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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Dreams and delights, by L. Adams Beck
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-Title: Dreams and delights
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-Author: L. Adams Beck
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DREAMS AND DELIGHTS ***
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-
- =_THE NOVELS OF_=
- =_L. ADAMS BECK_=
-
- =The Key of Dreams=
- =The Perfume of the Rainbow=
- =The Treasure of Ho=
- =The Ninth Vibration=
- =The Way of Stars=
- =The Splendour of Asia=
- =Dreams and Delights=
-
-
-
-
-
- =DREAMS=
- =AND DELIGHTS=
-
-
- =BY=
- =L. ADAMS BECK=
-
-
-
-
-
- =NEW YORK=
- =DODD, MEAD AND COMPANY=
- =1926=
-
-
-
-
- Copyright, 1920, 1922, 1923, 1924, 1925, 1926
- BY DODD, MEAD, & COMPANY, INC.
-
-
- Printed in U. S. A.
-
- THE VAIL-BALLOU PRESS
- BINGHAMTON AND NEW YORK
-
-
-
-
- PREFACE
-
-These stories of dreams and delights in breathless jungles of Ceylon,
-among Himalayan mountains, by Chinese seas, in ancientries beneath dead
-suns and withered moons, are in truth the soul’s longing to behold the
-White Swan of the World when in dim twilights of dawn and evening she
-spreads her wings for flight. And because to such wings time and
-distance are nothing I have gathered one feather dropped on Dartmoor as
-she soared to Gaurisankar where on the highest peak of earth, circled by
-great stars, the Mystic Mother of India dreams her divine dream as the
-ages unroll beneath her feet. The Snowy Goddess, She who is Very Woman
-of very woman, knows that whether by Thames or Ganges, Mississippi,
-Yang-tze, or rolling Nile, Her daughters are the same, yesterday, to-day
-and for ever, and holding in their hands the hearts of men, so fulfil
-Her purpose. And because no true story can be told without this
-knowledge, I set Her name at the beginning of these dreams and delights,
-invoking devoutly the protection and inspiration of Her who is at once
-Eve and Lilith, Athene and Aphrodite, Parwati and Kali, Virgin, Mother,
-and Destroyer, but in all forms and incarnations, Enchantress and
-Conqueror of men.
-
- L. Adams Beck.
-
-Canada.
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
- PAGE
- “V. Lydiat”. . . . . . . 3
-
- The Sea of Lilies. . . . . . 41
-
- The Bride of a God. . . . . . 61
-
- The Beloved of the Gods. . . . . 89
-
- The Hidden One. . . . . . . 107
-
- The Marriage of the Princess. . . . 143
-
- The Wisdom of the Orient. . . . . 167
-
- Stately Julia. . . . . . . 185
-
- The Island of Pearls. . . . . 215
-
- The Wonderful Pilgrimage to Amarnath. . 253
-
- The Man Without a Sword. . . . . 281
-
-
-
-
- “V. LYDIAT”
-
-
-
-
- “V. LYDIAT”
-
-
-She sat and looked at the signature written under the name of the story
-in readiness for typing.
-
- “THE NINEFOLD FLOWER.”
-
-It was a fine story, she knew, and the signature satisfied her also as
-it always did. _V._ is the most beautiful letter in the alphabet to
-write and look at, the ends curving over from the slender base like the
-uprush of a fountain from its tense spring. When she “commenced author,”
-as the eighteenth century puts it, she devoted days and days to the
-consideration of that pen-name. For several reasons it must not reveal
-identity. Most women prefer the highwayman’s mask when they ride abroad
-to hold up the public. It gives a freedom impossible when one is
-tethered to the responsibilities of name and family. One becomes a
-foundling in the great city of Literature and the pebble-cold eye of
-human relationship passes unaware over what would have stung it into
-anger or jealousy if it had held the key of the mystery. That is, if the
-secret is guarded as carefully as V. Lydiat’s.
-
-But, for all I know, her strange reason for secrecy may never in this
-world have swayed man or woman before.
-
-In reality she was Beatrice Veronica Law Leslie.
-
-A mouthful indeed! You can make as many combinations with that as with
-the trick lock of a safe, and it will be as difficult to pick the
-secret. She had a strong superstition about keeping to her own initials,
-anagrammed or reversed and twisted. It seemed to her that this was part
-of a bond of honour of which another held the pledge. With this pen-name
-a most astonishing thing had befallen Beatrice Veronica Law Leslie, for
-she won a literary success so sudden and singular that the very
-management of it required a statesmanship she never before knew she
-possessed.
-
-A little must here be said of her life that this strange thing may be
-understood. She was the only child of a well-known Oxford don and a
-somewhat remarkable mystically-minded mother who died when the girl was
-fourteen. Her father, after that loss, “tried life a little, liked it
-not, and died” four years later, and Beatrice Veronica who was known in
-her family as B. V. then betook herself to the guardianship of an aunt
-in Montreal. Here, she also tried life a little, on the society side,
-and certainly liked it not. There was an urge within her that cried
-aloud for adventure, for the sight of the dissolving glories of the
-Orient and contact with strange lives that called to her dumbly in
-books. They peeped and mocked and vanished to their unknown countries
-taking her longing with them, and life lay about her vapid, flat,
-dominated by an Aunt of Fashion.
-
-She floated on a duck pond and sighed for the ocean. What is a young
-woman of spirit, not too beautiful to be dangerous, of small but
-sufficient means, to do in such a case? Beatrice Veronica knew very
-well.
-
-She waited until she was twenty-one, meanwhile securing the allegiance
-of a girl, Sidney Verrier, in like case, an enthusiast like herself, and
-on a May morning of dreamy sweetness they got themselves into a C.P.R.
-train for Victoria, B. C., leaving two ill-auguring aunts on the
-platform, and away with them on a trip to the Orient _via_ Japan. They
-were under bond to return in a year.
-
-It was a wonderful, a heavenly experience—that wander-year of theirs.
-The things they saw, the men and women they met, the marvels which
-appealed to every sense! But I must not dwell on these for they are but
-the pedestal to the story of V. Lydiat.
-
-A year! Impossible. Four, six, eight years went by and still unheeded
-aunts clamoured, and the pavements of Montreal lacked their footsteps.
-
-And then, in Agra, Sidney Verrier married, and apologetically,
-doubtfully, dissolved the fair companionship, and Beatrice Veronica was
-left to solitude.
-
-When the bridal car rolled off to the station and the honeymoon at
-Mussoori, she sat down and considered. She had not realized it until
-then. The ways of the world were open, for experience had made them
-plain. She had acquaintances, go where she would. There was no material
-reason why she should not continue this delightful nomad existence
-delightfully. But she was lonely, and suddenly it became clear to her
-that she wanted quiet, time, recollection. She had assisted at a great
-feast of the senses and had eaten to satiety.
-
-Now—imperatively—something in her heart cried “Enough.”
-
-Afterwards she wondered if that had been the voice of V. Lydiat crying
-in the wilderness. The note of preparation.
-
-But where to go? Her aunt was still treading the daily round of bridge
-and luncheon parties in Montreal and the soul of Beatrice Veronica
-shuddered in the remembrance. No, no. The bird set free does not
-re-enter its gilded cage, however temptingly the little dish of seed is
-set forth. But she loved Canada for all that. She remembered, as she and
-Sidney Verrier had passed through the glorious giant-land of the
-Rockies, how broadly uplifted and vast had been the heights and spaces,
-how enormous the glee of the rivers tumbling from hidden sources, and
-they called her across far waters and beneath strange stars.
-
-But could one live in such colossal companionship? Is it possible to
-dine and sleep and yawn in the presence of Gods and Emperors? There was
-the doubt. And then she remembered a shining city laving her feet in
-shining seas, with quiet gardens where the roses blush and bloom in a
-calm so deep that you may count the fall of every petal in the drowsy
-summer afternoons. A city of pines and oaks, of happy homes great and
-small,—a city above all, bearing the keys of the Orient at her golden
-girdle,—for it is but to step aboard a boat, swift almost as the Magic
-Carpet, and you wake one happy morning with all the dear remembered
-scents and sights before you once more. And her heart said
-“Victoria,”—where Westernmost West leans forward to kiss Easternmost
-East across the Pacific.
-
-So she went there—now a woman of twenty-nine, self-possessed, and
-capable, and settled herself in a great hostelry to choose and build her
-home. Her home, mark you!—not her prison. It was not to be so large as
-to hamper flight when the inevitable call came—
-
- Take down your golden wings now
- From the hook behind the door,
- The wind is calling from the East
- And you must fly once more.
-
-I wish I might write of the building of Beatrice Veronica’s home for it
-developed into one of the immense joys of her life. But more important
-things are ahead, so it must suffice to say that it was long, low and
-brown with sunny verandas and windows avid of sunshine, and that all the
-plunder of travel, and books, books, books found happy place in it and
-grew there as inevitably as leaves on a tree.
-
-But it was while all this was in embryo that the thought of writing
-impressed itself on Beatrice Veronica. Partly because the house
-adventure was expensive and she wanted a larger margin, partly because
-she had seen with delighted interest and intelligence all the splendid
-spectacle of men and cities. Her sound knowledge of history and
-cultivated taste in literature should count for pebbles in the writer’s
-sling who goes forth to conquer the great Goliath of the public. She
-revolved this thought often as she walked by murmurous seas or nested in
-a niche of rock to watch the mountains opposite reflecting every change
-of sunlight as a soul in adoration reflects its deity. It really seemed
-a waste not to turn all this to some sort of account. And success would
-be sweet. But how to begin!
-
-She bought an armful of the magazines which make gay the streets of
-Victoria. “I ought to be able to do this kind of thing,” she reflected.
-“I have a good vocabulary. Father always thought about eight thousand
-words, and that should go a long way. Besides I’ve seen nearly all there
-is to see. Let’s try.”
-
-She did, and ended with more respect for the average author. The eight
-thousand were as unmanageable as mutineers or idiots. They marched
-doggedly in heavy columns, they right-about-faced and deployed; but
-there was no life in them. The veriest man-handler of a grizzly or a
-cow-boy could do better. Being a young person of quick insight and
-decision she decided to waste no more time in that direction. She laid
-away the magazines and decided to be a spectator with memory and hope
-for companions. She burned her manuscripts and turned her attention to
-planning her garden.
-
-And it was then that V. Lydiat dawned on the horizon.
-
-Dawned. That is the only word, for it came and the sun came after. It
-happened in this way.
-
-One night, in the usual way Beatrice Veronica fell asleep and dreamed,
-but not in the usual way. She was standing by a temple she remembered
-very well in Southern India, the Temple of Govindhar. It stood there,
-under its palms wonderful as a giant rock of majolica, coloured lavishly
-in the hard fierce sunshine, monstrously sculptured with gods and
-goddesses, and mythical creatures of land and water in all the acts of
-their supernal life, writhing and tapering upwards to the great
-architectural crown supported by tigers and monkeys which finished the
-building,—a crown gemmed with worshipping spirits for jewels, a
-nightmare conception of violence in form and colour; the last barbaric
-touch to the misbegotten splendour. Vaguely the whole thing reminded
-Beatrice Veronica of her literary efforts and she stood among the palms
-looking up to the blaze against the blue and smiling a little.
-
-Suddenly she became aware that a man was standing near the great gate
-which no unbeliever’s foot may pass, looking up also, shading his eyes
-with his hand from the intolerable sunlight. His face was sensitive and
-strong, an unusual blending, his eyes grey and noticeable. She liked his
-figure in the light tropical clothing. He had the air of birth and
-breeding. But he seemed wearied, as if the climate had been too much for
-him, a look one knows very well where the Peninsula runs down to Cape
-Cormorin, and the sun beats on the head like a mighty man of valour.
-
-Then, as dream-people will, he came towards her as if they had known
-each other all their lives, and said, slowly, meditatively:
-
-“I have tried and tried. I can’t do it.”
-
-With a sense that she knew what he meant though she could not drag it to
-the surface, she found herself saying earnestly:
-
-“But have you tried hard enough? _Really_ tried?”
-
-He put his hands to his forehead with a tired gesture:
-
-“I’m always trying. But _you_ could do it.”
-
-She said, “Could I?” in great astonishment.
-
-They stood a moment side by side, looking at each other and then as if
-from a blurred distance she heard his voice again.
-
-“It was said long ago that if any creatures united their psychic forces
-they could conquer the world, though singly they could do nothing.”
-
-Temple and palms dissolved into coloured mist; they swam away on another
-wave of dream and vanished. She floated up to the surface of
-consciousness again, awake, with the pale morning gold streaming in
-through the east window.
-
-She knew she had dreamed, for a sense of something lost haunted her all
-day, yet could not remember anything, and things went on in their usual
-course.
-
-That evening sitting in a corner of the hotel lounge, with the babble of
-music and talk about her, she had the irresistible impulse to write,—to
-write something; she did not in the least know what. It was so urgent
-that she walked quickly to the elevator and so to her sitting room, and
-there she snatched pen and paper and wrote the beginning of a story of
-modern life in India, but strangely influenced by and centring about the
-Temple of Govindhar. As she wrote the name she remembered that she had
-seen it among the palm trees in its hideous beauty, and now, like a
-human personality, it forced itself upon her and compelled her to be its
-mouthpiece.
-
-How it happened she could not in the least tell. Certainly she had
-travelled, kept her ears and eyes open and learned as much as any woman
-can do who keeps on the beaten track in the Orient and consorts with her
-own kind in preference to the natives. The two worlds are very far
-apart—so far that nothing from below the surface can pass over the
-well-defined limits. Moreover she was not a learned woman,—Indian
-thought of the mystic order had never come her way, and Indian history
-except at the point where it touches European was a closed book.
-Therefore this story astonished her very much. She read it over
-breathlessly when it was finished. If she had had that knowledge when
-she was there how all the mysteries of the temple would have leaped to
-light—what drama, what strange suspense would have lurked in its
-monstrous form and colour! The critic in her brain who, standing aside,
-watched the posturing and mouthing of the characters, told her austerely
-that the work was good—excellent. But something behind her brain had
-told her that already. She read it over ardently, lingeringly, with an
-astonishing sense of ownership yet of doubt. _How_ had it come? And the
-writing? No longer did the eight thousand of her vocabulary march in
-dull squadrons, heavy-footed, languid. They sped, ran, flew, with
-perfect grace, like the dancers of princes. They were beautiful
-exceedingly. They bore the tale like a garland. She read it again and
-again, with bewildered delight.
-
-She tapped it out herself on the keys of her Corona and sent it to the
-editor of a very famous magazine, with the signature of “V. Lydiat.” As
-I have said, that matter took long thought, prompted from behind by
-instincts.
-
-It was done and V. Lydiat, a climbing star, shed a faint beam over the
-world. For the editor wrote back eagerly. He knew he had found a new
-flavour. “Your work impresses me as extremely original. I am anxious to
-see more of it. I need hardly say I accept it for the magazine and I
-shall hope to hear from you again before long.” A cheque followed.
-
-No need to dwell on Beatrice Veronica’s feelings, mixed beyond
-disentanglement. She was not astonished that the work should be
-recognized as good, but—V. Lydiat! What had happened to her and how?
-Strange tales are told to-day of sudden brain-stimulations and
-complexes. Was she the happy victim of such an adventure, and if so,
-would it be recurrent? How should she know? What should she do? She felt
-herself moving in worlds not realized, and could not in the least decide
-the simple question of whether it was honest to accept commendation for
-a thing she felt in her very soul she had not done and could not do.
-
-But then, who? What was V. Lydiat?
-
-He, she, or it, came from starrier spheres than hers. Wings plumed its
-shoulders, while hers were merely becomingly draped in seasonable
-materials. She knew that the visitor was a subtler spirit, dwelling
-beyond the mysteries, saturated with the colour and desire of dead ages
-which can never die—an authentic voice, hailed at once by the few, to
-be blown at last on the winds of the soul which, wandering the world,
-let fall here and there the seeds of amaranth and asphodel.
-
-Yes—V. Lydiat was entirely beyond her.
-
-But you will understand that, though Beatrice Veronica could not enter
-into the secret places, it was a most wonderful thing to be amanuensis
-and business manager. To her fell the letters from editors and
-publishers, the correspondence which rained in from the ends of the
-earth, protesting gratitude, praise, entreaties for counsel in all
-things from routes to religions. These latter were the most difficult,
-for it would have taken V. Lydiat to answer them adequately. But
-Beatrice Veronica did the best she could, and her life moved onward
-aureoled and haloed.
-
-She learned at last the rules of the game. V. Lydiat’s ethereal approach
-could only be secured by the wand of a fountain pen. She must sit thus
-armed with a fair sheet before her and wait, fixing her mind on some
-idle point of light or persistent trembling of leaves, and suddenly the
-world would pass miraculously from her and she would awake in
-another—an amazing world, most beautiful, brimming with romance, lit by
-suns of gallant men and moons of loveliest women. The great jewels of
-the Orient shed starry splendours, and ghostly creeping figures pursued
-them through jungles and mountain passes. Strange magics lurked in the
-dark and drew the soul along the Way of Wonder.
-
-The strangest experience. It began always in the same way. The blue
-Canadian sky, the hyacinth gleam of the sea through oak and pine
-dissolved in unrealities of mist, and sultry Oriental skies, yellow as a
-lion’s eyes or the brazen boom of a gong, beat their fierce sunlight
-downward as from an inverted bowl. And then—then, she knew V. Lydiat
-was at hand. But never with companionship. It was a despot and entered
-in, with flags flying, to the annihilation of Beatrice Veronica. She
-wrote like a thing driven on a wind, and woke to find it done. The
-possession obliterated her, and when she could collect her routed forces
-it was gone.
-
-So time went on and V. Lydiat’s fame was established and Beatrice
-Veronica wore it as a woman too poor to appear at Court with fitting
-magnificence shines in borrowed jewels and trembles to wear them.
-
-One night in the moonlit warmth, with the vast Princesses of the Dark
-hidden in the ambush of breathless trees, she sat in the high veranda of
-her little house with the broad vista through pines to the sea.
-
-It was a heavenly night; if the baby waves broke in the little bay they
-must break in diamonds,—the wet stones must shine like crystals.
-
-That day V. Lydiat had transported her to a great and silent jungle in
-Cambodia and they went up together through the crowding whispering trees
-to the ruined palaces where once great kings dwelt, and passed together
-through sounding halls sculptured with dead myths to the chambers, once
-secret, whence queens looked forth languidly from wildly-carved
-casements into the wilderness of sweets in the gardens.
-
-V. Lydiat had led her to a great tank of crystal water in the knotted
-shade, paved with strange stones inlaid with human figures in wrought
-metal,—a place where women with gold-embraced heads once idly bathed
-their slender limbs in the warm lymph—a secret place then, but now open
-to cruel sunlight and cold incurious stars.
-
-So far she knew it all. She had photographed that tank with its stony
-cobras while Sidney Verrier timed the exposure. But of the story told
-to-day she knew nothing.
-
-A wonderful story, old as time, new as to-morrow, for the figures in it
-were of to-day, people who had gone there, as she herself had done, only
-to see, and were captured, subjugated by the old alarming magic which
-lurks in the jungle and behind the carven walls and eyeless windows. A
-dangerous place, and she had not known it then—had thought of it only
-as a sight to be seen, a memory to be treasured. But V. Lydiat knew
-better—knew it was alive and terrible still.
-
-She leaned her arms on the sill and looked out to the sea that led
-towards the hidden Orient and in her heart she spoke to the strange
-visitor.
-
-“I wish I knew you,” she whispered. “You come and go and I can’t touch
-you even while you are within and about me. You interpret. You make life
-wonderful, but perhaps you are more wonderful still. If I could only lay
-hold of you, touch you, have one glimpse of you! _What_ are you? Where
-do you come from? Where do you go? I hear. O, let me see!”
-
-It was like a prayer, and the more intense because the dead stillness of
-the night presented it as its own cry and entreaty.
-
-Dead silence. Not even the voice of the sea.
-
-She laid her head on her folded arms.
-
-“I’ve been obedient. I’ve laid myself down on the threshold that you
-might walk over me and take possession. Have you no reward for me? Are
-you just some strange cell of my own brain suddenly awake and working,
-or are you some other—what?—but nearer to me than breathing, as near
-as my own soul?”
-
-The longing grew inarticulate and stronger, like the dumb yearning
-instincts which move the world of unspeaking creatures. It seemed to her
-that she sent her soul through the night pleading, pleading. Then very
-slowly she relaxed into sleep as she lay in the moonlight—deep,
-soul-satisfying sleep. And so dreamed.
-
-She stood in the Shalimar Garden of the dead Mogul Empresses in Kashmir.
-How well she knew it, how passionately she loved it! She and Sidney
-Verrier had moored their houseboat on the Dal Lake not far away one
-happy summer and had wandered almost daily to the Shalimar, glorying in
-the beauty of its fountains and rushing cascades, and the roses—roses
-everywhere in a most bewildering sweetness. How often she had gone up
-the long garden ways to the foot of the hills that rise into mountains
-and catch the snows and stars upon their heights. It was no wonder she
-should dream of it. So in her dream she walked up to the great pavilion
-supported on noble pillars of black marble from Pampoor, and the moon
-swam in a wavering circle in the water before it, and she held back a
-moment to see it break into a thousand reflections, and then became
-aware of a man leaning with folded arms by the steps: his face clear in
-the moonlight.
-
-Instantly she knew him, as he did her—the man of her dream of the
-Temple of Govindhar.
-
-As before he turned and came toward her.
-
-“I have waited for you by the temple and here and in many other places.
-I wait every night. How is it you come so seldom?” he said. His voice
-was stronger, his bearing more alert and eager than at Govindhar. He
-spoke with a kind of assurance of welcome which she responded to
-instantly.
-
-“I would have come. I didn’t know. How can I tell?”
-
-He looked at her smiling.
-
-“There is only one way. Why didn’t you learn it in India? It was all
-round you and you didn’t even notice. You don’t know your powers.
-Listen.”
-
-Beatrice Veronica drew towards him, eyes rapt on his face, scarcely
-breathing. Yes—in India she had felt there were mighty stirrings about
-her, thrills of an unknown spiritual life, crisping the surface like a
-breeze, and passing—passing before ever you could say it was there. But
-it did not touch her with so much as an outermost ripple. She was too
-ignorant. Now—she could learn.
-
-“You see—this is the way of it,” he said, leaning against the black
-pillar. “The soul is sheer thought and knowledge, but, prisoned in the
-body, it is the slave of the senses and all its powers are limited by
-these. And they lead it into acts which in their consequences are
-fetters of iron. Still, at a certain point of attainment one can be
-freer than most men believe possible. When this is so, you use the Eight
-Means of Mental Concentration and are free. You step into a new
-dimension.”
-
-“Is this true? Do you know it?” she said earnestly. “Because, if there
-is any way which can be taken, I have a quest—something—someone——”
-
-She stammered, and could not finish.
-
-“I know. Someone you want to find in the dark. Well, it can be done. You
-would not believe the possibilities of that freed state of
-consciousness. Here, in the Shalimar you think you see nothing but
-moonlight and water—nothing in fact but what your senses tell you. But
-that is nonsense. Your eyes are shut. You are asleep in Canada and yet
-you see them by the inner light of memory even now and the help I am
-giving you! Well—use the Eight Means, and you will see them waking and
-as clearly as you do in sleep. But I, who am instructed, see more. This
-garden to me is peopled with those who made it—the dead kings and
-queens who rejoiced in its beauty. See—” he laid his hand on hers and
-suddenly she saw. Amazing—amazing! They were alone no longer.
-
-Sitting on the floor of the pavilion, looking down into the
-moon-mirroring water was a woman in the ancient dress of Persia, golden
-and jewelled,—she flung her head up magnificently as if at the words,
-and looked at them, the moon full in her eyes. The garden was peopled
-now not only with roses but white blossoms sending out fierce hot shafts
-of perfume. They struck Beatrice Veronica like something tangible, and
-half dazed her as she stared at the startling beauty of the unveiled
-woman revealed like a flaming jewel in the black and white glory of the
-night.
-
-With his hand on hers, she knew without words. Nourmahal the Empress,
-ruler of the Emperor who made the Shalimar for her pleasure, who put
-India with all its glories at her feet. Who else should be the soul of
-the garden?
-
-It seemed to Beatrice Veronica that she had never beheld beauty before.
-It was beyond all pictures, all images in its sultry passionate
-loveliness,—it was——
-
-But as she watched spellbound, the man lifted his hand from hers and the
-garden was empty of all but moonlight and roses once more, and he and
-she alone. She could have wept for utter loss.
-
-“Was it a ghost?” she asked trembling.
-
-“No, no,—an essential something that remains in certain places, not a
-ghost. There is nothing of what you mean by that word. Don’t be
-frightened! You’ll often see them.”
-
-She stared at him perplexed, and he added:
-
-“You see? One has only to put oneself in the receptive state and time is
-no more. One sees—one hears. You are only a beginner so I cannot show
-you much. But you _are_ a beginner or you would not be here in the
-Shalimar with me now. There is a bond between us which goes back—” He
-paused, looking keenly at her, and said quickly “Centuries, and
-further.”
-
-She was stunned, dazed by the revelations. They meant so much more that
-it is possible to record. Also the sensation was beginning in her which
-we all know before waking. The dream wavers on its foundation, loosens,
-becomes misty, makes ready to disappear. It would be gone—gone before
-she could know. She caught his hand as if to steady it.
-
-“Are you V. Lydiat?” she cried.—“You must be. You are. You come to me
-every day—a voice. O let me come to you like this, and teach me, teach
-me, that I may know and see. I am a blind creature in a universe of
-wonders. Let me come every night.”
-
-His face was receding, palpitating, collapsing, but his voice came as if
-from something beyond it.
-
-“That is what you call me. Names are nothing. Yes, come every night.”
-
-It was gone. She was in the Shalimar alone, and somewhere in the
-distance she heard Sidney Verrier’s voice calling clear as a bird.
-Beatrice Veronica woke that morning with the sun glorying through the
-eastern arch of her veranda. She was still dressed. She had slept there
-all night. Of the dream she remembered snatches, hints, which left new
-hopes and impulses germinating in her soul. The unknown flowers were
-sown in spring. They would blossom in summer in unimaginable beauty.
-
-That was the beginning of a time of strange and enchanting happiness.
-Thus one may imagine the joy of a man born blind who by some miraculous
-means is made to see, and wakes in a world of wonders. It is impossible
-that anyone should know greater bliss. The very weight of it made her
-methodical and practical lest a grain of heavenly gold should escape her
-in its transmutation to earthly terms.
-
-The morning was V. Lydiat’s. At ten o’clock she betook herself to her
-high veranda, and folding her hands and composing her mind looked out to
-sea through the wide way of pines which terminated in its azure beauty.
-Then, as has been told before, it would blow softly away on a
-dream-wind, and the story begin.
-
-And at night there was now invariably the meeting. At first that was
-always in some place she knew—somewhere she recognized from memory,
-haunts of her own with Sidney Verrier. But one night a new thing
-happened—she woke into dream by the Ganges at Cawnpore, at the terrible
-Massacre Ghaut, a place she had always avoided because of the horrible
-memories of the Indian mutiny which sicken the soul of every European
-who stands there.
-
-Now she stood at the top of the beautiful broken steps under the dense
-shade of the very trees where the mutineers ambushed, and he was below,
-beckoning her.
-
-“Well done, well done!” he said, as she came slowly down to where holy
-Ganges lips the lowest step. “This was a great experiment. You could
-never have come here alone,—I could not have brought you until now, and
-I had to fight the repugnance in you, but here you are. You see? We have
-been putting stepping-stones, you and I, each from our own side, and now
-the bridge is made and we hold hands in the middle. You can come
-anywhere now. And listen—I too am learning to go where I have never
-been. The world will be open to us soon.”
-
-He looked at her with glowing eyes—the eyes of the explorer, the
-discoverer, on the edge of triumph.
-
-“But why here—in this horrible place?” She shrank a little even from
-him as she looked about her. He laughed:
-
-“That is no more now than a last year’s winter storm. They know. They
-were not afraid even then. They laugh now as they go on their way. Be
-happy, beloved. They are beyond the mysteries.”
-
-Of that dream, she carried back to earth the word “beloved.” Who had
-said it, she could not tell, but in the dark—the warm friendly
-dark—there was someone who loved her, whom she loved with a perfect
-union. Was it—could it be V. Lydiat? She did not know. Also she
-remembered that she had dreamed the Massacre Ghaut at Cawnpore, and took
-pains to search for pictures and stories of the place to verify her
-dream. Yes—it was true. Things were becoming clearer.
-
-Also, her power in writing increased very noticeably about this time. V.
-Lydiat was recognized as holding a unique place amongst writers of the
-Orient. On the one side were the scholars, the learned men who wrote in
-terms of ancient Oriental thought, terms no ordinary reader could
-understand, and on the other, the writers of the many-faceted surface,
-the adventurers, toying with the titillating life of zenana and veiled
-dangerous love-affairs,—a tissue of coloured crime. V. Lydiat recorded
-all, and with a method of his own which approached perfect loveliness in
-word and phrase. The faiths of the East were his,—in India and China
-alike his soul sheltered under the Divine Wings, at home in strange
-heavens, and hells which one day would blossom into heavens. As he and
-Beatrice Veronica had posed stepping-stones until they met in the
-middle, so he built a splendid bridge across the wide seas of
-misunderstanding between east and west, and many souls passed across it
-going and coming and were glad.
-
-“I’m only a pioneer,” he said to Beatrice Veronica one day (she could
-dream the day as well as the night) sitting in the gardens of the Taj.
-“You too. It will be done much better soon. See how we are out-growing
-our limitations and feeling out after the wonders of the sub-conscious
-self, the essential that hands on the torch when we die. Die? No, I hate
-that word. Let’s say, climb a step higher on the ladder of existence.
-Every inch gives us a wider view of the country. You see?”
-
-She liked that “You see?” which came so often. It was so eager—so
-fraternal in a way. Yes, they were good comrades, she and V. Lydiat.
-
-“Do you know I write for you?” she ventured to ask. “I have often
-wondered if you speak as unconsciously as I write.”
-
-“No, no. I know. I always know. Longer ago than you would believe you
-used to work for me. We are in the same whirl-pool, you and I. Our atoms
-must always be whirled together again. You can’t escape me, Beatrice
-Veronica.”
-
-“Do you think I want to?” she asked.
-
-But in daily life she clung to her secret like grim death. She would not
-have been burdened with V. Lydiat’s laurels for the world. The
-dishonesty of it! And yet one could never explain. Hopeless! Who would
-believe? And apart from that, she had a kind of growing certainty that
-V. Lydiat would enter upon his own one day. Not that she remembered him
-as any more than a vague dream influence; she did not, but yet the
-realization of a Presence was growing, and she herself developing daily.
-
-There is not much space here to tell the wondrous sights she saw with V.
-Lydiat, and holding by his hand. That would be a book in itself—and a
-beautiful one. And though she could only remember them in drifts like a
-waft of far-off music on a breeze, it was incomparable food for the
-sub-conscious self, and strengthened every latent faculty of memory and
-experience. Beatrice Veronica promised to be a very remarkable woman if
-some day the inner and outer faculties should unite.
-
-But what was to be the solvent? That, this story can only indicate
-faintly for the end is not yet.
-
-She went out a little less into her small world of daily life—not
-shunning it certainly, but her inner life was so crowded, so blissful
-that the outer seemed insipid enough. Why figure at teas and bridge
-parties, and struggle with the boredom of mah jong when the veranda was
-waiting with the green way before it that led to the silence of the sea,
-and the lover beyond? For it had come to that—the lover. All joy summed
-up in that word, joy unmeasurable as the oceans of sunlight—a perfect
-union. She walked as one carefully bearing a brimmed cup,—not a drop,
-not a drop must spill,—so she carried herself a little stiffly as it
-might seem to the outer world which could not guess the reason.
-
-People liked her—but she moved on her own orbit, and it only
-intersected theirs at certain well-defined points. Her soft abstracted
-air won but eluded;—it put an atmosphere of strangeness about her, of
-thoughts she could not share with anyone.
-
-“She must have rather a lonely life of it!” they said. But she never
-had.
-
-One day came a letter from Sidney Verrier, now Sidney Mourilyan, from
-her husband’s coffee plantation in the Shevaroy Hills in southern India.
-She wrote from the settlement of Yercaud— “Not a town,” she wrote, “but
-dear little scattered houses in the trees. We have even a club, think of
-it!—after the wilds where you and I have been!—and there are pleasant
-people, and Tony expects to do well with coffee here. I wish half the
-day that you could come. You would like it, B. V.— You would like it!
-And you would like my boy—two years old now, and a sheer delight. Not
-to mention my garden. The growth here! The heliotropes are almost trees.
-The jasmines have giant stars. The house is stormed with flowers—almost
-too sweet. Couldn’t you come? Don’t you hear the east calling? At all
-events you hear me calling, for I want you. And you must be having very
-idle lazy days, for I remember I never could imagine what you would find
-to do if you stopped travelling. Your whole soul was in that. It’s a
-cold country you’re in—frigid pines, and stark mountains and icy seas.
-Do come out into the sunshine again.”
-
-She laid down the letter there and looked at the beloved pines almost
-glittering in the sunshine as it slid off their smooth needles. And
-idle?—her life, her wonderful secret life! Little indeed did Sidney
-know if she could write like that. She took up the letter again,
-smiling.
-
-“And listen, B. V.—there’s a man going round by Japan to Canada, a man
-called Martin Welland. I should like you to know him for two reasons.
-First, he can tell you all about this place. Second, I think he is
-interesting. If you don’t find him so, shunt him. My love, my dear B.
-V., and do come. Think of all you might do with this as a starting
-point.”
-
-There was more, but that is the essential. You may think at this point
-that you know exactly how this story must inevitably end. But no.
-
-It was about four months after this that Beatrice Veronica was rung up
-on the telephone in her veranda as she sat reading. The imperative
-interruption annoyed her;—she put down her book. A man’s voice.
-
-“Miss Leslie? I think your friend Mrs. Mourilyan told you I was coming
-to Victoria. My name is Welland.”
-
-Polite assurances from the veranda.
-
-“Yes, I am staying at the Empress. May I come out and see you this
-afternoon? I have a small parcel for you from Mrs. Mourilyan.”
-
-So it was settled, and with her Chinese servant she made the little
-black oak table beautiful with silver and long-stemmed flowers in
-beautiful old English glass bowls. If he went back to Yercaud he should
-at least tell Sidney that her home in “that cold country” was desirable.
-
-He came at four and she could hear his voice in the little hall as Wing
-admitted him.
-
-She liked it. The words were clear, well-cut, neither blurred nor
-bungled. Then he came in. A tall man, broad-shouldered, with grey eyes
-and hair that sprang strongly from a broad forehead, clean-shaven, a
-sensitive mouth, possibly thirty-eight, or so. All these things flashed
-together in an impression of something to be liked and trusted. On his
-side he saw a young woman in a blue-grey gown with hazel eyes and hair
-to match—a harmony of delicate browns enhancing an almond-pale face
-with faintly coloured lips and a look of fragility which belied the
-nervous strength beneath.
-
-The parcel was given and received; a chain of Indian moonstones in
-silver, very lovely in its shifting lights, and then came news, much
-news, of the home at Yercaud.
-
-“I heard of you so much there that you are no stranger to me,” he said,
-watching with curious interest while she filled the Chinese cups of pink
-and jade porcelain with jasmine tea from a hidden valley in Anhui. It
-fascinated him—the white hands flitting like little quick birds on
-their quick errands, the girl, so calm and self-possessed, mistress of
-herself and her house. Many years of wandering had opened his heart to
-the feminine charm of it all, the quiet, the rose-leaf scent in the air,
-the things which group by instinct about a refined woman.
-
-“You have a delightful home!” he said at last, rather abruptly.
-
-“Yes— When you return do try to convince Mrs. Mourilyan that I don’t
-live in a hut on an iceberg. You agree with me, I am sure, that only
-Kashmir and perhaps one or two other places can be more beautiful than
-this.”
-
-“Yes. I fully agree. Yet it misses something which permeates India in
-places far less beautiful. It lacks atmosphere. Just as the fallen
-leaves of a forest make up a rich soil in which all growth is luxuriant,
-so the dead ancientry of India makes earth and air rich with memory and
-tradition—and more. You can’t get it in these new countries.”
-
-“I know,” she said eagerly. “Here it’s just a beautiful child with all
-her complexities before her. It rests one, you know. I felt it an
-amazing rest when I came here.”
-
-“I can understand that. And they tell me the climate is delightful. I
-wish I could stay here. I may come back some day. But I must return to
-India in four months.”
-
-“You have work?”
-
-“Yes and no. I have collected an immense quantity of notes for several
-books, but—now you will laugh!—I shall never write them.”
-
-“But why—why? I know there’s an immense opening for true books about
-the Orient.”
-
-“I think so too. But you allow it’s a drawback that I am entirely devoid
-of the writing gift. I have my knowledge. I have the thing flame-clear
-in my mind. But let me put it on paper and it evaporates. Dull as
-ditchwater! You see?”
-
-That last little phrase sent a blush flying up her cheek. It recalled
-many things.
-
-“Yes, I see. But couldn’t you put it in skilful hands?”
-
-He laid down his cup and turned suddenly on her.
-
-“Could _you_ do it?”
-
-“I? I wish I could, but I am doing work at present——”
-
-“Literary?”
-
-“Of a sort. Secretarial. I write from dictation.”
-
-“May I ask what sort of things?”
-
-With a curious reluctance she answered.
-
-“Indian,” and said no more.
-
-He seemed to meditate a moment on that; then said slowly:
-
-“It appears you have experience of the very things that interest me.
-Tell me—for I have been so long in the wilds— Is there any writer
-nowadays taking the place with regard to things Indian that Lafcadio
-Hearn did with things Japanese? A man who gets at the soul of it as well
-as the beautiful surface?”
-
-With her eyes on the ground and a sense of something startling in the
-air, she answered with a question.
-
-“Have you ever heard of V. Lydiat’s books?”
-
-There was a puzzled furrow between his eyebrows.
-
-“Not that I know of. Up in Kulu and beyond, the new books don’t
-penetrate. A man or a woman?”
-
-“People are not certain. The initial might mean either. But the critics
-all say a man. The last is called the ‘The Unstruck Music,’ the one
-before ‘The Dream of Stars.’ The first, ‘The Ninefold Flower.’”
-
-“Beautiful names,” he said. “Can I get them here?”
-
-“I can lend them to you.”
-
-They talked long after that, in a curiously intimate way that gave her
-secret but intense happiness. It was almost in fear that she asked when
-he was going on and where.
-
-When he went off he carried the three books under his arm.
-
-“I shall read ‘The Ninefold Flower,’ first. It interests me to see how a
-writer’s mind develops.”
-
-That night she had no dream and next day she tried even more eagerly
-than usual to get in touch with V. Lydiat, but in vain. The oracle was
-dumb. It frightened her, for the whole thing was so strange that she had
-never felt sure it might not vanish as suddenly as it came. She sat
-patiently all that morning, hoping and sorely disturbed, but the Pacific
-hung a relentless azure curtain before her fairyland and the pines
-dreamed their own sunshine-fragrance and made no way for palms.
-
-At one o’clock the telephone rang sharply,
-
-“Welland speaking. May I come and see you this afternoon?”
-
-It was impossible for she had an engagement, but she named the evening
-at eight. He caught at it—his voice was evidence of that eagerness.
-
-He came a minute or two before the time, and a book was in his hand. She
-knew the cover with a drift of stars across it before he spoke.
-
-It broke out the moment he was in the room.
-
-“A most amazing thing. I hardly know how to tell you. You’ll think I’m
-mad. It’s my book—_mine_, yet I never wrote it.”
-
-They stared at each other in a kind of consternation and the little
-colour in her face fell away and left her lily-pale. She could feel but
-not control the trembling of her hands.
-
-“You mean——”
-
-“I mean—there are my notes one after another, but expressed in a way I
-never could hope for, exquisitely expressed. But it’s mine all the same.
-A cruel, enchanting robbery! You don’t believe me. How could you? But I
-can prove it. See here.”
-
-With passionate haste he pulled a roll of paper from his pocket, and
-pushed the typed sheets before her. The first story in “The Ninefold
-Flower,” was called “The Lady of Beauty.” The notes began, “The Queen of
-Beauty,” and went on _seriatim_ with the scaffolding of the story.
-
-“The way it’s done here, in this book, is the very way I used to see it
-in my dreams, but it was utterly beyond me. For God’s sake, tell me what
-you think.”
-
-She laid it down.
-
-“Of course it’s yours. No doubt of that. But his too. You blocked out
-the marble. He made the statue. The very judgment of Solomon could not
-decide between you.”
-
-“That’s true,” he said hopelessly. “But the mystery of it. The appalling
-hopeless mystery. No eye but mine has ever seen that paper till now.”
-
-Silence. A grey moth flew in from the garden and circled about the lamp.
-The little flutter of its wings was the only sound. Then in a shaken
-voice very unlike its usual sedate sweetness, she asked.
-
-“Mr. Welland, do you ever dream?”
-
-“Awake? Constantly.”
-
-“Asleep?”
-
-She saw caution steal into his frank eyes and drop a curtain before
-them.
-
-“Why do you ask? Everyone dreams.”
-
-She gathered up all her courage for the next question.
-
-“Were you ever in the Shalimar?”
-
-“Certainly. Does anyone ever go to Kashmir and miss it?”
-
-He was fencing, that was palpable. It gave her hope for a golden gleam
-through her fear. She clasped her shaking hands tightly in each other.
-
-“I have the strangest dreams. I can only bring back snatches. Yet I know
-there is a wonderful connected story behind them. I dreamt the Shalimar
-not long ago,—I brought back one image. A woman in an old Persian dress
-sitting by the black Pampoor pillars and looking down into the water
-where the moon dipped and swam all gold.”
-
-“Yes, yes, go on!” he breathed.
-
-“There were flowers—white flowers. I never saw them there in the
-daylight.”
-
-“Unbearably sweet,” he interjected. “The scent is like the thrust of a
-lance. I know, I know. But there was another woman. I can’t remember her
-face.”
-
-“How did she stand?” asked Beatrice Veronica.
-
-“Near me—but she could see nothing. The day still blinded her,
-until——”
-
-“Until you laid your hand on hers. Then she saw.”
-
-Another long silence. Only the beating of the moth’s wings. He leaned
-forward from his chair and laid his hands on the clasp of hers. Their
-eyes met, absorbing each other; the way for the electric current was
-clear.
-
-“I remember now,” he said, very softly. “It was you. It was you at the
-Temple of Govindhar. At the Massacre Ghaut of Cawnpore. Ah, I dragged
-you there against your will to show I was the stronger. It is
-you—always you.”
-
-What was she to say? With his hands on hers it was a union of strength
-which put the past before both like an open book. She remembered all the
-dreams now. Impossible to tell them here—they were so many, like and
-unlike, shaken shifting jewels in a kaleidoscope held in some unseen
-hand. But jewels. They sat a long time in this way, rapt in wordless
-memories, their eyes absorbing each other—the strangest reunion. When
-speech came it brought rapture which needed little explanation. They
-bathed in wonder as in clear water, they flung the sparkle of it over
-their heads and glittered to each other in its radiance. When had such a
-miracle been wrought for any two people in all the world? The dreams of
-the visionary were actual for them and heaven and earth instinct with
-miracle.
-
-“When we are married—when we pass our lives utterly together the bond
-will be stronger,” he said, kissing her hand passionately two hours
-later. “We shall be awake with reason and intellect as well as vision to
-help our work, we shall do such things as the world has never dreamed,
-prove that miracle is the daily bread of those who know. Two halves of a
-perfect whole made one forever and ever. You see?”
-
-He looked at her a moment with shining eyes and added, “The wise will
-come to us for wisdom, the poets for beauty, and we shall make our
-meeting-places the shrines of a new worship.”
-
-Beatrice Veronica agreed with every pulse of her blood. The Great
-Adventure, and together!—what bliss could equal that marvel?
-
-They were together perpetually, and surely human happiness was never
-greater than that of these two adventurers with the blue capes of
-Wonderland in sight at last over leagues of perilous seas. In another
-image, their caravan halted outside the gates of Paradise, and in a
-short few weeks those gates would swing open for them and, closing, shut
-out Fate.
-
-But she did not dream of Martin Welland now, nor he of her. The
-discovery and all it involved was so thrilling that it brought every
-emotion to the surface as blood flushes the face when the heart beats
-violently. The inner centres were depleted.
-
-They were married and Paradise was at hand, but for a while the happy
-business of settling their life engrossed them. It would be better to
-live in Canada and make long delightful visits to the Orient to refill
-the cisterns of marvel, they thought. A room for mutual work must be
-plotted in the bungalow; then there was the anxious question of a
-southern aspect. Then it was built, and it became a debatable decision
-whether some of the pines must fall to enlarge the vista to the sea.
-Friends rallied about her on the news of the marriage, and rejoiced to
-see the irradiation of Beatrice Veronica’s pale face. Then they must be
-entertained.
-
-Then the endless joyful discussions as to whether the author should
-still be V. Lydiat or whether collaboration should be admitted. These
-things and many more filled the happy world they dwelt in.
-
-Can the end be foreseen? They never foresaw it.
-
-The hungry claim of human bliss fixed its roots in the inner soil where
-the Rosa Mystica had blossomed, and exhausted it for all else. That, at
-least, is the way in which one endeavours to state the mysterious
-enervation of the sub-conscious self which had built the stepping-stones
-between them to the meeting-point.
-
-She went hopefully to her table when they had settled down, and he sat
-beside her doing his utmost to force the impulse across inches which had
-made nothing of oceans. It was dead. He could think of nothing but the
-sweet mist of brown tendrils in the nape of her neck, the pure line from
-ear to chin, the delights of the day to be. She sat with the poor
-remnant of his notes before her—for nearly all had been exhausted in
-the three books—and tried to shape them into V. Lydiat’s clear and
-sensitive beauty of words. It could not be done. Her eight thousand
-words marched and deployed heavy-footed as before. They were as
-unmanageable as mutineers or idiots. There was no life in them.
-
-So it all descended to calmer levels. They slept in each other’s arms,
-but they never dreamed of each other now. They had really been nearer in
-their ghostly meeting by the Taj Mahal or in the evil splendours of
-Govindhar—far nearer, when she wrote and could not cease for joy, than
-when Martin Welland sat beside her and struggled to find what had
-flashed like light in the old days. They had to face it at last—V.
-Lydiat was dead.
-
-It troubled them much for a while, but troubled the world more. The
-publishers were besieged with questions and entreaties. Finally those
-also slackened and died off.
-
-V. Lydiat was buried.
-
-They thought that perhaps if they returned to India the dead fire would
-re-kindle under that ardent sun. But no.
-
-One day, at Benares, standing near the great Monkey Temple of Durga,
-Martin stopped suddenly, and a light came into his eyes.
-
-“B. V. I’ve just remembered that one of the wisest of the pandits lives
-near here—a wonderful old fellow called Jadrup Gosein. Let’s go and
-state the case to him. The wisest man I know.”
-
-They went, Beatrice Veronica ashamed to feel a little uprush of regret
-at the sacrifice of a part of the wonderful day. Martin knew so much. It
-was heavenly to go to these places with him, and have them illumined by
-his research. But they went to the pandit.
-
-The holy man was seated under the shadow of a great image of Ganesha the
-Elephant-Headed One, the Giver of Counsel, and when they sat themselves
-before him at a measured distance the case was stated.
-
-There was a long pause—a deep silence filled with hot sunshine smelling
-of marigolds, and the patter of bare feet on sun-baked floors, as
-curious quick eyes watched the conclave from afar.
-
-Jadrup Gosein meditated deeply, then raised his serene dark face upon
-them with the dim look that peers from the very recesses of being. His
-words, incomprehensible to Beatrice Veronica, had the hollow resonance
-of a bell, near at hand but softened.
-
-“There was a man long since,” he began, “to whom the high Gods offered
-in reward of merit, a rose-tree—very small and weak,—a suckling, as it
-were, among trees, with feeble fibrous root, accessible to all the
-dangers of drought and sun, and as he stretched his hand doubting, they
-offered him for choice a rose from the trees of Paradise, crimson and
-perfumed, its hidden bosom pearled with dew and wafting divine odours.
-And they said ‘Choose.’ So he said within his soul, ‘The tree may
-die—who knows the management of its frail roots? But the rose is here,
-sweeter than sweet, immortal since it grew in Paradise! I choose the
-rose.’
-
-“And they put it in his hand. And the wise Elephant-Headed One said:
-
-“‘O fool! What is a rose compared to a rose-tree that bears myriads of
-roses? Also the rose dies in the heat of human hands. The tree lives; a
-gathered rose is dead.’
-
-“My children, you have chosen the rose. Be content. Yet in another life
-remember and cling to that which unsevered from the parent tree sends
-roots into the Now, the Then, and the Future, and blossoms immortally.”
-
-So he dismissed them kindly.
-
-“He means,” said Martin with troubled brow, “that ordinary household
-happiness shuts a man in from the stars. Do you remember the flute of
-Pan, B. V.? He tore the reed from the river and massacred it as a reed
-to make it a music-bearer for the Gods.
-
- “The true Gods sigh for the cost and pain,
- For the reed that grows never more again
- As a reed with the reeds in the river.”
-
-“But we are so happy!” she whispered, clinging against him to feel the
-warmth of his love. “The outer spaces are cold, cold. I don’t regret V.
-Lydiat. I have you. The reeds were happier in the river.”
-
-Martin Welland sighed.
-
-“You had both,” he said. “You have only me now.”
-
-But that regret also slipped away. They forgot. It all faded into the
-light of common day and they were extremely happy.
-
-The two could never account for the way in which they had come together
-in that dream-land of theirs. They had lost the clue of the mystery once
-and for all.
-
-Jadrup Gosein could have told them, but it never occurred to them to ask
-him. There are however many lives and the Gods have a long patience.
-
-
-
-
- THE SEA OF LILIES
- A STORY OF CHINA
-
-
-
-
- THE SEA OF LILIES
-
- A STORY OF CHINA
-
-
-I had come down from the mountain fastnesses of my home in Kashmir on
-pilgrimage to a certain island off the coast of China. A long, long
-pilgrimage, but necessary; for, with a Buddhist monk attached to the
-monastery of Kan-lu-ssu in the hills of North China, I was to collect
-certain information from the libraries and scholars of two famous
-monasteries on the island of Puto. I, Lancelot Dunbar, am known to the
-monks of the northern monastery of Kan-lu-ssu by the friendly title of
-“Brother of the Pen,” and it is my delightful lot to labour abundantly
-among the strange and wonderful stores of ancient Buddhist and historic
-knowledge contained in some of the many monastic libraries scattered up
-and down India, China and Ceylon. It follows that my wife and I own two
-homes.
-
-One is a little deserted monastery in the Western Hills, in China, known
-as “First Gate of Heaven,” and so beautiful that the name might have
-grown about it like the moss on its tiled roofs. Following the bigger
-monasteries, it has its quiet courtyard, its lotus-pool and the peaked
-roofs with their outward, upturned sweep. The pines crowd upon us, and
-the cloud-dragons of rain and wind play in their uncouth sport among the
-peaks and fill our streams with singing, glittering water.
-
-Our other home is a red-pine hut near the Liderwat in Kashmir. The
-beauty of it, the warm homeliness set amid the cold magnificence of the
-hills and immeasurable forests, no tongue can tell. The hut is very
-large and low, divided into our own rooms and the guest-rooms, with
-hospitable fireplaces for fragrant pine-logs and floors strewn with rugs
-brought by yak and pony down the wild tracks from Yarkand and Leh.
-Beautiful rooms, as I think—the windows looking out into the pines and
-the endless ways that lead to romance and vision.
-
-Which home is the more beautiful I cannot say. We have never known, and
-our friends give no help; for some choose one and some the other. One
-day I shall write of our life in Kashmir, the clean, beautiful
-enchantment of it, the journeyings into the mountains—but to-day I must
-recall myself to the pilgrimage to Puto.
-
-It is an island off the coast of China, as I said before, most holy to
-the Buddhists of the Far East, dear to all who know it in its beauty and
-religious peace and the lovely legends that cling about it, a place of
-purification of the heart and of a serenity that the true pilgrim may
-hope to carry away with him as the crowning of his toil and prayer. It
-is one of the Chusan Archipelago and is separated from the large island
-of Chusan by a stretch of water known as the “Sea of Lilies.” And it is
-not very far distant from the hybrid dissipations of Shanghai and the
-swarming streets of Ningpo and can be reached from either. Yet it is as
-far removed from their hard realities as if it were built on floating
-clouds and lit by other dawns than ours.
