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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/77802-0.txt b/77802-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..56c8788 --- /dev/null +++ b/77802-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6244 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77802 *** + + + + + No Enemy + + A TALE OF + RECONSTRUCTION + + + _by_ Ford Madox Ford + + _Author of_ + NO MORE PARADES + SOME DO NOT + _etc._ + + + _New York, 1929_ + THE MACAULAY COMPANY + + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1929, BY + THE MACAULAY COMPANY + + PRINTED IN THE U. S. A. + + + + + _To_ + ESTHER JULIA MADOX FORD + + +_Très, très chère petite Princesse_, + +When you shall come to read English--which I hope will not be too +soon--you shall find here adumbrated what the world seemed like to me +just when you were preparing to enter it ..... a confused old world +which your coming rendered so much clearer and dearer. And as these +pages were written in the expectation of you--and for you!--I have +thought better to leave them exactly as they were, bearing as they +obviously do the traces of sufferings that, thank God, you never knew. +And so, when you come to read them, give a tender thought to him to +whom you have so often written--quitoubliejamé et qui t’aime de tou son +coeur et encore beaucoupluss! + + F. M. F. + +New York, 21st June, 1929 + + + + + What is love of one’s land?.... + I don’t know very well. + It is something that sleeps + For a year, for a day, + For a month--something that keeps + Very hidden and quiet and still + And then takes + The quiet heart like a wave, + The quiet brain like a spell, + The quiet will + Like a tornado--and that shakes + The whole of the soul. + + + + + CONTENTS + + + Part One--Four Landscapes + + CHAPTER PAGE + + I TO INTRODUCE GRINGOIRE 9 + + II GARDENS AND FLATS 19 + + III BLUE OF SWALLOWS’ BACKS 39 + + IV THE KINGDOMS OF THE EARTH 47 + + V INTERMEZZO 88 + + VI JUST COUNTRY 118 + + VII PLAYING THE GAME 129 + + + Part Two--Certain Interiors + + VIII “MAISIE” 147 + + IX THE WATER MILL 176 + + X FROM A BALCONY 194 + + XI “ROSALIE PRUDENT” 222 + + XII THE MOVIES 258 + + ENVOI 293 + + + + + PART ONE + + FOUR LANDSCAPES + + + + + I + + _To Introduce Gringoire_ + + +The writer’s friend Gringoire, originally a poet and Gallophile, went +to the war. Long, gray, lean, unreasonably boastful as a man and +unreasonably modest as a poet, he was probably not too disciplined as +an infantry officer, but he has survived to inhabit in tranquillity +with the most charming of companions a rural habitation so ancient, +frail and unreal that it is impossible to think of it otherwise than as +the Gingerbread Cottage you may have read of in the tale of “Haensel +and Gretel.” + +This book, then, is the story of Gringoire just after ... Armageddon. +For it struck the writer that you hear of the men that went, and you +hear of what they did when they were There. But you never hear how +It left them. You hear how things were destroyed, but seldom of the +painful processes of Reconstruction. + +So that your Compiler, taking pencils, tablets and erasers and +availing himself of the singularly open hospitality of the poet and +his charming meridional partner, came on many successive Saturday +afternoons from the little old Grammar School where he instructs +classes in English Literature and Physical Development, to sit in the +garden at the feet of Gringoire, Gallophile, Veteran, Gardener and, +above all, Economist, if not above all Poet. + +We would sit about on rude benches whilst Mme. Sélysette would bring +us shandygaff brewed after a recipe of Gringoire himself. Then he +would talk and your Compiler make furtive shorthand notes. Above all +Gringoire loved to talk about cooking for he boasted that he was not +only the best but the most economical cook in the world. How that may +be your Compiler hesitates to say. To eat a meal prepared by Gringoire +was certainly an adventure and when you felt adventurous had its +titillations. But only Mme. Sélysette who had accompanied him into +his English wilds from the distant South could have told you whether +Gringoire was as economical in his cuisine as he professed to be. For +he swore that the saviour of society in the end would be the good but +excellently economical cook. + +But Mme. Sélysette, dark, alert and with exquisitely pencilled brows +and as loyal as she was goodhumored, never got beyond saying that in +his culinary furies Gringoire needed at least three persons--whom I +took to be herself, the diminutive maid and the almost more diminutive +stable boy--to clear up after he had boiled an egg. + +How Gringoire proposed to save the world by intensive kitchen gardening +and exquisite but economical cookery may appear hereafter. His years in +the trenches had taught him one thing--to be an eccentric economist, +_in petto_, since he regarded himself as an extinct poet and proposed +to live on his minute army pension. And I think his ambition really was +to teach persons forced to live on minute incomes how to lead graceful, +poetic and pleasant lives and so to save the world. + +Thus it would perhaps have been better could your Compiler have +provided you with a work useful to young couples contemplating +matrimony on ten shillings a week ... or a month ... or a year. That +would have been an enterprise certainly to gladden the heart of +Gringoire. Or it might have been better had it taken the form of a +Cottager Cookery Book or a Cottager’s Guide to Gardening or the Keeping +of Goats instead of the war-reminiscences of a contemplative and +sensitive soul. Yes, to be sure that would have been better. One can +only console one’s self that when it comes to war-reminiscences the +contemplative and sensitive soul has been little represented. So, for +the matter of that, has the poetic but economical chef. + +But the present writer, alas, has not the excellent--but _so_ +meticulous!--mind that will let him sit down and write _many_ +paragraphs such as that following this one. Neither has Gringoire the +patience to dictate to the writer details of his methods. The most +he has done is to let his Boswell into his frame of mind. We once, +together, got as far as this: + +“_Chops, Mutton, to deal with._ + +“_Fritto Misto_: Stock: Mixed Meats _en casserole_. + +“Take two chops. Pare off _all_ the fat till you have two _noisettes +de mouton_. Save each particle of meat and each particle of fat from +the tail ends of the chops, separate, but as zealously as you preserve +every memory of your well-beloved. You will then have four little +divisions: two _noisettes_ for the _Fritto Misto_; two chop bones +for stock; a little pile of fat for rendering down; a little pile of +fragments of meat. Place the bones immediately in a small casserole of +water, with salt, two bay leaves, pepper, one leaf of sage, and rice if +you like. It will help you if you tie the bones together with a piece +of string having a long end so that you may pull them out. Let this +simmer for thirty-six hours.[1] Have ready also six roots of salsify; +one-half pound of French beans; one-half pound of cooked peas; and +one pound of potatoes, cut into slices. (All these vegetables should +be cooked ready. It will improve matters if the peas are _very_ young +and boiled in syrup.) Also two tomatoes sliced in halves, the meat of +two rashers of bacon, and a few mushrooms, and half a dozen sprigs of +parsley. (The bacon fat must be saved for rendering down.) Also two +slices of bread half an inch thick. Have ready also a large pie dish +half filled with water. + +“Now take an earthenware frying pan with a white glazed lining. Put in +sufficient frying fat to fill this to three-quarters of its depth when +boiling. Set this on the fire and bring the fat to the boil. (Boiling +fat will be absolutely still--stiller than any waters at even; as still +as is Madame Sélysette when, in the same room, Gringoire is writing. It +will have ceased to bubble, and, above its surface, will float a filmy +wreath of bluish vapor. You may test it by dropping in a piece of bread +crumb. If this becomes crisp in sixty seconds, your fat will be ready +for what follows.) + +“As soon as the fat boils, drop in your two slices of bread, which +will be large enough later to support the _noisettes_ and which will +be trimmed to improve their appearance. During that minute, place in +a frying basket your two _noisettes_ of mutton and the sliced cold +potatoes. (Gringoire likes his fried potatoes not too crisp. Those who +like them biscuit-wise should fry them in the basket for a quarter +of an hour longer than the mutton.) Take out from the frying fat the +slices of bread, let them drip into the fat, place them handy on a +clean plate ... _D--n it, that’s enough!_” + +The reader will understand that at this point my friend Gringoire +ceased dictating and ceased violently. Thus a Gringoire cookery book +cannot be compiled. For, though Gringoire will cook for hours and hours +if visitors are expected, and though he will talk, equally for hours +and hours, about eating, about digestion, about French, Italian, and +even German cookery as they affect the emotions, he finds it tiresome +to tie down his mind to the recording of processes. + +It is the same with gardening; the keeping of goats, ducks, chickens; +the training of dogs, cats, and horses. He will spend hours in +meditating over his onion bed. + +And then Madame Sélysette will call from the bedroom window of the +Gingerbread Cottage: + +“I do _love_ to see you, Gringoire, pottering about and pretending to +be busy.” For Gringoire will have risen at 6:30 and will have done +something with hoes, spades, trowels, lines, and other paraphernalia. +But he will have thought more. For the rotation of crops on a quarter +of an acre of sandy soil that has to be at once a formal garden and the +main food supply of a couple, of the tiniest income--that is a subject +for endless thought. + +It is a subject also for endless economies, schemes, calculations. The +calculations concern manure--for the accounts of agriculture are the +most complicated of accounts. You may show a loss on the fattening +of an ox, a chicken, a goat, a duck, or a pig--and yet its droppings +may so enrich your land as to give you actually a handsome balance of +profit. Or again a crop may appear superabundant, little palatable, or +unattractive--but, fed to one animal or another, it will beautifully +adorn your board on Christmas day. + +So in the Gingerbread Cottage--and it is, in all but looks, a very bad +cottage, with a roof that leaks, walls that used to drip with damp, +cupboards that, till the advent of Gringoire, smelled of mold and bred +the very largest spiders that can be imagined--Gringoire pursues at +once his economies, his meditations, and his career as a poet. + +But he is only able to be communicative as to his meditations. If +Madame Sélysette asks him how to make _potage_ this or that, he +says: “Oh, throw in any old thing.” Or again! This spring the writer +overheard the following dialogue between him and a small boy who was +weeding whilst he dug. + +“What is the most important thing in gardening, boy?” + +“Manure, sir.” + +“What is the next most important thing?” + +“Tools, sir.” + +“And the next?” + +“Money to buy seeds, sir.” + +“Wrong in every particular,” said Gringoire in a terrible voice. “The +first thing is brains; and the second thing is brains; and the third +thing is brains. Do you understand?” + +The boy said, “Yes, sir.” But one may doubt if he was really much +wiser. And Gringoire continued somewhat as follows: “I have no manure, +no tools, and no money--but you will see in the autumn that I shall +have the most productive garden in the country!” + +From which it will appear that Gringoire has some of the +characteristics of a Southern origin. Today his garden would not at +all points impress a French gardener--but in some it would. For, in +his youth Gringoire sat under the great Professor Gressent, Professor +of the Potager Moderne, at the Sorbonne in Paris. From him he learned +that thought, devotion to the task, and any bit of metal on the end of +a stick shaped like a hoe will take the place of manure, tools, and +money. For Professor Gressent, during one session, used to commence +every lecture by ordering his pupils to inscribe on their tablets the +mystical sentence: “_Trois fois biner vaut deux fois engraisser._” + +And when his Boswell, the writer, asked him the other day how he got +his results, he answered: + +“By trying to establish what that old fool Tolstoi called the Kingdom +of God within me!” + +The writer took him to mean that it is the spirit in which a job is +attacked that alone can sanctify the job--and that, in that way, the +godly grow fat at the expense of the unrighteous. Before the war +Gringoire was an ordinary poet, such as you might see in Soho or in +various foreign underground haunts by the baker’s dozen, eating nasty +meats, drinking nasty wines, usually in nasty company. How the war +changed his heart is here recorded. + +This is therefore a Reconstructionary Tale. + + +[Footnotes] + +[1] This is the result of the Army. I do not believe that Gringoire +ever simmers his bones for thirty-six hours. But in the Army it was +woe to the Colonel whose bones did not simmer for thirty-six hours or +who did not say so when an apoplectic gentleman with a blue hat-band +came around. The Colonel would lose his battalion, his D.S.O., and the +esteem of his fellow men. + + + + + II + + _Gardens and Flats_ + + +“I wonder,” Gringoire[2] began one evening, “if my experience of +landscape during the war has been that of many people....” + +It was an evening in spring. Gringoire had not been very long +established in his cottage--which, because of the nature of the poet +himself and of the poet’s adventurous establishment, the writer +automatically styles in his mind the Gingerbread Cottage. Gringoire, +with a spirit of hospitality that was large and open rather than either +considered or calculating, had invited a party of London friends to +share his Easter with him. During the day he rushed about a great +deal, cooking highly flavored dishes of a ragout type, on paraffin +stoves, washing up, sweeping, gardening, gathering unusual wild herbs +for salads, so that he was busy, and we of the party saw little of him. + +Fortunately it was fine. For at that date the Gingerbread Cottage let +in water like a sieve through the roof, the floor, the rough walls. +Great holes indeed gaped in the plaster of the ceilings. But he had +whitewashed the walls, stuck pots on shelves, improvised a couch out of +his camp bed, and lit fires of sticks in the sitting room. So in the +evenings we sat and listened to his talking. + +For Gringoire was a conversationalist. Like most dynamic, overwhelming, +and energetic poets, he had not the patience to listen to the remarks +of his fellows or to answer. He would be silent most of the day. But +toward evening, as like as not, he would suddenly suspend all his +activities, and with very possibly a hair-sieve or a trowel in his +hand, gesticulating too, he would begin to talk. + +As a house party the Easter experiment was not a success for all of +us. Gringoire had hardened himself in Flanders; the rest had not. But +since, as a byproduct of the experience, Madame Sélysette had consented +to share and adorn his lot, Gringoire had his reward. And the writer +secured these records of his monologues: + +“I wonder,” then, he asked on one of these evenings, “if my experience +of landscape during the war has been that of many people.” And without +waiting he continued much as follows: “For I may say that before +August, 1914, I lived more through my eyes than through any other +sense, and in consequence certain corners of the earth had, singularly, +the power to stir me.” But from the moment when, on the 4th of August, +1914, the Germans crossed the Belgian frontier “near a place called +Gemmenich,” aspects of the earth no longer existed for him. + +The earth existed, of course. Extending to immense distances of +field-gray; dimly colored in singularly shaped masses, as if the colors +on Mercator’s projection had been nearly washed out by a wet brush. +Stretching away, very flat, silenced, in suspense, the earth--_orbis +terrarum veteribus notus_--seemed to await the oncoming legions, gray +too, but with the shimmer of gold standards that should pour out from +that little gap, “near a place called Gemmenich,” and should obscure +and put to shame all the green champaign lands of the world, as the +green grass of meadows is put to shame and obscured by clay, water +pouring through a gap in a dike. That was the earth. + +There were no nooks, no little, sweet corners; there were no assured +homes, countries, provinces, kingdoms, or races. All the earth held its +breath and waited. + +“And it is only today,” my friend went on, “that I see again a little +nook of the earth; it forms the tiniest of hidden valleys, with a +little red stream that buries itself in the red earth beneath the +tall green of the grass and the pink and purple haze of campions, the +occasional gold of buttercups, the cream of meadowsweet. The plants in +the garden wave in stiffness like a battalion on parade--the platoons +of lettuce, the headquarters’ staff, all sweet peas, and the color +company, which is of scarlet runners. The little old cottage is under a +cliff of rock, like a gingerbread house from a Grimm’s fairy tale; the +silver birches and the tall pines confront it; the sunlight lies warmer +than you could imagine in the hollow, and a nightingale is running in +and out of the bean-stalks. Yes, a nightingale of midsummer that has +abandoned the deep woodland and runs through the garden, a princess +turned housekeeper, because it has young to feed. Think of noticing +that!” + +During the four years that the consciousness of the war lasted, he had +noticed only four landscapes and birds only once--to know that he was +noticing them--for themselves. Of course, one has memories of aspects +of the world--but of a world that was only a background for emotions. + +Even, for instance, when one saw poor Albert, by some trick of +mnemonics, from the lettering of the huge word “Estaminet” across the +front of a battered house in the Place where, in the blinding sunlight, +some Australian transport men were watering their mules, and one +recognized it for a place one had visited twenty years before and had +forgotten--even when one saw the remains of the garden where, twenty +years before, we had waited whilst our lunch of omelette, cutlets, +and salad was prepared, or even when one saw the immense placard +with “Caution” erected in the center of the white rubbish and white +rubble of the Place, or the desecrated statue of the Madonna, leaning +in an abandoned attitude from the church tower--even then one was so +preoccupied, so shut in on one’s self, that these things were not +objects that one looked at for themselves. They were merely landmarks. +Divisional Headquarters, one had been told, was behind the N.E. corner +of the Place, the notice-board was to the N.E. of one’s self, therefore +one must pass it to reach Divisional Headquarters. It was Headquarters +one wanted, not the storing of the mind with observed aspects. + +So Gringoire had four landscapes, which represent four moments in four +years when, for very short intervals, the strain of the war lifted +itself from the mind. They were, those intermissions of the spirit, +exactly like gazing through rifts in a mist. Do you know what it is +to be on a Welsh mountain side when a heavy mist comes on? Nothing +remains. You are there by yourself.... And the only preoccupation you +have with the solid, invisible world is the boulders over which you +stumble and the tufts of herbage that you try to recognize as your +path. Then suddenly the mist is riven perpendicularly, and for a moment +you see a pallid, flat plain stretching to infinity beneath your feet +and running palely to a sea horizon on a level with your eyes. There +will be pale churches, pale fields, and on a ghostly channel the +wraiths of scattered islands. Then it will be all gone. + +It was just so with the three or four landscapes that my friend saw +during the war. There was the day in 1915 when Kensington Gardens +suddenly grew visible. There were Guardsmen turning in fours, with some +Guardee form of drill that is not usual to the Infantry. There were +motor transport wagons going cautiously down the Broad Walk--parts of +the familiar train of the war. And then, suddenly, there were great +motionless trees, heavy in their summer foliage, blue-gray, beneath a +very high sky; there was the long, quiet part of the palace; the red +brick, glowing in the sun, the shadows of the windows very precise +and blue. And Gringoire thought that old, stiff marionettes, rather +homely courtiers and royalties, might step out of the tall windows +onto the lawns and, holding tasseled canes to their lips, bow, +pirouette and make legs, till the long chestnut wigs brushed the stiff +rosebushes. Not _very_ gallant; not _very_ royal. No Rois Soleils or +Princesses Lointaines but a Court nevertheless, whispering mercilessly, +intriguing, smiling, betraying, much as in Versailles, only a little +more rustically, in front of the old, homely Dutch orangery. + +Then the curtain closed again; the weight once more settled down. The +trees again became the foreground and there was the feeling that +Gringoire could never get away from--that they would be personally +humiliated, shamed, abashed; as if they would wrathfully bow or avert +their heads if ever field-gray troops passed down the Broad Walk, or +the park keeper at the gates wore a Uhlan uniform! That was in the +early days of the war--August, 1915, I think. The feeling that there +might be an invasion was still, and was strong, in the air. There was +no knowing, still, where the dam might give way and the mud-colored +tide pour toward us. And somehow Gringoire figured it coming from the +W. by S.W. from the direction of Kew and Fulham: high, gray, reaching +from the legions on the ground to the gray airships towering on high--a +solid, perpendicular wave of humiliation like the tidal wave of which +one reads--of humiliation for the trees and the very grass. + +“I wonder,” Gringoire asked again that evening, “if other people +had, like myself, that feeling that what one feared for was the +land--not the people but the menaced earth with its familiar aspect. +And I wonder why one had the feeling. I dare say it was just want +of imagination: one couldn’t perhaps figure the feelings of ruined, +fleeing and martyred populations. And yet, when I had seen enough of +those, the feeling did not alter. I remember that what struck me most +in ruined Pont de Nieppe, by Armentières, was still the feeling of +abashment that seemed to attach to furniture and wall-paper exposed to +the sky--not the sufferings of the civilian population, who seemed to +be jolly enough--or at any rate sufficiently nonchalant--with booths +erected under ruined walls or in still whole cottages, selling fried +fish to the tanneries. No! what struck me as infinitely pathetic was +lace curtains: for there were innumerable lace curtains, that had +shaded vanished windows, fluttering from all the unroofed walls in the +glassless window-frames. They seemed to me to be more forlornly ashamed +than any human beings I have ever seen. Only brute beasts ever approach +that: old and weary horses, in nettle-grown fields; or dogs when they +go away into bushes to die.” + +He went on to say that perhaps prisoners of war had it too. The Germans +certainly seemed to. But he had, naturally, never seen any of our own +people in that condition. They are represented to us as remaining +erect and keeping most of their _esprit de corps_. That may be why, +in August, 1915, it was difficult to think of the sufferings of our +possibly invaded peoples but only of the humiliation of desecrated +herbage and downlands. + +“I don’t know.” And Gringoire meditated as if neither I nor Mme. +Sélysette were in the room. “Perhaps I am lacking in human sympathy +or have no particular cause to love my fellow men. But at any rate, +at that moment, the feeling of dread that those gray-blue, motionless +trees under the high sky might, under heavens more lowering, feel +that final humiliation--that feeling was so strong that I remember it +still as a pain. Nay, in the remembrance, I feel it so strongly that +it is still a pain, like that of an old, deep cicatrized wound. For of +course, it would have connoted that the broad and the small fields, +copses, spinneys, streams, and heaths, stretching away to the quiet +downs and the ultimate sea, would have felt that tread of mailed and +alien heels.” He remembered looking up to the sky in an agony. And +then he became again interested in the Guards at drill beneath the +trees--whose dressing never altered. Why did they turn in fours at +the command “Left turn” when they were in column of route? Why didn’t +they form two deep? They were not doing sentry drill or any form of +ceremonial that the ordinary Infantry practice. The command was not: +“In fours: left turn.” + +So the workaday frame of mind came back--and we carried on. + +On hearing of the death of Lord Kitchener, he had another short moment. +“I don’t know,” he wrote this in a letter, “whether the news had +anything to do with it. I suppose it had. I will tell you. I was being +motored to Dunmow Station, and when the car arrived at that little +shanty, the stationmaster, whom I remember as quite an old man, came +to the car-stop and just said: ‘Lord Kitchener has been drowned.’ He +appeared quite expressionless, and I remember that both my companion +and I laughed. I should say that I even laughed loudly. In those days +and frames of mind, one reached, as it were, down to jokes obtaining +only amongst rather simple people--and the joke underlying the idea of +the drowning at sea of a man so supported by a whole land might have +been quite ingenious in idea--like some joke of the reign of Queen Anne +involving the raising of the sea above the dome of St. Paul’s. + +“But he succeeded in assuring us that Lord Kitchener had been drowned. +‘The Field Marshal Commanding in Chief had been last seen on the +nearly vertical deck, following a member of his staff.’--A good death +for the man who had saved his land--and Europe. + +“For speaking not as an expert speaks but still as a student of the +temper of war and the _moral_ of what in the Army is called ‘the men’ +I have no hesitation in saying--and I don’t apologize for saying +here--that without the figure of Lord Kitchener the British Army would +have remained negligible in numbers and would have taken a very small +part in the war. And I suppose that, without the British Army, the war +could hardly have been maintained to a successful conclusion.” + +At any rate, that was the way in which it appeared to Gringoire with +a mind suddenly jumped into attending to this shocking fact from the +designing of an aiming card for the Ross Rifle. For in those days it +was his province to instruct in the use of that weapon nine hundred +returned British Expeditionary Force, all time-serving men, and in +consequence the toughest customers you could imagine. Indeed, it is +difficult to imagine them. + +They had every guile from a military point of view. They were adepts in +absences, swingings of the lead, drunks, excuses, barrack-breakings, +cheerful lies, and a desperate determination not to exhibit any +glimmerings of intelligence, let alone any proficiency, in the use of +any kind of weapon, let alone the Ross Rifle, which was a gimcrack +concern at the best, with aperture sights and fittings like watch +springs and innumerable ways of being put out of order. And you could +put your nose in half and get yet another month in hospital as easy as +winking by pulling back the bolt in any sort of rapid practice. + +They lived--these desperadoes--in a tumble-down skating rink, and they +exercised amongst the backyards and dust-bins of a great city, and +such was the moral atmosphere of the shadowy and stifling vault in +which this kind of khaki lived that when, at Easter, Gringoire proposed +to bring in a priest to hear the confessions of the Roman Catholics +with more convenience to them, the men sent three R.C. sergeants as a +deputation to him. They said the rink was not a fitting place for a +priest to see. And every one of them promised to walk three miles to +confession and to perform all his Easter duties faithfully sooner than +that a priest should see them as they lived. + +A great cavern of a place that was, laid out in stalls like a cattle +market, where the officers labored intolerably filling up innumerable +forms with an immense sense of pressure and of striving with tough men. +A great sense of pressure. And he would walk up and down in front of +the worst-dressed line that had ever been imagined--a fantastic line, +for not one of the nine hundred professed to be able to stand straight +on his legs--and Gringoire would exclaim gloomily and in alternation: +“Thank God we’ve got a Navy” or: “Lord Kitchener says the war’s going +to last another three years; hang me if you blighters will wangle out +of going back to France.” Whereupon there would be groans down the line +and a near-drunk man would whisper: “Good ol’ Kitchener!” + +It was out of that horseshoe-cavern of gloom in whose shafts of +vaporous and disinfectant-colored lights moved these troublesome +green-brown shapes that he had come for a very brief period of +leave in a world that, again, included lawns, afternoon teas, +standard roses, tall rooms, servants--not batmen, but with caps and +aprons--pianolas--and no one, really, to clean one’s belt; as well as +discussions of that higher, wilder, finer strategy, in which, in one’s +capacity of a more or less professional student of tactics, one was +so decidedly at a loss. Or perhaps it wasn’t immediately from the +cavern that he had come; perhaps it was from the Chelsea Course. But +there, amongst the Guards, the Kitchener “note” rang truer and cleaner +and more insistently. And at any rate, he was certainly going back to +that atmosphere of strain and rush; into the desperate effort to teach +thousands and thousands bayonet fighting, gas tactics, measures against +venereal disease, sentry drill, dugout building, why they were going +to fight, how to manufacture grenades out of jam-tins, the history of +the regiment, and _esprit de corps_--and doing it all in desperate and +bewildered haste, with the aid of sacks, hairpins, can-openers and +Japanese rifles with the wrong sort of bayonets, under the auspices +of an orderly room driven mad by endless reproofs from brigades, +divisions, the War Office, the civilian police, Boards of Agriculture, +county asylums, parents whose sons had enlisted too young, and young +women who had married privates too often married already.... But coming +from it or not, Gringoire was certainly going back to it and, in its +desperate and fleeting atmosphere, the idea of Lord Kitchener was the +one solid thing onto which our poor poet could catch. + +So the stationmaster made it plain that Lord Kitchener was dead. + +It was just one of those situations in which one thinks nothing--a +change in the beat of the clock. Gringoire was sitting in the little +open shed of a waiting-room, the only idea present in his mind being +that his crossed legs were stuck stiffly out in front of him, their +weight upon his left heel and both hands in his breeches pockets. +Nothing whatever! Absolutely nothing! No war: an empty mind; a little +open shed with benches; a hatchway in one plank wall where they served +out tickets; a bit of platform; a high, brick signal-box with clocks +or things ticking; a brick house, no doubt the stationmaster’s.... The +whole world, that was! And noiseless; and immobile. There was no France +on the horizon; no English Channel. There was no awaiting of Zeppelins; +there was no Right or Wrong. + +And so the veil lifted for a second. The flat lands of Essex were +there, stretching out; flat fields; undistinguished beneath a dull sky. +He speculated on the crops; on the labor it took to the acre to put in +those cabbages; on the winds that must sweep across the comparatively +hedgeless spaces. The ground looked like a good clay. Plenty of heart +in it, no doubt they would say in auctioneer’s advertisements. But, on +the whole, an unsmiling, foreign land. Not Kent or Sussex, but “the +Sheeres.” If one settled down here, one wouldn’t know the postman, the +tax collector, the old standers, the way they trimmed the hedge rows, +the habits of the soil, or the course of the months, the brooks, the +birds, the breed of sheep, the gossip, the local history--or the dead. +A friendless, foreign country, the Essex Flats.... + +And the southeastern saying came up into Gringoire’s mind: “You see yon +man: he cooms from Sussex. He sucked in silliness with his mother’s +milk and ’s been silly ever since. But never you trust a man from the +Sheeres!”... It is Kent and Sussex against the world--just as no doubt +it is Essex and Hertford; and Somerset and Devon; the North and East +Riding and Durham and Cumberland and Denbigh and Flint, against the +world--and it’s _never_ safe to put long straw under potatoes when you +dig them in, trusting to the wet to rot it. At that point Gringoire +remembered in 1899 buying some special seed, called, I think, “1900,” +out of compliment to the coming century. He paid a big price; one +hundred twenty shillings the hundredweight, I think. And he dunged +them beautifully with rather long straw and artificial manure. But a +long, long dry season came, and the Kentish land sloped to the south, +and the straw dried, and the artificial manure never soaked down. He +didn’t get a quarter of a ton to the quarter acre. + +On the other hand, under maize, if you can water heavily once or twice, +long straw arranged in trenches, like pipes, is rather a good wheeze. +It holds the water to the roots and maize will do with a topsoil like +fire if the roots are cool. In 1899 Gringoire got some wonderful ears +of sweet corn. And, toasted on the cob and buttered after toasting...! + +He changed heels under the puttees and considered his garden in +Kent. He was going to try growing potatoes from seeds--not from +seed-potatoes, but from the little seeds that form in the green +berries. And he was going to put a light, whitewashed paling behind the +sweet corn, on the north--to reflect the rays of the sun. It should +ripen the cob three weeks earlier!... + +The Essex flats became again, slowly, visible land, planted with +war-food. An airplane was going toward Bishop Stortford; the train +was overdue because a unit was entraining up the line--once again +every fact in the world was just a part, just a side light of the +immense problem. Once again nothing existed just for itself. Trains +were carriers of men and munitions. Stretched-out legs were encased +in puttees, put in military boots; servant girls travelling with +horn-handled black umbrellas and elastic boots were going to see +their boys off at Waterloo; old farmers with white side whiskers were +explaining why they had kept all six sons at home--in defiance of the +gaze of Lord Kitchener that looked at them six times in that wee small +station. And railway fares were going to be increased for civilians! + +I have little doubt that what, at that moment and for that minute +space of time, had set our poet intent on planting potatoes and seed +corn--perfectly certain that he was going straight down into Kent +to plant potatoes in rows and sweet corn in hills--was that his +unconscious mind was certain that the war was done and over with that +death in the North Sea. I do not mean to say that he thought it--or +even that he was conscious that something inside thought it for him. +His surface-mind thought certainly of Essex, of Kent and Sussex; the +subconscious mind seemed to be aware that his puttees were badly put +on, that he had mislaid his warrant in one of several pockets--he had +a vague consciousness of South Wales, blue mountains, like Japanese +clouds. But some deeper center still was probably appalled and benumbed +and was saying: + +“Now the war is finished and lost. Now, ‘_appry la gair finny_’ as the +Tommies say, _je vais planter mes choux comme un maître d’école_.” +There seemed to be nothing left but to plant out a kitchen garden. + + +[Footnotes] + +[2] “Gringoire.” This is not of course, our poet’s name, but a nickname +earned actually at school. There is a story by Alphonse Daudet, in +“Lettres de Mon Moulin,” called the “Chèvre de M. Séguin,” which +relates how in the end the wolf ate Mr. Séguin’s goat. This story, in +the form of a letter, is addressed to a poet, one Gringoire, and is +meant to show that though a poet may struggle all his life against +poverty, in the end the wolf, starvation, will get him. At Gringoire’s +school the Sixth Form were studying French from the “Lettres de Mon +Moulin,” and since even at that date Gringoire wrote poems, his kindly +schoolmates learned the name and so bestowed it upon him--as it has +been bestowed on many out-at-elbowed literati. + + + + + III + + _Blue of Swallows’ Backs_ + + +Well, by the evening of his next monologue, Gringoire had planted +out his kitchen garden; the onions, the lettuces, the carrots, the +kohl-rabi, the spinach were aligned; that battalion was parading in +full strength. Moreover, in a bed from which he had just removed +spinach and onions, there were twenty little potato plants, grown +from little seeds: under a twenty-foot quick-set hedge, beautiful and +close like a wall, the sweet corn was already up to the hips. The long +straws, like pipes, ran in a trench under the corn hills; the deluge of +water, warmed because it comes from a dip on which the sun blazes all +day, washed the deep roots; the nightingale was running in and out of +the beanstalks; the swallows were throwing themselves through the air; +over the low brick the sun was setting on the longest day of the year, +and, D.S.G., the war was over and done. No longer D.H.Q., Bn.H.Q., +M.L.E., T.M.B.--but just D.S.G.! To God alone be the glory in the +quiet garden evening. + +“I will tell you a curious thing,” said Gringoire in June, “but in +gardens amongst woods, beside streams, there are so many curious things +to tell of that I don’t know where to begin! I am like a child with +the largest coin it has ever possessed outside a hundred entrancing +shops. I began talking the other day with the idea of describing four +landscapes--the great guns from Portsmouth now remind me, though I have +written of only two, of yet a fifth.” + +We--Gringoire and the writer--had been for a slow walk, round three +sides of a patch of heath. A man, leaning over a white gate, with a +thin, red face, a blue suit and some very bright regimental tie, just +said: “The telegram’s up in the post office. It’s official!” And, +speaking of it that evening in the warmth of the garden beside the +hammock of Mme. Sélysette, Gringoire said: + +“I assure you, on my honor, that the whole landscape, the commonplace, +friendly landscape of elms, rather backward wheat, heather, gorse, and +park-wall suddenly changed. It was as if the focus of the camera had +suddenly clicked, readjusted itself--as if it grew--though before one +hadn’t known it for anything but all that was possible of tranquillity, +breadth, security, and peace--grew quieter, calmer, broader, more +utterly secure and inviolable. English country! + +“I don’t know: there’s nothing to it, really. A spray of dog-roses; +a whitethroat dropping over the hedge; some gorse; the long, rolling +land; the high skies and clouds above the downs.... Well, it is +one stage more toward a forever of security, of that being forever +inviolable that one prays may be its portion. A great stage forward.” + +For coming home and sitting behind irregular, all but too old lattice, +giving onto a deep wall of verdure, we had heard suddenly the heavy +guns through the voices of birds.... And Gringoire said later that, +at the sound of those distant guns through the overwhelming orchestra +of birds, he had seen distinctly, against the warm brick of the +house-wall, a tin hat.... But many tin hats dim in the blue-gray light, +and a lot of Scotch Jocks, their kilts covered with khaki aprons, and +an immense long train with innumerable shapes dropping out of it, +their cries muted by the twilight: the crunch of feet on the gravel, +before the tin sheds of the station. That had been Railhead behind the +Somme. And then suddenly you were conscious of the innumerable voices +of birds singing the sun down. And then through them the uninterrupted +heavy discourse of the great guns at a distance came over the little +hills and darkling trees of that downland country. It continued.... +Incessant, engrossed, almost as it were tranquil, almost like the +bubbling of water in a pot, boiling up, dying down, going on and on, +not penetrating but enveloping the cries of Tommy to Tommy or of +footsteps to footsteps--and, rising through it, as if lances of sound +were protruding upward through something soft and vaporous, the voices +of thrushes. A great many thrushes: and the down getting whiter; and +the “Fall In There’s” and the men moving off ... + +So that he said he half wished the Portsmouth guns would +stop--five-point nines; ninety-eight pounders; fifteen-inch +guns--whatever they are. One doesn’t want to hear them again, or again +to feel them--dully on the air. Not at any rate in peace time. + +The nightingale amongst the bean-stalks; the thrushes in the shaw +on the opposite hillsides; the swallows throwing themselves through +the air! He did not remember any nightingale during the war; but he +remembered those thrushes of Rébimont-Méricourt on a date in July +’16. And he remembered some swallows--an immense sea of the blue +of swallows’ backs. And he said that the Portsmouth guns of the +28/6/’19 sounding through the birds’ voices from the hill opposite the +Gingerbread Cottage brought it all back. Poets are like that and have +these visions. + +It sounds, of course, queer--but it was like that. Up on a hillside +that was covered mostly with thistles there was an Artillery +Observation Post which consisted of a Lombardy poplar--though one did +not see how the gunners got up it. At any rate, there was a pile of dud +Hun shells on the roadside bank at the foot of the tree and beneath +the O.P. was a pretty rotten dugout with a corrugated iron roof. The +Battalion Trench Mortar officer lived there. Below him he had a view of +a battery of French 75’s, of the chalky line of trenches; Martinpuich +looked down on him, which wasn’t overly comfortable, and the Ancre +wound away--to No Man’s Land. From time to time a field-gun wheel going +along the road would catch its spokes in the corrugated iron of his +roof--lift a corner and drop it again. I don’t know why the Trench +Mortar officer lived in that dugout, but a gunwheel lifted his roof +and dropped it again whilst Gringoire was dozing in it. He thought the +bottom of hell had dropped out. It was his worst shock of the war. +I shouldn’t wonder if it were not the worst shock any one ever had +between the 4/8/’14 and the 28/6/’19. He mentioned it, he said, because +it probably accounted for his immediately subsequent exultation; it +was, I suppose, so good to be just alive after that. + +At any rate, after the Trench Mortar officer had come in--Gringoire +had been waiting to give him a message--downhill through the thistles, +dusty in the hot sunlight, Gringoire went with immense, joyful +strides. He said that he was extraordinarily fit in those days! And +an innumerable company of swallows flew round him, waist high, just +brushing the thistledown. “They were so near,” Gringoire said, “that +they brushed my hands, and they extended so far that I could see +nothing else. It is one of the five things of the war that I really +see, for it was like walking, buoyantly, in the pellucid sunlight, +waist-high through a sea of unsurpassed and unsurpassable azure. I felt +as if I were a Greek god. It was like a miracle. + +“Now, I see swallows from below, their rust-stained breasts against +high, blotted, gray clouds--and I wonder if they are thinking of the +near rising mayfly. I remember thinking on the other occasion that +there were a good many dead amongst the thistles and that I must be +putting up a huge number of flies. But that, again, was the thought of +my subconscious mind. On the surface I just felt myself to be a Greek +god, immortal, young forever, forever buoyant, amongst the eddies of a +dark blue and eternal sea.” + +The feeling lasted until he got to the mule-lines of somebody’s First +Line Transport, where he borrowed a terrible old brute of a horse, to +take him to Divisional H.Q. + +It would be interesting to know what that class of feeling comes +from--possibly from some sort of atavistic throwback to days when the +gods were nearer. You get them now and again in action--but not so +often as you get the reverse type of feeling when you are engaged in +agriculture. That is perhaps why farmers are so often passionately +disagreeable and apparently unreasonable men. For there is nothing that +so much resembles contact with, wrestling with, a personal devil as +to awaken one morning and to find that a whole crop of seedlings has +vanished before myriads of slugs. That happens. If you don’t believe +it, read White’s “Selborne.” It is loss, ruin perhaps. It is like a +death: a profound and unforeseen disaster. And your mind personifies +the slug as intelligent, malignant, a being with a will for evil +directed against you in person. I think that, whilst it lasts, it is +the worst feeling in the world. + +Drought is nearly as bad. + + + + + IV + + _The Kingdoms of the Earth_ + + +It was after Gringoire had speculated on slugs, without, you will +observe, suggesting a remedy, that he continued: + +“I have given you, so far, three of the landscapes that remain real +to me--for the detraining in the dawn at Rébimont-Méricourt is not +one of those that are just always in my mind. I have to remember back +to--to be reminded of it. It was the sounds of Peace Guns pierced by +the multitudinous voices of thrushes that brought back to me that +first-heard, unintermittent thudding and throb of the engines of war +through which, like spears, thrust the voices of innumerable birds. +But, just, I suppose, because one’s mind was preoccupied with the job +of seeing that one’s valise was all right, that the men had all their +kit and equipment at least potentially there--and no doubt with the job +of seeing to it that one’s composure appeared absolute--one recorded +less of visible objects, so that fewer visible objects return, and they +return less vividly.” + +He remembered--and he knew that he remembered, accurately and +exactly--every detail of Kensington Gardens on that day of August, +1915; of the Essex Railway Station he said that he could tell you what +advertisements were on the walls and how many people awaited the train +as well as every word of the conversation he had had whilst driving to +the station. And he remembered with an extreme clearness, as in the +little paintings of Van Eyck on the Chasse de Ste. Ursule at Brûges, +the swallows and the thistles of the ridge going down in the clear July +weather behind Bécourt Wood in 1916. He had a job then, it is true--but +not one calling for any immediate or complicated action. Besides, at +that moment he had felt himself to be immune from danger and proof +against death. So that those three landscapes became part of his +immediate self. + +“They will probably remain part of myself to the end of my life: my +grandchildren will probably be tired of them and, when I am quite aged, +so probably will guests and casual strangers.” But--did you ever take a +walking tour, or just a long walk and, in bed at the end of the day, +perhaps in order to put yourself to sleep, did you ever try to remember +every inch of the roads you had covered? Gringoire claimed that in that +way he could remember a great many of the roads both of England and +France of his boyhood when one walked or cycled a good deal for walking +or cycling’s sake. Corners of roads, bridges, highways climbing over +the forehead of downs--the road out of Bridport, down into Winchester, +from Minehead to Lynton; from Calais over the flats to Arras, from +Arras to Beauvais; from Blois to Tours; from Amiens to Albert in +1892.... By shutting his eyes, or by looking at something blank, like a +sheet of paper, or by not really looking at anything at all, he could, +he said, evoke a panorama of any of those roads, or say from the North +Foreland to Land’s End. Perhaps he couldn’t really, but he could have +a pretty good try and get a lot right. “Well, in that way, I can evoke +most of the roads ’round Albert, or Locre and the base of the Salient, +or Bailleul, or Steenewerck, or Armentières; and plenty of other places +of the Lines of Communication like Hazebrouck and Abbéville and St. +Omer. But I daresay I should get some of it incorrect.” + +For instance, as to the detraining at Railhead in that dawn: he +had distinctly the feeling that there was a woody, dark bank and a +plantation of trees in which the thrushes sang, right up against the +flat of the line. There wasn’t really. He found later, on coming out of +Corbie and there entraining to rejoin his battalion, that there were +only high elms against flat, champaign country with a muddy stream. +However, there was a high farm-building just behind the elms, so, no +doubt, the effect on the inattentive eye was that. And the thrushes had +certainly sung. + +But he could evoke the rest of the road to the front line fairly well. +On the right of the station, in the elms, was a brown Y.M.C.A. hut, +where the officers got very greasy bread and rather black fried eggs +and coffee. There were innumerable, old, dog’s-eared magazines on +the mess tables in amongst the breakfast utensils. Twenty or thirty +numbers of the “English Review,” like the dominoes, of a date when +our writer used to own that periodical. It seemed an odd thing to +see; an odd, queer thing to have owned. Near--too near--the hut were +the men’s latrines; a little further, the officers’. On the left, +then, as the Draft passed, was the station. A very fat old gendarme +was standing, well back on his heels, his legs wide apart; about him +were four market women, with bundles, and baskets containing fowls. +They were grouped around the gendarme like pullets around chanticleer, +as he watched the sunrise. A lot of Royal Field Artillery horses and +riders came over the dust into the station yard; a company of Jocks was +waiting outside the office of the Railway Transport Officer. The ground +was soft dust, so that the reinforcement might have been marching in +sandals. + +They continued their march parallel with the railway line, along +a soft road, beside the little stream, between osier-bushes and +elms--for about fifty yards. There were some stray mules belonging to +a Kitchener’s battalion, Wiltshires or Cheshires--Nineteenth Division +anyhow. There didn’t appear to be any drivers. There was a good deal of +shouting; the Draft about-turned. The guide was taking them wrong. But +who ever knew a guide take any one right anywhere? It was rather like a +dream--not at all a bad dream--but, anyhow, a numbness. + +Or no: really it was more like being in the hands of doctors, on the +way to an operation. Probably the anaesthetic would be all right; it +wouldn’t hurt. At any rate, we had no volition; one’s feet moved; +one’s haversack was a bit heavy--not very. One went on, one didn’t know +where. + +In the same way you may remember the anteroom of your dentist. There +is a big table in the center of the room; on the table some writing +materials--and old periodicals, like the “English Reviews” amongst the +solid Y.M.C.A. cups and plates.... But, on the one hand there is, solid +and real, say, Mandeville Place: taxis drive about in it; the faces of +the houses are of black-gray Portland cement, imitating granite. The +street, then, is real: and the operating room will soon feel as real, +even while one is waiting in the outer room. But the anteroom itself is +a dream-landscape. + +So it was with the Rébimont-Méricourt road. + +When you come out of the station yard, on the right there is a high, +white-walled, tile-roofed estaminet-farm. Australian First Line +Transport men were watering their mules there, lounging on the steps +with their tunics off. The road began to mount; on the left, on top +of a high bank was an orchard. It reminded our poet of the nutwalk, +on a high bank, belonging to a certain farm in Kent--at the bottom of +Aldington Knoll, where the marsh begins. Mounting the slope, on the +right, he came to a closed, empty, butcher’s shop. A superior butcher’s +shop with grilles, green paint, gone of course dusty, marble slabs, and +a gilded copper sign. + +The road opened out suddenly. It was a dusty expanse between houses: +in England it would have been a village green. There were house walls, +windows, archways in the dusty white plaster, giving onto farmyards +or stables. Two men were harnessing a black mare into a hooded, +two-wheeled, dusty cart. Four black Percheron stallions were standing +in a string in front of a long cottage. “They reminded me,” Gringoire +said, “of four black stallions I had seen, years before, outside the +blacksmith’s at Beaumont-le-Roger. In those days it had seemed to be +odd that stallions could be left unattended in a village-street. But in +1916, I was used to that idea; what intrigued me, then, was that any +civilian should have four stallions at his disposal. For they certainly +were not French cavalry, or divisional or other transport.” + +The civilians seemed extraordinarily--not unreal--but, as it were, +super-real! North French peasants, slow, ungainly, with heavy legs +and feet. They were just the peasants one had always seen; hard, like +granite--not comparatively soft and comparatively gray, like our own +old peasants, who, when they look hard have the aspect not of wrinkled +stone but of old, crannied, oak-tree boles. It was Sussex downland, +that country--but like the people, harder, unsmiling. + +To the left of the Place--if you can call a flat space of dust +a Place--there was a narrow street, high, mud walls; archways, +semi-circular topped, gray wooden doors. On one of these was nailed a +large white placard: headquarters of the 4th Army Veterinary Corps. +(I hope this is no longer a staff secret.) The reinforcement had to +drop some men of the Draft they had brought out--men for the poor 38th +Division that was to be wiped out in Mametz Wood--at some other sort +of headquarters at the end of the street; that was why some of us +penetrated it. Yes: it was very narrow and high-walled--more Wiltshire +than Sussex! There must have been vegetation on the top of some of the +mud-walls. Opposite the Farriers’ H.Q. there was a little, thatched, +sweet-shop sort of a place, and irises were growing on the thatch. I +daresay they would not be there in peace time: you would say it was +more Irish than French. + +In the sweet-shop they sold dates, clay pipes, picture postcards with +English regimental badges, picture postcards with views of Albert +and the toppling Madonna; silk-worked postcards of bright reds, +whites, and bright blues, and postcards showing smiling ladies dusted +with spangles. The women behind the low counter were very unreal: a +motionless old witch with black eyes, a brown face, and dead white, +parted hair; she stood, and only her eyes moved, and she appeared, +not malignant, but grotesquely like a brown wooden image with moving +eyes; an untidy dark girl, without even looking at us or at a perplexed +Tommy who was pricing postcards, stood, her face sideways and repeated: +“Ten ... a penny: ten ... a penny”--patiently, and as if from a great +distance. She said: “Ten” very fast, then paused and added “a penny” +slowly and as if with boredom. The Tommy grasped ten postcards and held +out a penny, but she continued to say: “Ten ... a penny, ten ... a +penny,” without either movement or expression. + +“So I could continue,” our poet went on, “to recall this itinerary, +for many pages and for many hours: past the farm on the right, with +the great dung heap, past the pond overshadowed by crab-apples; past +another crossroads on the right, where, at a tent, facing a great, +dull-brick aggregation of ruins, rafters, and fallen chimneys, which +was once a sugar factory--the timekeeper’s office and the iron gates +were still intact--we delivered up the remaining other Ranks of the +Draft and went on, up the bare downland road, officers only, between +the bearded wheat on the left and the immense field of thin oats to +the right--upward to the Officers’ Distributing Center; tents just put +up that day, on a bare, downland field, very white and with the long +down-grass still untramped in their interiors.... + +“Yes, I could keep it up for many of your pages and for many hours,” +Gringoire said, “but I am not so much concerned to describe these +landscapes, or to prove the quality of my memory, as to establish the +psychological facts about the other four landscapes.” He had just gone +back into memory, without any particular effort--without indeed any +effort at all, and the roads were there, like a string unwinding from +a ball. His eyes must have been at work but not his registering brain. +The mind was working otherwise. + +“I have purposely omitted to mention,” he said later, “that, all the +way, on all the roads, proceeding generally with caution because of +the worn _pavés_, but sometimes getting a swift run for a couple +of hundred or so of yards, sometimes one at a time, sometimes +four together, at times in as thick a stream as motor traffic in +Piccadilly--the ambulances passed us, on the left.” + +That was a detail of the mind rather than of the eyes. Gringoire knew +in 1919 that they were there, because he remembered that several of the +officers had to count them for a time. But they appeared to be rather +symbols than concrete objects. They stood for BLIGHTIES--going home! +They were part of what made the skin of the forehead over the eyes feel +always a little drawn, part of the preoccupation that, always, turned +one’s thoughts inward. I don’t suppose it was fear--or perhaps that is +how fear really manifests itself. + +Here, then, is another landscape. It was up at the Officers’ +Distributing Center. Or perhaps it wasn’t officially called that, +though that was what it was. It may have been an Officers’ Rest +Camp--which it certainly was not. At any rate, there it was on an +open, sloping downland field--seven new tents pitched, two more being +pitched: cook-houses, wash-houses, latrines, batmen’s quarters, and +the rest of it, down to the incinerator, were all, also, in process of +being erected. The Senior Officer in charge of our party interviewed +the Camp Commandant and the officers sprawled about on the bare +hillside with the downland winds running over the grasses just as they +do in Sussex on a cloudless day. + +“I have always thought,” Gringoire said, “ever since I was a small boy +and used to ride on the downs behind Folkestone that the sun has a +peculiar quality in the sky over downlands, as if chalk dust in the air +whitened the rays. But that is probably nonsense.” Anyhow, the field +sloped downwards; there was a white cart--or plow--track; then up went +a great shoulder of the downs in a field all purple sections. I suppose +cultivation for the time ended in the huge field of thin oats between +the camp and the destroyed sugar factory. There was a very old man in a +short blue blouse, with immensely long bow-legs--doing something with a +scythe. It didn’t appear to be mowing. + +The down rising over against them appeared--so unable is the eye +to measure these swelling distances--quite a small affair. But, +halfway up it, seeming to tight-rope along a white thread, with an +extreme slowness in passing from point to point, went transport +wagons, incredibly tiny. So it was an immense, august, shoulder. A +near-mountain! + +Gringoire said he could not just remember where the sun was: he ought +to be able to work it out by the place and time. But I daresay it +doesn’t really matter. At any rate, over the shoulder of the down--not +in the least like a moon or an astral body but illuminated by the +sun--silver and French gray, very slowly, a great body began to rise. +One hadn’t much--one hadn’t indeed any--sense of proportion. It seemed +immense--and alive as mushrooms are alive. Then, induced as the eye +was to look into the pellucid sky, there became visible a number--some +one counted fourteen--of tiny, shining globes. They appeared to be +globes, because there was a fresh wind blowing straight from them and +they turned end on. So, but slowly and incessantly heaving, did the +immense one close at hand; a spider’s network of cordage went with its +movements. Tiny and incredibly pretty, like films of gold dust floating +in blue water and like peach blossom leaves--yes, incredibly pretty in +the sunlight--airplanes were there. Because the--just as pretty--little +mushrooms that existed suddenly in the sky, beside the sunlit +dragonflies and peach blossoms, were pearly white, one officer said: + +“Hun planes!” + +The German shrapnel made black bursts. The officers were lounging in +a group of six or seven. Another said: “_Their_ sausages too ... Out +there! Fourteen!” + +The slow ascent of our own sausage took the mind into the sky. A +broad-faced, slow, brown, very sympathetic young officer--he had a rich +voice, a slight stutter, and one eye that frequently winked--said: + +“He showed Him the Kingdoms of the Earth.” Then: “From a high place, +you know, old dear,” he explained, rather apologetically to Gringoire. +“His career,” Gringoire said, “was constantly interlaced with mine; +in the stream that carried us along, we bobbed together--at Cardiff, +in Rouen twice on June afternoons, and even after the Armistice, +once in Coventry Street, and once in York. Yet, though we were quite +intimate, he calling me ‘Old Dear,’ or ‘Old Preserved Equanimity,’ +as my last Colonel nicknamed me, and though I called him ‘Old Dear,’ +and later, as the fashion became, ‘Old Bean,’ I never knew his name. +He would be there, in Orderly Room, in an officers’ club armchair, +at mess, dropping usually some single, rather apposite, slightly +literary remark--with just the trace of a stutter and always in an +extraordinarily sympathetic voice--a deep, modest, affecting being.... +I wish I knew who he was--but I suppose I never shall. + +“He sh-showed Him the Kingdoms of th-the Earth,” this officer said--and +his voice just seemed homelike. + +Some one else said, “Let’s go up that mountain,” in the true Welsh +tone and accent, and several: “Yes, yes, let’s.... Surely we’d see +everything.... Surely to goodness, let’s not miss it....” + +And they figured to themselves a glorious run down, and a glorious +run up, the shoulder and then a great, flat gray view--of everything, +and of all who mattered--of the Kingdoms of the Earth. But the usual +voice--Conscience, Caution, Fear of Broad Views, maybe said: “We’d +have to get leave.... The Camp Commandant, you know.... Eh, what, you +fellows?...” + +The Camp Commandant, a small, extraordinarily excited Highlander, +voiceless with gas and gesticulating because of shell-shock--threw +papers about, threw off his Glengarry cap, shrieked, wheezed, croaked. +“I knew him quite well,” Gringoire said, “and, since he once hauled me +out of bed at four o’clock of a freezing morning because some sort of +Scots Brigadier wanted some one to play ‘Annie Laurie’ and the ‘Banks +of Loch Lomond’ to forty drunken Scots officers in another hut, I +permit myself to talk of him as he was, capless, exacerbated, grasping +a telephone and throwing things about.” + +He didn’t know whether he could or could not give them leave to go up +the brae; he didn’t care if they went and drowned themselves. Couldn’t +they see he’d only been there forty meen-its and there were two hundred +contradictory memoranda awaiting him? And oh to hell, and oh to hell.... + +They loafed once more; they fell back into that eternal “waiting +to report” that takes up 112/113ths of one’s time during war. They +contemplated and made remarks about the veering of the sausage. + +It was then that Gringoire related a psychological anecdote that gives +the note of this book. “I suppose it was my friend’s sympathetic and +suggestive voice that did it ... for I suddenly began to see bits of +a landscape that has pursued me ever since--until now here I sit in +it. Not quite a landscape; a nook, rather; the full extent of the view +about one hundred seventy yards by two hundred seventy--the closed up +end of a valley; closed up by trees--willows, silver birches, oaks, +and Scotch pines; deep, among banks; with a little stream, just a +trickle, level with the grass of the bottom. You understand the idea--a +sanctuary.” + +There were, in those days, you will remember, no more sanctuaries. All +nooks of the world were threatened by the tide of blue-gray mud. We +were out there to hold it back on the Somme. But could we? + +So that was a little nook, sanctuary; where you said “Feignits” to +destiny--with a gingerbread cottage out of Grimm. You were a Haensel, +holding some Gretel’s hand, tiptoeing, whispering, craning forward the +neck.... A castle in Spain in fact, only that it was in a southern +country--the English country. + +“I ask to be believed in what I am now saying,” Gringoire uttered the +words slowly. “It is just the truth. If I wanted to tell fairy tales, +I’d do better than this. Fairy tales to be all about the Earth shaking, +and the wire, and the crumps, and the beef-tins.... You know. And that +would be true too. Anyway this is....” + +He said that he didn’t pretend that he was gay at that moment: calm, no +doubt; contemplative certainly--and certainly gently ironic. So many +officers were fussy about things--air pillows, hooch, mislaid movement +cards, how to post picture-cards, where their battalions were, and +so on. The place no doubt brought it out. It left a good deal to be +desired. So that, if he could smile gently, he didn’t pretend to have +been without apprehensions. They hung vaguely at the back of the skull; +they oppressed, a little, the breathing. + +And yet--ever since he had been a tiny child--he had, he said, been so +much a creature of dreads that this was, in a sense, much less than +dreads to which he had been well accustomed. The dreads of original +sin, of poverty, of bankruptcy, of incredible shyness, of insults, +misunderstandings, of disease, of death, of succumbing to blackmailers, +forgers, brain-troubles, punishments, undeserved ingratitudes, +betrayals.--There was nothing, Gringoire said, that he hadn’t dreaded +in a sufficiently long life “which had been, mostly, a matter of one +dread knocking out another.” So that, on the whole, the dread of what +lay over the hill was less than most and limited itself, pretty well, +to how one’s self would behave--except of course that one was damned +afraid of being taken prisoner. Oh, damned afraid.... + +Still it was on the whole such a relief to be out of contact with +one’s civilian friends at home--for, as far as the Army was concerned, +Gringoire said he never had one single moment’s cause for bitterness, +but just contentment and making allowances--it was on the whole such +a relief that he was more contented than perturbed. Nevertheless, the +strain was a long strain, even if it was impersonal, since it was a +strain concerning itself with the English Country and not at all with +one’s regiment or one’s self. One’s regiment would go out, if things +went wrong. It would go out, disappear, as sands disappear under +great waves. One’s self too, probably, or it wouldn’t matter anyhow +... But the contaminated fields, the ashamed elms--that was the long +strain. And suddenly, at that point it came--the castle in the air; the +simulacrum; the vision of the inviolable corner of the earth. + +I don’t mean to say that it came with great exactness at that time--but +it came, no doubt as a progression from the train of thought in Dunmow +Station. There, you may remember, Gringoire thought that he would +have a garden in a southeastern county--and his thoughts had connoted +that it would be a garden on a hillside that sloped to the south and +that looked over a not very distant sea--a great view, showing on +the horizon, during clear days, the coast of France; a view, as it +were, from which one could see the Kingdoms of the Earth. “For there +have,” said Gringoire, “always been only two Kingdoms of the Earth +that mattered for me--our own land for its country and France for her +people, her arts, her point of view.” Yes, undoubtedly it was to be a +garden with a great view, and it should contain potatoes grown from +seeds and sweet corn--also several rows of beans for which, whether +for the flowers or the aligned stalks, Gringoire always had a great +affection. + +In Dunmow station it had been merely an intellectual idea: as who +should say, “After the war, we will take a cottage in the country and +grow things and have a great view. At any rate, we will have a rest.” +But, on the downside behind the Somme, it came differently. It came +like one of these visions that one’s eyes, when tired, will see just +before one falls asleep. There was a rhomboid of deeper, brighter +green, of a green that was really alive, beyond the gray-green of the +field they were in. It existed in front of the purple of scabrous +flowers on the great shoulder that masked the battlefield. It wavered, +precisely as you will see the colored image cast on a sheet by a +magic lantern, then slowly, it hardened and brightened, took shape +as a recumbent oval, like eighteenth century vignettes. Gringoire +said that it became perfectly definite--“The little view that I shall +see at this moment if I raise my eyes. And it didn’t connote any +locality: it didn’t, I mean, suggest itself as being in the vicinity +of the Trossachs, of Tintern, of Matlock, of Dungeness.... It was just +country--but perfectly definite, rather an untrimmed and a rather +hidden spot without a hard road going to it ... and with the feeling +that many birds were lurking in bushes and watching me, as birds watch. +You see the idea--sanctuary!” + +“I don’t mean to say,” he went on, “that I wanted to get out of +the battle of the Somme. I certainly didn’t, either consciously, +subconsciously, or with any plane of my mind. I will lay claim to so +much militarism. But my subconscious mind was trying to assure itself +that ‘appry la gair finny’ there would be a sanctuary where I would +cross my second and my index fingers in the face of destiny and cry +‘Feignits’ as we used to do as children at Prisoner’s Base. I daresay +that has been the main desire of my life. I daresay it has been the +main desire of the lives of all men since recorded time began. +Unrecorded time too, no doubt. It was no doubt the basic desire that +has given to the world in succeeding ages, the Kingdom of God, the +Kingdom of Heaven, the Kingdom of Thule, the Cassiterides, the Garden +of the Hesperides, the land of Cockaigne where hot mutton pies ran +about in the street asking to be eaten--the peace of God which passes +all understanding.” + +And you see it was mostly for the sake of the little threatened nooks +of the earth that Gringoire found himself on that hillside. For, then, +as on the 4/8/’14, when the Huns crossed the Belgian frontier, “near +a place called Gemmenich,” it was mainly the idea that a field-gray +tide of mud was seeking to overwhelm the small, verdure-masked homes, +the long, white, thatched farms of the world that forced Gringoire +into political action. “All my life,” as he put it, “I have been +fighting German scholarships, German modes of learning, of instruction, +of collectivism.” But, before that date he hadn’t much imagined--or +imagined at all--that he would ever indulge in political polemics. He +had always had a dreamy contempt for politics: one is an artist, one +is a poet, one is a builder of castles in the air, one is a gentleman, +a farrier, a grocer, a miller--what you will--but a politician! “_Ah, +mais non._ That one should prostitute one’s pen!...” + +But the field-gray tide threatened--not only the Kingdoms of the +Earth that mattered, but the little, sacred homes of artists, poets, +gentry, farriers, grocers, millers--menaced then the subjects of one’s +pen, the objects of meditation of one’s heart. So one wrote endless, +interminable propaganda; until the brain reeled and the fingers +stiffened. + +Then the Germans killed Henri Gaudier and Teddy Jewell. Or perhaps it +was only that Teddy Jewell went. Certainly he was killed sooner or +later. “Such nice, good boys both--though I didn’t know either of them +well.” So there had not seemed anything else to do. And indeed there +was not anything else to do.... + +Up there, on the hillside, that ran down to the battered sugar factory, +he had the feeling that, if they could have had leave and have looked +over the rim of that brown-purple slope, they would have seen the Huns, +a white, tumultuous line, like advancing surf or like gnashing teeth. +That was, of course, a feeling, not an intellectual idea. He knew that +the German lines didn’t look like that--though, indeed, at times they +did, when our gunners really got onto them in a chalky country. Then +it was rather like surf--the smoke of shells and chalk dust going up +together in the sunlight.... Still ... + +And anyhow that was a moment of complete idleness--a moment of the +completest idleness that those officers had known for many, many +months. They were just there, with nothing to do. Nothing: nothing +whatever. If they had been allowed to look over the hill-brow, that +would have been something, but, with the Camp Commandant’s refusal of +leave, complete idleness settled down. In ten minutes, in an hour, +perhaps; certainly before the passage of four or five hours, they would +get the order to report that would take them beyond that hill past the +battered sugar factory.... + +Possibly that little vision of English country, coming then, was really +a prayer, as if the depths of one’s mind were murmuring: “Blessed Mary, +ask your kind Son that we may have the peace of God that passes all +understanding, one day, for a little while in a little nook, all green, +with silver birches, and a trickle of a stream through a meadow, and +the chimneys of a gingerbread cottage out of Grimm just peeping over +the fruit trees.” I suppose that is the burden of most prayers before +battle. And of course that would mean that the Allies had won out and +that the band would have played in the last war parade, with the white +goat and its silver plaque between the horns, and sunlight, and even +the Adjutant smiling--and all the Welsh dead appeased, and all the +country nooks of the world assured sanctuaries, and every Englishman’s +house an inviolable castle, and every Frenchman free to potter off to +his café in the cool of the evening. No doubt it was a prayer of the +unconscious, tired mind. + +“But even that isn’t my fourth landscape,” our poet-host went on, +“since my fourth landscape took in very nearly the whole, if not quite +the whole, of one of the Kingdoms of the Earth--and that the smallest +that I ever hope to see.” It dissociates itself sharply from the others +in that the observing of it happened to be Gringoire’s job of the +moment. He had been sent up to Mont Vedaigne to mark down and be ready +to point out to a number of senior officers all that immense prospect. + +And the tip of Mt. Vedaigne formed, oddly enough, one of those little, +commonplace, rustic, idyllic spots that, months before, had formed +itself for his eyes behind the Somme. There, in a small enclosed +space, shut in by trees that just grew up to the edge of the steep +escarpments of the hill, was, precisely, a little, gingerbread cottage +out of Grimm. In front of it was a small, flat garden--not an acre in +extent; in the garden grew potatoes already yellowed; beanstalks were +aligned, already yellowed too; and there may have been three or four +rods of tobacco plants and as many of haricots, yellowing too, for +the fringes of autumn were upon the land. On the southern side of the +garden were some plum trees in a hedge. If you looked over the hedge +you saw Bailleul, Armentières, away to queer, conical, gray mountains +that were the slag-heaps near Béthune, and away, farther, toward the +Somme itself. + +On the northern side of the garden was a tall, dark plantation of +birches and firs so that the gingerbread cottage--of white plaster, +with little green shutters and a bright red roof of those S-shaped +tiles that lock one into another, with a gutter painted bright green, +like the shutters, and dependent from the gutter, right along the face +of the cottage, bunches of haricot plants, hung up so that the white +beans should dry in the rattling pods--the little cottage, then, had +the air of being beneath a high, dark bank. + +But it was only trees, so that, if you went between their trunks you +saw another great view. A flat, almost incredibly immense, silver-gray +plain ran right to the foot of the waving descent, below. There was +an oval--poor Poperinghe--with an immense column of snow-white smoke, +descending upon it from a great height, and then little plumes of smoke +here and there--and then, away, away, pollarded flats, windmills, +church towers--and a gray, menacing, incredibly distant skyline, +illuminated under drifts of smoke.... One imagined that one was seeing +into Germany! + +I suppose Gringoire didn’t really see so far. + +On the east and the west, the views were cut into by “mountains”--the +peaks of that little range of hills that formed practically all that +remained of a Kingdom of the Earth--of the Low Countries! There was +the Mont Noir with its windmill atop; the Mont Rouge with its windmill +atop; the Scharpenberg, with its windmill, Mount Kemmel with its ruined +tower, from high above which, in the pellucid autumn air, the sighting +shells continuously let down their clouds like torsos of flawless, +white marble. + +Gringoire had emotions up there! And he had a long time to wait. You +may not know it--but, if a senior officer tells you to await him at a +given point at 10:00 A.M., you arrive at 9:45 whilst he saunters in at +11:00 A.M., 12:30 P.M., 2:00 P.M., or 4:30 P.M., according to his rank. + +On this occasion, Gringoire was Acting Intelligence Officer, and, +having to familiarize himself with a landscape in which his division +had only just arrived, he came on the ground at 8:45 A.M., having +left Locre at 7:00 A.M., riding round by way of Dranoutre to receive +his final instructions from Headquarters. He did not think that at +Divisional Headquarters his zeal was appreciated. A sleepy, but +eminently indignant, General Staff Officer I or II, something elderly, +in pajamas, made various insulting remarks about early rising. These, +his eyesight improving as sleep departed, he modified somewhat, because +he could not tell who the devil Gringoire was. (I may say that, two +nights before, our poet had been court-martialed for being in unlawful +possession of a Field Officer’s Figure.) But the Major would not modify +his statement that he had only been in bed half an hour. He stuck to +it. I daresay, poor man, that he was telling the truth. He was wearing +khaki-silk pajamas with purple cords. Gringoire, on the other hand, +stuck with equal firmness to the fact that he was deputizing for a +brother officer who was sick--so sick that he had mislaid his orders. +Orderly Room had sent them to him with a slip attached: “_Passed to +you, please. For attention, immediate action and compliance._” They had +had a copy of _that_ slip in the Battalion Orderly Room--but no copy of +the memo itself. + +Apparently they hadn’t at Divisional Headquarters either. It appears +that the G.S.O. I or II who had issued the memo was sick too--had gone +sick the night before and our elderly friend was deputizing for him. +Of course, eventually, Gringoire got some sort of instructions from a +drowsy, patronizing lance-corporal of the type that one usually finds +around Divisional Headquarters, sleeping omnisciently under a table +covered with typewriting machines in a Connaught hut. _He_ knew that +some one answering to the description of my friend was to meet some one +on the top of Mont Vedaigne at 11:00 A.M. for the purpose of explaining +the positions. It was some General, the lance-corporal couldn’t +remember the name--it was a name like Atkinson or Perry or McAlpine--an +ordinary sort of name, the lance-corporal said contemptuously. He +didn’t know what sort of General he was. The General Staff Officer +Number Two ought to have taken him ’round, but he had gone sick; so +also had Gringoire’s friend, who was a friend of G.S.O. II. So there he +was. + +(“And,” said Gringoire when he recounted this incident, “it occurs to +me at this moment this was intended as a friendly attention on the part +of somebody. Either my friend--who was highly connected in an Army +sense--or, failing him, I--was to wangle a soft job out of the General. +But all I thought about was how to get to the top of Mont Vedaigne, set +my map, get my field telescope into position ... Well, I am telling you +what I thought about....”) + +He was indeed so concentrated in mind on the top of Mont Vedaigne and +the map and the compass and the telescope that he hadn’t the faintest +remembrance of the road thither from Dranoutre.[3] He said he could +give you every object, estaminet, cottage, and Corps H.Q. from Locre to +Dranoutre by the chaussée; or from Locre to Mont Rouge by second class +road and field paths, Mont Rouge to Mont Noir, and Mont Vedaigne and +so on. But of the road to Mont Vedaigne from Divisional Headquarters +nothing remained--except that it was rather suburban, broad, white, and +at that date, in good repair. + +So he came to the top of the hill, passed the cottage without looking +at it, between the potatoes and the tobacco and the tobacco and the +haricots, looked over the southern edge, and saw a great stretch of +country, looked over the northern edge, and saw a great, silver-gray +plain, looked away to the east, and saw hills like camels’ humps +cutting still horizons; and the same on the west. + +He was, you understand, in a desperate hurry. For each point of the +compass, he “set” his map, finding a convenient, flat piece of ground +on which to lay it. And he saw, without seeing, and memorized without +associations--just names attaching to dark patches in a great plain. +Over a particularly large fir tree was Armentières; over an oak, lower +down the slope and to the right were the slag heaps and Béthune; +further to the right still Bailleul; the flash of gilt above a steeple +meant the ten block letters _Poperinghe_; an immensely distant +series of dull purple cubes against a long silver gleam was, in +printed capitals DUNKIRK.... You see, his mind was just working in the +watertight compartments of his immediate professional job. He wanted to +make--and he did make by 11:00 A.M.--four cards, like the range cards +one makes for musketry: a central point where one stood, and arrows, +running out like rays from that center, toward Ypres, in capitals +or Wytschaete in block letters. He wanted the general to be able to +stand on each point, look down on the card, follow the direction of +the arrow, and identify the place. I don’t know whether any other +Intelligence Officer ever thought of that. Anyhow, he got it done by +11:00 A.M. + +It was pleasant, the feeling when he had made his last fair copy. He +went to each of the points of the compass, to make sure that he had +registered positions truly. Returning from the west to the east, he +noticed an immense plane, appearing in the firmament above Bailleul. +She was escorted by eight or nine relatively little monoplanes--Bristol +scouts, I should say. But, at that date, the poor bloody Infantry were +not brought much in contact with the air force. So that, apart from +their spectacular, picturesque, or dangerous aspects, they hardly came +within the scope of Gringoire’s professional attentions. “Airmen,” he +said, “were brilliant beings, who treated us with contempt and carried +off the affections of our young women. Otherwise they lived in the +air whilst we plodded amongst mud and barbed wire. Professionally, +they rivaled the Cavalry; obtained information for the Artillery--but, +as for cooperating with us, we were below their notice.” So that the +great, beautiful machine--which was, I believe, the first Handley Page +to reach France in safety--passed overhead without Gringoire’s thinking +of more than that it was beautiful. + +But his time for consideration of the beautiful had not yet come. It +being then eleven and his work as a man from Cook’s being accomplished, +he had time to think of breakfast. + +He had noticed that a cottage existed behind the potatoes, the +haricots, and the tobacco. His conscious mind had dismissed it, since +it had obviously no topographical value as an object of interest for +a General, name unknown. His subconscious mind--that of an Infantry +Officer--had also dismissed it--as just a cottage; too frail to be of +much use for cover, even against rifle fire. For you are to understand +that whilst his surface mind was entirely and devotedly given to +his immediate job, his secondary mind had certainly taken note of +the values of Mont Vedaigne, the garden, the hedges, the copsewood, +the timber, and the slopes; considering them as cover, as sites for +trenches and noticing the fields of fire, the dead ground, the trees +that would be dangerous in falling about if the place were shelled, the +underwood that might be useful, supposing the Artillery had failed to +knock it to bits or set fire to it--it was very dry still--before the +Enemy Infantry tried to rush the position. All these little thoughts +had flitted, like shadows, to be registered somewhere.--For our +poet learned that, when, ten minutes later, he went over the ground +again, for the definite purpose of considering it with conscious, +infantry-eye, he had already noted and stored somewhere in the gray +matter of his brain most of the details of dead ground, field of fire +and sites for trenches, too ... and a good deal of the detail as to +timber, underwood, and the like. + +That, however, was only after he had had some breakfast. For a little +old Belgian woman with a pepper and salt face and a husband who wore a +black cap with a shining leather eye shade, came out of the green door +of the cottage, just as the lady does in a weatherhouse. To Gringoire’s +request in Flemish for coffee, “_Hebt gii Kafe to verkoopen?_” she +answered nothing, disappearing backwards behind the green door, which +shut as if automatically. She was there again, however, in less than a +minute, with a plate of ham, a bowl of coffee, and four bits of their +gingerbread! + +The significance of this did not occur to our subsequent inhabitant +of a gingerbread dwelling. He only noticed that it did not go so very +well--nor yet so very badly--with the ham. He ate both, anyhow, in a +hurry. It was a keen air up there. He secured some more ham and another +cup of coffee and, with that in his hand, proceeded to the clearing in +the east from which the best view of the Salient was obtainable. + +It was then that the Infantry Officer’s hitherto subconscious, +professional mind rose to the surface and became the conscious one. +In the four hours that he had waited in that frame of mind, he had +noticed, of course, an infinite number of details--a great number of +airplanes coming from the direction of Dunkirk; huge columns of smoke +rising from far back in German-held Belgium, behind Brûges. A great +number of signs of war in that clear, gray, sunlit space, in which +every pollard willow appeared to be visible and like a candle flame +burning in a windless air! Gringoire was looking through a telescope, +of course. But I will trouble the reader only with two apparitions of +those that he collected: they were apparently unconnected, since they +took place, the one at Poperinghe, the other in front of Wytschaete. +But very likely they had a grim connection. + +Whilst he was topographically employed, our Infantry Officer had +noticed Poperinghe as a blue-gray smudge, in shape like an oval lozenge +seen in perspective. From it rose several church towers--bulbous, +Low-Country edifices. Now, whilst he was resting his eyes from the +telescope, he saw, suddenly unfolding in the air above the towers, +two great white swans. They extended laterally, dazzling, very slow. +Then a trunk descended from each of them. After a time they resembled, +exactly, immense torsos of Hercules, headless and armless statues, +as solid-looking as brilliant white marble, new from the quarry. The +Tommies called them Statue Shells. + +And then he noticed that there were statue shells over the observation +post on Kemmel Hill. With his telescope, also, he began to see that +shells were bursting on Poperinghe. I don’t know why, but he took them +to be gas shells, bracketing. + +He rested his eyes again and looked at the gap between Mont Noir and +Mont Kemmel. It was a symmetrical bit of landscape seen over what is +called technically a saddle between two hills. Over the very center +of the lowest part of the dip, Gringoire said, there appeared to be +a whitish gray tooth stump, decayed, with one end-fragment rather +high.