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You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**eBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These eBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers!***** + + +Title: Shallow Soil + +Author: Knut Hamsun + +Release Date: February, 2005 [EBook #7537] +[Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule] +[This file was first posted on May 14, 2003] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-Latin-1 + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SHALLOW SOIL *** + + + + +Produced by Eric Eldred, Robert Connal +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + + + + +SHALLOW SOIL + +BY + +KNUT HAMSUN + + + + +AUTHORISED TRANSLATION FROM THE NORWEGIAN BY + +CARL CHRISTIAN HYLLESTED + + + + +TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE + + +In the autumn of 1888 a Danish magazine published a few chapters of an +autobiographical novel which instantly created the greatest stir in +literary circles throughout Europe. At that time Ibsen, Björnson, Brandes, +Strindberg, and other Scandinavian writers were at the height of their +cosmopolitan fame, and it was only natural that the reading world should +keep in close touch with the literary production of the North. But even +the professional star-gazers, who maintained a vigilant watch on northern +skies, had never come across the name of Knut Hamsun. He was unknown; +whatever slight attention his earlier struggles for recognition may have +attracted was long ago forgotten. And now he blazed forth overnight, with +meteoric suddenness, with a strange, fantastic, intense brilliance which +could only emanate from a star of the first magnitude. + +Sudden as was Hamsun's recognition, however, it has proved lasting. The +story of his rise from obscurity to fame is one of absorbing interest. +Behind that hour of triumph lay a long and bitter struggle, weary years of +striving, of constant and courageous battle with a destiny that strewed +his path with disappointments and defeats, overwhelming him with +adversities that would have swamped a genius of less energy and real +power. + +Knut Hamsun began life in one of the deep Norwegian valleys familiar to +English readers through Björnson's earlier stories. He was born in August, +1860. When he was four years old his poverty-stricken parents sent him to +an uncle, a stern, unlovely man who made his home on one of the Lofoten +Islands--that "Drama in Granite" which Norway's rugged coast-line flings +far into the Arctic night. Here he grew up, a taciturn, peculiar lad, +inured to hardship and danger, in close communion with nature; dreaming +through the endless northern twilight, revelling through the brief intense +summer, surrounded by influences and by an atmosphere which later were to +give to his production its strange, mystical colouring, its +pendulum-swings from extreme to extreme. + +At seventeen he was apprenticed to a cobbler, and while working at his +trade he wrote and, at the cost of no one knows what sacrifices, saved +enough money to have his first literary efforts printed and published. +They consisted of a long, fantastic poem and a novel, "Björger"--the +latter a grotesque conglomeration of intense self-analytical studies. +These attracted far less attention than they really deserved. However, the +cobbler's bench saw no more of Knut Hamsun. + +During the next twelve years he led the life of a rover, but a rover with +a fixed purpose from which he never swerved. First he turned his face +toward Christiania, the capital and the intellectual centre of the +country; and in order to get there he worked at anything that offered +itself. He was a longshoreman on Bodö's docks, a road-labourer, a +lumberjack in the mountains; a private tutor and court messenger. Finally +he reached the metropolis and enrolled as a student at the university. But +the gaunt, raw-boned youth, unpractical and improvident, overbearing of +manner, passionately independent in thought and conduct, failed utterly in +his attempts to realise whatever ambitions he had cherished. So it was +hardly strange that this the first chapter of his Odyssey should end in +the steerage of an American-bound emigrant steamer. + +In America, where he landed penniless, he turned his strong and capable +hands to whatever labour he could find. He had intended to become a +Unitarian minister. Instead of doing so he had to work as a farm-hand on +the prairie, street-car conductor in Chicago, dairyman in Dakota; and he +varied these pursuits by giving a series of lectures on French literature +in Minneapolis. By that time he probably imagined that he was equipped for +a more successful attack on the literary strongholds of his own country, +and returned to Christiania. Disappointments and privations followed more +bitter than any he had ever known. He starved and studied and dreamed; +vainly he made the most desperate attempts to gain recognition. In despair +he once more abandoned the battle-field and fled to America again, with +the avowed purpose of gaining a reputation on the lecture platform. + +Once more he failed; his countrymen resident in the Northwest would have +none of him. Beaten back in every attempt, discouraged, perhaps feeling +the need of solitude and the opportunities for introspective thought which +he could not find in the larger cities, he exiled himself to that most +desolate of existences, a life on a Newfoundland fishing-smack. Three long +years he spent as one of a rude crew with whom he could have nothing in +common save the daily death-struggle with the elements. But these years +finished the preparatory stage of Hamsun's education. During the solitary +watches he matured as an artist and as a man. In his very first effort +upon his return to civilisation he proved that the days of aimless +fumblings were over: in "Hunger" he stands suddenly revealed as a master +of style and description, a bold and independent thinker, a penetrating, +keen psychologist, a realist of marked virility. + +Since "Hunger" was written Hamsun has published over thirty large works-- +novels, dramas, travel descriptions, essays, and poems. Every one of them +is of a high order. Each is unlike the rest; but through them all flash in +vivid gleams a dazzling witchery of style, a bewildering originality, a +passionate nature-worship, and an imagination which at times takes away +the breath. + +"Shallow Soil," in some respects the most contained of Hamsun's works, is +perhaps best suited as a medium for his introduction to Anglo-Saxon +readers. In a very complete analysis of Hamsun's authorship the German +literary critic, Professor Carl Morburger, thus refers to "Shallow Soil": + +"Not only is this book Knut Hamsun's most significant work, but it gives +the very best description available of life in Christiania toward the +close of the century. A book of exquisite lyric beauty, of masterly +psychology, and finished artistic form, it is so rich in idea and life +that one must refrain from touching on the contents in order to keep +within the narrow limits of this essay. A most superbly delicate +delineation of the feminine soul is here given in the drawing of Hanka and +Aagot; nowhere else is woman's love in its dawn and growth described with +such mastery, with a deftness and sureness of touch which reminds one of +the very greatest passages in that Danish classic, 'Niels Lyhne.'" + +Hamsun is now in his fifty-fourth year. The expectations aroused by his +first book have been more than fulfilled; the star that was born overnight +still shines with undimmed brilliance--nay, with a purer, warmer, steadier +flame. The volcanic violence of earlier days has been mellowed and +subdued; the "red eruptions of flame-tongued, primeval power" have all but +ceased. In one of his latest works Hamsun himself notes this change in +saying: "When a wanderer reaches fifty years he plays with muted strings." +But with or without the sordine Hamsun's production is equally seductive, +equally entrancing and compelling. All over the continent of Europe he is +known and his writings treasured; in Russia his popularity exceeds that of +many of its own inimitable writers. It is to be expected that the +English-speaking world will accord him that appreciation which is the +natural tribute to genius, irrespective of language or clime. + +CARL CHR. HYLLESTED. + +NEW YORK, December, 1913. + + + + +CONTENTS + + + PROLOGUE + + GERMINATION + + RIPENING + + SIXTYFOLD + + FINALE + + + + +PROLOGUE + + + + +I + + +A faint, golden, metallic rim appears in the east where the sun is rising. +The city is beginning to stir; already can be heard an occasional distant +rumble of trucks rolling into the streets from the country, large +farm-wagons heavily loaded with supplies for the markets--with hay and +meat and cordwood. And these wagons make more noise than usual because the +pavements are still brittle from nightly frosts. It is the latter part of +March. + +Everything is quiet around the harbour. Here and there a sleepy sailor +tumbles out of a forecastle; smoke is curling from the galleys. A skipper +puts his head out of a companionway and sniffs toward the weather; the sea +stretches in undisturbed calm; all the winches are at rest. + +The first wharf gate is thrown open. Through it one catches a glimpse of +sacks and cases piled high, of cans and barrels; men with ropes and +wheelbarrows are moving around, still half asleep, yawning openly with +angular, bearded jaws. And barges are warped in alongside the docks; +another army begins the hoisting and stowing of goods, the loading of +wagons, and the moving of freight. + +In the streets one door after another is opened; blinds are raised, +office-boys are sweeping floors and dusting counters. In the H. Henriksen +office the son is sitting at a desk, all alone; he is sorting mail. A +young gentleman is strolling, tired and sleepy, toward the railway square; +he comes from a late party given in some comrade's den and is taking the +morning air. At Fire Headquarters he runs across an acquaintance who has +also been celebrating. + +"Abroad so early, Ojen?" asks the first stroller. + +"Yes--that is to say, I haven't been in bed yet!" + +"Neither have I," laughs the first. "Good night!" + +And he wanders on, smiling in amusement over that good night on a bright +and sunny morning. He is a young and promising man; his name had suddenly +become famous two years ago when he published a lyric drama. His name is +Irgens; everybody knows him. He wears patent-leather shoes and is +good-looking, with his curled moustache and his sleek, dark hair. + +He drifts from one market square to another; it amuses him, sleepy as he +is, to watch the farmers who are invading the public squares with their +trucks. The spring sun has browned their faces; they wear heavy mufflers +around their necks, and their hands are sinewy and dirty. They are in such +a hurry to sell their wares that they even hail him, a youth of +twenty-four without a family, a lyric writer who is simply loitering at +random in order to divert himself. + +The sun climbs higher. Now people begin to swarm in all directions; shrill +whistles are heard, now from the factories in the city suburbs, now from +the railway stations and docks; the traffic increases. Busy workers dart +hither and thither--some munching their breakfast from newspaper parcels. +A man pushes an enormous load of bundles on a push-cart, he is delivering +groceries; he strains like a horse and reads addresses from a note-book as +he hurries along. A child is distributing morning papers; she is a little +girl who has Saint Vitus's dance; she jerks her angular body in all +directions, twitches her shoulders, blinks, hustles from door to door, +climbs the stairs in the high-storied houses, presses bells, and hurries +on, leaving papers on every doorstep. A dog follows her and makes every +trip with her. + +Traffic and noise increase and spread; beginning at the factories, the +wharves, the shipyards, and the sawmills, they mingle with wagon rumblings +and human voices; the air is rent by steam-whistles whose agonising wails +rise skyward, meeting and blending above the large squares in a booming +diapason, a deep-throated, throbbing roar that enwraps the entire city. +Telegraph messengers dart hither and yon, scattering orders and quotations +from distant markets. The powerful, vitalising chant of commerce booms +through the air; the wheat in India, the coffee in Java promise well; the +Spanish markets are crying for fish--enormous quantities of fish during +Lent. + +It is eight o'clock; Irgens starts for home. He passes H. Henriksen's +establishment and decides to drop in a moment. The son of the house, a +young man in a business suit of cheviot, is still busy at his desk. His +eyes are large and blue, although his complexion is rather dark otherwise; +a stray wisp of hair sags untidily over his forehead. The tall, somewhat +gaunt and taciturn fellow looks about thirty years old. His comrades value +him highly because he helps them a good deal with money and articles of +commerce from the firm's cellars. + +"Good morning!" calls Irgens. + +The other looks up in surprise. + +"What--you? Are you abroad so early?" + +"Yes. That is to say, I haven't been to bed yet." + +"Oh--that's different. I have been at my desk since five; I have cabled to +three countries already." + +"Good Lord--you know I am not the least interested in your trading! There +is only one thing I want to discuss with you, Ole Henriksen; have you got +a drink of brandy?" + +The two men leave the office and pass through the store down into the +cellar. Ole Henriksen pulls a cork hurriedly; his father is expected any +moment, and for this reason he is in haste. The father is old, but that is +no reason why he should be ignored. + +Irgens drinks and says: "Can I take the bottle along?" And Ole Henriksen +nods. + +On their way back through the store he pulls out a drawer from the +counter, and Irgens, who understands the hint, takes something from the +drawer which he puts in his mouth. It is coffee, roasted coffee; good for +the breath. + + + + +II + + +At two o'clock people swarm up and down the promenade. They chat and laugh +in all manner of voices, greet each other, smile, nod, turn around, shout. +Cigar smoke and ladies' veils flutter in the air; a kaleidoscopic +confusion of light gloves and handkerchiefs, of bobbing hats and swinging +canes, glides down the street along which carriages drive with ladies and +gentlemen in stylish attire. + +Several young gentlemen have taken their accustomed stand at "The Corner." +They form a circle of acquaintances--a couple of artists, a couple of +authors, a business man, an undefinable--comrades all. They are dressed +variously: some have already dispensed with their overcoats, others wear +long ulsters with turned-up collars as in midwinter. Everybody knows "the +clique." + +Some join it while others depart; there remain a young, corpulent artist +by the name of Milde, and an actor with a snub nose and a creamy voice; +also Irgens, and Attorney Grande of the prominent Grande family. The most +important, however, is Paulsberg, Lars Paulsberg, the author of half a +dozen novels and a scientific work on the Atonement. He is loudly referred +to as the Poet, even though both Irgens and Ojen are present. + +The Actor buttons his ulster tightly and shivers. + +"No--spring-time is a little too chilly to suit me," he says. + +"The contrary here!" exclaims the Attorney. "I could shout all the time; I +am neighing inwardly; my blood sings a hunting chorus!" And the little +stooping youth straightens his shoulders and glances secretly at +Paulsberg. + + +"Listen to that!" says the Actor sarcastically. "A man is a man, as the +eunuch said." + +"What does that remark signify?" + +"Nothing, God bless you! But you in your patent leathers and your silk hat +hunting wolves--the idea appealed to my sense of humour." + +"Ha, ha! I note the fact that Norem has a sense of humour! Let us duly +appreciate it." + +They spoke with practised ease about everything, had perfect control over +their words, made quick sallies, and were skilled in repartee. + +A number of cadets were passing. + +"Did you ever see anything as flabby as these military youths!" said +Irgens. "Look at them; they do not walk past like other mortals, they +_stalk_ past!" + +Both Irgens and the Artist laughed at this, but the Attorney glanced +quickly at Paulsberg, whose face remained immovable. Paulsberg made a few +remarks about the Art Exhibition and was silent. + +The conversation drifted to yesterday's performance in Tivoli, and from +there to political subjects. Of course, they could refuse to pass all +financial bills, but--And perhaps there was not even a sufficient +majority to defeat the government budget. It certainly looked dubious-- +rotten--They cited quotations from leading parliamentarians, they proposed +to put the torch to the Castle and proclaim the republic without delay. +The Artist threatened a general revolt of the labouring classes. "Do you +know what the Speaker told me in confidence? That he never, _never_ +would agree to a compromise--rather let the Union sink or swim! 'Sink or +swim,' these were his very words. And when one knows the Speaker--" + +Still Paulsberg did not say anything, and as the comrades were eager to +hear his opinion, the Attorney finally ventured to address him: + +"And you, Paulsberg, you don't say a word?" + +Paulsberg very seldom spoke; he had kept to himself and to his studies and +his literary tasks, and lacked the verbal facility of his comrades. He +smiled good-naturedly and answered: + +"'Let your communication be Yea, yea, and Nay, nay,' you know!" At this +they all laughed loudly. "But otherwise," he added, "apart from that I am +seriously considering going home to my wife." + +And Paulsberg went. It was his wont to go when he said he would. + +But after Paulsberg's departure it seemed as if they might as well all go; +there was no reason to remain now. The Actor saluted and disappeared; he +hurried off in order to catch up with Paulsberg. The Painter threw his +ulster around himself without buttoning it, drew up his shoulders, and +said: + +"I feel rotten! If a fellow could only afford a little dinner!" + +"You must try and strike a huckster," said Irgens. "I struck one for a +brandy this morning." + +"I am wondering what Paulsberg really meant by that remark," said the +Attorney. "'Your communication shall be Yea, yea, and Nay, nay'; it is +evident it had a deeper meaning." + +"Yes, very evident," said Milde. "Did you notice, he laughed when he said +it; something must have amused him." + +Pause. + +A crowd of promenaders were sauntering continually up and down the street, +back and forth, laughing and talking. + +Milde continued: + +"I have often wished that we had just one more head like Paulsberg's here +in Norway." + +"And why, pray?" asked Irgens stiffly. + +Milde stared at him, stared at the Attorney, and burst into a surprised +laugh. + +"Listen to that, Grande! He asks why we need another head like Paulsberg's +in this country!" + +"I do," said Irgens. + +But Grande did not laugh either, and Milde was unable to understand why +his words failed to provoke mirth. He decided to pass it off; he began to +speak about other things. + +"You said you struck a huckster for brandy; you have got brandy, then?" + +"As for me, I place Paulsberg so high that I consider him _alone_ +able to do what is needed," said Irgens with thinly veiled sarcasm. + +This took Milde by surprise; he was not prepared to contradict Irgens; he +nodded and said: + +"Certainly--exactly. I only thought it might accelerate matters to have a +little assistance, so to speak--a brother in arms. But of course I agree +with you." + +Outside the Grand Hotel they were fortunate enough to run across Tidemand, +a huckster also, a wholesaler, a big business man, head of a large and +well-known business house. + +"Have you dined?" called the Artist to him. + +"Lots of times!" countered Tidemand. + +"Now, no nonsense! Are you going to take me to dinner?" + +"May I be permitted to shake hands first?" + +It was finally arranged that they should take a run up to Irgens's rooms +to sample the brandy, after which they were to return to the Grand for +dinner. Tidemand and the Attorney walked ahead. + +"It is a good thing that we have these peddlers to fall back on," said +Milde to Irgens. "They are useful after all." + +Irgens replied with a shrug of the shoulders which might mean anything. + +"And they never consider that they are being imposed upon," continued +Milde. "On the contrary, they think they are highly favoured; it flatters +them. Treat them familiarly, drink their health, that is sufficient. Ha, +ha, ha! Isn't it true?" + +The Attorney had stopped; he was waiting. + +"While we remember it, we have got to make definite arrangements about +that farewell celebration for Ojen," he said. + +Of course, they had almost forgotten about that. Certainly, Ojen was going +away; something had to be done. + +The situation was this: Ojen had written two novels which had been +translated into German; now his nerves were bothering him; he could not be +allowed to kill himself with work--something had to be done to procure him +a highly needed rest. He had applied for a government subsidy and had +every expectation of receiving it; Paulsberg himself had recommended him, +even if a little tepidly. The comrades had therefore united in an effort +to get him to Torahus, to a little mountain resort where the air was +splendid for neurasthenics. Ojen was to go in about a week; the money had +been raised; both Ole Henriksen and Tidemand had been exceedingly +generous. It now only remained to arrange a little celebration to speed +the parting comrade. + +"But where shall we find a battle-ground?" asked Milde. "At your house, +Grande? You have plenty of room?" + +Grande was not unwilling; it might be arranged; he would speak to his wife +about it. For Grande was married to Mrs. Liberia, and Mrs. Liberia simply +had to be consulted. It was agreed to invite Paulsberg and his wife; as +contributors Mr. and Mrs. Tidemand and Ole Henriksen were coming as a +matter of course. That was settled. + +"Ask whom you like, but I refuse to open my doors to that fellow Norem," +said the Attorney. "He always gets drunk and sentimental; he is an awful +bore. My wife wouldn't stand for him." + +Then the affair could not be held at Grande's house. It would never do to +slight Norem. In the perplexity Milde offered his studio. + +The friends considered. It was not a bad idea; a better place would be +hard to find. The studio was big and roomy as a barn, with two cosy +adjoining rooms. Milde's studio, then--settled. + +The affair was coming off in a few days. + +The four gentlemen stopped at Irgens's place, drank his brandy, and went +out again. The Attorney was going home; this decision about the studio did +not suit him; he felt slighted. He might decide to stay away altogether. +At any rate, he said good-bye now and went his own way. + +"What about you, Irgens--I hope you will join us?" + +Irgens did not say no; he did not at all refuse this invitation. To tell +the truth, he was not unduly eager to return to the Grand; this fat artist +vexed him considerably with his familiar manners. However, he might be +able to get away immediately after the dinner was over. + +In this desire Tidemand himself unconsciously assisted him; he left as +soon as he had paid the check. He was going somewhere. + + + + +III + + +Tidemand made his way to H. Henriksen's large warehouse on the wharf where +he knew that Ole could be found at this time. + +Tidemand had passed thirty and was already getting a little grey around +the temples. He, too, was dark of hair and beard, but his eyes were brown +and had a listless expression. When he was sitting still and silent, +blinking slowly, these heavy lids of his would rise and sink almost as if +they were exhausted by much watching. He was beginning to get a little bit +stout. He was considered an exceedingly able business man. + +He was married and had two children; he had been married four years. His +marriage had begun auspiciously and was still in force, although people +were at a loss to understand how it could possibly last. Tidemand himself +did not conceal his astonishment over the fact that his wife had managed +to tolerate him so long. He had been a bachelor too long, had travelled +too much, lived too much in hotels; he admitted it himself. He liked to +ring whenever he wanted anything; he preferred his meals served at all +hours, whenever he took a notion, no matter if it happened to be meal-time +or not. And Tidemand went into details: he could not bear to have his wife +serve him his soup, for instance--was it possible for a woman, even with +the best intention in the world, to divine how much soup he might want? + +And, on the other side, there was Mrs. Hanka, an artistic nature, two and +twenty, fond of life and audacious as a boy. Mrs. Hanka was greatly gifted +and warmly interested in many things; she was a welcome guest wherever the +youthful assembled, whether in homes or bachelor dens; nobody could resist +her. No, she did not greatly care for home life or house drudgery. She +could not help that; unfortunately she had not inherited these tastes. And +this unbearable blessing, of a child every year two years running, drove +her almost to distraction. Good Lord! she was only a child herself, full +of life and frivolity; her youth was ahead of her. But pursuant to the +arrangement the couple had made last year, Mrs. Hanka now found it +unnecessary to place any restraint upon herself.... + +Tidemand entered the warehouse. A cool and tart smell of tropical +products, of coffee and oils and wines, filled the atmosphere. Tall piles +of tea-boxes, bundles of cinnamon sewn in bast, fruits, rice, spices, +mountains of flour-sacks--everything had its designated place, from floor +to roof. In one of the corners a stairway led to the cellar, where +venerable hogsheads of wine with copper bands could be glimpsed in the +half-light and where enormous metal tanks rested in massive repose. + +Tidemand nodded to the busy warehousemen, walked across the floor, and +peeped through the pane into the little office. Ole was there. He was +revising an account on a slate. + +Ole put the slate down immediately and rose to meet his friend. + +These two men had known each other since childhood, had gone through the +business college together, and shared with each other their happiest +moments. Even now, when they were competitors, they continued to visit +each other as often as their work would permit. They did not envy each +other; the business spirit had made them broad-minded and generous; they +toyed with ship-loads, dealt in large amounts, had daily before their eyes +enormous successes or imposing ruin. + +Once Tidemand had expressed admiration for a little yacht which Ole +Henriksen owned. It was two years ago, when it was known that the Tidemand +firm had suffered heavy losses in a fish exportation. The yacht lay +anchored just outside the Henriksen warehouse and attracted much attention +because of its beautiful lines. The masthead was gilded. + +Tidemand said: + +"This is the most beautiful little dream I have ever seen, upon my word!" + +Ole Henriksen answered modestly: + +"I do not suppose I could get a thousand for her if I were to sell her." + +"I'll give you a thousand," offered Tidemand. + +Pause. Ole smiled. + +"Cash?" he asked. + +"Yes; I happen to have it with me." + +And Tidemand took out his pocketbook and paid over the money. + +This occurred in the warehouse. The clerks laughed, whispered, and +wondered. + +A few days later Ole went over to Tidemand's office and said: + +"I don't suppose you would take two thousand for the yacht?" + +"Have you got the money with you?" + +"Yes; it just happens that I have." + +"All right," said Tidemand. + +And the yacht was Ole's once more.... + +Tidemand had called on Ole now in order to pass away an hour or so. The +two friends were no longer children; they treated each other with the +greatest courtesy and were sincerely fond of each other. + +Ole got hold of Tidemand's hat and cane, which he put away, at the same +time pointing his friend to a seat on the little sofa. + +"What may I offer you?" he asked. + +"Thanks--nothing," said Tidemand. "I have just had my dinner at the +Grand." + +Ole placed the flat box with Havanas before him and asked again: + +"A little glass? An 1812?" + +"Well, thank you, yes. But never mind; it is too much trouble; you have to +go down-stairs for it." + +"Nonsense; no trouble at all!" + +Ole brought the bottle from the cellar; it was impossible to tell what it +was; the bottle appeared to be made of some coarse cloth, so deeply +covered with dust was it. The wine was chilled and sparkling, it beaded in +the glass, and Ole said: + +"Here you are; drink hearty, Andreas!" + +They drank. A pause ensued. + +"I have really come to congratulate you," said Tidemand. "I have never yet +made a stroke like that last one of yours!" + +It was true that Ole had turned a trick lately. But he insisted that there +really was nothing in it that entitled him to any credit; it was just a +bit of luck. And if there was any credit to bestow, then it belonged to +the firm, not to him. The operations in London had succeeded because of +the cleverness of his agent. + +The affair was as follows: + +An English freight-steamer, the _Concordia_, had left Rio with half a +cargo of coffee; she touched at Bathurst for a deck-load of hides, ran +into the December gales on the north coast of Normandy, and sprung a leak; +then she was towed into Plymouth. The cargo was water-soaked; half of it +was coffee. + +This cargo of damaged coffee was washed out and brought to London; it was +put on the market, but could not be sold; the combination of sea-water and +hides had spoiled it. The owner tried all sorts of doctorings: he used +colouring matter--indigo, kurkuma, chrome, copper vitriol--he had it +rolled in hogsheads with leaden bullets. Nothing availed; he had to sell +it at auction. Henriksen's agent bid it in for a song. + +Ole went to London; he made tests with this coffee, washed out the +colouring matter, flushed it thoroughly, and dried it again. Finally he +had the entire cargo roasted and packed in hermetically sealed zinc boxes. +These boxes were brought to Norway after a month of storing; they were +unloaded, taken to the warehouse, opened, and sold. The coffee was as good +as ever. The firm made a barrel of money out of this enterprise. + +Tidemand said: + +"I only learned the particulars a couple of days ago; I must confess that +I was proud of you!" + +"My part of the business was simply the idea of roasting the coffee-- +making it sweat out the damage, so to speak. But otherwise, really--" + +"I suppose you were a little anxious until you knew the result?" + +"Yes; I must admit I was a little anxious." + +"But what did your father say?" + +"Oh, he did not know anything until it was all over. I was afraid to tell +him; he might have disinherited me, cast me off, you know. Ha, ha!" + +Tidemand looked at him. + +"Hm. This is all very well, Ole. But if you want to give your father, the +firm, half the credit, then you should not at the same time tell me that +your father knew nothing until it was all over. I have you there!" + +A clerk entered with another account on a slate; he bowed, placed the +slate on the desk, and retired. The telephone rang. + +"One moment, Andreas; it is probably only an order. Hello!" + +Ole took down the order, rang for a clerk, and gave it to him.. + +"I am detaining you," said Tidemand. "Let me take one of the slates; there +is one for each now!" + +"Not much!" said Ole; "do you think I will let you work when you come to +see me?" + +But Tidemand was already busy. He was thoroughly familiar with these +strange marks and figures in the many columns, and made out the account on +a sheet of paper. They stood at the desk opposite each other and worked, +with an occasional bantering remark. + +"Don't let us forget the glasses altogether!" + +"No; you are right!" + +"This is the most enjoyable day I have had in a long time," said Ole. + +"Do you think so? I was just going to say the same. I have just left the +Grand--By the way, I have an invitation for you; we are both going to the +farewell celebration for Ojen--quite a number will be there." + +"Is that so? Where is it going to be?" + +"In Milde's studio. You are going, I hope?" + +"Yes; I will be there." + +They went back to their accounts. + +"Lord! do you remember the old times when we sat on the school bench +together?" said Tidemand. "None of us sported a beard then. It seems as if +it were only a couple of months ago, I remember it so distinctly." + +Ole put down his pen. The accounts were finished. + +"I should like to speak to you about something--you mustn't be offended, +Andreas--No; take another glass, old fellow, do! I'll get another bottle; +this wine is really not fit for company." + +And he hurried out; he looked quite confused. + +"What is the matter with him?" thought Tidemand. + +Ole returned with another bottle, downy as velvet, with trailing cobwebs; +he pulled the cork. + +"I don't know how you'll like this," he said, and sniffed the glass. "Try +it, anyhow; it is really--I am sure you'll like it; I have forgotten the +vintage, but it is ancient." + +Tidemand sniffed, sipped, put down his glass, and looked at Ole. + +"It isn't half bad, is it?" + +"No," said Tidemand, "it is not. You should not have done this, Ole." + +"Ho! don't be silly--a bottle of wine!" + +Pause. + +"I thought you wanted to speak to me about something," asked Tidemand. + +"Yes, well--I don't know that I do, exactly." Ole went over and locked the +door. "I thought that, as you cannot possibly know anything about it, I +had perhaps better tell you that people are talking about you, +calumniating you, blackening your reputation, so to speak. And you hear +nothing, of course." + +"Are they blackening me? What are they saying?" + +"Oh, you can feel above anything they say. Never mind what they say. The +gossip is that you neglect your wife; that you frequent restaurants +although you have a home of your own; that you leave her to herself while +you enjoy life single-handed. You are above such insinuations, of course. +But, anyway, why do you eat away from home and live so much in +restaurants? Not that I have any business to--Say, this wine is not half +bad, believe me! Take another glass; do me the favour--" + +Tidemand's eyes had suddenly become clear and sharp. He got up, made a few +turns across the floor, and went back to the sofa. + +"I am not at all surprised that people are talking," he said. "I myself +have done what I could to start the gossip; I know that only too well. But +I have ceased to care about anything any more." Tidemand shrugged his +shoulders and got up again. Drifting back and forth across the floor, +staring fixedly straight ahead, he murmured again that he had ceased to +care about anything. + +"But listen, old friend, I told you you need not pay the slightest +attention to such contemptible gossip," objected Ole. + +"It is not true that I neglect Hanka, as people think," said Tidemand; +"the fact is that I don't want to bother her. You understand, she must be +allowed to do as she pleases; it is an agreement, otherwise she will leave +me." During the following sentences Tidemand got up and sat down again; he +was in a state of deep emotion. "I want to tell you this, Ole; it is the +first time I have ever mentioned it to anybody, and no one will ever hear +me repeat it. But I want you to know that I do not go to restaurants +because I like to. Where else can I go? Hanka is never at home; there is +no dinner, not a soul in the whole house. We have had a friendly +understanding; we have ceased to keep house. Do you understand now why I +am often seen in restaurants? I am not wanted; I keep to my office and go +to the Grand, I meet friends of whom she is one, we sit at a table and +have a good time. What should I do at home? Hanka is more likely to be at +the Grand; we sit at the same table, perhaps opposite each other; we hand +each other a glass, a carafe. 'Andreas,' she says, 'please order a glass +for Milde, too.' And, of course, I order a glass for Milde. I like to do +it; don't believe anything else! 'I have hardly seen you to-day,' she +sometimes says; 'you left very early this morning. Oh, he is a fine +husband!' she tells the others and laughs. I am delighted that she is in +good spirits; I help her along and say: 'Who in the world could wait until +you have finished your toilet; I have business to attend to!' But the +truth is that perhaps I haven't seen her for a couple of days. Do you +understand why I go to restaurants? I go in order to meet her after not +having seen her for a couple of days; I go to spend a few moments with her +and with my friends, who all are exceedingly nice to me. But, of course, +everything has been arranged in the friendliest manner possible; don't +think otherwise. I am sure it is all for the best; I think the arrangement +excellent. It is all a matter of habit." + +Ole Henriksen sat with open mouth. He said in surprise: + +"Is that how matters stand? I had no idea it was that way with you two-- +that it was that bad." + +"Why not? Do you find it strange that she prefers the clique? All of them +are famous men, artists and poets, people who count for something. When +you come to look at it they are not like you and me, Ole; we like to be +with them ourselves. Bad, you say? No, understand me rightly, it is not at +all bad. It is a good arrangement. I couldn't always get home on time from +the office, and so I went to a restaurant, naturally. Hanka could not make +herself ridiculous and preside at table in solitary state, and so she went +to a restaurant. We do not go to the same place always; sometimes we miss +each other. But that is all right." + +There was a pause. Tidemand leaned his head in his hands. Ole asked: + +"But who started this? Who proposed it?" + +"Ha, do you think for a moment it was I? Would I be likely to say to my +wife: 'You will have to go to a restaurant, Hanka, so I can find the house +empty when I get home to dinner!' Hardly. But all the same, things are not +so bad as you might think--What would you say if I were to tell you +that she does not even regard herself as being married? Of course, you +cannot realise that. I reasoned with her, said this and that, a married +woman, house and home, and she answered: 'Married, did you say? That is +rather an exaggeration, don't you think?' How does _that_ strike you? +For this reason I am careful not to say anything to her; she isn't +married; that is her affair. She lives occasionally where I live, we visit +the children, go in and out, and part again. It is all right as long as +she is satisfied." + +"But this is ridiculous!" exclaimed Ole suddenly. "I can't imagine--Does +she think you are an old glove she can throw away when she is through with +it? Why haven't you put your foot down?" + +"Of course, I have said something like that. Then she wanted a divorce. +Twice. What could I do then? I am not made so that I can tear everything +up all at once; I need a little time; it will come later. She is right +about the divorce; it is I who am against it; she is justified in blaming +me for that. Why haven't I played the part of a man, showed her her place, +made her behave? But, my dear man, she would have left me! She said so +plainly; there was no misunderstanding possible; it has happened twice. +What could I do?" + +The two men sat awhile in silence. Ole asked quietly: + +"But has your wife, then--I mean, do you think she is in love with +somebody else?" + +"Of course," answered Tidemand. "Such things are bound to happen; not +intentionally, of course, but--" + +"And you do not know who it is?" + +"Don't you think I know? That is, I don't know really; how could I know +for sure? I am almost certain she is not really in love with anybody; it +is hard to say. Do you think that I am jealous, perhaps? Don't for a +moment imagine anything, Ole; I am glad to say that I have a little sense +left; not much, perhaps, but a little. In short, she is not in love with +anybody else, as people suspect; it is simply a whim, a fancy. In a little +while she will probably come and propose that we shall begin housekeeping +again and live together; it is not at all impossible, I tell you, for I +know her thoroughly. She is, at any rate, very fond of the children; I +have never seen anybody so fond of children as she has been lately. You +ought to come and see us some time--Do you remember when we were married?" + +"I certainly do." + +"She was a somewhat passable bride, what? Not at all one to be ashamed of, +don't you think? Ha, ha, ha, not at all, Ole! But you ought to see her +now, I mean at home, now that she is so very fond of the children again. I +cannot describe her. She wears a black velvet gown--Be sure and come over +some time. Sometimes she is in red, a dark red velvet--This reminds me-- +perhaps she is at home now; I am going to drop in; I might be able to do +something for her." + +The two friends emptied their glasses and stood facing each other. + +"I hope everything will come out all right," said Ole. + +"Oh, yes, it will," said Tidemand. "I am grateful to you, Ole; you have +been a good friend to me. I haven't had such a pleasant hour as long as I +can remember." + +"Listen!" Tidemand turned in the doorway and said: "What we have discussed +here remains between us, eh? Not a hint on Thursday; everything is as it +should be as far as we are concerned, what? We are no mopes, I hope!" + +And Tidemand departed. + + + + +IV + + +Evening falls over the town. Business rests, stores are closed, and lights +are lowered. But old, grey-haired business men shut themselves in their +offices, light their lamps, take out papers, open heavy ledgers, note some +figures, a sum, and think. They hear the noise from the docks where +steamers load and unload all night long. + +It gets to be ten, eleven; the cafés are crowded and the traffic is great. +All sorts of people roam the streets in their best attire; they follow +each other, whistle after girls, and dart in and out from gateways and +basement stairs. Cabbies stand at attention on the squares, on the lookout +for the least sign from the passers-by; they gossip between themselves +about their horses and smoke idly their vile pipes. + +A woman hurries past--a child of night whom everybody knows; after her a +sailor and a gentleman in silk hat, both eagerly stepping out to reach her +first. Then two youths with cigars at an impertinent angle, hands in +pockets, speaking loudly. Behind them another woman; finally, a couple of +men hurrying to catch up with her. + +But now one tower-clock after another booms forth the twelve solemn +strokes all over the city; the cafés empty themselves, and from the +music-halls crowds of people swarm into the streets. The winches are still +groaning along the docks; cabs roll through the streets. But inside the +hidden offices one old business chief after another has finished his +accounts and his planning; the grey-headed gentlemen close their ledgers, +take their hats from the rack, put out the lights, and go home. + +And the last guests depart from the Grand, a crowd that has stuck to the +end, young fellows, joyful souls. They saunter down the street with coats +wide open, canes held jauntily under the arms, and hats slightly askew. +They talk loudly, hum the latest popular air, call jestingly to a lonely, +forgotten girl in a boa and white veil. + +The company wanders toward the university. The conversation is about +literature and politics, and, although nobody contradicts them, they are +loud and eager: Was Norway a sovereign state or not? Was Norway perhaps +not entitled to the rights and privileges of a sovereign state? Just wait +a moment, the Speaker had promised to attend to things; besides, there +were the elections.... All were agreed, the elections would decide. + +Three of the gentlemen part from the group when the university is reached; +the remaining two take another turn down the street, stop outside the +Grand, and exchange opinions. It is Milde and Ojen. Milde is highly +indignant. + +"I repeat: If Parliament yields this time, it is me for Australia. In that +case it will be unbearable here." + +Ojen is young and nervous; his little, round, girlish face is pale and +void of expression; he squints as if he were near-sighted, although his +eyes are good, and his voice is soft and babyish. + +"I am unable to understand that all this can interest you so greatly. It +is all one to me." And Ojen shrugs his shoulders; he is tired of politics. +His shoulders slope effeminately. + +"Oh well, I won't detain you," says Milde. "By the way, have you written +anything lately?" + +"A couple of prose poems," replies Ojen, brightening at once. "I am +waiting to get off to Torahus so I can start in in earnest. You are right +--this town is unbearable!" + +"Well--I had the whole country in mind, though--Say, don't forget next +Thursday evening in my studio. By the way, old fellow, have you got a +crown or so you could spare?" + +Ojen unbuttons his coat and finds the crown. + +"Thanks, old man. Thursday evening, then. Come early so that you can help +me a little with the arrangements--Good Lord, silk lining! And I who asked +you for a miserable crown! I hope I did not offend you." + +Ojen smiles and pooh-poohs the joke. + +"As if one sees anything nowadays but silk-lined clothes!" + +"By Jove! What do they soak you for a coat like that?" And Milde feels the +goods appraisingly. + +"Oh, I don't remember; I never can remember figures; that is out of my +line. I put all my tailor bills away; I come across them whenever I move." + +"Ha, ha, ha! that is certainly a rational system, most practical. For I do +not suppose you ever pay them!" + +"In God's own time, as the Bible says--Of course, if I ever get rich, +then--But I want you to go now. I must be alone." + +"All right, good night. But listen, seriously speaking: if you have +another crown to spare--" + +And once more Ojen unbuttons his coat. + +"A thousand thanks! Oh, you poets, you poets! Where, for instance, may you +be going now?" + +"I think I'll walk here awhile, and look at houses. I can't sleep, so I +count the windows; it is not such a bad occupation at times. I take an +exquisite pleasure in satiating my vision with squares and rectangles, +with pure lines. Of course, you cannot understand such things." + +"I should say I did understand--no one better! But I prefer human beings. +Don't you at times--flesh and blood, humans, eh--they have their +attraction, don't you think?" + +"I am ashamed to say it, but people weary me. No; take for instance the +sweep of a solitary, deserted street--have you never noticed the charm of +such a view?" + +"Haven't I? I am not blind, not entirely. A desolate street, of course, +has its own beauty, its own charm, in its kind the highest charm +imaginable. But everything in its place--Well, I must not detain you! +_Au revoir_--Thursday!" + +Milde saluted with his cane, turned, and strolled up the street. Ojen +continued alone. He proved a few moments afterward that he had not lost +all his interest in human beings; he had calumniated himself. To the very +first hussy who hailed him he gave, absent-mindedly, every penny he had +left, and continued his way in silence. He had not spoken a word; his +slender, nervous figure disappeared in the darkness before the girl could +even manage to thank him-- + +And at last everything is still; the winches fall to rest along the +wharves; the town has turned in. From afar, nobody knows from where, comes +the sound of a single footfall; the gas flames flicker in the street +lamps; two policemen talk to each other, occasionally stamping their feet +to keep warm. + +Thus the night passes. Human footsteps here and there; now and then a +policeman who stamps his feet to keep warm. + + + + +V + + +A barnlike room with blue walls and sliding windows, a sort of drying-loft +with a stove in the middle, and with stovepipes hanging in wires along the +ceiling. The walls are decorated with a number of sketches, painted fans, +and palettes; several framed pictures lean against the wainscoting. Smell +of paints and tobacco smoke; brushes, tubes, overcoats which the guests +had thrown aside; an old rubber shoe filled with nails and junk; on the +easel in the corner a large, half-finished portrait of Paulsberg. + +This was Milde's studio. + +When Ole Henriksen entered about nine o'clock all the guests were +assembled, also Tidemand and his wife. There were altogether ten or twelve +people. The three lamps were covered with opaque shades, and the heavy +tobacco smoke did not make the room any lighter. This obscurity was +evidently Mrs. Hanka's idea. A couple of very young gentlemen, beardless +students with bachelor degrees, were of the party; they were poets who had +put aside their studies last year. Their heads were so closely cropped as +to be almost entirely naked. One of them carried a small compass on his +watch-chain. They were Ojen's comrades, his admirers and pupils; both +wrote verses. + +Besides these, one noticed a man from the _Gazette_, Journalist +Gregersen, the literary member of the staff. He was a man who did his +friends many a favour and published in his paper many an item concerning +them. Paulsberg showed him the greatest deference, and conversed with him +about his series, "New Literature," which he found admirable; and the +Journalist was happy and proud because of this approbation. He had a +peculiar habit of twisting words so that they sounded odd and absurd, and +nobody could turn this trick as smartly as he. + +"It is rather difficult to write such a series within reasonable limits," +he says. "There are so many authors that have to be included--a veritable +choas!" + +He makes Paulsberg smile over this "choas," and they talk on in the best +of harmony. + +Attorney Grande and his wife were absent. + +"So the Attorney is not coming," says Mrs. Hanka Tidemand, without +referring to his wife. Mrs. Liberia never came, anyway. + +"He sulks," said Milde, and drank with Norem, the Actor. "He did not want +to come because Norem was invited." + +Nobody felt the least constraint; they chatted about everything, drank, +and made plenty of noise. It was a splendid place, Milde's studio; as soon +as one got inside the door one felt free to do or say anything one's +inclination prompted. + +Mrs. Hanka is seated on the sofa; Ojen sits beside her. On the other side +of the table sits Irgens; the light falls across his narrow chest. Mrs. +Hanka hardly glances at him. + +She is in her red velvet gown; her eyes have a greenish sheen. Her upper +lip is slightly raised. One glimpses her teeth and marvels at their +whiteness. The face is fresh and the complexion clear. Her beautiful +forehead is not hidden beneath her hair; she carries it sweetly and +candidly, like a nun. A couple of rings flash on her