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BATES, +in the Clerk’s Office of the District Court of the District of Massachusetts + + + + + TO MY MOTHER, + + WHOSE CHERISHED MEMORY, + + WHILE WANDERING FAR FROM YOUTHFUL SCENES + + HAS OFTEN PROVED A TALISMAN IN THE HOUR OF NEED; + + THE RECOLLECTION OF WHOSE DISINTERESTED LOVE, + + HAS GIVEN ME COURAGE TO MEET AND BRAVE SEVEREST TRIALS; + + THIS VOLUME IS AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED + + BY THE AUTHOR. + + + + +INTRODUCTION. + + +Kind Reader! This simple unembellished history of portions of my life’s +experience requires no preface. Its deficiencies, I trust, will save it +from unjust criticisms; if justly deserved, may they be in all lenity +bestowed, modified by sympathy, and kindness for the humble historian. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER I. Page. + +My Childhood’s Home, 11 + + +CHAPTER II. + +The Departure, 12 + + +CHAPTER III. + +Fire on board Ship Nonantum at Sea, 17 + + +CHAPTER IV. + +The Falkland Islands, 23 + + +CHAPTER V. + +A South Sea Rookery, 39 + + +CHAPTER VI. + +Departure from the Falklands, and second fire off Cape Horn, 45 + + +CHAPTER VII. + +Third fire at sea. Burning of the Ship Fanchon on the Coast of +Peru, 57 + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +The Desolate Beach, 68 + + +CHAPTER IX. + +Arrival and Residence at Payta, 73 + + +CHAPTER X. + +Arrival at Panama and visit Taboga, 82 + + +CHAPTER XI. + +Arrival at San Francisco. Extensive Conflagration. Its Consequences, +etc., etc., 96 + + +CHAPTER XII. + +Leave San Francisco for Marysville, 111 + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +Situation and Climate of Marysville. Peep at the Country, Inhabitants, +etc., 125 + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +Hotel Keeping and Life in a Canvas Shanty, 137 + + +CHAPTER XV. + +Description of an Indian Rancheria and its Occupants, 149 + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +A Conflagration. Hotel Keeping resumed. Marysville Inundated, 156 + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +A Journey up the Sacramento Valley. Descriptions of things +seen and heard, 163 + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +Trip to French Corral. Mountain Scenery. Mountain Ball, etc., 169 + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +Journey to Park’s Bar. Experience in Mining. Fatal results +of Gambling, 192 + + +CHAPTER XX. + +Visit to Gen. Sutter’s residence. Description of the grounds. +The Pleasant Surprise, or the Musical Miner. Good Fortune +of a Lady in California. Emigrant Wagons. Belles of the +Plain. Interesting and Ludicrous Incident. The English +Gold Diggers. Loss of Life, 205 + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +The Orphan Child. Delights of Stage-Coaching in California. +The Hen that laid the Golden Eggs, 222 + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +Execution of a man in Marysville. The petty theft the results +of bad Influence. Accident at the Mines. “Obstinate as a +Mule.” Mysterious Disappearance of Dunbar. Cold Blooded +Murder. Disinterested Benevolence, 232 + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +Hardships of the Mountain Settlers during the winter of 1852. +A Brother’s Experience, 254 + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +Peculiarities of John Chinaman. Conflagration in Marysville, 263 + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +Farewell to Marysville. Departure. Arrival at San Francisco. +Leave San Francisco for Home, 271 + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +Incidents of the passage. Burial at Sea, 275 + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +Arrival at Panama. Description of Hotels. Walks about the +city. The Battlement, 283 + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +Crossing the Isthmus. Grave by the road-side. The beautiful +Valley of Obispo. Take the cars for Aspinwall, 291 + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +Embark for Home, on board the North Star. A distressed family, 307 + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +Arrival at New York, 314 + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +Incidents illustrative of Morals in California, 315 + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +Conclusion, 334 + + + + +INCIDENTS ON LAND AND WATER. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +In the town of Kingston, in the State of Massachusetts, not many miles +distant from that ancient and time-honored bay whose waters years ago +kissed the prow of the “May Flower” as she approached a sterile and +inhospitable shore, is situated the home of my childhood. + +The dear old homestead, the scene of so many fond recollections, had +descended from father to son for generations. The storms of many winters +had beaten upon its roof; time had left its impress without, in the +shape of moss-covered shingles; but within, all was youthful joy and +gladness. Not a link in that family circle had been severed. In love and +affection were we nurtured. + +Although years have intervened since those sunny days of childhood, how +often, while sojourning in distant lands, would memory recall with +undimmed freshness the gladsome spring-time of youth. Happy days! too +speedily do they fly, leaving, often, nought but the recollection of +them to cheer us in our toilsome march. Early in life, I was united to +one whose home was on the deep. Then came the sad partings from loved +friends, to follow for many consecutive years the fortunes of my husband +by sea and land. There were sad departures and joyful returns. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +On the 27th of July, 1850, I sailed from Baltimore in the ship +_Nonantum_, of Boston, (Bates, master,) bound to San Francisco. In the +ship’s hold was stowed one thousand and fifty tons of coal; the +between-decks were filled with provisions for the steamers plying +between Panama and the El Dorado of the West. The coal with which we +were laden was taken from the Cumberland mines, brought directly to +Baltimore in open iron cars, subject to frequent showers of rain on the +way, and deposited in that condition in the ship. + +With bright hopes and glowing anticipations we left our native land. +Well was it that no prophetic visions presaged the future that awaited +us. We were wholly unconscious at the time of the remarks uttered by the +spectators assembled upon the wharf, to the effect that coal was a +dangerous cargo to take upon so long a voyage. + +By the lessons taught by the bitter experiences of that memorable year, +many shipmasters have duly profited. Now, they stow their coal in casks, +or in small quantities, have it dry when placed on board, and give it +sufficient ventilation. + +The ship’s crew consisted of the usual complement of sailors, first and +second officers, carpenter, cook, and steward; also two boys, who +particularly attracted my attention. They were pleasant little fellows, +who, being possessed of a mania for the sea, had left their homes to +seek their fortunes upon the treacherous deep. Many times during the +voyage had they occasion to bless the captain’s wife for a bite of +something good from the cabin table, slyly given to them, and in secret +eaten. + +This was not my first voyage. To me the cabin of a wave-tossed vessel, +and a trip across the deep green ocean, was never monotonous or +disagreeable, never being afflicted with that unpleasant nausea termed +“sea-sickness,” so much to be dreaded, judging from the appearance and +descriptions received. The separation from earth’s homes and loved +hearts are all calculated to elevate the mind, and centre the soul’s +best affections upon pure and holy objects. How often, hour after hour, +have I sat gazing upon the boundless expanse of water, contrasting in my +mind the utter insignificance of human power and skill, compared with +the majesty of the Almighty Maker of the ocean and the land. + +Moonlight nights at sea are my especial delight. How I love to gaze upon +the illimitable deep, and watch each ripple gleaming and sparkling in +the broad and trackless pathway like myriads of diamonds beneath the +effulgent beams of the glorious orb of night! Almost imperceptibly, a +holy calm pervades my being, and absorbs all other faculties. With what +reluctant feelings, on such evenings as these, would I resign my seat +upon deck, even after the night was far spent. + +Before leaving Baltimore, my husband had purchased a beautiful +Newfoundland dog, of the largest species; to which, on account of the +remarkable sagacity he displayed, I became very much attached. In my +daily promenade upon deck, he was ever by my side. Whenever a sail was +discovered in the distance, he would place his huge fore-paws on the +ship’s rail, and send his loud, hoarse bark reverberating far over the +swelling wave. + +Then I had two goats on board to furnish milk, not being sailor enough +to drink the strong coffee made on ship-board. They were very playful, +and once a day were allowed the liberty of the deck, which they readily +improved by racing and frolicking about, in which they were joined by +Dash. + +In pleasant weather, when off the coast of Brazil, I have sat for hours +on the ship’s rail fishing for albatross, one of the largest and most +formidable of the South Sea birds, as they majestically sailed along in +the wake of the ship, watching the bait (a piece of pork fastened to the +hook, and a small bit of board attached to the line to float it,) so +temptingly displayed. After swallowing it, and finding themselves +captured, there was no struggling to free themselves, but, as you hauled +in the line, they would sail gracefully along in all their native beauty +and dignity. The assistance of the two boys was required in bringing +them to the deck, where, after freeing them from the hook, (which, the +boys always assured me, did not hurt them in the least,) they would +survey the scene around them with a sort of contemptuous glance, as +though they disdained their captors and the deception used to allure +them from their native element. The goats, when freed from their +inclosures, would advance towards them, rear themselves on their +hind-legs, and shake their heads in defiance of the monster bird; while +it, in turn, would snap its tremendous bill with such force, you could +hear it ring from one part of the ship to the other; but they would +never encounter one another except by threatening gestures. When we +became satisfied with admiring our prisoner, two sailors would each +grasp a wing, raise him to the side of the ship, give him a toss, and +away he would soar; then light gracefully upon the water at a little +distance, and view what I suppose he thought to be a huge monster which +had held him in his grasp. + +Another amusement was taking a dish of crumbs, and, by throwing over a +handful, call a flock of cape-pigeons to the ship’s side. Each one eager +to secure his share, they would dive far down into the clear water to +get those that were sinking. Sometimes, to deceive them, I would throw +over a bone that would sink rapidly. Down they would all go after it out +of sight; then appear again, chattering,--scolding, I called the +incessant noise they kept up. This bird resembles our tame pigeon, with +the exception of being a little larger. + +Flocks of “Mother Carey’s chickens” were occasionally following in our +wake. Those tiny little things, ever on the wing, often excited my +sympathy. About this time, the faithful dog I had learned to love so +well sickened, and daily grew worse. Every remedy we could devise was +called into requisition, but availed nought. One night, after I had +retired, he dragged himself to my berth, placed his nose close to my +face, and whined and moaned piteously. I afterwards thought it prophetic +of evil in the future. Upon making my appearance upon deck the next +morning, there lay the noble animal dead. Poor old Dash! the remembrance +of thee and thy many virtues will live long on memory’s leaf. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +Days and weeks passed on, until we were in the latitude of the Rio de la +Plata. So mild and pleasant had been the weather, that I was half +inclined to believe this voyage indeed was to be an exception to all +previous ones; although often, when expressing myself delighted with the +continuance of such lovely weather, the exuberance of my feelings would +be somewhat checked by repeated assurances from my husband that I should +see it “rough enough” off Cape Horn to compensate for all previous +calms. + +Suddenly the aspect of affairs changed, and we encountered a terrific +storm, the bare recollection of which almost makes me shudder. The +ship’s cabin was a house upon deck; and, as the storm increased in +violence, the angry waves dashing higher and higher as each successive +blast lashed the mighty deep, fears were entertained that the house +would be forcibly detached from the deck. Heavy shutters were fastened +against the windows as a protection to the glass against the storm, +thereby rendering the cabin dark as night. A lantern was kept burning +through the day, as well as by night. Owing to the violent motion of the +ship, I was compelled, for the most part of the time, to keep my berth, +to prevent being dashed against the cabin walls. I very reluctantly +consented to confine myself to my state-room, but not, however, until I +had received some severe bumps. So violent and sudden were those jerks, +that, unless one was very much guarded, they would be thrown very +unceremoniously from their seat. + +Oh, it was terrible to lie so many hours listening to the roaring of the +storm without! I wished very much to get a glimpse of the ocean when +lashed into such fury, but there was no aperture whereby I could gratify +my curiosity. I had only to pray, and listen alone. My husband was +constantly on deck, taking neither refreshment nor sleep. I wondered not +at his anxiety, although I knew not then the imminent danger impending +from fire as well as water; for, the second morning after the +commencement of the storm, smoke had been discovered between decks. The +alarming truth instantly flashed upon our minds. The gas that originated +from the coal had generated fire. Orders were immediately given to get +up provisions and water sufficient to last until we could be released +from our awful situation. While thus engaged, several of the men were +rendered senseless from the effects of the gas. They next proceeded to +close the hatches, and caulked every seam tightly, in the hope of +arresting the progress of the fire it was impossible to extinguish. + +Captain B---- shaped his course for the nearest land--the Falkland +Islands, which were eight hundred miles distant. During this time, the +severity of the gale was such, it compelled me to remain in the cabin; +and for three days I remained in ignorance of our perilous situation. +During this interval, the air in the cabin was ever impregnated with a +strong odor of tar. This was accounted for to me in this light,--the +cook was boiling tar, as they were obliged to make use of a great deal +at such times. That, of course, looked very reasonable, and served the +purpose of concealment from me of the fire. It is true the countenances +of my husband and officers bore unmistakable traces of anxiety; but this +I readily attributed to the violence of the gale, which threatened every +moment to engulf us. + +I also noticed the steward caulking some of the seams in the pantry. +Upon inquiry, he gave me to understand it was necessary to use this +precaution, to prevent any liquids he should chance to spill from +running down on the cargo,--a foolish excuse, to be sure; but, however, +it proved effective. But, when the gas and smoke escaped through seams +which were apparently water-tight, and made its appearance in the cabin, +concealment was no longer possible. + +Upon learning the sad truth, for a time all fortitude and self-control +forsook me. I thought of my dear old home far away, in its quiet +seclusion; of the loved ones wont to assemble there to talk and pray for +the safety of the absent one. I felt I should never more behold them, +and that they would ever remain in ignorance of our fate. After the +first moments of despair, Hope again asserted her empire. Repinings, I +reasoned, were useless. The Almighty hand which formed the channels of +the deep had power, I knew, to preserve us, and guide us, amidst storm +and darkness, to our homes and havens of rest. The greatest +consternation prevailed among the crew. At times the gale would abate, +only to be renewed with increased violence. We were soon obliged to +vacate the cabin, which was filled to suffocation with gas; and, for +five consecutive days and nights, I remained in a chair which was lashed +to the deck. It was quite cold, and often I was drenched with the water +and spray that would dash at short intervals across the deck. Never can +I forget those dreary days of suffering that I sat gazing from the +narrow deck upon the boundless expanse of tossing, foam-crested billows. +As far as eye could reach, no friendly sail appeared to which we could +look for safety; nothing was seen but the sweeping surge, as it came +roaring and dashing on, threatening to overwhelm us. In such an hour man +learns of God, and witnesses proof of his grandeur and power in every +dashing wave; he sees nature in one of its grandest aspects. + +If possible, the nights exceeded in anxiety the days; impenetrable +darkness surrounded us, relieved only by sheets of white foam dashing +over the bows, as the doomed ship madly plunged into the angry waters. +When one sea more powerful than another would strike her, causing her to +tremble in every timber, I would grasp my chair, shut my eyes, and think +we were fast being engulfed in the sea. Oh, those nights of agony! +Never, through all the vicissitudes of after life, will one thought, one +feeling, then endured, fade from the volume of memory. + +Each day the ship was getting hotter; gas and smoke were escaping at +every seam. We constantly feared an explosion, as the natural +consequence of so much confined gas. What a solace to me, in those days +of trial, was the trust, the implicit confidence, I felt in that mighty +Guardian Power that is ever around and about us, and in whose protection +we are forever safe! + +On the twelfth day after fire was first discovered, we made the Falkland +Islands. As we approached the Volunteer Rocks, which make off two miles +from land, gloomy and forbidding as were their appearance, I hailed them +as harbingers of safety. Truly it must have been the sunshine, the +grateful happiness of the heart, which clothed those barren rocks with +imaginary beauty--I had almost said reverence. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +The entrance to the outer bay is called Port William. About twenty miles +up this bay, an English colony is established. The entrance to Port +William is designated by a tall flag-staff. At the time of our arrival, +it was blowing a close-reefed-topsail breeze, directly down the bay; +and, as night was approaching, the captain deemed it advisable to select +the most sheltered situation at hand, and anchor until morning. + +Formerly, this colony was located up Berkley’s Sound, and called Port +Louis. It has since been removed to its present site, and styled Port +Stanley. The Falkland Islands are situated in the South Atlantic Ocean, +where the mariner guides his course at night by the sacred constellation +of the Southern Cross, and between the parallels of 51 deg. and 53 deg. +south, and extending from 57 deg. to nearly 62 deg. west. The only two +of considerable size are the East and West Falkland. These are separated +by a channel. Around these islands are numerous rocks, whose distance +from the shores, where tides run strongly, and winds are violent as well +as sudden, renders it rather difficult to navigate. In approaching land, +and particularly when entering a harbor, a good look-out should be kept +for fixed kelp, which grows upon every rock covered by the sea, and not +far below the surface. Lying upon the water, the leaves and stalk serve +as well as a buoy to warn of hidden danger. A region more exposed to +storms, both in summer and winter, it would be difficult to mention. +High winds are prevalent, and very violent at times. During the summer, +a calm day is an extraordinary event. Generally speaking, the nights are +less windy than the days. Altogether, the appearance of these lonely +isles of the South are dismal and uninviting in the extreme. Moorland +and black bog extend in nearly every direction; although there are +valleys affording coarse, excellent grass, upon which thousands of wild +cattle subsist. Some tracts of land, I was informed, at the southern +part of the island, were low, level, and abundantly productive of +excellent herbage. Many years since, the French and Spanish left, at +different times, cattle and horses upon the isle. They have multiplied +and increased, until they now estimate the number at a hundred thousand +head that are roaming wild over the hills. + +The ship being safely moored, I entreated my husband to take me on +shore. After much persuasion, he consented. A boat was lowered, in +which, after much difficulty, I was placed. This was effected by tying a +rope around my waist, and lowering me down the ship’s side; then +watching an opportunity when the boat was in a right position, to “lower +away.” This method was of necessity adopted, the sea being so rough, I +lacked the courage to leave the ship the usual way. When my feet were +placed once more on _terra firma_, I inwardly resolved never again to +return on ship-board. We wandered from the shore to the top of a small +eminence, from whence, at a little distance, we descried a shanty. + +We approached, and, judging from the writing found upon the walls, it +had been the resort of sailors thrown upon that inhospitable coast. In +it was a sort of stone fire-place, on which the sailors placed some +dried heather found in the hut, which, when ignited, threw out a ruddy +blaze that sent its cheering beams directly to the heart. On our way to +the hut, we noticed several perforations in the earth. One of the +sailors, desirous of investigating the origin of these holes, thrust his +hand into one of them, but instantly withdrew it with a smothered oath, +and an expression evincing acute pain. Immediately, out rushed a +penguin, displaying unmistakable symptoms of a fight. Every hole +contained a penguin, secreted there for the purpose of incubation. The +sailors, of course, exasperated that a brother shipmate should receive +such treatment as a reward for his prying curiosity, routed the whole +posse of penguins, and a regular hand-to-hand battle ensued; for to the +penguins can never be imputed one particle of cowardice, when the call +for action is the defence of her eggs or young. Victory was, of course, +conceded to the strongest party. But not always does “might make right.” + +Nothing could be seen in any direction inland but barren hills; yet, +cheerless as was the prospect on shore, no entreaty, or even command, of +my husband, could induce me to return to that burning ship. Here was a +sad dilemma for my husband to be placed in. A sense of duty called him +on board; yet he could not leave me on shore all night without a +protector. Finally, at the intercession of the mate, who volunteered to +take good care of the ship, he reluctantly consented to remain with me, +although he spent the greater part of the night watching the ship. + +Next morning, as we were about to repair to the boat,--for, upon +reflection, I concluded that to be the only way by which the settlement +could be reached,--a horseman appeared in the distance, riding at a +furious pace directly for us. As he approached, and reined in his +jet-black steed in front of our party, I certainly never beheld such a +perfect specimen of equestrian grace and manly beauty. + +Springing from his horse, he accosted us in a language unintelligible to +all except “Old Tom,” as he was designated by his shipmates. He proved +to be one of a class of men denominated guachos, who are employed in +lassoing and bringing in wild cattle. Tom soon acquainted him with every +particular concerning us; whereupon he insisted that the capitan’s +señora should go with him to his ranch, about four miles distant, where +every attention would be lavished by his señora to render me comfortable +until I could proceed to the settlement. Tom interpreted the +invitation, which, of course, I declined accepting, feeling a reluctancy +to go with him alone. Discovering my hesitancy, he endeavored to remove +all objections by bestowing several flattering encomiums upon my +personal appearance, which were certainly ill-starred, and served only +to increase my unwillingness to go with him unattended. It was at length +decided that the second mate should accompany me. + +Our Spanish friend laughed at the idea of my being afraid to mount his +spirited horse, and even objecting to be seated in front of him--the +manner in which they often ride with señoritas. He mounted his horse +alone; while Mr. Wood and myself walked by his side. My husband returned +to the ship. We found it very tiresome travelling over the bogs, with +the wind blowing almost a gale. After panting and puffing, and being +obliged several times to stop and recover breath, we reached the top of +a little eminence; and there, sure enough, was the veritable ranch. It +looked so pleasant and home-like about the little cottage, that in vain +I endeavored to repress those outgushings of the heart engendered by the +sight of objects which recalled vividly to mind home, and all the warm +and kindly associations connected therewith. + +A lovely little Spanish woman met us at the door, and, after exchanging +a few words with her husband, she embraced me affectionately, led me to +a pleasant little room looking out upon the bay, and placed a loaf of +bread and pitcher of milk on a table by my side. She seemed really +grieved because I could not swallow one mouthful. My feelings were fast +gaining the ascendency. So much sympathy as she expressed, by her +gestures and tender offices, completely won my affections. + +I had taken very little food after learning the ship was on fire, and, +with feelings all the while wrought to such a state of excitement, the +revulsion well-nigh prostrated me. In the meantime, word had reached the +settlement that there was a ship in distress outside, and a number of +the most popular men of the place had started to render any necessary +assistance. Sometime after noon, they reached the Spaniard’s house, +where we were, and learning of Mr. Wood the particulars, took him into +the boat, and, with the exception of three of them, proceeded to meet +the ship. It was blowing so hard, they would be compelled to beat the +ship up the bay, which would, of course, occupy some time. + +Mr. Hamlin, the physician, the surveyor-general, and the clergyman, (the +three who remained,) proposed taking the sail-boat belonging to the +Spaniard, and take me at once to the colony; and, as their ladies were +English, it would be pleasanter than to remain where I was. + +Therefore, I bade adieu to my beautiful Spanish friend, and about +sundown reached the narrow entrance to the inner harbor. Two large +wooden men stand on each side of the entrance, pointing towards the +town. Passing through, you find yourself in one of the nicest, +land-locked harbors in the world, where ships of the largest tonnage can +lie in safety. + +The town is built at the base of the hills, which rise gradually from +this beautiful basin. How far away from the busy, bustling world seemed +this little hamlet! and how quiet and serene, I thought, must pass the +lives of those dwelling upon this remote isle! The sun was shedding his +last golden rays upon the surrounding hill-tops, before retiring to his +hesperian couch. While inanimate nature was welcoming me to this haven +of rest, how inexpressibly lonely I felt at heart, surrounded by +strangers! No doubt they would extend a friendly greeting; but, oh, how +my heart yearned for the warm welcome of some home-friend! + +Mr. Hamlin took me to his house, where I was cordially received by his +amiable lady, and nothing was omitted that could in any way contribute +to my comfort, or serve to dispel those home-sick feelings which +naturally acquired the ascendency. That night, sleep was a stranger to +my pillow. I shall ever remember Mrs. Hamlin with feelings of affection. +No kind mother could have bathed my aching head more tenderly. Oh, there +is a magnetic power in kindness! Kind words are always winning, whether +from friend or stranger. + +Late in the afternoon, the ship appeared at the entrance. After dropping +anchor, my husband called a survey, opened her hatches, and found her to +be so badly on fire, they decided to run her ashore, and scuttle her. He +selected a spot which happened to be opposite the little grave-yard. +Slowly and majestically was she wafted to her place of rest. Never more +would she gallantly breast old ocean’s wave. With tearful eyes I watched +her motions. She had been my home so long, I loved her as such. They cut +holes in her side, and sank her in depth of water sufficient to cover +the fire. For two days she was enveloped in steam, which precluded all +possibility of gaining the deck. After the fire was extinguished, they +stopped the holes, and worked the pumps incessantly, without +diminishing in the least the depth of water in the ship. She had +bilged; her beams and stancheons were burnt off; and her lower deck had +fallen in. She was condemned and sold at auction. It was our intention +to go directly home, as soon as an opportunity presented. The isolated +situation of the island prevented its being visited often, especially by +ships homeward-bound; therefore, our stay there might be indefinitely +protracted. There were about four hundred inhabitants in this remote +colony, consisting of English, Spanish, and French. The people were +under the immediate jurisdiction of a governor, who ruled with despotic +power. The governor, clergyman, doctor, governor’s secretary, +surveyor-general, and lawyer, are appointed by the queen, and receive a +salary of four hundred pounds sterling per year, with the exception of +the governor, who has eight hundred. These, with their families, also +Lloyd’s agent, and _the_ merchant, constitute the gentry, as they style +themselves. The governor lives in princely style. To be seated in his +reception-room, one would imagine himself in some English palace. +Everything has been transported from England--both house and furniture. +All the frame-buildings on the island were brought either from England +or the main-land. Those of the poorer class were mere huts, constructed +of peat and stone. Peat is also used by them for fuel. Those only who +receive a salary can indulge in the luxury of a coal fire. + +There is not a tree on the island, with the exception of a few apologies +for the same in the governor’s garden. They, upon being transplanted +into such ungenial soil, had assumed a stinted, sickly appearance. + +The governor was a stern, austere-looking personage, greatly to be +feared, and seldom loved. One little incident, that came under my own +immediate perception, I will relate. It will serve, in a measure, to +illustrate his arbitrary propensities. His household consisted of +himself, wife, and two sons. The eldest was an imbecile, and so +perfectly child-like in his disposition, that he readily won the +sympathy of all the inhabitants. The youngest was a wild, head-strong +sort of a chap, about fourteen years of age. For him they had employed a +young governess, whom they brought with them from England. This young +lady they treated more like a menial than as a companion for their +children. They looked upon the young instructress as one born to labor +and endure, seemingly unconscious that there were as deep fountains of +sorrow and love in her heart as there was in those who were fostered in +wealth and luxury. One evening, there was a social gathering at the +house of Mr. W----; and, of course, Miss T----, being an accomplished +and intelligent young person, was present. Upon preparing to leave, +early in the evening, (as she was required to be in by nine o’clock,) +Mr. W---- proposed to accompany her, as her path lay near the barracks, +where were always assembled a drunken, riotous set. Next morning, he +received a note from the governor, requesting his immediate presence. +Mrs. W---- felt quite alarmed at the thought of her husband incurring +the displeasure of his majesty. Upon appearing before this august +personage, he received a severe reprimand for so far forgetting his +station as a gentleman as to escort home one whom he considered as a +dependent upon his bounty, and also assured him, if he was guilty of the +like offence again, he should consider him deficient in all that +constituted a gentleman. + +The governor’s wife boasted of being a descendant of the “fair maid of +Perth.” I have no reason to doubt the tie of consanguinity, although she +certainly had not inherited any of the personal attractions of her +lovely progenitor. + +They were all very kind to us, showing every respect and attention. +Doubtless, I often shocked them with my Yankee provincialisms. Every +family of note had magnificent side-boards, stored with the choicest +kinds of liquors and cordials. It was considered a breach of etiquette +to refuse to partake of the good cheer set before you. What would our +American ladies at the present day think of having such an array set +before them, when making their accustomed calls? Yet it is universally +practised here. + +To diminish our expenses, we concluded to go to housekeeping. My husband +rented the only vacant building in the place, a miserable, barn-like +shanty, for which he paid the exorbitant sum of thirty dollars per +month. Thither we moved ourselves: we had little else to move. Nearly +every one contributed some article of domestic use. Our larder was +supplied with wild-fowl and beef, also a species of fish which are taken +from the numerous streams which intersect the country. They are +designated trout, but do not in appearance or flavor resemble our own +speckled trout, which by epicures are considered such a nice treat. No +kind of vegetables could be procured at any price. The inclemency of the +weather, even in summer months, precludes the growth of the most hardy +kind. Cold storms of hail and sleet are of frequent occurrence in +summer. One gentleman, by inclosing a piece of ground with a high peat +wall to shelter it from the cold winds, had managed, by dint of great +exertion, to raise a few cabbages. + +Often, when seated at my window, my attention had been attracted towards +a lovely little girl, with soft dark eyes, and long auburn ringlets +hanging in rich profusion over her shoulders. She was usually +accompanied by a tall, dignified, melancholy-looking individual, who, I +afterwards learned, stood in the relation of father. His very +countenance, which was seldom irradiated by a smile, bore traces of +ineffable sorrow. They would spend hours in sailing around the bay in a +fancy yacht, which he kept moored opposite our house. Upon inquiry, I +learned that for some time the gossiping and wonder-loving portion of +the community had been kept in constant agitation regarding the mystery +that surrounded Mr. Montague (for by that name was he known) and his +family. He kept himself aloof from all society; and the only servant he +kept had never been known to speak an intelligible word to any one. She +seemed devotedly attached to her master, and guarded little Myrtie with +watchful tenderness. Myrtie came to my door one day, bringing me a +basket of nice little fish, and gracefully presented them, saying that +she often amused herself by fishing. After that, she became a daily +visitor. Daily my interest in that child increased. She was wonderfully +endued with intellectual powers for one of her years. One day, she said +to me, “Do you know why I brought you those fish? and what brings me +every day to see you?” I told her I did not. Said she, “I do so love to +look in your face! It makes me feel happy. I always think of some one I +loved well, and called mamma. It seems such a long time ago,--so _very_ +long,--I sometimes think it was a dream. But, since you came here, I can +remember more. I can recollect she looked like you; and, when you smile, +you look as she used to, when she would kiss me, and call me her little +darling. Oh, I remember how I cried when a tall, dark-looking man +snatched me from my mamma’s arms,--how she looked, as she ran screaming +after us! + +“I never saw her again. Then old ‘Nurse Bell’ took care of me. We sailed +on the water a long, long time before we came here.” Her papa, she said, +“was very kind, and she loved him; but she could love him better, if he +would talk more about mamma.” When she asked him to tell her _all_ +about her, he would shake his head, look very gloomy, and say, “Your +mamma is in heaven.” Her father was her only instructor, and she was far +advanced in her studies. He also taught her music: she played and sang +sweetly. For once I felt inclined to pardon the inquisitive; for they +certainly had food for idle speculation. Dear little Myrtie! often have +I sighed when thinking of your lonely situation, uncheered by the +presence of that guardian angel of childhood--a mother--on whom you +could bestow that wealth of affection concentrated in an almost _too_ +confiding and sensitive heart. + +The winter preceding our arrival at the islands had been one of unusual +inclemency. Communication with the main-land was entirely cut off before +the winter’s supply of hay and grain had been procured. In consequence, +the cattle suffered incredibly. The snow, for two months, lay upon the +ground to the depth of two feet. All the sustenance the cattle could +obtain was insufficient to keep off starvation. They were often found +dead, thirty and forty in heaps together. + +When the English first established this colony, they intended to export +hides, tallow, seal-skins, and seal-oil. As yet, they have shipped no +tallow. Sealing is carried on to a considerable extent. + +England’s convicts, when banished to the sunny isle of Australia, are +not as deserving of the sympathy of the philanthropist as are those old +pensioners, to the number of thirty, who, with their families, have been +induced, by the promises held out to them, and which they have found, to +their sorrow, can never be fulfilled, to leave merry England, for a home +on these barren islands. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +The feathered tribes are very numerous on these islands of Southern +hemisphere. Of penguins, there are four kinds--the king penguin, the +macaroni, the jackass, and the rookery. The first of these is much +larger than a goose; the other three are smaller, differing in +appearance in several particulars. They all walk upright, with their +legs projecting from their bodies in the same direction with their +tails. When fifty or more of them are seen in file, they appear, at a +distance, like a company of soldiers. They carry their heads high, with +their wings drooping like two arms. The breast-feathers are delicately +white, with a line of black running across the crops. Seen at a +distance, they have the appearance of little men, with a white bosom, +black neckerchief, and short breeches. Their gait on land, however, is +very awkward--rather more so than that of a sailor just returned from a +long voyage. + +When tamed, the penguin becomes quite tractable. A lady at the isle had +domesticated and made quite a pet of a king penguin, which she, however, +proposed to relinquish for the sum of thirty dollars. She had taught him +to sit at table with her. A sip of coffee he seemed to enjoy with much +gusto; and if, perchance, she attempted to raise the cup to her lips +before first presenting his majesty with a draught, he would, quick as +thought, with a blow from one of his “hands,” dash the cup to the floor. +He followed her about the house as a child follows its mother; and she +assured us he was a great deal of company for her when alone. + +Another sea-fowl peculiar to the islands is the upland-goose, which is +about the size of our domestic goose. Their plumage is rich and glossy: +that of the gander is dazzlingly white. The down is equal to that of the +swan. The teal are also found here, and far surpassing in beauty those +of this country. Their bills and feet are blue; their wings of a golden +green. The ducks are similar to those found in the United States; but +the manner of going a-ducking very dissimilar,--no lying in wait half a +day before getting a good shot. You might take your gun and shoot them +down, and dozens will come to ascertain the cause of the report. + +Previous to our arrival, three other vessels had put into the harbor in +distress, and had been condemned. The crews of these vessels were +constantly out gunning. I would see them often returning over the hills, +laden with those beautiful white geese, looking like so many swans. A +Dutch captain, whose vessel had been condemned, was very contentedly +pursuing the “even tenor of his way,” bringing in the game, while “mine +frow” was as industriously manufacturing feather beds. Never having +heard them say anything about getting away, I presume they are yet at +the old vocation. + +A moral philosopher and naturalist would be highly interested in +contemplating, for days, the operations of a South Sea rookery, +observing the order and regularity with which everything is conducted. +When a sufficient number of penguins, albatross, etc., are assembled on +shore, they proceed to the execution of the grand object for which they +left their native element. First, they trace a well-defined +parallelogram, of requisite extent to accommodate the whole +fraternity,--perhaps from one to four or five acres. One side runs +parallel with the water’s edge, and is left open for egress and regress. +They then commence picking up the stones, and depositing them outside +the lines; thus creating quite a little wall on three sides. Within this +wall they form a pathway, several feet in width, which would not suffer, +in regard to smoothness, compared with any fashionable promenade in our +city parks. This path is for the sentinels to patrol at night. They next +lay out the whole in little squares, formed by narrow paths which cross +each other at right angles. At each intersection of these paths, an +albatross constructs her nest; while in the centre of each square is a +penguin’s nest. + +Although the penguin and albatross profess such sincere attachment for +one another, they not only form their nests in a different manner, but +the penguin will rob her friend’s nest, whenever an opportunity +presents; being ambitious, I suppose, to produce a large family. The +penguin’s nest is formed by an excavation in the earth; while that of +the albatross is formed by throwing up a mound of earth, eight or ten +inches high; on the summit of which she can scrutinize the proceedings +of her nearest neighbors and best friends. + +The camp of the rookery is in continual motion; penguins passing through +the different paths, on their return from aquatic excursions, eager to +caress their mates after a temporary absence; while the latter are +passing out in quest of refreshment and recreation. At the same time, +the air is almost darkened by an innumerable number of albatross +hovering over the rookery, continually lighting, and meeting their +companions; while others are rising, and shaping their course for the +sea. To see these creatures of the ocean so faithfully discharge the +duties assigned them by the great Creator; to witness their affectionate +re-unions, their numerous acts of tenderness and courtesy to each other, +the reflection naturally arises, that, if there was only as much harmony +and genuine affection between wedded pairs of the human family, the +connubial state would then indeed be “all that we dream of heaven.” + +We had remained at the islands about a month, when the ship Humayoon, +from Dundee, (McKenzie, master,) bound to Valparaiso, laden with coal, +tar, and liquors, put into port to procure water and beef. The captain +formed an acquaintance with my husband, and, after learning the +particulars of our situation, very kindly offered us a passage to +Valparaiso; from whence we could, in all probability, arrive home sooner +than by remaining where we were. After having procured the necessaries +required, I expected the captain would at once proceed on his voyage; +but, being perfectly independent, as he was sole owner of the fine ship +and cargo, he protracted his stay at the settlement day after day, +thereby gratifying the mirth-loving portion of the community by +assembling them at different times on ship-board, to join in the merry +dance. He had on board several musical instruments, which he was taking +out to dispose of; and, being possessed of extraordinary musical +talents, the people were perfectly delighted and entranced with +specimens of his skill. He had a perfect passion for Scotch airs, which, +all conceded, never before sounded half so enlivening. But pleasures, +however transporting, unhappily cannot last. No chain, be it of gold, or +pearl, or flowers, can bind the stubborn wings of Time, and bid him +loiter on his way. On the morning of the 25th of November, he weighed +anchor, and turned her bows towards the entrance. + +I cast a last, sad, lingering look at the old Nonantum, and bade adieu +to kind friends, whom, probably, I should never meet again on the +journey of life, although they would be often remembered. During my +sojourn at the islands, although I found kind friends, I passed many a +gloomy hour. As the season approached which, from time immemorial, in +dear old New England, has been observed as a day of thanksgiving and +prayer,--a day, of all others, when severed families assemble under the +paternal roof, to meet once again the loved friends of their youth, to +tread again the paths hallowed by childhood’s earliest +recollections,--the anniversary of such a day, while in this remote +region, crowded my memory with reminiscences of the past, pleasurable, +from the associations which they recalled, and painful, from the +position which I then occupied. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +Once more I found myself on board a good ship, bounding gayly over the +blue waters. Captain McKenzie possessed, in an eminent degree, the +ability of rendering his passengers perfectly at home and happy. His +crew were composed entirely of Scotchmen; and, every evening, the echo +of their merry Scotch songs were wafted far over the deep sea. Captain +McKenzie proposed teaching to me the Spanish language, being a perfect +linguist himself. He found me far more tractable in that than in +learning to take a glass of his “good Scotch whiskey,” as he termed it, +to which I had taken a mortal aversion, and for which he entertained a +decided preference. + +He was a skilful navigator, and, on his voyages around Cape Horn, +invariably passed through the Straits of Le Maire, which separate Staten +Land from Terra del Fuego, and, by “hugging the land,” escape some of +the severe blows so prevalent in that region. He having been on several +exploring expeditions in those waters, I experienced a degree of +security I should not otherwise have felt in approaching so near to huge +and jagged rocks, that for ages had reared their frowning heads, as if +in defiance of old ocean’s roar. We passed the veritable Cape Horn +(situated on Hermit Island) in such close proximity, one could +distinctly discern the barren soil. While I stood gazing at the +conical + +[Illustration: BURNING OF THE HUMAYOON.] + +mount, said the captain, “You have now seen what many an old navigator +in these waters never beheld, they keep so far south.” I assured him one +sight was sufficient for a life-time; that the remembrance of the +wildness and grandeur of that ocean scene would never be obliterated +from the pages of memory. + +That night, it came on to blow tremendously. Next morning, we found +ourselves eighty miles from land, and, horror of horrors, the ship on +fire! My heart refused to give credence to the startling report, until +my eyes beheld it. Our worst fears were too soon confirmed by the flames +darting upwards, and igniting the hatch the men were vainly endeavoring +to caulk; for fear had paralyzed their faculties. When that burnt and +fell in, the flames shot upward almost to the top-mast-head. The +combustible nature of the cargo caused the fire to increase with +wonderful rapidity. The long-boat was launched, and I was placed +therein, with my pet-goat; for I would not leave her behind: the other I +had given to Myrtie. After several ineffectual attempts to get at some +bread and water, the fire and smoke drove them all in confusion to the +boat. They pulled off a short distance, and we gazed in sadness and +silence upon what was so recently our happy home, now a burning wreck. +The calmness of despair pervaded my whole being: all was comprehended at +a glance,--eighty miles from land, and that an inhospitable coast, +inhabited only by savages; without bread or water; in an open boat, +exposed to the inclemency of Cape Horn weather! People on the land, +seated by their pleasant firesides, imagine they can understand our +feelings at that time; but it is impossible. Even when danger, in its +most appalling form, threatens on the land, there is generally some +avenue of escape open. But at sea, with nought but a frail plank between +you and a watery grave,--and that so fragile, one dash of those mighty +waves might annihilate it,--oh, the horror of such a situation can +_never_ be conceived! + +All at once, the joyful cry of “Sail, ho!” was shouted from our midst; +and, far away, I could descry a speck upon the ocean. Nearer and nearer +it came, until, when within about a mile of us, she “hove to,” and +lowered away a boat, which came bounding over the water to our relief. +This ship proved to be the Symmetry, of Liverpool, Captain Thompson, +bound to Acapulco, and laden with coal. How that word rang in my ears! +It seemed to me every ship that floated was coal-laden. We repaired at +once on board the Symmetry. Capt. McKenzie requested, as a favor, that +Capt. Thompson would “lay by” until the Humayoon was burned down. Now +that we could view her from a place of safety, it was a scene to rivet +the attention of all beholders. Flying about, at the mercy of the wind +and waves, the flames bursting out her sides (the liquor was stowed aft) +and stern, the blue flames wreathed and flashed higher and higher. Soon +the main and mizen-mast began to totter: they swayed to and fro for +about ten minutes, when they fell with a crash over the side. Soon the +fore-mast fell; and all that remained of the fine ship Humayoon lay a +burning mass upon the water. + +Captain Thompson now made sail, and soon the remains of that noble ship +which, only twelve days previously, had borne us from our island +retreat, was obscured from our view. Her commander dropped a tear to her +memory, and retired in silence to the cabin. + +Captain Thompson was accompanied by his wife and family. I was pleased +at the idea of enjoying for a season, however brief, the society of a +female friend. Capt. Thompson had previously informed us that our stay +on board the Symmetry must of necessity be prolonged no farther than +such a time as he could speak some ship. His inability to accommodate +us longer than was actually necessary was owing to a scarcity of +provisions, his own ship’s crew being then on an allowance. He had been +seven months from Liverpool. He had put into Rio on the way, where, on +account of severe indisposition, he had remained several weeks. While +there, his crew had nearly all deserted him. When ready for sea, he +shipped any he could get; and a sorry set he had. Part of them had +mutinied, and were confined; and the other half carried the principles +of revolt, too apparent to be mistaken, in their dark countenances. + +Night had now spread its sable mantle over the world of waters; the +bright constellations were reflected in the deep; and the noble ship, +with majestic and graceful motion, was cleaving a pathway for herself +through the rapidly heaving billows. My thoughts, as my eyes wandered +over the waste of waters, were busy with the past and present,--for the +future I could only hope. But a few months had intervened since leaving +Baltimore; and yet how much intense anxiety, actual suffering, and +harrowing suspense, were crowded into that short space! One day on board +a burning ship, with no hope of escape; then a port of safety in view; +then on board another ship, with every prospect of a speedy termination +of our eventful voyage; then, again, assailed by fire, and obliged to +seek safety in an open boat, far from land; and then transferred to a +place of temporary safety,--for what could we expect but a recurrence of +those awful scenes, while on board a coal-laden ship? “What,” thought I, +“will be the end? Shall I ever be permitted to reach in safety the land +of my birth?” I dared not entertain a hope seemingly so fallacious. As +time progressed, I was often reminded, by painful contrast, of the +fleeting happiness enjoyed on board the Humayoon. _There_ a spirit of +harmony and love seemed to pervade the whole ship’s company. The reverse +of this at sea is disagreeable in the extreme; and the truth of this +assertion was never more clearly demonstrated than on board the +Symmetry. In lieu of heart-stirring songs and happy faces, gloomy +frowns, and curses “not loud but deep,” met the ear at every turn; +anarchy and discord went hand in hand. Daily I scanned the ocean in +search of a sail, anticipating a happy change, yet dreading what I most +desired; for had not experience taught me that whatever we most +earnestly desire, when attained, often proves the source of the keenest +misery? At the expiration of thirteen days, the anxiously expected sail +appeared. Mentally I prayed it might be an American; for with my own +countrymen there exists a congruity of thought and feeling which renders +their society more congenial. As she neared us, we perceived, to our +great joy, that she was a large American ship. In answer to Captain +Thompson’s signal, she hove to. He then sent a boat to ascertain if we +could be transferred to her. She proved to be the Fanchon, of +Newburyport, Captain Lunt, bound to San Francisco, laden with coal, +which she took in at Baltimore. We became acquainted with Captain Lunt +while at Baltimore. The Nonantum had sailed three weeks in advance of +the Fanchon. The Nonantum had gone to her last resting-place; and here, +on the broad Pacific, we met the Fanchon, in all her pristine +architectural beauty, unharmed, and yet laden with Cumberland coal. Upon +Capt. Lunt learning that we were on board the Symmetry, he came with all +possible haste in his own boat to convey us to the Fanchon. + +In the interim, Captain McKenzie had effected a compromise with Captain +Thompson, to the effect that he would sail as near to the port of +Valparaiso as would render it safe and feasible for Captain McKenzie and +crew to embark in their long-boat, and arrive at their destined port. +How well they succeeded, future events will promulgate. + +I should judge, the two ships lay about a mile apart. Soon after we +welcomed Captain Lunt on board the Symmetry, the heavens became suddenly +overcast; and, as appearances betokened a squall, it was thought +advisable for me to depart instantly with Captain Lunt; while my husband +should collect what effects we had preserved from the Humayoon and my +goat, and come in the ship’s boat. Thinking and hoping we should reach +the Fanchon before the squall struck, they watched us with intense +anxiety from the ships. When little more than mid-way between the ships, +it came. Drenched with spray, and clinging to my seat, I dared not +express my terror other than by looks. “Do not be alarmed,” said Capt. +Lunt. “There is no danger to be apprehended. We shall soon reach the +Fanchon; and, when once on her deck, all trouble and danger will flee +away.” By such cheering words, he endeavored to divert my thoughts from +our by no means enviable situation. My heart almost ceased its +pulsations as we bounded over the white-crested billows. How intently +were we watched by those on board the Symmetry! When we would disappear +from their view in the trough of the sea, Mrs. Thompson would exclaim, +“They are gone! they are lost!” and, when we appeared on the top of some +mighty wave, would the fervent exclamation, “Thank God, they are safe!” +ascend from every heart. By some mischance or other, in attempting to +get alongside, we were swept towards the ship’s stern. She was plunging +and rolling terribly. “My God, we are under the stern!” was the hasty +ejaculation borne to my ears; and there, towering high above us over our +frail boat, was the noble ship, threatening instant destruction. It was +but momentary. By almost superhuman exertion, the boat’s crew succeeded +in placing our frail bark beyond the reach of imminent danger; and, as +the ship dashed down into the bosom of her native element, we were +beyond her reach, but not far enough to escape the tumultuous dashing of +the waters, which for an instant caused me to doubt my being in the +boat. The second attempt to reach her side was crowned with success. A +rope was thrown from the ship, which was caught by those in the boat. It +required the united exertions of all to keep the boat from being dashed +to pieces against the ship’s side. It seemed almost an impossibility for +me to ascend the side of the ship unassisted; but so I must go, if I +went at all, and that right + +[Illustration: TRANSFER FROM THE SHIP SYMMETRY TO THE FANCHON.] + +speedily. I could scarcely retain an upright position in the boat; and +yet, as the ship rolled towards us, my instructions were to jump and +catch the man-ropes, and cling hold until she careened the other way, +and then to climb the steps as quickly as possible. The water was +boiling and surging between the ship and the boat in such a manner as to +intimidate a much _larger_ female than myself. Captain Lunt was to give +the word when to jump; and, when “Now is your time! now is your time!” +came thundering in my ears, all my innate fortitude deserted me; I was +powerless to move. Captain Lunt, rightly conjecturing that, unless moved +by some sudden impulse of resentment, I should never gain the deck, +looked and spoke his feelings of disapproval so palpably, (he afterwards +assured me it cost him no small effort to conceal his genuine feelings,) +that I felt I would make an attempt, “live or die, sink or swim.” When +next the word was given, it was promptly obeyed. I jumped, caught one of +the ropes with both hands, and clung with the tenacity of one whose only +hope of preservation depended upon a firm grasp. I was all the time +cheered by the cry of “Hold on; you are safe!” In a moment I had clasped +the other rope, ascended the steps, and was placed upon deck by the +mate. I could recollect nothing more distinctly, until I found myself +in a beautiful cabin, attended by an old man, judging from his silvered +locks; yet his fresh and healthy appearance gave evidence that, although +“Father Time” had whitened his hair, he had made but few inroads upon a +healthy constitution. He was the steward--an old and devoted servant to +the captain, in whose employ he had been for seventeen years. He was a +native of England. His words of consolation to me were, “God bless your +dear little heart!” accompanied by a pat on my shoulder; “may you never +be in such a situation again. Lord bless you! The sight of one of my +girls in a like situation would well-nigh break my heart.” Soon my +husband arrived in safety. Captain Lunt made sail, and, long before the +shades of evening descended, the Symmetry was scarcely discernible. The +Fanchon was far her superior, as regarded sailing qualities and +symmetrical proportions. All the symmetry the other could boast of lay +in the name. I wished her success, and a safe arrival at her destined +port. She had been my home for thirteen days; and, although there were +many disagreeable incidents connected with our stay on board, yet she +had appeared to render assistance, when our hopes were at the lowest +ebb. Under these considerations, I bade her adieu as an old friend. The +cupidity of her captain may be illustrated by the fact of his presenting +a bill of one hundred and fifty dollars to my husband, as he was about +leaving the ship. There was no alternative but to pay it, situated as we +were. For this mean act he was published. The news reached the ear of +his employer, who quickly refunded the amount, and also discharged him +from his employ. Once again we met the Symmetry, before the termination +of this never-to-be-forgotten voyage. When and where, time and future +pages will explain. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Our home on board the Fanchon was all the most fastidious could desire. +Captain Lunt was possessed of all those gentlemanly attributes which are +calculated to win the possessor friends, and respect from all with whom +he associates. Ever joyous and light-hearted, the salutary effects +produced by the exercise of these excellent properties seemed to +pervade the hearts of all subject to his control. He also being a +judicious disciplinarian, the greatest neatness and order imaginable +prevailed throughout the ship. Our fancied security--our sanguine +expectations that our troubles from fire at sea were at an end--our +hopes of a safe and speedy termination of our voyage--all these +heart-cheering feelings were sustained and strengthened by reiterated +assurances from Captain Lunt that there was no danger whatever of the +Fanchon’s burning, she was so well ventilated. In fact, he attributed +the destruction of the other ships to want of proper ventilation. +Besides, he argued, that if there had been the least probability of its +taking fire, it would have done so long ago. We all conceded his +arguments were decidedly conclusive; and, for a few days, anxiety, fear, +suspense, and all the attendant train of harrowing reflections, were +strangers to my bosom. But as frail and fleeting as are all the +evanescent joys of earth were my hopes. On the 25th of December, in the +evening, as we sat conversing of the day, and the manner in which they +were celebrating it at our far distant homes, and vainly wishing that, +by another Christmas, our places in the family circle would not be +vacant, a puff of air was wafted into the cabin, so strongly +impregnated with gas as to render the conviction certain in my mind, +that the coal was on fire. I speedily gave utterance to my fears, which +met with a responsive “Pshaw! you have inhaled and smelt gas so often, +it has become accessory to your very being.” + +They failed, however, in eradicating from my mind the impression that +the coal was on fire. Upon retiring for the night, the thought of being, +for the third time, on board a burning ship, so harassed me as to +completely banish slumber from my pillow. Next morning, the captain +instituted a search throughout the ship, which proved, beyond a doubt in +his mind, there could be no fire. We were now about twelve hundred miles +from land, with a fair wind, on the direct course for San Francisco. + +Things remained in this state for two or three days. I cannot affirm +that the minds of _all_ were perfectly free from apprehension; yet, as +strict watch was kept, and nothing except that disagreeable smell of gas +was apparent to confirm my fears, I felt a little more at rest. The +third day, as Capt. Lunt was watching one of the large ventilators on +deck, he saw something having the appearance of smoke escaping +therefrom. He sprang down between decks--there was no appearance of +smoke or fire whatever; raised the lower hatch--all appeared as usual. +He then ordered the second mate to dig down into the coal, and soon +proofs beyond a doubt were too apparent. The coal was so hot, it could +not be taken in the hand. The whole body of coal, two or three feet +below the surface, was red hot. The same preparations for a life on +board a burning ship were again repeated that it had been my fortune +twice previously to witness. In this instance, we had not to contend +with the elements of wind and water as well as fire; for the ocean, at +times, was as smooth and transparent as a glass. For a time, Captain +Lunt shaped his course for the Galapagos Islands, what wind there was +being favorable to waft us in that direction; and, our distance from the +islands and the main-land being nearly equal, he was undecided for some +time which port would be our destination. Being within the tropics, the +weather was exceedingly pleasant--almost too much so for our benefit. + +For several days in succession, it would remain perfectly calm. The +nights were beautifully serene; not a cloud, or the slightest film of +vapor, appeared on the face of the deep blue canopy of the heavens. The +moon, and countless starry host of the firmament, exhibited their +lustrous splendor in a perfection of brilliancy unknown to the +night-watchers in the humid regions of the Atlantic. The ship would be +lying listlessly upon the surface of the unbroken waste of waters, while +our minds were constantly agitated between hope and fear,--hope, that +each morn, as the golden orb of day appeared rising from old ocean’s +bosom, that, ere she bid us farewell at eve, some welcome sail would +come to the rescue; and fear, as each returning day numbered +disappointed hopes, and increased the heat on ship-board, that we were +indeed a doomed crew. + +At night, signal-lights were kept burning, in the hope of attracting the +attention of some vessel which might be passing. For days look-outs were +stationed aloft, and more than once were our ears gladdened with the +joyful cry of “Sail, ho!” which as often proved a vain illusion. The +strained vision and anxious solicitude of those on the look-out caused +them to imagine they saw that which they vainly desired to behold. + +I was induced, by the entreaties and advice of my husband, seconded by +those of Captain Lunt, to adopt gentlemen’s apparel. Considering the +danger and exposure we might be subjected to, should we be compelled to +remain any length of time in the boats,--to which, unless relief +arrived from some other source, we should resort to soon,--it was not, +everything considered, a bad idea, which might never have been carried +into effect had Capt. Lunt been as large in stature as my husband. +Accordingly, from the captain’s wardrobe was selected a pair of black +pants, a green hunting-coat, black satin vest, bosom, and collar worn à +la Byron, and a purple velvet smoking-cap. Arrayed in this garb, I was +scarcely recognizable by my friends on board. Days came and passed, and +yet no relief appeared. Daily, convincing proofs appeared to warn us of +the slow but sure destruction of the ship, in the form of gas and smoke, +which were escaping through every seam. The beautiful paint-work and +gilding of the cabin assumed the darkest hue; everything on board seemed +shrouded in the sable habiliments of mourning. Slowly and gradually we +neared the land; and, after three weeks of intense suspense and +solicitude, the exulting cry of “Land, ho!” was echoed far and near. It +was an uninhabited part of the coast of Peru--a small bay, or, rather, +indenture made in at this place, called the Bay of Sechura. Into this +bay the ship was guided; and, when about two miles from shore, she was +brought to an anchor, at about four o’clock, P.M. As soon as the +wished-for haven appeared, I hastened to my state-room, and doffed my +male attire, supremely happy to exchange what I had so reluctantly +adopted, and what each succeeding day of usage rendered still more +distasteful. Rest assured, O ye of the opposite sex, that I, for one, +will never attempt to appropriate to myself the indispensables, or the +love of lordly power which usually accompanies them, but leave _you_ in +undisputed possession of your rights! + +Long before we reached our anchorage, the roaring of the surf, as it +dashed upon the lonely beach, sounded like a mournful dirge to our ears. +There appeared to be a short stretch of sandy beach, circumscribed by +high and jutting rocks. Around us, on either side, were innumerable +breakers, threatening destruction as we approached nearer; yet we heeded +not our dangerous proximity to sunken rocks, but the noble ship bounded +gayly over the waters, unmindful of the destiny awaiting the doomed. + +In the distance could be discerned the Andes Mountains, rearing their +lofty heads in silent grandeur, and seeming to penetrate the blue dome +of the o’er-arching heavens. Immediately upon bringing the ship to an +anchor, preparations were made to effect a landing in the boats. +Captain Lunt and my husband deposited their nautical instruments and +charts, and some few articles of clothing, in a chest which they had +rendered as nearly water-proof as possible, and consigned it to one of +the boats. We threw overboard all the spare spars upon deck, and +everything that would float. We had no provisions or water to take on +shore, and had been refreshed with none through the day. There was one +pig on board that had left Baltimore in the ship, and one hen. These, +together with my pet-goat, the sailors took under their own immediate +protection, and succeeded in landing them on the beach. The pig, in the +height of his terror, beat an instantaneous retreat into one of the +numerous caves, or recesses, situated at the base of perpendicular +cliffs, which rose nearly two hundred feet, and presented an effectual +barrier to any attempt that might be made to scale them. I recollect +distinctly my sensations on leaving the ship in a boat; how intently I +watched the foaming surf we were fast approaching, and which had already +engulfed the boat in advance; then an indistinct recollection of roaring +and splashing of water,--of voices heard above the din of all, giving +directions,--of being dragged, minus bonnet and shawl, through the +surf + +[Illustration: BURNING OF THE FANCHON ON THE COAST OF PERU.] + +upon the sandy beach. Of my very unceremonious introduction within the +precincts of the province of Peru, I have no very pleasing +recollections. After removing everything off the ship’s deck, they ran +her still nearer in, and scuttled her; but the fire had made such +progress, it was impossible to save her. In two hours after we left her +deck, she burst out into a sheet of flame. The fire caught to the sails, +which were spread to the breeze, and she was a sheet of fire to the +mast-heads. Here, in this lonely bay, lay the fine ship Fanchon, and +burnt to the water’s edge. Nothing could exceed the almost awful +profoundness of the solitude by which we were surrounded--a silence +broken only by the roaring and crackling of the flames, as they wreathed +and shot far upward, illuminating the midnight darkness, and casting the +reflection of their fiery glare far out over the lonely deep,--and the +deep roar of the eternally restless waves, as they dashed in rapid +succession upon the beach at our feet. It is quite impossible to convey +by language an adequate conception of the solemn magnificence of this +midnight scene. The burning ship in the foreground, the light from which +revealed the sublime altitude of the mountains in the background, whose +barren heads seemed to pierce the sky, every object distinctly +daguerreotyped; the rocks on either hand, laved for ages by the white +sea-foam; the bald and inaccessible cliffs in close proximity, in the +rear; and twenty-six human beings (myself numbering the only female) +standing upon the narrow beach, viewing silently the work of +destruction, rapidly progressing, which deprived us of a home, and the +necessary sustenance required to support life,--only a skilful artist, +with his pencil and brush, could do justice to the picture here drawn. +By three o’clock that night, nought remained to mark the spot--where, a +few hours previous, lay the gallant ship--but a smoking hulk. + +I sank into an unquiet slumber superinduced by exhaustion, fairly cried +myself to sleep, and rested my weary limbs upon a couch of beach-sand. +Next morning, we discovered several rafts (or, as they are there +denominated, balsas) coming into the bay. They were covered with +Indians--a sort of mongrel race, who live principally upon their balsas, +scarcely ever visiting the shore except to procure water and potatoes. +They subsist mostly upon raw fish. They speak the Spanish language. They +anchored their crafts outside the surf, then dove into the water, and +swam to the shore. They were nearly in a state of nudity. Their +demeanor was entirely pacific. They advanced towards us with hands +extended, in token of friendship. They had been attracted to the spot by +the light from the burning ship, and had assembled in considerable +numbers, doubtless in the hope of obtaining pillage, as they rather +demurred in rendering any assistance, unless stimulated by a promise of +compensation. For “mucha pesos,” they agreed to furnish us with water +and sweet potatoes while we remained upon the beach. They peremptorily +refused to take us to Payta,--the nearest settlement, which was fifty +miles distant,--thinking, doubtless, it would be a more profitable +speculation for them to protract our stay upon the beach, until, at +least, the “pesos” were all gone. I was constrained to offer my pet-goat +to them, in exchange for water: she had long since ceased to furnish +milk. Poor thing! after having encountered so many fiery trials, she was +but a wreck of her former self. Much as I regretted to part with her, I +felt it to be a duty I owed her, for past favors received, to mitigate +her woes as far as it lay in my power. With a last, sad, lingering look +at her mistress, and a despairing farewell bleat, she was dragged away. +The natives informed us we were fifteen leagues from any fresh water; +thereby giving us to understand that we were very dependent mortals. +They then departed, promising to come on the morrow with a fresh supply. +Their balsas are constructed of very buoyant, porous logs, bound +together in the form of a raft; then another layer, transverse the +former. In the centre, it is raised still higher. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +Here indeed was a new phase of existence, gloomy enough in anticipation, +yet far preferable to the dangerous scenes in which it had heretofore +been my fortune to participate. The sailors pitched four small tents; +two for themselves, and two for the officers. These served for a shelter +at night; but, during the day, when the sun shone with an almost +scorching fervency of heat, unmitigated by a single cloud on the face of +the sky, it was almost impossible to remain in them. To augment our +troubles, the fleas were so numerous and so blood-thirsty, that for a +few days I was in perpetual motion. When once they made a lodgment in +our clothing, it was useless to attempt to exterminate them; and _they_ +never capitulate. At night, upon retiring, our only preparation was to +spread a blanket upon the sand, and lie down upon it. In the morning, we +would find ourselves almost imbedded in the loose beach-sand; for, upon +the dry part of the beach, it was quite deep. I would rise, and shake my +head to dislodge the quantity of sand there collected. My hair was +hanging unconfined over my shoulders, having lost comb, hair-pins, and +bonnet. I would walk down to the shore of the Pacific,--an ample +wash-bowl, certainly,--and perform my ablutions, dispensing, of +necessity, with all the modern appurtenances of a lady’s toilet. + +Captain Lunt proposed to send to the American Consul at Payta for +assistance to remove us from the beach. His mate, Mr. McCrelles, of +Belfast, Maine, volunteered to go, accompanied by four of the sailors. +The next day after our arrival there, they embarked on their voyage to +obtain the relief we so much needed. Their directions were, to keep +close in shore; and, with God’s blessing, they would arrive at Payta, +and assistance would reach us at the expiration of a week. We watched +the little boat until she looked like a speck upon the water; and, with +many an unuttered prayer for her safe arrival, we turned our thoughts +landward,--I to amuse myself by selecting the most beautiful shells I +could find: they were very numerous among the rocks at each extremity of +the beach. I was never lonely: I found companions in my own thoughts; +and they were oftentimes pleasanter than the gayer ones of the world +would have been, for they whispered of home and loved friends. + +There was the skeleton of a whale perfect, and entirely exposed. How +long the remains of this huge aquatic monster had been bleaching under +the scorching rays of that tropical sun, we had no means of +ascertaining. + +The Indians faithfully kept their promise, and each succeeding day they +visited us with a plentiful supply of water and potatoes; the bill of +fare varied occasionally by the introduction of some very offensive +fowl, which they positively asserted were “esta bueno.” An amusement in +which I often indulged was to chase innumerable crabs, with which the +beach was literally covered in the mornings. They would, upon the first +intimation of pursuit, disappear instantly into their holes in the hard +sand. By remaining perfectly quiet for some time, they would again +assemble in numbers, which the least movement on my part would again put +to flight. They would make greater progress running sideways than I +could any way; therefore, I never caught one. + +The pig remained secreted in his cavernous retreat, which no entreaties +on our part could induce him to vacate. Not until driven to the last +extremity by the pangs of hunger, did he venture to reconnoitre from the +aperture. After viewing his companions in distress for a little time, he +gained sufficient courage to eat potatoes from my hand. After that, he +became quite domesticated, and, with the hen, used to share the sailors’ +tent with them at nights. + +During this time, I was unconsciously assuming the dark and swarthy hue +of the native women, from being constantly exposed to the scorching +glare of a tropical sun. My habiliments, too, were becoming exceedingly +soiled, from constant use both by night and day. + +The love and spirit of adventure had, from earliest infancy, been +strongly implanted in my nature; and, during this voyage, certainly, +this predilection for thrilling adventure had been amply gratified. Yet, +had not the fiery ordeal through which it had pleased the God of love to +bring me been for good, it would have been averted. + +A week had now elapsed since the departure of the boat. Intently we +scanned the ocean, in the hope of descrying the anxiously expected sail. +Nights, at the hour of twilight, I would seat myself upon the rocks to +indulge in the reveries which that most fitting hour for reflection +usually calls up. The mind feels a soothing influence as the light of +day fades gradually from sight. At such times memory is busy with the +past--the distant home, the loved friends there assembled. I often +wandered in this way through the spirit-land of old times. One night I +was startled by the exultant cry of “A sail! a sail!” Being fearful lest +some casualty had befallen the boat, and she had never reached Payta, +Captain Lunt deemed it advisable to make signals, in the hope of +attracting attention. She kept on her way, apparently unmindful of the +signals which she could not but have seen, as the captain had sent up a +rocket, which he had preserved in the water-proof chest. Darkness now +hid her from our view; and we sat down, wondering that no answering +signal had been displayed to our call for succor. + +We repaired to our tent with our minds illy reconciled to passing +another night victims to the insatiable fleas, whose cry still was, +Blood, blood. All at once we heard the clanking of chains letting go an +anchor. All rushed out, and there lay a dark object in the offing. Soon +we heard the splash of oars; and in a short time Mr. McCrellis, his +countenance beaming with smiles, stood in our midst. He was accompanied +by Captain Hillman, originally of New Bedford. His bark had been +chartered by the American consul to come to our rescue. The next morning +we bade farewell to rocks, and sand, and fleas, and repaired on board +the bark, where, for the first time since leaving the Fanchon, I caught +a glimpse of my sun-burned, swarthy countenance. The poisonous bite of +the fleas had contributed their share towards imparting to my skin the +appearance of a person suffering from measles, small-pox, and erysipelas +combined. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +As you enter the harbor of Payta from sea, the town presents a most +uninviting appearance. It is built at the base of sand hills. The houses +have the appearance of mud huts; the roofs covered with tile. Upon a +nearer approach, not a green thing can be discovered except the +balconies of some of the finer houses. The consul, tired, as he said, of +eternally seeing sand hills and sand-colored dwellings, had relieved the +monotony of the scene by substituting green paint wherever an +opportunity presented. At this time the town numbered about four +thousand inhabitants. They came to an anchor some distance from the +shore, and were soon surrounded by boats. The English, French, and +American consuls came on board, each equally desirous of giving us a +home, and contributing in any way to render our stay with them as +pleasant as possible. We repaired to the house of the American +consul--Mr. Ruden, of New York, who has a mercantile house established +there. This house is very spacious, constructed upon the Spanish plan of +architecture, and constructed wholly after the manner of South American +houses. The whole front of the lower part is appropriated to business. + +A wide and pleasant balcony surrounds the entire house at the second +story. Large windows, and still larger doors, open upon this balcony, +and render it an airy and delightful residence. From this balcony you +have a fine view of the harbor, dotted with ships of almost every +nation. In addition--and not a very pleasant auxiliary, to be sure--are +multitudes of natives constantly sea-bathing, and frolicking in the +water. I often wondered if some of them were not really amphibious. Mr. +Ruden’s household consisted of himself and four gentlemen belonging to +the firm. All his servants were male natives, and he employed quite a +number, with a major domo to superintend them. Upon entering the +spacious parlor, my attention was attracted to the portrait of a lady +with such a pleasant expression of countenance that I hoped the original +was not far distant. In this, however, I was disappointed. It was a +portrait of Mr. Ruden’s mother, a resident of New York city. Mr. Ruden +was a bachelor; thus again was I deprived of female companionship. +Eighteen years of his life had been passed in South America, where he +had amassed quite a fortune. + +I often availed myself of the use of Mr. Ruden’s library. In this room +was suspended a hempen hammock, in which I enjoyed many a delightful +siesta. The bedsteads were all of polished brass, and very beautifully +curtained with bright-colored satin. Some of them cost as high as one +thousand dollars. The pillow-slips and counterpanes were solid +embroidery, executed by the delicate hands of the lovely Spanish +señoritas. They were placed on the beds over a lining of pink or blue +cambric, thereby displaying to great advantage the fine needle-work. +Even the toilet-towels were embroidered at each end a quarter of a yard +in depth, and then fringed. We breakfasted at ten o’clock, and dined at +five, P.M. At nine, P.M., a servant would bring us a most excellent cup +of tea, which we generally enjoyed seated upon the balcony. Through the +day we were regaled with all the delicious fruits indigenous to a +tropical clime, among which were several kinds I had never before +tasted--the palta and cherrymoyer. The first-named is shaped something +like cucumber, and is eaten with pepper and salt. The flavor of the +cherrymoyer is perfectly delicious. This fruit is about the size of the +largest kind of Baldwin apple, and very pulpous. The fruit, together +with the water, and all the vegetables consumed in Payta, and all with +which the shipping is supplied, is transported across a desert of +sixteen miles in width, upon mules’ backs, from a town called Piura--a +perfect garden of Eden, through which flows a pellucid river. When the +ladies of Payta visit Piura to refresh themselves with a sight of the +beautiful in nature, they are transported in a palanquin, which is +rested upon the shoulders of natives. On the desert there is not a tree +or shrub to mark one’s course. It is deep sand, from which footprints +are quickly erased. A pocket-compass is indispensable in crossing. + +There was a church near to Mr. Ruden’s house, which I often +frequented--at the matin hour, and again at vespers--to get a view of +the lovely brunettes, who, with heads uncovered, were kneeling in every +direction, upon soft mats brought every day by a servant, following in +close proximity to the señora or señorita. I admire their style of +beauty. The clear olive complexion; the soul and sympathy which beam +from their dark, lustrous eyes; their long, black, glossy hair; their +natural ease, grace, and warmth of manner; the lip so full of sentiment +and love, that, if the eyes were closed, the face would retain its +exquisite expression; their vivacity of manner in conversation--_all_ +unite to form a lovely and fascinating woman. + +The walls of the churches are hung with coarse paintings, and engravings +of the saints, etc., etc. The chancel is decorated with numerous images +and symbolic ornaments used by the priests in their worship. Gold paper +and tinsel in barbaric taste are plastered without stint upon nearly +every object that meets the eye. When, on festive occasions, the church +is lighted, it presents a very glittering appearance. The tastes and +predilections of the priests are totally unlike what one would suppose +their sacred offices would instigate. I have seen a priest leave the +church, walk directly to his house, take two fighting-cocks, one under +each arm, and repair to the scene of cock-fighting, and there spend +hours in betting. + +While at Payta, the United States sloop-of-war Vincennes, Commander +Hudson, arrived in port. The officers frequently dined with Mr. Ruden. +By invitation of Captain Hudson, we all dined on board the Vincennes. We +were welcomed alongside by a salute of twenty-one guns--a compliment +usually conferred upon a consul when he visits ships of the line. We +spent the afternoon most agreeably; and the refined hospitality, +courteous manners, intelligent and interesting conversation of our host, +made us regret the rapidly fleeing moments. It was a beautiful moonlight +eve when we left the Vincennes in the captain’s barge, rowed by those +men-of-war sailors, dressed with such uniform neatness. Not a ripple +disturbed the placid and glossy surface of the water. At night so pure +is the atmosphere, that the moon gives a light sufficiently powerful +for the purposes of the reader or student who has good eyesight. There +is no necessity of burning the “midnight oil;” nature here lights the +lamp for the bookworm. So phosphorescent is the water, that every dip of +the oars is followed by a stream of light resembling fire. When we were +at Payta, we were informed that no rain had fallen during the preceding +seven years. We met there a friend from whom we had parted on the broad +Pacific, never expecting to meet again--Captain McKenzie. Yes! the +pleasant Scotch captain we left on board the Symmetry. Captain Thompson +had faithfully fulfilled the stipulation to leave them near the port of +Valparaiso. From thence he had taken passage in an English steamer bound +to Panama, and from there he would cross the isthmus, proceed to New +York, and from there to England. The steamer touched at Payta to remain +an hour, and Captain McKenzie stepped on shore to have a view of the +town. Nearly the first persons he saw were Captain Lunt and my husband. +When he parted from us last, we were bound to San Francisco. Judge, +then, of his astonishment at meeting them there. He knew at once some +unforeseen calamity had driven them from their course. From previous +events his thoughts naturally reverted to fire; and his first +exclamation was, “My God! you have been burnt out again!” Too true. All +was then explained. There they met, at a port neither of them intended +to visit--the three captains who had lost their ships by fire. He paid +me a passing visit at the house, then departed on his way to his distant +home, to gladden the anxious hearts of wife and children. I have never +seen or heard from him since. But, whenever my thoughts revert to him, +the recollection is always flavored with old Scotch whiskey. + +The bark Carbargo, Captain Barstow, was loading at Payta for Panama. The +captain was a native of Pembroke, Mass., and, being acquainted with our +friends at home, felt quite an interest in our welfare. He very kindly +offered to give us a passage to Panama. Upon his assuring me he had not +a cargo of coal, but mules, sheep, and fowl instead, I felt I might +safely trust myself once more on board another vessel. It was a lovely +day we bade good-bye to Mr. Ruden and other friends, with whom we had +passed many pleasant hours during a four weeks’ sojourn at Payta. I had +changed somewhat in my personal appearance since first I beheld those +everlasting sand-hills. My wardrobe, too, had been replenished. I was +really a gainer by my temporary stay at Payta, and departed with a +lighter heart. Hope seemed to whisper of a cloudless to-morrow. How +wisely ordered, how characteristic of our natures, to hope on, hope +ever! When Hope deserts her throne, we are, indeed, like a lost mariner +without chart or compass. + +Here we are again on ship-board; and I have no better business, all +these long summer days, than to watch those thirty large mules, ranged +along the deck, fifteen on a side, their heads facing the vessel’s rail, +with just a path between the rows. They were the finest-looking mules I +ever saw. The South American mule is larger, as a general thing, than +the Mexican mule. The captain anticipated realizing a handsome sum for +them. They were in excellent order, and were blessed with such nice long +tails, which is considered quite an acquisition. One morning early, I +heard such a loud talking on deck, and in no very pleasant tones either, +I conjectured something awful had happened. I soon ascertained the cause +of the clamor. One of the mules had broken his fastening in the night, +and, not being discovered, had the extreme audacity to deprive nearly +all his brother mules of their dearly prized appendages, eating the +hair square off, up to the fleshy part of their tail. It appears they +invariably practise this habit whenever they can get them in a position +where they can make no resistance. The sheep were between decks. The +heat must have been almost insupportable. They would gather round the +wind-sail with their noses up, panting terribly. It was not an agreeable +cargo; yet I had no fears of spontaneous combustion, although I +afterwards learned there was coal in for ballast. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +Upon arriving in the harbor of Panama, we came to an anchor about two +miles from the city. Ships scarcely ever go nearer on account of rocks. +It is not a very good harbor for vessels to lie in with safety, it is so +open. At anchor close by us was the ship Marianna, of San Francisco, +Captain Rossiter. He recognized my husband as an old acquaintance, +invited us on board his ship, where he was enjoying the society of his +wife and an interesting little child. Captain Rossiter informed us he +was going to take his ship down to Taboga, an island which lies about +ten miles from Panama. The P. M. S. S. Co. have a depot there. All the +steamers, when in port, lie there. The shipping frequent this place to +get a supply of water, which gushes in clear rivulets down the sides of +the mountains. A little steamer plies constantly between Taboga and +Panama for the accommodation of passengers, who are constantly flocking +from the miasma-infected city of Panama, to inhale the health-breathing +zephyrs of this island retreat. The shore is very bold. Ships of the +largest tonnage lie within a stone’s throw of the shore. Nearly all the +washing is carried from the city, and here cleansed in the running +streams by the native women, and spread upon the bushes to dry. At this +time there were three hotels there, and quite a number of native +populace. Since the time I allude to, they have been visited by a +destructive fire. It has been rebuilt, however. We spent one happy week +here. Daily Mrs. Rossiter and myself wandered up and down the mountain’s +side, protected from the sun’s rays by the umbrageous foliage which +formed a complete net-work above our heads. Here grew the cocoa-nut and +pine-apple. The monkeys chattered and swung from branch to branch above +our heads. The parrot and paroquet screamed at us from their leafy +habitations. Birds of beautiful plumage were carolling their sweetest +notes, giving to these sylvan mountain-slopes a truly vivifying +appearance. Here, thought I, in company with loved ones, could I dream +away a happy existence. The impersonations of romance and solitude could +scarcely find a more congenial abode than this beautiful and sequestered +isle. At the expiration of this memory-treasured week, which was, +indeed, an oasis in the waste over which I had been wafted, we returned +to an anchor at Panama. That night I was suddenly and severely attacked +with what was conceded to be, by all, Panama fever of the most malignant +kind. The next day I was carried on shore, through the city, to a house +outside the city gates, owned by a gentleman from New Orleans. For the +use of one furnished room and board, the sum of forty dollars per week +was required. It was a large, barn-like dwelling. Nearly all the rooms +were rented to Spaniards. The partitions which divided the house into +apartments only extended to a height sufficient to conceal the occupants +from one another, without in the least obviating the noise and +disturbance naturally occurring from so many living under one roof. +Even this tenement, rough as it was, far exceeded, in point of +cleanliness and healthy location, the crowded, and at that time filthy, +hotels of the city. Ours was a corner room in the second story, fronting +the street. Large doors, very much resembling barn-doors, opened from +two sides of the room upon a balcony, that indispensable appendage to +all the dwellings situated in tropical climes. Every breath of air which +fanned my burning brow seemed wafted from a heated furnace. For days I +lay a victim to that consuming fever, part of the time in blissful +unconsciousness. I say blissful, because my thoughts wandered to my +distant home, and I was relieved, for the time being, from the agonizing +thoughts that in intervals of reason obtruded themselves upon me. I was +attended by no physician. Captain Rossiter administered dose after dose +of calomel, until my system was completely prostrated. Well was it for +me that my knowledge of the Spanish language was so limited; otherwise I +might have been shocked by the language of some of the inmates of the +house. Every footfall, every loud word, echoed and reverberated through +that hollow building, sending, at each recurrence, a pang of agony +through my burning brain. Fear, too, would assert her sway when left +alone, as I oftentimes was. For nearly two weeks the fever raged +incessantly; after which time, I gradually convalesced. + +When raised by pillows in my bed, I had a view of the street leading to +the rear gates of the city, and day after day could I see the silent +dead borne to their last resting-place. At that time, Panama was crowded +with Americans waiting to be conveyed to the gold-studded placers of +California. Alas! many of the number never reached the goal they so +ardently desired, and for which they had sacrificed their own happiness, +and that of those dearer to them than aught else except gold, the yellow +dust of temptation. Truly it may be said to be “the root of all evil,” +when it allures thousands from their peaceful homes, to meet an untimely +death. Reflections such as these had a decided tendency to depress still +more my already despondent heart. My recovery, at times, was considered +doubtful. It was too sickly to entertain the idea of remaining there +longer than was absolutely necessary. I was too weak to attempt to cross +the Isthmus; therefore, all hope of returning home was abandoned. + +It was decided to take passage at once for San Francisco. We remained +one month at Panama. During the last two or three days of our stay, I +walked a short distance each day. One of our walks we extended as far as +the burying-ground. What a shunned and desolate spot was that American +burial-ground at Panama,--a mere necessary receptacle of lifeless flesh +and crumbling bones,--not even a stone raised to mark the last +resting-place of the many loved friends who had breathed their last sigh +in a strange land, and by strangers been consigned to mother earth! A +little piece of board was sometimes reared, with the name, age, and +place of residence, marked thereon; but often this little mark of +respect and affection had been displaced by mules, numbers of which are +constantly grazing among the graves. No inclosure protects these often +nameless mounds; straggling bushes struggle with rank and choking weeds +that overtop them. The whole place bears a deserted, forsaken +aspect--untrodden by the feet of memory and love. It is within sight of +the bay, whose waters, as they eternally dash against the shore, seem to +be chanting a requiem for the departed. The evening before we left +Panama, our attention was attracted by what we conceived to be a +torch-light procession, issuing from the city gate. Upon a nearer +approach, it proved to be a funeral cortege. First came several +horsemen bearing torches; these were followed by a band of music, +playing very lively, heart-stirring strains; then came an open bier, +carried by natives, upon which was borne the lifeless remains of a sweet +little cherub, a lovely Spanish child--lovely even in death. It seemed +to be in a sitting posture. In each hand was placed a wax candle; +wreaths of flowers entwined its angelic brow, and were strewn in rich +profusion upon the bier. Innumerable wax tapers were inserted around the +outer edge of the bier, which shed an ethereal halo upon the little form +of clay, which had so recently been the pride and joy of fond parents. +Then followed another company of equestrians and pedestrians. It had the +appearance of some joyous festive scene rather than a funeral +procession. And, truly, + + “Why should we mourn for the child early called + From the sin and the suffering of this darkened world? + Though ties of affection may early be riven, + Why wish back on earth the dear loved one in heaven?” + +Oh, how I suffered, while at Panama, for a draught of cold water, to +allay that feverish, burning thirst which seemed to be consuming the +very life-blood in my veins! By the time they could get the clear, cool +water from the gurgling rivulets of Taboga to Panama, it would be tepid, +and I would turn from it in disgust. Often, in my hours of delirium, +would I fancy myself at home, travelling again the little school path. I +would arrive at the running brook which wandered through green meadows, +and was spanned by a rustic bridge, over which, for twelve happy years, +our little feet had skipped each day, on the way to and from school. +Then I would fancy myself leaning far over the grassy brink--so far, I +could touch my lips to the transparent surface, and imbibe draught after +draught of the sparkling liquid. Pleasing hallucination! too quickly +dispelled by returning reason. In my lucid moments, I was ever thinking +of the old well at home, and wishing for _one_ drink from the +“moss-covered bucket.” I felt it would save my life, when all else +should prove abortive. One who has never been prostrated by fever in a +burning tropical clime, when it was utterly impossible to obtain ice or +cool water, can scarcely conceive of the torture and agony endured. +Every breath of air is a simoom to the sufferer. My principal sustenance +was the banana and plantain. + +We took passage in the steamer Republic for San Francisco. The price of +our tickets at that time were six hundred dollars. The Republic was +commanded by Captain William Hudson, a son of the commander of the +sloop-of-war Vincennes. He was a lieutenant in the navy, but was then +enjoying a furlough of four years, which he improved by taking charge of +the Republic. + +I saw nothing of the city of Panama except what met the eye in passing +through its narrow streets,--more properly, lanes,--bounded on either +side by high, prison-looking buildings, with iron bars in lieu of +window-sashes. Plenty of naked natives, all eager to carry us on board +in their bungoes (boats),--a noisy, wrangling set they were,--assembled +there upon the beach. Immediately upon reaching the steamer, I repaired +to my state-room, and, in an exhausted state, was assisted into my +berth. I remained in this situation through all the hurry and bustle +incident to the departure of an ocean steamer, but then was fated to be +disturbed in a manner I little dreamed of. A lady came to the +state-room, and very unceremoniously demanded my berth, saying her +ticket, which she had purchased in New York, called for it. Here was a +dilemma! The ticket calling for that berth had been sold twice. Captain +Hudson was called to the rescue. He decided I should not be removed. He +had previously been informed of the series of accidents that had +befallen us on our eventful voyage, and declared, laughingly, that, +unless routed by fire, I should not be molested. He offered to provide +the lady from New York with another room; which she obstinately refused +to occupy, vehemently averring that she would lie upon the cabin-floor, +and prosecute the company for practising such duplicity. This threat she +put in execution upon her arrival at San Francisco, and received +compensation to the amount of several thousand dollars. + +Upon getting out to sea, my recovery was visibly accelerated by the +invigorating sea-breezes and cheerful companionship of our +fellow-voyagers. I made many pleasant acquaintances, and formed +friendships which have endured to the present,--not the fashionable +friendship of an hour, which dishonor the name, but attachments that +have stood the test of adversity and misfortunes. The steamer Republic +had on board four hundred passengers. Thirty out of this number were +ladies,--the largest number which, at that time, had been taken on board +any one steamer to San Francisco. There were but very few of them +accompanied by their husbands; the remainder were going to meet their +liege lords, from whom they had been separated, some two years and +longer. It was very amusing to listen to the various conjectures +advanced as to the probability of their being recognizable, after being +for so long a time strangers to the hair-clipping propensity of the +razor. In those early days of California hair-producing memory, when the +passion for gold-hunting completely absorbed all other faculties, but +very little time or attention was expended upon their persons. + +The steamer put into Acapulco to coal up. The harbor reminded me +somewhat of Port Stanley, although it is not quite so completely +land-locked. The natives swam off to the ship in numbers; while the +passengers amused themselves by throwing over pieces of money, which, as +it was sinking, they dove after, and obtained with surprising dexterity. +They appeared again upon the surface, in an incredibly short space of +time, with their dark countenances illumined by a grin, illustrative of +much delight, holding high the hand, and displaying the rescued coin. +Then they would deposit it quickly in their mouths, and be in readiness +for another dive. The most successful one was easily detected by his +protuberant cheeks. To deceive, one of the passengers threw over a +button. Upon discovering the deception practised, no enticement could +afterwards induce them to dive after what fell from his hand. Their +discriminating powers must be very acute to recollect the countenance of +that gentleman among so many strange faces. We remained nearly one day +at Acapulco, which most of the passengers improved by wandering through +the town and its suburbs. + +Not having recovered my health sufficiently to endure a tiresome tramp, +I only saw that part of the town in immediate proximity to the harbor. I +was very favorably impressed, however. It was the cleanest, neatest, +most cheerful-looking Spanish town I had ever beheld. Shops of every +description met the eye, almost bewildering the senses with the +multifarious display. The cafés at every corner sent out a cheering +welcome to the olfactory organ; the bazaar was thronged with people +displaying fruit in all its stages, sufficient, if partaken of, to +prostrate the whole ship’s company; and the incomprehensible jargon of +the venders reminding one of (as some express it) “bedlam let loose.” +Sometimes one feels half inclined to purchase, if for nought else than +to win one of those irresistible smiles from the señorita in attendance. + +Upon entering the harbor, the first thing that met my eye was the ship +Symmetry, which came to our deliverance off Cape Horn. She had, after a +tedious voyage, reached her destination. Capt. Thompson recognized us +from the deck of the Symmetry, and came on board to see me. He informed +me his crew were all in the lock-up, and there he intended to keep them, +to ensure better behavior in future. He looked really care-worn, from +continued and incessant trials. I pitied him more than I liked him. We +wondered at his coming to see us. I never saw him more. + +Soon we were again steaming our way along the coast to San Francisco. +One night, we were all startled from our slumbers by the quick ring of +the fire-bell, and the wild shout of “Fire! fire!” ringing loud and +clear from the deck. Oh, what a rushing and screaming with the ladies! +what terrified looks, as they crowded and pushed one another up the +stairs, in mad haste to gain the deck! It was a scene of terrible +confusion; in the midst of which I stopped to put on shoes and +stockings. I say not this to boast of more self-possession or calmness +in moments of peril than naturally belongs to the sex; but, having been +so often subjected to the fiery ordeal during that eventful year, I had +learned to expect it as a matter of course, and was not so startled or +unprepared by the recurrence of such an event as those more favored, +who had recently left pleasant homes, and had encountered nought but +sunshine. It appeared one of the waiters had gone to the engineer’s room +(which was upon deck) to draw alcohol from a cask. It ignited by a spark +from the lamp; the cask exploded, and set fire to the room. The boy +rushed out in terror, rang the bell, and cried “Fire!” at the top of his +voice. One of the engineers, who was in bed at the time, was severely +burned. The greatest confusion prevailed for awhile, after the +passengers gained the deck _en masse_. Some sprang to the boats, +attempting to cut away the lashings, and were only deterred from +committing this dastardly act through fear of having a bullet put +through their heads. Several amusing and ludicrous incidents transpired +also. One man took his umbrella in one hand, and carpet-bag in the +other, and was caught in the act of jumping overboard. A Jew, who had on +board goods to the amount of several thousand dollars, was offering them +to any one for a bid of three hundred dollars, and cash down. The old +adage, “the ruling passion strong in death,” was here verified. + +It was pronounced at once by all the ladies, that I must be the “Jonah;” +and really I began to think there might be some truth in the assertion. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +The last of April, 1851, after an eventful and tedious voyage, we +approached the entrance to the harbor of San Francisco, appropriately +denominated the “Golden Gate.” The entrance is about a mile and a half +in breadth. The waters of the bay appear to have opened for themselves a +passage through the elevated ridge of hills next to the shore of the +Pacific, which rise abruptly on either side of the opening. There is +always depth of water sufficient to admit ships of the largest size; and +so completely land-locked and protected from the winds is the harbor, +that vessels can ride at anchor in perfect safety, in all kinds of +weather. The harbor is sufficient to accommodate all the navies in the +world. As the emigrant approaches California from the ocean, Monte +Diabolo is the first land by which the eye is greeted. It is situated in +Contra Costa county, sixty or seventy miles distant from Sacramento, in +a south-westerly direction. According to the best information obtained, +the altitude of this mountain is about five thousand feet above the +level of the sea. It stands at the north-western termination of the +inner coast range, disjointed and isolated, and, like most of its bleak +and sterile companions, is rent by deep fissures and yawning chasms, +which give it the appearance rather of a cluster of small mountains than +one ponderous pile. But little is yet known of the geological history of +Monte Diabolo, or the “Mountain of the Devil.” San Francisco is situated +on the south side of the entrance, fronting on the bay, about six miles +from the ocean. The bay, from the city of San Francisco due east, is +about twelve miles in breadth. A range of high hills bounds the view on +the opposite side. Between them and the shore is a broad and fertile +plain, called the Contra Costa. Quite a little village had sprung up +there, on the shore of the bay, when I last saw the place, called +Oakland. + +Yerba Buena (sweet herb) is an island in the bay, and almost directly +fronting the city of San Francisco, a mile or so distant. There are +several small islands in the bay. Opposite San Francisco, on the north +side of the bay, is a place called Sausolito where, at an early period +in the history of San Francisco, vessels repaired, preparatory to +sailing, to take in their water. Now, water-boats are plying between +Sausolito and the city, affording ample remuneration for the toil. On +the righthand side of the bay, as you are approaching the city, is +situated the Presidio of San Francisco. It consists of several blocks of +adobe buildings, covered with tiles. The walls of most of the buildings +are crumbling for the want of care in protecting them from annual rains. + +At a distance of a mile and a half from the entrance to the bay, are the +remains of an old fort. It is fast going to decay, daily threatening a +complete ruin. The guns are dismounted, and some of them are half +decomposed from exposure to the weather. When I passed through the +Golden Gate for the last time, there was in process of erection a +fortification on one of the bluffs commanding the entrance. Outside, lay +the wreck of the clippership Golden Fleece; the ceaseless motion of the +waves chanting a requiem over her remains. + +At San Francisco, during the summer and autumnal months, the wind blows +directly from the ocean, rendering the temperature cool enough in the +afternoon for woollen clothing, in midsummer. The mornings are usually +calm and pleasantly warm. About sunset, the wind dies away, and the +nights are comparatively calm. In winter months, the wind blows in soft, +balmy breezes from the southeast; the thermometer rarely sinking below +50 deg. When the winds blow from the ocean, it never rains. When they +blow from the land it is lowery, and resembles that of the month of May, +in the same latitude on the Atlantic coast. The coolness of the climate, +and briskness of the air, are confined to particular localities on the +coast; and this description is not applicable to the interior of the +country, or even to other places on the coast. + +Such a hurry, such a bustle, so much excitement! We are nearing the +wharf at San Francisco. What crowds of men assembled upon the pier, +ready to rush on board as soon as the steamer is made fast! I almost +envied those who were going to meet loved friends. We knew none, to give +us a cheerful greeting, in that city of strangers. + +Mrs. B----, a lady who was accompanied by her husband, and myself seated +ourselves upon deck, to witness the meetings. So many joyful tears were +shed, such heartful embraces! Fathers caressing little ones they had +never before seen; they in turn frightened half out of their wits at +finding themselves in the arms of such frightful objects. Sometimes we +could scarcely repress the tears at witnessing some affecting scene; at +others, constrained to laugh outright at some really ludicrous sight. +One delighted husband said, “Why don’t you kiss me, Bessy?” She stood +gazing at this hirsute representation of her better half in utter +astonishment; then timidly ejaculated, “I can’t find any place.” “Oh!” +said Mrs. B----, sportively, “they will all get a kiss but you and me.” +Almost instantly a gentleman sprang to her side, cordially greeting her, +and even bestowing a kiss. I was almost stupefied at such audacity, for +at first she seemed not to recognize him. Soon the air of astonishment, +and even of alarm, resigned its place upon her countenance to the glad +smile of recognition. He was an old friend, whom she had not seen for +years. He thought he recollected her countenance; then the sound of her +voice confirmed his preconceptions. I felt greatly relieved when I found +it was not the custom in California for the gentlemen to kiss all the +ladies they fancied, whether acquainted or not. + +My husband and myself, by invitation of the captain, concluded to remain +on board that night. He insisted upon our occupying his room in his +absence, as business called him ashore. “Everything,” said he, “is at +your disposal, except my tooth-brush.” + +Next morning, upon going ashore, my husband met a cousin of ours, who +was residing in Happy Valley. He came immediately on board, and +insisted upon our going at once to his house. This cordial invitation we +at once accepted. Mr. B----had emigrated to California in 1849, and +there married. + +How unique to me seemed everything in San Francisco, when first I paced +its sandy streets leading to Happy Valley! They were building up the +water-lots rapidly. The old ship Niantic, of Boston, seemed quite up +town. Upon the deck of this condemned ship was reared quite an imposing +edifice, bearing the signature of the Niantic Hotel. Streets were +extended far beyond it, bayward. The interstices between some of these +streets were not yet filled. I grow dizzy even now, thinking about it. +In our haste to reach Happy Valley, and avoid, as far as lay in our +power, those interminable sand-hills, it was proposed to cross one of +those interstices on a hewn timber, which, at least, must have been +nearly one hundred feet, and at a height of twelve feet, I should think, +from the green slimy mud of the dock. I succeeded pretty well, until +about halfway over, when, finding myself suddenly becoming very dizzy, I +was obliged to stop, get down on my knees, and hold on to the timber. I +was afraid to proceed, lest I should fall into the mud and water below, +and, for the same reason, unable to retrace my steps. After much crying +on my part, and coaxing and scolding on the part of the gentleman, I +succeeded in reaching the terminus of the timber. That was my +introduction into the town of San Francisco in 1851. + +Upon leaving, three years afterwards, I traversed that same locality. It +had become the richest business part of the city. There were nicely +paved walks, bounded on either side by massive granite and brick +structures, an ornament to the city--the pride and the glory of the +energetic pioneers, representatives from every state in the Union. + +Very soon after our arrival occurred the largest conflagration ever +recorded in the annals of San Francisco. The memorable fire of the 3d of +May, 1851, will ever be remembered by all residents of the place at that +time with feelings of pain and commiseration. Oh! it was a night of +intense suffering to hundreds of human beings. We were startled from our +slumbers between the hours of eleven and twelve, by the to me familiar +cry of “Fire!” My first thought, upon awakening, was, “I am on terra +firma, I can run.” Fires, at that time of paper-and-cloth-architectural +memory, raged with astonishing rapidity. Whole streets were swept away +in less time than it would occupy to relate the events arising from the +sad catastrophe. We were in Happy Valley, situated at that time at the +extreme end of the town, towards Rincon Point. The fire originated as +far in an opposite direction. Therefore people were all rushing towards +Happy Valley, as a place offering protection. + +The streets were full of drays, rushing along with breakneck speed, to +deposit goods and all kinds of merchandise in any possible place of +safety. What rich bales of silk, and fine clothing, were tumbled +topsy-turvy into hastily made excavations in the innumerable sand-hills +around the valley. Some were depositing valuables in the few (what were +then supposed to be) fire-proof buildings, which had been erected at +considerable expense. Often buildings were on fire before the inmates, +in their consternation, could find an article of clothing; and they +would rush into the crowded street in their night-clothes, nearly +distracted with the deafening shouts of the excited multitude. The wind +seemed to blow fiercely. The insatiable flames came roaring and rushing +onward, darting its thousand-forked tongues of fire far up into the +midnight sky. The fire companies, what few there were, were prompt and +energetic in action; but even _they_ were driven from their posts of +duty, and their life-sacrificing efforts rendered abortive. + +In one instance, a company, with their engine, were driven to the verge +of a wharf by the fiery pursuer. Mrs. B---- and myself were standing +upon the door-step, witnessing with trembling hearts its nearer approach +and nearer. It was heart-rending to witness the distress of delicate +women, driven from their homes at midnight, with no protection from the +chilly winds but their night-clothes, lamenting, not their own fate, but +the uncertain fate of those near and dear to them, who were combatting +with the fiery elements for the preservation of life and property. Oh, +it was a sad spectacle! Yet, even amid it all, might be seen some +heartless person divesting himself of his own soiled apparel, to be +replaced with new, purloined from some pile of ready-made clothing. How +much of value, that night, the dishonest ones appropriated to their own +use! + +Still nearer came the flames, until only one block of buildings +separated them from the Oriental Hotel. That once on fire, and no human +power could save Happy Valley. All the engines were brought to play upon +this block, which was owned by Macondry, and by him occupied as a +warehouse. The bravely-fought struggle was viewed with varying emotions +of hope and fear. At length the never-ceasing powers of man conquered. +They succeeded in arresting the progress of the fire king, and the +little hamlet of Happy Valley was preserved. At early dawn, we visited +the scene of the fire. It would require a more graphic description than +could ever emanate from pen of mine to do justice to the scene of +destruction there presented. Lifeless bodies, literally burned to a +cinder, wholly unrecognizable by nearest relatives, lay near to the +walls of the half-demolished brick structure. They had fled to this +building as a place of safety, thinking it to be, what all considered +it, fire-proof. The flames raged around it with unresisting fury: the +heat became very intense. The occupants vainly endeavored to effect an +egress. One poor fellow rushed to remove the heated bolts, and actually +burned all the flesh from his hands before effecting his object. Then he +was seen to rush frantically forth into the flames, stagger, turn, and +run a little way in an opposite direction--then fall. He was dragged +from the flames by some daring, humane hand, and his life preserved; +although he was maimed and crippled, and rendered blind, for life. I +saw the poor being afterwards, and heard him relate the painful story. +The scenes I witnessed that day might wring tears from a heart of stone. +Men who, a few short hours before, were worth thousands and hundreds of +thousands, now sat weeping over the ashes of their once splendid +fortunes. Some who were not possessed of sufficient self-command and +fortitude to meet and brave life’s severest trials, had sought +consolation for every woe in the intoxicating cup; others sat, the +images of mute despair, their grief too profound to permit a tear or +sigh to escape as a mitigation of their deep-seated sorrow; some had +already commenced fencing in their lots, although the smouldering ashes +emitted an almost suffocating heat. These hasty proceedings were at that +time expedient, to prevent their lots from being jumped; for these were +the days of squatter memory, when possession was nine-tenths of the law. +We were in pursuit of Mr. and Mrs. B----. With her I had formed a close +intimacy on board the steamer. Her husband, previous to the fire, was +established in a lucrative business, but who had now shared the fate of +all. Where was Mrs. B---- and her little daughter Nelly? They were +obliged to run in their night-clothes. Mr. B---- deposited two or three +trunks of their most valuable clothing in one of those fire-proof +buildings, and, of course, they were burnt, leaving them nothing which +they could call their own out of their once abundant supply. Mrs. +B----that night sought and found protection at an hospital kept by a +friend of hers, a doctor from New York. The building was situated upon +the summit of one of the many hills which surround the city, and about a +mile from where she had lived. This distance she ran, without even shoes +or stockings, almost dragging her little girl along, who was so +terrified as to be almost incapable of supporting herself. After +learning her whereabouts, I hastened to see her, and found her, where +she was obliged to remain for the time being, in bed. I supplied her +with a few articles of clothing from my limited wardrobe; but she being +a much taller person than myself, we were really at a loss how to make +her appear respectable, unless she would consent to make her debut in +Bloomer costume. “Necessity is indeed the mother of invention;” and, +after some crying, and a good deal more laughing, we had her equipped +for a promenade. Then Nelly was released from “durance vile;” but it +would have puzzled wiser heads than ours to have designated her costume. +Poor child! how she lamented the fate of all the nice things which she +had brought from home! This was her first great grief. The proposition +was made to us from Mr. and Mrs. B----, to go to housekeeping in company +with them, and take boarders. No time was to be lost: after a fire in +California was the time for immediate action. That day we found an +unoccupied house, a little over the ridge of the hills. + +The owner of this domicile had gone to the States; the agent for which +was also absent in the mines. Therefore, our husbands had the audacity +to take quiet possession; and, before night, we were duly installed in +our new house. Perhaps some of my readers may have the curiosity to know +how we so readily furnished our intended boarding-house, while nearly +the entire city was in ruins. Well, in the house we found two bedsteads, +with a miserable straw bed upon each; quite a good cooking-stove, with a +few appurtenances attached; a pine table, constructed of unplaned +boards; and old boxes, in lieu of chairs. Dishes, knives and forks, and +spoons, we had picked up from the heterogeneous mass of half-consumed +rubbish upon the former site of Mr. B----’s store. But, at such a time +as that, if one could get anything to eat, he never stopped to see if +his fork was blessed with one prong or three; and, if the knife was +minus a handle, it was just as well, provided the blade was good. And +then, too, a person was not particular about enjoying the luxury of both +cup and saucer, if at any time there were more people than dishes. The +next day, our husbands secured us as many boarders as we could +accommodate with meals: a lodging they sought elsewhere. + +We were to receive twelve dollars per week for board. Don’t laugh: that +was cheap board, when you take into consideration the exorbitant price +of provisions. For butter we paid one dollar and a half per pound; beef +steak, twenty-five cents per pound; and all else in proportion. +Vegetables were sold by the pound, and dearly sold, too. I never +prepared a meal, but what I thought of the old woman who had but one +kettle in which to cook everything. We made coffee in the tea-kettle +mornings; and, at night, made tea in the same. + +There was a well of water at some distance from the house, near the foot +of the hill; and, oh, what a deep one it was! The bucket, which would +contain two pailfuls, had to be drawn to the top by a windlass. The +united exertions of Mrs. B---- and myself were scarcely sufficient to +bring it to the top. Oh, how we have laughed, and tugged, and laughed, +until we could tug no longer, over that old well! Our husbands were +busily engaged at the store-lot clearing and fencing it, and erecting a +temporary building, to be in readiness to receive a fresh supply of +goods which was daily expected to arrive, and which, fortunately for Mr. +B----, had had a longer passage than usual. Our boarding-house in San +Francisco will never be forgotten; and, when reverted to, will +invariably call up a smile, even if we are entertaining those provoking +imps, the blues. Many times since, I have met some of those boarders at +the tables of fashionable hotels; in which case, I was sure to receive +some compliment in reference to the good dinners they had eaten from the +old pine table, minus the tablecloth. The proceeds derived from keeping +this boarding-house was decidedly insufficient remuneration for the +amount of physical labor expended. We concluded, therefore, to seek our +fortunes in some inland town, and nearer the mines, and perhaps at the +mines. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +About seven weeks from the time of our arrival in San Francisco, we +found ourselves on board one of the river steamers bound to Marysville. +I parted with regret from Mrs. B----. We had lived, and laughed, and +suffered together _so_ long, it was hard to separate. We met once +afterwards, for she travelled many weary miles to visit me. Little +Nelly, too--how I loved that child! I can see her now, in imagination, +with her sparkling eyes and rosy cheeks, tugging along a handful of +burnt wood for “mother to cook with.” Those were hard days for Nelly and +Mrs. B----. Since then, Mr. B---- has amassed a splendid fortune. I +wonder if Nelly will ever forget those days in which she was sent out +gleaning sticks of wood and pieces of burnt boards, with which to make +the kettle boil. + +The upper division of the bay of San Francisco is called the Suisun. +Situated upon the strait connecting the two divisions, is the town of +Benicia, on the north, and the pleasant little hamlet of Martinez, on +the south side. How sunny and pleasant looked the valleys bordering on +the bay! the luxuriant growth of wild oats therein affording excellent +pasturage for the numerous herds of wild cattle roaming over the +country. Soon we found ourselves entering the noble Sacramento. The +river, at intervals, is fringed with timber, chiefly oak, sycamore, and +willows. Grape-vines, and a variety of shrubbery, ornament its banks. +The quiet, peaceful stillness which pervades all nature, as you are +ascending this stream, has an ineffable charm, a sort of fascination, to +the beholder. The boat stopped a short time at Sacramento city. How very +low and flat the town appeared, in point of locality, compared with San +Francisco,--not a single hill to relieve the eye! It presented one +feature peculiar to all California towns at that day--a great deal of +canvas pre-eminently conspicuous, in the shape of buildings, with signs +attached, competing, in point of size, with the buildings which they +graced. + +In some places the river is nearly half a mile in width. It makes some +very graceful bends. The land bordering on this magnificent stream is +very low, and subject to inundations, which is a serious impediment to +the advancement of agriculture, to which the soil is admirably adapted. +Three years afterwards, when sailing down this majestic stream, I +witnessed with delight many spots of this riverside wilderness, made to +“blossom as the rose” by the indomitable energy and unconquerable +enterprise, in opposition to every discouragement, of the successful +pioneers. I often wished, as some spot lovelier than another met the +eye, that it had been my lot to have found a home in just such a sunny +spot, far away from the noisy strife of the busy, bustling world. But I +must not tarry too long on thy bosom, noble Sacramento, but leave thy +allurements and beauties to be chronicled by some abler pen than mine, +and hasten up stream to the point where Feather River, one of the +largest tributaries of the Sacramento, unites her limpid waters with +those of her sister river. + +With the name of Feather River the early Anglo-Californian associates +the commingled sentiments of many a pleasure and pain. The rich tributes +of gold which rewarded his toil could not compensate for the saddened +yearnings of the heart. All that he loved on earth were far away from +him; his condition was hazardous in the extreme; no friend, perhaps, was +near with a solace; and, but for the inspiriting unction of a constantly +indulged hope, even the _future_ would have been desolate and dreary. + +The steamer turns her prow to the right, and is gracefully cutting her +way through the waters of Feather River. I kept constantly upon deck to +inhale the balmy air, and to look out upon the lively and ever-changing +landscape. Sometimes the trees would crowd the bank to the very brink; +some gracefully bending to kiss the water; some rearing their stately +heads high above, but stretching their wide arms over its margin; all +faithfully mirrored far down in its glassy depth, though sometimes the +reflections were partially obliterated, and sometimes, for a moment, the +_whole_ was shivered into trembling fragments by the transient breeze +that swept the surface too roughly, and the widely extended ripple from +the wake of the steamer. + +There were on board several distinguished persons, who proposed a visit +to Capt. Sutter’s ranch. This delightful residence is situated on the +left bank of Feather River, as you are proceeding up stream. Visitors of +distinction are landed at the foot of his garden. The steamer runs in +close proximity to the bank fronting his dwelling. They usually give him +a salute after landing visitors. Sometimes an answering salute is given +from a mounted cannon standing in the centre of his garden. Near to it +is erected a tall flag-staff. The dwelling-house is constructed of adobe +brick, representing the Dutch style of architecture. It is completely +embowered with shrubbery, and creeping, flowering vines. A more definite +description of the grounds adjoining will be given hereafter, when I +shall have visited the place, and from personal observation endeavor to +interest the reader by delineating the beauties surrounding this lovely +retreat of the noble-hearted old general. Captain Sutter, or, rather, +General Sutter, as he is now titled, is a native of Switzerland, and was +at one time an officer in the French army. + +He emigrated to the United States, and was naturalized. From thence, +after a series of romantic incidents, he located himself in California, +in the midst of numerous and hostile tribes of Indians. With a small +party of men, which he originally brought with him, he succeeded in +defending himself until he erected his fort. Several times, when +besieged by hostile foes, he has subsisted upon grass alone for many +days. + +The land bordering upon Feather River is more elevated than that +bordering upon the Sacramento. Soon, far ahead, is discernible the +dividing line in the water, where the muddy waters of the Yuba River +mingle with the deep, blue, translucent current of Feather River. + +The banks of the Yuba, at its junction with Feather River, are romantic +in the extreme. There is a thick growth of trees bestudding the banks, +and dipping gracefully into the stream; the branches of the taller +uniting overhead, and forming a leafy canopy, almost entirely excluding +the rays of the sun from the smoothly gliding current. The beautiful +weeping-willows fringing the margin, the creeping vines twining their +tendrils around the trunks of the trees, and the variety of shrubbery, +give it a decidedly tenebrious appearance, and keep the eye of the +traveller, who gazes from the deck of some one of the numerous steamers +plying the stream, constantly occupied in tracing the variety of +features which this and similar views are constantly presenting. + +A short distance above the cove-shaped entrance to the Yuba River, and +at the head of steamboat navigation, is situated the town of Marysville. +At the time I first saw it, the sun was just gilding the tops of the +little canvas stores surrounding the plaza. This little square seemed +literally swarming with people, who had gathered around the landing. +Some had resorted thither from motives of idle curiosity, to gaze at the +people as they stepped ashore, hoping, perhaps, to recognize the form +and features of some friend from their far-off homes. Others were drawn +to the spot in the hope of acquiring accessions to their already +well-filled hotels. The draymen, too, were on the spot, ready to take +your baggage anywhere and everywhere. Their importunities were as +unceasing as those of our hackmen at city depots and steamboat wharfs. +Their style of conveyance was rather more primitive than comfortable. +However, I was seated upon my trunk on a dray, ready to be drawn to any +one of the first-class houses, which were enumerated as follows: the +United States, Oriental, Tremont, St. Charles, etc. My husband decided +that we should go the United States, and thither we were accordingly +taken. + +I was perfectly delighted with the appearance of this little inland +city. Every little collection of canvas stores and dwellings in +California were denominated cities. Marysville, at that time, boasted of +several large frame buildings, among which were the above-mentioned +hotels. It was ranked the third city in regard to size and improvements +in Upper California. + +It is useless to attempt to convey to the minds of any, except those who +were pioneers to California, the unique appearance of those little +bustling, business localities, in convenient proximity to mining +districts. Such trains of pack-mules as were constantly departing (so +heavily laden, I pitied the poor beasts from my heart) on their long and +tedious journeys to far-distant mining regions. There, too, is seen the +swarthy Mexican vaquero, mounted on his fleet Californian steed, +galloping through the street, “all booted and spurred;” and oh, what +spurs!--enough to make one cringe when they see them driven so +mercilessly into the reeking sides of the poor beast. Then the mule and +horse auctions at the corners of the streets, drawing together a +motley-looking set of fellows, rough and uncouth in appearance, but +possessing, nevertheless, noble hearts, ready hands, and, I have no +doubt, well-filled purses, with which to assist a fellow-sufferer. I +lived long enough in California to learn from experience never to judge +a person by his apparel. The coarsest garb often covered the warmest +hearts; the most sun-burned, heavily-bearded physiognomy often concealed +the most intellectual features; for all classes had flocked +indiscriminately to the gold regions of California. + +On the night of our arrival, there was a travelling theatre to open for +the first time in Marysville; and a mounted horseman was galloping +through the streets, announcing, at the top of his voice, the programme +of the evening’s performance. After supper, being somewhat fatigued from +the journey up river, I retired, but not to sleep. Such a din and +confusion as was kept up in the street! A bowling alley and gambling +house on the opposite side of the way each contributed their share to +the babel-like confusion, that seemed to reign triumphant. Our room was +situated in the front part of the building, the only access to which was +from the balcony; and the only way of admitting any air into the room +was by leaving open the door, which served the double purpose of window +and door. Sometime in the night, we were aroused by some person moving +about the room. I was terribly frightened, thinking, of course, it was +some robber or assassin. My husband accosted the intruder with “Halloa! +what do you want here?” The reply was, “I am coming to bed! what +business have _you_ in my bed? Come, vamos!” and, in the mean time, he +was making preparations to strike a light. Said my husband, “There is a +lady here; _we_ occupy this room. Now leave instanter, or I will assist +you.” He started to the door, muttering, “I will see the landlord about +this; if there was not a lady here, I would see who the room belonged +to.” As soon as he left, my husband shut and locked the door, and we +were left unmolested, to smother until morning. + +It seemed, upon inquiry, that our room had been previously occupied by +two brothers. Upon our arrival, the house being crowded, and one of the +brothers absent for a few days, the landlord had proposed to the +remaining one to resign his double bed for a single one, in order to +accommodate us. The absent brother returned late in the night, and the +bar-keeper, through negligence or ignorance, omitted to inform him of +the change; and thereby I was frightened half out of my wits at this +midnight intrusion. + +Ladies were very scarce in Marysville; at this time there were not more +than half a dozen, at the most, who were deserving of the appellation. +Comparatively speaking, there were no children. I had lived there more +than a year before the merry voice of childhood gladdened my ears. There +were no churches, no school-houses. All were intent upon the one great +object that had lured them so far from their native land. There were +assembled representatives from every clime and country on the face of +the globe. The European, the Asiatic, the African, the Anglo-Saxon, the +Sandwich-Islander, all, whose general interests and pursuits were so +varied, had here convened for one and the same purpose--to get gold. No +law was acknowledged except Lynch law; and the penalty for offences, so +summarily enforced by the vigilance committees, served admirably to keep +in check the murderous, villanous propensities of too many of the +refugees from justice from all parts of the world. Alas! many of them +had found a shelter in the almost inaccessible fastnesses of the +mountains, remote from the regular settlements, and beyond the reach of +organized vigilance committees. In the solitary recesses of the Sierra +Nevada were little clusters of men, with nothing but the trees, and +perhaps a little canvas tent, for shelter, and _no_ protection but their +own strength and vigilance, possessed of large amounts of gold, where +there was no eye to see, and no agent to pursue, the guilty. It was not +strange, where the temptation was so great, that robbers and assassins +were ever ready to pounce upon the unwary. + +Board at the United States Hotel at that time was four dollars per diem +for the single person; therefore, with our limited means, we could +remain here but a short time. The Tremont Hotel had been recently +erected, and I learned the proprietors would like to find an American +lady to superintend the domestic department. I presented myself, and +obtained the situation. I was to receive one hundred and twenty-five +dollars per month. In the interim, my husband was looking about, +undetermined what business to engage in. We stopped at the Tremont five +weeks, at the expiration of which time, my husband rented the Atlantic +Hotel, and thither we removed. This was in July. The heat was intense, +the thermometer ranging from 90 to 110 deg., not only day after day, but +week after week. How I watched in vain for a cloud in the horizon! but +not one appeared for months, to mitigate the scorching fervency of the +heat. + +While stopping at the Tremont, I witnessed what to me was a novel sight; +and if, kind reader, you will pardon the digression, I will endeavor to +relate, in a manner which I hope will interest, the method of taming a +wild horse. The first I saw was an unusual collection of people, and in +their midst a horse blindfolded, with a Mexican vaquero in the act of +mounting. When once seated on the back of these wild, fleet animals of +the plains, it is next to an impossibility to unhorse them. From the +nature of their pursuits and amusements, they have brought horsemanship +to a degree of perfection challenging admiration, and exciting +astonishment. All things being in readiness, the blinder was removed. +The horse, for the first time in his life feeling the weight of man upon +his back, with distended nostrils, eyes glaring like orbs of fire, and +appearing to protrude from their sockets, gave a succession of fierce +snorts, performed sundry evolutions which would have puzzled the master +of a gymnasium to have imitated, and then dashed off at a furious rate, +seemingly determined to free himself from his captor, or die in the +attempt. It was an exciting and cruel sport to witness. The reeking +sides of the poor beast were covered with foam and blood, which had been +drawn by driving those merciless spurs into the flesh. Both horse and +rider would disappear for a few moments in some distant part of the +town, then reappear again, dashing madly on. Finally, the horse, in +passing the Tremont Hotel, which was all thrown open in front to admit +air, sprang, quick as a flash, upon the piazza, and dashed madly into +the bar-room. In making his ingress so suddenly, the Mexican’s head had +been forcibly struck against the top of the door, and he fell stunned to +the floor. The inmates of the bar-room, numbering about twenty, fled in +every direction. The bar-keeper, a very corpulent person, made his +egress through a small back window--_so_ small, that, upon ordinary +occasions, he would never have had the presumption to attempt it, as it +was actually endangering his life by so suddenly thrusting his portly +figure through so small an aperture; but now, out of two evils, he was +constrained to choose the least. The horse, finding himself in +undisputed possession of the room, stood for an instant surveying +himself in an extensive mirror suspended behind the long marble slab. +Then, prompted by an irresistible desire to become better acquainted +with the image reflected in the glass, or possessing the principles of +teetotalism to such an extent that he was bent upon immediate +annihilation, he dashed furiously at the bar, upsetting it, and dashing +the splendid mirror into a thousand pieces, demolishing the elegant +cut-glass decanters, while the contents ran profusely upon the floor. He +also dashed to pieces several large arm-chairs, valued at twelve dollars +apiece. Then he passed through a side-door into a large saloon, +traversed that without doing any material damage; and, when in the act +of leaving the house, the Mexican, who had, in the meantime, recovered +his senses and his feet also, sprang with surprising agility upon his +back, and the race for freedom again commenced; but this time not of +long duration. The horse, reduced almost to prostration, yielded to the +superior power of man, and was taken, more dead than alive, to a stable, +rubbed down, placed in a stall, fed, and petted; and, from the hour in +which he unwillingly relinquished a life of freedom, never more to roam +with a wild herd over broad plains and flowery vales, he was a gentle, +submissive slave. The wild horse is gracefully formed, with flowing tail +and mane; but I never saw one very fat--they race their flesh off. The +man who owned the horse readily paid the expenses of refitting the +bar-room. The amount of property he destroyed was at that time estimated +at a thousand dollars. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +The Sierra Nevada Mountains and the coast range run nearly parallel with +the shores of the Pacific. The first are from one hundred to two hundred +miles from the Pacific, and the last from fifty to sixty. The valley +between them is the most fertile portion of California. Marysville is +situated in this valley, about twenty miles in a south-westerly +direction from the low hills of the Sierra Nevada; which form, as it +were, the lower steps of an immense gigantic flight, terminating upon +the summit of a range of mountains which would not suffer in comparison +with any of transatlantic existence. + +North of the city of Marysville is a plain of several miles in extent. +This flat expanse is dotted with evergreen oaks, the shape and foliage +of which, previous to minute examination, present an exact resemblance +of the apple-tree. When it was impossible to procure apples at any +price, or even after they were as low as fifty cents apiece, when +enjoying a walk upon the plains I would be constrained, in opposition to +my knowledge to the contrary, to look under the trees, wishing I could +only find _one_ apple, it would have tasted so sweet. + +In a westerly direction from Marysville are situated the Butte +Mountains, which present a singular appearance. They constitute one of +the sublimest features of California scenery, rising as they do abruptly +from the level plain which extends for miles around them. There are +three high elevations, which, seen from a distance, might be aptly +compared to three mountain islands, rising from the surface of the +ocean. It is said that, standing on the top of the Butte Mountains in a +clear day, with a telescope in hand, Monte Diabolo can be plainly seen: +the space lying between is nearly three hundred miles. Feather River +forms the western boundary to the city limits. The Yuba River opposite +the plazza is wider than at any other place. When bank-full, I should +judge it to be nearly three hundred yards in width. In the dry season, +it is fordable for teams; and there is also a ferry across the river. +The most of the city at first was built around the plazza, which is less +elevated than the plain which extends back. Since then, owing to +frequent inundations of the plazza, from which residents sustained +material damage, they have removed most of the business houses to the +upper part of the city. Marysville, I think, following the course of the +river, is about two hundred miles, and perhaps two hundred and fifty, +from San Francisco. The first rains there usually fall in November, and +last until May. As soon as the ground becomes moistened, the grass, and +other hardy vegetation, springs up; and, by the middle of December, the +landscape is arrayed in a robe of fresh verdure; the plains, which, +during the dry season, had assumed the appearance of the streets, now +present a perfect carpet of green, as far as the eye can see. Beautiful +flowers spring up spontaneously in every direction, gladdening the +vision with their variegated and gorgeous colors, and, I wish I could +add, rendering the air redolent with perfume; but, although so beautiful +to the sight, they possess very little fragrance, if any. + +Deep gullies that intersect the country, and which during the dry summer +appear as if they never saw a drop of water, now become the channels of +rapidly rushing streams. So much do they resemble rivers, that I heard +one novice, who made his first appearance at this season, inquire, +pointing to one of these sloughs, “Do they catch salmon in that river?” +Some of them are deep and miry. Teamsters, who have attempted to ford +them, have sometimes lost their lives in the attempt. When these sloughs +are very much swollen by heavy rains, all communication with the country +back is cut off. The season for sowing grain commences as soon as the +ground is sufficiently moistened to permit of ploughing, and continues +until March. There were some fine ranches along the banks of the Yuba. +The bottom lands are very rich and productive, yielding an excellent +harvest of wheat, oats, and barley. Vegetables grow to an enormous +size, and surpass in flavor any I ever before tasted. I never dreamed of +seeing water-melons grow to such a size as I saw them here. Recollect, +now, I only state facts. I saw one water-melon sell for twelve dollars: +it was sold by the pound. It was the first year any had ever been raised +in Upper California. Mr. Briggs, who raised them, told me that that +year, from the sale of his melons alone, he realized twenty thousand +dollars. Is it to be wondered at that miners who had been subsisting +one, two, and perhaps three years, upon pork and beans, and ham, varied +occasionally by a repast of flap-jacks and molasses, and once in a great +while get a sight of a potato, should be eager to possess themselves of +a water-melon, at any price? No one except those who were miners in the +early days of gold-hunting can conceive of the hardships, the sacrifices +of the necessaries of life, and sometimes of life itself, they were +subjected to--perhaps nearly starving, with thousands of dollars’ worth +of gold-dust in their possession. What will not a man suffer for gold? +The first winter I passed in California proved to be the rainiest I ever +afterwards experienced; yet that would scarcely compare with the winter +of 1849. + +I must confess I never before saw it rain (I should say pour) so +unceasingly for such a length of time,--a week, perhaps, every day and +night, and sometimes longer; then the sun would shine out quite warm for +a week; then rain again. The mud in the streets was perfectly awful to +behold, but much more awful to find yourself sinking into the miry +depths. The rain in the valley was snow in the mountains; and, forty +miles from Marysville, the snow might be ten feet deep or more, while in +the city it would be sufficiently warm to sit with the windows open. +When the dry season commences, then farewell to green grass, bright +flowers, and everything pertaining to the beautiful, and prepare +yourself to be suffocated with dust and sand, debilitated by the +oppressive heat, and devoured by myriads of fleas. All this, and much +more, you must endure, if you remain in Marysville through the summer. +But, if not engaged in business, you can flee away to the mountains, and +in some sequestered vale enjoy the lovely scenery, the cool spring +water, inhale the invigorating mountain air, and, for exercise, climb to +the summits of the mountains, timbered with large pines, firs, and +cedars, with a smaller growth of magnolia, manzanita, hawthorn, etc., +etc. Notwithstanding the heat is so intense during the dry season, the +atmosphere is so pure that meat, when left exposed to the sun, never +spoils; and, after one of those excessively hot days, the nights are +extremely pleasant and comfortable. I never saw a night in California +when I was deprived of refreshing slumber on account of the heat and +oppressive atmosphere. I have known laboring men at work there digging +cellars, when the thermometer in the place where they were at work would +rise to 125 deg.; and yet those people could endure to work there, day +after day, when, to work in such hot days in our climate, and with the +sun striking directly on their heads, would have caused sickness, or +even death. + +It seemed so strange to me, after one of those hot days, not to see any +appearance of a shower, not the slightest film of vapor in all the vast +azure vault. + +Some of the smaller houses were constructed of zinc. A lady who occupied +one positively averred that the sides of the house were so hot, that she +had only to place her dough, when she was going to bake bread, in close +proximity to the wall, where the heat was sufficient to cook it. These +zinc shanties were all abandoned before the summer was half spent. They +were positively more like ovens than dwellings. + +There is but little disease in the country arising from the climate. On +some of the rivers, where vegetation is rank, and decays in autumn, the +malaria produces chills and fever, which sometimes, when neglected too +long, proves fatal. + +The soil and climate of California is peculiarly adapted to the culture +of the grape. The delicious richness and flavor of the California grapes +nothing of the fruit kind can equal. The cactus grows spontaneously in +California, and some of the inclosures are hedged in by this plant, +which grows to an enormous size, and makes an impervious barrier against +man and beast. The stalks of some of the plants are of the thickness of +a man’s body, and grow to the height of fifteen feet. One of the most +serviceable of the California plants is the soap-plant. The root, which +is the saponaceous portion of the plant, resembles the onion, and +possesses the quality of cleansing linen equal to any soap. + +The wild animals of California are the wild horse, elk, black-tailed +deer, antelope, grisly bear, beaver, otter, cayote, hare squirrel, and a +variety of other small animals. The interior lakes and rivers swarm with +myriads of wild geese, ducks, and other birds; the pheasant and +partridge are numerous in mountains. + +For salubrity I do not think there is any climate in the world superior +to that of California. I have known people in the country who have been +exposed much of the time to great hardships and privations, sleeping +most of the time in the open air, and never suffering the first pangs of +disease, or the slightest indications of ill-health. California is rich +in mineral productions of all kinds. + +Wheat, barley, and other grains, can be produced in the valleys without +irrigation. Oats grow spontaneously, and with such rankness as to be +considered a nuisance upon the soil. I have seen acres of these growing +so high as to almost hide the cattle feeding among them. The oats grow +to the summits of the hills, but not so tall as in the valleys. All the +variety of grasses which cover the country are heavily seeded, and, when +ripe, are as fattening to the stock as the grains with which we feed our +stock in this country. Nearly all the fruits of temperate and tropical +climates can be produced in perfection in California. + +The Californians do not differ materially from the Mexicans, from whom +they are descended. The native Californian is almost constantly on +horseback, and, as horsemen, excel any I have seen in other parts of the +world. The Californian saddle is the best that has ever been invented +for the horse and rider. It is scarcely possible to be unseated by any +ordinary casualty. The bridle-bit is clumsily made, but so constructed +that the horse is compelled to obey the rider, upon the slightest +intimation; the spurs are of immense size. With his horse and trappings, +serape and blankets, a piece of beef, and he is content, as far as +personal comforts are concerned. His amusements consist of the fandango, +game of monte, horse-racing, and bear and bull-fighting; and a very +exciting sport among them is the lassoing of wild cattle. They are +trained to the use of the lasso (riata, as it is here called) from their +infancy. A vaquero, mounted on a trained horse, and provided with a +lasso, proceeds to the place where the herd is grazing. Selecting an +animal, he soon secures it by throwing the noose of the lasso over the +horns, and fastening the other end around the pommel of the saddle. +During the first struggles of the animal for liberty, which usually are +very violent, the vaquero sits firmly in his seat, and keeps his horse +in such a position that the fury and strength of the beast are wasted, +without producing any other result than his own exhaustion. The animal, +soon ascertaining that he cannot release himself from the rope, submits +to be pulled along to the place of execution. Arriving here, the vaquero +winds the lasso around the legs of the animal, and throws him to the +ground, where he lies perfectly helpless and motionless. Dismounting +from his horse, he then takes from his leggin his butcher-knife, which +he always carries with him, and sticks him in the throat. The daring +horsemanship, and the dexterous use of the lariat, usually displayed on +these occasions, are worthy of admiration. + +The native Californian ladies lack the clear, olive complexion so much +admired in the pure Castilian; but they are equally as animated in +conversation, and their dark eyes flash with all the intelligence and +passion characteristic of the Spanish woman. There are few things more +beautiful than their manner of salutation. + +Among themselves, they never meet without embracing; but to men and +strangers on the street they lift the right hand to near the lips, +gently inclining the head toward it, and, gracefully fluttering their +fingers, send forth their recognition with an arch beaming of the eye +that is _almost_ as bewitching as a kiss. They dance with much ease and +grace: the waltz appears to be a favorite with them. Smoking is not +prohibited in these assemblies, nor is it confined to the gentlemen. +The cigarita is freely used by the señoras and señoritas; and they puff +it with much gusto while threading the mazes of the cotillon, or +swinging in the bewitching waltz. The cigarita is not without its powers +of fascination in the lips of a lovely woman, even rivalling the use of +the fan as an appliance of coquetry. + +In Marysville were assembled women from all parts of the world; and I +assure you it was an interesting study to watch the different natures, +dispositions, tastes, pursuits, manners, and customs of these fair +representatives of distant climes. But among them all, the Yankee women +stand preëminent, so far as regards principle, industry, and economy, +and, as a general thing, are as often sought after for companions for +life by the opposite sex as those who can claim preëminence in mere +personal attractions, and are destitute of the more sterling attributes, +so essential to prosperity and happiness through the varied phases of +real life. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +I will now give you a sketch of our hotel-keeping in California. My +husband rented the Atlantic Hotel, which was not a very spacious one, +for two hundred and twenty-five dollars per month. For our cook we paid +two hundred and fifty per month, our steward one hundred and +twenty-five, and for all other assistance in a similar proportion. + +The house was always filled to its utmost capacity; and the prospect of +future success was flattering in the extreme, provided I had strength +given me to sustain the weight of care and labor necessarily devolving +upon me. Often, on account of exorbitant demands from servants,--demands +which could not reasonably be granted,--I would be compelled to work +early and late, for days and weeks in succession. Not having been +accustomed to living and working in such excessive heat, my system +became debilitated; I felt my strength gradually yielding to excessive +weakness; and, in a little less than three months from the time we went +to the Atlantic, I was seized with a fever. For weeks I lay very sick. +My physician pronounced my recovery hopeless unless removed from the +hotel, where, of necessity, so much confusion prevailed. Consequently, I +was removed to a little canvas shanty, which my husband had previously +purchased, placed upon a straw bed, and for more than two months I was +confined to that pallet of straw. + +The dimensions of the lot upon which this shanty was erected were one +hundred and sixty by eighty feet. It was represented to be an excellent +location, destined to be soon in the heart of a big city. My husband +paid four hundred dollars for the place; and, as an evidence of the +sudden and enormous rise of real estate in California, where there was +the least prospect of a city rushing into existence,--for in that +country cities have no state of infancy,--I will here add, that, three +years afterwards, this same lot, with the addition of a better building, +though not an expensive one, was valued at twelve thousand dollars, and +could have been disposed of quickly for that sum. During the two months +that I was prostrated by sickness, my sufferings were intense, both +physical and mental. Doctors at that time were charging five and eight +dollars a visit. The state of the country was such, it was almost +impossible to procure the comforts of life, unless one was possessed of +a fortune. Eggs were seven dollars per dozen; milk, one dollar per +quart; and, for six weeks, I was not allowed to eat any thing except +boiled milk. Our income had ceased when we sold out the hotel. Every day +my disorder was growing worse, and our funds were growing less. The +sides of our little shanty were constructed of rough clapboards, not +very nicely matched; in some places, you could put your hand through the +interstices. The roof was canvas, and miserably old at that. The front +part of this domicile could boast of a few boards, which served as an +apology for a floor. Old boxes and trunks served in lieu of chairs. When +I was able to sit up, there was no chair to sit in. My husband procured +one at Sacramento,--quite an inferior cane-seated rocking-chair,--for +which he paid the exorbitant sum of twelve dollars. That was the first +and only chair which ever graced our miserable abode. My bed and even +pillows were of straw; and oh, how hard they seemed to my poor and +emaciated frame! for I was reduced to a mere skeleton. At times, when +the fever raged, how grateful I should have been for one drop of cold +water. All the water with which the city was supplied was taken from the +Yuba River. It was quite warm, and rendered far from clear by the +mining operations which were carried on at the bars above. The painful +sickness which chained me for so many weeks to a sick bed was +superinduced by drinking too freely of this muddy water. + +In close proximity to our dwelling was a second-class boarding-house, +from which, especially at night, issued discordant sounds of noisy +revelry, mingled with angry bickerings. All this was peculiarly trying +to one whose nerves were wrought to the utmost tension. When nights I +would be left alone for hours together, I suffered inconceivably from +fright. When my husband would go out, he would lock the door upon the +outside; for I was too feeble to rise from the bed without assistance, +and far too timid to remain alone with the doors unfastened. Every fresh +burst of uproarious mirth or frightful anger issuing from the contiguous +building would send a thrill of horror through my veins. Oh, how my +thoughts, during those lonely nights, would wander to my home! How my +heart yearned for the soothing words and kind attentions, so +soul-cheering when emanating from the sympathetic bosoms of +disinterested and tender friends! All this was denied me. I had formed +no female acquaintances in this place. There was no one to come and +smooth my hard pillow, or utter cheering, consoling words. The present +was dark and dreary, with no bright star beaming through the murky +horizon of the future. One day I was no less pleased than surprised at +the appearance of a lady in my room, whose benevolent, pleasant +countenance plainly implied peace, hope, and happiness. She introduced +herself as Mrs. S----, recently from Cincinnati. Her residence being +near, she had accidentally heard of my situation, and had visited me for +the express purpose of rendering any assistance in her power. No kind +mother could have been more attentive to the wants of a loved child, +than was Mrs. S----to mine through the remainder of my sickness. She had +her own family to attend to; yet every day she found time to visit me, +and minister kindly to my wants. How anxiously I watched for her coming! +and when I would hear her light footstep, and listen to the gentle +accents of her sweet voice, I could only acknowledge her presence but by +tears. She was a messenger of peace and love, a truly pious and +exemplary woman, and, during my residence in Marysville, ever remained +my firmest friend. She prospered in Marysville; and may kind Providence +_ever_ shower His richest blessings upon this truly Christian lady! + +About this time the country was unusually agitated. The villanies +practised and murders committed by an organized band of cut-throats, of +whom the notorious mountain robber, Joaquin, was the chief, had excited +the horror, and aroused the vengeance, of the entire populace of Upper +California. No effort had been spared to capture him, dead or alive; +but, with the perfect adroitness of an accomplished scamp, he ever +eluded and bid defiance to pursuit by mounting some one of the many +fleet steeds at his command, and fleeing to the almost inaccessible +fastnesses of the mountains. His path was ever stained with human blood. +A reward of one thousand dollars for the apprehension of Joaquin, +offered by Governor Bigler, was still further increased by the sum of +three thousand added to it by the Chinese. These people are industrious, +economical, and timid. It was ever the policy of Joaquin and his +associates to prey with particular severity upon the Chinese. Frequent +thefts were committed in their camps; and, when resistance was +attempted, they were butchered with a heartless cruelty, becoming the +sanguinary nature of the murderer and outlaw. When suddenly surprised, +he would boldly face his enemies, and receive their bullets on his +breast, which glanced or were flattened by a coat of steel worn +underneath his clothing. + +All Spanish countries have their guerillas and ladrones; but a feature +of this kind, precipitated into American communities, and attended with +such unparalleled atrocities, without the power of the people to avenge, +was something astonishingly rare indeed. California was not the place of +his birth, and he could not, therefore, have had any national jealousies +because of the occupancy of the country by the Americans. He seemed to +murder merely for the love of the sport, and to rob because it was a +life of excitement, requiring great risk in its accomplishment, and +yielding large profits when attended with good luck. But his career of +villany was limited; and, when he least expected it, he was seized upon +to expiate his crimes by an ignominious death. But I am anticipating. +One night, I was excessively alarmed by an unusual commotion about the +town. Ringing of bells, galloping of horses, groups of people rushing +past, talking fiercely,--all conspired to confirm the belief in my mind, +that the vigilance committee were about to execute summary punishment +upon some guilty offender. I awoke my husband: he dressed himself as +quickly as possible, and issued forth to ascertain the occasion of so +much noise. Locking the door after him, he walked away to join the +throng of people collected around a large hardware store at the corner +of the street. He was gone so long, I feared some accident had befallen +him. What agonizing doubts I was a prey to while lying in suspense in +that little shanty! It was a long time before he returned. He finally +came with the intelligence that Joaquin, with several of his +accomplices, were encamped about three miles out from Marysville, at a +place called the Sonorian Camp; and that Sheriff Buchanan, in attempting +to surprise and capture him, had been shot. + +A few days previous to this, the citizens of Marysville and vicinity had +been horribly shocked by the announcement in their midst of a cruel +murder, perpetrated on the road between Hansonville and Marysville. A +citizen of Marysville had carried a load of goods to Hansonville, and +disposed of them for the sum of fifteen hundred dollars. On his return, +he was pursued and overtaken by some Mexicans, supposed to be of +Joaquin’s band, lariated and drawn from his wagon, and mangled in a +horrible manner. On the same day, a passenger wagon was intercepted, and +every passenger murdered; even the horses’ throats were cut. And now +this last deed had aroused the spirit of revenge in the breast of every +one capable of carrying arms. + +The particulars of the affair were these: That night, a little Mexican +boy, who resided at the Sonorian Camp, prompted by feelings of revenge +for a punishment that day received, came to the sheriff, and revealed +Joaquin’s place of concealment. Buchanan, eager, doubtless, of achieving +unparalleled renown by capturing this notorious robber chieftain, with a +select few hastened to the spot designated by the boy. In their march, +they were compelled to step over a fallen tree lying immediately in +their path. They had no sooner planted their feet upon the trunk of the +tree, when a dozen armed men sprang to confront them, and discharged +their revolvers in their faces. The consternation of the sheriff and his +party was universal. Those of the number who were not so disabled as to +prevent escape, beat a hasty retreat. Among these was Buchanan. He had +not fled many paces, when he received a mortal wound, as he supposed, +which brought him to the ground. He was dragged along by his companions +to the Sonorian Camp, where a litter was procured, upon which he was +transported to his home in town. Three or four hundred of the +inhabitants armed themselves with fire-arms from the hardware store +above alluded to, and proceeded to the ambuscade of the terrible robber +chief. My husband departed with the troop, previously locking me into +the little shanty; for I dared not remain for an instant, in such +exciting times, with the door unfastened. For fear he would not return +in the morning before the heat became too oppressive for me to bear, he +raised a window in the room, and dropped the curtain. Then I was alone, +a prey to my gloomy fancies. Every noise I heard, I fancied was from +some terrible Mexican effecting an entrance through the window, and, in +imagination, could already discern the swarthy, murderous visage, and +detect the sharp, glittering blade of the assassin’s knife. The memory +of that night, even now, is accompanied with a shudder. Soon daylight +began to dawn, and with the shades of night vanished all my fears. I was +so weakened by sickness, that, like a child, who is naturally prone to +superstition and fear when alone in the dark, the sufferings I endured +that night were similar. The forenoon crept on apace, and yet that band +of armed men had not returned, I knew, by the silence which reigned in +the streets. As I lay, wishing my husband would return, the +window-curtain parted suddenly, and one of the ugliest-looking faces +was thrust into the room I ever beheld. At first, I was nearly +paralyzed with terror; then, recovering my faculties, I exclaimed, at +the top of my voice, “Vamos! vamos!” Knowing him to be Spanish by his +look, I addressed him in his own language; yet, feeling that was not +sufficiently expressive, I added, by way of effect, a few English +invectives, which fell _very_ harmlessly upon his uncomprehending ear. I +have often since been amused at the recollection of the amount of +courage displayed in words, when I was so entirely helpless and +imbecile, as far as action was required. He very leisurely reconnoitred +the apartment, cast a look commingled of scorn and pity upon me, turned +upon his heel, and disappeared. What was the object of this visit of +espionage, I never could conjecture. About noon, my husband returned. +The party had been unsuccessful in the pursuit; had caught glimpses of +the retreating party several times, but they had finally eluded pursuit. +The people returned chagrined and discomfited to their homes, to hear, +in a week, of other murders still more atrocious. The sheriff was alive +at noon, but no hopes were entertained of his recovery, as the ball, to +all appearance, had entered his side, and passed out at the breast. His +friends stood around the bed, momentarily expecting him to breathe his +last; still he lived on. His physician concluded to probe the wound, and +found that the ball, upon entering, had struck a rib, glanced and +followed the rib around, and passed out in front. In a few days he +recovered his health, resumed his official duties, and continued them +long after that. + +Oh, how happy I felt when I could walk out once more! Distinctly do I +recollect the first day I left the shanty for a walk. I went the +distance of a square to visit my kind friend Mrs. S----. Upon my return, +I found a dear brother whom I had not seen for two years and more. Oh, +the joy of that meeting! Words would inadequately express my feelings. +Only one month had elapsed since he bade adieu to home and friends, +laden with so many messages of love; and now here he was, beside me, +repeating what father, mother, brothers, sister, had said such a short +time ago. It seemed as if I had been transported to the dear old home; +had met the family assembled around the hearth-stone, and together we +had spoken sweet words of counsel and of love. The night succeeding his +arrival, we sat and conversed together until daylight began to dawn, we +had so much to say--_I_ so many questions to ask; _he_ so much to +relate. He was very much shocked to see me looking so much like a wreck +of my former self. Sickness and trouble--yes, _such_ trouble as rankles +deepest in the heart of a wife, compared with which, death would have +been joy--was fast doing its work. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +Soon after my brother’s arrival, I received a visit from my esteemed +friends, Mr. and Mrs. B---- and Nelly. During their stay, we visited +Yuba city, situated about half a mile from Marysville, on the opposite +bank of Feather River. It may not be amiss to state, that Yuba city, +with the exception of three or four houses, has been removed to +Marysville. There is, however, an Indian rancheria existing there, which +draws many visitors to the spot. We started, one bright morning, in a +two-horse team, to visit the rancheria. It was proposed to ford the +stream. Accordingly, we started for the ford. The banks of the river are +quite precipitous; and, as we descended the steep slope, and saw the +wide, rolling river below, we felt (Mrs. B---- and myself) as though we +would rather never see an Indian rancheria than stem the swiftly +rushing current; but soon down we went with such a rush, we could not +tell where we were until the water around our feet caused us to suspect +we were really sinking. The river proved to be higher than our driver +anticipated, or the wagon not as high, and by the means we reached the +opposite bank a wetter, if not a wiser party. + +An Indian rancheria consists of a number of huts, constructed of a +rib-work or frame of small poles, or saplings of a conical shape, +covered with grass, straw, or tule, a species of rush, which grows to +the height of five or six feet. The huts are sometimes fifteen feet in +diameter at their bases, and the number of them grouped together vary +according to the number of the tribe which inhabit them. The Indians are +generally well made, and of good stature, varying from five feet four +inches to five feet ten, with strong muscular developments. Their hair +is long, black, and coarse; and their skin is a shade lighter than that +of a mulatto. It is universally conceded that the California Indians +possess but few, if any, of those nobly daring traits of character which +have distinguished the savage tribes of the Atlantic States, from the +days of King Philip down to the notorious Billy Bowlegs. + +The extreme indolence of their nature, the squalid condition in which +they live, the pusilanimity of their sports, and the general imbecility +of their intellects, render them rather objects of contempt than +admiration. They are deficient in all those manly arts which have given +measurable immortality to the Cherokees. They have none of the invention +of the Sioux, Pottawatamies, or other north-western Indians, and are +outwitted by the cunning even of the “Tontos,” whose own self-applied +vernacular assigns no higher rank in aboriginal tradition than that of +_fools_. + +They place entire dependence on nature’s bounty for support. If the crop +of acorns fails, or the mountain streams send not forth their usual +schools of fish,--snails, worms, roots, and insects, furnish food with +which they appease the gnawings of hunger. There is a kind of grass in +the valleys the Indians eat, that is pleasant to the taste and +nutritious. In the season of this grass, I have seen numbers of them all +out feeding like cattle. The children all go naked. This grass has a +tendency to increase their ordinary dimensions; and you will often hear +it remarked, as one makes his appearance, “There comes a little +grass-fed.” We saw them making their acorn bread (parn they call +bread). To render it short and rich, they mashed up angle-worms, and put +in it. After baking it,--which they did by making an excavation in the +earth, and building a fire therein; when the earth was sufficiently +heated, they scraped out the ashes, put in the bread, and covered it +over with hot ashes,--they generously insisted upon our eating a piece. +The keenness of our appetites was considerably repressed, however, by +witnessing the several employments of the tribe. One old squaw was +relieving her husband’s head of a score of vermin, which she ate with an +apparent relish. She practised, however, the principle of +self-abnegation to perfection, by occasionally tossing some of the +finest-looking ones down his throat, for which he smacked his thanks +with apparent zest. The hair on the heads of the chiefs is all drawn up, +and tied in a knot on the top of the head, and ornamented with feathers. +The squaws’ heads look like pitchmops; the hair is very thick, coarse, +and black, and cut square round the head. No part of the forehead is +visible; the hair falls to the eye-brows. They have jet-black eyes; and +some of them have a decidedly pleasant expression with the eye. The +little babies are beauties. Their mothers learn them to swim, as soon as +an old duck does her young. They build little pens at the brink of the +river, so that the current cannot carry them down stream, put them in, +and keep them there half the time. They are really amphibious. They have +a cruel custom of piercing the ears of their infants, and inserting +sticks the size of the little finger. During the process of thus +beautifying their infants, the whole side of the head and face is +terribly swollen, and the child must suffer inconceivably; but better +for them to die in the operation than to live in opposition to the +prevailing mode. + +The longevity of the race is proverbial. We saw some who looked more +like mummies than living beings. They bring them out of the huts, and +set them in the sun, days; and there we saw them sitting, their eyelids +drooping so you could not perceive the eyeball, limbs perfectly +motionless, and so shrivelled and black as to be absolutely repulsive to +the sight. Some of their limbs are affected with a loathsome cutaneous +disease. + +When one of their number dies, they consume the body by fire, grind the +bones to ashes; then the near relations mix these ashes with pitch, and +daub their heads and faces with it, as a badge of mourning. During this +process, and for several consecutive days and nights, they keep up a +loud hooting and howling, and render night hideous with their mournful +lamentations. They have large gatherings sometimes at their rancherias, +to celebrate some event; then dancing and singing, loud shouting and +howling, is continued without intermission the whole night. During these +orgies, the noise made by them is such as to prevent sleep, although a +quarter of a mile distant. Their council-chamber is of sufficient +capacity to accommodate three hundred persons; the entrance to which is +an aperture of just sufficient size to admit a man’s body when bent +double. In the centre of the roof is another small aperture; and, except +by these two openings, no air or light can be admitted. They perform +their singular dances in this place. Often Americans go there to witness +these sports; but a few moments’ confinement in such a close place +generally suffices. From their burrowing propensities, these Indians +have derived the name of “Diggers.” + +Their mode of costume almost defies description, it is so omnifarious. +Sometimes they imitate the style adopted by our first parents in +Paradise. The women are especially delighted to get on a man’s shirt, in +which they will parade the streets apparently as pleased with themselves +as any fashionable belle when sporting the most costly fabric. I was +once exceedingly amused at the sight of an Indian and his squaw +promenading the street, dressed à la mode. He sported a pair of boots, +and an old, faded piece of calico over his shoulders, as an apology for +a serape. She was dressed in a red flannel shirt, over which she had +drawn an old black satin sack, which some one had given her, or which +she had stolen. Over their black heads was elevated a shattered +umbrella, and her arm was placed within his. Immediately in advance of +them were walking a very fashionably dressed gentleman and lady. The +countenances of the “Digger” and his mehala (an appellation given to the +squaws) were illuminated with a grin expressive of much delight, +entertaining, no doubt, the satisfactory belief that they were equally +as much admired by observers as those in advance of them, whose motions +and walk they were vainly endeavoring to imitate. They are inveterate +gamblers; but I think it would puzzle wiser heads than mine to +understand their games. They appear to place some value upon money, with +which they gratify their gambling propensities. They flock in numbers +into the back yards of hotels, and greedily devour all the offal +destined to be thrown to the hogs. Sometimes you can induce them to cut +a few sticks of wood; but, as a general thing, they are too indolent to +exert themselves much. + +The rivers abound in excellent salmon, which the Indians spear in great +numbers, and dispose of in the towns. They are the finest I ever tasted. +Some of them are three and four feet long, and weigh fifty pounds or +more. It is amusing to see the Indians spearing them. They stand in the +river on rocks or shoal places, looking intently into the water with the +spear elevated, waiting, perfectly motionless, for a sight at one. +Instantly the spear descends, and, as sure as it does, it buries itself +in the body of the fish. Their aim is unerring. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +At this time my husband was engaged in transporting goods to the towns +above Marysville. He kept his horses in a shed at the rear of our +dwelling. One night we were aroused by the cry of “Fire!” Upon opening +my eyes, the room was as light as day. It appeared as if the whole city +was in a blaze. The flames were rapidly spreading. Those light wood and +canvas buildings offered but slight resistance to the fiery element. Our +first thought was of the horses and wagon, as they were of more value +than the house, or all it contained. They were given into my charge, +with instructions to lead them away out on the plains, and hold them +there, while they remained to throw what few things we possessed into +the wagon, and drag it off. The most valuable article in the house was +my side-saddle, for which was paid the sum of sixty-five dollars. That, +in their haste, was forgotten, and left in the house. I had petted those +horses so much, they would follow me anywhere. They stood perfectly +quiet beside me, apparently watching with me the progress of the fire. I +expected, of course, our little shanty had shared the fate of half the +buildings of the place. After the fire had subsided, we returned to +town; and there, sure enough, stood the little house unharmed, while all +on the opposite side of the street lay a heap of ruins. In one week from +that time, very nearly the same scene was enacted over again. + +This time, too, the canvas shanty welcomed us back again to town. Had it +been of any value, perhaps it would have shared the fate of its +neighbors; but, valueless as it was, it looked better to me upon my +return than a mass of smoking ruins in lieu. What oversights a person +will commit when alarmed, or agitated by the cry of “Fire!” One of these +nights I dressed myself hastily, put on my dress (which fastened in +front) hind-side before, and fastened every hook securely. Of course, I +never discovered my mistake until I returned to the house. Soon after +this, my brother left for the mines. When the rainy season commenced, +our house was a poor protection from the rain. It ran through the canvas +roof as through an old sieve. We soon vacated it, and went to the +Oriental Hotel. This building my husband rented for the sum of six +hundred dollars per month, furniture included. It was a spacious new +building, at that time the finest in the place. Our expenses were +eighteen hundred dollars per month. We employed three cooks. To our head +cook we gave three hundred per month, and all the other domestics in a +like proportion. To one little boy, not much higher than the table, who +was employed to wait upon the cooks, clean knives and forks, bring in +wood, etc., we paid the exorbitant sum of sixty-five dollars per month. +Notwithstanding our expenses were so much, the net profits were ample. +We had twenty and twenty-five dollars per week for board. The house was +always crowded. While we were at the Oriental Hotel, the city was +inundated. Oh, that was indeed a gloomy time! A vast amount of property +was destroyed, and some lives lost. The sudden melting of the snow in +the mountains swelled the mountain streams to rushing torrents. The most +intense excitement prevailed in Marysville, as the Yuba River, swollen +to its utmost capacity, was still rapidly rising. What a wildly rushing, +roaring, foaming mass of water came thundering on! Higher and yet higher +it came, until the plaza was fairly submerged. Trucks were rushing to +and fro, laden with merchandise being conveyed to the upper part of the +city. Many objected to leaving their houses, thinking the water would +abate, until they were obliged to make their egress through the windows, +and in boats were taken to dry land. The Oriental fronted on quite high +land. At the back was a large basement, where was situated the culinary +department, also the servants’ apartments. All this part of the building +was entirely submerged, and the water lacked but a few inches of being +to the first floor. Night was coming on, and the water was still rising. +Fear and anxiety sat enthroned upon the countenances of all. A short +time previous to this, there had been erected on the plaza two brick +blocks. The water undermined the foundation of these buildings, and that +night they fell with a terrible crash. It is almost impossible to convey +to the minds of those not present any correct idea of the gloomy aspect +of affairs during the inundation. Towards morning, the waters ceased to +rise any higher, yet did not subside in the least. A man residing on a +ranch about five miles above Marysville, in attempting to save some +cattle from drowning, was swept from his horse by the force of the +current, and was borne down stream with astonishing rapidity. He managed +to keep his head above water, but was unable to clutch at anything +whereby he might save himself. As he neared the landing at Marysville, +all the latent energy of his being was aroused to save his life, as that +would be his last chance. There was a large steamer lying there, made +fast to the big tree on the plaza. Any one who has visited Marysville +will recollect this venerable tree. Some of the earliest pioneers to +this place recognize it as an old friend, under whose protecting arms +they have for many nights sought a shelter. With almost superhuman +exertions, he caught hold of one of the paddle-wheels of the steamer, +and maintained his position until rescued by some people who had seen +him struggling in the water. + +Feather River, too, overflowed her banks, and, in a south and westerly +direction from Marysville, nothing could be seen but one unbroken sheet +of water. Many of the smaller houses were washed down stream. One +couple, living on a ranch twenty miles from Marysville, on the bank of +Feather River, and far from any other habitation, were driven for safety +to the top of a table. As the water rose higher, they were obliged to +rise higher. It was a little bit of a shanty. They knocked a hole +through the roof, and crept out thereon. They soon found they must vamos +from there; so they embarked in some sort of a craft (tub or barrel), +and paddled off to a little island. After congratulating themselves upon +their miraculous escape, they found they were not the only occupants of +this island retreat: a big grisly bear had preceded them. Not relishing +such close companionship as he seemed inclined to offer, they quickly +beat a retreat to a large tree, and, seated in its topmost branches, +carefully guarded by “Old Bruin,” they passed twenty-four gloomy hours. +When assistance arrived from a neighboring ranch, in the shape of a boat +well manned, it was Bruin’s turn to beat a retreat, which he did. The +frightened, hungry couple were released from their perilous situation. + +My brother had returned from the mines, and was living upon a ranch on +the banks of the Yuba. He swam his horse quite a distance to save a +woman and child. When he arrived at the shanty, they were perched upon a +table, calmly awaiting their fate. + +The boats were sailing in every direction about the city; and all +through the night could be heard the shrill cry of “Boat, ahoy!” +resounding far over the waters. All night long, on the opposite side of +the Yuba, sat a Spaniard on the ridge-pole of his house, at one end, +while, at the other end, was a big rat, each anxiously expecting relief. + +Very gradually the waters began to subside; but it was a week before the +city was passable at all. One small house which was washed down stream, +and lodged some distance below, the owner afterwards recovered; and, +after placing it upon its original site, he corralled it, for fear of a +similar accident. + +We kept the Oriental four or five months; but the numerous cares +devolving upon me were too wearing for my constitution. Could I have +been relieved from so much anxious solicitude, we should have remained +in the house longer. Now the rainy season was nearly over, we returned +to our little shanty. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +About this time, in company with my brother, I took a journey a distance +of eighty miles up the Sacramento River. The whole distance, the route +lay through the most beautiful valley of which imagination can conceive. +It was the season for flowers, and in every direction the most beautiful +floral blossoms met the eye. Oh, the beautiful ranches (farms we should +call them) that were situated on the banks of this magnificent stream! +We passed some fields of wheat, containing five hundred acres in one +inclosure. We forded numerous streams which intercepted our course. We +saw herds of antelope bounding gracefully from our path. To some we got +sufficiently near to see their clear, bright, shining eyes. Their +graceful symmetry of form, their agile, sylph-like motions, all combine +to render them one of the most beautiful animals in the country. The +fawn of the American deer, if captured before the pretty white spots +upon its sides have disappeared, will follow its captor anywhere, if he +will first carry it a little while in his arms. They are the perfection +of grace, innocence, and confidence. Probably there is no wild animal +more susceptible of domestication, when taken young, than the American +deer. + +We saw, too, the elk, in large numbers. Once, as we were approaching a +stream, there were several drinking therefrom. As soon as they perceived +us, they reared aloft their heads, surmounted by huge and stately +antlers, and dashed away with the velocity of the wind. As we neared a +ranch belonging to Mr. N----, everything bespoke the wealth and +prosperity of the ranchholder. He possessed a herd of one thousand +horses. That day they were corralled, for the purpose of branding those +not already bearing the owner’s mark. This seems to me a cruel process, +yet an unavoidable one there, where so many different people’s stock are +running together over the plains. They blindfold the beast, and chain it +to a post deeply imbedded in the earth. Then the blacksmith takes the +branding-iron, bearing the owner’s stamp, heats it red hot, and applies +it quickly to the shoulder or haunch of the animal. How the seared hair +and hide smoke! and how the poor creature plunges and rears with fright +and pain! I have too much sympathy for the poor brutes ever to be a +ranchholder, or the wife of one. We dined at the ranch of Mr. L----, +whose waving fields of grain, with other appurtenances, revealed in a +measure the extent of his wealth. + +We travelled on through elysian valleys, until we reached our +destination. The only objection a person could have to a residence in +these sunny vales is the annoyance one is subjected to from myriads of +musquetoes, which, at certain seasons, swarm the country. I have seen +laborers at work in the fields with green veils tied to their hats, and +drawn down over their faces, and fastened about their necks. When we +reached our destination (the ranch of Mr. S----), I was very much +fatigued; but that, in a measure, was dispelled by the hearty welcome I +received from Mrs. B---- (Mr. S----’s daughter), an interesting lady +from New York, who arrived in the country at the time I did. Her father +was a very wealthy ranchholder. + +Their dwelling-house was constructed of adobe brick. It was only one +story high, but more than sixty feet long. Mr. S---- employed a host of +Indians upon his ranch. The beautiful gardens and extensive fields of +grain furnished convincing proofs of the enterprise, industry, and +energy of the proprietor. Nineteen years’ salutary training had, in a +measure, eradicated the indolent propensities inherent to the Digger +race. Mr. S---- had been a resident in California, and on that ranch, +for nineteen long years. What caused him to leave his family and native +land, to seek a home in the wilds of California, is unknown to me. But +so he did. When he left his home, Mrs. B----, the daughter then with +him, was a babe scarcely six months old. During those long years of +separation, the wife knew not the whereabouts of her husband, or of his +existence even. His little children grew to man’s and woman’s estate in +the interim, never dreaming they had a father in California. Some were +old enough to recollect him before his self-banishment from their +presence; but they soon learned to speak of him as one gone to the +spirit-land. + +One chill autumn eve in 1850, might have been seen a man a little past +the meridian of life, whose silvered locks and furrowed cheeks gave +evidence of past griefs, of sufferings that had roughly stirred the +deep fountains within,--else the surface would not have been so deeply +channelled,--standing irresolutely before the door of a neat mansion in +New York city. Conflicting emotions of pleasure and of pain were rapidly +crossing each other upon his countenance; and well they might, for he +was standing, after an absence of nineteen years, at the door of his own +house, desiring, yet scarcely daring, to enter. He summoned courage to +ring; the door opened, and he crossed the threshold of his +home,--confronted his wife--how changed from the young and blooming +woman he left so long ago! yet, the instant their eyes met, the +recognition was mutual. The little Bessy he left a babe, was all the +child remaining at home. He remained with his wife and child that +winter; but there existed a yearning for his home in California, that he +vainly endeavored to conquer. He must return. Would his wife and child +go with him? The daughter would, for she manifested unusual affection +for her father, so recently found. The wife preferred to remain behind. +In the spring, father and daughter left New York for the home in +California. They were unavoidably detained at Panama. While there, the +daughter became acquainted with a young gentleman from her native city. +He proposed, was accepted, and they were united at Panama, before +proceeding on their voyage. And here they were domesticated, away in the +interior of California. They appeared to be enjoying as much happiness +as ever falls to the lot of mortals. How pleasant it seemed to enter +that adobe building, and find everything arranged with a neatness and +regularity eliciting admiration. Mrs. B---- performed no household +duties herself. She had five or six well-trained Indian women for house +servants, who labored hard for no other remuneration than their food and +raiment. The last-mentioned stipulation, however, was easily complied +with, as they require but very little clothing--just as much as decency +requires, and no more. + +Mrs. B---- is a lovely woman, well qualified to grace the most refined +and intelligent society. There was a novelty and charm connected with +their residence in that remote place, which rendered life peculiarly +pleasant. The extensive tract of land which Mr. S. possessed (since the +confirmation of the ranch titles) has rendered him immensely wealthy. +Immediately upon our arrival, our horses were allowed to revel in the +luxuries of wild oats. They were actually up to their eyes in acres of +the nutritious grain. After the business which had led us to that +remote place had been ratified; we started on our homeward journey, with +much more extended views of the agricultural resources of California +than we had hitherto enjoyed. Soon after this, my brother left for +distant mines. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +Now came a report to Marysville that rich diggings had been discovered +at a place designated French Corral, which was about fifty miles from +Marysville. This intelligence (as it ever does in California) caused +hundreds of people, of all classes and professions, to rush +simultaneously to the spot where gold was so gratuitously deposited. My +husband was desirous of going too; and, possibly, he might establish a +boarding-house there, if the prospect bid fair. So one morning, about a +week after the tide of emigration had commenced flowing so rapidly, we +started, and foolishly too, in a one-horse buggy. It was reported there +was a good wagon-road leading directly to the place. + +But what would be called a good wagon-road there, would be considered +utterly impassable here. Neither my husband nor myself had ever +travelled in the mountains; if we had ever done so, no doubt we should +have possessed wisdom enough to have taken the journey upon +mules--decidedly the best mode of conveyance in the Sierra Nevada +region. Early one morn in the month of June, we left the town of +Marysville, long before the inhabitants had awakened from their drowsy +slumbers, and pursued our course in a north-easterly direction, +following the course of the Yuba, crossing and recrossing it several +times during the day. About twenty miles from town, we struck the low +hills (as they are termed) of the vast and gigantic Sierra Nevada range. +Low hills! thought I. I should call them mountains, and higher ones, +too, than I had ever dreamed of travelling over. Recollect, kind reader, +I had been reared away down on Cape Cod, where there are only a few +slight elevations, justly denominated sand-banks. After reaching the top +of a high hill, (I suppose I must call it so, but it would suit my ideas +better to say mountain,) the wheels were chained, preparatory to a +descent. How my heart beat, and how I wished myself back again, before +we reached the base! It was one of my pet horses that drew us, and I +knew he was perfectly gentle; but oh, how I pitied him! + +How entirely different was the scenery now from that enjoyed when +traversing the beautiful valley of the Sacramento a short time previous! +and yet in what close proximity these different sections lay! I could +scarcely realize that I had not travelled thousands of miles, to reach a +country so very dissimilar. After one becomes accustomed to mountain +travel, I know not to which of these decidedly dissimilar landscapes the +lover of nature would yield the palm. After overcoming in part the +emotions of fear, I was perfectly entranced at beholding the lofty +mountains towering far above us, their sides and summits timbered with +large pines, firs, and cedars. And then how quiet and lovely looked +those little valleys, so hidden and enclosed from the world, completely +hemmed in by the grand and sublime elevations of nature’s most +magnificent handiwork! Oh, what dark and gloomy-looking defiles were +disclosed to view!