[4] Extending, like a long string, above this, on rising ground, +there was a brown rope--five miles, perhaps beyond the decayed tooth. +Little white balls existed on the brown line, the landscape was pale +yellow--as it might be the gold of corn fields. The red roofs of a +village that he knew to be Wytschaete were brilliant and quiet in +the sun--but, on the brown line beneath that ridge the little white +balls went on coming into existence--one every half second. One to the +right at the extreme end of the line; one on the extreme left; one in +the middle; one between the extreme left and the center. Beautiful +work. Have you ever seen a village cobbler nailing a sole? It goes +so quickly that you hardly see the hammer. But a small brass nail is +there--and another and another--a line of brass nails on the smooth +leather. Well, they went like that, along the brown line--the little +white balls! Beautiful! Beautiful work. “My mind,” Gringoire said, +“was filled with joy and my soul exulted in the clear, still, autumn +sunshine, looking over that tiny Kingdom of the Earth. + +“I said to myself: ‘Hurray! The guns are giving them hell. Some one’s +ducking over there.’” Because, of course, the brown line was the Hun +trenches on the Wytschaete ridge, and the little white balls were our +shells, falling with an exact precision. They must have knocked the +trenches pretty considerably already for the disturbed earth to show at +all at that distance. + +At that moment--it was just gone three--a man in khaki made Gringoire +jump by appearing at his elbow. He said that the General who had +ordered Gringoire to report there at 1:00 P.M. was detained. Would he +have some lunch and report again at the same spot at five? + +And, after that, it was just emotions. The landscape became landscape, +with great shafts of light and shadows of clouds; the little white +cottage with the green shutters, a little nook that should be +inviolable; the haricots interesting as things that one might plant +in a Kentish garden that sloped to the sea. The range of hills was no +longer a strategical point or a tactical position. It was all that +remained of one of the Kingdoms of the Earth; one could hardly look at +the gray plains with the pollard willows marching like aligned candle +flames toward the horizon--one avoided looking at it, because it was +Lost Territory, held down, oppressed, as if it were ashamed. Poperinghe +grew to appear pitiful, a little town where wretched civilians were +being butchered by gas shells for the love of God. So the poet’s +mind worked, at leisure, on personal matters, as neither the mind of +Intelligence, or Infantry, Officer need work. + +“My mind,” the poet reports, “was indeed so much at leisure in that +long two hours that I even wrote in my Field Pocket Book a preface to a +volume whose proofs had that morning reached me. In that I recorded my +emotions of the moment and there, in a printed volume, they stand. It +does not alter their value as a record of emotions that I subsequently +learned that the statue shells over Poperinghe were not gas shells but +had been discharged so as to give the German Heavies the range, or +that, upon reflection, it appears to me that the Germans were hardly +shelling the town so profusely just for the love of God. They must +either have heard that we had a considerable body of troops in the +town, or else they were trying to stop, by that retaliation, our own +artillery’s heavy shelling of their Wytschaete-Messines positions.” + +But at any rate, there the emotions came, crowding and irrepressible. +So that, just before, in the dusk, at seven o’clock, Gringoire saw the +bright red flash of a brass hat’s band in among dark fir trees, he +noticed, with a sudden lift in the side, a light silver streak, behind +the map of Dunkirk. It was the sea. + +“And suddenly,” he said, “there came upon me an intense longing to be +beyond that sea.” It was a longing not for any humanity--but just for +the green country, the mists, the secure nook at the end of a little +valley, the small cottage whose chimneys just showed over the fruit +trees--for the feelings and the circumstances of a sanctuary in which +one could cross one’s second over one’s index finger and in the face of +destiny cry: “Feignits.” + +It was, however, necessary to stand to attention, and through the +falling twilight to point out hardly visible towns to a nearly +invisible Senior Officer. And immediately the mind went back to its +original position: Dunkirk and Ypres became circles named in large +capitals; Wytschaete and Kemmel were again in block lettering. One +said: “The sea is just visible in that direction,” and it was just a +geographical fact. + + +[Footnotes] + +[3] I am aware that D.H.Q. was not really at Dranoutre, which was a +nice little place, built round a church square, rendered nasty by the +Germans. But I call it Dranoutre out of reflex action caused by fear of +the Censor--who once, at the end of 1918, struck out of one of my poems +an allusion to the fact that I visited Cardiff early in 1915. + +[4] This would be the remains of the Cathedral and the Cloth Hall at +Ypres. + + + + + V + + _Intermezzo_ + + +The day after peace was declared seemed to your compiler an excellent +moment on which to remonstrate with our poet as to one of his +characteristic locutions. The day was fine, cloudless, soft and still; +some gardening operation of Gringoire’s had consummately succeeded. I +forget what it was. I fancy some long-studied contrivance of his had +checkmated the slugs in his strawberry beds. At any rate we sat in the +long grass by the hedge under the damson trees at the bottom of the +garden over a great blue china bowl of strawberries which Gringoire +characteristically insisted on moistening with red wine and sugar. He +said that taken that way they were less gross than with cream and I am +bound to say that Mme. Sélysette shared his views with which I could +never agree. + +In any case, it was with singular mildness that, lying on his side in +the long grass, Gringoire answered my remonstrances. + +“Why, no,” he said, “I do not see why any one should object to the +use of the term ‘Hun’ as applied to such members of the late Enemy +nations as were not in arms against us. I do not care much about the +matter and, if the word offends you, I will try, when I think about it, +not to use it. But the fact is that I certainly never thought about +it much at any time. It is a convenient phrase to use about what was +evil in the people we were fighting against. I should not now--and +I never did--call Brahms anything but a German composer nor should +I ever think of calling Holbein a Hun painter or the Brothers Grimm +of the fairy-tales, Boches. So that the word is a convenient one for +differentiations. In effect for me the German musicians, painters, +poets, working men, postmen and soldiers in the trenches or at their +Headquarters were never Huns. I assert that categorically and I think +it was true of the majority of my comrades--except that the majority of +my comrades had never heard of Bach or Beethoven or Heine. But it was +true that the majority of my comrades with whom I discussed the subject +at all seriously, though they may have used the word you dislike, +never--when talking seriously--used it as a term of hatred. Humanity +will inevitably use a monosyllable in place of two sounds if it can +get the chance and so will I. + +“But I don’t think many people in the trenches actually, and except at +odd moments, ever felt active hatred against the men in the opposite +lines or even those who militarily directed their operations. When +they are not called on to be trustworthy or imaginative or to show +human sympathy, men in the bulk are beasts fairly decent and fairly +reasonable. We hated and objurgatively called ‘Huns,’ to the furthest +extent of its Hunnish hideousness, not the poor bloody footsloggers +who were immediately before us. No, the word applied itself to the +professors, the prosaists, the publicists, the politicians who had sent +those poor blighters to prevent our going home. For if you think of it, +it was a topsy-turvy arrangement. They wanted to send us home and we +wanted desperately to go; yet they pushed towards our home and we away +from ours.... + +“I am not much set to talk to you about the trenches or even about +fighting. The point that I want to put into the spotlight of your mind +is mostly the fact that if we do not economize in food there will be +another war. Unlike you, my dear Compi, in that I regard the past with +much greater equanimity. You remember that, when we were both writing +propaganda I used to shock you by the mildness of mine. It will be long +before I forget your emotions when I wrote an article suggesting that, +instead of atrocity-mongering we were sufficiently advanced along the +road of civilization to write--at least of the German troops--as ‘the +gallant enemy.’ + +“Today our positions have changed and you are shocked because I style +certain of those who belong to the late Enemy nation by an epithet that +you wish to forget having employed. The point is that I stand where I +did whereas you have reacted against what now appear to have been your +extravagances. My propaganda, as you remember, was almost entirely +a matter of economics and of culture. I simply pointed out that the +war was in effect a hunger war: Prussia being mostly composed of +immense sand wastes--the Lüneburger Heide; of impenetrable forest--the +Teutoberger Wald; and of the vast stretch of swamps where Hindenburg +massacred the Russians on their own border. That being the condition of +Prussia, the country would not produce enough food for the population +which was also a population of the most prolific breeders in the +world. I also pointed out--and I think I was almost the only person to +do so--that the Enemy Empire instead of being the flourishing concern +that she had bluffed the world into considering her was actually on the +point of bankruptcy and losing trade after trade to foreign nations. +That again was merely a matter of food. Germany had flourished on low +wages and subsidies to manufacturers; but as food-prices rose the world +over the wages of the German laborer had to go up so that, even with +subsidies, the German manufacturer could no longer compete with us, +the Italians, the French or even the South Americans. That Germany +invaded Belgium may or may not have been the _triste nécessité_ that +her statesmen alleged it to be, but that the war, regarded as a food +war was in very truth a sad necessity for her you may be perfectly +convinced. Prussia was starving, her population was increasing by leaps +and bounds, emigration had been forbidden by the government.... + +“Well, I do not propose to hate a starving population that seeks for +bread, but I do propose to dislike and go on disliking the professors +and publicists who preached that the only way to obtain bread was by +invading Belgium and I do not think that the epithet you object to is +any too strong. And indeed, if you use it merely to designate what was +hateful in the late Enemy nation and if you employ the word ‘German’ +for everything that was and is ‘_gemütlich_’ for those who since +yesterday have been our friends, you will be doing them a service by +emphasizing what they have of the lovable in their compositions. Still +... I do not much care about that. + +“I do not believe that there will ever be another war if you put it +only on the baser ground that the great financiers who alone can make +or stop wars got hideously frightened by the last one. And in addition +to that you can consider the educative effect of the Armageddon that +finished yesterday. It will take a good many decades before any human +soul will again regard war as a means of enrichment and a good many +centuries before any Great Power will again imagine that to have an +aspect of bestriding the world in jackboots and with the saber rattling +is of advantage to itself. It is a better world on the 29th of June, +1919, than it was on August the 3rd, 1914. Bluff has got its deathblow. + +“Yes, the world is better and sweeter. We simple people are freed of +an enormous incubus; we can sit still for a space and think, which +we never could before in the history of the world. But of this I am +certain--that what danger there is to the world and us is a food +danger. I do not believe there will ever be another war: I believe our +sufferings, great as they were, achieved that and were a small price to +pay for that benefit. So, if you want to you may bless even the Huns as +having been the occasion of our learning that lesson. But if there were +ever another war it would be a war purely and simply for food. + +“The food-producing soil of the earth is already occupied; the +population of our small planet increases by leaps and bounds. I know +enough about agriculture--and scientific agriculture at that--to +know that the pretensions of scientists to increase the production +of food by improved culture is weary nonsense when set against the +consideration of the increase in the numbers of mankind. The most +honest scientist that I know refused to reveal a method of increasing +the yield of wheat sixfold on a given plot of ground because he +satisfied himself that to do so in one year rendered that plot of +ground absolutely barren for ten years and the milder improvements of +agricultural processes that are evolved each year do not suffice to +provide enough food for the extra mouths that each year are produced by +Prussia alone. + +“So that the position might seem pretty gloomy, but I remain an +optimist, at least in the matter of war for if, as I think will prove +the fact, there will be no war till the world is driven to it by +starvation, then the coming of war may be so long delayed that, all +races of the world being at last at much the same pitch of education, +it will be obvious to them all that war is no way to increase the +production of food. I heard, not a Hun, but a Swedish professor say the +other day that it was terribly irksome and irritating to his countrymen +to consider that, whilst they were overpopulated and cramped up on +an infertile soil, down in the fertile south there was the nearly +empty and extraordinarily fertile land known as France. And how, he +asked, could France with her selfish inhabitants who regulated their +birth-rate--or who at any rate selfishly refused to beget children to +the limit of their capacity--how could France expect to enjoy immunity +from invasion by the healthy, voracious and formidable Northern races +who openheartedly and with splendid generosity begot children, to use +his own phrase, by the bushel? + +“I did not, as you might imagine, because of my obvious Gallophilism +try to bite off that blond beast’s head because what he said was, as to +its premises, true enough. France _is_ sparsely populated and wealthy, +Sweden _is_ overcrowded and infertile. But the remedy for that is not +to be found in invasion: the solution is there, waiting. France which +is the only country civilized enough not to overpopulate herself is at +present the only country in the world that welcomes immigration and +facilitates to the extreme the naturalization of immigrants. + +“The Swede went on grumbling that it was very hard that his compatriots +must expatriate themselves in order to enjoy those _Südfrüchte_--fruits +of the South. He said that his fellow countrymen loved their graynesses +and contracted terrible melancholias beneath Southern suns.... So that +the only thing was raiding! + +“I did not continue the discussion for I did not wish at the moment +to hate a Swede. But that in essence shows the root of the matter. +Wars will cease when nations and Northern Professors are sufficiently +civilized to let nations be relatively nomadic and permit races to flow +freely from inclement, overpopulated and infertile regions into those +that are sparsely populated and fertile and not hyper-philoprogenitive. + +“You may put it that hatred and overpopulation go hand in hand, their +destination being war, and you would not be far wrong. For it is not +the hatreds begotten after wars are declared that matter; those die +natural if slow deaths as soon as the not very protracted activities +of warfare are over and done with, so that it is only the hatreds that +precede wars that need much concern us.” + +He went on to say that pre-war hatreds, apart from those inculcated +by hungers of one sort or another, arose largely from differences of +manners. We used to hate the French because they ate frogs and were +elegant; they hated us because we said “goddam” and ruled the seas. But +manners tend to approximate the world over with the extension of means +of intercourse. They jazz in Cambodia as in Coney Island today and +tomorrow they will speak American in the county of Clackmannan even as +in Monte Carlo. + +That Gringoire applauded. It was, he said, all to the good to have +a dance that all could dance. Before the war the vigorous poor went +to dogfights, cockfights, badgerfights: now they jazzed. It was a +progress towards sweetness and light, part of what we had paid for +with our sufferings.... + +It was at this point that your Compiler became a little impatient. +He had come to get war-reminiscences from a practising poet--but +these colloquies resolved themselves into a continual struggle of +wills, Gringoire persisting in dilating on the future as seen by the +practising agriculturist and gastronome. And indeed, scenting that your +Compiler was essaying to head him off from the topic on which his mind +was fixed, he now went off upon a tirade about intensive horticulture +and French cooking that lasted until dusk was well falling on his +garden. And Madame Sélysette, raising her delicate eyebrows, intimated +sufficiently plainly that, if we did not want a storm he had better not +be interrupted. + +The main points of his harangue were to the effect that humanity would +be saved--if it was to be saved--by good cooking, intensive horti-, +as opposed to agriculture. And of course by abstract thinking and the +arts. And the avoidance of waste. Above all by the avoidance of waste. + +To the pretensions of the scientific agriculturist he opposed the +claims of hand-culture, to those of the popular restaurant upholder +those of the meticulous chef. Hand culture whether of beasts, grain or +vegetables gave a better product, the careful and intelligent cook gave +you more appetizing food. The more appetizing your food the better you +digested it and the less you needed to support you. He said--but that +was on the question of waste--that in a French residence of the size +of the Gingerbread Cottage you would not find enough waste to fatten a +chicken with; in his own establishment, do all that he could, aided by +Mme. Sélysette, they had waste enough to half fatten a pig.... + +In short the world was to be saved by observing the precepts of the +recipe for mutton chops with which your Compiler opened this little +work. But all this seemed so apart from anything that his readers could +be supposed to want from a book devoted to the war-reminiscences of a +poet that your Compiler had long ceased to use his pencil and notebook +before Gringoire had finished his sunset harangue, so that, having no +notes of the arguments we may well, as to that matter, here inscribe +the words: “_cetera desunt._” + +But, having eased his mind, Gringoire became good-natured, and, +becoming good-natured he was awake to the outer world. So he observed +that Mme. Sélysette and your servant had for a long time made neither +objections to nor comments on the stuff of his harangues. His voice had +gone on sounding alone save for the churnings of an early night-jar +that sat upon the gatepost giving onto the rushy meadow. And suddenly +he stopped and laughed maliciously. + +“Poor old Compi,” he said, “how extraordinarily this isn’t what you +come for. But the stuff of war-reminiscences concerns itself almost as +much with what war has made of a man as with the pictures that he saw. +Still you are not the sort of person to see that and, in a minute I +will reward your patience with a landscape that, though it has nothing +to do with our main theme, may make a nice _bonne bouche_ for your +little book. + +“But I do want to get in--just for the sake of pointing it out to the +world--that the late hostilities, whilst they profoundly modified the +manners of the world did, in their very nature, hold up to the world +a moral that will be of infinite value as soon as the world is in any +condition at all to notice it. That is to say it did teach us what a +hell--what a hell!--of a lot we can do without. + +“Take my dear Sélysette there, with her upbringing amongst the suns +and luxuries of the _haute bourgeoisie_ of the South. Do you suppose +that if, before the 3rd of August, 1914 you had proposed to her to +unite her destinies to the least pecunious of poets and take up her +residence in a rat-ridden cottage beneath the usually lugubrious but at +all times capricious skies of this septentrional land--do you suppose +that, if you had then made that proposal she would not have crushed you +to the earth with the mere weight of her scorn? Or take me. Would you, +knowing me as you did in earlier but, I assure you, not half such happy +days--would you have imagined me spending what till then, but not till +now, were certainly my happiest hours in a bare hillside in a tent with +absolutely no furnishings but an officer’s camp-bed? I had been used +to a good deal of luxury, but there for the first time I found peace +though the German artillery was actually at that moment shelling that +spot and I was for the first time under fire. + +“That is one of the things that I remember most vividly, not because +it was the first time I was under fire but because I felt that for +the first time I had cut absolutely and finally loose from all the +bedevilments of life at home--from the malices as from the luxuries. +Afterwards, unused as I was to the artillery mind or its methods, I +wondered a little that they should be so persistently shelling _us_ and +that they should find us with such accuracy. + +“I was sitting on the side of my camp-bed talking to an extremely +intoxicated and disheveled elderly officer who was nevertheless a +man of no ordinary talent. That is to say that his harangues about +everything under the sun were interspersed with a great number of +classical quotations of singular aptness and he had also made several +inventions that eventually proved very useful during the war and +that saved him from a courtmartial for drunkenness. I was--as was +so frequently my case--in charge of him and, although he was in no +position to get away, I did not care to go into a dugout as did all my +brother officers who had hitherto been in the tent with us. And indeed +the fact was that that fellow’s boozy conversation interested me.... + +“The German shells came in groups of three, doing obviously what we +infantry were taught to call bracketing. That is to say that the first +three shells whined wearily overhead and caused a considerable rumpus +in our mule lines that were perhaps a hundred yards behind us, and +immediately afterwards a rocket or something like it let itself down +from the heavens. A few minutes later three more shells fell short of +us by perhaps another hundred yards down the hill. There was an obvious +German plane overhead and it was in the late evening, nearly dark in +the tent and quite dusk in the calm light outside. + +“My elderly friend wagged his head sagely. He explained that the +Germans were trying to find with their shells something that that plane +thought it had seen--probably the great park of German captured guns +that were just above us. They would fire three sets of three shells +each. Then our heavy artillery would open on them as a gentle hint to +them to be quiet and not disturb the serenity of the Sabbath evening. +They might take the hint or they might not. If they did not a regular +duel between the heavies would begin, and the earth would shake for +miles ’round. + +“But, in any case, he said--and his air of wisdom convinced me as if +Solomon were returned to earth and judging artillery--that we should be +left in peace very shortly. And at that moment the next batch of three +shells arrived right on us. That is to say that one landed right in the +middle of the captured German guns, one in the fortunately soft ground +of a spring about thirty yards from our tent and one in the middle of +the canteen tent that was just next to ours; so that immediately after +the immense concussions innumerable crepitations sounded from the +canvas above us, the clay, gravel and mud falling from where it had +been precipitated into the skies. And a tin of sardines, coming through +the tent-flap, landed as if miraculously in my lap.... + +“But that old fellow went on nodding his head as if he had been a +Chinese bronze and exclaiming: ‘Don’t get up! Don’t get up! That will +be the last of it!’ + +“And, sure enough it was. Immediately afterwards Bloody Mary and two +of her lady friends let off, enormous and august, breaking the quiet +night. And I suppose the Germans were not in the mood for any extended +artillery duel. They had probably satisfied themselves that the German +guns parked above us were duds of sorts. The plane must have observed +them earlier in the evening and had signaled their presence with +rockets.... + +“But the point that I want to make is that no matter how simple your +surroundings or limited your income you can find happiness as long as +you are also surrounded by a set of men with incomes similarly exiguous +who are contented with their surroundings. The German shells were an +added discomfort which I don’t adduce as part of my argument--as if it +should be raining or indulging in any other eccentricity of weather +that one cannot control. + +“Anyhow, I have been happier in a tent or a hut or even in a dugout +than ever I was in a night-club before the war or in the sort of a +hotel they call a Grand Palace, and I would rather inhabit a Connaught +hut furnished exclusively with biscuit or beef boxes and sluice myself +with cold water in the open on a freezing morning than dwell among +Park Lane millionaires and take my ease in a hummums. And, if I can do +that, all humanity can. I am no exception, and it is in that way that +salvation lies and the extinction of wars. + +“Indeed, I can assure you that one of the most troubled moments of +the war happened when, as I will later tell you, I was sent for to +Paris by the French Government and by them lodged in circumstances +of extreme luxury in a Palace on the Avenue de l’Opéra. For apart +from the botherments of being asked to do propaganda that I did not +want to do and the obvious hostility of the French officers with whom +I mixed and momentary shortness of cash I had, as again I will tell +you later, the extreme botherment of being introduced suddenly into +the sequelæ of a very violent divorce case. A British cavalry officer +had used a week’s leave in going to Switzerland and carrying off his +little daughter who had been taken there by his wife on her elopement +with a ‘fiddler-fellow.’ And, as I sat in the vestibule of the Hotel +Splendide et de l’Orient the little girl, whom I like to think of as +Maisie--that Maisie of Henry James’ book--came and without a word of +any introduction, settled herself in my lap and went to sleep. She was +bothered because she could not find the tram to Heaven. Because they +said her mother had gone to Heaven. + +“You would say that such things do not happen in war. But they _do_.... +And the distracted cavalry officer having left me in charge of his +sleeping daughter went on some business that he had at the Embassy. But +before he went he pointed to the swinging doors of the hotel giving +into the streets and told me that at any moment he expected his wife +to rush in and use a revolver.... And I was due at the French Foreign +Office for an interview upon which my future in the service and the +world might turn. + +“Eventually my publisher came in and I dropped the sleeping Maisie into +his lap. He was to have accompanied me to the Ministry but I thought he +would be more useful to me there, so I left him.... But I assure you I +was much more frightened of the idea of Maisie’s mother whom I pictured +as a sort of infuriated Carmen than ever I was of any German shells. +It was she, with her revolver, who typified for me real hatred--the +woman robbed of her child. Whereas, as for the only man that I actually +and consciously shot at and who actually and consciously shot at me, I +never felt the ghost of an emotion of hatred. I was aware of imbecilely +grinning when he missed me--as if it were any other sport--and of +saying to myself: ‘That’s the sort of dud _you_ are,’ when I--and +repeatedly--missed him. And I believe I felt regret when some one else +killed him. At any rate I am glad that I cannot remember his face.... + +“But Maisie’s mother would have been a different affair. _She_ would +have been filled with hatred--as I don’t believe that other fellow +was--and I should have been paralyzed.... Why, even at this moment I +can almost feel her revolver bullet entering my stomach. And I should +have deserved it. One should not connive at the carrying off of a +woman’s child however righteous the case of the husband. It is perhaps +a worse crime than crossing the Belgian frontier, ‘near a place called +Gemmenich.’ + +“To die thus would be to die in a bad cause. And I daresay that why +I don’t believe that any great hatred existed between the actual +combatants in the late war--and why I don’t, when I think about it, +stigmatize the fellows who lately stood armed over against us as +‘Huns’--is simply that we thought we had a good cause and that we knew +that they also thought that they had a good cause. They thought that we +endangered their homes as much as we thought that they endangered ours. + +“So that I simply do not believe in atrocities. The worst fellow that +I ever came across on our own side--an enormous Scot whose principal +conversation was taken up with the topic of the prisoners he had +murdered--I have seen become lachrymosely sentimental over a German +prisoner who was in a lamentable state of funk at having to undergo a +medical examination. That Scot almost blubbered over that Hun in his +efforts to assure him that the doctor would not operate on him against +his will.... + +“No, I don’t believe in atrocities. Or at the most I half believe +in one. It is asserted--the Huns asserted it themselves but I found +it difficult to believe--that they filmed the _Lusitania_ whilst +she was sinking. That I find atrocious. It is bad enough with +premeditation--and the presence of a film operator would seem to prove +premeditation--it is bad enough, then, with premeditation to sink a +ship loaded with sleeping women and children. But if we concede that +those responsible believed--as they may have done--that the _Lusitania_ +carried munitions of war even that may be nearly condoned. But that +you should take a cinema machine to represent, for the gloating of +others, the ruin and disappearance of a tall ship--that seems to me +the most horrible of crimes. _Spurlos_ is in itself a suspect word, +a part of the vocabulary of ruthlessness that lost the Huns--not the +fighting men--the war. But the real lives of men are enshrined in +their products. To kill a poet is a small thing; to destroy his work +is an irremediable offense.... And the most beautiful of all the +handiwork of men is the tall ship. It is horrible to see houses go down +in ruin under artillery fire; it is horrible to see fields mutilated +and rendered unfertile or merely humiliated by the heels of alien +conquerors. But to see a ship, its heart broken, its bows appealing +to the heavens, slowly and mutely disappear. That is horrible. The +sea shudders a little where it was. Only a little. But still the sea +shudders. + +“Obviously in wars you must sink ships. And I suppose you may make +records of the sinking of ships if it be done pitifully. But, in a +spirit of gloating, to represent for the purpose of affrighting others +or making yet others gloat in turn--to make cold-bloodedly the record +of the disappearance of the proudest ship in the world, that seems to +me the most horrible of ... _Schrecklichkeiten_.... But perhaps they +never did it. Perhaps they only said that they did. That would be a +queer way to make yourself popular! + +“But there was a landscape that I wanted to tell you about. + +“A little in front of Kemmel Hill we had some trenches--horrible +trenches because of the nature of the ground. You could not dig +down three feet because you came to water so the parapets were +merely sandbags and the parados nothing at all. They must have been +responsible for the loss of more lives than any other position of +the whole war. In addition, when it rained, all the flood-water of +the uplands poured down into them. Why I have seen them filled with +cigarette packets washed down from our always luckless canteen--after +the great storm in September ’16. + +“Well, it was just before then that we had been set to occupy those +lines. If they had been retired a hundred and fifty yards they +would have been on the slope of the hill and dry and safe. But the +staff--or some bellicose individual on the staff--in spite of every +representation preferred to lose a third of my battalion, let alone +thirds of all the other battalions that occupied them, rather than +to lose the little bit of prestige that it would have meant, by a +retirement. Of a hundred and fifty yards! Think of that! + +“Anyhow, there we came down in the early hours of a September +moonlight--into a world of beautiful, bluish and misty calm. There +were those calms in the line when the vengeful activities of seven or +so million men had exhausted themselves and their imaginations had +just gone to sleep. You would have long periods of quiet. They would +be broken by sudden bursts of machine gun fire and flares of Verey +lights when some bemused sentry had taken it into his head that half +a dozen corpses in No Man’s Land were stealing upon him. One’s nerves +did that in quiet, moonlit moments. You would look at a corpse, or some +sacking, or some sandbags until you could swear they were creeping upon +you. Then in a crisis, ‘bang’ would go your hipe, and off would go the +machine guns, and up would flare the Verey lights. The guns too might +come in and some poor devil or another lose his life. But as a rule +silence would settle down again for another long period.... I wrote a +poem about that, in French. But I never heard of any one having read +it.” + +It was at that moment that your Compiler burst in with the words: + +“Oh, it begins with: ‘I should like to imagine a moonlight in which +there will be no machine guns.’ I heard my friend Mrs. Carmody recite +it only yesterday. Recite, not read it!” + +Gringoire grunted slightly. + +“The point was that it was most beautiful moonlight, before a blue, +silent mountain with mists dim all up its flanks. And the other point +was that we, as you may remember, were a flying division. We were used +for reinforcing threatened points or for resting overtired troops. +And, facing us, the Germans had similar divisions that they called +‘_Sturmtruppen_.’ The curious thing was that either their Intelligence +was so good or ours was so good that whenever we were moved up or +down the line we found the same regiments in front of us so that when +we were on the Somme we fought the Second Brandenburgers, and when +we moved up to the Salient there we found the Second Brandenburgers +in front of us and after we had been in front of Armentières for a +little, there sure enough were the famous Second Brandenburgers. The +Cockchafers, they were nicknamed. After that they began to desert to us +a good deal and they were replaced by the Würtembergers whom we used to +consider better fellows, I don’t know why, for we never, in the nature +of the case, consorted much with either. + +“On the occasion of that moonlight night the Brandenburgers had got in +before us and displayed a natural curiosity to know who we were when +we got in. The German--or rather the Hun--method of trying to unmask +the identity of opponents was to sing national anthems. I use the word +‘Hun’ here because only a Delbrueck or a Bethmann-Hollweg--a professor +or a politician--would have thought of anything so ingeniously +imbecile. For naturally we did not fall in with that little idea.... +The idea, by the bye, was that if we were Scots and they sang ‘Scots +Wha Hae’ or Irish and they sang ‘The Wearin’ of the Green,’ or for us +‘Hen Wlad Wy Nadhau’ we should, in a burst of patriotic emotion either +cheer or join in the chorus. We didn’t. I remember that once when, +no doubt suspecting who we were, they had tried singing “Ap Jenkin,” +which is our quickstep, our men replied by singing the imperial Chorus +from the ‘Mikado’ as if to show that we were Japanese. That irritated +them so much that they pounded our trench for an hour and a half with +everything they could think of. + +“On this occasion they tried everything from ‘Rule Britannia’ to +‘Australia, Australia,’ and elicited no reply. And then they suddenly +touched off an immense gramophone that sang, through the still +moonlight ... the ‘Hymn of Hate.’ And in English! + +“It was curious and eerie to hear that passionless machine let off +those dire words devoted solely to ourselves, for they never evolved +anything like it for the French or the Belgians or the Italians or +Annamites or Cochin Chinese or Brazilians. Now it screamed and brayed: + + “Hate of the head and hate of the hand, + Hate of the breed and hate of the land + ENGLAND + Hate of the standing and hate of the lying, + Hate of the living and hate of the dying + ENGLAND ... ENGLAND” + +(“And as a detail I may add that they had to get an English +renegade--for there was one!--to make that translation.) + +“I am bound to say that it made one shiver a little. There were the +moonlight, and the mists, and the lights of poor Wytschaete far away +on the ridge. And those words creeping towards us. It is perhaps more +disagreeable to think of being prayed to death than of being shelled. +One shivered. + +“And when it fell silent one wondered if anything in the war or in the +world could surpass it for drama. But one was wrong. You don’t know the +Welsh. They are the incomparable singers of four-part music in the open +air. + +“I remember, years ago, being on the side of a Welsh mountain on a +Saturday evening at sunset and far below a Welsh miners’ beanfeast was +going along a thread of a road in char-à-bancs. And as each filled car +passed there came up the sounds of four-part songs, incredibly sweet +and incredibly mournful in the falling darkness. They are a conquered +people, the Welsh, and their music is the music of a conquered people. + +“But on that occasion the Germans had delivered themselves into their +hands in the endless struggle between Saxon and Celt. For suddenly a +single voice in ‘B’ Company began to sing with extraordinary clearness: + + ‘Maxwelton braes are bonnie + When earlie fa’s the dew....’ + +“And extraordinarily, before the singer had come to ‘there that Annie +Laurie,’ the whole of ‘B’ Company was crooning out the other parts of +the song. Beneath the moon. And then the whole Battalion, along a front +of a mile. Crooning, you know, rather softly, not shouting.... + + “And for Bonnie Annie Laurie ...” + +“It was a good answer. + +“They were forbidden of course to sing Welsh songs, or it might have +been ‘Land of My Fathers’ or the ‘Men of Harlech.’ As it was, it was +better. + +“But there was not much hatred about that. And you will observe that +even the Huns had had to get a machine to do their hating.” + + + + + VI + + _Just Country_ + + +It is one of the burdens of advancing age--as it is one of the +penalties of having been unreasonably prolific--that one is always +haunted by a vague dread of repeating one’s self. One’s mind, +presumably, progresses, one touches and retouches one’s ideas; hammers +at the wording; seeks after a final clarity of expression. It is all +one that one may have already printed the matter of the theme; the mind +continues to work at the phraseology until one, finally, isn’t certain +that one has or hasn’t sought the crystallization of the press. So it +happens that I cannot be certain whether I have or haven’t printed +already what I am about to write. It can’t, however, in the nature of +things, have been more than a shortish article; so that if I have to +apologize to any readers, the apology can’t be for any great fault. + +I fancy that what I then tried to put on paper was suggested by a +letter that our poet wrote, having another moment of leisure, at +about the time of his long wait for the General on Mont Vedaigne. I +wrote an article, and certainly it was suggested by a passage in one +of Gringoire’s letters to a friend, at some one’s request, for the +journal called the N--. And that journal called the N-- refused to +print the article because it was too militarist. I don’t myself see +where the militarism can have come into the expression of what was pure +speculation of a psychological kind--but censors, whether military or +anti-military, are queer people, and I presume that their main job, +as it presents itself to their minds, is the suppression of ideas.... +The more I think about it now, the more the thought hardens and takes +shape; some one--connected with the propaganda-ministry--_did_ ask me +to write an article for the N-- and the N-- did refuse to print it. I +daresay the journal had quarreled with the department in between whiles. + +Anyhow, the psychological speculation wasn’t very profound, or, as +far as I can see, very likely to render conscription a permanent +institution in these islands. Stated in its baldest terms, it merely +amounted to saying that when you are very busy with a job, you do not +much notice what is going on around you. You don’t, of course. + +And, in the end, that is the basic idea that underlies these records +of four landscapes. Gringoire was simply trying to state--or rather +to illustrate--the fact that, during the whole of the period from the +4/8/’14 till the date when the German plenipotentiaries appended, in +the Salle des Glaces, their signatures to the peace treaty, he only +four times achieved a sufficient aloofness of mind to notice the +landscape that surrounded him. + +“I don’t mean to say,” our poet summed the matter up, “that I didn’t +have ‘leaves,’ but, for one cause and another, my leaves weren’t ever +pensive or leisurely. One was snatched into the civilian frame of +mind--but into a civilian frame of mind that was always preoccupied +with ‘The War’--that was, indeed, in odd ways, far more preoccupied +with the war than were one’s self and one’s friends. Thus I remember +that, on the occasion of my first return from France, being in a +Tommy’s tunic, before I had arrived at the barrier of Viltona, I was +stopped by an Assistant Provost Marshal and told that if I didn’t +immediately procure leather gloves, another sort of hat, a collar, +a tie, and get rid of my divisional mark, I should be put under +arrest and returned to my battalion. In the booking office, I found +a telephone--which cost thruppence, instead of tuppence--and when I +remonstrated with a lady who three times gave me a wrong number, I was +told to remember that there was a war going on. When, there being no +one in my own house, I tried to go by omnibus to my club for lunch, I +being in mufti and a little lame, a lady conductor put her hand on my +chest, exclaimed: ‘There’s a war on,’ and very neatly threw me back +into the road. + +“When I got to my club, a civilian of an eminently moral appearance +was lunching at my table. He addressed me condescendingly--as no doubt +one would address a Tommy if one were a civilian at a club. I had the +feeling that he was about to offer me a glass of beer--therefore I +hurriedly began to talk of peace. I wanted, you see, to consider peace +and to avoid at once the offer of a free drink and the remembrance of +my comrades who were still in danger of their lives. I admit that my +words were inconsiderate, for I simply said: + +“‘Won’t there be a high old fortnight’s drunk after that day!’ + +“My table companion drew himself up, pursed dry lips, and as it were +hissed: + +“‘I think we have taken very good steps to prevent that.’ + +“He wouldn’t, you see, let me forget my poor comrades who were still in +the trenches. I do not remember what I said then; but only his attitude +as with his napkin very white and crumpled in his hand, he removed +to another table. Straight from that club I went to the house of an +Eminent Reformer who told me that he would rather we lost the war than +that the Cavalry should have a hand in winning it.[5] He couldn’t know +that it wasn’t so very long since I had seen the empty saddles of the +Deccan Horse, as, all intermingled with the men of some battalion of +Gordons, they returned from an adventure in No Man’s Land, during the +1916 Battle of the Somme. So I went and had tea with a lady who gave +me three milk biscuits from a silver tray and said: ‘This _must_ be a +change from your hardships over there!’ + +“They _wouldn’t_, you see, let me forget the poor dear fellows who +were still in the trenches. So I passed the night in a Y.M.C.A. hut, +discussing Mametz Wood of the 14/7/’16 with an officer of the 38th +Division.” + +That, of course, was rather a special day, Gringoire said--though +it was nothing out of the common. Given his age, former career, and +surroundings, he couldn’t be expected to come in for any huge amount +of the salutary dissipation or the healing hospitality which did so +much to _remonter_ the _moral_ of the troops. Moving mostly amongst +the Intelligentsia, he came a good deal in contact with Conscientious +Objectors who abused him to his face for militarism or with literary +civilians of military age who, after calling at his house, returned +to their own and wrote him anonymous but easily recognizable letters, +the purport of which was that he had never heard a shot fired and +that the only gas he had ever smelled had been emitted by himself. +To balance them, he received a number of letters from the German +population of London, threatening to murder him on account of his +propagandist writings, whilst one of the most frequent preoccupations +of his military career arose from the anonymous letters addressed to +the War Office, to his various Colonels, and to the officers and other +ranks of his regiment by a professional man whom he had once employed +and who, after he lost that particular job, found that his conscience +as a patriot demanded that he should continuously but unsuccessfully +denounce our poet as a German spy. + +That is all in the day’s journey. _Homo homini lupus._ But it is not to +be wondered at that in his periods of leisure Gringoire was not in a +position to pay what he would have called a hell of a lot of attention +to landscapes--or, in the alternative, that the essential call, of the +land, of the war, was not the humanity that England contained--but just +the country. + +Possibly the idea of country--just country--postulates the idea of +human companionship--but that is not the same thing as humanity. + +“When I was a boy,” as Gringoire put it, “every hedge and every turn +of a white, long road, concealed a possible Princesse Lointaine.” In +those days one walked on and on--from the North Foreland to the Land’s +End; from Kensington to Winchelsea, from Minehead, by Porlock and +Brendon, to Water’s Meet. Or one cycled from Calais to Beauvais, by way +of Arras; from Paris to Tours and along the Loire, somehow ending at +Houlgate and Caen. Or one went in a slow fiacre from Amiens to Albert, +ostensibly to see the new brick and mosaic cathedral, with the Madonna +atop. But, no doubt, whether one went to Mevagissy or Mentone; Port +Scathow, Pontardulais, Château Gaillard, or Curt-yr-Ala, one was really +chasing the Only Possible She. + +“Nowadays one sits in a green field--any green field--and longs for +nothing more than just a little bit of loyalty. One longs, that is +to say, that one may at last find the _hominem bonæ voluntatis_ that +one has chased all one’s life. Possibly one desires that, resting +one’s eyes in the green of the grass as--do you remember, old Dai +Bach?--according to the maxims of Color-Sergeant Davis of Caerphilly, +we used to rest our eyes from the targets by looking into the trampled +green blades, one longs to discover some formula that shall make us +ourselves forever loyal to some ideal or other.... + +“Or perhaps it is just rest that one wants. Anyhow, one wants the +country that is just country--not heaths, moors, crags, forests, +passes, named rivers, or famous views. No--just fields, just dead +ground, or fields of clover that have never heard and will never hear +the crepitation of machine guns; hedgerows unwired and not too trim, +with a spray or so of bramble just moving in a wind from which one is +sheltered. That, until the other day, one so seldom saw in France--or +in England either, for that matter.” + +“I remember,” Gringoire said in one of his anecdotes, “being in a +wood--behind Tenby, I think, or near Manorbier or Pembroke, in 1915. +It was very warm, and that part of Wales is a sleepy country. I had +bicycled ahead of troops afoot to inspect some sort of position that, +the day before, with my over-meticulousness, I had already spent hours +in surveying, when I might have been listening to Pierrots. At any +rate, I had three-quarters of an hour of entire leisure. + +“The sun beat down; I was just inside the edge of a wood. A little +marsh--a reëntrant--ran right in under the trees. There was a mill +where the insignificant valley opened out; a little dam where the +road mounted an opposite slope. And then, though I had sketched, in +a military sense, every clump of rushes, every contour, every bridge, +every railway cutting and bit of embankment, many times--suddenly this +place of greenery assumed--that too!--the aspect of being just country. + +“A little Welsh sheep poked its horns through the hedge and looked +at me; a wren crept through a tangle of old thorns at my elbow, a +nuthatch pursued a curious and intricate course amongst the netted, +coarse fibers of ivy on a wild cherry-trunk. I lay still in the dappled +sunlight and thought nothing, except that it was good to stretch out +one’s limbs, recumbent. Because the level, green ground in front of +me was so grown with rushes, I began to try to remember what were the +provisions of the Field Drain Act of the middle of last century. Surely +the farmer could obtain from the State, on easy terms, a loan with +which to defray the expense of soil-pipes and labor for the draining +of that land. And I began to think about the queer, stodgy, Victorian +mind; and about Albert the Good, and the Crystal Palace, which in those +days was known as the Temple of Peace; and I remembered John Brown and +John Morley and John Bright and John Stuart Mill and Mr. Ruskin and +the rest of them, and mahogany chairs with horsehair seats and Argand +lamps and the smoke and steam that used to fill the underground at +Gower Street station. And in those days I had a 13-hand New Forest pony +and a very old governess car and went to market on a Tuesday.... + +“And then, quite suddenly, I felt that, for thousands and thousands of +miles, on the green fields and in the woodlands, stretching away under +the high skies, in the August sunlight, millions, millions, millions of +my fellow men were moving--like tumultuous mites in a cheese, training +and training, as we there were training--all across a broad world to +where the sun was setting and to where the sun was rising--training +to live a little, short space of time in an immense long ribbon of +territory, where, for a mile or so the earth was scarred, macerated, +beaten to a pulp, and burnt by the sun till it was all dust.... The +thought grew, became an immense feeling, became an obsession. Then +Major Ward, on a bay with a white forehead, appeared on the little +bridge that carried the waters of the marsh beneath the road. The +others were coming!” + + +[Footnotes] + +[5] Our friend is here venting a little of the bile that, as will be +seen, at times obscures his outlook on life and makes him, elsewhere, +appear ungenerous to the civilian population that so loyally did its +bit. The train of thought of his friend the Eminent Reformer would seem +to be as follows: (a) this is a war for liberty; (b) the Cavalry are +officered mainly by the hereditary aristocracy; (c) if the hereditary +aristocracy wins out in the war, liberty will suffer; (d) it would be +preferable to lose the war. This seems logical. Our poet, however, +refuses to see matters in this light. He says that he has never since +spoken to that Eminent Reformer, who was once the closest of his +friends--and that he never will again. This is lamentable. But is there +not a tag beginning “_Irritabile genus_”...? + + + + + VII + + _Playing the Game_ + + +As will appear in my last chapter Gringoire insists that I shall +include in this volume a specimen of his prose written under fire. As +that was written in French your compiler flatly refused to insert it in +the body of his book so that, since Gringoire flatly refused to let the +book appear at all unless it _was_ included, it will be found elsewhere +than in the body and what follows is his translation. I confess to +regretting its inclusion for although I myself and a great number of my +friends including even Mrs. Carmody who is the wife of the headmaster +at the ancient grammar-school, a foundation of Edward VI’s in the XVI +century at which I have the honor to teach English Literature--although +I and my friends consider him a very great poet, if not the greatest +poet in the world at the moment, poet’s prose is well known to be too +florid for the real connoisseur of prose. And what follows is actually +his own translation and Gringoire himself has asserted many times both +in private and in public that he is entirely unable to translate his +own prose. It does however present a picture of the poet under fire--a +matter as to which he here refuses to say anything elsewhere under +the plea that to talk about actual fighting disturbs his subsequent +sleep with nightmares and also that he intends to treat of fighting +subsequently himself when both the public bitterness and his own +emotions shall have diminished. This decision I regret. For who in ten +years’ time will be found to take an interest in the late struggle +whereas enshrined here in the amber of my own prose the record of his +emotions might well interest people who have such memories still vivid +within them. I may say that I myself, a journalist of considerable +pre-war practice, never went to the front though I served during the +whole war in the depot of Gringoire’s regiment. + +Here then is Gringoire’s prose, the original French of which he says +was written at Pont de Nieppe during September 1916 after his visit to +the French Ministry which he will describe in my next chapter. + + A CRICKET MATCH + + BEING A LETTER WRITTEN FROM THE LINES OF SUPPORT + IN FLANDERS TO CAPTAIN UN TEL IN PARIS. + +_Mon cher monsieur, camarade et confrère_ (Gringoire’s addressee was +also a poet soldier): + +Behind Bécourt Wood, on a July evening, whilst the shells of the +Germans were passing overhead, we were playing cricket. The heavy +shells went over, seeming to cry in their passage the word “We; +e; eary”; then, changing their minds farther on they exclaimed +peremptorily: “Whack!” But when one plays cricket one forgets the +Hun orchestra; one does not even hear the shells that pass overhead. +We were running about; we were cursing the butterfingered fool who +dropped a catch; we even argued about points of play, because the +rules of such cricket as one plays with a tennis-ball, two axe-helves +for bats and bully-beef-cases for wicket--those rules are apt to be +elastically interpreted. But no match England v. Australia at Lords’ +itself was ever so full of incident nor so moving as our game behind +Bécourt Wood. The turf was of clay, baked porcelain-hard by the almost +tropical sun; for grass there was only an expanse of immense thistles; +boundaries and spectators at once were provided by the transport mules +in their lines. But we cheered, we gesticulated, we rushed about, we +disputed, we roared ... we--British infantry officers who are said to +be phlegmatic, cold and taciturn. + +I present the considerations that follow in the form of a letter to +you, my dear Un Tel, though I would rather have written a balanced, +careful and long-thought-out essay. But I cannot chisel at my prose +today. “Ker wooley woo,” as our Tommies say, “say la gair!” I have +passed twenty-five years of my life in trying to find new cadences; in +chasing assonances out of my prose, with an enraged meticulousness that +might have been that of Uncle Flaubert himself. But today I only write +letters--long, diffuse, and in banal phrases. The other demands too +much time, too much peace of mind.... Ah, and too much luck! + +Well, then, we were playing cricket when I saw passing close to us a +French officer of my acquaintance--an officer of one of those admirable +batteries of seventy-fives whose voices were so comforting to hear by +day and so let us sleep at night. For when they spoke in their level +and interrupted roll, hour on hour, at a few furlongs behind our +backs--when _they_ spoke, no Hun barked. And they were at that time +aligned wheel to wheel from Albert to Verdun. The man was a gray-blue +Colossus, his eyes brown and somber, his mustache heavy and dark. +He stayed there, planted on his legs and his heavy stick, like some +instrument of war, three-legged, silent and of steel. And when I left +the game and went to talk to him he said to me in English: + +“I find that a little shocking. _Very_ shocking!” + +And he continued to look at the players who went on gesticulating and +running about amongst the giant thistles and the dangerous legs of the +mules. I exclaimed vehemently: + +“_Au nom du bon Dieu, pourquoi?_” + +He did not take his eyes from the players and reflected for a long time +before answering. And I, getting impatient, went on talking vehemently +and even indulged in gesticulations. I said in French: + +“_Nous sortons des tranchées_.... We are only just out of the +trenches.” This game made you fit, _remettait le moral_, made you +forget the war.... What do I know of what I said? He kept on reflecting +and I talking French. At last he said: + +“I find”--he was still talking English--“that this war should be a +religion. On coming out of the trenches one should sit ... and reflect. +Perhaps one should even pray a little....” + +And I ... I went on arguing with him for a long time without his +answering anything but: + +“I find it, all the same.” + +And suddenly I burst out laughing. The situation seemed suddenly +allegorical. And if you think of it, my dear friend, you will see how +it was that I laughed. It was because it was he, the descendant of +Cyrano de Bergerac, who spoke English in the monosyllables of a stage +Lord Kitchener whilst I, the representative of so many officers and +gentlemen who for many centuries have never found anything more to +say than “O ... ah!”--I who ought to have been wearing an eyeglass +and blond whiskers was engaged in waving my arms and shouting a +French that was rendered almost incoherent by emotion. And all +my comrades--officers as well as other ranks--went on shouting, +gesticulating, running about, cursing and laughing like children of +Tarascon in the French South. + + * * * * * + +And in truth the change is astonishing and a little moving. We have +always had the idea--even the French have had the idea--that the French +people, and above all the French soldiers and French officers, were +gay, debonnair, loquacious, pawky--“Swordsmen and tricksters without +remorse or scruples,” as Cyrano sings. + +Well, the other day I went on service from Steenewerck to Paris--a +journey which lasted seventeen hours. And during the whole of those +seventeen hours although there were always French officers in my +railway carriage or standing in the corridors of the train, the journey +was the most silent of my whole life. No one talked. But no one! There +were colonels, commandants, captains, marine officers, gunner officers. +And I cannot believe that my presence was responsible for this +taciturnity. It is true that in every suitable spot in the train were +inscribed the words: “Be silent; be on your guard”--and the fact that +enemy ears might be listening to you. But it was impossible that _all_ +those gentlemen attributed such ears to me. I was wearing the uniform +of my sovereign. And they none of them addressed the others. + +No, certainly the voyage lacked incident. I will tell you the +incidents there were: from Hazebrouck to Calais five French officers +did not exchange two words; from Calais to Abbéville thirty who did not +speak. I spoke to an artillery captain, grumbling at the slow progress +of the train. He answered in English: + +“Many troops moving!” + +Then silence. + +At Amiens there entered a civilian. It was on a Saturday towards eight +o’clock in the morning and the train had the air of not wishing to +reach Paris until after three. As I had business in Paris and should +have to leave early on the Monday I asked this gentleman if I should +find the banks shut, and the ministries and shops. He answered that he +did not know. He was not a Parisian. He was going to Jersey to take +possession of the body of a young girl who, having been drowned at +Dieppe, had floated as far as that island.... As if there had not been +enough deaths. + +He began crying very unobtrusively. + +But he, too, had spoken to me in English! + +And then ... silence. The officers regarded the civilian with eyes that +said nothing at all.... I assure you that it was not gay. + +At Creil there got in two ladies. They were pretty and very +well-dressed. _They_ talked enough, those two.... Red Cross, charitable +activities, colonels, families. But the officers never looked at them. +Not one raised his eyes although the girls were young, very pretty and +well-dressed! + +But, when _we_ had been going up to the Front from Rouen to Albert--and +we were not going on leave like all these silent officers--we sang, we +joked with young women whom we saw on the railway platforms; we kicked +footballs along the corridors of the train; we climbed on the roofs of +the carriages. You would have thought we were going to the Derby. + +I naturally exaggerate these differences a little. This is not an +article but a letter. But I am nevertheless telling you what my eyes +have seen and my ears heard. And how is it to be explained? + +It is not enough to say--as has been said so often--that if in England, +the Germans had been established between York and Manchester, if they +had seized the factories, pillaged the downs, and indulged in whatever +the Hun Practices may be, we also should be gloomy, sad, taciturn. I +am not talking of the civilian population of my country; I am speaking +of us people out here whose life is not gay, who are expatriated, +far from our homes and who suffer, I assure you, from a very real +nostalgia. For, _là-bas_ ... on the Somme or in Flanders one feels +one’s self very forgotten, very deserted, and very, very isolated +with an isolation like the isolation that is felt by ... Oh, well, +it is as if we were suspended--we, seven million men--on a carpet in +the infinitudes of space. The roads which stretch out before us cease +suddenly at a few furlongs from our faces--in No Man’s Land. And it +is very saddening to contemplate roads which suddenly end. And then +the roads and paths that we have taken to get here--and which lie +between ourselves and our _pays_--the nooks where we were born--are +roads which we may not travel.... And I assure you that, just like any +other men, we love our wives, our houses, our children, our parents, +our ingle-nooks, our fields, our cattle and our dung-heaps. The French +soldier has at least that to his advantage, that he fights at home. +That is something for him, as individual. When he steps out of the +trenches he is at least in the land that bore him.... But we ... + +I suppose that it is in order to forget, not only the Hun shells +but also those other things that are dear to us, the chimney corner +beside which we have so often sat chatting, the fields upon which we +have labored, the herds and the woods--it is in search of the herb +oblivion, that we play cricket behind Bécourt wood and go over the top +kicking footballs across No Man’s Land--footballs which pass over the +corpses of the fallen, towards the Huns.... And crying “Stick it, the +Welsh!”--is that weakness? Is it the source from which we draw--such as +they are--what we have of tenacity and courage? I do not know. + +Like myself, my dear confrère, you have known the difficulty of +exactly defining the shades of differences that distinguish differing +peoples. We commence by theorizing and we theorize much too soon, or +else we take the opposite view to theories that have been accepted for +centuries. We have had in England the nineteenth century caricaturists +of the French during the Napoleonic wars which showed us the Frenchman +as he was in the British popular imagination. He was a meager, famished +barber who lived exclusively on frogs. And on your side you had your +John Bull, as big as an ox, his belly as big as the belly of an ox, and +devouring whole oxen. And you had the figure of the milord with his +millions, his spleen which drove him to be suicidal. They were stupid, +those caricatures, but it is impossible to allege that they were not +sincere. The English who fought in France in 1815 sought for what they +saw--but they found it. And the same with the French. + +The same perhaps with myself. I have always considered the French a +grave people, and when I came from an excited England, covered from +the Isle of Anglesey to the North Foreland with patriotic and colorful +placards and then found, from the Belgian frontier to Paris, a France +quite without colored placards and gray, silent and preoccupied, it +was natural that I should look for grave people and find them. But for +me there was nothing new in finding France preoccupied, because for me +France always was the France of fields, villages, woods and peasants. +And the France of the peasants is a very laborious and pensive place +where men labor incessantly between wood and pond or beneath the olive +trees of the Midi. + +For me, on the other hand the population of Great Britain has always +been a town people. Well, it is the inhabitants of great cities who, +work as they may, have need from time to time to go, as our saying +is, on a spree--each according to his nature. And that is perhaps the +reason of the differences that have so struck me, between the French +Army and ourselves. The British Forces are made up preponderatingly +of townsmen, the French army is an army preponderatingly peasant--for +even the famous Parigots are mostly country born and bred. And the +peasantry of all countries, but particularly the French peasant, is +inured to confronting the harshness and the inevitable necessities +of Nature. They meet them without ceasing for weeks, for months, for +years--for their lifetimes. They can never escape from hardships and +the contemplation of the evils of life, the bitter winds, the worms +that devour the buds of whole harvests; their thoughts can never be +diverted by taking a day’s leave, in making puns or by that humor which +is acrid and rather sad and which is yet the sovereign quality of the +British Tommy. For to inscribe on an immense gray shell that is about +to be fired at the Hun lines--to inscribe on that in huge whitewash +letters “Love to Little Willie” may seem stupid and shocking to folk +who were never _là-bas_. But human psychology is very complicated and +it is certain that the reading of such inscriptions on the great shells +by the stacks of which we pass along the highroads of France much +lightens our hearts when we advance from Albert to La Boisselle. + +Why? It is difficult to say. It is perhaps because, the shells being +terrible and threatening, here is a shell that has been rendered +ridiculous, a cause for joy--or even merely human. For we are all +anthropomorphic--and that one sole shell can suffer itself to become +the vehicle for humor, that is sufficient to give to superstitious +minds the idea that shells may be a little less superhuman than +they seem. They are the messengers of gods athirst for blood, who +proclaim their gigantic weariness but nevertheless destroy in a minute +dungheaps, whole fields or all the houses of a village. But they have +become a little humanized. + +And it is the same for our game of cricket which we played behind +Bécourt Wood amongst the giant thistles, hidden in thick dust and +concealing in turn the bodies of so many of our dead. But I assure +you, my dear comrade, that landscape--of Bécourt, Fricourt, Mametz, +Martinpuich and the rest--was not gay. It was July and the sun let down +its rays upon those broad valleys, upon the dust and the smoke that +mounted to the heavens and upon the black and naked woods. And it did +not smile, that territory. No; Nature herself there seemed terrible and +threatening--in that domain where Destiny who is blind and implacable, +must manifest herself to several million human souls.... And then +we played cricket there--and, all of a sudden that threatening and +superhuman landscape became ... just a cricket field. + +For an Intellectual a field will be always just a field whether there +descend upon it shells, thunderbolts--or merely tennis balls. But for +us a countryside where we have played cricket becomes less affrighting +and we shall there pass our days more contentedly in spite of the bones +that there lie hidden amongst the thistles. It is stupid; it is even, +if you will, sacrilege. But that is how we are made--we others who are +not the intelligentsia and who issue forth from the great cities to go +upon bloody wars. I, I have felt like that, down there, behind Bécourt +Wood of a July evening during the Somme push in 1916. + +And I remain always yours affectionately + + G. + +And I beg you to observe that all the persons who spoke to me between +Steenewerck and Paris used English. That is already something. + + And _I_ beg you to observe that when Gringoire is moving his prose + up to its most emotional pitch he employs a ‘Hun’ expression. For + the phrase ‘the herb oblivion’ is merely the literal translation of + the almost hackneyed German expression: “_Das Kraut Vergessenheit_.” + + --_Note by the Compiler._ + + + + + PART TWO + + CERTAIN INTERIORS + + + + + The old houses of Flanders, + They watch by the high cathedrals; + They overtop the high town halls; + They have eyes, mournful, tolerant and sardonic for the ways of men + In the high, white, tiled gables. + + The rain and the night have settled down on Flanders; + It is all wet darkness, you can see nothing. + + Then those old eyes, mournful, tolerant and sardonic, + Look at great sudden red lights, + Look upon the shades of the cathedrals, + And the golden rods of the illuminated rain. + + And those old eyes, + Very old eyes that have watched the ways of men for generations, + Close for ever. + The high, white shoulders of the gables + Slouch together for a consultation, + Slant drunkenly over in the lea of the flaming cathedrals. + + They are no more the old houses of Flanders. + + + + + VIII + + _“Maisie”_ + + +[It has occurred to the writer--or let us rather say, “the compiler,” +that, as concerns this section of this work, it would be safe to let +Gringoire speak for himself. The paraphernalia of inverted commas +interspersed with indirect speech is apt to be wearisome to a reader. +It is difficult--nay, it might even prove dangerous--to the compiler. +For who shall say what powerful enemies the present writer might not +make by omitting inverted commas and appearing to speak for himself? So +it seems more just to let the rather testy poet speak for himself. + +For undoubtedly, when speaking of certain matters, Gringoire was--nay, +he is!--apt to become testy. Let us excuse him by saying that he bore a +good deal of strain during the late war--as was apt to be the position +of any public, or quasi-public man, caught between the attentions of +the cheap press and what he considered to be his duty to the State. + +Of course, this section is a rendering. It does not pretend to +record words exactly as Gringoire spoke. It is, rather, a résumé +of conversations of an evening when the writer--or rather the +compiler--was privileged to be housed by Gringoire. It was, by then, +late summer or early autumn. + +The Gingerbread Cottage by that date resembled less one of the ruins of +the Flanders front that Gringoire so feelingly describes. For to tell +the truth, that was what it had very nearly resembled at the time of +our Easter visit. When Gringoire had entered it in the early spring, +there had been certainly the wave-marks of inundations and half-inches +of mud on the brick floors. He had come down with his valise contents, +his camp-bed, a knife and fork, a paraffin stove, and a gallon of oil, +determined, as he puts it, to dig himself in in the face of destiny. At +Easter we had seen him a little too early in the process for people who +had not for the last four or five years lived with furniture made of +bully-beef cases or whatever they are called. + +But by mid-September, when the greater portion of the following section +was compiled, either Gringoire’s views as to the æsthetic value of +bully-beef chairs and tables had changed as he got further from the +atmosphere of camps, or Mme. Sélysette had softened the asperities of +his nature in the matter of preference of dugouts to drawing rooms--or +else, truly, he was acting up to his ideals. That one hesitates to +believe: for who can believe that any human soul can act up to his +professed ideals--or that the ideals which he professes have any +relation to his motives? + +Still, Gringoire was a poet. And the writer remembers remonstrating +with him as to the amount of work he was putting into the Gingerbread +Cottage and the garden. Said the writer: Gringoire should remember that +all this whitewashing, papering, glazing the windows, digging out of +foundations, and fertilizing an abandoned and ill-treated garden would, +in the end, profit only the landlord--who was a very bad landlord, even +as bad landlords go. For, as would be the case with poets, Gringoire +had no lease of any kind.... + +But Gringoire only looked at the writer with that vague and unseeing +glance that is one of the properties of some poets. And he answered: +though of course it was not an answer: He was not a small hatter, a +market-gardener, a farmer, a tradesman, or any sort of profit-and-loss +person. He was intent simply on making his sanctuary smile a little +in the sunlight and on comforting an old building that had been very +shabbily used by evil sorts of men.... + +At any rate, they had scrambled together some old and rather attractive +“bits,” a grandfather’s chair or so, carpets for the sitting room, +colored rush mats for the floor of the sleeping apartments. They had +painted and polished with beeswax and turpentine, and there would, as +like as not, be some flowers on the dining table which was of rough +oak--and coffee after a full dinner. + +The primitive “note” remained, of course, about the establishment, and +it was hardly the place to which you would have asked for a week-end +a delicate city madam; a Guards’ Major; or a young actress about to +become famous. But on bright days the garden smiles in the sun, and +the Gingerbread Cottage has a colored and--as Gringoire would say--a +_soigné_ aspect. Yes, certainly it appeared to be cared for, poor +battered old thing, as old people sometimes appear to be cared for in +almshouses. + +So Gringoire affronts the winter. And, if during that season the wolf +does not get him; or if his patience does not give out--as is the case +with poets; or if the bad landlord does not eject him in order to reap +the profits of his improvements--for he has no lease!--he will continue +his patchings, his experiments with unusual manures, and his attempts +to ameliorate the breed of potatoes. And that is all the writer will +say about him. + +For the rest, he speaks for himself, much as he spoke of an evening, +with his mild but occasionally bitter and furious eyes; with his +usually tranquil, but occasionally furiously gesticulating hands. For, +the writer, or rather the compiler, having compared notes with Mme. +Sélysette, who has heard Gringoire’s stories very, very often, the +compiler is satisfied that it is a fair rendering of the poet-warrior’s +conversation. It will be found to be disfigured, even in this, as it +were, censored version, by unfortunate attacks on many persons and +institutions that are usually considered exempt from--or at any rate +dangerous to--assault. But what it contains is not half as violent as +what Gringoire wished the compiler to set down as his opinions. The +compiler, however, has friends who can be grieved; a pocket that can +be affected by the law of libel; a position with reviewers that is his +stock in trade. So Gringoire, who could not write prose but wished +to air his opinions, and the compiler, who wished to air the poet’s +opinions but did not wish to lose friends, money, or position in the +process, agreed upon the autobiographical passages that follow.] + + * * * * * + +Gringoire speaks: + +At some period of the war, I found myself in a certain interior. It was +August--hushed by the presence at the doors of functionaries, elderly, +gray, like bishops, wearing evening dress. And one had the sense that, +standing at ease, on the steps of great portals, opening onto immense +staircases, that one had ascended in stony twilights, past bistre-blue +frescoes. Suisses, in cocked hats with great white gloves and silver +swords, symbolized the military ideals of Ministries, just as, in the +Vatican, obsolete artillerymen, hussars, pikemen, symbolize a vanished +temporal power. For, what would the Suisses do if the Enemy or a +Revolution should chance to pay a call on them? + +I presume they would extend enormous, cotton-gloved fingers for +visiting cards, which they would hand to commissionaires in glass +boxes; the cards would be sent by pages, upstairs to the episcopal +butlers, who, after meditating for forty minutes, would warily +convey them, over the soft State carpets, past the decorous but rich, +State-purchased pictures suspended over the blue-gray, State-woven +tapestries, to the high door of polished mahogany. There the +bishop-butlers would pause, with the air of priests listening outside +shrines, with a hand on the engraved, polished, mounted, ormolu +door-handles.... + +But what, during those sixty-four minutes would be the proceedings of +the lieutenant of Uhlans, with his twenty men behind him; or the leader +of the sans-culottes, communards, syndicalists...? The lances might +be dripping with blood; bread, dripping too, might be decorating the +points of pikes, or paraffin from the oil cans. Probably they would +not wait until the blood or the oil dried on the sarcophagus-tiles of +the Ministerial Salle des Pas Perdus or until the great hotel slowly +and resignedly disappeared in flames with that curious air of weary +acquiescence that buildings have when, having borne for many years with +human follies, wisdoms, or labors, they fall to the ground before human +madness. Probably they would not wait--the Uhlans, the sans-culottes, +or the Pétroleuses. They are an impatient people. + +But, of course, the reader will say, in the great courtyard before +the Ministry, are many, many gendarmes, standing about with their +hands behind their backs and slightly protuberant bellies. (Otherwise +they would be _là bas!_) But they have good eyes. They would know a +Lieutenant of Uhlans by his uniform, and they know how to use their +revolvers. And amongst the gendarmes lounge several civilian men of +queer, specialized miens. Their pockets bulge just slightly, in odd +ways, and brushing their legs are the _chiens de bergers Alsaciens_ +(it used to be _Allemands_) the large, elegant dogs with brown fur, +like ladies’ sable coats and the intelligent pointed ears.... It is +the business of these apparently civilian agents to know the leaders +of sans-culottes, syndicalists, communards, and _Actions_ this or +that. The pretty, friendly, high-stepping dogs with their sable coats +would be at the sans-culottes’ throats at the merest chirrup of their +masters’ lips, and from the so very slightly bulging pockets light +handcuffs would whip out. The revolvers also would go off.... + +And, still more, the reader will say, in the little, painted, upright +boxes stand little men with red trousers and blue coats and tricolored +worsted galloons, and long, dull-looking rifles, and very, very +long Rosalies.... They are probably just the very newest recruits +with sad, boyish faces. But they know enough to say the French for +“Halt, who are you?” in Breton accents, and to let off the old, long +guns, and to stick Rosalie, with a grunt, through the entrails of a +Uhlan lieutenant, and to call out the Guard.... And, too, there is a +half-battalion of the 101st Regiment, whose accent reeks of garlic, +olive oil, and the meridional sun, passing along the boulevard before +the tricolor that droops over the porte-cochère.... + +So--like the very heart of an onion, under many, many wrappings, +in sanctuary, how very, very far from the mud of the onion-trench, +bearded, in a dark coat, with a bright spot of a button; with sharp, +apprehending nods coming as quickly as winks and silences as quickly +as either; behind the polished mahogany door with the gilt handle and +the ormolu finger-plates; at a Buhl table, with a glass vase full of +Malmaison carnations, a bronze reproduction of the Winged Victory, and +two great pictures of Norman peasants, the one by Bastien Lepage and +the other by Jean François Millet--sits the Minister whose mere wink to +some one, whose whisper to some one else, whose instruction to another, +whose order--and so on--has brought one from green fields littered +with bully beef-tins, wire, mud-trodden cartridge cases, rat runs--and +the rest of it! He will thank you for past services; tactfully suggest +that it might reinforce some department of the _moral_ of some +department or other of humanity if M. le Capitaine would suspend his +military ardors in order to write so and so and so and so in such and +such an organ or to say this and that in a certain quarter. And one +can also produce not truly a great effect but some, by talking in a +certain way, in the mess of one’s regiment even. Certainly in Quartiers +Généraux ... + +He will listen deferentially whilst you voice certain objections: to +write so and so one must have leave--leave in both the English and +the French sense of “permission.” And leaves are difficult things to +obtain. Besides, one does not want leave. For certain reasons!... One +is like that. _L’on est poète_: cranky, unreasonable. An all-powerful +Minister cannot get into the soul of a crank. Not his Seneschals, or +the Suisses, or the Gendarmes, or the Agents, or the Sentinels can +help him to that. _Quand on est poète_ one requires--one requires a +little reëntrant, with water--a little stream, indicated by a wavy +line in blue pencil; copses, indicated by dotted-in round o’s with +tails to them; rushes, indicated by hieroglyphs like the section of a +hairbrush; a gingerbread cottage, for which the symbol is a hatched in +square.--One requires those. And also one requires a temporary respite +from the attentions of one’s friends and of destiny. For that, as far +as I know, military topography has no symbol--unless it be a white +handkerchief on the end of Rosalie. + +His Excellency remains polite--deferential even. Still, it could no +doubt be arranged, he will remark. It is important to get certain +things said.... And who could say it better than ... + +For myself--on the occasion which I am adumbrating, I was thinking +of ferrets. So that, by a concentration of ideas, at a given point +I once said to such a Minister: Of course there is the First Line +Transport.... And, in my mind’s eye, against the gilt frame of the +immense Bastien Lepage--or it may have been on this occasion a Marie +Bashkirtseff--arose the image of a Connaught Hut, with the rain beating +on the roof and the autumn wind reaching the flames of candles stuck +in bottles and bearing in the odor of stable hartshorn from the long +horse standings. And the Welsh Rabbit made of cheese, onions, Flemish +beer, and herrings straight from Bailleul--though God knows when they +came from the autumnal sea. And hooch. And several obese, tranquil, +entirely capable officers with feet for the moment in carpet slippers. +And the table utensils borrowed from the Y.M.C.A. pushed aside on a +corner of the trestle table; and a cheap pad of letter paper, a copying +ink pencil, and the mind of the poet functioning in the flicker of +the guttering candles at the dictates of the Minister seated beneath +the Jean François Millet picture at the Buhl table with the Malmaison +carnations in a smoked glass vase and the miniature reproduction of +the Winged Victory in bronze with a delicate, artificially produced +patina. And the lower part of the poet is wedged into a bully-beef +case that has had one side taken out and that has been wire-nailed +into an egg-box to form an armchair. And, in the dim gloom, at one +elbow stands a dripping Divisional runner with a buff memo from +ordnance to say that Mills Bombs for the ---- Battalion are on the +Scherpenberg and must be taken down to Kemmel Château by four ack +emma; and at the other elbow stands a Divisional Orderly with a +copy of orders on which in red ink is marked the information that +Division will move down the line by the road by Dranoutre--Neuve +Eglise--Westoutre-Plugstreet--Pont-de-Nieppe--Armentières. In full +sight of the Hun trenches, by God!--beginning with one’s own battalion, +of which A. Company will march from such and such a spot at 5:30 to be +followed by D, C, and B boys at half-hour intervals. And to be shelled +to Hell! + +And the transport officer, whose business it is to manage these +matters, is away for thirty-six hours to arrange for a Divisional +Horse Show in the field behind the Convent! And your poet is A. O. I. +C. (Acting Officer in Charge of) Transport, and Billeting officer for +the Battalion and O. I. C. (Officer in Charge of) Divisional Canteen +and God knows what all. And Officer in Charge of _moral_ of a certain +section of humanity to whom it would be a good thing if certain things +would be said in polished prose! And when the poet springing up +exclaims to the night: + +“To H---- with the b----y Mills Bombs and the bumph and the b----rs and +all the whole execrable show,” the Battalion Orderly, a fair, cheeky +boy who knows one, exclaims: + +“Ker wooly woo, sir, say la Gair!” + +And indeed, the interiors of _la guerre_ were much like that. But how +is His Excellency the Minister of this or that department to know what +is passing in your mind? He will just write on a note pad, look up, +exclaim, “Que dîtes-vous? First Line?... But is it tranquil, that?”[6] + +I don’t know what I answered. I believe I must have screamed with +laughter--because I really wanted some ferrets very badly, and because, +in the vestibule of an immense hotel I had left my publisher in +charge of a little girl with dark curls tied with pale blue ribbons, +singularly self-possessed manners, and rather prominent underclothing +that appeared to be an inverted bouquet of lace. That is to say I had +left my publisher--who is deaf--with the little girl. And I was in +charge of the little girl, who, just before my having to hurry to the +Ministry, had devoured thirteen oysters, half a cantaloupe melon with a +quarter of a pound of sugar, and a _Coupe Jacques_. So I was, really, +wondering what Maisie would be like when I returned to the Hotel de +l’Opéra. It sounds mad--but it is just the true truth. + +I know that, at that stage, I did not please His Excellency. He frowned +twice. Once when I laughed because he asked if a Connaught hut at the +base of the Salient was a tranquil place in which to write poems. He +also frowned when--as I have, I know, elsewhere related, but I do not +know where--he having asked me, “_En quoi il me pouvait être utile?_” I +answered, “_Si Votre Excellence me pourrait trouver des furets!_” + +You see, I had been carefully instructed by friends with one eye to my +commercial future. The Minister was sure to ask in what way he could +be of service to me. I was to reply--to hint ever so delicately--that +if I had a ribbon to stick on my coat, writing poems, even in a +Connaught hut, would be easy. But I couldn’t do it. Even if I had not +been concerned with ferrets that I couldn’t get and with Maisie, who +had been far too easy to come by, I couldn’t have done it. I had been +instructed that the ribbon awaited me; I had only to stretch out a hand +to become an Officer of Something or Other. I don’t know whether I ever +have. I suppose not. + +Anyhow, His Excellency frowned when I asked for ferrets. He might have +been more sympathetic if I had asked him to take off my hands a little +girl of eight, with the American manners appropriate to the age of +thirteen, who, half an hour before had eaten thirteen oysters, half +a melon, and a quarter of a pound of sugar that had come from Geneva +in her _malles_, and a _Coupe Jacques_; who had been kidnapped by the +lake in a carriage and pair, the night before, or perhaps two nights +before; and whose father, the kidnapper, had left her in my charge just +after breakfast and had then disappeared. There was also a very French +maid--in hysterics. And I didn’t even know their names. + +Yes; H. E. might have been more sympathetic if I had mentioned the +child alone in the vestibule--or possibly with the publisher. But at +the mention of the ferrets, he became positively glacial: “_Quoi_,” he +asked. “What is a ferret?” + +I said that _ferrets sont des petits animaux qui mangent les rats_. But +his face remained like a dead wall. I _know_ he thought I was drunk. +I was so certain of it, then, that I stammered, and the interview +dissolved in the embarrassed emotions passing from him to me and from +me to him. He touched a button and said he would telephone to the +Jardin des Plantes. But I don’t suppose he did. + +You see: it was almost a drop too much in my cup--to be plunged +straight into “What Maisie Knew,” which is a book by Henry James. It +was too much bewilderment.... Supposing the--as I understood--too +brilliant and vociferous mother who was understood to like a “violinist +fellow”, should be bursting, with wide gestures, through the aperture +frailly closed by glass hotel-doors that whirled bewilderingly whilst I +was at the Ministry.... And it might, I understood, well be like that. + +How the incident ended, however, I cannot say, since, upon my return to +the hotel, the child and her companion had disappeared. That is to say, +they had left in the hotel bus for the _Gare du Nord_. So I hope they +got safely to England. I never heard: and, since I have forgotten even +the names, I suppose I never shall. + +It was, no doubt, the sort of thing that was happening all over the +world just as usual, but it was queer--and intensely worrying--to +be brought so violently and so much against one’s poor will into an +atmosphere of international passions, excursions, lawsuits for the +possession of children, and the like. And anyhow, the worry of it +probably spoilt my career; which was no doubt a good thing. Anyhow, +I hope that Maisie, in the custody of kind old aunts, somewhere in +Sussex, is prattling to a benevolent but bewildered butler about Mamma, +who went to heaven by the cog-wheel railway, via Montreux. Or I suppose +it would be better for her if she had forgotten Mamma. + +Yes: I suppose it was all going on. And I rather fancy I found the +going-on-ness of it all a little appalling. Paris, indeed, was so much +more just Paris out of the season, than London, in those days, appeared +to be London, either during or out of the season. It was in a way +touching; it was also, in a way, disheartening. I remember--and I say +“I remember” advisedly, since such an immense number of things blotted +themselves out and only crop up in suddenly vivid pictures like that of +Maisie whom I had completely forgotten until the day before yesterday, +and who now again exists extraordinarily brightly in the hotel +vestibule saying: “_Ils me disent que Maman est partie pour le ciel._ +It is very droll. But what tram do I take _pour le ciel?