fingers. She breathes +deeply and says to Irgens, across the table: + +"How hot it is here, Irgens!" + +Irgens gets up and goes over to open a window, but a voice is raised in +protest; it is Mrs. Paulsberg's. "For Heaven's sake, no open windows. Come +away from the sofa; it is cooler further back!" + +And Mrs. Hanka gets up. Her movements are undulating. When she stands up +she is like a young girl, with bold shoulders. She does not glance into +the large, cracked mirror as she passes; she exhales no odours of +perfumes; she takes, accidentally, her husband's arm and walks up and down +with him while the conversation and the refreshments keep the other guests +at the table. + +Tidemand is talking, with somewhat forced liveliness, about a cargo of +grain, a certain Fürst in Riga, a raise in customs duties somewhere. +Suddenly he says, bending toward her: + +"Yes; I am very happy to-day. But, pardon me, you are hardly interested in +these things--Did you see Ida before you left? Wasn't she sweet in her +white dress? We'll get her a carriage when spring comes!" + +"Yes; in the country! I am beginning to long for it already!" Mrs. Hanka +herself is animated. "You must get the garden and the grove fixed up. It +will be fine." + +And Tidemand, who already has arranged to have the country-house put in +order, although it is not April yet, is delighted because of his wife's +sudden interest. His sombre eyes brighten and he presses her arm. + +"I want you to know, Hanka, I am very happy to-day," he exclaims. +"Everything will be all right soon, I am sure." + +"Are you--What will be all right, by the way?" + +"Oh, nothing," he says quickly. He turns the subject, looks down, and +continues: "Business is booming; I have given Fürst orders to buy!" + +Fool that he was! There he had once more made a mistake and bothered his +wife with his shop talk. But Mrs. Hanka was good enough to overlook it; +nobody could have answered more patiently and sweetly than did she: + +"I am very glad to hear it!" + +These gentle words embolden him; he is grateful and wants to show it as +best he can; he smiles with dewy eyes and says in a low voice: + +"I should like to give you a little present if you care--a sort of +souvenir of this occasion. If there is anything you would like--" + +Mrs. Hanka glances at him. + +"No, my dear. What are you thinking of? Though, perhaps--you might let me +have a couple of hundred crowns. Thanks, very much!" Suddenly she spies +the old rubber shoe with nails and junk, and she cries, full of curiosity: +"Whatever is this?" She lets go her husband's arm and brings the rubber +over to the table. "Whatever have you got here, Milde?" She rummages in +the rubbish with her white fingers, calls Irgens over, finds one strange +thing after another, and asks questions concerning them. "Will somebody +please tell me what this is good for?" + +She has fished out an umbrella-handle which she throws aside at once; then +a lock of hair enclosed in paper. "Look--a lock of somebody's hair! Come +and see!" + +Milde joined her. + +"Leave that alone!" he said and took his cigar out of his mouth. "However +did that get in there? Did you ever--hair from my last love, so to speak!" + +This was sufficient to make everybody laugh. The Journalist shouted: + +"But have you seen Milde's collection of corsets? Out with the corsets, +Milde!" + +And Milde did not refuse; he went into one of the side rooms and brought +forth his package. There were both white and brown ones; the white ones +were a little grey, and Mrs. Paulsberg asked in surprise: + +"But--have they been used?" + +"Of course; why do you think Milde collects them? Where would be their +sentimental value otherwise?" And the Journalist laughed heartily, happy +to be able to twist even this word around. + +But the corpulent Milde wrapped his corsets together and said: + +"This is a little specialty of mine, a talent--But what the dickens are +you all gaping at? It is my own corsets; I have used them myself--don't +you understand? I used them when I began to grow stout; I laced and +thought it would help. But it helped like fun!" + +Paulsberg shook his head and said to Norem: + +"Your health, Norem! What nonsense is this I hear, that Grande objects to +your company?" + +"God only knows," says Norem, already half drunk. "Can you imagine why? I +have never offended him in my life!" + +"No; he is beginning to get a little chesty lately." + +Norem shouted happily: + +"You hear that? Paulsberg himself says that Grande is getting chesty +lately." + +They all agreed. Paulsberg very seldom said that much; usually he sat, +distant and unfathomable, and listened without speaking; he was respected +by all. Only Irgens thought he could defy him; he was always ready with +his objections. + +"I cannot see that this is something Paulsberg can decide," he said. + +They looked at him in surprise. Was that so? So Paulsberg could not decide +that? He! he! so that was beyond him? But who, then, could decide it? + +"Irgens," answered Paulsberg caustically. + +Irgens looked at him; they gazed fixedly at each other. Mrs. Hanka stepped +between them, sat down on a chair, and began to speak to Ojen. + +"Listen a moment!" she called after a while. "Ojen wants to read his +latest--a prose poem." + +And they settled down to listen. + +Ojen brought forth his prose poem from an inside pocket; his hands +trembled. + +"I must ask your indulgence," said he. + +But at this the two young students, the close-cropped poets, laughed +loudly, and the one with the compass in his fob said admiringly: + +"And _you_ ask for _our_ indulgence? What about us, then?" + +"Quiet!" + +"The title of this is 'Sentenced to Death,'" said Ojen, and began: + + For a long time I have wondered: What if my secret guilt were + known?... + + Sh.... + + Yes, sh.... + + For then I should be sentenced to death. + + And I would sit in my prison and know that I should be calm and + indifferent when the supreme moment should arrive. + + I would ascend the steps of the scaffold, I would smile and humbly beg + permission to say a word. + + And then I would speak. I would implore everybody to learn something + good from my death. A speech from my inmost heart, and my last + farewell should be like a breath of flame.... + + Now my secret guilt is known. + + Yes! + + And I am sentenced to death. And I have languished in prison so long + that my spirit is broken. + + I ascend the steps to the scaffold; but to-day the sun is shining and + my eyes fill with tears. + + For I have languished so long in prison that I am weak. And then the + sun is shining so--I haven't seen it for nine months, and I haven't + heard the birds sing for nine months--until to-day. + + I smile in order to hide my tears and I ask humbly if my guards will + permit me to speak a word. + + But they will not permit me. + + Still I want to speak--not to show my courage, but really I want to + say a few words from my heart so as not to die mutely--innocent words + that will harm nobody, a couple of hurried sentences before they clap + their hands across my lips: Friends, see how God's sun is shining.... + + And I open my lips, but I cannot speak. + + Am I afraid? Does my courage fail? Alas, no, I am not afraid. But I am + weak, that I am, and I cannot speak because I look upon God's sun and + the trees for the last time.... + + What now? A horseman with a white flag? + + Peace, my heart, do not tremble so! + + No, it is a woman with a white veil, a handsome woman of my own age. + Her neck is bare like my own. + + And I do not understand it, but I weep because of this white veil, + too, because I am weak and the white veil flutters beautifully against + the green background of the forest. But in a little while I shall see + it no more.... + + Perhaps, though, after my head has fallen I may still be able to see + the blessed sky for a few moments with my eyes. It is not impossible, + if I only open my eyes widely when the axe falls. Then the sky will be + the last I see. + + But don't they tie a bandage across my eyes? Or won't they blindfold + me because I am so weak and tearful? But then everything will be dark, + and I shall lie blindly, unable even to count the threads in the cloth + before my eyes. + + How stupidly mistaken I was when I hoped to be able to turn my eyes + upward and behold the blessed vault of heaven. They will turn me over, + on my stomach, with my neck in a clamp. And I shall be able to see + nothing because of my bandaged eyes. + + Probably there will be a small box suspended below me; and I cannot + even see the little box which I know will catch my severed head. + + Only night--a seething darkness around me. I blink my eyes and believe + myself still alive--I have life in my fingers, even--I cling + stubbornly to life. If they would only take off the bandage so I could + see something--I might enjoy looking at the dust grains in the bottom + of the box and see how tiny they were.... + + Silence and Darkness. Mute exhalations from the crowds.... + + Merciful God! Grant me one supplication--take off the bandage! + Merciful God! I am _Thy_ creature--take off the bandage! + +Everybody was silent when he was through. Ojen drank; Milde was busy with +a spot on his vest, and did not understand a word of what he had heard; he +lifted his glass to the Journalist and whispered: + +"Your health!" + +Mrs. Hanka spoke first; she smiled to Ojen and said, out of the goodness +of her heart: + +"Oh, you Ojen, you Ojen! How everything you write seems evanescent, +ethereal! 'Mute exhalations from the crowds'--I can hear it; I can feel +it! It is thrilling!" + +Everybody thought so, too, and Ojen was happy. Happiness was very becoming +to his girlish face. + +"Oh, it is only a little thing, a mood," he said. He would have liked to +hear Paulsberg's opinion, but Paulsberg remained sphinxlike and silent. + +"How _do_ you think of such things? These prose poems are really +exquisite!" + +"It is my temperament, I suppose. I have no taste for fiction. In me +everything turns to poetry, with or without rhymes; but verses always. I +have entirely ceased to use rhymes lately." + +"But tell me--in what manner does your nervousness really affect you?" +asked Mrs. Hanka in her gentle voice. "It is so very sad; you must really +try to get well again." + +"Yes, I'll try. It is hard to explain; at times I will suddenly become +excited without the slightest reason. I shudder; I simply tear myself to +pieces. Then I cannot bear to walk on carpets; if I should lose anything I +should never find it again. I should not hear it drop, and consequently I +should never think of looking for it. Can you imagine anything more +distracting than to have something you have lost lying there without your +knowing it? It tortures me, therefore, to walk on carpets; I am in +constant fear and I keep my hands over my pockets; I look at my vest +buttons to be sure of them. I turn around again and again to make sure +that I haven't by chance lost something or other--And there are other +annoyances: I have the strangest ideas, the most peculiar hallucinations. +I place a glass on the very edge of the table and imagine I have made a +bet with some one--a bet involving enormous amounts. Then I blow on the +glass; if it falls I lose--lose an amount large enough to ruin me for +life; if it remains I have won and can build myself a castle on the +Mediterranean. It is the same whenever I go up a strange stairway: should +there be sixteen steps I win, but if there are eighteen I lose. Into this, +though, there enter other intricate possibilities: Suppose there should be +twenty steps, have I lost or won? I do not yield; I insist on my rights in +the matter; I go to law and lose my case--Well, you mustn't laugh; it is +really annoying. Of course these are only minor matters. I can give other +examples: Let somebody sit in a room next to yours and sing a single verse +of a certain song, sing it endlessly, without ceasing, sing it through and +begin again; tell me--would this not drive you crazy? Where I live there +is such a person, a tailor; he sits and sings and sews, and his singing is +unceasing. You cannot stand it; you get up in a fury and go out. Then you +run into another torture. You meet a man, an acquaintance, with whom you +enter into a conversation. But during this conversation you suddenly +happen to think of something pleasant, something good that is in store for +you, perhaps--something you wish to return to later and thoroughly enjoy. +But while you stand there talking you forget that pleasant thought, forget +it cleanly and cannot recall it at any cost! Then comes the pain, the +suffering; you are racked on the wheel because you have lost this +exquisite, secret enjoyment to which you could have treated yourself at no +cost or trouble." + +"It _must_ be strange! But you are going to the country, to the pine +woods now; you will get well again," says Mrs. Hanka, and feels like a +mother. + +Milde chimes in: + +"Of course you will. And think of us when you are in your kingdom." + +Ole Henriksen had remained quietly in his chair; he said little and smoked +his cigar. He knew Torahus; he gave Ojen a hint about visiting the house +of the county judge, which was a mile away. He had only to row across a +lake; pine woods all around--the house looked like a little white marble +palace in the green surroundings. + +"How do you know all this?" asked Irgens, quite surprised to hear Ole +speak. + +"I went through there on a walking trip," answered Ole, embarrassed. "We +were a couple of boys from the college. We stopped at the house and had a +glass of milk." + +"Your health, Mr. College Man!" called the Journalist sarcastically. + +"Be sure and row over," said Ole. "County Judge Lynum's family is +charming. There is even a young girl in the house if you care to fall in +love," he added smilingly. + +"He, he! No; whatever else one can accuse Ojen of, the ladies he leaves +severely alone!" said Norem, good-natured and tipsy. + +"Your health, Mr. College Man!" shouted Gregersen again. + +Ole Henriksen looked at him. + +"Do you mean me?" he asked. + +"Of course, I mean you, certainly I do! Haven't you attended college? +Well, aren't you a college man, then?" + +The Journalist, too, was a little tipsy. + +"It was only a business college," said Ole quietly. + +"Of course, you are a peddler, yes. But there is no reason why you should +be ashamed of that. Is there, Tidemand? I say there is no reason whatever! +Does anybody feel called upon to object?" + +Tidemand did not answer. The Journalist kept obstinately to the question; +he frowned and thought of nothing else, afraid to forget what he had asked +about. He began to lose his temper; he demanded a reply in a loud voice. + +Mrs. Hanka said suddenly: + +"Silence, now. Ojen is going to read another poem." + +Both Paulsberg and Irgens made secretly a wry face, but they said nothing; +on the contrary, Paulsberg nodded encouragingly. When the noise had +subsided a little Ojen got up, stepped back, and said: + +"I know this by heart. It is called 'The Power of Love.'" + + We rode in a railway carriage through a strange landscape--strange to + me, strange to her. We were also strangers to each other; we had never + met before. Why is she sitting so quietly? I wondered. And I bent + toward her and said, while my heart hammered: + + "Are you grieving for somebody, madam? Have you left a friend where + you come from--a very dear friend?" + + "Yes," she answered, "a very dear friend." + + "And now you sit here unable to forget this friend?" I asked. + + And she answered and shook her head sadly: + + "No, no--I can never forget him." + + She was silent. She had not looked at me while she spoke. + + "May I lift your braid?" I asked her. "What a lovely braid--how very + beautiful it is!" + + "My friend has kissed it," she said, and pushed back my hand. + + "Forgive me," I said then, and my heart pounded more and more. "May I + not look at your ring--it shines so golden and is also so very + beautiful. I should like to look at it and admire it for your sake." + + But to this she also said no and added: + + "My friend has given it to me." + + Then she moved still further away from me. + + "Please forgive me," I said.... + + Time passes, the train rolls on, the journey is so long, so long and + wearisome, there is nothing we can do except listen to the rumbling of + the wheels. An engine flares past, it sounds like iron striking iron, + and I start, but she does not; she is probably entirely absorbed in + thoughts about her friend. And the train rolls on. + + Then, for the first time, she glances at me, and her eyes are + strangely blue. + + "It grows darker?" she says. + + "We are approaching a tunnel," I answer. + + And we rode through the tunnel. + + Some time passes. She glances at me, a trifle impatiently, and says: + + "It seems to me it grows dark again?" + + "We are drawing near the second tunnel, there are three altogether," I + answer. "Here is a map--do you want to see?" + + "It frightens me," she says and moves closer to me. I say nothing. She + asks me smilingly: + + "Did you say three tunnels? Is there one more besides this one?" + + "Yes--one more." + + We enter the tunnel; I feel that she is very close to me, her hand + touches mine. Then it grows light again and we are once more in the + open. + + We ride for a quarter of an hour. She is now so close to me that I + feel the warmth from her. + + "You are welcome to lift my braid if you wish to," she says, "and if + you care to look at my ring--why, here it is!" + + I held her braid and did not take her ring because her friend had + given it to her. She smiled and did not offer it to me again. + + "Your eyes are so bright, and how white your teeth!" she said and grew + confused. "I am afraid of that last tunnel--please hold my hand when + we get to it. No--don't hold my hand; I didn't mean that, I was + jesting; but talk to me." + + I promised to do what she asked me to. + + A few moments later she laughed and said: + + "I was not afraid of the other tunnels; only this one frightens me." + + She glanced at my face to see how I might answer, and I said: + + "This is the longest, too; it is exceedingly long." + + Her confusion was now at its highest. + + "But we are not near any tunnel," she cried. "You are deceiving me; + there is no tunnel!" + + "Yes, there is, the last one--look!" + + And I pointed to my map. But she would see nothing and listen to + nothing. + + "No, no,--there is no tunnel, I tell you there is none! But speak to + me if there be one!" she added. + + She leaned back against the cushions, and smiled through half-closed + lids. + + The engine whistled; I looked out; we were approaching the black + opening. I remembered that I had promised to speak to her; I bent + towards her, and in the darkness I felt her arms around my neck. + + "Speak to me, please do! I am so frightened!" she whispered with + beating heart. "Why don't you speak to me?" + + I felt plainly how her heart was beating, and I placed my lips close + to her ears and whispered: + + "But now you are forgetting your friend!" + + She heard me, she trembled and let me go quickly; she pushed me away + with both hands, and threw herself down in the seat. I sat there + alone. I heard her sobs through the darkness. + +"This was The Power of Love," Ojen said. + +Everybody listened attentively; Milde sat with open mouth. + +"Well--what more?" he asked, evidently thinking there must be a climax yet +to come. "Is that all? But Heaven preserve us, man, what is it all about? +No; the so-called poetry you young writers are dishing out nowadays--I +call it arrant rot!" + +They all laughed loudly. The effect was spoiled; the poet with the compass +in his fob arose, pointed straight at Milde, and said furiously: + +"This gentleman evidently lacks all understanding of modern poetry." + +"Modern poetry! This sniffing at the moon and the sun, these filigree +phrases and unintelligible fancies--There must, at least, be a point, a +climax, to everything!" + +Ojen was pale and furious. + +"You have then not the slightest understanding of my new intentions," said +the poor fellow, trembling with excitement. "But, then, you are a brute, +Milde; one could not expect intelligent appreciation from you." + +Only now did the fat painter realise how much he had offended; he had +hardly expected this when he spoke. + +"A brute?" he answered good-naturedly. "It seems we are beginning to +express ourselves very plainly. I did not mean to insult you, anyway. +Don't you think I enjoyed the poem? I did, I tell you; enjoyed it +immensely. I only thought it a little disembodied, so to speak, somewhat +ethereal. Understand me correctly: it is very beautiful, exceedingly +artistic, one of the best things you have produced yet. Can't you take a +joke any more?" + +But it was of no avail that Milde tried to smooth things over; the +seriousness of the moment had gone, they laughed and shouted more than +ever, and cut loose in earnest. Norem opened one of the windows and sang +to the street below. + +To mend matters a little and make Ojen feel better, Mrs. Hanka placed her +hand on his shoulder and promised to come and see him off when he started +on his trip. Not she alone--they would all come. When was he going? + +She turned to Ole Henriksen: "You'll come, won't you, and see Ojen off +when he goes?" + +Ole Henriksen then gave an unexpected reply which surprised even Mrs. +Hanka: He would not only go with Ojen to the station, he would go with him +all the way to Torahus. Yes, he had suddenly made up his mind, he would +make this little trip; he had, in fact, a sort of reason for going--And +he was so much in earnest that he buttonholed Ojen at once and arranged +the day for the departure. + +The Journalist drank with Mrs. Paulsberg, who held her glass in a peculiar +masculine fashion. They moved over to the sofa on account of the draught, +and told each other amusing anecdotes. Mrs. Paulsberg knew a story +concerning Grande and one of Pastor B.'s daughters. She had reached the +climax when she paused. + +"Well--go on!" the Journalist exclaimed eagerly. + +"Wait a moment!" answered Mrs. Paulsberg smilingly, "you must at least +give me time to blush a little!" + +And she recounted merrily the climax. + +Norem had retired to a corner and was fast asleep. + +"Does anybody know the time?" asked Mrs. Paulsberg. + +"Don't ask me," said Gregersen, and fumbled at his vest pocket. "It is +many a day since I carried a watch!" + +It turned out that it was one o'clock. + +About half-past one Mrs. Hanka and Irgens had disappeared. Irgens had +asked Milde for roasted coffee, and since then had not been seen. Nobody +seemed to think it strange that the two had sneaked away, and no questions +were asked; Tidemand was talking to Ole Henriksen about his trip to +Torahus. + +"But have you time to run off like this?" he asked. + +"I'll take time," answered Ole. "By the way, I want to tell you something +by and by." + +Around Paulsberg's table the political situation was being discussed. +Milde once more threatened to banish himself to Australia. But, thank +Heaven, it now looked as if Parliament would do something before it was +dissolved, would refuse to yield. + +"It is a matter of indifference to me what it does," said Gregersen of the +_Gazette_. "As things have been going, Norway has assumed the +character of a beaten country. We are decidedly poverty-stricken, in every +respect; we lack power, both in politics and in our civic life. How sad to +contemplate the general decline! What miserable remnants are left of the +intellectual life that once flamed up so brightly, that called loudly to +Heaven in the seventies! The aged go the way of the flesh; who is there to +take their places? I am sick of this decadence; I cannot thrive in low +intellectual altitudes!" + +Everybody looked at the Journalist; what was the matter with the +ever-merry chap? He was not so very drunk now; he spoke passably clearly, +and did not twist any words. What did he mean? But when the witty dog +reached the declaration that he could only thrive in a high spiritual +altitude, then the guests broke into peals of merriment and understood +that it was a capital hoax. The merry blade--hadn't he almost fooled them +all! "Poor remnants of the intellectual life of the seventies!" Didn't we +have Paulsberg and Irgens, and Ojen and Milde, and the two close-cropped +poets, and an entire army of first-class, sprouting talents besides! + +The Journalist himself laughed and wiped his forehead and laughed again. +It was generally believed that this fellow was possessed of a literary +talent which had not entirely stagnated in his newspaper. A book might be +expected from him some day, a remarkable work. + +Paulsberg forced a smile. In reality he was offended because nobody had +alluded to his novels or to his work on the Atonement during the entire +evening. When therefore the Journalist asked him his opinion concerning +the intellectual life of the nation, his reply was brief: + +"It seems to me I have had occasion to express an opinion somewhere in my +works." + +Of course, of course; when they came to think of it they certainly +remembered it. It was true; a speech somewhere or other. Mrs. Paulsberg +quoted from book and page. + +But Paulsberg made up his mind to leave now. + +"I'll come and sit for you to-morrow," he said to Milde, with a glance at +the easel. He got up, emptied his glass, and found his overcoat. His wife +pressed everybody's hand vigorously. They met Mrs. Hanka and Irgens in the +door. + +From now on the merriment knew no bounds; they drank like sponges; even +the two young poets kept up as well as they could, and talked with +bloodshot eyes about Baudelaire. Milde demanded to know why Irgens had +asked him for coffee. Why did he need coffee? He hoped he had not been +making preparations to kiss Mrs. Hanka? Damn him, he would hate to trust +him.... Tidemand hears this and he laughs with the others, louder than the +others, and he says: "You are right, he is not to be trusted, the sly +dog!" Tidemand was sober as always. + +They did not restrain themselves; the conversation was free and they swore +liberally. When all was said and done, it was prudery that was Norway's +curse and Norway's bane; people preferred to let their young girls go to +the dogs in ignorance rather than enlighten them while there was time. +Prudery was the nourishing vice of the moment. So help me, there ought to +be public men appointed for the sole purpose of shouting obscenity on the +streets just to make young girls acquainted with certain things while +there was still time. What, do you object, Tidemand? + +No, Tidemand did not object, and Ole Henriksen did not object. The idea +was original, to say the least. Ha, ha! + +Milde got Tidemand over in a corner. + +"It is like this," he said, "I wonder if you have got a couple of crowns?" + +Yes; Tidemand was not entirely stripped. How much? A ten-spot? + +"Thanks, old man, I'll give it back to you shortly," said Milde in all +seriousness. "Very soon, now. You are a brick! It is not more than a +couple of days since I said that you hucksters were great fellows. That is +exactly what I said. Here is my hand!" + +Mrs. Hanka got up at last; she wanted to leave. It was beginning to grow +light outside. + +Her husband kept close by her. + +"Yes, Hanka, that is right--let us be going," he said. He was on the point +of offering her his arm. + +"Thank you, my friend, but I have an escort," she said with an indifferent +glance. + +It took him a moment to recover himself. + +"Oh, I see," he said with a forced smile. "It is all right; I only +thought--" + +He walked over to the window and remained standing there. + +Mrs. Hanka said good night to everybody. When she came to Irgens she +whispered eagerly, breathlessly: "To-morrow, then, at three." She kept +Ojen's hand in hers and asked him when he was going. Had he remembered to +make reservations at Torahus? No; she might have known it; these poets +were always forgetting the most essential. He would have to telegraph at +once. Good-bye! And get well soon.... She was maternal to the last. + +The Journalist accompanied her. + + + + +VI + + +"You said there was something you wanted to tell me," said Tidemand. + +"Yes; so there is--You were surprised that I wanted to go along to +Torahus. Of course, I said that I had business there. That is not so; I +just said that. I know nobody there except Lynums; that is all there is to +it. I did really visit their house once. You never heard anything so +ridiculous; we came there, two thirsty tourists, and they gave us milk; +since then I have met the family when they came to town last fall and this +winter. It is quite a family--seven altogether, including the tutor. The +oldest daughter's name is Aagot. I'll tell you more about them later. +Aagot was eighteen the 7th of December; ha, ha! she is in her nineteenth +year; I happen to remember that she told me. In short, we are not exactly +engaged; I don't mean to say that; we have only written to each other once +in a while. But there is no telling what may happen--What do you say to +that?" + +Tidemand was more than surprised; he stopped. + +"But I had not the slightest idea; you haven't said a word to me about +it!" + +"No; I was hardly in a position to say anything yet. There is nothing +definite; she is very young, you know. Suppose she had changed her mind? +She may tell me she has other intentions when I get there. In that case +nothing can be said against her; the execution will take place without +witnesses; her reputation will have suffered nothing--I want you to see +her, Andreas; I have a picture of her. I won't say that she gave it to me; +I almost took it forcibly; but--" + +They stopped a moment and looked at the photograph. + +"Charming!" said Tidemand. + +"Isn't she? I am glad you think so. I am sure you will like her." + +They walked on. + +"I want to congratulate you!" said Tidemand and stopped again. + +"Thanks!" Ole added a moment afterward: "Yes, I thank you. I may as well +tell you that it _is_ really decided, practically, that is. I am +going up to bring her to town with me." + +They had almost reached the Railway Square when Tidemand suddenly stared +straight ahead and whispered: + +"But isn't that my wife there ahead of us?" + +"Yes; so it is," whispered Ole. "I have noticed this lady ahead of us a +long while; it is only now I see who it is." + +Mrs. Hanka walked home alone; the Journalist had not accompanied her at +all. + +"Thank God!" exclaimed Tidemand involuntarily. "She told me she had an +escort, and now she goes home all alone. Isn't she a darling? She is going +straight home. But tell me--why did she say she had an escort?" + +"Oh, you mustn't take such things too literally," answered Ole. "She +probably did not want anybody to go with her, neither you nor I nor +anybody else. Couldn't she feel that way inclined, perhaps? Young ladies +have their moods, just like you or me." + +"Of course, that is perfectly true." Tidemand accepted this explanation. +He was happy because his wife was alone and was making straight for home. +He said, nervously glad: "Do you know, to judge by a few words I had with +her this evening it seems as if things were coming around more and more. +She even asked about the business, about the Russian customs duty; honest, +she wanted to know everything about Fürst. You should have seen how +delighted she was because business is looking up again. We spoke about our +summer vacation, our country house. Yes, it is getting a little better +every day." + +"There you are--didn't I tell you? It certainly would be a pity +otherwise." + +Pause. + +"There is something I am at a loss to explain, though," continued +Tidemand, worried again. "Here lately she has been talking about what a +woman like herself should do with her life. She must have a career, +something to do and accomplish. I must confess it astonished me a little, +a woman with two children and a large household--She has also begun to use +her former name again, Hanka Lange Tidemand, just as if her name still +were Lange." + +Mrs. Hanka had stopped outside her own entrance; she was evidently waiting +for her husband. She called to him jestingly that he had better hurry--she +was almost freezing to death. And she lifted her finger banteringly and +asked: + +"What plots and conspiracies are you two wholesalers now hatching? Where +is the price of wheat now, and what are you going to put it up to? God +have mercy on you on the day of judgment!" + +Tidemand answered in kind: What in the world had she done with the +Journalist? So she had not wanted company, not even her own husband's; she +had been in a sentimental mood? But how could she be so cruel as to let +this poor fellow Gregersen ramble home all alone, drunk as he was? It was +simply heartless-- + + * * * * * + +In about a week Ole Henriksen had returned from Torahus. Ojen had +remained, but Ole had brought back a young lady, his fiancée, Aagot Lynum. +With them had come a third person, a somewhat peculiar fellow. + + + + +GERMINATION + + + + +I + + +Ole returned from Torahus the 5th of April. He introduced his fiancée at +once to the clique, presented her to his friends, and spent all day in her +company. He had not as yet introduced her to Irgens and Attorney Grande +because he had failed to run across them. + +She was young and fair, with high bosom and a straight carriage. Her blond +hair and her frequent laughter gave an impression of extreme youthfulness. +She had a dimple in her left cheek and none in her right, and this +solitary dimple made her peculiar, characteristic. Wasn't it strange to +have one side of the face different from the other? She was of average +height. + +She had been so carried away with everything she had seen in the city that +she wandered around in a state of joyful excitement all day. The clique +had capitulated to her charm and shown her much amiability; Mrs. Hanka had +simply embraced her and kissed her the moment she saw her. + +She followed Ole around in the establishment, peeped into all the +wonderful drawers and boxes in the store, tasted old, strong wines in the +cellars, and opened in fun the heavy ledgers in the office. But she was +especially fond of the warehouse, the little stall of an office down there +that was filled with tart and peculiar odours from all kinds of tropical +products. From the window she could see the docks, the harbour, the tugs +that brought cargoes in and out and puffed stertorously, shaking the very +air with their efforts. Just outside floated the little yacht with the +golden masthead; it was hers; it had been conveyed to her and belonged to +her legally. Ole had even been in _Veritas_ [Footnote: The Maritime +Insurance and Registry Office in Christiania.] and had its name changed to +_Aagot_. She had all the documents. + +And slate after slate is brought into the office; the accounts grow a +little every day, they fill many columns, swell into larger and larger +amounts; the spring season has commenced, the active period just before +summer; all the pulses of trade the world over leap and quiver with +passionate energy. + +While Ole counts and makes notes, Aagot busies herself with something or +other on the other side of the desk. She was often unable to understand +how Ole managed to keep all these accounts straight without getting the +amounts mixed; she had tried it herself, but in vain. The only thing she +can be trusted with is the entering of endless orders in the books, and +this she does carefully and conscientiously. + +Ole looks at her and says suddenly: + +"Lord, what tiny hands you have, Aagot! He, he! they are next to nothing. +I can't understand how you can get along with them." + +That is enough. Aagot throws down her pen and runs over to him. And they +are happy and silly until the next slate arrives. + +"Little Mistress!" he says smilingly, and looks down into her eyes, +"Little Mistress!" + +Time passes. At last the work is done, the accounts finished, and Ole +says, while he slams the ledger shut: + +"Well, I have got to go and send some wires. Are you coming along?" + +"Yes, dear, if you'll let me!" she answers. And she trips along, greatly +pleased. + +On the way Ole remembers that he has not as yet presented his sweetheart +to Irgens. "You ought to meet this fellow Irgens," he says; "he is a great +man, one of the deep talents; everybody says so." Suppose they went as far +as the Grand; he might be there. + +They entered the Grand, passed by the tables where people sat drinking +and smoking, and found Irgens far back in the room. Milde and Norem were +with him. + +"So here you are!" called Ole. + +Irgens gave him his left hand and did not get up. He glanced through +half-closed lids at Aagot. + +"This, Aagot, is the poet Irgens." Ole presented him, somewhat proud of +his intimate acquaintance with the great man. "My fiancée, Miss Lynum." + +Irgens got up and bowed deeply. Once more he looked at Aagot, looked +persistently, even, and she looked back at him; she was evidently +surprised to find the poet different from what she had thought. It was +over two years since she had read his book, the lyric drama which had +brought him so much fame. She had thought the master to be an elderly man. + +"May I congratulate?" said Irgens finally, and gave Ole his hand. + +They all sat down; each got a seidel and began a conversation. The spirits +around the little table rose; even Irgens grew communicative and joined +in. He addressed Aagot across the table, asked if she had been in the city +before, in the theatre, in Tivoli, read this book or that, visited the +Exhibition of paintings? "But, Miss Lynum, you must really see the +Exhibition! I should be delighted to show it to you if you cannot find a +better guide--" They conversed for about ten minutes across the table, and +Aagot replied rapidly to every question, sometimes laughing, now and then +forgetting herself and asking questions with her head tilted sideways; her +eyes were wide open and sparkling; she was not the least bit embarrassed. + +Ole called the waiter. He had to leave; he was going to the telegraph +office. Aagot, too, got up. + +"But there is no reason why you should go, Miss Lynum," said Milde. "You +can come back for Miss Lynum when you have telegraphed, Ole." + +"Yes, I am going," said Aagot. + +"But if you want to stay I'll call for you in a few moments," said Ole and +took his hat. + +She looked at him and answered almost in a whisper: + +"Won't you let me come with you?" + +"Certainly, if you want to." + +Ole paid his check. + +"Say," said Milde, "be good enough to settle this check, too. None of us +is very flush to-day." And he smiled and glanced at Aagot. + +Ole settled, said good-bye, and walked out with Aagot on his arm. + +The three gentlemen looked after her. + +"The devil!" murmured Irgens in sincere admiration. "Did you notice her." + +"Did we! How the dickens did that groceryman get hold of such a beauty?" + +Milde agreed with the Actor; it was simply incomprehensible. What in the +world could she be thinking of! + +"Don't talk so loud; they have stopped over by the entrance," said Irgens. + +They had run across the Attorney. The same introduction followed; a little +talk could not be avoided. They did not remove their hats and gloves and +were ready to go at a moment's notice. At last they left. + +That very moment a man got up from one of the farthest tables and +approached the entrance.... He was a man in the forties, with greyish +beard and dark eyes; his clothes were a little shabby; he was partly bald. + +He walked straight over to the Attorney, bowed, and said: + +"Do you mind if I sit down here? I noticed that Mr. Henriksen spoke to +you; you must know him, then. As for me, I am acquainted with Miss Lynum, +who was introduced to you. I am the tutor in her home; my name is +Coldevin." + +Something about the stranger appealed to the little Attorney's curiosity; +he made room for him at once and even offered him a cigar. The waiter +brought his glass over. + +"I visit the city only very seldom," said Coldevin. "I live in the +country. During the last ten years I have hardly been anywhere with the +exception of a trip to Copenhagen during the Exhibition. So I run around +all day and look things over. There are many changes; the city grows +bigger and bigger." + +"It is a pleasure to walk around down by the docks and watch the traffic." + +His voice was well modulated; he spoke simply and quietly, although his +eyes at times glowed with a smouldering fire. + +The Attorney listened and answered cordially. Yes, one had to admit that +the city was making progress; an electric car line was being built; +several more streets were going to be asphalted; the last census showed an +enormous increase.... Wasn't it strange to live in the country always? No? +But in the winter--in the darkness and the snow? + +No; it was glorious! Dazzling snow everywhere; silent, wild woods, +ptarmigan, hares, and foxes. White, glittering white snow! But summer, of +course, was more beautiful. It would be high summer when he returned; his +intention was to stay a couple of months, perhaps even longer. That ought +to suffice to see and hear most of what went on. What was happening, +anyway? What was the situation? + +"Well," answered the Attorney, "the situation is serious. But we place our +faith in Parliament. Several of the leaders have given their ultimatum; if +all signs do not fail, they surely will make short shrift this time." + +"Yes, if the signs do not fail--" + +"You appear to have your doubts?" asked the Attorney smilingly. + +"No; only there seems to be too much confidence placed in the leaders and +in their promises. I come from the country; we have our suspicions; it is +hard to get rid of them. The leaders might fail us now as heretofore. +Indeed, they might." + +Coldevin drank from his glass. + +"I cannot say that I remember their failing us heretofore," said the +Attorney. "Do you refer to any particular occasion when the leaders have +betrayed us?" + +"Well, yes. Promises have been broken, promises have been interpreted, +promises have been openly and dispassionately denied. We should not forget +these things. One should not rely too much on the leaders; the country's +youth should be our hope. No; a leader is apt to prove a broken reed. It +is an old law that whenever a leader reaches a certain age he pauses--yes, +he even turns right about face and pushes the other way. Then it is up to +the young to march on, to drive him ahead or trample him down." + +The door opened and Lars Paulsberg entered. He nodded to the Attorney, who +returned his greeting. The Attorney pointed to a chair at his table, but +Paulsberg shook his head and said: + +"No, I am looking for Milde. He has not done a stroke on my picture +to-day." + +"Milde is over in the corner," said the Attorney. And he turned to +Coldevin and whispered: "This is one of the most prominent of our young +men--their leader, so to speak, Lars Paulsberg. Do you know him? If only +the rest were like him." + +Yes, Coldevin knew his name. So this was Paulsberg? He could plainly see +that he was an important personality; people craned their necks, looked +after him and whispered. Yes, indeed, we had quite a number of writers, it +could not be denied--"There came to Torahus, for instance, one of them +before I left; his name was Stefan Ojen. I have read two of his books. He +was nervous, he told me; he spoke a good deal about a new school, a new +intention within the realm of literature. His clothes were silk lined, but +he did not put himself forward much. Of course, people were curious and +wanted to see him, but he appeared very modest. I met him one evening; his +entire shirt-front was covered with writing, with verses--long and short +lines, a poem in prose. He said that he had waked up in the morning and +found himself in the throes of an inspiration, and, as he had no paper +handy, he simply wrote on his shirt-front. He asked us not to mind it; he +had two more shirts with him, but as they were unlaundered he had to use +that one for his verses. He read something for us, things full of +sentiment. He gave us the impression that he was very clever." + +The Attorney did not know if this were irony or not, for Coldevin smiled +one of his rare smiles. But he was probably serious. + +"Yes, Ojen is one of our most significant ones," he said. "He is beginning +to create a school in Germany. There can be no doubt that his poetry is +unique." + +"Exactly. I, too, got that impression. A little childish, perhaps; a +little immature, but--He, he! as we were sitting there that evening he +suddenly exclaimed: 'Do you know, gentlemen, why I use a capital R in +God?' 