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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/76759-0.txt b/76759-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..5be132f --- /dev/null +++ b/76759-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7252 @@ + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 76759 *** + +Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed. + +[Illustration: "Whatever is the matter?"] + + + + THE STRANGE HOUSE; + + + OR, + + A MOMENT'S MISTAKE. + + + BY + + CATHARINE SHAW + + AUTHOR OF "DICKIE'S SECRET," "THE GABLED FARM," "ALICK'S HERO," + "NOBODY'S NEIGHBOUR," "SOMEBODY'S DARLING," ETC. + + + New Edition. + + + _LONDON:_ + JOHN F. SHAW AND CO. + 48, PATERNOSTER ROW, E.C. + + + + CONTENTS + + ———— + + CHAPTER + + I. NEXT DOOR + + II. POVERTY KNOCKS AT THE DOOR + + III. LOVE DOES NOT FLY OUT OF THE WINDOW + + IV. GONE + + V. MOLLIE'S WELCOME + + VI. ALL SIX! + + VII. CONWAY'S DISCOVERIES + + VIII. DAISY'S "CHUM" + + IX. A CHAMPION + + X. A SONG + + XI. A SCRIMMAGE + + XII. MARMALADE + + XIII. THE OVERTURNED BASKET + + XIV. "X. Y. Z." + + XV. LITTLE LESTER + + XVI. A LATE VISITOR + + XVII. BEFORE DAWN + + XVIII. SUNRISE + + XIX. ROSE GUESSES SOMETHING + + XX. UP THE CHIMNEY + + XXI. BY THE NURSERY FIRE + + XXII. NO THOROUGHFARE + + XXIII. A HINDRANCE + + XXIV. AT THE GRAVE + + XXV. JOHNNIE'S JOKE + + XXVI. FLIGHT + + XXVII. A DARK RIDE + + XXVIII. ALMOST + + XXIX. AT LAST + + XXX. WRAPPED IN A CLOAK + + XXXI. ANOTHER PROMISE + + XXXII. A VIGIL + + XXXIII. "FRITZ IS COMING" + + XXXIV. SET TO WORK + + XXXV. OUTSIDE THE GREAT NORTHERN + + XXXVI. BY AND BY + + XXXVII. A NEW THOUGHT + + XXXVIII. IN THE MUSEUM + + XXXIX. HIDING + + XL. RANDALL'S MISCHIEF + + XLI. TWO SIDES OF A STORY + + XLII. CLOUDS + + XLIII. "WAITING FOR YOU!" + + XLIV. A SHORT DRIVE + + XLV. TILL WEDNESDAY + + XLVI. NURSE'S PLAN + + XLVII. THE STRANGE HOUSE AGAIN + + XLVIII. RANDALL'S REQUEST + + XLIX. WEDNESDAY + + L. IN THE CABINET + + LI. AT LANRIFFE + + LII. RANDALL'S RETURN + + + + [Illustration] + + THE STRANGE HOUSE. + + ———— + +CHAPTER I. + +NEXT DOOR. + +"HARK! What's that, Ned?" + +"Nothing!" + +"It isn't nothing! Do hush, Ned; there is something wrong outside!" + +It was a still night at the end of September, unusually mild for the +time of year, and the boys were just in bed, having left their window +thrown wide-open, so that every noise in the road came up distinctly. + +Conway, having just laid his head on his pillow, heard some one say in +a clear, abrupt undertone— + +"I've got you!" followed by a scuffle, in which, now that Ned was +quiet, holding his breath too, there were words exchanged of angry +expostulation. + +The boys were out of bed in a trice, and were leaning out of the window +breathlessly. + +"Let go, I say," said the second voice angrily. + +"Not I! I've got you, now! I've been watching you for this half-hour." + +"Let go, I say! What do you want with me? I'm in my own garden, I tell +you." + +"A likely story," answered the gruffer voice, which the boys took to +be a policeman's. "And if you stir till I can get help, you'll feel my +truncheon." + +"I say," said Conway, "don't you think we ought to go down, Ned?" + +He was getting into his garments in breathless haste, followed by Ned. +And just as they rushed down-stairs, two or three heads were put out at +various doors, and their mother asked— + +"Whatever is the matter?" + +The boys did not wait to explain much, but called out, "There's +something going on in the next garden; tell father to come," and rushed +off. + +"What is it, mother?" asked Mollie, peeping from her room. + +Mrs. Shaddock shivered, her teeth chattering with nervousness. "I don't +know," she answered, "only I heard a noise in the road." + +"Why have the boys gone down?" asked Mollie. "And oh, here's father +going too!" + +Meanwhile the boys had reached the garden, and had sprung over the +hedge which separated them from their neighbour's grass-plot, and were +already standing by the policeman, who was grimly holding on to a +crouching figure under the front hedge. + +As the policeman's lantern was turned on the boys' faces, the +imprisoned man looked up and exclaimed— + +"Speak for me, young sirs; you know me, don't you? These young +gentlemen live next door to me, and they know I live here!" + +"I don't believe you," said the policeman; "you're here for no good, +that I do know. Get up and come along with me." + +"I'm not going to," said the man stoutly. "I live here. And if I like +to be in my garden at this time of night, I shall please myself." + +"We'll go and rouse the house and see if you belong there. Who else +lives here?" asked the constable suspiciously. + +"No one else," said the man, springing to his feet, and releasing +himself, though he did not attempt to move away. "I live alone, and +it's no business of any one's if I do. What sort of a policeman can you +be not to know me who has lived here for this past year, and worked in +my garden day and night?" + +"Yes, it 'is' our neighbour," broke in Conway, while Mr. Shaddock, who +had now come out, assured the officer of the law that this was the case. + +"Well, I'm new on this beat," said the man, letting go unwillingly. +"But when I see a feller poking along by a hedge, and hiding down +beneath it when he hears a footstep, I sez to myself, 'He ain't up to +no good.' And no more he isn't, be he neighbour or no neighbour to +respectable folks!" + +He stood aside angrily, while the man, with curt thanks to his +releasers, strode up the garden path and let himself into the house +with a latch-key. + +"Rum," remarked the policeman; "for when I first took hold of him, I +could swear I saw a light in the bottom room. And how should it go out +and all be black and dark now, I should like to know?" + +He moved off, shaking his head, while Mr. Shaddock and his sons made +their way back to their home. + +On the doorstep stood Mrs. Shaddock and her eldest daughter, Mollie, +who had been looking on in great excitement, fearing, or perhaps +hoping, that a veritable thief had been caught. + +The disturbed household gathered in the deserted dining-room, a motley +group in their quickly-donned costumes. + +Ned could not help laughing as he pulled Mollie's long hair, and asked +her if she were sure her head was not chopped off? + +"After that tug, I 'am,'" she answered. "But, father, what did he say? +We could not hear." + +"Yes," said Mrs. Shaddock, "do tell us." + +"I've nothing to tell," answered her husband. "Our strange neighbour, +it seems, was meandering about outside, and a new policeman took him up +in mistake for a thief; that's all!" + +"All!" echoed Mrs. Shaddock. "Suppose you had been taken up when you +were smoking a cigar." + +"Well, he wasn't smoking," said Conway; "he was hiding apparently. +Besides, he says there is no one living in the house with him, and yet +the 'Bobby' saw a light put out." + +Mrs. Shaddock turned white. "'I' saw a light put out," she said, "just +after your father went out. We were standing on the doorstep when a +light was slowly moved a few yards, and then it went out." + +"That can't be, my dear, if nobody besides lives there," said Mr. +Shaddock. + +"It is very queer though," she said, turning to Mollie, "for we both +thought it was strange the person did not come to the door." + +"What a good thing it is we had been up so late!" said Ned, yawning. +"If we had not been at that concert, this would not have happened!" + +Conway laughed. "Or we should have slept through it," he said. + +"I feel scared," remarked Mollie. "I wonder if Daisy is awake?" + +"There is nothing to be scared at," said Ned, "and father is next door +to you. Anyway, I love excitements. We will watch the Strange House, +Conway, and see what comes of this." + +"Yes," assented his brother, "if it is worth while. That feller next +door has told a lie, anyway!" + +"Oh, that's nothing," said Ned carelessly. "It's more than that, I +think. I shall keep my eyes open." + +"And I shall shut mine," said Conway, "if they aren't shut already!" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER II. + +POVERTY KNOCKS AT THE DOOR. + +"HOW does it look, Phyllis?" + +The child glanced up from her lessons, and stretched out her hand +across the table for a fine piece of cambric which her mother was +holding out to her. + +She took it under the lamp, and examined it critically. + +"I've seen you do it better, mother." + +"I was afraid so," answered Mrs. Ashlyn slowly. "I can do no more work +by candlelight." + +"Mother!" exclaimed the child, with an accent of dismay. + +"I have feared it for a long time," she said, passing her hand over her +eyes, and leaning back in her chair rather wearily. + +Phyllis looked in her face consideringly, and then her eyes met a pair +of dark ones opposite—those of a young man seated with a pile of books +before him, in the study of which he had been buried, till interrupted +by the serious nature of the conversation between his two companions. + +For that it was a serious conversation both knew. + +Mrs. Ashlyn was a widow with very limited means, and had been +accustomed to eke out her income by fine needlework for a large +baby-linen warehouse in the neighbouring town. + +If this source of income should fail, what would become of them? So +thought the three seated in that cosy little room. + +From outside came the subdued roar of the sea, as its ceaseless waves +broke on the beach near; while inside the clock ticked on audibly, and +the lamp shone on Phyllis's shining hair and on Otto's curly head, +both bent over their respective books, though their thoughts were busy +elsewhere. + +Otto, the son of an old friend, had lived with Mrs. Ashlyn for three +years, while preparing for his medical examinations, and had become, +as Phyllis expressed it, "quite one of the family." But at any rate, +he shared all their interests, and, so far as he understood them, +sympathized in their cares. + +What would happen now, if one of the chief sources of income should be +permanently dried up? + +The meditations of the three were broken in upon by a light step coming +swiftly up the little garden path, and by the turning of the handle of +the front door. + +"There's Gertrude!" exclaimed Phyllis rather unnecessarily, for both +her companions knew that quite well. + +Mrs. Ashlyn rose, folded her work carefully into a spotless +handkerchief, and placed it in a dainty, covered basket which stood at +her side. Then she looked up with a smile as the door opened to admit +a girl of about twenty-two, who came in with a bright look and manner +that seemed like a May breeze. + +"You look like news!" said Phyllis. "Are they going to keep you on?" + +"No," answered Gertrude. + +Mrs. Ashlyn's eyes were fixed on her face inquiringly, with an anxiety +in her answer which the others understood, if Gertrude did not. + +"No," pursued Gertrude, "they are not. They want to make other +arrangements. So now there is nothing to be done but to look out for +something else!" + +"That is not so easy," said Mrs. Ashlyn. "Camptown is not so very +large, and the schools there are limited in number. But I dare say we +shall find something in time." + +"Of course we shall," said Gertrude heartily. "Why, mother, do you not +'know' that all our ways are in our Father's hands?" + +Mrs. Ashlyn was leaving the room, and received her daughter's kiss with +a sweet, patient smile, the patience of which was not noticed by her +child so much as its sweetness. + +"Mother! I had something to ask you. Now Phyllis is so 'competent' +and—well—everything, would you spare me if I heard of a situation near +London—at Hampstead?" + +"Have you?" asked her mother, starting. And she was not the only one in +that room who started too. + +"Yes, Miss Timely told me of one—" + +"I will think of it," said Mrs. Ashlyn quietly. + +And then the door closed and the three young people were left alone. + +Gertrude looked after her mother with a puzzled look. Then she said to +Phyllis— + +"Is mother not well?" + +But Phyllis did not answer at once, so Otto said quietly— + +"Her eyes have troubled her again to-night, and I think she has gone to +bathe them." + +"You speak in a different tone from what you do generally, Otto," she +said, going to his side. "Has anything happened while I have been gone?" + +"Nothing but what I said—nothing fresh," he added in a quick undertone. +"But I think it has come over your mother more than ever before—what +I have long foreseen—that the work which she does so beautifully is +injuring her sight, and that she will soon be unable to do it." + +"Otto!" + +There was a pause. The young man was gathering his books together, as +if he had finished. + +"Have you done?" asked Phyllis, surprised. + +"For to-night," he answered. "I am going for a walk along the beach." + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER III. + +LOVE DOES NOT FLY OUT OF THE WINDOW. + +OTTO let himself out into the darkness, leaving the two girls looking +at each other. + +"He said he had heaps to do!" exclaimed Phyllis. + +"He has altered his mind. But what is this, about mother's eyes?" + +Phyllis explained, and then Gertrude ran up-stairs to find her mother. + +The rooms were all dark, but as she peeped into her mother's, across +the strip of moonlight was a kneeling figure. + +The figure rose on hearing her step, and her mother came to her side +and drew her to the window. Neither spoke for a moment, then Gertrude +said gently— + +"Your eyes may be better again, mother!" + +"I hardly expect that my dear, but—" + +"You have seen a way?" + +"Yes; 'I will never leave thee nor forsake thee.'" + +"That is the best help there can be." + +Again they stood in silence, watching the bright rippling sea, +sparkling like diamonds in the moonlight. + +"What is this situation you have heard of, my dear?" + +"It is near Hampstead; Miss Timely knows the people well, and says I +should be very comfortable. There are four boys and two girls—" + +"Boys?" asked Mrs. Ashlyn. + +"Oh, not all for me to teach! One little boy, I think, and the two +girls." + +"When do they want you?" + +"Directly. But, mother, the salary is good, much better than what Miss +Timely gave me. And then you will not have my board, you know!" + +"Your board!" said her mother fondly. "But, Gertrude, how shall I part +with you, and how shall you bear to go?" + +"That I do not know," she answered, in a tone that had a sort of +huskiness in it. "But sometimes I have wished for a change—" + +"Have you, dear?" + +"Yes," answered Gertrude slowly, her voice growing clear and calm +again, "yes, I have. I thought it would be good for us all. I shall +come back again, God willing. But—if you do not mind, I should like to +go." + +Mrs. Ashlyn was very thoughtful for a few moments, still with her arm +round her daughter's waist, and still looking out on the sea. + +She opened her mouth to speak, but the question got no farther than her +lips. + +Perhaps Gertrude did not desire to prolong the interview. At any rate +she drew herself away gently, and said in a would-be sprightly tone— + +"I must write about this at once, mother, and then set to about some +adornments! What a good thing it is you have made me keep my clothes in +such good order!" + +"I never thought it would be for this," said her mother ruefully. + +"Ah! We do not know what good things are in store for us, by and by, +mother. Let us trust on; we have been cared for hitherto." + +Mrs. Ashlyn followed her down-stairs, and superintended the letter to a +certain Mrs. Shaddock, living in a certain road near Hampstead; which +letter got written and posted before they went to bed. + +"I'll run over and put it in the box," said Gertrude, throwing a light +shawl over her head. "Mother, I shall not be able to be so primitive at +Hampstead!" + +"No, my dear. You will miss the freedom." + +"I shall miss a great many things," she answered soberly. + + +Meanwhile Otto had made his way from the houses of the little village, +and had found a sheltered nook among the rocks where he could be alone, +and yet could see the sea and the moon. + +But though his eyes were fixed upon it, his thoughts were elsewhere. + +He felt conscious of having received a blow. He was unwilling to +acknowledge it to himself, and yet he felt it was there. + +He had been sure two years ago that he had buried something—a very dear +hope—safely and securely in the depths of his heart, never again to +rise, he had assured himself. And yet—yet the imprisoned hope was not +dead! It had burst its chains, and was there by his side, with more +life than ever! + +When he had first come to Lanriffe, the pretty little fishing village +near to the larger town of Camptown, and had settled down in Mrs. +Ashlyn's happy little cottage, he had found out after a few months that +there was one in that cottage who had become worth all the world to him. + +Then had come thoughts of prudence and necessity—his unfinished +studies, his uncertain future, his poverty, everything. + +He had had a sore struggle, but he had considered he had conquered. + +"As sisters henceforth," he had assured himself. And till to-night he +had believed it true. + +Now she was going away! Uncertain?—Nonsense, of course she would go! + +All his patience and self-control were cast to the winds. He bent his +head to the blast, and felt as if there were nothing in the world of +any use now! Gertrude was going away! + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER IV. + +GONE. + +THE answer from Mrs. Shaddock had come. Gertrude was to go as soon as +she could arrange to set off, and Mrs. Ashlyn and the two girls were +very busy during the days which elapsed, stitching and planning and +packing. + +When they were together, all tried to face the impending parting with +as much cheerfulness as possible. But the nearer it got, the worse it +seemed. + +Otto, after that one lonely walk on the shore, buried himself in his +studies with more diligence than ever, seldom looking up to joke with +Phyllis or fall into one of those talks with Gertrude that had been +such a happiness to him before. + +The last day seemed a very long one. In the afternoon, when they were +up-stairs putting the final things into the box, the door opened and a +sweet face peeped in. + +"Rose!" exclaimed Phyllis. + +Any one could see that the lady whom Phyllis addressed was her own +sister, but the sad eyes and ethereal mournful look did not match +Phyllis's bright face at all. + +"My dearest!" said Rose's mother, rising. "Have you come home?" + +"Yes, we came last night. To-day I have done nothing but set my house +in order." + +She sighed heavily, as she put her bonnet on the bed and turned to +smooth her hair at the glass, which reflected back a singularly lovely +young face set in wavy hair, which at thirty was already almost white. +She smoothed it back with careless grace, and turned to her mother with +a faint smile, saying, "I have come to tea!" + +"I am so glad," said Gertrude. "It would have seemed worse to go +without seeing you, Rose." + +"I need not ask?" said Mrs. Ashlyn, tenderly. "You have had no tidings?" + +"None," answered Rose, sadly. "We spent all our holiday in searching, +and could gain not the slightest clue." + +When they went down-stairs, Otto sat in the window still buried in his +books. But on their entrance, he closed them and rose to greet the +new-comer, glancing in her face inquiringly, as the others had done, +knowing that the answer was to be read plainly enough without any words. + +Rose and her husband had passed through a terrible sorrow—one so +dreadful that life had seemed a blank to them from the moment, two +years ago, when they had become childless! + +No little grave belonged to the sorrowful parents; no last days of love +and tenderness could be remembered; no little clothes in which their +darling had died were left for that broken-hearted mother. Their child +had been snatched from them, and had left no mark behind. + +The young mother, when lodging for a few weeks at the seaside, had +suddenly been called away to attend her husband, who was dangerously +ill. + +The landlady, who had only one boy, offered in the kindest way to take +charge of their four-year-old darling. And in an agony of doubt, torn +between love for husband and child, Rose left the child in her charge, +and set off on her long journey to Scotland. + +While she was there, she received one letter from the landlady to say +all was going well. And then a week elapsed and no further tidings came. + +She wrote to inquire, and on receiving no answer, she left her +convalescent husband and hurried south. + +When she arrived at the lodgings, all things were as she had left them +a fortnight before, but the house was empty! + +No landlady, no boy, no child! + +The neighbours said she had hurriedly set out ten days ago, saying the +little visitor was ill and must be taken to his mother. And this was +all any one knew. They had taken tickets to London, and there all trace +of them ceased. + +That was Rose's story: no wonder that Otto looked in her face to see if +in their weary search any hope had crept in. + +No earthly hope had entered, but in that depth of desolation, when +their hearts had been almost broken, the One who healeth the broken in +heart had drawn near to them to bind up their wounds. + +"He belonged to Jesus," Rose had said to her mother; "he loved Jesus, +even though he was so little. By and by we shall meet again, either +here or in heaven, and I can trust Him!" + +Oh, the depth which that loving heart had reached before she could say, +"I can trust Him!" + +Otto knew all the story. Besides, Rose's husband was Otto's own brother. + +So they sat down to tea, and Rose put away her own sorrows while she +entered into all the interests at the cottage. + +At last it was time to go, and Otto offered to accompany his +sister-in-law home. + +"To-night?" she asked, surprised. "I can easily go back in the omnibus, +Otto, and you would rather not be away this last night?" + +"I shall come with you," he answered; "there will be all too much time +for good-byes even then. Goodbyes are wretched things." + +His eyes met Gertrude's, and then looked away again. "Shall you be up +when I come home?" he asked. + +"That depends on what time that will be," she answered, smiling a very +little. + +"Then I will come in time to see you," he said. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER V. + +MOLLIE'S WELCOME. + +THE train was speeding towards London, bearing Gertrude to her new home. + +The partings had all been said. Oh, the terrible wrench it was to leave +her mother, to know that henceforth she must be left to Phyllis's care +and thoughtfulness! + +Then Phyllis! How her large eyes had filled with tears, and how sober +her sweet face had looked as she realized for the first time her +responsibilities as sole home-daughter! + +And then the third parting had perhaps been the worst of all, because +the feeling on both sides had not been able to be expressed. + +"Will you think of me and trust me, Gertrude?" was all that Otto's dry +lips had been able to falter. + +And Gertrude had put her hand in his, and had answered a very quiet, +"Yes, Otto," as their eyes met. + +Now, seated in the train, she felt as if she would like to have been +able to live the last twelve hours over again. + + +Towards afternoon a cab drove up to that certain road near Hampstead +where the Shaddocks lived, and Gertrude and her two modest boxes were +deposited within the hall of her new home. + +"Good afternoon, Miss Ashlyn," said a tall, pleasant-looking girl of +about thirteen, coming out of the dining-room, where she had been +waiting on purpose to receive her governess. "Mother is out just now, +but told me to make you welcome." + +"Thank you," said Gertrude. "Are you Mollie?" + +"Yes. Will you like to remove your things, or will you have some tea +first?" + +The prospect of a cup of tea after her long journey looked very +inviting, and gave Gertrude a pleasant impression of her new +surroundings that such a thing should have been thought of. + +"Stay!" said Mollie, ere she could reply. "I will have it brought to +your room; you will feel more at home so." + +"She won't!" said Ned, peeping in at the door and hearing his sister's +remark. "People don't get at home in their bedrooms! Besides, I want to +see Miss Ashlyn, and if you shut her up there, I shan't." + +Mollie tossed her head at this advice. While Ned came forward on +Gertrude's holding out her hand, with an awkward attempt to be at his +ease. + +"I shall soon be at home, I dare say," said Gertrude, as brightly as +she could, though her heart felt like a lump of lead, and she would +like to have hidden her face and had a good cry. + +"Come up-stairs, Miss Ashlyn," said Mollie then, "and do not mind Ned. +He is always rude." + +The matter-of-fact tone of this revelation was very astonishing, but +Mollie left no time for Ned's rejoinder, as she tripped on before, +having taken up Gertrude's umbrella and waterproof in her hand. + +"This is your room," she said, when they had gained the top floor. "You +will find a nice view from the windows, which 'I' think compensates for +the stairs!" + +"Beautiful!" said Gertrude. + +"Susan will bring up your boxes in a moment. Oh! Here she is with your +tea. We shall have high-tea at seven o'clock. When you are ready, if +you will ring, Susan will tell me, and I will come up to show you the +way down." + +"Thank you, Mollie," said Gertrude gratefully. "You seem to have +thought of everything!" + +The girl looked rather astonished, but answered, abruptly, "Oh, that is +nothing. I hope your tea will be good." + +She left the room, and Gertrude laid her bonnet down and threw off her +jacket, just as two maids came to her door with her boxes. + +They were soon uncorded, the servants glancing at her a little +curiously, though not unkindly. And then the door was shut and she was +alone. + +She looked round; her room was large and well-furnished, with a +somewhat low ceiling, but the window was wide and low too, giving an +impression of space and expanse very cheering to the country girl, who +had dreaded brick walls and endless roofs. + +No walls or roofs, at least near ones, obtruded themselves on her view. +Before her stretched the gardens of neighbouring houses, and beyond +these were a few more distant streets of villas, shut in finally by +green hills and fields, with Highgate spire in the distance. + +Then she turned her attention to her tea. On the dainty tray was +a pretty tea-set with a plate of sandwiches and some cake for her +refreshment. + +So she sat down to partake of it, leaving her boxes and all else till +she should have tasted that fragrant cup which had been prepared. + +Greatly revived, and feeling that the world looked decidedly less dark +than it had done a quarter of an hour ago, she rose and prepared to +unpack her boxes, having gathered that this was what Mollie expected +her to do. + +The things which had taken so long to work at and pack at home, took +but little time to take out of the box and arrange neatly in the +wardrobe. All was done very quickly, and then she stood ready to begin +her new life. + +"This is the last time I shall be mistress of my own time," she said to +herself with a little smile on her lips. "How strange it will seem!" + +Then she knelt down by the bed, and asked that she might be blessed in +this home and be made a blessing. + +Then she rang her bell, as directed, and waited Mollie's appearance +with beating heart. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER VI. + +ALL SIX! + +MOLLIE looked round on her governess's room with approving eyes. + +"You have found out where to put your things," she remarked. "Do you +like your room?" + +"Very much indeed, thank you." + +"We have only had one governess before," said Mollie, "but the boys go +to school now, all but Randall, and he's spoilt." She laughed lightly +as she led the way down-stairs once more. + +"Will you make acquaintance with the schoolroom first, Miss Ashlyn?" + +"Anywhere you like, dear." + +"Then here it is," she said, pausing on the landing of the first floor. +"That is mother's room, that is mine and Daisy's; there is the spare +room, and this is our own special study, where we 'grind,' and play, +and practise." + +The view from the window looking towards the front, though different +from her room up-stairs, Gertrude considered very good "for London," +for it was over the well-kept grounds of a gentleman's house, which was +nearly hidden in the autumn-tinted trees. + +But only a glance did she give at that, for at the table sat her +pupils, who would henceforth be everything to her. + +Daisy was a plain little girl with a dark, sober face, who looked up +quietly and even calmly into her face, murmuring, "Good afternoon, Miss +Ashlyn." + +So different was the child from bright, energetic Mollie, that Gertrude +almost felt abashed by her reception. She shook her little hand, +however, and looked round at the other occupants of the room. + +Ned, whose acquaintance she had already made, sat perched on the end of +the sofa, swinging his legs backwards and forwards. + +"I'm not one of 'em," he announced with a wink at the others, at which +Randall winked back and gave a giggle. + +"I know that," answered Gertrude pleasantly, "so now I must put names +to these two. This is Randall, I am sure, by what I have heard; and +this must be Hugh." + +She bent towards the boy—rather taller than Randall, but not so +robust—and looked into his face. + +Did something in him remind her for an instant of that little nephew +who had gone out of their life so mysteriously? For a moment she felt +as if she were speaking to him. Then her eyes nearly filled with tears, +and very tenderly she said, "I hope Hugh and I shall be friends." + +The child, for he was about nine years old, looked up with great +astonishment. While Randall burst out—"He's a cry-baby; you won't care +for him." + +"Shall I not?" answered Gertrude. "We shall see." + +"Oh, fie!" said Daisy, colouring. "You should not tell tales out of +school." + +"We haven't begun yet," said Randall, nodding. + +"Why, there's mother; she's coming in." + +He ran to the window to make sure, and then bounded down the stairs. + +"What are you playing at?" asked Gertrude, turning to Daisy and Hugh. + +"A word game," said Daisy, rather curtly. + +"Would you care to join?" asked Mollie. "But I do not think it is worth +while, for mother is come in, and she will want to see you, she said." + +"I will look on then," answered Gertrude. + +She stood by the table watching the game till Randall came tearing +back to say that Mrs. Shaddock was in the drawing-room, and would Miss +Ashlyn go there to her. + +She found Mrs. Shaddock a woman evidently accustomed to society, +apparently with but little in common with the life which Gertrude had +left—a life full of Sunday-school work, Church interests, and desires +after pleasing God above everything else. + +"I am sure you will satisfy me," Mrs. Shaddock concluded, after they +had talked for half an hour; "so do not be discouraged if you find +things difficult at first." + +She rose as she said these words, and Gertrude found herself dismissed, +with all the load of her six charges on her hands. + +"I am out a great deal," Mrs. Shaddock had said, "and I require a +governess who will act in my absence as if she were an elder daughter." + +She went up-stairs pondering deeply. So she was expected to "manage" +the whole six! What if they should prove too much for her? + +Then she remembered a promise which she had often "tried and proved." + +"'As thy days so shall thy strength be.'" + +So she entered the study with a peaceful face. + +"Here is Conway," said Mollie, looking up. "Now you have seen all of +us! And, Miss Ashlyn, Conway said he had something to tell us, when you +came up. Do you know we have a Strange House next door?" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER VII. + +CONWAY'S DISCOVERIES. + +CONWAY was a tall boy of between fifteen and sixteen, and acknowledged +Gertrude's salutation with not over-ceremonious courtesy. He was, +however, full of some news he was anxious to bring out, and directly +the door was shut and Gertrude had taken the seat Mollie pushed towards +her, he began— + +"I say! Such a lark as I have had!" + +"When?" asked Ned. "What do you mean?" + +"I went just now to the Strange House. I thought as it was the last day +of the holidays that I would signalize it!" + +"Miss Ashlyn does not know anything about the Strange House," +interrupted Mollie. + +"Then I shall tell her," said Ned, "so that Conway can gather breath +for his story." + +"Pooh!" laughed Conway. "But, anyway, Miss Ashlyn must be told about +our episode the other night, or she will not see why I was so anxious +to find out about our mysterious neighbour." + +"First, then," said Ned, "about a year ago the next house (which you +perceive is a somewhat old-fashioned one, and is not nearly such a good +one as ours) was taken by some one, and a van with furniture came in +the evening just before dark. + +"We did not take much notice, but thought one van was but little +for the size of the house. We were somewhat curious about our new +neighbours, but never could see any of them about, except a man, who +could not be called a gentleman, whom we dubbed 'Mr. Eccentric.' + +"No tradesmen seem to call. No postmen bring letters. Except for that +one man who continually works in his garden, the house might be empty." + +"Perhaps he likes solitude," suggested Gertrude, as Ned paused. + +"But," said Mollie eagerly, "that's the strange part of it. Mother +and I certainly saw a light moved and put out that night when the new +policeman took the man up for a burglar." + +Conway now took up the thread and explained all about the events +recorded in the first chapter, gratified to find a fresh listener in +the governess, and to see that her attention did not flag. + +"Well, let all that be," said Ned at last. "Now tell us what you have +found out more. You do not mean to say that you went up to the house, +Conway? But you've got cheek for anything." + +"I had cheek enough for that," laughed Conway. "I went just now and +knocked at the door, intending to ask the old fellow how he felt after +his apprehension the other night. But I knocked and I rang, I knocked +and I rang, till I was tired of that game. Nobody came to the door, for +the very reason that nobody was at home to do so, I suppose. Just as +I was turning on my heel, the old fellow came up the garden path and +asked stiffly what I might want. + +"I told him I had come to make inquiries as to his health—" + +"You never did!" exclaimed Ned. + +"I did! I sympathized with him in the bobby's rough handling, et +cetera, et cetera, and got him round into a good temper before I had +done with him." + +"That's like you!" said Mollie. + +"He told me that he lived by himself, that he might be perhaps a little +peculiar, but that gardening was his hobby. And that if only folks +would let him alone, he did not wish to meddle with any one. He would +go his way, and they could go theirs." + +"How funny!" said Ned. + +"But for all his peculiarity, there was a certain uneasiness about +him," Conway went on, "that made me suspicious. He's got heaps of +vegetables and fruit in that back garden!" + +"Of course he has," said Mollie; "any one with eyes can see that from +our back windows! Why yesterday there were half a dozen beautiful +marrows on trellis-work, and to-day they are all gone." + +"He's eaten them all," said Ned. + +"They were gone when I got up this morning," said Mollie, "for I +noticed. I believe he sells them." + +"Who to?" asked Conway scornfully. + +"At Covent Garden, or somewhere. He sauntered in at the front gate +about eight o'clock this morning. 'I' believe he gets up and goes to +market early when no one is about." + +"There's something queer about it," said Conway; "don't you think so, +Miss Ashlyn?" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER VIII. + +DAISY'S "CHUM." + +GERTRUDE looked from one to the other, listening and trying to +comprehend in quick succession the different statements of her various +entertainers. + +Daisy said no word, but she followed all that was said with keen +interest, her dark face changing and varying as one after another gave +out their opinions. + +Conway had got so friendly over his interesting news that he ceased to +feel Gertrude quite such a stranger, and now began telling her about +their school, to which he, Ned, and Hugh went daily by train, and which +ought to have begun a week ago, but had been postponed owing to a scare +of illness. + +"Have you got your books together?" asked Mollie. "For there's such a +hunt the first morning, Miss Ashlyn, generally." + +"Don't you bother," said Conway. "I can mind my own affairs, thank you." + +"Well, don't ask me to get them, then," said Mollie. + +"I shall be sure to remember," said Conway, crossly. "Come, Ned, let's +go down now." + +"Yes; we've had enough of the girls," said Ned. + +They went off, Gertrude looking after them with some surprise in her +eyes. + +"Did you ever see such boys?" asked Mollie, vexedly. "But they always +are worse with strangers; they will be pleasanter when they get used to +you." + +Gertrude did not answer. Her heart sank; she busied herself over her +work-basket, which she had brought down in her hand, in silence, though +her eyes were too blinded to see what she was doing. At length she drew +out a piece of crewelling on which she had been engaged at home, and +spread it out before her. + +The familiar pattern brought back with a rush all the circumstances +in which she had put in those last leaves: the lamplight, the red +table-cloth at home, Phyllis's beautiful little oval face bent over her +lessons, her mother's presence so restful as well as cheering, Otto's +quiet friendliness. + +It cost her a great effort not to let a sob escape her. + +She put down her work, and murmuring something about "up-stairs," +hastened to her room. + +For one instant she felt as if she 'must' fly home again! Oh, the +dreadfulness of this home-sickness which swept everything before it! +Why had she wished, sometimes even longed, to get away from the little +daily round of getting the breakfast ready, going to Camptown, walking +home again, getting the tea ready, and then spending the evening in +reading and work! + +Now she would have given everything to be back again! + +She hastily bathed her eyes, which she knew must be red with the unshed +tears, which she was keeping back so resolutely. And then with one +swift prayer for help and comfort, she gulped down her sobs, and slowly +made her way back again to the study. + +Meanwhile, when the door had been shut after her, Daisy had volunteered +a remark. + +"Miss Ashlyn will hate us all if the boys go on so." + +"Let her," said Randall, pouting; "I don't care if she does." + +"I do," said Mollie; "it is not ladylike to behave badly, and I don't +mean to. What is more, Randall, I shan't let you, either." + +Randall's round face put on an ugly frown. But after a moment's +thought, he nodded defiantly. "You won't be able to help it," he said. + +"Shall I not?" asked Mollie. "I have ways and means." + +"Oh, hush," said Hugh. "I do hate to hear you quarrel." + +"Do you, cry-baby?" asked Randall, turning upon him with his little +bold, lionlike face. + +"Never mind, Hugh," whispered Daisy; "'handsome is, as handsome +"does."' You can always behave the best, in spite of what anybody says." + +Hugh had flushed scarlet, and his small, thin hand was clenched into a +fist beneath the table. But at his little sister's soothing whisper, it +relaxed, and he gave a slight laugh, which however, angered Randall far +more than a blow would have done. + +Just at the moment, however, Gertrude's step was heard at the door, and +Mollie hastily rose, saying— + +"Oh, Miss Ashlyn, shall we go and get ready for tea? You have not seen +my room yet." + +Mollie's room looked over the gardens at the back, as she had said. +And while she brushed her abundant hair, she explained about their +neighbour's doings, and how his garden, both back and front, was kept +in the best order of any in that suburb. + +After that they went to the drawing-room, where they found Mr. +Shaddock, listening to Conway's account of his visit next door. + +Tea was rather formidable to poor Gertrude among such a number of +strangers, though Mr. and Mrs. Shaddock exerted themselves to find +topics of conversation, while Mollie did her best to join in, and to +interest her governess in what went on. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER IX. + +A CHAMPION. + +AFTER tea, Daisy and Hugh went back to the study, only waiting to beg +Ned not to come. And Gertrude asked if she might go with them. + +Perhaps the children looked a little disappointed. But very soon, +when they were all shut in with the curtains drawn and the cheerful +lamplight, they drew near to her, and condescended to examine her +photograph album, which she had brought down for their inspection. + +"The boys learn their lessons in the little library," they told her; +"and Mollie stays with mother and father. Randall goes to bed if he +will, or stays up till nurse makes him come; or else he comes in here +and bothers us." + +"Do you always spend your evenings together?" asked Gertrude. + +"Yes," said Daisy; "they do not want us down-stairs, and I am sure we +do not want them!" + + +After a time a motherly-looking woman entered, greeting Gertrude with a +respectful manner, and asked if Hugh were not ready for bed. + +"Oh, nurse, I 'am' so happy," said Hugh. "Is Randall up-stairs yet?" + +"Not yet, my dear. But you know how tired you will be for school if you +sit up." + +"Yes," urged Daisy, "do go, Hugh. You can have Miss Ashlyn's company +to-morrow, and nurse says quite true. Do go!" + +The boy put away his things-without another word, and wishing Gertrude +good-night, left the room. When the door was shut, and Daisy had +watched the handle for a moment, she got up and softly drew near to +Gertrude's side. + +"You will not notice what Randall says, will you, Miss Ashlyn?" + +"How do you mean, dear?" + +"About Hugh." She hesitated, then went on hurriedly, "He calls him +cry-baby. But perhaps you didn't hear? Anyway, you will not be long +before you do hear it, for he tells everybody." + +"I did hear it," said Gertrude, "but I thought I would judge for +myself." + +"Oh, that's all right, then," said Daisy eagerly. Then, as if she could +hardly leave the subject there, she added— + +"He isn't strong—Hugh, but he's not a cry-baby! He does cry sometimes, +and they tease him dreadfully. But not one of them can do the brave +things Hugh can. Not one of them tries so hard to control himself; not +one of them is so good to people who are in trouble! And yet—yet Hugh +is always in hot water because his spirits are not very strong." + +Daisy's face had flushed deeply, and she put her small hand gently on +to Gertrude's knee, looking up beseechingly in her face. + +"I shall be sure to remember all you have told me," she answered, +putting her arm round the small shoulders, and drawing the little girl +towards her. + +"Oh, thank you," said Daisy earnestly; "I am so very glad I have +told you. I don't know why I did, except that you seem so very kind. +Besides, I thought you took to Hugh." + +"He is very like a little nephew of mine, whom we have lost." + +Daisy glanced at Gertrude's dress curiously, but her eyes returned to +her face without a satisfactory answer to her questioning look. + +"No, I am not in mourning," Gertrude answered, "but by and by, if Hugh +and you and I become friends, I will tell you both all about it." + +"Oh, that would be kind!" exclaimed Daisy. Then she paused, and hung +her head for an instant. "Miss Ashlyn," she exclaimed in a low voice, +"I will be good to you, indeed I will! I didn't mean to be—We are none +of us at all good, but Hugh—but indeed I will try all I can!" + +Gertrude bent and kissed her, then she said softly— + +"Daisy, dear, you have made my heart lighter, but I wonder if you know +the blessedness of trying to please the Lord Jesus? Have you over +thought of that?" + +Daisy shook her head slowly. + +"Then I will try to teach you, and it will make you so happy!" + +"Nurse does sometimes talk to Hugh and me like that, but I don't +understand what she means." + +"Would you like to understand?" asked Gertrude. + +"I don't mind—" said Daisy. + +"Do you not sometimes feel very sad and naughty, and as if you could +not be good any way?" asked Gertrude. + +"Well, I suppose I do, sometimes," acknowledged Daisy. + +"And do you not feel then as if you do not care to think about God, and +would rather keep away from Him?" + +Daisy's wondering eyes were fixed upon her governess's face, but she +did not answer in words. + +"That is sin," said Gertrude, "and unless that sin is got rid of, we +can never get near to God, we can never please Him. Daisy, is it not +the best news to hear that the Lord Jesus has died on the cross to make +an atonement for this dreadful sin, so that we sinners may be forgiven +and come back to God?" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER X. + +A SONG. + +AT last, the evening came to an end. Daisy departed to bed, Randall +came in and looked at her, and sauntered out again, leaving the door +open, and Mollie finally came for a few minutes, bringing a message +from Mrs. Shaddock to the effect that Miss Ashlyn could retire whenever +she felt inclined. + +"We generally have friends in the evening, or she goes out, but mother +will not let me sit up late because she says I should lose my colour," +said Mollie, glancing at herself in the glass over the mantel-piece and +shaking out her hair. + +"She is very wise," answered Gertrude. + +"But all the same, I do as I like," pursued Mollie. "I read in bed as +often as not, or talk to nurse. She does not encourage that, I can tell +you. But all the same, I do not get to bed as early as mother thinks." + +"Do you feel happy in doing so?" asked Gertrude, looking up with a +bright little smile. + +"Oh dear, yes! 'What the eye doesn't see,' you know." + +Gertrude shook her head, smiling. + +"Are you awfully strict?" asked Mollie. + +Gertrude paused for an instant. She felt this might be a momentous +conversation. + +She prayed in her heart one of those three-word prayers that she often +pondered over, "Lord, help me!" And then, strengthened and calmed, she +looked up at her questioner and answered— + +"When I have found out what your mother's wishes are in things, I shall +be 'awfully strict' in carrying them out." + +"Shall you go telling tales, and asking her if I am to read in bed and +do this and that?" + +"You will see," said Gertrude with a smile. + +"I should hate you if you did," said Mollie, also smiling. + +"I hope you will not hate me," answered Gertrude, "but whether you do +or not, I ought to do my duty, ought I not?" + +"We shall see," said Mollie, looking at her somewhat curiously. "Now I +must say good-night. I hope you will sleep well, Miss Ashlyn." + +"Thank you, dear, for trying to make me at home," said Gertrude. + +Then Mollie put out her cheek to be kissed, and Gertrude was at last +alone. + +But though she looked round on her cosy study, she did not feel it +enough her own, as yet, to indulge herself in even a thought towards +home. + +She was just considering whether she should go to her own room, when +Susan appeared with a little tray with biscuits and lemonade, asking if +Miss Ashlyn would please to take some milk or anything more that she +could bring her. + +"I am to be well cared for, at any rate in this way," said Gertrude to +herself. But she did not feel inclined to eat. + +She cleared up her work, put the room straight, lowered the gas, and +ascended to her own room and shut herself in. + +The moonlight streamed over the floor, making the little jet of gas +which was already lighted quite tiny in comparison. She went to her +window and looked out. How still it all was!—except for the occasional +sounds of music coming up from the neighbouring drawing-rooms. + +Gertrude leant her head against the sash and buried her face in her +hands, for some one near was singing a song which Otto had sung only +last night—"When the mists have rolled in splendour." And after it was +over, they had stepped outside to look at the harvest moon rising over +the sea. + +While they had stood there, he had asked her whether she had any +desires for things to be different from what they were, or whether she +were quite satisfied to do the will of God, just as she found it every +day? + +And she had thought about it, watching the slow red moon rise and rise +out of the mist and enter a little cloud, till, after a few minutes' +eclipse, she had suddenly shone out triumphantly above it in the clear +deep blue. + +And she had answered thoughtfully— + +"I think my life feels something like that moon in the mist just now—" + +"Uncertain as to its true duty and position?" + +"Well, perhaps, Otto, but I don't know," she had answered. + +"And then?" he had asked. + +"I feel as if to-morrow were like that bit of dark cloud, which, after +all, in the wonderful fashioning of our Father's hand, may only serve +to brighten the light when it does shine out!" + +"Yes," he said consideringly, "only it is so hard to wait so long in +the mist and in the cloud, Gertrude!" + +"If that is our appointed path?" she had asked. + +"It might all be clear sky if the mists did not come from earth," said +Otto. + +"I see—self-made. Well, Otto, I don't know; all I can do is to ask God +to work in me what He wills. I can't see the way myself, or tell how to +act, sometimes." + +"Nor I," he had answered in a low tone. + +Then Phyllis's clear voice had called out from the front door, "Come, +you two, it is ever so late, and we have to be early to-morrow!" + +Gertrude remembered it all, while still some beautiful tenor voice sang +over and over again— + + "We shall know each other better + When the mists have rolled away!" + +"Ah, but that is in heaven," she murmured. "It is not a song of earthly +things at all! To do our Father's will every day is our portion, and it +shall be mine to do it willingly, if He will help me!" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XI. + +A SCRIMMAGE. + +"DO you like Miss Ashlyn?" asked Randall of Hugh as they were being +dressed the next day. + +"I don't know yet," said Hugh, "but I think I do." + +"Daisy said yesterday she should not mind her, or do what she wished, +unless she chose," said Randall. + +"Then Miss Daisy hadn't ought to," interposed nurse; "it was very +naughty of her." + +Nurse spoke with such unusual energy that Hugh was quite surprised. + +"I don't mean to either," nodded Randall. + +"Well, you'll 'have' to," remarked Hugh, "so it is no good boasting. Of +course I am different; I go to school, and she's only got to help me +with my lessons." + +Hugh and Randall both looked up suddenly, for there stood Gertrude +close to them asking nurse a question. + +"I don't care," said Randall in a low, defiant tone; "she shouldn't +have come in—" + +But Gertrude had received her answer from nurse and had turned away, +something in her face making Hugh sure that she had both heard and been +grieved by the tone in which the boys had spoken. + +Hugh looked after her doubtfully, then he turned angrily upon Randall. + +"I wish you would not behave so!" he exclaimed. "She was going to like +us, and now she won't." + +"I don't care," said Randall, "whether she does or not." + +"I do then," answered Hugh. + +"Then you should not have said that about the lessons," retorted +Randall. + +Hugh stood silent. What had he said? It had seemed nothing to him, and +yet somehow he was conscious that some slighting words had passed his +lips which he had hardly intended. + +His dressing being finished, he went down-stairs slowly, wondering how +he could make Miss Ashlyn understand that he had meant to be kind, in +spite of what he had said in his haste. + +She was coming out of her room as he passed the door. + +Their eyes met. Something in the little boy's made her pause. + +"I didn't 'mean'—" he said hesitatingly. + +"Did not mean what, dear?" + +"About my lessons—I ought not to have said you 'had' to!" + +"I understand," said Gertrude, stooping to kiss him, "and I will help +you gladly." + +Hugh looked anxiously in her face. + +"They are hard sometimes," he said, "but I will be as industrious as I +can—" + +"I shall not mind the hardness," said Gertrude, smiling. "This is the +dining-room, is it not?" + +So they went in, to find Conway and Ned eating their breakfast in great +haste. + +"Come on, Hugh, you will be late. What's the good of getting into hot +water the first day?" + +Gertrude found that neither Mollie nor Daisy had yet appeared. And Mr. +and Mrs. Shaddock, she found, breakfasted after the rest had gone. + +She sat down and waited, wondering what she was expected to do, and +presently Mollie came in looking pale and sleepy. + +"Hullo, Moll!" said Ned. "One would think it was bedtime for you." + +"I wish it were," said Mollie. "Miss Ashlyn, are you not going to have +some breakfast?" + +"I was waiting for you, Mollie." + +"Oh, don't another time," said Mollie. + +"Moll is often late," remarked Ned, "or she has a book to finish before +she gets up, or something." + +"Yes," said Mollie, "so long as I am ready for school by half-past +nine, it does not matter to any one what time I get up." + +Gertrude felt that the "any one" included her, though Mollie spoke very +unconcernedly, and took her seat at the table and began her breakfast +as if she were the only person in the room. Then she looked round at +the tea-tray and said— + +"Oh, Miss Ashlyn, do you mind pouring out? Miss Halling always did, and +the boys could never get off without your help." + +So Gertrude took her place at the urn, and Conway looked up to pass her +some bacon, immediately after burying himself again in a book he was +reading. + +Daisy appeared when the rest had begun to move, wished Gertrude a +rather abrupt good morning, and then seated herself by Hugh and began +to whisper to him. + +Soon there began a commotion, such as Gertrude in her quiet life had +never imagined. + +As the time for the train drew near, there were calls for boots, books, +pencils, caps and straps, and Daisy was sent hither and thither to find +what was wanted. + +Mollie condescended to do one thing for Ned, after which she took +herself off up-stairs. While Daisy waited close to Hugh, chiefly to +protect him from the jeers and cuffs of his brothers, and from the +more pungent taunts of little Randall, who took evident delight in +irritating his sensitive little brother. + +At last they were off, and Gertrude, with a sigh which sounded quite +ponderous, turned and met Daisy's eyes fixed on her face. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XII. + +MARMALADE. + +"YOU'LL get used to it, Miss Ashlyn," she said, looking down the road +after her brothers. + +"Shall I?" asked Gertrude, as she turned away with a heavy heart. + +She went to her room, closed the door, and sat down by the window, +feeling unutterably desolate. + +Were all of them going their own way without reference to her? Only +speaking to her when they must, only asking her help when they could +not possibly do without it? + +Why had she left her happy home for this? It was true she had found +it difficult to get anything to do in Camptown; it was true that her +mother's income was insufficient for them without her help; it was true +that she had her own reasons for wanting a change, which she had hardly +acknowledged to herself. But for all that, now she was really away, the +home-sickness and loneliness seemed more than she could bear, and she +felt sick at heart as she reviewed the difficulties in her path. + +She buried her face in her hands, too utterly despairing to cry, but +certainly more desolate than she had ever been before. Perhaps the +bitterest drop in her cup was little Randall, with his handsome face +and sharp tongue. + +She was roused from her reverie by the thought that school-time would +quickly be there, and that she could not begin her duties with such a +burden on her heart. + +She rose from her seat and knelt down by the bed, not able to form any +words of prayer, but still with an earnest uplifting of her heart for +help. + +"I asked to be guided about coming here," she thought, "and if my +Father in heaven has sent me here—" + +Then the tears came at last as a relief, and she laid her head down on +her arms and wept heartily, praying for submission and faith and help, +as she had never prayed before, perhaps. + +"If He sent me, He has something for me to do here," she thought, "and +I must set about the doing of it at once. Oh, how wrong I have been to +repine or be afraid!" + +What had her text been that morning? "Certainly I will be with thee." +What could she want more than that assurance? + +She rose from her knees and found that the burden with which she had +knelt down was all gone. Nothing remained but a thankfulness that she +was so loved and so protected that such promises could indeed be hers +in Christ Jesus. She had only just bathed her eyes when a knock came at +the door, and on opening it, she found Daisy standing waiting. + +"We are ready for school, Miss Ashlyn," she said. + +"Is it half-past nine?" asked Gertrude, surprised. + +"Yes; it is later than that—" + +"Then my watch has played me a trick," she said, turning to the +dressing-table to take it up. "It usually goes so well, but it says +twenty past nine now." + +Daisy looked soberly at her, as if her watch being fast or slow was not +of much interest. + +Gertrude put it in her dress hastily, anxious to go down-stairs, and as +she did so she discovered that her fingers were sticky. + +"How strange!" she said. + +"What?" asked Daisy. + +"I had but that moment washed my hands, and yet they are sticky!" + +Daisy suggested washing them again, and went down to tell the others +Miss Ashlyn was coming, while Gertrude turned back to the table to put +down her basket again. + +Just where her watch had lain, there was a little mark on the toilet +cover as if a finger had been drawn along it to remove some stain, and +on looking closer she found a little streak of marmalade had been left +behind too. + +"I wish I had not left my watch there all breakfast-time," she said to +herself, as she went down-stairs; "it was careless of me." + +Seated at the table in very good order were her three pupils. + +"It's jolly late," said Randall. + +"Never mind," interposed Mollie; "what if it is? Miss Ashlyn, what +shall we do first? Miss Halling always—" + +"I have written out this rough time-table, Mollie, which your mother +approves. I think we shall find it work well. Daisy and Randall can +write, while you and I have a history lesson." + +"Oh, but—" began Mollie. + +"Wait, however, an instant," continued Gertrude calmly, "till I have +settled the other two. That is right, Daisy, you have your book ready. +Is this yours, Randall? I see you both write very well." + +Randall disdained to be pleased by the pleasant tone, and passed his +pen over to Gertrude with an abrupt, "I want a new nib." + +"Oh, you don't!" exclaimed Mollie. "I gave you one this morning! You've +spoilt it drawing with it since breakfast!" + +Gertrude took the pen in her hand to examine it, and found that once +more, her fingers had grown sticky! + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE OVERTURNED BASKET. + +GERTRUDE got through the morning's school better than she had feared, +and when twelve o'clock struck they were all quite surprised. + +"We go for a walk now," said Mollie. + +So the four set out together, Mollie taking the lead, showing Gertrude +the beauties of Hampstead Heath, and describing the long walks they +sometimes took on Saturdays to Highgate, Finchley, and other places +round. + +They were coming home, and had almost reached their own door, when, +turning the corner of the road, Mollie gave a start, and exclaimed in a +low tone, "There is Mr. Eccentric!" + +While at the same moment the man who was in front of them, recognizing +the young people, and wishing apparently to get out of their way as +quickly as possible, stepped aside to let them pass, and in doing so +stumbled over the kerbstone, and slipped down on his knee. + +He quickly picked himself up, but his basket had sped many yards in +front of him, and the old-fashioned lids opening, the contents were +scattered on the path. + +Daisy hastened to replace the fallen things, while Gertrude turned her +attention to the man, who was brushing the dust from his knees, and +answering her curtly that he was not in the least hurt. When he turned +round to look after his basket, Daisy was trying to gather up some rice +which had fallen out of a paper, while Mollie was holding in her hand +some lilac print, a reel of white cotton, and a little pair of child's +shoes which had evidently been freshly mended. + +The man took the things and stuffed them into the basket in silence, +though his face had turned very pale. + +"I fear you are hurt," said Gertrude again. + +But he would have no more to say about it, and limping a little, he +pushed on to his own gate and left the four to turn in at theirs. + +"'We've' had an adventure!" said Mollie. "Far greater than Conway's. +How I do long to tell the boys! Miss Ashlyn, what could he want with +those things if he lives alone?" + +"I do not know," said Gertrude thoughtfully. + +She went up-stairs to her own room, but all the way she was haunted by +an impression of having seen that little pair of child's slippers on +some little pair of feet! How could that be possible? Were there not +hundreds of little slippers in the world? + +Mrs. Shaddock was very interested with their news at dinner, and the +meal passed much more comfortably than the previous ones, Gertrude +feeling less forlorn as they began to have things in common to talk +over. + +When she went back to the schoolroom, on the mantel-piece was a letter +from her mother. + +She sprang towards it, then sat down by the window with it in her hand, +and began covering the envelope with kisses. + +"Oh, how could I go away from you? How could I?" she murmured over and +over again. + +Then she ran up to her room, tore the letter open, and devoured the +precious contents. + +They were words written from a full mother's heart, words of advice, +and cheer, and encouragement. Rising from their perusal, Gertrude felt +strengthened to go on her way. + + "You must expect difficulties, my dear—" (the letter ran). "These +things are allowed to happen in our lives, but our God is equal to +it all. There is such a storehouse in the Lord Jesus, that whatever +happens, there is grace enough for it. Go to Him in everything, and you +will find 'everything' just a ladder reaching to heaven." + +"Even Randall," she said to herself, as she put the letter in her +pocket and prepared for school. + +When she reached the schoolroom again, Mollie was practising, Daisy was +buried in the perusal of a book, but no Randall was there. + +She was looking round and wondering how she should find him, when +Mollie volunteered— + +"He isn't coming; he has worried mother till she has taken him out with +her." + +So the school went on without him, and just as they were putting up +their books at five o'clock, they heard a great commotion in the hall, +and Randall's voice saying loudly— + +"Well, cry-baby, have you 'blubbed' to-day?" + +"There are the boys!" exclaimed Mollie. "Now for our news! Come along, +Daisy, let us go down to the dining-room to see them!" + +They ran off, leaving Gertrude alone. + +She turned to her letter once more, reading the dear lines over and +over, till she knew them by heart. + +Then she bent her head on her hands and thought of her mother's advice. + +"Grace enough for 'all' that happens." + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XIV. + +"X. Y. Z." + +"HAVE you been to call for letters to-day?" asked a woman, looking up +from her work with anxious eyes. + +"No, I haven't," shortly answered the man addressed. "I can't always be +callin' there, ye know. It looks so queer." + +"Not at all," answered the woman decidedly. "People must have letters, +and you buy your tobacco there. That's nonsense!" + +"Not nonsense at all," answered the man. "I'm pretty near sick of it. +Here's a pretty go I've had this morning. I slipped down, and the +things you sent me for flew out of the basket—shoes and all—and the +folks next door helped to pick them up." + +The woman glanced at him in dismay, but after a moment, her own anxiety +overcame even that, and she said slowly— + +"James, I can't 'think' how it is there wasn't a letter the other day; +I do wish you had called there this morning." + +"It's rubbish you're being so fidgety," said the man. "He's all right. +I tell you what it is, this is driving us into our graves. I'm near +sick of it." + +He turned towards the little fire with his pipe, and the woman gathered +up some lilac print which she had been cutting out, and left the room. + +"A living death," she said to herself, "and all for the want of a bit +of courage at the right time!" + +Slowly she mounted to the top of the house, and taking a key from her +pocket, unlocked a door, letting herself in and locking it from the +inside again. + +There was a little fire burning in the grate, protected by a cheap +nursery guard, and an unlighted candle was on the table beside a +work-basket. + +On the floor were bricks and toys scattered hither and thither. + +The woman glanced towards a small bed in the corner of the room, and +then lighted her candle and sat down by the fire with her work. + +But ever and anon she buried her face in her hands, and pressed her +forehead with her fingers, as if to keep back thought. + +"He said he would write without fail, every week, and it is three days +over the time now!" + +She turned again restlessly to the light, and put her needle into the +print. Then with a sudden movement she folded that together and went +to a drawer, taking from it a worn pair of knickerbockers, which she +spread on the table, fitting on a patch carefully, and bending over +it with a certain look on her face that would have made an observer's +heart bleed—if he had had a tender heart. + +"I 'can't' bear it," she whispered at last. + +She put out her hand to extinguish the candle, when a low whistling was +heard on the stairs and a slow step came nearer and nearer. + +She hastened to unlock the door, looking in the man's face and speaking +abruptly. + +"You'll stay here a bit, James? I'm that uneasy that I can't bide here +at all. I must go to Oxford Street and see if there ain't a letter for +me." + +"What, at this time o' night?" questioned the man. "It's ridiculous. +But do as you like; it don't matter either way, and you'll get a bit of +air." + +He sat down by the fire and put his pipe in his mouth once more. + +The woman went into an adjoining room to get her bonnet, and soon had +let herself noiselessly out of the front door, and was speeding towards +the high-road which led down from Hampstead to the more populated +districts of Camden Town. + +It was not till she reached one of the main thoroughfares that she +aided her steps by entering a tram-car, and there her veiled face and +plain garments attracted no attention. + +She alighted among the crowd when she reached Oxford Street, and +disappeared among them up one of the wide turnings. + +By and by, she came to her destination, and on her inquiry, two letters +were handed over to her, and she turned away. + +Both bore the Highgate postmark, but were in different handwriting. Yet +as the woman grasped them, she knew that her journey had not been in +vain. + +She clasped her hand over the precious lines, addressed in a large +boyish hand to "X. Y. Z., Tobacconist, Dash Street." And without +apparently dreaming of opening them, she hurried out into the crowd +again, and was soon seated in a returning tram, speeding back whence +she came, and alighting where she had got in before. + +At length, her weary walk over, she let herself into the house with a +latch-key, and passed quickly up the dark staircase. + +In answer to her low whistle, the door up-stairs was noiselessly +unlocked, and she entered the room she had left nearly two hours ago. + +"I've got it!" she exclaimed, sinking into the chair the man had left. + +"Two?" he questioned. + +And while with rather trembling fingers she broke the seal of her own, +he did the same by the second envelope. + +Hers ran— + + "Dear mother—I wish you'd come to see me; I ain't well, and the +master—" + +That was all. The large lines only reached to the bottom of the page +and then stopped. + +His ran— + + "To X. Y. Z. Madam—Your boy has been taken suddenly ill, and I regret +to tell you that the doctor looks seriously upon his complaint. I +would have telegraphed, but your wish to keep your address from us has +precluded my doing so. Will you come at once? I am, etc., etc., Head +Master." + +Both letters bore the date of two days before. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XV. + +LITTLE LESTER. + +THE young people were so full of the overturned basket and its +mysterious contents that Randall forgot to tease Hugh as much as usual. +And besides, Miss Ashlyn's quiet presence rather awed the little bully, +who was not quite sure how she would take it, if he let his sharp +tongue loose on his delicate brother. + +Indeed, since the episode of the sticky pen, Randall could not forget +the sudden glance Gertrude had given towards his little hands, nor the +quiet and firm tone in which she had told him to go to nurse to have +them washed. Nor did he like Daisy's exclamation as he was leaving the +room— + +"Why, Miss Ashlyn, how funny that your watch should have been sticky +too!" + +So he decided to keep quiet for a time and make some plan of mischief +which should be more annoying and more difficult of discovery. + +Hugh and Daisy soon made their way to the schoolroom, and settled +themselves cosily under Gertrude's wing, the little boy conning his +lessons with great industry, only occasionally asking for some help +in a gentle, entreating little tone, which Gertrude thought she quite +understood since their conversation that morning. + +At last, the books were put away, and Daisy came over to Gertrude's +side and said softly, "Are we friends enough yet?" + +Gertrude smiled. "What do you think?" she asked. + +"I think we are," said Daisy. "When Hugh and I take to people, we +'take' to them, and we don't change a bit." + +"I see; so you consider you have 'taken' to me?" + +"You are laughing at us?" + +"Only a very little. I am so glad, Daisy, if you have. Come, then, and +sit by the fire, and we will have a sort of story— + +"About seven years ago my pretty sister Rose was married—" + +"Was she like you?" interrupted Daisy with a little smile. + +"Oh no! A hundred times prettier," said Gertrude enthusiastically; +"oh no! Her husband travels for a large firm in London, and my sister +generally has her home at Camptown, near where I come from." + +"Yes," nodded Hugh. "I know about Camptown; there are soldiers there." + +"Yes. Well, by and by there came a dear little baby boy to my sister's +home, and she and her husband doted on him more than I can say. My +sister used to take him about with her, if the places that her husband +went to were near enough, and they used to have such happy times. +Sometimes, however, he went alone. + +"Once, when she was staying at a watering-place in the south, she was +suddenly called to Scotland to nurse her husband, and left her darling +little boy in the landlady's care. + +"Whether she was right or wise to do such a thing does not matter +now. The landlady seemed a very nice woman, and my sister trusted her +completely. + +"When she got back again—think of it, Daisy and Hugh—the house was +empty, the woman and her husband and little boy were all gone too!