_” I remember, +then, being on a balcony with an immense stone balustrade, in the black +night with a number of French officers who were all polite--but cold. +It was, certainly, during the _entr’acte_ of Délibes’ _Lakme_. I fancy +the theater was the Comédie Française, but I don’t know, because I +had been taken there by a staff officer, and in those days in France +one was moved about so without volition of one’s own that one didn’t, +necessarily, much notice where one went or how one got there. Where it +was a duty to notice, one noticed--railway stations in their sequence, +streams, contours. But it was rather a toss-up whether anything more +than little bits, like etchings or vignettes, got through to one’s +private psychology. I take this to have been the case with most men in +our army. We were, as soldiers, both naïf and engrossed. + +With the French, it was different. They appeared to be so much older, +in their work as in their leisures. They seemed to go to war, as they +went to _Lakme_, so much more as connoisseurs. So, on that balcony, +I had the feeling of a very definite frigidity. I could have talked +rather floridly about _les gloires de la France_, the ultimate aims of +the war. I doubt if the French officers could. They had exhausted the +topic during forty menaced years. + +So they talked, as it happens, mostly of the fine work that had +been done by their territorials--old men, fathers of families, and +grandfathers who were patching away at the trenches, making roads +under fire, laboriously laboring amidst great dangers and beyond their +strength that the years had sapped. + +The balcony of the theater was a cube of blackness; down below there +appeared to be an old, small, square market-place. Paris, of course, +was in darkness, out of deference to Zeppelins and airplanes, so +that it was all a heavy, velvety black beneath a pallid sky. Houses, +squares, rose up on three sides; the immense black bulk of the theater +seemed to press on one’s back as one is pressed upon, on narrow paths, +by the walls of precipices in the night. One had a sense that the +inside of this building was flooded with translucent rays, in which, +over the light parquet of long floors, in the _salons de réception_, +men moved quietly, with slightly outstretched hands emphasizing points +in their discourse to the women on their arms. Theaters function with a +sense of style in Paris. But the old, tall houses round the market gave +the idea that they were solidly black throughout; only in the old empty +rooms, over the creaking floors, mice would rustle in the pallid gleams +from the old windows. + +I do not mean to say that the houses were really like that inside: +for houses are queer things, and queerer still when they grow old, +with malices, obstinacies, benevolences of their own. And, as is the +case with men, their physiognomies are misleading. So, though one had +the sense that below there was a market-place with carts and tilted +hoods awaiting the day and that the houses were old and empty, it may +have been all untrue to fact, though it is likely enough in Paris +where there are so many old, moldering, and damp-streaked façades and +courtyards. + +I wonder if most people have as strongly as I the feeling that houses +have, not so much immortal souls, as tempers, queernesses, and the +power to be malicious or benevolent. I daresay most people have that +sense up to a point, for it is common enough to walk with a friend, +more particularly at dawn, where there are few human beings about to +detract from the spell, past, say, a terrace of houses not all alike. +A blind will be up; another and another, half drawn down; four or +five others, all green, will be at various heights behind the closed +window-glasses. And your friend will say: + +“That house appears to be winking; that other is gnashing green +teeth!” So that your friend will be attributing faces at least to the +houses. No doubt he will also connote individualities. + +The effect of the coming of the war, for me, was to enhance the feeling +until it became almost an obsession. Just as trees and fields appeared +to dread the contamination of alien presences, so with buildings. Only +with buildings--and more particularly with houses--the feeling was very +much enhanced. They seemed to dread not only contaminations, but pains, +violations, physical shames, and dissolution in fire. + +I do not mean that this feeling was new to me or came with the +coming of the war. On the contrary, it was a feeling familiar enough +in France. Long before the war it was difficult to go to Northern +France--and it was impossible to visit Paris--without seeing, or having +the attention drawn to, buildings that have been struck by shells, that +have solid cannon balls embedded in their walls, to façades riddled by +musketry or charred by one incendiarism or another. In Paris, there +were mostly relics of 1870–71; elsewhere the solid cannon balls, as +like as not, were once our own. But somehow that seemed normal: those +were the danger zones of a race. If members of a civilized people, like +the French, choose to occupy marches--zones set against barbarians, +like ourselves and the Huns--the buildings they set up in those regions +must suffer. They must suffer as children do who are taken into perils +aboard ship; or like dogs whose masters adventure with them into fields +of fire. + +It was, therefore, in the southern and central regions of France +that, before the war, I had most strangely the feeling--that feeling +of affrighted buildings. It came to me one day in a broad French +landscape, somewhere, I imagine, just south of Lyons. Perhaps it was +in Orange--or possibly in Tarascon. At any rate, it was just after the +close of the Agadir “incident”. + +I don’t know that I had taken the Agadir incident very seriously. In +fact, I hadn’t taken it seriously at all. The Prime Minister of today +had made at the Guildhall a speech that one regarded as one regarded +any other flamboyant speech--and that was the end of it. I never +imagined that we should do our duty to civilization if it came to the +point. I never imagined, indeed, that France herself would stand up. + +We came, at that date, of a generation that lived in the shadow of the +ghosts of Bismarck, Moltke, and William I--in the shadow of memories +of the siege of Paris. Prussia appeared no doubt detestable--but she +was so omnipotent that we hardly cared to think about her even for the +purpose of detesting her. Will you remember, oh Gringoire _fils_ that +shall be? + +Probably Gringoire _fils_ will not remember: that is why I find it +necessary to recapitulate at this point. Prussia, then, was there, +like something ominous but irremovable. One might say that the world, +like some stout old garment, was a good world--but it had upon it a +grease-stain that neither petrol nor spirits would eradicate; just +as you might say that your postal service or train system were good, +ignoring the fact that officials were brutal in manner; or that your +God was a good God, although He insisted on being fed with babies +roasted alive. Something like that. + +On the day after Agadir, then, I had come through Lorraine--the two +Lorraines, of which one was bubbling like a pot with men all in gray, +the other pullulating like an over-ripe cheese with men all in blue, +with baggy, scarlet breeches. One had been lost in an immense, pushing, +silent crowd at the _Gare de l’Ouest_--an immense, silent, rather +grim crowd in blue, with worsted adornments, long rifles slung over +the backs, untidy haversacks. At the bureaux of the station were +innumerable women. They gesticulated, waved to unseen units in that +tired crowd; they cried out; they wept for joy. + +But that produced no particular effect. The French are an +impressionable and a noisy people. So the women called out. The silent +soldiery were no doubt tired after the autumn manoeuvres. That was +perhaps why they were so grim. + +But somewhere, just after that, in some view near a Southern or Central +town--as I have said, it may have been Lyons or Orange; no town that +particularly mattered, near the Loire, perhaps, or the Rhone--amidst +rolling country where the harvest was already in and there were +stubble fields and new straw thatching--suddenly, out of all those +hundreds of thousands of soldiery, I remembered one. He was a little +recruit--“joining up” as we learned to say later. He was shoved into +a first-class carriage somewhere near Meaux because the train was so +full, and there, in a corner seat, with the blue-gray landscape going +past, he sat, as if lifeless, the tears dropping down his cheeks. His +rifle, haversack, packages, tin cans, slings, and things of which, +then, one didn’t recognize the importance, had been thrown in after +him by a guard, and, in among them, he sat desolate. + +In the carriage there had been besides myself two old French people--an +old gentleman with a white Napoleon, and an old, feeble lady, in +a rather queer black bonnet. I have an idea that they were French +Protestants. There were also other people: but they formed only a +chorus. + +For the old man, in kindly, but very thin tones, began to talk to the +little recruit, the old lady echoing each of his speeches: + +“The beds for a poor little recruit are hard?”--“The beds are +hard!”--“The haricot soup is thin?”--“Ah, yes, a very watery +potage.”--“Ah! Ah! Yes,” said the listeners.--“The marchings are +long; the drills difficult; the rifles heavy.”--“Yes: heavy are the +rifles!”--“Ah! Ah! Yes ...”--“And the little recruit is away from +home for three long years!”--“Yes, three years!”--“Ah! Ah! Ah! Three +so very long years!”--“The little recruit comes from the Midi--the +South!”--“The Midi! The South!”--“Ah! Ah! The South with sun and +cypress hedges and the _champs d’oliviers_ and the Mistral.”--“From +Orange! From quite near Orange ... Ah! Ah! Orange ...” And there he +was, going to Lille.... In the northwest: over against the frontier.... + +Being then “quite near Orange” a few days later--yes, it was +Orange!--and looking out from the heights of the Roman Theater over the +little town and the flat, commonplace country, I remembered suddenly +the little recruit. I think that is how the mind really works, linking +life together, for, later I shall tell you how, on the balcony of the +Comédie Française, I remembered suddenly Private ----, an old, nearly +toothless Tommy of a Kitchener’s battalion of the Lincolnshires in the +baths which had been established in the old mill at Albert--and also +Lt. Morgan of my own regiment, an officer who had spent a very hard +life in Canada, and who was killed walking up a communication trench on +his first day in the line. + +So, at Orange, before the war, I remembered suddenly the little recruit +in his blue, with his worsted adornments, sitting like a statue of +utter grief whilst the green-gray country, of northwest France, swept +past behind him. The country over which his image suddenly superimposed +itself was browner; in flat fields, the queer twigs of the vineyards +appeared untidy. I fancy the Alps were in the distance. But there were +stacks and roofs. And, it was, for me, just country. That is to say, +I attached to that countryside no particular legends, traditions, or +fables of story. It might be Provence--or it might not. But when I saw, +as it were, through the image of the recruit, the stacks, the roofs, +of the little farm buildings or of the little town, it seemed to me +that they were all crouching down, motionless, but ready to tremble, as +partridges crouch amid the stubble when beaten away over the ridge. + +I don’t want unduly to labor the point--but I am not yet certain that +I have made it. You see, that queer and sinister feeling came to me +just because of that carriageful of French people. It was not so much +because the little recruit had wept. I daresay that, as a conscript, +he was bad material. But it was because the old gentleman and all the +others in the carriage had known the hard beds, the thin soups, the +heavy rifles, and the drag of the pack-straps on the shoulders ... and +the long absences from the little homes that seemed now to cower among +the stubble fields. For there was no house in all that landscape whose +women hadn’t known the suspense of absences; there was no stack whose +builder hadn’t at one time gone, or come back. And there was not one, +of all those objects, that did not dread--that, for forty long years +had not dreaded--the hard footsteps, the shames, the violations, or the +incendiary fires of conquerors who should come from “beyond Lille on +the frontier”. + +And it was at that moment that, suddenly, it became a conscious +proposition in my mind--definite and formulated--that, first and before +everything else, we must have in the world assured nooks and houses +that never cowered and trembled--houses of which one could never by any +possibility think that they would cower and tremble. + +That, of course, is militarism. I am sorry that it has crept in. + + +[Footnotes] + +[6] For the benefit of those curious in these matters, I ask our +compiler to print in the Envoi some prose in my own original French. +It will serve for a curiosity. It appeared in a Swiss Review during +the war and was part of somewhat considerable, and generally agitated, +labors. Some poems which I wrote in almost exactly the circumstances +given above, for recitation to French troops, have been lost either +by our own or the French ministry of propaganda. An article about +Alsace-Lorraine was “lost in the post”; another, repeating it, was +suppressed by our own Ministry of Information as being too favorable to +the claims of one of our Allies. It is, of course, difficult to be a +poet in times of war. + + + + + IX + + _The Water Mill_ + + +Said Gringoire on another day: + +During one of the innumerable periods of long waiting that seemed +inseparable from our advances whether on the Somme or elsewhere, it +occurred to me that that would be a good opportunity to see what books +really would bear reading--would, that is to say, stand up against the +facts of a life that was engrossing and perilous. I wrote, therefore, +on the spur of the moment, a postcard, to a bookseller, since I had no +friends on whose generosity I cared to trespass. I asked him to send +me: Turgeniev’s “Fathers and Children”, Flaubert’s “Trois Contes”, +Mallarmé’s “Après-Midi d’un Faune”, Anatole France’s “Histoire +Comique”, or “Thaïs”, “Youth”, by Joseph Conrad, “What Maisie Knew”, +by Henry James, and “Nature in Downland”, by W. H. Hudson. I received +them all except the last, which was out of print, and I found that I +could read them all with great engrossment except the book, whichever +it was, by Anatole France. That one was so frail and tenuous in its +appeal that it failed to hold my attention at all, and I have forgotten +its name.--I hasten to add that I regarded M. France at that date as a +Pro-German, so my impatience may not have been altogether because of +its literary qualities. + +It was whilst I was reading “What Maisie Knew” that I got leave to go +with another officer and have a bath in Albert. So I took the volume +under my arm. It wasn’t really a coincidence--that I should be reading +that book. I suppose it wasn’t really a coincidence that I should meet +Maisie in the flesh. + +For, if one was to meet Maisie anywhere, it would be precisely in the +white vestibule of a Paris hotel--and, if any one was to be confided +in by one or other of her distracted parents, the episode being +international, and the parent in possession British, the person to be +confided in _would_ be one in the uniform of His Britannic Majesty, +and of substantial appearance. “What Maisie Knew,” again, happened to +be the first book by the late Mr. James that I ever read--and, if it +hadn’t happened to be the first, it would still have remained--and it +does still remain for me--the book by that very great writer that most +“matters”. For your benefit, if you “don’t know your James,” I may as +well say that this is the story of a child moving amongst elemental +passions that are veiled. But, of course, elemental passions can never +be veiled enough not to get through to the consciousness, if not to +the intelligence of the child in the house. So, in an atmosphere of +intrigues, divorces, prides, jealousies, litigations, conducted as +these things are conducted in this country, by what it is convenient +to call “the best people”, Maisie always “knows”. She knows all about +concealed relationships, as she knows all about intrigues, processes, +and the points of view of old family servants. It is, of course, a +horrible book, but it is very triumphantly true.... + +The Tommies’ bathing place at Albert was in an old mill under the +shadow of a tall factory chimney at which the Huns were perpetually +firing shells. As far as I know, they never hit it--but they made +a nice desolation in the immediately adjacent houses. The mill, +at the fork of a road, had been turned into a series of sheds and +compartments, in which there were shower baths and baths with hot and +cold water in very wet cubicles where you had duckboards underfoot. +There were Neissen or other boilers somewhere under the ramshackle +building, so that steam always filtered through and hung over the old +tiles of the roof. The other ranks of various battalions had their +bathing parades there at stated hours, so that officers could only get +a bath in between whiles or after hours. + +It was a hot day, very dusty, with the clouds from the white rubble, +which was all that there was of the center of the town, and after we +had wandered, I and another officer, round about the rubbish heaps, and +past long-closed shops that offered us, on metal placards, bicycles, +chocolates, and furniture polish, by makers well-known in France, we +decided to wait in the bath itself till the battalion in possession, +which was the last of the day, should have finished its ablutions. In +a tiny, shuttered shop we had bought, for A Company’s mess, a small +melon, five lemons, and half a bushel of windfall apples. The shop +was just to the east of the Cathedral, and we went over the empty +Presbytery. One of the floors was a great litter of books--Latin +texts mostly. One I noticed was a 17th century edition of Livy--1652, +I think. Another was a copy of Voragine’s recension of the “Golden +Legend”--but whether or no it was a valuable edition, I don’t know. We +left the books on the floor--out of indifference, so as not to commit +sacrilege and because we had already to carry a small, netted melon, +six lemons, and half a bushel of apples between us. Under my arm, +moreover, I had “What Maisie Knew” in the expensive, collected edition, +and we had also towels and soap. So there, in the long, dark, but not +cool room, just as they had been tumbled out of the shelves, probably +by the Germans, the books lay with rays of sunlight from the closed +_persiennes_ falling across broken backs, exposed leaves, half-turned +title-pages.... + +Whilst we were passing under the immense Madonna and Child that hung +over the Cathedral steps, a Hun plane dropped a couple of bombs right +into the body of the church. They made pretty loud pops, and overhead +our own Archies were popping away too. But what was really interesting +to hear was the sifting tinkle of broken stained-glass of the windows +that went on rustling, tinkling, sifting, and rustling down into the +rubble in the body of the church until we were out of earshot. + +I don’t mean to say that we hurried away. There was nowhere to hurry +to. But the German heavy battery that had the town under its especial +care was beginning to send in its evening group of shells. As far as I +can remember, at that time they let off six 5–2’s at about 10:15 A.M.; +six at 1:15 P.M., and six more just after 6:00 P.M. with an apparently +unimaginative regularity, and usually at the same localities--the +morning six falling about the desolated Place in front of the church, +the lunchtime contribution in the houses along the main street. Our +Second Battalion had thirty-two casualties in one room from one shell +of the midday group. The evening six usually fell in the fields on the +Ancre side of the town. + +So we desired to get under a roof--not that a roof is any particular +protection against high-explosive shells, but simply to get something +between one’s self and the sky. For at times, of an evening, when one +was tired, a pellucid sky would be a disagreeable thing. You didn’t +know what sort of iron shard would not be coming between the light bars +of blue and the bars of light dove color. Your flesh, too, felt very +soft to set itself up against iron shards. And, at the moment, we were +tired with the walk over the thistles of the downland and the thin air +and the heat and the chalk dust. And one wanted a read in one’s book! + +The by-streets were amazingly quiet; closed houses, shuttered +shops, mostly unhurt; not a soul was in the blazing sunlight; not a +cloud was in the sky; only, in the dust of the road three cats were +motionlessly intent on love. We knocked on a closed door of the old +mill. I found myself, having passed several darkish, steaming rooms +in which the white nudity of many men showed against the blue-gray +of flannel shirts, and the drab colors of steam-damped khaki in the +shadow--I found myself in an armchair, in a very tall, quiet room. +I had a sense that there was a tall, slim bookcase, a great table +covered with dirty copies of English funny periodicals, and empty, +cardboard fag-packets.... But I was sitting, really, in Kensington +Gardens in the broad, open turfed way that slopes from the Round Point +to the Serpentine. And there was a murmuring couple, by a tree trunk, +upon green penny chairs. (I don’t know that I wasn’t one-half of the +couple.) And Maisie was playing with Mrs. Wicks, three trees off, and +Beale Farange, a little too florid, flaming and bearded, to be really +one of the best people, was bearing down upon them--or was it us?--in +the shadow of the well-behaved foliage under the polite skies. + +I was vaguely conscious of voices. My companion was talking to some one +else--about some battalion of some regiment; about some division, not +ours; about the nature of the trenches in front of _Bazentin-le-Petit_. +But, at any rate, for the moment, the fictitious-real had got so +much the upper hand of the real-real that I was as engrossed as any +schoolboy reading Ivanhoe in the twilight. It is a good tribute to pay +the master. He was dying then. + +But I was vaguely unhappy too--unhappy about it all. I don’t mean that +I was unhappy with the ire of the moralist--for I never set up to be a +moralist. Only I felt the queer uneasiness that, in those days, one was +beginning to feel when one came in contact with civilians. + +One began to hear hollow voices, sounding portentous through closed +shutters. + +“Fall in there! A Company on the right. Towels on the left arm. +Number off!”--voices coming from the roadway. And one looked up from +one’s book, thinking the time had come for one’s bath. There existed +again the tall room, with grayish wallpaper; the atmosphere of +steam; the tall window; the tall bookcase, whose panes, behind thin, +curved mahogany divisions showed a faded, stretched curtain of torn +green silk. The table was less littered than it had been. It had a +dusty, red baize cover, much stained with ink. I suppose this was the +miller’s office. I don’t know what had become of my companion. He was a +restless, energetic boy, always on the jump. Whilst I had been in the +broad avenue in Kensington, he had probably pressed until they had got +him a bath-cubicle cleaned and ready. At any rate, a very old Tommy of +the Lincolns, toothless, whitehaired, with tunic undone and tarnished +buttons, told me I must still wait whilst my bath was preparing. + +He said I was mistaken in thinking that he was a noncombatant +permanently in charge of the baths. He was just a Tommy of the +Lincolns; he had come straight out of the trenches in front of +_Bazentin-le-Petit_ the night before. Five days before that they had +relieved us in the same trenches. Now another division had gone in. +He had been put in charge of the baths that morning, so he hadn’t had +time to clean his buttons, or even his rifle. He supposed he might get +_strafed_ for that. Yes; it was trying, the life of the trenches for a +man of his age. He was sixty-two--sixty-four--over sixty, at any rate. + +I told him to stand easy, and he sat down on the other side of the +large table and reached for an old pipe. Then he folded his wrinkled +hands before him on the cloth, looked at me hopefully, and exclaimed: +“I suppose you know the firm of Bolsover & Jupp of Golden Square. The +great solicitors.” + +I did not know them; but when I said I did not, he appeared so +distressed: “What? Not the great solicitors? To the Mansion House, the +Common Council, the Tilbury and Southend Railway!”--so distressed that +I had to pretend at last that I did. + +“Well!” he said. “I was clerk in their office for twenty-four years!” + +Twenty----four----years! He seemed to think that the statement entitled +him to feel an enormous pride. No doubt it did. + +He must have had a streak of the adventurous in his composition--but +no one could have seemed less adventurous or more static. As he sat +there, his hands, whitened by dabbling all that day in bath water, and +folded before him on the dirty red baize, he looked as if he had sat +there all his life and as if he would never move. He was so faded that +you would not have given him credit even for the amount of sharpness +necessary to a solicitor’s clerk; you would have said that he was an +aged shepherd on a bench outside the workhouse door. I think he was the +most memorable figure of the war, for me. + +Of course, one’s mind is capricious in these things--but this was +his biography, of which I have forgotten nothing--though I have, of +course, forgotten most of his exact words. For twenty-four years clerk +to Messrs. Bolsover & Jupp, this man who now was mostly preoccupied +with the fact that he would be “_strafed_” for not “cleanin’ ’is +’ipe ... I mean rifle, sir!” had gone at the age of forty-eight--to +Canada, to make his fortune, nothing less! He had left two sons, +both married, in London. He and his “missus” worked in a factory--a +“notions” factory, which was then engaged in adding to the beauty of +the world by manufacturing colored and embossed tin-lids; later it made +fancy brass buttons and can-openers. “_Et comme il était très fort, +hardi, courageux et avisé_”--he soon obtained, not like St. Julian the +Hospitalier, the command of a battalion--but a wage sufficient to let +him save money. They saved money, he and his missus, and after eight +years, they built themselves a frame house--“a proper, warm ’aouse for +them frosty winters and we had one of those ’ere proper iron stoves. +Proper!” + +On the first morning of the new house--I presume his missus had lit +the proper stove--he was jest a-puttin’ on his collar, when he heard a +crackling. He thought it was the frost in the apple trees, cracking the +boughs. But, in forty minutes the house was gone. + +He had meant to insure that afternoon. So he and his missus--he never +described her, but I think she must have been a gallant soul--aged +fifty-six a-piece, went back to boarding-house life and work in the +“notion” factory. Next autumn, coming back from work one evening, he +noticed in a neighbor’s lot, a fine apple tree. Proper, with apples on +it, these ’ere large coddlins! He offered the neighbor two dollars for +the apples on the tree and peddled them round the town. + +In five years, at that trade, he had made enough to think of +“retiring”. Then he see in the pipers that Hengland needed men. So he +ses to his missus: “We’ve got money enough to do as we please. Let’s go +and see what we can do to ’elp the ol’ gal....” As if Victoria had been +still on the throne. They came to London, and he went to see the ol’ +firm. His sons said to him: No, they were married men with families. +“So I says to the missus: ‘I ain’t got no family, I ain’t.’” And he +bought her an ’aouse at ’Endon and an annuity, through the ol’ firm. +That had taken till February, 1916. He was apologetic over the delay, +but he had wanted to see the ol’ woman settled comfortable. + +February, 1916--it was then July. Thirteen weeks training, you see, and +he had been two months in France, “mostly on this ’ere ol’ Somme.” He +was sixty-one years and four months of age. And he said he felt tired. + +There was about his narration nothing of the “narquois” humor of the +cockney; but, colorlessly, as tired farm-laborers talk, he went on +talking--as if it was just the Will of God. I met some of his officers +a couple of weeks later and asked about him, but his story grew rather +hazy. They found a Company Sergeant-Major who said he had thought the +old man was a bit too old for his job in the trenches. I daresay the +old man had found rough gentlenesses and kindly helping hands from +his mate and the noncommissioned officers of his battalion. He would +have, of course. So the C.S.M. had detailed him for caretaker at the +baths. The old man had enlisted as being thirty years and six months +of age--just half his years. The C.S.M. remembered that; but he didn’t +know what had become of the man. He rather thought he had been killed +on the 24/7/’16 by a shell pitched in the battle, but perhaps he hadn’t. + +It was mostly his tired voice and his colorless narration that had +impressed me with him. I didn’t think much about--I did not even +realize--the rather stupendous Odyssey of a life he must have had until +I stood on that balcony of the Paris theater, in the night, with the +French officers. You see, it was anyhow such a tremendous Odyssey for +every one there that a little more or less at the moment did not jump +to the eye as mattering. But, underneath, in the subconscious mind, it +mattered. + +I daresay--nay, I am sure--that it was that quality that mattered to +me more than anything else of the whole cause for thought that the war +gave one. For me--apart from Lord Kitchener and Sir Edward Grey--there +were few great figures of those years. Sir Edward Grey went out of +course once war was declared: then Kitchener went. There remained this +Tommy of the Lincolns and I think Lt. Morgan of my own battalion was +then still alive. Henri Gaudier was certainly dead--and he, in my +mind, was united to the Lincolnshire Private and Morgan. They had, all +three, a certain serenity. + +I wish I could remember Morgan’s initials. He had a brother, “I. H.”--a +nice boy. I hope he is still alive. + +But the Morgan who is dead sounded, as it were, exactly the same note +as the Lincolnshire man--the note of tired but continuous laboring +after a very hard life. You know the sort of effect a violin has when +its strings are muted. It was like that. + +I think Morgan must have had his last leave at the same time as +myself when I went out the second time; but I don’t think we went +out together. At any rate, we took together a very long railway +journey--but I don’t remember why or where--probably because I spent it +listening to the story of his life. I remember his tired movements as +he took his knapsack down from the rack whilst the train was running +into some terminus. And I remember it seemed to me to be a shame--on +the part of destiny--that he should be going out at all. I met him next +night in Coventry Street--and he did not seem to be getting much out of +Coventry Street after dark. We stood talking for a minute, and then he +disappeared among the prostitutes and the flash Jews. I expect we each +said: “Good luck, old man,” for I believe he liked me, and I must have +liked him very much. + +He was killed, as I have said, by a _minenwerfer_ as he was going up a +communication-trench on his first night. He was buried so that, in the +morning when they found him, only his feet and legs were showing. He +was probably not buried alive, because the officer who found him said +that he was smiling. I like to think of that. + +Because these were the men who needed--who _must_ have had if indeed +there be a just God or even merely a deity who gives compensations--a +period of sanctuary after their very hard labors. It doesn’t matter +about you and me.... + +But poor old Morgan ... I don’t know what age he was. I daresay he +was no more than thirty-two, little and brown and persistent--his +face was thin, aquiline, and as if hardened and sand-blasted by the +perpetual confrontation of winds full of hail. For he too had gone out +to Canada--but as a boy, apparently without much capital, to work for +wheat-farmers. + +I suppose most people know something about working for Canadian +farmers--the long solitudes, the distance of the towns, the protracted +buggy rides over immense plains. Well, I seem to have an extraordinary +sense of it--just from the way Morgan talked on that long train +journey. I don’t know that I remember incidents. Perhaps I could. I +remember that, knowing little about horses at the beginning, he was +asked by the boss if he would take a helluva vicious team to the +nearest township to fetch something, a plow, I think. And he had done +it. + +But the main of the story was just the long strain--long hours merging +into long years, with the muscles always a little overstrained. Not +much, but a little. Because, though gallant, persistent, and showing +it as the Welsh do, he was small for wrestling with tree trunks and +immense plains. I remember his saying that when he had dug holes for +the posts of wire fencing, he poured water in so that the posts should +freeze solid in their places. + +Well, he too must have been “_hardi, courageux, et avisé_”--leading +a long, uncolored life of sober chastity, without many visits to the +townships even, let alone the towns. For, as he sat in the carriage, he +said that he owned property--timber lots and other lots, bought out of +the savings of a laborer. + +And he spoke of going back there, _après la guerre finie_--with the +serene resignation of a man with no other imaginable destiny before +him. It was to be more toil and more toil and more toil. He did not, +apparently, ask for--certainly he did not imagine--any other future. So +that resignation is not the right word. Serenity is.... + + + + + X + + _From a Balcony_ + + +One of the French officers, on the balcony of the theater, during the +_entr’acte_ of _Lakme_, was describing, with that depressed neatness of +quiet diction that is at the disposal of every educated Frenchman, the +sleep of a French territorial on an uncompleted traverse. The others +had, as it were--and as if by preconcertion--capped stories in lauding +and pitying the _territoriaux_. These troops, it may be as well to +point out, were something like the Labor Battalions that subsequently +we raised. I fancy we had nothing of the sort at that date and indeed, +between Hélie and Corbie I had lately seen the Guards’ Brigade doing +fatigue that, in French-France would have been performed by old fathers +and grandfathers. That, of course, is nothing to the discredit of that +great brigade. As soon as battalions, brigades, or divisions came out +of the trenches for a “rest”, they were given the cheerful jobs of +repairing rear-line trenches, digging drains, cleaning out latrines, +and the like. When we came out from the Somme for a “month’s rest”, +first A Company, then B, C, and D were given an all-night fatigue--of +mending the Albert-Amiens road! And in August! Then we were moved up +into the salient. + +At any rate, slowly, coldly, and without the shadow of a shade of +cordiality, in the blackness of the Paris night, the French officers +piled it up. We were not popular in France at that date, and I don’t +know that, except as individuals, we deserved popularity. That does +not matter. The fact remained that they were “out” to make one feel +that from under every little cowering roof in France, from Orange +as from the frontier by Mentone to the other frontier by Longwy, +old, stiff men, with horny hands and faded eyes had marched over the +endless roads with the poplars to their too-heavy labors amidst the +bursting shells.... From under _every_ cowering roof of every township, +town, hamlet, and parish; from every _arrondissement_; from every +_subprefecture_; from every _departement_. Coldly, like inquisitors, +in the darkness, they let me have that information. It was not really +necessary. I knew it already. But I was too tired, harassed, dispirited +to tell them so. I, too, was old for that job. _Atque ego_.... + +For I couldn’t get away from the conviction that they were talking +at me with a purpose--that they were, in indirect terms, telling me +that it was a scandal that the Brigade of Guards should be employed in +clearing out latrines, work which, in French-France, was performed by +the fathers and the grandfathers--the guards being tired out and worn +down by such employment when they were such splendid fighting material +and should have been really rested. I daresay our own war office would +have answered that that was part of our discipline and that “fatigues” +when men were “resting” were good for their livers and kept them “fit”. +There is such a school of thought. Anyhow, I am not writing a military +treatise and do not ask that any attention should be paid to my views. +I am only chronicling the psychology of an Infantry officer as he was +affected by certain circumstances. + +And I _couldn’t_ get away from the conviction that the French officers +were talking “officially”. In those days there had just been published +in Paris a book of “official” propaganda by myself. It would not have +been a different book if it had been unofficial or if there had been +no war. It simply advanced the theory that in the world of letters and +ideas, for personal industry and pride in work as work, it is only +France that matters among the nations. I had said that when I was +twenty; I resaid it then being over double that age; I resay it today; +and I will resay it as my eyes close in death. No one in my country +has ever paid any attention to one’s saying it, and no one ever will. +Why should they? Letters and ideas have so little place in our body +politic and the doctrine of pride in work as work; of engrossment and +of serenity; of aloofness from the world and of introspection with no +other purpose--is here anathema both with the Right which hates the +doctrine of Art for Art’s sake and with the Left, which hates that of +Labor for the sake of Labor. Yet I see no other lesson in life. That is +why I have collected these notes upon sheepfolds--this long lay sermon. + +So this particular piece of official propaganda was, just then, being +accorded an extraordinary amount of notoriety in France. The skill +of our own propaganda people and the patriotism of distinguished +Frenchmen accounted for that. It was reviewed at enormous length +and with enormous headlines by Academicians, by assailants of the +French Academy, and by the Mayors of Rouen, Lyons, and Toulouse. It +was “communicated” to the Institute of France; publicly laid upon the +shelves of the city library of Yvetot. And it was no doubt on that +account that the French officers presented official views to me so +carefully and so excruciatingly. They imagined that I had weight in +the Councils of the Empire, as would have been the case in their own +country. + +While they talked the black houses round the market had infinite depths +of violet against the white stars. But all the same I was looking at +the view from the top of the great brick Roman Theater at Orange--over +the flats with the ragged, stunted vines, the stubble, and the thatched +roofs. Yes, I knew that beside Orange the little houses cowered beside +the furrows and that on the other frontier great, gaunt piles were +subsiding under scrolls and tongues of flame, going down to a last rest +as the very tired men of a platoon will fall out beside the road. And +the great buildings never get up again. + +For I never feel that houses have souls. So that, when, out there, you +saw a house go down as fire, it seemed to do it luxuriously almost. +It was finished with men and their ways. It had no doubt borne for +long with their cruelties, stupidities, imbecilities; with its windows +for mournful eyes it had seen the generations flit past and fade. It +had known cold that made its timbers crack and the great heat of the +sun warping them. But beneath the flames, slowly, it would sink to +the earth from which it had come. Yes, luxuriously, as men stretch +themselves down for a long rest.... + +The French officer was still talking about the old territorial who +had fallen asleep. It seems that the old man had gone on working, +after his mates had been taken off for a spell, on the inner face of +the traverse--which is a sort of pillar of earth with a gangway round +it, left in a trench to minimize the lateral spread of shell fire. He +had gone on working--out of pure zeal, the officer said. The officer +addressed me with hard bitterness. I suppose he thought I was some +sort of noncombatant. The staff-captain told me afterward that this +officer, being aide-de-camp to one of the most famous French generals +of division of the day had, the night before, attended his chief to a +dinner--given, I think, by the British A.P.M.--in the course of which +the heroic doings of a great many British Regiments were extolled. And +then, in a pause, an English lady had said to the French general: “And +the French haven’t done so badly.”... I was being made to suffer for +this. + +And I did suffer a good deal--more I think than I ever suffered. +The officer went on and on about his old territorial. He was there, +asleep, in the light of a single candle stuck in the clay. He was as +it were spread-eagled against the earth. His legs apart he had raised +his hammer to strike his chisel; both his arms were over his head, +stretched out. And he was just asleep. It was touching; it was terrible +in its simplicity, the officer said. He said the territorial came from +Passy--as it might be Putney. + +It was just at this point that I remembered Morgan and the old man of +the bath-mill. I daresay you will think it merely a literary trick, +when I say that I saw them. + +But I _saw_ them: against an immense black mass fringed by flaming +houses. I saw those two, tired faces; the two serene, honest, and +simple souls, who had the Kingdom of God within them. And it seemed to +me that they had died in vain. + +It was for me the most terrible moment of the war. + +I daresay that for many people it was the most horrible period of +the war. For, by then it had become apparent that the Somme advance +was a fiasco--a useless butchery. We knew we should never advance. I +daresay the French knew it better than we. Certainly the voices of +these officers drove it home: they spoke as if they were talking to a +condemned criminal. And I think it was not right of them. + +We, at any rate, were the old voluntary army. We had come, aged or +young, from the ends of the earth. I don’t know whether it is worse +to be old or young in a great war--it was bad enough to be old! And I +don’t know whether it was better or worse to have come from the ends +of the earth--or from Passy. Or to have passed all one’s life beneath +a roof that shuddered with fear.... If you had done that, you were +more used to the idea, and to the discipline of the idea, of war. You +discussed the moves, here and there, more _en connoisseur_. + +But I doubt if one of those men on the balcony felt the war as I +did. We, after all, brought so many more emotions to it. You had +only to contrast Paris, gray, sober, much as usual, with the roads +under leisurely repair, and the old horses and the old _cochers_ and +_voitures_ dawdling in the shadow of the plane-trees--with London, +plastered with endless appeals in blue and scarlet and yellow--London, +hurrying, exclaiming, clamoring.... The old territorial had lived +all his life under the shadow--and it came. The old private of the +Lincolnshires had never thought of such an end. But it came! And Europe +flamed.... + +And the worst of it all was that one was beginning to doubt. Until +then one had been carried by the fine wave of enthusiasm. It seemed to +embrace the whole country. And we in all the holes, valleys, over all +the downlands of the Somme, where the sun shone with its chalky rays as +it does by L----, had had a great singleness of purpose and had been +confident that we had the support of a great singleness of purpose +extending across a world. But doubt had begun to creep in.... + +I wished, then, that I had not read “What Maisie Knew” in the bath +at Albert. I wished that the daily papers would not reach us. The +atmosphere shown so overwhelmingly in the book was beginning to be too +close to the atmosphere reflected in the papers. And we were, truly, +very lonely out there; truly we were some millions of men, suspended on +a raft, in limitless space. + +And we were beginning to feel a curious dislike of the civilians whom +up till then we had so trusted--a curious dislike that was never to +die. I don’t know what was going on at home: political intrigues no +doubt; strikes possibly. But there seemed to prevail a tenuous, misty +struggle of schemes--just the atmosphere of “Maisie.” I don’t think +that many of those who were one’s comrades _in illo die_ did not at +times feel a certain hopelessness. It was as if at times we said: What +are those people after? Aren’t they--aren’t they surely?--“out” to make +huge profits from our poor Tommies; to cut down the rations of our +poor Tommies; and to gain notoriety by forcing on a timorous central +government their own schemes for the training of poor Tommies--schemes +that have resulted in the deaths of hundreds of thousands of our poor +fine Tommies? And, when their own attractions were enhanced by the +bringing off of this or that scheme, intrigue, or cabal, they would +vote to themselves ribbons, orders, power, divorces, and the right to +gallons of petrol. And so they would sit in the chairs of the lost and +the forgotten amidst a world where the ideals which sent all those +millions to destruction were lost too ... and forgotten. You will +say that this is bitter. It is. It was bitter to have seen the 38th +Division murdered in Mametz Wood--and to guess what underlay that!... + +And then the French officer said what I knew he would say: what I had +known that, with all his cold lack of rhetoric, he was working up to. +He said that the old, sleeping territorial looked like Our Lord on +Calvary. I could have screamed. Upon my soul I could have screamed. +And, if I hadn’t thought it just possible that his dislike attached to +me personally, I daresay I should have talked to him as I talked to the +other French officer as the reader may see in _Une Partie de Cricket_. +But the faint hope that it was just myself that he despised and not +poor Morgan and the others--all the poor others along that long front +of ours--that faint hope that he was attacking only me and not the Army +of the Somme just made me hold my peace until we went back into the +theater. And in the theater I suddenly remembered--as clearly as I had +remembered the others--Henri Gaudier. He, too, seemed to stand before +me and to smile at me a little, as if he found me comic.... + +I do not know why it is that now, when I think of Gaudier, the cadence +that I hear in my mind should be one of sadness. For there was never +any one further from sadness than Henri Gaudier, whether in his being +or in his fate. He had youth; he had grace of person and of physique; +he had a sense of the comic. He had friendships, associates in his +work, loves, the hardships that help youth. He had genius, and he died +a hero. + +He comes back to me best as he was at a function of which I remember +most, except for Gaudier, disagreeable sensations--embarrassments. It +was an “affair”--one of two--financed by a disagreeably obese Neutral +whom I much disliked. That would be in late July, 1914. The Neutral +was much concerned to get out of a country and a city which appeared +to be in danger. Some one else--several some ones--were intensely +anxious, each of them, to get money out of the very fat, very monied, +disagreeably intelligent being. And I was ordered, by _Les Jeunes_, +to be there. It was a parade, in fact. I suppose that even then I +was regarded as a, I hope benevolent, grandfather, by a number of +members of an advanced school.[7] Anyhow, that comes back to me as a +disagreeable occasion of evil passions, evil people, of bad, flashy +cooking in an underground haunt of pre-war smartness. + +I daresay it was not really as bad as all that--but when I am forced to +receive the hospitality of persons whom I dislike, the food seems to +go bad, and there is a bad taste in the mouth, symbol of a disturbed +liver. So the band played in that cave and the head ached and there +were nasty foreign waiters and bad, very expensive, champagne. + +There were also speeches--and one could not help knowing that the +speeches were directed at the Neutral’s breeches pockets. The Neutral +leaned heavily sideways at table, devouring the bad food at once +with gluttony and nonchalance. It talked about its motor car, which +apparently was at Liverpool or Southampton--somewhere where there were +liners, quays, cordage, cranes; all ready to abandon a city which would +be doomed should Armageddon become Armageddon. The speeches went on.... + +Then Gaudier rose. It was suddenly like a silence that intervened +during a distressing and ceaseless noise. I don’t know that I had +ever noticed him before except as one amongst a crowd of dirtyish, +bearded, slouch-hatted individuals, like conspirators; but, there, +he seemed as if he stood amidst sunlight; as if indeed he floated in +a ray of sunlight, like the dove in Early Italian pictures. In a life +during which I have known thousands of people; thousands and thousands +of people; during which I have grown sick and tired of “people” so +that I prefer the society of cabbages, goats, and the flowers of the +marrow plant; I have never otherwise known what it was to witness an +appearance which symbolized so completely--aloofness. It was like the +appearance of Apollo at a creditors’ meeting. It was supernatural. + +It was just that. One didn’t rub one’s eyes: one was too astounded. +Only, something within one wondered what the devil he was doing there. +If he hadn’t seemed so extraordinarily efficient, one would have +thought he had strayed, from another age, from another world, from +some Hesperides. One keeps wanting to say that he was Greek, but he +wasn’t. He wasn’t of a type that strayed: and indeed I seem to feel +his poor bones moving in the August dust of Neuville St. Vaast when +I--though even only nearly!--apply to him a name that he would have +hated. At any rate, it was amazing to see him there; since he seemed so +entirely inspired by inward visions that one wondered what he could +be after--certainly not the bad dinner, the attentions of the foreign +waiters, a try at the Neutral’s money-bag strings. No, he spoke as if +his eyes were fixed on a point within himself; and yet, with such humor +and such good-humor--as if he found the whole thing so comic! + +One is glad of the comic in his career; it would otherwise have been +too much an incident of the Elgin marble type. But even the heroism of +his first, abortive “joining up” was heroico-comic. As I heard him tell +the story, or at least as I remember it, it was like this: + +He had gone to France in the early days of the war--and one accepted +his having gone as one accepted the closing of a door--of a tomb, if +you like. Then, suddenly, he was once more there. It produced a queer +effect; it was a little bewildering in a bewildering world. But it +became comic. He had gone to Boulogne and presented himself to the +Recruiting Officer--an N. C. O., or captain, of the old school, white +moustachios, _cheveux en brosse_. Gaudier stated that he had left +France without having performed his military duties, but, since _la +patrie_ was in danger, he had returned like any other good little +_piou-piou_. But the sergeant, martinet-wise, as became a veteran of +1870, struck the table with his fist and exclaimed: + +“_Non, mon ami_, it is not _la patrie_, but you who are in danger. You +are a deserter; you will be shot.” So Gaudier was conducted to a motor, +in which, under the military escort of two files of men, a sergeant, +a corporal, and a lieutenant, he was whirled off to Calais. In Calais +Town he was placed in an empty room. Outside the door were stationed +two men with large guns, and Gaudier was told that, if he opened the +door, the guns would go off. That was his phrase. He did not open the +door. He spent several hours reflecting that though they manage these +things better in France, they don’t manage them so damn well. At the +end of that time he pushed aside the window blind and looked out. The +room was on the ground floor; there were no bars. Gaudier opened the +window; stepped into the street, just like that--and walked back to +Boulogne. + +He returned to London. + +He was drawn back again to France by the opening of the bombardment of +Rheims Cathedral. This time he had a safe conduct from the Embassy. I +do not know the date of his second joining up or the number of his +regiment. At any rate, he took part in an attack on a Prussian outpost +on Michaelmas Eve, so he had not much delayed, and his regiment was +rendered illustrious, though it cannot have given him a deuce of a +lot of training. He did not need it. He was as hard as nails and as +intelligent as the devil. He was used to forging and grinding his own +chisels. He was inured to the hardships of poverty in great cities; he +was accustomed to hammer and chisel at his marble for hours and hours +of day after day. He was a “fit” townsman--and it was “fit” townsmen +who conducted the fighting of 1914 when the war was won: it was _les +parigots_. + + * * * * * + +Of his biography I have always had only the haziest of notions. I know +that he was the son of a Meridional craftsman, a carpenter and joiner, +who was a good workman and no man could have a better. His father was +called Joseph Gaudier--so why he called himself B’jesker, I do not +know. I prefer really to be hazy; because Gaudier will always remain +for me something supernatural. He was for me a “message” at a difficult +time of life. His death and the death at the same time of another +boy--but quite a commonplace, nice boy--made a rather doubtful way +quite plain to me. + +All my life I have been very much influenced by a Chinese proverb--to +the effect that it would be hypocrisy to seek for the person of the +Sacred Emperor in a low teahouse. It is a bad proverb, because it is so +wise and so enervating. It has “ruined my career”. + +When, for instance, I founded a certain Review, losing, for me, immense +sums of money on it, or when the contributors unanimously proclaimed +that I had not paid them for their contributions--which was not true +because they certainly had among them a quantity of my money in their +pockets--or when a suffrage bill failed to pass in the Commons; or +when some one’s really good book has not been well reviewed; or when +I have been robbed, slandered, or abortively blackmailed--in all the +vicissitudes of life, misquoted on it, I have always first shrugged +my shoulders and murmured that it would be hypocrisy to seek for the +person of the Sacred Emperor in a low tea-shop. It meant that it +would be hypocrisy to expect a taste for the finer letters in a large +public’s discernment in critics; honesty in æsthetes or literati; +public spirit in lawgivers; accuracy in pundits; gratitude in those +one has saved from beggary, and so on. + +So, when I first noticed Henri Gaudier--which was in an underground +restaurant, the worst type of thieves’ kitchen--these words rose to my +lips. I did not, you understand, believe that he would exist and be so +wise, so old, so gentle, so humorous, such a genius. I did not really +believe that he had shaved, washed, assumed garments that fitted his +great personal beauty. + +For he had great personal beauty. If you looked at him casually, +you imagined that you were looking at one of those dock-rats of the +Marseilles quays, who will carry your baggage for you, pimp for you; +garotte you and throw your body overboard--but who will do it all +with an air, an ease, an exquisiteness of manners! They have, you +see, the traditions and inherited knowledge of such ancient nations +in Marseilles--of Etruscans, Phoenicians, Colonial Greeks, Late +Romans, Troubadours, Late French--and that of those who first sang the +Marseillaise! And many of them, whilst they are young, have the amazing +beauty that Gaudier had. Later, absinthe spoils it--but for the time, +they are like Arlésiennes. + +All those wisdoms, then, looked out of the eyes of Gaudier--and God +only knows to what he threw back--to Etruscans or Phoenicians, no +doubt, certainly not to the Greeks who colonized Marseilles, or the +Late Romans who succeeded to them. He seemed, then, to have those +wisdoms behind his eyes somewhere. And he had, certainly, an astounding +erudition. + +I don’t know where he picked it up--but his conversation was +overwhelming--and his little history of sculpture by itself will give +you more flashes of inspiration than you will ever, otherwise, gather +from the whole of your life. His sculpture itself affected me just as +he did. + +In odd places--the sitting rooms of untidy and eccentric poets with no +particular merits, in appalling exhibitions, in nasty night clubs, in +dirty restaurants one would be stopped for a moment in the course of a +sentence by the glimpse of a brutal chunk of rock that seemed to have +lately fallen unwanted from a slate quarry, or, in the alternative, by +a little piece of marble that seemed to have the tightened softness of +the haunches of a fawn--of some young creature of the underwoods, an +ancient, shyly-peopled, thicket. + +The brutalities would be the work of Mr. Epstein--the other, Gaudier. +For Gaudier’s work had just his own, personal, impossible quality. And +one did not pay much attention to it simply because one did not believe +in it. It was too good to be true. Remembering the extraordinary rush +that the season of 1914 was, it appears a miserable tragedy, but it is +not astonishing, that one’s subliminal mind should whisper to me, every +time we caught that glimpse of a line: “It is hypocrisy to search for +the person of the Sacred Emperor in a low tea-house.” It was of course +the devil who whispered that. So I never got the sensation I might +have got from that line. Because one did not believe in that line. One +thought: “It is just the angle at which one’s chair in the restaurant +presents to one an accidental surface of one of these young men’s +backs.” + +And then a day came when there was no doubt about it. Gaudier was a +Lance Corporal in the 4th Section, 7th Company, 129th Regt. of Infantry +of the Line.[8] Gaudier was given his three stripes for “gallantry in +face of the enemy”. One read in a letter: + +“I am at rest for three weeks in a village, that is, I am undergoing +a course of study to be promoted officer when necessary during an +offensive.” + +Or in another letter: + +“I imagine a dull dawn, two lines of trenches, and in between explosion +on explosion with clouds of black and yellow smoke, a ceaseless noise +from the rifles, a few legs and heads flying, and me standing up +among all this like to Mephisto--commanding: ‘_Feu par salves à 250 +mètres--joue--feu!_’ + +“Today is magnificent, a fresh wind, clear sun, and larks singing +cheerfully....” + +That was it! + +But just because it was so commonplace; so sordid, so within the scope +of all our experiences, powers of observation, and recording, it all +seemed impossible to believe that in _that_ particular low tea-house +there were really Youth, Beauty, Erudition, Fortune, Genius--to believe +in the existence of a Gaudier! The devil still whispered to me: “That +would be hypocrisy!” For if you would not believe that genius could +show itself during the season of 1914, how _could_ you believe that, of +itself, inscrutable, noiseless, it would go out of our discreditable +world where the literati and the æsthetes were sweating, harder than +they ever, ever did after _le mot juste_ or the Line of Beauty, to +find excuses that should keep them from the trenches--that, so quietly, +the greatest genius of them all would go into that world of misery. + +And then I read: + +“_Mort pour la patrie._ + +“After ten months of fighting and two promotions for gallantry, on the +field, Henri Gaudier-Brzeska, in a charge at Neuville St. Vaast. June +5, 1915.” + +Alas, when it was too late, I had learned that, to this low tea-shop +that the world is, from time to time the Sacred Emperor may pay visits. +So I began to want to kill certain people. I still do--for the sake of +Gaudier and those few who are like him. + +For the effect of reading that announcement was to make me remember +with extraordinary vividness a whole crowd of the outlines of pieces of +marble, of drawings, of tense and delicate lines at which, in the low +tea-house of the year before’s season, I had only nonchalantly glanced. +The Sacred Emperor, then, had been there. He seemed, at last, to be an +extraordinarily real figure--as real as one of the other sculptor’s +brutal chunks of granite. Only, because of the crowd one hadn’t seen +him--the crowd of blackmailers,[9] sneak-thieves, suborners, pimps, +reviewers, and the commonplace and the indifferent--the Huns of London. +Well, it became--and it still more remains! one’s duty to try to kill +them. There are probably several Sacred Emperors still at large--though +the best of them will have been killed, as Gaudier was. + + * * * * * + +It was whilst I was inside the theater that I registered, as the saying +is, a mental vow that I would pay no attention any more to public +affairs. To do so would drive one mad. I decided that I must put my +head down under the cloth for the rest of the war. And I think I did +so. Except for the occasional duty of writing propaganda--which from +that time onwards I did in French--I paid no more attention to the +politics of my country or the world. I just did the collar-work of +the Infantry Officer until the 11/11/’17. After that, my views being +too favorable to France, the Ministry of Information and the censor +suppressed or lost in the post my rather excited writings on the Terms +of Peace.... That would be about three years ago today. It seems a long +while.... + +The inside of the theater was brilliant, formal, a little shabby if you +looked closely. Of the performance of _Lakme_--an opera that I love +very much, since the music is soft, moving, and generous--I remember +very little. So it must have been a good rendering with no performer +in particular “sticking out”. The British naval officers were rather +funny. And I think it is no left-handed compliment to the composer, +Délibes--though it may be to the librettist--to say that my thoughts +were elsewhere. The music was just sensuous pleasure; the aspect of +the house, spreading round in great lines of polychromatic humanity, +more regular than is the case with most theaters in London--more suave +and more classical--soothed one after what was certainly an emotional +crisis; an escaped danger. For it would have mortified me for the +rest of my life if I had burst out under the goadings of the French +officers. But, by the Grace of God and the skin of my teeth, I had +retained, quite certainly, my aspect of insular phlegm. + +Still it had been exhausting--and I was enervated. And then, quite +suddenly, it came to me to wonder what was going on outside the +theater--what was going on under the black roof of the night, with +the infinitely numerous population of leaves, blades, branches, reeds +beside streams, great trees in the woodlands--and with the silent, +watchful population of the thickets where the shadows are so extremely +deep. I found myself wondering what time of year it was. And I said: +the first weeks of September. For that morning I had recollected that, +two years before on that day, the Germans had turned back from in front +of Paris. Forty-six years before they had won the battle of Sedan. + +It was, then, during the first weeks of September. But what +happened--in September? One forgot. One had repaired trenches; one had +commanded fatigues digging drains round Bn.H.Q., to the left of Mount +Kemmel. One had dug so efficiently that, during the first thunderstorm +the repaired trenches below were neck-deep in water. All that had +passed in “the Country”. + +But what happened in September? There were no doubt apples on the +trees, and, certainly, it was the time of year when many cobwebs, frail +nets across the tall grasses on commons or single, brilliant filaments, +streamed out and glistened on still, bright days. + +There would be plums, too; but what about damsons? Wasn’t it early for +them? And how about garden peas? Were they over? And field peas? And +would there be an autumn feel in the air? + +It was twenty-one days to Michaelmas--and Michaelmas certainly brought +the autumn feeling, with touches of vine in the shadow of yellowing +plants and the leaves of sunflowers drooping straight down, like +unfurled colors on windless days. But in copses, shaves, and spinneys +were the leaves on forest trees yet turning? Were roads yet hard and +frosty in the morning? And were horses yet sluggish and apt to stumble +on roads as they do at the turn of the year and the fall of the +leaf?... Time to give ’em a ball. + +The baffled mind seemed to stumble at all these questions. One was in +the theater and having been forbidden by the will to think that what +surrounded the great walls with their human lining was a vast black +map fringed by conflagrations, the poor mind hung faltering. + +It fell suddenly back on contemplating the green nook that--on the down +behind Albert--it had reserved for itself. Yes, the mind actually did +that. And, across the gilding of the proscenium, across Lakme’s singing +the great song of yearning, there hung a slight shimmer of green that +intensified itself and took shape like a recumbent oval.... And there +began to become visible the yellowing, grayish rows of broad beans; a +rather ragged hedge and a little stream beyond, level with the grass +and fringed with the glistening stems of clumps of rushes that had been +cut for thatching stacks. Because it was indeed September. + + +[Footnotes] + +[7] For the benefit of the uninstructed reader, I may say that new +Schools of Art, like new commercial enterprises, need both backers with +purses and backers of a certain solid personal appearance or weight +in the world. And it is sometimes disagreeable, though it is always a +duty, to be such an individual. + +[8] The knowledgeable reader will observe that here Gringoire has +consulted the monograph on Gaudier by Mr. Pound--the best piece of +craftsmanship that Mr. Pound has put together; or at least the best +this writer has read of that author’s. + +[9] Gringoire is too fond of this word--which he uses in a special +sense to indicate persons--mostly reviewers--who do not appreciate +the work of himself and his school. In his conversation he introduced +at this point a long denunciation of the ---- Literary Supplement, +principally because, whilst purporting to be a literary paper, it +devotes, according to him, 112/113ths of its space to books about +facts, at the expense of works of the imagination. So he calls that +respectable journal a blackmailing organ. Since, however, this is a +topic that can hardly interest the non-literary, and since the literary +are hardly likely to read these pages, the compiler has taken the +liberty of not reporting these sallies. It may be true that Pontius +Pilate is more criminal than the crucified thieves--but it is _never_ +politic to say so. + + + + + XI + + _“Rosalie Prudent”_ + + +One evening the compiler addressed Gringoire, who was making notes in a +seed catalogue, somewhat as follows: + +“Do you remember, oh Gringoire, what it is to awake of a September +morning at dawn? Being _horticulteur_, your first thought will be for +the weather: being _poète_, your first thought will be for your new +volume. And the two first thoughts will overlay the one the other, +according as chance wills. But the still mist is so reassuring as to +the weather that you can put that aside and think only of your volume. +The goodly fruits of the earth in the late summer season, the plums, +the apples, the quinces; the maize, the marrows, the melons, have +yet another day, for sure, of bright, warm sun, of gorgeous, mellow +downward shavers of sun. They, surely, shall stand motionless in the +warmth. + +“But the poems ... oh my poor Gringoire of the dawn: the great, +half-finished epic! Ah that! that seemed so glowing too when last night +in the golden light of the two candles, in your poor little, rickety +salon that yet has a style of its own ... you read them to Madame +Sélysette ... the poor verses that you read so famously to little +Madame!... In the dawn, ah, the wolf of the night that says: ‘Hou ... +hou’ from the mountains has not gone home! Almost you hear his sniffing +round the little green door that, because yours is a land of idylls +and the innocent, you have left open. One day the wolf with the great, +cocked hairy ears, with the long white teeth like razors for their +sharpness shall come in. You will hear upon the uncarpeted stairway the +pad of the feet; the little thin door will push open, and raised at the +foot of your small white bed, you will see the great beast; the huge +head; the bloodshot eyes.... And Madame, in the other little white bed +across the small white room will moan a little in her sleep.... + +“All the poor verses: the little lines! How shall they be the barbed +wire fence that shall keep the wolf from the door of the cottage? +Why, he could push the poor, tindery old walls down with his snout! +The poor verses! They halt ... or no, they do not halt. We are too +good a craftsman for that! But assuredly they do not run. And the +publisher! What shall he say? And Madame with such a need of a new +gown: it should have been of velvet, puffed in the arms, and slashed +to show an undercoat of crushed rose silk. And to tell the truth--your +_pantalons?_ How they shine in the seat, like a mirror! And the public! +Ah, the grim public that has no taste but for dominoes in the cafés of +an evening! How shall they care for the savor of lavender and rosemary +in your smaller verses? What, to them, are Melpomene and Mélisande and +Maleine and Musidore of your epic! And the cursed ‘machinery’ of the +enormous poem! What has become of your great device that was to take +the story forward from line 1100 to line 1424? Forgotten! O Apollo! O +Euterpe! Forgotten--gone--your brain is failing. Your diet of oatmeal +and junket is not enough to water your gray matter with rich red blood. +It is all over ... and the great wolf says ‘Hou!... hou!’ upon the +mountains, though the mists are rising. And Madame, you can see, is +smiling in her sleep! Ah! When you are suspended by your cravat from +the old thorn tree, she will marry the rich son of the apothecary.... + +“And then ... suddenly you remember! Maleine became a rose tree, and +the slipper of glass was hidden in a bath.... Yes: it was like that. +The device has come back to you. Hurray! Hurray! And the verses shall +glow and sparkle. And damn the public and damn and damn the publisher, +and Madame is a sweet, plump angel. + +“And you spring from your bed, oh Gringoire, but with the footfall of a +panther for fear the creaking of the very old oak floor boards should +awaken your own Sélysette. And quick and quick to your dressing room, +which is on state occasions the spare bedroom. Then you wash in the +brick-floored kitchen. And how crisp and reviving is the cold water on +the skin--just as it used to be when you came out of the tent or the +dugout or the hut, down before Péronne in the old days. And there is no +war. + +“No war to awaken the birds that are still sleeping in the massed +shadows of trees all unmoving in the deep mists. A noble, long, +quiet, warm day of September is before you. A day of _moissons_ and +_vendanges_, ripening securely, still; with line added to line in +the morning; and nothing to do in that rich little garden of yours; +and line added to line of the epic all the afternoon. And a stroll +in the level, sinking rays of the sun with Madame Sélysette, like a +mysterious _jeune fille_ once more, to sing to you, in the carefreedom +of her heart, the song of the raggle-taggle gipsies, oh.... + + ‘Oh what care I for my goose-feather-bed + The sheets turned down so bravely oh! + Tonight I’ll sleep on a cold open heath + Along with the raggle-taggle gipsies, oh!’ + +as she was used to sing it in the days when she left the roof of her +father, the so very rich goldsmith of Toulouse, to take up with you, oh +my so very poor poet. _Vogue la galère!_ I hear you say. For are there +not fine cabbages in the garden; and the haricots and the tomatoes +all a-ripening! And does not Madame make an incomparable _potage +bonne femme_ with these things and a few little bones! A fig for the +wolf! And if she cannot have her gown of velvet--when do her dark +eyes sparkle more vivaciously than when in her black hair she wears a +coronal of the scarlet berries of bryony? And if the _pantalons_ shine +in the seat, let them shine till they wear through! And then there will +be a piece of sacking to insert, whose remainder shall stuff up the +holes of the so very old roof. And Melpomene and Mélisande and Musidore +shall dance to the tune of green sleeves round the rose tree that was +Maleine! Aye, they shall dance in the sun till the crystal slipper +falls out of the bath of dew. And already Phœbus Apollo has chased into +the farthest recesses of the Alpilles the craven old wolf.... + +“And, fastening your collar, you rush into the room where Madame is +asleep, and you shout out: + +“‘I have it! We will put Sweet Williams, and behind them Canterbury +Bells, and behind them Hollyhocks, in the bed along the path. And +tulips before the door!’ + +“It is true that the Hollyhocks will then be to the south of +the Canterbury Bells, and they again to the south of the Sweet +Williams--the tall plants standing in the light of the short ones, +which is against the maxims of safe gardeners. But we must chance +something, as we chance life when we are so very poor and so very +simple and have to adventure down the years with no stores of gold, +under a very old roof with half the tiles off. And besides: maybe next +summer will be a very dry summer, and then the shade of the Hollyhock +on the Canterbury Bells, and of the Canterbury Bells on the Sweet +Williams will be a positive benefit.... + +“And, truly, in all the gardening year--which is all pleasure except +for such lets and hindrances as God decrees to you in order that +you may remember that you are human--there is no pleasure to equal +the pleasures of a mid-September day. For there is promise in the +chrysanthemums; the asters, petunias, and geraniums are still bright; +marrows, pumpkins, gourds, maize, plums, apples, pears, damsons are +drinking in the sun and turning all the colors from rich green to +orange and tomato-scarlet. There are still flowers on the roses and on +the sweet-pea hedge. And, if those foliages are thinning, through their +silver and yellow haze you can see the bright mosaic of next summer’s +beds! Ah, brave mid-September!” + + * * * * * + +To this Gringoire answered--a little grimly: + +In a mid-September twilight, the rain poured down on Pont-de-Nieppe. +Depressed Highlanders lounged along the street in front of the row +of villas that ran from the church to the rear of the town--taking +our own lines as the front. One’s horse and one’s orderly’s horse +slipped disagreeably on the wet granite setts of the pavé, and one +seemed to have gone backwards and forwards, in a deluge over greasy +roads for hours and hours--for a whole lifetime. One seemed never +to have done anything else. It was a billeting job that we had been +sent upon. And, when we had billeted everything we could think of, +there still remained some disreputable other ranks connected with the +divisional canteen, for whom we had not found holes, corners, and a +shop. And the division we were relieving had apparently vanished and +so had the Town Marshal, whilst the _Maire_ was so obliging that he +placed the whole, empty town at our disposal. It would have helped +us more if he had been less obliging and had dictatorially provided +us with one shop into which to stick the canteen and its confounded +sutlers. And it poured, and we continued to wander about the empty +streets. And it poured--and, in the most unexpected places, the +disreputable Acting Lance Corporal in charge of Divisional Canteen +would bob up, touch his cap like a London cab-runner and exclaim, +always in three breaths: “Xcusemesir; may-I-speak-to-you-sir; +have-you-found-a-billet-for-the-Divisional-Canteen-sir?” He was a +most annoying person, a London music hall “turn” in peace time. He +occupied his leisure moments behind the Canteen Counter in writing +“sketches” for London Halls, like the Hoxton Empire, at fifty pounds a +time. Sometimes he would appear alone or would emerge alone from the +chalk-rubbish and festoons of wallpaper of an empty shop. Sometimes he +would have behind him a disreputable French country cart loaded with +sardine tins, sticks of shaving soap, cigarette packets, cratesful of +wet dates, writing tablets--God knows what. And the horse--or it may +have been a mule--seemed to be a hundred years old. And rain dripped +from its ears. And rain poured on the disagreeable objects in the tilt +cart and on the three impossible Tommies who went with it. And they +would have backgrounds of black, wet houses, without roofs, but with +lace window curtains dripping in all the empty window spaces; and wet, +smashed chairs and commodes and wardrobes hung drunkenly over holes +in the floors of houses that had no front walls. And it poured. And +twilight deepened. + +Then a battalion came in along the Bailleul road; a poor, smashed +battalion, with men limping and men under whose tin hats there gleamed +white bandages, very conspicuous in the rain and the mud and the dark, +wet khaki. And a battalion looks grim indeed when it has been hammered +by artillery, on a Macadam road without chance of retaliation--owing +to a blunder of a staff officer. They had, I think, 160 men killed in +one company--pretty well the whole strength as battalions were in those +days. I don’t like to think of it, much. + +And yet, such is poor human nature, that both I and my companion +said, “Thank God!”--as we had never said, “Thank God” in our lives +before. At least I know that I said “Thank God” as I had never in my +life said it before--and as I never shall again. For it wasn’t our +battalion that had been smashed by direct shell-fire on the Macadam +road--Loire--Dranoutre--Neuve Eglise--Plugstreet--Nieppe. Imagine +such a route--in full view of the Hun trenches! Why, riding that +way the day before, to prospect next day’s billets, I and another +officer had had three shells directed to us alone by the German +artillery--between Dranoutre and Neuve Eglise! So imagine what it +would be for a battalion. And we had seen orders which said that _our_ +people were to leave Loire at such and such an hour and to march by +Companies--presumably in column of route!--in the Dranoutre-Neuve +Eglise-Plugstreet road! And the Divisional Transport Officer had told +us early in the afternoon that, as we had _known_ would be the case, +our battalion had been hammered to pieces. A whole Company had been +wiped out on that road--marching in column of route.[10] “A” Company, +he had said, our own company! + +Half the time during the afternoon, the other officer and +myself--soaked to the skin and pestered by the farcical Lance-Corporal +in Charge of Canteens--who, poor devil, was only doing his duty--had +said, from horse to horse: “I wonder if Johnny A-- has gone west! I +wonder if Fred B-- has copped it!...” It is horrible, that! + +And then, in the rain, under the castle wall, we heard from a very +bleeding man of the other Battalion that our own people, after all +those of the W-- Regiment had been murdered, had been diverted from the +Dranoutre-Neuve Eglise road to the Locre-Bailleul-Armentières highway, +which was, in those days, as safe as a church. + +So we two, watching the men of the other Battalion march resentfully +by, could say “Thank God” to ourselves. + +Relief, naturally, manifested itself in the two of us, according to our +separate temperaments. My friend--he was an Irish Nationalist, almost +a Sinn Feiner--said: + +“G ..., old dear. You’re Division. I’m only Battalion. The canteen is +your job. I think I’ll get to my digs.” He added, a bit bashfully, that +in his digs there was a French girl who was going to give him lessons +in her difficult tongue. I said, “All right. ’Op it.” [I remembered +saying ‘’Op it!’ in an intense weariness.] But, as I turned my tired +old horse once more down the road to find a billet for that accursed +corporal of Divisional Canteen, I was, I remember, thinking innumerable +things, all at once. + +Firstly: my shirtcuffs were very frayed, and the rain had made them +more diabolically wet and cold than you can imagine. Then I was +actually bothering about the wretched staff officer who had murdered +all those men. I was worried about him. You see, it would be such +a trifling thing to do--as easy as forgetting--as every human soul +has done in its day--to post a letter. He would have an ordnance map +and a pencil. The map would show the contours, but probably it would +not show the German trenches or the German artillery emplacements. +He would rule a pencil line from Locre to Armentières, he would see +that the Dranoutre-Neuve Eglise road was nearly level, running +indeed along the flat at the edge of Flanders. On the other hand the +Locre-Bailleul-Armentières road went up steeply from the Belgian +frontier to Bailleul--a road in the dusty sunlight, the rough +unshaded country, between tobacco and grain fields. And it was 1500 +yards longer. So, in the kindness of his heart, he had saved the +men the extra distance, the shadelessness, and the dust of a road +over the foothills bordering Flanders. He had forgotten the Hun +artillery--_just_ as you or I might forget to post a letter! + +And, as I rode past the workmen’s villas, for the hundredth time, I +was imagining that poor Acting Assistant Brigade Major, with his pink +cheeks and his red hat, being strafed to hell by our frightful General +of Division. He might almost cry!... But I daresay it wasn’t at all +like that, really. + +Anyhow, I was being dreadfully sorry for him. At the same time, I was +trying--if I may use a professional novelist’s word--to psychologize +the German gunner. He wouldn’t believe his luck. He _couldn’t_ +believe his luck. He would believe it was some accursed scheme of the +diabolically cunning English to discover his position. There, through +his telescope, he would see a solid cube of wet-brown, moving slowly +along a perfectly visible road. He would see it with his naked eye--a +cubical caterpillar as large as a whole range of farm buildings. It +would be incredible to him. No doubt he would ring up his immediate +superior, and they would confer over the telephone. He would tremble +for his battery. The English were no doubt drawing some sort of +canvas wind-screen, camouflaged to look like a company, along that +Macadam road. They would be trying to draw his fire so as to discover +his position. Then they would blow his battery to hell with new, +unimaginable High Explosive Shells, or mines, or anything. So he would +fire--and see 160 men killed. “Drum fire,” I think the Germans called +it. The complete Company would be wiped out--a mark such as a German +gunner would hardly dare to pray for in his dreams. And nothing would +happen to him. Nothing. He would wait. But nothing! + +Then he would thank the Creator.... + +I don’t know really what happened to me then. I have said that that +deluge of a twilight seemed to last a thousand years. I was wrong: it +seemed to last two thousand years. I remember meeting the Divisional +Transport Officer out in an immense expanse of mud near an incredibly +dirty farmhouse--in a sea of brown liquid that was supposed to +be the Station Road. And I know that the field stank. It smelled +unimaginably--though I don’t know why a field should smell. I can still +smell it. + +The Transport Officer said that that was the field allotted to him by +Division. He said to hell with the lake of mud. _He_ was going to put +the Transport on the Bailleul-Steenewerck road. He gave the number on +the map, “R. 14,” I think it was. I said I should take the field for +the Divisional Canteen. There were, scattered--possibly floating--about +it some Connaught huts that resembled Noah’s Arks adrift in a sewage +farm. The Transport Officer said all right. I fancy he was not +interested in the Divisional Canteen. + +As we rode slowly, again past the workers’ villas, the Lance-Corporal +in Charge of Divisional Canteen again waylaid me, springing up +apparently out of the mud. He said: “Xcusemesir, may I speak to you, +sir ... I’ve fahnd a ’ouse be’ind the Ch’ch for the D’vish’n’l C’nteen.” + +I think I went mad at that point, and the Transport Officer rode slowly +away. I don’t remember what I said to the Lance-Corporal. I hope I +never shall. + +The trouble was that, in that town, there was a danger zone. For the +last four days, the Germans had been shelling the church. From 6:00 +P.M. until midnight, in their methodical manner, every quarter of an +hour they had dropped a 5–9 shell into the sacred edifice. The danger +zone was therefore perfectly circumscribed and perfectly definite. +But, unfortunately for me, though I had been warned that there _was_ +an official danger zone, no one that I met knew where it was. The +town marshal had gone; the Divisional Police who were already working +typewriters in his office were our Divisional Police, not those of the +Division that had gone too. They knew nothing about the dangerous area. +And some Australian humorist had removed all the cautionary boards that +should have surrounded the church and had grouped them round a large +iron public convenience which was the chief architectural adornment of +the main street. There they looked alarming but improbable. + +It was therefore not to be thought of that the L. C. and his men should +remain in a house just under the shadow of the church--for it was plain +that, however big or however circumscribed the official danger zone +might be, what the Huns were shelling was the church. We had been +in the church in the course of the afternoon. It was a commonplace +building, as far as I can remember, Byzantine of an eighteenth century +type. But it was, in a way, rendered gracious by the enormous heaps of +plaster and stone-dust that piled against the walls in drifts, so that +it was as if sand dunes had invaded the roofless edifice. And, in the +course of the dusk, shells had landed in all that rubble, constantly, +no doubt regularly, whilst we were pursued by the L. C. round the +church square, in the rain that had begun to fall just as the Huns +began to shell.... + +I daresay the reader will by now be tired of the Lance-Corporal in +Charge of Canteens. I know _I_ was. And I am uncertain what became of +him. I daresay I could remember if I made an effort--but it hardly +seems worth while. I know that four days later he was safely writing +a music-hall sketch, in a tent, under a counter made of soap boxes, +in a field just beyond the turning where the Plugstreet road leaves +the chaussée from Bailleul to Nieppe; and I know that next night I got +out of my flea-bag at about 2:00 A.M. and wearily walked for miles +and miles in search of him and his sardine tins. The Huns had started +regularly bombarding the town at that inconsiderate hour, and I know +too that, when I did find him, by chance, wandering about with his +disreputable cart and his four disreputable men, he said that a shell +had gone clean through the upper story of the shop that they had +commandeered. So I suppose that that night he had slept in the town. I +can’t remember. + +I can remember interviewing the _Maire_ a second time and that, because +he was busy with some French staff officers, I had to wait some +minutes--in a dentist’s waiting-room, with aspidistras, black walnut +furniture, and innumerable copies of the illustrated paper called +_Excelsior_ on the lace table-cover. For the _Maire_ was a dentist. +He was also a brave man. I can remember, too, being in a shop just +under the church where a young, stout Belgian Jewess was standing +waist deep in remnants and rags of black satin. She was nonchalantly +packing this away in sacks whilst I tried to make sense out of her +middle-aged, frightened father. I think I was telling him that seven +francs a day was too much to expect the Division to pay for the rent +of a rag and bone shop. Something hit the roof at that moment and an +avalanche of bones, old iron, and satin petticoats poured down the +stairs from the upper floors. The father disappeared, exclaiming “Oi! +Oi!” and elevating his hands above his bared head. But the daughter, +with a large face, chalk-white with powder, heavy blue-black hair, +and an opulent inscrutability--she had on her large white fingers a +great collection of fat-looking wedding rings--went on nonchalantly +examining black satin petticoats, rejecting some, folding others +slowly, and packing them away in sacks. She seemed to regard the thing +that had passed through the upper story with enigmatic indifference, +as if shells and iron hail were just part of the silly vanity of the +male sex. Her business was to pack up for transport on a barrow to +Armentières all the black satin that she and her father had collected +and that had once belonged to the inhabitants of the empty town. + +That attitude seemed to be common enough in the women of those parts. I +remember looking, five minutes later, through the bull’s-eye glass of a +cottage window so low that you would say every shell must pass over it. +The interior was candle-lit and quite tranquil. + +At trestle tables, gesticulating although they had their elbows on +the boards, sat eight Tommies of the battalion whose entry we had +witnessed. Five had bandages, and three had not. Between their elbows +they had tinplatesful of fish and chips. And there were two women, +standing. One, middle-aged and stout, had her hands on her hips, and +her elbows back. Her blouse was well open at the neck, as if it had +been hot work cooking the fish and chips. She stood against a trestle +table and seemed to be giving back-chat to all the eight Tommies at +once. The other was a young girl--of the Flemish Madonna type. Her +yellow hair was tightly braided round her head; she leaned back against +the mildew-stained wall, and on her bare, crossed arms she had a tabby +kitten. It was biting her finger, and she stood entirely quiet, as if +on her hands she had all the safety and all the time in the world. + +I daresay it was safe enough for the moment. But, some days later, I +noticed that there was no cottage there. There was not even a lace +curtain. + +I walked along--for I had got rid of my tired horse--a long way, under +the dripping trees that were black above the wall of the château, and +out onto the Bailleul road, a long way beyond the Plugstreet turning, +I persuaded myself that I was going to ask the Divisional Transport +Officer to house my friends of the Canteen in tents in his field. + +I found him in the W---- lines. They were eating Welsh rabbit and +herrings in a Connaught hut. They were not pleased to see me. There was +an old Quartermaster from Stratford-on-Avon--a butcher by profession, +think of that!