'A capital R in God!' we wondered and looked at each other blankly; +no; we did not know why. But Ojen burst into a peal of laughter and left-- +It was a good joke; it wasn't at all bad, he, he!" + +And Coldevin smiled. + +The Attorney laughed with him. "Oh, that fellow Ojen could surprise you +with far better inventions; that was nothing for him. But his writing was +euphonious, his diction pure--Do you know Irgens?" + +Yes, Coldevin knew his name. He hadn't written very much? + +"He does not write for the masses, no," answered the Attorney. "He writes +for the chosen few. But his friends know that he has many beautiful things +unpublished. Good God, what a master! It is impossible to place one's +finger on a single thing he has done and say that it is below par. He is +sitting in the corner now. Do you wish to meet him? I can arrange it for +you. I know him well; no preliminaries are necessary." + +But Coldevin asked to be excused. Some other time; then he could meet +Paulsberg and the others also--"So that is Paulsberg!" he repeated. "One +could tell it when he passed by; people were whispering about him. Nobody +whispered when Ole Henriksen passed by. By the way, I suppose Mr. +Henriksen is going to get married now?" + +"I suppose so--Tell me--is it at all interesting to be a tutor? Isn't it +a somewhat tedious occupation at times?" + +"Oh, no," answered Coldevin smilingly. "Of course, it depends a good deal +on both parents and children. It is all right if one happens to get among +good people. It is, of course, only a poor and modest situation, but--I +would not change even if I could." + +"Are you a college man?" + +"Theology, yes. Unfortunately, a rather antiquated student now." And +Coldevin smiled once more. + +They continued the conversation for some time, told a couple of anecdotes +about a university professor, and drifted back to the situation. Finally +they discussed the grain prices. It looked bad; there was some talk of +crop failures in Russia. + +Coldevin was absolutely normal in his talk; he evidently was well informed +and spoke quietly and thoughtfully. When he got up to leave he asked +casually: + +"By the way, do you happen to know where Mr. Henriksen went?" + +"To the telegraph office. He told me he had some wires to send." + +"Thank you. I trust you will pardon me for descending upon you so +informally. It is kind of you to allow me to make your acquaintance." + +"If you are going to stay awhile I trust we shall meet again," said the +Attorney amiably. Coldevin took his leave. + +He walked straight to the telegraph office. He remained outside awhile; +then he ascended the stairs and peeped through the glass doors. Then he +turned, went back to the street, and made for the harbour. He sauntered +back and forth outside the Henriksen warehouse and glanced furtively +toward the little office window. He did not take his eyes from the window +for a long time. One would have thought he was anxious to find Ole +Henriksen but did not know whether he was in the warehouse or not. + + + + +II + + +Irgens was sitting in his room, Thranes Road, No. 5. He was in fine +spirits. The elegant man whom nobody suspected of doing anything sat there +in all secret and corrected proofs and slaved like a farmer. Who would +have believed it? He was the one in the clique who talked least about his +work; nobody could understand how he managed to live. It was more than two +years since his drama had been published, and he had apparently not done a +stroke of work since. Of course, he might be working quietly, but nobody +knew anything about it, nothing definitely. He owed a lot of money. + +Irgens had locked his door so as not to be disturbed; he was very +secretive. When he had finished his proof-reading he got up and looked out +of the window. The weather was bright and sunny, a glorious day. He was +going to take Miss Lynum to the Art Exhibition at three. He looked forward +to this pleasure; it was really enjoyable to listen to this +unsophisticated girl's chatter. She had burst upon him like a revelation; +she reminded him of the first bird notes in spring. + +There was a knock at the door. His first thought was to throw the proofs +beneath the table-cloth, but he refrained. He opened. He knew this knock; +it was Mrs. Hanka's finger which knocked twice so resolutely. She entered, +closed the door, and glided over to him. She smiled, bent toward him, and +looked into his eyes. + +"It isn't me at all!" she said, and laughed quietly. "I want you to know +that!" She could not hide her embarrassment entirely and flushed deeply. + +She wore a grey woollen gown, and looked very young with her low lace +collar and her bare neck. + +He said: + +"So it isn't you? Well, it doesn't matter who you are--you are equally +lovely! And what glorious weather you are bringing!" + +They sat down. He placed before her the proof-sheet, and she clapped her +hands and cried: "Didn't I tell you? I knew it! No; but you are +wonderful!" And she did not get tired of marvelling at him--that he was +that far already! Oh, but wouldn't it come like a thunderclap; not a soul +suspected anything! They all went around thinking that he did not work any +more. Oh, Heavens! but nobody in the wide world was half as happy as she. +She smuggled an envelope with something in it under the proof-sheet and +pulled him away from the table. She talked all the time. + +They sat down on the sofa. Her happiness, her violent joy, communicated +itself to him, carried him away, and made him tender with gratitude. How +she loved him, how she sacrificed herself for him and did for him what she +could! He embraced her passionately, kissed her time and again, and held +her close to his breast. + +"I am so happy," she whispered. "I knew something was going to make me +glad; as I walked upstairs it seemed as if I were going into an embrace! +Dearest boy, no--the door--!" + +The sun rose higher, the thrushes twittered passionately outside. The +first bird notes of spring, he thought again, how unsophisticated these +little creatures were in their chatter! + +"How bright it is here!" she said; "it is much brighter here than +elsewhere." + +"Do you think so?" he answered smilingly. He walked over to the window and +began to pluck from his clothes the fine, grey woolly fuzz her dress had +left there. She sat still on the sofa, her eyes on the floor, blushing, +arranging her hair a little. A ring flashed on each of her hands. + +He could not remain there at the window so indifferently. She was +beginning to notice it; she looked up; and besides, she was remarkably +beautiful as she sat there fixing her hair. He stepped over to her and +kissed her as warmly as he could. + +"Don't kiss me, darling," she said; "be careful! Look here--it is the +spring air." + +She showed him a little red spot on her under lip. He asked her if it +hurt, and she answered that it was not that, but she was afraid he might +catch it from her. Suddenly she asked: + +"Listen, can you come to Tivoli to-night? There is an operatic +performance. Couldn't we meet there? Otherwise I'll die of loneliness." + +He remembered that he was going to the Art Exhibition. What might happen +afterward was hard to tell; he had better not promise anything. No, he +said, he was afraid it would be impossible; he had made certain +arrangements with Ole Henriksen. + +"Oh, please--do come! I would be so proud and grateful!" + +"But why in the world do you want to go to Tivoli?" + +"But there is opera to-night!" + +"Well, what of it? That means nothing to me. Well, if you like--" + +"No, not if I like," she said sadly. "You seem so indifferent, Irgens! +Yes, I admit I should like to go to the opera, but--Where are you going +this evening? I am just like a compass-needle now: I oscillate, I may even +swing all the way round, but I hark constantly back to one point--I point +continually in one direction. It is you I am thinking of always." + +Her little bewildered heart trembled. He looked at her. He knew it only +too well--there was nothing he could reproach her with; she had been more +than good to him. However, all he could promise was that he would come if +at all possible. + + * * * * * + +Mrs. Hanka had left. Irgens was ready to go out; he put his proof-sheets +in his pocket and took his hat. Had he forgotten anything? He had the +proofs; that was the most important thing at present--the beginning of a +book which was to startle the community with the suddenness of an +explosion. He was going to see if his quiet industry would be denied +appreciation. He, too, was going to send in an application for the +government subsidy; he would delay until the very last day in order to +avoid having his name paraded in the daily press alongside all those +nonentities who already were licking their chops in anticipation of this +modest emolument. His application should be brief and to the point, +without recommendations, simply accompanied by his book. He would tell +nobody, not even Mrs. Hanka. They should not be able to say that he had +moved heaven and earth in order to secure this well-earned encouragement. +But he was curious to see if they would ignore him. He knew all his fellow +applicants, from Milde to Ojen; he did not fear any of them. He would have +preferred to stand back and yield his right to this charity, but he could +not afford it; he was obliged to accept it. + +He brushed his clothes carefully all the way down the street; a little of +the grey wool still clung to him--what a provoking dress! He dropped into +a printing-office with his proofs. The foreman called his attention to a +letter, an envelope with something enclosed, which he found between the +sheets. Irgens turned in the door. A letter? Oh, yes; he had forgotten it. +He knew this envelope and he opened it at once. When he had seen what was +in it he lifted his brows, greatly pleased. The envelope he put in his +pocket without further ado. + +Ole and Aagot were in the warehouse. She was sewing on some red plush +cushions for the cabin of the _Aagot_--doll cushions, one would +almost think, they were so small. Irgens put his cheek to one of them, +closed his eyes, and said, "Good night, good night." + +"So you are going to the Art Exhibition!" said Ole smilingly. "Aagot has +hardly spoken about anything else all day." + +"Couldn't you come, too?" she asked. + +But Ole had no time; just now he was very busy. "Be off--don't disturb me +any more; out with you! Have a good time!" + +It was the promenade-hour. Irgens proposed that they take the way through +the park; they could then hear a little music at the same time. Did she +like music? + +Aagot was in a dark suit and wore a cape with red silk lining. The +snug-fitting garment clung to her body without a wrinkle; around her neck +she simply wore a bit of lace. The cape fluttered at times with scarlet +silken flashes. She was sorry to say that she was not very musical. She +liked to hear music, of course, but she lacked a thorough understanding of +it. + +"Exactly like myself," answered Irgens. "That is funny; are you like that, +too? To tell the truth, I understand music unpardonably poorly, but I show +up in the park every day; it would never do to stay away." Much depended +upon that; if one did not show oneself and keep abreast of the procession, +one would soon be lost, submerged, forgotten. + +"Can one be forgotten so easily?" she asked. "But that does not apply to +you, surely." + +"Oh, yes, to me as well as to the rest," he replied. "Why shouldn't I be +forgotten?" + +She answered quite simply: + +"I thought you were too well known." + +"Known? Oh, as to that, Lord help us! I may not be so entirely unknown, of +course, but--You must not think it is an easy matter to keep one's head +above water here; one friend is envious, another hateful and malicious, a +third simply despicable. No; as far as _that_ is concerned--" + +"It seems to me, however, that you are known, and well known, too," she +said. "We cannot walk two steps that somebody isn't whispering about you; +I have noticed it all along." She stopped. + +"No, it is unbearable; I just heard another remark! Rather let us go up to +the Exhibition at once!" + +He laughed heartily, greatly flattered. How charming she was in her naive +and unspoiled way! He said: Never mind; keep on! Pay no attention +whatever. One got used to this whispering; if it amused people, what of +it? He himself never noticed it any more; honestly, it did not affect him +in the least. Besides, he wanted to let her know that to-day _he_ was +not the only subject of conversation--what about her? She could believe +him or not; she was being thoroughly discussed. One could not come to a +city like this one and look as she did without attracting attention; she +could be very sure of that. + +It was not his intention to flatter her; he was sincere in what he said. +Still she did not seem to believe him. + +They walked toward the park, where the band thundered Cherubini's +"Overture to the Water-Carrier" across the place. + +"It seems to me this is an altogether unnecessary noise," he said +smilingly. + +She laughed; she laughed often and heartily over his remarks. This +laughter from her fresh lips, the dimple in her left cheek, her many cute +and childlike ways, drove his spirits still higher; even her nose, which +was somewhat irregular in profile and a little too large, made him almost +feel as if he were in love. Greek or Roman noses were not always the most +beautiful--not at all; it depended on the rest of the face. There was no +such a thing as an authorised standard for noses. + +He chatted about one thing after another and made time fly; he proved +himself the poet who could interest those he addressed himself to, the +highly cultured man, the genius of scintillating words. Aagot listened +attentively; he tried to amuse her and came back to the subject of music +again, to operatic music, which he simply abominated. He had, for +instance, never been to the opera that he didn't happen to get a seat +right behind a lady with a sharply bulging corset line, and he was +condemned to stare at this ghastly back during three, four long +intermissions. Then there was the performance itself, the brass +instruments close to the ear, and then the singers who tried with all +their might to drown their blatant blare in a roar of noise. At first one +would appear who made strange contortions and meanwhile produced song; +then another would stalk forth who did not want to take a back seat +either, and who likewise did his utmost; then a third, a fourth, men and +women, long processions, an army; and all sang their questions and sang +their answers and beat their arms in the air and rolled their eyes, +exercising their vocal chords without a moment's pause. Wasn't it true? +They wept to music, sobbed to music, gritted teeth, sneezed, and fainted +to music, and the conductor urged them on frantically with an ivory +hammer-handle. She might laugh, but it was just that way. Then all of a +sudden the conductor appears to become terror-stricken because of that +infernal noise he has inspired; he swings his hammer-handle as a sign that +there must be a change. Now the chorus starts in. This is not so bad; the +chorus can pass muster; at least, it does not use such heartrending +gestures. But in the midst of the singing another person strides forth, +and he spoils the whole thing again; ah! it is the Prince; he has a solo-- +and when a prince has a solo of course everybody else has to keep still. +But imagine this more or less corpulent masculine person standing there, +bellowing, with legs wide apart! One gets furious; one experiences a +well-nigh irrepressible desire to yell to this fellow to get out, to stop +spoiling the evening for those who wanted to hear some music--hear the +chorus sing! + +Irgens was not displeased with himself--he attained his object. Aagot +laughed incessantly and was hugely amused. How he did make things +interesting and give life and colour to the most commonplace! + +They finally got to the Exhibition, looked at what there was to see, and +talked about the pictures as they went along. Aagot's questions were fully +answered; Irgens knew everything and even told her anecdotes about the +exhibiting painters. Here, too, they met curious people, who put their +heads together and looked after them when they passed; but Irgens hardly +glanced to the left or right; he seemed entirely indifferent to the +attention accorded him. He only bowed a couple of times. + +When, after an hour or so, they started to leave, they did not notice in +an obscure corner a greyish-bearded, somewhat bald person, nor did they +perceive two fathomless, burning eyes that followed them as they departed. + +On the street Irgens said: + +"I wonder--You are not going home at once, I hope?" + +"Yes," she said, "I am going right back." + +He asked her several times to stay a little longer, but Aagot thanked him +and said that she wanted to get home. There was nothing to be done; she +could not be persuaded, and he had to let her have her way. But they could +make up for it some other time? There were both museums and galleries she +ought to see; he would gladly act as her guide. She smiled and thanked +him. + +"I am admiring your walk," he said. "It is the most perfect walk I have +ever seen." + +She flushed and looked at him quickly. + +"You cannot mean that," she said. "I who have lived in the backwoods all +my life." + +"Well, you may believe me or not, just as you please--You are altogether +unusual, Miss Lynum, gloriously uncommon; in vain I seek words that would +describe you. Do you know what you remind me of? I have carried this +impression around all day. You remind me of the first bird note, the +earliest warm spring tones--you know what I mean--that surge through the +heart when the snow is gone and the sun and the birds of passage are here! +But that isn't all about you. God help me, I cannot find the words I want, +poet though I am supposed to be!" + +"But I have never heard anything like it!" she cried, and laughed +vivaciously. "I am supposed to be like all that? I should like to be, that +much is certain. If only it were true!" + +"You have come in here from the blue mountains; you are full of smiles," +he said. "For this reason the description should call to mind the wild +things--should have a flavour of venison, so to speak. I am not sure, +though." + +They were at the warehouse. They stopped and shook hands. + +"I am ever so much obliged," she said. "Aren't you coming up? Ole must be +in the office now." + +"No, thanks--But listen, Miss Lynum, I would like to come soon and drag +you with me to some museum; may I?" + +"Yes," she answered hesitatingly. "That is very kind of you. I'll see--But +I thank you for your company to-day." + +She went in. + + + + +III + + +Irgens walked up the street. Where should he go now? He might go to +Tivoli; there was plenty of time; in fact, it was much too early; he would +have to kill an hour or so first. He felt in his pocket for the envelope; +he had money; he might as well go to the Grand. + +As he entered the door he was hailed by Journalist Gregersen, the literary +member of the _Gazette_ staff. Irgens did not like this fellow; he +did not care to cultivate his friendship in order to get an item published +in the paper now and then. Paulsberg had now two days running had a +paragraph concerning his excursion to Honefos: the first day about his +going, the second about his return; Gregersen had in his usual +accommodating manner concocted two very excellent little items about this +excursion. That such a man could descend to such coarse work! It was said +that the fellow was capable of greater things; he would surely blossom +forth some day; all right, time enough then. Irgens did not care for him +very much nowadays. + +Unwillingly, he walked over to the Journalist's table. Milde was there, +also the Attorney and Coldevin, the grey tutor from the country. They were +waiting for Paulsberg. They had been discussing the situation again; it +commenced to look a little dubious now when several of the leading +parliamentarians had shown symptoms of vacillation. "Just as I have told +you," said Milde, "it is beginning to be unbearable here!" + +Mrs. Grande was not present. Mrs. Liberia stayed at home. + +The Journalist reported that the talk about crop failures in Russia +evidently had something in it. It could not be concealed much longer in +spite of the fact that the correspondent of the London _Times_ had +been sharply contradicted by the Russian press. + +"I had a letter from Ojen," said Milde. "It looks as if he were coming +back soon; he does not appear to enjoy himself out in the woods." + +All these matters did not interest Irgens in the least. He made up his +mind to get away as soon as he could. Coldevin said nothing, but glanced +from one to another with his sombre eyes. When he had been presented to +Irgens he had murmured a few words, sat down again and remained silent. +Irgens looked at him languidly and was silent too. When he had finished +his seidel he got up to go. + +"Are you leaving us so soon?" + +"Yes; I have got to go home and dress. I am going to Tivoli. See you +later." + +Irgens left. + +"There you see the famous Irgens," said the Attorney to Coldevin. + +"Yes, indeed," answered Coldevin with a smile. "I see so much greatness +here that I am getting altogether bewildered. I saw the Art Exhibition +to-day--It seems to me that our poets are beginning to pay considerable +attention to their personal appearance; I have seen a couple of them; they +are so groomed and patent-leathered--one can hardly say they come +thundering along with foam-flecked bridles." + +"Why should they? The fashions have changed, you know." + +"I suppose so." + +Coldevin was again silent. + +"The fire-and-sword period has passed by, my good man," said the +Journalist patronisingly, yawning across the table. "What the devil can be +keeping Paulsberg?" + +When Paulsberg at last showed up they made room for him with alacrity; the +Journalist sat close by him and wanted to hear his opinion concerning the +situation. What did these events portend--what could be done now? + +Paulsberg, reserved and taciturn as always, gave a half reply, a +fragmentary opinion: What could be done? Oh, one had to try to live even +if a couple of parliamentarians were to fail the cause. All the same, he +was going to publish an article soon; it would be worth while observing +what effect that would have. He was going to give it to the traitors good +and proper. + +Goodness! Was he going to publish an article? That certainly would put +matters right. "Not too gentle, now, Paulsberg; don't show them any +consideration." + +"I imagine Paulsberg knows exactly how gentle he is going to be," said +Milde reprovingly. "You can safely leave that to him." + +"Of course," answered the Journalist, "that goes without saying. I had no +idea of offering any suggestions." + +He was a little offended, but Paulsberg smoothed matters over by saying: + +"I thank you for the two notices, Gregersen. It is fortunate for us that +you keep an eye on us; otherwise people would entirely forget that we +writers existed." + +The Attorney ordered another round. + +"I am waiting for my wife," said Paulsberg. + +"She stopped in to borrow a hundred from Ole Henriksen. I see there is +talk about famine in Russia--Well, I can't say that I have starved as +yet." + +Milde turned to Coldevin and remarked pompously: + +"That is something it wouldn't hurt you to know out in the country: so +shabbily does Norway treat her great men!" + +Coldevin glanced from one to another. + +"Indeed," he said, "it is sad." A moment later he added: "Well, one cannot +say things are much better out in the country. The struggle to live is +bitter there, too." + +"But, so help me, there is a difference between poets and peasants, I +should think!" + +"In the country people adjust themselves to the law that the weak must +perish," said Coldevin quietly. "For instance, people who cannot support a +wife do not marry. If they do, and if they later on have to rely on others +to discharge their obligations, then they are disgraced, branded with +shame." + +Everybody looked at the bald fellow; even Paulsberg snatched his glasses +that were hanging on a cord across his breast, looked at him a moment, and +asked in a stage whisper: + +"What in the world--what kind of a phenomenon is that?" + +This happy word made the friends smile; Paulsberg was asking what kind of +a phenomenon this was, a phenomenon--he, he! It was not often Paulsberg +said that much. Coldevin looked unconcerned; he did not smile. A pause +ensued. + +Paulsberg looked out of the window, shivered a little, and murmured: + +"Drat it, I cannot get anything accomplished these days; this eternal +sunshine has played me the scurvy trick of paralysing my imagination. I am +in the middle of a descriptive passage about a rainy season, a raw and +chilly milieu, and I cannot get anywhere with it." He mumbled maledictions +about the weather. + +The Attorney was incautious enough to remark: + +"Why don't you write about the sunshine, then?" + +It was not many days since Paulsberg himself, in Milde's studio, had +bluntly expressed an opinion to the effect that Attorney Grande had showed +symptoms of a certain arrogance lately. He was right, the Attorney was +becoming a little impertinent; it might be well to put him in his place +once and for all. + +"You talk according to your lights!" said the Journalist oracularly. + +This reproach was received in silence; but shortly afterward Grande got up +and buttoned his coat. + +"I don't suppose any of you are going my way?" he asked in order not to +show any ill feeling. And as nobody answered he paid his check, said +goodbye and left. + +More drinks were ordered. Mrs. Paulsberg arrived in the company of Ole and +his fiancée. Coldevin moved as far back as he could until he found himself +almost at another table. + +"We had to accompany Mrs. Paulsberg," said Ole good-naturedly; "we +couldn't let her go alone." And he slapped Paulsberg on the shoulder. + +Miss Aagot had let a joyous exclamation escape her and had walked straight +over to Coldevin, to whom she gave her hand. But what in the world had +become of him? Hadn't she kept a continuous lookout for him on the streets +and asked Ole about him every day? She was at a loss to understand why she +saw him so rarely. She had had another letter from home, and everybody +sent him their kindest regards. Why did he keep so entirely to himself? + +Coldevin stuttered many brief replies: there was no end of things to see +and do, exhibitions and museums, Tivoli and Parliament; there were +newspapers to read, lectures to attend; he also had to look up a few old +friends. Furthermore, it was best not to disturb a newly engaged couple +too much. + +Coldevin smiled archly; his lips trembled a little and he spoke with bowed +head. + +Ole came over, overwhelmed him with the same reproaches, and received the +same excuses. Coldevin was going to call on them to-morrow, though, they +could rely on it; he had made up his mind before he met them. Provided he +would not disturb them, of course. + +Disturb? He? What was he thinking of? + +Beer was served and everybody talked. Mrs. Paulsberg crossed her legs and +gripped the glass in her masculine fashion. The Journalist monopolised her +immediately. Ole continued his conversation with Coldevin. + +"I hope you are enjoying yourself here? Interesting people, these! There +is Lars Paulsberg; have you met him?" + +"Yes, I have met him. He is the third one of our authors I have met. No +doubt it is my fault; but, to tell the truth, none of them have made an +overwhelming impression on me." + +"No? That is because you do not know them well enough." + +"But I know what they have written. It seems to me they do not exactly +soar to the solitary heights. It is probably my own fault, though--Lars +Paulsberg uses perfumes." + +"Does he? A little peculiarity. One must pardon such men a few oddities." + +"But I notice that they treat each other with the greatest respect," +Coldevin continued. "They talk about everything; they make excellent +speeches on every subject imaginable." + +"Don't they, though? It is wonderful to listen to them, I must say." + +"But how are you getting on--in the business, I mean?" + +"Oh, we take one day at a time. We have just turned a little trick in +Brazil which I hope will prove satisfactory. I remember, you are +interested in business matters. When you come down tomorrow I will take +you around and show you how we do it. We will all go--you and Aagot and +myself--we three old friends." + +"I thought I heard my name?" said Aagot merrily and joined them. "Yes, I +did; don't try to fool me, Ole. It seems to me it is my turn to speak a +little with Coldevin; you have had him to yourself long enough, Ole." + +And she took Ole's chair and sat down. + +"The letters from home are full of questions about you. Mamma asked me to +see that you were comfortable at your hotel." + +Coldevin's lips quivered again, and he said, with his eyes on the floor: + +"How can you bother with such things now? Don't worry about me; I am very +comfortable. I hope you are enjoying yourself? Though I hardly need to ask +you that." + +"But, do you know, there are times when I am longing for home, too. Can +you understand that?" + +"That is only the first few days--It will be a little hard never to see +you again, Miss Aagot--I mean a little--that is--" + +"You talk so strangely to-night," she said. "You almost make me want to +cry; honestly you do." + +"But, dear Miss Aagot--" + +"To get married isn't the same as to die, I'm sure." + +Coldevin's manner instantly changed; he became jocular. + +"Die! Well, I like that! But you are right in saying that I have been +sitting here and depressing you with my talk. It was mostly your mother I +was thinking of. It was nobody else--Tell me, have you finished the +cushions for the yacht?" + +"Yes," answered Aagot absently. + +"But you have not been in Parliament yet? I imagine you have hardly had +time for that as yet. I have been there every day; but then I haven't +anything else to do." + +"Listen," she said suddenly; "I may not have an opportunity to bid you +good night later, so I will do it now." She gave him her hand. "And +remember, you have promised to call to-morrow! I--You will make me very +happy if you come." + +She dropped his hand and got up. + +He sat there a moment as in a trance. He heard somebody say: "What can +Miss Aagot and Coldevin be so deeply absorbed in?" He heard that Aagot +was on the point of answering, and he exclaimed hurriedly: + +"I shake hands with Miss Aagot on a promise to call on her to-morrow." + +"Be sure and keep your promise, now," he heard Ole say. "Well, Aagot, I +suppose we ought to be getting home." + +Ole put his hand in his pocket to pay the waiter; the Journalist did the +same, but Milde seized his arm and said: + +"Leave that to Ole Henriksen. Kindly pay for us, too, Ole." + +"With pleasure." + +At the door Lars Paulsberg caught up with him and said: + +"Don't go away without giving me the opportunity of shaking hands with +you. I hear you could lend me these rotten crowns." + +Ole and Aagot went. A little later Coldevin got up, too; he bowed to each +of the clique and departed. He heard laughter behind his back and the word +"phenomenon" several times. He hurried into the first gateway he passed +and took out from his pocketbook a little silken bow, in the Norwegian +colours, carefully wrapped in paper. He kissed the bow, looked at it a +long time, and kissed it again, trembling in the grip of a silent, deep +emotion. + + + + +IV + + +It was Ole Henriksen's habit to make his rounds through the business +establishment immediately after his early morning coffee. He was an early +riser and had usually accomplished a great deal before breakfast, +inspected store and cellars, read and answered mail, telegraphed, given +instructions to his clerks; everything devolved upon him. Aagot kept him +company nowadays; she insisted on getting up as early as he, and her +little hands lightened many a task for him. Ole Henriksen worked more +enthusiastically than ever. The old man did nothing nowadays but make out +an occasional bill and balance up the cash-book; he kept to himself +up-stairs most of the time, and spent many an hour in the company of some +old crony, some visiting ship's captain or business acquaintance. But +before retiring old Henriksen always lit a lamp, shambled down-stairs to +the office, and took a last survey of the books. He took his time; and +when he came up about midnight he retired immediately. + +Ole did the work for both of them; it was like play to him to direct all +these threads which he knew from the days of childhood. Aagot did not +disturb him much; it was only down in the little warehouse office that she +was apt to delay him at times. Her youth and gaiety filled the little +room, glorified everything, and brightened the world. + +She was so cheerful that she carried away even the phlegmatic Ole. He was +lost in her; he played little tricks on her and trembled with the +tenderest affection for this hoydenish girl who wasn't even full grown. +When in the company of others he appeared vastly superior--she was his +little sweetheart; she was so young, much younger than he, it was up to +him to display his knowledge and experience. But when they were alone, +alas! then he could not keep up this pretence; he lost his seriousness and +was a child with her. He stole many a glance from his books and papers, +gazed at her secretly, lost in contemplation of her radiant figure and +worshipping to distraction her dimpling smile. How she could make his +heart pound when she would glance archly at him and then come over to him +and whisper: "So you are _my_ boy, are you?" She had so many adorable +ways. At times she could sit and gaze at the floor, gaze fixedly at +something which made her eyes dewy--memories, perhaps--some old memory-- + +Ole asked her at last when she thought they ought to get married, and when +he saw her blush deeply, even to her neck, he regretted that he had been +too abrupt. There was no hurry; she must decide that herself; no need to +answer now, not at all. + +But she answered: + +"I am ready when you are." + +There was a knock at the door and Irgens entered. He came in order to +propose a visit to the sculpture-gallery. Ole said jestingly: + +"I see! You have chosen this hour because you knew I couldn't come along!" + +"What nonsense! We have to go when the galleries are open, naturally." + +Ole laughed loudly. + +"Look, he is getting mad, furious, ha, ha, ha! I fooled you that time, +Irgens!" + +Aagot got her hat and coat and went with Irgens. Ole called after her: + +"Don't stay too late, Aagot! Remember, we have promised to go with +Tidemand to Tivoli." + +On the street Irgens glanced at his watch and said: + +"I see it is a little too early yet. If you have no objections we might +take a walk up toward the Castle." + +And they walked toward the Castle. The band played; people strolled up and +down. Irgens talked again interestingly and facetiously about different +matters, and Aagot replied and laughed, listening curiously to his words; +at times she would make some admiring little exclamation when he made a +specially striking remark. She could not refrain from looking at his +face--a handsome face, rich, curly moustache, a somewhat broad, voluptuous +mouth. He was in an entirely new suit to-day; she noticed it was bluish +like her own. He wore a silk shirt and grey gloves. + +As they passed Our Saviour's Church he asked her if she liked to go to +church. She said yes--didn't he? + +"Oh, no, not very often." + +That was not nice of him. + +He bowed smilingly. If she said so, of course. The fact of the matter was +that he had received a rude shock once; it sounded silly, it was only a +bagatelle, but it proved of far-reaching effect. He was sitting in this +very church on an occasion; a high mass was being celebrated. The minister +was all right; he was doing splendidly. He was even eloquent; he spoke +convincingly, with feeling and pathos. But in the middle of a most +stirring peroration in which he, carried away in an outburst of spiritual +fervour, had meant to shout: "Jews and Gentiles!" his tongue had tripped +and he had said: "Gents and Jewtiles! _Gents and Jewtiles!_--Imagine +these silly words hurled over the heads of the congregation in a loud, +sonorous voice! And the poor fellow stood there in full daylight and could +not get away from his miserable blunder. I assure you, it shocked me like +a cold shower!" + +It sounded genuine as he spoke, not at all like an episode invented for +the occasion. Was it not possible that a particularly sensitive soul could +be seriously shaken by such a grotesque and silly mishap? Aagot could very +well understand it; and at the same time she had to laugh over that +miserable "Gents and Jewtiles," which she repeated over and over. + +When they passed the Parliament buildings, Irgens pointed to the greystone +colossus and said: + +"There we have Parliament; have you been there yet?" + +"No, not yet." + +Well, it wasn't a very cheerful place just now--wavering and treason all +along the line! The doughty parliamentarians lolled in their chairs and +chewed tobacco and grew fat and lazy; they used sonorous phrases and +challenged Sweden to a fight with bare knuckles, but when time for action +came--where were they then? She had no idea how he and others were boiling +with indignation over this display of loathsome cowardice. And what was +the mighty adversary like? Sweden! That invincible world power full of +doddering senility! He must compare Sweden to an octogenarian who sat, +dead drunk and feeble, and boasted of his warlike temper: "I'll never +yield--never!" And when Parliament heard that quavering voice it grew +palsied with fear. No, he, Irgens, should have been in Parliament! + +How manly and proudly he spoke! She looked at him and said: "How zealous +you are now!" + +"You must pardon me; I always grow impatient when our sovereignty is +discussed," he replied. "I trust I haven't unwittingly offended you by +trespassing on your personal opinions? I am glad to hear that." + +They reached the Castle, turned aside, and entered the park; they forgot +that time was passing. He had started in to tell her a story from the +day's news, a scene from one of the courts: A man was being tried for +murder and had confessed. The question of mitigating circumstances arose, +and it was decided that there were mitigating circumstances. All right; +penitentiary for life. "Next case!" Suddenly a voice is heard from among +the spectators; it is the murderer's sweetheart, who shouts: "His +confession is untrue; he has not committed murder! How could he possibly +have done it; no one who knows him will believe it! And there are +mitigating circumstances; you cannot sentence him, for it wasn't +premeditated murder! No, Henry is innocent! Won't any of you who know him +say that he is innocent? Why are you all silent?" And the lady was led out +of the courtroom. That was love! + +Aagot, the little goose, was moved. How beautiful--sad and beautiful! And +they carried her out? What a tragedy! + +"Well, probably the story is a little exaggerated," he said. "Love as +strong as that does not grow on the bushes nowadays." + +"But it does exist!" + +"Perhaps, somewhere--on the Isle of the Blest--" But this expression awoke +the poet in him, and he rhapsodised. "And the place was called Evenrest, +because it was green and silent when the two arrived. A boy and a girl; +she fair, bright, shining like a white pinion against him who was dark-- +two souls who gazed smilingly into each other, who voicelessly implored +each other, who closed rapturously around each other. And blue mountains +looked at them--" + +He paused abruptly. + +"I am making myself ridiculous," he said. "Let us sit down awhile." + +They sat down. The sun sank, sank deeper; a tower-clock in the city +somewhere boomed forth the hour. Irgens continued to speak, impressively, +dreamily, warmly. He might go into the solitudes this summer, he said; +settle down in a cabin by the water and row around at night. Imagine, +wonderful nights in a rowboat!... But he had a feeling now that Aagot was +beginning to be uneasy because of the lateness of the hour, and in order +to keep her mind occupied he said: + +"You must not believe, Miss Lynum, that I go around and prate about blue +mountains always; if I do it now it is only because of you. You impress me +deeply; you enrapture me when you are near me. I know what I am saying. It +is the loveliness and brightness of your face, and when you tilt your head +sideways--Of course, this is meant aesthetically, impersonally!" + +Aagot had given him a quick glance, and this made him add the last words. +She did not understand him, perhaps; the reason for this last remark was +not quite clear to her, and she was on the point of saying something when +he resumed laughingly: + +"I sincerely trust I haven't bored you too much with my nonsense? If I +have I'll go right down to the harbour and drown myself. Yes, you laugh, +but--I want to tell you, though, that your displeasure was charmingly +becoming to you, really. I saw that you were provoked. If I may be allowed +to express myself aesthetically once more, I would say that for a moment +you looked as the slender, wild fawn must look when she lifts her head and +snorts." + +"But now I want to tell _you_ something," she said and got up. "What +time is it? But you must be crazy! Let us be off at once! If it is my +fault that you have talked too much, it is certainly yours that I have +listened to you and forgotten the time entirely. This is awful!" + +And they hurried away down the park slope. + +As they were going to turn toward the museum he wondered if there would be +time for a visit to-day. Perhaps they had better wait until some other +time? What did she think? + +She stopped and reflected a moment; then she laughed merrily and +exclaimed: + +"But we will have to go, if only for a moment! We must be able to say that +we have been there. No, this is simply terrible!" + +And they hurried along. + +The fact that she was conspiring with him to hide this peccadillo, that +from now on they would have a sort of secret together, filled him with a +warm pleasure. He wanted to keep on talking, to continue to keep her +interested; but she did not listen; she hurried along in order to get to +the museum before it should close. She skipped quickly up the many stairs, +ran past people going out, glanced quickly right and left in order to +identify the chief works of art, and asked breathlessly: "Where is the +Laocoön Group? Quick! I must see that!" They ran off in a wild search for +the Laocoön Group. It turned out that they had at least ten minutes before +closing time, and they took things a little easier. + +Suddenly she imagined seeing Coldevin's dark eyes peering out from a +corner; but as she took a step forward to look closer the eyes disappeared +and she forgot all about it. + +"What a pity we are in such a hurry!" she said several times. + +When they had rushed through the first floor their time was up and they +had to leave. She talked with Irgens on the way back and seemed as pleased +as before; she gave him her hand at the door and thanked him, thanked him +twice. He begged her forgiveness because he had been responsible for her +failure to view the sculptures thoroughly, and she smiled amiably and said +that she had had a good time. + +"I shall see you later at Tivoli," said Irgens. + +"Are you going there?" she asked in surprise. + +"I have been asked to come; I am going with some friends." + +Aagot did not know that Irgens had received a pressing invitation from +Mrs. Hanka; she said all right, nodded, and went in. + +Ole was waiting for her; she threw herself on his neck and cried eagerly: + +"It was glorious--the Laocoön Group--everything! We did not have time to +see everything, that is, to see everything carefully; but you will take me +there some time, won't you? Promise! For I want you to take me." + + * * * * * + +When later on Ole and Aagot were going to Tidemand's house on their way to +Tivoli, Aagot remarked casually: + +"It is a pity that you are not a poet, Ole." + +He looked at her in surprise. "Do you think so?" he asked. + +Then suddenly it dawned on her what a tactless thing she had said. As a +matter of fact, she had not meant it at all; it was just a thoughtless +word, a thoughtless, thoughtless word. She repented it bitterly and would +have given anything to have it unsaid. She stopped, threw her arms around +Ole's neck right in the middle of the street, and said in agitation: + +"And you believe it? It is easy to fool you, Ole! Listen--you don't for a +moment think--I swear I didn't mean it, Ole. It was so stupid of me to say +it, but I didn't for a moment think you would take it seriously. I want to +know if you think I meant it; tell me if you do?" + +"Of course I don't," he said and patted her cheek; "not at all, dearest. +That you can make so much of a little thing like that, you foolish child! +He, he!" + +They continued their interrupted walk. She was so grateful to him because +he had taken it so nicely. Oh, he was so good and considerate, she loved +him; Heavens! how she adored him.... + +But this little scene had its influence over her conduct all during the +evening. + + + + +V + + +When the performance was over they all gathered in the restaurant. The +entire clique was there, even Mr. and Mrs. Paulsberg; later on Attorney +Grande appeared, dragging with him Coldevin, who followed unwillingly and +protestingly; he wanted to be excused. The Attorney had met him outside +and had thought it would be fun to bring him along. + +Everything under the sun had been discussed: literature and art, man and +God; they had settled the suffrage question, taken a fall out of Malthus, +strayed onto the political preserves. It had unfortunately turned out that +Paulsberg's article in the _Gazette_ failed to have the desired +effect on Parliament. With sixty-five votes to forty-four it had decided +to postpone matters indefinitely; five representatives had suddenly been +taken ill and could not participate in the voting. Milde declared that he +was going to Australia. + +"But you are painting Paulsberg?" objected Norem, the Actor. + +"Well, what of it? I can finish that picture in a couple of days." + +It was, however, a secret arrangement that the picture was not to be +finished until after the close of the Exhibition. Paulsberg had expressly +demanded it. He did not want to be exhibited in mixed company; he desired +solitude, veneration, a large window all to himself on the promenade. This +was just like Paulsberg. + +When, therefore, Milde said that he could finish the picture in a couple +of days, Paulsberg answered curtly: + +"I shall be unable to sit for you at present; I am working." + +That settled it. + +Mrs. Hanka had placed Aagot next to her. She had called to her: "Come +here, you with the dimple, here by me!" And she had turned to Irgens and +whispered: "Isn't she sweet?" + +Mrs. Hanka was again in her grey woollen dress with low lace collar; her +neck was bare. Spring seemed to affect her; she looked a little played +out. Her lips were cracked, and when she laughed her features were +distorted into wry grimaces because of these cracked lips. + +She told Aagot that they were going to the country shortly and hoped to +see her there. They were going to eat currants and rake hay and loll in +the grass. Suddenly she turned to her husband across the table and said: + +"While I remember it, can you let me have a hundred?" + +"I wish you hadn't remembered it," said Tidemand good-naturedly. He +winked, jested happily, and was delighted. "Don't marry, my friends; it is +an expensive luxury! Another hundred!" + +And he handed the bill to his wife, who thanked him. + +"But what is it for?" he asked her banteringly. + +"I refuse to tell you," she said, and turned to Aagot in order to avoid +further references to the matter. + +Attorney Grande and Coldevin entered just then. + +"Of course you are coming," said the Attorney. "I never heard anything +like it! I want you to join me in a little drink. Come and help me, you +fellows; I can't get the man inside!" + +But when Coldevin saw who were present he wrenched himself free quickly +and disappeared. + +He had visited Ole Henriksen one morning according to his promise, but he +had vanished since then and nobody had seen him until now. + +The Attorney said: + +"I discovered him outside; I had pity on the poor man, he seemed so +altogether alone, and I--" + +Aagot had jumped up quickly and hurried outside; she caught up with +Coldevin on the stairs. They talked together a few moments; finally they +both returned. + +"I beg your pardon," he said. "Attorney Grande was kind enough to ask me +to come with him, but I did not know that there were others here--that +there was a party here," he corrected himself. + +The Attorney laughed. + +"Sit down, drink, and be merry," he said. + +And Coldevin made himself at home. This tutor from the country, bald and +grey, generally taciturn and restrained, talked now with and like the +rest. He seemed somewhat changed since his arrival; he answered boldly +when he was addressed, and was not backward in expressing his opinions. +Journalist Gregersen spoke again about the political situation. He had not +heard Paulsberg say anything about it. What was going to happen? What were +they going to do? + +"What can one do about an accomplished fact?" asked Paulsberg. "Simply +take it like men; that is all I can say." + +The Attorney now asked Coldevin: + +"I suppose you have been in Parliament to-day, also?" + +"Yes." + +"You know, then, what took place. What do you think of it?" + +"That is not easy to say on the spur of the moment." + +"Perhaps you haven't followed matters very closely; you have just arrived, +I understand," said Mrs. Paulsberg amiably. + +"Followed matters closely! I should say he has; don't you worry about +that!" cried the Attorney. "I have talked with him before." + +The discussion grew violent. Milde and the Journalist simultaneously +demanded the dismissal of the cabinet; others expressed their opinion +about the Swedish opera they had just attended; it appeared that not one +among them understood music in the least, and they strayed back to +politics. + +"So you were not seriously shaken by what occurred to-day, Mr. Coldevin?" +asked Paulsberg in order to be friendly, too. "I am ashamed to confess +that I have sat at home and cursed all afternoon!" + +"Indeed!" answered Coldevin. + +"Don't you hear that Paulsberg asked if you were shaken?" said the +Journalist sharply across the table. + +Coldevin murmured: + +"Shaken? One can, of course, not avoid feeling disappointed when such +things happen. But the climax to-day was hardly unexpected by me. As I see +it, it was only a last rite." + +"Oh, you are a pessimist." + +"Indeed, no, you are mistaken. I am not that." + +Beer and sandwiches were served, afterward coffee. Coldevin glanced at +those present; he met Aagot's eyes looking at him very gently, and this +agitated him so that he suddenly spoke out loudly what was on his mind: + +"Did this decision to-day surprise you so very much, then?" And when he +received a qualified affirmation he continued, in order to make himself +understood: "To me it appears to be entirely in harmony with conditions +otherwise prevailing.