-
-Shanghai concerns itself, I am told, with that ancient and universally
-respected Trinity of the World, the Flesh, and the Devil. I know little
-of it myself and accept the testimony of friends, and especially of one
-who knew it well. “I just think,” he said with conviction, “that if
-nothing happens to Shanghai, Sodom and Gomorrah were very unfairly dealt
-with.”
-
-So I met my friend Shan Tao in Ningpo, and we set sail together. The
-island of Puto, at all events, concerns itself with a very different
-Trinity from that of Shanghai. For the deity of Puto is the Supreme,
-enthroned in eternal light, and on his right hand stands Wisdom and on
-his left, Love. The patron saint of this island is Kwan-yin (the Kwannon
-of Japan), the incarnation of divine love and pity, she who has refused
-to enter paradise, so that, remaining on this sad earth, she may be
-attentive to the tears and prayers of humanity and depart from it only
-when the Starry Gates have closed behind the last sinner and sorrow and
-sighing have fled away like clouds melting into the golden calms of
-sunset. Yet when I say “she,” I limit the power of this mighty
-_Bodhisattva_, or _Pusa_, as Buddhas-to-be are called in India and
-China. For that pure essence is far above all limitations of sex and,
-uniting in itself the perfection of both, may be manifested as either,
-according to need and opportunity. Be that as it may, Puto is the
-holiest, most immediate home of Kwan-yin, and her influence spreads far
-beyond its shores and makes the very sea that surrounds it sacred.
-Therefore it is to this day the Sea of Lilies.
-
-For when the Dwarf-men, the Japanese, came storming down on the island
-from Hangchow long ago and carried off a part of the sacred relics, they
-woke in the dawn to find their ship moving slower and slower and finally
-rocking like a ship asleep in what seemed a vast meadow of lilies. Thick
-as snow about them lay the ivory chalices with golden stamens; thick as
-the coiling of snakes innumerable were the long piped and knotted stems,
-with the great prone leaves. Neither oar nor sail could move the ship;
-for the mysterious lilies, white and silent, that had sprung up from the
-depths in a night held it as if with chains. And then comprehension
-entered the hearts of the Dwarfs, and, taking hurried counsel, they put
-the ship about and headed for the sacred island once more. As they did
-so, a soft wind like the waft of a passing garment breathed on the
-surface of the sea, the ivory chalices closed and the crystal lymph
-flowed over them, and, where the leagues of blossom had spread, were now
-only the foam-flowers of the waste ocean. So the treasures were restored
-to Puto, and, when the story was told to the monks, they adored the
-Heavenly Lady who guards her own.
-
-Lest it be said that the burdened consciences of the Dwarfs misled them
-into a dream, let the story be told of Wang Kuei, a haughty official who
-was sent on his Emperor’s behalf to do reverence at the shrines of Puto
-and did it grudgingly and with a pride that ill became him. So, when his
-ship set sail from the island and he sat in glory on deck, glad at heart
-that his service was over, suddenly her swift course was stayed. Behold,
-in the moonlight, the meadows of ocean had bloomed into innumerable
-lilies, and there was no sea-track between them, no glimmer of water in
-the interstices of the paving-leaves, and the ship was a prisoner of
-beauty! Then the story of the Dwarfs rushed into his soul. In haste he
-prostrated himself on the deck with his face toward the island and
-prayed for pardon as he had never yet prayed, and the Heavenly Lady
-heard him and the lilies were resumed into her pure being. The man of
-pride returned to Puto and, doing homage of the humblest, went back in
-security to his Emperor.
-
-But who can tell the beauty of Puto, looking forth on its little sisters
-of the archipelago with the serenity of an elder who has attained? We
-put up in one of the cells allotted to pilgrims in a monastery among the
-hills overlooking the Sea of Lilies. Surely, I think, a lovelier place
-could not be. The little ways wind about the island, past great rocks
-sculptured with holy figures and groves of trees that climb the hills to
-the tiled roofs of the many temples and monasteries. And wild and sweet
-on the hills grows the gardenia, whence the island has its name of
-“White Flower.” The sunny sweetness of its perfume recalled to me the
-far-away, wild daphne bushes of Mount Abu in Rajputana, near the
-marvellous white temples of Dilwara, temples of another, yet not
-unallied, faith. It is easy to tell when the gods go by—it can never be
-common air again, but sweet, sweet unutterably.
-
-All day I trod the bays on sand fine as powdered gold or wandered among
-the flowers, taking notes for my book at the various temples and talking
-with the monks and such hermits as are not under the vow of silence.
-When they found I was at work for Kan-lu-ssu in the hills, they opened
-their hearts and told me many things.
-
-I suppose it is difficult for the western mind to comprehend the
-impulses that send a man to dwell in the solitudes of Puto, girdled with
-its miraculous sea, there to let the years slip from him like a vesture,
-unheeded, unregretted—but to me it is easy. Let me tell the story of
-one of these monks, gathered from his own lips and told where a ravine
-breaks down to the sands of a little bay; where the small waves fall in
-a lulling monotone, a fitting burden to quiet words softly spoken as the
-shadows lengthened to the hour of rest. He was named in religion “High
-Illumination.” His name in the world I cannot tell.
-
-His father had been a farmer in Anhui, a well-to-do man for his class.
-There were two sons, and my friend was the younger. His father, of whom
-he spoke with deep reverence, had the utmost confidence in the elder
-brother. In dying, he expressed only the desire that the elder brother
-would make a just division with the younger of all the possessions he
-was leaving, and so departed.
-
-“And I was content,” said High Illumination, “knowing my father’s wisdom
-and believing that his wish, uttered in the presence of us both, would
-be as binding upon my honoured brother as an imperial command.
-Therefore, when all observances of departure had been completed and the
-proper time came, I expected my share in peace, and the more so since my
-good father had provided for my marriage with a beautiful maiden, the
-daughter of a lifelong friend. But that was not to be.
-
-“And still my brother said nothing; all the duties of the seasons
-proceeded and I worked and helped him, expecting daily that he would
-speak.
-
-“Then at last in great astonishment I ventured this: ‘Honoured Elder
-Brother, the will of our just father is still unfulfilled. Should we not
-proceed in this matter?’
-
-“And he, with anger and a reddened face: ‘What is this discontent? Do
-you not share the land where you labour upon it? What more would you
-have?’
-
-“So, very temperately and courteously, I said: ‘Honoured Elder Brother,
-I work but as a hired man who has no hire. I have not so much as a
-_cash_ in my pocket to buy me the least of pleasures or needs. I have
-but my food, and that, as I think, my elder sister [the brother’s wife]
-grudges me. Such certainly was not the intention of our just father.’
-
-“Then, his face distorted with rage, he replied, ‘Have your way, and if
-it bring bitterness and disturbance of spirit, then thank yourself for
-your greed!’”
-
-High Illumination paused a moment as if in memory.
-
-“Greed!” I said indignantly. “My friend, you were wronged and cruelly.
-You could in a court of law have compelled him to do you justice.”
-
-“Yet he was right: for me it was greed,” said High Illumination, with a
-smile of quiet humour. “I had thought of it night and day, till it had
-soured my soul. But the next day at dawn my brother called to me with
-anger in his voice and said: ‘The division is now made. Come and see.’
-
-“So we passed along through the dewy dawn-gold in silence, past his
-fields of budding rice and millet prosperously green, and at last we
-came to a great stretch of pebbles and water-springs where nothing would
-grow, no, not even a blade of grass. The place had come to my father
-from many ancestors, and none could either use or sell its barrenness.
-
-“And there it lay, grey and hard in the morning gold, and my brother,
-pointing, said: ‘Take it; the division is made. And when you store your
-plentiful rice, thank my generosity.’ And, turning, he left me and went
-back to his prosperity, laughing.”
-
-“It was a devil’s deed,” I said. “Surely he laid up for himself a black
-_karma_ in so doing.”
-
-High Illumination shook his head slowly. “Who can judge the karma of
-another? Daily did I pray that my brother’s feet might be set in the way
-of peace, and I had assurance that thus and no otherwise it should be.
-But hear the story and its loveliness.
-
-“So I sat nearly all day, staring at the pebbles. There was not even a
-yard of the ground that spade and hoe could conquer, and I knew myself
-vanquished. Then in the evening I rose and went to a neighbour and said,
-‘I beseech you to find me work; for I must eat or die.’ He gave me work
-and the wage was my food only; for he was bone-poor. So I lived for two
-years, and, if I passed my brother, he would jeer at my rags and
-leanness.
-
-“Now, as I went by my desolate heritage one day, I saw that between the
-pebbles were pushing little bright green shoots, strong and hardy,
-thrusting the small stones aside to make room for their impatience. The
-tender greenness pleased me. It was like warmth and sunshine to see the
-life of it, and I wondered what manner of growth could find food among
-the stones. For a while I could not go that way, but, when I went again,
-behold a thing most beautiful, for all the plants were covered with buds
-like pearls!
-
-“My brother, hear a marvel. One day, before ever I came in sight of it,
-a sweet perfume, warm with the sun, exhaling the very breath of
-paradise, surrounded me. When I approached, the desert had blossomed
-abundantly. I could not see the stones; they were covered with lilies,
-white lilies, each with a gold cup, set in ivory, to hold the
-incense-offering to the sun. What could I say, what think in beholding
-this miracle of loveliness? I sat beside them to watch what they would
-do, and a light breeze moved the flowers like bells upon the stems, and
-there was a going in the leaves of them as though the hem of an unseen
-garment trailed among them. And they were mine.”
-
-“They had never grown there before?” I asked.
-
-“No man of those parts had seen the like; nor I myself. Every day, when
-my work was done, I went to look at them and sat to see their beauty of
-ivory and gold. And once, as I sat, the rich official, Chung Ching-yu,
-rode by. Pausing in astonishment, he bought a handful of the flowers,
-giving me the first money I had seen for a year, and he told me to
-gather the bulbs in due season and receive from him in return their
-weight in silver. And what he said ran on to other rich men and to men
-not rich, in the city of Ningpo, and they came bidding against one
-another for the bulbs to sell to the great and to send in ships to
-strange countries, until I who had been poor scarce knew how to store my
-riches. And I saw what my lilies loved and put for them more stones and
-water, and the next year they were a wilderness of sweets, where all the
-bees of the world came to gather nectar.
-
-“But I knew indeed whence they came, since such beauty could not be of
-earth, and I withdrew myself to a lonely place and addressed my prayer
-to Kwan-yin, who had thus blessed my poverty, and I said: ‘O Adorable,
-whose ears are open ever to the cry of the oppressed, whose beautiful
-eyes are pitiful to sorrow, I bless thee for this compassion. And
-because I dread the love of riches, and the flowers and not money, are
-to me my soul, give me grace so to receive the mercy of thy gift that it
-may befit thy greatness and my littleness.’ Even as I said the words, a
-thought came to me, and I went to find my brother, whom I had not seen
-for long days.
-
-“Now, when he saw me come, his face darkened with rage, and he said:
-‘Are you come to taunt me because of my folly, in that I gave the best
-of all the land to your idleness, or to thank me for the gold it has
-heaped upon you? Speak out; for the lucky man may speak.’
-
-“Then, standing at the door, I said this: ‘Elder Brother, your action
-was unjust, and certainly the Divine does not sleep, but awaits its hour
-in peace. As for me, the Spirit of Compassion has seen my poverty and
-had pity upon me, and now I will tell you my heart. Two nights ago as I
-lay and slept, it seemed to me that the moonlit air grew sweet with a
-sweetness more than all my lilies—nay, than all the flowers of
-earth—and I knew that the gates of paradise were opened and that the
-immortal flowers exhaled their souls, and that to breathe them was
-purification. Then, far off on a cloud so white that it resembled the
-mystic petals of the lotus, stood a lady with veiled face, and in one
-hand a chalice and in the other a willow spray, and even through the
-veil her beauty rayed as the moon behind a fleece of cloud. My Brother,
-need I say her name?’
-
-“And, as I spoke, the hard face softened; for who is there that knows
-not the Pity of the Lord? I continued: ‘In a voice sweeter than sleep,
-she augustly addressed me, saying: ‘The Divine on its hidden throne
-knows no repose while the sigh of the oppressed is heard before it. And
-because this injustice was borne with patience, the armies of the
-flowers of paradise were marshaled. Say, now, whether justice was
-done.’”
-
-“And I said, ‘It was done.’ And, as a cloud slips off the moon as she
-glides upward to the zenith, so fell the veil—but what I saw I may not
-tell, nor could, for I weep in remembering that Beauty.”
-
-His voice faltered even in recollection; nor could I speak myself. We
-sat in silence awhile, looking over the Sea of Lilies with the twilight
-settling softly upon it.
-
-Then he resumed: “So I said: ‘Elder Brother, having seen this, I have
-all riches and need no more. Take the land; for I depart into the life
-of peace, where is no need of gold or gain, having beheld the ineffable
-Treasure of the Nirvana and the very Soul of Quiet.’
-
-“And his eyes kindling, he said, ‘What, is it mine—all mine?’
-
-“‘Yours. Yet remember that these lilies are of heaven. It is in my mind
-that these will have not only pure water and clean rock but also a clean
-heart to tend them.’
-
-“Then, very doubtfully, he took my hand and held it awhile in his and,
-dropping it at last, turned, weeping, away. Thus we parted, and I came
-to Puto.”
-
-“And you never saw him again?”
-
-High Illumination smiled, looking to where the star of evening blossomed
-above us. “Four years passed,” he replied. “Then, among the pilgrims who
-came to the holy shrines, I saw my brother, and yet could scarcely think
-it he, so reverently and with such humility he knelt where the Divine
-Lady waits in gold at the left side of the Infinite One.
-
-“Need I recount the rest, O Brother of the Pen? He came to my cell and,
-seated at my feet, he told me all. When I was gone, the lilies withered,
-and at first he thought he lacked my skill and spent much money on
-digging and trenching, but still the lilies died, and at last he saw
-that the air that clung about his garments withered them. So, as he sat
-musing on this strange thing, he resolved in his soul that he would no
-more sell the Divine in the streets nor market his peace for gold, but
-that he would set aside these stones and pure springs for almsgiving to
-the poorest of the poor. Looking up, he said this: ‘Spirit of
-Compassion, have pity on my soul, bound and crippled by the love of
-gain. For I too am not beyond the bounds of thy pity, and, if there is
-hope of it for me in this life as the fruit of some solitary good deed
-in former existences, grant that the flowers of heaven may blossom once
-more and the souls of many rejoice in their loveliness.’
-
-“And, as the words were said, he knew that the prayer was heard. The
-lilies returned in a beauty beyond telling, and it seemed that half the
-world desired them. He who had not known the joy of giving became now,
-as it were, the very source of charity and gave not only of his lilies
-but of his rice and millet and all his gains, that the heart of the poor
-might be gladdened with plenty. So, as he told, we sat together, hand in
-hand, with tongues that could not be satisfied in telling and eyes that
-beheld the greatness of the Divine. And for many years he came, and the
-monks watched and watched for his coming and I most of all. And at last
-he did not come, but his son in his place, who told me that the bond of
-life had been gently loosed, and it was believed that High Presences
-stood about his death-bed while the villages mourned.
-
-“O Brother of the Pen, write this true story, that all may know there is
-none like unto the Hearer of Prayer!”
-
-The evening star hung like a steadfast lamp over the dim ocean, and the
-air was so still that, when at last a faint stirring came in the grasses
-and leaves, it was as if some listening influence were passing softly
-away, as indeed I believe.
-
-Skeptics may say that the wish was father to the thought. But I know
-better. And as for the flowers themselves, there is a strange
-susceptibility in the plant life we call “lower.” Of that truth I know
-many stories which I shall tell one day.
-
-But how shall I tell the beauty of Puto looking forth on its little
-sisters of the Archipelago with the serenity of a saint who has
-attained? I sat alone next day by the carved Rock of Meditation
-pondering these things, and bathing my soul in the peace of them as in
-deep water. The mystery of the place was about me, for Puto is a home of
-the mystic order of Buddhist monasticism which in India is called Jhana,
-in Japan Zen, and there were men at hand to whom the bond of the flesh
-is a thing easily unloosed. One sat on the height above me now in
-profound meditation.
-
-I analyzed my own heart. Is it because all this with the atmosphere it
-creates, is so beautiful that I love it? Or is it because it presents a
-truth forgotten, lost, in our hurrying day of fevered unrest?
-
-Because it is of the truth. That is the answer. None can doubt it who
-understands and loves these people and their teachings.
-
-None—who is admitted to the quiet of their secret places and thoughts.
-
-It is a truth which is a part of nature itself. Consider the lilies of
-the field. They breathe it, the soft breezes whisper it among the leaves
-of the maiden-hair trees, the measured cadence of the sea chimes it
-eternally on the golden shores of Puto.
-
-They have the secret of peace, which we have immeasurably and to our
-ruin lost.
-
-So my friend Shan Tao and I paced along the pilgrim’s path past the
-sea-cave where visions of the holy Kwan-yin are said to have been seen
-in the sun ray that strikes through the rent roof with something of the
-same effect as the light contrived to fall from above in the temple of
-Mendoet in Java on the white and beautiful face of the Bodhisattva who
-sits in ecstasy below. And wandering on, beguiling the way with legends
-and tales of the Excellent Law to reach the southern monastery, pausing
-to look at the half ruined pagoda adorned on its four faces with
-carvings of Kwan-yin, and her brother saints, P’uhsien, Wen-shu and
-Ti-tsang, the last known in Japan as Jizo the beloved protector of dead
-children, we reached the southern monastery and the courtyard with its
-noble incense burners and candle holders, shaded by trees. Here it was a
-part of my purpose to search for references in the library on the upper
-story where the treasures are guarded by a serene Buddha in alabaster.
-And let me say that if ever the libraries of the many Chinese
-monasteries are searched with care and patience great additions will be
-made not only to the science of the soul but also to the world’s wisdom.
-Many lost treasures thus await their day of resurrection—treasures
-brought back in the early days of our era by Chinese monks who made the
-terrible pilgrimage through the cruel deserts and mountains to India
-that they might return loaded with the spiritual treasures of
-illumination and wisdom, and learned comments and digressions on these
-written by mighty Chinese patriarchs whose gilded and lacquered bodies
-are still preserved in the remote abodes of faith.
-
- * * * * *
-
-And when that day of revelation comes it will be found how much of the
-religious thought of the divided faiths can be traced to common sources
-in an antiquity so vast that it strikes the soul with awe. May that
-knowledge bring union and surcease to the petty wranglings and contempts
-which cloud the living waters of Truth.
-
-There are few scenes more serenely beautiful than the lotus pond of this
-monastery and its still waters doubling the old arched bridge and the
-sailing clouds, and the sunshine, unbearably delicious, brooding,
-brooding upon it like a soul in ecstasy. A soft collegiate calm was
-about us, the monks coming and going at intervals with kindly glances at
-my pen and note book, and the reverence for the written character and
-for what it represents that contact with our civilization will most
-certainly kill. A harmless snake was basking in the sun not far away,
-and a deer taught tameness by fellowship wandered about under the trees,
-as they do on the island of Miyajima in Japan.
-
-How beautiful the confidence of the creatures in these Buddhist resorts,
-how much we lose in losing their companionship! The gentleness of heaven
-was on Puto that day, and the words of a poet-monk who wrote of the
-beloved island floated through my mind like little golden clouds.
-
-“Who tells you that there is no road to heaven? This is heaven’s own
-gateway, and through it you may pass direct to the very Throne of the
-Divine.”
-
-I left it on a lovely day of summer—no foam-flowers blossoming on the
-Sea of Lilies, a drowsy golden haze veiling the neighbouring islands. I
-could scarcely have borne to leave it, especially its unrifled stores of
-wisdom, had I not known that I was free of it henceforward and might
-count on my welcome, come when I would. Almost, as we crossed the sea, I
-could dream that the miraculous ship of Kwan-yin floated before us, its
-sails filled with no earthly breeze, bearing the happy souls to the
-golden Paradise of the West where the very perfume of the flowers is
-audible in song. We who in Dante read the story of another Boat of Souls
-may well recognize the inmost truth of this legend. And certainly in
-Puto the soul may at least enter the heavenly Boat of Beauty that the
-poets have sung in all tongues and ages, and pass in it to the blue
-horizon of dreams and delights.
-
-
-
-
- THE BRIDE OF A GOD
-
-
-
-
- THE BRIDE OF A GOD
-
-
- I
-
-Two hundred years ago in India, many happy people dwelt in the little
-town of Krishnapur—happy because their belief was fixed and immutable
-and it brought them gladness; for in all innocence and devotion they
-worshipped Krishna the Beloved, the Herdsman of Brindaban, Lord of Love,
-whose name their little town carried like a jewel of price.
-
-And certainly the God had gifted it with beauty. The terraced houses
-climbed the ways of a hill deeply wooded with tamarind and pippala
-trees, and down a deep ravine ran the little Bhadra River, falling from
-great heights to feed the blue lake below. The place lay in the
-sunshine, clear and bright as a painting on crystal brought by the
-Chinese merchants, and by the favour of the God a delicate coolness
-spread upward from the lake among the clustered houses. In its midst was
-a very small island with a little temple lifting its shining gilded roof
-and spires among the palms. In this he was worshipped as the
-Flute-Player, an image of black basalt, very beautiful—a youth with the
-Flute forever at his lips; and there were devout men and women who
-declared that, in the midnight silence, sounds of music comparable only
-to the music of Indra’s heaven had been heard among the palm trees and
-mingled with the eternal song of the river. This report and the beauty
-and quiet of the fair little town brought a few pilgrims to bathe in the
-lake, crowding the broad low ghats that led down to its pure waters with
-their flower-hued garments and the strong chanting of their prayers.
-
-Many legends haunted the town of Krishnapur.
-
-Now the Pandit Anand Das was a man learned in the Vedas and all the
-sacred books, and his heart glowed with a great devotion. Since his son,
-who should have inherited his learning, was dead, and it could not flow
-in that beloved channel, he resolved that, slight and frail as a woman’s
-intellect must needs be, he would instruct his daughter Radha in the
-mysteries of the Holy Ones, as far as possible. He had named her Radha
-from his devotion to Sri Krishna; for Radha is the heart’s love of the
-God; and in bestowing this name he had made offering and prayed that he
-might live to see her as beautiful, as true in devotion as the Crowned
-Lady. The prayer was answered.
-
-Beautiful indeed was Radha, an image of golden ivory, with lips like a
-pomegranate bud before its sweetness is tasted, and great eyes dark as
-the midnight and lit by her stars. Beautiful the soft moulding of her
-rounded chin, and the shaping of the flower-face poised on its stem like
-a champak blossom that all the bees of love must seek, and the silk-soft
-brows and the heavy sweep of shadowy lashes. Flawless from head to rosy
-heel as the work of a mighty craftsman who wills not that his name shall
-perish, so was Radha; and when the people saw her as she passed along
-the little street, they gave thanks to the Beautiful for her beauty.
-Fairer than fair, wiser than wise in all the matters of the Gods, she
-lived her quiet days among the palms and temples, and each day laid its
-gift at her feet.
-
-Now the Brahman, her father, having, as it were, devoted her to the God,
-rejoiced to see that _bhakti_—which is faith, love, and worship in a
-perfect unity—was a steadfast flame in her heart; nor was there any
-word to utter her burning devotion. As a child she would leave all play
-to sit before his feet and hear as he read of the divine Krishna,—
-
- The story of the Lord of All
- Beginneth with a Pastoral,—
-
-and her child’s heart lived among the meadows of Brindaban with the
-marvellous Child whose very name is ‘He who draws or attracts.’
-
-And thus her learned father taught her.
-
-“This Krishna is the true incarnation of the Preserver who upholds the
-universe. ‘For in him,’ says the Mahabharata Santeparva, ‘the worlds
-flutter like birds in water’; and of him did not Maheshwara the
-Destroyer say: ‘The divine and radiant Krishna must be beheld by him who
-desires to behold Me.’ Thus in Sri Krishna is all Deity sheathed in
-flesh, that the soul of man may dimly apprehend his glory. A Child—yet
-thus in the Holy Song does the Prince Arjun cry to him:—
-
- “‘God, in thy body I see all the Gods,
- And all the varied hosts of living things,
- The undivided Thou, the highest point
- Of human thought.’
-
-“Can such a Being be approached by mere humanity? No, he is too far
-away—the ear of man may not hear, and the eye of man may not see. How
-if he were born among us, if we might touch his feet, and show him in
-simple human ways our devotion? How if he would turn the common earth to
-beauty by breathing the air we breathe?
-
-“And because it is so desired, it is done and Krishna is born, the
-Herdsman of Brindaban, the Beloved of India.”
-
-So reading day by day, he instructed her in the lovely story of the
-Childhood, and, with the ancient Pastoral, took her to the forests and
-rich cattle pastures where Jumna River flows wide and still to the sea.
-The people are kind and simple, the sacred cows are driven out at dawn
-to feed, and brought back in the brief glow of evening by the fair women
-who tend the gentle beasts; and this is Brindaban, the home on earth of
-the Lord of All, the utterly Adored.
-
-So much a child! But when floods of rain threatened to sweep away the
-herds and their keepers, he raised the hill Govardhan on the palm of his
-small soft hand, and sheltered them from the torrents and the fighting
-winds. And, as she sat at his feet, the Pandit showed his child Radha
-pictures of that other Child, darkly beautiful, who could poise the
-world on his shoulder.
-
- II
-
-As she grew older, the story widened and deepened with her years. But as
-she came to girlhood, her anxious mother, Sita Bai, ventured with
-trembling to doubt if it were well to draw her heart yet closer to the
-radiant manhood of the young God; for now the story is to be mystically
-interpreted and read by the light of the wisdom of the old and learned.
-
-“Was there not Mira Bai, who went mad for the love of him and could not
-leave his image or his temple, and dreamed of his sweetness night and
-day until she wasted to a shadow and died? And, my lord, is not his
-great temple as Jagannath, Lord of the World, but ten miles from us at
-the great town of Chaki; and is it not filled with bands of
-_devidasis_—the dancing girls? Would you have your daughter as one of
-them—sacred but—vile?”
-
-She caught the word back on her lips and looked about her in terror.
-Then added passionately:—
-
-“O my lord, is it well to kindle such a passion in her heart, and she
-little more than a child?”
-
-“Better be possessed by that love than by the follies and wickednesses
-that haunt the hearts of women to their ruin and ours. Woman, I know
-what I do. Be silent!” was all his answer.
-
-So she was silent, and daily the story went onward and filled the soul
-of the girl. For now, as Krishna grew to manhood, beauty came upon him,
-irresistible, heart-compelling, the world’s Desire, and on the banks of
-Jumna was sung the Song of Songs—the Lover, dark and glorious, to whom
-the souls of all the women of Brindaban, whether wife or maid, cling
-passionately, forgetful of self and of all but him. And the deepest
-symbol of the adoration of Krishna is the passion of man for woman and
-woman for man.
-
-“Walk warily here, my child, if you would understand,” said the Pandit;
-“for we move among pitfalls made by the mind of man fettered to his
-senses—the mind of man, that coin bearing the double superscription of
-spirit and flesh. Yet the story is plain for him who has ears to hear!”
-
-And Radha, speechless, with dark eyes filled with adoring love,
-listened—listened, with no heart for aught else.
-
-“Tell me more, more!” she said.
-
-And he, seeing the Divine Passion, the trembling of her lips, the
-uttering of her heart, told on, imparting the desire of the God.
-
-And when, as at this time, a marriage was spoken of for her with the son
-of the rich Brahman Narayan, she shrank from it with such shuddering
-horror that for very pity her father put it by for a while. But her
-mother watched in great fear.
-
-And every evening, when the light was calm and golden and her father
-laid his books aside, she would sit before him, putting all else aside
-that she might drink in the sweet nectar of his words.
-
-And now he told of the Herd-maidens bathing in the clear ripple of the
-river where the trees hang in green shadow over the deep pools.
-
-Their garments lie on the bank, forgotten in the joy of youth and life,
-as they sing the praises of the Beloved, until at length one remembers
-and looks, and lo! some thief has stolen the vesture, and they stand
-ashamed in the crystal lymph, their long locks gathered about them.
-
-Who has so bereft them? For no man or woman should bathe uncovered; and
-they have sinned—they know it!
-
-And then a voice calls from the world of leaves above their heads, and
-there sits the Desired, shining like a star caught in the topmost
-boughs, and before him are rolled the stolen garments, and when, all
-shamefaced, they entreat for their restoration, the Voice exhorts
-them:—
-
-“And if it is for My sake you have bathed and purified yourselves, then
-come forth fearless, and receive your vesture from my hands.”
-
-And he laid in her hand the picture of the Gopis fearing and adoring as
-they leave the lustral water, some shrinking in humility, to receive
-their vesture from the Beautiful, who sits smiling far above them.
-
-“And this, my daughter, is a very great mystery!” he said gravely. “And
-its meaning is this: ‘Thy _Thou_ is still with thee; if thou wilt attain
-unto me, quit thyself, and come.’”
-
-And she said,—
-
-“Father, surely the Self is withered into nothing when this dearworthy
-One calls. What were life, death—anything in the Three Worlds, compared
-with beholding his blissful countenance?”
-
-And he replied,—
-
-“Even so it is”; and laid aside his book and fell into a deep musing on
-the Perfections of the Lord; and Radha sat beside him.
-
-So that night her mother said timidly,—
-
-“Lord of my life, the girl is possessed by the God. I fear for her life.
-In her sleep she speaks aloud of him and stretches empty arms to the
-air, moaning. The colour fades in her lips, her eyes are fixed on
-dreams. She has no peace. Should we not seek an earthly lover for her
-own, that she may forget this Divine that is all the world’s?”
-
-And he replied sternly,—
-
-“Woman, lift up a grateful heart to the God that this girl is not as the
-rest but consumed by the love of the Highest. I have a thought unknown
-to you. All will be better than well.”
-
-And she desisted in great fear and obedience; but the very next evening
-was the story told of Radha—heart of the God’s heart, the Beautiful
-whose name she herself bore! And the girl listened in an ecstasy.
-
-It was a very still evening, the stars shining large and near the earth,
-the moon a mere crescent, such as when Maheshwara wears it in his hair
-and dreams on the mountain-peaks of Himalaya. They sat in the wide
-veranda, supported on wooden pillars bowered in the blossoms of the
-purple bougainvillæa and the white and scented constellations of
-jasmine. The wide transparent blinds of split cane were raised to admit
-the faintly perfumed breath of the garden; and by the Pandit’s elbow, as
-he sat on his raised seat, burned a little oil lamp, that he might read
-the sacred pages.
-
-Radha sat on her low cushion beside him, the _sari_ of Dakka muslin
-threaded with gold fallen back from her head as she looked up.
-
-“‘In the passion of their worship, the women of Brindaban are drawn out
-into the forest, each grieving if he do but turn his calm immortal eyes
-upon any other than herself. Therefore, only in the secret places of the
-forest is there now any joy. It has left the little houses and gone out
-to dwell by the river. They must follow, for they bear the world’s wound
-in their heart, and he is its Balm.
-
-“‘For a time his eyes rest on Radha the Beautiful, and she, transported
-with the pride of love, entreats that he will carry her in his arms. He
-stretches them to her with his mystic smile, and even as they touch her,
-he vanishes, and she is alone in a great darkness.’
-
-“Here again, my daughter, is the parable clear,” the Pandit interrupted
-the reading to say. “Here is no room for spiritual pride and exclusive
-desire. Learn your place, proud soul! It is at his feet until he,
-unasked, shall raise you to the level of his heart.”
-
-“‘So at the last she falters and falls, stunned with grief, the
-Herd-maidens weeping beside her, and—suddenly the Light shines. He has
-returned. He speaks:—
-
-“‘Now I have tried you. You have remembered and thought upon me.
-
-“‘You have increased your affection like beggars made newly rich.
-
-“‘You have chosen my service, abandoning the world and the Scriptures.
-
-“‘How can I do you honour? I cannot reward you enough.
-
-“‘Though I should live for a hundred of Brahma’s years, yet I could not
-be free of my debt.’”
-
- III
-
-She sat in silence; and breaking upon it, they heard the soft tread of a
-man stop by their gate, and voices, and the servant who guarded the gate
-came in haste.
-
-“Great Sir, here is the holy Brahman who is chief at the altar of great
-Jagannath in Chaki, and he would speak with you.”
-
-“Bring him instantly hither. Stay! I go myself!” cried the Pandit,
-rising. He had forgotten his daughter.
-
-“Father, have I your leave to go?” She drew the sari about her face.
-
-“Daughter, no. This is a wise man and great. Be reverent and humble, and
-stay.”
-
-She stood, trembling with fear to see one so holy. Surely it was a
-portent that the servant of the God should come on their reading. Yet
-she quieted her heart, and when her father, attending the great guest,
-placed him on his own seat, with the image of the wise Elephant-Headed
-One wreathing his trunk behind him, she bowed before him and touched his
-feet, for to her he was as Brahman and priest, an earthly God.
-
-He was a man in middle life, tall and dignified in spite of a corpulence
-which gained upon him, and his features clear-cut in the proud lines
-that denoted his unstained ancestry. He knew himself the superior of
-kings. He would have spurned with his foot a jewel touched by the Mogul
-Emperor of India. Yet more. Had the Rajput Rana, a king of his own
-faith, sun-descended, royal, cast his shadow on his food in passing, he
-had cast it, polluted, away. So great is the pride of the Brahmans.
-
-“Namaskar, Maharaj! What is your honoured pleasure?” asked the Pandit.
-
-“I am on my way to Dilapur on the divine business,” he answered, with a
-voice like the lowest throbbing notes of the bronze temple gong. “But I
-would have a word with you, Brother, as I go.”
-
-“Has my daughter your leave to depart, Maharaj?”
-
-“Certainly, friend, though it is of her I come to speak. May I behold
-the face of the maiden? A Brahmani has no need to veil it. They are not
-secluded like the Toorki women.”
-
-“Unveil before the Presence, my daughter, Radha.”
-
-The guest started at the name so familiar to him in his devotions.
-
-“It is singular, in view of my errand, that you should have given her
-this holy name, Pandit-ji.”
-
-“She deserves it for the devoted love that she bears to Sri Krishna,”
-returned her father. “Of her face I say nothing, but her heart is
-flawless.”
-
-“It is well!” said the priest Nilkant Rai, and turned gravely to Radha.
-
-Many were the _devidasis_, the nautch girls of the God, in the Temple of
-Jagannath. His eyes, deep and glowing, were no strangers to beauty, for
-the fairest were gathered like flowers to adorn the altars of the God,
-to dance and sing before his divine dreams, in all things to abide his
-will.
-
-Six thousand priests serve Sri Krishna as Jagannath, Lord of the
-Universe, at Chaki, for great is his splendour. The Raja of Dulai, royal
-though he be, is the sweeper of his house. More than twenty thousand men
-and women do his pleasure, and of the glories of his temple who can
-speak?
-
-But never had Nilkant Rai beheld such beauty as trembled before him
-then—darkly lovely, whitely fair, the very arrows of desire shooting
-from the bow of her sweet lips, half-child, half-woman, wholly
-desirable.
-
-His eyes roved from the wonder of her face to the delicate rounding of
-her young breasts and the limbs exquisitely expressed, yet hidden, by
-the sari.
-
-He looked in silence, then turned to the Pandit.
-
-“Surely she is an incarnation of Radha in face as in name. Brother, she
-has my leave to go.”
-
-Yet, when she had fled like a shadow, Nilkant Rai did not hasten. The
-other waited respectfully. _Pañ_—the betel for chewing—was offered in
-a silver casket. A garland of flowers perfumed with attar of roses was
-placed about the guest’s neck. Refreshments were served and refused.
-
-At length he spoke, looking on the ground.
-
-“Brother, it is known to you that the God makes choice when he will of a
-bride, favoured above all earthly women. Beautiful must she be, pure as
-a dewdrop to reflect his glory and return it in broken radiance, young,
-devout— Surely, even in this land of devotion, it is not easy to find
-such a one!”
-
-“It is not easy, holy one!” returned the Pandit, trembling as he
-foreknew the end.
-
-The other continued calmly.
-
-“Now it so chanced that the priest Balaram passed lately through this
-town, and going by the tank to the temple, beheld your daughter, and
-returning, he came to me and said: ‘The God has shown the way. I have
-seen the Desire of his eyes.’”
-
-“Great is the unlooked-for honour,” said the Pandit trembling violently;
-“so great that her father and mother bend and break beneath it. But
-consider, Holy One—she is an only child. Have pity and spare us! The
-desolate house—the empty days!” His voice trailed broken into silence.
-
-“If this hides reluctance!” Nilkant Rai began sternly. “If you have
-given a foul belief to any tale of the Temple——”
-
-“I, holy Sir! I have heard nothing. What should I hear?” The old man’s
-voice was feeble with fear. “Do I disparage the honour? Sri Krishna
-forbid! No, it is but the dread of losing her—the empty, empty house!”
-
-“And is she not at the age when marriage becomes a duty, and would she
-not leave you then? Unreasonable old man!”
-
-“Holy Sir—Maharaj, I tremble before the honour. But if the girl
-married, she would bring her babe and make her boast and gladden our
-hearts. But thus she is lost to us. Have pity! There are other Brahmans
-rich in daughters. Take not the one from my poverty.”
-
-Nilkant Rai rose to his feet with majesty.
-
-“I go. Never shall the God be rejected and ask twice. But when your
-daughter, old and haggard, looks up at you, answer that it was her
-unworthy father who kept her as a drudge on earth, when he might have
-raised her to a throne in heaven.”
-
-As the old man stood with clasped hands, Radha broke from the shadows
-and threw herself before him.
-
-“My father, would you hold me back? What joy, what glory in all the
-world can befall your child like this? The bride of the God! O Father!”
-
-The tears were running down her face like rain. They glittered in the
-lamplight. He could not meet her eyes. Nilkant Rai stood by, silent.
-
-“She is beautiful as a nymph of Indra’s heaven!” he thought. “Not Urvasi
-and Menaka, the temptresses of sages, were more lovely!” He said aloud;
-
-“The maiden is right. She is worthy of the God’s embrace. Is there more
-to say?”
-
-“Maharaj, I worship you!” said the old man submissively (and still he
-had not looked at his child). “It is well. What orders?”
-
-“Let her be perfumed and anointed daily. Let her food and drink be purer
-than the pure. Let her worship daily at the temple of Sri Krishna. The
-bridal shall be held in a month from this, that time being auspicious.
-The Car of her Lord shall come for her as the Queen she is, and all envy
-the Chosen.”
-
-He turned to Radha, still at her father’s feet.
-
-“Farewell, happiest Lady. Joys earthly and celestial await you. Rest in
-the knowledge of the favour of Sri Krishna. Hear of him, dream of him,
-until the glad truth slays all dream.”
-
-He moved slowly toward the steps. Her father pursued him.
-
-“Maharaj. Forgive, forgive! I neglect my manners. Thanks a thousandfold
-for the honour you have condescended to bring us this happy day. Your
-commands are ever before me.”
-
-The words poured forth. He could not say enough.
-
-“It is well, Pandit-ji. It is well. Say no more!” said the great guest,
-striding onward to the gate where two other Brahmans and his _palki_
-awaited him.
-
-She stood in the shadows as the Pandit returned.
-
-“Father, beloved, did I do wrong? Have you not taught me all my life
-that there is none like him—none?”
-
-“My pearl, what is done is done. He cannot be resisted. It is well your
-heart goes with your feet. Now sleep.”
-
-She passed in silently, and sat all night by the small cotton mattress
-laid on the floor. How could she sleep?
-
-Nor was there sleep for the Pandit. Sita Bai needed little telling, for
-she had listened behind the curtains; and now, with a livid pallor upon
-her, she confronted him.
-
-“Lord of my life, what is there to say? You know—you know!”
-
-“I know,” he answered heavily.
-
-Sita Bai was too dutiful a wife to reproach her husband with anything
-done; but his own thoughts returned to the long evenings spent in
-contemplating the Perfections of the God. He replied to his thought.
-
-“Yet had she never heard his name, it had been the same. Nothing could
-have saved her from the temple of Jagannath.”
-
-“Saved.” He caught the word back from his own lips in deadly fear, and
-added in haste: “Whom the God honours cannot set his grace aside, and
-there is none who would. None in heaven or earth.”
-
-“None,” echoed the woman faintly. Then, in a whisper scarcely to be
-heard, “Whom Nilkant Rai chooses”—and steadily averted her eyes.
-
-They dared say no more of this even in whispers to each other; for if
-this were reported, grief, ruin, death were the sure end.
-
-One word more did Anand Pandit breathe:—
-
-“She must keep her joy. It is the God’s. If he love her, he yet may save
-her. Let no word be said.”
-
-She touched his feet in token of submission. All night they sat in a
-bitter silence.
-
- IV
-
-Next day, all through the little holy town, bathing in its glad sunshine
-beneath the swaying palms, had run the news of this honour. Sita Bai,
-with a mask of gladness fixed on her face, visited the wife of the
-goldsmith, and begged her sympathy with the divine event. The gold
-bangles rang as she joined her hands; for she had come clad in
-splendour, and her sari was of purple silk of Paitan woven with strands
-of gold.
-
-When Radha went with her mother to the temple, crowds of the simple
-people had gathered by the lake beneath the neems and tamarinds to
-behold the beauty beloved of the God. True, they had seen it before, but
-to-day it was strange and new. Her throat rose like the stem of the
-lotus above the snowy folds of her sari, and like the purity of the
-lotus was her face with its downward eyes hidden in heavy lashes. She
-moved already like a bride, a little apart from her mother, to whom she
-had clung hitherto.
-
-A voice shouted, “Jai Krishna!” (Victory to Krishna), and many voices
-took up the cry. A woman, quivering with eagerness, flung a garland of
-wet marigolds about her neck. Flowers were strewn before her happy feet.
-Never before had a Bride been chosen from Krishnapur. It might well seem
-the benediction of the God.
-
-A beautiful woman, in a sari of jade-green and silver, pressed up close
-to her and whispered,—
-
-“Pray for me, O Beautiful, when you lie in the arms of the God, for me
-Ramu, wife of Narayan the Sahoukhar, that I may bear a son. Surely he
-will grant it for a wedding gift!” She stooped to the feet of Radha to
-worship her.
-
-“I will pray,” the bride answered, pacing gently onward.
-
-Petitions poured in upon her as she moved through the dappled light and
-shadow of the trees, beside the melted jewels of the lake. A great
-gladness possessed her. It was as if the air upbore her light feet; and
-the people followed in crowding joy until she made the _ashtanga_—the
-great prostration before the Flute-Player, the Alone, the Beautiful, who
-moves through the world scattering joy and love with the far music of
-his Flute—He to whom all and none may draw near.
-
-When the people were gone and the sun had set, and quiet breathed from
-the grey garments of evening, she entreated her father to read to her
-from the Song of Songs, written by the sweet-voiced singer Jayadeva, who
-has sounded all the secrets of love.
-
-At first he hesitated, then with a strange look upward, he read.
-
-“‘This is the story of the anguish of Radha.
-
-“‘For Radha, jasmine-bosomed, beautiful, waited in vain for her immortal
-Lover, by the banks of Jumna. This is the Dark Night of the Soul, for
-the face of the Beloved is averted in eclipse. In her sight, joyous and
-joy-giving, he lingers on the banks of Jumna with the happy herd-maids,
-while the _koels_ flute their soft _koo-hoo-oo_ in the deep green shade.
-And the poet makes the invocation:—
-
-“‘“Krishna, Lord of Love, stoop from thy throne to aid us. Deign to lift
-up our hearts for the sake of this song that is the cry of all who shed
-the tears of desertion as Radha shed them.”
-
-“‘And Radha cries aloud in her despair:—
-
- “‘“Wind of the Indian stream,
- A little, O a little, breathe once more
- The fragrance of his mouth. Blow from thy store
- One last word, as he fades into a dream.”
-
-“‘But he, far away in his Heaven, is lost in the Infinite Bliss; while
-she, deceived, beholds him playing by the river. Yet, because the soul,
-fevered with illusion, cannot soar to him, he forsakes his throne,
-sending his messenger before him, thus to plead with her:—
-
- “‘“The lesson that thy faithful love has taught him
- He has heard.
- The wind of spring, obeying thee has brought him
- At thy word.
- What joy in all the Three Worlds was so precious
- To thy mind?
- _Ma kuru manini manamayè_,[1]
- O be kind!”
-
-[1] My proud one, do not indulge in scorn.
-
------
-
-“‘He pleads, as it were, for forgiveness, the Divine reasoning with the
-soul and justifying his ways. And all is well, and joy leaps over the
-horizon like the sun that drives the dark with arrows of victory. For he
-comes.
-
-“‘So then, Jayadeva writes of the high close, the mystic nuptials of the
-soul and her Bridegroom.’”
-
-The old Pandit paused, his voice trembling, with the dark eyes of his
-Radha fixed upon him. Then read on:—
-
- “‘Enter the House of Love, O Loveliest!
- Enter the marriage bower, most Beautiful,
- And take and give the joy that Krishna grants.’”
-
-And again he paused, the words choking in his throat, and she laid a
-soft hand on his.
-
- “‘Then she, no more delaying, entered straight;
- Shame, which had lingered in her downcast eyes,
- Departed shamed. And like the mighty deep
- Which sees the moon and rises, all his life
- Uprose to drink her beams.’”
-
-He laid the book aside and extinguished the little lamp, so that only
-the moonlight was about them.
-
-After a while, he said,—
-
-“My daughter, the God leads you in strange ways. Yet, whatever the
-hearts of men, he is true. Offer him your heart in all purity, and in
-the end it shall be well with you. We will speak of this no more.”
-
-“But, Father beloved, do you not share my joy?” she said tremulously.
-
-He was silent.
-
- V
-
-The days went by very swiftly to the time of the divine marriage.
-Messengers came and went between the mighty temple of Jagannath and
-little Krishnapur, bearing gifts and jewels. Casting half-contemptuous
-glances, they passed by the little shrine where the Bride worshipped
-daily; but all contempt died when they were admitted to see her face.
-
-“The God has chosen well!” they said, and looked at one another with
-meaning.
-
-So the great day dawned in a passion of sunlight, and with flutes and
-drums and shouting the great Car of Jagannath waited for the Bride; and
-as she came forth, the pomegranate-blossom flush of joy rising in her
-golden cheek, her parents bowed before her and touched her feet in
-worship—no longer their daughter, but a goddess.
-
-Ankleted and zoned with gold, clothed in woven gold so supple that it
-yielded to every breath, the sun-rays dazzled back from her upon the
-adoring crowd until they put up their hands to veil the splendour. And
-so she sat, a Radiance, for all the world to see, high on the Car
-wreathed and hung with flowers, the image of the Bridegroom beside her.
-
-Oh, wonderful, terrible greatness for a woman! And so, with songs and
-triumph they bore her to her bridal.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mighty is the Temple of Jagannath, where by the eternal sea the people
-crowd all day to worship the Lord of the Universe. In little Krishnapur,
-he is the Beloved, the Herdsman, the Beautiful. Here, he is far
-removed—too great for love or fear. Human thought quails before his
-Vastness.
-
-The temple is in itself a city, and no feet but those of worshippers may
-pass even the strong outward walls. Very glorious are the carvings that
-adorn it. Terrible figures of Gods, many-headed, many-armed, bending
-giant bows, trampling giant enemies, brandishing awful weapons, dandling
-on their knees great Goddesses with slender loins and full breasts that
-overweight their swaying grace. Very awful are these figures, with
-clustering hair and crowns above their long eyes, and suns and moons
-rising and setting on their brows, and the symbols of their might
-scattered about them.
-
-But it was night, and it was among the wildly tossing lights that the
-Bride approached the home of her Lord; and the temple was dreadful, for
-it was dark and all the intricate ways lit with flickering points of
-light like the eyes of beasts; and, lost among strangers, her heart
-turned to water; for it resembled a great cave of blackness, and she
-could see but the naked bodies of worshippers and giant images of the
-holy Gods hovering through thick air laden with incense fumes and
-burning _ghi_ and the dung of the sacred animals and the pungent smell
-of rotting marigolds. And there were cauldrons with flames fed by wild
-worshippers from the hills, and these crowded about the _palki_ wherein
-they brought her through the temple, and touched it with hands that made
-her tremble, imploring her prayers as she lay in the breast of the God.
-Bats hung from the roof or swooped in the gloom. Their sourness tainted
-the air, and men, dim as ghosts, slunk about the fearful ways.
-
-Thus dwell the Gods.
-
-And suddenly terror submerged her like an ocean wave, and she sank back
-and the world left her.
-
-When sense and memory returned, she lay in her _palki_ in the great Hall
-of Dancing—a mighty hall supported on many pillars; and around her
-stood in motionless bands the _devidasis_, the dancers of the God,
-chosen to delight his senses for their grace and beauty.
-
-And, seeing her stretch her hands for help, the wild and flying dance
-began. They lifted her from the _palki_ and she stood among them,
-shimmering in gold, and about her they wheeled, advancing and retiring,
-linking and unlinking like dancers in a dream. And they sang the
-marriage song she had heard in the quiet of her home; but now it was
-terrible as it burst from hundreds of throats, gonged and cymbaled, with
-clashing and a thunder-beat of drums.
-
- “Enter, thrice-Happy, enter, thrice-Desired,
- And let the gates of Hari shut thee in.
- Tremble not. Lay thy lovely shame aside
- And love him with the love that knows not fear.
- Give him the drink of amrit from thy lips.”
-
-She stood like one clinging to a surf-beaten rock as they tossed about
-her with wild hands and eyes, the whole world mad with noise and dance
-and colour; then, dropping on her knees, she covered her eyes in terror.
-
-And thus the servants of the God welcomed her to his arms.
-
- VI
-
-Night, and a great quiet. A chamber of gold set with jewels glittering
-in the moonlight that came down some secret way, borne on a cool breath
-from the sea.
-
-She lay alone in the golden place, and the jewels watched her like eyes.
-Was it terror, was it love that possessed her? A thousand images blurred
-her closed eyes—He, the Beautiful, with peacock crown, with eyes that
-draw the soul, with lips of indescribable sweetness. It could not be
-that she should lie close to the heart of the God. How dare flesh and
-blood aspire to that mystic marriage? Must they not perish in the awful
-contact? And, if it could be, how return to earth after that ecstasy?
-
-“May I know and die!” she prayed. “Oh, let me not pass unknowing! Let me
-know and die!”
-
-And as the minutes dropped by, this prayer was all her thought, and it
-possessed her being.
-
-Then, dividing the darkness, she heard the voice of a Flute very far
-off. Like a silver mist, it spread vaporous, a small fine music, but
-growing, drawing nearer, and, as it strengthened, clear drops of music
-fell through this mist like honey from the black bees’ comb. It crept
-about her brain and steeped her eyes as if in poppy juice, so sweet, so
-gliding, most infinitely wooing as it grew and filled the air with
-peace.
-
-And in this high marvel was a blissful safety beyond all words, more
-sweet and delectable than any man may tell. The grace of his Childhood,
-of the dearworthy passage of his blessed Feet among men, returned to her
-with a joy that melted her heart with love. And so she rose and stood
-upon her feet, as one called, trembling with blissful longing.
-
-Far down the long ways, passing through pools of moonlight and dark,
-came One whom the music followed. His face could not at first be seen;
-about him was a leopard skin. Naked but for this, beautiful and slender,
-his silent feet moved onward. Like one utterly alone in a great forest,
-he came,—slowly,—lost in some unutterable thought, made audible in
-sweet sound.
-
-The Bride, the Lover, and between them, the music and the moonlight
-only. She would have knelt, but her feet were fixed; and he drew near
-with unseeing eyes—O Beautiful, O wholly desirable, to draw the hearts
-of men! And still the Face Divine was hidden.
-
-But as he drew near and would have passed, she cried aloud with a
-passionate glad cry, “My Lord indeed!” rejoicing suddenly.
-
-And he turned and looked upon his Bride with heavens in his eyes. And as
-she saw what no words can utter, she fell upon his feet and lay, slain
-sweetly with a bliss more keen than any pain.
-
- * * * * *
-
-But the Brahman, Nilkant Rai, waiting behind the pillar to seize his
-prey, had heard and seen nothing of the Glory.
-
-As she fell, he sprang like a tiger on a fawn, and lifted the fair dead
-body, and stumbled in the trailing hair, and knew his vileness
-conquered. And in that moment the Eye of Destruction opened upon him the
-beam that withers worlds and hurls them like shriveled leaves into the
-Abyss.
-
-And he dropped her and stumbled screaming into the dark, a leper white
-as snow.
