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The others to whom +he applied were indisposed to avail themselves of an unknown ability. +The trade of bookmaking was not then as it is now, and if it had been, +it would not have suggested itself to the high-spirited and unworldly +student. Some publishers offered, it is true, a reward tempting +enough for an immoral tale; others spoke of the value of an attack +upon the Americans; one suggested an ode to the minister, and another +hinted that a pension might possibly be granted to one who would prove +extortion not tyranny. But these insinuations fell upon a dull ear, +and the tribe of Barabbas were astonished to find that an author could +imagine interest and principle not synonymous. + +Struggling with want, which hourly grew more imperious and urgent; +wasting his life on studies which brought fever to his pulse and +disappointment to his ambition; gnawed to the very soul by the +mortifications which his poverty gave to his pride; and watching with +tearless eyes, but a maddening brain, the slender form of his wife, +now waxing weaker and fainter, as the canker of disease fastened upon +the core of her young but blighted life,--there was yet a high, +though, alas! not constant consolation within him, whenever, from the +troubles of this dim spot his thoughts could escape, like birds +released from their cage, and lose themselves in the lustre and +freedom of their native heaven. + +"If," thought he, as he looked upon his secret and treasured work, "if +the wind scatter or the rock receive these seeds, they were at least +dispersed by a hand which asked no selfish return, and a heart which +would have lavished the harvest of its labours upon those who know not +the husbandman and trample his hopes into the dust." + +But by degrees this comfort of a noble and generous nature, these +whispers of a vanity rather to be termed holy than excusable, began to +grow unfrequent and low. The cravings of a more engrossing and heavy +want than those of the mind came eagerly and rapidly upon him; the +fair cheek of his infant became pinched and hollow; his wife conquered +nature itself by love, and starved herself in silence, and set bread +before him with a smile and bade him eat. + +"But you,--you?" he would ask inquiringly, and then pause. + +"I have dined, dearest: I want nothing; eat, love, eat." But he ate +not. The food robbed from her seemed to him more deadly than poison; +and he would rise, and dash his hand to his brow, and go forth alone, +with nature unsatisfied, to look upon this luxurious world and learn +content. + +It was after such a scene that, one day, he wandered forth into the +streets, desperate and confused in mind, and fainting with hunger, and +half insane with fiery and wrong thoughts, which dashed over his +barren and gloomy soul, and desolated, but conquered not! It was +evening: he stood (for he had strode on so rapidly, at first, that his +strength was now exhausted, and he was forced to pause) leaning +against the railed area of a house in a lone and unfrequented street. +No passenger shared this dull and obscure thoroughfare. He stood, +literally, in scene as in heart, solitary amidst the great city, and +wherever he looked, lo, there were none! + +"Two days," said he, slowly and faintly, "two days, and bread has only +once passed my lips; and that was snatched from her,--from those lips +which I have fed with sweet and holy kisses, and whence my sole +comfort in this weary life has been drawn. And she,--ay, she +starves,--and my child too. They complain not; they murmur not: but +they lift up their eyes to me and ask for--Merciful God! Thou didst +make man in benevolence; Thou dost survey this world with a pitying +and paternal eye: save, comfort, cherish them, and crush me if Thou +wilt!" + +At that moment a man darted suddenly from an obscure alley, and passed +Glendower at full speed; presently came a cry, and a shout, and a +rapid trampling of feet, and, in another moment, an eager and +breathless crowd rushed upon the solitude of the street. + +"Where is he?" cried a hundred voices to Glendower,--"where,--which +road did the robber take?" But Glendower could not answer: his nerves +were unstrung, and his dizzy brain swam and reeled; and the faces +which peered upon him, and the voices which shrieked and yelled in his +ear, were to him as the forms and sounds of a ghastly and phantasmal +world. His head drooped upon his bosom; he clung to the area for +support: the crowd passed on; they were in pursuit of guilt; they were +thirsting after blood; they were going to fill the dungeon and feed +the gibbet; what to them was the virtue they could have supported, or +the famine they could have relieved? But they knew not his distress, +nor the extent of his weakness, or some would have tarried and aided: +for there is, after all, as much kindness as cruelty in our nature; +perhaps they thought it was only some intoxicated and maudlin idler; +or, perhaps, in the heat of their pursuit, they thought not at all. + +So they rolled on, and their voices died away, and their steps were +hushed, and Glendower, insensible and cold as the iron he clung to, +was once more alone. Slowly he revived; he opened his dim and glazing +eyes, and saw the evening star break from its chamber, and, though +sullied by the thick and foggy air, scatter its holy smiles upon the +polluted city. + +He looked quietly on the still night, and its first watcher among the +hosts of heaven, and felt something of balm sink into his soul; not, +indeed, that vague and delicious calm which, in his boyhood of poesy +and romance, he had drunk in, by green solitudes, from the mellow +twilight: but a quiet, sad and sober, circling gradually over his +mind, and bringing it back from its confused and disordered visions +and darkness to the recollection and reality of his bitter life. + +By degrees the scene he had so imperfectly witnessed, the fight of the +robber and the eager pursuit of the mob, grew over him: a dark and +guilty thought burst upon his mind. + +"I am a man like that criminal," said he, fiercely. "I have nerves, +sinews, muscles, flesh; I feel hunger, thirst, pain, as acutely: why +should I endure more than he can? Perhaps he had a wife, a child, and +he saw them starving inch by inch, and he felt that he ought to be +their protector; and so he sinned. And I--I--can I not sin too for +mine? can I not dare what the wild beast, and the vulture, and the +fierce hearts of my brethren dare for their mates and young? One +gripe from this hand, one cry from this voice, and my board might be +heaped with plenty, and my child fed, and she smile as she was wont to +smile,--for one night at least." + +And as these thoughts broke upon him, Glendower rose, and with a step +firm, even in weakness, he strode unconsciously onward. + +A figure appeared; Glendower's heart beat thick. He slouched his hat +over his brows, and for one moment wrestled with his pride and his +stern virtue: the virtue conquered, but not the pride; the virtue +forbade him to be the robber; the pride submitted to be the suppliant. +He sprang forward, extended his hands towards the stranger, and cried +in a sharp voice, the agony of which rang through the long dull street +with a sudden and echoless sound, "Charity! food!" + +The stranger paused; one of the boldest of men in his own line, he was +as timid as a woman in any other. Mistaking the meaning of the +petitioner, and terrified by the vehemence of his gesture, he said, in +a trembling tone, as he hastily pulled out his purse,-- + +"There, there! do not hurt me; take it; take all!" Glendower knew the +voice, as a sound not unfamiliar to him; his pride returned in full +force. "None," thought he, "who know me, shall know my full +degradation also." And he turned away; but the stranger, mistaking +this motion, extended his hand to him, saying, "Take this, my friend: +you will have no need of violence!" and as he advanced nearer to his +supposed assailant, he beheld, by the pale lamplight, and instantly +recognized, his features. + +"Ah!" cried he, in astonishment, but with internal rejoicing, "ah! is +it you who are thus reduced?" + +"You say right, Crauford," said Glendower, sullenly, and drawing +himself up to his full height, "it is I: but you are mistaken; I am a +beggar, not a ruffian!" + +"Good heavens!" answered Crauford; "how fortunate that we should meet! +Providence watches over us unceasingly! I have long sought you in +vain. But" (and here the wayward malignity, sometimes, though not +always, the characteristic of Crauford's nature, irresistibly broke +out), "but that you, of all men, should suffer so,--you, proud, +susceptible, virtuous beyond human virtue,--you, whose fibres are as +acute as the naked eye,--that you should bear this and wince not!" + +"You do my humanity wrong!" said Glendower, with a bitter and almost +ghastly smile; "I do worse than wince!" + +"Ay, is it so?" said Crauford; "have you awakened at last? Has your +philosophy taken a more impassioned dye?" + +"Mock me not!" cried Glendower; and his eye, usually soft in its deep +thoughtfulness, glared wild and savage upon the hypocrite, who stood +trembling, yet half sneering, at the storm he had raised; "my passions +are even now beyond my mastery; loose them not upon you!" + +"Nay," said Crauford, gently, "I meant not to vex or wound you. I +have sought you several times since the last night we met, but in +vain; you had left your lodgings, and none knew whither. I would fain +talk with you. I have a scheme to propose to you which will make you +rich forever,--rich,--literally rich! not merely above poverty, but +high in affluence!" + +Glendower looked incredulously at the speaker, who continued,-- + +"The scheme has danger: that you can dare!" + +Glendower was still silent; but his set and stern countenance was +sufficient reply. "Some sacrifice of your pride," continued Crauford: +"that also you can bear?" and the tempter almost grinned with pleasure +as he asked the question. + +"He who is poor," said Glendower, speaking at last, "has a right to +pride. He who starves has it too; but he who sees those whom he loves +famish, and cannot aid, has it not!" + +"Come home with me, then," said Crauford; "you seem faint and weak: +nature craves food; come and partake of mine; we will then talk over +this scheme, and arrange its completion." + +"I cannot," answered Glendower, quietly. "And why?" + +"Because they starve at home!" + +"Heavens!" said Crauford, affected for a moment into sincerity; "it is +indeed fortunate that business should have led me here: but meanwhile +you will not refuse this trifle,--as a loan merely. By and by our +scheme will make you so rich that I must be the borrower." + +Glendower did hesitate for a moment; he did swallow a bitter rising of +the heart: but he thought of those at home and the struggle was over. + +"I thank you," said he; "I thank you for their sake: the time may +come,"--and the proud gentleman stopped short, for his desolate +fortunes rose before him and forbade all hope of the future. + +"Yes!" cried Crauford, "the time may come when you will repay me this +money a hundredfold. But where do you live? You are silent. Well, +you will not inform me: I understand you. Meet me, then, here, on +this very spot, three nights hence: you will not fail?" + +"I will not," said Glendower; and pressing Crauford's hand with a +generous and grateful warmth, which might have softened a heart less +obdurate, he turned away. + +Folding his arms, while a bitter yet joyous expression crossed his +countenance, Crauford stood still, gazing upon the retreating form of +the noble and unfortunate man whom he had marked for destruction. + +"Now," said he, "this virtue is a fine thing, a very fine thing to +talk so loftily about. A little craving of the gastric juices, a +little pinching of this vile body, as your philosophers and saints +call our better part, and, lo! virtue oozes out like water through a +leaky vessel,--and the vessel sinks! No, no; virtue is a weak game, +and a poor game, and a losing game. Why, there is that man, the very +pink of integrity and rectitude, he is now only wanting temptation to +fall; and he will fall, in a fine phrase, too, I'll be sworn! And +then, having once fallen, there will be no medium: he will become +utterly corrupt; while I, honest Dick Crauford, doing as other wise +men do, cheat a trick or two, in playing with fortune, without being a +whit the worse for it. Do I not subscribe to charities? am I not +constant at church, ay, and meeting to boot? kind to my servants, +obliging to my friends, loyal to my king? 'Gad, if I were less loving +to myself, I should have been far less useful to my country! And now, +now let me see what has brought me to these filthy suburbs. Ah, +Madame H----. Woman, incomparable woman! On, Richard Crauford, thou +hast made a good night's work of it hitherto!--business seasons +pleasures!" and the villain upon system moved away. + +Glendower hastened to his home; it was miserably changed, even from +the humble abode in which we last saw him. The unfortunate pair had +chosen their present residence from a melancholy refinement in luxury; +they had chosen it because none else shared it with them, and their +famine and pride and struggles and despair were without witness or +pity. + +With a heavy step Glendower entered the chamber where his wife sat. +When at a distance he had heard a faint moan, but as he had approached +it ceased; for she from whom it came knew his step, and hushed her +grief and pain that they might not add to his own. The peevishness, +the querulous and stinging irritations of want, came not to that +affectionate and kindly heart; nor could all those biting and bitter +evils of fate which turn the love that is born of luxury into rancour +and gall scathe the beautiful and holy passion which had knit into one +those two unearthly natures. They rather clung the closer to each +other, as all things in heaven and earth spoke in tempest or in gloom +around them, and coined their sorrows into endearment, and their looks +into smiles, and strove each from the depth of despair to pluck hope +and comfort for the other. + +This, it is true, was more striking and constant in her than in +Glendower; for in love, man, be he ever so generous, is always +outdone. Yet even when in moments of extreme passion and conflict the +strife broke from his breast into words, never once was his discontent +vented upon her, nor his reproaches lavished on any but fortune or +himself, nor his murmurs mingled with a single breath wounding to her +tenderness or detracting from his love. + +He threw open the door; the wretched light cast its sickly beams over, +the squalid walls, foul with green damps, and the miserable yet clean +bed, and the fireless hearth, and the empty board, and the pale cheek +of the wife, as she rose and flung her arms round his neck, and +murmured out her joy and welcome. "There," said he, as he extricated +himself from her, and flung the money upon the table, "there, love, +pine no more, feed yourself and our daughter, and then let us sleep +and be happy in our dreams." + +A writer, one of the most gifted of the present day, has told the +narrator of this history that no interest of a high nature can be +given to extreme poverty. I know not if this be true yet if I mistake +not our human feelings, there is nothing so exalted, or so divine, as +a great and brave spirit working out its end through every earthly +obstacle and evil; watching through the utter darkness, and steadily +defying the phantoms which crowd around it; wrestling with the mighty +allurements, and rejecting the fearful voice of that WANT which is the +deadliest and surest of human tempters; nursing through all calamity +the love of species, and the warmer and closer affections of private +ties; sacrificing no duty, resisting all sin; and amidst every horror +and every humiliation, feeding the still and bright light of that +genius which, like the lamp of the fabulist, though it may waste +itself for years amidst the depths of solitude, and the silence of the +tomb, shall live and burn immortal and undimmed, when all around it is +rottenness and decay! + +And yet I confess that it is a painful and bitter task to record the +humiliations, the wearing, petty, stinging humiliations, of Poverty; +to count the drops as they slowly fall, one by one, upon the fretted +and indignant heart; to particularize, with the scrupulous and nice +hand of indifference, the fractional and divided movements in the +dial-plate of Misery; to behold the refinement of birth, the masculine +pride of blood, the dignities of intellect, the wealth of knowledge, +the delicacy, and graces of womanhood,--all that ennoble and soften +the stony mass of commonplaces which is our life frittered into atoms, +trampled into the dust and mire of the meanest thoroughfares of +distress; life and soul, the energies and aims of man, ground into one +prostrating want, cramped into one levelling sympathy with the dregs +and refuse of his kind, blistered into a single galling and festering +sore: this is, I own, a painful and a bitter task; but it hath its +redemption,--a pride even in debasement, a pleasure even in woe,--and +it is therefore that, while I have abridged, I have not shunned it. +There are some whom the lightning of fortune blasts, only to render +holy. Amidst all that humbles and scathes; amidst all that shatters +from their life its verdure, smites to the dust the pomp and summit of +their pride, and in the very heart of existence writeth a sudden and +"strange defeature,"--they stand erect,--riven, not uprooted,--a +monument less of pity than of awe! There are some who pass through +the Lazar-House of Misery with a step more august than a Caesar's in +his hall. The very things which, seen alone, are despicable and vile, +associated with them become almost venerable and divine; and one ray, +however dim and feeble, of that intense holiness which, in the INFANT +GOD, shed majesty over the manger and the straw, not denied to those +who in the depth of affliction cherish His patient image, flings over +the meanest localities of earth an emanation from the glory of Heaven! + + + + +CHAPTER L. + + Letters from divers hands, which will absolve + Ourselves from long narration.