--People are saying to themselves: 'We have our +liberty; the constitution guarantees it, and now we want to enjoy it for a +while!' Behold--the sons of Norway have become freemen and the peers of +anybody." + +Everybody agreed with him. Paulsberg nodded; this phenomenon from the +country might not be entirely impossible, after all. But he would say no +more; he preserved an obstinate silence. At last the Attorney got him +started again; he asked: + +"When I met you at the Grand recently you insisted that it was wrong ever +to forget, ever to forgive. Is that a principle, or how--" + +"Yes, you who are young should remember, should always remember, the +disappointment you have suffered to-day. You have put your faith in a man, +and the man has betrayed your confidence; this you should never forget. +One should never forgive, never; such wrongs should be avenged. Once I saw +two truck-horses maltreated; it was in a Catholic country, in France. The +driver sat high in his seat and swung his enormous whip; it was of no use, +the horses slipped and could not budge the heavy load, even though they, +so to speak, dug their hoofs into the asphalt. The driver got down; he +turned his whip around and used the handle; he beat the horses across +their backs; they tried again, stumbled and fell, got up and made another +effort. The driver became more and more enraged as people gathered around +and witnessed his dilemma; he went forward and beat the horses across the +eyes; he went back and struck them on the tender spots beneath the flanks, +and the horses squirmed and stumbled, and fell to their knees again, as if +they begged for mercy--Three times I tried to get at that brute, and every +time I was pushed back by the railing mob who wanted no interference. I +had no gun; I was helpless; I stood there with a penknife in my hands and +cursed and swore to high Heaven at that barbaric beast. Then somebody next +to me--a woman, a nun who carried on her breast the cross of Christ--said +mildly and reproachfully: 'You are committing an awful sin, sir; the Lord +is good; he forgives everything!' I turned to that unspeakably brutal +creature and said nothing, but glared at her and happened to spit in her +face--" + +This delighted the clique. + +"In the face? How did it turn out? The devil you say! Did you get away +with it?" + +"No; I was arrested--But what I wanted to say is this: Never forgive; it +is brutal; it turns justice into a farce. A kind act should be repaid with +a still kinder act, but a wicked wrong should be avenged. If one is struck +on one cheek and turns the other in forgiveness and submission, then +goodness and justice lose all value. I wish to point out that the +result in Parliament to-day is not altogether an illogical consequence +of the conditions that have developed among us. We forgive and forget +treason in our leaders and excuse their vacillation and weakness in every +crisis. Now the youthful element should step forward, the young Norway, +invincible in its indignation and irresistible in its strength. But the +young Norway does not step forward; indeed no, we have mollycoddled it +with hymns and rot about peace eternal; we have taught it to admire +gentleness and submissiveness; above all, to emulate those who have +reached the highest degree of neutral toothlessness. Behold the country's +youth, strapping and full-grown, six foot tall, sucking its bottle and +growing fat and harmless. If some one smites it on one cheek it turns the +other accommodatingly, and keeps its fists in its pockets with admirable +self-control." + +Coldevin's speech attracted not a little attention; they all looked +closely at him. He sat there as usual and spoke quietly, without +excitement. But his eyes blazed, and his hands trembled as he awkwardly +bent back his fingers until they cracked. He did not lift his voice above +the normal. Otherwise he did not look well; he wore a loose shirt-front, +and this had become disarranged and hung lopsidedly so that one could +glimpse a blue cotton shirt beneath. His beard straggled down his breast. + +The Journalist nodded and remarked to his neighbour: + +"Not at all bad! He is almost one of us." + +Lars Paulsberg said jestingly, and still amiably: + +"As I said before, I have done nothing but curse all day, so I guess I +have contributed considerably to the indignation of our youth." + +Attorney Grande, who enjoyed himself immensely, was quite proud over his +idea of getting Coldevin to come. He told Milde once more how it had +happened: "I thought it would not be very lively here, and just then I ran +across this fellow outside, standing there all by himself looking in. It +kind of moved me, you know--" + +Milde spoke up. + +"You mentioned the conditions now prevailing. If by that you mean that we +are entirely surrounded by weakness and submissiveness, let me inform you +that you are much mistaken--" + +"In that case I do not mean it, of course." + +"But what do you mean, then? You cannot say that youth like ours, teeming +with talent and genius, is weak and of no account. Good God, man! there +never was a time when our youth was as rich in talent as at present." + +"If there was, then I never heard of it," said even Norem, who had been +sitting quietly at a corner of the table emptying glass upon glass. + +"Talent? Now that is an entirely different question, you know," said +Coldevin quietly. "But do you really think that the talents within our +youth are so sweepingly great?" + +"He--he asks if--So our talents at present do not amount to so very much, +Mr. Coldevin?" Milde laughed contemptuously and turned to Irgens, who had +kept aloof from the conversation. "It looks bad for us, Irgens; the +phenomenon does not approve of us." + +Mrs. Hanka now spoke; she wanted to smooth matters over. It could only be +a misunderstanding; Mr. Coldevin would surely explain himself +satisfactorily. Couldn't they listen to a man without losing their temper? +"You ought to be ashamed of yourself, Milde--" + +"You are not much impressed with us who are supposed to have a little +talent, then?" asked Paulsberg, still indulgent. + +"Impressed? I must admit that in my humble opinion things are a little on +the down grade with us," answered Coldevin. "I confess that that is my +opinion. And it is especially the country's youth I am thinking of. We +have begun a slow retrogression; in plain words, we are lowering our +standards, we are tapering down to a general zero. The young do not demand +much from themselves or from others any more; they accept the diminutive +and call it great; there is not much, not very much, needed to create a +stir nowadays. That is what I meant when I referred to the general +conditions." + +"But, good Lord! what do you think of our younger writers, then?" cried +Journalist Gregersen, flushed and angry. "Our poets, yes! Have you read +any of them? Have you, for instance, ever come across the name of +Paulsberg, the name of Irgens?" + +Aagot could not refrain from observing her old tutor. She was surprised to +note that this man, who invariably used to yield when he was contradicted, +now sat there with a ready reply to every remark and did not look very +timid either. + +"You must not take offence at what I say," he begged. "I admit that I have +no business to express such opinions here; I ought to leave that to others +who understand these matters better than I; but if you want to know what I +think, then I must say that, according to my lights, our younger writers +do not seem to improve the conditions greatly. Of course, there can be no +fixed standard; everything depends on the point of view, and yours is not +mine; we are bound to differ. But, anyway, our younger writers do not lift +the level greatly; hardly, according to my understanding. It would seem +they lack the ability. Of course, that is no fault of theirs; but then +they have no right to pose as being greater than they are. It is a pity +that we lose sight of the greater and make mediocrity take its place. Look +at our youth; look at our authors; they are very clever, but--Yes, they +are both clever and industrious; they labour and toil, _but they lack +the spark_. Good God, how far they are from squandering their +treasures! They are saving and calculating and prudent. They write a few +verses and they print these few verses. They squeeze out a book now and +then; they delve into their inmost recesses and conscientiously scrape the +bottom until they arrive at a satisfactory result. They do not scatter +values broadcast; no, they do not fling gold along the highways. In former +days our poets could afford to be extravagant; there was wealth untold; +they towered rich and care-free and squandered their treasures with +glorious unconcern. Why not? There was plenty left. Oh, no, our +present-day authors are clever and sensible; they do not show us, as did +the old, a flood, a tempest, a red eruption of flame-tongued, primeval +power!" + +Aagot's eyes were on him; he caught her glance of rapt attention, and she +made him understand with a warm smile that she had listened to his every +word. She wanted to show Ole how little she had meant her thoughtless +regret that he was no poet. She nodded to Coldevin and wished the poets +all they got. Coldevin was grateful for her smile; she was the only one +who smiled at him, and he did not mind the violent interruptions, the +shouts and rude questions: What kind of a phenomenon was he who could +assume this superior pose? What world-subduing exploits had he performed? +He should not remain incognito any longer; what was his real name? They +wanted to acclaim him! + +Irgens was least affected of them all; he twirled his moustache and looked +at his watch to make everybody understand how this bored him. Glancing at +Coldevin, he whispered to Mrs. Hanka with an expression of disgust: + +"It seems to me that this man is a little too untidy. Look at his collar, +or bib, or whatever one may call it. I noticed that he put his +cigar-holder in his vest-pocket a moment ago without first putting it in a +case. Who knows, there might be an old comb in the same pocket." + +But with his air of undisturbed serenity, with his eyes fixed on a point +in the table, quietly indifferent, Coldevin listened to the exclamations +from the gentlemen of the party. The Journalist asked him pointblank if he +were not ashamed of himself. + +"Leave him alone!" said Paulsberg. "I don't see why you want to annoy +him." + +"It certainly looks bad for our poor country!" sneered the Journalist. "No +talents, no youth, nothing only a 'general condition.' He, he! God only +knows how it will all end! And we who have innocently assumed that a +people should honour and respect its young writers!" + +Coldevin seized on this. + +"Yes, but that is exactly what people are doing; nobody can justly +complain on that score! People respect most highly a man who has written a +book or two; he is admired far more, for instance, than the ablest +business man or the most talented professional! To our people an author +means a great deal; he is the essence of all that is distinguished and +admirable. There are probably very few countries in which the intellectual +life is dominated by authors to the degree it is here. As you probably +will admit, we have no statesmen; but our authors direct our politics, and +they do it well. It may have struck you that there are barren spots in our +scientific attainments; however, with true intuition, our authors are not +afraid to assume the burden and pose as scientists. It has surely not +escaped your attention that in all our history we have never produced a +thinker; never mind, our authors dabble in philosophy, and everybody +thinks they do it splendidly. It seems highly unjust to complain because +of a lack of appreciation of and admiration for our authors." + +Paulsberg, who in his works had repeatedly proven himself a thinker and +philosopher of rank, sat and toyed with his eye-glass and smiled +superciliously. But when Coldevin added a few words and ended up with +saying that he had the greatest hope and faith in the country's practical +youth, in its young commercial talents, then a loud laugh greeted him, and +both the Journalist and Paulsberg shouted simultaneously that this was +great, by all the saints the best ever, so help me! Commercial talents-- +whatever could that be? Talents for trading--what? Glory be! + +"In my opinion you will find really great talents within the ranks of our +business youth," Coldevin continued undisturbed. "And I would advise you +to pay a little attention to them. They are building ships, opening new +markets, carrying on involved business enterprises on a hitherto undreamed +of scale--" + +Coldevin could not be heard; they laughed and shouted, although out of +respect for their good friends the business men present they endeavoured +to change the subject. Ole Henriksen and Tidemand had listened in silence; +they were embarrassed and did not know how to take it, but began to speak +together in low voices. Suddenly Tidemand whispered: + +"Can I come over and see you to-morrow about a business matter? I would +like to come early, about ten, if you have time then? All right; thanks!" + +At Milde's corner of the table the discussion had swung to wines--old +wines, Johannisberger, Cabinet, Musigny. Milde understood the subject +thoroughly and contradicted the Attorney violently, although Grande, of +the well-known Grande family, was supposed to have drunk such wines since +he was a child. + +"There is no end to your assertiveness lately," said Milde. + +The Attorney glanced at him and muttered: + +"Such a bit of an oil-painter will also presume to understand wines!" + +Conversation strayed to the government art subsidies. Irgens listened +without changing a feature when Milde asserted that Ojen was the worthiest +applicant. It was exceedingly generous in Milde to express such views; he +himself had applied and needed the money as much as anybody. Irgens could +hardly understand it. + +Interest in the preposterous tutor had entirely waned. Nobody spoke to him +any more; he had got hold of his hat, which he sat and twirled. Mrs. Hanka +addressed a couple of questions to him in order to be polite, but after +answering them he was entirely silent. It was strange that the man did not +notice how his shirt-front sagged; the slightest movement would correct +it. But he did not adjust it. + +Paulsberg got up to take his leave. Before he went he manoeuvred the +Journalist into a corner and whispered: + +"You might do me the favour to mention that I have about half completed my +new book. It might interest people to know I am at it." + +Milde and the Attorney got up next; they awoke Norem, who was dozing after +all the many glasses he had emptied, and they got him on his legs with +difficulty. He began to speak; he had not quite heard the last, the very +last of the discussion; how had the poets fared? Oh, there was Mrs. Hanka; +so pleased to see her. But why had she arrived so late? + +He was finally led outside. + +"This means a general departure, I suppose?" asked Irgens, displeased. He +had tried to approach Miss Lynum once during the evening but without +success. She had plainly avoided him. He had noticed later on that +Coldevin's foolish remarks about the poets and the youth of the country +had amused her inordinately; what could that mean? Altogether it had been +an unpleasant evening. Mrs. Hanka had sat there with her cracked lips +unable to smile decently, and Mrs. Paulsberg was impossible. The evening +was simply wasted. And now the company was breaking up; no prospects for +livening up one's spirits with a little intimate half-hour. + +Irgens promised to take his revenge on the clique because of the +indifference it seemed to show him. Perhaps next week.... + +Outside Tivoli the company parted. Mrs. Hanka and Aagot walked together +down the street. + + + + +VI + + +Tidemand came to H. Henriksen's office at ten the next morning. Ole was +standing at his desk. + +Tidemand's errand was, as he had said, a matter of business only; he spoke +in a low voice and placed before Ole a telegram couched in mysterious +words. Where it said "Rising One," it really meant "Ten," and where it +said "Baisse U. S.," it meant an exportation prohibition on the Black Sea +and along the Danube, and a rise in America. The telegram was from +Tidemand's agent in Archangel. + +Ole Henriksen immediately grasped the situation: on account of the Russian +crop failure, in connection with the already low supplies, Russia was +preparing to prohibit all grain exports. Hard times were coming. Norway, +too, would feel the pressure, and grain would soar to incredible prices. +It was necessary to get hold of as much as possible at no matter what +figure. In spite of official Russian denials of the rumours in English +newspapers, it seemed as if America already had scented the danger, for +American wheat was rising daily. From eighty-seven and eighty-eight it had +risen until it now fluctuated between one hundred and ten and one hundred +and fifteen. Nobody could predict to what heights it would climb. + +Tidemand's business with Ole was a proposition that the two friends and +colleagues join in a speculation in American rye while there still was +time. They were to join forces and import a mass of rye that should +materially assist in keeping the country fed during the coming year. But +it was a matter of urgency; rye, too, was soaring; in Russia it was almost +unpurchasable. + +Ole left his desk and began to walk up and down. His mind was working; he +had intended to offer Tidemand some refreshment, but forgot it entirely. +He was greatly tempted, but he was up to his neck in other pressing +engagements--that Brazilian affair had almost paralysed him for the +moment, and he did not expect to be able to take his profits until early +summer. + +"There ought to be money in it," said Tidemand. + +No doubt; that was not why Ole hesitated. But he simply was not able to do +it. He explained his circumstances and added that he was afraid to tackle +anything more at present. The speculation appealed to him, notwithstanding +his inability to participate; his eyes gleamed, and he inquired eagerly +into all the details. He took a piece of paper, made estimates, and +studied the telegram afresh with a thoughtful air. Finally he declared +that he could do nothing. + +"Of course I can operate alone," said Tidemand. "I will do it on a smaller +scale, that is all. But I should have liked you to be in on this; I would +have felt safer. I realise that you cannot go further. However, I'll +telegraph myself; have you got a blank?" + +Tidemand wrote out his telegram and handed it to Ole. + +"I guess that is clear enough?" + +Ole stepped back a pace. + +"So much?" he exclaimed. "This is a big order, Andreas." + +"It is big. But I hope the results will justify it," answered Tidemand +quietly. And unable to control a feeling that overwhelmed him at the +moment, he looked toward the wall and whispered as if to himself: "I don't +care how it turns out or about anything any more." + +Ole looked at him and asked: + +"Any news?" + +"No--" + +"Well, we'll see how it turns out." + +Tidemand put the telegram in his pocket. + +"I should have liked us both to be in this enterprise, Ole. I must confess +that I am in deep elsewhere, too, but--I have my ice to realise on. When +the warm weather comes I'll make money on that, don't you think?" + +"Decidedly! As good as ready money, ice is." + +"So I am not altogether on my knees. And may the Lord keep that sad fate +from me, both for my own sake and for the sake of mine!" + +"But could you not as a matter of safety--Wait a moment. Pardon me for not +offering you a cigar; I know how you like to smoke while talking; I +forgot. Sit down a moment; I'll be back directly." + +Tidemand knew that Ole was on his way to the cellar for the usual bottle +of wine, and tried to call him back, but Ole did not hear and returned in +a moment with the old, fuzzy bottle. They sat on the sofa as usual and +drank to each other. + +"I simply wanted to ask," continued Ole, "are you sure you have considered +everything in connection with this American affair? I do not flatter +myself that I can teach you anything, you know, but--" + +"Yes, I fancy I have calculated all contingencies," answered Tidemand. +"You notice I am using the term 'Delivery within three days.' Success +depends on quick action. I haven't even forgotten to consider the effect +of a possible presidential change in America." + +"But wouldn't it be safer to place your limit a little closer? Perhaps you +ought not to buy over twelve." + +"No; that would not be well. For you understand that if Russia closes, +then fifteen, or even twenty, is not too much. On the other hand, if she +does not close, then a hundred, yes, ninety, is far too much. In that case +I am done for." + +They both reflected. + +"I believe this enterprise is going to be lucky," said Tidemand suddenly. +"Really, I feel it. You know what it means when we traders have a +premonition of this kind." + +"How are things otherwise?" asked Ole. + +"Well," Tidemand answered hurriedly, "it does not look so bad just now, +not at all. Things are very much as usual at home." + +"No change, then?" + +"Well, no--I must get back now." + +Tidemand got up. Ole followed him to the door and said: + +"It wasn't you who didn't care how matters turn out, was it? Well, I am +glad you came, anyway." + +The awkward fellow! This was Ole Henriksen's way of stiffening a comrade's +backbone. + +But Tidemand did not go at once; he stood there with his hand on the +door-knob and shifted his eyes nervously from place to place. + +"It can hardly be thought strange if I get a little downhearted once in a +while," he said. "Things do not look very bright for me; I do my best to +fix everything up, but I do not make much headway, not very much, no. +Well, we'll have to wait and see how matters shape themselves. I think it +is getting a little better, thank God." + +"Does your wife keep at home more now? It seems to me that--" + +"Hanka has been a good mother to the children lately. I have been very +happy because of that; it has brought us closer together, as it were. She +is busy fitting the children out for the country. It is wonderful the +things she gets together; I have never seen anything like it--blue and +white and red dresses! They are lying home; I look at them whenever I am +home. Perhaps I shouldn't place too much faith in it. She does not +consider herself married yet, she continues to call herself Lange. That +may be only a whim. She calls herself Tidemand, too; she does not forget +that. You yourself heard last night in Tivoli how she asked me for a +hundred. I am glad she does that; I don't mind, and shouldn't have +mentioned it if you hadn't heard it yourself. But it happened to be the +third hundred crowns she had got from me in two days. Don't misunderstand +me! But why does she ask me for money before people? Isn't that as if she +wanted to give out the impression that that is the only way to take me, +otherwise she wouldn't get any? She uses a good deal of money; I hardly +think she uses it for herself; I am sure she doesn't, for Hanka was never +extravagant. She must be giving it away; it is her affair if she helps +somebody. She gets quite a lot of money from me in a week's time; +sometimes she gets it when she goes out, and she has nothing left when she +returns, although she has bought nothing. Well, that does not matter. As +long as I have anything it belongs to her as well as to me; that is only +right and natural. I asked her jokingly once if she wanted to ruin me-- +make a beggar out of me. It was only a joke, and I laughed heartily myself +as I said it. But I shouldn't have said it; she offered to leave the house +whenever I wanted her to--in short, divorce. She has told me that often +enough, but this time simply because of a joke. I said that I was sorry, +and I asked her pardon; I had never for a moment thought of such a thing +as that she might ruin me. 'Dear Andreas,' she asked me, 'can we never get +free from each other?' I do not know what I answered; I guess there was +not much sense to it, for she asked immediately for my key, as she had +lost her own. I gave it to her, and then she smiled. 'Smile again,' I +said, and she did it for my sake, and said smilingly that I was a big +baby. Yesterday morning I didn't see her before I got home from the +office. She was still working with the children's summer outfit and showed +me everything. She took out her handkerchief, and as she pulled it out +from her dress a tie fell out, a gentleman's red tie. I made out that I +did not see it; but I knew very well that the tie did not belong to me. I +knew it only too well. That is--understand me correctly--I did not see it +well enough to be sure whom it might belong to. It might even have been +one of my own ties, some old rag I have ceased to use. It is a peculiarity +of mine never to remember my own ties; I notice them so little, I +imagine--So things are coming around, as I said. And if my big trade now +succeeds, perhaps that will bring luck for us all. It would be fun to show +her that I am not such a dunce, ha, ha!" + +The two friends talked a little further, after which Tidemand went to the +telegraph office. He was full of hope. His great idea was to discount the +crisis, to hold enormous supplies of grain when nobody else should have +any. He would succeed! He walked with a springy step, like a youth, and +avoided meeting anybody who might detain him. + + * * * * * + +A telegram to the foreign office announced five days later that the +Russian government, owing to the shortage of grain and the dark outlook +for the coming harvests, had been obliged to prohibit all exports of rye, +wheat, corn, and grist from the harbours of Russia and Finland. + +Tidemand's calculations had proven correct. + + + + +RIPENING + + + + +I + + +Irgens had published his book. This superior soul, who never took anybody +into his confidence, had, to the great surprise of everybody, put out a +charming volume of poems just when spring was in full blow. Was that not a +surprise? True, it was two years since his drama had appeared; but it was +now proven that he had not been idle; he had conceived one poem after +another, and quietly put them away, and when the heap had grown big enough +he had given it to the printer. It was thus a proud man should act; nobody +exceeded Irgens in strong and warm discretion. + +His book was exhibited in the bookstore windows; people discussed it and +predicted it would attract much attention; the ladies were enraptured with +the gently glowing love stanzas scattered through it. There were also many +bold and courageous words, full of manliness and will: poems to Justice, +to Liberty, to the Kings--God knows he did not spare the kings. But Irgens +noticed no more than ever that people admired him when he strolled down +the promenade. Gracious! if they enjoyed looking at him, that was their +affair. He was frigidly indifferent, as ever. + +"I must admit you are a foxy fellow!" exclaimed even Norem, the Actor, +when he ran across him on the street. "Here you go along quietly and say +nothing, and all of a sudden you set off a rocket right under our very +noses. You are unique!" + +The Attorney, however, could not help giving him a little dig; he laughed +and said: "But you have enemies, Irgens. I was talking to a man today who +refused to see anything gigantic in the publishing of a small volume after +a lapse of nearly two years and a half!" + +Then Irgens flung back the haughty reply: "I take a pride in a limited +production. The quantity does not matter." + +Later on, however, he inquired concerning the identity of this detractor. +He was not tortured by curiosity; people knew fortunately that he was +quite indifferent to public opinion. But anyhow--was it Paulsberg? + +No, it was not Paulsberg. + +Irgens made a few more questions and guesses, but the pretentious Attorney +refused to betray his critic. He made a secret out of it, and irritated +Irgens as much as he could. "It seems you are not so altogether +indifferent," he teased and chuckled gleefully. + +Irgens murmured contemptuously: "Nonsense!" But he was evidently +considerably bothered by this defamer, this jealous fellow who had +criticised him, and tried to belittle his exploit. If not Paulsberg, who +then? Who among them had done better during the last two and a half years? +Irgens knew nobody; among the younger writers he was absolutely paramount. +Suddenly something struck him, and he said indifferently: + +"Of course, it is a matter of absolute indifference to me who the person +is; but if it is that lout Coldevin--Lord, man! do you really pay any +attention to what such a freak says? A man who carries a cigar-holder and +a dirty comb in the same pocket! Well, I must be going; so long!" + +Irgens walked off. If the enemy was this barbarian from the backwoods, +well and good! His mind was again relieved; he nodded to acquaintances and +looked quite cheerful. He had for a moment felt aggrieved that anybody +should be grumbling behind his back, but that was now forgotten; it would +be foolish to take offence at this old bushwhacker. + +Irgens intended to take a walk around the harbour so as to be left in +peace; this more or less stupid talk about his book had really got on his +nerves. Were people now beginning to prate about working hours and +quantity in connection with poetry? In that case his book would be found +wanting; it was not so very ponderous; it did not outweigh one of +Paulsberg's novels, thank God! + +When he reached the harbour he suddenly caught a glimpse of Coldevin's +head behind a pile of packing-cases. Irgens noticed the direction of his +glance, but this told him nothing; the old imbecile was evidently lost in +some crazy meditation or other. It was amusing to see him so altogether +unconscious of his surroundings, standing there agape with his nose in the +air. His eyes were almost in a direct line with the little office window +at the end of Henriksen's warehouse; he stared unblinkingly and apparently +unseeingly at that particular spot. Irgens was on the point of going over +in order to inquire if he perhaps wanted to see Ole Henriksen; he would +then be able to turn the conversation to his book and get the old man to +express an opinion. It would be quite entertaining; the oaf would be +forced to admit that he valued poetry according to weight. But was it +worth while? It was really of no account whatever what this person might +think. Irgens made a turn across the docks; he looked up--Coldevin had not +moved. Irgens sauntered past, crossed the street on his way up-town. +Suddenly Ole Henriksen and Aagot came out of the warehouse and caught +sight of him. + +"Good day, good day, Irgens!" called Ole with outstretched hand. "Glad to +see you. I want to thank you for the book you sent us. You are a wonder; +you surprise your very best friends even--poet, master!" + +Ole talked on, pleased and happy over his friend's accomplishment, +admiring now one stanza, now another, and thanking Irgens over and over. + +"Aagot and I have read it with beating hearts!" he said. "I really believe +Aagot wept a little now and then--Yes; you did; no use denying it, Aagot. +You need not feel ashamed of that--What I wanted to say--come along to +the telegraph office, Irgens; then we'll drop in at Sara's afterward, if +you like. I have a little surprise for you." + +Aagot said nothing. + +"You can walk up and down a little while I telegraph," said Ole. "But +don't get impatient if it takes some time. I have got to catch a ship +before it leaves Arendal!" + +And Ole ran up the stairs and disappeared; Irgens looked after him. + +"Listen--I want to thank you for your book!" said Aagot quickly in a low +voice. "You will never know how I have enjoyed it." + +"Really? Truly? It is good to hear you say that," he replied, full of +gratitude. That she should have waited until Ole had left in order to +thank him was a charming and delicate tribute; she had done it now much +more genuinely and warmly; her words meant so much more now. She told him +what had especially stirred her; it was that wonderful "Song to Life"; +never had she read anything so beautiful. Then, as if she feared she had +spoken too warmly and laid herself open to misunderstanding, she added in +an ordinary tone of voice that Ole had been just as enchanted as she; he +had read most of it aloud to her. + +Irgens made a wry face. Did she care to have things read to her? Really? + +It was intentionally that Aagot had mixed Ole's name into the +conversation. This afternoon he had once more asked her about the wedding, +and she had left everything to him; there was no reason for delay. It had +been decided to have the wedding after Ole had returned from London this +coming fall. Ole was as good as the day was long; he never grew impatient +with her and was almost absurdly fond of her. He had said that perhaps she +had better spend a little time in the house occasionally. She had flushed; +she could not help it; it was disgraceful not to have stirred a finger to +make herself a little useful instead of hanging around the office early +and late. Suppose she began to think a little about their house, said Ole; +she might make up her mind about things they wanted, furniture and such. +Of course, she should have all the help she needed, but--Yes, it was only +too true; she had not given her new home a thought; she had simply hung +about the office with him. She had begun to cry, and had told him how +silly and useless she really was; she was a goose, a stupid little goose. +But Ole had taken her in his arms and had sat down with her on the sofa +and told her that she was only a child, a charming, wonderful child, but +she was getting older and more sensible right along; time and life were +before them. How he loved her! His eyes, too, were wet; he looked like a +child himself. Above all, there was no hurry; she had free hands to decide +and arrange, just as she pleased. Yes; they were fully agreed.... + +"I must confess I feared you had lost interest in us poets," said Irgens. +"I was afraid we had forfeited your good-will in some way." + +She woke up and looked at him. + +"Why do you say that?" + +"I had come to that conclusion. You remember that evening at Tivoli when +your old tutor was quite severe on us poor scribblers? You looked as if +you heartily approved of everything he said." + +"No, you are mistaken." + +Pause. + +"I am very glad that I have met you, anyway," said Irgens as indifferently +as he could. "Only to see you is enough to put me in good spirits. It must +be wonderful to be able to bring happiness to others simply by appearing." + +She had not the heart to show displeasure over that; perhaps he really +meant it, strange though it sounded, and she answered smilingly: + +"It would be hard on you if you depended on me to bring you good spirits." +God knows she had not meant to pain him; she had said it in all innocence, +without any veiled thought or ulterior motive; but when Irgens's head +drooped and he said quietly, "Yes, I understand!" it occurred to her that +several interpretations might be placed upon this sentence, and she added +hurriedly: "For you do not see me very often. By the way, I am going to +the country this summer; I shall probably be away until fall." + +He stopped. + +"Are you going to the country?" + +"Yes. I am going with Mrs. Tidemand. I shall be with her until fall." + +Irgens was silent and thoughtful a few moments. + +"Has it been decided that Tidemands are going to the country, then?" he +asked. "I understood it was not settled yet." + +Aagot nodded and said that it had been decided. + +"That pleasure has been denied me," he said with a wistful smile. "No +country joys for me." + +"Why not?" + +She regretted her question immediately; of course, he could not afford it. +She was always so indelicate and awkward! She added a few meaningless +words to save him the humiliation of a reply. + +"When I want to go to the country I hire a boat and row over to the +island," he said with his sad smile. "Anyway, it is better than nothing." + +The island? She grew 'attentive. "Of course, the island! I haven't been +there yet. Is it pretty?" + +"Beautiful! There are some wonderful places. I know them all. If I only +dared I would ask you to let me row you over some time?" + +This was not said in simple courtesy; it was a request. She understood it +perfectly. But she said, all the same, that she was not sure she had time; +it would be interesting, but-- + +Pause. + +"I wrote many of my poems there," continued Irgens. "I should like to show +you the place." + +Aagot was silent. + +"Come, please!" he exclaimed suddenly, and wanted to take her hand. + +Just then Ole Henriksen appeared on the stairs and came toward them. +Irgens remained in his pleading attitude; he said with outstretched hand: + +"Do, please!" + +She glanced at him hurriedly. + +"Yes," she whispered. + +Ole joined them; he had not been able to get hold of Arendal at once; he +could not get a reply until to-morrow. Off to Sara now! He really had a +surprise for them--he carried in his pocket Ojen's latest work. They just +ought to hear it! + + + + +II + + +Quite a number of the clique were ensconced at Sara's, drinking and +gossiping. Tidemand was there, happy and contented with everything. He had +been all smiles since his success with that enormous enterprise in rye. +The grain had begun to arrive and was being stored in his warehouses, +thousands upon thousands of sacks. They grew into mountains; there was no +room for anything else; even Ole Henriksen had been obliged to let him +have space for storing. Tidemand walked around and viewed this wealth with +pride; even he had accomplished something above the ordinary. Never for an +instant did he regret that he had given such unlimited orders. + +Journalist Gregersen offered Ole one finger and said: "You have something +on your conscience, Ole?" + +"Oh, nothing sensational, exactly," said Ole. "I had a letter from Ojen; +he sends me his latest poem. Do you want to hear it?" + +"Does he send you his--Has he sent you a manuscript?" exclaimed Milde in +astonishment. "I have never heard anything like it!" + +"Now, no personalities!" warned the Journalist. + +"Yes, but excuse me--why in the world did he send it to _you_, Ole?" +asks Milde again and does not give in. + +Irgens glanced at Aagot. She did not appear to be listening, but was +talking eagerly with Mrs. Hanka. Irgens turned to Milde and told him +curtly that there were certain impertinences which even friends were not +supposed to submit to--was that clear enough? + +Milde burst out laughing. He had never heard anything funnier. Did they +get offended? He had not meant anything of a harmful nature, nothing +offensive, mentally or physically! The idea simply had tickled his sense +of humour. But if it wasn't funny, all right.... + +Ole took out his manuscript. + +"It is something out of the ordinary," he said. "Ojen calls it +'Memories.'" + +"Let me read it," said Norem quickly. "I am, at any rate, supposed to know +a little about reading." + +Ole handed him the manuscript. + +"Jehovah is very busy--" began Norem. "Ojen has expressly stated in a +marginal note that it is not to be Jahve; now you know it!" + + Jehovah is very busy; Jehovah has much to attend to. He was with me + one night when I wandered in the forest; He descended to me while I + lay on my face in prayer. + + I lay there praying in the night, and the forest was silent. + + The night oppressed me like an unbending, disjointed absurdity, and + the night was like a silence in which something breathing and mute was + abroad. + + Then Jehovah descended to me. + + When Jehovah came the air rushed away from Him like a wake; birds were + blown away like chaff, and I clung to the sod and the trees and the + rocks. + + "You are calling me?" said Jehovah. + + "I call out in my distress!" I answered. + + And Jehovah spoke: "You want to know what to choose in life, Beauty or + Love or Truth?" And Jehovah said: "You want to know?" + + And when He said: "You want to learn that?" I did not answer, but was + silent; for He knew my thoughts. + + Then Jehovah touched my eyes, and I beheld: + + I saw a tall woman against the skies. She wore no garments, and when + she moved her body shimmered like white silk, and she wore no + garments; for her body quivered toward me in rapture. + + And she stood against the skies in a sunrise, yes, in a crimson dawn; + and the sun shone upon her, and a scarlet light streamed up through + the skies, yes, a light of blood surrounded her. + + And she was tall and white, and her eyes were like two blue flowers + which brushed my soul when she looked at me; and when she spoke to me + she entreated me and urged me toward her, and her voice was like a + sweet phosphorescence with a taste of the sea. + + I rose from the earth and stretched forth my arms toward her, and when + I stretched both my arms toward her she again implored me, and her + body was odorous with rapture. And I was gloriously stirred in my + inmost being, and I rose and gave her my lips in the morning glow, + and my eyes fell. + + When I looked up again the woman was old. And the woman was old and + hoary with years, and her body had shrunk with age, and she had very + little life left. But when I looked up the sky was darkling toward + night, yes dark like night, and the woman was without hair. I looked + to her and knew her not and knew not the sky, and when I looked toward + the woman she was gone. + + "This was Beauty!" said Jehovah. "Beauty wanes. I am Jehovah!" + + And Jehovah touched my eyes again, and I beheld: + + I saw a terrace, high, beneath a castle. There were two people there, + and the two people on the terrace were young and full of joy. And the + sun shone on the castle, and on the terrace, and the sun shone on the + two people and on the gravel deep, deep down the abyss, on the hard + driveway. And the people were two, a man and a woman in the springtide + of youth, and both were speaking honeyed words, and both were tender + toward each other with desire. + + "See the flower on my breast!" he said; "can you hear what it is + saying?" And he leaned backward toward the railing on the terrace + and said: "This flower which you gave me stands here and murmurs + and whispers toward you, and it murmurs: 'Beloved, Queen, Alvilde, + Alvilde!' Do you hear it?" + + And she smiled and looked down, and she took his hand and placed his + hand against her heart and answered: "But do you hear what my heart + says to you? My heart throbs toward you and it blushes with emotion + for your sake. And my heart babbles in joyful confusion and says: + 'Beloved, I pause before you and almost perish when you look at me, + Beloved!'" + + He leaned toward the terrace-railing and gloriously his breast heaved + with love. And deep, deep below was the abyss and the hard driveway. + And he pointed his finger down the depths and said: "Throw down your + fan, and I will follow it!" And when he had spoken his breast rose and + sank, and he placed his hands on the railing and made ready for the + leap. + + Then I cried out and closed my eyes.... + + But when I looked up I saw again the two people, and they were both + older and both in their prime. And the two did not speak to each + other, but were silent with their thoughts. And when I looked up the + sky was grey, and the two walked up the white castle-stairway, and she + was full of indifference, yes full of hate in her steely eyes, and + when I looked for the third time I saw also anger and hate in his + glance, and his hair was grey like the grey skies. + + And as they ascended the stairs she dropped her fan, one step down it + dropped, and she said with quivering lips and pointed downward: "I + dropped my fan--there it lies on the lower step--please hand it to me, + dear!" + + And he did not answer, but walked on and called a servant to pick up + the fan. + + "This was Love," said Jehovah. "Love perishes. I am Jehovah!" + + And Jehovah touched my eyes for the last time, and I beheld: + + I saw a town and a public square, and I saw a scaffold. And when I + listened I heard a seething sound of voices, and when I looked I saw + many people who talked and gritted their teeth with joy. And I saw a + man who was being bound, a malefactor who was being bound with leather + thongs, and the malefactor's countenance was haughty and proud, and + his eyes shone like stars. But his garment was torn and his feet stood + naked on the ground, and his clothes were almost gone, yes his cloak + was worn to almost nothing. + + And I listened and heard a voice, and when I looked I saw that the + malefactor was speaking, and the malefactor spoke proudly and + gloriously. And they bade him be silent, but he spoke, he testified, + he shouted, and when they bade him be silent he did not cease with + fear. And when the malefactor spoke the mob ran up and silenced his + lips, and when he mutely pointed to the sky and to the sun, and when + he pointed to his heart which still beat warmly, the mob ran up and + struck him. And when the mob struck him the malefactor fell to his + knees, and he knelt and clasped his hands and testified mutely, + without words, in spite of the cruel blows. + + And I looked at the malefactor and saw his eyes like stars, and I saw + the mob throw him down and hold him on the scaffold with their hands. + And when once more I looked I saw an axe-blade write in the air, and + when I listened I heard the stroke of the axe against the scaffolding + and the people joyfully shouting. And while I listened a + single-throated cry rose toward heaven from people groaning with + ecstasy. + + But the malefactor's head rolled in the dirt and the mob ran up and + seized it and lifted it high by the hair. And the malefactor's head + still spoke, and it testified with unquenchable voice and spoke loudly + all the words it uttered. And the malefactor's head was not silent + even in death. + + But the mob ran up and took hold of the malefactor's head by the + tongue and lifted it high by the tongue. And the vanquished tongue was + mute, and the tongue spoke no more. But the eyes were like stars, yes, + like gleaming stars to be seen by everybody.... + + Then Jehovah said: "This was Truth. And Truth speaks even after its + head is severed. And with its tongue bound its eyes shine like stars. + I am Jehovah!" + + When Jehovah had spoken I fell on my face and spoke not, but was + silent with much thought. And I thought that Beauty was lovely ere + it waned and Love was sweet ere it perished, and I thought that Truth + endured like stars everlasting. And tremblingly I thought of Truth. + + And Jehovah said: "You wanted to know what to choose in life?" And + Jehovah said then: "Have you chosen?" + + I lay on my face and answered, full of many thoughts: + + "Beauty was lovely and Love was very sweet; and if I choose Truth, + it is like the stars, eternal." + + And Jehovah spake once more and asked me: + + "Have you chosen?" + + And my thoughts were many, my thoughts warred mightily within me, and + I answered: + + "Beauty was like a morning glow." And when I had said this I whispered + and said: "Love was also sweet and glorious like a little star in my + soul." + + But then I felt Jehovah's eye on me, and Jehovah's eye read my + thoughts. And for the third time Jehovah asked and said: + + "Have you chosen?" + + And when He said for the third time: "Have you chosen?" my eyes stared + with terror, yes, all my strength had left me. And when He said for + the last time: "Have you chosen?" I remembered Beauty and Love and + remembered them both, and I answered Jehovah: + + "I choose Truth!" + + * * * * * + + But I still remember.... + +"Well, that's all," concluded Norem. + +Everybody was silent for a moment; then the Journalist said: + +"I refrain from expressing an opinion; I notice Milde is going to say +something." + +And Milde did not refrain; far from it; on the contrary, he had a remark +to make. Could anybody tell him what it was all about? He admired Ojen as +much as anybody, but was there any sense to all this "Jehovah said" and +"Jehovah said"? He wanted to be enlightened. + +"But why are you always so unkind to Ojen?" asked Mrs. Hanka. "Memories-- +can't you understand? To me it seemed beautiful and full of feeling; don't +spoil it for me now." And she turned to Aagot and said: "Didn't you find +it so, too?" + +"But, dear Mrs. Hanka," exclaimed Milde, "don't say that I am always +unkind to Ojen! Do I not wish him success with his application for the +subsidy, contrary to my own interests? But this blessed new 'intention' is +beyond me. Memories--all right. But where, in Heaven's name, is the point? +Jehovah has never visited him; it is an invention. And, furthermore, why +didn't he choose both Youth and Beauty, and Truth as well? That is what I +should have done. The point, I say!" + +"But that is just it--there is no definite point," replied Ole Henriksen. +"So Ojen says in a letter to me. Its effect lies in its euphony, he says." + +"He does? No, that fellow is the same wherever he goes. That is the +trouble. Not even the mountains can do anything for him. Goats' milk and +pine woods and peasant girls have not the slightest effect on him, as it +were--I am still at a loss to understand why he sent _you_ his +manuscript, Ole; but if it is an offence to ask, of course, then--" + +"I really don't know why he sent it to me," said Ole quietly. "He tells me +that he wanted me to see that he was doing something and not wasting his +time altogether. He is anxious to get back, though; he cannot stand +Torahus any longer." + +Milde whistled. + +"I understand! He asked you for carfare!" + +"I do not suppose he has much money left. That could hardly be expected," +answered Ole, and put the manuscript in his pocket. "As for me, I think it +is a remarkable poem, irrespective of your opinion." + +"Surely, old fellow; but please don't talk about poetry," interrupted +Milde. And as it dawned on him that he had been a little too rude to the +poor peddler in Aagot's presence, he added hurriedly: "I mean--Isn't it +too much of a bore to talk about poetry and poetry all the time? Give us, +for a change, a little fishery talk, a little railway politics--Isn't it a +fierce lot of rye you are storing, Tidemand?" + +As Tidemand saw many eyes upon him, he could not entirely ignore the +Artist's question, and he answered: + +"Yes, I have tried to strike a modest blow; I cannot deny it. It all +depends now on how things turn out in Russia. If, in spite of everything +that had been forecasted, the crops should prove even middling, it does +not look any too bright for me and my rye. Rains in Russia now would +mean--" + +"Rains are falling now," said Gregersen. "The English papers have been +informed of a sufficient rainfall in the larger provinces. Are you selling +your rye already?" + +Of course, Tidemand had bought to sell if he could get his price. + +Milde had moved over to Paulsberg, and spoke to him in a low whisper. +Ojen's prose poem had caused him some anxiety. Perhaps, after all, there +was something to this fellow, this competitor in the matter of the +subsidy. What was Paulsberg's opinion? + +"You know I don't care to speak for or against in such a matter," said +Paulsberg. "But I have called at the ministry a few times and expressed my +preference. I hope it may carry some weight." + +"Of course, of course, I didn't mean--Well, the Exhibition closes +to-morrow. We ought to get busy and finish that picture of yours. Can you +sit tomorrow?" + +Paulsberg nodded and turned away. + +Irgens had gradually lost his good spirits; it irritated him that no one +had mentioned his book. It was the latest event; why wasn't it even +referred to? Everybody was only too familiar with Ojen's filigree fancies. +Irgens shrugged his shoulders. Paulsberg had not indicated approval of his +book by a single word. Perhaps he was waiting to be asked? But Irgens +could get along without Paulsberg's opinion. + +Irgens rose. + +"Are you going?" asked Mrs. Hanka. + +Irgens said good night to her and to Miss Aagot, nodded to the others, and +left Sara's. + +He had only gone a few steps when he heard somebody call him. Mrs. Hanka +was hurrying after him; she had left her wraps in the cafe and had +followed in order to say good night properly. Wasn't that nice of her? She +smiled and was very happy. + +"I have hardly seen you since I got your book. How I have enjoyed every +word!" she exclaimed, and put her hand in his coat pocket in order to be +close to him. He felt that she left an envelope in his pocket. "Oh, your +verses, your verses!" she said again and again. + +He could not remain impassive in the presence of this warm admiration. He +wanted to return it, to show her how fond he was of her, and while in this +mood he confided to her that he, too, had applied for the subsidy. What +did she think of that? He had really applied, briefly and without +enclosing any recommendations, simply sending his book. That ought to be +sufficient. + +Mrs. Hanka did not answer at once. + +"You have suffered, then," she said; "you have lacked--I mean, you have +had to apply like the others--" + +"Well, good Lord," he answered, and laughed, "what are the subsidies for, +anyway? I have not suffered want; but why not apply when one can do it +without loss of prestige? And I did not humble myself; be sure of that. 