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APPLETON & CO., 200 BROADWAY. + + 1 8 4 7. + + + + CONTENTS + + WASTE NOT, WANT NOT + + THE BRACELETS + + LAZY LAWRENCE + + + + THE + + FIRESIDE + + STORY BOOK + + + + WASTE NOT, WANT NOT; + + OR, + + TWO STRINGS TO YOUR BOW. + + ——————————— + +MR. GRESHAM, a Bristol merchant, who had, by honourable industry and +economy, accumulated a considerable fortune, retired from business +to a new house, which he had built upon the Downs, near Clifton. Mr. +Gresham, however, did not imagine that a new house alone could make +him happy; he did not propose to live in idleness and extravagance; +for such a life would have been equally incompatible with his habits +and his principles. He was fond of children, and as he had no sons, he +determined to adopt one of his relations. He had two nephews, and he +invited both of them to his house, that he might have an opportunity +of judging of their dispositions, and of the habits which they had +acquired. + +Hal and Benjamin, Mr. Gresham's nephews, were about ten years old. +They had been educated very differently. Hal was the son of the elder +branch of the family; his father was a gentleman, who spent rather +more than he could afford; and Hal, from the example of the servants +in his father's family, with whom he had passed the first years of his +childhood, learned to waste more of every thing than he used. He had +been told that "gentlemen should be above being careful and saving;" +and he had unfortunately imbibed a notion that extravagance is the sign +of a generous, and economy of an avaricious disposition. + +Benjamin, * on the contrary, had been taught habits of care and +foresight; his father had but a very small fortune, and was anxious +that his son should early learn that economy insures independence, and +sometimes puts it in the power of those who are not very rich to be +very generous. + + * Benjamin, so called from Dr. Benjamin Franklin. + +The morning after these two boys arrived at their uncle's, they were +eager to see all the rooms in the house. Mr. Gresham accompanied them, +and attended to their remarks and exclamations. + +"O! What an excellent motto!" exclaimed Ben, when he read the following +words, which were written in large characters, over the chimney-piece, +in his uncle's spacious kitchen: + + Waste Not, Want Not. + +"Waste not, want not!" repeated his cousin Hal, in rather a +contemptuous tone. "I think it looks too stingy to servants; and no +gentleman's servants, cooks especially, would like to have such a mean +motto always staring them in the face." + +Ben, who was not so conversant as his cousin in the ways of cooks and +gentleman's servants, made no reply to these observations. + +Mr. Gresham was called away whilst his nephews were looking at the +other rooms in the house. Some time afterwards he heard their voices in +the hall. + +"Boys," said he, "what are you doing there!" + +"Nothing, sir," said Hal; "you were called away from us; and we did not +know which way to go." + +"And have you nothing to do?" said Mr. Gresham. + +"No, Sir! Nothing," said Hal, in a careless tone, like one who was well +content with the state of habitual idleness. + +"No, Sir, nothing!" replied Ben, in a voice of lamentation. + +"Come," said Mr. Gresham, "if you have nothing to do, lads, will you +unpack these two parcels for me?" + +The two parcels were exactly alike, both of them well tied up with good +whip-cord. Ben took his parcel to a table, and after breaking off the +sealing-wax began carefully to examine the knot, and then to untie it. +Hal stood still, exactly in the spot where the parcel was put into his +hands, and tried first at one corner, and then at another, to pull the +string off by force: + +"I wish these people wouldn't tie up their parcels so tight, as if they +were never to be undone," cried he, as he tugged at the cord; and he +pulled the knot closer instead of loosening it. + +"Ben! Why, how did ye get yours undone, man?—What's in your parcel? I +wonder what is in mine! I wish I could get this string off; I must cut +it." + +"O, no," said Ben, who had now undone the last knot of his parcel, and +who drew out the length of string with exultation, "don't cut it, Hal; +look what a nice cord this is, and yours is the same; it's a pity to +cut it. 'Waste not, want not!' you know." + +"Pooh!" said Hal. "What signifies a bit of packthread?" + +"It is whip-cord," said Ben. + +"Well, whip-cord! What signifies a bit of whip-cord? You can get a bit +of whip-cord twice as long as that for two-pence; and who cares for +two-pence! Not I, for one! So here it goes," cried Hal, drawing out his +knife; and he cut the cord precipitately in sundry places. + +"Lads! Have you undone the parcels for me?" said Mr. Gresham, opening +the parlour door as he spoke. + +"Yes, sir," cried Hal; and he dragged off his half cut, half entangled +string—"here's the parcel." + +"And here's my parcel, uncle; and here's the string," said Ben. + +"You may keep the string for your pains," said Mr. Gresham. + +"Thank you, sir," said Ben: "what an excellent whip-cord it is!" + +"And you, Hal," continued Mr. Gresham, "you may keep your string too if +it will be of any use to you." + +"It will be of no use to me, thank you, sir," said Hal. + +"No, I am afraid not, if this be it," said his uncle, taking up the +jagged, knotted remains of Hal's cord. + +A few days after this, Mr. Gresham gave to each of his nephews a new +top. + +"But how's this?" said Hal. "These tops have no strings; what shall we +do for strings?" + +"I have a string that will do very well for mine," said Ben. And he +pulled out of his pocket the fine, long, smooth string which had tied +up the parcel. With this he soon set up his top, which spun admirably +well. + +"O, how I wish that I had but a string!" said Hal. "What shall I do for +a string? I'll tell you what; I can use the string that goes round my +hat!" + +"But then," said Ben, "what will you do for a hat-band?" + +"I'll manage to do without one," said Hal; and he took the string off +his hat for his top. It was soon worn through; and he split his top by +driving the peg too tightly into it. + +His cousin Ben let him set up his the next day; but Hal was not more +fortunate or more careful when he meddled with other people's things +than when he managed his own. He had scarcely played with it an hour +before he split it, by driving in the peg too violently. Ben bore this +misfortune with good humour. + +"Come," said he, "it can't be helped; but give me the string, because +that may still be of use for something else." + +It happened some time afterwards that a lady who had been intimately +acquainted with Hal's mother at Bath, that is to say, who had +frequently met her at the card-table during the winter, now arrived at +Clifton. She was informed by his mother that Hal was at Mr. Gresham's; +and her sons, who were friends of his, came to see him, and invited him +to spend the next day with them. + +Hal joyfully accepted the invitation. He was always glad to go out to +dine, because it gave him something to do, something to think of, or at +least something to say. Besides this, he had been educated to think it +was a fine thing to visit fine people; and Lady Diana Sweepstakes (for +that was the name of his mother's acquaintance) was a very fine lady; +and her two sons intended to be very great gentlemen. + +He was in a prodigious hurry when these young gentlemen knocked at his +uncle's door the next day; but just as he got to the hall door, little +Patty called to him from the top of the stairs, and told him that he +had dropped his pocket handkerchief. + +"Pick it up, then, and bring it to me quick, can't you, child?" cried +Hal. "For Lady Di's sons are waiting for me." + +Little Patty did not know any thing about Lady Di's sons; but as she +was very good-natured, and saw that her cousin Hal was, for some reason +or other, in a desperate hurry, she ran down stairs as fast as she +possibly could, towards the landing-place, where the handkerchief lay; +but, alas! before she reached the handkerchief, she fell rolling down +a whole flight of stairs, and when her fall was at last stopped by the +landing-place, she did not cry, but she writhed, as if she was in great +pain. + +"Where are you hurt, my love!" said Mr. Gresham, who came instantly on +hearing the noise of some one falling down stairs. "Where are you hurt, +my dear?" + +"Here, papa," said the little girl, touching her ankle, which she had +decently covered with her gown; "I believe I am hurt here, but not +much," added she, trying to rise; "only it hurts me when I move." + +"I'll carry you; don't move then," said her father; and he took her up +in his arms. + +"My shoe, I've lost one of my shoes," said she. + +Ben looked for it upon the stairs, and he found it sticking in a loop +of whip-cord, which was entangled round one of the balusters. When this +cord was drawn forth, it appeared that it was the very same jagged, +entangled piece which Hal had pulled off his parcel. He had diverted +himself with running up and down stairs, whipping the balusters with +it, as he thought he could convert it to no better use; and, with his +usual carelessness, he at last left it hanging just where he happened +to throw it when the dinner-bell rang. + +Poor little Patty's ankle was terribly sprained, and Hal reproached +himself for his folly, and would have reproached himself longer, +perhaps, if Lady Di Sweepstakes' sons had not hurried him away. + +In the evening Patty could not run about as she used to do; but she sat +upon the sofa, and she said that she did not feel the pain of her ankle +so much, whilst Ben was so good as to play at jackstraws with her. + +"That's right, Ben; never be ashamed of being good-natured to those +who are younger and weaker than yourself," said his uncle, smiling at +seeing him produce his whip-cord to indulge his little cousin with a +game at her favourite cat's cradle. "I shall not think you one bit less +manly because I see you playing at cat's cradle with a little child of +six years old." + +Hal, however, was not precisely of his uncle's opinion; for when he +returned in the evening, and saw Ben playing with his little cousin, he +could not help smiling contemptuously, and asked if he had been playing +at cat's cradle all night. In a heedless manner he made some inquiries +after Patty's sprained ankle, and then he ran on to tell all the news +he had heard at Lady Diana Sweepstakes'—news which he thought would +make him appear a person of vast importance. + +"Do you know, uncle—Do you know, Ben," said he, "there's to be the most +famous doings that ever were heard of upon the Downs here, the first +day of next month, which will be in a fortnight, thank my stars! I wish +the fortnight was over; I shall think of nothing else, I know, till +that happy day comes!" + +Mr. Gresham inquired why the first of September was to be so much +happier than any other day in the year. + +"Why," replied Hal, "Lady Diana Sweepstakes, you know, is a famous +rider, and archer, and all that—" + +"Very likely," said Mr. Gresham, soberly; "but what then?" + +"Dear uncle!" cried Hal. "But you shall hear. There's to be a race upon +the Downs, the first of September, and after the race, there's to be an +archery meeting for the ladies, and Lady Diana Sweepstakes is to be one +of them. And after the ladies have done shooting—now, Ben, comes the +best part of it!—we boys are to have our turn, and Lady Di is to give a +prize to the best marksman among us of a very handsome bow and arrow! +Do you know, I've been practising already, and I'll show you to-morrow, +as soon as it comes home, the famous bow and arrow that Lady Diana has +given me; but perhaps," added he with a scornful laugh, "you like a +cat's cradle better than a bow and arrow." + +Ben made no reply to this taunt at the moment; but the next day, when +Hal's new bow and arrow came home, he convinced him that he knew how to +use it well. + +"Ben," said his uncle, "you seem to be a good marksman, though you have +not boasted of yourself. I'll give you a bow and arrow, and perhaps +if you practise, you may make yourself an archer before the first of +September; and in the meantime you will not wish the fortnight over, +for you will have something to do." + +"O, sir," interrupted Hal, "but if you mean that Ben should put in for +the prize, he must have a uniform." + +"Why must he?" said Mr. Gresham. + +"Why, sir, because every body has—I mean every body that's any body; +and Lady Diana was talking about the uniform all dinner time, and it's +settled all about it, except the buttons. The young Sweepstakes are to +get theirs made first for patterns; they are to be white, faced with +green; and they'll look very handsome, I'm sure, and I shall write to +mamma to-night, as Lady Diana bid me, about mine; and I shall tell her +to be sure to answer my letter, without fail, by return of the post: +and then, if mamma makes no objections, which I know she won't, because +she never thinks much about expense, and all that—then I shall bespeak +my uniform, and get it made by the same tailor that makes for Lady +Diana and the young Sweepstakes." + +"Mercy upon us!" said Mr. Gresham, who was almost stunned by the +rapid vociferation with which this long speech about the uniform +was pronounced. "I don't pretend to understand these things," added +he, with an air of simplicity; "but we will inquire, Ben, into the +necessity of the case; and if it is necessary, or if you think it +necessary, that you shall have a uniform, why, I'll give you one." + +"You, uncle! Will you, indeed?" exclaimed Hal, with amazement painted +in his countenance, "Well, that's the last thing in the world I should +have expected! You are not at all the sort of person I should have +thought would care about a uniform: and now I should have supposed +you'd have thought it extravagant to have a coat on purpose only for +one day. And I'm sure Lady Diana Sweepstakes thought as I do; for when +I told her of that motto over your kitchen chimney, WASTE NOT, WANT +NOT, she laughed, and said that I had better not talk to you about +uniforms, and that my mother was the proper person to write to about +my uniform; but I'll tell Lady Diana, uncle, how good you are, and how +much she was mistaken." + +"Take care how you do that," said Mr. Gresham; "for perhaps the lady +was not mistaken." + +"Nay, did not you say, just now, you would give poor Ben a uniform?" + +"I said I would if he thought it necessary to have one." + +"O, I'll answer for it he'll think it necessary," said Hal, laughing, +"because it is necessary." + +"Allow him at least to judge for himself," said Mr. Gresham. + +"My dear uncle, but I assure you," said Hal, earnestly, "there's no +judging about the matter, because, really, upon my word, Lady Diana +said distinctly that her sons were to have uniforms, white, faced with +green, and a green and white cockade in their hats." + +"May be so," said Mr. Gresham, still with the same look of calm +simplicity. "Put on your hats, boys, and come with me. I know a +gentleman whose sons are to be at this archery meeting; and we will +inquire into all the particulars from him. Then after we have seen him, +(it is not eleven o'clock yet,) we shall have time enough to walk on to +Bristol, and choose the cloth for Ben's uniform, if it is necessary." + +"I cannot tell what to make of all he says," whispered Hal, as he +reached down his hat; "do you think, Ben, he means to give you this +uniform, or not?" + +"I think," said Ben, "that he means to give me one, if it is necessary, +or, as he said, if I think it necessary." + +"And that to be sure you will; won't you? Or else you'll be a very +great fool, I know, after all I've told you. How can any one in the +world know so much about the matter as I, who have dined with Lady +Diana Sweepstakes but yesterday, and heard all about it, from beginning +to end? And as for this gentleman that we are going to, I'm sure, if he +knows any thing about the matter, he'll say exactly the same as I do." + +"We shall hear," said Ben, with a degree of composure which Hal could +by no means comprehend, when a uniform was in question. + +The gentleman upon whom Mr. Gresham called had three sons, who were +all to be at this archery meeting; and they unanimously assured him, +in the presence of Hal and Ben, that they had never thought of buying +uniforms for this grand occasion, and that, amongst the number of their +acquaintance, they knew of but three boys whose friends intended to be +at such an unnecessary expense. + +Hal stood amazed. + +"Such are the varieties of opinion upon all the grand affairs of life," +said Mr. Gresham, looking at his nephews. "What amongst one set of +people you hear asserted to be absolutely necessary, you will hear, +from another set of people, is quite unnecessary. All that can be done, +my dear boys, in these difficult cases, is to judge for ourselves, +which opinions, and which people, are the most reasonable." + +Hal, who had been more accustomed to think of what was fashionable than +of what was reasonable, without at all considering the good sense of +what his uncle said to him, replied, with childish petulance, "Indeed, +sir, I don't know what other people think; I only know what Lady Diana +Sweepstakes said." + +The name of Lady Diana Sweepstakes Hal thought must impress all present +with respect. He was highly astonished, when, as he looked round, +he saw a smile of contempt upon every one's countenance; and he was +yet further bewildered when he heard her spoken of as a very silly, +extravagant, ridiculous woman, whose opinion no prudent person would +ask upon any subject, and whose example was to be shunned, instead of +being imitated. + +"Ay, my dear Hal," said his uncle, smiling at his look of amazement, +"these are some of the things that young people must learn from +experience. All the world do not agree in opinion about characters; +you will hear the same person admired in one company and blamed in +another; so that we must still come round to the same point, 'Judge for +yourself.'" + +Hal's thoughts were, however, at present too full of the uniform +to allow his judgment to act with perfect impartiality. As soon as +their visit was over, and all the time they walked down the hill from +Prince's Buildings towards Bristol, he continued to repeat nearly the +same arguments which he had formerly used respecting necessity, the +uniform, and Lady Diana Sweepstakes. + +To all this Mr. Gresham made no reply; and longer had the young +gentleman expatiated upon the subject, which had so strongly seized +upon his imagination, had not his senses been forcibly assailed at this +instant by the delicious odours and tempting sight of certain cakes and +jellies in a pastry-cook's shop. + +"O, uncle," said he, as he was going to turn the corner to pursue the +road to Bristol, "look at those jellies," pointing to a confectioner's +shop. "I must buy some of those good things; for I have got some +half-pence in my pocket." + +"Your having half-pence in your pocket is an excellent reason for +eating," said Mr. Gresham, smiling. + +"But I really am hungry," said Hal; "you know, uncle, it is a good +while since breakfast." + +His uncle, who was desirous to see his nephews act without restraint, +that he might judge of their characters, bid them do as they pleased. + +"Come then, Ben, if you've any half-pence in your pocket." + +"I am not hungry," said Ben. + +"I suppose that means that you've no half-pence," said Hal, laughing, +with a look of superiority, which he had been taught to think the rich +might assume towards those who were convicted either of poverty or +economy. + +"Waste not, want not," said Ben to himself. Contrary to his cousin's +surmise, he happened to have two-penny worth of half-pence actually in +his pocket. + +At the very moment Hal stepped into the pastry-cook's shop, a poor +industrious man, with a wooden leg, who usually sweeps the dirty corner +of the walk which turns at this spot to the Wells, held his hat to +Ben, who, after glancing his eye at the petitioner's well-worn broom, +instantly produced his two-pence. + +"I wish I had more half-pence for you, my good man," said he; "but I've +only two-pence." + +Hal came out of Mr. Millar's, the confectioner's shop, with a hat full +of cakes in his hand. + +Mr. Millar's dog was sitting on the flags before the door; and he +looked up with a wistful, begging eye at Hal, who was eating a +queen-cake. + +Hal, who was wasteful even in his good nature, threw a whole queen-cake +to the dog, who swallowed it for a single mouthful. + +"There goes two-pence in the form of a queen-cake," said Mr. Gresham. + +Hal next offered some of his cakes to his uncle and cousin. + +But they thanked him, and refused to eat any, because, they said, they +were not hungry. + +So he ate and ate, as he walked along, till at last he stopped, and +said, "This bun tastes so bad after the queen-cakes, I can't bear it!" +And he was going to fling it from him into the river. + +[Illustration] + +"O, it is a pity to waste that good bun! We may be glad of it yet," +said Ben; "give it to me rather than to throw it away." + +"Why, I thought you said you were not hungry," said Hal. + +"True, I am not hungry now, but that is no reason why I should never be +hungry again." + +"Well, there is the cake for you; take it, for it has made me sick; and +I don't care what becomes of it." + +Ben folded the refused bit of his cousin's bun in a piece of paper, and +put it into his pocket. + +"I'm beginning to be exceedingly tired, or sick, or something," said +Hal, "and as there is a stand of coaches somewhere hereabouts, had we +not better take a coach, instead of walking all the way to Bristol?" + +"For a stout archer," said Mr. Gresham, "you are more easily tired +than one might have expected. However, with all my heart, let us take +a coach; for Ben asked me to show him the cathedral yesterday; and I +believe I should find it rather too much for me to walk so far, though +I am not sick with eating good things." + +"The Cathedral!" said Hal, after he had been seated in the coach about +a quarter of an hour, and had somewhat recovered from his sickness—"The +cathedral! Why, are we only going to Bristol to see the cathedral? I +thought we came out to see about a uniform." + +There was a dulness and melancholy kind of stupidity in Hal's +countenance, as he pronounced these words, like one wakening from a +dream, which made both his uncle and cousin burst out a laughing. + +"Why," said Hal, who was now piqued, "I'm sure you did say, uncle, you +would go to Mr.—'s to choose the cloth for the uniform." + +"Very true; and so I will," said Mr. Gresham; "but we need not make a +whole morning's work, need we, of looking at a piece of cloth? Cannot +we see a uniform and a cathedral both in one morning?" + +They went first to the cathedral. Hal's head was too full of the +uniform to take any notice of the painted window, which immediately +caught Ben's unembarrassed attention. He looked at the large stained +figures on the gothic window; and he observed their coloured shadows on +the floor and walls. + +Mr. Gresham, who perceived that he was eager on all subjects to gain +information, took this opportunity of telling him several things about +the lost art of painting on glass, gothic arches, &c., which Hal +thought extremely tiresome. + +"Come! Come! We shall be late indeed," said Hal; "surely you've looked +long enough, Ben, at this blue and red window." + +"I'm only thinking about these coloured shadows," said Ben. + +"I can show you, when we go home, Ben," said his uncle, "an +entertaining paper upon such shadows." * + + * Vide Priestley's History of Vision, chapter on Coloured Shadows. + +"Hark!" cried Ben. "Did you hear that noise?" + +They all listened; and they heard a bird singing in the cathedral. + +"It's our old robin, sir," said the lad who had opened the cathedral +door for them. + +"Yes," said Mr. Gresham, "there he is, boys—look—perched upon the +organ. He often sits there, and sings, whilst the organ is playing." + +"And," continued the lad who showed the cathedral, "he has lived here +these many winters; * they say he is fifteen years old; and he is so +tame, poor fellow, that if I had a bit of bread he'd come down and feed +in my hand." + + * This is true. + +"I've a bit of bun here," cried Ben, joyfully producing the remains of +the bun which Hal but an hour before would have thrown away. "Pray let +us see the poor robin eat out of your hand." + +The lad crumbled the bun, and called to the robin, who fluttered and +chirped, and seemed rejoiced at the sight of the bread; but yet he did +not come down from his pinnacle on the organ. + +"He is afraid of us," said Ben; "he is not used to eat before +strangers, I suppose." + +"Ah no, sir," said the young man with a deep sigh, "that is not the +thing; he is used enough to eat before company. Time was he'd have come +down for me, before ever so many fine folks, and have eat his crumbs +out of my hand, at my first call. But, poor fellow, it's not his fault +now; he does not know me now, sir, since my accident, because of this +great black patch." + +The young man put his hand to his right eye, which was covered with a +huge black patch. + +Ben asked what accident he meant; and the lad told him that, but a +few weeks ago, he had lost the sight of his eye by the stroke of a +stone, which reached him as he was passing under the rocks of Clifton, +unluckily, when the workmen were blasting. + +"I don't mind so much for myself, sir," said the lad; "but I can't work +so well now, as I used to do before my accident, for my old mother, +who has had a stroke of the palsy; and I've a many little brothers and +sisters, not well able yet to get their own livelihood, though they may +be as willing as willing can be." + +"Where does your mother live?" said Mr. Gresham. + +"Hard by, sir, just close to the church here. It was her that always +had the showing of it to strangers, till she lost the use of her poor +limbs." + +"Shall we, may we, uncle, go that way? This is the house; is not it?" +said Ben, when they went out of the cathedral. + +They went into the house. It was rather a hovel than a house; but poor +as it was, it was as neat as misery could make it. + +The old woman was sitting up in her wretched bed, winding worsted; +four meager, ill-clothed, pale children, were all busy, some of them +sticking pins in paper for the pinmaker, and others sorting rags for +the papermaker. + +"What a horrid place it is," said Hal, sighing. "I did not know +there were such shocking places in the world. I've often seen +terrible-looking tumble-down places, as we drove through the town in +mamma's carriage; but then I did not know who lived in them; and I +never saw the inside of any of them. It is very dreadful, indeed, to +think that people are forced to live in this way. I wish mamma would +send me some more pocket-money, that I might do something for them. +I had half-a-crown; but," continued he, feeling in his pockets, "I'm +afraid I spent the last shilling of it this morning, upon those cakes +that made me sick. I wish I had my shilling now; I'd give it to these +poor people." + +Ben, though he was all this time silent, was as sorry as his talkative +cousin for all these poor people. But there was some difference between +the sorrow of these two boys. + +Hal, after he was again seated in the hackney-coach, and had rattled +through the busy streets of Bristol for a few minutes, quite forgot +the spectacle of misery which he had seen; and the gay shops in Wine +street, and the idea of his green and white uniform, wholly occupied +his imagination. + +"Now for our uniforms," cried he, as he jumped eagerly out of the +coach, when his uncle stopped at the woollen-draper's door. + +"Uncle," said Ben, stopping Mr. Gresham before he got out of the +carriage, "I don't think a uniform is at all necessary for me. I'm very +much obliged to you; but I would rather not have one. I have a very +good coat; and I think it would be waste." + +"Well, let me get out of the carriage, and we will see about it," said +Mr. Gresham; "perhaps the sight of the beautiful green and white cloth, +and the epaulettes (have you ever considered the epaulettes?) may tempt +you to change your mind." + +"O no," said Ben, laughing, "I shall not change my mind." + +The green cloth, and the white cloth, and the epaulettes, were +produced, to Hal's infinite satisfaction. His uncle took up a pen, and +calculated for a few minutes; then, showing the back of the letter, +upon which he was writing, to his nephews, "Cast up these sums, boys," +said he, "and tell me whether I am right." + +"Ben, do you do it," said Hal, a little embarrassed; "I am not quick at +figures." + +Ben was, and he went over his uncle's calculation very expeditiously. + +"It is right, is it?" said Mr. Gresham. + +"Yes, sir, quite right." + +"Then, by this calculation, I find I could for less than half the money +your uniforms would cost purchase for each of you boys a warm great +coat, which you will want, I have a notion, this winter upon the Downs." + +"O, sir," said Hal with an alarmed look; "but it is not winter yet; it +is not cold weather yet. We shan't want great coats yet." + +"Don't you remember how cold we were, Hal, the day before yesterday, +in that sharp wind, when we were flying our kites upon the Downs? And +winter will come yet—I am sure, I should like to have a good warm great +coat very much." + +Mr. Gresham took six guineas out of his purse; and he placed three of +them before Hal, and three before Ben. + +"Young gentlemen," said he, "I believe your uniforms will come to about +three guineas apiece. Now I will lay out this money for you just as you +please, Hal, what say you?" + +"Why, sir," said Hal, "a great coat is a good thing, to be sure; and +then, after the great coat, as you said it would only cost half as much +as the uniform, there would be some money to spare, would not there?" + +"Yes, my dear, about five-and-twenty shillings." + +"Five-and-twenty shillings! I could buy and do a great many things, to +be sure, with five-and-twenty shillings; but then, the thing is, I must +go without the uniform, if I have the great coat." + +"Certainly," said his uncle. + +"Ah!" said Hal, sighing, as he looked at the epaulettes. "Uncle, if you +would not be displeased, if I choose the uniform—" + +"I shall not be displeased at your choosing whatever you like best," +said Mr. Gresham. + +"Well, then, thank you, sir; I think I had better have the uniform; +because, if I have not the uniform now directly, it will be of no use +to me, as the archery meeting is the week after next, you know; and +as to the great coat, perhaps, between this time and the very cold +weather, which, perhaps, won't be till Christmas, papa will buy a great +coat for me; and I'll ask mamma to give me some pocket-money to give +away, and she will, perhaps." + +To all this conclusive, conditional reasoning, which depended upon +perhaps, three times repeated, Mr. Gresham made no reply; but he +immediately bought the uniform for Hal, and desired that it should +be sent to Lady Diana Sweepstakes' sons' tailor, to be made up. The +measure of Hal's happiness was now complete. + +"And how am I to lay out the three guineas for you, Ben?" said Mr. +Gresham. "Speak—what do you wish for first?" + +"A great coat, uncle, if you please." + +Mr. Gresham bought the coat; and, after it was paid for, +five-and-twenty shillings of Ben's three guineas remained. + +"What next, my boy?" said his uncle. + +"Arrows, uncle, if you please? Three arrows." + +"My dear, I promised you a bow and arrows." + +"No, uncle, you said a bow." + +"Well, I meant a bow and arrows. I'm glad you are so exact, however. +It is better to claim less than more than what is promised. The +three arrows you shall have. But go on;—how shall I dispose of these +five-and-twenty shillings for you?" + +"In clothes, if you will be so good, uncle, for that poor boy who has +got the great black patch on his eye." + +"I always believed," said Mr. Gresham, shaking hands with Ben, "that +economy and generosity were the best friends, instead of being enemies, +as some silly, extravagant people would have us think them. Choose +the poor blind boys' coat, my dear nephew, and pay for it. There's no +occasion for my praising you about the matter: your best reward is in +your own mind, child; and you want no other, or I'm mistaken. Now jump +into the coach, boys, and let's be off. We shall be late, I'm afraid," +continued he, as the coach drove on; "but I must let you stop, Ben, +with your goods, at the poor boy's door." + +When they came to the house, Mr. Gresham opened the coach door, and Ben +jumped out with his parcel under his arm. + +"Stay, stay! You must take me with you," said his pleased uncle. "I +like to see people made happy as well as you do." + +"And so do I too!" said Hal. "Let me come with you. I almost wish my +uniform was not gone to the tailor's, so I do." + +And when he saw the look of delight and gratitude with which the poor +boy received the clothes which Ben gave him, and when he heard the +mother and children thank him, Hal sighed, and said, "Well, I hope +mamma will give me some more pocket-money soon." + +Upon his return home, however, the sight of the famous bow and arrow, +which Lady Diana Sweepstakes had sent him, recalled to his imagination +all the joys of his green and white uniform, and he no longer wished +that it had not been sent to the tailor's. + +"But I do not understand, cousin Hal," said little Patty, "why you call +this bow a famous bow. You say famous very often; and I don't know +exactly what it means—a famous uniform—famous doings—I remember you +said there was to be famous doings, the first of September, upon the +Downs—What does famous mean?" + +"O, why, famous means—Now don't you know what famous means?—It means—It +is a word that people say—It is the fashion to say it—It means—it means +famous." + +Patty laughed, and said, "This does not explain it to me." + +"No," said Hal, "nor can it be explained. If you don't understand +it, that's not my fault; everybody but little children, I suppose, +understands it; but there's no explaining those sort of words, if you +don't take them at once. There's to be famous doings upon the Downs, +the first of September; that is, grand, fine. In short, what does it +signify talking any longer, Patty, about the matter? Give me my bow; +for I must go out upon the Downs and practise." + +Ben accompanied him with the bow and the three arrows which his uncle +had now given to him; and every day these two boys went out upon the +Downs, and practised shooting with indefatigable perseverance. Where +equal pains are taken, success is usually found to be pretty nearly +equal. Our two archers, by constant practise, became expert marksmen; +and before the day of trial, they were so exactly matched in point of +dexterity, that it was scarcely possible to decide which was superior. + +The long-expected first of September at length arrived. "What sort of a +day is it?" was the first question that was asked by Hal and Ben, the +moment that they awakened. + +The sun shone bright! But there was a sharp and high wind. + +"Ha!" said Ben. "I shall be glad of my good great coat to-day; for I've +a notion it will be rather cold upon the Downs, especially when we are +standing still, as we must whilst the people are shooting." + +"O, never mind! I don't think I shall feel cold at all," said Hal, as +he dressed himself in his new green and white uniform; and he viewed +himself with much complacency. + +"Good morning to you, uncle; how do you do?" said he in a voice of +exultation, when he entered the breakfast-room. + +"How do you do?" seemed rather to mean,—How do you like me in my +uniform? + +And his uncle's cool "Very well, I thank you, Hal," disappointed him, +as it seemed only to say,—Your uniform makes no difference in my +opinion of you. + +Even little Patty went on eating her breakfast much as usual, and +talked of the pleasures of walking with her father to the Downs, and of +all the little things which interested her, so that Hal's epaulettes +were not the principal object of any one's imagination but his own. + +"Papa," said Patty, "as we go up the hill where there is so much red +mud, I must take care to pick my way nicely; and I must hold up my +frock, as you desired me; and perhaps you will be so good, if I am not +troublesome, as to lift me over the very bad place where there are no +stepping-stones. My ankle is entirely well, and I'm glad of that, or +else I should not be able to walk as far as the Downs. How good you +were to me, Ben, when I was in pain, the day I sprained my ankle; you +played at jackstraws, and at cat's cradle, with me—O, that puts me +in mind—Here are your gloves, which I asked you that night to let me +mend. I've been a great while about them, but are not they very neatly +mended, papa?—Look at the sewing." + +"I am not a very good judge of sewing, my dear little girl," said Mr. +Gresham, examining the work with a close and scrupulous eye; "but, in +my opinion, here is one stitch that is rather too long; the white teeth +are not quite even." + +"O, papa, I'll take out that long tooth in a minute," said Patty, +laughing. "I did not think that you would have observed it so soon." + +"I would not have you trust to my blindness," said her father, stroking +her head fondly: "I observe every thing. I observe, for instance, that +you are a grateful little girl, and that you are glad to be of use to +those who have been kind to you; and for this I forgive you the long +stitch." + +"But it's out, it's out, Papa," said Patty; "and the next time your +gloves want mending, Ben, I'll mend them better." + +"They are very nice, I think," said Ben, drawing them on; "and I am +much obliged to you. I was just wishing I had a pair of gloves to keep +my fingers warm to-day, for I never can shoot well when my hands are +numbed. Look, Hal—you know how ragged these gloves were; you said they +were good for nothing but to throw away; now look, there's not a hole +in them," said he, spreading his fingers. + +"Now, is it not very extraordinary," said Hal to himself, "that +they should go on so long talking about an old pair of gloves, +without scarcely saying a word about my new uniform? Well, the young +Sweepstakes and Lady Diana will talk enough about it; that's one +comfort." + +"Is not it time to think of setting out, sir?" said Hal to his uncle. +"The company, you know, are to meet at the Ostrich, at twelve, and the +race to begin at one, and Lady Diana's horses, I know, were ordered to +be at the door at ten." + +Mr. Stephen, the butler, here interrupted the hurrying young gentleman +in his calculations—"There's a poor lad, sir, below, with a great black +patch on his right eye, who is come from Bristol, and wants to speak +a word with the young gentlemen, if you please. I told him they were +just going out with you, but he says he won't detain them above half a +minute." + +"Show him up, show him up," said Mr. Gresham. + +"But I suppose," said Hal, with a sigh, "that Stephen mistook when he +said the young gentlemen; he only wants to see Ben, I dare say; I'm +sure he has no reason to want to see me." + +"Here he comes—O, Ben, he is dressed in the new coat you gave him," +whispered Hal, who was really a good-natured boy, though extravagant. +"How much better he looks than he did in the ragged coat! Ah! He looked +at you first, Ben!—And well he may!" + +The boy bowed, without any cringing but with an open, decent freedom in +his manner, which expressed that he had been obliged, but that he knew +his young benefactor was not thinking of the obligation. He made as +little distinction as possible between his bows to the two cousins. + +"As I was sent with a message, by the clerk of our parish, to Redland +chapel, out on the Downs, to-day, sir," said he to Mr. Gresham, +"knowing your house lay in my way, my mother, sir, bid me call and +make bold to offer the young gentlemen two little worsted balls that +she had worked for them," continued the lad, pulling out of his pocket +two worsted balls worked in green and orange-coloured stripes: "they +are but poor things, sir, she bid me say, to look at, but, considering +she has but one hand to work with, and that her left hand, you'll not +despise 'em, we hopes." + +He held the balls to Ben and Hal.