-
-But when they came in the dawn to implore the will of the God from the
-happy lips that his had blessed, the Bride lay at rest on the dim
-straight golden bed, and between her breasts was a Flute set with
-strange jewels that no man could name. Nor shall they ever; for when
-they laid her body on the pyre they left this Flute in her bosom.
-
-And when Anand Das heard what had befallen, he said this:—
-
-“When did the Herdsman sleep on his guard or the Beloved fail the heart
-that loved Him? It is well, and better than well.”
-
-And he who tells this story ends it thus:—
-
- “Meditates the Herdsman ever,
- Seated by the sacred river,
- The mystic stream that o’er His feet
- Glides slow with murmurs low and sweet—”
-
-and breast to breast with God, the soul that adores Him.
-
-
-
-
- THE BELOVED OF THE GODS
- A STORY FROM THE MAHABHARATA
-
-
-
-
- THE BELOVED OF THE GODS
-
-
- A STORY FROM THE MAHABHARATA
-
-Reverence to Ganesha, Lord of the Elephant Trunk, that, in a day found
-fortunate, he aid me to tell this tale, which whoso heareth shall
-receive prosperity in this world and in that other.
-
-In the age of the ancestors there dwelt a great King in Vidarbha, with a
-Queen of the highest grace and beauty, and these did all things pleasing
-to the gods, making rich gifts to Brahmans and honouring kine, and in
-reward for these things the gods gave to them three sons and a daughter,
-and this was Damayanti, the loveliest of earthly women. And she was
-known throughout the universe as the “Consumer of Hearts”; for the very
-report of her beauty agitated the hearts of thousands who might never
-hope to see it. Slender-waisted was she and stately as a young
-palm-tree, and though she was a mortal, Sri, the wife of Narayana, had
-dowered her with her own eyes, black and soft and so long-lidded that
-they all but touched the silken hair upon her temples. The very gods in
-the Paradise of Indra heard the report of this marvel and coveted it.
-
-Now as Damayanti, like a crescent moon, rounded into maidenhood, it so
-befell that her maidens in talk together praised none but that Tiger
-among Men, Nala the Prince. For they said: “This Prince overpasses all
-men, and what shall be said of him? Surely he is laughing, bold and
-handsome as Kama, the God of Love—he whose bow is strung with
-honey-bees, sweet and stinging. The arrows of his eyes are pointed with
-five-tongued flame. All hearts burn in his glances.”
-
-And Damayanti silently heard and pondered.
-
-But the report of her had in like manner reached Nala, and sweet
-thoughts grew up in him for the slender-waisted maid. And he dreamed of
-her.
-
-Now it chanced that one day, wandering in the great woods that
-surrounded his palace, he saw a flock of swans, white and beautiful as
-though washed in the waters of Lake Manasarovar, that cold jewel of the
-Himalaya, and indeed they were of that royal race of swans who, dwelling
-there, feed only on unpierced seed-pearls, and therefore are they so
-white. So, as they drew together, the Prince, stealing noiseless as a
-snake through the jungle, seized one, for love of its whiteness, and
-held the long throat clutched in his hands and the plumed wings beneath
-his knees.
-
-But in those days royal men had understanding of the lesser creatures of
-the gods, and that king-swan spoke and Nala heard his speech: “O Tiger
-among Men, slay me not. To me also is my life dear and precious! Have
-pity, for I will do good service. I will fly through many leagues of
-air, and in the ear of the Princess Damayanti will I say that of all men
-you are the noblest and stateliest. And having heard this, she will
-greatly desire you.”
-
-And by the favour of Kama, the Prince withdrew his hands, saying, “Swan,
-observe your promise; for this is the duty of the honourable.”
-
-And the swan, inclining his head, flew away with his companions, having
-instructed them as to the course they should pursue on alighting in the
-gardens of Vidarbha.
-
-Now in the garden-close the Princess and her maidens played, and she
-excelled them all, though each was fair. And the swans, seeing these
-lovely ones among the flowers, fluttered to earth and stood near them,
-arching their necks and preening their feathers, and their whiteness
-delighted the Princess and she said, laughing: “Chase these swans, each
-one a swan; for it appears that they desire captivity at our hands.”
-
-And every maiden pursued a swan, with laughter and sweet cries, and as
-each all but seized her swan, the swan eluded her and fluttered a little
-farther. Most lovely of all sights was it to behold the maidens and the
-swans, as, equal in beauty, they fluttered hither and thither among the
-flowers and the trees. And Damayanti, laughing with her voice of music,
-pursued her swan, she also, that lovely lady of the long eyes, not
-knowing that her heart was the destined prey of the swan she sought to
-capture.
-
-For, when her hands were even upon the snow of his plumage, that
-king-swan eluded her again and spoke in the speech of man, and in
-amazement she stood to hear what he would say, as he inclined his head
-before her feet. “Lady, O Most Beautiful, Damayanti, Consumer of Hearts,
-there is a Prince in Nishada, and his name—oh, mark it well—is Nala.
-As the Twin Stars shine in the sky, so he shines among men. Surely we
-swans, flying in the pure air, see all men and divine beings and the
-great gods. But we have seen none like unto Nala. Pearl among Women, if
-you should wed this Prince of Princes, were it not better than well?”
-
-And when Damayanti heard this, she looked sidelong through her lashes
-like a maid, for she was young and tender, and she said this, very
-softly: “Dear swan—white swan! Fly and tell this thing to the Prince.”
-
-And that white beauty, the feeder on pearls, said, “Hearing and obeying,
-I go.”
-
-And with strong strokes of his pinions he rose into the sky, followed by
-his mates, and clove the air to Nishada and told the Prince her word,
-being the destined messenger of love.
-
-But he carried the heart of the maid upon his wings; for Damayanti sat
-her down upon the flowers and, when her ladies returned from chasing the
-swans, they found her with her hand pressed upon her empty bosom and
-tears welling like jewels from the dark deeps of her eyes. And though
-they entreated her to speak and reveal the cause of her grief, she would
-say nothing but this one thing: “All is well—and ill! Trouble me no
-further.”
-
-And they returned, sighing, to the palace, with Care among them for a
-companion.
-
-For Damayanti wanned and paled. Like a caged jungle-dweller would she
-pace up and down, unresting, her eyes upon the ground. Food lost its
-savour, and what was sleep but a weariness? And in the garden-close she
-sat in her gold gown and watched the peacocks displaying their splendour
-to the sun as they danced before the rains, and she only prayed for
-wings that she might fly to Nishada. Very full of mischief were the
-words of that swan!
-
-So her royal mother, instructed by the maidens that the Princess pined
-away daily, went to her lord, the King, and said: “Such and such is the
-case of our daughter. Do then according to your wisdom.”
-
-And the King pondered the thing deeply; for he loved his daughter, and
-he answered: “I perceive she is no longer a child. Youth and maidenhood
-are waxing in her, and who can gainsay them? It is now fitting that she
-make her choice among princes and kings.”
-
-So the careful King, having considered, sent forth this message to the
-courts of kings: “Lords of the Earth, it is with us an ancient and
-honourable custom that the daughters of kings make choice of a husband
-suitable to their degree and royalty; nor do we force them to unchosen
-marriages. And this is known as the _swayamvara_ of a king’s daughter.
-My Princess is now of due age to choose her lord. Come therefore to the
-swayamvara of Damayanti, receiving honourable welcome.”
-
-And the news flew like gongs and drums over the land; for there was no
-man but knew of the loveliness of the Consumer of Hearts, and each one
-thought within himself, “She will choose me, and yet if not, still shall
-I see that face of faces.”
-
-So from every country came processions to the court of Vidarbha: trains
-of elephants walking slowly beneath the weight of the gold and silver
-castles upon their backs, where sat the kings of men; horses with
-jewelled saddles and bridles, the very stirrups glittering with
-clarified gems that the feet of kings might tread upon them; glorious
-companies of fighting-men, bearing their pennons; archers with bows
-tipped with ivory, strung until they sang like the strings of the
-_sitar_ in the wind. So in armies they came until the earth groaned
-beneath their feet, and the great camps were set about Vidarbha.
-
-Also came Nala the Prince, gallantly accompanied, riding to Vidarbha,
-and thoughts of love were thick as honey-bees in his heart.
-
-But who shall discern the thoughts of the Gods?
-
-For it chanced that two great saints, Narada and Parvata, mighty in
-their austerities, pure and high of thought, ascended the heavens at
-that time, to make a visit and obeisance to Indra the God, in his own
-Paradise. And he, the King of the Clouds, rising to them, did them
-honour and welcomed them; for the presence of the saints is as a rich
-perfume in the nostrils of the gods. Therefore he saluted the two,
-asking tidings of the world.
-
-And Narada replied: “High God, it is well with the world. It is well
-with the kings. There is no complaint.”
-
-And Indra spoke again: “But where are my fighters—the kings of men? Do
-they not love—do they not fight as of old? I see no souls of haughty
-warriors entering my heaven. Is it all peace? Where are my
-fighting-men?”
-
-So Narada made reply: “O Cloudy God, all is peace upon the earth, and
-there is no thought but of beauty: the King of Vidarbha makes the
-choosing for his daughter and the kings and princes dream of naught
-else; for she is the very Lotus of the World and the Pearl of Women. And
-the kings flock as one man to Vidarbha.”
-
-And while Narada said this, the Immortals gathered to hear, and when he
-spoke of the maid Damayanti, their eyes shot forth peculiar radiance and
-they said: “To this maid’s choosing we four will go. She is worthy to
-choose among the deathless rather than the kings, and she shall reign in
-the Paradise of Indra and sit beside that divinity whose bride she wills
-to be.”
-
-And Indra, the Cloudy God, said, “I will go.”
-
-And Agni, the Lord of Fire, said, “I also.”
-
-And Varuna, the King of Waters, said, “And I.”
-
-And the Dark Presence that is Yama, the Lord of Death, said, “I go.”
-
-So their winged chariots that are self-directed, flying like thought
-where they will, awaited them, and the gods ascended them and, thinking
-of Vidarbha, were presently beside its walls.
-
-But Nala the Prince, approaching with his company of great men and
-soldiers, elated with love and hope, looked up and beheld the Gods,
-seated in their golden chariots. And these, the Protectors of the World,
-saw him and hesitation in their purpose seized them, because he shone
-like the sun and was a man indeed, and their divine hearts adjudged him
-worthy even of Damayanti—so straight and tall he stood and like a
-king’s lance, and in the beauty of his brows and strength of his person
-was there no blemish from head to foot. Even like their own brother,
-Kama, the God of Love, so he seemed to them.
-
-But, descending through the clouds and softening their divine voices
-that human ears might abide them, they accosted him: “Aho! Prince of
-Nishada—Prince Royal! We have an errand. We have need of a noble
-messenger. Who will go for us?”
-
-And he did homage, pressing his palms together, answering: “I see Four
-Shining Ones. I will go. What is your errand, that I may do it?”
-
-So Indra, leaning from his chariot, said this: “The Gods stand before
-you, Prince of Nishada. I am Indra, the King of the Clouds, and he
-beside me is Agni, the Lord of Fire, and here, Varuna, the King of
-Waters, and he behind me is Yama, the Lord of Death. Go now to Damayanti
-the Princess, and say this to her: ‘The Protectors of the World, the
-Four Great Gods, desiring your beauty, are come to the swayamvara. Make
-choice then to which of these Great Ones your heart inclines; for that
-dignity whom you shall choose is yours, O maiden of excelling fortune.’”
-
-But Nala, joining his hands in prayer, said to Indra: “O Mighty, how can
-I do this? O Mightinesses, anything but this! I, too, have journeyed to
-Vidarbha, desiring the maid. How should I entreat for another, even for
-a god? Being divine, have pity.”
-
-But these divinities replied: “Have you not said, ‘I go’? Is it possible
-that a royal man should break his word? It is not possible. The great
-forswear themselves in nothing. Depart.”
-
-So he said: “Her gates are guarded; for she is a king’s daughter. A man
-may have no secret speech with her.”
-
-And Indra answered: “But that may you! Fear not. Depart.”
-
-And as the divine voice ceased, the Prince stood in the inmost chamber
-of Damayanti. He knew not how; yet he was there.
-
-And his eyes swam and his heart fluttered within him; for she sat with
-her maids like a goddess and his heart knew her. Beautiful was she and
-yet more than beautiful; for all grace, all love shone about her as the
-light surrounds the moon in her interlunar caves. So a mild radiance
-filled the air about the Princess and moved as she moved, going with
-her.
-
-Now, when these ladies beheld a man standing in their presence, they
-sprang up like frightened deer, each grasping the other for protection
-and gathering about the Princess to shield her, so great was their fear.
-Then, seeing the kindliness of his beauty and the nobility of his brows,
-these lovely ones gathered courage and they saluted him with timidity,
-murmuring: “Aho, his grace! Aho, his beauty! What is he? Who?”
-
-But the Princess, her heart fluttering like a leaf in the wind, stood
-higher than the rest and spoke thus: “Noble Prince—for by a faultless
-body I judge you royal—how have you come thus suddenly like a God?
-Surely this would anger my father. Have you no fear of his wrath?”
-
-But there was love in her voice and with love the Prince answered: “O
-Most Lovely, I am Nala of Nishada, and I am the herald of the gods. For
-to your choosing come the Four, almighty, heaven-shining—Indra the King
-of the Clouds, Agni of the Fire, Varuna of the Waters, and he whom to
-name is fear, Yama, the Lord of Death. And these will that you choose
-one among them to be your immortal lord, and it is by their power that I
-stand before you. Who am I to be the messenger of the Great Ones? Now
-judge what is well; for this is an honour to shake the soul of a woman.”
-
-So Damayanti bowed her fair head in reverence, hearing the gods named,
-and having done obeisance, she raised her head and spoke: “Yet, O
-Prince, is my heart set on you and I am faithful. The white swan was my
-messenger and to you he bore my love. It is for your sake only that the
-kings are bidden to my swayamvara, but I have already chosen. Even now
-the maidens make ready the garland that I would hang about your neck. O
-Prince of Men, O Flame of Strength and Knightliness, what says your
-heart? For me, I choose your arms or death. There is no other way.”
-
-And he, sighing bitterly, said: “With the very Gods awaiting you, how,
-Princess, should you choose a man? And what am I but dust beneath their
-feet? But you, O lady, choosing one of these excelling Gods, shall
-escape all death and mortality and reign shining beside him throughout
-the ages; for immortal flowers do not wither, and death and time are
-unknown to such as these. Sit therefore enthroned above us. Choose and,
-choosing, be divine.”
-
-But she replied in haste and weeping: “Before these mighty Gods I bow.
-To them I address my prayers, but you I choose—you only will I take for
-my husband. You only. What to me is immortal life if I have not you?”
-
-And her body trembled like a bamboo in the wind, while he replied: “Here
-being their messenger, I may not speak for myself. Duty and reverence
-hold the door of my lips. Yet if the time come when in honour I may
-speak, then will I utter what lies in my heart. May that time come!”
-
-“May it come!” said the Princess and dashed the tears from her eyes, and
-like a queen she stood and said: “In full presence of my father and of
-the kings let these Divine Ones enter, and, O Prince, who are the light
-of my sad eyes, enter you, too, and I, a free maiden, will choose
-freely. And to you, what blame? For it is I who choose and the gods know
-all.”
-
-So he returned to the Gods and, sighing, told what had befallen, bidding
-them to the swayamvara of Damayanti, the Consumer of Hearts. So the
-Shining Ones knew that her heart was set upon Nala of Nishada.
-
-Now, on an auspicious day and in the right quarter of the moon, the
-swayamvara was held in a mighty court surrounded by golden pillars bound
-with garlands, and with royal seats set for the suitors. And closing it
-in was a great gatehouse with guards.
-
-Through the gates passed the kings to their places, and what a sight was
-there as these noblest of the earth approached! How should a woman
-choose among them? Crowned were they with odorous blossoms pressed down
-upon their dark locks. Lordly jewels swung in their ears. Some were
-rough in majesty, great-thewed, and the muscles stood out upon them like
-cords. Some were delicate in strength like bows of the archer Gods, but
-splendid kings were all, proud and fierce of aspect, fit spouses for
-such beauty; and in a ring they sat, their eyes glittering and fixed
-upon the way that Damayanti should enter, desiring that loveliness as
-the very crown jewel of their state. But none saw the Gods.
-
-And into that ring of set faces entered the Princess, unveiled and
-pacing like a deer, and on her right hand her brother Danta, and the
-garland of choosing on her arm, and when she entered all held their
-breath, so more than mortal fair she seemed, and they knew that the half
-was not told them.
-
-So, with her soul set on Nala of Nishada, the Princess Damayanti went by
-the kings, and, as she passed each one, his face darkened as when a
-cloud crosses the sun and the world is grey. So at last she stood before
-Nala and raised her eyes under the cloud of her beautifully bent lashes,
-and fear and pain shot through her tender heart like an arrow, for lo,
-the Four Shining Ones had condescended to take the earthly shape of Nala
-as they stood beside him, so that they might try the maid and she not
-know her love. There were five Nalas, and which was her own she could in
-no way tell, for each one bore his very face, his very form. So the Gods
-walk disguised, and who shall know them?
-
-Then, sore perplexed, trembling in her great fear and reverence, she
-sought, meditating, to recall the signs by which the Gods may be
-discerned when they assume flesh. But of these none could she see, and
-the five remained immovable as she stood before them and in silence the
-kings watched what would be.
-
-So, seeing no help in herself or anywhere on earth, that lovely lady
-joined her palms and, raising her lotus-eyes, spoke thus: “O Divine
-Ones, I heard the swan and chose my lord, and by that sincerity which I
-have kept in all faith and honour, I call upon your greatness, O Mighty,
-who for a while have blinded my eyes, to show my King to me! Appear, O
-Protectors of the World, in your proper shape, that I may do such
-reverence as mortals owe to Gods; and reveal him, mortal, but mine own.”
-
-Being thus called upon in the strength of a pure woman, straightway the
-Gods, dropping all disguise, disclosed their beauty. And immediately she
-knew them; for their sacred feet touched not the earth but hung a span’s
-length above it in the air, and their forms of crystal essence cast no
-shadow. No sweat was beaded on their pure, eternal brows, and their
-crowns of flowers in radiance cast back the sun’s beams nor drooped in
-the heat. And neither wavered their shining eyes, fixed upon the
-Princess, nor did the lids flicker, and in motionless majesty the
-Immortal Gods stood there.
-
-And beside them stood Nala, very weary and foredone with grief and pain.
-His shadow lay black before him in the fierce sun, the sweat hung thick
-upon his brows where the faded flowers drooped. Beautiful, wearied and
-mortal, he stood beside the Immortal Gods.
-
-So Damayanti looked upon those unchanging faces, in which was neither
-sorrow nor anger, for they sit above the thunder; and they regarded her,
-as it were unseeing, yet seeing all things, as do the holy images, and
-in their divine hearts was no love at all. So she passed them by and
-hung the perfumed garland round the bowed neck of her love, and in her
-voice of music took him to be her lord.
-
-And he said this: “O Lovely—O Faithful, since before Gods and men you
-have chosen me, unworthy, true man will I be and faith and honour will I
-keep while the breath is in my nostrils.”
-
-So together they worshipped the Four, while all the kings and princes
-cried aloud: “_Sadhu!_”—“Well done!” For there was none but rejoiced in
-the beauty and faithfulness of these two.
-
-So the Immortal Gods, standing in that presence, gave lordly gifts to
-the pair. And Indra, the Cloudy God, gave this: that, when Nala should
-perform sacrifice, he should with mortal eyes see the visible God and
-behold him unafraid. And Agni, the Lord of Fire, gave this: that at all
-times he would come at the call of Nala. And this is a great gift. And
-Varuna, the King of Waters, gave this: that at the word of Nala of
-Nishada the waters should rise and fall, obedient. But Yama, the Lord of
-Death, gave two gifts; and of these the first was to walk steadfastly in
-the ways of righteousness; and the second (let it not be despised!) was
-to be skilful in preparing food. And in after times by strange chance
-did this prove a great and goodly gift.
-
-Thus was the marrying of Nala, King of Men, with Damayanti, Pearl of
-Women.
-
-Reverence to that Lord of Elephant Trunk to whom obstacles are as
-nothing, and to those Four Shining Ones who showed compassion, their
-ears being open to the prayer of purity.
-
-
-
-
- THE HIDDEN ONE
-
-
-
-
- THE HIDDEN ONE
-
-
-(The heroine of this story was a Princess of the great Mogul dynasty of
-Emperors in India. She was granddaughter of Shah-Jahan and the lovely
-lady of the Taj Mahal, and daughter of the Emperor Aurungzib whose
-fanaticism was the ruin of the dynasty. The Princess’s title was
-Zeb-un-Nissa—Glory of Women. She was beautiful and was and is a famous
-poet in India, writing under the pen-name of Makhfi—the Hidden One. Her
-love adventures were such as I relate, though I have taken the liberty
-of transferring the fate of one lover to another.
-
-For her poems, which I quote, I use the charming translations by J.
-Duncan Westbrook, who has written a brief memoir of this fascinating
-Princess. She was a mystic of the Sufi order and her verses “The Hunter
-of the Soul,” which I give, strangely anticipate Francis Thompson’s
-“Hound of Heaven”, in their imagery. The poems not specified as hers are
-a part of my story.)
-
-The office of hakim (physician) to the Mogul Emperors being hereditary
-in my family from the days of Babar the conquering Emperor, I was
-appointed physician to the Padshah known as Shah-Jahan, and when his
-Majesty became a Resident in Paradise (may his tomb be sanctified!) my
-office was continued by his Majesty Aurungzib, the Shahinshah, and rooms
-were bestowed on me in his palace, and by his abundant favour the health
-of the Begams (queens) in the seclusion of his mahal was placed in the
-hands of this suppliant and I came and went freely in my duties and was
-enlightened by the rays of his magnanimity. And my name is Abul Qasim.
-
-But of all that garden of flowers, the Begams and Princesses, there was
-one whom my soul loved as a father loves his child, for she resembled
-that loveliest of all sweet ladies, her father’s mother, she who lies
-buried by Jumna River in the divine white beauty of the Taj Mahal. (May
-it be sanctified to her rest!) In my Princess’s sisters, it is true I
-have seen a flash now and again of that lost beauty, but in her it abode
-steadfast as a moon that knows no change and at her birth she received
-the name of Arjemand after that beloved lady, whose death clouded the
-universe so that its chronogram gives the one word “Grief.” But the
-child also received the title of Zeb-un-Nissa—Glory of Women, and such
-this resplendent Princess most truly was.
-
-And surely the prayer for resemblance was granted by the bounty of
-Allah, for she grew into womanhood dark, delicious as a damask rose,
-enfolding the hidden heart of its perfume in velvet leaves, a soft
-luxuriant beauty that stole upon the heart like a blossom-bearing breeze
-and conquered it insensibly. Of her might it be said:
-
-“For the mole upon thy cheek would I give the cities of Samarkand and
-Bokhara,” and a poet of Persia, catching a glimpse of her as she walked
-in her garden, cried aloud in an ecstasy of verse:
-
- “O golden zone that circles the Universe of Beauty,
- It were little to give the earth itself for what thou circlest.”
-
-Yet, this surprising loveliness was the least of her perfections.
-
-But how shall this suppliant who is but a man describe the spell of her
-charm? Allah, when he made man and laid the world at his feet, resolved
-that one thing should be hidden from his understanding, that still for
-all his knowledge he should own there is but one Searcher of Secrets.
-And the heart of this mystery is woman, and if she be called the other
-half of man it is only as the moon reflects the glory of her lord the
-sun in brilliance, though (as a wise Hindu pandit told me for truth) she
-has a cold and dark side which is always unknown to him, where alone she
-revolves thoughts silent, cold, and dangerous. Therefore to sift her in
-her secrecies is a foolhardy thing, and not in vain is it written by
-Aflatoun (Plato), the wise man of Greece, that the unhappy man who
-surprised a goddess bathing in the forest was rent in pieces by his own
-hounds.
-
-Yet this feat must be attempted for if there is a thing it concerns man
-to know it is the soul of this fair mystery who moves beside him and
-surrenders Heaven to him in a first kiss and the bitterness of the hells
-in a last embrace.
-
-Therefore I essay the history of this Princess, the Glory of Women, who
-was an epitome of her sex in that she was beautiful, a dreamer, a poet,
-and on the surface sweet in gentleness as a summer river kissing its
-banks in flowing, but beneath——
-
-I write.
-
-Seeing her intelligence clear as a sword of Azerbajan, her exalted
-father resolved that his jewel should not be dulled by lack of polishing
-and cutting, and he appointed the wise lady Miyabai to be her first
-teacher. At the age of seven she knew the Koran by heart, and in her
-honour a mighty feast was made for the army and for the poor. As she
-grew, aged and saintly tutors were appointed, from whom she absorbed
-Arabic, mathematics and astronomy, as a rose drinks rain. No subject
-eluded her swift mind, no toil wearied her. Verses she wrote with
-careless ease in the foreign tongue of Arabia, but hearing from an Arab
-scholar that in a single line the exquisite skill betrayed an Indian
-idiom, she discarded it instantly because she would have perfection and
-wrote henceforward in her own tongue—Persian.
-
-No pains were spared upon this jewel, for the Emperor desired that its
-radiance should be splendid throughout Asia, yet her limit was drawn,
-and sharply. For in her young pride of learning she began a commentary
-on the holy Koran, and hearing this, he sternly forbade it. A woman
-might do much in her own sphere, he wrote, but such a creature of dust
-may not handle the Divine.
-
-I, Abul Qasim, was with her when the imperial order reached her and saw
-her take the fair manuscript and obediently tear it across, desiring
-that the rent leaves be offered to the Shadow of God in token of
-obedience. But those dark and dangerous eyes of hers were not obedient
-beneath the veiling of silken lashes, and turning to me, to whom she
-told her royal heart, she said;
-
-“What the hand may not write the heart may think, and in the heart is no
-Emperor. It is free,” and leaning from the marble casement she looked
-down into the gliding river and said no more.
-
-Yet the Emperor made amends, and noble, as far as his light led him. Not
-for a woman the mysteries of the faith of Islam that he held of all
-things the greatest, but, fired by the praises of her tutors, he sent
-throughout India, Persia and Kashmir for poets worthy of this
-poet-Princess and bid them come to Delhi and Agra and there dwell that a
-fitting company be made for her.
-
-So, veiled like the moon in clouds, curtained and attended, the Princess
-Arjemand was permitted to be present at tournaments in the palace where
-the weapons were the wit and beauty of words, when quotations and
-questions were flung about as it might be handsful of stars, and a line
-given be capped with some perfect finish of the moment’s prompting and
-become a couplet unsurpassable, and very often it was the soft voice
-from behind the golden veil that capped the wisest and completed the
-most exquisite, and recited verses that brought exclamations from the
-assembled poets.
-
-“Not even Saadi (may Allah enlighten him!) nor Jalalu’d-din Rumi (may
-his eyes be gladdened in Paradise) excelled this lady in the perfumed
-honey of their words.” So with one voice they cried.
-
-And this was not homage to the daughter of the Protector of the
-Universe. No indeed! for death has not washed out her name with the cold
-waters of oblivion and now that she is no more beautiful nor daughter of
-the Emperor her verse is still repeated where the poets and saints meet
-in concourse.
-
-It will be seen that her life in the Begam Mahal (the Palace of the
-Queens) must needs be lonely, for there was none among the princesses
-who shared her pleasures, and their recreation in languidly watching the
-dancers or buying jewels and embroideries and devouring sweetmeats
-wearied her as sorely. But she had one friend, Imami, daughter of Arshad
-Beg Khan, and this creature of mortality who writes these words was also
-accounted her friend though unworthy to be the ground whereon she set
-her little foot.
-
-Day after day did the Lady Arjemand with Imami write and study, and the
-librarians of the Emperor had little peace because of the demand of
-these ladies for the glorious manuscripts and books collected by her
-ancestors from all parts of the earth.
-
-They sat and the walls echoed to the low note of her voice as she read
-and recited and so beautiful were the tones of my Princess that I have
-seen the water stand in the eyes of those who heard her recite her own
-verses or those of the great Persians. It was a noble instrument ranging
-from the deepest notes of passion to the keen cry of despair, and I
-would listen unwearied while the day trod its blossomed way from dawn to
-sunset in the Palace gardens. Great and wonderful was this new palace of
-the Emperor with tall lilies inlaid in the pure marble in stones so
-precious that they might have been the bosom adornments of some lesser
-beauty. Palms in great vases brought by the merchants of Cathay made a
-green shade and coolness for two fountains—the one of the pure waters
-of the canal, the other of rose-water, and they plashed beside a
-miniature lake of fretted marble rocks sunk in the floor where white
-lotuses slept in the twilight of the calm retreat. Such was the chamber
-of the daughter of the Padshah.
-
-But of all the jewels the Princess was the glory.
-
-Surely with small pains may the Great Mogul’s daughter be a beauty, but
-had she been sold naked in the common market-place this lady had brought
-a royal price.
-
-Toorki and Persian and Indian blood mingled in her and each gave of its
-best. The silken dark hair braided about her head was an imperial crown.
-From the well-beloved lady who lies in the Taj Mahal (may Allah make
-fragrant her memory), she had received eyes whose glance of slow
-sweetness no man, not even the men of her own blood (excepting only her
-stern father), could resist, and of her rose-red lips half sensuous,
-half child-like, might it be said
-
-“Their honey was set as a snare and my heart a wandering bee,
-Clung and could not be satisfied, tasted and returned home never more.”
-
-The imperial Mogul women were indeed the jewels of the world, because
-the beauties of Asia were chosen to be their mothers. The net of the
-Emperors swept wide, and I, who in virtue of my age and faithful service
-have seen, testify that there was none like them, and the loveliest of
-all was fit but to serve my Princess kneeling. Shall not the truth be
-told? Of the soul within that delicious shrine her deeds must tell.
-
-Now as I have written she sat with Imami by the little lake, and I in a
-marble recess by one of the great latticed windows that looks down on
-Jumna river and on the other side over the city of Shahjahanabad, new
-and luminous in magnificence. In all the world else are no such palace
-and city. At this moment she read aloud a letter from her father
-Aurungzib concerning the memoirs of her ancestor the Emperor Babar who
-founded their dynasty in India, a book written by his own hand and
-religiously preserved in the Mogul archives, and she read it with anger
-because when she demanded this book from the librarian, the Padshah
-hearing wrote thus:
-
-“Happy Daughter of Sovereignty. There is one manner of life for men, who
-are the rulers, and for women, who are the slaves. It seems you go too
-far. What has a daughter of our House to do with our ancestor
-Zah-r-ud-din Muhammed Babar, the resident in Paradise? I have granted
-much already. Plant not the herb of regret in the garden of affection.
-He writes as a man for men. The request is refused. Recall the verse of
-the poet:
-
- “‘Ride slowly and humbly, and not in hurrying pride
- For o’er the dusty bones of men, the creature of dust must ride.’
-
-“What an Emperor writes is not suitable for the Princesses of his House.
-His duty is rule; theirs, obedience.”
-
-It was a discouragement but a command, and another had laid the finger
-of obedience on the lips of silence, but, taking counsel with her heart,
-this Princess did not so.
-
-She called to me for her pen and wrote in answer:
-
-“Exalted Emperor, Shahinshah, Shadow of God, King of the world, Refuge
-of the needy, father of the body of this creature of mortality, be
-pleased to hear this ignorant one’s supplication. Surely you have fed my
-mind on the bee’s-bread of wisdom, and from your own royal lips have I
-learnt that the words of our ancestor (upon whom be the Peace!) are full
-of flavour and laughter, generous and kind, shining with honour and the
-valour of our family. Now, since this is the root whence sprang your
-auspicious Majesty’s rule, should not a humble daughter triumph in it?
-True is it that I am your female slave, yet may this worthless body bear
-one day a son to transmit your likeness to the prostrate ages, and since
-we do not breed lions from lambs, his mother should carry the laughter
-and fire of her race like a jewel in the mine of her soul. I make my
-petition to the Padshah, the holiest of Emperors.”
-
-“It will be granted me,” said the Princess reading these letters aloud
-to Imami and to me, “because of that last word—the holiest. He values
-that title more than to be called the Shahinshah. And with all my heart
-I would it were otherwise.”
-
-“And why, high Lady?” cried Imami in sheer astonishment. “Surely the
-Padshah is a saint and his deeds and words will shine in Paradise. It is
-blessed to be devout.”
-
-“I know little of Paradise, but I know, and my father might know if he
-studied the life of Akbar the Great, his great-grandfather, that to be
-so bitter a saint in our Mohammedan faith that he insults and persecutes
-every other is to break our dynasty to powder. Consider of it, Imami, as
-I do. Have you read the Acts of Akbar Padshah the greatest sovereign
-that ever reigned? Were I emperor in India thus and thus I would do.”
-
-“Glory of Women, may your condescension increase! What did Akbar
-Padshah?” said Imami, joining her hands, but I said nothing because I
-knew.
-
-“Though he was born Moslem yet he honoured all the Faiths, knowing in
-his wisdom that the music is One and the dogmas but the foolish words
-that man in his ignorance sets to it. All faiths are true, and none!”
-
-The blood almost fell from my face as I heard her, because had these
-words been carried to the Emperor not even her rank, not even her
-daughterhood, could have saved the Princess. With Imami and me she was
-safe, but in a palace a bird of the air may carry the matter.
-
-“Yes!” she went on, laughing coldly, “Akbar Padshah had in all ways the
-tastes of Solomon the Wise and his Begam Mahal (Palace of the Queens)
-was a garden of beauty. But observe! The Queens were chosen from every
-faith and each had the right to worship as she would. There were Indian
-princesses who adored Shiva the Great God and Krishna the Beloved. There
-was the Fair Persian who worshipped the Fire as Zoroaster taught, and
-there were ladies of the faith of our Prophet more than can be counted.
-Whereas in the zenana of my imperial father——”
-
-She paused, and Imami continued with gravity that concealed a smile:
-
-“The Begams recite the holy Koran all day, as becomes the ladies of the
-Emperor who says that he sighs for the life of a faquir.”
-
-“And would he had it!” cried the Princess with passion, “for every day
-discontent grows among the Hindus that are taxed, beaten, and despised
-only because they hold the faith of their fathers. Is there one of them
-employed about the court or in the great offices? Not any. Whereas the
-Emperor Akbar in his deep wisdom made them as one with ourselves and
-thus built up a mighty Empire that my father with holy hands destroys
-daily.”
-
-“O Brilliant Lady, for the sake of the Prophet, be silent!” I said, for
-indeed she terrified me by her insight. It is better for a woman that
-she should not know, or, knowing, keep silence. “If these words were
-carried to the Padshah——”
-
-“I should at the least be imprisoned and never more see the light of
-day— Well, one may be a devotee out of the Faith as in it, and like
-Akbar Padshah, I am the devotee of Truth who shuts her fair eyes on no
-faith that men hold in humbleness of heart. And were it policy only, is
-it not madness to disgust and terrify the countless millions of the
-Hindus upon whom our throne is carried? The end is sure.”
-
-“What is the end?” asked Imami in a whisper.
-
-“Misery for himself—though that matters little, for he will take it as
-the robe of martyrdom from the hand of Allah, but ruin for the Mogul
-Empire in India. O that I were a man!”
-
-Her face lit up into such pride and valour as she spoke that I wished it
-also, for I knew that her words were true as truth. But in India a woman
-can do nothing. It is little wonder I trembled for my Princess.
-
-A picture of her Imperial father lay on the low table at her elbow,
-painted by a Persian artist of fame, and beautiful as a jewel in its
-small brilliant colours, and looking upon it one might see the Kismet of
-the Emperor in every feature. Eyes stern but sad, the narrow brows and
-close lips of the man who sees not life as it is but as his own thought
-of it, bounded by those high narrow brows that overweighted the lower
-part. The head of the Emperor was surrounded like that of a saint with a
-golden halo and his stern eyes were fixed on some vision invisible to
-others. The jaw was weak but fine, and of all dangerous things on earth
-beware the strength of a weak man in the grip of his belief. The
-Princess looked at it, and then at me:
-
-“The Emperor (may Allah enlarge his reign) should have lived in the time
-of the Prophet and have been the Sword in his right hand. He is born
-centuries too late. It is policy now that carries all before it. O could
-I speak my mind to him, for my brothers dare not, but he and I are
-worlds apart and in his presence I am silent.”
-
-I sighed. Not his throne, nor his children, nor his women, nor aught on
-earth weighed for one grain of sand against the Pearl of the Faith. True
-is it that the Emperor Akbar followed the Vision also but with eyes how
-wide and clear!—knowing this for certain, that mortal man _cannot_
-know, that Truth is a bird flying in the skies and lets fall but a
-feather to earth here and there. So he made for himself a faith that
-held the quintessence of all the faiths, and had his sons been like to
-him—but past is past. They were not, and they broke his great heart.
-
-So I said, bowing very low:
-
-“Princess, when the happy day comes that you must wed you shall make
-your lord Lord of the World with your wisdom.”
-
-She laughed, but bitterly.
-
-“O, I have lovers! For one, Suleiman, my cousin, son of the brother whom
-the Emperor slew because he stood too near the throne. By report I knew
-what he was, but I saw him and spoke with him——”
-
-“My Princess, and how?” I asked in great surprise, knowing that his
-presence in the Begam Mahal would have been death.
-
-She looked at me with large calm eyes.
-
-“My faithful servant, have you come and gone so long about the Begam
-Mahal and have not known that all things are possible? Prince Suleiman
-was veiled like a woman, and like a woman he stood where you sit, and I
-saw his face and we spoke together. Should not cousins meet who may be
-man and wife? And I have loved his father, Prince Dara, very much, who
-was learned and good.”
-
-I trembled again when I heard, for had the Emperor guessed that she had
-done this thing what hope for her? His three brothers had he
-slaughtered, and the Prince Suleiman was doomed.
-
-“And he saw your face, O Brilliant Lady?”
-
-“No, and not for fear’s sake but because I liked him not at all. He said
-‘O Envy of the Moon, lift up your veil that I may enjoy the marvel of
-your beauty’ and I sang this verse I had made to my lute.”
-
-She caught up her lute that lay beside her and sang,
-
- “I will not lift my Veil,
- For if I did, who knows?
- The bulbul might forget the rose,
- The Brahman worshipper
- Adoring Lakshmi’s grace
- Might turn, forsaking her,
- To see my face;
- My beauty might prevail.
- Think how within the flower
- Hidden as in a bower
- Her fragrant soul must be,
- And none can look on it.
- So me the world shall see
- Only within the verses I have writ.
- I will not lift the Veil.
-
-“And the fool caught me and would have torn it,” she added, “but Imami
-restrained him, and he flung from us like a woman in temper as in dress.
-A contemptible creature!”
-
-“But Lady of Beauty, what had you against him?”
-
-“Do I not know all that goes on in this city? Do I not know that Prince
-Suleiman spends his days and nights in Shaitanpur (Devilsville, the
-quarter of pleasure) and was I to show my face to a man reeking from the
-embraces of the bazaar? No, I am Makhfi (the Hidden One) and hidden I
-will remain for such as he. I will be no rival to Peri Mahal the dancer
-and her like.”
-
-And even as she ended a low voice at the curtain that veiled the
-entrance asked for admission and when she granted it, the heavy silk was
-drawn aside and a tall veiled woman entered. The Princess did not look
-up but I saw Imami’s eyes fix as if startled.
-
-“Her slave prays for a word with the Marvel of the Age whose mind is so
-lovely that it outshines even her fair face and her face so beautiful,
-that it is the lamp that permits the light of her soul to shine
-through.”
-
-“Warm for a woman!” said the Princess, and looked straight at the
-new-comer who stood salaaming with the utmost humility. She added
-impatiently:
-
-“There is no need of this ceremony, lady. Remove your veil. The good
-physician Abul Qasim is privileged to see the faces of all in the Begam
-Mahal.”
-
-In a flash the veil was torn off and a man’s face appeared beneath
-it—young, bold, and handsome with the high features of the Imperial
-House, a splendid dissolute young man with the down black on his upper
-lip like the black astride the young swan’s bill. Prince Suleiman, the
-son of Dara the Emperor’s brother.
-
-“Ha, daughter of my uncle!” he cried,— “Did I not wager, did I not
-swear, that I would see that hidden beauty and now I see it face to
-face. Poets have sung it and painters praised it, but their words and
-their colours were lies for they could not utter the truth. And having
-seen I entreat for my father’s sake, for love’s sake, that it may be
-mine.”
-
-He made towards her eagerly, wholly disregarding Imami and me. I looked
-to see her confused or angry, but she spoke with a most misleading calm.
-
-“Exalted cousin, you have won your wager and your bride. If her embrace
-is cold it is at least constant and——”
-
-“Cold, with those burning lips of rose, those glowing eyes? O Loveliest,
-Divinest, grant me one kiss for earnest if you would not have me die at
-your feet.”
-
-I saw her sign with her hand to Imami who glided away, flattening
-herself against the wall as if terrified, then she spoke serenely.
-
-“Exalted cousin, when were you last in Shaitanpur?”
-
-It stopped him like a lightning flash. He stood arrested on the marble
-before her face.
-
-“I know nothing of Shaitanpur,” he said, breathless.
-
-“No? Nor of the dancer Peri Mahal and her house with the courtyard of
-roses, nor of the song she sings?”
-
-Again she caught up her lute and sang in a low voice,
-
- “Black bee, strong bee, the honey-eater,
- Plunder my perfume, seek my heart
- Cling to me, ravage me, make me sweeter,
- Tear the leaves of the rose apart.”
-
-He stared, his eyes slowly dilating. That the daughter of the Emperor
-should sing the song of the bazaar—the song of the light women—! Then
-it emboldened him. He threw himself forward to seize her hand.
-
-“Maker of verses, this is a rose of your own garden. Till now I never
-heard it, but it speaks of love. You shall not ask me twice. My rose, my
-pearl, my star!—” He caught the hem of her veil. Now I knew well from
-her eyes that he rushed on his fate, but it was written in the book of
-his destiny and what is written who can avert?
-
-She drew back a little and looked at him with soft eyes—wells of
-delicious darkness, the swelling curves of her lovely form a temptation
-for true believers, and her lips smiling a little as if from delight at
-their own sweetness. And indeed her voice was gentle as moonbeams and as
-caressing, as though she could sacrifice all to please the man whom she
-exalted with the sight of her.
-
-“Fortunate cousin, I am a weak woman. How dare I face the wrath of the
-Emperor? He did not love your father. He does not love your father’s
-son, yet if he did——”
-
-She drooped her head a little as if with a soft shame that overwhelmed
-her in the depths of modesty. O very woman, divine yet a child!— She
-had turned wisdom into folly with a glance. And he trembling, and with
-eyes fixed, stammered out:
-
-“Alas, I have dreamed of your sweetness and what is the dream to the
-truth? I am drowned in it. O give it to me; make it mine that in life
-and death it may enfold me and that I may never again behold a lesser
-light, having seen the ineffable.”
-
-And he caught her hand passionately and drew her towards him, she
-yielding gently and slowly, resisting a very little, and looking at him
-as if with compassion.
-
-And very softly in a voice like the breathing of a flute she said:
-
-“O my cousin, how should we face the wrath of the Emperor?” as though
-all her soul were in that question.
-
-And he, kissing her hands with frenzy, said in broken words:
-
-“Ah, Moon of my delight that knows no wane, let me but watch with you
-through the starry hours of one night, and then, then if the Padshah’s
-will be to slay me, I shall at least have lived.”
-
-“And I also,” she said, looking down like the feminine incarnation of
-modesty, so that enraptured he flung his arms about the yielding
-softness of her most exquisite form and kissed her on the lips as a
-thirsty man in the desert grasps the cup nor can sever his mouth from
-it. And when he would permit her to speak she leaned her head backward
-to gain space, and she said:
-
-“What is my lord’s will with his slave? And in what shall I obey him?”
-
-Now I, standing in the recess would have warned him, if I could, that
-not thus—O not thus, does the proudest and wisest of women abandon
-herself to such as he! For I had pity on his youth and the manly beauty
-of him, and the Imperial blood that he shared with her. But who was this
-creature of dust to obstruct the design of the Imperial Princess? And
-indeed even I wavered and was uncertain that I guessed her meaning, with
-such veiled submissive sweetness did she hold his hand in hers and touch
-it to her lovely brows.
-
-And trembling like a man in a fever, he replied.
-
-“O darling little slave, since you give me the right to command what is
-wholly mine, I say this— Let my slave, whose slave I am, expect me
-to-night when the moonlight touches the western corner of the
-Divan-i-Am, and I will come to this chamber of bliss, and my life, my
-soul, are in the hand of my slave whose feet I kiss.”
-
-And throwing himself on the marble like a worshipper he kissed the
-flower-soft feet that showed like bare gold beneath the hem of her robe,
-and so rising to his knee, looked up at her as an idolater at the
-goddess vouchsafed to his eyes.
-
-But she looked beyond him at the curtain that veiled the door. It lifted
-to a hidden hand, and Imami stood there, ash-pale, in her hand a dish of
-gold, and standing upon it a great goblet of jewelled glass with
-pomegranate sherbet brimming in it rose-red and rose-petals floating on
-the surface and beside it two cups of gold flashing with diamond sparks,
-and on her knee she offered it to the Princess, who took the goblet and
-a cup smiling.
-
-“Fortunate cousin, since this is so, and I, my father’s best-beloved
-child, will petition him to grant me my heart’s desire, let us drink the
-cup of betrothal in the presence of the Hakim Abul Qasim and the lady
-Imami. Heart of my heart, I pledge you!” and setting the blossom of her
-lips to the jewelled rim she drank, and filled the other cup for him,
-and still kneeling before her breathless with adoration, he took the cup
-in both his hands, and I watched and could say no word because her
-purpose was clear to me and I knew well that of all women on earth she
-was the last to endure the insult of his presence. And Imami knelt by
-the door,—her face like ivory against the heavy gold curtain. Now, as
-he set his lips to the cup, suddenly Imami sprang to her feet and
-tottered back against the sculptured marble and with scarce breath to
-fill her voice——
-
-“The Emperor comes,” she said, and fell again on her knees at the door,
-hiding her face in her hands.
-
-I saw the sickening terror that struck the colour from the cheeks and
-lips of the lover. He knelt there with a glassy countenance like a man
-in the clutch of a nightmare who cannot flee from the advancing
-doom—his limbs weighted with lead, his heart with the pressure of an
-exceeding horror. But Glory of Women caught him by the hand.
-
-“Exalted cousin, there is but one way from these rooms, and the Emperor
-closes it. Fly to the room beyond my bed-chamber, the room of the marble
-bath, and hide where you can while I hold him in talk. Allah hafiz! (God
-protect you!) Go!”
-
-And she pushed him from her, and he fled. Then, most singular to see,
-she composed her veil, glancing in the mirror set in silver that was the
-gift of the Portuguese priests, and turned to the door, and as she did
-so the curtain was lifted and Aurungzib Padshah entered and Imami
-prostrated herself and I also, but the Princess Arjemand knelt.
-
-Now I know not how this should be, but in a room where great events have
-just happened it is as if the waves of passion beat about the walls and
-waft the garments of those who have been present, and it seemed to my
-guilty heart as though the very flowers enamelled on the marble cried
-aloud,
-
-“Majesty, there is a man—a man in hiding.”
-
-And certainly the Padshah halted and looked with suspicion from one to
-the other of us. He was ever a man of suspicion, unlike the easy humour
-of his father Shah-Jahan, and the half drunken good-nature (shot with
-frightful angers) of his grandfather Jahangir. Aurungzib Padshah was a
-small man, dark exceedingly, with veiled eyes and shut lips, and never
-have I seen him warmed by any emotion of love, pity, fear, but always
-calm, cold, self-collected and austere. For it is well known that his
-only care was religion, and to this he sacrificed his all.
-
-So looking hard at the kneeling Glory of Women he said coldly,
-
-“In the name of the most beneficent and merciful God, what is this
-disturbance? Speak, exalted daughter, Princess of the family of
-chastity. It is revealed to this suppliant at the throne of Allah that
-there is a hidden thing in these chambers. Speak. What is it?”
-
-And kneeling, my Princess answered.
-
-“May joy attend my exalted father, the adorner of the gardens of
-happiness, the decorator of the rose-parterre of enjoyment! There is but
-one hidden thing in these chambers, and it is your unworthy daughter,
-who is known by your august favour as Makhfi, the Hidden One.”
-
-I saw the eyes of the Padshah fix on the golden dish that lay on the
-marble with one cup emptied of the pomegranate sherbet and the other
-half emptied, the sherbet running in a red stream like blood along the
-marble.
-
-“This was set down in haste!” he said through clipped lips.
-
-“In haste, O Glory of Allah!” said the Princess with the wet beads
-clamming the silken tendrils on her forehead. “I drank and was about to
-drink the second when your auspicious feet blessed the threshold.”
-
-“You are thirsty, happy daughter of sovereignty? Then drink the
-remainder. You have my permission.”
-
-I saw the gleam in either black eye of him as he spoke, watching her
-sidelong. She lifted the cup to her lips with a hand that shook so that
-it rattled against her teeth, though she struggled to command herself.
-
-“No, do not drink, royal daughter. It is stale,” he said, still standing
-and smiling coldly. And the Princess answered with quivering lips:
-
-“Will not the Mirror of God be seated and partake of refreshment offered
-by the hand of his slave?”
-
-“Not of that cup and not until I have observed your embroideries and
-manuscripts, daughter of high dignity,” the Padshah replied, and
-followed by my Princess, Imami still kneeling by the door, and I by the
-latticed marble window he walked about the hall and into the chambers
-beyond, talking pleasantly to the Princess at his shoulder, and so
-returning took his seat on the divan, and she served sherbets and fruits
-on a golden dish to his Majesty.
-
-He was later to attend the Am-Khas, the Hall of Audience, and was
-attired kingly. His vest was of white and delicately flowered satin,
-with heavy silk and gold embroidery. His cloth-of-gold turban was
-aigretted with diamonds great as stars, with a topaz at the base that
-shone like the sun. A chain of great pearls hung to his knees, and above
-all these jewels was his cold repelling dignity as of a King too great
-to be approached even by the favourite child of his pride, and all the
-time he sat she knelt before him.
-
-At length he spoke as if in meditation.
-
-“Glory of Women, you have grown into beauty like that of the Maids of
-Paradise. Your long lashes need no antimony, your eyes are winter stars,
-and in that robe of gulnar (pomegranate blossom) you appear like that
-princess who bewildered the senses of the mighty Suleiman. [I saw a
-quiver pass over her features as she bowed her head beneath the weight
-of praise.] Does not the rose long for the nightingale? Does not your
-heart, exalted daughter, turn to love?”
-
-And with her eyes on the ground, she answered.
-
-“Exhibitor of Perfection, my heart is set on far other matters. If in
-this land of good fortune I be remembered as a poet, I ask no more of
-destiny save that the rank of the daughter of Emperors be attached to my
-name for ever.”
-
-And he.
-
-“It is well. Yet marriage must be considered. Fortunate daughter, have
-you bathed to-day?”
-
-And she, deadly pale.
-
-“Shadow of the benignity of the Creator, no.”
-
-And with set lips he called to Imami by the door.
-
-“Hasten, lady, and light the fire beneath the great vessel of water in
-the bathing room of the Begam, and I will remain in discourse with her
-until it is ready.”
-
-And Imami casting a fearful glance on the kneeling Princess moved slowly
-to the inner chamber, and it is the truth that my soul sickened within
-me, for though I knew the young man worthless, and the son of a
-dangerous father, yet who could bear this without terror of spirit? And
-the Emperor, laying aside his awful Majesty, made his presence sweet as
-sunshine in the great chamber of marble, saying:
-
-“Exalted daughter, it is but seldom we have leisure to relax, and yet
-the olfactory of my soul inhales with delight the ambergris-perfumed
-breezes of affection and concord, and daily if it were possible would I
-enjoy them. Yes, even when absent—
-
- “‘I sit beside thee in thought, and my heart is at ease,
- For that is a union not followed by separation’s pain.’
-
-“It is in my mind to move with my ladies and the living family of
-dignity and glory to reside for a time at Lahore, and we shall then be
-more together, partaking of the irrigation of the rivers of affection.”
-
-“Great father, you promise me a joy to increase health and exalt
-happiness.”
-
-She swayed as she knelt, and leaned against the divan with closed eyes.
-
-“Exalted father, the perfume of flowers and of the rose-water fountain
-have given me a faintness. May I retire for a moment with the hakim Abul
-Qasim to my inner chamber lest I fall at your feet?”