'I +hereby apply for the subsidy and enclose my last book'--that was all. +There was no kowtowing whatever. And when I survey my fellow applicants I +hardly think I shall be entirely eclipsed. What is your opinion?" + +She smiled and said: + +"No, you will not be eclipsed." + +He put his arm around her and said: + +"Now, Hanka, you must go back--I can endure it all as long as you are in +town, but when you go away it will look very dark for me! I shan't know +what to do with myself then." + +"I am only going to the country," she said. + +"Isn't that enough? We shall be separated just the same, for you know I +cannot leave the city. When are you going?" + +"I imagine in about a week." + +"I wish you wouldn't go away, Hanka!" he exclaimed, and stood still. + +Mrs. Hanka reflected. + +"Would it really please you so much if I stayed?" she asked. "All right; +then I'll stay. Yes, I will. It will be hard on the children, but--Anyway, +it is enough for me that I make you glad." + +They had reached Sara's once more. + +"Good night," he said happily. "Thank you, Hanka! When shall I see you +again? I am longing--" + + + + +III + + +Three days later Irgens received a note from Mrs. Hanka. + +He was down-town; he had met a few acquaintances; he did not say much, but +was in a satisfied frame of mind. He had taken a look at Paulsberg's great +portrait which was now exhibited in the Arrow, in the large window which +everybody had to pass; people crowded in front of it continually. The +painting was elegant and obtrusive; Paulsberg's well-groomed form looked +very distinguished in the plain cane-bottomed chair, and people wondered +if that was the chair in which he had written his books. All the +newspapers had mentioned the picture in flattering terms. + +Irgens had a glass of wine in front of him and listened abstractedly to +the conversation. Tidemand was still optimistic; that bit of rain in +Russia had not depressed his hopes. The prices were not soaring as yet, +but they surely would. Suddenly Irgens pricked up his ears: Tidemand was +talking about their summer plans. + +"We are not going to the country after all," he said; "Hanka thought--In +fact, I told her plainly that if she wanted to go she would have to go +alone; I was too busy to think of getting off. Hanka was very nice about +it; she agreed to stay in the city." + +The door opened and Milde entered. The corpulent chap beamed happily and +shouted, full of the great sensation he was going to spring: + +"Congratulate me, good people, I have won the prize! Imagine, in its +inscrutable wisdom the ministry has chosen to bestow the subsidy upon me!" + +"Have _you_ received the subsidy?" asked Irgens slowly. + +"Yes, can you understand it? How it happened I am at a loss to know. I got +it from under your very noses! I hear that you, too, applied, Irgens?" + +Silence fell upon the crowd at the table. Nobody had expected that, and +they were all wondering what influence had been brought to bear. Milde had +got the subsidy--what next? + +"Well, I congratulate you!" said Tidemand, and gave Milde his hand. + +"Thank you," Milde replied. "I want you to lend me some money now, so that +I can celebrate properly; you'll get it back when I cash in." + +Irgens looked at his watch as if he suddenly remembered something and got +up. + +"I, too, congratulate you," he said. "I am sorry to have to leave at once; +I have to--No; my object in applying was an entirely different one; I'll +tell you about it later," he added in order to hide his disappointment. + +Irgens went home. So Milde had been chosen! That was the way Norway +rewarded her talents. Here he had hurled his inspired lyric in their +faces, and they did not even know what it was! _Whom_ had they +preferred? None other than oil-painter Milde, collector of ladies' +corsets! + +Of course, he knew how it had happened; Paulsberg was behind it. Paulsberg +had supported Milde's application, and Milde had painted Paulsberg's +picture. A simon-pure advertising conspiracy! And when Irgens passed the +Arrow and saw the painting he spat contemptuously on the pavement. He had +seen through this hypocritical scurviness. However, he would find means to +make himself felt. + +But why in the world should Lars Paulsberg be allowed to dispose of these +subsidies? True, he had never let slip an opportunity to ingratiate +himself with the newspapers; he had his press-agents; he took good care +that his name shouldn't be forgotten. But apart from that? Alas, a few +novels in the style of the seventies, a popular and amateurish criticism +of such a moss-grown dogma as the Atonement! What did it amount to when +one looked at it critically? But the fact that he had the press behind him +made his words carry weight. Yes, he was certainly a shrewd and thrifty +soul, a real backwoods bargain-hunter. He knew what he was doing when he +even allowed his wife to accept Journalist Gregersen's beer-perfumed +attentions! Faugh, what a sordid mess! + +Well, he was not going to gain success by employing such methods; he hoped +he would manage to get along without unfairness. He had one weapon--his +pen. That was the kind of man _he_ was. + +He went home and locked his door. There would still be time to regain his +composure before Mrs. Hanka's arrival. He tried to write, but found it +impossible. He paced back and forth furiously, pale with anger, bitter and +vindictive because of this defeat. He would, by Heaven, avenge this wrong; +no gentle words were to flow from his pen henceforth! + +At last Mrs. Hanka arrived. + +No matter how often she had entered this apartment, she always felt a +certain embarrassment at first, and she usually said in order to hide it: +"Does Mr. Irgens live here?" + +But she noticed at once that Irgens was not in a playful mood to-day, and +she asked what was the matter. When he had told her of the great calamity +she, too, was indignant: "How unjust! What a scandal! Had Milde been +selected?" + +"In payment for Paulsberg's portrait," said Irgens. "Well, it cannot be +helped; don't let it irritate you; I am reconciled." + +"You take it beautifully; I don't see how you can." + +"The only effect it has on me is to make me a little bitter; it does not +break my spirit." + +"I simply cannot understand it; no, I can't. Did you send your book with +your application?" + +"Certainly--Oh, my book! I might as well not have written it; so far +nobody seems to have noticed it. There has been no review of it so far in +any of the papers." And, angry because of this newspaper neglect of his +work, he gritted his teeth and walked up and down. + +She looked sadly at him. + +"Now, don't allow this to embitter you," she said. "You have great +provocation, but all the same--You can live without that miserable +subsidy. You know that nobody is your equal!" + +"And what good does that do me? Judge for yourself; my book has not been +mentioned in a single newspaper!" + +Mrs. Hanka had for the first time--yes, for the very first time--a feeling +that her hero was not the superior being she had imagined. A shuddering +thought pierced her heart: he did not carry his disappointment with more +than ordinary pride. She looked at him a little closer. His eyes were not +so clear, his mouth was drawn and his nostrils dilated. But it was only a +shuddering thought. + +Then he added: "You might do me the favour to try to interest Gregersen in +my book, and see if he won't review it in the _Gazette_." And as he +noticed that she grew more and more thoughtful, that she even looked +interrogatingly straight into his eyes, he added: "Of course, you need not +ask him directly--only give him a little hint, a reminder." + +Could this be Irgens? But she remembered at once his painful position, +alone as he was, fighting a conspiracy single-handed; and she excused him. +She ought to have thought of giving Gregersen a little hint herself and +spared her Poet this humiliation. Yes, she certainly would speak to +Gregersen at once. + +And Irgens thanked her; his bitterness vanished slowly. They sat silently +on the sofa some time; then she said: + +"Listen! An awful thing happened with that red tie of yours--you remember +the one I took from you once? He saw it!" + +"How could you be so careless? What did he say?" + +"Nothing; he never says anything. It fell out as I opened my dress. Well, +don't let that worry you; it doesn't matter. When can I see you again?" + +Ever, _ever_ her tenderness was the same! Irgens took her hand and +caressed it. How fortunate he was to have her! She was the only one in all +the world who understood him, who was good to him--How about that stay in +the country? Had she given it up? + +Yes; she was not going. She told him frankly that she had had no trouble +changing her husband's mind; he had given in at once. But she was sorry +for the children. + +"Yes," answered Irgens sympathetically. And suddenly he asked in a +whisper: + +"Did you lock the door as you came in?" + +She glanced at him, lowered her eyes and whispered: "Yes." + + + + +IV + + +On the 17th of May, [Footnote: Norway's Independence Day.] in the +morning, the birds are singing over the city. + +A coal-heaver, tired from a night of toil, wanders up through the docks +with his shovel across his shoulder; he is black, weary, and athirst; he +is going home. And as he walks along, the city begins to stir; a shade is +raised here and there; flags are flung from the windows. It is the 17th of +May. + +All stores and schools are closed; the roar from the wharves and factories +is stilled. Only the winches rattle; they shatter the air with their +cheerful noise this bright morning. Departing steamers blow white clouds +of steam from their exhausts; the docks are busy, the harbour is alive. + +And letter-carriers and telegraph messengers have already commenced their +rounds, bringing news, scattering information through the doors, whirling +up in the hearts of men emotions and feelings like leaves in an autumn +wind. + +A stray dog with his nose on the pavement lopes through the streets, hot +on a scent and without a thought for anything else. Suddenly he stops, +jumps up and whines; he has found a little girl who is leaving on every +stoop newspapers full of 17th-of-May freedom and bold, ringing phrases. +The little girl jerks her tiny body in all directions, twitches her +shoulders, blinks and hurries from door to door. She is pale and +emaciated; she has Saint Vitus's dance. + +The coal-heaver continues his walk with a heavy, long stride. He has +earned a good night's wage; these enormous English coal-steamers and the +many merchantmen from all over the world are indeed a blessing to such as +he! His shovel is shiny with wear; he shifts it to his other shoulder and +it glitters with every step he takes, signals to heaven with gleaming +flashes; it cuts the air like a weapon and shines like silver. The +coal-heaver runs foul of a gentleman coming out of a gateway; the +gentleman smells of liquor and looks a little shaky; his clothes are +silk-lined. As soon as he has lit a cigar he saunters down the street and +disappears. + +The gentleman's face is small and round, like a girl's; he is young and +promising; it is Ojen, leader and model for all youthful poets. He has +been in the mountains to regain his health, and since his return he has +had many glorious nights; his friends have acclaimed him without ceasing. + +As he turns toward the fortress he meets a man he seems to know; they both +stop. + +"Pardon me, but haven't we met before?" asks Ojen politely. + +The stranger answers with a smile: + +"Yes, on Torahus. We spent an evening together." + +"Of course; your name is Coldevin. I thought I knew you. How are you?" + +"Oh, so so--But are you abroad so early?" + +"Well, to tell the truth, I haven't been to bed yet." + +"Oh, I see!" + +"The fact of the matter is that I have hardly been in bed a single night +since my return. I am in the hands of my friends. And that means that I am +in my element once more--It is strange, Mr. Coldevin, how I need the city; +I love it! Look at these houses, these straight, pure lines! I only feel +at home here. The mountains--Lord preserve us! And yet, I expected much +when I went there." + +"How did you get on? Did you get rid of your nervousness?" + +"Did I? To tell you the truth, my nervousness is part of myself; it +belongs to me, as the Doctor says; there is nothing to be done about it." + +"So you have been to the mountains and substantiated the fact that your +nervousness is chronic? Poor young talent, to be afflicted with such a +weakness!" + +Ojen looked at him in amazement. But Coldevin smiled and continued to talk +innocently. So he did not like the country? But did he not feel that his +talent had been benefited by the mountain air? + +"Not at all. I have never noticed that my talent stood in need of +bracing." + +"Of course not." + +"I have written a lengthy prose poem while I was away, so you see I have +not altogether wasted my time. Well, you will pardon me for renewing our +acquaintance so abruptly; but I must get home and get a little sleep now. +Very pleased to have met you again." + +And Ojen walked off. + +Coldevin shouted after him: + +"But it is the 17th of May to-day!" + +Ojen turned and looked surprised. + +"Well, what of it?" + +Coldevin shook his head and laughed shortly. + +"Nothing. Nothing at all. I only wanted to see if you remembered it. And I +see that you remembered it perfectly." + +"Yes," said Ojen, "one does not altogether forget the teachings of +childhood days." + +Coldevin stood there and looked after him. _He_ was only waiting for +the processions to start. His coat was beginning to be rather shiny; it +was carefully brushed, but shabby; in the left lapel was fastened securely +a little silk bow in the Norwegian colours. + +He shivered, for the air was still chilly; he walked rapidly in order to +get down to the harbour whence sounded the energetic rattle of anchor +chains. He nodded and glanced at the waving flags, counted them, and +followed their graceful billowing against the blue sky. Here and there a +few pale theatre bills were posted on pillars; he went from one to another +and read great and famous names--masterpieces from earlier periods. He +happened to think of Irgens's lyric drama, but he looked for it in vain. +And he turned his face toward the sea; the rattle of chains reached his +ears refreshingly. + +The ships were dressed in bunting; the entire harbour scintillated with +these bright colours against the blue. Coldevin breathed deeply and stood +still. The odour of coal and tar, of wine and fruit, of fish and oils; the +roar from engines and traffic, the shouts, the footfalls on the decks, the +song from a young sailor who was shining shoes in his shirtsleeves--it all +stirred him with a violent joy which almost made his eyes moisten. What a +power was here! What ships! The harbour gleamed; far away he saw Miss +Aagot's little yacht with the shining masthead. + +He lost himself in this spectacle. Time passed; suddenly he dived into a +basement restaurant that had opened up and asked for a sandwich for +breakfast. When he emerged a little later there were many people in the +streets; it was getting along toward the time for the boys' parade to +start. He had to hurry; it would never do to miss the processions. + + * * * * * + +Along toward three o'clock a few members of the clique had occupied a +vantage-point at the corner, in order to see the big procession pass by +toward the Royal Castle. None of them marched in the parade. Suddenly one +of them called out: + +"Look, there is Coldevin!" + +They saw him march now under one, now under another banner; it was as if +he wanted to belong to them all; he was almost too enthusiastic to keep in +step. Attorney Grande crossed over and joined the procession; he caught up +with Coldevin and started a conversation. + +"And where is the young Norway?" asked Coldevin, "the poets, the artists-- +why aren't they marching? They ought to; it would not hurt their talent. +It might not help it much, either; I don't say that, but I am sure it +would never hurt. The trouble is, they don't care! They are indifferent; +but it is surely wrong to be so indifferent." + +Coldevin had grown still more absurd, although he spoke with his usual +calm deliberation. He was obstinate; he talked about the suffrage +movement, and even hinted that it would be better if women should be a +little more anxious to make their homes attractive. It was wrong, he said, +that women should think too little of their home life and prefer a +hall-room in order to become what they called "independent." They had to +"study" until they, too, could wear glasses; they went to a business +school if they could do no better. And they did their things so +excellently that they were graduated, and if they were lucky they would +finally secure a position at twenty crowns a month. Fine! But they had to +pay twenty-seven for the hall-room and meals. Then they were +"independent"! + +"But you cannot say that it is the fault of the women if their work is +paid so poorly," objected the Attorney, whose wife was liberal. + +Certainly, these arguments were familiar; they were old and tried. They +had been answered, but.... In fact, they had been riddled several thousand +times. But the worst of it was that the home was simply destroyed by the +corroding influence of these ideas. Coldevin accentuated this. He had +noticed that a great many people here in the city mainly lived in the +restaurants. He had looked for acquaintances in their homes, but in vain; +however, he met them when he occasionally went to a café. He did not want +to speak about artists and authors; they simply did not have nor did they +want any other home than the cafés, and he did not understand how they +could accomplish anything under these circumstances. But women nowadays +were lacking in ambition and heart; they were satisfied with the mixed +company they found in these hang-outs. They did not extend themselves in +any one direction; they were not occupied with any single idea; they +became simply roundheaded. God, how rarely one nowadays saw real race! + +Somebody in the procession called for cheers and was answered with +scattering hurrahs. Coldevin cheered enthusiastically, although he did not +hear what the cheers were for. He looked resentfully down the ranks and +swung his hat, urging the marchers to shout still louder. + +"These people don't know how to cheer!" he said. "They shout in a whisper; +nobody can hear them. Help me, Mr. Attorney, and we'll liven them up!" + +The Attorney thought it fun and shouted with him until they succeeded in +stirring up the dying hurrahs. + +"Once again!" shouted Coldevin. + +And again the cheers rolled down the ranks. + +The Attorney said smilingly: + +"That you should _care_ to do this!" + +Coldevin looked at him. He said seriously: + +"You should not say that. We should all care to do this; it would not hurt +us. Of course, this parading has not in itself great significance; but +there will be opportunities to cheer for Norway, for the flag, and then we +ought to be present. Who knows--these booming cheers may have their effect +on Parliament; it may be reminded of a few things it has begun to forget-- +a little loyalty, a little steadfastness. People should not be so +unconcerned; now is the time for the young to step forward. Perhaps, if +the youth of the country had shown up occasionally and met together and +hurrahed at times, Parliament might have settled a few things differently +lately. And, if you had cared to take a walk along the docks to-day and +witnessed the nation's life throb so mightily, then, by Heaven, you would +have felt that the country is worth our cheers--" + +The Attorney spied Ojen on the sidewalk; he excused himself and stepped +out of the procession. He looked back a moment later and saw that Coldevin +had changed places again; he was marching under the business-men's banner, +erect, grey-bearded, and shabby, with the glint of the Norwegian colours +on his lapel. + + + + +V + + +Aagot was dressed for the excursion; she pulled on her gloves and was +ready. + +It had not been at all difficult to arrange this little trip; Ole had only +requested that she be careful and dress warmly; it was only May. + +And they started. + +It was calm, warm, and bright; not a cloud in the skies. Irgens had the +boat ready; they had only to go aboard. He spoke intentionally about +indifferent matters; he wanted to make her forget that she had originally +agreed to this island trip with a whispered yes, a sudden submission right +before Ole's very eyes. She was reassured. Irgens had not invested her +sudden consent with a deeper significance than she had intended; he walked +along as unconcernedly as possible and talked about the weather and almost +had to be hurried along. Just as they were on the verge of starting she +caught a glimpse of Coldevin, who stood on the dock half hidden behind a +pile of boxes. She jumped out of the boat and called: + +"Coldevin! I want to see you!" + +It was impossible to avoid her; he stepped forward and took off his hat. + +She gave him her hand. Where in the world had he kept himself all this +time? Dear me, why was he never to be seen? It began to look a little +strange--really it did. + +He stammered an excuse, spoke about library work, a translation from a +book, an absolutely necessary bit of work.... + +But she interrupted and asked where he lived now. She had looked for him +at the hotel but was told that he had left; nobody knew where he had gone. +She had also had a glimpse of him on the seventeenth; she was in the Grand +and saw him march by in the parade. + +He repeated his excuses and trotted out the old joke about the impropriety +of disturbing sweethearts too much. He smiled good-naturedly as he spoke. + +She observed him carefully. His clothes were threadbare, his face had +become thinner, and she wondered suddenly if he were in want. Why had he +left the hotel, and where did he live? He said something about a friend, a +college chum--honest, a teacher, a splendid fellow. + +Aagot asked when he was going back to Torahus, but he did not know +exactly; he was unable to say. As long as he had this library work and was +so busy.... + +Well, he simply must promise to come before he went away; she insisted. +And she asked suddenly: "When I saw you on the seventeenth, didn't you +have a bow in your buttonhole?" + +Certainly, he had a bow; one had to show the colours on such a day! Didn't +she remember that she had given it to him herself? She had wanted him to +be decorated last year, when he was going to speak to the peasants at +Torahus, and she had given him the bow. Didn't she remember? + +Aagot recalled it. She asked: + +"Was it really the same bow?" + +"Yes; isn't it strange? I happened to come across it; I must have brought +it along with some clothes; I found it by accident." + +"Imagine! I thought at once it was my bow. It made me glad; I don't know +why," she said and bowed her head. + +Irgens shouted and asked her if she were coming. + +"No!" she called bluntly and without thinking. She did not even turn her +head. But when she realised how she had answered she grew confused and +cried to Irgens: "Pardon me just a moment!" And she turned to Coldevin +again: "I would have loved to stay and talk with you, but I have no time; +I am going to the island." She offered Coldevin her hand and said: +"Anyway, I hope everything will turn out for the best; don't you think it +will, too? I am sorry to have to hurry off. So long; be sure and come up +soon!" + +She skipped down the steps and into the boat. Again she apologised for +keeping Irgens waiting. + +And Irgens rowed out. They talked about the sea, the far journeys, the +strange countries; he had been abroad only in his dreams, and he supposed +that would be the extent of his travellings. He looked sad and listless. +Suddenly he said: + +"I hear you are not going to the country after all." + +"No. The Tidemands have changed their plans." + +"So I am told. It is a pity; I am sorry for your sake, in a way." And, +resting on his oars, he added bluntly: "But I am glad for my own sake; I +admit it frankly." + +Aagot skipped up the stone jetty when they landed. The trees delighted +her; it was ages since she had seen a real forest--such great big trees, +just like home. She sniffed the pungent, pine-laden air, she looked at +stones and flowers with a feeling of recognition; memories from home +surged through her, and she was for an instant on the verge of tears. + +"But here are other people!" she exclaimed suddenly. + +Irgens laughed: "What did you expect? This is not a jungle, exactly." + +They explored the island thoroughly, saw the changing views, and had +refreshments. Aagot beamed. The walk in the bracing air had flushed her +cheeks, her lips, her ears, even her nose; her eyes were sparkling gaily. +She suddenly remembered that she had almost pouted in disappointment when +she saw other people; what must Irgens have thought? + +"I was at first a little surprised to find so many people here," she said. +"The reason was that you told me you had written some of your poems here, +and I did not think you could have done that unless you had been entirely +undisturbed." + +How she remembered! He gazed at her exultantly and answered that he had +his own restful nook where nobody ever came. It was on the other side; +should they go over? + +They went. It was certainly a restful place, a regular wilderness of rocks +and heather and junipers, enclosed on two sides. Far in the distance could +be seen a little glade. They sat down. + +"So this is where you sit and write!" she exclaimed. "It is strange to +think of. Were you sitting here?" + +"About here. Do you know, it is refreshing to meet such a spontaneous +interest as yours?" + +"Tell me, how do you write your things? Do the thoughts come to you +without conscious effort?" + +"Yes, in a way. Things affect one pleasantly or otherwise, and the mood is +there. But the trouble then is to make the words reflect the love or hate +one's heart feels at the moment. Often it is useless even to try; one can +never find words adequately to express that languid gesture of your hand, +to define that evanescent thrill your laughter sends through one--" + +Slowly the sun sank; a tremor quivered through the trees, and all was +still. + +"Listen," he said, "do you hear the noise boiling away yonder in the +city?" + +He noted how her dress tightened across her knee; he followed the curving +outline of her figure, saw how her bosom rose and sank, observed her face +with the darling dimple and the somewhat irregular nose; his blood stirred +and he moved closer to her. He spoke in fumbling, broken sentences: + +"This is now the Isle of the Blest, and its name is Evenrest. The sun is +sinking; we are here--the world far off; it is exactly my dream of dreams. +Tell me, does my voice disturb you? You seem so far away--Miss Lynum, it +is useless to continue the struggle; I surrender to you. I lie at your +feet and tell you this, although I have not moved--" + +The swift change in his expression, the low, vibrant, fervent voice, his +nearness--for a moment she was completely, stupidly stunned. She looked at +him for an instant without answering. Then her cheeks began to flame; she +started to get up and said quickly: + +"But isn't it time to go?" + +"No!" he exclaimed. "No, don't go!" He took hold of her dress, flung his +arm around her, and held her back. She struggled with face aglow, laughing +uncertainly, making vain efforts to free herself. + +"You must be crazy," she said again and again; "have you completely +forgotten yourself?" + +"Please, let me at least tell you something!" + +"Well, what is it?" she asked and sat still; she turned her face away, but +she listened. + +And he began speaking rapidly and incoherently; his heart-beats trembled +in his voice, which was persuasive and full of tenderness. She could see +that all he wanted was to make her understand how unspeakably he loved +her; how he had been conquered, subdued as never before. She must believe +him; it had lain dormant and grown in his heart since the very first time +he met her. He had fought and struggled to keep his feelings within +bounds; but it was true--such a struggle was not very effective. It was +too sweet to yield, and so one yielded. One fought on with a steadily +slipping grip. And now the end had come; he could not fight any more, he +was entirely disarmed.... "I believe my breast will burst asunder."... + +Still leaning away from him, she had turned her face and was gazing at him +while he spoke. Her hands had ceased their ineffectual efforts and were +now resting on his, tightly clasped around her waist; she saw the blood +leap through the veins along his throat. She straightened up and sat +erect; his hands were still around her, but she did not seem to notice it +now. She seized her gloves and said with quivering lips: + +"But, Irgens, you should not say such things to me. You know you +shouldn't. It is sad, but I cannot help it now." + +"No, you are right; I don't suppose I ought to have said it, but--" He +gazed at her; his lips were trembling too. "But, Miss Aagot, what would +_you_ do if your love made you weak and powerless; if it robbed you +of your senses and blinded you to everything else? I mean--" + +"Yes, but say nothing more!" she interrupted. "I understand you in a way, +but--You know, I cannot listen to this." She looked at the arms around +her waist, and with a sudden jerk she moved away and got up. + +She was still so confused that she remained standing immobile; she did not +even brush the heather from her dress. And when he got up she made no +effort to go, but remained where she was. + +"Listen, I want you to promise not to tell this to anybody. I am afraid-- +And you must not think of me any more. I had no idea that you really +cared; of course, I thought that you liked me very much--I had begun to +think that; but I never thought--'How could _he_ care for +_me?_' I always thought. If you want me to I will go back to Torahus +and stay there awhile." + +He was deeply moved; he swallowed hard and his eyes grew moist. This +delicious simplicity, these candid words, her very attitude, which was +free from fear and entirely unaffected--his feelings flared up in him like +a consuming flame: No, no, not to Torahus--only stay! He would control +himself, would show her that he could control himself; she must not go +away. Even should he lose his mind and perish altogether--rather that, if +she would only stay! + +He continued talking while he was brushing off her dress. She must pardon +him; he was not like everybody else, he was a poet; when it came over him +he must yield. But he would give her no further cause for complaint if she +would only stay.... Wouldn't she mind going away the least little bit, +though? No, of course, he had no false illusions. + +Pause. He was waiting for her to answer, to contradict him; perhaps she +would go to Torahus a little regretfully after all? But she remained +silent. Did she, then, hold him in so slight regard? Impossible! Still, +the thought began to worry him; he felt aggrieved, hurt, almost slighted. +He repeated his question: Did all his love for her not call forth the +tiniest responsive spark in her heart? + +She answered gently and sorrowfully: + +"Please do not ask. What do you think Ole would say if he heard you?" + +Ole? He had not given him a thought. Did he really play the role of +competitor to Ole Henriksen? It was too ridiculous. He could not believe +that she meant what she had said. Ole might be all right as far as that +went; he bought and sold, went his peddler rounds through life, paid his +bills and added dollars to his hoard. That was all. Did money really +matter so much to her? God knows, perhaps even this girlish little head +had its concealed nook where thoughts were figuring in crowns and pennies! + +Irgens was silent for an instant; he felt the pangs of jealousy. Ole might +be able to hold her; he was tall and blue-eyed--perhaps she even preferred +him? + +"Ole?" he said. "I do not care in the least what he would say. Ole does +not exist for me; it is you I love." + +She seemed startled for the first time; she frowned a little and began to +walk away. + +"This is too contemptible!" she said. "I wish you hadn't said that. So it +is me you love? Well, don't tell me any more about it." + +"Miss Aagot--one word only. Don't you care the least little bit for me?" + +He had seized her arm; she had to look at him. He was too violent; he did +not control himself as he had promised; he was not very handsome now. + +She answered: "I love Ole; I hope you understand that." + +The sun sank deeper. People had left the island; only an occasional late +straggler was still seen walking along the road toward the city. Irgens +did not ask questions any more; he spoke only when necessary. Aagot tried +in vain to start a conversation; she had all she could do to keep her +heart under control. + +When they were in the boat again he said: "Perhaps you would have +preferred to drive back alone? I may be able to find a hackman for you, if +you like." + +"Now don't be angry any more!" she said. + +She could hardly keep her eyes from brimming over; she forced herself to +think of indifferent matters in order to regain control over herself; she +gazed back toward the island, followed the flight of a bird that sailed +gracefully above the water. She asked: + +"Is that water over there?" + +"No," he answered; "it is a meadow; the dew makes it look dark." + +"Imagine! To me it looked like water." But as it was impossible to talk +further about this green meadow they were both silent. + +He was rowing hard; they approached the docks. He landed and jumped out to +help her ashore. Neither of them had gloves on; her warm hand rested in +his, and she took the opportunity of thanking him for the trip. + +"I want to ask you to forget that I have bothered you with my heart +troubles," he said. + +And he lifted his hat, without waiting for an answer, jumped into the +boat, and pushed off. + +She had stopped at the head of the steps. She saw that he went back into +the boat, and wanted to call to him and ask where he was going; but she +gave it up. He saw her fair form disappear across the jetty. + +He had in reality not intended to do this; he acted on the spur of the +moment, embarrassed as he was, hardly knowing what he was doing. He seized +the oars and rowed out again, towards the island. The evening was +wondrously calm. Now, when he was alone, he realised how deep was his +despair; another disappointment, another fall, the very worst! And not a +star in the murky night! He suddenly remembered Hanka, who probably had +looked for him to-day; who perhaps was seeking him even now. No; Hanka was +not fair; Hanka was dark; she did not radiate, but she allured. But how +was it--didn't she walk a little peculiarly? No, Hanka did not have +Aagot's carriage. And why was it her laugh no longer made his blood +tingle? + +He rested on the oars and let the boat drift. It grew darker. Fragmentary +thoughts drifted through his brain: a rudderless ship on the buffeting +waves, an emperor in defeat, King Lear, thoughts and thoughts. He went aft +and began to write on the back of some envelopes, verse upon verse. Thank +God, nothing could rob him of his talent! And this thought sent a thrill +of warm happiness coursing through his veins. + + + + +VI + + +Tidemand was still optimistic; his ice business in England was very +profitable. He did not place much faith in the reports that extensive +rains throughout Russia had greatly improved the prospects for a normal +harvest. It had rained, of course, but the fact remained that Russia was +still closed; not a sack of grain could be smuggled out if one were to +offer for it its weight in gold. Tidemand stuck to his price; occasionally +he would sell small quantities throughout the country, but his enormous +stores were hardly affected by this; he needed a panic, a famine, before +he could unload. But there was no hurry; only wait until winter! + +As usual, Tidemand was eagerly sought by business solicitors of every +description; subscription lists and all kinds of propositions were placed +before him; his name was in demand everywhere. Nothing could be started +without the support of the business element; and it was especially the +younger business men, the energetic and self-made men who conducted the +large enterprises, who commanded money and credit and knew and recognised +opportunities, whose interest had to be enlisted. There was the electric +street-car proposition, the new theatre, the proposed pulp-mills in +Vardal, the whale-oil factories in Henningsvaer--everything had to have +the business men's stamp of approval. Both Tidemand and Ole Henriksen +became share-owners in everything as a matter of course. + +"My father should have known this!" Tidemand would often say when he gave +his signature. His father had a reputation for miserly thrift which had +survived him; he was one of the old-fashioned tradesmen, who went around +in his shirt-sleeves and apron, and weighed out soap and flour by the +pound. He had no time to dress decently; his shoes were still a byword; +the toes were sticking out, and when he walked it looked as if his toes +were searching for pennies on the flagstones. The son did not resemble the +father much; for him the old horizons had been broken, cracked wide, and +opened large views; his optimistic business courage was recognised. + +Ole Henriksen had just dropped in on him in his office and was talking +about the projected tannery for which an ideal site had been found near +Torahus. This enterprise was bound to amount to something in the near +future; the great forests were being cut rapidly; the lumber was sold here +and abroad. But two and three inch cuttings and the tops were left and +went to waste. What a lack of foresight! Pine bark contained nearly twenty +per cent tannin; why not utilise it and make money out of it? + +"We will see what can be done next spring." + +Ole Henriksen looked a little overworked. He had not sufficient help; when +he went to England that autumn he would have to give his head assistant +power of attorney and leave everything to him. Since Aagot came Ole's work +had been only fun; but now she was a little indisposed and had kept +up-stairs for a couple of days. Ole missed her. She must have been +careless on this excursion day before yesterday and have caught a cold. He +had wanted to take her out in the little yacht, but this had now been +postponed until Sunday. He asked Tidemand to come along; there would be a +few more; they would sail out to some reef and have coffee. + +"Are you sure Miss Aagot will be well by Sunday?" asked Tidemand. "These +boat-rides are dangerous so early in the year. What I was going to say +was: Won't you please ask Hanka yourself? I am not sure I can make her +come--In regard to this tannery proposition, I think I shall have to hold +the matter in abeyance for the present. It will also depend on the lumber +quotations to some extent." + +Ole returned after he had looked up Hanka and invited her. He wondered a +little over Tidemand's remark about boat-rides being dangerous; Tidemand +had given the remark a subtle meaning, and Ole had looked at him +interrogatingly. + +Ole found Aagot in her own room; she was reading. When he entered she +threw down her book and ran to him. She was well again, entirely well-- +just feel the pulse, not a trace of fever! How she looked forward to +Sunday! Ole warned her again about being careful; she would have to dress +properly. Even Tidemand had spoken about these risky boat-rides so early +in the season. + +"And you are going to be the hostess!" he chaffed her. "What a darling +little mistress! By the way, what are you reading?" + +"Oh, that is only Irgens's poems," she answered. + +"Don't say 'only' Irgens's poems," he chided her playfully. "By the way, I +ran across Coldevin a moment ago; he said he was looking for somebody. I +couldn't get him to come up--he simply wouldn't." + +"Did you invite him to our excursion?" asked Aagot quickly. She seemed +very much disappointed because Ole had forgotten to ask him. He had to +promise her to try his best to find Coldevin before Sunday. + + * * * * * + +Tidemand rang Henriksen's bell late Saturday evening and asked for Ole. He +did not want to come in; it was only a small matter, he would keep Ole +only a minute. + +When Ole came out he saw at once that something serious had happened. He +asked whether they should go down to the office or take a walk; Tidemand +did not care which. They went downstairs to the office. + +Tidemand took out a telegram and said: + +"I fancy my rye speculation isn't going to turn out very well. The prices +are normal at present; Russia has lifted the ban." + +It was true that Russia had recalled her decree against rye exportations. +The favourable prospects had not proved disappointing, and this, in +connection with large amounts of grain stored in the elevators from +previous years, had made further restrictions superfluous. The famine +ghost had been laid; Russian and Finnish harbours were once more open. +Such was the purport of the telegraphic message. + +Ole sat there silent. This was an awful blow! His brain was awhirl with +thoughts: could the telegram be a hoax, a piece of speculative trickery, a +bribed betrayal? He glanced at the signature; no, it was out of the +question to suspect this reliable agent. But had anything like that ever +happened before? A world-power had fooled itself and taken +self-destructive measures for no apparent reason! It was even worse than +in fifty-nine when a similar edict had been lifted and had caused the +world-markets wreck and ruin. But there had been war then. + +The clock on the wall ticked and ticked in the unbroken silence. + +Finally Ole asked: "Are you sure the wire is authentic?" + +"It is authentic enough, I fancy," said Tidemand. "My agent wired me twice +yesterday to sell, and I sold what I could, sold even below the day's +quotations; but what did that amount to? I lost heavily yesterday, I tell +you." + +"Well, don't do anything hastily now; let us consider this carefully. But +why did you not come to me yesterday? I had a right to expect that from +you." + +"I ought hardly to have brought you such a piece of news this evening, +even, but--" + +"Once and for all," Ole interrupted him, "understand that I will help you +all I possibly can. With everything I have, you understand. And that is +not so very little, either." + +Pause. + +"I thank you, Ole--for everything. I knew I shouldn't go to you in vain. +You could help me a good deal if you would take over some of my +obligations--I mean those that are non-speculative, of course." + +"Nonsense--anybody will take such things! I am taking rye. We will date +the papers day before yesterday--for the sake of the old man." + +Tidemand shook his head. + +"I am not going to pull you under, too." + +Ole looked at him; the veins in his temples were swelling. "You are a damn +fool!" he exclaimed angrily. + +"Do you for a moment think you can so easily pull me under?" And Ole +swore, with blazing eyes, right into Tidemand's face: "By God, I'll show +you how easily you can pull _me_ under!" + +But Tidemand was immovable; not even Ole's anger made him yield. He +understood Ole; his means were perhaps not so insignificant, but it was no +use making out that he could do everything. Ole boasted only because he +wanted to help him, that was all. But from to-morrow on the bottom would +simply drop out of the market; it wasn't right to sell rye even to one's +enemies at yesterday's prices. + +"But what are you going to do? Are you going into a receiver's hands?" +asked Ole in a temper. + +"No," answered Tidemand, "I think I can skin through without that. The ice +in England and Australia is quite a help now; not much, but crowns are +money to me now. I shall have to retrench, to sell what I can in order to +raise cash. I thought that perhaps you would care to buy--you might use it +when you are going to marry, you know, and we don't need it at all; we are +never there any more--" + +"What are you talking about?" + +"Well, I thought that you might want to buy my country estate now--You are +going to be married soon, so--" "Your country house? Are you going to +sell it?" + +"What good is it to us?" + +Pause. Ole noticed that Tidemand's composure began to fail him. + +"All right. I'll take it. And whenever you want it back it will be for +sale. I have a premonition that it will not be mine so very long." + +"Well, God only knows. Anyway, I am doing what I can and should. I am glad +the place will be yours. It is beautiful; it is not my fault we have not +been there this summer. Well, this will help some; as for the rest, we'll +see. I trust I can manage without closing up; that would be hard indeed. +And worst for the sake of the children!" + +Again Ole offered his assistance. + +"I appreciate your help, and I will avail myself of it within reasonable +limits. But a loss is a loss, and even if I weather the storm without +going into bankruptcy I shall be a poor man all the same. I don't know +whether I own a penny now or not--I am only glad that you didn't join me +in that unhappy speculation, Ole; that is a blessing, anyway. Well, we'll +see." + +Ole asked: + +"Does your wife know about this?" + +"No; I'll tell her after the trip to-morrow." + +"The trip? I'll cancel that, of course." + +"No," said Tidemand, "I will ask you not to do that. Hanka is looking +forward to it; she has spoken of it a good deal. No, I would rather ask +you to act as if nothing has happened; be as cheerful as you can. I really +would appreciate it. Don't mention my misfortune at all, please." + +And Tidemand put the fatal wire back in his pocket. + +"I am sorry I had to come and bother you with this. But I go home with a +lighter heart, now I know you will take the country house." + + + + +SIXTYFOLD + + + + +I + + +A party of ladies and gentlemen had gathered on the jetty on the day of +the excursion. They were waiting for the Paulsbergs, who were late. Irgens +was growing impatient and sarcastic: Would it not be better to send the +yacht up for them? When finally Paulsberg and his wife arrived, they all +went aboard and were soon tacking out the fiord. + +Tidemand held the tiller. A couple of warehousemen from Henriksen's wharf +were along as crew. Ole had arranged the trip carefully and had brought +along a choice supply of provisions; he had even remembered roasted coffee +for Irgens. But he had failed to find Coldevin, and he had purposely +avoided asking Gregersen; the Journalist might have heard the news from +Russia, and might inadvertently have betrayed the fatal tidings. + +Tidemand looked as if he had spent a sleepless night. To Ole's whispered +inquiry, he answered smilingly that things might be worse. But he asked to +be allowed to keep his place at the tiller. + +And the yacht tacked out toward the reefs. + +Mrs. Hanka had chosen a place far forward; her face was fresh, and she had +thrown her fur coat around her shoulders; Milde said she looked +picturesque. He added loudly and gaily: + +"And furthermore I wish it were drink time!" + +Ole brought out bottles and glasses. He went around and wrapped the ladies +in shawls and blankets. Nothing to laugh about; true, the day was bright +and warm, but the sea air was treacherous. He repeatedly offered to +relieve Tidemand at the tiller, but was not permitted to. No, this was the +place for Tidemand; here he would not have to be entertaining, and he was +not in a mood for social amenities. + +"Don't lose your nerve whatever happens! Have you heard anything further?" + +"Only a confirmation. We shall get it officially to-morrow, I guess. But +don't worry; I have laid my lines now and shall manage to pull through +somehow. I imagine I shall save the ship." + +Forward the spirits of the company rose rapidly. Ojen began to get a +little seasick, and drank steadily in order to subdue his qualms. + +"It seems good to see you again," said Mrs. Hanka, prompted by a desire to +enliven him. "You still have your delicate face, but it is not quite as +pale as before you went away." + +"But what is the matter with your eyes?" cried Mrs. Paulsberg mercilessly. +"I have never seen him as pallid as at this very moment." + +This reference to his seasickness caused general merriment. Mrs. Hanka +continued to speak: She had heard his latest poem, that exquisite gem, +"Memories." His excursion had certainly been fruitful in results. + +"You haven't heard my very latest poem, though," said Ojen in a weak +voice; "it has an Egyptian subject; the action takes place in an ancient +tomb--" And, sick and miserable as he was, he looked through all his +pockets for this poem. What could have become of it? He had taken it out +that morning with the intention of bringing it along; he had thought that +perhaps somebody would care to listen to it. He was not afraid of saying +that it really was a little out of the ordinary. He sincerely hoped he +hadn't lost it; in that case the trip would have proved most unfortunate +for him. Never had he produced anything so remarkable; it was only a +couple of pages, but.... + +"No," said Mrs. Hanka, "you must surely have left it behind." And she did +her best to make the poor poet forget his groundless fears. She had been +told that he preferred the city to the country? + +He did, most assuredly. No sooner had his eyes beheld the straight lines +of streets and houses than his brain was aquiver, and he had conceived +that Egyptian prose poem. If that had been lost, now.... + +Milde had lately begun to appreciate Ojen; at last his eyes had been +opened to his poetry's delicate uniqueness. Irgens, who sat close enough +to hear this unusual praise, leaned over to Mrs. Hanka and said in a low +voice: + +"You understand? Milde knows he has nothing to fear from his competitor +any more--hence his change of attitude." And Irgens pressed his lips +together and smiled venomously. + +Mrs. Hanka glanced at him. How he persisted in his bitterness; how +unbecoming it was in him! He did not realise it, or he would not have thus +compressed his lips and continually shot baleful glances at his fellow +applicants. Otherwise Irgens was silent; he ignored Aagot entirely. She +thought: What have I done to him? Could I possibly have acted in any other +way? + +The coffee was made on board, but out of regard for Ojen, who still felt +badly, it was decided to drink it on the very first reef they should +reach. They camped on the rocks, flung themselves on the ground, and threw +dignity to the winds. It was great fun; Ojen looked with big, astonished +eyes at everything--the sea, the waves which filled the air with a +continuous roar, the barren reef where not a tree grew and where the grass +was yellow from sun and spray. Aagot skipped round with cups and glasses; +she walked in a constant fear of dropping anything and stuck the tip of +her tongue out like a rope-walker. + +Milde proposed that they drink her health. "Haven't you got champagne, +Ole?" he asked. + +The champagne was produced, the glasses filled, and the toast drunk amid +cheers. Milde was in high spirits; he proposed that they throw the bottle +in the sea with a note enclosed which they all were to sign. + +They all put their names down except Paulsberg, who curtly refused. A man +who wrote as much as he did could not sign his name to nonsensical notes, +he said. And he rose and walked away in dignified aloofness. + +"Then I'll sign for him," said Milde, and seized a pencil. + +But Mrs. Paulsberg cried indignantly: + +"You will do nothing of the kind! Paulsberg has said that he does not want +his name on the note, and that ought to be sufficient for all of us." She +looked quite offended as she crossed her legs and held her cup in her +usual masculine fashion. + +Milde apologised instantly; his proposition was meant as a harmless joke; +however, after considering the matter he admitted that perhaps it was a +little foolish and that it would not do for Paulsberg to have anything to +do with it. Perhaps they had better drop the whole thing; what did they +think? If Paulsberg wasn't going to be in it, then.... + +Irgens could not control himself any longer; he sneered openly and almost +hissed: + +"Mr. Subsidist! You are divine!" + +That subsidy was never out of his thoughts. + +"And as for you," answered Milde scathingly, glaring at him with angry +eyes, "it is getting so that it is impossible to be near you." + +Irgens feigned surprise. + +"What is that? It would appear from your tone that I have offended you." + +Mrs. Hanka had to intervene. Couldn't they stop quarrelling even on a +pleasure trip? They ought to be ducked if they couldn't behave! + +And Irgens was silent at once; he did not even mumble maliciously between +his teeth. Mrs. Hanka grew thoughtful. How her poet and hero had changed +in a few brief weeks! What had really happened? How dull and lustreless +his dark eyes had become! Even his moustache seemed to be drooping; he had +lost his fresh immaculateness; he was not nearly as alluring as before. +But then she reminded herself of his disappointments, of that miserable +subsidy, and of his book, his beautiful lyric creation which they were +conspiring to kill by their studied silence. She leaned toward Aagot and +said: + +"It is sad to observe how bitter Irgens has grown; have you noticed it? I +hope he will get over it soon." And Mrs. Hanka, who wanted to save him +from making too unfavourable an impression, added in the goodness of her +heart what she had heard Irgens himself say so often: It was not so +strange, after all; bitterness of that character could only arouse +respect. Here he had toiled and worked for years, had given freely of his +treasures, and the country, the government, had refused to offer him a +helping hand. + +"Can you understand it?" said Aagot also. And she realised instantly that +she had not treated this man with the consideration due him; she had been +tactless; she had rebuffed him with unnecessary harshness. She wished her +conduct had been different; however, it was too late now. + +Paulsberg returned from his solitary walk and suggested that it was time +to think of the return. The clouds held a menace of rain, he said; the sun +was sinking and it was blowing up a little. + +Aagot went around again and poured coffee. She bent over Irgens, bent +deeper than necessary, and said: + +"May I pour you some, Mr. Irgens?" + +The almost supplicating note in her voice made him glance at her in +surprise. He did not want any coffee, thanks; but he smiled at her. She +was happy at once; she hardly knew what she was carrying, but she +stammered: + +"Just a little, please." + +He looked at her again and said: "No, thanks." + +On the return trip Irgens seemed a different person. He chatted, +entertained the