—and +with them our little darling, the most precious thing in the world to +all of us!" + +Hugh and Daisy gazed in Gertrude's face, but they seemed as if they +could not ask a question. + +"Ever since, my dear sister has gone about searching for her lost +child, little Lester. And never have we heard one single word of him +from that day to this." + +Hugh's little hand was put out till it touched Gertrude's softly, and +he said— + +"Perhaps, some day—" + +"Yes," she answered, "we live in hope of that. Hugh, he used to say, +'I've opened my heart to Jesus, and He's come in!'" + +"Who taught him that?" asked Daisy gently. + +"I think I taught him," said Gertrude. "My dear sister did not know her +Saviour herself then, and it was not till little Lester was taken away +that she found she needed a Saviour." + +Hugh's eyes gave a flash, but he looked down quickly and was silent. + +"I believe you love Him too, Hugh," said Gertrude, drawing the boy to +her. + +"I'm so bad," said Hugh in a low tone. "So afraid—and so nasty +sometimes, but yet—" he paused. Then meeting Daisy's eyes, and flushing +up to the roots of his hair, he added courageously, "Yes, I do. In +spite of not being a bit what I should be, I do. And He loves me!" + +Daisy looked well satisfied. She had been almost afraid that Hugh's +courage would vanish under the test to which it was being put. But +as she had found many times, to her surprise, there was a secret of +strength in the frail little boy that surpassed her utmost expectations. + +"Now we must go to bed," she said, rising reluctantly. "Thank you ever +so much, Miss Ashlyn." + +Hugh put up his face for a kiss, and then Gertrude was left alone with +her heart full of her sister Rose and of lost little Lester. + +And every time she shut her eyes, she seemed to see before them a pair +of worn, shabby little kid-lined slippers! + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XVI. + +A LATE VISITOR. + +"I MUST go to-night," said the woman in a hoarse voice, rising from the +chair into which she had sunk ere she had opened that letter which bore +such sad tidings. + +"You can't get there," said her husband. "It's ten o'clock now, and +every one 'ull be in bed." + +"If he's bad—" She tried to finish the sentence, but her dry tongue +would not say the words. + +"Perhaps he's better by now," said the man, not unkindly. "Mightn't you +as well go the first thing to-morrow?" + +"I daren't go out in daylight, as you know. No; I shall be away all +to-morrow most likely, so you'll stay and mind him," glancing towards +the corner. + +"I'll see to that," said the man. + +The woman put her hand to her head as if dazed. + +"Take a drop o' tea, or somethin'," urged the man. "You're about beat. +To think that there was a letter after all!" + +"I somehow expected it," said his wife wearily. "Ought I to take +anything with me? I'd near done those little knickers, but he'll never +want them now." + +"Oh, don't say so!" exclaimed the man. + +She shook her head again. Then, after an instant's hesitation, she went +to the bed in the corner and bent over it, and there was a sound in the +still room as of a kiss. + +The man looked on wondering. But in another moment, with a brief +good-bye, the woman had gone noiselessly down the stairs and had let +herself out into the darkness. + +How she reached Highgate, she could never recall afterwards. Almost +blindly she hurried along, helping her steps by an omnibus on which +she happened to see Highgate written, and at length arrived at her +destination long after the clocks had struck eleven. + +Almost breathless she paused at the house she was seeking, and with +anxious eyes gazed up at the windows. Darkness reigned, not a sign of +light or life appeared in any of them. + +She began to breathe more freely, and to chide herself for her frantic +fears. All were evidently in bed and asleep. + +But almost ere that thought had crossed her heart, came another which +seemed to strike her with more terrible fear still. What if all should +be over, and her boy should be dead? + +She went up the front steps and took hold of the bell, but ere she had +rung it, came another thought. She quickly turned from the door, and +made her way up a side lane which was close by, and from that position +scanned the back of the house. + +At the very top, two windows seemed to have a dim light in the room +belonging to them. + +The woman put her hand to her heart as if with a sudden pang, and +almost stumbling along in her eagerness, once more reached the front +door, where she gave a low ring. + +The sound went through the quiet house, and she heard it outside. + +The minutes, though in reality they were very few, seemed very long +before a light began to glimmer through the ground glass of the door, +coming nearer and nearer. + +Then a step was audible, and some one set the light down and undid the +fastenings of the door. + +The woman, who was grasping the stone balustrade for support, lifted +her eyes to meet those of a sweet-looking nurse, who in snowy cap and +apron stood holding the door in her hand. + +"Are you—" she asked and paused. Then altering the form of her +question, said gently, "What may you be wanting, ma'am? Have you come +to see any one?" + +The woman's lips formed some words, but they were inaudible. + +"Perhaps you are my patient's mother?" suggested the nurse. Then seeing +that this was the case, she held out her hand and led the woman into +the hall, placed her in a chair, and carefully closed the front door. + +"Then he is alive," the poor mother at last found voice to say. + +"Yes, he is alive," answered the nurse. + +"May I go to him?" asked the woman, starting up. + +"Not yet. You are not fit to see him yet. Come in here, and I will tell +you about him. Perhaps you will be able to quiet him better than I. He +has something which is on his mind, I fear." + +The woman hung her head, but then with a sudden passion she exclaimed, +"It was no fault of his—no fault at all. It was all my doing! Oh! I +have suffered for it—My boy! My boy!" + +"Hush! If you wish to see him, you will have to be a great deal calmer +than this. I will go back to him, and will fetch you in five minutes." + +"Oh, let me come now!" besought the woman, rousing herself. "Oh, I will +be calm, indeed I will." + +"Wait an instant then," said the nurse in her sweet, calm tone. + +She left the room and returned in a moment with a glass of milk, which +she evidently expected the poor mother to drink, and which she held +to her lips authoritatively, not noticing her reluctance. Then with a +kind cheering word, in which she heard, "The dear Saviour has been here +before you," she led the way up the quiet staircase, to that room where +the dim light was burning. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XVII. + +BEFORE DAWN. + +"INFLAMMATION of the lungs," the nurse had whispered. + +But when the woman entered that darkened room, she was hardly prepared +for the little figure she found propped up in the narrow bed, nor for +the sunken cheeks and staring eyes of her once healthy boy. + +Her promise of calmness and her fear of not being allowed to see him +kept the woman from the first wild impulse to throw herself at his feet +and devour him with kisses. + +As she crossed the room to his side, she felt like some untamed animal +being robbed of its offspring. But all she did was to bend over him and +say with a strangled sob— + +"Oh, Johnnie, are you very ill, my dear?" + +After trying vainly to speak, he nodded slightly, but looked +appealingly towards his nurse, and laid his head back on his high +pillow. + +"He will be better presently, ma'am," said the nurse, putting a chair +near. "He wants to tell you something, but he has not much breath at +times. He will speak when he feels able. Is not that right, dear?" + +Johnnie was watching his mother's face with those pathetic eyes, in +which some urgent request lay hidden. As the nurse bent over him with +some medicine, he whispered— + +"Shall I have time?" + +"I think you will," she answered. "But if not, Johnnie, I can tell her +what you have told me." + +"Ah, but—" + +No telling of hers, he felt, would have the weight of his own dying +request. But he could not as yet gather strength to speak. + +"He has been light-headed a good bit," explained the nurse, "but he is +better of that now." + +The woman had taken her child's hand, but he drew it away as if more +than he could bear, and in a short breathless way gasped— + +"I'll speak presently." + +Just at this moment the door opened noiselessly, and the master of the +school came in. + +"We feared you would be too late," he said gravely, in a low tone, to +Johnnie's mother. "Did you not receive my letter?" + +"No," answered the woman briefly; "not till to-night." + +Then, as if impelled by something she could not resist, she asked in an +almost inaudible tone— + +"Is there no hope, then?" + +"I fear not." + +The master turned to the bed, spoke a few kind words to the boy, and +noiselessly left the room. + +Still Johnnie lay with that distressed look on his face. And the nurse +stood by watching him, but without saying a word to break the silence, +lest in doing so she might hinder rather than help her poor little +invalid. + +The mother, sitting there in that unbroken silence, felt as if she +could not bear the agony of it much longer. + +She was just turning towards Johnnie with an appealing look, when he +said in that same short, gasping way— + +"I want you to take him back, mother." + +The woman shrank, and the child felt it. + +"I never knew how wicked it was—till now," he went on, gazing still at +her averted eyes. + +"You did not know," whispered his mother. + +"No—no, mother—not that! But taking him away! It was awful of me to +do what I did—I never knew the harm—but you will take him back now, +mother." + +"I don't see how I can," she said at last. + +"Mother!" he urged. "'He's' got a mother." + +There was a breathless pause. The nurse, standing by, feared that her +little patient's life would ebb away in the agony of that ungranted +request. + +"I'm going to Jesus," whispered Johnnie again, in a broken voice. "He's +forgiven me that, and all my other sins—every sin. He has washed me +clean and white. But, mother, you must give him back, indeed you must." + +"She will," interposed the nurse soothingly, "when she has had time to +think of it! Just tell him that you will, if you can, ma'am!" + +With a warning glance she went to the fire for some broth, while the +woman, urged by her look and by the beseeching, dying agony of her +child's eyes, said slowly— + +"I will—Johnnie—I will." + +Then realizing what she had done, she buried her face in her hands, and +trembled from head to foot. + +Johnnie's hand, which had lain listlessly on the counterpane, sought +his mother's now, and pressed it with what little strength he had, and +he drew her towards him. + +"Kiss me, mother," he said. + +After that, though he took what the nurse gave him, he did not seem +able to speak. His eyes never closed, but were generally fixed on his +mother's face with an expression the nurse did not understand. + +The hours crept on; sometimes his mother said a word of tender +endearment, sometimes only her suppressed weeping broke the stillness. + +The daylight was beginning to creep in when he spoke once more. + +"Mother, you will come to Jesus too?" + +"Oh, Johnnie, I'll do what you ask me about the other. But don't make +me promise what I can't do, my dear!" + +"Ah, but you can," he panted. "Nurse told me the words—they make it so +plain—'Him that cometh to Me, I will in no wise cast out!' Can't you +come after that, mother?" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +SUNRISE. + +BUT the poor mother was too bewildered and heart-broken to take any +comfort yet. + +Her only child was being snatched from her under circumstances so +pitiful that to her mind no ray of hope or consolation could enter. + +She would have given everything she possessed at that moment to pacify +her dying child, and yet the promise he wanted of her was one she +thought she could not give. + +Johnnie still held her hand, and all she could do was to bend down and +kiss his little one softly, stilling her passionate longing to clasp +him in her arms by an effort which seemed to her to be almost killing +her. + +As her eyes were fixed on his wan little face, she saw his lips move, +and at the same moment the nurse came quickly to his side with her +gentle, untiring, "What is it, dear?" + +"You'll be glad by and by—" said Johnnie, tenderly, to his mother. + +"Glad? Oh, Johnnie, you do not know—" + +"Glad that I am gone to Jesus. Mother—if you will not promise me—still +you'll try?" + +"I'll do what I can, Johnnie," she answered at last. + +He glanced towards the nurse as if struggling to remember something. + +She sat down on the edge of his bed and put her arm under his head. + +"Say it again," he whispered. + +So she said, slowly and distinctly— + +"'Him that cometh unto Me, I will in no wise cast out.'" + +"Yes; that's it!" he answered, with a sigh of content. + +Just then a ray of sunshine broke from a dark cloud in which the sun +had been hidden, and crept along Johnnie's bed, covering his thin +little hands, and shining right up into his wide-open eyes. + +"What's that?" he asked with a sudden smile, the only one his mother +had seen on his face, an eager, tender smile which astonished her. + +"It's the blessed sunrise," said the nurse soothingly. + +But his eyes were still gazing upward, the smile growing and growing +till it became radiant. + +"It's—it's 'Jesus!'" he murmured. + +The eyes continued to look while the gasping breath grew fainter and +fainter. And then, with one more weary, yet rested sigh, he went away +to the glory which his Saviour has prepared for those who love Him. + + +Twelve terrible, hopeless hours of heart-rending grief must elapse +before the woman could venture to retrace her steps to her home, or +tell her husband of the blow which had fallen upon them. + +The kind nurse did everything in her power to try to comfort the +desolate mother. + +But to all her gentle words, the woman only answered, "You do not +know—no one can ever know—it is no use to talk to me. Oh, my Johnnie! +My Johnnie!" + +Once during that long day which she spent in the housekeeper's room, +she had asked permission to visit the place where lay all that remained +of her boy. But thither no earthly eye followed her, and her grief, +with its secret sting, was seen only by Him who can unlock the chambers +of every heart, and knows what each one needs to bring it to feel its +need of Himself. + +At length the weary day was over, and darkness began to gather. +Directly the woman saw this, she took her bonnet and shawl, and with a +few words of broken thanks to the nurse, she left the house and turned +towards home. + +An hour after dark, the woman climbed up those stairs at home, and was +let in to that top room, which looked so like, and so unlike too, the +room she had left less than twenty-four hours ago. + +As she threw aside her veil, her husband saw all at a glance. + +"Yes—" she said, and then sank down in the chair and laid her head on +her arms on the table. + +The man broke into bitter reproaches, walking up and down the room +pouring forth thick words of anguish, in which he laid the blame on his +wife, as if she were not heart-broken enough already. + +Presently the woman raised her head, and throwing off her shawl and +bonnet, she went to the corner and lifted from the bed a little child, +wrapping it in a blanket and sitting down by the fire with it on her +lap. + +"How's he been?" she asked briefly. + +The man, who had been watching her movements and gradually ceasing to +rage, now mumbled something about "very poorly," and without any more +words went down-stairs, and shut himself into the room they occupied +there. + +The woman proceeded to feed and wash the little invalid in unbroken +silence. But as she did so, the first tears she had shed since Johnnie +died fell down her cheeks, and dropped on to the soft golden curls of +the little boy. + +"Oh, Johnnie, Johnnie!" she whispered at last. "How could I have +promised you what I did? I shall never, never be able to keep it!" + +And still, as she tended the little one, her tears dropped down on his +golden hair as she remembered Johnnie's beseeching words— + +"'He's' got a mother too!" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XIX. + +ROSE GUESSES SOMETHING. + +"HERE is a letter from Gertrude," said Otto, walking into his +sister-in-law's pleasant sitting-room one evening. + +"That is always welcome. And so are you," answered Rose, looking up +from her work. + +Otto smiled slightly. He looked worn, and after the first flush caused +by his brisk walk into Camptown had subsided, he seemed to become paler +than his observant sister had ever seen him. + +"Sit down," she said, putting aside her work, and stirring the fire +into a blaze; "have you come to tea?" + +"If you will have me." + +"Willingly indeed. Have you read Gertrude's letter, or is it private +and particular?" + +"It is not private, but all her letters are particular—" + +"Yes. So, Otto, we will have her letter together before I ring for the +tea; then we shall not be interrupted." + +She settled herself in her chair near the lamp, and opened the sheets, +proceeding to read out what Otto had already heard: all Gertrude's +account of the overturned basket, with its mysterious little pair of +shoes. + +Rose drew her breath as she reached that part of it, and when she had +put down the letter, she looked into the fire with an absorbed gaze, +while she seemed to forget Otto's presence altogether. + +"Strange!" she murmured. "Otto, did it give you a queer feeling when +you read that?" + +"We are apt to fancy every little trifle may bear upon little Lester," +he said softly, "but this seems too unlikely. Do not build upon it, +dear Rose." + +"I know I am too ready to do so," she answered sadly, "but—" + +Still she looked into the fire in deep thought. + +"Otto," she exclaimed, "I must go and call at that house!" + +"They would not admit you." + +"Do you think so? At any rate, I should like try. Oh, if I could have +seen those little slippers! I should have known them anywhere." + +She rose from her seat, and began pacing to and fro in the little room, +her sweet, calm face looking worried and anxious. + +"If—supposing, Otto, that man were afraid of what his basket had +revealed, and were to move away as they did from Blank—" + +"But, dear Rose, this may have nothing to do with them at all!" + +"But then it may—" + +She sat down again, looking troubled, her hands lying listlessly in her +lap, her brow full of lines. + +"'God is our Refuge and Strength, a very present help in trouble,'" +said Otto. "Perhaps, Rose, He is leading us along, though we cannot see +the way." + +"But it is so hard to trust in the dark—" + +"His road will lead to the light," said Otto; "there are no 'blind +thoroughfares' with our Father, Rose!" + +She looked up quickly. "'No' blind thoroughfares, Otto!" she answered, +significantly, throwing off her own care as she so often did, in order +to comfort another. "You must remember that, as well as I." + +He flushed a deep red, but his eyes looked frankly into hers +nevertheless. + +"I do not forget it," he said quietly, "but I have had a long spell in +the dark." + +"You have," she answered. + +After that there was silence, till, suddenly bethinking herself, she +rang the bell, and began to busy herself in preparation for tea, taking +some cake from the sideboard, and putting the caddy on the table. + +When the maid had left the room, and they sat down to their meal, just +those two, Rose began— + +"Then you do not advise my going off to see Gertrude?" + +"I cannot advise anything," said Otto, "but if you think it likely, it +might be worth trying." + +"I feel as if I must, Otto." + +Again there was silence. She was planning when she could go, and what +might be the consequences. He was wishing with a great longing that he +could go too, and in his thoughts was almost forgetting little Lester +altogether. + +At last, their eyes met, and something in her brother-in-law's made +Rose say gently— + +"Otto, I hope it will all come right some day." + +She was referring to his thoughts, not to her own. + +Again, he coloured vividly, rising to go. + +"So soon?" she asked, surprised. + +"Yes, I only came over to bring you that letter." Then, as he stood +in the doorway, he added abruptly: "Rose, I see you have guessed my +secret. I never knew till she was gone that I could feel so much—and +with my poverty and all, it is so hopeless." + +"Nothing is hopeless when we look above," she said. + +And when he was gone, she sat down again and took the lesson home to +her own heart. And her thoughts shaped themselves into these words— + + "'With God nothing shall be impossible.'" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XX. + +UP THE CHIMNEY. + +"LET me look at it!" exclaimed Randall, pushing Hugh aside, and +standing on tiptoe to reach the mantel-piece. + +"You mustn't. I ought not to have touched it," said Hugh eagerly. "Let +it alone, I tell you; mother would not like us to touch her letters." + +"It isn't a letter, it's a bank-note, and I mean to look at it, +whatever you say—" + +Hugh put his hand upon the object of their dispute, to protect it from +further molestation, while Randall, with a sudden movement, caught it +from under his brother's hand, and then in his eagerness dropped it. + +It fluttered down, down, down; both boys made a dash at it, but the +draught from the blazing fire was too strong—it eluded their grasp, and +quietly floated into the midst of the flames, where it caught fire, and +went crackling up the chimney. + +There was a moment's silence, while both children stood spell-bound. + +At length Randall found his voice, though it was choking with anger and +dismay, and he exclaimed—"You did it! It was your fault!" + +"Oh, Randall!" said Hugh, turning white. + +"You did! I shall tell mother so! It was all your doing—" + +He ran from the room, and Hugh could hear his voice explaining and +protesting, and his mother's tone of vexation as she realized her loss. +Then he heard steps approaching, and they both came in. + +"I was in the arm-chair," said Randall, "and he was holding it there, +on the hearth-rug, and then he dropped it, and it blew into the fire—" + +"Oh, Randall!" began Hugh, in a despairing tone. "It wasn't a bit so, +mother! I was telling Randall not to touch it, and he would try to, and +he snatched it from me, and then—I don't know how—it got burned." + +Mrs. Shaddock looked from one to the other. + +"'Which' did it?" she asked angrily. + +"It was Hugh," said Randall; "I was quite away from him, and I saw it +in his hand." + +"Randall let it fall in the fire," said Hugh steadily, his face white +even to his lips, and his hands clenched together till they ached. + +"I don't believe it," said Mrs. Shaddock. "Don't you hear your brother +was sitting in the arm-chair, so it could not have been his fault. Here +is a whole five pounds gone, and you shall have no Christmas presents +at all, Hugh for being so careless, and then trying to put it on your +brother. Do not let me have another word on the subject. I do not know +what your father will say." + +Mrs. Shaddock left the room in great displeasure, and the two boys +stood looking at each other. + +"Now, cry-baby, go and tell it all to nurse," said Randall, shaking his +yellow mane defiantly. "I know it was your fault, so I don't care." + +Hugh slowly left the room, his heart stinging with the pain of his +little brother's taunts. + +Soon his father would be back from town, and then he pictured the fresh +investigation of the whole matter, and the fresh disgrace, and perhaps +punishment, which would fall upon him. It was not the first time that +Randall's selfishness and want of truth had got him into dire trouble, +and he was too sensitive, and too little respected, to fight for +himself. + +He laid himself down on the nursery hearth-rug to think it all over, +and remained like that till the gong sounded for tea, and he must go +down. + +Mr. Shaddock had come in, and Gertrude and his sisters had returned +from a lecture they had been attending. Everybody was present, as Hugh, +pale and dark-eyed, walked into the room. + +"You need not come here," said his father, looking up. "Tell nurse to +give you your tea up-stairs, and put you to bed. Five-pound notes are +not to be burned with impunity." + +Hugh said nothing. He went slowly up to the nursery, and sat down +dejectedly on a chair. Nurse had heard the account from Randall, and +knew all about it, or at any rate, so much as could be gathered from +one side. + +"I expect I shall be caned," said Hugh at length, "and it was Randall +who did it from beginning to end." + +"Then never mind, dear," said nurse gently. + +If there was one thing that nurse found hard in her comfortable place, +it was that Hugh was often severely punished, while Randall got off +free. + +But Hugh would not be comforted. He ate no tea, and crept into bed, +utterly crushed. + +As he lay there in the darkness, above the fear of punishment, above +the threat of no Christmas presents, above the misery of being wronged, +came over him a greater misery still. For while he knew that every +word Randall had said was false, and that the burning of the note was +entirely Randall's doing, yet in his inmost heart he felt he had been +the one to touch it first, and this fault he had not acknowledged. + +He could not do it! That was his first and strongest feeling. Nothing +on earth could make him volunteer that which would partly justify all +their displeasure. He had "not" burned the note, there it must rest. +That was his ultimatum. + +But to those who are Christ's, a still small voice comes; the +Shepherd's hand is stretched out to restore the soul, and lead it in +the paths of righteousness. + +A sudden thought came to poor little Hugh, and he looked up above the +misery and despair which had seized him. "Oh, help me to do right, by +Thy mighty power," he whispered. "I can't do it by myself—do help me, +Lord Jesus." + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXI. + +BY THE NURSERY FIRE. + +STRENGTHENED with a new strength, Hugh sat up in bed, and considered +what he ought to do. + +Truth and falsehood were strangely mixed up in his mind. But of one +thing he was certain, he had not told any one the whole truth. + +Great as was his fear of punishment, his fear of offending his God and +King was greater. What therefore ought he to do? + +Just at this moment his father's step was heard crossing the nursery. + +"I am going to put a stop to this deception," he said to the nurse. +"If he had said boldly that he had done it and was sorry, I would have +excused him, but to make it worse by a lie—" + +"Oh, sir!" interrupted the nurse earnestly. "Do ask him to explain +it—indeed there may be some mistake. Master Hugh is so good and +straight and little Master Randall—you know, sir, in the heat of things +children do not always see quite how it is. Please, sir, do wait till +we can find out more about it!" + +Little shivering Hugh could hear his father turn towards the +fire-place, and for a moment, he breathed more freely. But, even then, +after what his father had said, punishment must follow, no matter +what he might confess. Though he had, indeed, not been the one who +had burned the note, his father had in his estimation described him +accurately when he had accused him of a lie. If he had not told one, he +had acted one. + +Then he heard—"Well, nurse, I do not mind waiting, of course, for I +respect your opinion very much, as you have been with the children so +long. But if it turns out to be as I think it is, nothing shall come +between Hugh and his punishment. I cannot make my children all I would, +but untruth shall not pass unreproved." + +Nurse murmured some words of thanks and he seemed to be turning away. + +Hugh sprang out of bed, and without waiting for his courage to ebb, he +rushed into the nursery. + +"Father!" he said. + +"Well?" said Mr. Shaddock, turning round, rather coldly. + +"Father—will you hear all about it—will you hear about it before you +punish me?" + +Mr. Shaddock came back to the fire-place and sat down. Something in the +boy's face touched him more than he had ever felt touched before. + +"It was not my fault about the note—but—" + +"I did not come back to hear you say that—" said Mr. Shaddock. + +"No, but I was going to tell you all about it. It was my fault, +because I touched the note first, and said to Randall that it was such +a dirty old thing to be worth so much. But it was quite safe on the +mantel-shelf again, and Randall would touch it. And I tried to prevent +him by putting down my hand on it, and then he snatched it and it fell +into the fire." + +Whether the child's eyes convinced his father, or whether the story +bore the impress of truth, Mr. Shaddock felt that he knew the whole. + +There was a silence while he thought it all over. + +"Why did you not tell this to your mother?" he asked, at length. + +"I did try to, but—she did not understand." + +There was another pause. + +"Did you tell her all this?" asked his father, opening his arm to +invite the little boy within it. + +Hugh thought of Randall's overbearing clamour and was silent. + +"Did you?" persisted Mr. Shaddock. + +"I tried to—" Hugh's eyes looked appealingly in his father's face, but +he said no more. + +"I see. Now, my boy, go back to your bed. I am glad that you have told +me." + +But Hugh hesitated. Never before had he stood like that within his +father's arm; it was hard to go out from it, and yet he must. + +"Father," he said, gently and bravely, "are you not going to punish me? +I would rather get it over, and then, perhaps, you will forgive me?" + +Mr. Shaddock looked down upon him wonderingly. "Forgiveness does not +depend upon punishment," he said, slowly, "but upon—other things." + +"But I deserve what you said," answered Hugh, "because I 'did' not tell +all the truth." + +In that five minutes Mr. Shaddock had learned a great lesson. He had +never thought of "forgiving" his little son. He had considered it his +duty to punish him, and there the matter would end. Now he was asked +for forgiveness! + +What had he to do with forgiveness? + +Hugh's eyes were still fixed upon him inquiringly his colour going and +coming. + +"I freely forgive you, my boy," he answered then; "God bless you." + +Hugh flung his arms round his father's neck, and was inclosed in an +embrace such as he had never had before. + +Mr. Shaddock rose then, and leading his child back to his bed, kissed +him, and went slowly down-stairs. + +"I doubt if I could have done such a thing myself," was his mental +comment. And all the evening afterwards, those words which he had heard +so often in church, but had never heeded before, seemed to sound in his +ears— + + "'Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is +covered.'" + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXII. + +NO THOROUGHFARE. + +"THERE is a lady down-stairs waiting to see you, Miss Ashlyn," said +Mollie, putting her head in at the door of the schoolroom one morning, +and then withdrawing it without waiting to receive any answer. + +"For me?" exclaimed Gertrude, colouring with surprise. "I do not know +anybody here." + +"Go down and see," said Randall. "I dare say it's some old fogey! Our +last governess had some of those sort to see her." + +If Gertrude had not blushed before, she blushed now. Suppose it should +be her mother whom Randall had called by such a name? + +"You are very rude," she said coldly, turning to him ere she left the +room. "Do not move till I come back. I will at any rate not be long." + +She ran down-stairs, her heart beating. Could it be her mother? But she +would never have come unless something had been the matter! + +She had not long to be in doubt. As she opened the door, a white-haired +lady indeed sat near the window. But the beautiful complexion and soft, +dark eyes belonged to no one else than her sister Rose! + +In a moment they were clasped in each other's arms, and then Rose in +rather an agitated way began to explain about the basket, and the old +man, and the Strange House, and the little slippers. + +At mention of these, Gertrude turned pale. + +"Rose!" she exclaimed. "That is what has been haunting me ever since. I +could not make it out!" + +"That makes it more necessary than ever for me to do my utmost to find +out if my child is really—" + +Rose broke off. She could not get through those words. The imagined +nearness of her child, if as she fondly believed, he were in the next +house, made her altogether frantic. She could hardly control herself. + +"Dearest Rose," said Gertrude persuasively, "sit down quietly now, +while I go and tell Mrs. Shaddock you are here, and speak to my +children up-stairs. I am sure they will be interested in it all, and +Mrs. Shaddock will perhaps advise us as to what is best to be done." + +Rose sat down obediently, though she glanced out of the window at every +passer-by with such anxiety, that Gertrude feared she would not even +allow her time to make her explanations, before she would want to be +out of the door, and knocking at that Strange House which she thought +contained her darling. + +However, Gertrude hastened to the schoolroom to beg Daisy and Randall +to amuse themselves with a book till her return, and then she sought +Mrs. Shaddock, who was busy with Mollie in the dining-room writing +invitations for an "At Home" the next week. + +The explanations were soon made, and Mrs. Shaddock went into the other +room to make acquaintance with Mrs. Leigh, and in her hospitable way to +beg her to use her house as if it were her own. + +Rose's tearful eyes were a grateful answer enough. + +"I am going to the house to see if I can find out anything," said +Rose, rising. "You cannot wonder that I dare not delay after my sad +experiences!" + +They let her go, and Gertrude went back to the schoolroom to tell Daisy +about it, and to wait her sister's return. Rose had begged them not to +accompany her or be seen outside. + +Meanwhile with trembling steps, growing more firm as she went along, +Rose tried to remember Otto's words of there being no "blind streets" +in God's paths, and so gathered courage as she leaned on Him who is +mighty. + +But her repeated knocks at the door brought no answer, and after she +had stood there a whole quarter of an hour, she began to despair at +last. + +She ceased knocking and ringing, and then could bear the strokes of a +spade in the back garden. + +She went to the side gate and shook it, and after some time an elderly +man came shuffling up the path and approached the green lattice-work +fence. + +"Does Mrs. Swift live here?" said Rose as boldly as she could, her +heart beating. + +"My name's Brown," said the man surlily. + +"Could I speak to your wife?" asked Rose, looking earnestly in his face. + +"I'm alone," answered the man with increased surliness. "What's the +good of asking me to see my wife? She went away from me a long time +ago,—and, as I tell you, I'm all alone." + +He began to turn towards his garden again. + +"Oh, please!" implored Rose. "Would you tell me if you ever lived at +Blank—?" + +A startled look, despite an evident effort, overspread the man's face. + +"No, I never did!" he answered heartily enough. "You never heard of a +Mrs. Swift there, a lodging-house keeper, with one little boy?" + +Did Rose fancy a spasm passed across the haggard face before her? It +was only for an instant. + +"Didn't I tell you," he asked roughly, "that I was never at the place? +How is it likely I should know any one there? Why do you come here +hindering me at my work?" + +He left her abruptly, and Rose stood baffled. + +"Oh, please!" she called in her soft, musical voice, which must have +reached him well enough. "Please do come and talk to me a little while!" + +But the man crunched over the gravel unheedingly, and took up his spade +within sight of her, and so dug and dug persistently till, tired out, +and fearing she was ridiculous, Rose turned back to the Shaddocks' +house, feeling that indeed this had been "No thoroughfare" in good +earnest. + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +A HINDRANCE. + +"I THOUGHT—I hoped," sobbed poor Rose, "that—at last—my waiting time +was over, and I—might be going to find my little Lester—if it were +God's will." + +"And the worst is," she added, when she was calmer and was sitting +in Gertrude's bedroom, "the worst is, Gertrude, if there should be +anything wrong, they will move away at once." + +"Yes," said Gertrude, kneeling down by her and laying her head on +her sister's shoulder, "but then—even supposing all that, if God has +allowed us to get on this track, and it is the right one, He will +certainly make a way out of what seems so dark and difficult now." + +The words quieted Rose's aching heart. + +"I was almost forgetting that in my disappointment! Dear Gertrude, you +are a true comforter." + +There was silence then, Rose reviewing all the strong consolation which +she felt at the times when she remembered that her Father in heaven +could work for her; while Gertrude realized, as never before, how +precious were her dear ones at home, and felt it would certainly break +her heart to see Rose go away and leave her behind. + +A summons to dinner interrupted these thoughts. + +"How truly kind Mrs. Shaddock is!" said Rose, as they went down. "She +has asked me to stay the night here, or as long as I like. I never saw +strangers so kind." + +At dinner, the plans for the afternoon were freely discussed, for till +Rose could communicate with her lawyer and ask his advice, she could do +nothing, "but enjoy herself," as Randall told Daisy. + +"I have to go to Highgate to make two or three calls," said Mrs. +Shaddock, "and shall drive. If Mrs. Leigh will come with me—" + +"And me, mother?" interrupted Randall. + +"Very well—and you—the rest can walk and meet us there. Then you can +show Mrs. Leigh the cemetery while I make my calls, and I will take her +up at the lower gates at five o'clock. Miss Ashlyn, I know you like +walking, do you not?" + +This plan was hailed with applause by the children. For Mrs. Shaddock, +if she took them a little jaunt in this way, was always very +generous in her plans. And they knew that a pleasant tea at the best +pastrycook's in Highgate would be in the programme, and that their +mother would perhaps tell them to have a cab to bring them home. + +So they set off in wild spirits, some time before their mother's +carriage was ordered, and timed their arrival at the upper gates at +Highgate Cemetery just as it came bowling along the road. + +It stopped to put Mrs. Leigh down, and then Mrs. Shaddock beckoned +Mollie to the window. + +"Have a nice tea," she whispered, pressing some money into Mollie's +hand, "and do not hurry. Mrs. Leigh says she would like to walk home +with her sister. So either, of you girls, can come with me or walk +home, which you like." + +"Daisy can come then," said Mollie; "I would much rather stay with +them." + +The carriage drove on, and the party was left standing on the path. + +"Which way are we to go?" asked Gertrude. + +"I know!" exclaimed Randall. "Come along, Mrs. Leigh, I'll show you." + +Mrs. Leigh, looking upon every little boy with the eyes of a bereaved +mother, had longingly regarded little Randall as perhaps reminding +her of her own six-year old child. But even if his bright colour and +yellow hair might have done for little Lester's pink cheeks and golden +curls, the defiant eyes and bold mien did not remind her of her tender +darling, and no amount of imagination would turn Randall into a little +Lester. She however took the child's hand, her fingers thrilling at the +little fingers, and went forward with him in front, the rest following +at leisure. + +It was a glorious afternoon; the sunshine was perfect, and the fresh +breeze and the autumn foliage were so entrancing that the children's +spirits could hardly be kept within bounds in that quiet resting-place +of the dead. + +Several times, Gertrude had to warn them to be more moderate, till at +last Randall said, "We always do just as we like here, Miss Ashlyn." + +"Not if I am in charge," said Gertrude quietly. + +"Let us go and look at what we call 'the catacombs,'" said Randall. "If +you peep in, you can see the coffins all along!" + +He went off with his sisters, and Gertrude and Rose were left alone. + +"You have a handful with that little boy?" said Rose, looking after +them. + +"Yes," answered Gertrude, "he is my cross." + +"Then, darling, he may yet be your 'crown'!" Rose answered tenderly. + +Gertrude did not reply, but followed on the heels of her flock to see +that they did not get into mischief. + +By and by, they began to clamour for tea, and the party made their way +out of the cemetery and wandered into the town, looking at shops as +they went along, till Mollie exclaimed, "Miss Ashlyn, I 'must' buy that +pattern; it is just what I have been wanting for ever so long." + +Gertrude feared that it was getting late, and begged her to defer her +purchase till after tea, but she would not hear of it. Then the shop +was full, and they had to wait, so that when they finally reached the +pastrycook's, the clock pointed to ten minutes to five. + +"You will keep your mother waiting!" exclaimed Gertrude. "Daisy, dear, +have something to eat, and let us hasten to meet her. I had no idea we +should be so long in that shop." + +The child took some cake and hurried back with Gertrude through the +quiet cemetery, and arrived breathless, five minutes before the +carriage came. + +"What will they think has become of you?" asked Daisy, to whom the +moments while they stood waiting seemed longer than they really were. + +"I told them to have their tea and to go home without me if I did not +come," said Gertrude. + +And then the carriage came, and she left Daisy with her mother and +retraced her steps back through the trees and flowers and graves. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +AT THE GRAVE. + +THE autumn afternoon was closing in, and but that Gertrude had noticed +some men filling in a new-made grave as she went down, she would have +feared that she might find the gates shut. + +She walked as fast as she could, taking one of the narrower paths, +and was almost within sight of the upper gates when her attention was +arrested by a figure crouching over that very new-made grave which she +had seen. + +Her quick steps took her past before she had realized that there was +some one who was in great need. + +But what was it to her that a mourner should be weeping there? Were not +all those graves dear to some hearts? And was this not one among many? + +Still she could not go on and leave the drooping figure. Somehow there +was an abandonment in the grief that made Gertrude feel she "could" not +"pass by on the other side." + +One moment she hesitated—then advanced softly across the grass, which +had already in the dusk lost its greenness, and was now nothing but a +carpet of deep shade beneath her feet. + +She sat down on the ground beside the weeping woman and touched her +hand. + +"You are in great trouble," she said gently. + +A moan was the only answer. + +"Have you lost your husband?" asked Gertrude tenderly. + +A decisive shake of the head. + +"Then perhaps it is a child?" asked the soft voice again. + +The woman turned away with a sudden sort of pang, but after a moment +she said, as if in spite of herself—"My only one!" + +"That must be terrible," said Gertrude, thinking of Rose, and trying to +match this woman's grief with what she knew of her sister's. + +The woman raised herself a little, but only to cover her head in her +shawl more effectually, out of which her voice sounded far-off and +thick. + +"Could you tell me?" said Gertrude tenderly, thinking about her Lord +and Master, and trying to picture "His" great love and sympathy, so +that she might copy Him. + +"Why do you care for a stranger?" flashed this woman from the depths of +the shawl. + +"Because I love the Lord Jesus," answered Gertrude, "and He wept at the +grave." + +"At the grave?" questioned the woman. "Whose grave?" + +But before Gertrude could answer, she had flung herself round again, +and ended in burying her face in her hands on the girl's lap, where +she shook with a paroxysm of grief such as Gertrude had never imagined +could be. + +It was impossible to leave her, and yet what about those closing gates +and the growing darkness? + +Then Gertrude noticed to her intense relief that some men were +spreading gravel near the entrance, and were rolling it backwards and +forwards without apparently any signs of giving up. + +So she turned her attention once more to the mourner, who was clasping +her as if she were the only comfort left. + +She whispered words of the love of Jesus, of His sympathy, of His +ability to save to the uttermost, of His love for the little children. +And as she went on, feeling her way as it were, she began to understand +what a mighty Saviour she had for her own, and a great longing came +over her for this poor soul who, evidently, was a stranger to His great +love. + +"I'm a wicked woman," groaned her listener at last. "You would not +speak to me so if you guessed how wicked I have been." + +"Jesus our Saviour came to save sinners," whispered Gertrude. + +"That is what 'he' said," she exclaimed, her eyes raining down tears. + +"Your little boy?" + +"Yes; but—but he asked me to do two things, and I can't do either." + +"He wanted you to come to Jesus?" asked Gertrude eagerly. + +"Yes, but though I cannot do that, it was not the hardest thing. I +promised him, and yet I am going to break my word!" + +"Break your word to him?" asked Gertrude reproachfully. "You will not +do that." + +"I shall—simply because I never can do it! I thought I would when I +promised, but I can't. No, I can't. Johnnie, it is of no use." + +Again she wept hopelessly, while Gertrude trembled, she hardly knew why. + +"Is it something you ought to tell?" asked Gertrude. + +A movement of the woman's head seemed to acknowledge that it was. + +"Then God will help you to tell it, if you ask Him." + +"I have never asked Him anything. Yes, I have; I asked Him that Johnnie +might not die, and He did not hear." + +"Ask Him for this, and perhaps He will make the other plain to you by +and by. The reason, I mean!" + +"I know the reason!" said the woman bitterly. "It was because of my +sin!" + +"You do not know the reason. Perhaps the loving and merciful God could +find no other way to show you your sin, and lead you to Himself to be +forgiven." + +There was a long silence, while the woman's thoughts chased each other +through her torn heart. + +Gertrude watched the men rolling the gravel; she heard their cheerful +tones as they went backwards and forwards. Then she bent over the +prostrate form once more. + +"Dear friend," she whispered, "shall I pray that God will give you His +mighty help to keep this promise?" + +The woman pressed her hand, and Gertrude prayed a prayer, the +earnestness of which had never perhaps passed her lips before. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXV. + +JOHNNIE'S JOKE. + +"WOULD it help you to tell 'me'?" asked Gertrude, bending over the +woman as she still knelt with her head buried in her lap. + +She laid a tender hand on her head, and stroked her hair softly, +wondering at herself that she could, and yet feeling an overwhelming +pity in her heart. Was not she a sinner too, and did she not know that +the seeds of all sorts of evil lurked in her own heart? + +"A sinner saved!" she thought. And then she said aloud, "I have learned +what it is to be forgiven myself, you know, and so I can sympathize." + +"You have never done what I have," murmured the woman. "But—I do not +know why, yet I trust you! I will, if I can, tell you about it. You +will see then that I shall never be able to keep this promise." + +"You will, if you believe that the dear God is able to help you. Oh, +if only you would, from your heart, ask Him to forgive you—whatever it +is—I am sure, after that you would be able to keep your promise." + +The woman trembled, and after a minute or two's silence, she said in a +low tone— + +"I never meant to—not at first. But before I say a word more, you will +promise me that you will never tell 'any one'?" + +"No," said Gertrude; "I will keep your secret faithfully." + +Then the woman went on almost beneath her breath— + +"It was two years ago. I never meant to do it! I was as honest and +straightforward a woman as you would find. + +"We lived—no matter where. My husband was a steward on board one of the +steamers going to and from China, and was not at home then. I settled +down in a seaside place, and hired a house and furniture, and set up +lodging-keeping. + +"I had nobody but my Johnnie with me, and we were enough for each other. + +"By and by there came a lady and a little boy—a dear little fellow." + +She caught her breath for a moment with a sobbing sigh, and then went +on in a low almost inaudible tone— + +"His mother was obliged to go away to Scotland, and I took care of him +while she was gone. One afternoon I was called into a neighbour's to +help with some one who had got a bad scald, and the time ran away, and +I was gone longer than I had ought to have been. I know that—I'd no +business to have left him so long." + +The woman wound her shawl round her face and wept bitterly. + +Gertrude's heart was beating so fast that she felt choked, while she +breathlessly listened to the tale which matched—yes, yes it did!—that +dreadful one of her sister's. + +Then a blank despair fell upon her. Why had she given that reckless +promise not to tell any one? Ought she to hear the rest of the story +and remain silent? And if she interrupted now, the secret might be gone +for ever! + +In this terrible crisis, Gertrude could but breathe in her heart a +swift prayer for guidance and help to her unseen but ever-present +Friend. Afterwards, she knew that it had been given, but now she could +only trust. + +Could this be indeed the clue to Rose's mystery? She knew not what to +do, so she waited. + +"When I came back," the woman went on at last, though her words were +choked and broken, "Johnnie—my Johnnie—met me in the passage full of +excitement. + +"'I've had such a lark,' he said, in his cheerful little way. + +"I went into the parlour (we had no lodgers just then) with my mind +full of the scalded girl, and I said— + +"'Where's the little one, Johnnie? I did not mean to be gone so long.' + +"'Come up and see,' he said. And he led me up-stairs and opened one of +the bedroom doors. + +"I gave a great scream—I remember it all as if it had happened +yesterday—for there before me was a great monster which Johnnie had +dressed up for fun, with a big mask on and a candle behind it, shining +out of the eyes. Of course it was only for a moment I was frightened, +and I turned round to scold Johnnie about it, when I saw close to it +the figure of the little boy I was taking care of, standing with his +finger touching it. + +"He was such a wonderfully timid child that my heart gave a great jump +when I saw him first. But after all, I thought, he was less scared than +I was. + +"'Come along, dear,' I said, 'we will go down-stairs.' + +"But the little fellow did not move. He went on touching the great +monster that Johnnie had made, and took not the slightest notice of me. + +"I went up to him and looked in his face. + +"'Ain't you tired of this ugly thing?' I said. 'Johnnie hadn't ought to +have done it. Come along, dear!' + +"But though I took him up in my arms, he still looked with those +startled big eyes, until I got him safe down into our parlour. + +"When I got there, I expected him to 'come to,' and perhaps have a +little cry. But oh, miss! How can I tell you my feelings when he just +sat where I put him, or stood where I stood him, without taking any +more notice than a doll. + +"'Johnnie!' I said. 'What did you do?' + +"Johnnie was terrified enough. 'I only told him to go up-stairs and see +something pretty in your room,' he said. + +"'And did he go?' + +"'He was mighty afraid at first, and then he ran up all at once, very +brave-like, and I thought there was no harm!' said Johnnie. + +"And no more he did, miss; he loved the little fellow as much as I did. +Only Johnnie was always one for those jokes; that's what it was." + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +FLIGHT. + +GERTRUDE could hardly breathe, but she kept quiet, and the woman +continued her narrative, still in the same dull, hopeless, heart-broken +tone in which she had spoken all along. + +"I did everything I could think of. I gave him a warm bath—I poured out +prayers and tears—I did everything to bring him back, but to no avail. + +"As to Johnnie, he hung over him too, and cried as I never wish to hear +a child cry again; it wrings my heart now to think of it. + +"All night we watched him, and kissed him, and coaxed him, but it was +of no use! At last, Johnnie fell asleep, kneeling on the floor by us, +but no sleep came to my eyes. + +"Then I made my fatal mistake and committed a dreadful sin. + +"When the morning sun crept in, and still those wide-open startled eyes +gave no sign of intelligence, I made up my mind for flight. + +"At first I only intended to gain time, perhaps to consult a doctor in +London, or to try what change of air would do to restore him. But I did +a dreadful thing—I robbed a mother of her child, and I prevented her +doing what she might have done to repair the mischief. + +"You will blame me—I know you must—I feel your knees trembling beneath +me. But oh! No one who has not passed through it can conceive what I +suffered then, and what I have suffered since!" + +Gertrude's knees did tremble, but by a great effort she murmured some +words of sympathy. While the woman raised her face to wipe from it the +drops of perspiration which stood on her brow. + +One thought crossed Gertrude's mind of what they would think if she did +not arrive at the confectioner's, but she was reassured that they would +conclude that she had been persuaded to drive home with Mrs. Shaddock, +and till both parties arrived, each would think she was with the other. +This woman's story would be enough excuse when once she got home! + +"It was my terror of what would be done to Johnnie," the woman went on +at length, "that made me fly. Ah! I had better have faced it all, ten +thousand times! Better for myself, better for him. As to me, I have +grown an old, broken-down woman; as to him—he lies here in the cold +ground, and I shall never, never see him again!" + +"He is gone to Jesus," whispered Gertrude in a broken voice; "if you +seek Him too, you will meet your boy again." + +She did not know how to articulate the words, and yet—still she thought +of herself as a forgiven sinner, and must she not forgive too! + +The woman seemed to listen. + +"Oh, if I could!" she said, with a yearning cry. + +"'Him that cometh to Me I will in no wise cast out,'" said Gertrude +earnestly. And then she thought of the unfinished story, and how could +she bear to speak of anything till that was told? + +But had she not in that brief prayer asked her Heavenly Father to take +it all in hand? And was she going to slight "His" work, which He had +given her to do, in order to take what she thought the best road to +finding little Lester? + +"Those are the very words my Johnnie said!" exclaimed the woman, +raising her face for the first time, and letting Gertrude gaze upon its +haggard lines—at least upon so much of them as could be seen in the +increasing darkness. + +"'In no wise cast out!' Those are good words!" + +She laid her head down again on the trembling knees, and did not speak +for ever so long. + +"Why are you so good to me?" she asked at last. + +"Because I am so sorry for you," said Gertrude in a low tone. + +"I'm not worthy to come to Him," the woman went on; "and yet—yet I +think I must try. Johnnie said he'd been forgiven—and he said I should +be. And oh, though you may not think it, from such a dreadful thing as +I am, but if I could be forgiven by God, and know that the poor mother +I robbed—" + +She broke off and flung herself upon Johnnie's grave, and lay there +with her face against the cold clay. + +"Dear friend," said Gertrude kneeling down beside her, "go to Jesus +now! Do not wait any longer. You will never be happy without Him; you +will be at peace even in the midst of this dreadful sorrow, if only you +have Him for your Saviour. Do not wait another moment." + +And again repeating those words which have brought balm to thousands of +hopeless hearts, Gertrude said, as Johnnie's nurse had done, "'Him that +cometh to Me I will in no wise cast out.'" + +Perhaps Johnnie's persuasion had prepared her, perhaps the week of +anguish she had just passed had softened her heart; at any rate, the +woman believed the loving promise and acted on it. + +She "came" to Jesus, and found that she was not cast out! But, covered +with the Atoning Blood, she was drawn into the circle of everlasting +love! + +"I've done it!" she whispered at length. "I've come, and He has not +cast me out! Oh, I never saw such love!" + +She rose from the ground, and taking Gertrude's hand, pointed towards +the entrance, where the men were beginning to put away their tools. + +"I shall never be able to thank you, miss," she said brokenly, "but if +ever there was a grateful heart!—To think that I 'shall' see Johnnie +again now! Oh, miss! I'm lost in joy and wonder. I cannot think that I +am the same woman that I was an hour ago!" + +Gertrude, amidst all the conflicting feelings of joy for this new-born +soul, sorrow for her sister, and anxiety as to the future, could do +nothing but weep. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +A DARK RIDE. + +THE woman, still holding her hand, led her to the gates. + +"Dear miss," she said at last, "why do you cry? You, at any rate, ought +to be very glad, for you have brought me, by your great kindness, what +is worth the whole world to me! Why do you cry?" + +Again Gertrude could do nothing but pray a silent momentary prayer, to +be taught to say the right words. + +"I am crying because I am glad for you; because I do not love our +blessed Saviour half enough myself for all He has done for me. But I am +crying, too, I think, because—because—I want you to tell me the rest +about that poor little boy, and because I want you to give him back to +his mother." + +The woman let go her hand suddenly, and there was a long pause. Their +steps carried them through the gates into the dark road outside. + +"You have asked a very hard thing," said the woman, slowly. + +Gertrude was silent; her heart sank at the altered tone. + +"And yet—" the woman went on, "and yet—I see that it will have to come +to that; I saw it as I lay with my face on my Johnnie's grave. The +moment I had come to Christ to have my sins forgiven, I promised Him +that for His great love to me I would show that little bit of love +to Him, and do it for His sake. Yes, what I could not do for even +Johnnie's sake, I will do for Jesus!" + +She clasped Gertrude's hand again, and covered it with kisses; while +the poor girl, wholly overcome, sobbed convulsively. + +"I will tell you the rest as we go along," whispered the woman. + +"Where do you live?" asked Gertrude, when she could speak. "Shall we +have a cab? I will drive you home if you will let me." + +"It is a long way," said the woman. "I live at Hampstead." + +At Hampstead! Gertrude started, and then she said quietly— + +"We will go together then, and you will tell me on the way? I know you +will be kind now. I too have something to tell you!" + +They were quite silent till they were seated in the vehicle and driving +down the long road that led from Highgate to Hampstead Heath. + +None too long, however, as Gertrude knew, for all she wanted to hear. + +The woman began of herself. + +"Dear miss," she said, "I have made up my mind; so now there is nothing +to do but to carry it out. For His great love, I'm going to have just a +little love, and try to do right—at last." + +"Tell me about the little boy!" whispered Gertrude. + +"Yes, yes, but I must find his mother! That is the next step, no matter +what it costs. Do you think she will have me imprisoned?" + +"I should hope not—I should think not!" exclaimed Gertrude. + +"Well, well, no matter now. I must find her; life is but short, and +soon I shall see Jesus and Johnnie! I cannot look at things as I did; +it is all new and wonderful. What was very dreadful does not seem so +dreadful, and this world seems far-away, and heaven very near." + +She looked up into the starry sky, and seemed lost in thought. +Gertrude's touch recalled her. + +"Yes," she said, as if taking up the thread with an effort, "I must +tell you the rest. + +"As I said, we tried everything we could possibly think of to bring the +poor little dear back to his senses. Oh, it was a cruel, cruel trick, +miss; you cannot say it more strongly than I did; but Johnnie did not +mean to do harm. Never was a boy more bitterly sorry than my little +Johnnie. I don't think he often had a happy moment after, till he +died. Oh, tricks are dreadful things! This one has ruined my life, and +Johnnie's, and—other lives too." + +Again she broke off with a gasp. Gertrude noticed that she could hardly +speak of little Lester without it. + +"At last, my husband came home and found us hiding, as you may say, in +a street in Bermondsey. He was dreadfully cut up about it, and wanted +me to give the child back to his mother at once. But fear kept me from +doing what was right, and I would not hear of it. + +"At last, we decided we could not live where we were. The little one's +health grew very poor—" (Gertrude gave a shiver of pain, but she kept +silent)—"and so at last we decided to send Johnnie to school, and to +take a house near Hampstead, where my husband could employ himself. +He used to be head-gardener at a gentleman's place before he went as +steward, so that was what he turned his hand to. The little one and I +lived at the top of the house, and there he is now." + +"Is he ill?" asked Gertrude, in a smothered voice, her heart sinking at +what the answer might be. + +"Very poorly," answered the woman, in a low tone; "very poorly indeed." + +"If you could find his mother, would you let her see him?" asked +Gertrude. + +"Yes," said the woman slowly. + +"May I help you to find her?" + +"Ah, miss, that will be a job. You see, it's two years ago, and I +only know her name, and the name of the place where she did live +once—Camptown." + +"I am sure I can help you if you will trust me," said Gertrude, +trembling, "but what about my promise not to tell?" + +The woman was silent for a moment. Already the cab had crossed the +broad Heath, and was rattling down the steep town of Hampstead. They +would be home in five minutes. + +Then the woman took Gertrude's hand in hers again, and pressing it till +it ached, she said, brokenly, "You may tell 'her,' if you can find her." + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +ALMOST. + +ON they drove, till the cab, as directed by the woman, turned up one of +the openings leading from the main road, and at length stopped at the +gate of a house, just as Gertrude had anticipated, next door to her own +home. + +All along the way, she had been questioning with herself what she ought +to do, but she could not form any definite plan. + +They got out, Gertrude paying the man, and then they paused and looked +each other in the face, under the gas-lamp, Gertrude raising her eyes +with an appealing look in them. + +The woman caught both her hands as if terrified, and drew her nearer +the light. + +"Your face—something in your face brings back to me another face, which +all these months I have fled from and dreaded to see." + +"But you do not any longer?" said Gertrude, with quivering voice. + +"I hardly know, dear miss. I owe you so much, but let me go in and have +time to think! You seem—and yet it is impossible—as if you were some +one belonging to that poor mother I have wronged, or else to be herself +grown different!" + +She trembled all over, and Gertrude led her into her own garden and up +to her own door. + +"May I come in too?" she asked, as the woman fumbled in her pocket for +a key. + +"No, no!" she answered, turning round suddenly. "I must speak to my +husband. Not but what he will be glad—this has pretty near worn him +out. But I do not think I can let you in!" + +"Dear friend," said Gertrude, in an imploring tone, "if I go away now, +you will not disappoint me afterwards, and refuse to see us if I find +the little one's mother? You will remember then all we said and did at +Johnnie's grave?" + +"Yes, yes, I will," said the woman. "Now go and leave me." Then, +suddenly altering her mind, the woman pulled her into the dim, +fire-lighted kitchen, and struck a match. + +"No, you are not his mother!" she said slowly. + +"But," added Gertrude, "I am her sister. I never guessed it when you +began to tell me. I thought you were just a stranger out in the wide +world—some one who needed Jesus! But now—oh, you will not refuse to +let me bring my sister to her lost darling! You will let me go and +fetch her, that she may once more clasp him in her arms, as you clasped +Johnnie only a week ago!" + +The woman sank into a chair, and Gertrude knelt in front of her, +pouring out entreaties, feeling as if in the woman's silence, little +Lester were slipping away and away, just as she had grasped him. + +Then she thought of her Unfailing Refuge. Why was she so anxious and +dismayed? Would not He, who had brought her thus far, bring her to the +end? + +She buried her face in her hands in silent, earnest petition to Him who +is ever near. + +"Dear miss," said the woman softly, "did I not say that I would give +him up?" + +Gertrude looked in her face, and then she rose up from her knees, and +bent her head to kiss the careworn cheek. + +"Then I will bring her," was all she said. "Shall you come to the door +if I ring there?" + +"Yes," said the woman, "I'll come." + + * * * * * + +In another two minutes Gertrude was standing in the Shaddocks' bright +hall, with all the family crowding round her. + +"Where have you been?" exclaimed Mollie. + +"We have been so anxious about you," said Mrs. Shaddock. + +"We stayed at the confectioner's till we were ashamed to stay any +longer," said Rose. + +"I expect you've had a spree!" said Randall. + +While behind stood tall Conway with his rather supercilious look, Hugh +and Daisy filling up the rest of the circle. + +But Rose, more accustomed to Gertrude's ordinary aspect, saw something +different in her sister's face. + +And just as Mrs. Shaddock was saying, "How tired you must be! I hope +you have not walked all the way," Rose drew close to her, and said— + +"I am afraid you have been frightened. Is anything the matter?" + +"I have met some one who told me a very sad story," said Gertrude, +meeting her sister's eyes, where in a moment came a startled look. + +"Who told you a sad story, dear Gertrude?" she asked breathlessly. + +A silence fell upon the whole group. That something had happened, every +one saw. + +"You are worn out!" said Rose. "Come in here and tell us. Mrs. +Shaddock, may I give my sister some tea?" + +The rest followed the sisters into the dining-room, while Mollie poured +out some tea, and Rose put Gertrude into an arm-chair. + +"I want to tell you all!" she exclaimed, looking up at the eager faces, +"but I am bound over to tell only one person at present. Dearest Rose! +Can you bear to hear that I believe I have found a clue which will lead +us to little Lester. But, Rose, darling, he is not very well—not very +strong—" + +Rose's eyes were like burning coals as they tried to take in the +meaning of her sister's words. + +"He is not—not dead?" she exclaimed. + +"No—no, but ill. I must not say more. Oh, how I wish I could! But the +woman will let me by and by. I feel sure. Dear Mrs. Shaddock, forgive +me, but if I had made any objection to her terms, I might have lost +little Lester altogether!" + +"Do not be distressed on our account," said Mrs. Shaddock, heartily; +"surely we can wait, when such a joy has come to you both!" + +"Ah! But it is not all joy," said Gertrude, remembering what had to be +told to that sorrowful mother, of the cruel trick and its consequences. + +And then, looking up to thank Mrs. Shaddock, she found that they were +all leaving the room, and she and Rose were alone. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +AT LAST. + +"GERTRUDE! Where is he?" + +Left with her sister by the kind thought of their hostess, Gertrude +tried hard to recover her firmness. To have such a joyful piece of news +in her possession as that little Lester was found, and then to have to +tell that poor mother that her darling had almost better be dead; how +could she say it? + +"Dearest Rose, it is a very sad story, and I want to prepare you for a +great blow—and yet I cannot do it as I would." + +"Oh, do not keep me in suspense!" exclaimed Rose. "Tell me the worst at +once; I can bear anything better than this. If Lester is indeed found, +what do I want more?" + +"Rose," said Gertrude earnestly, "you will have a great wrong to +forgive—a greater wrong than you can picture—and yet—yet—you will +forgive it when you realize the sorrow they have gone through." + +But what was so plain to Gertrude was all an enigma to poor Rose. Her +expectant look was so imploring that her sister knew not what to say. + +"Tell me all," said Rose; "hide nothing." + +"Little Lester is, I believe, found, dear Rose, but through—through a +sad accident, his mind is affected." + +"What?" exclaimed Rose, her eyes dilated with horror. "Where—where?" + +"Very near us," said Gertrude tenderly. "If you think you can command +yourself, and bear what has to be borne bravely, I will take you to +him, Rose." + +Her sister looked round mechanically for her bonnet, then left the room +hurriedly to seek it. + +Gertrude hastened to the drawing-room, where she found the whole family +waiting, almost breathlessly, having heard the opening door, and Mrs. +Leigh running up-stairs. + +"I must hardly tell you a word," said Gertrude, "but I believe I have +found her little boy. Do not ask me, for I may not answer! We will come +back as soon as we can. Oh, how kind you all are!" + +She heard her sister returning down-stairs, and with an apologetic look +she joined her in the hall, and they left the house together. + +"Where?" asked Rose, turning to her as they got to the gate. "Not—no, +it is not next door, after all!" + +"Rose," said Gertrude, taking her trembling hand, "I must not take you +till you are calm. When we remember, that if we find him, it will be +all our Father's doing, that ought to calm us." + +Rose pressed her hand, and walked on with her slowly and steadily, +entering the garden of the Strange House and walking up to the door +without the agitation which had made Gertrude so anxious about the +coming interview. + +They rang the bell, and there was a long pause. Gertrude's heart almost +failed her, lest the woman should repent her bargain. But then she +thought of the earnest promise she had given; she thought again of her +great Helper, and took courage. + +"Will they let us in?" whispered Rose. + +"I think so; she said she would." + +"Who is she? Is it the landlady?" + +"Yes, dearest! She has suffered terribly for what she did; you will +pity her by and by." + +"Ring again, Gertrude," said Rose. "How can I bear it?" + +But even as she spoke the door opened, and the woman stood within, cold +and silent. + +"I have brought my sister," said Gertrude, putting her hand on her arm. + +"Have you told her?" asked the woman abruptly. + +"Some of it; I have not had time for all." + +"Will she ever forgive me? Does she forgive me?" + +"I am sure she will by and by. You remember she wants to see little +Lester now; she has not seen him for two whole years." + +The woman turned slowly, and holding the flickering candle in her hand, +led the way up the uncarpeted stairs to the very top, where she went +through an open door, the sisters following her with beating hearts. + +"He is very poorly," said the woman, in a smothered voice, as she set +the candle down and went to the little crib in the corner. + +All was scrupulously clean. The coverlet as white as snow, the sheets +fresh and spotless. + +Rose took it all in, but as the woman drew aside the coverings, the +little form brought to view was not what she had expected. + +There were the bright golden curls lying on the pillow, but the little +face which she had pictured day and night since she lost him was quite +different and altered. + +A tiny shrunken face now, with closed eyes. + +"Lester!" said Rose, in the cooing tone one would use to a half-waking +baby. "Lester, here is mother come back!" + +The child stirred and opened his eyes dreamily. + +"Will you come on my lap, Lester?" she said, bending over him and +kissing his cheek lightly, thinking not of herself but of him. "Will +you come, Lester?" + +As she held out her arms, the child seemed to understand, and held out +his. But before they reached her neck, they fell back weakly, and he +remained with his eyes fixed on her face. + +She raised him up tenderly, and lifted him to the fireside, her heart +failing her as she perceived that he was nothing but skin and bone. + +His little head lay on her breast. At last! At last! But not an answer +could she get from his little pale lips, not a glance of intelligence +from his quiet blue eyes. + +Gertrude stood by, and the woman stood by, their tears dropping one +after another unheeded down their cheeks, while Rose seemed to see +nothing, hear nothing, besides her child. She rocked him backwards +and forwards, she kissed him softly, she smoothed his silky hair, she +held his emaciated hand in hers, and ever and anon she said, as if to +herself, "Lord, I thank Thee—I thank Thee—that I have him again. My +little Lester, my little Lester!" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXX. + +WRAPPED IN A CLOAK. + +THE first time Rose appeared conscious of the presence of any one else +in the room, was after what seemed to the woman and Gertrude a very +long time. + +She had been bending over her child examining his thin little limbs, +seemingly trying to reconcile facts which were so contrary to her +remembrance; apparently the joy of having him in her arms again had +swept away all else. + +At last she raised her eyes to the woman, and spoke to her for the +first time, still with a far-away look that had no realization of what +all the present circumstances implied. She had got her child, as yet +that was everything. + +"How long has he been ill like this?" she asked. + +"Nearly two years," the woman replied, in a low tone. + +"And I never knew," said Rose dreamily. "Gertrude, he ought to have a +doctor." + +"Yes," said Gertrude, quickly wiping away her tears, and coming nearer. + +"Let us send for one," said Rose. + +But then her eyes caught the woman's shrinking look, and for a moment +there was a breathless pause. + +"I see," said Rose slowly, rising with a dignified gesture. "My sister +said I should have much to forgive. I did not understand her; I do not +think I do now. But all I know is that I have my child again. I will +take him away now. You have restored me my child, for that I thank you +with all my heart. For whatever else, I pray God that I may forgive you +when I understand it. To-night I can understand nothing." + +She moved from her chair, holding little Lester easily in her arms, +then looking round for some covering, she took from her sister's hand +the cloak she had thrown off on her entrance into the room, and wrapped +it tenderly round her child. + +"But, dear Rose—" began Gertrude. + +"Do not hinder me," she said pathetically. "I have got Lester, nothing +else matters!" + +She went swiftly to the door and began descending the stairs, the woman +hastening to the landing to light her steps. + +"Good-bye!" said Gertrude, pressing the woman's hand, as she quickly +prepared to follow her sister. "I will come to see you to-morrow. Oh, +thank you, thank you for letting me bring her! If you could only guess +what we feel!" + +"I'll love you for ever!" said the woman, weeping. "If I could do +anything for you!" + +"Would you do it if I asked you?" said Gertrude eagerly. + +"Indeed, indeed I would!" + +"Then let me tell just my nearest friends about this. If you would do +that, it would be the kindest thing you could do now." + +"To let it be in the papers to-morrow morning," said the woman. "I +can't do that." + +"No—no, indeed; only ourselves. Oh, do let me!" + +For a moment there was a pause, then the woman let go her hand +suddenly, and set the candle down on a box. + +They could hear Rose's steps had reached the hall, and Gertrude must go. + +"I owe you everything—everything; you may do what you like! I know you +will do nothing but what is right." + +She turned into the desolate room, and Gertrude sped down-stairs. + +There stood Rose, leaning against the banisters for support. + +"How can we get out?" she asked hurriedly. "She will not stop us, will +she?" + +"I do not think so—oh no. But see, I believe we can open this from the +inside." + +While she fumbled at the lock with trembling fingers, they heard steps +coming down the stairs, and saw the flickering light of a candle +drawing nearer and nearer. + +"Oh, thank you!" exclaimed Gertrude, when the woman turned the last +corner. "We do not know how to open this." + +The woman undid the fastenings in silence, but ere she opened the door, +she turned to Rose with an appealing glance. + +"It's too soon to ask you, even if you ever can. But, ma'am, if ever +you are able to say the word 'forgive,' it would be the most blessed +word that my sad heart could hear. I don't ask you for it to-day, but +if ever you can—" + +Rose looked up in the woman's eyes, then she looked on the little form +in her arms which she was clasping to her bosom so tenderly. + +"I did love him and do all I could for him," whispered the woman; "all +but giving him back to you,—and now you've got him." + +"Yes, I have got him," said Rose, still looking into those sorrowful +eyes; "and I—" She waited as if thinking how far her words might be +true, then added impulsively, "If it will comfort you, if it will show +my thankfulness to my Lord who has heard my prayer, I will say it now—I +do, yes, I do forgive you!" + +Then she turned and went through the hall door and stood out under the +starlight with her burden in her arms. The door closed behind them, +shutting in a sound of weeping, and then the sisters paused, looking at +each other. + +"Hasten to Mrs. Shaddock's," exclaimed Rose, as if waking up to her +natural self. "Ask her if I may bring Lester in, but I know I may. I +must, till we can decide. I am sure they will not refuse." + +They hurried on, and in another minute were standing once more in the +lighted hall, with that muffled bundle in the agitated mother's aching +arms. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +ANOTHER PROMISE. + +AT the slight bustle of their arrival, Mrs. Shaddock came to the +dining-room door, and when she saw them, she exclaimed joyfully— + +"You have never got him?" + +But Rose's face was an answer, while Gertrude said, in a low, broken +voice, which they would hardly have known to be hers, "We have got the +shadow of what he was." + +Mrs. Shaddock said not another word, but led Rose into the bright warm +dining-room, placing her in an arm-chair, the rest following in silence. + +Mr. Shaddock had returned from town, and when Gertrude saw him, she +went up to him at once. + +"Mr. Shaddock, it is a terrible story, but if I tell it to you, no +indignation—nothing—can justify any one in making the thing known +without our permission. We have only got our darling back on those +terms." + +She looked in his face appealingly. What if some stranger, who was +bound by no promise, should take the matter up? + +"You may trust me, but what has happened?" asked Mr. Shaddock. + +While the rest gathered round Mrs. Leigh, too anxious to see her little +boy to care, just then, to ask any questions. + +Gertrude gave him a few particulars, and then both followed the others +to where Rose sat caressing her little boy, and trying to coax him to +reply to her endearments. + +"'Why' does he not speak to me?" she asked at last piteously, meeting +Gertrude's eyes. + +"He has been frightened," said her sister gently; "perhaps if we have +first-rate advice—" + +"Frightened?" asked Rose. "Who—who could be so cruel—not Mrs. Swift?" + +"No, dear Rose; it was a playful trick of her poor little boy." + +"Poor?" echoed Rose sternly. "No wonder she asked me to forgive her!" + +"And you did, darling," said Gertrude, kneeling down by her and +smoothing Lester's golden curls. "You will not take it back now! It was +not Mrs. Swift's fault—not that—" + +"But Johnnie—that was his name, I remember now—where is Johnnie, who +frightened my little Lester?" She laid her hand on Gertrude's shoulder, +as if to impress her words. + +And Gertrude, just fresh from Johnnie's grave and the woman's grief and +repentance, could find no voice to answer. She only looked in little +Lester's face and tried to think of suitable words. + +"Where is he?" reiterated Rose. + +"He is dead." + +"Dead!" + +"I have been at his grave to-night," said Gertrude. "If poor little +broken-hearted Johnnie had not been dead, nothing on earth would have +drawn your secret from the woman's lips. Little dead Johnnie has given +you back your child!" + +Rose's eyes fell, and as her glance once more rested on her child, the +hard look which had for a moment clouded her sweet face passed away. + +"Oh, forgive me!" she said, bending down to her child's face. "And +little Johnnie is dead, and I have you still—" + +Mr. and Mrs. Shaddock signed to the rest to follow them from the room, +so that Mrs. Leigh might have time to recover from the shocks of the +last hour. And Gertrude, seeing their kind intention, went with them, +and was soon explaining all the circumstances to a breathless audience +in the drawing-room. + +"But the child looks dying," said Mrs. Shaddock at last. "Can nothing +be done for it?" + +"I hardly know," said Gertrude. "But, dear Mrs. Shaddock, I feel +ashamed to trouble you—but my sister is not usually distracted like +this—but if you could lend us a warm shawl, we will drive to the +nearest hotel, and put him to bed. Can you tell me which to go to?—And +may one of the maids get a cab?" + +"You shall not go out again to-night!" exclaimed Mrs. Shaddock, +appealing to her husband. "We could not allow it, could we?" + +"No, indeed," he answered heartily. + +"I will go and prepare his bed at once," said Mrs. Shaddock, rising. + +"Oh, mother, let me help!" exclaimed Mollie. + +"And you, Daisy," said Mrs. Shaddock, turning at the door, "go and ask +cook to make a little bread-and-milk quickly, and carry it to Mrs. +Leigh, for the little boy. Oh, to think we should have the pleasure of +doing anything for such sufferers!" + +Her eyes were tearful as she hastened away, and Gertrude thought that +she had not given her credit for so much heart. + +Daisy sped on her errand, and waited while the order was carried out. +After two or three minutes she came up again, bearing the cup in her +hand. + +And just as she was hesitating at the dining-room door, Conway came +across and opened it for her with an encouraging "Go in, Daisy; she +won't bite your head off," which reassured her very much. + +Mrs. Leigh sat in the same position as before, but she had thrown off +her bonnet, and was now chafing her little boy's feet at the fire, +while traces of tears were on her cheeks. + +"This is for little Lester," said Daisy, advancing shyly; "perhaps it +will help to make him warm." + +"Thank you, dear," said Rose, taking it from her hand. + +Daisy did not know whether she ought to withdraw, but Mrs. Leigh's next +words showed that her presence was welcome. + +"Hold the cup while I put some in his mouth, dear. He was never like +this in the old days. But they frightened him—my dear little boy. By +and by, when he begins to remember mother, he will not be frightened +any more!" + +She addressed the last words to the child, and he opened his quiet eyes +and looked in her face. Then as he perceived the spoon held to him, he +mechanically moved his mouth to receive the food. + +"See, he understood me!" exclaimed Mrs. Leigh joyfully. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +A VIGIL. + +THE little one took but a few mouthfuls, and then seemed to tire of the +food his mother was so eager to give him. + +"He has not eaten much, has he?" she said to Daisy, who was looking on +earnestly. + +"Not very much," answered Daisy, "but, you see, it is all strange here. +To-morrow, perhaps, he will know us better." + +Mrs. Leigh seemed lost in thought. "Where is Gertrude?" she asked at +last. + +"She is helping mother and Mollie to get a bed for him. It is nearly +ready now, I should think." + +"I am afraid I ought not to let you take all this trouble," said Mrs. +Leigh. "But—how can I bear to take him out in the cold?" + +"Of course not," said Daisy simply. "Mother said so, and so did father." + +"I am afraid he is very ill, dear?" she asked appealingly. "His feet +are so thin, and his hands—and so he is all over; nothing is the same +but his eyes and his hair, and even his eyes do not look at me as they +used." + +Daisy could not answer. She had heard a few words of Gertrude's +description, and she feared, from her mother's looks of dismay, that +the child's condition was far more serious than Mrs. Leigh supposed. + +"Shall I fetch Miss Ashlyn?" she asked in reply. + +"Ah, do, please, dear!" said Mrs. Leigh. + +She busied herself over her child again till Gertrude came in. + +"Ought we not to telegraph to Fritz?" she asked at once. "Poor Fritz! +To think he does not know!" + +"I have been thinking so," said Gertrude. "What shall we say, Rose?" + +"Tell him he is found!" said Rose. + +"Shall I say he is ill?" questioned Gertrude, gently. + +"It is hardly worth while," answered Rose; "he will come directly, if +he can." + +Gertrude was silent. She could not let her brother-in-law have the joy +without suspecting the sorrow. So she went back to Mr. Shaddock. + +"My sister does not seem to take it in yet," she said, after she had +told him about the telegram, "but I must tell Mr. Leigh cautiously—he +is not very strong. I fear it will be a dreadful shock." + +So together they framed a message which they hoped would convey their +meaning, and then Gertrude went back to her sister to say that the room +which had been prepared for her was ready. + +Rose got up at once, and with her precious charge followed her sister +up-stairs. + +On the landing stood Mrs. Shaddock and Mollie, who led the way into the +spare room, where a bright fire gleamed. + +"We have warmed the bed," said Mrs. Shaddock. "Dear little man, I long +for him to be in it!" + +Rose accepted it all in silence, laying her little boy in the soft, +white sheets, and hovering over him in the luxury of having him once +more to tend. + +"Lester!" she said, in her soft tone. "Shall I say your little prayer +as I used?" + +She knelt down by the bed, and laid her cheek upon his little hand, +whispering the childish requests which for two long years had not been +on her lips, and then, kissing him tenderly, she covered him up and +moved towards the fire. + +Mrs. Shaddock and Gertrude were standing there waiting; Mollie had gone +behind the curtain, and was crying quietly, as if her heart would break. + +"I think I will go to bed," said Mrs. Leigh, dreamily. "I feel tired, +somehow. Will you think me very ungrateful if I retire now?" + +"Not at all," said Mrs. Shaddock; "your sister will help you, and will +bring you some tea if you will allow her." + +"Will you kiss me?" asked Rose. "I do not know how to thank you. +To-morrow I hope I may be able." + +Mrs. Shaddock bent over her and gave her the desired kiss, and then +quickly left the room, signing to Mollie to come too. + +And thus the eventful day closed for the poor young mother. + +She laid her head on the soft pillow, put her hand out to her child's, +and fell at once into a profound and dreamless slumber. + +It was midnight when the striking of the clock on the staircase roused +her with its unaccustomed sound. + +She sat up in bed, and saw Gertrude reading by the light of a shaded +lamp beside the fire. + +"Dear Gertrude!" she said, in a wondering tone. "Is it not very late?" + +"Yes, dearest, but I am not tired. Do you want anything? See! Here is +your supper all waiting for you. May I bring it to you?" + +Rose took the plate in her hand. But after a moment or two she said, in +her usual natural tone, "Gertrude, I seem as if I had been dreaming, +but it is not a dream that I have my little Lester. And yet, Gertrude, +I wish it could be a dream, that—that—all that has happened!" + +She hid her face in her hands. + +"Dearest Rose, He who has found our darling will help us to bear all +His will. He will make some way of escape for us!" + +"Ah, yes!" she said. "I know that. But oh, what will Fritz say when +the little one does not know him? For me it does not so much matter, +because I have him again. But poor Fritz—poor Fritz! Besides, I can +trust my Lord even in this, but Fritz, he does not know what that +means." + +"Good will come out of it," said Gertrude; "this has been so wonderful +that I am sure of that." + +She went round the bed, and bent over the sleeping child. + +"I think we ought to give him some more food, Rose. Mrs. Shaddock says +he should be fed every two hours. It was for that I stayed up." + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +"FRITZ IS COMING." + +ROSE sprang out of bed at once. She had quite come back to her old self. + +She threw her cloak round her, and went to her child's side. + +She raised his head and again tenderly fed him. But though he opened +his mouth obediently, he did not respond to her love and attentions in +any other way. + +Gertrude saw that now her sister was beginning to realize what in her +joy at having her child again she had not noticed. But except for a +little firm-set look about her sweet lips, she made no sign that as the +shock passed away, so the certainty of continued sorrow grew upon her. + +When the little one turned away his head from the food, his mother +covered him up again and went back to the fire, Gertrude following in +silence. + +"Go to bed, darling!" said Rose, stroking her pale cheek tenderly. "I +will sit up now." + +"Not all the time? You will need your strength so much to-morrow." + +"Yes," said Rose quietly, "I shall. But I must watch by him, Gertrude. +Besides, I have to think what we must do." + +"We need do nothing till we hear from Fritz." + +"No—at least if you think these kind people will allow us to stay here +till then." + +"I am sure they will. Nothing could be more hearty than they have been." + +"I shall rest here, dear Gertrude, till the morning; I shall have time +to think. Go to bed now." + +Early the next morning there was a knock at Gertrude's door, and she +started up with a strange impression of not knowing where she was, or +what had happened. + +But in a moment it all came back to her. Lester was found! But—but— + +"Miss Ashlyn," said Daisy's quiet little voice, "mother has sent me +to call you; she thought perhaps you might not wake, as you sat up so +late." + +"Oh, thank you, dear!" + +"Here is a telegram come—" said Daisy. + +Just as she spoke, Mrs. Leigh came up from her room and entered behind +her. + +As Gertrude glanced at her, she saw that she was her quiet self. + +She took the telegram in her hand, and stooping to kiss Daisy's +upturned face, she said— + +"Would you like to stay with Lester while I read this, dear?" + +The child ran off joyfully, and Rose tore open the envelope. The words +ran— + + "'Shall be with you by six o'clock this evening.'" + +"Fritz is coming! Oh, Gertrude!" + +She stood silently holding the pink paper in her hand, as if in deep +thought. + +"He will come here then?" questioned Gertrude. + +"Yes—I suppose you gave no other address. He will have started from +Carlisle ere this, so it is of no use to telegraph back. Besides, I +have no other address to give him." + +"We will consult Mrs. Shaddock after breakfast," said Gertrude. + +But no consultation was necessary. When Mrs. Leigh appeared in the +dining-room, leaving Gertrude in charge of her little nephew, Mr. +Shaddock came forward to meet her, and taking both her hands welcomed +her heartily, telling her at once that they should not hear of her +leaving the house for two or three days, in fact till her plans were +quite formed, and that he should feel positively hurt if she and Mr. +Leigh did not feel quite free to come and go as if the house were their +own. + +Rose turned white with emotion and tried to answer, but her quivering +lips would not get out more than a very broken "thank you." And she sat +down where they placed her, trying to recover herself, but feeling as +if to have a good cry was the only thing she could do. + +Mr. Shaddock seemed, however, quite to understand, and supplied her +with an egg, while Mollie poured out some coffee, and the rest watched +for opportunities of being of use. + +"Where is Miss Ashlyn?" asked Hugh. + +"She is sitting with Lester," said Mrs. Shaddock, "and Daisy shall take +her some breakfast." + +"Shall we have school to-day?" asked Randall. "I'm sure I hope not." + +"No," answered his mother. "Miss Ashlyn will be busy with her sister." + +"That's a good thing!" said Randall. + +While Daisy looked shocked, and said reproachfully, "I am sure, +Randall, you need not talk so, Miss Ashlyn makes school very +interesting." + +Mrs. Leigh looked up now. "Do not allow my being here to interrupt +lessons," she entreated. "I cannot but accept your great kindness—but +it would indeed be a pity to make any difference." + +"Miss Ashlyn will say what she thinks best," suggested Mollie, which +was decidedly nice of her, as she was longing to throw her influence +into the scale of a holiday. + +"Yes," assented Mrs. Shaddock; "we will ask her." + +And when Gertrude was asked, as Mollie expected, she begged that +lessons might proceed as usual for the morning, offering, however, to +give a holiday in the afternoon if Mrs. Shaddock approved. + +"Then we can sit with little Lester!" said Daisy. + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +SET TO WORK. + +IT seemed a long morning to all concerned, if the truth must be told, +to all at any rate but Mrs. Leigh, who found absorbing employment in +ministering to the wants of her darling. + +At length school was over, and the children were released. + +"Oh, may we go?" exclaimed Mollie. "I do want to see little Lester so +much!" + +Gertrude consented at once, hoping, however, that Randall would make +himself an exception. + +But he had no such intention; curiosity overcame everything else, and +he ran on tiptoe with the others across the landing to Mrs. Leigh's +room. + +"Are we too many?" whispered Mollie, when, after her low tap, Mrs. +Leigh came to the door. + +"Come in, dears," was her ready response. "I know, after all your +thoughtfulness for us, that you will be longing to see my little +Lester." + +The children advanced, Randall pushing in front of the others, so as to +be able to see well; Hugh, who was kept at home by a cold, and was with +the others, hardly getting a place at all. + +"Come here, Hugh," said Gertrude softly; "this chair will bring you +close to Lester's pillow. You can stand here." + +The little boy looked up gratefully. Rose was uncovering her child, and +showing them his bright, golden curls. + +"Can't he be dressed?" asked Randall. + +"He has no clothes," said Mrs. Leigh, smiling a little. Then her face +resumed its quiet, grave expression as she added, "But I am afraid he +has hardly strength just yet." + +"We have heaps of Randall's clothes up-stairs," said Mollie. "I shall +ask mother if he could not have some of those." + +"Do not trouble her, thank you, dear," said Rose. "I can easily get +some when I can go to a shop. He will do very well till the doctor has +seen him." + +Mrs. Shaddock, however, had been before any of them in her thought for +the little stranger under her roof. She came in at the moment, followed +by nurse bearing a heap of dainty clothes, which a few years ago had +adorned her youngest boy. + +"You are entirely welcome to these!" she exclaimed. "I have no use for +them at all. I believe I ought to have given them away long ago, but +you see I never have." + +But when she bent over little Lester, her manner changed, and she added +gently—"Perhaps it would be kinder not to disturb him with clothes and +fussing at present. What do you think, nurse?" + +Nurse was entirely agreed. "Let him be, ma'am, and give him as much +nourishment as he is able to take," was her advice. + +The little clothes were folded together in a drawer, and no more was +said about them. + +"Has he been out of bed yet?" asked Daisy shyly. + +"Only to be washed. Oh, he is so thin!" answered his mother, looking up +at Gertrude. "I feel as if I could hardly wait till Fritz comes." + +"I am sure you must," said Gertrude, "but a few more hours will soon +pass now, and perhaps Fritz may have some special doctor he wishes to +consult." + +So Gertrude left the children with her sister, and put on her hat to +make her promised visit to Mrs. Swift at the Strange House. + +She was quickly admitted, and the woman led the way into her kitchen +without a word. + +"I have come," said Gertrude. + +"Yes, I knew you would. Have you any good news to tell me about the +little boy? What does the doctor say?" she asked abruptly. She seemed +as if she had strung herself up to ask those questions, for her lips +looked dry and parched. + +"Not yet," answered Gertrude. "We are waiting for his father." + +The woman gave one of those gasps which Gertrude had noticed before, +and then said hurriedly— + +"It seems funny to have kept him so long myself without a doctor, and +now to be sorry that you are even waiting a single day! And yet I am, +miss. I'm afraid whether the little dear is not dying!" + +Gertrude felt as if her blood grew cold to her finger-tips. But she +answered after a moment quite calmly— + +"I hope not—I trust not. Our Heavenly Father, who has so lovingly given +him back to us, will lead us straight on now." + +The woman glanced up with a faint smile. The first which she had seen +on that woe-begone face, Gertrude thought. + +"Ah! What a thing it is to have God to trust!" she exclaimed. "Dear +miss! I believe if I had had my Saviour to go to two years ago, this +would never have happened." + +"I feel sure of that," answered Gertrude heartily. "Things will be +different for you now, will they not?" + +The smile faded, but the woman answered steadily— + +"Yes, indeed, miss. But this is the last time you will see me. My +husband says he cannot bear the house, and I am sure no more can I; so +we have decided to go at once. You see, miss, we've got a little money +coming in regularly, or we couldn't do it. We shall go somewhere where +I can get to and from Johnnie's grave. That's all I care about now." + +Gertrude put her hand on the woman's arm gently. + +"Time will soften your sorrow," she said tenderly, "but there is +something better for you than time. Jesus will soften your sorrow—nay, +has He not already?—And will give you something to do for Him." + +"My working days are over," said the woman dejectedly; "I seem to have +lived my life." + +"Yes, so you have, your past life. Now it is the new life you have +to live; the life by faith in the Son of God, who loved you and gave +Himself for you!" + +"Dear miss, I wish I could." + +"Ask Him, and He will show you how." + +"Now Johnnie and the little one are gone, I seem to have nothing to do!" + +"But there is your husband. There is everything to do for him, is there +not?" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +OUTSIDE THE GREAT NORTHERN. + +WHILE Gertrude was away, Mrs. Leigh was surrounded by her audience of +young people, who did not know how time passed in their interest in the +beautiful young mother and her little invalid. + +"I cannot think how you can bear it all!" said Mollie, as they stood +gazing at the little impassive face. + +"Do you really want to know, Mollie?" asked Mrs. Leigh, taking the tall +girl's hand in hers. + +"Oh, I was only wondering. Some people can bear things better than +others, I suppose." + +Mollie drew her hand away a little shyly. + +Mrs. Leigh did not reply, but continued to look down at her child +thoughtfully. + +"I don't believe it is that," said Hugh in an undertone to Daisy. "Mrs. +Leigh looks as if a breath would blow her away; it is not that she is +stronger than most people." + +Daisy shook her head assentingly, but Rose had heard the remark, so she +said— + +"It would be very wrong of me to take the credit to myself, Daisy. I +could not bear it at all if it were not for looking up from moment +to moment to Jesus. He is my refuge; were it not for Him I should be +distracted." + +Hugh smiled brightly. In his own little difficulties he had found it +the same. How wonderful it was that the Lord Jesus could be just the +Friend for everybody!—he thought. + +When Gertrude came in from the Strange House, a telegraph boy was at +the door, and handed in an envelope as the maid opened to her. + +"It is for my sister," she said, and ran up-stairs with it. + +"Fritz wants one of us to meet him at Euston," said Rose, when she had +read it. "I cannot leave Lester. Will you go, Gertrude? Do you think +Mrs. Shaddock would spare you?" + +"But he will be here half an hour after," objected Gertrude; "is it not +almost a pity—" + +"Perhaps he wishes to hear all particulars before he gets here," said +Rose. "At any rate, he says, 'Will Gertrude meet me, or you?' It is +evident he wants one of us." + +So Mrs. Shaddock was again consulted. And soon Gertrude set off, +Conway, who had just returned from school, volunteering to escort her +if she wished. + +But she rightly guessed that her brother-in-law would prefer to hear +all the sad story without a stranger being there, so she went alone. + +As she stood on the arrival platform of the great terminus, with the +screaming whistles round her, the buzz of the coming and going trains, +the roar of London outside, she felt as if the world of Hampstead and +that quiet bedside were far-away and indistinct; as if she could hardly +belong to both. + +She wondered vaguely what the next few hours would bring to her and her +sister; what Fritz would decide about his invalid child; how he would +bear the shock of her intelligence; and while she was thinking all +this, she was conscious that the porters, who had been waiting about, +suddenly seemed to be alert, the cabs made a move to draw up at the +other side of the platform, and when she looked down the dim lines, two +great eyes seemed to come creeping towards her, and in a moment the +long train from the north was in the station. + +She stood back, almost bewildered, for in her quiet life at home she +had never seen such confusion or bustle before. + +Where was her brother-in-law? Had he not come after all? She looked +hopelessly up and down the emptying carriages, but no Fritz was +emerging from them, that she could see. + +Then a hand was laid upon hers, and a voice said so like Fritz's that +she thought it was his, and yet—no, it was not Fritz who said in that +tone— + +"Gertrude! At last! Did you think we had not come?" + +"Otto!" she said. + +And then Fritz came hurrying up, too, followed by a porter with two +portmanteaus. + +"I hoped you would come," said Fritz at once, "because Otto would have +been so disappointed not to see you, and we must drop him at the Great +Northern Hotel as we pass. I could not bring him on to Mrs. Shaddock's, +could I?" + +"You 'could,'" said Gertrude, watching the portmanteaus being thrown on +to the cab, and wondering what she ought to say. "But if you have made +arrangements otherwise, perhaps it would be better. But they are the +kindest people I ever saw." + +Otto was holding the cab door open; she got in, and in a moment they +were off. + +"Tell me all!" said Fritz. "I felt as if I must bear it before I saw +him. What is it?—What has happened to him?" + +Before Gertrude had said more than a few words, the cab drew up at the +Great Northern, and Otto had come to his destination. + +"I cannot say good-bye yet," he exclaimed. "Have my luggage put in +here, Fritz, and order our rooms. I will go on to Hampstead and come +back again by and by." + +Fritz got out to give the desired order, and Gertrude and Otto looked +after him. + +How well afterwards Gertrude remembered that ceaseless roar of +omnibuses and cabs passing and repassing along the crowded street. + +"Gertrude," said Otto's voice, "can we not manage to go somewhere +together to-morrow? I have one day in Town, and I feel as if I could +not go home again without seeing you?" + +"I do not know, Otto. I cannot plan my own days now; already I feel I +have run away from my pupils dreadfully." + +"Bring them with you," he said hastily; "we will go to the Kensington +Museum, or somewhere, to-morrow afternoon. There will be the doctor in +the morning. Oh, Gertrude! If you only knew—" + +Then Fritz came hurrying back and jumped into the cab, and they were +off again. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +BY AND BY. + +BY the time the cab arrived at Hampstead, Fritz knew the extent of his +grief—knew that his only son would not be able to welcome his father or +respond to his love. Otto would not enter, but wished Gertrude farewell +when she left the cab, and had himself driven back in it to his hotel, +where his brother intended to join him later in the evening. + +Mrs. Shaddock met Mr. Leigh in the hall, and after a few words of +kindly greeting, asked Gertrude to take her brother to his little boy's +bedside. + +She led the way up-stairs and opened her sister's door, herself passing +on to her own chamber; she felt as if she could bear no more. + +She did not know why, but the moment she was alone, she laid her head +down on the window-sill and cried as if her heart would break. She +thought she was crying over the sad scene that must be happening on +the next floor; she pictured Rose's face as she uncovered their little +Lester and showed what a shadow only was left of their bright darling; +she pictured Fritz's anguish and indignation. But all the while, she +wept with a nameless pain, as if for herself too, until she remembered +that she would be expected down-stairs, and must not give way thus. + +This thought roused her, so taking off her bonnet and putting on some +little evening adornment, she hastened to the dining-room, where she +knew the whole family were just collecting for their late tea. + +On the stairs were her brother and sister, who explained that nurse had +offered to stay with Lester, so they thought they would do well to join +the family circle, and put aside their anxiety in deference to the kind +wishes of their host and hostess. + +At tea the merits of various physicians were discussed, Mr. Shaddock +recommending one of whom he had heard at his office, who had treated an +analogous case most successfully. + +It was at last decided that Mr. Leigh should call in Harley Street on +his way home to his hotel, and should if possible make an appointment +for the morning with the physician, if he should advise little Lester's +being brought to him. + +"And what am I to tell Otto?" he asked at last, when he rose to go. + +Gertrude had been dreading that question all the evening. How could she +make Otto's proposition? And yet how could she refuse to do so? + +"My brother came up from Rugby with me yesterday," said Mr. Leigh, +turning to Mrs. Shaddock, "and asks if you will allow Gertrude and some +of your young people to visit the South Kensington Museum with him. He +has never seen the Natural History collection yet, and if they would +like to come, he would be so pleased." + +"I cannot come, because it is our 'at home' day," said Mollie. "Mother +always wants me." + +"Would you like to go, Daisy?" asked Gertrude. + +"I should," said Randall; "it would be far nicer than school." + +"Thank you—" answered Daisy, hesitating, "if—I should 'like' it very +much; Hugh and I have always wanted to go there." + +"I s'pose you wouldn't care to go without Hugh," said Randall, "but he +ought not to miss school; he is always missing school for something or +another!" + +"Oh, Randall!" exclaimed Daisy. "It is not his fault that he is not +strong." + +Randall shrugged his little shoulders expressively; he was, however, +too interested in the South Kensington plan to pursue the subject, so +he asked— + +"Will you take me, Miss Ashlyn?" + +"Certainly, my dear, if your mother will let you go." + +Hugh's eyes were fixed on his mother's face, while his father was +watching him unobserved. + +"To-morrow is your half-holiday, is it not, Hugh?" he asked. + +Hugh started and coloured. "Oh, I should like to go," he exclaimed, +hesitating, "if Daisy is going, and if Miss Ashlyn does not mind." + +Randall was close to him, and nudged his arm now with a whispered +comment, which, however, he did not hear. + +"What did you say?" he asked, as he received a second nudge. + +"Mother said you should have no treats nor anything because of your +burning that five-pound note." + +Hugh crimsoned, and then, catching his father's eye, he went to his +side. + +"Randall says I ought not to go because of that five-pound note." + +"That is forgiven," answered his father quietly; "do not trouble about +Randall, my boy." + +Hugh raised his head, a light shining in his eyes. + +Gertrude was rapidly arranging times and trains with her +brother-in-law, as he was anxious to be off. Then he ran up-stairs once +more to kiss his newly-found child, and with a grateful adieu to the +rest, he was gone. + +Rose remained with Lester; the boys were already busy down-stairs with +their lessons; Daisy and Hugh hastened to their schoolroom to prepare +theirs; and Gertrude, after a brief visit to her sister, sought them +and settled down to lessons and work, feeling as if the last few days +had been a dream. + +When Daisy rose to say good-night, she put her hand on Gertrude's +shoulder: "Miss Ashlyn, Randall will love you by and by." + +"I hope so, dear." + +"I'm awfully sorry he is so disagreeable—but indeed if you go on being +kind, he will by and by." + +"Yes, dear," she answered, "that is what I look for." + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +A NEW THOUGHT. + +IT was by the first post that Rose received a letter from her husband +appointing to be with her at ten o'clock, bringing an easy carriage for +their darling. + +The whole household could think of nothing else, and now Randall's +dainty clothes, which he had grown out of a year or two back, were +brought out, and Lester was taken from the bed and carefully dressed in +them. + +Mrs. Leigh sat with him on her lap, her face very white and quiet, as +each fresh thing done for her child made her realize more fully all he +had lost. + +He passively suffered them to do what they would with him. But by the +time the little outside coat had been buttoned up, his head dropped on +his mother's shoulder, and he was tired out. + +Rose looked up at nurse beseechingly. "Ought I to have dressed him?" +she asked anxiously. + +"It is hard to say, ma'am," nurse answered, "but another time I would +not trouble about these last things, a shawl over all would have done +as well." + +Then came the carriage, and Mr. Leigh was shut up in the dining-room +with Mrs. Shaddock and Rose for what seemed a very long time, while +Gertrude waited rather breathlessly up-stairs with the drooping child. + +At last they came out, Mrs. Shaddock wiping her eyes, and Mr. and Mrs. +Leigh hastening up the stairs to where Gertrude sat, holding little +Lester on her knee. + +In a moment more the young father came down carrying the little +invalid, Rose and Gertrude following. + +"I can never, never thank you," said Rose, taking Mrs. Shaddock's hand. +"Some day I hope we may come back and be able to do so better than +to-day!" + +She nearly broke down, but, struggling for calmness, she bade a hasty +adieu to the rest, and quickly got to the carriage, where already Fritz +was seated. + +Gertrude went to the carriage-door, and kissed her sister through the +open window. + +"Oh, how I wish you were going with me!" said Rose regretfully. + +"I could not, dearest; they have been so kind already. We shall meet +this afternoon." + +"Yes, yes; good-bye till then." + +The carriage moved away, and Gertrude turned back to the house, wishing +intensely that she could have gone to the physician's with them. + +Daisy and Mollie were waiting for her in the hall. + +"Miss Ashlyn, do tell us what makes mother cry. Does the physician give +any hope? Mother does nothing but cry." + +"Go up-stairs, dears," answered Gertrude; "I will follow you in a +moment. I expect your mother is rather upset with it all." + +She really felt great compunction when she saw Mrs. Shaddock sitting +with her face buried in her hands. + +She advanced to her side and sat down by her, quietly drawing her white +shawl over her shoulders, and said, in a soothing, comforting tone— + +"They got off very comfortably, thanks to all your kindness, dear Mrs. +Shaddock. I hope that I may bring you a better account this evening." + +"Oh, that poor little mother's face!" said Mrs. Shaddock. + +"Rose?" questioned Gertrude. + +"Yes—if you could have seen her face when her husband was telling her +what Dr. Blank said." + +"Did he give any opinion?" asked Gertrude eagerly. + +"Not on this case, of course," said Mrs. Shaddock, looking up, "but he +gave a hope." + +Gertrude did not reply; this was almost more than she had dared to +expect. + +"I could have wished that they might return here," Mrs. Shaddock went +on, "but I can see that the distance is great, and that it will be well +to be near Dr. Blank while things are not quite decided." + +Gertrude expressed again her earnest thanks for their hospitality, and +then proposed that she should seek her pupils, and take up the lessons +which had been so interrupted. + +"Do not worry over that," said Mrs. Shaddock; "their father says all +this is the best education they could have." + +"Does he?" said Gertrude. "How very kind, and what a nice thought!" + +She had risen to go to her pupils, but Mrs. Shaddock seemed as if she +could not bear to let her go. + +"Miss Ashlyn—my dear—your sister. I cannot forget your sister." + +"She will be better when all this is settled," said Gertrude +consolingly. + +"Better?" echoed Mrs. Shaddock. "She could hardly be better! Her +patience, her resignation, her trust—I never saw anything like it." + +"Yes, indeed it is," answered Gertrude heartily. + +She had become so accustomed to Rose's beautiful character that she had +hardly noticed it. + +"You found me very upset," Mrs. Shaddock went on hesitatingly, and yet +as if she must say it, "but she said something as we sat together last +night, which made me feel different from anything I have ever felt +before." + +Gertrude looked inquiringly at her. + +"I had just said to her, 'I never saw any one bear a trial such as this +so bravely; I suppose you would say it is religion helps you, but I do +not understand it.' And she answered, with such an earnest look, 'Mrs. +Shaddock, it is not 'religion,' it is just Jesus! He is everything to +me—everything!'" + +"What Rose said is the truth," answered Gertrude softly. "She would not +have said it unless she had known it was true." + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +IN THE MUSEUM. + +"AH! Here you are!" said Otto. + +There were Hugh, Daisy, and Randall, all eagerly peeping out of the +train at Kensington. + +"Here is Mr. Leigh," exclaimed Randall, turning round to Gertrude. "You +see he did not keep us waiting, did he?" + +This referred to a discussion Hugh and Daisy had carried on during the +short journey, as to who would be at Kensington first. + +Otto helped them out of the carriage, and then pointed to the way out, +telling the children not to get too far in front. + +"Randall, my dear, keep near me," said Gertrude; "you are 'mother's +baby,' and must be taken care of!" + +She said it with a playful smile, but Randall did not respond +pleasantly. + +"I can take care of myself," he said, with a shrug. "I don't want to be +tied to girls' aprons!" + +He walked, however, just in front of her, close to the heels of his +brother and sister, Otto and Gertrude bringing up the rear. + +"I will not tell you till we get out of these noisy streets," said +Otto, "but I feel as if I had so many things to say, that I hardly know +where to begin!" + +"I must not ask, then, whether they are back from Dr. Blank's?" + +"You may ask," he said, smiling, "but I shall not answer." + +"Then I had better not put the question," laughed Gertrude. "You are, +however, cheerful to-day, Otto!" + +"That is because I am so glad to see you." + +"Are you? So am I glad, Otto. I never prized friends so much before." + +He had glanced up eagerly at the beginning of her answer, but as her +voice took a more formal tone at the end, his eyes went back to the +contemplation of the busy traffic. + +"I should be sorry to live in London," he said quietly. + +"So should I, unless—" + +"Unless?" he asked, rather eagerly. + +"Unless those I loved had to live here; of course that makes such a +difference." + +"Yes," he said. + +They came now to the Museum, and here the children turned to them, +asking what they were to see first, and which way was it to go? + +They were all so inexperienced that Otto told them they had better walk +straight on for a little while, keeping their eyes open meanwhile. + +"Above all things, do not let us get separated," said Gertrude. "Keep +close to us, Hugh and Daisy. Will Randall like to be with you or with +me?" + +"We will take him," said Daisy. + +"Yes, I'll go with them," said Randall. + +They soon came to the large Hall, and here Otto proposed to sit down, +while the children walked about examining the various objects of +interest. + +He found a seat for Gertrude, and when some one moved away, he sat down +beside her. + +"May I ask now?" she said. "Oh, Otto, do tell me!" + +"They have been, Gertrude! Dr. Blank has examined little Lester +thoroughly." + +"And he says—" + +"That time, and care, and love 'may' restore him." + +"Oh, Otto! How thankful I am." + +"He says that one-room-business of Mrs. Swift's would soon have +finished the story. But now, he hopes with plenty of sunshine, and sea +air, and patience—Gertrude, he says he will need infinite patience." + +"Rose can give that." + +"Yes, no one better, unless it were you." + +"I? I should not be half as patient as Rose! Besides, she is his +mother." + +"Oh, yes; that makes a great difference, of course." + +"Are they going home?" + +"Not for a few days." + +Gertrude sighed with relief. Then she might see Rose once more perhaps. + +"You are not happy here, Gertrude, are you?" asked Otto, suddenly +turning and looking her in the face. + +"I was, oh, as happy as I could be away from you all, till this about +Lester happened. That has unsettled me, I think. Why do you ask, Otto? +I do not look unhappy, do I?" + +"You look different," he said consideringly. "Yes, as I thought, not so +happy." + +"I shall feel all right again directly all this is settled, Otto. You +can hardly believe all I have gone through." + +He was silent, his eyes following the three children as they slowly +walked round the large room, coming nearer and nearer. + +"It is hard sometimes to square one's wishes with one's possibilities," +he said at length. + +"Very," she answered; "that is where discipline comes in, Otto. Like my +text this morning, 'Lord, what wilt Thou have me to do?'" + +"Was that your text, dear Gertrude? What did you answer?" + +"I asked that whatever He pointed out for me to do, I might do +willingly." + +"Ah! That speaks to me." + +"Does it not speak to all of us?" + +The children had reached them now. + +"May we go into the next room?" asked Randall. + +"We will come too," said Gertrude, rising. + +"There's no need," said Randall, "but you can do as you like, Miss +Ashlyn. I wish Mr. Leigh would come and explain this old furniture to +us." + +"So I will," said Otto readily. "Gertrude, sit still and rest till I +come back." + +He went off with them. And Gertrude sat down again and thought over the +conversation which had just passed, wondering at Otto's manner, which +had constraint in it which she had not remembered at home. + +Then once more, she thought of her text as settling all wonderings, and +giving quiet and peace in the midst of every circumstance. + +"Lord, what wilt 'Thou' have me to do?" And in that will and that Lord, +she took refuge and found her rest. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +HIDING. + +THE time seemed to her rather long before she saw Otto's thin face +coming back through the doorway. + +He was closely followed by Daisy and Hugh, and came up to her at once, +surprise in his tone as he inquired— + +"Where is Randall? Is he not with you?" + +"With me?" echoed Gertrude, starting up. "No, he has not been with me +at all. He went off with you, Otto." + +"He was with me, but he asked if he might find you. And I brought him +to the doorway and pointed you out, and left him. How very strange!" + +"I did not see either of you," said Gertrude, looking alarmed. + +"No—you were deeply meditating, and did not look up. Do not worry +yourself, he'll be all right. Boys don't get run off with every—" He +stopped short. He had touched too near home to their recent sorrow +about Lester, to bear it yet. + +"At any rate," he added hastily, "he will be all safe. We must go and +look for him." + +They quickly arranged a meeting-place, and Gertrude took Daisy with +her, while Hugh volunteered to go with Mr. Leigh. + +But they wandered through the rooms, one after another, searching in +every part fruitlessly, till they were utterly weary and footsore. + +Again and again they met, only to acknowledge that their search had +been in vain. + +At length it grew dusk, and the Museum began to thin. People were +leaving for their homes before the fresh accession would come in with +the lights. + +Gertrude was worn out. She felt as if her feet would not carry her +another step. + +"Did you ever know of his doing such a thing before?" she asked Daisy, +as she sank on to a seat for an instant. + +"No—never," said poor Daisy, who could hardly keep back her tears. "He +said this morning, 'I'm going to have a lark to-day, Daisy,' but I +thought he meant coming to the Museum." + +"He meant to play us a trick," said Hugh decidedly; "at least I think +so—he did say—don't you remember, Daisy?—that he would do something +that really would tease Miss Ashlyn." + +Gertrude felt herself get hot from head to foot. + +"How can we go home and tell your mother?" she said piteously. "It is +too dreadful. Otto, you have asked all the men at the doors to keep any +little boy—" + +"Certainly I have. Not one has noticed such a child pass." + +"It makes it worse to think he could have been so cruel as to play +such a trick," said Gertrude. "We must stay here, Otto, till the place +shuts, and you must go home and tell Mrs. Shaddock. It is too dreadful—" + +"Come, do not give up," said Otto cheerily, though he little liked the +errand on which he was sent. "If Randall has done it for a trick, he +will probably turn up all right. Anyway fretting will not mend it. He +has had his wish and spoilt our day!" + +He left them regretfully, and made his way with all speed to Hampstead. + +It was, however, nearly an hour before he reached the Shaddocks' +comfortable home. + +To picture the dismay which spread through the house at his story would +be impossible. Mrs. Shaddock gave up her darling for lost. And Mr. +Shaddock, between indignation and real apprehension, hardly knew what +he was doing. + +He set off at once with Otto, feeling as if trains were a slow mode of +travelling, when the heart had reached the end of the journey before +the whistle had more than sounded! + +Hurriedly they retraced their steps through the warm and crowded rooms, +till they reached the one where Otto had left Gertrude. + +There, in front of the anxious father's eyes, sat the group he had come +to seek, Randall in the middle of them looking flushed and sullen, the +rest white and weary. + +"You have found him?" asked Mr. Shaddock. + +"Where? How?" + +Gertrude looked up, her eyes tearful, her lips trembling. + +"We cannot well explain it here," she said in a low voice. "He came to +us of his own accord. I believe he is beginning to be sorry." + +"Beginning to be sorry?" echoed Mr. Shaddock. + +"What can you mean?" + +He took Randall's hand in his, and turned towards the door. + +"How is this, my boy?" + +"They left me alone—I got lost," said Randall, whimpering. + +Hugh had joined his father on the other side, and heard the last words. + +"Father!" he began urgently. + +"Hush—I will hear all about it at home." + +Mr. Shaddock hurried them into the train, Gertrude and Otto following. + +"He thinks we carelessly let him get lost," said Gertrude. "What shall +we do?" + +"Stick to the truth," said Otto. "How did you find him, Gertrude, after +all?" + +"He was hiding somewhere," said Gertrude in a low voice. "Just before +the place was lighted up, not long after you had gone, he sauntered up +with his hands in his pockets and asked how we were getting on." + +"What did you do?" asked Otto, almost too astonished to speak. + +"I asked him where he had been, and told him what a fright he had given +us all, and was just bidding him to sit down by me, when he gave a +strange little glance at Hugh—gone in a moment—and then sat down by me, +pushing his hand away from mine. Then I guessed that it was a trick." + +"Shameful!" said Otto indignantly. + +"It breaks my heart that he could—" said poor Gertrude. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XL. + +RANDALL'S MISCHIEF. + +THE trains were crowded, so that in the bustle of getting a seat at +all, Otto found himself almost pushed by the guard into a carriage +where were Gertrude, Hugh, and Daisy, while Mr. Shaddock and Randall +found room in a compartment farther down the train. + +"It was not my fault, one bit," Randall began, when they were off. +"They ought not to have left me." + +Though Mr. Shaddock had not intended to discuss the subject with his +little son, he was taken off his guard by the last words, and asked— + +"Who?" + +"Mr. Leigh and Miss Ashlyn." + +"Left you, how?" + +"Mr. Leigh said I could easily find her, and I went where he said, and +she was not there. Then I got lost." + +"Why did you not speak to a policeman? You have always been told to do +that. You would have saved us all this fright if you had." + +"I did not think of that," said Randall. + +Mr. Shaddock was looking out of the window in anxious thought. + +"Hugh always tries to get me into trouble—" began Randall, "and so does +Miss Ashlyn." + +"Nonsense!" said his father. + +"I wish I hadn't gone with them," pouted Randall. "I haven't had any +tea, and I am as tired as anything, hunting everywhere for them." + +"Well, you had better keep quiet now," said his father. "I do not +understand it. But I dare say we shall hear it explained when they tell +me all about it. How you can have escaped meeting all these hours I +cannot conceive." + +Randall did not reply to that. + +And by and by the journey was over, and they got out of the train and +walked up the hill under the starry sky. + + +"When do you leave London?" asked Gertrude of Otto. She felt as if she +knew nothing of his plans; for they had been separated at different +ends of the railway carriage, and the search for Randall had taken up +all the rest of the day. + +"That is not decided. I had much to tell you, but there is hardly time +to even begin it! Gertrude, Dr. Blank asked me a number of questions +about myself and my future." + +Gertrude felt startled. Again came that strange tone of constraint into +Otto's voice. + +"He was interested in you?" she asked falteringly. She hardly knew what +to say, or how to question him, unless he wished to tell her. Did he +wish to tell her? That was what she asked herself. + +"I think he was, though why I cannot imagine. I told him of my long +struggle with my medical studies, and what exams I had passed, and so +forth, and then he told me a sea voyage would do me a world of good!" + +"A sea voyage!" echoed Gertrude. + +"Miss Ashlyn," said Hugh, turning back from where he was walking with +his father, "I wish you would tell me about those constellations again." + +"Never mind now," said Mr. Shaddock, "let Miss Ashlyn have a moment's +peace. The constellations will keep, that's one good thing." + +Hugh did not press the matter further, but contented himself with +going back to Daisy and pointing out to her the Great Bear and the +"Pointers," which was the greatest astronomical achievement of which he +could boast at present. + +Gertrude had echoed Otto's words, "a sea voyage," but the announcement +seemed in some inexplicable manner to darken her life, and make +everything dreary. She managed, however, to force herself to say, "And +you are going—you think it necessary?" + +"Yes, not so much for my health, though that has not been very good +lately, but for my prospects—" + +"Will that improve them? Otto, you are holding something back; you have +some news you do not like to tell me." + +Otto did not reply to that. But after a moment he added, "Dr. Blank has +taken a sort of liking to me. I think he will try to push me on in my +profession." + +Gertrude could not ask her question again, but she felt hopelessly that +they were nearing their destination, and then Otto would say good-bye, +and their day would be over. + +"Gertrude, I have promised to go for this voyage if—if you do not +object." + +"I?" said Gertrude. + +"It is to accompany a patient of his, who needs care and supervision. +It will be for a year." + +"And then?" + +"Then I shall come home!" + +Oh, the rest that seemed to come into his voice as he said that! They +had reached the turning to the Shaddocks' house. Still Gertrude knew +that Otto was withholding some of his thoughts. How could she bear to +part from her friend thus? She thought of their friendship at home, of +all his brotherliness, of their constant interchange of thoughts and +ideas, and she felt it very hard to be constrained just as they must +part. + +"I am going to see Dr. Blank again to-morrow, and shall have a long +talk with him. He has asked me to spend Sunday at his country house. +After that I shall see you again, and tell you all." + +"You will tell me all?" asked Gertrude, in a relieved tone. + +"All—both bad and good. I might have done so to-day, but for this +child's doings. That has spoilt everything. Gertrude, you did not +answer me? Shall I go for the voyage?" + +"Am I to be the arbiter of your fate?" + +He smiled a sunny smile, while Gertrude could have cried. + +"Ah, our future is in Better Hands," he answered gently, "but if you +thought I ought not to go, for any reason, I will not go." + +"I know of no reason; if it will do your health good, it would be +everything you could wish!" + +They had reached the steps. Already Mr. Shaddock had let himself in, +and Hugh was holding the door open for them. + +"Now for Randall's mischief!" said Otto. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XLI. + +TWO SIDES OF A STORY. + +WHEN they entered, Randall was already in his mother's arms, and Mrs. +Shaddock was pouring out questions and condolences as fast as she could +speak. Her 'at home' day had come to an unpleasant end, as she had felt +too ill and pre-occupied to enjoy her guests. + +"However was it?" she was asking him. + +"Mr. Leigh and Miss Ashlyn were talking and I got lost," was his +response. + +"They were not!" exclaimed Daisy, following him into the drawing-room. +"Mollie, don't let mother think so—" + +Mollie shrugged her shoulders. "I do think it was awfully careless," +she said, "and has given mother a dreadful fright!" + +"He gave us a worse one," answered Daisy indignantly, "but Miss Ashlyn +will explain all about it." + +"I don't care about explanations," said Mollie. "I should have thought +between you, you could have looked after Randall. You know how things +upset mother." + +Gertrude and Otto had spoken to Mr. Shaddock in the hall, and then Otto +bade Gertrude farewell and went to the door. + +"I wish you could stay to see me through with this," she said with her +hand on the latch, and her eyes raised to his. + +"I wish I could—but I am not asked—" + +"No, we are in disgrace," she said, "and that is very hard." + +"It will come out all right in the end. I must go, but I would give +anything to stay—" + +And then she opened the door, and his light feet sprang down the steps, +and he was gone. + +She went slowly into the dining-room, feeling as if she could not bring +her mind down to Randall and his doings. + +Otto had looked as white as a sheet, and had eaten nothing since an +early lunch; how could she have let him go like that? + +Mr. Shaddock came in almost at once. + +"Where is Mr. Leigh?" + +"He is gone." + +"Gone! Why did you let him go? I expected him to have supper, or +whatever meal it is. Have you had anything to eat?" + +"I bought some buns—" + +"Buns?" echoed Mr. Shaddock disdainfully. "Could you get no tea?" + +"I was afraid to spend any time over that. We did nothing but search." + +"Well, it cannot be helped now. I am very vexed Mr. Leigh has gone +so soon. As to this matter, the children and Randall give different +accounts. I suppose it often is so in a question of missing each other. +So I suppose we must think 'all's well that ends well,' and be glad +it has come right now. Pray sit down, Miss Ashlyn, you look ready to +faint." + +"I never faint, thank you," Gertrude answered, "but we are very tired, +almost too tired, perhaps, to look at the matter fairly." + +"Oh, I should let it drop," said Mr. Shaddock good-humouredly. "Randall +got lost, and is found again, and now let us forget it, and eat some +supper." + +Gertrude had been wondering in the train what dreadful punishment would +be given the little delinquent, and only feared it might be too severe. +She was therefore astonished to find that all was to be overlooked, and +the matter left as if it had not happened. + +She determined to talk to Randall herself, and try to get him to +confess his share of the spoilt day. But now nothing could be done but +to accept the offered tea, and think again of poor Otto making his way +back to the West End, tired and lonely. + +Daisy and Hugh came in at the sound of the gong, but Mrs. Shaddock had +Randall's tea carried to him in the drawing-room by Mollie. And when +they went there after the meal, he had gone to nurse to be put to bed. + +Gertrude soon went up to her schoolroom, and sat down in her arm-chair +utterly wearied out. + +Daisy and Hugh came to wish good-night, and then she was left alone for +half an hour. + +She tried to recall all the events of the day, all Otto's words and +tones which had been so refreshing to her as part of her old home +life, but nothing seemed to come before her eyes but that scene in the +Museum, when he had appeared in the doorway without Randall, and then +their frantic search afterwards. + +She was just coming to the conclusion that she should never be happy +at the Shaddocks' any more if they were going to blame her for the +accident, when a tap came at the door, and nurse's kind face peeped in. + +"I came to see if you might want anything, Miss Ashlyn," she said +quietly, "and to tell you I am so sorry about the child being missed." + +"Thank you," faltered Gertrude. Her lips trembled, and she could not +get out another word. + +"Don't you be upset, miss. The children have told me their different +stories, and I can see how it is." + +"I wish I could be sure he did not do it on purpose—" began Gertrude; +and then she wished she had not said so. She looked up quickly in +nurse's face. "I hardly like to have said that," she added, "but—" + +Nurse nodded. "Time will show," she said. "Sometimes when we can't +right ourselves, there's One takes it up for us, miss, and brings good +out of bad!" + +"Oh, if He only would!" said Gertrude with a long breath. + +"Don't be afraid, miss; I've seen it over and over, and have reason to +trust Him!" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XLII. + +CLOUDS. + +EARLY the next morning Gertrude was up, and was bending over her Bible +to get refreshment before the day's work began. She dreaded what it +might bring to her, for she had seen enough of the way Randall had +carried through the misfortune of the bank-note, to hope that he would +unsay any of his yesterday's story. + +Nurse's cheering words, however, had done her good, and she rose from +her reading with a heart at rest in the promises which were so abundant +and so full. + +Her eyes had rested on some words which seemed to fit into her +perplexity and vexation, giving her fresh hope and courage. + + "'I will love Thee, O LORD, my strength!'" + +So when Daisy peeped into her room, she met the child's inquiring look +with a smile. + +"Here is a letter for you, Miss Ashlyn." + +It was from Rose, telling of their disappointment at her non-appearance +the evening before, and saying how sorry Otto was to arrive alone +without the bright party which Fritz had invited to tea at his hotel. + +Then Rose went on to say a few words about Lester, adding that time +forbade her to write more, but if Mrs. Shaddock and Gertrude could call +upon her during that day, she could better explain everything by word +of mouth. + +"I shall not ask that," said Gertrude to herself, "though I suppose I +must convey Rose's invitation." + +"Mother is not very well this morning," said Daisy, "and Randall is as +cross as two sticks." + +"Never mind that, dear. He must be sorry he was so unkind." + +"I do not think he is. Miss Ashlyn, make haste, for the boys are ready +for breakfast, and Mollie is not down. They want to get off to school +in good time; they've got to meet a boy at the station." + +Gertrude felt her life had begun again in good earnest. She put away +her Bible and followed Daisy to the dining-room, where Conway and Ned +were already eating their breakfast in haste. + +When Mollie came in, she did not seem to have recovered her temper from +yesterday any more than Randall had. She brought a message from her +mother, however, that she begged Miss Ashlyn to spend the afternoon +with her sister, but that she did not feel equal to any excitement, and +was going to stay in her room all the morning. + +"Will you take your mother the letter I have had from my sister?" + +Mollie took the letter in her hand, but sat down to her breakfast +without offering to carry it to her mother. + +By the time Daisy's music-lesson was over, however, she brought back +the answer. + +"Mother thanks Mrs. Leigh, and if she is well enough in the afternoon +she will drive to town and call upon her. At any rate, you are to go, +Miss Ashlyn. Daisy and I are to go to see our cousins who live on the +Heath, you know. Randall is to stay with nurse." + +Gertrude felt that the plan was very kind, and yet she would almost +have preferred to remain quietly at home with her pupils. + +"Are you sure that is what your mother wishes?" she asked. + +"Yes, Miss Ashlyn. Mother would not like to be worried with any more +questions. She had quite enough worry yesterday." + +Gertrude looked up steadily at the pretty girl as she stood before her +with her little air of half-condescending, half-defiant politeness. + +"We all had a great deal of worry yesterday, Mollie. However, I will do +as your mother so kindly suggests. I hope I may be able to thank her +for all her kindness some day." + +Mollie looked rather surprised at the quiet answer, under which she +could not but perceive a slight reserve. She, however, dismissed the +matter with a light— + +"Well, let it be settled so, Miss Ashlyn. I am sure you must be longing +to see Mrs. Leigh." And with a toss back of her long hair over her +shoulders, she hastened away to fulfil the housekeeping duties before +school, which devolved upon her when Mrs. Shaddock was ill. + + +Gertrude rang the school-bell, but as Randall did not appear, she made +her way to the nursery to inquire for him. + +He was there, leaning over the guard, with his chin on his hands. "Are +you ready for lessons, my dear?" she asked kindly. + +"He does not seem quite the thing to-day, Miss Ashlyn," said nurse. +"Perhaps he had better remain up here with me? He says his head aches." + +"If you think Mrs. Shaddock would wish that." + +"Yes, I am sure she would. She is so poorly this morning that I cannot +worry her with telling her that he is not well. I hope an hour or two +will see him better. I suspect he took a chill yesterday." + +So Gertrude went back to Daisy and Mollie, first, however, carrying +Randall a puzzle from her box to amuse him, of which he took no notice +beyond an abrupt "thank you," turning again to the fire as before. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +"WAITING FOR YOU!" + +THE morning passed away peacefully. + +Daisy was angelic, and though Mollie had still her little supercilious +air which chafed Gertrude inwardly, she kept it enough within bounds to +avoid rebuke. + +When they came out from lessons, Mollie found that her mother was no +better than she had been in the early morning, and nurse was busy with +her. + +"It is one of her heart attacks," said Mollie in a reproachful tone to +Gertrude. "That is how she always is when she has any excitement or +alarm. She will be ill for days, I expect, and nurse will hardly be +able to leave her." + +"I did not know she was subject to these attacks," said Gertrude. + +"No, I suppose you did not, or, of course, you would have been more +particular about Randall—" + +"But, Mollie, it was Randall's own doing." + +"Oh, well, there are two opinions about that. At any rate, what with +the excitement about Lester, and now this about Randall, mother is +perfectly upset, and it is a great bother." + +Gertrude did not pursue the subject. She gathered her books together, +wondering if she could be spared to go to her sister, but not liking to +employ Mollie as her messenger to ask this question. + +Daisy came in at the moment and settled the difficulty. + +"Miss Ashlyn, mother is not well enough to visit your sister to-day. +But would you please go and enjoy yourself. Mother hopes Mrs. Leigh +will have good news for you, and that you will be able to help her." + +Gertrude sent a message in reply. And then the dinner gong rang, and +they went down to their rather forlorn meal, Mollie presiding instead +of her mother, and Randall sitting at the side, but eating very little +and talking less. + +The moment after dinner, the girls dressed to go to their cousins, +Randall went back to the nursery, and Gertrude was set free. + + +When she went out, anxious as she was to get to her sister, as she +turned to shut the gate, her eyes fell upon the Strange House, and she +thought of Mrs. Swift. + +No, she must hasten on to see Rose, she thought. + +And yet—yet—it would not take five minutes to greet the poor, desolate +woman who had so recently lost so much. + +A moment's indecision, and then she turned that way and walked up the +garden path. + +Her ring at the bell brought Mrs. Swift very quickly to the door. + +A haggard face, with anxious, sunken eyes, met hers. + +"Mrs. Swift! You have been ill," exclaimed Gertrude. + +"It's my husband!" was her abrupt answer. "He will not have a doctor, +and I'm at my wits' end!" She opened the door wide, and Gertrude +stepped within it. + +"What is the matter?" + +"I do not know!" + +"Is he very bad?" + +"Well, not to say very bad, but he's too ill to leave his bed. We were +going to move at once, but now we can't, and he says he shall stay till +Christmas." + +"I will come and see him to-morrow, if I can," said Gertrude. "I am on +my way to visit my sister and her little boy." + +"Little Lester, miss?" asked Mrs. Swift, forgetting for a moment her +own anxiety. + +"Yes." + +"It was kind of you to tell me, miss. Has he been to a doctor yet, +miss?" + +"Yes; I have not seen my sister yet, but I believe he has been." + +"I hardly dare to ask, miss,—I am sure I have no right; but—does the +doctor give any hope, miss?" + +"I can hardly tell you, because I know so little myself. But I think he +does hope that time may improve him. Time and care, and sunshine and +sea air." + +Again Mrs. Swift gave one of her long, deep-drawn breaths. "Ah! He did +not have all those with me," she said sadly. + +"No, Mrs. Swift. Shall you think me unkind if I say that the doctor +gave it as his opinion that he was brought away just in time?" + +Mrs. Swift nodded sadly. "I knew it," she said. "Oh, miss, if you had +not come along that night, and had not stopped to speak to me! Oh, +miss, how can I thank you?" + +"Do not thank me, but God," said Gertrude gently. "Now I must go, but +tell your husband from me that I do entreat him to have a doctor; +perhaps he would accept a message from me?" + +"He thinks a deal of you, miss, in a quiet way—" + +"Then say so, and remember that you have a mighty Saviour now to help +you in everything. Tell Him all about your husband, and He will do for +you what you cannot do yourself." + +She hastened away, and sped to the high-road, where she hoped to meet +with a cab or omnibus which might expedite her journey to the Great +Northern Hotel. + +As she turned the corner, pacing up and down with quiet, patient step, +was a figure which she instantly recognized. + +It was walking away from her, but when it came to the next road, it +turned and came towards her slowly. + +"Otto!" she exclaimed. "Whatever brought you here?" + +"I have been waiting for you! Your note told Rose you would come in the +afternoon. I have been waiting for you for a long time, Gertrude!" + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +A SHORT DRIVE. + +THEY walked down the hill together, Otto looking out for a cab, but +saying very little. + +"At last I can talk to you!" he exclaimed when they were seated. +"Gertrude! I have accepted Dr. Blank's offer, and I am to go abroad for +a year with his patient!" + +"It will do you good, Otto—you have been overworking for a long time." + +"I could not help that—it was so important for me to make the most of +my time. But, Gertrude, he holds out a hope for my future which has +made all the difference to me. But the greatest difficulty is, you said +you did not care to live in London—?" + +"But that makes no difference to your plans, Otto, unless you meant +that you wanted mother to come—" + +"I don't want mother! I want you. Of course it makes all the difference +in the world. You know that well enough." + +Gertrude was silent. How could she answer such words? + +"What is the plan?" she asked, after a pause. + +"Dr. Blank thinks he will have work for me to help him with, while I +complete my medical studies. I told him—Gertrude, I told him that there +was a certain dear girl whom I loved with all my heart, and that my +great object was to make a home for her. He bid me work and hope." + +"That is always best," said Gertrude, with a little smile. + +"Do you bid me work and hope?" + +"Certainly I do, Otto. Have I not always?" + +"Then at the end of the year (for he pays me well, Gertrude), if I can +find a house, can you bear to come right into the heart of London and +make a very small beginning with me?" + +"I never guessed you wanted that!" she said, turning her eyes towards +his face. "Otto, do you really mean what you have said?" + +"I have meant it for years! At first I thought I must not, and put it +away. But lately I found that it was a great blessing and a great gift, +one I could not dismiss unless I ought. There is no ought about it, is +there? Gertrude, you knew all this long ago!" + +Whether she had guessed it or not, it was very different to hear him +saying it all. But the cab was nearing her sister's hotel, and there +was one thing she did want to tell him, if she could say nothing else. + +"You must not think—oh, Otto, never think for one moment that living in +London would be any trial to me if—" + +"Go on, Gertrude—if what?" + +"If you wanted me to." + +"Ah! Do I not? But you knew that, when you said what you did the other +day." + +Gertrude shook her head. + +"It was what you said then that made me dare to accept Dr. Blank's +offer." + +The cab had almost reached the hotel. In a moment it drew up abruptly. + +Otto sprang out; he handed her from their humble conveyance, and led +her straight up to her sister's room. + +Gertrude felt once more as if all were a dream, all but Otto's hand, +which did not let hers go till he had brought her right into her +sister's presence, announcing, in a voice that was full of joy— + +"Rose! I've brought her. And though we have not had time to say a +quarter of the things we would, yet she has promised to be my wife, and +come and make me happy when I come home next year!" + +Of course Rose looked very glad too. And for a few minutes, Gertrude +could do nothing but bend over little Lester, hiding her hot +cheeks against his curls, while Otto and Rose and Fritz exchanged +congratulations. + +Then Rose came over to where she sat, and knelt down by her and Lester. + +"How does he look?" she asked yearningly, laying her hand on her +child's. + +Gertrude was gazing in his little face. + +"I think he looks decidedly less frail than two days ago. Not so +pinched and weary." + +"That is what 'I' said!" exclaimed Rose joyfully. "Fritz was afraid it +was my fancy." + +The child lay on the sofa with a light shawl thrown over him, his eyes +open and turning to watch them as they moved about, but without any +recognition in them. + +"When he knows me," said Rose softly, "I shall begin to hope—really." + +"Ah! You hope now, little mother," said Fritz tenderly. "Hope? Why if I +had as much faith in some things as you have in Lester's knowing you by +and by, I should be on the high-road to being all you want me to be!" + +He spoke lightly, covering an earnest thought beneath his jest. + +"I have faith in both," said Rose, looking up, "or rather, I have faith +in God about you both." + +They all knew that she spoke truly. But what seemed such a very simple +matter to some people was an insurmountable difficulty to Fritz. + +"I can't make myself a Christian," he thought. And forgot that Rose had +often responded,— + +"No, dear Fritz, but He says, 'Him that cometh unto Me, I will in no +wise cast out.' You have not tried to come yet." + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XLV. + +TILL WEDNESDAY. + +"WE only wanted to see you before we went home," said Rose, when +Gertrude, having taken off her hat, had settled herself into one of the +luxurious arm-chairs, with Lester on her lap. "I am very anxious to get +home, to say nothing of telling all to dear mother." + +"I shall see them off to-morrow morning, and then go down to Dr. +Blank's country house," said Otto. "He says I am to be introduced to +the invalid boy, and am to spend Sunday with them." + +"Them?" echoed Gertrude. + +"I did not tell you that it is his brother and sister who are going for +this long sailing voyage, for the sake of their only son, who is heir +to their fortune." + +"And what will you have to do with the boy?" + +"He needs constant care and watching, and yet bright companionship. I +don't know that I shall suit in that latter respect. Perhaps I shall +now." + +He smiled archly at Gertrude, but went on with his explanations, which +were intensely interesting to her, as she had heard hardly anything +that day at Kensington. + +"Then, when I have spent a year in going round the world, he says I am +to come back and finish my studies. He says I shall have a good deal +of time on board ship, for the boy's parents take his education upon +themselves, and take infinite pains with him." + +"Is he mentally afflicted, then?" asked Gertrude. + +"It is of that nature; he is improving, and they have hopes that he +will be quite restored eventually." + +"How sad it must be for them!" said Gertrude. + +"Yes, very. They do little else than go about with him from place to +place. But they have boundless confidence in Dr. Blank." + +"No one who has been to him for advice could feel anything else," said +Rose. "Gertrude, I should like you to have seen how he took to Otto +from the first. His eyes seem to see everything." + +"Did he give any reason for his fancy?" asked Gertrude. + +"Only his treatment of little Lester. He said directly he saw his way +with Lester, he knew that he was worth training in his special branch +of the profession. Fritz says Otto's fortune is made." + +"It was made to-day," said Otto, smiling; at which all the others could +not help smiling too. + +"When do they sail?" asked Gertrude, partly because she was very +desirous of knowing, and partly to turn the subject. + +"Ah," said Otto, "I have not told you that! The fact is, I can hardly +bear to think of it. Yet it must be said." + +"And it is—" said Gertrude, while her heart sank at the long parting. +Her life had seemed nothing but partings lately. + +"On Wednesday." + +"We can bear it!" she said, looking up. "We have so much now." + +Otto did not answer. He had turned to the window, but after a moment he +came back. + +"When must you go, dear Gertrude?" + +"I ought to be at home by seven, I thought. They did not name a time, +but as Mrs. Shaddock is ill, and little Randall very poorly too—" + +"And shall I be able to see you again? Gertrude, do not shake your +head—surely when they hear all they will spare you?" + +"They have been so kind already," said Gertrude, "but, Otto—" + +"No 'buts,'" said Otto. "I must call on Mr. Shaddock on Monday before +I go down to Lanriffe to get some of my belongings. I shall ask him to +allow you to come to Gravesend to see us off." + +"I can ask—" said Gertrude, hesitating. Her wishes pulled her one way, +her objection to be further troublesome another. + +"That will be best," said Fritz, turning to Otto. "Nobody with any +consideration would refuse such a request as that. A whole year!" + +The afternoon passed all too quickly. Gertrude sat and caressed little +Lester, feeling as if she could never part with him. Rose hovered over +the two as if too full of joy and sympathy to say much. Fritz paced up +and down the room watching them all, and joining in whatever was said. +Otto sat near Gertrude, content to be in her company, and to hear her +talk to her sister. + +At six o'clock, Gertrude said she must go, and Otto prepared to +accompany her to Hampstead. + +Rose did not know how to part from her. She clung to her and whispered +words of thanks and blessing, for had not Gertrude been the means of +restoring her child? + +"Look here, sister Gertrude," said Fritz, taking her hand, when at last +she really was going. "You tell those people that Rose and I want you +with Lester! Rose will have to have somebody to be out all day with +him, why not you? She will slave herself to death else. You tell them +so, and come home to us! I never thought of it before!" + +"And you must not now, dear Fritz," she answered gratefully, "indeed +you must not. I could not leave them with my work half done. It is bad +enough to think of only a year." + +"Well, that you will have to tell them," interposed Otto. + +"Yes," she said, "but not the other. I must stay with them a year, at +any rate, if they want me. I have Randall to win yet!" + +An hour after, Gertrude walked into the house, having said good-bye +to Otto; good-bye till the Wednesday which he assured her he should +arrange for, and then a long good-bye such as they did not like to +think of. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +NURSE'S PLAN. + +GERTRUDE stood within the threshold. + +She heard Conway's voice speaking in a hushed tone on the stairs, she +saw Mollie's skirts at the corner, and heard her reply In the same awed +way, and then both turned and saw her, and came quickly down to her. + +"Miss Ashlyn!" Mollie whispered. "Mother has been so dreadfully ill all +the afternoon, and we have been obliged to send for the doctor. And now +he has come it is worse still, because he has seen Randall, and he says +he has the scarlet fever." + +"What?" asked Gertrude in a startled tone, but she had heard well +enough. + +"Yes," added Conway; "is it not dreadful? Father is not yet home, and +we are not to even tell mother, her heart is in such a weak state—and +Dr. Forde says either Randall must be taken somewhere to be nursed, or +we must all go away from home." + +They had mechanically moved into the dining-room, and stood round the +end of the table looking at each other. + +"Nurse says," pursued Ned, who was sitting with his lessons in his +hand, "that if she could leave mother, she would take him somewhere. +But then she cannot, or mother might die, and besides, we don't know of +any place. And it must be done in a hurry, that is the worst of it." + +"Where is Randall?" asked Gertrude. + +"He is in the nursery at the top. Nurse would not have him put to bed +till you came, because she wanted to consult you about a plan she has +thought of." + +"I will go to her, then. Is she up there?" + +"Yes—but do not go in, Miss Ashlyn; call nurse outside." + +"Very well, but somebody must go in, you know." + +She ran up-stairs, and tapped lightly at the closed door. + +Nurse came out at once. + +"Oh, Miss Ashlyn!" she said in a low voice. "We are in trouble, and no +mistake. If his mother could be asked—but the doctor absolutely forbids +that. I have thought of one way out of it, but I hardly dare ask such a +thing. Have you ever had it, miss?" + +"When a child, I believe I did." + +That was not the thing that nurse hardly dared ask. + +"Miss Ashlyn—if we could find a house—a cottage—or an empty house near +where they would take him in, could you go with him there? I know his +parents would not hear of a hospital, and I have heard of such things +being done, if I only knew where—" + +"You want me to find such a place and take him—to-night?" + +"That is the only thing I could think of," apologized nurse. "I would +go in a minute, but I should never forgive myself if my doing so caused +his mother's death. The doctor says the slightest alarm might be fatal +in her present state." + +Gertrude felt stunned, while nurse could do nothing but gaze anxiously +in her face. How little she knew all that was passing in her mind! + +"May I have five minutes to consider it?" asked Gertrude, feeling as if +all the world were turning round. + +She went to her room and shut the door. + +Slowly, with her hands pressing her forehead till it ached with the +pressure, she knelt down by the side of her bed. + +She could not pray; she could only think of the five minutes at her +disposal for her decision, and the numberless things which she must +decide. + +Wednesday! Where would be her promise to Otto to come down to Gravesend +to bid him farewell? If she were established as sole nurse to little +Randall, she would not be able to leave him to go to Gravesend? + +And even if she could leave him, how about carrying a chance of +infection to that out-bound vessel, which would contain so many +precious lives? How about carrying infection to that only boy whose +life was so infinitely precious to his parents? That boy whom Otto had +already undertaken to guard and cherish to the best of his ability? + +And then, supposing she could undergo the sacrifice of not seeing Otto +again, for whom was this sacrifice to be made? For Randall, whom in +that moment of anguish she acknowledged as having almost regarded as +her enemy! + +"I cannot do it," she moaned. "I cannot—it is too hard, too much. Oh, +how could nurse ask it?" + +And then amidst her tears she bethought herself of praying. + +"Lord, what wilt 'Thou' have me to do?" she whispered. + +If she could have asked any one's advice! If Otto could be consulted! +If he should bid her do it, would she not gladly, cheerfully? + +"Lord, what wilt 'Thou' have me to do?" + +Then she gave up all her questioning, all her disappointment, all her +anxiety into His hands, and as she knelt, a wonderful peace stole over +her. + +"If thine enemy—" Gertrude started at the word. Surely, surely, it +could not be that she was cherishing such a thought! "'If thine enemy +hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink.'" + +"O my Lord," she whispered, "I will do whatever Thou dost point out! +Thou knowest best, only let me have Thee with me, whatever it is, and +wherever I am!" + +She rose from her knees, and with the tears still wet on her face, she +went back to nurse. + +At her soft knock nurse came back, looking intently in her face. + +"If his father wishes it, I will do it. I believe I know a house to +which I could take him at once." + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XLVII. + +THE STRANGE HOUSE AGAIN. + +"WHAT does she say?" asked Conway, coming to the foot of the stairs as +Gertrude came down. + +"Will you come with me, Conway? I have a question to ask before I can +propose nurse's plan to your father." + +She moved to the front door. + +"Now?" asked Conway. + +"Yes; it will not take us long." + +They went out into the darkness, and Gertrude turned towards the +Strange House at once. + +"Here?" asked Conway, utter astonishment in his tone. + +"Yes; I believe Mrs. Swift will help us." + +Mrs. Swift came at once to the door, and, without noticing Conway in +the dark, she exclaimed the moment she saw Gertrude— + +"Oh, miss! Such a wonderful thing! My husband has seen a doctor, miss, +and he has told me what to do. It's bronchitis, miss; that's what it +is!" + +"I am very glad you were able to prevail upon him—" + +"It was like this, miss. There was a doctor's carriage going up and +down for ever so long this afternoon, and I watched it till I felt +nearly frantic. Then I thought, dear miss, of what you had said about +my Mighty Helper, and I did ask Him to make it all plain. Then I went +straight to my husband, and told him there was a doctor outside, and +might I call him in?" + +"I am so glad—" + +"He was awfully bad just then, and he said yes; so I told the coachman, +and presently in he came." + +"I am truly glad," said Gertrude again; "I hope he will soon be much +better." + +"I can never thank you, miss, for all you have done for me. As I have +been helped so much in this, I shall go on to other things." + +"Yes," said Gertrude, thinking of the words which often ran through her +mind, "Because Thou hast been my help, therefore under the shadow of +Thy wings will I rejoice." "Yes, indeed, you will find it so over and +over." + +"It is kind of you to come in, miss—" + +"I did not come just now for kindness," said Gertrude, feeling that +her words were binding her at once to the plan which involved her +imprisonment for weeks, "but to ask a great favour." + +"A favour of 'me,' miss?" + +Then Gertrude briefly explained the case, and made her request, which +was, supposing of course that Mr. Shaddock approved the plan when he +heard it, that Mrs. Swift should lend them two rooms in which to nurse +little Randall, and help her by cleaning and cooking for her, and by +communicating with the outward world for her. + +Mrs. Swift ran to ask her husband, and in a few minutes came back with +her reply. + +And when she was gone, Conway drew nearer Gertrude, and said in a low +tone— + +"Miss Ashlyn, I should like to shake hands. I do declare it is the +kindest thing I ever heard. And considering my mother's state, and +that all of us should have to turn out, nobody knows where, it is an +admirable idea. But it is asking a great deal of you!" He held out his +hand and shook hers warmly. "I feel I have not behaved to you as I +should—not been right down jolly, you know." + +Gertrude understood, but she only said, "Thank you, Conway," very +softly. Her heart was very full; for what would Otto feel when he +realized that they should not be able to say good-bye? + +Mrs. Swift returned and brought an earnest consent with her. "My +husband said, 'If we can do anything for the young lady that has been +such a comfort to you, let us do it by all means.'" + +So Gertrude and Conway went back. + +"I wonder if your father will be at home yet?" she said as they entered +their own garden. + +As they mounted the steps, a figure stood there holding a beautiful +bunch of flowers. + +"Gertrude!" said a voice. + +"Otto!" she responded. + +"I got half-way home, and then I saw these flowers, and I felt as if I +must bring them to you. I did not intend to come in." + +"This is Conway," said Gertrude, introducing him, "of whom you have +heard. I have come home to find great trouble. I must not ask you in, +but—" + +"I will leave you to speak to your friend," said Conway as the door +opened. "Mr. Leigh, we are in sad trouble; my little brother has +scarlet fever, and we dare not ask you in. Miss Ashlyn has been a +brick, and has proposed—But she will tell you." + +And so what Gertrude had dreaded above all things—the fear of +grieving Otto, and letting him go forth on that long voyage without a +farewell—never came to pass! + +In the few minutes in which they stood on the doorstep, he gave +his entire sanction to her plan. And, while making light of his +disappointment at not seeing her again, so strengthened her in what +both felt was right that she saw him finally walk away with a brave +heart. + +And as she carried her bunch of flowers to her own room, she could only +remember his brave, cheery words as he parted from her: "Gertrude, we +have every reason to trust our Father!" + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + +RANDALL'S REQUEST. + +ON the first landing, Gertrude met Mr. Shaddock. + +"I have seen Conway, and he has explained all about it," he said in a +low tone. "And now nurse says the greatest thing is to get him out of +the house as quickly as possible—because of the others." + +"Yes," assented Gertrude; "I will collect a few of my things, and then +we will go. How shall we get him carried across to the other house?" + +"I can do that," said his father. "How long shall you be? Miss Ashlyn, +I cannot express all I feel for your self-denying kindness. If it were +not for my wife, I would not permit it. But if she were to miss all the +children, or even nurse, I do not know what would be the consequence." + +"I quite understand all that," said Gertrude, "and indeed I am glad to +be able to help you." + +For an instant her voice trembled; she thought of herself banished from +all she loved, shut up with one who would rather have dispensed with +her help or company. But it was only for a moment. + +Otto's words came back with a sense of strength. "It is quite right," +he had said. + +And, remembering this, she had looked up once more. + +"I shall not be much more than five minutes. Will you tell nurse so, +and ask her to get Randall ready?" + +In less than half an hour a heavy bundle, muffled in a blanket, was +carried down-stairs. And then the door of the Strange House opened, +and Mr. Shaddock deposited his little son on the horsehair sofa in the +kitchen, and turned to look into Mrs. Swift's face. + +"I have not done as much as I could have wished," she said, addressing +Gertrude, "but the dear little boy's bed is ready, and I have lighted a +fire up there. Dear miss, I will make you as comfortable as I can." + +Gertrude held out her hand to Mr. Shaddock. + +"Perhaps you had better not stay," she said, "because of the others. I +will take all the care of him that I can, and be as kind to him as—as +you were to our little Lester." + +"I am sure you will," said Mr. Shaddock huskily. "I will send the +doctor in, in the morning, and will speak to you, Miss Ashlyn, in the +garden every morning and evening." + +With a farewell touch on the head to his little son, and a smothered +"God bless you," he turned away at last, and Gertrude was left in +charge. + +She and Mrs. Swift lifted poor little Randall to his room, and +then they set about making him comfortable, unpacking nurse's +thoughtfully-prepared basket, and arranging all things so that he might +miss home comforts as little as possible. + +He was very tired and miserable, and rolled himself up under the +bedclothes directly, and would not respond to their questions. But when +Mrs. Swift had gone out to get some necessary supplies, he opened his +eyes, and seeing Gertrude's lovely bunch of flowers upon the table, +said slowly— + +"Where did those come from?" + +"From a friend." + +"Who?" + +"Mr. Leigh." + +"Oh!" + +"Do you like them?" + +She got up to put them near enough for him to smell them. + +"Are they for me?" he asked. + +"You and I can enjoy them together." + +"I would rather they were mine. Can't I have them?" + +"Can you not share them with me?" + +He shook his head. "I hate sharing," he said irritably, closing his +eyes. + +Gertrude's heart smote her. Did she hate sharing? Why did she mind +Randall having her flowers? + +And then she thought of him as of one of the "little children" whom +her blessed Saviour would call to His arms and bless. Could she grudge +giving anything to one whom He would bless? + +But Randall seemed to sleep, and she sat in silence by him, thinking +and praying, seeing herself in a light in which she had never seen +herself before—she saw herself selfish! + +Would Randall never wake? How long would that heavy, restless sleep +last? + +Then she heard a carriage drive up. And in a minute a bell rang, and +she remembered, with a start, that she had promised to answer the door +while Mrs. Swift was out. + +"Mr. Shaddock directed me here to see his little boy," said a +gentleman, whom Gertrude rightly guessed was the doctor. She led +the way up-stairs, and was thankful to receive all the necessary +instructions, and to know exactly what to do. + +"I am to look in twice a day," he said on leaving, "and you need not +feel that the anxiety rests on you, Miss Ashlyn. You are doing these +people a great service, and you will be happy, I trust, in feeling +that." + +He went rapidly down-stairs, and Gertrude felt that a load had been +lifted from her shoulders. + +"How kind my dear Lord is to me!" she thought. "I felt as if I could +hardly bear the anticipation of this long night, and now it seems quite +different." + +Randall had been roused by the doctor's visit, and lay looking at +Gertrude in silence. + +"I wish I were in my nursery," he said at length. + +Gertrude rose, and brought the flowers and put them on a chair close to +his pillow. He looked at them without speaking. + +"They are for you, dear!" she said very quietly. + +"For my very own?" + +"For your very own!" she answered. + +And while he gave a little smile of pleasure, Gertrude felt that she +had given away Otto's last gift! + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER XLIX. + +WEDNESDAY. + +THEN followed weary oppressed days for the little invalid, in which +Gertrude watched and tended him with untiring patience. + +Four very slow days, during which she knew that Otto was near, and must +be making his hasty preparations for his long journey. + +He and she had decided that no communication whatever must pass from +her to him, because of the nature of the illness from which Randall was +suffering, as well as the nature of the case which Otto was taking up. + +"If my boy took it, or any one had it on board, I should hardly be able +to forgive myself," he had said, "so we will run no risk whatever. I +can write to you every day; that will be my only comfort." + +"And I shall not have that comfort," she had answered sadly, "because I +can send no letter to you!" + +Each morning Mr. Shaddock brought messages and dainty food from the +next house, meeting Gertrude in the garden and hearing all particulars +of his little son. + +"My wife keeps on asking for Randall, but I have told her that he has +an infectious complaint, but is under your care, and that the doctor +sees him twice every day." + +"That is the greatest comfort," said Gertrude. + +Wednesday came at last, and with the postman another bunch of flowers +and a good-bye letter from Otto. + +"I felt last night as if I must come and look at you through the +window, but I am glad that I did not give way to it. I feel our duty is +plain, and though it costs us a great deal, we will try to be happy in +it." + +Gertrude too was glad he had not come, though all that Tuesday she had +hoped and feared alternately that he would. + +Now the last chance was over, and he was gone! + +She laid her head down on Randall's bed and wept her good-bye till she +had no tears left. + +The child had been very ill all night, and she and Mrs. Swift had +shared the watch, each taking half the night. To-day, however, she +fancied there was a change for the better, and she anxiously waited the +doctor's arrival to hear her hopes confirmed. + +She was just wiping away her tears, and was going to raise her head, +when Randall's hot little hand was put out and touched her forehead. + +"Miss Ashlyn." + +"Yes, dear?" + +"Where am I? Oh, I remember! Is it morning yet? May I get up?" + +He tried to start up, but found himself too weak. + +"My flowers are very fresh this morning," he said with a little smile, +as he saw the new bunch just where the faded ones had stood. + +"Are they not sweet?" she answered. + +"Were you sorry you gave them to me?" he asked wistfully. "I think +you've been crying." + +"I was glad I gave them to you, dear. These are some fresh ones that +Otto sent to me to-day, because he is gone away." + +There was a pause. Randall lay looking at the flowers meditatively, but +he did not ask for them. + +"Where are the others?" he asked at last. + +"I have thrown them away. I could not keep them after they were faded +you know, dear, because of the scarlet fever." + +He assented, adding, however, "Did they fade in one night?" + +"You have been ill four nights, dear." + +"Have I? Well, I thought it was a long time! Sometimes I saw you +sitting there, and sometimes didn't know where I was. That was funny, +wasn't it?" + +"Very funny, but people do feel like that when they are ill." + +"I s'pose they do. Then sometimes I felt very cross, Miss Ashlyn, and +wished you would go away. But all the same, you seemed very kind to me, +and did not turn cross, as I am sure anybody might." + +"You see, I knew you were ill, and did not know what you did," she +answered gently. + +Again Randall was silent. He took his jelly, and bore her attentions +as if used to them. But his eyes, which before had hardly seemed to +recognize her, now were quietly looking in her face, with a look she +had never seen in them before. + +"Am I getting better?" he asked presently. + +"I think you are, dear." + +"I'm glad of that. I did not want to die." + +"When the Lord Jesus is our Saviour, it does not matter whether we live +or die," she responded. "If we live, it will be to try to please Him +and be His; if we die, we shall be glad to go to Him: as glad, Randall, +as a little tired child is to run to its mother's arms!" + +"I'm very tired, I think," he answered, "and I wish I could run into my +mother's arms!" + +"I wish you could, dear," she answered, her eyes watering with +sympathetic tears, "but though your dear mother cannot come to you +because she is ill, the Lord Jesus is always near, and loves you so +much, and will rest you so sweetly if you ask Him!" + +"I have never asked Him anything. Hugh has, but I always thought Hugh +was a baby." + +"We cannot do without Jesus," said Gertrude earnestly, "and I would +not—oh, for the world." + +"I see that," answered Randal wearily, "and I'm sorry I called Hugh a +cry-baby—very sorry." + +"Oh, are you, dear? I am so glad." + +"Glad?" + +"Glad that you are sorry for it. Now, dear, you have talked quite +enough. But just turn round on your pillow and rest your head on its +cool softness, and say to yourself, 'Jesus loves Randall! He will rest +me if I come to Him! Jesus loves me.'" + +The child did not answer in words. He gave one glance at her, and then +turned as she had advised, nestling his head into his pillow, as if +weary and satisfied. + +Whether he had taken the rest of her advice, she did not know. But from +his deep peaceful sigh as he fell asleep, she thought he had. + +After all, that was a happy Wednesday. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER L. + +IN THE CABINET. + +MRS. SWIFT was sitting with Randall one morning while Gertrude went +out for the constitutional which the doctor insisted on, and he had +been chatting to her about all his affairs with great volubility, she +listening, as she said to her husband afterwards, "with one ear," and +meanwhile plying her needle and thinking her own thoughts as well. + +"Where's Miss Ashlyn?" he asked at length. + +"Out for a walk, or else she's gone in to see my husband." + +"Is he better?" asked Randall, with interest. + +"Yes!—a deal better. He's better every way since Miss Ashlyn came to +see us." + +"Then you are glad I've been ill here?" + +"Very glad," answered Mrs. Swift heartily. + +"So am I—" + +Mrs. Swift looked up at him with surprise. + +"Yes, I'm very glad," said Randall. "Do you know, all that time that my +throat was so bad, she used to read to me out of her little Bible, or +say a verse now and then, till it got right into my head. Wasn't that +funny? Now I can't forget it, and I don't want to either." + +"That is very nice, I'm sure, dear. What words was it that you can't +forget?" + +"I think she said them oftener than any others. Sometimes I'd sort of +wake up, and there she would be feeding me with little bits of ice, and +saying so softly, it didn't disturb me a bit, 'Him that cometh to Me, I +will in no wise cast out.' I've never forgotten it, now I'm better." + +"Those are beautiful words—she said them to me. Have you come to Jesus +too, dear, and found He speaks true?" + +Randall did not answer. His eyes shone, but the "yes" which he murmured +was hardly audible. + +"I made up my mind to tell her something yesterday," he said presently. + +"Miss Ashlyn?" + +"Yes,—I want to ask her something, and to tell her something too." + +"She is coming up-stairs, now," said Mrs. Swift, rising to leave the +room, "so I'll go down to my husband and repeat to him your text, dear! +It's always best to pass on good things!" + +Randall smiled, and as Gertrude entered, she caught the look. + +"What is it?" she asked brightly. + +"I want you to let me do something!" + +"To get up to-day? You may if you like; the doctor has permitted it." + +He shook his head. "It is not that," he said. "Only—I've got nobody but +you here, and I want you to let me call you—Gertrude!" + +She bent and kissed his forehead, answering softly, "If you love me +enough to wish it, I will let you, gladly, Randall." + +He put his two arms round her neck. "I do love you—now," he whispered. + +She sat down by him, still holding his hand and stroking it softly. + +"Do you love me—now?" he questioned with a comical little look which +made her ready to laugh and cry both at once. + +"Indeed, I do." + +"You did not always? I don't wonder, because I was very nasty. But you +didn't love me till lately, did you, Gertrude?" + +How could she answer? How could she acknowledge that there was a time +when this child had seemed almost an enemy? Still he was gazing in her +face expecting a reply. + +"I began loving you when I remembered how much Jesus loved you," she +answered at length. + +He pressed her hand in both his. "Ah, that was nice!" he murmured. + +And Gertrude saw that the love of Jesus can bind together what else +might never be bound, can make the crooked straight, and the rough +places plain; so that each one of His loved ones may boast joyfully, "I +can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." + +Presently Randall started up with fresh energy. + +"Gertrude! Oh, how kind you are to let me call you so! Gertrude, I'm +going to tell you about the Museum that day." + +"Are you, dear?" + +A week ago the thought would have made her shiver. Now she rejoiced +that she could think of it calmly, almost without pain. + +"I didn't get lost—" began Randall. + +"I knew that, dear." + +"Did you? Why didn't you get me punished then? Well, I didn't get lost, +I lost myself. When Mr. Leigh left me in the doorway to go to you, I +waited till he was behind a big bit of furniture, and I just slipped +into a corner, and when no one was looking, I got into one of the old +cabinets! I could see you through the crack of the door searching about +for me." + +"Oh, Randall!" + +Still he looked in her face with quiet eyes. "I did it on purpose to +annoy you—I wasn't a bit sorry, I was very glad." + +"But you are not now?" she said anxiously. + +"Oh, no! Gertrude, you've been so very good to me that I ought to tell +you what made me sorry. Shall I?" + +Her eyes were answer enough. + +"It was yesterday—at least I think I was rather sorry before—but when +you told me to just say to myself, 'Jesus loves me,' all at once I +thought, how could Jesus love such a naughty, wicked little boy? And +then thought how kind He was not to cast out anybody, but to forgive +them; and then I asked Him to forgive me; and after that I was so +sorry—oh, so sorry for everything I have done wrong." + +And as Gertrude kissed him again, she felt more glad than she could +say. Her prayer had indeed been answered abundantly. + +[Illustration] + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER LI. + +AT LANRIFFE. + +AFTER that, Randall quickly recovered, and very soon was running about +the Strange House, and even walking in Mr. Swift's well-kept garden, +where Mr. Swift himself walked slowly round the paths, his hands in his +pockets to keep them from trying to pick up the weeds, which as yet he +was too weak to do. + +"Who'd think," he said to his wife, "that weeds would get ahead in +three weeks as these have done! I'm a'most ashamed to say as this +garden belongs to me." + +He watched the child wistfully, as day by day Randall gained strength +and grew more and more such as their own Johnnie had been. But when +his wife saw the sad look in his eyes, she would say, with unusual +gentleness, "He's in better keeping than ours, husband, and I can +hardly wish him back. There are no weeds and no sin in heaven!" + +When prudence permitted, and all the disinfecting was properly gone +through, the doctor advised that Randall should be taken to the seaside +before he mixed again with his brothers and sisters. So Gertrude was +allowed to write to her mother at Lanriffe, asking her to find a +cottage where they could be received. And in a very short time, she and +Randall were standing on the beach, drinking in the autumn air, and +feeling the salt spray dash in their faces from the restless sea. + +Mrs. Ashlyn prepared everything beforehand for their comfort, and, +waiting just a day to allow the sea breezes to blow upon them, she came +to see her child, who had passed through so much since they had parted +only so few weeks ago. + +Randall was out on the beach in front of the cottage, when Gertrude was +at last clasped in her mother's arms. + +There was so much to tell, and so much to ask, that at first they +seemed to have nothing to say. + +"My dear, you look—as if you had been a long journey, and had come back +different!" + +"The same in love to you," faltered Gertrude, for her mother's look was +almost more than she could bear. + +"Ah! Absence does not make much difference in child-love and +mother-love," answered Mrs. Ashlyn. + +"And your eyes?" asked Gertrude, looking lovingly in the patient face. + +"Not worse, my dear. I have been saving them up. Phyllis is such a +treasure now you are gone; she does everything for me." + +"I guessed she would." + +"Yes; and Otto! Directly you were gone, Otto came to me and told me he +intended to be my son." + +"Did he?" + +"Yes—not only in name, as a sort of pretence, but a son in real +earnest. He told me of his love for you, and asked my consent." + +"Oh, mother! And you never told me! But of course you did not." + +"I left him to tell his own tale. And now he is gone abroad, Phyllis +and I seem too lonely. You intend to stay in London, my child?" + +Did her mother speak wistfully? + +"I must—I think I ought; indeed, I wish it for every reason. You would +not have me leave them, mother?" + +Mrs. Ashlyn did not at once reply. + +So Gertrude continued— + +"You see, mother, Mrs. Shaddock has learned to trust me, and I should +like to go back and help her. There is much to teach the children that +they have never even heard of! Hugh wants help—Mollie is so nice in +many ways, but so indulged and independent. I do really think that it +would be unkind to leave them now, after all their kindness." + +Mrs. Ashlyn did not press the matter further, and the conversation then +turned on Mrs. Shaddock's health, which Gertrude explained was not yet +satisfactory, though she was much better than she had been. + +"I did not know she was subject to such attacks," said Mrs. Ashlyn. + +"She has only had one other as serious as this," answered Gertrude, +"but many slight warnings. Poor little Randall's piece of mischief has +cost him and his mother very dear." + +"Have they any idea how he took this?" + +"We have no idea. People have suggested that there was some poison +lurking in the old cabinet where he hid himself, but I am at a loss +to guess what it could have been. He says he sat for ever so long on +a form watching for us, by a woman who had a very funny smell in her +shawl. Of course that may have been it; people are so careless about +carrying infection!" + +"Rose is longing to see you," said her mother, "but will wait for a day +or two. It was very kind of the Shaddocks to plan your coming here, my +dear." + +"They are full of such kindnesses. I never saw people so thoughtful for +others before—except you, mother; you are always everything!" she added +fondly. + +"You have heard from Otto?" asked her mother, returning her kiss. + +"He writes by every mail that he can. His letters are full of incidents +of the voyage—the strange people he meets, the amusing things they do +and say, the dogs that people bring with them, the pets they patronize, +the absurdities they perpetrate. It reads like a story, only more +interesting!" + +"I expect it is," said Mrs. Ashlyn, smiling. + +"The boy has quite taken to him, and is improving every day. How I long +to see Lester, to know if 'he' has gained anything!" + + + +[Illustration] + +CHAPTER LII. + +RANDALL'S RETURN. + +"HERE is London!" said Randall, as the houses thickened fast, and the +fields melted as it were into brick walls and chimneys, while the +express train flew past them. + +"Where?" asked a girl with a beautiful face, who was sitting opposite +to Randall, looking out eagerly. + +Randall gave a little laugh, at which Phyllis coloured vividly. + +"I have never seen London, you know," she said apologetically. + +"It is everywhere," said Randall, waving his hand about, "all these +houses, and churches, and gardens, and factories, and Board Schools, +and everything are London!" + +"I see," answered Phyllis. + +"Never mind, Phyllis," said Rose, who was seated by her, "you will have +to be a little 'country cousin' for a few days. When you go back to +Lanriffe, you will be 'the London young lady.'" + +"I do not wish to be anything but what I am," said Phyllis quietly. + +"I wonder what Dr. Blank will say of Lester?" remarked Gertrude, +looking down at him as he nestled against her shoulder. + +The little boy glanced up at her as she spoke. They sometimes +fancied—was it only fancy?—that he did look up when his name was spoken. + +Randall and Gertrude had been at Lanriffe for more than a month, and +were now returning to spend Christmas at Hampstead. + + +The weather had been unusually mild for the time of year, and Randall +had passed most of his time out of doors, catching all the air and +sunshine he could. + +Soon after their arrival, Rose had brought little Lester over from +Camptown on a visit to her mother and Phyllis. And Randall had found a +new delight in tending the little invalid, wheeling him about in his +easy carriage, and talking to him of what he saw around him. + +Those looking on so anxiously and eagerly noticed that the child was +more bright when Randall came near him, and would put out his arms to +welcome him. That even sometimes there was a movement of his lips as if +he were trying to speak; and once a rippling laugh broke from him at +one of Randall's sallies. + +The boy was devoted to him, and one day when they were left for a few +minutes on the beach together, he was seen to coax him from his little +carriage, and tenderly to lead him a few steps along the firm sand. By +the end of the month he had begun to run about, and each day strength +of body seemed to be coming back to him. + +"Randall," Gertrude had said on the last evening before they were to +return home, "you have been very, very kind to Lester, and Rose and I +love you dearly for it." + +Randall threw his arms round her neck. + +"I never was kind to anybody before, but I thought now I loved the Lord +Jesus—it seemed the only thing I could do for Him." + +If ever Gertrude felt happy and thankful, it was at that moment. + + +So the train that bore Gertrude and Randall back to Hampstead, bore +Mrs. Ashlyn to consult an oculist, as well as Rose and Lester to see +Dr. Blank, Phyllis having been invited meanwhile to pay a visit to +Mollie Shaddock. + +But Rose was not to stay long in London. She was to meet her husband +from one of his frequent journeys. And after the physician had examined +little Lester, she and her mother were to return home together. + +Rose and Fritz had arranged to take up their abode with Mrs. Ashlyn and +Phyllis at their seaside cottage. + +This had been Rose's own thought. + +"Mother!" she had said one day. "Here am I lonely at Camptown when +Fritz is away, and there are you lonely at Lanriffe. Suppose we pack +up our furniture and come over to you? Gertrude will never come back +for more than a brief visit, because she is going to stay with her +Shaddocks till Otto comes back. And then, why, mother, Dr. Blank told +me they would be married directly, as he needs Otto so much, and he +wants to see them settled!" + +"But, my dear—" Mrs. Leigh had begun. + +"Oh, I know all about the furniture and all that! Fritz and I have made +a grand calculation, and he wants you to give anything you can spare to +Otto and Gertrude, and we will bring ours to your house. He was going +to buy them some, but instead, he will put a hundred or two in the bank +for you. That will be a little help all round." + +Mrs. Ashlyn was greatly astonished, but when she had time to think of +Fritz's plan, she liked it the more she thought of it. To have Rose and +Phyllis always near her, and to be able to cherish little Lester—well, +nothing could be nicer. + +And Rose had whispered "that she never need think of care any more +about money matters, because Fritz said he had enough for everybody!" + +So the party in the train were in very good spirits. And when they +separated, Rose and her mother to the Great Northern Hotel once +more, and Gertrude and her two young companions to Hampstead, it was +difficult to say which was the happiest or most hopeful party of the +two. + +When the cab stopped at the house at Hampstead, Conway sprang down the +steps to meet them. + +"Welcome back!" he exclaimed. "Welcome back!" + +And there in the hall was Mollie, ready to greet Phyllis, while Ned and +Hugh stood behind with Daisy, waiting for their turn. + +"How grown Randall is!" said Mrs. Shaddock, when, after tea, he stood +within her arms for the twentieth time at least. "And how different!" + +"I 'am' different," whispered Randall. Then, as Gertrude passed near, +he held out his hand to her and drew her close. "Am I not different, +Gertrude?" + +And Gertrude thankfully answered, "Yes, indeed, darling." + + + + THE END. + + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 76759 *** diff --git a/76759-h/76759-h.htm b/76759-h/76759-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9cb6c29 --- /dev/null +++ b/76759-h/76759-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,7934 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <title> + The Strange House; or, A Moment's Mistake., by Catharine Shaw │ Project Gutenberg + </title> + <link rel="icon" href="images/image001.jpg" type="image/cover"> + <style> + +body { + margin-left: 10%; + margin-right: 10%; + font-size:12.0pt; + font-family:"Verdana"; +} + +p {text-indent: 2em;} + + h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6 { + text-align: center; /* all headings centered */ + clear: both; +} + +hr { + width: 33%; + margin-top: 2em; + margin-bottom: 2em; + margin-left: 33.5%; + margin-right: 33.5%; + clear: both; +} + +/* Images */ + +img { + max-width: 100%; + height: auto; +} + +.w100 { + width: auto + } + +.figcenter { + margin: auto; + text-align: center; + page-break-inside: avoid; + max-width: 100%; +} + +p.t1 {text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 125%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t2 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 150%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t3 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 100%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t3b { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 100%; + font-weight: bold; + text-align: center + } + +p.t4 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 80%; + text-align: center + } + +p.letter {text-indent: 0%; + margin-left: 10% ; + margin-right: 10% } + +p.poem { + margin-left: auto; + margin-right: auto; + padding: 20px 0; + text-align: left; + width: 555px; + } + +p.thought {text-indent: 0% ; + letter-spacing: 4em ; + text-align: center } + + </style> +</head> +<body> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 76759 ***</div> + +<p>Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image001" style="max-width: 33.8125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image001.jpg" alt="image001"> +</figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image002" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image002.jpg" alt="image002"> +</figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>"Whatever is the matter?"</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h1>THE STRANGE HOUSE;</h1> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>OR,</b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t1"> +<b>A MOMENT'S MISTAKE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> +<p class="t3"> +BY<br> +</p> + +<p class="t1"> +CATHARINE SHAW<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +AUTHOR OF "DICKIE'S SECRET," "THE GABLED FARM," "ALICK'S HERO,"<br> +"NOBODY'S NEIGHBOUR," "SOMEBODY'S DARLING," ETC.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +New Edition.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<p class="t4"> +<em> LONDON:</em><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +JOHN F. SHAW AND CO.<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +48, PATERNOSTER ROW, E.C.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3b"> +CONTENTS<br> +<br> +————<br> +</p> + +<p>CHAPTER</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_1">I. NEXT DOOR</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_2">II. POVERTY KNOCKS AT THE DOOR</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_3">III. LOVE DOES NOT FLY OUT OF THE WINDOW</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_4">IV. GONE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_5">V. MOLLIE'S WELCOME</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_6">VI. ALL SIX!</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_7">VII. CONWAY'S DISCOVERIES</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_8">VIII. DAISY'S "CHUM"</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_9">IX. A CHAMPION</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_10">X. A SONG</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_11">XI. A SCRIMMAGE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_12">XII. MARMALADE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_13">XIII. THE OVERTURNED BASKET</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_14">XIV. "X. Y. Z."</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_15">XV. LITTLE LESTER</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_16">XVI. A LATE VISITOR</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_17">XVII. BEFORE DAWN</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_18">XVIII. SUNRISE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_19">XIX. ROSE GUESSES SOMETHING</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_20">XX. UP THE CHIMNEY</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_21">XXI. BY THE NURSERY FIRE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_22">XXII. NO THOROUGHFARE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_23">XXIII. A HINDRANCE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_24">XXIV. AT THE GRAVE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_25">XXV. JOHNNIE'S JOKE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_26">XXVI. FLIGHT</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_27">XXVII. A DARK RIDE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_28">XXVIII. ALMOST</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_29">XXIX. AT LAST</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_30">XXX. WRAPPED IN A CLOAK</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_31">XXXI. ANOTHER PROMISE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_32">XXXII. A VIGIL</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_33">XXXIII. "FRITZ IS COMING"</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_34">XXXIV. SET TO WORK</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_35">XXXV. OUTSIDE THE GREAT NORTHERN</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_36">XXXVI. BY AND BY</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_37">XXXVII. A NEW THOUGHT</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_38">XXXVIII. IN THE MUSEUM</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_39">XXXIX. HIDING</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_40">XL. RANDALL'S MISCHIEF</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_41">XLI. TWO SIDES OF A STORY</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_42">XLII. CLOUDS</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_43">XLIII. "WAITING FOR YOU!"</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_44">XLIV. A SHORT DRIVE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_45">XLV. TILL WEDNESDAY</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_46">XLVI. NURSE'S PLAN</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_47">XLVII. THE STRANGE HOUSE AGAIN</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_48">XLVIII. RANDALL'S REQUEST</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_49">XLIX. WEDNESDAY</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_50">L. IN THE CABINET</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_51">LI. AT LANRIFFE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_52">LII. RANDALL'S RETURN</a></p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image003" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image003.jpg" alt="image003"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>THE STRANGE HOUSE.</b><br> +<br> +————<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_1">CHAPTER I.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>NEXT DOOR.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"HARK! What's that, Ned?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing!"</p> + +<p>"It isn't nothing! Do hush, Ned; there is something wrong outside!"</p> + +<p>It was a still night at the end of September, unusually mild for the +time of year, and the boys were just in bed, having left their window +thrown wide-open, so that every noise in the road came up distinctly.</p> + +<p>Conway, having just laid his head on his pillow, heard some one say in +a clear, abrupt undertone—</p> + +<p>"I've got you!" followed by a scuffle, in which, now that Ned was +quiet, holding his breath too, there were words exchanged of angry +expostulation.</p> + +<p>The boys were out of bed in a trice, and were leaning out of the window +breathlessly.</p> + +<p>"Let go, I say," said the second voice angrily.</p> + +<p>"Not I! I've got you, now! I've been watching you for this half-hour."</p> + +<p>"Let go, I say! What do you want with me? I'm in my own garden, I tell +you."</p> + +<p>"A likely story," answered the gruffer voice, which the boys took to +be a policeman's. "And if you stir till I can get help, you'll feel my +truncheon."</p> + +<p>"I say," said Conway, "don't you think we ought to go down, Ned?"</p> + +<p>He was getting into his garments in breathless haste, followed by Ned. +And just as they rushed down-stairs, two or three heads were put out at +various doors, and their mother asked—</p> + +<p>"Whatever is the matter?"</p> + +<p>The boys did not wait to explain much, but called out, "There's +something going on in the next garden; tell father to come," and rushed +off.</p> + +<p>"What is it, mother?" asked Mollie, peeping from her room.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shaddock shivered, her teeth chattering with nervousness. "I don't +know," she answered, "only I heard a noise in the road."</p> + +<p>"Why have the boys gone down?" asked Mollie. "And oh, here's father +going too!"</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the boys had reached the garden, and had sprung over the +hedge which separated them from their neighbour's grass-plot, and were +already standing by the policeman, who was grimly holding on to a +crouching figure under the front hedge.</p> + +<p>As the policeman's lantern was turned on the boys' faces, the +imprisoned man looked up and exclaimed—</p> + +<p>"Speak for me, young sirs; you know me, don't you? These young +gentlemen live next door to me, and they know I live here!"</p> + +<p>"I don't believe you," said the policeman; "you're here for no good, +that I do know. Get up and come along with me."</p> + +<p>"I'm not going to," said the man stoutly. "I live here. And if I like +to be in my garden at this time of night, I shall please myself."</p> + +<p>"We'll go and rouse the house and see if you belong there. Who else +lives here?" asked the constable suspiciously.</p> + +<p>"No one else," said the man, springing to his feet, and releasing +himself, though he did not attempt to move away. "I live alone, and +it's no business of any one's if I do. What sort of a policeman can you +be not to know me who has lived here for this past year, and worked in +my garden day and night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it 'is' our neighbour," broke in Conway, while Mr. Shaddock, who +had now come out, assured the officer of the law that this was the case.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm new on this beat," said the man, letting go unwillingly. +"But when I see a feller poking along by a hedge, and hiding down +beneath it when he hears a footstep, I sez to myself, 'He ain't up to +no good.' And no more he isn't, be he neighbour or no neighbour to +respectable folks!"</p> + +<p>He stood aside angrily, while the man, with curt thanks to his +releasers, strode up the garden path and let himself into the house +with a latch-key.</p> + +<p>"Rum," remarked the policeman; "for when I first took hold of him, I +could swear I saw a light in the bottom room. And how should it go out +and all be black and dark now, I should like to know?"</p> + +<p>He moved off, shaking his head, while Mr. Shaddock and his sons made +their way back to their home.</p> + +<p>On the doorstep stood Mrs. Shaddock and her eldest daughter, Mollie, +who had been looking on in great excitement, fearing, or perhaps +hoping, that a veritable thief had been caught.</p> + +<p>The disturbed household gathered in the deserted dining-room, a motley +group in their quickly-donned costumes.</p> + +<p>Ned could not help laughing as he pulled Mollie's long hair, and asked +her if she were sure her head was not chopped off?</p> + +<p>"After that tug, I 'am,'" she answered. "But, father, what did he say? +We could not hear."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Mrs. Shaddock, "do tell us."</p> + +<p>"I've nothing to tell," answered her husband. "Our strange neighbour, +it seems, was meandering about outside, and a new policeman took him up +in mistake for a thief; that's all!"</p> + +<p>"All!" echoed Mrs. Shaddock. "Suppose you had been taken up when you +were smoking a cigar."</p> + +<p>"Well, he wasn't smoking," said Conway; "he was hiding apparently. +Besides, he says there is no one living in the house with him, and yet +the 'Bobby' saw a light put out."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shaddock turned white. "'I' saw a light put out," she said, "just +after your father went out. We were standing on the doorstep when a +light was slowly moved a few yards, and then it went out."</p> + +<p>"That can't be, my dear, if nobody besides lives there," said Mr. +Shaddock.</p> + +<p>"It is very queer though," she said, turning to Mollie, "for we both +thought it was strange the person did not come to the door."</p> + +<p>"What a good thing it is we had been up so late!" said Ned, yawning. +"If we had not been at that concert, this would not have happened!"</p> + +<p>Conway laughed. "Or we should have slept through it," he said.</p> + +<p>"I feel scared," remarked Mollie. "I wonder if Daisy is awake?"</p> + +<p>"There is nothing to be scared at," said Ned, "and father is next door +to you. Anyway, I love excitements. We will watch the Strange House, +Conway, and see what comes of this."</p> + +<p>"Yes," assented his brother, "if it is worth while. That feller next +door has told a lie, anyway!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's nothing," said Ned carelessly. "It's more than that, I +think. I shall keep my eyes open."</p> + +<p>"And I shall shut mine," said Conway, "if they aren't shut already!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image004" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image004.jpg" alt="image004"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image005" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image005.jpg" alt="image005"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_2">CHAPTER II.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>POVERTY KNOCKS AT THE DOOR.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"HOW does it look, Phyllis?"</p> + +<p>The child glanced up from her lessons, and stretched out her hand +across the table for a fine piece of cambric which her mother was +holding out to her.</p> + +<p>She took it under the lamp, and examined it critically.</p> + +<p>"I've seen you do it better, mother."</p> + +<p>"I was afraid so," answered Mrs. Ashlyn slowly. "I can do no more work +by candlelight."</p> + +<p>"Mother!" exclaimed the child, with an accent of dismay.</p> + +<p>"I have feared it for a long time," she said, passing her hand over her +eyes, and leaning back in her chair rather wearily.</p> + +<p>Phyllis looked in her face consideringly, and then her eyes met a pair +of dark ones opposite—those of a young man seated with a pile of books +before him, in the study of which he had been buried, till interrupted +by the serious nature of the conversation between his two companions.</p> + +<p>For that it was a serious conversation both knew.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashlyn was a widow with very limited means, and had been +accustomed to eke out her income by fine needlework for a large +baby-linen warehouse in the neighbouring town.</p> + +<p>If this source of income should fail, what would become of them? So +thought the three seated in that cosy little room.</p> + +<p>From outside came the subdued roar of the sea, as its ceaseless waves +broke on the beach near; while inside the clock ticked on audibly, and +the lamp shone on Phyllis's shining hair and on Otto's curly head, +both bent over their respective books, though their thoughts were busy +elsewhere.</p> + +<p>Otto, the son of an old friend, had lived with Mrs. Ashlyn for three +years, while preparing for his medical examinations, and had become, +as Phyllis expressed it, "quite one of the family." But at any rate, +he shared all their interests, and, so far as he understood them, +sympathized in their cares.</p> + +<p>What would happen now, if one of the chief sources of income should be +permanently dried up?</p> + +<p>The meditations of the three were broken in upon by a light step coming +swiftly up the little garden path, and by the turning of the handle of +the front door.</p> + +<p>"There's Gertrude!" exclaimed Phyllis rather unnecessarily, for both +her companions knew that quite well.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashlyn rose, folded her work carefully into a spotless +handkerchief, and placed it in a dainty, covered basket which stood at +her side. Then she looked up with a smile as the door opened to admit +a girl of about twenty-two, who came in with a bright look and manner +that seemed like a May breeze.</p> + +<p>"You look like news!" said Phyllis. "Are they going to keep you on?"</p> + +<p>"No," answered Gertrude.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashlyn's eyes were fixed on her face inquiringly, with an anxiety +in her answer which the others understood, if Gertrude did not.</p> + +<p>"No," pursued Gertrude, "they are not. They want to make other +arrangements. So now there is nothing to be done but to look out for +something else!"</p> + +<p>"That is not so easy," said Mrs. Ashlyn. "Camptown is not so very +large, and the schools there are limited in number. But I dare say we +shall find something in time."</p> + +<p>"Of course we shall," said Gertrude heartily. "Why, mother, do you not +'know' that all our ways are in our Father's hands?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashlyn was leaving the room, and received her daughter's kiss with +a sweet, patient smile, the patience of which was not noticed by her +child so much as its sweetness.</p> + +<p>"Mother! I had something to ask you. Now Phyllis is so 'competent' +and—well—everything, would you spare me if I heard of a situation near +London—at Hampstead?"</p> + +<p>"Have you?" asked her mother, starting. And she was not the only one in +that room who started too.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Miss Timely told me of one—"</p> + +<p>"I will think of it," said Mrs. Ashlyn quietly.</p> + +<p>And then the door closed and the three young people were left alone.</p> + +<p>Gertrude looked after her mother with a puzzled look. Then she said to +Phyllis—</p> + +<p>"Is mother not well?"</p> + +<p>But Phyllis did not answer at once, so Otto said quietly—</p> + +<p>"Her eyes have troubled her again to-night, and I think she has gone to +bathe them."</p> + +<p>"You speak in a different tone from what you do generally, Otto," she +said, going to his side. "Has anything happened while I have been gone?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing but what I said—nothing fresh," he added in a quick undertone. +"But I think it has come over your mother more than ever before—what +I have long foreseen—that the work which she does so beautifully is +injuring her sight, and that she will soon be unable to do it."</p> + +<p>"Otto!"</p> + +<p>There was a pause. The young man was gathering his books together, as +if he had finished.</p> + +<p>"Have you done?" asked Phyllis, surprised.</p> + +<p>"For to-night," he answered. "I am going for a walk along the beach."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image006" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image006.jpg" alt="image006"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_3">CHAPTER III.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>LOVE DOES NOT FLY OUT OF THE WINDOW.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>OTTO let himself out into the darkness, leaving the two girls looking +at each other.</p> + +<p>"He said he had heaps to do!" exclaimed Phyllis.</p> + +<p>"He has altered his mind. But what is this, about mother's eyes?"</p> + +<p>Phyllis explained, and then Gertrude ran up-stairs to find her mother.</p> + +<p>The rooms were all dark, but as she peeped into her mother's, across +the strip of moonlight was a kneeling figure.</p> + +<p>The figure rose on hearing her step, and her mother came to her side +and drew her to the window. Neither spoke for a moment, then Gertrude +said gently—</p> + +<p>"Your eyes may be better again, mother!"</p> + +<p>"I hardly expect that my dear, but—"</p> + +<p>"You have seen a way?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; 'I will never leave thee nor forsake thee.'"</p> + +<p>"That is the best help there can be."</p> + +<p>Again they stood in silence, watching the bright rippling sea, +sparkling like diamonds in the moonlight.</p> + +<p>"What is this situation you have heard of, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"It is near Hampstead; Miss Timely knows the people well, and says I +should be very comfortable. There are four boys and two girls—"</p> + +<p>"Boys?" asked Mrs. Ashlyn.</p> + +<p>"Oh, not all for me to teach! One little boy, I think, and the two +girls."</p> + +<p>"When do they want you?"</p> + +<p>"Directly. But, mother, the salary is good, much better than what Miss +Timely gave me. And then you will not have my board, you know!"</p> + +<p>"Your board!" said her mother fondly. "But, Gertrude, how shall I part +with you, and how shall you bear to go?"</p> + +<p>"That I do not know," she answered, in a tone that had a sort of +huskiness in it. "But sometimes I have wished for a change—"</p> + +<p>"Have you, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," answered Gertrude slowly, her voice growing clear and calm +again, "yes, I have. I thought it would be good for us all. I shall +come back again, God willing. But—if you do not mind, I should like to +go."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashlyn was very thoughtful for a few moments, still with her arm +round her daughter's waist, and still looking out on the sea.</p> + +<p>She opened her mouth to speak, but the question got no farther than her +lips.</p> + +<p>Perhaps Gertrude did not desire to prolong the interview. At any rate +she drew herself away gently, and said in a would-be sprightly tone—</p> + +<p>"I must write about this at once, mother, and then set to about some +adornments! What a good thing it is you have made me keep my clothes in +such good order!"</p> + +<p>"I never thought it would be for this," said her mother ruefully.</p> + +<p>"Ah! We do not know what good things are in store for us, by and by, +mother. Let us trust on; we have been cared for hitherto."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashlyn followed her down-stairs, and superintended the letter to a +certain Mrs. Shaddock, living in a certain road near Hampstead; which +letter got written and posted before they went to bed.</p> + +<p>"I'll run over and put it in the box," said Gertrude, throwing a light +shawl over her head. "Mother, I shall not be able to be so primitive at +Hampstead!"