—"They are both alike, gentlemen," +said he; "if you'll be pleased to take 'em, they're better than they +look, for they bound higher than your head. I cut the cork round for +the inside myself, which was all I could do." + +"They are nice balls indeed; we are much obliged to you," said the boys +as they received them; and they proved them immediately. The balls +struck the floor with a delightful sound, and rebounded higher than +Mr. Gresham's head. Little Patty clapped her hands joyfully—but now a +thundering double rap at the door was heard. + +"The Master Sweepstakes, sir," said Stephen, "are come for Master Hal. +They say that all the young gentlemen who have archery uniforms are to +walk together, in a body, I think they say, sir; and they are to parade +along the Well-walk, they desire me to say, sir, with a drum and fife, +and so up the hill by Prince's Place, and all to go upon the Downs +together, to the place of meeting. I am not sure I'm right, sir, for +both the young gentlemen spoke at once, and the wind is very high at +the street door, so that I could not well make out all they said; but I +believe this is the sense of it." + +"Yes, yes," said Hal, eagerly, "it's all right; I know that is just +what was settled the day I dined at Lady Diana's: and Lady Diana, and a +great party of gentlemen, are to ride—" + +"Well, that is nothing to the purpose," interrupted Mr. Gresham. "Don't +keep the Master Sweepstakes waiting; decide—do you choose to go with +them, or with us?" + +"Sir, uncle, sir, you know, since all the uniforms agreed to go +together—" + +"Off with you, then, Mr. Uniform, if you mean to go," said Mr. Gresham. + +Hal ran down stairs in such a hurry that he forgot his bow and arrows. +Ben discovered this, when he went to fetch his own; and the lad from +Bristol, who had been ordered by Mr. Gresham to eat his breakfast +before he proceeded to Redland chapel, heard Ben talking about his +cousin's bow and arrows. + +"I know," said Ben, "he will be sorry not to have his bow with him, +because here are the green knots tied to it, to match his cockade; and +he said that the boys were all to carry their bows, as part of the +show." + +"If you'll give me leave, sir," said the poor Bristol lad, "I shall +have plenty of time; and I'll run down to the Well-walk after the young +gentleman, and take him his bow and arrows." + +"Will you? I shall be much obliged to you," said Ben. + +And away went the boy with the bow that was ornamented with green +ribands. + +The public walk leading to the Wells was full of company. The +windows of all the houses in St. Vincent's parade were crowded with +well-dressed ladies, who were looking out in expectation of the archery +procession. Parties of gentlemen and ladies, and a motley crowd of +spectators, were seen moving backwards and forwards, under the rocks, +on the opposite side of the water. A barge, with coloured streamers +flying, was waiting to take up a party, who were going upon the water. +The bargemen rested up their oars, and gazed with broad faces of +curiosity upon the busy scene that appeared upon the public walk. + +The archers and archeresses were now drawn up on the flags under the +semicircular piazza just before Mrs. Yearsley's library. A little band +of children, who had been mustered by Lady Diana Sweepstakes' "spirited +exertions," closed the procession. They were now all in readiness. The +drummer only waited for her ladyship's signal: and the archers' corps * +only waited for her ladyship's word of command to march. + + * Pronounced core. + +"Where are your bow and arrows, my little man?" said her ladyship to +Hal, as she reviewed her Lilliputian regiment. "You can't march, man, +without your arms!" + +Hal had despatched a messenger for his forgotten bow, but the messenger +returned not; he looked from side to side in great distress. "O, +there's my bow coming, I declare!" cried he. "Look, I see the bow and +the ribands; look now between the trees, Charles Sweepstakes, on the +Hotwell-walk; it is coming!" + +"But you've kept us all waiting a confounded time," said his impatient +friend. "It is that good-natured poor fellow from Bristol, I protest, +that has brought it to me. I'm sure I don't deserve it from him," said +Hal to himself, when he saw the lad with the black patch on his eye +running, quite out of breath, towards him with his bow and arrows. + +"Fall back, my good friend, fall back," said the military lady, as soon +as he had delivered the bow to Hal; "I mean stand out of the way, for +your great patch cuts no figure amongst us. Don't follow so close, now, +as if you belonged to us, pray." + +The poor boy had no ambition to partake the triumph; he fell back, as +soon as he understood the meaning of the lady's words. + +The drum beat, the fife played, the archers marched, the spectators +admired. Hal stepped proudly and felt as if the eyes of the whole +universe were upon his epaulettes, or upon the facings of his uniform; +whilst all the time he was considered only as part of a show. The walk +appeared much shorter than usual, and he was extremely sorry that Lady +Diana, when they were half way up the hill leading to Prince's Place, +mounted her horse, because the road was dirty, and all the gentlemen +and ladies who accompanied her, followed her example. + +"We can leave the children to walk, you know," said she to the +gentleman who helped her to mount her horse. "I must call to some of +them though, and leave orders where they are to join." + +She beckoned; and Hal, who was foremost, and proud to show his +alacrity, ran on to receive her ladyship's orders. Now, as we have +before observed, it was a sharp and windy day; and though Lady Diana +Sweepstakes was actually speaking to him, and looking at him, he could +not prevent his nose from wanting to be blowed; he pulled out his +handkerchief, and out rolled the new ball, which had been given to him +just before he left home, and which, according to his usual careless +habits, he had stuffed into his pocket in a hurry. + +"O, my new ball!" cried he, as he ran after it. + +As he stooped to pick it up, he let go his hat, which he had hitherto +held on with anxious care; for the hat, though it had a fine green and +white cockade, had no band or string round it. The string, as we may +recollect, our wasteful hero had used in spinning his top. The hat was +too large for his head without this band; a sudden gust of wind blew +it off; Lady Diana's horse started, and reared. She was a "famous" +horsewoman, and sat him to the admiration of all beholders; but there +was a puddle of red clay and water in this spot, and her ladyship's +uniform-habit was a sufferer by the accident. + +"Careless brat!" said she. "Why can't he keep his hat upon his head?" + +In the meantime the wind blew the hat down the hill, and Hal ran after +it, amidst the laughter of his kind friends, the young Sweepstakes, +and the rest of the little regiment. The hat was lodged at length upon +a bank. Hal pursued it: he thought this bank was hard, but, alas! The +moment he set his foot upon it, the foot sank. He tried to draw it +back, his other foot slipped, and he fell prostrate, in his green and +white uniform, into the treacherous bed of red mud. His companions, who +had halted upon the top of the hill, stood laughing spectators of his +misfortune. + +It happened that the poor boy with the black patch upon his eye, who +had been ordered by Lady Diana to "fall back," and to "keep at a +distance," was now coming up the hill; and the moment he saw our fallen +hero, he hastened to his assistance. He dragged poor Hal, who was a +deplorable spectacle, out of the red mud; the obliging mistress of a +lodging-house, as soon as she understood that the young gentleman was +nephew to Mr. Gresham, to whom she had formerly let her house, received +Hal, covered as he was with dirt. + +The poor Bristol lad hastened to Mr. Gresham's for clean stockings and +shoes for Hal. He was unwilling to give up his uniform; it was rubbed +and rubbed, and a spot here and there was washed out; and he kept +continually repeating, "When it's dry it will all brush off, when it's +dry it will all brush off, won't it?" + +But soon the fear of being too late at the archery meeting began to +balance the dread of appearing in his stained habiliments; and he now +as anxiously repeated, whilst the woman held the wet coat to the fire, +"O, I shall be too late; indeed, I shall be too late; make haste; it +will never dry; hold it nearer—nearer to the fire; I shall lose my turn +to shoot; O give me the coat; I don't mind how it is, if I can but get +it on." + +Holding it nearer and nearer to the fire dried it quickly, to be sure, +but it shrank it also; so that it was no easy matter to get the coat +on again. However, Hal, who did not see the red splashes, which, in +spite of all the operations, were too visible upon his shoulders, and +upon the skirts of his white coat behind, was pretty well satisfied to +observe that there was not one spot upon the facings. + +"Nobody," said he, "will take notice of my coat behind, I dare say. I +think it looks as smart almost as ever;" and under this persuasion, our +young archer resumed his bow—his bow with green ribands now no more! +And he pursued his way to the Downs. + +All his companions were far out of sight. + +"I suppose," said he to his friend with the black patch—"I suppose my +uncle and Ben had left home before you went for the shoes and stockings +for me?" + +"O yes, sir; the butler said they had been gone to the Downs a matter +of a good half hour or more." + +Hal trudged on as fast as he possibly could. When he got upon the +Downs, he saw numbers of carriages, and crowds of people, all going +towards the place of meeting, at the Ostrich. He pressed forwards. He +was at first so much afraid of being late, that he did not take notice +of the mirth his motley appearance excited in all beholders. At length +he reached the appointed spot. There was a great crowd of people; in +the midst, he heard Lady Diana's loud voice betting upon some one who +was just going to shoot at the mark. + +"So then the shooting is begun, is it?" said Hal. "O, let me in; pray +let me into the circle. I'm one of the archers; I am, indeed; don't you +see my green and white uniform?" + +"Your red and white uniform, you mean," said the man to whom he +addressed himself; and the people, as they opened a passage for him, +could not refrain from laughing at the mixture of dirt and finery which +it exhibited. + +In vain, when he got into the midst of the formidable circle, he looked +to his friends, the young Sweepstakes, for their countenance and +support; they were amongst the most unmerciful of the laughers. Lady +Diana also seemed more to enjoy than to pity his confusion. + +"Why could you not keep your hat upon your head, man?" said she, +in her masculine tone. "You have been almost the ruin of my poor +uniform-habit; but, thank God, I've escaped rather better than you +have. Don't stand there, in the middle of the circle, or you'll have an +arrow in your eyes, just now, I've a notion." + +Hal looked round in search of better friends. + +"O, where's my uncle? Where's Ben?" said he. He was in such confusion +that, amongst the number of faces, he could scarcely distinguish one +from another; but he felt somebody at this moment pull his elbow, +and, to his great relief, he heard the friendly voice and saw the +good-natured face of his cousin Ben. + +"Come back; come behind the people," said Ben; "and put on my great +coat; here it is for you." + +Right glad was Hal to cover his disgraced uniform with the rough great +coat which he had formerly despised. He pulled the stained, drooping +cockade out of his unfortunate hat; and he was now sufficiently +recovered from his vexation to give an intelligible account of his +accident to his uncle and Patty, who anxiously inquired what had +detained him so long, and what had been the matter. In the midst of the +history of his disaster, he was just proving to Patty that his taking +the hat-band to spin his top had nothing to do with his misfortune, +and he was at the same time endeavouring to refute his uncle's opinion +that the waste of the whip-cord, that tied the parcel, was the original +cause of all his evils, when he was summoned to try his skill with his +"famous" bow. + +"My hands are numbed; I can scarcely feel," said he, rubbing them, and +blowing upon the ends of his fingers. + +"Come, come," cried young Sweepstakes, "I'm within one inch of the +mark; who'll go nearer, I shall like to see. Shoot away, Hal. But first +understand our laws; we settled them before you came upon the green. +You are to have three shots, with your own bow and your own arrows; and +nobody's to borrow or lend under pretence of other bows being better or +worse, or under any pretence. Do you hear, Hal?" + +This young gentleman had good reasons for being so strict in these +laws, as he had observed that none of his companions had such an +excellent bow as he had provided for himself. Some of the boys had +forgotten to bring more than one arrow with them, and by his cunning +regulations that each person should shoot with his own arrows, many had +lost one or two of their shots. + +"You are a lucky fellow: you have your three arrows," said young +Sweepstakes. "Come, we can't wait whilst you rub your fingers, +man—shoot away." + +Hal was rather surprised at the asperity with which his friend spoke. +He little knew how easily acquaintances, who call themselves friends, +can change, when their interest comes in the slightest degree in +competition with their friendship. Hurried by his impatient rival, and +with his hands so much benumbed that he could scarcely feel how to +fix the arrow in the string, he drew the bow. The arrow was within a +quarter of an inch of Master Sweepstakes' mark, which was the nearest +that had yet been hit. Hal seized his second arrow—"If I have any +luck," said he—But just as he pronounced the word luck, and as he bent +his bow, the string broke in two, and the bow fell from his hands. + +"There, it's all over with you," cried Master Sweepstakes, with a +triumphant laugh. + +"Here's my bow for him, and welcome," said Ben. + +"No, no, sir; that is not fair; that's against the regulation. You may +shoot with your own bow if you choose it, or you may not, just as you +think proper; but you must not lend it, sir." + +It was now Ben's turn to make his trial. His first arrow was not +successful. His second was exactly as near as Hal's first. + +"You have but one more," said Master Sweepstakes. "Now for it!" + +Ben, before he ventured his last arrow, prudently examined the string +of his bow; and as he pulled it to try its strength, it cracked. + +Master Sweepstakes clapped his hands with loud exultations and +insulting laughter. But his laughter ceased, when our provident hero +calmly drew from his pocket an excellent piece of whip-cord. + +"The everlasting whip-cord, I declare!" exclaimed Hal, when he saw that +it was the very same that had tied up the parcel. + +"Yes," said Ben, as he fastened it to his bow, "I put it into my pocket +to-day, on purpose, because I thought I might happen to want it." + +He drew his bow the third and last time. + +"O, papa," cried little Patty, as his arrow hit the mark, "it's the +nearest; is not it the nearest?" + +Master Sweepstakes, with anxiety, examined the hit. There could be no +doubt. Ben was victorious! The bow, the prize bow, was now delivered to +him. + +And Hal, as he looked at the whip-cord, exclaimed, "How lucky this +whip-cord has been to you, Ben!" + +"It is lucky, perhaps, you mean, that he took care of it," said Mr. +Gresham. + +"Ay," said Hal, "very true; he might well say 'Waste not, want not;' it +is a good thing to have two strings to one's bow." + + + +[Illustration] + + THE BRACELETS. + + ——————————— + +IN a beautiful and retired part of England lived Mrs. Villars, a +lady whose accurate understanding, benevolent heart, and steady +temper, peculiarly fitted her for the most difficult, as well as most +important of all occupations—the education of youth. This task she +had undertaken; and twenty young persons were put under her care, +with the perfect confidence of their parents. No young people could +be happier; they were good and gay, emulous, but not envious of each +other; for Mrs. Villars was impartially just. Her praise they felt to +be the reward of merit, and her blame they knew to be the necessary +consequence of ill conduct; to the one, therefore, they patiently +submitted, and in the other consciously rejoiced. They rose with fresh +cheerfulness in the morning, eager to pursue their various occupations; +they returned in the evening with renewed ardour to their amusements, +and retired to rest satisfied with themselves and pleased with each +other. + +Nothing so much contributed to preserve spirit of emulation in this +little society as a small honorary distinction given annually, as the +prize of successful application. The prize this year was peculiarly +dear to each individual, as it was the picture of a friend whom +they all dearly loved—it was the picture of Mrs. Villars in a small +bracelet. It wanted neither gold, pearls, nor precious stones, to give +it value. + +The two foremost candidates for the prize were Cecilia and Leonora. +Cecilia was the most intimate friend of Leonora, but Leonora was only +the favourite companion of Cecilia. + +Cecilia was of an active, ambitious, enterprising disposition; more +eager in the pursuit than happy in the enjoyment of her wishes. +Leonora was of a contented, unaspiring, temperate character, not +easily roused to action, but indefatigable when once excited. Leonora +was proud, Cecilia was vain. Her vanity made her more dependent upon +the approbation of others, and therefore more anxious to please, than +Leonora; but that very vanity made her, at the same time, more apt +to offend. In short, Leonora was the most anxious to avoid what was +wrong, Cecilia the most ambitious to do what was right. Few of their +companions loved, but many were led by Cecilia, for she was often +successful; many loved Leonora, but none were ever governed by her, for +she was too indolent to govern. + +On the first day of May, about six o'clock in the evening, a great +bell rang, to summon this little society into a hall, where the prize +was to be decided. A number of small tables were placed in a circle in +the middle of the hall; seats for the young competitors were raised +one above another, in a semicircle, some yards distant from the table; +and the judges' chairs, under canopies of lilacs and laburnums, +forming another semicircle, closed the amphitheatre. Every one put +their writings, their drawings, their works of various kinds, upon the +tables appropriated for each. How unsteady were the last steps to these +tables! How each little hand trembled as it laid down its claims! Till +this moment every one thought herself secure of success, but now each +felt an equal certainty of being excelled; and the heart which a few +minutes before exulted with hope, now palpitated with fear. + +The works were examined, the preference adjudged; and the prize was +declared to be the happy Cecilia's. Mrs. Villars came forward smiling, +with the bracelet in her hand. Cecilia was behind her companions, on +the highest row; all the others gave way, and she was on the floor in +an instant. Mrs. Villa clasped the bracelet on her arm; the clasp was +heard through the whole hall, and a universal smile of congratulation +followed. Mrs. Villars kissed Cecilia's little hand; and "now," said +she, "go and rejoice with your companions; the remainder of the day is +yours." + +Oh! You whose hearts are elated with success, whose bosoms beat high +with joy, in the moment of triumph, command yourselves; let that +triumph be moderate, that it may be lasting. Consider that, though you +are good, you may be better, and though wise, you may be weak. + +As soon as Mrs. Villars had given her the bracelet, all Cecilia's +little companions crowded round her, and they all left the hall in an +instant. She was full of spirits and vanity—she ran on, running down +the flight of steps which led to the garden. In her violent haste, +Cecilia threw down the little Louisa. Louisa had a china mandarin in +her hand, which her mother had sent her that very morning; it was all +broke to pieces by the fall. + +"Oh! My mandarin!" cried Louisa, bursting into tears. + +The crowd behind Cecilia suddenly stopped. + +Louisa sat on the lowest steps fixing her eyes upon the broken pieces; +then, turning round, she hid her face in her hands upon the step above +her. In turning, Louisa threw down the remains of the mandarin; the +head, which she had placed in the socket, fell from the shoulders, and +rolled bounding along the gravel-walk. + +Cecilia pointed to the head and to the socket, and burst out laughing; +the crowd behind laughed too. At any other time they would have been +more inclined to cry with Louisa; but Cecilia had just been successful, +and sympathy with the victorious often makes us forget justice. + +Leonora, however, preserved her usual consistency. "Poor, Louisa!" said +she, looking first at her, and then reproachfully at Cecilia. + +Cecilia turned sharply round, colouring, half with shame and half with +vexation. "I could not help it, Leonora," said she. + +"But you could have helped laughing, Cecilia." + +"I didn't laugh at Louisa; and I surely may laugh, for it does nobody +any harm." + +"I am sure, however," replied Leonora, "I should not have laughed if I +had—" + +"No, to be sure you wouldn't, because Louisa is your favourite. I can +buy her another mandarin the next time that old pedlar comes to the +door, if that's all. I can do no more. Can I?" said she, turning round +to her companions. + +"No, to be sure," said they, "that's all fair." + +Cecilia looked triumphantly at Leonora. Leonora let go her hand; she +ran on, and the crowd followed. When she got to the end of the garden, +she turned round to see if Leonora had followed her too; but was vexed +to see her still sitting on the steps with Louisa. + +"I'm sure I can do no more than buy her another! Can I?" said she, +again appealing to her companions. + +"No, to be sure," said they, eager to begin their plays. + +How many did they begin and leave off before Cecilia could be satisfied +with any. Her thoughts were discomposed, and her mind was running upon +something else; no wonder then that she did not play with her usual +address. She grew still more impatient; she threw down the nine-pins: + +"Come, let us play at something else—at threading the needle," said +she, holding out her hand. + +They all yielded to the hand which wore the bracelet. But Cecilia, +dissatisfied with herself, was discontented with everybody else; her +tone grew more and more peremptory—one was too rude, another too stiff; +one was too slow, another too quick; in short, everything went wrong, +and everybody was tired of her humours. + +The triumph of "success" is absolute, but short. Cecilia's companions +at length recollected that though she had embroidered a tulip and +painted a peach better than they, yet that they could play as well, +and keep their tempers better: she was thrown out. Walking towards the +house in a peevish mood, she met Leonora; she passed on. + +"Cecilia!" cried Leonora. + +"Well, what do you want with me?" + +"Are we friends?" + +"You know best." + +"We are; if you will let me tell Louisa that you are sorry—" + +Cecilia, interrupting her, "O! Pray let me hear no more about Louisa!" + +"What! Not confess that you were in the wrong! Oh, Cecilia! I had a +better opinion of you." + +"Your opinion is of no consequence to me now; for you don't love me." + +"No, not when you are unjust, Cecilia." + +"Unjust! I am not unjust; and if I were, you are not my governess." + +"No, but am I not your friend?" + +"I don't desire to have such a friend, who would quarrel with me for +happening to throw down little Louisa—how could I tell that she had +a mandarin in her hand? And when it was broken, could I do more than +promise her another? Was that unjust?" + +"But you know, Cecilia—" + +"'I know,'" ironically, "I know, Leonora, that you love Louisa better +than you do me; that's the injustice!" + +"If I did," replied Leonora gravely, "it would be no injustice, if she +deserved it better." + +"How can you compare Louisa to me!" exclaimed Cecilia, indignantly. + +Leonora made no answer, for she was really hurt at her friend's +conduct; she walked on to join the rest of her companions. They were +dancing in a round upon the grass. Leonora declined dancing, but they +prevailed upon her to sing for them; her voice was not so sprightly, +but it was sweeter than usual. Who sung so sweetly as Leonora? Or who +danced so nimbly as Louisa? + +Away she was flying, all spirits and gayety, when Leonora's eyes full +of tears, caught hers. Louisa silently let go her companions' hands, +and quitting the dance, ran up to Leonora to inquire what was the +matter with her. + +"Nothing," replied she, "that need interrupt you—Go, my dear, and dance +again." + +Louisa immediately ran away to her garden, and pulling off her little +straw hat, she lined it with the freshest strawberry leaves, and was +upon her knees before the strawberry bed when Cecilia came by. Cecilia +was not disposed to be pleased with Louisa at that instant, for two +reasons: because she was jealous of her, and because she had injured +her. The injury, however, Louisa had already forgotten; perhaps, to +tell things just as they were, she was not quite so much inclined to +kiss Cecilia as she would have been before the fall of her mandarin, +but this was the utmost extent of her malice, if it can be called +malice. + +"What are you doing there, little one?" said Cecilia in a sharp tone. +"Are you eating your early strawberries here all alone?" + +"No," said Louisa, mysteriously; "I am not eating them." + +"What are you doing with them—can't you answer then? I'm not playing +with you, child!" + +"Oh! As to that, Cecilia, you know I need not answer you unless I +choose it; not but what I would, if you would only ask me civilly—and +if you would not call me child." + +"Why should not I call you child?" + +"Because—because—I don't know;—but I wish you would stand out of my +light, Cecilia, for you are trampling upon all my strawberries." + +"I have not touched one, you covetous little creature!" + +"Indeed—indeed, Cecilia, I am not covetous. I have not eaten one of +them—they are all for your friend Leonora. See how unjust you are." + +"Unjust! That's a Cant word you learned of my friend Leonora, as you +call her, but she is not my friend now." + +"Not your friend now!" exclaimed Louisa. "Then, I am sure you must have +done something very naughty." + +"How!" said Cecilia, catching hold of her. + +"Let me go—Let me go!" cried Louisa, struggling. "I won't give you one +of my strawberries, for I don't like you at all." + +"You don't, don't you?" said Cecilia, provoked and catching the +strawberries over the hedge. + +"Will nobody help me!" exclaimed Louisa, snatching her hat again, and +running away with all her force. + +"What have I done?" said Cecilia, recollecting herself. "Louisa! +Louisa!" + +She called very loud, but Louisa would not turn back! She was running +to her companions. + +They were still dancing, hand in hand, upon the grass, whilst Leonora, +sitting in the middle, sang to them. + +"Stop! Stop! And hear me!" cried Louisa, breaking through them; and +rushing up to Leonora, she threw her hat at her feet, and panting for +breath— + +"It was full—almost full of my own strawberries," said she, "the first +I ever got out of my own garden. They should all have been for you, +Leonora, but now I have not one left. They are all gone!" said she; and +she hid her face in Leonora's lap. + +"Gone! Gone where?" said every one at once, running up to her. +"Cecilia! Cecilia!" said she, sobbing. + +"Cecilia!" repeated Leonora. "What of Cecilia?" + +"Yes, it was—it was." + +"Come along with me," said Leonora, unwilling to have her friend +exposed; "come, and I will get you some more strawberries." + +"Oh, I don't mind the strawberries, indeed; but I wanted to have had +the pleasure of giving them to you." + +Leonora took her up in her arms to carry her away, but it was too late. + +"What, Cecilia! Cecilia, who won the prize! It could not surely be +Cecilia," whispered every busy tongue. + +At this instant the bell summoned them in. + +"There she is!—There she is!" cried they, pointing to an arbour, where +Cecilia was standing, ashamed and alone; and as they passed her, some +lifted up their hands and eyes with astonishment, others whispered and +huddled mysteriously together, as if to avoid her. Leonora walked on, +her head a little higher than usual. + +"Leonora!" said Cecilia, timorously, as she passed. + +"Oh, Cecilia! Who would have thought that you had a bad heart?" + +Cecilia turned her head aside and burst into tears. + +"Oh no, indeed, she has not a bad heart," cried Louisa, running up +to her, and throwing her arms round her neck; "she's very sorry!—Are +not you, Cecilia? But don't cry any more, for I forgive you with all +my heart; and I love you now, though I said I did not when I was in a +passion." + +"O, you sweet-tempered girl! How I love you," said Cecilia, kissing her. + +"Well then, if you do, come along with me, and dry your eyes, for they +are so red." + +"Go, my dear, and I'll come presently." + +"Then I will keep a place for you next to me; but you must make haste, +or you will have to come in when we have all set down to supper, and +then you will be so stared at! So don't stay now." + +Cecilia followed Louisa with her eyes till she was out of sight. "And +is Louisa," said she to herself, "the only one who would stop to pity +me? Mrs. Villars told me that this day should be mine; she little +thought how it would end!" + +Saying these words, Cecilia threw herself down upon the ground; her arm +leaned upon a heap of turf which she had raised in the morning, and +which in the pride and gayety of her heart, she had called her throne. + +At this instant, Mrs. Villars came out to enjoy the serenity of the +evening, and passing by the arbour where Cecilia lay, she started; +Cecilia rose hastily. + +"Who is there?" said Mrs. Villars. + +"It is I, madam." + +"And who is I?" + +"Cecilia." + +"Why, what keeps you here, my dear—where are your companions? This is, +perhaps, one of the happiest days of your life." + +"O no, madam!" said Cecilia, hardly able to repress her tears. + +"Why, my dear, what is the matter?" + +Cecilia hesitated. + +"Speak, my dear. You know that when I ask you to tell me any thing as +your friend, I never punish you as your governess; therefore you need +not be afraid to tell me what is the matter." + +"No, madam, I am not afraid, but ashamed. You asked me why I was not +with my companions. Why, madam, because they have all left me, and—" + +"And what, my dear?" + +"And I see that they all dislike me. And yet I don't know why they +should, for I take as much pains to please as any of them. All my +masters seem satisfied with me; and you yourself, ma'am, were pleased +this very morning to give me this bracelet; and I am sure you would not +have given it to any one who did not deserve it." + +"Certainly not. You did deserve it for your application—for your +successful application. The prize was for the most assiduous, not for +the most amiable." + +"Then if it had been for the most amiable, it would not have been for +me?" + +Mrs. Villars, smiling—"Why, what do you think yourself, Cecilia? You +are better able to judge than I am. I can determine whether or no +you apply to what I give you to learn; whether you attend to what I +desire you to do, and avoid what I desire you not to do. I know that +I like you as a pupil, but I cannot know that I should like you as a +companion, unless I were your companion; therefore I must judge of what +I should do by seeing what others do in the same circumstances." + +"O, pray don't, ma'am; for then you would not love me neither. And yet +I think you would love me; for I hope that I am as ready to oblige, and +as good-natured, as—" + +"Yes, Cecilia, I don't doubt but that you would be very good-natured +to me, but I am afraid that I should not like you unless you were +good-tempered, too." + +"But, ma'am, by good-natured I mean good-tempered—it's all the same +thing." + +"No, indeed, I understand by them two very different things. You are +good-natured, Cecilia, for you are desirous to oblige and serve your +companions, to gain them praise and save them from blame, to give them +pleasure, and to relieve them from pain; but Leonora is good-tempered, +for she can bear with their foibles, and acknowledge her own. Without +disputing about the right, she sometimes yields to those who are in +the wrong. In short, her temper is perfectly good, for it can bear and +forbear." + +"I wish that mine could," said Cecilia, sighing. + +"It may," replied Mrs. Villars; "but it is not wishes alone which can +improve us in any thing. Turn the same exertion and perseverance which +have won you the prize to-day to this object, and you will meet with +the same success; perhaps not on the first, the second, or the third +attempt, but depend upon it that you will at last; every new effort +will weaken your bad habits and strengthen your good ones. But you must +not expect to succeed all at once; I repeat it to you, for habit must +be counteracted by habit. It would be as extravagant in us to expect +that all our faults could be destroyed by one punishment, were it ever +so severe, as it was in the Roman emperor we were reading of a few days +ago to wish that all the heads of his enemies were upon one neck, that +he might cut them off by one blow." + +Here Mrs. Villars took Cecilia by the hand, and they began to walk home. + +Such was the nature of Cecilia's mind, that, when any object was +forcibly impressed on her imagination, it caused temporary suspension +of her reasoning faculties. Hope was too strong a stimulus for her +spirits; and when fear did take possession of her mind, it was attended +with total debility. Her vanity was now as much mortified as in the +morning it had been elated. She walked on with Mrs. Villars in silence +until they came under the shade of the elm tree walk, and then, fixing +her eyes upon Mrs. Villars, she stopped short. + +"Do you think, madam," said she, with hesitation, "do you think, madam, +that I have a bad heart?" + +"A bad heart, my dear! Why, what put that into your head?" + +"Leonora said that I had, ma'am, and I felt ashamed when she said so." + +"But, my dear, how can Leonora tell whether your heart be good or bad? +However, in the first place, tell me what you mean by a bad heart." + +"Indeed, I do not know what is meant by it, ma'am; but it is something +which every body hates." + +"And why do they hate it?" + +"Because they think that it will hurt them, ma'am, I believe; and that +those who have bad hearts take delight in doing mischief; and that they +never do any body good but for their own ends." + +"Then the best definition which you can give me of a bad heart is that +it is some constant propensity to hurt others, and to do wrong for the +sake of doing wrong." + +"Yes, ma'am, but that is not all neither; there is still something +else meant; something which I cannot express—which, indeed, I never +distinctly understood; but of which, therefore, I was the more afraid." + +"Well, then, to begin with what you do understand, tell me, Cecilia, +do you really think it possible to be wicked merely for the love of +wickedness? No human being becomes wicked all at once; a man begins by +doing wrong because it is, or because he thinks it is for his interest; +if he continues to do so, he must conquer his sense of shame, and lose +his love of virtue. But how can you, Cecilia, who feel such a strong +sense of shame, and such an eager desire to improve, imagine that you +have a bad heart?" + +"Indeed, madam, I never did, until every body told me so, and then I +began to be frightened about it. This very evening, ma'am, when I was +in a passion, I threw little Louisa's strawberries away; which, I am +sure, I was very sorry for afterwards; and Leonora and every body cried +out that I had a bad heart; but I am sure that I was only in a passion." + +"Very likely. And when you are in a passion, as you call it, Cecilia, +you see that you are tempted to do harm to others; if they do not feel +angry themselves, they do not sympathize with you; they do not perceive +the motive which actuates you, and then they say that you have a bad +heart. I dare say, however, when your passion is over, and when you +recollect yourself; you are very sorry for what you have done and said; +are not you?" + +"Yes, indeed, madam, very sorry." + +"Then make that sorrow of use to you, Cecilia, and fix it steadily in +your thoughts, as you hope to be good and happy, that, if you suffer +yourself to yield to your passion upon every trifling occasion, anger +and its consequences will become familiar to your mind; and in the same +proportion your sense of shame will be weakened, till what you began +with doing from sudden impulse you will end with doing from habit and +choice; and then you would, indeed, according to our definition, have a +bad heart." + +"Oh, madam! I hope—I am sure I never shall." + +"No, indeed, Cecilia; I do, indeed, believe that you never will; on the +contrary, I think that you have a very good disposition, and, what is +of infinitely more consequence to you, an active desire of improvement. +Show me that you have, as much perseverance as you have candour, and I +shall not despair of your becoming every thing that I could wish." + +Here Cecilia's countenance brightened, and she ran up the steps in +almost as high spirits as she ran down them in the morning. + +"Good night to you, Cecilia," said Mrs. Villars, as she was crossing +the hall. + +"Good night to you, madam," said Cecilia; and she ran up stairs to bed. + +She could not go to sleep, but she lay awake reflecting upon the events +of the preceding day, and forming resolutions for the future; at the +same time, considering that she had resolved, and resolved without +effect, she wished to give her mind some more powerful motive; ambition +she knew to be its most powerful incentive. + +"Have I not," said she to herself, "already won the prize of +application, and cannot the same application procure me a much higher +prize? Mrs. Villars said that if the prize had been promised to the +most amiable, it would not have been given to me; perhaps it would not +yesterday—perhaps it might not to-morrow; but that is no reason that I +should despair of ever deserving it." + +In consequence of this reasoning, Cecilia formed a design of proposing +to her companions that they should give a prize, the first of the +ensuing month (the first of June), to the most amiable. Mrs. Villars +applauded the scheme, and her companions adopted it with the greatest +alacrity. + +"Let the prize," said they, "be a bracelet of our own hair." And +instantly their shining scissors were procured, and each contributed a +lock of her hair. They formed the most beautiful gradation of colours, +from the palest auburn to the brightest black. Who was to have the +honour of plaiting them was now the question. + +Caroline begged that she might, as she could plait very neatly, she +said. + +Cecilia, however, was equally sure that she could do it much better, +and a dispute would inevitably have ensued, if Cecilia, recollecting +herself just as her colour rose to scarlet, had not yielded—yielded +with no very good grace indeed, but as well as could be expected for +the first time. For it is habit which confers ease; and without ease, +even in moral actions, there can be no grace. + +The bracelet was plaited in the neatest manner by Caroline, finished +round the edge with silver twist, and on it was worked, in the smallest +silver letters, this motto, TO THE MOST AMIABLE. The moment it was +completed, every body begged to try it on. It fastened with little +silver clasps, and as it was made large enough for the eldest girls, it +was too large for the youngest; of this they bitterly complained, and +unanimously entreated that it might be cut to fit them. + +"How foolish!" exclaimed Cecilia. "Don't you perceive that, if you win +it, you have nothing to do but to put the clasps a little further from +the edge? But if we get it, we can't make it larger." + +"Very true," said they, "but you need not to have called us foolish, +Cecilia!" + +It was by such hasty and unguarded expressions as these that Cecilia +offended; a slight difference in the manner makes a very material one +in the effect. Cecilia lost more love by general petulance than she +could gain by the greatest particular exertions. + +How far she succeeded in curing herself of this defect, how far she +became deserving of the bracelet, and to whom the bracelet was given, +shall be told in the history of the first of June. + + + ——————————— + + CONTINUATION OF THE BRACELETS. + +THE first of June was now arrived, and all the young competitors were +in a state of the most anxious suspense. + +Leonora and Cecilia continued to be the foremost candidates; their +quarrel had never been finally adjusted, and their different +pretensions now retarded all thoughts of a reconciliation. + +Cecilia, though she was capable of acknowledging any of her faults +in public before all her companions, could not humble herself in +private to Leonora; Leonora was her equal, they were her inferiors; +and submission is much easier to a vain mind, where it appears to be +voluntary, than when it is the necessary tribute to justice or candour. +So strongly did Cecilia feel this truth that she even delayed making +any apology, or coming to any explanation with Leonora, until success +should once more give her the palm. + +If I win the bracelet to-day, said she to herself; I will solicit the +return of Leonora's friendship; it will be more valuable to me than +even the bracelet; and at such a time, and asked in such a manner, she +surely cannot refuse it to me. Animated with this hope of a double +triumph, Cecilia canvassed with the most zealous activity; by constant +attention and exertion she had considerably abated the violence of her +temper, and changed the course of her habits. Her powers of pleasing +were now excited, instead of her abilities to excel; and, if her +talents appeared less brilliant, her character was acknowledged to be +more amiable; so great an influence upon our manners and conduct have +the objects of our ambition. Cecilia was now, if possible, more than +ever desirous of doing what was right, but she had not yet acquired +sufficient fear of doing wrong. This was the fundamental error of her +mind; it arose in a great measure from her early education. + +Her mother died when she was very young; and though her father had +supplied her place in the best and kindest manner, he had insensibly +infused into his daughter's mind a portion of that enterprising, +independent spirit, which he justly deemed essential to the character +of her brother. This brother was some years older than Cecilia, but he +had always been the favourite companion of her youth; what her father's +precepts inculcated, his example enforced, and even Cecilia's virtues +consequently became such as were more estimable in a man than desirable +in a female. + +All small objects and small errors she had been taught to disregard as +trifles; and her impatient disposition was perpetually leading her into +more material faults; yet her candour in confessing these, she had been +suffered to believe, was sufficient reparation and atonement. + +Leonora, on the contrary, who had been educated by her mother in +a manner more suited to her sex, had a character and virtues more +peculiar to a female; her judgment had been early cultivated, and her +good sense employed in the regulation of her conduct; she had been +habituated to that restraint, which, as a woman, she was to expect in +life, and early accustomed to yield; compliance in her seemed natural +and graceful. + +Yet, notwithstanding the gentleness of her temper, she was in reality +more independent than Cecilia; she had more reliance upon her own +judgment, and more satisfaction in her own approbation. Though far +from insensible to praise, she was not liable to be misled by the +indiscriminate love of admiration; the uniform kindness of her manner, +the consistency and equality of her character, had fixed the esteem and +passive love of her companions. + +By passive love, we mean that species of affection which makes us +unwilling to offend, rather than anxious to oblige; which is more a +habit than an emotion of the mind. For Cecilia, her companions felt +active love, for she was active in showing her love to them. + +Active love arises spontaneously in the mind, after feeling particular +instances of kindness, without reflection on the past conduct or +general character; it exceeds the merits of its object, and is +connected with a feeling of generosity, rather than with a sense of +justice. + +Without determining which species of love is the more flattering to +others, we can easily decide which is the most agreeable feeling to +our own minds; we give our hearts more credit for being generous than +for being just; and we feel more self-complacency when we give our +love voluntarily, than when we yield it as a tribute which we cannot +withhold. Though Cecilia's companions might not know all this in +theory, they proved it in practice; for they loved her in a much higher +proportion to her merits than they loved Leonora. + +Each of the young judges were to signify their choice by putting a +red or a white shell into a vase prepared for the purpose. Cecilia's +colour was red, Leonora's white. In the morning nothing was to be seen +but these shells, nothing talked of but the long-expected event of the +evening. Cecilia, following Leonora's example, had made it a point of +honour not to inquire of any individual her vote previous to their +final determination. + +They were both sitting together in Louisa's room; Louisa was recovering +from the measles. Every one, during her illness, had been desirous of +attending her; but Leonora and Cecilia were the only two that were +permitted to see her, as they alone had had the distemper. They were +both assiduous in their care of Louisa; but Leonora's want of exertion +to overcome any disagreeable feelings of sensibility often deprived her +of presence of mind, and prevented her being so constantly useful as +Cecilia. Cecilia, on the contrary, often made too much noise and bustle +with her officious assistance, and was too anxious to invent amusements +and procure comforts for Louisa, without perceiving that illness takes +away the power of enjoying them. + +As she was sitting in the window in the morning, exerting herself to +entertain Louisa, she heard the voice of an old pedlar who often used +to come to the house. Down stairs she ran immediately to ask Mrs. +Villars's permission to bring him into the hall. + +Mrs. Villars consented, and away Cecilia ran to proclaim the news to +her companions; then first returning into the hall, she found the +pedlar just unbuckling his box, and taking it off his shoulders. "What +would you be pleased to want, Miss?" said he. "I've all kinds of +tweezer-cases, rings, and lockets of all sorts," continued he, opening +all the glittering drawers successively. + +"Oh!" said Cecilia, shutting the drawer of lockets which tempted her +most. "These are not the things which I want; have you any china +figures, any mandarins?" + +"Alack-a-day, Miss, I had a great stock of that same china ware, but +now I'm quite out of them kind of things; but I believe," said he, +rummaging in one of the deepest drawers, "I believe I have one left, +and here it is." + +"Oh, that is the very thing! What's its price?" + +"Only three shillings, ma'am." Cecilia paid the money, and was just +going to carry off the mandarin, when the pedlar took out of his +greatcoat pocket a neat mahogany case; it was about a foot long, and +fastened at each end by two little clasps; it had besides a small lock +in the middle. + +"What is that?" said Cecilia, eagerly. + +"It's only a china figure, Miss, which I am going to carry to an +elderly lady, who lives nigh at hand, and who is mighty fond of such +things." + +"Could you let me look at it?" + +"And welcome, Miss," said he, and opened the case. + +"O goodness! How beautiful!" exclaimed Cecilia. + +It was a figure of Flora, crowned with roses, and carrying a basket +of flowers in her hand. Cecilia contemplated it with delight. "How I +should like to give this to Louisa," said she to herself; and at last +breaking silence, "Did you promise it to the old lady?" + +"O no, Miss; I didn't promise it—she never saw it; and if so be that +you'd like to take it, I'd make no more words about it." + +"And how much does it cost?" + +"Why, Miss, as to that, I'll let you have it for half-a-guinea." + +[Illustration] + +Cecilia immediately produced the box in which she kept her treasure, +and emptying it upon the table, she began to count the shillings; alas! +there were but six shillings. + +"How provoking!" said she. "Then I can't have it—where's the mandarin? +O I have it," said she, taking it up, and looking at it with the utmost +disgust. "Is this the same that I had before?" + +"Yes, Miss, the very same," replied the pedlar, who, during this time, +had been examining the little box out of which Cecilia had taken her +money; it was of silver. + +"Why, ma'am," said he, "since you've taken such a fancy to the piece, +if you've a mind to make up the remainder of the money, I will take +this here little box, if you care to part with it." + +Now this box was a keepsake from Leonora to Cecilia. + +"No," said Cecilia hastily, blushing a little, and stretching out her +hand to receive it. + +"Oh, Miss!" said he, returning it carelessly. "I hope there's no +offence; I meant but to serve you, that's all. Such a rare piece of +china-work has no cause to go a begging," added he, putting the Flora +deliberately into the case; then turning the key with a jerk, he let it +drop into his pocket: and lifting up his box by the leather straps, he +was preparing to depart. + +"Oh, stay one minute!" said Cecilia, in whose mind there had passed +a very warm conflict during the pedlar's harangue. "Louisa would so +like this Flora," said she, arguing with herself; "besides, it would +be so generous in me to give it to her instead of that ugly mandarin; +that would be doing only common justice, for I promised it to her, and +she expects it. Though, when I come to look at this mandarin, it is +not even so good as hers was; the gilding is all rubbed off, so that +I absolutely must buy this for her. O yes, I will, and she will be so +delighted! And then every body will say it is the prettiest thing they +ever saw, and the broken mandarin will be forgotten forever." + +Here Cecilia's hand moved, and she was just going to decide: "O! But +stop," said she to herself; "consider Leonora gave me this box, and it +is a keepsake. However, now we have quarreled, and I dare say that she +would not mind my parting with it; I'm sure that I should not care if +she was to give away my keepsake the smelling bottle, or the ring which +I gave her. So what does it signify; besides, is it not my own, and +have I not a right to do what I please with it?" + +At this dangerous instant for Cecilia, a party of her companions opened +the door; she knew that they came as purchasers, and she dreaded her +Flora's becoming the prize of some higher bidder. + +"Here," said she, hastily putting the box into the pedlar's hand, +without looking at it; "take it, and give me the Flora." + +Her hand trembled, though she snatched it impatiently. She ran by, +without seeming to mind any of her companions—she almost wished to turn +back. + +Let those who are tempted to do wrong by the hopes of future +gratification, or the prospect of certain concealment and impunity, +remember that, unless they are totally depraved, they bear in their own +hearts a monitor who will prevent their enjoying what they have ill +obtained. + +In vain Cecilia ran to the rest of her companions, to display her +present, in hopes that the applause of others would restore her own +self-complacency; in vain she saw the Flora pass in due pomp from hand +to hand, each vieing with the other in extolling the beauty of the +gift and the generosity of the giver. Cecilia was still displeased +with herself, with them, and even with their praise; from Louisa's +gratitude, however, she yet expected much pleasure, and immediately she +ran up stairs to her room. + +In the mean time Leonora had gone into the hall to buy a bodkin; she +had just broken hers. In giving her change, the pedlar took out of his +pocket, with some half-pence, the very box which Cecilia had sold him. +Leonora did not in the least suspect the truth, for her mind was above +suspicion; and besides, she had the utmost confidence in Cecilia. + +"I should like to have that box," said she, "for it is like one of +which I was very fond." + +The pedlar named the price, and Leonora took the box; she intended to +give it to little Louisa. + +On going to her room she found her asleep, and she sat down softly by +her bed-side. Louisa opened her eyes. + +"I hope I didn't disturb you," said Leonora. + +"O no; I didn't hear you come in; but what have you got there?" + +"It is only a little box; would you like to have it? I bought it on +purpose for you, as I thought perhaps it would please you; because it's +like that which I gave Cecilia." + +"O yes! That out of which she used to give me Barbary drops. I am very +much obliged to you. I always thought that exceedingly pretty; and +this, indeed, is as like it as possible. I can't unscrew it; will you +try?" + +Leonora unscrewed it. + +"Goodness!" exclaimed Louisa. "This must be Cecilia's box; look, don't +you see a great L at the bottom of it?" + +Leonora's colour changed. "Yes," she replied calmly, "I see that, but +it is no proof that it is Cecilia's; you know that I bought this box +just now of the pedlar." + +"That may be," said Louisa; "but I remember scratching that L with my +own needle, and Cecilia scolded me for it, too. Do go and ask her if +she has lost her box—do," repeated Louisa, pulling her by the sleeve, +as she did not seem to listen. + +Leonora indeed did not hear, for she was lost in thought; she was +comparing circumstances which had before escaped her attention. She +recollected that Cecilia had passed her as she came into the hall, +without seeming to see her, but had blushed as she passed. She +remembered that the pedlar appeared unwilling to part with the box, and +was going to put it again into his pocket with the half-pence. + +"And why should he keep it in his pocket and not show it with his other +things?" + +Combining all these circumstances, Leonora had no longer any doubt of +the truth; for though she had honourable confidence in her friends, she +had too much penetration to be implicitly credulous. + +"Louisa," she began, but at this instant she heard a step, which, by +its quickness, she knew to be Cecilia's, coming along the passage. "If +you love me, Louisa," said Leonora, "say nothing about the box." + +"Nay, but why not? I dare say she has lost it." + +"No, my dear, I am afraid she has not." + +Louisa looked surprised. + +"But I have reasons for desiring you not to say any thing about it." + +"Well, then, I won't, indeed." + +Cecilia opened the door, came forward smiling, as if secure of a good +reception, and, taking the Flora out of the case, she placed it on the +mantel-piece, opposite to Louisa's bed. + +"Dear, how beautiful," cried Louisa, starting up. + +"Yes," said Cecilia, "and guess who it's for?" + +"For me, perhaps!" said the ingenuous Louisa. + +"Yes, take it, and keep it for my sake; you know that I broke your +mandarin." + +"O! But this is a great deal prettier and larger than that." + +"Yes, I know it is; and I meant that it should be so. I should only +have done what I was bound to do if I had only given you a mandarin." + +"Well, and that would have been enough, surely; but what a beautiful +crown of roses! And then that basket of flowers! They almost look as +if I could smell them. Dear Cecilia! I'm very much obliged to you, but +I won't take it by way of payment for the mandarin you broke; for I'm +sure you could not help that; and, besides, I should have broken it +myself by this time. You shall give it to me entirely, and I'll keep it +as long as I live as your keepsake." + +Louisa stopped short and coloured. The word keepsake recalled the box +to her mind, and all the train of ideas which the Flora had banished. + +"But," said she, looking up wishfully in Cecilia's face, and holding +the Flora doubtfully, "did you—" + +Leonora, who was just quitting the room, turned her head back, and gave +Louisa a look, which silenced her. + +Cecilia was so infatuated with her vanity, that she neither perceived +Leonora's sign, nor Louisa's confusion, but continued showing off her +present, by placing it in various situations, till at length she put it +into the case, and laying it down with an affected carelessness upon +the bed. "I must go now, Louisa. Good bye," said she, running up and +kissing her; "but I'll come again presently;" then clapping the door +after her, she went. + +But as soon as the fermentation of her spirits subsided, the sense +of shame, which had been scarcely felt when mixed with so many other +sensations, rose uppermost in her mind. + +"What?" said she to herself. "Is it possible that I have sold what +I promised to keep for ever? And what Leonora gave me? And I have +concealed it too, and have been making a parade of my generosity. O! +What would Leonora, what would Louisa, what would every body think of +me, if the truth were known?" + +Humiliated and grieved by these reflections, Cecilia began to search in +her own mind for some consoling idea. She began to compare her conduct +with the conduct of others of her own age; and at length, fixing her +comparison upon her brother George, as the companion of whom, from her +infancy, she had been habitually the most emulous, she recollected that +an almost similar circumstance had once happened to him, and that he +had not only escaped disgrace, but had acquired glory by an intrepid +confession of his fault. Her father's words to her brother, on that +occasion, she also perfectly recollected. + +"Come to me, George," he said, holding out his hand; "you are a +generous, brave boy. They who dare to confess their faults will make +great and good men." + +These were his words; but Cecilia, in repeating them to herself, forgot +to lay that emphasis on the word men, which would have placed it in +contradistinction to the word women. She willingly believed that the +observation extended equally to both sexes, and flattered herself that +she should exceed her brother in merit, if she owned a fault which she +thought that it would be so much more difficult to confess. + +"Yes, but," said she, stopping herself, "how can I confess it? This +very evening, in a few hours, the prize will now decided; Leonora or +I shall win it. I have as good a chance as Leonora, perhaps a better; +and must I give up all my hopes? All that I have been labouring for +this month past! O, I never can;—if it were to-morrow, or yesterday, or +any day but this, I would not hesitate, but now I am almost certain of +the prize, and if I win it—well, why then I will—I think, I will tell +all—yes, I will; I am determined," said Cecilia. + +Here a bell summoned them to dinner. Leonora sat opposite to her, +and she was not a little surprised to see Cecilia look so gay and +unrestrained. + +"Surely," said she to herself, "if Cecilia had done this, that I +suspect, she would not, she could not look as she does." + +But Leonora little knew the cause of her gayety; Cecilia was never +in higher spirits, or better pleased with herself; than when she had +resolved upon a sacrifice or a confession. + +"Must not this evening be given to the most amiable? Whose, then, will +it be?" + +All eyes glanced first at Cecilia and then at Leonora. Cecilia smiled; +Leonora blushed. + +"I see that it is not yet decided," said Mrs. Villars. + +And immediately they ran up stairs, amidst confused whisperings. + +Cecilia's voice could be distinguished far above the rest. + +"How can she be so happy?" said Leonora to herself. "O, Cecilia, there +was a time when you could not have neglected me so!—When we were always +together, the best of friends and companions, our wishes, tastes, and +pleasures the same. Surely she did once love me," said Leonora; "but +now she is quite changed. She has even sold my keepsake, and would +rather win a bracelet of hair from girls whom she did not always think +so much superior to Leonora, than have my esteem, my confidence, and +my friendship, for her whole life; yes, for her whole life, for I am +sure she will be an amiable woman. Oh that this bracelet had never been +thought of, or that I was certain of her winning it; for I am certain +that I do not wish to win it from her. I would rather, a thousand times +rather, that we were as we used to be, than have all the glory in the +world. And how pleasing Cecilia can be when she wishes to please! How +candid she is! How much she can improve herself!—Let me be just, though +she has offended me—she is wonderfully improved within this last month; +for one fault, and that against myself, should I forget all her merits?" + +As Leonora said these last words, she could but just hear the voices +of her companions; they had left her alone in the gallery. She knocked +softly at Louisa's door. + +"Come in," said Louisa. "I'm not asleep. Oh," said she, starting up +with the Flora in her hand, the instant that the door was opened. "I'm +so glad you are come, Leonora, for I did so long to hear what you were +all making such a noise about—have you forgot that the bracelet—" + +"O yes! Is this the evening?" + +"Well, here's my white shell for you. I've kept it in my pocket this +fortnight; and though Cecilia did give me this Flora, I still love you +a great deal better." + +"Thank you, Louisa," said Leonora, gratefully "I will take your shell, +and I shall value it as long as I live. But here is a red one, and if +you wish to show me that you love me, you will give this to Cecilia. +I know that she is particularly anxious for your preference, and I am +sure that she deserves it." + +"Yes, if I could, I would choose both of you; but you know I can only +choose which I like the best." + +"If you mean, my dear Louisa," said Leonora, "that you like me the +best, I am very much obliged to you; for, indeed I wish you to love me; +but it is enough for me to know it in private. I should not feel the +least more pleasure at hearing it in public, or in having it made known +to all my companions, especially at a time when it would give poor +Cecilia a great deal of pain." + +"But why should it give her pain? I don't like her for being jealous of +you." + +"Nay, Louisa, surely you don't think Cecilia jealous; she only tries +to excel and to please. She is more anxious to succeed than I am, it +is true, because she has a great deal more activity, and perhaps more +ambition; and it would really mortify her to lose this prize. You know +that she proposed it herself; it has been her object for this month +past, and I am sure she has taken great pains to obtain it." + +"But, dear Leonora, why should you lose it?" + +"Indeed, my dear, it would be no loss to me; and, if it were, I would +willingly suffer it for Cecilia; for, though we seem not to be such +good friends as we used to be, I love her very much, and she will love +me again, I'm sure she will; when she no longer fears me as a rival, +she will again love me as a friend." + +Here Leonora heard a number of her companions running along the +gallery. They all knocked hastily at the door, calling, "Leonora! +Leonora! Will you never come? Cecilia has been with us this half hour." + +Leonora smiled. "Well, Louisa," said she, smiling, "will you promise +me?" + +"O, I'm sure, by the way they speak to you, that they won't give you +the prize!" said the little Louisa; and the tears started into her eyes. + +"They love me though, for all that; and as for the prize, you know whom +I wish to have it." + +"Leonora! Leonora!" called her impatient companions. "Don't you hear +us? What are you about?" + +"O, she never will take any trouble about any thing," said one of the +party; "let's go away." + +"O go! Go! Make haste," cried Louisa; "don't stay, they are so angry—I +will, I will, indeed!" + +"Remember, then, that you have promised me," said Leonora, and she left +the room. + +During all this time Cecilia had been in the garden with her +companions. The ambition which she had felt to win the first prize, +the prize of superior talents and superior application, was not to be +compared to the absolute anxiety which she now expressed to win this +simple testimony of the love and approbation of her equals and rivals. + +To employ her exuberant activity, she had been dragging branches of +lilacs, and laburnums, roses, and sweet-briar, to ornament the bower +in which her fate was to be decided. It was excessively hot, but her +mind was engaged, and she was indefatigable. She stood still, at last, +to admire her works; her companions all joined in loud applause. They +were not a little prejudiced in her favour by the great eagerness which +she expressed to win their prize, and by the great importance which she +seemed to affix to the preference of each individual. + +At last, "Where is Leonora?" cried one of them, and immediately, as we +have seen, they ran to call her. + +Cecilia was left alone. Overcome with heat and too violent exertion, +she had hardly strength to support herself; each moment appeared to her +intolerably long; she was in a state of the utmost suspense, and all +her courage failed her; even hope forsook her, and hope is a cordial +which leaves the mind depressed and enfeebled. + +"The time is now come," said Cecilia; "in a few moments it will be +decided. In a few moments! Goodness! How much I do hazard! If I should +not win the prize, how shall I confess what I have done? How shall I +beg Leonora to forgive me? I, who hoped to restore my friendship to her +as an honour!—They are gone to seek for her—the moment she appears I +shall be forgotten—what shall—what shall I do?" said Cecilia, covering +her face with her hands. + +Such was her situation, when Leonora, accompanied by her companions, +opened the hall door; they most of them ran forward to Cecilia. As +Leonora came into the bower, she held out her hand to Cecilia—"We are +not rivals, but friends, I hope," said she. + +Cecilia clasped her hand, but she was in too great agitation to speak. + +The table was now set in the arbour—the vase was now placed in the +middle. + +"Well!" said Cecilia, eagerly, "who begins?" + +Caroline, one of her friends, came forward first, and then all the +others successively. + +Cecilia's emotion was hardly conceivable.—"Now they are all in. Count +them, Caroline!" + +"One, two, three, four; the numbers are both equal." There was a dead +silence. + +"No, they are not," exclaimed Cecilia, pressing forward and putting a +shell into the vase—"I have not given mine, and I give it to Leonora." +Then snatching the bracelet, "It is yours, Leonora," said she; "take +it, and give me back your friendship." + +The whole assembly gave a universal clap and shout of applause. + +"I cannot be surprised at this from you, Cecilia," said Leonora; "and +do you then still love me as you used to do?" + +"O Leonora! Stop! Don't praise me; I don't deserve this," said she, +turning to her loudly applauding companions; "you will soon despise +me—O Leonora, you will never forgive me!—I have deceived you—I have +sold—" + +At this instant Mrs. Villars appeared—the crowd divided—she had heard +all that passed from her window. + +"I applaud your generosity, Cecilia," said she, "but I am to tell you +that in this instance it is unsuccessful; you have it not in your power +to give the prize to Leonora—it is yours—I have another vote to give +you—you have forgotten Louisa." + +"Louisa! But surely, ma'am, Louisa loves Leonora better than she does +me!" + +"She commissioned me, however," said Mrs. Villars, "to give you a red +shell, and you will find it in this box." + +Cecilia started, and turned as pale as death—it was the fatal box. + +Mrs. Villars produced another box—she opened it—it contained the +Flora—"And Louisa also desired me," said she, "to return you this +Flora." She put it into Cecilia's hand—Cecilia trembled so that she +could not hold it; Leonora caught it. + +"O, madam! O, Leonora!" exclaimed Cecilia. "Now I have no hope left. I +intended, I was just going to tell—" + +"Dear Cecilia," said Leonora, "you need not tell it me; I know it +already, and I forgive you with all my heart." + +"Yes, I can prove to you," said Mrs. Villars, "that Leonora has +forgiven you: it is she who has given you the prize; it was she who +persuaded Louisa to give you her vote. I went to see her a little while +ago, and perceiving, by her countenance, that something was the matter, +I pressed her to tell me what it was. + +"'Why, madam,' said she, 'Leonora has made me promise to give my shell +to Cecilia. Now I don't love Cecilia half so well as I do Leonora; +besides, I would not have Cecilia think I vote for her because she gave +me a Flora.' + +"Whilst Louisa was speaking," continued Mrs. Villars, "I saw the silver +box lying on the bed; I took it up, and asked if it was not yours, and +how she came by it. + +"'Indeed, madam,' said Louisa, 'I could have been almost certain that +it was Cecilia's; but Leonora gave it me, and she said that she bought +it of the pedlar this morning. If any body else had told me so, I could +not have believed them, because I remembered the box so well; but I +can't help believing Leonora.' + +"'But did you not ask Cecilia about it?' said I. + +"'No, madam,' replied Louisa, 'for Leonora forbade me.' + +"I guessed her reason. 'Well,' said I, 'give me the box, and I will +carry your shell in it to Cecilia.' + +"'Then, madam,' said she, 'if I must give it her, pray do take the +Flora, and return it to her first, that she may not think it is for +that I do it.'" + +"O, generous Leonora!" exclaimed Cecilia. "But indeed, Louisa, I cannot +take your shell." + +"Then, dear Cecilia, accept of mine instead of it; you cannot refuse +it—I only follow your example. As for the bracelet," added Leonora, +taking Cecilia's hand, "I assure you I don't wish for it, and you do, +and you deserve it." + +"No," said Cecilia, "indeed I do not deserve it; next to you, surely, +Louisa deserves it best." + +"Louisa! O yes, Louisa," exclaimed every body with one voice. + +"Yes," said Mrs. Villars, "and let Cecilia carry the bracelet to +her; she deserves that reward. For one fault I cannot forget merits, +Cecilia; nor, I am sure, will your companions." + +"Then, surely, not your best friend," said Leonora, kissing her. + +Every body present was moved—they looked up to Leonora with respectful +and affectionate admiration. + +"O, Leonora, how I love you! And how I wish to be like you!" exclaimed +Cecilia. "To be as good, as generous!" + +"Rather wish, Cecilia," interrupted Mrs. Villars, "to be as just; to be +as strictly honourable, and as invariably consistent. + +"Remember that many of our sex are capable of great efforts, of making +what they call great sacrifices to virtue or to friendship; but few +treat their friends with habitual gentleness, or uniformly conduct +themselves with prudence and good sense." + + + +[Illustration] + + LAZY LAWRENCE. + + ——————————— + +IN the pleasant valley of Ashton, there lived an elderly woman of +the name of Preston; she had a small, neat cottage, and there was +not a weed to be seen in her garden. It was upon her garden that she +chiefly depended for support; it consisted of strawberry-beds, and +one small border for flowers. The pinks and roses she tied up in nice +nosegays, and sent either to Clifton or Bristol to be sold; as to her +strawberries, she did not send them to market, because it was the +custom for numbers of people to come from Clifton, in the summer time, +to eat strawberries and cream, at the gardens in Ashton. + +Now the widow Preston was so obliging, active, and good-humored, that +every one who came to see her was pleased. She lived happily in this +manner for several years; but, alas! One autumn she fell sick, and +during her illness every thing went wrong: her garden was neglected, +her cow died, and all the money which she had saved was spent in paying +for medicines. The winter passed away, while she was so weak that she +could earn but little by her work; and when the summer came, her rent +was called for, and the rent was not ready in her little purse, as +usual. She begged a few months' delay, and they were granted to her; +but at the end of that time there was no resource but to sell her +horse, Lightfoot. + +Now Lightfoot, though perhaps he had seen has best days, was a very +great favourite: in his youth he had always carried the dame to market +behind her husband; and it was now her little son Jem's turn to ride +him. It was Jem's business to feed Lightfoot, and to take care of +him; a charge which he never neglected; for, besides being a very +good-natured, he was a very industrious boy. + +"It will go near to break my Jem's heart," said Dame Preston to +herself, as she sat one evening beside the fire stirring the embers, +and considering how she had best open the matter to her son, who stood +opposite to her, eating a dry crust of bread, very heartily, for supper. + +"Jem," said the old woman, "what, art hungry?" + +"That I am, brave and hungry!" + +"Aye! No wonder, you've been brave hard at work—eh!" + +"Brave hard! I wish it was not so dark, mother, that you might just +step out and see the great bed I've dug: I know you'd say it was no bad +day's work—and oh, mother! I've good news; farmer Truck will give us +the giant strawberries, and I am to go for 'em to-morrow morning; and +I'll be back afore breakfast." + +"God bless the boy, how he talks! Four miles there, and four miles back +again, afore breakfast." + +"Aye, upon Lightfoot, you know, mother, very easily; mayn't I?" + +"Aye, child." + +"Why do you sigh, mother?" + +"Finish thy supper, child." + +"I've done!" cried Jem, swallowing the last mouthful hastily, as if he +thought he had been too long at supper. "And now for the great needle; +I must see and mend Lightfoot's bridle afore I go to bed." + +To work he set, by the light of the fire, and the dame, having once +more stirred it, began again with: + +"Jem, dear, does he go lame at all, now?" + +"What, Lightfoot? O la, no, not he! Never was so well of his lameness +in all his life—he's grown quite young again, I think; and then he's so +fat, he can hardly wag." + +"God bless him—that's right; we must see, Jem, and keep him fat." + +"For what, mother?" + +"For Monday fortnight, at the fair; he's to be—sold!" + +"Lightfoot!" cried Jem, and let the bridle fall from his hand. "And +will mother sell Lightfoot?" + +"'Will,' no; but I 'must,' Jem." + +"'Must;' who says you 'must?' Why 'must' you, mother?" + +"I must, I say, child!—Why, must not I pay my debts honestly—and must +not I pay my rent? And was not it called for long and long ago? And +have not I had time? And did not I promise to pay it for certain Monday +fortnight? And am not I two guineas short?—And where am I to get two +guineas! So what signifies talking, child?" said the widow, leaning her +head upon her arm. "Lightfoot must go." + +Jem was silent for a few minutes—"Two guineas; that's a great, great +deal—if I worked, and worked, and worked ever so hard, I could noways +earn two guineas afore Monday fortnight; could I, mother?" + +"Lord help thee, no; not an' work thyself to death." + +"But I could earn something, though, I say," cried Jem, proudly; "and I +will earn something—if it be ever so little, it will be something; and +I shall do my very best; so I will." + +"That I am sure of, my child," said his mother, drawing him towards her +and kissing him. "You are always a good, industrious lad, that I will +say, afore your face or behind your back; but it won't do now—Lightfoot +must go." + +Jem turned away, struggling to hide his tears, and went to bed, without +saying a word more. But he knew that crying would do no good, so he +presently wiped his eyes, and lay awake, considering what he could +possibly do to save the horse. "If I get ever so little," he still said +to himself, "it will be something; and who knows but landlord might +then wait a bit longer? And we might make it all up in time; for a +penny a day might come to two guineas, in time." + +But how to get the first penny, was the question. Then he recollected, +that one day, when he had been sent to Clifton, to sell some flowers, +he had seen an old woman, with a board beside her covered with various +sparkling stones, which people stopped to look at as they passed, and +he remembered that some people bought the stones; one paid two-pence, +another three-pence, and another six-pence for them; and Jem heard her +say that she got them amongst the neighbouring rocks; so he thought +that if he tried, he might find some too, and sell them as she had done. + +Early in the morning he awaked, full of this scheme, jumped up, dressed +himself, and having given one look at poor Lightfoot in his stable, set +off to Clifton, in search of the old woman, to inquire where she found +her sparkling stones. But it was too early in the morning—the old woman +was not at her seat; so he turned back again, disappointed. + +He did not waste his time waiting for her, but saddled and bridled +Lightfoot, and went to farmer Truck's for the giant strawberries. A +great part of the morning was spent in putting them into the ground. + +And as soon as that was finished, he set out again in quest of the old +woman, whom to his great joy, he spied sitting at her corner of the +street, with her board before her. But this old woman was deaf and +cross; and when at last Jem made her hear his questions, he could get +no answer from her but that she found the fossils where he would never +find any more. + +"But can't I look where you looked?" + +"Look away, nobody hinders you," replied the old woman; and these were +the only words she would say. + +Jem was not, however, a boy to be easily discouraged; he went to the +rocks and walked slowly along, looking at all the stones as he passed. +Presently he came to a place where a number of men were at work +loosening some large rocks, and one amongst the workmen was stooping +down, looking for something very eagerly; Jem ran up, and asked if he +could help him. + +"Yes," said the man, "you can. I've just dropped amongst this heap of +rubbish a fine piece of crystal that I got to-day." + +"What kind of a looking thing is it?" said Jem. + +"White, and like glass," said the man, and went on working, whilst Jem +looked very carefully over the heap of rubbish for a great while. + +"Come," said the man, "it's gone for ever; don't trouble yourself any +more, my boy." + +"It's no trouble; I'll look a little longer; we will not give it up so +soon," said Jem; and after he had looked a little longer, he found the +piece of crystal. + +"Thank'e," said the man; "you are a fine little industrious fellow." + +Jem, encouraged by the tone of voice in which the man spoke this, +ventured to ask him the same questions which he had asked the old woman. + +"One good turn deserves another," said the man. "We are going to dinner +just now, and shall leave off work; wait for me here, and I'll make it +worth your while." + +Jem waited; and as he was very attentively observing how the workmen +went on with their work, he heard somebody near him give a great +yawn, and turning round, he saw stretched upon the grass, beside the +river, a boy about his own age, whom he knew very well went in the +village of Ashton by the name of Lazy Lawrence; a name which he most +justly deserved, for he never did any thing from morning to night; he +neither worked nor played, but sauntered or lounged about, restless +and yawning. His father was an alehouse-keeper, and, being generally +drunk, could take no care of his son; so that Lazy Lawrence grew every +day worse and worse. However, some of the neighbours said that he was a +good-natured, poor fellow enough, and would never do any one harm but +himself; whilst others, who were wiser, often shook their heads, and +told him that idleness was the root of all evil. + +"What, Lawrence!" cried Jem to him, when he saw him lying upon the +grass. "What! Are you asleep?" + +"Not quite." + +"Are you awake?" + +"Not quite." + +"What are you doing there?" + +"Nothing." + +"What are you thinking of?" + +"Nothing." + +"What makes you lie there?" + +"I don't know—because I can't find anybody to play with me to-day; will +you come and play?" + +"No, I can't; I'm busy." + +"Busy," cried Lawrence, stretching himself, "you are always busy—I +would not be you for the world, to have so much to do, always." + +"And I," said Jem, laughing, "would not be you for the world, to have +nothing to do." + +So they parted, for the workman just then called Jem to follow him. He +took him home to his own house, and showed him a parcel of fossils, +which he had gathered he said on purpose to sell, but had never had +time yet to sort them. He set about it, however, now, and having picked +out those which he judged to be the best, he put them into a small +basket, and gave them to Jem to sell, upon condition that he should +bring him half of what he got. Jem, pleased to be employed, was ready +to agree to what the man proposed, provided his mother had no objection +to it. When he went home to dinner, he told his mother his scheme, and +she smiled and said he might do as he pleased, for she was not afraid +of his being from home. + +"You are not an idle boy," said she, "so there is little danger of your +getting into any mischief." + +Accordingly, Jem, that evening, took his stand, with his little basket, +upon the bank of the river, just at the place where people land from +a ferryboat, and where the walk turns to the wells, where numbers of +people perpetually pass to drink the waters. He chose his place well, +and waited almost all the evening, offering his fossils with great +assiduity to every passenger; but not one person bought any. + +"Holla!" cried some sailors, who had just rowed a boat to land. "Bear a +hand here, will you, my little fellow! And carry these parcels for us +into yonder house." + +Jean ran down immediately for the parcels, and did what he was asked +to do so quickly, and with so much good will, that the master of the +boat took notice of him, and when he was going away stopped to ask +him what he had got in his little basket. And when he saw that they +were fossils, he immediately told Jem to follow him, for he was going +to carry some shells he had brought from abroad to a lady in the +neighbourhood, who was making a grotto. + +"She will very likely buy your stones into the bargain. Come along, my +lad; we can but try." + +The lady lived but a very little way off, so that they were soon at +her house. She was alone in her parlour, and was sorting a bundle of +feathers of different colours. They lay on a sheet of pasteboard upon a +window-seat, and it happened that as the sailor was bustling round the +table to show off his shells, he knocked down the sheet of pasteboard, +and scattered all the feathers. The lady looked very sorry, which Jem +observing, he took the opportunity, whilst she was busy looking over +the sailor's bag of shells, to gather together all the feathers, and +sort them according to their different colours, as he had seen thorn +sorted when he came first into the room. + +"Where is the little boy you brought with you? I thought I saw him here +just now." + +"And here I am, ma'am," cried Jem, creeping from under the table with +some few remaining feathers which he had picked from the carpet. "I +thought," added he, pointing to the others, "I had better be doing +something than standing idle, ma'am." + +She smiled, and pleased with his activity and simplicity, began to ask +him several questions; such as who he was, where he lived, and what +employment he had, and how much a day he earned by gathering fossils. + +"This is the first day I ever tried," said Jem. "I never sold any yet, +and, if you don't buy 'em new, ma'am, I'm afraid nobody else will, for +I have asked everybody else." + +"Come then," said the lady, laughing, "if that is the case, I think I +had better buy them all." + +So emptying all the fossils out of his basket, she put half-a-crown +into it. Jew's eyes sparkled with joy. + +"Oh! Thank you, ma'am," said he; "I will be sure and bring you as many +more to-morrow." + +"Yes, but I don't promise you," said she, "to give half-a-crown +to-morrow." + +"But perhaps, though you don't promise it, you will." + +"No," said the lady, "do not deceive yourself; I assure you that I will +not. That, instead of encouraging you to be industrious, would teach +you to be idle." + +Jem did not quite understand what she meant by this, but answered, "I'm +sure I don't wish to be idle. If you knew all, you'd know I did not." + +"How do you mean, if I knew all?" + +"Why, I mean, if you knew about Lightfoot." + +"Who is Lightfoot?" + +"Why, mammy's horse," added Jem, looking out of the window. "I must +make haste home and feed him, afore it get dark; he'll wonder what's +gone with me." + +"Let him wonder a few minutes longer," said the lady, "and tell me the +rest of your story." + +"I've no story, ma'am, to tell, but as how mammy says he must go to the +fair, Monday fortnight, to be sold, if she can't get the two guineas +for her rent; and I should be main sorry to part with him, for I love +him, and he loves me; so I'll work for him, I will, all I can. To be +sure, as mammy says, I have no chance, such a little fellow as I am, of +earning two guineas afore Monday fortnight." + +"But are you in earnest willing to work?" said the lady. "You know +there is a great deal of difference between picking up a few stones, +and working steadily every day and all day long." + +"But," said Jem, "I would work every day and all day long." + +"Then," said the lady, "I will give you work. Come here to-morrow +morning, and my gardener will set you to weed the shrubberies, and I +will pay you six-pence a day. Remember, you must be at the gates by six +o'clock." + +Jem bowed, thanked her, and went away. + +It was late in the evening, and he was impatient to get home to feed +Lightfoot, yet he recollected that he had promised the man who had +trusted him to sell the fossils, that he would bring him half of what +he got for them. So he thought that he had better go to him directly; +and away he went, running along by the water-side about a quarter of a +mile, till he came to the man's house. + +He was just come home from work, and was surprised when Jem showed him +the half-crown, saying, "Look what I got for the stones; you are to +have half you know." + +"No," said the man, when he had heard his story, "I shall not take half +of that; it was given to you. I expected but a shilling at the most, +and the half of that is but six-pence; and that I'll take. Wife, give +the lad two shillings, and take this half-crown." + +So the wife opened an old glove, and took out two shillings—and the +man, as she opened the glove, put in his fingers and took out a little +silver penny. "There, he shall have that into the bargain, for his +honesty. Honesty is the best policy. There's a lucky penny for you, +that I've kept ever since I can remember." + +"Don't you ever go to part with it, do you hear?" cried the woman. + +"Let him do what he will with it, wife," said the man. + +"But," argued the wife, "another penny would do just as well to buy +gingerbread; and that's what it will go for." + +"No, that it shall not, I promise you," said Jem. + +And so he ran away home, fed Lightfoot, stroked him, went to bed, +jumped up at five o'clock in the morning, and went singing to work, as +gay as a lark. + +Four days he worked "every day and all day long," and the lady, every +evening, when she came out to walk in her gardens, looked at his work. + +At last she said to her gardener, "This little boy works very hard." + +"Never had so good a little boy about the grounds," said the gardener; +"he's always at his work, let me come by when I will, and he has got +twice as much done as another would do; yes, twice as much, ma'am; for +look here—he began at this here rose-bush, and now he's got to where +you stand, ma'am; and here is the day's work that t'other boy, and he's +three years older too, did to-day—I say measure Jem's fairly, and it's +twice as much, I'm sure." + +"Well," said the lady to her gardener, "show me how much is a fair good +day's work for a boy of his age." + +"Come at six o'clock, and go at six? About this much, ma'am," said the +gardener, marking off a piece of the border with his spade. + +"Then, little boy," said the lady, "so much shall be your task every +day; the gardener will mark it off for you; and, when you've done, the +rest of the day you may do what you please." + +Jem was extremely glad of this; and the next day he had finished his +task by four o'clock; so he had all the rest of the evening to himself. + +[Illustration] + +Jem was as fond of play as any little boy could be, and when he was at +it, played with all the eagerness and gaiety imaginable; so, as soon as +he had finished his task, fed Lightfoot, and put by the six-pence he +had earned that day, he ran to the play-ground in the village, where he +found a party of boys playing, and among them Lazy Lawrence, who indeed +was not playing, but lounging upon a gate with his thumb in his mouth. + +The rest were playing at cricket. Jem joined them, and was the merriest +and most active amongst them; till at last, when quite out of breath +with running, he was obliged to give up to rest himself, and sat down +upon the stile, close to the gate on which Lazy Lawrence was swinging. + +"And why don't you play, Lawrence?" said he. + +"I'm tired," said Lawrence. + +"Tired of what?" + +"I don't know well what tires me; grandmother says I'm ill, and I must +take something—I don't know what ails me." + +"Oh, puh! Take a good race, one, two, three, and away, and you'll find +yourself as well as ever. Come, run—one, two, three, and away." + +"Ah, no, I can't run indeed," said he, hanging back heavily; "you know +I can play all day long if I like it, so I don't mind play as you do, +who have only one hour for it." + +"So much the worse for you. Come now, I'm quite fresh again; will you +have one game at ball? Do." + +"No, I tell you, I can't; I am tired as if I had been working all day +long as hard as a horse." + +"Ten times more," said Jem; "for I have been working all day long as +hard as a horse, and yet you see I'm not a bit tired; only a little out +of breath just now." + +"That's very odd," said Lawrence, and yawned, for want of some better +answer; then taking out a handful of half-pence—"See what I got from +father to-day, because I asked him just at the right time, when he had +drunk a glass or two; then I can get anything I want of him. See, a +penny, two-pence, three-pence, four-pence—there's eight-pence in all; +would you not be happy if you had eight-pence?" + +"Why, I don't know," said Jem, laughing, "for you don't seem happy, and +you have eight-pence." + +"That does not signify, though I'm sure you only say that because you +envy me—you don't know what it is to have eight-pence—you never had +more than two-pence and three-pence at a time in all your life." + +Jem smiled; "Oh, as to that," said he, "you are mistaken, for I have at +this very time more than two-pence, three-pence, or eight-pence either +I have—let me see: stones, two shillings; then five days' work, that's +five six-pences, that's two shillings and six-pence, in all makes four +shillings and six-pence, and my silver penny is four and seven-pence." + +"Four and seven-pence—you have not," said Lawrence, roused so as +absolutely to stand upright; "four and seven-pence! have you? Show it +me, and then I'll believe you." + +"Follow me, then," cried Jem, "and I'll soon make you believe me; come." + +"Is it far?" said Lawrence, following, half running, half hobbling, +till he came to the stable, where Jem showed him his treasure. + +"And how did you come by it? Honestly?" + +"Honestly; to be sure I did; I earned it all. + +"Lord bless me, earned it! Well, I've a great mind to work; but then it +is such hot weather; besides, grandmother says I'm not strong enough +yet for hard work; and besides, I know how to coax daddy out of money +when I want it, so I need not work. But four and seven-pence—let's see, +what will you do with it all?" + +"That's a secret," said Jem, looking great. + +"I can guess; I know what I'd do with it if it was mine. First, I'd buy +my pockets full of gingerbread; then I'd buy never so many apples and +nuts; don't you love nuts? I'd buy nuts enough to last me from this +time to Christmas, and I'd make little Newton crack 'em for me, for +that's the worst of nuts, there's the trouble of cracking 'em." + +"Well, you never deserve to have a nut." + +"But you'll give me some of yours?" said Lawrence, in a fawning tone, +for he thought it easier to coax than to work. "You'll give me some of +your good things, won't you?" + +"I shall not have any of these good things." + +"Then what will you do with all your money?" + +"Oh, I know very well what to do with it; but, as I told you, that's +a secret, and I shan't tell it anybody. Come now, let's go back and +play—their game's up, I dare say." + +Lawrence went back with him, full of curiosity, and out of humour with +himself and his eight-pence. "If I had four and seven-pence," said he +to himself, "I certainly should be happy!" + + +The next day, as usual, Jem jumped up before six o'clock and went to +his work, whilst Lazy Lawrence sauntered about without knowing what to +do with himself. In the course of two days, he laid out six-pence of +his money in apples and gingerbread, and as long as these lasted, he +found himself well received by his companions; but at length the third +day he spent his last half-penny, and when it was gone, unfortunately +some nuts tempted him very much, but he had no money to pay for them; +so he ran home to coax his father, as he called it. + +When he got home, he heard his father talking very loud, and at first +he thought he was drunk; but when he opened the kitchen door, he saw he +was not drunk, but angry. + +"You lazy dog!" cried he, turning suddenly upon Lawrence, and gave him +such a violent box on the ear as made the light flash from his eyes. +"You lazy dog! See what you have done for me,—look!