-
-“It is granted, Glory of Women, and the lady Imami shall recite to me
-your latest verses until you return.”
-
-I came forward making the salutation, and helped the Princess to rise,
-she leaning on my aged arm, and the lady Imami took her place unrolling
-a manuscript of verses splendid with Persian illuminations in blue and
-gold. The Emperor composed himself to listen with pleasure, for it is
-well known that all the sovereigns of that mighty line were skilled in
-versifying and just critics of _ghazal_ and _suja_.
-
-And as we moved forward, I supporting her, the Princess breathed in my
-ear:
-
-“I meant his death, but Allah knowing my heart knows I am innocent of
-this hideous thing. O Abul Qasim, father of my soul, is there aid in
-earth or heaven?”
-
-But what could I say? Only the Great Physician of the Hidden Dispensary
-could assist that unfortunate. And meanwhile the sweet voice of the lady
-Imami read aloud the verses of the Princess.
-
- “O love, I am thy thrall.
- As on the tulip’s burning petal glows
- A spot yet more intense, of deeper dye,
- So in my heart a flower of passion blows,
- See the dark stain of its intensity
- Deeper than all.”
-
-And then we lost the words as we moved into the inner chamber.
-
-Now this inner chamber was all of pearl-pure marble, and in the midst a
-deeply sunk bath of marble long and wide and with its walls decorated
-with lotuses and their leaves, and a silver pipe led the water to this
-from a mighty silver vessel six feet and more in height and of great
-capacity, supported on a tripod of sculptured silver, and below it a
-place for fire, enclosed and fed with sweet-scented woods and balls of
-perfume made of rare gums. And, O Allah most Merciful, there the lady
-Imami had kindled fire by command of the Emperor, and within might be
-seen the brilliant blue flame licking up the perfumes and crawling like
-snakes about the cedar wood below the vessel. And certainly I looked
-that the Princess should do some desperate deed for the enlargement of
-the man most miserable hidden within the vessel, and releasing her I
-stood like a graven image of terror, expecting what she would do.
-
-She laid her hand on the silver, and amid the crackling of the flames
-she said in a clear small voice:
-
-“You came unsought. You violated the secrecy of the Hidden One. What
-then is your duty, exalted cousin?”
-
-And from within he spoke in a voice—O Allah, most compassionate, grant
-that I may never hear such again!—the one word:
-
-“Silence.”
-
-And she:
-
-“It is true. Keep silence if you are my true lover, for the sake of my
-honour. For if your voice is heard I am a dead woman. But I too will be
-faithful to death.”
-
-And he answered:
-
-“On my head and eyes.”
-
-And by her command I gave her water to drink and applied an essence to
-her nostrils, and we left the room, pulling the heavy curtains before
-it, and we returned to where the Padshah sat with the pale lady Imami
-reading aloud and he smiling in calm content. Seeing us return, he
-motioned my Princess to a seat on the divan saying:
-
-“I would hear your verses of ‘The Lover.’
-
-“What is the fate of a lover? It is to be crucified for the world’s
-pleasure.”
-
-And taking the manuscript from the hands of Imami she read aloud:
-
- “Dust falls within the cup of Kaikobad
- And King Jamshid,
- Nor recks the world if they were sad or glad,
- Or what they did.
-
- “How many hearts, O Love, thy sword hath slain
- And yet will slay!
- They bless thee, nor to Allah they complain
- At Judgment Day.”
-
-And so read on steadfastly for the space of an hour, until the Padshah,
-replete with the sweetness of the melody, rose from the divan, and said
-graciously:
-
-“May the tree of hereditary affection watered by this hour of converse
-grow in leaf and fruit and overshadow us both in peace. Go now, exalted
-daughter, and bathe your angelic person and rest with a soul sunned in
-the favour of the Emperor.”
-
-And he went, we attending him to the door of the secluded chambers, and
-when we returned, the Princess lay in a dead faint on the divan, and the
-fire beneath the great vessel of silver was red and silent, and within
-was silence also.
-
-The courage of Babar the gallant and Akbar the greatly dreaming was not
-dead in their descendant and thus in a great self-sacrifice he became a
-traveller on the road of non-existence, and I wept for him.
-
-So the Court moved to Lahore.
-
-But after this on my Princess came a change hard to be told.
-
-She had despised the Prince alive. For his death she loved him, and with
-a poet’s passion and tenderness mingled with a woman’s. Her sole relief
-was in solitude, pouring forth the burning thoughts wherein the phoenix
-of her soul was consumed in perfumed flame which will forever kindle the
-heart of man to like ecstasies.
-
-Great Princes sought her, among them Akil Khan, a most beautiful young
-man, aglow with courage and splendour. He had seen her, dreaming on the
-roof of her pavilion in the dawn, pensive and lovely, clothed in
-dawn-colour, her long hair braided with pearls falling about her, and
-mad with love, he sent her this one line, awaiting completion:
-
-“A vision in crimson appears on the roof of the Palace.”
-
-Kneeling, I implored her to give him some solace,
-
-“For O, Light of my soul,” said I, “the years drift by like leaves, and
-shall this miracle of beauty and of intelligence clear as diamonds lead
-its graces to the grave and leave the world no copy? My Princess, my
-Princess, have pity on your youth! True, the high Prince died a hero for
-the sake of a lady’s honour, yet remember that until then the soul of
-him was at home in Devilsville, and not in the rose-gardens of Allah.
-You have mourned him long enough: awake now to joy.”
-
-But she put it gently aside, saying:
-
-“The soul washed in the lustration of death is pure. What is Shaitanpur
-to him now? He has forgotten it. And shall I who accepted the sacrifice,
-forget? O, that I had not failed in courage—that I had died with him!
-Give me the paper of Akil Khan.”
-
-And considering the line he had written—
-
-“A vision in crimson appears on the roof of the Palace,” she wrote
-beneath it this line completing the couplet:
-
-“Neither supplications nor force nor gold can win her.” And so returned
-it.
-
-Yet, gallant man as he was, this did not stifle his hope, and knowing
-that in her garden at Lahore she was building a noble marble pavilion,
-he entered the garden one day disguising his princeliness under the
-garment of a mason, carrying his hod on his shoulder, and passed where
-she stood apart watching her girls who were playing at chausar.
-
-And as he drew near he whispered,
-
-“In my longing for thee I have become as dust wandering round the
-earth,” and she whose soul was fixed as a lonely star, responded
-immediately,
-
-“If thou hadst become as the wind yet shouldst thou not touch a tress of
-my hair.”
-
-So it was always. An embassage was sent from the Shah Abbas of Persia
-entreating her hand for Mirza Farukh his son, and the Prince came with
-it, a gallant wooer. She dared not at once refuse the insistence of her
-father Aurungzib Padshah, and consented that he should come to Delhi
-that she might judge of his worthiness. And with a glorious retinue
-resembling a galaxy of stars he came, and she feasted the prince in the
-pleasure-pavilion in her own garden, and in its marble colonnade with
-her own fair hand offered him wine and sweetmeats, but veiled in gold
-gauze, so that not one glimpse had he of the hidden eyes. And exalted
-with wine and folly he asked for a certain sweetmeat in words which by a
-laughing play on words signify—a kiss!
-
-This, to the proudest of women! One moment she paused and then
-haughtily,
-
-“Ask for what you desire from the slaves of our kitchen,” and so went
-straight to her royal father and told him that though face and jewels
-were well enough, the man had the soul of a groom under his turban of
-honour, and she would have none of him. She had her royal way.
-
-Raging with foiled pride and desire he sent her this verse,
-
- “I am determined never to leave this temple.
- Here will I bow my head, here will I prostrate myself.
- Here will I serve, and here alone is happiness.”
-
-But he beat against marble, for she returned this answer only:
-
-“Child, how lightly dost thou esteem this game of love!
-Nothing dost thou know of the fever of longing and the fire of separation,
- and the burning flame of love!”
-
-Alas, her heart knew them too well!
-
-So he went away despairing and that was the last of her suitors.
-
-Very sad grew my Princess. The dead have more power than the living, and
-the clutch of a dead hand chills the blood. She had the soul of a mystic
-and in her poems desire for the Eternal Beloved was mingled with love of
-him who was now also behind the Veil of non-existence, and I know not
-which was more in her thoughts when she wrote with tears that fall and
-falling gather,
-
- “O idle arms,
- Never the lost Beloved have ye caressed:
- Better that ye were broken than like this
- Empty and cold eternally to rest.
-
- “O useless eyes,
- Never the lost Beloved for all these years
- Have ye beheld: better that ye were blind
- Than dimmed thus by my unavailing tears.
-
- “O fading rose,
- Dying unseen as hidden thou wert born:
- So my heart’s blossom fallen in the dust
- Was ne’er ordained his turban to adorn.”
-
-Very strange is the heart of a woman! I, remembering her scorn for this
-very Prince and her will to slay him with her own hand, could not at all
-commend nor comprehend her passion for him dead whom living she trod as
-the dust beneath her feet. She permitted my speech gently, but would
-reply only,
-
-“He loved me and gave his life for me.” And I venturing to rejoin,
-
-“But O exalted Lady, men will give their lives for a little thing, a
-jewel, a worthless intrigue, the slaying of a tiger, and is his
-sacrifice worth such a return as yours?” she replied with calm; “Greater
-love hath no man than in silence to lay down his life uncheered by
-commendation or the joy of battle, and to him I swore fidelity. Should I
-change? In his death was the high heart that in life would have grown to
-glory—and I broke it.”
-
-And I said:
-
-“It is greater love to live for a woman than to die for her and this he
-could never have done, for his profligacy and selfishness would have
-swept all love to ruin,”—and she, smiling, put this by, as one who has
-attained in her own heart to behold the innermost secrets of love. And
-which of us was right I cannot now tell.
-
-But as love rose about her like a tide her thoughts turned more and more
-to the Supreme, the Self-Existent,—and this love also consumed her for
-He wounded her heart with the august secrets of His beauty, and
-perceiving in vision wafts of His sweetness she sank into a deep
-melancholy, desiring that to which no earthly passion may attain. So in
-this poem she beheld Him as the Hunter of the Soul:
-
- “I have no peace, the quarry I, a Hunter chases me,
- It is Thy memory.
- I turn to flee but fall: for over me He casts His snare,
- His perfumed hair,
- Who can escape Thy chain? no heart is free
- From love of Thee.”
-
-So passioning for the Divine she spent her days in longing, and a great
-wisdom came upon her, for even as her mighty father narrowed in vision,
-persecuting the Hindus, and breaking the very Empire against the rock of
-their tortured faith, so she like the sun at setting illumined all
-beliefs, even the lowliest, with her level rays, declaring that where
-any prayer is made that place is the mosque and the Kiblah.
-
-Had that lady been Emperor it is not too much to say she had saved the
-Empire. Would to Allah that she had been. But He knows all.
-
-Yet a better fate was decreed for her for she lived, exhaling love as
-the lily its perfume, and departed in a white peace, a gently fading
-light like the cresset that for a little illumines the quiet of a tomb,
-and this she said in dying,
-
-“I am the daughter of a King but I have taken the path of renunciation,
-and this shall be my glory, as my title signifies that I am the Glory of
-Women.”
-
-This she is, for in India she is remembered by all who burn in the fire
-of love, human or divine.
-
-Yet, since she was a woman and therefore a creature of unreason, must I
-condemn her passion for the worthless prince to whom her royal life was
-dedicate.
-
-And here I set down the last words that Makhfi—the Hidden One—wrote
-with her dying hand, and they were these—
-
- “Yet, Makhfi, unveiled is thy secret,
- Abroad all thy passion be told,
- Who saw not the beauty of Yusuf
- When he in the market was sold.”
-
-and as she lived she died, lamenting that too late she had known his
-hidden heart.
-
-When she was departed a poet of Persia made these verses of her:
-concerning the serenity of her spirit:
-
- “Love sings to himself of love and the worlds dance to that music,
- As wise snakes dance to the Charmer playing upon his pipe,
- Love gazes on deep waters for ever dreaming his face.
- Slay all my senses but hearing that I may immortally listen.
- Calm every wave of my soul that it may mirror the Dream.”
-
-And her father the Emperor, grieving, made her a glorious tomb of marble
-domed and pinnacled with gold and the tower and minars roofed with
-turquoise tiles. Nay, the very sand of the paths was dust of turquoises,
-and about it a glorious garden where her sweet spirit might gladden to
-dream in the moonlight, her griefs forgotten, her joys completed in the
-ecstasy of union with the One, the Alone.
-
-And yet—yet—thus wrote my Princess:
-
- “If on the Day of Reckoning
- God saith, ‘In due proportion I will pay
- And recompense thee for thy suffering.’
-
- “Lo, all the joys of heaven it would outweigh.
- Were all God’s gladness poured upon me, yet
- He would be in my debt.”
-
-May the lights of Allah be her testimony and make bright her tomb.
-
-For I loved her, and pray that her memory may be fragrant when I am
-dust.
-
-And very strange and secret is the heart of a woman.
-
-
-
-
- THE MARRIAGE OF THE PRINCESS
-
-
-
-
- THE MARRIAGE OF THE PRINCESS
-
-
-(Salutation to the Elephant-Headed God, who is the Remover of Obstacles
-and the Giver of discretion, and may he enable his worshipper the Pandit
-Gurdit Singh to relate this story with well-chosen words and harmonious
-periods that so it may enchain the hearts of all.)
-
-Of all the lands that smile upon their lover the sun, surely the land of
-Kashmir is the loveliest. All round that Valley of Beauty the mountains
-stand like the guardians of a great Queen. No harsh winds may ruffle the
-lakes, darkly blue as the eyes of the goddess Shri, where the lotuses
-dream above their mirrored images in amazement at their own divinity,
-for the shields of the eternal snows piercing even the heavens turn
-aside all tempests and only a sweet and calm sunshine makes the air
-milk-warm.
-
-And because the beauty that surrounds them is absorbed by the princesses
-of Kashmir until they become like the slender-waisted beauties of the
-ancient poems and stories of India, radiant as the sun, fair as the full
-moon mirrored in a lake dreaming of her own beauty, so are they eagerly
-sought by all the Kings from North to South, and great dowries are given
-for them with jewels piled high like grain in harvest, and elephants and
-garments with beaten gold laid on them such as would dazzle the eyes of
-the Queens of other countries. And nothing is too much to give for their
-seductive beauties.
-
-Now, at one time the King of Kashmir had a daughter, his only one,—more
-exquisite than dawn blushing on the snows. She had stolen the hue of her
-eyes from the blue of the lotus of the hidden lakes, and the delicate
-shaping of her face was high craftsmanship of high Gods at the work they
-love best. And down to the ankle rolled her midnight hair, braided and
-jewelled, and Love’s own honey made her mouth a world’s wonder of rose
-and pearl,—and the curves of her sweet body were rounded as the
-snowdrifts of Mount Haramoukh and as pure. And even this was not all,
-for what is a flower without scent and beauty without charm? But grace
-went beside her like an attendant, and attraction that none could resist
-was in her glance, and whoso escaped the lure of her eyes would
-assuredly fall a victim to the seduction of her sweet laughter so that
-only in the protection of the Gods was there safety, and it is known
-that even the Gods cease their vigilance where a beautiful woman is
-concerned and forget their divinity.
-
-Now this Princess Amra loved above all things the gardens of her royal
-father, and it was her custom, forsaking the Palace, to come for days
-with her women to the gardens by the lake, dwelling in the Pavilion of
-the Painted Flowers and passing the days in singing and feasting,
-wandering beneath the shade of the mighty chinar trees and breathing the
-perfume of flowers and the coolness of the high snows.
-
-So on a certain day she and her ladies wandered through the roses in
-beauty so exquisite that the flowers swayed to behold them and the very
-waters of the cascades delayed to kiss their feet, and as they did this
-there came a message from the King her father that he had betrothed her
-to marry the King of Jamu, and the marriage would take place in the
-marriage month according to the auspicious calculations of the
-astrologers. And hearing this, the Princess stopped in terror beside the
-water that falls over the ripple of cut marble, and she said to her
-women:
-
-“O sorrowful day! O fears that beset my heart! I who have never seen any
-man save my auspicious father and brothers and the old grey-beard, the
-Pundit Ram Lal,—what a fate is this! What do I know of men? How shall I
-learn? O, my misery!”—and she sat herself beneath the shade of a great
-chinar tree, and became inconsolable, weeping bitterly, and her women
-wept with her.
-
-So passed an hour, and at last her confidante, Lailela, a girl from
-Bokhara, having dried her eyes began to look about her, and she saw that
-with the written command of the King had come a small object folded in
-rose silk and bound with threads of gold, and with the insatiable
-curiosity of a woman she said to the weeping Princess:
-
-“Great Lady, here is a something—I do not know what, but I guess it to
-be a bridal gift from his Majesty.” And the Princess took it in her
-hands and her ladies gathered about her as stars surround the moon, and
-with her slender fingers and nails like little pearls she unthreaded the
-knots of gold and the inner treasure was disclosed, and it was a frame
-of gold filagreed and set with rubies and diamond sparks, and within it
-the portrait of a young man, and written on the back of it: “The King of
-Jamu.” The artist, whose skill resembled that of the Creator, had
-depicted him seated on his throne of ivory inlaid with gold, and in his
-turban blazed that great jewel known as the Sea of Splendour, but these
-did not for one moment detain the eye, for he was himself the jewel of
-Kings, young, noble, dark of hair and eyes, with amorous lips, proud yet
-gentle, and a throat like the column that upholds the world, and limbs
-shaped for height and strength and speed. And surely had he been a
-water-carrier, men had said, “This is the son of a King.”
-
-And as the Princess Amra looked she sighed and changed colour, and the
-last tear fell from her long lashes upon the portrait, and she dried it
-with her gold-bordered veil, and looked and sighed again, and lost in
-thought she fell into a deep silence.
-
-And Lailela said with sympathy:
-
-“Surely a terrible doom, O Princess! Now had the King been an old man,
-kind and paternal, it would but have been passing from the arms of one
-father to another. But a young man— O, there is much to fear, and who
-shall sound the deeps of their hearts?”
-
-And the Princess slowly shook her head, not knowing what she did, still
-gazing at the portrait, and Lailela continued:
-
-“Little do we all know men. But I have been told it is safer to
-adventure in a jungle of tigers than to take a husband knowing nothing
-of their wiles and tyrannies, and it is now my counsel that we should
-all declare before the Princess any small knowledge that has reached us,
-that she may not go forth utterly unarmed.”
-
-And all the ladies looked doubtfully at one another, and the Princess
-smiled faintly as a moon in clouds, and said:
-
-“Sisters, it is my command that you do as Lailela has said, for her
-counsel is good, and she herself shall begin, for I perceive there is
-knowledge behind her lips. Let all now prepare to listen, for we speak
-of love.”
-
-And she laid the portrait on her knees, and Lailela with laughter in her
-long eyes but a great gravity of speech, told this story:
-
-“Now, Princess, this is one of the parables that the Sheikh Ibrahim
-related to his daughter, the Lady Budoor, that she might be admonished.
-For the damsel was the temptation of the Age, with heavy hips, and brows
-like the new moon, and a mouth like the seal of Suleiman, so that the
-reason of whoso saw her was captivated by her elegance. But she spoke
-little, or of trivial matters, and smiled not at all, relying on her
-beauty, which, indeed, was the perfection of the Creator’s handiwork.
-May his name be exalted! And her father accosted her, saying:
-
-“‘Know, O daughter, that Shah Salim had five thousand wives and
-concubines of perfect loveliness, with languishing looks, high-bosomed,
-and of equal age, a delight to beholders such as astonished the mind.
-But the King was wearied because of the dullness of their society and it
-so befell that he yawned repeatedly and his jaw became fixed with the
-violence of his yawns, nor could the art of the _hakims_ unloose it. And
-the Queens and the concubines slapped their faces for grief, and the
-Emirs trembled because of the case of the King.
-
-“‘Now it chanced that the King of Seljuk sent unto Shah Salim a slave
-girl from Tabriz, and the merchant who conducted her bore this message,
-written on ivory, bound with floss silk, and perfumed with ambergris:
-“Know, O King of the Age, that the perfume is not to be judged by the
-jar, nor the jewel by its weight, for the perfume is the soul of the
-rose, and the secret of the jewel is its fire. Receive, therefore this
-gift according to the measure of thy wisdom.”
-
-“‘But the Shah-in-Shah, speaking with difficulty, for his jaw was held
-as in a vise, commanded, saying; “Enclose her with the Queens and the
-concubines, for they have brought me to this, and the sum of my wisdom
-and experience is that they are all alike, and whoso knows one, knows
-all. Yet, first let me behold her, since she is the gift of a King.”
-
-“‘And they unveiled the damsel, and behold! she was slender as a willow
-branch, low-bosomed, green-eyed, and her hair was like beaten bronze,
-nor could she for beauty compare with the wives of the King, so that the
-beholders marvelled at the gift of the King of Seljuk.
-
-“‘And she looked upon the King, and, seeing his case, she closed her
-eyes until they shone like slits of emerald and laughed aloud until the
-Hall of Requests echoed with her laughter, and her voice was like the
-flute and such as would bewilder the reason of the sages and cause the
-ascetic to stumble in his righteousness, and she could narrate stories
-like those of the Sultana Shahrazad (upon whom be the Peace!), and her
-effrontery was as the effrontery of the donkey-boys of Damascus. For
-there is none greater. Nor did she fear the Shah-in-Shah before whom all
-abased themselves.
-
-“‘So she seated herself before the Wonder of the Age, and, casting down
-her eyes, the damsel related to him the true story of the Adventure of
-the Lady Amine and the Sage El Kooz. And the heart of the Shah was
-dilated and he laughed until there was no strength left in him, and the
-_hakims_ thumped his back, fearing that life itself would depart from
-him in the violence of his laughter. And his jaw instantly relaxed. So
-being recovered, he commanded saying: “Bring hither the artificers of
-gold and let them make a chain that shall bind the waist of this slave
-to my wrist, for where I go she shall go, that my soul may be comforted
-by her narratives and the sweetness of her laughter. For this truly is a
-gift worthy of a king. But place guards at the doors of the others.”
-
-“‘And after consideration and counsel with his Wazir he bestowed upon
-the Queens great gifts and returned them to their parents. And there was
-a great calm. And he became distracted with love for this slave and they
-continued in prosperity and affection until visited by the Terminator of
-Delights and Separator of Companions.
-
-“‘Extolled be He whom the vicissitudes of time change not and who is
-alone distinguished by the attributes of Perfection!
-
-“‘Now this is a parable, my daughter, of the secrets of the hearts of
-men, and I will relate others that thou mayest be admonished.’
-
-“And the Lady Budoor answered modestly: ‘Speak on, my father, I
-listen.’”
-
-And when Lailela had finished this story she resumed her seat, and the
-ladies reflected deeply, and the Princess said:
-
-“This must undoubtedly be true. As a man no longer observes an object
-which he sees daily, so must it be with a man and the beauty of his
-wife. Clearly it is not enough to be beautiful even as a Dancer of
-Heaven. It is also needful to be a provoker of laughter. Would that I
-knew the stories of this slave . . . Sisters, have they been heard by
-any of you? What is beauty, when the beautiful are forsaken or die? But
-tell me.”
-
-And now Vasuki, a lady of the Rajputs, stepped forward in all the
-insolence of beauty, swaying her hips, and rearing her head like a Queen
-as she came, and she began thus:
-
-“Princess, of my heart, let none tempt you to undervalue the gift of
-loveliness by which even the greatest of the Gods are subjected as my
-story will declare. And let it be remembered that if even a man weary of
-his wife’s beauty—there are yet other men in the world, and what though
-our faith forbid marriage there are other faiths. And, if this be
-impossible, a woman can always be captured if so she will! And I would
-have you recall the story of the Rani of Mundore who being left a widow
-was captured by a great King and ruled him and his Kingdom. But hear my
-story of why Brahma, a high God of my people, has four faces in his
-temple.
-
-“In the ancient days in India two evil and terrible brothers rose to
-kingly power. They were inseparable as the Twin Stars, the Aswins, and
-together they did evil mightily and in their union was their strength.
-Finally they formed plans to storm the lower heavens and expel the Gods
-and there was every reason to believe they would carry out this
-determination. So the Gods held a great Panchayet (council) and some
-said one thing, some another, and at last Brahma the Creator spoke as
-follows:
-
-“‘Great Gods and Heavenly Ladies, in the union of these wretches is
-their power, because where two perfectly agree their wisdom is
-unconquerable. It is only because this has never been the case on earth
-that we are able to keep any sort of order. Now of all influences the
-most powerful is love. True it is their palaces are full to over-flowing
-with handsome women but we are still the Gods, the makers of men. Let us
-take for our model the Goddess of Beauty herself, and send some
-exquisite one on earth to distract and divide the evil kings.’
-
-“So the flowers of heaven were brought, and the Goddess of Beauty stood
-unveiled and divine before them, and from the ivory of the lotus blossom
-they made a sweet body, and from the dark blue lotus they made two
-dreaming eyes, and they took the storm cloud for the glooms of her heavy
-lashes, and the midnight deeps for the lengths of her silken hair, and
-for her smile they took the sunshine and for her blush the dawn, and for
-her coquetry the playfulness of the kitten, and for her seductions the
-wiles of the serpent, and for her fidelity—but all their materials were
-exhausted before the necessity for this was remembered. And Lakshimi
-gave her instead what is invisible but omnipotent, her own charm which
-none has ever seen but all the Universe has felt. And when all was done
-great Brahma breathed life into the fair image and she arose and looked
-down upon her own beauty with astonishment and in a voice of crystal
-music she said:
-
-“‘I am Tillotama.’
-
-“And all the Gods stood confounded at their own handiwork but the
-Goddesses turned angrily away.
-
-“So they commanded her to go to earth and instructed her, each mighty
-heart beating with agony that she should go. And she passed before the
-Throne of Brahma making a _pradakshina_, a reverential threefold
-circuit, about him keeping him always to the right. And he gazed
-passionately upon her and she made a turn to the left, and for pride he
-would not turn his head, but from the energy of his soul’s longing
-another face sprang out on the left side of his head and the eyes still
-followed her, and as she made her circuit this again happened at the
-back and still he regarded her, and at the right side also, so that
-wherever that loveliness went his eyes fed upon her with more passion
-than the moon-bird who steadfastly regards the moon all night. And,
-Princess, this is the undoubted reason why the image of Brahma has ever
-since had four faces. So she went to earth with ruin for her dower, and
-the two evil kings desired her and slew one another for her possession.
-And Saraswati, the wife of Brahma, immediately demanded that their work
-should be undone and the fair creature resolved again into the elements
-of nature lest the peace of heaven should be broken. So it was done, but
-Brahma retains forever his four faces.
-
-“Therefore, Princess, if beauty thus subjugates the greatest of the
-Gods, what will be the effect of such beauty as your own upon the heart
-of the King of Jamu?”
-
-And Amra clasping her hands, replied:
-
-“But this is a terrible story! For if the greatest of the Gods, who has
-a glorious Goddess for his wife, be not faithful, what hope is in men? I
-grow so terrified that death itself seems preferable to marriage. Is
-there no comfort in any of you?”
-
-And now, treading delicately on little bound feet, came Ying-ning, the
-fair Chinese maiden from Liang, who had been presented to the Princess
-because of her skill in embroidery and cosmetics. And she saluted
-humbly, and requested permission to speak:
-
-“Princess, a great lady has last spoken and who am I? Yet because I
-tremble to hear her speak of any other than a husband in the love of a
-woman, hear me, for of all dangers the greatest is the jealousy of a
-husband. And this is a true story of my country.
-
-“There was a very great artificer long, long years ago and he made an
-image exactly resembling a man. It was composed of wood and glue and
-leather, and sinews of catgut, and so great was his skill that he made
-even a heart that beat and set it in the breast, and the features were
-exquisitely painted and it resembled a great Chinese lord, noble and
-handsome and able to sing, move, and talk. Finally he showed it to the
-King of Liang who was struck dumb at such handiwork, for it was like the
-power of the Immortals. And he said; ‘My Household must certainly view
-this marvel, and there can be no objection to this course of conduct
-since I have satisfied myself it is but a thing of springs and leather.’
-
-“So, on the following day, the artificer brought his image to the Pepper
-Chambers, being himself an aged man and in circumstances which permitted
-his entry. Being introduced to the presence of the King, the Queen and
-the ladies who rejoiced in the King’s favour, these ladies all stared
-with the utmost bewilderment at the handsome young man thus represented.
-The artificer touched its chin and it burst into a love-song most
-delicately sung in a mellow and manly voice. It recited a passage from
-the poets in praise of wine. It kow-towed before the King. But
-unluckily, encouraged by success, the artificer touched its heart, and
-with the utmost audacity it gazed upon the ladies and winking one eye,
-seized the hand of the loveliest, and placed a sacrilegious arm about
-her person, she smiling. A frenzy of passion swept over the King on
-seeing this. He shouted for the death of the artificer, and though the
-aged man in a terror instantly rent the image apart into a heap of wood
-and leather, he could not be appeased and the unfortunate was led out
-and beheaded. Furthermore, he ordered the lady who had been thus
-polluted to be instantly strangled because she had not shrieked on the
-instant as (he asserted) any virtuous woman, a stranger to such a
-contact, must have done. And in spite of her piteous entreaties she was
-slaughtered. Was this reasonable, O my Princess? But be it known to you
-that in love and in possession also there is no reason, and that this is
-the manner in which all men would act. And moreover it is their right,
-and it is entirely just that even the looks or dreams of a woman should
-be faithful to her husband and to him only.”
-
-And Ying-ning retreated to the circle, and the Princess wrung her hands
-and cried:
-
-“What then is to become of women if they are thus surrendered to the
-mercy of the merciless! I will entreat at my father’s feet that I may
-live and die a maid. And I will——”
-
-But she could not continue for the beating of her heart, and now the
-little lovely gesang, Pak, from Phyong-yang in the Land of the Morning
-Calm, whence come all the fairest singing girls, moved trembling forward
-and spoke in a voice of silver, but so low that the Princess called upon
-her to stand at her feet that she might hear. Enclosed in a great lotus
-blossom she had been presented to the Princess that she might cheer her
-with strange dances from the Korean land, and she had clapped her hands
-for joy when the ivory petals fell apart disclosing the small dancer
-crouched within. But the women of the Morning Calm have few words and
-all now leaned forward to hear what this silent one might say.
-
-“Great Lady, near my home by the Green Duck River lived long ago a
-Yang-ban (noble) who had a beautiful daughter named Ha. She had a
-slender throat on which was set a face most delicately painted and of
-exquisite charm, the lips resembling ripe cherries and the eyes of
-liquid brilliance. Many marriage enquiries were made, but her father
-finally made the choice of a young Yang-ban of good position named Won
-Kiun, and on a day of favourable omens she was borne to his house and
-became his wife. For five years they lived together in harmony nor did
-he spend his time without the screened apartments, for she could even
-play chess and he could converse with her. But alas! she bore no child
-and daily did her anguish increase, for she could hear his sighs because
-he had no son to perform the rites for him when his time should come.
-Still hoping, she delayed, but this could not last, and on a certain day
-she approached him saying:
-
-“‘Lord of my Life, may your worthless wife speak?’
-
-“He gave permission.
-
-“‘Five years,’ said Ha, ‘have gone by and I have not fulfilled my duty.
-It is certainly the evil destiny of your worthless wife which has caused
-this. Therefore I say thus:—I will sell my pins of jade and buy a
-concubine for you. Accede to my humble request.’
-
-“Won Kiun could scarcely hide his astonishment, for though this was but
-fulfilling a duty, still it is not common for a wife to make this offer.
-But he agreed instantly for he earnestly desired a son, and after so
-many years naturally desired also a change of companionship. Ha
-therefore made search and found a girl named A-pao of as much beauty as
-the price she could pay would fetch.
-
-“It was then that Ha’s sorrows began. She was neglected by Won Kiun,
-tormented by A-pao, but enduring in silence as a wife should, she went
-about her work with a smile. But A-pao also failed in her duty for there
-was no child, and presently Won Kiun whose health had always been frail,
-departed to the ancestral spirits, A-pao shamelessly took her place in
-the house of a rich man, and Ha was left a desolate widow, and the more
-so because her parents and her husband’s justly despised her as a barren
-wife.
-
-“But, Princess, mark what followed!
-
-“She had placed her husband’s spirit tablet, which contained his third
-soul, beside her bed, and before this made her offerings of bread and
-wine and prayers for pardon, and one night when she had wept herself to
-sleep a strange thing happened. The tablet moved,—a human figure slowly
-emerged from it and stood on the floor, and Ha, with eyes distended with
-terror, saw her husband. In the well-remembered voice he said:
-
-“‘I have permission from the Junior Board of the Gods of Hades to visit
-you as a reward for my filial merit on earth, and this in spite of your
-conduct in that very mistaken business of A-pao. Had _I_ been consulted
-she was by no means the person I should have chosen. Yet I am come to
-visit you and shall do so nightly for a month.’
-
-“The faithful Ha laid her head on his feet and sobbed for joy. What a
-reward! How small now did all her many sacrifices appear!
-
-“For a month the spirit tablet nightly became her husband, and on the
-last day of the month he bid her an eternal farewell, and the tablet
-fell to the ground and broke into two pieces. With tender care she
-mended it, and set herself to await the birth of her son.
-
-“In due time he was born and her cup of joy would have run over but that
-the most shocking rumours were spread by A-pao and her mother-in-law,
-and it was believed that she had grossly dishonoured the fragrant memory
-of her husband. Vainly she explained the facts. The only result was that
-the magistrate, fearing lest he might possibly destroy a child of
-miracle, would not himself put it to death, but commanded it should be
-flung to the swine. Marvellous to tell, the swine, instead of devouring
-it, kept the child alive by breathing warmth upon it, and it was then
-that, starving for food, and broken-hearted, Ha demanded a test before
-the assembled people. It is well known that the children of the spirits
-cast no shadow, and the child, before an immense crowd, with his
-miserable mother watching from behind a curtain, was brought into the
-full sunshine and held up. To the amazement and fear of all, no shadow
-was cast on the earth. To set the matter forever at rest the spirit
-tablet was then brought out and a little blood drawn from the tender arm
-of the child. This was spread on the tablet inhabited by the father’s
-spirit and it instantly sank in and disappeared, though when spread on
-another, it rolled off, leaving no mark. Amid loud shouts the child was
-pronounced the true heir of the family. Ha was immediately pardoned by
-the parents of Won Kiun and taken into their favour, being permitted to
-serve them to the end of their days, which she did with perfect
-devotion.
-
-“My Princess will see from this true story the great reward that
-humility and patience bring to a good wife. It is not every husband who
-returns from the Land of the Dead to bring joy to one in such a lowly
-position. And though it is easy to be seen that it was his own
-transcendent merits which occasioned this joyful result, without the
-patience of Ha the nobility of her husband and his parents could
-scarcely have been rewarded. Therefore the duty of a woman is submission
-and where this exists all her follies and faults may be covered as a
-rich brocade covers a poor divan.”
-
-The ladies were silent and the Princess again shook her head with tears
-in her eyes.
-
-“This is a difficult case,” she said, “and in truth each seems more
-alarming than the last. It appears that marriage is a sea of perils
-great and terrible, and to escape shipwreck all but impossible. Possibly
-if Ha had not bought the concubine—but have none of my ladies a story
-of man’s fidelity? Is such a thing unknown?”
-
-And even as she spoke a woman with a face like the dusk of the evening
-and eyes as its stars in clouds, broke in upon her words unmannerly but
-with such power that all turned to listen, forgetting even the Presence.
-
-“My Princess, my beloved, hear now this last story, for these women have
-spoken of little things, but I will speak of great.
-
-“It is known to you that when the King Rama ruled in Kosala and was
-thence driven for awhile into the wild woods, there went with him of her
-own choice and in utter devotion, his wife, young and lovely and noble,
-the Queen Sita. And when he entreated her to leave him because of the
-horror of the great woods and the wild beasts, and the evil spirits and
-hunger and poverty, she replied only: ‘How should I stay in the glorious
-city when my husband is gone? I count all evils as blessings when I am
-with him. Without him life is death. And if my prayer is refused I will
-enter the fire and await him in the Paradise to be.’
-
-“So she followed Rama, clothed in poverty and in the wood she served
-him, unfaltering in piety and all wifely duty. And as the result of this
-nobility her beauty so grew that the very Gods, passing on their high
-errands would pause for joy to see her perfections.
-
-“But on a certain day when the King was absent, the evil King of Lanka
-stole this Pearl, hoping to set it in his crown.
-
-“Princess, it is not needful to tell the sorrows of Sita, the
-temptations she resisted nor the cruelties that could not break her pure
-will. Flawless in strength and brightness as the very spirit of the
-diamond was her faith. And when Rama at last, by the aid of the Gods,
-conquered the evil-doer, she sat beneath a tree, in poor array,
-trembling for joy to think that her head should lie once more upon her
-husband’s breast and her ear be gladdened with his praise for the fight
-she had fought alone in sorrow.
-
-“So she stood before him and he sat upon his victorious throne and thus
-he spoke:
-
-“‘Lady, my work is done. I have avenged my honour and the insult put
-upon me and my foe is broken. But mistake me not. It was for no love to
-you that I fought, but to uphold the dignity of my race. Your presence
-now hurts me as light hurts a diseased eye. Another man has seen your
-face unveiled. His hand has touched you. You have dwelt in his palace.
-You are no wife of mine. Go where you will. Do what you will. We are
-parted.’”
-
-[And the Princess and all the ladies stared with great eyes to hear what
-the woman told.]
-
-“And this before a great assembly. So, at first the Queen wept silently,
-because this shaft pierced her very heart. Then, drying her tears, she
-raised her fair head and answered:
-
-“‘Is all my faithful love forgotten? It was hard for a weak woman to
-resist supernatural strength. Yet in all perils of death and shame I
-have been utterly chaste in soul and body, and no evil came near me, for
-in me there was none to meet it.’
-
-“She paused and the King made no answer. And she said:
-
-“‘If man deserts me the High Gods are faithful. Make ready the funeral
-pile. I will not live in this shame.’
-
-“And it was done;—none daring to look in the King’s face, and he still
-silent. . . . So, circling her husband thrice in farewell reverence, the
-Queen entered the fire. And even as the flame lapped her feet, the Great
-Gods descended in radiant chariots plumed for the untrodden ways of the
-air, and the God of the Fire, who is the Purifier, took her by the hand
-and presented her to Rama, saying,
-
-“‘Even as is my white flame purity, so is the purity of this Queen.’
-
-“And he accepted her from the God’s hand.
-
-“Princess, would not all the world believe that after this coming of the
-Gods this King would have honoured his Queen? Yet no.
-
-“He knew her pure, but, since others whispered that another had seen her
-face, and who could tell?—again he dismissed her for in him as in all
-men, pride was mightier than love.
-
-“And once more, Sita, standing before him and knowing this the end, made
-declaration of her chastity that all might hear. And suddenly
-transported beyond the weakness of a woman, she stood as one divine,
-perfect in high soul and nobility, and she said:
-
-“‘Never has any thought that was not pure and chaste entered my heart,
-and as my heart so is my body. This have I said. And now, I beseech of
-the Earth, the Great Goddess, Mother of us all, that she will grant me a
-refuge, for I have none other.’
-
-“And as she spoke these words, a very soft air, laden with coolness and
-sacred perfumes, stirred among them, and in the silence there arose from
-the earth a Throne and upon it the Mighty Mother of men and Gods, and
-she raised the Queen in her arms and set her upon the Throne that all
-might see her throned and glorious. And lo! for a moment she sat
-majestic, and the assembly hid their faces, and when they again raised
-them all was gone and only the common day was about them.
-
-“But the King wept uncomforted knowing that never again by city or
-forest might he see that fair face, which being his own he had cast from
-him.”
-
-And the woman paused, and all the ladies cried that this was the
-cruellest story of all, demanding that she be dismissed from the
-Presence as an offender. But the Princess sat submerged in thought, and
-the woman said softly:
-
-“My Princess—my beloved,—the Gods rule. In all life is sorrow, whether
-in Kashmir or Jamu. But the Gods abide. In the hollow of Their hand lay
-this Queen, and in the darkness the King’s eyes could not pierce They
-smiled. Certainly she leaned on Their might and so walked content and
-what could man do to her? Fear not, my Princess. The Gods abide—whether
-in Kashmir or Jamu, and the earth is Their footstool. And this being so
-the life of a woman is her own, go where she will.”
-
-And there fell a great silence and she who said this glided away and was
-gone. And presently the Princess rose in the midst of the women like a
-Queen, and she spoke:
-
-“This is the truth. Fate is fate and love is love, and what we do is our
-own, and not the deeds of another. For that Queen I do not weep, but for
-the King who was blind to her glory. It is the valour of men that sends
-them forth to war, and it is the valour of women that puts their hearts
-in the hand of their husbands. And to me, since I have seen this
-portrait all other things are empty, and if he slay me still will I love
-him. For it is the High God, who is worshipped by many names, who has
-made the woman for the man and the man for the woman, and He abides
-unchanging in Unity and what He does is better than well.”
-
-And as she spoke the colours faded on the mountains and on the lake the
-evening came with quiet feet.
-
-
-
-
- THE WISDOM OF THE ORIENT
- A DIALOGUE AND A STORY
-
-
-
-
- THE WISDOM OF THE ORIENT
-
- A DIALOGUE AND A STORY
-
-
- I
-
-“I believe you take as long to dress as I do,” she said pettishly; “I
-call it neither more nor less than poaching when a man looks so well
-turned out. And a Poet, too! Well—you can sit down; I have twenty
-minutes free.”
-
-She was dressed for a bridge party. Dressed—oh, the tilt of the hat
-over her delicate little nose; the shadow it cast over the liquid eyes,
-ambushing them, as it were, for the flash and spring upon the victim!
-But I was no victim—not I! I knew my young friend too well. She endured
-me more or less gladly. I sat at her feet and learned the ways of the
-sex, and turned them into verse, or didn’t, according to the mood of the
-minute. I had versified her more than once. She was a rondeau, a
-triolet, a trill—nothing more.
-
-“Why mayn’t a poet look respectable as well as another?” I asked,
-dropping into a chair.
-
-“Because it isn’t in the picture. You were much more effective, you
-folks, when you went about with long hair, and scowled, with a finger on
-your brows. But never mind—you’ve given us up and we’ve given you up,
-so it doesn’t matter what women think of you any more.”
-
-“You never said a truer word!” I replied, lighting my cigarette at hers.
-“The connection between women and poetry is clean-cut for the time. As
-for the future—God knows! You’re not poetic any more. And it’s deuced
-hard, for we made you.”
-
-“Nonsense. God made us, they say—or Adam—I never quite made out
-which.”
-
-“It’s a divided responsibility, anyhow. For the Serpent dressed you. He
-knew his business there—he knew that beauty unadorned may do well
-enough in a walled garden and with only one to see and no one else to
-look at. But in the great world, and with competition—no! And you—you
-little fools, you’re undoing all his charitable work and undressing
-yourselves again. When I was at the dance the other night I thirsted for
-the Serpent to take the floor and hiss you a lecture on your
-stupidities.”
-
-She pouted: “Stupidities? I’m sure the frocks were perfectly lovely.”
-
-“As far as they went, but they didn’t go nearly far enough for the
-Serpent. And believe me, he knows all the tricks of the trade. He wants
-mystery—he wants the tremble in the lips when a man feels—‘I can’t
-see—I can only guess, and I guess the Immaculate, the Exquisite—the
-silent silver lights and darks undreamed of.’ And you—you go and strip
-your backs to the waist and your legs to the knees. No, believe me, the
-Dark Continent isn’t large enough; and when there is nothing left to
-explore, naturally the explorer ceases to exist.”
-
-“I think you’re very impertinent. Look at Inez. Wasn’t she perfectly
-lovely? She can wear less than any of us, and wear it well.”
-
-“I couldn’t keep my eyes off her, if you mean that. But not along the
-Serpent line of thought. It was mathematical. I was calculating the
-chances for and against, all the time—whether that indiscreet rose-leaf
-in front would hold on. Whether the leaf at the back would give. At last
-I got to counting. She’s laughing—will it last till I get to
-five-and-twenty? thirty? And I held on to the switches to switch off the
-light if it gave. The suspense was terrific. Did she hold together after
-midnight? I left then.”
-
-“I won’t tell you. You don’t deserve to hear,” she said with dignity.
-
-A brief silence.
-
-“What do you mean by saying you poets made us?” she began again, pushing
-the ash-tray toward me.
-
-“Well, you know, as a matter of fact people long ago didn’t believe you
-had any souls.”
-
-“Rot!”
-
-“I shouldn’t think of contradicting you, my dear Joan, but it’s a fact.”
-
-“Oh, the Turks, and heathen like that.”
-
-“Well, no—the Church. The Fathers of the Church, met in solemn council,
-remarked you had no souls. It was a long time ago, however.”
-
-“They didn’t!”
-
-“They did. They treated you as pretty dangerous little animals, with
-snake’s blood in you. Listen to this: ‘Chrysostom’—a very distinguished
-saint—‘only interpreted the general sentiment of the Fathers when he
-pronounced woman to be a necessary evil, a natural temptation, a
-desirable calamity, a domestic peril, a deadly fascination, a painted
-ill.’ You see you had found the way to the rouge-box even then.”
-
-“I shouldn’t wonder if they were right,” she said, incredibly. “I’ve
-often doubted whether I’ve a soul myself. And I’m sure Inez hasn’t.”
-
-I shrugged my shoulders.
-
-“At all events, the poets thought you were not as pretty without one. We
-disagreed with the Church. We always have. So we took you in hand. Your
-soul was born, my dear Joan, in Provence, about the year 1100.”
-
-She began to be a little interested, but looked at her tiny watch—grey
-platinum with a frosty twinkle of diamonds.
-
-“Go on. I’ve ten minutes more.”
-
-“Well—we were sorry for you. We were the Troubadours of Provence, and
-we found you kicked into the mud by the Church, flung out into the world
-to earn your bread in various disreputable ways—by marriage, and
-otherwise. You simply didn’t exist. We found your beautiful dead body in
-the snow and mud. And we picked you up and warmed you and set you on a
-throne all gold and jewels. Virtually, you never breathed until we wrote
-poems about you.”
-
-“Jewels! We have always liked jewels,” she sighed.
-
-“We gave you a wonderful crown first, all white and shining. We made you
-Queen of Heaven, and then even the Church had to eat humble pie and
-worship you, for you were Mary. We did that—we only. But that wasn’t
-enough. You opened your eyes, and grew proud and spoiled, and heaven was
-by no means enough. You wanted more. You would be Queen of Earth, too.
-And we did it! We gave you a crown of red jewels,—red like heart’s
-blood,—and we put a sceptre in your hand, and we fell down and
-worshipped you. And you were Venus. And you have been Queen of Europe
-and the New World ever since.”
-
-“Of Europe only? Not of Asia? Why not?”
-
-“Oh, they are much too old and wise in Asia. They are much wiser than
-we. Wiser than the Church. Wiser than the poets—than any of us.”
-
-“What do they say?”
-
-“Well—let’s think. That you have your uses—_uses_. That you are
-valuable in so far as you bear children and are obedient to your
-husbands. That, outside that, your beauty has its uses also within
-limits that are rather strictly marked. That in many rebirths you will
-develop your soul and be immortal; if you behave, that is! If not—then
-who shall say? But you have your chance all the time. With them you are
-neither goddess or fiend. You are just women. Not even Woman.”
-
-“What ghastly materialism!”
-
-“No, no! The happy mean. The perfect wisdom. Meanwhile, you yourselves
-are all hunting after the ideals of the market-place, the platform, the
-pulpit. I wonder how many extra rebirths it will cost you! Never mind.
-Time is long. The gods are never in a hurry, and you will arrive even if
-you only catch the last train.”
-
-“But this is all fault-finding, and unfair at that. Will you have the
-goodness to advise? If we stick on our pedestals, you all run off to the
-frivolers. If we frivol, you weep for the pedestal. What is it you
-really want? If we knew, we’d try to deliver the goods, I’m sure.”
-
-“I’m not!” I said, and reflected. Then, gathering resolution, “Have you
-the patience to listen to a story?”
-
-“If it’s a good one. How long will it take?”
-
-“Ten minutes. The author is the Serpent.”
-
-“Then I’ll certainly put off Inez for fifteen minutes. Who’s it
-about?”—running to the telephone.
-
-“Eve, Lilith, Adam.”
-
-“Who was Lilith?”
-
-“Adam’s first love.”
-
-She sat down, her eyes dancing, her lips demure; the prettiest
-combination!
-
-“I didn’t know he had one. But I might have guessed. They always have.
-Go on!”
-
-I went on, and this is the story.
-
- II
-
-“You were speaking of the pedestal. That, of course, was invented in
-Eden; for Adam early recognized the convenience of knowing where to
-leave your women and be certain of finding them on your return. So he
-made the pedestal, decorated it, burned incense before it, and went away
-upon his own occasions; and when Eve had finished her housekeeping (you
-may remember, Milton tells us what good little dinners she provided for
-Adam), she would look bored, climb upon the pedestal obediently, and
-stand there all day, yawning and wondering what kept him away so long.
-
-“Now, on a memorable day, the Serpent came by, and stopped and looked up
-at the Lady of the Garden,—who naturally assumed a statuesque
-pose,—and there was joy in his bright little eyes. But all he said was,
-‘May I ask if you find this amusing?’
-
-“And Eve replied, ‘No, not at all. But it is the proper place for a
-lady.’
-
-“And the Serpent rejoined: ‘Why?’
-
-“And Eve reflected and answered: ‘Because Adam says so.’
-
-“So the Serpent drew near and whispered in his soft sibilant voice:
-‘Have you ever heard of Lilith? _She_ does not stand on a pedestal. She
-gardens with Adam. To be frank, she is a cousin of my own.’
-
-“And this made Eve extremely angry, and she replied sharply: ‘I don’t
-know what you mean. He and I are alone in Eden. There’s no such person
-as Lilith. You are only a serpent when all’s said and done. What can you
-know?’
-
-“And the Serpent replied very gently,—and his voice was as soothing as
-the murmur of a distant hive of bees,—‘I am only a Serpent, true! But I
-have had unusual opportunities of observation. Come and eat of the Tree
-of Knowledge of Good and Evil. Long ages ago I tasted the Fruit. The
-savour of my teeth is sweet on it still.’
-
-“Eve hesitated, and she who hesitates is lost.
-
-“‘I own I should like to know about this Lilith,’ she said. ‘But we were
-told that fruit is unripe, and I don’t like bitter things. Is it
-bitter?’
-
-“And the Serpent narrowed his eyes until they shone like slits of
-emerald.
-
-“‘Sweet!’ he said; ‘come.’
-
-“So she descended from the pedestal, and, guided by the Serpent, stood
-before that wondrous Tree where every apple shines like a star among its
-cloudy leaves. And she plucked one, and, tasting it, flung the rest
-angrily at the Serpent, because it was still a little unripe; and having
-tasted the Fruit Forbidden, she returned to the pedestal, pondering,
-with the strangest new thoughts quickening in her brain.
-
-“If Adam noticed anything when he came back that evening, it was only
-that Eve was a little more silent than usual, and forgot to ask if the
-thornless roses were striking root. She was thinking deeply, but there
-were serious gaps in her knowledge.
-
-“The first result of her partial enlightenment was that, though she now
-only used the pedestal as a clothes-peg and spent all her spare time in
-stalking Adam and Lilith, she always scrambled up in hot haste when he
-returned. He could be certain of finding her there when he expected to,
-and he made a point of that because, as he said,—
-
-“‘No truly nice woman would ever want to leave it and go wandering about
-the Garden. It does not do for a respectable woman to be seen speaking
-even to an Archangel nowadays, so often does the Devil assume the form
-of an Angel of Light. You never can tell. And besides, there is always
-the Serpent, who, in my opinion, should never have been admitted.’
-
-“Eve said nothing, which was becoming a habit. She only folded her
-little hands meekly and accepted the homage paid to the pedestal with
-perfect gravity and decorum. He never suspected until much later that
-she knew what a comparatively interesting time Lilith was having, and
-had indeed called on that lady at the other end of the Garden, with
-friendly results. She was well aware that Lilith’s footing on the garden
-paths was much more slippery and unsafe than her own on the pedestal.
-Still, there were particulars which she felt would be useful.
-
-“When Adam realized the facts, he realized also that he was face to face
-with a political crisis of the first magnitude. If they fraternized,
-those two, of such different characters and antecedents, there was
-nothing they could not know—nothing they might not do! The pedestal was
-rocking to its very foundation. The gardening with Lilith must end. She
-would demand recognition; Eve would demand freedom. It might mean a
-conspiracy—a boycott. What was there it might not mean? He scarcely
-dared to think. Eden was crumbling about him.