</p> + +<p>"No, my dear. You will miss the freedom."</p> + +<p>"I shall miss a great many things," she answered soberly.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Meanwhile Otto had made his way from the houses of the little village, +and had found a sheltered nook among the rocks where he could be alone, +and yet could see the sea and the moon.</p> + +<p>But though his eyes were fixed upon it, his thoughts were elsewhere.</p> + +<p>He felt conscious of having received a blow. He was unwilling to +acknowledge it to himself, and yet he felt it was there.</p> + +<p>He had been sure two years ago that he had buried something—a very dear +hope—safely and securely in the depths of his heart, never again to +rise, he had assured himself. And yet—yet the imprisoned hope was not +dead! It had burst its chains, and was there by his side, with more +life than ever!</p> + +<p>When he had first come to Lanriffe, the pretty little fishing village +near to the larger town of Camptown, and had settled down in Mrs. +Ashlyn's happy little cottage, he had found out after a few months that +there was one in that cottage who had become worth all the world to him.</p> + +<p>Then had come thoughts of prudence and necessity—his unfinished +studies, his uncertain future, his poverty, everything.</p> + +<p>He had had a sore struggle, but he had considered he had conquered.</p> + +<p>"As sisters henceforth," he had assured himself. And till to-night he +had believed it true.</p> + +<p>Now she was going away! Uncertain?—Nonsense, of course she would go!</p> + +<p>All his patience and self-control were cast to the winds. He bent his +head to the blast, and felt as if there were nothing in the world of +any use now! Gertrude was going away!</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image007" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image007.jpg" alt="image007"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image008" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image008.jpg" alt="image008"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_4">CHAPTER IV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>GONE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE answer from Mrs. Shaddock had come. Gertrude was to go as soon as +she could arrange to set off, and Mrs. Ashlyn and the two girls were +very busy during the days which elapsed, stitching and planning and +packing.</p> + +<p>When they were together, all tried to face the impending parting with +as much cheerfulness as possible. But the nearer it got, the worse it +seemed.</p> + +<p>Otto, after that one lonely walk on the shore, buried himself in his +studies with more diligence than ever, seldom looking up to joke with +Phyllis or fall into one of those talks with Gertrude that had been +such a happiness to him before.</p> + +<p>The last day seemed a very long one. In the afternoon, when they were +up-stairs putting the final things into the box, the door opened and a +sweet face peeped in.</p> + +<p>"Rose!" exclaimed Phyllis.</p> + +<p>Any one could see that the lady whom Phyllis addressed was her own +sister, but the sad eyes and ethereal mournful look did not match +Phyllis's bright face at all.</p> + +<p>"My dearest!" said Rose's mother, rising. "Have you come home?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, we came last night. To-day I have done nothing but set my house +in order."</p> + +<p>She sighed heavily, as she put her bonnet on the bed and turned to +smooth her hair at the glass, which reflected back a singularly lovely +young face set in wavy hair, which at thirty was already almost white. +She smoothed it back with careless grace, and turned to her mother with +a faint smile, saying, "I have come to tea!"</p> + +<p>"I am so glad," said Gertrude. "It would have seemed worse to go +without seeing you, Rose."</p> + +<p>"I need not ask?" said Mrs. Ashlyn, tenderly. "You have had no tidings?"</p> + +<p>"None," answered Rose, sadly. "We spent all our holiday in searching, +and could gain not the slightest clue."</p> + +<p>When they went down-stairs, Otto sat in the window still buried in his +books. But on their entrance, he closed them and rose to greet the +new-comer, glancing in her face inquiringly, as the others had done, +knowing that the answer was to be read plainly enough without any words.</p> + +<p>Rose and her husband had passed through a terrible sorrow—one so +dreadful that life had seemed a blank to them from the moment, two +years ago, when they had become childless!</p> + +<p>No little grave belonged to the sorrowful parents; no last days of love +and tenderness could be remembered; no little clothes in which their +darling had died were left for that broken-hearted mother. Their child +had been snatched from them, and had left no mark behind.</p> + +<p>The young mother, when lodging for a few weeks at the seaside, had +suddenly been called away to attend her husband, who was dangerously +ill.</p> + +<p>The landlady, who had only one boy, offered in the kindest way to take +charge of their four-year-old darling. And in an agony of doubt, torn +between love for husband and child, Rose left the child in her charge, +and set off on her long journey to Scotland.</p> + +<p>While she was there, she received one letter from the landlady to say +all was going well. And then a week elapsed and no further tidings came.</p> + +<p>She wrote to inquire, and on receiving no answer, she left her +convalescent husband and hurried south.</p> + +<p>When she arrived at the lodgings, all things were as she had left them +a fortnight before, but the house was empty!</p> + +<p>No landlady, no boy, no child!</p> + +<p>The neighbours said she had hurriedly set out ten days ago, saying the +little visitor was ill and must be taken to his mother. And this was +all any one knew. They had taken tickets to London, and there all trace +of them ceased.</p> + +<p>That was Rose's story: no wonder that Otto looked in her face to see if +in their weary search any hope had crept in.</p> + +<p>No earthly hope had entered, but in that depth of desolation, when +their hearts had been almost broken, the One who healeth the broken in +heart had drawn near to them to bind up their wounds.</p> + +<p>"He belonged to Jesus," Rose had said to her mother; "he loved Jesus, +even though he was so little. By and by we shall meet again, either +here or in heaven, and I can trust Him!"</p> + +<p>Oh, the depth which that loving heart had reached before she could say, +"I can trust Him!"</p> + +<p>Otto knew all the story. Besides, Rose's husband was Otto's own brother.</p> + +<p>So they sat down to tea, and Rose put away her own sorrows while she +entered into all the interests at the cottage.</p> + +<p>At last it was time to go, and Otto offered to accompany his +sister-in-law home.</p> + +<p>"To-night?" she asked, surprised. "I can easily go back in the omnibus, +Otto, and you would rather not be away this last night?"</p> + +<p>"I shall come with you," he answered; "there will be all too much time +for good-byes even then. Goodbyes are wretched things."</p> + +<p>His eyes met Gertrude's, and then looked away again. "Shall you be up +when I come home?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"That depends on what time that will be," she answered, smiling a very +little.</p> + +<p>"Then I will come in time to see you," he said.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image009" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image009.jpg" alt="image009"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image010" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image010.jpg" alt="image010"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_5">CHAPTER V.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>MOLLIE'S WELCOME.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE train was speeding towards London, bearing Gertrude to her new home.</p> + +<p>The partings had all been said. Oh, the terrible wrench it was to leave +her mother, to know that henceforth she must be left to Phyllis's care +and thoughtfulness!</p> + +<p>Then Phyllis! How her large eyes had filled with tears, and how sober +her sweet face had looked as she realized for the first time her +responsibilities as sole home-daughter!</p> + +<p>And then the third parting had perhaps been the worst of all, because +the feeling on both sides had not been able to be expressed.</p> + +<p>"Will you think of me and trust me, Gertrude?" was all that Otto's dry +lips had been able to falter.</p> + +<p>And Gertrude had put her hand in his, and had answered a very quiet, +"Yes, Otto," as their eyes met.</p> + +<p>Now, seated in the train, she felt as if she would like to have been +able to live the last twelve hours over again.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Towards afternoon a cab drove up to that certain road near Hampstead +where the Shaddocks lived, and Gertrude and her two modest boxes were +deposited within the hall of her new home.</p> + +<p>"Good afternoon, Miss Ashlyn," said a tall, pleasant-looking girl of +about thirteen, coming out of the dining-room, where she had been +waiting on purpose to receive her governess. "Mother is out just now, +but told me to make you welcome."</p> + +<p>"Thank you," said Gertrude. "Are you Mollie?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Will you like to remove your things, or will you have some tea +first?"</p> + +<p>The prospect of a cup of tea after her long journey looked very +inviting, and gave Gertrude a pleasant impression of her new +surroundings that such a thing should have been thought of.</p> + +<p>"Stay!" said Mollie, ere she could reply. "I will have it brought to +your room; you will feel more at home so."</p> + +<p>"She won't!" said Ned, peeping in at the door and hearing his sister's +remark. "People don't get at home in their bedrooms! Besides, I want to +see Miss Ashlyn, and if you shut her up there, I shan't."</p> + +<p>Mollie tossed her head at this advice. While Ned came forward on +Gertrude's holding out her hand, with an awkward attempt to be at his +ease.</p> + +<p>"I shall soon be at home, I dare say," said Gertrude, as brightly as +she could, though her heart felt like a lump of lead, and she would +like to have hidden her face and had a good cry.</p> + +<p>"Come up-stairs, Miss Ashlyn," said Mollie then, "and do not mind Ned. +He is always rude."</p> + +<p>The matter-of-fact tone of this revelation was very astonishing, but +Mollie left no time for Ned's rejoinder, as she tripped on before, +having taken up Gertrude's umbrella and waterproof in her hand.</p> + +<p>"This is your room," she said, when they had gained the top floor. "You +will find a nice view from the windows, which 'I' think compensates for +the stairs!"</p> + +<p>"Beautiful!" said Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Susan will bring up your boxes in a moment. Oh! Here she is with your +tea. We shall have high-tea at seven o'clock. When you are ready, if +you will ring, Susan will tell me, and I will come up to show you the +way down."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Mollie," said Gertrude gratefully. "You seem to have +thought of everything!"</p> + +<p>The girl looked rather astonished, but answered, abruptly, "Oh, that is +nothing. I hope your tea will be good."</p> + +<p>She left the room, and Gertrude laid her bonnet down and threw off her +jacket, just as two maids came to her door with her boxes.</p> + +<p>They were soon uncorded, the servants glancing at her a little +curiously, though not unkindly. And then the door was shut and she was +alone.</p> + +<p>She looked round; her room was large and well-furnished, with a +somewhat low ceiling, but the window was wide and low too, giving an +impression of space and expanse very cheering to the country girl, who +had dreaded brick walls and endless roofs.</p> + +<p>No walls or roofs, at least near ones, obtruded themselves on her view. +Before her stretched the gardens of neighbouring houses, and beyond +these were a few more distant streets of villas, shut in finally by +green hills and fields, with Highgate spire in the distance.</p> + +<p>Then she turned her attention to her tea. On the dainty tray was +a pretty tea-set with a plate of sandwiches and some cake for her +refreshment.</p> + +<p>So she sat down to partake of it, leaving her boxes and all else till +she should have tasted that fragrant cup which had been prepared.</p> + +<p>Greatly revived, and feeling that the world looked decidedly less dark +than it had done a quarter of an hour ago, she rose and prepared to +unpack her boxes, having gathered that this was what Mollie expected +her to do.</p> + +<p>The things which had taken so long to work at and pack at home, took +but little time to take out of the box and arrange neatly in the +wardrobe. All was done very quickly, and then she stood ready to begin +her new life.</p> + +<p>"This is the last time I shall be mistress of my own time," she said to +herself with a little smile on her lips. "How strange it will seem!"</p> + +<p>Then she knelt down by the bed, and asked that she might be blessed in +this home and be made a blessing.</p> + +<p>Then she rang her bell, as directed, and waited Mollie's appearance +with beating heart.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image011" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image011.jpg" alt="image011"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image012" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image012.jpg" alt="image012"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_6">CHAPTER VI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>ALL SIX!</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>MOLLIE looked round on her governess's room with approving eyes.</p> + +<p>"You have found out where to put your things," she remarked. "Do you +like your room?"</p> + +<p>"Very much indeed, thank you."</p> + +<p>"We have only had one governess before," said Mollie, "but the boys go +to school now, all but Randall, and he's spoilt." She laughed lightly +as she led the way down-stairs once more.</p> + +<p>"Will you make acquaintance with the schoolroom first, Miss Ashlyn?"</p> + +<p>"Anywhere you like, dear."</p> + +<p>"Then here it is," she said, pausing on the landing of the first floor. +"That is mother's room, that is mine and Daisy's; there is the spare +room, and this is our own special study, where we 'grind,' and play, +and practise."</p> + +<p>The view from the window looking towards the front, though different +from her room up-stairs, Gertrude considered very good "for London," +for it was over the well-kept grounds of a gentleman's house, which was +nearly hidden in the autumn-tinted trees.</p> + +<p>But only a glance did she give at that, for at the table sat her +pupils, who would henceforth be everything to her.</p> + +<p>Daisy was a plain little girl with a dark, sober face, who looked up +quietly and even calmly into her face, murmuring, "Good afternoon, Miss +Ashlyn."</p> + +<p>So different was the child from bright, energetic Mollie, that Gertrude +almost felt abashed by her reception. She shook her little hand, +however, and looked round at the other occupants of the room.</p> + +<p>Ned, whose acquaintance she had already made, sat perched on the end of +the sofa, swinging his legs backwards and forwards.</p> + +<p>"I'm not one of 'em," he announced with a wink at the others, at which +Randall winked back and gave a giggle.</p> + +<p>"I know that," answered Gertrude pleasantly, "so now I must put names +to these two. This is Randall, I am sure, by what I have heard; and +this must be Hugh."</p> + +<p>She bent towards the boy—rather taller than Randall, but not so +robust—and looked into his face.</p> + +<p>Did something in him remind her for an instant of that little nephew +who had gone out of their life so mysteriously? For a moment she felt +as if she were speaking to him. Then her eyes nearly filled with tears, +and very tenderly she said, "I hope Hugh and I shall be friends."</p> + +<p>The child, for he was about nine years old, looked up with great +astonishment. While Randall burst out—"He's a cry-baby; you won't care +for him."</p> + +<p>"Shall I not?" answered Gertrude. "We shall see."</p> + +<p>"Oh, fie!" said Daisy, colouring. "You should not tell tales out of +school."</p> + +<p>"We haven't begun yet," said Randall, nodding.</p> + +<p>"Why, there's mother; she's coming in."</p> + +<p>He ran to the window to make sure, and then bounded down the stairs.</p> + +<p>"What are you playing at?" asked Gertrude, turning to Daisy and Hugh.</p> + +<p>"A word game," said Daisy, rather curtly.</p> + +<p>"Would you care to join?" asked Mollie. "But I do not think it is worth +while, for mother is come in, and she will want to see you, she said."</p> + +<p>"I will look on then," answered Gertrude.</p> + +<p>She stood by the table watching the game till Randall came tearing +back to say that Mrs. Shaddock was in the drawing-room, and would Miss +Ashlyn go there to her.</p> + +<p>She found Mrs. Shaddock a woman evidently accustomed to society, +apparently with but little in common with the life which Gertrude had +left—a life full of Sunday-school work, Church interests, and desires +after pleasing God above everything else.</p> + +<p>"I am sure you will satisfy me," Mrs. Shaddock concluded, after they +had talked for half an hour; "so do not be discouraged if you find +things difficult at first."</p> + +<p>She rose as she said these words, and Gertrude found herself dismissed, +with all the load of her six charges on her hands.</p> + +<p>"I am out a great deal," Mrs. Shaddock had said, "and I require a +governess who will act in my absence as if she were an elder daughter."</p> + +<p>She went up-stairs pondering deeply. So she was expected to "manage" +the whole six! What if they should prove too much for her?</p> + +<p>Then she remembered a promise which she had often "tried and proved."</p> + +<p>"'As thy days so shall thy strength be.'"</p> + +<p>So she entered the study with a peaceful face.</p> + +<p>"Here is Conway," said Mollie, looking up. "Now you have seen all of +us! And, Miss Ashlyn, Conway said he had something to tell us, when you +came up. Do you know we have a Strange House next door?"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image013" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image013.jpg" alt="image013"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image014" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image014.jpg" alt="image014"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_7">CHAPTER VII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>CONWAY'S DISCOVERIES.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>CONWAY was a tall boy of between fifteen and sixteen, and acknowledged +Gertrude's salutation with not over-ceremonious courtesy. He was, +however, full of some news he was anxious to bring out, and directly +the door was shut and Gertrude had taken the seat Mollie pushed towards +her, he began—</p> + +<p>"I say! Such a lark as I have had!"</p> + +<p>"When?" asked Ned. "What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"I went just now to the Strange House. I thought as it was the last day +of the holidays that I would signalize it!"</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn does not know anything about the Strange House," +interrupted Mollie.</p> + +<p>"Then I shall tell her," said Ned, "so that Conway can gather breath +for his story."</p> + +<p>"Pooh!" laughed Conway. "But, anyway, Miss Ashlyn must be told about +our episode the other night, or she will not see why I was so anxious +to find out about our mysterious neighbour."</p> + +<p>"First, then," said Ned, "about a year ago the next house (which you +perceive is a somewhat old-fashioned one, and is not nearly such a good +one as ours) was taken by some one, and a van with furniture came in +the evening just before dark.</p> + +<p>"We did not take much notice, but thought one van was but little +for the size of the house. We were somewhat curious about our new +neighbours, but never could see any of them about, except a man, who +could not be called a gentleman, whom we dubbed 'Mr. Eccentric.'</p> + +<p>"No tradesmen seem to call. No postmen bring letters. Except for that +one man who continually works in his garden, the house might be empty."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he likes solitude," suggested Gertrude, as Ned paused.</p> + +<p>"But," said Mollie eagerly, "that's the strange part of it. Mother +and I certainly saw a light moved and put out that night when the new +policeman took the man up for a burglar."</p> + +<p>Conway now took up the thread and explained all about the events +recorded in the first chapter, gratified to find a fresh listener in +the governess, and to see that her attention did not flag.</p> + +<p>"Well, let all that be," said Ned at last. "Now tell us what you have +found out more. You do not mean to say that you went up to the house, +Conway? But you've got cheek for anything."</p> + +<p>"I had cheek enough for that," laughed Conway. "I went just now and +knocked at the door, intending to ask the old fellow how he felt after +his apprehension the other night. But I knocked and I rang, I knocked +and I rang, till I was tired of that game. Nobody came to the door, for +the very reason that nobody was at home to do so, I suppose. Just as +I was turning on my heel, the old fellow came up the garden path and +asked stiffly what I might want.</p> + +<p>"I told him I had come to make inquiries as to his health—"</p> + +<p>"You never did!" exclaimed Ned.</p> + +<p>"I did! I sympathized with him in the bobby's rough handling, et +cetera, et cetera, and got him round into a good temper before I had +done with him."</p> + +<p>"That's like you!" said Mollie.</p> + +<p>"He told me that he lived by himself, that he might be perhaps a little +peculiar, but that gardening was his hobby. And that if only folks +would let him alone, he did not wish to meddle with any one. He would +go his way, and they could go theirs."</p> + +<p>"How funny!" said Ned.</p> + +<p>"But for all his peculiarity, there was a certain uneasiness about +him," Conway went on, "that made me suspicious. He's got heaps of +vegetables and fruit in that back garden!"</p> + +<p>"Of course he has," said Mollie; "any one with eyes can see that from +our back windows! Why yesterday there were half a dozen beautiful +marrows on trellis-work, and to-day they are all gone."</p> + +<p>"He's eaten them all," said Ned.</p> + +<p>"They were gone when I got up this morning," said Mollie, "for I +noticed. I believe he sells them."</p> + +<p>"Who to?" asked Conway scornfully.</p> + +<p>"At Covent Garden, or somewhere. He sauntered in at the front gate +about eight o'clock this morning. 'I' believe he gets up and goes to +market early when no one is about."</p> + +<p>"There's something queer about it," said Conway; "don't you think so, +Miss Ashlyn?"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image015" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image015.jpg" alt="image015"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image016" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image016.jpg" alt="image016"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_8">CHAPTER VIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>DAISY'S "CHUM."</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>GERTRUDE looked from one to the other, listening and trying to +comprehend in quick succession the different statements of her various +entertainers.</p> + +<p>Daisy said no word, but she followed all that was said with keen +interest, her dark face changing and varying as one after another gave +out their opinions.</p> + +<p>Conway had got so friendly over his interesting news that he ceased to +feel Gertrude quite such a stranger, and now began telling her about +their school, to which he, Ned, and Hugh went daily by train, and which +ought to have begun a week ago, but had been postponed owing to a scare +of illness.</p> + +<p>"Have you got your books together?" asked Mollie. "For there's such a +hunt the first morning, Miss Ashlyn, generally."</p> + +<p>"Don't you bother," said Conway. "I can mind my own affairs, thank you."</p> + +<p>"Well, don't ask me to get them, then," said Mollie.</p> + +<p>"I shall be sure to remember," said Conway, crossly. "Come, Ned, let's +go down now."</p> + +<p>"Yes; we've had enough of the girls," said Ned.</p> + +<p>They went off, Gertrude looking after them with some surprise in her +eyes.</p> + +<p>"Did you ever see such boys?" asked Mollie, vexedly. "But they always +are worse with strangers; they will be pleasanter when they get used to +you."</p> + +<p>Gertrude did not answer. Her heart sank; she busied herself over her +work-basket, which she had brought down in her hand, in silence, though +her eyes were too blinded to see what she was doing. At length she drew +out a piece of crewelling on which she had been engaged at home, and +spread it out before her.</p> + +<p>The familiar pattern brought back with a rush all the circumstances +in which she had put in those last leaves: the lamplight, the red +table-cloth at home, Phyllis's beautiful little oval face bent over her +lessons, her mother's presence so restful as well as cheering, Otto's +quiet friendliness.</p> + +<p>It cost her a great effort not to let a sob escape her.</p> + +<p>She put down her work, and murmuring something about "up-stairs," +hastened to her room.</p> + +<p>For one instant she felt as if she 'must' fly home again! Oh, the +dreadfulness of this home-sickness which swept everything before it! +Why had she wished, sometimes even longed, to get away from the little +daily round of getting the breakfast ready, going to Camptown, walking +home again, getting the tea ready, and then spending the evening in +reading and work!</p> + +<p>Now she would have given everything to be back again!</p> + +<p>She hastily bathed her eyes, which she knew must be red with the unshed +tears, which she was keeping back so resolutely. And then with one +swift prayer for help and comfort, she gulped down her sobs, and slowly +made her way back again to the study.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, when the door had been shut after her, Daisy had volunteered +a remark.</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn will hate us all if the boys go on so."</p> + +<p>"Let her," said Randall, pouting; "I don't care if she does."</p> + +<p>"I do," said Mollie; "it is not ladylike to behave badly, and I don't +mean to. What is more, Randall, I shan't let you, either."</p> + +<p>Randall's round face put on an ugly frown. But after a moment's +thought, he nodded defiantly. "You won't be able to help it," he said.</p> + +<p>"Shall I not?" asked Mollie. "I have ways and means."</p> + +<p>"Oh, hush," said Hugh. "I do hate to hear you quarrel."</p> + +<p>"Do you, cry-baby?" asked Randall, turning upon him with his little +bold, lionlike face.</p> + +<p>"Never mind, Hugh," whispered Daisy; "'handsome is, as handsome +"does."' You can always behave the best, in spite of what anybody says."</p> + +<p>Hugh had flushed scarlet, and his small, thin hand was clenched into a +fist beneath the table. But at his little sister's soothing whisper, it +relaxed, and he gave a slight laugh, which however, angered Randall far +more than a blow would have done.</p> + +<p>Just at the moment, however, Gertrude's step was heard at the door, and +Mollie hastily rose, saying—</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Ashlyn, shall we go and get ready for tea? You have not seen +my room yet."</p> + +<p>Mollie's room looked over the gardens at the back, as she had said. +And while she brushed her abundant hair, she explained about their +neighbour's doings, and how his garden, both back and front, was kept +in the best order of any in that suburb.</p> + +<p>After that they went to the drawing-room, where they found Mr. +Shaddock, listening to Conway's account of his visit next door.</p> + +<p>Tea was rather formidable to poor Gertrude among such a number of +strangers, though Mr. and Mrs. Shaddock exerted themselves to find +topics of conversation, while Mollie did her best to join in, and to +interest her governess in what went on.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image017" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image017.jpg" alt="image017"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image018" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image018.jpg" alt="image018"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_9">CHAPTER IX.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>A CHAMPION.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AFTER tea, Daisy and Hugh went back to the study, only waiting to beg +Ned not to come. And Gertrude asked if she might go with them.</p> + +<p>Perhaps the children looked a little disappointed. But very soon, +when they were all shut in with the curtains drawn and the cheerful +lamplight, they drew near to her, and condescended to examine her +photograph album, which she had brought down for their inspection.</p> + +<p>"The boys learn their lessons in the little library," they told her; +"and Mollie stays with mother and father. Randall goes to bed if he +will, or stays up till nurse makes him come; or else he comes in here +and bothers us."</p> + +<p>"Do you always spend your evenings together?" asked Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Daisy; "they do not want us down-stairs, and I am sure we +do not want them!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>After a time a motherly-looking woman entered, greeting Gertrude with a +respectful manner, and asked if Hugh were not ready for bed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, nurse, I 'am' so happy," said Hugh. "Is Randall up-stairs yet?"</p> + +<p>"Not yet, my dear. But you know how tired you will be for school if you +sit up."</p> + +<p>"Yes," urged Daisy, "do go, Hugh. You can have Miss Ashlyn's company +to-morrow, and nurse says quite true. Do go!"</p> + +<p>The boy put away his things-without another word, and wishing Gertrude +good-night, left the room. When the door was shut, and Daisy had +watched the handle for a moment, she got up and softly drew near to +Gertrude's side.</p> + +<p>"You will not notice what Randall says, will you, Miss Ashlyn?"</p> + +<p>"How do you mean, dear?"</p> + +<p>"About Hugh." She hesitated, then went on hurriedly, "He calls him +cry-baby. But perhaps you didn't hear? Anyway, you will not be long +before you do hear it, for he tells everybody."</p> + +<p>"I did hear it," said Gertrude, "but I thought I would judge for +myself."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's all right, then," said Daisy eagerly. Then, as if she could +hardly leave the subject there, she added—</p> + +<p>"He isn't strong—Hugh, but he's not a cry-baby! He does cry sometimes, +and they tease him dreadfully. But not one of them can do the brave +things Hugh can. Not one of them tries so hard to control himself; not +one of them is so good to people who are in trouble! And yet—yet Hugh +is always in hot water because his spirits are not very strong."</p> + +<p>Daisy's face had flushed deeply, and she put her small hand gently on +to Gertrude's knee, looking up beseechingly in her face.</p> + +<p>"I shall be sure to remember all you have told me," she answered, +putting her arm round the small shoulders, and drawing the little girl +towards her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you," said Daisy earnestly; "I am so very glad I have +told you. I don't know why I did, except that you seem so very kind. +Besides, I thought you took to Hugh."</p> + +<p>"He is very like a little nephew of mine, whom we have lost."</p> + +<p>Daisy glanced at Gertrude's dress curiously, but her eyes returned to +her face without a satisfactory answer to her questioning look.</p> + +<p>"No, I am not in mourning," Gertrude answered, "but by and by, if Hugh +and you and I become friends, I will tell you both all about it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that would be kind!" exclaimed Daisy. Then she paused, and hung +her head for an instant. "Miss Ashlyn," she exclaimed in a low voice, +"I will be good to you, indeed I will! I didn't mean to be—We are none +of us at all good, but Hugh—but indeed I will try all I can!"</p> + +<p>Gertrude bent and kissed her, then she said softly—</p> + +<p>"Daisy, dear, you have made my heart lighter, but I wonder if you know +the blessedness of trying to please the Lord Jesus? Have you over +thought of that?"</p> + +<p>Daisy shook her head slowly.</p> + +<p>"Then I will try to teach you, and it will make you so happy!"</p> + +<p>"Nurse does sometimes talk to Hugh and me like that, but I don't +understand what she means."</p> + +<p>"Would you like to understand?" asked Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"I don't mind—" said Daisy.</p> + +<p>"Do you not sometimes feel very sad and naughty, and as if you could +not be good any way?" asked Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Well, I suppose I do, sometimes," acknowledged Daisy.</p> + +<p>"And do you not feel then as if you do not care to think about God, and +would rather keep away from Him?"</p> + +<p>Daisy's wondering eyes were fixed upon her governess's face, but she +did not answer in words.</p> + +<p>"That is sin," said Gertrude, "and unless that sin is got rid of, we +can never get near to God, we can never please Him. Daisy, is it not +the best news to hear that the Lord Jesus has died on the cross to make +an atonement for this dreadful sin, so that we sinners may be forgiven +and come back to God?"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image019" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image019.jpg" alt="image019"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image020" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image020.jpg" alt="image020"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_10">CHAPTER X.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>A SONG.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AT last, the evening came to an end. Daisy departed to bed, Randall +came in and looked at her, and sauntered out again, leaving the door +open, and Mollie finally came for a few minutes, bringing a message +from Mrs. Shaddock to the effect that Miss Ashlyn could retire whenever +she felt inclined.</p> + +<p>"We generally have friends in the evening, or she goes out, but mother +will not let me sit up late because she says I should lose my colour," +said Mollie, glancing at herself in the glass over the mantel-piece and +shaking out her hair.</p> + +<p>"She is very wise," answered Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"But all the same, I do as I like," pursued Mollie. "I read in bed as +often as not, or talk to nurse. She does not encourage that, I can tell +you. But all the same, I do not get to bed as early as mother thinks."</p> + +<p>"Do you feel happy in doing so?" asked Gertrude, looking up with a +bright little smile.</p> + +<p>"Oh dear, yes! 'What the eye doesn't see,' you know."</p> + +<p>Gertrude shook her head, smiling.</p> + +<p>"Are you awfully strict?" asked Mollie.</p> + +<p>Gertrude paused for an instant. She felt this might be a momentous +conversation.</p> + +<p>She prayed in her heart one of those three-word prayers that she often +pondered over, "Lord, help me!" And then, strengthened and calmed, she +looked up at her questioner and answered—</p> + +<p>"When I have found out what your mother's wishes are in things, I shall +be 'awfully strict' in carrying them out."</p> + +<p>"Shall you go telling tales, and asking her if I am to read in bed and +do this and that?"</p> + +<p>"You will see," said Gertrude with a smile.</p> + +<p>"I should hate you if you did," said Mollie, also smiling.</p> + +<p>"I hope you will not hate me," answered Gertrude, "but whether you do +or not, I ought to do my duty, ought I not?"</p> + +<p>"We shall see," said Mollie, looking at her somewhat curiously. "Now I +must say good-night. I hope you will sleep well, Miss Ashlyn."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, dear, for trying to make me at home," said Gertrude.</p> + +<p>Then Mollie put out her cheek to be kissed, and Gertrude was at last +alone.</p> + +<p>But though she looked round on her cosy study, she did not feel it +enough her own, as yet, to indulge herself in even a thought towards +home.</p> + +<p>She was just considering whether she should go to her own room, when +Susan appeared with a little tray with biscuits and lemonade, asking if +Miss Ashlyn would please to take some milk or anything more that she +could bring her.</p> + +<p>"I am to be well cared for, at any rate in this way," said Gertrude to +herself. But she did not feel inclined to eat.</p> + +<p>She cleared up her work, put the room straight, lowered the gas, and +ascended to her own room and shut herself in.</p> + +<p>The moonlight streamed over the floor, making the little jet of gas +which was already lighted quite tiny in comparison. She went to her +window and looked out. How still it all was!—except for the occasional +sounds of music coming up from the neighbouring drawing-rooms.</p> + +<p>Gertrude leant her head against the sash and buried her face in her +hands, for some one near was singing a song which Otto had sung only +last night—"When the mists have rolled in splendour." And after it was +over, they had stepped outside to look at the harvest moon rising over +the sea.</p> + +<p>While they had stood there, he had asked her whether she had any +desires for things to be different from what they were, or whether she +were quite satisfied to do the will of God, just as she found it every +day?</p> + +<p>And she had thought about it, watching the slow red moon rise and rise +out of the mist and enter a little cloud, till, after a few minutes' +eclipse, she had suddenly shone out triumphantly above it in the clear +deep blue.</p> + +<p>And she had answered thoughtfully—</p> + +<p>"I think my life feels something like that moon in the mist just now—"</p> + +<p>"Uncertain as to its true duty and position?"</p> + +<p>"Well, perhaps, Otto, but I don't know," she had answered.</p> + +<p>"And then?" he had asked.</p> + +<p>"I feel as if to-morrow were like that bit of dark cloud, which, after +all, in the wonderful fashioning of our Father's hand, may only serve +to brighten the light when it does shine out!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said consideringly, "only it is so hard to wait so long in +the mist and in the cloud, Gertrude!"</p> + +<p>"If that is our appointed path?" she had asked.</p> + +<p>"It might all be clear sky if the mists did not come from earth," said +Otto.</p> + +<p>"I see—self-made. Well, Otto, I don't know; all I can do is to ask God +to work in me what He wills. I can't see the way myself, or tell how to +act, sometimes."</p> + +<p>"Nor I," he had answered in a low tone.</p> + +<p>Then Phyllis's clear voice had called out from the front door, "Come, +you two, it is ever so late, and we have to be early to-morrow!"</p> + +<p>Gertrude remembered it all, while still some beautiful tenor voice sang +over and over again—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"We shall know each other better<br> + When the mists have rolled away!"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"Ah, but that is in heaven," she murmured. "It is not a song of earthly +things at all! To do our Father's will every day is our portion, and it +shall be mine to do it willingly, if He will help me!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image021" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image021.jpg" alt="image021"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image022" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image022.jpg" alt="image022"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_11">CHAPTER XI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>A SCRIMMAGE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"DO you like Miss Ashlyn?" asked Randall of Hugh as they were being +dressed the next day.</p> + +<p>"I don't know yet," said Hugh, "but I think I do."</p> + +<p>"Daisy said yesterday she should not mind her, or do what she wished, +unless she chose," said Randall.</p> + +<p>"Then Miss Daisy hadn't ought to," interposed nurse; "it was very +naughty of her."</p> + +<p>Nurse spoke with such unusual energy that Hugh was quite surprised.</p> + +<p>"I don't mean to either," nodded Randall.</p> + +<p>"Well, you'll 'have' to," remarked Hugh, "so it is no good boasting. Of +course I am different; I go to school, and she's only got to help me +with my lessons."</p> + +<p>Hugh and Randall both looked up suddenly, for there stood Gertrude +close to them asking nurse a question.</p> + +<p>"I don't care," said Randall in a low, defiant tone; "she shouldn't +have come in—"</p> + +<p>But Gertrude had received her answer from nurse and had turned away, +something in her face making Hugh sure that she had both heard and been +grieved by the tone in which the boys had spoken.</p> + +<p>Hugh looked after her doubtfully, then he turned angrily upon Randall.</p> + +<p>"I wish you would not behave so!" he exclaimed. "She was going to like +us, and now she won't."</p> + +<p>"I don't care," said Randall, "whether she does or not."</p> + +<p>"I do then," answered Hugh.</p> + +<p>"Then you should not have said that about the lessons," retorted +Randall.</p> + +<p>Hugh stood silent. What had he said? It had seemed nothing to him, and +yet somehow he was conscious that some slighting words had passed his +lips which he had hardly intended.</p> + +<p>His dressing being finished, he went down-stairs slowly, wondering how +he could make Miss Ashlyn understand that he had meant to be kind, in +spite of what he had said in his haste.</p> + +<p>She was coming out of her room as he passed the door.</p> + +<p>Their eyes met. Something in the little boy's made her pause.</p> + +<p>"I didn't 'mean'—" he said hesitatingly.</p> + +<p>"Did not mean what, dear?"</p> + +<p>"About my lessons—I ought not to have said you 'had' to!"</p> + +<p>"I understand," said Gertrude, stooping to kiss him, "and I will help +you gladly."</p> + +<p>Hugh looked anxiously in her face.</p> + +<p>"They are hard sometimes," he said, "but I will be as industrious as I +can—"</p> + +<p>"I shall not mind the hardness," said Gertrude, smiling. "This is the +dining-room, is it not?"</p> + +<p>So they went in, to find Conway and Ned eating their breakfast in great +haste.</p> + +<p>"Come on, Hugh, you will be late. What's the good of getting into hot +water the first day?"</p> + +<p>Gertrude found that neither Mollie nor Daisy had yet appeared. And Mr. +and Mrs. Shaddock, she found, breakfasted after the rest had gone.</p> + +<p>She sat down and waited, wondering what she was expected to do, and +presently Mollie came in looking pale and sleepy.</p> + +<p>"Hullo, Moll!" said Ned. "One would think it was bedtime for you."</p> + +<p>"I wish it were," said Mollie. "Miss Ashlyn, are you not going to have +some breakfast?"</p> + +<p>"I was waiting for you, Mollie."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't another time," said Mollie.</p> + +<p>"Moll is often late," remarked Ned, "or she has a book to finish before +she gets up, or something."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Mollie, "so long as I am ready for school by half-past +nine, it does not matter to any one what time I get up."</p> + +<p>Gertrude felt that the "any one" included her, though Mollie spoke very +unconcernedly, and took her seat at the table and began her breakfast +as if she were the only person in the room. Then she looked round at +the tea-tray and said—</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Ashlyn, do you mind pouring out? Miss Halling always did, and +the boys could never get off without your help."</p> + +<p>So Gertrude took her place at the urn, and Conway looked up to pass her +some bacon, immediately after burying himself again in a book he was +reading.</p> + +<p>Daisy appeared when the rest had begun to move, wished Gertrude a +rather abrupt good morning, and then seated herself by Hugh and began +to whisper to him.</p> + +<p>Soon there began a commotion, such as Gertrude in her quiet life had +never imagined.</p> + +<p>As the time for the train drew near, there were calls for boots, books, +pencils, caps and straps, and Daisy was sent hither and thither to find +what was wanted.</p> + +<p>Mollie condescended to do one thing for Ned, after which she took +herself off up-stairs. While Daisy waited close to Hugh, chiefly to +protect him from the jeers and cuffs of his brothers, and from the +more pungent taunts of little Randall, who took evident delight in +irritating his sensitive little brother.</p> + +<p>At last they were off, and Gertrude, with a sigh which sounded quite +ponderous, turned and met Daisy's eyes fixed on her face.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image023" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image023.jpg" alt="image023"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image024" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image024.jpg" alt="image024"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_12">CHAPTER XII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>MARMALADE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"YOU'LL get used to it, Miss Ashlyn," she said, looking down the road +after her brothers.</p> + +<p>"Shall I?" asked Gertrude, as she turned away with a heavy heart.</p> + +<p>She went to her room, closed the door, and sat down by the window, +feeling unutterably desolate.</p> + +<p>Were all of them going their own way without reference to her? Only +speaking to her when they must, only asking her help when they could +not possibly do without it?</p> + +<p>Why had she left her happy home for this? It was true she had found +it difficult to get anything to do in Camptown; it was true that her +mother's income was insufficient for them without her help; it was true +that she had her own reasons for wanting a change, which she had hardly +acknowledged to herself. But for all that, now she was really away, the +home-sickness and loneliness seemed more than she could bear, and she +felt sick at heart as she reviewed the difficulties in her path.</p> + +<p>She buried her face in her hands, too utterly despairing to cry, but +certainly more desolate than she had ever been before. Perhaps the +bitterest drop in her cup was little Randall, with his handsome face +and sharp tongue.</p> + +<p>She was roused from her reverie by the thought that school-time would +quickly be there, and that she could not begin her duties with such a +burden on her heart.</p> + +<p>She rose from her seat and knelt down by the bed, not able to form any +words of prayer, but still with an earnest uplifting of her heart for +help.</p> + +<p>"I asked to be guided about coming here," she thought, "and if my +Father in heaven has sent me here—"</p> + +<p>Then the tears came at last as a relief, and she laid her head down on +her arms and wept heartily, praying for submission and faith and help, +as she had never prayed before, perhaps.</p> + +<p>"If He sent me, He has something for me to do here," she thought, "and +I must set about the doing of it at once. Oh, how wrong I have been to +repine or be afraid!"</p> + +<p>What had her text been that morning? "Certainly I will be with thee." +What could she want more than that assurance?</p> + +<p>She rose from her knees and found that the burden with which she had +knelt down was all gone. Nothing remained but a thankfulness that she +was so loved and so protected that such promises could indeed be hers +in Christ Jesus. She had only just bathed her eyes when a knock came at +the door, and on opening it, she found Daisy standing waiting.</p> + +<p>"We are ready for school, Miss Ashlyn," she said.</p> + +<p>"Is it half-past nine?" asked Gertrude, surprised.</p> + +<p>"Yes; it is later than that—"</p> + +<p>"Then my watch has played me a trick," she said, turning to the +dressing-table to take it up. "It usually goes so well, but it says +twenty past nine now."</p> + +<p>Daisy looked soberly at her, as if her watch being fast or slow was not +of much interest.</p> + +<p>Gertrude put it in her dress hastily, anxious to go down-stairs, and as +she did so she discovered that her fingers were sticky.</p> + +<p>"How strange!" she said.</p> + +<p>"What?" asked Daisy.</p> + +<p>"I had but that moment washed my hands, and yet they are sticky!"</p> + +<p>Daisy suggested washing them again, and went down to tell the others +Miss Ashlyn was coming, while Gertrude turned back to the table to put +down her basket again.</p> + +<p>Just where her watch had lain, there was a little mark on the toilet +cover as if a finger had been drawn along it to remove some stain, and +on looking closer she found a little streak of marmalade had been left +behind too.</p> + +<p>"I wish I had not left my watch there all breakfast-time," she said to +herself, as she went down-stairs; "it was careless of me."</p> + +<p>Seated at the table in very good order were her three pupils.</p> + +<p>"It's jolly late," said Randall.</p> + +<p>"Never mind," interposed Mollie; "what if it is? Miss Ashlyn, what +shall we do first? Miss Halling always—"</p> + +<p>"I have written out this rough time-table, Mollie, which your mother +approves. I think we shall find it work well. Daisy and Randall can +write, while you and I have a history lesson."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but—" began Mollie.</p> + +<p>"Wait, however, an instant," continued Gertrude calmly, "till I have +settled the other two. That is right, Daisy, you have your book ready. +Is this yours, Randall? I see you both write very well."</p> + +<p>Randall disdained to be pleased by the pleasant tone, and passed his +pen over to Gertrude with an abrupt, "I want a new nib."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you don't!" exclaimed Mollie. "I gave you one this morning! You've +spoilt it drawing with it since breakfast!"</p> + +<p>Gertrude took the pen in her hand to examine it, and found that once +more, her fingers had grown sticky!</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image025" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image025.jpg" alt="image025"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image026" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image026.jpg" alt="image026"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_13">CHAPTER XIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>THE OVERTURNED BASKET.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>GERTRUDE got through the morning's school better than she had feared, +and when twelve o'clock struck they were all quite surprised.</p> + +<p>"We go for a walk now," said Mollie.</p> + +<p>So the four set out together, Mollie taking the lead, showing Gertrude +the beauties of Hampstead Heath, and describing the long walks they +sometimes took on Saturdays to Highgate, Finchley, and other places +round.</p> + +<p>They were coming home, and had almost reached their own door, when, +turning the corner of the road, Mollie gave a start, and exclaimed in a +low tone, "There is Mr. Eccentric!"</p> + +<p>While at the same moment the man who was in front of them, recognizing +the young people, and wishing apparently to get out of their way as +quickly as possible, stepped aside to let them pass, and in doing so +stumbled over the kerbstone, and slipped down on his knee.</p> + +<p>He quickly picked himself up, but his basket had sped many yards in +front of him, and the old-fashioned lids opening, the contents were +scattered on the path.</p> + +<p>Daisy hastened to replace the fallen things, while Gertrude turned her +attention to the man, who was brushing the dust from his knees, and +answering her curtly that he was not in the least hurt. When he turned +round to look after his basket, Daisy was trying to gather up some rice +which had fallen out of a paper, while Mollie was holding in her hand +some lilac print, a reel of white cotton, and a little pair of child's +shoes which had evidently been freshly mended.</p> + +<p>The man took the things and stuffed them into the basket in silence, +though his face had turned very pale.</p> + +<p>"I fear you are hurt," said Gertrude again.</p> + +<p>But he would have no more to say about it, and limping a little, he +pushed on to his own gate and left the four to turn in at theirs.</p> + +<p>"'We've' had an adventure!" said Mollie. "Far greater than Conway's. +How I do long to tell the boys! Miss Ashlyn, what could he want with +those things if he lives alone?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know," said Gertrude thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>She went up-stairs to her own room, but all the way she was haunted by +an impression of having seen that little pair of child's slippers on +some little pair of feet! How could that be possible? Were there not +hundreds of little slippers in the world?</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shaddock was very interested with their news at dinner, and the +meal passed much more comfortably than the previous ones, Gertrude +feeling less forlorn as they began to have things in common to talk +over.</p> + +<p>When she went back to the schoolroom, on the mantel-piece was a letter +from her mother.</p> + +<p>She sprang towards it, then sat down by the window with it in her hand, +and began covering the envelope with kisses.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how could I go away from you? How could I?" she murmured over and +over again.</p> + +<p>Then she ran up to her room, tore the letter open, and devoured the +precious contents.</p> + +<p>They were words written from a full mother's heart, words of advice, +and cheer, and encouragement. Rising from their perusal, Gertrude felt +strengthened to go on her way.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "You must expect difficulties, my dear—" (the letter ran). "These +things are allowed to happen in our lives, but our God is equal to +it all. There is such a storehouse in the Lord Jesus, that whatever +happens, there is grace enough for it. Go to Him in everything, and you +will find 'everything' just a ladder reaching to heaven."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"Even Randall," she said to herself, as she put the letter in her +pocket and prepared for school.</p> + +<p>When she reached the schoolroom again, Mollie was practising, Daisy was +buried in the perusal of a book, but no Randall was there.</p> + +<p>She was looking round and wondering how she should find him, when +Mollie volunteered—</p> + +<p>"He isn't coming; he has worried mother till she has taken him out with +her."</p> + +<p>So the school went on without him, and just as they were putting up +their books at five o'clock, they heard a great commotion in the hall, +and Randall's voice saying loudly—</p> + +<p>"Well, cry-baby, have you 'blubbed' to-day?"</p> + +<p>"There are the boys!" exclaimed Mollie. "Now for our news! Come along, +Daisy, let us go down to the dining-room to see them!"</p> + +<p>They ran off, leaving Gertrude alone.</p> + +<p>She turned to her letter once more, reading the dear lines over and +over, till she knew them by heart.</p> + +<p>Then she bent her head on her hands and thought of her mother's advice.</p> + +<p>"Grace enough for 'all' that happens."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image027" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image027.jpg" alt="image027"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image028" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image028.jpg" alt="image028"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_14">CHAPTER XIV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>"X. Y. Z."</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"HAVE you been to call for letters to-day?" asked a woman, looking up +from her work with anxious eyes.</p> + +<p>"No, I haven't," shortly answered the man addressed. "I can't always be +callin' there, ye know. It looks so queer."</p> + +<p>"Not at all," answered the woman decidedly. "People must have letters, +and you buy your tobacco there. That's nonsense!"</p> + +<p>"Not nonsense at all," answered the man. "I'm pretty near sick of it. +Here's a pretty go I've had this morning. I slipped down, and the +things you sent me for flew out of the basket—shoes and all—and the +folks next door helped to pick them up."</p> + +<p>The woman glanced at him in dismay, but after a moment, her own anxiety +overcame even that, and she said slowly—</p> + +<p>"James, I can't 'think' how it is there wasn't a letter the other day; +I do wish you had called there this morning."</p> + +<p>"It's rubbish you're being so fidgety," said the man. "He's all right. +I tell you what it is, this is driving us into our graves. I'm near +sick of it."</p> + +<p>He turned towards the little fire with his pipe, and the woman gathered +up some lilac print which she had been cutting out, and left the room.</p> + +<p>"A living death," she said to herself, "and all for the want of a bit +of courage at the right time!"</p> + +<p>Slowly she mounted to the top of the house, and taking a key from her +pocket, unlocked a door, letting herself in and locking it from the +inside again.</p> + +<p>There was a little fire burning in the grate, protected by a cheap +nursery guard, and an unlighted candle was on the table beside a +work-basket.</p> + +<p>On the floor were bricks and toys scattered hither and thither.</p> + +<p>The woman glanced towards a small bed in the corner of the room, and +then lighted her candle and sat down by the fire with her work.</p> + +<p>But ever and anon she buried her face in her hands, and pressed her +forehead with her fingers, as if to keep back thought.</p> + +<p>"He said he would write without fail, every week, and it is three days +over the time now!"</p> + +<p>She turned again restlessly to the light, and put her needle into the +print. Then with a sudden movement she folded that together and went +to a drawer, taking from it a worn pair of knickerbockers, which she +spread on the table, fitting on a patch carefully, and bending over +it with a certain look on her face that would have made an observer's +heart bleed—if he had had a tender heart.</p> + +<p>"I 'can't' bear it," she whispered at last.</p> + +<p>She put out her hand to extinguish the candle, when a low whistling was +heard on the stairs and a slow step came nearer and nearer.</p> + +<p>She hastened to unlock the door, looking in the man's face and speaking +abruptly.</p> + +<p>"You'll stay here a bit, James? I'm that uneasy that I can't bide here +at all. I must go to Oxford Street and see if there ain't a letter for +me."</p> + +<p>"What, at this time o' night?" questioned the man. "It's ridiculous. +But do as you like; it don't matter either way, and you'll get a bit of +air."</p> + +<p>He sat down by the fire and put his pipe in his mouth once more.</p> + +<p>The woman went into an adjoining room to get her bonnet, and soon had +let herself noiselessly out of the front door, and was speeding towards +the high-road which led down from Hampstead to the more populated +districts of Camden Town.</p> + +<p>It was not till she reached one of the main thoroughfares that she +aided her steps by entering a tram-car, and there her veiled face and +plain garments attracted no attention.</p> + +<p>She alighted among the crowd when she reached Oxford Street, and +disappeared among them up one of the wide turnings.</p> + +<p>By and by, she came to her destination, and on her inquiry, two letters +were handed over to her, and she turned away.</p> + +<p>Both bore the Highgate postmark, but were in different handwriting. Yet +as the woman grasped them, she knew that her journey had not been in +vain.</p> + +<p>She clasped her hand over the precious lines, addressed in a large +boyish hand to "X. Y. Z., Tobacconist, Dash Street." And without +apparently dreaming of opening them, she hurried out into the crowd +again, and was soon seated in a returning tram, speeding back whence +she came, and alighting where she had got in before.</p> + +<p>At length, her weary walk over, she let herself into the house with a +latch-key, and passed quickly up the dark staircase.</p> + +<p>In answer to her low whistle, the door up-stairs was noiselessly +unlocked, and she entered the room she had left nearly two hours ago.</p> + +<p>"I've got it!" she exclaimed, sinking into the chair the man had left.</p> + +<p>"Two?" he questioned.</p> + +<p>And while with rather trembling fingers she broke the seal of her own, +he did the same by the second envelope.</p> + +<p>Hers ran—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "Dear mother—I wish you'd come to see me; I ain't well, and the +master—"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>That was all. The large lines only reached to the bottom of the page +and then stopped.</p> + +<p>His ran—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "To X. Y. Z. Madam—Your boy has been taken suddenly ill, and I regret +to tell you that the doctor looks seriously upon his complaint. I +would have telegraphed, but your wish to keep your address from us has +precluded my doing so. Will you come at once? I am, etc., etc., Head +Master."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Both letters bore the date of two days before.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image029" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image029.jpg" alt="image029"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image030" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image030.jpg" alt="image030"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_15">CHAPTER XV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>LITTLE LESTER.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE young people were so full of the overturned basket and its +mysterious contents that Randall forgot to tease Hugh as much as usual. +And besides, Miss Ashlyn's quiet presence rather awed the little bully, +who was not quite sure how she would take it, if he let his sharp +tongue loose on his delicate brother.</p> + +<p>Indeed, since the episode of the sticky pen, Randall could not forget +the sudden glance Gertrude had given towards his little hands, nor the +quiet and firm tone in which she had told him to go to nurse to have +them washed. Nor did he like Daisy's exclamation as he was leaving the +room—</p> + +<p>"Why, Miss Ashlyn, how funny that your watch should have been sticky +too!"</p> + +<p>So he decided to keep quiet for a time and make some plan of mischief +which should be more annoying and more difficult of discovery.</p> + +<p>Hugh and Daisy soon made their way to the schoolroom, and settled +themselves cosily under Gertrude's wing, the little boy conning his +lessons with great industry, only occasionally asking for some help +in a gentle, entreating little tone, which Gertrude thought she quite +understood since their conversation that morning.</p> + +<p>At last, the books were put away, and Daisy came over to Gertrude's +side and said softly, "Are we friends enough yet?"</p> + +<p>Gertrude smiled. "What do you think?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"I think we are," said Daisy. "When Hugh and I take to people, we +'take' to them, and we don't change a bit."</p> + +<p>"I see; so you consider you have 'taken' to me?"</p> + +<p>"You are laughing at us?"</p> + +<p>"Only a very little. I am so glad, Daisy, if you have. Come, then, and +sit by the fire, and we will have a sort of story—</p> + +<p>"About seven years ago my pretty sister Rose was married—"</p> + +<p>"Was she like you?" interrupted Daisy with a little smile.</p> + +<p>"Oh no! A hundred times prettier," said Gertrude enthusiastically; +"oh no! Her husband travels for a large firm in London, and my sister +generally has her home at Camptown, near where I come from."</p> + +<p>"Yes," nodded Hugh. "I know about Camptown; there are soldiers there."</p> + +<p>"Yes. Well, by and by there came a dear little baby boy to my sister's +home, and she and her husband doted on him more than I can say. My +sister used to take him about with her, if the places that her husband +went to were near enough, and they used to have such happy times. +Sometimes, however, he went alone.</p> + +<p>"Once, when she was staying at a watering-place in the south, she was +suddenly called to Scotland to nurse her husband, and left her darling +little boy in the landlady's care.</p> + +<p>"Whether she was right or wise to do such a thing does not matter +now. The landlady seemed a very nice woman, and my sister trusted her +completely.</p> + +<p>"When she got back again—think of it, Daisy and Hugh—the house was +empty, the woman and her husband and little boy were all gone too!—and +with them our little darling, the most precious thing in the world to +all of us!"</p> + +<p>Hugh and Daisy gazed in Gertrude's face, but they seemed as if they +could not ask a question.</p> + +<p>"Ever since, my dear sister has gone about searching for her lost +child, little Lester. And never have we heard one single word of him +from that day to this."</p> + +<p>Hugh's little hand was put out till it touched Gertrude's softly, and +he said—</p> + +<p>"Perhaps, some day—"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she answered, "we live in hope of that. Hugh, he used to say, +'I've opened my heart to Jesus, and He's come in!'"</p> + +<p>"Who taught him that?" asked Daisy gently.</p> + +<p>"I think I taught him," said Gertrude. "My dear sister did not know her +Saviour herself then, and it was not till little Lester was taken away +that she found she needed a Saviour."</p> + +<p>Hugh's eyes gave a flash, but he looked down quickly and was silent.</p> + +<p>"I believe you love Him too, Hugh," said Gertrude, drawing the boy to +her.</p> + +<p>"I'm so bad," said Hugh in a low tone. "So afraid—and so nasty +sometimes, but yet—" he paused. Then meeting Daisy's eyes, and flushing +up to the roots of his hair, he added courageously, "Yes, I do. In +spite of not being a bit what I should be, I do. And He loves me!"</p> + +<p>Daisy looked well satisfied. She had been almost afraid that Hugh's +courage would vanish under the test to which it was being put. But +as she had found many times, to her surprise, there was a secret of +strength in the frail little boy that surpassed her utmost expectations.</p> + +<p>"Now we must go to bed," she said, rising reluctantly. "Thank you ever +so much, Miss Ashlyn."</p> + +<p>Hugh put up his face for a kiss, and then Gertrude was left alone with +her heart full of her sister Rose and of lost little Lester.</p> + +<p>And every time she shut her eyes, she seemed to see before them a pair +of worn, shabby little kid-lined slippers!</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image031" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image031.jpg" alt="image031"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image032" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image032.jpg" alt="image032"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_16">CHAPTER XVI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>A LATE VISITOR.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I MUST go to-night," said the woman in a hoarse voice, rising from the +chair into which she had sunk ere she had opened that letter which bore +such sad tidings.</p> + +<p>"You can't get there," said her husband. "It's ten o'clock now, and +every one 'ull be in bed."</p> + +<p>"If he's bad—" She tried to finish the sentence, but her dry tongue +would not say the words.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he's better by now," said the man, not unkindly. "Mightn't you +as well go the first thing to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"I daren't go out in daylight, as you know. No; I shall be away all +to-morrow most likely, so you'll stay and mind him," glancing towards +the corner.</p> + +<p>"I'll see to that," said the man.</p> + +<p>The woman put her hand to her head as if dazed.</p> + +<p>"Take a drop o' tea, or somethin'," urged the man. "You're about beat. +To think that there was a letter after all!"</p> + +<p>"I somehow expected it," said his wife wearily. "Ought I to take +anything with me? I'd near done those little knickers, but he'll never +want them now."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't say so!" exclaimed the man.</p> + +<p>She shook her head again. Then, after an instant's hesitation, she went +to the bed in the corner and bent over it, and there was a sound in the +still room as of a kiss.</p> + +<p>The man looked on wondering. But in another moment, with a brief +good-bye, the woman had gone noiselessly down the stairs and had let +herself out into the darkness.</p> + +<p>How she reached Highgate, she could never recall afterwards. Almost +blindly she hurried along, helping her steps by an omnibus on which +she happened to see Highgate written, and at length arrived at her +destination long after the clocks had struck eleven.</p> + +<p>Almost breathless she paused at the house she was seeking, and with +anxious eyes gazed up at the windows. Darkness reigned, not a sign of +light or life appeared in any of them.</p> + +<p>She began to breathe more freely, and to chide herself for her frantic +fears. All were evidently in bed and asleep.</p> + +<p>But almost ere that thought had crossed her heart, came another which +seemed to strike her with more terrible fear still. What if all should +be over, and her boy should be dead?</p> + +<p>She went up the front steps and took hold of the bell, but ere she had +rung it, came another thought. She quickly turned from the door, and +made her way up a side lane which was close by, and from that position +scanned the back of the house.</p> + +<p>At the very top, two windows seemed to have a dim light in the room +belonging to them.</p> + +<p>The woman put her hand to her heart as if with a sudden pang, and +almost stumbling along in her eagerness, once more reached the front +door, where she gave a low ring.</p> + +<p>The sound went through the quiet house, and she heard it outside.</p> + +<p>The minutes, though in reality they were very few, seemed very long +before a light began to glimmer through the ground glass of the door, +coming nearer and nearer.</p> + +<p>Then a step was audible, and some one set the light down and undid the +fastenings of the door.</p> + +<p>The woman, who was grasping the stone balustrade for support, lifted +her eyes to meet those of a sweet-looking nurse, who in snowy cap and +apron stood holding the door in her hand.</p> + +<p>"Are you—" she asked and paused. Then altering the form of her +question, said gently, "What may you be wanting, ma'am? Have you come +to see any one?"</p> + +<p>The woman's lips formed some words, but they were inaudible.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you are my patient's mother?" suggested the nurse. Then seeing +that this was the case, she held out her hand and led the woman into +the hall, placed her in a chair, and carefully closed the front door.</p> + +<p>"Then he is alive," the poor mother at last found voice to say.</p> + +<p>"Yes, he is alive," answered the nurse.</p> + +<p>"May I go to him?" asked the woman, starting up.</p> + +<p>"Not yet. You are not fit to see him yet. Come in here, and I will tell +you about him. Perhaps you will be able to quiet him better than I. He +has something which is on his mind, I fear."