--Tanner of Tyburn. + +One morning about a fortnight after Talbot's death, Clarence was +sitting alone, thoughtful and melancholy, when the three following +letters were put into his hand: + +LETTER I. + +FROM THE DUKE OF HAVERFIELD. + +Let me, my dear Linden, be the first to congratulate you upon your +accession of fortune: five thousand a year, Scarsdale, and 80,000 in +the Funds, are very pretty foes to starvation! Ah, my dear fellow, if +you had but shot that frosty Caucasus of humanity, that pillar of the +state, made not to bend, that--but you know already whom I mean, and +so I will spare you more of my lamentable metaphors: had you shot Lord +Borodaile, your happiness would now be complete! Everybody talks of +your luck. La Meronville tending on you with her white hands, the +prettiest hands in the world: who would not be wounded even by Lord +Borodaile, for such a nurse? And then Talbot's--yet, I will not speak +of that, for you are very unlike the present generation; and who knows +but you may have some gratitude, some affection, some natural feeling +in you? I had once; but that was before I went to France: those +Parisians, with their fine sentiments, and witty philosophy, play the +devil with one's good old-fashioned feelings. So Lord Aspeden is to +have an Italian ministry. By the by, shall you go with him, or will +you not rather stay at home, and enjoy your new fortunes,--hunt, race, +dine out, dance, vote in the House of Commons, and, in short, do all +that an Englishman and a gentleman should do? Ornamento e splendor +del secolo nostro. Write me a line whenever you have nothing better +to do. + +And believe me, Most truly yours, HAVERFIELD. + +Will you sell your black mare, or will you buy my brown one? Utrum +horum mavis accipe, the only piece of Latin I remember. + +LETTER FROM LORD ASPEDEN. + +My Dear Linden,--Suffer me to enter most fully into your feeling. +Death, my friend, is common to all: we must submit to its +dispensations. I heard accidentally of the great fortune left you by +Mr. Talbot (your father, I suppose I may venture to call him). +Indeed, though there is a silly prejudice against illegitimacy, yet as +our immortal bard says,-- + + "Wherefore base? + When thy dimensions are as well compact, + Thy mind as generous and thy shape as true + As honest madam's issue!" + +For my part, my dear Linden, I say, on your behalf, that it is very +likely that you are a natural son, for such are always the luckiest +and the best. + +You have probably heard of the honour his Majesty has conferred on me, +in appointing to my administration the city of ----. As the choice of +a secretary has been left to me, I need not say how happy I shall be +to keep my promise to you. Indeed, as I told Lord ---- yesterday +morning, I do not know anywhere a young man who has more talent, or +who plays better on the flute. + +Adieu, my dear young friend, and believe me, Very truly yours, + ASPEDEN. + +LETTER FROM MADAME DE LA MERONVILLE. (Translated.) + +You have done me wrong,--great wrong. I loved you,--I waited on you, +tended you, nursed you, gave all up for you; and you forsook +me,--forsook me without a word. True, that you have been engaged in a +melancholy duty, but, at least, you had time to write a line, to cast +a thought, to one who had shown for you the love that I have done. +But we will pass over all this: I will not reproach you; it is beneath +me. The vicious upbraid: the virtuous forgive! I have for several +days left your house. I should never have come to it, had you not +been wounded, and, as I fondly imagined, for my sake. Return when you +will, I shall no longer be there to persecute and torment you. + +Pardon this letter. I have said too much for myself,--a hundred times +too much to you; but I shall not sin again. This intrusion is my +last. CECILE DE LA MERONVILLE. + +These letters will probably suffice to clear up that part of +Clarence's history which had not hitherto been touched upon; they will +show that Talbot's will (after several legacies to his old servants, +his nearest connections, and two charitable institutions, which he had +founded, and for some years supported) had bequeathed the bulk of his +property to Clarence. The words in which the bequest was made were +kind, and somewhat remarkable. "To my relation and friend, commonly +known by the name of Clarence Linden, to whom I am bound alike by +blood and affection," etc. These expressions, joined to the magnitude +of the bequest, the apparently unaccountable attachment of the old man +to his heir, and the mystery which wrapped the origin of the latter, +all concurred to give rise to an opinion, easily received, and soon +universally accredited, that Clarence was a natural son of the +deceased; and so strong in England is the aristocratic aversion to an +unknown lineage, that this belief, unflattering as it was, procured +for Linden a much higher consideration, on the score of birth, than he +might otherwise have enjoyed. Furthermore will the above +correspondence testify the general eclat of Madame la Meronville's +attachment, and the construction naturally put upon it. Nor do we see +much left for us to explain, with regard to the Frenchwoman herself, +which cannot equally well be gleaned by any judicious and intelligent +reader, from the epistle last honoured by his perusal. Clarence's +sense of gallantry did, indeed, smite him severely, for his negligence +and ill requital to one who, whatever her faults or follies, had at +least done nothing with which he had a right to reproach her. It +must. however, be considered in his defence that the fatal event which +had so lately occurred, the relapse which Clarence had suffered in +consequence, and the melancholy confusion and bustle in which the last +week or ten days had been passed, were quite sufficient to banish her +from his remembrance. Still she was a woman, and had loved, or seemed +to love; and Clarence, as he wrote to her a long, kind, and almost +brotherly letter, in return for her own, felt that, in giving pain to +another, one often suffers almost as much for avoiding as for +committing a sin. + +We have said his letter was kind; it was also frank, and yet prudent. +In it he said that he had long loved another, which love alone could +have rendered him insensible to her attachment; that he, nevertheless, +should always recall her memory with equal interest and admiration; +and then, with a tact of flattery which the nature of the +correspondence and the sex of the person addressed rendered excusable, +he endeavoured, as far as he was able, to soothe and please the vanity +which the candour of his avowal was calculated to wound. + +When he had finished this letter he despatched another to Lord +Aspeden, claiming a reprieve of some days before he answered the +proposal of the diplomatist. After these epistolary efforts, he +summoned his valet, and told him, apparently in a careless tone, to +find out if Lady Westborough was still in town. Then throwing himself +on the couch, he wrestled with the grief and melancholy which the +death of a friend, and more than a father, might well cause in a mind +less susceptible than his, and counted the dull hours crawl onward +till his servant returned. Lady Westborough and all the family had +been gone a week to their seat in ----. + +"Well," thought Clarence, "had he been alive, I could have intrusted +my cause to a mediator; as it is, I will plead, or rather assert it, +myself. Harrison," said he aloud, "see that my black mare is ready by +sunrise to-morrow: I shall leave town for some days." + +"Not in your present state of health, sir, surely?" said Harrison, +with the license of one who had been a nurse. + +"My health requires it: no more words, my good Harrison, see that I am +obeyed." And Harrison, shaking his head doubtfully, left the room. + +"Rich, independent, free to aspire to the heights which in England are +only accessible to those who join wealth to ambition, I have at +least," said Clarence, proudly, "no unworthy pretensions even to the +hand of Lady Flora Ardenne. If she can love me for myself, if she can +trust to my honour, rely on my love, feel proud in my pride, and +aspiring in my ambition, then, indeed, this wealth will be welcome to +me, and the disguised name which has cost me so many mortifications +become grateful, since she will not disdain to share it." + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + + A little druid wight + Of withered aspect; but his eye was keen + With sweetness mixed,--a russet brown bedight. + THOMSON: Castle of Indolence. + + Thus holding high discourse, they came to where + The cursed carle was at his wonted trade, + Still tempting heedless men into his snare, + In witching wise, as I before have said.--Ibid. + +It was a fine, joyous summer morning when Clarence set out, alone and +on horseback, upon his enterprise of love and adventure. If there be +anything on earth more reviving and inspiriting than another, it is, +to my taste, a bright day,--a free horse, a journey of excitement +before one, and loneliness! Rousseau--in his own way, a great though +rather a morbid epicure of this world's enjoyments--talks with rapture +of his pedestrian rambles when in his first youth. But what are your +foot-ploddings to the joy which lifts you into air with the bound of +your mettled steed? + +But there are times when an iron and stern sadness locks, as it were, +within itself our capacities of enjoyment; and the song of the birds, +and the green freshness of the summer morning, and the glad motion of +the eager horse, brought neither relief nor change to the musings of +the young adventurer. + +He rode on for several miles without noticing anything on his road, +and only now and then testifying the nature of his thoughts and his +consciousness of solitude by brief and abrupt exclamations and +sentences, which proclaimed the melancholy yet exciting subjects of +his meditations. During the heat of the noon, he rested at a small +public-house about ---- miles from town; and resolving to take his +horse at least ten miles farther before his day's journey ceased, he +remounted towards the evening and slowly resumed his way. + +He was now entering the same county in which he first made his +appearance in this history. Although several miles from the spot on +which the memorable night with the gypsies had been passed, his +thoughts reverted to its remembrance, and he sighed as he recalled the +ardent hopes which then fed and animated his heart. While thus +musing, he heard the sound of hoofs behind him, and presently came by +a sober-looking man, on a rough, strong pony, laden (besides its +master's weight) with saddle-bags of uncommon size, and to all +appearance substantially and artfully filled. + +Clarence looked, and, after a second survey, recognized the person of +his old acquaintance, Mr. Morris Brown. + +Not equally reminiscent was the worshipful itinerant, who, in the +great variety of forms and faces which it was his professional lot to +encounter, could not be expected to preserve a very nice or +distinguishing recollection of each. + +"Your servant, sir, your servant," said Mr. Brown, as he rode his pony +alongside of our traveller. "Are you going as far as W---- this +evening?" + +"I hardly know yet," answered Clarence; "the length of my ride depends +upon my horse rather than myself." + +"Oh, well, very well," said Mr. Brown; "but you will allow me, +perhaps, sir, the honour of riding with you as far as you go." + +"You give me much gratification by your proposal, Mr. Brown!" said +Clarence. + +The broker looked in surprise at his companion. "So you know me, +sir?" + +"I do," replied Clarence. "I am surprised that you have forgotten +me." + +Slowly Mr. Brown gazed, till at last his memory began to give itself +the rousing shake. "God bless me, sir, I beg you a thousand pardons: +I now remember you perfectly; Mr. Linden, the nephew of my old +patroness, Mrs. Minden. Dear, dear, how could I be so forgetful! I +hope, by the by, sir, that the shirts wore well? I am thinking you +will want some more. I have some capital cambric of curiously fine +quality and texture, from the wardrobe of the late Lady Waddilove." + +"What, Lady Waddilove still!" cried Clarence. "Why, my good friend, +you will offer next to furnish me with pantaloons from her ladyship's +wardrobe." + +"Why, really, sir, I see you preserve your fine spirits; but I do +think I have one or two pair of plum-coloured velvet inexpressibles, +that passed into my possession when her ladyship's husband died, which +might, perhaps, with a leetle alteration, fit you, and, at all events, +would be a very elegant present from a gentleman to his valet." + +"Well, Mr. Brown, whenever I or my valet wear plum-coloured velvet +breeches, I will certainly purchase those in your possession; but to +change the subject, can you inform me what has become of my old host +and hostess, the Copperases, of Copperas Bower?" + +"Oh, sir, they are the same as ever; nice, genteel people they are, +too. Master Adolphus has grown into a fine young gentleman, very +nearly as tall as you and I are. His worthy father preserves his +jovial vein, and is very merry whenever I call there. Indeed it was +but last week that he made an admirable witticism. 'Bob,' said he +(Tom,--you remember Tom, or De Warens, as Mrs. Copperas was pleased to +call him,--Tom is gone), 'Bob, have you stopped the coach?' 'Yes, +sir,' said Bob. 'And what coach is it?' asked Mr. Copperas. 'It be +the Swallow, sir,' said the boy. 'The Swallow! oh, very well,' cried +Mr. Copperas; 'then, now, having swallowed in the roll, I will e'en +roll in the swallow! 