-
-“It was a desperate emergency, and as he sat with a racking head,
-wishing them both in—Paradise, the Serpent happened along.
-
-“‘Surely you look a little harassed,’ he said, stopping.
-
-“Adam groaned.
-
-“‘Is it as bad as all that?’ the Serpent asked, sympathetically.
-
-“‘Worse.’
-
-“‘What have they been at?’ asked the Serpent.
-
-“‘They each know too much, and they will soon know more,’ he rejoined
-gloomily. ‘Knowledge is as infectious as potato blight.’
-
-“The Serpent replied with alacrity: ‘In this dreadful situation you must
-know most. It is the only remedy. Come and eat at once of the Fruit of
-the Tree. I have never understood why you did not do that the moment the
-Rib took shape.’
-
-“And Adam, like Eve asked: ‘Is it sweet?’
-
-“So the Serpent narrowed his eyes till they shone like slits of ruby,
-and said, ‘Bitter, but appetizing. Come.’
-
-“And Adam replied: ‘I like bitters before dinner.’
-
-“We all know what happened then; with the one exception that, as a
-matter of fact, he found the apple a little overripe, too sweet, even
-cloying; and not even swallowing what he had tasted, he threw the rest
-away.
-
-“It is just as well to have this version, for it must have been always
-perfectly clear that Eve, having tasted the apple and thus acquired a
-certain amount of wisdom, could never have desired to share it with
-Adam. [“I have thought that myself,” murmured Joan.] No, it was the
-Serpent’s doing in both cases; though naturally Adam blamed Eve when the
-question was raised, for she had begun it.
-
-“But what was the result? Well, there were several. It has, of course,
-been a trial of wits between Adam, Eve, and Lilith ever since. But, in
-tasting, he had learned one maxim which the Romans thought they invented
-thousands of years later. It flashed into his mind one day, when he saw
-the two gathering roses together and found his dinner was half an hour
-late in consequence. It was simply this: Divide and Rule. Combined, he
-could never manage them; the sceptre was daily slipping from his hand.
-Divided, he could. So he put the maxim in practice and sowed division
-and distrust between Eve and Lilith. They ceased to visit each other,
-and were cuts when they met. And, naturally, after the Eviction the
-meetings ceased entirely.
-
-“You will have understood before this, my dear Joan, that Adam was the
-first mortal to realize the value of competition. He now became the
-object of spirited competition between the two. Each in her own way
-outbid the other to secure his regard. Eve’s domestic virtues grew
-oppressive; Lilith’s recklessness alarming. And it will readily be seen
-why women have pursued men, rather than the other way over, as we see it
-in the lower walks of creation.”
-
-“Don’t prose,” said Joan. “What happened?”
-
-“Well, in the last few years, the Serpent, who is always upsetting
-things, happened along again, and found Eve balancing in extreme
-discomfort on the pedestal, and Lilith resting, exhausted, after a
-particularly hard day’s pursuit of Adam. And between them was a wall of
-icy silence.
-
-“He paused and said with his usual courtesy, ‘Ladies, you both seem
-fatigued. Is it permitted to ask the reason?’ And his voice had all the
-murmuring of all the doves of Arcady.
-
-“And Lilith replied angrily: ‘I’m sick of hunting Adam. I always catch
-him and always know I shall. And he wants to be caught, and yet insists
-on being hunted before he gives me the rewards. Who can keep up any
-interest in a game like that? If it were not for Eve, who would take up
-the running if I dropped it, he might go to Gehenna for me!’”
-
-“Oh, how true! I like Lilith best!” whispered Joan. She was not smoking
-now.
-
-“‘Strong, but pardonable,’ said the Serpent. ‘And you, dear Lady?’
-
-“And Eve, casting a jealous scowl at Lilith, replied: ‘I’m weary of this
-abominable pedestal. If you had stood on it off and on for five thousand
-years, you would realize the cramp it means in the knees. But I daren’t
-get off, for Adam says no truly nice woman ever would leave it, and it
-pleases him. If it were not for Lilith, who would be upon it in two
-seconds, I should be off it in less. And then where should I be? She
-_will_ go on hunting him, and of course he must have quiet at home.’
-
-“‘And you _will_ go on standing on your imbecile pedestal, and of course
-such boredom makes him restless abroad,’ retorted the other.
-
-“In the momentary silence that ensued, the Serpent looked up at Lilith
-and narrowed his eyes till they shone like slits of amethyst.
-
-“‘My cousin,’ he said, ‘our family was old when Adam was created. He is
-poor game.’
-
-“‘Nobody knows that better than I,’ said Lilith tartly. ‘What do you
-suppose I hunt him for?’
-
-“‘What, indeed!’ said the Serpent, hissing softly.
-
-“‘Because of Eve—that only!’ she flashed at him. ‘She never shall
-triumph over me. And what there is to give, he has.’
-
-“He turned to Eve, narrowing his eyes till they shone like slits of
-fire.
-
-“‘And you stand cramped on this pedestal, beloved Lady?’
-
-“‘Because of Lilith—that only! She, at all events, shall not have him.
-And think of his morals!’”
-
-(“Aha!” said Joan, with intense conviction.)
-
-“The Serpent mused and curved his shining head toward Eve.
-
-“‘If you will allow me to say so, I have always regretted that you never
-finished that apple, and that my cousin Lilith has never tasted it at
-all,’ he murmured. ‘A little knowledge is a dangerous thing, as certain
-also of your own poets have said.’
-
-“‘I have sometimes thought so, too,’ Eve replied mournfully; ‘and there
-is a word that now and then flashes across my brain like an echo from
-the past, but I can never quite recall it. It might explain matters.
-Still, it is no use talking. That apple rotted long ago, and if the Tree
-is still growing, which I doubt, there is always a guard of flying
-infantry at the Gate. It is easier to get out than in where Eden is
-concerned.’
-
-“The Serpent smiled blandly.
-
-“‘You have evidently forgotten that, by arrangement with the Governing
-Body, I have always free ingress and egress. Look here!’
-
-“He unfolded his iridescent coils, and there lay within them—shining,
-mystic, wonderful, against his velvet bloom—two Apples.
-
-“There was no hesitation, for each was equally weary of Adam’s
-requirements; and, snatching each an Apple, they ate.
-
-“But the Fruit has grown bitter since the days of the Garden. There is
-nothing so bitter as knowledge. Their lips were wried, and the tears
-came, and still they ate until not an atom remained. The Serpent
-watched. For a moment each stared upon the other, trembling like a
-snared bird, wild thoughts coming and going in the eyes of the Barren
-Woman and the Mother of all Living. Then Eve stretched out her arms, and
-Lilith flung herself into them, and they clung together, weeping.
-
-“And the Serpent opened his eyes until they shone like sun, moon, and
-stars all melted into one; and he said, ‘Ladies, the word you are
-seeking is, I think, _Combination_.’ And smiling subtly, he went away.
-
-“So Eve descended from her pedestal and trampled it; and Lilith broke
-the rod of her evil enchantments; and they walked hand in hand, blessing
-the world.
-
-“Adam meanwhile was shooting,—big game, little game,—and, amid the
-pressure of such important matters, never paid any attention to this
-trifle. But this was the beginning of what will be the biggest
-trade-union the world will ever see. All the women who matter will be
-within it, and the black-legs outside will be the women who don’t count.
-So now you see why men will not much longer have a run (literally) for
-their money. Adam may have to put up with it, for he never ate the Apple
-as Eve and Lilith have done, and therefore does not know so much about
-the things of real importance. Unless indeed the Serpent— But we won’t
-think of that until it happens.
-
-“Now, my dear Joan, whether all this is a good or a bad thing, who can
-tell? The Serpent undoubtedly shuffled the cards; and who the Serpent is
-and what are his intentions, are certainly open questions. Some believe
-him to be the Devil, but the minority think his true name is Wisdom. All
-one really can say is that the future lies on the knees of the gods, and
-that among all men the Snake is the symbol of Knowledge, and is
-therefore surrounded with fear and hatred.
-
-“Now that’s the story, and don’t you think there’s a kind of moral?”
-
-I waited for a comment. Joan was in deep meditation.
-
-“Do you know,” she said slowly, “it’s the truest thing I ever heard.
-It’s as true as taxes. But where do _you_ come in?”
-
-“I wasn’t thinking of us,” I said hurriedly. “I merely meant—if you
-wished to be more attractive——”
-
-“Attractive!”—with her little nose in the air. “I guess it’s you that
-will have to worry about your attractions, if that comes along. I won’t
-waste any more time on you to-day. I’ve got to think this out, and talk
-it out, too, with Inez and Janet.”
-
-She rose and began to pull on her gloves, but absently.
-
-I felt exactly like a man who has set a time-fuse in a powder magazine.
-The Serpent himself must have possessed me when I introduced his wisdom
-to a head cram-full of it already.
-
-“It’s the merest nonsense, Joan. It isn’t in the Talmud. The Serpent
-never thought of it. I made it all up.”
-
-“You couldn’t. It isn’t in you. Or, if you did, it was an inspiration
-from on high.”
-
-“From below,” I said weakly.
-
-She smiled to herself—a dangerous smile.
-
-“I must go. And you really were a little less dull than usual. Come
-again on Tuesday. The moral of it all is, so far, that the poets are
-really worth cultivating. I will begin with you!”
-
-She flashed away like a humming bird, and I retired, to read my
-Schopenhauer. But the serious question is—shall I go on Tuesday?
-
-
-
-
- STATELY JULIA
- A STORY OF ENCHANTMENTS
-
-
-
-
- STATELY JULIA
-
- A STORY OF ENCHANTMENTS
-
-
-(A letter from Mr. Amyand Tylliol to his friend, Mr. Endymion Porter at
-the Court of his Majesty, King Charles the First.)
-
-To my kind and constant friend, that lover of the Muses, Mr. Endymion
-Porter, to whose understanding heart all confidences may be carried,
-these presents to bring my news.
-
-Since you marvel at the delay of your humble servant needs must I tell
-you of a singular hap which hath befallen. Yet no hurt, therefore be not
-distrest, for all is well. And truth it is that I have met a most
-ingenious gentleman, and this is the marrow of what I would say.
-
-For, prospering in my journey, I did reach Exeter, and there in the
-shadow of the Cathedral Church, transacted my affair with Mr. Delander
-as foreseen. And a right fair and noble church it is, rich beyond
-imagining with images of kings and bishops, queens and holy martyrs.
-
-From Mr. Stephen Delander (who quarters the arms of Tylliol with his own
-from an alliance in the days of Queen Elizabeth of blessed memory, and
-therefore calls cousin with me) have I received most hospitable
-entertainment, and noble conversation enriched with such sparkling gems
-of poesy and rhetoric as cannot be told in words. And hence is he become
-my singular good friend and as such to be remembered and cherished. His
-house lies in the Cathedral precincts and is by all the city known as
-Domus Domini, the Lord’s House, since it belonged to the foundation of
-the Cathedral in days now like to be forgot.
-
-And ’tis a house delightful to the fancy, in a very small garden set
-with a few sombre trees, enlightened with clove-gilly flowers and roses,
-and box hedges with winding walks among the turf. Within, deep-windowed,
-with grave and handsome plenishing and great store of books clothing the
-walls, and all of a sober discretion that bespeaks a gentleman of
-lineage and parts. And over it towers the cathedral church the which
-(looking upward) appears to swim in the blue as though native to the
-skies, and sheds from its mighty bells a voice of warning over the
-clustering city with every passing hour, for a _memento mori_.
-
-A place indeed for the feeding of pensive musing and the relishing of
-the fair-zoned Muses even as in the groves of Academe.
-
-So, business concluded, ’twas the habit of Mr. Delander and myself to
-sit in the oriel commanding the cathedral and to hold sweet discourse,
-with a flagon of right Canary between us, and from one of these
-exchanges sprang my delay.
-
-For he, talking of the writing of the rare Master Ben Jonson, spoke as
-follows:
-
-“A poet indeed, but sure Mr. Tylliol, being a lover of verse and a
-trafficker in its niceties, knows we have here in this rude Devonshire a
-poet—nay, what say I?—_the_ poet of women and flowers and elves that
-skip by moonlight, with like delights of the phantasy, such as rare Ben
-or even the rarer Master Shakespeare cannot excel?”
-
-“Lord, sir!” says I. “I stand amazed. I knew it not. Who may the
-gentleman be?”
-
-“I would not have you think,” he responded, “that this gentleman hath
-the choir note of our young Milton, nor yet the plenteous invention of
-Will Shakespeare. ’Tis a country Muse, but exquisite. A muse withal that
-hath been to town and drest her lovely limbs in lawns and silks, and
-wears pomander beads in her bosom. A Muse whose blush is claret and
-cream commingled. And as I said, exquisite. A voice of Castaly.”
-
-“And what does the gentleman in the wilds and what is he?” asked I,
-a-tip-toe with curiosity, for well you know my passion for these
-rarities. And hastily I added:
-
-“Hath your honour any taste or relish of his verse at hand to whet my
-appetite? For with poetry as with manners—from one can all be told.”
-
-He mused a moment smiling, then recited thus:
-
- “TO A LADY SINGING
-
- “So smooth, so sweet, so silvery is thy voice
- As, could they hear, the damned would make no noise,
- But listen to thee walking in thy chamber,
- Melting melodious words to lutes of amber.”
-
-“O rare!” cried I, clapping my hands. “A right music, like drops of
-honey distilling from the comb. Was this a happy chance, or may the
-gentleman summon the delicate Ariel when he will?”
-
-He smiled, indulgent:
-
-“Since you compare the lines with honey, hear yet again.” I sat elate.
-
- “As Julia once a-sleeping lay
- It chanced a bee did fly that way.
- For some rich flower he took the lip
- Of Julia, and began to sip.
- But when he felt he sucked from thence
- Honey (and in the quintessence)
- He drank so much he scarce could stir
- And Julia took the pilferer!
-
- “Sweet Lady-flower, I never brought
- Hither the least one thieving thought.
- But taking those rare lips of yours
- For some fresh fragrant luscious flowers,
- I thought I there might take a taste
- Where so much sirop ran to waste.
- Besides, know this,—‘I never sting
- The flower that gives me nourishing.’
- This said, he laid his little scrip
- Of honey ’fore her Ladyship,
- And told her (as some tears did fall)
- That this he took and that was all.
- At which she smiled and bade him go
- And take his bag; but this much know
- When next he came a-pilfering so,
- He should from her full lips derive
- Honey enough to fill his hive.”
-
-“’Tis a pure seed-pearl,” said I. “Small but Orient. And now, Mr.
-Delander my worthy friend, tell me where hides this shepherd of the
-enchanted pipe, for if, as you say, in Devon, then Devon I will not quit
-till with these tickling ears have I listened to his sweet pipings. And
-if Julia be his neighbour, as we may suppose— O, sir, speak by the
-cards and tell me true!”
-
-“There is,” he responded, “in this His Majesty’s shire of Devon, a very
-savage forest, yet with no trees,—known as the Forest of Dartmoor. And
-well may I call it savage, for there do savages harbour that would make
-as little to slit a man’s throat and cast him in a slough as I to toss
-this nut-shell. Of the roads to these parts, least said soonest
-mended—sooner indeed than they. But know that around this execrable
-miscreant of a Dartmoor lie little lovely villages full of a sweet
-civility of flowers and hives of bees, and kine and pretty maids to milk
-’em. And above all there is one called Dean Prior and of this the
-spiritual shepherd is Mr. Robert Herrick.”
-
-“Sure his crook is wreathed with roses and the pretty lambs of the flock
-have nought to fear from their shepherd,” says I.
-
-“I take your meaning, Mr. Tylliol, and yet—[he paused here with a
-peculiar sweet smile]—though you might decipher much from his verses of
-Julias, Dianemes, Perillas, and other charming ladies, and he is much
-accused as a loose liver, ’tis possible to read his riddle wrong. Go
-therefore and see him. I have known another who did this and returned
-surprised. Yet cross not Dartmoor on your life, but go softly below it
-where honest folk live. Also, a coach goes down two days hence within
-two miles of the village and with it a riding guard. Take your stout
-nag, and so God bless you and send you a happy meeting with a man not
-commonly to be accosted.”
-
-’Twas in vain for me to beshrew and becall myself for the veriest ass
-between this and London, and doubtless I had flinched from so great an
-enterprise but that Mr. Delander poured verses more and more mellifluous
-into mine ears until at last I was as Ulysses, drunk with the fierce
-wine of the Sirens’ voices, and there being no mast whereto to bind me
-and Mr. Delander full of laughing incitements, I set forth to follow the
-track of music as a bee the track of the unseen rose’s perfume.
-
-Of the roads I forbear to speak, and the harbourage by the way would
-willingly forget, but the air was sweet and fragrant with earliest
-summer and the fields yet gilt with cowslips and I spied a few late
-primroses lingering about the roots of trees in the shy copses. Also, an
-exceeding delicate flower like a silver star, that made sweet
-constellation in the lush grass. And could the courtesies of London be
-imported I know not where a man might better fleet the hours than in
-this warm and languid shire of Devon.
-
-So, on the fourth day we observed a wild mountain stream, browner than
-October ale, that rushing danced to meet us, breaking in a thousand
-showers, spray, and rillets among its rocks—a lovely thing to see and
-hear—the youngest surely of the bright nymphs of the hills.
-
-“And this,” says the guard of the coach, “is the Dean Burn, and not far
-off the Vicarage, and the few houses of the village are far down the
-road where we shall presently come. So here, worshipful sir, we leave
-you.”
-
-Then, being arrived and the coach still standing to discharge certain
-packets for the parson I spied a comely man in middle age coming to meet
-us.
-
-He was drest in hodden grey, clean but simple, his head bare and the
-sunshine on it, and his eyes smiled with his mouth. And in that first
-sight I gave my liking to Mr. Herrick, and so has it continued.
-
-I presented my letter from Mr. Delander, and of the cordial of my
-welcome need I not to speak.
-
-“Nay, what favour?” said he. “Sure to a rustic that once knew London,
-pinioned here to rude rocks and trees, ’tis like a scent of the kindly
-civil streets to see an accomplished gentleman. Blush not, sir, for so I
-have it under Mr. Delander’s hands and seal, and I know no better judge.
-’Tis little I can give, but my pleasant maid, Prudence Baldwin, hath a
-bed with sun-bleacht sheets in waiting for the traveller, and my roof is
-weather-proof, and my little creeking hen, foreseeing a friend, hath
-made shift to lay her long white egg, and this rascally riveret that I
-have abused in verse, yet love, hath provided fresh-dewed cresses for
-our meat. If with these and a very little more, my guest’s hunger can be
-satiate, then welcome again—thrice welcome to Dean Prior.”
-
-With gladness I accepted, for the welcome was as much in his eye as on
-his lip, and so we came to the low house seated in a small garden gay
-with gilliflowers, culver-keys, sops-in-wine, lad’s love, and all the
-outspread courtiers that pay homage to the rose. And roses he had, great
-store, both damask and white, and the party-coloured York and
-Lancaster—to the which he drew my notice.
-
-Lord, what a little house, and poor though neat, and yet with sparkles
-of money here and there in a rich picture or two, and a settle and chest
-carved by no ’prentice hand, and a worn but costly velvet cloak thrown
-over the back. And a clock, grave as Time himself, with a dial curiously
-illustrated with mottoes and cherubims. And before entering I took
-notice that a sun-dial stood in the garden, with this verse engraved[2]
-so as the gnomon should point the lesson:
-
-[2] The inscription on the sun-dial is my own. L. Adams Beck.
-
------
-
- “Shine, Sun of Righteousness, with beam more bright
- Than this great dawn my dial doth invite,
- And as the gnomon’s shadow doth incline
- To tread his steps, let my sprite follow thine.”
-
-Which methought a devout reflection pleasing to Christian ears, and so I
-said, but he smiling put it by.
-
-And now with a handsome curtsey Mrs. Prue met us, coming from her
-kitchen, a kindly buxom woman with flowered skirt pulled up through her
-pockets, and a cap white as the foam on Dean Burn, and in her hospitable
-hand a little server, she pressing us to drink a cup of ale before our
-dinner served. And so showed me to my little cell with lavender stuck in
-the windows, and sheets that might have wrapt the smooth limbs of the
-divine Julia, though I dare to say they never did. And since the bed was
-spread with down pulled from the Vicar’s own geese it invited a pure and
-honest slumber.
-
-But, marry! when we came to dine, that I thought should have been on
-eggs and cresses at the best, here was a surprise.
-
-For before Master Vicar were laid two smoking trouts, broiled to a turn
-over sea-coals.
-
-“And of these,” says mine host, “you may eat fearless, for they were
-caught in Dean Burn, and of all clean livers commend me to the trout
-that is indeed a dainty monsieur; and these inhabit in water clear as
-crystal beams, unlike those degenerate fish that scavenge in Thames. And
-moreover, these hands took them this morning, for I am a brother of the
-rod, and love to sit a-angling and a-musing.”
-
-And needs must I say that these trout with Mrs. Prue’s sauce, the rich
-droppings of the fish mixed with fresh sweet butter and the yolk of an
-egg, was a dish for feasting Gods.
-
-’Twas followed by a bird trapt on the moor, of a reddish flesh and _haut
-gout_ very delicious, and what should come after that but a junket with
-nutmegs grated and clouted cream—so yellow, thick and mellow that I
-praised and commended and Mr. Herrick heapt my platter until I cried
-quarter.
-
-“Cream of cowslips,” says he, “for the meadows whence it was drawn are
-gilt with their fragrant blossoms and the leisurely cows lie among them
-and crush their sweetness as well as devour it. And if you condescend
-later to taste it with a crust of Mrs. Prue’s bread and her marmalet of
-crab-apples, you shall say it is good honest country fare if simple.”
-
-I rose content from a meal excelling all the varieties of rich men’s
-tables, and on his proposal we sat a while under his honey-suckle bower
-to look upon the prospect and digest our meat seemly, while Mrs. Prue
-moved softly about the house clearing and cleansing.
-
-And seeing the moment favourable, I adventured a question much in my
-mind.
-
-“Sir, in your divine and honey-golden verse, recited to me by our common
-friend, Mr. Delander, you speak with opprobrium of this rude Devonshire.
-Yet here I come and find you set amid delights of soul and body such as
-a king might envy. Is it true that you, looking on these sweet hills and
-meadows, this singing riveret and the hues and scents of your garden,
-can wish yourself in the noise and foulness of towns? Resolve me this
-doubt, for, trust me, it perplexes me.”
-
-He smiled a little.
-
-“Why, sir, is a poet wiser than another that he should not long for the
-rainbow a field away? You are to take notice that when I lived in London
-I abused the smells and sights and craved for country quiet. And now I
-have it ’tis the other way about. But in all good soberness this is the
-better life and I know it. Here is the eye enlarged to beauty, the ear
-attuned to music celestial, and the company, though not choicely good,
-is innocent, and if evil, hath no tinsel to hide its native ugliness.”
-
-He paused a moment as though to digest his thoughts and added:
-
-“Here we rise with Chanticleer and make the lamb our curfew, and the
-day’s small cares ended and our souls committed to the Keeper who sleeps
-not, we slumber discharged of griefs. And if our food be plain the
-seasoning is thanks.
-
- “God, to my little meal and oil
- Add but a bit of flesh to boil,
- And Thou my pipkinet shalt see
- Give a wave-offering unto Thee.”
-
-He smiled so cheerfully that I enquired:
-
-“Your own verse, reverend sir?”
-
-“My own. My Muse is not always concerned with ladies’ eyes nor with the
-revels of Mab and Oberon whereof I have also delighted to write. She
-kneels sometimes, face veiled. And these I call my Noble Numbers.”
-
-There was a moment’s silence, so great that through the singing of the
-water I might hear the cropping of Clover-lips, his red cow. ’Twas not
-long however before I resumed.
-
-“Then, sir, the country is now your choice preferred?”
-
-“I said not so. Nay, I long sometimes for the town. But I know and
-scarce know how, that my lot will be cast there again for some sad
-years, and then I shall return here to lay my bones in peace among my
-people.”
-
-“Was this revealed to you in dream, sir? But this question is overbold.
-Few men reveal their dreams.”
-
-“Mine,” says he, “are so chaste as I dare tell them. Yes, in a dream.
-Doubtless induced by the present discontents which will wreck our good
-King Charles and many lesser with him.”
-
-We discoursed of these, and with each word I liked mine host the better,
-until his gentleness emboldened me so much that at the last I said;
-
-“And where, worthy sir, are the houses of the lovely and wealthy ladies
-who keep you good company in summer sunshine and winter snow? Where
-dwells the stately Mistress Julia, bright and straight as a garden
-tulip, a flower which I confess the Roman name of Julia calls always to
-my sight. Where the sparkling-eyed lady Dianeme, the shy Anthea, the
-delicate Perilla light as a woodland anemone, and all this shining
-garden of sweets that your muse commends to our worship? Let me own nor
-blush for’t, that my journey, though undertaken to their poet, was
-seasoned also with the hope to kiss their feet.”
-
-“Sir, you did well. The Hesperides are worth even a journey to Devon.
-And doubtless you shall see the stately Julia, and the bright Anthea and
-all the fair choir, but not yet. And now will I repeat you my latest
-homage to one of these ladies, and then I must needs visit my sick while
-you sit in the meadow and watch the milkmaid at her fragrant labour.
-
- “THE CURIOUS COVENANT
-
- “Mine eyes like clouds were drizzling rain,
- And as they thus did entertain
- The gentle beams from Julia’s light
- To mine eyes levelled opposite,
- O thing admired!—there did appear
- A curious rainbow smiling there,
- Which was the covenant that she
- No more would drown mine eyes or me.”
-
-“O exquisite felicity!” cried I with delight. “And did it not move your
-empress to mercy?”
-
-“It moved her, sir!” he answered with a subdued laughter. “And now must
-I forth. Entertain yourself, I pray you.”
-
-He went toward the village, bearing in his hand a well-stored panier
-brought forth by Mrs. Prue, in the which I might espy little pots and
-pipkins clearly bespeaking a charitable heart. And when he disappeared I
-took in hand the rod he commended to me and did go a-angling in the Dean
-Burn.
-
-But the sun was bright and the water like dancing diamonds and its song
-so dulcet that even with my good will I would fain leave the silly trout
-in their crystal house, and so I e’en turned over in the short
-sweet-smelling grass and there fell asleep and dreamed of Julia with her
-smooth rubious lips and velvet cheek, and of the banquets of elves and
-their midnight rejoicings, but dimly and with the sound of water in it
-all, until I fell in the very deeps of slumber and dreamed no more.
-
-Suddenly and soon as it seemed, but was not, I heard a voice soft as a
-cushat’s call me, and looking up drowsily beheld a pretty milkmaid
-summon Clover-lips and Pretty Primrose, and they responded slow but
-obedient.
-
-O charming sight, though the maiden wore but a homespun gown of blue and
-had on her head nothing but a straw hat bought at the fair. For her skin
-was cream with here and there a cowslip freckle, and she was
-cherry-cheeked and had withal a soft black eye and two clear-marked
-arches of brows, and lips that you would not have smile lest the perfect
-bow unbend, nor smiling would have grave lest the quarrelet of pearls be
-hidden. And about her neck and bosom was folded very modestly a
-handkerchief tucked into her bodice.
-
-So I rose to my feet and made my bow, for beauty, though but in a
-milk-maiden, is native to the skies and enforces homage, and the pretty
-maid blushing dropt so deep a curtsey that I thought she must take root
-in the grass like a flower, so long was it before she lifted the stars
-of her eyes to mine.
-
-“I was bid by his Reverence, sir, to stroke you a syllabub,” says she.
-“And will your Honour have it here and now, for I have the verjuice of
-crab-apple and all needful?”
-
-“Here and now if you’ll favour me,” says I enchanted, and sat down to
-watch the lovely sight. Nor could I have departed if even she had bid
-me;
-
- “For in vain she did conjure him
- To depart her presence so,
- With a thousand tongues to allure him
- And but one to bid him go.
- When lips delight and eyes invite,
- And cheeks as fresh as rose in June
- Persuade delay, what boots she say:
- ‘Forego me now; come to me soon.’”
-
-But indeed the lass was pleased I stayed, and dulcet her voice as she
-rounded a song to coax the cows let down their milk.
-
-“For ’tis known they always milk best to music,” says she, “and often I
-would have Jan Holdsworthy to bring his pipe and please ’em.”
-
-And thus I heard a Devon ballad, whereof a verse sticks in my head:
-
- “So Robin put on his Sunday clothes,
- Which were neither tattered nor torn,
- With a bright yellow rose as well as his shoes
- He looked like a gentleman born, he did!
- Ay, he did! Sure he did!
- He looked like a gentleman born, he did.”
-
- “And—”
-
-“Nay, but I won’t sing the next bit,” says she with her head against the
-cow’s warm silken side, and one bright black eye regardant.
-
-“And why, my pretty lass?”
-
-“Because Robin went for to be uncivil and kiss the maid in the song. But
-she would have none of it and serve him right, for—
-
- “She gave him a smack in the face, she did!
- Ay, she did! Sure she did!
- She gave him a smack in the face, she did!”
-
-She trilled it out, defiant as a thrush at dawn, and I could have
-committed Robin’s crime but for respect to her innocence and Mr.
-Herrick’s hospitality. And sure never was a syllabub so delicate and
-warm as this, strained from the balm-breathing kine through sunburnt
-hands fresh rinsed with sparkling water from Dean Burn.
-
-I drank that wine of Nature’s brewing nor could be satisfied. And when
-her pails foamed to the brim and Clover-lips and Pretty Primrose
-returned disburdened to their cropping, says I:
-
-“Tell me, my pretty one, where are the great houses about these parts
-where dwell the fair and splendid ladies who excel you in nothing but
-their wealth? And do they come to the church o’ Sundays?”
-
-“Anan, sir?” says she, bewildered.
-
-“The ladies in silks and lawns and jewels,” I insisted. “Of whom I have
-read as shedding the lustre of their graces even on these wild and
-solitary meads.”
-
-Methinks my talk was too fine for her. She laught like one amazed.
-
-“Ladies, your honour, I know of none, nor never saw silk nor lawn nor
-lady, nor heard of such but in the ballads the chapmen bring to the
-fair.”
-
-“But sure there are great squires and lords in these parts and will have
-their hunting and sports and their ladies to ride with them, and come to
-church in coaches and on pillions a-Sundays?”
-
-“No, your honour, no,” says she. “I would it were so. ’Twere fine to see
-the young madams, gay as kingfishers on Dean Burn, but never saw I one,
-nor look to. And now I must be going, with your leave, for I must sit at
-my wheel or our dame will know the reason.”
-
-And with another curtsey the fair pretty maid departed to her innocent
-labour, and ’twas as though the sun went with her, so clear and lucid a
-beam was she of youth and beauty.
-
-But she left me musing, for where and how should Mr. Herrick meet with
-his fair ladies unless indeed he took horse and rode abroad, and I
-perpended and resolved to watch, being sharp-set to see his peerless
-beauties if I died for it.
-
-To grace our supper on Mr. Herrick’s return were the cresses from the
-Dean Burn and little young radishes from the garden with a cream cheese
-dewy in green leaves and a dish of eggs dressed in an amulet by Mrs.
-Prue (and savoury meat they were) and a tansy pudding to follow. And if
-I be charged with gluttony in thus citing I crave pardon, for I know not
-how but the mind sat down with the body to the feast and both were
-nourished.
-
-Mrs. Prue, the prudent, brought us after a very little glass each of
-surfeit-water and of such comfort that I would needs have her recipe,
-the which she imparted very gravely:
-
-“We take of red corn poppies a peck and put them in a dish with another
-for cover, and so into the oven several times after the household bread
-is drawn. We lay them in a quart of aqua vitæ [“And this,” interrupted
-Mr. Herrick, “comes very good from the sea-covers by Plymouth, and is
-brought to us on moor ponies.”] and thereto we add a race of ginger
-sliced, nutmeg, cinnamon, mace, a handful of figs, raisins-of-the-sun,
-aniseed, cardamom and fennel seeds, with a taste of lickorish. And so
-lay some poppies in a great vessel and then the other ingredients and
-more poppies and so continue till the vessel’s full. We then pour in our
-aqua vitæ and let it so continue until very red with the poppies and
-strong of the spice. We take from it what we need, adding more aqua
-vitæ. And much good may it do your Honour for ’tis a known cordial.”
-
-“It is so!” says I sipping, “and trust me, I am beholden to you, good
-Mrs. Prudence, and will benefit.”
-
-We left our glasses empty and betook ourselves to the bower in the
-garden so twined and wreathed with the gold and amber horns of
-honey-suckle spilling their fragrance that my soul was ravisht, and Mr.
-Herrick fetching his lute saluted mine ears with strains celestial,
-adding his voice thereto at moments, yet not loud but as if thinking
-melodiously to himself in serene reverie in the deepening twilight.
-
- “Hear, ye virgins, and I’ll teach
- What the times of old did preach.
- Rosamund was in a bower
- Kept, as Danae in a tower.
- But yet Love who subtle is,
- Crept to that, and came to this!
- Be ye lockèd up like these
- Or the rich Hesperides,
- Or those babies in your eyes
- In their crystal nunneries,
- Notwithstanding Love will win
- Or else force a passage in.”
-
-He plucked a few notes and was silent, for Philomel in a thorn beside
-the Dean broke forth, amazing the night with harmony, and holding breath
-we listened to the sweet delirium that hath enchanted the ages.
-
-She stopt as suddenly as she began and flew to some more distant groves
-to duel with another songster as lovely, the moon herself in rising
-seeming to pause and listen ere she ascended her silver throne.
-
-“Exquisite!” says he sighing. “How have I the rude audacity to match my
-numbers with hers? Yet I too have my breast on a thorn and must sing or
-die. And you assert that they please, Mr. Tylliol?”
-
-“They enchant,” cried I eagerly. “But, O, Mr. Herrick, my good host and
-worthy friend, I beseech you reveal to me where hide the Hesperides you
-celebrate in verse that will not die like Philomel’s. Few are my days
-here. Let me not return empty. With the most awful reverence will I
-stand at a distance to admire, nor with a thought smirch the crystalline
-lawn that veils the bosom of Madam Julia or the silks that rustle in
-Dianeme’s going. What—what are the earthly names of these admired
-ladies?”
-
-“In one hour, when the moon is up and at full, then you shall meet
-them,” says he. “For then they do use to give me gracious tryst beyond
-Dean Burn at a certain place known to me and to them. And if their
-beauty is not correspondent to your expectation, blame not them, but
-consider rather the teaching of Plotinus his book wherein he writes:
-‘That which sees must be kindred and similar to its object before it can
-see it. Every man must partake of the divine nature before he can see
-Divinity.’ So then, if they appear not lovely the fault is in the eye
-that sees.”
-
-“But, sir,” says I bewildered; “is this so also with the perishable
-beauty of women which leads man into ways unallied indeed with
-Divinity?”
-
-He touched a few soft notes on the pensive strings, responding gravely:
-
-“That man hath never beheld the beauty of woman whom it leads downward,
-but only a shadow and simulacrum, as it were; the false Duessa, whereas
-the true Una (the One) is crowned with stars and in its nature
-heavenly.”
-
-I have conversed, as is known to my friend, with many men counted high,
-but, trust me, here with the world charmed by moonlight and the quiet
-running of water, the voice of this man took on a quality unearthly and
-you are to know that it moved me exceedingly as with something latent
-and not to be exprest. Nor would I answer but sat attentive while he
-pursued his thoughts aloud.
-
-“For so says also the wisest man that ever wore flesh (setting aside
-only the Bright and Orient Star) and these are his words: ‘Such a man
-uses the beauties of earth as steps whereon he mounts, going from fair
-forms to fair deeds, and from fair deeds to fair thoughts, and from fair
-thoughts attains to the Idea of Absolute Beauty. And if a man have eyes
-to see this true Beauty he becomes the friend of God and immortal.’”
-
-And after this we both observed such a silence as when sweet music dies
-and leaves the air ravisht and in ecstasy, and so sate I know not how
-long until at last the moon glided over the trees and threw her light on
-the Dean Burn. He then arose, still holding his lute.
-
-“You would see my beauties, Mr. Tylliol, and that you shall! Come with
-me now.”
-
-And so led the way to a part where the water spread wide, glittering and
-very shallow, and here great flat stepping-stones used by generations,
-as he told me, and on these we crost and went on and up (our path clear
-as day) until, it might be half a mile or more, we came to a singular
-little amphitheatre (so I may call it) of turf, short and cropt and soft
-as kings’ carpets, with thick bushes and trees and some rocks
-surrounding it, very secret and secluded, enclosing it into a fair
-pleasance but not large.
-
-“And here I often sit,” he whispered. “But go very softly.”
-
-And indeed a natural awe, of I know not what, fell on me and constrained
-me into a breathless quiet, following him.
-
-So presently we seated ourselves on a low rock cushioned with moss, and
-then taking his lute he began to play gently, but with such a
-penetrating sweetness as Orpheus himself, who with his music melted the
-hearts of trees and rocks, could scarce, I think exceed, yet most simple
-withal.
-
-And the melody was singular, and with a delicate continuity like the
-ceaseless running of rain or water, and after awhile it appeared to me
-as if, like a revolving spinning wheel, it cast abroad silver threads
-which mingling with the moonlight did dance and whirl and shape
-themselves into changing forms (but I know not what) dissolving and
-returning and re-shaping in a labyrinth that mazed me. And whether it
-was my own brain that spun them (as in dream) I cannot tell, nor whether
-they were real or imagined.
-
-But presently a sweetly lovely face peeped from the boughs, finger on
-lips, the pointed chin elfish as though the cap should be a flower, a
-truant indeed from Fairyland. And “Silvia!” he whispered, continuing to
-play. She, if she it were, listened, archly smiling, a face and no more,
-and suddenly the leaves closed about her, and nothing there.
-
-My breath stumbled in my throat, and I closed my eyes an instant, and
-when again they opened, at the further end of the pleasance, but dim in
-the moonlight as though in a mist of lawn and cobweb lace, I saw a lady
-pace from one covert to the other. And myself this time, but whether
-aloud I know not, said: “Madam Julia.”
-
-For she moved imperial, but her beauty I cannot itemize, nor know now
-whether I saw or dreamed her lips—
-
- “Which rubies, corals, scarlets all
- For tincture wonder at,—”
-
-nor the black splendour of her hair, and the proud dark glance she cast
-about her in passing, nor the splendid sweeping of her gown.
-
-And even as she parted the boughs and Dian-like was hid among them, came
-another following, but stepping lightly from behind a rock whereon a
-tree laid leafy fingers of lucent green,—a creature of soft and
-flower-wafting breezes, white and sunbeam-haired, and I dare swear the
-ray of her eyes was blue, though see them I did not.
-
-And Mr. Herrick, speaking as in time to his lute, seemed to say:
-
- “Smooth Anthea for a skin
- White and heaven-like crystalline,”—
-
-and she waved a moonbeam hand as he whispered and, springing as lightly
-between the rocks and boughs as a leaping stream, was gone.
-
-Then suddenly his lute ceased as though to give place to a better and a
-lady, robed in white, came cradling a lute to her bosom and singing—O
-words melodious, melting into heavenly numbers—I believe I knew at the
-blessed moment what they were but now have they slipt my gross
-understanding. For ’twas indeed the choice Myrrha—O Music, O maid
-divine, walking soundless as flowing water and bathing in her own sweet
-harmonies as a Naiad in her native crystal.
-
-And even as she past, unheeding her worshipper, Mr. Herrick’s lute
-resumed the strain.
-
-And now past two fair ladies, close entwined as Hermia and Helena,
-whispering each in the other’s ear and casting oblique and tender looks
-upon their poet, the one in a yellow robe like a spring daffodil and the
-other in a most pure violet, perfume-breathing as the hue she wore. And
-the first was crowned with may, white as ivory exprest in blossom, and
-my heart said for me, “Corinna, who will go a-maying while the world
-lasts.
-
- “She that puts forth her foliage to be seen,
- And comes forth like the spring-time fresh and green,
- And sweet as Flora.”
-
-And indeed she past me so near that I caught the almond-sweet breath of
-her wreath.
-
-And the other sure was the lady Dianeme, for I knew her by her dancing
-shining eyes and the bough of blossomed laylock in her hand.
-
- “Sweet, be not proud of those two eyes.”—
-
-Yet what could she be but proud of what the world counts among its
-jewels? And after them came running the delicate Perilla to join herself
-to their garland, and so smoothly did she glide that I looked to see her
-shod with the winged sandals of Hermes, for not a blade bent as she
-past, and so she slipt across the moonlight.
-
-And then a little crowd of sweet shadows—Perenna the lovely, Sappho
-(but not she of the Leucadian rock), the Delaying Lady with handsome
-sullen brows, and lips pouted in half disdain, the beloved Electra,
-graceful as a harebell on a breeze, the reluctant Oenone and many
-others, fair and Orient gems set in a carcanet for the Muse’s wearing.
-And after them a young Cupid, kitten-eyed and mischievous with his bow
-braced.
-
-And at this the air filled suddenly with nimble laughters and little
-cries flipt with merry breath in the trees above us, and small shapes
-drunk with dew and moonlight dropt from the boughs like spiders sliding
-down their threads, so many that they pelted quick as rain-drops on the
-turf. And, lo you! ’twas a rabble of Oberon’s courtiers tripping across
-to set their mushroom tables in the shade retired from the moon of
-night, and indeed, methought the Lady Moon leaned her golden chin on a
-bar of cloud to watch the silly shower and laugh at their follies.
-
-But the voice of Mr. Herrick’s lute waxed faster and faster till it spun
-a labyrinth of music wherein the fairies did flout and spin and stagger,
-singing, and these words reached me but no more:
-
- “Through the forest, through the forest
- I will track my fairy Queen,
- Of her foot the flying footprint,
- Of her locks the flying sheen.”
-
-And whether this was sung or danced I know not, for the moon dipt behind
-a cloud, and all shapes from distinct became confused into a swift
-murmur whether of sound or sight or the ripple of the Dean Burn I can
-tell neither to myself nor others, only that presently there was
-darkness and silence. Nor can I say whether hours or minutes had past
-when Mr. Herrick laid his hand upon my arm and roused me from what I
-took to be a deep meditation.
-
-“Dear guest,” says he, “you have slept long, and every leaf is pearled
-in dew, and the Night would be secret with her subjects. We intrude.
-Therefore rouse yourself, for Mrs. Prue will think us strayed sheep if
-she wake, and indeed I will bespeak your soft treading for she is but a
-crazy sleeper and hath of late been sick, almost to be lunatic, with a
-pain in her teeth.”
-
-But I was stumbling as if heavy with sleep and could say naught, and so
-we crost the shining water on the stones and returned wordless, and that
-night I slept like a happy spirit in the dewy meads of heaven.
-
-Not a word said the next day and Mr. Herrick almost distraught with
-busyness for the riding post brought him letters from his rich London
-kin and the news of growing troubles between King and Parliament very
-piercing to his honest heart.
-
-And on the day following my nag was saddled, and the coach returning on
-its way to Exeter I was to ride with it for security, but still not a
-word said on the matter nearest my soul.
-
-Then as we waited for the wheels,—I having bid Mrs. Prue a kindly
-farewell with a vail which but ill compensated her hospitable services,
-Mr. Herrick said musingly:
-
-“Once, Mr. Tylliol, I made a verse on Dreams, in the which this was
-writ:
-
- “‘Here are we all by day; by night we are hurled
- By dreams, each one into a several world.’
-
-“And I have read in ancient books that it is not impossible but a man
-may be hurled into another man’s world or House of Dreams—not often
-indeed but once in a great while. And if this be so and it seems to that
-visitant a house of lunacies or moonstruck madness (as well it may),
-shall there be pardon for his dream-host therein?”
-
-And I:
-
-“Sir, not a house of lunacies, but a house of enchantments whereof I
-would I had the freehold! And if you had any part in unlocking the door
-(whereof I know not what to think) take my loving and humble thanks and
-again make me welcome when leagues lie between us. For dreams ask
-neither wheels nor hoofs to carry them.”
-
-And he smiling said:
-
-“Come!”
-
-So, lovingly we parted and the enchanted place grew small and dim,
-receding behind me, and with fleshly eyes never again shall I see the
-clear running of Dean Burn and the lush meadows where fair Margery
-stroked me a syllabub of cowslip cream. But Mr. Herrick shall I see, for
-his dreams are not as other men’s and he comes, I know, sooner or later,
-to London.
-
-Now what all this means, I cannot know but may guess, and on that I say
-no more. Let each man read it as he can. But never again tell me that
-Mr. Herrick is a loose liver because his Muse dwells like a dove in the
-warmth of ladies’ bosoms, for I know better.
-
-“Jocund his Muse was, but his life was chaste,” is the self-chosen Finis
-to his book, and well it may.
-
-And for a last gift he slipt into my hand at parting his latest verses
-or effusion to Madam Julia, whose stately pacing haunts me yet and ever
-will.
-
- “This day, my Julia, thou must make
- For Mistress Bride the wedding cake.
- Knead but the dough and it will be
- To paste of almonds turned by thee.
- Or kiss it thou but once or twice
- And for the bride-cake there’ll be spice.”
-
-And to me those words will ever bring the scents and fragrance and the
-dreams of Dean Prior, and as for the cake, ’twill be eat beyond Dean
-Burn on the little mushroom tables of fay and ouphe and elf, and the
-drink shall be a pearl of dew for each, served in the purple of a
-pregnant violet.
-
-And so ends my letter but much more and stranger things shall I tell
-when I come to my friend.
-
-
-
-
- THE ISLAND OF PEARLS
- THE HIDDEN HEART OF CEYLON
-
-
-
-
- THE ISLAND OF PEARLS
-
- THE HIDDEN HEART OF CEYLON
-
-
-The Island of Pearls, shaped like a dewdrop hanging from the lotus petal
-of India, is loveliest of the Oceanides, a Nereid floating on blue
-tropic seas. She is a voluptuous beauty, jewelled, languid, fanned by
-spiced airs, crowned with flowers, dusky, sultry, with strange romances
-in her past as she went from lover to lover, faithful only to one, the
-eternal sea. Colombo flames on you in the sun, hidden in trees so deep,
-so green that if you climb a hill the town is lost like a bird’s nest in
-the tangle of vegetation. And what trees!—unlike the pensive elm and
-poplar, the ribbed oak of the West, these burst into flowers and a
-spendthrift fire of life. There is a giant covered with clusters of
-mauve blossoms like the rhododendron—I could not leave it—I was caught
-like a bee by its huge glory towering up into the sunshine. It bathed
-every sense in delight to stand beneath and see the larkspur blue of the
-sky through the crowded bloom. Others more austerely beautiful with
-faint rose and white crocus flowers springing from the grey stem and
-loading the air with perfume, and for the background the grace and
-grandeur of the palms balancing their frondure in the blue. There are no
-words to describe these things. Only in colour or music can their
-splendour be told.
-
-And the lavish fruit! Mangosteens, mangoes, papayas, oranges,—Aladdin’s
-jewels of wizard gardens. And the jewels themselves, for Ratnapura, the
-City of Gems, is near at hand. Moonstones heaped in great pearl-shells,
-like silvery blue moonlight touched with swimming gleams of gold, great
-cats’ eyes with oblique pupils, aqua-marines of purest sparkling green,
-sea water dipped up from the secrecies of deepest depths, wine-dark
-jargoons, tourmalines many-hued as spring flowers, sapphires ranging
-from pale azure to ocean blue, carbuncles that flame in ancient legends
-as sacred jewels, all these and many more Ceylon displays like the Queen
-she is. And the sea is as the jewels—all light and glitter and the
-broken glories of rolling surf. It is these things which have made her
-the desire of men’s eyes from time immemorial—the Island of the blue
-horizon, scarcely believable for beauty and wonder. Hear Abdulla, called
-Wassaf, the poet of Siraf in Persia, when he wrote of her long centuries
-ago:
-
-“When Adam was driven forth from Paradise God made a mountain of Ceylon
-the place of his descent, to break the force of change and so assuage
-his fall. The charms of this fair country, the softness of the air, are
-beyond all telling. White amber is the dregs of its sea, and its indigo
-and red bakam are cosmetics for beauty. The leaves, the barks, and the
-sweating of its trees are cloves, spikenard, aloe wood, camphor and
-fragrant mandel. Its icy water is a ball of muneya for the fractures of
-the world. The boundaries of its fields refresh the heart like the
-influence of the stars. The margins of its regions are the bedfellows of
-loveliness. Its myrobalums impart the blackness of youthful hair, and
-its peppercorns put the mole on the face of beauty on the fire of envy.
-Its rubies and carnelians are like the lips and cheeks of charming
-girls, and its treasures are as oceans full of polished gems. Indeed the
-various birds are sweet singing parrots and the pheasants of its gardens
-are graceful peacocks.”
-
-So they told of her, and merchants came from the end of the earth to
-trade in the wonders of Serendib, bringing and taking riches, and not
-only riches but tales of wildest wonder and romance. They said the
-people were descended from a royal lion and hence their name
-Singhalese—Singha, a lion. They said she breathed her sweetness for
-miles out to sea and that before the shore rose from the horizon the air
-was languid with her spices and perfumes. Was this true or hyperbole? It
-is at least certain that in many parts of the island the wild lemon
-grass is almost overwhelming in its odour and many of the flowers scent
-all the world about them. The tropical sun and hot dewy moisture
-stimulate plant life into a passionate luxuriance of fragrant beauty.
-Horror too, for there are blossoms whose name of Stercula foetida tells
-all that need be told of their loathsomeness.
-
-In this strange land the sands of some of the rivers are minute rubies
-and garnets, and it is of Serendib the story was told of serpents that
-guarded the precious jacinths, and the stratagem of the merchants in
-flinging pieces of meat into deep valleys where they lay, that hovering
-eagles might strike their talons in the meat encrusted with jewels and
-carry it to their nests in the rocks, where ready hands could seize it.
-The jacinths have become diamonds in the Arabian Nights, but we all know
-the story in the mouth of Sindbad the sailor of perilous seas.
-
-And the merchants had terrible tales to tell of the women of the island.
-They were sirens as dangerous as ever sought to beguile Ulysses. Some of
-them dwelt in a great city of iron on the coast with fluttering signals
-on their towers to lure sea-farers, and when the eager boats made for
-the shore women of the most alluring loveliness, perfumed and garlanded,
-ran to meet them, stretching passionate arms, wooing them to enter the
-city. There they caressed them until every sense was drowned in delight,
-when bound and helpless, they flung them into iron cages and devoured
-them one by one.
-
-The merchants were the great romancers of the ancient world—the singers
-of songs, the tellers of tales, and surely they had the right, for is
-there more romance in any word than in their own name? It calls up
-mirage after mirage of wearied camel caravans toiling through deserts of
-sand to cities that were old when Balkh and Damascus were young; where
-the blue and glittering domes of porcelain rise against intenser skies
-in sunsets sonorous as a gong with deep light and colour. It is the
-merchants always who carry romance and adventure in their corded bales.
-In robe and turban they yearn for the caravanserais and the men coming
-by many ways to the meeting place. They hunger for the flat hot cakes
-seed-sprinkled, and the savoury smells of the kous-kous bubbling in oil,
-but most of all for the excitements and lusts of the bazaar and the
-dangerous winding ways of forbidden palaces. See them unroll the gold
-and flowered stuffs of Bokhara, the silks from Cos as transparent as
-running water that gave the fair Pamphila the glory of having invented a
-dress “in which women were naked though clothed.” See the muslins of
-Dacca unloosed from the swaying camel-packs;—the merchants can scarcely
-handle them lest a faint breeze blow them from their hold, for of these
-it is told that the Emperor, Akbar, the Truth-Seeker, rebuked a woman
-who appeared before him robed in woven air, saying, “Little does it
-become a daughter of the Prophet to show herself arrayed in one dress
-only and that, as it were, nothing, being but the illusion of a
-garment.” And she replied audaciously: “Majesty, Light of the Age, I am
-more modest than modesty’s self, for I wear at this moment _Nine_.”
-
-Through all the stories of Ceylon the merchants go, tempting the
-perilous seas in frail dromonds and crank high-decked galleons, tempted
-in turn by princesses, more perilous than the seas, shooting dangerous
-glances through rose-coloured veils. Sometimes their historic quests
-were wild as any dream. It was rumoured over Asia that the lost Tree of
-Life grew in the jungles of this fortunate Island and a King of Persia
-and Emperor of China sent their merchants with huge wealth to buy its
-precious leaves—more than ever precious in the intrigues of Oriental
-Courts—but only to find it grows in a Paradise more far away than even
-the famed Serendib, and that no merchants, young and ardent, grave and
-bearded, could lay that merchandise before the throne.