--fit rendezvous for the sanguinary assassin, or the +dark-skinned treacherous savage. An involuntary shudder ran through my +frame, as we wended our way through these silent mountain recesses. + +I half-expected, every moment, to hear the whizzing of an Indian arrow +past my ear, or the sharp click of the murderer’s revolver. We were well +armed, for it was dangerous to travel in those mountains unarmed. But I +very much doubted my ability, so far as regarded courage, to use any +weapon, (except woman’s weapon,) even in self-defence. Often, as you +enter one of these little valleys, your eyes will be greeted with the +sight of a little shanty. Sometimes they call these mountain-glens +corrals; and certainly they are corralled in by almost impervious +barriers. One, in particular, arrested my attention. This valley was of +an emerald green. Through it ran a clear, gurgling mountain-stream, the +music of its waters inviting the weary wayfarer to sip of the +health-promoting beverage. (I regret to add, at that time in California +the health-inspiring properties of pure, unadulterated cold water were +seldom tested.) Several cattle and mules were nibbling the green grass. +But the prettiest feature of all, in my estimation, was an intelligent, +bright-eyed little woman, seated just outside the door, under the shade +of a magnolia, with a smiling, rosy little baby in her arms. I was out +of the buggy in an instant, and had the little darling in my arms. There +we obtained refreshments. There was quite a history connected with this +bright-eyed woman, which I afterwards learned, and will relate, if my +readers will pardon the episode. It may perhaps interest them as much in +the recital as it did me. + +We will now glance back through many years to the innocent days of +childhood--to this lady’s pleasant home on the banks of the lovely +Connecticut. Not far from the shores of the Sound, which receives its +limpid waters, stood a quaint, old-fashioned farm-house; and _there_ she +passed the spring-time of youth. On an adjacent farm dwelt another happy +family. Not a day passed but the children of these respective families +had met, and raced and tumbled about, in all the wild joy of freedom and +of health; now paddling on the smooth surface of the glassy river, or +scrambling among thorns and briers in those old woods, after violets and +nuts knowing no restraint, or recognizing none, save their parents’ +love. When she was about twelve years of age, her father conceived the +idea of emigrating to the Western wilds. + +Then those children, who had lived, and loved, and played together so +long, must separate. The heroine of my story, and a lad a few years her +senior, belonging to the other family, had, almost unconsciously, as it +were, conceived and cherished an almost undying friendship for each +other; the strength and ardor of which the parents little suspected. +After an interchange of many little love-tokens, the lad placed a hair +ring, of curious workmanship, upon the girl’s finger, with the solemn +injunction never to part with it, and that, when he grew to be a man, he +would seek her for his bride; and so they parted. Upon their arrival in +the Western country, the father located himself, with his family, at or +near Nauvoo city. Subsequently, he joined the Mormons, and resided many +years at this place. About the time the tide of emigration commenced +flowing to the golden shores of the Pacific, he put in execution the +secretly cherished plan of removing with his family to Great Salt Lake +city. + +In vain our heroine--now grown to a lovely and interesting woman--sought +to deter her father from consummating this long-cherished plan of +removal to the city of Zion. We can conjecture how much she was +influenced in adopting such a course by the knowledge which she had +recently obtained that the lover of her youth, to whom she had, in +defiance of oft-repeated solicitations to the contrary, ever proved +faithful, was about to seek her for a fulfilment of his boyish pledge. +Her father was inexorable: he was determined upon going, and his +favorite daughter must accompany them. The mother’s pleadings, too, +could not be resisted. They started. The mother’s health, previously +enervated, after six weeks’ toilsome travel across the plains, began +visibly to decline. With intense anxiety, each succeeding day, they +watched the paling cheek and tremulous motions of the wife and mother. +Their worst fears were realized. One calm, still, moonlight eve, they +consigned to a lonely grave the remains of the loved one. She had +emigrated to her last peaceful home. Never more would she be called upon +to resume her toilsome march across the plains of this sublunary sphere. +The family now consisted of the widowed husband, the daughter, and a +little girl, the offspring of a younger daughter, who had deceased +several years previous to this last emigration, and, being a widow, had +bequeathed her only child to its grand-parents. Little Rosa was a +joyous, light-hearted child, possessed of strong affections. The rich +wealth of love she had bestowed upon the grandmother had often caused +the tears of that fond parent to flow at the thought of the bitter +sorrow in store for the little darling, when she should have departed to +her long home. + +The grief of the child under this affliction was deep and lasting. +Never more was her sweet voice heard in unison with the feathered +songsters, carolling her sweetest songs all the live-long day. Whenever +they encamped, she would wander forth, and gather the prairie-roses, of +which she begged her aunt to make for her a pillow. Upon this little +pillow of roses every night she rested her tired head, covered with +flaxen curls. One night, she complained of being unusually tired, and +said, “Oh, aunty, where is my rosy pillow? That will cure me.” In the +morning, they found her in a raging fever, from which she never +recovered. In two weeks from the time, she wept inconsolably at the +grave of her grandmother; she had gone to join her in the spirit-land. +They laid her in her little grave, with the pillow of roses under her +head, and resumed their gloomy march. + +In less than one week from this second bereavement, while fording a +river, the father lost his life. Thus was the daughter left alone, the +last of her family. She continued her journey with the company, and +arrived safely at Salt Lake city. Here another trial awaited her. She +had not been long there, before the great prophet, Brigham Young, +selected her to swell the list of his spiritual wives, of whom at that +time there were about thirty. Her heart revolted at the idea of such a +destiny, and she resolved upon speedy flight. A company of emigrants, +bound to California, were encamped a short distance from the city. +Thither she secretly directed her steps, told her story, was admitted +into the company, and conveyed to California. Upon her arrival there, +she was engaged as an assistant in a hotel, where she remained nearly a +year. + +One night, the occupants of this hotel were aroused by the appalling cry +of “Fire!” in their midst. The building was in a blaze. Every one was +rushing to obtain egress. At such a time, woe to those prostrated upon a +bed of sickness! The shrieks of a sick man arrested the rapid steps of +this woman, flying for safety from the devouring element. Many had +rushed past, unmindful of his call for succor, intent only on +self-preservation; but the kind heart of woman could not resist this +touching appeal to her sympathies. She caught him in her arms, (for he +was reduced to a mere skeleton, from intense suffering,) and rushed +forth, just in time to escape the falling timbers. By the assistance of +another person, the sick man was conveyed to comfortable quarters, where +every attention was rendered him by the lady who had preserved his life +on that eventful night. Owing to extreme excitement in his then weak +state, a violent delirium ensued, which continued for many days. None +knew the sufferer, or from whence he came. Upon his restoration to +reason, as his kind nurse was proffering to him a glass of water, he +suddenly sank back upon his pillow in a fainting fit. When consciousness +was once more restored, he could only point to a hair ring upon the +lady’s finger, and articulate her name. Thus these lovers met, after a +separation of nearly eighteen years. An explanation ensued, by which she +learned that he had traced and followed her across the plains to Salt +Lake city. There he lost all clue to her whereabouts. Disappointed and +sick at heart, he pursued his way to California; went to the mines, and +worked awhile, and was there taken sick. He managed to get to the hotel +the day preceding the fire. The rest may be imagined by the situation in +which I described her, as first seen by me upon entering that lovely +valley. Truly, truth is stranger than fiction; and romance dwindles into +insignificance, when contrasted with thrilling realities. + +Now I will proceed on our journey. I regretted to leave that beautiful +spot, so rural, so retired, so far from the busy haunts of man. It had +such a serene aspect, it seemed to me to be one of the sweetest havens +of rest that God ever provided for life’s weary pilgrim. We travelled on +until we reached another valley, equally as rich in nature’s adornments; +but its verdant soil had been recently saturated with the blood of three +prospecting miners. Their bodies had been found pierced with arrows, +besides being cut and mangled in a horrible manner. Some Indians near by +were suspected of committing the murder. Consequently a number of miners +had assembled, and, in order to intimidate the tribe, had taken three +Indians, and hung them on the limb of a tree near by the scene of the +murder. As we approached, we noticed with some anxiety the unusual +collection of so many miners. Very soon the occasion of such an +assemblage became apparent. There, on a single limb, were suspended the +dead bodies of three Indians. One glimpse was sufficient. I can see them +now, their swarthy, distorted visages emblematic of revenge and +treachery. + +Finally we came to a little mountain town called Bridgeport. It +consisted of three little shanties and a toll-bridge, which spanned the +Yuba River. The setting sun was just gilding the tops of the surrounding +mountains, as we halted in front of one of the dwellings to inquire the +distance to French Corral. They informed us it was about five miles. +They told us there was a pretty high mountain just beyond, and advised +us to discontinue our journey for that night. They seemed so +particularly solicitous for us to remain all night, their shanty was so +filthily dirty, and they themselves were such savage, hirsute-looking +objects, that I entreated my husband to go on. I thought, out of two +evils, we were choosing the least by proceeding. I came to a different +conclusion, however, before we reached our destination. My husband paid +one dollar and a half toll, and we crossed a high bridge, under which +rolled the Yuba. At this place, it was a rapidly rushing stream. It went +foaming and dashing over innumerable rocks which intercepted its +progress, overleaping every barrier, acknowledging no superior power. +Unceasingly it rolled on its course, its waters mingling with those of +her sister rivers, and _all_ tending to one point, viz., the broad +Pacific. + +Directly after crossing the Yuba, we commenced the toilsome ascent of +the highest mountain we had yet encountered. At the commencement of the +ascent, my husband alighted to walk up the mountain, and I was to drive +up. The poor horse started with all the energy he possessed, in the +hope, I suppose, of speedily gaining the top. I quickly lost sight of my +husband, who was trudging on in the vain hope of overtaking me. Soon I +began to perceive evident signs of exhaustion in the horse. I tried to +stop him, but could not. The buggy drew back so, that, if he attempted +to stop, it drew him back too. And oh, what an awful road it was! Deep +gullies worn by streams of water, which had flowed down when the snow +had melted, deep enough to hide myself in! I tried several times to get +the carriage crosswise the road, but could not, on account of those +gullies and huge rocks. + +I was fearful, every moment, the horse would fall, from utter +exhaustion. He was covered with white foam, and his tongue was extended +from his mouth. I screamed for my husband at the top of my voice; but he +was puffing and blowing far down the mountain. I finally contrived to +get the carriage wedged in between two rocks. I then got out, and went +to the relief of the horse. Poor fellow! I thought he was dying, for +some time. When my husband appeared in sight, his appearance betokened +about as great exhaustion as the horse. After a good rest, we all +proceeded up, I on foot too. Three or four times I threw myself on the +ground in utter exhaustion. We could not proceed as leisurely as we +would, had night not been so close upon us. The summit was reached; and +what a magnificent view greeted my wondering vision! The road wound +round the mountain near the top. The sides of the mountain had been cut +down, and a very good level road formed, of just sufficient width for +only one carriage to pass round at a time. A horn, which is found at +each termination of this narrow pass, is loudly sounded by travellers, +before entering on the road, as a warning of their approach. The +distance from this road down an almost perpendicular descent was one +thousand feet; and at the base of the mountain rolled the foaming waters +of the Yuba River. Yet from that dizzy height it had the appearance of a +white ribbon no wider than your hand. The outside wheels of the buggy +ran within three feet of the edge of the precipice. Nothing could induce +me to ride (even with our gentle horse) in such close proximity to the +frightful chasm. My husband jumped in and rode around, while I went +plodding along, almost ankle-deep in the red sand. Presently I heard +voices behind. I turned to look, and there, a few paces behind me, were +two dark, swarthy, bewhiskered individuals, each mounted on a fine +mule, and one of them was leading a spare mule. What to do I did not +know. There I was, alone, wallowing in the sand, my bonnet off, hair +dishevelled, face the color of vermilion, and dress the color of the +sand. Who or what I was, or how I came there on foot, I suppose was +beyond their comprehension. + +When they overtook me, one said, “Good evening, madam; this is a hard +road to travel over Jordan.” To this I made no reply. Said the other, +“Wont you ride? you look tired.” I told him there was a carriage waiting +for me just round the mountain. So they rode on. Soon I found my husband +waiting for me. I quickly accepted his invitation to ride, for I feared +meeting with other adventures, which might not terminate so pleasantly. +We travelled on, expecting to reach the corral every moment. There were +no more such high elevations on our route as the last we had surmounted; +but there were a plenty high enough, I assure you. + +But for the brilliant rays of the queen of night, we should have been +compelled to encamp in the mountains. Nothing could exceed the grandeur +and sublimity of these mountain-glens and cañons, walled in by those +grand and lofty mountains, and lighted by the brilliant and powerful +rays of the moon, and the sparkling radiance of the starry host, +glittering like so many diamonds in the deep-blue canopy of the heavens. +Their desolation is mellowed; an air of purity and holiness seems to +pervade those silent places, which leads the imagination to picture them +as grand saloons of nature, fashioned by the hand of the Almighty for +the residence of pure and uncontaminating substances, and not for the +doomed children of passion, want, care, and sorrow. + +About ten in the evening, we made our descent into the valley bearing +the name of French Corral. We were perfectly astonished at beholding +such a collection of canvas houses--large frame boarding-houses and +hotels, brilliantly lighted gambling-saloons without number, and Spanish +dance-houses, French cafés, drinking-saloons, etc., etc. + +It may not be amiss to state here the manner of building frame-houses, +when the time occupied in building was two days for a private dwelling, +four days for a hotel, and six days for a church. The last mentioned, +however, was not often raised. A building would boast of a very slight +frame, not boarded, but split clapboard nailed on to the frame, and the +outside was finished. Upon the inside, in lieu of laths and plastering, +bleached or unbleached cotton cloth is stretched smoothly and tightly, +and fastened to the frame. This cloth is then papered over, and it looks +as nice as paper upon plastering. The ceiling overhead is nice bleached +cloth, sewed together neatly, and stretched so tightly there is not a +wrinkle observable. For partitions a frame is raised, and each side of +this frame is cloth and paper, leaving a hollow space between the two +partitions of cloth, about three or four inches in width. These +partitions look as firm and solid as they do made the usual way; but +they afford but a slight hindrance to the passage of sounds. These +deceptive partitions have been accessory to the diffusion of many a +momentous secret. + +Begging pardon for this digression, I will proceed with the description +of this speedily-rushed-into-existence mining town. We were directed to +the California Hotel, as one capable of rendering the best +accommodations. Thither we accordingly went, and received a hearty +reception. Every attention benighted, tired travellers could reasonably +require, was cheerfully conferred. Next morning, we rose from our +couches of straw, rather lame, to be sure, but anxious, nevertheless, to +reconnoitre the town. We first repaired to the mines. There were over +one thousand miners at work in a gulch surrounded by towering mountains, +which shot up almost perpendicularly over their heads. The frosts of +spring tarry latest in those gulches, and the genial rays of the winter +sun penetrate but occasionally to cheer the miner in his arduous toil. + +It is difficult, after all the descriptions he may read, for any one who +has not been in the mines to obtain any correct idea of the manner in +which they are worked, or of the difficulties and singular vicissitudes +in life to which the miner is exposed. If the miner be dependent upon +others for his water by paying for it weekly, success demands that he +should be an early riser. Before the first dawn of light breaks upon the +sky above him, he opens his eyes, rolls over on his hard bed, stretches +his stiffened limbs, and, feeling about for his boots, places his hand +upon something resembling an icicle, into which his feet are thrust, and +the labors of the day commenced. He kindles his fire, (that is, if he +boards himself,) fills and sets on the coffeepot, fries his “flap-jacks” +and his pork, or warms up his beans, and the morning repast is prepared. +It is then quickly eaten; and, by the time it is daylight, the miner is +beside his tom. The water is let on, and in half an hour’s time he is +standing ankle-deep in it, while, every few minutes, a dash of it is +accidentally sprinkled upon his back. A hard day’s work of this kind is +not unfrequently closed by the paltry reward of one, two, or three +dollars, to be divided between the last named number of men. And this +approximates, more nearly than all other histories, to the truth of +mining. The “big strikes” are always heard of first, because the good +news is published, while the bad is deemed worthy of no such +distinction. From this cause thousands of people meet with +disappointment, and write back to their Atlantic friends, reviling a +country the noblest for its climate, soil, and business advantages, of +any under the broad canopy of heaven. + +The success of the miner depends a great deal upon luck. He may be +industrious, economical, possessed of good morals, labor perseveringly +for months, and sometimes years, and still be poor, as far as the +acquisition of gold is concerned; while, perhaps, an unprincipled +spendthrift in a few months may realize a fortune. A claim, too, may +prospect rich, and yet, upon working it, yield scarcely sufficient to +defray the expenses. Sometimes, also, adjoining claims which prospect +alike may prove, one rich, and the other poor. I knew one fellow who had +worked three weeks upon his claim, and had not realized enough to pay +his board. He became disheartened, and sold out to a “green-horn,” who, +in the interval of six weeks, took out over three thousand dollars’ +worth of the yellow metal. I knew another, too, who labored hard three +years in the country, without any more than defraying his expenses, when +he was fortunate enough to strike a “pocket,” from which he took out +twenty thousand dollars. But here I am digressing again. + +We found, upon walking about the town, that nearly every other building +was a boarding-house. So much competition had reduced board to twelve +dollars per week, which would not pay, considering the fact of having to +pay six cents per pound freight for the transportation of provisions +from Marysville; so my husband relinquished the idea of opening a house +there, and decided to return to Marysville on the following day. That +night, there was to be a grand ball at the Corral; and Mrs. R----, the +wife of the gentleman who kept the house where we stopped, was very +anxious for me to accompany her to witness the proceedings. Accordingly, +in the course of the evening, we stepped in, as silent spectators of the +festive scene. I was rather surprised at beholding such a recherché +assemblage. By the appearance of the company, I should not have +suspected that we were, figuratively speaking, in the bowels of the +Sierra Nevada Mountains. A long artificial bower had been constructed, +under which were spread the tables, loaded with delicious viands. There +were turkeys, which at that period could not be purchased for less than +twenty-five dollars apiece; and pigs, too, which were equally as scarce +in the market. There were jellies and East India preserves temptingly +displayed, also the refreshing ice-cream. Beautiful bouquets graced the +tables. These flowers had been gathered in close proximity to snow. +Sixteen miles distant, farther up in the mountains, was plenty of ice +then; and there was a Frenchman at the Corral--from whom the place +derived its name--who kept quite a number of cows; so that ice and cream +were very easily obtained. + +Here, fifty miles from the settlements, were convened a collection of +gentlemen and ladies, who had come, some ten, some twenty, and some +thirty miles, to join in the merry dance. I saw two Bostonians there. It +was a select company: all gamblers were excluded. + +After having regaled ourselves with some refreshments, which the polite +and gentlemanly host insisted upon our partaking, we took our leave, +as, the ensuing morning early, we were to start on our homeward +journey. + +It is a peculiar feature of the climate in California, that, as soon as +the snow disappears from the earth, the flowers spring up spontaneously. +There is no frost in the ground, and the heavy body of snow lying +thereon serves to keep it warm. While at the Corral, I was presented +with an elegant bouquet, which a gentleman told me he gathered between +two snow-banks, in such close proximity to each other, that, with his +arms extended, he could reach the snow on either side. The rising sun, +next morning, found us at the top of that high mountain, very near the +spot where he bade us adieu on our journey up. + +Neither ourselves nor the horse were as fatigued as when we made the +ascent; therefore, it did not appear half as formidable; yet I preferred +being upon my feet. It was really frightful to look at the horse and +buggy. The wheels were both chained: yet how the poor horse had to brace +his feet at every step! It was on this same mountain, the following +August, as a party of emigrants, who travelled across the plains, were +descending in an ox-team, the wagon pitch-poled, distributing the +contents (which consisted of a woman and two or three children, +cooking-stove, and many other household utensils) in every direction. + +When we reached Bridgeport, we were accosted by the toll-gatherer with +“Well, I reckon as how you had a right smart heap of trouble that night, +afore you reached the top of the mountain. I allowed you would be for +turning back; but I have always heard say, them Yankee women never would +give up beat.” How he knew I was a Yankee, was beyond my comprehension; +for he did not hear me speak, as I recollect of. Must be my countenance +was the index of the nation to which I belonged; and I believe it does +speak Yankee as well as my tongue; for I was never taken for anything +else, except once----. + +We met with no adventure particularly worth relating on our homeward +journey. When we descended again to the foot of the hills, they really +seemed clipped of nearly one-half their altitude since I had passed over +them. I was also surprised at the wonderful amount of courage I had +acquired during the trip. Now I laughed at travelling over those hills I +before had cried at. That night, the little canvas house received within +its walls a tired couple. Not long after this did it afford us a home. +My husband sold it, and we went to the Tremont Hotel, where I remained +during the remainder of my stay in Marysville. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +Soon after this, I took a journey, in company with several ladies and +gentlemen from San Francisco, to a mining locality, called Park’s Bar, +situated about twenty miles from Marysville. After leaving the plain, +our route lay through a thick growth of what is there termed chaparell. +It resembles, at a distance, the hawthorn. So dense is this growth of +bushes, it affords grand lurking-places for the assassin. Many a poor +miner, as he has trudged along, with his blankets upon his back, perhaps +well laden with the shining dust, has at this place been pounced upon, +and relieved of his burden, and perhaps his life, by some one of the +many desperadoes who infest the country. + +A gentleman of the company related an incident which occurred, as a +friend of his was once travelling this particular locality. He was +driving a mule-team very leisurely along, in close communion with his +thoughts, when, all at once, he was startled from his reverie by the +sudden halting of his mules. Upon looking up, there, close in advance of +the mules, were two huge grisly bears, amusing themselves with their +cubs. His heart was in his mouth in an instant. How could he compete +with two such formidable antagonists, should they simultaneously attack +him? His mules betrayed the terror they were suffering by one long, +continuous bray, in which they were speedily joined by their no less +frightened driver. This horrid din, suddenly bursting upon this bruin +coterie, had the desired effect. They instantly disappeared in the +surrounding chaparell; while the teamster pursued his way with all +possible dispatch, congratulating himself upon having escaped, at least, +a very _feeling_ embrace. While speaking of this graminivorous animal, +allow me to add, that I was acquainted with a family who had in their +possession a cub, so tame that he used to play about the floor with the +children as harmlessly as a pet-kitten. He was prized so highly, they +had declined several tempting offers to part with him. Some hunters had +shot his mother, and were dragging her off, when this little cub ran +after them, sprang upon its dead mother, and evinced the strongest +symptoms of affection. Thus it was easily captured. + +About mid-day, we arrived at our destination--quite a little town, +picturesquely situated upon the banks of the Yuba. Those little mountain +towns are, to me, invested with a charm, a novelty, that is perfectly +bewitching. After refreshing ourselves at a hotel in the vicinity, we +repaired to the mining ground, as we laughingly remarked, to prospect. +Some of the miners were so very gallant as to offer us the use of their +pans, at the same time assuring us that they would allow us all the gold +dust we were lucky enough to pan out. It was considered rich diggins at +this spot; therefore, the vision of a heap of gold dust incited us at +once to doff our lace sleeves and fancy fixings, and enter zealously +upon this to us novel method of obtaining that coveted metal. Oh, it was +back-aching work, I assure you! + +Since that one half hour’s work in the mines, how much sympathy I have +felt for the gold-digger! The thought at once obtruded itself, that if +some of the wives of these poor miners whom I had known could but +realize one half of the toil and hardships their husbands endure in the +acquisition of wealth, or of even a competency, by the use of the pan +and shovel, they would not be half so lavish in their expenditures. It +was excessively warm; there was not a breath of air stirring; the sun +was shining down with more than tropical fervor, while its rays were +reflected in ten thousand directions from the sides of the hills, until +the atmosphere glowed and glimmered like the air in a furnace. + +Although the earth was yielding at the rate of ten cents to the panful, +we very soon came to the conclusion, that we had rather suffer the +privations incident to poverty than toil longer in that burning heat; +so, wiping the perspiration from our vermilion countenances, we repaired +to the hotel; from whence, after a short rest, I sallied forth to visit +several female acquaintances of mine who resided at the Bar. They were +ladies who, upon their first arrival in the country, had boarded with us +awhile, until their husbands could provide a suitable abode for them in +the mines. + +I found one of them, a Mrs. Q----, suffering excessively from a terrible +fright she had received the night previous. The facts were these: They +kept a boarding-house, where they accommodated about forty persons. In +the night, they were both awakened by a noise in their room. Before they +could move, and even before her husband could grasp a revolver which lay +loaded under his pillow, the figure of a man, masked, and holding a +sharp, glittering knife in his hand, was standing over them. The knife +was held within an inch of her throat, while the threat was uttered, +that if her husband moved so much as an inch, his wife’s life would pay +the penalty. Such a threat was, of course, effective. There they lay, +while three other burglars entered the room, and commenced pilfering. A +trunk was opened, from whence they abstracted one thousand dollars in +gold dust. Next followed her jewelry, and her gold watch, a parting +present from her mother. Her husband’s watch, and several other articles +of value, was seized upon; with all of which they decamped. The sentinel +still stood over the wife, while she had fainted from fright. After +waiting until his co-workers in villany were fairly off, he told him, if +he raised the alarm until the lapse of so many minutes after his +departure, that a ball, from an unseen and unerring hand, would be the +forfeiture. He then vamosed. The alarm, however, was instantly given; +every inmate in the house were aroused; but no trace of the robbers was +ever discovered. It was weeks, and even months, before Mrs. +Q---- recovered from the shock she that night received. + +I felt in hopes the party would conclude to remain over night at the +bar; but, as there was a bright moon, they decided upon a moonlight +drive to Marysville. I must confess myself so much of a coward that I +liked not to travel through those gloomy-looking cañons and ravines at +night, even were the way illumined by brilliant Luna’s beams. I fancied +the shadows of the trees assumed the form of the lurking assassin, ready +for a spring. We met with no adventure on the way home, and our ears +were assailed with no more horrible sounds than the bark of the cayotes +that prowled along on our track. These animals partake of the nature of +the wolf, and are very cowardly. They are a great pest in California. +The burial-ground, situated about a mile from Marysville, was often +frequented by these animals; bodies were often found exhumed and +partially devoured by them. + +During my residence in California, situated as I was most of the time in +a hotel, I had ample opportunity to study human nature in all its varied +phases. Scenes of misery, too, I witnessed, enough to fill a volume, +were they all recorded. Scenes of gayety and splendor also diversified +the way. I attended one wedding in Marysville, the cost of which was +currently estimated at two thousand dollars. The bride was a fair widow +of thirty, (and wealthy withal,) whose husband had deceased five months +previously. + +People in our staid, matter-of-fact, puritanical towns, can have but a +faint conception of the ever-varying, ever-changing scenes, pertaining +to a life in California, where fortunes are made and lost in a day; +friends die, and are forgotten soon, in the constant whirl of excitement +which surrounds one. People who, when I first arrived in California, +were considered immensely rich in this world’s goods, long before I left +were reduced to penury. The motto there is, “Nothing risked, nothing +gained.” They will perhaps invest all they possess in some great +speculation, (always bound to succeed,) and lose the whole. Then, again, +vice versa. + +What shocked me more than all else in California was, to see the poor, +sick, and often penniless people, brought to the hotels (there were no +hospitals in Marysville at that time) to die; and then, when the soul +had taken its flight to the spirit-land, to see the hearse drive to the +door, take the body, which had been deposited in a rough box without the +usual apparelling for the grave, and start off to the place of interment +alone! Not one solitary mourner to follow the remains, or drop the tear +of affection at the grave of one who, perhaps, in some far-distant +home, had many “loving friends, and true,” who were anxiously waiting +and watching for his return. + +One day there were two brothers, brought by their father to the Tremont +Hotel. They were sick with a fever. After a week of intense suffering, +they died, and the lone father followed them to their last +resting-place. A few days subsequent to this event, he was attacked with +the same fever which had proved fatal to his sons. He soon felt +convinced that he, too, must die. When the proprietor of the house asked +him if he had friends in the Atlantic states, to whom he wished word to +be conveyed, “No,” said he; “I am the last of my race. I have no friend +living to mourn for me.” He even declined naming the place of his birth. +In a few days after that, he lay beside his boys. + +At another time, the mangled form of a young and intelligent-looking man +was brought to a hotel. He had been crushed in a horrible manner by the +falling of a large rock where he was at work. His head and chest alone +remained uninjured. A younger brother accompanied him to the hotel, and +remained as his nurse. Every night he used to slip quietly from his +suffering brother’s room, and repair to the gambling-houses, and there +stake and lose large sums, which had been obtained at the price of his +brother’s life. The poor sick man, unable to raise a finger, his back +turned towards the door, and therefore not knowing his brother was +absent, would call repeatedly the brother’s name, begging him for a +glass of water. After a while, all would be still. No one suspected he +was dying there alone nights. + +One night, I heard the call so long continued, and so plaintively +uttered, I could endure it no longer. I rose, dressed myself, and +repaired to the sufferer’s room. I found him all alone. “I wish, madam,” +he said, “you would waken Jack. He sleeps so soundly, I never can arouse +him in the night. I call until I am fearful of awakening the occupants +of the surrounding rooms, and then I desist. But now I think I am +dying.” I told him his brother’s bed was vacant. He seemed very much +distressed at his brother’s absence. Search was immediately instituted. +He was found at a gambling-table, betting. He was summoned to the +bedside of his brother. After a while, the sick man revived. He lingered +through the next day. At night, his physician enjoined his brother to +remain constantly with him, as it was not probable he would survive +until morning. The passion for gambling had gained such an ascendency +over the young brother’s better feelings, that, some time during the +silent watches of the night, he had deserted his dying brother! In the +morning, the poor sufferer was found a corpse. He had died alone! What +struggles, what agonizing thoughts, were his, what words passed his +dying lips, none save his Maker knew. + +The brother had passed the night in one of the many dens of infamy that +abounded, and which shed, and still do, a withering blight over the fair +and sunny valleys of the richest country the sun ever shone upon. See, +in this case, what a pernicious influence those gilded saloons of vice +have upon the unstable mind of youth. Here were two brothers, who had +been reared by fond parents in the fear and admonition of the Lord. +Through their childhood they had loved one another; and together they +had repaired to a distant land to seek their fortunes. The younger, +whose mind was more vacillating, had by degrees yielded to the song of +that siren, Vice, until she had lured him to her haunts, causing him to +forget home, friends, and even a dying brother, to follow in the train +of the tempter. + +My prayers are, and ever have been, with the vigilance committees of +California. May the blessing of God attend them, and prosper all their +undertakings and endeavors to uproot and exterminate those hot-beds of +vice, those quick-sands in the ocean of life, upon which the bark of +many a promising youth, of many a young husband, and of many a +middle-aged father, has been irrecoverably wrecked. + +Go into the villages and towns throughout the Atlantic States, and in +how many will you not find one, at least, who has been a heart-sufferer +from the effects of those dens of sin and iniquity, which, until the +organization of the vigilance committee, threw open their gilded doors, +even in the glare of noon-day, to allure the weak-minded and +unsuspecting! And even the strong-minded have sometimes fallen a prey to +their seductive wiles. How many homes have been rendered desolate, how +many families disunited and severed, how many hearts as well as fortunes +broken, by the prevalence of that one great sin, gambling! and it has +been an almost universal vice in California. + +How many enterprising and ambitious men have I known who emigrated with +their happy wives to California, their hearts buoyant with bright +anticipations of the future! Success for awhile crowned all their +undertakings; but, alas! those gorgeously furnished drinking-saloons +which meet the eye at every turn proved too enticing for frail human +nature to resist. The first temptation yielded to, and how easily the +downward course is pursued, which terminates in total depravity! + +The young wife, neglected by her husband, her brilliant hopes +crushed,--unless she be possessed of a strong mind, and has friends +there to guide and guard her,--rather than return alone to the home of +her childhood, gradually loses her self-respect, and finally swells the +list of those we blush to name. + +Those upon whom the sun of prosperity has ever shone, know not how +bitterly painful is the first clouding over of youth’s sweet +visions--the first crushing blight of confidence and love--the first +consciousness that life is not so fair and bright, nor friends so kind +and true, as we have pictured them. Not from observation wholly do I +asseverate these statements--by sad experience have these sentiments +become deeply imbedded in my heart. I have known, and felt, and suffered +_all_, in my short life. But, when the wife’s cup of misery is full to +overflowing, and she returns to the home of her youth, expecting to +receive the sympathy she so justly deserves, and which is so readily +proffered by those encircling her own hearth-stone, how poignant to her +sensitive and lacerated feelings are the baneful, whispered slanders +which are borne to her ears! and emanating, too, from the lips of those +she once considered friends, and who, had adversity not overtaken her, +would still have been fawning sycophants for favor. + +Oh, ye slanderers! pause in your career; for it is one of the most +heinous sins that the instigator of all evil ever conceived, and from +which every pure heart will turn with loathing and disgust. If the +professed slanderer ever has any moments of serious reflection, how +severe must be the accusations of that faithful monitor within; for to +how many, in the course of their life-time, have they cast their +poisoned arrows, dipped in the foul extract of their own hearts, which, +while it _kills_ not those to whom it is aimed, rankles deeply in a +sensitive heart, causing tears of agony to flow! Then there are always +plenty of the lovers of gossip abroad to catch and retail slander; +plenty ready to believe an evil report, without taking the trouble to +investigate. Thus many an innocent heart has palpitated keenly, upon +receiving manifest slights from a source whence they had a right to +expect nought but kindness. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +One bright morning, toward the latter part of the month of September, I +left Marysville for a drive to General Sutler’s residence, situated +about eight miles below Marysville. You cross Feather River at Yuba +city, and follow the banks of this lovely stream, the scene varied and +beautified by nature’s incomparable adornments, until the picturesque +mansion of the affable and dignified general greets the eye. The road +leads to the back entrance of the spacious, square court-yard, which is +surrounded by a range of buildings on three sides. Several large and +stately trees rear their umbrageous branches far above the roofs of the +adobe buildings, which, from their sylvan retreat, peep out a ready +welcome to the tired stranger. The grounds around the dwelling are +tastefully and beautifully adorned with numerous parterres, some of +which are inclosed with hedges of cactus. Here I saw the first +cultivated rose that had greeted my eye since leaving New England. How +the sight of those roses carried me back to the neat New England homes, +embowered with honey-suckle and roses! It was actually fragrant with +home, and home associations. On one side of the gardens extended a +flourishing vineyard, the products of which amply repaid the labor +expended thereon. + +We were invited by the general to enter his pleasant-looking domicile, +which invitation we cheerfully accepted. We were regaled with grapes, as +luscious, I dare say, as the forbidden fruit which tempted the occupants +of paradise. The wines proffered,--the produce of the vines of +California,--having attained age, were pronounced of an excellent +quality in substance and flavor. Sweet music, discoursed by one of the +general’s sons, enhanced the pleasure of this often-remembered visit. + +The Indians in the immediate vicinity are devoted to the general’s +service; while the only remuneration they ask or expect is their food. +His house servants are all the female Diggers. The general’s family +carriage is drawn by two sleek-looking mules; and the driver’s box is +occupied by a Digger Indian, in costume á la fancy. Mrs. Sutter +generally denies herself to all visitors; but the regret generated by +her absence speedily vanishes in the presence of the affable, courteous +general, who ever welcomes his visitors with a cordiality inseparable +from the man, whose integrity never bent to wrong or pusillanimous +expediency, and who, armed intellectually with the panoply of justice, +has courage to sustain it, under all and any circumstances. + +We arrived back to Marysville just as the red orb of day touched the rim +of the western horizon, covering it all with crimson and gold, and +filling the world with a flood of evening glory. + +I was often amused, while sojourning at the Tremont, by witnessing the +transformations effected by a change of apparel on the inhabitants of +the mountains, when they made temporary visits to the valleys. One day, +a weary and care-worn-looking miner entered the bar-room of the hotel. +Nought of his countenance was visible save his eyes and nose; for over +his brow was drawn a soiled Kossuth hat; while the lower part of his +face was entirely concealed by an abundant growth of hair. He deposited +his blankets upon the floor, advanced to the bar-keeper, and inquired +for the proprietor of the house. To him this soiled and +travelled-stained miner delivered up thousands for safe keeping. He +seated himself in the gentlemen’s parlor, eyeing intently for some +moments an open piano. Upon his advancing toward it, and seating himself +upon the music-stool, a smile, bordering on derision, involuntarily +passed from one to another of the occupants of the room. The smile, +however, was speedily changed to looks of astonishment, when, after +running his fingers hastily over the keys, music such as we sometimes +hear in our dreams, but _very_ seldom in every-day life, gushed upon +their astonished senses. The air was “Sweet Home.” He accompanied the +instrument with a voice of surpassing melody, which penetrated to the +ladies’ rooms, and brought them en masse to the stairs, where they +remained almost spell-bound, while he played and sang piece after piece, +seemingly engrossed by heart-awakening memories of other days and other +lands, and wholly unconscious of the presence of listeners who had +gathered around him. As he was about midway in the execution of that +plaintive song, “Katy Darling,” he suddenly ceased, became aware of the +attention he was attracting, caught up his old, greasy hat, and vamosed. + +When next he appeared in their midst, the metamorphosis was so complete +as to utterly prevent recognition, had he not again seated himself at +the piano. He remained several weeks at the hotel, and often delighted +us with specimens of his musical talent. He was considered by +connoisseurs as the greatest performer upon the piano in all California. + +I never saw a miner without thinking how little one could judge, by the +present appearance, of his origin or past life, for there were those +laboring in the gold mines of California who had held important offices +of trust in the Atlantic states. The sons of wealthy southern planters, +too, were there, laboring as hard as their fathers’ slaves at home, but +reaping a far richer harvest of gold. People who at home never performed +any manual labor, there would not hesitate to stand in water up to their +knees for days and weeks together, if, by so doing, they could heap high +their coffers. + +The good fortune of a lady in California, which came under my especial +observation, I will here record. Upon the arrival at Marysville of one +of the up-river boats, a fine-looking lady, whose age might perhaps be +thirty or thereabouts, came to the Tremont Hotel, and desired an +interview with the proprietor. She informed him she was entirely +destitute of funds, as the journey from New York had been more expensive +than she had expected, and begged, as a favor, the loan of twenty +dollars. Could she obtain that amount, she intended to pursue her way to +Downieville, where she hoped and expected to find a friend and relative. +The proprietor accordingly proffered the required sum, although somewhat +doubtful of receiving it again, or even of seeing the recipient. The +next morning she resumed her journey; and the remembrance of this +fine-looking widow was obliterated by the occurrence of other and more +important affairs. Five or six weeks had elapsed, when, one day, she +astonished us all by appearing in our midst. Upon meeting the +proprietor, “Oh,” said she, “I have been _so_ successful! and now I have +come to liquidate old debts.” The nature of the success was this: She +arrived at Downieville, found the one of whom she was in pursuit, and he +built her a canvas house, procured her a cooking-stove, a long board +table, and some wooden benches, and she commenced keeping a +boarding-house. She soon had thirty or forty boarders, for each of which +she received twelve dollars per week. One day, as she was sweeping her +floor,--which, by the way, was nothing but the earth,--she saw something +glitter. Upon examination, it proved to be a lump of gold. She searched +farther, and found the earth was full of particles of gold. She +instantly summoned to her presence the friend who had assisted her in +locating herself in such rich diggings. They removed the table, benches, +and stove. Upon the last-named utensil a dinner was in progress; but who +would think of preparing a dinner, even if it were near the dinner +hour, should they suddenly find themselves in possession of such rich +diggings. This land, which she had appropriated to her own use, was +situated in a central part of the town of Downieville. It had never been +prospected, for the very reason that its appearance betokened nought to +impress the beholder with the idea that gold existed there in such +quantities. + +That day they two took from the kitchen floor, as she termed it, five +hundred dollars, mostly in lumps. Every day witnessed similar success. +As soon as she could think of leaving her treasures for two days, she +hastened to Marysville to cancel her debts. Afterwards she became a +frequent visitor at the house. I became very well acquainted with her; +and one day she related the cause of her leaving home alone, to seek a +home in California. She was married very young, and in opposition to the +wishes of her parents. Unfortunately, her married life proved miserable +in the extreme. After a lapse of years, she returned penniless, with one +child, to the home of her youth, where she received a hearty welcome +from her father; but the gentle, loving mother, whom she had forsaken, +had gone long since to the spirit-land, and her place in the family +circle was occupied by another. That other regretted the daughter’s +return, and manifested her disapproval by unkindness to the child. At +one time, when the child was suffering intensely from sickness, +child-like he refused to take his medicine, whereupon the grandmother +struck him. In twenty-four hours after that, the boy was a corpse. After +the burial of her boy, the daughter never looked upon the step-mother +again. She told her father, that, if he would furnish her with means, +she would seek her fortune in California; and she did, in the manner +above related. She acquired a fortune; but the recollection of her boy, +at times, would come floating over the ocean of memory, overshadowing +all the bright hopes and sunny feelings of her heart. + +It was a novel sight to me to watch the emigrant wagons, as they passed +through Marysville to their different destinations. How dusty and +travel-stained they appeared, after a four and five months’ journey +across those almost boundless prairies, after fording those mighty +streams, whose waters had been navigated by nought save the red man’s +canoe, effecting a passage through lonely cañons and over towering +mountains, enduring almost every hardship the human frame is capable of +sustaining, and finally had reached the desired goal! + +How emaciated the cattle looked; and no wonder, for how many long and +weary miles they had travelled! I almost fancied those old oxen actually +smiled for joy at arriving at their destination; yet many of their +number had given out on the way, and their bones lay bleaching in the +sun. + +A lady who had travelled across the plains told me how sad it made her +feel when she saw the cattle giving out on the way. Said she, “Those +dumb beasts would express so much sorrow in their faces when they began +to falter in their pace, they would look so wishfully into the face of +the teamster, and low so mournfully, I knew they understood their +situation.” + +Notwithstanding the sufferings and hardships those emigrants endure +while on their “winding way,” all is forgotten when they reach the +settlements. Their swarthy, sun-burned faces are radiant with joy as +they pass along. + +It is astonishing how much one of those wagons will hold. I saw one +passing with eight holes cut in the canvas on one side, and a child’s +face peeping out at every one of these holes. Besides the children it +contained, there were cats, dogs, beds and bedding, cooking-stove, tin +pans, and kettles. + +Two emigrant wagons passed through town one day, each driven by two +beautiful-looking girls--beautiful, although browned by exposure to the +weather. In their hands they carried one of those tremendous, long +ox-whips, which, by great exertion, they flourished, to the evident +admiration of all beholders. Their surpassing beauty gained for them the +appellation of the “belles of the plains.” In two weeks from the time +they attracted so much attention, driving each three yoke of oxen +through town, they were married to gentlemen whom they had never seen +until they arrived in California, and who had never seen them until they +beheld them as teamsters. + +I often saw ladies at the hotel who had resided eight and twelve months +at different bars far up in the mountains, where they were the only +females, and during all this time would not see a lady to speak to. You +can imagine how fast they would talk, upon getting where there were +plenty of their own sex. + +I was quite amused at an incident related by one of those ladies, who +had been for eight months thus isolated from all society. Her husband +kept a boarding-house, where he accommodated about thirty miners, which +were all that worked at that place. A short time previous to the +occurrence of the scene here related, these miners had had some trouble +with a tribe of Indians whose rancheria was not far distant. They had +heard several times that they meditated an attack upon all the whites in +their vicinity, and for some time they had been upon their guard; but, +as they heard nothing from them, they had relaxed their watchfulness. +One day, when they were all at work in the mines, and this lady alone in +the house, instantaneously a deafening war-whoop rang in her ears. She +ran to the door, and saw, at a little distance from the house, about two +hundred painted Indians, armed with bows, arrows, and hatchets, +advancing at a rapid pace. She rushed from the house, frightened half to +death, (as she expressed her feelings,) and ran, screaming, to the spot +where the men were at work. They, hearing the war-whoop and her screams, +and seeing the whole tribe making such a rapid descent, naturally +supposed they were coming to exterminate them; and if so, flight was out +of the question. There was no alternative but to meet the foe, and fight +with picks and shovels; for their fire-arms were in the house, and the +Indians were between the house and where they were. They directed +Mrs.---- to flee across the river and into the woods on the opposite +side, and secrete herself as quickly as possible. The river was so deep, +the water so wild and dark-looking, and spanned by so narrow a timber, +that, upon any ordinary occasion, she would have hesitated a long time +before venturing across; but now, with the velocity of the wind almost, +she crossed the timber, and rushed with headlong speed for the woods. +Before reaching it, however, she passed several large excavations in the +earth; and, thinking one of these would afford her a grand hiding-place, +she jumped into it, and crouched down to await her fate. Said she, “It +would be impossible to describe my feelings while in this hole. I +expected every moment to see a dozen dark-skinned savages, glaring at me +with their murderous, blood-thirsty eyes. I could endure it no longer: I +must crawl out, and rush on. After great exertion, I got out, and, not +once daring to look around, made all haste for the woods. + +“Reaching it, I would hide myself for a few moments, and then think, +‘They will surely find me here; I must find a better place than this;’ +and then leave it in search of another. In this way I hid myself a dozen +times. Finally, I climbed up into the branches of a large tree, and +there remained, for how long I could not tell--the time seemed +interminable. Then I heard some one shouting. I was so terrified, I +could scarcely retain my seat. Soon I heard my own name called, and +recognized my husband’s voice. _He_ was alive, then, and all the others +were murdered! When he appeared in sight, he was laughing. I thought him +insane. Said he, “Come down from the tree; it is all right. I thought I +should never find you. I have been hunting these two hours.” + +It seemed these Indians had started, in honor of some great occasion, to +visit a neighboring tribe. They had painted and armed themselves, as +they ever do when they start upon a journey to celebrate any great +event. Their object in raising such a war-whoop was, doubtless, a +sportive one; for they passed the miners with their countenances +illumined with a broad grin. + +The lady, who was from the New England States, returned to her house +with some idea of the sufferings of the early New England settlers. It +was days before she recovered her usual equanimity. + +Another lady told me that she was the first who arrived at Cañon Creek, +situated a hundred miles from Marysville, in the Sierra Nevada +Mountains; and that, when she arrived at the top of the mountain which +overlooked the ravine in which the miners were at work, they desisted +from their labors, gave three hearty cheers, and came to the place where +she was seated on a mule. Their delight was so great at seeing a live +woman in their midst, that they actually lifted the mule upon which she +was riding from his feet, and carried them both down the mountain. Those +miners, who had lived so long in their little cabins, secluded from the +world, deprived of the cheering presence of woman, knew then, if they +had never before known, how to appreciate the opposite sex. + +As a specimen of the sort of accommodations a traveller is likely to +meet with in a journey through the more unsettled parts of the +mountains, I will describe a public-house on the trail (as it was +called) that I once had occasion to stop at. It was a little log shanty, +kept by a woman--of what color I was unable to determine, on account of +the dirt upon her person. She hailed from out West, somewhere. I think +it must have been far West, where the cleansing properties of soap and +water were not often tested. There was no floor in this shanty but the +earth, and even that looked as if it had never been swept. How could I +stay, and eat, and sleep in so much dirt? There was no alternative; +night was close at hand, and no other _public-house_ within many miles. +She prepared us a _good supper_, as she termed it, in which, I presume, +there was a good supply of dirt, although I did not stop to scrutinize +it very closely. After we had partaken of the cheer set before us, she +washed the dishes, turned round, and dashed the dish-water up in one +corner of the apartment, wiped her hands upon her dirty apology for a +dress, and sat down for a smoke. For sleeping accommodations, there were +berths built up against the side of this shanty. I wrapped my own +blankets around me, and crawled into one of them, where I remained until +daylight. Right glad was I when it appeared, and I hoped to leave her +domicile without being encumbered with any of her live stock; but in +this I was disappointed. + +At one time there came down from the mountains the most comical-looking +old couple I ever beheld. They were English, and had emigrated to the +Western States ten years previous to the date of my story. They had been +in California two years, during which time they had never left the +mines. She worked mining with her husband. It was the commencement of +the rainy season when they left the mines; and all she had on, to +protect her from the weather, was a thin, faded calico gown--one which +she had brought from England ten years before; and it was the best +garment she possessed. Over her shoulders she wore a calico jacket, and +on her head an apology for a sun-bonnet. Her husband wore a Mackintosh, +which reached to his heels, and on his head an old hat, and oh, what a +hat! Altogether, they were the most forlorn-looking couple one would +wish to see. They carried penury in their very countenances. I pitied +her so, I gave her a gentleman’s dressing-gown, which had been left at +the hotel. It was rather soiled, to be sure; but then it was better than +anything which she had. When she went away, she wore it off. They had +started home to England, by the way of New York. When the bar-keeper +requested him to register his name, he made a cross; and she was as +ignorant as he. At night she asked me if I would give her a room with +good fastenings to the doors and windows, as they had a good deal of +gold dust with them. I inquired to know where it was, as they brought no +baggage with them, except a little bag, which she carried on her arm. +She said it was in belts around their waists. I told her, if it were +much, she had better deliver it up to the proprietor of the house for +safe keeping. Said she, “Oh, no, I would not lose sight of it for +anything! I have five thousand dollars in my belt, and my husband has +the same.” I advised her to send it by express to New York, as they +might be robbed on the way. She said they could not afford to pay the +percentage for its transportation, when they could carry it, and save +that money. So they started for New York by the way of Nicaragua. + +I often thought of them after they left, and felt assured in my own mind +that they would lose their money before they arrived home. They were two +very simple people, and betrayed by their looks evident signs of fear of +robbery. The next news I heard of them was, that they were both drowned +at Virgin Bay, while going from the shore in a boat to get on board the +steamer. The particulars were these: The boat was loaded with +passengers; and, it being rather rough, they became frightened, and all +rushed to one side, and capsized her. This old couple, having so much +gold about their persons, sank immediately; while those who were not +burdened with gold were quickly picked up by other boats. Thus these two +old people, who had lived in poverty all their days, died rich, +clutching the treasures for which they had toiled so hard, and to obtain +which, they had denied themselves the comforts of life. The school of +poverty in which they had passed the greater part of their lives, had +fostered the spirit of covetousness to such a degree, that it was +finally the means of their losing their lives. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +While in California, I had charge, for a while, of a little girl, whose +mother had died just as the steamer upon which she was on board neared +the wharf at San Francisco. The father, mother, and two children were on +board the ill-fated Independence, which was wrecked, and then burnt, on +the coast of Old California. + +When she commenced burning, the father hoped to save his family from the +flames by swimming with them to the shore. Being an expert swimmer, he +thought that, by taking one at a time, he might succeed in bringing them +all to the land. He suspended his wife over the ship’s side farthest +from the flames, wrapped the babe of ten months in a shawl, and +consigned it to the care of a passenger until his return, took the +little girl of four years in his arms, lowered himself into the water, +and commenced swimming for the shore. He clasped her little arms about +his neck, told her to hold on, shut her eyes and mouth, and she would +soon be on the land, and then he would return for mother and the baby. + +Long before they reached the land, she was senseless. In the meantime, +the flames were increasing with such rapidity that it behooved the +father to hasten back, in order to save his wife from the devouring +element. He left the little girl senseless upon the beach, dove into the +foaming surf, and was several times borne back to the shore before he +could get beyond it. As he neared the burning wreck, the flames burst +out afresh, forcing the frightened passengers to leap into the angry +waters. The gentleman who held the babe threw it into the ocean to save +himself. In its descent, the shawl became detached from it, and the +child fell into the water a short distance from the mother, but beyond +her reach. In one of its little hands it held a toy; and, as it was +borne off on the top of a receding wave, its little plump arms were +raised, and the mother saw the white, dimpled hand firmly grasping the +toy. She could look no longer. Her babe was hastening on to swell the +angel-band in the courts of the blessed! + +When her husband reached her, the flames were close around; her dress +had even been scorched. With her he started back to the shore. But very +few could have breasted the angry waters as he did; but he was impelled +by a motive which seemed to lend strength to his well-nigh exhausted +frame. He reached the shore with his wife. Some one had found the little +girl senseless, and had succeeded in restoring her to consciousness. The +body of the infant was afterwards washed ashore, with the toy grasped in +its hand. They made its little grave on the lonely beach, and placed it +therein. + +For three or four days these shipwrecked passengers remained upon the +beach, their only nourishment being molasses and vinegar. They were then +taken on board a vessel, and carried to San Francisco. + +The mother, weakened by exposure, and suffering from a hurt which she +received in her side while being suspended from the ship, breathed her +last just as she was nearing their destined port. + +Little Rosa (her name was Rosa Taylor) often told me the sad story in +her artless, baby way. How impressive was her manner, when, seated in a +little chair by my side, her dimpled face upturned, her large, dark, +mournful eyes raised to mine, her rosy lips parted, to tell of the +dreadful shipwreck; of the baby brother being drowned; of her being so +hungry and cold on the beach; of her dear mother dying, and clasping her +so closely in her arms, when she said, “Be a good girl, Rosa, and love +your father; for he is all the one left to love you.” Then the dying +mother said, “Raise me up, and let me look upon the land once more.” +Then she lay back, and died. + +Rosa staid with me three months, while her father was at the mines. Then +he came, and took her away to Oregon. + +I must not forget to mention the delights of stage-coaching in +California. In the first place, the coaches are built of the strongest +materials to be obtained, and are sufficiently large to carry from +twenty to thirty persons. They are drawn by six large, beautiful horses. +In the dry season, when the rivers are low, large boats do not run to +Marysville, and most of the travel is effected by stages. I once rode to +Sacramento and back in one of those six-horse coaches, when the +passengers, inside and out, numbered twenty-eight. The thermometer stood +at 110 deg., and the dust was so dense as to almost suffocate one. We +were all obliged to _unpack_ ourselves, and walk over all the bridges +on the way; and then, so frail were these structures, that they trembled +and swayed as the empty coach was being drawn over. + +By the time you arrive at the end of your journey, your eyes, nose, and +mouth are filled with dust, as well as your clothes. One day’s ride +ruins the clothes; but, if a person is blessed with a strong +constitution, he may possibly survive several consecutive days’ riding +in those crowded coaches. The roads between Marysville and Sacramento +are very level, it being a vast plain the whole way. + +Journeying through the mountainous sections of the country in coaches, +is perfectly awful. The passengers are obliged to alight, and push +behind the vehicle, to assist the horses up every hill, and, when they +arrive at the summit, chain the wheels, all get in, and ride to the base +of the next mountain, in danger every moment of being overturned, and +having their necks broken. For thus working their passages they have to +pay exorbitant fares. + +One night, about eleven o’clock, a lady came into the hotel, looking +more dead than alive. She was leading a little girl, of about seven +years of age, who was in the same plight as the mother. They were both +covered with bruises, scratches, and blood, with their garments soiled +and torn. They were coming from Bidwell’s Bar, a place about forty miles +above Marysville, in a stage-coach, in which were nine Chinamen. The +coach was all closed, as it was rather cool in the mountains in the +evening. All at once, they found themselves turning somersets. The coach +was overturned down a steep bank. + +All the Chinamen, with their long cues reaching to their heels, were +rolling and tumbling about in the most ungraceful manner imaginable. +They were vociferating at the top of their voices in a language which, +if spoken calmly, and with the greatest mellifluence, is harsh and +disagreeable in the extreme. “And,” said she, “such a horrid din of +voices as rang in my ears, it was scarcely possible to conceive of; +which, together with the fright, was almost sufficient to deprive me of +reason.” The driver was seriously hurt, and so were some of the horses; +but the inside passengers escaped without having any limbs broken, but +their cues were awfully disarranged. + +In the dry season, there were as many as a dozen coaches which left +Marysville every morning, and as many would arrive every evening. +Generally, they were all loaded to their utmost capacity. + +In California, two-thirds of the population seem to be constantly +travelling (in search of new and rich diggins, I suppose). It was quite +amusing to listen to the rigmarole which each driver had over, as they +reined in their horses in front of the different hotels. The names of +the different localities along their routes, which they would sometimes +work into laughable doggerel, the cracking of their whips, and the jokes +cracked upon one another, were quite diverting. + +At the time I was in Marysville, it was not safe to walk around in the +suburbs of the town, in a dark evening, unless armed. Late one evening, +as myself and husband were riding into town, we distinctly heard the +click of a revolver, and two reports followed in quick succession. The +balls whizzed past our ears, giving us no very agreeable sensation, I +assure you. There was no moon, but it was starlight. Whether we were +taken for people for whom some one was lying in wait, with the view of +plunder or murder, or for what those shots were fired, ever remained a +mystery to us. At any rate, it gave us such a fright, I never was caught +out there again after dark. + +There was one house in Marysville which had been in process of erection +four years, and was not then completed. It was owned by a wealthy +Spaniard, originally from South America. I went, one day, to view this +curious structure. Under it were two regular dungeons, with heavy iron +doors, which could be doubly locked and barred. People conjectured they +were made for the purpose of holding his treasures, of which he was +reputed to possess hoards. The whole building was the most massive, +curious, complicated piece of architecture I ever beheld; and such an +air of mystery and gloom as pervaded the whole place! It was impossible +to elucidate the feelings one was sure to have, as they traversed those +dismal-looking rooms. The sight of so much solid masonry seemed +generative of the darkest designs. In one room were two very large, deep +wells. Some of the floors were constructed of stone. The grounds were to +be inclosed by a high wall. There were complicated wings, and high, +gloomy-looking turrets, projecting in every direction from the main +building. After being completed, it will present more the appearance of +a prison than a private residence. + +Now, I will relate one hen story; not about a renowned Shanghai, but a +genuine, old-fashioned, yellow hen. Hens at that time, in California, +were among the things to be coveted: the meanest specimens were sold at +five dollars apiece. Some of the Spanish population kept quite a number +of fowl. A lady told me she wanted to purchase a male hen; that an old +Spaniard came to her house one day, who, she knew, had fowl to sell. +_She_ could not speak Spanish; neither could he English. She was very +much perplexed how to make him know that she wanted a crower. She used +every Spanish word she could think of with no success at all. Finally, +she sprang up in a chair, flapped her arms, and crowed with all her +might. That crow enlightened the Spaniard more than all her Spanish +vocabulary had done. + +When I lived in the canvas shanty, a partition of cloth ran across the +centre of the building. On one side of the partition stood my bed, and +on the other my brother’s. An outer door opened into this room. One day, +an old yellow hen walked in very unceremoniously, hopped upon the bed, +and prepared to lay. Soon she jumped off, and left an egg. She conducted +the whole affair with the greatest secrecy, not even indulging in that +greatest luxury of all, cackling. Of course, I fed her, very glad indeed +of her egg, as they were fifty cents apiece. The next day, she came +again, and left another; and so she kept on, until she had laid twelve; +when she evinced symptoms of a desire to sit upon the nest. My brother +took her eggs, carried them out to a ranch, and exchanged them for those +that would be sure to hatch. He then placed them in a half barrel in the +corner of the room, and set the hen upon them. In due time she brought +out twelve little chicks. When they were about a month old, I sold them +for a dollar apiece. She then laid another litter of eggs, and was as +successful in raising another brood of chickens. Then, as we were going +to leave the shanty, I sold her, chickens and all, for twenty dollars. + +After I had been living at the Tremont some time, I went to my room one +day, and there, on the window-seat, was perched the identical old hen +that I had sold. My window was open, and she had flown in. She appeared +delighted to see me, and evinced her delight by singing quite merrily. +She seemed determined to room with me, and I allowed her to remain until +I could go and find the one to whom I sold her. He had moved, and was +not to be found. Of course, the hen was mine again; but, situated as I +now was, I could not accommodate her with a room in the house, and for +which she seemed to have a decided predilection. I therefore placed her +to board out on a ranch. She continued to lay eggs and raise chickens, +until I realized, from the sale of them, forty-five dollars. I then sold +her again for five dollars, as she was getting rather old. In one week +after I sold her, she died, from _grief, I suppose, at being sold_. From +that old yellow hen I made quite a _pile_, as they say in California. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +I recollect the execution of one man in Marysville, which created quite +an excitement in town. One day my ears were assailed with the most +piercing shrieks. Upon inquiry, I learned that a man had been arrested +by the Vigilance Committee for stealing. A great crowd had collected in +the street in front of the committee’s rooms, among whom was the wife of +the man arrested; and hers were the shrieks which rent the air. Two +little children were following her, crying, “You shall not hang my +father! you must not kill him!” Finally the committee rendered him up +into the hands of the law. He had his trial, was condemned, and +sentenced to be hung. While he was in jail, awaiting his execution, a +lady in town gave a little party for her children. While they were +taking tea, she saw the two children of the doomed man going past. Pity +for the children, so soon to be left fatherless, incited her to call +them in, and seat them at the table spread with delicacies. After they +had partaken of the treat, and gone out to play, the girl who was +clearing the table missed one of the silver spoons. Something prompted +her to go to those two children to inquire for it. She thought the boy +betrayed signs of guilt. She took hold of his arm, and felt the spoon in +his jacket-sleeve. He cried bitterly, and said he did not want to steal, +but his mother told him if he did not, whenever he had an opportunity, +she would whip him severely. Perhaps the father had been stimulated to +commit thefts by similar threats from his wife; and certainly, if her +evil propensities had so far gained the ascendency as to cause her to +instil such principles into the minds of her children, to what evils +would she not resort, to gain her object? + +The night previous to the day upon which he was to be executed, she made +an attempt to fire the city, in the hope, doubtless, that her +accomplices in guilt would effect his liberation while the attention of +the citizens would be directed to the fire. She was, however, +unsuccessful. Had the stable burnt which she attempted to fire, the +whole city would probably have been destroyed. The owner of the stable +had just returned from a journey, and was throwing some hay into the +rack for his horse. In, the meantime, she approached, ignited a bunch of +matches, and thrust them under the side of the building, directly +against this hayrack. It blazed up, which the man no sooner saw than he +caught a large blanket, threw it into the rack, and jumped down upon it. +By this means, the flames were extinguished, but not, however, without +quite severely scorching the man. She was carefully guarded after this. + +The next day, she begged permission to visit her husband in his cell. +She was allowed to go, but not alone; but, somehow or other, she managed +(they supposed) to slip something into his hand, for, a short time after +the interview, when they went to take him to the gallows, they found him +insensible, whether from fear, or from something which he had taken, +they could not ascertain. + +He was taken to the gallows, and the forms of execution enacted, +although he manifested no appearance of life whatever. While this last +act was being performed, it required six or seven women to hold the +wife. She was perfectly frantic. + +Every day, for some time after, might be seen this woman, dressed in a +garb of the deepest mourning, holding each of her children by the hand, +and traversing the streets, apparently in great distress. It was thought +she made this public display of grief to excite sympathy. Soon after +this, she disappeared from the city. + +It often made me feel sad, during my residence in California, to see the +people recently from the Atlantic states so hopeful and buoyant in +spirits, anticipating such rich harvests of gold, with which they would +return to their homes and families, I knew so well the sufferings and +hardships they would be likely to endure before they could return, if +they ever did. But I ever refrained from casting a shade of melancholy +over the bright future in prospective by prophetic warnings. I recollect +one gentleman in particular, who was so sanguine of success. + +He departed for the mines, and, in three months from that time, was +brought back, crippled for life! While blasting rocks, he had one arm so +shattered that he was obliged to have it amputated above the elbow. Both +eyes were rendered sightless for life, and the other hand and arm very +much injured. What a pitiable-looking object he was! and how he begged +of the doctors to use every endeavor to save the remaining hand and arm! +He had a wife and three little children in the state of Maine, dependent +on him for a support. It was in vain the doctors tried, by extracting +piece after piece of splintered rock, to save the last hand. It was +amputated at the wrist. How philosophically he bore his sufferings! Not +a groan escaped his lips; but, by the workings of his countenance, one +could perceive his agony was extreme. Money was raised in Marysville +sufficient to defray his expenses home; and a fellow-townsman of the +sufferer volunteered to accompany him as nurse. I never heard aught +concerning him again. + +I often amused myself for hours, studying, not human nature, but mule +nature. It is really astonishing to witness those pack-mules, and see +the wonderful knowledge they display by their manœuvres. In packing them +for a trip to the mountains, the Mexicans load them unmercifully. They +make them carry loads weighing from three hundred to three hundred and +fifty pounds, and strap the articles on so tightly that I should think +it would stop their breaths. The poor creatures will tremble under such +an unmerciful load, and sometimes I have seen them, after going a little +way, fall from exhaustion, and the weight of their load. Then those +cruel Mexicans would beat them, until the blood would run from their +noses; and, if they were very much reduced from previous hard usage, +they would die, with that heavy pack strapped to them. These pack-mules +have such a horror of going with their loads to the mountains, that, +after they are packed, and are waiting for the remainder of the train, +(these trains sometimes consist of fifty and sixty mules,) they will +endeavor to secrete themselves away behind some building or wagon, and +keep so very still and quiet, seemingly listening and hoping they may +not be found. By and by, when the old, cruel Mexican warns them of his +presence by a heavy slap with the piece of untanned hide he invariably +carries in his hand, accompanied with the expression of _hippa, mula!_ +one can almost see a shade of the deepest despair cross the poor mule’s +countenance, as he joins the train, which is going to travel many weary, +tedious miles, over rough mountains, and through deep ravines. + +These trains are led by a horse, with a bell attached to his neck. He +is designated the bellhorse; and these mules have such an affection for +him, that they will follow anywhere he goes. Generally, three or four +Mexicans accompany each train. When night overtakes them, they unpack +the animals, and form a sort of corral of the pack-saddles, which they +place in a circle around the goods, which they lay in piles, each load +beside the saddle upon which it belongs. The mules are turned out to +graze. In the morning, after giving them their breakfasts, at a signal +from the Mexicans, each mule places himself in a position to be packed +beside his own saddle; and, what is very singular, each mule knows his +own saddle, and never makes a mistake by placing himself beside his +neighbor’s. + +When they return to the valley again, they are so delighted, that when +they get to within a mile or two of the town, they commence running, and +braying at the top of their voices. And then look out for the dust! Such +clouds of it as they will raise in passing a house, is almost +suffocating. You must hasten, and close the doors and windows, otherwise +the house will be filled. + +“As stubborn as a mule,” is an old adage; and I have seen this maxim +verified oftentimes. I have seen them so obstinate, you might kill, but +never conquer. Perhaps it is this stubborn nature which some of them +(not all) possess, that causes the Mexicans to be so ugly to them. In +order to pack some of them, they are obliged to be chained and blinded. +What struggles I have seen between the Mexican and his mule! I have +heard them say, that a real malicious one would purposely run, so that +he could dash with great violence his pack against a rock or tree, and +smash it to pieces; then, if it contained ought eatable, devour it with +all haste before the driver could reach him. And many such “ugly capers” +are imputed to his muleship. + +At one time, there was great excitement in the mountains respecting the +mysterious disappearance of a man named Dunbar, who kept a public-house +on the trail leading from Marysville to Onion Valley, on Slate Creek. +These public-houses, by the way, were nothing more than little shanties; +and the only servant generally employed about them was a cook. +Travellers who passed and repassed Dunbar’s house, and found no one +there but his cook, (a young man formerly from Lowell, Massachusetts,) +naturally inquired for Dunbar, and was told that he had gone to San +Francisco. Finally, the house was closed. Then suspicions were rife +that there had been foul play. About that time, as a hunter was passing +the deserted house, his dog ran into the corral, and began scratching in +the snow, and howling incessantly. His master in vain tried to call him +away. He then went to the spot, dug away the snow, and discovered a +man’s hand and arm protruding from the earth. He dug away the earth, and +there was the body of Dunbar, bent double, thus tied with a rope, and +stamped into that slight excavation. + +The cook, very naturally, was the first person suspected of perpetrating +this horrid murder. He was traced to San Francisco and arrested, just as +he was stepping on board a steamer bound to Panama. He was accused of +the murder, appeared very much agitated, and finally confessed what he +knew about the affair. One night, two people came from a mining locality +near by to Dunbar’s house, and requested a night’s lodging. They +frequently came there, and passed the night. That evening, they played +cards with Dunbar; and, in the course of the evening, he had occasion to +go to a chest which stood in the room, and deposit some money. In this +chest was about five thousand dollars. Whether they saw it, or whether +he told them he had it, he (the cook) did not know. + +One of the men came to him in the kitchen, and disclosed their +intentions of murdering Dunbar that night, and securing his money, which +they would share with him, if he would take an oath of eternal secrecy; +if not, his life would pay the forfeit. Fear compelled him to agree to +this proposal. Just then, Dunbar and the other villain came into the +kitchen, and advanced to the outer door; whereupon the other one caught +up an axe near by, and struck Dunbar a blow on the back of the head, +causing him to fall. Then followed another blow, which completed the +work of death. He was then buried as above described, and the money +taken possession of by the murderers. Said he, “They offered me a share +of their ill-gotten treasures; but no--I would not pollute my fingers by +receiving one dollar of their blood-stained gold. Dunbar was a friend to +me, and gladly would I have saved him from the horrid death which +awaited him, had it been in my power so to do; but I was paralyzed with +terror at the horrid revelation to which I had just listened. When they +departed, I should have hastened to some authority, and made instant +disclosure of the whole transaction; but was deterred from so doing by +the fear of being murdered by those fiends in human shape. + +“I then determined to leave the country; which determination I was in +the act of putting into execution when arrested. + +“I declare to you, I am innocent of all or any participation whatever in +the horrid affair.” + +The two murderers were at once arrested. They had changed their place of +residence, but were soon ferreted out; and all three were sentenced to +be hung at Slate Creek. My brother was present at the execution. The two +murderers died as they had lived--hardened sinners--profaning and +blaspheming until the last. + +The cook declared his innocence to the latest moment, and begged, even +after the rope was adjusted about his neck, to be allowed to write to +his wife. This boon was granted him. He then asked if he might make a +few remarks. He commenced; and so eloquently did he plead for pardon, so +heart-softening were his remarks, that, had not the mob been so +exasperated by previous horrid disclosures made by the two murderers, he +would and ought to have been pardoned. They had gone so far as to say, +“All who are in favor of hanging this man, go down the hill; and all who +are not, go up;” and, as the majority started to go down the hill, some +of the more ferocious ones caught the rope, and ran with it, jerking +him from the ground, and consummating a murder equally as cold-blooded +as the one for which that innocent man had been arraigned. + +One more story of blood and murder I will relate, and then close the +calendar of murders. As I was sitting in the parlor, one day, I saw the +people in the street all running towards the front of the hotel. I +stepped out upon the balcony to ascertain the cause of this unusual +excitement, and beheld a sight that almost curdled the blood in my +veins. There lay the form of a man, dead. His clothes were saturated +with blood; his ghastly face upturned; and upon his death-stamped +features rested a look of mortal agony. It was the body of one well +known in our midst. He was coming from one of the mining bars above +Marysville, driving a mule-team, when he was accosted by a man whom he +overtook on the road with a request to give him a ride; which request he +accordingly granted. The stranger jumped into the wagon, and took a seat +behind the teamster. They conversed as they rode along, until they came +to an unfrequented part of the road, when the stranger suddenly plunged +a knife into the body of the teamster. It was a murderous blow, and +carried death in its unerring aim. He robbed the dying man of four +hundred dollars, which he had in his pocket, and then decamped. The man +was not instantly killed, but, before he breathed his last, was found by +a traveller, to whom he told the story, and also gave a description of +the murderer, who was afterwards taken and executed. The murdered man +left a wife and family to mourn his loss. + +Many more murders, equally revolting, I might recount; but I have told +enough to give one an idea of the crime existing at that time in +California. I need not say, at that time; it still exists, and, I fear, +ever will. Vigilance committees may, for a while, intimidate the +blood-thirsty villains; but they can never rid the country of _all_ +those pests of society who have there congregated to feast their evil +propensities upon the lives and property of the unwary and unsuspecting. + +Early in the year 1849, an enterprising, energetic young man, left the +town of D----, situated in one of the Western States, to seek his +fortune in California. He was already in possession of a sum sufficient +to defray his expenses to those golden shores, which held forth so many +charms to an adventurous spirit, leaving but little remaining in his +purse upon his arrival. + +Glittering visions of lumps of gold haunted his waking, as well as +sleeping, moments. He was restless and impatient, until he found himself +bounding gayly over the wild, heaving billows of the broad Atlantic. +Being an orphan, deprived, at an early age, of the watchful tenderness +of a mother’s love, the judicious precepts and examples of a father, he +had learned early in life the salutary lesson of self-reliance. No sad +yearnings filled his heart, as he paced the steamer’s deck on the eve of +departure. The delights and social joys of a pleasant home left behind, +the remembrance of a loving mother’s tearful farewell, rose not in his +mind, to cause the tear of affection and regret to bedew his cheek. He +was leaving none behind to mourn his departure. To him the future looked +bright and beautiful, as it ever does to the young, hopeful, and +aspiring heart, over which the chilling waves and bitter disappointments +of the cold, selfish world has never rolled. + +There was one passenger on board, who, from his taciturn, repulsive +manner, had made no friends, and formed no acquaintances. A few days +before their arrival at Chagres, he was missed from his accustomed seat +at table. He no more paced the deck with that quick, uncertain tread, +ever accompanied with those nervous, stealthy glances bestowed on all +around, and which had occasioned so many remarks at his expense, by no +means flattering or complimentary. He was confined to his berth from +sickness. + +They reached the isthmus of Panama. All were hastening to secure their +passage upon the steamer then waiting at Panama to convey them to their +destined port. Each and all were struggling for themselves. The party to +which the hero of my story had attached himself were toiling on their +“winding way,” when their attention was attracted to a hammock, +suspended between two trees, in which, to all appearance, lay a man in +the agonies of death. They hastened to his side, and discovered, to +their surprise, the repulsive stranger of steamer memory. In a feeble +voice, he besought them, in mercy, to take him along, and not leave him +to die alone! It appeared he had employed some natives to take him +across the isthmus. They had quarrelled among themselves, purloined the +last dollar from the sick man, (Mr. B----,) and vamosed, leaving him to +the fate which was inevitable, unless he was assisted and provided for +immediately. The hot fever-blood was coursing wildly through his swollen +veins; yet there was but one, in that company of men, whose heart was +touched by the appealing looks of the apparently dying man, or whose eye +moistened as the half-articulate words were gasped, “Oh! in God’s name, +leave me not here, to die alone!” + +As some extenuation for the apparently heartless course pursued by all +that company of emigrants, (all except one,) I will state their relative +circumstances. They had purchased their tickets at an exorbitant price, +with perhaps the last dollar at their command. The steamer was waiting; +time was pressing; at such a day she was going to leave Panama, and, if +not there, they lost their passage. Panama was crowded with people, +waiting to get even a foothold upon the deck of any floating craft that +would bear them to the desired haven. The delay that must necessarily +accrue from assisting that suffering person would, in all probability, +cost them their passage, and they would be left penniless in a foreign +land. + +The call of suffering humanity was counterbalanced by the whisperings of +self. They soliloquized, and hushed the breathings of conscience with +thoughts like these: “I must look to my own interest. No one would lend +a helping hand to raise _me_, if I were sinking. He did not make +friends with us when in health and prosperity; but now, when he is +dying, he calls for succor from those he formerly shunned. I cannot +assist him. He will probably die before night. I must hurry on.” So they +did hurry on, all except Mr. W----. _His_ heart was boiling over with +the “milk of human kindness.” Said he, “If I go on, and leave this man +to die alone, the image of his pale, sad face will be ever by my side. +The memory of my heartless conduct will cast a dark shade over my whole +future existence. I _cannot_ and I _will not_ be so soulless.” + +In a softened voice he addressed the now nearly unconscious man, and, +taking the feverish hand in his, said he, “Cease your anxiety. I will +stay with you, and take care of you.” One by one, he saw all his company +depart; and he was alone with the sick one, in the unbroken solitudes of +a Granadian forest. He held a flask of water to the lips of the +sufferer, and bathed his fevered brow. This somewhat revived him. Hours +passed on, and they were still alone. Finally, two Carthaginians came +along, and were induced, by the promise of a liberal reward, to carry +the sick man to Panama. After a toilsome journey, which well-nigh proved +fatal to Mr. B----, they arrived at Panama, but were too late for the +steamer: she had been gone nearly a day. There was no alternative but to +wait until they could secure a passage upon another. Mr. W----’s funds +were fast dwindling away before the exorbitant demands of the Panama +“land-sharks.” Who, among those who were compelled to remain there days +and weeks, when the tide of emigration was rushing irresistibly on +towards the far-famed gold placers of California, can _ever_ forget the +merciless drain upon their purses? + +When able to converse, the invalid informed Mr. W---- that he had a +valuable cargo on board a vessel then on her way around Cape Horn; and +that, upon her arrival at San Francisco, in part payment of the debt of +gratitude he owed to him, he (Mr. W----) should receive a share of the +profits derived from the sale thereof. He also spoke of a failure in +business which had occurred a short time previous to his departure; but +omitted to mention, however, the fact that he had acted very dishonestly +as regarded that failure, and also that he had been very unceremoniously +smuggled on board the steamer, to elude the vigilance of officers of +justice. He expected his wife to join him soon in California: perhaps +she might come on the next steamer. + +They were detained in Panama four weeks, during which time he was +carefully nursed by Mr. W----. In the meantime, his wife arrived, with +money sufficient to purchase a ticket for her husband. Mr. W---- had not +the wherewithal to purchase one; therefore, he procured a situation as +waiter on board. Upon their arrival at San Francisco, as the ship was +not due for some two months, Mr. W---- concluded to proceed at once to +the mines. + +Every day, at that time, might have been seen little companies of men, +with their blankets and tin pans strapped to their backs, commencing +their toilsome march into the interior. Far up those mighty streams they +wandered, and penetrated far into the solitary fastnesses of those +mountain gorges, where the foot of white man never trod before. Forming +one of a party of miners who followed the course of the American River, +was our friend W----. For three weary months they prospected in those +dreary wilds, camping out, rolling themselves in their blankets, with no +roof to shelter them from the night air. The twinkling stars, far, far +above them, peeping out a gentle good-night from the azure dome, were +like messengers of hope to those poor wayfarers. Sickness overtook them, +and death thinned their numbers. Out of a company of ten, but three +returned to San Francisco. One of those three was Mr. W----. Sick, +disheartened, and so emaciated he could scarcely support his feeble +frame, he dragged himself to the door of the only hospital in San +Francisco, and begged for admittance. + +For many weeks he lay hovering at the portal of death’s mysterious door. +Finally, a strong constitution triumphed: this once, the destroying +angel was cheated of its prey. He recovered slowly, and, at the +expiration of many weeks, found himself treading the streets of San +Francisco, weak, penniless, and alone--alone, in a land of strangers. He +bethought himself of Mr. B----, made inquiries concerning him, and +ascertained that the ship had arrived which had contained his property; +that he had disposed of it at an immense profit, and had gone to reside +in Sacramento city. Slowly and painfully he dragged his weakened frame +to one of the piers from whence departed the up-river boats, and gained +a hearing with one of the captains, to whom he stated his situation. He +very kindly gave him a passage to “Sac’ city.” When landed upon the +Levee, it was mid-day. So weak was he that it was late in the afternoon +before he reached the residence of Mr. B----. Upon inquiring for that +gentleman, Mrs. B---- made her appearance. She did not recognize him at +first, so changed was he by sickness and poverty. Then, in cold, +heartless words, she expressed her sorrow at his unfortunate condition, +hoped he would get along without any more sickness, and coolly closed +the door in his face. + +Imagine his feelings as he turned from that door, sick in body, and +sicker far at heart at this display of sordid selfishness and heartless +ingratitude. He crawled back again to the Levee, where he remained that +night, supperless, shelterless, and penniless. He again solicited a +passage to Marysville, where resided an acquaintance of his who kept a +hotel. To him he applied for a situation to work; for, sick as he was, +his independent spirit spurned the idea of begging. He was at once +engaged to wash dishes; for which service he received seventy-five +dollars per month. After serving awhile in this capacity, he was +promoted to steward, with an increase of salary. From this post he was +admitted as a partner; and, from that day, “Dame Fortune” lavished upon +him her richest gifts. + +Just three years from the time he composed his wearied limbs for a +night’s rest, in the open air, on the banks of the Sacramento, he was +standing again upon the same spot, but under what different auspices! +Had prosperity changed his noble heart, that, a little more than three +years ago, listened and “wept for others’ woes”? Ah, no! the same +generous impulses governed his every action. His upright, honest +principles grew and strengthened with his fortune, instead of +deteriorating, as is oftentimes the case. + +Curiosity prompted him to inquire after the welfare of Mr. B----. He +learned he was a houseless vagabond around the streets of San Francisco. +From affluence, he was reduced to a state of beggary. His wife had +proved faithless, and decamped with all the money she could get. In +endeavoring to drown his sorrow in the intoxicating cup, he had lost, +dollar by dollar, the remainder of his fortune. That for which he had +sacrificed honor, principle, and every trait which ennobles and exalts +man, had “taken to itself wings,” and the misguided man was bereft of +all which renders life a blessing. From this “ower true” tale may be +deduced a moral. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +In the fall of 1852, my brother was in the mines, on the north fork of +the Yuba, about one hundred miles above Marysville. As the rainy season +was commencing, and knowing his claims to be on the river, where they +could not be worked except in the dry season, I was daily expecting him +to arrive in Marysville, as he had written to that effect; yet he came +not. Daily I heard accounts of large quantities of snow falling; and it +finally fell to such a depth, that all communication with the +settlements in the mountains was cut off before the winter’s supply of +provisions had been transported thither. Fears were entertained that the +mountain population would suffer incredibly for the want of food; and so +they did. Finally, a straggling, emaciated, exhausted party arrived in +town from Downieville, which is eighty miles distant from Marysville. + +Fifty miles of the route they had traversed over snow, which lay to the +depth of ten and fifteen feet, and part of the time sinking, at every +step, up to their arm-pits in it. Two or three of their number had given +out and died on the way. The reports they brought were dismal in the +extreme. They said the entire male population would be obliged to leave +Downieville, and get to Marysville, if possible, or die in the attempt, +as there were only provisions enough in town when they left to supply +the women and children. + +What anxiety I felt on my brother’s account, knowing that he must depend +upon Downieville for his supplies! No tidings whatever could I obtain of +him, and did not for four months. During this time, remnants of parties +were arriving, completely exhausted, and reporting great distress in the +mountains. At the expiration of that time, the express-men opened for +themselves a passage through the snow. Then I received a letter, stating +the following particulars: + +He had made every preparation for leaving his log cabin as soon as there +was any appearance of snow, when one of his partners (he had two) was +violently seized with the mountain fever. Then came the first fall of +snow. What could they do? They could not leave him to die alone, and it +was impossible to move him. For one month he was constantly delirious. +He had no physician to attend him, and there he lay, day and night, +talking to his mother and friends at home, in happy unconsciousness of +his deplorable situation. The snow fell until it lay to the depth of +fifteen feet. + +Downieville was twenty miles distant, and thither one of them must go to +obtain provisions; for they were entirely destitute of everything in the +eatable line, and almost destitute of money. They had sent their gold to +Marysville the day before the partner was taken sick, reserving only +sufficient to defray their expenses down. + +My brother started to go to Downieville, previously assisting his +partner to tie the sick man on to his pallet of straw; for, in moments +of violent delirium, one person could not compete with him in strength. + +In an exhausted state he reached Downieville, and found provisions very +scarce, and dear as gold dust. For ham he paid eighty cents per pound; +for flour, one dollar and a half per pound; and everything in a like +proportion. For one ten pounds of flour, which he bought during the +winter, he paid twenty-five dollars. He wanted to get some corn meal to +make gruel for the sick man, and succeeded in getting one pound, for +which he paid the exorbitant sum of two dollars. + +With a back-load of provisions--which weighed sixty-one pounds, and cost +one hundred dollars--he started back. Several times, on the way, he +felt as if he should never live to reach the little cabin; but he +finally arrived there. “Oh,” said he, “what dreary days and nights we +passed in that log cabin, listening to the moanings of the sick man, +whom we were hourly expecting to breathe his last, surrounded and hemmed +in by impassable barriers of snow! We could not wile away the time +evenings by reading, for we had no oil or candles: a little grease in a +tin plate, with a rag in it, was all we had to light in case of +emergency. Our cabin was completely covered with snow. We kept a hole +open from the door up to the surface. Mornings, upon going out, the +foot-prints of large grisly bears would be all around in the snow, over +the top of the cabin. When we had consumed all the provisions which I +had taken up, we both started again for more, leaving the sick man +alone; but he was wholly unconscious, and never knew of our absence. +What little we could get this time was even higher than before; and the +climate had a tendency to give us such good appetites. We boiled those +ham bones until they were as white as polished ivory. For two or three +days we subsisted upon water-gruel. + +“I then started again for Downieville, so hungry and faint, I thought I +should never reach there. I had no money; but a trader in Downieville, +who was acquainted with my circumstances, kindly offered to furnish me +with provisions, upon credit. As I was passing a hotel, I smelled the +dinner, and stepped upon the stoop, wishing--oh, how earnestly!--that I +had the wherewithal to procure a dinner. But I was ‘flat broke,’ as the +saying is there, when one is out of funds. Presently I was accosted by a +fellow who once mined with me in the country. Said he, ‘What is the +matter, Bryant? What makes you look so down-hearted? Are you flat +broke?’--‘Yes,’ said I, ‘and starving, besides.’--Not while I have the +color,’ said he, and put five dollars into my hand. With this I bought +myself a good dinner; and it was a wonder I survived it, for I assure +you I did eat some. + +“Thus we lived on for four long, weary months. The fever settled in the +sick man’s toes, and they all decayed. Finally, he began to convalesce; +but it was six months from the time he was taken with the fever before +he was able to walk. How grateful he felt to us, who had almost +sacrificed our lives to stay by and nurse him! He would cry, and say, +‘If I am ever worth a fortune, you shall share it with me.’ Before I +left the country, he had been able to earn a little money. He came to +see me, and proffered the whole, as he said, to compensate, in a +measure, for my kindness to him. Of course, I refused to accept of one +dollar; for he then looked too feeble to work. + +“During all these winter months, we never shot but one deer; and then we +feasted! The snow lay to such a depth, we could not go hunting; and game +was very scarce, too. + +“The provisions which we consumed during three months amounted to five +hundred dollars, and then never had as much as would satisfy our +appetites at any one meal.” + +My brother described the snow-slides in the mountains as grand and +frightful. A body of snow would commence rolling at the summit of a +mountain, collecting and increasing in size as it rolled, until it came +with such velocity, and in such a mass, that it would snap off large +trees in its descent as easily as if they had been whip-sticks. One +could hear the rushing, roaring sound it made, for miles. It is +necessary to build their cabins in such a position that they will not be +in danger of annihilation from these slides. Cabins have been swept +away, and the inmates killed, by snow-slides. + +As soon as the rocks around the cabin began to get bare, they began to +crevice for gold. One night, while his partner was preparing supper, my +brother took out seventeen dollars (in little lumps) with a +crevicing-spoon. + +A lady once told me, who had lived in the mountains, that every day, +after her housework was done up, she would take her crevicing-spoon, and +go out among the rocks searching for gold. She resided there one year, +and, during that time, had collected five hundred dollars in that way. + +When the spring opened, my brother concluded to remain through the dry +season, and for eighteen months he was a dweller in those mountain +solitudes, and not once during that time visiting the valley. In his +rambles, one day, he found the skeleton of a human being. What sad +reflections the sight of those bones called up! He dug a grave, and +buried them. + +The grisly bears were quite plenty around them; and one day, while they +were out mining, “Old Bruin” made a descent into their cabin, helping +himself to everything the place contained, and overturning tin pans, +pots, and kettles, and everything within his reach. He swallowed all +their butter, for which they had paid one dollar and a half per pound, +and marched off, no doubt delighted with the feast he had enjoyed at +the expense of the poor miners. When they returned, tired and hungry, to +their shanty, to prepare their frugal meal, they were struck with the +utmost consternation at beholding the havoc made within,--by whom, they +readily conjectured, for there were his large footprints, very +conspicuous. Then there was no alternative but to go, tired as they +were, to Downieville, (twenty miles,) and back up more provisions. Then +they baited old Bruin with a piece of meat, loaded their guns, and lay +in wait for him all day and night; but he never came again. Whether his +digestive organs were incapable of performing the necessary functions +after such an expensive feast, or whether he was so cunning as to +suspect they would watch for his return, they never knew. + +At one time an old hunter came to their cabin with his dog, and reported +himself to be very expert at killing grislys. They took their guns, and +accompanied him. They soon routed an enormously large bear, whose roar +seemed to shake the earth. He first turned his attention to the dog, +which appeared terribly frightened, and ran away as fast as his legs +would carry him. Then he turned upon the brave hunters, who quickly +followed the example of the dog. They fled to some tall trees, upon +which there was not a limb for twenty or thirty feet from the base. They +exerted every faculty to shin up those naked trunks. My brother, who was +not a little frightened, thought that, at least, he was twenty feet from +the ground, when, upon looking down, he found he was not more than five. +How he redoubled his efforts! for the bear was making after them at a +furious rate. After clearing the field of his antagonists, and giving +two or three tremendous roars in honor of victory, he marched off into +the surrounding forest. After this, they were engaged in several more +successful bear-hunts. + +At one time, he was mining on Cañon Creek, and had occasion to cross the +mountains to Slate Range. Many of these mountains are perennially +covered with snow. When travelling in the mountains, clothes more than +you have on your back are burdensome and unnecessary. + +After going a short distance from the camp, he hung an overcoat on the +limb of a tree, set his carpet-bag at the foot of it, and buried what +gold he had with him at a short distance from the tree, carefully noting +the spot. He then pursued his journey. Upon arriving at his destination, +his mining operations detained him there eight months. When he +returned, he found his coat hanging upon the same limb; his carpet-bag +was unmolested; and he found his gold just as he had left it. Clothes, +in the mountains, are no temptation to a person’s cupidity, if he has a +suit on his back. + +At one time, in company with two or three others, started to go from one +mining locality to another. They were obliged to camp out for four +nights upon the snow; and in some of the deep ravines, which were filled +by the sliding of the snow into them, they judged it to be at least +fifty feet in depth. Nights, they would roll themselves in their +blankets, and lie down upon the snow, with nought above them but the +blue dome of the star-lighted heavens, and sleep as soundly, and be +visited by dreams as sweet, as ever blessed their midnight slumbers in +nicely carpeted chambers, on beds of down. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +Before I leave California, I must give you a sketch of John +Chinaman,--not the Johns in general, but a particular John, who lived in +the Tremont Hotel as a chamber servant for more than a year. He could +talk good broken English, was quick in his motions, and very neat. I +liked John better than any other of the chamber servants, he was so +faithful. Often I would be so amused at his remarks, that I would have +to stop, and laugh heartily. Then he would look _so_ perplexed, and say, +“What you laughee so for, Missa Bessa?” He invariably called the name +Bates, Bessa. + +He had been in California four years, during all of which time he had +been out to service, never receiving less than one hundred dollars per +month. He had about three thousand dollars out at interest, for which he +received three per cent. a month. He was very penurious, never indulging +in any luxury, save most excellent tea, which he kept for his own +private use. + +Sometimes, when I would be sick, he would come to my door, bringing a +cup of his tea, and say, “You drinkee this, Missa Bessa; make you well +quick.” He placed implicit faith in the healing properties of his tea. + +His money, his tea, and his cue were his especial delight. Days when he +would have a great deal to do, engaging his time until late in the +evening, he would never retire, however tired he might be, without +first combing, oiling, and braiding his cue. This he kept coiled around +on the top of his head; and, instead of keeping the remaining portion of +his pate shaved, as they generally do, he allowed it to grow, and kept +it cut, after the fashion of the Americans. When he had his hat upon his +head, one would never suppose he had a cue. He was the best-looking +Chinaman I ever saw, and came from Ningpo. + +Upon first arriving in California, he went as house servant to Senator +Gwin. Afterwards, he lived with a Mr. Peck. He would say sometimes, +“Only three very good ladees in Californee.”--“Who are those, +John?”--“Missa Gwina, Missa Pecka, and Missa Bessa. Missa Gwina, she one +very good ladee; she talkee, laughee, all day long, eat watermelon, +drink champagne; she one very good ladee.” John seemed to estimate the +qualifications of Mrs. Gwin by the quantity of good and expensive things +which she ate and drank. Watermelons were twelve dollars apiece, and +champagne ten dollars per bottle. Then he would say, “Missa Pecka one +very good ladee, but she too fatter. Missa Bessa, she no too fatter; she +too smallee, too sickee (sometimes I would have ill turns); she go home +to her mudder; me go too. She too smallee; I be her servant.” He seemed +very much attached to me, and was always ready and willing to wait upon +me. + +One day, he was very unceremoniously rushed into matrimony. The +particulars of this hurried marriage were as follows: John was one day +passing along one of the streets occupied mostly by Chinese, when his +ears were assailed with horrid screams which issued from a building near +by. He burst in the door, which was fastened, and there found a Canton +Chinaman unmercifully beating one of his slaves, a young girl of about +sixteen years. John, who was very tender-hearted, could not bear to see +that; so he knocked down the Chinaman, took the girl, whom he never saw +until then, and ran with her to the hotel, and wanted me to secrete her +in my room. It appears there is an almost deadly feud existing between +the Canton and Ningpo Chinamen. As soon as the Canton Chinaman recovered +himself sufficiently to realize what had happened, he collected about +thirty of his partisans, and started to arrest John for assaulting him, +and carrying off his slave. + +This was apprehended by the people at the hotel, who all felt very much +interested for John. They told him, in order to prevent the girl from +being taken back by her cruel master, he must marry her. Then he could +retain her as his wife; but could not be sustained in secreting away +another’s slave. To this arrangement John readily acquiesced, and was +hurried off to an esquire; an interpreter obtained,--for the bride elect +could not articulate one word of English,--and the ceremony commenced. +When John was asked if he would take that woman to be his wedded wife, +his reply was, “Yes, me takee her: me lovee her; she lovee me. Canton +Chinaman no get her, no whipee her. Me be good to her; take good care of +her. She be my little wife!” And he ran on with such a tirade, they +thought they should never check him. + +They were married before her master found her; and therefore he never +recovered his slave. John had a small house in the back yard of the +hotel, and in it he placed his wife. She was not domestic at all, and +there she sat with her hands folded, when not engaged in embroidering. +And there I left them when I started for the States. + +Most of the washing and ironing in California is performed by Chinamen. +They take the clothes to the rivers, and beat them on stones and boards, +which they place in particular positions. Their clothes-lines are +stretched all along the banks of the river. After the articles are dry, +they take them to their houses to iron. They starch every article, even +to sheets and pillow-slips. Their mode of ironing is entirely different +from anything I ever before saw. They have a copper vessel, shaped like +a sauce-pan, and large enough to hold about two quarts of coal. The +bottom of this vessel is very thick, and highly polished. They fill it +with burning coal; then take hold of the handle, and shove it back and +forth over the articles. + +They have a dish of water standing beside them, to which they put their +mouths, and draw up such a quantity of the water, that their cheeks are +inflated to their utmost capacity. All the while they are shoving this +vessel back and forth, they are blowing the water out of their mouths, +which falls like spray upon the garment, and renders it of an equal +dampness. They iron very smoothly, and the clothes have a beautiful +polish. For ironing dresses, they have differently shaped sauce-pans. +They wear out the clothes very much beating them so; and it is almost +dangerous to stand in the vicinity of their washing resorts, the +shirt-buttons fly so like hail-stones. + +There is a place, a little out from San Francisco, called Washerwoman’s +Bay, where the Chinamen take all the clothes from the city to wash. I +once took a walk out there; and, before I came in sight of the bay, I +heard the noise occasioned by the clothes being thrashed so +unmercifully. While I stood listening, not well assured of the cause of +that peculiar noise, a gentleman appeared, coming in the direction from +whence the sounds proceeded. I asked him what that noise was. Said he, +“You are in close proximity to Washerwoman’s Bay; and I would advise you +to go no farther, if you value your life; for the shirt-buttons are +flying so thick, and with such velocity, it is really dangerous to go +too near.” + +A short time before I left Marysville, the city was visited by another +conflagration, which came very near destroying the Tremont Hotel. It +occurred between ten and eleven o’clock, one Sunday. The fire originated +in the square directly opposite the hotel; and, what wind there was +being fair to bring it directly to the house, the greatest consternation +prevailed. The ladies were all dressed to attend church. They commenced +packing their things, and throwing them out the doors and windows. The +proprietor ordered every woollen blanket in the house to be produced, +wet thoroughly, and then nailed them all over that part of the house +most exposed to the flames. One part of the building had a flat roof, +upon which barrels of water were kept standing, also a number of pails. +This roof was covered with people, passing and throwing water to prevent +ignition. + +While this was going on outside, the people were rushing in, and +removing beds and furniture. In their haste to remove large pieces, they +tore down partitions, and otherwise injured the house; breaking out +windows, sash and all, to eject some piece of furniture. Individuals who +had been boarding in the house, and had not deposited their money in the +safe, ran to their trunks, took it out, and gave it to me for safe +keeping. I had my pockets so filled with gold and gold dust, it was +really burthensome to move about. The most valuable things were removed +out on the plains, and I stood guard over them; for they required strict +watching, there were so many standing round, ready to take anything they +could lay their hands upon. Several times the roof of the hotel was on +fire; but, by the strenuous exertions of the people, it was +extinguished. The flames were darting over and around it, yet the +building was preserved, at the risk, almost, of their own lives. The +proprietor’s face was scorched quite badly, as he was ever in the van; +and where the most danger was, there he was sure to be seen. The +building was saved; but what a looking house to return to! Every part +ran with mud and water; the partitions were demolished, and windows +broken; all the blankets which belonged upon the beds, wet and dirty on +the outside of the house. But they soon dried; and that night, by ten +o’clock, there were beds ready to accommodate a hundred persons. How we +all worked! I never recollect being so tired, before or since, as I was +that night. When I left Marysville, the old hotel was standing in all +its pristine beauty. It had withstood all the fires which had visited +Marysville during the space of three years; but I had only been at home +three months, when tidings reached me that it was burned to the ground. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +In the spring of 1854, I bade adieu to Marysville, and started for San +Francisco, preparatory to leaving for the Atlantic States. Three years +previously, I had entered Marysville, when it was a little town, built +mostly of canvas. Distinctly did I recollect my feelings at that time. +All those bright hopes and buoyant anticipations--how had they been +realized? Alas! as are too many of the frail hopes of earth, they had +been blasted and blighted in the bud. Now I left it a large city, +containing ten thousand inhabitants. Blocks of brick, fire-proof +buildings had been reared; churches also, whose spires seemed pointing +to that better land; and school-houses, whose doors were thrown open to +receive hundreds of happy children who had emigrated with their parents +to this inland city. And I left it now, a sadder and a wiser woman; for +there I had drunk deep draughts of sorrow, and had learned, by bitter +experience, the fallacy of placing implicit confidence in earthly +objects. + +I was borne down those magnificent streams for the last time; yet every +object is distinctly daguerreotyped in my mind as I saw it then. Yes! I +bade all those scenes a final adieu; and would that I could have bade +farewell to heart-troubles also. But how tenaciously they will gather +around the fountain of memory, ever ready to spring to the surface, at +the mention of some name, or half-forgotten word either of kindness or +reproof! It was a bright May day, the last I passed in San Francisco. I +met there several of the tried, firm friends of other days; and +certainly I needed their support and protection then, if ever. Varying, +conflicting emotions crowded so thick and fast upon the tablets of the +brain, and so gained the ascendency over the power of self-control, that +it was impossible for me to support my trembling frame without +assistance, as I walked down the densely crowded wharf to get on board +the steamer that was to convey me from scenes of suffering to my +childhood’s happy home. + +That day, three steamers left that wharf, within an hour of each other, +for the Atlantic States,--the “Uncle Sam,” the “Panama,” and the +“Cortez.” I went on board the “Uncle Sam.” She was the last to leave, +and was crowded with passengers: she had on board about eight hundred +people. + +When the gun was fired,--the signal for departure,--as the echo +reverberated over the waters, I fancied it to be one unanimous farewell +emanating from the breasts of all on board,--a farewell to the sunny +vales and towering mountains, to the gold-studded placers and majestic +streams, the deep ravines and rocky cañons, of beloved California. + +What different emotions swelled the bosoms of those persons who stood +gazing, perhaps for the last time, on that great emporium of the West! +Many perhaps, then on board, like myself, had threaded its sandy streets +when in its state of infancy; had viewed the scene from Telegraph Hill, +when nought but canvas shanties dotted the surface of those valleys, +surrounded by numerous sand-hills, which had since been levelled to make +room for elegant blocks of granite buildings, which reared their stately +proportions, the admiration of thousands, and an honor to the energetic +and enterprising projectors. + +Some were returning, from a residence in that city and country, to their +Eastern homes, blessed with an abundance of the shining metal which had +lured them to its shores, and perhaps entirely destitute of all those +principles of virtue and honesty that ever shed a brilliant lustre over +the human mind, and give to the humble, indigent, and sorrow-stricken, a +passport to a happy home above. + +The possession of wealth does not necessarily pervert the human heart; +and yet how often do we see the possessor utterly regardless of the +feelings of the worthy poor! Wealth too often takes the precedence of +intellect; and many times we have seen the gifted mind struggling +through years of poverty, uncheered by even an encouraging word from +the rich, and finally sink in obscurity into an early grave. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +After passing out at the Golden Gate, all three of the steamers were +visible, each freighted with a rich cargo of human beings, and cleaving +for themselves a pathway through the blue waters. The “Uncle Sam” and +“Panama” were bound direct to Panama; the “Cortez” to San Juan. + +The first night out on board a crowded steamer! Who that has experienced +it can _ever_ forget the confusion, the sea-sickness, the +dissatisfaction reigning among room-mates, the squalling of parrots, the +crying of babies, and all sorts of annoyances incident to the occasion? + +For a person like myself, who was not sea-sick, and had no babies to +worry about, and had only to enact the part of a silent spectator, the +Babel-like confusion which reigned triumphant only served to divert my +mind from my own sad thoughts, and I began to study the characters of my +room-mates, through the science of physiognomy. + +In our state-room, which opened upon the main deck, were three berths +and a sofa. My ticket called for the sofa, which was a nice, soft, +velvet one, and far preferable to a berth. My room-mates were an elderly +lady, and her married daughter, who had a babe eight months old. Then +there was an adopted daughter, about sixteen years of age, and a noisy +parrot. This elderly lady also had a son on board,--a great, over-grown +boy, who had taken a second-cabin passage, with the idea of lodging in +the room with his mother. + +The back of the sofa could be lifted up, so as to form a sort of shelf +over the seat. This shelf, directly over the person who was lying upon +the sofa, would be decidedly disagreeable and uncomfortable. The mother +planned for that great boy to sleep upon this shelf, directly over me. +To this I, of course, objected, knowing that he had a berth provided for +him in the second cabin. Upon my objecting, the mother became determined +that he _should_ sleep there. I then appealed to the young man, asking +him if he thought it would be very agreeable to lodge in a little +state-room, with three ladies, a baby, and a parrot. He acknowledged it +would not, and refused to comply with his mother’s commands. Therefore, +I got rid of him; which by no means ingratiated me into favor with the +mother, who was very petulant indeed (owing to sea-sickness, I presume). +But, after she ascertained that I would not be imposed upon, (if I were +little,) she became quite affable, and lamented frequently that our +tickets did not call for one and the same room on the Atlantic side. + +The married daughter was a very lady-like, genteel sort of a person, +totally dissimilar from her mother, and rather a victim to her (the +mother’s) dictatorial propensities. The adopted daughter was one of +those good-natured, immovable sort of persons, always pleasant, yet +doing about as she pleased, although receiving a severe reprimand every +five minutes in the day from the old lady. The baby was a little +darling, inheriting his mother’s gentle disposition. The parrot was not +a whit more quiet than its mistress. As soon as day began to break, he +would begin to scream, after this fashion: “Come to breakfast;” “Six +o’clock;” “Hot coffee;” “Mother! mother!” and such like expressions. If +it was amusing at first, it soon became very annoying. There was one +parrot on board so exceedingly profane and annoying, that its life was +several times threatened by the passengers who roomed in close proximity +to it. The woman to whom it belonged valued it above price. It could +speak the English and Spanish languages quite _fluently_. It used to sit +nights outside the woman’s room. One morning, she missed its usual +chatter, went upon deck, and it was nowhere to be found. Then what a +time! Every one was ignorant as to its whereabouts; but a close observer +might have detected a roguish twinkle lurking about the eyes of the mate +of the ship, as he sympathized with the lady in her bereavement. +Finally, the parrot was discovered, made fast to the mast-head of the +ship. It was so frightened, it did not resume its usual chatter that +day. + +After we had been at sea a few days, the weather, which had been +agreeably cool, changed to oppressive heat. The air in those little +state-rooms was so confined and unhealthy, it behooved those who were +able, to rise early in the morning, and go upon deck to inhale the balmy +air. But, then, it was rather unpleasant to be hunted about as we were +by the sailors, who were washing down the decks. We would perch +ourselves upon something; and then, just as we were congratulating one +another upon securing a nice seat, swash would come the water in +torrents, compelling us to run for another seat, which would only afford +us a similar temporary lodgment. If we escaped without getting our feet +soaking wet, and our clothes somewhat draggled, we accounted ourselves +fortunate in the extreme. After the expiration of a week, how the new +faces began to appear! The decks began to get quite crowded. Some of +them looked as if they had not been enjoying themselves very well while +confined to their state-rooms. I had a great deal of sympathy for those +afflicted with that disagreeable nausea; yet I often received kind +wishes, to this effect: “How I do wish you could be sick, just for one +hour! You would not look so smiling, if you felt as badly as I do.” And +yet I was forced to smile, when looking at their wo-begone countenances. + +There were two or three female cabin passengers very sick with fever; +and, oh, how they suffered, confined in a close state-room, with a +raging fever consuming their very vitals! + +One of the greatest sufferers was a lady who had been brought on board +on a bed. She was dying of consumption. She was sick at home, and her +physician had recommended a voyage to California. Thinking she might +receive some benefit from a residence in that salubrious climate, her +husband had taken her there. She had not remained there long, before she +felt convinced that she must die. Then she begged--oh, how +earnestly!--to be taken home to see her darling babes once more. If she +could be spared to clasp their little forms in one fond embrace, she +could die happy. Her doom was sealed. Every day the hectic spot deepened +upon that ethereal face; the racking cough increased in hollowness of +sound; the fluctuating pulse grew fainter. She was fast hastening to +“that bourne from whence no traveller returns.” + +The morning sun rose fair, but it shone upon a death-stamped +countenance--upon loving lips forever silent--upon the cold hand which +gave no returning pressure. She had passed away, with the names of her +darlings upon her lips. + +As the sun was sinking into the western waters, the steamer’s course was +stayed. The body of the devoted wife and loving mother was borne upon +deck, covered by the American flag. Near by stood the bereaved husband, +whose heart seemed wrung with the keenest sorrow. The stillness of death +reigned on board that crowded steamer. In calm, serene accents, a +minister of Christ breathed forth an earnest, heart-felt prayer; and the +remains were launched into the bosom of the restless ocean. A splash, +and all was over. The waves which had parted to receive that form of +clay continued their ceaseless motion, and, by their ceaseless music, +seemed to be chanting a requiem over the mother’s grave, far, far down, +among the coral dells and pearly caves of old ocean’s unfathomed depths! + +If the spirits of departed friends are conversant with our spirits, if +they are indeed ministering angels to those whom they loved while in the +flesh, the midnight slumbers of those motherless babes that night were +blessed and sanctified by the seraphic presence of the beatified mother. +In their infant dreams, it is the knowledge of her presence which causes +those radiant smiles to flit across their fair, innocent faces. + +Dear children! Many a tear of sympathy was dropped at the thought of +their uncertain future, as the revolving wheels of the steamer carried +us farther and farther from their mother’s grave, which they could never +look upon! + +In a little while, all was gayety and mirth, bustle and confusion, +singing and dancing, on board that floating structure. This being my +first voyage after the eventful fiery one, my feelings were constantly +agitated, thinking it possible a recurrence of those former scenes might +be enacted. There were some on board who were acquainted with the +history of my voyage out to California; and they had repeated the story +to their friends, until it had gained quite an extensive circulation +among the ship’s company. + +One night, while seated in the door of my state-room, I was very much +amused at the remarks passed between two of the sailors, who were laying +down hose upon the deck, as was the usual custom, as a precaution +against fire. Says one, “Dick, what are you laying that extra hose for?” +“Why,” said he, “didn’t you know there is a woman on board who never +went to sea but what the ship she was on board of burnt before reaching +her destination?”--“There isn’t, though.”--“Yes, there is; and I haven’t +the least idea the Uncle Sam will ever reach Panama.”--“Have you seen +her? How does she look?”--“I don’t exactly know which one it is; but +they say she looks just like any other woman.” Thus the conversation +continued for some time, to my great amusement. But the spell was +broken; the startling cry of “Fire!” was not heard; and no event of +importance occurred, by which the nerves of the most sensitive could be +shocked. + +We had two more burials at sea before reaching Panama. They were two +firemen, who dropped dead while at their posts of duty, during the +excessively hot weather. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +After twelve days and some hours’ sail from San Francisco, the old, +walled city of Panama rose to view. The steamer’s gun was fired; she +dropped her anchor; and a fleet of boats and bungoes were seen +approaching. They neared and surrounded the ship. Most or all of them +were manned by swarthy-visaged, half-naked Carthaginians, and a mongrel +race of natives, whose appearance and gestures were equally as +repulsive. + +Such a perfect Babel as that steamer’s deck presented! Some running to +and fro, looking for baggage, some bargaining and bantering with the +boatmen, boatmen fighting with one another for a berth next the +gangways, ladies screaming at the top of their voices, children bawling +in unison, and parrots joining in the chorus! Curses and oaths, singing +and shouting, filled up the intervals of this hurly-burly scene. I stood +agape with astonishment at witnessing the haste and recklessness with +which they rushed, helter-skelter, down the gangways, and tumbled (some +of them headlong) into the boats. More than one individual I saw +floundering in the water; and carpet-bags and valises were floating +about quite merrily. + +The hideous-looking boatmen kept up a continual jargon and fighting with +one another; and perhaps, just as some person was going to step into a +boat, some native would give it a shove away, and the person, pressed +hard from behind, if not remarkably nimble, would get a ducking. + +I was determined to wait until the last, rather than go with such a +rush; and I did wait, until the coast was clear. Then our party, which +consisted of four or five ladies and gentlemen, secured seats in a boat, +and bade good bye to the Uncle Sam. We had gone but a short distance +from the ship, when we heard the report of a gun booming over the water. +The steamer Panama, which left in company with us, had arrived. She had +about five hundred passengers on board; and, with the eight hundred who +had just left the Uncle Sam, the hotels in Panama would be likely to be +rather crowded. It behooved us to hasten, in order to secure a place on +the floor, if nowhere else. + +As we neared the shore, the water was full of natives, who waded off +almost up to their necks, surrounded the boat, and arrested its +progress. The boatmen are agreed with the natives on the shore to manage +thus, in order to secure as many pieces of money as possible. No +entreaties or threats could induce the boatmen to budge one inch nearer +to the shore. There was no alternative but to place ourselves upon the +backs of these natives, and (as the expression is) ride post-back to the +shore. Before placing ourselves in this rather unladylike position, +there was much screaming, and laughing, and crying, and scolding; but it +all terminated in one general post-back ride to the shore. The natives +being so submerged, one could not judge well of their muscular +developments; and some of the more corpulent ladies were afraid to trust +their immense proportions on the back of a slender native, for fear of +being dropped. This accident did happen to some of them; and it was ever +accompanied with much laughing and joking at the sufferer’s expense. +Finally, we were all landed,--some in one shape, and some in another. +More than a dozen natives surrounded me, all holding their hands for a +bit, (ten cents,) each claiming the honor of having carried me on his +back to the shore. They all bore such a striking resemblance to one +another, and having on no garments by which they could be distinguished, +I was sorely troubled to know to whom I was indebted for my novel ride. +It was settled, however, to their satisfaction. + +The natives took our trunks upon their backs, (not us, this time,) and +our party started for the Louisiana Hotel. When we arrived there, it was +literally jammed full; but, knowing we should fare no better by going +elsewhere, we crowded ourselves in with the multitude. + +This was in the afternoon, and our appetites were considerably sharpened +by the rather scantily furnished tables which had been spread on board +the steamer for one or two days previous to our arrival. + +Six or seven of us ladies were shown to a room on the second floor, +which overlooked the court-yard in the centre of the range of buildings. +Each story was surrounded by a balcony. Our room had no windows, but two +very extensive doors, which opened like folding-doors on to the balcony. +The partitions all through the house only ran two thirds of the height +to the ceiling; so there was plenty of ventilation and plenty of noise +circulating through the house. There was not a particle of paint or +paper in the whole building. The walls and partitions were of rough +boards, and these were all whitewashed. The great vaulted passages +leading through the house, and the great wide, worn staircases, +presented a cheerless and gloomy aspect. In our room were six or seven +cots, over which were thrown two sheets and a straw pillow to each cot. +This constituted the entire stock of furniture, if we except two old +rickety chairs and our trunks. + +From the balcony opposite our door we could watch the proceedings in the +cook-room; and it was amusing to watch those half-naked natives knock +over the fowl, of which there were numbers in the back yard, about +half-divest them of their feathers, hurry them into a kettle, and by the +time they were well heated through, run with them to the tables, if they +were not met on the way there by the half-famished passengers, who would +snatch the half-cooked viands from their hands, and beat a hasty retreat +to their rooms. + +In vain we waited to be summoned to supper. Finally, one of our party +made a descent upon the cooks, and procured the wherewith to appease, in +a measure, our hunger. + +The Uncle Sam’s passengers had intended to get mules, and start that +night from Panama to cross the isthmus; and this could have been +accomplished, had not the natives been so shrewd. When they saw the +steamer Panama coming in directly after the Uncle Sam, they rightly +conjectured, that, if they kept their mules out of sight until all from +both steamers were landed, there would be such a demand for mules they +could get any price they saw fit to ask. Therefore, when mules were +called for by those of the passengers who reached the shore first, there +were none to be found. No entreaty or persuasion could induce them to +bring one forward; but we were told there would be plenty on the morrow. +That afternoon a party of us took a stroll around the city, visited the +oldest and largest cathedral in the place, walked upon the battlements +which surround this ancient and once flourishing city, but now, in many +places, wearing the aspect of decay and ruin. Some portions of the wall +were falling into ruins; but in some places it was sufficiently wide for +two carriages to drive abreast; but there were no vehicles there then. +There were the sentry-boxes, built at short intervals along the +battlements, which, in days gone by, had sheltered the wearied sentinel +during his nightly patrol. + +I saw in some places the ruins of old churches and convents. Some +portions of the high stone walls would be standing, out of the sides of +which were growing bushes and small trees. The sight of those trees +growing out of high stone walls at once attracted my attention. For how +many ages must those old walls have been exposed to burning suns and +deluging rains, to have thus afforded sustenance for those scraggy +shrubs and trees! The stones were all moss-grown, and rank vines were +running in great profusion over the decaying ruins. An air of silent +desertion seemed to pervade those ruinous remains, which gave rise to +melancholy reflections. They forcibly reminded one of the mutability of +all things earthly. Just as the setting sun was casting its red beams +upon the high and narrow stained-glass windows of the rich old +cathedral, we were wandering under its vaulted roof, feasting our +astonished senses with a sight of the massive gold and silver ornaments +which were displayed in such rich profusion upon the walls. What an air +of mystery and gloom seemed to surround us! How our voices echoed and +reverberated in the far-off niches and recesses of this gloomy-looking +edifice. Several times I was startled by the appearance of some old +monk, with his cowl closely drawn, who would start from some niche in +the wall, where he had remained unperceived, and, without uttering a +word, hold out a silver plate, whereupon you were expected to deposit a +piece of money. When once more in the open air, I experienced a sense +of freedom from the feelings of mystery and gloom, which unavoidably +cluster around one while traversing those silent cathedrals. + +We then repaired to the vestibule of a convent, not with the expectation +of gaining admittance, however. There was a wooden frame which turned in +the wall, after the manner of those yard-gates which turn upon a pivot, +and on which stood a pitcher of water and a glass. After drinking, a +person is expected to leave a piece of money beside the pitcher. Every +few moments, this frame is turned by an unseen hand; but, when the +pitcher and glass appear again, the money, if there had been any beside +it, had disappeared. + +It being a moonlight evening, several of us ladies, accompanied by one +gentleman, started to prosecute our walk through some other parts of the +city. We passed through several streets, or, as they appeared to me, +lanes; but they looked _so_ gloomy! And, then, those old ruins seemed +such grand lurking-places for the revengeful Spaniard, with his +murderous stiletto, that we all frightened ourselves by such imaginings, +and ran back again to the hotel as quickly as possible. + +What a night was that at Panama! So many returning Californians, and +some such wild ones, too! They seemed determined to make night hideous +with their singing and shouting. There was little sleep for any one in +Panama that night. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +As soon as daylight dawned, the natives began to swarm in the streets +with their mules, opposite to the hotels, and the people commenced +bargaining for the use of them. + +The railroad was completed from Aspinwall to within eighteen miles of +Panama. Eighteen miles! When we came to traverse the route, it seemed +thirty, at least. As the rains had commenced, we were advised to travel +the Cruces route, as the Gorgorna route would be impassable on account +of the mud. + +Some of the passengers who had before traversed the Cruces route advised +all the ladies to dispense with the side-saddle altogether, as it would +be utterly impossible for them to retain their seats, unless upon the +gentleman’s Spanish saddle. Most of us were provided with India-rubber +boots, and pants, and a large sombrero, as a protection for our heads. + +The natives asked twenty dollars for the use of a good, plump-looking +mule, to take us to Obispo, at which place was the terminus of the +railroad; but one could get a miserable-looking animal, which, in all +probability, would die on the way, and leave you to prosecute the +remainder of your journey on foot, for twelve and fifteen dollars. For +my mule I paid twenty; and, many times during the journey, I had +occasion to congratulate myself for having secured such a gentle, kind, +serviceable little animal. I really became so attached to him during the +journey, that I parted from him with regret. Generally, the natives from +whom you hire your mules, and pay for them in advance, trot along with +the company, and are ready, upon your arrival, to take the animal. + +There was great frolicking and laughing with the ladies while fixing +away on the mules. I shall never forget _my_ feelings when I found +myself seated astride my mule, arrayed in boots and pants, with my feet +firmly planted in the stirrups, ready for any emergency. + +About five o’clock in the morning, I left the hotel, in company with +thirty or more of the passengers. They all travelled in parties of +thirty and forty together. Most of the children were carried across by +the natives. They were seated astride their necks, with their little +hands clasped across the natives’ foreheads; while they have hold of the +children’s legs in front. Those who have infants generally get some +gentleman to take them in front of him on the saddle. + +One of our passengers (a widow lady, with two little children) was very +sick indeed when she arrived at Panama. She was advised to remain there +for the present; but, although she felt convinced that her days on earth +were numbered, she preferred to go on with the company. She was placed +in a hammock: each of her little children (one twelve months, and the +other three years) were carried on the backs of natives, who walked by +her side. + +When only six miles out from Panama, she breathed her last-drawn sigh. +They stopped, dug a grave for the mother by the lonely way-side, and +deposited her remains therein. It was a sad spectacle. Well was it for +those little orphans that their extreme youth prevented them from +realizing the extent of their affliction. + +A kind-hearted woman--although the roughest-looking one in the +company--volunteered to take charge of the babes until they arrived in +New York. Upon arriving at Obispo, a collection of two hundred dollars +was taken for the children. Often, since, I have thought of that lonely +grave by the way-side, with no stone, or even board, to mark the spot, +and upon which no tear of affection will ever fall. She buried her +husband in San Francisco, three weeks previous to her departure for the +Atlantic States. She was getting home by charity; and, being a delicate, +feeble woman, could not endure the fatigue of the journey. Deep-seated +sorrow had sapped the fountains of life, and she died among strangers, +far from friends and home. + +Two others of our number died, and were buried on the way. One was a +gentleman whose mule had died, and he was footing it along, when he +suddenly fell, and expired. Probably his death was caused by disease of +the heart. One steerage passenger, who was walking across, died from +over-heating himself. + +For the distance of six miles, our route lay over a good, paved road, +and we galloped along, exceedingly delighted with the scenery, our +mules, and the good road. “If this is crossing the Isthmus,” said one, +“I shall never believe again the horrid accounts I have heard +respecting the trip;” but, before the termination of the journey, she +thought the one-half had not been told. Soon the road became more +rugged, and we began to enter the rocky defiles, ascend the steep +mountain passes, and descend into dark, rocky ravines. The sun, which +had been shining with tropical fervency, now withdrew his rays, and the +rain descended in torrents. The deafening thunder seemed to shake those +old mountains to their very base. In an instant we were soaking wet; +for, oh, how it did pour! In a short time it was over, and the sun +shining bright and hot as ever. Two such showers as this we encountered +during that mule-back trip. + +The scenery through the mountains almost defies description. There are +defiles through the solid rock, so narrow as to admit only one mule at a +time; while, on each side, the rocks rise to the height of fifteen, +twenty, and, in some places, thirty feet. These rocks are surmounted by +tall trees, whose dense foliage, blending overhead, completely excludes +the sight of the blue sky above. + +Sometimes these narrow passes are so descending, as to render it almost +impossible to retain your seat upon the mule. In some places there are +regular stepping-stones, into each of which little little holes have +been worn by the mules’ feet, that so many times, and oft, have +traversed those dangerous passes. I could compare the descent to nought +but placing a mule at the top of a flight of stairs, getting upon his +back, and riding down. + +Those mules are so careful and sure-footed, and so well accustomed to +travelling through those frightful places, that there is no necessity +whatever of guiding them. You have only to place the bridle over the +pommel of the saddle, (those Spanish saddles have a high pommel in +front,) and look out for yourself. In descending, we were obliged to +lean far back on the animal’s back, and grasp the crupper with all our +might. It seemed as if our safety depended solely upon the strength of +the crupper. How I cried sometimes, with fright! but then I was careful +not to let any one see me, and generally took the time for such +ebullition of feeling when it was raining hard, and the water would +unavoidably be coursing down my face. + +How careful those mules were! That day I learned to love them. In going +down those rocky flights, they would hold their heads low down, then put +one foot over and plant it firmly in one of those little holes, then the +other in the same way, then bring their hind feet on to the same shelf, +then go down on to another, and so on to the bottom. Then perhaps +commence, and make an ascent equally as toilsome. They have nothing to +eat or drink on the way, and never once attempt to nip the herbage that +grows, in some places, by the way-side. + +Once, as there were about fifty mules all in a line, ascending one of +those steep mountain passes, the one in advance, which was laden with +three large trunks, made a misstep, and fell. These animals are so +sure-footed that they never stumble except when giving out, and never +fall, unless to die. This one was very weak, and failing fast, but might +have succeeded in reaching the top of this dangerous pass, had not the +trunks swayed on one side, and hit the rocks, thereby causing him to +fall. When passing up those rocky flights, it is utterly impossible for +a mule to step backwards, off one of those shelves, without falling, and +as utterly impossible to turn the mule about, on account of the extreme +narrowness of the way. The fallen mule, in making desperate attempts to +rise with those heavy trunks lashed to him, as a natural consequence +kept falling back, thereby crowding hard upon those behind him. I was +seated on the fifth mule in the rear of the fallen one. Such a shouting +and bawling as there was with the natives, who were trying to +disencumber the poor beast of the trunks, and, at the same, prevent him +from throwing himself any farther back, as, by so doing, he would +endanger the lives of those behind him. + +How firmly my little mule planted his feet upon the shelf he was on, +rounded himself into as small a compass as possible, and awaited his +fate. He seemed to comprehend the whole; and, by his looks, I fancied he +said, as a token of assurance to me, “I will die here rather than take +one step backwards.” Finally they disengaged the trunks from the animal, +and hoisted them up on to the banks above. As the mule was evidently +dying, they cut his throat, and lifted him up also. This scene detained +us more than an hour; for those natives seemed to make no progress +towards extricating the mule from his painful position, but were running +to and fro, bawling at the top of their voices, hunting ropes, and +ordering one another. The passengers who were far behind were calling +loudly to know what was the cause of the detention. Some were cursing +the tardy natives; the women were crying with fear; and, if a +daguerreotype view could have been taken of the scene, I think it would +have had a tendency to deter some from ever crossing the Isthmus of +Darien on mule-back. + +Upon entering one of those defiles, the natives who are on foot (and +there are generally quite a number with each party) go in advance, and +keep up a loud shouting, to prevent any party which may be coming in an +opposite direction from entering, as it would be death to one or other +of the parties’ mules, should they meet. We occasionally passed over the +carcasses of mules in these places, which had been killed to afford +others a passage. We were so fearful that the natives would not make +noise enough, that we joined in the shouting, and felt truly grateful +when we emerged from the bowels of the earth. + +The day previous to our arrival at Panama, the steamer Illinois arrived +at Aspinwall, with a load of passengers from New York for California. In +crossing, we all met at different points on the way. + +Sometimes, upon arriving at a defile, we would hear a loud shouting +within; then we would halt, rein our mules out on each side of the way, +and await their egress. Some, upon emerging from the defile, looked very +much jaded and fatigued; others were laughing and joking. How earnestly +we eyed them, as they appeared one after another, thinking perhaps we +might see some friend or acquaintance from home. + +Upon thus meeting, each party would accost the other with all the +freedom and familiarity of old acquaintances; and some of the remarks +which were passed were really laughable. Upon the back of one mule were +seated two persons, a young man and an elderly woman. At sight of them, +some of the gentlemen of our party hurrahed, which was answered by the +woman with a wave of her calash, (she wore one of those large +old-fashioned green ones,) and a “Hurrah for California!” “That is +right,” said one, addressing the young man, “take your mother with you; +if we had, we might have been spared much suffering.” And thus they +joked. Some who had been rather unsuccessful advised the emigrants to +turn back, even then. “Why?” said they, “is there not plenty of gold in +California?” “Yes, there is gold enough; but you may not be lucky enough +to get any of it.” + +They gave us no encouragement as to the route over which they had +passed. All said, “Expect to find it as bad and worse than you can +possibly conceive of.” This was disheartening, I assure you. + +Sometimes the trail would be quite passable, and then one could enjoy +the scenery. The tropical foliage is beautiful; and among the leaves +and branches were hopping birds of beautiful plumage, rendering the +woods vocal with their sweetest songs. Monkeys and parrots we saw in +abundance. + +On the way we passed several hotels,--nothing more than canvas shanties, +with large signs attached, bearing the appellations of “Astor House,” +“St. Charles Hotel,” “Revere House,” etc. They were kept by Americans, +and at them one could procure plenty of fruit and liquors of all kinds; +but the wise ones were very abstemious, as a great deal of the sickness +on the isthmus is engendered by eating and drinking to excess in a +climate so excessively warm. + +Oh, how tired we grew! and yet, at every hotel, the distance seemed to +increase rather than decrease. + +Upon first entering the forests on the isthmus, my attention was +directed to what looked like ropes hanging from the trees. I soon found +them to be vines that had run up on the trees, out on the branches, and +were suspended therefrom in every direction. They were leafless, and the +color of a rope. + +We crossed the Chagres River once only before reaching Obispo. How dark +and deep it looked, as we were going down a steep declivity directly +into it! We were assured it was quite shallow, and not dangerous to +ford; and that, if we allowed our mules to take their own course, we +should be carried safely across. + +One young lady from Marysville was very much frightened, and kept +constantly asserting that she should be drowned, she knew. Upon reaching +the brink of the river, she suddenly reined in her mule, just as he was +going to step in. He became offended at such treatment, and shook her +off plump into the river. Such a screaming! You would have thought a +dozen women were in the river. She was brought out, and placed again +upon her mule, with instructions how to proceed, and was carried safely +over. The water was not up to our stirrups, in the deepest place; but it +looked black and deep, down in that dark ravine. I breathed more freely +when safely across. + +Once we came to a little slough, over which was built a narrow bridge of +poles. I happened to be ahead at that place, and called to know whether +I should cross the bridge, or follow the trail through the slough, which +looked very miry. They told me to let the mule act his own pleasure. He +first tried the strength of the bridge by placing his foot upon it, and +feeling all about, as far as he could reach; then he turned, and went +down the trail to the slough, and there reconnoitred in the same way; +then he turned to the bridge again. I concluded he thought that the +safest way of crossing. Upon reaching it, he stopped, made one leap, and +cleared it at a bound, and came very near clearing himself of me, too. I +was wholly unprepared for such an emergency, and came very near losing +my equilibrium. All the other mules came leaping over except one, which, +I expect, was so far gone, he could not jump. He stepped upon the +bridge: it broke beneath his weight, and he fell. The lady was thrown +from his back; and, altogether, there was quite a scene. + +After this, we met two gentlemen on mule-back, and of them we inquired +the distance to Obispo. The reply from one was, “I should think it was a +dozen miles, and the very worst road you ever travelled.”--“Oh, no,” +said the other, “not so bad as that. This is the gentleman’s first trip +to California. When he has crossed the Isthmus two or three times, he +will not get so quickly discouraged. It is about two miles to Obispo; +and rather a rough road, to be sure, but not worse than you have +passed, I presume.” How those cheering words revived my drooping +spirits! I felt (and every lady of the company, I presume, felt the +same) as if I could not retain my seat upon my mule but a little longer. +Every part of my body ached so hard, I could not tell where the pain was +most severe. If I had been placed upon the rack, and every joint drawn +asunder, I could not have been much lamer or sorer than I then was. + +It was two o’clock in the afternoon, and we had been riding since five +in the morning, without once leaving our mules, over a road which, for +its rugged, uneven, and dangerous passes, beggars description. + +Suddenly we heard the shrill whistle of a steam engine. Our lagging +spirits revived. We toiled on, and reached the top of an eminence which +overlooked the beautiful valley of Obispo; and there, far below us, we +beheld a scene calculated to inspire the most despondent with renewed +hope and courage. There was the terminus of the railroad; and on the +track were twelve long cars, headed by an engine, which was puffing and +blowing, and sending forth whistle after whistle, long, loud, and clear, +its echoes awakening the hitherto unbroken solitude of the primeval +forests of New Granada. + +Those of the company who had sufficient life and strength remaining to +make any demonstration of joy, did so. As we descended the mountain, we +were perceived, and welcomed by firing of cannon and loud cheering. + +Several hundred United States troops had arrived there, _en route_ for +California. They were all out on the plaza. Four or five large American +flags were floating upon the breeze from the roofs of large temporary +hotels which had been erected along the line of the railroad; and, as +fast as the road progressed, they were transported along to the +terminus. Here I saw a railroad for the first time since leaving +Baltimore, a lapse of four years. + +When we arrived in the valley, and halted in front of the depot, I +suppose our forlorn, jaded appearance excited the sympathy of those +there assembled, for many stepped forward to assist us in dismounting. +They lifted us from our saddles, and placed us, not upon our feet,--for +not one of the ladies in the company could stand,--but flat upon the +ground in the mud. + +One lady in particular--who rode nearly the whole way, holding her babe +on the saddle in front of her--fainted, the moment they lifted her from +her mule, and it was a long time before she recovered her consciousness. + +Upon leaving Panama, she had consigned it to the care of a gentleman, +who was going to take it across the Isthmus on the saddle with himself; +but whose mule gave out, and fell with him. In endeavoring to save the +infant from injury, he received several severe contusions on his back +and head, from the effects of which he did not recover during the +journey to New York. This so frightened the mother, that she took the +babe herself; and, in consequence of thus exerting her strength to take +care of herself and child,--when those who had no child to attend to +could scarcely retain their seats,--she came very near dying. + +After remaining a few moments in the mud, I made an attempt to walk. I +would go a few steps, and then fall; pick myself up again, take a few +more steps, and then tumble the other way. I attributed my inability to +walk partly to my India-rubber boots slipping on the muddy ground, and +partly to the benumbed and stiffened state of my limbs. While I was thus +staggering about in the vain endeavor to reach a hotel, a gentleman came +along, picked me up, and carried me to the desired haven. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + +Cars were in readiness to take us immediately to Aspinwall, where the +steamer North Star was waiting to convey us to New York. Many of the +gentlemen took passage in them; but the ladies were too exhausted to +think of proceeding farther that day; and, as the specie and baggage had +not all arrived, there was no danger of the North Star sailing until the +next night. + +So we all retired, and did not rise again until the next morning. Our +accommodations at Obispo were similar to those at Panama--great rush, +nothing to eat, and not much to lie upon. + +In the morning, as we were well-nigh famished, a gentleman of the party +invited a friend of mine and myself to breakfast with him, as he had +been to the trouble of purchasing something, and hiring it cooked +expressly for himself. The breakfast consisted of broiled chicken, fried +plantains, and eggs. That meal cost five dollars, and it was the only +one I had while at Obispo. That forenoon, our baggage arrived, and, +while out on the plaza, it was exposed to one of the hardest showers I +ever witnessed. Wo to the contents of those trunks which were not +water-proof! + +I must not leave the beautiful valley of Obispo without descanting upon +its loveliness. It was inclosed by lofty hills, whose sides and summits +were clothed with the most beautiful tropical foliage. There grew the +tall palm-tree, laden with its milky fruit; the luscious pine-apple; +also bananas, and plantains in abundance. + +There were, perhaps, twenty native bamboo-huts, thatched with the woven +fibre of the palm-leaf, scattered about the valley; around the doors of +which, and under the leafy shade of the lime and palmetto, lounged the +indolent natives, of both sexes. And why should they exert themselves, +when nature has so abundantly supplied their wants? + +They appeared perfectly happy and contented in their ignorance. No +soaring aspirations for fame caused them to pass sleepless nights and +anxious days. They were slaves to no goddess of fashion; and, if they +had any pride, I cannot conceive to what point it tended, unless it was +an overweening desire to excel in roasting monkeys. Oh, this was a sunny +spot! I can see it, even now, in my mind’s eye, as it appeared when +viewed from the top of that mountain height, after a day of toilsome +travel. That old adage, “It is always the darkest just before day,” was +never more fully illustrated than when, after such a toilsome, dangerous +day’s ride as we had accomplished, that lovely, pleasant valley burst +upon our view. That last two miles of mule-back travel I shall never +forget. Whether it surpassed all other portions of the route in steep +and dangerous passes, or whether we were so completely worn out with +fatigue, that everything appeared more dark and gloomy than it really +was, I cannot say; but that old maxim kept ringing in my ears, and +cheering me on--“It is always the darkest just before day.” And, +certainly, I could not compare that sunshiny valley, at the terminus of +our route, to other than the brightest day that ever followed the +darkest night. + +About four o’clock in the afternoon, we seated ourselves in the cars +bound to Aspinwall. Those cars on the Isthmus had cane seats and backs, +and were, therefore, not so comfortable for the sick, sore, and lame, as +if they had been otherwise. + +We were borne over the track quite slowly, as the many short curves +which the road made prevented their going with greater speed. The +railroad seemed to follow the bed of the Chagres River. We crossed it +several times. The scenery was grand and sublime, commingled with the +beautiful. On one side of the track, perhaps, a towering mountain raised +its rocky sides far above us; while, on the opposite side, the eye might +wander far, far down a steep precipice, causing a shudder to run through +the frame at the thought of an accident occurring at such a spot. + +How frightened the parrots, paroquets, and monkeys, must have been, when +the iron horse first startled those leafy solitudes with his fiery +snort! Never again will profound stillness reign triumphant along the +course of the Chagres River. Those feathered songsters, of brilliant +plumage, lured to its vine-clad banks by the gentle ripple of its tiny +waves, will fly, startled from their leafy coverts, at the approach of +the iron steed. + +By and by, the town of Aspinwall appeared to view. The country all about +looked so sunken and marshy, as to impress the beholder at once with an +idea of its unhealthy location. It was quite a place, however, and at +that time seemed to be all alive with people. We passed from the cars +directly on board the steamer, as it was near night, and we wished to +get possession of our rooms before sailing. I ascertained the steamer +would not get away before midnight, as it was an almost endless task to +select the baggage, and get it on board. + +Being very weary, I concluded to lie down, and get a nap in the first +part of the evening, in order to be awake, and be on deck, when we left +Aspinwall. + +When next I opened my eyes, it was broad daylight. Aspinwall was far out +of sight, and we on the broad Atlantic. + +Amid all the bustle and confusion preparatory to sailing, even firing of +guns, I had slept soundly. One lady, thinking I would like to see +Aspinwall by lamp-light, endeavored to awaken me; said she spoke my name +several times, and shook my arm, but still I slept on; and she left me +to the enjoyment of my dreams. + +Upon going on deck, I met again all the Uncle Sam’s passengers, and saw +many strangers who had come on board at Aspinwall. On the North Star I +had only two room-mates, and was minus baby and parrot. + +Now that I was on the Atlantic, I felt that the distance between home +and myself would be speedily annihilated. Nothing occurred worthy of +note during the passage; and, on the ninth day after leaving Aspinwall, +we made Sandy Hook. It is impossible to describe my sensations upon +nearing my native land, after an absence of four years. I was returning +_alone_, too, to the home of my youth. At times, my feelings were +overpowering. + +When the health officer boarded us, I saw a sight that would have drawn +pity from the breast of the most obdurate. It appeared that at Aspinwall +there had been brought on board, and placed in the steerage, three sick +individuals, the remnant of a family of eight persons, who had left New +York for California a short time previous. On their arrival at the +Isthmus, the father and mother had sickened, and died. The six children +started to cross to Panama. They were robbed of all their money on the +way; and, ere they arrived at Panama, the two eldest brothers and one +sister died, leaving a young brother and two sisters, penniless and +sick. In this condition they were found by some good Samaritan, brought +back to Aspinwall, and placed on board the North Star. They were very +sick indeed--in fact, but just alive; but their sickness was not of an +infectious nature. + +While preparations were being made to lower away a boat in which to take +them to the hospital, they were brought aft, and placed upon deck. One +look at those poor, sick, emaciated children of sorrow would so stamp +itself upon the pages of memory, that long afterwards their ghastly +countenances, with their sunken, hollow eyes, ashen lips, and shrivelled +forms, would present themselves in your day-dreams as well as your +night. + +The eldest girl was about sixteen; the other might be fourteen, and the +boy twelve. Not two months since, they had left New York, a healthy, +happy family. Now the remaining three were brought back to die in the +hospital. The eldest girl died in the boat while being transported to +the hospital. The other two, I have no doubt, quickly followed her, as +they looked more like tenants of the tomb than aught else. + +I must not forget to mention the fate of those two little orphans whose +mother was buried on the Isthmus. The kind-hearted lady who took them in +charge had faithfully fulfilled her mission. The children were well and +happy, in their guileless innocence. A collection was taken for them on +board the North Star, to the amount of three hundred dollars. This, +added to the two hundred previously taken, was delivered up to the lady +who had them in charge; and she was going with them to Cincinnati, at +which place a sister of the deceased mother resided, and to whom the +dying mother had bequeathed them. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + +We neared the city of New York. Soon its domes, turrets, and spires, +became more distinct. We were fast nearing home. Home! How the mention +of that word sent a thrill to my heart! It is scarcely possible to +describe my feelings at that time; exuberant joy, mingled with sorrowful +reminiscences which came crowding thick and fast over the ocean of +memory, overshadowing all the bright hopes and sunny feelings of the +heart. + +We reached the wharf late in the afternoon. It is needless to describe +the bustle incident to the arrival of an ocean steamer, crowded with +passengers. It is enough to say, that after being jammed, and jostled, +and crushed, to your infinite satisfaction, you find yourself on board a +hack, bound to one of the many hotels which intersperse the city. + +The next day, I was too sick to start for home, completely prostrated by +excitement, I suppose. The next day, I left New York. The following +morning, I neared my native town. The station was reached; I left the +cars. I had purposely kept my arrival secret, the better to take them by +surprise. + +In returning, after a long absence, to the home of our youth, we often +find ourselves disappointed. A part of the brightness is almost sure to +have passed away. Our eyes are changed, even if the things we look upon +remain the same. The persons we have loved too are sure to have altered, +and rarely for the better; for, if they be still on the bright side of +life, the rose-bud is generally more beautiful than the rose; and, if +they be on the autumnal side of the hill, we shall have to mark many a +leaf that has fallen, many a flower that has faded away. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + +Before laying aside my pen, I am constrained to say a word regarding the +moral tone of society as it existed in California as early as the years +1851 and 1852. + +Recollect, kind reader, that the state of society in California at the +present day is as unlike what it was at the time alluded to above as are +the golden tints of the eastern sky ere the glorious orb of day bursts +upon the view, and the dark, portentous gloom which overspreads the +horizon, presaging a coming storm. + +To what cause could be attributed this lack of morality; which seemed to +pervade the greater portion of the community at that early day, and +which necessarily dimmed the lustre of the brightest gem in God’s +magnificent footstool? Was it the atmospheric influence which surrounded +them? or were the evil propensities of their natures more forcibly +displayed for the very reason that they felt themselves beyond the reach +of all those conventional forms of society which, in our puritanical +country, serve to restrain, more or less, the inherent evil of our +natures? + +Travellers who have wandered in the sunny regions of a tropical clime, +and have mingled with the inhabitants, can scarcely fail to perceive the +effect of that balmy, blissful atmosphere upon the human passions. Their +quick, impulsive natures, warm and generous hearts, overflowing with +love and affection; the bewitching naiveté of manner so characteristic +of the females has often proved a theme for the poet and historian. + +California, although not situated within the tropics, many of its sunny +vales possess all the characteristics of soil and climate, and afford +to one all the delights pertaining to a residence in those genial +climes, and, at the time to which I refer, many of those captivating +females had found a home within its borders. + +It is oftentimes the case that persons naturally pure, and possessed of +good principles, by constant intercourse with those whose nationalities +are less stringent with regard to morality, are almost unconsciously, as +it were, led to adopt customs, and imbibe sentiments that at first were +quite revolting to their natures. + +Ever willing to place the best construction upon another’s conduct, I +would much rather infer that all of the evil which displays itself is +the result of a vacillating mind, unable to withstand temptation, rather +than of an innate desire to set at defiance the laws of God and man. + +Persons from all classes were to be found in California,--the moral and +the immoral, the tempter and the tempted. Well may it call a blush to +the cheek of our own sex, when I assert that the immoral predominated, +as far as the female portion of the community were concerned. I have +been an unwilling observer of transactions, which, had they been related +to me, would have shaken my opinion somewhat respecting the veracity of +the narrator. Think of a town in California where the females numbered +more than two hundred, and from that number the pure, high-minded, and +virtuous could not have selected more than three or four with whom they +could have associated, and have derived a sweet pleasure in the +interchange of all those ennobling sentiments which shed such a halo of +loveliness around fair woman’s shrine. + +Now, it is characteristic of my humble self to illustrate every subject +by relating some event which has come under my personal observation, and +which will, I think, serve to interest. + +Among the first who emigrated from the city of Boston to the western El +Dorado were a mother and daughter. + +The daughter, yet scarcely fifteen years of age, gave promise of extreme +loveliness. Carefully had that mother guarded her, lest a too early +acquaintance with the chilling realities of life should rob her young +and guileless heart of a portion of its pristine purity and undimmed +faith. + +Of that mother’s early history but little was known; yet it was often +whispered by the gossiping ones that the remembrance of her own sad, +youthful experience had given that shade of melancholy, that tinge of +sadness, which at times shaded so deeply her yet fair brow. Whatever had +been her bitter trials and disappointments, it was evident to a casual +observer that the whole wealth of her affections, the deep, unfathomable +love of a mother’s heart were centred on the well-being of her only +child. + +The better to acquire a competency, wherewith to surround the loved one +with all those appliances of comfort so desirable to a young and +beautiful girl, the mother determined to seek a home within the +precincts of the “Golden State.” Better, far better, had she immured +herself and child in the catacombs of Rome than thus to have launched +their frail bark upon the golden wave of a California sea. + +The most ambitious votary of admiration there at that time must have +been satisfied, and even satiated, with the amount of homage, adulation, +and heartless flattery, which was poured into their too willing ears. +One can realize the danger likely to be incurred by placing a young, +lovely, and attractive female in a country where virtue was regarded by +the mass only as a name, and while she was yet too young to discriminate +between the respectful homage of sensible gentlemen and the +soul-sickening, hypocritical, despicable flatteries which often flow so +smoothly from under the moustache of the soulless, “vanity-puffed, +shallow-brained apology” for a man. One saw many of those specimens in a +day’s walk through the city of San Francisco, and also in her sister +cities. + +Nightly they would convene in those gilded halls of iniquity, and pursue +their soul-killing avocation. To be sure, they nightly won their +thousands, little caring for the mental agony of their victims, whom +they had robbed of the last ounce of dust, which they had been months, +perhaps, accumulating, and which they had intended to have transmitted +to their families in their far distant homes. Wait patiently, wife and +little ones,--wait patiently for the father and husband to learn the +best and most effective lesson ever taught by that inexorable +schoolmaster, experience! If his first lesson is severe indeed, as a +general thing, he is not over anxious to risk a second recital, and the +absent wife may hope again to welcome his loved image to the now +sorrowful home. + +These professed gamblers are never content with ruining those of their +own sex, but are ever on the alert and the watch for victims from among +the youthful, unsophisticated, and beautiful of the opposite sex; and +Lillie Lee was far too captivating to remain long in obscurity. + +Notwithstanding the vigilance of her mother, she had formed an +acquaintance with one of the most enticing of the gambling brotherhood. +For weeks and months he had been gradually gaining a strong foothold +upon her affections, by practising all those insidious arts which too +often successfully entrap the uninitiated. He knew he was beloved, and, +knowing that, felt secure of his victim. + +The affection bestowed upon that dissolute gamester was deserving a +better object. Upon the promise of a speedy marriage, she left her +mother’s roof; and together they fled to one of the interior towns. + +Who can graphically describe that mother’s anguish, upon learning the +flight of her darling? Within a few hours of their departure, the +bereaved, heart-broken, and nearly frantic woman was on the track of the +seducer and his victim. She arrived about midnight at the town where the +fugitives had taken up their abode. After travelling nearly thirty-six +hours without once tasting food, or taking any rest, this grief-stricken +woman procured a suitable disguise, and, arming herself with a “Colt’s +revolver,” started on her mission of death. + +Grief had rendered her frantic, and, in the desperation of the moment, +she had made a vow, and registered it on the tablet of a broken heart, +that she would avenge her daughter’s ruin by taking the life of her +seducer; forgetting, in the frenzy of excitement, that she was assuming +a power never intended to be usurped by the sinful children of earth. + +She threaded her lonely way through the nearly deserted streets of that +inland city, never wavering in her murderous intentions, until she +paused at the entrance of one of those brilliantly lighted +gambling-saloons which spread their contaminating influence on all +around. She entered, expecting and hoping to find the object of pursuit +engaged in his nefarious vocation. She saw, however, only the usual +appurtenances of these houses of sin. Elegantly attired women, within +whose natures long since had expired the last flickering spark of +feminine modesty, were seated, dealing cards at a game of Faro or +Lansquenet, and, by their winning smile and enticing manner, inducing +hundreds of men to stake their all upon their tables. The stricken +mother passed through the crowd, but could nowhere see the object of her +search. + +In this manner she visited all the houses of like reputation, with +similar success. By some means or other, she obtained a clue to their +whereabouts, reached the door of their room, and, in a disguised voice, +demanded admittance. After a long delay, the door was opened, and the +despoiled and despoiler met face to face. Quicker than thought, the +revolver was levelled at his breast, when a piercing shriek broke on the +stillness of the night, and the words, “Mother! oh, mother! in Heaven’s +name, desist!” burst, in tones of concentrated anguish, from the +affrighted girl. In an instant she had thrown herself between the +parties, and was imploring her mother to spare the life of him she +loved. + +What power had changed that mother’s anger to grief too deep for +utterance? Was it the vivid recollection of a similar scene, enacted +long, long ago, in which she had participated? Did the form of her kind +and sainted mother rise before her? Yes; she beheld again, in fancy, +that calm, sad face, the memory of which had often disturbed her +midnight slumbers. These harrowing recollections of the +would-be-forgotten past were quite too overpowering. It was long before +she was restored to consciousness; and not until repeatedly assured by +that deeply dyed villain, that he would make ample restitution by +marrying her daughter, could she be persuaded to return to her hotel. +The earnest pleadings of the mother could not induce the infatuated girl +to separate from her lover. The mother returned to San Francisco. + +Months flew by, scarcely heeded by the happy child. The long-deferred +marriage proved no source of grief to her. She _loved_, and was happy. +She had so much confidence in his honor, that she felt certain he would +marry her. Honor! what a desecration of the word, when used in +connection with such a fiend in human shape! + +Perhaps he would have married her,--for he seemed happy only when in her +presence,--if he had not been indissolubly bound to another. Lillie had +yet to learn that stunning truth. It must be so; yet how he trembled, +and shrank from making a disclosure, which, he well knew, would chill +the very life-blood in her veins! + +The wife of his youth, tired of living alone in her distant home, had +formed the determination to join her husband, and follow his fortunes in +the “Golden Empire.” Her decision was irrevocable. Even the time was +appointed when he should meet her at the bay. He felt, at times, like +flying with Lillie to parts unknown; for, depraved as he was, she, by +her artless, winning ways, and rich wealth of affection, had stirred +the long-dormant fountain of love in his bosom. Yes, now was coming his +hour of retribution; for he loved Lillie, and must leave her to the fate +that almost always attends the deeply erring. Time was pressing; he must +reveal all. It was done; and for hours she sat like one petrified. She +could only articulate, “Mother! mother! receive again your heart-broken +child!” + +They left, that day, for San Francisco,--he, to meet his injured, +unloved wife; she, to be received in the arms of her wronged, but still +loving mother. Under the influence of a powerful narcotic, which had +been administered at her own option, she was conveyed to her mother’s +house; and there we will leave her for the present. + +Behold how majestically that mammoth ocean steamer cuts her way through +the sparkling waters of the bay! Now she gracefully turns her prow +towards one of the piers, that is crowded with people. What varied +emotions fill the bosoms of those there assembled! Some are eagerly, +anxiously, expecting the loved wife, from whom they have been separated, +perhaps for years; others, dreading, fearing, to meet those whom they +have ceased to love, and wish they may never behold again. There were +many who had formed connections there that were hard to sever; and +among the last named we find Lillie’s lover. On the steamer’s deck stood +his wife, all eagerness to greet her husband after a two years’ +separation. + +The meeting once over, he felt he could sustain his part no longer. +Pitiable wife! Henceforth she must be content with a bountiful supply of +pocket money. She may revel in luxury, be surrounded with splendor, have +every wish gratified but the one yearning desire to possess her +husband’s love. That was denied to her. She felt the estrangement +keenly. What a miserable life was hers! Night after night, as her aching +head pressed her lonely pillow, she prayed that death might end her +sufferings. + +Early morn, perhaps, would bring her husband home. Perchance his only +word of salutation would be, “Well, wife, last night I won two, three, +or four thousand dollars,” just as the case might be; for he was one of +those successful gamblers who are well versed in all the tricks used to +defraud the unwary. Yes, his coffers were heaped high with his +ill-gotten treasures! What cared the wife for riches, if she must ever +be treated with that cold, studied politeness, always so freezing to the +loving recipient? + +Daily I was an unwilling witness to the inward struggles, the pent-up +grief, of the proud woman, for we both resided under one roof. She had +learned all, everything. Whispered rumors were borne to her ears; and +from some source she had learned where was bestowed the affection which +of right belonged to her. + +In the interim, what had become of Lillie? Had she repented of her sin, +and chosen purity’s white robe, with which to deck her faultless figure? +Ah, no! She did not possess moral courage sufficient to brave the +heartless sarcasm, the keen reproach, of that class who are ever ready +to judge their fellow-mortals, and who ever forget that divine precept +which teaches us that “to err is human; to forgive, divine.” And then, +after taking the first step in wickedness, it is much easier to follow +on in the downward track, than it is to turn, and tread the flowery path +of purity, which leads to the mansion of happiness. + +After the lapse of a few months, she returned to the inland city; “for,” +she remarked, “it is some pleasure to breathe the same atmosphere, to +traverse the same streets, and frequent the same places of resort as the +dearly loved.” She rushed recklessly into dissipation. Her extreme +beauty, and her adventurous, fearless course of conduct, won for her a +widely extended reputation. + +One day she would appear in splendid Turkish costume, which admirably +displayed her tiny little foot encased in richly embroidered satin +slippers. Thus would she promenade the thronged thoroughfares of the +city, the observed of all observers. Again she might be seen, superbly +dressed after the fashion of that class of people denominated “fast +men.” How gracefully she held the ribbons, and with what dexterity she +managed her spirited horse, as she dashed madly on over the broad plains +which surrounded the city. In the use of the cigarita she equalled, in +point of fascination, the dark-eyed Spanish women. + +I have seen her mounted on a glossy, lithe-limbed race-horse,--one that +had won for her many thousands on the course,--habited in a +closely-fitting riding-dress of black velvet, ornamented with a hundred +and fifty gold buttons, a hat from which depended magnificent sable +plumes, and, over her face, a short white lace veil of the richest +texture, so gossamer-like, one could almost see the fire of passion +flashing from the depths of her dark, lustrous eyes. She took all +captive. Gold and diamonds were showered upon her. Her ringing, musical +laugh seemed the signal at which trouble, care, and sorrow fled away and +hid themselves. Lillie was not soulless, or heartless either; but yet +the hilarity of despair seemed to have fast possession of her. Many a +tear has fallen at the thought of her sad future. + +The unloved wife, finding that all efforts to reclaim her husband’s love +proved futile, decided to return to the home of her youth. She took +passage from San Francisco in a steamer upon which Lillie’s mother had +also secured her passage; for, despairing of ever reclaiming her +daughter, she was hastening to leave a country where so much existed to +remind her of her fallen child. Thus were these two sorrowing females +thrown together on ship-board; yet neither by word or look did they +recognize each other. The mother still cherished the same revengeful +feelings towards the seducer; and the proud wife rejected the idea of +allowing, even for a moment, the mother of one who unconsciously had +been instrumental in causing the sky of her existence to be shrouded in +dark, impenetrable gloom, to suspect that she was suffering from +unrequited affection. + +The husband was happy again with Lillie, until about two years after his +wife’s departure, when he was unceremoniously hurried into the presence +of his Maker. He met his death by the glittering knife of one whom he +had defrauded of his last ounce of dust. The one to whom he had done the +greatest injury, the most irreparable wrong, wept bitter tears of +anguish over his unhonored grave. + +There were many beautiful, depraved women in California who, previous to +leaving their homes in the Atlantic States, had lived virtuous lives; +many who had been the light and the life of the home circle--who had, +indeed, been an ornament to the society in which they moved. Some of +them were desirous of acquiring riches; and, hearing such glowing +accounts of fortunes so speedily amassed in California, and also being +possessed of an adventurous spirit, started, as they termed it, to seek +their fortunes. Some went with their husbands, some with their fathers, +some with their brothers, and too many went alone. + +To such as had felt and known all the inconvenience arising from a +limited purse, and thought that if they were blessed with riches, or a +competency even, their happiness would be complete,--to such, I assert, +it was a dangerous country to go to, unless their principles were as +firm as the rocks of their native hills. + +One beautiful young girl, in company with her brother, left a pleasant +home, situated in the heart of the “Old Granite State,” and together +they reached the El Dorado of the West. He repaired to the mines, after +having procured a lucrative situation for his sister as governess in a +wealthy Spanish family. Previous to leaving the States, she had been a +music teacher. + +After awhile, she became tired of her rather monotonous life, and +conceived the idea of going to one of the interior cities, to see if she +could find something better to do. An offer was made of forty dollars an +evening, if she would sit at a Lansquenet table, and deal the cards. At +first she shrank with horror at the idea of thus appearing in a +gambling-house. Then she thought of her widowed mother at home, deprived +of all the comforts and luxuries so acceptable to the middle-aged and +feeble. Said she, “What an amount of money I can earn in this way, +wherewith to surround mother with every comfort, and yet not compromise +my honor in the least!” Mistaken girl! No woman could long remain +virtuous in one of those gilded saloons of vice, surrounded, as she must +necessarily be, by men who looked upon the opposite sex very much in the +same light as does the fishhawk, which soars above the surface of some +clear lake, ever ready to pounce upon, and bear off in its talons, any +one of the shining piscatory tribe that, more venturesome than another, +approaches too near to the boundaries of its native element. + +The night approached on which Jennie was to make her debût in the +sporting world. With a palpitating heart, she repaired, in company with +her employer, to one of the most magnificent gambling establishments in +the city. Upon entering, the dazzling brilliancy of the surrounding +appurtenances, the delicious strains of magical music which burst upon +her ear, were perfectly enchanting; but, as she raised her eyes to the +walls, (from which depended numerous pictures, all calculated to excite +the grosser passions of man, and which were inclosed in magnificently +gilded frames,) she drank in at a glance her position, and fainted. She +was taken to her hotel, and left, for that night, to her own gloomy +reflections. + +Oh, Jennie, if you had but listened to, and been guided by, the +spirit-influence of your Guardian Angel, who is ever near and ready, +unless obstinately resisted, to soothe the agitated, wavering heart, +and, by sweet, whispered breathings of divine counsel, is able to lead +the troubled soul to drink of the sweet waters of eternal happiness! + +Next morning came the tempter; and, by increasing in amount the already +liberal sum proffered for her services, he gained from her a promise to +make a second attempt the ensuing evening. She went, and this time +succeeded in reaching the seat provided for her; but her head swam, her +step faltered; and well it might, for the licentious gaze of hundreds +rested admiringly upon her superb figure. Her transcendently beautiful +countenance was suffused with the blush of maidenly modesty; and that, +having been an unseen and unheard-of feature in such a place, was all +the more refreshing for its scarcity. + +For some time she retained all her original purity; and then the angels +in heaven might have wept, when they saw the tempter secure of his +victim. She had launched her skiff upon the sea of immorality, freighted +with that priceless treasure, virtue; and, in exchange for which, it had +returned to her laden with gold, wherewith she could supply her dearly +loved mother’s every want. Thus she lived for months; not quite so +daring as Lillie, yet drinking sufficiently deep at the Lethean fount to +hush all the whisperings of conscience. She finally terminated her +profitable career of vice by marrying a wealthy, popular man in one of +the mountain towns,--one with whom she had lived on terms of the +greatest intimacy for months before their marriage. + +She now moves in good society in one of our Eastern cities, surrounded +with all the appliances of wealth, in possession of the love of a +popular and respected husband. Who, among her numerous friends, would +stop to make inquiries of her past life? And, even if her fashionable +acquaintances knew of her past follies, I am rather inclined to think +they would “wink” at them rather than lose a _wealthy friend_. Such was +life as I saw it in California. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + + +Now, kind friends, a few farewell words, and my story closes. On my ride +from the depot home, I passed the old, familiar trees; yet, thought I, +they have certainly grown smaller. And the brook, too--why, it was +almost dried up; and the hills, how they had diminished in size! I +insisted that some of them had been dug away. + +There, before me, was the old homestead, the spot where my heart first +learned attachment; where my mind had first opened its eyes; where a +mother had tenderly nurtured me, from earliest infancy. + +How sensibly the shadows of retrospection came creeping over my heart, +as I first drew in sight of that endeared place! The roofs and windows +looked familiar to my eye; the old trees waved their arms as of yore. I +reached the door, raised the latch, and was locked in the embrace of +father, mother, brothers. But the sister whom I had left there a +light-hearted girl, had gone to gladden and cheer another’s home. She +had pressed one darling babe to her bosom for a short space; then it had +winged its way to blissful realms above, and left the mother desolate. + +Now, you have accompanied me on my eventful voyage to California, around +Cape Horn, on board burning ships; have sympathized with me in sorrow, +joyed with me in pleasure; crossed the Isthmus with me, astride a mule; +in fact, followed me through “dangers seen and unseen;” and, finally, +reached with me the “old homestead.” And, if you have been repaid for +the amount of time and patience expended, I am heartily glad of it; and, +if you have not, I hope I shall ever remain in “blissful ignorance” of +the loss. 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D. B. BATES.<br><br><br> +EIGHTH EDITION.<br><br><br> +BOSTON.<br> +PUBLISHED FOR THE AUTHOR.<br> +1860.<br><br><br> +Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1857, by<br> +MRS. D. B. BATES,<br> +in the Clerk’s Office of the District Court of the District of Massachusetts +<br><br><br><br> +<b>TO MY MOTHER</b>,<br> +<br> +WHOSE CHERISHED MEMORY,<br> +<br> +WHILE WANDERING FAR FROM YOUTHFUL SCENES<br> +<br> +HAS OFTEN PROVED A TALISMAN IN THE HOUR OF NEED;<br> +<br> +THE RECOLLECTION OF WHOSE DISINTERESTED LOVE,<br> +<br> +HAS GIVEN ME COURAGE TO MEET AND BRAVE SEVEREST TRIALS;<br> +<br> +THIS VOLUME IS AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED<br> +<br> +<b>BY THE AUTHOR</b>.<br> +</p> + +<hr> + +<h2><a id="INTRODUCTION"></a>INTRODUCTION.</h2> + +<p><span class="smcap">Kind Reader</span>! This simple unembellished history of portions of my life’s +experience requires no preface. Its deficiencies, I trust, will save it +from unjust criticisms; if justly deserved, may they be in all lenity +bestowed, modified by sympathy, and kindness for the humble historian.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CONTENTS"></a>CONTENTS.</h2> + +<table> +<tr><td> </td><td>Page.</td></tr> +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">My Childhood’s Home,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_11">11</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">The Departure,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_12">12</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Fire on board Ship Nonantum at Sea,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_17">17</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">The Falkland Islands,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_23">23</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">A South Sea Rookery,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_39">39</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Departure from the Falklands, and second fire off Cape Horn,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_45">45</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Third fire at sea. Burning of the Ship Fanchon on the Coast of Peru,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_57">57</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">The Desolate Beach,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_68">68</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Arrival and Residence at Payta,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_73">73</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Arrival at Panama and visit Taboga,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_82">82</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Arrival at San Francisco. Extensive Conflagration. Its Consequences, etc., etc.,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_96">96</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Leave San Francisco for Marysville,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_111">111</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Situation and Climate of Marysville. Peep at the Country, Inhabitants, etc.,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_125">125</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Hotel Keeping and Life in a Canvas Shanty,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_137">137</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Description of an Indian Rancheria and its Occupants,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_149">149</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">A Conflagration. Hotel Keeping resumed. Marysville Inundated,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_156">156</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">A Journey up the Sacramento Valley. Descriptions of things seen and heard,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_163">163</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Trip to French Corral. Mountain Scenery. Mountain Ball, etc.,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_169">169</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Journey to Park’s Bar. Experience in Mining. Fatal results of Gambling,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_192">192</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Visit to Gen. Sutter’s residence. Description of the grounds. The Pleasant Surprise, or the Musical Miner. Good Fortune of a Lady in California. Emigrant Wagons. Belles of the Plain. Interesting and Ludicrous Incident. The English Gold Diggers. Loss of Life,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_205">205</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">The Orphan Child. Delights of Stage-Coaching in California. +The Hen that laid the Golden Eggs,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_222">222</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Execution of a man in Marysville. The petty theft the results +of bad Influence. Accident at the Mines. “Obstinate as a +Mule.” Mysterious Disappearance of Dunbar. Cold Blooded +Murder. Disinterested Benevolence,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_232">232</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Hardships of the Mountain Settlers during the winter of 1852. +A Brother’s Experience,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_254">254</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Peculiarities of John Chinaman. Conflagration in Marysville,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_263">263</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Farewell to Marysville. Departure. Arrival at San Francisco. Leave San Francisco for Home,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_271">271</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Incidents of the passage. Burial at Sea,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_275">275</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Arrival at Panama. Description of Hotels. Walks about the city. The Battlement,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_283">283</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">CHAPTER XXVIII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Crossing the Isthmus. Grave by the road-side. The beautiful Valley of Obispo. Take the cars for Aspinwall,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_291">291</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">CHAPTER XXIX</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Embark for Home, on board the North Star. A distressed family,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_307">307</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXX">CHAPTER XXX</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Arrival at New York,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_314">314</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXI">CHAPTER XXXI</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Incidents illustrative of Morals in California,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_315">315</a></td></tr> + +<tr><th colspan="2"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXII">CHAPTER XXXII</a></th></tr> + +<tr><td class="pdd">Conclusion,</td><td class="rt"><a href="#page_334">334</a></td></tr> +</table> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="page_11">{11}</a></span></p> + +<p class="cb">INCIDENTS ON LAND AND WATER.</p> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">In</span> the town of Kingston, in the State of Massachusetts, not many miles +distant from that ancient and time-honored bay whose waters years ago +kissed the prow of the “May Flower” as she approached a sterile and +inhospitable shore, is situated the home of my childhood.</p> + +<p>The dear old homestead, the scene of so many fond recollections, had +descended from father to son for generations. The storms of many winters +had beaten upon its roof; time had left its impress without, in the +shape of moss-covered shingles; but within, all was youthful joy and +gladness. Not a link in that family circle had been severed. In love and +affection were we nurtured.</p> + +<p>Although years have intervened since those sunny days of childhood, how +often, while sojourning in distant lands, would memory recall with +un<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_12">{12}</a></span>dimmed freshness the gladsome spring-time of youth. Happy days! too +speedily do they fly, leaving, often, nought but the recollection of +them to cheer us in our toilsome march. Early in life, I was united to +one whose home was on the deep. Then came the sad partings from loved +friends, to follow for many consecutive years the fortunes of my husband +by sea and land. There were sad departures and joyful returns.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">On</span> the 27th of July, 1850, I sailed from Baltimore in the ship +<i>Nonantum</i>, of Boston, (Bates, master,) bound to San Francisco. In the +ship’s hold was stowed one thousand and fifty tons of coal; the +between-decks were filled with provisions for the steamers plying +between Panama and the El Dorado of the West. The coal with which we +were laden was taken from the Cumberland mines, brought directly to +Baltimore in open iron cars, subject to frequent showers of rain on the +way, and deposited in that condition in the ship.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_13">{13}</a></span></p> + +<p>With bright hopes and glowing anticipations we left our native land. +Well was it that no prophetic visions presaged the future that awaited +us. We were wholly unconscious at the time of the remarks uttered by the +spectators assembled upon the wharf, to the effect that coal was a +dangerous cargo to take upon so long a voyage.</p> + +<p>By the lessons taught by the bitter experiences of that memorable year, +many shipmasters have duly profited. Now, they stow their coal in casks, +or in small quantities, have it dry when placed on board, and give it +sufficient ventilation.</p> + +<p>The ship’s crew consisted of the usual complement of sailors, first and +second officers, carpenter, cook, and steward; also two boys, who +particularly attracted my attention. They were pleasant little fellows, +who, being possessed of a mania for the sea, had left their homes to +seek their fortunes upon the treacherous deep. Many times during the +voyage had they occasion to bless the captain’s wife for a bite of +something good from the cabin table, slyly given to them, and in secret +eaten.</p> + +<p>This was not my first voyage. To me the cabin of a wave-tossed vessel, +and a trip across the deep green ocean, was never monotonous or +disagreeable, never being afflicted with that unpleasant nausea<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_14">{14}</a></span> termed +“sea-sickness,” so much to be dreaded, judging from the appearance and +descriptions received. The separation from earth’s homes and loved +hearts are all calculated to elevate the mind, and centre the soul’s +best affections upon pure and holy objects. How often, hour after hour, +have I sat gazing upon the boundless expanse of water, contrasting in my +mind the utter insignificance of human power and skill, compared with +the majesty of the Almighty Maker of the ocean and the land.</p> + +<p>Moonlight nights at sea are my especial delight. How I love to gaze upon +the illimitable deep, and watch each ripple gleaming and sparkling in +the broad and trackless pathway like myriads of diamonds beneath the +effulgent beams of the glorious orb of night! Almost imperceptibly, a +holy calm pervades my being, and absorbs all other faculties. With what +reluctant feelings, on such evenings as these, would I resign my seat +upon deck, even after the night was far spent.</p> + +<p>Before leaving Baltimore, my husband had purchased a beautiful +Newfoundland dog, of the largest species; to which, on account of the +remarkable sagacity he displayed, I became very much attached. In my +daily promenade upon deck, he was ever by<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_15">{15}</a></span> my side. Whenever a sail was +discovered in the distance, he would place his huge fore-paws on the +ship’s rail, and send his loud, hoarse bark reverberating far over the +swelling wave.</p> + +<p>Then I had two goats on board to furnish milk, not being sailor enough +to drink the strong coffee made on ship-board. They were very playful, +and once a day were allowed the liberty of the deck, which they readily +improved by racing and frolicking about, in which they were joined by +Dash.</p> + +<p>In pleasant weather, when off the coast of Brazil, I have sat for hours +on the ship’s rail fishing for albatross, one of the largest and most +formidable of the South Sea birds, as they majestically sailed along in +the wake of the ship, watching the bait (a piece of pork fastened to the +hook, and a small bit of board attached to the line to float it,) so +temptingly displayed. After swallowing it, and finding themselves +captured, there was no struggling to free themselves, but, as you hauled +in the line, they would sail gracefully along in all their native beauty +and dignity. The assistance of the two boys was required in bringing +them to the deck, where, after freeing them from the hook, (which, the +boys always assured me, did not hurt them in the least,) they would +survey the scene around them with a<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_16">{16}</a></span> sort of contemptuous glance, as +though they disdained their captors and the deception used to allure +them from their native element. The goats, when freed from their +inclosures, would advance towards them, rear themselves on their +hind-legs, and shake their heads in defiance of the monster bird; while +it, in turn, would snap its tremendous bill with such force, you could +hear it ring from one part of the ship to the other; but they would +never encounter one another except by threatening gestures. When we +became satisfied with admiring our prisoner, two sailors would each +grasp a wing, raise him to the side of the ship, give him a toss, and +away he would soar; then light gracefully upon the water at a little +distance, and view what I suppose he thought to be a huge monster which +had held him in his grasp.</p> + +<p>Another amusement was taking a dish of crumbs, and, by throwing over a +handful, call a flock of cape-pigeons to the ship’s side. Each one eager +to secure his share, they would dive far down into the clear water to +get those that were sinking. Sometimes, to deceive them, I would throw +over a bone that would sink rapidly. Down they would all go after it out +of sight; then appear again, chattering,—scolding, I called the +incessant noise they kept<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_17">{17}</a></span> up. This bird resembles our tame pigeon, with +the exception of being a little larger.</p> + +<p>Flocks of “Mother Carey’s chickens” were occasionally following in our +wake. Those tiny little things, ever on the wing, often excited my +sympathy. About this time, the faithful dog I had learned to love so +well sickened, and daily grew worse. Every remedy we could devise was +called into requisition, but availed nought. One night, after I had +retired, he dragged himself to my berth, placed his nose close to my +face, and whined and moaned piteously. I afterwards thought it prophetic +of evil in the future. Upon making my appearance upon deck the next +morning, there lay the noble animal dead. Poor old Dash! the remembrance +of thee and thy many virtues will live long on memory’s leaf.