ladies, helped even poor Ojen, who suffered greatly. Milde +had captured a bottle on the pretext that it was drink time again, and +Irgens drank with him simply to be accommodating. Mrs. Hanka's spirits +also rose; she was lively and cheerful, and a strange association of ideas +made her suddenly decide to ask her husband for a couple of hundred crowns +this very evening. + +Tidemand was at the tiller and could not be dislodged; he sailed the boat +and did not utter a syllable. He looked well as he stood high in the +stern, rising and falling against the blue background of sea and sky. His +wife called to him once and asked him if he were cold, an attention he +could hardly believe and therefore pretended not to hear. + +"He is deaf," she said smilingly. "Are you cold Andreas?" + +"Cold? Not at all," he called back. + +And by and by the party reached the jetty. + +Hardly had Ojen stepped ashore before he called a cab. He was in a hurry +to get home and find his manuscript or learn the worst. He could not rest +until he knew his fate. But perhaps he would meet the company later on. +Would they be at Sara's? + +They looked at each other uncertainly and did not know what to say. But +Ole Henriksen declared that he was going home; he was thinking of +Tidemand, who was in need of rest and quiet. They parted outside +Tidemand's house. + +Mrs. Hanka asked abruptly, before even the door was opened: + +"Will you please let me have a hundred or so?" + +"A hundred? Hm. Certainly. But you will have to come with me to the +office; I haven't got the money here." + +In the office he handed her the bill; his hand was trembling violently. + +"Here is the money," he said. + +"Thanks--Why are you trembling?" she asked. + +"Oh--I suppose because I have held the tiller so long--Hm. Listen, Hanka, +I have a pleasant surprise for you! You have asked me a number of times to +consent to a divorce; I have decided in God's name to do what you ask--You +understand, I am not going to oppose you any more." + +She could hardly believe her ears. Did he agree to a divorce? She gazed at +him; he was deathly pale, his eyes were lowered. They were standing +opposite each other, the large desk between them. + +He continued: + +"Circumstances are different now--My big speculation has failed; even if +I am not a bankrupt this moment, I am a poor man. I may avoid closing up +shop, but that will be all. Anyway, I shall not be able to keep up this +mode of life. And, this being so, I feel that I have no right to interfere +with your plans and desires any longer." + +His words reached her as from afar. For a moment she felt a vague +sensation of happiness--she was free; she would escape the yoke that had +become oppressive; she would be a girl once more! Hanka Lange--imagine, +only Hanka Lange! And when she realised that her husband was almost a +bankrupt it did not greatly upset her; he had said he might not be forced +to shut down. Of course, he was not wealthy, but neither was he a beggar; +it might have been a great deal worse. + +"Is that so?" she said simply; "is that so?" + +Pause. Tidemand had regained his composure; he stood again as he had stood +aboard the yacht; one could almost see the tiller in his hand. His eyes +were on her. She had not said no; her intentions were evidently not +shaken. Well, he had hardly expected that they would be. + +He said: + +"Well, that was all I wanted to tell you." + +His voice was remarkably even, almost commanding; she thought: "He has not +spoken to me like that in three years." His strength was marvellous to +behold. + +"Well, do you really want to?" she asked. "You think, then, that we ought +to separate? Of course, but--I hope you have thought it over--that you are +not doing this simply to please me?" + +"It goes without saying that I do it to please you," he answered. "You +have requested it often enough, and I sincerely regret that I have opposed +you until now." And he added without a trace of malice: "You must forgive +me for having interfered with your wishes so long." + +She grew attentive at once. + +"I don't know what you mean," she said a trifle haughtily. + +He did not care about that and did not answer. Hadn't she spoken about a +divorce time and time again? Hadn't he put her off? Perfectly composed, he +opened his coat and took out his pocket calendar, in which he proceeded to +make an entry. + +She could not help being impressed by this quiet superiority, which she +never before had noticed in him; she happened to say: + +"I think you have changed greatly." + +"Oh, well, one gets a little grey, but--" + +"No, you misunderstand me!" she interrupted. + +Tidemand said slowly and looked straight into her eyes: + +"I wish to God you had understood me as well as I have you, Hanka! +Perhaps, then, this would not have become necessary." He buttoned his coat +as if preparing to leave, and added: "Now, in regard to the money--" + +"Yes, dear, here is the money!" she said, and wanted to give him back the +bill. + +For the first time since their interview he tossed his head impatiently +and said: + +"I am not talking about _that_ money now! Kindly make at least an +effort to understand me--Whatever money you need shall be sent you as +soon as you inform me where to send it." + +"But, dear me," she said in confusion, "do I have to go away? I thought I +could stay in the city. What do you want me to do?" + +"Whatever is agreeable to you. You will let the children remain here, +won't you? I shall take good care of them; you need not worry about that. +As for yourself, I suppose you will want to take an apartment somewhere. +You know it takes three years, don't you?" + +She was standing with the bill in her hand, gazing at it abstractedly. She +was unable to think clearly; her mind was whirling; but deep down she had +a vague feeling of relief--she was free at last! She said nothing; he felt +his self-control give way and wanted to get it over with quickly so as not +to break down. + +"Good-bye, then--" He could say no more, but offered her his hand; she +took it. "I hope we shall see each other occasionally; but I want to thank +you now for everything; this may be the last chance I shall have--I shall +send you the money every month." And he put on his hat and went to the +door. + +She followed him with her eyes. Was this Andreas? + +"Well, I suppose you want to go," she said, bewildered, "and I am standing +here delaying you. I suppose we shall have to do as you say--I don't know +what I am saying--" Her voice broke suddenly. + +Tidemand opened the door with trembling hands and let her out. At the foot +of the stairs she stopped and let him walk ahead. When he reached the +landing he waited for her; then he opened the door with his key and held +it for her. When she was inside he said: + +"Good night, then!" + +And again Tidemand walked down-stairs, down to his office, where he shut +himself in. He went over to the window and stood there, his hands clasped +behind him, staring out into the street with unseeing eyes. No, she had +not changed her mind in the least, that was not to be expected. She had +not hesitated. There she had stood, with her elbow on the desk; she had +heard what he said and she had replied; "Well, I suppose we shall have to +do as you say." There had been no hesitation, no, none at all.... But she +had not exulted, either; she had spared him from witnessing any outburst +of joy. She had been considerate--he had to admit that. Oh, Hanka was +always considerate; God bless her wherever she went! She had stood there. +Hanka, Hanka!... But probably she was rejoicing now; why shouldn't she +be? She had had her way.... And the children were asleep now, both Ida and +Johanna. Poor little things; they did not even reach up to their pillows! +Well, they would be provided for. One might be getting a little grey, but +there was still a fight or two left.... + +And Tidemand went back to his desk. He worked over his books and papers +until daylight. + + + + +II + + +Mrs. Hanka looked in vain for Irgens for several days. She had hurried to +him to bring him the joyful news; she was free at last! But he was never +at home. His door was locked, and it was not opened when she knocked; +consequently he must be out. She did not meet him in his usual haunts, +either. Finally she had to write to him and make an appointment; she wrote +that she had excellent news for him. + +But during these two days, these long hours of waiting in which she could +do nothing, it seemed as if her joy over the coming divorce had begun to +wane. She had dwelt on her happiness so long that she had grown accustomed +to it; it did not make her heart beat faster any more. She was going to be +free from her husband--true, but she had not been so entirely shackled +before. The difference was not so pronounced that she could steadily +continue to revel in it. + +And to this was added an indefinable fear, now when the irrevocable +separation confronted her; the thought that she was to leave her home was +tinged with a vague sense of regretfulness, of impalpable foreboding. +Sometimes a quivering pang would pierce her heart when the children put +out their little arms to her; why that pain? She had got out of her bed +last night and looked at them in their sleep. There they were lying, each +in her little bed; they had kicked the blankets off and were uncovered up +to their very arms, but they slept soundly and moved, now and then, a rosy +finger or a dimpled toe in their sleep. Such children! To lie there +unblushingly naked, with arms and legs pointing in all directions! She +tucked them carefully in and left them with bowed head, her shoulders +shaken by inaudible sobs. + +How was she going to arrange her future? She was free, but in reality she +was married still; for three years she would have to live somewhere, pay +rent, keep house for herself. She had worried and fretted about this for +two long days without anyone to help her; what could have happened to +Irgens? God only knew where he kept himself. She had not once seen her +former husband. + +She started for Irgens's rooms. Surely he would help her find a place and +get settled! Oh, it was fine to have an end to this daily galling +restraint; here she had been tortured by dissatisfaction and restlessness +for months and years, ever since she had been introduced to the clique and +had acquired a taste for their irresponsible mode of living. She was free, +free and young! She would overwhelm Irgens with this joyful news, he who +had so often sighed for that divorce during their most intimate hours-- + +Irgens was at home at last. + +She told him the great news at once. She recounted how it had happened, +repeated Tidemand's words, and praised his superiority. She gazed into +Irgens's eyes; her own were sparkling. Irgens, however, did not show any +great exultation; he smiled, said yes and no, asked her if she were +satisfied now. So she was really going to get a divorce? He was glad to +hear it; it was foolish to go through life in this heart-breaking +manner.... But he sat there very quietly and discussed the great news in +an every-day voice. + +Gradually, very gradually, she came to earth; her heart began to flutter +wildly. + +"It seems as if the news does not make you so very happy, Irgens," she +said. + +"Happy? Of course I am. Why shouldn't I be happy? You have sighed for this +for a long time; why shouldn't I rejoice with you now? I do, most +assuredly." + +Words only, without fire, without warmth even! What could have happened? +Did he not love her any more? She sat there, her heart heavy within her; +she wanted to gain time, to hush the wakening terror in her breast. She +said: + +"But, dear, where have you been all this time? I have called on you three +times without finding you in." + +He answered, choosing his words carefully, that she must have missed him +because of an unfortunate series of accidents. He went out occasionally, +of course; but he spent most of his time at home. Where in the world could +he go? He went nowhere. + +Pause. Finally she yielded abjectly to her fears and stammered: + +"Well, Irgens, I am yours now, entirely yours! I am going to leave the +house--You will thank me, won't you? It will take three years, of course, +but then--" + +She stopped suddenly; she felt that he was squirming, that he was bracing +himself against the inevitable; her terror increased as he remained +silent. A few anguished moments went by. + +"Well, Hanka, this is rather unfortunate, in a way," he began finally. +"You have evidently understood me to mean that when you got your divorce-- +that if you only were free--Of course, I may have said something to that +effect; I admit that if you have interpreted my words literally such a +supposition is probably justified. I have most likely said things more +than once--" + +"Yes, of course," she interrupted; "we have never meant anything else, +have we? For you love me, don't you? What is the matter? You are so +strange to-day!" + +"I am awfully sorry, but really--things are not as they used to be." He +looked away sadly and searched for words. "I cannot lie to you, Hanka, and +the plain truth is that I am not enraptured by you as much as I used to +be. It would hardly be right to deceive you; anyway, I couldn't do it--it +is beyond me." + +At last she understood; these were plain words. And quietly bending her +head, yielding to the inevitable, letting go of the last lingering hope, +she whispered in a dull and broken voice: + +"Couldn't do it; no--It is all over, irrevocably over--" + +He sat there silent. + +Suddenly she turned and looked at him. Her white teeth showed beneath the +slightly raised upper lip as she endeavoured to force a smile. She said +slowly: + +"But surely it cannot all be over, Irgens? Remember, I have sacrificed a +great deal--" + +But he shook his head. + +"Yes, I am awfully sorry, but--Do you know what I was thinking of just now +when I didn't answer you? You said 'irrevocably over.' I was wondering if +that was proper grammar, if it sounded right. That shows how little this +scene really affects me; you can see for yourself that I am not beside +myself with grief--not even deeply stirred. That ought to show you--" And +as if he wanted to utilise the opportunity to the utmost and leave no room +for doubt, he continued: "Did you say that you have been here three times, +looking for me? I know that you have been here twice. I think I ought to +tell you, so that you can see how impossible it is for me to pretend: I +sat here and heard you knock, but I didn't open. That surely proves the +matter is serious--Dearest Hanka, I cannot help it; really, you mustn't +be unhappy. But you surely will admit that our relationship must have been +a little galling, a little humiliating, to me as well? It is true; it has +not been easy for me to accept money from you continually; I have said to +myself: 'This degrades you!' You understand, don't you--a man with a +nature like mine; unhappily, I am proud, whether it is a virtue or a vice +in me--" + +Pause. + +"All right," she said mechanically, "all right." And she rose in order to +go. Her eyes were wide and staring, but she saw nothing. + +However, he wanted to explain himself thoroughly; she must not leave with +a wrong impression of him. He called her back; he wanted to prove why it +could not have been otherwise, why his conduct was beyond reproach. He +spoke at length and cleared up the matter perfectly; it seemed as if he +had expected this and had prepared himself thoroughly. There were a number +of bagatelles; but it was just the little things that counted with a man +like him, and these little things had gradually made it so clear to him +that they were not compatible. Of course, she was fond of him, a great +deal more so than he deserved; but all the same he was not sure that she +understood and appreciated him fully. This was not said reproachfully, +but--She had said that she was proud of him, and that she enjoyed seeing +the ladies turn and look after him when they walked down the street +together. All right! But that did not prove that she valued his +individuality. She took no pride in the fact that he was, above all, a +somewhat different individuality. Of course, he did not blame her; but, +unfortunately, it proved that her understanding of him was not deep +enough. She was not proud of him for what he had thought or written; not +primarily, at any rate; she loved to see the ladies look after him on the +street. But ladies might turn and look after anybody, even after an +officer or a tradesman. She had once given him a cane so that he might +look well on the street.... + +"No, Irgens, I had no such thought, not at all," she interrupted. + +All right, he might have been mistaken; if she said so, of course.... +Nevertheless, he had the impression that such was her reason. He had +thought that if he couldn't pass muster without a cane, then.... For even +those two sheared sheep of Ojen's used a cane. In brief, he gave the cane +away to the first comer.... But there were other little things, other +bagatelles: She liked to go to the opera; he didn't. She went without him, +and he was very much pleased, of course; still.... She wore a light +woollen dress, and when he was with her his clothes got full of fuzz from +her dress, but she never noticed it. He had to brush and pick fuzz +unceasingly to avoid looking as if he had been in bed fully dressed; but +did she notice? Never. And in this manner one thing after another had come +between them and had affected his feelings for her. There were hundreds of +little things! A little while ago her lips had been so badly cracked that +she couldn't even smile naturally; and just think, an insignificant thing +like that had repulsed him, absolutely spoiled her for him! Dear me, she +must not think that he found fault with her because of a cracked lip; he +knew very well that she could not help such a thing; he was not +stupid.... But the truth of the matter was that it had reached a point +where he was beginning to dread her visits. He had to admit it; he had sat +on this very chair and suffered, suffered tortures, when he heard her +knock on the door. However, no sooner had she gone away than he felt +relieved; he got ready and went out, too. He went to some restaurant and +dined, dined unfeelingly and with a good appetite, not at all deploring +what he had done. He wanted her to know these things so that she would +understand him.... "But, dearest Hanka, I have told you all this and +perhaps added to your sorrow instead of alleviating it. I wanted you to +see how necessary has become our parting--that there are deep and weighty +reasons for it--that it is not merely a whim. Unfortunately, these things +are deeply rooted in my nature--But don't take it so to heart! You know I +am fond of you and appreciate all you have done for me; and I shall never +be able to forget you; I feel that only too well. Tell me that you will +take it calmly--that is all I ask--" + +She sat there, dull and immobile. Her premonition had not deceived her; it +was all over. There he sat; he had spoken about this and that and +remembered this and that--everything that could possibly explain and +justify his actions. He had said a great deal, he had even bared himself +in spots; yes, how penuriously hadn't he scraped up the least little thing +that might vindicate him in the slightest degree! How could she ask him to +advise her? He would simply refer her to the newspaper advertisements: +"Flats and Apartments to Let." How insignificant he suddenly appeared! +Slowly he blurred before her eyes; he was blotted out; he became lost in +the dim distance; she saw him as through a haze; she barely discerned his +mother-of-pearl buttons and his sleek and shiny hair. She realised how her +eyes had been opened during his long speech; there he sat.... She felt +languidly that she ought to go, but she lacked the energy to get up. She +felt hollow and empty; the last little illusion to which she had clung so +tenaciously had collapsed miserably. Somebody's step sounded on the +stairs; she did not remember whether or no the door was locked, but she +did not go and make sure. The steps died down again; nobody knocked. + +"Dearest Hanka," he said in an effort to console her as best he might, +"you ought to start in in earnest and write that novel we have talked +about. I am sure you could do it, and I will gladly go over the manuscript +for you. The effort, the concentration would do you good; you know I want +to see you content and satisfied." + +Yes, once upon a time, she had really thought she would write a novel. Why +not? _Here_ one miss bobbed up, and _there_ another madam bobbed +up, and they all did write so cutely! Yes, she had really thought that it +was her turn next. And how they all had encouraged her! Thank God, she had +forgotten about it until now! + +"You do not answer, Hanka?" + +"Yes," she said absently, "there is something in what you say." + +She got up suddenly and stood erect staring straight ahead. If she only +knew what to do now! Go home? That would probably be the best. Had she had +parents she would most likely have gone to them; however, she had never +had any parents, practically. She had better go home to Tidemand, where +she still lived.... + +And with a desolate smile she gave Irgens her hand and said farewell. + +He felt so relieved because of her calmness that he pressed her hand +warmly. What a sensible woman she was, after all! No hysterics, no +heartrending reproaches; she said farewell with a smile! He wanted to +brace her still more and talked on in order to divert her mind; he +mentioned his work and plans; he would surely send her his next book; she +would find him again in that. And, really, she ought to get busy on that +novel.... To show her that their friendship was still unbroken he even +asked her to speak to Gregersen about that review of his book. It was most +extraordinary that his verses had attracted so little attention. If she +would only do him this favour. He himself would never be able to approach +Gregersen; he was too proud; he could never stoop to that.... + +She went over to the mirror and began arranging her hair. He could not +help watching her; she really surprised him a little. It was of course +admirable in her to keep her feelings in leash; still, this unruffled +composure was not altogether _au fait_. He had really credited her +with a little more depth; he had ventured to think that a settlement with +him would affect her somewhat. And there she stood tranquilly and arranged +her hair with apparent unconcern! He could not appreciate such a display +of _sang-froid_. To tell the truth, he felt snubbed; and he made the +remark that he was still present; it seemed peculiar that she had already +so completely forgotten him.... + +She did not answer. But when she left the mirror she paused for a moment +in the middle of the room, and with her eyes somewhere in the vicinity of +his shoes, she said wearily and indifferently: + +"Don't you understand that I am entirely through with you?" + +But in the street, bathed in the bright sunshine, surrounded by people and +carriages--there her strength gave way entirely and she began to sob +wildly. She covered her face with her veil, and sought the +least-frequented side-streets in order to avoid meeting anybody; she +walked hurriedly, stooping, shaken by convulsive sobs. How densely dark +the outlook whichever way she turned her eyes! She hurried on, walking in +the middle of the street, talking to herself in a choked voice. Could she +return to Andreas and the children? What if the door should be closed +against her? She had wasted two days; perhaps Andreas now had grown +impatient. Still, the door might be open if she only hurried.... + +Every time she took out her handkerchief she felt the crinkle of an +envelope. That was the envelope with the hundred-crown bill; she still had +that! Oh--if she only had somebody to go to now, a friend--not any of her +"friends" from the clique; she was through with them! She had been one of +them a year and a day; she had listened to their words and she had seen +their deeds. How had she been able to endure them? Thank God, she was done +with them forever. Could she go to Ole Henriksen and ask help from him? +No, no; she couldn't do that. + +Andreas would probably be busy in his office. She had not seen him for two +days; very likely it was an accident, but it was so. And she had accepted +a hundred crowns from him, although he was ruined! Dear me, that she +hadn't thought of this before now! She had asked him for that money. +"Yes," he had said; "will you please come into the office? I have not so +much with me." And he had opened his safe and given her the hundred; +perhaps it was all the money he had! He had proffered the bill in such a +gentle and unobtrusive manner, although, perhaps, it was all the money he +owned! His hair had turned a little grey and he looked as if he hadn't had +much sleep lately; but he had not complained; his words were spoken in +proud and simple dignity. It had seemed as if she saw him then for the +first time.... Oh, would that she never had asked him for this money! +Perhaps he might forgive her if she brought it back. Would she bother him +very much if she stopped at his office a moment? She would not stay +long.... + +Mrs. Hanka dried her eyes beneath her veil and walked on. When at last she +stood outside Tidemand's office she hesitated. Suppose he turned her out? +Perhaps he even knew where she had been? + +A clerk told her that Tidemand was in. + +She knocked and listened. He called: "Come in." She entered quietly. He +was standing at his desk; he put down his pen when he saw her. + +"Pardon me if I disturb you," she said hurriedly. + +"Not at all," he said, and waited. A pile of letters was before him; he +stood there, tall and straight; he did not look so very grey, and his eyes +were not so listless. + +She took the bill out and held it toward him. + +"I only wanted to return this; and please forgive me for asking for money +when I might have known that you must need it so badly. I never thought of +it until now; I am extremely sorry." + +He looked at her in surprise and said: + +"Not at all--you just keep that! A hundred more or less means nothing to +the business--nothing at all." + +"Yes, but--please take it! I ask you to take it." + +"All right, if you don't need it. I thank you, but it is not necessary." + +He had thanked her! What a fortunate thing that she had the money and +could give it back to him! But she suppressed her agitation and said +"Thank you" herself as she shoved the bill over toward him. When she saw +him reach for his pen again, she said with a wan smile: + +"You must not be impatient because of this long delay--I have made very +little progress in the matter of taking an apartment, but--" + +She could control herself no longer; her voice broke entirely and she +turned away from him, fumbling for her handkerchief with trembling +fingers. + +"There is no great hurry about that," he said. "Take all the time you +want." + +"I thank you." + +"You thank me? I don't quite understand. It isn't I who--I am simply +trying to make it easy for you to have your own way." + +She was afraid she had irritated him, and she said hastily: + +"Of course, yes! Oh, I didn't mean--Pardon me for disturbing you." + +And she turned and fled out of the office. + + + + +III + + +Tidemand had not been idle a moment since the blow struck him. He was at +his desk early and late; papers, bills, notes, and certificates fluttered +around him, and his energy and skill brought order out of confusion as the +days went by. Ole Henriksen had supported him on demand; he had paid cash +for the country estate and had relieved him of several outstanding +obligations. + +It was made clear that the firm did not have an impregnable fortune to +throw into the breach, even though it carried on such a far-reaching +business and although its transactions were enormous. And who had even +heard of such a crazily hazardous speculation as Tidemand's fatal plunge +in rye! Everybody could see that now, and everybody pitied or scorned him +according to his individual disposition. Tidemand let them talk; he +worked, calculated, made arrangements, and kept things going. True, he +held in storage an enormous supply of rye which he had bought too high: +but rye was rye, after all; it did not deteriorate or shrink into +nothingness; he sold it steadily at prevailing prices and took his losses +like a man. His misfortunes had not broken his spirits. + +He now had to weather the last turn--a demand note from the American +brokers--and for this he required Ole Henriksen's assistance; after that +he hoped to be able to manage unaided. It was his intention to simplify +his business, to reduce it to original dimensions and then gradually +extend it as it should show healthy growth. He would succeed; his head was +still full of plans and he was resourceful as ever. + +Tidemand gathered his papers together and went over to Ole's office. It +was Monday. They had both finished their mail and were momentarily +disengaged, but Tidemand had to make a call at the bank; he had arranged +an appointment at five. + +As soon as Ole saw him he laid down his pen and arose to meet him. They +still celebrated their meetings in the usual manner; the wine and the +cigars appeared as before; nothing had changed. Tidemand did not want to +disturb; he would rather lend a hand if he could, but Ole refused +smilingly; he had absolutely nothing to do. + +Well, Tidemand had brought his usual tale of woe. He was beginning to be a +good deal of a nuisance; he simply came to see Ole whenever there was +anything the matter.... + +Ole interrupted him with a merry laugh. + +"Whatever you do, don't forget to apologise every time!" + +Ole signed the papers and said: + +"How are things coming out?" + +"Oh, about as usual. One day at a time, you know." + +"Your wife hasn't moved as yet?" + +"Not yet--no. I imagine she has a hard time finding a suitable apartment. +Well, that is her lookout. What I want to say--how is Miss Aagot?" + +"All right, I guess; she is out walking. Irgens called for her." + +Pause. + +Ole said: "You still have all your help?" + +"Well, you see, I couldn't fire them all in a minute; they have to have +time to look around for something else. But they are leaving soon; I am +only going to keep one man in the office." + +They discussed business matters for a while. Tidemand had ground up a +large quantity of his grain in order to accelerate the sales; he sold and +lost, but he raised money. There was no longer any danger of a +receivership. He had also a little idea, a plan which had begun to ferment +in his brain; but he would rather not mention it until it had been +developed a little more fully. One did not stand knee-deep in schemes day +in and day out without occasionally stumbling over an idea. Suddenly he +said: + +"If I could be sure of not offending you I should like to speak to you +about something that concerns yourself only--I don't want to hurt your +feelings, but I have thought a good deal about it. Hm; it is about +Irgens--You should not allow Aagot to go out so much. Miss Aagot walks a +good deal with him lately. It would be all right if you were along; of +course, it is perfectly right as it is--that she should take a walk +occasionally, but--Well, don't be angry because I mention this." + +Ole looked at him with open mouth, then he burst out laughing. + +"But, friend Andreas, what do you mean? Since when did _you_ begin to +look at people distrustfully?" + +Tidemand interrupted him brusquely. + +"I only want to tell you that I have never been in the habit of carrying +gossip." + +Ole looked at him steadily. What could be the matter with Tidemand? His +eyes had become cold and steely; he put down his glass hard. Gossip? Of +course not. Tidemand did not carry gossip, but his mind must have become +affected. + +"Well, you may be right if you mean that this kind of thing may lead to +unpleasant comment, to gossip," Ole said finally. "I really have not given +it a thought, but now you mention it--I will give Aagot a hint the first +opportunity I have." + +Nothing further was said on the subject; the conversation swung back to +Tidemand's affairs. + +How was it--did he still take his meals in restaurants? + +He did for the present. What else could he do? He would have to stick to +the restaurants for a while, otherwise the gossips would finish poor Hanka +altogether. People would simply say that she was to blame if he hadn't +kept house the last few years; no sooner had she departed than Tidemand +again went to housekeeping and stayed at home. Nobody knew what +construction might be put on such things; Hanka did not have too many +friends. Tidemand laughed at the thought that he was fooling the +slanderous tongues so capitally. "She came to see me a couple of days ago; +I was in my office. I thought at first it was some bill-collector, some +dun or other, who knocked at my door; but it was Hanka. Can you guess what +she wanted? She came to give me a hundred crowns! She had probably saved +the money. Of course, you might say that it really was my own money; you +_might_ say that. Still, she could have kept it; but she knew I was a +little pinched--She hasn't gone out at all the last few days; I am at a +loss to know how she is keeping alive. I don't see her, but the maid says +she eats in her room sometimes. She is working, too; she is busy all the +time." + +"It wouldn't surprise me at all to see her stay with you. Things may turn +out all right yet." + +Tidemand glanced at his friend sharply. + +"You believe that? Wasn't it you who once said that I was no glove to be +picked up or thrown away according to some one's fancy? Well, she has +probably no more thought of coming back than I have of accepting her." + +And Tidemand rose quickly and said good-bye; he was going to the bank and +had to hurry. + +Ole remained lost in contemplation; Tidemand's fate had made him +thoughtful. What had become of Aagot? She had promised to be back in an +hour, and it was much more than two hours since she had left. Of course, +it was all right to take a walk, but.... Tidemand was right. Tidemand had +his own thoughts, he had said; what could he have meant? Suddenly a +thought struck Ole--perhaps Irgens was the destroyer of Tidemand's home, +the slayer of his happiness? A red tie? Didn't Irgens use a red tie once? + +Suddenly Ole understood Tidemand's previous significant remark about the +danger of boat-rides in May. Well, well! Come to think of it, Aagot +_had_ really seemed to lose the desire to be with him in the office +early and late; instead, she took a good many walks in good company; she +wanted to view things and places in this good company.... Hadn't she once +expressed a regret that he was not a poet? Still, she had apologised for +that remark with such sweet and regretful eagerness; it was a thoughtless +jest. No; Aagot was innocent as a child; still, for his sake, she might +refuse an occasional invitation from Irgens.... + +Another long hour went by before Aagot returned. Her face was fresh and +rosy, her eyes sparkling. She threw her arms around Ole's neck; she always +did that when she had been with Irgens. Ole's misgivings dissolved and +vanished in this warm embrace; how could he reproach her now? He only +asked her to stay around the house a little more--for his sake. It was +simply unbearable to be without her so long; he could do nothing but think +of her all the time. + +Aagot listened quietly to him; he was perfectly right; she would remember. + +"And perhaps I might as well ask another favour of you: please try to +avoid Irgens's company a little more, just a little more. I don't mean +anything, you know; but it would be better not to give people the least +cause for talk. Irgens is my friend, and I am his, but--Now, don't mind +what I have said--" + +She took his head in both her hands and turned his face toward her. She +looked straight into his eyes and said: + +"Do you doubt that I love you, Ole?" + +He grew confused; he was too close to her. He stammered and took a step +backward. + +"Love me? Ha, ha, you silly girl! Did you think I was chiding you? You +misunderstood me; I thought only of what people might say; I want to +protect you from gossip. But it is silly of me; I should have said +nothing--you might even take it into your head to avoid going out with +Irgens in the future! And that would never do; then people would surely +begin to wonder. No; forget this and act as if nothing had been said; +really, Irgens is a rare and a remarkable man." + +However, she felt the need of explaining matters: she went just as gladly +with anybody else as with Irgens; it had only happened that he had asked +her. She admired him; she would not deny that, and she was not alone in +that; she pitied him a little, too; imagine, he had applied for a subsidy +and had been refused! She felt sorry for him, but that was all.... + +"Say no more about it!" cried Ole. "Let everything remain as it is--" It +was high time to think a little of the wedding; it was not too early to +make definite arrangements. As soon as he returned from that trip to +England he would be ready. And he thought it would be best for her to go +home to Torahus while he was away; when everything was in order he would +come up for her. Their wedding trip would have to be postponed until +spring; he would be too busy until then. + +Aagot smiled happily and agreed to everything. A vague, inexplicable wish +had sprung up within her: she would have liked to remain in the city until +he should return from England; then they could have gone to Torahus +together. She did not know when or where this strange desire had been born +in her, and it was, for that matter, not sufficiently clear or definite to +be put in words; she would do as Ole wished. She told Ole to make haste +and return; her eyes were open and candid; she spoke to him with one arm +on his shoulder and the other resting on the desk. + +And he had presumed to give _her_ a hint! + + + + +IV + + +Over a week went by before Irgens turned up again. Had he become +suspicious? Or had he simply tired of Aagot? However, he entered Ole's +office one afternoon; the weather was clear and sunny, but it was blowing +hard and the dust whirled through the streets in clouds and eddies. He was +in doubt whether Miss Aagot would want to go out on such a day, and for +this reason he said at once: + +"It is a gloriously windy day, Miss Aagot; I should like to take you up on +the hills, up to the high places! You have never seen anything like it; +the town is shrouded in dust and smoke." + +At any other time Ole would have said no; it was neither healthy nor +enjoyable to be blown full of dust. But now he wanted to show Aagot that +he was not thinking of their recent conversation.... Certainly; run +along! Really, she ought to take this walk. + +And Aagot went. + +"It is an age since I have seen you," said Irgens. + +"Yes," she said, "I am busy nowadays. I am going home soon." + +"You are?" he asked quickly and stopped. + +"Yes. I am coming back, though." + +Irgens had become thoughtful. + +"I am afraid it is blowing a little too hard, after all," he said. "We can +hardly hear ourselves think. Suppose we go to the Castle Park? I know a +certain place--" + +"As you like," she said. + +They found the place; it was sheltered and isolated. Irgens said: + +"To be entirely candid, it was not my intention to drag you up into the +hills to-day. The truth of the matter is that I was afraid you would not +care to come; that is the reason I said what I said. For I _had_ to +see you once more." + +Pause. + +"Really--I have ceased to wonder at anything you say." + +"But think--it is ten days since I have seen you! That is a long, a very +long time." + +"Well--that is not altogether my fault--But don't let us talk about it any +more," she added quickly. "Rather tell me--why do you still act toward me +in this manner? It is wrong of you. I have told you that before. I should +like to be friends with you, but--" + +"But no more. I understand. However, that is hardly sufficient for one who +is distracted with suffering, you know. No, you do not know; you have +never known. Ever and ever one must circle around the forbidden; it +becomes a necessity continually to face one's fate. If, for instance, I +had to pay for a moment like this with age-long wreck and ruin, why, I +would gladly pay the price. I would rather be with you here one brief +moment, Miss Aagot, than live on for years without you." + +"Oh, but--It is too late now, you know. Why talk about it, then? You only +make it so much harder for us both." + +He said, slowly and emphatically: + +"No, it is not too late." + +She looked at him steadily and rose to her feet; he, too, got up; they +walked on. Immersed in their own thoughts, without conscious realisation +of what they were doing, walking slowly, they made the circuit of the park +and returned to their sheltered nook. They sat down on the same bench. + +"We are walking in a circle," he said. "That is the way I am circling +around you." + +"Listen," she said, and her eyes were moist, "this is the last time I +shall be with you, probably. Won't you be nice? I am going home, you know, +very soon now." + +But just as he was preparing to answer her out of the fullness of his +heart somebody had to pass their seat. It was a lady. In one hand she +carried a twig with which she struck her skirt smartly for every step she +took. She approached them slowly; they saw that she was young. Irgens knew +her; he got up from his seat, took off his hat, and bowed deeply. + +And the lady passed blushingly by. + +Aagot asked: + +"Who was that?" + +"Only my landlady's daughter," he said. "You told me to be nice. Yes, +dearest--" + +But Aagot wanted further information concerning this lady. So they lived +in the same house? What was she doing? What kind of a person was his +landlady? + +And Irgens answered her fully. Just as if she were a child whose curiosity +had been aroused by the merest chance occurrence, Aagot made him tell her +everything he knew concerning these strange people in Thranes Road No. 5. +She wondered why the lady had blushed; why Irgens had greeted her so +obsequiously. She did not know that this was the way Irgens always paid +his rent--by being particularly gracious to his landlady's family on the +street. + +The young lady was good-looking, although she had a few freckles. She was +really pretty when she blushed; didn't he think so? + +And Irgens agreed; she was pretty. But she didn't have one only dimple; +there was only one who had that.... + +Aagot glanced at him quickly; his voice thrilled her; she closed her eyes. +The next instant she felt that she was bending toward him, that he kissed +her. Neither spoke; all her fears were lulled; she ceased to struggle and +rested deliciously in his arms. + +And nobody disturbed them. The wind soughed through the trees; it hushed +and soothed.... Somebody came along; they rushed apart and kept their eyes +on the gravelled walk while he passed. Aagot was quite equal to the +occasion; she did not show the slightest trace of confusion. She got up +and began to walk away. And now she began to think; the tears were +dripping from her long lashes, and she whispered, dully, despairingly: + +"God forgive me! What have I done?" + +Irgens wanted to speak, to say something that would soften her despair. It +had happened because it had to happen. He was so unspeakably fond of her; +she surely knew he was in earnest.... And he really looked as if he were +greatly in earnest. + +But Aagot heard nothing; she walked on, repeating these desperate words. +Instinctively she took the way down toward the city. It seemed as if she +were hurrying home. + +"Dearest Aagot, listen a moment--" + +She interrupted violently: + +"Be quiet, will you!" + +And he was silent. + +Just as they emerged from the park a violent gust tore her hat from her +hair. She made an effort to recover it, but too late; it was blown back +into the park. Irgens caught up with it as it was flattened against a +tree. + +She stood still for a moment; then she, too, began to run in pursuit, and +when at last they met by the tree her despair was less poignant. Irgens +handed her the hat, and she thanked him. She looked embarrassed. + +As they were walking down the sloping driveway toward the street the wind +made Aagot turn and walk backward a few steps. Suddenly she stopped. She +had discovered Coldevin; he was walking through the park in the direction +of Tivoli. He walked hurriedly, furtively, and as if he did not want to be +seen. So he was still in the city! + +And Aagot thought in sudden terror: What if he has seen us! As in a flash +she understood. He was coming from the park; he had wanted to wait until +they should have had time to reach the street; then the accident with her +hat had spoiled his calculations and made him show himself too soon. How +he stooped and squirmed! But he could find no hiding-place on this open +driveway. + +Aagot called to him, but the wind drowned her voice. She waved her hand, +but he pretended not to see it; he did not bow. And without another word +to Irgens she ran after him, down the slope. The wind blew her skirts to +her knees; she grabbed her hat with one hand and ran. She caught up with +him by the first cross-street. + +He stopped and greeted her as usual--awkwardly, with an expression of +melancholy gladness, moved in every fibre of his being. He was miserably +dressed. + +"You--You must not come here and spy on me," she said hoarsely, all out of +breath. She stood before him, breathing hard, angry, with flashing eyes. + +His lips parted but he could not speak; he did not know which way to turn. + +"Do you hear me?" + +"Yes--Have you been sick, perhaps? You haven't been out for two weeks now; +of course, I don't _know_ that you haven't, but--" + +His helpless words, his wretched embarrassment, moved her; her anger died +down, she was again on the verge of tears, and, deeply humiliated, she +said: + +"Dear Coldevin, forgive me!" + +She asked him to forgive her! He did not know what to say to this, but +answered abstractedly: + +"Forgive you? We won't speak about that--But why are you crying? I wish I +hadn't met you--" + +"But I am glad I met you," she said. "I wanted to meet you; I think of you +always, but I never see you--I long for you often." + +"Well, we won't speak about that, Miss Aagot. You know we have settled our +affair. I can only wish you every happiness, every possible happiness." + +Coldevin had apparently regained his self-control; he commenced even to +speak about indifferent matters: Was not this a fearful storm? God knew +how the ships on the high seas were faring! + +She listened and answered. His composure had its effect on her, and she +said quietly: + +"So you are still in the city. I shall not ask you to come and see me; +that would be useless. Ole and I both wanted to ask you to come with us on +a little excursion, but you could not be found." + +"I have seen Mr. Henriksen since then. I explained that I was engaged that +Sunday anyway. I was at a party, a little dinner--So everything is well +with you?" + +"Yes, thanks." + +Again she was seized with fear. What if he had been in the park and seen +everything? She said as indifferently as she could: "See how the trees are +swaying in the park! I suppose, though, there must be sheltered places +inside." + +"In the park? I don't know. I haven't been there--But your escort is +waiting for you; isn't it Irgens?" + +Thank God, she was saved! He had not been in the park. She heard nothing +else. Irgens was getting tired of this waiting, but she did not care. She +turned again to Coldevin. + +"So you have seen Ole since the excursion? I wonder why he hasn't +mentioned it to me." + +"Oh, he cannot remember everything. He has a lot to think of, Miss Aagot; +a great deal. He is at the head of a big business; I was really surprised +when I saw how big it is. Wonderful! A man like him must be excused if he +forgets a little thing like that. If you would permit me to say a word, he +loves you better than anybody else! He--Please remember that! I wanted so +much to say this to you!" + +These few words flew straight to her heart. In a flash she saw the image +of Ole, and she exclaimed joyously: + +"Yes, it is true! Oh, when I think of everything--I am coming!" she called +to Irgens and waved her hand at him. + +She said good-bye to Coldevin and left him. + +She seemed to be in a great hurry; she asked Irgens to pardon her for +having kept him waiting, but she walked on rapidly. + +"Why this sudden haste?" he asked. + +"Oh, I must get home. What a nasty wind!" + +"Aagot!" + +She shot him a swift glance; his voice had trembled; she felt a warm glow +throughout her being. No, she couldn't make herself colder than she was; +her eyes drooped again and she leaned toward him; her arm brushed his +sleeve. + +He spoke her name again with infinite tenderness, and she yielded. + +"Give me a little time, please! Whatever shall I do? I will love you if +you will only let me alone now." + +He was silent. + +Finally they reached the last crossing. Ole Henriksen's house could be +seen in the distance. The sight of that house seemed to bring her to her +senses. Whatever could she have said? Had she promised anything? No, no, +nothing! And she said with averted eyes: + +"That which has happened to-day--your having kissed me--I regret it; God +knows I do! I grieve over it--" + +"Then pronounce the sentence!" he answered briskly. + +"No, I cannot punish you, but I give you my hand in promise that I will +tell Ole if you ever dare do that again." + +And she gave him her hand. + +He took it, pressed it; he bent over it, and kissed it repeatedly, +defiantly, right below her own windows. Covered with confusion, she +finally succeeded in opening the door and escaping up the stairs. + + + + +V + + +Ole Henriksen received a telegram which hastened his departure for London. +For twenty-four hours he worked like a slave to get through--wrote and +arranged, called at the banks, instructed his clerks, gave orders to his +chief assistant, who was to be in charge during his absence. The Hull +steamer was loading; it was to sail in a couple of hours. Ole Henriksen +did not have any too much time. + +Aagot went with him from place to place, sad and faithful. She was +labouring under suppressed emotion. She did not say a word so as not to +disturb him, but she looked at him all the time with moist eyes. They had +arranged that she should go home the next morning on the first train. + +Old Henriksen shuffled back and forth, quiet and silent; he knew that his +son needed to hurry. Every once in a while a man would come up from the +dock with reports from the steamer; now there was only a shipment of +whale-oil to load, then she would start. It would take about +three-quarters of an hour. At last Ole was ready to say farewell. Aagot +only had to put on her wraps; she would stay with him to the last. + +"What are you thinking of, Aagot?" + +"Oh, nothing. But I wish you were well back again, Ole." + +"Silly little girl! I am only