--who sat with his hands crossed over a large stomach and +spectacles well down on his nose. Also he wore carpet slippers. He told +me in a most businesslike way that they had only herrings enough for +three. I was welcome to any amount of Welsh rabbit--but there were only +herrings enough for three. And they were three already. + +Then I realized that what I was really concerned about was to see my +own Battalion come in. It was symptomatic. My friend the Sinn Feiner +had been perfectly content, as soon as he had seen the W----’s come in +and knew that our own people had been diverted, to go and take lessons +in the language of the country from the French young lady whom he had +unearthed. But, as for me, I wanted to _see_ the Battalion. I had no +particular reason to love the C.O. or the Sergeant Major. But I wanted +to be absolutely _sure_ that they were safe. + +And, just as I got back to the crossroads near the church, the +Battalion came in. There was the C.O. riding, the Sergeant Major +walking ahead of him. And then “A” Company. I called out to Captain +Gardiner, after I had saluted the Colonel: “A Company all right?” And +the young man answered: “Cheerie Oh, old bird, as right as rain.” The +last dregs of light were fading under the elms; the Huns were putting +in some extraordinarily heavy stuff just behind them. And suddenly I +remembered that I had not billeted myself. God knows whom we hadn’t +billeted, the Sinn Feiner and I between us. Certainly three sets of +battalion headquarters, transport, officers’ messes, sanitary squads, +and the men of a whole brigade. But I had nowhere to lay my head. And +my frayed shirt-cuffs were streaming with rain and it had grown pitch +dark.... + +You say I am a poet. Certainly I am a poet! + +And these eyes of mine that, when I have any leisure, see always not +only the things that surround me, but many other things--these eyes of +mine were busy. Certainly they saw what, in the darkness, was visible +of the wet and stricken town. Against the sky the roof lines or the +silhouettes of charred beams; the red glow of the candles in the +fried-fish cottage; the red glow that slowly danced inside the church +as if a black mass were going forward. I suppose the last shell had set +fire to some woodwork. Then another came and put it out, so that it was +darker. + +But these eyes of mine that, with their attention, were looking at a +bright landscape, had also registered in their memory a white, as if +triangular patch, in a dark window of a house just behind the church, +nearly opposite, but a little this side of the _Mairie_, a house that +we had passed again and again. The eyes had noted that white luminosity +and now made for it, though the thinking mind was differently intent. +This sort of definition is a little difficult to make. Try to +follow me. The department of my eyes that led me--the Intelligence +Department--saw the roofs and the black streets; the department which +was influenced by my desires--for a meal, for warmth, for a bed, and +above all for dry shirt-cuffs--was leading my steps toward the house +that had the pale luminosity in the dark window. And, what I suppose +you would call my mind’s eye was occupied by a bright landscape. That +is to say, I was definitely thinking about an August landscape. + +You will say that it was the landscape I have mentioned so often--the +landscape with the stream and the trees and the gingerbread cottage. +But it wasn’t. That came later. I suppose that at that time I wasn’t +tired enough to see it. Besides, I never saw that as if in bright +sunshine or in the weather of any accentuated season--but always as +just English country in just English weather, green earth in a diffused +light under a July sky.... No, I was thinking of a billeting scheme. +For, in the long ago--thousands and thousands of years ago--we used to +do billeting schemes, round Manorbier and Penhally. And I think the one +I was then thinking of with--as the prose writers say--laughter mixed +with rain, took place at Penhally. It appeared an idealized Penhally, +mostly hollyhocks and thatch, so wilful is the mind, though I remember +every house of Penhally! Well: a great many of us went in the August +weather to work a billeting scheme there. And an officer representing +Division drove up in a Rolls-Royce and pretended to “confer” with +us. He had a red hat-band and a golden lion and the beautifullest +moustaches and the beautifullest white whip-cord breeches and _such_ +spurs! And such ladies in the Rolls-Royce, awaited him! + +And he gave us the loveliest hints in a clear voice, with the far-away +expression of one who knows his job but lectures in it too often. +Certainly he knew his job--and he was a fine fellow! + +We were to get hold of the civil power at once, or at least as soon as +we had conferred with the divisional billeting officer. The first thing +to do was to find out about the water supply. Then we were to group +our companies round the pump if we could. If there were only one, we +were to call a conference of Company Quartermaster Sergeants and give +out the time when each Company was to draw water. That would then go +into Battalion Orders. He said, with a little smile, that we were to +remember to put Battalion Headquarters into the best billet--because +C.O.’s liked that--and Company messes must be lodged in public houses +or places where there was liquor. So that the men shouldn’t get at the +alcohol! Transport should, as a rule, be as far from fire as could be +arranged, to avoid stampeding of horses; similarly with the Doctor’s +cart and the Battalion cookers. And, as a rule, the Company detailed +for the Advance Guard next day should have the advanced billets if +there were no likelihood of a night attack. But they should not be +exposed to disturbance in the night, if possible, because they would +have a hard time next day. Similarly the Advanced Guard of that day +should be halted first and be in the rear, so as to get a good night’s +rest. He told us to remember those splendid words which used to be the +shibboleth of every British officer--to the effect that the comfort and +convenience of the men should be considered before every exigency save +the necessities of actual warfare. + +Yes: he was a fine young fellow--one of the Old Contemptibles, as he +modestly, clearly, and rather absentmindedly, enunciated all that +sound, commonsensible, old-fashioned lore of the Army. And I remember +every word of it. For instance, men of separate units or even of +separate Companies of the same Battalion should not be billeted on +opposite sides of the same street; the street should be divided in +half, and one-half allotted to each Company or unit. (I remember +pointing that out to my Sinn Fein friend in one of the miserable, +battered streets of workmen’s hovels in Pont-de-Nieppe that afternoon.) + +But, though I had listened with all my ears to the Staff Officer at +Penhally, my eyes, even then had been playing the trick of showing me +Pont-de-Nieppe--just as at Nieppe in France they insisted on showing me +Penhally in Wales. For, whilst I listened to him, I was seeing the time +when I should represent Division and be, in the sunlight, young, with +a beautiful moustache and a red hat-band and white whip-cord breeches, +very full. And with _such_ spurs! + +So there I was, representing Division. + +It hadn’t been very like what I had pictured--and I had not had to +bother about water supply.[11] I had enough water in the wretched, +frayed wristbands of my shirt, as it seemed, to water a whole Battalion +and the mules of the Transport! But, otherwise, the traditions of the +Old Army had prevailed. Rudimentarily, no doubt, but still, they had +prevailed. I had reminded the Battalion Billeting Officers to see +that Battalion Headquarters had convenient buildings, that officers +had charge of any civilian liquor depots; that Company cooker-cars +had emplacements convenient for their men, and that latrines were not +located near water supplies. Also, we had got into touch with the +civil power.... Only, there were no ladies in my Rolls-Royce--and my +Rolls-Royce was two very wet-kneed legs! And as for my shirt-cuffs ... + +I suppose they were most in my mind. For it is the most horrible of +human afflictions to have wet shirtcuffs! So that, when I found my +orderly, not where I had told him to be--in comparative safety in front +of the workmen’s villas but in the shadow of the door of the shop where +the Jewess had packed up the black satin petticoats, waiting devotedly, +though the shells that missed the church went close overhead--he said: + +“She’s took all them petticoats on a barrer in sacks to +Armentières,”[12] I answered: + +“You can fall out. Tell my batman that I’ve gone somewhere to get my +d--d shirt-cuffs dried.” + +Nevertheless, he followed me. It was, you see, the pride of _métier_. +Alas, that there should be no English for those words. He was my +orderly for the day--just any orderly from headquarters. But I was his +charge. If I had ordered him to fall out, no doubt he would have gone, +against his personal will but in obedience to orders, to some sort of +comfort that his pals would have prepared for him. I, however, had +said, “You _can_ fall out.” It was permissive and left the falling out +optional. But he saw before him an obviously eccentric and probably +benevolent officer--and it was his job to be able to tell my batman +where I lodged myself. Also, it was contrary to King’s Regulations for +officers to go anywhere alone where there is any danger at all from +shell or other fire. So, though he must have been uncommonly wet and +hungry and tired, he followed me to the door of the house in whose dark +windows I had seen the luminous patch--the forehead of Rosalie Prudent +as she sat sewing, her head bent forward, in the twilight. + +I don’t know how it is: but from the moment when I first saw that +highlight--and it had been certainly three hours before--I had been +perfectly sure that that was what it was--the forehead of a quiet woman +bending her head forward to have more light from the high window whilst +she sewed in the dusk. In a way it was not what one expected: the town +had been evacuated of its civilian population the Sunday before, when +the Huns--as it seemed, for the love of God--started shelling the +church just as it had emptied after benediction. And they had shelled +from six o’clock till midnight; and every night since then, from six +o’clock till midnight they had shelled the church. And they were +shelling it now--eighty yards away. It was a desolate, and it seemed +a stupid business. But no doubt they had their purpose, though it was +difficult to see what it was. + +That was how Rosalie Prudent put it, as she sat sewing my wristbands +by the stove, in the wash-house. I sat nearer the stove, naked to +the waist, the red glow and the warmth that came from the red-hot +iron of the circular furnace being, I can tell you, very agreeable to +my shivering skin. Opposite me sat the orderly drinking a bottle of +Burgundy--which he had richly deserved. The steam went up from his wet +clothes and was tinged red by the light of the coke.... + +In the extremely clean _salle-à-manger_, with a high faïence stove of +blue and white tiles, a colza lamp with a white globe, a buffet in +the Nouvel Art style, of yellow Austrian oak with brass insertions; +at a yellow oak table covered with a green velvet table-cover fringed +with lace, sat my friend the Sinn Feiner learning the French that is +spoken in Plugstreet from the niece, Beatrice Prudent. She was teaching +him French by selling him handkerchiefs edged with lace in whose +corners she had embroidered multicolored initials. In two very clean, +lavender-papered bedrooms, upstairs, with white bedsteads, strips +of carpet beside them on the waxed floors, with valises opened and +showing works of devotion, altar vases, empty biscuit tins containing +unconsecrated wafers of the sacrament, trench boots, gas helmets, tin +hats--sat two padres composing their sermons for the next day. The +Roman Catholic--for I heard him preach on it next day--was meditating +on the doctrine of the Immaculate Conception. I don’t know what the +Presbyterian was writing about. + +But there the house was, large, quiet but for the shells, kept +spotless by the labors of Rosalie and her niece Beatrice, and, as yet +untouched--just as it had been evacuated by the factory manager and +his family, who had fled on the Sunday after benediction. In one of +the roomy, very tall parlors there was, over the fireplace, a gigantic +figure of the Saviour, standing in robes of blue, white, and scarlet +plaster of paris, holding on his left arm a great sheaf of white lilies +and resting one hand on the head of a very thin plaster sheep of, I +should think, a Rhineland breed. That was perhaps why the owner of the +house had not trusted to its miraculous intervention in favor of his +dwelling. He might have--for I heard the other day that the house +remained intact until the 11/11/’18. + +Rosalie profited--for, when the French inhabitants fled, the British +authorities allowed Belgian refugees to take their places on condition +that they billeted the troops. So perhaps it had been to protect her +that the immense Bon Dieu waited! She deserved it. + +She came from Plugstreet, of which town she had been one of the richest +bourgeoises, her husband being the miller. She had had a large, roomy +house, a great yard with stables and carts; she had had a wealthy, +goodish, but possibly too jovial husband, two affectionate, dutiful, +and industrious sons, and two obedient daughters. On Sundays she +had gone to mass wearing a black satin gown, and, on her breast, a +gold-framed cameo as large as a saucer. It represented a very classical +Paris, seated, I don’t know why, apparently between the horns of a lyre +and stretching out one hand--which no doubt contained the apple--toward +three grouped Goddesses in rather respectable Flemish _déshabille_. +Mme. Prudent retained this work of art, but her wardrobe was reduced to +two blue cotton dresses. + +I gathered all this, whilst I dozed by the black iron stove, from her +conversation with the orderly. She spoke Flemish, and he, Wiltshire, +but they understood each other. Of course, they used signs and facial +expressions. The flames through the interstices of the stove poured +upward to the dim rafters of the wash-house roof, and, by its light, +Mme. Rosalie sewed as if she had no other pride and no other purpose +in the world. For she told of the fate of her men and her womenfolk +abstractedly and passionlessly; pride only showed itself when she +talked of the state of the house in which she had found a refuge. +From time to time she would say that if Mm. the Proprietors returned, +they would find the floors waxed; the stair-rods shining, the windows +polished; woodruff and sweet herbs amongst the bed linen in the +presses, and not a speck of dust on the plaster-robes of the great Bon +Dieu in the _salon de réception_. That was her pride.... + +As for the rest ... On the 18th of August, 1914, her man had been +killed in the Belgian Reserve somewhere near Liège; on the 20th of the +same month her eldest son had been killed in the Belgian regiment of +the Guides. He had expected to have an excellent career in the office +of an _avocat_--in Brûges, I think. On the 8th of November, 1914, her +remaining son had been killed in the 76th French Regiment of Infantry +of the Line. He had been chief clerk to an architect of Paris. Her +daughters had been, one apprentice and the other chief saleswoman of a +celebrated _couturière_ of Liège. She had heard of them once since the +Germans had entered the city. A Belgian priest had written to her from +the Isle of Wight in December, 1914, to say that some nuns had taken in +Aimée and Félicité. Those were the names of her two daughters.... + +And at the moment she started up. She remembered that she had forgotten +the potatoes for Monsieur--Monsieur being myself. So out she went into +the black garden and returned with a tin platter of potatoes. + +On it were ten tubers of which she weighed each in her hand inscribing +what they came to on a slate--so that she might account to Messieurs +the owners, on their return, for the potatoes that she had dug from +the garden. Then she called her niece from the dining room to wash and +slice the potatoes. She was going to give me an omelette with bacon and +fried potatoes for my supper. She sat down again and went on, sewing +and talking to the orderly. + +She began talking of the interior of her house in Plugstreet; she +described minutely all the furniture in all the apartments. In each +of the bedrooms there was a night commode in mahogany and a statue of +the Virgin, also one of the Blessed Saints, and a _prie-dieu_, also +in mahogany.... And now there was nothing. Every fortnight she was +permitted by the British military police to visit her house--and she +stayed there, in Nieppe, so that every fortnight she might revisit her +house--which now, she said, contained nothing. The shells were shaking +it to pieces. The tiles were all gone; the rain was soaking into the +upper floors. The furniture was all gone--the great presses with her +linen, the wardrobes--_en acajou_--which had contained her black satin +dress and her husband’s Sunday clothes.... + +But she continued to catalogue to the orderly the contents of her +residence. I don’t know why it should interest him, but it did; for he +nodded sagely when she talked of the _bahûts en bois de chêne_, and the +immortels in vases on the piano.... + +Suddenly she turned her head to me and said to me, where I sat writing +with my tablet on my knee: + +“And I ask you, _M. l’officier_, for what purpose is it that one brings +men children into the world if this is to be the end? They cause great +pain in their entry, greater than at the entry of little girl children. +It is difficult to keep them alive so that they reach men’s estate. And +then it is difficult to keep them in the paths of virtue. And then they +are gone.” + + +[Footnotes] + +[10] This would mean that the Company presented, as a target to the +German artillery, a solid and slow-moving cube of human flesh 240 ft. x +8 ft. x 6 ft. _No_ gunner could miss it. + +[11] It is odd to think that Nieppe at that date was still supplied +with electric power by underground cables that the Huns had not yet +discovered, from Lille. + +[12] His name was Private Partridge of, I think, the 6th Wilts.--a fine +fellow, but not to be confused with Private Phillips of the 9th Welsh, +who was my wonderfully good batman: (Note by Gringoire). + + + + + XII + + _The Movies_[13] + + +I was a little bewildered when Mme. Prudent so addressed me. For, to +tell the truth, I had not been listening to her very attentively. She +seemed to accept the war--this war, states of war, any operations +that washed and disintegrated the interiors of the world--she seemed +to accept them so tacitly as being part of the child’s madness of the +male that, in the warmth I had just dozed, not thinking much of her +immense losses and not knowing at all that she would have anything very +striking to say about the war. Besides, it was unusual to be beside a +stove, under a roof. + +And, when she had come in with the potatoes, out of the darkness, I +had suddenly seen again that vision in green--of the sanctuary! And +I remembered, extraordinarily, how once, years and years and years +before, I had gone digging potatoes at night. I suppose some visitor +had come to my cottage late. And I had put my hand into the ground to +take out a potato, and I found the earth quite warm. The air cools +off quicker than the sod, you see, after a hot day. It had astonished +me then--and, in that house, the remembrance came again, vivid and +astonishing, for it had produced exactly the effect of one’s having +thrust one’s hand into the breast of a woman.... + +Well, I had been thinking of that and looking at that green landscape. +And then, suddenly, I had pulled myself together. For it had occurred +to me that I was not doing my duty. I had it in my head that I had got +that soft, wet undangerous job of billeting, at the request of the +bearded gentleman in the frock coat, who had sat under the picture by +Bastien Lepage--or was it by Marie Bashkirtseff?--in front of the great +table with the carnations and the miniature _Niké_. I daresay it was +not the fact: or it may have been. There is no knowing. In France you +were taken up, like a brown paper parcel, and deposited here or there +at the behest of two obscure lines of smudged typewriting in some one’s +Orders. And you did not know why; you had no will. + +So I felt that I ought to be writing. It would not be fair to have a +soft job for the purpose of wooing the Muse and then not to woo her. So +I had pulled out from my wet tunic which hung over the chair back, my +disreputable and sodden tablet of writing paper, which I had purchased +two days before from that miserable Canteen Lance-Corporal and had +begun, with a wet stump of pencil, to write the article called “_Une +Partie de Cricket_” which, if only because it is a souvenir, I hope +will be printed as an appendix to these remembrances. I know I wrote +the first ten sentences, because I remember them and also because, the +other day, I turned out the repulsive flap of my camp bed, and there, +along with a damp sock and some mildewed straps, was the mouldering +tablet with three scrawled pages.... + +But I couldn’t keep on writing. I was obsessed with the idea of a +country, _patrie_, republic, body politic, call it what you will--that +the recollection of that minister had called up in me. Yes: I had a +vision of a country. + +In the center was the Ministry--like the heart of an onion--and all +the others that I had seen in the last week went round about it. Mind +you, I have nothing to say against that Minister. I may have appeared +to speak of him sardonically: that is a habit I have. But he, or +something like him, was indispensable to the higher strategy of his +nation:[14] and this man knew his job. What he wanted was perfectly +the right thing: and if he did not know that the First Line Transport +of a Battalion in the trenches was not exactly the happiest place in +which to write lofty prose--well, it is certainly hypocrisy to seek, +in the heart of the Sacred Emperor, for a knowledge of low tea-shops. +He did not, obviously, like me but I have not the slightest doubt +that I appeared drunk to him. Only a drunkard, really, would seek for +ferrets in the palace of the Sacred Emperor. Yet I had my excuse. First +of everything in the world--of everything in the whole world!--comes +your battalion. And the ferrets of my battalion had all died suddenly; +and the last thing they had said to me had been: Don’t forget to get +us some ferrets. If you had seen the rats of Locre you would have +understood. + +But the Minister had not seen the rats of Locre so he had not +understood.... + +No: he was a good man, in the right place. And very properly he sat +amongst the gracious products of a State art--the pictures, the +tapestries, the ormolu, the august building, the frescoes, the great +staircases. And attendants who looked like bishops must be there +to answer his bell; and Suisses with their great cocked hats and +immense white gloves and their sabres with silver scabbards. There +must be symbols of the Temporal Power of the State, which is august, +ancient, and fit to be upheld. And, in disturbed times, there must +be Civil Police in the courtyard, for strange visitors will come. +And sentries there must be in the tricolored sentry-boxes beside the +_porte-cochère_; sentries to call out the guard. And famous battalions +must pass the door, along the boulevard, now and again. + +And, round the Palace of the Sacred Emperor, there must be the Great +City, and round the Great City must be La Grande Nation--stretching +away and away, for miles and miles and miles.... + +It presented itself to me as twenty-seven hours of railway +journey--past Etaples where I had spent, years before, long days in +_châlets_ amongst the pine wood; past Calais where my grandfather +was born; to Hazebrouck where, during the war, we had found the +worst billiard table in the world and where, whilst we waited for a +connection, a German plane was dropping bombs on the goods line and +Cochin-Chinese in furred silk hoods were working as plate-layers. And +so to Steenewerck, where the great farm carts and tilburies and berlins +were mixed up with artillery horses, with timber wagons, with immense +guns. + +And so the land stretched out to Nieppe and the wash-house and Rosalie +Prudent sewing in the light of the circular cast-iron stove that had +become red hot. And on the stove there were bubbling the pots which +contained supper for me and coffee for my friend the Sinn Feiner. And +whilst Rosalie sewed, ever and again, the pots lifted themselves an +inch off the dully red-hot disk and then sat down again. Shells, you +see, were falling in the church. + +So the land stretched out--yes, like a gramophone disk!--till it came +to the wash-house that was intact amidst all the smashed houses with +their forlorn lace window curtains. And all that edge of the disk was +smashed houses inhabited by steadfast souls who sat sewing whilst the +pots jumped on the hobs. They were the caretakers of _Messieurs les +Propriétaires_ who had fled. There was a whole population of them: +I came myself across a whole population of these quiet people, who +considered only their duties to absent proprietors amongst the _rain_ +of shells. I remember when I went to have lunch with the officers of +our 2nd Battalion--all dead, the officers that I had lunch with!--in +Albert, there sat and read the _Libre Parole_, such a very old +caretaker. He had gray side-whiskers, a white apron, a yellow and black +striped waistcoat, a square black alpaca cap or _bêret_--for all the +world like an old domestic of a Paris nobleman’s hotel. He sat there, +his legs crossed, his head thrown back, reading the paper, through +silver-rimmed spectacles at the end of his nose. On the table beside +him were a bullfinch in a gilt cage constructed like a pagoda and his +black leather spectacle case. He had nothing to communicate about the +war, except, I am glad to say, that the officers of the battalion were +careful of the furniture, but he was so busy that he could not keep +the floors as cleanly waxed as he desired. He asked me if I could not +speak to Colonel Partridge about it. The Germans were putting in their +usual lunch-time shells into that street; he was sitting reading in a +glass-roofed passage between the kitchen and the _salle à manger_.... + +Yes: a host of such people came into my mind as I sat beside the stove. +I am not going to talk about the war any more. By the grace of God, +I will never talk about the war again whilst I live. As you say: the +people who did not take part hate to be reminded of that part; and the +people who did take part have had enough of it. Yes; you are right. +I made the mistake of my life, professionally, _quand je m’en allais +en guerre_. It got me disliked by the critics, and it is bad to be +disliked by the critics--for a poet.[15] So you see, I too have my +prudences. + +And indeed I have my prudences--though they are not the prudences of +other people. I do not desire money, glory, the praise of my kind +whom I distrust, nor yet to dominate humanity, which is a beast that +I dislike. I do not desire friends; I do not desire broad lands. So, +thinking about things in the wash-house of Mme. Rosalie, I said: “I +must dig myself in.” I said, indeed, twice: “I must dig myself in....” + +I must have a dugout, as proof as possible against the shells launched +against me by blind and august destiny; round about it there must be +the strong barbed wire of solitude and, within the entanglements, +space for a kitchen garden. Do you remember, Mr. Compiler, the redoubt +our regiment made once--Montgomery’s Folly? There was the redoubt, a +circular piece of engineering. Round about it there was a level space +of fifty yards, to give a field of fire, surrounded by the apron of +wire. And, in that level space, you remember, we made the Regimental +Gardens.... Well, in the wash-house, I said to myself that, _appry la +gair finny_, I must make for myself, in space and time, an affair like +that, or as like it as possible. If I could afford a cottage, I would +have a cottage: if not, any sort of shelter made of old tins filled +with clay with a bit of corrugated iron for a roof, a door of sacking, +a groundsheet for carpet. As for furniture, aren’t there bully-beef +cases still?... _You_ remember! + +Lord! the interiors we have constructed out of such materials and the +fun we had. And how they vanished like a drift of leaves when we were +drafted away. And how solid they seemed and work we did in them whilst +they lasted, those interiors! So, I said to myself, in Mme. Rosalie’s +wash-house, I shall get along somehow. And then, said I to myself: +There is the question of food. + +Well, there is gardening! As you know, I am not _le dernier venu_ when +it comes to gardening. I will back myself to get twice as much off any +given piece of ground as any ordinary man--if you will give me some +seeds and a bit of old iron and a stick capable of being tied together +into some semblance of a hoe.... + +So the war finished for me, looking at Mme. Rosalie as she sat entirely +engrossed in her work whilst the shells made the pots jump alive off +the red-hot iron plate.... The war was finished, since my line was +taken for _appry la gair finny_. That we should win I had no doubt, +for, though the horrible scalawags who wangle themselves into notoriety +had too much to say in the world, our heart was in it, and the heart of +the other side was not. I knew enough to know that. If God were good to +one, for one’s self personally, it would finish there. I did not even +want to stay to see the finish: I was so certain that we should win. +But I had been worrying a little about myself. I couldn’t, you see, +see anything but the workhouse for me, if I lived through. And, at my +age, the workhouse is not a pleasant thought. I am just too old, and +just too young for the workhouse. + +But the spectacle of Madame Rosalie, fetching in the potatoes, saved +me.... I will tell you an odd thing. I have spoken of the recumbent +oval of green light that now and again had appeared to me, to turn +into a picture of a green valley. I will confess that, hitherto, I had +feared it. It had come into my head that it might be a symptom of a +seizure, an epileptic fit perhaps, or of some obscure but disastrous +nervous disease. _Ker vooly voo? Say la gair._ That region of the world +had its trials for the nerves of people of my age. One might well be on +the edge of something. + +But looking at Mme. Rosalie--so extremely centered in the work in hand, +so oblivious to the very real danger, so brave and so tranquil, I said +to myself: + +“What the devil! If she can stick it, I too can!” + +For what had she to look forward to? She had said that, on the last +occasion when the British authorities had permitted her to visit her +house at Plugstreet they had not allowed her to enter it. The front +wall of the upper part had fallen inward and for her sole possession +she could see that on the wall of Félicité’s bedroom that was exposed +to the sky, there hung a gilt-framed Souvenir of her daughter’s First +Communion. Nothing else! Nothing! That was her sole possession in the +world except for two gowns of blue Manchester goods and the cameo that +represented the judgment of Paris.... + +And suddenly I was convinced that the apparition of that recumbent +green oval was, not a visitation, but a sign. If from that time onward +I just carried on, if I persevered--as I was truly minded to persevere, +in my duties as a poor bloody footslogger--the Almighty would give +to me at least sufficient space in the quiet earth that was just +country--to dig myself in. Well, God has been good to me, as you see. + +And, mind you, I consider and consider proudly, that I am doing, most +of all, my duty to the State. I have always considered myself a member +of the governing classes, with the privileges and the duties. And I +abate nothing of that opinion. It seems to me to be my duty to govern, +if not by directing, then at least by guiding, through the superiority +of my insight. I am not fitted for the intrigues of what is called +Public Life. No doubt that is no worse today than it was in the time +of Alcibiades or the late Mr. Gladstone. But it is very bad; very vile. + +You say: how do I presume to speculate on public matters who cut +myself deliberately off from the consideration of public matters on +the 8/9/’16? My friend, I have considered the public matters of the +8/9/1816; of the 4/9/1870; 1770; 1470; of the 8/9/’16 of B.C. 1070. And +there is no difference. If it is not an hypocrisy, it remains still a +very wearisome matter to search for the person of the Sacred Emperor in +a low teahouse. Well, I have done my share of searching and am too old +for any more. + +I have said that there is no difference between the public matters +of today and those of the day of Alcibiades. But there is one very +great difference: there is the difference that today--and it was +never the case before--all the ground of the world that is capable of +growing wheat is occupied by wheat and the population of the world is +increasing by leaps and bounds. I will tell you: Some years before the +war I was in a little town on the coast of France not far from Dunkirk. +And my hotel was full of affrighted women; of nuns whose convents had +been burned over their heads; and of ruined, wounded, and despairing +men from the Low Countries. St. Quentin had been sacked; other towns +were afire. A year before you could read in the papers the despatches +of intrepid war correspondents in the South of France. They wrote from +hotels--just as they did a year or so ago--how towns were flaming, +streets running with wine, how the 5–9 shells soared and the naval +howitzers raised their muzzles and coughed. You know the sort of thing! + +Well! Those were the fingers on the wall. They were merely food-riots +but they predicted Armageddon for those that can read--and still they +predict an Armageddon beside which that in which we all took part was +one of Gilbert White’s rush candles against the searchlights of a +battleship. Those were food riots, caused by the determination of town +dwellers to enforce prices on peasants. The last war was a food riot: +the next war will be a food riot beyond the imagination of the sons of +men. + +Nothing can prevent it or much delay it unless there should come a +change in the hearts of humanity. And I do not perceive much change +in the hearts of man--and all the wheat-land of the world is occupied +by wheat and the population of the world is increasing by leaps +and bounds. _Mene, mene, tekel, upharsin!_ You say that there are +revolutions on foot. There always have been. But they have always been +_révolutions de palais_ and _révolutions de palais_ they will always +remain. What does it matter to me or to any sane man whether it is +the Duke of Omnium or Mr. Evans of Llanfair-Rhaiado, or Mr. Hicks of +Poplar who sits in the seats once occupied by Sir Robert Walpole or +Mr. Jonkinsen or Colbert or Caius Julius Cæsar? None of those departed +statesmen had to face the problem of a globe whose wheat-land was all +occupied and whose population was increasing by leaps and bounds. In +consequence they were not so greedy for money, or for the jazz bands of +excitement that may make them forget tomorrow. For that is what it all +comes to. + +So I go out of public life of that type. + +But don’t believe that I, Gringoire, Hippolyte, de l’Institut de +France, go out of public life! No, I go into it. For I go to prove +that a decent life, clean, contemplative, intent, skilful, and with +its little luxuries, may yet be lived by the Gringoires of the +world--_hominibus bonæ voluntatis_. For, though I am a poet, it is thus +that I interpret the message of the angel. For it is thus that I see +the world--as a world of a few Gringoires and of infinite millions +that are the stuff to fill graveyards. I can’t see it any other way. + +And I said to myself in the wash-house of Madame Rosalie whilst +some fragments of iron and rubble pattered down on the tiles of the +pent-roof from the nearby church that, for the rest of my life I would +be what I will call self-supporting--at any rate after the war was +finished--and I will govern! + +For I will be dependent on the profits of no man’s labor, and I will +produce more food than I eat and more thought than I take from the +world. So, to the measure of the light vouchsafed, shall some fragment +of the world be dependent on me. It is the only way to govern. + +All this wangling for power in newspapers, meetings, market-places, +and drawing-rooms is a weariness--and when you have it, what is it? A +handful of dried leaves that crumble under the touch. If you have a +platoon you can make it smart; if you have a garden, you may make it +fine, luxuriant, producing marrows as large as barrels. Or if you write +a poem, you must make it beautiful. Everything else is vanity. + +I ... I who speak to you ... can house myself, clothe myself, +discipline, entertain, and think for myself--and I can feed more than +myself. As the old saying went: I can build a house, plant a tree, +write a book, and beget a son. No man who cannot do all these things is +fit to govern. He cannot govern--for I and the men who are with me, of +good will, shall withhold his food, his clothing, his thoughts for his +mind. + +You may say, Mr. Compiler, that you who write falsehoods for the +newspapers, who organize in offices the carrying of things on wheels, +who dig in the bowels of the earth, and hammer on iron plates--or who +take the profits of those who do these things--that you will govern, or +inherit, the earth and the civilization of the earth. You cannot. If +you withhold the labor of your hands or your minds--the world goes on. +If I should--you would starve in body and soul--and in jazz noises! + +In the end, I think, the world will be driven to become a great +beehive: there will be the workers who think of nothing but their work. +They will think nothing of the profits. And there will be the drones +who provide the jazz noises and the wheels--and who will be killed off +from time to time. + +That is what I have gathered from the ruined houses in Flanders and +from the aloof quality of the faces that came back to me whilst I +sat dozing and Rosalie Prudent sewed. The faces were those of the +Lincolnshire Private, of Lieutenant Morgan, of Henri Gaudier, and of +the caretaker in the house at Albert--and of the Quartermaster of the +Wiltshires.[16] But, so that you may not think that I limit myself to +one class of society, I will add the faces of Lord Kitchener, of Sir +Edward Grey, and of the French Minister, whose name I have forgotten. I +did not need to see in imagination the faces of the orderly or of Mme. +Rosalie, for they were with me. + +You will object that I single out for salvation in Gomorrah only those +of whom I have talked. Certainly, it is only those that I single +out--those of that type, for those, for me, are the _homines bonæ +voluntatis_ who must be preserved if the State is to continue. They +have rather abstracted expressions since they think only of their +work; they have aspects of fatigue, since the salvation of a world +is a large order, and they bear on their backs the burden of the +whole world; but they look at you directly, and in their glance is no +expression of pride, ambition, profit, or renown. They have expressions +of responsibility, for they are the governing classes. Others will have +that title in the newspapers--but they govern only those who make the +noises of jazz-bands. The food supply and the supply of poetry is in +the hands of the Gringoires. + +Buzzing noises make the world pleasant; it would be a grim and +silent world without them. I should not like it, nor would the +other Gringoires like it. It was in Coventry Street that I last met +Lieutenant Morgan-Gringoire. But, from time to time the buzzers must +be killed off. Destiny is remorseless: either those who buzz must die +in occasional crowds or those who live to give food and poetry must go +starve and the others with them. Destiny is remorseless. + +But destiny is also just. The drones of the hive have a good time--and +give a good time. Moreover they make splendid soldiers of the type of +the Cockney or the Parigot. That, perhaps, is how destiny means them to +get killed off. So they will have their good times; and they will also +have glory, the glory of finding the person of the Sacred Emperor in +some such low teahouse as was the Bois de Mametz on the 14/7/’16 when +the 38th Division was murdered. + +And maybe that is the best glory of all. God forbid that I should say +it is not. And I like to think that, along with the good time that they +had and the glory of standing in the presence of the Sacred Emperor, +they found also--sanctuary. For I like very much to remember the smile +that was on the face of Lt. Morgan when they dug him out from under the +dirt of the communication-trench. + +Do you remember the old Catholic idea that a man may find salvation +between the saddle and the ground? Well, we know little of +death--nothing of death. So I hope it is not a heresy to think that, +as the eyelids of those who fell closed on their glory, they had long, +long visions, like that green vision that came to me from time to +time. For time is a very relative thing; and may they not well have +had long, long illusions, seeming to last for years and years?--to the +effect that they had found, each his imagined sanctuary, where there +was the gingerbread cottage that, hand in hand, on tiptoe with some +Gretel, they explored, crossing their fingers and crying “_Feignits_” +in the face of destiny--and where the Hou-Hou-oo of the wolf upon +the Montagne Noire shall sound so very distantly as to be only the +comforting reminder of the Grimm we knew as children. + +----Something like that. + +That is all I have to say about the war, here and now. But you have +poked your sardonic fun at me from time to time, Mr. Compiler, and +though bargaining is no part of my nature, a determination to have my +own way was born in me as pawkiness was in you. And now, I say this: + +“You have poked your fun at me as writer and as cook, and decorated +with only those attributions of yours--as if each of those little, +half-concealed smiles were a rag and tatter on my shining-seated +_pantalons_, you propose to exhibit me to your public. Well, you shan’t +except on my own terms. The first is that, as you have spoken of me as +writer you should enshrine--like a shining fly in amber--in the gum +of your lucubrations a specimen of my own writing as it came to me, +precisely, in Nieppe. And the second is that, since you began this +compilation with what purports to be an account of my entertainment of +the guests who honor this lowly roof of ours, you shall, as truthfully +entertain your readers--as truthfully as you can, for God gives to +some of us vision and to some the gift of recounting things askew for +the entertainment of those wider of mouth than of intelligence--you +shall then entertain your readers with an account of the dishes which +since early morning I have been preparing for the evening degustation +of yourself, of my dear Sélysette and your friend Mrs. Carmody. For I +observe that, though you poke fun at my hospitality you are not averse +from begging your dimity madams to share what you have called, I think, +our rough oaken board.” + +Mrs. Carmody was no more than the wife of the Headmaster of the King +Edward VI Grammar School where your Compiler gives lessons in the +English language and drill, in the neighboring town. She had expressed +an urgent curiosity to witness the domestic felicities and the +supposedly eccentric habits of my friends. For it is not to be imagined +that a figure so marked as that of our poet could conceal itself in an +isolated dingle of a Home County without setting a considerable part +of that county agog with curiosity--any more than it is to be imagined +that an usher in a diminutive but immensely ancient public school +could forever stave off from contact with his most intimate friends +the young and agreeable but still imperious wife of his Head. + +But to the alarmed, but only half-expressed remonstrances of your +Compiler--for what, he wondered would Gringoire insist on inserting +into his pages; and wouldn’t his patiently prosecuted work when, if +ever, it saw the light, wouldn’t it have the aspect of a mere rag-bag? +To these alarmed, if only half-expressed remonstrances, Gringoire, +arising to his lean, gray height, announced his immutable programme for +the day. It was by then towards four of a very hot, but fast cooling, +July afternoon. The sunflowers drooped on their stalks, flycatchers +made their curious, interrupted flights into the shining air and back +to the old roof. The cows from the meadow had crowded to the other side +of the quickset hedge, and, rubbing themselves unceasingly to get rid +of flies from their backs made a curious sound like the tearing of thin +paper interspersed with the deep, tranquil sighings of their breaths. +It was in short an English July afternoon--a time when, if ever, men +should sit and ruminate in quiet. + +But there was such a clamor! You would have said that the itch of all +the authors and all the regimental sergeants major had entered into +our friend. Quick, the boy, dozing behind the house, must put in the +mare and go to the station and see if the Bombay duck had come for +the curry. Quick, the maid must bring tea half an hour before that +diminutive creature was accustomed to bring it. Or, no.... She must put +back tea an hour and Madame Sélysette must with her own incomparable +fingers blow three quarts of shandygaff and not forget the lime-juice. +And Madame Sélysette must find the article he had written at Nieppe, +and must put out paper and pens and cut two quills just as he liked +them and come down and entertain Compi--your humble servant the +compiler--and see that no wasps had got under the cabbage-leaves that +covered the syllabubs in the spring and see that the boy did not take +the traces up two holes too short and ... + +Madame Sélysette put her charming and provocative bust out of the +little square window space above and to the left of the porch. + +“You propose to write, my friend?” she asked. “But you swore this +morning that you would send me to Coventry for a week if I did not goad +you into picking the greengages....” + +Gringoire made a sound like “Grrh”, as if the Wolf of the Mountains had +humorously snarled. He said: + +“You have no soul!” She made at him a little grimace and disappeared. +But I could hear their endearments as they met on the sounding little +wooden stairs and felt all the summer regrets of the nearly old +bachelor. + +There was however no rest that afternoon. It was well to have the great +blue three-quart jug of shandygaff on the seat in the porch; it was +agreeable to have Madame Sélysette to one’s self whilst she dotted a +few of the ‘i’s’ and crossed the ‘t’s’ as to the entangled career and +theories of her great man--and there is no better drink of an English +July afternoon than shandygaff that has a little edge of lime-juice +given to it and that since dawn has had all its ingredients cooled +in an ice-cold spring. And there is no pleasanter topic in the mouth +of a gay and tranquil young woman assured of the adoration of her +mate than her expressions of her humorous adoration for Himself and +his crotchets. You reply that the adoration of a lively young woman +expressed to yourself would be more agreeable, but that is not the +case. For lively young women do not express adoration to the faces of +their males; but, failing and replacing that, it is pleasant to sit +in a porch and hearken to adoration of a roaring genius overhead. For +it causes you to have daydreams of a time when you in revenge may sit +in an upper room, with a lively young woman expressing to a third the +adoration that she feels for yourself.... + +But continuously our Gringoire’s voice rumbled from inside his upper +room. Then coming to the window he would shout: + +“Sélysette Sé ... ly ... _sette_.... What is the colloquial English for +...” Some phrase that I did not catch. Or: + +“Sé ... ly ... sette.... _Est-ce que_ ...” And again something that +I did not catch for my French is none of the strongest. But I should +gather that it had something to do with his pots that were on the +stove in the disreputable shanty that he called his cookhouse. For +Madame would enter that erection like Eurydice disappearing into Orcus. +Immediately would come the thunder of Gringoire descending the stairs +as if he had fallen. He too would enter the cookhouse and there would +be the sound of impassioned and farcical altercations. Then Gringoire +would approach the porch with a face that resembled a beet root with +the heat. He would drink a pint of shandygaff at a swallow, exclaim: + +“The stuff’s bilge.... No, I don’t mean the shandygaff. There is no one +like Sélysette for compounding cold drinks. I trained her. I mean my +prose. My prose is bilge....” And he would thunder up the stairs whilst +Madame tranquilly resumed her place. + +Once she asked some questions about Mrs. Carmody and when I said that +lady had the greatest possible admiration for Gringoire and even had +some of his verses by heart she expressed amused relief. “For,” said +she, “there are going to be great storms and dinner won’t be ready till +ten.” + +It wasn’t. + +For, you understand, in the sometimes tranquil, sometimes tempestuous +but always complex nature of my friend, the pride of authorship had +for the moment come uppermost and he was determined to get _his_ prose +into his compiler’s volume. But of late he had only written in French +as he has told you. So he would come to the window and shout to me +the question whether he would be allowed to insert his French prose. +Without waiting for me to answer his question he would shout: “No, of +course you won’t!” and disappear. Then he would shout: + +“But I can’t translate my own damned stuff. In heaven’s name what’s the +English for ... The beastly colloquial English....” + +Towards seven, just when I was thinking that I must go and tidy myself +for the approach of Mrs. Carmody, he appeared before me, dishevelled +and with a mess of written papers dangling from his hands. + +“Here, you,” he exclaimed, “get your reporter’s notebook and come with +me!” + +And, at the bottom of the garden, under the hedge beneath the damson +trees he made me lie down in the grass which was there long and began +to dictate to me. He couldn’t, as he said, translate his own French +prose because his own French was near his heart and his English much +less. You might say that his passions were for English countrysides +and for French prose and here the two met to his confusion. Perhaps it +is impossible to interpret French prose in the long grass beneath an +English quickset hedge. + +In any case Gringoire was distracted as he dictated and I was +distracted, using a shorthand that I almost never employ to take +down his words that he whispered or shouted or intermingled with +ejaculations that I was not intended to record.... And I was the more +distracted because at the top of the garden I could see Mrs. Carmody +and Madame Sélysette carrying implements and provisions for the dinner +from the house door to the little platform beneath the enormous oak +that overshadowed the spring. Those gay young things laughed over their +burdens--for Mrs. Carmody, out of her School House, was at least as gay +as Madame Sélysette. And every time that they laughed Gringoire, lying +in the long grass, groaned and writhed with the whole of his immense +length. I have relegated his French, for which he gave me the copy from +some Swiss magazine, to an appendix. I can only hope that his French is +better than his English version of it. But as to that I am no judge. I +only wish that he had not insisted on my presenting an untidy book to +the world, for in common, I believe, with most readers, I much dislike +appendices. For when on a bookstall I see a book and, examining it, +find appendices at the end, I think either that that is a learned work +for which I am seldom in the mood, having studies enough of my own to +pursue, or that the author is an untidy-minded fellow who has not given +himself the pains to digest and put into his own phraseology matter +that will almost certainly be tedious to read. + +But in this case I have no alternative. The rages of Gringoire are +things that I have no mind to face. Print his lucubrations I must or +there would be the devil to pay. I am not certain that there won’t be +at least a minor fiend to propitiate as it is--I mean when Gringoire +comes to look for his prose and finds it at the end of the volume. + +There certainly was a tremendous row when he discovered that he had +kept the ladies waiting. He howled with rage, sprang to his feet, +rushed into his cookhouse.... + +And the first view that Mrs. Carmody had of a poet for whom, as you +shall discover, she had a real veneration, was rushing along the face +of the house towards the dinner-table beneath the oak. He was hatless, +coatless, his shirt-collar was widely unbuttoned and he was bearing a +huge tray covered with little saucersful of the piquant messes that he +calls _hors d’œuvres_. + +We dined. + +I am, alas, no Brillat Savarin and Gringoire as cook is to say the +least inarticulate. When he is not that he is profane. We had his +_hors d’œuvres_. Then we had his curried lobster. What shall I say +about his curry? + +Do you know the sensation of suddenly leaving the level and swooping +downwards on the little railways you get at Exhibitions or in +fairgrounds? It is like that. You take your first forkful of one of +Gringoire’s inventions with misgivings mingled with anticipations. Then +you are reassured. You say: + +“This is at least supportable. I shall survive this.” + +You take a sip of his white wine. After that it flies. + +But you can’t _believe_ in Gringoire as cook.... I sometimes wonder +if even he believes in himself. I mean, I asked him the other day for +the recipe for his curry, just as, at the beginning of this book, as I +have reported, I tried to extract from him his directions for household +management. The results were even more inarticulate. He said: + +“Oh, you take any old thing--tinned lobster, bully beef, cold +mutton.... And of course you fry ... But curry powder is good for +any dish.... Because of the garlic in it.... And which curry are you +talking about? There are hundreds. The only thing that unites them is +that the curry must be cooked. Don’t you understand? The curry--the +powder--itself must be cooked. For hours and hours. Do you see? No, +you don’t see. How can I remember what I put into the curry for your +friend? Any old thing....” + +I know he hadn’t put in any old thing, though it is probably true that +the chief ingredient of his dish is his fine frenzy. But I remember the +energy he had put into securing the fresh lobsters for that particular +effort--and the special brand of French preserved oysters that he +had had to have for his beefsteak, kidney and oyster pudding which +on that menu followed the curry. The boy had been sent on a bicycle +in one direction, Madame Sélysette and I in the dogcart to Ulpeston, +he himself had borrowed a lift in the baker’s cart and gone to +Storrinton.... No, surely, not any old thing--though he surely believed +what he said.... + +At any rate towards eleven we were contented and he, appeased, sat back +in his chair and talked about poultry foods to Mrs. Carmody, that being +the first time that he had paid her any attention. + +The great boughs of the oak in which there now hung three Chinese +lanthorns--Madame Sélysette loves Chinese lanthorns--the great boughs +of the oak towered quietly up towards the planets, great white moths +appearing and disappearing again into the blackness around the glow +of the lanthorns. The Dog-star hung low on the horizon before us and +the owls called at ten-yard intervals as they flew along the little +stream in the meadow. When they were silent the night-jar churned +intermittently. When we too were silent the little tinkle of the stream +from the spring made itself heard. + +I think that Mrs. Carmody did not much want to talk about poultry +though her white Leghorns had taken many prizes at County or even more +important shows. I think she let the conversation drag purposely. For +suddenly, when we had all been pensive for a minute or two, her voice +said from the shadows: + +“‘I should like to imagine a night...!’” + +Gringoire exclaimed sharply: + +“What? What’s that? Don’t!” + +But Mrs. Carmody said defiantly: + +“I will. Just to pay you.... To show you....” And she began again: + + “‘I should like to imagine + A moonlight in which there would be no machine guns! + For it is possible + To come out of a trench or a hut or a tent or a church all in ruins; + To see the black perspective of long avenues + All silent; + The white strips of sky + At the sides, cut by the poplar trunks; + The white strips of sky + Above, diminishing-- + The silence and blackness of the avenue + Enclosed by immensities of space + Spreading away + Over No Man’s Land.... + + For a minute ... + For ten.... + There will be no star-shells + But the light of the untroubled stars; + There will be no Verey light, + But the light of the quiet moon + Like a swan. + And silence!...’” + +The moon was at that moment just tipping over the ridge of trees before +us. Mrs. Carmody hesitated. + +“‘Then ... a long way ...’” + +The voice of Madame Sélysette said slowly: + +“‘Then far away to the right ...’” + +Mrs. Carmody said: “Thank you!” and continued: + + “‘Then far away to the right thro’ the moonbeams + _Wukka Wukka_ will go the machine guns, + And, far away to the left + _Wukka Wukka_ + And sharply + _Wuk_ ... _Wuk_ ... and then silence + For a space in the clear of the moon.’” + +The impassive face of Gringoire that the moonlight just showed worked +suddenly, the mouth just moving--oh, rather like a rabbit munching. He +said: + +“I wrote that in Nieppe in September ’sixteen....” He added: + +“And it’s pleasant ... you two remembering....” + +He reached out his right hand and took Mrs. Carmody’s left, and his +left and took Madame Sélysette’s right. + +“‘Rest,’” he said with his heavy tired voice, “‘after toil, port after +stormy seas ...’” He paused and added after a moment: “‘Do greatly +please!’” + + +[Footnotes] + +[13] Gringoire particularly asks me to style this chapter as above +because the Eminent Reformer, mentioned in Part I, Chapter VI, once +said that the Writing on the Wall at Belshazzar’s Feast was the first +recorded instance of a Kinematographic production. It seems stupid: but +our friend insists. He also asks me to say that Mme. Prudent’s name was +really _Dutoit_. + +[14] It should be remembered that the military description of “tactics” +is the direction of troops when in contact with the enemy. “Strategy” +includes the direction of all movements that take place outside the +immediate firing line. The conversion of neutral nations into allies +or the cementing of bonds between allies by literary manifestations is +specifically and according to the textbooks a branch of strategy, so +that Gringoire is using the correct military word. + +[15] As far as the compiler has been able to discover, the poet’s +only ground for this diatribe is a review that his last volume of +poems received from the ---- Literary Supplement. In this the reviewer +devotes one line to saying that the volume of poems is the best that +was published during the war and the rest to personal abuse of our +friend--and that is all. Our friend says that this is not cricket. It +probably is not; but one should never say so. + +[16] _Note by Gringoire._ I do not know why I am haunted by the +remembrance of this man. He was killed by the direct hit of a shell. +When I last saw him, he was reading a paper with the spectacles at +the end of his nose like the caretaker at Albert. His tunic--with ten +ribbons!--was open over his fat stomach, and he wore carpet slippers. +He was as brave as a lion and as simple as a sheep: no soul then alive +knew his job better. He was a butcher of Stratford-on-Avon. If he have +left a young son, may the shade of the Divine William guide that young +son’s footsteps gently and humorously through the ways of life! + + + + + ENVOI + + UNE PARTIE DE CRICKET + + BEING A LETTER WRITTEN FROM THE LINES OF SUPPORT + TO CAPITAINE UN TEL AT PARIS. + + +Mon cher Monsieur, Camarade et Confrère, + +C’était derrière le bois de Bécourt, un soir de juillet, et nous étions +en train de jouer au cricket tandis que les obus allemands passaient +au-dessus de nos têtes. Les obus allemands arrivaient, semblant vouloir +crier le mot anglais _weary_,--qui veut dire fatigué,--puis changeant +d’avis, ils disaient--et péremptoirement--_whack_. Mais en jouant au +cricket, on oublie l’orchestre boche: on n’entend plus les obus qui +passent. Nous courions; nous adressions des objurgations au malheureux +qui n’attrapait pas la balle; nous discutions même, parce que les +règles du jeu de cricket--qu’on joue avec une balle de tennis, deux +marteaux et deux caisses de _bully-beef_--sont un peu élastiques. La +pelouse est d’argile, dure et cuite par le soleil presque tropical; en +fait d’herbe nous n’avons que des chardons, pour spectateurs et pour +barrières à la fois, les mulets de transport, alignés. Mais jamais +le cricket international qu’on joue sur le terrain des Lords, dans +le bois de Saint-Jean, n’a été si accidenté ni si émouvant que notre +partie de cricket derrière le bois de Bécourt, ce soir de juillet. Nous +avons crié, gesticulé, discuté, hurlé ... nous, les officiers anglais, +mornes, taciturnes! + +Je vous présente ces considérations en forme de lettre, mon cher ... +j’aurais voulu plutôt écrire un essai, soigné, balancé, bien pensant. +Mais il m’est impossible de ciseler de la prose ces jours-ci. “Que +voulez-vous,”--comme disent nos Tommies,--“c’est la guerre!” J’ai passé +vingt-cinq ans à chercher des cadences, à chasser des assonances, avec +une rage acharnée, comme celle du bon père Flaubert. Mais aujourd’hui +je n’écris que des lettres,--longues, diffuses, banales. L’autre +affaire demande trop de temps, de loisir,--de chance! + +Donc, nous étions en train de jouer au cricket, quand je vis passer +tout près de nous un officier français de ma connaissance,--officier +d’une de ces batteries de 75, admirables, et que, la nuit surtout, +nous avons trouvées tellement réconfortantes, à cause de leur voix +qui roulait sans cesse, à peu de mètres derrière notre dos. C’était +un colosse gris-bleu, aux yeux bruns et sombres, à la moustache brune +et lourde. Il restait là, campé sur ses jambes et sur sa canne, comme +quelque instrument de guerre à trois jambes, silencieux et d’acier. Et +quand je m’approchai de lui, il me dit: + +--_I find that a little shocking. Very shocking!_ (Je trouve ça un peu +shocking. Même très shocking.) + +Il regardait les joueurs de cricket qui continuaient à crier, à +gesticuler et à courir entre les chardons gigantesques et les jambes +des mulets dangereux. Je m’écriai: + +--Au nom du bon Dieu, pourquoi? + +Il ne cessait pas de regarder les joueurs, et réfléchit longtemps avant +de répondre. Et ce fut moi qui, m’impatientant, commençai à parler, et +même à gesticuler. Je disais que nous étions nouvellement sortis des +tranchées; que le jeu donnait la santé, remettait le moral, faisait +oublier la guerre ... que sais-je? Il réfléchissait toujours, et moi je +parlais toujours. Puis enfin, il dit: + +--_I find that this war should be a religion. On coming out the +trenches one should sit--and reflect. Perhaps one should pray_ ... +(Je trouve que cette guerre devrait être conduite en religion. En +sortant des tranchées l’on devrait s’asseoir--et réfléchir. Peut-être +devrait-on prier.) + +Et puis ... je parlai encore longuement sans qu’il répondît autre chose +que: + +--_I find that, all the same._ + +Alors j’éclatai de rire. Car la situation me semblait tout d’un coup +allégorique. Et si vous y pensez, mon cher, vous verrez pourquoi je +riais. C’est parce que c’était lui, le représentant de Cyrano de +Bergerac, qui parlait l’anglais et employait les monosyllabes d’un +lord Kitchener de théâtre; tandis que moi, le représentant de tant de +milords et officiers qui pendant tant de siècles n’ont rien trouvé +de plus à dire que les deux syllabes “O ... ah”,--moi, qui aurais dû +porter monocle et favoris jaunes, j’étais occupé à hurler et à mimer +des phrases d’un français assez incohérent, comme un vrai Tartarin. Et +tous les autres--officiers et O. R.--de mon régiment continuaient à +sauter, à crier et à rire comme des enfants méridionaux. + + * * * * * + +Et, en vérité, le changement est étonnant et quelque peu émouvant. +Nous avons toujours eu l’idée--tout le monde, même le Français a eu +l’idée--que le peuple français, et surtout les officiers et soldats +français étaient gais, débonnaires, loquaces, goguenards,--“bretteurs +et hâbleurs sans vergogne.” Eh bien, j’ai voyagé en permission de +Steenewerck à Paris,--voyage qui dura dix-sept heures. Et, pendant +ces dix-sept heures, quoiqu’il y eût toujours des officiers français +assis dans les voitures, ou debout dans les couloirs du train, le +voyage a été le plus silencieux que j’aie fait de ma vie. Personne ne +parlait. Mais personne! Il y avait des colonels, des commandants, des +capitaines. Et je ne puis croire que ce fût tout à fait de ma faute. +Il est vrai que, partout dans le train, on lisait: “Taisez-vous; +méfiez-vous”,--et le reste. Mais c’eût été impossible que _tous_ ces +messieurs gris-bleus m’eussent attribué les oreilles ennemies dont +parle l’affiche. Je portais l’uniforme khaki. + +Non, certainement, le voyage n’a pas été accidenté. Je vais vous en +raconter les incidents: de Hazebrouck à Calais cinq officiers français, +qui n’échangèrent pas deux mots; de Calais à Abbeville, trente +officiers. Je m’adressai à un capitaine d’artillerie, en grognant que +le train marchait très lentement. Il me répondit en anglais: + +--_Many troops moving!_ + +Et puis, silence! + +A Amiens entre un monsieur en civil. C’était un samedi vers huit +heures du matin, et le train avait l’air de ne vouloir arriver à Paris +qu’après trois heures de l’après-midi. Comme j’avais des affaires à +Paris et que je devais partir le lundi avant six heures, je demandai à +ce monsieur si je trouverais les banques fermées, et les ministères, et +les magasins. Il me répondit qu’il n’en savait rien, qu’il n’était pas +chez lui à Paris. Il allait à Jersey pour prendre possession du corps +d’une jeune fille qui, ayant été noyée à Dieppe, avait flotté jusqu’à +Jersey. _Et lui aussi me répondit en anglais._ + +Il commençait à pleurer tout doucement. + +Et puis ... silence; les officiers regardaient ce monsieur avec des +yeux qui ne disaient rien. Mais ce n’était pas gai! + +A Creil montent deux dames, jolies et bien mises. Elles ont assez +parlé, ces deux-là. Croix-Rouge, œuvres de charité, colonels, familles! +Mais les officiers ne les regardaient jamais. Pas un ne levait les +yeux, quoiqu’elles fussent jeunes, jolies, bien mises.... + +Tandis que, pendant le trajet de Rouen à Albert, nous autres--qui +n’allions pas en permission!--nous avons chanté, parlé aux demoiselles +qu’on voyait sur les perrons; joué au football le long du train; grimpé +sur le toit des voitures. + +J’exagère un peu, naturellement, ces différences. Ce n’est pas un +article que je suis en train d’écrire, c’est une lettre. Mais je +reconte quand même ce que mes yeux ont vu et mes oreilles entendu.... +Et comment l’expliquer? Parce que ce n’est pas assez de dire--comme on +me l’a dit assez souvent--que si, en Angleterre, les Allemands étaient +établis entre York et Manchester, s’ils avaient saisi les industries, +pillé les villes,--et fait ce que font les Boches!--nous aussi, nous +serions tristes, mornes, silencieux. Je ne parle pas de la population +civile de mon pays; je parle de gens dont la vie n’est pas gaie, +qui sont expatriés, loin de leur patrie, et qui souffrent, je vous +l’assure, d’une nostalgie très sincère. Car là-bas, sur la Somme ou +en Belgique, l’on se sent bien oublié, bien abandonné, et très, très +isolé, d’un isolement semblable à l’isolement de ... Eh bien! c’est +comme si l’on était suspendu--nous, quelques millions d’hommes!--sur +un tapis, dans les infinitudes de l’espace. Les routes qui s’étendent +devant nous cessent tout d’un coup, à quelques mètres, dans le _No +Man’s Land_. Et c’est bien triste à contempler, des grand’routes qui +cessent tout d’un coup. Et puis les sentiers par lesquels on est +venu--et qui s’étendent entre soi et son pays--sont des chemins que +l’on ne doit pas traverser.... Et, tout comme un autre, l’on aime +sa femme, sa maison, ses enfants, ses parents, son coin du feu, ses +champs, ses fumiers, ses bœufs et ses bois.... Le soldat français a +cela, au moins, qu’il se bat chez soi! Et c’est quelque chose pour lui, +comme individu. + +Je suppose que c’est pour oublier, non seulement les obus allemands, +mais aussi celles qui nous sont si chères, le coin du feu où nous +avons si souvent devisé, les champs, les fumiers, les bœufs et les +bois,--c’est pour trouver “l’herbe qui s’appelle l’oubli”, que nous +jouons au cricket près de Bécourt, et sortons des tranchées en donnant +des coups de pied à un football qui saute à travers les corps des +hommes tombés, vers les Allemands. Est-ce faiblesse? Est-ce la source +dont nous tirons ce que nous avons de fermeté, de hardiesse, de +courage? Je n’en sais rien. + +Aussi bien que moi, mon cher, vous avez connu la difficulté de +définir exactement et en termes justes les différences, les nuances +des différences, qu’il y a entre des nations. Nous commençons par +développer une théorie--et nous théorisons beaucoup trop tôt; ou bien +nous prenons le contre-pied d’une théorie admise depuis des siècles. +Nous avons eu en Angleterre les caricatures du dix-neuvième siècle, +des guerres de Napoléon I^{er}, qui nous montraient le Français selon +l’imagination populaire anglaise. C’était un coiffeur, mince et affamé, +qui ne mangeait que des grenouilles. Et vous autres, vous aviez votre +John Bull, gros comme un bœuf, le ventre grand comme le ventre d’un +bœuf, et qui dévorait des bœufs entiers. Ou vous aviez le milord qui +se suicidait par pur spleen. Elles étaient stupides, ces caricatures, +mais il m’est impossible de croire qu’elles ne fussent pas sincères. +Les Anglais qui s’étaient battus en France en 1815 avaient cherché ce +qu’ils voyaient--mais ils l’avaient vu. De même pour les Français. + +De même, peut-être, pour moi. J’étais venu d’une Angleterre +émotionnée, couverte, de l’île d’Anglesey jusqu’à North Foreland, +d’affiches patriotiques et coloriées, et puis, de la frontière belge +jusqu’à Paris, j’ai vu une France sans affiches, grise, silencieuse, +préoccupée. Mais pour moi il n’y avait rien de neuf à trouver la France +préoccupée--parce que, pour moi, la France a toujours été la France des +champs, des villages, des bois et des paysans. Et la France des paysans +est une France bien laborieuse, qui travaille sans cesse entre bois et +étangs ou sous les oliviers du Midi. + +Et pour moi la population anglaise a toujours été un peuple des villes. +Or, ce sont les habitants des grandes-villes qui, tout en travaillant +aussi bien que vous voudrez, ont besoin de faire de temps en temps +la noce--chacun selon sa nature. Et c’est peut-être là la raison--la +_causa causans_--des différences entre l’armée française et nous +autres. L’armée anglaise est une armée ouvrière, l’armée française +est une armée plutôt paysanne. Des paysans, et surtout des paysans +français, ont l’habitude de mesurer les sévérités, les nécessités +implacables de la nature. Ils les confrontent sans cesse, pendant +des semaines, des mois, des années. Ils ne peuvent y échapper,--ils +ne peuvent pas s’évader de la contemplation des maux de la vie, des +vents et des vers qui détruisent les récoltes, en prenant des jours +de permission, en faisant des calembours, ou par cet “humour” âcre +et plutôt triste qui est, peut-être, la qualité souveraine du Tommy +anglais. Car inscrire sur un obus qu’on va lancer contre les Boches +les mots “_Love to little Willie_” peut paraître stupide, shocking +à des gens qui n’ont jamais été là-bas. Mais la psychologie humaine +est très compliquée, et il est certain que la lecture d’inscriptions +de ce genre sur les grands obus à côté desquels on passe le long des +chaussées a beaucoup fait pour nous encourager quand nous avons avancé +d’Albert vers La Boisselle. Pourquoi? C’est difficile à dire. C’est +peut-être parce que, les obus étant terribles et funestes, voici un +obus qui est devenu ridicule, joyeux, ou même humain. Car nous sommes +tous anthropomorphistes--et qu’un seul obus puisse se commettre à être +le véhicule d’un jeu d’esprit, cela suffit pour donner à des coeurs +superstitieux l’idée que tous les obus peuvent être un peu moins +surhumains qu’ils n’en ont l’air. Car on a peur des obus. Ce sont les +messagers des dieux qui ont soif, qui se manifestent en sifflant, qui +disent qu’ils sont fatigués, mais qui détruisent, en deux minutes, des +villages, des fumiers, des champs entiers. De même pour la partie de +cricket que nous avons jouée parmi des chardons couverts de poussière +et qui cachaient les ossements des soldats tombés. C’était peut-être +sacrilège, peut-être stupide. + +Mais je vous assure, mon cher, que ce paysage de Bécourt, Fricourt, +Mametz n’était pas joyeux. C’était en juillet, et le soleil laissait +tomber ses rayons sur les vallées larges, sur la poussière qui montait +au ciel, sur les pentes, sur les bois noirs. Mais cette terre ne +riait pas! Elle s’étendait loin, loin; et sous l’horizon bleu-gris +se trouvaient les terrains auxquels personne ne voulait penser. Non, +la nature, là, semblait terrible et funeste--territoire où le Destin +aveugle et implacable devait se manifester à des millions d’êtres. Et +puis nous y avons joué au cricket--et tout de suite ce paysage funeste +et surhumain est devenu ... est devenu un champ de cricket! + +Pour un intellectuel, un terrain restera un terrain, qu’on y voie +en l’air des bombes, des obus ou une balle de tennis. Mais pour +nous autres, un terrain où nous avons joué au cricket devient moins +terrible, et nous y passerons nos jours avec plus de contentement, +malgré les ossements des tombés qui se cachent sous la poussière des +chardons énormes. C’est stupide, c’est sacrilège, si vous voulez. Mais +nous sommes ainsi faits, nous autres qui sortons des grandes villes +pour faire la guerre. Moi, je suis comme cela, j’ai senti comme cela, +là-bas, derrière le bois de Bécourt, par un soir de juillet 1916. + + Et je reste toujours votre affectionné, + G. + +P.S. Et je vous prie de remarquer que toutes les personnes que j’ai +rencontrées entre Steenewerck et Paris parlaient l’anglais. C’est déjà +quelque chose. + + + THE END + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77802 *** diff --git a/77802-h/77802-h.htm b/77802-h/77802-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..840c0f1 --- /dev/null +++ b/77802-h/77802-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,8151 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1"> + <title> + No Enemy | Project Gutenberg + </title> + <link rel="icon" href="images/cover.jpg" type="image/x-cover"> + <style> + +body { + margin-left: 10%; + margin-right: 10%; +} + +h1 { + text-align: center; /* all headings centered */ + font-size: larger; + clear: both; +} + +h2,h3{ + text-align: center; /* all headings centered */ + clear: both; +} + +p { + margin-top: .51em; + text-align: justify; + margin-bottom: .49em; +} + +.larger {font-size: xx-large} +.large {font-size: x-large} + +hr { + width: 33%; + margin-top: 2em; + margin-bottom: 2em; + margin-left: 33.5%; + margin-right: 33.5%; + clear: both; +} + +hr.tb {width: 45%; margin-left: 27.5%; margin-right: 27.5%;} +hr.chap {width: 65%; margin-left: 17.5%; margin-right: 17.5%;} +@media print { hr.chap {display: none; visibility: hidden;} } + +div.chapter {page-break-before: always;} +h2.nobreak {page-break-before: avoid;} + +table { + margin-left: auto; + margin-right: auto; +} + +.tdl {text-align: left;} +.tdr {text-align: right; padding-right: 0.75em;} +.tdc {text-align: center; padding: 0.8em;} + + +.pagenum { /* uncomment the next line for invisible page numbers */ + /* visibility: hidden; */ + position: absolute; + left: 92%; + font-size: small; + text-align: right; + font-style: normal; + font-weight: normal; + font-variant: normal; + text-indent: 0; +} /* page numbers */ + +blockquote { + margin-top: 0; + margin-bottom: 0; + margin-left: 5%; + margin-right: 10%; +} + +.center {text-align: center;} +.right {text-align: right;} +.smcap {font-variant: small-caps;} + +span[title] { + border-bottom: dotted 0.1em;; +} + +/* Footnotes */ + +.footnote {margin-left: 10%; margin-right: 10%; font-size: 0.9em;} + +.footnote .label {position: absolute; right: 84%; text-align: right;} + +.fnanchor { + vertical-align: super; + font-size: .8em; + text-decoration: + none; +} + +/* Poetry */ +/* uncomment the next line for centered poetry */ +.poetry-container {display: flex; justify-content: center;} +.poetry-container {text-align: center;} +.poetry {text-align: left; margin-left: 5%; margin-right: 5%;} +.poetry .stanza {margin: 1em auto;} +.poetry .verse {text-indent: -3em; padding-left: 3em;} + +/* Transcriber's notes */ +.transnote {background-color: #E6E6FA; + color: black; + font-size:small; + padding:0.5em; + margin-bottom:5em; + font-family:sans-serif, serif; +} + +/* Poetry indents */ +.poetry .indent0 {text-indent: -3.0em;} +.poetry .indent20 {text-indent: 7.0em;} + + </style> +</head> +<body> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 77802 ***</div> + + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_1">[1]</span></p> + + +<h1 style="font-size:3em;"> +No Enemy +</h1> + +<p class="center"> +<span class="large">A TALE OF<br> +RECONSTRUCTION</span><br> +<br> +<span class="larger"><i>by</i> Ford Madox Ford</span><br> +<br> +<i>Author of</i><br> +NO MORE PARADES<br> +SOME DO NOT<br> +<i>etc.</i><br> +<br> +<i>New York, 1929</i><br> +THE MACAULAY COMPANY +</p> + +<hr> +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_2">[2]</span></p> + + +<p class="center"> +COPYRIGHT, 1929, BY<br> +THE MACAULAY COMPANY<br> +<br> +PRINTED IN THE U. S. A. +</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_3">[3]</span></p> + + + <h2 class="nobreak" id="To"> + <i>To</i><br> + ESTHER JULIA MADOX FORD + </h2> +</div> + + +<p><i lang="fr">Très, très chère petite Princesse</i>,</p> + +<p>When you shall come to read English—which I hope will +not be too soon—you shall find here adumbrated what the +world seemed like to me just when you were preparing to +enter it ..... a confused old world which your coming rendered +so much clearer and dearer. And as these pages were +written in the expectation of you—and for you!—I have +thought better to leave them exactly as they were, bearing as +they obviously do the traces of sufferings that, thank God, +you never knew. And so, when you come to read them, give +a tender thought to him to whom you have so often written—<span lang="fr" +title="[sic]; printed the same in a later edition">quitoubliejamé +et qui t’aime de tou son coeur et encore beaucoupluss!</span></p> + +<p class="right"> + F. M. F. +</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">New York</span>, 21st June, 1929</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_4">[4]</span></p> + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> + +<div class="chapter"> +<div class="poetry-container"> + <div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">What is love of one’s land?....</div> + <div class="verse indent20">I don’t know very well.</div> + <div class="verse indent0">It is something that sleeps</div> + <div class="verse indent0">For a year, for a day,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">For a month—something that keeps</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Very hidden and quiet and still</div> + <div class="verse indent0">And then takes</div> + <div class="verse indent0">The quiet heart like a wave,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">The quiet brain like a spell,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">The quiet will</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Like a tornado—and that shakes</div> + <div class="verse indent0">The whole of the soul.</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_5">[5]</span></p> +</div> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + <h2 class="nobreak" id="CONTENTS"> + CONTENTS + </h2> +</div> + +<table> + <tbody> + + <tr> + <td colspan="3" class="tdc smcap large">Part One—Four Landscapes</td> + </tr> + <tr style="font-size: x-small"> + <td class="tdr">CHAPTER</td> + <td class="tdl"></td> + <td class="tdr">PAGE</td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">I</td> + <td class="tdl">TO INTRODUCE GRINGOIRE</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_9">9</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">II</td> + <td class="tdl">GARDENS AND FLATS</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_19">19</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">III</td> + <td class="tdl">BLUE OF SWALLOWS’ BACKS</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_39">39</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">IV</td> + <td class="tdl">THE KINGDOMS OF THE EARTH</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_47">47</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">V</td> + <td class="tdl">INTERMEZZO</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_88">88</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">VI</td> + <td class="tdl">JUST COUNTRY</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_118">118</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">VII</td> + <td class="tdl">PLAYING THE GAME</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_129">129</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td colspan="3" class="tdc smcap large">Part Two—Certain Interiors</td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">VIII</td> + <td class="tdl">“MAISIE”</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_147">147</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">IX</td> + <td class="tdl">THE WATER MILL</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_176">176</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">X</td> + <td class="tdl">FROM A BALCONY</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_194">194</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">XI</td> + <td class="tdl">“ROSALIE PRUDENT”</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_222">222</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr">XII</td> + <td class="tdl">THE MOVIES</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_258">258</a></td> + </tr> + + <tr> + <td class="tdr"></td> + <td class="tdl">ENVOI</td> + <td class="tdr"><a href="#Page_293">293</a></td> + </tr> + + </tbody> +</table> + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_6"></a><a id="Page_7"></a>[7]</span></p> +<div class="chapter"> + <h2 class="nobreak" id="PART_ONE"> + PART ONE + <br> + FOUR LANDSCAPES + </h2> +</div> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_8"></a><a id="Page_9"></a>[9]</span></p> +<div class="chapter"> + <h3 class="nobreak" id="I"> + I + <br> + <i>To Introduce Gringoire</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>The writer’s friend Gringoire, originally a poet and +Gallophile, went to the war. Long, gray, lean, unreasonably +boastful as a man and unreasonably modest as +a poet, he was probably not too disciplined as an infantry +officer, but he has survived to inhabit in tranquillity +with the most charming of companions a rural +habitation so ancient, frail and unreal that it is impossible +to think of it otherwise than as the Gingerbread +Cottage you may have read of in the tale of +“Haensel and Gretel.”</p> + +<p>This book, then, is the story of Gringoire just after +... Armageddon. For it struck the writer that you +hear of the men that went, and you hear of what they +did when they were There. But you never hear how +It left them. You hear how things were destroyed, but +seldom of the painful processes of Reconstruction.</p> + +<p>So that your Compiler, taking pencils, tablets and +erasers and availing himself of the singularly open +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_10">[10]</span>hospitality of the poet and his charming meridional +partner, came on many successive Saturday afternoons +from the little old Grammar School where he instructs +classes in English Literature and Physical Development, +to sit in the garden at the feet of Gringoire, +Gallophile, Veteran, Gardener and, above all, Economist, +if not above all Poet.</p> + +<p>We would sit about on rude benches whilst Mme. +Sélysette would bring us shandygaff brewed after a +recipe of Gringoire himself. Then he would talk and +your Compiler make furtive shorthand notes. Above +all Gringoire loved to talk about cooking for he boasted +that he was not only the best but the most economical +cook in the world. How that may be your Compiler +hesitates to say. To eat a meal prepared by Gringoire +was certainly an adventure and when you felt adventurous +had its titillations. But only Mme. Sélysette +who had accompanied him into his English wilds from +the distant South could have told you whether Gringoire +was as economical in his cuisine as he professed +to be. For he swore that the saviour of society in the +end would be the good but excellently economical +cook.</p> + +<p>But Mme. Sélysette, dark, alert and with exquisitely +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_11">[11]</span>pencilled brows and as loyal as she was goodhumored, +never got beyond saying that in his culinary furies +Gringoire needed at least three persons—whom I took +to be herself, the diminutive maid and the almost more +diminutive stable boy—to clear up after he had boiled +an egg.</p> + +<p>How Gringoire proposed to save the world by intensive +kitchen gardening and exquisite but economical +cookery may appear hereafter. His years in the trenches +had taught him one thing—to be an eccentric economist, +<i lang="it">in petto</i>, since he regarded himself as an extinct +poet and proposed to live on his minute army pension. +And I think his ambition really was to teach persons +forced to live on minute incomes how to lead graceful, +poetic and pleasant lives and so to save the world.</p> + +<p>Thus it would perhaps have been better could your +Compiler have provided you with a work useful to +young couples contemplating matrimony on ten shillings +a week ... or a month ... or a year. That +would have been an enterprise certainly to gladden +the heart of Gringoire. Or it might have been better +had it taken the form of a Cottager Cookery Book or +a Cottager’s Guide to Gardening or the Keeping of +Goats instead of the war-reminiscences of a contemplative +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_12">[12]</span>and sensitive soul. Yes, to be sure that would have +been better. One can only console one’s self that when +it comes to war-reminiscences the contemplative and +sensitive soul has been little represented. So, for the +matter of that, has the poetic but economical chef.</p> + +<p>But the present writer, alas, has not the excellent—but +<em>so</em> meticulous!—mind that will let him sit down +and write <em>many</em> paragraphs such as that following this +one. Neither has Gringoire the patience to dictate to +the writer details of his methods. The most he has +done is to let his Boswell into his frame of mind. We +once, together, got as far as this:</p> + +<p>“<i>Chops, Mutton, to deal with.</i></p> + +<p>“<i>Fritto Misto</i>: Stock: Mixed Meats <i lang="fr">en casserole</i>.</p> + +<p>“Take two chops. Pare off <em>all</em> the fat till you have +two <i lang="fr">noisettes de mouton</i>. Save each particle of meat +and each particle of fat from the tail ends of the chops, +separate, but as zealously as you preserve every memory +of your well-beloved. You will then have four little +divisions: two <i lang="fr">noisettes</i> for the <i>Fritto Misto</i>; two chop +bones for stock; a little pile of fat for rendering down; +a little pile of fragments of meat. Place the bones immediately +in a small casserole of water, with salt, two +bay leaves, pepper, one leaf of sage, and rice if you +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_13">[13]</span>like. It will help you if you tie the bones together with +a piece of string having a long end so that you may +pull them out. Let this simmer for thirty-six hours.⁠<a id="FNanchor_1_1" href="#Footnote_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</a> +Have ready also six roots of salsify; one-half pound of +French beans; one-half pound of cooked peas; and one +pound of potatoes, cut into slices. (All these vegetables +should be cooked ready. It will improve matters if the +peas are <em>very</em> young and boiled in syrup.) Also two +tomatoes sliced in halves, the meat of two rashers of +bacon, and a few mushrooms, and half a dozen sprigs +of parsley. (The bacon fat must be saved for rendering +down.) Also two slices of bread half an inch thick. +Have ready also a large pie dish half filled with water.</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_1_1" href="#FNanchor_1_1" class="label">[1]</a> This is the result of the Army. I do not believe that Gringoire ever +simmers his bones for thirty-six hours. But in the Army it was woe to +the Colonel whose bones did not simmer for thirty-six hours or who did +not say so when an apoplectic gentleman with a blue hat-band came +around. The Colonel would lose his battalion, his D.S.O., and the esteem +of his fellow men.</p></div> + +<p>“Now take an earthenware frying pan with a white +glazed lining. Put in sufficient frying fat to fill this to +three-quarters of its depth when boiling. Set this on +the fire and bring the fat to the boil. (Boiling fat will +be absolutely still—stiller than any waters at even; as +still as is Madame Sélysette when, in the same room, +Gringoire is writing. It will have ceased to bubble, and, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_14">[14]</span>above its surface, will float a filmy wreath of bluish +vapor. You may test it by dropping in a piece of bread +crumb. If this becomes crisp in sixty seconds, your fat +will be ready for what follows.)</p> + +<p>“As soon as the fat boils, drop in your two slices of +bread, which will be large enough later to support the +<i lang="fr">noisettes</i> and which will be trimmed to improve +their appearance. During that minute, place in a frying +basket your two <i lang="fr">noisettes</i> of mutton and the sliced +cold potatoes. (Gringoire likes his fried potatoes not +too crisp. Those who like them biscuit-wise should fry +them in the basket for a quarter of an hour longer than +the mutton.) Take out from the frying fat the slices +of bread, let them drip into the fat, place them handy +on a clean plate ... <em>D—n it, that’s enough!</em>”</p> + +<p>The reader will understand that at this point my +friend Gringoire ceased dictating and ceased violently. +Thus a Gringoire cookery book cannot be compiled. +For, though Gringoire will cook for hours and hours +if visitors are expected, and though he will talk, equally +for hours and hours, about eating, about digestion, +about French, Italian, and even German cookery as +they affect the emotions, he finds it tiresome to tie +down his mind to the recording of processes.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_15">[15]</span></p> + +<p>It is the same with gardening; the keeping of goats, +ducks, chickens; the training of dogs, cats, and horses. +He will spend hours in meditating over his onion +bed.</p> + +<p>And then Madame Sélysette will call from the bedroom +window of the Gingerbread Cottage:</p> + +<p>“I do <em>love</em> to see you, Gringoire, pottering about and +pretending to be busy.” For Gringoire will have risen +at 6:30 and will have done something with hoes, +spades, trowels, lines, and other paraphernalia. But he +will have thought more. For the rotation of crops on +a quarter of an acre of sandy soil that has to be at +once a formal garden and the main food supply of a +couple, of the tiniest income—that is a subject for endless +thought.</p> + +<p>It is a subject also for endless economies, schemes, +calculations. The calculations concern manure—for the +accounts of agriculture are the most complicated of +accounts. You may show a loss on the fattening of an +ox, a chicken, a goat, a duck, or a pig—and yet its +droppings may so enrich your land as to give you +actually a handsome balance of profit. Or again a crop +may appear superabundant, little palatable, or unattractive—but, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_16">[16]</span>fed to one animal or another, it will beautifully +adorn your board on Christmas day.</p> + +<p>So in the Gingerbread Cottage—and it is, in all but +looks, a very bad cottage, with a roof that leaks, walls +that used to drip with damp, cupboards that, till the +advent of Gringoire, smelled of mold and bred the +very largest spiders that can be imagined—Gringoire +pursues at once his economies, his meditations, and his +career as a poet.</p> + +<p>But he is only able to be communicative as to his +meditations. If Madame Sélysette asks him how to +make <i lang="fr">potage</i> this or that, he says: “Oh, throw in any +old thing.” Or again! This spring the writer overheard +the following dialogue between him and a small boy +who was weeding whilst he dug.</p> + +<p>“What is the most important thing in gardening, +boy?”</p> + +<p>“Manure, sir.”</p> + +<p>“What is the next most important thing?”</p> + +<p>“Tools, sir.”</p> + +<p>“And the next?”</p> + +<p>“Money to buy seeds, sir.”</p> + +<p>“Wrong in every particular,” said Gringoire in a +terrible voice. “The first thing is brains; and the second +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_17">[17]</span>thing is brains; and the third thing is brains. Do +you understand?”</p> + +<p>The boy said, “Yes, sir.” But one may doubt if he +was really much wiser. And Gringoire continued somewhat +as follows: “I have no manure, no tools, and no +money—but you will see in the autumn that I shall +have the most productive garden in the country!”</p> + +<p>From which it will appear that Gringoire has some +of the characteristics of a Southern origin. Today his +garden would not at all points impress a French gardener—but +in some it would. For, in his youth Gringoire +sat under the great Professor Gressent, Professor +of the Potager Moderne, at the Sorbonne in Paris. +From him he learned that thought, devotion to the +task, and any bit of metal on the end of a stick shaped +like a hoe will take the place of manure, tools, and +money. For Professor Gressent, during one session, +used to commence every lecture by ordering his pupils +to inscribe on their tablets the mystical sentence: “<i lang="fr">Trois +fois biner vaut deux fois engraisser.</i>”</p> + +<p>And when his Boswell, the writer, asked him the +other day how he got his results, he answered:</p> + +<p>“By trying to establish what that old fool Tolstoi +called the Kingdom of God within me!”</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_18">[18]</span></p> + +<p>The writer took him to mean that it is the spirit in +which a job is attacked that alone can sanctify the job—and +that, in that way, the godly grow fat at the +expense of the unrighteous. Before the war Gringoire +was an ordinary poet, such as you might see in Soho +or in various foreign underground haunts by the +baker’s dozen, eating nasty meats, drinking nasty +wines, usually in nasty company. How the war +changed his heart is here recorded.