—Look, look, I say!" +Lawrence looked as soon as he came to the use of his senses, and with +fear, amazement and remorse, beheld at least a dozen bottles burst, and +the fine Worcestershire cider streaming over the floor. "Now did not I +order you three days ago to carry these bottles to the cellar; and did +not I charge you to wire the corks? Answer me, you lazy rascal; did not +I?" + +"Yes," said Lawrence, scratching his head. + +"And why was it not done? I ask you," cried his father with renewed +anger, as another bottle burst at the moment. "What do you stand there +for, you lazy brat? Why don't you move? I say—No, no," catching hold of +him, "I believe you can't move; but I'll make you," and he shook him, +till Lawrence was so giddy, he could not stand. "What had you to think +of? What had you to do all day long, that you could not carry my cider, +my Worcestershire cider, to the cellar, when I bade you? But go, you'll +never be good for anything, you are such a lazy rascal; get out of my +sight!" So saying, he pushed him out of the house-door, and Lawrence +sneaked off, seeing that this was no time to make his petition for +half-pence. + +The next day he saw the nuts again, and wishing for them more than +ever, went home in hopes that his father, as he said to himself, +would be in a better humour. But the cider was still fresh in his +recollection, and the moment Lawrence began to whisper the word +half-penny in his ear, his father swore with a loud oath,— + +"I will not give you a half-penny, no not a farthing, for a month +to come; if you want money, go work for it; I've had enough of your +laziness—go work!" + +At these terrible words, Lawrence burst into tears, and going to the +side of a ditch, sat down and cried for an hour. And, when he had cried +till he could cry no more, he exerted himself so far as to empty his +pockets, to see whether there might not be one half-penny left; and, to +his great joy, in the farthest corner of his pocket one half-penny was +found. + +With this he proceeded to the fruit woman's stall. She was busy +weighing out some plums, so he was obliged to wait; and whilst he +was waiting, he heard some people near him talking and laughing very +loud. The fruit woman's stall was at the gate of an inn-yard; and, +peeping through the gate into this yard, Lawrence saw a postillion and +stable-boy about his own size, playing at pitch-farthing. He stood by +watching them for a few minutes. + +"I began with but one half-penny," cried the stable-boy with an oath, +"and now I have got two-pence!" added he, jingling the half-pence in +his waistcoat pocket. + +Lawrence was moved at the sound, and said to himself, "If I begin with +one half-penny, I may end like him with having two-pence; and it is +easier to play at pitch-farthing than to work." + +So he stepped forward, presenting his half-penny, offering to toss up +with the stable-boy, who, after looking him full in the face, accepted +the proposal, and threw his half-penny into the air—"Head or tail?" +cried he. + +"Head," replied Lawrence, and it came up head. + +He seized the penny, surprised at his own success, and would have gone +instantly to have laid it out in nuts, but the stable-boy stopped him +and tempted him to throw again. This time he lost; he threw again and +won; and so he went on, sometimes losing, but most frequently winning, +till half the morning was gone. At last, however, he chanced to win +twice running, and finding himself master of three half-pence, said he +would play no more. + +The stable-boy, grumbling, swore he would have his revenge another +time, and Lawrence went and bought the nuts. + +"It is a good thing," said he to himself, "to play at pitch-farthing; +the next time I want a half-penny, I'll not ask my father for it, nor +go to work neither." + +Satisfied with this resolution, he sat down to crack his nuts at his +leisure, upon the horse-block, in the inn-yard. Here, whilst he ate, he +overheard the conversation of the stable-boys and postillions. At first +their shocking oaths and loud wranglings frightened and shocked him; +for Lawrence, though a lazy, had not yet learned to be a wicked boy. + +But, by degrees, he was accustomed to their swearing and quarrelling, +and took a delight and interest in their disputes and battles. As this +was an amusement which he could enjoy without any sort of exertion on +his part, he soon grew so fond of it, that every day he returned to +the stable-yard, and the horse-block became his constant seat. Here he +found some relief from the insupportable fatigue of doing nothing, and +here hour after hour, with his elbows on his knees, and his head on +his hands, he sat, the spectator of wickedness. Gaming, cheating, and +lying soon became familiar to him; and to complete his ruin, he formed +a sudden and close intimacy with the stable-boy, with whom he at first +began to game—a very bad boy. The consequences of this intimacy we +shall presently see. + + +But it is now time to inquire what little Jem has been doing all this +while. + +One day after he had finished his task, the gardener asked him to stay +a little while, to help him to carry some geranium pots into the hall. +Jem, always active and obliging, readily stayed from play, and was +carrying in a heavy flower-pot, when his mistress crossed the hall. + +"What a terrible litter," said she, "you are making here!—Why don't you +wipe your shoes upon the mat?" + +Jem turned round to look for the mat, but he saw none. + +"O," said the lady, recollecting herself, "I can't blame you, for there +is no mat." + +"No, ma'am," said the gardener, "nor I don't know when, if ever, the +man will bring home those mats you bespoke, ma'am." + +"I am very sorry to hear that," said the lady; "I wish we could find +somebody who would do them, if he can't—I should not care what sort of +mats they were, so that one could wipe one's feet on them." + +Jem, as he was sweeping away the litter, when he heard these last +words, said to himself, "Perhaps I could make a mat." + +And all the way home, as he trudged along whistling, he was thinking +over a scheme for making mats, which, however bold it may appear, he +did not despair of executing with patience and industry. Many were the +difficulties which his "prophetic eye" foresaw; but he felt within +himself that spirit which spurs men on to great enterprises, and makes +them "trample on impossibilities." + +He recollected in the first place, that he had seen Lazy Lawrence, +whilst he lounged upon the gate, twist a bit of heath into different +shapes, and he thought, that if he could find some way of plaiting +heath firmly together, it would make a very pretty green, soft mat, +which would do very well for one to wipe one's shoes on. About a mile +from his mother's house, on the common winch Jem rode over when he +went to farmer Truck's for the giant strawberries, he remembered to +have seen a great quantity of this heath; and, as it was now only +six o'clock in the evening, he knew that he should have time to feed +Lightfoot, stroke him, go to the common, return, and make one trial of +his skill before he went to bed. + +Lightfoot carried him swiftly to the common, and there Jem gathered as +much of the heath as he thought he should want. But what toil! What +time! What pains did it cost him, before he could make any thing like +a mat! Twenty times he was ready to throw aside the heath, and give up +his project, from impatience of repeated disappointments. But still he +persevered. Nothing truly great can be accomplished without toil and +time. Two hours he worked before he went to bed. + +All his play hours the next day he spent at his mat; which in all, made +five hours of fruitless attempts. The sixth, however, repaid him for +the labours of the other five; he conquered his grand difficulty of +fastening the heath substantially together; and at length completely +finished a mat, which far surpassed his most sanguine expectations. He +was extremely happy—sung—danced round it—whistled—looked at it again +and again, and could hardly leave off looking at it when it was time to +go to bed. He laid it by his bed-side, that he might see it the moment +he awoke in the morning. + +And now came the grand pleasure of carrying it to his mistress. She +looked full as much surprised as he expected, when she saw it, and when +she heard who made it. After having duly admired it, she asked him how +much he expected for his mat. + +"Expect!—Nothing, ma'am," said Jem. "I meant to give it you if you'd +have it; I did not mean to sell it. I made it at my play hours, and I +was very happy making it; and I'm very glad too that you like it; and +if you please to keep it, Ma'am—that's all." + +"But that's not all," said the lady. "Spend your time no more in +weeding my garden; you can employ yourself much better; you shall have +the reward of your ingenuity as well as of your industry. Make as many +more such mats as you can, and I will take care and dispose of them for +you." + +"Thank'e, ma'am," said Jem, making his best bow, for he thought by the +lady's looks that she meant to do him a favour, though he repeated to +himself, "Dispose of them! What does that mean?" + +The next day he went to work to make more mats, and he soon learned +to make them so well and quickly, that he was surprised at his own +success. In every one he made, he found less difficulty, so that, +instead of making two, he could soon make four, in a day. In a +fortnight, he made eighteen. It was Saturday night when he finished, +and he carried, at three journeys, his eighteen mats to his mistress's +house, piled them all up in the hall, and stood with his hat off, with +a look of proud humility, beside the pile, waiting for his mistress's +appearance. Presently a folding door, at one end of the hall, opened, +and he saw his mistress, with a great many gentlemen and ladies, rising +from several tables. + +"O! There is my little boy and his mats," cried the lady. + +And, followed by all the rest of the company, she came into the hall. + +Jem modestly retired whilst they looked at his mats; but in a minute or +two his mistress beckoned to him, and when he came into the middle of +the circle, he saw that his pile of mats had disappeared. + +"Well," said the lady, smiling, "what do you see that makes you look so +surprised?" + +"That all my mats are gone," said Jem; "but you are very welcome." + +"Are we!" said the lady. "Well, take up your hat and go home then, for +you see it is getting late, and you know Lightfoot will wonder what's +become of you." + +Jem turned round to take up his hat, which he had left on the floor. + +But how his countenance changed! The hat was heavy with shillings. +Every one who had taken a mat had put in two shillings; so that for the +eighteen mats, he had got thirty-six shillings. + +"Thirty-six shillings!" said the lady. "Five and seven-pence I think +you told me you had earned already—how much does that make? I must add, +I believe, one other six-pence to make out your two guineas." + +"Two guineas!" exclaimed Jem, now quite conquering his bashfulness, for +at the moment he forgot where he was, and saw nobody that was by. + +"Two guineas!" cried he, clapping his hands together—"O Lightfoot! O +mother!" + +Then recollecting himself; he saw his mistress, whom he now looked up +to quite as a friend. + +"Will you thank them all," said he, scarcely daring to glance his eye +round upon the company, "will you thank 'em? For you know I don't know +how to thank 'em rightly." + +Every body thought, however, that they had been thanked rightly. + +"Now we won't keep you any longer—only," said his mistress, "I have one +thing to ask you, that I may be by when you show your treasure to your +mother." + +"Come, then," said Jem, "come with me now." + +"Not now," said the lady laughing, "but I will come to Ashton to-morrow +evening; perhaps your mother can find me a few strawberries." + +"That she will," said Jem; "I'll search the garden myself." + +He now went home, it, a great restraint to wait till to-morrow evening +before he told his mother. + +To console himself, he flew to the stable. "Lightfoot, you're not to be +sold to-morrow! Poor fellow!" said he, patting him, and then could not +refrain from counting out his money Whilst he was intent upon this, Jem +was startled by a noise at the door; somebody was trying to pull up the +latch. It opened, and there came in Lazy Lawrence, with a boy in a red +jacket, who had a cock under his arm. They started when they got into +the middle of the stable, and when they saw Jem, who had been at first +hidden behind the horse. + +"We—we—we—came—" stammered Lazy Lawrence—"I mean, I came to—to—to—" + +"To ask you," continued the stable-boy in a bold tone, "whether you +will go with us to the cock-fight on Monday? See, I've a fine cock +here, and Lawrence told me you were a great friend of his, so I came." + +Lawrence now attempted to say something in praise of the pleasures of +cock-fighting, and in recommendation of his new companion. + +But Jem looked at the stable-boy with dislike, and a sort of dread; +then turning his eyes upon the cock with a look of compassion, said in +a low voice to Lawrence, "Shall you like to stand by and see its eyes +pecked out?" + +"I don't know," said Lawrence, "as to that; but they say a cock-fight +is a fine sight, and it's no more cruel in me to go than another; and a +great many go; and I've nothing else to do, so I shall go." + +"But I have something else to do," said Jem, laughing, "so I shall not +go." + +"But," continued Lawrence, "you know Monday is the great Bristol fair, +and one must be merry then, of all days in the year." + +"One day in the year, sure there's no harm in being merry," said the +stable-boy. + +"I hope not," said Jem, "for I know, for my part, I am merry every day +in the year." + +"That's very odd," said Lawrence; "but I know, for my part, I would +not for all the world miss going to the fair, for at least it will be +something to talk of for half a year after—come, you'll go, won't you?" + +"No," said Jem, still looking as if he did not like to talk before the +ill-looking stranger. + +"Then what will you do with all your money?" + +"I'll tell you about that another time," whispered Jem; "and don't you +go to see that cock's eyes pecked out; it won't make you merry, I'm +sure." + +"If I had anything else to divert me," said Lawrence, hesitating and +yawning. + +"Come," cried the stable-boy, seizing his stretching arm, "come along," +cried he; and pulling him away from Jem, upon whom he cast a look of +extreme contempt, "leave him alone; he is not the sort. What a tool you +are," said he to Lawrence the moment he got him out of the stable; "you +might have known he would not go, else we should soon have trimmed him +out of his four and seven-pence. But how came you to talk of four and +seven-pence? I saw in the manger a hatful of silver." + +"Indeed!" exclaimed Lawrence. + +"Yes, indeed—but why did you stammer so when we first got in? you had +liked to have blown us all up." + +"I was so ashamed," said Lawrence, hanging down his head. + +"Ashamed! But you must not talk of shame now. You are in for it, and I +shan't let you off; you owe us half-a-crown, recollect, and I must be +paid to-night, so see and get the money somehow or other." + +After a considerable pause, he added, "I'll answer for it he'd never +miss half-a-crown out of all that silver." + +"But to steal," said Lawrence, drawing back with horror; "I never +thought I should come to that—and from poor Jem too—the money that he +has worked so hard for too." + +"But it is not stealing; we don't mean to steal, only to borrow it; and +if we win, as we certainly shall, at the cock-fight, pay it back again, +and he'll never know anything of the matter; and what harm will it do +him? Besides, what signifies talking, you can't go to the cock-fight, +or the fair either, if you don't; and I tell ye we don't mean to steal +it; we'll pay it again on Monday night." + +Lawrence made no reply, and they parted without his coming to any +determination. + + +Here let us pause in our story—we are almost afraid to go on—the rest +is very shocking—our little readers will shudder as they read. But it +is better that they should know the truth, and see what the idle boy +came to at last. + +In the dead of the night Lawrence heard somebody tap at his window. He +knew well who it was, for this was the signal agreed upon between him +and his wicked companion. He trembled at the thoughts of what he was +about to do, and lay quite still, with his head under the bed-clothes, +till he heard the second tap. Then he got up, dressed himself, and +opened his window. It was almost even with the ground. + +His companion said to him in a hollow voice, "Are you ready?" + +He made no answer, but got out of the window and followed. + +When he got to the stable, a black cloud was just passing over the +moon, and it was quite dark. + +"Where are you?" whispered Lawrence, groping about. "Where are you? +Speak to me." + +"I am here; give me your hand." + +Lawrence stretched out his hand. + +"Is that your hand?" said the wicked boy, as Lawrence laid hold of him. +"How cold it felt!" + +"Let us go back," said Lawrence; "it is not time yet." + +"It is no time to go back," replied the other, opening the door; +"you've gone too far now to go back;" and he pushed Lawrence into the +stable. "Have you found it? Take care of the horse—have you done? What +are you about? Make haste, I hear a noise," said the stable-boy, who +watched at the door. + +"I am feeling for the half-crown, but I can't find it." + +"Bring all together." He brought Jem's broken flower-pot, with all the +money in it, to the door. + +The black cloud was now passed over the moon, and the light shone full +upon them. + +"What do we stand here for?" said the stable-boy, snatching the +flower-pot out of Lawrence's trembling hands, and pulling him away from +the door. + +"Goodness!" cried Lawrence. "You won't take all—you said you'd only +take half-a-crown, and pay it back on Monday—you said you'd only take +half-a-crown!" + +"Hold your tongue," replied the other, walking on, deaf to all +remonstrances. "If I am to be hanged ever, it shan't be for +half-a-crown." + +Lawrence's blood ran cold in his veins, and he felt as if all his hair +stood on end. Not another word passed. + +His accomplice carried off the money, and Lawrence crept, with all +the horrors of guilt upon him, to his restless bed. All night he +was starting from frightful dreams; or else, broad awake, he lay +listening to every small noise, unable to stir, and scarcely daring to +breathe—tormented by that most dreadful of all kinds of fear, that fear +which is the constant companion of an evil conscience. He thought the +morning would never come; but when it was day, when he heard the birds +sing, and saw everything look cheerful as usual, he felt still more +miserable. + +It was Sunday morning, and the bell rang for church. All the children +of the village, dressed in their Sunday clothes, innocent and gay, and +little Jem, the best and gayest among them, went flocking by his door +to church. + +"Well, Lawrence," said Jem, pulling his coat as he passed, and saw +Lawrence leaning against his father's door, "what makes you look so +black?" + +"I!" said Lawrence, starting. "Why do you say that I look black?" + +"Nay, then," said Jem, "you look white enough, now, if that will please +you; for you've turned as pale as death." + +"Pale!" replied Lawrence, not knowing what he said; and turned abruptly +away, for he dared not stand another look of Jem's conscious that +guilt was written in his face, he shunned every eye. He would now have +given the world to have thrown off the load of guilt which lay upon +his mind; he longed to follow Jem, to fall upon his knees, and confess +all. Dreading the moment when Join should discover his loss, Lawrence +dared not stay at home, and not knowing what to do, or where to go, +he mechanically went to his old haunt at the stable-yard, and lurked +thereabouts all day, with his accomplice, who tried in vain to quiet +his fears and raise his spirits by talking of the next day's cock-fight. + +It was agreed that, as soon as the dusk of the evening came on, they +should go together into a certain lonely field, and there divide their +booty. + +In the meantime, Jem, when he returned from church, was very full +of business, preparing for the reception of his mistress, of whose +intended visit he had informed his mother. And whilst she was +arranging the kitchen and their little parlour, he ran to search the +strawberry-beds. + +"Why, my Jem, how merry you are to-day!" said his mother, when he came +in with the strawberries, and was jumping about the room playfully. +"Now keep those spirits of yours, Jem, till you want 'em, and don't +let it come upon you all at once. Have it in mind that to-morrow is +fair-day, and Lightfoot must go. I bade farmer Truck call for him +to-night; he said he'd take him along with his own, and he'll be here +just now—and then I know how it will be with you, Jem!" + +"So do I!" cried Jem, swallowing his secret with great difficulty, and +then tumbling head over heels four times running. + +A carriage passed the window and stopped at the door. Jem ran out; it +was his mistress. She came in smiling, and soon made the old woman +smile too, by praising the neatness of everything in the house. But we +shall pass over, however important they were deemed at the time, the +praises of the strawberries, and of "my grandmother's china plate." +Another knock was heard at the door. + +"Run, Jem," said his mother; "I hope it's our milk-woman with cream for +the lady." + +No; it was farmer Truck come for Lightfoot. + +The old woman's countenance fell. "Fetch him out, dear," said she, +turning to her son. + +But Jem was gone; he flew out to the stable the moment he saw the flap +of farmer Truck's great coat. + +"Sit ye down, farmer," said the old woman, after they had waited about +five minutes in expectation of Jem's return. "You'd best sit down, if +the lady will give you leave, for he'll not hurry himself back again. +My boy's a fool, madam, about that 'ere horse." + +Trying to laugh, she added, "I knew how Lightfoot and he would be loth +enough to part—he won't bring him out till the last minute; so do sit +ye down, neighbour." + +The farmer had scarcely sat down, when Jem, with a pale wild +countenance, came back. + +"What's the matter?" said his mistress. "God bless the boy," said his +mother, looking at him quite frightened, whilst he tried to speak, +but could not. She went up to him, and then, leaning his head against +her, he cried, "It's gone! It's all gone!" And bursting into tears, he +sobbed as if his heart would break. + +"What's gone, love?" said his mother. + +"My two guineas—Lightfoot's two guineas. I went to fetch 'em to give +you, mammy; but the broken flower-pot that I put them in and all's +gone—quite gone!" repeated he, checking his sobs. "I saw them safe last +night, and was showing 'em to Lightfoot; and I was so glad to think I +had earned 'em all myself; and thought how surprised you'd look, and +how glad you'd be, and how you'd kiss me, and all!" + +His mother listened to him with the greatest surprise, whilst his +mistress stood in silence, looking first at the old woman, and then at +Jem with a penetrating eye, as if she suspected the truth of his story, +and was afraid of becoming the dupe of her own compassion. "This is a +very strange thing!" said she gravely. "How came you to leave all your +money in a broken flower-pot in the stable? How came you not to give it +to your mother to take care of?" + +"Why, don't you remember," said Jem, looking up in the midst of his +tears, "why, don't you remember you your own self bade me not to tell +her about it till you were by?" + +"And did you not tell her?" + +"Nay, ask mammy," said Jem, a little offended; and when afterwards the +lady went on questioning him in a severe manner, as if she did not +believe him, he at last made no answer. + +"O, Jem! Jem! Why don't you speak to the lady?" said his mother. + +"I have spoke, and spoke the truth," said Jem proudly, "and she did not +believe me." + +Still the lady, who had lived too long in the world to be without +suspicion, maintained a cold manner, and determined to wait the event +without interfering, saying only, she hoped the money would be found; +and advised Joni to have done crying. + +"I have done," said Jem. "I shall cry no more." + +And as he had the greatest command over himself, he actually did not +shed another tear, not even when the farmer got up to go, saying he +could wait no longer. + +Jem silently went to bring out Lightfoot. + +The lady now took her seat where she could see all that passed at the +open parlour window. + +The old woman stood at the door, and several idle people of the +village, who had gathered round the lady's carriage examining it, +turned about to listen. + +In a minute or two Jem appeared, with a steady countenance, leading +Lightfoot; and when he came up, without saying a word, put the bridle +into farmer Truck's hand. + +"He 'has been' a good horse!" said the farmer. + +"He 'is' a good horse!" cried Jem, and threw his arm over Lightfoot's +neck, hiding his own face as he leaned upon him. + +At this instant a party of milk-women went by; and one of them, having +set down her pail, came behind Jem, and gave him a pretty smart blow +upon the back. + +He looked up. + +"And don't you know me?" said she. + +"I forget," said Jem. + +"I think I have seen your face before, but I forget." + +"Do you so? And you'll tell me just now," said she, half opening her +hand, "that you forget who gave you this, and who charged you not to +part with it too." + +Here she quite opened her large hand, and on the palm of it appeared +Jem's silver penny. + +"Where," exclaimed Jem, seizing it, "O where did you find it? And have +you—O tell me, have you got the rest of my money?" + +"I don't know nothing of your money—I don't know what you would be at," +said the milk-woman. + +"But where, pray tell me, where did you find this?" + +"With them that you gave it to, I suppose," said the milk-woman, +turning away suddenly to take up her milk pail. + +But now Jem's mistress called to her through the window, begging her to +stop, and joining in his entreaties to know how she came by the silver +penny. + +"Why, madam," said she, taking up the corner of her apron, "I came by +it in an odd way too. You must know my Betty is sick, so I come with +the milk myself, though it's not what I'm used to; for my Betty—you +know my Betty," said she, turning round to the old woman, "my Betty +serves you, and she's a tight and stirring lassy, ma'am, I can assure—" + +"Yes, I don't doubt it," said the lady impatiently; "but about the +silver penny?" + +"Why, that's true. As I was coming along all alone, for the rest came +around, and I came a short cut across yon field—No, you can't see it, +madam, where you stand, but if you were here—" + +"I see it, I know it," said Jem, out of breath with anxiety. + +"Well—well—I rested my pail upon the stile, and sets me down awhile, +and there comes out of the hedge—I don't know well how, for they +startled me so I'd like to have thrown down my milk—two boys, one about +the size of he," said she, pointing to Jem, "and one a matter taller, +but ill-looking like, so I did not think to stir to make way for them, +and they were like in a desperate hurry; so, without waiting for the +stile, one of 'em pulled at the gate, and when it would not open, for +it was tied with a pretty stout cord, one of 'em whips out his knife +and cuts it. Now have you a knife about you, sir?" continued the +milk-woman to the farmer. + +He gave her his knife. + +"Here now, ma'am, just sticking as it were here, between the blade and +the haft, was the silver penny. He took no notice, but when he opened +it out, it falls. Still he takes no heed, but cuts the cord as I said +before, and through the gate they went, and out of sight in half a +minute. I picks up the penny, for my heart misgave me that it was the +very one husband had a long time, and had given against my voice to +he," pointing to Jem; "and I charged him not to part with it; and, +ma'am, when I looked I knew it by the mark, so I thought I would show +it to he," again pointing to Jem, "and let him give it back to those it +belongs to." + +"It belongs to me," said Jem; "I never gave it to any body but—" + +"But," cried the farmer, "those boys have robbed him—it is they who +have all his money." + +"O, which way did they go?" cried Jem. "I'll run after them." + +"No, no," said the lady, calling to her servant; and she desired him to +take his horse and ride after them. + +"Ay," added farmer Truck, "do you take the road and I'll take the field +way, and I'll be bound we'll have 'em presently." + +Whilst they were gone in pursuit of the thieves, the lady, who was now +thoroughly convinced of Jem's truth, desired her coachman would produce +what she had ordered him to bring with him that evening. Out of the +boot of the carriage the coachman immediately produced a new saddle and +bridle. + +How Jem's eyes sparkled when the saddle was thrown upon Lightfoot's +back! + +"Put it on your horse yourself, Jem," said the lady; "it is yours." + +Confused reports of Lightfoot's splendid accoutrements, of the pursuit +of the thieves, and of the fine and generous lady who was standing at +dame Preston's window, quickly spread through the village, and drew +every body from their houses. They crowded round Jem to hear the story. + +The children especially, who were all fond of him, expressed the +strongest indignation against the thieves. Every eye was on the +stretch; and now some who had run down the lane came back shouting, +"Here they are! They've got the thieves!" + +The footman on horseback carried one boy before him, and the farmer, +striding along, dragged another. The latter had on a red jacket, which +Jem immediately recollected, and scarcely dared to lift his eyes to +look at the boy on horseback. + +"Good heavens!" said he to himself. "It must be—yet surely it can't be +Lawrence!" + +The footman rode on as fast as the people would let him. The boy's hat +was slouched, and his head hung down, so that nobody could see his face. + +At this instant there was a disturbance in the crowd. A man who was +half drunk pushed his way forwards, swearing that nobody should stop +him; that he had a right to see, and he "would" see. And so he did; for +forcing through all resistance, he staggered up to the footman just as +he was lifting down the boy he had carried before him. + +"I 'will'—I tell you I 'will' see the thief!" cried the drunken man, +pushing up the boy's hat. + +It was his own son. + +"Lawrence!" exclaimed the wretched father. The shock sobered him at +once, and he hid his face in his hands. + +There was an awful silence. Lawrence fell on his knees, and, in a +voice that could scarcely be heard, made a full confession of all the +circumstances of his guilt. + +"Such a young creature so wicked! What could put such wickedness into +your head?" + +"Bad company," said Lawrence. + +"And how came you—what brought you into bad company?" + +"I don't know, except it was idleness." + +While this was saying, the farmer was emptying Lazy Lawrence's pockets, +and when the money appeared, all his former companions in the village +looked at each other with astonishment and terror. + +Their parents grasped their little hands closer, and cried, "Thank God! +He is not my son. How often, when he was little, we used, as he lounged +about, to tell him that idleness was the root of all evil?" + +As for the hardened wretch, his accomplice, every one was impatient +to have him sent to jail. He had put on a bold, insolent countenance, +till he heard Lawrence's confession—till the money was found upon him, +and he heard the milk-woman declare that she would swear to the silver +penny which he had dropped. Then he turned pale, and betrayed the +strongest signs of fear. + +"We must take him before the justice," said the farmer, "and he'll be +lodged in Bristol jail." + +"O," said Jem, springing forwards when Lawrence's hands were going to +be tied, "let him go—won't you—can't you let him go?" + +"Yes, madam, for mercy's sake," said Jem's mother to the lady; "'think +what a disgrace to his family to be sent to jail." + +His father stood by, wringing his hands in an agony of despair. + +"It's all my fault," cried he. "I brought him up in idleness." + +"But he'll never be idle any more," said Jem. "Won't you speak for him, +ma'am?" + +"Don't ask the lady to speak for him," said the farmer; "it's better he +should go to Bridewell now, than to the gallows by-and-by." + +Nothing more was said, for every body felt the truth of the farmer's +speech. + + +Lawrence was sent to Bridewell for a month, and the stable-boy was +transported to Botany Bay. + +During Lawrence's confinement, Jem often visited him, and carried him +such little presents as he could afford to give; and Jem could afford +to be "generous," because he was "industrious." + +Lawrence's heart was touched by his kindness, and his example struck +him so forcibly, that when his confinement was ended, he resolved to +set immediately to work. And, to the astonishment of all who knew him, +soon became remarkable for industry; he was found early and late at his +work, established a new character, and for ever lost the name of LAZY +LAWRENCE. + + + + THE END. + + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 75331 *** diff --git a/75331-h/75331-h.htm b/75331-h/75331-h.htm new file mode 100644 index 0000000..77ac8da --- /dev/null +++ b/75331-h/75331-h.htm @@ -0,0 +1,3983 @@ +<!DOCTYPE html> +<html lang="en"> +<head> + <meta charset="UTF-8"> + <title> + The Fireside Story Book, by Maria Edgeworth │ Project Gutenberg + </title> + <link rel="icon" href="images/image001.jpg" type="image/cover"> + <style> + +body { + margin-left: 10%; + margin-right: 10%; + font-size:12.0pt; + font-family:"Verdana"; +} + +p {text-indent: 2em;} + + h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6 { + text-align: center; /* all headings centered */ + clear: both; +} + +hr { + width: 33%; + margin-top: 2em; + margin-bottom: 2em; + margin-left: 33.5%; + margin-right: 33.5%; + clear: both; +} + +/* Images */ + +img { + max-width: 100%; + height: auto; +} + +.w100 { + width: auto + } + +.figcenter { + margin: auto; + text-align: center; + page-break-inside: avoid; + max-width: 100%; +} + +p.t1 {text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 125%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t2 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 150%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t3 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 100%; + text-align: center + } + +p.t3b { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 100%; + font-weight: bold; + text-align: center + } + +p.t4 { + text-indent: 0%; + font-size: 80%; + text-align: center + } + +p.poem { + margin-left: auto; + margin-right: auto; + padding: 20px 0; + text-align: left; + width: 555px; + } + +p.footnote {text-indent: 0% ; + font-size: 90%; + margin-left: 10% ; + margin-right: 10% } + + </style> +</head> +<body> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 75331 ***</div> + +<p>Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed.</p> + +<p>New original cover art included with this eBook is granted to the +public domain.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image001" style="max-width: 33.8125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image001.jpg" alt="image001"> +</figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image002" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image002.jpg" alt="image002"> +</figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3b"> +THE<br> +</p> + +<h1>FIRESIDE<br> +<br> +STORY BOOK:</h1> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +CONTAINING<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t1"> +"WASTE NOT, WANT NOT,"<br> +<br> +"THE BRACELETS," AND<br> +<br> +"LAZY LAWRENCE."<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +BY<br> +</p> + +<p class="t1"> +MARIA EDGEWORTH<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +AUTHOR OF "POPULAR TALES," "MORAL TALES," ETC. ETC.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +With Illustrations from Original Designs.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<p class="t4"> +PHILADELPHIA:<br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +GEO. S. APPLETON, 148 CHESTNUT STREET.<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +NEW YORK:<br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +D. APPLETON & CO., 200 BROADWAY.<br> +<br> +1 8 4 7.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3b"> +CONTENTS<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p><a href="#Waste_Not">WASTE NOT, WANT NOT</a></p> + +<p><a href="#The_Bracelets">THE BRACELETS</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Lazy_Lawrence">LAZY LAWRENCE</a></p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<b>THE</b><br> +<br> +<b>FIRESIDE</b><br> +<br> +<b>STORY BOOK</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t1"> +<b><a id="Waste_Not">WASTE NOT, WANT NOT;</a></b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +<b>OR,</b><br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +<b>TWO STRINGS TO YOUR BOW.</b><br> +<br> +———————————<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>MR. GRESHAM, a Bristol merchant, who had, by honourable industry and +economy, accumulated a considerable fortune, retired from business +to a new house, which he had built upon the Downs, near Clifton. Mr. +Gresham, however, did not imagine that a new house alone could make +him happy; he did not propose to live in idleness and extravagance; +for such a life would have been equally incompatible with his habits +and his principles. He was fond of children, and as he had no sons, he +determined to adopt one of his relations. He had two nephews, and he +invited both of them to his house, that he might have an opportunity +of judging of their dispositions, and of the habits which they had +acquired.</p> + +<p>Hal and Benjamin, Mr. Gresham's nephews, were about ten years old. +They had been educated very differently. Hal was the son of the elder +branch of the family; his father was a gentleman, who spent rather +more than he could afford; and Hal, from the example of the servants +in his father's family, with whom he had passed the first years of his +childhood, learned to waste more of every thing than he used. He had +been told that "gentlemen should be above being careful and saving;" +and he had unfortunately imbibed a notion that extravagance is the sign +of a generous, and economy of an avaricious disposition.</p> + +<p>Benjamin, * on the contrary, had been taught habits of care and +foresight; his father had but a very small fortune, and was anxious +that his son should early learn that economy insures independence, and +sometimes puts it in the power of those who are not very rich to be +very generous.</p> + +<p class="footnote"> +<br> +* Benjamin, so called from Dr. Benjamin Franklin.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>The morning after these two boys arrived at their uncle's, they were +eager to see all the rooms in the house. Mr. Gresham accompanied them, +and attended to their remarks and exclamations.</p> + +<p>"O! What an excellent motto!" exclaimed Ben, when he read the following +words, which were written in large characters, over the chimney-piece, +in his uncle's spacious kitchen:</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +Waste Not, Want Not.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"Waste not, want not!" repeated his cousin Hal, in rather a +contemptuous tone. "I think it looks too stingy to servants; and no +gentleman's servants, cooks especially, would like to have such a mean +motto always staring them in the face."</p> + +<p>Ben, who was not so conversant as his cousin in the ways of cooks and +gentleman's servants, made no reply to these observations.</p> + +<p>Mr. Gresham was called away whilst his nephews were looking at the +other rooms in the house. Some time afterwards he heard their voices in +the hall.</p> + +<p>"Boys," said he, "what are you doing there!"</p> + +<p>"Nothing, sir," said Hal; "you were called away from us; and we did not +know which way to go."</p> + +<p>"And have you nothing to do?" said Mr. Gresham.</p> + +<p>"No, Sir! Nothing," said Hal, in a careless tone, like one who was well +content with the state of habitual idleness.</p> + +<p>"No, Sir, nothing!" replied Ben, in a voice of lamentation.</p> + +<p>"Come," said Mr. Gresham, "if you have nothing to do, lads, will you +unpack these two parcels for me?"