined his escort on +horseback through the streets of her native town, as well as his +companionship through life. The events of the day had hardened her heart; +and she succeeded in convincing him at last. + +"And, Reggie, you are not to come to our house any more; you are never to +write me letters; you are not to waylay me in the streets." + +"Oh, I say, Deleah! Come! You can't mean it." + +"I mean every word." + +"But can't I sometimes meet you by accident even?" + +"If you do I shall cut you." + +"And if I won't be cut?" + +"I shall call a policeman." + +She laughed, but she made him see that she was in earnest. He walked by +her side, crestfallen, a grieving look on his good-humoured, pleasant +face. The hunting season was not here for several months. His head and his +heart had been filled of late with Deleah, his time had been passed in +riding down Bridge Street in the hope that she might be looking out of +window, in waylaying her when she came from school, in sitting in the room +over the shop with Bessie, to get rid of time till Deleah should appear. + +"If I'm to give up seeing you, and trying to see you, what on earth am I +to do?" he asked. + +"You are to travel." + +"Why that is what Francis has been sticking into me! + +"There you are, then. Two people who know what is good for you, Reggie." + +"Francis is in a deuce of a hurry. He wants me to go next week." + +"And why not?" + +"I don't know why not--now," a miserable Reggie admitted. + +"Then go at once and tell him you are ready." + +For her word's sake to his brother she wrung a reluctant assent from him, +and left him. But an hour later Emily bringing in the tea announced that a +gentleman had called to see Miss Deleah. + +"You can guess who 'tis," Emily said, as she spread the cloth. "He's in +his dog-cart at the door, and his horse that resty, he says he can't come +in; but he won't keep Miss Deleah a minute." + +Bessie kneeling on the window-seat, was looking down into the street: +"It's Reggie, of course," she said. Then she turned round to her sister. +"Deleah," she said, "don't be silly; _take_ Reggie. Don't be put off by +that stuck-up, conceited old brother; don't trouble any more about me, and +things I've said. It's a real chance. The best you'll ever get. _Take +it_." + +She had to call the last words over the balusters, for Deleah, paying no +heed to her exhortation, was running down the stairs. + +Beside Reginald Forcus in his smart dog-cart little Franky Day, to his own +delight and surprise, was sitting. He had come running down the street to +his tea, when Reggie had accosted him with the agreeable attention of a +whip-lash curved round his calves. + +"Hullo, youngster!" Reggie had greeted him. + +"Quite 'ell, I thank ye," Franky had responded. + +"Coming for a spin with me?" + +No further invitation had Franky required, but had clambered at once, +great eyes sparkling, little heart beating high, into the vacant seat +beside the driver. The exceeding honour was his to hold the reins, the +groom standing at Black Michael's head, while Reggie got down to speak to +Deleah at the door. + +"Deleah," he said, "I've come to tell you I've done all you asked of me. +I've seen Francis, and I go away next week." + +"Good Reggie!" + +"I've done it because you asked me; and now I want you to do just one +thing for me. I know it's all over, and there's no hope for me, and after +to-night I shan't see you any more. I want you to come for a spin with me +to-night." + +"No, Reggie." + +"Yes, Deleah. I've got to go to Runnydale, to tell old Candy I shan't want +that little mare. Franky is coming. Franky can sit up between us, +Deleah--" + +He was very proud of himself for his forethought in securing Franky. +Deleah, chaperoned by Franky, could have no excuse. + +She refused him very gently, because of his subdued demeanour, and +because, absurd as it was of him, his voice had faltered when he made his +appeal, and his eyes had grown moist. "But you must not take Franky, +Reggie," she said, and called on the child to descend, and come in to his +tea. + +"Le'me go, Deda! Le'me go!" Franky pleaded. + +"Oh, Deleah, just to please me--this last time ever I shall see you--you +come too!" the young man tried her again. When again she refused, he flung +away from her in a rage, and mounted to his seat; the groom, leaving the +tossing head of Black Michael, sprang up behind. She called again to +Franky, but they were off without reply. Deleah, looking after them for a +minute, could see the child's excited little face beaming with delight +turned up with admiration to the young man beside him. + +Then she went back into the black little entry which did duty for hall, +and mounted the steep, narrow stairs with a lagging step. How brightly the +afternoon sun had shone on Reggie, his fair, smooth hair, vivid necktie, +the flower in his coat. How the brass harness had glittered, and Black +Michael's satin coat had shone; how spick and span was Odgers, the groom, +in his green and buff livery; what an air of wealth and well-being about +every appointment. + +Deleah would have liked very well to have sat behind the spirited horse by +kind Reggie's side; to have dashed forth into the sweet-smelling +country--away from cheese and coffee and their mingled odours, away from +Bessie and her complaining over the chance Deleah had thrown away; away +from the society of the boarder who looked at her with such burning eyes, +beneath a penthouse of hand, watching her every movement, who whispered +his recklessly fierce "I love you" when the least excuse could bring his +head near to hers. Away from the thought of Miss Chaplin, and the +necessity to set about finding a fresh situation. + +She had not wished to marry Reggie, but now that he was lost to her past +recall, a value which for her he had not before possessed seemed to attach +to him. How easy life would have been with him! Every day Franky might +have gone for a drive; her mother could have turned her back on the +grocer's shop-- + +From the time she set her foot on the lower stair till she reached the +landing Deleah almost allowed herself to believe she would call the young +man, and all that he stood for to her and hers, back again. But before she +had opened the door of the sitting-room, she had remembered Sir Francis, +and his scorn of her and hers, and her face had burnt with shame. + +"Well?" questioned Bessie, as she entered, her eyes glittering with +eagerness. + +"He wanted me to go for a drive. I would not go. He has taken Franky." + +"Franky, in his old school suit, and without having his collar changed?" + +Emily, lurking around, to hear the result of this short interview on the +doorstep, was also horrified to think of the disgrace brought on the +family by the condition of Franky. "His nails is that black when he come +home from school, and often as not his face smudged. What a sight to set +in front of Odgers." + +"Odgers has got his back to him." + +"For all that I'd have liked to scrape the top of the dirt off him. And +he've got on the knickers with the patch at the back!" + + + + +Mrs. Day, having been up for her tea and retired again to the shop, took +her place behind the counter, and dispatched Mr. Pretty to his meal. + +No customers came in. She turned her sad and patient eyes upon the street, +thinking--not of the cutler's over the way, with whose son Franky had +formed such an undesirable friendship, nor of the passers by on the narrow +pavement, nor of the tradesmen's carts rattling over the cobble stones; +thinking of Bernard on his way to India and untold danger and privations, +of Deleah and her dismissal from the school. Her pretty, good child, to +have received such shabby treatment! Deleah, who if she had chosen might +have queened it over them all. Of her steadily declining business, too, +she thought, and of how impossible it was for her to cope with Coman's, +down the street. To-morrow was the seventh, the day set apart in each +month by Mr. Boult for going into her affairs; looking through her books, +catechising her, cross-questioning her, giving her advice in his +tyrannical, bullying way. From this her thoughts glanced off to the +subject Bessie had held forth upon in her irritating, worrying fashion, +through tea. + +"It is a pity the child did not have his face washed, certainly," she +said. + +At last a customer! No, only the cutler's little boy, Franky's chum, from +across the way. + +The cutler hired a strip of garden on one of the roads, and when tea was +over, in the summer evenings, Franky and the cutler's son ran off together +to their garden to get into what childish mischief was possible in the +restricted space. + +"Franky isn't in, this evening," Mrs. Day told the boy. "He's gone for a +drive with Mr. Forcus." She gave him a screw of acid-drops for himself, +and the boy ran off. + +"All ri', thenk ye. Tell Franky I looked in," he called. + +The next comer was the fat little maid-of-all-work from the butcher's, +near by. She was red-haired, with a large goitre over which her afternoon +black frock would not quite button. She was hardly worked from early +morning, to late evening, and Mrs. Day, ever full of compassion for the +weak and oppressed, was kind and gentle to her. + +She was generally breathless with hurry and the trouble of the goitre, and +Mrs. Day took no special notice of her panting condition now. + +"What for you to-night, Alice?" she asked her. + +"It's soap," Alice gasped. "Soap, and matches, and six eggs for the +morning's breakfast, and I was to tell you, if you please, as you was to +put in seven, steads of six, for one in the last lot was stale. And have +you heard, please, there's been an accident with that there Mr. Forcus's +tricky horse?" + +Mrs. Day's dark eyes gazed at the girl out of a face blanched to the +pallor of the dead. + +"There have, then! Master, he jus' come in and said so. His horse is kilt; +and the groom, he's cut about the face; and your little boy, what he took +a ridin' with him, have got his neck broke." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +To Make Reparation + + +"Of course we must do something for them," Sir Francis said. "The +difficulty is to decide what." + +He and his sister had followed in their carriage the funeral of Franky +Day. Sir Francis had wished, seeing that he must appear there, to appear +unobtrusively, but Ada had thought that she also--painful as it was--must +be present, and Ada could not go afoot. The Forcus carriage, therefore, +had been conspicuous in the meagre procession following the little coffin +to the cemetery. + +"We must remember that the poor things have seen better days, and be +careful how we offer," Miss Forcus said. "I have no doubt we shall find +they would rather starve than touch our money." + +"I hope they know Reggie has gone away; otherwise it might have looked +heartless his not being there to-day." + +"They will understand. And Reggie could not have stood it. It was painful +enough as it was," Sir Francis said. + +It had been very painful. He thought of the figure of the poor mother, +tearless, looking down into the little grave; of the poor weeping girls +clinging to her. Franky's common little school had attended, and stood, +marshalled by the meagre young master in charge, at a distance, but the +small son of the once despised cutler had advanced, pushed forwards +encouragingly by his comrades, and dropped upon the coffin a bunch of +flowers gathered from the garden on the road, where Franky and he had +loved to play. No other flowers were there. It was before the day of +floral memorial displays. + +"If they would let us bear the funeral expenses, or put up a little +monument in the cemetery, or a window in their church?" Ada suggested. + +"If we could do something to help them to make a living," Sir Francis +said. + +The day of Franky's funeral had been the first to bring home the fact that +summer was gone. The chapel had been cold and bleak, and while they stood +around the grave it began to rain. In the drawing-room at Cashelthorpe the +fire had been lit, and tea awaited the brother and sister. Consoling as +these comforts were they could not dispel the sadness which oppressed the +kind heart of Ada Forcus. + +"I shall never forget those poor things, to-day. Never!" she said, and +cried unashamedly into her tea-cup. + +The man, of course, did not cry, but he too appeared for the time +overwhelmed with the shadow of what had befallen. + +"I spoke to their old servant to-day," he said. "It seems the child was +called back; Reggie wouldn't listen; drove off with him." + +"I am horribly sorry for Reggie. But oh, I can't forget how _little_ the +coffin looked. Francis, what a handsome family they are! I couldn't help +noticing that, even when they cried, the girls were pretty." + +It was more than could have been said of Ada; and she knew it, but cried +all the same. + +"The younger girl is extremely good-looking," the brother said, "and she +is a conscientious and good girl, besides." + +He thought how certainly, if she had so wished it, she might have been +going to be his sister-in-law, and the reflection again quickened the +perception of the fact that something was due from the family of Forcus to +that of Day. + +"I will go and see George Boult to-morrow," he said. + +"The draper, do you mean? Why?" + +"He is their adviser. Put the poor woman into that wretched shop. He will +know what can be done for them." + +Sir Francis, however, did not find himself greatly helped in his +benevolent project by Mr. George Boult, a circumstance surprising the man +to whom the character of the successful draper was not unknown. That he +would have accepted on the widow's behalf without scruple anything that +could be got, was what was expected of him; instead of which he received +all the rich man's propositions coldly, and did not even faintly encourage +his charitable intentions. + +Through his brother--however blameless in the matter--a heavy sorrow had +come upon these poor people. It would be a great relief to Sir Francis and +his family if he could be allowed in any way to be of use to them. His +name need not appear. Mr. Boult could arrange the transaction. He had +heard that the grocer's business was not successful--? + +The shop must be given up. George Boult admitted the fact. The woman was +too timid for trade. All women were. No blame to her, specially. She had +been industrious, and careful. She was standing behind her counter that +very morning. He had seen her there. But what customers would care to go +to buy soap and candles of a woman half dead with grief? + +"She must not be allowed to remain there," Sir Francis said. "I can easily +put in a man who will take entire charge and set Mrs. Day at liberty. I +will send a man in, to-morrow." + +"I am putting one in to-day," George Boult said, who had decided to do so +on the moment only. He swelled out his chest, settled his shoulders, shook +his head in his low collar, and put on an important air. "No doubt it is +common knowledge that Mrs. Day and her family have looked to me for advice +and assistance, hitherto," he said. + +"I promised William Day I would look after them. I have kept my promise, +and mean to keep it. I am obliged to you all the same." + +"My offer to help in any way possible holds good, you will remember," Sir +Francis said. He would not give up his benevolent intention without a +struggle. "Is there anything which could be done for the girls?" he asked. +"The younger is teacher at a school, I believe?" + +"Got the sack!" said Mr. Boult easily; and then, seeing no reason why he +should not do so, went on to explain that it was through the attentions of +Mr. Reginald Forcus that misfortune had come about. "So Miss Bessie tells +me," he finished, and inquired with the glance of a glistening eye at Sir +Francis if he had the pleasure of Miss Bessie's acquaintance. "A +remarkably fine-looking young lady is Miss Bessie," he pronounced. + +He nodded a familiar farewell to his visitor when, uncomfortable and +crestfallen, the latter withdrew. The