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Days</span> and weeks passed on, until we were in the latitude of the Rio de la +Plata. So mild and pleasant had been the weather, that I was half +inclined<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_18">{18}</a></span> to believe this voyage indeed was to be an exception to all +previous ones; although often, when expressing myself delighted with the +continuance of such lovely weather, the exuberance of my feelings would +be somewhat checked by repeated assurances from my husband that I should +see it “rough enough” off Cape Horn to compensate for all previous +calms.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the aspect of affairs changed, and we encountered a terrific +storm, the bare recollection of which almost makes me shudder. The +ship’s cabin was a house upon deck; and, as the storm increased in +violence, the angry waves dashing higher and higher as each successive +blast lashed the mighty deep, fears were entertained that the house +would be forcibly detached from the deck. Heavy shutters were fastened +against the windows as a protection to the glass against the storm, +thereby rendering the cabin dark as night. A lantern was kept burning +through the day, as well as by night. Owing to the violent motion of the +ship, I was compelled, for the most part of the time, to keep my berth, +to prevent being dashed against the cabin walls. I very reluctantly +consented to confine myself to my state-room, but not, however, until I +had received some severe bumps. So vio<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_19">{19}</a></span>lent and sudden were those jerks, +that, unless one was very much guarded, they would be thrown very +unceremoniously from their seat.</p> + +<p>Oh, it was terrible to lie so many hours listening to the roaring of the +storm without! I wished very much to get a glimpse of the ocean when +lashed into such fury, but there was no aperture whereby I could gratify +my curiosity. I had only to pray, and listen alone. My husband was +constantly on deck, taking neither refreshment nor sleep. I wondered not +at his anxiety, although I knew not then the imminent danger impending +from fire as well as water; for, the second morning after the +commencement of the storm, smoke had been discovered between decks. The +alarming truth instantly flashed upon our minds. The gas that originated +from the coal had generated fire. Orders were immediately given to get +up provisions and water sufficient to last until we could be released +from our awful situation. While thus engaged, several of the men were +rendered senseless from the effects of the gas. They next proceeded to +close the hatches, and caulked every seam tightly, in the hope of +arresting the progress of the fire it was impossible to extinguish.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="page_20">{20}</a></span></p><p>Captain B—— shaped his course for the nearest land—the Falkland +Islands, which were eight hundred miles distant. During this time, the +severity of the gale was such, it compelled me to remain in the cabin; +and for three days I remained in ignorance of our perilous situation. +During this interval, the air in the cabin was ever impregnated with a +strong odor of tar. This was accounted for to me in this light,—the +cook was boiling tar, as they were obliged to make use of a great deal +at such times. That, of course, looked very reasonable, and served the +purpose of concealment from me of the fire. It is true the countenances +of my husband and officers bore unmistakable traces of anxiety; but this +I readily attributed to the violence of the gale, which threatened every +moment to engulf us.</p> + +<p>I also noticed the steward caulking some of the seams in the pantry. +Upon inquiry, he gave me to understand it was necessary to use this +precaution, to prevent any liquids he should chance to spill from +running down on the cargo,—a foolish excuse, to be sure; but, however, +it proved effective. But, when the gas and smoke escaped through seams +which were apparently water-tight, and made its appearance in the cabin, +concealment was no longer possible.</p> + +<p>Upon learning the sad truth, for a time all forti<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_21">{21}</a></span>tude and self-control +forsook me. I thought of my dear old home far away, in its quiet +seclusion; of the loved ones wont to assemble there to talk and pray for +the safety of the absent one. I felt I should never more behold them, +and that they would ever remain in ignorance of our fate. After the +first moments of despair, Hope again asserted her empire. Repinings, I +reasoned, were useless. The Almighty hand which formed the channels of +the deep had power, I knew, to preserve us, and guide us, amidst storm +and darkness, to our homes and havens of rest. The greatest +consternation prevailed among the crew. At times the gale would abate, +only to be renewed with increased violence. We were soon obliged to +vacate the cabin, which was filled to suffocation with gas; and, for +five consecutive days and nights, I remained in a chair which was lashed +to the deck. It was quite cold, and often I was drenched with the water +and spray that would dash at short intervals across the deck. Never can +I forget those dreary days of suffering that I sat gazing from the +narrow deck upon the boundless expanse of tossing, foam-crested billows. +As far as eye could reach, no friendly sail appeared to which we could +look for safety; nothing was seen but the sweeping surge, as it came<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_22">{22}</a></span> +roaring and dashing on, threatening to overwhelm us. In such an hour man +learns of God, and witnesses proof of his grandeur and power in every +dashing wave; he sees nature in one of its grandest aspects.</p> + +<p>If possible, the nights exceeded in anxiety the days; impenetrable +darkness surrounded us, relieved only by sheets of white foam dashing +over the bows, as the doomed ship madly plunged into the angry waters. +When one sea more powerful than another would strike her, causing her to +tremble in every timber, I would grasp my chair, shut my eyes, and think +we were fast being engulfed in the sea. Oh, those nights of agony! +Never, through all the vicissitudes of after life, will one thought, one +feeling, then endured, fade from the volume of memory.</p> + +<p>Each day the ship was getting hotter; gas and smoke were escaping at +every seam. We constantly feared an explosion, as the natural +consequence of so much confined gas. What a solace to me, in those days +of trial, was the trust, the implicit confidence, I felt in that mighty +Guardian Power that is ever around and about us, and in whose protection +we are forever safe!</p> + +<p>On the twelfth day after fire was first discovered, we made the Falkland +Islands. As we approached<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_23">{23}</a></span> the Volunteer Rocks, which make off two miles +from land, gloomy and forbidding as were their appearance, I hailed them +as harbingers of safety. Truly it must have been the sunshine, the +grateful happiness of the heart, which clothed those barren rocks with +imaginary beauty—I had almost said reverence.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> entrance to the outer bay is called Port William. About twenty miles +up this bay, an English colony is established. The entrance to Port +William is designated by a tall flag-staff. At the time of our arrival, +it was blowing a close-reefed-topsail breeze, directly down the bay; +and, as night was approaching, the captain deemed it advisable to select +the most sheltered situation at hand, and anchor until morning.</p> + +<p>Formerly, this colony was located up Berkley’s Sound, and called Port +Louis. It has since been removed to its present site, and styled Port +Stanley. The Falkland Islands are situated in the South At<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_24">{24}</a></span>lantic Ocean, +where the mariner guides his course at night by the sacred constellation +of the Southern Cross, and between the parallels of 51 deg. and 53 deg. +south, and extending from 57 deg. to nearly 62 deg. west. The only two +of considerable size are the East and West Falkland. These are separated +by a channel. Around these islands are numerous rocks, whose distance +from the shores, where tides run strongly, and winds are violent as well +as sudden, renders it rather difficult to navigate. In approaching land, +and particularly when entering a harbor, a good look-out should be kept +for fixed kelp, which grows upon every rock covered by the sea, and not +far below the surface. Lying upon the water, the leaves and stalk serve +as well as a buoy to warn of hidden danger. A region more exposed to +storms, both in summer and winter, it would be difficult to mention. +High winds are prevalent, and very violent at times. During the summer, +a calm day is an extraordinary event. Generally speaking, the nights are +less windy than the days. Altogether, the appearance of these lonely +isles of the South are dismal and uninviting in the extreme. Moorland +and black bog extend in nearly every direction; although there are +valleys affording coarse, excellent grass, upon which<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_25">{25}</a></span> thousands of wild +cattle subsist. Some tracts of land, I was informed, at the southern +part of the island, were low, level, and abundantly productive of +excellent herbage. Many years since, the French and Spanish left, at +different times, cattle and horses upon the isle. They have multiplied +and increased, until they now estimate the number at a hundred thousand +head that are roaming wild over the hills.</p> + +<p>The ship being safely moored, I entreated my husband to take me on +shore. After much persuasion, he consented. A boat was lowered, in +which, after much difficulty, I was placed. This was effected by tying a +rope around my waist, and lowering me down the ship’s side; then +watching an opportunity when the boat was in a right position, to “lower +away.” This method was of necessity adopted, the sea being so rough, I +lacked the courage to leave the ship the usual way. When my feet were +placed once more on <i>terra firma</i>, I inwardly resolved never again to +return on ship-board. We wandered from the shore to the top of a small +eminence, from whence, at a little distance, we descried a shanty.</p> + +<p>We approached, and, judging from the writing found upon the walls, it +had been the resort of sailors thrown upon that inhospitable coast. In +it<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_26">{26}</a></span> was a sort of stone fire-place, on which the sailors placed some +dried heather found in the hut, which, when ignited, threw out a ruddy +blaze that sent its cheering beams directly to the heart. On our way to +the hut, we noticed several perforations in the earth. One of the +sailors, desirous of investigating the origin of these holes, thrust his +hand into one of them, but instantly withdrew it with a smothered oath, +and an expression evincing acute pain. Immediately, out rushed a +penguin, displaying unmistakable symptoms of a fight. Every hole +contained a penguin, secreted there for the purpose of incubation. The +sailors, of course, exasperated that a brother shipmate should receive +such treatment as a reward for his prying curiosity, routed the whole +posse of penguins, and a regular hand-to-hand battle ensued; for to the +penguins can never be imputed one particle of cowardice, when the call +for action is the defence of her eggs or young. Victory was, of course, +conceded to the strongest party. But not always does “might make right.”</p> + +<p>Nothing could be seen in any direction inland but barren hills; yet, +cheerless as was the prospect on shore, no entreaty, or even command, of +my husband, could induce me to return to that burning ship. Here was a +sad dilemma for my husband to<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_27">{27}</a></span> be placed in. A sense of duty called him +on board; yet he could not leave me on shore all night without a +protector. Finally, at the intercession of the mate, who volunteered to +take good care of the ship, he reluctantly consented to remain with me, +although he spent the greater part of the night watching the ship.</p> + +<p>Next morning, as we were about to repair to the boat,—for, upon +reflection, I concluded that to be the only way by which the settlement +could be reached,—a horseman appeared in the distance, riding at a +furious pace directly for us. As he approached, and reined in his +jet-black steed in front of our party, I certainly never beheld such a +perfect specimen of equestrian grace and manly beauty.</p> + +<p>Springing from his horse, he accosted us in a language unintelligible to +all except “Old Tom,” as he was designated by his shipmates. He proved +to be one of a class of men denominated guachos, who are employed in +lassoing and bringing in wild cattle. Tom soon acquainted him with every +particular concerning us; whereupon he insisted that the capitan’s +señora should go with him to his ranch, about four miles distant, where +every attention would be lavished by his señora to render me comfortable +until I could proceed to the settlement.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_28">{28}</a></span> Tom interpreted the +invitation, which, of course, I declined accepting, feeling a reluctancy +to go with him alone. Discovering my hesitancy, he endeavored to remove +all objections by bestowing several flattering encomiums upon my +personal appearance, which were certainly ill-starred, and served only +to increase my unwillingness to go with him unattended. It was at length +decided that the second mate should accompany me.</p> + +<p>Our Spanish friend laughed at the idea of my being afraid to mount his +spirited horse, and even objecting to be seated in front of him—the +manner in which they often ride with señoritas. He mounted his horse +alone; while Mr. Wood and myself walked by his side. My husband returned +to the ship. We found it very tiresome travelling over the bogs, with +the wind blowing almost a gale. After panting and puffing, and being +obliged several times to stop and recover breath, we reached the top of +a little eminence; and there, sure enough, was the veritable ranch. It +looked so pleasant and home-like about the little cottage, that in vain +I endeavored to repress those outgushings of the heart engendered by the +sight of objects which recalled vividly to mind home, and all the warm +and kindly associations connected therewith.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_29">{29}</a></span></p> + +<p>A lovely little Spanish woman met us at the door, and, after exchanging +a few words with her husband, she embraced me affectionately, led me to +a pleasant little room looking out upon the bay, and placed a loaf of +bread and pitcher of milk on a table by my side. She seemed really +grieved because I could not swallow one mouthful. My feelings were fast +gaining the ascendency. So much sympathy as she expressed, by her +gestures and tender offices, completely won my affections.</p> + +<p>I had taken very little food after learning the ship was on fire, and, +with feelings all the while wrought to such a state of excitement, the +revulsion well-nigh prostrated me. In the meantime, word had reached the +settlement that there was a ship in distress outside, and a number of +the most popular men of the place had started to render any necessary +assistance. Sometime after noon, they reached the Spaniard’s house, +where we were, and learning of Mr. Wood the particulars, took him into +the boat, and, with the exception of three of them, proceeded to meet +the ship. It was blowing so hard, they would be compelled to beat the +ship up the bay, which would, of course, occupy some time.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hamlin, the physician, the surveyor-general, and the clergyman, (the +three who remained,) pro<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_30">{30}</a></span>posed taking the sail-boat belonging to the +Spaniard, and take me at once to the colony; and, as their ladies were +English, it would be pleasanter than to remain where I was.</p> + +<p>Therefore, I bade adieu to my beautiful Spanish friend, and about +sundown reached the narrow entrance to the inner harbor. Two large +wooden men stand on each side of the entrance, pointing towards the +town. Passing through, you find yourself in one of the nicest, +land-locked harbors in the world, where ships of the largest tonnage can +lie in safety.</p> + +<p>The town is built at the base of the hills, which rise gradually from +this beautiful basin. How far away from the busy, bustling world seemed +this little hamlet! and how quiet and serene, I thought, must pass the +lives of those dwelling upon this remote isle! The sun was shedding his +last golden rays upon the surrounding hill-tops, before retiring to his +hesperian couch. While inanimate nature was welcoming me to this haven +of rest, how inexpressibly lonely I felt at heart, surrounded by +strangers! No doubt they would extend a friendly greeting; but, oh, how +my heart yearned for the warm welcome of some home-friend!</p> + +<p>Mr. Hamlin took me to his house, where I was<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_31">{31}</a></span> cordially received by his +amiable lady, and nothing was omitted that could in any way contribute +to my comfort, or serve to dispel those home-sick feelings which +naturally acquired the ascendency. That night, sleep was a stranger to +my pillow. I shall ever remember Mrs. Hamlin with feelings of affection. +No kind mother could have bathed my aching head more tenderly. Oh, there +is a magnetic power in kindness! Kind words are always winning, whether +from friend or stranger.</p> + +<p>Late in the afternoon, the ship appeared at the entrance. After dropping +anchor, my husband called a survey, opened her hatches, and found her to +be so badly on fire, they decided to run her ashore, and scuttle her. He +selected a spot which happened to be opposite the little grave-yard. +Slowly and majestically was she wafted to her place of rest. Never more +would she gallantly breast old ocean’s wave. With tearful eyes I watched +her motions. She had been my home so long, I loved her as such. They cut +holes in her side, and sank her in depth of water sufficient to cover +the fire. For two days she was enveloped in steam, which precluded all +possibility of gaining the deck. After the fire was extinguished, they +stopped the holes, and worked the pumps incessantly, without +dimin<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_32">{32}</a></span>ishing in the least the depth of water in the ship. She had +bilged; her beams and stancheons were burnt off; and her lower deck had +fallen in. She was condemned and sold at auction. It was our intention +to go directly home, as soon as an opportunity presented. The isolated +situation of the island prevented its being visited often, especially by +ships homeward-bound; therefore, our stay there might be indefinitely +protracted. There were about four hundred inhabitants in this remote +colony, consisting of English, Spanish, and French. The people were +under the immediate jurisdiction of a governor, who ruled with despotic +power. The governor, clergyman, doctor, governor’s secretary, +surveyor-general, and lawyer, are appointed by the queen, and receive a +salary of four hundred pounds sterling per year, with the exception of +the governor, who has eight hundred. These, with their families, also +Lloyd’s agent, and <i>the</i> merchant, constitute the gentry, as they style +themselves. The governor lives in princely style. To be seated in his +reception-room, one would imagine himself in some English palace. +Everything has been transported from England—both house and furniture. +All the frame-buildings on the island were brought either from England +or the main-land. Those of<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_33">{33}</a></span> the poorer class were mere huts, constructed +of peat and stone. Peat is also used by them for fuel. Those only who +receive a salary can indulge in the luxury of a coal fire.</p> + +<p>There is not a tree on the island, with the exception of a few apologies +for the same in the governor’s garden. They, upon being transplanted +into such ungenial soil, had assumed a stinted, sickly appearance.</p> + +<p>The governor was a stern, austere-looking personage, greatly to be +feared, and seldom loved. One little incident, that came under my own +immediate perception, I will relate. It will serve, in a measure, to +illustrate his arbitrary propensities. His household consisted of +himself, wife, and two sons. The eldest was an imbecile, and so +perfectly child-like in his disposition, that he readily won the +sympathy of all the inhabitants. The youngest was a wild, head-strong +sort of a chap, about fourteen years of age. For him they had employed a +young governess, whom they brought with them from England. This young +lady they treated more like a menial than as a companion for their +children. They looked upon the young instructress as one born to labor +and endure, seemingly unconscious that there were as deep fountains of +sorrow and love<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_34">{34}</a></span> in her heart as there was in those who were fostered in +wealth and luxury. One evening, there was a social gathering at the +house of Mr. W——; and, of course, Miss T——, being an accomplished +and intelligent young person, was present. Upon preparing to leave, +early in the evening, (as she was required to be in by nine o’clock,) +Mr. W—— proposed to accompany her, as her path lay near the barracks, +where were always assembled a drunken, riotous set. Next morning, he +received a note from the governor, requesting his immediate presence. +Mrs. W—— felt quite alarmed at the thought of her husband incurring +the displeasure of his majesty. Upon appearing before this august +personage, he received a severe reprimand for so far forgetting his +station as a gentleman as to escort home one whom he considered as a +dependent upon his bounty, and also assured him, if he was guilty of the +like offence again, he should consider him deficient in all that +constituted a gentleman.</p> + +<p>The governor’s wife boasted of being a descendant of the “fair maid of +Perth.” I have no reason to doubt the tie of consanguinity, although she +certainly had not inherited any of the personal attractions of her +lovely progenitor.</p> + +<p>They were all very kind to us, showing every<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_35">{35}</a></span> respect and attention. +Doubtless, I often shocked them with my Yankee provincialisms. Every +family of note had magnificent side-boards, stored with the choicest +kinds of liquors and cordials. It was considered a breach of etiquette +to refuse to partake of the good cheer set before you. What would our +American ladies at the present day think of having such an array set +before them, when making their accustomed calls? Yet it is universally +practised here.</p> + +<p>To diminish our expenses, we concluded to go to housekeeping. My husband +rented the only vacant building in the place, a miserable, barn-like +shanty, for which he paid the exorbitant sum of thirty dollars per +month. Thither we moved ourselves: we had little else to move. Nearly +every one contributed some article of domestic use. Our larder was +supplied with wild-fowl and beef, also a species of fish which are taken +from the numerous streams which intersect the country. They are +designated trout, but do not in appearance or flavor resemble our own +speckled trout, which by epicures are considered such a nice treat. No +kind of vegetables could be procured at any price. The inclemency of the +weather, even in summer months, precludes the growth of the most hardy +kind. Cold storms<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_36">{36}</a></span> of hail and sleet are of frequent occurrence in +summer. One gentleman, by inclosing a piece of ground with a high peat +wall to shelter it from the cold winds, had managed, by dint of great +exertion, to raise a few cabbages.</p> + +<p>Often, when seated at my window, my attention had been attracted towards +a lovely little girl, with soft dark eyes, and long auburn ringlets +hanging in rich profusion over her shoulders. She was usually +accompanied by a tall, dignified, melancholy-looking individual, who, I +afterwards learned, stood in the relation of father. His very +countenance, which was seldom irradiated by a smile, bore traces of +ineffable sorrow. They would spend hours in sailing around the bay in a +fancy yacht, which he kept moored opposite our house. Upon inquiry, I +learned that for some time the gossiping and wonder-loving portion of +the community had been kept in constant agitation regarding the mystery +that surrounded Mr. Montague (for by that name was he known) and his +family. He kept himself aloof from all society; and the only servant he +kept had never been known to speak an intelligible word to any one. She +seemed devotedly attached to her master, and guarded little Myrtie with +watchful tenderness. Myrtie came to my door one day,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_37">{37}</a></span> bringing me a +basket of nice little fish, and gracefully presented them, saying that +she often amused herself by fishing. After that, she became a daily +visitor. Daily my interest in that child increased. She was wonderfully +endued with intellectual powers for one of her years. One day, she said +to me, “Do you know why I brought you those fish? and what brings me +every day to see you?” I told her I did not. Said she, “I do so love to +look in your face! It makes me feel happy. I always think of some one I +loved well, and called mamma. It seems such a long time ago,—so <i>very</i> +long,—I sometimes think it was a dream. But, since you came here, I can +remember more. I can recollect she looked like you; and, when you smile, +you look as she used to, when she would kiss me, and call me her little +darling. Oh, I remember how I cried when a tall, dark-looking man +snatched me from my mamma’s arms,—how she looked, as she ran screaming +after us!</p> + +<p>“I never saw her again. Then old ‘Nurse Bell’ took care of me. We sailed +on the water a long, long time before we came here.” Her papa, she said, +“was very kind, and she loved him; but she could love him better, if he +would talk more about mamma.” When she asked him to tell her <i>all</i><span class="pagenum"><a id="page_38">{38}</a></span> +about her, he would shake his head, look very gloomy, and say, “Your +mamma is in heaven.” Her father was her only instructor, and she was far +advanced in her studies. He also taught her music: she played and sang +sweetly. For once I felt inclined to pardon the inquisitive; for they +certainly had food for idle speculation. Dear little Myrtie! often have +I sighed when thinking of your lonely situation, uncheered by the +presence of that guardian angel of childhood—a mother—on whom you +could bestow that wealth of affection concentrated in an almost <i>too</i> +confiding and sensitive heart.</p> + +<p>The winter preceding our arrival at the islands had been one of unusual +inclemency. Communication with the main-land was entirely cut off before +the winter’s supply of hay and grain had been procured. In consequence, +the cattle suffered incredibly. The snow, for two months, lay upon the +ground to the depth of two feet. All the sustenance the cattle could +obtain was insufficient to keep off starvation. They were often found +dead, thirty and forty in heaps together.</p> + +<p>When the English first established this colony, they intended to export +hides, tallow, seal-skins, and seal-oil. As yet, they have shipped no +tallow. Sealing is carried on to a considerable extent.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_39">{39}</a></span></p> + +<p>England’s convicts, when banished to the sunny isle of Australia, are +not as deserving of the sympathy of the philanthropist as are those old +pensioners, to the number of thirty, who, with their families, have been +induced, by the promises held out to them, and which they have found, to +their sorrow, can never be fulfilled, to leave merry England, for a home +on these barren islands.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> feathered tribes are very numerous on these islands of Southern +hemisphere. Of penguins, there are four kinds—the king penguin, the +macaroni, the jackass, and the rookery. The first of these is much +larger than a goose; the other three are smaller, differing in +appearance in several particulars. They all walk upright, with their +legs projecting from their bodies in the same direction with their +tails. When fifty or more of them are seen in file, they appear, at a +distance, like a company of soldiers. They carry their heads high, with +their wings drooping like two arms. The<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_40">{40}</a></span> breast-feathers are delicately +white, with a line of black running across the crops. Seen at a +distance, they have the appearance of little men, with a white bosom, +black neckerchief, and short breeches. Their gait on land, however, is +very awkward—rather more so than that of a sailor just returned from a +long voyage.</p> + +<p>When tamed, the penguin becomes quite tractable. A lady at the isle had +domesticated and made quite a pet of a king penguin, which she, however, +proposed to relinquish for the sum of thirty dollars. She had taught him +to sit at table with her. A sip of coffee he seemed to enjoy with much +gusto; and if, perchance, she attempted to raise the cup to her lips +before first presenting his majesty with a draught, he would, quick as +thought, with a blow from one of his “hands,” dash the cup to the floor. +He followed her about the house as a child follows its mother; and she +assured us he was a great deal of company for her when alone.</p> + +<p>Another sea-fowl peculiar to the islands is the upland-goose, which is +about the size of our domestic goose. Their plumage is rich and glossy: +that of the gander is dazzlingly white. The down is equal to that of the +swan. The teal are also found here, and far surpassing in beauty those +of this<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_41">{41}</a></span> country. Their bills and feet are blue; their wings of a golden +green. The ducks are similar to those found in the United States; but +the manner of going a-ducking very dissimilar,—no lying in wait half a +day before getting a good shot. You might take your gun and shoot them +down, and dozens will come to ascertain the cause of the report.</p> + +<p>Previous to our arrival, three other vessels had put into the harbor in +distress, and had been condemned. The crews of these vessels were +constantly out gunning. I would see them often returning over the hills, +laden with those beautiful white geese, looking like so many swans. A +Dutch captain, whose vessel had been condemned, was very contentedly +pursuing the “even tenor of his way,” bringing in the game, while “mine +frow” was as industriously manufacturing feather beds. Never having +heard them say anything about getting away, I presume they are yet at +the old vocation.</p> + +<p>A moral philosopher and naturalist would be highly interested in +contemplating, for days, the operations of a South Sea rookery, +observing the order and regularity with which everything is conducted. +When a sufficient number of penguins, albatross, etc., are assembled on +shore, they proceed<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_42">{42}</a></span> to the execution of the grand object for which they +left their native element. First, they trace a well-defined +parallelogram, of requisite extent to accommodate the whole +fraternity,—perhaps from one to four or five acres. One side runs +parallel with the water’s edge, and is left open for egress and regress. +They then commence picking up the stones, and depositing them outside +the lines; thus creating quite a little wall on three sides. Within this +wall they form a pathway, several feet in width, which would not suffer, +in regard to smoothness, compared with any fashionable promenade in our +city parks. This path is for the sentinels to patrol at night. They next +lay out the whole in little squares, formed by narrow paths which cross +each other at right angles. At each intersection of these paths, an +albatross constructs her nest; while in the centre of each square is a +penguin’s nest.</p> + +<p>Although the penguin and albatross profess such sincere attachment for +one another, they not only form their nests in a different manner, but +the penguin will rob her friend’s nest, whenever an opportunity +presents; being ambitious, I suppose, to produce a large family. The +penguin’s nest is formed by an excavation in the earth; while that of +the albatross is formed by throwing up a mound of<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_43">{43}</a></span> earth, eight or ten +inches high; on the summit of which she can scrutinize the proceedings +of her nearest neighbors and best friends.</p> + +<p>The camp of the rookery is in continual motion; penguins passing through +the different paths, on their return from aquatic excursions, eager to +caress their mates after a temporary absence; while the latter are +passing out in quest of refreshment and recreation. At the same time, +the air is almost darkened by an innumerable number of albatross +hovering over the rookery, continually lighting, and meeting their +companions; while others are rising, and shaping their course for the +sea. To see these creatures of the ocean so faithfully discharge the +duties assigned them by the great Creator; to witness their affectionate +re-unions, their numerous acts of tenderness and courtesy to each other, +the reflection naturally arises, that, if there was only as much harmony +and genuine affection between wedded pairs of the human family, the +connubial state would then indeed be “all that we dream of heaven.”</p> + +<p>We had remained at the islands about a month, when the ship Humayoon, +from Dundee, (McKenzie, master,) bound to Valparaiso, laden with coal, +tar, and liquors, put into port to procure water and<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_44">{44}</a></span> beef. The captain +formed an acquaintance with my husband, and, after learning the +particulars of our situation, very kindly offered us a passage to +Valparaiso; from whence we could, in all probability, arrive home sooner +than by remaining where we were. After having procured the necessaries +required, I expected the captain would at once proceed on his voyage; +but, being perfectly independent, as he was sole owner of the fine ship +and cargo, he protracted his stay at the settlement day after day, +thereby gratifying the mirth-loving portion of the community by +assembling them at different times on ship-board, to join in the merry +dance. He had on board several musical instruments, which he was taking +out to dispose of; and, being possessed of extraordinary musical +talents, the people were perfectly delighted and entranced with +specimens of his skill. He had a perfect passion for Scotch airs, which, +all conceded, never before sounded half so enlivening. But pleasures, +however transporting, unhappily cannot last. No chain, be it of gold, or +pearl, or flowers, can bind the stubborn wings of Time, and bid him +loiter on his way. On the morning of the 25th of November, he weighed +anchor, and turned her bows towards the entrance.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_45">{45}</a></span></p> + +<p>I cast a last, sad, lingering look at the old Nonantum, and bade adieu +to kind friends, whom, probably, I should never meet again on the +journey of life, although they would be often remembered. During my +sojourn at the islands, although I found kind friends, I passed many a +gloomy hour. As the season approached which, from time immemorial, in +dear old New England, has been observed as a day of thanksgiving and +prayer,—a day, of all others, when severed families assemble under the +paternal roof, to meet once again the loved friends of their youth, to +tread again the paths hallowed by childhood’s earliest +recollections,—the anniversary of such a day, while in this remote +region, crowded my memory with reminiscences of the past, pleasurable, +from the associations which they recalled, and painful, from the +position which I then occupied.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Once</span> more I found myself on board a good ship, bounding gayly over the +blue waters. Captain<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_46">{46}</a></span> McKenzie possessed, in an eminent degree, the +ability of rendering his passengers perfectly at home and happy. His +crew were composed entirely of Scotchmen; and, every evening, the echo +of their merry Scotch songs were wafted far over the deep sea. Captain +McKenzie proposed teaching to me the Spanish language, being a perfect +linguist himself. He found me far more tractable in that than in +learning to take a glass of his “good Scotch whiskey,” as he termed it, +to which I had taken a mortal aversion, and for which he entertained a +decided preference.</p> + +<p>He was a skilful navigator, and, on his voyages around Cape Horn, +invariably passed through the Straits of Le Maire, which separate Staten +Land from Terra del Fuego, and, by “hugging the land,” escape some of +the severe blows so prevalent in that region. He having been on several +exploring expeditions in those waters, I experienced a degree of +security I should not otherwise have felt in approaching so near to huge +and jagged rocks, that for ages had reared their frowning heads, as if +in defiance of old ocean’s roar. We passed the veritable Cape Horn +(situated on Hermit Island) in such close proximity, one could +distinctly discern the barren soil. While I stood gazing at the +conical</p> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<a href="images/ill_002.jpg"> +<img src="images/ill_002.jpg" width="550" height="320" alt="BURNING OF THE HUMAYOON."></a> +<br> +<span class="caption">BURNING OF THE HUMAYOON.</span> +</div> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="page_47">{47}</a></span></p> + +<p class="nind">mount, said the captain, “You have now seen what many an old navigator +in these waters never beheld, they keep so far south.” I assured him one +sight was sufficient for a life-time; that the remembrance of the +wildness and grandeur of that ocean scene would never be obliterated +from the pages of memory.</p> + +<p>That night, it came on to blow tremendously. Next morning, we found +ourselves eighty miles from land, and, horror of horrors, the ship on +fire! My heart refused to give credence to the startling report, until +my eyes beheld it. Our worst fears were too soon confirmed by the flames +darting upwards, and igniting the hatch the men were vainly endeavoring +to caulk; for fear had paralyzed their faculties. When that burnt and +fell in, the flames shot upward almost to the top-mast-head. The +combustible nature of the cargo caused the fire to increase with +wonderful rapidity. The long-boat was launched, and I was placed +therein, with my pet-goat; for I would not leave her behind: the other I +had given to Myrtie. After several ineffectual attempts to get at some +bread and water, the fire and smoke drove them all in confusion to the +boat. They pulled off a short distance, and we gazed in sadness and +silence upon what was so re<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_48">{48}</a></span>cently our happy home, now a burning wreck. +The calmness of despair pervaded my whole being: all was comprehended at +a glance,—eighty miles from land, and that an inhospitable coast, +inhabited only by savages; without bread or water; in an open boat, +exposed to the inclemency of Cape Horn weather! People on the land, +seated by their pleasant firesides, imagine they can understand our +feelings at that time; but it is impossible. Even when danger, in its +most appalling form, threatens on the land, there is generally some +avenue of escape open. But at sea, with nought but a frail plank between +you and a watery grave,—and that so fragile, one dash of those mighty +waves might annihilate it,—oh, the horror of such a situation can +<i>never</i> be conceived!</p> + +<p>All at once, the joyful cry of “Sail, ho!” was shouted from our midst; +and, far away, I could descry a speck upon the ocean. Nearer and nearer +it came, until, when within about a mile of us, she “hove to,” and +lowered away a boat, which came bounding over the water to our relief. +This ship proved to be the Symmetry, of Liverpool, Captain Thompson, +bound to Acapulco, and laden with coal. How that word rang in my ears! +It seemed to me every ship that floated was coal-laden. We repaired<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_49">{49}</a></span> at +once on board the Symmetry. Capt. McKenzie requested, as a favor, that +Capt. Thompson would “lay by” until the Humayoon was burned down. Now +that we could view her from a place of safety, it was a scene to rivet +the attention of all beholders. Flying about, at the mercy of the wind +and waves, the flames bursting out her sides (the liquor was stowed aft) +and stern, the blue flames wreathed and flashed higher and higher. Soon +the main and mizen-mast began to totter: they swayed to and fro for +about ten minutes, when they fell with a crash over the side. Soon the +fore-mast fell; and all that remained of the fine ship Humayoon lay a +burning mass upon the water.</p> + +<p>Captain Thompson now made sail, and soon the remains of that noble ship +which, only twelve days previously, had borne us from our island +retreat, was obscured from our view. Her commander dropped a tear to her +memory, and retired in silence to the cabin.</p> + +<p>Captain Thompson was accompanied by his wife and family. I was pleased +at the idea of enjoying for a season, however brief, the society of a +female friend. Capt. Thompson had previously informed us that our stay +on board the Symmetry must of necessity be prolonged no farther than +such a time<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_50">{50}</a></span> as he could speak some ship. His inability to accommodate +us longer than was actually necessary was owing to a scarcity of +provisions, his own ship’s crew being then on an allowance. He had been +seven months from Liverpool. He had put into Rio on the way, where, on +account of severe indisposition, he had remained several weeks. While +there, his crew had nearly all deserted him. When ready for sea, he +shipped any he could get; and a sorry set he had. Part of them had +mutinied, and were confined; and the other half carried the principles +of revolt, too apparent to be mistaken, in their dark countenances.</p> + +<p>Night had now spread its sable mantle over the world of waters; the +bright constellations were reflected in the deep; and the noble ship, +with majestic and graceful motion, was cleaving a pathway for herself +through the rapidly heaving billows. My thoughts, as my eyes wandered +over the waste of waters, were busy with the past and present,—for the +future I could only hope. But a few months had intervened since leaving +Baltimore; and yet how much intense anxiety, actual suffering, and +harrowing suspense, were crowded into that short space! One day on board +a burning ship, with no hope of escape; then a port of safety in view; +then<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_51">{51}</a></span> on board another ship, with every prospect of a speedy termination +of our eventful voyage; then, again, assailed by fire, and obliged to +seek safety in an open boat, far from land; and then transferred to a +place of temporary safety,—for what could we expect but a recurrence of +those awful scenes, while on board a coal-laden ship? “What,” thought I, +“will be the end? Shall I ever be permitted to reach in safety the land +of my birth?” I dared not entertain a hope seemingly so fallacious. As +time progressed, I was often reminded, by painful contrast, of the +fleeting happiness enjoyed on board the Humayoon. <i>There</i> a spirit of +harmony and love seemed to pervade the whole ship’s company. The reverse +of this at sea is disagreeable in the extreme; and the truth of this +assertion was never more clearly demonstrated than on board the +Symmetry. In lieu of heart-stirring songs and happy faces, gloomy +frowns, and curses “not loud but deep,” met the ear at every turn; +anarchy and discord went hand in hand. Daily I scanned the ocean in +search of a sail, anticipating a happy change, yet dreading what I most +desired; for had not experience taught me that whatever we most +earnestly desire, when attained, often proves the source of the keenest +misery? At the expiration<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_52">{52}</a></span> of thirteen days, the anxiously expected sail +appeared. Mentally I prayed it might be an American; for with my own +countrymen there exists a congruity of thought and feeling which renders +their society more congenial. As she neared us, we perceived, to our +great joy, that she was a large American ship. In answer to Captain +Thompson’s signal, she hove to. He then sent a boat to ascertain if we +could be transferred to her. She proved to be the Fanchon, of +Newburyport, Captain Lunt, bound to San Francisco, laden with coal, +which she took in at Baltimore. We became acquainted with Captain Lunt +while at Baltimore. The Nonantum had sailed three weeks in advance of +the Fanchon. The Nonantum had gone to her last resting-place; and here, +on the broad Pacific, we met the Fanchon, in all her pristine +architectural beauty, unharmed, and yet laden with Cumberland coal. Upon +Capt. Lunt learning that we were on board the Symmetry, he came with all +possible haste in his own boat to convey us to the Fanchon.</p> + +<p>In the interim, Captain McKenzie had effected a compromise with Captain +Thompson, to the effect that he would sail as near to the port of +Valparaiso as would render it safe and feasible for Captain McKenzie and +crew to embark in their long-boat,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_53">{53}</a></span> and arrive at their destined port. +How well they succeeded, future events will promulgate.</p> + +<p>I should judge, the two ships lay about a mile apart. Soon after we +welcomed Captain Lunt on board the Symmetry, the heavens became suddenly +overcast; and, as appearances betokened a squall, it was thought +advisable for me to depart instantly with Captain Lunt; while my husband +should collect what effects we had preserved from the Humayoon and my +goat, and come in the ship’s boat. Thinking and hoping we should reach +the Fanchon before the squall struck, they watched us with intense +anxiety from the ships. When little more than mid-way between the ships, +it came. Drenched with spray, and clinging to my seat, I dared not +express my terror other than by looks. “Do not be alarmed,” said Capt. +Lunt. “There is no danger to be apprehended. We shall soon reach the +Fanchon; and, when once on her deck, all trouble and danger will flee +away.” By such cheering words, he endeavored to divert my thoughts from +our by no means enviable situation. My heart almost ceased its +pulsations as we bounded over the white-crested billows. How intently +were we watched by those on board the Symmetry! When we would disappear +from their view in the trough of the sea,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_54">{54}</a></span> Mrs. Thompson would exclaim, +“They are gone! they are lost!” and, when we appeared on the top of some +mighty wave, would the fervent exclamation, “Thank God, they are safe!” +ascend from every heart. By some mischance or other, in attempting to +get alongside, we were swept towards the ship’s stern. She was plunging +and rolling terribly. “My God, we are under the stern!” was the hasty +ejaculation borne to my ears; and there, towering high above us over our +frail boat, was the noble ship, threatening instant destruction. It was +but momentary. By almost superhuman exertion, the boat’s crew succeeded +in placing our frail bark beyond the reach of imminent danger; and, as +the ship dashed down into the bosom of her native element, we were +beyond her reach, but not far enough to escape the tumultuous dashing of +the waters, which for an instant caused me to doubt my being in the +boat. The second attempt to reach her side was crowned with success. A +rope was thrown from the ship, which was caught by those in the boat. It +required the united exertions of all to keep the boat from being dashed +to pieces against the ship’s side. It seemed almost an impossibility for +me to ascend the side of the ship unassisted; but so I must go, if I +went at all, and that right</p> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<a href="images/ill_003.jpg"> +<img src="images/ill_003.jpg" width="550" height="325" alt="TRANSFER FROM THE SHIP SYMMETRY TO THE FANCHON."></a> +<br> +<span class="caption">TRANSFER FROM THE SHIP SYMMETRY TO THE FANCHON.</span> +</div> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="page_55">{55}</a></span></p> + +<p class="nind">speedily. I could scarcely retain an upright position in the boat; and +yet, as the ship rolled towards us, my instructions were to jump and +catch the man-ropes, and cling hold until she careened the other way, +and then to climb the steps as quickly as possible. The water was +boiling and surging between the ship and the boat in such a manner as to +intimidate a much <i>larger</i> female than myself. Captain Lunt was to give +the word when to jump; and, when “Now is your time! now is your time!” +came thundering in my ears, all my innate fortitude deserted me; I was +powerless to move. Captain Lunt, rightly conjecturing that, unless moved +by some sudden impulse of resentment, I should never gain the deck, +looked and spoke his feelings of disapproval so palpably, (he afterwards +assured me it cost him no small effort to conceal his genuine feelings,) +that I felt I would make an attempt, “live or die, sink or swim.” When +next the word was given, it was promptly obeyed. I jumped, caught one of +the ropes with both hands, and clung with the tenacity of one whose only +hope of preservation depended upon a firm grasp. I was all the time +cheered by the cry of “Hold on; you are safe!” In a moment I had clasped +the other rope, ascended the steps, and was placed upon deck by the +mate.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_56">{56}</a></span> I could recollect nothing more distinctly, until I found myself +in a beautiful cabin, attended by an old man, judging from his silvered +locks; yet his fresh and healthy appearance gave evidence that, although +“Father Time” had whitened his hair, he had made but few inroads upon a +healthy constitution. He was the steward—an old and devoted servant to +the captain, in whose employ he had been for seventeen years. He was a +native of England. His words of consolation to me were, “God bless your +dear little heart!” accompanied by a pat on my shoulder; “may you never +be in such a situation again. Lord bless you! The sight of one of my +girls in a like situation would well-nigh break my heart.” Soon my +husband arrived in safety. Captain Lunt made sail, and, long before the +shades of evening descended, the Symmetry was scarcely discernible. The +Fanchon was far her superior, as regarded sailing qualities and +symmetrical proportions. All the symmetry the other could boast of lay +in the name. I wished her success, and a safe arrival at her destined +port. She had been my home for thirteen days; and, although there were +many disagreeable incidents connected with our stay on board, yet she +had appeared to render assistance, when our hopes were at the lowest +ebb.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_57">{57}</a></span> Under these considerations, I bade her adieu as an old friend. The +cupidity of her captain may be illustrated by the fact of his presenting +a bill of one hundred and fifty dollars to my husband, as he was about +leaving the ship. There was no alternative but to pay it, situated as we +were. For this mean act he was published. The news reached the ear of +his employer, who quickly refunded the amount, and also discharged him +from his employ. Once again we met the Symmetry, before the termination +of this never-to-be-forgotten voyage. When and where, time and future +pages will explain.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Our</span> home on board the Fanchon was all the most fastidious could desire. +Captain Lunt was possessed of all those gentlemanly attributes which are +calculated to win the possessor friends, and respect from all with whom +he associates. Ever joyous and light-hearted, the salutary effects +produced by the exercise of these excellent properties seemed<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_58">{58}</a></span> to +pervade the hearts of all subject to his control. He also being a +judicious disciplinarian, the greatest neatness and order imaginable +prevailed throughout the ship. Our fancied security—our sanguine +expectations that our troubles from fire at sea were at an end—our +hopes of a safe and speedy termination of our voyage—all these +heart-cheering feelings were sustained and strengthened by reiterated +assurances from Captain Lunt that there was no danger whatever of the +Fanchon’s burning, she was so well ventilated. In fact, he attributed +the destruction of the other ships to want of proper ventilation. +Besides, he argued, that if there had been the least probability of its +taking fire, it would have done so long ago. We all conceded his +arguments were decidedly conclusive; and, for a few days, anxiety, fear, +suspense, and all the attendant train of harrowing reflections, were +strangers to my bosom. But as frail and fleeting as are all the +evanescent joys of earth were my hopes. On the 25th of December, in the +evening, as we sat conversing of the day, and the manner in which they +were celebrating it at our far distant homes, and vainly wishing that, +by another Christmas, our places in the family circle would not be +vacant, a puff of air was wafted into the cabin, so strongly<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_59">{59}</a></span> +impregnated with gas as to render the conviction certain in my mind, +that the coal was on fire. I speedily gave utterance to my fears, which +met with a responsive “Pshaw! you have inhaled and smelt gas so often, +it has become accessory to your very being.”</p> + +<p>They failed, however, in eradicating from my mind the impression that +the coal was on fire. Upon retiring for the night, the thought of being, +for the third time, on board a burning ship, so harassed me as to +completely banish slumber from my pillow. Next morning, the captain +instituted a search throughout the ship, which proved, beyond a doubt in +his mind, there could be no fire. We were now about twelve hundred miles +from land, with a fair wind, on the direct course for San Francisco.</p> + +<p>Things remained in this state for two or three days. I cannot affirm +that the minds of <i>all</i> were perfectly free from apprehension; yet, as +strict watch was kept, and nothing except that disagreeable smell of gas +was apparent to confirm my fears, I felt a little more at rest. The +third day, as Capt. Lunt was watching one of the large ventilators on +deck, he saw something having the appearance of smoke escaping +therefrom. He sprang down be<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_60">{60}</a></span>tween decks—there was no appearance of +smoke or fire whatever; raised the lower hatch—all appeared as usual. +He then ordered the second mate to dig down into the coal, and soon +proofs beyond a doubt were too apparent. The coal was so hot, it could +not be taken in the hand. The whole body of coal, two or three feet +below the surface, was red hot. The same preparations for a life on +board a burning ship were again repeated that it had been my fortune +twice previously to witness. In this instance, we had not to contend +with the elements of wind and water as well as fire; for the ocean, at +times, was as smooth and transparent as a glass. For a time, Captain +Lunt shaped his course for the Galapagos Islands, what wind there was +being favorable to waft us in that direction; and, our distance from the +islands and the main-land being nearly equal, he was undecided for some +time which port would be our destination. Being within the tropics, the +weather was exceedingly pleasant—almost too much so for our benefit.</p> + +<p>For several days in succession, it would remain perfectly calm. The +nights were beautifully serene; not a cloud, or the slightest film of +vapor, appeared on the face of the deep blue canopy of the heavens. The +moon, and countless starry host of the firma<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_61">{61}</a></span>ment, exhibited their +lustrous splendor in a perfection of brilliancy unknown to the +night-watchers in the humid regions of the Atlantic. The ship would be +lying listlessly upon the surface of the unbroken waste of waters, while +our minds were constantly agitated between hope and fear,—hope, that +each morn, as the golden orb of day appeared rising from old ocean’s +bosom, that, ere she bid us farewell at eve, some welcome sail would +come to the rescue; and fear, as each returning day numbered +disappointed hopes, and increased the heat on ship-board, that we were +indeed a doomed crew.</p> + +<p>At night, signal-lights were kept burning, in the hope of attracting the +attention of some vessel which might be passing. For days look-outs were +stationed aloft, and more than once were our ears gladdened with the +joyful cry of “Sail, ho!” which as often proved a vain illusion. The +strained vision and anxious solicitude of those on the look-out caused +them to imagine they saw that which they vainly desired to behold.</p> + +<p>I was induced, by the entreaties and advice of my husband, seconded by +those of Captain Lunt, to adopt gentlemen’s apparel. Considering the +danger and exposure we might be subjected to, should we be compelled to +remain any length of time in<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_62">{62}</a></span> the boats,—to which, unless relief +arrived from some other source, we should resort to soon,—it was not, +everything considered, a bad idea, which might never have been carried +into effect had Capt. Lunt been as large in stature as my husband. +Accordingly, from the captain’s wardrobe was selected a pair of black +pants, a green hunting-coat, black satin vest, bosom, and collar worn à +la Byron, and a purple velvet smoking-cap. Arrayed in this garb, I was +scarcely recognizable by my friends on board. Days came and passed, and +yet no relief appeared. Daily, convincing proofs appeared to warn us of +the slow but sure destruction of the ship, in the form of gas and smoke, +which were escaping through every seam. The beautiful paint-work and +gilding of the cabin assumed the darkest hue; everything on board seemed +shrouded in the sable habiliments of mourning. Slowly and gradually we +neared the land; and, after three weeks of intense suspense and +solicitude, the exulting cry of “Land, ho!” was echoed far and near. It +was an uninhabited part of the coast of Peru—a small bay, or, rather, +indenture made in at this place, called the Bay of Sechura. Into this +bay the ship was guided; and, when about two miles from shore, she was +brought to an anchor, at about four o’clock, <small>P.M.</small> As soon<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_63">{63}</a></span> as the +wished-for haven appeared, I hastened to my state-room, and doffed my +male attire, supremely happy to exchange what I had so reluctantly +adopted, and what each succeeding day of usage rendered still more +distasteful. Rest assured, O ye of the opposite sex, that I, for one, +will never attempt to appropriate to myself the indispensables, or the +love of lordly power which usually accompanies them, but leave <i>you</i> in +undisputed possession of your rights!</p> + +<p>Long before we reached our anchorage, the roaring of the surf, as it +dashed upon the lonely beach, sounded like a mournful dirge to our ears. +There appeared to be a short stretch of sandy beach, circumscribed by +high and jutting rocks. Around us, on either side, were innumerable +breakers, threatening destruction as we approached nearer; yet we heeded +not our dangerous proximity to sunken rocks, but the noble ship bounded +gayly over the waters, unmindful of the destiny awaiting the doomed.</p> + +<p>In the distance could be discerned the Andes Mountains, rearing their +lofty heads in silent grandeur, and seeming to penetrate the blue dome +of the o’er-arching heavens. Immediately upon bringing the ship to an +anchor, preparations were made<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_64">{64}</a></span> to effect a landing in the boats. +Captain Lunt and my husband deposited their nautical instruments and +charts, and some few articles of clothing, in a chest which they had +rendered as nearly water-proof as possible, and consigned it to one of +the boats. We threw overboard all the spare spars upon deck, and +everything that would float. We had no provisions or water to take on +shore, and had been refreshed with none through the day. There was one +pig on board that had left Baltimore in the ship, and one hen. These, +together with my pet-goat, the sailors took under their own immediate +protection, and succeeded in landing them on the beach. The pig, in the +height of his terror, beat an instantaneous retreat into one of the +numerous caves, or recesses, situated at the base of perpendicular +cliffs, which rose nearly two hundred feet, and presented an effectual +barrier to any attempt that might be made to scale them. I recollect +distinctly my sensations on leaving the ship in a boat; how intently I +watched the foaming surf we were fast approaching, and which had already +engulfed the boat in advance; then an indistinct recollection of roaring +and splashing of water,—of voices heard above the din of all, giving +directions,—of being dragged, minus bonnet and shawl, through the +surf</p> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<a href="images/ill_004.jpg"> +<img src="images/ill_004.jpg" width="550" height="342" alt="BURNING OF THE FANCHON ON THE COAST OF PERU."></a> +<br> +<span class="caption">BURNING OF THE FANCHON ON THE COAST OF PERU.</span> +</div> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="page_65">{65}</a></span></p> + +<p class="nind">upon the sandy beach. Of my very unceremonious introduction within the +precincts of the province of Peru, I have no very pleasing +recollections. After removing everything off the ship’s deck, they ran +her still nearer in, and scuttled her; but the fire had made such +progress, it was impossible to save her. In two hours after we left her +deck, she burst out into a sheet of flame. The fire caught to the sails, +which were spread to the breeze, and she was a sheet of fire to the +mast-heads. Here, in this lonely bay, lay the fine ship Fanchon, and +burnt to the water’s edge. Nothing could exceed the almost awful +profoundness of the solitude by which we were surrounded—a silence +broken only by the roaring and crackling of the flames, as they wreathed +and shot far upward, illuminating the midnight darkness, and casting the +reflection of their fiery glare far out over the lonely deep,—and the +deep roar of the eternally restless waves, as they dashed in rapid +succession upon the beach at our feet. It is quite impossible to convey +by language an adequate conception of the solemn magnificence of this +midnight scene. The burning ship in the foreground, the light from which +revealed the sublime altitude of the mountains in the background, whose +barren heads seemed to pierce the sky, every ob<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_66">{66}</a></span>ject distinctly +daguerreotyped; the rocks on either hand, laved for ages by the white +sea-foam; the bald and inaccessible cliffs in close proximity, in the +rear; and twenty-six human beings (myself numbering the only female) +standing upon the narrow beach, viewing silently the work of +destruction, rapidly progressing, which deprived us of a home, and the +necessary sustenance required to support life,—only a skilful artist, +with his pencil and brush, could do justice to the picture here drawn. +By three o’clock that night, nought remained to mark the spot—where, a +few hours previous, lay the gallant ship—but a smoking hulk.</p> + +<p>I sank into an unquiet slumber superinduced by exhaustion, fairly cried +myself to sleep, and rested my weary limbs upon a couch of beach-sand. +Next morning, we discovered several rafts (or, as they are there +denominated, balsas) coming into the bay. They were covered with +Indians—a sort of mongrel race, who live principally upon their balsas, +scarcely ever visiting the shore except to procure water and potatoes. +They subsist mostly upon raw fish. They speak the Spanish language. They +anchored their crafts outside the surf, then dove into the water, and +swam to the shore. They were nearly in a state of nudity. Their +demeanor<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_67">{67}</a></span> was entirely pacific. They advanced towards us with hands +extended, in token of friendship. They had been attracted to the spot by +the light from the burning ship, and had assembled in considerable +numbers, doubtless in the hope of obtaining pillage, as they rather +demurred in rendering any assistance, unless stimulated by a promise of +compensation. For “mucha pesos,” they agreed to furnish us with water +and sweet potatoes while we remained upon the beach. They peremptorily +refused to take us to Payta,—the nearest settlement, which was fifty +miles distant,—thinking, doubtless, it would be a more profitable +speculation for them to protract our stay upon the beach, until, at +least, the “pesos” were all gone. I was constrained to offer my pet-goat +to them, in exchange for water: she had long since ceased to furnish +milk. Poor thing! after having encountered so many fiery trials, she was +but a wreck of her former self. Much as I regretted to part with her, I +felt it to be a duty I owed her, for past favors received, to mitigate +her woes as far as it lay in my power. With a last, sad, lingering look +at her mistress, and a despairing farewell bleat, she was dragged away. +The natives informed us we were fifteen leagues from any fresh water; +thereby giving us to understand that we<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_68">{68}</a></span> were very dependent mortals. +They then departed, promising to come on the morrow with a fresh supply. +Their balsas are constructed of very buoyant, porous logs, bound +together in the form of a raft; then another layer, transverse the +former. In the centre, it is raised still higher.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Here</span> indeed was a new phase of existence, gloomy enough in anticipation, +yet far preferable to the dangerous scenes in which it had heretofore +been my fortune to participate. The sailors pitched four small tents; +two for themselves, and two for the officers. These served for a shelter +at night; but, during the day, when the sun shone with an almost +scorching fervency of heat, unmitigated by a single cloud on the face of +the sky, it was almost impossible to remain in them. To augment our +troubles, the fleas were so numerous and so blood-thirsty, that for a +few days I was in perpetual motion. When once they made a lodgment in +our clothing, it was useless to attempt to exterminate<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_69">{69}</a></span> them; and <i>they</i> +never capitulate. At night, upon retiring, our only preparation was to +spread a blanket upon the sand, and lie down upon it. In the morning, we +would find ourselves almost imbedded in the loose beach-sand; for, upon +the dry part of the beach, it was quite deep. I would rise, and shake my +head to dislodge the quantity of sand there collected. My hair was +hanging unconfined over my shoulders, having lost comb, hair-pins, and +bonnet. I would walk down to the shore of the Pacific,—an ample +wash-bowl, certainly,—and perform my ablutions, dispensing, of +necessity, with all the modern appurtenances of a lady’s toilet.</p> + +<p>Captain Lunt proposed to send to the American Consul at Payta for +assistance to remove us from the beach. His mate, Mr. McCrelles, of +Belfast, Maine, volunteered to go, accompanied by four of the sailors. +The next day after our arrival there, they embarked on their voyage to +obtain the relief we so much needed. Their directions were, to keep +close in shore; and, with God’s blessing, they would arrive at Payta, +and assistance would reach us at the expiration of a week. We watched +the little boat until she looked like a speck upon the water; and, with +many an unuttered prayer for her safe arrival, we turned our thoughts +landward,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_70">{70}</a></span>—I to amuse myself by selecting the most beautiful shells I +could find: they were very numerous among the rocks at each extremity of +the beach. I was never lonely: I found companions in my own thoughts; +and they were oftentimes pleasanter than the gayer ones of the world +would have been, for they whispered of home and loved friends.</p> + +<p>There was the skeleton of a whale perfect, and entirely exposed. How +long the remains of this huge aquatic monster had been bleaching under +the scorching rays of that tropical sun, we had no means of +ascertaining.</p> + +<p>The Indians faithfully kept their promise, and each succeeding day they +visited us with a plentiful supply of water and potatoes; the bill of +fare varied occasionally by the introduction of some very offensive +fowl, which they positively asserted were “esta bueno.” An amusement in +which I often indulged was to chase innumerable crabs, with which the +beach was literally covered in the mornings. They would, upon the first +intimation of pursuit, disappear instantly into their holes in the hard +sand. By remaining perfectly quiet for some time, they would again +assemble in numbers, which the least movement on my part would again put +to flight. They would make greater progress running<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_71">{71}</a></span> sideways than I +could any way; therefore, I never caught one.</p> + +<p>The pig remained secreted in his cavernous retreat, which no entreaties +on our part could induce him to vacate. Not until driven to the last +extremity by the pangs of hunger, did he venture to reconnoitre from the +aperture. After viewing his companions in distress for a little time, he +gained sufficient courage to eat potatoes from my hand. After that, he +became quite domesticated, and, with the hen, used to share the sailors’ +tent with them at nights.</p> + +<p>During this time, I was unconsciously assuming the dark and swarthy hue +of the native women, from being constantly exposed to the scorching +glare of a tropical sun. My habiliments, too, were becoming exceedingly +soiled, from constant use both by night and day.</p> + +<p>The love and spirit of adventure had, from earliest infancy, been +strongly implanted in my nature; and, during this voyage, certainly, +this predilection for thrilling adventure had been amply gratified. Yet, +had not the fiery ordeal through which it had pleased the God of love to +bring me been for good, it would have been averted.</p> + +<p>A week had now elapsed since the departure of<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_72">{72}</a></span> the boat. Intently we +scanned the ocean, in the hope of descrying the anxiously expected sail. +Nights, at the hour of twilight, I would seat myself upon the rocks to +indulge in the reveries which that most fitting hour for reflection +usually calls up. The mind feels a soothing influence as the light of +day fades gradually from sight. At such times memory is busy with the +past—the distant home, the loved friends there assembled. I often +wandered in this way through the spirit-land of old times. One night I +was startled by the exultant cry of “A sail! a sail!” Being fearful lest +some casualty had befallen the boat, and she had never reached Payta, +Captain Lunt deemed it advisable to make signals, in the hope of +attracting attention. She kept on her way, apparently unmindful of the +signals which she could not but have seen, as the captain had sent up a +rocket, which he had preserved in the water-proof chest. Darkness now +hid her from our view; and we sat down, wondering that no answering +signal had been displayed to our call for succor.</p> + +<p>We repaired to our tent with our minds illy reconciled to passing +another night victims to the insatiable fleas, whose cry still was, +Blood, blood. All at once we heard the clanking of chains letting<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_73">{73}</a></span> go an +anchor. All rushed out, and there lay a dark object in the offing. Soon +we heard the splash of oars; and in a short time Mr. McCrellis, his +countenance beaming with smiles, stood in our midst. He was accompanied +by Captain Hillman, originally of New Bedford. His bark had been +chartered by the American consul to come to our rescue. The next morning +we bade farewell to rocks, and sand, and fleas, and repaired on board +the bark, where, for the first time since leaving the Fanchon, I caught +a glimpse of my sun-burned, swarthy countenance. The poisonous bite of +the fleas had contributed their share towards imparting to my skin the +appearance of a person suffering from measles, small-pox, and erysipelas +combined.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">As</span> you enter the harbor of Payta from sea, the town presents a most +uninviting appearance. It is built at the base of sand hills. The houses +have the appearance of mud huts; the roofs covered with tile. Upon a +nearer approach, not a green<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_74">{74}</a></span> thing can be discovered except the +balconies of some of the finer houses. The consul, tired, as he said, of +eternally seeing sand hills and sand-colored dwellings, had relieved the +monotony of the scene by substituting green paint wherever an +opportunity presented. At this time the town numbered about four +thousand inhabitants. They came to an anchor some distance from the +shore, and were soon surrounded by boats. The English, French, and +American consuls came on board, each equally desirous of giving us a +home, and contributing in any way to render our stay with them as +pleasant as possible. We repaired to the house of the American +consul—Mr. Ruden, of New York, who has a mercantile house established +there. This house is very spacious, constructed upon the Spanish plan of +architecture, and constructed wholly after the manner of South American +houses. The whole front of the lower part is appropriated to business.</p> + +<p>A wide and pleasant balcony surrounds the entire house at the second +story. Large windows, and still larger doors, open upon this balcony, +and render it an airy and delightful residence. From this balcony you +have a fine view of the harbor, dotted with ships of almost every +nation. In<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_75">{75}</a></span> addition—and not a very pleasant auxiliary, to be sure—are +multitudes of natives constantly sea-bathing, and frolicking in the +water. I often wondered if some of them were not really amphibious. Mr. +Ruden’s household consisted of himself and four gentlemen belonging to +the firm. All his servants were male natives, and he employed quite a +number, with a major domo to superintend them. Upon entering the +spacious parlor, my attention was attracted to the portrait of a lady +with such a pleasant expression of countenance that I hoped the original +was not far distant. In this, however, I was disappointed. It was a +portrait of Mr. Ruden’s mother, a resident of New York city. Mr. Ruden +was a bachelor; thus again was I deprived of female companionship. +Eighteen years of his life had been passed in South America, where he +had amassed quite a fortune.</p> + +<p>I often availed myself of the use of Mr. Ruden’s library. In this room +was suspended a hempen hammock, in which I enjoyed many a delightful +siesta. The bedsteads were all of polished brass, and very beautifully +curtained with bright-colored satin. Some of them cost as high as one +thousand dollars. The pillow-slips and counterpanes were solid +embroidery, executed by the delicate hands of the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_76">{76}</a></span> lovely Spanish +señoritas. They were placed on the beds over a lining of pink or blue +cambric, thereby displaying to great advantage the fine needle-work. +Even the toilet-towels were embroidered at each end a quarter of a yard +in depth, and then fringed. We breakfasted at ten o’clock, and dined at +five, <small>P.M.</small> At nine, <small>P.M.</small>, a servant would bring us a most excellent cup +of tea, which we generally enjoyed seated upon the balcony. Through the +day we were regaled with all the delicious fruits indigenous to a +tropical clime, among which were several kinds I had never before +tasted—the palta and cherrymoyer. The first-named is shaped something +like cucumber, and is eaten with pepper and salt. The flavor of the +cherrymoyer is perfectly delicious. This fruit is about the size of the +largest kind of Baldwin apple, and very pulpous. The fruit, together +with the water, and all the vegetables consumed in Payta, and all with +which the shipping is supplied, is transported across a desert of +sixteen miles in width, upon mules’ backs, from a town called Piura—a +perfect garden of Eden, through which flows a pellucid river. When the +ladies of Payta visit Piura to refresh themselves with a sight of the +beautiful in nature, they are transported in a palanquin, which is +rested upon<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_77">{77}</a></span> the shoulders of natives. On the desert there is not a tree +or shrub to mark one’s course. It is deep sand, from which footprints +are quickly erased. A pocket-compass is indispensable in crossing.</p> + +<p>There was a church near to Mr. Ruden’s house, which I often +frequented—at the matin hour, and again at vespers—to get a view of +the lovely brunettes, who, with heads uncovered, were kneeling in every +direction, upon soft mats brought every day by a servant, following in +close proximity to the señora or señorita. I admire their style of +beauty. The clear olive complexion; the soul and sympathy which beam +from their dark, lustrous eyes; their long, black, glossy hair; their +natural ease, grace, and warmth of manner; the lip so full of sentiment +and love, that, if the eyes were closed, the face would retain its +exquisite expression; their vivacity of manner in conversation—<i>all</i> +unite to form a lovely and fascinating woman.</p> + +<p>The walls of the churches are hung with coarse paintings, and engravings +of the saints, etc., etc. The chancel is decorated with numerous images +and symbolic ornaments used by the priests in their worship. Gold paper +and tinsel in barbaric taste are plastered without stint upon nearly +every<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_78">{78}</a></span> object that meets the eye. When, on festive occasions, the church +is lighted, it presents a very glittering appearance. The tastes and +predilections of the priests are totally unlike what one would suppose +their sacred offices would instigate. I have seen a priest leave the +church, walk directly to his house, take two fighting-cocks, one under +each arm, and repair to the scene of cock-fighting, and there spend +hours in betting.</p> + +<p>While at Payta, the United States sloop-of-war Vincennes, Commander +Hudson, arrived in port. The officers frequently dined with Mr. Ruden. +By invitation of Captain Hudson, we all dined on board the Vincennes. We +were welcomed alongside by a salute of twenty-one guns—a compliment +usually conferred upon a consul when he visits ships of the line. We +spent the afternoon most agreeably; and the refined hospitality, +courteous manners, intelligent and interesting conversation of our host, +made us regret the rapidly fleeing moments. It was a beautiful moonlight +eve when we left the Vincennes in the captain’s barge, rowed by those +men-of-war sailors, dressed with such uniform neatness. Not a ripple +disturbed the placid and glossy surface of the water. At night so pure +is the atmosphere, that the moon gives a light<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_79">{79}</a></span> sufficiently powerful +for the purposes of the reader or student who has good eyesight. There +is no necessity of burning the “midnight oil;” nature here lights the +lamp for the bookworm. So phosphorescent is the water, that every dip of +the oars is followed by a stream of light resembling fire. When we were +at Payta, we were informed that no rain had fallen during the preceding +seven years. We met there a friend from whom we had parted on the broad +Pacific, never expecting to meet again—Captain McKenzie. Yes! the +pleasant Scotch captain we left on board the Symmetry. Captain Thompson +had faithfully fulfilled the stipulation to leave them near the port of +Valparaiso. From thence he had taken passage in an English steamer bound +to Panama, and from there he would cross the isthmus, proceed to New +York, and from there to England. The steamer touched at Payta to remain +an hour, and Captain McKenzie stepped on shore to have a view of the +town. Nearly the first persons he saw were Captain Lunt and my husband. +When he parted from us last, we were bound to San Francisco. Judge, +then, of his astonishment at meeting them there. He knew at once some +unforeseen calamity had driven them from their course. From previous +events his<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_80">{80}</a></span> thoughts naturally reverted to fire; and his first +exclamation was, “My God! you have been burnt out again!” Too true. All +was then explained. There they met, at a port neither of them intended +to visit—the three captains who had lost their ships by fire. He paid +me a passing visit at the house, then departed on his way to his distant +home, to gladden the anxious hearts of wife and children. I have never +seen or heard from him since. But, whenever my thoughts revert to him, +the recollection is always flavored with old Scotch whiskey.</p> + +<p>The bark Carbargo, Captain Barstow, was loading at Payta for Panama. The +captain was a native of Pembroke, Mass., and, being acquainted with our +friends at home, felt quite an interest in our welfare. He very kindly +offered to give us a passage to Panama. Upon his assuring me he had not +a cargo of coal, but mules, sheep, and fowl instead, I felt I might +safely trust myself once more on board another vessel. It was a lovely +day we bade good-bye to Mr. Ruden and other friends, with whom we had +passed many pleasant hours during a four weeks’ sojourn at Payta. I had +changed somewhat in my personal appearance since first I beheld those +everlasting sand-hills.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_81">{81}</a></span> My wardrobe, too, had been replenished. I was +really a gainer by my temporary stay at Payta, and departed with a +lighter heart. Hope seemed to whisper of a cloudless to-morrow. How +wisely ordered, how characteristic of our natures, to hope on, hope +ever! When Hope deserts her throne, we are, indeed, like a lost mariner +without chart or compass.</p> + +<p>Here we are again on ship-board; and I have no better business, all +these long summer days, than to watch those thirty large mules, ranged +along the deck, fifteen on a side, their heads facing the vessel’s rail, +with just a path between the rows. They were the finest-looking mules I +ever saw. The South American mule is larger, as a general thing, than +the Mexican mule. The captain anticipated realizing a handsome sum for +them. They were in excellent order, and were blessed with such nice long +tails, which is considered quite an acquisition. One morning early, I +heard such a loud talking on deck, and in no very pleasant tones either, +I conjectured something awful had happened. I soon ascertained the cause +of the clamor. One of the mules had broken his fastening in the night, +and, not being discovered, had the extreme audacity to deprive nearly +all his brother mules of<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_82">{82}</a></span> their dearly prized appendages, eating the +hair square off, up to the fleshy part of their tail. It appears they +invariably practise this habit whenever they can get them in a position +where they can make no resistance. The sheep were between decks. The +heat must have been almost insupportable. They would gather round the +wind-sail with their noses up, panting terribly. It was not an agreeable +cargo; yet I had no fears of spontaneous combustion, although I +afterwards learned there was coal in for ballast.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Upon</span> arriving in the harbor of Panama, we came to an anchor about two +miles from the city. Ships scarcely ever go nearer on account of rocks. +It is not a very good harbor for vessels to lie in with safety, it is so +open. At anchor close by us was the ship Marianna, of San Francisco, +Captain Rossiter. He recognized my husband as an old acquaintance, +invited us on board his ship, where he was enjoying the society of his +wife and an inter<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_83">{83}</a></span>esting little child. Captain Rossiter informed us he +was going to take his ship down to Taboga, an island which lies about +ten miles from Panama. The P. M. S. S. Co. have a depot there. All the +steamers, when in port, lie there. The shipping frequent this place to +get a supply of water, which gushes in clear rivulets down the sides of +the mountains. A little steamer plies constantly between Taboga and +Panama for the accommodation of passengers, who are constantly flocking +from the miasma-infected city of Panama, to inhale the health-breathing +zephyrs of this island retreat. The shore is very bold. Ships of the +largest tonnage lie within a stone’s throw of the shore. Nearly all the +washing is carried from the city, and here cleansed in the running +streams by the native women, and spread upon the bushes to dry. At this +time there were three hotels there, and quite a number of native +populace. Since the time I allude to, they have been visited by a +destructive fire. It has been rebuilt, however. We spent one happy week +here. Daily Mrs. Rossiter and myself wandered up and down the mountain’s +side, protected from the sun’s rays by the umbrageous foliage which +formed a complete net-work above our heads. Here grew the cocoa-nut and +pine-apple. The monkeys<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_84">{84}</a></span> chattered and swung from branch to branch above +our heads. The parrot and paroquet screamed at us from their leafy +habitations. Birds of beautiful plumage were carolling their sweetest +notes, giving to these sylvan mountain-slopes a truly vivifying +appearance. Here, thought I, in company with loved ones, could I dream +away a happy existence. The impersonations of romance and solitude could +scarcely find a more congenial abode than this beautiful and sequestered +isle. At the expiration of this memory-treasured week, which was, +indeed, an oasis in the waste over which I had been wafted, we returned +to an anchor at Panama. That night I was suddenly and severely attacked +with what was conceded to be, by all, Panama fever of the most malignant +kind. The next day I was carried on shore, through the city, to a house +outside the city gates, owned by a gentleman from New Orleans. For the +use of one furnished room and board, the sum of forty dollars per week +was required. It was a large, barn-like dwelling. Nearly all the rooms +were rented to Spaniards. The partitions which divided the house into +apartments only extended to a height sufficient to conceal the occupants +from one another, without in the least obviating the noise and +disturbance naturally<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_85">{85}</a></span> occurring from so many living under one roof. +Even this tenement, rough as it was, far exceeded, in point of +cleanliness and healthy location, the crowded, and at that time filthy, +hotels of the city. Ours was a corner room in the second story, fronting +the street. Large doors, very much resembling barn-doors, opened from +two sides of the room upon a balcony, that indispensable appendage to +all the dwellings situated in tropical climes. Every breath of air which +fanned my burning brow seemed wafted from a heated furnace. For days I +lay a victim to that consuming fever, part of the time in blissful +unconsciousness. I say blissful, because my thoughts wandered to my +distant home, and I was relieved, for the time being, from the agonizing +thoughts that in intervals of reason obtruded themselves upon me. I was +attended by no physician. Captain Rossiter administered dose after dose +of calomel, until my system was completely prostrated. Well was it for +me that my knowledge of the Spanish language was so limited; otherwise I +might have been shocked by the language of some of the inmates of the +house. Every footfall, every loud word, echoed and reverberated through +that hollow building, sending, at each recurrence, a pang of agony +through my burning<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_86">{86}</a></span> brain. Fear, too, would assert her sway when left +alone, as I oftentimes was. For nearly two weeks the fever raged +incessantly; after which time, I gradually convalesced.</p> + +<p>When raised by pillows in my bed, I had a view of the street leading to +the rear gates of the city, and day after day could I see the silent +dead borne to their last resting-place. At that time, Panama was crowded +with Americans waiting to be conveyed to the gold-studded placers of +California. Alas! many of the number never reached the goal they so +ardently desired, and for which they had sacrificed their own happiness, +and that of those dearer to them than aught else except gold, the yellow +dust of temptation. Truly it may be said to be “the root of all evil,” +when it allures thousands from their peaceful homes, to meet an untimely +death. Reflections such as these had a decided tendency to depress still +more my already despondent heart. My recovery, at times, was considered +doubtful. It was too sickly to entertain the idea of remaining there +longer than was absolutely necessary. I was too weak to attempt to cross +the Isthmus; therefore, all hope of returning home was abandoned.</p> + +<p>It was decided to take passage at once for San<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_87">{87}</a></span> Francisco. We remained +one month at Panama. During the last two or three days of our stay, I +walked a short distance each day. One of our walks we extended as far as +the burying-ground. What a shunned and desolate spot was that American +burial-ground at Panama,—a mere necessary receptacle of lifeless flesh +and crumbling bones,—not even a stone raised to mark the last +resting-place of the many loved friends who had breathed their last sigh +in a strange land, and by strangers been consigned to mother earth! A +little piece of board was sometimes reared, with the name, age, and +place of residence, marked thereon; but often this little mark of +respect and affection had been displaced by mules, numbers of which are +constantly grazing among the graves. No inclosure protects these often +nameless mounds; straggling bushes struggle with rank and choking weeds +that overtop them. The whole place bears a deserted, forsaken +aspect—untrodden by the feet of memory and love. It is within sight of +the bay, whose waters, as they eternally dash against the shore, seem to +be chanting a requiem for the departed. The evening before we left +Panama, our attention was attracted by what we conceived to be a +torch-light procession, issuing from the city gate. Upon a nearer +ap<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_88">{88}</a></span>proach, it proved to be a funeral cortege. First came several +horsemen bearing torches; these were followed by a band of music, +playing very lively, heart-stirring strains; then came an open bier, +carried by natives, upon which was borne the lifeless remains of a sweet +little cherub, a lovely Spanish child—lovely even in death. It seemed +to be in a sitting posture. In each hand was placed a wax candle; +wreaths of flowers entwined its angelic brow, and were strewn in rich +profusion upon the bier. Innumerable wax tapers were inserted around the +outer edge of the bier, which shed an ethereal halo upon the little form +of clay, which had so recently been the pride and joy of fond parents. +Then followed another company of equestrians and pedestrians. It had the +appearance of some joyous festive scene rather than a funeral +procession. And, truly,</p> + +<div class="poetry"> +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">“Why should we mourn for the child early called<br></span> +<span class="i1">From the sin and the suffering of this darkened world?<br></span> +<span class="i1">Though ties of affection may early be riven,<br></span> +<span class="i1">Why wish back on earth the dear loved one in heaven?”<br></span> +</div></div> +</div> + +<p>Oh, how I suffered, while at Panama, for a draught of cold water, to +allay that feverish, burning thirst which seemed to be consuming the +very life-blood in my veins! By the time they could get the clear,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_89">{89}</a></span> cool +water from the gurgling rivulets of Taboga to Panama, it would be tepid, +and I would turn from it in disgust. Often, in my hours of delirium, +would I fancy myself at home, travelling again the little school path. I +would arrive at the running brook which wandered through green meadows, +and was spanned by a rustic bridge, over which, for twelve happy years, +our little feet had skipped each day, on the way to and from school. +Then I would fancy myself leaning far over the grassy brink—so far, I +could touch my lips to the transparent surface, and imbibe draught after +draught of the sparkling liquid. Pleasing hallucination! too quickly +dispelled by returning reason. In my lucid moments, I was ever thinking +of the old well at home, and wishing for <i>one</i> drink from the +“moss-covered bucket.” I felt it would save my life, when all else +should prove abortive. One who has never been prostrated by fever in a +burning tropical clime, when it was utterly impossible to obtain ice or +cool water, can scarcely conceive of the torture and agony endured. +Every breath of air is a simoom to the sufferer. My principal sustenance +was the banana and plantain.</p> + +<p>We took passage in the steamer Republic for San Francisco. The price of +our tickets at that<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_90">{90}</a></span> time were six hundred dollars. The Republic was +commanded by Captain William Hudson, a son of the commander of the +sloop-of-war Vincennes. He was a lieutenant in the navy, but was then +enjoying a furlough of four years, which he improved by taking charge of +the Republic.</p> + +<p>I saw nothing of the city of Panama except what met the eye in passing +through its narrow streets,—more properly, lanes,—bounded on either +side by high, prison-looking buildings, with iron bars in lieu of +window-sashes. Plenty of naked natives, all eager to carry us on board +in their bungoes (boats),—a noisy, wrangling set they were,—assembled +there upon the beach. Immediately upon reaching the steamer, I repaired +to my state-room, and, in an exhausted state, was assisted into my +berth. I remained in this situation through all the hurry and bustle +incident to the departure of an ocean steamer, but then was fated to be +disturbed in a manner I little dreamed of. A lady came to the +state-room, and very unceremoniously demanded my berth, saying her +ticket, which she had purchased in New York, called for it. Here was a +dilemma! The ticket calling for that berth had been sold twice. Captain +Hudson was called to the rescue. He decided I should not be removed. He<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_91">{91}</a></span> +had previously been informed of the series of accidents that had +befallen us on our eventful voyage, and declared, laughingly, that, +unless routed by fire, I should not be molested. He offered to provide +the lady from New York with another room; which she obstinately refused +to occupy, vehemently averring that she would lie upon the cabin-floor, +and prosecute the company for practising such duplicity. This threat she +put in execution upon her arrival at San Francisco, and received +compensation to the amount of several thousand dollars.</p> + +<p>Upon getting out to sea, my recovery was visibly accelerated by the +invigorating sea-breezes and cheerful companionship of our +fellow-voyagers. I made many pleasant acquaintances, and formed +friendships which have endured to the present,—not the fashionable +friendship of an hour, which dishonor the name, but attachments that +have stood the test of adversity and misfortunes. The steamer Republic +had on board four hundred passengers. Thirty out of this number were +ladies,—the largest number which, at that time, had been taken on board +any one steamer to San Francisco. There were but very few of them +accompanied by their husbands; the remainder were going to meet their +liege lords, from whom they had been separated,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_92">{92}</a></span> some two years and +longer. It was very amusing to listen to the various conjectures +advanced as to the probability of their being recognizable, after being +for so long a time strangers to the hair-clipping propensity of the +razor. In those early days of California hair-producing memory, when the +passion for gold-hunting completely absorbed all other faculties, but +very little time or attention was expended upon their persons.</p> + +<p>The steamer put into Acapulco to coal up. The harbor reminded me +somewhat of Port Stanley, although it is not quite so completely +land-locked. The natives swam off to the ship in numbers; while the +passengers amused themselves by throwing over pieces of money, which, as +it was sinking, they dove after, and obtained with surprising dexterity. +They appeared again upon the surface, in an incredibly short space of +time, with their dark countenances illumined by a grin, illustrative of +much delight, holding high the hand, and displaying the rescued coin. +Then they would deposit it quickly in their mouths, and be in readiness +for another dive. The most successful one was easily detected by his +protuberant cheeks. To deceive, one of the passengers threw over a +button. Upon discovering the deception practised, no enticement could +after<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_93">{93}</a></span>wards induce them to dive after what fell from his hand. Their +discriminating powers must be very acute to recollect the countenance of +that gentleman among so many strange faces. We remained nearly one day +at Acapulco, which most of the passengers improved by wandering through +the town and its suburbs.</p> + +<p>Not having recovered my health sufficiently to endure a tiresome tramp, +I only saw that part of the town in immediate proximity to the harbor. I +was very favorably impressed, however. It was the cleanest, neatest, +most cheerful-looking Spanish town I had ever beheld. Shops of every +description met the eye, almost bewildering the senses with the +multifarious display. The cafés at every corner sent out a cheering +welcome to the olfactory organ; the bazaar was thronged with people +displaying fruit in all its stages, sufficient, if partaken of, to +prostrate the whole ship’s company; and the incomprehensible jargon of +the venders reminding one of (as some express it) “bedlam let loose.” +Sometimes one feels half inclined to purchase, if for nought else than +to win one of those irresistible smiles from the señorita in attendance.</p> + +<p>Upon entering the harbor, the first thing that met my eye was the ship +Symmetry, which came<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_94">{94}</a></span> to our deliverance off Cape Horn. She had, after a +tedious voyage, reached her destination. Capt. Thompson recognized us +from the deck of the Symmetry, and came on board to see me. He informed +me his crew were all in the lock-up, and there he intended to keep them, +to ensure better behavior in future. He looked really care-worn, from +continued and incessant trials. I pitied him more than I liked him. We +wondered at his coming to see us. I never saw him more.</p> + +<p>Soon we were again steaming our way along the coast to San Francisco. +One night, we were all startled from our slumbers by the quick ring of +the fire-bell, and the wild shout of “Fire! fire!” ringing loud and +clear from the deck. Oh, what a rushing and screaming with the ladies! +what terrified looks, as they crowded and pushed one another up the +stairs, in mad haste to gain the deck! It was a scene of terrible +confusion; in the midst of which I stopped to put on shoes and +stockings. I say not this to boast of more self-possession or calmness +in moments of peril than naturally belongs to the sex; but, having been +so often subjected to the fiery ordeal during that eventful year, I had +learned to expect it as a matter of course, and was not so startled or +unprepared by the recurrence of such<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_95">{95}</a></span> an event as those more favored, +who had recently left pleasant homes, and had encountered nought but +sunshine. It appeared one of the waiters had gone to the engineer’s room +(which was upon deck) to draw alcohol from a cask. It ignited by a spark +from the lamp; the cask exploded, and set fire to the room. The boy +rushed out in terror, rang the bell, and cried “Fire!” at the top of his +voice. One of the engineers, who was in bed at the time, was severely +burned. The greatest confusion prevailed for awhile, after the +passengers gained the deck <i>en masse</i>. Some sprang to the boats, +attempting to cut away the lashings, and were only deterred from +committing this dastardly act through fear of having a bullet put +through their heads. Several amusing and ludicrous incidents transpired +also. One man took his umbrella in one hand, and carpet-bag in the +other, and was caught in the act of jumping overboard. A Jew, who had on +board goods to the amount of several thousand dollars, was offering them +to any one for a bid of three hundred dollars, and cash down. The old +adage, “the ruling passion strong in death,” was here verified.</p> + +<p>It was pronounced at once by all the ladies, that I must be the “Jonah;” +and really I began to think there might be some truth in the assertion.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_96">{96}</a></span></p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> last of April, 1851, after an eventful and tedious voyage, we +approached the entrance to the harbor of San Francisco, appropriately +denominated the “Golden Gate.” The entrance is about a mile and a half +in breadth. The waters of the bay appear to have opened for themselves a +passage through the elevated ridge of hills next to the shore of the +Pacific, which rise abruptly on either side of the opening. There is +always depth of water sufficient to admit ships of the largest size; and +so completely land-locked and protected from the winds is the harbor, +that vessels can ride at anchor in perfect safety, in all kinds of +weather. The harbor is sufficient to accommodate all the navies in the +world. As the emigrant approaches California from the ocean, Monte +Diabolo is the first land by which the eye is greeted. It is situated in +Contra Costa county, sixty or seventy miles distant from Sacramento, in +a south-westerly direction. According to the best information obtained, +the altitude of this mountain is about five thousand feet above the +level of the sea. It stands at the north-western termination of the +inner coast range, dis<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_97">{97}</a></span>jointed and isolated, and, like most of its bleak +and sterile companions, is rent by deep fissures and yawning chasms, +which give it the appearance rather of a cluster of small mountains than +one ponderous pile. But little is yet known of the geological history of +Monte Diabolo, or the “Mountain of the Devil.” San Francisco is situated +on the south side of the entrance, fronting on the bay, about six miles +from the ocean. The bay, from the city of San Francisco due east, is +about twelve miles in breadth. A range of high hills bounds the view on +the opposite side. Between them and the shore is a broad and fertile +plain, called the Contra Costa. Quite a little village had sprung up +there, on the shore of the bay, when I last saw the place, called +Oakland.