'Ha! ha! ha! sir, very facetious, was it not?" + +"Very, indeed," said Clarence; "and so Mr. de Warens has gone; how +came that?" + +"Why, sir, you see, the boy was always of a gay turn, and he took to +frisking about, as he called it, of a night, and so he was taken up +for thrashing a watchman, and appeared before Sir John, the +magistrate, the next morning." + +"Caractacus before Caesar!" observed Linden; "and what said Caesar?" + +"Sir?" said Mr. Brown. + +"I mean, what said Sir John?" + +"Oh! he asked him his name, and Tom, whose head Mrs. Copperas (poor +good woman!) had crammed with pride enough for fifty foot-boys, +replied, 'De Warens,' with all the air of a man of independence. 'De +Warens!' cried Sir John, amazed, 'we'll have no De's here: take him to +Bridewell!' and so, Mrs. Copperas, being without a foot-boy, sent for +me, and I supplied her--with Bob!" + +"Out of the late Lady Waddilove's wardrobe too?" said Clarence. + +"Ha, ha! that's well, very well, sir. No, not exactly; but he was a +son of her late ladyship's coachman. Mr. Copperas has had two other +servants of the name of Bob before, but this is the biggest of all, so +he humorously calls him 'Triple Bob Major!' You observe that road to +the right, sir: it leads to the mansion of an old customer of mine, +General Cornelius St. Leger; many a good bargain have I sold to his +sister. Heaven rest her! when she died I lost a good friend, though +she was a little hot or so, to be sure. But she had a relation, a +young lady; such a lovely, noble-looking creature: it did one's heart, +ay, and one's eyes also, good to look at her; and she's gone too; +well, well, one loses one's customers sadly; it makes me feel old and +comfortless to think of it. Now, yonder, as far as you can see among +those distant woods, lived another friend of mine, to whom I offered +to make some very valuable presents upon his marriage with the young +lady I spoke of just now, but, poor gentleman, he had not time to +accept them; he lost his property by a lawsuit, a few months after he +was married, and a very different person now has Mordaunt Court." + +"Mordaunt Court!" cried Clarence; "do you mean to say that Mr. +Mordaunt has lost that property?" + +"Why, sir, one Mr. Mordaunt has lost it, and another has gained it: +but the real Mr. Mordaunt has not an acre in this county or elsewhere, +I fear, poor gentleman. He is universally regretted, for he was very +good and very generous, though they say he was also mighty proud and +reserved; but for my part I never perceived it. If one is not proud +one's self, Mr. Linden, one is very little apt to be hurt by pride in +other people." + +"And where is Mr. Algernon Mordaunt?" asked Clarence, as he recalled +his interview with that person, and the interest with which Algernon +then inspired him. + +"That, sir, is more than any of us can say. He has disappeared +altogether. Some declare that he has gone abroad, others that he is +living in Wales in the greatest poverty. However, wherever he is, I +am sure that he cannot be rich; for the lawsuit quite ruined him, and +the young lady he married had not a farthing." + +"Poor Mordaunt!" said Clarence, musingly. + +"I think, sir, that the squire would not be best pleased if he heard +you pity him. I don't know why, but he certainly looked, walked, and +moved like one whom you felt it very hard to pity. But I am thinking +that it is a great shame that the general should not do anything for +Mr. Mordaunt's wife, for she was his own flesh and blood; and I am +sure he had no cause to be angry at her marrying a gentleman of such +old family as Mr. Mordaunt. I am a great stickler for birth, sir; I +learned that from the late Lady W. 'Brown,' she said, and I shall +never forget her ladyship's air when she did say it, 'Brown, respect +your superiors, and never fall into the hands of the republicans and +atheists'!" + +"And why," said Clarence, who was much interested in Mordaunt's fate, +"did General St. Leger withhold his consent?" + +"That we don't exactly know, sir; but some say that Mr. Mordaunt was +very high and proud with the general, and the general was to the full +as fond of his purse as Mr. Mordaunt could be of his pedigree; and so, +I suppose, one pride clashed against the other, and made a quarrel +between them." + +"Would not the general, then, relent after the marriage?" + +"Oh! no, sir; for it was a runaway affair. Miss Diana St. Leger, his +sister, was as hot as ginger upon it, and fretted and worried the poor +general, who was never of the mildest, about the match, till at last +he forbade the poor young lady's very name to be mentioned. And when +Miss Diana died about two years ago, he suddenly introduced a tawny +sort of cretur, whom they call a mulatto or creole, or some such +thing, into the house; and it seems that he has had several children +by her, whom he never durst own during Miss Diana's life, but whom he +now declares to be his heirs. Well, they rule him with a rod of iron, +and suck him as dry as an orange. They are a bad, griping set, all of +them; and, I am sure, I don't say so from any selfish feeling, Mr. +Linden, though they have forbid me the house, and called me, to my +very face, an old cheating Jew. Think of that, sir!--I, whom the late +Lady W. in her exceeding friendship used to call 'honest Brown,'--I +whom your worthy--" + +"And who," uncourteously interrupted Clarence, "has Mordaunt Court +now?" + +"Why, a distant relation of the last squire's, an elderly gentleman +who calls himself Mr. Vavasour Mordaunt. I am going there to-morrow +morning, for I still keep up a connection with the family. Indeed the +old gentleman bought a lovely little ape of me, which I did intend as +a present to the late (as I may call him) Mr. Mordaunt; so, though I +will not say I exactly like him,--he is a hard hand at a bargain,--yet +at least I will not deny him his due." + +"What sort of a person is he? What character does he bear?" asked +Clarence. + +"I really find it hard to answer that question," said the gossiping +Mr. Brown. "In great things he is very lavish and ostentatious, but +in small things he is very penurious and saving, and miser-like; and +all for one son, who is deformed and very sickly. He seems to dote on +that boy; and now I have got two or three little presents in these +bags for Mr. Henry. Heaven forgive me, but when I look at the poor +creature, with his face all drawn up, and his sour, ill-tempered +voice, and his limbs crippled, I almost think it would be better if he +were in his grave, and the rightful Mr. Mordaunt, who would then be +the next of kin, in his place." + +"So then, there is only this unhappy cripple between Mr. Mordaunt and +the property?" said Clarence. + +"Exactly so, sir. But will you let me ask where you shall put up at +W----? I will wait upon you, if you will give me leave, with some +very curious and valuable articles, highly desirable either for +yourself or for little presents to your friends." + +"I thank you," said Clarence, "I shall make no stay at W----, but I +shall be glad to see you in town next week. Favour me, meanwhile, by +accepting this trifle." + +"Nay, nay, sir," said Mr. Brown, pocketing the money, "I really cannot +accept this; anything in the way of exchange,--a ring, or a seal, or-- +" + +"No, no, not at present," said Clarence; "the night is coming on, and +I shall make the best of my way. Good-by, Mr. Brown;" and Clarence +trotted off: but he had scarce got sixty yards before he heard the +itinerant merchant cry out, "Mr. Linden, Mr. Linden!" and looking +back, he beheld the honest Brown putting his shaggy pony at full +speed, in order to overtake him; so he pulled up. + +"Well, Mr. Brown, what do you want?" + +"Why, you see, sir, you gave me no exact answer about the plum-colored +velvet inexpressibles," said Mr. Brown. + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + + Are we contemned?--The Double Marriage. + +It was dusk when Clarence arrived at the very same inn at which, more +than five years ago, he had assumed his present name. As he recalled +the note addressed to him, and the sum (his whole fortune) which it +contained, he could not help smiling at the change his lot had since +then undergone; but the smile soon withered when he thought of the +kind and paternal hand from which that change had proceeded, and knew +that his gratitude was no longer availing, and that that hand, in +pouring its last favours upon him, had become cold. He was ushered +into No. 4, and left to his meditations till bed-time. + +The next day he recommenced his journey. Westborough Park, was, +though in another county, within a short ride of W----; but, as he +approached it, the character of the scenery became essentially +changed. Bare, bold, and meagre, the features of the country bore +somewhat of a Scottish character. On the right side of the road was a +precipitous and perilous descent, and some workmen were placing posts +along a path for foot-passengers on that side nearest the carriage- +road, probably with a view to preserve unwary coachmen or equestrians +from the dangerous vicinity of the descent, which a dark night might +cause them to incur. As Clarence looked idly on the workmen, and +painfully on the crumbling and fearful descent I have described, he +little thought that that spot would, a few years after, become the +scene of a catastrophe affecting in the most powerful degree the +interests of his future life. Our young traveller put up his horse at +a small inn, bearing the Westborough arms, and situated at a short +distance from the park gates. Now that he was so near his mistress-- +now that less than an hour, nay, than the fourth part of an hour, +might place him before her, and decide his fate--his heart, which had +hitherto sustained him, grew faint, and presented, first fear, then +anxiety, and, at last, despondency to his imagination and forebodings. + +"At all events," said he, "I will see her alone before I will confer +with her artful and proud mother or her cipher of a father. I will +then tell her all my history, and open to her all my secrets: I will +only conceal from her my present fortunes; for even if rumour should +have informed her of them, it will be easy to give the report no +sanction; I have a right to that trial. When she is convinced that, +at least, neither my birth nor character can disgrace her, I shall see +if her love can enable her to overlook my supposed poverty and to +share my uncertain lot. If so, there will be some triumph in +undeceiving her error and rewarding her generosity; if not, I shall be +saved from involving my happiness with that of one who looks only to +my worldly possessions. I owe it to her, it is true, to show her that +I am no low-born pretender: but I owe it also to myself to ascertain +if my own individual qualities are sufficient to gain her hand." + +Fraught with these ideas, which were natural enough to a man whose +peculiar circumstances were well calculated to make him feel rather +soured and suspicious, and whose pride had been severely wounded by +the contempt with which his letter had been treated, Clarence walked +into the park, and, hovering around the house, watched and waited that +opportunity of addressing Lady Flora, which he trusted her habits of +walking would afford him; but hours rolled away, the evening set in, +and Lady Flora had not once quitted the house. + +More disappointed and sick at heart than he liked to confess, Clarence +returned to his inn, took his solitary meal, and strolling once more +into the park, watched beneath the windows till midnight, endeavouring +to guess which were the casements of her apartments, and feeling his +heart beat high at every light which flashed forth and disappeared, +and every form which flitted across the windows of the great +staircase. Little did Lady Flora, as she sat in her room alone, and, +in tears, mused over Clarence's fancied worthlessness and infidelity, +and told her heart again and again that she loved no more,--little did +she know whose eye kept vigils without, or whose feet brushed away the +rank dews beneath her windows, or whose thoughts, though not +altogether unmingled with reproach, were riveted with all the ardour +of a young and first love upon her. + +It was unfortunate for Linden that he had no opportunity of personally +pleading his suit; his altered form and faded countenance would at +least have insured a hearing and an interest for his honest though +somewhat haughty sincerity: but though that day, and the next, and the +next, were passed in the most anxious and unremitting vigilance, +Clarence only once caught a glimpse of Lady Flora, and then she was +one amidst a large party; and Clarence, fearful of a premature and +untimely discovery, was forced to retire into the thicknesses of the +park, and lose the solitary reward of his watches almost as soon as he +had won it. + +Wearied and racked by his suspense, and despairing of obtaining any +favourable opportunity for an interview without such a request, +Clarence at last resolved to write to Lady Flora, entreating her +assent to a meeting, in which he pledged himself to clear up all that +had hitherto seemed doubtful in his conduct or mysterious in his +character. Though respectful, urgent, and bearing the impress of +truth and feeling, the tone of the letter was certainly that of a man +who conceived he had a right to a little resentment for the past and a +little confidence for the future. It was what might well be written +by one who imagined his affection had once been returned, but would as +certainly have been deemed very presumptuous by a lady who thought +that the affection itself was a liberty. + +Having penned this epistle, the next care was how to convey it. After +much deliberation it was at last committed to the care of a little +girl, the daughter of the lodge-keeper, whom Lady Flora thrice a week +personally instructed in the mysteries of spelling, reading, and +calligraphy. With many injunctions to deliver the letter only to the +hands of the beautiful teacher, Clarence trusted his despatches to the +little scholar, and, with a trembling frame and wistful eye, watched +Susan take her road, with her green satchel and her shining cheeks, to +the great house. + +One hour, two hours, three hours, passed, and the messenger had not +returned. Restless and impatient, Clarence walked back to his inn, +and had not been there many minutes before a servant, in the +Westborough livery, appeared at the door of the humble hostelry, and +left the following letter for his perusal and gratification:-- + +WESTBOROUGH PASS. + +Sir,--The letter intended for my daughter has just been given to me by +Lady Westborough. I know not what gave rise to the language, or the +very extraordinary request for a clandestine meeting, which you have +thought proper to address to Lady Flora Ardenne; but you will allow me +to observe that, if you intend to confer upon my daughter the honour +of a matrimonial proposal, she fully concurs with me and her mother in +the negative which I feel necessitated to put upon your obliging +offer. + +I need not add that all correspondence with my daughter must close +here. I have the honour to be, sir, + +Your very obedient servant, WESTBOROUGH. + +TO CLARENCE LINDEN, Esq. + +Had Clarence's blood been turned to fire, his veins could not have +swelled and burned with a fiercer heat than they did, as he read the +above letter,--a masterpiece, perhaps, in the line of what may be +termed the "d--d civil" of epistolary favours. "Insufferable +arrogance!" he muttered within his teeth. "I will live to repay it. +Perfidious, unfeeling woman: what an escape I have had of her! Now, +now, I am on the world, and alone, thank Heaven. I will accept +Aspeden's offer, and leave this country; when I return, it shall not +be as a humble suitor to Lady Flora Ardenne. Pish! how the name +sickens me: but come, I have a father; at least a nominal one. He is +old and weak, and may die before I return. I will see him once more, +and then, hey for Italy! Oh! I am so happy,--so happy at my freedom +and escape. What, ho! waiter! my horse instantly!" + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + + Lucr.