</p> + +<p>The woman hung her head, but then with a sudden passion she exclaimed, +"It was no fault of his—no fault at all. It was all my doing! Oh! I +have suffered for it—My boy! My boy!"</p> + +<p>"Hush! If you wish to see him, you will have to be a great deal calmer +than this. I will go back to him, and will fetch you in five minutes."</p> + +<p>"Oh, let me come now!" besought the woman, rousing herself. "Oh, I will +be calm, indeed I will."</p> + +<p>"Wait an instant then," said the nurse in her sweet, calm tone.</p> + +<p>She left the room and returned in a moment with a glass of milk, which +she evidently expected the poor mother to drink, and which she held +to her lips authoritatively, not noticing her reluctance. Then with a +kind cheering word, in which she heard, "The dear Saviour has been here +before you," she led the way up the quiet staircase, to that room where +the dim light was burning.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image033" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image033.jpg" alt="image033"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image034" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image034.jpg" alt="image034"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_17">CHAPTER XVII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>BEFORE DAWN.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"INFLAMMATION of the lungs," the nurse had whispered.</p> + +<p>But when the woman entered that darkened room, she was hardly prepared +for the little figure she found propped up in the narrow bed, nor for +the sunken cheeks and staring eyes of her once healthy boy.</p> + +<p>Her promise of calmness and her fear of not being allowed to see him +kept the woman from the first wild impulse to throw herself at his feet +and devour him with kisses.</p> + +<p>As she crossed the room to his side, she felt like some untamed animal +being robbed of its offspring. But all she did was to bend over him and +say with a strangled sob—</p> + +<p>"Oh, Johnnie, are you very ill, my dear?"</p> + +<p>After trying vainly to speak, he nodded slightly, but looked +appealingly towards his nurse, and laid his head back on his high +pillow.</p> + +<p>"He will be better presently, ma'am," said the nurse, putting a chair +near. "He wants to tell you something, but he has not much breath at +times. He will speak when he feels able. Is not that right, dear?"</p> + +<p>Johnnie was watching his mother's face with those pathetic eyes, in +which some urgent request lay hidden. As the nurse bent over him with +some medicine, he whispered—</p> + +<p>"Shall I have time?"</p> + +<p>"I think you will," she answered. "But if not, Johnnie, I can tell her +what you have told me."</p> + +<p>"Ah, but—"</p> + +<p>No telling of hers, he felt, would have the weight of his own dying +request. But he could not as yet gather strength to speak.</p> + +<p>"He has been light-headed a good bit," explained the nurse, "but he is +better of that now."</p> + +<p>The woman had taken her child's hand, but he drew it away as if more +than he could bear, and in a short breathless way gasped—</p> + +<p>"I'll speak presently."</p> + +<p>Just at this moment the door opened noiselessly, and the master of the +school came in.</p> + +<p>"We feared you would be too late," he said gravely, in a low tone, to +Johnnie's mother. "Did you not receive my letter?"</p> + +<p>"No," answered the woman briefly; "not till to-night."</p> + +<p>Then, as if impelled by something she could not resist, she asked in an +almost inaudible tone—</p> + +<p>"Is there no hope, then?"</p> + +<p>"I fear not."</p> + +<p>The master turned to the bed, spoke a few kind words to the boy, and +noiselessly left the room.</p> + +<p>Still Johnnie lay with that distressed look on his face. And the nurse +stood by watching him, but without saying a word to break the silence, +lest in doing so she might hinder rather than help her poor little +invalid.</p> + +<p>The mother, sitting there in that unbroken silence, felt as if she +could not bear the agony of it much longer.</p> + +<p>She was just turning towards Johnnie with an appealing look, when he +said in that same short, gasping way—</p> + +<p>"I want you to take him back, mother."</p> + +<p>The woman shrank, and the child felt it.</p> + +<p>"I never knew how wicked it was—till now," he went on, gazing still at +her averted eyes.</p> + +<p>"You did not know," whispered his mother.</p> + +<p>"No—no, mother—not that! But taking him away! It was awful of me to +do what I did—I never knew the harm—but you will take him back now, +mother."</p> + +<p>"I don't see how I can," she said at last.</p> + +<p>"Mother!" he urged. "'He's' got a mother."</p> + +<p>There was a breathless pause. The nurse, standing by, feared that her +little patient's life would ebb away in the agony of that ungranted +request.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to Jesus," whispered Johnnie again, in a broken voice. "He's +forgiven me that, and all my other sins—every sin. He has washed me +clean and white. But, mother, you must give him back, indeed you must."</p> + +<p>"She will," interposed the nurse soothingly, "when she has had time to +think of it! Just tell him that you will, if you can, ma'am!"</p> + +<p>With a warning glance she went to the fire for some broth, while the +woman, urged by her look and by the beseeching, dying agony of her +child's eyes, said slowly—</p> + +<p>"I will—Johnnie—I will."</p> + +<p>Then realizing what she had done, she buried her face in her hands, and +trembled from head to foot.</p> + +<p>Johnnie's hand, which had lain listlessly on the counterpane, sought +his mother's now, and pressed it with what little strength he had, and +he drew her towards him.</p> + +<p>"Kiss me, mother," he said.</p> + +<p>After that, though he took what the nurse gave him, he did not seem +able to speak. His eyes never closed, but were generally fixed on his +mother's face with an expression the nurse did not understand.</p> + +<p>The hours crept on; sometimes his mother said a word of tender +endearment, sometimes only her suppressed weeping broke the stillness.</p> + +<p>The daylight was beginning to creep in when he spoke once more.</p> + +<p>"Mother, you will come to Jesus too?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Johnnie, I'll do what you ask me about the other. But don't make +me promise what I can't do, my dear!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, but you can," he panted. "Nurse told me the words—they make it so +plain—'Him that cometh to Me, I will in no wise cast out!' Can't you +come after that, mother?"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image035" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image035.jpg" alt="image035"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image036" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image036.jpg" alt="image036"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_18">CHAPTER XVIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>SUNRISE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>BUT the poor mother was too bewildered and heart-broken to take any +comfort yet.</p> + +<p>Her only child was being snatched from her under circumstances so +pitiful that to her mind no ray of hope or consolation could enter.</p> + +<p>She would have given everything she possessed at that moment to pacify +her dying child, and yet the promise he wanted of her was one she +thought she could not give.</p> + +<p>Johnnie still held her hand, and all she could do was to bend down and +kiss his little one softly, stilling her passionate longing to clasp +him in her arms by an effort which seemed to her to be almost killing +her.</p> + +<p>As her eyes were fixed on his wan little face, she saw his lips move, +and at the same moment the nurse came quickly to his side with her +gentle, untiring, "What is it, dear?"</p> + +<p>"You'll be glad by and by—" said Johnnie, tenderly, to his mother.</p> + +<p>"Glad? Oh, Johnnie, you do not know—"</p> + +<p>"Glad that I am gone to Jesus. Mother—if you will not promise me—still +you'll try?"</p> + +<p>"I'll do what I can, Johnnie," she answered at last.</p> + +<p>He glanced towards the nurse as if struggling to remember something.</p> + +<p>She sat down on the edge of his bed and put her arm under his head.</p> + +<p>"Say it again," he whispered.</p> + +<p>So she said, slowly and distinctly—</p> + +<p>"'Him that cometh unto Me, I will in no wise cast out.'"</p> + +<p>"Yes; that's it!" he answered, with a sigh of content.</p> + +<p>Just then a ray of sunshine broke from a dark cloud in which the sun +had been hidden, and crept along Johnnie's bed, covering his thin +little hands, and shining right up into his wide-open eyes.</p> + +<p>"What's that?" he asked with a sudden smile, the only one his mother +had seen on his face, an eager, tender smile which astonished her.</p> + +<p>"It's the blessed sunrise," said the nurse soothingly.</p> + +<p>But his eyes were still gazing upward, the smile growing and growing +till it became radiant.</p> + +<p>"It's—it's 'Jesus!'" he murmured.</p> + +<p>The eyes continued to look while the gasping breath grew fainter and +fainter. And then, with one more weary, yet rested sigh, he went away +to the glory which his Saviour has prepared for those who love Him.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Twelve terrible, hopeless hours of heart-rending grief must elapse +before the woman could venture to retrace her steps to her home, or +tell her husband of the blow which had fallen upon them.</p> + +<p>The kind nurse did everything in her power to try to comfort the +desolate mother.</p> + +<p>But to all her gentle words, the woman only answered, "You do not +know—no one can ever know—it is no use to talk to me. Oh, my Johnnie! +My Johnnie!"</p> + +<p>Once during that long day which she spent in the housekeeper's room, +she had asked permission to visit the place where lay all that remained +of her boy. But thither no earthly eye followed her, and her grief, +with its secret sting, was seen only by Him who can unlock the chambers +of every heart, and knows what each one needs to bring it to feel its +need of Himself.</p> + +<p>At length the weary day was over, and darkness began to gather. +Directly the woman saw this, she took her bonnet and shawl, and with a +few words of broken thanks to the nurse, she left the house and turned +towards home.</p> + +<p>An hour after dark, the woman climbed up those stairs at home, and was +let in to that top room, which looked so like, and so unlike too, the +room she had left less than twenty-four hours ago.</p> + +<p>As she threw aside her veil, her husband saw all at a glance.</p> + +<p>"Yes—" she said, and then sank down in the chair and laid her head on +her arms on the table.</p> + +<p>The man broke into bitter reproaches, walking up and down the room +pouring forth thick words of anguish, in which he laid the blame on his +wife, as if she were not heart-broken enough already.</p> + +<p>Presently the woman raised her head, and throwing off her shawl and +bonnet, she went to the corner and lifted from the bed a little child, +wrapping it in a blanket and sitting down by the fire with it on her +lap.</p> + +<p>"How's he been?" she asked briefly.</p> + +<p>The man, who had been watching her movements and gradually ceasing to +rage, now mumbled something about "very poorly," and without any more +words went down-stairs, and shut himself into the room they occupied +there.</p> + +<p>The woman proceeded to feed and wash the little invalid in unbroken +silence. But as she did so, the first tears she had shed since Johnnie +died fell down her cheeks, and dropped on to the soft golden curls of +the little boy.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Johnnie, Johnnie!" she whispered at last. "How could I have +promised you what I did? I shall never, never be able to keep it!"</p> + +<p>And still, as she tended the little one, her tears dropped down on his +golden hair as she remembered Johnnie's beseeching words—</p> + +<p>"'He's' got a mother too!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image037" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image037.jpg" alt="image037"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image038" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image038.jpg" alt="image038"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_19">CHAPTER XIX.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>ROSE GUESSES SOMETHING.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"HERE is a letter from Gertrude," said Otto, walking into his +sister-in-law's pleasant sitting-room one evening.</p> + +<p>"That is always welcome. And so are you," answered Rose, looking up +from her work.</p> + +<p>Otto smiled slightly. He looked worn, and after the first flush caused +by his brisk walk into Camptown had subsided, he seemed to become paler +than his observant sister had ever seen him.</p> + +<p>"Sit down," she said, putting aside her work, and stirring the fire +into a blaze; "have you come to tea?"</p> + +<p>"If you will have me."</p> + +<p>"Willingly indeed. Have you read Gertrude's letter, or is it private +and particular?"</p> + +<p>"It is not private, but all her letters are particular—"</p> + +<p>"Yes. So, Otto, we will have her letter together before I ring for the +tea; then we shall not be interrupted."</p> + +<p>She settled herself in her chair near the lamp, and opened the sheets, +proceeding to read out what Otto had already heard: all Gertrude's +account of the overturned basket, with its mysterious little pair of +shoes.</p> + +<p>Rose drew her breath as she reached that part of it, and when she had +put down the letter, she looked into the fire with an absorbed gaze, +while she seemed to forget Otto's presence altogether.</p> + +<p>"Strange!" she murmured. "Otto, did it give you a queer feeling when +you read that?"</p> + +<p>"We are apt to fancy every little trifle may bear upon little Lester," +he said softly, "but this seems too unlikely. Do not build upon it, +dear Rose."</p> + +<p>"I know I am too ready to do so," she answered sadly, "but—"</p> + +<p>Still she looked into the fire in deep thought.</p> + +<p>"Otto," she exclaimed, "I must go and call at that house!"</p> + +<p>"They would not admit you."</p> + +<p>"Do you think so? At any rate, I should like try. Oh, if I could have +seen those little slippers! I should have known them anywhere."</p> + +<p>She rose from her seat, and began pacing to and fro in the little room, +her sweet, calm face looking worried and anxious.</p> + +<p>"If—supposing, Otto, that man were afraid of what his basket had +revealed, and were to move away as they did from Blank—"</p> + +<p>"But, dear Rose, this may have nothing to do with them at all!"</p> + +<p>"But then it may—"</p> + +<p>She sat down again, looking troubled, her hands lying listlessly in her +lap, her brow full of lines.</p> + +<p>"'God is our Refuge and Strength, a very present help in trouble,'" +said Otto. "Perhaps, Rose, He is leading us along, though we cannot see +the way."</p> + +<p>"But it is so hard to trust in the dark—"</p> + +<p>"His road will lead to the light," said Otto; "there are no 'blind +thoroughfares' with our Father, Rose!"</p> + +<p>She looked up quickly. "'No' blind thoroughfares, Otto!" she answered, +significantly, throwing off her own care as she so often did, in order +to comfort another. "You must remember that, as well as I."</p> + +<p>He flushed a deep red, but his eyes looked frankly into hers +nevertheless.</p> + +<p>"I do not forget it," he said quietly, "but I have had a long spell in +the dark."</p> + +<p>"You have," she answered.</p> + +<p>After that there was silence, till, suddenly bethinking herself, she +rang the bell, and began to busy herself in preparation for tea, taking +some cake from the sideboard, and putting the caddy on the table.</p> + +<p>When the maid had left the room, and they sat down to their meal, just +those two, Rose began—</p> + +<p>"Then you do not advise my going off to see Gertrude?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot advise anything," said Otto, "but if you think it likely, it +might be worth trying."</p> + +<p>"I feel as if I must, Otto."</p> + +<p>Again there was silence. She was planning when she could go, and what +might be the consequences. He was wishing with a great longing that he +could go too, and in his thoughts was almost forgetting little Lester +altogether.</p> + +<p>At last, their eyes met, and something in her brother-in-law's made +Rose say gently—</p> + +<p>"Otto, I hope it will all come right some day."</p> + +<p>She was referring to his thoughts, not to her own.</p> + +<p>Again, he coloured vividly, rising to go.</p> + +<p>"So soon?" she asked, surprised.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I only came over to bring you that letter." Then, as he stood +in the doorway, he added abruptly: "Rose, I see you have guessed my +secret. I never knew till she was gone that I could feel so much—and +with my poverty and all, it is so hopeless."</p> + +<p>"Nothing is hopeless when we look above," she said.</p> + +<p>And when he was gone, she sat down again and took the lesson home to +her own heart. And her thoughts shaped themselves into these words—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'With God nothing shall be impossible.'"<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image039" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image039.jpg" alt="image039"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image040" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image040.jpg" alt="image040"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_20">CHAPTER XX.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>UP THE CHIMNEY.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"LET me look at it!" exclaimed Randall, pushing Hugh aside, and +standing on tiptoe to reach the mantel-piece.</p> + +<p>"You mustn't. I ought not to have touched it," said Hugh eagerly. "Let +it alone, I tell you; mother would not like us to touch her letters."</p> + +<p>"It isn't a letter, it's a bank-note, and I mean to look at it, +whatever you say—"</p> + +<p>Hugh put his hand upon the object of their dispute, to protect it from +further molestation, while Randall, with a sudden movement, caught it +from under his brother's hand, and then in his eagerness dropped it.</p> + +<p>It fluttered down, down, down; both boys made a dash at it, but the +draught from the blazing fire was too strong—it eluded their grasp, and +quietly floated into the midst of the flames, where it caught fire, and +went crackling up the chimney.</p> + +<p>There was a moment's silence, while both children stood spell-bound.</p> + +<p>At length Randall found his voice, though it was choking with anger and +dismay, and he exclaimed—"You did it! It was your fault!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Randall!" said Hugh, turning white.</p> + +<p>"You did! I shall tell mother so! It was all your doing—"</p> + +<p>He ran from the room, and Hugh could hear his voice explaining and +protesting, and his mother's tone of vexation as she realized her loss. +Then he heard steps approaching, and they both came in.</p> + +<p>"I was in the arm-chair," said Randall, "and he was holding it there, +on the hearth-rug, and then he dropped it, and it blew into the fire—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Randall!" began Hugh, in a despairing tone. "It wasn't a bit so, +mother! I was telling Randall not to touch it, and he would try to, and +he snatched it from me, and then—I don't know how—it got burned."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shaddock looked from one to the other.</p> + +<p>"'Which' did it?" she asked angrily.</p> + +<p>"It was Hugh," said Randall; "I was quite away from him, and I saw it +in his hand."</p> + +<p>"Randall let it fall in the fire," said Hugh steadily, his face white +even to his lips, and his hands clenched together till they ached.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it," said Mrs. Shaddock. "Don't you hear your brother +was sitting in the arm-chair, so it could not have been his fault. Here +is a whole five pounds gone, and you shall have no Christmas presents +at all, Hugh for being so careless, and then trying to put it on your +brother. Do not let me have another word on the subject. I do not know +what your father will say."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shaddock left the room in great displeasure, and the two boys +stood looking at each other.</p> + +<p>"Now, cry-baby, go and tell it all to nurse," said Randall, shaking his +yellow mane defiantly. "I know it was your fault, so I don't care."</p> + +<p>Hugh slowly left the room, his heart stinging with the pain of his +little brother's taunts.</p> + +<p>Soon his father would be back from town, and then he pictured the fresh +investigation of the whole matter, and the fresh disgrace, and perhaps +punishment, which would fall upon him. It was not the first time that +Randall's selfishness and want of truth had got him into dire trouble, +and he was too sensitive, and too little respected, to fight for +himself.</p> + +<p>He laid himself down on the nursery hearth-rug to think it all over, +and remained like that till the gong sounded for tea, and he must go +down.</p> + +<p>Mr. Shaddock had come in, and Gertrude and his sisters had returned +from a lecture they had been attending. Everybody was present, as Hugh, +pale and dark-eyed, walked into the room.</p> + +<p>"You need not come here," said his father, looking up. "Tell nurse to +give you your tea up-stairs, and put you to bed. Five-pound notes are +not to be burned with impunity."</p> + +<p>Hugh said nothing. He went slowly up to the nursery, and sat down +dejectedly on a chair. Nurse had heard the account from Randall, and +knew all about it, or at any rate, so much as could be gathered from +one side.</p> + +<p>"I expect I shall be caned," said Hugh at length, "and it was Randall +who did it from beginning to end."</p> + +<p>"Then never mind, dear," said nurse gently.</p> + +<p>If there was one thing that nurse found hard in her comfortable place, +it was that Hugh was often severely punished, while Randall got off +free.</p> + +<p>But Hugh would not be comforted. He ate no tea, and crept into bed, +utterly crushed.</p> + +<p>As he lay there in the darkness, above the fear of punishment, above +the threat of no Christmas presents, above the misery of being wronged, +came over him a greater misery still. For while he knew that every +word Randall had said was false, and that the burning of the note was +entirely Randall's doing, yet in his inmost heart he felt he had been +the one to touch it first, and this fault he had not acknowledged.</p> + +<p>He could not do it! That was his first and strongest feeling. Nothing +on earth could make him volunteer that which would partly justify all +their displeasure. He had "not" burned the note, there it must rest. +That was his ultimatum.</p> + +<p>But to those who are Christ's, a still small voice comes; the +Shepherd's hand is stretched out to restore the soul, and lead it in +the paths of righteousness.</p> + +<p>A sudden thought came to poor little Hugh, and he looked up above the +misery and despair which had seized him. "Oh, help me to do right, by +Thy mighty power," he whispered. "I can't do it by myself—do help me, +Lord Jesus."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image041" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image041.jpg" alt="image041"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image042" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image042.jpg" alt="image042"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_21">CHAPTER XXI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>BY THE NURSERY FIRE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>STRENGTHENED with a new strength, Hugh sat up in bed, and considered +what he ought to do.</p> + +<p>Truth and falsehood were strangely mixed up in his mind. But of one +thing he was certain, he had not told any one the whole truth.</p> + +<p>Great as was his fear of punishment, his fear of offending his God and +King was greater. What therefore ought he to do?</p> + +<p>Just at this moment his father's step was heard crossing the nursery.</p> + +<p>"I am going to put a stop to this deception," he said to the nurse. +"If he had said boldly that he had done it and was sorry, I would have +excused him, but to make it worse by a lie—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, sir!" interrupted the nurse earnestly. "Do ask him to explain +it—indeed there may be some mistake. Master Hugh is so good and +straight and little Master Randall—you know, sir, in the heat of things +children do not always see quite how it is. Please, sir, do wait till +we can find out more about it!"</p> + +<p>Little shivering Hugh could hear his father turn towards the +fire-place, and for a moment, he breathed more freely. But, even then, +after what his father had said, punishment must follow, no matter +what he might confess. Though he had, indeed, not been the one who +had burned the note, his father had in his estimation described him +accurately when he had accused him of a lie. If he had not told one, he +had acted one.</p> + +<p>Then he heard—"Well, nurse, I do not mind waiting, of course, for I +respect your opinion very much, as you have been with the children so +long. But if it turns out to be as I think it is, nothing shall come +between Hugh and his punishment. I cannot make my children all I would, +but untruth shall not pass unreproved."</p> + +<p>Nurse murmured some words of thanks and he seemed to be turning away.</p> + +<p>Hugh sprang out of bed, and without waiting for his courage to ebb, he +rushed into the nursery.</p> + +<p>"Father!" he said.</p> + +<p>"Well?" said Mr. Shaddock, turning round, rather coldly.</p> + +<p>"Father—will you hear all about it—will you hear about it before you +punish me?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Shaddock came back to the fire-place and sat down. Something in the +boy's face touched him more than he had ever felt touched before.</p> + +<p>"It was not my fault about the note—but—"</p> + +<p>"I did not come back to hear you say that—" said Mr. Shaddock.</p> + +<p>"No, but I was going to tell you all about it. It was my fault, +because I touched the note first, and said to Randall that it was such +a dirty old thing to be worth so much. But it was quite safe on the +mantel-shelf again, and Randall would touch it. And I tried to prevent +him by putting down my hand on it, and then he snatched it and it fell +into the fire."</p> + +<p>Whether the child's eyes convinced his father, or whether the story +bore the impress of truth, Mr. Shaddock felt that he knew the whole.</p> + +<p>There was a silence while he thought it all over.</p> + +<p>"Why did you not tell this to your mother?" he asked, at length.</p> + +<p>"I did try to, but—she did not understand."</p> + +<p>There was another pause.</p> + +<p>"Did you tell her all this?" asked his father, opening his arm to +invite the little boy within it.</p> + +<p>Hugh thought of Randall's overbearing clamour and was silent.</p> + +<p>"Did you?" persisted Mr. Shaddock.</p> + +<p>"I tried to—" Hugh's eyes looked appealingly in his father's face, but +he said no more.</p> + +<p>"I see. Now, my boy, go back to your bed. I am glad that you have told +me."</p> + +<p>But Hugh hesitated. Never before had he stood like that within his +father's arm; it was hard to go out from it, and yet he must.</p> + +<p>"Father," he said, gently and bravely, "are you not going to punish me? +I would rather get it over, and then, perhaps, you will forgive me?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Shaddock looked down upon him wonderingly. "Forgiveness does not +depend upon punishment," he said, slowly, "but upon—other things."</p> + +<p>"But I deserve what you said," answered Hugh, "because I 'did' not tell +all the truth."</p> + +<p>In that five minutes Mr. Shaddock had learned a great lesson. He had +never thought of "forgiving" his little son. He had considered it his +duty to punish him, and there the matter would end. Now he was asked +for forgiveness!</p> + +<p>What had he to do with forgiveness?</p> + +<p>Hugh's eyes were still fixed upon him inquiringly his colour going and +coming.</p> + +<p>"I freely forgive you, my boy," he answered then; "God bless you."</p> + +<p>Hugh flung his arms round his father's neck, and was inclosed in an +embrace such as he had never had before.</p> + +<p>Mr. Shaddock rose then, and leading his child back to his bed, kissed +him, and went slowly down-stairs.</p> + +<p>"I doubt if I could have done such a thing myself," was his mental +comment. And all the evening afterwards, those words which he had heard +so often in church, but had never heeded before, seemed to sound in his +ears—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is +covered.'"<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image043" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image043.jpg" alt="image043"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_22">CHAPTER XXII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>NO THOROUGHFARE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"THERE is a lady down-stairs waiting to see you, Miss Ashlyn," said +Mollie, putting her head in at the door of the schoolroom one morning, +and then withdrawing it without waiting to receive any answer.</p> + +<p>"For me?" exclaimed Gertrude, colouring with surprise. "I do not know +anybody here."</p> + +<p>"Go down and see," said Randall. "I dare say it's some old fogey! Our +last governess had some of those sort to see her."</p> + +<p>If Gertrude had not blushed before, she blushed now. Suppose it should +be her mother whom Randall had called by such a name?</p> + +<p>"You are very rude," she said coldly, turning to him ere she left the +room. "Do not move till I come back. I will at any rate not be long."</p> + +<p>She ran down-stairs, her heart beating. Could it be her mother? But she +would never have come unless something had been the matter!</p> + +<p>She had not long to be in doubt. As she opened the door, a white-haired +lady indeed sat near the window. But the beautiful complexion and soft, +dark eyes belonged to no one else than her sister Rose!</p> + +<p>In a moment they were clasped in each other's arms, and then Rose in +rather an agitated way began to explain about the basket, and the old +man, and the Strange House, and the little slippers.</p> + +<p>At mention of these, Gertrude turned pale.</p> + +<p>"Rose!" she exclaimed. "That is what has been haunting me ever since. I +could not make it out!"</p> + +<p>"That makes it more necessary than ever for me to do my utmost to find +out if my child is really—"</p> + +<p>Rose broke off. She could not get through those words. The imagined +nearness of her child, if as she fondly believed, he were in the next +house, made her altogether frantic. She could hardly control herself.</p> + +<p>"Dearest Rose," said Gertrude persuasively, "sit down quietly now, +while I go and tell Mrs. Shaddock you are here, and speak to my +children up-stairs. I am sure they will be interested in it all, and +Mrs. Shaddock will perhaps advise us as to what is best to be done."</p> + +<p>Rose sat down obediently, though she glanced out of the window at every +passer-by with such anxiety, that Gertrude feared she would not even +allow her time to make her explanations, before she would want to be +out of the door, and knocking at that Strange House which she thought +contained her darling.</p> + +<p>However, Gertrude hastened to the schoolroom to beg Daisy and Randall +to amuse themselves with a book till her return, and then she sought +Mrs. Shaddock, who was busy with Mollie in the dining-room writing +invitations for an "At Home" the next week.</p> + +<p>The explanations were soon made, and Mrs. Shaddock went into the other +room to make acquaintance with Mrs. Leigh, and in her hospitable way to +beg her to use her house as if it were her own.</p> + +<p>Rose's tearful eyes were a grateful answer enough.</p> + +<p>"I am going to the house to see if I can find out anything," said +Rose, rising. "You cannot wonder that I dare not delay after my sad +experiences!"</p> + +<p>They let her go, and Gertrude went back to the schoolroom to tell Daisy +about it, and to wait her sister's return. Rose had begged them not to +accompany her or be seen outside.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile with trembling steps, growing more firm as she went along, +Rose tried to remember Otto's words of there being no "blind streets" +in God's paths, and so gathered courage as she leaned on Him who is +mighty.</p> + +<p>But her repeated knocks at the door brought no answer, and after she +had stood there a whole quarter of an hour, she began to despair at +last.</p> + +<p>She ceased knocking and ringing, and then could bear the strokes of a +spade in the back garden.</p> + +<p>She went to the side gate and shook it, and after some time an elderly +man came shuffling up the path and approached the green lattice-work +fence.</p> + +<p>"Does Mrs. Swift live here?" said Rose as boldly as she could, her +heart beating.</p> + +<p>"My name's Brown," said the man surlily.</p> + +<p>"Could I speak to your wife?" asked Rose, looking earnestly in his face.</p> + +<p>"I'm alone," answered the man with increased surliness. "What's the +good of asking me to see my wife? She went away from me a long time +ago,—and, as I tell you, I'm all alone."</p> + +<p>He began to turn towards his garden again.</p> + +<p>"Oh, please!" implored Rose. "Would you tell me if you ever lived at +Blank—?"</p> + +<p>A startled look, despite an evident effort, overspread the man's face.</p> + +<p>"No, I never did!" he answered heartily enough. "You never heard of a +Mrs. Swift there, a lodging-house keeper, with one little boy?"</p> + +<p>Did Rose fancy a spasm passed across the haggard face before her? It +was only for an instant.</p> + +<p>"Didn't I tell you," he asked roughly, "that I was never at the place? +How is it likely I should know any one there? Why do you come here +hindering me at my work?"</p> + +<p>He left her abruptly, and Rose stood baffled.</p> + +<p>"Oh, please!" she called in her soft, musical voice, which must have +reached him well enough. "Please do come and talk to me a little while!"</p> + +<p>But the man crunched over the gravel unheedingly, and took up his spade +within sight of her, and so dug and dug persistently till, tired out, +and fearing she was ridiculous, Rose turned back to the Shaddocks' +house, feeling that indeed this had been "No thoroughfare" in good +earnest.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image044" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image044.jpg" alt="image044"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_23">CHAPTER XXIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>A HINDRANCE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I THOUGHT—I hoped," sobbed poor Rose, "that—at last—my waiting time +was over, and I—might be going to find my little Lester—if it were +God's will."</p> + +<p>"And the worst is," she added, when she was calmer and was sitting +in Gertrude's bedroom, "the worst is, Gertrude, if there should be +anything wrong, they will move away at once."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Gertrude, kneeling down by her and laying her head on +her sister's shoulder, "but then—even supposing all that, if God has +allowed us to get on this track, and it is the right one, He will +certainly make a way out of what seems so dark and difficult now."</p> + +<p>The words quieted Rose's aching heart.</p> + +<p>"I was almost forgetting that in my disappointment! Dear Gertrude, you +are a true comforter."</p> + +<p>There was silence then, Rose reviewing all the strong consolation which +she felt at the times when she remembered that her Father in heaven +could work for her; while Gertrude realized, as never before, how +precious were her dear ones at home, and felt it would certainly break +her heart to see Rose go away and leave her behind.</p> + +<p>A summons to dinner interrupted these thoughts.</p> + +<p>"How truly kind Mrs. Shaddock is!" said Rose, as they went down. "She +has asked me to stay the night here, or as long as I like. I never saw +strangers so kind."</p> + +<p>At dinner, the plans for the afternoon were freely discussed, for till +Rose could communicate with her lawyer and ask his advice, she could do +nothing, "but enjoy herself," as Randall told Daisy.</p> + +<p>"I have to go to Highgate to make two or three calls," said Mrs. +Shaddock, "and shall drive. If Mrs. Leigh will come with me—"</p> + +<p>"And me, mother?" interrupted Randall.</p> + +<p>"Very well—and you—the rest can walk and meet us there. Then you can +show Mrs. Leigh the cemetery while I make my calls, and I will take her +up at the lower gates at five o'clock. Miss Ashlyn, I know you like +walking, do you not?"</p> + +<p>This plan was hailed with applause by the children. For Mrs. Shaddock, +if she took them a little jaunt in this way, was always very +generous in her plans. And they knew that a pleasant tea at the best +pastrycook's in Highgate would be in the programme, and that their +mother would perhaps tell them to have a cab to bring them home.</p> + +<p>So they set off in wild spirits, some time before their mother's +carriage was ordered, and timed their arrival at the upper gates at +Highgate Cemetery just as it came bowling along the road.</p> + +<p>It stopped to put Mrs. Leigh down, and then Mrs. Shaddock beckoned +Mollie to the window.</p> + +<p>"Have a nice tea," she whispered, pressing some money into Mollie's +hand, "and do not hurry. Mrs. Leigh says she would like to walk home +with her sister. So either, of you girls, can come with me or walk +home, which you like."</p> + +<p>"Daisy can come then," said Mollie; "I would much rather stay with +them."</p> + +<p>The carriage drove on, and the party was left standing on the path.</p> + +<p>"Which way are we to go?" asked Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"I know!" exclaimed Randall. "Come along, Mrs. Leigh, I'll show you."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Leigh, looking upon every little boy with the eyes of a bereaved +mother, had longingly regarded little Randall as perhaps reminding +her of her own six-year old child. But even if his bright colour and +yellow hair might have done for little Lester's pink cheeks and golden +curls, the defiant eyes and bold mien did not remind her of her tender +darling, and no amount of imagination would turn Randall into a little +Lester. She however took the child's hand, her fingers thrilling at the +little fingers, and went forward with him in front, the rest following +at leisure.</p> + +<p>It was a glorious afternoon; the sunshine was perfect, and the fresh +breeze and the autumn foliage were so entrancing that the children's +spirits could hardly be kept within bounds in that quiet resting-place +of the dead.</p> + +<p>Several times, Gertrude had to warn them to be more moderate, till at +last Randall said, "We always do just as we like here, Miss Ashlyn."</p> + +<p>"Not if I am in charge," said Gertrude quietly.</p> + +<p>"Let us go and look at what we call 'the catacombs,'" said Randall. "If +you peep in, you can see the coffins all along!"</p> + +<p>He went off with his sisters, and Gertrude and Rose were left alone.</p> + +<p>"You have a handful with that little boy?" said Rose, looking after +them.</p> + +<p>"Yes," answered Gertrude, "he is my cross."</p> + +<p>"Then, darling, he may yet be your 'crown'!" Rose answered tenderly.</p> + +<p>Gertrude did not reply, but followed on the heels of her flock to see +that they did not get into mischief.</p> + +<p>By and by, they began to clamour for tea, and the party made their way +out of the cemetery and wandered into the town, looking at shops as +they went along, till Mollie exclaimed, "Miss Ashlyn, I 'must' buy that +pattern; it is just what I have been wanting for ever so long."</p> + +<p>Gertrude feared that it was getting late, and begged her to defer her +purchase till after tea, but she would not hear of it. Then the shop +was full, and they had to wait, so that when they finally reached the +pastrycook's, the clock pointed to ten minutes to five.</p> + +<p>"You will keep your mother waiting!" exclaimed Gertrude. "Daisy, dear, +have something to eat, and let us hasten to meet her. I had no idea we +should be so long in that shop."</p> + +<p>The child took some cake and hurried back with Gertrude through the +quiet cemetery, and arrived breathless, five minutes before the +carriage came.</p> + +<p>"What will they think has become of you?" asked Daisy, to whom the +moments while they stood waiting seemed longer than they really were.</p> + +<p>"I told them to have their tea and to go home without me if I did not +come," said Gertrude.</p> + +<p>And then the carriage came, and she left Daisy with her mother and +retraced her steps back through the trees and flowers and graves.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image045" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image045.jpg" alt="image045"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image046" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image046.jpg" alt="image046"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_24">CHAPTER XXIV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>AT THE GRAVE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE autumn afternoon was closing in, and but that Gertrude had noticed +some men filling in a new-made grave as she went down, she would have +feared that she might find the gates shut.</p> + +<p>She walked as fast as she could, taking one of the narrower paths, +and was almost within sight of the upper gates when her attention was +arrested by a figure crouching over that very new-made grave which she +had seen.</p> + +<p>Her quick steps took her past before she had realized that there was +some one who was in great need.</p> + +<p>But what was it to her that a mourner should be weeping there? Were not +all those graves dear to some hearts? And was this not one among many?</p> + +<p>Still she could not go on and leave the drooping figure. Somehow there +was an abandonment in the grief that made Gertrude feel she "could" not +"pass by on the other side."</p> + +<p>One moment she hesitated—then advanced softly across the grass, which +had already in the dusk lost its greenness, and was now nothing but a +carpet of deep shade beneath her feet.</p> + +<p>She sat down on the ground beside the weeping woman and touched her +hand.</p> + +<p>"You are in great trouble," she said gently.</p> + +<p>A moan was the only answer.</p> + +<p>"Have you lost your husband?" asked Gertrude tenderly.</p> + +<p>A decisive shake of the head.</p> + +<p>"Then perhaps it is a child?" asked the soft voice again.</p> + +<p>The woman turned away with a sudden sort of pang, but after a moment +she said, as if in spite of herself—"My only one!"</p> + +<p>"That must be terrible," said Gertrude, thinking of Rose, and trying to +match this woman's grief with what she knew of her sister's.</p> + +<p>The woman raised herself a little, but only to cover her head in her +shawl more effectually, out of which her voice sounded far-off and +thick.</p> + +<p>"Could you tell me?" said Gertrude tenderly, thinking about her Lord +and Master, and trying to picture "His" great love and sympathy, so +that she might copy Him.</p> + +<p>"Why do you care for a stranger?" flashed this woman from the depths of +the shawl.</p> + +<p>"Because I love the Lord Jesus," answered Gertrude, "and He wept at the +grave."</p> + +<p>"At the grave?" questioned the woman. "Whose grave?"</p> + +<p>But before Gertrude could answer, she had flung herself round again, +and ended in burying her face in her hands on the girl's lap, where +she shook with a paroxysm of grief such as Gertrude had never imagined +could be.</p> + +<p>It was impossible to leave her, and yet what about those closing gates +and the growing darkness?</p> + +<p>Then Gertrude noticed to her intense relief that some men were +spreading gravel near the entrance, and were rolling it backwards and +forwards without apparently any signs of giving up.</p> + +<p>So she turned her attention once more to the mourner, who was clasping +her as if she were the only comfort left.</p> + +<p>She whispered words of the love of Jesus, of His sympathy, of His +ability to save to the uttermost, of His love for the little children. +And as she went on, feeling her way as it were, she began to understand +what a mighty Saviour she had for her own, and a great longing came +over her for this poor soul who, evidently, was a stranger to His great +love.</p> + +<p>"I'm a wicked woman," groaned her listener at last. "You would not +speak to me so if you guessed how wicked I have been."</p> + +<p>"Jesus our Saviour came to save sinners," whispered Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"That is what 'he' said," she exclaimed, her eyes raining down tears.</p> + +<p>"Your little boy?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but—but he asked me to do two things, and I can't do either."</p> + +<p>"He wanted you to come to Jesus?" asked Gertrude eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, but though I cannot do that, it was not the hardest thing. I +promised him, and yet I am going to break my word!"</p> + +<p>"Break your word to him?" asked Gertrude reproachfully. "You will not +do that."</p> + +<p>"I shall—simply because I never can do it! I thought I would when I +promised, but I can't. No, I can't. Johnnie, it is of no use."</p> + +<p>Again she wept hopelessly, while Gertrude trembled, she hardly knew why.</p> + +<p>"Is it something you ought to tell?" asked Gertrude.</p> + +<p>A movement of the woman's head seemed to acknowledge that it was.</p> + +<p>"Then God will help you to tell it, if you ask Him."</p> + +<p>"I have never asked Him anything. Yes, I have; I asked Him that Johnnie +might not die, and He did not hear."</p> + +<p>"Ask Him for this, and perhaps He will make the other plain to you by +and by. The reason, I mean!"</p> + +<p>"I know the reason!" said the woman bitterly. "It was because of my +sin!"</p> + +<p>"You do not know the reason. Perhaps the loving and merciful God could +find no other way to show you your sin, and lead you to Himself to be +forgiven."</p> + +<p>There was a long silence, while the woman's thoughts chased each other +through her torn heart.</p> + +<p>Gertrude watched the men rolling the gravel; she heard their cheerful +tones as they went backwards and forwards. Then she bent over the +prostrate form once more.</p> + +<p>"Dear friend," she whispered, "shall I pray that God will give you His +mighty help to keep this promise?"</p> + +<p>The woman pressed her hand, and Gertrude prayed a prayer, the +earnestness of which had never perhaps passed her lips before.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image047" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image047.jpg" alt="image047"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image048" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image048.jpg" alt="image048"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_25">CHAPTER XXV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>JOHNNIE'S JOKE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"WOULD it help you to tell 'me'?" asked Gertrude, bending over the +woman as she still knelt with her head buried in her lap.</p> + +<p>She laid a tender hand on her head, and stroked her hair softly, +wondering at herself that she could, and yet feeling an overwhelming +pity in her heart. Was not she a sinner too, and did she not know that +the seeds of all sorts of evil lurked in her own heart?</p> + +<p>"A sinner saved!" she thought. And then she said aloud, "I have learned +what it is to be forgiven myself, you know, and so I can sympathize."</p> + +<p>"You have never done what I have," murmured the woman. "But—I do not +know why, yet I trust you! I will, if I can, tell you about it. You +will see then that I shall never be able to keep this promise."</p> + +<p>"You will, if you believe that the dear God is able to help you. Oh, +if only you would, from your heart, ask Him to forgive you—whatever it +is—I am sure, after that you would be able to keep your promise."</p> + +<p>The woman trembled, and after a minute or two's silence, she said in a +low tone—</p> + +<p>"I never meant to—not at first. But before I say a word more, you will +promise me that you will never tell 'any one'?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Gertrude; "I will keep your secret faithfully."</p> + +<p>Then the woman went on almost beneath her breath—</p> + +<p>"It was two years ago. I never meant to do it! I was as honest and +straightforward a woman as you would find.</p> + +<p>"We lived—no matter where. My husband was a steward on board one of the +steamers going to and from China, and was not at home then. I settled +down in a seaside place, and hired a house and furniture, and set up +lodging-keeping.</p> + +<p>"I had nobody but my Johnnie with me, and we were enough for each other.</p> + +<p>"By and by there came a lady and a little boy—a dear little fellow."</p> + +<p>She caught her breath for a moment with a sobbing sigh, and then went +on in a low almost inaudible tone—</p> + +<p>"His mother was obliged to go away to Scotland, and I took care of him +while she was gone. One afternoon I was called into a neighbour's to +help with some one who had got a bad scald, and the time ran away, and +I was gone longer than I had ought to have been. I know that—I'd no +business to have left him so long."</p> + +<p>The woman wound her shawl round her face and wept bitterly.</p> + +<p>Gertrude's heart was beating so fast that she felt choked, while she +breathlessly listened to the tale which matched—yes, yes it did!—that +dreadful one of her sister's.</p> + +<p>Then a blank despair fell upon her. Why had she given that reckless +promise not to tell any one? Ought she to hear the rest of the story +and remain silent? And if she interrupted now, the secret might be gone +for ever!</p> + +<p>In this terrible crisis, Gertrude could but breathe in her heart a +swift prayer for guidance and help to her unseen but ever-present +Friend. Afterwards, she knew that it had been given, but now she could +only trust.</p> + +<p>Could this be indeed the clue to Rose's mystery? She knew not what to +do, so she waited.</p> + +<p>"When I came back," the woman went on at last, though her words were +choked and broken, "Johnnie—my Johnnie—met me in the passage full of +excitement.</p> + +<p>"'I've had such a lark,' he said, in his cheerful little way.</p> + +<p>"I went into the parlour (we had no lodgers just then) with my mind +full of the scalded girl, and I said—</p> + +<p>"'Where's the little one, Johnnie? I did not mean to be gone so long.'</p> + +<p>"'Come up and see,' he said. And he led me up-stairs and opened one of +the bedroom doors.</p> + +<p>"I gave a great scream—I remember it all as if it had happened +yesterday—for there before me was a great monster which Johnnie had +dressed up for fun, with a big mask on and a candle behind it, shining +out of the eyes. Of course it was only for a moment I was frightened, +and I turned round to scold Johnnie about it, when I saw close to it +the figure of the little boy I was taking care of, standing with his +finger touching it.</p> + +<p>"He was such a wonderfully timid child that my heart gave a great jump +when I saw him first. But after all, I thought, he was less scared than +I was.</p> + +<p>"'Come along, dear,' I said, 'we will go down-stairs.'</p> + +<p>"But the little fellow did not move. He went on touching the great +monster that Johnnie had made, and took not the slightest notice of me.</p> + +<p>"I went up to him and looked in his face.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't you tired of this ugly thing?' I said. 'Johnnie hadn't ought to +have done it. Come along, dear!'</p> + +<p>"But though I took him up in my arms, he still looked with those +startled big eyes, until I got him safe down into our parlour.</p> + +<p>"When I got there, I expected him to 'come to,' and perhaps have a +little cry. But oh, miss! How can I tell you my feelings when he just +sat where I put him, or stood where I stood him, without taking any +more notice than a doll.</p> + +<p>"'Johnnie!' I said. 'What did you do?'</p> + +<p>"Johnnie was terrified enough. 'I only told him to go up-stairs and see +something pretty in your room,' he said.</p> + +<p>"'And did he go?'</p> + +<p>"'He was mighty afraid at first, and then he ran up all at once, very +brave-like, and I thought there was no harm!' said Johnnie.</p> + +<p>"And no more he did, miss; he loved the little fellow as much as I did. +Only Johnnie was always one for those jokes; that's what it was."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image049" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image049.jpg" alt="image049"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image050" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image050.jpg" alt="image050"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_26">CHAPTER XXVI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>FLIGHT.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>GERTRUDE could hardly breathe, but she kept quiet, and the woman +continued her narrative, still in the same dull, hopeless, heart-broken +tone in which she had spoken all along.</p> + +<p>"I did everything I could think of. I gave him a warm bath—I poured out +prayers and tears—I did everything to bring him back, but to no avail.</p> + +<p>"As to Johnnie, he hung over him too, and cried as I never wish to hear +a child cry again; it wrings my heart now to think of it.</p> + +<p>"All night we watched him, and kissed him, and coaxed him, but it was +of no use! At last, Johnnie fell asleep, kneeling on the floor by us, +but no sleep came to my eyes.</p> + +<p>"Then I made my fatal mistake and committed a dreadful sin.</p> + +<p>"When the morning sun crept in, and still those wide-open startled eyes +gave no sign of intelligence, I made up my mind for flight.</p> + +<p>"At first I only intended to gain time, perhaps to consult a doctor in +London, or to try what change of air would do to restore him. But I did +a dreadful thing—I robbed a mother of her child, and I prevented her +doing what she might have done to repair the mischief.</p> + +<p>"You will blame me—I know you must—I feel your knees trembling beneath +me. But oh! No one who has not passed through it can conceive what I +suffered then, and what I have suffered since!"</p> + +<p>Gertrude's knees did tremble, but by a great effort she murmured some +words of sympathy. While the woman raised her face to wipe from it the +drops of perspiration which stood on her brow.</p> + +<p>One thought crossed Gertrude's mind of what they would think if she did +not arrive at the confectioner's, but she was reassured that they would +conclude that she had been persuaded to drive home with Mrs. Shaddock, +and till both parties arrived, each would think she was with the other. +This woman's story would be enough excuse when once she got home!</p> + +<p>"It was my terror of what would be done to Johnnie," the woman went on +at length, "that made me fly. Ah! I had better have faced it all, ten +thousand times! Better for myself, better for him. As to me, I have +grown an old, broken-down woman; as to him—he lies here in the cold +ground, and I shall never, never see him again!"</p> + +<p>"He is gone to Jesus," whispered Gertrude in a broken voice; "if you +seek Him too, you will meet your boy again."</p> + +<p>She did not know how to articulate the words, and yet—still she thought +of herself as a forgiven sinner, and must she not forgive too!</p> + +<p>The woman seemed to listen.</p> + +<p>"Oh, if I could!" she said, with a yearning cry.</p> + +<p>"'Him that cometh to Me I will in no wise cast out,'" said Gertrude +earnestly. And then she thought of the unfinished story, and how could +she bear to speak of anything till that was told?</p> + +<p>But had she not in that brief prayer asked her Heavenly Father to take +it all in hand? And was she going to slight "His" work, which He had +given her to do, in order to take what she thought the best road to +finding little Lester?</p> + +<p>"Those are the very words my Johnnie said!" exclaimed the woman, +raising her face for the first time, and letting Gertrude gaze upon its +haggard lines—at least upon so much of them as could be seen in the +increasing darkness.</p> + +<p>"'In no wise cast out!' Those are good words!"</p> + +<p>She laid her head down again on the trembling knees, and did not speak +for ever so long.</p> + +<p>"Why are you so good to me?" she asked at last.</p> + +<p>"Because I am so sorry for you," said Gertrude in a low tone.</p> + +<p>"I'm not worthy to come to Him," the woman went on; "and yet—yet I +think I must try. Johnnie said he'd been forgiven—and he said I should +be. And oh, though you may not think it, from such a dreadful thing as +I am, but if I could be forgiven by God, and know that the poor mother +I robbed—"</p> + +<p>She broke off and flung herself upon Johnnie's grave, and lay there +with her face against the cold clay.</p> + +<p>"Dear friend," said Gertrude kneeling down beside her, "go to Jesus +now! Do not wait any longer. You will never be happy without Him; you +will be at peace even in the midst of this dreadful sorrow, if only you +have Him for your Saviour. Do not wait another moment."</p> + +<p>And again repeating those words which have brought balm to thousands of +hopeless hearts, Gertrude said, as Johnnie's nurse had done, "'Him that +cometh to Me I will in no wise cast out.'"</p> + +<p>Perhaps Johnnie's persuasion had prepared her, perhaps the week of +anguish she had just passed had softened her heart; at any rate, the +woman believed the loving promise and acted on it.</p> + +<p>She "came" to Jesus, and found that she was not cast out! But, covered +with the Atoning Blood, she was drawn into the circle of everlasting +love!</p> + +<p>"I've done it!" she whispered at length. "I've come, and He has not +cast me out! Oh, I never saw such love!"</p> + +<p>She rose from the ground, and taking Gertrude's hand, pointed towards +the entrance, where the men were beginning to put away their tools.</p> + +<p>"I shall never be able to thank you, miss," she said brokenly, "but if +ever there was a grateful heart!—To think that I 'shall' see Johnnie +again now! Oh, miss! I'm lost in joy and wonder. I cannot think that I +am the same woman that I was an hour ago!"</p> + +<p>Gertrude, amidst all the conflicting feelings of joy for this new-born +soul, sorrow for her sister, and anxiety as to the future, could do +nothing but weep.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image051" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image051.jpg" alt="image051"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image052" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image052.jpg" alt="image052"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_27">CHAPTER XXVII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>A DARK RIDE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE woman, still holding her hand, led her to the gates.</p> + +<p>"Dear miss," she said at last, "why do you cry? You, at any rate, ought +to be very glad, for you have brought me, by your great kindness, what +is worth the whole world to me! Why do you cry?"</p> + +<p>Again Gertrude could do nothing but pray a silent momentary prayer, to +be taught to say the right words.</p> + +<p>"I am crying because I am glad for you; because I do not love our +blessed Saviour half enough myself for all He has done for me. But I am +crying, too, I think, because—because—I want you to tell me the rest +about that poor little boy, and because I want you to give him back to +his mother."</p> + +<p>The woman let go her hand suddenly, and there was a long pause. Their +steps carried them through the gates into the dark road outside.</p> + +<p>"You have asked a very hard thing," said the woman, slowly.</p> + +<p>Gertrude was silent; her heart sank at the altered tone.</p> + +<p>"And yet—" the woman went on, "and yet—I see that it will have to come +to that; I saw it as I lay with my face on my Johnnie's grave. The +moment I had come to Christ to have my sins forgiven, I promised Him +that for His great love to me I would show that little bit of love +to Him, and do it for His sake. Yes, what I could not do for even +Johnnie's sake, I will do for Jesus!"</p> + +<p>She clasped Gertrude's hand again, and covered it with kisses; while +the poor girl, wholly overcome, sobbed convulsively.</p> + +<p>"I will tell you the rest as we go along," whispered the woman.</p> + +<p>"Where do you live?" asked Gertrude, when she could speak. "Shall we +have a cab? I will drive you home if you will let me."</p> + +<p>"It is a long way," said the woman. "I live at Hampstead."</p> + +<p>At Hampstead! Gertrude started, and then she said quietly—</p> + +<p>"We will go together then, and you will tell me on the way? I know you +will be kind now. I too have something to tell you!"</p> + +<p>They were quite silent till they were seated in the vehicle and driving +down the long road that led from Highgate to Hampstead Heath.</p> + +<p>None too long, however, as Gertrude knew, for all she wanted to hear.</p> + +<p>The woman began of herself.</p> + +<p>"Dear miss," she said, "I have made up my mind; so now there is nothing +to do but to carry it out. For His great love, I'm going to have just a +little love, and try to do right—at last."</p> + +<p>"Tell me about the little boy!" whispered Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, but I must find his mother! That is the next step, no matter +what it costs. Do you think she will have me imprisoned?"</p> + +<p>"I should hope not—I should think not!" exclaimed Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Well, well, no matter now. I must find her; life is but short, and +soon I shall see Jesus and Johnnie! I cannot look at things as I did; +it is all new and wonderful. What was very dreadful does not seem so +dreadful, and this world seems far-away, and heaven very near."</p> + +<p>She looked up into the starry sky, and seemed lost in thought. +Gertrude's touch recalled her.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, as if taking up the thread with an effort, "I must +tell you the rest.</p> + +<p>"As I said, we tried everything we could possibly think of to bring the +poor little dear back to his senses. Oh, it was a cruel, cruel trick, +miss; you cannot say it more strongly than I did; but Johnnie did not +mean to do harm. Never was a boy more bitterly sorry than my little +Johnnie. I don't think he often had a happy moment after, till he +died. Oh, tricks are dreadful things! This one has ruined my life, and +Johnnie's, and—other lives too."</p> + +<p>Again she broke off with a gasp. Gertrude noticed that she could hardly +speak of little Lester without it.</p> + +<p>"At last, my husband came home and found us hiding, as you may say, in +a street in Bermondsey. He was dreadfully cut up about it, and wanted +me to give the child back to his mother at once. But fear kept me from +doing what was right, and I would not hear of it.</p> + +<p>"At last, we decided we could not live where we were. The little one's +health grew very poor—" (Gertrude gave a shiver of pain, but she kept +silent)—"and so at last we decided to send Johnnie to school, and to +take a house near Hampstead, where my husband could employ himself. +He used to be head-gardener at a gentleman's place before he went as +steward, so that was what he turned his hand to. The little one and I +lived at the top of the house, and there he is now."</p> + +<p>"Is he ill?" asked Gertrude, in a smothered voice, her heart sinking at +what the answer might be.</p> + +<p>"Very poorly," answered the woman, in a low tone; "very poorly indeed."</p> + +<p>"If you could find his mother, would you let her see him?" asked +Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said the woman slowly.</p> + +<p>"May I help you to find her?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, miss, that will be a job. You see, it's two years ago, and I +only know her name, and the name of the place where she did live +once—Camptown."</p> + +<p>"I am sure I can help you if you will trust me," said Gertrude, +trembling, "but what about my promise not to tell?"</p> + +<p>The woman was silent for a moment. Already the cab had crossed the +broad Heath, and was rattling down the steep town of Hampstead. They +would be home in five minutes.</p> + +<p>Then the woman took Gertrude's hand in hers again, and pressing it till +it ached, she said, brokenly, "You may tell 'her,' if you can find her."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image053" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image053.jpg" alt="image053"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image054" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image054.jpg" alt="image054"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_28">CHAPTER XXVIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>ALMOST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>ON they drove, till the cab, as directed by the woman, turned up one of +the openings leading from the main road, and at length stopped at the +gate of a house, just as Gertrude had anticipated, next door to her own +home.</p> + +<p>All along the way, she had been questioning with herself what she ought +to do, but she could not form any definite plan.</p> + +<p>They got out, Gertrude paying the man, and then they paused and looked +each other in the face, under the gas-lamp, Gertrude raising her eyes +with an appealing look in them.</p> + +<p>The woman caught both her hands as if terrified, and drew her nearer +the light.</p> + +<p>"Your face—something in your face brings back to me another face, which +all these months I have fled from and dreaded to see."</p> + +<p>"But you do not any longer?" said Gertrude, with quivering voice.</p> + +<p>"I hardly know, dear miss. I owe you so much, but let me go in and have +time to think! You seem—and yet it is impossible—as if you were some +one belonging to that poor mother I have wronged, or else to be herself +grown different!"</p> + +<p>She trembled all over, and Gertrude led her into her own garden and up +to her own door.</p> + +<p>"May I come in too?" she asked, as the woman fumbled in her pocket for +a key.</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she answered, turning round suddenly. "I must speak to my +husband. Not but what he will be glad—this has pretty near worn him +out. But I do not think I can let you in!"</p> + +<p>"Dear friend," said Gertrude, in an imploring tone, "if I go away now, +you will not disappoint me afterwards, and refuse to see us if I find +the little one's mother? You will remember then all we said and did at +Johnnie's grave?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, I will," said the woman. "Now go and leave me." Then, +suddenly altering her mind, the woman pulled her into the dim, +fire-lighted kitchen, and struck a match.</p> + +<p>"No, you are not his mother!" she said slowly.</p> + +<p>"But," added Gertrude, "I am her sister. I never guessed it when you +began to tell me. I thought you were just a stranger out in the wide +world—some one who needed Jesus! But now—oh, you will not refuse to +let me bring my sister to her lost darling! You will let me go and +fetch her, that she may once more clasp him in her arms, as you clasped +Johnnie only a week ago!"</p> + +<p>The woman sank into a chair, and Gertrude knelt in front of her, +pouring out entreaties, feeling as if in the woman's silence, little +Lester were slipping away and away, just as she had grasped him.</p> + +<p>Then she thought of her Unfailing Refuge. Why was she so anxious and +dismayed? Would not He, who had brought her thus far, bring her to the +end?</p> + +<p>She buried her face in her hands in silent, earnest petition to Him who +is ever near.</p> + +<p>"Dear miss," said the woman softly, "did I not say that I would give +him up?"</p> + +<p>Gertrude looked in her face, and then she rose up from her knees, and +bent her head to kiss the careworn cheek.</p> + +<p>"Then I will bring her," was all she said. "Shall you come to the door +if I ring there?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said the woman, "I'll come."</p> + +<p class="thought"> +***** +</p> + +<p>In another two minutes Gertrude was standing in the Shaddocks' bright +hall, with all the family crowding round her.</p> + +<p>"Where have you been?" exclaimed Mollie.</p> + +<p>"We have been so anxious about you," said Mrs. Shaddock.</p> + +<p>"We stayed at the confectioner's till we were ashamed to stay any +longer," said Rose.</p> + +<p>"I expect you've had a spree!" said Randall.</p> + +<p>While behind stood tall Conway with his rather supercilious look, Hugh +and Daisy filling up the rest of the circle.</p> + +<p>But Rose, more accustomed to Gertrude's ordinary aspect, saw something +different in her sister's face.</p> + +<p>And just as Mrs. Shaddock was saying, "How tired you must be! I hope +you have not walked all the way," Rose drew close to her, and said—</p> + +<p>"I am afraid you have been frightened. Is anything the matter?"</p> + +<p>"I have met some one who told me a very sad story," said Gertrude, +meeting her sister's eyes, where in a moment came a startled look.</p> + +<p>"Who told you a sad story, dear Gertrude?" she asked breathlessly.</p> + +<p>A silence fell upon the whole group. That something had happened, every +one saw.</p> + +<p>"You are worn out!" said Rose. "Come in here and tell us. Mrs. +Shaddock, may I give my sister some tea?"</p> + +<p>The rest followed the sisters into the dining-room, while Mollie poured +out some tea, and Rose put Gertrude into an arm-chair.</p> + +<p>"I want to tell you all!" she exclaimed, looking up at the eager faces, +"but I am bound over to tell only one person at present. Dearest Rose! +Can you bear to hear that I believe I have found a clue which will lead +us to little Lester. But, Rose, darling, he is not very well—not very +strong—"</p> + +<p>Rose's eyes were like burning coals as they tried to take in the +meaning of her sister's words.</p> + +<p>"He is not—not dead?" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"No—no, but ill. I must not say more. Oh, how I wish I could! But the +woman will let me by and by. I feel sure. Dear Mrs. Shaddock, forgive +me, but if I had made any objection to her terms, I might have lost +little Lester altogether!"</p> + +<p>"Do not be distressed on our account," said Mrs. Shaddock, heartily; +"surely we can wait, when such a joy has come to you both!"</p> + +<p>"Ah! But it is not all joy," said Gertrude, remembering what had to be +told to that sorrowful mother, of the cruel trick and its consequences.</p> + +<p>And then, looking up to thank Mrs. Shaddock, she found that they were +all leaving the room, and she and Rose were alone.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image055" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image055.jpg" alt="image055"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image056" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image056.jpg" alt="image056"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_29">CHAPTER XXIX.