</p> + +<p>This is therefore a Reconstructionary Tale.</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_19">[19]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="II"> + II + <br> + <i>Gardens and Flats</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>“I wonder,” Gringoire⁠<a id="FNanchor_2_2" href="#Footnote_2_2" class="fnanchor">[2]</a> began one evening, “if my experience +of landscape during the war has been that of +many people....”</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_2_2" href="#FNanchor_2_2" class="label">[2]</a> “Gringoire.” This is not of course, our poet’s name, but a nickname +earned actually at school. There is a story by Alphonse Daudet, +in “Lettres de Mon Moulin,” called the “Chèvre de M. Séguin,” which +relates how in the end the wolf ate Mr. Séguin’s goat. This story, in +the form of a letter, is addressed to a poet, one Gringoire, and is meant +to show that though a poet may struggle all his life against poverty, in +the end the wolf, starvation, will get him. At Gringoire’s school the +Sixth Form were studying French from the “Lettres de Mon Moulin,” +and since even at that date Gringoire wrote poems, his kindly schoolmates +learned the name and so bestowed it upon him—as it has been +bestowed on many out-at-elbowed literati.</p></div> + +<p>It was an evening in spring. Gringoire had not been +very long established in his cottage—which, because +of the nature of the poet himself and of the poet’s +adventurous establishment, the writer automatically +styles in his mind the Gingerbread Cottage. Gringoire, +with a spirit of hospitality that was large and open +rather than either considered or calculating, had invited +a party of London friends to share his Easter +with him. During the day he rushed about a great +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_20">[20]</span>deal, cooking highly flavored dishes of a ragout type, +on paraffin stoves, washing up, sweeping, gardening, +gathering unusual wild herbs for salads, so that he was +busy, and we of the party saw little of him.</p> + +<p>Fortunately it was fine. For at that date the Gingerbread +Cottage let in water like a sieve through the roof, +the floor, the rough walls. Great holes indeed gaped +in the plaster of the ceilings. But he had whitewashed +the walls, stuck pots on shelves, improvised a couch +out of his camp bed, and lit fires of sticks in the sitting +room. So in the evenings we sat and listened to his +talking.</p> + +<p>For Gringoire was a conversationalist. Like most +dynamic, overwhelming, and energetic poets, he had +not the patience to listen to the remarks of his fellows +or to answer. He would be silent most of the day. But +toward evening, as like as not, he would suddenly +suspend all his activities, and with very possibly a hair-sieve +or a trowel in his hand, gesticulating too, he +would begin to talk.</p> + +<p>As a house party the Easter experiment was not a +success for all of us. Gringoire had hardened himself +in Flanders; the rest had not. But since, as a byproduct +of the experience, Madame Sélysette had consented +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_21">[21]</span>to share and adorn his lot, Gringoire had his reward. +And the writer secured these records of his +monologues:</p> + +<p>“I wonder,” then, he asked on one of these evenings, +“if my experience of landscape during the war has +been that of many people.” And without waiting he +continued much as follows: “For I may say that before +August, 1914, I lived more through my eyes than +through any other sense, and in consequence certain +corners of the earth had, singularly, the power to stir +me.” But from the moment when, on the 4th of +August, 1914, the Germans crossed the Belgian frontier +“near a place called Gemmenich,” aspects of the earth +no longer existed for him.</p> + +<p>The earth existed, of course. Extending to immense +distances of field-gray; dimly colored in singularly +shaped masses, as if the colors on Mercator’s projection +had been nearly washed out by a wet brush. Stretching +away, very flat, silenced, in suspense, the earth—<i lang="la">orbis +terrarum veteribus notus</i>—seemed to await the oncoming +legions, gray too, but with the shimmer of gold +standards that should pour out from that little gap, +“near a place called Gemmenich,” and should obscure +and put to shame all the green champaign lands of the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_22">[22]</span>world, as the green grass of meadows is put to shame +and obscured by clay, water pouring through a gap in +a dike. That was the earth.</p> + +<p>There were no nooks, no little, sweet corners; there +were no assured homes, countries, provinces, kingdoms, +or races. All the earth held its breath and waited.</p> + +<p>“And it is only today,” my friend went on, “that I +see again a little nook of the earth; it forms the tiniest +of hidden valleys, with a little red stream that buries +itself in the red earth beneath the tall green of the +grass and the pink and purple haze of campions, the +occasional gold of buttercups, the cream of meadowsweet. +The plants in the garden wave in stiffness like +a battalion on parade—the platoons of lettuce, the +headquarters’ staff, all sweet peas, and the color company, +which is of scarlet runners. The little old cottage +is under a cliff of rock, like a gingerbread house from +a Grimm’s fairy tale; the silver birches and the tall +pines confront it; the sunlight lies warmer than you +could imagine in the hollow, and a nightingale is running +in and out of the bean-stalks. Yes, a nightingale +of midsummer that has abandoned the deep woodland +and runs through the garden, a princess turned housekeeper, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_23">[23]</span>because it has young to feed. Think of noticing +that!”</p> + +<p>During the four years that the consciousness of the +war lasted, he had noticed only four landscapes and +birds only once—to know that he was noticing them—for +themselves. Of course, one has memories of aspects +of the world—but of a world that was only a background +for emotions.</p> + +<p>Even, for instance, when one saw poor Albert, by +some trick of mnemonics, from the lettering of the +huge word “Estaminet” across the front of a battered +house in the Place where, in the blinding sunlight, +some Australian transport men were watering their +mules, and one recognized it for a place one had visited +twenty years before and had forgotten—even when +one saw the remains of the garden where, twenty years +before, we had waited whilst our lunch of omelette, +cutlets, and salad was prepared, or even when one saw +the immense placard with “Caution” erected in the +center of the white rubbish and white rubble of the +Place, or the desecrated statue of the Madonna, leaning +in an abandoned attitude from the church tower—even +then one was so preoccupied, so shut in on one’s self, +that these things were not objects that one looked at +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_24">[24]</span>for themselves. They were merely landmarks. Divisional +Headquarters, one had been told, was behind the +N.E. corner of the Place, the notice-board was to the +N.E. of one’s self, therefore one must pass it to reach +Divisional Headquarters. It was Headquarters one +wanted, not the storing of the mind with observed +aspects.</p> + +<p>So Gringoire had four landscapes, which represent +four moments in four years when, for very short intervals, +the strain of the war lifted itself from the +mind. They were, those intermissions of the spirit, +exactly like gazing through rifts in a mist. Do you +know what it is to be on a Welsh mountain side when +a heavy mist comes on? Nothing remains. You are +there by yourself.... And the only preoccupation +you have with the solid, invisible world is the boulders +over which you stumble and the tufts of herbage that +you try to recognize as your path. Then suddenly the +mist is riven perpendicularly, and for a moment you +see a pallid, flat plain stretching to infinity beneath +your feet and running palely to a sea horizon on a +level with your eyes. There will be pale churches, pale +fields, and on a ghostly channel the wraiths of scattered +islands. Then it will be all gone.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_25">[25]</span></p> + +<p>It was just so with the three or four landscapes that +my friend saw during the war. There was the day in +1915 when Kensington Gardens suddenly grew visible. +There were Guardsmen turning in fours, with some +Guardee form of drill that is not usual to the Infantry. +There were motor transport wagons going cautiously +down the Broad Walk—parts of the familiar train of +the war. And then, suddenly, there were great motionless +trees, heavy in their summer foliage, blue-gray, +beneath a very high sky; there was the long, quiet part +of the palace; the red brick, glowing in the sun, the +shadows of the windows very precise and blue. And +Gringoire thought that old, stiff marionettes, rather +homely courtiers and royalties, might step out of the +tall windows onto the lawns and, holding tasseled +canes to their lips, bow, pirouette and make legs, till +the long chestnut wigs brushed the stiff rosebushes. +Not <em>very</em> gallant; not <em>very</em> royal. No Rois Soleils or +Princesses Lointaines but a Court nevertheless, whispering +mercilessly, intriguing, smiling, betraying, +much as in Versailles, only a little more rustically, in +front of the old, homely Dutch orangery.</p> + +<p>Then the curtain closed again; the weight once more +settled down. The trees again became the foreground +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_26">[26]</span>and there was the feeling that Gringoire could never +get away from—that they would be personally humiliated, +shamed, abashed; as if they would wrathfully +bow or avert their heads if ever field-gray troops passed +down the Broad Walk, or the park keeper at the gates +wore a Uhlan uniform! That was in the early days of +the war—August, 1915, I think. The feeling that there +might be an invasion was still, and was strong, in the +air. There was no knowing, still, where the dam might +give way and the mud-colored tide pour toward +us. And somehow Gringoire figured it coming from +the W. by S.W. from the direction of Kew and Fulham: +high, gray, reaching from the legions on the +ground to the gray airships towering on high—a solid, +perpendicular wave of humiliation like the tidal wave +of which one reads—of humiliation for the trees and +the very grass.</p> + +<p>“I wonder,” Gringoire asked again that evening, “if +other people had, like myself, that feeling that what +one feared for was the land—not the people but the +menaced earth with its familiar aspect. And I wonder +why one had the feeling. I dare say it was just want of +imagination: one couldn’t perhaps figure the feelings +of ruined, fleeing and martyred populations. And yet, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_27">[27]</span>when I had seen enough of those, the feeling did not +alter. I remember that what struck me most in ruined +Pont de Nieppe, by Armentières, was still the feeling +of abashment that seemed to attach to furniture and +wall-paper exposed to the sky—not the sufferings of +the civilian population, who seemed to be jolly enough—or +at any rate sufficiently nonchalant—with booths +erected under ruined walls or in still whole cottages, +selling fried fish to the tanneries. No! what struck me +as infinitely pathetic was lace curtains: for there were +innumerable lace curtains, that had shaded vanished +windows, fluttering from all the unroofed walls in the +glassless window-frames. They seemed to me to be +more forlornly ashamed than any human beings I +have ever seen. Only brute beasts ever approach that: +old and weary horses, in nettle-grown fields; or dogs +when they go away into bushes to die.”</p> + +<p>He went on to say that perhaps prisoners of war had +it too. The Germans certainly seemed to. But he had, +naturally, never seen any of our own people in that +condition. They are represented to us as remaining +erect and keeping most of their <i lang="fr">esprit de corps</i>. That +may be why, in August, 1915, it was difficult to think +of the sufferings of our possibly invaded peoples but +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_28">[28]</span>only of the humiliation of desecrated herbage and +downlands.</p> + +<p>“I don’t know.” And Gringoire meditated as if +neither I nor Mme. Sélysette were in the room. “Perhaps +I am lacking in human sympathy or have no +particular cause to love my fellow men. But at any +rate, at that moment, the feeling of dread that those +gray-blue, motionless trees under the high sky might, +under heavens more lowering, feel that final humiliation—that +feeling was so strong that I remember it still +as a pain. Nay, in the remembrance, I feel it so strongly +that it is still a pain, like that of an old, deep cicatrized +wound. For of course, it would have connoted that the +broad and the small fields, copses, spinneys, streams, +and heaths, stretching away to the quiet downs and +the ultimate sea, would have felt that tread of mailed +and alien heels.” He remembered looking up to the +sky in an agony. And then he became again interested +in the Guards at drill beneath the trees—whose dressing +never altered. Why did they turn in fours at the +command “Left turn” when they were in column of +route? Why didn’t they form two deep? They were +not doing sentry drill or any form of ceremonial that +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_29">[29]</span>the ordinary Infantry practice. The command was not: +“In fours: left turn.”</p> + +<p>So the workaday frame of mind came back—and +we carried on.</p> + +<p>On hearing of the death of Lord Kitchener, he had +another short moment. “I don’t know,” he wrote this +in a letter, “whether the news had anything to do +with it. I suppose it had. I will tell you. I was being +motored to Dunmow Station, and when the car arrived +at that little shanty, the stationmaster, whom I +remember as quite an old man, came to the car-stop +and just said: ‘Lord Kitchener has been drowned.’ He +appeared quite expressionless, and I remember that +both my companion and I laughed. I should say that +I even laughed loudly. In those days and frames of +mind, one reached, as it were, down to jokes obtaining +only amongst rather simple people—and the joke underlying +the idea of the drowning at sea of a man so +supported by a whole land might have been quite +ingenious in idea—like some joke of the reign of +Queen Anne involving the raising of the sea above the +dome of St. Paul’s.</p> + +<p>“But he succeeded in assuring us that Lord Kitchener +had been drowned. ‘The Field Marshal Commanding +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_30">[30]</span>in Chief had been last seen on the nearly +vertical deck, following a member of his staff.’—A +good death for the man who had saved his land—and +Europe.</p> + +<p>“For speaking not as an expert speaks but still as a +student of the temper of war and the <i lang="fr">moral</i> of what +in the Army is called ‘the men’ I have no hesitation in +saying—and I don’t apologize for saying here—that +without the figure of Lord Kitchener the British Army +would have remained negligible in numbers and would +have taken a very small part in the war. And I suppose +that, without the British Army, the war could hardly +have been maintained to a successful conclusion.”</p> + +<p>At any rate, that was the way in which it appeared +to Gringoire with a mind suddenly jumped into attending +to this shocking fact from the designing of an +aiming card for the Ross Rifle. For in those days it +was his province to instruct in the use of that weapon +nine hundred returned British Expeditionary Force, all +time-serving men, and in consequence the toughest +customers you could imagine. Indeed, it is difficult to +imagine them.</p> + +<p>They had every guile from a military point of view. +They were adepts in absences, swingings of the lead, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_31">[31]</span>drunks, excuses, barrack-breakings, cheerful lies, and +a desperate determination not to exhibit any glimmerings +of intelligence, let alone any proficiency, in the +use of any kind of weapon, let alone the Ross Rifle, +which was a gimcrack concern at the best, with aperture +sights and fittings like watch springs and innumerable +ways of being put out of order. And you could +put your nose in half and get yet another month in +hospital as easy as winking by pulling back the bolt in +any sort of rapid practice.</p> + +<p>They lived—these desperadoes—in a tumble-down +skating rink, and they exercised amongst the backyards +and dust-bins of a great city, and such was the moral +atmosphere of the shadowy and stifling vault in which +this kind of khaki lived that when, at Easter, Gringoire +proposed to bring in a priest to hear the confessions of +the Roman Catholics with more convenience to them, +the men sent three R.C. sergeants as a deputation to +him. They said the rink was not a fitting place for a +priest to see. And every one of them promised to walk +three miles to confession and to perform all his Easter +duties faithfully sooner than that a priest should see +them as they lived.</p> + +<p>A great cavern of a place that was, laid out in stalls +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_32">[32]</span>like a cattle market, where the officers labored intolerably +filling up innumerable forms with an immense +sense of pressure and of striving with tough +men. A great sense of pressure. And he would walk +up and down in front of the worst-dressed line that +had ever been imagined—a fantastic line, for not one +of the nine hundred professed to be able to stand +straight on his legs—and Gringoire would exclaim +gloomily and in alternation: “Thank God we’ve got a +Navy” or: “Lord Kitchener says the war’s going to last +another three years; hang me if you blighters will +wangle out of going back to France.” Whereupon there +would be groans down the line and a near-drunk man +would whisper: “Good ol’ Kitchener!”</p> + +<p>It was out of that horseshoe-cavern of gloom in +whose shafts of vaporous and disinfectant-colored lights +moved these troublesome green-brown shapes that he +had come for a very brief period of leave in a world +that, again, included lawns, afternoon teas, standard +roses, tall rooms, servants—not batmen, but with caps +and aprons—pianolas—and no one, really, to clean +one’s belt; as well as discussions of that higher, wilder, +finer strategy, in which, in one’s capacity of a more or +less professional student of tactics, one was so decidedly +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_33">[33]</span>at a loss. Or perhaps it wasn’t immediately from the +cavern that he had come; perhaps it was from the +Chelsea Course. But there, amongst the Guards, the +Kitchener “note” rang truer and cleaner and more +insistently. And at any rate, he was certainly going +back to that atmosphere of strain and rush; into the +desperate effort to teach thousands and thousands +bayonet fighting, gas tactics, measures against venereal +disease, sentry drill, dugout building, why they were +going to fight, how to manufacture grenades out of +jam-tins, the history of the regiment, and <i lang="fr">esprit de +corps</i>—and doing it all in desperate and bewildered +haste, with the aid of sacks, hairpins, can-openers and +Japanese rifles with the wrong sort of bayonets, under +the auspices of an orderly room driven mad by endless +reproofs from brigades, divisions, the War Office, the +civilian police, Boards of Agriculture, county asylums, +parents whose sons had enlisted too young, and young +women who had married privates too often married +already.... But coming from it or not, Gringoire +was certainly going back to it and, in its desperate and +fleeting atmosphere, the idea of Lord Kitchener was +the one solid thing onto which our poor poet could +catch.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_34">[34]</span></p> + +<p>So the stationmaster made it plain that Lord +Kitchener was dead.</p> + +<p>It was just one of those situations in which one +thinks nothing—a change in the beat of the clock. +Gringoire was sitting in the little open shed of a waiting-room, +the only idea present in his mind being +that his crossed legs were stuck stiffly out in front of +him, their weight upon his left heel and both hands +in his breeches pockets. Nothing whatever! Absolutely +nothing! No war: an empty mind; a little open shed +with benches; a hatchway in one plank wall where +they served out tickets; a bit of platform; a high, brick +signal-box with clocks or things ticking; a brick house, +no doubt the stationmaster’s.... The whole world, +that was! And noiseless; and immobile. There was no +France on the horizon; no English Channel. There +was no awaiting of Zeppelins; there was no Right or +Wrong.</p> + +<p>And so the veil lifted for a second. The flat lands of +Essex were there, stretching out; flat fields; undistinguished +beneath a dull sky. He speculated on the +crops; on the labor it took to the acre to put in those +cabbages; on the winds that must sweep across the +comparatively hedgeless spaces. The ground looked +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_35">[35]</span>like a good clay. Plenty of heart in it, no doubt they +would say in auctioneer’s advertisements. But, on the +whole, an unsmiling, foreign land. Not Kent or Sussex, +but “the Sheeres.” If one settled down here, one +wouldn’t know the postman, the tax collector, the old +standers, the way they trimmed the hedge rows, the +habits of the soil, or the course of the months, the +brooks, the birds, the breed of sheep, the gossip, the +local history—or the dead. A friendless, foreign country, +the Essex Flats....</p> + +<p>And the southeastern saying came up into Gringoire’s +mind: “You see yon man: he cooms from Sussex. +He sucked in silliness with his mother’s milk and +’s been silly ever since. But never you trust a man from +the Sheeres!”... It is Kent and Sussex against the +world—just as no doubt it is Essex and Hertford; and +Somerset and Devon; the North and East Riding and +Durham and Cumberland and Denbigh and Flint, +against the world—and it’s <em>never</em> safe to put long straw +under potatoes when you dig them in, trusting to the +wet to rot it. At that point Gringoire remembered in +1899 buying some special seed, called, I think, “1900,” +out of compliment to the coming century. He paid a +big price; one hundred twenty shillings the hundredweight, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_36">[36]</span>I think. And he dunged them beautifully with +rather long straw and artificial manure. But a long, +long dry season came, and the Kentish land sloped to +the south, and the straw dried, and the artificial +manure never soaked down. He didn’t get a quarter of +a ton to the quarter acre.</p> + +<p>On the other hand, under maize, if you can water +heavily once or twice, long straw arranged in trenches, +like pipes, is rather a good wheeze. It holds the water +to the roots and maize will do with a topsoil like fire +if the roots are cool. In 1899 Gringoire got some wonderful +ears of sweet corn. And, toasted on the cob and +buttered after toasting...!</p> + +<p>He changed heels under the puttees and considered +his garden in Kent. He was going to try growing +potatoes from seeds—not from seed-potatoes, but from +the little seeds that form in the green berries. And he +was going to put a light, whitewashed paling behind +the sweet corn, on the north—to reflect the rays of the +sun. It should ripen the cob three weeks earlier!...</p> + +<p>The Essex flats became again, slowly, visible land, +planted with war-food. An airplane was going toward +Bishop Stortford; the train was overdue because a unit +was entraining up the line—once again every fact in +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_37">[37]</span>the world was just a part, just a side light of the +immense problem. Once again nothing existed just for +itself. Trains were carriers of men and munitions. +Stretched-out legs were encased in puttees, put in +military boots; servant girls travelling with horn-handled +black umbrellas and elastic boots were going +to see their boys off at Waterloo; old farmers with +white side whiskers were explaining why they had +kept all six sons at home—in defiance of the gaze of +Lord Kitchener that looked at them six times in that +wee small station. And railway fares were going to be +increased for civilians!</p> + +<p>I have little doubt that what, at that moment and +for that minute space of time, had set our poet intent +on planting potatoes and seed corn—perfectly certain +that he was going straight down into Kent to plant +potatoes in rows and sweet corn in hills—was that his +unconscious mind was certain that the war was done +and over with that death in the North Sea. I do not +mean to say that he thought it—or even that he was +conscious that something inside thought it for him. +His surface-mind thought certainly of Essex, of Kent +and Sussex; the subconscious mind seemed to be aware +that his puttees were badly put on, that he had mislaid +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_38">[38]</span>his warrant in one of several pockets—he had a vague +consciousness of South Wales, blue mountains, like +Japanese clouds. But some deeper center still was +probably appalled and benumbed and was saying:</p> + +<p>“Now the war is finished and lost. Now, ‘<i>appry la +gair finny</i>’ as the Tommies say, <i lang="fr">je vais planter mes +choux comme un maître d’école</i>.” There seemed to be +nothing left but to plant out a kitchen garden.</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_39">[39]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="III"> + III + <br> + <i>Blue of Swallows’ Backs</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>Well, by the evening of his next monologue, Gringoire +had planted out his kitchen garden; the onions, +the lettuces, the carrots, the kohl-rabi, the spinach were +aligned; that battalion was parading in full strength. +Moreover, in a bed from which he had just removed +spinach and onions, there were twenty little potato +plants, grown from little seeds: under a twenty-foot +quick-set hedge, beautiful and close like a wall, the +sweet corn was already up to the hips. The long straws, +like pipes, ran in a trench under the corn hills; the +deluge of water, warmed because it comes from a dip +on which the sun blazes all day, washed the deep roots; +the nightingale was running in and out of the beanstalks; +the swallows were throwing themselves through +the air; over the low brick the sun was setting on the +longest day of the year, and, D.S.G., the war was over +and done. No longer D.H.Q., Bn.H.Q., M.L.E., +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_40">[40]</span>T.M.B.—but just D.S.G.! To God alone be the glory +in the quiet garden evening.</p> + +<p>“I will tell you a curious thing,” said Gringoire in +June, “but in gardens amongst woods, beside streams, +there are so many curious things to tell of that I don’t +know where to begin! I am like a child with the +largest coin it has ever possessed outside a hundred entrancing +shops. I began talking the other day with the +idea of describing four landscapes—the great guns +from Portsmouth now remind me, though I have +written of only two, of yet a fifth.”</p> + +<p>We—Gringoire and the writer—had been for a slow +walk, round three sides of a patch of heath. A man, +leaning over a white gate, with a thin, red face, a blue +suit and some very bright regimental tie, just said: +“The telegram’s up in the post office. It’s official!” And, +speaking of it that evening in the warmth of the +garden beside the hammock of Mme. Sélysette, +Gringoire said:</p> + +<p>“I assure you, on my honor, that the whole landscape, +the commonplace, friendly landscape of elms, +rather backward wheat, heather, gorse, and park-wall +suddenly changed. It was as if the focus of the camera +had suddenly clicked, readjusted itself—as if it grew—though +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_41">[41]</span>before one hadn’t known it for anything but +all that was possible of tranquillity, breadth, security, +and peace—grew quieter, calmer, broader, more utterly +secure and inviolable. English country!</p> + +<p>“I don’t know: there’s nothing to it, really. A spray +of dog-roses; a whitethroat dropping over the hedge; +some gorse; the long, rolling land; the high skies and +clouds above the downs.... Well, it is one stage more +toward a forever of security, of that being forever inviolable +that one prays may be its portion. A great +stage forward.”</p> + +<p>For coming home and sitting behind irregular, all +but too old lattice, giving onto a deep wall of verdure, +we had heard suddenly the heavy guns through the +voices of birds.... And Gringoire said later that, at +the sound of those distant guns through the overwhelming +orchestra of birds, he had seen distinctly, +against the warm brick of the house-wall, a tin hat.... +But many tin hats dim in the blue-gray light, and +a lot of Scotch Jocks, their kilts covered with khaki +aprons, and an immense long train with innumerable +shapes dropping out of it, their cries muted by +the twilight: the crunch of feet on the gravel, before +the tin sheds of the station. That had been Railhead +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_42">[42]</span>behind the Somme. And then suddenly you were conscious +of the innumerable voices of birds singing the +sun down. And then through them the uninterrupted +heavy discourse of the great guns at a distance came +over the little hills and darkling trees of that downland +country. It continued.... Incessant, engrossed, almost +as it were tranquil, almost like the bubbling of water +in a pot, boiling up, dying down, going on and on, +not penetrating but enveloping the cries of Tommy to +Tommy or of footsteps to footsteps—and, rising +through it, as if lances of sound were protruding upward +through something soft and vaporous, the voices +of thrushes. A great many thrushes: and the down +getting whiter; and the “Fall In There’s” and the +men moving off ...</p> + +<p>So that he said he half wished the Portsmouth guns +would stop—five-point nines; ninety-eight pounders; +fifteen-inch guns—whatever they are. One doesn’t want +to hear them again, or again to feel them—dully on +the air. Not at any rate in peace time.</p> + +<p>The nightingale amongst the bean-stalks; the +thrushes in the shaw on the opposite hillsides; the +swallows throwing themselves through the air! He did +not remember any nightingale during the war; but he +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_43">[43]</span>remembered those thrushes of Rébimont-Méricourt on +a date in July ’16. And he remembered some swallows—an +immense sea of the blue of swallows’ backs. And +he said that the Portsmouth guns of the 28/6/’19 +sounding through the birds’ voices from the hill opposite +the Gingerbread Cottage brought it all back. Poets +are like that and have these visions.</p> + +<p>It sounds, of course, queer—but it was like that. Up +on a hillside that was covered mostly with thistles +there was an Artillery Observation Post which consisted +of a Lombardy poplar—though one did not see +how the gunners got up it. At any rate, there was a +pile of dud Hun shells on the roadside bank at the +foot of the tree and beneath the O.P. was a pretty +rotten dugout with a corrugated iron roof. The Battalion +Trench Mortar officer lived there. Below him he +had a view of a battery of French 75’s, of the chalky +line of trenches; Martinpuich looked down on him, +which wasn’t overly comfortable, and the Ancre wound +away—to No Man’s Land. From time to time a field-gun +wheel going along the road would catch its spokes +in the corrugated iron of his roof—lift a corner and +drop it again. I don’t know why the Trench Mortar +officer lived in that dugout, but a gunwheel lifted his +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_44">[44]</span>roof and dropped it again whilst Gringoire was dozing +in it. He thought the bottom of hell had dropped out. +It was his worst shock of the war. I shouldn’t wonder +if it were not the worst shock any one ever had between +the 4/8/’14 and the 28/6/’19. He mentioned it, +he said, because it probably accounted for his immediately +subsequent exultation; it was, I suppose, so +good to be just alive after that.</p> + +<p>At any rate, after the Trench Mortar officer had +come in—Gringoire had been waiting to give him a +message—downhill through the thistles, dusty in the +hot sunlight, Gringoire went with immense, joyful +strides. He said that he was extraordinarily fit in those +days! And an innumerable company of swallows flew +round him, waist high, just brushing the thistledown. +“They were so near,” Gringoire said, “that they +brushed my hands, and they extended so far that I +could see nothing else. It is one of the five things of +the war that I really see, for it was like walking, buoyantly, +in the pellucid sunlight, waist-high through a +sea of unsurpassed and unsurpassable azure. I felt as +if I were a Greek god. It was like a miracle.</p> + +<p>“Now, I see swallows from below, their rust-stained +breasts against high, blotted, gray clouds—and I wonder +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_45">[45]</span>if they are thinking of the near rising mayfly. I +remember thinking on the other occasion that there +were a good many dead amongst the thistles and that +I must be putting up a huge number of flies. But that, +again, was the thought of my subconscious mind. On +the surface I just felt myself to be a Greek god, immortal, +young forever, forever buoyant, amongst the +eddies of a dark blue and eternal sea.”</p> + +<p>The feeling lasted until he got to the mule-lines of +somebody’s First Line Transport, where he borrowed +a terrible old brute of a horse, to take him to Divisional +H.Q.</p> + +<p>It would be interesting to know what that class of +feeling comes from—possibly from some sort of atavistic +throwback to days when the gods were nearer. You +get them now and again in action—but not so often +as you get the reverse type of feeling when you are +engaged in agriculture. That is perhaps why farmers +are so often passionately disagreeable and apparently +unreasonable men. For there is nothing that so much +resembles contact with, wrestling with, a personal devil +as to awaken one morning and to find that a whole +crop of seedlings has vanished before myriads of slugs. +That happens. If you don’t believe it, read White’s +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_46">[46]</span>“Selborne.” It is loss, ruin perhaps. It is like a death: +a profound and unforeseen disaster. And your mind +personifies the slug as intelligent, malignant, a being +with a will for evil directed against you in person. I +think that, whilst it lasts, it is the worst feeling in the +world.</p> + +<p>Drought is nearly as bad.</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_47">[47]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="IV"> + IV + <br> + <i>The Kingdoms of the Earth</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>It was after Gringoire had speculated on slugs, without, +you will observe, suggesting a remedy, that he +continued:</p> + +<p>“I have given you, so far, three of the landscapes +that remain real to me—for the detraining in the dawn +at Rébimont-Méricourt is not one of those that are just +always in my mind. I have to remember back to—to +be reminded of it. It was the sounds of Peace Guns +pierced by the multitudinous voices of thrushes that +brought back to me that first-heard, unintermittent +thudding and throb of the engines of war through +which, like spears, thrust the voices of innumerable +birds. But, just, I suppose, because one’s mind was preoccupied +with the job of seeing that one’s valise was +all right, that the men had all their kit and equipment +at least potentially there—and no doubt with the job +of seeing to it that one’s composure appeared absolute—one +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_48">[48]</span>recorded less of visible objects, so that fewer +visible objects return, and they return less vividly.”</p> + +<p>He remembered—and he knew that he remembered, +accurately and exactly—every detail of Kensington +Gardens on that day of August, 1915; of the Essex +Railway Station he said that he could tell you what +advertisements were on the walls and how many +people awaited the train as well as every word of the +conversation he had had whilst driving to the station. +And he remembered with an extreme clearness, as in +the little paintings of Van Eyck on the Chasse de Ste. +Ursule at Brûges, the swallows and the thistles of the +ridge going down in the clear July weather behind +Bécourt Wood in 1916. He had a job then, it is true—but +not one calling for any immediate or complicated +action. Besides, at that moment he had felt himself to +be immune from danger and proof against death. So +that those three landscapes became part of his immediate +self.</p> + +<p>“They will probably remain part of myself to the +end of my life: my grandchildren will probably be +tired of them and, when I am quite aged, so probably +will guests and casual strangers.” But—did you ever +take a walking tour, or just a long walk and, in bed +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_49">[49]</span>at the end of the day, perhaps in order to put yourself +to sleep, did you ever try to remember every inch of +the roads you had covered? Gringoire claimed that in +that way he could remember a great many of the +roads both of England and France of his boyhood when +one walked or cycled a good deal for walking or +cycling’s sake. Corners of roads, bridges, highways +climbing over the forehead of downs—the road out +of Bridport, down into Winchester, from Minehead to +Lynton; from Calais over the flats to Arras, from +Arras to Beauvais; from Blois to Tours; from Amiens +to Albert in 1892.... By shutting his eyes, or by +looking at something blank, like a sheet of paper, or +by not really looking at anything at all, he could, he +said, evoke a panorama of any of those roads, or say +from the North Foreland to Land’s End. Perhaps he +couldn’t really, but he could have a pretty good try +and get a lot right. “Well, in that way, I can evoke +most of the roads ’round Albert, or Locre and the +base of the Salient, or Bailleul, or Steenewerck, or +Armentières; and plenty of other places of the Lines +of Communication like Hazebrouck and Abbéville and +St. Omer. But I daresay I should get some of it incorrect.”</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_50">[50]</span></p> + +<p>For instance, as to the detraining at Railhead in that +dawn: he had distinctly the feeling that there was a +woody, dark bank and a plantation of trees in which +the thrushes sang, right up against the flat of the line. +There wasn’t really. He found later, on coming out of +Corbie and there entraining to rejoin his battalion, +that there were only high elms against flat, champaign +country with a muddy stream. However, there +was a high farm-building just behind the elms, so, no +doubt, the effect on the inattentive eye was that. And +the thrushes had certainly sung.</p> + +<p>But he could evoke the rest of the road to the front +line fairly well. On the right of the station, in the +elms, was a brown Y.M.C.A. hut, where the officers +got very greasy bread and rather black fried eggs and +coffee. There were innumerable, old, dog’s-eared magazines +on the mess tables in amongst the breakfast +utensils. Twenty or thirty numbers of the “English Review,” +like the dominoes, of a date when our writer +used to own that periodical. It seemed an odd thing +to see; an odd, queer thing to have owned. Near—too +near—the hut were the men’s latrines; a little further, +the officers’. On the left, then, as the Draft passed, was +the station. A very fat old gendarme was standing, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_51">[51]</span>well back on his heels, his legs wide apart; about him +were four market women, with bundles, and baskets +containing fowls. They were grouped around the gendarme +like pullets around chanticleer, as he watched +the sunrise. A lot of Royal Field Artillery horses and +riders came over the dust into the station yard; a company +of Jocks was waiting outside the office of the +Railway Transport Officer. The ground was soft dust, +so that the reinforcement might have been marching +in sandals.</p> + +<p>They continued their march parallel with the railway +line, along a soft road, beside the little stream, +between osier-bushes and elms—for about fifty yards. +There were some stray mules belonging to a Kitchener’s +battalion, Wiltshires or Cheshires—Nineteenth +Division anyhow. There didn’t appear to be any +drivers. There was a good deal of shouting; the Draft +about-turned. The guide was taking them wrong. But +who ever knew a guide take any one right anywhere? +It was rather like a dream—not at all a bad dream—but, +anyhow, a numbness.</p> + +<p>Or no: really it was more like being in the hands of +doctors, on the way to an operation. Probably the +anaesthetic would be all right; it wouldn’t hurt. At any +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_52">[52]</span>rate, we had no volition; one’s feet moved; one’s +haversack was a bit heavy—not very. One went on, one +didn’t know where.</p> + +<p>In the same way you may remember the anteroom +of your dentist. There is a big table in the center of +the room; on the table some writing materials—and +old periodicals, like the “English Reviews” amongst +the solid Y.M.C.A. cups and plates.... But, on the +one hand there is, solid and real, say, Mandeville Place: +taxis drive about in it; the faces of the houses are of +black-gray Portland cement, imitating granite. The +street, then, is real: and the operating room will soon +feel as real, even while one is waiting in the outer +room. But the anteroom itself is a dream-landscape.</p> + +<p>So it was with the Rébimont-Méricourt road.</p> + +<p>When you come out of the station yard, on the right +there is a high, white-walled, tile-roofed estaminet-farm. +Australian First Line Transport men were +watering their mules there, lounging on the steps with +their tunics off. The road began to mount; on the left, +on top of a high bank was an orchard. It reminded +our poet of the nutwalk, on a high bank, belonging +to a certain farm in Kent—at the bottom of Aldington +Knoll, where the marsh begins. Mounting the slope, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_53">[53]</span>on the right, he came to a closed, empty, butcher’s +shop. A superior butcher’s shop with grilles, green +paint, gone of course dusty, marble slabs, and a gilded +copper sign.</p> + +<p>The road opened out suddenly. It was a dusty expanse +between houses: in England it would have been +a village green. There were house walls, windows, +archways in the dusty white plaster, giving onto farmyards +or stables. Two men were harnessing a black +mare into a hooded, two-wheeled, dusty cart. Four +black Percheron stallions were standing in a string in +front of a long cottage. “They reminded me,” Gringoire +said, “of four black stallions I had seen, years +before, outside the blacksmith’s at Beaumont-le-Roger. +In those days it had seemed to be odd that stallions +could be left unattended in a village-street. But in +1916, I was used to that idea; what intrigued me, then, +was that any civilian should have four stallions at his +disposal. For they certainly were not French cavalry, +or divisional or other transport.”</p> + +<p>The civilians seemed extraordinarily—not unreal—but, +as it were, super-real! North French peasants, +slow, ungainly, with heavy legs and feet. They were +just the peasants one had always seen; hard, like +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_54">[54]</span>granite—not comparatively soft and comparatively +gray, like our own old peasants, who, when they look +hard have the aspect not of wrinkled stone but of old, +crannied, oak-tree boles. It was Sussex downland, that +country—but like the people, harder, unsmiling.</p> + +<p>To the left of the Place—if you can call a flat space +of dust a Place—there was a narrow street, high, mud +walls; archways, semi-circular topped, gray wooden +doors. On one of these was nailed a large white +placard: headquarters of the 4th Army Veterinary +Corps. (I hope this is no longer a staff secret.) The +reinforcement had to drop some men of the Draft they +had brought out—men for the poor 38th Division that +was to be wiped out in Mametz Wood—at some other +sort of headquarters at the end of the street; that was +why some of us penetrated it. Yes: it was very narrow +and high-walled—more Wiltshire than Sussex! There +must have been vegetation on the top of some of the +mud-walls. Opposite the Farriers’ H.Q. there was a +little, thatched, sweet-shop sort of a place, and irises +were growing on the thatch. I daresay they would not +be there in peace time: you would say it was more +Irish than French.</p> + +<p>In the sweet-shop they sold dates, clay pipes, picture +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_55">[55]</span>postcards with English regimental badges, picture postcards +with views of Albert and the toppling Madonna; +silk-worked postcards of bright reds, whites, and bright +blues, and postcards showing smiling ladies dusted +with spangles. The women behind the low counter +were very unreal: a motionless old witch with black +eyes, a brown face, and dead white, parted hair; she +stood, and only her eyes moved, and she appeared, not +malignant, but grotesquely like a brown wooden image +with moving eyes; an untidy dark girl, without even +looking at us or at a perplexed Tommy who was pricing +postcards, stood, her face sideways and repeated: +“Ten ... a penny: ten ... a penny”—patiently, and +as if from a great distance. She said: “Ten” very fast, +then paused and added “a penny” slowly and as if with +boredom. The Tommy grasped ten postcards and held +out a penny, but she continued to say: “Ten ... +a penny, ten ... a penny,” without either movement +or expression.</p> + +<p>“So I could continue,” our poet went on, “to recall +this itinerary, for many pages and for many hours: past +the farm on the right, with the great dung heap, past +the pond overshadowed by crab-apples; past another +crossroads on the right, where, at a tent, facing a +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_56">[56]</span>great, dull-brick aggregation of ruins, rafters, and +fallen chimneys, which was once a sugar factory—the +timekeeper’s office and the iron gates were still intact—we +delivered up the remaining other Ranks of the +Draft and went on, up the bare downland road, officers +only, between the bearded wheat on the left and the +immense field of thin oats to the right—upward to the +Officers’ Distributing Center; tents just put up that +day, on a bare, downland field, very white and with +the long down-grass still untramped in their +interiors....</p> + +<p>“Yes, I could keep it up for many of your pages and +for many hours,” Gringoire said, “but I am not so +much concerned to describe these landscapes, or to +prove the quality of my memory, as to establish the +psychological facts about the other four landscapes.” +He had just gone back into memory, without any particular +effort—without indeed any effort at all, and the +roads were there, like a string unwinding from a ball. +His eyes must have been at work but not his registering +brain. The mind was working otherwise.</p> + +<p>“I have purposely omitted to mention,” he said later, +“that, all the way, on all the roads, proceeding generally +with caution because of the worn <i lang="fr">pavés</i>, but +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_57">[57]</span>sometimes getting a swift run for a couple of hundred +or so of yards, sometimes one at a time, sometimes +four together, at times in as thick a stream as motor +traffic in Piccadilly—the ambulances passed us, on the +left.”</p> + +<p>That was a detail of the mind rather than of the +eyes. Gringoire knew in 1919 that they were there, +because he remembered that several of the officers had +to count them for a time. But they appeared to be +rather symbols than concrete objects. They stood for +BLIGHTIES—going home! They were part of what +made the skin of the forehead over the eyes feel always +a little drawn, part of the preoccupation that, always, +turned one’s thoughts inward. I don’t suppose it was +fear—or perhaps that is how fear really manifests itself.</p> + +<p>Here, then, is another landscape. It was up at the +Officers’ Distributing Center. Or perhaps it wasn’t +officially called that, though that was what it was. It +may have been an Officers’ Rest Camp—which it certainly +was not. At any rate, there it was on an open, +sloping downland field—seven new tents pitched, two +more being pitched: cook-houses, wash-houses, latrines, +batmen’s quarters, and the rest of it, down to the incinerator, +were all, also, in process of being erected. +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_58">[58]</span>The Senior Officer in charge of our party interviewed +the Camp Commandant and the officers sprawled +about on the bare hillside with the downland winds +running over the grasses just as they do in Sussex on a +cloudless day.</p> + +<p>“I have always thought,” Gringoire said, “ever since +I was a small boy and used to ride on the downs +behind Folkestone that the sun has a peculiar quality +in the sky over downlands, as if chalk dust in the air +whitened the rays. But that is probably nonsense.” +Anyhow, the field sloped downwards; there was a +white cart—or plow—track; then up went a great +shoulder of the downs in a field all purple sections. I +suppose cultivation for the time ended in the huge +field of thin oats between the camp and the destroyed +sugar factory. There was a very old man in a short +blue blouse, with immensely long bow-legs—doing +something with a scythe. It didn’t appear to be +mowing.</p> + +<p>The down rising over against them appeared—so +unable is the eye to measure these swelling distances—quite +a small affair. But, halfway up it, seeming to +tight-rope along a white thread, with an extreme slowness +in passing from point to point, went transport +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_59">[59]</span>wagons, incredibly tiny. So it was an immense, august, +shoulder. A near-mountain!</p> + +<p>Gringoire said he could not just remember where +the sun was: he ought to be able to work it out by +the place and time. But I daresay it doesn’t really matter. +At any rate, over the shoulder of the down—not +in the least like a moon or an astral body but illuminated +by the sun—silver and French gray, very slowly, +a great body began to rise. One hadn’t much—one +hadn’t indeed any—sense of proportion. It seemed immense—and +alive as mushrooms are alive. Then, induced +as the eye was to look into the pellucid sky, +there became visible a number—some one counted +fourteen—of tiny, shining globes. They appeared to +be globes, because there was a fresh wind blowing +straight from them and they turned end on. So, +but slowly and incessantly heaving, did the immense +one close at hand; a spider’s network of cordage went +with its movements. Tiny and incredibly pretty, like +films of gold dust floating in blue water and like peach +blossom leaves—yes, incredibly pretty in the sunlight—airplanes +were there. Because the—just as pretty—little +mushrooms that existed suddenly in the sky, beside +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_60">[60]</span>the sunlit dragonflies and peach blossoms, were pearly +white, one officer said:</p> + +<p>“Hun planes!”</p> + +<p>The German shrapnel made black bursts. The officers +were lounging in a group of six or seven. Another +said: “<em>Their</em> sausages too ... Out there! Fourteen!”</p> + +<p>The slow ascent of our own sausage took the mind +into the sky. A broad-faced, slow, brown, very sympathetic +young officer—he had a rich voice, a slight stutter, +and one eye that frequently winked—said:</p> + +<p>“He showed Him the Kingdoms of the Earth.” +Then: “From a high place, you know, old dear,” he +explained, rather apologetically to Gringoire. “His +career,” Gringoire said, “was constantly interlaced with +mine; in the stream that carried us along, we bobbed +together—at Cardiff, in Rouen twice on June afternoons, +and even after the Armistice, once in Coventry +Street, and once in York. Yet, though we were quite +intimate, he calling me ‘Old Dear,’ or ‘Old Preserved +Equanimity,’ as my last Colonel nicknamed me, and +though I called him ‘Old Dear,’ and later, as the +fashion became, ‘Old Bean,’ I never knew his name. +He would be there, in Orderly Room, in an officers’ +club armchair, at mess, dropping usually some single, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_61">[61]</span>rather apposite, slightly literary remark—with just the +trace of a stutter and always in an extraordinarily +sympathetic voice—a deep, modest, affecting being.... +I wish I knew who he was—but I suppose I never +shall.</p> + +<p>“He sh-showed Him the Kingdoms of th-the Earth,” +this officer said—and his voice just seemed homelike.</p> + +<p>Some one else said, “Let’s go up that mountain,” in +the true Welsh tone and accent, and several: “Yes, +yes, let’s.... Surely we’d see everything.... Surely +to goodness, let’s not miss it....”</p> + +<p>And they figured to themselves a glorious run down, +and a glorious run up, the shoulder and then a great, +flat gray view—of everything, and of all who mattered—of +the Kingdoms of the Earth. But the usual voice—Conscience, +Caution, Fear of Broad Views, maybe +said: “We’d have to get leave.... The Camp Commandant, +you know.... Eh, what, you fellows?...”</p> + +<p>The Camp Commandant, a small, extraordinarily +excited Highlander, voiceless with gas and gesticulating +because of shell-shock—threw papers about, threw +off his Glengarry cap, shrieked, wheezed, croaked. “I +knew him quite well,” Gringoire said, “and, since he +once hauled me out of bed at four o’clock of a freezing +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_62">[62]</span>morning because some sort of Scots Brigadier wanted +some one to play ‘Annie Laurie’ and the ‘Banks of +Loch Lomond’ to forty drunken Scots officers in another +hut, I permit myself to talk of him as he was, +capless, exacerbated, grasping a telephone and throwing +things about.”</p> + +<p>He didn’t know whether he could or could not give +them leave to go up the brae; he didn’t care if they +went and drowned themselves. Couldn’t they see he’d +only been there forty meen-its and there were two +hundred contradictory memoranda awaiting him? +And oh to hell, and oh to hell....</p> + +<p>They loafed once more; they fell back into that +eternal “waiting to report” that takes up 112/113ths +of one’s time during war. They contemplated and +made remarks about the veering of the sausage.</p> + +<p>It was then that Gringoire related a psychological +anecdote that gives the note of this book. “I suppose +it was my friend’s sympathetic and suggestive voice +that did it ... for I suddenly began to see bits of a +landscape that has pursued me ever since—until now +here I sit in it. Not quite a landscape; a nook, rather; +the full extent of the view about one hundred seventy +yards by two hundred seventy—the closed up end of +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_63">[63]</span>a valley; closed up by trees—willows, silver birches, +oaks, and Scotch pines; deep, among banks; with a +little stream, just a trickle, level with the grass of the +bottom. You understand the idea—a sanctuary.”</p> + +<p>There were, in those days, you will remember, no +more sanctuaries. All nooks of the world were threatened +by the tide of blue-gray mud. We were out there +to hold it back on the Somme. But could we?</p> + +<p>So that was a little nook, sanctuary; where you said +“Feignits” to destiny—with a gingerbread cottage out +of Grimm. You were a Haensel, holding some Gretel’s +hand, tiptoeing, whispering, craning forward the +neck.... A castle in Spain in fact, only that it was in +a southern country—the English country.</p> + +<p>“I ask to be believed in what I am now saying,” +Gringoire uttered the words slowly. “It is just the +truth. If I wanted to tell fairy tales, I’d do better than +this. Fairy tales to be all about the Earth shaking, and +the wire, and the crumps, and the beef-tins.... You +know. And that would be true too. Anyway this +is....”</p> + +<p>He said that he didn’t pretend that he was gay at +that moment: calm, no doubt; contemplative certainly—and +certainly gently ironic. So many officers were +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_64">[64]</span>fussy about things—air pillows, hooch, mislaid movement +cards, how to post picture-cards, where their +battalions were, and so on. The place no doubt brought +it out. It left a good deal to be desired. So that, if he +could smile gently, he didn’t pretend to have been +without apprehensions. They hung vaguely at the back +of the skull; they oppressed, a little, the breathing.</p> + +<p>And yet—ever since he had been a tiny child—he +had, he said, been so much a creature of dreads that +this was, in a sense, much less than dreads to which +he had been well accustomed. The dreads of original +sin, of poverty, of bankruptcy, of incredible shyness, +of insults, misunderstandings, of disease, of death, of +succumbing to blackmailers, forgers, brain-troubles, +punishments, undeserved ingratitudes, betrayals.—There +was nothing, Gringoire said, that he hadn’t +dreaded in a sufficiently long life “which had been, +mostly, a matter of one dread knocking out another.” +So that, on the whole, the dread of what lay over +the hill was less than most and limited itself, pretty +well, to how one’s self would behave—except of course +that one was damned afraid of being taken prisoner. +Oh, damned afraid....</p> + +<p>Still it was on the whole such a relief to be out +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_65">[65]</span>of contact with one’s civilian friends at home—for, as +far as the Army was concerned, Gringoire said he +never had one single moment’s cause for bitterness, but +just contentment and making allowances—it was on +the whole such a relief that he was more contented +than perturbed. Nevertheless, the strain was a long +strain, even if it was impersonal, since it was a strain +concerning itself with the English Country and not +at all with one’s regiment or one’s self. One’s regiment +would go out, if things went wrong. It would +go out, disappear, as sands disappear under great +waves. One’s self too, probably, or it wouldn’t matter +anyhow ... But the contaminated fields, the ashamed +elms—that was the long strain. And suddenly, at that +point it came—the castle in the air; the simulacrum; +the vision of the inviolable corner of the earth.</p> + +<p>I don’t mean to say that it came with great exactness +at that time—but it came, no doubt as a progression +from the train of thought in Dunmow Station. +There, you may remember, Gringoire thought +that he would have a garden in a southeastern county—and +his thoughts had connoted that it would be +a garden on a hillside that sloped to the south and +that looked over a not very distant sea—a great view, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_66">[66]</span>showing on the horizon, during clear days, the coast +of France; a view, as it were, from which one could +see the Kingdoms of the Earth. “For there have,” said +Gringoire, “always been only two Kingdoms of the +Earth that mattered for me—our own land for its +country and France for her people, her arts, her point +of view.” Yes, undoubtedly it was to be a garden with +a great view, and it should contain potatoes grown +from seeds and sweet corn—also several rows of beans +for which, whether for the flowers or the aligned +stalks, Gringoire always had a great affection.</p> + +<p>In Dunmow station it had been merely an intellectual +idea: as who should say, “After the war, we +will take a cottage in the country and grow things +and have a great view. At any rate, we will have a +rest.” But, on the downside behind the Somme, it +came differently. It came like one of these visions that +one’s eyes, when tired, will see just before one falls +asleep. There was a rhomboid of deeper, brighter green, +of a green that was really alive, beyond the gray-green +of the field they were in. It existed in front of the +purple of scabrous flowers on the great shoulder that +masked the battlefield. It wavered, precisely as you +will see the colored image cast on a sheet by a magic +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_67">[67]</span>lantern, then slowly, it hardened and brightened, took +shape as a recumbent oval, like eighteenth century +vignettes. Gringoire said that it became perfectly definite—“The +little view that I shall see at this moment +if I raise my eyes. And it didn’t connote any locality: +it didn’t, I mean, suggest itself as being in the +vicinity of the Trossachs, of Tintern, of Matlock, of +Dungeness.... It was just country—but perfectly +definite, rather an untrimmed and a rather hidden spot +without a hard road going to it ... and with the +feeling that many birds were lurking in bushes and +watching me, as birds watch. You see the idea—sanctuary!”</p> + +<p>“I don’t mean to say,” he went on, “that I wanted +to get out of the battle of the Somme. I certainly +didn’t, either consciously, subconsciously, or with any +plane of my mind. I will lay claim to so much militarism. +But my subconscious mind was trying to assure +itself that ‘appry la gair finny’ there would be a +sanctuary where I would cross my second and my +index fingers in the face of destiny and cry ‘Feignits’ +as we used to do as children at Prisoner’s Base. I daresay +that has been the main desire of my life. I daresay +it has been the main desire of the lives of all men +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_68">[68]</span>since recorded time began. Unrecorded time too, no +doubt. It was no doubt the basic desire that has given +to the world in succeeding ages, the Kingdom of +God, the Kingdom of Heaven, the Kingdom of Thule, +the Cassiterides, the Garden of the Hesperides, the +land of Cockaigne where hot mutton pies ran about +in the street asking to be eaten—the peace of God +which passes all understanding.”</p> + +<p>And you see it was mostly for the sake of the little +threatened nooks of the earth that Gringoire found +himself on that hillside. For, then, as on the 4/8/’14, +when the Huns crossed the Belgian frontier, “near a +place called Gemmenich,” it was mainly the idea +that a field-gray tide of mud was seeking to overwhelm +the small, verdure-masked homes, the long, white, +thatched farms of the world that forced Gringoire into +political action. “All my life,” as he put it, “I have +been fighting German scholarships, German modes of +learning, of instruction, of collectivism.” But, before +that date he hadn’t much imagined—or imagined at +all—that he would ever indulge in political polemics. +He had always had a dreamy contempt for politics: +one is an artist, one is a poet, one is a builder of castles +in the air, one is a gentleman, a farrier, a grocer, a +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_69">[69]</span>miller—what you will—but a politician! “<i lang="fr">Ah, mais +non.</i> That one should prostitute one’s pen!...”</p> + +<p>But the field-gray tide threatened—not only the +Kingdoms of the Earth that mattered, but the little, +sacred homes of artists, poets, gentry, farriers, grocers, +millers—menaced then the subjects of one’s pen, +the objects of meditation of one’s heart. So one wrote +endless, interminable propaganda; until the brain +reeled and the fingers stiffened.</p> + +<p>Then the Germans killed Henri Gaudier and Teddy +Jewell. Or perhaps it was only that Teddy Jewell went. +Certainly he was killed sooner or later. “Such nice, +good boys both—though I didn’t know either of them +well.” So there had not seemed anything else to do. +And indeed there was not anything else to do....</p> + +<p>Up there, on the hillside, that ran down to the +battered sugar factory, he had the feeling that, if they +could have had leave and have looked over the rim +of that brown-purple slope, they would have seen +the Huns, a white, tumultuous line, like advancing +surf or like gnashing teeth. That was, of course, a +feeling, not an intellectual idea. He knew that the +German lines didn’t look like that—though, indeed, +at times they did, when our gunners really got onto +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_70">[70]</span>them in a chalky country. Then it was rather like +surf—the smoke of shells and chalk dust going up +together in the sunlight.... Still ...</p> + +<p>And anyhow that was a moment of complete idleness—a +moment of the completest idleness that those +officers had known for many, many months. They +were just there, with nothing to do. Nothing: nothing +whatever. If they had been allowed to look over the +hill-brow, that would have been something, but, with +the Camp Commandant’s refusal of leave, complete +idleness settled down. In ten minutes, in an hour, perhaps; +certainly before the passage of four or five hours, +they would get the order to report that would take +them beyond that hill past the battered sugar factory....</p> + +<p>Possibly that little vision of English country, coming +then, was really a prayer, as if the depths of one’s +mind were murmuring: “Blessed Mary, ask your kind +Son that we may have the peace of God that passes +all understanding, one day, for a little while in a little +nook, all green, with silver birches, and a trickle of +a stream through a meadow, and the chimneys of a +gingerbread cottage out of Grimm just peeping over +the fruit trees.” I suppose that is the burden of most +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_71">[71]</span>prayers before battle. And of course that would mean +that the Allies had won out and that the band would +have played in the last war parade, with the white +goat and its silver plaque between the horns, and sunlight, +and even the Adjutant smiling—and all the +Welsh dead appeased, and all the country nooks of +the world assured sanctuaries, and every Englishman’s +house an inviolable castle, and every Frenchman free +to potter off to his café in the cool of the evening. +No doubt it was a prayer of the unconscious, tired +mind.</p> + +<p>“But even that isn’t my fourth landscape,” our poet-host +went on, “since my fourth landscape took in +very nearly the whole, if not quite the whole, of one +of the Kingdoms of the Earth—and that the smallest +that I ever hope to see.” It dissociates itself sharply +from the others in that the observing of it happened +to be Gringoire’s job of the moment. He had been +sent up to Mont Vedaigne to mark down and be ready +to point out to a number of senior officers all that +immense prospect.</p> + +<p>And the tip of Mt. Vedaigne formed, oddly enough, +one of those little, commonplace, rustic, idyllic spots +that, months before, had formed itself for his eyes +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_72">[72]</span>behind the Somme. There, in a small enclosed space, +shut in by trees that just grew up to the edge of +the steep escarpments of the hill, was, precisely, a +little, gingerbread cottage out of Grimm. In front of +it was a small, flat garden—not an acre in extent; in +the garden grew potatoes already yellowed; beanstalks +were aligned, already yellowed too; and there may +have been three or four rods of tobacco plants and as +many of haricots, yellowing too, for the fringes of +autumn were upon the land. On the southern side of +the garden were some plum trees in a hedge. If you +looked over the hedge you saw Bailleul, Armentières, +away to queer, conical, gray mountains that were the +slag-heaps near Béthune, and away, farther, toward +the Somme itself.</p> + +<p>On the northern side of the garden was a tall, dark +plantation of birches and firs so that the gingerbread +cottage—of white plaster, with little green shutters +and a bright red roof of those S-shaped tiles that +lock one into another, with a gutter painted bright +green, like the shutters, and dependent from the gutter, +right along the face of the cottage, bunches of +haricot plants, hung up so that the white beans should +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_73">[73]</span>dry in the rattling pods—the little cottage, then, had +the air of being beneath a high, dark bank.</p> + +<p>But it was only trees, so that, if you went between +their trunks you saw another great view. A flat, almost +incredibly immense, silver-gray plain ran right +to the foot of the waving descent, below. There was +an oval—poor Poperinghe—with an immense column +of snow-white smoke, descending upon it from a great +height, and then little plumes of smoke here and there—and +then, away, away, pollarded flats, windmills, +church towers—and a gray, menacing, incredibly distant +skyline, illuminated under drifts of smoke.... +One imagined that one was seeing into Germany!</p> + +<p>I suppose Gringoire didn’t really see so far.</p> + +<p>On the east and the west, the views were cut into +by “mountains”—the peaks of that little range of hills +that formed practically all that remained of a Kingdom +of the Earth—of the Low Countries! There was +the Mont Noir with its windmill atop; the Mont +Rouge with its windmill atop; the Scharpenberg, with +its windmill, Mount Kemmel with its ruined tower, +from high above which, in the pellucid autumn air, +the sighting shells continuously let down their clouds +like torsos of flawless, white marble.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_74">[74]</span></p> + +<p>Gringoire had emotions up there! And he had a +long time to wait. You may not know it—but, if a +senior officer tells you to await him at a given point +at 10:00 A.M., you arrive at 9:45 whilst he saunters +in at 11:00 A.M., 12:30 P.M., 2:00 P.M., or 4:30 P.M., +according to his rank.</p> + +<p>On this occasion, Gringoire was Acting Intelligence +Officer, and, having to familiarize himself with a landscape +in which his division had only just arrived, he +came on the ground at 8:45 A.M., having left Locre +at 7:00 A.M., riding round by way of Dranoutre to +receive his final instructions from Headquarters. He +did not think that at Divisional Headquarters his zeal +was appreciated. A sleepy, but eminently indignant, +General Staff Officer I or II, something elderly, in +pajamas, made various insulting remarks about early +rising. These, his eyesight improving as sleep departed, +he modified somewhat, because he could not tell who +the devil Gringoire was. (I may say that, two nights +before, our poet had been court-martialed for being +in unlawful possession of a Field Officer’s Figure.) +But the Major would not modify his statement that +he had only been in bed half an hour. He stuck to it. +I daresay, poor man, that he was telling the truth. +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_75">[75]</span>He was wearing khaki-silk pajamas with purple cords. +Gringoire, on the other hand, stuck with equal firmness +to the fact that he was deputizing for a brother +officer who was sick—so sick that he had mislaid his +orders. Orderly Room had sent them to him with a +slip attached: “<i>Passed to you, please. For attention, immediate +action and compliance.</i>” They had had a copy +of <em>that</em> slip in the Battalion Orderly Room—but no +copy of the memo itself.</p> + +<p>Apparently they hadn’t at Divisional Headquarters +either. It appears that the G.S.O. I or II who had issued +the memo was sick too—had gone sick the night +before and our elderly friend was deputizing for him. +Of course, eventually, Gringoire got some sort of instructions +from a drowsy, patronizing lance-corporal +of the type that one usually finds around Divisional +Headquarters, sleeping omnisciently under a table covered +with typewriting machines in a Connaught hut. +<em>He</em> knew that some one answering to the description +of my friend was to meet some one on the top of Mont +Vedaigne at 11:00 A.M. for the purpose of explaining +the positions. It was some General, the lance-corporal +couldn’t remember the name—it was a name +like Atkinson or Perry or McAlpine—an ordinary +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_76">[76]</span>sort of name, the lance-corporal said contemptuously. +He didn’t know what sort of General he was. The +General Staff Officer Number Two ought to have +taken him ’round, but he had gone sick; so also had +Gringoire’s friend, who was a friend of G.S.O. II. +So there he was.</p> + +<p>(“And,” said Gringoire when he recounted this incident, +“it occurs to me at this moment this was intended +as a friendly attention on the part of somebody. +Either my friend—who was highly connected in +an Army sense—or, failing him, I—was to wangle a +soft job out of the General. But all I thought about +was how to get to the top of Mont Vedaigne, set +my map, get my field telescope into position ... +Well, I am telling you what I thought about....”)</p> + +<p>He was indeed so concentrated in mind on the top +of Mont Vedaigne and the map and the compass and +the telescope that he hadn’t the faintest remembrance +of the road thither from Dranoutre.⁠<a id="FNanchor_3_3" href="#Footnote_3_3" class="fnanchor">[3]</a> He said he could +give you every object, estaminet, cottage, and Corps +H.Q. from Locre to Dranoutre by the chaussée; or +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_77">[77]</span>from Locre to Mont Rouge by second class road and +field paths, Mont Rouge to Mont Noir, and Mont Vedaigne +and so on. But of the road to Mont Vedaigne +from Divisional Headquarters nothing remained—except +that it was rather suburban, broad, white, and at +that date, in good repair.</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_3_3" href="#FNanchor_3_3" class="label">[3]</a> I am aware that D.H.Q. was not really at Dranoutre, which was a +nice little place, built round a church square, rendered nasty by the +Germans. But I call it Dranoutre out of reflex action caused by fear of +the Censor—who once, at the end of 1918, struck out of one of my +poems an allusion to the fact that I visited Cardiff early in 1915.</p></div> + +<p>So he came to the top of the hill, passed the cottage +without looking at it, between the potatoes and the +tobacco and the tobacco and the haricots, looked over +the southern edge, and saw a great stretch of country, +looked over the northern edge, and saw a great, silver-gray +plain, looked away to the east, and saw hills like +camels’ humps cutting still horizons; and the same +on the west.</p> + +<p>He was, you understand, in a desperate hurry. For +each point of the compass, he “set” his map, finding +a convenient, flat piece of ground on which to lay it. +And he saw, without seeing, and memorized without +associations—just names attaching to dark patches in +a great plain. Over a particularly large fir tree was +Armentières; over an oak, lower down the slope and +to the right were the slag heaps and Béthune; further +to the right still Bailleul; the flash of gilt above a +steeple meant the ten block letters <i>Poperinghe</i>; an immensely +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_78">[78]</span>distant series of dull purple cubes against a +long silver gleam was, in printed capitals DUNKIRK.... +You see, his mind was just working in the watertight +compartments of his immediate professional job. +He wanted to make—and he did make by 11:00 A.M.—four +cards, like the range cards one makes for musketry: +a central point where one stood, and arrows, +running out like rays from that center, toward Ypres, +in capitals or Wytschaete in block letters. He wanted +the general to be able to stand on each point, look +down on the card, follow the direction of the arrow, +and identify the place. I don’t know whether any +other Intelligence Officer ever thought of that. Anyhow, +he got it done by 11:00 A.M.</p> + +<p>It was pleasant, the feeling when he had made his +last fair copy. He went to each of the points of the +compass, to make sure that he had registered positions +truly. Returning from the west to the east, he noticed +an immense plane, appearing in the firmament above +Bailleul. She was escorted by eight or nine relatively +little monoplanes—Bristol scouts, I should say. But, +at that date, the poor bloody Infantry were not brought +much in contact with the air force. So that, apart from +their spectacular, picturesque, or dangerous aspects, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_79">[79]</span>they hardly came within the scope of Gringoire’s professional +attentions. “Airmen,” he said, “were brilliant +beings, who treated us with contempt and carried off +the affections of our young women. Otherwise they +lived in the air whilst we plodded amongst mud and +barbed wire. Professionally, they rivaled the Cavalry; +obtained information for the Artillery—but, as for cooperating +with us, we were below their notice.” So +that the great, beautiful machine—which was, I believe, +the first Handley Page to reach France in safety—passed +overhead without Gringoire’s thinking of +more than that it was beautiful.</p> + +<p>But his time for consideration of the beautiful had +not yet come. It being then eleven and his work as +a man from Cook’s being accomplished, he had time +to think of breakfast.</p> + +<p>He had noticed that a cottage existed behind the +potatoes, the haricots, and the tobacco. His conscious +mind had dismissed it, since it had obviously no topographical +value as an object of interest for a General, +name unknown. His subconscious mind—that of an +Infantry Officer—had also dismissed it—as just a cottage; +too frail to be of much use for cover, even against +rifle fire. For you are to understand that whilst his +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_80">[80]</span>surface mind was entirely and devotedly given to his +immediate job, his secondary mind had certainly taken +note of the values of Mont Vedaigne, the garden, the +hedges, the copsewood, the timber, and the slopes; +considering them as cover, as sites for trenches and +noticing the fields of fire, the dead ground, the trees +that would be dangerous in falling about if the place +were shelled, the underwood that might be useful, +supposing the Artillery had failed to knock it to bits +or set fire to it—it was very dry still—before the Enemy +Infantry tried to rush the position. All these little +thoughts had flitted, like shadows, to be registered +somewhere.—For our poet learned that, when, ten +minutes later, he went over the ground again, for the +definite purpose of considering it with conscious, infantry-eye, +he had already noted and stored somewhere +in the gray matter of his brain most of the details of +dead ground, field of fire and sites for trenches, too +... and a good deal of the detail as to timber, underwood, +and the like.</p> + +<p>That, however, was only after he had had some +breakfast. For a little old Belgian woman with a +pepper and salt face and a husband who wore a black +cap with a shining leather eye shade, came out of +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_81">[81]</span>the green door of the cottage, just as the lady does +in a weatherhouse. To Gringoire’s request in Flemish +for coffee, “<i lang="nl">Hebt gii Kafe to verkoopen?</i>” she answered +nothing, disappearing backwards behind the +green door, which shut as if automatically. She was +there again, however, in less than a minute, with a +plate of ham, a bowl of coffee, and four bits of their +gingerbread!</p> + +<p>The significance of this did not occur to our subsequent +inhabitant of a gingerbread dwelling. He only +noticed that it did not go so very well—nor yet so very +badly—with the ham. He ate both, anyhow, in a hurry. +It was a keen air up there. He secured some more +ham and another cup of coffee and, with that in his +hand, proceeded to the clearing in the east from which +the best view of the Salient was obtainable.</p> + +<p>It was then that the Infantry Officer’s hitherto subconscious, +professional mind rose to the surface and +became the conscious one. In the four hours that he +had waited in that frame of mind, he had noticed, of +course, an infinite number of details—a great number +of airplanes coming from the direction of Dunkirk; +huge columns of smoke rising from far back in German-held +Belgium, behind Brûges. A great number of +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_82">[82]</span>signs of war in that clear, gray, sunlit space, in which +every pollard willow appeared to be visible and like +a candle flame burning in a windless air! Gringoire +was looking through a telescope, of course. But I will +trouble the reader only with two apparitions of those +that he collected: they were apparently unconnected, +since they took place, the one at Poperinghe, the other +in front of Wytschaete. But very likely they had a +grim connection.</p> + +<p>Whilst he was topographically employed, our Infantry +Officer had noticed Poperinghe as a blue-gray +smudge, in shape like an oval lozenge seen in perspective. +From it rose several church towers—bulbous, +Low-Country edifices. Now, whilst he was resting his +eyes from the telescope, he saw, suddenly unfolding +in the air above the towers, two great white swans. +They extended laterally, dazzling, very slow. Then a +trunk descended from each of them. After a time +they resembled, exactly, immense torsos of Hercules, +headless and armless statues, as solid-looking as brilliant +white marble, new from the quarry. The Tommies +called them Statue Shells.</p> + +<p>And then he noticed that there were statue shells +over the observation post on Kemmel Hill. With his +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_83">[83]</span>telescope, also, he began to see that shells were bursting +on Poperinghe. I don’t know why, but he took +them to be gas shells, bracketing.</p> + +<p>He rested his eyes again and looked at the gap +between Mont Noir and Mont Kemmel. It was a symmetrical +bit of landscape seen over what is called technically +a saddle between two hills. Over the very center +of the lowest part of the dip, Gringoire said, there +appeared to be a whitish gray tooth stump, decayed, +with one end-fragment rather high.⁠<a id="FNanchor_4_4" href="#Footnote_4_4" class="fnanchor">[4]</a> Extending, like +a long string, above this, on rising ground, there was +a brown rope—five miles, perhaps beyond the decayed +tooth. Little white balls existed on the brown line, the +landscape was pale yellow—as it might be the gold of +corn fields. The red roofs of a village that he knew +to be Wytschaete were brilliant and quiet in the sun—but, +on the brown line beneath that ridge the little +white balls went on coming into existence—one every +half second. One to the right at the extreme end of +the line; one on the extreme left; one in the middle; +one between the extreme left and the center. Beautiful +work. Have you ever seen a village cobbler nailing a +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_84">[84]</span>sole? It goes so quickly that you hardly see the hammer. +But a small brass nail is there—and another and +another—a line of brass nails on the smooth leather. +Well, they went like that, along the brown line—the +little white balls! Beautiful! Beautiful work. “My +mind,” Gringoire said, “was filled with joy and my +soul exulted in the clear, still, autumn sunshine, looking +over that tiny Kingdom of the Earth.</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_4_4" href="#FNanchor_4_4" class="label">[4]</a> This would be the remains of the Cathedral and the Cloth Hall +at Ypres.</p></div> + +<p>“I said to myself: ‘Hurray! The guns are giving +them hell. Some one’s ducking over there.’” Because, +of course, the brown line was the Hun trenches on the +Wytschaete ridge, and the little white balls were our +shells, falling with an exact precision. They must have +knocked the trenches pretty considerably already for +the disturbed earth to show at all at that distance.</p> + +<p>At that moment—it was just gone three—a man in +khaki made Gringoire jump by appearing at his elbow. +He said that the General who had ordered Gringoire +to report there at 1:00 P.M. was detained. Would he +have some lunch and report again at the same spot +at five?</p> + +<p>And, after that, it was just emotions. The landscape +became landscape, with great shafts of light and +shadows of clouds; the little white cottage with the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_85">[85]</span>green shutters, a little nook that should be inviolable; +the haricots interesting as things that one might plant +in a Kentish garden that sloped to the sea. The range +of hills was no longer a strategical point or a tactical +position. It was all that remained of one of the Kingdoms +of the Earth; one could hardly look at the gray +plains with the pollard willows marching like aligned +candle flames toward the horizon—one avoided looking +at it, because it was Lost Territory, held down, +oppressed, as if it were ashamed. Poperinghe grew to +appear pitiful, a little town where wretched civilians +were being butchered by gas shells for the love of God. +So the poet’s mind worked, at leisure, on personal matters, +as neither the mind of Intelligence, or Infantry, +Officer need work.</p> + +<p>“My mind,” the poet reports, “was indeed so much at +leisure in that long two hours that I even wrote in +my Field Pocket Book a preface to a volume whose +proofs had that morning reached me. In that I recorded +my emotions of the moment and there, in a +printed volume, they stand. It does not alter their +value as a record of emotions that I subsequently +learned that the statue shells over Poperinghe were not +gas shells but had been discharged so as to give the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_86">[86]</span>German Heavies the range, or that, upon reflection, +it appears to me that the Germans were hardly shelling +the town so profusely just for the love of God. +They must either have heard that we had a considerable +body of troops in the town, or else they were +trying to stop, by that retaliation, our own artillery’s +heavy shelling of their Wytschaete-Messines positions.”</p> + +<p>But at any rate, there the emotions came, crowding +and irrepressible. So that, just before, in the dusk, at +seven o’clock, Gringoire saw the bright red flash of +a brass hat’s band in among dark fir trees, he noticed, +with a sudden lift in the side, a light silver streak, +behind the map of Dunkirk. It was the sea.</p> + +<p>“And suddenly,” he said, “there came upon me +an intense longing to be beyond that sea.” It was a +longing not for any humanity—but just for the green +country, the mists, the secure nook at the end of a +little valley, the small cottage whose chimneys just +showed over the fruit trees—for the feelings and the +circumstances of a sanctuary in which one could cross +one’s second over one’s index finger and in the face +of destiny cry: “Feignits.”</p> + +<p>It was, however, necessary to stand to attention, and +through the falling twilight to point out hardly visible +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_87">[87]</span>towns to a nearly invisible Senior Officer. And immediately +the mind went back to its original position: +Dunkirk and Ypres became circles named in large capitals; +Wytschaete and Kemmel were again in block +lettering. One said: “The sea is just visible in that direction,” +and it was just a geographical fact.</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_88">[88]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="V"> + V + <br> + <i>Intermezzo</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>The day after peace was declared seemed to your compiler +an excellent moment on which to remonstrate +with our poet as to one of his characteristic locutions. +The day was fine, cloudless, soft and still; some gardening +operation of Gringoire’s had consummately +succeeded. I forget what it was. I fancy some long-studied +contrivance of his had checkmated the slugs +in his strawberry beds. At any rate we sat in the long +grass by the hedge under the damson trees at the +bottom of the garden over a great blue china bowl of +strawberries which Gringoire characteristically insisted +on moistening with red wine and sugar. He said that +taken that way they were less gross than with cream +and I am bound to say that Mme. Sélysette shared +his views with which I could never agree.</p> + +<p>In any case, it was with singular mildness that, lying +on his side in the long grass, Gringoire answered my +remonstrances.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_89">[89]</span></p> + +<p>“Why, no,” he said, “I do not see why any one +should object to the use of the term ‘Hun’ as applied +to such members of the late Enemy nations as were +not in arms against us. I do not care much about the +matter and, if the word offends you, I will try, when I +think about it, not to use it. But the fact is that I certainly +never thought about it much at any time. It is +a convenient phrase to use about what was evil in the +people we were fighting against. I should not now—and +I never did—call Brahms anything but a German +composer nor should I ever think of calling Holbein +a Hun painter or the Brothers Grimm of the fairy-tales, +Boches. So that the word is a convenient one for +differentiations. In effect for me the German musicians, +painters, poets, working men, postmen and soldiers +in the trenches or at their Headquarters were +never Huns. I assert that categorically and I think +it was true of the majority of my comrades—except +that the majority of my comrades had never heard of +Bach or Beethoven or Heine. But it was true that the +majority of my comrades with whom I discussed the +subject at all seriously, though they may have used +the word you dislike, never—when talking seriously—used +it as a term of hatred. Humanity will inevitably +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_90">[90]</span>use a monosyllable in place of two sounds if it can +get the chance and so will I.</p> + +<p>“But I don’t think many people in the trenches actually, +and except at odd moments, ever felt active +hatred against the men in the opposite lines or even +those who militarily directed their operations. When +they are not called on to be trustworthy or imaginative +or to show human sympathy, men in the bulk are +beasts fairly decent and fairly reasonable. We hated +and objurgatively called ‘Huns,’ to the furthest extent +of its Hunnish hideousness, not the poor bloody footsloggers +who were immediately before us. No, the +word applied itself to the professors, the prosaists, the +publicists, the politicians who had sent those poor +blighters to prevent our going home. For if you think +of it, it was a topsy-turvy arrangement. They wanted +to send us home and we wanted desperately to go; +yet they pushed towards our home and we away from +ours....</p> + +<p>“I am not much set to talk to you about the trenches +or even about fighting. The point that I want to put +into the spotlight of your mind is mostly the fact +that if we do not economize in food there will be another +war. Unlike you, my dear Compi, in that I +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_91">[91]</span>regard the past with much greater equanimity. You +remember that, when we were both writing propaganda +I used to shock you by the mildness of mine. It +will be long before I forget your emotions when I +wrote an article suggesting that, instead of atrocity-mongering +we were sufficiently advanced along the +road of civilization to write—at least of the German +troops—as ‘the gallant enemy.’