Forcuses were not even customers. +Sir Francis and he sat on the magistrates' bench together. "We are on a +par, about, now," he said to himself; and he reminded himself he also was +now entitled to put a cockade on the frowsy hat of his coachman in the +mildewed livery. + +Let the high and mighty brewer put up a widow of his own to play +Providence to, and leave the especial property of George Boult alone! + +Sir Francis, for his part, was more troubled in mind than ever when he +emerged from that interview. The girl dismissed from her school too! It +seemed that all the misfortunes of the poor Days must be laid at his door. +He, who hated to owe to any man, could not ease himself of that heavy +debt. + +"I will go to see them," Ada said when he told the ill-success of his +mission. + +"They will hate to see you." + +"I shall go. I am sure they are people of nice feeling." + +Of that visit, too, no very satisfactory account could be given. It had +been very painful. Mrs. Day had not been present. She had sent a message +thanking Miss Forcus for calling, and asking to be excused. There had been +only the girls. She might say only the one girl, for the elder had started +wildly crying at the appearance of Miss Forcus, and had not recovered when +she left. + +"The poor little boy seems to have been their idol," Ada said with a sigh, +miserably oppressed. + +The younger girl had pleased the lady very much by her demeanour; so +composed, so unselfish, so evidently aware of the trying ordeal it was for +the visitor, so sweetly striving to be gracious. + +Sir Francis nodded. "I have always liked the manner of that younger girl." + +"And she is quite lovely, Francis." + +He did not know about the loveliness, the brother said, but he believed +her to be simple and conscientious and good. He looked at his sister's +plain face: "Every woman who is that is lovely," he announced. + +"I am going there again," Ada said. + +"It won't seem an intrusion?" + +"I will risk it. They appear to have no friends." + +After the second visit she had something more definite to relate. "I hope +you will approve, but if you don't it can't be helped," she said, "for the +thing is arranged. That younger girl, Deleah, is coming here." + +"Here? On a visit, you mean?" + +"She is coming to be my companion. It is the only way I can discover in +which we can be of use to them. The poor child has been receiving fifteen +pounds a year. I can give her fifty--" + +"You haven't forgotten how that young fool, Reggie, made a bigger fool of +himself over this girl. Would have married her, I suppose, but for the +extraordinarily decent way the young woman behaved about it." + +"Luckily Reggie is away," Ada comforted herself. "He'll have been in love +a dozen times over before he comes back again." + +"But what are you going to do with the girl? Won't it bore you to have her +always about? You have never wanted a companion before." + +"How do you know I have not?" his sister asked him laughing. "I didn't +know it myself, but I expect I've wanted one all the time. At last I'm +going to have one." + +There was in Ada Forcus that ineradicable love of gaiety which some women +carry to the grave. Since, at the death of his wife, she had gone to keep +house for her brother small indulgence had been shown to this passion. In +the grave of his wife, not only all Sir Francis's heart had been buried, +but apparently the love of all that made for the brightness of life. By +the time the poignancy of his sorrow had worn off, to be solemn and sad of +demeanour, to shun the disturbing effects of social distraction, had +become second nature to him. By no wish of his own, but naturally and +irresistibly, that habit of melancholy which had fallen on its master +seemed to enshroud his home. He liked his brother to be with him in the +home in which he had been born, but he would not welcome his brother's +friends. He was greatly attached to the sister, who was half a dozen years +older than himself, but the idea that she could desire any other company +than his own, had not apparently presented itself. + +"There are some things a man can never learn," the mid-Victorian Ada said +to herself, when Sir Francis prophesied that she would find a companion a +bore. "And one is that a woman, however happily situated in a man's house, +must have another woman easy of access to talk with, to sew with, to +whisper to." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +A Householder + + +When it was explained to her that a man was to be put into the shop to +give her a holiday, Mrs. Day refused the indulgence. Her heart was broken, +but she was not ill. To have had a little time to give to Franky--to take +him for walks in the country, to read to him, to help him with his +favourite occupation of painting old numbers of the _Illustrated News_ and +_Punch_ would have been a joy. Often she had longed for the leisure to do +these things. But now that Franky was gone, where was the use of leisure? +She did not even want the leisure to cry. She who had wept so often in +this latest sorrow could shed no tears. + +Deleah cried, wetting the pillow nightly with her tears. When talking of +matters quite unconnected with the lost child the tears would come welling +up, drowning the beautiful hazel eyes; would tremble, as she tried to go +on talking, on the thick black lashes; would roll, she pretending not to +notice, down her cheeks. + +Bessie cried--howled, even, lying with her face buried in the sofa +cushion, calling in a smothered voice upon Franky's name. + +Emily cried, cleaning with spirits of ammonia the shabby school suit whose +odour had so offended the nostrils of the elder sister. Putting yet +another patch in the hinder portions of the trousers, the only use of such +labours being that it delayed the laying away of the little garments for +ever. + +But the mother was denied such easy expression of sorrow that was beyond +words and beyond tears. "I am not ill. Mr. Pretty and I can manage," she +said, and the substitute supplied by George Boult was sent back. + +Mr. Pretty was very good to her, giving up, for the time being, his +surreptitious smokes in the cellar, his skylarking with the youths of his +own age who passed the door, giving his serious attention to duties he had +consistently shirked hitherto. + +Every one who came near the bereaved mother committed the common mistake +of ignoring her loss. Even her daughters did this as much as possible; so +that in the place where the child's name had been on every lip it was no +longer heard. + +Those who have endured such a loss know how the ear sickens for the sound +of a name which yet the tongue refuses to utter; how the heart stirs to +the music of it when at length it is pronounced. + +Mr. Pretty did not understand this, but also he did not know the accepted +creed that of the newly dead it is kindest not to speak. He had not seemed +very fond of the child, had often complained of him as a hindrance when +Franky had wished to help him to grind the coffee or to clean the +currants, yet he had laid by a store of sayings and doings which he drew +on now for his mother's ear. Stories of Franky's naughtiness, even: of his +partiality for the neighbourhood of a certain drawer which contained +preserved cherries. Of his cheek in daring to address the assistant as +"Pretty" without the Mr., and, the youth objecting, his ready substitution +of an adjective which certainly was more descriptive of his appearance. Of +his riding on Mr. Pretty's back when he, in pursuit of his duty, must +crawl on all fours under the counter; his clinging to his legs when duty +again called him to mount the steps for the topmost shelf. Nothing was too +absurd, no tiny record too trivial to be precious in the mother's ears. + +A source of furtive interest to her were the movements of Willy Spratt, +the cutler's son. Instructed thereto by his parents, who may have thought +that the sight of him would be painful to the poor woman, the child gave +up, going to the shop to spend his pennies. Looking in, a little wistfully +at first, as he passed, he soon ran, singing or shouting, by the door, +with no thought of the little companion who used to wait to join him +there. When at length he took to coming in again for his screw of sweets, +Mrs. Day would look away from him resentfully, leaving him to Mr. Pretty +to serve. She could not bring herself to speak to the child who was alive +and well, and happy with his acid-drops, while Franky lay in his grave. + +Of the company of Mr. Boult at that time the Days had more than enough. +Mr. Gibbon used to get up and retire to his room or go out to walk the +streets, when the head of his firm appeared. "I have enough of him in +working hours," he would excuse himself afterwards. "Mr. Boult is all very +well in his place." + +"I'm sure I wish he would keep there!" Bessie would declare. She thought +the Honourable Charles was jealous; for with the elder daughter the draper +had come to indulge in a kind of heavy badinage which may have gratified +George Boult, and apparently was not displeasing to Bessie, but which +those who looked on must have found fatiguing. + +Bessie always pretended to be bored by these encounters of wit with the +fat, bald-headed man who had been her father's contemporary: "You have no +right to yawn when I am talking to you, Miss Bessie," he would reprove +her. "Why do you do it?" + +"Because I am tired." + +"You mean because you are tired of my company? That is not the reason you +yawn, however. You yawn because you have indigestion." + +"I? Indigestion? What makes you think so, pray? Do I look like +indigestion? Have I spots on my face, or a red nose?" + +"No, but you are growing fat. You eat too much." + +"Mr. Boult, how _dare_ you!" + +"You eat too much, and work too little. You don't take exercise enough to +digest your food." + +"You are making personal remarks, Mr. Boult. No gentleman can make +personal remarks to a lady unless they are complimentary--" and so on. + +When Deleah went away it seemed that Bessie blossomed out into greater +attractiveness. Perhaps in the restricted spaces of Bridge Street there +had not been room enough or air enough for the development of both +sisters; or it may have been that Deleah, with her superior beauty and +winsomeness, shone the other down, and that Bessie had been conscious of +the fact. Certainly she grew more amiable, more useful, even grew prettier +and more lovable. And George Boult came often, and more often. Hardly a +night that he did not come. + +The business, not paying, must be disposed of; there was no absolute cause +for hurry; Mrs. Day could hang on till an advantageous offer was made, Mr. +Boult decided. The house, open to receive him whenever it pleased him to +go, suited him. He liked the long narrow sitting-room above the shop, with +its fireplace at one end, and its three deep-seated windows at the other, +where he could sit now as in his own home, and talk to Bessie wilfully +idle, or Bessie pretending to sew--always Bessie pleasant to look upon, +and oddly stimulating, with her daring treatment of him. + +Deleah gone, Franky gone, it was very snug there, especially when the +winter evenings came on, and the poor widow stayed late in her shop while +he and Bessie sat and "chaffed," as he called it, alone. + +How she dared! he often asked himself. To think of all the benefits he had +bestowed on the family, and that she dared! + +"What would have become of you all if I had not got up that +subscription-list, and started you in business?" he asked her. + +"What's going to become of us now that the money is spent, and the +business has failed?" she retorted. + +"You leave that to me," he told her, and as good as promised that the +future of the family was safe with him. He expected her, perhaps, to be +overcome with gratitude; instead of which she gave him a not unneeded +lesson in manners, advising him that a person of so much importance should +not demean himself by blowing his own trumpet. + +In the sitting-room over the shop was no attraction for Charles Gibbon, +Deleah's light figure and darling face being absent from it. He could +afford a house very well now. Not the grand house of which Deleah had +spoken, but one which would suffice to his modest wants. A house with a +big garden beyond, where, supposing a lady ever came to live there who was +fond of flowers, roses might be grown, honeysuckle, jessamine trained. A +garden where a bower could be constructed large enough for two who could +eat their strawberries there, in season, or drink a glass of wine there, +on a Sunday afternoon. Far out of the town, for choice, on a road at whose +gate some one might stand watching the departure of the master, as he went +to work in the morning, welcoming him when he returned at night. + +In his spare hours he occupied himself in looking for such a retreat, and +when the ideal one was found he left his rooms in Bridge Street and went +to live there. + +George Boult took the trouble to walk out one Sunday afternoon to the +little trellis-covered house, a mile and a half away from the town, and +discovered the junior partner in his shirt-sleeves rolling the gravel of +the back-garden. Boult, a strict Sabbatarian, was more than a little +shocked to observe that breach of decorum. The fact that the back-garden +was not overlooked, set his mind at rest, however. "We've got to be +careful about such things. Customers are often particular," he said. + +The patronage of the visitor who insisted on being taken over the small +domain was trying to the temper of its proprietor, uneasily conscious +already that the lawn was only half big enough for the croquet-hoops +ostentatiously set forth thereon; that the furniture in the dining-room +was much too big for it, and that in the drawing-room absolutely unsuited +to its purpose. He wished to forget these defects, which the other thought +it his duty conscientiously to point out. + +"Very nice. Very nice. Very suitable indeed," was the verdict finally +pronounced. The Honourable Charles's soreness was not at all soothed +thereby. Since the abode, obviously in Mr. Boult's eyes, left so much to +be desired, it was no compliment to be told it was suitable. "A very nice +little cage, Gibbon. Where is the bird?" + +"No hurry," Gibbon said, sullenly uncommunicative. Earnestly desiring his +departure he had strolled with his visitor to the gate. To have him on +Sunday as well as all the week was a little too much, he was saying to +himself, aloud saying nothing. And at that moment a carriage was driven +past, whose servants wore the green and tan liveries of the Forcuses. One +of the two ladies seated in the carriage, with a look of surprise on her +face, leant eagerly forward and bowed to the men at the gate. Mr. Boult, +taken unaware, made a dash at his hat, Gibbon, bare-headed, did not so +much as bend his neck in response to the salutation, but his face grew +leaden-white. + +"Slap up turn-out! I suppose their carriages are always dashing by?" Mr. +Boult said; for the road on which the Laburnums stood was that which led +to Cashelthorpe. + +He was generally at work at the back of the house, and could not say how +often they passed, Gibbon said. + +"You'd rather be looking at your three-yard-square of croquet-lawn than at +Deleah Day in the Forcuses' carriage, Gibbon?" + +Gibbon plucked a leaf from the hedge and put it in his mouth, but made no +reply to the facetious remark. + +"What are they doing, driving their horses, and dragging out their +servants in the middle of a Sunday afternoon?" + +They went sometimes, in the afternoon, to a service at the Cathedral, +Gibbon, who in spite of being habitually at the back of the house +evidently knew something of the Forcuses' movements, was able to +communicate. + +"Little Miss Deleah thinks a mighty lot of herself, seated up there in +state." + +He should not think so, Gibbon said. "What is she but a servant there? She +was a far greater lady, to my thinking, when she sat in the room over her +mother's shop." + +"It's Bessie that should ride in her carriage," Mr. Boult declared. + +"Perhaps she will," said Gibbon, and looked at his partner, who met the +other's eyes hardily. + +"If she does," he said with sudden bluster, "the fool that owns the +carriage is a ruined man. Mark my words. Extravagant, idle young woman. +Die in the workhouse--that's what Bessie Day will do. Look here, Gibbon; +you know how things are; you know all I've done for them. I could put up +the shutters of the shop to-morrow, and they could not help theirselves. +Bessie knows it too. I have not made a secret of these things. She knows I +hold them in the hollow of my hand. Yet to hear her cheek me! The daring +of it! Gibbon," he touched the younger man's shoulder with the stiff +finger of his thick hand, "I used to think that you--eh?" + +"No," said Gibbon, with decision. + +"Nice little place all ready--when you've spent a few pounds more--?" + +"No, thank you." + +"Is that so?" Boult said, and pressed his lips together, nodding his head +and seeming to take time to turn the information over in his mind. Then he +leant forward, and again touched the other's shoulder, tapping it two or +three times by way of emphasis. "You're wise," he said, confidentially. +"Take my word for it, Gibbon, you're wise. If I were a marrying man, +which, thank Heaven, I am not, I wouldn't risk marrying Bessie Day if +there was not another woman on earth." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +Promotion For Mrs. Day + + +Deleah had lived for several months at Cashelthorpe as companion to Miss +Forcus, when on a certain Thursday afternoon she excused herself, as it +was often her habit to do, from attending on Miss Forcus, and went to pass +the hour and a half of the early-closing day with her mother and sister. + +Mrs. Day was alone at the moment of her arrival, and that her mother was +in unusually low spirits was quite obvious to Deleah. + +"Come for a walk with me, mama; it is not good for you to be shut up on +such a day in this stuffy room." + +Mrs. Day declined, but she could not deny that the room was stuffy. No +flowers were on the table now that Gibbon's offerings had ceased. No +plants on the wide window seat. On a whatnot in a corner which had been +devoted to the child's belongings were Franky's paint-box and some of his +toys. The mother's eyes turned from Deleah, now well appointed in her +pretty muslin and hat with its long ostrich feather, and rested on these +mementoes. + +"But for what happened to him you would not be where you are, Deleah," she +said. + +"But you wish me to be there, mama?" + +"Oh, I wish it, dear, since you are happy; only--" + +She did not put the thought into words--only Franky seemed to have died +for this. Franky, who had come crying to her one day because a +school-fellow had laughed at the patch on this trousers: Franky who had +begged so hard only a few hours before his death for a little box of +conjuring tools like Willy Spratt's, which had to be denied him. Her +little Franky crushed to death beneath the wheels of the Forcus carriage! +In her heart the mother would have liked Deleah to reject the good things +offered her by the Forcus hand. + +"Of course I am not happy!" Deleah said. "How can I be happy, mama, if you +are unhappy? And poor little Franky--do you think I forget him? And +Bernard, and--poor papa? And again I'm not happy because I don't _earn_ +the money they pay me," Deleah said, and her cheeks grew pink at the +thought. "It is out of charity they give it me. I _can't_ earn fifty +pounds a year by just sitting in a carriage, or sewing beads on to canvas, +giving a few messages to servants, writing a few letters! I wonder if they +would be glad if I gave it all up, mama?" + +"We're leaving the shop," Mrs. Day told her. "You must try to keep where +you are, for the time, Deleah. Miss Forcus is kind to you?" + +"Oh, so heavenly kind!" + +"And Sir Francis?" + +"I suppose he knows I am in the house. Yes. Sometimes he speaks to me +quite ten words a day. Tell me about leaving the shop, mama." + +"Mr. Boult has proved to me that we are not solvent." + +"What does that mean? Not that we are bankrupt? Oh, mama! As if we had not +had disgrace enough without that!" + +"There is no end to it," Mrs. Day said hopelessly. "But you, at least, are +out of it, Deleah." She had a dreary air of detachment about her; the +troubles that had beset them had been common to them all, but Mrs. Day +sat, on this holiday afternoon, as if she were singled out and set apart, +a queen of sorrows. Deleah resented that attitude. + +"Surely you don't think I want to be out of it, mama! Do you think I want +to live in luxury while you and Bessie haven't a home?" + +And at that moment Bessie appeared, coming in from the kitchen and +confidential confabulation with Emily. Her face was flushed, and her eyes +glittered with an excitement too evidently not pleasurable. + +"Well! What do you think of it?" she burst forth. + +"It is bad news. But everything that happens to us is bad," said Deleah, +with uncharacteristic despondency. + +"Bad?" echoed Bessie. "That depends on how you look at it." + +"Bankruptcy? To owe more than we can pay? I should have thought that there +was only one way of looking at it." + +Bessie swung round to her mother. "You haven't told Deda!" she cried +accusingly. "She hasn't told you! Mama is going to marry Mr. Boult, +Deleah." + +"To _marry_ him!" Deleah cried, as if she might have cried "to _murder_ +him!" and sprang from her chair to stand before her mother. "Mama! Mama!" + +Mrs. Day, sitting huddled in her chair as if she lacked the spirit to hold +herself upright, and looking all at once a dozen years older, shook a +desponding head. "I can't!" she said. "I don't think I _can_ do it." + +"Well, you've got the chance," Bessie said, hardly. "And it's a good one. +Good for all of us. He's rich. He has sat here bragging of his money to +me--and that he might spend a couple of thousand a year if he liked. As if +I cared! But if it's going to be yours, mama--two thousand a year--I do +care. I do!" + +"But we can't think only of ourselves, Bessie," Deleah, horrified, put in. +"We've got to think of mama. She could never endure it." + +"She should have thought of that before," Bessie said. "Mama should not +have been so sly and underhand--" + +"Bessie! Bessie! You can't mean what you say." + +"I mean every word of it. Pretending to dislike him! Pretending to keep +out of his way!" + +"Deleah, I have told your sister I nearly died of astonishment when he +spoke to me. The idea had never entered my head." Poor Mrs. Day leant the +head upon her hand and hid her face, in her misery. + +"Bessie, you are not to bully mama. Do be silent. Don't mind her, mama. +What did you say to him?" + +"I didn't say one way or the other." + +"Such nonsense!" cried the irrepressible Bessie. "You'll have to say! and +he isn't in any doubt about it. He came to me and told me he was going to +be my papa. I could have felled him to the earth when he said it! But I +did not. I said 'You may be a papa to me a hundred times over, I will +never be a daughter to you. Never! Never! Never!'" + +"But if mama did this horrible thing, you'd have to be his daughter--you'd +have to live in his house--" + +"I'd live there, but I'd make it warm for him!" Bessie cried; and then her +feelings becoming too much for her, she dashed from the room, and slammed +the door behind her. + +Deleah, left alone with her mother, did her best to strengthen her. "Never +mind her, mama. Do not think of any of us in this; think of yourself +alone. You could never do it." + +"Bessie and he would fight like cat and dog," Mrs. Day said. "They are +always fighting now. She says such things to him, and he to her! +Environment has told on Bessie. She says things no lady should say. My +life would be unbearable." + +"It is not to be thought of for a moment." + +"But there are the debts I cannot pay. There is poor Bernard. I ought to +do it, Deleah. I know I ought. But I have had miseries enough." + +When Deleah left her, Mrs. Day still sat a huddled heap upon the sofa. "I +have had miseries enough," she repeated; and upon that text she spoke to +herself--going over in faithful detail the troubles she had known--vainest +and most useless occupation in which a woman can indulge. + +Her orphaned, dependent childhood; her marriage. It had been loveless on +her part, but she had cared a little, believing that love on her husband's +part would suffice. Was it love, ever at all? Is love possible where +tenderness, courtesy, consideration do not exist? Time going on, daily she +had suffered his incivility, the despite he did to her sense of what was +due to her as his wife, the mother of his children, the mistress of his +home. Habit, and love for her children, had made life tolerable. But for +twenty years he and she had lived side by side in the outward union of +inwardly divided minds. + +Then had come his crime, its awful expiation, the terror, the disgrace, +the bitterness of the fall for her children and herself, the salt, salt +taste of the bread of charity, the drudgery which had been humiliating all +through, with failure at the end. The grievous sorrow of Bernard's +blighted career, the cruel death of her innocent comfort and consoler, her +little boy. + +Were not these things enough? Great God, was it possible she still had +unspeakable agonies of mind and humiliation of body to go through? Her +eyes, so pathetic in their subdued look of patience, wandered round the +room which had been to her a haven of refuge from her sordid life in the +grocer's shop. A hat Bessie had just discarded lay upon the table. Poor +Bessie! poor undisciplined, unruly, never wholly grown-up Bessie! In the +day of cataloguing the miseries of her life she was too sadly honest to +pretend that Bessie could be a comfort to her. + +A picture of Bernard painted by a local artist at a time when father and +mother were for once united in the opinion that a handsomer, more +promising boy did not exist, hung on the wall. Poor Bernard, who by last +mail from India had written to his mother that his life in barracks was a +hell. + +The tired eyes wandered from that heart-breaking record of promise never +to be fulfilled to the whatnot, holding Franky's toys. Was that dust on +the lid of the paint-box? + +She crossed the room, mounted a chair, took down the precious box, dusted +it tenderly with her handkerchief, looked within. Such broken odds and +ends of his gamboge, his yellow ochre, his Indian ink of which he had +prattled to his father, questioning whether carmine or vermilion should be +used for the roofs of his absurd houses; if Prussian blue or ultramarine +should be for his seas and skies. She saw again the huge man and the +little child bending over their pictures on Sunday evenings of long ago, +heard the very tones of their voices. Her tears dropped upon the shabby +old box, upon the little earthen palette on which the colours Franky had +rubbed still remained. All the bitterness had died out of her heart. Only +sadness was left, and a sense of irreparable loss. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +At Laburnum Villa + + +Deleah as she walked homeward that afternoon (for she had overstayed her +allotted time in Bridge Street, and the carriage which was to have picked +her up at a certain point had gone on without her) determined that she +must leave Cashelthorpe. The words sounded in her own ears as if she were +sentencing herself to leave heaven. + +Her mother could not be allowed to marry George Boult; she could not +remain in the shop. How were she and Bessie to live? With the vanity of +youth, which always sees itself in the foreground, Deleah thought she +perceived that it was she who must get a living for them all. + +In her small distracted head she decided as she walked along that she +would hire a little house, start a little school. Perhaps some one would +pay the first quarter's rent, and she could pay it back when the pupils +came. + +"Some one" in days gone by would have meant Sir Francis; but now, living +under the same roof with him, seeing in what deference he was held even by +his own sister, feeling his reserve, his aloofness from the low concerns +of such as she, she had become extraordinarily shy of that great man. +Through the daring of ignorance, trusting in that look of serenity and +nobility in his face, she had formerly approached him. She believed in his +goodness still as she believed in the goodness of God, but the awe of him +she had always felt had descended, since she had lived beneath his roof, +in a double measure upon her. + +Of his sister she had no fear. She would speak to kind Miss Forcus. Miss +Forcus would tell her what to do. + +Simultaneously with the formation of this resolve she arrived at the +neatly trimmed hedge of Laburnum Villa. For the moment she had forgotten +that the place held any interest for her beyond that of the other little +houses in their gay gardens she had passed. She glanced at the bright +green of the trellis-work front, at the minute weeping willow in a corner +of the grass-plot, at the roseplants destined to cover arches and to grow +into a bower, by and by. By the front door a clematis had been planted, +and the Honourable Charles was stooping over the plant, and striving to +direct, in accordance with his own idea of how it should grow, the +clinging of the tendrils. + +Her light step was perhaps the one step in the world whose music could +have withdrawn his attention from that absorbing occupation. He rose to +his feet, turning sharply round; and as she wished him good-evening he +went swiftly to the gate and swung it open." + +"Come in," he said. "I have been waiting for this." He had at the moment +such a commanding air, that Deleah had no thought but to obey him. + +"I wish to show you my little place," he explained. + +Deleah was late, as it was, and had yet some mile and a half to walk, but +concluding from the dimensions of the place that no very long detention +was threatened, did not demur. So long ago it seemed to her, who had since +travelled miles along the road of Experience and Feeling, that the Bridge +Street boarder had made love to her when he should have made love to +Bessie. He had paid her the greatest compliment it was in his power to +pay, and of late she had begun to understand something of what he might +have suffered; she wished to be kind to him and to make amends. + +So, sweetly appreciative of all she saw, she walked at his side, down the +little paths, helped him to remember the names of the annuals, admired the +view of the back-yard through a vista of trellis-work arches. + +"Do you like it?" he asked her. + +Deleah, with her artless desire to please, declared that she liked it very +much. + +He turned away with a long-drawn breath of content "Come indoors," he +commanded. He walked in front to lead the way, but stopped suddenly on the +little path and turned to ask her if she knew how long it was since he and +she had talked together. + +"Quite a long time, isn't it?" Deleah answered him. "But I have not been +living at home, you know; I--" + +He cut her short abruptly. "It is five months three weeks and two days," +he said. "But the time has not been long to me. Looking back it seems that +the time has almost flown." + +Deleah could not have felt flattered that this was so, but she told him +she was glad to know that he was so happy. + +"Not happy," he said, "but looking forward to happiness; working for it." +With that he went on again, stopping at the hall-door. "I think I've +remembered your taste," he said as he threw the door open. "I've carried +it out everywhere as far as it was possible." + +At that Deleah drew back. "I will look over your house some other time," +she said. "It is late. I must be getting home now." + +"Do you call the Forcus's place your home?" + +"For the present. I am leaving there soon." + +"The sooner the better. Come in." + +He put a heavy and peremptory hand upon her arm and drew her over the +threshold, across the tiny