-
-Ceylon figures in one of the most ancient epics of the world—the
-Ramayana, for it was Ravana the demon King of Ceylon (Lanka) who seized
-the lovely Sita, wife of the God-King Rama as she wandered in the
-forest, and bore her through the air to his island kingdom. The writer
-of the poem was a mighty poem maker: Valmiki,—let his name be fragrant
-for all time! And like all his divine brotherhood he was first taught by
-sorrow. For sitting one day in the heart of the woods, Valmiki beheld
-two herons singing for joy and love as they wandered together by air and
-water, and as he gladdened to their gladness, an archer shot the male
-bird and he fell bathed in blood, never again to sweep the wing-ways of
-the sky, and his mate fluttered about him in agony. So Valmiki, with the
-wrath and power of a poet, cursed the man who had done this black deed,
-and, as he spoke, suddenly he knew that his words were a measured music
-and that a new and wonderful thing had befallen in the world. And so it
-was, for Brahma appeared in the cloud, four-faced, majestic, and
-commanded him to write the history of Rama and the storming of Ceylon in
-this same mysterious music. “And it shall be true in every word,” said
-the God, “and so long as the world lasts shall this story be known among
-men.” And that was the beginning of poetry in India.
-
-Perhaps this is the chief fame of Ceylon, for the God spoke not in vain.
-There is no city now so lovely as that of which Valmiki tells—the city
-of jewelled pavements and windows of glimmering crystal and the cloudy
-palaces where the cruel King dwelt and where Sita was a captive.
-For—“Here dwelt the fair princesses torn by him from vanquished Kings.
-Now it was night and they lay overpowered with wine and sleep. One had
-her head thrown backward; some had their garlands crushed; some lay in
-each other’s bosoms, or with arms interlaced, others in slumber deep as
-death. The King Ravana lay on a dais apart made of crystal and adorned
-with jewels. Here lay he overcome with wine, with glittering rings in
-his ears and robed in gold, breathing like a hissing serpent. Around him
-lay his sleeping Queens, and nearest him the dearest, the golden-hued
-Mandodari.”
-
-So the story runs through all its epic wonder of love and war, and
-yearly in India is celebrated the harrying of Ravana—I have seen his
-ten-headed image go up in flames amid the rejoicing of a multitude. Yet,
-as I think, the ancient city, Anaradhapura, now a ruin in the jungle,
-could not have fallen so far behind the splendours of Valmiki. Many who
-have visited it have written of it as it is in death—the broken
-fragments of palaces and temples, a few preserved here and there like
-rocks that are the survival of some lost Atlantis in the drowning ocean
-of the forest. How few recall it as it was in its pride and power! I
-stood in the green dimness of the glades where are the sculptured tanks
-where the queens bathed in days long dead, and read the words of one who
-knew it well—Fa Hien, the Chinese Buddhist pilgrim of the fourth
-century A. D. For this was the Anaradhapura of the Ceylon he visited in
-search of the words of the Lord Buddha; of himself he speaks in the
-third person:
-
-“To the north of the royal city is erected a great tower in height 470
-feet,—it is adorned with gold and silver and perfected with every
-precious substance. There is by the side of it a monastery containing
-5000 priests. They also have built here a hall of the Lord which is
-covered with gold and silver engraved work. In the midst of this hall is
-a jasper figure (of the Buddha) in height about 22 feet. The entire body
-glitters and sparkles with the seven precious substances. In the right
-hand he holds a pearl of inestimable value. Fa Hien had been absent many
-years from China; the manners and customs of these people were entirely
-strange to him, moreover his fellow travellers were now separated from
-him, for some had remained behind and some were dead. All at once as he
-stood by this jasper figure, he beheld a merchant present to it as a
-religious offering a fan of white silk of Chinese manufacture.
-Unwittingly Fa Hien gave way to his sorrowful feelings and the tears
-flowed from his eyes.”
-
-Those tears, dried so long since, gave to this Western pilgrim, standing
-in the same place, the true Virgilian sense of tears in mortal things,
-and still they move the world.
-
-Ceylon is a land of the Gods. They have left their footprints very plain
-upon this radiant loveliness as they came and went. She has known many
-generations of them. All who would understand her should read Valmiki’s
-semi-divine poem of the great battles of Rama, God-King of India, as he
-fought here his wars of the Gods and Titans to rescue his wife, the
-lovely Sita, the heart’s love and worship to this day of his dominion.
-
-Here, when the Demon King held her in captivity, the army of Rama strode
-across the bridge of scattered rocks between Ceylon and India. Still may
-be seen the gap that no strength, human or divine, could pass, where the
-mighty host was stayed, until a little tree squirrel, for love of Rama,
-laid his small body in the hollow, and because love is the bridge
-eternal between the two worlds, the rescuing host passed triumphant over
-it. But Rama, stooping from his Godhead, Incarnation as he was in human
-flesh of Vishnu the Preserver, lifted the crushed body tenderly and
-touched the dead fur, and to this day, the tree squirrels bear the marks
-of the divine fingers upon their coats of grey.
-
-There is no demarcation in Asia between the so-called animal and human
-lives. Rama himself had passed through the animal experience on the
-upward way and knew well what beats in the little heart beneath fur and
-feather.
-
-In those wonderful parables, the Birth Stories of the Lord Buddha, are
-recorded his supposed memories of the incarnations of bird, animal and
-other lives through which a steadfast evolution led him to the Ten
-Perfections. How should he not know, and knowing love? Is it not written
-by a great Buddhist saint: “It may well be that to the eye of flesh,
-plants and trees appear to be gross matter; but to the eye of the Buddha
-they are composed of minute spiritual particles; grass, trees, countries
-the earth itself, shall enter wholly into Buddhahood”? And does not
-science, faltering far behind the wisdom of the mighty, adumbrate these
-truths in its later revelations?
-
-We know too little of the wisdom of the East. The Magi still journey to
-Bethlehem, but only those who have the heart of the Child may receive
-their gold, myrrh, and frankincense.
-
-Yet, for mere beauty’s sake, these stories of the East should be read.
-Men thrill to the mighty thunder-roll of Homer’s verse, but the two
-supreme epics of India are little known. If the West would gather about
-the story-teller as the East gathers, in bazaar or temple court, the
-stories should be told from these and other sources, until Rama stands
-beside the knightly Hector, and Sita’s star is set in the same heaven
-where shines the lonely splendour of Antigone.
-
-When the rapturous peace of the Lord Buddha could no longer be contained
-within the heart of India, it overflowed, and like a rising tide
-submerged Ceylon. And now, although India has forgotten and has returned
-to the more ancient faiths, Ceylon remembers. The Lotus of the Good Law
-blossoms in every forest pool. The invocation to the Jewel in the Lotus
-is daily heard from every monastery of the Faith, where the yellow-robed
-Brethren still follow the way marked for them by the Blessed One who in
-Uruvela attained to that supernal enlightenment of which he said, “And
-that deep knowledge have I made my own—that knowledge, hard to
-perceive, hard to understand, peace-giving, not to be gained by mere
-reason, which is deeper than the depths, and accessible only to the
-wise.
-
-“Yet, among living men are some whose eyes are but a little darkened
-with dust. To them shall the truth be manifest.”
-
-If it be an aim of travel to see what is beautiful and strange, it may
-be also an aim to seek that spiritual beauty where it sits enthroned in
-its own high places; and my hope in Ceylon was to visit the land where
-that strait and narrow way of Buddhism is held which is known as the
-Hinayana—or the Lesser Vehicle. In Tibet, China, and Japan, I had known
-the efflorescence of the Buddhist Faith where, recognizing the mystic
-emanations of the Buddhas, it becomes the Greater Vehicle and breaks
-into gorgeous ritual and symbolism, extraordinarily beautiful in
-themselves, and yet more so in their teaching. Buddhism, in those
-countries, like the Bride of the Canticles, goes beautifully in jewels
-of gold and raiment of fine needlework, within her ivory palaces. In
-Ceylon, like the Lady Poverty of Saint Francis of Assisi, she walks with
-bared feet, bowed head, her begging-bowl in hand, simple and austere in
-the yellow robe of the Master—her rock-temples and shrines as he
-himself might have blessed them in their stern humility. Save at the
-Temple of the Tooth, the splendours she heaps upon his altars are those
-of her flowers. With these she may be lavish because his life was
-wreathed with their beauty. He was born in a garden, beneath a Tree he
-attained Wisdom, in a garden he died. A faith that is held by nearly
-every tenth living man or woman is surely worthy of reverence and study,
-even in these hurrying days when gold, not wisdom, is the measure of
-attainment.
-
-So I came to Ceylon for the first time but not for the last.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Near a little town in the hills stands a Wihara—a monastery—dreaming
-in the silent sunshine. The palms are grouped close about the simple
-roofs—so close that the passing tourist could never guess that the Head
-of the Buddhist Faith in Ceylon, a great saint, a great ruler of seven
-thousand priests, dwelt there in so secret, so complete an austerity.
-
-He was a very old man when I came, but his ninety-two years sat lightly
-on him and each year had laid its tribute of love and honour at his
-feet. He was known as the Maha Nayaka Thero; and in religion, for the
-love of the Master, he had taken the Master’s human name of Siddartha.
-It was strange indeed to see the simplicity of his surroundings;—to me
-it appeared singularly beautiful: it breathed the spiritual purity that
-had made him beloved throughout the island.
-
-A great scholar, deeply learned in Sanskrit and Pali and in the abtruse
-philosophy that is for the elders of the Law, he was yet the gentlest of
-men, and his very learning and strength were all fused into a benignant
-radiance that sunned the griefs of the world he had cast so far behind
-him.
-
-I was glad to wander about in the quiet monastery—the little
-one-storied quadrangle on the side of the hill. It offered—it
-invited—the life of meditation, of clear thought, of delicate
-austerity. The noise of great events (so-called) was like the dim murmur
-of a shell when they reached the Wihara and the ear of Sri Siddartha.
-But he heard, he noted the progress of science, even to the
-possibilities of aviation, because to a Buddhist saint all spheres of
-knowledge are one, and all nothing, in the Ocean of Omniscience.
-
-So the people brought their grievances and troubles to the aged
-Archbishop. You were in the presence of a very great gentleman when you
-entered and found him seated, his scribe cross-legged at his feet to
-record what passed. The people would approach him softly and with the
-deepest reverence, and with permission would seat themselves on the
-ground at a due distance.
-
-“Venerable Sir, we are in trouble. We seek your counsel.” That was the
-cry. And always, in spite of his many years, he listened and counselled
-and comforted.
-
-Soon after my arrival his birthday was celebrated with much rejoicing.
-The Bhikkus (monks) had put up little festive bamboo arches, fluttering
-with split palm-leaves like ribbons, all about the Wihara, and troops of
-Bhikkus came to lay their homage at his feet. The roads were sunshiny
-with their yellow robes as they flocked in from remote places—jungle,
-cave-temples, and far mountains. The laity came also, crowding to see
-the Venerable One. He received them all with serene joy, and pursued his
-quiet way, thinking, reading, meditating on the Three Jewels—the Lord,
-the Law, and the Communion of Saints. And the Bhikkus departed,
-believing that he might be among them for many days.
-
-But it was not to be; for, a few days later, while he was sweeping the
-garden walks, a duty he had made his own, he felt a sudden loss of
-strength, and lying down, in two hours he passed painlessly away.
-
-I was permitted to visit Sri Siddartha as he lay in death. The room was
-very simple and bare. Many of his Bhikkus stood about him, and there
-were flowers, flowers, everywhere. Beside him burned a perfumed gum,
-sending up its thin blue spirals of fragrance.
-
-I was received with perfect kindness, and especially by his favourite
-disciple and pupil—a young monk with a worn ascetic face, who stood in
-deep meditation at the head of his Master. He looked up and smiled, and
-raised the face-cloth that I might see, and looked down again at the
-brown face, calm as a mask of Wisdom with its closed lips and eyes. Even
-closed, they looked old—old. A Bhikku, standing by, told me that all
-had loved him and were bereaved in his going. “But for him—he is in the
-Nirvana of Paradise.”
-
-The strange phrase awoke in my mind the words of the Blessed One, and I
-repeated them as I stood beside that quiet sleep.
-
-“But this, O Bhikkus, is the highest, this is the holiest wisdom—to
-know that all suffering has vanished away. He has found the true
-deliverance that lies beyond the reach of change.”
-
-And I remembered the symbolic fresco in Colombo, representing the Lord
-Buddha borne dead on a chariot in a garden. The gardener digs his grave,
-but the Lord awakes from death, and bids the man know he is not dead but
-living. The Buddha stands majestic by the open grave—the gardener
-recoils in fear. Death has no more dominion.
-
-So I left Sri Siddartha lying in the mystery where all the wisdoms are
-one.
-
-In the garden, in the riot of tropical blossom and beauty, a Bhikku was
-standing in the perfect stillness that is a part of the discipline. He
-greeted me, and we spoke of my quest.
-
-“Go,” he said, “to Mihintale, where the Law first came to this island by
-the hands of Mahinda. Seek also the great Dagoba where stand the images
-of the Buddhas that have been and of Him who is to come. And under the
-Tree which is a part of that Tree beneath which the Blessed One received
-illumination, meditate on Truth.”
-
-I delayed only that I might see the flames receive the discarded body of
-the Venerable One; and the ceremony took place next day, amid a vast
-gathering of the people and the great companies of the Bhikkus. They
-flooded the ways with sunshine in every shade of yellow, from deep
-primrose to a tawny orange. The roads were strewn, with rice like
-snowflakes, stamped into star-shapes. A strange melancholy music went
-with us. So, climbing a steep hill, we came to the pyre, heaped with the
-scented and aromatic woods of the jungle, and closed from human view by
-a high scaffolding draped with bright colours. On this pyre he was laid,
-and one of his own blood, holding a torch, applied the pure element to
-the wood: and, as he did so, the assembly raised a cry of “Sadhu,
-Sadhu!” and with that ascription of holiness a sheet of flame swept up
-into the crowns of the palms, and the scent of spices filled the air.
-And even as the body of the Blessed One passed into grey ash, passed
-also the worn-out dwelling of Sri Siddartha.
-
-I made my way next day to a temple hollowed in the rock, the ceiling of
-which is frescoed with gods and heroes. It is taught that here the Canon
-of the Buddhist Scriptures was first committed to writing about 450 B.C.
-Here five hundred, priests, learned in the Faith, assembled, and
-collating the Scriptures, chanted every word, while the scribes recorded
-them with stylus and palm-leaf as they heard. Burmese, Tibetans,
-Indians, all were present, that so the Law might be carried over Asia,
-and the Peace of the Blessed One be made known to men.
-
-Here, too, the discipline was fixed. The Bhikku must not be touched by a
-woman’s hand. He must eat but twice a day, and not after noon. He must
-keep the rule of the Lady Poverty as did Saint Francis. He must sleep
-nowhere but in Wiharas and other appointed places. And these are but a
-few of the commands. Yet, if the rule is too hard for him, the Bhikku
-may relinquish it at his will, and return to the world a free man—a
-fettered man, as the Master would have said, but free according to the
-rule of the Transient World. It is said that few accept this permission.
-
-It took little imagination to people the silent temple with the
-Assembly—the keen intellectual Indian faces, the yellow robe and the
-bared shoulder, seated in close ranks in the twilight of the temple. Now
-it was silent and empty, but a mysterious aura filled it. The buildings
-of men’s hands pass away, but the rock, worn not at all, save where feet
-come and go, preserves the aspect of its great day, when it was the
-fountain-head of Truth.
-
-A solemn gladness filled the air. Surely the West is waking to the
-message of the East—that message, flowing through the marvellous art of
-China and Japan, through the deep philosophies of India, the great
-Scriptures of the Buddhist Faith, and many more such channels. And we
-who have entered the many mansions through another gate may share and
-rejoice in the truths that are a world-heritage.
-
-It was time now that I should visit the holy places, and I took the road
-through the jungle, intending to stay at the little rest-houses which
-exist to shelter travellers. The way is green with grass in the middle;
-there are two tracks for wheels—narrow and little used. Even the native
-huts may sometimes be forty miles apart. And on either side runs the
-huge wall of the jungle, holding its secret well.
-
-Great trees, knotted with vines and dark with heavy undergrowth, shut me
-in. Sometimes a troop of silver-grey monkeys swept chattering overhead;
-sometimes a few red deer would cross the road, or a blue shrike flutter
-radiantly from one shelter to another. Mostly, the jungle was silent as
-the grave, but living, breathing, a vast and terrible personality; an
-ocean, and with the same illimitable might and majesty. Travelling
-through it, I was as a fish that swims through the green depths of
-water.
-
-So I journeyed in a little bullock cart—and suddenly, abruptly, as if
-dropped from heaven, sprang out of the ocean of the jungle that bathed
-its feet a huge cube of rock nearly five hundred feet high, with lesser
-rocks spilt about it that would have been gigantic were it not for the
-first—the famous Sigurya.
-
-An ancient people, led by a parricide king, took this strange place and
-made of it a mighty fortress. They cut galleries in the living rock
-that, like ants, they might pass up and down unharmed from below; and on
-the head of the rock—a space four acres in extent—they set a king’s
-palace and pleasance, with a bathing-tank to cool the torrid air. Then,
-still desiring beauty, this people frescoed the sheer planes of this
-precipitous rock of Sigurya with pictures that modern Singhalese art
-cannot rival. These vast pictures represent a procession of ladies to a
-shrine, with attendants bearing offerings. Only from the waist upward
-are the figures visible; they rise from clouds as if floating in the
-sky. The faces have an archaic beauty and dignity. One, a queen, crowned
-and bare-bosomed, followed by attendants bearing stiff lotus blooms, is
-beautiful indeed, but in no Singhalese or Indian fashion—a face dark,
-exotic, and heavy-lidded, like a pale orchid. It is believed the whole
-rock was thus frescoed into a picture-gallery, but time and weather have
-taken toll of the rest.
-
-The Government has put steps and climbing rails, that the height may be
-reached. Half-way up is a natural level, and above it soars the
-remainder of the citadel, to be climbed only by notches cut in the rock,
-and hand-rails as a safeguard from the sheer fall below. And here this
-dead people had done a wonderful thing. They had built a lion of brick,
-so colossal that the head towered to the full height of the ascent. It
-has fallen into ruin, but the great cat-paws that remain indicate a
-beast some two hundred feet high. There is a gate between the paws, and
-in the old days they clambered up through the body of the lion and
-finally through his throat, into the daylight of the top. Only the paws
-are left, complete even to the little cat-claw at the back of each.
-Surely one of the strangest approaches in the world! Here and there the
-shelving of the rock overhangs the ascent, and drops of water fall in a
-bright crystal rain perpetually over the jungle so far below.
-
-Standing upon the height, it was weirdly lovely to see the eternal
-jungle monotonously swaying and waving beneath. I thought of the strange
-feet that had followed these ways, with hopes and fears so like our own.
-And now their fortress is but a sunny day’s amusement for travellers
-from lands unknown, and the city sitteth desolate, and the strength of
-their building is resumed into the heart of nature. But the places where
-men have worshipped and lifted their hands to the Infinite are never
-dead. The Spirit that is Life Eternal hovers about them, and the green
-that binds their broken pillars is the green of an immortal hope.
-
-The evening was now at hand, and, after the sun-steeped day, the jungle
-gave out its good smells, beautiful earth-warm smells like a
-Nature-Goddess, rising from the vast tangle of life in the mysterious
-depths. You may gather the flowers on their edge and wonder what the
-inmost flowers are like that you will never see—rich, labyrinthine,
-beyond all thought to paint.
-
-The jungle is terrible as an army with banners. Sleeping in the little
-rest-house when the night has fallen, it comes close up to you,
-creeping, leaning over you, calling, whispering, vibrating with secret
-life. A word more,—only one,—a movement, and you would know the
-meaning and be gathered into the heart of it; but always there is
-something fine, impalpable, between, and you catch but a breath of the
-whisper.
-
-Very wonderful is the jungle! In the moonlight of a small clearing I saw
-the huge bulk of three wild elephants feeding. They vanished like
-wraiths into the depths. The fireflies were hosting in the air like
-flitting diamonds. Stealthy life and movement were about me: the jungle,
-wide-awake and aware, moving on its own occasions.
-
-A few days later I was at Anaradhapura. Once a million people dwelt in
-the teeming city. Here or near was the site visited by the famous
-Chinese pilgrim already mentioned, Fa Hien. But it is in ruins; the
-jasper image is gone. The tower is in the dust. A few priests watch by
-the scene of so much dead greatness and receive the pilgrims who still
-come with bowed heads to the Holy Places. But Fa Hien has reached the
-home of all the pilgrimages—the City of God dear and desirable in the
-sight of Plato and Saint Augustine, and all the warriors of all the
-faiths, and the inexorable years that have devoured the splendours of
-the Kings leave untouched his tears and his hope, for both are rooted in
-immortality.
-
-He writes:
-
-“The houses of the merchants are very beautifully adorned. The streets
-are smooth and level. At this time the King, being an earnest believer
-in the Law, desired to build a new monastery for this congregation. He
-chose a pair of strong oxen and adorned their horns with gold, silver
-and precious things. Then providing himself with a beautiful gilded
-plough, the King himself ploughed round the four sides of the allotted
-space, after which, ceding all personal rights, he presented the whole
-to the priests.”
-
-This must be the monastery described by a later pilgrim, Hieuen Tsang,
-who journeyed from China to India about the year 630 A.D. In visiting
-Ceylon, he writes of its magnificence and especially of an upright pole
-on the roof “on which is fixed a mighty ruby. This gem constantly sheds
-a brilliant light which is visible day and night for a long distance and
-afar off appears like a bright star.”
-
-That too is quenched in the dust. Where do the great jewels of antiquity
-hide? But one is left at Anaradhapura more precious than rubies—the
-famous image of the Buddha seated alone in a forest glade, the true
-presentment of a God, to whom beneath his closed eyes eternity is
-visible and time the shadow of a dream. Around him surged once the
-clamour of a great city, around him now the growth of the forest, both
-to his vision alike—and nothing. Some wayfarer had laid a flower at his
-feet when I stood there, and a white tassel of the areca palm. The sun
-and moon circle before him in this lonely place and the centuries pass
-like seasons.
-
- “Forgetful is green earth; the God alone
- Remember everlastingly.”
-
-The place is a village lost in the woods, but inexpressibly holy because
-it contains in its own temple the sacred Bodhi Tree which is an offshoot
-of that very Tree beneath which the Lord Buddha received the Perfect
-Wisdom. Ceylon desired this treasure, and they tried to break a branch
-from the Tree, but dared not, for it resisted the sacrilege. But the
-Princess Sanghamitta, in great awe and with trembling hand, drew a line
-of vermilion about the bough, and at that line it separated from the
-Tree, and the Princess planted it in perfumed earth in a golden vase,
-and so brought it, attended by honours human and superhuman, to
-Ceylon—to this place, where it still stands. It is believed to be 2230
-years old.
-
-With infinite reverence I was given two leaves, collected as they fell;
-and it is difficult to look on them unmoved if indeed this Tree be
-directly descended from the other, which sheltered the triumphant
-conflict with evil.
-
-The city itself is drowned in the jungle. In the green twilight you meet
-a queen’s palace, with reeling pillars and fallen capitals, beautiful
-with carved moonstones, for so are called the steps of ascent. Or lost
-in tangle, a manger fifty feet long for the royal elephants, or a nobly
-planned bath for the queens, where it is but to close the eyes and dream
-that dead loveliness floating in the waters once so jealously guarded,
-now mirroring the wild woodways. A little creeper is stronger than all
-our strength, and our armies are as nothing before the silent legions of
-the grass.
-
-Later, I stood before the image of that Buddha who is to come—who in
-the Unchanging awaits his hour; Maitreya, the Buddha of Love. A majestic
-figure, robed like a king, for he will be royal. In his face, calm as
-the Sphinx, must the world decipher its hope, if it may. Strangely
-enough, in most of his images this Saviour who shall come is seated like
-a man of the West, and many learned in the faith believe that this
-Morning Star shall rise in the West. May he come quickly!
-
-I set out one day for Mihintale, in a world of dewy, virginal
-loveliness, washed with morning gold, the sun shooting bright arrows
-into the green shade of the trees, a cloud of butterflies radiant as
-little flower angels going with me. One splendour, rose-red,
-velvet-black, alighted with quivering wings on the mouse-grey shoulder
-of the meek little bull who drew my cart and so went with us.
-
-I was glad that my companion should be a devout Buddhist, for his
-reverence and delight in the beauty of his faith taught me many things.
-We climbed up through trees so still that the rustling of their shadows
-on the ground might have been audible, and as we went he told me a very
-ancient Buddhist story which must have reached the Island with the
-Apostle Mahinda, son of the high Emperor Ashoka, who brought the faith
-from his father’s court in India. Ashoka is one of the great
-world-rulers, the Constantine of the Buddhist teaching and himself a
-devout disciple. This story is a Jataka or Birth Story of the Lord, one
-of those to which I have already alluded, as conveying moral teaching
-(and often much folk lore), and this is called “The Dancing Peacock.”
-
-“Thus have I heard. In the old days the Blessed Buddha sat at Jetavana,
-and they told him of a monk who had become drowned in luxury, eating,
-drinking and adorning his person with magnificence, so that he cared
-nothing for the faith. And at last they brought him before the Lord that
-he might be admonished. And the Perfect One said:
-
-“‘Is it true, monk, that despising all nobility you have surrendered
-yourself to idle luxury?’
-
-“And without waiting to hear a word more the monk flew into a violent
-anger, and tearing off his magnificent robe he stood naked before the
-Master, crying:
-
-“‘Then, if you like not my robes, this is the way I will go about!’
-
-“So the bystanding monks cried out: ‘Shame, Shame!’ and in a fury he
-rushed from the hall and returned to the condition of a layman. And the
-Lord said:
-
-“‘Not only now, O monks, has this man lost the Jewel of the faith by
-immodesty but it was also with him in a former life. Hear the story of
-the Dancing Peacock.
-
-“‘Very long ago in the first age of the world, the birds chose the
-Golden Bird to be their King. Now the Golden Bird had a daughter, most
-beautiful to see, and he gave her her choice of a husband, after the
-ancient manner of India, calling together all the birds of the Himalaya.
-And he sent for his daughter, saying: “Now come and choose!” And looking
-she saw the Peacock with a neck of gold and emeralds and a train of
-spread jewels, and instantly she said: “Let this be my husband!”
-
-“So all the birds approached the Peacock, saying:
-
-“‘Noble Peacock, the Princess has set her heart upon you. Therefore
-rejoice with humility.’
-
-“But the Peacock, walking arrogantly, replied:
-
-“‘Up to this day none of you would recognize the greatness that was in
-me. Now instantly do homage to my majesty!’
-
-“And so intoxicated was he with pride that he began to dance, spreading
-his wings and swaying his head, and altogether conducting himself like a
-drunken man who cares not at all for decency. And horror seized the
-Golden Bird and he said:
-
-“‘This fellow has broken loose from all sense of shame—how could it be
-that I should give my Princess to such as he?’ And he uttered this:
-
-“‘Pleasant is your cry. Jewelled is your back. The feathers of your tail
-are glorious, but, Sir, to such a dancer, I can give no daughter of
-mine!’
-
-“And he bestowed his Princess immediately upon a bird of modest
-behaviour, and the Peacock, covered with shame, fled away.
-
-“Therefore, brethren, this monk has now lost the Jewel of the faith as
-he once lost a fair wife. For in a former birth, the Peacock was this
-shameless monk, but I myself was the Golden Bird.”
-
-And this is a lesson also upon the stately calm which marks the
-gentleman according to Oriental opinion. It is the low-born only who may
-hurry and storm. Other stories I heard, for my friend was a student of
-ancient things, and this belief in lives past and to come is the
-spiritual life blood of the Orient. It is the mete-yard of justice. He
-asked me whether the Christian faith explicitly denied it, and I could
-only reply—No; quoting that strange passage of the Blind Man, when
-disciples questioning the Christ—
-
-“Did this man sin or his parents, that he was born blind?”—pass
-unrebuked for the implication.
-
-The Hill of Mihintale rises abruptly as Sigurya from the forests, and
-the very air about it is holy, for it was on this great hill that
-Mahinda, mysteriously transported from India, alighted bewildered as one
-waking from a dream. Here the King, Tissa, seeing the saint seated
-beneath a tree, heard a voice he could not gainsay that called his name
-three times; and so, approaching with his nobles, he received the
-Teaching of the Blessed One.
-
-The hill is climbed by wonderful carved shallow steps, broken now, and
-most beautiful with an overgrowth of green. At the sides are beds of the
-Sensitive Plant, with its frail pink flowers. They would faint and fall
-if touched, and here you would not even breathe roughly upon them, for
-Buddhists regard the shrinking creatures as living and hold it sinful to
-cause such evident suffering.
-
-Descending the grey steps, the shade and sunshine dappling his yellow
-robe and bared shoulder with noble colour, came a priest, on his way to
-visit the sick of the little village. He stopped and spoke. I told him I
-had come from visiting the shrines of Burma, and he desired me to give
-him a description of some matters I had seen there. I did so, and we
-talked for some time, and it was then mentioned that my food, like his
-own, necessitated no taking of life. Instantly his whole face softened
-as he said that was glad news to hear. It was the fulfilling of a high
-commandment. Would I receive his blessing, and his prayer that the truth
-might enlighten me in all things? He bestowed both, and, having made his
-gift, went upon his way with the dignity of perfect serenity. That
-little circumstance of food (as some would call it) has opened many a
-closed door to me in Asia.
-
-At the top of the hill is a deep shadowy rock-pool, with a brow of cliff
-overhanging it; and this is named the Cobra’s Bath, for it is believed
-that in the past there was a cobra who used, with his outspread hood, to
-shelter the saint, Mahinda, from the torrid sun, and who was also so
-much a little servant of the Law that none feared and all mourned him
-when he passed upon his upward way in the chain of existences. Here,
-above the pool where he loved to lie in the clear cool, they sculptured
-a great cobra, with three hooded heads, rising, as it were, from the
-water. It was most sinuously beautiful and looked like the work of a
-great and ancient people, gathering the very emblem of Fear into the
-great Peace. On the topmost height was the _stupa_, or shrine, of
-Mahinda, incasing its holy relic, and the caves where his priests dwelt
-and still dwell. I entered one, at the invitation of a Bhikku, an old
-man with singularly beautiful eyes, set in a face of wistful delicacy.
-He touched my engraved ring and asked what it might mean. Little enough
-to such as he, whose minds are winged things and flutter in the blue
-tranquillities far above the earth!
-
-The caves are many, with a rock-roof so low that one cannot stand
-upright—a strange, dim life, it would seem, but this Bhikku spoke only
-of the peace of it, the calm that falls with sunset and that each dawn
-renews. _I_ could not doubt this—it was written upon his every gesture.
-He gave me his blessing, and his prayer that I might walk forever in the
-Way of Peace. With such friends as these the soul is at home. Peace. It
-is indeed the salutation of Asia, which does not greet you with a desire
-for health or prosperity as in the West, but only—Peace.
-
-I would willingly tell more of my seekings and findings in Ceylon, for
-they were many and great. But I pass on to the little drowsy hill town
-of Badulla, where the small bungalows nest in their gardens of glorious
-flowers and vines. I sat in the churchyard, where the quiet graves of
-English and Singhalese are sinking peacefully into oblivion. It was
-Sunday, with a Sabbath calm upon the world. A winding path led up to the
-open door of the little English church, a sweet breeze swayed the boughs
-and ruffled the long grass of the graves; the butterflies, small Psyches
-fluttered their parable in the air about me. A clear voice from the
-church repeated the Lord’s Prayer, and many young voices followed. It
-was a service for the Singhalese children who have been baptized into
-the Christian Faith. They sang of how they had been brought out of
-darkness and the shadow of death and their feet set upon the Way of
-Peace.
-
-Surely it is so. When was that Way closed to any who sought? But because
-man must follow his own categorical imperative, I repeated to myself,
-when they were silent, the words of the poet Abdul Fazl, which he wrote
-at the command of the Emperor Akbar as an inscription for a Temple in
-Kashmir:—
-
- “O God, in every temple I see people that see Thee, and in every
- language they praise Thee.
-
- If it be a mosque, men murmur the holy prayer, and if it be a
- Christian church they ring the bell from love to Thee.
-
- Sometimes I frequent the Christian cloister, and sometimes the
- mosque, but it is Thou whom I seek from temple to temple.
-
- Thine elect have no dealings with heresy or orthodoxy, for
- neither of these stands behind the screen of thy Truth.
-
- Heresy to the heretic and religion to the orthodox!
-
- But the dust of the rose-petal belongs to the heart of the
- perfume-seller!”
-
-Yes,—and an ancient Japanese poet, going yet deeper, says this thing:
-“So long as the mind of a man is in accord with the Truth, the Gods will
-hear him though he do not pray.”
-
-I passed the night at a little rest-house and next day set out on the
-long journey to Polonnarewa, and beyond that to Trincomali, through a
-wild part of Ceylon, stopping each night at the rest-houses which mark
-the way. Jungle in India is often mere scrub; this is thousands of acres
-of mighty forest. A small road has been driven through it, and on either
-side rises the dark and secret wall of trees, impenetrable for miles,
-knitted with creepers and blind with undergrowth—a dangerous mystery.
-
- “Thousand eyeballs under hoods,
- Have you by the hair.”
-
-It seems that every movement is watched, that strained ears listen to
-every breath from the secrecy that can never be pierced.
-
-Much farther on the forest opens into the ancient tank of Minneri, for
-these great artificial lakes of the bygone Kings here and in India are
-called tanks. It is a glorious lake twenty miles in circumference and I
-saw it first with the mountains, exquisite in form and colour, rising
-behind it in the rose and gold of a great sunset. Some forgotten King
-made it to water the country, and there are still the very sluices
-unbroken though choked by masses of fallen masonry. It is the work of
-great engineers. No place could be more lovely—the silver fish leaping
-in translucent water, and one pouched pelican with its ax-like beak
-drifting lazily in a glory so dazzling, that one could only glimpse it a
-moment in the dipping sparkles of the reflected sun. The way, like the
-ascent to Mihintale, was banked with masses of the Sensitive Plant,
-lovely with its fragile pink flowers and delicately folding and dropping
-leaves, fainting as you brush them in passing.
-
-But the lake—the wide expanse, calm as heaven and a shimmer of rose and
-blue and gold! I lingered to watch it—the strange beautiful grotesque
-of the great bird floating above its own perfect image. It was evening
-and the jungle was sweet with all the scents drawn out of it during the
-long sun-steeped day—heavenly scents that come from the teeming life in
-the mysterious forests, fresh forests germinating on the ruins of the
-old—murmuring, calling, vibrating with life and wonder and strange
-existences, and their endless chain of blossom and decay.
-
-It grew dark soon after Minneri, and the fireflies were glittering about
-us and the moonlight white on the narrow way. A whispering silence
-filled the air with unseen presences as of the feet that long, long
-centuries ago trod this way on their errands of pleasure or pain to the
-dead city of my goal. I could almost see its spectral towers and palaces
-down the moon-blanched glades. Illusion—nothing more.
-
-The driver missed the track to Polonnarewa, but that mattered little, so
-wonderful was the night in the lonely place and the great dark where
-once a mighty people moved, and now but the moon and stars circle before
-a dead majesty.
-
-But at the long last we found our way and the little rest-house which
-stands where stood the royal city, near a dim glimmer of water. The only
-accommodation was a chair, but that was welcome, and when I woke in the
-grey dawn she came gliding with silver feet over the loveliest lake
-rippling up to the steps of the fairy house in the woods, and peopled by
-the glorious rose lotus, grown by the ancient people for the service of
-the Temples. And the traveller whom I met there went out before
-breakfast and brought in for provender a pea-hen, a wood pigeon, and a
-great grey fish from the lake. For myself, I eat like a Buddhist priest
-and am content,—living foods were not for me.
-
-The ruins at Polonnarewa are wonderful indeed, much more perfect than
-those of the better known Anaradhapura, though it does not offer, like
-the latter, the marvellous row of the Buddhas who have fulfilled their
-mission and that Buddha of Love who is yet to come. All about are
-temples with colossal Buddhas, palaces, the strangely sculptured stone
-rails which are so distinctively Buddhist surrounding richly carved
-shrines. Hinduism mingled with Buddhism also. Some of these beautiful
-relics have been dug out of the jungle strata, some reclaimed from the
-invading growths which are so all-obliterating in a tropic country, and
-no doubt there is as much more to be discovered. The carved work is
-exquisitely lovely. How strong is the passion for beauty—in the very
-ends of the earth it is found, and surely it confirms the Platonic
-teaching that it is a reflection of that passion of joy in which the
-Creator beheld his work on the seventh day and knew that it was good.
-
-I cannot describe the wonder of passing through these glades and lawns
-and seeing the great dagobas, those mighty buildings of brick, but now
-waving with greenery, enshrining each its holy relic. Would that it were
-possible to imagine the city which dwelt under their shadow! But the
-homes of men pass very swiftly away. It is only the homes of their souls
-which abide. Yet the jungle is more wonderful than what it buries. The
-sunlit walls of green guard the road jealously. The sun-flecks only
-struggle a few inches within that line, and then—trackless secrecy. A
-bird flew out, jewelled, gorgeous, “Half angel and half bird.” Are there
-greater wonders within? Who can tell? It is sometimes death to attempt
-to lift the veil of Isis. I saw the gravestone of a young man who for
-all his strength and youth was lost in the jungle—caught in the
-poisoned sweetness of her embrace and so died. It may have been a lonely
-and fearful death, and yet again—who knows! There are compensations of
-which we know nothing.
-
-I stayed at the little rest-house of Kantelai on its lake with the
-jungle creeping and whispering about it— “Dark mother ever gliding near
-with soft feet.” Days to be remembered—unspeakably beautiful—they
-leave some precious deposit in the memory almost more lovely than the
-sight itself, as in the world of thought the spirit is more than the
-body.
-
-And for the end to my journey the great and noble harbour of Trincomali!
-I wonder why tourists so seldom go there, but the ways of the tourist
-pass understanding. It winds about in lakes of sea blue among palms and
-coral bights and glittering beaches. Long ago, the people drifting over
-from India built a temple where the old fort now stands, and though thus
-polluted the site is still holy and you may see the Brahman priest cast
-offerings into the sea from a ledge high up the cliff, with the
-worshipping people about him. Then the Portuguese swept down upon Ceylon
-in their great naval days when they were the Sweepers of the Sea, and
-they destroyed the temple and built their fort. And the Dutch followed,
-and the Portuguese vanished, and the French conquered the Dutch, and
-again the Dutch the French, and then the English, hawking over the Seven
-Seas, pounced like the osprey, and the Dutch sovereignty passed into
-their keeping. Did I not say the Island had many masters?
-
-So the English made this a great fortified place, humming with naval and
-military activity; men-of-war lying in the bay, guns bristling in the
-beautiful old fort that guards the cliff. And now all that too is
-gone—blown away like a wreath of mist, and the only soldiers and
-sailors are those who will stay forever in the little grave-place under
-the palms, and if it so continues I daresay the jungle will take
-Trincomali as it has taken the City of Kings.
-
-A beautiful place. I wandered on the beach among the shells one
-marvelled to see as a child, when sailor friends gave them into eager
-hands—deep brown freckled polished things, leopard-spotted and
-ivory-lipped, and so smooth that the hand slips off the perfect surface.
-Delicate frailties of opal and pearl shimmering with mystic colour,
-spiny grotesques with long thorned stems—there they all lay for the
-gathering. And at last I went up into the old fort.
-
-It covers many acres on the cliff and the jungle is steadily conquering
-the empty bungalows and fortifications. It is very old, for the Dutch
-built it in 1650. Now in the thickets the forsaken guns make an empty
-bravado like toothless lions. I saw a deer and her fawn come peering
-shyly through the bushes, and they fled before me. The casements are
-empty and a flagless flagstaff looks over the heavenly calm of the sea.
-
-Almost lost in the shade I found some old Dutch graves, very square and
-formal—a something of the rigidity of the burgomaster about them still,
-as of stiff-ruffed men and women. “Here sleeps in God—” said one mossy
-inscription (but in Dutch)—and then a break, and then “Johanna” and
-another break, and only a word here and there and a long obliterated
-date. And the Dutch were masters and Johanna slept in the ground of her
-people as securely as if it had been The Hague itself. So it must then
-have seemed. And now it is English, and whose next? Truly the fashion of
-this world passeth away! They were touching, those old tombs, with
-inscriptions that once were watered with tears, that no one now cares to
-decipher. And there they lie forgotten in the sighing trees, and the
-world goes by. The dominion of oblivion is secure, whatever that of
-death may be.
-
-I climbed down to a casement in the cliff, half-way to the sea, a little
-shelf overlooking the blue transparence that met the blue horizon, and
-wondered what the grave God-fearing talk of the Dutchmen had been as
-they leaned over the parapet, discussing the ways of the heathen and the
-encroachments of the British. And from there I made my way to the rocks
-below with the brilliant water heaving about them. Some large fish of
-the most perfect forget-me-not blue shading into periwinkle mauve on the
-fins were playing before me, and as they rolled over, or a ripple took
-them they displayed the underside, a faint rose pink. Such beautiful
-happy creatures in the wash of the wandering water clear and liquid as
-light! Sometimes they wavered like moons under a ripple, a blot of
-heavenliest blue, submerged and quivering, sometimes a shoal of black
-fish barred with gold swam in among them, beautiful to see. I could have
-stayed all day, for it was heavenly cool, with a soft sea breeze blowing
-through the rocks, but even as I watched a great brown monster came
-wallowing through the water, and my beauties fled like swallows.
-
-The touch of tragedy was not wanting, for high on the cliff was a little
-pillar to the memory of a Dutch girl who fell in love long ago with an
-Englishman—a false lover, who sailed away and left her heartbroken.
-Here she watched his sails lessening along the sky, and as they dipped
-below the horizon, she threw herself over the cliff in unendurable
-anguish.
-
-A tragic story, but it is all so long ago that it has fallen back into
-the beauty of nature and is now no more sad than a sunset that casts its
-melancholy glory before it fades. Yet I wonder whether in all the hide
-and seek of rebirth she has caught up somewhere with her Englishman! She
-knows all about Psyche’s wings by this time, and he too must have gained
-a dear-bought wisdom through “the great mercy of the gift of departing,”
-as the Buddhists call it . . . they to whom death is so small an episode
-in so long a story.
-
-I sat by the pillar and watched the dying torch of the sunset
-extinguished in the sea—a sea of glass mingled with fire. And very
-quietly the stars appeared one by one in a violet sky and it was night.
-
-
-
-
- THE WONDERFUL PILGRIMAGE TO AMARNATH
-
-
-
-
- THE WONDERFUL PILGRIMAGE TO AMARNATH
-
-
-In all India there is nothing more wonderful than the pilgrimages of
-millions, which set like tidal waves at certain seasons to certain
-sacrosanct places—the throngs that flock to holy Benares, to Hardwar,
-and to that meeting of the waters at Prayag, where the lustral rites
-purify soul and body, and the pilgrims return shriven and glad. But of
-all the pilgrimages in India the most touching, the most marvellous, is
-that to Amarnath, nearly twelve thousand feet up in the Himalayas. The
-cruel difficulties to be surmounted, the august heights to be climbed
-(for a part of the way is much higher than the height at which the Cave
-stands), the wild and terrible beauty of the journey, and the glorious
-close when the Cave is reached, make this pilgrimage the experience of a
-lifetime even for a European. What must it not be for a true believer?
-Yet, in the deepest sense, I should advise none to make it who is not a
-true believer—who cannot sympathize to the uttermost with the wave of
-faith and devotion that sends these poor pilgrims climbing on torn and
-wearied feet to the great Himalayan heights, where they not infrequently
-lay down their lives before reaching the silver pinnacles that hold
-their hearts’ desire.
-
-I have myself made the pilgrimage, and it was one of the deepest
-experiences of my life; while, as for the beauty and wonder of the
-journey, all words break down under the effort to express them.
-
-But first for a few words about the God who is the object of devotion.
-The Cave is sacred to Siva—the Third Person of the Hindu Trinity; that
-Destroyer who, in his other aspects, is the Creator and Preserver. He is
-the God especially of the Himalayas—the Blue-Throated God, from the
-blue mists of the mountains that veil him. The Crescent in his hair is
-the young moon, resting on the peak that is neighbour to the stars. The
-Ganges wanders in the matted forests of his hair before the maddening
-torrents fling their riches to the Indian plains, even as the
-snow-rivers wander in the mountain pine forests. He is also
-Nataraja—Lord of the Cosmic Dance; and one of the strangest and
-deepest-wrought parables in the world is that famous image where, in a
-wild ecstasy, arms flung out, head flung back in a passion of motion, he
-dances the Tandavan, the whole wild joy of the figure signifying the
-cosmic activities of Creation, Maintenance and Destruction. “For,” says
-a Tamil text, “our Lord is a Dancer, who like the heat latent in
-firewood, diffuses his power in mind and matter, and makes them dance in
-their turn.”
-
-The strange affinity of this conception with the discoveries of science
-relating to the eternal dance of the atom and electron gives it the
-deepest interest. I would choose this aspect of the God as that which
-should fill the mind of the Amarnath pilgrim. Let him see the Great God
-Mahadeo (Magnus Deus), with the drum in one hand which symbolizes
-creative sound—the world built, as it were, to rhythm and music.
-Another hand is upraised bidding the worshipper, “Fear not!” A third
-hand points to his foot, the refuge where the soul may cling. The right
-foot rests lightly on a demon—to his strength, what is it? A nothing,
-the mere illusion of reality! In his hair, crowned with the crescent
-moon, sits the Ganges, a nymph entangled in its forest. This is the
-aspect of Mahadeo which I carried in my own mind as I made the
-pilgrimage, for thus is embodied a very high mysticism, common to all
-the faiths.
-
-Of all the deities of India Maheshwara is the most complex and
-bewildering in his many aspects. He is the Great Ascetic, but he is also
-Lord of the beautiful daughter of the Himalaya,—Uma, Parwati, Gauri,
-Girija, the Snowy One, the Inaccessible, the Virgin, the Mystic Mother
-of India, to give but a few of her many and lovely names. She too has
-her differing aspects. As Kali, she is the goddess of death and
-destruction; as Parwati, the very incarnation of the charm and sweetness
-of the Eternal Femine. As Uma she is especially Himalayan.
-
-In the freezing mountain lake of Manasarovar she did age-long penance
-for her attempt to win the heart of the Great Ascetic, the Supreme
-Yogi,—her lovely body floating like a lily upon its icy deeps, and so,
-at long last, winning him for ever. She is the seeker of mountains, the
-Dweller in the Windhya Hills, the complement of her terrible Lord and
-Lover, whose throne is Mount Kailasa. Yet in some of his moods she must
-be completely absorbed and subjugated to ensure his companionship, for
-he is the archetype of the perfected human yogi of whom says the ancient
-Song Celestial that “he abides alone in a secret place without desire
-and without possessions, upon a firm seat, with the working of the mind
-and senses held in check, with body, head and neck in perfect equipoise,
-meditating in order that he may reach the boundless Abyss; he who knows
-the infinite joy that lies beyond the senses and so becomes like an
-unflickering lamp in a lonely place.”
-
-This union is possible to Parwati and her Lord. So dear are they each to
-the other that they are often represented as a single image of which one
-half is male, the other female, the dual nature in perfect harmony in
-the Divine.
-
-Thus then is the Great God to be visited in the high-uplifted secret
-shrine of the mountains, which are themselves the Lotus flower of
-creation. At dawn, suffused through all their snows with glowing rose
-they dominate Indian thought as the crimson lotus of Brahma the Creator.
-At noon, blue in the radiant unveiled blue of the sky they are the blue
-Lotus of Vishnu the Preserver, the Pillar of Cosmic Law. At night, when
-all the earth is rapt in _samadhi_, the mystic ecstasy, they are the
-snowy Lotus, throne of Siva, Maheshwara the Great God, the Supreme Yogi
-when he dreams worlds beneath the dreaming moon upon his brow.
-
-And India is herself a petal of the World Lotus of Asia as the Asiatic
-mind conceives it. Look at Asia of the maps and reverence the Flower
-which thrones all the Gods of Asia.
-
-The Cave at Amarnath is sacred because a spring, eternally frozen, has
-in its rush taken the shape of the holy Lingam, which is the symbol of
-reproduction and therefore of Life. This is also the Pillar of the
-Universe—that Pillar which the Gods sought to measure, the one flying
-upward, the other downward, for aeons, seeking the beginning and the
-end, and finding none. Yet again, it is the Tree of Life, which has its
-roots in Eternity, and branches through the mythology of many peoples.
-And if there are degenerated forms of this worship, surely the same may
-be said of many others. And it is needful to know these things in order
-to realize the significance of the worship.
-
-The pilgrimage can be made only in July and August. Before and after, a
-barrier of snow and ice closes the way, and makes the Cave a desolation.
-
-The start is made from Pahlgam, a tiny village on the banks of the Lidar
-River in Kashmir, where it leaps from the great glacier of Kolahoi to
-join the Jhelum River in the Happy Valley. Pahlgam itself stands at a
-height of about eight thousand feet.
-
-The day before we started there was a great thunderstorm, the grandest I
-have ever known. The mountains were so close on each side that they
-tossed the thunder backwards and forwards to each other, and the
-shattering and roaring of the echoes was like the battles of the Gods or
-the rolling of Maheshwara’s mighty drum in the mountain hollows, while
-the continuous blue glare of the lightning was almost appalling. It was
-strange to feel only a little web of canvas between ourselves and that
-elemental strife when the rain followed as if the fountains of the great
-deep were broken up—cold as snow, stinging like hail, and so steady
-that it looked like crystal harpstrings as it fell. Yet next day we
-waked to a silver rain-washed world, sparkling with prisms of rain and
-dew; fresh snow on the mountains, and delicate webs of soft blue mist
-caught like smoke in the pines.
-
-So we set forth from Pahlgam, with our cavalcade of rough hill ponies
-carrying the tents and provisions and all our substance, and began our
-march by climbing up the river that flows from those eternal heights
-into the Pahlgam valley. Much of the way can be ridden if one rides very
-slowly and carefully for these wonderful animals are sure-footed as
-cats; but the track is often terrifying—broken boulders and the like.
-If the ponies were not marvels, it could not be done; and if one were
-not a safe rider, one certainly could not stick on. The pony gives a
-strong hoist of his fore-legs, and you are up one rock and hanging on by
-his withers; then a strong hoist of the hind legs and you are nearly
-over his neck; and this goes on for hours; and when it is beyond the
-pony you climb on your feet, and ford the torrents as best you may.
-
-Up and up the steep banks of the river we climbed, among the pines and
-mighty tumbled boulders. Up by the cliffs, where the path hangs and
-trembles over the water roaring beneath. On the opposite side the
-mountains soared above the birches and pines, and the torrents hung down
-them like mist, falling, falling from crag to crag, and shattering like
-spray-dust as they fell. Once a mighty eagle soared above us, balancing
-on the wind, and then floated away without a single motion of his
-wings—wonderful to see; and the spread of his wings was greater than
-the height of the tallest man.
-
-We had long passed the last few huts, and the track wound steadily
-higher, when suddenly growing on us, I heard a deep musical roar like
-the underlying bass of an orchestra—the full-chorded voice of many
-waters. And as we turned a corner where the trail hung like a line round
-the cliff, behold, a mighty gorge of pines and uplifted hills, and the
-river pouring down in a tremendous waterfall, boiling and foaming white
-as it fell into the raging pit beneath.
-
-What a sight! We stopped and looked, every sense steeped in the wonder
-of it. For the air was cool with the coolness that comes like breath off
-a river; our ears were full of the soft thunder; the smell of pines was
-like the taste of a young world in one’s mouth; yet it was all
-phantasmal, in a way, as if it could not be real. I watched the lovely
-phantom, for it hung like a thing unreal between heaven and earth, until
-it grew dreamlike to me and dyed my brain with sound and colour, and it
-was hard indeed to pass on.
-
-That night we camped in a mountain valley some two thousand feet above
-Pahlgam. It was like climbing from story to story in a House of Wonder.