</p> + +<p>The two parcels were exactly alike, both of them well tied up with good +whip-cord. Ben took his parcel to a table, and after breaking off the +sealing-wax began carefully to examine the knot, and then to untie it. +Hal stood still, exactly in the spot where the parcel was put into his +hands, and tried first at one corner, and then at another, to pull the +string off by force:</p> + +<p>"I wish these people wouldn't tie up their parcels so tight, as if they +were never to be undone," cried he, as he tugged at the cord; and he +pulled the knot closer instead of loosening it.</p> + +<p>"Ben! Why, how did ye get yours undone, man?—What's in your parcel? I +wonder what is in mine! I wish I could get this string off; I must cut +it."</p> + +<p>"O, no," said Ben, who had now undone the last knot of his parcel, and +who drew out the length of string with exultation, "don't cut it, Hal; +look what a nice cord this is, and yours is the same; it's a pity to +cut it. 'Waste not, want not!' you know."</p> + +<p>"Pooh!" said Hal. "What signifies a bit of packthread?"</p> + +<p>"It is whip-cord," said Ben.</p> + +<p>"Well, whip-cord! What signifies a bit of whip-cord? You can get a bit +of whip-cord twice as long as that for two-pence; and who cares for +two-pence! Not I, for one! So here it goes," cried Hal, drawing out his +knife; and he cut the cord precipitately in sundry places.</p> + +<p>"Lads! Have you undone the parcels for me?" said Mr. Gresham, opening +the parlour door as he spoke.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," cried Hal; and he dragged off his half cut, half entangled +string—"here's the parcel."</p> + +<p>"And here's my parcel, uncle; and here's the string," said Ben.</p> + +<p>"You may keep the string for your pains," said Mr. Gresham.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, sir," said Ben: "what an excellent whip-cord it is!"</p> + +<p>"And you, Hal," continued Mr. Gresham, "you may keep your string too if +it will be of any use to you."</p> + +<p>"It will be of no use to me, thank you, sir," said Hal.</p> + +<p>"No, I am afraid not, if this be it," said his uncle, taking up the +jagged, knotted remains of Hal's cord.</p> + +<p>A few days after this, Mr. Gresham gave to each of his nephews a new +top.</p> + +<p>"But how's this?" said Hal. "These tops have no strings; what shall we +do for strings?"</p> + +<p>"I have a string that will do very well for mine," said Ben. And he +pulled out of his pocket the fine, long, smooth string which had tied +up the parcel. With this he soon set up his top, which spun admirably +well.</p> + +<p>"O, how I wish that I had but a string!" said Hal. "What shall I do for +a string? I'll tell you what; I can use the string that goes round my +hat!"</p> + +<p>"But then," said Ben, "what will you do for a hat-band?"</p> + +<p>"I'll manage to do without one," said Hal; and he took the string off +his hat for his top. It was soon worn through; and he split his top by +driving the peg too tightly into it.</p> + +<p>His cousin Ben let him set up his the next day; but Hal was not more +fortunate or more careful when he meddled with other people's things +than when he managed his own. He had scarcely played with it an hour +before he split it, by driving in the peg too violently. Ben bore this +misfortune with good humour.</p> + +<p>"Come," said he, "it can't be helped; but give me the string, because +that may still be of use for something else."</p> + +<p>It happened some time afterwards that a lady who had been intimately +acquainted with Hal's mother at Bath, that is to say, who had +frequently met her at the card-table during the winter, now arrived at +Clifton. She was informed by his mother that Hal was at Mr. Gresham's; +and her sons, who were friends of his, came to see him, and invited him +to spend the next day with them.</p> + +<p>Hal joyfully accepted the invitation. He was always glad to go out to +dine, because it gave him something to do, something to think of, or at +least something to say. Besides this, he had been educated to think it +was a fine thing to visit fine people; and Lady Diana Sweepstakes (for +that was the name of his mother's acquaintance) was a very fine lady; +and her two sons intended to be very great gentlemen.</p> + +<p>He was in a prodigious hurry when these young gentlemen knocked at his +uncle's door the next day; but just as he got to the hall door, little +Patty called to him from the top of the stairs, and told him that he +had dropped his pocket handkerchief.</p> + +<p>"Pick it up, then, and bring it to me quick, can't you, child?" cried +Hal. "For Lady Di's sons are waiting for me."</p> + +<p>Little Patty did not know any thing about Lady Di's sons; but as she +was very good-natured, and saw that her cousin Hal was, for some reason +or other, in a desperate hurry, she ran down stairs as fast as she +possibly could, towards the landing-place, where the handkerchief lay; +but, alas! before she reached the handkerchief, she fell rolling down +a whole flight of stairs, and when her fall was at last stopped by the +landing-place, she did not cry, but she writhed, as if she was in great +pain.</p> + +<p>"Where are you hurt, my love!" said Mr. Gresham, who came instantly on +hearing the noise of some one falling down stairs. "Where are you hurt, +my dear?"</p> + +<p>"Here, papa," said the little girl, touching her ankle, which she had +decently covered with her gown; "I believe I am hurt here, but not +much," added she, trying to rise; "only it hurts me when I move."</p> + +<p>"I'll carry you; don't move then," said her father; and he took her up +in his arms.</p> + +<p>"My shoe, I've lost one of my shoes," said she.</p> + +<p>Ben looked for it upon the stairs, and he found it sticking in a loop +of whip-cord, which was entangled round one of the balusters. When this +cord was drawn forth, it appeared that it was the very same jagged, +entangled piece which Hal had pulled off his parcel. He had diverted +himself with running up and down stairs, whipping the balusters with +it, as he thought he could convert it to no better use; and, with his +usual carelessness, he at last left it hanging just where he happened +to throw it when the dinner-bell rang.</p> + +<p>Poor little Patty's ankle was terribly sprained, and Hal reproached +himself for his folly, and would have reproached himself longer, +perhaps, if Lady Di Sweepstakes' sons had not hurried him away.</p> + +<p>In the evening Patty could not run about as she used to do; but she sat +upon the sofa, and she said that she did not feel the pain of her ankle +so much, whilst Ben was so good as to play at jackstraws with her.</p> + +<p>"That's right, Ben; never be ashamed of being good-natured to those +who are younger and weaker than yourself," said his uncle, smiling at +seeing him produce his whip-cord to indulge his little cousin with a +game at her favourite cat's cradle. "I shall not think you one bit less +manly because I see you playing at cat's cradle with a little child of +six years old."</p> + +<p>Hal, however, was not precisely of his uncle's opinion; for when he +returned in the evening, and saw Ben playing with his little cousin, he +could not help smiling contemptuously, and asked if he had been playing +at cat's cradle all night. In a heedless manner he made some inquiries +after Patty's sprained ankle, and then he ran on to tell all the news +he had heard at Lady Diana Sweepstakes'—news which he thought would +make him appear a person of vast importance.</p> + +<p>"Do you know, uncle—Do you know, Ben," said he, "there's to be the most +famous doings that ever were heard of upon the Downs here, the first +day of next month, which will be in a fortnight, thank my stars! I wish +the fortnight was over; I shall think of nothing else, I know, till +that happy day comes!"</p> + +<p>Mr. Gresham inquired why the first of September was to be so much +happier than any other day in the year.</p> + +<p>"Why," replied Hal, "Lady Diana Sweepstakes, you know, is a famous +rider, and archer, and all that—"</p> + +<p>"Very likely," said Mr. Gresham, soberly; "but what then?"</p> + +<p>"Dear uncle!" cried Hal. "But you shall hear. There's to be a race upon +the Downs, the first of September, and after the race, there's to be an +archery meeting for the ladies, and Lady Diana Sweepstakes is to be one +of them. And after the ladies have done shooting—now, Ben, comes the +best part of it!—we boys are to have our turn, and Lady Di is to give a +prize to the best marksman among us of a very handsome bow and arrow! +Do you know, I've been practising already, and I'll show you to-morrow, +as soon as it comes home, the famous bow and arrow that Lady Diana has +given me; but perhaps," added he with a scornful laugh, "you like a +cat's cradle better than a bow and arrow."</p> + +<p>Ben made no reply to this taunt at the moment; but the next day, when +Hal's new bow and arrow came home, he convinced him that he knew how to +use it well.</p> + +<p>"Ben," said his uncle, "you seem to be a good marksman, though you have +not boasted of yourself. I'll give you a bow and arrow, and perhaps +if you practise, you may make yourself an archer before the first of +September; and in the meantime you will not wish the fortnight over, +for you will have something to do."</p> + +<p>"O, sir," interrupted Hal, "but if you mean that Ben should put in for +the prize, he must have a uniform."</p> + +<p>"Why must he?" said Mr. Gresham.</p> + +<p>"Why, sir, because every body has—I mean every body that's any body; +and Lady Diana was talking about the uniform all dinner time, and it's +settled all about it, except the buttons. The young Sweepstakes are to +get theirs made first for patterns; they are to be white, faced with +green; and they'll look very handsome, I'm sure, and I shall write to +mamma to-night, as Lady Diana bid me, about mine; and I shall tell her +to be sure to answer my letter, without fail, by return of the post: +and then, if mamma makes no objections, which I know she won't, because +she never thinks much about expense, and all that—then I shall bespeak +my uniform, and get it made by the same tailor that makes for Lady +Diana and the young Sweepstakes."</p> + +<p>"Mercy upon us!" said Mr. Gresham, who was almost stunned by the +rapid vociferation with which this long speech about the uniform +was pronounced. "I don't pretend to understand these things," added +he, with an air of simplicity; "but we will inquire, Ben, into the +necessity of the case; and if it is necessary, or if you think it +necessary, that you shall have a uniform, why, I'll give you one."</p> + +<p>"You, uncle! Will you, indeed?" exclaimed Hal, with amazement painted +in his countenance, "Well, that's the last thing in the world I should +have expected! You are not at all the sort of person I should have +thought would care about a uniform: and now I should have supposed +you'd have thought it extravagant to have a coat on purpose only for +one day. And I'm sure Lady Diana Sweepstakes thought as I do; for when +I told her of that motto over your kitchen chimney, WASTE NOT, WANT +NOT, she laughed, and said that I had better not talk to you about +uniforms, and that my mother was the proper person to write to about +my uniform; but I'll tell Lady Diana, uncle, how good you are, and how +much she was mistaken."</p> + +<p>"Take care how you do that," said Mr. Gresham; "for perhaps the lady +was not mistaken."</p> + +<p>"Nay, did not you say, just now, you would give poor Ben a uniform?"</p> + +<p>"I said I would if he thought it necessary to have one."</p> + +<p>"O, I'll answer for it he'll think it necessary," said Hal, laughing, +"because it is necessary."</p> + +<p>"Allow him at least to judge for himself," said Mr. Gresham.</p> + +<p>"My dear uncle, but I assure you," said Hal, earnestly, "there's no +judging about the matter, because, really, upon my word, Lady Diana +said distinctly that her sons were to have uniforms, white, faced with +green, and a green and white cockade in their hats."</p> + +<p>"May be so," said Mr. Gresham, still with the same look of calm +simplicity. "Put on your hats, boys, and come with me. I know a +gentleman whose sons are to be at this archery meeting; and we will +inquire into all the particulars from him. Then after we have seen him, +(it is not eleven o'clock yet,) we shall have time enough to walk on to +Bristol, and choose the cloth for Ben's uniform, if it is necessary."</p> + +<p>"I cannot tell what to make of all he says," whispered Hal, as he +reached down his hat; "do you think, Ben, he means to give you this +uniform, or not?"</p> + +<p>"I think," said Ben, "that he means to give me one, if it is necessary, +or, as he said, if I think it necessary."</p> + +<p>"And that to be sure you will; won't you? Or else you'll be a very +great fool, I know, after all I've told you. How can any one in the +world know so much about the matter as I, who have dined with Lady +Diana Sweepstakes but yesterday, and heard all about it, from beginning +to end? And as for this gentleman that we are going to, I'm sure, if he +knows any thing about the matter, he'll say exactly the same as I do."</p> + +<p>"We shall hear," said Ben, with a degree of composure which Hal could +by no means comprehend, when a uniform was in question.</p> + +<p>The gentleman upon whom Mr. Gresham called had three sons, who were +all to be at this archery meeting; and they unanimously assured him, +in the presence of Hal and Ben, that they had never thought of buying +uniforms for this grand occasion, and that, amongst the number of their +acquaintance, they knew of but three boys whose friends intended to be +at such an unnecessary expense.</p> + +<p>Hal stood amazed.</p> + +<p>"Such are the varieties of opinion upon all the grand affairs of life," +said Mr. Gresham, looking at his nephews. "What amongst one set of +people you hear asserted to be absolutely necessary, you will hear, +from another set of people, is quite unnecessary. All that can be done, +my dear boys, in these difficult cases, is to judge for ourselves, +which opinions, and which people, are the most reasonable."</p> + +<p>Hal, who had been more accustomed to think of what was fashionable than +of what was reasonable, without at all considering the good sense of +what his uncle said to him, replied, with childish petulance, "Indeed, +sir, I don't know what other people think; I only know what Lady Diana +Sweepstakes said."</p> + +<p>The name of Lady Diana Sweepstakes Hal thought must impress all present +with respect. He was highly astonished, when, as he looked round, +he saw a smile of contempt upon every one's countenance; and he was +yet further bewildered when he heard her spoken of as a very silly, +extravagant, ridiculous woman, whose opinion no prudent person would +ask upon any subject, and whose example was to be shunned, instead of +being imitated.</p> + +<p>"Ay, my dear Hal," said his uncle, smiling at his look of amazement, +"these are some of the things that young people must learn from +experience. All the world do not agree in opinion about characters; +you will hear the same person admired in one company and blamed in +another; so that we must still come round to the same point, 'Judge for +yourself.'"</p> + +<p>Hal's thoughts were, however, at present too full of the uniform +to allow his judgment to act with perfect impartiality. As soon as +their visit was over, and all the time they walked down the hill from +Prince's Buildings towards Bristol, he continued to repeat nearly the +same arguments which he had formerly used respecting necessity, the +uniform, and Lady Diana Sweepstakes.</p> + +<p>To all this Mr. Gresham made no reply; and longer had the young +gentleman expatiated upon the subject, which had so strongly seized +upon his imagination, had not his senses been forcibly assailed at this +instant by the delicious odours and tempting sight of certain cakes and +jellies in a pastry-cook's shop.</p> + +<p>"O, uncle," said he, as he was going to turn the corner to pursue the +road to Bristol, "look at those jellies," pointing to a confectioner's +shop. "I must buy some of those good things; for I have got some +half-pence in my pocket."</p> + +<p>"Your having half-pence in your pocket is an excellent reason for +eating," said Mr. Gresham, smiling.</p> + +<p>"But I really am hungry," said Hal; "you know, uncle, it is a good +while since breakfast."</p> + +<p>His uncle, who was desirous to see his nephews act without restraint, +that he might judge of their characters, bid them do as they pleased.</p> + +<p>"Come then, Ben, if you've any half-pence in your pocket."</p> + +<p>"I am not hungry," said Ben.</p> + +<p>"I suppose that means that you've no half-pence," said Hal, laughing, +with a look of superiority, which he had been taught to think the rich +might assume towards those who were convicted either of poverty or +economy.</p> + +<p>"Waste not, want not," said Ben to himself. Contrary to his cousin's +surmise, he happened to have two-penny worth of half-pence actually in +his pocket.</p> + +<p>At the very moment Hal stepped into the pastry-cook's shop, a poor +industrious man, with a wooden leg, who usually sweeps the dirty corner +of the walk which turns at this spot to the Wells, held his hat to +Ben, who, after glancing his eye at the petitioner's well-worn broom, +instantly produced his two-pence.</p> + +<p>"I wish I had more half-pence for you, my good man," said he; "but I've +only two-pence."</p> + +<p>Hal came out of Mr. Millar's, the confectioner's shop, with a hat full +of cakes in his hand.</p> + +<p>Mr. Millar's dog was sitting on the flags before the door; and he +looked up with a wistful, begging eye at Hal, who was eating a +queen-cake.</p> + +<p>Hal, who was wasteful even in his good nature, threw a whole queen-cake +to the dog, who swallowed it for a single mouthful.</p> + +<p>"There goes two-pence in the form of a queen-cake," said Mr. Gresham.</p> + +<p>Hal next offered some of his cakes to his uncle and cousin.</p> + +<p>But they thanked him, and refused to eat any, because, they said, they +were not hungry.</p> + +<p>So he ate and ate, as he walked along, till at last he stopped, and +said, "This bun tastes so bad after the queen-cakes, I can't bear it!" +And he was going to fling it from him into the river.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image003" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image003.jpg" alt="image003"> +</figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"O, it is a pity to waste that good bun! We may be glad of it yet," +said Ben; "give it to me rather than to throw it away."</p> + +<p>"Why, I thought you said you were not hungry," said Hal.</p> + +<p>"True, I am not hungry now, but that is no reason why I should never be +hungry again."</p> + +<p>"Well, there is the cake for you; take it, for it has made me sick; and +I don't care what becomes of it."</p> + +<p>Ben folded the refused bit of his cousin's bun in a piece of paper, and +put it into his pocket.</p> + +<p>"I'm beginning to be exceedingly tired, or sick, or something," said +Hal, "and as there is a stand of coaches somewhere hereabouts, had we +not better take a coach, instead of walking all the way to Bristol?"</p> + +<p>"For a stout archer," said Mr. Gresham, "you are more easily tired +than one might have expected. However, with all my heart, let us take +a coach; for Ben asked me to show him the cathedral yesterday; and I +believe I should find it rather too much for me to walk so far, though +I am not sick with eating good things."</p> + +<p>"The Cathedral!" said Hal, after he had been seated in the coach about +a quarter of an hour, and had somewhat recovered from his sickness—"The +cathedral! Why, are we only going to Bristol to see the cathedral? I +thought we came out to see about a uniform."</p> + +<p>There was a dulness and melancholy kind of stupidity in Hal's +countenance, as he pronounced these words, like one wakening from a +dream, which made both his uncle and cousin burst out a laughing.</p> + +<p>"Why," said Hal, who was now piqued, "I'm sure you did say, uncle, you +would go to Mr.—'s to choose the cloth for the uniform."</p> + +<p>"Very true; and so I will," said Mr. Gresham; "but we need not make a +whole morning's work, need we, of looking at a piece of cloth? Cannot +we see a uniform and a cathedral both in one morning?"</p> + +<p>They went first to the cathedral. Hal's head was too full of the +uniform to take any notice of the painted window, which immediately +caught Ben's unembarrassed attention. He looked at the large stained +figures on the gothic window; and he observed their coloured shadows on +the floor and walls.</p> + +<p>Mr. Gresham, who perceived that he was eager on all subjects to gain +information, took this opportunity of telling him several things about +the lost art of painting on glass, gothic arches, &c., which Hal +thought extremely tiresome.</p> + +<p>"Come! Come! We shall be late indeed," said Hal; "surely you've looked +long enough, Ben, at this blue and red window."</p> + +<p>"I'm only thinking about these coloured shadows," said Ben.</p> + +<p>"I can show you, when we go home, Ben," said his uncle, "an +entertaining paper upon such shadows." *</p> + +<p class="footnote"> +<br> +* Vide Priestley's History of Vision, chapter on Coloured Shadows.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"Hark!" cried Ben. "Did you hear that noise?"</p> + +<p>They all listened; and they heard a bird singing in the cathedral.</p> + +<p>"It's our old robin, sir," said the lad who had opened the cathedral +door for them.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Mr. Gresham, "there he is, boys—look—perched upon the +organ. He often sits there, and sings, whilst the organ is playing."</p> + +<p>"And," continued the lad who showed the cathedral, "he has lived here +these many winters; * they say he is fifteen years old; and he is so +tame, poor fellow, that if I had a bit of bread he'd come down and feed +in my hand."</p> + +<p class="footnote"> +<br> +* This is true.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"I've a bit of bun here," cried Ben, joyfully producing the remains of +the bun which Hal but an hour before would have thrown away. "Pray let +us see the poor robin eat out of your hand."</p> + +<p>The lad crumbled the bun, and called to the robin, who fluttered and +chirped, and seemed rejoiced at the sight of the bread; but yet he did +not come down from his pinnacle on the organ.</p> + +<p>"He is afraid of us," said Ben; "he is not used to eat before +strangers, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"Ah no, sir," said the young man with a deep sigh, "that is not the +thing; he is used enough to eat before company. Time was he'd have come +down for me, before ever so many fine folks, and have eat his crumbs +out of my hand, at my first call. But, poor fellow, it's not his fault +now; he does not know me now, sir, since my accident, because of this +great black patch."</p> + +<p>The young man put his hand to his right eye, which was covered with a +huge black patch.</p> + +<p>Ben asked what accident he meant; and the lad told him that, but a +few weeks ago, he had lost the sight of his eye by the stroke of a +stone, which reached him as he was passing under the rocks of Clifton, +unluckily, when the workmen were blasting.</p> + +<p>"I don't mind so much for myself, sir," said the lad; "but I can't work +so well now, as I used to do before my accident, for my old mother, +who has had a stroke of the palsy; and I've a many little brothers and +sisters, not well able yet to get their own livelihood, though they may +be as willing as willing can be."</p> + +<p>"Where does your mother live?" said Mr. Gresham.</p> + +<p>"Hard by, sir, just close to the church here. It was her that always +had the showing of it to strangers, till she lost the use of her poor +limbs."</p> + +<p>"Shall we, may we, uncle, go that way? This is the house; is not it?" +said Ben, when they went out of the cathedral.</p> + +<p>They went into the house. It was rather a hovel than a house; but poor +as it was, it was as neat as misery could make it.</p> + +<p>The old woman was sitting up in her wretched bed, winding worsted; +four meager, ill-clothed, pale children, were all busy, some of them +sticking pins in paper for the pinmaker, and others sorting rags for +the papermaker.</p> + +<p>"What a horrid place it is," said Hal, sighing. "I did not know +there were such shocking places in the world. I've often seen +terrible-looking tumble-down places, as we drove through the town in +mamma's carriage; but then I did not know who lived in them; and I +never saw the inside of any of them. It is very dreadful, indeed, to +think that people are forced to live in this way. I wish mamma would +send me some more pocket-money, that I might do something for them. +I had half-a-crown; but," continued he, feeling in his pockets, "I'm +afraid I spent the last shilling of it this morning, upon those cakes +that made me sick. I wish I had my shilling now; I'd give it to these +poor people."</p> + +<p>Ben, though he was all this time silent, was as sorry as his talkative +cousin for all these poor people. But there was some difference between +the sorrow of these two boys.</p> + +<p>Hal, after he was again seated in the hackney-coach, and had rattled +through the busy streets of Bristol for a few minutes, quite forgot +the spectacle of misery which he had seen; and the gay shops in Wine +street, and the idea of his green and white uniform, wholly occupied +his imagination.</p> + +<p>"Now for our uniforms," cried he, as he jumped eagerly out of the +coach, when his uncle stopped at the woollen-draper's door.</p> + +<p>"Uncle," said Ben, stopping Mr. Gresham before he got out of the +carriage, "I don't think a uniform is at all necessary for me. I'm very +much obliged to you; but I would rather not have one. I have a very +good coat; and I think it would be waste."</p> + +<p>"Well, let me get out of the carriage, and we will see about it," said +Mr. Gresham; "perhaps the sight of the beautiful green and white cloth, +and the epaulettes (have you ever considered the epaulettes?) may tempt +you to change your mind."</p> + +<p>"O no," said Ben, laughing, "I shall not change my mind."</p> + +<p>The green cloth, and the white cloth, and the epaulettes, were +produced, to Hal's infinite satisfaction. His uncle took up a pen, and +calculated for a few minutes; then, showing the back of the letter, +upon which he was writing, to his nephews, "Cast up these sums, boys," +said he, "and tell me whether I am right."</p> + +<p>"Ben, do you do it," said Hal, a little embarrassed; "I am not quick at +figures."</p> + +<p>Ben was, and he went over his uncle's calculation very expeditiously.</p> + +<p>"It is right, is it?" said Mr. Gresham.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, quite right."</p> + +<p>"Then, by this calculation, I find I could for less than half the money +your uniforms would cost purchase for each of you boys a warm great +coat, which you will want, I have a notion, this winter upon the Downs."</p> + +<p>"O, sir," said Hal with an alarmed look; "but it is not winter yet; it +is not cold weather yet. We shan't want great coats yet."</p> + +<p>"Don't you remember how cold we were, Hal, the day before yesterday, +in that sharp wind, when we were flying our kites upon the Downs? And +winter will come yet—I am sure, I should like to have a good warm great +coat very much."</p> + +<p>Mr. Gresham took six guineas out of his purse; and he placed three of +them before Hal, and three before Ben.</p> + +<p>"Young gentlemen," said he, "I believe your uniforms will come to about +three guineas apiece. Now I will lay out this money for you just as you +please, Hal, what say you?"</p> + +<p>"Why, sir," said Hal, "a great coat is a good thing, to be sure; and +then, after the great coat, as you said it would only cost half as much +as the uniform, there would be some money to spare, would not there?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear, about five-and-twenty shillings."</p> + +<p>"Five-and-twenty shillings! I could buy and do a great many things, to +be sure, with five-and-twenty shillings; but then, the thing is, I must +go without the uniform, if I have the great coat."</p> + +<p>"Certainly," said his uncle.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Hal, sighing, as he looked at the epaulettes. "Uncle, if you +would not be displeased, if I choose the uniform—"</p> + +<p>"I shall not be displeased at your choosing whatever you like best," +said Mr. Gresham.</p> + +<p>"Well, then, thank you, sir; I think I had better have the uniform; +because, if I have not the uniform now directly, it will be of no use +to me, as the archery meeting is the week after next, you know; and +as to the great coat, perhaps, between this time and the very cold +weather, which, perhaps, won't be till Christmas, papa will buy a great +coat for me; and I'll ask mamma to give me some pocket-money to give +away, and she will, perhaps."</p> + +<p>To all this conclusive, conditional reasoning, which depended upon +perhaps, three times repeated, Mr. Gresham made no reply; but he +immediately bought the uniform for Hal, and desired that it should +be sent to Lady Diana Sweepstakes' sons' tailor, to be made up. The +measure of Hal's happiness was now complete.</p> + +<p>"And how am I to lay out the three guineas for you, Ben?" said Mr. +Gresham. "Speak—what do you wish for first?"</p> + +<p>"A great coat, uncle, if you please."</p> + +<p>Mr. Gresham bought the coat; and, after it was paid for, +five-and-twenty shillings of Ben's three guineas remained.</p> + +<p>"What next, my boy?" said his uncle.</p> + +<p>"Arrows, uncle, if you please? Three arrows."</p> + +<p>"My dear, I promised you a bow and arrows."</p> + +<p>"No, uncle, you said a bow."</p> + +<p>"Well, I meant a bow and arrows. I'm glad you are so exact, however. +It is better to claim less than more than what is promised. The +three arrows you shall have. But go on;—how shall I dispose of these +five-and-twenty shillings for you?"</p> + +<p>"In clothes, if you will be so good, uncle, for that poor boy who has +got the great black patch on his eye."</p> + +<p>"I always believed," said Mr. Gresham, shaking hands with Ben, "that +economy and generosity were the best friends, instead of being enemies, +as some silly, extravagant people would have us think them. Choose +the poor blind boys' coat, my dear nephew, and pay for it. There's no +occasion for my praising you about the matter: your best reward is in +your own mind, child; and you want no other, or I'm mistaken. Now jump +into the coach, boys, and let's be off. We shall be late, I'm afraid," +continued he, as the coach drove on; "but I must let you stop, Ben, +with your goods, at the poor boy's door."</p> + +<p>When they came to the house, Mr. Gresham opened the coach door, and Ben +jumped out with his parcel under his arm.</p> + +<p>"Stay, stay! You must take me with you," said his pleased uncle. "I +like to see people made happy as well as you do."</p> + +<p>"And so do I too!" said Hal. "Let me come with you. I almost wish my +uniform was not gone to the tailor's, so I do."</p> + +<p>And when he saw the look of delight and gratitude with which the poor +boy received the clothes which Ben gave him, and when he heard the +mother and children thank him, Hal sighed, and said, "Well, I hope +mamma will give me some more pocket-money soon."</p> + +<p>Upon his return home, however, the sight of the famous bow and arrow, +which Lady Diana Sweepstakes had sent him, recalled to his imagination +all the joys of his green and white uniform, and he no longer wished +that it had not been sent to the tailor's.</p> + +<p>"But I do not understand, cousin Hal," said little Patty, "why you call +this bow a famous bow. You say famous very often; and I don't know +exactly what it means—a famous uniform—famous doings—I remember you +said there was to be famous doings, the first of September, upon the +Downs—What does famous mean?"</p> + +<p>"O, why, famous means—Now don't you know what famous means?—It means—It +is a word that people say—It is the fashion to say it—It means—it means +famous."</p> + +<p>Patty laughed, and said, "This does not explain it to me."</p> + +<p>"No," said Hal, "nor can it be explained. If you don't understand +it, that's not my fault; everybody but little children, I suppose, +understands it; but there's no explaining those sort of words, if you +don't take them at once. There's to be famous doings upon the Downs, +the first of September; that is, grand, fine. In short, what does it +signify talking any longer, Patty, about the matter? Give me my bow; +for I must go out upon the Downs and practise."</p> + +<p>Ben accompanied him with the bow and the three arrows which his uncle +had now given to him; and every day these two boys went out upon the +Downs, and practised shooting with indefatigable perseverance. Where +equal pains are taken, success is usually found to be pretty nearly +equal. Our two archers, by constant practise, became expert marksmen; +and before the day of trial, they were so exactly matched in point of +dexterity, that it was scarcely possible to decide which was superior.</p> + +<p>The long-expected first of September at length arrived. "What sort of a +day is it?" was the first question that was asked by Hal and Ben, the +moment that they awakened.</p> + +<p>The sun shone bright! But there was a sharp and high wind.</p> + +<p>"Ha!" said Ben. "I shall be glad of my good great coat to-day; for I've +a notion it will be rather cold upon the Downs, especially when we are +standing still, as we must whilst the people are shooting."</p> + +<p>"O, never mind! I don't think I shall feel cold at all," said Hal, as +he dressed himself in his new green and white uniform; and he viewed +himself with much complacency.</p> + +<p>"Good morning to you, uncle; how do you do?" said he in a voice of +exultation, when he entered the breakfast-room.</p> + +<p>"How do you do?" seemed rather to mean,—How do you like me in my +uniform?</p> + +<p>And his uncle's cool "Very well, I thank you, Hal," disappointed him, +as it seemed only to say,—Your uniform makes no difference in my +opinion of you.</p> + +<p>Even little Patty went on eating her breakfast much as usual, and +talked of the pleasures of walking with her father to the Downs, and of +all the little things which interested her, so that Hal's epaulettes +were not the principal object of any one's imagination but his own.</p> + +<p>"Papa," said Patty, "as we go up the hill where there is so much red +mud, I must take care to pick my way nicely; and I must hold up my +frock, as you desired me; and perhaps you will be so good, if I am not +troublesome, as to lift me over the very bad place where there are no +stepping-stones. My ankle is entirely well, and I'm glad of that, or +else I should not be able to walk as far as the Downs. How good you +were to me, Ben, when I was in pain, the day I sprained my ankle; you +played at jackstraws, and at cat's cradle, with me—O, that puts me +in mind—Here are your gloves, which I asked you that night to let me +mend. I've been a great while about them, but are not they very neatly +mended, papa?—Look at the sewing."</p> + +<p>"I am not a very good judge of sewing, my dear little girl," said Mr. +Gresham, examining the work with a close and scrupulous eye; "but, in +my opinion, here is one stitch that is rather too long; the white teeth +are not quite even."</p> + +<p>"O, papa, I'll take out that long tooth in a minute," said Patty, +laughing. "I did not think that you would have observed it so soon."</p> + +<p>"I would not have you trust to my blindness," said her father, stroking +her head fondly: "I observe every thing. I observe, for instance, that +you are a grateful little girl, and that you are glad to be of use to +those who have been kind to you; and for this I forgive you the long +stitch."</p> + +<p>"But it's out, it's out, Papa," said Patty; "and the next time your +gloves want mending, Ben, I'll mend them better."</p> + +<p>"They are very nice, I think," said Ben, drawing them on; "and I am +much obliged to you. I was just wishing I had a pair of gloves to keep +my fingers warm to-day, for I never can shoot well when my hands are +numbed. Look, Hal—you know how ragged these gloves were; you said they +were good for nothing but to throw away; now look, there's not a hole +in them," said he, spreading his fingers.</p> + +<p>"Now, is it not very extraordinary," said Hal to himself, "that +they should go on so long talking about an old pair of gloves, +without scarcely saying a word about my new uniform? Well, the young +Sweepstakes and Lady Diana will talk enough about it; that's one +comfort."</p> + +<p>"Is not it time to think of setting out, sir?" said Hal to his uncle. +"The company, you know, are to meet at the Ostrich, at twelve, and the +race to begin at one, and Lady Diana's horses, I know, were ordered to +be at the door at ten."</p> + +<p>Mr. Stephen, the butler, here interrupted the hurrying young gentleman +in his calculations—"There's a poor lad, sir, below, with a great black +patch on his right eye, who is come from Bristol, and wants to speak +a word with the young gentlemen, if you please. I told him they were +just going out with you, but he says he won't detain them above half a +minute."</p> + +<p>"Show him up, show him up," said Mr. Gresham.</p> + +<p>"But I suppose," said Hal, with a sigh, "that Stephen mistook when he +said the young gentlemen; he only wants to see Ben, I dare say; I'm +sure he has no reason to want to see me."</p> + +<p>"Here he comes—O, Ben, he is dressed in the new coat you gave him," +whispered Hal, who was really a good-natured boy, though extravagant. +"How much better he looks than he did in the ragged coat! Ah! He looked +at you first, Ben!—And well he may!"</p> + +<p>The boy bowed, without any cringing but with an open, decent freedom in +his manner, which expressed that he had been obliged, but that he knew +his young benefactor was not thinking of the obligation. He made as +little distinction as possible between his bows to the two cousins.</p> + +<p>"As I was sent with a message, by the clerk of our parish, to Redland +chapel, out on the Downs, to-day, sir," said he to Mr. Gresham, +"knowing your house lay in my way, my mother, sir, bid me call and +make bold to offer the young gentlemen two little worsted balls that +she had worked for them," continued the lad, pulling out of his pocket +two worsted balls worked in green and orange-coloured stripes: "they +are but poor things, sir, she bid me say, to look at, but, considering +she has but one hand to work with, and that her left hand, you'll not +despise 'em, we hopes."</p> + +<p>He held the balls to Ben and Hal.—"They are both alike, gentlemen," +said he; "if you'll be pleased to take 'em, they're better than they +look, for they bound higher than your head. I cut the cork round for +the inside myself, which was all I could do."</p> + +<p>"They are nice balls indeed; we are much obliged to you," said the boys +as they received them; and they proved them immediately. The balls +struck the floor with a delightful sound, and rebounded higher than +Mr. Gresham's head. Little Patty clapped her hands joyfully—but now a +thundering double rap at the door was heard.</p> + +<p>"The Master Sweepstakes, sir," said Stephen, "are come for Master Hal. +They say that all the young gentlemen who have archery uniforms are to +walk together, in a body, I think they say, sir; and they are to parade +along the Well-walk, they desire me to say, sir, with a drum and fife, +and so up the hill by Prince's Place, and all to go upon the Downs +together, to the place of meeting. I am not sure I'm right, sir, for +both the young gentlemen spoke at once, and the wind is very high at +the street door, so that I could not well make out all they said; but I +believe this is the sense of it."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes," said Hal, eagerly, "it's all right; I know that is just +what was settled the day I dined at Lady Diana's: and Lady Diana, and a +great party of gentlemen, are to ride—"</p> + +<p>"Well, that is nothing to the purpose," interrupted Mr. Gresham. "Don't +keep the Master Sweepstakes waiting; decide—do you choose to go with +them, or with us?"</p> + +<p>"Sir, uncle, sir, you know, since all the uniforms agreed to go +together—"</p> + +<p>"Off with you, then, Mr. Uniform, if you mean to go," said Mr. Gresham.</p> + +<p>Hal ran down stairs in such a hurry that he forgot his bow and arrows. +Ben discovered this, when he went to fetch his own; and the lad from +Bristol, who had been ordered by Mr. Gresham to eat his breakfast +before he proceeded to Redland chapel, heard Ben talking about his +cousin's bow and arrows.</p> + +<p>"I know," said Ben, "he will be sorry not to have his bow with him, +because here are the green knots tied to it, to match his cockade; and +he said that the boys were all to carry their bows, as part of the +show."</p> + +<p>"If you'll give me leave, sir," said the poor Bristol lad, "I shall +have plenty of time; and I'll run down to the Well-walk after the young +gentleman, and take him his bow and arrows."</p> + +<p>"Will you? I shall be much obliged to you," said Ben.</p> + +<p>And away went the boy with the bow that was ornamented with green +ribands.</p> + +<p>The public walk leading to the Wells was full of company. The +windows of all the houses in St. Vincent's parade were crowded with +well-dressed ladies, who were looking out in expectation of the archery +procession. Parties of gentlemen and ladies, and a motley crowd of +spectators, were seen moving backwards and forwards, under the rocks, +on the opposite side of the water. A barge, with coloured streamers +flying, was waiting to take up a party, who were going upon the water. +The bargemen rested up their oars, and gazed with broad faces of +curiosity upon the busy scene that appeared upon the public walk.</p> + +<p>The archers and archeresses were now drawn up on the flags under the +semicircular piazza just before Mrs. Yearsley's library. A little band +of children, who had been mustered by Lady Diana Sweepstakes' "spirited +exertions," closed the procession. They were now all in readiness. The +drummer only waited for her ladyship's signal: and the archers' corps * +only waited for her ladyship's word of command to march.</p> + +<p class="footnote"> +<br> +* Pronounced core.<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>"Where are your bow and arrows, my little man?" said her ladyship to +Hal, as she reviewed her Lilliputian regiment. "You can't march, man, +without your arms!"</p> + +<p>Hal had despatched a messenger for his forgotten bow, but the messenger +returned not; he looked from side to side in great distress. "O, +there's my bow coming, I declare!" cried he. "Look, I see the bow and +the ribands; look now between the trees, Charles Sweepstakes, on the +Hotwell-walk; it is coming!"</p> + +<p>"But you've kept us all waiting a confounded time," said his impatient +friend. "It is that good-natured poor fellow from Bristol, I protest, +that has brought it to me. I'm sure I don't deserve it from him," said +Hal to himself, when he saw the lad with the black patch on his eye +running, quite out of breath, towards him with his bow and arrows.</p> + +<p>"Fall back, my good friend, fall back," said the military lady, as soon +as he had delivered the bow to Hal; "I mean stand out of the way, for +your great patch cuts no figure amongst us. Don't follow so close, now, +as if you belonged to us, pray."</p> + +<p>The poor boy had no ambition to partake the triumph; he fell back, as +soon as he understood the meaning of the lady's words.</p> + +<p>The drum beat, the fife played, the archers marched, the spectators +admired. Hal stepped proudly and felt as if the eyes of the whole +universe were upon his epaulettes, or upon the facings of his uniform; +whilst all the time he was considered only as part of a show. The walk +appeared much shorter than usual, and he was extremely sorry that Lady +Diana, when they were half way up the hill leading to Prince's Place, +mounted her horse, because the road was dirty, and all the gentlemen +and ladies who accompanied her, followed her example.