passage called the hall, into one of the two +bow-windowed rooms. + +"This is the dining-room," he said. "Sit down." + +To free her arm from his hand she obeyed him, and with an effort to appear +very much at her ease looked about her. + +"What a sweet little room!" she said. + +"You like it? I thought you would. Look at the picture over the +sideboard." + +It was a large print--much too large for the room--of "The Last Sleep of +Argyle," and was faced on the opposite wall by a reproduction of "The +Execution of Montrose." + +"They're proof prints," he told her proudly. "I remember you went to see +those pictures, years ago, when they were on show in Brockenham, and liked +them. I've had the chairs covered with red leather 'stead of horsehair. It +costs more, but you used to say red was cheerful." + +"It is so very nice, Mr. Gibbon." + +"In the drawing-room there is a piano. Come and see." + +She went, because of that strange new peremptoriness of manner which she +felt she had not the moral courage to disobey. The drawing-room had fresh +flowers in a vase upon the centre table. + +"Did you put the flowers there, Mr. Gibbon?" + +"I put them there every day. For you. I have been waiting for you to come +to see them. Everything is always ready. You like it all?" + +"Yes, indeed." + +"It is yours, then. It is all for you. From cowl on the chimney-pot--the +kitchen-chimney smoked; I thought it would be inconvenient--to the bunch +of honeysuckle on the table. All yours." + +"Oh no, Mr. Gibbon." + +"All yours. Every carpet has been laid down for you, every chair and table +bought. Every seed has been sown, every tree planted. For you." + +Deleah, speechless for the moment, looked at the man with eyes grown wide +with dismay. His was no tragic figure. He wore the light-coloured, large +checked suit affected at that period by young men escaping temporarily +from the black-frocked livery of shop or office, his hair was brushed +smoothly back and shone with brilliantine, his moustache was glossy with +the same admired preparation. His face was extra pale, but Deleah knew it +had the trick of paling suddenly and for small cause. She had seen it +blanch at a chance encounter with her in the street, or accidental +touching of her hand by his. She avoided meeting his eyes--those eyes said +to hold something in their expression which redeemed his face from the +commonplace--and the wild ardour of their gaze was lost upon her. + +"Everything is yours, Deleah; when will you come and take it over?" + +"Mr. Gibbon, I told you before. I have not changed." + +"Nor I." His lips were lead-coloured and trembling; he was indeed +trembling all over. He crossed his arms upon his chest to keep them still. +"You are going to be my wife or no one's, Deleah," he said. + +She got up nervously from her chair; she tried to speak lightly. "I am +going to be no one's, Mr. Gibbon," she said. "As I walked along to-night I +have been making up my mind what to do. I shall take a small house for us +all, and try to keep a little school. You shall see how well I keep my +pupils in order. And, now and then, you shall bring me a nosegay of +flowers from your garden--" + +"That won't suit me," he said. "I give you no more flowers unless you take +them all. Will you take them? Answer." + +"Oh, Mr. Gibbon!" + +"'Oh, Mr. Gibbon!'" and he mimicked her. "Is that the way to speak to me? +After all the years of my worship, am I still 'Mr. Gibbon' to you?" + +"I suppose so," was all poor Deleah could say. + +He was standing with his back to the door. He turned swiftly and locked +it, then holding the key in his shaking hand, crossed his arms again: +"Now!" he said, facing her; "we come to realities now. No more 'Oh, Mr. +Gibbon!' no more talk about flowers. Listen. I, Charles Gibbon, love you +with a passionate and desperate love that is not going to be played with. +Do you, Deleah Day, love me? Say it out, once for all; Gospel truth; as +God is in heaven to hear it." + +"I don't love you." + +"Do you hate me?" + +Deleah was frightened, but she was angry too: "Just for the minute I think +I do." + +"All the same, hating me, will you marry me, and come to live in the house +I have made for you?" + +"No," said Deleah, pale and suddenly breathless. "I won't!" + +He listened, panting as if from long running; his chest laboured beneath +the grip of his folded arms as if it must burst. For a long minute he +glared at her, speechless; and Deleah, glaring back at him wondered was +this man with the working, ashen face really their decorous boarder, who +had been so assiduous in passing the mustard and pouring out the water? +What had come to him? Had she done this? Did he mean to kill her? + +He came slowly nearer to her, and it took all the girl's courage to hold +up her head, to face him. "I understand, at last," he said. "Now I want +you to understand too. So listen to me; and remember; and see if I lie. +You belong to me. Never mind what you feel about it. You are mine. You +belong to me. Do you hear me?" + +"I hear you, Mr. Gibbon." + +"Say it after me." + +"I will not." + +"You belong to me. Belong to me. Belong to me. And while I live you shall +belong to no one else." + +He turned round then, and unlocked the door. But as she, with a haste +which was hardly dignified, would have passed him there, he threw his arms +around her, and pulled her fiercely to him, and madly kissed her face. + +Frightened and outraged, she fought for liberty, and gaining it, dashed +off. She flew down the little neatly rolled gravel path, and out through +the freshly painted gate, and once on the road, as if more than life was +endangered by delay, she rushed onward at break-neck speed. + +Sir Francis Forcus, solemn and serene of face, riding homeward, had his +attention drawn to a little figure which flew ahead of him. Riding up to +her, he found that she who thus fled lonely as the shades of evening fell +along the deserted road, was that little girl, his sister's protégée, who +should have been safe under the shelter of his own roof. + +She stood still, breathless and disordered, as he drew up alongside of +her. "What has happened? Where is my sister? Why are you alone?" he asked, +and looked with astonished disapproval at her scared little white face. + +"I was late, and missed the--carriage. I am--running--home," she panted. + +He saw that there was more behind, and dismounted. Girls were not trained +for physical exertion in those days, they were not nurtured in the belief +that they must not be cowards. Deleah was trembling with terror and +exhaustion. + +"Sit down," he said, and she subsided on the bank. He stood silently by +her for a minute, drawing his conclusions. "You have been frightened," he +said. "Who frightened you?" + +"N-no one," gasped Deleah. "I--ran." + +"From what? From whom?" And Deleah could not reply, could only feel the +blessed security of his protecting presence, could only look up at him +with the trusting, adoring eyes of a child. + +He looked back upon the road they had both come; the daylight had not yet +faded from the sky, although the shades of evening were beginning to fall; +far down the road, where it curved towards the town, the lamps were being +lit. By the gate of the last "villa-residence" on the road, a man stood, +looking towards the pair by the bank. + +"Was that the man who frightened you? That man by the gate?" + +"N-no." + +She might have saved her soul the perjury. Sir Francis, leading his horse +by the bridle, walked back in the direction of Laburnum Villa. + +"Come back! Oh, please come back!" Deleah cried; but Sir Francis, paying +no heed, went on, till he stopped, bridle in one hand, riding-whip in the +other, in front of the man standing on the pathway before his gate. + +"You frightened that lady." + +"That lady is no business of yours." + +"You are my business, you scoundrel," Sir Francis said, and lifted with a +threatening gesture the hand that held the whip. + +The man did not flinch. He was no coward; he was much the smaller of the +two; he was unarmed. "No," Sir Francis said. "Not to-night," and dropped +his whip-hand. "But look out for yourself, sir. Take care. I shall have an +eye on you." + +For a minute he stood confronting the man, who looked back hardily at him. +What else he had to say he said by the glance of his eye, by the set of +his lips, by his scornfully carried head; then he slowly turned his back, +led his horse from path to roadway, and swung himself into his saddle. As +he settled himself there, he found the other man by his stirrup. + +"Lucky for you you did not use your whip on me, Sir Francis Forcus," he +said. "Sure as God, if you had done so I would have had your life." + +Sir Francis, looking down on him, cut a light stroke upon the man's +shoulder with his whip. + +"You asked for it, and you have got it," he said. "Stand out of the way, +will you?" and careless whether the other took that measure for +self-preservation or not, rode on. + +Deleah, unable to see distinctly what occurred, was relieved to find the +interview so short, and Sir Francis so quickly beside her again. She had +got up from the bank, and was walking briskly homeward when he overtook +her. + +"I hope you--were not unkind to him," she said timidly. "Mr. Gibbon lived +in our house once--" + +"Was that Mr. Gibbon? That man with the mad eyes?" + +"He was our boarder. He was always very kind." + +"To you especially kind?" + +"To us all." + +"And am I to hear why, as he is so kind, you were running away from him, +this evening?" + +"I had rather not tell." + +He was a man of so much reserve himself that he respected hers. "Very +well," he said; and after a minute added, "I am quite sure you were not to +blame." + +"I don't know," said Deleah, and hung her head, as she walked along. + +To blame or not, she was horribly ashamed. She felt always in his society +as shy and _gauche_ as an awkward child, and was conscious that it was in +such a light he regarded her. She would have died rather than that he +should have known of that frantic struggle in Gibbon's arms, of that mad +embrace. + + + + +Deleah, who had no advantage of excellent training, happened to be +naturally musical. She played no difficult music, but her touch on the +piano was good. Her voice, by no means powerful, was true and pure and +pleasing. To Miss Forcus, who, in spite of the advantages of education, +loved the wrong things consistently in music, and liked to be moved to +tears by the plaintive songs of Claribel, it was a great pleasure to lie +back in her chair, book or embroidery fallen to the floor, and watch +Deleah's fingers tripping through the variations of Brinsley Richards's +masterpieces; to hear her tunefully lamenting that "she could not sing the +old songs," or in cheerfuller mood announcing that she might "marry the +Laird" if she would--"the Laird of high degree." + +The two ladies had the small drawing-room to themselves in the evening as +a rule, but to-night, the fancy took Sir Francis to join them there. +Deleah, nervous at playing and singing before him, was too shy to ask to +be excused. She had been told that the dead wife had been a fine +instrumental performer, and that every evening she had provided for her +husband a genuine musical treat. + +"I'm afraid I don't play any good music," she said. But Sir Francis, truth +to tell, shared his sister's lamentable taste, and if, as he sat silent +and pensive, beneath the shaded lamp on the round centre table, while the +girl at the piano went through her simple répertoire, his heart was +filled with memories of his lost wife, he certainly was not lamenting the +works of Mozart and Beethoven which she had so skilfully rendered. + +Deleah, however, did not know this, never doubting that her benefactor was +a connoisseur of all the arts. Her fingers trembled upon wrong notes--all +undetected, had she known--her sweet voice faltered through the songs she +was wont to sing so pleasingly. She went off to bed, not daring to look +the master of the house in the face, so shocked and jarred and weary she +felt that he must be. + +"Isn't she charmingly pretty and sweet?" his sister demanded of him. She +could never hear praise enough of this new acquisition of hers. + +"She has attractive manners, and seems a good young woman." + +"I don't allow her to touch any of poor Marion's music, Francis." + +"Oh!" he said deprecating such restrictions. "What harm would her playing +Marion's music do?" + +"I'm afraid she is going to leave us." + +"Indeed? I have been looking on her as a fixture." + +"She has been telling me the mother's shop has to be given up." + +"It is a case of the shop giving up the mother, I fear." + +"This poor little thing says she can't be happy living with us in luxury +while the mother and sister are in difficulties. She thinks of taking a +quite small house, and getting together a school of little children. It +seems a hopeless look-out, Francis." + +"It does," he acquiesced, and took up the book he had laid down. + +"But, Francis, I wish you would show a little interest. We decided when +that poor boy was killed we owed them what reparation could be made. I +feel deeply something should be done for this girl. She is too pretty, too +young, too delicate and dainty, to fight such a hard fight alone." + +"She has her mother and sister." + +"Nice women, I am sure, but--helpless." + +"I would not call the mother helpless. She has held on, and done her best +in that hopeless shop." + +"You will see that everything will be pushed on to the shoulders of this +little girl!" + +"Well then--?" He looked questioningly at his sister's kind face over the +top of the book he was reading. Then his eyes fell again to its pages. "I +will think about it," he said. + +After Ada Forcus had gone to bed he kept his promise:--sitting motionless +in his chair, his elbow on the arm of it, his head upon his hand--thinking +about it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +A Prohibition Cancelled + + +"Any letter of interest?" Sir Francis asked of his sister, who, breakfast +being over, was glancing again through the correspondence the morning's +post had brought her. + +"One from Reggie." + +"He having a good time?" + +"He says not. He says he hates travelling. Mountains and churches and +picture-galleries, he says, bore him till he cries. He talks about coming +home. I shall write and remind him he went for a year, and has only been +away eight months. A young man with money in his pocket who can't amuse +himself somewhere on the Continent of Europe must be deficient, Francis." + +"Poor Reggie is not a very cultivated person. And I suppose he is--in +love." He paused on that, seeming to turn something over in his mind. "He +may as well come back," he finished. "I decided last night to tell him he +can come back if he likes." + +"If he likes!" repeated an astonished Ada. "Then, of course he'll come, +and at once! He is best away. Tell him to stay where he is." + +"I can't always expect to keep the boy in leading-strings. He has always +been very decent in doing the things I wish; but, as a fact, I have no +longer the slightest authority over him, or hold upon him, and he knows +it." + +"Then, leave it. Say nothing. Don't write for him to come." + +"I decided, last night, to write to him." + +Miss Forcus was silent to show that she did not approve. She never argued +with her brother. "It is fortunate, then, that Deleah Day is going," she +said presently. + +"We could not possibly have Reggie here with her. That silly affair would +be on again, in no time." + +"As to that, I withdraw my objection. The boy must play his own game." + +"Francis!" unbounded astonishment sat on the good, plain face of Ada +Forcus. + +Her brother left his place on the hearthrug, and walked over to the broad +window at the end of the room. He stood there, tall, and fine, and +upright, his back to her, his hands lightly clasped behind him. + +"Deleah is a sweet girl, Francis; but in a marriage there is more than +that to consider." + +"Yes. There is a good deal to consider; but it is for Reggie