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>AT LAST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"GERTRUDE! Where is he?"</p> + +<p>Left with her sister by the kind thought of their hostess, Gertrude +tried hard to recover her firmness. To have such a joyful piece of news +in her possession as that little Lester was found, and then to have to +tell that poor mother that her darling had almost better be dead; how +could she say it?</p> + +<p>"Dearest Rose, it is a very sad story, and I want to prepare you for a +great blow—and yet I cannot do it as I would."</p> + +<p>"Oh, do not keep me in suspense!" exclaimed Rose. "Tell me the worst at +once; I can bear anything better than this. If Lester is indeed found, +what do I want more?"</p> + +<p>"Rose," said Gertrude earnestly, "you will have a great wrong to +forgive—a greater wrong than you can picture—and yet—yet—you will +forgive it when you realize the sorrow they have gone through."</p> + +<p>But what was so plain to Gertrude was all an enigma to poor Rose. Her +expectant look was so imploring that her sister knew not what to say.</p> + +<p>"Tell me all," said Rose; "hide nothing."</p> + +<p>"Little Lester is, I believe, found, dear Rose, but through—through a +sad accident, his mind is affected."</p> + +<p>"What?" exclaimed Rose, her eyes dilated with horror. "Where—where?"</p> + +<p>"Very near us," said Gertrude tenderly. "If you think you can command +yourself, and bear what has to be borne bravely, I will take you to +him, Rose."</p> + +<p>Her sister looked round mechanically for her bonnet, then left the room +hurriedly to seek it.</p> + +<p>Gertrude hastened to the drawing-room, where she found the whole family +waiting, almost breathlessly, having heard the opening door, and Mrs. +Leigh running up-stairs.</p> + +<p>"I must hardly tell you a word," said Gertrude, "but I believe I have +found her little boy. Do not ask me, for I may not answer! We will come +back as soon as we can. Oh, how kind you all are!"</p> + +<p>She heard her sister returning down-stairs, and with an apologetic look +she joined her in the hall, and they left the house together.</p> + +<p>"Where?" asked Rose, turning to her as they got to the gate. "Not—no, +it is not next door, after all!"</p> + +<p>"Rose," said Gertrude, taking her trembling hand, "I must not take you +till you are calm. When we remember, that if we find him, it will be +all our Father's doing, that ought to calm us."</p> + +<p>Rose pressed her hand, and walked on with her slowly and steadily, +entering the garden of the Strange House and walking up to the door +without the agitation which had made Gertrude so anxious about the +coming interview.</p> + +<p>They rang the bell, and there was a long pause. Gertrude's heart almost +failed her, lest the woman should repent her bargain. But then she +thought of the earnest promise she had given; she thought again of her +great Helper, and took courage.</p> + +<p>"Will they let us in?" whispered Rose.</p> + +<p>"I think so; she said she would."</p> + +<p>"Who is she? Is it the landlady?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dearest! She has suffered terribly for what she did; you will +pity her by and by."</p> + +<p>"Ring again, Gertrude," said Rose. "How can I bear it?"</p> + +<p>But even as she spoke the door opened, and the woman stood within, cold +and silent.</p> + +<p>"I have brought my sister," said Gertrude, putting her hand on her arm.</p> + +<p>"Have you told her?" asked the woman abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Some of it; I have not had time for all."</p> + +<p>"Will she ever forgive me? Does she forgive me?"</p> + +<p>"I am sure she will by and by. You remember she wants to see little +Lester now; she has not seen him for two whole years."</p> + +<p>The woman turned slowly, and holding the flickering candle in her hand, +led the way up the uncarpeted stairs to the very top, where she went +through an open door, the sisters following her with beating hearts.</p> + +<p>"He is very poorly," said the woman, in a smothered voice, as she set +the candle down and went to the little crib in the corner.</p> + +<p>All was scrupulously clean. The coverlet as white as snow, the sheets +fresh and spotless.</p> + +<p>Rose took it all in, but as the woman drew aside the coverings, the +little form brought to view was not what she had expected.</p> + +<p>There were the bright golden curls lying on the pillow, but the little +face which she had pictured day and night since she lost him was quite +different and altered.</p> + +<p>A tiny shrunken face now, with closed eyes.</p> + +<p>"Lester!" said Rose, in the cooing tone one would use to a half-waking +baby. "Lester, here is mother come back!"</p> + +<p>The child stirred and opened his eyes dreamily.</p> + +<p>"Will you come on my lap, Lester?" she said, bending over him and +kissing his cheek lightly, thinking not of herself but of him. "Will +you come, Lester?"</p> + +<p>As she held out her arms, the child seemed to understand, and held out +his. But before they reached her neck, they fell back weakly, and he +remained with his eyes fixed on her face.</p> + +<p>She raised him up tenderly, and lifted him to the fireside, her heart +failing her as she perceived that he was nothing but skin and bone.</p> + +<p>His little head lay on her breast. At last! At last! But not an answer +could she get from his little pale lips, not a glance of intelligence +from his quiet blue eyes.</p> + +<p>Gertrude stood by, and the woman stood by, their tears dropping one +after another unheeded down their cheeks, while Rose seemed to see +nothing, hear nothing, besides her child. She rocked him backwards +and forwards, she kissed him softly, she smoothed his silky hair, she +held his emaciated hand in hers, and ever and anon she said, as if to +herself, "Lord, I thank Thee—I thank Thee—that I have him again. My +little Lester, my little Lester!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image057" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image057.jpg" alt="image057"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image058" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image058.jpg" alt="image058"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_30">CHAPTER XXX.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>WRAPPED IN A CLOAK.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE first time Rose appeared conscious of the presence of any one else +in the room, was after what seemed to the woman and Gertrude a very +long time.</p> + +<p>She had been bending over her child examining his thin little limbs, +seemingly trying to reconcile facts which were so contrary to her +remembrance; apparently the joy of having him in her arms again had +swept away all else.</p> + +<p>At last she raised her eyes to the woman, and spoke to her for the +first time, still with a far-away look that had no realization of what +all the present circumstances implied. She had got her child, as yet +that was everything.</p> + +<p>"How long has he been ill like this?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Nearly two years," the woman replied, in a low tone.</p> + +<p>"And I never knew," said Rose dreamily. "Gertrude, he ought to have a +doctor."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Gertrude, quickly wiping away her tears, and coming nearer.</p> + +<p>"Let us send for one," said Rose.</p> + +<p>But then her eyes caught the woman's shrinking look, and for a moment +there was a breathless pause.</p> + +<p>"I see," said Rose slowly, rising with a dignified gesture. "My sister +said I should have much to forgive. I did not understand her; I do not +think I do now. But all I know is that I have my child again. I will +take him away now. You have restored me my child, for that I thank you +with all my heart. For whatever else, I pray God that I may forgive you +when I understand it. To-night I can understand nothing."</p> + +<p>She moved from her chair, holding little Lester easily in her arms, +then looking round for some covering, she took from her sister's hand +the cloak she had thrown off on her entrance into the room, and wrapped +it tenderly round her child.</p> + +<p>"But, dear Rose—" began Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Do not hinder me," she said pathetically. "I have got Lester, nothing +else matters!"</p> + +<p>She went swiftly to the door and began descending the stairs, the woman +hastening to the landing to light her steps.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye!" said Gertrude, pressing the woman's hand, as she quickly +prepared to follow her sister. "I will come to see you to-morrow. Oh, +thank you, thank you for letting me bring her! If you could only guess +what we feel!"</p> + +<p>"I'll love you for ever!" said the woman, weeping. "If I could do +anything for you!"</p> + +<p>"Would you do it if I asked you?" said Gertrude eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Indeed, indeed I would!"</p> + +<p>"Then let me tell just my nearest friends about this. If you would do +that, it would be the kindest thing you could do now."</p> + +<p>"To let it be in the papers to-morrow morning," said the woman. "I +can't do that."</p> + +<p>"No—no, indeed; only ourselves. Oh, do let me!"</p> + +<p>For a moment there was a pause, then the woman let go her hand +suddenly, and set the candle down on a box.</p> + +<p>They could hear Rose's steps had reached the hall, and Gertrude must go.</p> + +<p>"I owe you everything—everything; you may do what you like! I know you +will do nothing but what is right."</p> + +<p>She turned into the desolate room, and Gertrude sped down-stairs.</p> + +<p>There stood Rose, leaning against the banisters for support.</p> + +<p>"How can we get out?" she asked hurriedly. "She will not stop us, will +she?"</p> + +<p>"I do not think so—oh no. But see, I believe we can open this from the +inside."</p> + +<p>While she fumbled at the lock with trembling fingers, they heard steps +coming down the stairs, and saw the flickering light of a candle +drawing nearer and nearer.</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you!" exclaimed Gertrude, when the woman turned the last +corner. "We do not know how to open this."</p> + +<p>The woman undid the fastenings in silence, but ere she opened the door, +she turned to Rose with an appealing glance.</p> + +<p>"It's too soon to ask you, even if you ever can. But, ma'am, if ever +you are able to say the word 'forgive,' it would be the most blessed +word that my sad heart could hear. I don't ask you for it to-day, but +if ever you can—"</p> + +<p>Rose looked up in the woman's eyes, then she looked on the little form +in her arms which she was clasping to her bosom so tenderly.</p> + +<p>"I did love him and do all I could for him," whispered the woman; "all +but giving him back to you,—and now you've got him."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I have got him," said Rose, still looking into those sorrowful +eyes; "and I—" She waited as if thinking how far her words might be +true, then added impulsively, "If it will comfort you, if it will show +my thankfulness to my Lord who has heard my prayer, I will say it now—I +do, yes, I do forgive you!"</p> + +<p>Then she turned and went through the hall door and stood out under the +starlight with her burden in her arms. The door closed behind them, +shutting in a sound of weeping, and then the sisters paused, looking at +each other.</p> + +<p>"Hasten to Mrs. Shaddock's," exclaimed Rose, as if waking up to her +natural self. "Ask her if I may bring Lester in, but I know I may. I +must, till we can decide. I am sure they will not refuse."</p> + +<p>They hurried on, and in another minute were standing once more in the +lighted hall, with that muffled bundle in the agitated mother's aching +arms.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image059" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image059.jpg" alt="image059"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image060" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image060.jpg" alt="image060"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_31">CHAPTER XXXI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>ANOTHER PROMISE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AT the slight bustle of their arrival, Mrs. Shaddock came to the +dining-room door, and when she saw them, she exclaimed joyfully—</p> + +<p>"You have never got him?"</p> + +<p>But Rose's face was an answer, while Gertrude said, in a low, broken +voice, which they would hardly have known to be hers, "We have got the +shadow of what he was."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shaddock said not another word, but led Rose into the bright warm +dining-room, placing her in an arm-chair, the rest following in silence.</p> + +<p>Mr. Shaddock had returned from town, and when Gertrude saw him, she +went up to him at once.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Shaddock, it is a terrible story, but if I tell it to you, no +indignation—nothing—can justify any one in making the thing known +without our permission. We have only got our darling back on those +terms."</p> + +<p>She looked in his face appealingly. What if some stranger, who was +bound by no promise, should take the matter up?</p> + +<p>"You may trust me, but what has happened?" asked Mr. Shaddock.</p> + +<p>While the rest gathered round Mrs. Leigh, too anxious to see her little +boy to care, just then, to ask any questions.</p> + +<p>Gertrude gave him a few particulars, and then both followed the others +to where Rose sat caressing her little boy, and trying to coax him to +reply to her endearments.</p> + +<p>"'Why' does he not speak to me?" she asked at last piteously, meeting +Gertrude's eyes.</p> + +<p>"He has been frightened," said her sister gently; "perhaps if we have +first-rate advice—"</p> + +<p>"Frightened?" asked Rose. "Who—who could be so cruel—not Mrs. Swift?"</p> + +<p>"No, dear Rose; it was a playful trick of her poor little boy."</p> + +<p>"Poor?" echoed Rose sternly. "No wonder she asked me to forgive her!"</p> + +<p>"And you did, darling," said Gertrude, kneeling down by her and +smoothing Lester's golden curls. "You will not take it back now! It was +not Mrs. Swift's fault—not that—"</p> + +<p>"But Johnnie—that was his name, I remember now—where is Johnnie, who +frightened my little Lester?" She laid her hand on Gertrude's shoulder, +as if to impress her words.</p> + +<p>And Gertrude, just fresh from Johnnie's grave and the woman's grief and +repentance, could find no voice to answer. She only looked in little +Lester's face and tried to think of suitable words.</p> + +<p>"Where is he?" reiterated Rose.</p> + +<p>"He is dead."</p> + +<p>"Dead!"</p> + +<p>"I have been at his grave to-night," said Gertrude. "If poor little +broken-hearted Johnnie had not been dead, nothing on earth would have +drawn your secret from the woman's lips. Little dead Johnnie has given +you back your child!"</p> + +<p>Rose's eyes fell, and as her glance once more rested on her child, the +hard look which had for a moment clouded her sweet face passed away.</p> + +<p>"Oh, forgive me!" she said, bending down to her child's face. "And +little Johnnie is dead, and I have you still—"</p> + +<p>Mr. and Mrs. Shaddock signed to the rest to follow them from the room, +so that Mrs. Leigh might have time to recover from the shocks of the +last hour. And Gertrude, seeing their kind intention, went with them, +and was soon explaining all the circumstances to a breathless audience +in the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>"But the child looks dying," said Mrs. Shaddock at last. "Can nothing +be done for it?"</p> + +<p>"I hardly know," said Gertrude. "But, dear Mrs. Shaddock, I feel +ashamed to trouble you—but my sister is not usually distracted like +this—but if you could lend us a warm shawl, we will drive to the +nearest hotel, and put him to bed. Can you tell me which to go to?—And +may one of the maids get a cab?"</p> + +<p>"You shall not go out again to-night!" exclaimed Mrs. Shaddock, +appealing to her husband. "We could not allow it, could we?"</p> + +<p>"No, indeed," he answered heartily.</p> + +<p>"I will go and prepare his bed at once," said Mrs. Shaddock, rising.</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother, let me help!" exclaimed Mollie.</p> + +<p>"And you, Daisy," said Mrs. Shaddock, turning at the door, "go and ask +cook to make a little bread-and-milk quickly, and carry it to Mrs. +Leigh, for the little boy. Oh, to think we should have the pleasure of +doing anything for such sufferers!"</p> + +<p>Her eyes were tearful as she hastened away, and Gertrude thought that +she had not given her credit for so much heart.</p> + +<p>Daisy sped on her errand, and waited while the order was carried out. +After two or three minutes she came up again, bearing the cup in her +hand.</p> + +<p>And just as she was hesitating at the dining-room door, Conway came +across and opened it for her with an encouraging "Go in, Daisy; she +won't bite your head off," which reassured her very much.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Leigh sat in the same position as before, but she had thrown off +her bonnet, and was now chafing her little boy's feet at the fire, +while traces of tears were on her cheeks.</p> + +<p>"This is for little Lester," said Daisy, advancing shyly; "perhaps it +will help to make him warm."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, dear," said Rose, taking it from her hand.</p> + +<p>Daisy did not know whether she ought to withdraw, but Mrs. Leigh's next +words showed that her presence was welcome.</p> + +<p>"Hold the cup while I put some in his mouth, dear. He was never like +this in the old days. But they frightened him—my dear little boy. By +and by, when he begins to remember mother, he will not be frightened +any more!"</p> + +<p>She addressed the last words to the child, and he opened his quiet eyes +and looked in her face. Then as he perceived the spoon held to him, he +mechanically moved his mouth to receive the food.</p> + +<p>"See, he understood me!" exclaimed Mrs. Leigh joyfully.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image061" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image061.jpg" alt="image061"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image062" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image062.jpg" alt="image062"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_32">CHAPTER XXXII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>A VIGIL.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE little one took but a few mouthfuls, and then seemed to tire of the +food his mother was so eager to give him.</p> + +<p>"He has not eaten much, has he?" she said to Daisy, who was looking on +earnestly.</p> + +<p>"Not very much," answered Daisy, "but, you see, it is all strange here. +To-morrow, perhaps, he will know us better."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Leigh seemed lost in thought. "Where is Gertrude?" she asked at +last.</p> + +<p>"She is helping mother and Mollie to get a bed for him. It is nearly +ready now, I should think."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I ought not to let you take all this trouble," said Mrs. +Leigh. "But—how can I bear to take him out in the cold?"</p> + +<p>"Of course not," said Daisy simply. "Mother said so, and so did father."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid he is very ill, dear?" she asked appealingly. "His feet +are so thin, and his hands—and so he is all over; nothing is the same +but his eyes and his hair, and even his eyes do not look at me as they +used."</p> + +<p>Daisy could not answer. She had heard a few words of Gertrude's +description, and she feared, from her mother's looks of dismay, that +the child's condition was far more serious than Mrs. Leigh supposed.</p> + +<p>"Shall I fetch Miss Ashlyn?" she asked in reply.</p> + +<p>"Ah, do, please, dear!" said Mrs. Leigh.</p> + +<p>She busied herself over her child again till Gertrude came in.</p> + +<p>"Ought we not to telegraph to Fritz?" she asked at once. "Poor Fritz! +To think he does not know!"</p> + +<p>"I have been thinking so," said Gertrude. "What shall we say, Rose?"</p> + +<p>"Tell him he is found!" said Rose.</p> + +<p>"Shall I say he is ill?" questioned Gertrude, gently.</p> + +<p>"It is hardly worth while," answered Rose; "he will come directly, if +he can."</p> + +<p>Gertrude was silent. She could not let her brother-in-law have the joy +without suspecting the sorrow. So she went back to Mr. Shaddock.</p> + +<p>"My sister does not seem to take it in yet," she said, after she had +told him about the telegram, "but I must tell Mr. Leigh cautiously—he +is not very strong. I fear it will be a dreadful shock."</p> + +<p>So together they framed a message which they hoped would convey their +meaning, and then Gertrude went back to her sister to say that the room +which had been prepared for her was ready.</p> + +<p>Rose got up at once, and with her precious charge followed her sister +up-stairs.</p> + +<p>On the landing stood Mrs. Shaddock and Mollie, who led the way into the +spare room, where a bright fire gleamed.</p> + +<p>"We have warmed the bed," said Mrs. Shaddock. "Dear little man, I long +for him to be in it!"</p> + +<p>Rose accepted it all in silence, laying her little boy in the soft, +white sheets, and hovering over him in the luxury of having him once +more to tend.</p> + +<p>"Lester!" she said, in her soft tone. "Shall I say your little prayer +as I used?"</p> + +<p>She knelt down by the bed, and laid her cheek upon his little hand, +whispering the childish requests which for two long years had not been +on her lips, and then, kissing him tenderly, she covered him up and +moved towards the fire.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shaddock and Gertrude were standing there waiting; Mollie had gone +behind the curtain, and was crying quietly, as if her heart would break.</p> + +<p>"I think I will go to bed," said Mrs. Leigh, dreamily. "I feel tired, +somehow. Will you think me very ungrateful if I retire now?"</p> + +<p>"Not at all," said Mrs. Shaddock; "your sister will help you, and will +bring you some tea if you will allow her."</p> + +<p>"Will you kiss me?" asked Rose. "I do not know how to thank you. +To-morrow I hope I may be able."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shaddock bent over her and gave her the desired kiss, and then +quickly left the room, signing to Mollie to come too.</p> + +<p>And thus the eventful day closed for the poor young mother.</p> + +<p>She laid her head on the soft pillow, put her hand out to her child's, +and fell at once into a profound and dreamless slumber.</p> + +<p>It was midnight when the striking of the clock on the staircase roused +her with its unaccustomed sound.</p> + +<p>She sat up in bed, and saw Gertrude reading by the light of a shaded +lamp beside the fire.</p> + +<p>"Dear Gertrude!" she said, in a wondering tone. "Is it not very late?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dearest, but I am not tired. Do you want anything? See! Here is +your supper all waiting for you. May I bring it to you?"</p> + +<p>Rose took the plate in her hand. But after a moment or two she said, in +her usual natural tone, "Gertrude, I seem as if I had been dreaming, +but it is not a dream that I have my little Lester. And yet, Gertrude, +I wish it could be a dream, that—that—all that has happened!"</p> + +<p>She hid her face in her hands.</p> + +<p>"Dearest Rose, He who has found our darling will help us to bear all +His will. He will make some way of escape for us!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, yes!" she said. "I know that. But oh, what will Fritz say when +the little one does not know him? For me it does not so much matter, +because I have him again. But poor Fritz—poor Fritz! Besides, I can +trust my Lord even in this, but Fritz, he does not know what that +means."</p> + +<p>"Good will come out of it," said Gertrude; "this has been so wonderful +that I am sure of that."</p> + +<p>She went round the bed, and bent over the sleeping child.</p> + +<p>"I think we ought to give him some more food, Rose. Mrs. Shaddock says +he should be fed every two hours. It was for that I stayed up."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image063" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image063.jpg" alt="image063"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image064" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image064.jpg" alt="image064"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_33">CHAPTER XXXIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>"FRITZ IS COMING."</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>ROSE sprang out of bed at once. She had quite come back to her old self.</p> + +<p>She threw her cloak round her, and went to her child's side.</p> + +<p>She raised his head and again tenderly fed him. But though he opened +his mouth obediently, he did not respond to her love and attentions in +any other way.</p> + +<p>Gertrude saw that now her sister was beginning to realize what in her +joy at having her child again she had not noticed. But except for a +little firm-set look about her sweet lips, she made no sign that as the +shock passed away, so the certainty of continued sorrow grew upon her.</p> + +<p>When the little one turned away his head from the food, his mother +covered him up again and went back to the fire, Gertrude following in +silence.</p> + +<p>"Go to bed, darling!" said Rose, stroking her pale cheek tenderly. "I +will sit up now."</p> + +<p>"Not all the time? You will need your strength so much to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Rose quietly, "I shall. But I must watch by him, Gertrude. +Besides, I have to think what we must do."</p> + +<p>"We need do nothing till we hear from Fritz."</p> + +<p>"No—at least if you think these kind people will allow us to stay here +till then."</p> + +<p>"I am sure they will. Nothing could be more hearty than they have been."</p> + +<p>"I shall rest here, dear Gertrude, till the morning; I shall have time +to think. Go to bed now."</p> + +<p>Early the next morning there was a knock at Gertrude's door, and she +started up with a strange impression of not knowing where she was, or +what had happened.</p> + +<p>But in a moment it all came back to her. Lester was found! But—but—</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn," said Daisy's quiet little voice, "mother has sent me +to call you; she thought perhaps you might not wake, as you sat up so +late."</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you, dear!"</p> + +<p>"Here is a telegram come—" said Daisy.</p> + +<p>Just as she spoke, Mrs. Leigh came up from her room and entered behind +her.</p> + +<p>As Gertrude glanced at her, she saw that she was her quiet self.</p> + +<p>She took the telegram in her hand, and stooping to kiss Daisy's +upturned face, she said—</p> + +<p>"Would you like to stay with Lester while I read this, dear?"</p> + +<p>The child ran off joyfully, and Rose tore open the envelope. The words +ran—</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'Shall be with you by six o'clock this evening.'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"Fritz is coming! Oh, Gertrude!"</p> + +<p>She stood silently holding the pink paper in her hand, as if in deep +thought.</p> + +<p>"He will come here then?" questioned Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Yes—I suppose you gave no other address. He will have started from +Carlisle ere this, so it is of no use to telegraph back. Besides, I +have no other address to give him."</p> + +<p>"We will consult Mrs. Shaddock after breakfast," said Gertrude.</p> + +<p>But no consultation was necessary. When Mrs. Leigh appeared in the +dining-room, leaving Gertrude in charge of her little nephew, Mr. +Shaddock came forward to meet her, and taking both her hands welcomed +her heartily, telling her at once that they should not hear of her +leaving the house for two or three days, in fact till her plans were +quite formed, and that he should feel positively hurt if she and Mr. +Leigh did not feel quite free to come and go as if the house were their +own.</p> + +<p>Rose turned white with emotion and tried to answer, but her quivering +lips would not get out more than a very broken "thank you." And she sat +down where they placed her, trying to recover herself, but feeling as +if to have a good cry was the only thing she could do.</p> + +<p>Mr. Shaddock seemed, however, quite to understand, and supplied her +with an egg, while Mollie poured out some coffee, and the rest watched +for opportunities of being of use.</p> + +<p>"Where is Miss Ashlyn?" asked Hugh.</p> + +<p>"She is sitting with Lester," said Mrs. Shaddock, "and Daisy shall take +her some breakfast."</p> + +<p>"Shall we have school to-day?" asked Randall. "I'm sure I hope not."</p> + +<p>"No," answered his mother. "Miss Ashlyn will be busy with her sister."</p> + +<p>"That's a good thing!" said Randall.</p> + +<p>While Daisy looked shocked, and said reproachfully, "I am sure, +Randall, you need not talk so, Miss Ashlyn makes school very +interesting."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Leigh looked up now. "Do not allow my being here to interrupt +lessons," she entreated. "I cannot but accept your great kindness—but +it would indeed be a pity to make any difference."</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn will say what she thinks best," suggested Mollie, which +was decidedly nice of her, as she was longing to throw her influence +into the scale of a holiday.</p> + +<p>"Yes," assented Mrs. Shaddock; "we will ask her."</p> + +<p>And when Gertrude was asked, as Mollie expected, she begged that +lessons might proceed as usual for the morning, offering, however, to +give a holiday in the afternoon if Mrs. Shaddock approved.</p> + +<p>"Then we can sit with little Lester!" said Daisy.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image065" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image065.jpg" alt="image065"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_34">CHAPTER XXXIV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>SET TO WORK.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IT seemed a long morning to all concerned, if the truth must be told, +to all at any rate but Mrs. Leigh, who found absorbing employment in +ministering to the wants of her darling.</p> + +<p>At length school was over, and the children were released.</p> + +<p>"Oh, may we go?" exclaimed Mollie. "I do want to see little Lester so +much!"</p> + +<p>Gertrude consented at once, hoping, however, that Randall would make +himself an exception.</p> + +<p>But he had no such intention; curiosity overcame everything else, and +he ran on tiptoe with the others across the landing to Mrs. Leigh's +room.</p> + +<p>"Are we too many?" whispered Mollie, when, after her low tap, Mrs. +Leigh came to the door.</p> + +<p>"Come in, dears," was her ready response. "I know, after all your +thoughtfulness for us, that you will be longing to see my little +Lester."</p> + +<p>The children advanced, Randall pushing in front of the others, so as to +be able to see well; Hugh, who was kept at home by a cold, and was with +the others, hardly getting a place at all.</p> + +<p>"Come here, Hugh," said Gertrude softly; "this chair will bring you +close to Lester's pillow. You can stand here."</p> + +<p>The little boy looked up gratefully. Rose was uncovering her child, and +showing them his bright, golden curls.</p> + +<p>"Can't he be dressed?" asked Randall.</p> + +<p>"He has no clothes," said Mrs. Leigh, smiling a little. Then her face +resumed its quiet, grave expression as she added, "But I am afraid he +has hardly strength just yet."</p> + +<p>"We have heaps of Randall's clothes up-stairs," said Mollie. "I shall +ask mother if he could not have some of those."</p> + +<p>"Do not trouble her, thank you, dear," said Rose. "I can easily get +some when I can go to a shop. He will do very well till the doctor has +seen him."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shaddock, however, had been before any of them in her thought for +the little stranger under her roof. She came in at the moment, followed +by nurse bearing a heap of dainty clothes, which a few years ago had +adorned her youngest boy.</p> + +<p>"You are entirely welcome to these!" she exclaimed. "I have no use for +them at all. I believe I ought to have given them away long ago, but +you see I never have."</p> + +<p>But when she bent over little Lester, her manner changed, and she added +gently—"Perhaps it would be kinder not to disturb him with clothes and +fussing at present. What do you think, nurse?"</p> + +<p>Nurse was entirely agreed. "Let him be, ma'am, and give him as much +nourishment as he is able to take," was her advice.</p> + +<p>The little clothes were folded together in a drawer, and no more was +said about them.</p> + +<p>"Has he been out of bed yet?" asked Daisy shyly.</p> + +<p>"Only to be washed. Oh, he is so thin!" answered his mother, looking up +at Gertrude. "I feel as if I could hardly wait till Fritz comes."</p> + +<p>"I am sure you must," said Gertrude, "but a few more hours will soon +pass now, and perhaps Fritz may have some special doctor he wishes to +consult."</p> + +<p>So Gertrude left the children with her sister, and put on her hat to +make her promised visit to Mrs. Swift at the Strange House.</p> + +<p>She was quickly admitted, and the woman led the way into her kitchen +without a word.</p> + +<p>"I have come," said Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I knew you would. Have you any good news to tell me about the +little boy? What does the doctor say?" she asked abruptly. She seemed +as if she had strung herself up to ask those questions, for her lips +looked dry and parched.</p> + +<p>"Not yet," answered Gertrude. "We are waiting for his father."</p> + +<p>The woman gave one of those gasps which Gertrude had noticed before, +and then said hurriedly—</p> + +<p>"It seems funny to have kept him so long myself without a doctor, and +now to be sorry that you are even waiting a single day! And yet I am, +miss. I'm afraid whether the little dear is not dying!"</p> + +<p>Gertrude felt as if her blood grew cold to her finger-tips. But she +answered after a moment quite calmly—</p> + +<p>"I hope not—I trust not. Our Heavenly Father, who has so lovingly given +him back to us, will lead us straight on now."</p> + +<p>The woman glanced up with a faint smile. The first which she had seen +on that woe-begone face, Gertrude thought.</p> + +<p>"Ah! What a thing it is to have God to trust!" she exclaimed. "Dear +miss! I believe if I had had my Saviour to go to two years ago, this +would never have happened."</p> + +<p>"I feel sure of that," answered Gertrude heartily. "Things will be +different for you now, will they not?"</p> + +<p>The smile faded, but the woman answered steadily—</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed, miss. But this is the last time you will see me. My +husband says he cannot bear the house, and I am sure no more can I; so +we have decided to go at once. You see, miss, we've got a little money +coming in regularly, or we couldn't do it. We shall go somewhere where +I can get to and from Johnnie's grave. That's all I care about now."</p> + +<p>Gertrude put her hand on the woman's arm gently.</p> + +<p>"Time will soften your sorrow," she said tenderly, "but there is +something better for you than time. Jesus will soften your sorrow—nay, +has He not already?—And will give you something to do for Him."</p> + +<p>"My working days are over," said the woman dejectedly; "I seem to have +lived my life."</p> + +<p>"Yes, so you have, your past life. Now it is the new life you have +to live; the life by faith in the Son of God, who loved you and gave +Himself for you!"</p> + +<p>"Dear miss, I wish I could."</p> + +<p>"Ask Him, and He will show you how."</p> + +<p>"Now Johnnie and the little one are gone, I seem to have nothing to do!"</p> + +<p>"But there is your husband. There is everything to do for him, is there +not?"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image066" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image066.jpg" alt="image066"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image067" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image067.jpg" alt="image067"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_35">CHAPTER XXXV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>OUTSIDE THE GREAT NORTHERN.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHILE Gertrude was away, Mrs. Leigh was surrounded by her audience of +young people, who did not know how time passed in their interest in the +beautiful young mother and her little invalid.</p> + +<p>"I cannot think how you can bear it all!" said Mollie, as they stood +gazing at the little impassive face.</p> + +<p>"Do you really want to know, Mollie?" asked Mrs. Leigh, taking the tall +girl's hand in hers.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I was only wondering. Some people can bear things better than +others, I suppose."</p> + +<p>Mollie drew her hand away a little shyly.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Leigh did not reply, but continued to look down at her child +thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it is that," said Hugh in an undertone to Daisy. "Mrs. +Leigh looks as if a breath would blow her away; it is not that she is +stronger than most people."</p> + +<p>Daisy shook her head assentingly, but Rose had heard the remark, so she +said—</p> + +<p>"It would be very wrong of me to take the credit to myself, Daisy. I +could not bear it at all if it were not for looking up from moment +to moment to Jesus. He is my refuge; were it not for Him I should be +distracted."</p> + +<p>Hugh smiled brightly. In his own little difficulties he had found it +the same. How wonderful it was that the Lord Jesus could be just the +Friend for everybody!—he thought.</p> + +<p>When Gertrude came in from the Strange House, a telegraph boy was at +the door, and handed in an envelope as the maid opened to her.</p> + +<p>"It is for my sister," she said, and ran up-stairs with it.</p> + +<p>"Fritz wants one of us to meet him at Euston," said Rose, when she had +read it. "I cannot leave Lester. Will you go, Gertrude? Do you think +Mrs. Shaddock would spare you?"</p> + +<p>"But he will be here half an hour after," objected Gertrude; "is it not +almost a pity—"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he wishes to hear all particulars before he gets here," said +Rose. "At any rate, he says, 'Will Gertrude meet me, or you?' It is +evident he wants one of us."</p> + +<p>So Mrs. Shaddock was again consulted. And soon Gertrude set off, +Conway, who had just returned from school, volunteering to escort her +if she wished.</p> + +<p>But she rightly guessed that her brother-in-law would prefer to hear +all the sad story without a stranger being there, so she went alone.</p> + +<p>As she stood on the arrival platform of the great terminus, with the +screaming whistles round her, the buzz of the coming and going trains, +the roar of London outside, she felt as if the world of Hampstead and +that quiet bedside were far-away and indistinct; as if she could hardly +belong to both.</p> + +<p>She wondered vaguely what the next few hours would bring to her and her +sister; what Fritz would decide about his invalid child; how he would +bear the shock of her intelligence; and while she was thinking all +this, she was conscious that the porters, who had been waiting about, +suddenly seemed to be alert, the cabs made a move to draw up at the +other side of the platform, and when she looked down the dim lines, two +great eyes seemed to come creeping towards her, and in a moment the +long train from the north was in the station.</p> + +<p>She stood back, almost bewildered, for in her quiet life at home she +had never seen such confusion or bustle before.</p> + +<p>Where was her brother-in-law? Had he not come after all? She looked +hopelessly up and down the emptying carriages, but no Fritz was +emerging from them, that she could see.</p> + +<p>Then a hand was laid upon hers, and a voice said so like Fritz's that +she thought it was his, and yet—no, it was not Fritz who said in that +tone—</p> + +<p>"Gertrude! At last! Did you think we had not come?"</p> + +<p>"Otto!" she said.</p> + +<p>And then Fritz came hurrying up, too, followed by a porter with two +portmanteaus.</p> + +<p>"I hoped you would come," said Fritz at once, "because Otto would have +been so disappointed not to see you, and we must drop him at the Great +Northern Hotel as we pass. I could not bring him on to Mrs. Shaddock's, +could I?"</p> + +<p>"You 'could,'" said Gertrude, watching the portmanteaus being thrown on +to the cab, and wondering what she ought to say. "But if you have made +arrangements otherwise, perhaps it would be better. But they are the +kindest people I ever saw."</p> + +<p>Otto was holding the cab door open; she got in, and in a moment they +were off.</p> + +<p>"Tell me all!" said Fritz. "I felt as if I must bear it before I saw +him. What is it?—What has happened to him?"</p> + +<p>Before Gertrude had said more than a few words, the cab drew up at the +Great Northern, and Otto had come to his destination.</p> + +<p>"I cannot say good-bye yet," he exclaimed. "Have my luggage put in +here, Fritz, and order our rooms. I will go on to Hampstead and come +back again by and by."</p> + +<p>Fritz got out to give the desired order, and Gertrude and Otto looked +after him.</p> + +<p>How well afterwards Gertrude remembered that ceaseless roar of +omnibuses and cabs passing and repassing along the crowded street.</p> + +<p>"Gertrude," said Otto's voice, "can we not manage to go somewhere +together to-morrow? I have one day in Town, and I feel as if I could +not go home again without seeing you?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know, Otto. I cannot plan my own days now; already I feel I +have run away from my pupils dreadfully."</p> + +<p>"Bring them with you," he said hastily; "we will go to the Kensington +Museum, or somewhere, to-morrow afternoon. There will be the doctor in +the morning. Oh, Gertrude! If you only knew—"</p> + +<p>Then Fritz came hurrying back and jumped into the cab, and they were +off again.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image068" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image068.jpg" alt="image068"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image069" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image069.jpg" alt="image069"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_36">CHAPTER XXXVI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>BY AND BY.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>BY the time the cab arrived at Hampstead, Fritz knew the extent of his +grief—knew that his only son would not be able to welcome his father or +respond to his love. Otto would not enter, but wished Gertrude farewell +when she left the cab, and had himself driven back in it to his hotel, +where his brother intended to join him later in the evening.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shaddock met Mr. Leigh in the hall, and after a few words of +kindly greeting, asked Gertrude to take her brother to his little boy's +bedside.</p> + +<p>She led the way up-stairs and opened her sister's door, herself passing +on to her own chamber; she felt as if she could bear no more.</p> + +<p>She did not know why, but the moment she was alone, she laid her head +down on the window-sill and cried as if her heart would break. She +thought she was crying over the sad scene that must be happening on +the next floor; she pictured Rose's face as she uncovered their little +Lester and showed what a shadow only was left of their bright darling; +she pictured Fritz's anguish and indignation. But all the while, she +wept with a nameless pain, as if for herself too, until she remembered +that she would be expected down-stairs, and must not give way thus.</p> + +<p>This thought roused her, so taking off her bonnet and putting on some +little evening adornment, she hastened to the dining-room, where she +knew the whole family were just collecting for their late tea.</p> + +<p>On the stairs were her brother and sister, who explained that nurse had +offered to stay with Lester, so they thought they would do well to join +the family circle, and put aside their anxiety in deference to the kind +wishes of their host and hostess.</p> + +<p>At tea the merits of various physicians were discussed, Mr. Shaddock +recommending one of whom he had heard at his office, who had treated an +analogous case most successfully.</p> + +<p>It was at last decided that Mr. Leigh should call in Harley Street on +his way home to his hotel, and should if possible make an appointment +for the morning with the physician, if he should advise little Lester's +being brought to him.</p> + +<p>"And what am I to tell Otto?" he asked at last, when he rose to go.</p> + +<p>Gertrude had been dreading that question all the evening. How could she +make Otto's proposition? And yet how could she refuse to do so?</p> + +<p>"My brother came up from Rugby with me yesterday," said Mr. Leigh, +turning to Mrs. Shaddock, "and asks if you will allow Gertrude and some +of your young people to visit the South Kensington Museum with him. He +has never seen the Natural History collection yet, and if they would +like to come, he would be so pleased."</p> + +<p>"I cannot come, because it is our 'at home' day," said Mollie. "Mother +always wants me."</p> + +<p>"Would you like to go, Daisy?" asked Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"I should," said Randall; "it would be far nicer than school."</p> + +<p>"Thank you—" answered Daisy, hesitating, "if—I should 'like' it very +much; Hugh and I have always wanted to go there."</p> + +<p>"I s'pose you wouldn't care to go without Hugh," said Randall, "but he +ought not to miss school; he is always missing school for something or +another!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Randall!" exclaimed Daisy. "It is not his fault that he is not +strong."</p> + +<p>Randall shrugged his little shoulders expressively; he was, however, +too interested in the South Kensington plan to pursue the subject, so +he asked—</p> + +<p>"Will you take me, Miss Ashlyn?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, my dear, if your mother will let you go."</p> + +<p>Hugh's eyes were fixed on his mother's face, while his father was +watching him unobserved.</p> + +<p>"To-morrow is your half-holiday, is it not, Hugh?" he asked.</p> + +<p>Hugh started and coloured. "Oh, I should like to go," he exclaimed, +hesitating, "if Daisy is going, and if Miss Ashlyn does not mind."</p> + +<p>Randall was close to him, and nudged his arm now with a whispered +comment, which, however, he did not hear.</p> + +<p>"What did you say?" he asked, as he received a second nudge.</p> + +<p>"Mother said you should have no treats nor anything because of your +burning that five-pound note."</p> + +<p>Hugh crimsoned, and then, catching his father's eye, he went to his +side.</p> + +<p>"Randall says I ought not to go because of that five-pound note."</p> + +<p>"That is forgiven," answered his father quietly; "do not trouble about +Randall, my boy."</p> + +<p>Hugh raised his head, a light shining in his eyes.</p> + +<p>Gertrude was rapidly arranging times and trains with her +brother-in-law, as he was anxious to be off. Then he ran up-stairs once +more to kiss his newly-found child, and with a grateful adieu to the +rest, he was gone.</p> + +<p>Rose remained with Lester; the boys were already busy down-stairs with +their lessons; Daisy and Hugh hastened to their schoolroom to prepare +theirs; and Gertrude, after a brief visit to her sister, sought them +and settled down to lessons and work, feeling as if the last few days +had been a dream.</p> + +<p>When Daisy rose to say good-night, she put her hand on Gertrude's +shoulder: "Miss Ashlyn, Randall will love you by and by."</p> + +<p>"I hope so, dear."</p> + +<p>"I'm awfully sorry he is so disagreeable—but indeed if you go on being +kind, he will by and by."</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear," she answered, "that is what I look for."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image070" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image070.jpg" alt="image070"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_37">CHAPTER XXXVII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>A NEW THOUGHT.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IT was by the first post that Rose received a letter from her husband +appointing to be with her at ten o'clock, bringing an easy carriage for +their darling.</p> + +<p>The whole household could think of nothing else, and now Randall's +dainty clothes, which he had grown out of a year or two back, were +brought out, and Lester was taken from the bed and carefully dressed in +them.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Leigh sat with him on her lap, her face very white and quiet, as +each fresh thing done for her child made her realize more fully all he +had lost.</p> + +<p>He passively suffered them to do what they would with him. But by the +time the little outside coat had been buttoned up, his head dropped on +his mother's shoulder, and he was tired out.</p> + +<p>Rose looked up at nurse beseechingly. "Ought I to have dressed him?" +she asked anxiously.</p> + +<p>"It is hard to say, ma'am," nurse answered, "but another time I would +not trouble about these last things, a shawl over all would have done +as well."</p> + +<p>Then came the carriage, and Mr. Leigh was shut up in the dining-room +with Mrs. Shaddock and Rose for what seemed a very long time, while +Gertrude waited rather breathlessly up-stairs with the drooping child.</p> + +<p>At last they came out, Mrs. Shaddock wiping her eyes, and Mr. and Mrs. +Leigh hastening up the stairs to where Gertrude sat, holding little +Lester on her knee.</p> + +<p>In a moment more the young father came down carrying the little +invalid, Rose and Gertrude following.</p> + +<p>"I can never, never thank you," said Rose, taking Mrs. Shaddock's hand. +"Some day I hope we may come back and be able to do so better than +to-day!"</p> + +<p>She nearly broke down, but, struggling for calmness, she bade a hasty +adieu to the rest, and quickly got to the carriage, where already Fritz +was seated.</p> + +<p>Gertrude went to the carriage-door, and kissed her sister through the +open window.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how I wish you were going with me!" said Rose regretfully.</p> + +<p>"I could not, dearest; they have been so kind already. We shall meet +this afternoon."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes; good-bye till then."</p> + +<p>The carriage moved away, and Gertrude turned back to the house, wishing +intensely that she could have gone to the physician's with them.</p> + +<p>Daisy and Mollie were waiting for her in the hall.</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn, do tell us what makes mother cry. Does the physician give +any hope? Mother does nothing but cry."</p> + +<p>"Go up-stairs, dears," answered Gertrude; "I will follow you in a +moment. I expect your mother is rather upset with it all."</p> + +<p>She really felt great compunction when she saw Mrs. Shaddock sitting +with her face buried in her hands.</p> + +<p>She advanced to her side and sat down by her, quietly drawing her white +shawl over her shoulders, and said, in a soothing, comforting tone—</p> + +<p>"They got off very comfortably, thanks to all your kindness, dear Mrs. +Shaddock. I hope that I may bring you a better account this evening."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that poor little mother's face!" said Mrs. Shaddock.</p> + +<p>"Rose?" questioned Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Yes—if you could have seen her face when her husband was telling her +what Dr. Blank said."</p> + +<p>"Did he give any opinion?" asked Gertrude eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Not on this case, of course," said Mrs. Shaddock, looking up, "but he +gave a hope."</p> + +<p>Gertrude did not reply; this was almost more than she had dared to +expect.</p> + +<p>"I could have wished that they might return here," Mrs. Shaddock went +on, "but I can see that the distance is great, and that it will be well +to be near Dr. Blank while things are not quite decided."</p> + +<p>Gertrude expressed again her earnest thanks for their hospitality, and +then proposed that she should seek her pupils, and take up the lessons +which had been so interrupted.</p> + +<p>"Do not worry over that," said Mrs. Shaddock; "their father says all +this is the best education they could have."</p> + +<p>"Does he?" said Gertrude. "How very kind, and what a nice thought!"</p> + +<p>She had risen to go to her pupils, but Mrs. Shaddock seemed as if she +could not bear to let her go.</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn—my dear—your sister. I cannot forget your sister."</p> + +<p>"She will be better when all this is settled," said Gertrude +consolingly.</p> + +<p>"Better?" echoed Mrs. Shaddock. "She could hardly be better! Her +patience, her resignation, her trust—I never saw anything like it."</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed it is," answered Gertrude heartily.</p> + +<p>She had become so accustomed to Rose's beautiful character that she had +hardly noticed it.</p> + +<p>"You found me very upset," Mrs. Shaddock went on hesitatingly, and yet +as if she must say it, "but she said something as we sat together last +night, which made me feel different from anything I have ever felt +before."</p> + +<p>Gertrude looked inquiringly at her.</p> + +<p>"I had just said to her, 'I never saw any one bear a trial such as this +so bravely; I suppose you would say it is religion helps you, but I do +not understand it.' And she answered, with such an earnest look, 'Mrs. +Shaddock, it is not 'religion,' it is just Jesus! He is everything to +me—everything!'"</p> + +<p>"What Rose said is the truth," answered Gertrude softly. "She would not +have said it unless she had known it was true."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image071" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image071.jpg" alt="image071"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image072" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image072.jpg" alt="image072"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_38">CHAPTER XXXVIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>IN THE MUSEUM.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"AH! Here you are!" said Otto.</p> + +<p>There were Hugh, Daisy, and Randall, all eagerly peeping out of the +train at Kensington.</p> + +<p>"Here is Mr. Leigh," exclaimed Randall, turning round to Gertrude. "You +see he did not keep us waiting, did he?"</p> + +<p>This referred to a discussion Hugh and Daisy had carried on during the +short journey, as to who would be at Kensington first.</p> + +<p>Otto helped them out of the carriage, and then pointed to the way out, +telling the children not to get too far in front.</p> + +<p>"Randall, my dear, keep near me," said Gertrude; "you are 'mother's +baby,' and must be taken care of!"</p> + +<p>She said it with a playful smile, but Randall did not respond +pleasantly.</p> + +<p>"I can take care of myself," he said, with a shrug. "I don't want to be +tied to girls' aprons!"</p> + +<p>He walked, however, just in front of her, close to the heels of his +brother and sister, Otto and Gertrude bringing up the rear.</p> + +<p>"I will not tell you till we get out of these noisy streets," said +Otto, "but I feel as if I had so many things to say, that I hardly know +where to begin!"</p> + +<p>"I must not ask, then, whether they are back from Dr. Blank's?"</p> + +<p>"You may ask," he said, smiling, "but I shall not answer."</p> + +<p>"Then I had better not put the question," laughed Gertrude. "You are, +however, cheerful to-day, Otto!"</p> + +<p>"That is because I am so glad to see you."</p> + +<p>"Are you? So am I glad, Otto. I never prized friends so much before."</p> + +<p>He had glanced up eagerly at the beginning of her answer, but as her +voice took a more formal tone at the end, his eyes went back to the +contemplation of the busy traffic.</p> + +<p>"I should be sorry to live in London," he said quietly.</p> + +<p>"So should I, unless—"</p> + +<p>"Unless?" he asked, rather eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Unless those I loved had to live here; of course that makes such a +difference."</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said.</p> + +<p>They came now to the Museum, and here the children turned to them, +asking what they were to see first, and which way was it to go?</p> + +<p>They were all so inexperienced that Otto told them they had better walk +straight on for a little while, keeping their eyes open meanwhile.</p> + +<p>"Above all things, do not let us get separated," said Gertrude. "Keep +close to us, Hugh and Daisy. Will Randall like to be with you or with +me?"</p> + +<p>"We will take him," said Daisy.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'll go with them," said Randall.</p> + +<p>They soon came to the large Hall, and here Otto proposed to sit down, +while the children walked about examining the various objects of +interest.</p> + +<p>He found a seat for Gertrude, and when some one moved away, he sat down +beside her.</p> + +<p>"May I ask now?" she said. "Oh, Otto, do tell me!"</p> + +<p>"They have been, Gertrude! Dr. Blank has examined little Lester +thoroughly."</p> + +<p>"And he says—"</p> + +<p>"That time, and care, and love 'may' restore him."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Otto! How thankful I am."</p> + +<p>"He says that one-room-business of Mrs. Swift's would soon have +finished the story. But now, he hopes with plenty of sunshine, and sea +air, and patience—Gertrude, he says he will need infinite patience."</p> + +<p>"Rose can give that."</p> + +<p>"Yes, no one better, unless it were you."</p> + +<p>"I? I should not be half as patient as Rose! Besides, she is his +mother."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; that makes a great difference, of course."</p> + +<p>"Are they going home?"</p> + +<p>"Not for a few days."</p> + +<p>Gertrude sighed with relief. Then she might see Rose once more perhaps.</p> + +<p>"You are not happy here, Gertrude, are you?" asked Otto, suddenly +turning and looking her in the face.</p> + +<p>"I was, oh, as happy as I could be away from you all, till this about +Lester happened. That has unsettled me, I think. Why do you ask, Otto? +I do not look unhappy, do I?"</p> + +<p>"You look different," he said consideringly. "Yes, as I thought, not so +happy."</p> + +<p>"I shall feel all right again directly all this is settled, Otto. You +can hardly believe all I have gone through."</p> + +<p>He was silent, his eyes following the three children as they slowly +walked round the large room, coming nearer and nearer.</p> + +<p>"It is hard sometimes to square one's wishes with one's possibilities," +he said at length.</p> + +<p>"Very," she answered; "that is where discipline comes in, Otto. Like my +text this morning, 'Lord, what wilt Thou have me to do?'"</p> + +<p>"Was that your text, dear Gertrude? What did you answer?"</p> + +<p>"I asked that whatever He pointed out for me to do, I might do +willingly."</p> + +<p>"Ah! That speaks to me."</p> + +<p>"Does it not speak to all of us?"</p> + +<p>The children had reached them now.</p> + +<p>"May we go into the next room?" asked Randall.</p> + +<p>"We will come too," said Gertrude, rising.</p> + +<p>"There's no need," said Randall, "but you can do as you like, Miss +Ashlyn. I wish Mr. Leigh would come and explain this old furniture to +us."</p> + +<p>"So I will," said Otto readily. "Gertrude, sit still and rest till I +come back."</p> + +<p>He went off with them. And Gertrude sat down again and thought over the +conversation which had just passed, wondering at Otto's manner, which +had constraint in it which she had not remembered at home.</p> + +<p>Then once more, she thought of her text as settling all wonderings, and +giving quiet and peace in the midst of every circumstance.</p> + +<p>"Lord, what wilt 'Thou' have me to do?" And in that will and that Lord, +she took refuge and found her rest.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image073" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image073.jpg" alt="image073"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image074" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image074.jpg" alt="image074"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_39">CHAPTER XXXIX.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>HIDING.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE time seemed to her rather long before she saw Otto's thin face +coming back through the doorway.</p> + +<p>He was closely followed by Daisy and Hugh, and came up to her at once, +surprise in his tone as he inquired—</p> + +<p>"Where is Randall? Is he not with you?"</p> + +<p>"With me?" echoed Gertrude, starting up. "No, he has not been with me +at all. He went off with you, Otto."</p> + +<p>"He was with me, but he asked if he might find you. And I brought him +to the doorway and pointed you out, and left him. How very strange!"</p> + +<p>"I did not see either of you," said Gertrude, looking alarmed.</p> + +<p>"No—you were deeply meditating, and did not look up. Do not worry +yourself, he'll be all right. Boys don't get run off with every—" He +stopped short. He had touched too near home to their recent sorrow +about Lester, to bear it yet.</p> + +<p>"At any rate," he added hastily, "he will be all safe. We must go and +look for him."</p> + +<p>They quickly arranged a meeting-place, and Gertrude took Daisy with +her, while Hugh volunteered to go with Mr. Leigh.</p> + +<p>But they wandered through the rooms, one after another, searching in +every part fruitlessly, till they were utterly weary and footsore.</p> + +<p>Again and again they met, only to acknowledge that their search had +been in vain.</p> + +<p>At length it grew dusk, and the Museum began to thin. People were +leaving for their homes before the fresh accession would come in with +the lights.</p> + +<p>Gertrude was worn out. She felt as if her feet would not carry her +another step.</p> + +<p>"Did you ever know of his doing such a thing before?" she asked Daisy, +as she sank on to a seat for an instant.</p> + +<p>"No—never," said poor Daisy, who could hardly keep back her tears. "He +said this morning, 'I'm going to have a lark to-day, Daisy,' but I +thought he meant coming to the Museum."</p> + +<p>"He meant to play us a trick," said Hugh decidedly; "at least I think +so—he did say—don't you remember, Daisy?—that he would do something +that really would tease Miss Ashlyn."</p> + +<p>Gertrude felt herself get hot from head to foot.</p> + +<p>"How can we go home and tell your mother?" she said piteously. "It is +too dreadful. Otto, you have asked all the men at the doors to keep any +little boy—"</p> + +<p>"Certainly I have. Not one has noticed such a child pass."</p> + +<p>"It makes it worse to think he could have been so cruel as to play +such a trick," said Gertrude. "We must stay here, Otto, till the place +shuts, and you must go home and tell Mrs. Shaddock. It is too dreadful—"</p> + +<p>"Come, do not give up," said Otto cheerily, though he little liked the +errand on which he was sent. "If Randall has done it for a trick, he +will probably turn up all right. Anyway fretting will not mend it. He +has had his wish and spoilt our day!"</p> + +<p>He left them regretfully, and made his way with all speed to Hampstead.</p> + +<p>It was, however, nearly an hour before he reached the Shaddocks' +comfortable home.</p> + +<p>To picture the dismay which spread through the house at his story would +be impossible. Mrs. Shaddock gave up her darling for lost. And Mr. +Shaddock, between indignation and real apprehension, hardly knew what +he was doing.</p> + +<p>He set off at once with Otto, feeling as if trains were a slow mode of +travelling, when the heart had reached the end of the journey before +the whistle had more than sounded!</p> + +<p>Hurriedly they retraced their steps through the warm and crowded rooms, +till they reached the one where Otto had left Gertrude.</p> + +<p>There, in front of the anxious father's eyes, sat the group he had come +to seek, Randall in the middle of them looking flushed and sullen, the +rest white and weary.</p> + +<p>"You have found him?" asked Mr. Shaddock.</p> + +<p>"Where? How?"</p> + +<p>Gertrude looked up, her eyes tearful, her lips trembling.</p> + +<p>"We cannot well explain it here," she said in a low voice. "He came to +us of his own accord. I believe he is beginning to be sorry."</p> + +<p>"Beginning to be sorry?" echoed Mr. Shaddock.</p> + +<p>"What can you mean?"</p> + +<p>He took Randall's hand in his, and turned towards the door.</p> + +<p>"How is this, my boy?"</p> + +<p>"They left me alone—I got lost," said Randall, whimpering.</p> + +<p>Hugh had joined his father on the other side, and heard the last words.</p> + +<p>"Father!" he began urgently.</p> + +<p>"Hush—I will hear all about it at home."</p> + +<p>Mr. Shaddock hurried them into the train, Gertrude and Otto following.</p> + +<p>"He thinks we carelessly let him get lost," said Gertrude. "What shall +we do?"</p> + +<p>"Stick to the truth," said Otto. "How did you find him, Gertrude, after +all?"</p> + +<p>"He was hiding somewhere," said Gertrude in a low voice. "Just before +the place was lighted up, not long after you had gone, he sauntered up +with his hands in his pockets and asked how we were getting on."</p> + +<p>"What did you do?" asked Otto, almost too astonished to speak.</p> + +<p>"I asked him where he had been, and told him what a fright he had given +us all, and was just bidding him to sit down by me, when he gave a +strange little glance at Hugh—gone in a moment—and then sat down by me, +pushing his hand away from mine. Then I guessed that it was a trick."</p> + +<p>"Shameful!" said Otto indignantly.</p> + +<p>"It breaks my heart that he could—" said poor Gertrude.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image075" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image075.jpg" alt="image075"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image076" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image076.jpg" alt="image076"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_40">CHAPTER XL.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>RANDALL'S MISCHIEF.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE trains were crowded, so that in the bustle of getting a seat at +all, Otto found himself almost pushed by the guard into a carriage +where were Gertrude, Hugh, and Daisy, while Mr. Shaddock and Randall +found room in a compartment farther down the train.</p> + +<p>"It was not my fault, one bit," Randall began, when they were off. +"They ought not to have left me."</p> + +<p>Though Mr. Shaddock had not intended to discuss the subject with his +little son, he was taken off his guard by the last words, and asked—</p> + +<p>"Who?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Leigh and Miss Ashlyn."</p> + +<p>"Left you, how?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Leigh said I could easily find her, and I went where he said, and +she was not there. Then I got lost."</p> + +<p>"Why did you not speak to a policeman? You have always been told to do +that. You would have saved us all this fright if you had."</p> + +<p>"I did not think of that," said Randall.</p> + +<p>Mr. Shaddock was looking out of the window in anxious thought.</p> + +<p>"Hugh always tries to get me into trouble—" began Randall, "and so does +Miss Ashlyn."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" said his father.</p> + +<p>"I wish I hadn't gone with them," pouted Randall. "I haven't had any +tea, and I am as tired as anything, hunting everywhere for them."</p> + +<p>"Well, you had better keep quiet now," said his father. "I do not +understand it. But I dare say we shall hear it explained when they tell +me all about it. How you can have escaped meeting all these hours I +cannot conceive."</p> + +<p>Randall did not reply to that.</p> + +<p>And by and by the journey was over, and they got out of the train and +walked up the hill under the starry sky.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"When do you leave London?" asked Gertrude of Otto. She felt as if she +knew nothing of his plans; for they had been separated at different +ends of the railway carriage, and the search for Randall had taken up +all the rest of the day.</p> + +<p>"That is not decided. I had much to tell you, but there is hardly time +to even begin it! Gertrude, Dr. Blank asked me a number of questions +about myself and my future."</p> + +<p>Gertrude felt startled. Again came that strange tone of constraint into +Otto's voice.</p> + +<p>"He was interested in you?" she asked falteringly. She hardly knew what +to say, or how to question him, unless he wished to tell her. Did he +wish to tell her? That was what she asked herself.</p> + +<p>"I think he was, though why I cannot imagine. I told him of my long +struggle with my medical studies, and what exams I had passed, and so +forth, and then he told me a sea voyage would do me a world of good!"</p> + +<p>"A sea voyage!" echoed Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn," said Hugh, turning back from where he was walking with +his father, "I wish you would tell me about those constellations again."</p> + +<p>"Never mind now," said Mr. Shaddock, "let Miss Ashlyn have a moment's +peace. The constellations will keep, that's one good thing."</p> + +<p>Hugh did not press the matter further, but contented himself with +going back to Daisy and pointing out to her the Great Bear and the +"Pointers," which was the greatest astronomical achievement of which he +could boast at present.</p> + +<p>Gertrude had echoed Otto's words, "a sea voyage," but the announcement +seemed in some inexplicable manner to darken her life, and make +everything dreary. She managed, however, to force herself to say, "And +you are going—you think it necessary?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, not so much for my health, though that has not been very good +lately, but for my prospects—"</p> + +<p>"Will that improve them? Otto, you are holding something back; you have +some news you do not like to tell me."</p> + +<p>Otto did not reply to that. But after a moment he added, "Dr. Blank has +taken a sort of liking to me. I think he will try to push me on in my +profession."</p> + +<p>Gertrude could not ask her question again, but she felt hopelessly that +they were nearing their destination, and then Otto would say good-bye, +and their day would be over.</p> + +<p>"Gertrude, I have promised to go for this voyage if—if you do not +object."</p> + +<p>"I?" said Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"It is to accompany a patient of his, who needs care and supervision. +It will be for a year."</p> + +<p>"And then?"</p> + +<p>"Then I shall come home!"</p> + +<p>Oh, the rest that seemed to come into his voice as he said that! They +had reached the turning to the Shaddocks' house. Still Gertrude knew +that Otto was withholding some of his thoughts. How could she bear to +part from her friend thus? She thought of their friendship at home, of +all his brotherliness, of their constant interchange of thoughts and +ideas, and she felt it very hard to be constrained just as they must +part.