</p> + +<p>“Today our positions have changed and you are +shocked because I style certain of those who belong +to the late Enemy nation by an epithet that you wish +to forget having employed. The point is that I stand +where I did whereas you have reacted against what +now appear to have been your extravagances. My +propaganda, as you remember, was almost entirely a +matter of economics and of culture. I simply pointed +out that the war was in effect a hunger war: Prussia +being mostly composed of immense sand wastes—the +Lüneburger Heide; of impenetrable forest—the Teutoberger +Wald; and of the vast stretch of swamps where +Hindenburg massacred the Russians on their own +border. That being the condition of Prussia, the country +would not produce enough food for the population +which was also a population of the most prolific +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_92">[92]</span>breeders in the world. I also pointed out—and I think +I was almost the only person to do so—that the Enemy +Empire instead of being the flourishing concern that +she had bluffed the world into considering her was +actually on the point of bankruptcy and losing trade +after trade to foreign nations. That again was merely +a matter of food. Germany had flourished on low +wages and subsidies to manufacturers; but as food-prices +rose the world over the wages of the German +laborer had to go up so that, even with subsidies, the +German manufacturer could no longer compete with +us, the Italians, the French or even the South Americans. +That Germany invaded Belgium may or may not +have been the <i lang="fr">triste nécessité</i> that her statesmen alleged +it to be, but that the war, regarded as a food +war was in very truth a sad necessity for her you may +be perfectly convinced. Prussia was starving, her population +was increasing by leaps and bounds, emigration +had been forbidden by the government....</p> + +<p>“Well, I do not propose to hate a starving population +that seeks for bread, but I do propose to dislike +and go on disliking the professors and publicists who +preached that the only way to obtain bread was by +invading Belgium and I do not think that the epithet +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_93">[93]</span>you object to is any too strong. And indeed, if you +use it merely to designate what was hateful in the +late Enemy nation and if you employ the word ‘German’ +for everything that was and is ‘<i lang="de">gemütlich</i>’ for +those who since yesterday have been our friends, +you will be doing them a service by emphasizing what +they have of the lovable in their compositions. Still +... I do not much care about that.</p> + +<p>“I do not believe that there will ever be another war +if you put it only on the baser ground that the great +financiers who alone can make or stop wars got hideously +frightened by the last one. And in addition to +that you can consider the educative effect of the Armageddon +that finished yesterday. It will take a good +many decades before any human soul will again regard +war as a means of enrichment and a good many +centuries before any Great Power will again imagine +that to have an aspect of bestriding the world in jackboots +and with the saber rattling is of advantage to +itself. It is a better world on the 29th of June, 1919, +than it was on August the 3rd, 1914. Bluff has got its +deathblow.</p> + +<p>“Yes, the world is better and sweeter. We simple +people are freed of an enormous incubus; we can sit +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_94">[94]</span>still for a space and think, which we never could before +in the history of the world. But of this I am certain—that +what danger there is to the world and us +is a food danger. I do not believe there will ever be +another war: I believe our sufferings, great as they +were, achieved that and were a small price to pay +for that benefit. So, if you want to you may bless even +the Huns as having been the occasion of our learning +that lesson. But if there were ever another war it would +be a war purely and simply for food.</p> + +<p>“The food-producing soil of the earth is already +occupied; the population of our small planet increases +by leaps and bounds. I know enough about agriculture—and +scientific agriculture at that—to know that +the pretensions of scientists to increase the production +of food by improved culture is weary nonsense when +set against the consideration of the increase in the +numbers of mankind. The most honest scientist that +I know refused to reveal a method of increasing the +yield of wheat sixfold on a given plot of ground because +he satisfied himself that to do so in one year +rendered that plot of ground absolutely barren for +ten years and the milder improvements of agricultural +processes that are evolved each year do not suffice +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_95">[95]</span>to provide enough food for the extra mouths that each +year are produced by Prussia alone.</p> + +<p>“So that the position might seem pretty gloomy, but +I remain an optimist, at least in the matter of war +for if, as I think will prove the fact, there will be +no war till the world is driven to it by starvation, +then the coming of war may be so long delayed that, +all races of the world being at last at much the same +pitch of education, it will be obvious to them all that +war is no way to increase the production of food. I +heard, not a Hun, but a Swedish professor say the +other day that it was terribly irksome and irritating +to his countrymen to consider that, whilst they were +overpopulated and cramped up on an infertile soil, +down in the fertile south there was the nearly empty +and extraordinarily fertile land known as France. And +how, he asked, could France with her selfish inhabitants +who regulated their birth-rate—or who at any +rate selfishly refused to beget children to the limit +of their capacity—how could France expect to enjoy +immunity from invasion by the healthy, voracious and +formidable Northern races who openheartedly and +with splendid generosity begot children, to use his own +phrase, by the bushel?</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_96">[96]</span></p> + +<p>“I did not, as you might imagine, because of my +obvious Gallophilism try to bite off that blond beast’s +head because what he said was, as to its premises, true +enough. France <em>is</em> sparsely populated and wealthy, +Sweden <em>is</em> overcrowded and infertile. But the remedy +for that is not to be found in invasion: the solution +is there, waiting. France which is the only country +civilized enough not to overpopulate herself is at present +the only country in the world that welcomes immigration +and facilitates to the extreme the naturalization +of immigrants.</p> + +<p>“The Swede went on grumbling that it was very +hard that his compatriots must expatriate themselves +in order to enjoy those <i lang="de">Südfrüchte</i>—fruits of the +South. He said that his fellow countrymen loved their +graynesses and contracted terrible melancholias beneath +Southern suns.... So that the only thing was +raiding!</p> + +<p>“I did not continue the discussion for I did not wish +at the moment to hate a Swede. But that in essence +shows the root of the matter. Wars will cease when +nations and Northern Professors are sufficiently civilized +to let nations be relatively nomadic and permit +races to flow freely from inclement, overpopulated and +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_97">[97]</span>infertile regions into those that are sparsely populated +and fertile and not hyper-philoprogenitive.</p> + +<p>“You may put it that hatred and overpopulation +go hand in hand, their destination being war, and +you would not be far wrong. For it is not the hatreds +begotten after wars are declared that matter; those +die natural if slow deaths as soon as the not very protracted +activities of warfare are over and done with, +so that it is only the hatreds that precede wars that +need much concern us.”</p> + +<p>He went on to say that pre-war hatreds, apart from +those inculcated by hungers of one sort or another, +arose largely from differences of manners. We used +to hate the French because they ate frogs and were +elegant; they hated us because we said “goddam” and +ruled the seas. But manners tend to approximate the +world over with the extension of means of intercourse. +They jazz in Cambodia as in Coney Island today +and tomorrow they will speak American in the +county of Clackmannan even as in Monte Carlo.</p> + +<p>That Gringoire applauded. It was, he said, all to +the good to have a dance that all could dance. Before +the war the vigorous poor went to dogfights, cockfights, +badgerfights: now they jazzed. It was a +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_98">[98]</span>progress towards sweetness and light, part of what +we had paid for with our sufferings....</p> + +<p>It was at this point that your Compiler became a +little impatient. He had come to get war-reminiscences +from a practising poet—but these colloquies resolved +themselves into a continual struggle of wills, Gringoire +persisting in dilating on the future as seen by +the practising agriculturist and gastronome. And indeed, +scenting that your Compiler was essaying to head +him off from the topic on which his mind was fixed, +he now went off upon a tirade about intensive horticulture +and French cooking that lasted until dusk +was well falling on his garden. And Madame Sélysette, +raising her delicate eyebrows, intimated sufficiently +plainly that, if we did not want a storm he had +better not be interrupted.</p> + +<p>The main points of his harangue were to the effect +that humanity would be saved—if it was to be saved—by +good cooking, intensive horti-, as opposed to agriculture. +And of course by abstract thinking and the +arts. And the avoidance of waste. Above all by the +avoidance of waste.</p> + +<p>To the pretensions of the scientific agriculturist he +opposed the claims of hand-culture, to those of the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_99">[99]</span>popular restaurant upholder those of the meticulous +chef. Hand culture whether of beasts, grain or vegetables +gave a better product, the careful and intelligent +cook gave you more appetizing food. The more +appetizing your food the better you digested it and +the less you needed to support you. He said—but that +was on the question of waste—that in a French residence +of the size of the Gingerbread Cottage you +would not find enough waste to fatten a chicken with; +in his own establishment, do all that he could, aided +by Mme. Sélysette, they had waste enough to half +fatten a pig....</p> + +<p>In short the world was to be saved by observing +the precepts of the recipe for mutton chops with which +your Compiler opened this little work. But all this +seemed so apart from anything that his readers could +be supposed to want from a book devoted to the +war-reminiscences of a poet that your Compiler had +long ceased to use his pencil and notebook before +Gringoire had finished his sunset harangue, so that, +having no notes of the arguments we may well, as to +that matter, here inscribe the words: “<i lang="la">cetera desunt.</i>”</p> + +<p>But, having eased his mind, Gringoire became good-natured, +and, becoming good-natured he was awake +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_100">[100]</span>to the outer world. So he observed that Mme. Sélysette +and your servant had for a long time made neither +objections to nor comments on the stuff of his harangues. +His voice had gone on sounding alone save +for the churnings of an early night-jar that sat upon +the gatepost giving onto the rushy meadow. And suddenly +he stopped and laughed maliciously.</p> + +<p>“Poor old Compi,” he said, “how extraordinarily +this isn’t what you come for. But the stuff of war-reminiscences +concerns itself almost as much with +what war has made of a man as with the pictures that +he saw. Still you are not the sort of person to see +that and, in a minute I will reward your patience with +a landscape that, though it has nothing to do with our +main theme, may make a nice <i lang="fr">bonne bouche</i> for your +little book.</p> + +<p>“But I do want to get in—just for the sake of pointing +it out to the world—that the late hostilities, whilst +they profoundly modified the manners of the world +did, in their very nature, hold up to the world a moral +that will be of infinite value as soon as the world is +in any condition at all to notice it. That is to say it +did teach us what a hell—what a hell!—of a lot we +can do without.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_101">[101]</span></p> + +<p>“Take my dear Sélysette there, with her upbringing +amongst the suns and luxuries of the <i lang="fr">haute bourgeoisie</i> +of the South. Do you suppose that if, before the 3rd +of August, 1914 you had proposed to her to unite her +destinies to the least pecunious of poets and take up +her residence in a rat-ridden cottage beneath the usually +lugubrious but at all times capricious skies of this +septentrional land—do you suppose that, if you had +then made that proposal she would not have crushed +you to the earth with the mere weight of her scorn? +Or take me. Would you, knowing me as you did in +earlier but, I assure you, not half such happy days—would +you have imagined me spending what till then, +but not till now, were certainly my happiest hours in +a bare hillside in a tent with absolutely no furnishings +but an officer’s camp-bed? I had been used to a good +deal of luxury, but there for the first time I found +peace though the German artillery was actually at +that moment shelling that spot and I was for the first +time under fire.</p> + +<p>“That is one of the things that I remember most +vividly, not because it was the first time I was under +fire but because I felt that for the first time I had cut +absolutely and finally loose from all the bedevilments +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_102">[102]</span>of life at home—from the malices as from the luxuries. +Afterwards, unused as I was to the artillery mind or +its methods, I wondered a little that they should be +so persistently shelling <em>us</em> and that they should find +us with such accuracy.</p> + +<p>“I was sitting on the side of my camp-bed talking +to an extremely intoxicated and disheveled elderly officer +who was nevertheless a man of no ordinary talent. +That is to say that his harangues about everything +under the sun were interspersed with a great number +of classical quotations of singular aptness and he had +also made several inventions that eventually proved +very useful during the war and that saved him from +a courtmartial for drunkenness. I was—as was so frequently +my case—in charge of him and, although he +was in no position to get away, I did not care to go +into a dugout as did all my brother officers who had +hitherto been in the tent with us. And indeed the +fact was that that fellow’s boozy conversation interested +me....</p> + +<p>“The German shells came in groups of three, doing +obviously what we infantry were taught to call bracketing. +That is to say that the first three shells whined +wearily overhead and caused a considerable rumpus in +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_103">[103]</span>our mule lines that were perhaps a hundred yards behind +us, and immediately afterwards a rocket or something +like it let itself down from the heavens. A few +minutes later three more shells fell short of us by +perhaps another hundred yards down the hill. There +was an obvious German plane overhead and it was in +the late evening, nearly dark in the tent and quite +dusk in the calm light outside.</p> + +<p>“My elderly friend wagged his head sagely. He explained +that the Germans were trying to find with +their shells something that that plane thought it had +seen—probably the great park of German captured +guns that were just above us. They would fire three +sets of three shells each. Then our heavy artillery +would open on them as a gentle hint to them to be +quiet and not disturb the serenity of the Sabbath evening. +They might take the hint or they might not. +If they did not a regular duel between the heavies +would begin, and the earth would shake for miles +’round.</p> + +<p>“But, in any case, he said—and his air of wisdom +convinced me as if Solomon were returned to earth +and judging artillery—that we should be left in peace +very shortly. And at that moment the next batch of +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_104">[104]</span>three shells arrived right on us. That is to say that +one landed right in the middle of the captured German +guns, one in the fortunately soft ground of a +spring about thirty yards from our tent and one in +the middle of the canteen tent that was just next to +ours; so that immediately after the immense concussions +innumerable crepitations sounded from the canvas +above us, the clay, gravel and mud falling from +where it had been precipitated into the skies. And +a tin of sardines, coming through the tent-flap, landed +as if miraculously in my lap....</p> + +<p>“But that old fellow went on nodding his head as +if he had been a Chinese bronze and exclaiming: +‘Don’t get up! Don’t get up! That will be the last +of it!’</p> + +<p>“And, sure enough it was. Immediately afterwards +Bloody Mary and two of her lady friends let off, enormous +and august, breaking the quiet night. And I +suppose the Germans were not in the mood for any +extended artillery duel. They had probably satisfied +themselves that the German guns parked above us +were duds of sorts. The plane must have observed them +earlier in the evening and had signaled their presence +with rockets....</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_105">[105]</span></p> + +<p>“But the point that I want to make is that no +matter how simple your surroundings or limited your +income you can find happiness as long as you are also +surrounded by a set of men with incomes similarly +exiguous who are contented with their surroundings. +The German shells were an added discomfort which +I don’t adduce as part of my argument—as if it should +be raining or indulging in any other eccentricity of +weather that one cannot control.</p> + +<p>“Anyhow, I have been happier in a tent or a hut +or even in a dugout than ever I was in a night-club +before the war or in the sort of a hotel they call a +Grand Palace, and I would rather inhabit a Connaught +hut furnished exclusively with biscuit or beef +boxes and sluice myself with cold water in the open +on a freezing morning than dwell among Park Lane +millionaires and take my ease in a hummums. And, if +I can do that, all humanity can. I am no exception, +and it is in that way that salvation lies and the extinction +of wars.</p> + +<p>“Indeed, I can assure you that one of the most +troubled moments of the war happened when, as I +will later tell you, I was sent for to Paris by the +French Government and by them lodged in circumstances +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_106">[106]</span>of extreme luxury in a Palace on the Avenue +de l’Opéra. For apart from the botherments of being +asked to do propaganda that I did not want to do and +the obvious hostility of the French officers with whom +I mixed and momentary shortness of cash I had, as +again I will tell you later, the extreme botherment +of being introduced suddenly into the sequelæ of a very +violent divorce case. A British cavalry officer had used +a week’s leave in going to Switzerland and carrying +off his little daughter who had been taken there by +his wife on her elopement with a ‘fiddler-fellow.’ +And, as I sat in the vestibule of the Hotel Splendide +et de l’Orient the little girl, whom I like to think of +as Maisie—that Maisie of Henry James’ book—came +and without a word of any introduction, settled herself +in my lap and went to sleep. She was bothered because +she could not find the tram to Heaven. Because they +said her mother had gone to Heaven.</p> + +<p>“You would say that such things do not happen in +war. But they <em>do</em>.... And the distracted cavalry officer +having left me in charge of his sleeping daughter +went on some business that he had at the Embassy. +But before he went he pointed to the swinging doors +of the hotel giving into the streets and told me that +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_107">[107]</span>at any moment he expected his wife to rush in and +use a revolver.... And I was due at the French Foreign +Office for an interview upon which my future in +the service and the world might turn.</p> + +<p>“Eventually my publisher came in and I dropped +the sleeping Maisie into his lap. He was to have accompanied +me to the Ministry but I thought he would be +more useful to me there, so I left him.... But I +assure you I was much more frightened of the idea of +Maisie’s mother whom I pictured as a sort of infuriated +Carmen than ever I was of any German shells. +It was she, with her revolver, who typified for me +real hatred—the woman robbed of her child. Whereas, +as for the only man that I actually and consciously +shot at and who actually and consciously shot at me, I +never felt the ghost of an emotion of hatred. I was +aware of imbecilely grinning when he missed me—as +if it were any other sport—and of saying to myself: +‘That’s the sort of dud <em>you</em> are,’ when I—and repeatedly—missed +him. And I believe I felt regret when +some one else killed him. At any rate I am glad that +I cannot remember his face....</p> + +<p>“But Maisie’s mother would have been a different +affair. <em>She</em> would have been filled with hatred—as I +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_108">[108]</span>don’t believe that other fellow was—and I should have +been paralyzed.... Why, even at this moment I can +almost feel her revolver bullet entering my stomach. +And I should have deserved it. One should not connive +at the carrying off of a woman’s child however +righteous the case of the husband. It is perhaps a +worse crime than crossing the Belgian frontier, ‘near +a place called Gemmenich.’</p> + +<p>“To die thus would be to die in a bad cause. And +I daresay that why I don’t believe that any great hatred +existed between the actual combatants in the late war—and +why I don’t, when I think about it, stigmatize +the fellows who lately stood armed over against us +as ‘Huns’—is simply that we thought we had a good +cause and that we knew that they also thought that +they had a good cause. They thought that we endangered +their homes as much as we thought that they +endangered ours.</p> + +<p>“So that I simply do not believe in atrocities. The +worst fellow that I ever came across on our own +side—an enormous Scot whose principal conversation +was taken up with the topic of the prisoners he had +murdered—I have seen become lachrymosely sentimental +over a German prisoner who was in a lamentable +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_109">[109]</span>state of funk at having to undergo a medical +examination. That Scot almost blubbered over that +Hun in his efforts to assure him that the doctor would +not operate on him against his will....</p> + +<p>“No, I don’t believe in atrocities. Or at the most I +half believe in one. It is asserted—the Huns asserted it +themselves but I found it difficult to believe—that they +filmed the <i>Lusitania</i> whilst she was sinking. That I +find atrocious. It is bad enough with premeditation—and +the presence of a film operator would seem to +prove premeditation—it is bad enough, then, with +premeditation to sink a ship loaded with sleeping +women and children. But if we concede that those +responsible believed—as they may have done—that +the <i>Lusitania</i> carried munitions of war even that may +be nearly condoned. But that you should take a cinema +machine to represent, for the gloating of others, the +ruin and disappearance of a tall ship—that seems to +me the most horrible of crimes. <i>Spurlos</i> is in itself +a suspect word, a part of the vocabulary of ruthlessness +that lost the Huns—not the fighting men—the war. +But the real lives of men are enshrined in their products. +To kill a poet is a small thing; to destroy his +work is an irremediable offense.... And the most +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_110">[110]</span>beautiful of all the handiwork of men is the tall ship. +It is horrible to see houses go down in ruin under +artillery fire; it is horrible to see fields mutilated and +rendered unfertile or merely humiliated by the heels +of alien conquerors. But to see a ship, its heart broken, +its bows appealing to the heavens, slowly and mutely +disappear. That is horrible. The sea shudders a little +where it was. Only a little. But still the sea shudders.</p> + +<p>“Obviously in wars you must sink ships. And I +suppose you may make records of the sinking of ships +if it be done pitifully. But, in a spirit of gloating, +to represent for the purpose of affrighting others or +making yet others gloat in turn—to make cold-bloodedly +the record of the disappearance of the proudest +ship in the world, that seems to me the most horrible +of ... <i lang="de">Schrecklichkeiten</i>.... But perhaps they never +did it. Perhaps they only said that they did. That +would be a queer way to make yourself popular!</p> + +<p>“But there was a landscape that I wanted to tell +you about.</p> + +<p>“A little in front of Kemmel Hill we had some +trenches—horrible trenches because of the nature of +the ground. You could not dig down three feet because +you came to water so the parapets were merely sandbags +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_111">[111]</span>and the parados nothing at all. They must have +been responsible for the loss of more lives than any +other position of the whole war. In addition, when it +rained, all the flood-water of the uplands poured down +into them. Why I have seen them filled with cigarette +packets washed down from our always luckless +canteen—after the great storm in September ’16.</p> + +<p>“Well, it was just before then that we had been +set to occupy those lines. If they had been retired a +hundred and fifty yards they would have been on the +slope of the hill and dry and safe. But the staff—or +some bellicose individual on the staff—in spite of every +representation preferred to lose a third of my battalion, +let alone thirds of all the other battalions that occupied +them, rather than to lose the little bit of prestige +that it would have meant, by a retirement. Of a +hundred and fifty yards! Think of that!</p> + +<p>“Anyhow, there we came down in the early hours +of a September moonlight—into a world of beautiful, +bluish and misty calm. There were those calms in the +line when the vengeful activities of seven or so million +men had exhausted themselves and their imaginations +had just gone to sleep. You would have long +periods of quiet. They would be broken by sudden +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_112">[112]</span>bursts of machine gun fire and flares of Verey lights +when some bemused sentry had taken it into his head +that half a dozen corpses in No Man’s Land were stealing +upon him. One’s nerves did that in quiet, moonlit +moments. You would look at a corpse, or some sacking, +or some sandbags until you could swear they were +creeping upon you. Then in a crisis, ‘bang’ would go +your hipe, and off would go the machine guns, and up +would flare the Verey lights. The guns too might +come in and some poor devil or another lose his life. +But as a rule silence would settle down again for +another long period.... I wrote a poem about that, +in French. But I never heard of any one having read +it.”</p> + +<p>It was at that moment that your Compiler burst +in with the words:</p> + +<p>“Oh, it begins with: ‘I should like to imagine a +moonlight in which there will be no machine guns.’ +I heard my friend Mrs. Carmody recite it only yesterday. +Recite, not read it!”</p> + +<p>Gringoire grunted slightly.</p> + +<p>“The point was that it was most beautiful moonlight, +before a blue, silent mountain with mists dim +all up its flanks. And the other point was that we, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_113">[113]</span>as you may remember, were a flying division. We were +used for reinforcing threatened points or for resting +overtired troops. And, facing us, the Germans had +similar divisions that they called ‘<i lang="de">Sturmtruppen</i>.’ The +curious thing was that either their Intelligence was +so good or ours was so good that whenever we were +moved up or down the line we found the same regiments +in front of us so that when we were on the +Somme we fought the Second Brandenburgers, and +when we moved up to the Salient there we found the +Second Brandenburgers in front of us and after we +had been in front of Armentières for a little, there sure +enough were the famous Second Brandenburgers. The +Cockchafers, they were nicknamed. After that they +began to desert to us a good deal and they were replaced +by the Würtembergers whom we used to consider +better fellows, I don’t know why, for we never, +in the nature of the case, consorted much with either.</p> + +<p>“On the occasion of that moonlight night the Brandenburgers +had got in before us and displayed a natural +curiosity to know who we were when we got in. +The German—or rather the Hun—method of trying to +unmask the identity of opponents was to sing national +anthems. I use the word ‘Hun’ here because only a +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_114">[114]</span>Delbrueck or a Bethmann-Hollweg—a professor or a +politician—would have thought of anything so ingeniously +imbecile. For naturally we did not fall in with +that little idea.... The idea, by the bye, was that if +we were Scots and they sang ‘Scots Wha Hae’ or +Irish and they sang ‘The Wearin’ of the Green,’ or +for us ‘Hen Wlad Wy Nadhau’ we should, in a burst +of patriotic emotion either cheer or join in the chorus. +We didn’t. I remember that once when, no doubt suspecting +who we were, they had tried singing “Ap +Jenkin,” which is our quickstep, our men replied by +singing the imperial Chorus from the ‘Mikado’ as if +to show that we were Japanese. That irritated them +so much that they pounded our trench for an hour +and a half with everything they could think of.</p> + +<p>“On this occasion they tried everything from ‘Rule +Britannia’ to ‘Australia, Australia,’ and elicited no +reply. And then they suddenly touched off an immense +gramophone that sang, through the still moonlight +... the ‘Hymn of Hate.’ And in English!</p> + +<p>“It was curious and eerie to hear that passionless +machine let off those dire words devoted solely to ourselves, +for they never evolved anything like it for the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_115">[115]</span>French or the Belgians or the Italians or Annamites or +Cochin Chinese or Brazilians. Now it screamed and +brayed:</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> + <div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">“Hate of the head and hate of the hand,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Hate of the breed and hate of the land</div> + <div class="verse indent0">ENGLAND</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Hate of the standing and hate of the lying,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Hate of the living and hate of the dying</div> + <div class="verse indent0">ENGLAND ... ENGLAND”</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p>(“And as a detail I may add that they had to get an +English renegade—for there was one!—to make that +translation.)</p> + +<p>“I am bound to say that it made one shiver a little. +There were the moonlight, and the mists, and the +lights of poor Wytschaete far away on the ridge. And +those words creeping towards us. It is perhaps more +disagreeable to think of being prayed to death than +of being shelled. One shivered.</p> + +<p>“And when it fell silent one wondered if anything +in the war or in the world could surpass it for drama. +But one was wrong. You don’t know the Welsh. They +are the incomparable singers of four-part music in the +open air.</p> + +<p>“I remember, years ago, being on the side of a +Welsh mountain on a Saturday evening at sunset and +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_116">[116]</span>far below a Welsh miners’ beanfeast was going along +a thread of a road in char-à-bancs. And as each filled +car passed there came up the sounds of four-part songs, +incredibly sweet and incredibly mournful in the falling +darkness. They are a conquered people, the Welsh, +and their music is the music of a conquered people.</p> + +<p>“But on that occasion the Germans had delivered +themselves into their hands in the endless struggle between +Saxon and Celt. For suddenly a single voice in +‘B’ Company began to sing with extraordinary clearness:</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> + <div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">‘Maxwelton braes are bonnie</div> + <div class="verse indent0">When earlie fa’s the dew....’</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p>“And extraordinarily, before the singer had come +to ‘there that Annie Laurie,’ the whole of ‘B’ Company +was crooning out the other parts of the song. +Beneath the moon. And then the whole Battalion, +along a front of a mile. Crooning, you know, rather +softly, not shouting....</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> + <div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">“And for Bonnie Annie Laurie ...”</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p>“It was a good answer.</p> + +<p>“They were forbidden of course to sing Welsh songs, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_117">[117]</span>or it might have been ‘Land of My Fathers’ or the +‘Men of Harlech.’ As it was, it was better.</p> + +<p>“But there was not much hatred about that. And +you will observe that even the Huns had had to get +a machine to do their hating.”</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_118">[118]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="VI"> + VI + <br> + <i>Just Country</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>It is one of the burdens of advancing age—as it is +one of the penalties of having been unreasonably prolific—that +one is always haunted by a vague dread +of repeating one’s self. One’s mind, presumably, progresses, +one touches and retouches one’s ideas; hammers +at the wording; seeks after a final clarity of expression. +It is all one that one may have already printed +the matter of the theme; the mind continues to work +at the phraseology until one, finally, isn’t certain that +one has or hasn’t sought the crystallization of the +press. So it happens that I cannot be certain whether +I have or haven’t printed already what I am about to +write. It can’t, however, in the nature of things, have +been more than a shortish article; so that if I have +to apologize to any readers, the apology can’t be for +any great fault.</p> + +<p>I fancy that what I then tried to put on paper was +suggested by a letter that our poet wrote, having another +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_119">[119]</span>moment of leisure, at about the time of his long +wait for the General on Mont Vedaigne. I wrote an +article, and certainly it was suggested by a passage in +one of Gringoire’s letters to a friend, at some one’s +request, for the journal called the N—. And that journal +called the N— refused to print the article because +it was too militarist. I don’t myself see where +the militarism can have come into the expression of +what was pure speculation of a psychological kind—but +censors, whether military or anti-military, are +queer people, and I presume that their main job, as it +presents itself to their minds, is the suppression of +ideas.... The more I think about it now, the more +the thought hardens and takes shape; some one—connected +with the propaganda-ministry—<em>did</em> ask me to +write an article for the N— and the N— did refuse to +print it. I daresay the journal had quarreled with the +department in between whiles.</p> + +<p>Anyhow, the psychological speculation wasn’t very +profound, or, as far as I can see, very likely to render +conscription a permanent institution in these islands. +Stated in its baldest terms, it merely amounted to +saying that when you are very busy with a job, you +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_120">[120]</span>do not much notice what is going on around you. You +don’t, of course.</p> + +<p>And, in the end, that is the basic idea that underlies +these records of four landscapes. Gringoire was +simply trying to state—or rather to illustrate—the fact +that, during the whole of the period from the +4/8/’14 till the date when the German plenipotentiaries +appended, in the Salle des Glaces, their signatures +to the peace treaty, he only four times achieved +a sufficient aloofness of mind to notice the landscape +that surrounded him.</p> + +<p>“I don’t mean to say,” our poet summed the matter +up, “that I didn’t have ‘leaves,’ but, for one cause and +another, my leaves weren’t ever pensive or leisurely. +One was snatched into the civilian frame of mind—but +into a civilian frame of mind that was always preoccupied +with ‘The War’—that was, indeed, in odd +ways, far more preoccupied with the war than were +one’s self and one’s friends. Thus I remember that, +on the occasion of my first return from France, being +in a Tommy’s tunic, before I had arrived at the barrier +of Viltona, I was stopped by an Assistant Provost +Marshal and told that if I didn’t immediately procure +leather gloves, another sort of hat, a collar, a tie, and +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_121">[121]</span>get rid of my divisional mark, I should be put under +arrest and returned to my battalion. In the booking +office, I found a telephone—which cost thruppence, instead +of tuppence—and when I remonstrated with a +lady who three times gave me a wrong number, I was +told to remember that there was a war going on. +When, there being no one in my own house, I tried +to go by omnibus to my club for lunch, I being in +mufti and a little lame, a lady conductor put her +hand on my chest, exclaimed: ‘There’s a war on,’ and +very neatly threw me back into the road.</p> + +<p>“When I got to my club, a civilian of an eminently +moral appearance was lunching at my table. He addressed +me condescendingly—as no doubt one would +address a Tommy if one were a civilian at a club. I +had the feeling that he was about to offer me a glass +of beer—therefore I hurriedly began to talk of peace. +I wanted, you see, to consider peace and to avoid at +once the offer of a free drink and the remembrance +of my comrades who were still in danger of their +lives. I admit that my words were inconsiderate, for +I simply said:</p> + +<p>“‘Won’t there be a high old fortnight’s drunk after +that day!’</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_122">[122]</span></p> + +<p>“My table companion drew himself up, pursed dry +lips, and as it were hissed:</p> + +<p>“‘I think we have taken very good steps to prevent +that.’</p> + +<p>“He wouldn’t, you see, let me forget my poor comrades +who were still in the trenches. I do not remember +what I said then; but only his attitude as with his +napkin very white and crumpled in his hand, he removed +to another table. Straight from that club I went +to the house of an Eminent Reformer who told me +that he would rather we lost the war than that the +Cavalry should have a hand in winning it.⁠<a id="FNanchor_5_5" href="#Footnote_5_5" class="fnanchor">[5]</a> He +couldn’t know that it wasn’t so very long since I had +seen the empty saddles of the Deccan Horse, as, all +intermingled with the men of some battalion of Gordons, +they returned from an adventure in No Man’s +Land, during the 1916 Battle of the Somme. So I went +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_123">[123]</span>and had tea with a lady who gave me three milk biscuits +from a silver tray and said: ‘This <em>must</em> be a +change from your hardships over there!’</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_5_5" href="#FNanchor_5_5" class="label">[5]</a> Our friend is here venting a little of the bile that, as will be seen, +at times obscures his outlook on life and makes him, elsewhere, appear +ungenerous to the civilian population that so loyally did its bit. The +train of thought of his friend the Eminent Reformer would seem to be +as follows: (a) this is a war for liberty; (b) the Cavalry are officered +mainly by the hereditary aristocracy; (c) if the hereditary aristocracy wins +out in the war, liberty will suffer; (d) it would be preferable to lose the +war. This seems logical. Our poet, however, refuses to see matters in +this light. He says that he has never since spoken to that Eminent Reformer, +who was once the closest of his friends—and that he never will +again. This is lamentable. But is there not a tag beginning “<i>Irritabile +genus</i>”...?</p></div> + +<p>“They <em>wouldn’t</em>, you see, let me forget the poor +dear fellows who were still in the trenches. So I +passed the night in a Y.M.C.A. hut, discussing Mametz +Wood of the 14/7/’16 with an officer of the +38th Division.”</p> + +<p>That, of course, was rather a special day, Gringoire +said—though it was nothing out of the common. Given +his age, former career, and surroundings, he couldn’t +be expected to come in for any huge amount of the +salutary dissipation or the healing hospitality which +did so much to <i lang="fr">remonter</i> the <i lang="fr">moral</i> of the troops. +Moving mostly amongst the Intelligentsia, he came a +good deal in contact with Conscientious Objectors who +abused him to his face for militarism or with literary +civilians of military age who, after calling at his house, +returned to their own and wrote him anonymous but +easily recognizable letters, the purport of which was +that he had never heard a shot fired and that the +only gas he had ever smelled had been emitted by +himself. To balance them, he received a number of +letters from the German population of London, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_124">[124]</span>threatening to murder him on account of his propagandist +writings, whilst one of the most frequent preoccupations +of his military career arose from the anonymous +letters addressed to the War Office, to his various +Colonels, and to the officers and other ranks of +his regiment by a professional man whom he had +once employed and who, after he lost that particular +job, found that his conscience as a patriot demanded +that he should continuously but unsuccessfully denounce +our poet as a German spy.</p> + +<p>That is all in the day’s journey. <i lang="la">Homo homini lupus.</i> +But it is not to be wondered at that in his periods of +leisure Gringoire was not in a position to pay what +he would have called a hell of a lot of attention to +landscapes—or, in the alternative, that the essential +call, of the land, of the war, was not the humanity +that England contained—but just the country.</p> + +<p>Possibly the idea of country—just country—postulates +the idea of human companionship—but that is +not the same thing as humanity.</p> + +<p>“When I was a boy,” as Gringoire put it, “every +hedge and every turn of a white, long road, concealed +a possible Princesse Lointaine.” In those days +one walked on and on—from the North Foreland to +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_125">[125]</span>the Land’s End; from Kensington to Winchelsea, +from Minehead, by Porlock and Brendon, to Water’s +Meet. Or one cycled from Calais to Beauvais, by way +of Arras; from Paris to Tours and along the Loire, +somehow ending at Houlgate and Caen. Or one went +in a slow fiacre from Amiens to Albert, ostensibly to +see the new brick and mosaic cathedral, with the Madonna +atop. But, no doubt, whether one went to Mevagissy +or Mentone; Port Scathow, Pontardulais, Château +Gaillard, or Curt-yr-Ala, one was really chasing the +Only Possible She.</p> + +<p>“Nowadays one sits in a green field—any green +field—and longs for nothing more than just a little +bit of loyalty. One longs, that is to say, that one may +at last find the <i lang="la">hominem bonæ voluntatis</i> that one +has chased all one’s life. Possibly one desires that, +resting one’s eyes in the green of the grass as—do you +remember, old Dai Bach?—according to the maxims +of Color-Sergeant Davis of Caerphilly, we used to +rest our eyes from the targets by looking into the +trampled green blades, one longs to discover some +formula that shall make us ourselves forever loyal to +some ideal or other....</p> + +<p>“Or perhaps it is just rest that one wants. Anyhow, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_126">[126]</span>one wants the country that is just country—not +heaths, moors, crags, forests, passes, named rivers, +or famous views. No—just fields, just dead ground, or +fields of clover that have never heard and will never +hear the crepitation of machine guns; hedgerows unwired +and not too trim, with a spray or so of bramble +just moving in a wind from which one is sheltered. +That, until the other day, one so seldom saw in France—or +in England either, for that matter.”</p> + +<p>“I remember,” Gringoire said in one of his anecdotes, +“being in a wood—behind Tenby, I think, or +near Manorbier or Pembroke, in 1915. It was very +warm, and that part of Wales is a sleepy country. I +had bicycled ahead of troops afoot to inspect some +sort of position that, the day before, with my over-meticulousness, +I had already spent hours in surveying, +when I might have been listening to Pierrots. At +any rate, I had three-quarters of an hour of entire +leisure.</p> + +<p>“The sun beat down; I was just inside the edge of +a wood. A little marsh—a reëntrant—ran right in under +the trees. There was a mill where the insignificant +valley opened out; a little dam where the road +mounted an opposite slope. And then, though I had +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_127">[127]</span>sketched, in a military sense, every clump of rushes, +every contour, every bridge, every railway cutting and +bit of embankment, many times—suddenly this place +of greenery assumed—that too!—the aspect of being +just country.</p> + +<p>“A little Welsh sheep poked its horns through the +hedge and looked at me; a wren crept through a +tangle of old thorns at my elbow, a nuthatch pursued +a curious and intricate course amongst the netted, +coarse fibers of ivy on a wild cherry-trunk. I lay +still in the dappled sunlight and thought nothing, +except that it was good to stretch out one’s limbs, +recumbent. Because the level, green ground in front +of me was so grown with rushes, I began to try to +remember what were the provisions of the Field Drain +Act of the middle of last century. Surely the farmer +could obtain from the State, on easy terms, a loan +with which to defray the expense of soil-pipes and +labor for the draining of that land. And I began to +think about the queer, stodgy, Victorian mind; and +about Albert the Good, and the Crystal Palace, which +in those days was known as the Temple of Peace; and +I remembered John Brown and John Morley and John +Bright and John Stuart Mill and Mr. Ruskin and +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_128">[128]</span>the rest of them, and mahogany chairs with horsehair +seats and Argand lamps and the smoke and steam +that used to fill the underground at Gower Street +station. And in those days I had a 13-hand New Forest +pony and a very old governess car and went to market +on a Tuesday....</p> + +<p>“And then, quite suddenly, I felt that, for thousands +and thousands of miles, on the green fields and +in the woodlands, stretching away under the high +skies, in the August sunlight, millions, millions, millions +of my fellow men were moving—like tumultuous +mites in a cheese, training and training, as we there +were training—all across a broad world to where the +sun was setting and to where the sun was rising—training +to live a little, short space of time in an +immense long ribbon of territory, where, for a mile +or so the earth was scarred, macerated, beaten to +a pulp, and burnt by the sun till it was all dust.... +The thought grew, became an immense feeling, became +an obsession. Then Major Ward, on a bay with +a white forehead, appeared on the little bridge that +carried the waters of the marsh beneath the road. The +others were coming!”</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_129">[129]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="VII"> + VII + <br> + <i>Playing the Game</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>As will appear in my last chapter Gringoire insists +that I shall include in this volume a specimen of his +prose written under fire. As that was written in French +your compiler flatly refused to insert it in the body +of his book so that, since Gringoire flatly refused to +let the book appear at all unless it <em>was</em> included, it +will be found elsewhere than in the body and what +follows is his translation. I confess to regretting its +inclusion for although I myself and a great number of +my friends including even Mrs. Carmody who is the +wife of the headmaster at the ancient grammar-school, +a foundation of Edward VI’s in the XVI century at +which I have the honor to teach English Literature—although +I and my friends consider him a very great +poet, if not the greatest poet in the world at the moment, +poet’s prose is well known to be too florid for +the real connoisseur of prose. And what follows is actually +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_130">[130]</span>his own translation and Gringoire himself has +asserted many times both in private and in public +that he is entirely unable to translate his own prose. +It does however present a picture of the poet under +fire—a matter as to which he here refuses to say anything +elsewhere under the plea that to talk about actual +fighting disturbs his subsequent sleep with nightmares +and also that he intends to treat of fighting +subsequently himself when both the public bitterness +and his own emotions shall have diminished. This decision +I regret. For who in ten years’ time will be +found to take an interest in the late struggle whereas +enshrined here in the amber of my own prose the +record of his emotions might well interest people who +have such memories still vivid within them. I may +say that I myself, a journalist of considerable pre-war +practice, never went to the front though I served +during the whole war in the depot of Gringoire’s +regiment.</p> + +<p>Here then is Gringoire’s prose, the original French +of which he says was written at Pont de Nieppe during +September 1916 after his visit to the French Ministry +which he will describe in my next chapter.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_131">[131]</span></p> + + <h3>A CRICKET MATCH</h3> +<div class="poetry-container"> + <div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">BEING A LETTER WRITTEN FROM THE LINES</div> + <div class="verse indent0">OF SUPPORT IN FLANDERS TO CAPTAIN UN</div> + <div class="verse indent0">TEL IN PARIS.</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p><i lang="fr">Mon cher monsieur, camarade et confrère</i> (Gringoire’s +addressee was also a poet soldier):</p> + +<p>Behind Bécourt Wood, on a July evening, whilst +the shells of the Germans were passing overhead, +we were playing cricket. The heavy shells went over, +seeming to cry in their passage the word “We; e; eary”; +then, changing their minds farther on they exclaimed +peremptorily: “Whack!” But when one plays cricket +one forgets the Hun orchestra; one does not even hear +the shells that pass overhead. We were running about; +we were cursing the butterfingered fool who dropped +a catch; we even argued about points of play, because +the rules of such cricket as one plays with a +tennis-ball, two axe-helves for bats and bully-beef-cases +for wicket—those rules are apt to be elastically +interpreted. But no match England v. Australia at +Lords’ itself was ever so full of incident nor so moving +as our game behind Bécourt Wood. The turf was of +clay, baked porcelain-hard by the almost tropical sun; +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_132">[132]</span>for grass there was only an expanse of immense +thistles; boundaries and spectators at once were provided +by the transport mules in their lines. But we +cheered, we gesticulated, we rushed about, we disputed, +we roared ... we—British infantry officers +who are said to be phlegmatic, cold and taciturn.</p> + +<p>I present the considerations that follow in the form +of a letter to you, my dear Un Tel, though I would +rather have written a balanced, careful and long-thought-out +essay. But I cannot chisel at my prose today. +“Ker wooley woo,” as our Tommies say, “say +la gair!” I have passed twenty-five years of my life +in trying to find new cadences; in chasing assonances +out of my prose, with an enraged meticulousness that +might have been that of Uncle Flaubert himself. But +today I only write letters—long, diffuse, and in banal +phrases. The other demands too much time, too much +peace of mind.... Ah, and too much luck!</p> + +<p>Well, then, we were playing cricket when I saw +passing close to us a French officer of my acquaintance—an +officer of one of those admirable batteries of seventy-fives +whose voices were so comforting to hear +by day and so let us sleep at night. For when they +spoke in their level and interrupted roll, hour on +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_133">[133]</span>hour, at a few furlongs behind our backs—when <em>they</em> +spoke, no Hun barked. And they were at that time +aligned wheel to wheel from Albert to Verdun. The +man was a gray-blue Colossus, his eyes brown and +somber, his mustache heavy and dark. He stayed +there, planted on his legs and his heavy stick, like +some instrument of war, three-legged, silent and of +steel. And when I left the game and went to talk to +him he said to me in English:</p> + +<p>“I find that a little shocking. <em>Very</em> shocking!”</p> + +<p>And he continued to look at the players who went +on gesticulating and running about amongst the giant +thistles and the dangerous legs of the mules. I exclaimed +vehemently:</p> + +<p>“<i lang="fr">Au nom du bon Dieu, pourquoi?</i>”</p> + +<p>He did not take his eyes from the players and reflected +for a long time before answering. And I, getting +impatient, went on talking vehemently and even +indulged in gesticulations. I said in French:</p> + +<p>“<i lang="fr">Nous sortons des tranchées</i>.... We are only just +out of the trenches.” This game made you fit, <i lang="fr">remettait +le moral</i>, made you forget the war.... What +do I know of what I said? He kept on reflecting and +I talking French. At last he said:</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_134">[134]</span></p> + +<p>“I find”—he was still talking English—“that this +war should be a religion. On coming out of the +trenches one should sit ... and reflect. Perhaps one +should even pray a little....”</p> + +<p>And I ... I went on arguing with him for a long +time without his answering anything but:</p> + +<p>“I find it, all the same.”</p> + +<p>And suddenly I burst out laughing. The situation +seemed suddenly allegorical. And if you think of it, +my dear friend, you will see how it was that I laughed. +It was because it was he, the descendant of Cyrano +de Bergerac, who spoke English in the monosyllables +of a stage Lord Kitchener whilst I, the representative +of so many officers and gentlemen who for many +centuries have never found anything more to say than +“O ... ah!”—I who ought to have been wearing an +eyeglass and blond whiskers was engaged in waving +my arms and shouting a French that was rendered +almost incoherent by emotion. And all my comrades—officers +as well as other ranks—went on shouting, gesticulating, +running about, cursing and laughing like +children of Tarascon in the French South.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_135">[135]</span></p> + +<p>And in truth the change is astonishing and a little +moving. We have always had the idea—even the +French have had the idea—that the French people, +and above all the French soldiers and French officers, +were gay, debonnair, loquacious, pawky—“Swordsmen +and tricksters without remorse or scruples,” as +Cyrano sings.</p> + +<p>Well, the other day I went on service from Steenewerck +to Paris—a journey which lasted seventeen +hours. And during the whole of those seventeen hours +although there were always French officers in my +railway carriage or standing in the corridors of the +train, the journey was the most silent of my whole +life. No one talked. But no one! There were colonels, +commandants, captains, marine officers, gunner officers. +And I cannot believe that my presence was responsible +for this taciturnity. It is true that in every +suitable spot in the train were inscribed the words: +“Be silent; be on your guard”—and the fact that +enemy ears might be listening to you. But it was impossible +that <em>all</em> those gentlemen attributed such ears +to me. I was wearing the uniform of my sovereign. +And they none of them addressed the others.</p> + +<p>No, certainly the voyage lacked incident. I will tell +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_136">[136]</span>you the incidents there were: from Hazebrouck to +Calais five French officers did not exchange two words; +from Calais to Abbéville thirty who did not speak. +I spoke to an artillery captain, grumbling at the slow +progress of the train. He answered in English:</p> + +<p>“Many troops moving!”</p> + +<p>Then silence.</p> + +<p>At Amiens there entered a civilian. It was on a Saturday +towards eight o’clock in the morning and the +train had the air of not wishing to reach Paris until +after three. As I had business in Paris and should +have to leave early on the Monday I asked this gentleman +if I should find the banks shut, and the ministries +and shops. He answered that he did not know. +He was not a Parisian. He was going to Jersey to +take possession of the body of a young girl who, having +been drowned at Dieppe, had floated as far as that +island.... As if there had not been enough deaths.</p> + +<p>He began crying very unobtrusively.</p> + +<p>But he, too, had spoken to me in English!</p> + +<p>And then ... silence. The officers regarded the +civilian with eyes that said nothing at all.... I assure +you that it was not gay.</p> + +<p>At Creil there got in two ladies. They were pretty +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_137">[137]</span>and very well-dressed. <em>They</em> talked enough, those two.... +Red Cross, charitable activities, colonels, families. +But the officers never looked at them. Not one raised +his eyes although the girls were young, very pretty +and well-dressed!</p> + +<p>But, when <em>we</em> had been going up to the Front from +Rouen to Albert—and we were not going on leave +like all these silent officers—we sang, we joked with +young women whom we saw on the railway platforms; +we kicked footballs along the corridors of the train; +we climbed on the roofs of the carriages. You would +have thought we were going to the Derby.</p> + +<p>I naturally exaggerate these differences a little. This +is not an article but a letter. But I am nevertheless +telling you what my eyes have seen and my ears +heard. And how is it to be explained?</p> + +<p>It is not enough to say—as has been said so often—that +if in England, the Germans had been established +between York and Manchester, if they had seized the +factories, pillaged the downs, and indulged in whatever +the Hun Practices may be, we also should be +gloomy, sad, taciturn. I am not talking of the civilian +population of my country; I am speaking of us people +out here whose life is not gay, who are expatriated, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_138">[138]</span>far from our homes and who suffer, I assure you, from +a very real nostalgia. For, <i lang="fr">là-bas</i> ... on the Somme +or in Flanders one feels one’s self very forgotten, very +deserted, and very, very isolated with an isolation like +the isolation that is felt by ... Oh, well, it is as if +we were suspended—we, seven million men—on a +carpet in the infinitudes of space. The roads which +stretch out before us cease suddenly at a few furlongs +from our faces—in No Man’s Land. And it is +very saddening to contemplate roads which suddenly +end. And then the roads and paths that we have +taken to get here—and which lie between ourselves +and our <i lang="fr">pays</i>—the nooks where we were born—are +roads which we may not travel.... And I assure you +that, just like any other men, we love our wives, our +houses, our children, our parents, our ingle-nooks, our +fields, our cattle and our dung-heaps. The French +soldier has at least that to his advantage, that he +fights at home. That is something for him, as individual. +When he steps out of the trenches he is at least +in the land that bore him.... But we ...</p> + +<p>I suppose that it is in order to forget, not only +the Hun shells but also those other things that are +dear to us, the chimney corner beside which we have +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_139">[139]</span>so often sat chatting, the fields upon which we have +labored, the herds and the woods—it is in search of +the herb oblivion, that we play cricket behind Bécourt +wood and go over the top kicking footballs across +No Man’s Land—footballs which pass over the corpses +of the fallen, towards the Huns.... And crying +“Stick it, the Welsh!”—is that weakness? Is it the +source from which we draw—such as they are—what +we have of tenacity and courage? I do not know.</p> + +<p>Like myself, my dear confrère, you have known the +difficulty of exactly defining the shades of differences +that distinguish differing peoples. We commence by +theorizing and we theorize much too soon, or else +we take the opposite view to theories that have been +accepted for centuries. We have had in England the +nineteenth century caricaturists of the French during +the Napoleonic wars which showed us the Frenchman +as he was in the British popular imagination. He was +a meager, famished barber who lived exclusively on +frogs. And on your side you had your John Bull, as +big as an ox, his belly as big as the belly of an ox, and +devouring whole oxen. And you had the figure of the +milord with his millions, his spleen which drove him +to be suicidal. They were stupid, those caricatures, but +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_140">[140]</span>it is impossible to allege that they were not sincere. +The English who fought in France in 1815 sought for +what they saw—but they found it. And the same with +the French.</p> + +<p>The same perhaps with myself. I have always considered +the French a grave people, and when I came +from an excited England, covered from the Isle of +Anglesey to the North Foreland with patriotic and +colorful placards and then found, from the Belgian +frontier to Paris, a France quite without colored +placards and gray, silent and preoccupied, it was natural +that I should look for grave people and find +them. But for me there was nothing new in finding +France preoccupied, because for me France always was +the France of fields, villages, woods and peasants. And +the France of the peasants is a very laborious and +pensive place where men labor incessantly between +wood and pond or beneath the olive trees of the Midi.</p> + +<p>For me, on the other hand the population of Great +Britain has always been a town people. Well, it is +the inhabitants of great cities who, work as they may, +have need from time to time to go, as our saying is, +on a spree—each according to his nature. And that is +perhaps the reason of the differences that have so +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_141">[141]</span>struck me, between the French Army and ourselves. +The British Forces are made up preponderatingly of +townsmen, the French army is an army preponderatingly +peasant—for even the famous Parigots are mostly +country born and bred. And the peasantry of all countries, +but particularly the French peasant, is inured +to confronting the harshness and the inevitable necessities +of Nature. They meet them without ceasing for +weeks, for months, for years—for their lifetimes. They +can never escape from hardships and the contemplation +of the evils of life, the bitter winds, the worms +that devour the buds of whole harvests; their thoughts +can never be diverted by taking a day’s leave, in making +puns or by that humor which is acrid and rather +sad and which is yet the sovereign quality of the British +Tommy. For to inscribe on an immense gray shell that +is about to be fired at the Hun lines—to inscribe on +that in huge whitewash letters “Love to Little Willie” +may seem stupid and shocking to folk who were never +<i lang="fr">là-bas</i>. But human psychology is very complicated and +it is certain that the reading of such inscriptions on +the great shells by the stacks of which we pass along +the highroads of France much lightens our hearts +when we advance from Albert to La Boisselle.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_142">[142]</span></p> + +<p>Why? It is difficult to say. It is perhaps because, +the shells being terrible and threatening, here is a +shell that has been rendered ridiculous, a cause for +joy—or even merely human. For we are all anthropomorphic—and +that one sole shell can suffer itself to +become the vehicle for humor, that is sufficient to give +to superstitious minds the idea that shells may be a +little less superhuman than they seem. They are the +messengers of gods athirst for blood, who proclaim +their gigantic weariness but nevertheless destroy in a +minute dungheaps, whole fields or all the houses of +a village. But they have become a little humanized.</p> + +<p>And it is the same for our game of cricket which +we played behind Bécourt Wood amongst the giant +thistles, hidden in thick dust and concealing in turn +the bodies of so many of our dead. But I assure you, +my dear comrade, that landscape—of Bécourt, Fricourt, +Mametz, Martinpuich and the rest—was not gay. +It was July and the sun let down its rays upon those +broad valleys, upon the dust and the smoke that +mounted to the heavens and upon the black and naked +woods. And it did not smile, that territory. No; Nature +herself there seemed terrible and threatening—in that +domain where Destiny who is blind and implacable, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_143">[143]</span>must manifest herself to several million human souls.... +And then we played cricket there—and, all of a +sudden that threatening and superhuman landscape +became ... just a cricket field.</p> + +<p>For an Intellectual a field will be always just a +field whether there descend upon it shells, thunderbolts—or +merely tennis balls. But for us a countryside +where we have played cricket becomes less affrighting +and we shall there pass our days more contentedly +in spite of the bones that there lie hidden +amongst the thistles. It is stupid; it is even, if you +will, sacrilege. But that is how we are made—we others +who are not the intelligentsia and who issue forth +from the great cities to go upon bloody wars. I, I have +felt like that, down there, behind Bécourt Wood of +a July evening during the Somme push in 1916.</p> + +<p>And I remain always yours affectionately</p> + +<p class="right"> + G. +</p> + +<p>And I beg you to observe that all the persons who +spoke to me between Steenewerck and Paris used English. +That is already something.</p> + +<blockquote> +<p>And <em>I</em> beg you to observe that when Gringoire is moving his prose +up to its most emotional pitch he employs a ‘Hun’ expression. For the +phrase ‘the herb oblivion’ is merely the literal translation of the almost +hackneyed German expression: “<i lang="de">Das Kraut Vergessenheit</i>.”</p> + +<p class="right"> + —<i>Note by the Compiler.</i> +</p> +</blockquote> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="Page_144"></a><a id="Page_145"></a>[145]</span></p> + + + <h2 class="nobreak" id="PART_TWO"> + PART TWO + <br> + CERTAIN INTERIORS + </h2> +</div> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_146">[146]</span></p> +<div class="poetry-container"> + <div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">The old houses of Flanders,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">They watch by the high cathedrals;</div> + <div class="verse indent0">They overtop the high town halls;</div> + <div class="verse indent0">They have eyes, mournful, tolerant and sardonic for the ways of men</div> + <div class="verse indent0">In the high, white, tiled gables.</div> + </div> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">The rain and the night have settled down on Flanders;</div> + <div class="verse indent0">It is all wet darkness, you can see nothing.</div> + </div> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">Then those old eyes, mournful, tolerant and sardonic,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Look at great sudden red lights,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Look upon the shades of the cathedrals,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">And the golden rods of the illuminated rain.</div> + </div> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">And those old eyes,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Very old eyes that have watched the ways of men for generations,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Close for ever.</div> + <div class="verse indent0">The high, white shoulders of the gables</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Slouch together for a consultation,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Slant drunkenly over in the lea of the flaming cathedrals.</div> + </div> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">They are no more the old houses of Flanders.</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_147">[147]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="VIII"> + VIII + <br> + <i>“Maisie”</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>[It has occurred to the writer—or let us rather say, “the +compiler,” that, as concerns this section of this work, +it would be safe to let Gringoire speak for himself. +The paraphernalia of inverted commas interspersed +with indirect speech is apt to be wearisome to a reader. +It is difficult—nay, it might even prove dangerous—to +the compiler. For who shall say what powerful +enemies the present writer might not make by omitting +inverted commas and appearing to speak for himself? +So it seems more just to let the rather testy poet +speak for himself.</p> + +<p>For undoubtedly, when speaking of certain matters, +Gringoire was—nay, he is!—apt to become testy. Let +us excuse him by saying that he bore a good deal of +strain during the late war—as was apt to be the position +of any public, or quasi-public man, caught between +the attentions of the cheap press and what he +considered to be his duty to the State.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_148">[148]</span></p> + +<p>Of course, this section is a rendering. It does not +pretend to record words exactly as Gringoire spoke. It +is, rather, a résumé of conversations of an evening +when the writer—or rather the compiler—was privileged +to be housed by Gringoire. It was, by then, late +summer or early autumn.</p> + +<p>The Gingerbread Cottage by that date resembled less +one of the ruins of the Flanders front that Gringoire +so feelingly describes. For to tell the truth, that was +what it had very nearly resembled at the time of our +Easter visit. When Gringoire had entered it in the +early spring, there had been certainly the wave-marks +of inundations and half-inches of mud on the brick +floors. He had come down with his valise contents, his +camp-bed, a knife and fork, a paraffin stove, and a +gallon of oil, determined, as he puts it, to dig himself +in in the face of destiny. At Easter we had seen him +a little too early in the process for people who had not +for the last four or five years lived with furniture +made of bully-beef cases or whatever they are called.</p> + +<p>But by mid-September, when the greater portion +of the following section was compiled, either Gringoire’s +views as to the æsthetic value of bully-beef +chairs and tables had changed as he got further from +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_149">[149]</span>the atmosphere of camps, or Mme. Sélysette had softened +the asperities of his nature in the matter of preference +of dugouts to drawing rooms—or else, truly, +he was acting up to his ideals. That one hesitates to +believe: for who can believe that any human soul can +act up to his professed ideals—or that the ideals which +he professes have any relation to his motives?</p> + +<p>Still, Gringoire was a poet. And the writer remembers +remonstrating with him as to the amount of +work he was putting into the Gingerbread Cottage +and the garden. Said the writer: Gringoire should remember +that all this whitewashing, papering, glazing +the windows, digging out of foundations, and fertilizing +an abandoned and ill-treated garden would, in +the end, profit only the landlord—who was a very +bad landlord, even as bad landlords go. For, as would +be the case with poets, Gringoire had no lease of any +kind....</p> + +<p>But Gringoire only looked at the writer with that +vague and unseeing glance that is one of the properties +of some poets. And he answered: though of course +it was not an answer: He was not a small hatter, a +market-gardener, a farmer, a tradesman, or any sort +of profit-and-loss person. He was intent simply on +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_150">[150]</span>making his sanctuary smile a little in the sunlight and +on comforting an old building that had been very +shabbily used by evil sorts of men....</p> + +<p>At any rate, they had scrambled together some old +and rather attractive “bits,” a grandfather’s chair or +so, carpets for the sitting room, colored rush mats for +the floor of the sleeping apartments. They had painted +and polished with beeswax and turpentine, and there +would, as like as not, be some flowers on the dining +table which was of rough oak—and coffee after a full +dinner.</p> + +<p>The primitive “note” remained, of course, about the +establishment, and it was hardly the place to which +you would have asked for a week-end a delicate city +madam; a Guards’ Major; or a young actress about to +become famous. But on bright days the garden smiles +in the sun, and the Gingerbread Cottage has a colored +and—as Gringoire would say—a <i lang="fr">soigné</i> aspect. +Yes, certainly it appeared to be cared for, poor battered +old thing, as old people sometimes appear to be +cared for in almshouses.</p> + +<p>So Gringoire affronts the winter. And, if during +that season the wolf does not get him; or if his patience +does not give out—as is the case with poets; or +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_151">[151]</span>if the bad landlord does not eject him in order to reap +the profits of his improvements—for he has no lease!—he +will continue his patchings, his experiments with +unusual manures, and his attempts to ameliorate the +breed of potatoes. And that is all the writer will say +about him.</p> + +<p>For the rest, he speaks for himself, much as he +spoke of an evening, with his mild but occasionally +bitter and furious eyes; with his usually tranquil, but +occasionally furiously gesticulating hands. For, the +writer, or rather the compiler, having compared notes +with Mme. Sélysette, who has heard Gringoire’s stories +very, very often, the compiler is satisfied that it is a +fair rendering of the poet-warrior’s conversation. It +will be found to be disfigured, even in this, as it were, +censored version, by unfortunate attacks on many persons +and institutions that are usually considered exempt +from—or at any rate dangerous to—assault. But +what it contains is not half as violent as what Gringoire +wished the compiler to set down as his opinions. +The compiler, however, has friends who can be +grieved; a pocket that can be affected by the law of +libel; a position with reviewers that is his stock in +trade. So Gringoire, who could not write prose but +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_152">[152]</span>wished to air his opinions, and the compiler, who +wished to air the poet’s opinions but did not wish to +lose friends, money, or position in the process, agreed +upon the autobiographical passages that follow.]</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>Gringoire speaks:</p> + +<p>At some period of the war, I found myself in a +certain interior. It was August—hushed by the presence +at the doors of functionaries, elderly, gray, like bishops, +wearing evening dress. And one had the sense that, +standing at ease, on the steps of great portals, opening +onto immense staircases, that one had ascended in +stony twilights, past bistre-blue frescoes. Suisses, in +cocked hats with great white gloves and silver swords, +symbolized the military ideals of Ministries, just as, in +the Vatican, obsolete artillerymen, hussars, pikemen, +symbolize a vanished temporal power. For, what +would the Suisses do if the Enemy or a Revolution +should chance to pay a call on them?</p> + +<p>I presume they would extend enormous, cotton-gloved +fingers for visiting cards, which they would +hand to commissionaires in glass boxes; the cards +would be sent by pages, upstairs to the episcopal butlers, +who, after meditating for forty minutes, would +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_153">[153]</span>warily convey them, over the soft State carpets, past +the decorous but rich, State-purchased pictures suspended +over the blue-gray, State-woven tapestries, to +the high door of polished mahogany. There the bishop-butlers +would pause, with the air of priests listening +outside shrines, with a hand on the engraved, polished, +mounted, ormolu door-handles....</p> + +<p>But what, during those sixty-four minutes would be +the proceedings of the lieutenant of Uhlans, with his +twenty men behind him; or the leader of the sans-culottes, +communards, syndicalists...? The lances +might be dripping with blood; bread, dripping too, +might be decorating the points of pikes, or paraffin +from the oil cans. Probably they would not wait until +the blood or the oil dried on the sarcophagus-tiles of +the Ministerial Salle des Pas Perdus or until the great +hotel slowly and resignedly disappeared in flames with +that curious air of weary acquiescence that buildings +have when, having borne for many years with human +follies, wisdoms, or labors, they fall to the ground +before human madness. Probably they would not wait—the +Uhlans, the sans-culottes, or the Pétroleuses. +They are an impatient people.</p> + +<p>But, of course, the reader will say, in the great courtyard +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_154">[154]</span>before the Ministry, are many, many gendarmes, +standing about with their hands behind their backs +and slightly protuberant bellies. (Otherwise they +would be <i lang="fr">là bas!</i>) But they have good eyes. They +would know a Lieutenant of Uhlans by his uniform, +and they know how to use their revolvers. And +amongst the gendarmes lounge several civilian men of +queer, specialized miens. Their pockets bulge just +slightly, in odd ways, and brushing their legs are the +<i lang="fr">chiens de bergers Alsaciens</i> (it used to be <i lang="fr">Allemands</i>) +the large, elegant dogs with brown fur, like ladies’ +sable coats and the intelligent pointed ears.... It is +the business of these apparently civilian agents to know +the leaders of sans-culottes, syndicalists, communards, +and <i lang="fr">Actions</i> this or that. The pretty, friendly, high-stepping +dogs with their sable coats would be at the +sans-culottes’ throats at the merest chirrup of their +masters’ lips, and from the so very slightly bulging +pockets light handcuffs would whip out. The revolvers +also would go off....</p> + +<p>And, still more, the reader will say, in the little, +painted, upright boxes stand little men with red +trousers and blue coats and tricolored worsted galloons, +and long, dull-looking rifles, and very, very long +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_155">[155]</span>Rosalies.... They are probably just the very newest +recruits with sad, boyish faces. But they know enough +to say the French for “Halt, who are you?” in Breton +accents, and to let off the old, long guns, and to stick +Rosalie, with a grunt, through the entrails of a Uhlan +lieutenant, and to call out the Guard.... And, too, +there is a half-battalion of the 101st Regiment, whose +accent reeks of garlic, olive oil, and the meridional sun, +passing along the boulevard before the tricolor that +droops over the porte-cochère....</p> + +<p>So—like the very heart of an onion, under many, +many wrappings, in sanctuary, how very, very far +from the mud of the onion-trench, bearded, in a dark +coat, with a bright spot of a button; with sharp, apprehending +nods coming as quickly as winks and silences +as quickly as either; behind the polished mahogany +door with the gilt handle and the ormolu +finger-plates; at a Buhl table, with a glass vase full +of Malmaison carnations, a bronze reproduction of +the Winged Victory, and two great pictures of Norman +peasants, the one by Bastien Lepage and the other +by Jean François Millet—sits the Minister whose mere +wink to some one, whose whisper to some one else, +whose instruction to another, whose order—and so on—has +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_156">[156]</span>brought one from green fields littered with bully +beef-tins, wire, mud-trodden cartridge cases, rat runs—and +the rest of it! He will thank you for past services; +tactfully suggest that it might reinforce some department +of the <i lang="fr">moral</i> of some department or other of +humanity if M. le Capitaine would suspend his military +ardors in order to write so and so and so and so +in such and such an organ or to say this and that in +a certain quarter. And one can also produce not truly +a great effect but some, by talking in a certain way, +in the mess of one’s regiment even. Certainly in Quartiers +Généraux ...</p> + +<p>He will listen deferentially whilst you voice certain +objections: to write so and so one must have leave—leave +in both the English and the French sense of “permission.” +And leaves are difficult things to obtain. Besides, +one does not want leave. For certain reasons!... +One is like that. <i lang="fr">L’on est poète</i>: cranky, unreasonable. +An all-powerful Minister cannot get into the +soul of a crank. Not his Seneschals, or the Suisses, or +the Gendarmes, or the Agents, or the Sentinels can +help him to that. <i lang="fr">Quand on est poète</i> one requires—one +requires a little reëntrant, with water—a little +stream, indicated by a wavy line in blue pencil; copses, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_157">[157]</span>indicated by dotted-in round o’s with tails to them; +rushes, indicated by hieroglyphs like the section of a +hairbrush; a gingerbread cottage, for which the symbol +is a hatched in square.—One requires those. And +also one requires a temporary respite from the attentions +of one’s friends and of destiny. For that, as far +as I know, military topography has no symbol—unless +it be a white handkerchief on the end of Rosalie.</p> + +<p>His Excellency remains polite—deferential even. +Still, it could no doubt be arranged, he will remark. +It is important to get certain things said.... And +who could say it better than ...</p> + +<p>For myself—on the occasion which I am adumbrating, +I was thinking of ferrets. So that, by a concentration +of ideas, at a given point I once said to such +a Minister: Of course there is the First Line Transport.... +And, in my mind’s eye, against the gilt +frame of the immense Bastien Lepage—or it may +have been on this occasion a Marie Bashkirtseff—arose +the image of a Connaught Hut, with the rain beating +on the roof and the autumn wind reaching the flames +of candles stuck in bottles and bearing in the odor of +stable hartshorn from the long horse standings. And +the Welsh Rabbit made of cheese, onions, Flemish +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_158">[158]</span>beer, and herrings straight from Bailleul—though God +knows when they came from the autumnal sea. And +hooch. And several obese, tranquil, entirely capable +officers with feet for the moment in carpet slippers. +And the table utensils borrowed from the Y.M.C.A. +pushed aside on a corner of the trestle table; and a +cheap pad of letter paper, a copying ink pencil, and +the mind of the poet functioning in the flicker of the +guttering candles at the dictates of the Minister seated +beneath the Jean François Millet picture at the Buhl +table with the Malmaison carnations in a smoked glass +vase and the miniature reproduction of the Winged +Victory in bronze with a delicate, artificially produced +patina. And the lower part of the poet is wedged into +a bully-beef case that has had one side taken out and +that has been wire-nailed into an egg-box to form an +armchair. And, in the dim gloom, at one elbow stands +a dripping Divisional runner with a buff memo from +ordnance to say that Mills Bombs for the —— Battalion +are on the Scherpenberg and must be taken +down to Kemmel Château by four ack emma; and at +the other elbow stands a Divisional Orderly with a +copy of orders on which in red ink is marked the +information that Division will move down the line by +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_159">[159]</span>the road by Dranoutre—Neuve Eglise—Westoutre-Plugstreet—Pont-de-Nieppe—Armentières. +In full sight +of the Hun trenches, by God!—beginning with one’s +own battalion, of which A. Company will march +from such and such a spot at 5:30 to be followed by +D, C, and B boys at half-hour intervals. And to be +shelled to Hell!</p> + +<p>And the transport officer, whose business it is to +manage these matters, is away for thirty-six hours to +arrange for a Divisional Horse Show in the field behind +the Convent! And your poet is A. O. I. C. (Acting +Officer in Charge of) Transport, and Billeting officer +for the Battalion and O. I. C. (Officer in Charge of) +Divisional Canteen and God knows what all. And Officer +in Charge of <i lang="fr">moral</i> of a certain section of humanity +to whom it would be a good thing if certain +things would be said in polished prose! And when the +poet springing up exclaims to the night:</p> + +<p>“To H—— with the b——y Mills Bombs and the +bumph and the b——rs and all the whole execrable +show,” the Battalion Orderly, a fair, cheeky boy who +knows one, exclaims:</p> + +<p>“Ker wooly woo, sir, say la Gair!”</p> + +<p>And indeed, the interiors of <i lang="fr">la guerre</i> were much +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_160">[160]</span>like that. But how is His Excellency the Minister +of this or that department to know what is passing in +your mind? He will just write on a note pad, look up, +exclaim, “<span lang="fr">Que dîtes-vous?</span> First Line?... But is it +tranquil, that?”⁠<a id="FNanchor_6_6" href="#Footnote_6_6" class="fnanchor">[6]</a></p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_6_6" href="#FNanchor_6_6" class="label">[6]</a> For the benefit of those curious in these matters, I ask our compiler +to print in the Envoi some prose in my own original French. It will +serve for a curiosity. It appeared in a Swiss Review during the war and +was part of somewhat considerable, and generally agitated, labors. Some +poems which I wrote in almost exactly the circumstances given above, +for recitation to French troops, have been lost either by our own or the +French ministry of propaganda. An article about Alsace-Lorraine was +“lost in the post”; another, repeating it, was suppressed by our own +Ministry of Information as being too favorable to the claims of one of +our Allies. It is, of course, difficult to be a poet in times of war.</p></div> + +<p>I don’t know what I answered. I believe I must have +screamed with laughter—because I really wanted some +ferrets very badly, and because, in the vestibule of an +immense hotel I had left my publisher in charge of +a little girl with dark curls tied with pale blue ribbons, +singularly self-possessed manners, and rather prominent +underclothing that appeared to be an inverted +bouquet of lace. That is to say I had left my publisher—who +is deaf—with the little girl. And I was in +charge of the little girl, who, just before my having +to hurry to the Ministry, had devoured thirteen oysters, +half a cantaloupe melon with a quarter of a pound of +sugar, and a <i lang="fr">Coupe Jacques</i>. So I was, really, wondering +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_161">[161]</span>what Maisie would be like when I returned to the +Hotel de l’Opéra. It sounds mad—but it is just the +true truth.</p> + +<p>I know that, at that stage, I did not please His Excellency. +He frowned twice. Once when I laughed because +he asked if a Connaught hut at the base of the +Salient was a tranquil place in which to write poems. +He also frowned when—as I have, I know, elsewhere +related, but I do not know where—he having asked +me, “<i lang="fr">En quoi il me pouvait être utile?</i>” I answered, +“<i lang="fr">Si Votre Excellence me pourrait trouver des furets!</i>”</p> + +<p>You see, I had been carefully instructed by friends +with one eye to my commercial future. The Minister +was sure to ask in what way he could be of service +to me. I was to reply—to hint ever so delicately—that +if I had a ribbon to stick on my coat, writing poems, +even in a Connaught hut, would be easy. But I couldn’t +do it. Even if I had not been concerned with ferrets +that I couldn’t get and with Maisie, who had been +far too easy to come by, I couldn’t have done it. I had +been instructed that the ribbon awaited me; I had +only to stretch out a hand to become an Officer of +Something or Other. I don’t know whether I ever +have. I suppose not.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_162">[162]</span></p> + +<p>Anyhow, His Excellency frowned when I asked for +ferrets. He might have been more sympathetic if I +had asked him to take off my hands a little girl of +eight, with the American manners appropriate to the +age of thirteen, who, half an hour before had eaten +thirteen oysters, half a melon, and a quarter of a +pound of sugar that had come from Geneva in her +<i lang="fr">malles</i>, and a <i lang="fr">Coupe Jacques</i>; who had been kidnapped +by the lake in a carriage and pair, the night before, +or perhaps two nights before; and whose father, the +kidnapper, had left her in my charge just after breakfast +and had then disappeared. There was also a very +French maid—in hysterics. And I didn’t even know +their names.</p> + +<p>Yes; H. E. might have been more sympathetic if I +had mentioned the child alone in the vestibule—or +possibly with the publisher. But at the mention of the +ferrets, he became positively glacial: “<i lang="fr">Quoi</i>,” he asked. +“What is a ferret?”</p> + +<p>I said that <i lang="fr">ferrets sont des petits animaux qui mangent +les rats</i>. But his face remained like a dead wall. +I <em>know</em> he thought I was drunk. I was so certain of it, +then, that I stammered, and the interview dissolved +in the embarrassed emotions passing from him to me +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_163">[163]</span>and from me to him. He touched a button and said he +would telephone to the Jardin des Plantes. But I don’t +suppose he did.</p> + +<p>You see: it was almost a drop too much in my cup—to +be plunged straight into “What Maisie Knew,” +which is a book by Henry James. It was too much bewilderment.... +Supposing the—as I understood—too +brilliant and vociferous mother who was understood +to like a “violinist fellow”, should be bursting, with +wide gestures, through the aperture frailly closed by +glass hotel-doors that whirled bewilderingly whilst I +was at the Ministry.... And it might, I understood, +well be like that.</p> + +<p>How the incident ended, however, I cannot say, +since, upon my return to the hotel, the child and her +companion had disappeared. That is to say, they had +left in the hotel bus for the <i lang="fr">Gare du Nord</i>. So I hope +they got safely to England. I never heard: and, since I +have forgotten even the names, I suppose I never shall.</p> + +<p>It was, no doubt, the sort of thing that was happening +all over the world just as usual, but it was queer—and +intensely worrying—to be brought so violently +and so much against one’s poor will into an atmosphere +of international passions, excursions, lawsuits for the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_164">[164]</span>possession of children, and the like. And anyhow, the +worry of it probably spoilt my career; which was no +doubt a good thing. Anyhow, I hope that Maisie, in the +custody of kind old aunts, somewhere in Sussex, is +prattling to a benevolent but bewildered butler about +Mamma, who went to heaven by the cog-wheel railway, +via Montreux. Or I suppose it would be better for +her if she had forgotten Mamma.