and the girl +to consider--not for me." + +"But surely you, too, Francis!" + +"Well, then, I have considered." + +"It is not Reggie alone--but all of us. You must think for all of us, +Francis. You always have done. It is not a connection to desire." + +"I agree with you. The last in the world to desire. But it concerns the +pair of them, primarily. He is--he no doubt believes he is--in love with +her; and she is, I suppose, in love with him. No one has the right to +interfere." + +"Think how differently you married, Francis! A rich girl of high family." + +"I did not marry for that. It happened--that was all. I married Marion for +the same reason that impels Reggie to marry this girl. I remember how +little such things weighed with me in my marriage; how, once having felt +the inclination to marry her, I should have married my wife all the same +if she had been, say, the daughter of William Day. It is because I +remember that I decline any longer to interfere, or to take upon my +shoulders any responsibility in this matter." + +"You are wrong, Francis. Reggie won't thank you for it, later on." + +"Oh, do I want any one to thank me!" Sir Francis said with sudden, all +unusual petulance, turning round on his astonished sister, who jumped in +her chair at his tone, instantly repentant. To incur the anger of the head +of her house was the thing of which she was most on earth afraid. + +"Do what you think right, of course, Francis." + +"Of course I shall do what I think right." + +He went to his own room, settled himself in his chair by the open window, +tore open the morning paper which it was his custom to read there. The +window opened upon a long oblong of flower-bordered lawn, enclosed by +thick square-cut yew hedges on two sides; at the end a series of glass +houses shut out the view. The eyes of Sir Francis strayed from the pages +of the newspaper to the sunshine and shadow of the freshly-cut lawn. At +the door of one of the greenhouses beyond, Deleah, in her black muslin +dress and wide black hat, was standing in conversation with Jarvis, the +head-gardener. Part of her duty, he had been told, was to wheedle Jarvis +out of the flowers Miss Forcus liked to see in her rooms, but of which he +resented the cutting. + +Sir Francis looked at the pair--they were too far off for him to read +their faces, but he know how the girl would be playing her part, smiling +shyly, with appealing eyes; how Jarvis was probably denying her, being +human, for the mere delight of being asked. Presently the newspaper +dropped from his hand, and he passed out into the morning sunshine, and +walked down the flagged path dividing the lawn, the mosses growing grey +and green between the stones. + +It was a morning of unclouded skies, the soft air laden with the scent of +flowers. A morning to be alive in--yes, to be happy in, spite of regrets +and doubts and cares; spite, even, of death and loss and buried love. On +such a morning a man might think of his dead wife, perhaps. Might say to +himself, "the pity of it!" but he could but be conscious that he, himself, +was alive still; that in him, solemn, responsible, middle-aged as he might +be, the fires of youth were not yet extinguished. He must feel the +fragrant wind upon his cheek, the scent of delicious airs in his nostrils, +must even, in spite of himself, use the eyes in his head to see what was +fair and sweet and gracious. + +Jarvis, with his finger to his cap, retreated to his carnation-house, the +entrance of which he had been guarding. + +"So you are leaving us?" Sir Francis began at once, stopping before +Deleah. "My sister has been telling me. We shall miss you very much." + +"I shall never forget how good you have both been to me," Deleah said in +her shy voice, and playing with the flowers in her hands. "But I think I +ought to go." + +"You will do what you think you ought, I am sure," he said; and her heart +sank at the ease with which he acquiesced. + +She turned to walk towards the house, and he walked beside her. "You will +come to me if I can help you?" he said. + +"If I might use your name in case no one will let me a house?" + +"Of course. But you are not going to-day?" + +She had not meant to do so, but since he seemed to expect it, found +herself saying that she was. + +"There is another matter," he said, "and it is that I came out to speak +about. My brother Reginald is coming home." + +"Really? Is that so?" She spoke without any show of interest. "I thought +he had gone for a year." + +"That was the original plan. But he went because I wished it--at that +time. He has always been to me a docile, dear fellow, and I fear I +presumed on that. I had no right to order his goings and comings--to order +his life. None." + +"I think it was Franky's death. I think he was glad to go--" + +"That is as may be. I am going to tell him, now, to come back." + +Deleah, feeling that this was a matter in which she had no concern, walked +on, saying nothing. + +"And now," Sir Francis went on, "I am going to ask you to alter your mind +about leaving us. Since Reggie is coming back to us, won't you stay?" + +Deleah lifted her head, and regarded him in silent astonishment. + +He went on. "You have not forgotten what I said to you on a certain matter +some months ago, although you have sweetly held yourself as if you did not +remember. I now wish to recall the words I said then." + +He waited. It was difficult to carry on a conversation in which she would +take no part. + +"I see that I was wrong. That which I feared might be for Reggie's +undoing, I now believe would be for his good. Will you do me the great +kindness to forget that former talk we had; or if you cannot forget, to +act as though it had not taken place?" + +Their walk had brought them opposite the morning-room window at which Miss +Forcus was now standing looking out, wondering what Francis had found to +say to the girl to whom he so seldom spoke. + +Deleah with an effort found her voice. "That time--when you spoke to me +about your brother--I had not promised to marry him." + +"I know," he said very gently, for her voice showed him that she was +distressed. "But Reggie wished it very much. And, perhaps, but for my +having taken action, you would have done?" + +"I don't know," Deleah said, her head hung over the flowers in her hands. +Her hat was big, he could not, if he would, see her face. "Mama and Bessie +wished it--" + +"And--but for me--you would have wished it?" + +"I don't know." + +She gave him an instant's imploring glance. Surely he must understand how +difficult it was for her to explain to him how she felt about Reggie! The +Reggie he was so nobly offering her. The Reggie, that not only her mother +and Bessie, but now Sir Francis himself wished her to marry, and that +therefore, undoubtedly she would have to marry. She could not tell him +this, could only stand before him--for they had come to a pause in the +middle of the gravel sweep before the big hall door--with hanging head, +pulling nervously at the stalks of her flowers, and repeat with a +childishness he must despise, "I don't know." + +"Well, we shall see," he said encouragingly. "But at least you will not +hurry away? You will stay with us until Reggie comes home? Go to my sister +and tell her so. Will you?" + +"If you wish it," Deleah said. + +Miss Forcus, who under no circumstance could have been cold or +inhospitable, received the intimation that Deleah was to stay until +Reginald came home with less than accustomed warmth. + +"Of course, my dear! You know I hated the thought of your going; but why +is it to be for Reggie especially? Were you and Reggie such friends?" + +Deleah admitted without enthusiasm that they were certainly friends. + +"Then, no doubt he will be glad to see you," Miss Forcus said, and thought +to herself that now she was going to have the daughter of a felon for her +sister-in-law. + +By way of solace to her family pride she turned from the impending, +disastrous marriage of the step-brother to that satisfying alliance her +own brother had made. The daughter of a baronet had been his wife--the +sister-in-law of a peer. The baronet was a banker, and rich. If the little +son had lived he would have inherited his grandfather's fortune which now +had gone to the son of Lord Brace. Lord Brace, who was an Irish peer, +wanted the money more than Francis, certainly, who had a sufficient +fortune of his own, even without that considerable one his wife had +received from her mother, and had left to him. + +All such facts, which Ada Forcus generally accepted as a matter of course, +she now produced for the benefit of Deleah, meekly counting the stitches +of the Madonna lily, which when worked in beads, grounded in amber silk +and framed in gold, would be converted into a screen, to hang on the +marble mantelpiece in the Cashelthorpe drawing-room. + +About the wife whom Sir Francis had loved and lost, who had lived for two +years in this beautiful home, sitting to read, and eat, and sew, in her +husband's company, walking the gardens by his side, cared for and tended +and watched over by him, Deleah had dreamed many dreams. Beautiful as an +angel she had pictured her, and with an angel's nature, to be so loved, so +inexpressibly mourned by him. She had dreamed dreams, but had asked no +questions. She asked them now. + +"Was she so very beautiful--Lady Forcus?" + +Not to say strictly beautiful; which had surprised them all, Francis +having ever been a beauty lover. She had what was called a _dear_ face. +And such manners! Such a dignity! Such an air of high-breeding! "I used to +say to myself, 'Small wonder that Francis is your slave.'" + +"And was he?" + +"He was, indeed. Bound to her, hand and foot; with no thought but to +please her, no wish but what was hers." + +Deleah sighed for very fullness of heart. + +"But only because of his love for her, understand. Not because she had him +in the very least under her thumb." + +Deleah shook a sympathetic head. "I am sure he could not be that." + +"He has never been the same since her death. Never! And never will be +again." + +"One would not wish him to be. It would spoil it," Deleah sighed. + +Miss Forcus echoed the sigh. "Well, I do not know," she admitted. "People +die, but the world has to go on, Deleah. If the child had lived it would +have been different; but it seems to me a pity there should be no one to +come after Francis, to bear his name, and inherit his fortune. Of course +there is Reggie; but--" + +She stopped there, remembering that in all probability the son of Reggie +would be the grandson of William and Lydia Day--felon, and bankrupt +grocer. The thought choked her. Had Francis remembered it? "Whoever +marries Reggie will marry a rotten reed," she said impetuously. "I pity +the girl who does it, from my heart." + +"So do I," said Deleah quietly, and knitted her brow, chasing a tiny +fugitive bead with the point of her needle. + +Miss Forcus heard with surprise and satisfaction, yet was afraid to +believe. What penniless girl, whose hand was her own to bestow, would +refuse the wealthy young Forcus? Longing for further assurance, and +greatly daring, she risked the question: "You knew Reggie so well, then, +yet did not fall in love with him?" + +"I? Oh, no!" Deleah said. She lifted her head from the frame over which +she was stooping and looked calmly in the other woman's face; and Miss +Forcus was struck with the perception of what a gentle dignity the girl +had. A dignity less arresting, perhaps, than that she had admired so much +in Francis's wife, but as effective. + +"Ah, well!" she smiled, immensely relieved, and overjoyed to find she +might again take her protégée to her heart. "We shall see who there is +that will be good and great enough for you, Deleah. He will have to be +both to deserve you." + +"He will have to be both before I love him," Deleah said calmly, but with +the colour in her cheeks. She put her head on one side to contemplate the +lily growing so slowly under her fingers. "'I needs must love the highest +when I see it,'" she said, half to herself. + +For while she had been talking and listening she had been thinking of that +sacrifice which she had but now thought was demanded of her; and she had +made up her mind not to make it. + +When Sir Francis came in, that evening, he found lying on his +writing-table a little note with the signature "Deleah Day." "I hope you +will excuse me that I have altered my mind and decided to go home at +once," it ran. "I think I am wanted there. I hope you will not think I do +not feel all your kindness. I do feel it with all my heart." + +Carrying this scanty missive open in his hand, Sir Francis sought his +sister. + +"Yes, she has gone," that lady said. "She evidently wished it, and I drove +her back to-day." + +"Then how about Reggie?" + +"You were quite deceived about Reggie, Francis. You are, indeed. Deleah +will never marry Reggie. She as good as told me so. I never was more +thankful. It would have been so terribly unsuitable. She told me she was +writing to you. What does she say?" + +Sir Francis did not choose to see the hand held out for Deleah's little +note. He folded it, and walked to the window, looking out thoughtfully +upon the garden, his hands behind his back, the letter, held by its corner +in one of them, waggling up and down. + +"She told me she had written," Miss Forcus said again, by way of reminder. + +"She simply says she has gone." + +"I shall miss her dreadfully. She is the dearest girl. Never have I seen +one so lovely and so little vain." + +"She is too lovely to be vain," Sir Francis said. + +And at the tone rather than the words Miss Forcus lifted a startled head, +and gazed and gazed upon her brother's stately back, upon the hands +clasped behind it, holding the letter, waggling up and down, he would not +let out of his keeping. + +Over another letter which Sir Francis received the next morning, he +laughed as he read. He tossed it across the table to his sister. "What a +fellow!" he said. + +"From Reggie? I wish you had not written to him to come home, Francis." + +"He's not coming. Don't alarm yourself. He says the Worradykes have turned +up at Nice--" + +"They followed him! They've no doubt taken Daisy. I would stake my +existence they've taken Daisy!" + +"You are quite right. Daisy is there. Reggie has promised to go on with +them to Rome." + +"_Now_ she'll catch him!" prophesied the lady. "Good gracious! Supposing +things were as you thought and Deleah had waited to welcome him home! What +a quandary we should have been in then, Francis!