</p> + +<p>"We can leave the children to walk, you know," said she to the +gentleman who helped her to mount her horse. "I must call to some of +them though, and leave orders where they are to join."</p> + +<p>She beckoned; and Hal, who was foremost, and proud to show his +alacrity, ran on to receive her ladyship's orders. Now, as we have +before observed, it was a sharp and windy day; and though Lady Diana +Sweepstakes was actually speaking to him, and looking at him, he could +not prevent his nose from wanting to be blowed; he pulled out his +handkerchief, and out rolled the new ball, which had been given to him +just before he left home, and which, according to his usual careless +habits, he had stuffed into his pocket in a hurry.</p> + +<p>"O, my new ball!" cried he, as he ran after it.</p> + +<p>As he stooped to pick it up, he let go his hat, which he had hitherto +held on with anxious care; for the hat, though it had a fine green and +white cockade, had no band or string round it. The string, as we may +recollect, our wasteful hero had used in spinning his top. The hat was +too large for his head without this band; a sudden gust of wind blew +it off; Lady Diana's horse started, and reared. She was a "famous" +horsewoman, and sat him to the admiration of all beholders; but there +was a puddle of red clay and water in this spot, and her ladyship's +uniform-habit was a sufferer by the accident.</p> + +<p>"Careless brat!" said she. "Why can't he keep his hat upon his head?"</p> + +<p>In the meantime the wind blew the hat down the hill, and Hal ran after +it, amidst the laughter of his kind friends, the young Sweepstakes, +and the rest of the little regiment. The hat was lodged at length upon +a bank. Hal pursued it: he thought this bank was hard, but, alas! The +moment he set his foot upon it, the foot sank. He tried to draw it +back, his other foot slipped, and he fell prostrate, in his green and +white uniform, into the treacherous bed of red mud. His companions, who +had halted upon the top of the hill, stood laughing spectators of his +misfortune.</p> + +<p>It happened that the poor boy with the black patch upon his eye, who +had been ordered by Lady Diana to "fall back," and to "keep at a +distance," was now coming up the hill; and the moment he saw our fallen +hero, he hastened to his assistance. He dragged poor Hal, who was a +deplorable spectacle, out of the red mud; the obliging mistress of a +lodging-house, as soon as she understood that the young gentleman was +nephew to Mr. Gresham, to whom she had formerly let her house, received +Hal, covered as he was with dirt.</p> + +<p>The poor Bristol lad hastened to Mr. Gresham's for clean stockings and +shoes for Hal. He was unwilling to give up his uniform; it was rubbed +and rubbed, and a spot here and there was washed out; and he kept +continually repeating, "When it's dry it will all brush off, when it's +dry it will all brush off, won't it?"</p> + +<p>But soon the fear of being too late at the archery meeting began to +balance the dread of appearing in his stained habiliments; and he now +as anxiously repeated, whilst the woman held the wet coat to the fire, +"O, I shall be too late; indeed, I shall be too late; make haste; it +will never dry; hold it nearer—nearer to the fire; I shall lose my turn +to shoot; O give me the coat; I don't mind how it is, if I can but get +it on."</p> + +<p>Holding it nearer and nearer to the fire dried it quickly, to be sure, +but it shrank it also; so that it was no easy matter to get the coat +on again. However, Hal, who did not see the red splashes, which, in +spite of all the operations, were too visible upon his shoulders, and +upon the skirts of his white coat behind, was pretty well satisfied to +observe that there was not one spot upon the facings.</p> + +<p>"Nobody," said he, "will take notice of my coat behind, I dare say. I +think it looks as smart almost as ever;" and under this persuasion, our +young archer resumed his bow—his bow with green ribands now no more! +And he pursued his way to the Downs.</p> + +<p>All his companions were far out of sight.</p> + +<p>"I suppose," said he to his friend with the black patch—"I suppose my +uncle and Ben had left home before you went for the shoes and stockings +for me?"</p> + +<p>"O yes, sir; the butler said they had been gone to the Downs a matter +of a good half hour or more."</p> + +<p>Hal trudged on as fast as he possibly could. When he got upon the +Downs, he saw numbers of carriages, and crowds of people, all going +towards the place of meeting, at the Ostrich. He pressed forwards. He +was at first so much afraid of being late, that he did not take notice +of the mirth his motley appearance excited in all beholders. At length +he reached the appointed spot. There was a great crowd of people; in +the midst, he heard Lady Diana's loud voice betting upon some one who +was just going to shoot at the mark.</p> + +<p>"So then the shooting is begun, is it?" said Hal. "O, let me in; pray +let me into the circle. I'm one of the archers; I am, indeed; don't you +see my green and white uniform?"</p> + +<p>"Your red and white uniform, you mean," said the man to whom he +addressed himself; and the people, as they opened a passage for him, +could not refrain from laughing at the mixture of dirt and finery which +it exhibited.</p> + +<p>In vain, when he got into the midst of the formidable circle, he looked +to his friends, the young Sweepstakes, for their countenance and +support; they were amongst the most unmerciful of the laughers. Lady +Diana also seemed more to enjoy than to pity his confusion.</p> + +<p>"Why could you not keep your hat upon your head, man?" said she, +in her masculine tone. "You have been almost the ruin of my poor +uniform-habit; but, thank God, I've escaped rather better than you +have. Don't stand there, in the middle of the circle, or you'll have an +arrow in your eyes, just now, I've a notion."</p> + +<p>Hal looked round in search of better friends.</p> + +<p>"O, where's my uncle? Where's Ben?" said he. He was in such confusion +that, amongst the number of faces, he could scarcely distinguish one +from another; but he felt somebody at this moment pull his elbow, +and, to his great relief, he heard the friendly voice and saw the +good-natured face of his cousin Ben.</p> + +<p>"Come back; come behind the people," said Ben; "and put on my great +coat; here it is for you."</p> + +<p>Right glad was Hal to cover his disgraced uniform with the rough great +coat which he had formerly despised. He pulled the stained, drooping +cockade out of his unfortunate hat; and he was now sufficiently +recovered from his vexation to give an intelligible account of his +accident to his uncle and Patty, who anxiously inquired what had +detained him so long, and what had been the matter. In the midst of the +history of his disaster, he was just proving to Patty that his taking +the hat-band to spin his top had nothing to do with his misfortune, +and he was at the same time endeavouring to refute his uncle's opinion +that the waste of the whip-cord, that tied the parcel, was the original +cause of all his evils, when he was summoned to try his skill with his +"famous" bow.</p> + +<p>"My hands are numbed; I can scarcely feel," said he, rubbing them, and +blowing upon the ends of his fingers.</p> + +<p>"Come, come," cried young Sweepstakes, "I'm within one inch of the +mark; who'll go nearer, I shall like to see. Shoot away, Hal. But first +understand our laws; we settled them before you came upon the green. +You are to have three shots, with your own bow and your own arrows; and +nobody's to borrow or lend under pretence of other bows being better or +worse, or under any pretence. Do you hear, Hal?"</p> + +<p>This young gentleman had good reasons for being so strict in these +laws, as he had observed that none of his companions had such an +excellent bow as he had provided for himself. Some of the boys had +forgotten to bring more than one arrow with them, and by his cunning +regulations that each person should shoot with his own arrows, many had +lost one or two of their shots.</p> + +<p>"You are a lucky fellow: you have your three arrows," said young +Sweepstakes. "Come, we can't wait whilst you rub your fingers, +man—shoot away."</p> + +<p>Hal was rather surprised at the asperity with which his friend spoke. +He little knew how easily acquaintances, who call themselves friends, +can change, when their interest comes in the slightest degree in +competition with their friendship. Hurried by his impatient rival, and +with his hands so much benumbed that he could scarcely feel how to +fix the arrow in the string, he drew the bow. The arrow was within a +quarter of an inch of Master Sweepstakes' mark, which was the nearest +that had yet been hit. Hal seized his second arrow—"If I have any +luck," said he—But just as he pronounced the word luck, and as he bent +his bow, the string broke in two, and the bow fell from his hands.</p> + +<p>"There, it's all over with you," cried Master Sweepstakes, with a +triumphant laugh.</p> + +<p>"Here's my bow for him, and welcome," said Ben.</p> + +<p>"No, no, sir; that is not fair; that's against the regulation. You may +shoot with your own bow if you choose it, or you may not, just as you +think proper; but you must not lend it, sir."</p> + +<p>It was now Ben's turn to make his trial. His first arrow was not +successful. His second was exactly as near as Hal's first.</p> + +<p>"You have but one more," said Master Sweepstakes. "Now for it!"</p> + +<p>Ben, before he ventured his last arrow, prudently examined the string +of his bow; and as he pulled it to try its strength, it cracked.</p> + +<p>Master Sweepstakes clapped his hands with loud exultations and +insulting laughter. But his laughter ceased, when our provident hero +calmly drew from his pocket an excellent piece of whip-cord.</p> + +<p>"The everlasting whip-cord, I declare!" exclaimed Hal, when he saw that +it was the very same that had tied up the parcel.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Ben, as he fastened it to his bow, "I put it into my pocket +to-day, on purpose, because I thought I might happen to want it."</p> + +<p>He drew his bow the third and last time.</p> + +<p>"O, papa," cried little Patty, as his arrow hit the mark, "it's the +nearest; is not it the nearest?"</p> + +<p>Master Sweepstakes, with anxiety, examined the hit. There could be no +doubt. Ben was victorious! The bow, the prize bow, was now delivered to +him.</p> + +<p>And Hal, as he looked at the whip-cord, exclaimed, "How lucky this +whip-cord has been to you, Ben!"</p> + +<p>"It is lucky, perhaps, you mean, that he took care of it," said Mr. +Gresham.</p> + +<p>"Ay," said Hal, "very true; he might well say 'Waste not, want not;' it +is a good thing to have two strings to one's bow."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image004" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image004.jpg" alt="image004"> +</figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t1"> +<b><a id="The_Bracelets">THE BRACELETS.</a></b><br> +<br> +———————————<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IN a beautiful and retired part of England lived Mrs. Villars, a +lady whose accurate understanding, benevolent heart, and steady +temper, peculiarly fitted her for the most difficult, as well as most +important of all occupations—the education of youth. This task she +had undertaken; and twenty young persons were put under her care, +with the perfect confidence of their parents. No young people could +be happier; they were good and gay, emulous, but not envious of each +other; for Mrs. Villars was impartially just. Her praise they felt to +be the reward of merit, and her blame they knew to be the necessary +consequence of ill conduct; to the one, therefore, they patiently +submitted, and in the other consciously rejoiced. They rose with fresh +cheerfulness in the morning, eager to pursue their various occupations; +they returned in the evening with renewed ardour to their amusements, +and retired to rest satisfied with themselves and pleased with each +other.</p> + +<p>Nothing so much contributed to preserve spirit of emulation in this +little society as a small honorary distinction given annually, as the +prize of successful application. The prize this year was peculiarly +dear to each individual, as it was the picture of a friend whom +they all dearly loved—it was the picture of Mrs. Villars in a small +bracelet. It wanted neither gold, pearls, nor precious stones, to give +it value.</p> + +<p>The two foremost candidates for the prize were Cecilia and Leonora. +Cecilia was the most intimate friend of Leonora, but Leonora was only +the favourite companion of Cecilia.</p> + +<p>Cecilia was of an active, ambitious, enterprising disposition; more +eager in the pursuit than happy in the enjoyment of her wishes. +Leonora was of a contented, unaspiring, temperate character, not +easily roused to action, but indefatigable when once excited. Leonora +was proud, Cecilia was vain. Her vanity made her more dependent upon +the approbation of others, and therefore more anxious to please, than +Leonora; but that very vanity made her, at the same time, more apt +to offend. In short, Leonora was the most anxious to avoid what was +wrong, Cecilia the most ambitious to do what was right. Few of their +companions loved, but many were led by Cecilia, for she was often +successful; many loved Leonora, but none were ever governed by her, for +she was too indolent to govern.</p> + +<p>On the first day of May, about six o'clock in the evening, a great +bell rang, to summon this little society into a hall, where the prize +was to be decided. A number of small tables were placed in a circle in +the middle of the hall; seats for the young competitors were raised +one above another, in a semicircle, some yards distant from the table; +and the judges' chairs, under canopies of lilacs and laburnums, +forming another semicircle, closed the amphitheatre. Every one put +their writings, their drawings, their works of various kinds, upon the +tables appropriated for each. How unsteady were the last steps to these +tables! How each little hand trembled as it laid down its claims! Till +this moment every one thought herself secure of success, but now each +felt an equal certainty of being excelled; and the heart which a few +minutes before exulted with hope, now palpitated with fear.</p> + +<p>The works were examined, the preference adjudged; and the prize was +declared to be the happy Cecilia's. Mrs. Villars came forward smiling, +with the bracelet in her hand. Cecilia was behind her companions, on +the highest row; all the others gave way, and she was on the floor in +an instant. Mrs. Villa clasped the bracelet on her arm; the clasp was +heard through the whole hall, and a universal smile of congratulation +followed. Mrs. Villars kissed Cecilia's little hand; and "now," said +she, "go and rejoice with your companions; the remainder of the day is +yours."</p> + +<p>Oh! You whose hearts are elated with success, whose bosoms beat high +with joy, in the moment of triumph, command yourselves; let that +triumph be moderate, that it may be lasting. Consider that, though you +are good, you may be better, and though wise, you may be weak.</p> + +<p>As soon as Mrs. Villars had given her the bracelet, all Cecilia's +little companions crowded round her, and they all left the hall in an +instant. She was full of spirits and vanity—she ran on, running down +the flight of steps which led to the garden. In her violent haste, +Cecilia threw down the little Louisa. Louisa had a china mandarin in +her hand, which her mother had sent her that very morning; it was all +broke to pieces by the fall.</p> + +<p>"Oh! My mandarin!" cried Louisa, bursting into tears.</p> + +<p>The crowd behind Cecilia suddenly stopped.</p> + +<p>Louisa sat on the lowest steps fixing her eyes upon the broken pieces; +then, turning round, she hid her face in her hands upon the step above +her. In turning, Louisa threw down the remains of the mandarin; the +head, which she had placed in the socket, fell from the shoulders, and +rolled bounding along the gravel-walk.</p> + +<p>Cecilia pointed to the head and to the socket, and burst out laughing; +the crowd behind laughed too. At any other time they would have been +more inclined to cry with Louisa; but Cecilia had just been successful, +and sympathy with the victorious often makes us forget justice.</p> + +<p>Leonora, however, preserved her usual consistency. "Poor, Louisa!" said +she, looking first at her, and then reproachfully at Cecilia.</p> + +<p>Cecilia turned sharply round, colouring, half with shame and half with +vexation. "I could not help it, Leonora," said she.</p> + +<p>"But you could have helped laughing, Cecilia."</p> + +<p>"I didn't laugh at Louisa; and I surely may laugh, for it does nobody +any harm."</p> + +<p>"I am sure, however," replied Leonora, "I should not have laughed if I +had—"</p> + +<p>"No, to be sure you wouldn't, because Louisa is your favourite. I can +buy her another mandarin the next time that old pedlar comes to the +door, if that's all. I can do no more. Can I?" said she, turning round +to her companions.</p> + +<p>"No, to be sure," said they, "that's all fair."</p> + +<p>Cecilia looked triumphantly at Leonora. Leonora let go her hand; she +ran on, and the crowd followed. When she got to the end of the garden, +she turned round to see if Leonora had followed her too; but was vexed +to see her still sitting on the steps with Louisa.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I can do no more than buy her another! Can I?" said she, +again appealing to her companions.</p> + +<p>"No, to be sure," said they, eager to begin their plays.</p> + +<p>How many did they begin and leave off before Cecilia could be satisfied +with any. Her thoughts were discomposed, and her mind was running upon +something else; no wonder then that she did not play with her usual +address. She grew still more impatient; she threw down the nine-pins:</p> + +<p>"Come, let us play at something else—at threading the needle," said +she, holding out her hand.</p> + +<p>They all yielded to the hand which wore the bracelet. But Cecilia, +dissatisfied with herself, was discontented with everybody else; her +tone grew more and more peremptory—one was too rude, another too stiff; +one was too slow, another too quick; in short, everything went wrong, +and everybody was tired of her humours.</p> + +<p>The triumph of "success" is absolute, but short. Cecilia's companions +at length recollected that though she had embroidered a tulip and +painted a peach better than they, yet that they could play as well, +and keep their tempers better: she was thrown out. Walking towards the +house in a peevish mood, she met Leonora; she passed on.</p> + +<p>"Cecilia!" cried Leonora.</p> + +<p>"Well, what do you want with me?"</p> + +<p>"Are we friends?"</p> + +<p>"You know best."</p> + +<p>"We are; if you will let me tell Louisa that you are sorry—"</p> + +<p>Cecilia, interrupting her, "O! Pray let me hear no more about Louisa!"</p> + +<p>"What! Not confess that you were in the wrong! Oh, Cecilia! I had a +better opinion of you."</p> + +<p>"Your opinion is of no consequence to me now; for you don't love me."</p> + +<p>"No, not when you are unjust, Cecilia."</p> + +<p>"Unjust! I am not unjust; and if I were, you are not my governess."</p> + +<p>"No, but am I not your friend?"</p> + +<p>"I don't desire to have such a friend, who would quarrel with me for +happening to throw down little Louisa—how could I tell that she had +a mandarin in her hand? And when it was broken, could I do more than +promise her another? Was that unjust?"</p> + +<p>"But you know, Cecilia—"</p> + +<p>"'I know,'" ironically, "I know, Leonora, that you love Louisa better +than you do me; that's the injustice!"</p> + +<p>"If I did," replied Leonora gravely, "it would be no injustice, if she +deserved it better."</p> + +<p>"How can you compare Louisa to me!" exclaimed Cecilia, indignantly.</p> + +<p>Leonora made no answer, for she was really hurt at her friend's +conduct; she walked on to join the rest of her companions. They were +dancing in a round upon the grass. Leonora declined dancing, but they +prevailed upon her to sing for them; her voice was not so sprightly, +but it was sweeter than usual. Who sung so sweetly as Leonora? Or who +danced so nimbly as Louisa?</p> + +<p>Away she was flying, all spirits and gayety, when Leonora's eyes full +of tears, caught hers. Louisa silently let go her companions' hands, +and quitting the dance, ran up to Leonora to inquire what was the +matter with her.</p> + +<p>"Nothing," replied she, "that need interrupt you—Go, my dear, and dance +again."</p> + +<p>Louisa immediately ran away to her garden, and pulling off her little +straw hat, she lined it with the freshest strawberry leaves, and was +upon her knees before the strawberry bed when Cecilia came by. Cecilia +was not disposed to be pleased with Louisa at that instant, for two +reasons: because she was jealous of her, and because she had injured +her. The injury, however, Louisa had already forgotten; perhaps, to +tell things just as they were, she was not quite so much inclined to +kiss Cecilia as she would have been before the fall of her mandarin, +but this was the utmost extent of her malice, if it can be called +malice.</p> + +<p>"What are you doing there, little one?" said Cecilia in a sharp tone. +"Are you eating your early strawberries here all alone?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Louisa, mysteriously; "I am not eating them."</p> + +<p>"What are you doing with them—can't you answer then? I'm not playing +with you, child!"</p> + +<p>"Oh! As to that, Cecilia, you know I need not answer you unless I +choose it; not but what I would, if you would only ask me civilly—and +if you would not call me child."</p> + +<p>"Why should not I call you child?"</p> + +<p>"Because—because—I don't know;—but I wish you would stand out of my +light, Cecilia, for you are trampling upon all my strawberries."</p> + +<p>"I have not touched one, you covetous little creature!"</p> + +<p>"Indeed—indeed, Cecilia, I am not covetous. I have not eaten one of +them—they are all for your friend Leonora. See how unjust you are."</p> + +<p>"Unjust! That's a Cant word you learned of my friend Leonora, as you +call her, but she is not my friend now."</p> + +<p>"Not your friend now!" exclaimed Louisa. "Then, I am sure you must have +done something very naughty."</p> + +<p>"How!" said Cecilia, catching hold of her.</p> + +<p>"Let me go—Let me go!" cried Louisa, struggling. "I won't give you one +of my strawberries, for I don't like you at all."</p> + +<p>"You don't, don't you?" said Cecilia, provoked and catching the +strawberries over the hedge.</p> + +<p>"Will nobody help me!" exclaimed Louisa, snatching her hat again, and +running away with all her force.</p> + +<p>"What have I done?" said Cecilia, recollecting herself. "Louisa! +Louisa!"</p> + +<p>She called very loud, but Louisa would not turn back! She was running +to her companions.</p> + +<p>They were still dancing, hand in hand, upon the grass, whilst Leonora, +sitting in the middle, sang to them.</p> + +<p>"Stop! Stop! And hear me!" cried Louisa, breaking through them; and +rushing up to Leonora, she threw her hat at her feet, and panting for +breath—</p> + +<p>"It was full—almost full of my own strawberries," said she, "the first +I ever got out of my own garden. They should all have been for you, +Leonora, but now I have not one left. They are all gone!" said she; and +she hid her face in Leonora's lap.</p> + +<p>"Gone! Gone where?" said every one at once, running up to her. +"Cecilia! Cecilia!" said she, sobbing.</p> + +<p>"Cecilia!" repeated Leonora. "What of Cecilia?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it was—it was."</p> + +<p>"Come along with me," said Leonora, unwilling to have her friend +exposed; "come, and I will get you some more strawberries."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't mind the strawberries, indeed; but I wanted to have had +the pleasure of giving them to you."</p> + +<p>Leonora took her up in her arms to carry her away, but it was too late.</p> + +<p>"What, Cecilia! Cecilia, who won the prize! It could not surely be +Cecilia," whispered every busy tongue.</p> + +<p>At this instant the bell summoned them in.</p> + +<p>"There she is!—There she is!" cried they, pointing to an arbour, where +Cecilia was standing, ashamed and alone; and as they passed her, some +lifted up their hands and eyes with astonishment, others whispered and +huddled mysteriously together, as if to avoid her. Leonora walked on, +her head a little higher than usual.</p> + +<p>"Leonora!" said Cecilia, timorously, as she passed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Cecilia! Who would have thought that you had a bad heart?"</p> + +<p>Cecilia turned her head aside and burst into tears.</p> + +<p>"Oh no, indeed, she has not a bad heart," cried Louisa, running up +to her, and throwing her arms round her neck; "she's very sorry!—Are +not you, Cecilia? But don't cry any more, for I forgive you with all +my heart; and I love you now, though I said I did not when I was in a +passion."</p> + +<p>"O, you sweet-tempered girl! How I love you," said Cecilia, kissing her.</p> + +<p>"Well then, if you do, come along with me, and dry your eyes, for they +are so red."</p> + +<p>"Go, my dear, and I'll come presently."</p> + +<p>"Then I will keep a place for you next to me; but you must make haste, +or you will have to come in when we have all set down to supper, and +then you will be so stared at! So don't stay now."</p> + +<p>Cecilia followed Louisa with her eyes till she was out of sight. "And +is Louisa," said she to herself, "the only one who would stop to pity +me? Mrs. Villars told me that this day should be mine; she little +thought how it would end!"</p> + +<p>Saying these words, Cecilia threw herself down upon the ground; her arm +leaned upon a heap of turf which she had raised in the morning, and +which in the pride and gayety of her heart, she had called her throne.</p> + +<p>At this instant, Mrs. Villars came out to enjoy the serenity of the +evening, and passing by the arbour where Cecilia lay, she started; +Cecilia rose hastily.</p> + +<p>"Who is there?" said Mrs. Villars.</p> + +<p>"It is I, madam."</p> + +<p>"And who is I?"</p> + +<p>"Cecilia."</p> + +<p>"Why, what keeps you here, my dear—where are your companions? This is, +perhaps, one of the happiest days of your life."</p> + +<p>"O no, madam!" said Cecilia, hardly able to repress her tears.</p> + +<p>"Why, my dear, what is the matter?"</p> + +<p>Cecilia hesitated.</p> + +<p>"Speak, my dear. You know that when I ask you to tell me any thing as +your friend, I never punish you as your governess; therefore you need +not be afraid to tell me what is the matter."</p> + +<p>"No, madam, I am not afraid, but ashamed. You asked me why I was not +with my companions. Why, madam, because they have all left me, and—"</p> + +<p>"And what, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"And I see that they all dislike me. And yet I don't know why they +should, for I take as much pains to please as any of them. All my +masters seem satisfied with me; and you yourself, ma'am, were pleased +this very morning to give me this bracelet; and I am sure you would not +have given it to any one who did not deserve it."</p> + +<p>"Certainly not. You did deserve it for your application—for your +successful application. The prize was for the most assiduous, not for +the most amiable."</p> + +<p>"Then if it had been for the most amiable, it would not have been for +me?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Villars, smiling—"Why, what do you think yourself, Cecilia? You +are better able to judge than I am. I can determine whether or no +you apply to what I give you to learn; whether you attend to what I +desire you to do, and avoid what I desire you not to do. I know that +I like you as a pupil, but I cannot know that I should like you as a +companion, unless I were your companion; therefore I must judge of what +I should do by seeing what others do in the same circumstances."</p> + +<p>"O, pray don't, ma'am; for then you would not love me neither. And yet +I think you would love me; for I hope that I am as ready to oblige, and +as good-natured, as—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Cecilia, I don't doubt but that you would be very good-natured +to me, but I am afraid that I should not like you unless you were +good-tempered, too."</p> + +<p>"But, ma'am, by good-natured I mean good-tempered—it's all the same +thing."</p> + +<p>"No, indeed, I understand by them two very different things. You are +good-natured, Cecilia, for you are desirous to oblige and serve your +companions, to gain them praise and save them from blame, to give them +pleasure, and to relieve them from pain; but Leonora is good-tempered, +for she can bear with their foibles, and acknowledge her own. Without +disputing about the right, she sometimes yields to those who are in +the wrong. In short, her temper is perfectly good, for it can bear and +forbear."</p> + +<p>"I wish that mine could," said Cecilia, sighing.</p> + +<p>"It may," replied Mrs. Villars; "but it is not wishes alone which can +improve us in any thing. Turn the same exertion and perseverance which +have won you the prize to-day to this object, and you will meet with +the same success; perhaps not on the first, the second, or the third +attempt, but depend upon it that you will at last; every new effort +will weaken your bad habits and strengthen your good ones. But you must +not expect to succeed all at once; I repeat it to you, for habit must +be counteracted by habit. It would be as extravagant in us to expect +that all our faults could be destroyed by one punishment, were it ever +so severe, as it was in the Roman emperor we were reading of a few days +ago to wish that all the heads of his enemies were upon one neck, that +he might cut them off by one blow."</p> + +<p>Here Mrs. Villars took Cecilia by the hand, and they began to walk home.</p> + +<p>Such was the nature of Cecilia's mind, that, when any object was +forcibly impressed on her imagination, it caused temporary suspension +of her reasoning faculties. Hope was too strong a stimulus for her +spirits; and when fear did take possession of her mind, it was attended +with total debility. Her vanity was now as much mortified as in the +morning it had been elated. She walked on with Mrs. Villars in silence +until they came under the shade of the elm tree walk, and then, fixing +her eyes upon Mrs. Villars, she stopped short.</p> + +<p>"Do you think, madam," said she, with hesitation, "do you think, madam, +that I have a bad heart?"</p> + +<p>"A bad heart, my dear! Why, what put that into your head?"</p> + +<p>"Leonora said that I had, ma'am, and I felt ashamed when she said so."</p> + +<p>"But, my dear, how can Leonora tell whether your heart be good or bad? +However, in the first place, tell me what you mean by a bad heart."</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I do not know what is meant by it, ma'am; but it is something +which every body hates."</p> + +<p>"And why do they hate it?"</p> + +<p>"Because they think that it will hurt them, ma'am, I believe; and that +those who have bad hearts take delight in doing mischief; and that they +never do any body good but for their own ends."</p> + +<p>"Then the best definition which you can give me of a bad heart is that +it is some constant propensity to hurt others, and to do wrong for the +sake of doing wrong."</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am, but that is not all neither; there is still something +else meant; something which I cannot express—which, indeed, I never +distinctly understood; but of which, therefore, I was the more afraid."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, to begin with what you do understand, tell me, Cecilia, +do you really think it possible to be wicked merely for the love of +wickedness? No human being becomes wicked all at once; a man begins by +doing wrong because it is, or because he thinks it is for his interest; +if he continues to do so, he must conquer his sense of shame, and lose +his love of virtue. But how can you, Cecilia, who feel such a strong +sense of shame, and such an eager desire to improve, imagine that you +have a bad heart?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, madam, I never did, until every body told me so, and then I +began to be frightened about it. This very evening, ma'am, when I was +in a passion, I threw little Louisa's strawberries away; which, I am +sure, I was very sorry for afterwards; and Leonora and every body cried +out that I had a bad heart; but I am sure that I was only in a passion."</p> + +<p>"Very likely. And when you are in a passion, as you call it, Cecilia, +you see that you are tempted to do harm to others; if they do not feel +angry themselves, they do not sympathize with you; they do not perceive +the motive which actuates you, and then they say that you have a bad +heart. I dare say, however, when your passion is over, and when you +recollect yourself; you are very sorry for what you have done and said; +are not you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed, madam, very sorry."</p> + +<p>"Then make that sorrow of use to you, Cecilia, and fix it steadily in +your thoughts, as you hope to be good and happy, that, if you suffer +yourself to yield to your passion upon every trifling occasion, anger +and its consequences will become familiar to your mind; and in the same +proportion your sense of shame will be weakened, till what you began +with doing from sudden impulse you will end with doing from habit and +choice; and then you would, indeed, according to our definition, have a +bad heart."</p> + +<p>"Oh, madam! I hope—I am sure I never shall."</p> + +<p>"No, indeed, Cecilia; I do, indeed, believe that you never will; on the +contrary, I think that you have a very good disposition, and, what is +of infinitely more consequence to you, an active desire of improvement. +Show me that you have, as much perseverance as you have candour, and I +shall not despair of your becoming every thing that I could wish."</p> + +<p>Here Cecilia's countenance brightened, and she ran up the steps in +almost as high spirits as she ran down them in the morning.</p> + +<p>"Good night to you, Cecilia," said Mrs. Villars, as she was crossing +the hall.</p> + +<p>"Good night to you, madam," said Cecilia; and she ran up stairs to bed.</p> + +<p>She could not go to sleep, but she lay awake reflecting upon the events +of the preceding day, and forming resolutions for the future; at the +same time, considering that she had resolved, and resolved without +effect, she wished to give her mind some more powerful motive; ambition +she knew to be its most powerful incentive.</p> + +<p>"Have I not," said she to herself, "already won the prize of +application, and cannot the same application procure me a much higher +prize? Mrs. Villars said that if the prize had been promised to the +most amiable, it would not have been given to me; perhaps it would not +yesterday—perhaps it might not to-morrow; but that is no reason that I +should despair of ever deserving it."</p> + +<p>In consequence of this reasoning, Cecilia formed a design of proposing +to her companions that they should give a prize, the first of the +ensuing month (the first of June), to the most amiable. Mrs. Villars +applauded the scheme, and her companions adopted it with the greatest +alacrity.</p> + +<p>"Let the prize," said they, "be a bracelet of our own hair." And +instantly their shining scissors were procured, and each contributed a +lock of her hair. They formed the most beautiful gradation of colours, +from the palest auburn to the brightest black. Who was to have the +honour of plaiting them was now the question.</p> + +<p>Caroline begged that she might, as she could plait very neatly, she +said.</p> + +<p>Cecilia, however, was equally sure that she could do it much better, +and a dispute would inevitably have ensued, if Cecilia, recollecting +herself just as her colour rose to scarlet, had not yielded—yielded +with no very good grace indeed, but as well as could be expected for +the first time. For it is habit which confers ease; and without ease, +even in moral actions, there can be no grace.</p> + +<p>The bracelet was plaited in the neatest manner by Caroline, finished +round the edge with silver twist, and on it was worked, in the smallest +silver letters, this motto, TO THE MOST AMIABLE. The moment it was +completed, every body begged to try it on. It fastened with little +silver clasps, and as it was made large enough for the eldest girls, it +was too large for the youngest; of this they bitterly complained, and +unanimously entreated that it might be cut to fit them.</p> + +<p>"How foolish!" exclaimed Cecilia. "Don't you perceive that, if you win +it, you have nothing to do but to put the clasps a little further from +the edge? But if we get it, we can't make it larger."</p> + +<p>"Very true," said they, "but you need not to have called us foolish, +Cecilia!"</p> + +<p>It was by such hasty and unguarded expressions as these that Cecilia +offended; a slight difference in the manner makes a very material one +in the effect. Cecilia lost more love by general petulance than she +could gain by the greatest particular exertions.</p> + +<p>How far she succeeded in curing herself of this defect, how far she +became deserving of the bracelet, and to whom the bracelet was given, +shall be told in the history of the first of June.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +———————————<br> +<br> +CONTINUATION OF THE BRACELETS.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE first of June was now arrived, and all the young competitors were +in a state of the most anxious suspense.</p> + +<p>Leonora and Cecilia continued to be the foremost candidates; their +quarrel had never been finally adjusted, and their different +pretensions now retarded all thoughts of a reconciliation.</p> + +<p>Cecilia, though she was capable of acknowledging any of her faults +in public before all her companions, could not humble herself in +private to Leonora; Leonora was her equal, they were her inferiors; +and submission is much easier to a vain mind, where it appears to be +voluntary, than when it is the necessary tribute to justice or candour. +So strongly did Cecilia feel this truth that she even delayed making +any apology, or coming to any explanation with Leonora, until success +should once more give her the palm.</p> + +<p>If I win the bracelet to-day, said she to herself; I will solicit the +return of Leonora's friendship; it will be more valuable to me than +even the bracelet; and at such a time, and asked in such a manner, she +surely cannot refuse it to me. Animated with this hope of a double +triumph, Cecilia canvassed with the most zealous activity; by constant +attention and exertion she had considerably abated the violence of her +temper, and changed the course of her habits. Her powers of pleasing +were now excited, instead of her abilities to excel; and, if her +talents appeared less brilliant, her character was acknowledged to be +more amiable; so great an influence upon our manners and conduct have +the objects of our ambition. Cecilia was now, if possible, more than +ever desirous of doing what was right, but she had not yet acquired +sufficient fear of doing wrong. This was the fundamental error of her +mind; it arose in a great measure from her early education.</p> + +<p>Her mother died when she was very young; and though her father had +supplied her place in the best and kindest manner, he had insensibly +infused into his daughter's mind a portion of that enterprising, +independent spirit, which he justly deemed essential to the character +of her brother. This brother was some years older than Cecilia, but he +had always been the favourite companion of her youth; what her father's +precepts inculcated, his example enforced, and even Cecilia's virtues +consequently became such as were more estimable in a man than desirable +in a female.</p> + +<p>All small objects and small errors she had been taught to disregard as +trifles; and her impatient disposition was perpetually leading her into +more material faults; yet her candour in confessing these, she had been +suffered to believe, was sufficient reparation and atonement.</p> + +<p>Leonora, on the contrary, who had been educated by her mother in +a manner more suited to her sex, had a character and virtues more +peculiar to a female; her judgment had been early cultivated, and her +good sense employed in the regulation of her conduct; she had been +habituated to that restraint, which, as a woman, she was to expect in +life, and early accustomed to yield; compliance in her seemed natural +and graceful.</p> + +<p>Yet, notwithstanding the gentleness of her temper, she was in reality +more independent than Cecilia; she had more reliance upon her own +judgment, and more satisfaction in her own approbation. Though far +from insensible to praise, she was not liable to be misled by the +indiscriminate love of admiration; the uniform kindness of her manner, +the consistency and equality of her character, had fixed the esteem and +passive love of her companions.</p> + +<p>By passive love, we mean that species of affection which makes us +unwilling to offend, rather than anxious to oblige; which is more a +habit than an emotion of the mind. For Cecilia, her companions felt +active love, for she was active in showing her love to them.</p> + +<p>Active love arises spontaneously in the mind, after feeling particular +instances of kindness, without reflection on the past conduct or +general character; it exceeds the merits of its object, and is +connected with a feeling of generosity, rather than with a sense of +justice.</p> + +<p>Without determining which species of love is the more flattering to +others, we can easily decide which is the most agreeable feeling to +our own minds; we give our hearts more credit for being generous than +for being just; and we feel more self-complacency when we give our +love voluntarily, than when we yield it as a tribute which we cannot +withhold. Though Cecilia's companions might not know all this in +theory, they proved it in practice; for they loved her in a much higher +proportion to her merits than they loved Leonora.</p> + +<p>Each of the young judges were to signify their choice by putting a +red or a white shell into a vase prepared for the purpose. Cecilia's +colour was red, Leonora's white. In the morning nothing was to be seen +but these shells, nothing talked of but the long-expected event of the +evening. Cecilia, following Leonora's example, had made it a point of +honour not to inquire of any individual her vote previous to their +final determination.</p> + +<p>They were both sitting together in Louisa's room; Louisa was recovering +from the measles. Every one, during her illness, had been desirous of +attending her; but Leonora and Cecilia were the only two that were +permitted to see her, as they alone had had the distemper. They were +both assiduous in their care of Louisa; but Leonora's want of exertion +to overcome any disagreeable feelings of sensibility often deprived her +of presence of mind, and prevented her being so constantly useful as +Cecilia. Cecilia, on the contrary, often made too much noise and bustle +with her officious assistance, and was too anxious to invent amusements +and procure comforts for Louisa, without perceiving that illness takes +away the power of enjoying them.