</p> + +<p>Yes: I suppose it was all going on. And I rather +fancy I found the going-on-ness of it all a little appalling. +Paris, indeed, was so much more just Paris out +of the season, than London, in those days, appeared to +be London, either during or out of the season. It was +in a way touching; it was also, in a way, disheartening. +I remember—and I say “I remember” advisedly, since +such an immense number of things blotted themselves +out and only crop up in suddenly vivid pictures like +that of Maisie whom I had completely forgotten until +the day before yesterday, and who now again exists extraordinarily +brightly in the hotel vestibule saying: +“<i lang="fr">Ils me disent que Maman est partie pour le ciel.</i> +It is very droll. But what tram do I take <i lang="fr">pour le ciel?</i>” +I remember, then, being on a balcony with an immense +stone balustrade, in the black night with a number of +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_165">[165]</span>French officers who were all polite—but cold. It was, +certainly, during the <i lang="fr">entr’acte</i> of Délibes’ <i>Lakme</i>. I +fancy the theater was the Comédie Française, but I +don’t know, because I had been taken there by a staff +officer, and in those days in France one was moved +about so without volition of one’s own that one didn’t, +necessarily, much notice where one went or how one +got there. Where it was a duty to notice, one noticed—railway +stations in their sequence, streams, contours. +But it was rather a toss-up whether anything more +than little bits, like etchings or vignettes, got through +to one’s private psychology. I take this to have been the +case with most men in our army. We were, as soldiers, +both naïf and engrossed.</p> + +<p>With the French, it was different. They appeared +to be so much older, in their work as in their leisures. +They seemed to go to war, as they went to <i>Lakme</i>, +so much more as connoisseurs. So, on that balcony, I +had the feeling of a very definite frigidity. I could +have talked rather floridly about <i lang="fr">les gloires de la +France</i>, the ultimate aims of the war. I doubt if the +French officers could. They had exhausted the topic +during forty menaced years.</p> + +<p>So they talked, as it happens, mostly of the fine +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_166">[166]</span>work that had been done by their territorials—old men, +fathers of families, and grandfathers who were patching +away at the trenches, making roads under fire, +laboriously laboring amidst great dangers and beyond +their strength that the years had sapped.</p> + +<p>The balcony of the theater was a cube of blackness; +down below there appeared to be an old, small, square +market-place. Paris, of course, was in darkness, out of +deference to Zeppelins and airplanes, so that it was +all a heavy, velvety black beneath a pallid sky. Houses, +squares, rose up on three sides; the immense black +bulk of the theater seemed to press on one’s back as +one is pressed upon, on narrow paths, by the walls of +precipices in the night. One had a sense that the inside +of this building was flooded with translucent rays, in +which, over the light parquet of long floors, in the +<i lang="fr">salons de réception</i>, men moved quietly, with slightly +outstretched hands emphasizing points in their discourse +to the women on their arms. Theaters function +with a sense of style in Paris. But the old, tall houses +round the market gave the idea that they were solidly +black throughout; only in the old empty rooms, over +the creaking floors, mice would rustle in the pallid +gleams from the old windows.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_167">[167]</span></p> + +<p>I do not mean to say that the houses were really like +that inside: for houses are queer things, and queerer +still when they grow old, with malices, obstinacies, +benevolences of their own. And, as is the case with +men, their physiognomies are misleading. So, though +one had the sense that below there was a market-place +with carts and tilted hoods awaiting the day and that +the houses were old and empty, it may have been all +untrue to fact, though it is likely enough in Paris +where there are so many old, moldering, and damp-streaked +façades and courtyards.</p> + +<p>I wonder if most people have as strongly as I the +feeling that houses have, not so much immortal souls, +as tempers, queernesses, and the power to be malicious +or benevolent. I daresay most people have that sense +up to a point, for it is common enough to walk with +a friend, more particularly at dawn, where there are +few human beings about to detract from the spell, +past, say, a terrace of houses not all alike. A blind +will be up; another and another, half drawn down; +four or five others, all green, will be at various heights +behind the closed window-glasses. And your friend +will say:</p> + +<p>“That house appears to be winking; that other is +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_168">[168]</span>gnashing green teeth!” So that your friend will be +attributing faces at least to the houses. No doubt he +will also connote individualities.</p> + +<p>The effect of the coming of the war, for me, was to +enhance the feeling until it became almost an obsession. +Just as trees and fields appeared to dread the contamination +of alien presences, so with buildings. Only +with buildings—and more particularly with houses—the +feeling was very much enhanced. They seemed +to dread not only contaminations, but pains, violations, +physical shames, and dissolution in fire.</p> + +<p>I do not mean that this feeling was new to me or +came with the coming of the war. On the contrary, it +was a feeling familiar enough in France. Long before +the war it was difficult to go to Northern France—and +it was impossible to visit Paris—without seeing, or +having the attention drawn to, buildings that have +been struck by shells, that have solid cannon balls embedded +in their walls, to façades riddled by musketry +or charred by one incendiarism or another. In Paris, +there were mostly relics of 1870-71; elsewhere the solid +cannon balls, as like as not, were once our own. But +somehow that seemed normal: those were the danger +zones of a race. If members of a civilized people, like +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_169">[169]</span>the French, choose to occupy marches—zones set +against barbarians, like ourselves and the Huns—the +buildings they set up in those regions must suffer. +They must suffer as children do who are taken into +perils aboard ship; or like dogs whose masters adventure +with them into fields of fire.</p> + +<p>It was, therefore, in the southern and central regions +of France that, before the war, I had most +strangely the feeling—that feeling of affrighted buildings. +It came to me one day in a broad French landscape, +somewhere, I imagine, just south of Lyons. +Perhaps it was in Orange—or possibly in Tarascon. At +any rate, it was just after the close of the Agadir “incident”.</p> + +<p>I don’t know that I had taken the Agadir incident +very seriously. In fact, I hadn’t taken it seriously at +all. The Prime Minister of today had made at the +Guildhall a speech that one regarded as one regarded +any other flamboyant speech—and that was the end +of it. I never imagined that we should do our duty to +civilization if it came to the point. I never imagined, +indeed, that France herself would stand up.</p> + +<p>We came, at that date, of a generation that lived in +the shadow of the ghosts of Bismarck, Moltke, and +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_170">[170]</span>William I—in the shadow of memories of the siege of +Paris. Prussia appeared no doubt detestable—but she +was so omnipotent that we hardly cared to think about +her even for the purpose of detesting her. Will you +remember, oh Gringoire <i lang="fr">fils</i> that shall be?</p> + +<p>Probably Gringoire <i lang="fr">fils</i> will not remember: that is +why I find it necessary to recapitulate at this point. +Prussia, then, was there, like something ominous but +irremovable. One might say that the world, like some +stout old garment, was a good world—but it had upon +it a grease-stain that neither petrol nor spirits would +eradicate; just as you might say that your postal service +or train system were good, ignoring the fact that officials +were brutal in manner; or that your God was a +good God, although He insisted on being fed with +babies roasted alive. Something like that.</p> + +<p>On the day after Agadir, then, I had come through +Lorraine—the two Lorraines, of which one was bubbling +like a pot with men all in gray, the other pullulating +like an over-ripe cheese with men all in blue, +with baggy, scarlet breeches. One had been lost in an +immense, pushing, silent crowd at the <i lang="fr">Gare de l’Ouest</i>—an +immense, silent, rather grim crowd in blue, with +worsted adornments, long rifles slung over the backs, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_171">[171]</span>untidy haversacks. At the bureaux of the station were +innumerable women. They gesticulated, waved to unseen +units in that tired crowd; they cried out; they +wept for joy.</p> + +<p>But that produced no particular effect. The French +are an impressionable and a noisy people. So the +women called out. The silent soldiery were no doubt +tired after the autumn manoeuvres. That was perhaps +why they were so grim.</p> + +<p>But somewhere, just after that, in some view near +a Southern or Central town—as I have said, it may +have been Lyons or Orange; no town that particularly +mattered, near the Loire, perhaps, or the Rhone—amidst +rolling country where the harvest was already +in and there were stubble fields and new straw thatching—suddenly, +out of all those hundreds of thousands +of soldiery, I remembered one. He was a little recruit—“joining +up” as we learned to say later. He was shoved +into a first-class carriage somewhere near Meaux because +the train was so full, and there, in a corner seat, +with the blue-gray landscape going past, he sat, as +if lifeless, the tears dropping down his cheeks. His +rifle, haversack, packages, tin cans, slings, and things +of which, then, one didn’t recognize the importance, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_172">[172]</span>had been thrown in after him by a guard, and, in +among them, he sat desolate.</p> + +<p>In the carriage there had been besides myself two +old French people—an old gentleman with a white +Napoleon, and an old, feeble lady, in a rather queer +black bonnet. I have an idea that they were French +Protestants. There were also other people: but they +formed only a chorus.</p> + +<p>For the old man, in kindly, but very thin tones, +began to talk to the little recruit, the old lady echoing +each of his speeches:</p> + +<p>“The beds for a poor little recruit are hard?”—“The +beds are hard!”—“The haricot soup is thin?”—“Ah, +yes, a very watery potage.”—“Ah! Ah! Yes,” said the +listeners.—“The marchings are long; the drills difficult; +the rifles heavy.”—“Yes: heavy are the rifles!”—“Ah! +Ah! Yes ...”—“And the little recruit is away from +home for three long years!”—“Yes, three years!”—“Ah! +Ah! Ah! Three so very long years!”—“The little +recruit comes from the Midi—the South!”—“The +Midi! The South!”—“Ah! Ah! The South with sun +and cypress hedges and the <i lang="fr">champs d’oliviers</i> and the +Mistral.”—“From Orange! From quite near Orange +... Ah! Ah! Orange ...” And there he was, going +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_173">[173]</span>to Lille.... In the northwest: over against the +frontier....</p> + +<p>Being then “quite near Orange” a few days later—yes, +it was Orange!—and looking out from the heights +of the Roman Theater over the little town and the +flat, commonplace country, I remembered suddenly +the little recruit. I think that is how the mind really +works, linking life together, for, later I shall tell you +how, on the balcony of the Comédie Française, I remembered +suddenly Private ——, an old, nearly toothless +Tommy of a Kitchener’s battalion of the Lincolnshires +in the baths which had been established in the +old mill at Albert—and also Lt. Morgan of my own +regiment, an officer who had spent a very hard life +in Canada, and who was killed walking up a communication +trench on his first day in the line.</p> + +<p>So, at Orange, before the war, I remembered suddenly +the little recruit in his blue, with his worsted +adornments, sitting like a statue of utter grief whilst +the green-gray country, of northwest France, swept +past behind him. The country over which his image +suddenly superimposed itself was browner; in flat +fields, the queer twigs of the vineyards appeared untidy. +I fancy the Alps were in the distance. But there +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_174">[174]</span>were stacks and roofs. And, it was, for me, just country. +That is to say, I attached to that countryside no +particular legends, traditions, or fables of story. It +might be Provence—or it might not. But when I saw, +as it were, through the image of the recruit, the stacks, +the roofs, of the little farm buildings or of the little +town, it seemed to me that they were all crouching +down, motionless, but ready to tremble, as partridges +crouch amid the stubble when beaten away over the +ridge.</p> + +<p>I don’t want unduly to labor the point—but I am not +yet certain that I have made it. You see, that queer and +sinister feeling came to me just because of that carriageful +of French people. It was not so much because +the little recruit had wept. I daresay that, as a conscript, +he was bad material. But it was because the old +gentleman and all the others in the carriage had known +the hard beds, the thin soups, the heavy rifles, and +the drag of the pack-straps on the shoulders ... and +the long absences from the little homes that seemed +now to cower among the stubble fields. For there was +no house in all that landscape whose women hadn’t +known the suspense of absences; there was no stack +whose builder hadn’t at one time gone, or come back. +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_175">[175]</span>And there was not one, of all those objects, that did +not dread—that, for forty long years had not dreaded—the +hard footsteps, the shames, the violations, or the +incendiary fires of conquerors who should come from +“beyond Lille on the frontier”.</p> + +<p>And it was at that moment that, suddenly, it became +a conscious proposition in my mind—definite +and formulated—that, first and before everything else, +we must have in the world assured nooks and houses +that never cowered and trembled—houses of which +one could never by any possibility think that they +would cower and tremble.</p> + +<p>That, of course, is militarism. I am sorry that it has +crept in.</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_176">[176]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="IX"> + IX + <br> + <i>The Water Mill</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>Said Gringoire on another day:</p> + +<p>During one of the innumerable periods of long waiting +that seemed inseparable from our advances +whether on the Somme or elsewhere, it occurred to +me that that would be a good opportunity to see what +books really would bear reading—would, that is to +say, stand up against the facts of a life that was engrossing +and perilous. I wrote, therefore, on the spur +of the moment, a postcard, to a bookseller, since I +had no friends on whose generosity I cared to trespass. +I asked him to send me: Turgeniev’s “Fathers and +Children”, Flaubert’s “Trois Contes”, Mallarmé’s +“Après-Midi d’un Faune”, Anatole France’s “Histoire +Comique”, or “Thaïs”, “Youth”, by Joseph Conrad, +“What Maisie Knew”, by Henry James, and “Nature +in Downland”, by W. H. Hudson. I received them +all except the last, which was out of print, and I found +that I could read them all with great engrossment except +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_177">[177]</span>the book, whichever it was, by Anatole France. +That one was so frail and tenuous in its appeal that +it failed to hold my attention at all, and I have forgotten +its name.—I hasten to add that I regarded M. +France at that date as a Pro-German, so my impatience +may not have been altogether because of its literary +qualities.</p> + +<p>It was whilst I was reading “What Maisie Knew” +that I got leave to go with another officer and have a +bath in Albert. So I took the volume under my arm. +It wasn’t really a coincidence—that I should be reading +that book. I suppose it wasn’t really a coincidence that +I should meet Maisie in the flesh.</p> + +<p>For, if one was to meet Maisie anywhere, it would +be precisely in the white vestibule of a Paris hotel—and, +if any one was to be confided in by one or other of +her distracted parents, the episode being international, +and the parent in possession British, the person to be +confided in <em>would</em> be one in the uniform of His +Britannic Majesty, and of substantial appearance. +“What Maisie Knew,” again, happened to be the first +book by the late Mr. James that I ever read—and, +if it hadn’t happened to be the first, it would still +have remained—and it does still remain for me—the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_178">[178]</span>book by that very great writer that most “matters”. +For your benefit, if you “don’t know your +James,” I may as well say that this is the story of a +child moving amongst elemental passions that are +veiled. But, of course, elemental passions can never be +veiled enough not to get through to the consciousness, +if not to the intelligence of the child in the house. So, +in an atmosphere of intrigues, divorces, prides, jealousies, +litigations, conducted as these things are conducted +in this country, by what it is convenient to call +“the best people”, Maisie always “knows”. She knows +all about concealed relationships, as she knows all +about intrigues, processes, and the points of view of old +family servants. It is, of course, a horrible book, but +it is very triumphantly true....</p> + +<p>The Tommies’ bathing place at Albert was in an +old mill under the shadow of a tall factory chimney +at which the Huns were perpetually firing shells. As +far as I know, they never hit it—but they made a nice +desolation in the immediately adjacent houses. The +mill, at the fork of a road, had been turned into a +series of sheds and compartments, in which there +were shower baths and baths with hot and cold water +in very wet cubicles where you had duckboards underfoot. +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_179">[179]</span>There were Neissen or other boilers somewhere +under the ramshackle building, so that steam always +filtered through and hung over the old tiles of the +roof. The other ranks of various battalions had their +bathing parades there at stated hours, so that officers +could only get a bath in between whiles or after +hours.</p> + +<p>It was a hot day, very dusty, with the clouds from +the white rubble, which was all that there was of the +center of the town, and after we had wandered, I +and another officer, round about the rubbish heaps, +and past long-closed shops that offered us, on metal +placards, bicycles, chocolates, and furniture polish, by +makers well-known in France, we decided to wait in +the bath itself till the battalion in possession, which +was the last of the day, should have finished its ablutions. +In a tiny, shuttered shop we had bought, for A +Company’s mess, a small melon, five lemons, and half +a bushel of windfall apples. The shop was just to the +east of the Cathedral, and we went over the empty +Presbytery. One of the floors was a great litter of +books—Latin texts mostly. One I noticed was a 17th +century edition of Livy—1652, I think. Another was +a copy of Voragine’s recension of the “Golden Legend”—but +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_180">[180]</span>whether or no it was a valuable edition, +I don’t know. We left the books on the floor—out of +indifference, so as not to commit sacrilege and because +we had already to carry a small, netted melon, +six lemons, and half a bushel of apples between us. +Under my arm, moreover, I had “What Maisie Knew” +in the expensive, collected edition, and we had also +towels and soap. So there, in the long, dark, but not +cool room, just as they had been tumbled out of the +shelves, probably by the Germans, the books lay with +rays of sunlight from the closed <i lang="fr">persiennes</i> falling +across broken backs, exposed leaves, half-turned title-pages....</p> + +<p>Whilst we were passing under the immense Madonna +and Child that hung over the Cathedral steps, +a Hun plane dropped a couple of bombs right into +the body of the church. They made pretty loud pops, +and overhead our own Archies were popping away too. +But what was really interesting to hear was the sifting +tinkle of broken stained-glass of the windows that +went on rustling, tinkling, sifting, and rustling down +into the rubble in the body of the church until we were +out of earshot.</p> + +<p>I don’t mean to say that we hurried away. There +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_181">[181]</span>was nowhere to hurry to. But the German heavy battery +that had the town under its especial care was beginning +to send in its evening group of shells. As far +as I can remember, at that time they let off six 5-2’s +at about 10:15 A.M.; six at 1:15 P.M., and six more +just after 6:00 P.M. with an apparently unimaginative +regularity, and usually at the same localities—the +morning six falling about the desolated Place in +front of the church, the lunchtime contribution in the +houses along the main street. Our Second Battalion +had thirty-two casualties in one room from one shell +of the midday group. The evening six usually fell in +the fields on the Ancre side of the town.</p> + +<p>So we desired to get under a roof—not that a roof +is any particular protection against high-explosive +shells, but simply to get something between one’s +self and the sky. For at times, of an evening, when one +was tired, a pellucid sky would be a disagreeable +thing. You didn’t know what sort of iron shard would +not be coming between the light bars of blue and the +bars of light dove color. Your flesh, too, felt very soft +to set itself up against iron shards. And, at the moment, +we were tired with the walk over the thistles of +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_182">[182]</span>the downland and the thin air and the heat and the +chalk dust. And one wanted a read in one’s book!</p> + +<p>The by-streets were amazingly quiet; closed houses, +shuttered shops, mostly unhurt; not a soul was in the +blazing sunlight; not a cloud was in the sky; only, in +the dust of the road three cats were motionlessly intent +on love. We knocked on a closed door of the old mill. +I found myself, having passed several darkish, steaming +rooms in which the white nudity of many men +showed against the blue-gray of flannel shirts, and the +drab colors of steam-damped khaki in the shadow—I +found myself in an armchair, in a very tall, quiet +room. I had a sense that there was a tall, slim bookcase, +a great table covered with dirty copies of English funny +periodicals, and empty, cardboard fag-packets.... +But I was sitting, really, in Kensington Gardens in +the broad, open turfed way that slopes from the +Round Point to the Serpentine. And there was a murmuring +couple, by a tree trunk, upon green penny +chairs. (I don’t know that I wasn’t one-half of the +couple.) And Maisie was playing with Mrs. Wicks, +three trees off, and Beale Farange, a little too florid, +flaming and bearded, to be really one of the best +people, was bearing down upon them—or was it us?—in +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_183">[183]</span>the shadow of the well-behaved foliage under +the polite skies.</p> + +<p>I was vaguely conscious of voices. My companion +was talking to some one else—about some battalion +of some regiment; about some division, not ours; +about the nature of the trenches in front of <i lang="fr">Bazentin-le-Petit</i>. +But, at any rate, for the moment, the fictitious-real +had got so much the upper hand of the real-real +that I was as engrossed as any schoolboy reading Ivanhoe +in the twilight. It is a good tribute to pay the +master. He was dying then.</p> + +<p>But I was vaguely unhappy too—unhappy about it +all. I don’t mean that I was unhappy with the ire of +the moralist—for I never set up to be a moralist. Only +I felt the queer uneasiness that, in those days, one was +beginning to feel when one came in contact with +civilians.</p> + +<p>One began to hear hollow voices, sounding portentous +through closed shutters.</p> + +<p>“Fall in there! A Company on the right. Towels +on the left arm. Number off!”—voices coming from +the roadway. And one looked up from one’s book, +thinking the time had come for one’s bath. There +existed again the tall room, with grayish wallpaper; +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_184">[184]</span>the atmosphere of steam; the tall window; the tall +bookcase, whose panes, behind thin, curved mahogany +divisions showed a faded, stretched curtain of torn +green silk. The table was less littered than it had +been. It had a dusty, red baize cover, much stained +with ink. I suppose this was the miller’s office. I don’t +know what had become of my companion. He was a +restless, energetic boy, always on the jump. Whilst +I had been in the broad avenue in Kensington, he had +probably pressed until they had got him a bath-cubicle +cleaned and ready. At any rate, a very old Tommy +of the Lincolns, toothless, whitehaired, with tunic undone +and tarnished buttons, told me I must still wait +whilst my bath was preparing.</p> + +<p>He said I was mistaken in thinking that he was a +noncombatant permanently in charge of the baths. He +was just a Tommy of the Lincolns; he had come +straight out of the trenches in front of <i lang="fr">Bazentin-le-Petit</i> +the night before. Five days before that they had +relieved us in the same trenches. Now another division +had gone in. He had been put in charge of the baths +that morning, so he hadn’t had time to clean his buttons, +or even his rifle. He supposed he might get +<i>strafed</i> for that. Yes; it was trying, the life of the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_185">[185]</span>trenches for a man of his age. He was sixty-two—sixty-four—over +sixty, at any rate.</p> + +<p>I told him to stand easy, and he sat down on the +other side of the large table and reached for an old +pipe. Then he folded his wrinkled hands before him +on the cloth, looked at me hopefully, and exclaimed: +“I suppose you know the firm of Bolsover & Jupp of +Golden Square. The great solicitors.”</p> + +<p>I did not know them; but when I said I did not, +he appeared so distressed: “What? Not the great +solicitors? To the Mansion House, the Common Council, +the Tilbury and Southend Railway!”—so distressed +that I had to pretend at last that I did.</p> + +<p>“Well!” he said. “I was clerk in their office for +twenty-four years!”</p> + +<p>Twenty——four——years! He seemed to think that +the statement entitled him to feel an enormous pride. +No doubt it did.</p> + +<p>He must have had a streak of the adventurous in +his composition—but no one could have seemed less +adventurous or more static. As he sat there, his hands, +whitened by dabbling all that day in bath water, and +folded before him on the dirty red baize, he looked +as if he had sat there all his life and as if he would +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_186">[186]</span>never move. He was so faded that you would not have +given him credit even for the amount of sharpness +necessary to a solicitor’s clerk; you would have said +that he was an aged shepherd on a bench outside the +workhouse door. I think he was the most memorable +figure of the war, for me.</p> + +<p>Of course, one’s mind is capricious in these things—but +this was his biography, of which I have forgotten +nothing—though I have, of course, forgotten most of +his exact words. For twenty-four years clerk to +Messrs. Bolsover & Jupp, this man who now was mostly +preoccupied with the fact that he would be “<i>strafed</i>” +for not “cleanin’ ’is ’ipe ... I mean rifle, sir!” had +gone at the age of forty-eight—to Canada, to make his +fortune, nothing less! He had left two sons, both married, +in London. He and his “missus” worked in a factory—a +“notions” factory, which was then engaged in +adding to the beauty of the world by manufacturing +colored and embossed tin-lids; later it made fancy +brass buttons and can-openers. “<i lang="fr">Et comme il était très +fort, hardi, courageux et avisé</i>”—he soon obtained, not +like St. Julian the Hospitalier, the command of a battalion—but +a wage sufficient to let him save money. +They saved money, he and his missus, and after eight +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_187">[187]</span>years, they built themselves a frame house—“a proper, +warm ’aouse for them frosty winters and we had one +of those ’ere proper iron stoves. Proper!”</p> + +<p>On the first morning of the new house—I presume +his missus had lit the proper stove—he was jest +a-puttin’ on his collar, when he heard a crackling. He +thought it was the frost in the apple trees, cracking +the boughs. But, in forty minutes the house was gone.</p> + +<p>He had meant to insure that afternoon. So he and his +missus—he never described her, but I think she must +have been a gallant soul—aged fifty-six a-piece, went +back to boarding-house life and work in the “notion” +factory. Next autumn, coming back from work one +evening, he noticed in a neighbor’s lot, a fine apple +tree. Proper, with apples on it, these ’ere large coddlins! +He offered the neighbor two dollars for the +apples on the tree and peddled them round the town.</p> + +<p>In five years, at that trade, he had made enough to +think of “retiring”. Then he see in the pipers that +Hengland needed men. So he ses to his missus: “We’ve +got money enough to do as we please. Let’s go and see +what we can do to ’elp the ol’ gal....” As if Victoria +had been still on the throne. They came to London, +and he went to see the ol’ firm. His sons said to him: +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_188">[188]</span>No, they were married men with families. “So I says +to the missus: ‘I ain’t got no family, I ain’t.’” And he +bought her an ’aouse at ’Endon and an annuity, +through the ol’ firm. That had taken till February, +1916. He was apologetic over the delay, but he had +wanted to see the ol’ woman settled comfortable.</p> + +<p>February, 1916—it was then July. Thirteen weeks +training, you see, and he had been two months in +France, “mostly on this ’ere ol’ Somme.” He was sixty-one +years and four months of age. And he said he felt +tired.</p> + +<p>There was about his narration nothing of the “narquois” +humor of the cockney; but, colorlessly, as tired +farm-laborers talk, he went on talking—as if it was +just the Will of God. I met some of his officers a +couple of weeks later and asked about him, but his +story grew rather hazy. They found a Company Sergeant-Major +who said he had thought the old man was +a bit too old for his job in the trenches. I daresay the +old man had found rough gentlenesses and kindly +helping hands from his mate and the noncommissioned +officers of his battalion. He would have, of +course. So the C.S.M. had detailed him for caretaker +at the baths. The old man had enlisted as being +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_189">[189]</span>thirty years and six months of age—just half his years. +The C.S.M. remembered that; but he didn’t know +what had become of the man. He rather thought he +had been killed on the 24/7/’16 by a shell pitched in +the battle, but perhaps he hadn’t.</p> + +<p>It was mostly his tired voice and his colorless narration +that had impressed me with him. I didn’t think +much about—I did not even realize—the rather stupendous +Odyssey of a life he must have had until I +stood on that balcony of the Paris theater, in the night, +with the French officers. You see, it was anyhow such +a tremendous Odyssey for every one there that a little +more or less at the moment did not jump to the eye +as mattering. But, underneath, in the subconscious +mind, it mattered.</p> + +<p>I daresay—nay, I am sure—that it was that quality +that mattered to me more than anything else of the +whole cause for thought that the war gave one. For +me—apart from Lord Kitchener and Sir Edward Grey—there +were few great figures of those years. Sir Edward +Grey went out of course once war was declared: +then Kitchener went. There remained this Tommy of +the Lincolns and I think Lt. Morgan of my own battalion +was then still alive. Henri Gaudier was certainly +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_190">[190]</span>dead—and he, in my mind, was united to the Lincolnshire +Private and Morgan. They had, all three, a certain +serenity.</p> + +<p>I wish I could remember Morgan’s initials. He had a +brother, “I. H.”—a nice boy. I hope he is still alive.</p> + +<p>But the Morgan who is dead sounded, as it were, +exactly the same note as the Lincolnshire man—the +note of tired but continuous laboring after a very hard +life. You know the sort of effect a violin has when its +strings are muted. It was like that.</p> + +<p>I think Morgan must have had his last leave at the +same time as myself when I went out the second time; +but I don’t think we went out together. At any rate, +we took together a very long railway journey—but I +don’t remember why or where—probably because I +spent it listening to the story of his life. I remember his +tired movements as he took his knapsack down from +the rack whilst the train was running into some +terminus. And I remember it seemed to me to be a +shame—on the part of destiny—that he should be going +out at all. I met him next night in Coventry Street—and +he did not seem to be getting much out of Coventry +Street after dark. We stood talking for a minute, +and then he disappeared among the prostitutes and the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_191">[191]</span>flash Jews. I expect we each said: “Good luck, old +man,” for I believe he liked me, and I must have liked +him very much.</p> + +<p>He was killed, as I have said, by a <i lang="de">minenwerfer</i> as +he was going up a communication-trench on his first +night. He was buried so that, in the morning when +they found him, only his feet and legs were showing. +He was probably not buried alive, because the officer +who found him said that he was smiling. I like to think +of that.</p> + +<p>Because these were the men who needed—who <em>must</em> +have had if indeed there be a just God or even merely +a deity who gives compensations—a period of sanctuary +after their very hard labors. It doesn’t matter about +you and me....</p> + +<p>But poor old Morgan ... I don’t know what age +he was. I daresay he was no more than thirty-two, little +and brown and persistent—his face was thin, aquiline, +and as if hardened and sand-blasted by the perpetual +confrontation of winds full of hail. For he too had +gone out to Canada—but as a boy, apparently without +much capital, to work for wheat-farmers.</p> + +<p>I suppose most people know something about working +for Canadian farmers—the long solitudes, the distance +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_192">[192]</span>of the towns, the protracted buggy rides over +immense plains. Well, I seem to have an extraordinary +sense of it—just from the way Morgan talked on that +long train journey. I don’t know that I remember incidents. +Perhaps I could. I remember that, knowing +little about horses at the beginning, he was asked by +the boss if he would take a helluva vicious team to the +nearest township to fetch something, a plow, I think. +And he had done it.</p> + +<p>But the main of the story was just the long strain—long +hours merging into long years, with the muscles +always a little overstrained. Not much, but a little. +Because, though gallant, persistent, and showing it as +the Welsh do, he was small for wrestling with tree +trunks and immense plains. I remember his saying that +when he had dug holes for the posts of wire fencing, +he poured water in so that the posts should freeze solid +in their places.</p> + +<p>Well, he too must have been “<i lang="fr">hardi, courageux, et +avisé</i>”—leading a long, uncolored life of sober chastity, +without many visits to the townships even, let alone +the towns. For, as he sat in the carriage, he said that +he owned property—timber lots and other lots, bought +out of the savings of a laborer.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_193">[193]</span></p> + +<p>And he spoke of going back there, <i lang="fr">après la guerre +finie</i>—with the serene resignation of a man with no +other imaginable destiny before him. It was to be more +toil and more toil and more toil. He did not, apparently, +ask for—certainly he did not imagine—any +other future. So that resignation is not the right word. +Serenity is....</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_194">[194]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="X"> + X + <br> + <i>From a Balcony</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>One of the French officers, on the balcony of the +theater, during the <i lang="fr">entr’acte</i> of <i>Lakme</i>, was describing, +with that depressed neatness of quiet diction that is +at the disposal of every educated Frenchman, the sleep +of a French territorial on an uncompleted traverse. +The others had, as it were—and as if by preconcertion—capped +stories in lauding and pitying the <i lang="fr">territoriaux</i>. +These troops, it may be as well to point out, were +something like the Labor Battalions that subsequently +we raised. I fancy we had nothing of the sort at that +date and indeed, between Hélie and Corbie I had lately +seen the Guards’ Brigade doing fatigue that, in French-France +would have been performed by old fathers and +grandfathers. That, of course, is nothing to the discredit +of that great brigade. As soon as battalions, +brigades, or divisions came out of the trenches for a +“rest”, they were given the cheerful jobs of repairing +rear-line trenches, digging drains, cleaning out latrines, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_195">[195]</span>and the like. When we came out from the Somme +for a “month’s rest”, first A Company, then B, C, +and D were given an all-night fatigue—of mending +the Albert-Amiens road! And in August! Then we +were moved up into the salient.</p> + +<p>At any rate, slowly, coldly, and without the shadow +of a shade of cordiality, in the blackness of the Paris +night, the French officers piled it up. We were not +popular in France at that date, and I don’t know that, +except as individuals, we deserved popularity. That +does not matter. The fact remained that they were +“out” to make one feel that from under every little +cowering roof in France, from Orange as from the +frontier by Mentone to the other frontier by Longwy, +old, stiff men, with horny hands and faded eyes had +marched over the endless roads with the poplars to +their too-heavy labors amidst the bursting shells.... +From under <em>every</em> cowering roof of every township, +town, hamlet, and parish; from every <i lang="fr">arrondissement</i>; +from every <i lang="fr">subprefecture</i>; from every <i lang="fr">departement</i>. +Coldly, like inquisitors, in the darkness, they let me +have that information. It was not really necessary. I +knew it already. But I was too tired, harassed, dispirited +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_196">[196]</span>to tell them so. I, too, was old for that job. +<i lang="la">Atque ego</i>....</p> + +<p>For I couldn’t get away from the conviction that +they were talking at me with a purpose—that they +were, in indirect terms, telling me that it was a scandal +that the Brigade of Guards should be employed in +clearing out latrines, work which, in French-France, +was performed by the fathers and the grandfathers—the +guards being tired out and worn down by such employment +when they were such splendid fighting material +and should have been really rested. I daresay +our own war office would have answered that that was +part of our discipline and that “fatigues” when men +were “resting” were good for their livers and kept +them “fit”. There is such a school of thought. Anyhow, +I am not writing a military treatise and do not ask +that any attention should be paid to my views. I am +only chronicling the psychology of an Infantry officer +as he was affected by certain circumstances.</p> + +<p>And I <em>couldn’t</em> get away from the conviction that +the French officers were talking “officially”. In those +days there had just been published in Paris a book of +“official” propaganda by myself. It would not have +been a different book if it had been unofficial or if +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_197">[197]</span>there had been no war. It simply advanced the theory +that in the world of letters and ideas, for personal industry +and pride in work as work, it is only France +that matters among the nations. I had said that when I +was twenty; I resaid it then being over double that +age; I resay it today; and I will resay it as my eyes +close in death. No one in my country has ever paid +any attention to one’s saying it, and no one ever will. +Why should they? Letters and ideas have so little +place in our body politic and the doctrine of pride in +work as work; of engrossment and of serenity; of +aloofness from the world and of introspection with no +other purpose—is here anathema both with the Right +which hates the doctrine of Art for Art’s sake and with +the Left, which hates that of Labor for the sake of +Labor. Yet I see no other lesson in life. That is why I +have collected these notes upon sheepfolds—this long +lay sermon.</p> + +<p>So this particular piece of official propaganda was, +just then, being accorded an extraordinary amount of +notoriety in France. The skill of our own propaganda +people and the patriotism of distinguished Frenchmen +accounted for that. It was reviewed at enormous +length and with enormous headlines by Academicians, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_198">[198]</span>by assailants of the French Academy, and by the +Mayors of Rouen, Lyons, and Toulouse. It was “communicated” +to the Institute of France; publicly laid +upon the shelves of the city library of Yvetot. And +it was no doubt on that account that the French officers +presented official views to me so carefully and so excruciatingly. +They imagined that I had weight in the +Councils of the Empire, as would have been the case +in their own country.</p> + +<p>While they talked the black houses round the market +had infinite depths of violet against the white stars. +But all the same I was looking at the view from the +top of the great brick Roman Theater at Orange—over +the flats with the ragged, stunted vines, the +stubble, and the thatched roofs. Yes, I knew that beside +Orange the little houses cowered beside the furrows +and that on the other frontier great, gaunt piles +were subsiding under scrolls and tongues of flame, +going down to a last rest as the very tired men of a +platoon will fall out beside the road. And the great +buildings never get up again.</p> + +<p>For I never feel that houses have souls. So that, +when, out there, you saw a house go down as fire, it +seemed to do it luxuriously almost. It was finished +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_199">[199]</span>with men and their ways. It had no doubt borne for +long with their cruelties, stupidities, imbecilities; with +its windows for mournful eyes it had seen the generations +flit past and fade. It had known cold that made +its timbers crack and the great heat of the sun warping +them. But beneath the flames, slowly, it would sink +to the earth from which it had come. Yes, luxuriously, +as men stretch themselves down for a long rest....</p> + +<p>The French officer was still talking about the old +territorial who had fallen asleep. It seems that the old +man had gone on working, after his mates had been +taken off for a spell, on the inner face of the traverse—which +is a sort of pillar of earth with a gangway +round it, left in a trench to minimize the lateral spread +of shell fire. He had gone on working—out of pure +zeal, the officer said. The officer addressed me with +hard bitterness. I suppose he thought I was some sort +of noncombatant. The staff-captain told me afterward +that this officer, being aide-de-camp to one of the most +famous French generals of division of the day had, +the night before, attended his chief to a dinner—given, +I think, by the British A.P.M.—in the course of which +the heroic doings of a great many British Regiments +were extolled. And then, in a pause, an English lady +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_200">[200]</span>had said to the French general: “And the French +haven’t done so badly.”... I was being made to +suffer for this.</p> + +<p>And I did suffer a good deal—more I think than I +ever suffered. The officer went on and on about his old +territorial. He was there, asleep, in the light of a single +candle stuck in the clay. He was as it were spread-eagled +against the earth. His legs apart he had raised +his hammer to strike his chisel; both his arms were +over his head, stretched out. And he was just asleep. +It was touching; it was terrible in its simplicity, the +officer said. He said the territorial came from Passy—as +it might be Putney.</p> + +<p>It was just at this point that I remembered Morgan +and the old man of the bath-mill. I daresay you will +think it merely a literary trick, when I say that I saw +them.</p> + +<p>But I <em>saw</em> them: against an immense black mass +fringed by flaming houses. I saw those two, tired faces; +the two serene, honest, and simple souls, who had the +Kingdom of God within them. And it seemed to me +that they had died in vain.</p> + +<p>It was for me the most terrible moment of the war.</p> + +<p>I daresay that for many people it was the most horrible +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_201">[201]</span>period of the war. For, by then it had become +apparent that the Somme advance was a fiasco—a useless +butchery. We knew we should never advance. I +daresay the French knew it better than we. Certainly +the voices of these officers drove it home: they spoke as +if they were talking to a condemned criminal. And I +think it was not right of them.</p> + +<p>We, at any rate, were the old voluntary army. We +had come, aged or young, from the ends of the earth. +I don’t know whether it is worse to be old or young +in a great war—it was bad enough to be old! And I +don’t know whether it was better or worse to have +come from the ends of the earth—or from Passy. Or to +have passed all one’s life beneath a roof that shuddered +with fear.... If you had done that, you were +more used to the idea, and to the discipline of the +idea, of war. You discussed the moves, here and there, +more <i lang="fr">en connoisseur</i>.</p> + +<p>But I doubt if one of those men on the balcony felt +the war as I did. We, after all, brought so many more +emotions to it. You had only to contrast Paris, gray, +sober, much as usual, with the roads under leisurely +repair, and the old horses and the old <i lang="fr">cochers</i> and +<i lang="fr">voitures</i> dawdling in the shadow of the plane-trees—with +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_202">[202]</span>London, plastered with endless appeals in blue +and scarlet and yellow—London, hurrying, exclaiming, +clamoring.... The old territorial had lived all his +life under the shadow—and it came. The old private +of the Lincolnshires had never thought of such an end. +But it came! And Europe flamed....</p> + +<p>And the worst of it all was that one was beginning +to doubt. Until then one had been carried by the fine +wave of enthusiasm. It seemed to embrace the whole +country. And we in all the holes, valleys, over all the +downlands of the Somme, where the sun shone with its +chalky rays as it does by L——, had had a great singleness +of purpose and had been confident that we had +the support of a great singleness of purpose extending +across a world. But doubt had begun to creep +in....</p> + +<p>I wished, then, that I had not read “What Maisie +Knew” in the bath at Albert. I wished that the daily +papers would not reach us. The atmosphere shown so +overwhelmingly in the book was beginning to be too +close to the atmosphere reflected in the papers. And +we were, truly, very lonely out there; truly we were +some millions of men, suspended on a raft, in limitless +space.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_203">[203]</span></p> + +<p>And we were beginning to feel a curious dislike +of the civilians whom up till then we had so trusted—a +curious dislike that was never to die. I don’t know +what was going on at home: political intrigues no +doubt; strikes possibly. But there seemed to prevail a +tenuous, misty struggle of schemes—just the atmosphere +of “Maisie.” I don’t think that many of those +who were one’s comrades <i lang="la">in illo die</i> did not at times +feel a certain hopelessness. It was as if at times we +said: What are those people after? Aren’t they—aren’t +they surely?—“out” to make huge profits from +our poor Tommies; to cut down the rations of our poor +Tommies; and to gain notoriety by forcing on a +timorous central government their own schemes for +the training of poor Tommies—schemes that have +resulted in the deaths of hundreds of thousands of +our poor fine Tommies? And, when their own attractions +were enhanced by the bringing off of this or that +scheme, intrigue, or cabal, they would vote to themselves +ribbons, orders, power, divorces, and the right +to gallons of petrol. And so they would sit in the chairs +of the lost and the forgotten amidst a world where +the ideals which sent all those millions to destruction +were lost too ... and forgotten. You will say that +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_204">[204]</span>this is bitter. It is. It was bitter to have seen the 38th +Division murdered in Mametz Wood—and to guess +what underlay that!...</p> + +<p>And then the French officer said what I knew he +would say: what I had known that, with all his cold +lack of rhetoric, he was working up to. He said that +the old, sleeping territorial looked like Our Lord on +Calvary. I could have screamed. Upon my soul I could +have screamed. And, if I hadn’t thought it just possible +that his dislike attached to me personally, I daresay +I should have talked to him as I talked to the other +French officer as the reader may see in <i lang="fr">Une Partie de +Cricket</i>. But the faint hope that it was just myself that +he despised and not poor Morgan and the others—all +the poor others along that long front of ours—that +faint hope that he was attacking only me and not the +Army of the Somme just made me hold my peace until +we went back into the theater. And in the theater I +suddenly remembered—as clearly as I had remembered +the others—Henri Gaudier. He, too, seemed to stand +before me and to smile at me a little, as if he found +me comic....</p> + +<p>I do not know why it is that now, when I think +of Gaudier, the cadence that I hear in my mind should +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_205">[205]</span>be one of sadness. For there was never any one further +from sadness than Henri Gaudier, whether in his being +or in his fate. He had youth; he had grace of +person and of physique; he had a sense of the comic. +He had friendships, associates in his work, loves, the +hardships that help youth. He had genius, and he died +a hero.</p> + +<p>He comes back to me best as he was at a function of +which I remember most, except for Gaudier, disagreeable +sensations—embarrassments. It was an “affair”—one +of two—financed by a disagreeably obese Neutral +whom I much disliked. That would be in late July, +1914. The Neutral was much concerned to get out of +a country and a city which appeared to be in danger. +Some one else—several some ones—were intensely anxious, +each of them, to get money out of the very fat, +very monied, disagreeably intelligent being. And I +was ordered, by <i lang="fr">Les Jeunes</i>, to be there. It was a parade, +in fact. I suppose that even then I was regarded as a, +I hope benevolent, grandfather, by a number of members +of an advanced school.⁠<a id="FNanchor_7_7" href="#Footnote_7_7" class="fnanchor">[7]</a> Anyhow, that comes back +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_206">[206]</span>to me as a disagreeable occasion of evil passions, evil +people, of bad, flashy cooking in an underground +haunt of pre-war smartness.</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_7_7" href="#FNanchor_7_7" class="label">[7]</a> For the benefit of the uninstructed reader, I may say that new Schools +of Art, like new commercial enterprises, need both backers with purses +and backers of a certain solid personal appearance or weight in the world. +And it is sometimes disagreeable, though it is always a duty, to be such +an individual.</p></div> + +<p>I daresay it was not really as bad as all that—but +when I am forced to receive the hospitality of persons +whom I dislike, the food seems to go bad, and there +is a bad taste in the mouth, symbol of a disturbed liver. +So the band played in that cave and the head ached +and there were nasty foreign waiters and bad, very +expensive, champagne.</p> + +<p>There were also speeches—and one could not help +knowing that the speeches were directed at the Neutral’s +breeches pockets. The Neutral leaned heavily +sideways at table, devouring the bad food at once with +gluttony and nonchalance. It talked about its motor +car, which apparently was at Liverpool or Southampton—somewhere +where there were liners, quays, cordage, +cranes; all ready to abandon a city which would +be doomed should Armageddon become Armageddon. +The speeches went on....</p> + +<p>Then Gaudier rose. It was suddenly like a silence +that intervened during a distressing and ceaseless noise. +I don’t know that I had ever noticed him before except +as one amongst a crowd of dirtyish, bearded, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_207">[207]</span>slouch-hatted individuals, like conspirators; but, there, +he seemed as if he stood amidst sunlight; as if indeed +he floated in a ray of sunlight, like the dove in Early +Italian pictures. In a life during which I have known +thousands of people; thousands and thousands of +people; during which I have grown sick and tired of +“people” so that I prefer the society of cabbages, goats, +and the flowers of the marrow plant; I have never +otherwise known what it was to witness an appearance +which symbolized so completely—aloofness. It was like +the appearance of Apollo at a creditors’ meeting. It +was supernatural.</p> + +<p>It was just that. One didn’t rub one’s eyes: one +was too astounded. Only, something within one wondered +what the devil he was doing there. If he hadn’t +seemed so extraordinarily efficient, one would have +thought he had strayed, from another age, from another +world, from some Hesperides. One keeps wanting +to say that he was Greek, but he wasn’t. He wasn’t +of a type that strayed: and indeed I seem to feel his +poor bones moving in the August dust of Neuville St. +Vaast when I—though even only nearly!—apply to +him a name that he would have hated. At any rate, it +was amazing to see him there; since he seemed so entirely +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_208">[208]</span>inspired by inward visions that one wondered +what he could be after—certainly not the bad dinner, +the attentions of the foreign waiters, a try at the Neutral’s +money-bag strings. No, he spoke as if his eyes +were fixed on a point within himself; and yet, with +such humor and such good-humor—as if he found the +whole thing so comic!</p> + +<p>One is glad of the comic in his career; it would +otherwise have been too much an incident of the Elgin +marble type. But even the heroism of his first, abortive +“joining up” was heroico-comic. As I heard him +tell the story, or at least as I remember it, it was like +this:</p> + +<p>He had gone to France in the early days of the war—and +one accepted his having gone as one accepted +the closing of a door—of a tomb, if you like. Then, +suddenly, he was once more there. It produced a queer +effect; it was a little bewildering in a bewildering +world. But it became comic. He had gone to Boulogne +and presented himself to the Recruiting Officer—an N. +C. O., or captain, of the old school, white moustachios, +<i lang="fr">cheveux en brosse</i>. Gaudier stated that he had left +France without having performed his military duties, +but, since <i lang="fr">la patrie</i> was in danger, he had returned like +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_209">[209]</span>any other good little <i lang="fr">piou-piou</i>. But the sergeant, martinet-wise, +as became a veteran of 1870, struck the table +with his fist and exclaimed:</p> + +<p>“<i lang="fr">Non, mon ami</i>, it is not <i lang="fr">la patrie</i>, but you who are +in danger. You are a deserter; you will be shot.” So +Gaudier was conducted to a motor, in which, under +the military escort of two files of men, a sergeant, a +corporal, and a lieutenant, he was whirled off to Calais. +In Calais Town he was placed in an empty room. Outside +the door were stationed two men with large guns, +and Gaudier was told that, if he opened the door, the +guns would go off. That was his phrase. He did not +open the door. He spent several hours reflecting that +though they manage these things better in France, they +don’t manage them so damn well. At the end of that +time he pushed aside the window blind and looked +out. The room was on the ground floor; there were no +bars. Gaudier opened the window; stepped into the +street, just like that—and walked back to Boulogne.</p> + +<p>He returned to London.</p> + +<p>He was drawn back again to France by the opening +of the bombardment of Rheims Cathedral. This time +he had a safe conduct from the Embassy. I do not +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_210">[210]</span>know the date of his second joining up or the number +of his regiment. At any rate, he took part in an attack +on a Prussian outpost on Michaelmas Eve, so he had +not much delayed, and his regiment was rendered illustrious, +though it cannot have given him a deuce of a +lot of training. He did not need it. He was as hard as +nails and as intelligent as the devil. He was used to +forging and grinding his own chisels. He was inured +to the hardships of poverty in great cities; he was accustomed +to hammer and chisel at his marble for +hours and hours of day after day. He was a “fit” townsman—and +it was “fit” townsmen who conducted the +fighting of 1914 when the war was won: it was <i lang="fr">les +parigots</i>.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>Of his biography I have always had only the haziest +of notions. I know that he was the son of a Meridional +craftsman, a carpenter and joiner, who was a good +workman and no man could have a better. His father +was called Joseph Gaudier—so why he called himself +B’jesker, I do not know. I prefer really to be hazy; because +Gaudier will always remain for me something +supernatural. He was for me a “message” at a difficult +time of life. His death and the death at the same time +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_211">[211]</span>of another boy—but quite a commonplace, nice boy—made +a rather doubtful way quite plain to me.</p> + +<p>All my life I have been very much influenced by a +Chinese proverb—to the effect that it would be hypocrisy +to seek for the person of the Sacred Emperor +in a low teahouse. It is a bad proverb, because it is so +wise and so enervating. It has “ruined my career”.</p> + +<p>When, for instance, I founded a certain Review, losing, +for me, immense sums of money on it, or when the +contributors unanimously proclaimed that I had not +paid them for their contributions—which was not true +because they certainly had among them a quantity of +my money in their pockets—or when a suffrage bill +failed to pass in the Commons; or when some one’s +really good book has not been well reviewed; or when +I have been robbed, slandered, or abortively blackmailed—in +all the vicissitudes of life, misquoted on +it, I have always first shrugged my shoulders and murmured +that it would be hypocrisy to seek for the person +of the Sacred Emperor in a low tea-shop. It meant +that it would be hypocrisy to expect a taste for the finer +letters in a large public’s discernment in critics; honesty +in æsthetes or literati; public spirit in lawgivers; accuracy +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_212">[212]</span>in pundits; gratitude in those one has saved +from beggary, and so on.</p> + +<p>So, when I first noticed Henri Gaudier—which was +in an underground restaurant, the worst type of +thieves’ kitchen—these words rose to my lips. I did not, +you understand, believe that he would exist and be +so wise, so old, so gentle, so humorous, such a genius. +I did not really believe that he had shaved, washed, +assumed garments that fitted his great personal beauty.</p> + +<p>For he had great personal beauty. If you looked at +him casually, you imagined that you were looking at +one of those dock-rats of the Marseilles quays, who will +carry your baggage for you, pimp for you; garotte you +and throw your body overboard—but who will do it all +with an air, an ease, an exquisiteness of manners! They +have, you see, the traditions and inherited knowledge +of such ancient nations in Marseilles—of Etruscans, +Phoenicians, Colonial Greeks, Late Romans, Troubadours, +Late French—and that of those who first sang +the Marseillaise! And many of them, whilst they are +young, have the amazing beauty that Gaudier had. +Later, absinthe spoils it—but for the time, they are like +Arlésiennes.</p> + +<p>All those wisdoms, then, looked out of the eyes of +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_213">[213]</span>Gaudier—and God only knows to what he threw back—to +Etruscans or Phoenicians, no doubt, certainly not +to the Greeks who colonized Marseilles, or the Late Romans +who succeeded to them. He seemed, then, to have +those wisdoms behind his eyes somewhere. And he had, +certainly, an astounding erudition.</p> + +<p>I don’t know where he picked it up—but his conversation +was overwhelming—and his little history of +sculpture by itself will give you more flashes of inspiration +than you will ever, otherwise, gather from +the whole of your life. His sculpture itself affected me +just as he did.</p> + +<p>In odd places—the sitting rooms of untidy and eccentric +poets with no particular merits, in appalling exhibitions, +in nasty night clubs, in dirty restaurants one +would be stopped for a moment in the course of a sentence +by the glimpse of a brutal chunk of rock that +seemed to have lately fallen unwanted from a slate +quarry, or, in the alternative, by a little piece of marble +that seemed to have the tightened softness of the +haunches of a fawn—of some young creature of the +underwoods, an ancient, shyly-peopled, thicket.</p> + +<p>The brutalities would be the work of Mr. Epstein—the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_214">[214]</span>other, Gaudier. For Gaudier’s work had just his +own, personal, impossible quality. And one did not +pay much attention to it simply because one did not +believe in it. It was too good to be true. Remembering +the extraordinary rush that the season of 1914 was, it +appears a miserable tragedy, but it is not astonishing, +that one’s subliminal mind should whisper to me, every +time we caught that glimpse of a line: “It is hypocrisy +to search for the person of the Sacred Emperor in a +low tea-house.” It was of course the devil who whispered +that. So I never got the sensation I might have +got from that line. Because one did not believe in that +line. One thought: “It is just the angle at which one’s +chair in the restaurant presents to one an accidental +surface of one of these young men’s backs.”</p> + +<p>And then a day came when there was no doubt +about it. Gaudier was a Lance Corporal in the 4th +Section, 7th Company, 129th Regt. of Infantry of the +Line.⁠<a id="FNanchor_8_8" href="#Footnote_8_8" class="fnanchor">[8]</a> Gaudier was given his three stripes for “gallantry +in face of the enemy”. One read in a letter:</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_8_8" href="#FNanchor_8_8" class="label">[8]</a> The knowledgeable reader will observe that here Gringoire has consulted +the monograph on Gaudier by Mr. Pound—the best piece of craftsmanship +that Mr. Pound has put together; or at least the best this +writer has read of that author’s.</p></div> + +<p>“I am at rest for three weeks in a village, that is, I +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_215">[215]</span>am undergoing a course of study to be promoted officer +when necessary during an offensive.”</p> + +<p>Or in another letter:</p> + +<p>“I imagine a dull dawn, two lines of trenches, and in +between explosion on explosion with clouds of black +and yellow smoke, a ceaseless noise from the rifles, a +few legs and heads flying, and me standing up among +all this like to Mephisto—commanding: ‘<i lang="fr">Feu par salves +à 250 mètres—joue—feu!</i>’</p> + +<p>“Today is magnificent, a fresh wind, clear sun, and +larks singing cheerfully....”</p> + +<p>That was it!</p> + +<p>But just because it was so commonplace; so sordid, +so within the scope of all our experiences, powers of +observation, and recording, it all seemed impossible to +believe that in <em>that</em> particular low tea-house there were +really Youth, Beauty, Erudition, Fortune, Genius—to +believe in the existence of a Gaudier! The devil still +whispered to me: “That would be hypocrisy!” For if +you would not believe that genius could show itself +during the season of 1914, how <em>could</em> you believe that, +of itself, inscrutable, noiseless, it would go out of our +discreditable world where the literati and the æsthetes +were sweating, harder than they ever, ever did after <i lang="fr">le +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_216">[216]</span>mot juste</i> or the Line of Beauty, to find excuses that +should keep them from the trenches—that, so quietly, +the greatest genius of them all would go into that +world of misery.</p> + +<p>And then I read:</p> + +<p>“<i lang="fr">Mort pour la patrie.</i></p> + +<p>“After ten months of fighting and two promotions +for gallantry, on the field, Henri Gaudier-Brzeska, in +a charge at Neuville St. Vaast. June 5, 1915.”</p> + +<p>Alas, when it was too late, I had learned that, to +this low tea-shop that the world is, from time to time +the Sacred Emperor may pay visits. So I began to want +to kill certain people. I still do—for the sake of Gaudier +and those few who are like him.</p> + +<p>For the effect of reading that announcement was to +make me remember with extraordinary vividness a +whole crowd of the outlines of pieces of marble, of +drawings, of tense and delicate lines at which, in the +low tea-house of the year before’s season, I had only +nonchalantly glanced. The Sacred Emperor, then, had +been there. He seemed, at last, to be an extraordinarily +real figure—as real as one of the other sculptor’s brutal +chunks of granite. Only, because of the crowd one +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_217">[217]</span>hadn’t seen him—the crowd of blackmailers,⁠<a id="FNanchor_9_9" href="#Footnote_9_9" class="fnanchor">[9]</a> sneak-thieves, +suborners, pimps, reviewers, and the commonplace +and the indifferent—the Huns of London. Well, +it became—and it still more remains! one’s duty to try +to kill them. There are probably several Sacred Emperors +still at large—though the best of them will have +been killed, as Gaudier was.</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_9_9" href="#FNanchor_9_9" class="label">[9]</a> Gringoire is too fond of this word—which he uses in a special sense +to indicate persons—mostly reviewers—who do not appreciate the work +of himself and his school. In his conversation he introduced at this point +a long denunciation of the —— Literary Supplement, principally because, +whilst purporting to be a literary paper, it devotes, according to him, +112/113ths of its space to books about facts, at the expense of works of +the imagination. So he calls that respectable journal a blackmailing organ. +Since, however, this is a topic that can hardly interest the non-literary, +and since the literary are hardly likely to read these pages, the compiler +has taken the liberty of not reporting these sallies. It may be true that +Pontius Pilate is more criminal than the crucified thieves—but it is <em>never</em> +politic to say so.</p></div> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>It was whilst I was inside the theater that I registered, +as the saying is, a mental vow that I would pay +no attention any more to public affairs. To do so would +drive one mad. I decided that I must put my head +down under the cloth for the rest of the war. And I +think I did so. Except for the occasional duty of writing +propaganda—which from that time onwards I +did in French—I paid no more attention to the politics +of my country or the world. I just did the collar-work +of the Infantry Officer until the 11/11/’17. After +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_218">[218]</span>that, my views being too favorable to France, the Ministry +of Information and the censor suppressed or lost +in the post my rather excited writings on the Terms +of Peace.... That would be about three years ago +today. It seems a long while....</p> + +<p>The inside of the theater was brilliant, formal, a little +shabby if you looked closely. Of the performance of +<i>Lakme</i>—an opera that I love very much, since the +music is soft, moving, and generous—I remember very +little. So it must have been a good rendering with no +performer in particular “sticking out”. The British +naval officers were rather funny. And I think it is no +left-handed compliment to the composer, Délibes—though +it may be to the librettist—to say that my +thoughts were elsewhere. The music was just sensuous +pleasure; the aspect of the house, spreading round in +great lines of polychromatic humanity, more regular +than is the case with most theaters in London—more +suave and more classical—soothed one after what was +certainly an emotional crisis; an escaped danger. For +it would have mortified me for the rest of my life +if I had burst out under the goadings of the French +officers. But, by the Grace of God and the skin of my +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_219">[219]</span>teeth, I had retained, quite certainly, my aspect of +insular phlegm.</p> + +<p>Still it had been exhausting—and I was enervated. +And then, quite suddenly, it came to me to wonder +what was going on outside the theater—what was going +on under the black roof of the night, with the +infinitely numerous population of leaves, blades, +branches, reeds beside streams, great trees in the woodlands—and +with the silent, watchful population of the +thickets where the shadows are so extremely deep. I +found myself wondering what time of year it was. +And I said: the first weeks of September. For that +morning I had recollected that, two years before on +that day, the Germans had turned back from in front +of Paris. Forty-six years before they had won the +battle of Sedan.</p> + +<p>It was, then, during the first weeks of September. +But what happened—in September? One forgot. One +had repaired trenches; one had commanded fatigues +digging drains round Bn.H.Q., to the left of Mount +Kemmel. One had dug so efficiently that, during the +first thunderstorm the repaired trenches below were +neck-deep in water. All that had passed in “the Country”.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_220">[220]</span></p> + +<p>But what happened in September? There were no +doubt apples on the trees, and, certainly, it was the +time of year when many cobwebs, frail nets across the +tall grasses on commons or single, brilliant filaments, +streamed out and glistened on still, bright days.</p> + +<p>There would be plums, too; but what about damsons? +Wasn’t it early for them? And how about garden +peas? Were they over? And field peas? And would +there be an autumn feel in the air?</p> + +<p>It was twenty-one days to Michaelmas—and Michaelmas +certainly brought the autumn feeling, with touches +of vine in the shadow of yellowing plants and the +leaves of sunflowers drooping straight down, like unfurled +colors on windless days. But in copses, shaves, +and spinneys were the leaves on forest trees yet turning? +Were roads yet hard and frosty in the morning? +And were horses yet sluggish and apt to stumble on +roads as they do at the turn of the year and the fall of +the leaf?... Time to give ’em a ball.</p> + +<p>The baffled mind seemed to stumble at all these questions. +One was in the theater and having been forbidden +by the will to think that what surrounded the +great walls with their human lining was a vast black +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_221">[221]</span>map fringed by conflagrations, the poor mind hung +faltering.</p> + +<p>It fell suddenly back on contemplating the green +nook that—on the down behind Albert—it had reserved +for itself. Yes, the mind actually did that. And, +across the gilding of the proscenium, across Lakme’s +singing the great song of yearning, there hung a slight +shimmer of green that intensified itself and took shape +like a recumbent oval.... And there began to become +visible the yellowing, grayish rows of broad beans; a +rather ragged hedge and a little stream beyond, level +with the grass and fringed with the glistening stems of +clumps of rushes that had been cut for thatching stacks. +Because it was indeed September.</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_222">[222]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="XI"> + XI + <br> + <i>“Rosalie Prudent”</i> + </h3> +</div> + + +<p>One evening the compiler addressed Gringoire, who +was making notes in a seed catalogue, somewhat as +follows:</p> + +<p>“Do you remember, oh Gringoire, what it is to +awake of a September morning at dawn? Being <i lang="fr">horticulteur</i>, +your first thought will be for the weather: +being <i lang="fr">poète</i>, your first thought will be for your new +volume. And the two first thoughts will overlay the +one the other, according as chance wills. But the still +mist is so reassuring as to the weather that you can +put that aside and think only of your volume. The +goodly fruits of the earth in the late summer season, +the plums, the apples, the quinces; the maize, the marrows, +the melons, have yet another day, for sure, of +bright, warm sun, of gorgeous, mellow downward +shavers of sun. They, surely, shall stand motionless in +the warmth.</p> + +<p>“But the poems ... oh my poor Gringoire of the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_223">[223]</span>dawn: the great, half-finished epic! Ah that! that +seemed so glowing too when last night in the golden +light of the two candles, in your poor little, rickety +salon that yet has a style of its own ... you read them +to Madame Sélysette ... the poor verses that you read +so famously to little Madame!... In the dawn, ah, +the wolf of the night that says: ‘Hou ... hou’ from +the mountains has not gone home! Almost you hear +his sniffing round the little green door that, because +yours is a land of idylls and the innocent, you have +left open. One day the wolf with the great, cocked +hairy ears, with the long white teeth like razors for +their sharpness shall come in. You will hear upon the +uncarpeted stairway the pad of the feet; the little thin +door will push open, and raised at the foot of your +small white bed, you will see the great beast; the huge +head; the bloodshot eyes.... And Madame, in the +other little white bed across the small white room will +moan a little in her sleep....</p> + +<p>“All the poor verses: the little lines! How shall they +be the barbed wire fence that shall keep the wolf from +the door of the cottage? Why, he could push the poor, +tindery old walls down with his snout! The poor +verses! They halt ... or no, they do not halt. We are +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_224">[224]</span>too good a craftsman for that! But assuredly they do +not run. And the publisher! What shall he say? And +Madame with such a need of a new gown: it should +have been of velvet, puffed in the arms, and slashed to +show an undercoat of crushed rose silk. And to tell the +truth—your <i lang="fr">pantalons?</i> How they shine in the seat, +like a mirror! And the public! Ah, the grim public +that has no taste but for dominoes in the cafés of an +evening! How shall they care for the savor of lavender +and rosemary in your smaller verses? What, to them, +are Melpomene and Mélisande and Maleine and Musidore +of your epic! And the cursed ‘machinery’ of the +enormous poem! What has become of your great device +that was to take the story forward from line 1100 +to line 1424? Forgotten! O Apollo! O Euterpe! +Forgotten—gone—your brain is failing. Your diet of +oatmeal and junket is not enough to water your gray +matter with rich red blood. It is all over ... and the +great wolf says ‘Hou!... hou!’ upon the mountains, +though the mists are rising. And Madame, you can +see, is smiling in her sleep! Ah! When you are suspended +by your cravat from the old thorn tree, she +will marry the rich son of the apothecary....</p> + +<p>“And then ... suddenly you remember! Maleine +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_225">[225]</span>became a rose tree, and the slipper of glass was hidden +in a bath.... Yes: it was like that. The device has +come back to you. Hurray! Hurray! And the verses +shall glow and sparkle. And damn the public and +damn and damn the publisher, and Madame is a sweet, +plump angel.</p> + +<p>“And you spring from your bed, oh Gringoire, but +with the footfall of a panther for fear the creaking of +the very old oak floor boards should awaken your own +Sélysette. And quick and quick to your dressing room, +which is on state occasions the spare bedroom. Then +you wash in the brick-floored kitchen. And how crisp +and reviving is the cold water on the skin—just as it +used to be when you came out of the tent or the dugout +or the hut, down before Péronne in the old days. And +there is no war.</p> + +<p>“No war to awaken the birds that are still sleeping +in the massed shadows of trees all unmoving in the +deep mists. A noble, long, quiet, warm day of September +is before you. A day of <i lang="fr">moissons</i> and <i lang="fr">vendanges</i>, +ripening securely, still; with line added to +line in the morning; and nothing to do in that rich +little garden of yours; and line added to line of the +epic all the afternoon. And a stroll in the level, sinking +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_226">[226]</span>rays of the sun with Madame Sélysette, like a mysterious +<i lang="fr">jeune fille</i> once more, to sing to you, in the carefreedom +of her heart, the song of the raggle-taggle +gipsies, oh....</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> + <div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">‘Oh what care I for my goose-feather-bed</div> + <div class="verse indent0">The sheets turned down so bravely oh!</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Tonight I’ll sleep on a cold open heath</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Along with the raggle-taggle gipsies, oh!’</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p>as she was used to sing it in the days when she left the +roof of her father, the so very rich goldsmith of Toulouse, +to take up with you, oh my so very poor poet. +<i lang="fr">Vogue la galère!</i> I hear you say. For are there not fine +cabbages in the garden; and the haricots and the tomatoes +all a-ripening! And does not Madame make an +incomparable <i lang="fr">potage bonne femme</i> with these things +and a few little bones! A fig for the wolf! And if she +cannot have her gown of velvet—when do her dark +eyes sparkle more vivaciously than when in her black +hair she wears a coronal of the scarlet berries of bryony? +And if the <i lang="fr">pantalons</i> shine in the seat, let them +shine till they wear through! And then there will be +a piece of sacking to insert, whose remainder shall +stuff up the holes of the so very old roof. And Melpomene +and Mélisande and Musidore shall dance to +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_227">[227]</span>the tune of green sleeves round the rose tree that was +Maleine! Aye, they shall dance in the sun till the crystal +slipper falls out of the bath of dew. And already Phœbus +Apollo has chased into the farthest recesses of the +Alpilles the craven old wolf....</p> + +<p>“And, fastening your collar, you rush into the room +where Madame is asleep, and you shout out:</p> + +<p>“‘I have it! We will put Sweet Williams, and behind +them Canterbury Bells, and behind them Hollyhocks, +in the bed along the path. And tulips before the +door!’</p> + +<p>“It is true that the Hollyhocks will then be to the +south of the Canterbury Bells, and they again to the +south of the Sweet Williams—the tall plants standing +in the light of the short ones, which is against the +maxims of safe gardeners. But we must chance something, +as we chance life when we are so very poor and +so very simple and have to adventure down the years +with no stores of gold, under a very old roof with half +the tiles off. And besides: maybe next summer will +be a very dry summer, and then the shade of the +Hollyhock on the Canterbury Bells, and of the Canterbury +Bells on the Sweet Williams will be a positive +benefit....</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_228">[228]</span></p> + +<p>“And, truly, in all the gardening year—which is all +pleasure except for such lets and hindrances as God +decrees to you in order that you may remember that +you are human—there is no pleasure to equal the +pleasures of a mid-September day. For there is promise +in the chrysanthemums; the asters, petunias, and geraniums +are still bright; marrows, pumpkins, gourds, +maize, plums, apples, pears, damsons are drinking in +the sun and turning all the colors from rich green to +orange and tomato-scarlet. There are still flowers on +the roses and on the sweet-pea hedge. And, if those +foliages are thinning, through their silver and yellow +haze you can see the bright mosaic of next summer’s +beds! Ah, brave mid-September!”</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>To this Gringoire answered—a little grimly:</p> + +<p>In a mid-September twilight, the rain poured down +on Pont-de-Nieppe. Depressed Highlanders lounged +along the street in front of the row of villas that ran +from the church to the rear of the town—taking our +own lines as the front. One’s horse and one’s orderly’s +horse slipped disagreeably on the wet granite setts of +the pavé, and one seemed to have gone backwards and +forwards, in a deluge over greasy roads for hours and +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_229">[229]</span>hours—for a whole lifetime. One seemed never to have +done anything else. It was a billeting job that we had +been sent upon. And, when we had billeted everything +we could think of, there still remained some disreputable +other ranks connected with the divisional canteen, +for whom we had not found holes, corners, and +a shop. And the division we were relieving had apparently +vanished and so had the Town Marshal, whilst +the <i lang="fr">Maire</i> was so obliging that he placed the whole, +empty town at our disposal. It would have helped us +more if he had been less obliging and had dictatorially +provided us with one shop into which to stick the +canteen and its confounded sutlers. And it poured, and +we continued to wander about the empty streets. And +it poured—and, in the most unexpected places, the disreputable +Acting Lance Corporal in charge of Divisional +Canteen would bob up, touch his cap like a +London cab-runner and exclaim, always in three +breaths: “Xcusemesir; may-I-speak-to-you-sir; have-you-found-a-billet-for-the-Divisional-Canteen-sir?” +He was +a most annoying person, a London music hall “turn” +in peace time. He occupied his leisure moments behind +the Canteen Counter in writing “sketches” for London +Halls, like the Hoxton Empire, at fifty pounds a time. +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_230">[230]</span>Sometimes he would appear alone or would emerge +alone from the chalk-rubbish and festoons of wallpaper +of an empty shop. Sometimes he would have +behind him a disreputable French country cart loaded +with sardine tins, sticks of shaving soap, cigarette +packets, cratesful of wet dates, writing tablets—God +knows what. And the horse—or it may have been a +mule—seemed to be a hundred years old. And rain +dripped from its ears. And rain poured on the disagreeable +objects in the tilt cart and on the three impossible +Tommies who went with it. And they would +have backgrounds of black, wet houses, without roofs, +but with lace window curtains dripping in all the +empty window spaces; and wet, smashed chairs and +commodes and wardrobes hung drunkenly over holes +in the floors of houses that had no front walls. And it +poured. And twilight deepened.</p> + +<p>Then a battalion came in along the Bailleul road; +a poor, smashed battalion, with men limping and men +under whose tin hats there gleamed white bandages, +very conspicuous in the rain and the mud and the dark, +wet khaki. And a battalion looks grim indeed when +it has been hammered by artillery, on a Macadam road +without chance of retaliation—owing to a blunder of a +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_231">[231]</span>staff officer. They had, I think, 160 men killed in one +company—pretty well the whole strength as battalions +were in those days. I don’t like to think of it, much.</p> + +<p>And yet, such is poor human nature, that both I +and my companion said, “Thank God!”—as we had +never said, “Thank God” in our lives before. At least +I know that I said “Thank God” as I had never in my +life said it before—and as I never shall again. For it +wasn’t our battalion that had been smashed by direct +shell-fire on the Macadam road—Loire—Dranoutre—Neuve +Eglise—Plugstreet—Nieppe. Imagine such a +route—in full view of the Hun trenches! Why, riding +that way the day before, to prospect next day’s billets, +I and another officer had had three shells directed to +us alone by the German artillery—between Dranoutre +and Neuve Eglise! So imagine what it would be for a +battalion. And we had seen orders which said that +<em>our</em> people were to leave Loire at such and such an +hour and to march by Companies—presumably in +column of route!—in the Dranoutre-Neuve Eglise-Plugstreet +road! And the Divisional Transport Officer +had told us early in the afternoon that, as we had +<em>known</em> would be the case, our battalion had been hammered +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_232">[232]</span>to pieces. A whole Company had been wiped +out on that road—marching in column of route.⁠<a id="FNanchor_10_10" href="#Footnote_10_10" class="fnanchor">[10]</a> +“A” Company, he had said, our own company!</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_10_10" href="#FNanchor_10_10" class="label">[10]</a> This would mean that the Company presented, as a target to the +German artillery, a solid and slow-moving cube of human flesh 240 ft. +x 8 ft. x 6 ft. <em>No</em> gunner could miss it.</p></div> + +<p>Half the time during the afternoon, the other officer +and myself—soaked to the skin and pestered by the +farcical Lance-Corporal in Charge of Canteens—who, +poor devil, was only doing his duty—had said, from +horse to horse: “I wonder if Johnny A— has gone +west! I wonder if Fred B— has copped it!...” It is +horrible, that!</p> + +<p>And then, in the rain, under the castle wall, we +heard from a very bleeding man of the other Battalion +that our own people, after all those of the W— +Regiment had been murdered, had been diverted from +the Dranoutre-Neuve Eglise road to the Locre-Bailleul-Armentières +highway, which was, in those days, +as safe as a church.</p> + +<p>So we two, watching the men of the other Battalion +march resentfully by, could say “Thank God” to +ourselves.</p> + +<p>Relief, naturally, manifested itself in the two of us, +according to our separate temperaments. My friend—he +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_233">[233]</span>was an Irish Nationalist, almost a Sinn Feiner—said:</p> + +<p>“G ..., old dear. You’re Division. I’m only Battalion. +The canteen is your job. I think I’ll get to my +digs.” He added, a bit bashfully, that in his digs there +was a French girl who was going to give him lessons in +her difficult tongue. I said, “All right. ’Op it.” [I remembered +saying ‘’Op it!’ in an intense weariness.] +But, as I turned my tired old horse once more down +the road to find a billet for that accursed corporal of +Divisional Canteen, I was, I remember, thinking +innumerable things, all at once.</p> + +<p>Firstly: my shirtcuffs were very frayed, and the rain +had made them more diabolically wet and cold than +you can imagine. Then I was actually bothering about +the wretched staff officer who had murdered all those +men. I was worried about him. You see, it would be +such a trifling thing to do—as easy as forgetting—as +every human soul has done in its day—to post a letter. +He would have an ordnance map and a pencil. The +map would show the contours, but probably it would +not show the German trenches or the German artillery +emplacements. He would rule a pencil line from Locre +to Armentières, he would see that the Dranoutre-Neuve +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_234">[234]</span>Eglise road was nearly level, running indeed +along the flat at the edge of Flanders. On the other +hand the Locre-Bailleul-Armentières road went up +steeply from the Belgian frontier to Bailleul—a road +in the dusty sunlight, the rough unshaded country, between +tobacco and grain fields. And it was 1500 yards +longer. So, in the kindness of his heart, he had saved +the men the extra distance, the shadelessness, and the +dust of a road over the foothills bordering Flanders. +He had forgotten the Hun artillery—<em>just</em> as you or +I might forget to post a letter!</p> + +<p>And, as I rode past the workmen’s villas, for the +hundredth time, I was imagining that poor Acting +Assistant Brigade Major, with his pink cheeks and his +red hat, being strafed to hell by our frightful General +of Division. He might almost cry!... But I daresay +it wasn’t at all like that, really.</p> + +<p>Anyhow, I was being dreadfully sorry for him. At +the same time, I was trying—if I may use a professional +novelist’s word—to psychologize the German gunner. +He wouldn’t believe his luck. He <em>couldn’t</em> believe his +luck. He would believe it was some accursed scheme +of the diabolically cunning English to discover his +position. There, through his telescope, he would see a +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_235">[235]</span>solid cube of wet-brown, moving slowly along a perfectly +visible road. He would see it with his naked eye—a +cubical caterpillar as large as a whole range of farm +buildings. It would be incredible to him. No doubt he +would ring up his immediate superior, and they would +confer over the telephone. He would tremble for his +battery. The English were no doubt drawing some +sort of canvas wind-screen, camouflaged to look like +a company, along that Macadam road. They would be +trying to draw his fire so as to discover his position. +Then they would blow his battery to hell with new, +unimaginable High Explosive Shells, or mines, or anything. +So he would fire—and see 160 men killed. +“Drum fire,” I think the Germans called it. The complete +Company would be wiped out—a mark such as a +German gunner would hardly dare to pray for in his +dreams. And nothing would happen to him. Nothing. +He would wait. But nothing!