</p> + +<p>Yerba Buena (sweet herb) is an island in the bay, and almost directly +fronting the city of San Francisco, a mile or so distant. There are +several small islands in the bay. Opposite San Francisco, on the north +side of the bay, is a place called Sausolito where, at an early period +in the history of San Francisco, vessels repaired, preparatory to +sailing, to take in their water. Now, water-boats are plying between +Sausolito and the city, affording ample remuneration for the toil. On +the right<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_98">{98}</a></span>hand side of the bay, as you are approaching the city, is +situated the Presidio of San Francisco. It consists of several blocks of +adobe buildings, covered with tiles. The walls of most of the buildings +are crumbling for the want of care in protecting them from annual rains.</p> + +<p>At a distance of a mile and a half from the entrance to the bay, are the +remains of an old fort. It is fast going to decay, daily threatening a +complete ruin. The guns are dismounted, and some of them are half +decomposed from exposure to the weather. When I passed through the +Golden Gate for the last time, there was in process of erection a +fortification on one of the bluffs commanding the entrance. Outside, lay +the wreck of the clippership Golden Fleece; the ceaseless motion of the +waves chanting a requiem over her remains.</p> + +<p>At San Francisco, during the summer and autumnal months, the wind blows +directly from the ocean, rendering the temperature cool enough in the +afternoon for woollen clothing, in midsummer. The mornings are usually +calm and pleasantly warm. About sunset, the wind dies away, and the +nights are comparatively calm. In winter months, the wind blows in soft, +balmy breezes from the southeast; the thermometer rarely sinking below +50 deg.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_99">{99}</a></span> When the winds blow from the ocean, it never rains. When they +blow from the land it is lowery, and resembles that of the month of May, +in the same latitude on the Atlantic coast. The coolness of the climate, +and briskness of the air, are confined to particular localities on the +coast; and this description is not applicable to the interior of the +country, or even to other places on the coast.</p> + +<p>Such a hurry, such a bustle, so much excitement! We are nearing the +wharf at San Francisco. What crowds of men assembled upon the pier, +ready to rush on board as soon as the steamer is made fast! I almost +envied those who were going to meet loved friends. We knew none, to give +us a cheerful greeting, in that city of strangers.</p> + +<p>Mrs. B——, a lady who was accompanied by her husband, and myself seated +ourselves upon deck, to witness the meetings. So many joyful tears were +shed, such heartful embraces! Fathers caressing little ones they had +never before seen; they in turn frightened half out of their wits at +finding themselves in the arms of such frightful objects. Sometimes we +could scarcely repress the tears at witnessing some affecting scene; at +others, constrained to laugh outright at some really ludicrous sight. +One delighted husband said, “Why<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_100">{100}</a></span> don’t you kiss me, Bessy?” She stood +gazing at this hirsute representation of her better half in utter +astonishment; then timidly ejaculated, “I can’t find any place.” “Oh!” +said Mrs. B——, sportively, “they will all get a kiss but you and me.” +Almost instantly a gentleman sprang to her side, cordially greeting her, +and even bestowing a kiss. I was almost stupefied at such audacity, for +at first she seemed not to recognize him. Soon the air of astonishment, +and even of alarm, resigned its place upon her countenance to the glad +smile of recognition. He was an old friend, whom she had not seen for +years. He thought he recollected her countenance; then the sound of her +voice confirmed his preconceptions. I felt greatly relieved when I found +it was not the custom in California for the gentlemen to kiss all the +ladies they fancied, whether acquainted or not.</p> + +<p>My husband and myself, by invitation of the captain, concluded to remain +on board that night. He insisted upon our occupying his room in his +absence, as business called him ashore. “Everything,” said he, “is at +your disposal, except my tooth-brush.”</p> + +<p>Next morning, upon going ashore, my husband met a cousin of ours, who +was residing in Happy<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_101">{101}</a></span> Valley. He came immediately on board, and +insisted upon our going at once to his house. This cordial invitation we +at once accepted. Mr. B——had emigrated to California in 1849, and +there married.</p> + +<p>How unique to me seemed everything in San Francisco, when first I paced +its sandy streets leading to Happy Valley! They were building up the +water-lots rapidly. The old ship Niantic, of Boston, seemed quite up +town. Upon the deck of this condemned ship was reared quite an imposing +edifice, bearing the signature of the Niantic Hotel. Streets were +extended far beyond it, bayward. The interstices between some of these +streets were not yet filled. I grow dizzy even now, thinking about it. +In our haste to reach Happy Valley, and avoid, as far as lay in our +power, those interminable sand-hills, it was proposed to cross one of +those interstices on a hewn timber, which, at least, must have been +nearly one hundred feet, and at a height of twelve feet, I should think, +from the green slimy mud of the dock. I succeeded pretty well, until +about halfway over, when, finding myself suddenly becoming very dizzy, I +was obliged to stop, get down on my knees, and hold on to the timber. I +was afraid to<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_102">{102}</a></span> proceed, lest I should fall into the mud and water below, +and, for the same reason, unable to retrace my steps. After much crying +on my part, and coaxing and scolding on the part of the gentleman, I +succeeded in reaching the terminus of the timber. That was my +introduction into the town of San Francisco in 1851.</p> + +<p>Upon leaving, three years afterwards, I traversed that same locality. It +had become the richest business part of the city. There were nicely +paved walks, bounded on either side by massive granite and brick +structures, an ornament to the city—the pride and the glory of the +energetic pioneers, representatives from every state in the Union.</p> + +<p>Very soon after our arrival occurred the largest conflagration ever +recorded in the annals of San Francisco. The memorable fire of the 3d of +May, 1851, will ever be remembered by all residents of the place at that +time with feelings of pain and commiseration. Oh! it was a night of +intense suffering to hundreds of human beings. We were startled from our +slumbers between the hours of eleven and twelve, by the to me familiar +cry of “Fire!” My first thought, upon awakening, was, “I am on terra +firma, I can run.” Fires, at that time of paper-and-cloth-architectural +memory, raged with<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_103">{103}</a></span> astonishing rapidity. Whole streets were swept away +in less time than it would occupy to relate the events arising from the +sad catastrophe. We were in Happy Valley, situated at that time at the +extreme end of the town, towards Rincon Point. The fire originated as +far in an opposite direction. Therefore people were all rushing towards +Happy Valley, as a place offering protection.</p> + +<p>The streets were full of drays, rushing along with breakneck speed, to +deposit goods and all kinds of merchandise in any possible place of +safety. What rich bales of silk, and fine clothing, were tumbled +topsy-turvy into hastily made excavations in the innumerable sand-hills +around the valley. Some were depositing valuables in the few (what were +then supposed to be) fire-proof buildings, which had been erected at +considerable expense. Often buildings were on fire before the inmates, +in their consternation, could find an article of clothing; and they +would rush into the crowded street in their night-clothes, nearly +distracted with the deafening shouts of the excited multitude. The wind +seemed to blow fiercely. The insatiable flames came roaring and rushing +onward, darting its thousand-forked tongues of fire far up into the +midnight sky. The fire companies, what few there<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_104">{104}</a></span> were, were prompt and +energetic in action; but even <i>they</i> were driven from their posts of +duty, and their life-sacrificing efforts rendered abortive.</p> + +<p>In one instance, a company, with their engine, were driven to the verge +of a wharf by the fiery pursuer. Mrs. B—— and myself were standing +upon the door-step, witnessing with trembling hearts its nearer approach +and nearer. It was heart-rending to witness the distress of delicate +women, driven from their homes at midnight, with no protection from the +chilly winds but their night-clothes, lamenting, not their own fate, but +the uncertain fate of those near and dear to them, who were combatting +with the fiery elements for the preservation of life and property. Oh, +it was a sad spectacle! Yet, even amid it all, might be seen some +heartless person divesting himself of his own soiled apparel, to be +replaced with new, purloined from some pile of ready-made clothing. How +much of value, that night, the dishonest ones appropriated to their own +use!</p> + +<p>Still nearer came the flames, until only one block of buildings +separated them from the Oriental Hotel. That once on fire, and no human +power could save Happy Valley. All the engines were brought to play upon +this block, which was owned by Mac<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_105">{105}</a></span>ondry, and by him occupied as a +warehouse. The bravely-fought struggle was viewed with varying emotions +of hope and fear. At length the never-ceasing powers of man conquered. +They succeeded in arresting the progress of the fire king, and the +little hamlet of Happy Valley was preserved. At early dawn, we visited +the scene of the fire. It would require a more graphic description than +could ever emanate from pen of mine to do justice to the scene of +destruction there presented. Lifeless bodies, literally burned to a +cinder, wholly unrecognizable by nearest relatives, lay near to the +walls of the half-demolished brick structure. They had fled to this +building as a place of safety, thinking it to be, what all considered +it, fire-proof. The flames raged around it with unresisting fury: the +heat became very intense. The occupants vainly endeavored to effect an +egress. One poor fellow rushed to remove the heated bolts, and actually +burned all the flesh from his hands before effecting his object. Then he +was seen to rush frantically forth into the flames, stagger, turn, and +run a little way in an opposite direction—then fall. He was dragged +from the flames by some daring, humane hand, and his life preserved; +although he was maimed and crippled, and rendered blind, for life.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_106">{106}</a></span> I +saw the poor being afterwards, and heard him relate the painful story. +The scenes I witnessed that day might wring tears from a heart of stone. +Men who, a few short hours before, were worth thousands and hundreds of +thousands, now sat weeping over the ashes of their once splendid +fortunes. Some who were not possessed of sufficient self-command and +fortitude to meet and brave life’s severest trials, had sought +consolation for every woe in the intoxicating cup; others sat, the +images of mute despair, their grief too profound to permit a tear or +sigh to escape as a mitigation of their deep-seated sorrow; some had +already commenced fencing in their lots, although the smouldering ashes +emitted an almost suffocating heat. These hasty proceedings were at that +time expedient, to prevent their lots from being jumped; for these were +the days of squatter memory, when possession was nine-tenths of the law. +We were in pursuit of Mr. and Mrs. B——. With her I had formed a close +intimacy on board the steamer. Her husband, previous to the fire, was +established in a lucrative business, but who had now shared the fate of +all. Where was Mrs. B—— and her little daughter Nelly? They were +obliged to run in their night-clothes. <span class="pagenum"><a id="page_107">{107}</a></span>Mr. B—— deposited two or three +trunks of their most valuable clothing in one of those fire-proof +buildings, and, of course, they were burnt, leaving them nothing which +they could call their own out of their once abundant supply. Mrs. +B——that night sought and found protection at an hospital kept by a +friend of hers, a doctor from New York. The building was situated upon +the summit of one of the many hills which surround the city, and about a +mile from where she had lived. This distance she ran, without even shoes +or stockings, almost dragging her little girl along, who was so +terrified as to be almost incapable of supporting herself. After +learning her whereabouts, I hastened to see her, and found her, where +she was obliged to remain for the time being, in bed. I supplied her +with a few articles of clothing from my limited wardrobe; but she being +a much taller person than myself, we were really at a loss how to make +her appear respectable, unless she would consent to make her debut in +Bloomer costume. “Necessity is indeed the mother of invention;” and, +after some crying, and a good deal more laughing, we had her equipped +for a promenade. Then Nelly was released from “durance vile;” but it +would have puzzled wiser heads than ours to have designated her costume. +Poor child! how she lamented the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_108">{108}</a></span> fate of all the nice things which she +had brought from home! This was her first great grief. The proposition +was made to us from Mr. and Mrs. B——, to go to housekeeping in company +with them, and take boarders. No time was to be lost: after a fire in +California was the time for immediate action. That day we found an +unoccupied house, a little over the ridge of the hills.</p> + +<p>The owner of this domicile had gone to the States; the agent for which +was also absent in the mines. Therefore, our husbands had the audacity +to take quiet possession; and, before night, we were duly installed in +our new house. Perhaps some of my readers may have the curiosity to know +how we so readily furnished our intended boarding-house, while nearly +the entire city was in ruins. Well, in the house we found two bedsteads, +with a miserable straw bed upon each; quite a good cooking-stove, with a +few appurtenances attached; a pine table, constructed of unplaned +boards; and old boxes, in lieu of chairs. Dishes, knives and forks, and +spoons, we had picked up from the heterogeneous mass of half-consumed +rubbish upon the former site of Mr. B——’s store. But, at such a time +as that, if one could get anything to eat, he never stopped to see if +his fork was blessed with<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_109">{109}</a></span> one prong or three; and, if the knife was +minus a handle, it was just as well, provided the blade was good. And +then, too, a person was not particular about enjoying the luxury of both +cup and saucer, if at any time there were more people than dishes. The +next day, our husbands secured us as many boarders as we could +accommodate with meals: a lodging they sought elsewhere.</p> + +<p>We were to receive twelve dollars per week for board. Don’t laugh: that +was cheap board, when you take into consideration the exorbitant price +of provisions. For butter we paid one dollar and a half per pound; beef +steak, twenty-five cents per pound; and all else in proportion. +Vegetables were sold by the pound, and dearly sold, too. I never +prepared a meal, but what I thought of the old woman who had but one +kettle in which to cook everything. We made coffee in the tea-kettle +mornings; and, at night, made tea in the same.</p> + +<p>There was a well of water at some distance from the house, near the foot +of the hill; and, oh, what a deep one it was! The bucket, which would +contain two pailfuls, had to be drawn to the top by a windlass. The +united exertions of Mrs. B—— and myself were scarcely sufficient to +bring it to the top. Oh, how we have laughed, and tugged, and<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_110">{110}</a></span> laughed, +until we could tug no longer, over that old well! Our husbands were +busily engaged at the store-lot clearing and fencing it, and erecting a +temporary building, to be in readiness to receive a fresh supply of +goods which was daily expected to arrive, and which, fortunately for Mr. +B——, had had a longer passage than usual. Our boarding-house in San +Francisco will never be forgotten; and, when reverted to, will +invariably call up a smile, even if we are entertaining those provoking +imps, the blues. Many times since, I have met some of those boarders at +the tables of fashionable hotels; in which case, I was sure to receive +some compliment in reference to the good dinners they had eaten from the +old pine table, minus the tablecloth. The proceeds derived from keeping +this boarding-house was decidedly insufficient remuneration for the +amount of physical labor expended. We concluded, therefore, to seek our +fortunes in some inland town, and nearer the mines, and perhaps at the +mines.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_111">{111}</a></span></p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">About</span> seven weeks from the time of our arrival in San Francisco, we +found ourselves on board one of the river steamers bound to Marysville. +I parted with regret from Mrs. B——. We had lived, and laughed, and +suffered together <i>so</i> long, it was hard to separate. We met once +afterwards, for she travelled many weary miles to visit me. Little +Nelly, too—how I loved that child! I can see her now, in imagination, +with her sparkling eyes and rosy cheeks, tugging along a handful of +burnt wood for “mother to cook with.” Those were hard days for Nelly and +Mrs. B——. Since then, Mr. B—— has amassed a splendid fortune. I +wonder if Nelly will ever forget those days in which she was sent out +gleaning sticks of wood and pieces of burnt boards, with which to make +the kettle boil.</p> + +<p>The upper division of the bay of San Francisco is called the Suisun. +Situated upon the strait connecting the two divisions, is the town of +Benicia, on the north, and the pleasant little hamlet of Martinez, on +the south side. How sunny and pleasant looked the valleys bordering on +the bay! the luxuriant growth of wild oats therein affording excellent<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_112">{112}</a></span> +pasturage for the numerous herds of wild cattle roaming over the +country. Soon we found ourselves entering the noble Sacramento. The +river, at intervals, is fringed with timber, chiefly oak, sycamore, and +willows. Grape-vines, and a variety of shrubbery, ornament its banks. +The quiet, peaceful stillness which pervades all nature, as you are +ascending this stream, has an ineffable charm, a sort of fascination, to +the beholder. The boat stopped a short time at Sacramento city. How very +low and flat the town appeared, in point of locality, compared with San +Francisco,—not a single hill to relieve the eye! It presented one +feature peculiar to all California towns at that day—a great deal of +canvas pre-eminently conspicuous, in the shape of buildings, with signs +attached, competing, in point of size, with the buildings which they +graced.</p> + +<p>In some places the river is nearly half a mile in width. It makes some +very graceful bends. The land bordering on this magnificent stream is +very low, and subject to inundations, which is a serious impediment to +the advancement of agriculture, to which the soil is admirably adapted. +Three years afterwards, when sailing down this majestic stream, I +witnessed with delight many spots of this river<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_113">{113}</a></span>side wilderness, made to +“blossom as the rose” by the indomitable energy and unconquerable +enterprise, in opposition to every discouragement, of the successful +pioneers. I often wished, as some spot lovelier than another met the +eye, that it had been my lot to have found a home in just such a sunny +spot, far away from the noisy strife of the busy, bustling world. But I +must not tarry too long on thy bosom, noble Sacramento, but leave thy +allurements and beauties to be chronicled by some abler pen than mine, +and hasten up stream to the point where Feather River, one of the +largest tributaries of the Sacramento, unites her limpid waters with +those of her sister river.</p> + +<p>With the name of Feather River the early Anglo-Californian associates +the commingled sentiments of many a pleasure and pain. The rich tributes +of gold which rewarded his toil could not compensate for the saddened +yearnings of the heart. All that he loved on earth were far away from +him; his condition was hazardous in the extreme; no friend, perhaps, was +near with a solace; and, but for the inspiriting unction of a constantly +indulged hope, even the <i>future</i> would have been desolate and dreary.</p> + +<p>The steamer turns her prow to the right, and is<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_114">{114}</a></span> gracefully cutting her +way through the waters of Feather River. I kept constantly upon deck to +inhale the balmy air, and to look out upon the lively and ever-changing +landscape. Sometimes the trees would crowd the bank to the very brink; +some gracefully bending to kiss the water; some rearing their stately +heads high above, but stretching their wide arms over its margin; all +faithfully mirrored far down in its glassy depth, though sometimes the +reflections were partially obliterated, and sometimes, for a moment, the +<i>whole</i> was shivered into trembling fragments by the transient breeze +that swept the surface too roughly, and the widely extended ripple from +the wake of the steamer.</p> + +<p>There were on board several distinguished persons, who proposed a visit +to Capt. Sutter’s ranch. This delightful residence is situated on the +left bank of Feather River, as you are proceeding up stream. Visitors of +distinction are landed at the foot of his garden. The steamer runs in +close proximity to the bank fronting his dwelling. They usually give him +a salute after landing visitors. Sometimes an answering salute is given +from a mounted cannon standing in the centre of his garden. Near to it +is erected a tall flag-staff. The dwelling-house is constructed of adobe +brick, repre<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_115">{115}</a></span>senting the Dutch style of architecture. It is completely +embowered with shrubbery, and creeping, flowering vines. A more definite +description of the grounds adjoining will be given hereafter, when I +shall have visited the place, and from personal observation endeavor to +interest the reader by delineating the beauties surrounding this lovely +retreat of the noble-hearted old general. Captain Sutter, or, rather, +General Sutter, as he is now titled, is a native of Switzerland, and was +at one time an officer in the French army.</p> + +<p>He emigrated to the United States, and was naturalized. From thence, +after a series of romantic incidents, he located himself in California, +in the midst of numerous and hostile tribes of Indians. With a small +party of men, which he originally brought with him, he succeeded in +defending himself until he erected his fort. Several times, when +besieged by hostile foes, he has subsisted upon grass alone for many +days.</p> + +<p>The land bordering upon Feather River is more elevated than that +bordering upon the Sacramento. Soon, far ahead, is discernible the +dividing line in the water, where the muddy waters of the Yuba River +mingle with the deep, blue, translucent current of Feather River.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_116">{116}</a></span></p> + +<p>The banks of the Yuba, at its junction with Feather River, are romantic +in the extreme. There is a thick growth of trees bestudding the banks, +and dipping gracefully into the stream; the branches of the taller +uniting overhead, and forming a leafy canopy, almost entirely excluding +the rays of the sun from the smoothly gliding current. The beautiful +weeping-willows fringing the margin, the creeping vines twining their +tendrils around the trunks of the trees, and the variety of shrubbery, +give it a decidedly tenebrious appearance, and keep the eye of the +traveller, who gazes from the deck of some one of the numerous steamers +plying the stream, constantly occupied in tracing the variety of +features which this and similar views are constantly presenting.</p> + +<p>A short distance above the cove-shaped entrance to the Yuba River, and +at the head of steamboat navigation, is situated the town of Marysville. +At the time I first saw it, the sun was just gilding the tops of the +little canvas stores surrounding the plaza. This little square seemed +literally swarming with people, who had gathered around the landing. +Some had resorted thither from motives of idle curiosity, to gaze at the +people as they stepped ashore, hoping, perhaps, to recognize the form +and<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_117">{117}</a></span> features of some friend from their far-off homes. Others were drawn +to the spot in the hope of acquiring accessions to their already +well-filled hotels. The draymen, too, were on the spot, ready to take +your baggage anywhere and everywhere. Their importunities were as +unceasing as those of our hackmen at city depots and steamboat wharfs. +Their style of conveyance was rather more primitive than comfortable. +However, I was seated upon my trunk on a dray, ready to be drawn to any +one of the first-class houses, which were enumerated as follows: the +United States, Oriental, Tremont, St. Charles, etc. My husband decided +that we should go the United States, and thither we were accordingly +taken.</p> + +<p>I was perfectly delighted with the appearance of this little inland +city. Every little collection of canvas stores and dwellings in +California were denominated cities. Marysville, at that time, boasted of +several large frame buildings, among which were the above-mentioned +hotels. It was ranked the third city in regard to size and improvements +in Upper California.</p> + +<p>It is useless to attempt to convey to the minds of any, except those who +were pioneers to California, the unique appearance of those little +bustling,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_118">{118}</a></span> business localities, in convenient proximity to mining +districts. Such trains of pack-mules as were constantly departing (so +heavily laden, I pitied the poor beasts from my heart) on their long and +tedious journeys to far-distant mining regions. There, too, is seen the +swarthy Mexican vaquero, mounted on his fleet Californian steed, +galloping through the street, “all booted and spurred;” and oh, what +spurs!—enough to make one cringe when they see them driven so +mercilessly into the reeking sides of the poor beast. Then the mule and +horse auctions at the corners of the streets, drawing together a +motley-looking set of fellows, rough and uncouth in appearance, but +possessing, nevertheless, noble hearts, ready hands, and, I have no +doubt, well-filled purses, with which to assist a fellow-sufferer. I +lived long enough in California to learn from experience never to judge +a person by his apparel. The coarsest garb often covered the warmest +hearts; the most sun-burned, heavily-bearded physiognomy often concealed +the most intellectual features; for all classes had flocked +indiscriminately to the gold regions of California.</p> + +<p>On the night of our arrival, there was a travelling theatre to open for +the first time in Marysville; and a mounted horseman was galloping<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_119">{119}</a></span> +through the streets, announcing, at the top of his voice, the programme +of the evening’s performance. After supper, being somewhat fatigued from +the journey up river, I retired, but not to sleep. Such a din and +confusion as was kept up in the street! A bowling alley and gambling +house on the opposite side of the way each contributed their share to +the babel-like confusion, that seemed to reign triumphant. Our room was +situated in the front part of the building, the only access to which was +from the balcony; and the only way of admitting any air into the room +was by leaving open the door, which served the double purpose of window +and door. Sometime in the night, we were aroused by some person moving +about the room. I was terribly frightened, thinking, of course, it was +some robber or assassin. My husband accosted the intruder with “Halloa! +what do you want here?” The reply was, “I am coming to bed! what +business have <i>you</i> in my bed? Come, vamos!” and, in the mean time, he +was making preparations to strike a light. Said my husband, “There is a +lady here; <i>we</i> occupy this room. Now leave instanter, or I will assist +you.” He started to the door, muttering, “I will see the landlord about +this; if there was not a lady here, I would see who the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_120">{120}</a></span> room belonged +to.” As soon as he left, my husband shut and locked the door, and we +were left unmolested, to smother until morning.</p> + +<p>It seemed, upon inquiry, that our room had been previously occupied by +two brothers. Upon our arrival, the house being crowded, and one of the +brothers absent for a few days, the landlord had proposed to the +remaining one to resign his double bed for a single one, in order to +accommodate us. The absent brother returned late in the night, and the +bar-keeper, through negligence or ignorance, omitted to inform him of +the change; and thereby I was frightened half out of my wits at this +midnight intrusion.</p> + +<p>Ladies were very scarce in Marysville; at this time there were not more +than half a dozen, at the most, who were deserving of the appellation. +Comparatively speaking, there were no children. I had lived there more +than a year before the merry voice of childhood gladdened my ears. There +were no churches, no school-houses. All were intent upon the one great +object that had lured them so far from their native land. There were +assembled representatives from every clime and country on the face of +the globe. The European, the Asiatic, the African, the Anglo-Saxon, the +Sandwich-Islander,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_121">{121}</a></span> all, whose general interests and pursuits were so +varied, had here convened for one and the same purpose—to get gold. No +law was acknowledged except Lynch law; and the penalty for offences, so +summarily enforced by the vigilance committees, served admirably to keep +in check the murderous, villanous propensities of too many of the +refugees from justice from all parts of the world. Alas! many of them +had found a shelter in the almost inaccessible fastnesses of the +mountains, remote from the regular settlements, and beyond the reach of +organized vigilance committees. In the solitary recesses of the Sierra +Nevada were little clusters of men, with nothing but the trees, and +perhaps a little canvas tent, for shelter, and <i>no</i> protection but their +own strength and vigilance, possessed of large amounts of gold, where +there was no eye to see, and no agent to pursue, the guilty. It was not +strange, where the temptation was so great, that robbers and assassins +were ever ready to pounce upon the unwary.</p> + +<p>Board at the United States Hotel at that time was four dollars per diem +for the single person; therefore, with our limited means, we could +remain here but a short time. The Tremont Hotel had been recently +erected, and I learned the proprie<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_122">{122}</a></span>tors would like to find an American +lady to superintend the domestic department. I presented myself, and +obtained the situation. I was to receive one hundred and twenty-five +dollars per month. In the interim, my husband was looking about, +undetermined what business to engage in. We stopped at the Tremont five +weeks, at the expiration of which time, my husband rented the Atlantic +Hotel, and thither we removed. This was in July. The heat was intense, +the thermometer ranging from 90 to 110 deg., not only day after day, but +week after week. How I watched in vain for a cloud in the horizon! but +not one appeared for months, to mitigate the scorching fervency of the +heat.</p> + +<p>While stopping at the Tremont, I witnessed what to me was a novel sight; +and if, kind reader, you will pardon the digression, I will endeavor to +relate, in a manner which I hope will interest, the method of taming a +wild horse. The first I saw was an unusual collection of people, and in +their midst a horse blindfolded, with a Mexican vaquero in the act of +mounting. When once seated on the back of these wild, fleet animals of +the plains, it is next to an impossibility to unhorse them. From the +nature of their pursuits and<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_123">{123}</a></span> amusements, they have brought horsemanship +to a degree of perfection challenging admiration, and exciting +astonishment. All things being in readiness, the blinder was removed. +The horse, for the first time in his life feeling the weight of man upon +his back, with distended nostrils, eyes glaring like orbs of fire, and +appearing to protrude from their sockets, gave a succession of fierce +snorts, performed sundry evolutions which would have puzzled the master +of a gymnasium to have imitated, and then dashed off at a furious rate, +seemingly determined to free himself from his captor, or die in the +attempt. It was an exciting and cruel sport to witness. The reeking +sides of the poor beast were covered with foam and blood, which had been +drawn by driving those merciless spurs into the flesh. Both horse and +rider would disappear for a few moments in some distant part of the +town, then reappear again, dashing madly on. Finally, the horse, in +passing the Tremont Hotel, which was all thrown open in front to admit +air, sprang, quick as a flash, upon the piazza, and dashed madly into +the bar-room. In making his ingress so suddenly, the Mexican’s head had +been forcibly struck against the top of the door, and he fell stunned to +the floor. The inmates of the bar-room, number<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_124">{124}</a></span>ing about twenty, fled in +every direction. The bar-keeper, a very corpulent person, made his +egress through a small back window—<i>so</i> small, that, upon ordinary +occasions, he would never have had the presumption to attempt it, as it +was actually endangering his life by so suddenly thrusting his portly +figure through so small an aperture; but now, out of two evils, he was +constrained to choose the least. The horse, finding himself in +undisputed possession of the room, stood for an instant surveying +himself in an extensive mirror suspended behind the long marble slab. +Then, prompted by an irresistible desire to become better acquainted +with the image reflected in the glass, or possessing the principles of +teetotalism to such an extent that he was bent upon immediate +annihilation, he dashed furiously at the bar, upsetting it, and dashing +the splendid mirror into a thousand pieces, demolishing the elegant +cut-glass decanters, while the contents ran profusely upon the floor. He +also dashed to pieces several large arm-chairs, valued at twelve dollars +apiece. Then he passed through a side-door into a large saloon, +traversed that without doing any material damage; and, when in the act +of leaving the house, the Mexican, who had, in the meantime, recovered +his senses<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_125">{125}</a></span> and his feet also, sprang with surprising agility upon his +back, and the race for freedom again commenced; but this time not of +long duration. The horse, reduced almost to prostration, yielded to the +superior power of man, and was taken, more dead than alive, to a stable, +rubbed down, placed in a stall, fed, and petted; and, from the hour in +which he unwillingly relinquished a life of freedom, never more to roam +with a wild herd over broad plains and flowery vales, he was a gentle, +submissive slave. The wild horse is gracefully formed, with flowing tail +and mane; but I never saw one very fat—they race their flesh off. The +man who owned the horse readily paid the expenses of refitting the +bar-room. The amount of property he destroyed was at that time estimated +at a thousand dollars.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">The</span> Sierra Nevada Mountains and the coast range run nearly parallel with +the shores of the Pacific. The first are from one hundred to two hundred +miles from the Pacific, and the last from fifty to<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_126">{126}</a></span> sixty. The valley +between them is the most fertile portion of California. Marysville is +situated in this valley, about twenty miles in a south-westerly +direction from the low hills of the Sierra Nevada; which form, as it +were, the lower steps of an immense gigantic flight, terminating upon +the summit of a range of mountains which would not suffer in comparison +with any of transatlantic existence.</p> + +<p>North of the city of Marysville is a plain of several miles in extent. +This flat expanse is dotted with evergreen oaks, the shape and foliage +of which, previous to minute examination, present an exact resemblance +of the apple-tree. When it was impossible to procure apples at any +price, or even after they were as low as fifty cents apiece, when +enjoying a walk upon the plains I would be constrained, in opposition to +my knowledge to the contrary, to look under the trees, wishing I could +only find <i>one</i> apple, it would have tasted so sweet.</p> + +<p>In a westerly direction from Marysville are situated the Butte +Mountains, which present a singular appearance. They constitute one of +the sublimest features of California scenery, rising as they do abruptly +from the level plain which extends for miles around them. There are +three high elevations, which, seen from a distance, might be aptly<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_127">{127}</a></span> +compared to three mountain islands, rising from the surface of the +ocean. It is said that, standing on the top of the Butte Mountains in a +clear day, with a telescope in hand, Monte Diabolo can be plainly seen: +the space lying between is nearly three hundred miles. Feather River +forms the western boundary to the city limits. The Yuba River opposite +the plazza is wider than at any other place. When bank-full, I should +judge it to be nearly three hundred yards in width. In the dry season, +it is fordable for teams; and there is also a ferry across the river. +The most of the city at first was built around the plazza, which is less +elevated than the plain which extends back. Since then, owing to +frequent inundations of the plazza, from which residents sustained +material damage, they have removed most of the business houses to the +upper part of the city. Marysville, I think, following the course of the +river, is about two hundred miles, and perhaps two hundred and fifty, +from San Francisco. The first rains there usually fall in November, and +last until May. As soon as the ground becomes moistened, the grass, and +other hardy vegetation, springs up; and, by the middle of December, the +landscape is arrayed in a robe of fresh verdure; the plains, which, +during the dry<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_128">{128}</a></span> season, had assumed the appearance of the streets, now +present a perfect carpet of green, as far as the eye can see. Beautiful +flowers spring up spontaneously in every direction, gladdening the +vision with their variegated and gorgeous colors, and, I wish I could +add, rendering the air redolent with perfume; but, although so beautiful +to the sight, they possess very little fragrance, if any.</p> + +<p>Deep gullies that intersect the country, and which during the dry summer +appear as if they never saw a drop of water, now become the channels of +rapidly rushing streams. So much do they resemble rivers, that I heard +one novice, who made his first appearance at this season, inquire, +pointing to one of these sloughs, “Do they catch salmon in that river?” +Some of them are deep and miry. Teamsters, who have attempted to ford +them, have sometimes lost their lives in the attempt. When these sloughs +are very much swollen by heavy rains, all communication with the country +back is cut off. The season for sowing grain commences as soon as the +ground is sufficiently moistened to permit of ploughing, and continues +until March. There were some fine ranches along the banks of the Yuba. +The bottom lands are very rich and productive, yielding an excellent +harvest of wheat,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_129">{129}</a></span> oats, and barley. Vegetables grow to an enormous +size, and surpass in flavor any I ever before tasted. I never dreamed of +seeing water-melons grow to such a size as I saw them here. Recollect, +now, I only state facts. I saw one water-melon sell for twelve dollars: +it was sold by the pound. It was the first year any had ever been raised +in Upper California. Mr. Briggs, who raised them, told me that that +year, from the sale of his melons alone, he realized twenty thousand +dollars. Is it to be wondered at that miners who had been subsisting +one, two, and perhaps three years, upon pork and beans, and ham, varied +occasionally by a repast of flap-jacks and molasses, and once in a great +while get a sight of a potato, should be eager to possess themselves of +a water-melon, at any price? No one except those who were miners in the +early days of gold-hunting can conceive of the hardships, the sacrifices +of the necessaries of life, and sometimes of life itself, they were +subjected to—perhaps nearly starving, with thousands of dollars’ worth +of gold-dust in their possession. What will not a man suffer for gold? +The first winter I passed in California proved to be the rainiest I ever +afterwards experienced; yet that would scarcely compare with the winter +of 1849.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_130">{130}</a></span></p> + +<p>I must confess I never before saw it rain (I should say pour) so +unceasingly for such a length of time,—a week, perhaps, every day and +night, and sometimes longer; then the sun would shine out quite warm for +a week; then rain again. The mud in the streets was perfectly awful to +behold, but much more awful to find yourself sinking into the miry +depths. The rain in the valley was snow in the mountains; and, forty +miles from Marysville, the snow might be ten feet deep or more, while in +the city it would be sufficiently warm to sit with the windows open. +When the dry season commences, then farewell to green grass, bright +flowers, and everything pertaining to the beautiful, and prepare +yourself to be suffocated with dust and sand, debilitated by the +oppressive heat, and devoured by myriads of fleas. All this, and much +more, you must endure, if you remain in Marysville through the summer. +But, if not engaged in business, you can flee away to the mountains, and +in some sequestered vale enjoy the lovely scenery, the cool spring +water, inhale the invigorating mountain air, and, for exercise, climb to +the summits of the mountains, timbered with large pines, firs, and +cedars, with a smaller growth of magnolia, manzanita, hawthorn, etc., +etc. Notwithstanding the heat is so intense<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_131">{131}</a></span> during the dry season, the +atmosphere is so pure that meat, when left exposed to the sun, never +spoils; and, after one of those excessively hot days, the nights are +extremely pleasant and comfortable. I never saw a night in California +when I was deprived of refreshing slumber on account of the heat and +oppressive atmosphere. I have known laboring men at work there digging +cellars, when the thermometer in the place where they were at work would +rise to 125 deg.; and yet those people could endure to work there, day +after day, when, to work in such hot days in our climate, and with the +sun striking directly on their heads, would have caused sickness, or +even death.</p> + +<p>It seemed so strange to me, after one of those hot days, not to see any +appearance of a shower, not the slightest film of vapor in all the vast +azure vault.</p> + +<p>Some of the smaller houses were constructed of zinc. A lady who occupied +one positively averred that the sides of the house were so hot, that she +had only to place her dough, when she was going to bake bread, in close +proximity to the wall, where the heat was sufficient to cook it. These +zinc shanties were all abandoned before the summer was half spent. They +were positively more like ovens than dwellings.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_132">{132}</a></span></p> + +<p>There is but little disease in the country arising from the climate. On +some of the rivers, where vegetation is rank, and decays in autumn, the +malaria produces chills and fever, which sometimes, when neglected too +long, proves fatal.</p> + +<p>The soil and climate of California is peculiarly adapted to the culture +of the grape. The delicious richness and flavor of the California grapes +nothing of the fruit kind can equal. The cactus grows spontaneously in +California, and some of the inclosures are hedged in by this plant, +which grows to an enormous size, and makes an impervious barrier against +man and beast. The stalks of some of the plants are of the thickness of +a man’s body, and grow to the height of fifteen feet. One of the most +serviceable of the California plants is the soap-plant. The root, which +is the saponaceous portion of the plant, resembles the onion, and +possesses the quality of cleansing linen equal to any soap.</p> + +<p>The wild animals of California are the wild horse, elk, black-tailed +deer, antelope, grisly bear, beaver, otter, cayote, hare squirrel, and a +variety of other small animals. The interior lakes and rivers swarm with +myriads of wild geese, ducks, and other birds; the pheasant and +partridge are numerous in mountains.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_133">{133}</a></span></p> + +<p>For salubrity I do not think there is any climate in the world superior +to that of California. I have known people in the country who have been +exposed much of the time to great hardships and privations, sleeping +most of the time in the open air, and never suffering the first pangs of +disease, or the slightest indications of ill-health. California is rich +in mineral productions of all kinds.</p> + +<p>Wheat, barley, and other grains, can be produced in the valleys without +irrigation. Oats grow spontaneously, and with such rankness as to be +considered a nuisance upon the soil. I have seen acres of these growing +so high as to almost hide the cattle feeding among them. The oats grow +to the summits of the hills, but not so tall as in the valleys. All the +variety of grasses which cover the country are heavily seeded, and, when +ripe, are as fattening to the stock as the grains with which we feed our +stock in this country. Nearly all the fruits of temperate and tropical +climates can be produced in perfection in California.</p> + +<p>The Californians do not differ materially from the Mexicans, from whom +they are descended. The native Californian is almost constantly on +horseback, and, as horsemen, excel any I have seen in other parts of the +world. The Californian saddle<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_134">{134}</a></span> is the best that has ever been invented +for the horse and rider. It is scarcely possible to be unseated by any +ordinary casualty. The bridle-bit is clumsily made, but so constructed +that the horse is compelled to obey the rider, upon the slightest +intimation; the spurs are of immense size. With his horse and trappings, +serape and blankets, a piece of beef, and he is content, as far as +personal comforts are concerned. His amusements consist of the fandango, +game of monte, horse-racing, and bear and bull-fighting; and a very +exciting sport among them is the lassoing of wild cattle. They are +trained to the use of the lasso (riata, as it is here called) from their +infancy. A vaquero, mounted on a trained horse, and provided with a +lasso, proceeds to the place where the herd is grazing. Selecting an +animal, he soon secures it by throwing the noose of the lasso over the +horns, and fastening the other end around the pommel of the saddle. +During the first struggles of the animal for liberty, which usually are +very violent, the vaquero sits firmly in his seat, and keeps his horse +in such a position that the fury and strength of the beast are wasted, +without producing any other result than his own exhaustion. The animal, +soon ascertaining that he cannot release himself from the rope, sub<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_135">{135}</a></span>mits +to be pulled along to the place of execution. Arriving here, the vaquero +winds the lasso around the legs of the animal, and throws him to the +ground, where he lies perfectly helpless and motionless. Dismounting +from his horse, he then takes from his leggin his butcher-knife, which +he always carries with him, and sticks him in the throat. The daring +horsemanship, and the dexterous use of the lariat, usually displayed on +these occasions, are worthy of admiration.</p> + +<p>The native Californian ladies lack the clear, olive complexion so much +admired in the pure Castilian; but they are equally as animated in +conversation, and their dark eyes flash with all the intelligence and +passion characteristic of the Spanish woman. There are few things more +beautiful than their manner of salutation.</p> + +<p>Among themselves, they never meet without embracing; but to men and +strangers on the street they lift the right hand to near the lips, +gently inclining the head toward it, and, gracefully fluttering their +fingers, send forth their recognition with an arch beaming of the eye +that is <i>almost</i> as bewitching as a kiss. They dance with much ease and +grace: the waltz appears to be a favorite with them. Smoking is not +prohibited in these assemblies, nor<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_136">{136}</a></span> is it confined to the gentlemen. +The cigarita is freely used by the señoras and señoritas; and they puff +it with much gusto while threading the mazes of the cotillon, or +swinging in the bewitching waltz. The cigarita is not without its powers +of fascination in the lips of a lovely woman, even rivalling the use of +the fan as an appliance of coquetry.</p> + +<p>In Marysville were assembled women from all parts of the world; and I +assure you it was an interesting study to watch the different natures, +dispositions, tastes, pursuits, manners, and customs of these fair +representatives of distant climes. But among them all, the Yankee women +stand preëminent, so far as regards principle, industry, and economy, +and, as a general thing, are as often sought after for companions for +life by the opposite sex as those who can claim preëminence in mere +personal attractions, and are destitute of the more sterling attributes, +so essential to prosperity and happiness through the varied phases of +real life.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_137">{137}</a></span></p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">I will</span> now give you a sketch of our hotel-keeping in California. My +husband rented the Atlantic Hotel, which was not a very spacious one, +for two hundred and twenty-five dollars per month. For our cook we paid +two hundred and fifty per month, our steward one hundred and +twenty-five, and for all other assistance in a similar proportion.</p> + +<p>The house was always filled to its utmost capacity; and the prospect of +future success was flattering in the extreme, provided I had strength +given me to sustain the weight of care and labor necessarily devolving +upon me. Often, on account of exorbitant demands from servants,—demands +which could not reasonably be granted,—I would be compelled to work +early and late, for days and weeks in succession. Not having been +accustomed to living and working in such excessive heat, my system +became debilitated; I felt my strength gradually yielding to excessive +weakness; and, in a little less than three months from the time we went +to the Atlantic, I was seized with a fever. For weeks I lay very sick. +My physician pronounced my recovery hopeless unless removed<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_138">{138}</a></span> from the +hotel, where, of necessity, so much confusion prevailed. Consequently, I +was removed to a little canvas shanty, which my husband had previously +purchased, placed upon a straw bed, and for more than two months I was +confined to that pallet of straw.</p> + +<p>The dimensions of the lot upon which this shanty was erected were one +hundred and sixty by eighty feet. It was represented to be an excellent +location, destined to be soon in the heart of a big city. My husband +paid four hundred dollars for the place; and, as an evidence of the +sudden and enormous rise of real estate in California, where there was +the least prospect of a city rushing into existence,—for in that +country cities have no state of infancy,—I will here add, that, three +years afterwards, this same lot, with the addition of a better building, +though not an expensive one, was valued at twelve thousand dollars, and +could have been disposed of quickly for that sum. During the two months +that I was prostrated by sickness, my sufferings were intense, both +physical and mental. Doctors at that time were charging five and eight +dollars a visit. The state of the country was such, it was almost +impossible to procure the comforts of life, unless one was possessed of +a fortune.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_139">{139}</a></span> Eggs were seven dollars per dozen; milk, one dollar per +quart; and, for six weeks, I was not allowed to eat any thing except +boiled milk. Our income had ceased when we sold out the hotel. Every day +my disorder was growing worse, and our funds were growing less. The +sides of our little shanty were constructed of rough clapboards, not +very nicely matched; in some places, you could put your hand through the +interstices. The roof was canvas, and miserably old at that. The front +part of this domicile could boast of a few boards, which served as an +apology for a floor. Old boxes and trunks served in lieu of chairs. When +I was able to sit up, there was no chair to sit in. My husband procured +one at Sacramento,—quite an inferior cane-seated rocking-chair,—for +which he paid the exorbitant sum of twelve dollars. That was the first +and only chair which ever graced our miserable abode. My bed and even +pillows were of straw; and oh, how hard they seemed to my poor and +emaciated frame! for I was reduced to a mere skeleton. At times, when +the fever raged, how grateful I should have been for one drop of cold +water. All the water with which the city was supplied was taken from the +Yuba River. It was quite warm, and rendered<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_140">{140}</a></span> far from clear by the +mining operations which were carried on at the bars above. The painful +sickness which chained me for so many weeks to a sick bed was +superinduced by drinking too freely of this muddy water.</p> + +<p>In close proximity to our dwelling was a second-class boarding-house, +from which, especially at night, issued discordant sounds of noisy +revelry, mingled with angry bickerings. All this was peculiarly trying +to one whose nerves were wrought to the utmost tension. When nights I +would be left alone for hours together, I suffered inconceivably from +fright. When my husband would go out, he would lock the door upon the +outside; for I was too feeble to rise from the bed without assistance, +and far too timid to remain alone with the doors unfastened. Every fresh +burst of uproarious mirth or frightful anger issuing from the contiguous +building would send a thrill of horror through my veins. Oh, how my +thoughts, during those lonely nights, would wander to my home! How my +heart yearned for the soothing words and kind attentions, so +soul-cheering when emanating from the sympathetic bosoms of +disinterested and tender friends! All this was denied me. I had formed +no female acquaintances in this place. There was<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_141">{141}</a></span> no one to come and +smooth my hard pillow, or utter cheering, consoling words. The present +was dark and dreary, with no bright star beaming through the murky +horizon of the future. One day I was no less pleased than surprised at +the appearance of a lady in my room, whose benevolent, pleasant +countenance plainly implied peace, hope, and happiness. She introduced +herself as Mrs. S——, recently from Cincinnati. Her residence being +near, she had accidentally heard of my situation, and had visited me for +the express purpose of rendering any assistance in her power. No kind +mother could have been more attentive to the wants of a loved child, +than was Mrs. S——to mine through the remainder of my sickness. She had +her own family to attend to; yet every day she found time to visit me, +and minister kindly to my wants. How anxiously I watched for her coming! +and when I would hear her light footstep, and listen to the gentle +accents of her sweet voice, I could only acknowledge her presence but by +tears. She was a messenger of peace and love, a truly pious and +exemplary woman, and, during my residence in Marysville, ever remained +my firmest friend. She prospered in Marysville; and may kind Providence +<i>ever</i> shower His richest blessings upon this truly Christian lady!<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_142">{142}</a></span></p> + +<p>About this time the country was unusually agitated. The villanies +practised and murders committed by an organized band of cut-throats, of +whom the notorious mountain robber, Joaquin, was the chief, had excited +the horror, and aroused the vengeance, of the entire populace of Upper +California. No effort had been spared to capture him, dead or alive; +but, with the perfect adroitness of an accomplished scamp, he ever +eluded and bid defiance to pursuit by mounting some one of the many +fleet steeds at his command, and fleeing to the almost inaccessible +fastnesses of the mountains. His path was ever stained with human blood. +A reward of one thousand dollars for the apprehension of Joaquin, +offered by Governor Bigler, was still further increased by the sum of +three thousand added to it by the Chinese. These people are industrious, +economical, and timid. It was ever the policy of Joaquin and his +associates to prey with particular severity upon the Chinese. Frequent +thefts were committed in their camps; and, when resistance was +attempted, they were butchered with a heartless cruelty, becoming the +sanguinary nature of the murderer and outlaw. When suddenly surprised, +he would boldly face his enemies, and receive their bullets on his +breast, which glanced or were flat<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_143">{143}</a></span>tened by a coat of steel worn +underneath his clothing.</p> + +<p>All Spanish countries have their guerillas and ladrones; but a feature +of this kind, precipitated into American communities, and attended with +such unparalleled atrocities, without the power of the people to avenge, +was something astonishingly rare indeed. California was not the place of +his birth, and he could not, therefore, have had any national jealousies +because of the occupancy of the country by the Americans. He seemed to +murder merely for the love of the sport, and to rob because it was a +life of excitement, requiring great risk in its accomplishment, and +yielding large profits when attended with good luck. But his career of +villany was limited; and, when he least expected it, he was seized upon +to expiate his crimes by an ignominious death. But I am anticipating. +One night, I was excessively alarmed by an unusual commotion about the +town. Ringing of bells, galloping of horses, groups of people rushing +past, talking fiercely,—all conspired to confirm the belief in my mind, +that the vigilance committee were about to execute summary punishment +upon some guilty offender. I awoke my husband: he dressed himself as +quickly as possible, and issued forth to ascertain the occa<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_144">{144}</a></span>sion of so +much noise. Locking the door after him, he walked away to join the +throng of people collected around a large hardware store at the corner +of the street. He was gone so long, I feared some accident had befallen +him. What agonizing doubts I was a prey to while lying in suspense in +that little shanty! It was a long time before he returned. He finally +came with the intelligence that Joaquin, with several of his +accomplices, were encamped about three miles out from Marysville, at a +place called the Sonorian Camp; and that Sheriff Buchanan, in attempting +to surprise and capture him, had been shot.</p> + +<p>A few days previous to this, the citizens of Marysville and vicinity had +been horribly shocked by the announcement in their midst of a cruel +murder, perpetrated on the road between Hansonville and Marysville. A +citizen of Marysville had carried a load of goods to Hansonville, and +disposed of them for the sum of fifteen hundred dollars. On his return, +he was pursued and overtaken by some Mexicans, supposed to be of +Joaquin’s band, lariated and drawn from his wagon, and mangled in a +horrible manner. On the same day, a passenger wagon was intercepted, and +every passenger murdered; even the horses’ throats were cut. And now +this last<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_145">{145}</a></span> deed had aroused the spirit of revenge in the breast of every +one capable of carrying arms.</p> + +<p>The particulars of the affair were these: That night, a little Mexican +boy, who resided at the Sonorian Camp, prompted by feelings of revenge +for a punishment that day received, came to the sheriff, and revealed +Joaquin’s place of concealment. Buchanan, eager, doubtless, of achieving +unparalleled renown by capturing this notorious robber chieftain, with a +select few hastened to the spot designated by the boy. In their march, +they were compelled to step over a fallen tree lying immediately in +their path. They had no sooner planted their feet upon the trunk of the +tree, when a dozen armed men sprang to confront them, and discharged +their revolvers in their faces. The consternation of the sheriff and his +party was universal. Those of the number who were not so disabled as to +prevent escape, beat a hasty retreat. Among these was Buchanan. He had +not fled many paces, when he received a mortal wound, as he supposed, +which brought him to the ground. He was dragged along by his companions +to the Sonorian Camp, where a litter was procured, upon which he was +transported to his home in town. Three or four hundred of the +inhabitants armed themselves with fire-arms<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_146">{146}</a></span> from the hardware store +above alluded to, and proceeded to the ambuscade of the terrible robber +chief. My husband departed with the troop, previously locking me into +the little shanty; for I dared not remain for an instant, in such +exciting times, with the door unfastened. For fear he would not return +in the morning before the heat became too oppressive for me to bear, he +raised a window in the room, and dropped the curtain. Then I was alone, +a prey to my gloomy fancies. Every noise I heard, I fancied was from +some terrible Mexican effecting an entrance through the window, and, in +imagination, could already discern the swarthy, murderous visage, and +detect the sharp, glittering blade of the assassin’s knife. The memory +of that night, even now, is accompanied with a shudder. Soon daylight +began to dawn, and with the shades of night vanished all my fears. I was +so weakened by sickness, that, like a child, who is naturally prone to +superstition and fear when alone in the dark, the sufferings I endured +that night were similar. The forenoon crept on apace, and yet that band +of armed men had not returned, I knew, by the silence which reigned in +the streets. As I lay, wishing my husband would return, the +window-curtain parted suddenly, and one of the ugliest-looking faces +was<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_147">{147}</a></span> thrust into the room I ever beheld. At first, I was nearly +paralyzed with terror; then, recovering my faculties, I exclaimed, at +the top of my voice, “Vamos! vamos!” Knowing him to be Spanish by his +look, I addressed him in his own language; yet, feeling that was not +sufficiently expressive, I added, by way of effect, a few English +invectives, which fell <i>very</i> harmlessly upon his uncomprehending ear. I +have often since been amused at the recollection of the amount of +courage displayed in words, when I was so entirely helpless and +imbecile, as far as action was required. He very leisurely reconnoitred +the apartment, cast a look commingled of scorn and pity upon me, turned +upon his heel, and disappeared. What was the object of this visit of +espionage, I never could conjecture. About noon, my husband returned. +The party had been unsuccessful in the pursuit; had caught glimpses of +the retreating party several times, but they had finally eluded pursuit. +The people returned chagrined and discomfited to their homes, to hear, +in a week, of other murders still more atrocious. The sheriff was alive +at noon, but no hopes were entertained of his recovery, as the ball, to +all appearance, had entered his side, and passed out at the breast. His +friends stood around the bed, momentarily expecting him<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_148">{148}</a></span> to breathe his +last; still he lived on. His physician concluded to probe the wound, and +found that the ball, upon entering, had struck a rib, glanced and +followed the rib around, and passed out in front. In a few days he +recovered his health, resumed his official duties, and continued them +long after that.</p> + +<p>Oh, how happy I felt when I could walk out once more! Distinctly do I +recollect the first day I left the shanty for a walk. I went the +distance of a square to visit my kind friend Mrs. S——. Upon my return, +I found a dear brother whom I had not seen for two years and more. Oh, +the joy of that meeting! Words would inadequately express my feelings. +Only one month had elapsed since he bade adieu to home and friends, +laden with so many messages of love; and now here he was, beside me, +repeating what father, mother, brothers, sister, had said such a short +time ago. It seemed as if I had been transported to the dear old home; +had met the family assembled around the hearth-stone, and together we +had spoken sweet words of counsel and of love. The night succeeding his +arrival, we sat and conversed together until daylight began to dawn, we +had so much to say—<i>I</i> so many questions to ask; <i>he</i> so much to +relate. He was very much shocked to see me looking so much like<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_149">{149}</a></span> a wreck +of my former self. Sickness and trouble—yes, <i>such</i> trouble as rankles +deepest in the heart of a wife, compared with which, death would have +been joy—was fast doing its work.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Soon</span> after my brother’s arrival, I received a visit from my esteemed +friends, Mr. and Mrs. B—— and Nelly. During their stay, we visited +Yuba city, situated about half a mile from Marysville, on the opposite +bank of Feather River. It may not be amiss to state, that Yuba city, +with the exception of three or four houses, has been removed to +Marysville. There is, however, an Indian rancheria existing there, which +draws many visitors to the spot. We started, one bright morning, in a +two-horse team, to visit the rancheria. It was proposed to ford the +stream. Accordingly, we started for the ford. The banks of the river are +quite precipitous; and, as we descended the steep slope, and saw the +wide, rolling river below, we felt (Mrs. B—— and myself) as though we +would rather never see an<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_150">{150}</a></span> Indian rancheria than stem the swiftly +rushing current; but soon down we went with such a rush, we could not +tell where we were until the water around our feet caused us to suspect +we were really sinking. The river proved to be higher than our driver +anticipated, or the wagon not as high, and by the means we reached the +opposite bank a wetter, if not a wiser party.</p> + +<p>An Indian rancheria consists of a number of huts, constructed of a +rib-work or frame of small poles, or saplings of a conical shape, +covered with grass, straw, or tule, a species of rush, which grows to +the height of five or six feet. The huts are sometimes fifteen feet in +diameter at their bases, and the number of them grouped together vary +according to the number of the tribe which inhabit them. The Indians are +generally well made, and of good stature, varying from five feet four +inches to five feet ten, with strong muscular developments. Their hair +is long, black, and coarse; and their skin is a shade lighter than that +of a mulatto. It is universally conceded that the California Indians +possess but few, if any, of those nobly daring traits of character which +have distinguished the savage tribes of the Atlantic States, from the +days of King Philip down to the notorious Billy Bowlegs.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_151">{151}</a></span></p> + +<p>The extreme indolence of their nature, the squalid condition in which +they live, the pusilanimity of their sports, and the general imbecility +of their intellects, render them rather objects of contempt than +admiration. They are deficient in all those manly arts which have given +measurable immortality to the Cherokees. They have none of the invention +of the Sioux, Pottawatamies, or other north-western Indians, and are +outwitted by the cunning even of the “Tontos,” whose own self-applied +vernacular assigns no higher rank in aboriginal tradition than that of +<i>fools</i>.</p> + +<p>They place entire dependence on nature’s bounty for support. If the crop +of acorns fails, or the mountain streams send not forth their usual +schools of fish,—snails, worms, roots, and insects, furnish food with +which they appease the gnawings of hunger. There is a kind of grass in +the valleys the Indians eat, that is pleasant to the taste and +nutritious. In the season of this grass, I have seen numbers of them all +out feeding like cattle. The children all go naked. This grass has a +tendency to increase their ordinary dimensions; and you will often hear +it remarked, as one makes his appearance, “There comes a little +grass-fed.” We saw them making their acorn bread (parn they call<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_152">{152}</a></span> +bread). To render it short and rich, they mashed up angle-worms, and put +in it. After baking it,—which they did by making an excavation in the +earth, and building a fire therein; when the earth was sufficiently +heated, they scraped out the ashes, put in the bread, and covered it +over with hot ashes,—they generously insisted upon our eating a piece. +The keenness of our appetites was considerably repressed, however, by +witnessing the several employments of the tribe. One old squaw was +relieving her husband’s head of a score of vermin, which she ate with an +apparent relish. She practised, however, the principle of +self-abnegation to perfection, by occasionally tossing some of the +finest-looking ones down his throat, for which he smacked his thanks +with apparent zest. The hair on the heads of the chiefs is all drawn up, +and tied in a knot on the top of the head, and ornamented with feathers. +The squaws’ heads look like pitchmops; the hair is very thick, coarse, +and black, and cut square round the head. No part of the forehead is +visible; the hair falls to the eye-brows. They have jet-black eyes; and +some of them have a decidedly pleasant expression with the eye. The +little babies are beauties. Their mothers learn them to swim, as soon as +an old duck does her<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_153">{153}</a></span> young. They build little pens at the brink of the +river, so that the current cannot carry them down stream, put them in, +and keep them there half the time. They are really amphibious. They have +a cruel custom of piercing the ears of their infants, and inserting +sticks the size of the little finger. During the process of thus +beautifying their infants, the whole side of the head and face is +terribly swollen, and the child must suffer inconceivably; but better +for them to die in the operation than to live in opposition to the +prevailing mode.</p> + +<p>The longevity of the race is proverbial. We saw some who looked more +like mummies than living beings. They bring them out of the huts, and +set them in the sun, days; and there we saw them sitting, their eyelids +drooping so you could not perceive the eyeball, limbs perfectly +motionless, and so shrivelled and black as to be absolutely repulsive to +the sight. Some of their limbs are affected with a loathsome cutaneous +disease.</p> + +<p>When one of their number dies, they consume the body by fire, grind the +bones to ashes; then the near relations mix these ashes with pitch, and +daub their heads and faces with it, as a badge of mourning. During this +process, and for several consecutive days and nights, they keep up a +loud<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_154">{154}</a></span> hooting and howling, and render night hideous with their mournful +lamentations. They have large gatherings sometimes at their rancherias, +to celebrate some event; then dancing and singing, loud shouting and +howling, is continued without intermission the whole night. During these +orgies, the noise made by them is such as to prevent sleep, although a +quarter of a mile distant. Their council-chamber is of sufficient +capacity to accommodate three hundred persons; the entrance to which is +an aperture of just sufficient size to admit a man’s body when bent +double. In the centre of the roof is another small aperture; and, except +by these two openings, no air or light can be admitted. They perform +their singular dances in this place. Often Americans go there to witness +these sports; but a few moments’ confinement in such a close place +generally suffices. From their burrowing propensities, these Indians +have derived the name of “Diggers.”</p> + +<p>Their mode of costume almost defies description, it is so omnifarious. +Sometimes they imitate the style adopted by our first parents in +Paradise. The women are especially delighted to get on a man’s shirt, in +which they will parade the streets apparently as pleased with themselves +as any fashion<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_155">{155}</a></span>able belle when sporting the most costly fabric. I was +once exceedingly amused at the sight of an Indian and his squaw +promenading the street, dressed à la mode. He sported a pair of boots, +and an old, faded piece of calico over his shoulders, as an apology for +a serape. She was dressed in a red flannel shirt, over which she had +drawn an old black satin sack, which some one had given her, or which +she had stolen. Over their black heads was elevated a shattered +umbrella, and her arm was placed within his. Immediately in advance of +them were walking a very fashionably dressed gentleman and lady. The +countenances of the “Digger” and his mehala (an appellation given to the +squaws) were illuminated with a grin expressive of much delight, +entertaining, no doubt, the satisfactory belief that they were equally +as much admired by observers as those in advance of them, whose motions +and walk they were vainly endeavoring to imitate. They are inveterate +gamblers; but I think it would puzzle wiser heads than mine to +understand their games. They appear to place some value upon money, with +which they gratify their gambling propensities. They flock in numbers +into the back yards of hotels, and greedily devour all the offal +destined to be thrown to the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_156">{156}</a></span> hogs. Sometimes you can induce them to cut +a few sticks of wood; but, as a general thing, they are too indolent to +exert themselves much.</p> + +<p>The rivers abound in excellent salmon, which the Indians spear in great +numbers, and dispose of in the towns. They are the finest I ever tasted. +Some of them are three and four feet long, and weigh fifty pounds or +more. It is amusing to see the Indians spearing them. They stand in the +river on rocks or shoal places, looking intently into the water with the +spear elevated, waiting, perfectly motionless, for a sight at one. +Instantly the spear descends, and, as sure as it does, it buries itself +in the body of the fish. Their aim is unerring.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">At</span> this time my husband was engaged in transporting goods to the towns +above Marysville. He kept his horses in a shed at the rear of our +dwelling. One night we were aroused by the cry of “Fire!” Upon opening +my eyes, the room was as light as day. It appeared as if the whole city<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_157">{157}</a></span> +was in a blaze. The flames were rapidly spreading. Those light wood and +canvas buildings offered but slight resistance to the fiery element. Our +first thought was of the horses and wagon, as they were of more value +than the house, or all it contained. They were given into my charge, +with instructions to lead them away out on the plains, and hold them +there, while they remained to throw what few things we possessed into +the wagon, and drag it off. The most valuable article in the house was +my side-saddle, for which was paid the sum of sixty-five dollars. That, +in their haste, was forgotten, and left in the house. I had petted those +horses so much, they would follow me anywhere. They stood perfectly +quiet beside me, apparently watching with me the progress of the fire. I +expected, of course, our little shanty had shared the fate of half the +buildings of the place. After the fire had subsided, we returned to +town; and there, sure enough, stood the little house unharmed, while all +on the opposite side of the street lay a heap of ruins. In one week from +that time, very nearly the same scene was enacted over again.</p> + +<p>This time, too, the canvas shanty welcomed us back again to town. Had it +been of any value, perhaps it would have shared the fate of its +neigh<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_158">{158}</a></span>bors; but, valueless as it was, it looked better to me upon my +return than a mass of smoking ruins in lieu. What oversights a person +will commit when alarmed, or agitated by the cry of “Fire!” One of these +nights I dressed myself hastily, put on my dress (which fastened in +front) hind-side before, and fastened every hook securely. Of course, I +never discovered my mistake until I returned to the house. Soon after +this, my brother left for the mines. When the rainy season commenced, +our house was a poor protection from the rain. It ran through the canvas +roof as through an old sieve. We soon vacated it, and went to the +Oriental Hotel. This building my husband rented for the sum of six +hundred dollars per month, furniture included. It was a spacious new +building, at that time the finest in the place. Our expenses were +eighteen hundred dollars per month. We employed three cooks. To our head +cook we gave three hundred per month, and all the other domestics in a +like proportion. To one little boy, not much higher than the table, who +was employed to wait upon the cooks, clean knives and forks, bring in +wood, etc., we paid the exorbitant sum of sixty-five dollars per month. +Notwithstanding our expenses were so much, the net profits were ample.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_159">{159}</a></span> +We had twenty and twenty-five dollars per week for board. The house was +always crowded. While we were at the Oriental Hotel, the city was +inundated. Oh, that was indeed a gloomy time! A vast amount of property +was destroyed, and some lives lost. The sudden melting of the snow in +the mountains swelled the mountain streams to rushing torrents. The most +intense excitement prevailed in Marysville, as the Yuba River, swollen +to its utmost capacity, was still rapidly rising. What a wildly rushing, +roaring, foaming mass of water came thundering on! Higher and yet higher +it came, until the plaza was fairly submerged. Trucks were rushing to +and fro, laden with merchandise being conveyed to the upper part of the +city. Many objected to leaving their houses, thinking the water would +abate, until they were obliged to make their egress through the windows, +and in boats were taken to dry land. The Oriental fronted on quite high +land. At the back was a large basement, where was situated the culinary +department, also the servants’ apartments. All this part of the building +was entirely submerged, and the water lacked but a few inches of being +to the first floor. Night was coming on, and the water was still rising. +Fear and anxiety sat enthroned upon the counte<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_160">{160}</a></span>nances of all. A short +time previous to this, there had been erected on the plaza two brick +blocks. The water undermined the foundation of these buildings, and that +night they fell with a terrible crash. It is almost impossible to convey +to the minds of those not present any correct idea of the gloomy aspect +of affairs during the inundation. Towards morning, the waters ceased to +rise any higher, yet did not subside in the least. A man residing on a +ranch about five miles above Marysville, in attempting to save some +cattle from drowning, was swept from his horse by the force of the +current, and was borne down stream with astonishing rapidity. He managed +to keep his head above water, but was unable to clutch at anything +whereby he might save himself. As he neared the landing at Marysville, +all the latent energy of his being was aroused to save his life, as that +would be his last chance. There was a large steamer lying there, made +fast to the big tree on the plaza. Any one who has visited Marysville +will recollect this venerable tree. Some of the earliest pioneers to +this place recognize it as an old friend, under whose protecting arms +they have for many nights sought a shelter. With almost superhuman +exertions, he caught hold of one of the paddle-wheels of the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_161">{161}</a></span> steamer, +and maintained his position until rescued by some people who had seen +him struggling in the water.</p> + +<p>Feather River, too, overflowed her banks, and, in a south and westerly +direction from Marysville, nothing could be seen but one unbroken sheet +of water. Many of the smaller houses were washed down stream. One +couple, living on a ranch twenty miles from Marysville, on the bank of +Feather River, and far from any other habitation, were driven for safety +to the top of a table. As the water rose higher, they were obliged to +rise higher. It was a little bit of a shanty. They knocked a hole +through the roof, and crept out thereon. They soon found they must vamos +from there; so they embarked in some sort of a craft (tub or barrel), +and paddled off to a little island. After congratulating themselves upon +their miraculous escape, they found they were not the only occupants of +this island retreat: a big grisly bear had preceded them. Not relishing +such close companionship as he seemed inclined to offer, they quickly +beat a retreat to a large tree, and, seated in its topmost branches, +carefully guarded by “Old Bruin,” they passed twenty-four gloomy hours. +When assistance arrived from a neighboring ranch, in the shape of a boat +well manned, it<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_162">{162}</a></span> was Bruin’s turn to beat a retreat, which he did. The +frightened, hungry couple were released from their perilous situation.</p> + +<p>My brother had returned from the mines, and was living upon a ranch on +the banks of the Yuba. He swam his horse quite a distance to save a +woman and child. When he arrived at the shanty, they were perched upon a +table, calmly awaiting their fate.</p> + +<p>The boats were sailing in every direction about the city; and all +through the night could be heard the shrill cry of “Boat, ahoy!” +resounding far over the waters. All night long, on the opposite side of +the Yuba, sat a Spaniard on the ridge-pole of his house, at one end, +while, at the other end, was a big rat, each anxiously expecting relief.</p> + +<p>Very gradually the waters began to subside; but it was a week before the +city was passable at all. One small house which was washed down stream, +and lodged some distance below, the owner afterwards recovered; and, +after placing it upon its original site, he corralled it, for fear of a +similar accident.</p> + +<p>We kept the Oriental four or five months; but the numerous cares +devolving upon me were too wearing for my constitution. Could I have +been<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_163">{163}</a></span> relieved from so much anxious solicitude, we should have remained +in the house longer. Now the rainy season was nearly over, we returned +to our little shanty.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">About</span> this time, in company with my brother, I took a journey a distance +of eighty miles up the Sacramento River. The whole distance, the route +lay through the most beautiful valley of which imagination can conceive. +It was the season for flowers, and in every direction the most beautiful +floral blossoms met the eye. Oh, the beautiful ranches (farms we should +call them) that were situated on the banks of this magnificent stream! +We passed some fields of wheat, containing five hundred acres in one +inclosure. We forded numerous streams which intercepted our course. We +saw herds of antelope bounding gracefully from our path. To some we got +sufficiently near to see their clear, bright, shining eyes. Their +graceful symmetry of form, their agile, sylph-like motions, all combine +to<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_164">{164}</a></span> render them one of the most beautiful animals in the country. The +fawn of the American deer, if captured before the pretty white spots +upon its sides have disappeared, will follow its captor anywhere, if he +will first carry it a little while in his arms. They are the perfection +of grace, innocence, and confidence. Probably there is no wild animal +more susceptible of domestication, when taken young, than the American +deer.</p> + +<p>We saw, too, the elk, in large numbers. Once, as we were approaching a +stream, there were several drinking therefrom. As soon as they perceived +us, they reared aloft their heads, surmounted by huge and stately +antlers, and dashed away with the velocity of the wind. As we neared a +ranch belonging to Mr. N——, everything bespoke the wealth and +prosperity of the ranchholder. He possessed a herd of one thousand +horses. That day they were corralled, for the purpose of branding those +not already bearing the owner’s mark. This seems to me a cruel process, +yet an unavoidable one there, where so many different people’s stock are +running together over the plains. They blindfold the beast, and chain it +to a post deeply imbedded in the earth. Then the blacksmith takes the +branding-iron, bearing the owner’s stamp, heats<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_165">{165}</a></span> it red hot, and applies +it quickly to the shoulder or haunch of the animal. How the seared hair +and hide smoke! and how the poor creature plunges and rears with fright +and pain! I have too much sympathy for the poor brutes ever to be a +ranchholder, or the wife of one. We dined at the ranch of Mr. L——, +whose waving fields of grain, with other appurtenances, revealed in a +measure the extent of his wealth.</p> + +<p>We travelled on through elysian valleys, until we reached our +destination. The only objection a person could have to a residence in +these sunny vales is the annoyance one is subjected to from myriads of +musquetoes, which, at certain seasons, swarm the country. I have seen +laborers at work in the fields with green veils tied to their hats, and +drawn down over their faces, and fastened about their necks. When we +reached our destination (the ranch of Mr. S——), I was very much +fatigued; but that, in a measure, was dispelled by the hearty welcome I +received from Mrs. B—— (Mr. S——’s daughter), an interesting lady +from New York, who arrived in the country at the time I did. Her father +was a very wealthy ranchholder.</p> + +<p>Their dwelling-house was constructed of adobe brick. It was only one +story high, but more than<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_166">{166}</a></span> sixty feet long. Mr. S—— employed a host of +Indians upon his ranch. The beautiful gardens and extensive fields of +grain furnished convincing proofs of the enterprise, industry, and +energy of the proprietor. Nineteen years’ salutary training had, in a +measure, eradicated the indolent propensities inherent to the Digger +race. Mr. S—— had been a resident in California, and on that ranch, +for nineteen long years. What caused him to leave his family and native +land, to seek a home in the wilds of California, is unknown to me. But +so he did. When he left his home, Mrs. B——, the daughter then with +him, was a babe scarcely six months old. During those long years of +separation, the wife knew not the whereabouts of her husband, or of his +existence even. His little children grew to man’s and woman’s estate in +the interim, never dreaming they had a father in California. Some were +old enough to recollect him before his self-banishment from their +presence; but they soon learned to speak of him as one gone to the +spirit-land.</p> + +<p>One chill autumn eve in 1850, might have been seen a man a little past +the meridian of life, whose silvered locks and furrowed cheeks gave +evidence of past griefs, of sufferings that had roughly stirred<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_167">{167}</a></span> the +deep fountains within,—else the surface would not have been so deeply +channelled,—standing irresolutely before the door of a neat mansion in +New York city. Conflicting emotions of pleasure and of pain were rapidly +crossing each other upon his countenance; and well they might, for he +was standing, after an absence of nineteen years, at the door of his own +house, desiring, yet scarcely daring, to enter. He summoned courage to +ring; the door opened, and he crossed the threshold of his +home,—confronted his wife—how changed from the young and blooming +woman he left so long ago! yet, the instant their eyes met, the +recognition was mutual. The little Bessy he left a babe, was all the +child remaining at home. He remained with his wife and child that +winter; but there existed a yearning for his home in California, that he +vainly endeavored to conquer. He must return. Would his wife and child +go with him? The daughter would, for she manifested unusual affection +for her father, so recently found. The wife preferred to remain behind. +In the spring, father and daughter left New York for the home in +California. They were unavoidably detained at Panama. While there, the +daughter became acquainted with a young gentleman from her native<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_168">{168}</a></span> city. +He proposed, was accepted, and they were united at Panama, before +proceeding on their voyage. And here they were domesticated, away in the +interior of California. They appeared to be enjoying as much happiness +as ever falls to the lot of mortals. How pleasant it seemed to enter +that adobe building, and find everything arranged with a neatness and +regularity eliciting admiration. Mrs. B—— performed no household +duties herself. She had five or six well-trained Indian women for house +servants, who labored hard for no other remuneration than their food and +raiment. The last-mentioned stipulation, however, was easily complied +with, as they require but very little clothing—just as much as decency +requires, and no more.</p> + +<p>Mrs. B—— is a lovely woman, well qualified to grace the most refined +and intelligent society. There was a novelty and charm connected with +their residence in that remote place, which rendered life peculiarly +pleasant. The extensive tract of land which Mr. S. possessed (since the +confirmation of the ranch titles) has rendered him immensely wealthy. +Immediately upon our arrival, our horses were allowed to revel in the +luxuries of wild oats. They were actually up to their eyes in acres of +the nutritious grain. After the busi<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_169">{169}</a></span>ness which had led us to that +remote place had been ratified; we started on our homeward journey, with +much more extended views of the agricultural resources of California +than we had hitherto enjoyed. Soon after this, my brother left for +distant mines.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Now</span> came a report to Marysville that rich diggings had been discovered +at a place designated French Corral, which was about fifty miles from +Marysville. This intelligence (as it ever does in California) caused +hundreds of people, of all classes and professions, to rush +simultaneously to the spot where gold was so gratuitously deposited. My +husband was desirous of going too; and, possibly, he might establish a +boarding-house there, if the prospect bid fair. So one morning, about a +week after the tide of emigration had commenced flowing so rapidly, we +started, and foolishly too, in a one-horse buggy. It was reported there +was a good wagon-road leading directly to the place.</p> + +<p>But what would be called a good wagon-road<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_170">{170}</a></span> there, would be considered +utterly impassable here. Neither my husband nor myself had ever +travelled in the mountains; if we had ever done so, no doubt we should +have possessed wisdom enough to have taken the journey upon +mules—decidedly the best mode of conveyance in the Sierra Nevada +region. Early one morn in the month of June, we left the town of +Marysville, long before the inhabitants had awakened from their drowsy +slumbers, and pursued our course in a north-easterly direction, +following the course of the Yuba, crossing and recrossing it several +times during the day. About twenty miles from town, we struck the low +hills (as they are termed) of the vast and gigantic Sierra Nevada range. +Low hills! thought I. I should call them mountains, and higher ones, +too, than I had ever dreamed of travelling over. Recollect, kind reader, +I had been reared away down on Cape Cod, where there are only a few +slight elevations, justly denominated sand-banks. After reaching the top +of a high hill, (I suppose I must call it so, but it would suit my ideas +better to say mountain,) the wheels were chained, preparatory to a +descent. How my heart beat, and how I wished myself back again, before +we reached the base! It was one of my pet horses that drew us,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_171">{171}</a></span> and I +knew he was perfectly gentle; but oh, how I pitied him!</p> + +<p>How entirely different was the scenery now from that enjoyed when +traversing the beautiful valley of the Sacramento a short time previous! +and yet in what close proximity these different sections lay! I could +scarcely realize that I had not travelled thousands of miles, to reach a +country so very dissimilar. After one becomes accustomed to mountain +travel, I know not to which of these decidedly dissimilar landscapes the +lover of nature would yield the palm. After overcoming in part the +emotions of fear, I was perfectly entranced at beholding the lofty +mountains towering far above us, their sides and summits timbered with +large pines, firs, and cedars. And then how quiet and lovely looked +those little valleys, so hidden and enclosed from the world, completely +hemmed in by the grand and sublime elevations of nature’s most +magnificent handiwork! Oh, what dark and gloomy-looking defiles were +disclosed to view!—fit rendezvous for the sanguinary assassin, or the +dark-skinned treacherous savage. An involuntary shudder ran through my +frame, as we wended our way through these silent mountain recesses.</p> + +<p>I half-expected, every moment, to hear the whiz<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_172">{172}</a></span>zing of an Indian arrow +past my ear, or the sharp click of the murderer’s revolver. We were well +armed, for it was dangerous to travel in those mountains unarmed. But I +very much doubted my ability, so far as regarded courage, to use any +weapon, (except woman’s weapon,) even in self-defence. Often, as you +enter one of these little valleys, your eyes will be greeted with the +sight of a little shanty. Sometimes they call these mountain-glens +corrals; and certainly they are corralled in by almost impervious +barriers. One, in particular, arrested my attention. This valley was of +an emerald green. Through it ran a clear, gurgling mountain-stream, the +music of its waters inviting the weary wayfarer to sip of the +health-promoting beverage. (I regret to add, at that time in California +the health-inspiring properties of pure, unadulterated cold water were +seldom tested.) Several cattle and mules were nibbling the green grass. +But the prettiest feature of all, in my estimation, was an intelligent, +bright-eyed little woman, seated just outside the door, under the shade +of a magnolia, with a smiling, rosy little baby in her arms. I was out +of the buggy in an instant, and had the little darling in my arms. There +we obtained refreshments. There was quite<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_173">{173}</a></span> a history connected with this +bright-eyed woman, which I afterwards learned, and will relate, if my +readers will pardon the episode. It may perhaps interest them as much in +the recital as it did me.</p> + +<p>We will now glance back through many years to the innocent days of +childhood—to this lady’s pleasant home on the banks of the lovely +Connecticut. Not far from the shores of the Sound, which receives its +limpid waters, stood a quaint, old-fashioned farm-house; and <i>there</i> she +passed the spring-time of youth. On an adjacent farm dwelt another happy +family. Not a day passed but the children of these respective families +had met, and raced and tumbled about, in all the wild joy of freedom and +of health; now paddling on the smooth surface of the glassy river, or +scrambling among thorns and briers in those old woods, after violets and +nuts knowing no restraint, or recognizing none, save their parents’ +love. When she was about twelve years of age, her father conceived the +idea of emigrating to the Western wilds.</p> + +<p>Then those children, who had lived, and loved, and played together so +long, must separate. The heroine of my story, and a lad a few years her +senior, belonging to the other family, had, almost unconsciously, as it +were, conceived and cherished an<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_174">{174}</a></span> almost undying friendship for each +other; the strength and ardor of which the parents little suspected. +After an interchange of many little love-tokens, the lad placed a hair +ring, of curious workmanship, upon the girl’s finger, with the solemn +injunction never to part with it, and that, when he grew to be a man, he +would seek her for his bride; and so they parted. Upon their arrival in +the Western country, the father located himself, with his family, at or +near Nauvoo city. Subsequently, he joined the Mormons, and resided many +years at this place. About the time the tide of emigration commenced +flowing to the golden shores of the Pacific, he put in execution the +secretly cherished plan of removing with his family to Great Salt Lake +city.</p> + +<p>In vain our heroine—now grown to a lovely and interesting woman—sought +to deter her father from consummating this long-cherished plan of +removal to the city of Zion. We can conjecture how much she was +influenced in adopting such a course by the knowledge which she had +recently obtained that the lover of her youth, to whom she had, in +defiance of oft-repeated solicitations to the contrary, ever proved +faithful, was about to seek her for a fulfilment of his boyish pledge. +Her father was<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_175">{175}</a></span> inexorable: he was determined upon going, and his +favorite daughter must accompany them. The mother’s pleadings, too, +could not be resisted. They started. The mother’s health, previously +enervated, after six weeks’ toilsome travel across the plains, began +visibly to decline. With intense anxiety, each succeeding day, they +watched the paling cheek and tremulous motions of the wife and mother. +Their worst fears were realized. One calm, still, moonlight eve, they +consigned to a lonely grave the remains of the loved one. She had +emigrated to her last peaceful home. Never more would she be called upon +to resume her toilsome march across the plains of this sublunary sphere. +The family now consisted of the widowed husband, the daughter, and a +little girl, the offspring of a younger daughter, who had deceased +several years previous to this last emigration, and, being a widow, had +bequeathed her only child to its grand-parents. Little Rosa was a +joyous, light-hearted child, possessed of strong affections. The rich +wealth of love she had bestowed upon the grandmother had often caused +the tears of that fond parent to flow at the thought of the bitter +sorrow in store for the little darling, when she should have departed to +her long home.</p> + +<p>The grief of the child under this affliction was<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_176">{176}</a></span> deep and lasting. +Never more was her sweet voice heard in unison with the feathered +songsters, carolling her sweetest songs all the live-long day. Whenever +they encamped, she would wander forth, and gather the prairie-roses, of +which she begged her aunt to make for her a pillow. Upon this little +pillow of roses every night she rested her tired head, covered with +flaxen curls. One night, she complained of being unusually tired, and +said, “Oh, aunty, where is my rosy pillow? That will cure me.” In the +morning, they found her in a raging fever, from which she never +recovered. In two weeks from the time, she wept inconsolably at the +grave of her grandmother; she had gone to join her in the spirit-land. +They laid her in her little grave, with the pillow of roses under her +head, and resumed their gloomy march.