</p> + +<p>As she was sitting in the window in the morning, exerting herself to +entertain Louisa, she heard the voice of an old pedlar who often used +to come to the house. Down stairs she ran immediately to ask Mrs. +Villars's permission to bring him into the hall.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Villars consented, and away Cecilia ran to proclaim the news to +her companions; then first returning into the hall, she found the +pedlar just unbuckling his box, and taking it off his shoulders. "What +would you be pleased to want, Miss?" said he. "I've all kinds of +tweezer-cases, rings, and lockets of all sorts," continued he, opening +all the glittering drawers successively.</p> + +<p>"Oh!" said Cecilia, shutting the drawer of lockets which tempted her +most. "These are not the things which I want; have you any china +figures, any mandarins?"</p> + +<p>"Alack-a-day, Miss, I had a great stock of that same china ware, but +now I'm quite out of them kind of things; but I believe," said he, +rummaging in one of the deepest drawers, "I believe I have one left, +and here it is."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that is the very thing! What's its price?"</p> + +<p>"Only three shillings, ma'am." Cecilia paid the money, and was just +going to carry off the mandarin, when the pedlar took out of his +greatcoat pocket a neat mahogany case; it was about a foot long, and +fastened at each end by two little clasps; it had besides a small lock +in the middle.</p> + +<p>"What is that?" said Cecilia, eagerly.</p> + +<p>"It's only a china figure, Miss, which I am going to carry to an +elderly lady, who lives nigh at hand, and who is mighty fond of such +things."</p> + +<p>"Could you let me look at it?"</p> + +<p>"And welcome, Miss," said he, and opened the case.</p> + +<p>"O goodness! How beautiful!" exclaimed Cecilia.</p> + +<p>It was a figure of Flora, crowned with roses, and carrying a basket +of flowers in her hand. Cecilia contemplated it with delight. "How I +should like to give this to Louisa," said she to herself; and at last +breaking silence, "Did you promise it to the old lady?"</p> + +<p>"O no, Miss; I didn't promise it—she never saw it; and if so be that +you'd like to take it, I'd make no more words about it."</p> + +<p>"And how much does it cost?"</p> + +<p>"Why, Miss, as to that, I'll let you have it for half-a-guinea."</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image005" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image005.jpg" alt="image005"> +</figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Cecilia immediately produced the box in which she kept her treasure, +and emptying it upon the table, she began to count the shillings; alas! +there were but six shillings.</p> + +<p>"How provoking!" said she. "Then I can't have it—where's the mandarin? +O I have it," said she, taking it up, and looking at it with the utmost +disgust. "Is this the same that I had before?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Miss, the very same," replied the pedlar, who, during this time, +had been examining the little box out of which Cecilia had taken her +money; it was of silver.</p> + +<p>"Why, ma'am," said he, "since you've taken such a fancy to the piece, +if you've a mind to make up the remainder of the money, I will take +this here little box, if you care to part with it."</p> + +<p>Now this box was a keepsake from Leonora to Cecilia.</p> + +<p>"No," said Cecilia hastily, blushing a little, and stretching out her +hand to receive it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss!" said he, returning it carelessly. "I hope there's no +offence; I meant but to serve you, that's all. Such a rare piece of +china-work has no cause to go a begging," added he, putting the Flora +deliberately into the case; then turning the key with a jerk, he let it +drop into his pocket: and lifting up his box by the leather straps, he +was preparing to depart.</p> + +<p>"Oh, stay one minute!" said Cecilia, in whose mind there had passed +a very warm conflict during the pedlar's harangue. "Louisa would so +like this Flora," said she, arguing with herself; "besides, it would +be so generous in me to give it to her instead of that ugly mandarin; +that would be doing only common justice, for I promised it to her, and +she expects it. Though, when I come to look at this mandarin, it is +not even so good as hers was; the gilding is all rubbed off, so that +I absolutely must buy this for her. O yes, I will, and she will be so +delighted! And then every body will say it is the prettiest thing they +ever saw, and the broken mandarin will be forgotten forever."</p> + +<p>Here Cecilia's hand moved, and she was just going to decide: "O! But +stop," said she to herself; "consider Leonora gave me this box, and it +is a keepsake. However, now we have quarreled, and I dare say that she +would not mind my parting with it; I'm sure that I should not care if +she was to give away my keepsake the smelling bottle, or the ring which +I gave her. So what does it signify; besides, is it not my own, and +have I not a right to do what I please with it?"</p> + +<p>At this dangerous instant for Cecilia, a party of her companions opened +the door; she knew that they came as purchasers, and she dreaded her +Flora's becoming the prize of some higher bidder.</p> + +<p>"Here," said she, hastily putting the box into the pedlar's hand, +without looking at it; "take it, and give me the Flora."</p> + +<p>Her hand trembled, though she snatched it impatiently. She ran by, +without seeming to mind any of her companions—she almost wished to turn +back.</p> + +<p>Let those who are tempted to do wrong by the hopes of future +gratification, or the prospect of certain concealment and impunity, +remember that, unless they are totally depraved, they bear in their own +hearts a monitor who will prevent their enjoying what they have ill +obtained.</p> + +<p>In vain Cecilia ran to the rest of her companions, to display her +present, in hopes that the applause of others would restore her own +self-complacency; in vain she saw the Flora pass in due pomp from hand +to hand, each vieing with the other in extolling the beauty of the +gift and the generosity of the giver. Cecilia was still displeased +with herself, with them, and even with their praise; from Louisa's +gratitude, however, she yet expected much pleasure, and immediately she +ran up stairs to her room.</p> + +<p>In the mean time Leonora had gone into the hall to buy a bodkin; she +had just broken hers. In giving her change, the pedlar took out of his +pocket, with some half-pence, the very box which Cecilia had sold him. +Leonora did not in the least suspect the truth, for her mind was above +suspicion; and besides, she had the utmost confidence in Cecilia.</p> + +<p>"I should like to have that box," said she, "for it is like one of +which I was very fond."</p> + +<p>The pedlar named the price, and Leonora took the box; she intended to +give it to little Louisa.</p> + +<p>On going to her room she found her asleep, and she sat down softly by +her bed-side. Louisa opened her eyes.</p> + +<p>"I hope I didn't disturb you," said Leonora.</p> + +<p>"O no; I didn't hear you come in; but what have you got there?"</p> + +<p>"It is only a little box; would you like to have it? I bought it on +purpose for you, as I thought perhaps it would please you; because it's +like that which I gave Cecilia."</p> + +<p>"O yes! That out of which she used to give me Barbary drops. I am very +much obliged to you. I always thought that exceedingly pretty; and +this, indeed, is as like it as possible. I can't unscrew it; will you +try?"</p> + +<p>Leonora unscrewed it.</p> + +<p>"Goodness!" exclaimed Louisa. "This must be Cecilia's box; look, don't +you see a great L at the bottom of it?"</p> + +<p>Leonora's colour changed. "Yes," she replied calmly, "I see that, but +it is no proof that it is Cecilia's; you know that I bought this box +just now of the pedlar."</p> + +<p>"That may be," said Louisa; "but I remember scratching that L with my +own needle, and Cecilia scolded me for it, too. Do go and ask her if +she has lost her box—do," repeated Louisa, pulling her by the sleeve, +as she did not seem to listen.</p> + +<p>Leonora indeed did not hear, for she was lost in thought; she was +comparing circumstances which had before escaped her attention. She +recollected that Cecilia had passed her as she came into the hall, +without seeming to see her, but had blushed as she passed. She +remembered that the pedlar appeared unwilling to part with the box, and +was going to put it again into his pocket with the half-pence.</p> + +<p>"And why should he keep it in his pocket and not show it with his other +things?"</p> + +<p>Combining all these circumstances, Leonora had no longer any doubt of +the truth; for though she had honourable confidence in her friends, she +had too much penetration to be implicitly credulous.</p> + +<p>"Louisa," she began, but at this instant she heard a step, which, by +its quickness, she knew to be Cecilia's, coming along the passage. "If +you love me, Louisa," said Leonora, "say nothing about the box."</p> + +<p>"Nay, but why not? I dare say she has lost it."</p> + +<p>"No, my dear, I am afraid she has not."</p> + +<p>Louisa looked surprised.</p> + +<p>"But I have reasons for desiring you not to say any thing about it."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, I won't, indeed."</p> + +<p>Cecilia opened the door, came forward smiling, as if secure of a good +reception, and, taking the Flora out of the case, she placed it on the +mantel-piece, opposite to Louisa's bed.</p> + +<p>"Dear, how beautiful," cried Louisa, starting up.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Cecilia, "and guess who it's for?"</p> + +<p>"For me, perhaps!" said the ingenuous Louisa.</p> + +<p>"Yes, take it, and keep it for my sake; you know that I broke your +mandarin."</p> + +<p>"O! But this is a great deal prettier and larger than that."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know it is; and I meant that it should be so. I should only +have done what I was bound to do if I had only given you a mandarin."</p> + +<p>"Well, and that would have been enough, surely; but what a beautiful +crown of roses! And then that basket of flowers! They almost look as +if I could smell them. Dear Cecilia! I'm very much obliged to you, but +I won't take it by way of payment for the mandarin you broke; for I'm +sure you could not help that; and, besides, I should have broken it +myself by this time. You shall give it to me entirely, and I'll keep it +as long as I live as your keepsake."</p> + +<p>Louisa stopped short and coloured. The word keepsake recalled the box +to her mind, and all the train of ideas which the Flora had banished.</p> + +<p>"But," said she, looking up wishfully in Cecilia's face, and holding +the Flora doubtfully, "did you—"</p> + +<p>Leonora, who was just quitting the room, turned her head back, and gave +Louisa a look, which silenced her.</p> + +<p>Cecilia was so infatuated with her vanity, that she neither perceived +Leonora's sign, nor Louisa's confusion, but continued showing off her +present, by placing it in various situations, till at length she put it +into the case, and laying it down with an affected carelessness upon +the bed. "I must go now, Louisa. Good bye," said she, running up and +kissing her; "but I'll come again presently;" then clapping the door +after her, she went.</p> + +<p>But as soon as the fermentation of her spirits subsided, the sense +of shame, which had been scarcely felt when mixed with so many other +sensations, rose uppermost in her mind.</p> + +<p>"What?" said she to herself. "Is it possible that I have sold what +I promised to keep for ever? And what Leonora gave me? And I have +concealed it too, and have been making a parade of my generosity. O! +What would Leonora, what would Louisa, what would every body think of +me, if the truth were known?"</p> + +<p>Humiliated and grieved by these reflections, Cecilia began to search in +her own mind for some consoling idea. She began to compare her conduct +with the conduct of others of her own age; and at length, fixing her +comparison upon her brother George, as the companion of whom, from her +infancy, she had been habitually the most emulous, she recollected that +an almost similar circumstance had once happened to him, and that he +had not only escaped disgrace, but had acquired glory by an intrepid +confession of his fault. Her father's words to her brother, on that +occasion, she also perfectly recollected.</p> + +<p>"Come to me, George," he said, holding out his hand; "you are a +generous, brave boy. They who dare to confess their faults will make +great and good men."</p> + +<p>These were his words; but Cecilia, in repeating them to herself, forgot +to lay that emphasis on the word men, which would have placed it in +contradistinction to the word women. She willingly believed that the +observation extended equally to both sexes, and flattered herself that +she should exceed her brother in merit, if she owned a fault which she +thought that it would be so much more difficult to confess.</p> + +<p>"Yes, but," said she, stopping herself, "how can I confess it? This +very evening, in a few hours, the prize will now decided; Leonora or +I shall win it. I have as good a chance as Leonora, perhaps a better; +and must I give up all my hopes? All that I have been labouring for +this month past! O, I never can;—if it were to-morrow, or yesterday, or +any day but this, I would not hesitate, but now I am almost certain of +the prize, and if I win it—well, why then I will—I think, I will tell +all—yes, I will; I am determined," said Cecilia.</p> + +<p>Here a bell summoned them to dinner. Leonora sat opposite to her, +and she was not a little surprised to see Cecilia look so gay and +unrestrained.</p> + +<p>"Surely," said she to herself, "if Cecilia had done this, that I +suspect, she would not, she could not look as she does."</p> + +<p>But Leonora little knew the cause of her gayety; Cecilia was never +in higher spirits, or better pleased with herself; than when she had +resolved upon a sacrifice or a confession.</p> + +<p>"Must not this evening be given to the most amiable? Whose, then, will +it be?"</p> + +<p>All eyes glanced first at Cecilia and then at Leonora. Cecilia smiled; +Leonora blushed.</p> + +<p>"I see that it is not yet decided," said Mrs. Villars.</p> + +<p>And immediately they ran up stairs, amidst confused whisperings.</p> + +<p>Cecilia's voice could be distinguished far above the rest.</p> + +<p>"How can she be so happy?" said Leonora to herself. "O, Cecilia, there +was a time when you could not have neglected me so!—When we were always +together, the best of friends and companions, our wishes, tastes, and +pleasures the same. Surely she did once love me," said Leonora; "but +now she is quite changed. She has even sold my keepsake, and would +rather win a bracelet of hair from girls whom she did not always think +so much superior to Leonora, than have my esteem, my confidence, and +my friendship, for her whole life; yes, for her whole life, for I am +sure she will be an amiable woman. Oh that this bracelet had never been +thought of, or that I was certain of her winning it; for I am certain +that I do not wish to win it from her. I would rather, a thousand times +rather, that we were as we used to be, than have all the glory in the +world. And how pleasing Cecilia can be when she wishes to please! How +candid she is! How much she can improve herself!—Let me be just, though +she has offended me—she is wonderfully improved within this last month; +for one fault, and that against myself, should I forget all her merits?"</p> + +<p>As Leonora said these last words, she could but just hear the voices +of her companions; they had left her alone in the gallery. She knocked +softly at Louisa's door.</p> + +<p>"Come in," said Louisa. "I'm not asleep. Oh," said she, starting up +with the Flora in her hand, the instant that the door was opened. "I'm +so glad you are come, Leonora, for I did so long to hear what you were +all making such a noise about—have you forgot that the bracelet—"</p> + +<p>"O yes! Is this the evening?"</p> + +<p>"Well, here's my white shell for you. I've kept it in my pocket this +fortnight; and though Cecilia did give me this Flora, I still love you +a great deal better."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Louisa," said Leonora, gratefully "I will take your shell, +and I shall value it as long as I live. But here is a red one, and if +you wish to show me that you love me, you will give this to Cecilia. +I know that she is particularly anxious for your preference, and I am +sure that she deserves it."</p> + +<p>"Yes, if I could, I would choose both of you; but you know I can only +choose which I like the best."</p> + +<p>"If you mean, my dear Louisa," said Leonora, "that you like me the +best, I am very much obliged to you; for, indeed I wish you to love me; +but it is enough for me to know it in private. I should not feel the +least more pleasure at hearing it in public, or in having it made known +to all my companions, especially at a time when it would give poor +Cecilia a great deal of pain."</p> + +<p>"But why should it give her pain? I don't like her for being jealous of +you."</p> + +<p>"Nay, Louisa, surely you don't think Cecilia jealous; she only tries +to excel and to please. She is more anxious to succeed than I am, it +is true, because she has a great deal more activity, and perhaps more +ambition; and it would really mortify her to lose this prize. You know +that she proposed it herself; it has been her object for this month +past, and I am sure she has taken great pains to obtain it."</p> + +<p>"But, dear Leonora, why should you lose it?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, my dear, it would be no loss to me; and, if it were, I would +willingly suffer it for Cecilia; for, though we seem not to be such +good friends as we used to be, I love her very much, and she will love +me again, I'm sure she will; when she no longer fears me as a rival, +she will again love me as a friend."</p> + +<p>Here Leonora heard a number of her companions running along the +gallery. They all knocked hastily at the door, calling, "Leonora! +Leonora! Will you never come? Cecilia has been with us this half hour."</p> + +<p>Leonora smiled. "Well, Louisa," said she, smiling, "will you promise +me?"</p> + +<p>"O, I'm sure, by the way they speak to you, that they won't give you +the prize!" said the little Louisa; and the tears started into her eyes.</p> + +<p>"They love me though, for all that; and as for the prize, you know whom +I wish to have it."</p> + +<p>"Leonora! Leonora!" called her impatient companions. "Don't you hear +us? What are you about?"</p> + +<p>"O, she never will take any trouble about any thing," said one of the +party; "let's go away."</p> + +<p>"O go! Go! Make haste," cried Louisa; "don't stay, they are so angry—I +will, I will, indeed!"</p> + +<p>"Remember, then, that you have promised me," said Leonora, and she left +the room.</p> + +<p>During all this time Cecilia had been in the garden with her +companions. The ambition which she had felt to win the first prize, +the prize of superior talents and superior application, was not to be +compared to the absolute anxiety which she now expressed to win this +simple testimony of the love and approbation of her equals and rivals.</p> + +<p>To employ her exuberant activity, she had been dragging branches of +lilacs, and laburnums, roses, and sweet-briar, to ornament the bower +in which her fate was to be decided. It was excessively hot, but her +mind was engaged, and she was indefatigable. She stood still, at last, +to admire her works; her companions all joined in loud applause. They +were not a little prejudiced in her favour by the great eagerness which +she expressed to win their prize, and by the great importance which she +seemed to affix to the preference of each individual.</p> + +<p>At last, "Where is Leonora?" cried one of them, and immediately, as we +have seen, they ran to call her.</p> + +<p>Cecilia was left alone. Overcome with heat and too violent exertion, +she had hardly strength to support herself; each moment appeared to her +intolerably long; she was in a state of the utmost suspense, and all +her courage failed her; even hope forsook her, and hope is a cordial +which leaves the mind depressed and enfeebled.</p> + +<p>"The time is now come," said Cecilia; "in a few moments it will be +decided. In a few moments! Goodness! How much I do hazard! If I should +not win the prize, how shall I confess what I have done? How shall I +beg Leonora to forgive me? I, who hoped to restore my friendship to her +as an honour!—They are gone to seek for her—the moment she appears I +shall be forgotten—what shall—what shall I do?" said Cecilia, covering +her face with her hands.</p> + +<p>Such was her situation, when Leonora, accompanied by her companions, +opened the hall door; they most of them ran forward to Cecilia. As +Leonora came into the bower, she held out her hand to Cecilia—"We are +not rivals, but friends, I hope," said she.</p> + +<p>Cecilia clasped her hand, but she was in too great agitation to speak.</p> + +<p>The table was now set in the arbour—the vase was now placed in the +middle.</p> + +<p>"Well!" said Cecilia, eagerly, "who begins?"</p> + +<p>Caroline, one of her friends, came forward first, and then all the +others successively.</p> + +<p>Cecilia's emotion was hardly conceivable.—"Now they are all in. Count +them, Caroline!"</p> + +<p>"One, two, three, four; the numbers are both equal." There was a dead +silence.</p> + +<p>"No, they are not," exclaimed Cecilia, pressing forward and putting a +shell into the vase—"I have not given mine, and I give it to Leonora." +Then snatching the bracelet, "It is yours, Leonora," said she; "take +it, and give me back your friendship."</p> + +<p>The whole assembly gave a universal clap and shout of applause.</p> + +<p>"I cannot be surprised at this from you, Cecilia," said Leonora; "and +do you then still love me as you used to do?"</p> + +<p>"O Leonora! Stop! Don't praise me; I don't deserve this," said she, +turning to her loudly applauding companions; "you will soon despise +me—O Leonora, you will never forgive me!—I have deceived you—I have +sold—"</p> + +<p>At this instant Mrs. Villars appeared—the crowd divided—she had heard +all that passed from her window.</p> + +<p>"I applaud your generosity, Cecilia," said she, "but I am to tell you +that in this instance it is unsuccessful; you have it not in your power +to give the prize to Leonora—it is yours—I have another vote to give +you—you have forgotten Louisa."</p> + +<p>"Louisa! But surely, ma'am, Louisa loves Leonora better than she does +me!"</p> + +<p>"She commissioned me, however," said Mrs. Villars, "to give you a red +shell, and you will find it in this box."</p> + +<p>Cecilia started, and turned as pale as death—it was the fatal box.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Villars produced another box—she opened it—it contained the +Flora—"And Louisa also desired me," said she, "to return you this +Flora." She put it into Cecilia's hand—Cecilia trembled so that she +could not hold it; Leonora caught it.</p> + +<p>"O, madam! O, Leonora!" exclaimed Cecilia. "Now I have no hope left. I +intended, I was just going to tell—"</p> + +<p>"Dear Cecilia," said Leonora, "you need not tell it me; I know it +already, and I forgive you with all my heart."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I can prove to you," said Mrs. Villars, "that Leonora has +forgiven you: it is she who has given you the prize; it was she who +persuaded Louisa to give you her vote. I went to see her a little while +ago, and perceiving, by her countenance, that something was the matter, +I pressed her to tell me what it was.</p> + +<p>"'Why, madam,' said she, 'Leonora has made me promise to give my shell +to Cecilia. Now I don't love Cecilia half so well as I do Leonora; +besides, I would not have Cecilia think I vote for her because she gave +me a Flora.'</p> + +<p>"Whilst Louisa was speaking," continued Mrs. Villars, "I saw the silver +box lying on the bed; I took it up, and asked if it was not yours, and +how she came by it.</p> + +<p>"'Indeed, madam,' said Louisa, 'I could have been almost certain that +it was Cecilia's; but Leonora gave it me, and she said that she bought +it of the pedlar this morning. If any body else had told me so, I could +not have believed them, because I remembered the box so well; but I +can't help believing Leonora.'</p> + +<p>"'But did you not ask Cecilia about it?' said I.</p> + +<p>"'No, madam,' replied Louisa, 'for Leonora forbade me.'</p> + +<p>"I guessed her reason. 'Well,' said I, 'give me the box, and I will +carry your shell in it to Cecilia.'</p> + +<p>"'Then, madam,' said she, 'if I must give it her, pray do take the +Flora, and return it to her first, that she may not think it is for +that I do it.'"</p> + +<p>"O, generous Leonora!" exclaimed Cecilia. "But indeed, Louisa, I cannot +take your shell."</p> + +<p>"Then, dear Cecilia, accept of mine instead of it; you cannot refuse +it—I only follow your example. As for the bracelet," added Leonora, +taking Cecilia's hand, "I assure you I don't wish for it, and you do, +and you deserve it."</p> + +<p>"No," said Cecilia, "indeed I do not deserve it; next to you, surely, +Louisa deserves it best."</p> + +<p>"Louisa! O yes, Louisa," exclaimed every body with one voice.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Mrs. Villars, "and let Cecilia carry the bracelet to +her; she deserves that reward. For one fault I cannot forget merits, +Cecilia; nor, I am sure, will your companions."</p> + +<p>"Then, surely, not your best friend," said Leonora, kissing her.</p> + +<p>Every body present was moved—they looked up to Leonora with respectful +and affectionate admiration.</p> + +<p>"O, Leonora, how I love you! And how I wish to be like you!" exclaimed +Cecilia. "To be as good, as generous!"</p> + +<p>"Rather wish, Cecilia," interrupted Mrs. Villars, "to be as just; to be +as strictly honourable, and as invariably consistent.</p> + +<p>"Remember that many of our sex are capable of great efforts, of making +what they call great sacrifices to virtue or to friendship; but few +treat their friends with habitual gentleness, or uniformly conduct +themselves with prudence and good sense."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image006" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image006.jpg" alt="image006"> +</figure> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t1"> +<b><a id="Lazy_Lawrence">LAZY LAWRENCE.</a></b><br> +<br> +———————————<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IN the pleasant valley of Ashton, there lived an elderly woman of +the name of Preston; she had a small, neat cottage, and there was +not a weed to be seen in her garden. It was upon her garden that she +chiefly depended for support; it consisted of strawberry-beds, and +one small border for flowers. The pinks and roses she tied up in nice +nosegays, and sent either to Clifton or Bristol to be sold; as to her +strawberries, she did not send them to market, because it was the +custom for numbers of people to come from Clifton, in the summer time, +to eat strawberries and cream, at the gardens in Ashton.</p> + +<p>Now the widow Preston was so obliging, active, and good-humored, that +every one who came to see her was pleased. She lived happily in this +manner for several years; but, alas! One autumn she fell sick, and +during her illness every thing went wrong: her garden was neglected, +her cow died, and all the money which she had saved was spent in paying +for medicines. The winter passed away, while she was so weak that she +could earn but little by her work; and when the summer came, her rent +was called for, and the rent was not ready in her little purse, as +usual. She begged a few months' delay, and they were granted to her; +but at the end of that time there was no resource but to sell her +horse, Lightfoot.</p> + +<p>Now Lightfoot, though perhaps he had seen has best days, was a very +great favourite: in his youth he had always carried the dame to market +behind her husband; and it was now her little son Jem's turn to ride +him. It was Jem's business to feed Lightfoot, and to take care of +him; a charge which he never neglected; for, besides being a very +good-natured, he was a very industrious boy.</p> + +<p>"It will go near to break my Jem's heart," said Dame Preston to +herself, as she sat one evening beside the fire stirring the embers, +and considering how she had best open the matter to her son, who stood +opposite to her, eating a dry crust of bread, very heartily, for supper.</p> + +<p>"Jem," said the old woman, "what, art hungry?"</p> + +<p>"That I am, brave and hungry!"</p> + +<p>"Aye! No wonder, you've been brave hard at work—eh!"</p> + +<p>"Brave hard! I wish it was not so dark, mother, that you might just +step out and see the great bed I've dug: I know you'd say it was no bad +day's work—and oh, mother! I've good news; farmer Truck will give us +the giant strawberries, and I am to go for 'em to-morrow morning; and +I'll be back afore breakfast."</p> + +<p>"God bless the boy, how he talks! Four miles there, and four miles back +again, afore breakfast."</p> + +<p>"Aye, upon Lightfoot, you know, mother, very easily; mayn't I?"</p> + +<p>"Aye, child."</p> + +<p>"Why do you sigh, mother?"</p> + +<p>"Finish thy supper, child."</p> + +<p>"I've done!" cried Jem, swallowing the last mouthful hastily, as if he +thought he had been too long at supper. "And now for the great needle; +I must see and mend Lightfoot's bridle afore I go to bed."</p> + +<p>To work he set, by the light of the fire, and the dame, having once +more stirred it, began again with:</p> + +<p>"Jem, dear, does he go lame at all, now?"</p> + +<p>"What, Lightfoot? O la, no, not he! Never was so well of his lameness +in all his life—he's grown quite young again, I think; and then he's so +fat, he can hardly wag."</p> + +<p>"God bless him—that's right; we must see, Jem, and keep him fat."</p> + +<p>"For what, mother?"</p> + +<p>"For Monday fortnight, at the fair; he's to be—sold!"</p> + +<p>"Lightfoot!" cried Jem, and let the bridle fall from his hand. "And +will mother sell Lightfoot?"</p> + +<p>"'Will,' no; but I 'must,' Jem."</p> + +<p>"'Must;' who says you 'must?' Why 'must' you, mother?"</p> + +<p>"I must, I say, child!—Why, must not I pay my debts honestly—and must +not I pay my rent? And was not it called for long and long ago? And +have not I had time? And did not I promise to pay it for certain Monday +fortnight? And am not I two guineas short?—And where am I to get two +guineas! So what signifies talking, child?" said the widow, leaning her +head upon her arm. "Lightfoot must go."</p> + +<p>Jem was silent for a few minutes—"Two guineas; that's a great, great +deal—if I worked, and worked, and worked ever so hard, I could noways +earn two guineas afore Monday fortnight; could I, mother?"</p> + +<p>"Lord help thee, no; not an' work thyself to death."</p> + +<p>"But I could earn something, though, I say," cried Jem, proudly; "and I +will earn something—if it be ever so little, it will be something; and +I shall do my very best; so I will."</p> + +<p>"That I am sure of, my child," said his mother, drawing him towards her +and kissing him. "You are always a good, industrious lad, that I will +say, afore your face or behind your back; but it won't do now—Lightfoot +must go."</p> + +<p>Jem turned away, struggling to hide his tears, and went to bed, without +saying a word more. But he knew that crying would do no good, so he +presently wiped his eyes, and lay awake, considering what he could +possibly do to save the horse. "If I get ever so little," he still said +to himself, "it will be something; and who knows but landlord might +then wait a bit longer? And we might make it all up in time; for a +penny a day might come to two guineas, in time."</p> + +<p>But how to get the first penny, was the question. Then he recollected, +that one day, when he had been sent to Clifton, to sell some flowers, +he had seen an old woman, with a board beside her covered with various +sparkling stones, which people stopped to look at as they passed, and +he remembered that some people bought the stones; one paid two-pence, +another three-pence, and another six-pence for them; and Jem heard her +say that she got them amongst the neighbouring rocks; so he thought +that if he tried, he might find some too, and sell them as she had done.</p> + +<p>Early in the morning he awaked, full of this scheme, jumped up, dressed +himself, and having given one look at poor Lightfoot in his stable, set +off to Clifton, in search of the old woman, to inquire where she found +her sparkling stones. But it was too early in the morning—the old woman +was not at her seat; so he turned back again, disappointed.</p> + +<p>He did not waste his time waiting for her, but saddled and bridled +Lightfoot, and went to farmer Truck's for the giant strawberries. A +great part of the morning was spent in putting them into the ground.</p> + +<p>And as soon as that was finished, he set out again in quest of the old +woman, whom to his great joy, he spied sitting at her corner of the +street, with her board before her. But this old woman was deaf and +cross; and when at last Jem made her hear his questions, he could get +no answer from her but that she found the fossils where he would never +find any more.</p> + +<p>"But can't I look where you looked?"</p> + +<p>"Look away, nobody hinders you," replied the old woman; and these were +the only words she would say.</p> + +<p>Jem was not, however, a boy to be easily discouraged; he went to the +rocks and walked slowly along, looking at all the stones as he passed. +Presently he came to a place where a number of men were at work +loosening some large rocks, and one amongst the workmen was stooping +down, looking for something very eagerly; Jem ran up, and asked if he +could help him.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said the man, "you can. I've just dropped amongst this heap of +rubbish a fine piece of crystal that I got to-day."</p> + +<p>"What kind of a looking thing is it?" said Jem.</p> + +<p>"White, and like glass," said the man, and went on working, whilst Jem +looked very carefully over the heap of rubbish for a great while.</p> + +<p>"Come," said the man, "it's gone for ever; don't trouble yourself any +more, my boy."</p> + +<p>"It's no trouble; I'll look a little longer; we will not give it up so +soon," said Jem; and after he had looked a little longer, he found the +piece of crystal.</p> + +<p>"Thank'e," said the man; "you are a fine little industrious fellow."</p> + +<p>Jem, encouraged by the tone of voice in which the man spoke this, +ventured to ask him the same questions which he had asked the old woman.</p> + +<p>"One good turn deserves another," said the man. "We are going to dinner +just now, and shall leave off work; wait for me here, and I'll make it +worth your while."</p> + +<p>Jem waited; and as he was very attentively observing how the workmen +went on with their work, he heard somebody near him give a great +yawn, and turning round, he saw stretched upon the grass, beside the +river, a boy about his own age, whom he knew very well went in the +village of Ashton by the name of Lazy Lawrence; a name which he most +justly deserved, for he never did any thing from morning to night; he +neither worked nor played, but sauntered or lounged about, restless +and yawning. His father was an alehouse-keeper, and, being generally +drunk, could take no care of his son; so that Lazy Lawrence grew every +day worse and worse. However, some of the neighbours said that he was a +good-natured, poor fellow enough, and would never do any one harm but +himself; whilst others, who were wiser, often shook their heads, and +told him that idleness was the root of all evil.</p> + +<p>"What, Lawrence!" cried Jem to him, when he saw him lying upon the +grass. "What! Are you asleep?"</p> + +<p>"Not quite."</p> + +<p>"Are you awake?"</p> + +<p>"Not quite."</p> + +<p>"What are you doing there?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing."</p> + +<p>"What are you thinking of?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing."</p> + +<p>"What makes you lie there?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know—because I can't find anybody to play with me to-day; will +you come and play?"</p> + +<p>"No, I can't; I'm busy."</p> + +<p>"Busy," cried Lawrence, stretching himself, "you are always busy—I +would not be you for the world, to have so much to do, always."</p> + +<p>"And I," said Jem, laughing, "would not be you for the world, to have +nothing to do."</p> + +<p>So they parted, for the workman just then called Jem to follow him. He +took him home to his own house, and showed him a parcel of fossils, +which he had gathered he said on purpose to sell, but had never had +time yet to sort them. He set about it, however, now, and having picked +out those which he judged to be the best, he put them into a small +basket, and gave them to Jem to sell, upon condition that he should +bring him half of what he got. Jem, pleased to be employed, was ready +to agree to what the man proposed, provided his mother had no objection +to it. When he went home to dinner, he told his mother his scheme, and +she smiled and said he might do as he pleased, for she was not afraid +of his being from home.</p> + +<p>"You are not an idle boy," said she, "so there is little danger of your +getting into any mischief."</p> + +<p>Accordingly, Jem, that evening, took his stand, with his little basket, +upon the bank of the river, just at the place where people land from +a ferryboat, and where the walk turns to the wells, where numbers of +people perpetually pass to drink the waters. He chose his place well, +and waited almost all the evening, offering his fossils with great +assiduity to every passenger; but not one person bought any.</p> + +<p>"Holla!" cried some sailors, who had just rowed a boat to land. "Bear a +hand here, will you, my little fellow! And carry these parcels for us +into yonder house."</p> + +<p>Jean ran down immediately for the parcels, and did what he was asked +to do so quickly, and with so much good will, that the master of the +boat took notice of him, and when he was going away stopped to ask +him what he had got in his little basket. And when he saw that they +were fossils, he immediately told Jem to follow him, for he was going +to carry some shells he had brought from abroad to a lady in the +neighbourhood, who was making a grotto.</p> + +<p>"She will very likely buy your stones into the bargain. Come along, my +lad; we can but try."</p> + +<p>The lady lived but a very little way off, so that they were soon at +her house. She was alone in her parlour, and was sorting a bundle of +feathers of different colours. They lay on a sheet of pasteboard upon a +window-seat, and it happened that as the sailor was bustling round the +table to show off his shells, he knocked down the sheet of pasteboard, +and scattered all the feathers. The lady looked very sorry, which Jem +observing, he took the opportunity, whilst she was busy looking over +the sailor's bag of shells, to gather together all the feathers, and +sort them according to their different colours, as he had seen thorn +sorted when he came first into the room.</p> + +<p>"Where is the little boy you brought with you? I thought I saw him here +just now."</p> + +<p>"And here I am, ma'am," cried Jem, creeping from under the table with +some few remaining feathers which he had picked from the carpet. "I +thought," added he, pointing to the others, "I had better be doing +something than standing idle, ma'am."</p> + +<p>She smiled, and pleased with his activity and simplicity, began to ask +him several questions; such as who he was, where he lived, and what +employment he had, and how much a day he earned by gathering fossils.</p> + +<p>"This is the first day I ever tried," said Jem. "I never sold any yet, +and, if you don't buy 'em new, ma'am, I'm afraid nobody else will, for +I have asked everybody else."</p> + +<p>"Come then," said the lady, laughing, "if that is the case, I think I +had better buy them all."</p> + +<p>So emptying all the fossils out of his basket, she put half-a-crown +into it. Jew's eyes sparkled with joy.</p> + +<p>"Oh! Thank you, ma'am," said he; "I will be sure and bring you as many +more to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but I don't promise you," said she, "to give half-a-crown +to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"But perhaps, though you don't promise it, you will."</p> + +<p>"No," said the lady, "do not deceive yourself; I assure you that I will +not. That, instead of encouraging you to be industrious, would teach +you to be idle."</p> + +<p>Jem did not quite understand what she meant by this, but answered, "I'm +sure I don't wish to be idle. If you knew all, you'd know I did not."</p> + +<p>"How do you mean, if I knew all?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I mean, if you knew about Lightfoot."</p> + +<p>"Who is Lightfoot?"</p> + +<p>"Why, mammy's horse," added Jem, looking out of the window. "I must +make haste home and feed him, afore it get dark; he'll wonder what's +gone with me."</p> + +<p>"Let him wonder a few minutes longer," said the lady, "and tell me the +rest of your story."</p> + +<p>"I've no story, ma'am, to tell, but as how mammy says he must go to the +fair, Monday fortnight, to be sold, if she can't get the two guineas +for her rent; and I should be main sorry to part with him, for I love +him, and he loves me; so I'll work for him, I will, all I can. To be +sure, as mammy says, I have no chance, such a little fellow as I am, of +earning two guineas afore Monday fortnight."</p> + +<p>"But are you in earnest willing to work?" said the lady. "You know +there is a great deal of difference between picking up a few stones, +and working steadily every day and all day long."</p> + +<p>"But," said Jem, "I would work every day and all day long."</p> + +<p>"Then," said the lady, "I will give you work. Come here to-morrow +morning, and my gardener will set you to weed the shrubberies, and I +will pay you six-pence a day. Remember, you must be at the gates by six +o'clock."</p> + +<p>Jem bowed, thanked her, and went away.</p> + +<p>It was late in the evening, and he was impatient to get home to feed +Lightfoot, yet he recollected that he had promised the man who had +trusted him to sell the fossils, that he would bring him half of what +he got for them. So he thought that he had better go to him directly; +and away he went, running along by the water-side about a quarter of a +mile, till he came to the man's house.</p> + +<p>He was just come home from work, and was surprised when Jem showed him +the half-crown, saying, "Look what I got for the stones; you are to +have half you know."</p> + +<p>"No," said the man, when he had heard his story, "I shall not take half +of that; it was given to you. I expected but a shilling at the most, +and the half of that is but six-pence; and that I'll take. Wife, give +the lad two shillings, and take this half-crown."</p> + +<p>So the wife opened an old glove, and took out two shillings—and the +man, as she opened the glove, put in his fingers and took out a little +silver penny. "There, he shall have that into the bargain, for his +honesty. Honesty is the best policy. There's a lucky penny for you, +that I've kept ever since I can remember."</p> + +<p>"Don't you ever go to part with it, do you hear?" cried the woman.</p> + +<p>"Let him do what he will with it, wife," said the man.</p> + +<p>"But," argued the wife, "another penny would do just as well to buy +gingerbread; and that's what it will go for."</p> + +<p>"No, that it shall not, I promise you," said Jem.</p> + +<p>And so he ran away home, fed Lightfoot, stroked him, went to bed, +jumped up at five o'clock in the morning, and went singing to work, as +gay as a lark.