going to London," he said, forcing a gaiety +he did not feel. "Don't you worry! I shall be back in no time." He put his +arm around her waist and caressed her; he gave her the usual pet names: +Little Mistress, dear little Mistress! A whistle sounded; Ole glanced at +his watch; he had fifteen minutes left. He had to see Tidemand a moment. + +As soon as he entered Tidemand's office he said: "I am going to London. I +want you to come over occasionally and give the old man a lift. Won't +you?" + +"Certainly," said Tidemand. "Are you not going to sit down, Miss Aagot? +For you are not departing, I hope?" + +"Yes, to-morrow," answered Aagot. + +Ole happened to think of the last quotations. Rye was going up again. He +congratulated his friend warmly. + +Yes, prices were better; the Russian crops hadn't quite come up to +expectations; the rise was not large, but it meant a great deal to +Tidemand with his enormous stores. + +"Yes, I am keeping afloat," he said happily, "and I can thank you for +that. Yes, I can--" And he told them that he was busy with a turn in tar. +He had contracts from a house in Bilbao. "But we will talk about this when +you get back. _Bon voyage_!" + +"If anything happens, wire me," said Ole. + +Tidemand followed the couple to his door. Both Ole and Aagot were moved. +He went to the window and waved to them as they passed; then he went back +to his desk and worked away with books and papers. A quarter of an hour +passed. He saw Aagot return alone; Ole had gone. + +Tidemand paced back and forth, mumbling, figuring, calculating every +contingency regarding this business in tar. He happened to see a long +entry in the ledger which was lying open on his desk. It was Irgens's +account. Tidemand glanced at it indifferently; old loans, bad debts, wine +and loans, wine and cash. The entries were dated several years back; there +were none during the last year. Irgens had never made any payments; the +credit column was clean. Tidemand still remembered how Irgens used to joke +about his debts. He did not conceal that he owed his twenty thousand; he +admitted it with open and smiling face. What could he do? He had to live. +It was deplorable that circumstances forced him into such a position. He +wished it were different and he would have been sincerely grateful if +anybody had come along and paid his debts, but so far nobody had offered +to do that. Well, he would say, that could not be helped; he would have to +carry his own burdens. Fortunately, most of his creditors were people with +sufficient culture and delicacy to appreciate his position; they did not +like to dun him; they respected his talent. But occasionally it would +happen that a tailor or a wine-dealer would send him a bill and as like as +not spoil an exquisite mood. He simply must open his door whenever anybody +knocked, even if he were just composing some rare poem. He had to answer, +to expostulate: What, another bill? Well, put it there, and I will look at +it some time when I need a piece of paper. Oh, it is receipted? Well, then +I will have to refuse to accept it; I never have receipted bills lying +round. Take it back with my compliments.... + +Tidemand walked back and forth. An association of ideas made him think of +Hanka and the divorce. God knows what she was waiting for; she kept to +herself and spent all her time with the children, sewing slips and dresses +all day long. He had met her on the stairs once; she was carrying some +groceries in a bundle; she had stepped aside and muttered an excuse. They +had not spoken to each other. + +What could she be thinking of? He did not want to drive her away, but this +could not continue. He was at a loss to understand why she took her meals +at home; she never went to a restaurant. Dear me, perhaps she had no more +money! He had sent the maid to her once with a couple of hundred crowns-- +they could not last for ever! He glanced in his calendar and noticed that +it was nearly a month since he had had that settlement with Hanka; her +money must have been used up long ago. She had probably even bought things +for the children with that money. + +Tidemand grew hot all of a sudden. At least _she_ should never lack +anything; thank God, one wasn't a pauper exactly! He took out all the +money he could spare, left the office, and went up-stairs. The maid told +him that Hanka was in her own little room, the middle room facing the +street. It was four o'clock. + +He knocked and entered. + +Hanka sat at the table, eating. She rose quickly. + +"Oh--I thought it was the maid," she stammered. Her face coloured and she +glanced uneasily at the table. She began to clear away, to place napkins +over the dishes. She moved the chairs and said again and again: "I did not +know--everything is so upset--" + +But he asked her to excuse his abrupt entrance. He only wanted to--she +must have been in need of money, of course she must; it couldn't be +otherwise; he wouldn't hear any more about it. Here--he had brought a +little for her present needs. And he placed the envelope on the table. + +She refused to accept it. She had plenty of money left. She took out the +last two hundred crowns he had sent her and showed him the bills. She even +wanted to return them. + +He looked at her in amazement. He noticed that her left hand was without +the ring. He frowned and asked: + +"What has become of your ring, Hanka?" + +"It isn't the one you gave me," she answered quickly. "It is the other +one. That doesn't matter." + +"I did not know you had been obliged to do that, or I would long ago--" + +"But I was not obliged to do it; I wanted to. You see I have plenty of +money. But it does not matter in the least, for I still have _your_ +ring." + +"Well, whether it is my ring or not, you have not done me a favour by +this. I want you to keep your things. I am not so altogether down and out, +even if I have had to let some of my help go." + +She bowed her head. He walked over to the window; when he turned back he +noticed that she was looking at him; her eyes were candid and open. He +grew confused and turned his back to her again. No, he could not speak to +her of moving now; let her stay on awhile if she wanted to. But he would +at least try to persuade her to cease this strange manner of living; there +was no sense in that; besides, she was getting thin and pale. + +"Don't be offended, but ought you not--Not for my sake, of course, but for +your own--" + +"Yes, I know," she interrupted, afraid of letting him finish; "time +passes, and I haven't moved yet." + +He forgot what he intended to say about her housekeeping eccentricities; +he caught only her last words. + +"I cannot understand you. You have had your way; nothing binds you any +more. You can be Hanka Lange now as much as you like; you surely know that +I am not holding you back." + +"No," she answered. She rose and took a step toward him. She held out her +hand to him in a meaningless way, and when he did not take it, she dropped +it to her side limply, with burning cheeks. She sank into her chair again. + +"No, you are not holding me back--I wanted to ask you--Of course, I have +no right to expect that you will let me, but if you would--if I could +remain here awhile yet? I would not be as I was before--I have changed a +good deal, and so have you. I cannot say what I want to--" + +His eyes blurred suddenly. What did she mean? For a moment he faltered; +then he buttoned his coat and straightened his shoulders. Had he, then, +suffered in vain during all these weary days and nights? Hardly! He would +prove it now. Hanka was sitting there, but evidently she was beside +herself; he had excited her by calling on her so "unexpectedly". + +"Don't excite yourself, Hanka. Perhaps you are saying what you do not +mean." + +A bright, irrepressible hope flamed up within her. + +"Yes," she exclaimed, "I mean every word! Oh, if you could forget what I +have been, Andreas? If you would only have pity on me! Take me back; be +merciful! I have wanted to come back for more than a month now, come back +to you and to the children; I have stood here behind the curtains and +watched you when you went out! The first time I really saw you was that +night on the yacht--do you remember? I had never seen you until then. You +stood by the tiller. I saw you against the sky; your hair was a little +grey around the temples. I was so surprised when I saw you. I asked you if +you were cold. I did it so you would speak to me! I know--time passed, but +during all these weeks I have seen nobody but you--nobody! I am four and +twenty years old, and have never felt like this before. Everything you do, +everything you say--And everything the little ones do and say. We play and +laugh, they cling to my neck.... I follow you with my eyes. See, I have +cut a little hole in the curtain so that I can see you better. I can see +you all the way to the end of the street. I can tell your steps whenever +you walk down-stairs. Punish me, make me suffer, but do not cast me off! +Simply to be here gives me a thousand joys, and I am altogether different +now--" + +She could hardly stop; she continued to speak hysterically; at times her +voice was choked with emotion. She rose from the chair. She smiled while +the tears rained down her face. Her voice trailed off into inarticulate +sounds. + +"For Heaven's sake, be calm!" he exclaimed abruptly, and his own tears +were falling as he spoke. His face twitched. He was furious because he +could not control himself better. He stood there and snapped out his +words. He could not find the ones he sought. "You could always make me do +whatever you wanted. I am not very clever when it comes to bandying words, +no, indeed! The clique knows how to talk, but I haven't learned the art-- +Forgive me, I did not mean to hurt you. But if you mean that you want me +to take somebody else's place now--If you want me as a successor--Of +course, I do not know, but I ask. You say you want to come back now. But +_how_ do you come back? Oh, I don't want to know; go in God's name!" + +"No, you are right. I simply wanted to ask you--I had to. I have been +unfaithful to you, yes. I have done everything I shouldn't do, +everything--" + +"Well, let us end this scene. You need rest more than anything else." + +Tidemand walked to the door. She followed him with wide-open eyes. + +"Punish me!" she cried. "I ask you to--have pity! I should be grateful to +you. Don't leave me, I cannot bear to have you go! Do not cast me off; I +have been unfaithful and--But try me once more; try me only a little! Do +you think I might remain here? I don't know--" + +He opened the door. She stood still, her eyes dilated. From them shone the +great question. + +"Why do you look at me like that? What do you want me to do?" he asked. +"Come to your senses. Do not brood over the past. I will do all I can for +the children. I think that is all you can reasonably ask." + +Then she gave up. She stretched her arms out after him as the door closed. +She heard his steps down the stairs. He paused a moment as if uncertain +which way to take. Hanka ran to the window, but she heard his office door +open. Then all was quiet. + +Too late! How could she have expected otherwise? Good God, how could she +have expected otherwise! How she had nourished that vain hope night and +day for a whole month! He had gone; he said no, and he went away. Most +likely he even objected to her staying with the children! + +Mrs. Hanka moved the following day. She took a room she saw advertised in +the paper, the first room she came across; it was near the Fortress. She +left home in the morning while Tidemand was out. She kissed the children +and wept. She put her keys in an envelope and wrote a line to her husband. +Tidemand found it upon his return; found the keys and this farewell, which +was only a line or two. + +Tidemand went out again. He sauntered through the streets, down toward the +harbour. He followed the docks far out. A couple of hours went by, then he +returned the same way. He looked at his watch; it was one o'clock. +Suddenly he ran across Coldevin. + +Coldevin stood immovable behind a corner and showed only his head. When he +saw Tidemand coming straight toward him he stepped out in the street and +bowed. + +Tidemand looked up abstractedly. + +And Coldevin asked: + +"Pardon me, isn't this Mr. Irgens I see down there--that gentleman in +grey?" + +"Where? Oh, yes, it looks like him," answered Tidemand indifferently. + +"And the lady who is with him, isn't that Miss Lynum?" + +"Perhaps it is. Yes, I fancy that is she." + +"But wasn't she going away to-day? It seems to me I heard--Perhaps she has +changed her mind?" + +"I suppose she has." + +Coldevin glanced swiftly at him. Tidemand looked as if he did not want to +be disturbed. He excused himself politely and walked off, lost in thought. + + + + +VI + + +No, Aagot did not go away as had been arranged. It occurred to her that +she ought to buy a few things for her smaller sisters and brothers. It was +quite amusing to go around and look at the store windows all alone; she +did that all the afternoon, and it was six when at last she was through +and happened to meet Irgens on the street. He relieved her of her parcels +and went with her. Finally they hailed a carriage and took a ride out in +the country. It was a mild and quiet evening. + +No, she must not go away to-morrow. What good would that do? One day more +or less didn't matter. And Irgens confessed frankly that he was not very +flush at present, or he would have accompanied her.... If not in the same +compartment, at least on the same train. He wanted to be near her to the +very last. But he was too poor, alas! + +Wasn't it a crying shame that a man like him should be so hard up? Not +that she would have allowed him to come, but.... How it impressed her that +he so frankly told her of his poverty! + +"Besides, I am not sure that my life is safe here any more," he said +smilingly. "Did you tell my friend Ole how I acted?" + +"It is never too late to do that," she said. + +They told the driver to stop. They walked ahead, talking gaily and +happily. He asked her to forgive him his rashness--not that he wanted her +to think that he had forgotten her, or could forget her. + +"I love you," he confessed, "but I know it is useless. I have now one +thing left--my pen. I may write a verse or two to you; you must not be +angry if I do. Well, time will tell. In a hundred years everything will be +forgotten." + +"I am powerless to change anything," she said. + +"No, you are not. It depends, of course--At least, there is nobody else +who can." And he added quickly: "You told me to give you a little time, +you asked me to wait--what did you mean by that?" + +"Nothing," she answered. + +They walked on. They came into a field. Irgens spoke entertainingly about +the far, blue, pine-clad ridges, about a tethered horse, a workingman who +was making a fence. Aagot was grateful; she knew he did this in order to +maintain his self-control; she appreciated it. He even said with a shy +smile that if she would not think him affected he would like to jot down a +couple of stanzas which just now occurred to him. And he jotted down the +couple of stanzas. + +She wanted to see what he wrote. She bent toward him and asked him +laughingly to let her see. + +If she really wanted to! It was nothing much, though. + +"Do you know," he said, "when you bent toward me and your head was so +close to me, I prayed in my heart that you would remain like that! That is +the reason I first refused to let you see what I had written." + +"Irgens," she said suddenly, in a tender voice, "what would happen if I +said yes to you?" + +Pause. They looked at each other. + +"Then it would happen, of course, that--that you would say no to another." + +"Yes--but it is too late now, too late! It is not to be considered--But +if it is any comfort to you to know it, then I can say that you are not +the only one to grieve--" + +He took this beautifully. He seized her hand and pressed it silently, with +a happy glance, and he let it go at once. + +They walked along the road. They had never been closer to each other. When +they reached the new fence the workman took off his cap. They stopped +before a gate; they looked at each other a moment and turned back. They +did not speak. + +They came back to the carriage. During the drive Irgens held all Aagot's +bundles in his arms. He did not move and was not in the least insistent. + +She was really touched by his tactful behaviour, and when he finally asked +her to stay another day she consented. + +But when the carriage had to be paid for he searched his pockets in vain; +at last he had to ask her to pay the driver herself. She was pleased to be +able to do that; she only wished she had thought of it at once. He had +looked quite crestfallen. + +They met each other early the next day. They walked along the docks, +talking together in low voices, trembling with suppressed feeling. Their +eyes were full of caresses; they walked close to each other. When, +finally, Irgens caught sight of Coldevin standing half hidden behind a +corner, he did not mention his discovery with a single syllable in order +not to distress her. He said simply: + +"What a pity you and I are not ordinary working people now! We seem to +attract attention; people are for ever staring at us. It would be +preferable to be less prominent." + +They spoke about seeing each other at the Grand in the evening. It was +quite a while since she had been there; she had really had few pleasures +of late. Suddenly he said: + +"Come and go up to my place. There we can sit and talk in peace and +quiet." + +"But would that do?" + +Why not? In broad daylight? There was absolutely no reason why she +shouldn't. And he would always, always have the memory of her visit to +treasure. + +And she went with him, timid, fearful, but happy. + + + + +FINALE + + + + +I + + +Milde and Gregersen walked down the street together. They talked about +Milde's portrait of Paulsberg which had been bought by the National +Galleries; about the Actor Norem, who, together with a comrade, had been +found drunk in a gutter and had been arrested; about Mrs. Hanka, who was +said at last to have left her husband. Was anything else to be expected? +Hadn't she endured it for four long years down in that shop? They asked +each other for her address; they wanted to congratulate her; she must know +that they fully sympathised with her. But none of them knew her address. + +They were deeply interested in the situation. It had come to this that +Parliament had been dissolved without having said the deciding word, +without having said anything, in fact. The _Gazette_ had advised +against radical action at the last moment. The paper had talked about the +seriousness of assuming responsibilities, about the unwisdom of a +straightforward challenge. + +"What the devil can we do--with our army and navy?" said Gregersen with +deep conviction. "We shall simply have to wait." + +They went into the Grand. Ojen was there with his two close-cropped poets. +He was speaking about his latest prose poems: "A Sleeping City," +"Poppies," "The Tower of Babel." Imagine the Tower of Babel--its +architecture! And with a nervous gesture he drew a spiral in the air. + +Paulsberg and his wife arrived; they moved the tables together and formed +a circle. Milde stood treat; he still had money left from the first half +of the subsidy. Paulsberg attacked Gregersen at once because of the +_Gazette's_ change of front. Hadn't he himself, a short time ago, +written a rather pointed article in the paper? Had they entirely forgotten +that? How could he reconcile this with their present attitude? It would +soon be a disgrace for an honest man to see his name in that sheet. +Paulsberg was indignant and said so without mincing words. + +Gregersen had no defence. He simply answered that the _Gazette_ had +fully explained its position, had given reasons.... + +"What kind of reasons?" Paulsberg would show them how shallow they were. +"Waiter, the _Gazette_ for to-day!" + +While they waited for the paper even Milde ventured to say that the +reasons were anything but convincing. They consisted of vague vapourings +about the easterly boundary, the unpreparedness of the army, even +mentioning foreign intervention.... + +"And fifteen minutes ago you yourself agreed with the _Gazette_ +unqualifiedly," said Gregersen. + +Paulsberg commenced reading from the _Gazette_, paragraph after +paragraph. He laughed maliciously. Wasn't it great to hear a paper like +the _Gazette_ mention the word responsibility? And Paulsberg threw +the paper aside in disgust. No; there ought to be at least a trace of +honesty in our national life! This sacrifice of principle for the sake of +expediency was degrading, to say the least. + +Grande and Norem entered, with Coldevin between them. Coldevin was +talking. He nodded to the others and finished what he was saying before he +paused. The Attorney, this peculiar nonentity, who neither said nor did +anything himself, took a wicked pleasure in listening to this uncouth +person from the backwoods. He had happened upon Coldevin far up in Thranes +Road; he had spoken to him, and Coldevin had said that he was going away +soon, perhaps to-morrow. He was going back to Torahus; he was mainly going +in order to resign his position; he had accepted a situation farther +north. But in that case Grande had insisted that they empty a glass +together, and Coldevin had finally come along. They had met Norem outside. + +Coldevin, too, spoke about the situation; he accused the young because +they had remained silent and accepted this last indignity without a +protest. God help us, what kind of a youth was that? Was our youth, then, +_entirely_ decadent? + +"It looks bad for us again," said Milde in a stage whisper. + +Paulsberg smiled. + +"You will have to grin and bear it--Let us get toward home, Nikoline. I am +not equal to this." + +And Paulsberg and his wife left. + + + + +II + + +Coldevin looked very shabby indeed. He was in the same suit he wore when +he came to town; his hair and beard were shaggy and unkempt. + +The Journalist brought him over to the table. What did he want? Only a +glass of beer? + +Coldevin glanced around him indifferently. It would seem that he had had a +hard time. He was thin to emaciation and his eyes shone through dark, +shadowy rings. He drank his beer greedily. He even said it was a long time +since a glass of beer had tasted better. Perhaps he was hungry, too. + +"To return to the matter under discussion," said the Attorney. "One cannot +affirm offhand that we are floating on the battered hull. One must not +forget to take the young Norway into consideration." + +"No," answered Coldevin, "one should never affirm anything offhand. One +must try to reach the basic reason for every condition. And this basic +reason might just be--as I have said--our superstitious faith in a power +which we do not possess. We have grown so terribly modest in our demands; +why is it? Might this not lie at the very root of our predicament? Our +power is theoretical; we talk, we intoxicate ourselves in words, but we do +not act. The fancy of our youth turns to literature and clothes; its +ambition goes no further, and it is not interested in other things. It +might, for instance, profitably take an interest in our business life." + +"Dear me, how you know everything!" sneered the Journalist. + +But Milde nudged him secretly and whispered: "Leave him alone! Let him +talk. He, he! He really believes what he says; he trembles with eagerness +and conviction. He is a sight in our day and generation!" + +The Attorney asked him: + +"Have you read Irgens's latest book?" + +"Yes, I have read it. Why do you ask?" + +"Oh, simply because I am at a loss to understand how you can have such a +poor opinion of our youth when you know its production. We have writers of +rank--" + +"Yes--but, on the other hand, there is in your circle a young man who has +lost heavily in rye," answered Coldevin. "I am more interested in him. Do +you know what this man is doing? He is not crushed or broken by his loss. +He is just now creating a new article of export; he has undertaken to +supply a foreign enterprise with tar, Norwegian tar. But you do not +mention his name." + +"No; I must confess that my knowledge of Norwegian tar is limited, but--" + +"There may be nothing lacking in your knowledge, Mr. Attorney, but you +have possibly too little sympathy for commerce and the creation of values. +On the other hand, you are thoroughly up to date as far as the aesthetic +occurrences are concerned; you have heard the latest prose poem. We have +so many young writers; we have Ojen, and we have Irgens, and we have +Paulsberg, and we have many more. That is the young Norway. I see them on +the streets occasionally. They stalk past me as poets should stalk past +ordinary people. They are brimful of new intentions, new fashions. They +are fragrant with perfume--in brief, there is nothing lacking. When they +show up everybody else is mute: 'Silence! The poet speaks.' The papers are +able to inform their readers that Paulsberg is on a trip to Honefos. In a +word--" + +But this was too much for Gregersen. He himself had written the news notes +about Paulsberg's trip to Honefos. He shouted: + +"But you have the most infernal way of saying insolent things! You look as +if you were saying nothing of consequence--" + +"I simply cannot understand why you lose your temper," said Milde +tranquilly, "when Paulsberg himself told us to grin and bear it!" + +Pause. + +"In a word," resumed Coldevin, "the people do their duty, the papers do +their duty. Our authors are not ordinary, readable talents; no, they are +flaming pillars of fire; they are being translated into German! They +assume dimensions. This, of course, can be repeated so often that people +at last believe it; but such a self-delusion is very harmful. It makes us +complacent, it perpetuates our insignificance." + +Gregersen plays a trump card: + +"But tell me, you--I don't remember your name:--do you know the story of +Vinje and the potato? I always think of that when I hear you speak. You +are so immensely unsophisticated; you are from the country, and you think +you can amaze us. You have not the slightest suspicion that your opinions +are somewhat antiquated. Your opinions are those of the self-taught man. +Once Vinje began to ponder over the ring in a newly cut, raw potato; being +from the country, you, at least, must know that there in springtime, +often, is a purple figure in a potato. And Vinje was so interested in this +purple outline that he sat down and wrote a mathematical thesis about it. +He took this to Fearnley in the fond belief that he had made a great +discovery. 'This is very fine,' said Fearnley; 'it is perfectly correct. +You have solved the problem. But the Egyptians knew this two thousand +years ago--' They knew it ages ago, ha, ha, ha! And I am always reminded +of this story when I hear you speak! Don't be offended, now!" + +Pause. + +"No, I am not offended in the least," said Coldevin. "But if I understand +you correctly, then we agree. I am only saying what you already know?" + +But Gregersen shook his head in despair and turned to Milde. + +"He is impossible," he said. He emptied his glass and spoke again to +Coldevin, spoke in a louder voice than necessary; he bent toward him and +shouted: "For Heaven's sake, man, don't you understand that your opinions +are too absurd--the opinions of the self-taught man? You think that what +you say is news to us. We have heard it for ages; we know it, and we think +it ridiculous. Isch! I don't want to talk to you!" + +And Gregersen got up and walked unsteadily away. It was six o'clock. The +three men who remained at the table sat silently a few moments. At last +Coldevin said: + +"There goes Journalist Gregersen. That man has my unqualified pity and +sympathy." + +"He would hardly accept it," said Milde with a laugh. + +"But he cannot avoid it. I think often of these writers for the daily +press, these faithful workers who accomplish more in a month than the +poets wring from themselves during a year. They are often married men in +poor circumstances; their fate is not too pleasant at best. They have +probably dreamed about a freer and richer life than this slavery in an +office where their best efforts are swallowed up in anonymity, and where +they often have to repress themselves and their convictions in order to +keep their jobs. It might be well if these men were given the approbation +they deserved; it might even be profitable; it might bear fruit in a free +and honest newspaper literature. What have we at present? An irresponsible +press, lacking convictions and clearly defined principles, its policy +dictated by personal preferences--by even worse motives. No; a truly great +journalist ranks far higher than a poet." + +Just then the door opened and Irgens and Miss Aagot entered. They stopped +by the door and looked around; Aagot showed no sign of embarrassment, but +when she caught sight of Coldevin, she stepped forward quickly, with a +smile on lips that were already opened as if to speak. Suddenly she +stopped. Coldevin stared at her and fumbled mechanically at his buttons. + +This lasted a few moments. Irgens and Aagot went over to the table, shook +hands, and sat down. Aagot gave Coldevin her hand. Milde wanted to know +what they would have. He happened to be flush. "Order anything you like--" + +"You come too late," he said smilingly. "Coldevin has entertained us +splendidly." + +Irgens looked up. He shot a swift glance at Coldevin and said, while he +lit a cigar: + +"I have enjoyed Mr. Coldevin's entertainment once before in Tivoli, I +believe. This will have to satisfy me for the present." + +It was only with difficulty that Irgens succeeded in hiding his +displeasure. This was the second time to-day he had seen Coldevin; he had +observed him outside his lodgings in Thranes Road No. 5. He had not been +able to get Aagot out until this infernal fellow had disappeared. By a +happy chance Grande had passed by; otherwise he would probably have been +there still. And how had he acted? He had stood like a guard, immovable; +Irgens had been furious. He had had the greatest difficulty in keeping +Aagot from the windows. If she had happened to glance out she must have +discovered him. He had made no effort to conceal himself. One would think +he had stood there with the avowed intention of being seen, in order to +keep the couple in a state of siege. + +Now he appeared slightly embarrassed. He fingered his glass nervously and +looked down. But suddenly it seemed as if Irgens's insolence had roused +him; he said bluntly and without connection with what had been discussed +before: + +"Tell me one thing--Or, let me rather say it myself: These poets are +turning everything upside down; nobody dares to grumble. An author might +owe in unsecured debts his twenty thousand--what of it? He is unable to +pay, that is all. What if a business man should act in this manner? What +if he were to obtain wine or clothes on false promises of payment? He +would simply be arrested for fraud and declared bankrupt. But the authors, +the artists, these talented superbeings who suck the country's blood like +vampires to the nation's acclaim--who would dare take such measures with +them? People simply discuss the scandal privately and laugh and think it +infernally smart that a man can owe his twenty thousand--" + +Milde put his glass down hard and said: + +"My good man, this has gone far enough!" + +That splendid fellow Milde seemed all at once to have lost his patience. +While he was sitting alone with the Attorney and the Actor he had found +the miserable Tutor's bitter sarcasms amusing, but no sooner had one of +the Authors appeared than he felt outraged and struck his fist on the +table. It was Milde's excellent habit always to await reinforcements. + +Coldevin looked at him. + +"Do you think so?" he said. + +"I'll be damned if I don't." + +Coldevin had undoubtedly spoken intentionally. He had even addressed his +remarks very plainly. Irgens bit his moustache occasionally. + +But now Norem woke up. He understood that something was happening before +his dull eyes, and he began to mix in, to declaim about business morals. +It was the rottenest morality on earth, usury--a morality for Jews! Was it +right to demand usurious interest? Don't argue with him. He knew what he +was talking about. Ho! business morals! The rottenest morals on earth.... + +Meanwhile the Attorney was talking across the table to Irgens and Miss +Aagot. He told them how he had come across Coldevin. + +"I ran across him a moment ago up your way, Irgens, in Thranes Road, right +below your windows. I brought him along. I couldn't let the fellow stand +there alone--" + +Aagot asked quickly, with big, bewildered eyes: + +"Thranes Road, did you say? Irgens, he was standing below your windows!" + +Her heart was fluttering with fear. Coldevin observed her fixedly; he made +sure that she should notice he was staring straight at her. + +Meanwhile Norem continued his impossible tirade. So it was charged that +the people as a whole was corrupt, that its men and women were debased +because they honoured literature and art. "Ho! you leave art alone, my +good man, and don't you bother about that! Men and women corrupt!--" + +Coldevin seized this chance remark by the hair and replied. He did not +address Norem; he looked away from him. He spoke about something that +evidently was vitally important in his eyes. He addressed himself to +nobody in particular, and yet his words were meant for some one. It was +hardly correct to say that men and women were corrupt; they had simply +reached a certain degree of hollowness; they had degenerated and grown +small. Shallow soil, anaemic soil, without growth, without fertility! The +women carried on their surface existence. They were not tired of life, but +they did not venture much either. How could they put up any stakes? They +had none to put up. They darted around like blue, heatless flames; they +nibbled at everything, joys and sorrows, and they did not realise that +they had grown insignificant. Their ambitions did not soar; their hearts +did not suffer greatly; they beat quite regularly, but they did not swell +more for one thing than for another, more for one person than for another. +What had our young women done with their proud eyes? Nowadays they looked +on mediocrity as willingly as on superiority. They lost themselves in +admiration over rather every-day poetry, over common fiction. Some time +ago greater and prouder things were needed to conquer them. There was a +page here and there in Norway's history to prove that. Our young women had +modified their demands considerably; they couldn't help it; their pride +was gone, their strength sapped. The young woman had lost her power, her +glorious and priceless simplicity, her unbridled passion, her brand of +breed. She had lost her pride in the only man, her hero, her god. She had +acquired a sweet tooth. She sniffed at everything and gave everybody the +willing glance. Love to her was simply the name for an extinct feeling; +she had read about it and at times she had been entertained by it, but it +had never sweetly overpowered her and forced her to her knees; it had +simply fluttered past her like an outworn sound. "But the young woman of +our day does not pretend to all this; alas, no! She is honestly shorn. +There is nothing to do about it; the only thing is to keep the loss within +limits. In a few generations we shall probably experience a renaissance; +everything comes in cycles. But for the present we are sadly denuded. Only +our business life beats with a healthy, strong pulse. Only our commerce +lives its deed-filled life. Let us place our faith in that! From it will +the newer Norway spring!" + +These last words seemed to irritate Milde; he took out of his pocketbook a +ten-crown bill which he threw across the table to Coldevin. He said +furiously: + +"There--take your money! I had almost forgotten that I owed you this +money, but I trust you understand that you can go now!" + +Coldevin coloured deeply. He took the bill slowly. + +"You do not thank me very politely for the loan," he said. + +"And who has told you that I am a polite man? The main thing is that you +have got your money and that we hope now to be rid of you." + +"Well, I thank you; I need it," said Coldevin. The very way in which he +picked up the bill showed plainly that he was not used to handling money. +Suddenly he looked straight at Milde and added: + +"I must confess I had not expected you ever to repay this loan." + +Milde blazed up, but only for a moment. Even this direct insult did not +make him lose his temper. He swallowed it, mumbled a reply, said finally +that he had not intended to be rude; he would apologise.... + +But Norem, who sat there drunk and dull, could no longer repress his +amusement. He only saw the comical side of the incident and cried +laughingly: + +"Have you touched this fellow, too, Milde? So help me, you can borrow +money from anybody! You are inimitable. Ha, ha! from him, too!" + +Coldevin rose. + +Aagot got up simultaneously and ran over to him. She took his hand, a prey +to the greatest excitement. She began whispering to him. She led him over +to a window and continued speaking earnestly, in a low voice. They sat +down. There was nobody else around, and she said: + +"Yes, yes, you are right; it is true. You were speaking to me; I +understood it only too well; you are right, right, right! Oh, but it is +going to be different! You said that I couldn't, that it was not within my +power; but I can; I will show you! I understand it all now; you have +opened my eyes. Dear, do not be angry with me. I have done a great wrong, +but--" + +She wept with dry eyes. She swallowed hard. She sat on the very edge of +the chair in her excitement. He injected a word now and then, nodded, +shook his head when she appeared too disconsolate, and in his confusion he +called her "Aagot, dearest Aagot." She must not apply everything he had +said to herself, not at all. Of course, he had thought of her, too, that +was true; but then he had been mistaken--thank God for that! He had simply +wanted to warn her. She was so young; he, who was older, knew better from +where danger threatened. But now she must forget it and be cheerful. + +They continued to speak. Irgens grew impatient and rose. He stretched +himself and yawned as if to indicate that he was going. Suddenly he +remembered something he had forgotten. He walked quickly over to the bar +and got some roasted coffee which he put in his vest pocket. + +Milde settled the checks. He flung money around with the greatest +unconcern; then he said good-bye and left. A moment afterward they saw him +bow to a lady outside. He spoke a few words and they walked away through a +side-street. The lady wore a long boa which billowed behind her in the +breeze. + +And still Aagot and Coldevin sat there. + +"Won't you take me home? Excuse me a moment, I want to--" + +She ran over to Irgens's table and took her coat from the chair. + +"Are you going?" he asked her in amazement. + +"Yes. Ugh--I won't do this any more. Goodbye!" + +"What won't you do any more? Don't you want me to take you home?" + +"No. And not later either; not to-morrow. No, I am through for good." She +gave Irgens her hand and said good-bye quickly. All the time she looked at +Coldevin and seemed impatient to be off. + +"Remember our engagement for to-morrow," Irgens said. + + + + +III + + +Aagot and Coldevin walked together down the street. He said nothing about +his going away, and she didn't know of his intention. She was happy to be +with Coldevin, this phenomenon who irritated everybody with his impossible +harangues. She walked close beside him; her heart was fluttering. + +"Forgive me!" she pleaded. "Yes, you must forgive me everything, both that +which has happened before and to-day. A while ago I should have been +afraid to ask you, but no sooner am I with you than I become bold again. +You never reprove me, never. But I haven't done anything wrong to-day--I +mean to-day when I was far up-town; you understand what I mean." And she +looked at him with an open, straightforward glance. + +"Are you going back home soon, Miss Aagot?" + +"Yes, I am going back at once--Forgive me, Coldevin, and believe me, +believe me--I have done nothing wrong to-day; but I am so sorry, I repent +everything--Blue, heatless flames, without much pride--I am not so stupid +that I do not know whom you had in mind when you said this." + +"But, dearest Aagot," he exclaimed in his perplexity, "it was not meant +for you--I didn't mean it at all! And besides, I was mistaken, greatly +mistaken; thank God, _you_ are entirely different. But promise me one +thing, Aagot; promise that you will be a little careful, do! It is none of +my business, of course; but you have fallen in with a crowd--believe me, +they are not your kind of people. Mrs. Tidemand has gained bitter +experience through them." + +She glanced at him inquiringly. + +"I thought it best to tell you. Mrs. Tidemand, one of the few sterling +personalities in the clique, even she! One from that crowd has destroyed +her, too." + +"Is that true?" said Aagot. "Well, I don't care in the least for them; +alas, no! I don't want to remember any of them." And she seized Coldevin's +arm and pressed close to him as if in fear. + +This embarrassed him still more. He slowed up a little, and she said with +a smile as she let go his arm: + +"I suppose I mustn't do that?" + +"H'm. What are you going to do when you get back home? By the way, have +you heard from your fiancé?" + +"No, not yet. But I suppose it is too early. Are you afraid of anything +happening to him? Dear me, tell me if you are!" + +"No; don't worry! He will get back safe enough." + +They stopped at her door and said good-bye. She ascended the few steps +hesitatingly, without even lifting her dress; suddenly she turned, ran +downstairs again, and seized Coldevin's hand. + +Without another word she hurried up-stairs and through the door. + +He stood still a moment. He heard her steps from inside, then they died +down. And he turned and drifted down the street. He saw and heard nothing +of what happened around him. + +Instinctively he walked toward the basement restaurant where he usually +took his meals. He went down and ordered something. Hurriedly he ate +everything that was placed before him; apparently he had not eaten for a +long while. And when he was through he took out the ten-crown bill and +paid his check from that. At the same time he felt in his waistcoat pocket +for a little package, a few crowns in silver--the small amount he had put +aside for his railway ticket, and which he had not dared to touch. + + * * * * * + +The following day, around five, Aagot was walking down toward the docks, +toward the same place where she had walked the day before. Irgens was +already waiting for her. + +She hurried toward him and said: + +"I came after all, but only to tell you--I won't meet you any more. I +haven't time to talk to you now, but I did not want you to come here and +wait for me." + +"Listen, Miss Aagot," he said boldly, "you can't back out now, you know." + +"I am not going home with you any more, never. I have learned something. +Why don't you get Mrs. Tidemand to go with you? Why don't you?" Aagot was +pale and excited. + +"Mrs. Tidemand?" he asked, startled. + +"Yes, I know everything. I have asked questions--Yes, I have thought of it +all night long. Go to Mrs. Tidemand, why don't you?" + +He stepped close to her. + +"Mrs. Tidemand has not existed for me since I saw you. I haven't seen her +for weeks. I don't even know where she lives." + +"Well, it doesn't matter," she said. "I suppose you can look her up. I +won't go home with you, but I can walk with you a few moments." + +They walked on. Aagot was quiet now. + +"I said I have thought of it all night," she continued. "Of course, not +all night. All day, I meant. Not all the time, I mean--You ought to be +ashamed of yourself! Married ladies! You don't defend yourself very +warmly, Irgens." + +"What is the use?" + +"No, I suppose you love her." And when he was silent she grew violently +jealous. "You might at least tell me if you love her!" + +"I love you," he answered, "I do not lie; it is you and nobody else I +love, Aagot. You can do with me what you like, but it is you." He did not +look at her. He gazed down on the pavement and he wrung his hands +repeatedly. + +She felt that his emotion was genuine and she said gently: + +"All right, Irgens, I'll believe you. But I won't go home with you." + +Pause. + +"What has made you so hostile toward me all of a sudden?" he asked. "Is it +this--? He has been your tutor, but I must frankly say that he disgusts +me, dirty and unkempt as he is." + +"You will be good enough to speak civilly of Coldevin," she said coldly. + +"Well, he is going away to-night, so we shall be rid of him," he said. + +She stopped. + +"Is he going this evening?" + +"So I heard. On the night train." + +Was he going? He hadn't mentioned that to her. Irgens had to tell her how +he knew. She was so taken up with this news about Coldevin that she forgot +everything else; perhaps she even felt a sense of relief at the thought +that henceforth she would be free from his espionage. When Irgens touched +her arm lightly she walked mechanically ahead. They went straight to his +rooms. When they stood by the entrance she suddenly recoiled. She said +"No!" repeatedly while she looked at him with staring, bewildered eyes. +But he pleaded with her. Finally he took her arm and led her firmly +inside. + +The door slammed behind them.... + +On the corner Coldevin stood and watched. When the couple disappeared he +stepped forward and walked over to the entrance. He stood there awhile. He +bent forward stiffly as if he were listening. He was much changed. His +face was fearfully drawn and his lips were frozen in a ghastly smile. Then +he sat down on the steps, close by the wall, waiting. + +An hour passed by. A tower-clock boomed. His train was not due to leave +for another hour. Half an hour went by. He heard somebody on the stairs. +Irgens came first. Coldevin did not stir; he sat motionless with his back +to the door. Then Aagot appeared. Suddenly she cried out loudly. Coldevin +arose and walked away. He had not looked at her nor had he said a word; he +had simply shown himself--he had been on the spot. He swayed like a man in +a stupor. He turned the very first corner, the frozen smile still on his +lips. + +Coldevin walked straight down to the railway station. He bought his ticket +and was ready. The doors were thrown open. He walked out to the +train-shed; a porter came after him with his trunk. His trunk? All right; +he had almost forgotten it. Put it in there, in this empty compartment! He +entered after it had been stowed away; then he collapsed utterly. He sat +in the corner; his gaunt, emaciated body shivered convulsively. In a few +moments he took from his pocketbook a tiny silken bow in the Norwegian +colours and began to tear it to pieces. He sat there quietly and plucked +the threads apart. When he had finished he stared at the shreds with a +fixed, vacant stare. The engine gave a hoarse blast; the train started. +Coldevin opened the window slowly and emptied his hand. And the tiny bits +of red and blue whirled away behind the train, fluttered and sank to the +gravel, to be ground in the dust beneath every man's foot. + + + + +IV + + +It was several days later before Aagot went home. Irgens had not persisted +in vain. He had succeeded, and now he reaped the reward of all his labour. +Aagot was with him continually. She was as much in love with him as she +could be. She clung to his neck. + +The days passed by. + +Finally a telegram arrived from Ole, and Aagot woke from her trance. The +wire had been sent to Torahus. It reached her after much delay. Ole was in +London. + +Well, what was to be done? Ole was in London, but he was not here yet. She +did not remember clearly how he looked. Dark, with blue eyes; tall, with a +stray wisp of hair which always fell across his forehead. Whenever she +thought of him he seemed to belong to an age long past. How long, long it +was since he went away! + +The telegram stirred to life again her dormant feelings for the absent +one. She trembled with the old sense of possession. She whispered his name +and blessed him for his goodness. She called him to her, blushing +breathlessly. No, nobody was like him! He did not wrong anybody. He walked +his straightforward way, guileless and upright. How he loved her! Little +mistress, little mistress! His breast was so warm! She grew warm herself +when she nestled close to him. How he could look up from a row of figures +and smile!... Oh, she had not forgotten!... + +She packed her belongings resolutely and wanted to go home in spite of +everything. The evening before she left she said good-bye to Irgens, a +protracted good-bye which rent her heart. She was his now, and Ole would +probably get over it. She made up her mind. She would go home and she +would cancel her engagement as soon as Ole returned. What would he say +when he read her letter with the ring enclosed? She writhed at the thought +that she wouldn't be near him to comfort him. She had to strike him from +afar! And thus it had to end! + +Irgens was full of tenderness and cheered her as much as he could. They +should not be separated for long. If nothing else turned up he would walk +up to her on his feet! Besides, she could get back to town; she wasn't a +pauper exactly; she even owned a yacht, a real yacht--what more did she +want? And Aagot smiled at this jest and felt relieved. + +The door was locked; they were alone. Everything was quiet; they heard +their hearts beat. And they said farewell to each other. + +Irgens would not take her to the train. It might give rise to too much +gossip; the town was so small and he was, unfortunately, so well known. +But they would write, write every day; otherwise she would never be able +to endure the separation.... + +Tidemand was the only one who knew of Aagot's departure and who followed +her to the train. He was paying his usual call to Henriksen's office +during the afternoon and was having his daily chat with the old man. As he +left he met Aagot outside: she was ready to go. Tidemand accompanied her +and carried her valise; her trunk had been sent ahead. + +It had rained and the streets were muddy. Aagot said several times: + +"What a disagreeable, mournful day!" + +They hardly spoke. Aagot simply said: + +"It was very kind of you to come with me; otherwise I should have been +altogether alone." And Tidemand noticed that she tried to appear +unconcerned. She smiled, but her eyes were moist. + +He, too, smiled and said comfortingly that he was glad she was going to +leave all this mud and filth; now she was going to the country, to cleaner +roads, to purer air. These few words were all they spoke. They stood in +the train-shed beneath the glass vault. It had begun to rain, and they +heard the drops beating on the roof while the engine stood wheezing on the +track. Aagot entered her