</p> + +<p>In less than one week from this second bereavement, while fording a +river, the father lost his life. Thus was the daughter left alone, the +last of her family. She continued her journey with the company, and +arrived safely at Salt Lake city. Here another trial awaited her. She +had not been long there, before the great prophet, Brigham Young, +selected her to swell the list of his spiritual wives, of whom at that +time there were about thirty.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_177">{177}</a></span> Her heart revolted at the idea of such a +destiny, and she resolved upon speedy flight. A company of emigrants, +bound to California, were encamped a short distance from the city. +Thither she secretly directed her steps, told her story, was admitted +into the company, and conveyed to California. Upon her arrival there, +she was engaged as an assistant in a hotel, where she remained nearly a +year.</p> + +<p>One night, the occupants of this hotel were aroused by the appalling cry +of “Fire!” in their midst. The building was in a blaze. Every one was +rushing to obtain egress. At such a time, woe to those prostrated upon a +bed of sickness! The shrieks of a sick man arrested the rapid steps of +this woman, flying for safety from the devouring element. Many had +rushed past, unmindful of his call for succor, intent only on +self-preservation; but the kind heart of woman could not resist this +touching appeal to her sympathies. She caught him in her arms, (for he +was reduced to a mere skeleton, from intense suffering,) and rushed +forth, just in time to escape the falling timbers. By the assistance of +another person, the sick man was conveyed to comfortable quarters, where +every attention was rendered him by the lady who had preserved his life +on that eventful night. Owing to extreme<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_178">{178}</a></span> excitement in his then weak +state, a violent delirium ensued, which continued for many days. None +knew the sufferer, or from whence he came. Upon his restoration to +reason, as his kind nurse was proffering to him a glass of water, he +suddenly sank back upon his pillow in a fainting fit. When consciousness +was once more restored, he could only point to a hair ring upon the +lady’s finger, and articulate her name. Thus these lovers met, after a +separation of nearly eighteen years. An explanation ensued, by which she +learned that he had traced and followed her across the plains to Salt +Lake city. There he lost all clue to her whereabouts. Disappointed and +sick at heart, he pursued his way to California; went to the mines, and +worked awhile, and was there taken sick. He managed to get to the hotel +the day preceding the fire. The rest may be imagined by the situation in +which I described her, as first seen by me upon entering that lovely +valley. Truly, truth is stranger than fiction; and romance dwindles into +insignificance, when contrasted with thrilling realities.</p> + +<p>Now I will proceed on our journey. I regretted to leave that beautiful +spot, so rural, so retired, so far from the busy haunts of man. It had +such a serene aspect, it seemed to me to be one of the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_179">{179}</a></span> sweetest havens +of rest that God ever provided for life’s weary pilgrim. We travelled on +until we reached another valley, equally as rich in nature’s adornments; +but its verdant soil had been recently saturated with the blood of three +prospecting miners. Their bodies had been found pierced with arrows, +besides being cut and mangled in a horrible manner. Some Indians near by +were suspected of committing the murder. Consequently a number of miners +had assembled, and, in order to intimidate the tribe, had taken three +Indians, and hung them on the limb of a tree near by the scene of the +murder. As we approached, we noticed with some anxiety the unusual +collection of so many miners. Very soon the occasion of such an +assemblage became apparent. There, on a single limb, were suspended the +dead bodies of three Indians. One glimpse was sufficient. I can see them +now, their swarthy, distorted visages emblematic of revenge and +treachery.</p> + +<p>Finally we came to a little mountain town called Bridgeport. It +consisted of three little shanties and a toll-bridge, which spanned the +Yuba River. The setting sun was just gilding the tops of the surrounding +mountains, as we halted in front of one of the dwellings to inquire the +distance to<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_180">{180}</a></span> French Corral. They informed us it was about five miles. +They told us there was a pretty high mountain just beyond, and advised +us to discontinue our journey for that night. They seemed so +particularly solicitous for us to remain all night, their shanty was so +filthily dirty, and they themselves were such savage, hirsute-looking +objects, that I entreated my husband to go on. I thought, out of two +evils, we were choosing the least by proceeding. I came to a different +conclusion, however, before we reached our destination. My husband paid +one dollar and a half toll, and we crossed a high bridge, under which +rolled the Yuba. At this place, it was a rapidly rushing stream. It went +foaming and dashing over innumerable rocks which intercepted its +progress, overleaping every barrier, acknowledging no superior power. +Unceasingly it rolled on its course, its waters mingling with those of +her sister rivers, and <i>all</i> tending to one point, viz., the broad +Pacific.</p> + +<p>Directly after crossing the Yuba, we commenced the toilsome ascent of +the highest mountain we had yet encountered. At the commencement of the +ascent, my husband alighted to walk up the mountain, and I was to drive +up. The poor horse started with all the energy he possessed, in the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_181">{181}</a></span> +hope, I suppose, of speedily gaining the top. I quickly lost sight of my +husband, who was trudging on in the vain hope of overtaking me. Soon I +began to perceive evident signs of exhaustion in the horse. I tried to +stop him, but could not. The buggy drew back so, that, if he attempted +to stop, it drew him back too. And oh, what an awful road it was! Deep +gullies worn by streams of water, which had flowed down when the snow +had melted, deep enough to hide myself in! I tried several times to get +the carriage crosswise the road, but could not, on account of those +gullies and huge rocks.</p> + +<p>I was fearful, every moment, the horse would fall, from utter +exhaustion. He was covered with white foam, and his tongue was extended +from his mouth. I screamed for my husband at the top of my voice; but he +was puffing and blowing far down the mountain. I finally contrived to +get the carriage wedged in between two rocks. I then got out, and went +to the relief of the horse. Poor fellow! I thought he was dying, for +some time. When my husband appeared in sight, his appearance betokened +about as great exhaustion as the horse. After a good rest, we all +proceeded up, I on foot too. Three or four times I threw myself<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_182">{182}</a></span> on the +ground in utter exhaustion. We could not proceed as leisurely as we +would, had night not been so close upon us. The summit was reached; and +what a magnificent view greeted my wondering vision! The road wound +round the mountain near the top. The sides of the mountain had been cut +down, and a very good level road formed, of just sufficient width for +only one carriage to pass round at a time. A horn, which is found at +each termination of this narrow pass, is loudly sounded by travellers, +before entering on the road, as a warning of their approach. The +distance from this road down an almost perpendicular descent was one +thousand feet; and at the base of the mountain rolled the foaming waters +of the Yuba River. Yet from that dizzy height it had the appearance of a +white ribbon no wider than your hand. The outside wheels of the buggy +ran within three feet of the edge of the precipice. Nothing could induce +me to ride (even with our gentle horse) in such close proximity to the +frightful chasm. My husband jumped in and rode around, while I went +plodding along, almost ankle-deep in the red sand. Presently I heard +voices behind. I turned to look, and there, a few paces behind me, were +two dark, swarthy, bewhiskered individuals, each mounted on<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_183">{183}</a></span> a fine +mule, and one of them was leading a spare mule. What to do I did not +know. There I was, alone, wallowing in the sand, my bonnet off, hair +dishevelled, face the color of vermilion, and dress the color of the +sand. Who or what I was, or how I came there on foot, I suppose was +beyond their comprehension.</p> + +<p>When they overtook me, one said, “Good evening, madam; this is a hard +road to travel over Jordan.” To this I made no reply. Said the other, +“Wont you ride? you look tired.” I told him there was a carriage waiting +for me just round the mountain. So they rode on. Soon I found my husband +waiting for me. I quickly accepted his invitation to ride, for I feared +meeting with other adventures, which might not terminate so pleasantly. +We travelled on, expecting to reach the corral every moment. There were +no more such high elevations on our route as the last we had surmounted; +but there were a plenty high enough, I assure you.</p> + +<p>But for the brilliant rays of the queen of night, we should have been +compelled to encamp in the mountains. Nothing could exceed the grandeur +and sublimity of these mountain-glens and cañons, walled in by those +grand and lofty mountains,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_184">{184}</a></span> and lighted by the brilliant and powerful +rays of the moon, and the sparkling radiance of the starry host, +glittering like so many diamonds in the deep-blue canopy of the heavens. +Their desolation is mellowed; an air of purity and holiness seems to +pervade those silent places, which leads the imagination to picture them +as grand saloons of nature, fashioned by the hand of the Almighty for +the residence of pure and uncontaminating substances, and not for the +doomed children of passion, want, care, and sorrow.</p> + +<p>About ten in the evening, we made our descent into the valley bearing +the name of French Corral. We were perfectly astonished at beholding +such a collection of canvas houses—large frame boarding-houses and +hotels, brilliantly lighted gambling-saloons without number, and Spanish +dance-houses, French cafés, drinking-saloons, etc., etc.</p> + +<p>It may not be amiss to state here the manner of building frame-houses, +when the time occupied in building was two days for a private dwelling, +four days for a hotel, and six days for a church. The last mentioned, +however, was not often raised. A building would boast of a very slight +frame, not boarded, but split clapboard nailed on to the frame, and the +outside was finished. Upon the inside, in<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_185">{185}</a></span> lieu of laths and plastering, +bleached or unbleached cotton cloth is stretched smoothly and tightly, +and fastened to the frame. This cloth is then papered over, and it looks +as nice as paper upon plastering. The ceiling overhead is nice bleached +cloth, sewed together neatly, and stretched so tightly there is not a +wrinkle observable. For partitions a frame is raised, and each side of +this frame is cloth and paper, leaving a hollow space between the two +partitions of cloth, about three or four inches in width. These +partitions look as firm and solid as they do made the usual way; but +they afford but a slight hindrance to the passage of sounds. These +deceptive partitions have been accessory to the diffusion of many a +momentous secret.</p> + +<p>Begging pardon for this digression, I will proceed with the description +of this speedily-rushed-into-existence mining town. We were directed to +the California Hotel, as one capable of rendering the best +accommodations. Thither we accordingly went, and received a hearty +reception. Every attention benighted, tired travellers could reasonably +require, was cheerfully conferred. Next morning, we rose from our +couches of straw, rather lame, to be sure, but anxious, nevertheless, to +reconnoitre the town. We first repaired to the mines. There<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_186">{186}</a></span> were over +one thousand miners at work in a gulch surrounded by towering mountains, +which shot up almost perpendicularly over their heads. The frosts of +spring tarry latest in those gulches, and the genial rays of the winter +sun penetrate but occasionally to cheer the miner in his arduous toil.</p> + +<p>It is difficult, after all the descriptions he may read, for any one who +has not been in the mines to obtain any correct idea of the manner in +which they are worked, or of the difficulties and singular vicissitudes +in life to which the miner is exposed. If the miner be dependent upon +others for his water by paying for it weekly, success demands that he +should be an early riser. Before the first dawn of light breaks upon the +sky above him, he opens his eyes, rolls over on his hard bed, stretches +his stiffened limbs, and, feeling about for his boots, places his hand +upon something resembling an icicle, into which his feet are thrust, and +the labors of the day commenced. He kindles his fire, (that is, if he +boards himself,) fills and sets on the coffeepot, fries his “flap-jacks” +and his pork, or warms up his beans, and the morning repast is prepared. +It is then quickly eaten; and, by the time it is daylight, the miner is +beside his tom. The water is let on, and in half an hour’s time he is +standing ankle<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_187">{187}</a></span>-deep in it, while, every few minutes, a dash of it is +accidentally sprinkled upon his back. A hard day’s work of this kind is +not unfrequently closed by the paltry reward of one, two, or three +dollars, to be divided between the last named number of men. And this +approximates, more nearly than all other histories, to the truth of +mining. The “big strikes” are always heard of first, because the good +news is published, while the bad is deemed worthy of no such +distinction. From this cause thousands of people meet with +disappointment, and write back to their Atlantic friends, reviling a +country the noblest for its climate, soil, and business advantages, of +any under the broad canopy of heaven.</p> + +<p>The success of the miner depends a great deal upon luck. He may be +industrious, economical, possessed of good morals, labor perseveringly +for months, and sometimes years, and still be poor, as far as the +acquisition of gold is concerned; while, perhaps, an unprincipled +spendthrift in a few months may realize a fortune. A claim, too, may +prospect rich, and yet, upon working it, yield scarcely sufficient to +defray the expenses. Sometimes, also, adjoining claims which prospect +alike may prove, one rich, and the other poor. I knew one fellow who had +worked three weeks upon his claim, and<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_188">{188}</a></span> had not realized enough to pay +his board. He became disheartened, and sold out to a “green-horn,” who, +in the interval of six weeks, took out over three thousand dollars’ +worth of the yellow metal. I knew another, too, who labored hard three +years in the country, without any more than defraying his expenses, when +he was fortunate enough to strike a “pocket,” from which he took out +twenty thousand dollars. But here I am digressing again.</p> + +<p>We found, upon walking about the town, that nearly every other building +was a boarding-house. So much competition had reduced board to twelve +dollars per week, which would not pay, considering the fact of having to +pay six cents per pound freight for the transportation of provisions +from Marysville; so my husband relinquished the idea of opening a house +there, and decided to return to Marysville on the following day. That +night, there was to be a grand ball at the Corral; and Mrs. R——, the +wife of the gentleman who kept the house where we stopped, was very +anxious for me to accompany her to witness the proceedings. Accordingly, +in the course of the evening, we stepped in, as silent spectators of the +festive scene. I was rather surprised at beholding such a recherché +assemblage. By the appearance of the company, I should not<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_189">{189}</a></span> have +suspected that we were, figuratively speaking, in the bowels of the +Sierra Nevada Mountains. A long artificial bower had been constructed, +under which were spread the tables, loaded with delicious viands. There +were turkeys, which at that period could not be purchased for less than +twenty-five dollars apiece; and pigs, too, which were equally as scarce +in the market. There were jellies and East India preserves temptingly +displayed, also the refreshing ice-cream. Beautiful bouquets graced the +tables. These flowers had been gathered in close proximity to snow. +Sixteen miles distant, farther up in the mountains, was plenty of ice +then; and there was a Frenchman at the Corral—from whom the place +derived its name—who kept quite a number of cows; so that ice and cream +were very easily obtained.</p> + +<p>Here, fifty miles from the settlements, were convened a collection of +gentlemen and ladies, who had come, some ten, some twenty, and some +thirty miles, to join in the merry dance. I saw two Bostonians there. It +was a select company: all gamblers were excluded.</p> + +<p>After having regaled ourselves with some refreshments, which the polite +and gentlemanly host insisted upon our partaking, we took our leave, +as,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_190">{190}</a></span> the ensuing morning early, we were to start on our homeward +journey.</p> + +<p>It is a peculiar feature of the climate in California, that, as soon as +the snow disappears from the earth, the flowers spring up spontaneously. +There is no frost in the ground, and the heavy body of snow lying +thereon serves to keep it warm. While at the Corral, I was presented +with an elegant bouquet, which a gentleman told me he gathered between +two snow-banks, in such close proximity to each other, that, with his +arms extended, he could reach the snow on either side. The rising sun, +next morning, found us at the top of that high mountain, very near the +spot where he bade us adieu on our journey up.</p> + +<p>Neither ourselves nor the horse were as fatigued as when we made the +ascent; therefore, it did not appear half as formidable; yet I preferred +being upon my feet. It was really frightful to look at the horse and +buggy. The wheels were both chained: yet how the poor horse had to brace +his feet at every step! It was on this same mountain, the following +August, as a party of emigrants, who travelled across the plains, were +descending in an ox-team, the wagon pitch-poled, distributing the +contents (which consisted of a woman and two or<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_191">{191}</a></span> three children, +cooking-stove, and many other household utensils) in every direction.</p> + +<p>When we reached Bridgeport, we were accosted by the toll-gatherer with +“Well, I reckon as how you had a right smart heap of trouble that night, +afore you reached the top of the mountain. I allowed you would be for +turning back; but I have always heard say, them Yankee women never would +give up beat.” How he knew I was a Yankee, was beyond my comprehension; +for he did not hear me speak, as I recollect of. Must be my countenance +was the index of the nation to which I belonged; and I believe it does +speak Yankee as well as my tongue; for I was never taken for anything +else, except once——.</p> + +<p>We met with no adventure particularly worth relating on our homeward +journey. When we descended again to the foot of the hills, they really +seemed clipped of nearly one-half their altitude since I had passed over +them. I was also surprised at the wonderful amount of courage I had +acquired during the trip. Now I laughed at travelling over those hills I +before had cried at. That night, the little canvas house received within +its walls a tired couple. Not long after this did it afford us a home. +My husband sold it, and we went to the Tremont Hotel,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_192">{192}</a></span> where I remained +during the remainder of my stay in Marysville.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Soon</span> after this, I took a journey, in company with several ladies and +gentlemen from San Francisco, to a mining locality, called Park’s Bar, +situated about twenty miles from Marysville. After leaving the plain, +our route lay through a thick growth of what is there termed chaparell. +It resembles, at a distance, the hawthorn. So dense is this growth of +bushes, it affords grand lurking-places for the assassin. Many a poor +miner, as he has trudged along, with his blankets upon his back, perhaps +well laden with the shining dust, has at this place been pounced upon, +and relieved of his burden, and perhaps his life, by some one of the +many desperadoes who infest the country.</p> + +<p>A gentleman of the company related an incident which occurred, as a +friend of his was once travelling this particular locality. He was +driving a mule-team very leisurely along, in close communion<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_193">{193}</a></span> with his +thoughts, when, all at once, he was startled from his reverie by the +sudden halting of his mules. Upon looking up, there, close in advance of +the mules, were two huge grisly bears, amusing themselves with their +cubs. His heart was in his mouth in an instant. How could he compete +with two such formidable antagonists, should they simultaneously attack +him? His mules betrayed the terror they were suffering by one long, +continuous bray, in which they were speedily joined by their no less +frightened driver. This horrid din, suddenly bursting upon this bruin +coterie, had the desired effect. They instantly disappeared in the +surrounding chaparell; while the teamster pursued his way with all +possible dispatch, congratulating himself upon having escaped, at least, +a very <i>feeling</i> embrace. While speaking of this graminivorous animal, +allow me to add, that I was acquainted with a family who had in their +possession a cub, so tame that he used to play about the floor with the +children as harmlessly as a pet-kitten. He was prized so highly, they +had declined several tempting offers to part with him. Some hunters had +shot his mother, and were dragging her off, when this little cub ran +after them, sprang upon its dead mother,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_194">{194}</a></span> and evinced the strongest +symptoms of affection. Thus it was easily captured.</p> + +<p>About mid-day, we arrived at our destination—quite a little town, +picturesquely situated upon the banks of the Yuba. Those little mountain +towns are, to me, invested with a charm, a novelty, that is perfectly +bewitching. After refreshing ourselves at a hotel in the vicinity, we +repaired to the mining ground, as we laughingly remarked, to prospect. +Some of the miners were so very gallant as to offer us the use of their +pans, at the same time assuring us that they would allow us all the gold +dust we were lucky enough to pan out. It was considered rich diggins at +this spot; therefore, the vision of a heap of gold dust incited us at +once to doff our lace sleeves and fancy fixings, and enter zealously +upon this to us novel method of obtaining that coveted metal. Oh, it was +back-aching work, I assure you!</p> + +<p>Since that one half hour’s work in the mines, how much sympathy I have +felt for the gold-digger! The thought at once obtruded itself, that if +some of the wives of these poor miners whom I had known could but +realize one half of the toil and hardships their husbands endure in the +acquisition of wealth, or of even a competency, by the use of the pan +and shovel, they would not be half so lavish<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_195">{195}</a></span> in their expenditures. It +was excessively warm; there was not a breath of air stirring; the sun +was shining down with more than tropical fervor, while its rays were +reflected in ten thousand directions from the sides of the hills, until +the atmosphere glowed and glimmered like the air in a furnace.</p> + +<p>Although the earth was yielding at the rate of ten cents to the panful, +we very soon came to the conclusion, that we had rather suffer the +privations incident to poverty than toil longer in that burning heat; +so, wiping the perspiration from our vermilion countenances, we repaired +to the hotel; from whence, after a short rest, I sallied forth to visit +several female acquaintances of mine who resided at the Bar. They were +ladies who, upon their first arrival in the country, had boarded with us +awhile, until their husbands could provide a suitable abode for them in +the mines.</p> + +<p>I found one of them, a Mrs. Q——, suffering excessively from a terrible +fright she had received the night previous. The facts were these: They +kept a boarding-house, where they accommodated about forty persons. In +the night, they were both awakened by a noise in their room. Before they +could move, and even before her husband could grasp a revolver which lay +loaded under his pillow,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_196">{196}</a></span> the figure of a man, masked, and holding a +sharp, glittering knife in his hand, was standing over them. The knife +was held within an inch of her throat, while the threat was uttered, +that if her husband moved so much as an inch, his wife’s life would pay +the penalty. Such a threat was, of course, effective. There they lay, +while three other burglars entered the room, and commenced pilfering. A +trunk was opened, from whence they abstracted one thousand dollars in +gold dust. Next followed her jewelry, and her gold watch, a parting +present from her mother. Her husband’s watch, and several other articles +of value, was seized upon; with all of which they decamped. The sentinel +still stood over the wife, while she had fainted from fright. After +waiting until his co-workers in villany were fairly off, he told him, if +he raised the alarm until the lapse of so many minutes after his +departure, that a ball, from an unseen and unerring hand, would be the +forfeiture. He then vamosed. The alarm, however, was instantly given; +every inmate in the house were aroused; but no trace of the robbers was +ever discovered. It was weeks, and even months, before Mrs. +Q—— recovered from the shock she that night received.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a id="page_197">{197}</a></span></p><p>I felt in hopes the party would conclude to remain over night at the +bar; but, as there was a bright moon, they decided upon a moonlight +drive to Marysville. I must confess myself so much of a coward that I +liked not to travel through those gloomy-looking cañons and ravines at +night, even were the way illumined by brilliant Luna’s beams. I fancied +the shadows of the trees assumed the form of the lurking assassin, ready +for a spring. We met with no adventure on the way home, and our ears +were assailed with no more horrible sounds than the bark of the cayotes +that prowled along on our track. These animals partake of the nature of +the wolf, and are very cowardly. They are a great pest in California. +The burial-ground, situated about a mile from Marysville, was often +frequented by these animals; bodies were often found exhumed and +partially devoured by them.</p> + +<p>During my residence in California, situated as I was most of the time in +a hotel, I had ample opportunity to study human nature in all its varied +phases. Scenes of misery, too, I witnessed, enough to fill a volume, +were they all recorded. Scenes of gayety and splendor also diversified +the way. I attended one wedding in Marysville, the cost of which was +currently estimated at two thousand dollars. The bride was a fair widow +of thirty, (and<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_198">{198}</a></span> wealthy withal,) whose husband had deceased five months +previously.</p> + +<p>People in our staid, matter-of-fact, puritanical towns, can have but a +faint conception of the ever-varying, ever-changing scenes, pertaining +to a life in California, where fortunes are made and lost in a day; +friends die, and are forgotten soon, in the constant whirl of excitement +which surrounds one. People who, when I first arrived in California, +were considered immensely rich in this world’s goods, long before I left +were reduced to penury. The motto there is, “Nothing risked, nothing +gained.” They will perhaps invest all they possess in some great +speculation, (always bound to succeed,) and lose the whole. Then, again, +vice versa.</p> + +<p>What shocked me more than all else in California was, to see the poor, +sick, and often penniless people, brought to the hotels (there were no +hospitals in Marysville at that time) to die; and then, when the soul +had taken its flight to the spirit-land, to see the hearse drive to the +door, take the body, which had been deposited in a rough box without the +usual apparelling for the grave, and start off to the place of interment +alone! Not one solitary mourner to follow the remains, or drop the tear +of affection at the grave of one who, perhaps, in some<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_199">{199}</a></span> far-distant +home, had many “loving friends, and true,” who were anxiously waiting +and watching for his return.</p> + +<p>One day there were two brothers, brought by their father to the Tremont +Hotel. They were sick with a fever. After a week of intense suffering, +they died, and the lone father followed them to their last +resting-place. A few days subsequent to this event, he was attacked with +the same fever which had proved fatal to his sons. He soon felt +convinced that he, too, must die. When the proprietor of the house asked +him if he had friends in the Atlantic states, to whom he wished word to +be conveyed, “No,” said he; “I am the last of my race. I have no friend +living to mourn for me.” He even declined naming the place of his birth. +In a few days after that, he lay beside his boys.</p> + +<p>At another time, the mangled form of a young and intelligent-looking man +was brought to a hotel. He had been crushed in a horrible manner by the +falling of a large rock where he was at work. His head and chest alone +remained uninjured. A younger brother accompanied him to the hotel, and +remained as his nurse. Every night he used to slip quietly from his +suffering brother’s room, and repair to the gambling-houses, and there +stake<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_200">{200}</a></span> and lose large sums, which had been obtained at the price of his +brother’s life. The poor sick man, unable to raise a finger, his back +turned towards the door, and therefore not knowing his brother was +absent, would call repeatedly the brother’s name, begging him for a +glass of water. After a while, all would be still. No one suspected he +was dying there alone nights.</p> + +<p>One night, I heard the call so long continued, and so plaintively +uttered, I could endure it no longer. I rose, dressed myself, and +repaired to the sufferer’s room. I found him all alone. “I wish, madam,” +he said, “you would waken Jack. He sleeps so soundly, I never can arouse +him in the night. I call until I am fearful of awakening the occupants +of the surrounding rooms, and then I desist. But now I think I am +dying.” I told him his brother’s bed was vacant. He seemed very much +distressed at his brother’s absence. Search was immediately instituted. +He was found at a gambling-table, betting. He was summoned to the +bedside of his brother. After a while, the sick man revived. He lingered +through the next day. At night, his physician enjoined his brother to +remain constantly with him, as it was not probable he would survive +until morning. The passion for<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_201">{201}</a></span> gambling had gained such an ascendency +over the young brother’s better feelings, that, some time during the +silent watches of the night, he had deserted his dying brother! In the +morning, the poor sufferer was found a corpse. He had died alone! What +struggles, what agonizing thoughts, were his, what words passed his +dying lips, none save his Maker knew.</p> + +<p>The brother had passed the night in one of the many dens of infamy that +abounded, and which shed, and still do, a withering blight over the fair +and sunny valleys of the richest country the sun ever shone upon. See, +in this case, what a pernicious influence those gilded saloons of vice +have upon the unstable mind of youth. Here were two brothers, who had +been reared by fond parents in the fear and admonition of the Lord. +Through their childhood they had loved one another; and together they +had repaired to a distant land to seek their fortunes. The younger, +whose mind was more vacillating, had by degrees yielded to the song of +that siren, Vice, until she had lured him to her haunts, causing him to +forget home, friends, and even a dying brother, to follow in the train +of the tempter.</p> + +<p>My prayers are, and ever have been, with the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_202">{202}</a></span> vigilance committees of +California. May the blessing of God attend them, and prosper all their +undertakings and endeavors to uproot and exterminate those hot-beds of +vice, those quick-sands in the ocean of life, upon which the bark of +many a promising youth, of many a young husband, and of many a +middle-aged father, has been irrecoverably wrecked.</p> + +<p>Go into the villages and towns throughout the Atlantic States, and in +how many will you not find one, at least, who has been a heart-sufferer +from the effects of those dens of sin and iniquity, which, until the +organization of the vigilance committee, threw open their gilded doors, +even in the glare of noon-day, to allure the weak-minded and +unsuspecting! And even the strong-minded have sometimes fallen a prey to +their seductive wiles. How many homes have been rendered desolate, how +many families disunited and severed, how many hearts as well as fortunes +broken, by the prevalence of that one great sin, gambling! and it has +been an almost universal vice in California.</p> + +<p>How many enterprising and ambitious men have I known who emigrated with +their happy wives to California, their hearts buoyant with bright +anticipations of the future! Success for awhile crowned<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_203">{203}</a></span> all their +undertakings; but, alas! those gorgeously furnished drinking-saloons +which meet the eye at every turn proved too enticing for frail human +nature to resist. The first temptation yielded to, and how easily the +downward course is pursued, which terminates in total depravity!</p> + +<p>The young wife, neglected by her husband, her brilliant hopes +crushed,—unless she be possessed of a strong mind, and has friends +there to guide and guard her,—rather than return alone to the home of +her childhood, gradually loses her self-respect, and finally swells the +list of those we blush to name.</p> + +<p>Those upon whom the sun of prosperity has ever shone, know not how +bitterly painful is the first clouding over of youth’s sweet +visions—the first crushing blight of confidence and love—the first +consciousness that life is not so fair and bright, nor friends so kind +and true, as we have pictured them. Not from observation wholly do I +asseverate these statements—by sad experience have these sentiments +become deeply imbedded in my heart. I have known, and felt, and suffered +<i>all</i>, in my short life. But, when the wife’s cup of misery is full to +overflowing, and she returns to the home of her youth, expecting to +receive the sympathy she so<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_204">{204}</a></span> justly deserves, and which is so readily +proffered by those encircling her own hearth-stone, how poignant to her +sensitive and lacerated feelings are the baneful, whispered slanders +which are borne to her ears! and emanating, too, from the lips of those +she once considered friends, and who, had adversity not overtaken her, +would still have been fawning sycophants for favor.</p> + +<p>Oh, ye slanderers! pause in your career; for it is one of the most +heinous sins that the instigator of all evil ever conceived, and from +which every pure heart will turn with loathing and disgust. If the +professed slanderer ever has any moments of serious reflection, how +severe must be the accusations of that faithful monitor within; for to +how many, in the course of their life-time, have they cast their +poisoned arrows, dipped in the foul extract of their own hearts, which, +while it <i>kills</i> not those to whom it is aimed, rankles deeply in a +sensitive heart, causing tears of agony to flow! Then there are always +plenty of the lovers of gossip abroad to catch and retail slander; +plenty ready to believe an evil report, without taking the trouble to +investigate. Thus many an innocent heart has palpitated keenly, upon +receiving manifest slights from a source whence they had a right to +expect nought but kindness.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_205">{205}</a></span></p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">One</span> bright morning, toward the latter part of the month of September, I +left Marysville for a drive to General Sutler’s residence, situated +about eight miles below Marysville. You cross Feather River at Yuba +city, and follow the banks of this lovely stream, the scene varied and +beautified by nature’s incomparable adornments, until the picturesque +mansion of the affable and dignified general greets the eye. The road +leads to the back entrance of the spacious, square court-yard, which is +surrounded by a range of buildings on three sides. Several large and +stately trees rear their umbrageous branches far above the roofs of the +adobe buildings, which, from their sylvan retreat, peep out a ready +welcome to the tired stranger. The grounds around the dwelling are +tastefully and beautifully adorned with numerous parterres, some of +which are inclosed with hedges of cactus. Here I saw the first +cultivated rose that had greeted my eye since leaving New England. How +the sight of those roses carried me back to the neat New England homes, +embowered with honey-suckle and roses! It was actually fragrant with +home,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_206">{206}</a></span> and home associations. On one side of the gardens extended a +flourishing vineyard, the products of which amply repaid the labor +expended thereon.</p> + +<p>We were invited by the general to enter his pleasant-looking domicile, +which invitation we cheerfully accepted. We were regaled with grapes, as +luscious, I dare say, as the forbidden fruit which tempted the occupants +of paradise. The wines proffered,—the produce of the vines of +California,—having attained age, were pronounced of an excellent +quality in substance and flavor. Sweet music, discoursed by one of the +general’s sons, enhanced the pleasure of this often-remembered visit.</p> + +<p>The Indians in the immediate vicinity are devoted to the general’s +service; while the only remuneration they ask or expect is their food. +His house servants are all the female Diggers. The general’s family +carriage is drawn by two sleek-looking mules; and the driver’s box is +occupied by a Digger Indian, in costume á la fancy. Mrs. Sutter +generally denies herself to all visitors; but the regret generated by +her absence speedily vanishes in the presence of the affable, courteous +general, who ever welcomes his visitors with a cordiality inseparable +from the man, whose integrity never bent to wrong or pusillanimous +expediency, and who, armed<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_207">{207}</a></span> intellectually with the panoply of justice, +has courage to sustain it, under all and any circumstances.</p> + +<p>We arrived back to Marysville just as the red orb of day touched the rim +of the western horizon, covering it all with crimson and gold, and +filling the world with a flood of evening glory.</p> + +<p>I was often amused, while sojourning at the Tremont, by witnessing the +transformations effected by a change of apparel on the inhabitants of +the mountains, when they made temporary visits to the valleys. One day, +a weary and care-worn-looking miner entered the bar-room of the hotel. +Nought of his countenance was visible save his eyes and nose; for over +his brow was drawn a soiled Kossuth hat; while the lower part of his +face was entirely concealed by an abundant growth of hair. He deposited +his blankets upon the floor, advanced to the bar-keeper, and inquired +for the proprietor of the house. To him this soiled and +travelled-stained miner delivered up thousands for safe keeping. He +seated himself in the gentlemen’s parlor, eyeing intently for some +moments an open piano. Upon his advancing toward it, and seating himself +upon the music-stool, a smile, bordering on derision, involuntarily +passed from one to another of the occupants of the room. The smile, +however, was speedily<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_208">{208}</a></span> changed to looks of astonishment, when, after +running his fingers hastily over the keys, music such as we sometimes +hear in our dreams, but <i>very</i> seldom in every-day life, gushed upon +their astonished senses. The air was “Sweet Home.” He accompanied the +instrument with a voice of surpassing melody, which penetrated to the +ladies’ rooms, and brought them en masse to the stairs, where they +remained almost spell-bound, while he played and sang piece after piece, +seemingly engrossed by heart-awakening memories of other days and other +lands, and wholly unconscious of the presence of listeners who had +gathered around him. As he was about midway in the execution of that +plaintive song, “Katy Darling,” he suddenly ceased, became aware of the +attention he was attracting, caught up his old, greasy hat, and vamosed.</p> + +<p>When next he appeared in their midst, the metamorphosis was so complete +as to utterly prevent recognition, had he not again seated himself at +the piano. He remained several weeks at the hotel, and often delighted +us with specimens of his musical talent. He was considered by +connoisseurs as the greatest performer upon the piano in all California.</p> + +<p>I never saw a miner without thinking how little<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_209">{209}</a></span> one could judge, by the +present appearance, of his origin or past life, for there were those +laboring in the gold mines of California who had held important offices +of trust in the Atlantic states. The sons of wealthy southern planters, +too, were there, laboring as hard as their fathers’ slaves at home, but +reaping a far richer harvest of gold. People who at home never performed +any manual labor, there would not hesitate to stand in water up to their +knees for days and weeks together, if, by so doing, they could heap high +their coffers.</p> + +<p>The good fortune of a lady in California, which came under my especial +observation, I will here record. Upon the arrival at Marysville of one +of the up-river boats, a fine-looking lady, whose age might perhaps be +thirty or thereabouts, came to the Tremont Hotel, and desired an +interview with the proprietor. She informed him she was entirely +destitute of funds, as the journey from New York had been more expensive +than she had expected, and begged, as a favor, the loan of twenty +dollars. Could she obtain that amount, she intended to pursue her way to +Downieville, where she hoped and expected to find a friend and relative. +The proprietor accordingly proffered the required sum, although somewhat +doubtful of receiving it again,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_210">{210}</a></span> or even of seeing the recipient. The +next morning she resumed her journey; and the remembrance of this +fine-looking widow was obliterated by the occurrence of other and more +important affairs. Five or six weeks had elapsed, when, one day, she +astonished us all by appearing in our midst. Upon meeting the +proprietor, “Oh,” said she, “I have been <i>so</i> successful! and now I have +come to liquidate old debts.” The nature of the success was this: She +arrived at Downieville, found the one of whom she was in pursuit, and he +built her a canvas house, procured her a cooking-stove, a long board +table, and some wooden benches, and she commenced keeping a +boarding-house. She soon had thirty or forty boarders, for each of which +she received twelve dollars per week. One day, as she was sweeping her +floor,—which, by the way, was nothing but the earth,—she saw something +glitter. Upon examination, it proved to be a lump of gold. She searched +farther, and found the earth was full of particles of gold. She +instantly summoned to her presence the friend who had assisted her in +locating herself in such rich diggings. They removed the table, benches, +and stove. Upon the last-named utensil a dinner was in progress; but who +would think of preparing a<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_211">{211}</a></span> dinner, even if it were near the dinner +hour, should they suddenly find themselves in possession of such rich +diggings. This land, which she had appropriated to her own use, was +situated in a central part of the town of Downieville. It had never been +prospected, for the very reason that its appearance betokened nought to +impress the beholder with the idea that gold existed there in such +quantities.</p> + +<p>That day they two took from the kitchen floor, as she termed it, five +hundred dollars, mostly in lumps. Every day witnessed similar success. +As soon as she could think of leaving her treasures for two days, she +hastened to Marysville to cancel her debts. Afterwards she became a +frequent visitor at the house. I became very well acquainted with her; +and one day she related the cause of her leaving home alone, to seek a +home in California. She was married very young, and in opposition to the +wishes of her parents. Unfortunately, her married life proved miserable +in the extreme. After a lapse of years, she returned penniless, with one +child, to the home of her youth, where she received a hearty welcome +from her father; but the gentle, loving mother, whom she had forsaken, +had gone long since to the spirit<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_212">{212}</a></span>-land, and her place in the family +circle was occupied by another. That other regretted the daughter’s +return, and manifested her disapproval by unkindness to the child. At +one time, when the child was suffering intensely from sickness, +child-like he refused to take his medicine, whereupon the grandmother +struck him. In twenty-four hours after that, the boy was a corpse. After +the burial of her boy, the daughter never looked upon the step-mother +again. She told her father, that, if he would furnish her with means, +she would seek her fortune in California; and she did, in the manner +above related. She acquired a fortune; but the recollection of her boy, +at times, would come floating over the ocean of memory, overshadowing +all the bright hopes and sunny feelings of her heart.</p> + +<p>It was a novel sight to me to watch the emigrant wagons, as they passed +through Marysville to their different destinations. How dusty and +travel-stained they appeared, after a four and five months’ journey +across those almost boundless prairies, after fording those mighty +streams, whose waters had been navigated by nought save the red man’s +canoe, effecting a passage through lonely cañons and over towering +mountains, enduring almost every hardship the human frame is capable of<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_213">{213}</a></span> +sustaining, and finally had reached the desired goal!</p> + +<p>How emaciated the cattle looked; and no wonder, for how many long and +weary miles they had travelled! I almost fancied those old oxen actually +smiled for joy at arriving at their destination; yet many of their +number had given out on the way, and their bones lay bleaching in the +sun.</p> + +<p>A lady who had travelled across the plains told me how sad it made her +feel when she saw the cattle giving out on the way. Said she, “Those +dumb beasts would express so much sorrow in their faces when they began +to falter in their pace, they would look so wishfully into the face of +the teamster, and low so mournfully, I knew they understood their +situation.”</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding the sufferings and hardships those emigrants endure +while on their “winding way,” all is forgotten when they reach the +settlements. Their swarthy, sun-burned faces are radiant with joy as +they pass along.</p> + +<p>It is astonishing how much one of those wagons will hold. I saw one +passing with eight holes cut in the canvas on one side, and a child’s +face peeping out at every one of these holes. Besides the children it +contained, there were cats, dogs, beds and bedding, cooking-stove, tin +pans, and kettles.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_214">{214}</a></span></p> + +<p>Two emigrant wagons passed through town one day, each driven by two +beautiful-looking girls—beautiful, although browned by exposure to the +weather. In their hands they carried one of those tremendous, long +ox-whips, which, by great exertion, they flourished, to the evident +admiration of all beholders. Their surpassing beauty gained for them the +appellation of the “belles of the plains.” In two weeks from the time +they attracted so much attention, driving each three yoke of oxen +through town, they were married to gentlemen whom they had never seen +until they arrived in California, and who had never seen them until they +beheld them as teamsters.</p> + +<p>I often saw ladies at the hotel who had resided eight and twelve months +at different bars far up in the mountains, where they were the only +females, and during all this time would not see a lady to speak to. You +can imagine how fast they would talk, upon getting where there were +plenty of their own sex.</p> + +<p>I was quite amused at an incident related by one of those ladies, who +had been for eight months thus isolated from all society. Her husband +kept a boarding-house, where he accommodated about thirty miners, which +were all that worked at that<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_215">{215}</a></span> place. A short time previous to the +occurrence of the scene here related, these miners had had some trouble +with a tribe of Indians whose rancheria was not far distant. They had +heard several times that they meditated an attack upon all the whites in +their vicinity, and for some time they had been upon their guard; but, +as they heard nothing from them, they had relaxed their watchfulness. +One day, when they were all at work in the mines, and this lady alone in +the house, instantaneously a deafening war-whoop rang in her ears. She +ran to the door, and saw, at a little distance from the house, about two +hundred painted Indians, armed with bows, arrows, and hatchets, +advancing at a rapid pace. She rushed from the house, frightened half to +death, (as she expressed her feelings,) and ran, screaming, to the spot +where the men were at work. They, hearing the war-whoop and her screams, +and seeing the whole tribe making such a rapid descent, naturally +supposed they were coming to exterminate them; and if so, flight was out +of the question. There was no alternative but to meet the foe, and fight +with picks and shovels; for their fire-arms were in the house, and the +Indians were between the house and where they were. <span class="pagenum"><a id="page_216">{216}</a></span>They directed +Mrs.—— to flee across the river and into the woods on the opposite +side, and secrete herself as quickly as possible. The river was so deep, +the water so wild and dark-looking, and spanned by so narrow a timber, +that, upon any ordinary occasion, she would have hesitated a long time +before venturing across; but now, with the velocity of the wind almost, +she crossed the timber, and rushed with headlong speed for the woods. +Before reaching it, however, she passed several large excavations in the +earth; and, thinking one of these would afford her a grand hiding-place, +she jumped into it, and crouched down to await her fate. Said she, “It +would be impossible to describe my feelings while in this hole. I +expected every moment to see a dozen dark-skinned savages, glaring at me +with their murderous, blood-thirsty eyes. I could endure it no longer: I +must crawl out, and rush on. After great exertion, I got out, and, not +once daring to look around, made all haste for the woods.</p> + +<p>“Reaching it, I would hide myself for a few moments, and then think, +‘They will surely find me here; I must find a better place than this;’ +and then leave it in search of another. In this way I hid myself a dozen +times. Finally, I climbed up into the branches of a large tree, and +there remained, for how long I could not tell—the time seemed<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_217">{217}</a></span> +interminable. Then I heard some one shouting. I was so terrified, I +could scarcely retain my seat. Soon I heard my own name called, and +recognized my husband’s voice. <i>He</i> was alive, then, and all the others +were murdered! When he appeared in sight, he was laughing. I thought him +insane. Said he, “Come down from the tree; it is all right. I thought I +should never find you. I have been hunting these two hours.”</p> + +<p>It seemed these Indians had started, in honor of some great occasion, to +visit a neighboring tribe. They had painted and armed themselves, as +they ever do when they start upon a journey to celebrate any great +event. Their object in raising such a war-whoop was, doubtless, a +sportive one; for they passed the miners with their countenances +illumined with a broad grin.</p> + +<p>The lady, who was from the New England States, returned to her house +with some idea of the sufferings of the early New England settlers. It +was days before she recovered her usual equanimity.</p> + +<p>Another lady told me that she was the first who arrived at Cañon Creek, +situated a hundred miles from Marysville, in the Sierra Nevada +Mountains; and that, when she arrived at the top of the mountain which +overlooked the ravine in which the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_218">{218}</a></span> miners were at work, they desisted +from their labors, gave three hearty cheers, and came to the place where +she was seated on a mule. Their delight was so great at seeing a live +woman in their midst, that they actually lifted the mule upon which she +was riding from his feet, and carried them both down the mountain. Those +miners, who had lived so long in their little cabins, secluded from the +world, deprived of the cheering presence of woman, knew then, if they +had never before known, how to appreciate the opposite sex.</p> + +<p>As a specimen of the sort of accommodations a traveller is likely to +meet with in a journey through the more unsettled parts of the +mountains, I will describe a public-house on the trail (as it was +called) that I once had occasion to stop at. It was a little log shanty, +kept by a woman—of what color I was unable to determine, on account of +the dirt upon her person. She hailed from out West, somewhere. I think +it must have been far West, where the cleansing properties of soap and +water were not often tested. There was no floor in this shanty but the +earth, and even that looked as if it had never been swept. How could I +stay, and eat, and sleep in so much dirt? There was no alternative; +night was close at hand, and no other <i>public-house</i> within<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_219">{219}</a></span> many miles. +She prepared us a <i>good supper</i>, as she termed it, in which, I presume, +there was a good supply of dirt, although I did not stop to scrutinize +it very closely. After we had partaken of the cheer set before us, she +washed the dishes, turned round, and dashed the dish-water up in one +corner of the apartment, wiped her hands upon her dirty apology for a +dress, and sat down for a smoke. For sleeping accommodations, there were +berths built up against the side of this shanty. I wrapped my own +blankets around me, and crawled into one of them, where I remained until +daylight. Right glad was I when it appeared, and I hoped to leave her +domicile without being encumbered with any of her live stock; but in +this I was disappointed.</p> + +<p>At one time there came down from the mountains the most comical-looking +old couple I ever beheld. They were English, and had emigrated to the +Western States ten years previous to the date of my story. They had been +in California two years, during which time they had never left the +mines. She worked mining with her husband. It was the commencement of +the rainy season when they left the mines; and all she had on, to +protect her from the weather, was a thin, faded calico gown—one which +she had brought from<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_220">{220}</a></span> England ten years before; and it was the best +garment she possessed. Over her shoulders she wore a calico jacket, and +on her head an apology for a sun-bonnet. Her husband wore a Mackintosh, +which reached to his heels, and on his head an old hat, and oh, what a +hat! Altogether, they were the most forlorn-looking couple one would +wish to see. They carried penury in their very countenances. I pitied +her so, I gave her a gentleman’s dressing-gown, which had been left at +the hotel. It was rather soiled, to be sure; but then it was better than +anything which she had. When she went away, she wore it off. They had +started home to England, by the way of New York. When the bar-keeper +requested him to register his name, he made a cross; and she was as +ignorant as he. At night she asked me if I would give her a room with +good fastenings to the doors and windows, as they had a good deal of +gold dust with them. I inquired to know where it was, as they brought no +baggage with them, except a little bag, which she carried on her arm. +She said it was in belts around their waists. I told her, if it were +much, she had better deliver it up to the proprietor of the house for +safe keeping. Said she, “Oh, no, I would not lose sight of it for +anything! I have<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_221">{221}</a></span> five thousand dollars in my belt, and my husband has +the same.” I advised her to send it by express to New York, as they +might be robbed on the way. She said they could not afford to pay the +percentage for its transportation, when they could carry it, and save +that money. So they started for New York by the way of Nicaragua.</p> + +<p>I often thought of them after they left, and felt assured in my own mind +that they would lose their money before they arrived home. They were two +very simple people, and betrayed by their looks evident signs of fear of +robbery. The next news I heard of them was, that they were both drowned +at Virgin Bay, while going from the shore in a boat to get on board the +steamer. The particulars were these: The boat was loaded with +passengers; and, it being rather rough, they became frightened, and all +rushed to one side, and capsized her. This old couple, having so much +gold about their persons, sank immediately; while those who were not +burdened with gold were quickly picked up by other boats. Thus these two +old people, who had lived in poverty all their days, died rich, +clutching the treasures for which they had toiled so hard, and to obtain +which, they had denied themselves the comforts of life. The school of +poverty in<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_222">{222}</a></span> which they had passed the greater part of their lives, had +fostered the spirit of covetousness to such a degree, that it was +finally the means of their losing their lives.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">While</span> in California, I had charge, for a while, of a little girl, whose +mother had died just as the steamer upon which she was on board neared +the wharf at San Francisco. The father, mother, and two children were on +board the ill-fated Independence, which was wrecked, and then burnt, on +the coast of Old California.</p> + +<p>When she commenced burning, the father hoped to save his family from the +flames by swimming with them to the shore. Being an expert swimmer, he +thought that, by taking one at a time, he might succeed in bringing them +all to the land. He suspended his wife over the ship’s side farthest +from the flames, wrapped the babe of ten months in a shawl, and +consigned it to the care of a passenger until his return, took the +little girl of four<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_223">{223}</a></span> years in his arms, lowered himself into the water, +and commenced swimming for the shore. He clasped her little arms about +his neck, told her to hold on, shut her eyes and mouth, and she would +soon be on the land, and then he would return for mother and the baby.</p> + +<p>Long before they reached the land, she was senseless. In the meantime, +the flames were increasing with such rapidity that it behooved the +father to hasten back, in order to save his wife from the devouring +element. He left the little girl senseless upon the beach, dove into the +foaming surf, and was several times borne back to the shore before he +could get beyond it. As he neared the burning wreck, the flames burst +out afresh, forcing the frightened passengers to leap into the angry +waters. The gentleman who held the babe threw it into the ocean to save +himself. In its descent, the shawl became detached from it, and the +child fell into the water a short distance from the mother, but beyond +her reach. In one of its little hands it held a toy; and, as it was +borne off on the top of a receding wave, its little plump arms were +raised, and the mother saw the white, dimpled hand firmly grasping the +toy. She could look no longer. Her babe was hastening on to swell the +angel-band in the courts of the blessed!<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_224">{224}</a></span></p> + +<p>When her husband reached her, the flames were close around; her dress +had even been scorched. With her he started back to the shore. But very +few could have breasted the angry waters as he did; but he was impelled +by a motive which seemed to lend strength to his well-nigh exhausted +frame. He reached the shore with his wife. Some one had found the little +girl senseless, and had succeeded in restoring her to consciousness. The +body of the infant was afterwards washed ashore, with the toy grasped in +its hand. They made its little grave on the lonely beach, and placed it +therein.</p> + +<p>For three or four days these shipwrecked passengers remained upon the +beach, their only nourishment being molasses and vinegar. They were then +taken on board a vessel, and carried to San Francisco.</p> + +<p>The mother, weakened by exposure, and suffering from a hurt which she +received in her side while being suspended from the ship, breathed her +last just as she was nearing their destined port.</p> + +<p>Little Rosa (her name was Rosa Taylor) often told me the sad story in +her artless, baby way. How impressive was her manner, when, seated in a +little chair by my side, her dimpled face upturned,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_225">{225}</a></span> her large, dark, +mournful eyes raised to mine, her rosy lips parted, to tell of the +dreadful shipwreck; of the baby brother being drowned; of her being so +hungry and cold on the beach; of her dear mother dying, and clasping her +so closely in her arms, when she said, “Be a good girl, Rosa, and love +your father; for he is all the one left to love you.” Then the dying +mother said, “Raise me up, and let me look upon the land once more.” +Then she lay back, and died.</p> + +<p>Rosa staid with me three months, while her father was at the mines. Then +he came, and took her away to Oregon.</p> + +<p>I must not forget to mention the delights of stage-coaching in +California. In the first place, the coaches are built of the strongest +materials to be obtained, and are sufficiently large to carry from +twenty to thirty persons. They are drawn by six large, beautiful horses. +In the dry season, when the rivers are low, large boats do not run to +Marysville, and most of the travel is effected by stages. I once rode to +Sacramento and back in one of those six-horse coaches, when the +passengers, inside and out, numbered twenty-eight. The thermometer stood +at 110 deg., and the dust was so dense as to almost suffocate one. We +were all obliged to <i>unpack</i><span class="pagenum"><a id="page_226">{226}</a></span> ourselves, and walk over all the bridges +on the way; and then, so frail were these structures, that they trembled +and swayed as the empty coach was being drawn over.</p> + +<p>By the time you arrive at the end of your journey, your eyes, nose, and +mouth are filled with dust, as well as your clothes. One day’s ride +ruins the clothes; but, if a person is blessed with a strong +constitution, he may possibly survive several consecutive days’ riding +in those crowded coaches. The roads between Marysville and Sacramento +are very level, it being a vast plain the whole way.</p> + +<p>Journeying through the mountainous sections of the country in coaches, +is perfectly awful. The passengers are obliged to alight, and push +behind the vehicle, to assist the horses up every hill, and, when they +arrive at the summit, chain the wheels, all get in, and ride to the base +of the next mountain, in danger every moment of being overturned, and +having their necks broken. For thus working their passages they have to +pay exorbitant fares.</p> + +<p>One night, about eleven o’clock, a lady came into the hotel, looking +more dead than alive. She was leading a little girl, of about seven +years of age, who was in the same plight as the mother. They were both +covered with bruises, scratches, and blood,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_227">{227}</a></span> with their garments soiled +and torn. They were coming from Bidwell’s Bar, a place about forty miles +above Marysville, in a stage-coach, in which were nine Chinamen. The +coach was all closed, as it was rather cool in the mountains in the +evening. All at once, they found themselves turning somersets. The coach +was overturned down a steep bank.</p> + +<p>All the Chinamen, with their long cues reaching to their heels, were +rolling and tumbling about in the most ungraceful manner imaginable. +They were vociferating at the top of their voices in a language which, +if spoken calmly, and with the greatest mellifluence, is harsh and +disagreeable in the extreme. “And,” said she, “such a horrid din of +voices as rang in my ears, it was scarcely possible to conceive of; +which, together with the fright, was almost sufficient to deprive me of +reason.” The driver was seriously hurt, and so were some of the horses; +but the inside passengers escaped without having any limbs broken, but +their cues were awfully disarranged.</p> + +<p>In the dry season, there were as many as a dozen coaches which left +Marysville every morning, and as many would arrive every evening. +Generally, they were all loaded to their utmost capacity.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_228">{228}</a></span></p> + +<p>In California, two-thirds of the population seem to be constantly +travelling (in search of new and rich diggins, I suppose). It was quite +amusing to listen to the rigmarole which each driver had over, as they +reined in their horses in front of the different hotels. The names of +the different localities along their routes, which they would sometimes +work into laughable doggerel, the cracking of their whips, and the jokes +cracked upon one another, were quite diverting.</p> + +<p>At the time I was in Marysville, it was not safe to walk around in the +suburbs of the town, in a dark evening, unless armed. Late one evening, +as myself and husband were riding into town, we distinctly heard the +click of a revolver, and two reports followed in quick succession. The +balls whizzed past our ears, giving us no very agreeable sensation, I +assure you. There was no moon, but it was starlight. Whether we were +taken for people for whom some one was lying in wait, with the view of +plunder or murder, or for what those shots were fired, ever remained a +mystery to us. At any rate, it gave us such a fright, I never was caught +out there again after dark.</p> + +<p>There was one house in Marysville which had been in process of erection +four years, and was not<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_229">{229}</a></span> then completed. It was owned by a wealthy +Spaniard, originally from South America. I went, one day, to view this +curious structure. Under it were two regular dungeons, with heavy iron +doors, which could be doubly locked and barred. People conjectured they +were made for the purpose of holding his treasures, of which he was +reputed to possess hoards. The whole building was the most massive, +curious, complicated piece of architecture I ever beheld; and such an +air of mystery and gloom as pervaded the whole place! It was impossible +to elucidate the feelings one was sure to have, as they traversed those +dismal-looking rooms. The sight of so much solid masonry seemed +generative of the darkest designs. In one room were two very large, deep +wells. Some of the floors were constructed of stone. The grounds were to +be inclosed by a high wall. There were complicated wings, and high, +gloomy-looking turrets, projecting in every direction from the main +building. After being completed, it will present more the appearance of +a prison than a private residence.</p> + +<p>Now, I will relate one hen story; not about a renowned Shanghai, but a +genuine, old-fashioned, yellow hen. Hens at that time, in California, +were among the things to be coveted: the meanest<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_230">{230}</a></span> specimens were sold at +five dollars apiece. Some of the Spanish population kept quite a number +of fowl. A lady told me she wanted to purchase a male hen; that an old +Spaniard came to her house one day, who, she knew, had fowl to sell. +<i>She</i> could not speak Spanish; neither could he English. She was very +much perplexed how to make him know that she wanted a crower. She used +every Spanish word she could think of with no success at all. Finally, +she sprang up in a chair, flapped her arms, and crowed with all her +might. That crow enlightened the Spaniard more than all her Spanish +vocabulary had done.</p> + +<p>When I lived in the canvas shanty, a partition of cloth ran across the +centre of the building. On one side of the partition stood my bed, and +on the other my brother’s. An outer door opened into this room. One day, +an old yellow hen walked in very unceremoniously, hopped upon the bed, +and prepared to lay. Soon she jumped off, and left an egg. She conducted +the whole affair with the greatest secrecy, not even indulging in that +greatest luxury of all, cackling. Of course, I fed her, very glad indeed +of her egg, as they were fifty cents apiece. The next day, she came +again, and left another; and so she kept on, until she had laid<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_231">{231}</a></span> twelve; +when she evinced symptoms of a desire to sit upon the nest. My brother +took her eggs, carried them out to a ranch, and exchanged them for those +that would be sure to hatch. He then placed them in a half barrel in the +corner of the room, and set the hen upon them. In due time she brought +out twelve little chicks. When they were about a month old, I sold them +for a dollar apiece. She then laid another litter of eggs, and was as +successful in raising another brood of chickens. Then, as we were going +to leave the shanty, I sold her, chickens and all, for twenty dollars.</p> + +<p>After I had been living at the Tremont some time, I went to my room one +day, and there, on the window-seat, was perched the identical old hen +that I had sold. My window was open, and she had flown in. She appeared +delighted to see me, and evinced her delight by singing quite merrily. +She seemed determined to room with me, and I allowed her to remain until +I could go and find the one to whom I sold her. He had moved, and was +not to be found. Of course, the hen was mine again; but, situated as I +now was, I could not accommodate her with a room in the house, and for +which she seemed to have a decided predilection. I therefore placed her +to board out on a ranch. She continued<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_232">{232}</a></span> to lay eggs and raise chickens, +until I realized, from the sale of them, forty-five dollars. I then sold +her again for five dollars, as she was getting rather old. In one week +after I sold her, she died, from <i>grief, I suppose, at being sold</i>. From +that old yellow hen I made quite a <i>pile</i>, as they say in California.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">I recollect</span> the execution of one man in Marysville, which created quite +an excitement in town. One day my ears were assailed with the most +piercing shrieks. Upon inquiry, I learned that a man had been arrested +by the Vigilance Committee for stealing. A great crowd had collected in +the street in front of the committee’s rooms, among whom was the wife of +the man arrested; and hers were the shrieks which rent the air. Two +little children were following her, crying, “You shall not hang my +father! you must not kill him!” Finally the committee rendered him up +into the hands of the law. He had his trial, was condemned, and +sentenced to be hung. While he was in jail, await<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_233">{233}</a></span>ing his execution, a +lady in town gave a little party for her children. While they were +taking tea, she saw the two children of the doomed man going past. Pity +for the children, so soon to be left fatherless, incited her to call +them in, and seat them at the table spread with delicacies. After they +had partaken of the treat, and gone out to play, the girl who was +clearing the table missed one of the silver spoons. Something prompted +her to go to those two children to inquire for it. She thought the boy +betrayed signs of guilt. She took hold of his arm, and felt the spoon in +his jacket-sleeve. He cried bitterly, and said he did not want to steal, +but his mother told him if he did not, whenever he had an opportunity, +she would whip him severely. Perhaps the father had been stimulated to +commit thefts by similar threats from his wife; and certainly, if her +evil propensities had so far gained the ascendency as to cause her to +instil such principles into the minds of her children, to what evils +would she not resort, to gain her object?</p> + +<p>The night previous to the day upon which he was to be executed, she made +an attempt to fire the city, in the hope, doubtless, that her +accomplices in guilt would effect his liberation while the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_234">{234}</a></span> attention of +the citizens would be directed to the fire. She was, however, +unsuccessful. Had the stable burnt which she attempted to fire, the +whole city would probably have been destroyed. The owner of the stable +had just returned from a journey, and was throwing some hay into the +rack for his horse. In, the meantime, she approached, ignited a bunch of +matches, and thrust them under the side of the building, directly +against this hayrack. It blazed up, which the man no sooner saw than he +caught a large blanket, threw it into the rack, and jumped down upon it. +By this means, the flames were extinguished, but not, however, without +quite severely scorching the man. She was carefully guarded after this.</p> + +<p>The next day, she begged permission to visit her husband in his cell. +She was allowed to go, but not alone; but, somehow or other, she managed +(they supposed) to slip something into his hand, for, a short time after +the interview, when they went to take him to the gallows, they found him +insensible, whether from fear, or from something which he had taken, +they could not ascertain.</p> + +<p>He was taken to the gallows, and the forms of execution enacted, +although he manifested no appearance of life whatever. While this last +act was<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_235">{235}</a></span> being performed, it required six or seven women to hold the +wife. She was perfectly frantic.</p> + +<p>Every day, for some time after, might be seen this woman, dressed in a +garb of the deepest mourning, holding each of her children by the hand, +and traversing the streets, apparently in great distress. It was thought +she made this public display of grief to excite sympathy. Soon after +this, she disappeared from the city.</p> + +<p>It often made me feel sad, during my residence in California, to see the +people recently from the Atlantic states so hopeful and buoyant in +spirits, anticipating such rich harvests of gold, with which they would +return to their homes and families, I knew so well the sufferings and +hardships they would be likely to endure before they could return, if +they ever did. But I ever refrained from casting a shade of melancholy +over the bright future in prospective by prophetic warnings. I recollect +one gentleman in particular, who was so sanguine of success.</p> + +<p>He departed for the mines, and, in three months from that time, was +brought back, crippled for life! While blasting rocks, he had one arm so +shattered that he was obliged to have it amputated above the elbow. Both +eyes were rendered sightless for<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_236">{236}</a></span> life, and the other hand and arm very +much injured. What a pitiable-looking object he was! and how he begged +of the doctors to use every endeavor to save the remaining hand and arm! +He had a wife and three little children in the state of Maine, dependent +on him for a support. It was in vain the doctors tried, by extracting +piece after piece of splintered rock, to save the last hand. It was +amputated at the wrist. How philosophically he bore his sufferings! Not +a groan escaped his lips; but, by the workings of his countenance, one +could perceive his agony was extreme. Money was raised in Marysville +sufficient to defray his expenses home; and a fellow-townsman of the +sufferer volunteered to accompany him as nurse. I never heard aught +concerning him again.</p> + +<p>I often amused myself for hours, studying, not human nature, but mule +nature. It is really astonishing to witness those pack-mules, and see +the wonderful knowledge they display by their manœuvres. In packing them +for a trip to the mountains, the Mexicans load them unmercifully. They +make them carry loads weighing from three hundred to three hundred and +fifty pounds, and strap the articles on so tightly that I should think +it would stop their breaths. The poor creatures will<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_237">{237}</a></span> tremble under such +an unmerciful load, and sometimes I have seen them, after going a little +way, fall from exhaustion, and the weight of their load. Then those +cruel Mexicans would beat them, until the blood would run from their +noses; and, if they were very much reduced from previous hard usage, +they would die, with that heavy pack strapped to them. These pack-mules +have such a horror of going with their loads to the mountains, that, +after they are packed, and are waiting for the remainder of the train, +(these trains sometimes consist of fifty and sixty mules,) they will +endeavor to secrete themselves away behind some building or wagon, and +keep so very still and quiet, seemingly listening and hoping they may +not be found. By and by, when the old, cruel Mexican warns them of his +presence by a heavy slap with the piece of untanned hide he invariably +carries in his hand, accompanied with the expression of <i>hippa, mula!</i> +one can almost see a shade of the deepest despair cross the poor mule’s +countenance, as he joins the train, which is going to travel many weary, +tedious miles, over rough mountains, and through deep ravines.</p> + +<p>These trains are led by a horse, with a bell <span class="pagenum"><a id="page_238">{238}</a></span>attached to his neck. He +is designated the bellhorse; and these mules have such an affection for +him, that they will follow anywhere he goes. Generally, three or four +Mexicans accompany each train. When night overtakes them, they unpack +the animals, and form a sort of corral of the pack-saddles, which they +place in a circle around the goods, which they lay in piles, each load +beside the saddle upon which it belongs. The mules are turned out to +graze. In the morning, after giving them their breakfasts, at a signal +from the Mexicans, each mule places himself in a position to be packed +beside his own saddle; and, what is very singular, each mule knows his +own saddle, and never makes a mistake by placing himself beside his +neighbor’s.</p> + +<p>When they return to the valley again, they are so delighted, that when +they get to within a mile or two of the town, they commence running, and +braying at the top of their voices. And then look out for the dust! Such +clouds of it as they will raise in passing a house, is almost +suffocating. You must hasten, and close the doors and windows, otherwise +the house will be filled.</p> + +<p>“As stubborn as a mule,” is an old adage; and I have seen this maxim +verified oftentimes. I have seen them so obstinate, you might kill, but +never<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_239">{239}</a></span> conquer. Perhaps it is this stubborn nature which some of them +(not all) possess, that causes the Mexicans to be so ugly to them. In +order to pack some of them, they are obliged to be chained and blinded. +What struggles I have seen between the Mexican and his mule! I have +heard them say, that a real malicious one would purposely run, so that +he could dash with great violence his pack against a rock or tree, and +smash it to pieces; then, if it contained ought eatable, devour it with +all haste before the driver could reach him. And many such “ugly capers” +are imputed to his muleship.</p> + +<p>At one time, there was great excitement in the mountains respecting the +mysterious disappearance of a man named Dunbar, who kept a public-house +on the trail leading from Marysville to Onion Valley, on Slate Creek. +These public-houses, by the way, were nothing more than little shanties; +and the only servant generally employed about them was a cook. +Travellers who passed and repassed Dunbar’s house, and found no one +there but his cook, (a young man formerly from Lowell, Massachusetts,) +naturally inquired for Dunbar, and was told that he had gone to San +Francisco. Finally, the house was closed. Then suspicions were rife<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_240">{240}</a></span> +that there had been foul play. About that time, as a hunter was passing +the deserted house, his dog ran into the corral, and began scratching in +the snow, and howling incessantly. His master in vain tried to call him +away. He then went to the spot, dug away the snow, and discovered a +man’s hand and arm protruding from the earth. He dug away the earth, and +there was the body of Dunbar, bent double, thus tied with a rope, and +stamped into that slight excavation.</p> + +<p>The cook, very naturally, was the first person suspected of perpetrating +this horrid murder. He was traced to San Francisco and arrested, just as +he was stepping on board a steamer bound to Panama. He was accused of +the murder, appeared very much agitated, and finally confessed what he +knew about the affair. One night, two people came from a mining locality +near by to Dunbar’s house, and requested a night’s lodging. They +frequently came there, and passed the night. That evening, they played +cards with Dunbar; and, in the course of the evening, he had occasion to +go to a chest which stood in the room, and deposit some money. In this +chest was about five thousand dollars. Whether they saw it, or whether +he told them he had it, he (the cook) did not know.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_241">{241}</a></span></p> + +<p>One of the men came to him in the kitchen, and disclosed their +intentions of murdering Dunbar that night, and securing his money, which +they would share with him, if he would take an oath of eternal secrecy; +if not, his life would pay the forfeit. Fear compelled him to agree to +this proposal. Just then, Dunbar and the other villain came into the +kitchen, and advanced to the outer door; whereupon the other one caught +up an axe near by, and struck Dunbar a blow on the back of the head, +causing him to fall. Then followed another blow, which completed the +work of death. He was then buried as above described, and the money +taken possession of by the murderers. Said he, “They offered me a share +of their ill-gotten treasures; but no—I would not pollute my fingers by +receiving one dollar of their blood-stained gold. Dunbar was a friend to +me, and gladly would I have saved him from the horrid death which +awaited him, had it been in my power so to do; but I was paralyzed with +terror at the horrid revelation to which I had just listened. When they +departed, I should have hastened to some authority, and made instant +disclosure of the whole transaction; but was deterred from so doing by +the fear of being murdered by those fiends in human shape.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_242">{242}</a></span></p> + +<p>“I then determined to leave the country; which determination I was in +the act of putting into execution when arrested.</p> + +<p>“I declare to you, I am innocent of all or any participation whatever in +the horrid affair.”</p> + +<p>The two murderers were at once arrested. They had changed their place of +residence, but were soon ferreted out; and all three were sentenced to +be hung at Slate Creek. My brother was present at the execution. The two +murderers died as they had lived—hardened sinners—profaning and +blaspheming until the last.</p> + +<p>The cook declared his innocence to the latest moment, and begged, even +after the rope was adjusted about his neck, to be allowed to write to +his wife. This boon was granted him. He then asked if he might make a +few remarks. He commenced; and so eloquently did he plead for pardon, so +heart-softening were his remarks, that, had not the mob been so +exasperated by previous horrid disclosures made by the two murderers, he +would and ought to have been pardoned. They had gone so far as to say, +“All who are in favor of hanging this man, go down the hill; and all who +are not, go up;” and, as the majority started to go down the hill, some +of the more ferocious ones caught the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_243">{243}</a></span> rope, and ran with it, jerking +him from the ground, and consummating a murder equally as cold-blooded +as the one for which that innocent man had been arraigned.</p> + +<p>One more story of blood and murder I will relate, and then close the +calendar of murders. As I was sitting in the parlor, one day, I saw the +people in the street all running towards the front of the hotel. I +stepped out upon the balcony to ascertain the cause of this unusual +excitement, and beheld a sight that almost curdled the blood in my +veins. There lay the form of a man, dead. His clothes were saturated +with blood; his ghastly face upturned; and upon his death-stamped +features rested a look of mortal agony. It was the body of one well +known in our midst. He was coming from one of the mining bars above +Marysville, driving a mule-team, when he was accosted by a man whom he +overtook on the road with a request to give him a ride; which request he +accordingly granted. The stranger jumped into the wagon, and took a seat +behind the teamster. They conversed as they rode along, until they came +to an unfrequented part of the road, when the stranger suddenly plunged +a knife into the body of the teamster. It was a murderous blow, and +carried death in its unerring<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_244">{244}</a></span> aim. He robbed the dying man of four +hundred dollars, which he had in his pocket, and then decamped. The man +was not instantly killed, but, before he breathed his last, was found by +a traveller, to whom he told the story, and also gave a description of +the murderer, who was afterwards taken and executed. The murdered man +left a wife and family to mourn his loss.</p> + +<p>Many more murders, equally revolting, I might recount; but I have told +enough to give one an idea of the crime existing at that time in +California. I need not say, at that time; it still exists, and, I fear, +ever will. Vigilance committees may, for a while, intimidate the +blood-thirsty villains; but they can never rid the country of <i>all</i> +those pests of society who have there congregated to feast their evil +propensities upon the lives and property of the unwary and unsuspecting.</p> + +<p>Early in the year 1849, an enterprising, energetic young man, left the +town of D——, situated in one of the Western States, to seek his +fortune in California. He was already in possession of a sum sufficient +to defray his expenses to those golden shores, which held forth so many +charms to an adventurous spirit, leaving but little remaining in his +purse upon his arrival.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_245">{245}</a></span></p> + +<p>Glittering visions of lumps of gold haunted his waking, as well as +sleeping, moments. He was restless and impatient, until he found himself +bounding gayly over the wild, heaving billows of the broad Atlantic. +Being an orphan, deprived, at an early age, of the watchful tenderness +of a mother’s love, the judicious precepts and examples of a father, he +had learned early in life the salutary lesson of self-reliance. No sad +yearnings filled his heart, as he paced the steamer’s deck on the eve of +departure. The delights and social joys of a pleasant home left behind, +the remembrance of a loving mother’s tearful farewell, rose not in his +mind, to cause the tear of affection and regret to bedew his cheek. He +was leaving none behind to mourn his departure. To him the future looked +bright and beautiful, as it ever does to the young, hopeful, and +aspiring heart, over which the chilling waves and bitter disappointments +of the cold, selfish world has never rolled.</p> + +<p>There was one passenger on board, who, from his taciturn, repulsive +manner, had made no friends, and formed no acquaintances. A few days +before their arrival at Chagres, he was missed from his accustomed seat +at table. He no more paced the deck with that quick, uncertain tread, +ever accom<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_246">{246}</a></span>panied with those nervous, stealthy glances bestowed on all +around, and which had occasioned so many remarks at his expense, by no +means flattering or complimentary. He was confined to his berth from +sickness.</p> + +<p>They reached the isthmus of Panama. All were hastening to secure their +passage upon the steamer then waiting at Panama to convey them to their +destined port. Each and all were struggling for themselves. The party to +which the hero of my story had attached himself were toiling on their +“winding way,” when their attention was attracted to a hammock, +suspended between two trees, in which, to all appearance, lay a man in +the agonies of death. They hastened to his side, and discovered, to +their surprise, the repulsive stranger of steamer memory. In a feeble +voice, he besought them, in mercy, to take him along, and not leave him +to die alone! It appeared he had employed some natives to take him +across the isthmus. They had quarrelled among themselves, purloined the +last dollar from the sick man, (Mr. B——,) and vamosed, leaving him to +the fate which was inevitable, unless he was assisted and provided for +immediately. The hot fever-blood was coursing wildly through his swollen +veins; yet there was but one,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_247">{247}</a></span> in that company of men, whose heart was +touched by the appealing looks of the apparently dying man, or whose eye +moistened as the half-articulate words were gasped, “Oh! in God’s name, +leave me not here, to die alone!”</p> + +<p>As some extenuation for the apparently heartless course pursued by all +that company of emigrants, (all except one,) I will state their relative +circumstances. They had purchased their tickets at an exorbitant price, +with perhaps the last dollar at their command. The steamer was waiting; +time was pressing; at such a day she was going to leave Panama, and, if +not there, they lost their passage. Panama was crowded with people, +waiting to get even a foothold upon the deck of any floating craft that +would bear them to the desired haven. The delay that must necessarily +accrue from assisting that suffering person would, in all probability, +cost them their passage, and they would be left penniless in a foreign +land.</p> + +<p>The call of suffering humanity was counterbalanced by the whisperings of +self. They soliloquized, and hushed the breathings of conscience with +thoughts like these: “I must look to my own interest. No one would lend +a helping hand to raise <i>me</i>, if I were sinking. He did not make<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_248">{248}</a></span> +friends with us when in health and prosperity; but now, when he is +dying, he calls for succor from those he formerly shunned. I cannot +assist him. He will probably die before night. I must hurry on.” So they +did hurry on, all except Mr. W——. <i>His</i> heart was boiling over with +the “milk of human kindness.” Said he, “If I go on, and leave this man +to die alone, the image of his pale, sad face will be ever by my side. +The memory of my heartless conduct will cast a dark shade over my whole +future existence. I <i>cannot</i> and I <i>will not</i> be so soulless.”</p> + +<p>In a softened voice he addressed the now nearly unconscious man, and, +taking the feverish hand in his, said he, “Cease your anxiety. I will +stay with you, and take care of you.” One by one, he saw all his company +depart; and he was alone with the sick one, in the unbroken solitudes of +a Granadian forest. He held a flask of water to the lips of the +sufferer, and bathed his fevered brow. This somewhat revived him. Hours +passed on, and they were still alone. Finally, two Carthaginians came +along, and were induced, by the promise of a liberal reward, to carry +the sick man to Panama. After a toilsome journey, which well-nigh proved +<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_249">{249}</a></span>fatal to Mr. B——, they arrived at Panama, but were too late for the +steamer: she had been gone nearly a day. There was no alternative but to +wait until they could secure a passage upon another. Mr. W——’s funds +were fast dwindling away before the exorbitant demands of the Panama +“land-sharks.” Who, among those who were compelled to remain there days +and weeks, when the tide of emigration was rushing irresistibly on +towards the far-famed gold placers of California, can <i>ever</i> forget the +merciless drain upon their purses?</p> + +<p>When able to converse, the invalid informed Mr. W—— that he had a +valuable cargo on board a vessel then on her way around Cape Horn; and +that, upon her arrival at San Francisco, in part payment of the debt of +gratitude he owed to him, he (Mr. W——) should receive a share of the +profits derived from the sale thereof. He also spoke of a failure in +business which had occurred a short time previous to his departure; but +omitted to mention, however, the fact that he had acted very dishonestly +as regarded that failure, and also that he had been very unceremoniously +smuggled on board the steamer, to elude the vigilance of officers of +justice. He expected his wife to join him soon in California: perhaps +she might come on the next steamer.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_250">{250}</a></span></p> + +<p>They were detained in Panama four weeks, during which time he was +carefully nursed by Mr. W——. In the meantime, his wife arrived, with +money sufficient to purchase a ticket for her husband. Mr. W—— had not +the wherewithal to purchase one; therefore, he procured a situation as +waiter on board. Upon their arrival at San Francisco, as the ship was +not due for some two months, Mr. W—— concluded to proceed at once to +the mines.</p> + +<p>Every day, at that time, might have been seen little companies of men, +with their blankets and tin pans strapped to their backs, commencing +their toilsome march into the interior. Far up those mighty streams they +wandered, and penetrated far into the solitary fastnesses of those +mountain gorges, where the foot of white man never trod before. Forming +one of a party of miners who followed the course of the American River, +was our friend W——. For three weary months they prospected in those +dreary wilds, camping out, rolling themselves in their blankets, with no +roof to shelter them from the night air. The twinkling stars, far, far +above them, peeping out a gentle good-night from the azure dome, were +like messengers of hope to those poor wayfarers. Sickness overtook them, +and death<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_251">{251}</a></span> thinned their numbers. Out of a company of ten, but three +returned to San Francisco. One of those three was Mr. W——. Sick, +disheartened, and so emaciated he could scarcely support his feeble +frame, he dragged himself to the door of the only hospital in San +Francisco, and begged for admittance.</p> + +<p>For many weeks he lay hovering at the portal of death’s mysterious door. +Finally, a strong constitution triumphed: this once, the destroying +angel was cheated of its prey. He recovered slowly, and, at the +expiration of many weeks, found himself treading the streets of San +Francisco, weak, penniless, and alone—alone, in a land of strangers. He +bethought himself of Mr. B——, made inquiries concerning him, and +ascertained that the ship had arrived which had contained his property; +that he had disposed of it at an immense profit, and had gone to reside +in Sacramento city. Slowly and painfully he dragged his weakened frame +to one of the piers from whence departed the up-river boats, and gained +a hearing with one of the captains, to whom he stated his situation. He +very kindly gave him a passage to “Sac’ city.” When landed upon the +Levee, it was mid-day. So weak was he that it was late in the afternoon +before he reached<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_252">{252}</a></span> the residence of Mr. B——. Upon inquiring for that +gentleman, Mrs. B—— made her appearance. She did not recognize him at +first, so changed was he by sickness and poverty. Then, in cold, +heartless words, she expressed her sorrow at his unfortunate condition, +hoped he would get along without any more sickness, and coolly closed +the door in his face.</p> + +<p>Imagine his feelings as he turned from that door, sick in body, and +sicker far at heart at this display of sordid selfishness and heartless +ingratitude. He crawled back again to the Levee, where he remained that +night, supperless, shelterless, and penniless. He again solicited a +passage to Marysville, where resided an acquaintance of his who kept a +hotel. To him he applied for a situation to work; for, sick as he was, +his independent spirit spurned the idea of begging. He was at once +engaged to wash dishes; for which service he received seventy-five +dollars per month. After serving awhile in this capacity, he was +promoted to steward, with an increase of salary. From this post he was +admitted as a partner; and, from that day, “Dame Fortune” lavished upon +him her richest gifts.</p> + +<p>Just three years from the time he composed his wearied limbs for a +night’s rest, in the open air, on<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_253">{253}</a></span> the banks of the Sacramento, he was +standing again upon the same spot, but under what different auspices! +Had prosperity changed his noble heart, that, a little more than three +years ago, listened and “wept for others’ woes”? Ah, no! the same +generous impulses governed his every action. His upright, honest +principles grew and strengthened with his fortune, instead of +deteriorating, as is oftentimes the case.</p> + +<p>Curiosity prompted him to inquire after the welfare of Mr. B——. He +learned he was a houseless vagabond around the streets of San Francisco. +From affluence, he was reduced to a state of beggary. His wife had +proved faithless, and decamped with all the money she could get. In +endeavoring to drown his sorrow in the intoxicating cup, he had lost, +dollar by dollar, the remainder of his fortune. That for which he had +sacrificed honor, principle, and every trait which ennobles and exalts +man, had “taken to itself wings,” and the misguided man was bereft of +all which renders life a blessing. From this “ower true” tale may be +deduced a moral.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_254">{254}</a></span></p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">In</span> the fall of 1852, my brother was in the mines, on the north fork of +the Yuba, about one hundred miles above Marysville. As the rainy season +was commencing, and knowing his claims to be on the river, where they +could not be worked except in the dry season, I was daily expecting him +to arrive in Marysville, as he had written to that effect; yet he came +not. Daily I heard accounts of large quantities of snow falling; and it +finally fell to such a depth, that all communication with the +settlements in the mountains was cut off before the winter’s supply of +provisions had been transported thither. Fears were entertained that the +mountain population would suffer incredibly for the want of food; and so +they did. Finally, a straggling, emaciated, exhausted party arrived in +town from Downieville, which is eighty miles distant from Marysville.</p> + +<p>Fifty miles of the route they had traversed over snow, which lay to the +depth of ten and fifteen feet, and part of the time sinking, at every +step, up to their arm-pits in it. Two or three of their number had given +out and died on the way. The<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_255">{255}</a></span> reports they brought were dismal in the +extreme. They said the entire male population would be obliged to leave +Downieville, and get to Marysville, if possible, or die in the attempt, +as there were only provisions enough in town when they left to supply +the women and children.</p> + +<p>What anxiety I felt on my brother’s account, knowing that he must depend +upon Downieville for his supplies! No tidings whatever could I obtain of +him, and did not for four months. During this time, remnants of parties +were arriving, completely exhausted, and reporting great distress in the +mountains. At the expiration of that time, the express-men opened for +themselves a passage through the snow. Then I received a letter, stating +the following particulars:</p> + +<p>He had made every preparation for leaving his log cabin as soon as there +was any appearance of snow, when one of his partners (he had two) was +violently seized with the mountain fever. Then came the first fall of +snow. What could they do? They could not leave him to die alone, and it +was impossible to move him. For one month he was constantly delirious. +He had no physician to attend him, and there he lay, day and night, +talking to his mother and friends at home, in happy unconscious<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_256">{256}</a></span>ness of +his deplorable situation. The snow fell until it lay to the depth of +fifteen feet.