--What has thy father done? + Beat.--What have I done? Am I not innocent?--The Cenci. + +Tam twilight was darkening slowly over a room of noble dimensions and +costly fashion. Although it was the height of summer, a low fire +burned in the grate; and, stretching his hands over the feeble flame, +an old man of about sixty sat in an armchair curiously carved with +armorial bearings. The dim yet fitful flame cast its upward light +upon a countenance, stern, haughty, and repellent, where the passions +of youth and manhood had dug themselves graves in many an iron line +and deep furrow: the forehead, though high, was narrow and compressed; +the brows sullenly overhung the eyes; and the nose, which was +singularly prominent and decided, age had sharpened, and brought out, +as it were, till it gave a stubborn and very forbidding expression to +the more sunken features over which it rose with exaggerated dignity. +Two bottles of wine, a few dried preserves, and a water glass, richly +chased, and ornamented with gold, showed that the inmate of the +apartment had passed the hour of the principal repast, and his +loneliness at a time usually social seemed to indicate that few olive +branches were accustomed to overshadow his table. + +The windows of the dining-room reached to the ground, and without the +closing light just enabled one to see a thick copse of wood, which, at +a very brief interval of turf, darkened immediately opposite the +house. While the old man was thus bending over the fire and conning +his evening contemplations, a figure stole from the copse I have +mentioned, and, approaching the window, looked pryingly into the +apartment; then with a noiseless hand it opened the spring of the +casement, which was framed on a peculiar and old-fashioned +construction, that required a practised and familiar touch, entered +the apartment, and crept on, silent and unperceived by the inhabitant +of the room, till it paused and stood motionless, with folded arms, +scarce three steps behind the high back of the old man's chair. + +In a few minutes the latter moved from his position, and slowly rose; +the abruptness with which he turned, brought the dark figure of the +intruder full and suddenly before him: he started back, and cried in +an alarmed tone, "Who is there?" + +The stranger made no reply. + +The old man, in a voice in which anger and pride mingled with fear, +repeated the question. The figure advanced, dropped the cloak in +which it was wrapped, and presenting the features of Clarence Linden, +said, in a low but clear tone,-- + +"Your son." + +The old man dropped his hold of the bell-rope, which he had just +before seized, and leaned as if for support against the oak wainscot; +Clarence approached. + +"Yes!" said he, mournfully, "your unfortunate, your offending, but +your guiltless son. More than five years I have been banished from +your house; I have been thrown, while yet a boy, without friends, +without guidance, without name, upon the wide world, and to the mercy +of chance. I come now to you as a man, claiming no assistance, and +uttering no reproach, but to tell you that him whom an earthly father +rejected God has preserved; that without one unworthy or debasing act +I have won for myself the friends who support and the wealth which +dignifies life,--since it renders it independent. Through all the +disadvantages I have struggled against I have preserved unimpaired my +honour, and unsullied my conscience; you have disowned, but you might +have claimed me without shame. Father, these hands are clean!" + +A strong and evident emotion shook the old man's frame. He raised +himself to his full height, which was still tall and commanding, and +in a voice, the natural harshness of which was rendered yet more +repellent by passion, replied, "Boy! your presumption is insufferable. +What to me is your wretched fate? Go, go, go to your miserable +mother: find her out; claim kindred there; live together, toil +together, rot together, but come not to me! disgrace to my house, ask +not admittance to my affections; the law may give you my name, but +sooner would I be torn piecemeal than own your right to it. If you +want money, name the sum, take it: cut up my fortune to shreds, seize +my property, revel on it; but come not here. This house is sacred; +pollute it not: I disown you; I discard you; I,--ay, I detest,--I +loathe you!" + +And with these words, which came forth as if heaved from the inmost +heart of the speaker, who shook with the fury he endeavoured to +stifle, he fell back into his chair, and fixed his eyes, which glared +fearfully through the increasing darkness upon Linden, who stood high, +erect, and sorrowfully before him. + +"Alas, my lord!" said Clarence, with mournful bitterness, "have not +the years which have seared your form and whitened your locks brought +some meekness to your rancour, some mercy to your injustice, for one +whose only crime against you seems to have been his birth. But I said +I came not to reproach, nor do I. Many a bitter hour, many a pang of +shame and mortification and misery, which have made scars in my heart +that will never wear away, my wrongs have cost me; but let them pass. +Let them not swell your future and last account whenever it be +required. I am about to leave this country, with a heavy and +foreboding heart; we may never meet again on earth. I have no longer +any wish, any chance, of resuming the name you have deprived me of. I +shall never thrust myself on your relationship or cross your view. +Lavish your wealth upon him whom you have placed so immeasurably above +me in your affections. But I have not deserved your curse, Father; +give me your blessing, and let me depart in peace." + +"Peace! and what peace have I had? what respite from gnawing shame, +the foulness and leprosy of humiliation and reproach, since--since--? +But this is not your fault, you say: no, no,--it is another's; and you +are only the mark of my stigma; my disgrace, not its perpetrator. Ha! +a nice distinction, truly. My blessing you say! Come, kneel; kneel, +boy, and have it!" + +Clarence approached, and stood bending and bareheaded before his +father, but he knelt not. + +"Why do you not kneel?" cried the old man, vehemently. + +"It is the attitude of the injurer, not of the injured!" said +Clarence, firmly. + +"Injured! insolent reprobate, is it not I who am injured? Do you not +read it in my brow,--here, here?" and the old man struck his clenched +hand violently against his temples. "Was I not injured?" he +continued, sinking his voice into a key unnaturally low; "did I not +trust implicitly? did I not give up my heart without suspicion? was I +not duped deliciously? was I not kind enough, blind enough, fool +enough and was I not betrayed,--damnably, filthily betrayed? But that +was no injury. Was not my old age turned into a sapless tree, a +poisoned spring? Were not my days made a curse to me, and my nights a +torture? Was I not, am I not, a mock and a by-word, and a miserable, +impotent, unavenged old man? Injured! But this is no injury! Boy, +boy, what are your wrongs to mine?" + +"Father!" cried Clarence, deprecatingly, "I am not the cause of your +wrongs: is it just that the innocent should suffer for the guilty?" + +"Speak not in that voice!" cried the old man, "that voice!--fie, fie +on it. Hence! away! away, boy! why tarry you? My son! and have that +voice? Pooh, you are not my son. Ha! ha!--my son?" + +"What am I, then?" said Clarence, soothingly: for he was shocked and +grieved, rather than irritated by a wrath which partook so strongly of +insanity. + +"I will tell you," cried the father, "I will tell you what you are: +you are my curse!" + +"Farewell!" said Clarence, much agitated, and retiring to the window +by which he had entered; "may your heart never smite you for your +cruelty! Farewell! may the blessing you have withheld from me be with +you!" + +"Stop! stay!" cried the father; for his fury was checked for one +moment, and his nature, fierce as it was, relented: but Clarence was +already gone, and the miserable old man was left alone to darkness, +and solitude, and the passions which can make a hell of the human +heart! + + + + +CHAPTER LIV. + + Sed quae praeclara et prospera tanti, + Ut rebus laetis par sit mensura malornm?--JUVENAL. + + ["But what excellence or prosperity so great that there should be + an equal measure of evils for our joys?"] + +We are now transported to a father and a son of a very different +stamp. + +It was about the hour of one p.m., when the door of Mr. Vavasour +Mordaunt's study was thrown open, and the servant announced Mr. Brown. + +"Your servant, sir; your servant, Mr. Henry," said the itinerant, +bowing low to the two gentlemen thus addressed. The former, Mr. +Vavasour Mordaunt, might be about the same age as Linden's father. A +shrewd, sensible, ambitious man of the world, he had made his way from +the state of a younger brother, with no fortune and very little +interest, to considerable wealth, besides the property he had acquired +by law, and to a degree of consideration for general influence and +personal ability, which, considering he had no official or +parliamentary rank, very few of his equals enjoyed. Persevering, +steady, crafty, and possessing, to an eminent degree, that happy art +of "canting" which opens the readiest way to character and +consequence, the rise and reputation of Mr. Vavasour Mordaunt appeared +less to be wondered at than envied; yet, even envy was only for those +who could not look beyond the surface of things. He was at heart an +anxious and unhappy man. The evil we do in the world is often paid +back in the bosom of home. Mr. Vavasour Mordaunt was, like Crauford, +what might be termed a mistaken utilitarian: he had lived utterly and +invariably for self; but instead of uniting self-interest with the +interest of others, he considered them as perfectly incompatible ends. +But character was among the greatest of all objects to him; so that, +though he had rarely deviated into what might fairly be termed a +virtue, he had never transgressed what might rigidly be called a +propriety. He had not the aptitude, the wit, the moral audacity of +Crauford: he could not have indulged in one offence with impunity, by +a mingled courage and hypocrisy in veiling others; he was the slave of +the forms which Crauford subjugated to himself. He was only so far +resembling Crauford as one man of the world resembles another in +selfishness and dissimulation: he could be dishonest, not villanous,-- +much less a villain upon system. He was a canter, Crauford a +hypocrite: his uttered opinions were, like Crauford's, different from +his conduct; but he believed the truth of the former even while +sinning in the latter; he canted so sincerely that the tears came into +his eyes when he spoke. Never was there a man more exemplary in +words: people who departed from him went away impressed with the idea +of an excess of honour, a plethora of conscience. "It was almost a +pity," said they, "that Mr. Vavasour was so romantic;" and thereupon +they named him as executor to their wills and guardian to their sons. +None but he could, in carrying the lawsuit against Mordaunt, have lost +nothing in reputation by success. But there was something so +specious, so ostensibly fair in his manner and words, while he was +ruining Mordaunt, that it was impossible not to suppose he was +actuated by the purest motives, the most holy desire for justice; not +for himself, he said, for he was old, and already rich enough, but for +his son! From that son came the punishment of all his offences,--the +black drop at the bottom of a bowl seemingly so sparkling. To him, as +the father grew old and desirous of quiet, Vavasour had transferred +all his selfishness, as if to a securer and more durable firm. The +child, when young, had been singularly handsome and intelligent; and +Vavasour, as he toiled and toiled at his ingenious and graceful +cheateries, pleased himself with anticipating the importance and +advantages the heir to his labours would enjoy. For that son he +certainly had persevered more arduously than otherwise he might have +done in the lawsuit, of the justice of which he better satisfied the +world than his own breast; for that son he rejoiced as he looked +around the stately halls and noble domain from which the rightful +possessor had been driven; for that son he extended economy into +penuriousness, and hope into anxiety; and, too old to expect much more +from the world himself, for that son he anticipated, with a wearing +and feverish fancy, whatever wealth could purchase, beauty win, or +intellect command. + +But as if, like the Castle of Otranto, there was something in Mordaunt +Court which contained a penalty and a doom for the usurper, no sooner +had Vavasour possessed himself of his kinsman's estate, than the +prosperity of his life dried and withered away, like Jonah's gourd, in +a single night. His son, at the age of thirteen, fell from a +scaffold, on which the workmen were making some extensive alterations +in the old house, and became a cripple and a valetudinarian for life. +But still Vavasour, always of a sanguine temperament, cherished a hope +that surgical assistance might restore him: from place to place, from +professor to professor, from quack to quack, he carried the unhappy +boy, and as each remedy failed he was only the more impatient to +devise a new one. But as it was the mind as well as person of his son +in which the father had stored up his ambition; so, in despite of this +fearful accident and the wretched health by which it was followed, +Vavasour never suffered his son to rest from the tasks and tuitions +and lectures of the various masters by whom he was surrounded. The +poor boy, it is true, deprived of physical exertion and naturally of a +serious disposition, required very little urging to second his +father's wishes for his mental improvement; and as the tutors were all +of the orthodox university calibre, who imagine that there is no +knowledge (but vanity) in any other works than those in which their +own education has consisted, so Henry Vavasour became at once the +victor and victim of Bentleys and Scaligers, word-weighers and metre- +scanners, till, utterly ignorant of everything which could have +softened his temper, dignified his misfortunes, and reconciled him to +his lot, he was sinking fast into the grave, soured by incessant pain +into moroseness, envy, and bitterness; exhausted by an unwholesome and +useless application to unprofitable studies; an excellent scholar (as +it is termed), with the worst regulated and worst informed mind of +almost any of his contemporaries equal to himself in the advantages of +ability, original goodness of disposition, and the costly and profuse +expenditure of education. + +But the vain father, as he heard, on all sides, of his son's talents, +saw nothing sinister in their direction; and though the poor boy grew +daily more contracted in mind and broken in frame, Vavasour yet hugged +more and more closely to his breast the hope of ultimate cure for the +latter and future glory for the former. So he went on heaping money +and extending acres, and planting and improving and building and +hoping and anticipating, for one at whose very feet the grave was +already dug! + +But we left Mr. Brown in the study, making his bow and professions of +service to Mr. Vavasour Mordaunt and his son. + +"Good day, honest Brown," said the former, a middle-sized and rather +stout man, with a well-powdered head, and a sharp, shrewd, and very +sallow countenance; "good day; have you brought any of the foreign +liqueurs you spoke of, for Mr. Henry?" + +"Yes, sir, I have some curiously fine eau d'or and liqueur des files, +besides the marasquino and curacoa. The late Lady Waddilove honoured +my taste in these matters with her especial approbation." + +"My dear boy," said Vavasour, turning to his son, who lay extended on +the couch, reading not the "Prometheus" (that most noble drama ever +created), but the notes upon it, "my dear boy, as you are fond of +liqueurs, I desired Brown to get some peculiarly fine; perhaps--" + +"Pish!" said the son, fretfully interrupting him, "do, I beseech you, +take your hand off my shoulder. See now, you have made me lose my +place. I really do wish you would leave me alone for one moment in +the day." + +"I beg your pardon, Henry," said the father, looking reverently on the +Greek characters which his son preferred to the newspaper. "It is +very vexatious, I own; but do taste these liqueurs. Dr. Lukewarm said +you might have everything you liked--" + +"But quiet!" muttered the cripple. + +"I assure you, sir," said the wandering merchant, "that they are +excellent; allow me, Mr. Vavasour Mordaunt, to ring for a corkscrew. +I really do think, sir, that Mr. Henry looks much better. I declare +he has quite a colour." + +"No, indeed!" said Vavasour, eagerly. "Well, it seems to me, too, +that he is getting better. I intend him to try Mr. E----'s patent +collar in a day or two; but that will in some measure prevent his +reading. A great pity; for I am very anxious that he should lose no +time in his studies just at present. He goes to Cambridge in +October." + +"Indeed, sir! Well, he will set the town in a blaze, I guess, sir! +Everybody says what a fine scholar Mr. Henry is,--even in the +servants' hall!" + +"Ay, ay," said Vavasour, gratified even by this praise, "he is clever +enough, Brown; and, what is more" (and here Vavasour's look grew +sanctified), "he is good enough. His principles do equal honour to +his head and heart. He would be no son of mine if he were not as much +the gentleman as the scholar." + +The youth lifted his heavy and distorted face from his book, and a +sneer raised his lip for a moment; but a sudden spasm of pain seizing +him, the expression changed, and Vavasour, whose eyes were fixed upon +him, hastened to his assistance. + +"Throw open the window, Brown, ring the bell, call--" + +"Pooh, Father," cried the boy, with a sharp, angry voice, "I am not +going to die yet, nor faint either; but it is all your fault. If you +will have those odious, vulgar people here for your own pleasure, at +least suffer me, another day, to retire." + +"My son, my son!" said the grieved father, in reproachful anger, "it +was my anxiety to give you some trifling enjoyment that brought Brown +here: you must be sensible of that!" + +"You tease me to death," grumbled the peevish unfortunate. + +"Well, sir," said Mr. Brown, "shall I leave the bottles here? or do +you please that I shall give them to the butler? I see that I am +displeasing and troublesome to Mr. Henry; but as my worthy friend and +patroness, the late Lady--" + +"Go, go, honest Brown!" said Vavasour (who desired every man's good +word), "go, and give the liqueurs to Preston. Mr. Henry is extremely +sorry that he is too unwell to see you now; and I--I have the heart of +a father for his sufferings." + +Mr. Brown withdrew. "'Odious and vulgar,'" said he to himself, in a +little fury,--for Mr. Brown peculiarly valued himself on his +gentility,--"'odious and vulgar!' To think of his little lordship +uttering such shameful words! However, I will go into the steward's +room, and abuse him there. But, I suppose, I shall get no dinner in +this house,--no, not so much as a crust of bread; for while the old +gentleman is launching out into such prodigious expenses on a great +scale,--making heathenish temples, and spoiling the fine old house +with his new picture gallery and nonsense,--he is so close in small +matters, that I warrant not a candle-end escapes him; griping and +pinching and squeezing with one hand, and scattering money, as if it +were dirt, with the other,--and all for that cross, ugly, deformed, +little whippersnapper of a son. 'Odious and vulgar,' indeed! What +shocking language! Mr. Algernon Mordaunt would never have made use of +such words, I know. And, bless me, now I think of it, I wonder where +that poor gentleman is. The young heir here is not long for this +world, I can see; and who knows but what Mr. Algernon may be in great +distress; and I am sure, as far as four hundred pounds, or even a +thousand, go, I would not mind lending it him, only upon the post- +obits of Squire Vavasour and his hopeful. I like doing a kind thing; +and Mr. Algernon was always very good to me; and I am sure I don't +care about the security, though I think it will be as sure as +sixpence; for the old gentleman must be past sixty, and the young one +is the worse life of the two. And when he's gone, what relation so +near as Mr. Algernon? We should help one another; it is but one's +duty: and if he is in great distress he would not mind a handsome +premium. Well, nobody can say Morris Brown is not as charitable as +the best Christian breathing; and, as the late Lady Waddilove very +justly observed, 'Brown, believe me, a prudent risk is the surest +gain!' I will lose no time in finding the late squire out." + +Muttering over these reflections, Mr. Brown took his way to the +steward's room. + + + + +CHAPTER LV. + +Clar.--How, two letters?--The Lover's Progress. + +LETTER FROM CLARENCE LINDEN, ESQ., TO THE DUKE OF HAVERFIELD. + +HOTEL ----, CALAIS. + +My Dear Duke,--After your kind letter, you will forgive me for not +having called upon you before I left England, for you have led me to +hope that I may dispense with ceremony towards you; and, in sad and +sober earnest, I was in no mood to visit even you during the few days +I was in London, previous to my departure. Some French philosopher +has said that, 'the best compliment we can pay our friends, when in +sickness or misfortune, is to avoid them.' I will not say how far I +disagree with this sentiment, but I know that a French philosopher +will be an unanswerable authority with you; and so I will take shelter +even under the battery of an enemy. + +I am waiting here for some days in expectation of Lord Aspeden's +arrival. Sick as I was of England and all that has lately occurred to +me there, I was glad to have an opportunity of leaving it sooner than +my chief could do; and I amuse myself very indifferently in this dull +town, with reading all the morning, plays all the evening, and dreams +of my happier friends all the night. + +And so you are sorry that I did not destroy Lord Borodaile. My dear +duke, you would have been much more sorry if I had! What could you +then have done for a living Pasquin for your stray lampoons and +vagrant sarcasms? Had an unfortunate bullet carried away-- + + "That peer of England, pillar of the state," + +as you term him, pray on whom could 'Duke Humphrey unfold his +griefs'?--Ah, Duke, better as it is, believe me; and, whenever you are +at a loss for a subject for wit, you will find cause to bless my +forbearance, and congratulate yourself upon the existence of its +object. + +Dare I hope that, amidst all the gayeties which court you, you will +find time to write to me? If so, you shall have in return the +earliest intelligence of every new soprano, and the most elaborate +criticisms on every budding figurante of our court. + +Have you met Trollolop lately, and in what new pursuit are his +intellectual energies engaged? There, you see, I have fairly +entrapped your Grace into a question which common courtesy will oblige +you to answer. + +Adieu, ever, my dear Duke. Most truly yours, etc. + +LETTER FROM THE DUKE OF HAVERFIELD TO CLARENCE LINDEN, ESQ. + +A thousand thanks, mon cher, for your letter, though it was certainly +less amusing and animated than I could have wished it for your sake, +as well as my own; yet it could not have been more welcomely received, +had it been as witty as your conversation itself. I heard that you +had accepted the place of secretary to Lord Aspeden, and that you had +passed through London on your way to the Continent, looking (the +amiable Callythorpe, 'who never flatters,' is my authority) more like +a ghost than yourself. So you may be sure, my dear Linden, that I was +very anxious to be convinced under your own hand of your carnal +existence. + +Take care of yourself, my good fellow, and don't imagine, as I am apt +to do, that youth is like my hunter, Fearnought, and will carry you +over everything. In return for your philosophical maxim, I will give +you another. "In age we should remember that we have been young, and +in youth that we are to be old." Ehem!--am I not profound as a +moralist? I think a few such sentences would become my long face +well; and, to say truth, I am tired of being witty; every one thinks +he can be that: so I will borrow Trollolop's philosophy,--take snuff, +wear a wig out of curl, and grow wise instead of merry. + +A propos of Trollolop; let me not forget that you honour him with your +inquiries. I saw him three days since, and he asked me if I had been +impressed lately with the idea vulgarly called Clarence Linden; and he +then proceeded to inform me that he had heard the atoms which composed +your frame were about to be resolved into a new form. While I was +knitting my brows very wisely at this intelligence, he passed on to +apprise me that I had neither length, breadth, nor extension, nor +anything but mind. Flattered by so delicate a compliment to my +understanding, I yielded my assent: and he then shifted his ground, +and told me that there was no such thing as mind; that we were but +modifications of matter; and that, in a word, I was all body. I took +advantage of this doctrine, and forthwith removed my modification of +matter from his. + +Findlater has just lost his younger brother in a duel. You have no +idea how shocking it was. Sir Christopher one day heard his brother, +who had just entered the ---- Dragoons, ridiculed for his want of +spirit, by Major Elton, who professed to be the youth's best friend. +The honest heart of our worthy baronet was shocked beyond measure at +this perfidy, and the next time his brother mentioned Elton's name +with praise, out came the story. You may guess the rest: young +Findlater called out Elton, who shot him through the lungs! "I did it +for the best," cried Sir Christopher. + +La pauvre petite Meronville! What an Ariadne! Just as I was thinking +to play the Bacchus to your Theseus, up steps an old gentleman from +Yorkshire, who hears it is fashionable to marry bonas robas, proposes +honourable matrimony, and deprives me and the world of La Meronville! +The wedding took place on Monday last, and the happy pair set out to +their seat in the North. Verily, we shall have quite a new race in +the next generation; I expect all the babes will skip into the world +with a pas de zephyr, singing in sweet trebles,-- + + "Little dancing loves we are! + Who the deuce is our papa?" + +I think you will be surprised to hear that Lord Borodaile is beginning +to thaw; I saw him smile the other day! Certainly, we are not so near +the North Pole as we were! He is going, and so am I, in the course of +the autumn, to your old friends the Westboroughs. Report says that he +is un peu epris de la belle Flore; but, then, Report is such a liar! +For my own part I always contradict her. + +I eagerly embrace your offer of correspondence, and assure you that +there are few people by whose friendship I conceive myself so much +honoured as by yours. You will believe this; for you know that, like +Callythorpe, I never flatter. Farewell for the present. + +Sincerely yours, HAVERFIELD. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI. + + Q. Eliz.--Shall I be tempted of the devil thus? + K. Rich.--Ay, if the devil tempt thee to do good. + Q. Eliz.--Shall I forget myself to be myself?--SHAKSPEARE. + +It wanted one hour to midnight, as Crauford walked slowly to the +lonely and humble street where he had appointed his meeting with +Glendower. It was a stormy and fearful night. The day had been +uncommonly sultry, and, as it died away, thick masses of cloud came +labouring along the air, which lay heavy and breathless, as if under a +spell,--as if in those dense and haggard vapours the rider of the +storm sat, like an incubus, upon the atmosphere beneath, and paralyzed +the motion and wholesomeness of the sleeping winds. And about the +hour of twilight, or rather when twilight should have been, instead of +its quiet star, from one obscure corner of the heavens flashed a +solitary gleam of lightning, lingered a moment,-- + + "And ere a man had power to say, Behold! + The jaws of darkness did devour it up." + +But then, as if awakened from a torpor by a signal universally +acknowledged, from the courts and quarters of heaven, came, blaze +after blaze, and peal upon peal, the light and voices of the Elements +when they walk abroad. The rain fell not: all was dry and arid; the +mood of Nature seemed not gentle enough for tears; and the lightning, +livid and forked, flashed from the sullen clouds with a deadly +fierceness, made trebly perilous by the panting drought and stagnation +of the air. The streets were empty and silent, as if the huge city +had been doomed and delivered to the wrath of the tempest; and ever +and anon the lightnings paused upon the housetops, shook and quivered +as if meditating their stroke, and then, baffled as it were, by some +superior and guardian agency, vanished into their gloomy tents, and +made their next descent from some opposite corner of the skies. + +It was a remarkable instance of the force with which a cherished +object occupies the thoughts, and of the all-sufficiency of the human +mind to itself, the slowness and unconsciousness of danger with which +Crauford, a man luxurious as well as naturally timid, moved amidst the +angry fires of heaven and brooded, undisturbed and sullenly serene, +over the project at his heart. + +"A rare night for our meeting," thought he; "I suppose he will not +fail me. Now let me con over my task. I must not tell him all yet. +Such babes must be led into error before they can walk: just a little +inkling will suffice, a glimpse into the arcana of my scheme. Well, +it is indeed fortunate that I met him, for verily I am surrounded with +danger, and a very little delay in the assistance I am forced to seek +might exalt me to a higher elevation than the peerage." + +Such was the meditation of this man, as with a slow, shufling walk, +characteristic of his mind, he proceeded to the appointed spot. + +A cessation of unusual length in the series of the lightnings, and the +consequent darkness, against which the dull and scanty lamps vainly +struggled, prevented Crauford and another figure approaching from the +opposite quarter seeing each other till they almost touched. Crauford +stopped abruptly. + +"Is it you?" said he. + +"It is a man who has outlived fortune!" answered Glendower, in the +exaggerated and metaphorical language which the thoughts of men who +imagine warmly, and are excited powerfully, so often assume. + +"Then," rejoined Crauford, "you are the more suited for my purpose. A +little urging of necessity behind is a marvellous whetter of the +appetite to danger before, he! he!" And as he said this, his low +chuckling laugh jarringly enough contrasted with the character of the +night and his companion. + +Glendower replied not: a pause ensued; and the lightning which, +spreading on a sudden from east to west, hung over the city a burning +and ghastly canopy, showed the face of each to the other, working and +almost haggard as it was with the conception of dark thoughts, and +rendered wan and unearthly by the spectral light in which it was +beheld. "It is an awful night," said Glendower. + +"True," answered Crauford, "a very awful night; but we are all safe +under the care of Providence. Jesus! what a flash! Think you it is a +favourable opportunity for our conversation?" + +"Why not?" said Glendower; "what have the thunders and wrath of Heaven +to do with us?" + +"H-e-m! h-e-m! God sees all things," rejoined Crauford, "and avenges +Himself on the guilty by His storms!" + +"Ay; but those are the storms of the heart! I tell you that even the +innocent may have that within to which the loudest tempests without +are peace! But guilt, you