</p> + +<p>Then he would thank the Creator....</p> + +<p>I don’t know really what happened to me then. I +have said that that deluge of a twilight seemed to last +a thousand years. I was wrong: it seemed to last two +thousand years. I remember meeting the Divisional +Transport Officer out in an immense expanse of mud +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_236">[236]</span>near an incredibly dirty farmhouse—in a sea of brown +liquid that was supposed to be the Station Road. And +I know that the field stank. It smelled unimaginably—though +I don’t know why a field should smell. I can +still smell it.</p> + +<p>The Transport Officer said that that was the field +allotted to him by Division. He said to hell with the +lake of mud. <em>He</em> was going to put the Transport on +the Bailleul-Steenewerck road. He gave the number on +the map, “R. 14,” I think it was. I said I should take +the field for the Divisional Canteen. There were, scattered—possibly +floating—about it some Connaught huts +that resembled Noah’s Arks adrift in a sewage farm. +The Transport Officer said all right. I fancy he was not +interested in the Divisional Canteen.</p> + +<p>As we rode slowly, again past the workers’ villas, +the Lance-Corporal in Charge of Divisional Canteen +again waylaid me, springing up apparently out of the +mud. He said: “Xcusemesir, may I speak to you, sir +... I’ve fahnd a ’ouse be’ind the Ch’ch for the +D’vish’n’l C’nteen.”</p> + +<p>I think I went mad at that point, and the Transport +Officer rode slowly away. I don’t remember what I +said to the Lance-Corporal. I hope I never shall.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_237">[237]</span></p> + +<p>The trouble was that, in that town, there was a +danger zone. For the last four days, the Germans had +been shelling the church. From 6:00 P.M. until midnight, +in their methodical manner, every quarter of an +hour they had dropped a 5-9 shell into the sacred edifice. +The danger zone was therefore perfectly circumscribed +and perfectly definite. But, unfortunately for +me, though I had been warned that there <em>was</em> an official +danger zone, no one that I met knew where it +was. The town marshal had gone; the Divisional +Police who were already working typewriters in his +office were our Divisional Police, not those of the Division +that had gone too. They knew nothing about +the dangerous area. And some Australian humorist +had removed all the cautionary boards that should +have surrounded the church and had grouped them +round a large iron public convenience which was the +chief architectural adornment of the main street. +There they looked alarming but improbable.</p> + +<p>It was therefore not to be thought of that the L. C. +and his men should remain in a house just under the +shadow of the church—for it was plain that, however +big or however circumscribed the official danger zone +might be, what the Huns were shelling was the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_238">[238]</span>church. We had been in the church in the course of +the afternoon. It was a commonplace building, as far +as I can remember, Byzantine of an eighteenth century +type. But it was, in a way, rendered gracious by the +enormous heaps of plaster and stone-dust that piled +against the walls in drifts, so that it was as if sand +dunes had invaded the roofless edifice. And, in the +course of the dusk, shells had landed in all that rubble, +constantly, no doubt regularly, whilst we were pursued +by the L. C. round the church square, in the rain +that had begun to fall just as the Huns began to +shell....</p> + +<p>I daresay the reader will by now be tired of the +Lance-Corporal in Charge of Canteens. I know <em>I</em> was. +And I am uncertain what became of him. I daresay +I could remember if I made an effort—but it hardly +seems worth while. I know that four days later he was +safely writing a music-hall sketch, in a tent, under a +counter made of soap boxes, in a field just beyond the +turning where the Plugstreet road leaves the chaussée +from Bailleul to Nieppe; and I know that next night +I got out of my flea-bag at about 2:00 A.M. and wearily +walked for miles and miles in search of him and his +sardine tins. The Huns had started regularly bombarding +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_239">[239]</span>the town at that inconsiderate hour, and I +know too that, when I did find him, by chance, wandering +about with his disreputable cart and his four +disreputable men, he said that a shell had gone clean +through the upper story of the shop that they had +commandeered. So I suppose that that night he had +slept in the town. I can’t remember.</p> + +<p>I can remember interviewing the <i lang="fr">Maire</i> a second +time and that, because he was busy with some French +staff officers, I had to wait some minutes—in a dentist’s +waiting-room, with aspidistras, black walnut +furniture, and innumerable copies of the illustrated +paper called <i>Excelsior</i> on the lace table-cover. For the +<i lang="fr">Maire</i> was a dentist. He was also a brave man. I can +remember, too, being in a shop just under the church +where a young, stout Belgian Jewess was standing +waist deep in remnants and rags of black satin. She +was nonchalantly packing this away in sacks whilst I +tried to make sense out of her middle-aged, frightened +father. I think I was telling him that seven francs a +day was too much to expect the Division to pay for +the rent of a rag and bone shop. Something hit the +roof at that moment and an avalanche of bones, old +iron, and satin petticoats poured down the stairs from +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_240">[240]</span>the upper floors. The father disappeared, exclaiming +“Oi! Oi!” and elevating his hands above his bared +head. But the daughter, with a large face, chalk-white +with powder, heavy blue-black hair, and an opulent inscrutability—she +had on her large white fingers a great +collection of fat-looking wedding rings—went on nonchalantly +examining black satin petticoats, rejecting +some, folding others slowly, and packing them away +in sacks. She seemed to regard the thing that had +passed through the upper story with enigmatic indifference, +as if shells and iron hail were just part of the +silly vanity of the male sex. Her business was to pack +up for transport on a barrow to Armentières all the +black satin that she and her father had collected and +that had once belonged to the inhabitants of the empty +town.</p> + +<p>That attitude seemed to be common enough in the +women of those parts. I remember looking, five minutes +later, through the bull’s-eye glass of a cottage +window so low that you would say every shell must +pass over it. The interior was candle-lit and quite +tranquil.</p> + +<p>At trestle tables, gesticulating although they had +their elbows on the boards, sat eight Tommies of the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_241">[241]</span>battalion whose entry we had witnessed. Five had +bandages, and three had not. Between their elbows +they had tinplatesful of fish and chips. And there were +two women, standing. One, middle-aged and stout, +had her hands on her hips, and her elbows back. Her +blouse was well open at the neck, as if it had been hot +work cooking the fish and chips. She stood against a +trestle table and seemed to be giving back-chat to all +the eight Tommies at once. The other was a young +girl—of the Flemish Madonna type. Her yellow hair +was tightly braided round her head; she leaned back +against the mildew-stained wall, and on her bare, +crossed arms she had a tabby kitten. It was biting her +finger, and she stood entirely quiet, as if on her hands +she had all the safety and all the time in the world.</p> + +<p>I daresay it was safe enough for the moment. But, +some days later, I noticed that there was no cottage +there. There was not even a lace curtain.</p> + +<p>I walked along—for I had got rid of my tired horse—a +long way, under the dripping trees that were black +above the wall of the château, and out onto the Bailleul +road, a long way beyond the Plugstreet turning, I persuaded +myself that I was going to ask the Divisional +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_242">[242]</span>Transport Officer to house my friends of the Canteen +in tents in his field.</p> + +<p>I found him in the W—— lines. They were eating +Welsh rabbit and herrings in a Connaught hut. They +were not pleased to see me. There was an old Quartermaster +from Stratford-on-Avon—a butcher by profession, +think of that!—who sat with his hands crossed +over a large stomach and spectacles well down on his +nose. Also he wore carpet slippers. He told me in a +most businesslike way that they had only herrings +enough for three. I was welcome to any amount of +Welsh rabbit—but there were only herrings enough +for three. And they were three already.</p> + +<p>Then I realized that what I was really concerned +about was to see my own Battalion come in. It was +symptomatic. My friend the Sinn Feiner had been perfectly +content, as soon as he had seen the W——’s come +in and knew that our own people had been diverted, +to go and take lessons in the language of the country +from the French young lady whom he had unearthed. +But, as for me, I wanted to <em>see</em> the Battalion. I had no +particular reason to love the C.O. or the Sergeant +Major. But I wanted to be absolutely <em>sure</em> that they +were safe.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_243">[243]</span></p> + +<p>And, just as I got back to the crossroads near the +church, the Battalion came in. There was the C.O. +riding, the Sergeant Major walking ahead of him. +And then “A” Company. I called out to Captain +Gardiner, after I had saluted the Colonel: “A Company +all right?” And the young man answered: “Cheerie +Oh, old bird, as right as rain.” The last dregs of light +were fading under the elms; the Huns were putting +in some extraordinarily heavy stuff just behind them. +And suddenly I remembered that I had not billeted +myself. God knows whom we hadn’t billeted, the Sinn +Feiner and I between us. Certainly three sets of battalion +headquarters, transport, officers’ messes, sanitary +squads, and the men of a whole brigade. But I had +nowhere to lay my head. And my frayed shirt-cuffs +were streaming with rain and it had grown pitch +dark....</p> + +<p>You say I am a poet. Certainly I am a poet!</p> + +<p>And these eyes of mine that, when I have any leisure, +see always not only the things that surround me, but +many other things—these eyes of mine were busy. +Certainly they saw what, in the darkness, was visible +of the wet and stricken town. Against the sky the +roof lines or the silhouettes of charred beams; the red +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_244">[244]</span>glow of the candles in the fried-fish cottage; the red +glow that slowly danced inside the church as if a black +mass were going forward. I suppose the last shell had +set fire to some woodwork. Then another came and +put it out, so that it was darker.</p> + +<p>But these eyes of mine that, with their attention, +were looking at a bright landscape, had also registered +in their memory a white, as if triangular patch, in a +dark window of a house just behind the church, nearly +opposite, but a little this side of the <i lang="fr">Mairie</i>, a house +that we had passed again and again. The eyes had +noted that white luminosity and now made for it, +though the thinking mind was differently intent. This +sort of definition is a little difficult to make. Try to +follow me. The department of my eyes that led me—the +Intelligence Department—saw the roofs and the +black streets; the department which was influenced by +my desires—for a meal, for warmth, for a bed, and +above all for dry shirt-cuffs—was leading my steps +toward the house that had the pale luminosity in the +dark window. And, what I suppose you would call +my mind’s eye was occupied by a bright landscape. +That is to say, I was definitely thinking about an +August landscape.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_245">[245]</span></p> + +<p>You will say that it was the landscape I have mentioned +so often—the landscape with the stream and +the trees and the gingerbread cottage. But it wasn’t. +That came later. I suppose that at that time I wasn’t +tired enough to see it. Besides, I never saw that as if +in bright sunshine or in the weather of any accentuated +season—but always as just English country in +just English weather, green earth in a diffused light +under a July sky.... No, I was thinking of a billeting +scheme. For, in the long ago—thousands and thousands +of years ago—we used to do billeting schemes, +round Manorbier and Penhally. And I think the one +I was then thinking of with—as the prose writers say—laughter +mixed with rain, took place at Penhally. +It appeared an idealized Penhally, mostly hollyhocks +and thatch, so wilful is the mind, though I remember +every house of Penhally! Well: a great many of us +went in the August weather to work a billeting scheme +there. And an officer representing Division drove up +in a Rolls-Royce and pretended to “confer” with us. +He had a red hat-band and a golden lion and the +beautifullest moustaches and the beautifullest white +whip-cord breeches and <em>such</em> spurs! And such ladies +in the Rolls-Royce, awaited him!</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_246">[246]</span></p> + +<p>And he gave us the loveliest hints in a clear voice, +with the far-away expression of one who knows his +job but lectures in it too often. Certainly he knew his +job—and he was a fine fellow!</p> + +<p>We were to get hold of the civil power at once, or +at least as soon as we had conferred with the divisional +billeting officer. The first thing to do was to find out +about the water supply. Then we were to group our +companies round the pump if we could. If there were +only one, we were to call a conference of Company +Quartermaster Sergeants and give out the time when +each Company was to draw water. That would then +go into Battalion Orders. He said, with a little smile, +that we were to remember to put Battalion Headquarters +into the best billet—because C.O.’s liked that—and +Company messes must be lodged in public houses +or places where there was liquor. So that the men +shouldn’t get at the alcohol! Transport should, as a +rule, be as far from fire as could be arranged, to avoid +stampeding of horses; similarly with the Doctor’s cart +and the Battalion cookers. And, as a rule, the Company +detailed for the Advance Guard next day should +have the advanced billets if there were no likelihood +of a night attack. But they should not be exposed to +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_247">[247]</span>disturbance in the night, if possible, because they would +have a hard time next day. Similarly the Advanced +Guard of that day should be halted first and be in the +rear, so as to get a good night’s rest. He told us to +remember those splendid words which used to be the +shibboleth of every British officer—to the effect that +the comfort and convenience of the men should be considered +before every exigency save the necessities of +actual warfare.</p> + +<p>Yes: he was a fine young fellow—one of the Old +Contemptibles, as he modestly, clearly, and rather absentmindedly, +enunciated all that sound, commonsensible, +old-fashioned lore of the Army. And I remember +every word of it. For instance, men of separate +units or even of separate Companies of the same Battalion +should not be billeted on opposite sides of the +same street; the street should be divided in half, and +one-half allotted to each Company or unit. (I remember +pointing that out to my Sinn Fein friend in one of +the miserable, battered streets of workmen’s hovels in +Pont-de-Nieppe that afternoon.)</p> + +<p>But, though I had listened with all my ears to the +Staff Officer at Penhally, my eyes, even then had been +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_248">[248]</span>playing the trick of showing me Pont-de-Nieppe—just +as at Nieppe in France they insisted on showing +me Penhally in Wales. For, whilst I listened to him, I +was seeing the time when I should represent Division +and be, in the sunlight, young, with a beautiful moustache +and a red hat-band and white whip-cord +breeches, very full. And with <em>such</em> spurs!</p> + +<p>So there I was, representing Division.</p> + +<p>It hadn’t been very like what I had pictured—and I +had not had to bother about water supply.⁠<a id="FNanchor_11_11" href="#Footnote_11_11" class="fnanchor">[11]</a> I had +enough water in the wretched, frayed wristbands of +my shirt, as it seemed, to water a whole Battalion and +the mules of the Transport! But, otherwise, the traditions +of the Old Army had prevailed. Rudimentarily, +no doubt, but still, they had prevailed. I had reminded +the Battalion Billeting Officers to see that Battalion +Headquarters had convenient buildings, that officers +had charge of any civilian liquor depots; that Company +cooker-cars had emplacements convenient for +their men, and that latrines were not located near +water supplies. Also, we had got into touch with the +civil power.... Only, there were no ladies in my +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_249">[249]</span>Rolls-Royce—and my Rolls-Royce was two very wet-kneed +legs! And as for my shirt-cuffs ...</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_11_11" href="#FNanchor_11_11" class="label">[11]</a> It is odd to think that Nieppe at that date was still supplied with +electric power by underground cables that the Huns had not yet discovered, +from Lille.</p></div> + +<p>I suppose they were most in my mind. For it is the +most horrible of human afflictions to have wet shirtcuffs! +So that, when I found my orderly, not where I +had told him to be—in comparative safety in front of +the workmen’s villas but in the shadow of the door of +the shop where the Jewess had packed up the black +satin petticoats, waiting devotedly, though the shells +that missed the church went close overhead—he said:</p> + +<p>“She’s took all them petticoats on a barrer in sacks to +Armentières,”⁠<a id="FNanchor_12_12" href="#Footnote_12_12" class="fnanchor">[12]</a> I answered:</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_12_12" href="#FNanchor_12_12" class="label">[12]</a> His name was Private Partridge of, I think, the 6th Wilts.—a fine +fellow, but not to be confused with Private Phillips of the 9th Welsh, +who was my wonderfully good batman: (Note by Gringoire).</p></div> + +<p>“You can fall out. Tell my batman that I’ve gone +somewhere to get my d—d shirt-cuffs dried.”</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, he followed me. It was, you see, the +pride of <i lang="fr">métier</i>. Alas, that there should be no English +for those words. He was my orderly for the day—just +any orderly from headquarters. But I was his charge. +If I had ordered him to fall out, no doubt he would +have gone, against his personal will but in obedience +to orders, to some sort of comfort that his pals would +have prepared for him. I, however, had said, “You <em>can</em> +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_250">[250]</span>fall out.” It was permissive and left the falling out +optional. But he saw before him an obviously eccentric +and probably benevolent officer—and it was his job to +be able to tell my batman where I lodged myself. Also, +it was contrary to King’s Regulations for officers to go +anywhere alone where there is any danger at all from +shell or other fire. So, though he must have been uncommonly +wet and hungry and tired, he followed me +to the door of the house in whose dark windows I +had seen the luminous patch—the forehead of Rosalie +Prudent as she sat sewing, her head bent forward, in +the twilight.</p> + +<p>I don’t know how it is: but from the moment when +I first saw that highlight—and it had been certainly +three hours before—I had been perfectly sure that that +was what it was—the forehead of a quiet woman bending +her head forward to have more light from the +high window whilst she sewed in the dusk. In a way it +was not what one expected: the town had been evacuated +of its civilian population the Sunday before, when +the Huns—as it seemed, for the love of God—started +shelling the church just as it had emptied after benediction. +And they had shelled from six o’clock till +midnight; and every night since then, from six o’clock +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_251">[251]</span>till midnight they had shelled the church. And they +were shelling it now—eighty yards away. It was a desolate, +and it seemed a stupid business. But no doubt +they had their purpose, though it was difficult to see +what it was.</p> + +<p>That was how Rosalie Prudent put it, as she sat sewing +my wristbands by the stove, in the wash-house. I +sat nearer the stove, naked to the waist, the red glow +and the warmth that came from the red-hot iron of the +circular furnace being, I can tell you, very agreeable +to my shivering skin. Opposite me sat the orderly +drinking a bottle of Burgundy—which he had richly +deserved. The steam went up from his wet clothes and +was tinged red by the light of the coke....</p> + +<p>In the extremely clean <i lang="fr">salle-à-manger</i>, with a high +faïence stove of blue and white tiles, a colza lamp with +a white globe, a buffet in the Nouvel Art style, of yellow +Austrian oak with brass insertions; at a yellow oak +table covered with a green velvet table-cover fringed +with lace, sat my friend the Sinn Feiner learning the +French that is spoken in Plugstreet from the niece, +Beatrice Prudent. She was teaching him French by +selling him handkerchiefs edged with lace in whose +corners she had embroidered multicolored initials. In +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_252">[252]</span>two very clean, lavender-papered bedrooms, upstairs, +with white bedsteads, strips of carpet beside them on +the waxed floors, with valises opened and showing +works of devotion, altar vases, empty biscuit tins containing +unconsecrated wafers of the sacrament, trench +boots, gas helmets, tin hats—sat two padres composing +their sermons for the next day. The Roman +Catholic—for I heard him preach on it next day—was +meditating on the doctrine of the Immaculate Conception. +I don’t know what the Presbyterian was writing +about.</p> + +<p>But there the house was, large, quiet but for the +shells, kept spotless by the labors of Rosalie and her +niece Beatrice, and, as yet untouched—just as it had +been evacuated by the factory manager and his family, +who had fled on the Sunday after benediction. In +one of the roomy, very tall parlors there was, over the +fireplace, a gigantic figure of the Saviour, standing in +robes of blue, white, and scarlet plaster of paris, holding +on his left arm a great sheaf of white lilies and +resting one hand on the head of a very thin plaster +sheep of, I should think, a Rhineland breed. That was +perhaps why the owner of the house had not trusted to +its miraculous intervention in favor of his dwelling. +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_253">[253]</span>He might have—for I heard the other day that the +house remained intact until the 11/11/’18.</p> + +<p>Rosalie profited—for, when the French inhabitants +fled, the British authorities allowed Belgian refugees +to take their places on condition that they billeted +the troops. So perhaps it had been to protect her that +the immense Bon Dieu waited! She deserved it.</p> + +<p>She came from Plugstreet, of which town she had +been one of the richest bourgeoises, her husband being +the miller. She had had a large, roomy house, a great +yard with stables and carts; she had had a wealthy, +goodish, but possibly too jovial husband, two affectionate, +dutiful, and industrious sons, and two obedient +daughters. On Sundays she had gone to mass wearing a +black satin gown, and, on her breast, a gold-framed +cameo as large as a saucer. It represented a very classical +Paris, seated, I don’t know why, apparently between +the horns of a lyre and stretching out one hand—which +no doubt contained the apple—toward three +grouped Goddesses in rather respectable Flemish +<i lang="fr">déshabille</i>. Mme. Prudent retained this work of art, +but her wardrobe was reduced to two blue cotton +dresses.</p> + +<p>I gathered all this, whilst I dozed by the black iron +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_254">[254]</span>stove, from her conversation with the orderly. She +spoke Flemish, and he, Wiltshire, but they understood +each other. Of course, they used signs and facial expressions. +The flames through the interstices of the +stove poured upward to the dim rafters of the wash-house +roof, and, by its light, Mme. Rosalie sewed as +if she had no other pride and no other purpose in the +world. For she told of the fate of her men and her +womenfolk abstractedly and passionlessly; pride only +showed itself when she talked of the state of the +house in which she had found a refuge. From time to +time she would say that if Mm. the Proprietors returned, +they would find the floors waxed; the stair-rods +shining, the windows polished; woodruff and +sweet herbs amongst the bed linen in the presses, +and not a speck of dust on the plaster-robes of the great +Bon Dieu in the <i lang="fr">salon de réception</i>. That was her +pride....</p> + +<p>As for the rest ... On the 18th of August, 1914, +her man had been killed in the Belgian Reserve somewhere +near Liège; on the 20th of the same month her +eldest son had been killed in the Belgian regiment of +the Guides. He had expected to have an excellent +career in the office of an <i lang="fr">avocat</i>—in Brûges, I think. On +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_255">[255]</span>the 8th of November, 1914, her remaining son had +been killed in the 76th French Regiment of Infantry +of the Line. He had been chief clerk to an architect of +Paris. Her daughters had been, one apprentice and the +other chief saleswoman of a celebrated <i lang="fr">couturière</i> of +Liège. She had heard of them once since the Germans +had entered the city. A Belgian priest had written to +her from the Isle of Wight in December, 1914, to say +that some nuns had taken in Aimée and Félicité. +Those were the names of her two daughters....</p> + +<p>And at the moment she started up. She remembered +that she had forgotten the potatoes for Monsieur—Monsieur +being myself. So out she went into the black +garden and returned with a tin platter of potatoes.</p> + +<p>On it were ten tubers of which she weighed each in +her hand inscribing what they came to on a slate—so +that she might account to Messieurs the owners, on +their return, for the potatoes that she had dug from +the garden. Then she called her niece from the dining +room to wash and slice the potatoes. She was going +to give me an omelette with bacon and fried potatoes +for my supper. She sat down again and went on, sewing +and talking to the orderly.</p> + +<p>She began talking of the interior of her house in +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_256">[256]</span>Plugstreet; she described minutely all the furniture +in all the apartments. In each of the bedrooms there +was a night commode in mahogany and a statue of +the Virgin, also one of the Blessed Saints, and a <i lang="fr">prie-dieu</i>, +also in mahogany.... And now there was +nothing. Every fortnight she was permitted by the +British military police to visit her house—and she +stayed there, in Nieppe, so that every fortnight she +might revisit her house—which now, she said, contained +nothing. The shells were shaking it to pieces. +The tiles were all gone; the rain was soaking into the +upper floors. The furniture was all gone—the great +presses with her linen, the wardrobes—<i lang="fr">en acajou</i>—which +had contained her black satin dress and her husband’s +Sunday clothes....</p> + +<p>But she continued to catalogue to the orderly the +contents of her residence. I don’t know why it should +interest him, but it did; for he nodded sagely when +she talked of the <i lang="fr">bahûts en bois de chêne</i>, and the immortels +in vases on the piano....</p> + +<p>Suddenly she turned her head to me and said to me, +where I sat writing with my tablet on my knee:</p> + +<p>“And I ask you, <i lang="fr">M. l’officier</i>, for what purpose is it +that one brings men children into the world if this +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_257">[257]</span>is to be the end? They cause great pain in their entry, +greater than at the entry of little girl children. It is +difficult to keep them alive so that they reach men’s +estate. And then it is difficult to keep them in the paths +of virtue. And then they are gone.”</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_258">[258]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="XII"> + XII + <br> + <i>The Movies</i>⁠<a id="FNanchor_13_13" href="#Footnote_13_13" class="fnanchor">[13]</a> + </h3> +</div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_13_13" href="#FNanchor_13_13" class="label">[13]</a> Gringoire particularly asks me to style this chapter as above because +the Eminent Reformer, mentioned in Part I, Chapter VI, once said that +the Writing on the Wall at Belshazzar’s Feast was the first recorded +instance of a Kinematographic production. It seems stupid: but our friend +insists. He also asks me to say that Mme. Prudent’s name was really +<i lang="fr">Dutoit</i>.</p></div> + + +<p>I was a little bewildered when Mme. Prudent so addressed +me. For, to tell the truth, I had not been listening +to her very attentively. She seemed to accept the +war—this war, states of war, any operations that +washed and disintegrated the interiors of the world—she +seemed to accept them so tacitly as being part of +the child’s madness of the male that, in the warmth I +had just dozed, not thinking much of her immense +losses and not knowing at all that she would have anything +very striking to say about the war. Besides, it was +unusual to be beside a stove, under a roof.</p> + +<p>And, when she had come in with the potatoes, out +of the darkness, I had suddenly seen again that vision +in green—of the sanctuary! And I remembered, extraordinarily, +how once, years and years and years before, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_259">[259]</span>I had gone digging potatoes at night. I suppose +some visitor had come to my cottage late. And I had +put my hand into the ground to take out a potato, +and I found the earth quite warm. The air cools off +quicker than the sod, you see, after a hot day. It had +astonished me then—and, in that house, the remembrance +came again, vivid and astonishing, for it had +produced exactly the effect of one’s having thrust one’s +hand into the breast of a woman....</p> + +<p>Well, I had been thinking of that and looking at +that green landscape. And then, suddenly, I had pulled +myself together. For it had occurred to me that I was +not doing my duty. I had it in my head that I had +got that soft, wet undangerous job of billeting, at the +request of the bearded gentleman in the frock coat, +who had sat under the picture by Bastien Lepage—or +was it by Marie Bashkirtseff?—in front of the great +table with the carnations and the miniature <i>Niké</i>. I +daresay it was not the fact: or it may have been. There +is no knowing. In France you were taken up, like a +brown paper parcel, and deposited here or there at the +behest of two obscure lines of smudged typewriting in +some one’s Orders. And you did not know why; you +had no will.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_260">[260]</span></p> + +<p>So I felt that I ought to be writing. It would not be +fair to have a soft job for the purpose of wooing the +Muse and then not to woo her. So I had pulled out +from my wet tunic which hung over the chair back, +my disreputable and sodden tablet of writing paper, +which I had purchased two days before from that +miserable Canteen Lance-Corporal and had begun, +with a wet stump of pencil, to write the article called +“<i lang="fr">Une Partie de Cricket</i>” which, if only because it is +a souvenir, I hope will be printed as an appendix to +these remembrances. I know I wrote the first ten +sentences, because I remember them and also because, +the other day, I turned out the repulsive flap of my +camp bed, and there, along with a damp sock and some +mildewed straps, was the mouldering tablet with three +scrawled pages....</p> + +<p>But I couldn’t keep on writing. I was obsessed with +the idea of a country, <i lang="fr">patrie</i>, republic, body politic, call +it what you will—that the recollection of that minister +had called up in me. Yes: I had a vision of a country.</p> + +<p>In the center was the Ministry—like the heart of an +onion—and all the others that I had seen in the last +week went round about it. Mind you, I have nothing +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_261">[261]</span>to say against that Minister. I may have appeared to +speak of him sardonically: that is a habit I have. But +he, or something like him, was indispensable to the +higher strategy of his nation:⁠<a id="FNanchor_14_14" href="#Footnote_14_14" class="fnanchor">[14]</a> and this man knew his +job. What he wanted was perfectly the right thing: +and if he did not know that the First Line Transport +of a Battalion in the trenches was not exactly the happiest +place in which to write lofty prose—well, it is +certainly hypocrisy to seek, in the heart of the Sacred +Emperor, for a knowledge of low tea-shops. He did +not, obviously, like me but I have not the slightest +doubt that I appeared drunk to him. Only a drunkard, +really, would seek for ferrets in the palace of the +Sacred Emperor. Yet I had my excuse. First of everything +in the world—of everything in the whole world!—comes +your battalion. And the ferrets of my battalion +had all died suddenly; and the last thing they had said +to me had been: Don’t forget to get us some ferrets. +If you had seen the rats of Locre you would have understood.</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_14_14" href="#FNanchor_14_14" class="label">[14]</a> It should be remembered that the military description of “tactics” is +the direction of troops when in contact with the enemy. “Strategy” includes +the direction of all movements that take place outside the immediate +firing line. The conversion of neutral nations into allies or the +cementing of bonds between allies by literary manifestations is specifically +and according to the textbooks a branch of strategy, so that Gringoire +is using the correct military word.</p></div> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_262">[262]</span></p> + +<p>But the Minister had not seen the rats of Locre so +he had not understood....</p> + +<p>No: he was a good man, in the right place. And +very properly he sat amongst the gracious products +of a State art—the pictures, the tapestries, the ormolu, +the august building, the frescoes, the great staircases. +And attendants who looked like bishops must be there +to answer his bell; and Suisses with their great cocked +hats and immense white gloves and their sabres with +silver scabbards. There must be symbols of the Temporal +Power of the State, which is august, ancient, and +fit to be upheld. And, in disturbed times, there must +be Civil Police in the courtyard, for strange visitors +will come. And sentries there must be in the tricolored +sentry-boxes beside the <i lang="fr">porte-cochère</i>; sentries +to call out the guard. And famous battalions must pass +the door, along the boulevard, now and again.</p> + +<p>And, round the Palace of the Sacred Emperor, there +must be the Great City, and round the Great City must +be La Grande Nation—stretching away and away, for +miles and miles and miles....</p> + +<p>It presented itself to me as twenty-seven hours of +railway journey—past Etaples where I had spent, years +before, long days in <i lang="fr">châlets</i> amongst the pine wood; +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_263">[263]</span>past Calais where my grandfather was born; to Hazebrouck +where, during the war, we had found the worst +billiard table in the world and where, whilst we waited +for a connection, a German plane was dropping bombs +on the goods line and Cochin-Chinese in furred silk +hoods were working as plate-layers. And so to Steenewerck, +where the great farm carts and tilburies and +berlins were mixed up with artillery horses, with timber +wagons, with immense guns.</p> + +<p>And so the land stretched out to Nieppe and the +wash-house and Rosalie Prudent sewing in the light +of the circular cast-iron stove that had become red hot. +And on the stove there were bubbling the pots which +contained supper for me and coffee for my friend the +Sinn Feiner. And whilst Rosalie sewed, ever and again, +the pots lifted themselves an inch off the dully red-hot +disk and then sat down again. Shells, you see, were +falling in the church.</p> + +<p>So the land stretched out—yes, like a gramophone +disk!—till it came to the wash-house that was intact +amidst all the smashed houses with their forlorn lace +window curtains. And all that edge of the disk was +smashed houses inhabited by steadfast souls who sat +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_264">[264]</span>sewing whilst the pots jumped on the hobs. They were +the caretakers of <i lang="fr">Messieurs les Propriétaires</i> who had +fled. There was a whole population of them: I came +myself across a whole population of these quiet people, +who considered only their duties to absent proprietors +amongst the <em>rain</em> of shells. I remember when I went to +have lunch with the officers of our 2nd Battalion—all +dead, the officers that I had lunch with!—in Albert, +there sat and read the <i lang="fr">Libre Parole</i>, such a very old +caretaker. He had gray side-whiskers, a white apron, a +yellow and black striped waistcoat, a square black +alpaca cap or <i lang="fr">bêret</i>—for all the world like an old +domestic of a Paris nobleman’s hotel. He sat there, his +legs crossed, his head thrown back, reading the paper, +through silver-rimmed spectacles at the end of his +nose. On the table beside him were a bullfinch in a +gilt cage constructed like a pagoda and his black +leather spectacle case. He had nothing to communicate +about the war, except, I am glad to say, that the +officers of the battalion were careful of the furniture, +but he was so busy that he could not keep the floors +as cleanly waxed as he desired. He asked me if I could +not speak to Colonel Partridge about it. The Germans +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_265">[265]</span>were putting in their usual lunch-time shells into that +street; he was sitting reading in a glass-roofed passage +between the kitchen and the <i lang="fr">salle à manger</i>....</p> + +<p>Yes: a host of such people came into my mind as I +sat beside the stove. I am not going to talk about the +war any more. By the grace of God, I will never talk +about the war again whilst I live. As you say: the +people who did not take part hate to be reminded of +that part; and the people who did take part have had +enough of it. Yes; you are right. I made the mistake +of my life, professionally, <i lang="fr">quand je m’en allais en +guerre</i>. It got me disliked by the critics, and it is bad +to be disliked by the critics—for a poet.⁠<a id="FNanchor_15_15" href="#Footnote_15_15" class="fnanchor">[15]</a> So you see, I +too have my prudences.</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_15_15" href="#FNanchor_15_15" class="label">[15]</a> As far as the compiler has been able to discover, the poet’s only +ground for this diatribe is a review that his last volume of poems received +from the —— Literary Supplement. In this the reviewer devotes +one line to saying that the volume of poems is the best that was published +during the war and the rest to personal abuse of our friend—and that is +all. Our friend says that this is not cricket. It probably is not; but one +should never say so.</p></div> + +<p>And indeed I have my prudences—though they are +not the prudences of other people. I do not desire +money, glory, the praise of my kind whom I distrust, +nor yet to dominate humanity, which is a beast that I +dislike. I do not desire friends; I do not desire broad +lands. So, thinking about things in the wash-house of +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_266">[266]</span>Mme. Rosalie, I said: “I must dig myself in.” I said, +indeed, twice: “I must dig myself in....”</p> + +<p>I must have a dugout, as proof as possible against the +shells launched against me by blind and august destiny; +round about it there must be the strong barbed +wire of solitude and, within the entanglements, space +for a kitchen garden. Do you remember, Mr. Compiler, +the redoubt our regiment made once—Montgomery’s +Folly? There was the redoubt, a circular piece of engineering. +Round about it there was a level space of +fifty yards, to give a field of fire, surrounded by the +apron of wire. And, in that level space, you remember, +we made the Regimental Gardens.... Well, in the +wash-house, I said to myself that, <i>appry la gair finny</i>, +I must make for myself, in space and time, an affair +like that, or as like it as possible. If I could afford a +cottage, I would have a cottage: if not, any sort of +shelter made of old tins filled with clay with a bit of +corrugated iron for a roof, a door of sacking, a groundsheet +for carpet. As for furniture, aren’t there bully-beef +cases still?... <em>You</em> remember!</p> + +<p>Lord! the interiors we have constructed out of such +materials and the fun we had. And how they vanished +like a drift of leaves when we were drafted away. +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_267">[267]</span>And how solid they seemed and work we did in them +whilst they lasted, those interiors! So, I said to myself, +in Mme. Rosalie’s wash-house, I shall get along somehow. +And then, said I to myself: There is the question +of food.</p> + +<p>Well, there is gardening! As you know, I am not <i lang="fr">le +dernier venu</i> when it comes to gardening. I will back +myself to get twice as much off any given piece of +ground as any ordinary man—if you will give me some +seeds and a bit of old iron and a stick capable of being +tied together into some semblance of a hoe....</p> + +<p>So the war finished for me, looking at Mme. Rosalie +as she sat entirely engrossed in her work whilst the +shells made the pots jump alive off the red-hot iron +plate.... The war was finished, since my line was +taken for <i>appry la gair finny</i>. That we should win I +had no doubt, for, though the horrible scalawags who +wangle themselves into notoriety had too much to say +in the world, our heart was in it, and the heart of the +other side was not. I knew enough to know that. If +God were good to one, for one’s self personally, it +would finish there. I did not even want to stay to see +the finish: I was so certain that we should win. But I +had been worrying a little about myself. I couldn’t, +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_268">[268]</span>you see, see anything but the workhouse for me, if +I lived through. And, at my age, the workhouse is not +a pleasant thought. I am just too old, and just too +young for the workhouse.</p> + +<p>But the spectacle of Madame Rosalie, fetching in +the potatoes, saved me.... I will tell you an odd +thing. I have spoken of the recumbent oval of green +light that now and again had appeared to me, to turn +into a picture of a green valley. I will confess that, +hitherto, I had feared it. It had come into my head that +it might be a symptom of a seizure, an epileptic fit +perhaps, or of some obscure but disastrous nervous +disease. <i>Ker vooly voo? Say la gair.</i> That region of the +world had its trials for the nerves of people of my +age. One might well be on the edge of something.</p> + +<p>But looking at Mme. Rosalie—so extremely centered +in the work in hand, so oblivious to the very real +danger, so brave and so tranquil, I said to myself:</p> + +<p>“What the devil! If she can stick it, I too can!”</p> + +<p>For what had she to look forward to? She had said +that, on the last occasion when the British authorities +had permitted her to visit her house at Plugstreet they +had not allowed her to enter it. The front wall of +the upper part had fallen inward and for her sole +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_269">[269]</span>possession she could see that on the wall of Félicité’s +bedroom that was exposed to the sky, there hung a gilt-framed +Souvenir of her daughter’s First Communion. +Nothing else! Nothing! That was her sole possession +in the world except for two gowns of blue Manchester +goods and the cameo that represented the judgment of +Paris....</p> + +<p>And suddenly I was convinced that the apparition +of that recumbent green oval was, not a visitation, but +a sign. If from that time onward I just carried on, if +I persevered—as I was truly minded to persevere, in +my duties as a poor bloody footslogger—the Almighty +would give to me at least sufficient space in the quiet +earth that was just country—to dig myself in. Well, +God has been good to me, as you see.</p> + +<p>And, mind you, I consider and consider proudly, +that I am doing, most of all, my duty to the State. I +have always considered myself a member of the governing +classes, with the privileges and the duties. And +I abate nothing of that opinion. It seems to me to be +my duty to govern, if not by directing, then at least by +guiding, through the superiority of my insight. I am +not fitted for the intrigues of what is called Public Life. +No doubt that is no worse today than it was in the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_270">[270]</span>time of Alcibiades or the late Mr. Gladstone. But it is +very bad; very vile.</p> + +<p>You say: how do I presume to speculate on public +matters who cut myself deliberately off from the consideration +of public matters on the 8/9/’16? My friend, +I have considered the public matters of the 8/9/1816; +of the 4/9/1870; 1770; 1470; of the 8/9/’16 of B.C. +1070. And there is no difference. If it is not an hypocrisy, +it remains still a very wearisome matter to search +for the person of the Sacred Emperor in a low teahouse. +Well, I have done my share of searching and +am too old for any more.</p> + +<p>I have said that there is no difference between the +public matters of today and those of the day of Alcibiades. +But there is one very great difference: there is +the difference that today—and it was never the case +before—all the ground of the world that is capable of +growing wheat is occupied by wheat and the population +of the world is increasing by leaps and bounds. +I will tell you: Some years before the war I was in +a little town on the coast of France not far from Dunkirk. +And my hotel was full of affrighted women; of +nuns whose convents had been burned over their +heads; and of ruined, wounded, and despairing men +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_271">[271]</span>from the Low Countries. St. Quentin had been sacked; +other towns were afire. A year before you could read +in the papers the despatches of intrepid war correspondents +in the South of France. They wrote from +hotels—just as they did a year or so ago—how towns +were flaming, streets running with wine, how the 5-9 +shells soared and the naval howitzers raised their +muzzles and coughed. You know the sort of thing!</p> + +<p>Well! Those were the fingers on the wall. They +were merely food-riots but they predicted Armageddon +for those that can read—and still they predict an Armageddon +beside which that in which we all took part +was one of Gilbert White’s rush candles against the +searchlights of a battleship. Those were food riots, +caused by the determination of town dwellers to enforce +prices on peasants. The last war was a food riot: +the next war will be a food riot beyond the imagination +of the sons of men.</p> + +<p>Nothing can prevent it or much delay it unless there +should come a change in the hearts of humanity. And +I do not perceive much change in the hearts of man—and +all the wheat-land of the world is occupied by +wheat and the population of the world is increasing +by leaps and bounds. <i>Mene, mene, tekel, upharsin!</i> +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_272">[272]</span>You say that there are revolutions on foot. There always +have been. But they have always been <i lang="fr">révolutions +de palais</i> and <i lang="fr">révolutions de palais</i> they will always +remain. What does it matter to me or to any sane man +whether it is the Duke of Omnium or Mr. Evans of +Llanfair-Rhaiado, or Mr. Hicks of Poplar who sits in +the seats once occupied by Sir Robert Walpole or Mr. +Jonkinsen or Colbert or Caius Julius Cæsar? None of +those departed statesmen had to face the problem of a +globe whose wheat-land was all occupied and whose +population was increasing by leaps and bounds. In +consequence they were not so greedy for money, or +for the jazz bands of excitement that may make them +forget tomorrow. For that is what it all comes to.</p> + +<p>So I go out of public life of that type.</p> + +<p>But don’t believe that I, Gringoire, Hippolyte, de +l’Institut de France, go out of public life! No, I go +into it. For I go to prove that a decent life, clean, contemplative, +intent, skilful, and with its little luxuries, +may yet be lived by the Gringoires of the world—<i lang="la">hominibus +bonæ voluntatis</i>. For, though I am a poet, +it is thus that I interpret the message of the angel. For +it is thus that I see the world—as a world of a few +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_273">[273]</span>Gringoires and of infinite millions that are the stuff +to fill graveyards. I can’t see it any other way.</p> + +<p>And I said to myself in the wash-house of Madame +Rosalie whilst some fragments of iron and rubble pattered +down on the tiles of the pent-roof from the nearby +church that, for the rest of my life I would be what I +will call self-supporting—at any rate after the war was +finished—and I will govern!</p> + +<p>For I will be dependent on the profits of no man’s +labor, and I will produce more food than I eat and +more thought than I take from the world. So, to the +measure of the light vouchsafed, shall some fragment +of the world be dependent on me. It is the only way to +govern.</p> + +<p>All this wangling for power in newspapers, meetings, +market-places, and drawing-rooms is a weariness—and +when you have it, what is it? A handful of +dried leaves that crumble under the touch. If you have +a platoon you can make it smart; if you have a garden, +you may make it fine, luxuriant, producing marrows +as large as barrels. Or if you write a poem, you must +make it beautiful. Everything else is vanity.</p> + +<p>I ... I who speak to you ... can house myself, +clothe myself, discipline, entertain, and think for myself—and +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_274">[274]</span>I can feed more than myself. As the old +saying went: I can build a house, plant a tree, write a +book, and beget a son. No man who cannot do all these +things is fit to govern. He cannot govern—for I and +the men who are with me, of good will, shall withhold +his food, his clothing, his thoughts for his mind.</p> + +<p>You may say, Mr. Compiler, that you who write +falsehoods for the newspapers, who organize in offices +the carrying of things on wheels, who dig in the bowels +of the earth, and hammer on iron plates—or who take +the profits of those who do these things—that you +will govern, or inherit, the earth and the civilization +of the earth. You cannot. If you withhold the labor of +your hands or your minds—the world goes on. If I +should—you would starve in body and soul—and in +jazz noises!</p> + +<p>In the end, I think, the world will be driven to +become a great beehive: there will be the workers +who think of nothing but their work. They will think +nothing of the profits. And there will be the drones +who provide the jazz noises and the wheels—and who +will be killed off from time to time.</p> + +<p>That is what I have gathered from the ruined houses +in Flanders and from the aloof quality of the faces +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_275">[275]</span>that came back to me whilst I sat dozing and Rosalie +Prudent sewed. The faces were those of the Lincolnshire +Private, of Lieutenant Morgan, of Henri Gaudier, +and of the caretaker in the house at Albert—and of the +Quartermaster of the Wiltshires.⁠<a id="FNanchor_16_16" href="#Footnote_16_16" class="fnanchor">[16]</a> But, so that you may +not think that I limit myself to one class of society, I +will add the faces of Lord Kitchener, of Sir Edward +Grey, and of the French Minister, whose name I have +forgotten. I did not need to see in imagination the +faces of the orderly or of Mme. Rosalie, for they were +with me.</p> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a id="Footnote_16_16" href="#FNanchor_16_16" class="label">[16]</a> <i>Note by Gringoire.</i> I do not know why I am haunted by the remembrance +of this man. He was killed by the direct hit of a shell. +When I last saw him, he was reading a paper with the spectacles at +the end of his nose like the caretaker at Albert. His tunic—with ten +ribbons!—was open over his fat stomach, and he wore carpet slippers. +He was as brave as a lion and as simple as a sheep: no soul then alive +knew his job better. He was a butcher of Stratford-on-Avon. If he have +left a young son, may the shade of the Divine William guide that young +son’s footsteps gently and humorously through the ways of life!</p></div> + +<p>You will object that I single out for salvation in +Gomorrah only those of whom I have talked. Certainly, +it is only those that I single out—those of that +type, for those, for me, are the <i lang="la">homines bonæ voluntatis</i> +who must be preserved if the State is to continue. +They have rather abstracted expressions since they +think only of their work; they have aspects of fatigue, +since the salvation of a world is a large order, and +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_276">[276]</span>they bear on their backs the burden of the whole +world; but they look at you directly, and in their +glance is no expression of pride, ambition, profit, or +renown. They have expressions of responsibility, for +they are the governing classes. Others will have that +title in the newspapers—but they govern only those +who make the noises of jazz-bands. The food supply +and the supply of poetry is in the hands of the Gringoires.</p> + +<p>Buzzing noises make the world pleasant; it would +be a grim and silent world without them. I should not +like it, nor would the other Gringoires like it. It was +in Coventry Street that I last met Lieutenant Morgan-Gringoire. +But, from time to time the buzzers must +be killed off. Destiny is remorseless: either those who +buzz must die in occasional crowds or those who live +to give food and poetry must go starve and the others +with them. Destiny is remorseless.</p> + +<p>But destiny is also just. The drones of the hive have +a good time—and give a good time. Moreover they +make splendid soldiers of the type of the Cockney or +the Parigot. That, perhaps, is how destiny means them +to get killed off. So they will have their good times; +and they will also have glory, the glory of finding the +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_277">[277]</span>person of the Sacred Emperor in some such low teahouse +as was the Bois de Mametz on the 14/7/’16 when +the 38th Division was murdered.</p> + +<p>And maybe that is the best glory of all. God forbid +that I should say it is not. And I like to think that, +along with the good time that they had and the glory +of standing in the presence of the Sacred Emperor, +they found also—sanctuary. For I like very much to +remember the smile that was on the face of Lt. Morgan +when they dug him out from under the dirt of the +communication-trench.</p> + +<p>Do you remember the old Catholic idea that a man +may find salvation between the saddle and the ground? +Well, we know little of death—nothing of death. So +I hope it is not a heresy to think that, as the eyelids +of those who fell closed on their glory, they had long, +long visions, like that green vision that came to me +from time to time. For time is a very relative thing; +and may they not well have had long, long illusions, +seeming to last for years and years?—to the effect +that they had found, each his imagined sanctuary, +where there was the gingerbread cottage that, hand in +hand, on tiptoe with some Gretel, they explored, crossing +their fingers and crying “<i lang="fr">Feignits</i>” in the face of +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_278">[278]</span>destiny—and where the Hou-Hou-oo of the wolf upon +the Montagne Noire shall sound so very distantly as +to be only the comforting reminder of the Grimm we +knew as children.</p> + +<p>——Something like that.</p> + +<p>That is all I have to say about the war, here and +now. But you have poked your sardonic fun at me +from time to time, Mr. Compiler, and though bargaining +is no part of my nature, a determination to have +my own way was born in me as pawkiness was in you. +And now, I say this:</p> + +<p>“You have poked your fun at me as writer and as +cook, and decorated with only those attributions of +yours—as if each of those little, half-concealed smiles +were a rag and tatter on my shining-seated <i lang="fr">pantalons</i>, +you propose to exhibit me to your public. Well, you +shan’t except on my own terms. The first is that, as +you have spoken of me as writer you should enshrine—like +a shining fly in amber—in the gum of your +lucubrations a specimen of my own writing as it came +to me, precisely, in Nieppe. And the second is that, +since you began this compilation with what purports +to be an account of my entertainment of the guests +who honor this lowly roof of ours, you shall, as +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_279">[279]</span>truthfully entertain your readers—as truthfully as you +can, for God gives to some of us vision and to some +the gift of recounting things askew for the entertainment +of those wider of mouth than of intelligence—you +shall then entertain your readers with an account +of the dishes which since early morning I have been +preparing for the evening degustation of yourself, of +my dear Sélysette and your friend Mrs. Carmody. For +I observe that, though you poke fun at my hospitality +you are not averse from begging your dimity madams +to share what you have called, I think, our rough oaken +board.”</p> + +<p>Mrs. Carmody was no more than the wife of the +Headmaster of the King Edward VI Grammar School +where your Compiler gives lessons in the English language +and drill, in the neighboring town. She had expressed +an urgent curiosity to witness the domestic +felicities and the supposedly eccentric habits of my +friends. For it is not to be imagined that a figure so +marked as that of our poet could conceal itself in an +isolated dingle of a Home County without setting a +considerable part of that county agog with curiosity—any +more than it is to be imagined that an usher in +a diminutive but immensely ancient public school +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_280">[280]</span>could forever stave off from contact with his most +intimate friends the young and agreeable but still imperious +wife of his Head.</p> + +<p>But to the alarmed, but only half-expressed remonstrances +of your Compiler—for what, he wondered +would Gringoire insist on inserting into his pages; and +wouldn’t his patiently prosecuted work when, if ever, +it saw the light, wouldn’t it have the aspect of a mere +rag-bag? To these alarmed, if only half-expressed remonstrances, +Gringoire, arising to his lean, gray height, +announced his immutable programme for the day. It +was by then towards four of a very hot, but fast cooling, +July afternoon. The sunflowers drooped on their +stalks, flycatchers made their curious, interrupted +flights into the shining air and back to the old roof. +The cows from the meadow had crowded to the other +side of the quickset hedge, and, rubbing themselves unceasingly +to get rid of flies from their backs made a +curious sound like the tearing of thin paper interspersed +with the deep, tranquil sighings of their +breaths. It was in short an English July afternoon—a +time when, if ever, men should sit and ruminate in +quiet.</p> + +<p>But there was such a clamor! You would have said +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_281">[281]</span>that the itch of all the authors and all the regimental +sergeants major had entered into our friend. Quick, +the boy, dozing behind the house, must put in the mare +and go to the station and see if the Bombay duck had +come for the curry. Quick, the maid must bring tea +half an hour before that diminutive creature was accustomed +to bring it. Or, no.... She must put back tea +an hour and Madame Sélysette must with her own incomparable +fingers blow three quarts of shandygaff +and not forget the lime-juice. And Madame Sélysette +must find the article he had written at Nieppe, and +must put out paper and pens and cut two quills just as +he liked them and come down and entertain Compi—your +humble servant the compiler—and see that no +wasps had got under the cabbage-leaves that covered +the syllabubs in the spring and see that the boy did +not take the traces up two holes too short and ...</p> + +<p>Madame Sélysette put her charming and provocative +bust out of the little square window space above +and to the left of the porch.</p> + +<p>“You propose to write, my friend?” she asked. “But +you swore this morning that you would send me to +Coventry for a week if I did not goad you into picking +the greengages....”</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_282">[282]</span></p> + +<p>Gringoire made a sound like “Grrh”, as if the Wolf +of the Mountains had humorously snarled. He said:</p> + +<p>“You have no soul!” She made at him a little grimace +and disappeared. But I could hear their endearments +as they met on the sounding little wooden stairs +and felt all the summer regrets of the nearly old +bachelor.</p> + +<p>There was however no rest that afternoon. It was +well to have the great blue three-quart jug of shandygaff +on the seat in the porch; it was agreeable to have +Madame Sélysette to one’s self whilst she dotted a few +of the ‘i’s’ and crossed the ‘t’s’ as to the entangled career +and theories of her great man—and there is no better +drink of an English July afternoon than shandygaff +that has a little edge of lime-juice given to it and that +since dawn has had all its ingredients cooled in an ice-cold +spring. And there is no pleasanter topic in the +mouth of a gay and tranquil young woman assured of +the adoration of her mate than her expressions of her +humorous adoration for Himself and his crotchets. +You reply that the adoration of a lively young woman +expressed to yourself would be more agreeable, but that +is not the case. For lively young women do not express +adoration to the faces of their males; but, failing and +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_283">[283]</span>replacing that, it is pleasant to sit in a porch and +hearken to adoration of a roaring genius overhead. For +it causes you to have daydreams of a time when you +in revenge may sit in an upper room, with a lively +young woman expressing to a third the adoration that +she feels for yourself....</p> + +<p>But continuously our Gringoire’s voice rumbled +from inside his upper room. Then coming to the window +he would shout:</p> + +<p>“Sélysette Sé ... ly ... <i>sette</i>.... What is the +colloquial English for ...” Some phrase that I did not +catch. Or:</p> + +<p>“Sé ... ly ... sette.... <i lang="fr">Est-ce que</i> ...” And +again something that I did not catch for my French is +none of the strongest. But I should gather that it had +something to do with his pots that were on the stove +in the disreputable shanty that he called his cookhouse. +For Madame would enter that erection like Eurydice +disappearing into Orcus. Immediately would come the +thunder of Gringoire descending the stairs as if he had +fallen. He too would enter the cookhouse and there +would be the sound of impassioned and farcical altercations. +Then Gringoire would approach the porch +with a face that resembled a beet root with the heat. +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_284">[284]</span>He would drink a pint of shandygaff at a swallow, exclaim:</p> + +<p>“The stuff’s bilge.... No, I don’t mean the shandygaff. +There is no one like Sélysette for compounding +cold drinks. I trained her. I mean my prose. My prose +is bilge....” And he would thunder up the stairs +whilst Madame tranquilly resumed her place.</p> + +<p>Once she asked some questions about Mrs. Carmody +and when I said that lady had the greatest possible admiration +for Gringoire and even had some of his verses +by heart she expressed amused relief. “For,” said she, +“there are going to be great storms and dinner won’t +be ready till ten.”</p> + +<p>It wasn’t.</p> + +<p>For, you understand, in the sometimes tranquil, +sometimes tempestuous but always complex nature of +my friend, the pride of authorship had for the moment +come uppermost and he was determined to get <em>his</em> +prose into his compiler’s volume. But of late he had +only written in French as he has told you. So he +would come to the window and shout to me the question +whether he would be allowed to insert his French +prose. Without waiting for me to answer his question +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_285">[285]</span>he would shout: “No, of course you won’t!” and disappear. +Then he would shout:</p> + +<p>“But I can’t translate my own damned stuff. In +heaven’s name what’s the English for ... The beastly +colloquial English....”</p> + +<p>Towards seven, just when I was thinking that I +must go and tidy myself for the approach of Mrs. Carmody, +he appeared before me, dishevelled and with a +mess of written papers dangling from his hands.</p> + +<p>“Here, you,” he exclaimed, “get your reporter’s notebook +and come with me!”</p> + +<p>And, at the bottom of the garden, under the hedge +beneath the damson trees he made me lie down in the +grass which was there long and began to dictate to me. +He couldn’t, as he said, translate his own French prose +because his own French was near his heart and his +English much less. You might say that his passions +were for English countrysides and for French prose +and here the two met to his confusion. Perhaps it is +impossible to interpret French prose in the long grass +beneath an English quickset hedge.</p> + +<p>In any case Gringoire was distracted as he dictated +and I was distracted, using a shorthand that I almost +never employ to take down his words that he whispered +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_286">[286]</span>or shouted or intermingled with ejaculations +that I was not intended to record.... And I was the +more distracted because at the top of the garden I +could see Mrs. Carmody and Madame Sélysette carrying +implements and provisions for the dinner from the +house door to the little platform beneath the enormous +oak that overshadowed the spring. Those gay young +things laughed over their burdens—for Mrs. Carmody, +out of her School House, was at least as gay as Madame +Sélysette. And every time that they laughed Gringoire, +lying in the long grass, groaned and writhed with the +whole of his immense length. I have relegated his +French, for which he gave me the copy from some +Swiss magazine, to an appendix. I can only hope that +his French is better than his English version of it. +But as to that I am no judge. I only wish that he had +not insisted on my presenting an untidy book to the +world, for in common, I believe, with most readers, I +much dislike appendices. For when on a bookstall I +see a book and, examining it, find appendices at the +end, I think either that that is a learned work for +which I am seldom in the mood, having studies enough +of my own to pursue, or that the author is an untidy-minded +fellow who has not given himself the pains +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_287">[287]</span>to digest and put into his own phraseology matter that +will almost certainly be tedious to read.</p> + +<p>But in this case I have no alternative. The rages of +Gringoire are things that I have no mind to face. +Print his lucubrations I must or there would be the +devil to pay. I am not certain that there won’t be at +least a minor fiend to propitiate as it is—I mean when +Gringoire comes to look for his prose and finds it at +the end of the volume.</p> + +<p>There certainly was a tremendous row when he discovered +that he had kept the ladies waiting. He howled +with rage, sprang to his feet, rushed into his cookhouse....</p> + +<p>And the first view that Mrs. Carmody had of a poet +for whom, as you shall discover, she had a real veneration, +was rushing along the face of the house towards +the dinner-table beneath the oak. He was hatless, coatless, +his shirt-collar was widely unbuttoned and he was +bearing a huge tray covered with little saucersful of the +piquant messes that he calls <i lang="fr">hors d’œuvres</i>.</p> + +<p>We dined.</p> + +<p>I am, alas, no Brillat Savarin and Gringoire as cook +is to say the least inarticulate. When he is not that he +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_288">[288]</span>is profane. We had his <i lang="fr">hors d’œuvres</i>. Then we had his +curried lobster. What shall I say about his curry?</p> + +<p>Do you know the sensation of suddenly leaving the +level and swooping downwards on the little railways +you get at Exhibitions or in fairgrounds? It is like that. +You take your first forkful of one of Gringoire’s inventions +with misgivings mingled with anticipations. +Then you are reassured. You say:</p> + +<p>“This is at least supportable. I shall survive this.”</p> + +<p>You take a sip of his white wine. After that it flies.</p> + +<p>But you can’t <em>believe</em> in Gringoire as cook.... I +sometimes wonder if even he believes in himself. I +mean, I asked him the other day for the recipe for his +curry, just as, at the beginning of this book, as I have +reported, I tried to extract from him his directions for +household management. The results were even more +inarticulate. He said:</p> + +<p>“Oh, you take any old thing—tinned lobster, bully +beef, cold mutton.... And of course you fry ... +But curry powder is good for any dish.... Because +of the garlic in it.... And which curry are you +talking about? There are hundreds. The only thing +that unites them is that the curry must be cooked. +Don’t you understand? The curry—the powder—itself +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_289">[289]</span>must be cooked. For hours and hours. Do you see? +No, you don’t see. How can I remember what I put +into the curry for your friend? Any old thing....”</p> + +<p>I know he hadn’t put in any old thing, though it is +probably true that the chief ingredient of his dish is +his fine frenzy. But I remember the energy he had put +into securing the fresh lobsters for that particular effort—and +the special brand of French preserved oysters +that he had had to have for his beefsteak, kidney and +oyster pudding which on that menu followed the +curry. The boy had been sent on a bicycle in one direction, +Madame Sélysette and I in the dogcart to Ulpeston, +he himself had borrowed a lift in the baker’s cart +and gone to Storrinton.... No, surely, not any old +thing—though he surely believed what he said....</p> + +<p>At any rate towards eleven we were contented and +he, appeased, sat back in his chair and talked about +poultry foods to Mrs. Carmody, that being the first +time that he had paid her any attention.</p> + +<p>The great boughs of the oak in which there now +hung three Chinese lanthorns—Madame Sélysette +loves Chinese lanthorns—the great boughs of the oak +towered quietly up towards the planets, great white +moths appearing and disappearing again into the blackness +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_290">[290]</span>around the glow of the lanthorns. The Dog-star +hung low on the horizon before us and the owls called +at ten-yard intervals as they flew along the little stream +in the meadow. When they were silent the night-jar +churned intermittently. When we too were silent the +little tinkle of the stream from the spring made itself +heard.</p> + +<p>I think that Mrs. Carmody did not much want to +talk about poultry though her white Leghorns had +taken many prizes at County or even more important +shows. I think she let the conversation drag purposely. +For suddenly, when we had all been pensive for a +minute or two, her voice said from the shadows:</p> + +<p>“‘I should like to imagine a night...!’”</p> + +<p>Gringoire exclaimed sharply:</p> + +<p>“What? What’s that? Don’t!”</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Carmody said defiantly:</p> + +<p>“I will. Just to pay you.... To show you....” +And she began again:</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> + <div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">“‘I should like to imagine</div> + <div class="verse indent0">A moonlight in which there would be no machine guns!</div> + <div class="verse indent0">For it is possible</div> +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_291">[291]</span> <div class="verse indent0">To come out of a trench or a hut or a tent or a church all in ruins;</div> + <div class="verse indent0">To see the black perspective of long avenues</div> + <div class="verse indent0">All silent;</div> + <div class="verse indent0">The white strips of sky</div> + <div class="verse indent0">At the sides, cut by the poplar trunks;</div> + <div class="verse indent0">The white strips of sky</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Above, diminishing—</div> + <div class="verse indent0">The silence and blackness of the avenue</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Enclosed by immensities of space</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Spreading away</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Over No Man’s Land....</div> + </div> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">For a minute ...</div> + <div class="verse indent0">For ten....</div> + <div class="verse indent0">There will be no star-shells</div> + <div class="verse indent0">But the light of the untroubled stars;</div> + <div class="verse indent0">There will be no Verey light,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">But the light of the quiet moon</div> + <div class="verse indent0">Like a swan.</div> + <div class="verse indent0">And silence!...’”</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p>The moon was at that moment just tipping over the +ridge of trees before us. Mrs. Carmody hesitated.</p> + +<p>“‘Then ... a long way ...’”</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_292">[292]</span></p> + +<p>The voice of Madame Sélysette said slowly:</p> + +<p>“‘Then far away to the right ...’”</p> + +<p>Mrs. Carmody said: “Thank you!” and continued:</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> + <div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">“‘Then far away to the right thro’ the moonbeams</div> + <div class="verse indent0"><i>Wukka Wukka</i> will go the machine guns,</div> + <div class="verse indent0">And, far away to the left</div> + <div class="verse indent0"><i>Wukka Wukka</i></div> + <div class="verse indent0">And sharply</div> + <div class="verse indent0"><i>Wuk</i> ... <i>Wuk</i> ... and then silence</div> + <div class="verse indent0">For a space in the clear of the moon.’”</div> + </div> + </div> +</div> + +<p>The impassive face of Gringoire that the moonlight +just showed worked suddenly, the mouth just moving—oh, +rather like a rabbit munching. He said:</p> + +<p>“I wrote that in Nieppe in September ’sixteen....” +He added:</p> + +<p>“And it’s pleasant ... you two remembering....”</p> + +<p>He reached out his right hand and took Mrs. Carmody’s +left, and his left and took Madame Sélysette’s +right.</p> + +<p>“‘Rest,’” he said with his heavy tired voice, “‘after +toil, port after stormy seas ...’” He paused and +added after a moment: “‘Do greatly please!’”</p> + + +<hr class="chap x-ebookmaker-drop"> +<div class="chapter"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_293">[293]</span></p> + + + <h3 class="nobreak" id="ENVOI"> + <span lang="fr">ENVOI</span> + <br> + <span lang="fr">UNE PARTIE DE CRICKET</span> + <br> + BEING A LETTER WRITTEN FROM THE LINES OF SUPPORT TO + CAPITAINE UN TEL AT PARIS. + </h3> +</div> + + +<p lang="fr">Mon cher Monsieur, Camarade et Confrère,</p> + +<p lang="fr">C’était derrière le bois de Bécourt, un soir de juillet, et +nous étions en train de jouer au cricket tandis que les obus +allemands passaient au-dessus de nos têtes. Les obus allemands +arrivaient, semblant vouloir crier le mot anglais +<i lang="en">weary</i>,—qui veut dire fatigué,—puis changeant d’avis, ils +disaient—et péremptoirement—<i>whack</i>. Mais en jouant au +cricket, on oublie l’orchestre boche: on n’entend plus les +obus qui passent. Nous courions; nous adressions des objurgations +au malheureux qui n’attrapait pas la balle; nous +discutions même, parce que les règles du jeu de cricket—qu’on +joue avec une balle de tennis, deux marteaux et +deux caisses de <i lang="en">bully-beef</i>—sont un peu élastiques. La +pelouse est d’argile, dure et cuite par le soleil presque tropical; +en fait d’herbe nous n’avons que des chardons, pour +spectateurs et pour barrières à la fois, les mulets de transport, +alignés. Mais jamais le cricket international qu’on +joue sur le terrain des Lords, dans le bois de Saint-Jean, +n’a été si accidenté ni si émouvant que notre partie de +cricket derrière le bois de Bécourt, ce soir de juillet. Nous +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_294">[294]</span>avons crié, gesticulé, discuté, hurlé ... nous, les officiers +anglais, mornes, taciturnes!</p> + +<p lang="fr">Je vous présente ces considérations en forme de lettre, +mon cher ... j’aurais voulu plutôt écrire un essai, soigné, +balancé, bien pensant. Mais il m’est impossible de ciseler +de la prose ces jours-ci. “Que voulez-vous,”—comme disent +nos Tommies,—“c’est la guerre!” J’ai passé vingt-cinq ans +à chercher des cadences, à chasser des assonances, avec +une rage acharnée, comme celle du bon père Flaubert. +Mais aujourd’hui je n’écris que des lettres,—longues, diffuses, +banales. L’autre affaire demande trop de temps, de +loisir,—de chance!</p> + +<p lang="fr">Donc, nous étions en train de jouer au cricket, quand +je vis passer tout près de nous un officier français de ma +connaissance,—officier d’une de ces batteries de 75, admirables, +et que, la nuit surtout, nous avons trouvées tellement +réconfortantes, à cause de leur voix qui roulait sans +cesse, à peu de mètres derrière notre dos. C’était un colosse +gris-bleu, aux yeux bruns et sombres, à la moustache brune +et lourde. Il restait là, campé sur ses jambes et sur sa canne, +comme quelque instrument de guerre à trois jambes, +silencieux et d’acier. Et quand je m’approchai de lui, il me +dit:</p> + +<p lang="fr">—<i lang="en">I find that a little shocking. Very shocking!</i> (Je trouve +ça un peu shocking. Même très shocking.)</p> + +<p lang="fr">Il regardait les joueurs de cricket qui continuaient à +crier, à gesticuler et à courir entre les chardons gigantesques +et les jambes des mulets dangereux. Je m’écriai:</p> + +<p lang="fr">—Au nom du bon Dieu, pourquoi?</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_295">[295]</span></p> + +<p lang="fr">Il ne cessait pas de regarder les joueurs, et réfléchit longtemps +avant de répondre. Et ce fut moi qui, m’impatientant, +commençai à parler, et même à gesticuler. Je disais que +nous étions nouvellement sortis des tranchées; que le jeu +donnait la santé, remettait le moral, faisait oublier la guerre +... que sais-je? Il réfléchissait toujours, et moi je parlais +toujours. Puis enfin, il dit:</p> + +<p lang="fr">—<i lang="en">I find that this war should be a religion. On coming +out the trenches one should sit—and reflect. Perhaps one +should pray</i> ... (Je trouve que cette guerre devrait être +conduite en religion. En sortant des tranchées l’on devrait +s’asseoir—et réfléchir. Peut-être devrait-on prier.)</p> + +<p lang="fr">Et puis ... je parlai encore longuement sans qu’il répondît +autre chose que:</p> + +<p>—<i lang="en">I find that, all the same.</i></p> + +<p lang="fr">Alors j’éclatai de rire. Car la situation me semblait tout +d’un coup allégorique. Et si vous y pensez, mon cher, vous +verrez pourquoi je riais. C’est parce que c’était lui, le +représentant de Cyrano de Bergerac, qui parlait l’anglais +et employait les monosyllabes d’un lord Kitchener de +théâtre; tandis que moi, le représentant de tant de milords +et officiers qui pendant tant de siècles n’ont rien trouvé de +plus à dire que les deux syllabes “O ... ah”,—moi, qui +aurais dû porter monocle et favoris jaunes, j’étais occupé à +hurler et à mimer des phrases d’un français assez incohérent, +comme un vrai Tartarin. Et tous les autres—officiers +et O. R.—de mon régiment continuaient à sauter, à crier +et à rire comme des enfants méridionaux.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_296">[296]</span></p> + +<p lang="fr">Et, en vérité, le changement est étonnant et quelque peu +émouvant. Nous avons toujours eu l’idée—tout le monde, +même le Français a eu l’idée—que le peuple français, et +surtout les officiers et soldats français étaient gais, débonnaires, +loquaces, goguenards,—“bretteurs et hâbleurs sans +vergogne.” Eh bien, j’ai voyagé en permission de Steenewerck +à Paris,—voyage qui dura dix-sept heures. Et, pendant +ces dix-sept heures, quoiqu’il y eût toujours des officiers +français assis dans les voitures, ou debout dans les couloirs +du train, le voyage a été le plus silencieux que j’aie fait +de ma vie. Personne ne parlait. Mais personne! Il y avait +des colonels, des commandants, des capitaines. Et je ne +puis croire que ce fût tout à fait de ma faute. Il est vrai +que, partout dans le train, on lisait: “Taisez-vous; méfiez-vous”,—et +le reste. Mais c’eût été impossible que <em>tous</em> ces +messieurs gris-bleus m’eussent attribué les oreilles ennemies +dont parle l’affiche. Je portais l’uniforme khaki.</p> + +<p lang="fr">Non, certainement, le voyage n’a pas été accidenté. Je +vais vous en raconter les incidents: de Hazebrouck à Calais +cinq officiers français, qui n’échangèrent pas deux mots; de +Calais à Abbeville, trente officiers. Je m’adressai à un capitaine +d’artillerie, en grognant que le train marchait très +lentement. Il me répondit en anglais:</p> + +<p>—<i lang="en">Many troops moving!</i></p> + +<p lang="fr">Et puis, silence!</p> + +<p lang="fr">A Amiens entre un monsieur en civil. C’était un samedi +vers huit heures du matin, et le train avait l’air de ne +vouloir arriver à Paris qu’après trois heures de l’après-midi. +Comme j’avais des affaires à Paris et que je devais partir le +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_297">[297]</span>lundi avant six heures, je demandai à ce monsieur si je +trouverais les banques fermées, et les ministères, et les +magasins. Il me répondit qu’il n’en savait rien, qu’il n’était +pas chez lui à Paris. Il allait à Jersey pour prendre possession +du corps d’une jeune fille qui, ayant été noyée à +Dieppe, avait flotté jusqu’à Jersey. <em>Et lui aussi me répondit +en anglais.</em></p> + +<p lang="fr">Il commençait à pleurer tout doucement.</p> + +<p lang="fr">Et puis ... silence; les officiers regardaient ce monsieur +avec des yeux qui ne disaient rien. Mais ce n’était pas gai!</p> + +<p lang="fr">A Creil montent deux dames, jolies et bien mises. Elles +ont assez parlé, ces deux-là. Croix-Rouge, œuvres de charité, +colonels, familles! Mais les officiers ne les regardaient +jamais. Pas un ne levait les yeux, quoiqu’elles fussent +jeunes, jolies, bien mises....</p> + +<p lang="fr">Tandis que, pendant le trajet de Rouen à Albert, nous +autres—qui n’allions pas en permission!—nous avons +chanté, parlé aux demoiselles qu’on voyait sur les perrons; +joué au football le long du train; grimpé sur le toit des +voitures.</p> + +<p lang="fr">J’exagère un peu, naturellement, ces différences. Ce n’est +pas un article que je suis en train d’écrire, c’est une lettre. +Mais je reconte quand même ce que mes yeux ont vu et +mes oreilles entendu.... Et comment l’expliquer? Parce +que ce n’est pas assez de dire—comme on me l’a dit assez +souvent—que si, en Angleterre, les Allemands étaient +établis entre York et Manchester, s’ils avaient saisi les industries, +pillé les villes,—et fait ce que font les Boches!—nous +aussi, nous serions tristes, mornes, silencieux. Je ne +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_298">[298]</span>parle pas de la population civile de mon pays; je parle de +gens dont la vie n’est pas gaie, qui sont expatriés, loin de +leur patrie, et qui souffrent, je vous l’assure, d’une nostalgie +très sincère. Car là-bas, sur la Somme ou en Belgique, l’on +se sent bien oublié, bien abandonné, et très, très isolé, d’un +isolement semblable à l’isolement de ... Eh bien! c’est +comme si l’on était suspendu—nous, quelques millions +d’hommes!—sur un tapis, dans les infinitudes de l’espace. +Les routes qui s’étendent devant nous cessent tout d’un +coup, à quelques mètres, dans le <i lang="en">No Man’s Land</i>. Et c’est +bien triste à contempler, des grand’routes qui cessent tout +d’un coup. Et puis les sentiers par lesquels on est venu—et +qui s’étendent entre soi et son pays—sont des chemins que +l’on ne doit pas traverser.... Et, tout comme un autre, +l’on aime sa femme, sa maison, ses enfants, ses parents, +son coin du feu, ses champs, ses fumiers, ses bœufs et ses +bois.... Le soldat français a cela, au moins, qu’il se bat +chez soi! Et c’est quelque chose pour lui, comme individu.</p> + +<p lang="fr">Je suppose que c’est pour oublier, non seulement les obus +allemands, mais aussi celles qui nous sont si chères, le coin +du feu où nous avons si souvent devisé, les champs, les +fumiers, les bœufs et les bois,—c’est pour trouver “l’herbe +qui s’appelle l’oubli”, que nous jouons au cricket près de +Bécourt, et sortons des tranchées en donnant des coups de +pied à un football qui saute à travers les corps des hommes +tombés, vers les Allemands. Est-ce faiblesse? Est-ce la +source dont nous tirons ce que nous avons de fermeté, de +hardiesse, de courage? Je n’en sais rien.</p> + +<p lang="fr">Aussi bien que moi, mon cher, vous avez connu la +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_299">[299]</span>difficulté de définir exactement et en termes justes les différences, +les nuances des différences, qu’il y a entre des nations. +Nous commençons par développer une théorie—et +nous théorisons beaucoup trop tôt; ou bien nous prenons le +contre-pied d’une théorie admise depuis des siècles. Nous +avons eu en Angleterre les caricatures du dix-neuvième +siècle, des guerres de Napoléon I<sup>er</sup>, qui nous montraient +le Français selon l’imagination populaire anglaise. C’était +un coiffeur, mince et affamé, qui ne mangeait que des +grenouilles. Et vous autres, vous aviez votre John Bull, +gros comme un bœuf, le ventre grand comme le ventre +d’un bœuf, et qui dévorait des bœufs entiers. Ou vous +aviez le milord qui se suicidait par pur spleen. Elles étaient +stupides, ces caricatures, mais il m’est impossible de croire +qu’elles ne fussent pas sincères. Les Anglais qui s’étaient +battus en France en 1815 avaient cherché ce qu’ils voyaient—mais +ils l’avaient vu. De même pour les Français.</p> + +<p lang="fr">De même, peut-être, pour moi. J’étais venu d’une Angleterre +émotionnée, couverte, de l’île d’Anglesey jusqu’à +North Foreland, d’affiches patriotiques et coloriées, et puis, +de la frontière belge jusqu’à Paris, j’ai vu une France sans +affiches, grise, silencieuse, préoccupée. Mais pour moi il n’y +avait rien de neuf à trouver la France préoccupée—parce +que, pour moi, la France a toujours été la France des +champs, des villages, des bois et des paysans. Et la France +des paysans est une France bien laborieuse, qui travaille +sans cesse entre bois et étangs ou sous les oliviers du Midi.</p> + +<p lang="fr">Et pour moi la population anglaise a toujours été un +peuple des villes. Or, ce sont les habitants des grandes-villes +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_300">[300]</span>qui, tout en travaillant aussi bien que vous voudrez, +ont besoin de faire de temps en temps la noce—chacun +selon sa nature. Et c’est peut-être là la raison—la <i>causa +causans</i>—des différences entre l’armée française et nous +autres. L’armée anglaise est une armée ouvrière, l’armée +française est une armée plutôt paysanne. Des paysans, et +surtout des paysans français, ont l’habitude de mesurer les +sévérités, les nécessités implacables de la nature. Ils les +confrontent sans cesse, pendant des semaines, des mois, +des années. Ils ne peuvent y échapper,—ils ne peuvent pas +s’évader de la contemplation des maux de la vie, des vents +et des vers qui détruisent les récoltes, en prenant des jours +de permission, en faisant des calembours, ou par cet +“humour” âcre et plutôt triste qui est, peut-être, la qualité +souveraine du Tommy anglais. Car inscrire sur un obus +qu’on va lancer contre les Boches les mots “<i lang="en">Love to little +Willie</i>” peut paraître stupide, shocking à des gens qui +n’ont jamais été là-bas. Mais la psychologie humaine est +très compliquée, et il est certain que la lecture d’inscriptions +de ce genre sur les grands obus à côté desquels on passe le +long des chaussées a beaucoup fait pour nous encourager +quand nous avons avancé d’Albert vers La Boisselle. +Pourquoi? C’est difficile à dire. C’est peut-être parce que, +les obus étant terribles et funestes, voici un obus qui est +devenu ridicule, joyeux, ou même humain. Car nous +sommes tous anthropomorphistes—et qu’un seul obus +puisse se commettre à être le véhicule d’un jeu d’esprit, +cela suffit pour donner à des coeurs superstitieux l’idée que +tous les obus peuvent être un peu moins surhumains qu’ils +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_301">[301]</span>n’en ont l’air. Car on a peur des obus. Ce sont les messagers +des dieux qui ont soif, qui se manifestent en sifflant, qui +disent qu’ils sont fatigués, mais qui détruisent, en deux +minutes, des villages, des fumiers, des champs entiers. De +même pour la partie de cricket que nous avons jouée parmi +des chardons couverts de poussière et qui cachaient les +ossements des soldats tombés. C’était peut-être sacrilège, +peut-être stupide.</p> + +<p lang="fr">Mais je vous assure, mon cher, que ce paysage de Bécourt, +Fricourt, Mametz n’était pas joyeux. C’était en juillet, et +le soleil laissait tomber ses rayons sur les vallées larges, +sur la poussière qui montait au ciel, sur les pentes, sur les +bois noirs. Mais cette terre ne riait pas! Elle s’étendait loin, +loin; et sous l’horizon bleu-gris se trouvaient les terrains +auxquels personne ne voulait penser. Non, la nature, là, +semblait terrible et funeste—territoire où le Destin aveugle +et implacable devait se manifester à des millions d’êtres. +Et puis nous y avons joué au cricket—et tout de suite ce +paysage funeste et surhumain est devenu ... est devenu +un champ de cricket!</p> + +<p lang="fr">Pour un intellectuel, un terrain restera un terrain, qu’on +y voie en l’air des bombes, des obus ou une balle de tennis. +Mais pour nous autres, un terrain où nous avons joué au +cricket devient moins terrible, et nous y passerons nos +jours avec plus de contentement, malgré les ossements des +tombés qui se cachent sous la poussière des chardons +énormes. C’est stupide, c’est sacrilège, si vous voulez. Mais +nous sommes ainsi faits, nous autres qui sortons des grandes +villes pour faire la guerre. Moi, je suis comme cela, j’ai +<span class="pagenum" id="Page_302">[302]</span>senti comme cela, là-bas, derrière le bois de Bécourt, par +un soir de juillet 1916.</p> + +<p class="right" lang="fr"> + Et je reste toujours votre affectionné,<br> + <span style="margin-right: 2em;">G.</span> +</p> + +<p lang="fr">P.S. Et je vous prie de remarquer que toutes les personnes +que j’ai rencontrées entre Steenewerck et Paris +parlaient l’anglais. 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