</p> + +<p>Four days he worked "every day and all day long," and the lady, every +evening, when she came out to walk in her gardens, looked at his work.</p> + +<p>At last she said to her gardener, "This little boy works very hard."</p> + +<p>"Never had so good a little boy about the grounds," said the gardener; +"he's always at his work, let me come by when I will, and he has got +twice as much done as another would do; yes, twice as much, ma'am; for +look here—he began at this here rose-bush, and now he's got to where +you stand, ma'am; and here is the day's work that t'other boy, and he's +three years older too, did to-day—I say measure Jem's fairly, and it's +twice as much, I'm sure."</p> + +<p>"Well," said the lady to her gardener, "show me how much is a fair good +day's work for a boy of his age."</p> + +<p>"Come at six o'clock, and go at six? About this much, ma'am," said the +gardener, marking off a piece of the border with his spade.</p> + +<p>"Then, little boy," said the lady, "so much shall be your task every +day; the gardener will mark it off for you; and, when you've done, the +rest of the day you may do what you please."</p> + +<p>Jem was extremely glad of this; and the next day he had finished his +task by four o'clock; so he had all the rest of the evening to himself.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image007" style="max-width: 25.3125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image007.jpg" alt="image007"> +</figure> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Jem was as fond of play as any little boy could be, and when he was at +it, played with all the eagerness and gaiety imaginable; so, as soon as +he had finished his task, fed Lightfoot, and put by the six-pence he +had earned that day, he ran to the play-ground in the village, where he +found a party of boys playing, and among them Lazy Lawrence, who indeed +was not playing, but lounging upon a gate with his thumb in his mouth.</p> + +<p>The rest were playing at cricket. Jem joined them, and was the merriest +and most active amongst them; till at last, when quite out of breath +with running, he was obliged to give up to rest himself, and sat down +upon the stile, close to the gate on which Lazy Lawrence was swinging.</p> + +<p>"And why don't you play, Lawrence?" said he.</p> + +<p>"I'm tired," said Lawrence.</p> + +<p>"Tired of what?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know well what tires me; grandmother says I'm ill, and I must +take something—I don't know what ails me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, puh! Take a good race, one, two, three, and away, and you'll find +yourself as well as ever. Come, run—one, two, three, and away."</p> + +<p>"Ah, no, I can't run indeed," said he, hanging back heavily; "you know +I can play all day long if I like it, so I don't mind play as you do, +who have only one hour for it."</p> + +<p>"So much the worse for you. Come now, I'm quite fresh again; will you +have one game at ball? Do."</p> + +<p>"No, I tell you, I can't; I am tired as if I had been working all day +long as hard as a horse."</p> + +<p>"Ten times more," said Jem; "for I have been working all day long as +hard as a horse, and yet you see I'm not a bit tired; only a little out +of breath just now."</p> + +<p>"That's very odd," said Lawrence, and yawned, for want of some better +answer; then taking out a handful of half-pence—"See what I got from +father to-day, because I asked him just at the right time, when he had +drunk a glass or two; then I can get anything I want of him. See, a +penny, two-pence, three-pence, four-pence—there's eight-pence in all; +would you not be happy if you had eight-pence?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I don't know," said Jem, laughing, "for you don't seem happy, and +you have eight-pence."</p> + +<p>"That does not signify, though I'm sure you only say that because you +envy me—you don't know what it is to have eight-pence—you never had +more than two-pence and three-pence at a time in all your life."</p> + +<p>Jem smiled; "Oh, as to that," said he, "you are mistaken, for I have at +this very time more than two-pence, three-pence, or eight-pence either +I have—let me see: stones, two shillings; then five days' work, that's +five six-pences, that's two shillings and six-pence, in all makes four +shillings and six-pence, and my silver penny is four and seven-pence."</p> + +<p>"Four and seven-pence—you have not," said Lawrence, roused so as +absolutely to stand upright; "four and seven-pence! have you? Show it +me, and then I'll believe you."</p> + +<p>"Follow me, then," cried Jem, "and I'll soon make you believe me; come."</p> + +<p>"Is it far?" said Lawrence, following, half running, half hobbling, +till he came to the stable, where Jem showed him his treasure.</p> + +<p>"And how did you come by it? Honestly?"</p> + +<p>"Honestly; to be sure I did; I earned it all.</p> + +<p>"Lord bless me, earned it! Well, I've a great mind to work; but then it +is such hot weather; besides, grandmother says I'm not strong enough +yet for hard work; and besides, I know how to coax daddy out of money +when I want it, so I need not work. But four and seven-pence—let's see, +what will you do with it all?"</p> + +<p>"That's a secret," said Jem, looking great.</p> + +<p>"I can guess; I know what I'd do with it if it was mine. First, I'd buy +my pockets full of gingerbread; then I'd buy never so many apples and +nuts; don't you love nuts? I'd buy nuts enough to last me from this +time to Christmas, and I'd make little Newton crack 'em for me, for +that's the worst of nuts, there's the trouble of cracking 'em."</p> + +<p>"Well, you never deserve to have a nut."</p> + +<p>"But you'll give me some of yours?" said Lawrence, in a fawning tone, +for he thought it easier to coax than to work. "You'll give me some of +your good things, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"I shall not have any of these good things."</p> + +<p>"Then what will you do with all your money?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know very well what to do with it; but, as I told you, that's +a secret, and I shan't tell it anybody. Come now, let's go back and +play—their game's up, I dare say."</p> + +<p>Lawrence went back with him, full of curiosity, and out of humour with +himself and his eight-pence. "If I had four and seven-pence," said he +to himself, "I certainly should be happy!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>The next day, as usual, Jem jumped up before six o'clock and went to +his work, whilst Lazy Lawrence sauntered about without knowing what to +do with himself. In the course of two days, he laid out six-pence of +his money in apples and gingerbread, and as long as these lasted, he +found himself well received by his companions; but at length the third +day he spent his last half-penny, and when it was gone, unfortunately +some nuts tempted him very much, but he had no money to pay for them; +so he ran home to coax his father, as he called it.</p> + +<p>When he got home, he heard his father talking very loud, and at first +he thought he was drunk; but when he opened the kitchen door, he saw he +was not drunk, but angry.</p> + +<p>"You lazy dog!" cried he, turning suddenly upon Lawrence, and gave him +such a violent box on the ear as made the light flash from his eyes. +"You lazy dog! See what you have done for me,—look!—Look, look, I say!" +Lawrence looked as soon as he came to the use of his senses, and with +fear, amazement and remorse, beheld at least a dozen bottles burst, and +the fine Worcestershire cider streaming over the floor. "Now did not I +order you three days ago to carry these bottles to the cellar; and did +not I charge you to wire the corks? Answer me, you lazy rascal; did not +I?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Lawrence, scratching his head.</p> + +<p>"And why was it not done? I ask you," cried his father with renewed +anger, as another bottle burst at the moment. "What do you stand there +for, you lazy brat? Why don't you move? I say—No, no," catching hold of +him, "I believe you can't move; but I'll make you," and he shook him, +till Lawrence was so giddy, he could not stand. "What had you to think +of? What had you to do all day long, that you could not carry my cider, +my Worcestershire cider, to the cellar, when I bade you? But go, you'll +never be good for anything, you are such a lazy rascal; get out of my +sight!" So saying, he pushed him out of the house-door, and Lawrence +sneaked off, seeing that this was no time to make his petition for +half-pence.</p> + +<p>The next day he saw the nuts again, and wishing for them more than +ever, went home in hopes that his father, as he said to himself, +would be in a better humour. But the cider was still fresh in his +recollection, and the moment Lawrence began to whisper the word +half-penny in his ear, his father swore with a loud oath,—</p> + +<p>"I will not give you a half-penny, no not a farthing, for a month +to come; if you want money, go work for it; I've had enough of your +laziness—go work!"</p> + +<p>At these terrible words, Lawrence burst into tears, and going to the +side of a ditch, sat down and cried for an hour. And, when he had cried +till he could cry no more, he exerted himself so far as to empty his +pockets, to see whether there might not be one half-penny left; and, to +his great joy, in the farthest corner of his pocket one half-penny was +found.</p> + +<p>With this he proceeded to the fruit woman's stall. She was busy +weighing out some plums, so he was obliged to wait; and whilst he +was waiting, he heard some people near him talking and laughing very +loud. The fruit woman's stall was at the gate of an inn-yard; and, +peeping through the gate into this yard, Lawrence saw a postillion and +stable-boy about his own size, playing at pitch-farthing. He stood by +watching them for a few minutes.</p> + +<p>"I began with but one half-penny," cried the stable-boy with an oath, +"and now I have got two-pence!" added he, jingling the half-pence in +his waistcoat pocket.</p> + +<p>Lawrence was moved at the sound, and said to himself, "If I begin with +one half-penny, I may end like him with having two-pence; and it is +easier to play at pitch-farthing than to work."</p> + +<p>So he stepped forward, presenting his half-penny, offering to toss up +with the stable-boy, who, after looking him full in the face, accepted +the proposal, and threw his half-penny into the air—"Head or tail?" +cried he.</p> + +<p>"Head," replied Lawrence, and it came up head.</p> + +<p>He seized the penny, surprised at his own success, and would have gone +instantly to have laid it out in nuts, but the stable-boy stopped him +and tempted him to throw again. This time he lost; he threw again and +won; and so he went on, sometimes losing, but most frequently winning, +till half the morning was gone. At last, however, he chanced to win +twice running, and finding himself master of three half-pence, said he +would play no more.</p> + +<p>The stable-boy, grumbling, swore he would have his revenge another +time, and Lawrence went and bought the nuts.</p> + +<p>"It is a good thing," said he to himself, "to play at pitch-farthing; +the next time I want a half-penny, I'll not ask my father for it, nor +go to work neither."</p> + +<p>Satisfied with this resolution, he sat down to crack his nuts at his +leisure, upon the horse-block, in the inn-yard. Here, whilst he ate, he +overheard the conversation of the stable-boys and postillions. At first +their shocking oaths and loud wranglings frightened and shocked him; +for Lawrence, though a lazy, had not yet learned to be a wicked boy.</p> + +<p>But, by degrees, he was accustomed to their swearing and quarrelling, +and took a delight and interest in their disputes and battles. As this +was an amusement which he could enjoy without any sort of exertion on +his part, he soon grew so fond of it, that every day he returned to +the stable-yard, and the horse-block became his constant seat. Here he +found some relief from the insupportable fatigue of doing nothing, and +here hour after hour, with his elbows on his knees, and his head on +his hands, he sat, the spectator of wickedness. Gaming, cheating, and +lying soon became familiar to him; and to complete his ruin, he formed +a sudden and close intimacy with the stable-boy, with whom he at first +began to game—a very bad boy. The consequences of this intimacy we +shall presently see.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>But it is now time to inquire what little Jem has been doing all this +while.</p> + +<p>One day after he had finished his task, the gardener asked him to stay +a little while, to help him to carry some geranium pots into the hall. +Jem, always active and obliging, readily stayed from play, and was +carrying in a heavy flower-pot, when his mistress crossed the hall.</p> + +<p>"What a terrible litter," said she, "you are making here!—Why don't you +wipe your shoes upon the mat?"</p> + +<p>Jem turned round to look for the mat, but he saw none.</p> + +<p>"O," said the lady, recollecting herself, "I can't blame you, for there +is no mat."</p> + +<p>"No, ma'am," said the gardener, "nor I don't know when, if ever, the +man will bring home those mats you bespoke, ma'am."</p> + +<p>"I am very sorry to hear that," said the lady; "I wish we could find +somebody who would do them, if he can't—I should not care what sort of +mats they were, so that one could wipe one's feet on them."</p> + +<p>Jem, as he was sweeping away the litter, when he heard these last +words, said to himself, "Perhaps I could make a mat."</p> + +<p>And all the way home, as he trudged along whistling, he was thinking +over a scheme for making mats, which, however bold it may appear, he +did not despair of executing with patience and industry. Many were the +difficulties which his "prophetic eye" foresaw; but he felt within +himself that spirit which spurs men on to great enterprises, and makes +them "trample on impossibilities."</p> + +<p>He recollected in the first place, that he had seen Lazy Lawrence, +whilst he lounged upon the gate, twist a bit of heath into different +shapes, and he thought, that if he could find some way of plaiting +heath firmly together, it would make a very pretty green, soft mat, +which would do very well for one to wipe one's shoes on. About a mile +from his mother's house, on the common winch Jem rode over when he +went to farmer Truck's for the giant strawberries, he remembered to +have seen a great quantity of this heath; and, as it was now only +six o'clock in the evening, he knew that he should have time to feed +Lightfoot, stroke him, go to the common, return, and make one trial of +his skill before he went to bed.</p> + +<p>Lightfoot carried him swiftly to the common, and there Jem gathered as +much of the heath as he thought he should want. But what toil! What +time! What pains did it cost him, before he could make any thing like +a mat! Twenty times he was ready to throw aside the heath, and give up +his project, from impatience of repeated disappointments. But still he +persevered. Nothing truly great can be accomplished without toil and +time. Two hours he worked before he went to bed.</p> + +<p>All his play hours the next day he spent at his mat; which in all, made +five hours of fruitless attempts. The sixth, however, repaid him for +the labours of the other five; he conquered his grand difficulty of +fastening the heath substantially together; and at length completely +finished a mat, which far surpassed his most sanguine expectations. He +was extremely happy—sung—danced round it—whistled—looked at it again +and again, and could hardly leave off looking at it when it was time to +go to bed. He laid it by his bed-side, that he might see it the moment +he awoke in the morning.</p> + +<p>And now came the grand pleasure of carrying it to his mistress. She +looked full as much surprised as he expected, when she saw it, and when +she heard who made it. After having duly admired it, she asked him how +much he expected for his mat.</p> + +<p>"Expect!—Nothing, ma'am," said Jem. "I meant to give it you if you'd +have it; I did not mean to sell it. I made it at my play hours, and I +was very happy making it; and I'm very glad too that you like it; and +if you please to keep it, Ma'am—that's all."</p> + +<p>"But that's not all," said the lady. "Spend your time no more in +weeding my garden; you can employ yourself much better; you shall have +the reward of your ingenuity as well as of your industry. Make as many +more such mats as you can, and I will take care and dispose of them for +you."</p> + +<p>"Thank'e, ma'am," said Jem, making his best bow, for he thought by the +lady's looks that she meant to do him a favour, though he repeated to +himself, "Dispose of them! What does that mean?"</p> + +<p>The next day he went to work to make more mats, and he soon learned +to make them so well and quickly, that he was surprised at his own +success. In every one he made, he found less difficulty, so that, +instead of making two, he could soon make four, in a day. In a +fortnight, he made eighteen. It was Saturday night when he finished, +and he carried, at three journeys, his eighteen mats to his mistress's +house, piled them all up in the hall, and stood with his hat off, with +a look of proud humility, beside the pile, waiting for his mistress's +appearance. Presently a folding door, at one end of the hall, opened, +and he saw his mistress, with a great many gentlemen and ladies, rising +from several tables.</p> + +<p>"O! There is my little boy and his mats," cried the lady.</p> + +<p>And, followed by all the rest of the company, she came into the hall.</p> + +<p>Jem modestly retired whilst they looked at his mats; but in a minute or +two his mistress beckoned to him, and when he came into the middle of +the circle, he saw that his pile of mats had disappeared.</p> + +<p>"Well," said the lady, smiling, "what do you see that makes you look so +surprised?"</p> + +<p>"That all my mats are gone," said Jem; "but you are very welcome."</p> + +<p>"Are we!" said the lady. "Well, take up your hat and go home then, for +you see it is getting late, and you know Lightfoot will wonder what's +become of you."</p> + +<p>Jem turned round to take up his hat, which he had left on the floor.</p> + +<p>But how his countenance changed! The hat was heavy with shillings. +Every one who had taken a mat had put in two shillings; so that for the +eighteen mats, he had got thirty-six shillings.</p> + +<p>"Thirty-six shillings!" said the lady. "Five and seven-pence I think +you told me you had earned already—how much does that make? I must add, +I believe, one other six-pence to make out your two guineas."</p> + +<p>"Two guineas!" exclaimed Jem, now quite conquering his bashfulness, for +at the moment he forgot where he was, and saw nobody that was by.</p> + +<p>"Two guineas!" cried he, clapping his hands together—"O Lightfoot! O +mother!"</p> + +<p>Then recollecting himself; he saw his mistress, whom he now looked up +to quite as a friend.</p> + +<p>"Will you thank them all," said he, scarcely daring to glance his eye +round upon the company, "will you thank 'em? For you know I don't know +how to thank 'em rightly."</p> + +<p>Every body thought, however, that they had been thanked rightly.</p> + +<p>"Now we won't keep you any longer—only," said his mistress, "I have one +thing to ask you, that I may be by when you show your treasure to your +mother."</p> + +<p>"Come, then," said Jem, "come with me now."</p> + +<p>"Not now," said the lady laughing, "but I will come to Ashton to-morrow +evening; perhaps your mother can find me a few strawberries."</p> + +<p>"That she will," said Jem; "I'll search the garden myself."</p> + +<p>He now went home, it, a great restraint to wait till to-morrow evening +before he told his mother.</p> + +<p>To console himself, he flew to the stable. "Lightfoot, you're not to be +sold to-morrow! Poor fellow!" said he, patting him, and then could not +refrain from counting out his money Whilst he was intent upon this, Jem +was startled by a noise at the door; somebody was trying to pull up the +latch. It opened, and there came in Lazy Lawrence, with a boy in a red +jacket, who had a cock under his arm. They started when they got into +the middle of the stable, and when they saw Jem, who had been at first +hidden behind the horse.</p> + +<p>"We—we—we—came—" stammered Lazy Lawrence—"I mean, I came to—to—to—"</p> + +<p>"To ask you," continued the stable-boy in a bold tone, "whether you +will go with us to the cock-fight on Monday? See, I've a fine cock +here, and Lawrence told me you were a great friend of his, so I came."</p> + +<p>Lawrence now attempted to say something in praise of the pleasures of +cock-fighting, and in recommendation of his new companion.</p> + +<p>But Jem looked at the stable-boy with dislike, and a sort of dread; +then turning his eyes upon the cock with a look of compassion, said in +a low voice to Lawrence, "Shall you like to stand by and see its eyes +pecked out?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said Lawrence, "as to that; but they say a cock-fight +is a fine sight, and it's no more cruel in me to go than another; and a +great many go; and I've nothing else to do, so I shall go."</p> + +<p>"But I have something else to do," said Jem, laughing, "so I shall not +go."</p> + +<p>"But," continued Lawrence, "you know Monday is the great Bristol fair, +and one must be merry then, of all days in the year."</p> + +<p>"One day in the year, sure there's no harm in being merry," said the +stable-boy.</p> + +<p>"I hope not," said Jem, "for I know, for my part, I am merry every day +in the year."</p> + +<p>"That's very odd," said Lawrence; "but I know, for my part, I would +not for all the world miss going to the fair, for at least it will be +something to talk of for half a year after—come, you'll go, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Jem, still looking as if he did not like to talk before the +ill-looking stranger.</p> + +<p>"Then what will you do with all your money?"</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you about that another time," whispered Jem; "and don't you +go to see that cock's eyes pecked out; it won't make you merry, I'm +sure."</p> + +<p>"If I had anything else to divert me," said Lawrence, hesitating and +yawning.</p> + +<p>"Come," cried the stable-boy, seizing his stretching arm, "come along," +cried he; and pulling him away from Jem, upon whom he cast a look of +extreme contempt, "leave him alone; he is not the sort. What a tool you +are," said he to Lawrence the moment he got him out of the stable; "you +might have known he would not go, else we should soon have trimmed him +out of his four and seven-pence. But how came you to talk of four and +seven-pence? I saw in the manger a hatful of silver."</p> + +<p>"Indeed!" exclaimed Lawrence.</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed—but why did you stammer so when we first got in? you had +liked to have blown us all up."</p> + +<p>"I was so ashamed," said Lawrence, hanging down his head.</p> + +<p>"Ashamed! But you must not talk of shame now. You are in for it, and I +shan't let you off; you owe us half-a-crown, recollect, and I must be +paid to-night, so see and get the money somehow or other."</p> + +<p>After a considerable pause, he added, "I'll answer for it he'd never +miss half-a-crown out of all that silver."</p> + +<p>"But to steal," said Lawrence, drawing back with horror; "I never +thought I should come to that—and from poor Jem too—the money that he +has worked so hard for too."</p> + +<p>"But it is not stealing; we don't mean to steal, only to borrow it; and +if we win, as we certainly shall, at the cock-fight, pay it back again, +and he'll never know anything of the matter; and what harm will it do +him? Besides, what signifies talking, you can't go to the cock-fight, +or the fair either, if you don't; and I tell ye we don't mean to steal +it; we'll pay it again on Monday night."</p> + +<p>Lawrence made no reply, and they parted without his coming to any +determination.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Here let us pause in our story—we are almost afraid to go on—the rest +is very shocking—our little readers will shudder as they read. But it +is better that they should know the truth, and see what the idle boy +came to at last.</p> + +<p>In the dead of the night Lawrence heard somebody tap at his window. He +knew well who it was, for this was the signal agreed upon between him +and his wicked companion. He trembled at the thoughts of what he was +about to do, and lay quite still, with his head under the bed-clothes, +till he heard the second tap. Then he got up, dressed himself, and +opened his window. It was almost even with the ground.</p> + +<p>His companion said to him in a hollow voice, "Are you ready?"</p> + +<p>He made no answer, but got out of the window and followed.</p> + +<p>When he got to the stable, a black cloud was just passing over the +moon, and it was quite dark.</p> + +<p>"Where are you?" whispered Lawrence, groping about. "Where are you? +Speak to me."</p> + +<p>"I am here; give me your hand."</p> + +<p>Lawrence stretched out his hand.</p> + +<p>"Is that your hand?" said the wicked boy, as Lawrence laid hold of him. +"How cold it felt!"</p> + +<p>"Let us go back," said Lawrence; "it is not time yet."</p> + +<p>"It is no time to go back," replied the other, opening the door; +"you've gone too far now to go back;" and he pushed Lawrence into the +stable. "Have you found it? Take care of the horse—have you done? What +are you about? Make haste, I hear a noise," said the stable-boy, who +watched at the door.</p> + +<p>"I am feeling for the half-crown, but I can't find it."</p> + +<p>"Bring all together." He brought Jem's broken flower-pot, with all the +money in it, to the door.</p> + +<p>The black cloud was now passed over the moon, and the light shone full +upon them.</p> + +<p>"What do we stand here for?" said the stable-boy, snatching the +flower-pot out of Lawrence's trembling hands, and pulling him away from +the door.</p> + +<p>"Goodness!" cried Lawrence. "You won't take all—you said you'd only +take half-a-crown, and pay it back on Monday—you said you'd only take +half-a-crown!"</p> + +<p>"Hold your tongue," replied the other, walking on, deaf to all +remonstrances. "If I am to be hanged ever, it shan't be for +half-a-crown."</p> + +<p>Lawrence's blood ran cold in his veins, and he felt as if all his hair +stood on end. Not another word passed.</p> + +<p>His accomplice carried off the money, and Lawrence crept, with all +the horrors of guilt upon him, to his restless bed. All night he +was starting from frightful dreams; or else, broad awake, he lay +listening to every small noise, unable to stir, and scarcely daring to +breathe—tormented by that most dreadful of all kinds of fear, that fear +which is the constant companion of an evil conscience. He thought the +morning would never come; but when it was day, when he heard the birds +sing, and saw everything look cheerful as usual, he felt still more +miserable.</p> + +<p>It was Sunday morning, and the bell rang for church. All the children +of the village, dressed in their Sunday clothes, innocent and gay, and +little Jem, the best and gayest among them, went flocking by his door +to church.</p> + +<p>"Well, Lawrence," said Jem, pulling his coat as he passed, and saw +Lawrence leaning against his father's door, "what makes you look so +black?"</p> + +<p>"I!" said Lawrence, starting. "Why do you say that I look black?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, then," said Jem, "you look white enough, now, if that will please +you; for you've turned as pale as death."</p> + +<p>"Pale!" replied Lawrence, not knowing what he said; and turned abruptly +away, for he dared not stand another look of Jem's conscious that +guilt was written in his face, he shunned every eye. He would now have +given the world to have thrown off the load of guilt which lay upon +his mind; he longed to follow Jem, to fall upon his knees, and confess +all. Dreading the moment when Join should discover his loss, Lawrence +dared not stay at home, and not knowing what to do, or where to go, +he mechanically went to his old haunt at the stable-yard, and lurked +thereabouts all day, with his accomplice, who tried in vain to quiet +his fears and raise his spirits by talking of the next day's cock-fight.</p> + +<p>It was agreed that, as soon as the dusk of the evening came on, they +should go together into a certain lonely field, and there divide their +booty.</p> + +<p>In the meantime, Jem, when he returned from church, was very full +of business, preparing for the reception of his mistress, of whose +intended visit he had informed his mother. And whilst she was +arranging the kitchen and their little parlour, he ran to search the +strawberry-beds.</p> + +<p>"Why, my Jem, how merry you are to-day!" said his mother, when he came +in with the strawberries, and was jumping about the room playfully. +"Now keep those spirits of yours, Jem, till you want 'em, and don't +let it come upon you all at once. Have it in mind that to-morrow is +fair-day, and Lightfoot must go. I bade farmer Truck call for him +to-night; he said he'd take him along with his own, and he'll be here +just now—and then I know how it will be with you, Jem!"</p> + +<p>"So do I!" cried Jem, swallowing his secret with great difficulty, and +then tumbling head over heels four times running.</p> + +<p>A carriage passed the window and stopped at the door. Jem ran out; it +was his mistress. She came in smiling, and soon made the old woman +smile too, by praising the neatness of everything in the house. But we +shall pass over, however important they were deemed at the time, the +praises of the strawberries, and of "my grandmother's china plate." +Another knock was heard at the door.</p> + +<p>"Run, Jem," said his mother; "I hope it's our milk-woman with cream for +the lady."</p> + +<p>No; it was farmer Truck come for Lightfoot.</p> + +<p>The old woman's countenance fell. "Fetch him out, dear," said she, +turning to her son.</p> + +<p>But Jem was gone; he flew out to the stable the moment he saw the flap +of farmer Truck's great coat.</p> + +<p>"Sit ye down, farmer," said the old woman, after they had waited about +five minutes in expectation of Jem's return. "You'd best sit down, if +the lady will give you leave, for he'll not hurry himself back again. +My boy's a fool, madam, about that 'ere horse."</p> + +<p>Trying to laugh, she added, "I knew how Lightfoot and he would be loth +enough to part—he won't bring him out till the last minute; so do sit +ye down, neighbour."</p> + +<p>The farmer had scarcely sat down, when Jem, with a pale wild +countenance, came back.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter?" said his mistress. "God bless the boy," said his +mother, looking at him quite frightened, whilst he tried to speak, +but could not. She went up to him, and then, leaning his head against +her, he cried, "It's gone! It's all gone!" And bursting into tears, he +sobbed as if his heart would break.</p> + +<p>"What's gone, love?" said his mother.</p> + +<p>"My two guineas—Lightfoot's two guineas. I went to fetch 'em to give +you, mammy; but the broken flower-pot that I put them in and all's +gone—quite gone!" repeated he, checking his sobs. "I saw them safe last +night, and was showing 'em to Lightfoot; and I was so glad to think I +had earned 'em all myself; and thought how surprised you'd look, and +how glad you'd be, and how you'd kiss me, and all!"</p> + +<p>His mother listened to him with the greatest surprise, whilst his +mistress stood in silence, looking first at the old woman, and then at +Jem with a penetrating eye, as if she suspected the truth of his story, +and was afraid of becoming the dupe of her own compassion. "This is a +very strange thing!" said she gravely. "How came you to leave all your +money in a broken flower-pot in the stable? How came you not to give it +to your mother to take care of?"</p> + +<p>"Why, don't you remember," said Jem, looking up in the midst of his +tears, "why, don't you remember you your own self bade me not to tell +her about it till you were by?"</p> + +<p>"And did you not tell her?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, ask mammy," said Jem, a little offended; and when afterwards the +lady went on questioning him in a severe manner, as if she did not +believe him, he at last made no answer.</p> + +<p>"O, Jem! Jem! Why don't you speak to the lady?" said his mother.</p> + +<p>"I have spoke, and spoke the truth," said Jem proudly, "and she did not +believe me."</p> + +<p>Still the lady, who had lived too long in the world to be without +suspicion, maintained a cold manner, and determined to wait the event +without interfering, saying only, she hoped the money would be found; +and advised Joni to have done crying.</p> + +<p>"I have done," said Jem. "I shall cry no more."</p> + +<p>And as he had the greatest command over himself, he actually did not +shed another tear, not even when the farmer got up to go, saying he +could wait no longer.</p> + +<p>Jem silently went to bring out Lightfoot.</p> + +<p>The lady now took her seat where she could see all that passed at the +open parlour window.</p> + +<p>The old woman stood at the door, and several idle people of the +village, who had gathered round the lady's carriage examining it, +turned about to listen.</p> + +<p>In a minute or two Jem appeared, with a steady countenance, leading +Lightfoot; and when he came up, without saying a word, put the bridle +into farmer Truck's hand.</p> + +<p>"He 'has been' a good horse!" said the farmer.</p> + +<p>"He 'is' a good horse!" cried Jem, and threw his arm over Lightfoot's +neck, hiding his own face as he leaned upon him.</p> + +<p>At this instant a party of milk-women went by; and one of them, having +set down her pail, came behind Jem, and gave him a pretty smart blow +upon the back.</p> + +<p>He looked up.</p> + +<p>"And don't you know me?" said she.</p> + +<p>"I forget," said Jem.</p> + +<p>"I think I have seen your face before, but I forget."</p> + +<p>"Do you so? And you'll tell me just now," said she, half opening her +hand, "that you forget who gave you this, and who charged you not to +part with it too."</p> + +<p>Here she quite opened her large hand, and on the palm of it appeared +Jem's silver penny.</p> + +<p>"Where," exclaimed Jem, seizing it, "O where did you find it? And have +you—O tell me, have you got the rest of my money?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know nothing of your money—I don't know what you would be at," +said the milk-woman.</p> + +<p>"But where, pray tell me, where did you find this?"</p> + +<p>"With them that you gave it to, I suppose," said the milk-woman, +turning away suddenly to take up her milk pail.</p> + +<p>But now Jem's mistress called to her through the window, begging her to +stop, and joining in his entreaties to know how she came by the silver +penny.</p> + +<p>"Why, madam," said she, taking up the corner of her apron, "I came by +it in an odd way too. You must know my Betty is sick, so I come with +the milk myself, though it's not what I'm used to; for my Betty—you +know my Betty," said she, turning round to the old woman, "my Betty +serves you, and she's a tight and stirring lassy, ma'am, I can assure—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I don't doubt it," said the lady impatiently; "but about the +silver penny?"</p> + +<p>"Why, that's true. As I was coming along all alone, for the rest came +around, and I came a short cut across yon field—No, you can't see it, +madam, where you stand, but if you were here—"</p> + +<p>"I see it, I know it," said Jem, out of breath with anxiety.</p> + +<p>"Well—well—I rested my pail upon the stile, and sets me down awhile, +and there comes out of the hedge—I don't know well how, for they +startled me so I'd like to have thrown down my milk—two boys, one about +the size of he," said she, pointing to Jem, "and one a matter taller, +but ill-looking like, so I did not think to stir to make way for them, +and they were like in a desperate hurry; so, without waiting for the +stile, one of 'em pulled at the gate, and when it would not open, for +it was tied with a pretty stout cord, one of 'em whips out his knife +and cuts it. Now have you a knife about you, sir?" continued the +milk-woman to the farmer.</p> + +<p>He gave her his knife.</p> + +<p>"Here now, ma'am, just sticking as it were here, between the blade and +the haft, was the silver penny. He took no notice, but when he opened +it out, it falls. Still he takes no heed, but cuts the cord as I said +before, and through the gate they went, and out of sight in half a +minute. I picks up the penny, for my heart misgave me that it was the +very one husband had a long time, and had given against my voice to +he," pointing to Jem; "and I charged him not to part with it; and, +ma'am, when I looked I knew it by the mark, so I thought I would show +it to he," again pointing to Jem, "and let him give it back to those it +belongs to."</p> + +<p>"It belongs to me," said Jem; "I never gave it to any body but—"</p> + +<p>"But," cried the farmer, "those boys have robbed him—it is they who +have all his money."</p> + +<p>"O, which way did they go?" cried Jem. "I'll run after them."</p> + +<p>"No, no," said the lady, calling to her servant; and she desired him to +take his horse and ride after them.</p> + +<p>"Ay," added farmer Truck, "do you take the road and I'll take the field +way, and I'll be bound we'll have 'em presently."</p> + +<p>Whilst they were gone in pursuit of the thieves, the lady, who was now +thoroughly convinced of Jem's truth, desired her coachman would produce +what she had ordered him to bring with him that evening. Out of the +boot of the carriage the coachman immediately produced a new saddle and +bridle.</p> + +<p>How Jem's eyes sparkled when the saddle was thrown upon Lightfoot's +back!</p> + +<p>"Put it on your horse yourself, Jem," said the lady; "it is yours."</p> + +<p>Confused reports of Lightfoot's splendid accoutrements, of the pursuit +of the thieves, and of the fine and generous lady who was standing at +dame Preston's window, quickly spread through the village, and drew +every body from their houses. They crowded round Jem to hear the story.</p> + +<p>The children especially, who were all fond of him, expressed the +strongest indignation against the thieves. Every eye was on the +stretch; and now some who had run down the lane came back shouting, +"Here they are! They've got the thieves!"</p> + +<p>The footman on horseback carried one boy before him, and the farmer, +striding along, dragged another. The latter had on a red jacket, which +Jem immediately recollected, and scarcely dared to lift his eyes to +look at the boy on horseback.</p> + +<p>"Good heavens!" said he to himself. "It must be—yet surely it can't be +Lawrence!"</p> + +<p>The footman rode on as fast as the people would let him. The boy's hat +was slouched, and his head hung down, so that nobody could see his face.</p> + +<p>At this instant there was a disturbance in the crowd. A man who was +half drunk pushed his way forwards, swearing that nobody should stop +him; that he had a right to see, and he "would" see. And so he did; for +forcing through all resistance, he staggered up to the footman just as +he was lifting down the boy he had carried before him.</p> + +<p>"I 'will'—I tell you I 'will' see the thief!" cried the drunken man, +pushing up the boy's hat.</p> + +<p>It was his own son.</p> + +<p>"Lawrence!" exclaimed the wretched father. The shock sobered him at +once, and he hid his face in his hands.</p> + +<p>There was an awful silence. Lawrence fell on his knees, and, in a +voice that could scarcely be heard, made a full confession of all the +circumstances of his guilt.</p> + +<p>"Such a young creature so wicked! What could put such wickedness into +your head?"</p> + +<p>"Bad company," said Lawrence.</p> + +<p>"And how came you—what brought you into bad company?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, except it was idleness."</p> + +<p>While this was saying, the farmer was emptying Lazy Lawrence's pockets, +and when the money appeared, all his former companions in the village +looked at each other with astonishment and terror.</p> + +<p>Their parents grasped their little hands closer, and cried, "Thank God! +He is not my son. How often, when he was little, we used, as he lounged +about, to tell him that idleness was the root of all evil?"</p> + +<p>As for the hardened wretch, his accomplice, every one was impatient +to have him sent to jail. He had put on a bold, insolent countenance, +till he heard Lawrence's confession—till the money was found upon him, +and he heard the milk-woman declare that she would swear to the silver +penny which he had dropped. Then he turned pale, and betrayed the +strongest signs of fear.</p> + +<p>"We must take him before the justice," said the farmer, "and he'll be +lodged in Bristol jail."</p> + +<p>"O," said Jem, springing forwards when Lawrence's hands were going to +be tied, "let him go—won't you—can't you let him go?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, madam, for mercy's sake," said Jem's mother to the lady; "'think +what a disgrace to his family to be sent to jail."</p> + +<p>His father stood by, wringing his hands in an agony of despair.</p> + +<p>"It's all my fault," cried he. "I brought him up in idleness."</p> + +<p>"But he'll never be idle any more," said Jem. "Won't you speak for him, +ma'am?"</p> + +<p>"Don't ask the lady to speak for him," said the farmer; "it's better he +should go to Bridewell now, than to the gallows by-and-by."</p> + +<p>Nothing more was said, for every body felt the truth of the farmer's +speech.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Lawrence was sent to Bridewell for a month, and the stable-boy was +transported to Botany Bay.</p> + +<p>During Lawrence's confinement, Jem often visited him, and carried him +such little presents as he could afford to give; and Jem could afford +to be "generous," because he was "industrious."</p> + +<p>Lawrence's heart was touched by his kindness, and his example struck +him so forcibly, that when his confinement was ended, he resolved to +set immediately to work. And, to the astonishment of all who knew him, +soon became remarkable for industry; he was found early and late at his +work, established a new character, and for ever lost the name of LAZY +LAWRENCE.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +THE END.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 75331 ***</div> +</body> +</html> + diff --git a/75331-h/images/image001.jpg b/75331-h/images/image001.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..2828120 --- /dev/null +++ b/75331-h/images/image001.jpg diff --git a/75331-h/images/image002.jpg b/75331-h/images/image002.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..3441889 --- /dev/null +++ b/75331-h/images/image002.jpg diff --git a/75331-h/images/image003.jpg b/75331-h/images/image003.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..20715a4 --- /dev/null +++ b/75331-h/images/image003.jpg diff --git a/75331-h/images/image004.jpg b/75331-h/images/image004.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..5a058bd --- /dev/null +++ b/75331-h/images/image004.jpg diff --git a/75331-h/images/image005.jpg b/75331-h/images/image005.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..dc1ff70 --- /dev/null +++ b/75331-h/images/image005.jpg diff --git a/75331-h/images/image006.jpg b/75331-h/images/image006.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..9352afb --- /dev/null +++ b/75331-h/images/image006.jpg diff --git a/75331-h/images/image007.jpg b/75331-h/images/image007.jpg Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..f96ba4f --- /dev/null +++ b/75331-h/images/image007.jpg diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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