say; what have we to do with guilt?" + +Crauford hesitated, and, avoiding any reply to this question, drew +Glendower's arm within his own, and in a low half-whispered tone +said,-- + +"Glendower, survey mankind; look with a passionless and unprejudiced +eye upon the scene which moves around us: what do you see anywhere but +the same re-acted and eternal law of Nature,--all, all preying upon +each other? Or if there be a solitary individual who refrains, he is +as a man without a common badge, without a marriage garment, and the +rest trample him under foot! Glendower, you are such a man! Now +hearken, I will deceive you not; I honour you too much to beguile you, +even to your own good. I own to you, fairly and at once, that in the +scheme I shall unfold to you, there may be something repugnant, to the +factitious and theoretical principles of education,--something hostile +to the prejudices, though not to the reasonings, of the mind; but--" + +"Hold!" said Glendower, abruptly, pausing and fixing his bold and +searching eye upon the tempter; "hold! there will be no need of +argument or refinement in this case: tell me at once your scheme, and +at once I will accept or reject it!" + +"Gently," said Crauford; "to all deeds of contract there is a +preamble. Listen to me yet further: when I have ceased, I will listen +to you. It is in vain that you place man in cities; it is in vain +that you fetter him with laws; it is in vain that you pour into his +mind the light of an imperfect morality, of a glimmering wisdom, of an +ineffectual religion: in all places he is the same,--the same savage +and crafty being, who makes the passions which rule himself the tools +of his conquest over others! There is in all creation but one evident +law,--self-preservation! Split it as you like into hairbreadths and +atoms, it is still fundamentally and essentially unaltered. +Glendower, that self-preservation is our bond now. Of myself I do not +at present speak; I refer only to you: self-preservation commands you +to place implicit confidence in me; it impels you to abjure indigence, +by accepting the proposal I am about to make to you." + +"You, as yet, speak enigmas," said Glendower; "but they are +sufficiently clear to tell me their sense is not such as I have heard +you utter." + +"You are right. Truth is not always safe,--safe either to others, or +to ourselves! But I dare open to you now my real heart: look in it; I +dare to say that you will behold charity, benevolence, piety to God, +love and friendship at this moment to yourself; but I own, also, that +you will behold there a determination--which to me seems courage--not +to be the only idle being in the world, where all are busy; or, worse +still, to be the only one engaged in a perilous and uncertain game, +and yet shunning to employ all the arts of which he is master. I will +own to you that, long since, had I been foolishly inert, I should have +been, at this moment, more penniless and destitute than yourself. I +live happy, respected, wealthy! I enjoy in their widest range the +blessings of life. I dispense those blessings to others. Look round +the world: whose name stands fairer than mine? whose hand relieves +more of human distresses? whose tongue preaches purer doctrines? +None, Glendower, none. I offer to you means not dissimilar to those I +have chosen, fortunes not unequal to those I possess. Nothing but the +most unjustifiable fastidiousness will make you hesitate to accept my +offer." + +"You cannot expect that I have met you this night with a resolution to +be unjustifiably fastidious," said Glendower, with a hollow and cold +smile. + +Crauford did not immediately answer, for he was considering whether it +was yet the time for disclosing the important secret. While he was +deliberating, the sullen clouds began to break from their suspense. A +double darkness gathered around, and a few large drops fell on the +ground in token of a more general discharge about to follow from the +floodgates of heaven. The two men moved onward, and took shelter +under an old arch. Crauford first broke silence. "Hist!" said he, +hist! do you hear anything?" + +"Yes! I heard the winds and the rain, and the shaking houses, and the +plashing pavements, and the reeking housetops,--nothing more." + +Looking long and anxiously around to certify himself that none was +indeed the witness of their conference, Crauford approached close to +Glendower and laid his hand heavily upon his arm. At that moment a +vivid and lengthened flash of lightning shot through the ruined arch, +and gave to Crauford's countenance a lustre which Glendower almost +started to behold. The face, usually so smooth, calm, bright in +complexion, and almost inexpressive from its extreme composure, now +agitated by the excitement of the moment, and tinged by the ghastly +light of the skies, became literally fearful. The cold blue eye +glared out from its socket; the lips blanched, and, parting in act to +speak, showed the white glistening teeth; and the corners of the +mouth, drawn down in a half sneer, gave to the cheeks, rendered green +and livid by the lightning, a lean and hollow appearance contrary to +their natural shape. + +"It is," said Crauford, in a whispered but distinct tone, "a perilous +secret that I am about to disclose to you. I indeed have no concern +in it, but my lords the judges have, and you will not therefore be +surprised if I forestall the ceremonies of their court and require an +oath." + +Then, his manner and voice suddenly changing into an earnest and deep +solemnity, as excitement gave him an eloquence more impressive, +because unnatural to his ordinary moments, he continued: "By those +lightnings and commotions above; by the heavens in which they revel in +their terrible sports; by the earth, whose towers they crumble, and +herbs they blight, and creatures they blast into cinders at their +will; by Him whom, whatever be the name He bears, all men in the +living world worship and tremble before; by whatever is sacred in this +great and mysterious universe, and at the peril of whatever can wither +and destroy and curse,--swear to preserve inviolable and forever the +secret I shall whisper in your ear!" + +The profound darkness which now, in the pause of the lightning, +wrapped the scene, hid from Crauford all sight of the effect he had +produced, and even the very outline of Glendower's figure; but the +gloom made more distinct the voice which thrilled through it upon +Crauford's ear. + +"Promise me that there is not dishonour, nor crime, which is +dishonour, in this confidence, and I swear." + +Crauford ground his teeth. He was about to reply impetuously, but he +checked himself. "I am not going," thought he, "to communicate my own +share of this plot, but merely to state that a plot does exist, and +then to point out in what manner he can profit by it; so far, +therefore, there is no guilt in his concealment, and, consequently, no +excuse for him to break his vow." + +Rapidly running over this self-argument, he said aloud, "I promise!" + +"And," rejoined Glendower, "I swear!" + +At the close of this sentence another flash of lightning again made +darkness visible, and Glendower, beholding the countenance of his +companion, again recoiled: for its mingled haggardness and triumph +seemed to his excited imagination the very expression of a fiend! +"Now," said Crauford, relapsing into his usual careless tone, somewhat +enlivened by his sneer, "now, then, you must not interrupt me in my +disclosure by those starts and exclamations which break from your +philosophy like sparks from flint. Hear me throughout." + +And, bending down, till his mouth reached Glendower's ear, he +commenced his recital. Artfully hiding his own agency, the master- +spring of the gigantic machinery of fraud, which, too mighty for a +single hand, required an assistant,--throwing into obscurity the sin, +while, knowing the undaunted courage and desperate fortunes of the +man, he did not affect to conceal the danger; expatiating upon the +advantages, the immense and almost inexhaustible resources of wealth +which his scheme suddenly opened upon one in the deepest abyss of +poverty, and slightly sketching, as if to excite vanity, the ingenuity +and genius by which the scheme originated, and could only be +sustained,--Crauford's detail of temptation, in its knowledge of human +nature, in its adaptation of act to principles, in its web-like craft +of self-concealment, and the speciousness of its lure, was indeed a +splendid masterpiece of villanous invention. + +But while Glendower listened, and his silence flattered Crauford's +belief of victory, not for one single moment did a weak or yielding +desire creep around his heart. Subtly as the scheme was varnished, +and scarce a tithe of its comprehensive enormity unfolded, the strong +and acute mind of one long accustomed to unravel sophistry and gaze on +the loveliness of truth, saw at once that the scheme proposed was of +the most unmingled treachery and baseness. Sick, chilled, withering +at heart, Glendower leaned against the damp wall; as every word which +the tempter fondly imagined was irresistibly confirming his purpose, +tore away the last prop to which, in the credulity of hope, the +student had clung, and mocked while it crushed the fondness of his +belief. + +Crauford ceased, and stretched forth his hand to grasp Glendower's. +He felt it not. "You do not speak, my friend," said he; "do you +deliberate, or have you not decided?" Still no answer came. +Surprised, and half alarmed, he turned round, and perceived by a +momentary flash of lightning, that Glendower had risen and was moving +away towards the mouth of the arch. + +"Good Heavens! Glendower," cried Crauford, "where are you going?" + +"Anywhere," cried Glendower, in a sudden paroxysm of indignant +passion, "anywhere in this great globe of suffering, so that the +agonies of my human flesh and heart are not polluted by the accents of +crime! And such crime! Why, I would rather go forth into the +highways, and win bread by the sharp knife and the death-struggle, +than sink my soul in such mire and filthiness of sin. Fraud! fraud! +treachery! Merciful Father! what can be my state, when these are +supposed to tempt me!" + +Astonished and aghast, Crauford remained rooted to the spot. + +"Oh!" continued Glendower, and his noble nature was wrung to the +utmost; "Oh, MAN, MAN! that I should have devoted my best and freshest +years to the dream of serving thee! In my boyish enthusiasm, in my +brief day of pleasure and of power, in the intoxication of love, in +the reverse of fortune, in the squalid and obscure chambers of +degradation and poverty, that one hope animated, cheered, sustained me +through all! In temptation did this hand belie, or in sickness did +this brain forego, or in misery did this heart forget, thy great and +advancing cause? In the wide world, is there one being whom I have +injured, even in thought; one being who, in the fellowship of want, +should not have drunk of my cup, or broken with me the last morsel of +my bread?--and now, now, is it come to this?" + +And, hiding his face with his hands, he gave way to a violence of +feeling before which the weaker nature of Crauford stood trembling and +abashed. It lasted not long; he raised his head from its drooping +posture, and, as he stood at the entrance of the arch, a prolonged +flash from the inconstant skies shone full upon his form. Tall, +erect, still, the gloomy and ruined walls gave his colourless +countenance and haughty stature in bold and distinct relief; all trace +of the past passion had vanished: perfectly calm and set, his features +borrowed even dignity from their marble paleness, and the marks of +suffering which the last few months had writ in legible characters on +the cheek and brow. Seeking out, with an eye to which the intolerable +lightnings seemed to have lent something of their fire, the cowering +and bended form of his companion, he said,-- + +"Go home, miserable derider of the virtue you cannot understand; go to +your luxurious and costly home; go and repine that human nature is not +measured by your mangled and crippled laws: amidst men, yet more +fallen than I am, hope to select your victim; amidst prisons, and +hovels, and roofless sheds; amidst rags and destitution, and wretches +made mad by hunger, hope that you may find a villain. I leave you to +that hope, and--to remembrance!" + +As Glendower moved away, Crauford recovered himself. Rendered +desperate by the vital necessity of procuring some speedy aid in his +designs, and not yet perfectly persuaded of the fallacy of his former +judgment, he was resolved not to suffer Glendower thus easily to +depart. Smothering his feelings by an effort violent even to his +habitual hypocrisy, he sprang forward, and laid his hand upon +Glendower's shoulder. + +"Stay, stay," said he, in a soothing and soft voice; "you have wronged +me greatly. I pardon your warmth,--nay, I honour it; but hereafter +you will repent your judgment of me. At least, do justice to my +intentions. Was I an actor in the scheme proposed to you? what was it +to me? Was I in the smallest degree to be benefited by it? Could I +have any other motive than affection for you? If I erred, it was from +a different view of the question; but is it not the duty of a friend +to find expedients for distress, and to leave to the distressed person +the right of accepting or rejecting them? But let this drop forever: +partake of my fortune; be my adopted brother. Here, I have hundreds +about me at this moment; take them all, and own at least that I meant +you well." + +Feeling that Glendower, who at first had vainly endeavoured to shake +off his hand, now turned towards him, though at the moment it was too +dark to see his countenance, the wily speaker continued, "Yes, +Glendower, if by that name I must alone address you, take all I have: +there is no one in this world dearer to me than you are. I am a +lonely and disappointed man, without children or ties. I sought out a +friend who might be my brother in life and my heir in death. I found +you: be that to me!" + +"I am faint and weak," said Glendower, slowly, "and I believe my +senses cannot be clear; but a minute since, and you spoke at length, +and with a terrible distinctness, words which it polluted my very ear +to catch, and now you speak as if you loved me. Will it please you to +solve the riddle?" + +"The truth is this," said Crauford: "I knew your pride; I feared you +would not accept a permanent pecuniary aid, even from friendship. I +was driven, therefore, to devise some plan of independence for you. I +could think of no plan but that which I proposed. You speak of it as +wicked: it may be so; but it seemed not wicked to me. I may have +formed a wrong--I own it is a peculiar--system of morals; but it is, +at least, sincere. Judging of my proposal by that system, I saw no +sin in it. I saw, too, much less danger than, in the honesty of my +heart, I spoke of. In a similar distress, I solemnly swear, I myself +would have adopted a similar relief. Nor is this all; the plan +proposed would have placed thousands in your power. Forgive me if I +thought your life, and the lives of those most dear to you, of greater +value than these sums to the persons defrauded, ay, defrauded, if you +will: forgive me if I thought that with these thousands you would +effect far more good to the community than their legitimate owners. +Upon these grounds, and on some others, too tedious now to state, I +justified my proposal to my conscience. Pardon me, I again beseech +you: accept my last proposal; be my partner, my friend, my heir; and +forget a scheme never proposed to you, if I had hoped (what I hope +now) that you would accept the alternative which it is my pride to +offer, and which you are not justified, even by pride, to refuse." + +"Great Source of all knowledge!" ejaculated Glendower, scarce audibly, +and to himself. "Supreme and unfathomable God! dost Thou most loathe +or pity Thine abased creatures, walking in their dim reason upon this +little earth, and sanctioning fraud, treachery, crime, upon a +principle borrowed from Thy laws? Oh! when, when will Thy full light +of wisdom travel down to us, and guilt and sorrow, and this world's +evil mysteries, roll away like vapours before the blaze?" + +"I do not hear you, my friend," said Crauford. "Speak aloud; you +will, I feel you will, accept my offer, and become my brother!" + +"Away!" said Glendower; "I will not." + +"He wanders; his brain is touched!" muttered Crauford, and then +resumed aloud, "Glendower, we are both unfit for talk at present; both +unstrung by our late jar. You will meet me again to-morrow, perhaps. +I will accompany you now to your door." + +"Not a step: our paths are different." + +"Well, well, if you will have it so, be it as you please. I have +offended: you have a right to punish me, and play the churl to-night; +but your address?" + +"Yonder," said Glendower, pointing to the heavens. "Come to me a +month hence, and you will find me there!" + +"Nay, nay, my friend, your brain is heated; but you leave me? Well, +as I said, your will is mine: at least take some of these paltry notes +in earnest of our bargain; remember when next we meet you will share +all I have." + +"You remind me," said Glendower, quietly, "that we have old debts to +settle. When last I saw you, you lent me a certain sum: there it is; +take it; count it; there is but one poor guinea gone. Fear not: even +to the uttermost farthing you shall be repaid." + +"Why, why, this is unkind, ungenerous. Stay, stay,--" but, waving his +hand impatiently, Glendower darted away, and passing into another +street, the darkness effectually closed upon his steps. + +"Fool! fool! that I am," cried Crauford, stamping vehemently on the +ground; "in what point did my wit fail me, that I could not win one +whom very hunger had driven into my net? But I must yet find him; and +I will; the police shall be set to work: these half confidences may +ruin me. And how deceitful he has proved: to talk more diffidently +than a whining harlot upon virtue, and yet be so stubborn upon trial! +Dastard that I am, too, as well as fool: I felt sunk into the dust by +his voice. But pooh, I must have him yet; your worst villains make +the most noise about the first step. True that I cannot storm, but I +will undermine. But, wretch that I am, I must win him or another +soon, or I perish on a gibbet. Out, base thought!" + + + + +CHAPTER LVII. + +Formam quidem ipsam, Marce fili, et tanquam faciem honesti video: +quae, si oculis cerneretur, mirabiles amores (ut ait Plato) excitaret +sapientia.--TULLY. + +["Son Marcus, you seethe form and as it were the face of Virtue: that +Wisdom, which if it could be perceived by the eyes, would (as Plato +saith) kindle absolute and marvellous affection."] + + +It was almost dawn when Glendower returned to his home. Fearful of +disturbing his wife, he stole with mute steps to the damp and rugged +chamber, where the last son of a princely line, and the legitimate +owner of lands and halls which ducal rank might have envied, held his +miserable asylum. The first faint streaks of coming light broke +through the shutterless and shattered windows, and he saw that she +reclined in a deep sleep upon the chair beside their child's couch. +She would not go to bed herself till Glendower returned, and she had +sat up, watching and praying, and listening for his footsteps, till, +in the utter exhaustion of debility and sickness, sleep had fallen +upon her. Glendower bent over her. + +"Sleep," said he, "sleep on! The wicked do not come to thee now. +Thou art in a world that has no fellowship with this,--a world from +which even happiness is not banished! Nor woe nor pain, nor memory of +the past nor despair of all before thee, make the characters of thy +present state! Thou forestallest the forgetfulness of the grave, and +thy heart concentrates all earth's comfort in one word,--'Oblivion! +'Beautiful, how beautiful thou art even yet! that smile, that +momentary blush, years have not conquered them. They are as when, my +young bride, thou didst lean first upon my bosom, and dream that +sorrow was no more! And I have brought thee unto this! These green +walls make thy bridal chamber, yon fragments of bread thy bridal +board. Well! it is no matter! thou art on thy way to a land where all +things, even a breaking heart, are at rest. I weep not; wherefore +should I weep? Tears are not for the dead, but their survivors. I +would rather see thee drop inch by inch into the grave, and smile as I +beheld it, than save thee for an inheritance of sin. What is there in +this little and sordid life that we should strive to hold it? What in +this dreadful dream that we should fear to wake?" + +And Glendower knelt beside his wife, and, despite his words, tears +flowed fast and gushingly down his cheeks; and wearied as he was, he +watched upon her slumbers, till they fell from the eyes to which his +presence was more joyous than the day. + +It was a beautiful thing, even in sorrow, to see that couple, whom +want could not debase, nor misfortune, which makes even generosity +selfish, divorce! All that Fate had stripped from the poetry and +graces of life, had not shaken one leaf from the romance of their +green and unwithered affections! They were the very type of love in +its holiest and most enduring shape: their hearts had grown together; +their being had flowed through caves and deserts, and reflected the +storms of an angry Heaven; but its waters had indissolubly mingled +into one! Young, gifted, noble, and devoted, they were worthy victims +of this blighting and bitter world! Their garden was turned into a +wilderness; but, like our first parents, it was hand in hand that +they took their solitary way! Evil beset them, but they swerved not; +the rains and the winds fell upon their unsheltered beads, but they +were not bowed; and through the mazes and briers of this weary life, +their bleeding footsteps strayed not, for they had a clew! The mind +seemed, as it were, to become visible and external as the frame +decayed, and to cover the body with something of its own invulnerable +power; so that whatever should have attacked the mortal and frail +part, fell upon that which, imperishable and divine, resisted and +subdued it! + +It was unfortunate for Glendower that he never again met Wolfe: for +neither fanaticism of political faith, nor sternness of natural +temper, subdued in the republican the real benevolence and generosity +which redeemed and elevated his character; nor could any impulse of +party zeal have induced him, like Crauford, systematically to take +advantage of poverty in order to tempt to participation in his +schemes. From a more evil companion Glendower had not yet escaped: +Crauford, by some means or other, found out his abode, and lost no +time in availing himself of the discovery. In order fully to +comprehend his unwearied persecution of Glendower, it must constantly +be remembered that to this persecution he was bound by a necessity +which, urgent, dark, and implicating life itself, rendered him callous +to every obstacle and unsusceptible of all remorse. With the +exquisite tact which he possessed, he never openly recurred to his +former proposal of fraud: he contented himself with endeavouring to +persuade Glendower to accept pecuniary assistance, but in vain. The +veil once torn from his character no craft could restore. Through all +his pretences and sevenfold hypocrisy Glendower penetrated at once +into his real motives: he was not to be duped by assurances of +friendship which he knew the very dissimilarities between their +natures rendered impossible. He had seen at the first, despite all +allegations to the contrary, that in the fraud Crauford had proposed, +that person could by no means be an uninfluenced and cold adviser. In +after conversations, Crauford, driven by the awful interest he had in +success from his usual consummateness of duplicity, betrayed in +various important minutiae how deeply he was implicated in the crime +for which he had argued; and not even the visible and progressive +decay of his wife and child could force the stern mind of Glendower +into accepting those wages of iniquity which he knew well were only +offered as an earnest or a snare. + +There is a royalty in extreme suffering, when the mind falls not with +the fortunes, which no hardihood of vice can violate unabashed. Often +and often, humble and defeated through all his dissimulation, was +Crauford driven from the presence of the man whom it was his bitterest +punishment to fear most when most he affected to despise; and as +often, re-collecting his powers and fortifying himself in his +experience of human frailty when sufficiently tried, did he return to +his attempts. He waylaid the door and watched the paths of his +intended prey. He knew that the mind which even best repels +temptation first urged hath seldom power to resist the same +suggestion, if daily--dropping, unwearying--presenting itself in every +form, obtruded in every hour, losing its horror by custom, and finding +in the rebellious bosom itself its smoothest vizard and most alluring +excuse. And it was, indeed, a mighty and perilous trial to Glendower, +when rushing from the presence of his wife and child, when fainting +under accumulated evils, when almost delirious with sickening and +heated thought, to hear at each prompting of the wrung and excited +nature, each heave of the black fountain that in no mortal breast is +utterly exhausted, one smooth, soft, persuasive voice forever +whispering, "Relief!"--relief, certain, utter, instantaneous! the +voice of one pledged never to relax an effort or spare a pang, by a +danger to himself, a danger of shame and death,--the voice of one who +never spoke but in friendship and compassion, profound in craft, and a +very sage in the disguises with which language invests deeds. But +VIRTUE has resources buried in itself, which we know not till the +invading hour calls them from their retreats. Surrounded by hosts +without, and when Nature itself, turned traitor, is its most deadly +enemy within, it assumes a new and a superhuman power, which is +greater than Nature itself. Whatever be its creed, whatever be its +sect, from whatever segment of the globe its orisons arise, Virtue is +God's empire, and from His throne of thrones He will defend it. +Though cast into the distant earth, and struggling on the dim arena of +a human heart, all things above are spectators of its conflict or +enlisted in its cause. The angels have their charge over it; the +banners of archangels are on its side; and from sphere to sphere, +through the illimitable ether, and round the impenetrable darkness at +the feet of God, its triumph is hymned by harps which are strung to +the glories of the Creator! + +One evening, when Crauford had joined Glendower in his solitary +wanderings, the dissembler renewed his attacks. + +"But why not," said he, "accept from my friendship what to my +benevolence you would deny? I couple with my offers, my prayers +rather, no conditions. How then do you, can you, reconcile it to your +conscience, to suffer your wife and child to perish before your eyes?" + +"Man, man," said Glendower, "tempt me no more: let them die! At +present the worst is death: what you offer me is dishonour." + +"Heavens, how uncharitable is this! Can you call the mere act of +accepting money from one who loves you dishonour?" + +"It is in vain that you varnish your designs," said Glendower, +stopping and fixing his eyes upon him. "Do you not think that cunning +ever betrays itself? In a thousand words, in a thousand looks which +have escaped you, but not me, I know that, if there be one being on +this earth whom you hate and would injure, that being is myself. Nay, +start not: listen to me patiently. I have sworn that it is the last +opportunity you shall have. I will not subject myself to farther +temptation: I am now sane; but there are things which may drive me +mad, and in madness you might conquer. You hate me it is out of the +nature of earthly things that you should not. But even were it +otherwise, do you think that I could believe you would come from your +voluptuous home to these miserable retreats; that, among the lairs of +beggary and theft, you would lie in wait to allure me to forsake +poverty, without a stronger motive than love for one who affects it +not for you? I know you: I have read your heart; I have penetrated +into that stronger motive; it is your own safety. In the system of +atrocity you proposed to me, you are the principal. You have already +bared to me enough of the extent to which that system reaches to +convince me that a single miscreant, however ingenious, cannot, +unassisted, support it with impunity. You want help: I am he in whom +you have dared to believe that you could find it. You are detected; +now be undeceived!" + +"Is it so?" said Crauford; and as he saw that it was no longer +possible to feign, the poison of his heart broke forth in its full +venom. The fiend rose from the reptile, and stood exposed in its +natural shape. Returning Glendower's stern but lofty gaze with an eye +to which all evil passions lent their unholy fire, he repeated, "Is it +so? then you are more penetrating than I thought; but it is +indifferent to me. It was for your sake, not mine, most righteous +man, that I wished you might have a disguise to satisfy the modesty of +your punctilios. It is all one to Richard Crauford whether you go +blindfold or with open eyes into his snare. Go you must, and shall. +Ay, frowns will not awe me. You have desired the truth: you shall +have it. You are right: I hate you,--hate you with a soul whose force +of hatred you cannot dream of. Your pride, your stubbornness, your +coldness of heart, which things that would stir the blood of beggars +cannot warm; your icy and passionless virtue,--I hate, I hate all! +You are right also, most wise inquisitor, in supposing that in the +scheme proposed to you, I am the principal: I am! You were to be the +tool, and shall. I have offered you mild inducements,--pleas to +soothe the technicalities of your conscience: you have rejected them; +be it so. Now choose between my first offer and the gibbet. Ay, the +gibbet! That night on which we made the appointment which shall not +yet be in vain,--on that night you stopped me in the street; you +demanded money; you robbed me; I will swear; I will prove it. Now, +then, tremble, man of morality: dupe of your own strength, you are in +my power; tremble! Yet in my safety is your escape: I am generous. I +repeat my original offer,--wealth, as great as you will demand, or-- +the gibbet, the gibbet: do I speak loud enough? do you hear?" + +"Poor fool!" said Glendower, laughing scornfully and moving away. But +when Crauford, partly in mockery, partly in menace, placed his hand +upon Glendower's shoulder, as if to stop him, the touch seemed to +change his mood from scorn to fury; turning abruptly round, he seized +the villain's throat with a giant's strength, and cried out, while his +whole countenance worked beneath the tempestuous wrath within, "What +if I squeeze out thy poisonous life from thee this moment!" and then +once more bursting into a withering laughter, as he surveyed the +terror which he had excited, he added, "No, no: thou art too vile!" +and, dashing the hypocrite against the wall of a neighbouring house, +he strode away. + +Recovering himself slowly, and trembling with rage and fear, Crauford +gazed round, expecting yet to find he had sported too far with the +passions he had sought to control. When, however, he had fully +satisfied himself that Glendower was gone, all his wrathful and angry +feelings returned with redoubled force. But their most biting torture +was the consciousness of their impotence. For after the first +paroxysm of rage had subsided he saw, too clearly, that his threat +could not be executed without incurring the most imminent danger of +discovery. High as his character stood, it was possible that no +charge against him might excite