</p> + +<p>Downieville was twenty miles distant, and thither one of them must go to +obtain provisions; for they were entirely destitute of everything in the +eatable line, and almost destitute of money. They had sent their gold to +Marysville the day before the partner was taken sick, reserving only +sufficient to defray their expenses down.</p> + +<p>My brother started to go to Downieville, previously assisting his +partner to tie the sick man on to his pallet of straw; for, in moments +of violent delirium, one person could not compete with him in strength.</p> + +<p>In an exhausted state he reached Downieville, and found provisions very +scarce, and dear as gold dust. For ham he paid eighty cents per pound; +for flour, one dollar and a half per pound; and everything in a like +proportion. For one ten pounds of flour, which he bought during the +winter, he paid twenty-five dollars. He wanted to get some corn meal to +make gruel for the sick man, and succeeded in getting one pound, for +which he paid the exorbitant sum of two dollars.</p> + +<p>With a back-load of provisions—which weighed sixty-one pounds, and cost +one hundred dollars—he<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_257">{257}</a></span> started back. Several times, on the way, he +felt as if he should never live to reach the little cabin; but he +finally arrived there. “Oh,” said he, “what dreary days and nights we +passed in that log cabin, listening to the moanings of the sick man, +whom we were hourly expecting to breathe his last, surrounded and hemmed +in by impassable barriers of snow! We could not wile away the time +evenings by reading, for we had no oil or candles: a little grease in a +tin plate, with a rag in it, was all we had to light in case of +emergency. Our cabin was completely covered with snow. We kept a hole +open from the door up to the surface. Mornings, upon going out, the +foot-prints of large grisly bears would be all around in the snow, over +the top of the cabin. When we had consumed all the provisions which I +had taken up, we both started again for more, leaving the sick man +alone; but he was wholly unconscious, and never knew of our absence. +What little we could get this time was even higher than before; and the +climate had a tendency to give us such good appetites. We boiled those +ham bones until they were as white as polished ivory. For two or three +days we subsisted upon water-gruel.</p> + +<p>“I then started again for Downieville, so hungry<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_258">{258}</a></span> and faint, I thought I +should never reach there. I had no money; but a trader in Downieville, +who was acquainted with my circumstances, kindly offered to furnish me +with provisions, upon credit. As I was passing a hotel, I smelled the +dinner, and stepped upon the stoop, wishing—oh, how earnestly!—that I +had the wherewithal to procure a dinner. But I was ‘flat broke,’ as the +saying is there, when one is out of funds. Presently I was accosted by a +fellow who once mined with me in the country. Said he, ‘What is the +matter, Bryant? What makes you look so down-hearted? Are you flat +broke?’—‘Yes,’ said I, ‘and starving, besides.’—Not while I have the +color,’ said he, and put five dollars into my hand. With this I bought +myself a good dinner; and it was a wonder I survived it, for I assure +you I did eat some.</p> + +<p>“Thus we lived on for four long, weary months. The fever settled in the +sick man’s toes, and they all decayed. Finally, he began to convalesce; +but it was six months from the time he was taken with the fever before +he was able to walk. How grateful he felt to us, who had almost +sacrificed our lives to stay by and nurse him! He would cry, and say, +‘If I am ever worth a fortune, you shall share it with me.’ Before I +left the country, he had been<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_259">{259}</a></span> able to earn a little money. He came to +see me, and proffered the whole, as he said, to compensate, in a +measure, for my kindness to him. Of course, I refused to accept of one +dollar; for he then looked too feeble to work.</p> + +<p>“During all these winter months, we never shot but one deer; and then we +feasted! The snow lay to such a depth, we could not go hunting; and game +was very scarce, too.</p> + +<p>“The provisions which we consumed during three months amounted to five +hundred dollars, and then never had as much as would satisfy our +appetites at any one meal.”</p> + +<p>My brother described the snow-slides in the mountains as grand and +frightful. A body of snow would commence rolling at the summit of a +mountain, collecting and increasing in size as it rolled, until it came +with such velocity, and in such a mass, that it would snap off large +trees in its descent as easily as if they had been whip-sticks. One +could hear the rushing, roaring sound it made, for miles. It is +necessary to build their cabins in such a position that they will not be +in danger of annihilation from these slides. Cabins have been swept +away, and the inmates killed, by snow-slides.</p> + +<p>As soon as the rocks around the cabin began to<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_260">{260}</a></span> get bare, they began to +crevice for gold. One night, while his partner was preparing supper, my +brother took out seventeen dollars (in little lumps) with a +crevicing-spoon.</p> + +<p>A lady once told me, who had lived in the mountains, that every day, +after her housework was done up, she would take her crevicing-spoon, and +go out among the rocks searching for gold. She resided there one year, +and, during that time, had collected five hundred dollars in that way.</p> + +<p>When the spring opened, my brother concluded to remain through the dry +season, and for eighteen months he was a dweller in those mountain +solitudes, and not once during that time visiting the valley. In his +rambles, one day, he found the skeleton of a human being. What sad +reflections the sight of those bones called up! He dug a grave, and +buried them.</p> + +<p>The grisly bears were quite plenty around them; and one day, while they +were out mining, “Old Bruin” made a descent into their cabin, helping +himself to everything the place contained, and overturning tin pans, +pots, and kettles, and everything within his reach. He swallowed all +their butter, for which they had paid one dollar and a half per pound, +and marched off, no doubt delighted with<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_261">{261}</a></span> the feast he had enjoyed at +the expense of the poor miners. When they returned, tired and hungry, to +their shanty, to prepare their frugal meal, they were struck with the +utmost consternation at beholding the havoc made within,—by whom, they +readily conjectured, for there were his large footprints, very +conspicuous. Then there was no alternative but to go, tired as they +were, to Downieville, (twenty miles,) and back up more provisions. Then +they baited old Bruin with a piece of meat, loaded their guns, and lay +in wait for him all day and night; but he never came again. Whether his +digestive organs were incapable of performing the necessary functions +after such an expensive feast, or whether he was so cunning as to +suspect they would watch for his return, they never knew.</p> + +<p>At one time an old hunter came to their cabin with his dog, and reported +himself to be very expert at killing grislys. They took their guns, and +accompanied him. They soon routed an enormously large bear, whose roar +seemed to shake the earth. He first turned his attention to the dog, +which appeared terribly frightened, and ran away as fast as his legs +would carry him. Then he turned upon the brave hunters, who quickly +followed the example of the dog. They fled to some tall trees,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_262">{262}</a></span> upon +which there was not a limb for twenty or thirty feet from the base. They +exerted every faculty to shin up those naked trunks. My brother, who was +not a little frightened, thought that, at least, he was twenty feet from +the ground, when, upon looking down, he found he was not more than five. +How he redoubled his efforts! for the bear was making after them at a +furious rate. After clearing the field of his antagonists, and giving +two or three tremendous roars in honor of victory, he marched off into +the surrounding forest. After this, they were engaged in several more +successful bear-hunts.</p> + +<p>At one time, he was mining on Cañon Creek, and had occasion to cross the +mountains to Slate Range. Many of these mountains are perennially +covered with snow. When travelling in the mountains, clothes more than +you have on your back are burdensome and unnecessary.</p> + +<p>After going a short distance from the camp, he hung an overcoat on the +limb of a tree, set his carpet-bag at the foot of it, and buried what +gold he had with him at a short distance from the tree, carefully noting +the spot. He then pursued his journey. Upon arriving at his destination, +his mining operations detained him there eight months.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_263">{263}</a></span> When he +returned, he found his coat hanging upon the same limb; his carpet-bag +was unmolested; and he found his gold just as he had left it. Clothes, +in the mountains, are no temptation to a person’s cupidity, if he has a +suit on his back.</p> + +<p>At one time, in company with two or three others, started to go from one +mining locality to another. They were obliged to camp out for four +nights upon the snow; and in some of the deep ravines, which were filled +by the sliding of the snow into them, they judged it to be at least +fifty feet in depth. Nights, they would roll themselves in their +blankets, and lie down upon the snow, with nought above them but the +blue dome of the star-lighted heavens, and sleep as soundly, and be +visited by dreams as sweet, as ever blessed their midnight slumbers in +nicely carpeted chambers, on beds of down.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Before</span> I leave California, I must give you a sketch of John +Chinaman,—not the Johns in general, but a particular John, who lived in +the<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_264">{264}</a></span> Tremont Hotel as a chamber servant for more than a year. He could +talk good broken English, was quick in his motions, and very neat. I +liked John better than any other of the chamber servants, he was so +faithful. Often I would be so amused at his remarks, that I would have +to stop, and laugh heartily. Then he would look <i>so</i> perplexed, and say, +“What you laughee so for, Missa Bessa?” He invariably called the name +Bates, Bessa.</p> + +<p>He had been in California four years, during all of which time he had +been out to service, never receiving less than one hundred dollars per +month. He had about three thousand dollars out at interest, for which he +received three per cent. a month. He was very penurious, never indulging +in any luxury, save most excellent tea, which he kept for his own +private use.</p> + +<p>Sometimes, when I would be sick, he would come to my door, bringing a +cup of his tea, and say, “You drinkee this, Missa Bessa; make you well +quick.” He placed implicit faith in the healing properties of his tea.</p> + +<p>His money, his tea, and his cue were his especial delight. Days when he +would have a great deal to do, engaging his time until late in the +evening,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_265">{265}</a></span> he would never retire, however tired he might be, without +first combing, oiling, and braiding his cue. This he kept coiled around +on the top of his head; and, instead of keeping the remaining portion of +his pate shaved, as they generally do, he allowed it to grow, and kept +it cut, after the fashion of the Americans. When he had his hat upon his +head, one would never suppose he had a cue. He was the best-looking +Chinaman I ever saw, and came from Ningpo.</p> + +<p>Upon first arriving in California, he went as house servant to Senator +Gwin. Afterwards, he lived with a Mr. Peck. He would say sometimes, +“Only three very good ladees in Californee.”—“Who are those, +John?”—“Missa Gwina, Missa Pecka, and Missa Bessa. Missa Gwina, she one +very good ladee; she talkee, laughee, all day long, eat watermelon, +drink champagne; she one very good ladee.” John seemed to estimate the +qualifications of Mrs. Gwin by the quantity of good and expensive things +which she ate and drank. Watermelons were twelve dollars apiece, and +champagne ten dollars per bottle. Then he would say, “Missa Pecka one +very good ladee, but she too fatter. Missa Bessa, she no too fatter; she +too smallee, too sickee (sometimes I would have ill turns); she go<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_266">{266}</a></span> home +to her mudder; me go too. She too smallee; I be her servant.” He seemed +very much attached to me, and was always ready and willing to wait upon +me.</p> + +<p>One day, he was very unceremoniously rushed into matrimony. The +particulars of this hurried marriage were as follows: John was one day +passing along one of the streets occupied mostly by Chinese, when his +ears were assailed with horrid screams which issued from a building near +by. He burst in the door, which was fastened, and there found a Canton +Chinaman unmercifully beating one of his slaves, a young girl of about +sixteen years. John, who was very tender-hearted, could not bear to see +that; so he knocked down the Chinaman, took the girl, whom he never saw +until then, and ran with her to the hotel, and wanted me to secrete her +in my room. It appears there is an almost deadly feud existing between +the Canton and Ningpo Chinamen. As soon as the Canton Chinaman recovered +himself sufficiently to realize what had happened, he collected about +thirty of his partisans, and started to arrest John for assaulting him, +and carrying off his slave.</p> + +<p>This was apprehended by the people at the hotel, who all felt very much +interested for John. They<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_267">{267}</a></span> told him, in order to prevent the girl from +being taken back by her cruel master, he must marry her. Then he could +retain her as his wife; but could not be sustained in secreting away +another’s slave. To this arrangement John readily acquiesced, and was +hurried off to an esquire; an interpreter obtained,—for the bride elect +could not articulate one word of English,—and the ceremony commenced. +When John was asked if he would take that woman to be his wedded wife, +his reply was, “Yes, me takee her: me lovee her; she lovee me. Canton +Chinaman no get her, no whipee her. Me be good to her; take good care of +her. She be my little wife!” And he ran on with such a tirade, they +thought they should never check him.</p> + +<p>They were married before her master found her; and therefore he never +recovered his slave. John had a small house in the back yard of the +hotel, and in it he placed his wife. She was not domestic at all, and +there she sat with her hands folded, when not engaged in embroidering. +And there I left them when I started for the States.</p> + +<p>Most of the washing and ironing in California is performed by Chinamen. +They take the clothes to the rivers, and beat them on stones and boards, +which they place in particular positions. Their<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_268">{268}</a></span> clothes-lines are +stretched all along the banks of the river. After the articles are dry, +they take them to their houses to iron. They starch every article, even +to sheets and pillow-slips. Their mode of ironing is entirely different +from anything I ever before saw. They have a copper vessel, shaped like +a sauce-pan, and large enough to hold about two quarts of coal. The +bottom of this vessel is very thick, and highly polished. They fill it +with burning coal; then take hold of the handle, and shove it back and +forth over the articles.</p> + +<p>They have a dish of water standing beside them, to which they put their +mouths, and draw up such a quantity of the water, that their cheeks are +inflated to their utmost capacity. All the while they are shoving this +vessel back and forth, they are blowing the water out of their mouths, +which falls like spray upon the garment, and renders it of an equal +dampness. They iron very smoothly, and the clothes have a beautiful +polish. For ironing dresses, they have differently shaped sauce-pans. +They wear out the clothes very much beating them so; and it is almost +dangerous to stand in the vicinity of their washing resorts, the +shirt-buttons fly so like hail-stones.</p> + +<p>There is a place, a little out from San Francisco,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_269">{269}</a></span> called Washerwoman’s +Bay, where the Chinamen take all the clothes from the city to wash. I +once took a walk out there; and, before I came in sight of the bay, I +heard the noise occasioned by the clothes being thrashed so +unmercifully. While I stood listening, not well assured of the cause of +that peculiar noise, a gentleman appeared, coming in the direction from +whence the sounds proceeded. I asked him what that noise was. Said he, +“You are in close proximity to Washerwoman’s Bay; and I would advise you +to go no farther, if you value your life; for the shirt-buttons are +flying so thick, and with such velocity, it is really dangerous to go +too near.”</p> + +<p>A short time before I left Marysville, the city was visited by another +conflagration, which came very near destroying the Tremont Hotel. It +occurred between ten and eleven o’clock, one Sunday. The fire originated +in the square directly opposite the hotel; and, what wind there was +being fair to bring it directly to the house, the greatest consternation +prevailed. The ladies were all dressed to attend church. They commenced +packing their things, and throwing them out the doors and windows. The +proprietor ordered every woollen blanket in the house to be produced, +wet thoroughly,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_270">{270}</a></span> and then nailed them all over that part of the house +most exposed to the flames. One part of the building had a flat roof, +upon which barrels of water were kept standing, also a number of pails. +This roof was covered with people, passing and throwing water to prevent +ignition.</p> + +<p>While this was going on outside, the people were rushing in, and +removing beds and furniture. In their haste to remove large pieces, they +tore down partitions, and otherwise injured the house; breaking out +windows, sash and all, to eject some piece of furniture. Individuals who +had been boarding in the house, and had not deposited their money in the +safe, ran to their trunks, took it out, and gave it to me for safe +keeping. I had my pockets so filled with gold and gold dust, it was +really burthensome to move about. The most valuable things were removed +out on the plains, and I stood guard over them; for they required strict +watching, there were so many standing round, ready to take anything they +could lay their hands upon. Several times the roof of the hotel was on +fire; but, by the strenuous exertions of the people, it was +extinguished. The flames were darting over and around it, yet the +building was preserved, at the risk, almost, of their own lives. The +proprietor’s face was<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_271">{271}</a></span> scorched quite badly, as he was ever in the van; +and where the most danger was, there he was sure to be seen. The +building was saved; but what a looking house to return to! Every part +ran with mud and water; the partitions were demolished, and windows +broken; all the blankets which belonged upon the beds, wet and dirty on +the outside of the house. But they soon dried; and that night, by ten +o’clock, there were beds ready to accommodate a hundred persons. How we +all worked! I never recollect being so tired, before or since, as I was +that night. When I left Marysville, the old hotel was standing in all +its pristine beauty. It had withstood all the fires which had visited +Marysville during the space of three years; but I had only been at home +three months, when tidings reached me that it was burned to the ground.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">In</span> the spring of 1854, I bade adieu to Marysville, and started for San +Francisco, preparatory to leaving for the Atlantic States. Three years +previously, I<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_272">{272}</a></span> had entered Marysville, when it was a little town, built +mostly of canvas. Distinctly did I recollect my feelings at that time. +All those bright hopes and buoyant anticipations—how had they been +realized? Alas! as are too many of the frail hopes of earth, they had +been blasted and blighted in the bud. Now I left it a large city, +containing ten thousand inhabitants. Blocks of brick, fire-proof +buildings had been reared; churches also, whose spires seemed pointing +to that better land; and school-houses, whose doors were thrown open to +receive hundreds of happy children who had emigrated with their parents +to this inland city. And I left it now, a sadder and a wiser woman; for +there I had drunk deep draughts of sorrow, and had learned, by bitter +experience, the fallacy of placing implicit confidence in earthly +objects.</p> + +<p>I was borne down those magnificent streams for the last time; yet every +object is distinctly daguerreotyped in my mind as I saw it then. Yes! I +bade all those scenes a final adieu; and would that I could have bade +farewell to heart-troubles also. But how tenaciously they will gather +around the fountain of memory, ever ready to spring to the surface, at +the mention of some name, or half-forgotten word either of kindness or +reproof! It was<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_273">{273}</a></span> a bright May day, the last I passed in San Francisco. I +met there several of the tried, firm friends of other days; and +certainly I needed their support and protection then, if ever. Varying, +conflicting emotions crowded so thick and fast upon the tablets of the +brain, and so gained the ascendency over the power of self-control, that +it was impossible for me to support my trembling frame without +assistance, as I walked down the densely crowded wharf to get on board +the steamer that was to convey me from scenes of suffering to my +childhood’s happy home.</p> + +<p>That day, three steamers left that wharf, within an hour of each other, +for the Atlantic States,—the “Uncle Sam,” the “Panama,” and the +“Cortez.” I went on board the “Uncle Sam.” She was the last to leave, +and was crowded with passengers: she had on board about eight hundred +people.</p> + +<p>When the gun was fired,—the signal for departure,—as the echo +reverberated over the waters, I fancied it to be one unanimous farewell +emanating from the breasts of all on board,—a farewell to the sunny +vales and towering mountains, to the gold-studded placers and majestic +streams, the deep ravines and rocky cañons, of beloved California.</p> + +<p>What different emotions swelled the bosoms of<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_274">{274}</a></span> those persons who stood +gazing, perhaps for the last time, on that great emporium of the West! +Many perhaps, then on board, like myself, had threaded its sandy streets +when in its state of infancy; had viewed the scene from Telegraph Hill, +when nought but canvas shanties dotted the surface of those valleys, +surrounded by numerous sand-hills, which had since been levelled to make +room for elegant blocks of granite buildings, which reared their stately +proportions, the admiration of thousands, and an honor to the energetic +and enterprising projectors.</p> + +<p>Some were returning, from a residence in that city and country, to their +Eastern homes, blessed with an abundance of the shining metal which had +lured them to its shores, and perhaps entirely destitute of all those +principles of virtue and honesty that ever shed a brilliant lustre over +the human mind, and give to the humble, indigent, and sorrow-stricken, a +passport to a happy home above.</p> + +<p>The possession of wealth does not necessarily pervert the human heart; +and yet how often do we see the possessor utterly regardless of the +feelings of the worthy poor! Wealth too often takes the precedence of +intellect; and many times we have seen the gifted mind struggling +through years of poverty, uncheered by even an encouraging word<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_275">{275}</a></span> from +the rich, and finally sink in obscurity into an early grave.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">After</span> passing out at the Golden Gate, all three of the steamers were +visible, each freighted with a rich cargo of human beings, and cleaving +for themselves a pathway through the blue waters. The “Uncle Sam” and +“Panama” were bound direct to Panama; the “Cortez” to San Juan.</p> + +<p>The first night out on board a crowded steamer! Who that has experienced +it can <i>ever</i> forget the confusion, the sea-sickness, the +dissatisfaction reigning among room-mates, the squalling of parrots, the +crying of babies, and all sorts of annoyances incident to the occasion?</p> + +<p>For a person like myself, who was not sea-sick, and had no babies to +worry about, and had only to enact the part of a silent spectator, the +Babel-like confusion which reigned triumphant only served to divert my +mind from my own sad thoughts, and I began to study the characters of my +room-mates, through the science of physiognomy.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_276">{276}</a></span></p> + +<p>In our state-room, which opened upon the main deck, were three berths +and a sofa. My ticket called for the sofa, which was a nice, soft, +velvet one, and far preferable to a berth. My room-mates were an elderly +lady, and her married daughter, who had a babe eight months old. Then +there was an adopted daughter, about sixteen years of age, and a noisy +parrot. This elderly lady also had a son on board,—a great, over-grown +boy, who had taken a second-cabin passage, with the idea of lodging in +the room with his mother.</p> + +<p>The back of the sofa could be lifted up, so as to form a sort of shelf +over the seat. This shelf, directly over the person who was lying upon +the sofa, would be decidedly disagreeable and uncomfortable. The mother +planned for that great boy to sleep upon this shelf, directly over me. +To this I, of course, objected, knowing that he had a berth provided for +him in the second cabin. Upon my objecting, the mother became determined +that he <i>should</i> sleep there. I then appealed to the young man, asking +him if he thought it would be very agreeable to lodge in a little +state-room, with three ladies, a baby, and a parrot. He acknowledged it +would not, and refused to comply with his mother’s commands. Therefore, +I got rid of him; which by<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_277">{277}</a></span> no means ingratiated me into favor with the +mother, who was very petulant indeed (owing to sea-sickness, I presume). +But, after she ascertained that I would not be imposed upon, (if I were +little,) she became quite affable, and lamented frequently that our +tickets did not call for one and the same room on the Atlantic side.</p> + +<p>The married daughter was a very lady-like, genteel sort of a person, +totally dissimilar from her mother, and rather a victim to her (the +mother’s) dictatorial propensities. The adopted daughter was one of +those good-natured, immovable sort of persons, always pleasant, yet +doing about as she pleased, although receiving a severe reprimand every +five minutes in the day from the old lady. The baby was a little +darling, inheriting his mother’s gentle disposition. The parrot was not +a whit more quiet than its mistress. As soon as day began to break, he +would begin to scream, after this fashion: “Come to breakfast;” “Six +o’clock;” “Hot coffee;” “Mother! mother!” and such like expressions. If +it was amusing at first, it soon became very annoying. There was one +parrot on board so exceedingly profane and annoying, that its life was +several times threatened by the passengers who roomed in close proximity +to it. The woman to whom it belonged<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_278">{278}</a></span> valued it above price. It could +speak the English and Spanish languages quite <i>fluently</i>. It used to sit +nights outside the woman’s room. One morning, she missed its usual +chatter, went upon deck, and it was nowhere to be found. Then what a +time! Every one was ignorant as to its whereabouts; but a close observer +might have detected a roguish twinkle lurking about the eyes of the mate +of the ship, as he sympathized with the lady in her bereavement. +Finally, the parrot was discovered, made fast to the mast-head of the +ship. It was so frightened, it did not resume its usual chatter that +day.</p> + +<p>After we had been at sea a few days, the weather, which had been +agreeably cool, changed to oppressive heat. The air in those little +state-rooms was so confined and unhealthy, it behooved those who were +able, to rise early in the morning, and go upon deck to inhale the balmy +air. But, then, it was rather unpleasant to be hunted about as we were +by the sailors, who were washing down the decks. We would perch +ourselves upon something; and then, just as we were congratulating one +another upon securing a nice seat, swash would come the water in +torrents, compelling us to run for another seat, which would only afford +us a similar temporary<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_279">{279}</a></span> lodgment. If we escaped without getting our feet +soaking wet, and our clothes somewhat draggled, we accounted ourselves +fortunate in the extreme. After the expiration of a week, how the new +faces began to appear! The decks began to get quite crowded. Some of +them looked as if they had not been enjoying themselves very well while +confined to their state-rooms. I had a great deal of sympathy for those +afflicted with that disagreeable nausea; yet I often received kind +wishes, to this effect: “How I do wish you could be sick, just for one +hour! You would not look so smiling, if you felt as badly as I do.” And +yet I was forced to smile, when looking at their wo-begone countenances.</p> + +<p>There were two or three female cabin passengers very sick with fever; +and, oh, how they suffered, confined in a close state-room, with a +raging fever consuming their very vitals!</p> + +<p>One of the greatest sufferers was a lady who had been brought on board +on a bed. She was dying of consumption. She was sick at home, and her +physician had recommended a voyage to California. Thinking she might +receive some benefit from a residence in that salubrious climate, her +husband had taken her there. She had not remained there long, before she +felt convinced that she must die.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_280">{280}</a></span> Then she begged—oh, how +earnestly!—to be taken home to see her darling babes once more. If she +could be spared to clasp their little forms in one fond embrace, she +could die happy. Her doom was sealed. Every day the hectic spot deepened +upon that ethereal face; the racking cough increased in hollowness of +sound; the fluctuating pulse grew fainter. She was fast hastening to +“that bourne from whence no traveller returns.”</p> + +<p>The morning sun rose fair, but it shone upon a death-stamped +countenance—upon loving lips forever silent—upon the cold hand which +gave no returning pressure. She had passed away, with the names of her +darlings upon her lips.</p> + +<p>As the sun was sinking into the western waters, the steamer’s course was +stayed. The body of the devoted wife and loving mother was borne upon +deck, covered by the American flag. Near by stood the bereaved husband, +whose heart seemed wrung with the keenest sorrow. The stillness of death +reigned on board that crowded steamer. In calm, serene accents, a +minister of Christ breathed forth an earnest, heart-felt prayer; and the +remains were launched into the bosom of the restless ocean. A splash, +and all was over. The waves which had parted to receive that form of +clay continued their<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_281">{281}</a></span> ceaseless motion, and, by their ceaseless music, +seemed to be chanting a requiem over the mother’s grave, far, far down, +among the coral dells and pearly caves of old ocean’s unfathomed depths!</p> + +<p>If the spirits of departed friends are conversant with our spirits, if +they are indeed ministering angels to those whom they loved while in the +flesh, the midnight slumbers of those motherless babes that night were +blessed and sanctified by the seraphic presence of the beatified mother. +In their infant dreams, it is the knowledge of her presence which causes +those radiant smiles to flit across their fair, innocent faces.</p> + +<p>Dear children! Many a tear of sympathy was dropped at the thought of +their uncertain future, as the revolving wheels of the steamer carried +us farther and farther from their mother’s grave, which they could never +look upon!</p> + +<p>In a little while, all was gayety and mirth, bustle and confusion, +singing and dancing, on board that floating structure. This being my +first voyage after the eventful fiery one, my feelings were constantly +agitated, thinking it possible a recurrence of those former scenes might +be enacted. There were some on board who were acquainted with the +history of my voyage out to California;<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_282">{282}</a></span> and they had repeated the story +to their friends, until it had gained quite an extensive circulation +among the ship’s company.</p> + +<p>One night, while seated in the door of my state-room, I was very much +amused at the remarks passed between two of the sailors, who were laying +down hose upon the deck, as was the usual custom, as a precaution +against fire. Says one, “Dick, what are you laying that extra hose for?” +“Why,” said he, “didn’t you know there is a woman on board who never +went to sea but what the ship she was on board of burnt before reaching +her destination?”—“There isn’t, though.”—“Yes, there is; and I haven’t +the least idea the Uncle Sam will ever reach Panama.”—“Have you seen +her? How does she look?”—“I don’t exactly know which one it is; but +they say she looks just like any other woman.” Thus the conversation +continued for some time, to my great amusement. But the spell was +broken; the startling cry of “Fire!” was not heard; and no event of +importance occurred, by which the nerves of the most sensitive could be +shocked.</p> + +<p>We had two more burials at sea before reaching Panama. They were two +firemen, who dropped dead while at their posts of duty, during the +excessively hot weather.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_283">{283}</a></span></p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">After</span> twelve days and some hours’ sail from San Francisco, the old, +walled city of Panama rose to view. The steamer’s gun was fired; she +dropped her anchor; and a fleet of boats and bungoes were seen +approaching. They neared and surrounded the ship. Most or all of them +were manned by swarthy-visaged, half-naked Carthaginians, and a mongrel +race of natives, whose appearance and gestures were equally as +repulsive.</p> + +<p>Such a perfect Babel as that steamer’s deck presented! Some running to +and fro, looking for baggage, some bargaining and bantering with the +boatmen, boatmen fighting with one another for a berth next the +gangways, ladies screaming at the top of their voices, children bawling +in unison, and parrots joining in the chorus! Curses and oaths, singing +and shouting, filled up the intervals of this hurly-burly scene. I stood +agape with astonishment at witnessing the haste and recklessness with +which they rushed, helter-skelter, down the gangways, and tumbled (some +of them headlong) into the boats. More than one individual I saw +floundering in the water; and carpet-bags and valises were floating +about quite merrily.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_284">{284}</a></span></p> + +<p>The hideous-looking boatmen kept up a continual jargon and fighting with +one another; and perhaps, just as some person was going to step into a +boat, some native would give it a shove away, and the person, pressed +hard from behind, if not remarkably nimble, would get a ducking.</p> + +<p>I was determined to wait until the last, rather than go with such a +rush; and I did wait, until the coast was clear. Then our party, which +consisted of four or five ladies and gentlemen, secured seats in a boat, +and bade good bye to the Uncle Sam. We had gone but a short distance +from the ship, when we heard the report of a gun booming over the water. +The steamer Panama, which left in company with us, had arrived. She had +about five hundred passengers on board; and, with the eight hundred who +had just left the Uncle Sam, the hotels in Panama would be likely to be +rather crowded. It behooved us to hasten, in order to secure a place on +the floor, if nowhere else.</p> + +<p>As we neared the shore, the water was full of natives, who waded off +almost up to their necks, surrounded the boat, and arrested its +progress. The boatmen are agreed with the natives on the shore to manage +thus, in order to secure as many pieces of money as possible. No +entreaties or<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_285">{285}</a></span> threats could induce the boatmen to budge one inch nearer +to the shore. There was no alternative but to place ourselves upon the +backs of these natives, and (as the expression is) ride post-back to the +shore. Before placing ourselves in this rather unladylike position, +there was much screaming, and laughing, and crying, and scolding; but it +all terminated in one general post-back ride to the shore. The natives +being so submerged, one could not judge well of their muscular +developments; and some of the more corpulent ladies were afraid to trust +their immense proportions on the back of a slender native, for fear of +being dropped. This accident did happen to some of them; and it was ever +accompanied with much laughing and joking at the sufferer’s expense. +Finally, we were all landed,—some in one shape, and some in another. +More than a dozen natives surrounded me, all holding their hands for a +bit, (ten cents,) each claiming the honor of having carried me on his +back to the shore. They all bore such a striking resemblance to one +another, and having on no garments by which they could be distinguished, +I was sorely troubled to know to whom I was indebted for my novel ride. +It was settled, however, to their satisfaction.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_286">{286}</a></span></p> + +<p>The natives took our trunks upon their backs, (not us, this time,) and +our party started for the Louisiana Hotel. When we arrived there, it was +literally jammed full; but, knowing we should fare no better by going +elsewhere, we crowded ourselves in with the multitude.</p> + +<p>This was in the afternoon, and our appetites were considerably sharpened +by the rather scantily furnished tables which had been spread on board +the steamer for one or two days previous to our arrival.</p> + +<p>Six or seven of us ladies were shown to a room on the second floor, +which overlooked the court-yard in the centre of the range of buildings. +Each story was surrounded by a balcony. Our room had no windows, but two +very extensive doors, which opened like folding-doors on to the balcony. +The partitions all through the house only ran two thirds of the height +to the ceiling; so there was plenty of ventilation and plenty of noise +circulating through the house. There was not a particle of paint or +paper in the whole building. The walls and partitions were of rough +boards, and these were all whitewashed. The great vaulted passages +leading through the house, and the great wide, worn staircases, +presented a cheerless and<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_287">{287}</a></span> gloomy aspect. In our room were six or seven +cots, over which were thrown two sheets and a straw pillow to each cot. +This constituted the entire stock of furniture, if we except two old +rickety chairs and our trunks.</p> + +<p>From the balcony opposite our door we could watch the proceedings in the +cook-room; and it was amusing to watch those half-naked natives knock +over the fowl, of which there were numbers in the back yard, about +half-divest them of their feathers, hurry them into a kettle, and by the +time they were well heated through, run with them to the tables, if they +were not met on the way there by the half-famished passengers, who would +snatch the half-cooked viands from their hands, and beat a hasty retreat +to their rooms.</p> + +<p>In vain we waited to be summoned to supper. Finally, one of our party +made a descent upon the cooks, and procured the wherewith to appease, in +a measure, our hunger.</p> + +<p>The Uncle Sam’s passengers had intended to get mules, and start that +night from Panama to cross the isthmus; and this could have been +accomplished, had not the natives been so shrewd. When they saw the +steamer Panama coming in directly after the Uncle Sam, they rightly +conjectured, that,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_288">{288}</a></span> if they kept their mules out of sight until all from +both steamers were landed, there would be such a demand for mules they +could get any price they saw fit to ask. Therefore, when mules were +called for by those of the passengers who reached the shore first, there +were none to be found. No entreaty or persuasion could induce them to +bring one forward; but we were told there would be plenty on the morrow. +That afternoon a party of us took a stroll around the city, visited the +oldest and largest cathedral in the place, walked upon the battlements +which surround this ancient and once flourishing city, but now, in many +places, wearing the aspect of decay and ruin. Some portions of the wall +were falling into ruins; but in some places it was sufficiently wide for +two carriages to drive abreast; but there were no vehicles there then. +There were the sentry-boxes, built at short intervals along the +battlements, which, in days gone by, had sheltered the wearied sentinel +during his nightly patrol.</p> + +<p>I saw in some places the ruins of old churches and convents. Some +portions of the high stone walls would be standing, out of the sides of +which were growing bushes and small trees. The sight of those trees +growing out of high stone walls at<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_289">{289}</a></span> once attracted my attention. For how +many ages must those old walls have been exposed to burning suns and +deluging rains, to have thus afforded sustenance for those scraggy +shrubs and trees! The stones were all moss-grown, and rank vines were +running in great profusion over the decaying ruins. An air of silent +desertion seemed to pervade those ruinous remains, which gave rise to +melancholy reflections. They forcibly reminded one of the mutability of +all things earthly. Just as the setting sun was casting its red beams +upon the high and narrow stained-glass windows of the rich old +cathedral, we were wandering under its vaulted roof, feasting our +astonished senses with a sight of the massive gold and silver ornaments +which were displayed in such rich profusion upon the walls. What an air +of mystery and gloom seemed to surround us! How our voices echoed and +reverberated in the far-off niches and recesses of this gloomy-looking +edifice. Several times I was startled by the appearance of some old +monk, with his cowl closely drawn, who would start from some niche in +the wall, where he had remained unperceived, and, without uttering a +word, hold out a silver plate, whereupon you were expected to deposit a +piece of money. When once more in<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_290">{290}</a></span> the open air, I experienced a sense +of freedom from the feelings of mystery and gloom, which unavoidably +cluster around one while traversing those silent cathedrals.</p> + +<p>We then repaired to the vestibule of a convent, not with the expectation +of gaining admittance, however. There was a wooden frame which turned in +the wall, after the manner of those yard-gates which turn upon a pivot, +and on which stood a pitcher of water and a glass. After drinking, a +person is expected to leave a piece of money beside the pitcher. Every +few moments, this frame is turned by an unseen hand; but, when the +pitcher and glass appear again, the money, if there had been any beside +it, had disappeared.</p> + +<p>It being a moonlight evening, several of us ladies, accompanied by one +gentleman, started to prosecute our walk through some other parts of the +city. We passed through several streets, or, as they appeared to me, +lanes; but they looked <i>so</i> gloomy! And, then, those old ruins seemed +such grand lurking-places for the revengeful Spaniard, with his +murderous stiletto, that we all frightened ourselves by such imaginings, +and ran back again to the hotel as quickly as possible.</p> + +<p>What a night was that at Panama! So many<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_291">{291}</a></span> returning Californians, and +some such wild ones, too! They seemed determined to make night hideous +with their singing and shouting. There was little sleep for any one in +Panama that night.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">As</span> soon as daylight dawned, the natives began to swarm in the streets +with their mules, opposite to the hotels, and the people commenced +bargaining for the use of them.</p> + +<p>The railroad was completed from Aspinwall to within eighteen miles of +Panama. Eighteen miles! When we came to traverse the route, it seemed +thirty, at least. As the rains had commenced, we were advised to travel +the Cruces route, as the Gorgorna route would be impassable on account +of the mud.</p> + +<p>Some of the passengers who had before traversed the Cruces route advised +all the ladies to dispense with the side-saddle altogether, as it would +be utterly impossible for them to retain their seats, unless upon the +gentleman’s Spanish saddle. Most of us<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_292">{292}</a></span> were provided with India-rubber +boots, and pants, and a large sombrero, as a protection for our heads.</p> + +<p>The natives asked twenty dollars for the use of a good, plump-looking +mule, to take us to Obispo, at which place was the terminus of the +railroad; but one could get a miserable-looking animal, which, in all +probability, would die on the way, and leave you to prosecute the +remainder of your journey on foot, for twelve and fifteen dollars. For +my mule I paid twenty; and, many times during the journey, I had +occasion to congratulate myself for having secured such a gentle, kind, +serviceable little animal. I really became so attached to him during the +journey, that I parted from him with regret. Generally, the natives from +whom you hire your mules, and pay for them in advance, trot along with +the company, and are ready, upon your arrival, to take the animal.</p> + +<p>There was great frolicking and laughing with the ladies while fixing +away on the mules. I shall never forget <i>my</i> feelings when I found +myself seated astride my mule, arrayed in boots and pants, with my feet +firmly planted in the stirrups, ready for any emergency.</p> + +<p>About five o’clock in the morning, I left the hotel, in company with +thirty or more of the pas<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_293">{293}</a></span>sengers. They all travelled in parties of +thirty and forty together. Most of the children were carried across by +the natives. They were seated astride their necks, with their little +hands clasped across the natives’ foreheads; while they have hold of the +children’s legs in front. Those who have infants generally get some +gentleman to take them in front of him on the saddle.</p> + +<p>One of our passengers (a widow lady, with two little children) was very +sick indeed when she arrived at Panama. She was advised to remain there +for the present; but, although she felt convinced that her days on earth +were numbered, she preferred to go on with the company. She was placed +in a hammock: each of her little children (one twelve months, and the +other three years) were carried on the backs of natives, who walked by +her side.</p> + +<p>When only six miles out from Panama, she breathed her last-drawn sigh. +They stopped, dug a grave for the mother by the lonely way-side, and +deposited her remains therein. It was a sad spectacle. Well was it for +those little orphans that their extreme youth prevented them from +realizing the extent of their affliction.</p> + +<p>A kind-hearted woman—although the roughest-<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_294">{294}</a></span>looking one in the +company—volunteered to take charge of the babes until they arrived in +New York. Upon arriving at Obispo, a collection of two hundred dollars +was taken for the children. Often, since, I have thought of that lonely +grave by the way-side, with no stone, or even board, to mark the spot, +and upon which no tear of affection will ever fall. She buried her +husband in San Francisco, three weeks previous to her departure for the +Atlantic States. She was getting home by charity; and, being a delicate, +feeble woman, could not endure the fatigue of the journey. Deep-seated +sorrow had sapped the fountains of life, and she died among strangers, +far from friends and home.</p> + +<p>Two others of our number died, and were buried on the way. One was a +gentleman whose mule had died, and he was footing it along, when he +suddenly fell, and expired. Probably his death was caused by disease of +the heart. One steerage passenger, who was walking across, died from +over-heating himself.</p> + +<p>For the distance of six miles, our route lay over a good, paved road, +and we galloped along, exceedingly delighted with the scenery, our +mules, and the good road. “If this is crossing the Isthmus,” said one, +“I shall never believe again the horrid<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_295">{295}</a></span> accounts I have heard +respecting the trip;” but, before the termination of the journey, she +thought the one-half had not been told. Soon the road became more +rugged, and we began to enter the rocky defiles, ascend the steep +mountain passes, and descend into dark, rocky ravines. The sun, which +had been shining with tropical fervency, now withdrew his rays, and the +rain descended in torrents. The deafening thunder seemed to shake those +old mountains to their very base. In an instant we were soaking wet; +for, oh, how it did pour! In a short time it was over, and the sun +shining bright and hot as ever. Two such showers as this we encountered +during that mule-back trip.</p> + +<p>The scenery through the mountains almost defies description. There are +defiles through the solid rock, so narrow as to admit only one mule at a +time; while, on each side, the rocks rise to the height of fifteen, +twenty, and, in some places, thirty feet. These rocks are surmounted by +tall trees, whose dense foliage, blending overhead, completely excludes +the sight of the blue sky above.</p> + +<p>Sometimes these narrow passes are so descending, as to render it almost +impossible to retain your seat upon the mule. In some places there are +regular stepping-stones, into each of which little<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_296">{296}</a></span> little holes have +been worn by the mules’ feet, that so many times, and oft, have +traversed those dangerous passes. I could compare the descent to nought +but placing a mule at the top of a flight of stairs, getting upon his +back, and riding down.</p> + +<p>Those mules are so careful and sure-footed, and so well accustomed to +travelling through those frightful places, that there is no necessity +whatever of guiding them. You have only to place the bridle over the +pommel of the saddle, (those Spanish saddles have a high pommel in +front,) and look out for yourself. In descending, we were obliged to +lean far back on the animal’s back, and grasp the crupper with all our +might. It seemed as if our safety depended solely upon the strength of +the crupper. How I cried sometimes, with fright! but then I was careful +not to let any one see me, and generally took the time for such +ebullition of feeling when it was raining hard, and the water would +unavoidably be coursing down my face.</p> + +<p>How careful those mules were! That day I learned to love them. In going +down those rocky flights, they would hold their heads low down, then put +one foot over and plant it firmly in one of those little holes, then the +other in the same way, then bring their hind feet on to the same shelf,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_297">{297}</a></span> +then go down on to another, and so on to the bottom. Then perhaps +commence, and make an ascent equally as toilsome. They have nothing to +eat or drink on the way, and never once attempt to nip the herbage that +grows, in some places, by the way-side.</p> + +<p>Once, as there were about fifty mules all in a line, ascending one of +those steep mountain passes, the one in advance, which was laden with +three large trunks, made a misstep, and fell. These animals are so +sure-footed that they never stumble except when giving out, and never +fall, unless to die. This one was very weak, and failing fast, but might +have succeeded in reaching the top of this dangerous pass, had not the +trunks swayed on one side, and hit the rocks, thereby causing him to +fall. When passing up those rocky flights, it is utterly impossible for +a mule to step backwards, off one of those shelves, without falling, and +as utterly impossible to turn the mule about, on account of the extreme +narrowness of the way. The fallen mule, in making desperate attempts to +rise with those heavy trunks lashed to him, as a natural consequence +kept falling back, thereby crowding hard upon those behind him. I was +seated on the fifth mule in the rear of the fallen one. Such a shout<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_298">{298}</a></span>ing +and bawling as there was with the natives, who were trying to +disencumber the poor beast of the trunks, and, at the same, prevent him +from throwing himself any farther back, as, by so doing, he would +endanger the lives of those behind him.</p> + +<p>How firmly my little mule planted his feet upon the shelf he was on, +rounded himself into as small a compass as possible, and awaited his +fate. He seemed to comprehend the whole; and, by his looks, I fancied he +said, as a token of assurance to me, “I will die here rather than take +one step backwards.” Finally they disengaged the trunks from the animal, +and hoisted them up on to the banks above. As the mule was evidently +dying, they cut his throat, and lifted him up also. This scene detained +us more than an hour; for those natives seemed to make no progress +towards extricating the mule from his painful position, but were running +to and fro, bawling at the top of their voices, hunting ropes, and +ordering one another. The passengers who were far behind were calling +loudly to know what was the cause of the detention. Some were cursing +the tardy natives; the women were crying with fear; and, if a +daguerreotype view could have been taken of the scene, I think it would +have had a tendency to deter some<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_299">{299}</a></span> from ever crossing the Isthmus of +Darien on mule-back.</p> + +<p>Upon entering one of those defiles, the natives who are on foot (and +there are generally quite a number with each party) go in advance, and +keep up a loud shouting, to prevent any party which may be coming in an +opposite direction from entering, as it would be death to one or other +of the parties’ mules, should they meet. We occasionally passed over the +carcasses of mules in these places, which had been killed to afford +others a passage. We were so fearful that the natives would not make +noise enough, that we joined in the shouting, and felt truly grateful +when we emerged from the bowels of the earth.</p> + +<p>The day previous to our arrival at Panama, the steamer Illinois arrived +at Aspinwall, with a load of passengers from New York for California. In +crossing, we all met at different points on the way.</p> + +<p>Sometimes, upon arriving at a defile, we would hear a loud shouting +within; then we would halt, rein our mules out on each side of the way, +and await their egress. Some, upon emerging from the defile, looked very +much jaded and fatigued; others were laughing and joking. How earnestly +we eyed them, as they appeared one after another,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_300">{300}</a></span> thinking perhaps we +might see some friend or acquaintance from home.</p> + +<p>Upon thus meeting, each party would accost the other with all the +freedom and familiarity of old acquaintances; and some of the remarks +which were passed were really laughable. Upon the back of one mule were +seated two persons, a young man and an elderly woman. At sight of them, +some of the gentlemen of our party hurrahed, which was answered by the +woman with a wave of her calash, (she wore one of those large +old-fashioned green ones,) and a “Hurrah for California!” “That is +right,” said one, addressing the young man, “take your mother with you; +if we had, we might have been spared much suffering.” And thus they +joked. Some who had been rather unsuccessful advised the emigrants to +turn back, even then. “Why?” said they, “is there not plenty of gold in +California?” “Yes, there is gold enough; but you may not be lucky enough +to get any of it.”</p> + +<p>They gave us no encouragement as to the route over which they had +passed. All said, “Expect to find it as bad and worse than you can +possibly conceive of.” This was disheartening, I assure you.</p> + +<p>Sometimes the trail would be quite passable, and then one could enjoy +the scenery. The trop<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_301">{301}</a></span>ical foliage is beautiful; and among the leaves +and branches were hopping birds of beautiful plumage, rendering the +woods vocal with their sweetest songs. Monkeys and parrots we saw in +abundance.</p> + +<p>On the way we passed several hotels,—nothing more than canvas shanties, +with large signs attached, bearing the appellations of “Astor House,” +“St. Charles Hotel,” “Revere House,” etc. They were kept by Americans, +and at them one could procure plenty of fruit and liquors of all kinds; +but the wise ones were very abstemious, as a great deal of the sickness +on the isthmus is engendered by eating and drinking to excess in a +climate so excessively warm.</p> + +<p>Oh, how tired we grew! and yet, at every hotel, the distance seemed to +increase rather than decrease.</p> + +<p>Upon first entering the forests on the isthmus, my attention was +directed to what looked like ropes hanging from the trees. I soon found +them to be vines that had run up on the trees, out on the branches, and +were suspended therefrom in every direction. They were leafless, and the +color of a rope.</p> + +<p>We crossed the Chagres River once only before<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_302">{302}</a></span> reaching Obispo. How dark +and deep it looked, as we were going down a steep declivity directly +into it! We were assured it was quite shallow, and not dangerous to +ford; and that, if we allowed our mules to take their own course, we +should be carried safely across.</p> + +<p>One young lady from Marysville was very much frightened, and kept +constantly asserting that she should be drowned, she knew. Upon reaching +the brink of the river, she suddenly reined in her mule, just as he was +going to step in. He became offended at such treatment, and shook her +off plump into the river. Such a screaming! You would have thought a +dozen women were in the river. She was brought out, and placed again +upon her mule, with instructions how to proceed, and was carried safely +over. The water was not up to our stirrups, in the deepest place; but it +looked black and deep, down in that dark ravine. I breathed more freely +when safely across.</p> + +<p>Once we came to a little slough, over which was built a narrow bridge of +poles. I happened to be ahead at that place, and called to know whether +I should cross the bridge, or follow the trail through the slough, which +looked very miry. They told me to let the mule act his own pleasure. He +first tried<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_303">{303}</a></span> the strength of the bridge by placing his foot upon it, and +feeling all about, as far as he could reach; then he turned, and went +down the trail to the slough, and there reconnoitred in the same way; +then he turned to the bridge again. I concluded he thought that the +safest way of crossing. Upon reaching it, he stopped, made one leap, and +cleared it at a bound, and came very near clearing himself of me, too. I +was wholly unprepared for such an emergency, and came very near losing +my equilibrium. All the other mules came leaping over except one, which, +I expect, was so far gone, he could not jump. He stepped upon the +bridge: it broke beneath his weight, and he fell. The lady was thrown +from his back; and, altogether, there was quite a scene.</p> + +<p>After this, we met two gentlemen on mule-back, and of them we inquired +the distance to Obispo. The reply from one was, “I should think it was a +dozen miles, and the very worst road you ever travelled.”—“Oh, no,” +said the other, “not so bad as that. This is the gentleman’s first trip +to California. When he has crossed the Isthmus two or three times, he +will not get so quickly discouraged. It is about two miles to Obispo; +and rather a rough road, to be sure, but not worse than you have<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_304">{304}</a></span> +passed, I presume.” How those cheering words revived my drooping +spirits! I felt (and every lady of the company, I presume, felt the +same) as if I could not retain my seat upon my mule but a little longer. +Every part of my body ached so hard, I could not tell where the pain was +most severe. If I had been placed upon the rack, and every joint drawn +asunder, I could not have been much lamer or sorer than I then was.</p> + +<p>It was two o’clock in the afternoon, and we had been riding since five +in the morning, without once leaving our mules, over a road which, for +its rugged, uneven, and dangerous passes, beggars description.</p> + +<p>Suddenly we heard the shrill whistle of a steam engine. Our lagging +spirits revived. We toiled on, and reached the top of an eminence which +overlooked the beautiful valley of Obispo; and there, far below us, we +beheld a scene calculated to inspire the most despondent with renewed +hope and courage. There was the terminus of the railroad; and on the +track were twelve long cars, headed by an engine, which was puffing and +blowing, and sending forth whistle after whistle, long, loud, and clear, +its echoes awakening the hitherto unbroken solitude of the primeval +forests of New Granada.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_305">{305}</a></span></p> + +<p>Those of the company who had sufficient life and strength remaining to +make any demonstration of joy, did so. As we descended the mountain, we +were perceived, and welcomed by firing of cannon and loud cheering.</p> + +<p>Several hundred United States troops had arrived there, <i>en route</i> for +California. They were all out on the plaza. Four or five large American +flags were floating upon the breeze from the roofs of large temporary +hotels which had been erected along the line of the railroad; and, as +fast as the road progressed, they were transported along to the +terminus. Here I saw a railroad for the first time since leaving +Baltimore, a lapse of four years.</p> + +<p>When we arrived in the valley, and halted in front of the depot, I +suppose our forlorn, jaded appearance excited the sympathy of those +there assembled, for many stepped forward to assist us in dismounting. +They lifted us from our saddles, and placed us, not upon our feet,—for +not one of the ladies in the company could stand,—but flat upon the +ground in the mud.</p> + +<p>One lady in particular—who rode nearly the whole way, holding her babe +on the saddle in front of her—fainted, the moment they lifted her from<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_306">{306}</a></span> +her mule, and it was a long time before she recovered her consciousness.</p> + +<p>Upon leaving Panama, she had consigned it to the care of a gentleman, +who was going to take it across the Isthmus on the saddle with himself; +but whose mule gave out, and fell with him. In endeavoring to save the +infant from injury, he received several severe contusions on his back +and head, from the effects of which he did not recover during the +journey to New York. This so frightened the mother, that she took the +babe herself; and, in consequence of thus exerting her strength to take +care of herself and child,—when those who had no child to attend to +could scarcely retain their seats,—she came very near dying.</p> + +<p>After remaining a few moments in the mud, I made an attempt to walk. I +would go a few steps, and then fall; pick myself up again, take a few +more steps, and then tumble the other way. I attributed my inability to +walk partly to my India-rubber boots slipping on the muddy ground, and +partly to the benumbed and stiffened state of my limbs. While I was thus +staggering about in the vain endeavor to reach a hotel, a gentleman came +along, picked me up, and carried me to the desired haven.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_307">{307}</a></span></p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Cars</span> were in readiness to take us immediately to Aspinwall, where the +steamer North Star was waiting to convey us to New York. Many of the +gentlemen took passage in them; but the ladies were too exhausted to +think of proceeding farther that day; and, as the specie and baggage had +not all arrived, there was no danger of the North Star sailing until the +next night.</p> + +<p>So we all retired, and did not rise again until the next morning. Our +accommodations at Obispo were similar to those at Panama—great rush, +nothing to eat, and not much to lie upon.</p> + +<p>In the morning, as we were well-nigh famished, a gentleman of the party +invited a friend of mine and myself to breakfast with him, as he had +been to the trouble of purchasing something, and hiring it cooked +expressly for himself. The breakfast consisted of broiled chicken, fried +plantains, and eggs. That meal cost five dollars, and it was the only +one I had while at Obispo. That forenoon, our baggage arrived, and, +while out on the plaza, it was exposed to one of the hardest showers I +ever<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_308">{308}</a></span> witnessed. Wo to the contents of those trunks which were not +water-proof!</p> + +<p>I must not leave the beautiful valley of Obispo without descanting upon +its loveliness. It was inclosed by lofty hills, whose sides and summits +were clothed with the most beautiful tropical foliage. There grew the +tall palm-tree, laden with its milky fruit; the luscious pine-apple; +also bananas, and plantains in abundance.</p> + +<p>There were, perhaps, twenty native bamboo-huts, thatched with the woven +fibre of the palm-leaf, scattered about the valley; around the doors of +which, and under the leafy shade of the lime and palmetto, lounged the +indolent natives, of both sexes. And why should they exert themselves, +when nature has so abundantly supplied their wants?</p> + +<p>They appeared perfectly happy and contented in their ignorance. No +soaring aspirations for fame caused them to pass sleepless nights and +anxious days. They were slaves to no goddess of fashion; and, if they +had any pride, I cannot conceive to what point it tended, unless it was +an overweening desire to excel in roasting monkeys. Oh, this was a sunny +spot! I can see it, even now, in my mind’s eye, as it appeared when +viewed from the top of<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_309">{309}</a></span> that mountain height, after a day of toilsome +travel. That old adage, “It is always the darkest just before day,” was +never more fully illustrated than when, after such a toilsome, dangerous +day’s ride as we had accomplished, that lovely, pleasant valley burst +upon our view. That last two miles of mule-back travel I shall never +forget. Whether it surpassed all other portions of the route in steep +and dangerous passes, or whether we were so completely worn out with +fatigue, that everything appeared more dark and gloomy than it really +was, I cannot say; but that old maxim kept ringing in my ears, and +cheering me on—“It is always the darkest just before day.” And, +certainly, I could not compare that sunshiny valley, at the terminus of +our route, to other than the brightest day that ever followed the +darkest night.</p> + +<p>About four o’clock in the afternoon, we seated ourselves in the cars +bound to Aspinwall. Those cars on the Isthmus had cane seats and backs, +and were, therefore, not so comfortable for the sick, sore, and lame, as +if they had been otherwise.</p> + +<p>We were borne over the track quite slowly, as the many short curves +which the road made prevented their going with greater speed. The +railroad seemed to follow the bed of the Chagres River.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_310">{310}</a></span> We crossed it +several times. The scenery was grand and sublime, commingled with the +beautiful. On one side of the track, perhaps, a towering mountain raised +its rocky sides far above us; while, on the opposite side, the eye might +wander far, far down a steep precipice, causing a shudder to run through +the frame at the thought of an accident occurring at such a spot.</p> + +<p>How frightened the parrots, paroquets, and monkeys, must have been, when +the iron horse first startled those leafy solitudes with his fiery +snort! Never again will profound stillness reign triumphant along the +course of the Chagres River. Those feathered songsters, of brilliant +plumage, lured to its vine-clad banks by the gentle ripple of its tiny +waves, will fly, startled from their leafy coverts, at the approach of +the iron steed.</p> + +<p>By and by, the town of Aspinwall appeared to view. The country all about +looked so sunken and marshy, as to impress the beholder at once with an +idea of its unhealthy location. It was quite a place, however, and at +that time seemed to be all alive with people. We passed from the cars +directly on board the steamer, as it was near night, and we wished to +get possession of our rooms before sailing. I ascertained the steamer +would not get away before<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_311">{311}</a></span> midnight, as it was an almost endless task to +select the baggage, and get it on board.</p> + +<p>Being very weary, I concluded to lie down, and get a nap in the first +part of the evening, in order to be awake, and be on deck, when we left +Aspinwall.</p> + +<p>When next I opened my eyes, it was broad daylight. Aspinwall was far out +of sight, and we on the broad Atlantic.</p> + +<p>Amid all the bustle and confusion preparatory to sailing, even firing of +guns, I had slept soundly. One lady, thinking I would like to see +Aspinwall by lamp-light, endeavored to awaken me; said she spoke my name +several times, and shook my arm, but still I slept on; and she left me +to the enjoyment of my dreams.</p> + +<p>Upon going on deck, I met again all the Uncle Sam’s passengers, and saw +many strangers who had come on board at Aspinwall. On the North Star I +had only two room-mates, and was minus baby and parrot.</p> + +<p>Now that I was on the Atlantic, I felt that the distance between home +and myself would be speedily annihilated. Nothing occurred worthy of +note during the passage; and, on the ninth day after leaving Aspinwall, +we made Sandy Hook. It is impossible to describe my sensations upon +nearing<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_312">{312}</a></span> my native land, after an absence of four years. I was returning +<i>alone</i>, too, to the home of my youth. At times, my feelings were +overpowering.</p> + +<p>When the health officer boarded us, I saw a sight that would have drawn +pity from the breast of the most obdurate. It appeared that at Aspinwall +there had been brought on board, and placed in the steerage, three sick +individuals, the remnant of a family of eight persons, who had left New +York for California a short time previous. On their arrival at the +Isthmus, the father and mother had sickened, and died. The six children +started to cross to Panama. They were robbed of all their money on the +way; and, ere they arrived at Panama, the two eldest brothers and one +sister died, leaving a young brother and two sisters, penniless and +sick. In this condition they were found by some good Samaritan, brought +back to Aspinwall, and placed on board the North Star. They were very +sick indeed—in fact, but just alive; but their sickness was not of an +infectious nature.</p> + +<p>While preparations were being made to lower away a boat in which to take +them to the hospital, they were brought aft, and placed upon deck. One +look at those poor, sick, emaciated children of sorrow would so stamp +itself upon the pages of memory,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_313">{313}</a></span> that long afterwards their ghastly +countenances, with their sunken, hollow eyes, ashen lips, and shrivelled +forms, would present themselves in your day-dreams as well as your +night.</p> + +<p>The eldest girl was about sixteen; the other might be fourteen, and the +boy twelve. Not two months since, they had left New York, a healthy, +happy family. Now the remaining three were brought back to die in the +hospital. The eldest girl died in the boat while being transported to +the hospital. The other two, I have no doubt, quickly followed her, as +they looked more like tenants of the tomb than aught else.</p> + +<p>I must not forget to mention the fate of those two little orphans whose +mother was buried on the Isthmus. The kind-hearted lady who took them in +charge had faithfully fulfilled her mission. The children were well and +happy, in their guileless innocence. A collection was taken for them on +board the North Star, to the amount of three hundred dollars. This, +added to the two hundred previously taken, was delivered up to the lady +who had them in charge; and she was going with them to Cincinnati, at +which place a sister of the deceased mother resided, and to whom the +dying mother had bequeathed them.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_314">{314}</a></span></p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXX"></a>CHAPTER XXX.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">We</span> neared the city of New York. Soon its domes, turrets, and spires, +became more distinct. We were fast nearing home. Home! How the mention +of that word sent a thrill to my heart! It is scarcely possible to +describe my feelings at that time; exuberant joy, mingled with sorrowful +reminiscences which came crowding thick and fast over the ocean of +memory, overshadowing all the bright hopes and sunny feelings of the +heart.</p> + +<p>We reached the wharf late in the afternoon. It is needless to describe +the bustle incident to the arrival of an ocean steamer, crowded with +passengers. It is enough to say, that after being jammed, and jostled, +and crushed, to your infinite satisfaction, you find yourself on board a +hack, bound to one of the many hotels which intersperse the city.</p> + +<p>The next day, I was too sick to start for home, completely prostrated by +excitement, I suppose. The next day, I left New York. The following +morning, I neared my native town. The station was reached; I left the +cars. I had purposely kept my arrival secret, the better to take them by +surprise.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_315">{315}</a></span></p> + +<p>In returning, after a long absence, to the home of our youth, we often +find ourselves disappointed. A part of the brightness is almost sure to +have passed away. Our eyes are changed, even if the things we look upon +remain the same. The persons we have loved too are sure to have altered, +and rarely for the better; for, if they be still on the bright side of +life, the rose-bud is generally more beautiful than the rose; and, if +they be on the autumnal side of the hill, we shall have to mark many a +leaf that has fallen, many a flower that has faded away.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXXI"></a>CHAPTER XXXI.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Before</span> laying aside my pen, I am constrained to say a word regarding the +moral tone of society as it existed in California as early as the years +1851 and 1852.</p> + +<p>Recollect, kind reader, that the state of society in California at the +present day is as unlike what it was at the time alluded to above as are +the golden tints of the eastern sky ere the glorious<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_316">{316}</a></span> orb of day bursts +upon the view, and the dark, portentous gloom which overspreads the +horizon, presaging a coming storm.</p> + +<p>To what cause could be attributed this lack of morality; which seemed to +pervade the greater portion of the community at that early day, and +which necessarily dimmed the lustre of the brightest gem in God’s +magnificent footstool? Was it the atmospheric influence which surrounded +them? or were the evil propensities of their natures more forcibly +displayed for the very reason that they felt themselves beyond the reach +of all those conventional forms of society which, in our puritanical +country, serve to restrain, more or less, the inherent evil of our +natures?</p> + +<p>Travellers who have wandered in the sunny regions of a tropical clime, +and have mingled with the inhabitants, can scarcely fail to perceive the +effect of that balmy, blissful atmosphere upon the human passions. Their +quick, impulsive natures, warm and generous hearts, overflowing with +love and affection; the bewitching naiveté of manner so characteristic +of the females has often proved a theme for the poet and historian.</p> + +<p>California, although not situated within the tropics, many of its sunny +vales possess all the charac<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_317">{317}</a></span>teristics of soil and climate, and afford +to one all the delights pertaining to a residence in those genial +climes, and, at the time to which I refer, many of those captivating +females had found a home within its borders.</p> + +<p>It is oftentimes the case that persons naturally pure, and possessed of +good principles, by constant intercourse with those whose nationalities +are less stringent with regard to morality, are almost unconsciously, as +it were, led to adopt customs, and imbibe sentiments that at first were +quite revolting to their natures.</p> + +<p>Ever willing to place the best construction upon another’s conduct, I +would much rather infer that all of the evil which displays itself is +the result of a vacillating mind, unable to withstand temptation, rather +than of an innate desire to set at defiance the laws of God and man.</p> + +<p>Persons from all classes were to be found in California,—the moral and +the immoral, the tempter and the tempted. Well may it call a blush to +the cheek of our own sex, when I assert that the immoral predominated, +as far as the female portion of the community were concerned. I have +been an unwilling observer of transactions, which, had they been related +to me, would have shaken my<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_318">{318}</a></span> opinion somewhat respecting the veracity of +the narrator. Think of a town in California where the females numbered +more than two hundred, and from that number the pure, high-minded, and +virtuous could not have selected more than three or four with whom they +could have associated, and have derived a sweet pleasure in the +interchange of all those ennobling sentiments which shed such a halo of +loveliness around fair woman’s shrine.</p> + +<p>Now, it is characteristic of my humble self to illustrate every subject +by relating some event which has come under my personal observation, and +which will, I think, serve to interest.</p> + +<p>Among the first who emigrated from the city of Boston to the western El +Dorado were a mother and daughter.</p> + +<p>The daughter, yet scarcely fifteen years of age, gave promise of extreme +loveliness. Carefully had that mother guarded her, lest a too early +acquaintance with the chilling realities of life should rob her young +and guileless heart of a portion of its pristine purity and undimmed +faith.</p> + +<p>Of that mother’s early history but little was known; yet it was often +whispered by the gossiping ones that the remembrance of her own sad, +youthful experience had given that shade of mel<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_319">{319}</a></span>ancholy, that tinge of +sadness, which at times shaded so deeply her yet fair brow. Whatever had +been her bitter trials and disappointments, it was evident to a casual +observer that the whole wealth of her affections, the deep, unfathomable +love of a mother’s heart were centred on the well-being of her only +child.</p> + +<p>The better to acquire a competency, wherewith to surround the loved one +with all those appliances of comfort so desirable to a young and +beautiful girl, the mother determined to seek a home within the +precincts of the “Golden State.” Better, far better, had she immured +herself and child in the catacombs of Rome than thus to have launched +their frail bark upon the golden wave of a California sea.</p> + +<p>The most ambitious votary of admiration there at that time must have +been satisfied, and even satiated, with the amount of homage, adulation, +and heartless flattery, which was poured into their too willing ears. +One can realize the danger likely to be incurred by placing a young, +lovely, and attractive female in a country where virtue was regarded by +the mass only as a name, and while she was yet too young to discriminate +between the respectful homage of sensible gentlemen<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_320">{320}</a></span> and the +soul-sickening, hypocritical, despicable flatteries which often flow so +smoothly from under the moustache of the soulless, “vanity-puffed, +shallow-brained apology” for a man. One saw many of those specimens in a +day’s walk through the city of San Francisco, and also in her sister +cities.</p> + +<p>Nightly they would convene in those gilded halls of iniquity, and pursue +their soul-killing avocation. To be sure, they nightly won their +thousands, little caring for the mental agony of their victims, whom +they had robbed of the last ounce of dust, which they had been months, +perhaps, accumulating, and which they had intended to have transmitted +to their families in their far distant homes. Wait patiently, wife and +little ones,—wait patiently for the father and husband to learn the +best and most effective lesson ever taught by that inexorable +schoolmaster, experience! If his first lesson is severe indeed, as a +general thing, he is not over anxious to risk a second recital, and the +absent wife may hope again to welcome his loved image to the now +sorrowful home.</p> + +<p>These professed gamblers are never content with ruining those of their +own sex, but are ever on the alert and the watch for victims from among +the youthful, unsophisticated, and beautiful of the oppo<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_321">{321}</a></span>site sex; and +Lillie Lee was far too captivating to remain long in obscurity.</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding the vigilance of her mother, she had formed an +acquaintance with one of the most enticing of the gambling brotherhood. +For weeks and months he had been gradually gaining a strong foothold +upon her affections, by practising all those insidious arts which too +often successfully entrap the uninitiated. He knew he was beloved, and, +knowing that, felt secure of his victim.</p> + +<p>The affection bestowed upon that dissolute gamester was deserving a +better object. Upon the promise of a speedy marriage, she left her +mother’s roof; and together they fled to one of the interior towns.</p> + +<p>Who can graphically describe that mother’s anguish, upon learning the +flight of her darling? Within a few hours of their departure, the +bereaved, heart-broken, and nearly frantic woman was on the track of the +seducer and his victim. She arrived about midnight at the town where the +fugitives had taken up their abode. After travelling nearly thirty-six +hours without once tasting food, or taking any rest, this grief-stricken +woman procured a suitable disguise, and, arming herself with a “Colt’s +revolver,” started on her mission of death.</p> + +<p>Grief had rendered her frantic, and, in the des<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_322">{322}</a></span>peration of the moment, +she had made a vow, and registered it on the tablet of a broken heart, +that she would avenge her daughter’s ruin by taking the life of her +seducer; forgetting, in the frenzy of excitement, that she was assuming +a power never intended to be usurped by the sinful children of earth.</p> + +<p>She threaded her lonely way through the nearly deserted streets of that +inland city, never wavering in her murderous intentions, until she +paused at the entrance of one of those brilliantly lighted +gambling-saloons which spread their contaminating influence on all +around. She entered, expecting and hoping to find the object of pursuit +engaged in his nefarious vocation. She saw, however, only the usual +appurtenances of these houses of sin. Elegantly attired women, within +whose natures long since had expired the last flickering spark of +feminine modesty, were seated, dealing cards at a game of Faro or +Lansquenet, and, by their winning smile and enticing manner, inducing +hundreds of men to stake their all upon their tables. The stricken +mother passed through the crowd, but could nowhere see the object of her +search.</p> + +<p>In this manner she visited all the houses of like reputation, with +similar success. By some means<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_323">{323}</a></span> or other, she obtained a clue to their +whereabouts, reached the door of their room, and, in a disguised voice, +demanded admittance. After a long delay, the door was opened, and the +despoiled and despoiler met face to face. Quicker than thought, the +revolver was levelled at his breast, when a piercing shriek broke on the +stillness of the night, and the words, “Mother! oh, mother! in Heaven’s +name, desist!” burst, in tones of concentrated anguish, from the +affrighted girl. In an instant she had thrown herself between the +parties, and was imploring her mother to spare the life of him she +loved.</p> + +<p>What power had changed that mother’s anger to grief too deep for +utterance? Was it the vivid recollection of a similar scene, enacted +long, long ago, in which she had participated? Did the form of her kind +and sainted mother rise before her? Yes; she beheld again, in fancy, +that calm, sad face, the memory of which had often disturbed her +midnight slumbers. These harrowing recollections of the +would-be-forgotten past were quite too overpowering. It was long before +she was restored to consciousness; and not until repeatedly assured by +that deeply dyed villain, that he would make ample restitution by +marrying her daughter, could she be<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_324">{324}</a></span> persuaded to return to her hotel. +The earnest pleadings of the mother could not induce the infatuated girl +to separate from her lover. The mother returned to San Francisco.</p> + +<p>Months flew by, scarcely heeded by the happy child. The long-deferred +marriage proved no source of grief to her. She <i>loved</i>, and was happy. +She had so much confidence in his honor, that she felt certain he would +marry her. Honor! what a desecration of the word, when used in +connection with such a fiend in human shape!</p> + +<p>Perhaps he would have married her,—for he seemed happy only when in her +presence,—if he had not been indissolubly bound to another. Lillie had +yet to learn that stunning truth. It must be so; yet how he trembled, +and shrank from making a disclosure, which, he well knew, would chill +the very life-blood in her veins!</p> + +<p>The wife of his youth, tired of living alone in her distant home, had +formed the determination to join her husband, and follow his fortunes in +the “Golden Empire.” Her decision was irrevocable. Even the time was +appointed when he should meet her at the bay. He felt, at times, like +flying with Lillie to parts unknown; for, depraved as he was, she, by +her artless, winning ways, and rich wealth<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_325">{325}</a></span> of affection, had stirred +the long-dormant fountain of love in his bosom. Yes, now was coming his +hour of retribution; for he loved Lillie, and must leave her to the fate +that almost always attends the deeply erring. Time was pressing; he must +reveal all. It was done; and for hours she sat like one petrified. She +could only articulate, “Mother! mother! receive again your heart-broken +child!”</p> + +<p>They left, that day, for San Francisco,—he, to meet his injured, +unloved wife; she, to be received in the arms of her wronged, but still +loving mother. Under the influence of a powerful narcotic, which had +been administered at her own option, she was conveyed to her mother’s +house; and there we will leave her for the present.</p> + +<p>Behold how majestically that mammoth ocean steamer cuts her way through +the sparkling waters of the bay! Now she gracefully turns her prow +towards one of the piers, that is crowded with people. What varied +emotions fill the bosoms of those there assembled! Some are eagerly, +anxiously, expecting the loved wife, from whom they have been separated, +perhaps for years; others, dreading, fearing, to meet those whom they +have ceased to love, and wish they may never behold again. There were +many who had formed connec<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_326">{326}</a></span>tions there that were hard to sever; and +among the last named we find Lillie’s lover. On the steamer’s deck stood +his wife, all eagerness to greet her husband after a two years’ +separation.</p> + +<p>The meeting once over, he felt he could sustain his part no longer. +Pitiable wife! Henceforth she must be content with a bountiful supply of +pocket money. She may revel in luxury, be surrounded with splendor, have +every wish gratified but the one yearning desire to possess her +husband’s love. That was denied to her. She felt the estrangement +keenly. What a miserable life was hers! Night after night, as her aching +head pressed her lonely pillow, she prayed that death might end her +sufferings.</p> + +<p>Early morn, perhaps, would bring her husband home. Perchance his only +word of salutation would be, “Well, wife, last night I won two, three, +or four thousand dollars,” just as the case might be; for he was one of +those successful gamblers who are well versed in all the tricks used to +defraud the unwary. Yes, his coffers were heaped high with his +ill-gotten treasures! What cared the wife for riches, if she must ever +be treated with that cold, studied politeness, always so freezing to the +loving recipient?<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_327">{327}</a></span></p> + +<p>Daily I was an unwilling witness to the inward struggles, the pent-up +grief, of the proud woman, for we both resided under one roof. She had +learned all, everything. Whispered rumors were borne to her ears; and +from some source she had learned where was bestowed the affection which +of right belonged to her.</p> + +<p>In the interim, what had become of Lillie? Had she repented of her sin, +and chosen purity’s white robe, with which to deck her faultless figure? +Ah, no! She did not possess moral courage sufficient to brave the +heartless sarcasm, the keen reproach, of that class who are ever ready +to judge their fellow-mortals, and who ever forget that divine precept +which teaches us that “to err is human; to forgive, divine.” And then, +after taking the first step in wickedness, it is much easier to follow +on in the downward track, than it is to turn, and tread the flowery path +of purity, which leads to the mansion of happiness.</p> + +<p>After the lapse of a few months, she returned to the inland city; “for,” +she remarked, “it is some pleasure to breathe the same atmosphere, to +traverse the same streets, and frequent the same places of resort as the +dearly loved.” She rushed recklessly into dissipation. Her extreme +beauty, and<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_328">{328}</a></span> her adventurous, fearless course of conduct, won for her a +widely extended reputation.</p> + +<p>One day she would appear in splendid Turkish costume, which admirably +displayed her tiny little foot encased in richly embroidered satin +slippers. Thus would she promenade the thronged thoroughfares of the +city, the observed of all observers. Again she might be seen, superbly +dressed after the fashion of that class of people denominated “fast +men.” How gracefully she held the ribbons, and with what dexterity she +managed her spirited horse, as she dashed madly on over the broad plains +which surrounded the city. In the use of the cigarita she equalled, in +point of fascination, the dark-eyed Spanish women.</p> + +<p>I have seen her mounted on a glossy, lithe-limbed race-horse,—one that +had won for her many thousands on the course,—habited in a +closely-fitting riding-dress of black velvet, ornamented with a hundred +and fifty gold buttons, a hat from which depended magnificent sable +plumes, and, over her face, a short white lace veil of the richest +texture, so gossamer-like, one could almost see the fire of passion +flashing from the depths of her dark, lustrous eyes. She took all +captive. Gold and diamonds were showered upon her. Her<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_329">{329}</a></span> ringing, musical +laugh seemed the signal at which trouble, care, and sorrow fled away and +hid themselves. Lillie was not soulless, or heartless either; but yet +the hilarity of despair seemed to have fast possession of her. Many a +tear has fallen at the thought of her sad future.</p> + +<p>The unloved wife, finding that all efforts to reclaim her husband’s love +proved futile, decided to return to the home of her youth. She took +passage from San Francisco in a steamer upon which Lillie’s mother had +also secured her passage; for, despairing of ever reclaiming her +daughter, she was hastening to leave a country where so much existed to +remind her of her fallen child. Thus were these two sorrowing females +thrown together on ship-board; yet neither by word or look did they +recognize each other. The mother still cherished the same revengeful +feelings towards the seducer; and the proud wife rejected the idea of +allowing, even for a moment, the mother of one who unconsciously had +been instrumental in causing the sky of her existence to be shrouded in +dark, impenetrable gloom, to suspect that she was suffering from +unrequited affection.</p> + +<p>The husband was happy again with Lillie, until about two years after his +wife’s departure, when<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_330">{330}</a></span> he was unceremoniously hurried into the presence +of his Maker. He met his death by the glittering knife of one whom he +had defrauded of his last ounce of dust. The one to whom he had done the +greatest injury, the most irreparable wrong, wept bitter tears of +anguish over his unhonored grave.</p> + +<p>There were many beautiful, depraved women in California who, previous to +leaving their homes in the Atlantic States, had lived virtuous lives; +many who had been the light and the life of the home circle—who had, +indeed, been an ornament to the society in which they moved. Some of +them were desirous of acquiring riches; and, hearing such glowing +accounts of fortunes so speedily amassed in California, and also being +possessed of an adventurous spirit, started, as they termed it, to seek +their fortunes. Some went with their husbands, some with their fathers, +some with their brothers, and too many went alone.</p> + +<p>To such as had felt and known all the inconvenience arising from a +limited purse, and thought that if they were blessed with riches, or a +competency even, their happiness would be complete,—to such, I assert, +it was a dangerous country to go to, unless their principles were as +firm as the rocks of their native hills.<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_331">{331}</a></span></p> + +<p>One beautiful young girl, in company with her brother, left a pleasant +home, situated in the heart of the “Old Granite State,” and together +they reached the El Dorado of the West. He repaired to the mines, after +having procured a lucrative situation for his sister as governess in a +wealthy Spanish family. Previous to leaving the States, she had been a +music teacher.</p> + +<p>After awhile, she became tired of her rather monotonous life, and +conceived the idea of going to one of the interior cities, to see if she +could find something better to do. An offer was made of forty dollars an +evening, if she would sit at a Lansquenet table, and deal the cards. At +first she shrank with horror at the idea of thus appearing in a +gambling-house. Then she thought of her widowed mother at home, deprived +of all the comforts and luxuries so acceptable to the middle-aged and +feeble. Said she, “What an amount of money I can earn in this way, +wherewith to surround mother with every comfort, and yet not compromise +my honor in the least!” Mistaken girl! No woman could long remain +virtuous in one of those gilded saloons of vice, surrounded, as she must +necessarily be, by men who looked upon the opposite sex very much in the +same light as does the fish<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_332">{332}</a></span>hawk, which soars above the surface of some +clear lake, ever ready to pounce upon, and bear off in its talons, any +one of the shining piscatory tribe that, more venturesome than another, +approaches too near to the boundaries of its native element.</p> + +<p>The night approached on which Jennie was to make her debût in the +sporting world. With a palpitating heart, she repaired, in company with +her employer, to one of the most magnificent gambling establishments in +the city. Upon entering, the dazzling brilliancy of the surrounding +appurtenances, the delicious strains of magical music which burst upon +her ear, were perfectly enchanting; but, as she raised her eyes to the +walls, (from which depended numerous pictures, all calculated to excite +the grosser passions of man, and which were inclosed in magnificently +gilded frames,) she drank in at a glance her position, and fainted. She +was taken to her hotel, and left, for that night, to her own gloomy +reflections.</p> + +<p>Oh, Jennie, if you had but listened to, and been guided by, the +spirit-influence of your Guardian Angel, who is ever near and ready, +unless obstinately resisted, to soothe the agitated, wavering heart, +and, by sweet, whispered breathings of divine counsel, is able to lead +the troubled soul to drink of the sweet waters of eternal happiness!<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_333">{333}</a></span></p> + +<p>Next morning came the tempter; and, by increasing in amount the already +liberal sum proffered for her services, he gained from her a promise to +make a second attempt the ensuing evening. She went, and this time +succeeded in reaching the seat provided for her; but her head swam, her +step faltered; and well it might, for the licentious gaze of hundreds +rested admiringly upon her superb figure. Her transcendently beautiful +countenance was suffused with the blush of maidenly modesty; and that, +having been an unseen and unheard-of feature in such a place, was all +the more refreshing for its scarcity.</p> + +<p>For some time she retained all her original purity; and then the angels +in heaven might have wept, when they saw the tempter secure of his +victim. She had launched her skiff upon the sea of immorality, freighted +with that priceless treasure, virtue; and, in exchange for which, it had +returned to her laden with gold, wherewith she could supply her dearly +loved mother’s every want. Thus she lived for months; not quite so +daring as Lillie, yet drinking sufficiently deep at the Lethean fount to +hush all the whisperings of conscience. She finally terminated her +profitable career of vice by marrying a wealthy, popular man in one of +the mountain<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_334">{334}</a></span> towns,—one with whom she had lived on terms of the +greatest intimacy for months before their marriage.</p> + +<p>She now moves in good society in one of our Eastern cities, surrounded +with all the appliances of wealth, in possession of the love of a +popular and respected husband. Who, among her numerous friends, would +stop to make inquiries of her past life? And, even if her fashionable +acquaintances knew of her past follies, I am rather inclined to think +they would “wink” at them rather than lose a <i>wealthy friend</i>. Such was +life as I saw it in California.</p> + +<hr class="cht"> + +<h2><a id="CHAPTER_XXXII"></a>CHAPTER XXXII.</h2> + +<p class="nind"><span class="smcap">Now</span>, kind friends, a few farewell words, and my story closes. On my ride +from the depot home, I passed the old, familiar trees; yet, thought I, +they have certainly grown smaller. And the brook, too<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_335">{335}</a></span>—why, it was +almost dried up; and the hills, how they had diminished in size! I +insisted that some of them had been dug away.</p> + +<p>There, before me, was the old homestead, the spot where my heart first +learned attachment; where my mind had first opened its eyes; where a +mother had tenderly nurtured me, from earliest infancy.</p> + +<p>How sensibly the shadows of retrospection came creeping over my heart, +as I first drew in sight of that endeared place! The roofs and windows +looked familiar to my eye; the old trees waved their arms as of yore. I +reached the door, raised the latch, and was locked in the embrace of +father, mother, brothers. But the sister whom I had left there a +light-hearted girl, had gone to gladden and cheer another’s home. She +had pressed one darling babe to her bosom for a short space; then it had +winged its way to blissful realms above, and left the mother desolate.</p> + +<p>Now, you have accompanied me on my eventful voyage to California, around +Cape Horn, on board burning ships; have sympathized with me in sorrow, +joyed with me in pleasure; crossed the Isthmus with me, astride a mule; +in fact, followed me through “dangers seen and unseen;” and, finally,<span class="pagenum"><a id="page_336">{336}</a></span> +reached with me the “old homestead.” And, if you have been repaid for +the amount of time and patience expended, I am heartily glad of it; and, +if you have not, I hope I shall ever remain in “blissful ignorance” of +the loss. 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