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +Deleah Grows Up + + +It was Thursday afternoon: the day on which the shops of Brockenham closed +at two. George Boult, who had taken to visiting Bridge Street on the +Thursday half-holiday as well as the Sunday, must be expected this +afternoon. One way or other Mrs. Day would have to answer that proposition +of his which had filled her with such a misery of doubt. + +Very little on his part had been said at the time of the offer. He would +be the happier for a lady at the head of his table, he had said; she and +her daughters wanted a home. Both were perhaps too old for sentiment, both +were old enough to take what chance of happiness and comfort life still +offered them. "Think it over, ma'am," he had said. "I'll look in on +Thursday. I don't anticipate you'll have thought of a better plan." + +She had not, unless to drown herself was a better plan. + +She had no impulse to suicide, but was a woman of unlimited selflessness, +who, believing that her death would make life easier to her children, +would have gone to it without any fuss. + +Sometimes, with little Franky, on a Sunday afternoon, she had walked by +the side of the river where it ran away from the ugly black wharves upon +its shores to the meadows where Franky loved to see the toads slip down +through the weeds to the clear water, loved to get his boots wet in trying +to catch the darting minnows in his hands, loved to gather the +forget-me-nots, and river-mint, and ragged robin, to carry home to Deleah. +She knew exactly the spot, where if she was only sure it would be best for +Bessie, for Deleah, for poor, poor Bernard, she would slip down the +shelving bank and go wading, wading in, till out of her depth and weighed +down by her clothes she would sink out of sight, out of trouble, out of +life. She had no illusions about the enfolding in the "cool and comforting +arms of death." She knew quite well the horror of it, the choke, with the +rank, foul-tasting river in her mouth, its weeds and offal winding her +limbs. But that would pass, and she would be out of it. Far rather would +she be dead at the bottom of the river than married to her benefactor, Mr. +George Boult. If only she was sure it might be best for the children. + +"I wonder what's to become of me while you're having your interesting +interview with Scrooge?" Bessie said at dinner-time. "It's raining, so I +can't go out for a walk." + +"I am going for one," Mrs. Day said, having decided on that course at the +instant of announcing the intention. + +"But I thought Scrooge was coming?" + +"I know. I can't see him. I really can't. You see him for me, Bessie." + +"Really, mama, how absurd! Is the old man wanting to marry me? Are you to +have the billing and cooing by proxy?" + +There was no mistake about it, adversity had not improved Bessie; her +mother had to admit to herself that she was even sometimes vulgar. "You +might have spared me that, I think, Bessie," poor Mrs. Day said. She was +deeply offended and hurt. She would not wait to finish her dinner, but +went down into the shop and busied herself there till Mr. Pretty had put +the shutters up. Then she dressed herself in the widow's bonnet she still +wore, the shabby silk mantle with its deep border of crape, the black +gloves so much the worse for wear, and saying no further word to Bessie +went out. + +"Of course I know where she's gone," said Bessie to Emily, her unfailing +confidante. "To Franky's grave. It isn't the place to make her a lively +companion when she comes back again; and it isn't very cheerful for me to +have to sit at home and think of her there." + +"'Tis mother-like, Miss Bessie." Franky's grave held attraction for Emily +also, who visited it every Sunday of her life. + +"Yes, but, Emily, oughtn't mama to think of me as well as of Franky? And +I've no patience with her. I think she ought to make up her mind, and have +done with it. Quite young girls, with all their lives before them, make +marriages for money, why should she make such a fuss?" + +"The young ones don't know what they're a-doing, perhaps; and your ma +does," the sage Emily hazarded. + +"And if the old man comes to-day what do you suppose I'm to say to him?" + +"There never was a time yet when you didn't know what to say, Miss +Bessie." + +"It's all very well. Why should I be mixed up in it? I shall just say +nothing." + +"Then he can sit and look at you, and that's what he likes." + +Bessie's eyes glinted: "But if he likes it--and he has always acted as if +he did--then why? why? why--?" She spread out the palms of her plump, +white little hands, making the dramatic inquiry of Emily, who, with a +black rag dipped in whitening, was polishing the "brights," as she called +her tin and pewter ware. + +"Ah," Emily said; "he's one of your cautious ones, Boult is. Them that are +young and fascinatin' aren't the best of housekeepers, per'aps." + +Bessie stood silent for a minute, watching the vigorous rubbing of a +dish-cover. "You go and change your frock," Emily said, glancing up at +her. "Put on that black-and-white muslin you look your nicest in--" + +"I ought to wear all black for a year, Emily." + +"You put on your black and white," coaxed Emily. + +Mrs. Day went to Franky's grave as had been foretold, but went a long way +round to it, going first for that walk by the river, which the child and +she had been wont to take together. Finding that particular spot on the +riverbank which had been so much in her thoughts since Mr. Boult had made +his offer, she sat down there with the deliberate intention of deciding +which course to take, out of the three open to her. To be turned, with her +children, homeless and penniless upon the world; to become Boult's wife; +to drown in the river. + +An effort she made to keep her mind on these issues, but could only think, +instead, of Franky. Not of Franky as he had played by the river, happily +painted his pictures, rushed off noisily with the cutler's son to school, +but of Franky sitting to eat his bread-and-butter and radishes, one spring +afternoon, his plate on his knees, removed to a distance from the +tea-table, because Bessie had declared that he smelt of putty. + +It was an absurd little incident, forgotten until now, when it awoke in +her memory to wring the mother's heart without almost intolerable pain. +Banished! Not good enough to sit at the table with Bessie--her Franky, her +baby, her angel boy! In her heart she knew the boy had not cared, that, a +few tears shed, his meal was as welcome to him in one part of the room as +the other. Yet that picture of him, sitting lonely, munching in his +corner, beset her with pain too deep for tears; the little uncomplaining +figure bitterly accused her, she was reproached by the reproachless eyes. + +So she sat by the river and cried there, unable to turn her mind to the +living children; to Bessie, so hard at times, but only because she was +unawakened, did not understand; to pretty, pretty Deleah with her innocent +allurements, her winning ways; to Bernard, who had written in his last +miserable letter from India that he loved her best in the world. Of these +she thought not at all; but only of the child eating his radishes in the +corner, looking solemnly at her out of his big dark eyes. + +He called her from his grave, and presently she got up and went there. + +Deleah, dropped by the Forcus carriage at the private door in Bridge +Street, went running up the stairs, and into the sitting-room. Bessie and +Mr. Boult, sitting side by side on the sofa in that apartment, flew rather +violently apart at the interruption of her entrance. + +"Well, Deleah! What a way to dash into the room!" Bessie said; a flurried +Bessie with red cheeks, bursting into a scolding tone, to cover evident +embarrassment. + +"Where is mama?" Deleah, gasping with astonishment, got out; and Bessie, +in the flurry and perturbation of the moment, flung at her the sisterly +advice to find out. + +Deleah, pale of face, eyes staring, gazed speechless from Bessie on the +sofa, in the black-and-white muslin recommended by Emily, to Mr. Boult, +now engaged in peering with sudden interest into the street. Then, +shutting the door hastily upon the pair, she went to Emily, in the +kitchen. + +"How long has Mr. Boult been here?" + +Emily had not looked at the clock. + +"Is he going to stay to tea?" + +Emily would set an extra cup, on the chance of it. "You'd best go and find +your ma, Miss Deleah; she's gone to the cemetery, and have no right to be +there alone." + +"I am going; and, Emily, I won't come into the house any more while that +man is there; and mama shall not." + +"Now _you're_ going to make a heap of fuss!" the worried Emily said. "I +never see sech goin's on as we get nowadays. No peace anywhere." + +"I'm not making any fuss. Only, you must tell Bessie to get rid of Mr. +Boult before we come home." + +He did not go till Bessie, plump and attractive, a pink rose in her bosom, +had poured out tea for him, but he had been gone half an hour when the +mother and daughter returned. Mrs. Day, fagged with her long walk, was +comforted by the holding of Deleah's warm young arm, strengthened by +Deleah's brave talk. There would be another hard fight, but Deleah would +not go away any more, they would fight together. + +"We can live on almost nothing, mama--you and I." + +There would be Bessie, her mother reminded her; but Deleah seemed +indisposed to take Bessie into her calculations. She unfolded her scheme +of the little house and the little school of quite little children such as +she could teach. + +"We shall be far happier than we have ever been in the shop. Some eggs and +milk for you and me, and now and then a little butcher's meat for Emily. +What will it cost! Surely we can manage that, mama." + +"You are forgetting that there is Mr. Boult to settle with. That horrible +proposition of his must be somehow answered, Deleah." + +"We will answer it to-night. I will help you to write the letter," Deleah +promised. + +They wrote it between them, after Bessie had gone to bed, whither she +quickly repaired upon their return. The composition was mostly Deleah's, +and when finished it ran-- + + "I did not feel equal to an interview with you, and I am sure you will + excuse my having failed to keep the appointment. On thinking the matter + over I have decided that the arrangement you proposed to me the other day + is a quite unsuitable one, and I therefore write to decline. Having had + time for reflection, I have no doubt that you agree in the wisdom of this + decision." + +"That is all, mama." + +"My dear, no! It is so very cold." + +"Well, we feel cold--you and I." + +"But we must not forget what he did for us. We must always be grateful." + +"I know. Mama, I am so tired of being grateful." Mrs. Day sighed; she was +tired of it too, truth to tell. "He is always throwing what he has done in +our faces, rubbing it into our skins. It is our gratitude which has made +him so detestable." + +"It was kind of him to give that fifty pounds, and--" + +"We will pay him back. We will pay him back to the last farthing, mama. +Sir Francis Forcus is _my_ friend; he said he would be; I will go to him, +and ask his advice. Only I hate--I hate to bother him." + +"Then, let us try to muddle on alone." + +"No. I am sure he would wish me." She waited, head on hand as she sat at +the table, looking down at, but not seeing the letter she had written for +her mother to copy. "He is such a sad man, mama," she said presently. "He +still grieves, and grieves, and grieves, for his wife." + +"But he was kind to you, Deleah?" + +"Yes. When he remembered. When he knew I was there. He loved her so much. +Miss Forcus has been telling me how he loved her. She was so beautiful, so +grand in manner and appearance, with such a fine character, so great and +good. There is a lovely monument to her in Cashelthrope churchyard. I went +to look at it this morning, after Miss Forcus had been speaking of her. A +white marble angel with a _heavenly_ face stands above the grave looking +upwards, a lily in her hand. Do you know what I felt, mama. I felt I would +die if I could give her back to him." + +"Deleah!" + +"I would," Deleah said, quite pale, and with a lip that trembled; "I would +die gladly if that could bring her back to him, and make him happy again." + +Mrs. Day looked at her daughter with a rather startled attention, and +Deleah, glancing up, and catching her mother's eye, smiled brightly. +"Come, now let us send off this letter," she said. + +When it was ready she ran down with it, herself, to the red pillar-box, +opposite the shop-door. "That matter is done with," she said as the letter +disappeared within the box, and she turned to re-enter. The light from the +street lamp fell on her mother's name, black letters on a white ground, +above the shop door. "Lydia Day, licensed to sell tobacco and snuff." "And +all that is nearly done with," she added, "and whatever happens I am not +sorry." + +She felt curiously strong and capable; competent to work her way, afraid +of no difficulties. "It is more than time I should grow up, and at last, I +have done so," she said to herself. She went through the badly-lit little +passage, and up the steep narrow stairs, with shoulders braced and head +up. It was the having made, that day, a decision every worldly-wise person +would have condemned, but that she felt in every fibre of her being to be +a right one, which had given her that feeling of confidence in herself she +had hitherto lacked. She had chosen between comfort, luxury, the approval +and adulation of the world, with Reggie Forcus, and the hard up-hill fight +for bare existence, with liberty and her own self-respect; and choosing, +as she knew, well, she had felt herself to have grown in mental and +spiritual stature. + +"What has happened to me?" she asked of herself. "I feel like going out to +fight battles, to-night." + +"Mama," she said, going back into the sitting-room where her mother +awaited her, "behold I am not a child any longer. I am grown up." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + +Bessie's Hour + + +For the best part of the week, Mrs. Day, attending in the vague and +preoccupied manner which had been hers since Franky's death to her few +customers, marvelled greatly and with supreme uneasiness of mind about Mr. +Boult. He took no notice of her letter, he did not come to the house. "He +is too much offended," she said to herself, wondering what form the +vengeance she anticipated would take. + +At length, unable to keep silence any longer on the subject, she +questioned Bessie. + +"I hope Mr. Boult was not very much annoyed at my leaving him on Thursday, +Bessie?" + +"He didn't say he was," said Bessie, pertly. + +"But was he? You could judge from his manner, surely?" + +"If you ask me, then, I don't think he cared a ha'penny." + +"I wrote to him, you know, Bessie." + +"That finished it, I suppose?" + +"Well, I must say I expected an answer." + +"Mr. Boult has been in London lately. Perhaps it slipped his memory." + +"London? That explains it. But how do you know, my dear?" + +"I happen to know," Bessie said, and escaped from further questioning. + +On the morning of the day when Deleah and her mother were to look over the +house which Deleah had chosen for the scene of their new start in life, +the girl went down into the shop to help her mother take stock of her +stores of teas and sugars and soaps. The enterprising Coman, having done +his best to ruin the widow's trade, had intimated his willingness to take +the business over as it stood, and at once; leaving the family at liberty +to continue in the house until Christmas. + +Having her younger daughter with her behind the counter, made her morning +in the shop a different thing to Mrs. Day. She lost the weary air of +hopelessness she had worn since Franky's death, talked cheerfully to her +customers, was brisk and alert over the business she and Deleah had to do. + +"It is surprising that Mr. Boult, who has always insisted on having a +finger in everything, should leave all this to us," she once said. "Our +letter must have mortally offended him, Deleah." + +"Never mind, mama; we will manage without him," Deleah promised. She felt +such happy confidence in herself. "We will work," she said. "There never +were two people who worked as you and I will work." + +"And I am sure, in her way, Bessie will help," Mrs. Day loyally added; but +Deleah was not quick to admit Bessie to her scheme. + +"Twenty-five lemons," said Mrs. Day, having counted the stock of that +commodity. "Two of them going bad. Say twenty-three, dear." + +"Twenty-three lemons," repeated Deleah, entering that number in the +stocktaking book. + +"Three whole, and one half tin of ginger-nuts, at eight-pence the pound." + +"Three and a half tins--Oh, wait a minute, mama." She held her pen +suspended to look through the shop-window. She looked carelessly at first, +and then with intentness. A closed carriage was passing down the narrow +street, the wheel grating against the pavement had caused her to look up. +"There is some one, all in white, in that carriage," she said. + +"All in white? Have you got the ginger-nuts down, dear? Three and a half +tins--" + +"It was some one so like Bessie. I believe it _was_ Bessie, mama." + +"Bessie isn't likely to be sitting in a carriage, all in white. Say +'right' when you've got the items down, Deleah. Window sponges at +sixpence. Put down nineteen sponges at sixpence, Deleah." + +"Wait a minute. I'd just like to run up to see what Bessie is doing. I +only caught a glimpse, but--I'll be back in one minute, mama." + +Within that time she was back, a scared look on her face: "Bessie is not +in the house, mama." Mrs. Day looked up in mild surprise. "And Emily is +gone too." + +"Emily? Gone?" + +"The street door is locked, the key taken, and they are both gone." + +"Emily has no right to go off like that in the middle of the morning. +Bessie should not allow it. I must speak to them both when they come home. +We got as far as the sponges--" + +"Mama, it _was_ Bessie in white in that carriage--her face was turned +away, but I felt nearly sure. Some one was with her on the side farther +away; that was Emily." Deleah looked at her mother, as if questioning in +her own mind how much of the truth she could bear, before she went on. +"Don't be upset, mama. I was going to tell you something. I feel sure +Bessie is gone to be married to-day; and Emily has gone with her." + +"Deleah!" + +"Sit down for a minute. They have been so mysterious, all the +week--haven't you noticed?