</p> + +<p>"I am going to see Dr. Blank again to-morrow, and shall have a long +talk with him. He has asked me to spend Sunday at his country house. +After that I shall see you again, and tell you all."</p> + +<p>"You will tell me all?" asked Gertrude, in a relieved tone.</p> + +<p>"All—both bad and good. I might have done so to-day, but for this +child's doings. That has spoilt everything. Gertrude, you did not +answer me? Shall I go for the voyage?"</p> + +<p>"Am I to be the arbiter of your fate?"</p> + +<p>He smiled a sunny smile, while Gertrude could have cried.</p> + +<p>"Ah, our future is in Better Hands," he answered gently, "but if you +thought I ought not to go, for any reason, I will not go."</p> + +<p>"I know of no reason; if it will do your health good, it would be +everything you could wish!"</p> + +<p>They had reached the steps. Already Mr. Shaddock had let himself in, +and Hugh was holding the door open for them.</p> + +<p>"Now for Randall's mischief!" said Otto.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image077" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image077.jpg" alt="image077"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image078" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image078.jpg" alt="image078"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_41">CHAPTER XLI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>TWO SIDES OF A STORY.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHEN they entered, Randall was already in his mother's arms, and Mrs. +Shaddock was pouring out questions and condolences as fast as she could +speak. Her 'at home' day had come to an unpleasant end, as she had felt +too ill and pre-occupied to enjoy her guests.</p> + +<p>"However was it?" she was asking him.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Leigh and Miss Ashlyn were talking and I got lost," was his +response.</p> + +<p>"They were not!" exclaimed Daisy, following him into the drawing-room. +"Mollie, don't let mother think so—"</p> + +<p>Mollie shrugged her shoulders. "I do think it was awfully careless," +she said, "and has given mother a dreadful fright!"</p> + +<p>"He gave us a worse one," answered Daisy indignantly, "but Miss Ashlyn +will explain all about it."</p> + +<p>"I don't care about explanations," said Mollie. "I should have thought +between you, you could have looked after Randall. You know how things +upset mother."</p> + +<p>Gertrude and Otto had spoken to Mr. Shaddock in the hall, and then Otto +bade Gertrude farewell and went to the door.</p> + +<p>"I wish you could stay to see me through with this," she said with her +hand on the latch, and her eyes raised to his.</p> + +<p>"I wish I could—but I am not asked—"</p> + +<p>"No, we are in disgrace," she said, "and that is very hard."</p> + +<p>"It will come out all right in the end. I must go, but I would give +anything to stay—"</p> + +<p>And then she opened the door, and his light feet sprang down the steps, +and he was gone.</p> + +<p>She went slowly into the dining-room, feeling as if she could not bring +her mind down to Randall and his doings.</p> + +<p>Otto had looked as white as a sheet, and had eaten nothing since an +early lunch; how could she have let him go like that?</p> + +<p>Mr. Shaddock came in almost at once.</p> + +<p>"Where is Mr. Leigh?"</p> + +<p>"He is gone."</p> + +<p>"Gone! Why did you let him go? I expected him to have supper, or +whatever meal it is. Have you had anything to eat?"</p> + +<p>"I bought some buns—"</p> + +<p>"Buns?" echoed Mr. Shaddock disdainfully. "Could you get no tea?"</p> + +<p>"I was afraid to spend any time over that. We did nothing but search."</p> + +<p>"Well, it cannot be helped now. I am very vexed Mr. Leigh has gone +so soon. As to this matter, the children and Randall give different +accounts. I suppose it often is so in a question of missing each other. +So I suppose we must think 'all's well that ends well,' and be glad +it has come right now. Pray sit down, Miss Ashlyn, you look ready to +faint."</p> + +<p>"I never faint, thank you," Gertrude answered, "but we are very tired, +almost too tired, perhaps, to look at the matter fairly."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I should let it drop," said Mr. Shaddock good-humouredly. "Randall +got lost, and is found again, and now let us forget it, and eat some +supper."</p> + +<p>Gertrude had been wondering in the train what dreadful punishment would +be given the little delinquent, and only feared it might be too severe. +She was therefore astonished to find that all was to be overlooked, and +the matter left as if it had not happened.</p> + +<p>She determined to talk to Randall herself, and try to get him to +confess his share of the spoilt day. But now nothing could be done but +to accept the offered tea, and think again of poor Otto making his way +back to the West End, tired and lonely.</p> + +<p>Daisy and Hugh came in at the sound of the gong, but Mrs. Shaddock had +Randall's tea carried to him in the drawing-room by Mollie. And when +they went there after the meal, he had gone to nurse to be put to bed.</p> + +<p>Gertrude soon went up to her schoolroom, and sat down in her arm-chair +utterly wearied out.</p> + +<p>Daisy and Hugh came to wish good-night, and then she was left alone for +half an hour.</p> + +<p>She tried to recall all the events of the day, all Otto's words and +tones which had been so refreshing to her as part of her old home +life, but nothing seemed to come before her eyes but that scene in the +Museum, when he had appeared in the doorway without Randall, and then +their frantic search afterwards.</p> + +<p>She was just coming to the conclusion that she should never be happy +at the Shaddocks' any more if they were going to blame her for the +accident, when a tap came at the door, and nurse's kind face peeped in.</p> + +<p>"I came to see if you might want anything, Miss Ashlyn," she said +quietly, "and to tell you I am so sorry about the child being missed."</p> + +<p>"Thank you," faltered Gertrude. Her lips trembled, and she could not +get out another word.</p> + +<p>"Don't you be upset, miss. The children have told me their different +stories, and I can see how it is."</p> + +<p>"I wish I could be sure he did not do it on purpose—" began Gertrude; +and then she wished she had not said so. She looked up quickly in +nurse's face. "I hardly like to have said that," she added, "but—"</p> + +<p>Nurse nodded. "Time will show," she said. "Sometimes when we can't +right ourselves, there's One takes it up for us, miss, and brings good +out of bad!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, if He only would!" said Gertrude with a long breath.</p> + +<p>"Don't be afraid, miss; I've seen it over and over, and have reason to +trust Him!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image079" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image079.jpg" alt="image079"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image080" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image080.jpg" alt="image080"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_42">CHAPTER XLII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>CLOUDS.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>EARLY the next morning Gertrude was up, and was bending over her Bible +to get refreshment before the day's work began. She dreaded what it +might bring to her, for she had seen enough of the way Randall had +carried through the misfortune of the bank-note, to hope that he would +unsay any of his yesterday's story.</p> + +<p>Nurse's cheering words, however, had done her good, and she rose from +her reading with a heart at rest in the promises which were so abundant +and so full.</p> + +<p>Her eyes had rested on some words which seemed to fit into her +perplexity and vexation, giving her fresh hope and courage.</p> + +<p class="letter"> +<br> + "'I will love Thee, O LORD, my strength!'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>So when Daisy peeped into her room, she met the child's inquiring look +with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Here is a letter for you, Miss Ashlyn."</p> + +<p>It was from Rose, telling of their disappointment at her non-appearance +the evening before, and saying how sorry Otto was to arrive alone +without the bright party which Fritz had invited to tea at his hotel.</p> + +<p>Then Rose went on to say a few words about Lester, adding that time +forbade her to write more, but if Mrs. Shaddock and Gertrude could call +upon her during that day, she could better explain everything by word +of mouth.</p> + +<p>"I shall not ask that," said Gertrude to herself, "though I suppose I +must convey Rose's invitation."</p> + +<p>"Mother is not very well this morning," said Daisy, "and Randall is as +cross as two sticks."</p> + +<p>"Never mind that, dear. He must be sorry he was so unkind."</p> + +<p>"I do not think he is. Miss Ashlyn, make haste, for the boys are ready +for breakfast, and Mollie is not down. They want to get off to school +in good time; they've got to meet a boy at the station."</p> + +<p>Gertrude felt her life had begun again in good earnest. She put away +her Bible and followed Daisy to the dining-room, where Conway and Ned +were already eating their breakfast in haste.</p> + +<p>When Mollie came in, she did not seem to have recovered her temper from +yesterday any more than Randall had. She brought a message from her +mother, however, that she begged Miss Ashlyn to spend the afternoon +with her sister, but that she did not feel equal to any excitement, and +was going to stay in her room all the morning.</p> + +<p>"Will you take your mother the letter I have had from my sister?"</p> + +<p>Mollie took the letter in her hand, but sat down to her breakfast +without offering to carry it to her mother.</p> + +<p>By the time Daisy's music-lesson was over, however, she brought back +the answer.</p> + +<p>"Mother thanks Mrs. Leigh, and if she is well enough in the afternoon +she will drive to town and call upon her. At any rate, you are to go, +Miss Ashlyn. Daisy and I are to go to see our cousins who live on the +Heath, you know. Randall is to stay with nurse."</p> + +<p>Gertrude felt that the plan was very kind, and yet she would almost +have preferred to remain quietly at home with her pupils.</p> + +<p>"Are you sure that is what your mother wishes?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Miss Ashlyn. Mother would not like to be worried with any more +questions. She had quite enough worry yesterday."</p> + +<p>Gertrude looked up steadily at the pretty girl as she stood before her +with her little air of half-condescending, half-defiant politeness.</p> + +<p>"We all had a great deal of worry yesterday, Mollie. However, I will do +as your mother so kindly suggests. I hope I may be able to thank her +for all her kindness some day."</p> + +<p>Mollie looked rather surprised at the quiet answer, under which she +could not but perceive a slight reserve. She, however, dismissed the +matter with a light—</p> + +<p>"Well, let it be settled so, Miss Ashlyn. I am sure you must be longing +to see Mrs. Leigh." And with a toss back of her long hair over her +shoulders, she hastened away to fulfil the housekeeping duties before +school, which devolved upon her when Mrs. Shaddock was ill.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Gertrude rang the school-bell, but as Randall did not appear, she made +her way to the nursery to inquire for him.</p> + +<p>He was there, leaning over the guard, with his chin on his hands. "Are +you ready for lessons, my dear?" she asked kindly.</p> + +<p>"He does not seem quite the thing to-day, Miss Ashlyn," said nurse. +"Perhaps he had better remain up here with me? He says his head aches."</p> + +<p>"If you think Mrs. Shaddock would wish that."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am sure she would. She is so poorly this morning that I cannot +worry her with telling her that he is not well. I hope an hour or two +will see him better. I suspect he took a chill yesterday."</p> + +<p>So Gertrude went back to Daisy and Mollie, first, however, carrying +Randall a puzzle from her box to amuse him, of which he took no notice +beyond an abrupt "thank you," turning again to the fire as before.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image081" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image081.jpg" alt="image081"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image082" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image082.jpg" alt="image082"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_43">CHAPTER XLIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>"WAITING FOR YOU!"</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE morning passed away peacefully.</p> + +<p>Daisy was angelic, and though Mollie had still her little supercilious +air which chafed Gertrude inwardly, she kept it enough within bounds to +avoid rebuke.</p> + +<p>When they came out from lessons, Mollie found that her mother was no +better than she had been in the early morning, and nurse was busy with +her.</p> + +<p>"It is one of her heart attacks," said Mollie in a reproachful tone to +Gertrude. "That is how she always is when she has any excitement or +alarm. She will be ill for days, I expect, and nurse will hardly be +able to leave her."</p> + +<p>"I did not know she was subject to these attacks," said Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"No, I suppose you did not, or, of course, you would have been more +particular about Randall—"</p> + +<p>"But, Mollie, it was Randall's own doing."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, there are two opinions about that. At any rate, what with +the excitement about Lester, and now this about Randall, mother is +perfectly upset, and it is a great bother."</p> + +<p>Gertrude did not pursue the subject. She gathered her books together, +wondering if she could be spared to go to her sister, but not liking to +employ Mollie as her messenger to ask this question.</p> + +<p>Daisy came in at the moment and settled the difficulty.</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn, mother is not well enough to visit your sister to-day. +But would you please go and enjoy yourself. Mother hopes Mrs. Leigh +will have good news for you, and that you will be able to help her."</p> + +<p>Gertrude sent a message in reply. And then the dinner gong rang, and +they went down to their rather forlorn meal, Mollie presiding instead +of her mother, and Randall sitting at the side, but eating very little +and talking less.</p> + +<p>The moment after dinner, the girls dressed to go to their cousins, +Randall went back to the nursery, and Gertrude was set free.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>When she went out, anxious as she was to get to her sister, as she +turned to shut the gate, her eyes fell upon the Strange House, and she +thought of Mrs. Swift.</p> + +<p>No, she must hasten on to see Rose, she thought.</p> + +<p>And yet—yet—it would not take five minutes to greet the poor, desolate +woman who had so recently lost so much.</p> + +<p>A moment's indecision, and then she turned that way and walked up the +garden path.</p> + +<p>Her ring at the bell brought Mrs. Swift very quickly to the door.</p> + +<p>A haggard face, with anxious, sunken eyes, met hers.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Swift! You have been ill," exclaimed Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"It's my husband!" was her abrupt answer. "He will not have a doctor, +and I'm at my wits' end!" She opened the door wide, and Gertrude +stepped within it.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know!"</p> + +<p>"Is he very bad?"</p> + +<p>"Well, not to say very bad, but he's too ill to leave his bed. We were +going to move at once, but now we can't, and he says he shall stay till +Christmas."</p> + +<p>"I will come and see him to-morrow, if I can," said Gertrude. "I am on +my way to visit my sister and her little boy."</p> + +<p>"Little Lester, miss?" asked Mrs. Swift, forgetting for a moment her +own anxiety.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"It was kind of you to tell me, miss. Has he been to a doctor yet, +miss?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I have not seen my sister yet, but I believe he has been."</p> + +<p>"I hardly dare to ask, miss,—I am sure I have no right; but—does the +doctor give any hope, miss?"</p> + +<p>"I can hardly tell you, because I know so little myself. But I think he +does hope that time may improve him. Time and care, and sunshine and +sea air."</p> + +<p>Again Mrs. Swift gave one of her long, deep-drawn breaths. "Ah! He did +not have all those with me," she said sadly.</p> + +<p>"No, Mrs. Swift. Shall you think me unkind if I say that the doctor +gave it as his opinion that he was brought away just in time?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Swift nodded sadly. "I knew it," she said. "Oh, miss, if you had +not come along that night, and had not stopped to speak to me! Oh, +miss, how can I thank you?"</p> + +<p>"Do not thank me, but God," said Gertrude gently. "Now I must go, but +tell your husband from me that I do entreat him to have a doctor; +perhaps he would accept a message from me?"</p> + +<p>"He thinks a deal of you, miss, in a quiet way—"</p> + +<p>"Then say so, and remember that you have a mighty Saviour now to help +you in everything. Tell Him all about your husband, and He will do for +you what you cannot do yourself."</p> + +<p>She hastened away, and sped to the high-road, where she hoped to meet +with a cab or omnibus which might expedite her journey to the Great +Northern Hotel.</p> + +<p>As she turned the corner, pacing up and down with quiet, patient step, +was a figure which she instantly recognized.</p> + +<p>It was walking away from her, but when it came to the next road, it +turned and came towards her slowly.</p> + +<p>"Otto!" she exclaimed. "Whatever brought you here?"</p> + +<p>"I have been waiting for you! Your note told Rose you would come in the +afternoon. I have been waiting for you for a long time, Gertrude!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image083" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image083.jpg" alt="image083"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_44">CHAPTER XLIV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>A SHORT DRIVE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THEY walked down the hill together, Otto looking out for a cab, but +saying very little.</p> + +<p>"At last I can talk to you!" he exclaimed when they were seated. +"Gertrude! I have accepted Dr. Blank's offer, and I am to go abroad for +a year with his patient!"</p> + +<p>"It will do you good, Otto—you have been overworking for a long time."</p> + +<p>"I could not help that—it was so important for me to make the most of +my time. But, Gertrude, he holds out a hope for my future which has +made all the difference to me. But the greatest difficulty is, you said +you did not care to live in London—?"</p> + +<p>"But that makes no difference to your plans, Otto, unless you meant +that you wanted mother to come—"</p> + +<p>"I don't want mother! I want you. Of course it makes all the difference +in the world. You know that well enough."</p> + +<p>Gertrude was silent. How could she answer such words?</p> + +<p>"What is the plan?" she asked, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"Dr. Blank thinks he will have work for me to help him with, while I +complete my medical studies. I told him—Gertrude, I told him that there +was a certain dear girl whom I loved with all my heart, and that my +great object was to make a home for her. He bid me work and hope."</p> + +<p>"That is always best," said Gertrude, with a little smile.</p> + +<p>"Do you bid me work and hope?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly I do, Otto. Have I not always?"</p> + +<p>"Then at the end of the year (for he pays me well, Gertrude), if I can +find a house, can you bear to come right into the heart of London and +make a very small beginning with me?"</p> + +<p>"I never guessed you wanted that!" she said, turning her eyes towards +his face. "Otto, do you really mean what you have said?"</p> + +<p>"I have meant it for years! At first I thought I must not, and put it +away. But lately I found that it was a great blessing and a great gift, +one I could not dismiss unless I ought. There is no ought about it, is +there? Gertrude, you knew all this long ago!"</p> + +<p>Whether she had guessed it or not, it was very different to hear him +saying it all. But the cab was nearing her sister's hotel, and there +was one thing she did want to tell him, if she could say nothing else.</p> + +<p>"You must not think—oh, Otto, never think for one moment that living in +London would be any trial to me if—"</p> + +<p>"Go on, Gertrude—if what?"</p> + +<p>"If you wanted me to."</p> + +<p>"Ah! Do I not? But you knew that, when you said what you did the other +day."</p> + +<p>Gertrude shook her head.</p> + +<p>"It was what you said then that made me dare to accept Dr. Blank's +offer."</p> + +<p>The cab had almost reached the hotel. In a moment it drew up abruptly.</p> + +<p>Otto sprang out; he handed her from their humble conveyance, and led +her straight up to her sister's room.</p> + +<p>Gertrude felt once more as if all were a dream, all but Otto's hand, +which did not let hers go till he had brought her right into her +sister's presence, announcing, in a voice that was full of joy—</p> + +<p>"Rose! I've brought her. And though we have not had time to say a +quarter of the things we would, yet she has promised to be my wife, and +come and make me happy when I come home next year!"</p> + +<p>Of course Rose looked very glad too. And for a few minutes, Gertrude +could do nothing but bend over little Lester, hiding her hot +cheeks against his curls, while Otto and Rose and Fritz exchanged +congratulations.</p> + +<p>Then Rose came over to where she sat, and knelt down by her and Lester.</p> + +<p>"How does he look?" she asked yearningly, laying her hand on her +child's.</p> + +<p>Gertrude was gazing in his little face.</p> + +<p>"I think he looks decidedly less frail than two days ago. Not so +pinched and weary."</p> + +<p>"That is what 'I' said!" exclaimed Rose joyfully. "Fritz was afraid it +was my fancy."</p> + +<p>The child lay on the sofa with a light shawl thrown over him, his eyes +open and turning to watch them as they moved about, but without any +recognition in them.</p> + +<p>"When he knows me," said Rose softly, "I shall begin to hope—really."</p> + +<p>"Ah! You hope now, little mother," said Fritz tenderly. "Hope? Why if I +had as much faith in some things as you have in Lester's knowing you by +and by, I should be on the high-road to being all you want me to be!"</p> + +<p>He spoke lightly, covering an earnest thought beneath his jest.</p> + +<p>"I have faith in both," said Rose, looking up, "or rather, I have faith +in God about you both."</p> + +<p>They all knew that she spoke truly. But what seemed such a very simple +matter to some people was an insurmountable difficulty to Fritz.</p> + +<p>"I can't make myself a Christian," he thought. And forgot that Rose had +often responded,—</p> + +<p>"No, dear Fritz, but He says, 'Him that cometh unto Me, I will in no +wise cast out.' You have not tried to come yet."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image084" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image084.jpg" alt="image084"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image085" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image085.jpg" alt="image085"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_45">CHAPTER XLV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>TILL WEDNESDAY.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"WE only wanted to see you before we went home," said Rose, when +Gertrude, having taken off her hat, had settled herself into one of the +luxurious arm-chairs, with Lester on her lap. "I am very anxious to get +home, to say nothing of telling all to dear mother."</p> + +<p>"I shall see them off to-morrow morning, and then go down to Dr. +Blank's country house," said Otto. "He says I am to be introduced to +the invalid boy, and am to spend Sunday with them."</p> + +<p>"Them?" echoed Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"I did not tell you that it is his brother and sister who are going for +this long sailing voyage, for the sake of their only son, who is heir +to their fortune."</p> + +<p>"And what will you have to do with the boy?"</p> + +<p>"He needs constant care and watching, and yet bright companionship. I +don't know that I shall suit in that latter respect. Perhaps I shall +now."</p> + +<p>He smiled archly at Gertrude, but went on with his explanations, which +were intensely interesting to her, as she had heard hardly anything +that day at Kensington.</p> + +<p>"Then, when I have spent a year in going round the world, he says I am +to come back and finish my studies. He says I shall have a good deal +of time on board ship, for the boy's parents take his education upon +themselves, and take infinite pains with him."</p> + +<p>"Is he mentally afflicted, then?" asked Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"It is of that nature; he is improving, and they have hopes that he +will be quite restored eventually."</p> + +<p>"How sad it must be for them!" said Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Yes, very. They do little else than go about with him from place to +place. But they have boundless confidence in Dr. Blank."</p> + +<p>"No one who has been to him for advice could feel anything else," said +Rose. "Gertrude, I should like you to have seen how he took to Otto +from the first. His eyes seem to see everything."</p> + +<p>"Did he give any reason for his fancy?" asked Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"Only his treatment of little Lester. He said directly he saw his way +with Lester, he knew that he was worth training in his special branch +of the profession. Fritz says Otto's fortune is made."</p> + +<p>"It was made to-day," said Otto, smiling; at which all the others could +not help smiling too.</p> + +<p>"When do they sail?" asked Gertrude, partly because she was very +desirous of knowing, and partly to turn the subject.</p> + +<p>"Ah," said Otto, "I have not told you that! The fact is, I can hardly +bear to think of it. Yet it must be said."</p> + +<p>"And it is—" said Gertrude, while her heart sank at the long parting. +Her life had seemed nothing but partings lately.</p> + +<p>"On Wednesday."</p> + +<p>"We can bear it!" she said, looking up. "We have so much now."</p> + +<p>Otto did not answer. He had turned to the window, but after a moment he +came back.</p> + +<p>"When must you go, dear Gertrude?"</p> + +<p>"I ought to be at home by seven, I thought. They did not name a time, +but as Mrs. Shaddock is ill, and little Randall very poorly too—"</p> + +<p>"And shall I be able to see you again? Gertrude, do not shake your +head—surely when they hear all they will spare you?"</p> + +<p>"They have been so kind already," said Gertrude, "but, Otto—"</p> + +<p>"No 'buts,'" said Otto. "I must call on Mr. Shaddock on Monday before +I go down to Lanriffe to get some of my belongings. I shall ask him to +allow you to come to Gravesend to see us off."</p> + +<p>"I can ask—" said Gertrude, hesitating. Her wishes pulled her one way, +her objection to be further troublesome another.</p> + +<p>"That will be best," said Fritz, turning to Otto. "Nobody with any +consideration would refuse such a request as that. A whole year!"</p> + +<p>The afternoon passed all too quickly. Gertrude sat and caressed little +Lester, feeling as if she could never part with him. Rose hovered over +the two as if too full of joy and sympathy to say much. Fritz paced up +and down the room watching them all, and joining in whatever was said. +Otto sat near Gertrude, content to be in her company, and to hear her +talk to her sister.</p> + +<p>At six o'clock, Gertrude said she must go, and Otto prepared to +accompany her to Hampstead.</p> + +<p>Rose did not know how to part from her. She clung to her and whispered +words of thanks and blessing, for had not Gertrude been the means of +restoring her child?</p> + +<p>"Look here, sister Gertrude," said Fritz, taking her hand, when at last +she really was going. "You tell those people that Rose and I want you +with Lester! Rose will have to have somebody to be out all day with +him, why not you? She will slave herself to death else. You tell them +so, and come home to us! I never thought of it before!"</p> + +<p>"And you must not now, dear Fritz," she answered gratefully, "indeed +you must not. I could not leave them with my work half done. It is bad +enough to think of only a year."</p> + +<p>"Well, that you will have to tell them," interposed Otto.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, "but not the other. I must stay with them a year, at +any rate, if they want me. I have Randall to win yet!"</p> + +<p>An hour after, Gertrude walked into the house, having said good-bye +to Otto; good-bye till the Wednesday which he assured her he should +arrange for, and then a long good-bye such as they did not like to +think of.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image086" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image086.jpg" alt="image086"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image087" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image087.jpg" alt="image087"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_46">CHAPTER XLVI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>NURSE'S PLAN.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>GERTRUDE stood within the threshold.</p> + +<p>She heard Conway's voice speaking in a hushed tone on the stairs, she +saw Mollie's skirts at the corner, and heard her reply In the same awed +way, and then both turned and saw her, and came quickly down to her.</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn!" Mollie whispered. "Mother has been so dreadfully ill all +the afternoon, and we have been obliged to send for the doctor. And now +he has come it is worse still, because he has seen Randall, and he says +he has the scarlet fever."</p> + +<p>"What?" asked Gertrude in a startled tone, but she had heard well +enough.</p> + +<p>"Yes," added Conway; "is it not dreadful? Father is not yet home, and +we are not to even tell mother, her heart is in such a weak state—and +Dr. Forde says either Randall must be taken somewhere to be nursed, or +we must all go away from home."</p> + +<p>They had mechanically moved into the dining-room, and stood round the +end of the table looking at each other.</p> + +<p>"Nurse says," pursued Ned, who was sitting with his lessons in his +hand, "that if she could leave mother, she would take him somewhere. +But then she cannot, or mother might die, and besides, we don't know of +any place. And it must be done in a hurry, that is the worst of it."</p> + +<p>"Where is Randall?" asked Gertrude.</p> + +<p>"He is in the nursery at the top. Nurse would not have him put to bed +till you came, because she wanted to consult you about a plan she has +thought of."</p> + +<p>"I will go to her, then. Is she up there?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—but do not go in, Miss Ashlyn; call nurse outside."</p> + +<p>"Very well, but somebody must go in, you know."</p> + +<p>She ran up-stairs, and tapped lightly at the closed door.</p> + +<p>Nurse came out at once.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Ashlyn!" she said in a low voice. "We are in trouble, and no +mistake. If his mother could be asked—but the doctor absolutely forbids +that. I have thought of one way out of it, but I hardly dare ask such a +thing. Have you ever had it, miss?"</p> + +<p>"When a child, I believe I did."</p> + +<p>That was not the thing that nurse hardly dared ask.</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn—if we could find a house—a cottage—or an empty house near +where they would take him in, could you go with him there? I know his +parents would not hear of a hospital, and I have heard of such things +being done, if I only knew where—"</p> + +<p>"You want me to find such a place and take him—to-night?"</p> + +<p>"That is the only thing I could think of," apologized nurse. "I would +go in a minute, but I should never forgive myself if my doing so caused +his mother's death. The doctor says the slightest alarm might be fatal +in her present state."</p> + +<p>Gertrude felt stunned, while nurse could do nothing but gaze anxiously +in her face. How little she knew all that was passing in her mind!</p> + +<p>"May I have five minutes to consider it?" asked Gertrude, feeling as if +all the world were turning round.</p> + +<p>She went to her room and shut the door.</p> + +<p>Slowly, with her hands pressing her forehead till it ached with the +pressure, she knelt down by the side of her bed.</p> + +<p>She could not pray; she could only think of the five minutes at her +disposal for her decision, and the numberless things which she must +decide.</p> + +<p>Wednesday! Where would be her promise to Otto to come down to Gravesend +to bid him farewell? If she were established as sole nurse to little +Randall, she would not be able to leave him to go to Gravesend?</p> + +<p>And even if she could leave him, how about carrying a chance of +infection to that out-bound vessel, which would contain so many +precious lives? How about carrying infection to that only boy whose +life was so infinitely precious to his parents? That boy whom Otto had +already undertaken to guard and cherish to the best of his ability?</p> + +<p>And then, supposing she could undergo the sacrifice of not seeing Otto +again, for whom was this sacrifice to be made? For Randall, whom in +that moment of anguish she acknowledged as having almost regarded as +her enemy!</p> + +<p>"I cannot do it," she moaned. "I cannot—it is too hard, too much. Oh, +how could nurse ask it?"</p> + +<p>And then amidst her tears she bethought herself of praying.</p> + +<p>"Lord, what wilt 'Thou' have me to do?" she whispered.</p> + +<p>If she could have asked any one's advice! If Otto could be consulted! +If he should bid her do it, would she not gladly, cheerfully?</p> + +<p>"Lord, what wilt 'Thou' have me to do?"</p> + +<p>Then she gave up all her questioning, all her disappointment, all her +anxiety into His hands, and as she knelt, a wonderful peace stole over +her.</p> + +<p>"If thine enemy—" Gertrude started at the word. Surely, surely, it +could not be that she was cherishing such a thought! "'If thine enemy +hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink.'"</p> + +<p>"O my Lord," she whispered, "I will do whatever Thou dost point out! +Thou knowest best, only let me have Thee with me, whatever it is, and +wherever I am!"</p> + +<p>She rose from her knees, and with the tears still wet on her face, she +went back to nurse.</p> + +<p>At her soft knock nurse came back, looking intently in her face.</p> + +<p>"If his father wishes it, I will do it. I believe I know a house to +which I could take him at once."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image088" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image088.jpg" alt="image088"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image089" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image089.jpg" alt="image089"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_47">CHAPTER XLVII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>THE STRANGE HOUSE AGAIN.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"WHAT does she say?" asked Conway, coming to the foot of the stairs as +Gertrude came down.</p> + +<p>"Will you come with me, Conway? I have a question to ask before I can +propose nurse's plan to your father."</p> + +<p>She moved to the front door.</p> + +<p>"Now?" asked Conway.</p> + +<p>"Yes; it will not take us long."</p> + +<p>They went out into the darkness, and Gertrude turned towards the +Strange House at once.</p> + +<p>"Here?" asked Conway, utter astonishment in his tone.</p> + +<p>"Yes; I believe Mrs. Swift will help us."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Swift came at once to the door, and, without noticing Conway in +the dark, she exclaimed the moment she saw Gertrude—</p> + +<p>"Oh, miss! Such a wonderful thing! My husband has seen a doctor, miss, +and he has told me what to do. It's bronchitis, miss; that's what it +is!"</p> + +<p>"I am very glad you were able to prevail upon him—"</p> + +<p>"It was like this, miss. There was a doctor's carriage going up and +down for ever so long this afternoon, and I watched it till I felt +nearly frantic. Then I thought, dear miss, of what you had said about +my Mighty Helper, and I did ask Him to make it all plain. Then I went +straight to my husband, and told him there was a doctor outside, and +might I call him in?"</p> + +<p>"I am so glad—"</p> + +<p>"He was awfully bad just then, and he said yes; so I told the coachman, +and presently in he came."</p> + +<p>"I am truly glad," said Gertrude again; "I hope he will soon be much +better."</p> + +<p>"I can never thank you, miss, for all you have done for me. As I have +been helped so much in this, I shall go on to other things."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Gertrude, thinking of the words which often ran through her +mind, "Because Thou hast been my help, therefore under the shadow of +Thy wings will I rejoice." "Yes, indeed, you will find it so over and +over."</p> + +<p>"It is kind of you to come in, miss—"</p> + +<p>"I did not come just now for kindness," said Gertrude, feeling that +her words were binding her at once to the plan which involved her +imprisonment for weeks, "but to ask a great favour."</p> + +<p>"A favour of 'me,' miss?"</p> + +<p>Then Gertrude briefly explained the case, and made her request, which +was, supposing of course that Mr. Shaddock approved the plan when he +heard it, that Mrs. Swift should lend them two rooms in which to nurse +little Randall, and help her by cleaning and cooking for her, and by +communicating with the outward world for her.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Swift ran to ask her husband, and in a few minutes came back with +her reply.</p> + +<p>And when she was gone, Conway drew nearer Gertrude, and said in a low +tone—</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn, I should like to shake hands. I do declare it is the +kindest thing I ever heard. And considering my mother's state, and +that all of us should have to turn out, nobody knows where, it is an +admirable idea. But it is asking a great deal of you!" He held out his +hand and shook hers warmly. "I feel I have not behaved to you as I +should—not been right down jolly, you know."</p> + +<p>Gertrude understood, but she only said, "Thank you, Conway," very +softly. Her heart was very full; for what would Otto feel when he +realized that they should not be able to say good-bye?</p> + +<p>Mrs. Swift returned and brought an earnest consent with her. "My +husband said, 'If we can do anything for the young lady that has been +such a comfort to you, let us do it by all means.'"</p> + +<p>So Gertrude and Conway went back.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if your father will be at home yet?" she said as they entered +their own garden.</p> + +<p>As they mounted the steps, a figure stood there holding a beautiful +bunch of flowers.</p> + +<p>"Gertrude!" said a voice.</p> + +<p>"Otto!" she responded.</p> + +<p>"I got half-way home, and then I saw these flowers, and I felt as if I +must bring them to you. I did not intend to come in."</p> + +<p>"This is Conway," said Gertrude, introducing him, "of whom you have +heard. I have come home to find great trouble. I must not ask you in, +but—"</p> + +<p>"I will leave you to speak to your friend," said Conway as the door +opened. "Mr. Leigh, we are in sad trouble; my little brother has +scarlet fever, and we dare not ask you in. Miss Ashlyn has been a +brick, and has proposed—But she will tell you."</p> + +<p>And so what Gertrude had dreaded above all things—the fear of +grieving Otto, and letting him go forth on that long voyage without a +farewell—never came to pass!</p> + +<p>In the few minutes in which they stood on the doorstep, he gave +his entire sanction to her plan. And, while making light of his +disappointment at not seeing her again, so strengthened her in what +both felt was right that she saw him finally walk away with a brave +heart.</p> + +<p>And as she carried her bunch of flowers to her own room, she could only +remember his brave, cheery words as he parted from her: "Gertrude, we +have every reason to trust our Father!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image090" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image090.jpg" alt="image090"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image091" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image091.jpg" alt="image091"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_48">CHAPTER XLVIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>RANDALL'S REQUEST.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>ON the first landing, Gertrude met Mr. Shaddock.</p> + +<p>"I have seen Conway, and he has explained all about it," he said in a +low tone. "And now nurse says the greatest thing is to get him out of +the house as quickly as possible—because of the others."</p> + +<p>"Yes," assented Gertrude; "I will collect a few of my things, and then +we will go. How shall we get him carried across to the other house?"</p> + +<p>"I can do that," said his father. "How long shall you be? Miss Ashlyn, +I cannot express all I feel for your self-denying kindness. If it were +not for my wife, I would not permit it. But if she were to miss all the +children, or even nurse, I do not know what would be the consequence."</p> + +<p>"I quite understand all that," said Gertrude, "and indeed I am glad to +be able to help you."</p> + +<p>For an instant her voice trembled; she thought of herself banished from +all she loved, shut up with one who would rather have dispensed with +her help or company. But it was only for a moment.</p> + +<p>Otto's words came back with a sense of strength. "It is quite right," +he had said.</p> + +<p>And, remembering this, she had looked up once more.</p> + +<p>"I shall not be much more than five minutes. Will you tell nurse so, +and ask her to get Randall ready?"</p> + +<p>In less than half an hour a heavy bundle, muffled in a blanket, was +carried down-stairs. And then the door of the Strange House opened, +and Mr. Shaddock deposited his little son on the horsehair sofa in the +kitchen, and turned to look into Mrs. Swift's face.</p> + +<p>"I have not done as much as I could have wished," she said, addressing +Gertrude, "but the dear little boy's bed is ready, and I have lighted a +fire up there. Dear miss, I will make you as comfortable as I can."</p> + +<p>Gertrude held out her hand to Mr. Shaddock.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you had better not stay," she said, "because of the others. I +will take all the care of him that I can, and be as kind to him as—as +you were to our little Lester."</p> + +<p>"I am sure you will," said Mr. Shaddock huskily. "I will send the +doctor in, in the morning, and will speak to you, Miss Ashlyn, in the +garden every morning and evening."</p> + +<p>With a farewell touch on the head to his little son, and a smothered +"God bless you," he turned away at last, and Gertrude was left in +charge.</p> + +<p>She and Mrs. Swift lifted poor little Randall to his room, and +then they set about making him comfortable, unpacking nurse's +thoughtfully-prepared basket, and arranging all things so that he might +miss home comforts as little as possible.</p> + +<p>He was very tired and miserable, and rolled himself up under the +bedclothes directly, and would not respond to their questions. But when +Mrs. Swift had gone out to get some necessary supplies, he opened his +eyes, and seeing Gertrude's lovely bunch of flowers upon the table, +said slowly—</p> + +<p>"Where did those come from?"</p> + +<p>"From a friend."</p> + +<p>"Who?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Leigh."</p> + +<p>"Oh!"</p> + +<p>"Do you like them?"</p> + +<p>She got up to put them near enough for him to smell them.</p> + +<p>"Are they for me?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"You and I can enjoy them together."</p> + +<p>"I would rather they were mine. Can't I have them?"</p> + +<p>"Can you not share them with me?"</p> + +<p>He shook his head. "I hate sharing," he said irritably, closing his +eyes.</p> + +<p>Gertrude's heart smote her. Did she hate sharing? Why did she mind +Randall having her flowers?</p> + +<p>And then she thought of him as of one of the "little children" whom +her blessed Saviour would call to His arms and bless. Could she grudge +giving anything to one whom He would bless?</p> + +<p>But Randall seemed to sleep, and she sat in silence by him, thinking +and praying, seeing herself in a light in which she had never seen +herself before—she saw herself selfish!</p> + +<p>Would Randall never wake? How long would that heavy, restless sleep +last?</p> + +<p>Then she heard a carriage drive up. And in a minute a bell rang, and +she remembered, with a start, that she had promised to answer the door +while Mrs. Swift was out.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Shaddock directed me here to see his little boy," said a +gentleman, whom Gertrude rightly guessed was the doctor. She led +the way up-stairs, and was thankful to receive all the necessary +instructions, and to know exactly what to do.</p> + +<p>"I am to look in twice a day," he said on leaving, "and you need not +feel that the anxiety rests on you, Miss Ashlyn. You are doing these +people a great service, and you will be happy, I trust, in feeling +that."</p> + +<p>He went rapidly down-stairs, and Gertrude felt that a load had been +lifted from her shoulders.</p> + +<p>"How kind my dear Lord is to me!" she thought. "I felt as if I could +hardly bear the anticipation of this long night, and now it seems quite +different."</p> + +<p>Randall had been roused by the doctor's visit, and lay looking at +Gertrude in silence.</p> + +<p>"I wish I were in my nursery," he said at length.</p> + +<p>Gertrude rose, and brought the flowers and put them on a chair close to +his pillow. He looked at them without speaking.</p> + +<p>"They are for you, dear!" she said very quietly.</p> + +<p>"For my very own?"</p> + +<p>"For your very own!" she answered.</p> + +<p>And while he gave a little smile of pleasure, Gertrude felt that she +had given away Otto's last gift!</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image092" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image092.jpg" alt="image092"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image093" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image093.jpg" alt="image093"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_49">CHAPTER XLIX.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>WEDNESDAY.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THEN followed weary oppressed days for the little invalid, in which +Gertrude watched and tended him with untiring patience.</p> + +<p>Four very slow days, during which she knew that Otto was near, and must +be making his hasty preparations for his long journey.</p> + +<p>He and she had decided that no communication whatever must pass from +her to him, because of the nature of the illness from which Randall was +suffering, as well as the nature of the case which Otto was taking up.</p> + +<p>"If my boy took it, or any one had it on board, I should hardly be able +to forgive myself," he had said, "so we will run no risk whatever. I +can write to you every day; that will be my only comfort."</p> + +<p>"And I shall not have that comfort," she had answered sadly, "because I +can send no letter to you!"</p> + +<p>Each morning Mr. Shaddock brought messages and dainty food from the +next house, meeting Gertrude in the garden and hearing all particulars +of his little son.</p> + +<p>"My wife keeps on asking for Randall, but I have told her that he has +an infectious complaint, but is under your care, and that the doctor +sees him twice every day."</p> + +<p>"That is the greatest comfort," said Gertrude.</p> + +<p>Wednesday came at last, and with the postman another bunch of flowers +and a good-bye letter from Otto.</p> + +<p>"I felt last night as if I must come and look at you through the +window, but I am glad that I did not give way to it. I feel our duty is +plain, and though it costs us a great deal, we will try to be happy in +it."</p> + +<p>Gertrude too was glad he had not come, though all that Tuesday she had +hoped and feared alternately that he would.</p> + +<p>Now the last chance was over, and he was gone!</p> + +<p>She laid her head down on Randall's bed and wept her good-bye till she +had no tears left.</p> + +<p>The child had been very ill all night, and she and Mrs. Swift had +shared the watch, each taking half the night. To-day, however, she +fancied there was a change for the better, and she anxiously waited the +doctor's arrival to hear her hopes confirmed.</p> + +<p>She was just wiping away her tears, and was going to raise her head, +when Randall's hot little hand was put out and touched her forehead.</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn."</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Where am I? Oh, I remember! Is it morning yet? May I get up?"</p> + +<p>He tried to start up, but found himself too weak.</p> + +<p>"My flowers are very fresh this morning," he said with a little smile, +as he saw the new bunch just where the faded ones had stood.</p> + +<p>"Are they not sweet?" she answered.</p> + +<p>"Were you sorry you gave them to me?" he asked wistfully. "I think +you've been crying."</p> + +<p>"I was glad I gave them to you, dear. These are some fresh ones that +Otto sent to me to-day, because he is gone away."</p> + +<p>There was a pause. Randall lay looking at the flowers meditatively, but +he did not ask for them.</p> + +<p>"Where are the others?" he asked at last.</p> + +<p>"I have thrown them away. I could not keep them after they were faded +you know, dear, because of the scarlet fever."</p> + +<p>He assented, adding, however, "Did they fade in one night?"</p> + +<p>"You have been ill four nights, dear."</p> + +<p>"Have I? Well, I thought it was a long time! Sometimes I saw you +sitting there, and sometimes didn't know where I was. That was funny, +wasn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Very funny, but people do feel like that when they are ill."</p> + +<p>"I s'pose they do. Then sometimes I felt very cross, Miss Ashlyn, and +wished you would go away. But all the same, you seemed very kind to me, +and did not turn cross, as I am sure anybody might."</p> + +<p>"You see, I knew you were ill, and did not know what you did," she +answered gently.</p> + +<p>Again Randall was silent. He took his jelly, and bore her attentions +as if used to them. But his eyes, which before had hardly seemed to +recognize her, now were quietly looking in her face, with a look she +had never seen in them before.</p> + +<p>"Am I getting better?" he asked presently.</p> + +<p>"I think you are, dear."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad of that. I did not want to die."</p> + +<p>"When the Lord Jesus is our Saviour, it does not matter whether we live +or die," she responded. "If we live, it will be to try to please Him +and be His; if we die, we shall be glad to go to Him: as glad, Randall, +as a little tired child is to run to its mother's arms!"</p> + +<p>"I'm very tired, I think," he answered, "and I wish I could run into my +mother's arms!"</p> + +<p>"I wish you could, dear," she answered, her eyes watering with +sympathetic tears, "but though your dear mother cannot come to you +because she is ill, the Lord Jesus is always near, and loves you so +much, and will rest you so sweetly if you ask Him!"</p> + +<p>"I have never asked Him anything. Hugh has, but I always thought Hugh +was a baby."</p> + +<p>"We cannot do without Jesus," said Gertrude earnestly, "and I would +not—oh, for the world."</p> + +<p>"I see that," answered Randal wearily, "and I'm sorry I called Hugh a +cry-baby—very sorry."</p> + +<p>"Oh, are you, dear? I am so glad."</p> + +<p>"Glad?"</p> + +<p>"Glad that you are sorry for it. Now, dear, you have talked quite +enough. But just turn round on your pillow and rest your head on its +cool softness, and say to yourself, 'Jesus loves Randall! He will rest +me if I come to Him! Jesus loves me.'"</p> + +<p>The child did not answer in words. He gave one glance at her, and then +turned as she had advised, nestling his head into his pillow, as if +weary and satisfied.</p> + +<p>Whether he had taken the rest of her advice, she did not know. But from +his deep peaceful sigh as he fell asleep, she thought he had.</p> + +<p>After all, that was a happy Wednesday.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image094" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image094.jpg" alt="image094"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image095" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image095.jpg" alt="image095"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_50">CHAPTER L.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>IN THE CABINET.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>MRS. SWIFT was sitting with Randall one morning while Gertrude went +out for the constitutional which the doctor insisted on, and he had +been chatting to her about all his affairs with great volubility, she +listening, as she said to her husband afterwards, "with one ear," and +meanwhile plying her needle and thinking her own thoughts as well.</p> + +<p>"Where's Miss Ashlyn?" he asked at length.</p> + +<p>"Out for a walk, or else she's gone in to see my husband."</p> + +<p>"Is he better?" asked Randall, with interest.</p> + +<p>"Yes!—a deal better. He's better every way since Miss Ashlyn came to +see us."</p> + +<p>"Then you are glad I've been ill here?"</p> + +<p>"Very glad," answered Mrs. Swift heartily.</p> + +<p>"So am I—"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Swift looked up at him with surprise.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'm very glad," said Randall. "Do you know, all that time that my +throat was so bad, she used to read to me out of her little Bible, or +say a verse now and then, till it got right into my head. Wasn't that +funny? Now I can't forget it, and I don't want to either."</p> + +<p>"That is very nice, I'm sure, dear. What words was it that you can't +forget?"</p> + +<p>"I think she said them oftener than any others. Sometimes I'd sort of +wake up, and there she would be feeding me with little bits of ice, and +saying so softly, it didn't disturb me a bit, 'Him that cometh to Me, I +will in no wise cast out.' I've never forgotten it, now I'm better."</p> + +<p>"Those are beautiful words—she said them to me. Have you come to Jesus +too, dear, and found He speaks true?"</p> + +<p>Randall did not answer. His eyes shone, but the "yes" which he murmured +was hardly audible.</p> + +<p>"I made up my mind to tell her something yesterday," he said presently.</p> + +<p>"Miss Ashlyn?"</p> + +<p>"Yes,—I want to ask her something, and to tell her something too."</p> + +<p>"She is coming up-stairs, now," said Mrs. Swift, rising to leave the +room, "so I'll go down to my husband and repeat to him your text, dear! +It's always best to pass on good things!"</p> + +<p>Randall smiled, and as Gertrude entered, she caught the look.</p> + +<p>"What is it?" she asked brightly.</p> + +<p>"I want you to let me do something!"</p> + +<p>"To get up to-day? You may if you like; the doctor has permitted it."</p> + +<p>He shook his head. "It is not that," he said. "Only—I've got nobody but +you here, and I want you to let me call you—Gertrude!"</p> + +<p>She bent and kissed his forehead, answering softly, "If you love me +enough to wish it, I will let you, gladly, Randall."</p> + +<p>He put his two arms round her neck. "I do love you—now," he whispered.</p> + +<p>She sat down by him, still holding his hand and stroking it softly.</p> + +<p>"Do you love me—now?" he questioned with a comical little look which +made her ready to laugh and cry both at once.</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I do."</p> + +<p>"You did not always? I don't wonder, because I was very nasty. But you +didn't love me till lately, did you, Gertrude?"</p> + +<p>How could she answer? How could she acknowledge that there was a time +when this child had seemed almost an enemy? Still he was gazing in her +face expecting a reply.</p> + +<p>"I began loving you when I remembered how much Jesus loved you," she +answered at length.</p> + +<p>He pressed her hand in both his. "Ah, that was nice!" he murmured.</p> + +<p>And Gertrude saw that the love of Jesus can bind together what else +might never be bound, can make the crooked straight, and the rough +places plain; so that each one of His loved ones may boast joyfully, "I +can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me."</p> + +<p>Presently Randall started up with fresh energy.</p> + +<p>"Gertrude! Oh, how kind you are to let me call you so! Gertrude, I'm +going to tell you about the Museum that day."</p> + +<p>"Are you, dear?"</p> + +<p>A week ago the thought would have made her shiver. Now she rejoiced +that she could think of it calmly, almost without pain.</p> + +<p>"I didn't get lost—" began Randall.</p> + +<p>"I knew that, dear."</p> + +<p>"Did you? Why didn't you get me punished then? Well, I didn't get lost, +I lost myself. When Mr. Leigh left me in the doorway to go to you, I +waited till he was behind a big bit of furniture, and I just slipped +into a corner, and when no one was looking, I got into one of the old +cabinets! I could see you through the crack of the door searching about +for me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Randall!"</p> + +<p>Still he looked in her face with quiet eyes. "I did it on purpose to +annoy you—I wasn't a bit sorry, I was very glad."</p> + +<p>"But you are not now?" she said anxiously.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! Gertrude, you've been so very good to me that I ought to tell +you what made me sorry. Shall I?"</p> + +<p>Her eyes were answer enough.</p> + +<p>"It was yesterday—at least I think I was rather sorry before—but when +you told me to just say to myself, 'Jesus loves me,' all at once I +thought, how could Jesus love such a naughty, wicked little boy? And +then thought how kind He was not to cast out anybody, but to forgive +them; and then I asked Him to forgive me; and after that I was so +sorry—oh, so sorry for everything I have done wrong."</p> + +<p>And as Gertrude kissed him again, she felt more glad than she could +say. Her prayer had indeed been answered abundantly.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image096" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image096.jpg" alt="image096"></figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image097" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image097.jpg" alt="image097"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_51">CHAPTER LI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>AT LANRIFFE.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>AFTER that, Randall quickly recovered, and very soon was running about +the Strange House, and even walking in Mr. Swift's well-kept garden, +where Mr. Swift himself walked slowly round the paths, his hands in his +pockets to keep them from trying to pick up the weeds, which as yet he +was too weak to do.</p> + +<p>"Who'd think," he said to his wife, "that weeds would get ahead in +three weeks as these have done! I'm a'most ashamed to say as this +garden belongs to me."</p> + +<p>He watched the child wistfully, as day by day Randall gained strength +and grew more and more such as their own Johnnie had been. But when +his wife saw the sad look in his eyes, she would say, with unusual +gentleness, "He's in better keeping than ours, husband, and I can +hardly wish him back. There are no weeds and no sin in heaven!"</p> + +<p>When prudence permitted, and all the disinfecting was properly gone +through, the doctor advised that Randall should be taken to the seaside +before he mixed again with his brothers and sisters. So Gertrude was +allowed to write to her mother at Lanriffe, asking her to find a +cottage where they could be received. And in a very short time, she and +Randall were standing on the beach, drinking in the autumn air, and +feeling the salt spray dash in their faces from the restless sea.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashlyn prepared everything beforehand for their comfort, and, +waiting just a day to allow the sea breezes to blow upon them, she came +to see her child, who had passed through so much since they had parted +only so few weeks ago.</p> + +<p>Randall was out on the beach in front of the cottage, when Gertrude was +at last clasped in her mother's arms.</p> + +<p>There was so much to tell, and so much to ask, that at first they +seemed to have nothing to say.</p> + +<p>"My dear, you look—as if you had been a long journey, and had come back +different!"</p> + +<p>"The same in love to you," faltered Gertrude, for her mother's look was +almost more than she could bear.</p> + +<p>"Ah! Absence does not make much difference in child-love and +mother-love," answered Mrs. Ashlyn.</p> + +<p>"And your eyes?" asked Gertrude, looking lovingly in the patient face.</p> + +<p>"Not worse, my dear. I have been saving them up. Phyllis is such a +treasure now you are gone; she does everything for me."</p> + +<p>"I guessed she would."</p> + +<p>"Yes; and Otto! Directly you were gone, Otto came to me and told me he +intended to be my son."</p> + +<p>"Did he?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—not only in name, as a sort of pretence, but a son in real +earnest. He told me of his love for you, and asked my consent."</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother! And you never told me! But of course you did not."</p> + +<p>"I left him to tell his own tale. And now he is gone abroad, Phyllis +and I seem too lonely. You intend to stay in London, my child?"</p> + +<p>Did her mother speak wistfully?</p> + +<p>"I must—I think I ought; indeed, I wish it for every reason. You would +not have me leave them, mother?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashlyn did not at once reply.</p> + +<p>So Gertrude continued—</p> + +<p>"You see, mother, Mrs. Shaddock has learned to trust me, and I should +like to go back and help her. There is much to teach the children that +they have never even heard of! Hugh wants help—Mollie is so nice in +many ways, but so indulged and independent. I do really think that it +would be unkind to leave them now, after all their kindness."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashlyn did not press the matter further, and the conversation then +turned on Mrs. Shaddock's health, which Gertrude explained was not yet +satisfactory, though she was much better than she had been.</p> + +<p>"I did not know she was subject to such attacks," said Mrs. Ashlyn.</p> + +<p>"She has only had one other as serious as this," answered Gertrude, +"but many slight warnings. Poor little Randall's piece of mischief has +cost him and his mother very dear."</p> + +<p>"Have they any idea how he took this?"</p> + +<p>"We have no idea. People have suggested that there was some poison +lurking in the old cabinet where he hid himself, but I am at a loss +to guess what it could have been. He says he sat for ever so long on +a form watching for us, by a woman who had a very funny smell in her +shawl. Of course that may have been it; people are so careless about +carrying infection!"</p> + +<p>"Rose is longing to see you," said her mother, "but will wait for a day +or two. It was very kind of the Shaddocks to plan your coming here, my +dear."</p> + +<p>"They are full of such kindnesses. I never saw people so thoughtful for +others before—except you, mother; you are always everything!" she added +fondly.</p> + +<p>"You have heard from Otto?" asked her mother, returning her kiss.</p> + +<p>"He writes by every mail that he can. His letters are full of incidents +of the voyage—the strange people he meets, the amusing things they do +and say, the dogs that people bring with them, the pets they patronize, +the absurdities they perpetrate. It reads like a story, only more +interesting!"</p> + +<p>"I expect it is," said Mrs. Ashlyn, smiling.</p> + +<p>"The boy has quite taken to him, and is improving every day. How I long +to see Lester, to know if 'he' has gained anything!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image098" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image098.jpg" alt="image098"></figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_52">CHAPTER LII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>RANDALL'S RETURN.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"HERE is London!" said Randall, as the houses thickened fast, and the +fields melted as it were into brick walls and chimneys, while the +express train flew past them.</p> + +<p>"Where?" asked a girl with a beautiful face, who was sitting opposite +to Randall, looking out eagerly.</p> + +<p>Randall gave a little laugh, at which Phyllis coloured vividly.</p> + +<p>"I have never seen London, you know," she said apologetically.</p> + +<p>"It is everywhere," said Randall, waving his hand about, "all these +houses, and churches, and gardens, and factories, and Board Schools, +and everything are London!"</p> + +<p>"I see," answered Phyllis.</p> + +<p>"Never mind, Phyllis," said Rose, who was seated by her, "you will have +to be a little 'country cousin' for a few days. When you go back to +Lanriffe, you will be 'the London young lady.'"</p> + +<p>"I do not wish to be anything but what I am," said Phyllis quietly.</p> + +<p>"I wonder what Dr. Blank will say of Lester?" remarked Gertrude, +looking down at him as he nestled against her shoulder.</p> + +<p>The little boy glanced up at her as she spoke. They sometimes +fancied—was it only fancy?—that he did look up when his name was spoken.</p> + +<p>Randall and Gertrude had been at Lanriffe for more than a month, and +were now returning to spend Christmas at Hampstead.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>The weather had been unusually mild for the time of year, and Randall +had passed most of his time out of doors, catching all the air and +sunshine he could.</p> + +<p>Soon after their arrival, Rose had brought little Lester over from +Camptown on a visit to her mother and Phyllis. And Randall had found a +new delight in tending the little invalid, wheeling him about in his +easy carriage, and talking to him of what he saw around him.</p> + +<p>Those looking on so anxiously and eagerly noticed that the child was +more bright when Randall came near him, and would put out his arms to +welcome him. That even sometimes there was a movement of his lips as if +he were trying to speak; and once a rippling laugh broke from him at +one of Randall's sallies.</p> + +<p>The boy was devoted to him, and one day when they were left for a few +minutes on the beach together, he was seen to coax him from his little +carriage, and tenderly to lead him a few steps along the firm sand. By +the end of the month he had begun to run about, and each day strength +of body seemed to be coming back to him.</p> + +<p>"Randall," Gertrude had said on the last evening before they were to +return home, "you have been very, very kind to Lester, and Rose and I +love you dearly for it."</p> + +<p>Randall threw his arms round her neck.</p> + +<p>"I never was kind to anybody before, but I thought now I loved the Lord +Jesus—it seemed the only thing I could do for Him."</p> + +<p>If ever Gertrude felt happy and thankful, it was at that moment.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>So the train that bore Gertrude and Randall back to Hampstead, bore +Mrs. Ashlyn to consult an oculist, as well as Rose and Lester to see +Dr. Blank, Phyllis having been invited meanwhile to pay a visit to +Mollie Shaddock.</p> + +<p>But Rose was not to stay long in London. She was to meet her husband +from one of his frequent journeys. And after the physician had examined +little Lester, she and her mother were to return home together.</p> + +<p>Rose and Fritz had arranged to take up their abode with Mrs. Ashlyn and +Phyllis at their seaside cottage.</p> + +<p>This had been Rose's own thought.</p> + +<p>"Mother!" she had said one day. "Here am I lonely at Camptown when +Fritz is away, and there are you lonely at Lanriffe. Suppose we pack +up our furniture and come over to you? Gertrude will never come back +for more than a brief visit, because she is going to stay with her +Shaddocks till Otto comes back. And then, why, mother, Dr. Blank told +me they would be married directly, as he needs Otto so much, and he +wants to see them settled!"</p> + +<p>"But, my dear—" Mrs. Leigh had begun.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know all about the furniture and all that! Fritz and I have made +a grand calculation, and he wants you to give anything you can spare to +Otto and Gertrude, and we will bring ours to your house. He was going +to buy them some, but instead, he will put a hundred or two in the bank +for you. That will be a little help all round."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ashlyn was greatly astonished, but when she had time to think of +Fritz's plan, she liked it the more she thought of it. To have Rose and +Phyllis always near her, and to be able to cherish little Lester—well, +nothing could be nicer.</p> + +<p>And Rose had whispered "that she never need think of care any more +about money matters, because Fritz said he had enough for everybody!"</p> + +<p>So the party in the train were in very good spirits. And when they +separated, Rose and her mother to the Great Northern Hotel once +more, and Gertrude and her two young companions to Hampstead, it was +difficult to say which was the happiest or most hopeful party of the +two.</p> + +<p>When the cab stopped at the house at Hampstead, Conway sprang down the +steps to meet them.</p> + +<p>"Welcome back!" he exclaimed. "Welcome back!"</p> + +<p>And there in the hall was Mollie, ready to greet Phyllis, while Ned and +Hugh stood behind with Daisy, waiting for their turn.</p> + +<p>"How grown Randall is!" said Mrs. Shaddock, when, after tea, he stood +within her arms for the twentieth time at least. "And how different!"</p> + +<p>"I 'am' different," whispered Randall. Then, as Gertrude passed near, +he held out his hand to her and drew her close. "Am I not different, +Gertrude?"</p> + +<p>And Gertrude thankfully answered, "Yes, indeed, darling."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +THE END.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 76759 ***</div> +</body> +</html> + diff --git a/76759-h/images/image001.jpg b/76759-h/images/image001.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..05d110a --- /dev/null +++ b/76759-h/images/image001.jpg diff --git a/76759-h/images/image002.jpg b/76759-h/images/image002.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..bc80145 --- /dev/null +++ b/76759-h/images/image002.jpg diff --git a/76759-h/images/image003.jpg b/76759-h/images/image003.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..75ac667 --- /dev/null +++ b/76759-h/images/image003.jpg diff --git a/76759-h/images/image004.jpg b/76759-h/images/image004.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..4e754bf --- /dev/null +++ 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