suspicion, but a word might cause +inquiry, and inquiry would be ruin. Forced, therefore, to stomach his +failure, his indignation, his shame, his hatred, and his vengeance, +his own heart became a punishment almost adequate to his vices. + +"But my foe will die," said he, clinching his fist so firmly that the +nails almost brought blood from the palm; "he will starve, famish, and +see them--his wife, his child--perish first! I shall have my triumph, +though I shall not witness it. But now, away to my villa: there, at +least, will be some one whom I can mock and beat and trample, if I +will! Would--would--would that I were that very man, destitute as he +is! His neck, at least, is safe: if he dies, it will not be upon the +gallows, nor among the hootings of the mob! Oh, horror! horror! What +are my villa, my wine, my women, with that black thought ever +following me like a shadow? Who, who while an avalanche is sailing +over him, who would sit down to feast?" + +Leaving this man to shun or be overtaken by Fate, we return to +Glendower. It is needless to say that Crauford visited him no more; +and, indeed, shortly afterwards Glendower again changed his home. But +every day and every hour brought new strength to the disease which was +creeping and burning through the veins of the devoted wife; and +Glendower, who saw on earth nothing before them but a jail, from which +as yet they had been miraculously delivered, repined not as he beheld +her approach to a gentler and benigner home. Often he sat, as she was +bending over their child, and gazed upon her cheek with an insane and +fearful joy at the characters which consumption had there engraved; +but when she turned towards him her fond eyes (those deep wells of +love, in which truth lay hid, and which neither languor nor disease +could exhaust), the unnatural hardness of his heart melted away, and +he would rush from the house, to give vent to an agony against which +fortitude and manhood were in vain. + +There was no hope for their distress. His wife had, unknown to +Glendower (for she dreaded his pride), written several times to a +relation, who, though distant, was still the nearest in blood which +fate had spared her, but ineffectually; the scions of a large and +illegitimate family, which surrounded him, utterly prevented the +success, and generally interrupted the application, of any claimant on +his riches but themselves. Glendower, whose temper had ever kept him +aloof from all but the commonest acquaintances, knew no human being to +apply to. Utterly unable to avail himself of the mine which his +knowledge and talents should have proved; sick, and despondent at +heart, and debarred by the loftiness of honour, or rather principle +that nothing could quell, from any unlawful means of earning bread, +which to most minds would have been rendered excusable by the urgency +of nature,--Glendower marked the days drag on in dull and protracted +despair, and envied every corpse that he saw borne to the asylum in +which all earth's hopes seemed centred and confined. + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII. + + For ours was not like earthly love. + And must this parting be our very last? + No! I shall love thee still when death itself is past. + . . . . . . + Hush'd were his Gertrude's lips! but still their bland + And beautiful expression seem'd to melt + With love that could not die! and still his hand + She presses to the heart, no more that felt. + Ah, heart! where once each fond affection dwelt. + CAMPBELL. + +"I wonder," said Mr. Brown to himself, as he spurred his shaggy pony +to a speed very unusual to the steady habits of either party, "I wonder +where I shall find him. I would not for the late Lady Waddilove's +best diamond cross have any body forestall me in the news. To think +of my young master dying so soon after my last visit, or rather my +last visit but one; and to think of the old gentleman taking on so, +and raving about his injustice to the rightful possessor, and saying +that he is justly punished, and asking me so eagerly if I could +discover the retreat of the late squire, and believing me so +implicitly when I undertook to do it, and giving me this letter!" And +here Mr. Brown wistfully examined an epistle sealed with black wax, +peeping into the corners, which irritated rather than satisfied his +curiosity. "I wonder what the old gentleman says in it; I suppose he +will, of course, give up the estate and house. Let me see; that long +picture gallery, just built, will, at all events, want furnishing. +That would be a famous opportunity to get rid of the Indian jars, and +the sofas, and the great Turkey carpet. How lucky that I should just +have come in time to get the letter. But let me consider how I shall +find out?--an advertisement in the paper? Ah! that's the plan. +'Algernon Mordaunt, Esq.: something greatly to his advantage; apply to +Mr. Brown, etc.' Ah! that will do well, very well. The Turkey carpet +won't be quite long enough. I wish I had discovered Mr. Mordaunt's +address before, and lent him some money during the young gentleman's +life: it would have seemed more generous. However, I can offer it +now, before I show the letter. Bless me, it's getting dark. Come, +Dobbin, ye-up!" Such were the meditations of the faithful friend of +the late Lady Waddilove, as he hastened to London, charged with the +task of discovering Mordaunt and with the delivery of the following +epistle:-- + +You are now, sir, the heir to that property which, some years ago, +passed from your hands into mine. My son, for whom alone wealth or I +may say life was valuable to me, is no more. I only, an old, +childless man, stand between you and the estates of Mordaunt. Do not +wait for my death to enjoy them. I cannot live here, where everything +reminds me of my great and irreparable loss. I shall remove next +month into another home. Consider this, then, as once more yours. +The house, I believe, you will not find disimproved by my alterations: +the mortgages on the estate have been paid off; the former rental you +will perhaps allow my steward to account to you for, and after my +death the present one will be yours. I am informed that you are a +proud man, and not likely to receive favours. Be it so, sir! it is no +favour you will receive, but justice; there are circumstances +connected with my treaty with your father which have of late vexed my +conscience; and conscience, sir, must be satisfied at any loss. But +we shall meet, perhaps, and talk over the past; at present I will not +enlarge on it. If you have suffered by me, I am sufficiently +punished, and my only hope is to repair your losses. + +I am, etc., H. VAVASOUR MORDAUNT. + +Such was the letter, so important to Mordaunt, with which our worthy +friend was charged. Bowed to the dust as Vavasour was by the loss of +his son, and open to conscience as affliction had made him, he had +lived too long for effect, not to be susceptible to its influence, +even to the last. Amidst all his grief, and it was intense, there were +some whispers of self-exaltation at the thought of the eclat which his +generosity and abdication would excite; and, with true worldly +morality, the hoped-for plaudits of others gave a triumph rather than +humiliation to his reconcilement with himself. + +To say truth, there were indeed circumstances connected with his +treaty with Mordaunt's father calculated to vex his conscience. He +knew that he had not only taken great advantage of Mr. Mordaunt's +distress, but that at his instigation a paper which could forever have +prevented Mr. Mordaunt's sale of the property, had been destroyed. +These circumstances, during the life of his son, he had endeavoured to +forget or to palliate. But grief is rarely deaf to remorse; and at +the death of that idolized son the voice at his heart grew imperious, +and he lost the power in losing the motive of reasoning it away. + +Mr. Brown's advertisement was unanswered; and, with the zeal and +patience of the Christian proselyte's tribe and calling, the good man +commenced, in person, a most elaborate and painstaking research. For +a long time, his endeavours were so ineffectual that Mr. Brown, in +despair, disposed of the two Indian jars for half their value, and +heaved a despondent sigh, whenever he saw the great Turkey carpet +rolled up in his warehouse with as much obstinacy as if it never meant +to unroll itself again. + +At last, however, by dint of indefatigable and minute investigation, +he ascertained that the object of his search had resided in London, +under a feigned name; from lodging to lodging, and corner to corner, +he tracked him, till at length he made himself master of Mordaunt's +present retreat. A joyful look did Mr. Brown cast at the great Turkey +carpet, as he passed by it, on his way to his street door, on the +morning of his intended visit to Mordaunt. "It is a fine thing to +have a good heart," said he, in the true style of Sir Christopher +Findlater, and he again eyed the Turkey carpet. "I really feel quite +happy at the thought of the pleasure I shall give." + +After a walk through as many obscure and filthy wynds and lanes and +alleys and courts as ever were threaded by some humble fugitive from +justice, the patient Morris came to a sort of court, situated among +the miserable hovels in the vicinity of the Tower. He paused +wonderingly at a dwelling in which every window was broken, and where +the tiles, torn from the roof, lay scattered in forlorn confusion +beside the door; where the dingy bricks looked crumbling away, from +very age and rottenness, and the fabric, which was of great antiquity, +seemed so rocking and infirm that the eye looked upon its distorted +and overhanging position with a sensation of pain and dread; where the +very rats had deserted their loathsome cells from the insecurity of +their tenure, and the ragged mothers of the abject neighbourhood +forbade their brawling children to wander under the threatening walls, +lest they should keep the promise of their mouldering aspect, and, +falling, bare to the obstructed and sickly day the secrets of their +prison-house. Girt with the foul and reeking lairs of that extreme +destitution which necessity urges irresistibly into guilt, and +excluded, by filthy alleys and an eternal atmosphere of smoke and rank +vapour, from the blessed sun and the pure air of heaven, the miserable +mansion seemed set apart for every disease to couch within,--too +perilous even for the hunted criminal; too dreary even for the beggar +to prefer it to the bare hedge, or the inhospitable porch, beneath +whose mockery of shelter the frost of winter had so often numbed him +into sleep. + +Thrice did the heavy and silver-headed cane of Mr. Brown resound upon +the door, over which was a curious carving of a lion dormant, and a +date, of which only the two numbers 15 were discernable. Roused by a +note so unusual, and an apparition so unwontedly smug as the worthy +Morris, a whole legion of dingy and smoke-dried brats, came trooping +from the surrounding huts, and with many an elvish cry, and strange +oath, and cabalistic word, which thrilled the respectable marrow of +Mr. Brown, they collected in a gaping, and, to his alarmed eye, a +menacing group, as near to the house as their fears and parents would +permit them. + +"It is very dangerous," thought Mr. Brown, looking shiveringly up at +the hanging and tottering roof, "and very appalling," as he turned to +the ragged crowd of infant reprobates which began with every moment to +increase. At last he summoned courage, and inquired, in a tone half +soothing and half dignified, if they could inform him how to obtain +admittance or how to arouse the inhabitants. + +An old crone, leaning out of an opposite window, with matted hair +hanging over a begrimed and shrivelled countenance, made answer. "No +one," she said, in her peculiar dialect, which the worthy man scarcely +comprehended, "lived there or had done so for years:" but Brown knew +better; and while he was asserting the fact, a girl put her head out +of another hovel, and said that she had sometimes seen, at the dusk of +the evening, a man leave the house, but whether any one else lived in +it she could not tell. Again Mr. Brown sounded an alarm, but no +answer came forth, and in great fear and trembling he applied violent +hands to the door: it required but little force; it gave way; he +entered; and, jealous of the entrance of the mob without, reclosed and +barred, as well as he was able, the shattered door. The house was +unnaturally large for the neighbourhood, and Brown was in doubt +whether first to ascend a broken and perilous staircase or search the +rooms below: he decided on the latter; he found no one, and with a +misgiving heart, which nothing but the recollection of the great +Turkey carpet could have inspired, he ascended the quaking steps. All +was silent. But a door was unclosed. He entered, and saw the object +of his search before him. + +Over a pallet bent a form, on which, though youth seemed withered and +even pride broken, the unconquerable soul left somewhat of grace and +of glory, that sustained the beholder's remembrance of better days; a +child in its first infancy knelt on the nearer side of the bed with +clasped hands, and vacant eyes that turned towards the intruder with a +listless and lacklustre gaze. But Glendower, or rather Mordaunt, as +he bent over the pallet, spoke not, moved not: his eyes were riveted +on one object; his heart seemed turned into stone and his veins +curdled into ice. Awed and chilled by the breathing desolation of the +spot, Brown approached, and spoke he scarcely knew what. "You are," +he concluded his address, "the master of Mordaunt Court; "and he +placed the letter in the hands of the person he thus greeted. + +"Awake, hear me!" cried Algernon to Isabel, as she lay extended on the +couch; and the messenger of glad tidings, for the first time seeing +her countenance, shuddered, and knew that he was in the chamber of +death. + +"Awake, my own, own love! Happy days are in store for us yet: our +misery is past; you will live, live to bless me in riches, as you have +done in want." + +Isabel raised her eyes to his, and a smile, sweet, comforting, and +full of love, passed the lips which were about to close forever. +"Thank Heaven," she murmured, "for your dear sake. It is pleasant to +die now, and thus;" and she placed the hand that was clasped in her +relaxing and wan fingers within the bosom which had been for anguished +and hopeless years his asylum and refuge, and which now when fortune +changed, as if it had only breathed in comfort to his afflictions, was +for the first time and forever to be cold,--cold even to him! + +"You will live, you will live," cried Mordaunt, in wild and +incredulous despair, "in mercy live! You, who have been my angel of +hope, do not,--O God, O God! do not desert me now!" + +But that faithful and loving heart was already deaf to his voice, and +the film grew darkening and rapidly over the eye which still with +undying fondness sought him out through the shade and agony of death. +Sense and consciousness were gone, and dim and confused images whirled +round her soul, struggling a little moment before they sank into the +depth and silence where the past lies buried. But still mindful of +him, and grasping, as it were, at his remembrance, she clasped, closer +and closer, the icy hand which she held, to her breast. "Your hand is +cold, dearest, it is cold," said she, faintly, "but I will warm it +here!" And so her spirit passed away, and Mordaunt felt afterwards, +in a lone and surviving pilgrimage, that her last thought had been +kindness to him, and that her last act had spoken forgetfulness even +of death in the tenderness of love! + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DISOWNED, LYTTON, V5 *** + +****** This file should be named 7635.txt or 7635.zip ******* + +This eBook was produced by Tapio Riikonen +and David Widger + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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