compartment and gave Tidemand her hand. And in a +sudden desire to be forgiven, to be judged charitably, she said to this +stranger, whom she knew so slightly: + +"Good-bye--And do not judge me too harshly!" and she coloured deeply. + +"But, child!" he said amazed. He had no time to say more. + +She put her fair little face out of the window and nodded as the train +moved along. Her eyes were wet, and she struggled not to break down. She +looked at Tidemand as long as she could see him, then she waved a tiny +handkerchief. + +The strange girl! Her unaffected simplicity moved him. He did not stop +waving until the train was out of sight. Not judge her too harshly? He +certainly wouldn't! And if he ever had been tempted to, he would know +better in the future. She had waved to him--almost a stranger! He would be +sure and tell Ole--how that would please him!... + + * * * * * + +Tidemand walked toward his own wharf. He was very busy. He was altogether +taken up with his affairs. His business was steadily growing. He had been +forced to take on several of his old employees. At present he was shipping +tar. + +When he had given his orders in the warehouse, he walked over to the +restaurant where he usually took his meals. It was late. He ate hurriedly +and spoke to no one. He was engrossed in thought about a new enterprise he +had in mind. His tar was going to Spain. The rye held firm, with good +prices; he sold steadily, his business began to stretch forth new arms. +There was that new tannery near Torahus. How would it do if one gave a +little thought to a tar-manufacturing plant alongside? He really was going +to speak to Ole about that. He had had it in mind several weeks. He had +even consulted an engineer about it. There were the cuttings and the tops. +If the tannery took the bark, why shouldn't the tar plant take the wood? + +Tidemand walked home. It rained steadily. + +A few steps from his office entrance he stopped abruptly; then he sidled +quietly into an area-way. He stared straight ahead. His wife was standing +out there in the rain, outside his office. She was gazing, now at his +office windows, now up to the second story. There she stood. He could not +be mistaken, and his breath came in gasps. Once before he had seen her +there. She had circled around in the shadows beneath the street lamps, +just as now. He had called her name in a low voice, and she had +immediately hurried around the street corner without looking back. This +happened a Sunday evening three weeks ago. And now she was here again. + +He wanted to step forward. He made a movement and his raincoat rustled. +She glanced around quickly and hurried away. He stood immovable where he +was until she had disappeared. + + + + +V + + +Ole Henriksen returned a week later. He had become uneasy. He had +telegraphed to Aagot again and again, but could get no reply. He finished +up his business in a hurry and returned. But so far was he from suspecting +the true condition of affairs that on the very last afternoon in London he +bought her a little present, a carriage for her fiord pony on Torahus. + +And on his desk he found Aagot's letter with her ring enclosed. + +Ole Henriksen read the letter almost without grasping its meaning. His +hands commenced to tremble, and his eyes were staring. He went over and +locked the office door, and read the letter once more. It was brief and to +the point; it could not be misunderstood; she gave him back his "freedom." +And there was the ring, wrapped in tissue-paper. No, he could hardly be +uncertain as to the meaning of that letter. + +And Ole Henriksen drifted back and forth in his office for several hours. +He placed the letter on his desk and walked with hands tightly clasped +behind him. He took the letter again and read it once more. He was "free"! + +He must not think that she did not love him, she had written. She thought +of him as much as ever; yes, more even. She begged his forgiveness a +hundred times every day. But what good was it if she thought of him ever +so much? she continued. She was his no more, it had come to that. But she +had not surrendered at once, nor without a struggle; God knows that she +had loved him so dearly, and that she did not want to belong to anybody +but to him. However, it had gone entirely too far now; she would only ask +him to judge her kindly, though she did not deserve it, and not to grieve +over her. + +The letter was dated twice. She had not noticed that. It was written in +Aagot's large, childish hand, and was touching in its simplicity; she had +made several corrections. + +Yes, he had understood it clearly; and, besides, there was the ring. After +all, what did _he_ amount to? He was no prominent man, known all over +the country; he was no genius who could interest a girl greatly; he was +just an ordinary toiler, a business man--that was all. He should have +known better than imagine he would be allowed to keep Aagot's heart for +himself. Just see how he had fooled himself! Of course, he attended to his +business and worked conscientiously early and late, but that could not +make people fond of him. There was nothing to say to that. Anyhow, he knew +now why his telegrams had remained unanswered. He ought to have understood +it at once, but he hadn't.... She had gone entirely too far. She said +goodbye and loved somebody else. Nothing could be done about that. If she +loved somebody else, then.... It was probably Irgens--he would get her +after all. Tidemand had been right. It was dangerous with these many +boat-rides and walks; Tidemand had had experience. Well, it was too late +to think of that now. However, one's love could not have been so very +firmly rooted if a walk or two had been enough to break it down.... + +And suddenly the anger blazed up in the poor fellow. He walked more +rapidly and his forehead flamed. She had gone entirely too far. That was +his reward for the love he had lavished on her! He had knelt before a +hussy. He had let that miserable lover of hers cheat him openly for years! +He could prove it by the ledger--look here--now Aagot's fine friend had +been hard up for ten, now for fifty crowns! And he, Ole Henriksen, had +even been afraid that Aagot some day might chance to see the poet's +account in his books. He had finally put away the ledger, entirely out of +regard for the great man's feelings. It was a most suitable partnership; +they were worthy of each other. The poet had something to write about now, +a splendid subject! Ha, he must not grieve too much over her; she could +not stand that; she might even lose sleep over it! Think of that! But who +had said that he would grieve? She was mistaken. He might have knelt +before her, but he hadn't licked her boots; no, he would hardly be +compelled to take to his bed on account of this. She need not worry; she +need not weep scalding tears on his account. So she had jilted him; she +returned his ring. What of it? But why had she dragged the ring all the +way up to Torahus? Why hadn't she simply left it on his desk and saved the +postage? Good-bye; good riddance! Go to the devil with your silk-lined +deceiver, and never let me hear of you again!... + +He wrung his hands in anguish and paced back and forth with long, furious +strides. He would take it like a man. He would fling his own ring in her +face and end the comedy quickly. He stopped at the desk and tore the ring +off his finger, wrapped it up, and put it in an envelope. He wrote the +address in large, brutal letters; his hand trembled violently. Somebody +knocked. He flung the letter into a drawer and closed it hastily. + +It was one of his clerks who came to remind him that it was late. Should +he close up? + +"Yes, close up. But wait; I am through now; I am going, too. Bring me the +keys." + +Nobody should be able to say that he broke down because of a shabby trick +like this. He would show people that he could keep his composure. He might +go to the Grand and celebrate his return with a plain glass of beer! That +would be just the thing. He had no intention of avoiding people. He had a +revolver lying in a desk drawer; but had he wanted to use that, even for +the briefest moment? Had he _thought_ of it even? Not at all. It just +occurred to him now that it might be getting rusty. No, thank God! one was +not exactly weary of life.... + +Ole Henriksen went to the Grand. + +He sat down at a table and ordered his glass of beer. A moment later he +felt somebody slap him on the shoulder. He looked up; it was Milde. + +"Good old boy!" shouted Milde. "Are you sitting here without saying a +word? Welcome back! Come over to the window; you will find a couple of the +fellows there." + +Ole went over to the window. There were Ojen, Norem, and Gregersen, all of +them with half-empty wine-glasses in front of them. Ojen jumped up and +said pleasantly: + +"Welcome home, old man! I am glad to see you again. I have missed you a +good deal. I am coming down to-morrow to see you. There is something I +want to see you about." + +Gregersen gave him a finger. Ole took it, sat down, and told the waiter to +bring him his beer. + +"What! are you drinking beer? No, beer will never do on this occasion; it +must be wine!" + +"Well, drink what you want to. I am drinking beer." + +Just then Irgens arrived, and Milde called to him: "Ole is drinking beer, +but we are not going to do that. What do you say?" + +Irgens did not show the least sign of embarrassment when he faced Ole; he +barely nodded and said indifferently: "Welcome home!" And Ole looked at +him and noticed that his cuffs were not entirely clean; as a matter of +fact, his dress was not quite up to his usual standard. + +But Milde repeated his question: wasn't it a little too commonplace to +drink beer at a double celebration? + +"A double celebration?" asked Gregersen. + +"Exactly--yes. In the first place, Ole has returned, and that is of the +greatest importance to us at present; I frankly admit that. But I have, in +the second place, just been dispossessed from my studio, and that has also +a certain solemn significance. What do you think? The landlady came and +wanted money. 'Money?' I asked in amazement, and so on and so on. But the +outcome was that I was put out, without notice--only a couple of hours'. +Ha, ha! I have never heard of such a notice. Of course, she had already +given me her ultimatum a month ago; still--I had to leave a couple of +finished canvases. But I think this ought to be celebrated in wine, for +Ole does not care what we drink." + +"Of course not; why should I care?" asked Ole. + +And the gentlemen drank industriously. They grew well disposed and +cheerful before they took their departure. Irgens was first to leave; then +Ojen followed. Ole remained until they had all gone, all except Norem, who +sat there as usual and slumbered. He had listened to the talk. +Occasionally he had injected a word. He had grown weary and subdued; a +bitter disgust had taken possession of him and made him dully indifferent +to everything. + +At last he got up and paid his check. + +The waiter halted him. + +"Pardon me," he said, "but the wine--" + +"The wine?" asked Ole. "I have only had a couple of glasses of beer." + +"Yes, but the wine isn't paid for." + +So the gentlemen hadn't paid their checks? For a moment the hot anger +blazed up in him again; he was on the point of saying that if they would +send the bill to Torahus it would be paid instantly. But he said: "All +right; I can pay it, I suppose." + +But what should he do at home? Go to bed and sleep? If he only could! He +turned into the darkest streets in order to be alone. He was going +homeward, but he swung aside and walked toward the Fortress. + +Here he suddenly came across Tidemand. He was standing in front of a dark +gateway gazing at the house opposite. What could Tidemand be doing there? + +Ole walked over to him. They looked at each other in surprise. + +"I am taking a walk, a little walk," said Tidemand somewhat sheepishly. "I +came by here by accident--Thank goodness, you are back, Ole! Welcome home! +Let us get away from here!" + +Tidemand could not get over his surprise. He had not known that Ole was +back. Everything was all right at the office; he had called on the old man +regularly, as he had promised. + +"And your sweetheart has gone away," he continued. "I went with her to the +train. She is a darling girl! She was a little upset because she was going +away; she stood there and looked at me with real shining eyes; you know +how she is. And as the train went off she took out her handkerchief and +waved to me--waved so sweetly, just because I had come with her. You ought +to have seen her; she was lovely." + +"Well, I am not engaged any more," said Ole in a hollow voice. + + * * * * * + +Ole went into his office. It was late at night. He had walked with +Tidemand a long time and told him everything. He was going to write a +letter to Aagot's parents, respectful and dignified, without reproaches. +He felt he ought to do that. + +When he had finished this letter he read Aagot's once more. He wanted to +tear it to pieces and burn it up, but he paused and placed it in front of +him on the desk. It was at least a letter from her, the last. She had sat +there and written to him and thought of him while she wrote. She had held +the paper with her tiny hands, and there her pen had scratched. She had +probably wiped it on something and dipped it and written on. That letter +was for him, for no one else. Everybody had probably been in bed while she +wrote. + +He took the ring out of its wrapping and looked at it for a long time. He +was sorry that he had lost his temper and said words which he now +regretted. He took them back, every one. Good-bye, then, Aagot.... + +And he placed Aagot's last letter with the others. + + + + +VI + + +Ole began to work hard again; he spent practically all his time in his +office. He lost flesh; he did not get out enough; his eyes became absent +and flickering. He was hardly off the wharves or outside the warehouses +for several weeks. Nobody should say that he pined and drooped because his +engagement was cancelled! He worked and minded his own business and was +getting on nicely. + +He was getting thin; that was simply because he worked too hard. He hoped +nobody would think it might be due to other causes. There were so many +things to be done since his return from England; he had explained it all +to Tidemand. But he was going to take it a little easier now. He wanted to +get out a little, observe what was doing, amuse himself. + +And he dragged Tidemand to theatres and to Tivoli. They took long walks in +the evenings. They arranged to start the tannery and the tar works this +coming spring. Ole was even more enthusiastic than Tidemand; he threw +himself so eagerly into the project that nobody could for a moment harbour +any mistaken notions about his being grief-stricken. He never mentioned +Aagot; she was dead and forgotten. + +And Tidemand, too, was getting along comfortably. He had lately re-engaged +his old cook and he took his meals at home now. It was a little lonely. +The dining-room was too large, and there was an empty chair; but the +children carried on and made the most glorious noise throughout the house; +he heard them sometimes clear down in his office. They disturbed him +often, took him away from his work at times; for whenever he heard their +little feet patter on the floors up-stairs and their merry shouts echo +through the rooms he simply had to put down his pen and run up for a +moment. In a few minutes he would come back and throw himself into his +work like an energetic youth.... Yes, Tidemand was getting along famously; +he couldn't deny it. Everything had begun to turn out well for him. + +On his way home one evening Tidemand happened to drop in at a grocery +store he supplied with goods. It was entirely by accident. He entered the +store and walked over to the owner who stood behind the counter. Suddenly +he saw his wife at the counter; in front of her he noticed some parcels. + +Tidemand had not seen her since that evening outside his office. He had +fortunately caught sight of her ring in a jewellery window as he passed by +one day and had immediately bought it and sent it to her. On a card she +had written a few words of thanks. She had not missed the ring, but it was +another matter now; she would keep it always. + +She stood there at the counter in a black dress; it was a little +threadbare. For a moment he wondered if perhaps she was in need, if he did +not give her enough money? Why did she wear such old dresses? But he had +sent her a good deal of money. Thank God, he was able to do that. In the +beginning, when he was still struggling, he hadn't sent her such large +amounts, it was true. He had grieved over it and written to her not to be +impatient; it would be better soon. And she had thanked him and answered +that he was sending her altogether too much; how was she going to use it +all? She had lots and lots of money left. + +But why did she dress so shabbily, then? + +She had turned around; she recognised his voice when he spoke to the +owner. He grew confused; he bowed smilingly to her as he had to the +grocer, and she blushed deeply as she returned his bow. + +"Never mind about the rest," she said to the clerk in a low voice. "I'll +get that some other time." And she paid hurriedly and gathered up her +bundles. Tidemand followed her with his eyes. She stooped as she walked +and looked abashed until she disappeared. + + + + +VII + + +And the days passed by. The town was quiet; everything was quiet. + +Irgens was still capable of surprising people and attracting everybody's +attention. He had looked a little careworn and depressed for some time; +his debts bothered him; he earned no money and nobody gave him any. Fall +and winter were coming; it did not look any too bright for him. He had +even been obliged to make use of a couple of last year's suits. + +Then all of a sudden he amazed everybody by appearing on the promenade, +rehabilitated from top to toe in an elegant fall suit, with tan gloves and +money in his pockets, distinguished and elegant as the old and only +Irgens. People looked at him admiringly. Devil of a chap--he was unique! +What kind of a diamond mine had he discovered? Oh, there was a head on +these shoulders, a superior talent! He had been obliged to move from his +former apartments on Thranes Road. Certainly; but what of it? He had taken +other apartments in the residential district--elegant apartments, fine +view, furniture upholstered in leather! He simply couldn't have stood it +much longer in the old lodgings; his best moods were constantly being +spoiled; he suffered. It was necessary to pay a little attention to one's +surroundings if one cared to produce good work. Miss Lynum had come to +town a week ago and was going to remain awhile; she made him feel like a +new man. How the whole town burst into bloom and colour when Aagot +returned! + +It had all been decided: they were going to get married next spring and +pin their faith to next year's subsidy. It would seem that he must be +recognised sometime, especially now when he was going to found a family +and was publishing a new collection of poems. They couldn't starve him to +death entirely; hardly that! And Irgens had approached Attorney Grande, +who had approached the Minister personally in regard to next year's +subsidy. "You know my circumstances," he had said to Grande. "I am not +well off, but if you will speak to the Minister I shall be much obliged to +you. Personally, I will do nothing. I cannot stoop to that!" Grande was a +man whom Irgens otherwise honoured with his contempt. But it could not be +helped; this brainless Attorney began to have influence; he had been +appointed on a royal commission and had even been interviewed by the +_Gazette_. + +When Tidemand told Ole that he had seen Aagot on the street it gave him a +fearful shock. But he recovered himself quickly and said with a smile: + +"Well, how does that concern me? Let her be here as much as she likes; I +have no objections. I have other things to worry about." He forced himself +to renewed interest in the conversation, talked about Tidemand's new +orders for tar, and said repeatedly: "Be sure to have the cargo well +insured; it never hurts!" He was a little nervous but otherwise normal. + +They drank a glass of wine as of old. A couple of hours went by while they +chatted cosily, and when Tidemand left Ole said, full of gratitude: + +"I am awfully glad that you came to see me. I know you have enough to do +besides this--Listen," he continued; "let us go to the farewell +performance of the opera this evening; I want you to come!" And the +serious young man with the hollow eyes looked as if he were exceedingly +anxious to attend that performance. He even said he had looked forward to +it for several days. + +Tidemand promised to come; Ole said that he would get the tickets. + +No sooner had Tidemand left the office than Ole telephoned for the tickets +he wanted--three tickets together, 11, 12, and 13. He was going to take +No. 12 to Mrs. Hanka, to her room near the Fortress. She would surely want +to come, for nobody could be fonder of the opera than she used to be. He +rubbed his hands in satisfaction as he walked along--No. 12; she should +sit between them. He would keep No. 13 for himself; that was a proper +number for him, a most unlucky number. + +He walked faster and faster and forgot his own misery. He was done and +through with it all; his sufferings lay behind; he had recovered fully. +Had he been so very much shaken because Aagot had come to town? Not at +all; it had not affected him in the least. + +And Ole walked on. He knew Mrs. Hanka's address well; more than once had +he taken her home when she had called on him secretly, asking for news +about the children. And had he not found Tidemand outside her windows that +night he returned from England? How their thoughts were ever busy with +each other! With him it was different; he had forgotten his experience and +did not think of such things any more. + +But when he inquired for Mrs. Hanka he was told that she had gone away for +a couple of days; she had gone to the country house. She would be back +to-morrow. + +He listened and did not understand at once. The country house? Which +country house? + +Of course, yes; Tidemand's country house. Ole glanced at his watch. No; it +was too late to try and get Mrs. Hanka back to-day. What reason could he +have given, anyway? He had wanted to surprise them both with his little +scheme, but now it had become impossible. Alas, how everything turned out +badly for him of late! + +Ole turned back. + +To the country house! How she haunted the old places! She had been unable +to resist; she had to see once more that house and these grounds, although +the leaves were almost gone and the garden was desolate. Oh! Aagot had +intended to spend the summer there if everything had turned out all right. +Well, that was another matter, something that did not concern him in the +least. + +Ole was weary and disappointed. He decided to go to Tidemand at once and +tell him everything. He had meant it for the best. + +"We shall have to go alone after all," he said. "I really have a ticket +for your wife, though." + +Tidemand changed colour. + +"You have?" he simply said. + +"Yes, I had planned to have her sit between us; perhaps I ought to have +told you beforehand; but any way, she has gone away and won't be back till +to-morrow." + +"Is that so?" said Tidemand as before. + +"Listen, you mustn't be angry with me because of this! If you only knew-- +Your wife has called on me quite frequently of late; she asks about you +and the children--" + +"That is all right." + +"What?" + +"I say, that is all right. But why do you tell me this?" + +Then Ole's anger blazed forth; he stuck his face close up to Tidemand's +and shouted furiously, in a shrill voice: + +"I want to tell you something, damn you--you don't understand your own +welfare! You are a fool, you are killing her--that will be the end of it. +And you are doing your very best to go the same way yourself--don't you +think I see it? 'That is all right'--so it is all right for her to steal +down to me when darkness falls and ask about you and the children with the +tears dripping from her eyes? Do you for a moment imagine it is for +_your_ sake I have been inquiring about your health these last +months? Why should I ask if not for her? You personally can go to the +devil as far as I am concerned. You say nothing; you cannot understand +that she is wearing her heart away for you. I saw her outside your office +once at midnight, saying good night to you and to the children. She wept +and blew kisses to Johanna and Ida; she tiptoed up-stairs and caressed the +door-knob because your hand had held it a moment before. I have seen this +several times from the corner. I suppose you will say that 'that is all +right,' too; for your heart must be petrified--Well, perhaps I shouldn't +say that your heart is exactly petrified," added Ole repentantly when at +last he noticed Tidemand's terrible face. "But you need not expect any +apology from me, either. You are hardened; that's what you are! I tell +you, Hanka wants to come back!" + +Pause. + +"I wish to God she wanted to come back--I mean--Back, you say? But how? +Do you know what has happened? I do. I have wanted to go to Hanka and beg +her to come back--beg her on my knees, if necessary; but how would she +come back--how would she come back? She told me herself--Of course, it is +nothing much; you mustn't think it is anything bad, anything very bad; +don't think that of Hanka. But, anyway, I am not so sure that she wants to +come back. From where have you got that idea?" + +"Well, perhaps I ought not to have tried to interfere," said Ole. "But +think of it anyway, Andreas; and pardon my violence; I take it all back. I +don't know how it is; I am getting to be so hot-tempered lately. But think +it over. And let us be ready in an hour or so." + +"So she still asks for the children," said Tidemand. "Think of that!" + + + + +VIII + + +Ole Henriksen stood in his office a few days later. It was in the +afternoon, about three; the weather was clear and calm; the docks were +busy as ever. + +Ole walked over to the window and looked out. An enormous coal-steamer was +gliding in from the fiord; masts and rigging pointed skyward everywhere; +cargoes were being unloaded along the wharves. Suddenly he started; the +yacht was gone! He opened his eyes wide. Among all the hundreds of +mastheads none were golden. + +He wanted to go out and look into this, but paused at the door. He went +back to his desk again, leaned his head on his hands, and reflected. In +reality the yacht did not belong to him any more; it was hers, Miss +Lynum's; he had given it to her, and the papers were in her keeping. She +had not returned these papers together with the ring; she might have +forgotten it--how could he know? Anyway, the yacht was hers; he had +nothing to do with it. But if it had been stolen? Well, even that was no +affair of his. + +Ole took up his pen again, but only for a few moments. Dear me, she used +to sit there on the sofa and sew so busily on the little cushions! They +had been so cute and tiny that it was almost absurd. There she used to +sit; he could see her still.... + +And Ole wrote again. + +Then he opened the door and called out to the clerks that the yacht had +disappeared; what had happened? + +One of the clerks informed him that the yacht had been removed this +morning by two men from a lawyer's office; she was anchored outside the +Fortress now. + +"Which lawyer?" asked Ole. + +The clerk didn't know. + +Ole grew curious. The yacht was not his any more, of course; but Miss +Lynum had no business with a lawyer either; there must be a +misunderstanding somewhere. And straightway he went down to the Fortress +landing and made inquiries for a couple of hours. Finally he learned the +name of the lawyer and went to his office. + +He saw a man of his own age and asked a few guarded questions. + +Yes, it was quite true; he had orders to sell the yacht; as a matter of +fact, he had already advanced a thousand crowns on it. Here were the +papers; Irgens had left them with him, the poet Irgens. He hoped there +were no objections? + +None at all. + +The lawyer grew more and more polite and cordial; he probably knew +everything about the whole matter, but he did not betray his knowledge. +How much was the yacht worth, did Mr. Henriksen think? Irgens had come to +him with a request that he take charge of this transaction; he had said +that he needed some money at once, and of course one had to stretch a +point where a man like Irgens was concerned. Unfortunately, our men of +talent were not rewarded any too liberally, as a rule; but if there was +the least objection to this sale he would try his best to arrange +everything satisfactorily. + +And Ole said again that there was none; he had simply missed the yacht and +wondered what had become of it. And he left. + +Now it had become clear why Irgens suddenly had blossomed forth in gay +plumage, rejuvenated from top to toe! The whole town was talking about it; +however, nobody knew the real source of his affluence. That _she_ +should do such a thing! Didn't she understand that this was dishonourable, +disgraceful? On the other hand, why was it so disgraceful? Her possessions +were his; they shared lovingly; there was nothing to say to that. In God's +name, let her act as she thought right and proper. She was in town now; +she was going to take a course in the School of Industries. It was quite +natural that she should realise on that bit of a yacht. Could anybody +blame her because she helped her fiancé? On the contrary, it reflected +credit on her.... But she might not even know that the yacht had been put +on the market. Perhaps she had forgotten both yacht and documents and did +not care what became of them. At any rate, she had not wanted to sell the +yacht simply to raise money on her own account--never; he knew her too +well. She had done it for somebody else's sake; that was she. And that was +the important point. + +He remembered her so distinctly: her fair curls, her nose, her dimple; she +would be nineteen on the seventh of December. Never mind the yacht; that +didn't matter. He might have wished to save the cushions, but it would +probably be too late for that. + +He returned to his office, but could only concentrate his attention on +what was absolutely necessary. He paused frequently and gazed straight +ahead, lost in reflection. What if he should buy back the yacht? Would she +mind, perhaps? God knows; she might think it was done spitefully, with +malice aforethought. It might be better to remain neutral. Yes, that would +be best; what was the use of making a fool of himself?--Miss Lynum and he +were through with each other for ever. Nobody should say that he collected +souvenirs of her. + +He closed the office as usual and went out. The street lamps were burning +brightly; the evening was calm. He saw a light in Tidemand's office and +started to go in; but he paused on the stairs and reflected. Tidemand +might be busy; he had better go on. + +Hour after hour passed by; he wandered around as in a stupor. How tired +and weary he was! His eyes were half-closed. He found himself in the +vicinity of the park. He turned and strode toward the hills behind the +city. He sat down on a stoop to rest. By and by he looked at his watch; it +was half past eleven. And he sauntered down toward the city again. His +mind was almost a blank. + +He turned aside and passed by Tivoli and Sara. What a walk this had been! +To-night he was going to sleep--at last! Outside Sara he stopped abruptly. +He drew back in the shadows slowly, four, six steps; his eyes were staring +fixedly toward the entrance to the cafe. A cab was standing outside. + +He had heard Aagot's voice; she came out with Irgens. Irgens appeared +first. Aagot had been delayed by something on the stairs. + +"Hurry up, now!" called Irgens. + +"Just a moment, Mr. Irgens," said the driver; "the lady is not quite +ready." + +"Do you know me?" asked Irgens in surprise. + +"I certainly do," said the cabman. + +"He knows you! he knows you!" cried Aagot as she stumbled down the steps. +She had not put on her wrap yet; it was dragging after her and she tripped +in it. Her eyes were expressionless and staring. Suddenly she laughed. +"That nasty fellow, Gregersen; he was kicking me on the leg all the time! +I am sure I am black and blue! Imagine, Irgens, the cabby knows you!" + +"You are drunk," said Irgens brutally, and helped her into the carriage. + +Her hat was awry, she tried to get into her coat and she babbled +incoherently. + +"No, I am not drunk; I am only a little cheerful--Won't you see if my leg +is bruised? I am sure I am dripping blood! It hurts, too; but that doesn't +matter; nothing matters now. Drunk, you say? What if I am? It is your +fault. I do everything for your sake--do it gladly--Ha, ha, ha! I have to +laugh when I think of that wretched Gregersen. He told me he would write +the most beautiful article about me if I would only let him see where he +had kicked me. It is different if you see it--That was an awful strong +wine; it makes my head swim--And all those cigarettes!" + +"Drive on, damn you!" cried Irgens. + +And the carriage rolled off. + +Ole stood there and stared after the carriage; his knees shook under him. +He fumbled convulsively with his hands up and down his clothes, around his +chest. So that was Aagot! How they had corrupted her! how they had spoiled +her! Aagot--his Aagot.... + +Ole sat down on a stoop. A long time passed by. + +The lamps outside Sara were extinguished; it grew very dark. An officer +tapped him on the shoulder and said that he could not sit there and sleep. +Ole looked up bewildered. Of course not; he was going now. Thanks! And he +swayed down the street as if he were intoxicated. + +He reached home about two o'clock and entered his office. He lit the lamp +and hung his hat mechanically on the rack; his face was drawn and void of +expression. A long hour went by while he strode up and down. Then he +walked over to his desk and commenced to write--letters, documents, brief +lines on various papers which he sealed and filed away. He looked at his +watch; it was half past three. He wound it up mechanically while he held +it. He went out and mailed a letter to Tidemand which he had just written. +Upon his return he took Aagot's letters from the safe and loosened the +string that bound them together. + +He did not read any of these letters; he carried them over to the +fireplace and burned them one by one. The last, the very last one, he +pulled halfway-out of its envelope and looked at it a moment; then he +burned also that, without taking out the ring. + +The little clock on the wall struck four. A steamer's whistle sounded. Ole +went away from the fireplace. His face was full of anguish; every feature +was distorted; the veins around his temples were swollen. And slowly he +pulled out a little drawer in his desk. + + * * * * * + +They found Ole Henriksen dead in the morning; he had shot himself. The +lamp was burning on the desk; a few sealed letters were lying on the +blotter; he himself lay stretched on the floor. + +In the letter to Tidemand he had asked to be forgiven because he could not +come for the last time and thank him for his friendship. He had to finish +it all now; he could not live another day; he was sick unto death. The +country house he gave to Tidemand in memory of everything. "It will +probably bring you more pleasure than it brought me," he wrote; "it is +yours, my friend; accept it from me. Mrs. Hanka will be glad to have it; +remember me to her. And if you ever should find Miss Lynum in need of +help, be good to her; I saw her this evening, but she did not see me. I +cannot collect my thoughts and write to you as I would like to. One thing +only is clear to me, and that thing I will have to do in half an hour." + +A picture of Aagot was still in his pocketbook; he had probably forgotten +to burn it. He had also forgotten to send the two or three telegrams he +had carried in his pocket since the previous afternoon; they were found on +him. He had spoken truly: to him only one thing was clear! + + + + +IX + + +Part of September had passed; the weather was cool, the sky clear and +high; the city was free from dust and dirt; the city was beautiful. As yet +no snow had fallen on the mountains. + +Event had followed event; Ole Henriksen's suicide had only caused a +passing sensation. The shot down there in the young business man's office +had not been followed by a very loud or reverberating echo; days and weeks +had come and gone, and nobody mentioned it any more. Only Tidemand could +not forget. + +Tidemand was busier than ever. He had to assist Ole's father for a while; +the old man did not want to retire, but he made the chief assistant his +partner and carried on the business as before; he did not allow his sorrow +to break him down. Old man Henriksen proved that he was not too old to +work when circumstances required it. + +And Tidemand was unceasing in his efforts. His rye was at last dwindling; +he sold heavily at advancing prices now winter was approaching; his losses +were diminishing. He had to take back still more of his old employees; he +was shipping tar; to-morrow a new cargo was to sail. + +He had finished the preparations, made out the papers, taken out his +insurance; it was all done. Before he turned to something else he lit a +cigar and reflected. It was about four in the afternoon. He went over to +the window and looked out. While he stood there a gentle knock was heard; +his wife entered. She asked if she disturbed him; it was only a small +matter of business.... + +She wore a heavy veil. + +Tidemand threw away his cigar. He had not seen her for weeks, long, weary +weeks; one evening he had thought he recognised her in a lady whose walk +was somewhat similar to hers; he had followed this lady a long time before +he discovered that he was mistaken. He had never objected to her coming, +and she knew it; still, she did not come. She had probably forgotten both +him and the children; it looked that way. And, although he had strolled +around the streets near the Fortress many a night when it was too lonely +at home and at times seen a light in her window, her he had never seen. +What could she be doing? He had sent her money occasionally in order to +hear from her. + +Now she stood there before him, only a few steps away. + +"So you have come?" he said at last. + +"Yes, I have come," she answered. "I had--I wanted to--" And suddenly she +commenced to fumble with her hand-bag; she brought forth a package of +money which she placed before him on the desk. Her hands trembled so +violently that she disarranged the bills, she even dropped a few; she +stooped down and picked them up and stammered: "Take it, please; don't say +no! It is money which I have used for--which I have put to unworthy uses. +Spare me from saying what I have used it for; it is too degrading. There +ought to be much more, but I couldn't delay any longer; there ought to be +twice as much, but I was too impatient to wait until I could bring it all. +Take it, please! I shall bring you the rest later; but I simply had to +come to-day!" + +He interrupted her, much annoyed: + +"But will you never understand? You bring up this subject of money for +ever! Why are you saving money for me? I have all I need; the business is +very profitable, increasingly so; I don't need it, I tell you--" + +"But this money is altogether a different matter," she said timidly. "It +is for my own sake I give it to you. If I hadn't been able to think that I +might repay it I never could have endured life. I have counted and counted +every day and waited until I should have enough. I was wrong in saying +that it was only half; it is at least three-fourths--Oh, how I have +suffered under the disgrace--" + +And suddenly he understood why she had wanted to bring him this money. He +took it and thanked her. He did not know what to say except that it was a +lot of money, quite a lot. But could she spare it? Surely? For he really +would be glad if she would let him have it for the present; he could use +it in the business. As a matter of fact, it was most fortunate that she +had come just now; he needed some money, he was not ashamed to confess +it.... + +He watched her closely and saw the joy well up in her; her eyes sparkled +beneath her veil, and she said: + +"God, how happy I am that I came to-day, after all!" + +This voice! Oh, this voice! He remembered it so well from their first +delightful days. He had walked around the edge of the desk; now he stepped +back again, bewildered by her proximity, her lovely form, her radiant eyes +beneath the veil. He dropped his own. + +"And how are you?" she asked, "and the children?" + +"Fine, thank you. The children are growing out of their clothes. We are +all well. And you?" + +"I have heard nothing from you for so long. I had intended to wait until I +could bring it all to you, but it was beyond my strength. While Ole lived +he told me about you; but since I cannot go to him any more I have been +very impatient. I was here yesterday, but I didn't come in; I turned +back--" + +Should he ask her to go up to the children a moment? + +"Perhaps you would like to go up-stairs a moment?" he asked. "The children +will be delighted. I don't know how the house looks, but if you don't +mind--" + +"I thank you!" + +He saw how deeply she was moved, although she said nothing more. She gave +him her hand in farewell. "I hope they will know me," she said. + +"I'll be up in a moment," he remarked. "I haven't much to do just now. +Perhaps you would like to stay awhile? Here is the key; you need not ring. +But be careful of their shoes if you take them on your lap. Well, don't +laugh; God knows if their shoes aren't muddy!" + +Hanka went. He opened the door for her and followed her to the foot of the +stairs; then he returned to his office. + +He walked over to the desk, but he did not work. There she had stood! She +wore her black velvet dress to-day; she was up-stairs. Could he go up now? +He did not hear the children; they were probably in her lap. He hoped they +had on their red dresses. + +He walked up-stairs, a prey to the strangest emotions. He knocked on the +door as if it were somebody else's home he was entering. Hanka got up at +once when she saw him. + +She had taken off her veil; she flushed deeply. He could see now why she +used a veil. The joyless days in her solitary room had not left her +unmarked; her face spoke plainly of her sufferings. Johanna and Ida stood +beside her and clung to her dress; they did not remember her clearly; they +looked at her questioningly and were silent. + +"They don't know me," said Mrs. Hanka, and sat down again. "I have asked +them." + +"Yes, I know you," said Johanna, and crawled up into her lap. Ida did the +same. + +Tidemand looked at them unsteadily. + +"You mustn't crawl all over mamma, children," he said. "Don't bother mamma +now." + +They didn't hear him; they wanted to bother mamma. She had rings on her +fingers and she had the strangest buttons on her dress; that was something +to interest them! They began to chatter about these buttons; they caught +sight of the mother's brooch and had many remarks to make about that. + +"Put them down when you are tired of them," said Tidemand. + +Tired? She? Let them be, let them be! + +They spoke about Ole; they mentioned Aagot. Tidemand wanted to look her up +some day. Ole had asked him to do it; he felt, in a way, responsible for +her. But the nurse came and wanted to put the children to bed. + +However, the children had no idea of going to bed; they refused +pointblank. And Hanka had to come along, follow them into their bed-room, +and get them settled for the night. She looked around. Everything was as +it used to be. There were the two little beds, the coverlets, the tiny +pillows, the picture-books, the toys. And when they were in bed she had to +sing to them; they simply wouldn't keep still but crawled out of bed +continually and chattered on. + +Tidemand watched this awhile with blinking eyes; then he turned quickly +away and went out. + +In half an hour or so Hanka came back. + +"They are asleep now," she said. + +"I was wondering if I might ask you to stay," said Tidemand. "We live +rather informally here; we keep house in a way, but nothing seems to go +right for us. If you would like to have dinner with us--I don't know what +they are going to give us to eat, but if you will take things as they +are?" + +She looked at him shyly, like a young girl; she said: "Thank you." + +After dinner, when they had returned to the drawing-room, Hanka said +suddenly: + +"Andreas, you mustn't think I came here to-day thinking that everything +could be well again with us. Don't think that. I simply came because I +couldn't wait any longer; I had to see you again." + +"I have not thought of that at all," he said. "But it seems the children +don't want to let you go." + +"I have no thought of asking you again what I asked you for once," she +said. "That would be impossible; I know it too well. But perhaps you would +allow me to come and visit you at times?" + +Tidemand bowed his head. She had no thought of coming back; it was all +over. + +"Come whenever you like; come every day," he said. "You are not coming to +see me." + +"Oh, yes, to see you also. I think of you with every breath. Ever since +that sail last summer; it began then. You have changed and so have I. But +that is neither here nor there. I have seen you on the streets oftener +than you know; I have followed you at times." + +He rose and went in his confusion over to the barometer on the wall; he +examined it carefully and tapped the tube. + +"But in that case--I don't understand why it is necessary to live apart. I +mean--Things are in a sad state of disorder here; and then there are the +children--" + +"I didn't come for that!" she exclaimed. "Yes, I did, in a way; of course +I did; but--I am afraid you will never be able to forget--Oh, no. I cannot +expect that--" + +She took her wraps. + +"Don't go!" he called. "You have never been out of my thoughts, either. As +far as that goes, I am as much to blame as you, and it is true that I have +changed. I am, perhaps, a little different now. But here is your room just +as before. Come and see! We haven't touched a single thing. And if you +would stay--By the way, I am afraid I shall have to stay in the office +all night. I am almost sure there is a lot of mail to attend to. But your +room is just as when you left it. Come and see!" + +He had opened the door. She came over and peeped in. The lamp was lit. She +looked at everything and entered. He really wanted to, after all, after +all! She could stay; he had said so; he took her back! She stood there +timidly and said nothing; then their eyes met. He flung his arms around +her and kissed her, as he had kissed her the first time, all these many +years ago. Her eyes closed and he felt suddenly the pressure of her arms +around his neck. + + + + +X + + +And morning came. + +The city woke up and the hammers danced their ringing dance along the +shipyards. Through the streets the farmers' wagons rolled in a slow +procession. It is the same story. The squares are filling with people and +supplies, stores are opened, the roar increases, and up and down the +stairs skips a slip of a girl with her papers and her dog. + +It is the same story. + +It is twelve before people begin to group themselves on the "corner," +young and carefree gentlemen who can afford to sleep late and do what they +feel like. There are a few from the well-known clique, Milde and Norem and +Ojen. It is cold, and they are shivering. The conversation is not very +lively. Even when Irgens appears, in high spirits and elegant attire, as +befits the best-dressed man in town, nobody grows very enthusiastic. It is +too early and too chilly; in a few hours it will be different. Ojen had +said something about his latest prose poem; he had half-finished it last +night. It was called "A Sleeping City." He had begun to write on coloured +paper; he had found this very soothing. Imagine, he says, the heavy, +ponderous quiet over a city asleep; only its breathing is heard like an +open sluice miles away. It takes time; hours elapse, a seeming eternity; +then the brute begins to stir, to wake up. Wasn't this rather promising? + +And Milde thinks it very promising; he has made his peace with Ojen long +ago. Milde is busy on his caricatures to "Norway's Dawn." He had really +drawn a few very funny caricatures and made ruinous fun of the impossible +poem. + +Norem said nothing. + +Suddenly Lars Paulsberg bobs up; with him is Gregersen. The group is +growing; everybody takes notice; so much is gathered here in a very small +space. Literature is in the ascendant; literature dominates the entire +sidewalk. People turn back in order to get a good look at these six +gentlemen in ulsters and great-coats. Milde also attracts attention; he +has been able to afford an entirely new outfit. He says nothing about +Australia now. + +At two the life and traffic has risen to its high-water mark; movement +everywhere, people promenade, drive in carriages, gossip; engines are +breathing stertorously in the far distance. A steamer whistles in the +harbour, another steamer answers with a hoarse blast; flags flutter, +barges swim back and forth; sails rattle aloft and sails are furled. Here +and there an anchor splashes; the anchor-chains tear out of the +hawse-holes in a cloud of rust. The sounds mingle in a ponderous harmony +which rolls in over the city like a jubilant chorus. + +Tidemand's tar steamer was ready to weigh anchor. He had come down himself +to see it off. Hanka was with him; they stood there quietly arm in arm. +They glanced at each other every few moments with eyes that were filled +with youth and happiness; the harbour saluted them with a swirl of flags. +When the steamer at last was under way, Tidemand swung his hat in the air +and Hanka waved with her handkerchief. Somebody on the ship waved back a +greeting. The steamer slid quietly out into the fiord. + +"Shall we go?" he asked. + +And she clung to him closer, and said: "As you will." + +Just then another steamer entered the harbour, an enormous leviathan from +whose funnels smoke poured in billowy masses. Tidemand had goods aboard; +he had been waiting for this steamer the last two days, and he said in +great good humour: + +"She is also bringing us goods!" + +"Yes?" she answered quietly. But he felt, as she looked into his face, +that a quivering joy shot through her being; her arm trembled in his. + +And they went home. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Shallow Soil, by Knut Hamsun + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SHALLOW SOIL *** + +This file should be named 7537-8.txt or 7537-8.zip + +Produced by Eric Eldred, Robert Connal +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team. + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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