-The river was rushing by our tents when they were pitched, pale green
-and curling back upon itself, as if it were loath to leave these pure
-heights, and the mountains stood about us like a prison, almost as if we
-might go no farther. And when I stood outside my tent just before
-turning in, a tremulous star was poised on one of the peaks, like the
-topmost light on a Christmas tree, and the Great Bear which in India is
-the constellation of the Seven Rishis, or Sages, lay across the sky
-glittering frostily in the blue-blackness.
-
-I had a narrow escape that day; for, as I was leading the cavalcade, I
-met a wild hill-rider in the trail between two great rocks, and his
-unbroken pony kicked out at me savagely with his foreleg and caught me
-above the ankle. Luckily, they do not shoe their horses here; but it was
-pretty bad for a bit, and I was glad of the night’s rest.
-
-Next day we started and rounded out of the tiny valley; and lo! on the
-other side another river, flowing apparently out of a great arch in the
-mountainside. Out it poured, rejoicing to be free; and when I looked, it
-was flowing, not from the mountain but from a snow-bridge. Mighty falls
-of snow had piled up at the foot of the mountain, as they slipped from
-its steeps; and then the snow, melting above, had come down as a torrent
-and eaten its way through the wide arch of this cave. Often one must
-cross a river on these snow-bridges, and at a certain stage of melting
-they are most dangerous; for, if the snow should give, there may be
-frightful depths beneath.
-
-Here first I noticed how beautiful were the flowers of the heights. The
-men gathered and brought me tremulous white and blue columbines, and
-wild wallflowers, orange-coloured and so deeply scented that I could
-close my eyes and call up a cottage garden, and the beehives standing in
-sedate rows under the thatched eaves. And there was a glorious thistle,
-new to me, as tall as a man, well armed and girded with blue and silver
-spears and a head of spiky rays. Bushes, also, like great laurels, but
-loaded with rosy berries that the Kashmiris love.
-
-We turned then round a huge fallen rock, green and moist with hanging
-ferns, and shining with the spray of the river, and before us was a
-mountain, and an incredible little trail winding up it, and that was our
-way. I looked and doubted. It is called the Pisu, or Flea Ascent, on the
-dubious ground that it takes a flea’s activity to negotiate it. Of
-course, it was beyond the ponies, except here and there, on what I
-called breathers, and so we dismounted. The men advised us to clutch the
-ponies’ tails, and but for that help it would have been difficult to
-manage. My heart was pumping in my throat, and I could feel the little
-pulses beating in my eyes, before I had gone far, and every few minutes
-we had to stop; for even the guides were speechless from the climb, and
-I could see the ponies’ hearts beating hard and fast under the smooth
-coats.
-
-But still we held on, and now beside us were blooming the flower-gardens
-of the brief and brilliant Himalayan summer—beds of delicate purple
-anemones, gorgeous golden ranunculus holding its golden shields to the
-sun, orange poppies, masses of forget-me-nots of a deep, glowing blue—a
-_burning_ blue, not like the fair azure of the Western flower, but like
-the royal blue of the Virgin’s robe in a Flemish missal. And above these
-swayed the bells of the columbines on their slender stems, ranging from
-purest white, through a faint, misty blue, to a deep, glooming purple.
-We could hardly go on for joy of the flowers. It was a marvel to see all
-these lovely things growing wild and uncared for, flinging their
-sweetness on the pure air, and clothing the ways with beauty. And at
-each turn fresh snow-peaks emerged against the infinite blue of the
-sky—some with frail wisps of white cloud caught in the spires, and some
-bold and clear as giants ranged for battle—the lotus petals of the
-Infinite Flower.
-
-And so we climbed up and reached another story, and lay down to rest and
-breathe before we went farther up into wonderland.
-
-The top was a grassy “marg,” or meadow, cloven down to the heart of the
-earth by a fierce river. Around it was a vast amphitheatre of wild crags
-and peaks; and beneath these, but ever upward, lay our trail. But the
-meadow was like the field in Sicily where Persephone was gathering
-flowers when she was snatched away by Dis to reign in the Underworld. I
-remembered Leighton’s picture of her, floating up from the dead dark,
-like a withered flower, and stretching her hands to the blossoms of the
-earth once more. I never saw such flowers; they could scarcely be seen
-elsewhere.
-
- And here the myriad blossoms lay
- In shattered rainbows on the grass.
- Exulting in their little day
- They laughed aloud to see us pass.
-
- We left them in their merriment,—
- The singing angels of the snows,—
- And still we climbed the steep ascent
- Along the sunward way it knows.
-
-The snow had slipped off the meadow,—was rushing away in the thundering
-river far below,—and the flowers were crowding each other, rejoicing in
-the brief gladness of summer before they should be shrouded again under
-the chilly whiteness. But their colour took revenge on it now. They
-glowed, they sang and shouted for joy—such was the vibration of their
-radiance! I have never dreamed of such a thing before.
-
-And then came our next bad climb, up the bed of a ragged mountain
-torrent and across it, with the water lashing at us like a whip. I do
-not know how the ponies did it. They were clutched and dragged by the
-ears and tails, and a man seized me by the arms and hauled me up and
-round the face of a precipice, where to miss one step on the loose
-stones would have been to plunge into depths I preferred not to look at.
-Then another ascent like the Flea, but shorter, and we were a story
-higher, in another wild marg, all frosted silver with edelweiss, and
-glorious with the flowers of another zone—flowers that cling to the
-bare and lichened rock and ask no foothold of earth.
-
-That was a wild way. We climbed and climbed steadfastly, sometimes
-riding, sometimes walking, and round us were rocks clothed with rose-red
-saxifrage, shaded into pink, and myriads of snowy stars, each with a
-star of ruby in its heart. Clouds still of the wonderful forget-me-not
-climbed with us. Such rock gardens! No earthly hand could plant those
-glowing masses and set them against the warm russets and golds of the
-lower crags, lifted up into this mighty sky world. The tenderness of the
-soft form and radiant colour of these little flowers in the cruel grasp
-of the rocks, yet softening them into grace with the short summer of
-their lives, is exquisitely touching. It has the pathos of all fragility
-and brief beauty.
-
-Later we climbed a great horn of rock, and rounded a slender trail, and
-before was another camping-place—the Shisha-Nag Lake among the peaks.
-We saw its green river first, bursting through a rocky gateway, and
-then, far below, the lake itself,—
-
- We passed the frozen sea of glass
- Where never human foot has trod,
- Green as a clouded chrysoprase
- And lonely as a dream of God.—
-
-reflecting the snowy pinnacles above. The splintered peaks stand about
-it. Until July it is polished ice, and out of one side opens a solemn
-ante-chapel blocked with snow. The lake itself is swept clear and empty.
-The moon climbs the peaks and looks down, and the constellations swing
-above it. A terrible, lonely place, peopled only by shadows. It was
-awful to think of the pomps of sunrise, noon, and sunset passing
-overhead, and leaving it to the night and dream which are its only true
-companions. It should never be day there—always black, immovable Night,
-crouching among the snows and staring down with all her starlight eyes
-into that polished icy mirror.
-
- For days we went. We left their mirth
- For where the springs of light arise,
- And dawns lean over to the earth,
- And stars are split to lower skies
- White, white the wastes around us lay,
- The wild peaks gathered round to see
- Our fires affront the awful day,
- Our speech the torrents’ giant glee.
-
-We camped above the lake, and it was cold—cold! A bitter wind blew
-through the rocks—a wind shrilling in a waste land. Now and then it
-shifted a little and brought the hoarse roar of some distant torrent or
-the crash of an avalanche. And then, for the first time I heard the cry
-of the marmot—a piercing note which intensifies the desolation. We saw
-them too, sitting by their burrows; and then they shrieked and dived and
-were gone.
-
-We made a little stir of life for a while—the men pitching our tents
-and running here and there to gather stunted juniper bushes for fuel,
-and get water from an icy stream that rippled by. But I knew we were
-only interlopers. We would be gone next day, and chilly silence would
-settle down on our blackened camp-fires.
-
-In the piercing cold that cut like a knife I went out at night, to see
-the lake, a solemn stillness under the moon. I cannot express the awe of
-the solitudes. As long as I could bear the cold, I intruded my small
-humanity; and then one could but huddle into the camp-bed and try to
-shut out the immensities, and sleep our little human sleep, with the
-camp-fires flickering through the curtains, and the freezing stars
-above.
-
-Next day we had to climb a very great story higher. Up and up the track
-went steadily, with a sheer fall at one side and a towering wall on the
-other. We forded a river where my feet swung into it as the pony, held
-by two men, plunged through. It is giddy, dazzling work to ford these
-swift rivers. You seem to be stationary; only the glitter of the river
-sweeps by, and the great stones trip the pony. You think you are done,
-and then somehow and suddenly you are at the other side.
-
-And here a strange thing happened. When the morning came, we found that
-a _sadhu_—a wandering pilgrim—had reached the same height on his way
-to the Cave. He was resting by the way, very wearied, and shuddering
-with the cold. So I ventured to speak to him and welcome him to our fire
-and to such food (rice) as he could accept from some of our men; and
-there, when we stopped for the mid-day meal, he sat among us like a
-strange bird dropped from alien skies. Sometimes these men are repulsive
-enough, but this one—I could have thought it was Kabir himself!
-Scrupulously clean, though poor as human being could be, he would have
-come up from the burning plains with his poor breast bare to the
-scarring wind, but that some charitable native had given him a little
-cotton coat. A turban, a loin-cloth looped between the legs, leaving
-them naked, grass sandals on feet coarse with travelling, and a string
-of roughly carved wooden beads such as the Great Ascetic himself wears
-in his images were all his possessions, except the little wallet that
-carried his food—rice and a kind of lentil. I thought of Epictetus, the
-saint of ancient Rome, and his one tattered cloak.
-
- A wandering sadhu; far he came,
- His thin feet worn by endless roads;
- Yet in his eyes there burnt the flame
- That light the altars of the Gods.
-
- The keen wind scarred his naked breast.
- I questioned him, and all the while
- The quiet of a heart at rest
- Shone in his secret patient smile.
-
- Yes, he had come from hot Bengal,
- From scorching plains to peaks of ice;
- Took what was given as chance might fall,
- And begged his little dole of rice.
-
- “And have you friends, or any child?
- Or any home?” He shook his head,
- And threw his hands out as he smiled,
- And “Empty,” was the word he said.
-
- And so he sat beside our fire,
- As strange birds drop from alien skies,
- Gentle but distant, never nigher,
- With that remoteness in his eyes.
-
-This was a man of about fifty-five, tall, thin, with a sensitive face,
-yet with something soldierly about him; dignified and quiet, with fine
-hawk-like features and strained bright eyes in hollow caves behind the
-gaunt cheek-bones. A beautiful face in both line and expression; a true
-mystic, if ever I saw one!
-
-He told me he had walked from Bengal (look at the map and see what that
-means!) and that the poor people were very kind and gave him a little
-rice sometimes, when they had it, and sometimes a tiny coin, asking only
-his prayers in return. That he needed very little, never touching meat
-or fish or eggs, which he did not think could be pleasing to God. For
-sixteen years he had been thus passing from one sacred place to the
-other—from the holy Benares to Hardwar where the Ganges leaves the
-hills, and farther still, praying—praying to the One. “There is One
-God,” he said; and again I thought of Kabir, the supreme mystic, the
-incarnate Joy, who also wandered through India,—striving, like this
-man:
-
- He has looked upon God, and his eyeballs are clear;
- There was One, there is One, and but One, saith Kabir,—
-
- To learn and discern of his brother the clod,
- And his brother the beast, and his brother the God.
-
-But does it not fill one with thoughts? That man had a soul at rest and
-a clear purpose. And the Christ and the Buddha were sadhus; and if it
-seem waste to spend the sunset of a life in prayer, that may be the
-grossest of errors. We do not know the rules of the Great Game. How
-should we judge? So he came with us, striding behind the ponies with his
-long steadfast stride, and his company was pleasing to me.
-
-That was a wondrous climb. Had any God ever such an approach to his
-sanctuary as this Great God of the heights? We climbed through a huge
-amphitheatre of snows, above us the ribbed and crocketed crags of a
-mighty mountain. It was wild architecture—fearful buttresses, springing
-arches, and terrible foundations rooted in the earth’s heart; and,
-above, a high clerestory, where the Dawn might walk and look down
-through the hollow eyeholes of the windows into the deeps of the
-precipice below.
-
-I suppose the architect was the soft persistence of water, for I could
-see deep beach-marks on the giant walls. But there it stood, crowned
-with snow, and we toiled up it, and landed on the next story, the very
-water-shed of these high places—a point much higher than the goal of
-our journey. And that was very marvellous, for we were now in the bare
-upper world, with only the sky above us, blue and burning on the snow,
-the very backbone of the range; and, like the Great Divide, the rivers
-were flowing both ways, according to the inclination of the source.
-
-Before us lay snow which must be crossed, and endless streams and rivers
-half or wholly buried in snow. That was a difficult time. The ponies
-were slipping, sliding, stumbling, yet brave, capable, wary as could be.
-I shall for ever respect these mountain ponies. They are sure-footed as
-goats and brave as lions and nothing else would serve in these high
-places. In Tibet they have been known to climb to the height of 20,000
-feet.
-
-Sometimes the snow was rotten, and we sank in; sometimes it was firm,
-and then we slipped along; sometimes riding was impossible, and then we
-picked our way with alpenstocks. But everywhere in the Pass summer had
-its brief victory, and the rivers were set free to feed the sultry
-Indian plains.
-
-At last we won through to another high marg, a pocket of grass and
-blossom in the crags; and there, at Panjitarni, we camped. Of course, we
-had long been above all trees, but nothing seemed to daunt the flowers.
-This marg lay basking in the sun, without one fragment of shade except
-when the sun fell behind the peaks in the evening. But the flowers
-quivered, glowed, expanded. My feet were set on edelweiss, and the
-buttercups were pure gold. The stream ran before me pure as at the
-day-dawn of the world, and from all this innocent beauty I looked up to
-the untrodden snow, so near, yet where only the eagle’s wings could take
-her.
-
-Next day was an enforced rest, for everyone, man and beast, was weary;
-so we basked in the sun, reading and writing, and but for the July snow
-and the awful peaks, it was hard to believe that one was in the upper
-chambers of the King’s Palace. Yet the air was strange, the water was
-strange, and it was like a wild fairy-tale to look down from my camp-bed
-and see the grey edelweiss growing thick beside it, and hear the shriek
-of the marmot.
-
-Next day we should reach the Cave, and when it came the morning looked
-down upon us sweet and still—a perfect dawn.
-
-First we crossed the marg, shining with buttercups, and climbed a little
-way up a hill under the snows, and then dropped down to the river-bed
-under caves of snow for the path above was blocked. It was strange to
-wade along through the swift, icy waters, with the snow-caves arching
-above us in the glowing sunlight. The light in these caves is a
-wonderful lambent green, for the reflected water is malachite green
-itself; but I was glad when the passage was over, for it looked as if
-some impending mass must fall and crush us.
-
-We climbed painfully out of the water, and in front was a track winding
-straight up the mountain. It was clear that we could not ride up; but we
-could not delay, so we started as steadily as the ponies. I hardly know
-how they did it—the men dragged and encouraged them somehow. And still
-less do I know how we did it. The strain was great. At one point I felt
-as if my muscles would crack and my heart burst. We did the worst in
-tiny stages, resting every few minutes, and always before us was the
-sadhu winning steadily up the height. It was a weary, long climb, new
-elevations revealing themselves at every turn of the track. Finally, I
-fell on the top and lay for a bit to get my wind, speechless but
-triumphant.
-
-We rode then along the face of the hill—an awful depth below, and
-beside us flowers even exceeding those we had seen. Purple asters, great
-pearl-white Christmas roses weighting their stems, orange-red
-ranunculus. It was a broken rainbow scattered on the grass. And above
-this heaven of colour was the Amarnath mountain at last—the goal.
-
-Then came a descent when I hardly dared to look below me. That too could
-not be ridden. In parts the track had slipped away, and it was only
-about six inches wide. In others we had to climb over the gaps where it
-had slipped. At the foot we reached a mighty mountain ravine—a great
-cleft hewn in the mountain, filled like a bowl to a fourth of its huge
-depth with snow, and with streams and river rushing beneath. We could
-hear them roaring hollowly, and see them now and then in bare places.
-And at the end of the ravine, perhaps two miles off, a great cliff
-blocked the way, and in it was a black hole—and this was the Shrine.
-
-The snow was so hard that we could ride much of the way, but with
-infinite difficulty, climbing and slipping where the water beneath had
-rotted the snow. In fact, this glen is one vast snow-bridge, so
-undermined is it by torrents. The narrowness of it and the towering
-mountains on each side make it a tremendous approach to the Shrine.
-
-A snow-bridge broke suddenly under my pony and I thought I was gone; but
-a man caught me by the arm, and the pony made a wild effort and
-struggled to the rocks. And so we went on.
-
-The Cave is high up the cliff, and I could see the sadhu’s figure
-striding swiftly on as if nothing could hold him back.
-
-We dismounted before the Cave, and began the last climb to the mouth. I
-got there first, almost done, and lo! a great arch like that of the
-choir of a cathedral; and inside, a cave eaten by water into the rock,
-lighted by the vast arch, and shallow in comparison with its height of
-150 feet. At the back, frozen springs issuing from the mountain. One of
-the springs, the culminating point of adoration, is the Lingam as it is
-seen in the temples of India—a very singular natural frost sculpture.
-Degraded in the associations of modern ignorance the mystic and educated
-behold in this small phallic pillar of purest ice the symbol of the
-Pillar of Cosmic Ascent, rooted in rapture of creation, rising to the
-rapture of the Immeasurable. It represents That within the circumference
-of which the universe swings to its eternal rhythm—That which, in the
-words of Dante, moves the sun and other stars. It is the stranger here
-because before it the clear ice has frozen into a flat, shallow altar.
-
-The sadhu knelt before it, tranced in prayer. He had laid some flowers
-on the altar, and, head thrown back and eyes closed, was far away—in
-what strange heaven, who shall say? Unconscious of place or person, of
-himself, of everything but the Deity, he knelt, the perfect symbol of
-the perfect place. I could see his lips move— Was it the song of Kabir
-to the Eternal Dancer?—
-
-He is pure and eternal,
-His form is infinite and fathomless.
-He dances in rapture and waves of form arise from his dance.
-The body and mind cannot contain themselves when touched by his divine
- joy.
-He holds all within his bliss.
-
-What better praise for such a worshipper before him in whose ecstasy the
-worlds dance for delight—here where, in the great silence, the Great
-God broods on things divine? But I could not know——
-
- I could not know, for chill and far
- His alien heaven closed him in.
- His peace shone distant as a star
- Remote in skies we cannot win.
-
-I laid my flowers on the altar of ice beside his. Who could fail to be
-moved where such adoration is given after such a pilgrimage? And if some
-call the Many-Named “God,” and some “Siva,” what matter? To all it is
-the Immanent God. And when I thought of the long winter and the snow
-falling, falling, in the secret places of the mountains, and shrouding
-this temple in white, the majesty of the solitudes and of the Divine
-filled me with awe.
-
- Outside the marmot’s cry was shrill,
- The mountain torrents plunged in smoke;
- Inside our hearts were breathless still
- To hear the secret word He spoke.
- We heard Him, but the eyelids close,
- The seal of silence dumbs the lips
- Of such as in the awful snows
- Receive the dread Apocalypse.
-
-Later we climbed down into the snowy glen beneath the Cave, and ate our
-meal under a rock, with the marmots shrilling about us, and I found at
-my feet—what? A tuft of bright golden violets—all the delicate
-penciling in the heart, but shining gold. I remembered Ulysses in the
-Garden of Circe, where the _moly_ is enshrined in the long thundering
-roll of Homer’s verse:—
-
- “For in another land it beareth a golden flower, but not in this.”
-
-It is a shock of joy and surprise to find so lovely a marvel in the
-awful heights.
-
-We were too weary to talk. We watched the marmots, red-brown like
-chestnuts, on the rocks outside their holes, till everything became
-indistinct and we fell asleep from utter fatigue.
-
-The way back was as toilsome, only with ascents and descents reversed;
-and so we returned to Panjitarni.
-
-Next day we rested; for not only was it necessary from fatigue, but some
-of our men were mountain-sick because of the height. This most trying
-ailment affects sleep and appetite, and makes the least exertion a
-painful effort. Some felt it less, some more, and it was startling to
-see our strong young men panting as their hearts laboured almost to
-bursting. The native cure is to chew a clove of garlic; whether it is a
-faith cure or no I cannot tell, but it succeeded. I myself was never
-affected.
-
-Of the journey down I will say little. Our sadhu journeyed with us and
-was as kind and helpful on the way as man could be. He stayed at our
-camp for two days when we reached Pahlgam; for he was all but worn out,
-and we begged him to rest. It touched me to see the weary body and
-indomitable soul.
-
-At last the time came for parting. He stood under a pine, with his small
-bundle under his arm, his stick in his hand, and his thin feet shod for
-the road in grass sandals. His face was serenely calm and beautiful. I
-said I hoped God would be good to him in all his wanderings; and he
-replied that he hoped this too, and he would never forget to speak to
-Him of us and to ask that we might find the Straight Way home. For
-himself, he would wander until he died—probably in some village where
-his name would be unknown but where they would be good to him for the
-sake of the God.
-
-So he salaamed and went, and we saw him no more. Was it not the mighty
-Akbar who said, “I never saw any man lost in a straight road”?
-
- He came with us; we journeyed down
- To lowlier levels where the fields
- Are golden with the wheat new-mown,
- And all the earth her increase yields.
-
- He told us that his way lay on.
- He might not rest; the High God’s cry
- Rang “Onward!” and the beacon shone,
- “And I must wander till I die.
-
- “But when I speak unto my God
- I still will tell him you were kind,
- That you may tread where He has trod
- Until the Straight Way home you find.”
-
- He joined his hands in deep salute,
- And, smiling, went his lonely way,
- Sole, yet companioned, glad, yet mute,
- And steadfast toward the perfect day.
-
- And still I see him lessening
- Adown the endless Indian plain.
- Yet certain am I of this thing—
- Our souls have met—shall meet again.
-
-Thus I have tried to give some dim picture of the wonders of that
-wonderful pilgrimage. But who can express the faith, the devotion that
-send the poorer pilgrims to those heights? They do it as the sadhu did
-it. Silence and deep thought are surely the only fitting comments on
-such a sight.
-
-
-
-
- THE MAN WITHOUT A SWORD
-
-
-
-
- THE MAN WITHOUT A SWORD
-
-
-(What is told in this story of jujutsu or judo, the Japanese national
-science of self-defence and attack, is from the point of view of an
-expert, strange as it may appear.)
-
-This is the true story of an experience which befell me in Japan. For
-six years I have kept silence and I tell it now only because my own
-knowledge assures me of the growing interest in matters relating to what
-Oriental scholars call “the formless world”—that is to say the sphere
-surrounding us which we now know to be independent of solidity and time
-as we conceive them, a world not to be grasped by our fallible senses
-yet apprehended by some of us in certain conditions not tracked and
-charted definitely. Modern science, feeling after the mysterious, has
-named this world which permeates ours and yet is invisible, the Fourth
-Dimension because it is not subject to the three illusions of length,
-breadth and height which imprison most of us from the cradle to the
-grave. But why philosophize? Let me tell my story.
-
-My name is Hay, and I am a middle-class Scotchman, a public school and
-University man who, like others, took part in the War. I came through
-whole and sound but it left its mark. For one thing, it knocked to
-smithereens the average ideals of success and attainment, which, again
-like others, had shaped my life, and from being a strictly average man
-in that I followed the herd in all its decencies of convention the war
-left me naked and unsheltered in the open without a rag of conviction to
-hide me from the truth if it should happen to pass my way. But I had
-ceased to believe in its existence outside the things we use in daily
-intercourse.
-
-Another effect also. My war experience was naval and chiefly in the
-Mediterranean where men of all nationalities were coming and going, and
-that constant contact wore thin the shell an Englishman inhabits—such
-crustaceans as we are!—until I began to see in what different terms the
-universe may be stated from the differing angles of race and
-nationality. What helped me to this understanding was a friendship I
-struck up with a Japanese naval officer—a remarkable fellow as I
-thought then and know now. He spoke English perfectly and had not only
-read but inwardly digested what he read, which is more than can be said
-for most of us. I owed him two services besides. He taught me to speak
-Japanese—I am quick at languages,—and being a great expert in the
-national art of defence and attack which is known as jujutsu, he began
-to give me lessons which were the beginning of much. His name was Arima,
-his age the same as mine—thirty-four,—and for very different reasons
-we both left our services when the war shut down.
-
-Yet I knew our friendship would not end there, nor did it. One day while
-I was dining alone in my club in London, wondering whether I should ever
-again find anything which I honestly felt worth doing, a letter reached
-me. I knew the almost mercantile precision of the hand before I opened
-it and it sent a pleasurable thrill through nerves which had been
-stagnant with exhaustion since I had been ashore.
-
- “Hay sama,
-
- “I think much of you and wonder if you ever free a thought to
- cross the sea to my little house in Kyushu. That is our southern
- island and since illness drove me from our navy I live there. I
- need the sunshine of a friend’s company and if you feel the same
- need come, I beg you, and make me a long visit. I live in a
- beautiful valley run through by a river which will please you.
- It flows by rocks and mountains, pine woods and prosperous
- villages; a happy land. Not far from my house is a temple to
- Hachiman, God of War. I do not pay my devotions there for
- reasons which you will understand. But come, my friend. I have
- learned many things since we met and no doubt it is the same
- with you.”
-
-That letter flung up a window in a stifling room. It meant escape from
-the dull indifference besetting me and contact with those people who of
-all in the world preserve the Stoic virtues which seemed to be the only
-ones likely to extricate me from my Slough of Despond. I wrote my answer
-within ten minutes and in two months I was in Japan.
-
-I did not go at once to Arima, nor will I tell my first adventures on
-landing and making myself at home in Tokyo. They are neither good
-reading nor thinking. I had more than one reason to regret that Arima
-had made me free of the country by giving me its tongue. Pretty well
-worn out, with a stale taste of sour regrets in my mouth, I went down at
-last to Kyushu, and in the garden of Arima’s delightful little house I
-take up the story.
-
-It was a true Japanese garden, a wide landscape seen through the
-diminishing end of a telescope. There was a forest, a mountain which had
-spilt its mighty boulders by the side of a running river with a Chinese
-bridge thrown over it. True, one could have bestridden the mountain and
-hopped the river, but what did that matter? The real river, the
-Kogagawa, rippled beside the grass which ran down to where a great
-willow dipped cool fingers in liquid crystal from the mountain heights,
-and under that green veil of drooping boughs with eyes half closed it
-was possible to dream that the little garden passed into the idea which
-had filled its maker’s mind, and became grand and terrible, a place of
-wild beauty and awe.
-
-“It must be so,” said Arima smiling, “because he saw it so, and what a
-man has once clearly seen is registered immortal and can be seen by
-others when necessary.”
-
-He sat under the willow, his fine bronzed face and throat bare to the
-flitting shadows of trembling leaves.
-
-“Who made it?” I asked. “He cannot have been a common man.”
-
-“He was my great-great-grandfather and very far from a common man. I
-have a paper in his own hand which tells why and how he made it and it
-is a very strange story.”
-
-He threw away his cigarette and sat looking at the wandering paths paved
-with flat stones here and there, the little flowering herbs springing in
-the crevices; at the mountain where, altering the scale, you might
-wander and be lost for dreadful days in mighty gorges and ravines. The
-river swept round it in a rapid current possibly two feet wide and
-joined the Kogagawa in a lovely bay quite four feet across where a fairy
-fleet might have anchored after a prosperous voyage from Stratford on
-Avon in the dream of a midsummer night.
-
-“Some day I will read you his paper, but not yet. I have reasons for
-delay. The spirit of our country is hovering over you but has not yet
-entered in and possessed you. People come to Japan in ship-loads and see
-the surface bright with colour and gaiety which we spread out before
-them. But they do not know. We do not mean they should. To be
-truthful—I do not think any foreigner can understand Japan unless he is
-a Buddhist at heart— As you are.”
-
-“I?” I echoed in uttermost astonishment. “My good fellow, I am nothing.
-I haven’t the devil of a ghost of a notion what it all means.”
-
-He looked at me with a quaint smile hiding in the deeps of his narrow
-eyes. It peered out like a wise gnome, as old as the hills and older.
-
-“Your downstairs self knows very well. It has not passed it on yet to
-your honourable upstairs self. But the wireless begins to talk and the
-air is full of voices beating at your ears. What stories they will tell
-you! I should like to hear them.”
-
-For the moment I could not be sure that he was in earnest. But I could
-ask, for it was an intimate hour.
-
-The full moon was rounding up from behind the mountain of Naniwa where
-the monastery of the Thousand-Armed Kwannon, Spirit of Pity, looks out
-over a wide and wonderful landscape of woods and valleys. That day we
-had visited the house of the Abbot,—The House Built upon Clouds, they
-call it, and there, for a moment I had had an experience new and very
-difficult to describe.
-
-Yet I must try. It began with a physical sensation like a strange intake
-of breath which I could not expel, and made my heart beat violently.
-That passed, but I thought it had affected my head for it seemed that my
-memory was disturbed. I could not remember my name, and my past life, as
-I recalled it from childhood, was gone, shrunk to an invisible point so
-small that I could look over it to something beyond. That something
-moved in cloudy shapes impossible to focus into clear vision. I saw as
-one sees when a telescope needs adjusting and another turn will clear
-all into intelligibility. But for a moment I had dropped my historic,
-racial sense like a garment, and the monk with his calm face like lined
-and weathered ivory seemed nearer to me than anyone I had ever known
-though it was not half an hour since we had met. I could remember his
-sonorous Japanese name. My own was gone. I must place the scene clearly.
-Arima was examining some ancient vessels of fine three-metal work from
-Tibet, and the Abbot and I stood by the window looking out over the vast
-drop of the valley from such a height that it was like a swallow’s nest
-in the eaves of the spiritual city. Suddenly I was aware that our eyes
-were fixed on each other, on my side with passionate, on his with
-searching intensity.
-
-Again, what shall I say? I was conscious that something arresting had
-happened and could not tell myself what it was. But it was his eyes
-through which I looked, as through a window, with an overwhelming
-question.
-
-Also, he was speaking in a clear low monotone like running water. It was
-as though he continued a conversation of which I had lost the beginning.
-
-“But how can you expect to see without concord of mind? Yours is in the
-confusion of a tossing sea. It has no direction. The way you must follow
-is to repeat these words until you understand them perfectly.”
-
-He paused and enunciated these strange words clearly:
-
-“I have no parents. I make the heavens and the earth my parents. I have
-no magic. I make personality my magic. I have no strength. I make
-submission my strength. I have neither life nor death. I make the
-Self-Existent my life and death. I have no friends. I make my mind my
-friend. I have no armour. I make right-thinking and right-doing my
-armour. Can you remember this? It is the beginning.” Looking in his eyes
-I remembered and repeated it perfectly.
-
-“Good!” he said with calm approval.—“And there is one clause more. An
-important one. ‘I have no sword. I make the sleep of the mind my sword.’
-That signifies that the outer reasoning self, which is really nothing,
-must be lulled asleep and put off its guard before the inner self, which
-is All, can function.”
-
-Suddenly as it had come the experience ended. I was released. I stood in
-the window, watching the softly floating clouds, the waving woods far,
-far beneath, the wheeling of a drove of swallows in blue air. The Abbot
-was speaking with Arima; they were handling the vessels, barbarically
-rich, and discussing them with interest. Had my experience been some
-wild momentary distortion of the brain? I shuddered as if with cold. My
-hands were shaking. Then all was normal.
-
-But, clambering down the hundreds of beautiful broken steps overgrown
-with flowers and moss where so many generations have come and gone in
-pilgrimage, I said nothing to Arima. It had become impossible. Something
-called the war to my mind and I said something careless, but he waved
-that aside.
-
-“We must speak of it no more. Why steep one’s soul in illusion? Much
-that we thought real and allowed to affect us was nothing, and the
-emotions it caused less than nothing. I have awaked. You are near the
-dawn.”
-
-I thought this remark cruel, and said something heated about the dead
-who had paid with their lives for the illusion—the ignorant things one
-does say! He received it with his invulnerable Japanese courtesy.
-
-“I went too fast. Pardon me. The Buddha alone can impart knowledge to
-the Buddha, and who am I that I should speak? The time and the master
-come together. Here, my friend,—you should drink of this running water.
-It comes from a beautiful spring in the mountain above. They call it
-‘Light Eternal’ and say that to taste of it is to drink perfect health.
-If only it were as easy as that!”
-
-By the mossy rock lay two little dippers of pure white wood. I was
-extremely English at that instant and nothing would have induced me to
-soil my lips with a cup used by strangers. I hooped my hands and
-drank,—he, from the dipper.
-
-“You miss the sacrament,” he said, “but the water in any case is good.”
-
-And so we went home, talking of the treasures of the monastery, wonders
-of art, famous throughout Japan.
-
-But now, in the gathering night concentrating its radiance in a moon so
-glorious as to obscure the nearer stars, in the breathless silence made
-vocal by the ripple of the river on its eternal way, beneath the dropped
-veil of the willow influences were loosed which opened my heart, and I
-told Arima my experience of the afternoon. I asked whether he had been
-conscious of what had passed.
-
-His face was a shadow beneath the boughs. I saw only the moonlight in
-his eyes as he replied.
-
-“No. I knew nothing. The Abbot Gyōsen was speaking with me all the time.
-I thought you were absorbed in the view. It is most wonderful.”
-
-That could not satisfy me.
-
-“Impossible,” I said. “For how could that strange formula come into my
-mind? I never heard it before. I have not the faintest notion what it
-means.”
-
-There was a brief silence, then he answered slowly.
-
-“I scarcely think it my part to clear up the matter. Will you not ask
-the Abbot himself? Yet there are one or two things I could say if you
-wish.”
-
-Seeing I was in earnest he continued.
-
-“The Abbot Gyōsen is a remarkable man. In the first place seclusion in a
-mountain temple in devout contemplation purifies the heart, and then he
-is a deep student of Zen. Zen is the science of mental or spiritual
-concentration. In India they call it Yoga. A man who possesses this
-knowledge can do things which to the ignorant of its powers appear
-miracles. They are perfectly natural however. In his youth he had
-magnificent skill in jujutsu. No man could stand up against him. There
-was a reason for that.”
-
-He was silent for a moment, and then added:
-
-“His influence is enormous. You would scarcely credit the true stories I
-could tell of him.”
-
-I listened in deep reflection, staring at the broken ripples of
-moonlight in the river. Again the weird intake of breath seized me, my
-heart beat rapidly with the consciousness that I was face to face with
-the Unknown; that it had eyes but I was blind, groping in the dark.
-Light, light: That was the cry within me.
-
-“The formula?” I asked, when my breath steadied again.
-
-I could not see even his eyes now. Arima was an invisible presence.
-
-“In Japan,” he said, “in connection with jujutsu and otherwise we
-recognize a strange force which we call _kiai_, a very powerful dynamic.
-We consider it a manifestation of the primal energy. It lies all round
-us for the taking by anyone who will use the necessary means and in
-itself is neither good nor evil. The result depends on the person who
-uses it. What the Abbot Gyōsen passed into your mind was certain of the
-first rules of this knowledge. We call them the Rules of Detachment. He
-must have been conscious that you have reached the fit stage for
-instruction.”
-
-“Then all I can say is that he was entirely mistaken. He could hardly
-choose a worse subject for any spiritual experiments than myself.”
-
-Arima laughed slightly but kindly as one laughs at a child’s ignorant
-certitude.
-
-“That is not possible. Men of his sort are not mistaken. But _you_
-mistake. Certainly this force may be employed for a very high kind of
-spiritual adventure, but in itself it is neutral. It is only a force,
-and what he foresees for you I cannot tell. It is a sword. Now a sword
-may be employed by a god or a devil or any of the grades between.”
-
-This idea was so new to me that I said nothing for a moment, revolving
-the thing inwardly.
-
-“Can you mean that a force of tremendous possibility lies about us for
-anyone to use who will? That a man can handle the powers of miracle——”
-
-He shook his head:
-
-“There is no miracle. There is only Law and some of us understand it
-better than others. Knowledge is always power and the unscrupulous may
-know as well as the saints. But they will know from a different and
-disastrous angle. Does one always see power in worthy hands? You and I
-who have lived through the war know better than that. No, this force is
-applicable to small things as to great. It can mean success in
-money-grubbing or the open door to an apostleship. As I said—it is a
-sword. But it cannot be trifled with. It carries you to a stage where
-you perceive the danger too late and are seized with an indescribable
-horror. The wings melt in the sun’s flame, and then——”
-
-He made an eloquent gesture with his hand which suggested a fall from
-some unimagined height.
-
-“I won’t believe it,” I said resolutely. “That whatever rules the
-universe should trust it anywhere to clumsy or wicked interference— No,
-impossible!”
-
-“Yet we see it daily,” Arima replied calmly. “But things always come
-right in the long run. This power of which I speak is only one gesture
-of the Supreme and there is much behind it. Illusions pass like clouds
-but the sun remains.”
-
-“But—but,” I hesitated.
-
-“It is this which explains the mystery of good and evil, as we call
-them. Think it out and you will see. Shall we go in now? I have a fancy
-that the processes of the night—even the river—like to be free of us
-intruders. If we are not in harmony with them——”
-
-“Arima!” I said on an impulse, “have you this secret? I think—I know
-that in your hands it would be safe. What you have said makes me long
-for more. If the Abbot judged me fit for so much—and you say he must
-have known——”
-
-He stretched his hand in the moonlight and grasped mine in a strong
-clasp. I had a sensation of something throbbing and beating from his
-wrist to mine. It flowed tingling along my veins until it was warm about
-my heart.
-
-“It is day!” he said.
-
-I heard no more. It was day. A fierce sun blazed upon me and I was alone
-in an unknown country. A mountain, in contour like the famous Fuji,
-loomed up majestic, snow spilt down its sides like the sticks of a half
-opened fan. I stood in a mighty gorge beside a fiercely running mountain
-river, the swift torrent forced back by its own speed among the rocks in
-curling white waves. Where two rocks craned forward to each other from
-opposing shores a noble Chinese bridge, huge stones gigantically moulded
-almost to a semi-circular spring, spanned and bridled the wild creature
-beneath, and on either shore was a willow tree.
-
-Why was it familiar though so strange? But I stood bewildered. A moment
-ago I had been beside my friend in moonlight and quiet, now a great sun
-beat on tossing mountains and river, and I was alone.
-
-Terribly alone. I stood ignorant which way to turn, helpless, baffled,
-in a place which might have been empty from the world’s beginning, but
-for the bridge. Would anyone ever come? Should I roam there imprisoned
-in vastness until I died? It was a nightmare of terror. I ran to the
-great willow as if for refuge in its tent of delicate shifting shade,
-and pushing aside the boughs I entered and sat down throwing my arm
-about the trunk, smooth, warm, as the flesh of a woman, that I might
-steady myself against something living and tangible.
-
-There are Dryads in Japan, tree spirits, and especially do they haunt
-the willow. Beautiful, alarming, some of the stories, but always
-instinct with the life which lies just below our horizon. Now I was
-conscious of some presence beside me, not to be accosted until its own
-moment of choice. I put out my hand instinctively; it met nothing. I
-said a word aloud. No answer. And again most disabling fear submerged
-me. Then, clear and small, as if written, the Rules of Detachment rose
-in my mind, and hurrying, I repeated them under my breath, not knowing
-how they could help, but catching at anything.
-
-“I have no parents. I make the heavens and the earth my parents. I have
-no strength. I make submission my strength.” And so to the end.
-
-“I have no sword. I make the sleep of the mind my sword.”
-
-Now, as I said these words the meaning flashed upon me in light. Here
-was I—alone in a frightful solitude—so desolate that it might have
-been the Mountains of the Moon. What means of escape could I make for
-myself? What friends had I—what sword? The Rules assured me. The
-enemies—the mountains, the wild ways, were my slaves if I could believe
-it. In submission strength awaited me. In the surrender of the plotting
-reason, which can only break tangible material obstacles, my latent
-powers would function. And what were they?
-
-Once more and confidently I repeated the words, knowing that they
-unloosed some hard-bound knot in my being. I willed to be in the garden
-of Arima. My one instinct was flight.
-
-I was sitting beneath the willow tree— Yes, but in Arima’s garden, and
-he was beside me looking steadfastly at the river where moonlight flowed
-away with it to the ocean.
-
-Impossible to describe the shock of relief. It never occurred to me to
-ask if I had been asleep—to think I had been hypnotized or anything of
-the kind. I knew the experience was real.
-
-“Where have I been?” That was the only possible question. He replied:
-
-“In the garden. Did you not recognize it? See—the mountain, the tumbled
-rocks, the river and bridge. _But_ in the garden as my ancestor first
-saw it. Some day you shall hear why.”
-
-“But first—first— Was I long there? Time—I forgot time.”
-
-“You are there now, only the blinkers are over your eyes again. And as
-to time—there is no such thing as time. There is only eternity. If I
-count in the way we measure when we wear our blinkers you had the sight
-for twenty-four hours. It was last night when it began. Now it is
-to-night. I have slept, have eaten, have walked to the village and
-written many letters and all the time you sat here. Time is really
-nothing but a dream—a necessity in the world of the Three Dimensions.
-As soon as you break the shell—it is nothing.”
-
-Again I cannot describe the tumult of feeling in me, mingled with a
-passionate longing for something of my own lost and ravished from me. I
-had a sense of unutterable weakness and shame. He read my thought like
-speech and answered:
-
-“But you threw it from yourself. You were frightened, forlorn, and you
-caught at the Rules and concentrated, and being power they acted as you
-wished, and transported you back into the blindness of the daily life
-that walls us in from the Lovely, the Utterly Desirable.”
-
-“You mean,” I said slowly, “that one can ruin oneself as easily as save.
-And that I should not have come back at my own will?”
-
-“Exactly. One must always go on. To come back is highly dangerous. If
-you had had patience and had concentrated upon what is called
-‘extension’ you would have climbed the mountain and on the other
-side——”
-
-“What? What?” I cried, for he paused.
-
-“We call it the Shining Country. You would have—liked it! Also you
-would have met the One who Waits.”
-
-I repeated in bewilderment;
-
-“The One who Waits? But who?”
-
-“I cannot tell. Different people probably for everyone. It might have
-been my great-great-grandfather for all I know. He is often in his
-garden. But it is the right one always. Don’t think I blame you though
-for using your scrap of power in a fright. That often happens at first.
-What man has mastered jujutsu at the first throw? Still, he may be badly
-hurt, and you are hurt and will pay for it. Later on, beware that you
-never use power to bring you back to the place you have left it. A man
-pays for that to the last farthing.”
-
-“You mean—snatching at the wrong things?”
-
-“Yes, in a way. The wrong things for you. There is no fixed way or rigid
-moral standard. There cannot be. All depends upon the man himself and
-the occasion, and—many a man has been saved by his sins. One learns the
-rules as one goes. Of course the rudiments of them govern every sort of
-society of men civilized or uncivilized. But you must be hungry. Come
-in.”
-
-I shall never forget that meal. Nothing could be simpler. There were
-rice cakes, honey, eggs, and pale fragrant tea. But—I despair of
-words—the food had new meanings. I could feel the good of it, the life
-of nature, of living things, passing into my blood, so restorative that
-when it was eaten I felt like a tuned violin on the shoulder of a mighty
-master; not a sound or sight but drew harmonious answer from my spirit.
-The river flowed from the footstool of the Eternal. Each flower shouted
-its evangel and their chorus was that of the morning stars singing
-together. The dart of the swallows was the flight of arrows from the bow
-of Love. They dazzled in blue air. I daresay no more.
-
-Arima came out in his cotton kimono and bare head. I saw new meanings in
-his face each moment, and the bronzed beauty of the man struck on a
-naked nerve, as though each sight of beauty awakened a longing for the
-next step beyond. He read my thought, and pausing in his work of
-training a fruit bough answered meditatively;
-
-“Yes, even the first breath of air in that country is inspiration. It is
-full of dangers—a fighting country, sometimes a No Man’s Land. Some of
-its ways seem to lead horribly downward. And there is always hell.”
-
-“Hell? A state of mind?”
-
-“Yes, and of body too—they sometimes involve each other. But it braces
-one. There is much more to it than you can know yet. Only remember—one
-has got to break into that country somehow unless one is content to be
-the prisoner of the senses for a whole wasted lifetime.”
-
-I shuddered slightly.
-
-“At the present moment I don’t feel that I ever want to see it again.”
-
-“Natural enough. Let us have a bout of jujutsu now.”
-
-We stripped, and he threw me as he always did, but all the same I was
-learning. I got a new lock that day and, more important, made an advance
-in pliability. I stooped and yielded and released myself when I thought
-he had got me for good. He shouted with pleasure.
-
-“Right! You will be a shodan one day. That is our lowest teaching grade.
-Now rest.”
-
-He came up to me an hour later:
-
-“You are wishing to go to the Kwannon monastery to see the Abbot. He
-will receive you. Before you start would you like to hear the story of
-my ancestor and the garden? It is very short.”
-
-Strange. I had not thought of the Abbot, but I knew now that to see him
-was my inmost wish. That had been the meaning of my joy. I nodded, and
-Arima led the way to the willow. I did not then know why but the magic
-of the garden centred in that willow, thrilled in every leaf of it.
-
-We sat down in its shade; I, on the grass with my arms clasped about my
-knees.
-
-“My ancestor was a handsome young man, and the only son of a rich and
-noble family who owned much land about here. Nearly all ran through his
-fingers in his extravagance and flowed away from the family like
-river-water, until only a few acres just here were left. I need not tell
-you all his life—you can imagine the story of a rich, reckless,
-sensuous fellow without bit or bridle. But he was a fine soldier, a fine
-poet—we think much of that in Japan—and he wrote the story of his life
-later with such fire and drama and such strange hidden things, that if
-it could be printed—but it never could. People would not believe it.
-Some day you shall read.”
-
-A strange change came over the garden while he spoke. It extended itself
-before my eyes—flowing outward softly. The flowering bushes which had
-been within a few feet were now vague in the distance. The mountain
-flung a cone of shadow over leagues. Even as I saw this, we were in the
-land of True Sight—yes, that was its name—and Arima was telling his
-story under the willow of my terror.
-
-“He had broken his own wife’s heart. He coveted the love of the wife of
-a man of good birth—a samurai named Satoro, and taking her by force
-made her his own. The husband, unarmed, met him here in what is now this
-garden, and when he drew his sword to attack him, by the power of the
-most skilful jujutsu dashed the sword from his hand and himself to the
-ground, breaking his jaw and blinding him with blood. He had to endure
-the disgrace. Terrible humiliation for a nobleman! No help— Look about
-you and see how lonely!”
-
-“Awful and vast the mountains stretched away into snowy silences with
-the muted roar of a distant avalanche. Cold, shudderingly cold the
-river, frozen in the pools with a bitter glaze of ice. No life, no
-death, but arrested petrifaction, with the moon stranded on a peak in a
-dead world.
-
-“And the sword! A sword worn by his ancestors in knightly fashion, pure
-steel and gold—the very spirit of the house. Satoro picked it up and
-stood leaning on it over the prostrate man as he lay on the rocks
-writhing like a crushed snake to hide his ruined face.
-
-“‘This place is your own heart,’ he said; ‘cold, empty and dead. You
-will come back to it times out of mind. Kimi san, my wife, is on the
-other side of the mountain. You never possessed her; she is mine. But
-what I have to say is this. Your sword also is mine. I have a lien on
-you. You are my slave. I tell you now to begin at the beginning. You
-shall learn jujutsu. What it will teach you is to defend yourself from
-yourself. And when you have learnt that— Then I shall give you fresh
-orders.’
-
-“The man raved and swore and spat blood, all unintelligibly as a beast.
-He was humiliated in all that a Japanese noble most values, and his only
-thought at the moment was revenge and suicide. The other stood, looking
-down upon him with calm. ‘I will return the sword to my lord when he
-knows its use. A good sword scorns an ignorant wearer. Now I leave you,
-but we shall meet in this place.’
-
-“He went off, walking lightly and strongly. The fallen man dragged
-himself together. To lose his sword— Do Westerners understand that
-bitterness? I cannot tell.
-
-“A retainer came by and finding him, summoned help. When they got him to
-the house, they told him the woman was dead. She had severed an artery
-in her throat as a Japanese lady must do in the face of dishonour. Blind
-with rage he sent to the house of her husband to slaughter him. He had
-disappeared.
-
-“Henceforth my ancestor was known as The Man without a Sword—a terrible
-name. He could not appear among the nobles. His life was a ruined
-thing.”
-
-Arima paused again and then added:
-
-“It would be better that the Abbot should tell you the rest. You will
-think it remarkable.”
-
-I stood up, so possessed with the story, for he had told it like one
-inspired, that it was only as I moved that my position flashed on me.
-
-“How can I go? I am lost in the mountains. Come with me!”
-
-He stood beside me, looking onward:
-
-“That is impossible. There are never any guides. There is only power.
-Besides, there are different ways for different people and I know
-nothing of yours.”
-
-I looked about me, considering. The bridge was the obvious way and
-certainly the easiest. I did not know the hour, and there was a hint of
-dusk in the air, but I had already learnt that in this strange land time
-and its phenomena have quite other meanings than with us. Night might
-break on me in a wave of sunlight or dawn open its rose in the heart of
-midnight. Who could tell? But the bridge way would be safer.
-
-I turned to say a last word to Arima. There was no human being in sight;
-it was a vast solitude dominated by the black cone of the mountain’s
-shadow.
-
-I made for the bridge walking as quickly as the rough stones allowed,
-and climbing its semi-circular hump I looked before me and rejoiced to
-see the track much clearer than it had seemed from the other side.
-Evidently a well-used way, and this encouraged me in my hope of meeting
-someone who could direct me to the monastery of Naniwa. Therefore I went
-with more confidence, relieved from the crawling fear of the
-supernatural which the other side of the bridge inspired.
-
-The track took me up a slight rise and round a jutting rock which
-obscured the river, and having done about two miles of quick walking I
-heard steps coming round a bend of the trail and rejoiced to think I
-could ascertain the way.
-
-Nearer they came and disclosed a Japanese, his kimono pulled up through
-the obi for the ease of walking. He made the usual polite bow and would
-have passed but for my raised hand. I asked my way with the honorifics I
-had learnt from Arima. He stopped at once and replied with the utmost
-courtesy:
-
-“The monastery? Yes— You could go this way. One reaches it by several.
-But it is not the right way. Far from it.”
-
-“Then will you tell me how to go?”
-
-“Sir, I cannot tell you. I wish I could. I really do not know your way.”
-It was infuriating. I said scoffingly:
-
-“If you know this is wrong surely you know which is right?” He replied
-as if he were saying the most ordinary thing in the world:
-
-“Sir, it is not so easy as you think. Places are states of mind in this
-country, therefore you will honourably see that no one can tell anyone
-else their way and how best to get there.”
-
-Bowing, he made to pass me. It was then that for the first time I
-noticed two things. One that his hair was dressed in the old-fashioned
-queue headdress which one sees in Japanese prints, shaved, but for a
-knot drawn up on the head, the other that he had a most remarkable face.
-The features were good, even excellent, and the dark bright colouring
-fine. But the eyes were arresting under the black level brows, and
-filled with tranquillity as a pool with shadows. On the impulse they
-gave me I spoke.
-
-“I wish I could go with you.”
-
-“Sir, that could hardly be. I come from Yedo and I go to my garden in
-the valley you have left.”
-
-Yedo!—the ancient and long-disused name of Tokyo,—and Tokyo on the
-central island and days’ journey away! Train and boat might have brought
-him, and yet—shivering doubt assailed me like the thin creeping of
-drops of water through a dyke which presages the later roar of the
-flood. The garden! I could not withhold myself nor hesitate.
-
-“May I ask your name?”
-
-“If you want to know my name you must watch what road I take and know to
-what I return. How can you know? I did not even think you would have
-seen me. Since it is so however, I will repeat that in this road you
-will have great need of self-defence. Now I bid you goodbye and wish you
-safely at Naniwa.”
-
-He was gone round the corner so quickly that I had a sensation of
-vanishing. I ran after him and looked. Nothing. So I took my way onward.
-He had told me nothing to change it. A word really would have sent me
-backward to try my luck in another direction but he had not spoken it.
-
-Soon after it was dark and raining, with a moon very young and
-bewildered in drifting clouds. She gave a weary light scarcely enough to
-hint the track and indicate a group of trees, the first I had seen, on
-the right. Coming up, among them was a small flickering light, and the
-barking of a dog sounded homely and even inviting, for by this time I
-was dragging tired feet. If I could sleep there how welcome the rest and
-shelter!