--and so busy; no one knew about what--" + +"Married! Married! How can she be married? There is no one for her to be +married to." + +"Do sit down. There is nothing to look so white about. Haven't you +guessed? I have guessed all along. It is Mr. Boult." + +"Boult! Mr. George Boult?" + +"Yes." + +"Mr. George Boult!" + +"Yes. Mr. George Boult. I keep telling you, mama. That day we wrote the +letter, I ran upstairs unexpectedly, and they were sitting on the sofa, +and that old man had got his arm round Bessie's waist." + +"George Boult's arm? Bessie? _Our_ Bessie?" + +"Yes. Now, don't faint, or begin to cry. I am certain they have gone to be +married." + +"Bessie never would! She never would! It is _awful_ of her! It can't be! +It can't be!" + +"It _is_. I am sure of it as if I were in the church, seeing it done. Oh, +mama, _don't_ give way. _Don't!_ I have told you, so that when they come +back, here as they will--they will! in half an hour, you may be quite +brave, and not give way before them." + +Deleah called Mr. Pretty from the cellar to the shop, and taking her +mother's arm led her to the sitting-room. "Now if you feel you _must_ +collapse or cry, mama," she adjured her parent with a touch of the scorn +the younger generation felt for elders accustomed, in that day, to meet +all crises with tears and faints, or at the least wild gesticulation--"if +you _must_, do it now, and here; so that when they come you can be calm +and dignified." + +"_Our_ Bessie!" Mrs. Day kept saying, wringing her hands and looking up +with appealing eyes swimming in tears. "Our Bessie! Our pretty, attractive +Bessie! And that man! That _old_ man!" + +"It won't do to go on like that when they come, mama," Deleah warned her. +"You can't tell him he is old. You must not even tell Bessie so, now. +Bessie isn't like you and me, remember, who would have been wretched and +ashamed. She thinks of his money and his carriage. She does not think she +has played an underhand game. She thinks she has been cleverer than the +rest of us. She is pleased with herself, and proud, and Emily is proud of +her. Well, if you must cry--cry, mama. Cry all you can now, so, on no +account, you shed one tear before _them_." + +By the time Bessie appeared--she came without her bridegroom, who had +thought a meeting with the mother of his bride would be, under the +circumstances, awkward--Deleah's exhortations had had their effect. + +Bessie--partial to "scenes" and making them, of her own, on any +occasion--expecting one now was disappointed. She came in, in her white +dress and bonnet, her fair plump face flushed, her eyes twinkling in +anticipation of the sensation she was about to create, and found mother +and sister gravely awaiting her. + +"Here I am! I am married, mama," she announced. + +Instead of the outburst she had expected: "Yes, my dear, so I have been +hearing," Mrs. Day said. "I don't know why you need have kept it secret +from me, but now it is done, all I can do is to wish you every possible +happiness, Bessie." + +It was disappointing: very flat and tame. Mrs. Day got up and kissed her +daughter, and Deleah followed suit. + +"It would have been nicer for you to have mama and me with you at your +wedding, I should have thought," Deleah said. "Isn't Mr. Boult coming to +speak to us?" + +"No," said a slightly crestfallen Bessie. "He thought there would be a +fuss." + +"It is too late to make a fuss, Bessie." + +"Well, we thought so; and that there was no good in his being bothered; so +he's gone straight on to the station to wait for me. We go up to town by +the 1.20. I join him in half an hour. The carriage will wait." + +"That's all right, dear. You'd better have something to eat before you +go." + +Emily was summoned to bring refreshments. The tray was already, having +been prepared before they left for church, and on it was a small +wedding-cake bought with Emily's savings, and a bottle of port purchased +from the same meagre fund. + +The white sugared cake was to be a surprise to Bessie: + +"A little present from me," Emily said as she set it on the table. + +"Oh, you dear old thing! You must stop to eat some. Cut the cake, Deleah." + +Deleah would not usurp the bride's privilege, and Bessie, attempting the +operation without removing her glove, split it down the palm! "There, I've +spoilt my glove!" she cried, and turned upon her sister. "That's your +fault, Deleah. You should have cut the cake when I asked you." Then she +began to cry. "I get married," she sobbed; "mama and Deda care no more +than if I had gone out for a walk. No one cares. They sit there and stare, +and won't say anything; no one cares." + +"Oh, Bessie, my poor girl, God knows I care!" the mother said. "But what +can I say? It is done; what can I say?" + +"Say s-s-omething! Don't sit there!" Bessie sobbed. "Deda might sew up my +glove, instead of s-s-sitting there." + +Deleah had already found needle and cotton. "Take your glove off, Bessie." + +Bessie tried to tear it from her hand. Her tears fell on the white kid. +"It is tight. I shall never get it on again. Oh, what shall I do, mama? I +have to be there in half an hour. What's the time now? No. I can't eat the +cake, Emily. You can eat it, and Deleah, when I'm g-g-gone. Little Franky +would have liked some. Poor little Franky. I--I always loved Franky, mama. +I'm--I'm crying now because of Franky." + +They all cried then, and hushed and petted her, and made her drink a glass +of poor Emily's wine, which still further flushed her cheeks, and made her +laugh across her tears. Then they had to be stern with her, and scold her, +lest she should be in hysterics. And through it all she kept looking at +the clock on the mantelpiece. "Only five minutes more, mama! Deda, Emily, +only five minutes more!" + +"Dear, you're going to see the London sights," Emily comforted her, the +tears raining down her own leather-coloured cheeks. "And your own +kerridge, and all! And your man in livery a-waiting at the door! And your +gentleman that fond of you, he could eat you a'most!" + +But, in spite of these considerations, Bessie spent the last five minutes +in the room she had so grumbled at having to live in on the sofa, her head +buried in the pillow, her feet kicking, in the old ungoverned fashion, +upon the horsehair cover. + +Deleah fetched her own hat and the cloak which was to cover Bessie's white +muslin for travelling, and eau-de-cologne wherewith to dab the +tear-stained cheeks. "I'm coming with you, Bessie, to the station," she +promised. "Emily must come too." + +"I'm a-comin'," Emily, still in her bonnet and shawl, assured her. "Don't +you never think I'm a-goin' to leave you, my dear, till I'm forced to it. +And I may as well tell you, ma'am," she went on, turning to Mrs. Day, +"that when my young lady and her husban' returns from their honeymooning, +I'm a-goin' to live along of 'em. Sorry I am to part from you and Miss +Deleah, but Bessie have always come first with me, and always will do." + +Then the five minutes were up: "Good-bye, mama dear." + +"Good-bye, my own precious Bessie." + +"I've got three new frocks, besides this; and I'm to have some more +afterwards. The luggage was such a trouble to pack, without you and Deleah +knowing! I hope I've got everything." + +"You'll write, Bessie?" + +"And you'll come and stay with me, mama? There'll be the carriage to drive +out in. It will make a nice change." + +"It will indeed, dear." + +"Is my bonnet straight? I had the forget-me-not wreath put in because you +always said blue was my colour." + +"Go now, darling. There is not another minute." + +"Oh, Mama! Mama! Mama!" + +"Go instantly, Bessie. Deleah, take her downstairs--" + +The bridegroom, dressed for the character in blue frock-coat, lavender +trousers, with gloves and tie to match, and a flower in his buttonhole, +was in waiting to help his bride to alight. He, who had never struck her +as looking so before, suddenly appeared quite old to Deleah, in spite of +his careful array, and the whiskers which had been oiled and curled. +Bessie with the forget-me-nots surrounding her plump, fair-skinned face, +looked almost a child in comparison. + +"Late!" he said, smiling upon the ladies. "But better late than never, eh, +Sister Deleah?" + +"That depends on how you look at these things," said Deleah, for the first +time in her life feeling the desire to be unpleasant. + +"We sprang a surprise on you, eh?" + +"We were not at all surprised, Mr. Boult." + +"It will have to be 'George' now, won't it? We can't have Sister Deleah +'Mr. Boult-ing' me. Eh, Bess?" + +"You may call him 'George,' Deda," said a magnanimous Bessie. + +"Thank you," said Deleah, in the tone of one who is not at all grateful. +She followed the happy pair to the platform. Both were too smartly dressed +for ordinary travellers, and people, guessing them to be bride and +bridegroom, looked at them with interest. + +"How they all stare! I hope they find us worth looking at." + +"I always have thought you were, my dear," Mr. Boult said gallantly. + +Quite a little crowd collected to see Bessie handed into the first-class +carriage, on which the word 'engaged' had been pasted: "We shall be alone. +I have seen to that," the bridegroom said, proud of his man-of-the-world +ways. + +Deleah climbed into the carriage with her sister. "You wish you were +coming with us?" Mr. Boult inquired facetiously. + +"Not at all!" + +"Your turn will come. How about Mr. Gibbon? Now that Bessie is out of the +way you can have your chance." + +"Good-bye, Bessie. I do so hope you may be happy." + +"You're a lucky young lady, tha's what you are!" Emily said, putting her +head into the carriage. "You couldn't marry all of 'em what was in love +with you, Bessie; but you've made a wise ch'ice--" + +The guard cut her eloquence short by slamming the door. Mr. Boult, +oblivious of the fact that Bessie might also have liked to show herself, +filled up the window. Emily, determined that no item of the ritual proper +to such ceremonies should be omitted, promptly threw a handful of rice in +his face. It stung, half blinded him, but had the effect of driving him +from his position, so that Bessie for one minute could appear. The poor +face in the white tulle and forget-me-nots looked anxious, frightened, +appealing; and as the train, rushing on, carried it from them the women +left on the platform looked at each other through eyes blinded with tears. + +"Poor Bessie! She is such a child always," Deleah said. + +"She is that, Miss Deleah. I tell you how 'tis with me and Bessie--spite +of her having such a way with her with the gentlemen, and such a will of +her own--I have always felt I haven't never lost the little girl I had to +wait on when first I come to service with your ma." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +The Man With The Mad Eyes + + +The other women being employed in the daytime, the sitting-room had been +more especially Bessie's domain. How strange and chilling was the thought +it would be empty of Bessie for evermore. Her untidy work-basket peeped +out from under the sofa where she always pushed it on the appearance of a +visitor; the penny weekly paper in which she read of the fashions, and the +romantic love-matches of which she had dreamed while making an absolutely +sordid marriage herself, was tucked behind the cushion of her chair. +Deleah stood within the doorway for a minute, without entering, feeling +strangely bereaved and forlorn. Not much sympathy had been between the +pair, but the ties of blood are stronger than is realised till "marriage +or death or division" snaps the cord. + +With a lagging step Deleah went forward into the so pathetically empty +room. On the table some flowers were lying. Two deep purple blooms of +clematis. The creeper so carefully trained to climb beside a certain hall +door came into her mind. She had noticed on an occasion she would fain +have forgotten, without knowing she had done so, that it bore two buds. +Deleah looked at the blossoms with an odd feeling of repulsion. She walked +round the table to the side that was farthest from them. Then lifting her +eyes, she saw that Charles Gibbon was standing by the opposite wall. The +open door had screened him from her on entering. + +"Mr. Gibbon!" she said, and her voice faltered with dismay; only +apprehension was in her eyes. + +He looked at her without speaking. It was curiously disturbing to see him +standing there, his back to the wall, saying nothing; the broad, short +figure, at one time so familiar in that room, now so alien and strange, +the commonplace, plain-featured face, tragic with its new grey hue, the +eyes--Deleah remembered with a shudder some words recently spoken about +the eyes! They were fixed upon her face. + +"Won't you come and sit down, Mr. Gibbon?" + +He advanced a few steps, and stood at the table opposite her. + +She looked at the flowers. "You brought these?" + +"For you," he said, speaking thickly. "They are the only two the clematis +had. If it had ten thousand they would have been for you." + +Deleah kept her eyes upon the flowers. She felt that she could not touch +them. "You are very kind," she said. + +"You would say as much as that to any stranger in the street who had +kicked a stone out of your path, and I--I--." He was stammering curiously +in his thickened voice. It seemed that the words he wanted to speak would +not come. "And I--after all that I suffer--only kind?" he got out at last. + +With something of the expression of a trapped creature in her eyes, Deleah +looked past him to the door. He turned instantly, and shut it, and came +back to his place opposite her at the table. + +"Your sister is married to Mr. Boult, to-day," he said. "At one time you +could not marry me because of your sister. That impediment's gone. Another +time, you had some other excuse. Again another. Come, what excuse have you +to-day?" He leant across the table to bring his face closer to hers. "You +don't intend to marry me, do you?" + +She gazed at him with fear in her eyes, but did not speak. "You let me +live beside you, set my heart on you, till there was nothing else on earth +or heaven for me but you. You let me slave to serve a man I hated as a +means of getting you. You let me get ready my house--every brick in it, +every pound of paint laid on it, for you. You--" + +"Mr. Gibbon, do wait! I think you are saying too much. I never deceived +you. I never said I would marry you. I tried to make you understand." + +"Listen! Have you always hated me? When you took my flowers and fruit--all +the presents I lavished on you--tell me, did you hate me then?" + +"Certainly I did not. I thought you very kind and generous." + +"Do you hate me now?" When she told him 'no' he stretched out a shaking +hand to her across the table. "Then--?" + +Deleah stepped back from the hand and shook her head. + +"Why?" + +No answer. + +"Why?" + +"Oh, where would be the use of my telling you!" + +"But you shall tell me." + +"No." + +"Then I will tell you. You think you are going to marry some one else." + +Deleah lifted her head and looked at him with proud offence. "You are not +to say that, Mr. Gibbon. It is not true." + +"You think so," he persisted. "But you are not. Do you know why? Because I +will stop you. I know! know! know!" He mercilessly slapped one of his +shaking hands upon the table. "And I will stop you." + +He turned away, walked to the door, stood staring at it for a moment, his +back to her, then suddenly faced her again: "Sir Francis Forcus," he said. +He walked to the table his eyes fixed on hers. "Sir Francis Forcus," he +repeated. And once again, leaning across the table to bring his face close +to hers, "Sir Francis Forcus." + +Then he laughed in the girl's frightened face, and went out of the room. + +Emily put an inquiring head in at the door. + +"He haven't gone? Mr. Gibbon haven't gone, Miss Deleah? Well, now, when +the mistress told me he was up along of you, I hoped 'twas another weddin' +comin' off. You shouldn't have let him go so quick, my dear." + +Deleah had a dazed look about the eyes. "He was horrible! I believe he is +mad," she said. + +Emily clapped her hands together. "Bessie's marriage have done that! I +always told Bessie she'd send some of 'em to the lunatic asylum, or their +graves." + +"I believe he is mad. Which way did he go, Emily?" She ran down into the +shop where Mrs. Day, if daughters were married or daughters were +threatened, must never forget that she was licensed to sell tobacco and +snuff, was still toiling away at her stocktaking. "Mama, did you see Mr. +Gibbon go away?" + +"No. Is he gone, my dear?" + +Deleah dashed to the door, still open, although the windows were +shuttered, and looked up and down the street. + +"Do you want to call him back?" her mother asked of her, in mild surprise. + +"I believe he is mad." Deleah was breathless, shaking with excitement or +fear. "He was in the sitting-room--hiding behind the door--waiting for +me." + +"Mr. Gibbon! My dear, he couldn't have been. Why should he do that?" + +"He was doing it. How did he get there?" + +"He came in just as usual--there is really nothing the matter with him, +Deleah--to ask me if I knew where his pistol was that he and Franky used +to shoot at bottles with when he first came, out of his bedroom window. +You remember? I told him it was in his bedroom still, for all I knew; I +told him to run up and get it?" + +"Did he get it? Had he a pistol in his pocket while he talked to me?" + +Emily had followed Deleah into the shop. "He'd no pistol," she put in +confidently. "He'd never find it. I'd never liked the nasty dang'rous +thing, with Franky into every mischief, and I hid it up on the top of the +wardrobe. He'd never find it!" + +"Run and see," Mrs. Day said. She began to be impressed by the look of +fear on Deleah's face; the girl was trembling violently, now, her teeth +chattering as if with extreme cold. + +In less than a minute Emily was back. "He've got it," they heard her +calling as she came. "The pistol's gone. He've got it. Sure as we're +living, he's goin' to shoot hisself, on account of Bessie!" + +"Nonsense!" Mrs. Day cried sharply. "Deleah, there is really nothing to be +frightened about, my dear. The pistol was Mr. Gibbon's own. He naturally +wanted it." + +Deleah stood in the middle of the shop, lit by the half-open door and the +jet of gas above Mrs. Day's desk. She was squeezing her hands together, +her arms strained against her breast as if trying desperately to stop her +trembling. "Could I get there?" she said to her mother. "Could I get there +first?" Her body was bent forward as if with the impulse to run, but she +waited, squeezing herself in her arms, her brow knit, trying to steady her +thought. "If I can get there first--!" she said. + +"Where, dear? Get where? What is it you want to do, Deleah?" + +She seemed not to hear: "If I can get there first!" she said to herself; +then, going stumblingly, reached the door, and was gone. + +The two women left, stared at each other's blank face in the mingled +lights of the shop. "She isn't running after Mr. Gibbon, surely!" Mrs. Day +said, helplessly perplexed. + +"There's no good in her a-doing that. Gibbon's heart's set on Bessie," +Emily declared. + +"Do go after her, and bring her back, Emily." + +The great yard of the Hope Brewery was nearly empty. A young clerk, his +pen stuck in the bushy hair above his ears, his hands in his trousers +pockets, was whistling as he walked across it, stepping lightly from the +shadows cast by the huge buildings to the sunshine of the open spaces. An +enormous drayman was backing a pair of powerful horses, in order to bring +his wagon under that portion of the wall over which a barrel hung +suspended; two other men also of gigantic proportions, with red-shining +faces and aprons tied over their ample bodies, stood to watch the +manoeuvres. A groom in charge of a saddle-horse by the entrance to the +main building patted his horse's neck as he also looked on. + +Deleah, flinging herself from the door of the four-wheeler which had +brought her, dashed through the yard, consciously seeing none of these +things, which yet photographed themselves on her brain and remained +indelibly printed there till her dying day. She knew her way to the +private room of Sir Francis, and made towards it, without pausing to heed +the one or two men who endeavoured to stop and question her. In the +ante-room to the inner sanctum, a confidential clerk who always sat there +flew up from his desk. + +"Excuse me, miss. A moment, please. You can't go in there. Sir Francis is +particularly engaged." + +When she took no notice, he tried to reach the door before her; but +Deleah, too quick for him, dashing forward, opened, and shut it in his +face. + +Sir Francis was standing in his favourite position with his back to the +mantelpiece, in riding dress, his gloves and whip in his hand. Deleah, +bolting into the room, and falling back upon the door, the more +effectually to close it upon the confidential clerk, had an instant's +vision of him in his calm unassailableness, in that unruffled perfection +of appearance, which, while it had always awakened her girlish admiration, +had ever seemed to remove him to an immeasurable distance. The sight of +him, even in what was to her a supreme moment, had its habitual effect of +pouring cold waters of discouragement upon her mood, of making her +doubtful of herself and any claim she could possibly make upon his +attention. She had been presumptuous in pushing herself into his presence. +Of course he was safe. Of course nothing could hurt him. The poor +Honourable Charles, the erstwhile draper's assistant, with his common, +thick-set figure, his hoarse voice, his unrefined accent--it was an +offence even to think of him in the same breath with this elegant +gentleman. How could this one on his high eminence of aloofness and +security be endangered by such an one as that? + +To see and feel all this was the work of a moment. The moment in which she +slammed the door on the protesting clerk, the moment in which also she +felt the shock of awaking from her frenzied zeal that would have beaten +down all obstacles to save this man's life, to the perception that her +zeal would in his eyes seem an absurdity; that her presence there was +superfluous if not impertinent; that she had made a fool of herself for +nothing. + +Sir Francis suffered this inexplicable noisy invasion of his privacy with +a look of annoyance and surprise breaking up the composure of his face. +Then, seeing who it was who had thus burst upon him, who leant upon the +door she had slammed, panting as if pursued, turning frightened, appealing +eyes to him, the expression of his face changed, the whole man seemed to +change. With a look such as Deleah had never dreamed it possible he could +wear he went forward to her; in a tone she had not known his voice to +take, he spoke her name. + +"Deleah!" he said. + +She looked at him; but in rapturous wonder at the light in his eyes, +listening spellbound to the delight of her name so spoken, forgetting who +she was, where she was, in the whirl of bliss where her senses momentarily +swam. Then he held out his hands and took hers, and held them locked in +his against his breast. + +"My dear child, I was coming to you," he said. "You have come to me +instead, my little Deleah!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +The Moment Of Triumph + + +"While you were in my house I reckoned up the years, many times." He +smiled a little sadly, and shook his head, looking down at her. "They +never grew any less, Deleah. There are twenty-five between you and me. It +is too much! Too much!" + +"No!" breathed Deleah, with upturned, adoring eyes. + +"And, dear, they are not the only things between us--dividing me from you. +A love I felt--a great love I thought never to feel again--in the past--" +He looked away from her, over her head into the years that were gone. Then +his eyes came back to the eyes that were lifted to him, and he grasped her +hands tighter against his breast. + +"There was Reggie, too," he said. "Poor Reggie! But I made what reparation +I could. I gave him his chance. Did he ever have a chance, Deleah?" + +She shook her head. "Never!" + +"What will he say to us?" + +There came a rap upon the door, and Sir Francis dropped the hands he held, +and started back. "I am particularly engaged, Rogers," he said. + +The door was discreetly opened to admit not Rogers, but Rogers's voice: "I +beg your pardon, sir, but there is a matter of some importance; if you +could come for a few minutes." + +"I have told you I am engaged," the voice of authority protested. With a +kind of discreet reluctance the door closed again, and Sir Francis, with +the impatience of a lover whose ardour has received a momentary check, +took the girl into his arms. With a hand pushed against his chest she held +herself away from him. + +"Why?" he asked her. "You are not afraid of me, Deleah?" + +"Yes. Very much afraid." + +"Tell me why, my dearest child?" + +"Oh, you know," said Deleah, turning away her head. + +"No! It is I who should be afraid of you; you, with your youth and beauty, +and sweet and gentle goodness. I confess it--all those months you lived in +my house, I was afraid." + +"You said there were things between us--dividing us. You did not say what +really is there. What papa did--" + +As she faltered over the words there came a louder knocking upon the door, +which opened almost at the same minute. Mr. Rogers's deprecating face +appeared there, and behind it the face of a policeman. + +"A minute, sir. I won't detain you a minute," the clerk said; and Sir +Francis walked to the door with an impatient step and closed it behind +him. + +Deleah, left to herself--was it for an hour? was it for a minute?--looked +with eyes dazed with happiness upon the hands that had been crushed in +his. + +"I used to think that to be loved by him would be heaven," she said. "And +now--now I feel nothing. I am numb." + +He came back very grave, his face unusually pale. "Your cab is waiting. I +will take you home, my dear child," he said. + +She crossed the big yard again at his side. The drayman was still at his +horses' heads, the groom was taking the riding-horse round to the stables. +On the opposite side of the yard beneath one of the arches of a heavy +colonnade, a couple of policemen stood. One of them was making notes in a +book. A group of workpeople stood near by; and Deleah remembered +afterwards that there was about them and the rest an air of suspending +something they were saying or doing while their chief and the girl at his +side walked to the great entrance gates. + +"A cab was waiting, by good luck," Sir Francis said as he put her in it, +and Deleah awoke, it seemed to her, for the first time since he had called +her name as she leant against his door, to full consciousness. + +"It was mine," she said. "I took it to get to you quickly--before you +started for home. I was afraid you might be hurt. A man--the man who used +to lodge with us--came to me this afternoon, and he threatened you. I was +so foolish--I believed he meant it. I was afraid. I thought, as you rode +past his house to Cashelthorpe, he would wait there, behind the hedge, and +shoot you. I seemed to see him doing it. So foolish of me! Of course he +was simply frightening me; he would not dare--" She lifted the adoring +eyes to his face as he sat beside her. Who would dare indeed to harm that +Excellence! "I was afraid he had gone mad," she said, excusing the folly +of her thought. + +"Poor fellow, I think he had," Sir Francis said. He held her face turned +to him, its pure oval in his hand. "Was it love of you that made him mad, +Deleah?" + +She was too shy of him yet, and too modest to answer the question by word +of mouth; but he knew the answer. + +"He won't trouble you any more, Deleah," he said very gently. "He won't +hurt me. He is dead." + +She would not believe it. It was impossible. "He can't be! He was with me +half an hour ago. He was well as I am, and very strong. He can't be dead!" + +"He seems to have come to the Brewery-yard--why we shall never know. +Perhaps with some mad intention towards me. Perhaps--. But it is all +conjecture. All we know is that he is there now. Dead." + +"Was he there before me? Did he see me running through the yard--to you?" + +"No one knows. No one noticed him till they found him lying behind one of +the pillars of the colonnade, shot through the head. I am going back there +now. They want me." + +He lifted her from the cab and stood beside her till Emily opened the +door: "I will be with you again as soon as I can, my darling child," he +promised; and got into the cab again and drove away. + +Deleah, creeping up the stairs, shut the door of the sitting-room upon +Emily, voluble of questions but getting no satisfactory answers. Shaken +with emotion, weak and shivering, she stood looking round the empty room, +peopling it with its familiar circle. There was Bessie's place, and there +Franky's especial chair. There, by the little table on one side of the +fire the boarder had sat every evening, book in hand, but eyes wandering +ever in Deleah's direction. She spoke, or laughed, or sighed, and the +change in his face showed that he listened. Bessie had to call his name +sharply twice before his attention was gained. Franky would ask some +question about the mixing of his paints. The man would answer with a kind +of anxious politeness, getting up to look over the child's shoulder. +Passing Deleah, he would stoop for the book he had purposely dropped by +her chair. "I love you!" she would hear his fierce low whisper in her ear. + +She had been too depreciative of herself, too innocent of the workings of +passion, to have felt anything but irritation and annoyance at the signs +in him of a suffering she could not believe in or understand. Was it +possible, after all, that she, Deleah, whose heart was so tender, whose +ways so pitiful, who saved the drowning flies and would not willingly have +afflicted the meanest of God's creatures, by means of a pale and pretty +face only, had wrought that havoc? + +With a sob in her throat she came forward into the room. Upon the table +were lying the two purple clematis flowers, backed by a spray of their own +foliage and tied with the tendrils of the plant. Deleah recalled the +repulsion with which she had seen them lying there. She put out her hand +towards them, but drew it back. She could not touch them even now. + +To each of us, however mean our lives and obscure our history, living or +dead, the moment of triumph comes. To Charles Gibbon his came, when +Deleah, forgetful of her new-found bliss, and the Heaven of Happiness +opening before her, laid her head upon the table beside the poor blooms of +the clematis flower, and as if her heart were broken, cried for the fate +of the Honourable Charles. + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK, MRS. DAY'S DAUGHTERS *** + +This file should be named 7941-8.txt or 7941-8.zip + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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