-
-The place looked poor and dilapidated enough to be open to any offer of
-payment though in any case I might have trusted to the hospitality of
-the country Japanese.
-
-I knocked at the rough door wondering that anyone could exist in such a
-tumble-down place and a young girl came to the door, faintly seen in dim
-lamplight. She stared at me in astonishment and bowing low, called
-softly:
-
-“Madam, mistress,—what shall I do? A gentleman.”
-
-A young voice answered:
-
-“Tell him to come in if he will do us such an honour,” and a graceful
-little figure appeared in the opening of a lattice door, her face unseen
-because the light fell behind her. I obeyed. Poor as the house was that
-room was enchanting. Very simple, but the draperies were good, the
-cushions beautiful in colour, the _hibachi_ was full of charcoal and
-above and round all bathing it in charm was the delicate perfume of a
-woman’s presence. She rose from her profound Japanese salutation and
-looked me in the face.
-
-“Hay sama!” she faltered, paling to the lips. And I knew—I knew!
-
-Six months before in the crowded city of Tokyo I had gone to a dinner at
-a restaurant near Shimbashi. I remembered the garden outside with clumps
-of gorgeous chrysanthemums, lamps of splendid colour before the dusk
-drowned them and the moon washed them with silver. Geisha attended us,
-girls with every nerve braced and strung for their profession of
-charming the wary and unwary alike. And I was charmed by the sad mirth
-that looked out from one pair of dark and lovely eyes. I drew her aside
-before the evening ended and asked her to follow me to the _machiai_—a
-house of meeting, and escaping from the noisy party I waited in the cold
-handsomely furnished room that never spoke of love, until she came.
-
-That meeting led to many things—some merry, some sad, but when I left
-Tokyo to see her no more I knew that the part I had played was to set my
-heel on her little head and drive her deeper into the mire. Still, it
-was ended and need trouble me no more. One could forget.
-
-And now I sat by her side in this land of bitter memories.
-
-She drew a cushion beside mine and leaning her little black head against
-my shoulder looked up in my face, welcoming me with the sweet courtesy
-mingled with fear that I remembered so well.
-
-“And why are you here in this wild place, Hana san? Have you given up
-your work?”
-
-Her bewildered look! I can see it now.
-
-“How can I tell? I—I came. I was told it must be.”
-
-“You are resting here? You go back?”
-
-“Let us talk of other things, Hay sama. How I am glad to see you!” I
-could get nothing more from her than that.
-
-Silence and the little noises of dropping charcoal, and the softness of
-her in my arms. It was a renewal of that passionate intimacy which had
-left a wound in the very heart of my soul.
-
-We talked into the small hours,—so much to say, so much to hear, and
-time passed—hours, days— How could I tell? And then as fatigue and
-quiet and warmth overpowered all my resolution she put her arms about me
-and gathered me to her bosom and the night melted into passion and
-passion into dream and the dark stole past us on noiseless feet.
-
-I waked in a chill dawn alone, disillusioned and abashed, dragged back
-violently to a thing I had forgotten and abhorred. The room was empty, a
-cold wind blowing through the tattered paper of the window, and when I
-called, no answer. The two women had gone with the night. No food, no
-fire, dead ash in the _hibachi_, emptiness and the squalid decay of a
-wooden house long forgotten. What had a beauty of Tokyo been doing in
-such a place?
-
-Fear of the loneliness seized me. I went out quickly without looking
-after me, then at the twist of the path turned and saw—desolation and
-waving weeds and a bough of some bush thrust through the window that had
-taken root within. I pushed on toward Naniwa, sick at heart.
-
-It was at that moment a thought shot through me and chilled my blood.
-When Arima and I had visited Naniwa it had taken us exactly two hours
-from his house to the monastery hill. But yesterday I had walked for
-many hours, and to-day seemed no nearer my goal. Grey interminable
-moorland stretched before me with a mountain blocking the way at a
-distance and other tossing peaks beyond. Where was I? Where was Naniwa?
-Might I not walk for ever and ever in widening circles to a lost goal?
-The ground whispered with evil in every blade of grass. It hissed in the
-rustle of dry squat bushes. And last night—last night! There were
-reasons why that memory brought horror and shame to be my companions on
-the right and left. But I went on from sheer inability to consider what
-else I must do.
-
-The clump of bushes on the right parted and a tall strong fellow burst
-out of them and planted himself across my way. A Japanese, broad,
-brawny, violent-faced. As I halted he sprang at my throat like a wolf.
-
-“And you tracked her here? You could not let her be? Then take your
-payment from her husband Kondo!”
-
-What happened next came in a blinding flash. He struck at me with a
-loaded stick. It missed the first blow and I had him by the throat with
-the new lock I had learnt from Arima, shaking him violently to and fro,
-driving my fingers deeper and deeper into his flesh in a frenzy of rage
-and hate. I would have the innermost heart’s blood of the brute.
-
-I had it. He reeled in my grasp with horrible choking noises, and
-suddenly I was shaking the life out of a dead thing. As I thrust him
-from me with sickening triumph he fell heavily as a full sack prone on
-the track before me.
-
-It must have been long before the rage died in me and I stood face to
-face with my position. I—a foreigner—had killed a Japanese, and after
-an intrigue with his wife. It felled me beside him—I crouched and hid
-my face and tried to think.
-
-Presently I rose and with the murderer’s instinct dragged the corpse
-into the bushes to hide it. Thought was impossible. I suffered as a dumb
-beast must suffer the extremity of torture without the power to reason.
-Only I must hide it and flee. The neighbourhood of the horrible thing
-was hell.
-
-I went on.
-
-Later— “Is it just—is it just?” I said to myself, “that one instant’s
-madness should doom a man for ever?”—forgetting the long temptation I
-had played with, the slow delicious yielding, the triumph and delight
-with which I had slowly built up my torture chamber. Not only from the
-time I landed in Japan, but before,—I had been busy at the building all
-my life. How could I complain when the trap snapped on me?
-
-At last I broke from the numbness into memory. The man who had passed me
-on his way to his garden. His words returned like black birds flying
-heavily round my head.
-
-“You are not in the right way. Places are states of mind. In this way
-you will have much need of self-defence.”
-
-And Arima’s words also. “There is no guide. There is only power.”
-
-Power. That brought the Abbot to my mind—the Rules. Could it be that
-they could rescue me from this horrible country where evil hid like a
-snake behind every stone. O, to be out of it—free—forgetting! I
-remember I fell on my knees as if in prayer and with dreadful
-earnestness began to repeat the Rules, passionately desiring the garden
-of peace.
-
-“I have no parents. I make the heaven and the earth my parents. I have
-no weapons—I make submission my strength.” Light broke in my brain.
-Submission? Then should I dictate—should I trust myself to my own
-choice of where I would be? Arima had warned me against return.
-
-“If you had used what we call ‘extension’ and had gone on you would have
-been on the other side of the mountain.” If there were to be refuge for
-such as I it could only lie along the way of courage. I knew it—I knew
-it.
-
-I changed my thought instantly. “Set me where I should be if it is in
-the gateway of hell.” And again. “Only free me of myself. Let me go
-forward. There is no sin like cowardice. Better lust and murder and the
-fight to the death with them than cowardice.”
-
-Then, with an intensity that shook me like a leaf in storm I uttered the
-words of power, hiding my face in a very passion of belief.
-
-Quiet. I lifted my face and looked about me for the terrible way I had
-accepted. I was lying on the broken steps ascending to the monastery and
-the House Built upon Clouds at Naniwa. And it was dawn.
-
-The wonder of peace! The sun had not yet out-soared the eastern trees
-and every bough dropped dew to the glittering grass. A bird, its little
-clenching feet on a blossomed twig beside me, sang like all the bliss of
-heaven. In a pool at my feet the lotus, child of the clear cold stream,
-raised rosy chalices to the sky and from it ran a stream divinely clear
-and bright. The sun might have been the first that ever shone upon a
-perfected world untroubled by man, so clear and clean the water-gold of
-the morning.
-
-I stood up and looked about me drawing deep breaths of purity. Above me
-beneath a great tree, lost in contemplation, sat the Abbot Gyōsen.
-
-I stumbled towards him. I remember I said: “I have come,” and that he
-motioned with his hand to a place beside him. Together we watched the
-slow crescendo of the mighty music of the dawn.
-
-The sun was above the trees when he spoke, turning the serenity of his
-face upon me.
-
-“You have learnt your lesson. Has it brought content?” I summoned my
-thoughts to reply clearly.
-
-“I have learnt much but the truth I do not know. Does the corpse still
-lie on the moor and the woman weep in the deserted house. Am I guilty?”
-
-“In your soul, yes. Therefore in truth, yes. When you yielded to lust in
-your heart and willed murder both were accomplished. Your own Scriptures
-teach this and that thought is the only true reality. This have all the
-Buddhas known. In what men ignorantly call fact you are not guilty. But,
-being guilty, learn this. Every instant terminates a life and the next
-is a new birth. While each minute exists the past is dead and the future
-unmade. I speak here according to the knowledge of this world, but the
-truth is that there is _no_ time, and that you are now what the Divine
-sees you—a ray of his splendour. This truth being as yet too high for
-you to remember that even on this world’s showing you are free to be
-what you will. The choice lies before you. With a thought you may be in
-the horror of the Desolate Country, with another in the Shining Land.
-For every man makes his own universe until he can see it as it is in the
-Thought of the Divine.”
-
-Blinded with truth I asked a question simply as a child.
-
-“Then what must I do?”
-
-“Resolve and go forward,—what else? knowing that in yourself is all
-power.”
-
-“But the training? Free me from myself! If we can realize these powers
-the means of using so terrible a weapon rightly should be open to all.”
-
-“It is open. But men will not believe. They will not will. They do not
-think, and events take them like sea-weed on a wave. You know your own
-weakness but it is strength compared with that of the majority. You, at
-least, have seen and heard. Study the teachings of the perfect One, the
-Buddha, if you would be a man. Realize your union with Power, knowing
-that it is a harp of many strings of which you are one, and tune
-yourself in harmony with the music of the spheres. At present you are a
-man without a sword.”
-
-That phrase! It kindled a world of recollection. I looked into his face
-with another entreaty.
-
-“Arima sama told me that I might hear the end of the story of the Man
-without a Sword from your honourable self. Tell it to me, I beseech
-you.”
-
-He rose and invited me to follow him into the House Built upon Clouds
-promising that he would rejoin me when he had transacted some necessary
-business. I sat in the window looking out and down into the glorious
-depth of waving woods bathing in sunshine like water, experiencing
-myself such tranquil joy as the trees themselves must know, fulfilling
-their perfect Law in the smile of the Divine.
-
-It was long before the Abbot returned, but to me it seemed a moment. We
-have no true means of measuring time for the truth is that it has no
-existence, and when the soul is liberated this truth is evident. At once
-he began the story of the Man without a Sword.
-
-“In Japan very terrible was the position of the man who had lost his
-sword. Better a thousand deaths of lingering torture. There was no man
-so low as to give him companionship—and he a noble! Therefore he
-changed his name to that of Kazuma, and casting aside what money was
-left he abandoned his wife who was dying of grief and shame, and coming
-to Yedo took up the study of jujutsu hoping some day to become a teacher
-of this in the great city. More lonely a man could not be than Kazuma.
-His wife died. His son was taken by his brother and he saw him no more.
-His own name was blotted out and forgotten. His brother believed and
-hoped him dead, and but for the command of his foe he would have killed
-himself.
-
-“Jujutsu, my son, is, as you know from Arima sama, an art that every
-noble person should learn. It is said to have come from China, and it
-was taught that the very Gods had used it in chastising the barbarians.
-The name roughly signifies ‘the strength of weakness,’ and thus it
-arose. It was noted that the boughs of a willow were not broken by a
-heavy fall of snow when strong trees cracked beneath the weight. And
-why? Being pliant they bowed their weakness and the snow slipped off. My
-son, recall the Rule. ‘I have no strength. I make submission my
-strength.’ As with the soul so it is with the body. How shall I sum up
-this art of attack and self-defence? It is the perfect control of the
-mind resisting defeat. It is to use weakness in such a way that it
-masters brute strength. I have seen a slight woman who possessed this
-knowledge fling a heavy man over her shoulder and stun him. There are
-locks and blows which may easily kill the opponent and for this reason
-the higher secrets are withheld from all but those who are fit for
-initiation. The pupils are trained to endure heat and cold and all
-hardships. It is a high and noble discipline, for no greatness can be
-attained without abstinence from the three vices of lust, drink, and the
-love of money with their attendant diseases of the spirit.
-
-“This art Kazuma studied, and as he did so much became clear to him and
-he approached the secret of life. And when he had reached a certain
-skill his master taught him that there is in jujutsu a higher branch of
-mysterious power. And he, beginning dimly to apprehend the meaning of
-the command laid on him by the husband of the woman he had slain, for so
-indeed he had, desired with eagerness to advance.
-
-“Now, my son, at the gate of this higher initiation stands a ceremony to
-be endured. The initiate must submit to strangulation and to be revived
-by _kwappo_—the art which recalls men to life. And should this fail,
-revival is made by means of a power named _kiai_. To Kazuma, knowing
-nothing of _kiai_, but very weary of life, this command came like the
-friendly voice of death, and with joy he presented himself to the master
-of the art who was chosen to be his executioner.
-
-“He lay down, offering his throat, and in a few seconds was what is
-called dead.
-
-“Now, being thus enfranchised, instantly he found himself in the place
-of his humiliation by the rushing river, with cold desolation about him.
-And by the river knelt his conqueror washing the blood from his hands as
-though their fight was but just ended. He rose and faced Kazuma.
-
-“‘You have obeyed my command.’
-
-“‘I have obeyed.’
-
-“‘What have you learnt?’
-
-“‘That there is no death. It is more life, but life as we have made it.
-As a man has sown he reaps in life after life.’
-
-“‘Until what time?’
-
-“‘Until the time when he sows good grain.’
-
-“‘Do you repent your past?’
-
-“‘I do not look back. I go forward. It is forgotten. The man who did the
-deed died with it. Now I would be a teacher of jujutsu.’
-
-“‘Well said! You have learnt to defend yourself from yourself and you
-would teach others. I will give you fresh orders.’ Kazuma stood like a
-soldier before his general.
-
-“‘Teach what you have learnt. Then come back, and in this place of
-desolation where you fought and conquered more than you knew make a
-garden and build a bridge. Go now,—in power!’
-
-“He bowed low, Kazuma also. ‘My friend!’— As the words met his ear they
-melted in a confused murmur of human voices and he struggled back to
-consciousness in the school of jujutsu in Yedo. Men knelt and stooped
-about him fearful lest he had gone so far on the way of death that even
-the powerful shout of _kiai_ could not reach him. But he rose and
-gravely thanking his executioner went and stood before his master.
-
-“My son, Kazuma became the greatest teacher of jujutsu in Japan. He
-could disarm and bring to his feet a two-sworded man shrieking for
-mercy. With his shout he could do to death any evil-doer within hearing
-and restore the fool when he had mastered his lesson. Power was mighty
-in his step, his gesture, his glance. What money he made, and it was
-much, was for those who had need, he himself living in an untouchable
-content.
-
-“Thus time went by.
-
-“One day, having saved the life of the only son of a noble house, the
-father coming to him said:
-
-“‘My lord, what shall I give you? In mercy accept a gift lest I and my
-house break under the weight of gratitude. Have pity and take!’
-
-“So, after much musing, Kazuma replied.
-
-“‘You have bought great lands by the river Koga. I grow old. Give me, my
-lord, if you will, a corner by the river, very small, where I may make a
-garden and build a wooden bridge for those who must cross the rapids.
-Very dangerous is the current.’
-
-“So it was done and he made his garden and built with his own hands a
-bridge of wood, and there was no day but the people blessed his name and
-learnt from him that power lies about them for the taking and that its
-best use at the present time is to make gardens and be a builder of
-bridges. Other uses later. My son, Kazuma still walks in his garden and
-he sits beneath his willow and his sword hangs at his side. The bridge
-leads where you know, for you have crossed it.”
-
-There was a moment’s silence and it spoke as never yet words. He
-resumed.
-
-“My son, make your own garden. And there is room for many bridges.”
-
-When my mind dwells on beauty the face of the Abbot full of unworded
-meanings floats on clear air before me. It ended and completed the story
-so that all he left unsaid was written in fire between the spoken words.
-And I understood and like himself cannot express more than the alphabet.
-
-I returned from Naniwa by the hidden way. Flowers blossomed along the
-moors. I never saw more lovely, and where the corpse had lain children
-were dancing in a ring. Where the broken house had crouched among trees,
-was a shrine to the Thousand-Handed Spirit of Mercy beloved in Japan. A
-child lay in her bosom and her hidden eyes were bent upon it in a
-moonlight rapture. May I live in that country for the eternities!
-
-I crossed the bridge and walked beside the river to the garden of Arima.
-He sat by the water plaiting a basket of willow, and rose, bowing, to
-meet me.
-
-“I have come,” I said, “to learn jujutsu.”
-
-He smiled.
-
-I have learnt it and with it the secret of power. I go in and out of
-Kazuma’s garden. And beyond.
-
-And the Abbot, who was once Kazuma, and will be more, sits there, girded
-with his sword.
-
- THE END
-
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-<p class='line0' style='text-align:center;margin-top:1em;margin-bottom:1em;font-size:1.2em;'>PREFACE</p>
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-<p class='pindent'>These stories of dreams and delights in breathless jungles
-of Ceylon, among Himalayan mountains, by Chinese seas,
-in ancientries beneath dead suns and withered moons, are in
-truth the soul’s longing to behold the White Swan of the
-World when in dim twilights of dawn and evening she
-spreads her wings for flight. And because to such wings
-time and distance are nothing I have gathered one feather
-dropped on Dartmoor as she soared to Gaurisankar where
-on the highest peak of earth, circled by great stars, the
-Mystic Mother of India dreams her divine dream as the
-ages unroll beneath her feet. The Snowy Goddess, She who
-is Very Woman of very woman, knows that whether by
-Thames or Ganges, Mississippi, Yang-tze, or rolling Nile,
-Her daughters are the same, yesterday, to-day and for ever,
-and holding in their hands the hearts of men, so fulfil Her
-purpose. And because no true story can be told without
-this knowledge, I set Her name at the beginning of these
-dreams and delights, invoking devoutly the protection and
-inspiration of Her who is at once Eve and Lilith, Athene and
-Aphrodite, Parwati and Kali, Virgin, Mother, and Destroyer,
-but in all forms and incarnations, Enchantress and Conqueror
-of men.</p>
-
-<p class='line0' style='text-align:right;margin-right:1em;'><span class='sc'>L. Adams Beck.</span></p>
-
-<p class='noindent'>Canada.</p>
-
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-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tab1c1-col3 tdStyle0' colspan='3'><span style='font-size:larger'>CONTENTS</span></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><span style='font-size:x-small'>PAGE</span></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span>“<span class='sc'>V. Lydiat</span>”</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch1'>3</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span><span class='sc'>The Sea of Lilies</span></span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch2'>41</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span><span class='sc'>The Bride of a God</span></span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch3'>61</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span><span class='sc'>The Beloved of the Gods</span></span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch4'>89</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span><span class='sc'>The Hidden One</span></span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch5'>107</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span><span class='sc'>The Marriage of the Princess</span></span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch6'>143</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span><span class='sc'>The Wisdom of the Orient</span></span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch7'>167</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span><span class='sc'>Stately Julia</span></span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch8'>185</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span><span class='sc'>The Island of Pearls</span></span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch9'>215</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span><span class='sc'>The Wonderful Pilgrimage to Amarnath</span></span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch10'>253</a></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle2'></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'>&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle1'></td><td class='tab1c2 leader-dots tdStyle2'><span><span class='sc'>The Man Without a Sword</span></span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle3'><a href='#ch11'>281</a></td></tr>
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-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line0' style='text-align:center;margin-top:1em;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:1.2em;'>“V. LYDIAT”</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch1'>“V. LYDIAT”</h1></div>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sat and looked at the signature written under the
-name of the story in readiness for typing.</p>
-
-<p class='line0' style='text-align:center;margin-top:1em;margin-bottom:1em;'>“THE NINEFOLD FLOWER.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was a fine story, she knew, and the signature satisfied her
-also as it always did. <span class='it'>V.</span> is the most beautiful letter in the
-alphabet to write and look at, the ends curving over from
-the slender base like the uprush of a fountain from its tense
-spring. When she “commenced author,” as the eighteenth
-century puts it, she devoted days and days to the consideration
-of that pen-name. For several reasons it must not reveal
-identity. Most women prefer the highwayman’s mask
-when they ride abroad to hold up the public. It gives a
-freedom impossible when one is tethered to the responsibilities
-of name and family. One becomes a foundling in
-the great city of Literature and the pebble-cold eye of human
-relationship passes unaware over what would have stung
-it into anger or jealousy if it had held the key of the
-mystery. That is, if the secret is guarded as carefully as
-V. Lydiat’s.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But, for all I know, her strange reason for secrecy may
-never in this world have swayed man or woman before.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In reality she was Beatrice Veronica Law Leslie.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A mouthful indeed! You can make as many combinations
-with that as with the trick lock of a safe, and it will be
-as difficult to pick the secret. She had a strong superstition
-about keeping to her own initials, anagrammed or reversed
-and twisted. It seemed to her that this was part of a bond
-of honour of which another held the pledge. With this pen-name
-a most astonishing thing had befallen Beatrice
-Veronica Law Leslie, for she won a literary success so sudden
-and singular that the very management of it required a
-statesmanship she never before knew she possessed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A little must here be said of her life that this strange
-thing may be understood. She was the only child of a well-known
-Oxford don and a somewhat remarkable mystically-minded
-mother who died when the girl was fourteen. Her
-father, after that loss, “tried life a little, liked it not, and
-died” four years later, and Beatrice Veronica who was known
-in her family as B. V. then betook herself to the guardianship
-of an aunt in Montreal. Here, she also tried life a
-little, on the society side, and certainly liked it not. There
-was an urge within her that cried aloud for adventure, for
-the sight of the dissolving glories of the Orient and contact
-with strange lives that called to her dumbly in books.
-They peeped and mocked and vanished to their unknown
-countries taking her longing with them, and life lay about
-her vapid, flat, dominated by an Aunt of Fashion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She floated on a duck pond and sighed for the ocean.
-What is a young woman of spirit, not too beautiful to be
-dangerous, of small but sufficient means, to do in such a
-case? Beatrice Veronica knew very well.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She waited until she was twenty-one, meanwhile securing
-the allegiance of a girl, Sidney Verrier, in like case, an enthusiast
-like herself, and on a May morning of dreamy sweetness
-they got themselves into a C.P.R. train for Victoria, B.
-C., leaving two ill-auguring aunts on the platform, and away
-with them on a trip to the Orient <span class='it'>via</span> Japan. They were
-under bond to return in a year.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was a wonderful, a heavenly experience—that wander-year
-of theirs. The things they saw, the men and women
-they met, the marvels which appealed to every sense! But
-I must not dwell on these for they are but the pedestal to
-the story of V. Lydiat.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A year! Impossible. Four, six, eight years went by and
-still unheeded aunts clamoured, and the pavements of
-Montreal lacked their footsteps.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And then, in Agra, Sidney Verrier married, and apologetically,
-doubtfully, dissolved the fair companionship, and
-Beatrice Veronica was left to solitude.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When the bridal car rolled off to the station and the
-honeymoon at Mussoori, she sat down and considered. She
-had not realized it until then. The ways of the world were
-open, for experience had made them plain. She had acquaintances,
-go where she would. There was no material
-reason why she should not continue this delightful nomad
-existence delightfully. But she was lonely, and suddenly
-it became clear to her that she wanted quiet, time,
-recollection. She had assisted at a great feast of the senses
-and had eaten to satiety.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now—imperatively—something in her heart cried
-“Enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Afterwards she wondered if that had been the voice of
-V. Lydiat crying in the wilderness. The note of preparation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But where to go? Her aunt was still treading the daily
-round of bridge and luncheon parties in Montreal and the
-soul of Beatrice Veronica shuddered in the remembrance.
-No, no. The bird set free does not re-enter its gilded cage,
-however temptingly the little dish of seed is set forth. But
-she loved Canada for all that. She remembered, as she and
-Sidney Verrier had passed through the glorious giant-land
-of the Rockies, how broadly uplifted and vast had been the
-heights and spaces, how enormous the glee of the rivers
-tumbling from hidden sources, and they called her across
-far waters and beneath strange stars.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But could one live in such colossal companionship? Is
-it possible to dine and sleep and yawn in the presence of
-Gods and Emperors? There was the doubt. And then she
-remembered a shining city laving her feet in shining seas,
-with quiet gardens where the roses blush and bloom in a
-calm so deep that you may count the fall of every petal in
-the drowsy summer afternoons. A city of pines and oaks,
-of happy homes great and small,—a city above all, bearing
-the keys of the Orient at her golden girdle,—for it is but to
-step aboard a boat, swift almost as the Magic Carpet, and
-you wake one happy morning with all the dear remembered
-scents and sights before you once more. And her heart said
-“Victoria,”—where Westernmost West leans forward to kiss
-Easternmost East across the Pacific.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So she went there—now a woman of twenty-nine, self-possessed,
-and capable, and settled herself in a great hostelry
-to choose and build her home. Her home, mark you!—not
-her prison. It was not to be so large as to hamper flight
-when the inevitable call came—</p>
-
-
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-<p class='line0'>Take down your golden wings now</p>
-<p class='line0'>From the hook behind the door,</p>
-<p class='line0'>The wind is calling from the East</p>
-<p class='line0'>And you must fly once more.</p>
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-<p class='pindent'>I wish I might write of the building of Beatrice Veronica’s
-home for it developed into one of the immense joys of her
-life. But more important things are ahead, so it must
-suffice to say that it was long, low and brown with sunny
-verandas and windows avid of sunshine, and that all the
-plunder of travel, and books, books, books found happy
-place in it and grew there as inevitably as leaves on a tree.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But it was while all this was in embryo that the thought of
-writing impressed itself on Beatrice Veronica. Partly because
-the house adventure was expensive and she wanted a
-larger margin, partly because she had seen with delighted
-interest and intelligence all the splendid spectacle of men and
-cities. Her sound knowledge of history and cultivated taste
-in literature should count for pebbles in the writer’s sling
-who goes forth to conquer the great Goliath of the public.
-She revolved this thought often as she walked by murmurous
-seas or nested in a niche of rock to watch the mountains
-opposite reflecting every change of sunlight as a soul in
-adoration reflects its deity. It really seemed a waste not to
-turn all this to some sort of account. And success would be
-sweet. But how to begin!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She bought an armful of the magazines which make gay
-the streets of Victoria. “I ought to be able to do this kind of
-thing,” she reflected. “I have a good vocabulary. Father
-always thought about eight thousand words, and that should
-go a long way. Besides I’ve seen nearly all there is to see.
-Let’s try.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She did, and ended with more respect for the average
-author. The eight thousand were as unmanageable as mutineers
-or idiots. They marched doggedly in heavy columns,
-they right-about-faced and deployed; but there was
-no life in them. The veriest man-handler of a grizzly or a
-cow-boy could do better. Being a young person of quick
-insight and decision she decided to waste no more time in
-that direction. She laid away the magazines and decided
-to be a spectator with memory and hope for companions.
-She burned her manuscripts and turned her attention to
-planning her garden.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And it was then that V. Lydiat dawned on the horizon.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Dawned. That is the only word, for it came and the sun
-came after. It happened in this way.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One night, in the usual way Beatrice Veronica fell asleep
-and dreamed, but not in the usual way. She was standing
-by a temple she remembered very well in Southern India,
-the Temple of Govindhar. It stood there, under its palms
-wonderful as a giant rock of majolica, coloured lavishly in
-the hard fierce sunshine, monstrously sculptured with gods
-and goddesses, and mythical creatures of land and water in
-all the acts of their supernal life, writhing and tapering upwards
-to the great architectural crown supported by tigers
-and monkeys which finished the building,—a crown gemmed
-with worshipping spirits for jewels, a nightmare conception
-of violence in form and colour; the last barbaric touch to
-the misbegotten splendour. Vaguely the whole thing reminded
-Beatrice Veronica of her literary efforts and she
-stood among the palms looking up to the blaze against the
-blue and smiling a little.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Suddenly she became aware that a man was standing near
-the great gate which no unbeliever’s foot may pass, looking
-up also, shading his eyes with his hand from the intolerable
-sunlight. His face was sensitive and strong, an unusual
-blending, his eyes grey and noticeable. She liked his figure
-in the light tropical clothing. He had the air of birth and
-breeding. But he seemed wearied, as if the climate had
-been too much for him, a look one knows very well where
-the Peninsula runs down to Cape Cormorin, and the sun
-beats on the head like a mighty man of valour.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then, as dream-people will, he came towards her as if they
-had known each other all their lives, and said, slowly, meditatively:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have tried and tried. I can’t do it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>With a sense that she knew what he meant though she
-could not drag it to the surface, she found herself saying
-earnestly:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But have you tried hard enough? <span class='it'>Really</span> tried?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He put his hands to his forehead with a tired gesture:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m always trying. But <span class='it'>you</span> could do it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She said, “Could I?” in great astonishment.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They stood a moment side by side, looking at each other
-and then as if from a blurred distance she heard his voice
-again.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It was said long ago that if any creatures united their
-psychic forces they could conquer the world, though singly
-they could do nothing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Temple and palms dissolved into coloured mist; they
-swam away on another wave of dream and vanished. She
-floated up to the surface of consciousness again, awake, with
-the pale morning gold streaming in through the east window.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She knew she had dreamed, for a sense of something lost
-haunted her all day, yet could not remember anything, and
-things went on in their usual course.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That evening sitting in a corner of the hotel lounge, with
-the babble of music and talk about her, she had the irresistible
-impulse to write,—to write something; she did not in the
-least know what. It was so urgent that she walked quickly
-to the elevator and so to her sitting room, and there she
-snatched pen and paper and wrote the beginning of a story
-of modern life in India, but strangely influenced by and
-centring about the Temple of Govindhar. As she wrote the
-name she remembered that she had seen it among the palm
-trees in its hideous beauty, and now, like a human personality,
-it forced itself upon her and compelled her to be its
-mouthpiece.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>How it happened she could not in the least tell. Certainly
-she had travelled, kept her ears and eyes open and
-learned as much as any woman can do who keeps on the
-beaten track in the Orient and consorts with her own kind
-in preference to the natives. The two worlds are very far
-apart—so far that nothing from below the surface can pass
-over the well-defined limits. Moreover she was not a
-learned woman,—Indian thought of the mystic order had
-never come her way, and Indian history except at the point
-where it touches European was a closed book. Therefore
-this story astonished her very much. She read it over
-breathlessly when it was finished. If she had had that
-knowledge when she was there how all the mysteries of the
-temple would have leaped to light—what drama, what
-strange suspense would have lurked in its monstrous form
-and colour! The critic in her brain who, standing aside,
-watched the posturing and mouthing of the characters, told
-her austerely that the work was good—excellent. But
-something behind her brain had told her that already. She
-read it over ardently, lingeringly, with an astonishing sense
-of ownership yet of doubt. <span class='it'>How</span> had it come? And the
-writing? No longer did the eight thousand of her vocabulary
-march in dull squadrons, heavy-footed, languid. They
-sped, ran, flew, with perfect grace, like the dancers of
-princes. They were beautiful exceedingly. They bore the
-tale like a garland. She read it again and again, with bewildered
-delight.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She tapped it out herself on the keys of her Corona and
-sent it to the editor of a very famous magazine, with the
-signature of “V. Lydiat.” As I have said, that matter took
-long thought, prompted from behind by instincts.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was done and V. Lydiat, a climbing star, shed a faint
-beam over the world. For the editor wrote back eagerly.
-He knew he had found a new flavour. “Your work impresses
-me as extremely original. I am anxious to see more
-of it. I need hardly say I accept it for the magazine and I
-shall hope to hear from you again before long.” A cheque
-followed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>No need to dwell on Beatrice Veronica’s feelings, mixed
-beyond disentanglement. She was not astonished that the
-work should be recognized as good, but—V. Lydiat! What
-had happened to her and how? Strange tales are told to-day
-of sudden brain-stimulations and complexes. Was she
-the happy victim of such an adventure, and if so, would it
-be recurrent? How should she know? What should she
-do? She felt herself moving in worlds not realized, and
-could not in the least decide the simple question of whether
-it was honest to accept commendation for a thing she felt in
-her very soul she had not done and could not do.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But then, who? What was V. Lydiat?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He, she, or it, came from starrier spheres than hers.
-Wings plumed its shoulders, while hers were merely becomingly
-draped in seasonable materials. She knew that the
-visitor was a subtler spirit, dwelling beyond the mysteries,
-saturated with the colour and desire of dead ages which can
-never die—an authentic voice, hailed at once by the few, to
-be blown at last on the winds of the soul which, wandering
-the world, let fall here and there the seeds of amaranth and
-asphodel.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yes—V. Lydiat was entirely beyond her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But you will understand that, though Beatrice Veronica
-could not enter into the secret places, it was a most wonderful
-thing to be amanuensis and business manager. To her
-fell the letters from editors and publishers, the correspondence
-which rained in from the ends of the earth, protesting
-gratitude, praise, entreaties for counsel in all things from
-routes to religions. These latter were the most difficult,
-for it would have taken V. Lydiat to answer them adequately.
-But Beatrice Veronica did the best she could, and
-her life moved onward aureoled and haloed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She learned at last the rules of the game. V. Lydiat’s
-ethereal approach could only be secured by the wand of a
-fountain pen. She must sit thus armed with a fair sheet
-before her and wait, fixing her mind on some idle point of
-light or persistent trembling of leaves, and suddenly the
-world would pass miraculously from her and she would
-awake in another—an amazing world, most beautiful, brimming
-with romance, lit by suns of gallant men and moons of
-loveliest women. The great jewels of the Orient shed
-starry splendours, and ghostly creeping figures pursued them
-through jungles and mountain passes. Strange magics
-lurked in the dark and drew the soul along the Way of
-Wonder.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The strangest experience. It began always in the same
-way. The blue Canadian sky, the hyacinth gleam of the sea
-through oak and pine dissolved in unrealities of mist, and
-sultry Oriental skies, yellow as a lion’s eyes or the brazen
-boom of a gong, beat their fierce sunlight downward as from
-an inverted bowl. And then—then, she knew V. Lydiat
-was at hand. But never with companionship. It was a
-despot and entered in, with flags flying, to the annihilation of
-Beatrice Veronica. She wrote like a thing driven on a wind,
-and woke to find it done. The possession obliterated her,
-and when she could collect her routed forces it was gone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So time went on and V. Lydiat’s fame was established and
-Beatrice Veronica wore it as a woman too poor to appear at
-Court with fitting magnificence shines in borrowed jewels
-and trembles to wear them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One night in the moonlit warmth, with the vast Princesses
-of the Dark hidden in the ambush of breathless trees, she sat
-in the high veranda of her little house with the broad vista
-through pines to the sea.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was a heavenly night; if the baby waves broke in the
-little bay they must break in diamonds,—the wet stones
-must shine like crystals.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That day V. Lydiat had transported her to a great and
-silent jungle in Cambodia and they went up together through
-the crowding whispering trees to the ruined palaces where
-once great kings dwelt, and passed together through sounding
-halls sculptured with dead myths to the chambers, once
-secret, whence queens looked forth languidly from wildly-carved
-casements into the wilderness of sweets in the
-gardens.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>V. Lydiat had led her to a great tank of crystal water in
-the knotted shade, paved with strange stones inlaid with
-human figures in wrought metal,—a place where women
-with gold-embraced heads once idly bathed their slender
-limbs in the warm lymph—a secret place then, but now open
-to cruel sunlight and cold incurious stars.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So far she knew it all. She had photographed that tank
-with its stony cobras while Sidney Verrier timed the exposure.
-But of the story told to-day she knew nothing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A wonderful story, old as time, new as to-morrow, for the
-figures in it were of to-day, people who had gone there, as
-she herself had done, only to see, and were captured, subjugated
-by the old alarming magic which lurks in the jungle
-and behind the carven walls and eyeless windows. A dangerous
-place, and she had not known it then—had thought
-of it only as a sight to be seen, a memory to be treasured.
-But V. Lydiat knew better—knew it was alive and terrible
-still.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She leaned her arms on the sill and looked out to the sea
-that led towards the hidden Orient and in her heart she
-spoke to the strange visitor.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wish I knew you,” she whispered. “You come and go
-and I can’t touch you even while you are within and about
-me. You interpret. You make life wonderful, but perhaps
-you are more wonderful still. If I could only lay hold of
-you, touch you, have one glimpse of you! <span class='it'>What</span> are you?
-Where do you come from? Where do you go? I hear. O,
-let me see!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was like a prayer, and the more intense because the
-dead stillness of the night presented it as its own cry and
-entreaty.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Dead silence. Not even the voice of the sea.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She laid her head on her folded arms.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve been obedient. I’ve laid myself down on the
-threshold that you might walk over me and take possession.
-Have you no reward for me? Are you just some strange
-cell of my own brain suddenly awake and working, or are
-you some other—what?—but nearer to me than breathing,
-as near as my own soul?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The longing grew inarticulate and stronger, like the dumb
-yearning instincts which move the world of unspeaking
-creatures. It seemed to her that she sent her soul through
-the night pleading, pleading. Then very slowly she relaxed
-into sleep as she lay in the moonlight—deep, soul-satisfying
-sleep. And so dreamed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She stood in the Shalimar Garden of the dead Mogul Empresses
-in Kashmir. How well she knew it, how passionately
-she loved it! She and Sidney Verrier had moored
-their houseboat on the Dal Lake not far away one happy
-summer and had wandered almost daily to the Shalimar,
-glorying in the beauty of its fountains and rushing cascades,
-and the roses—roses everywhere in a most bewildering
-sweetness. How often she had gone up the long garden
-ways to the foot of the hills that rise into mountains and
-catch the snows and stars upon their heights. It was no
-wonder she should dream of it. So in her dream she walked
-up to the great pavilion supported on noble pillars of black
-marble from Pampoor, and the moon swam in a wavering
-circle in the water before it, and she held back a moment
-to see it break into a thousand reflections, and then became
-aware of a man leaning with folded arms by the steps: his
-face clear in the moonlight.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Instantly she knew him, as he did her—the man of her
-dream of the Temple of Govindhar.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As before he turned and came toward her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have waited for you by the temple and here and in
-many other places. I wait every night. How is it you come
-so seldom?” he said. His voice was stronger, his bearing
-more alert and eager than at Govindhar. He spoke with a
-kind of assurance of welcome which she responded to instantly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I would have come. I didn’t know. How can I tell?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He looked at her smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There is only one way. Why didn’t you learn it in India?
-It was all round you and you didn’t even notice.
-You don’t know your powers. Listen.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Beatrice Veronica drew towards him, eyes rapt on his
-face, scarcely breathing. Yes—in India she had felt there
-were mighty stirrings about her, thrills of an unknown
-spiritual life, crisping the surface like a breeze, and passing—passing
-before ever you could say it was there. But it
-did not touch her with so much as an outermost ripple. She
-was too ignorant. Now—she could learn.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You see—this is the way of it,” he said, leaning against
-the black pillar. “The soul is sheer thought and knowledge,
-but, prisoned in the body, it is the slave of the senses
-and all its powers are limited by these. And they lead it
-into acts which in their consequences are fetters of iron.
-Still, at a certain point of attainment one can be freer than
-most men believe possible. When this is so, you use the
-Eight Means of Mental Concentration and are free. You
-step into a new dimension.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Is this true? Do you know it?” she said earnestly.
-“Because, if there is any way which can be taken, I have a
-quest—something—someone——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She stammered, and could not finish.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know. Someone you want to find in the dark. Well,
-it can be done. You would not believe the possibilities of
-that freed state of consciousness. Here, in the Shalimar
-you think you see nothing but moonlight and water—nothing
-in fact but what your senses tell you. But that is nonsense.
-Your eyes are shut. You are asleep in Canada and
-yet you see them by the inner light of memory even now
-and the help I am giving you! Well—use the Eight Means,
-and you will see them waking and as clearly as you do in
-sleep. But I, who am instructed, see more. This garden
-to me is peopled with those who made it—the dead kings and
-queens who rejoiced in its beauty. See—” he laid his hand
-on hers and suddenly she saw. Amazing—amazing! They
-were alone no longer.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Sitting on the floor of the pavilion, looking down into the
-moon-mirroring water was a woman in the ancient dress of
-Persia, golden and jewelled,—she flung her head up magnificently
-as if at the words, and looked at them, the moon
-full in her eyes. The garden was peopled now not only with
-roses but white blossoms sending out fierce hot shafts of
-perfume. They struck Beatrice Veronica like something
-tangible, and half dazed her as she stared at the startling
-beauty of the unveiled woman revealed like a flaming jewel
-in the black and white glory of the night.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>With his hand on hers, she knew without words. Nourmahal
-the Empress, ruler of the Emperor who made the
-Shalimar for her pleasure, who put India with all its glories
-at her feet. Who else should be the soul of the garden?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It seemed to Beatrice Veronica that she had never beheld
-beauty before. It was beyond all pictures, all images in its
-sultry passionate loveliness,—it was——</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But as she watched spellbound, the man lifted his hand
-from hers and the garden was empty of all but moonlight
-and roses once more, and he and she alone. She could have
-wept for utter loss.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Was it a ghost?” she asked trembling.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, no,—an essential something that remains in certain
-places, not a ghost. There is nothing of what you mean by
-that word. Don’t be frightened! You’ll often see them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She stared at him perplexed, and he added:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You see? One has only to put oneself in the receptive
-state and time is no more. One sees—one hears. You
-are only a beginner so I cannot show you much. But you
-<span class='it'>are</span> a beginner or you would not be here in the Shalimar with
-me now. There is a bond between us which goes back—”
-He paused, looking keenly at her, and said quickly “Centuries,
-and further.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She was stunned, dazed by the revelations. They meant
-so much more that it is possible to record. Also the sensation
-was beginning in her which we all know before waking.
-The dream wavers on its foundation, loosens, becomes misty,
-makes ready to disappear. It would be gone—gone before
-she could know. She caught his hand as if to steady it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Are you V. Lydiat?” she cried.—“You must be. You
-are. You come to me every day—a voice. O let me come
-to you like this, and teach me, teach me, that I may know
-and see. I am a blind creature in a universe of wonders.
-Let me come every night.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His face was receding, palpitating, collapsing, but his
-voice came as if from something beyond it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That is what you call me. Names are nothing. Yes,
-come every night.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was gone. She was in the Shalimar alone, and somewhere
-in the distance she heard Sidney Verrier’s voice calling
-clear as a bird. Beatrice Veronica woke that morning
-with the sun glorying through the eastern arch of her veranda.
-She was still dressed. She had slept there all night.
-Of the dream she remembered snatches, hints, which left
-new hopes and impulses germinating in her soul. The unknown
-flowers were sown in spring. They would blossom
-in summer in unimaginable beauty.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That was the beginning of a time of strange and enchanting
-happiness. Thus one may imagine the joy of a man
-born blind who by some miraculous means is made to see,
-and wakes in a world of wonders. It is impossible that anyone
-should know greater bliss. The very weight of it made
-her methodical and practical lest a grain of heavenly gold
-should escape her in its transmutation to earthly terms.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The morning was V. Lydiat’s. At ten o’clock she betook
-herself to her high veranda, and folding her hands and composing
-her mind looked out to sea through the wide way of
-pines which terminated in its azure beauty. Then, as has
-been told before, it would blow softly away on a dream-wind,
-and the story begin.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And at night there was now invariably the meeting. At
-first that was always in some place she knew—somewhere
-she recognized from memory, haunts of her own with Sidney
-Verrier. But one night a new thing happened—she woke
-into dream by the Ganges at Cawnpore, at the terrible Massacre
-Ghaut, a place she had always avoided because of the
-horrible memories of the Indian mutiny which sicken the
-soul of every European who stands there.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now she stood at the top of the beautiful broken steps
-under the dense shade of the very trees where the mutineers
-ambushed, and he was below, beckoning her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well done, well done!” he said, as she came slowly down
-to where holy Ganges lips the lowest step. “This was a
-great experiment. You could never have come here alone,—I
-could not have brought you until now, and I had to fight
-the repugnance in you, but here you are. You see? We
-have been putting stepping-stones, you and I, each from our
-own side, and now the bridge is made and we hold hands
-in the middle. You can come anywhere now. And listen—I
-too am learning to go where I have never been. The
-world will be open to us soon.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He looked at her with glowing eyes—the eyes of the explorer,
-the discoverer, on the edge of triumph.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But why here—in this horrible place?” She shrank a
-little even from him as she looked about her. He laughed:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That is no more now than a last year’s winter storm.
-They know. They were not afraid even then. They laugh
-now as they go on their way. Be happy, beloved. They
-are beyond the mysteries.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Of that dream, she carried back to earth the word “beloved.”
-Who had said it, she could not tell, but in the dark—the
-warm friendly dark—there was someone who loved
-her, whom she loved with a perfect union. Was it—could
-it be V. Lydiat? She did not know. Also she remembered
-that she had dreamed the Massacre Ghaut at Cawnpore, and
-took pains to search for pictures and stories of the place
-to verify her dream. Yes—it was true. Things were becoming
-clearer.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Also, her power in writing increased very noticeably about
-this time. V. Lydiat was recognized as holding a unique
-place amongst writers of the Orient. On the one side were
-the scholars, the learned men who wrote in terms of ancient
-Oriental thought, terms no ordinary reader could understand,
-and on the other, the writers of the many-faceted
-surface, the adventurers, toying with the titillating life of
-zenana and veiled dangerous love-affairs,—a tissue of
-coloured crime. V. Lydiat recorded all, and with a method
-of his own which approached perfect loveliness in word and
-phrase. The faiths of the East were his,—in India and
-China alike his soul sheltered under the Divine Wings, at
-home in strange heavens, and hells which one day would
-blossom into heavens. As he and Beatrice Veronica had
-posed stepping-stones until they met in the middle, so he
-built a splendid bridge across the wide seas of misunderstanding
-between east and west, and many souls passed
-across it going and coming and were glad.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m only a pioneer,” he said to Beatrice Veronica one
-day (she could dream the day as well as the night) sitting
-in the gardens of the Taj. “You too. It will be done much
-better soon. See how we are out-growing our limitations
-and feeling out after the wonders of the sub-conscious
-self, the essential that hands on the torch when we die.
-Die? No, I hate that word. Let’s say, climb a step higher
-on the ladder of existence. Every inch gives us a wider
-view of the country. You see?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She liked that “You see?” which came so often. It was
-so eager—so fraternal in a way. Yes, they were good comrades,
-she and V. Lydiat.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you know I write for you?” she ventured to ask.
-“I have often wondered if you speak as unconsciously as I
-write.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, no. I know. I always know. Longer ago than
-you would believe you used to work for me. We are in the
-same whirl-pool, you and I. Our atoms must always be
-whirled together again. You can’t escape me, Beatrice
-Veronica.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you think I want to?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But in daily life she clung to her secret like grim death.
-She would not have been burdened with V. Lydiat’s laurels
-for the world. The dishonesty of it! And yet one could
-never explain. Hopeless! Who would believe? And
-apart from that, she had a kind of growing certainty that
-V. Lydiat would enter upon his own one day. Not that she
-remembered him as any more than a vague dream influence;
-she did not, but yet the realization of a Presence was growing,
-and she herself developing daily.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There is not much space here to tell the wondrous sights
-she saw with V. Lydiat, and holding by his hand. That
-would be a book in itself—and a beautiful one. And
-though she could only remember them in drifts like a waft
-of far-off music on a breeze, it was incomparable food for
-the sub-conscious self, and strengthened every latent faculty
-of memory and experience. Beatrice Veronica promised
-to be a very remarkable woman if some day the inner
-and outer faculties should unite.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But what was to be the solvent? That, this story can
-only indicate faintly for the end is not yet.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She went out a little less into her small world of daily life—not
-shunning it certainly, but her inner life was so
-crowded, so blissful that the outer seemed insipid enough.
-Why figure at teas and bridge parties, and struggle with the
-boredom of mah jong when the veranda was waiting with the
-green way before it that led to the silence of the sea, and
-the lover beyond? For it had come to that—the lover. All
-joy summed up in that word, joy unmeasurable as the oceans
-of sunlight—a perfect union. She walked as one carefully
-bearing a brimmed cup,—not a drop, not a drop must spill,—so
-she carried herself a little stiffly as it might seem to the
-outer world which could not guess the reason.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>People liked her—but she moved on her own orbit, and it
-only intersected theirs at certain well-defined points. Her
-soft abstracted air won but eluded;—it put an atmosphere
-of strangeness about her, of thoughts she could not share
-with anyone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She must have rather a lonely life of it!” they said.
-But she never had.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One day came a letter from Sidney Verrier, now Sidney
-Mourilyan, from her husband’s coffee plantation in the
-Shevaroy Hills in southern India. She wrote from the settlement
-of Yercaud— “Not a town,” she wrote, “but dear
-little scattered houses in the trees. We have even a club,
-think of it!—after the wilds where you and I have been!—and
-there are pleasant people, and Tony expects to do well
-with coffee here. I wish half the day that you could come.
-You would like it, B. V.— You would like it! And you
-would like my boy—two years old now, and a sheer delight.
-Not to mention my garden. The growth here! The heliotropes
-are almost trees. The jasmines have giant stars.
-The house is stormed with flowers—almost too sweet.
-Couldn’t you come? Don’t you hear the east calling? At
-all events you hear me calling, for I want you. And you
-must be having very idle lazy days, for I remember I never
-could imagine what you would find to do if you stopped
-travelling. Your whole soul was in that. It’s a cold country
-you’re in—frigid pines, and stark mountains and icy
-seas. Do come out into the sunshine again.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She laid down the letter there and looked at the beloved
-pines almost glittering in the sunshine as it slid off their
-smooth needles. And idle?—her life, her wonderful secret
-life! Little indeed did Sidney know if she could write like
-that. She took up the letter again, smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And listen, B. V.—there’s a man going round by Japan
-to Canada, a man called Martin Welland. I should like you
-to know him for two reasons. First, he can tell you all
-about this place. Second, I think he is interesting. If you
-don’t find him so, shunt him. My love, my dear B. V., and
-do come. Think of all you might do with this as a starting
-point.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was more, but that is the essential. You may
-think at this point that you know exactly how this story
-must inevitably end. But no.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was about four months after this that Beatrice Veronica
-was rung up on the telephone in her veranda as she sat
-reading. The imperative interruption annoyed her;—she
-put down her book. A man’s voice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Miss Leslie? I think your friend Mrs. Mourilyan told
-you I was coming to Victoria. My name is Welland.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Polite assurances from the veranda.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I am staying at the Empress. May I come out and
-see you this afternoon? I have a small parcel for you from
-Mrs. Mourilyan.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So it was settled, and with her Chinese servant she made
-the little black oak table beautiful with silver and long-stemmed
-flowers in beautiful old English glass bowls. If
-he went back to Yercaud he should at least tell Sidney that
-her home in “that cold country” was desirable.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He came at four and she could hear his voice in the little
-hall as Wing admitted him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She liked it. The words were clear, well-cut, neither
-blurred nor bungled. Then he came in. A tall man, broad-shouldered,
-with grey eyes and hair that sprang strongly
-from a broad forehead, clean-shaven, a sensitive mouth, possibly
-thirty-eight, or so. All these things flashed together
-in an impression of something to be liked and trusted. On
-his side he saw a young woman in a blue-grey gown with
-hazel eyes and hair to match—a harmony of delicate browns
-enhancing an almond-pale face with faintly coloured lips
-and a look of fragility which belied the nervous strength beneath.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The parcel was given and received; a chain of Indian
-moonstones in silver, very lovely in its shifting lights, and
-then came news, much news, of the home at Yercaud.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I heard of you so much there that you are no stranger
-to me,” he said, watching with curious interest while she
-filled the Chinese cups of pink and jade porcelain with jasmine
-tea from a hidden valley in Anhui. It fascinated him—the
-white hands flitting like little quick birds on their
-quick errands, the girl, so calm and self-possessed, mistress
-of herself and her house. Many years of wandering had
-opened his heart to the feminine charm of it all, the quiet,
-the rose-leaf scent in the air, the things which group by instinct
-about a refined woman.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have a delightful home!” he said at last, rather
-abruptly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes— When you return do try to convince Mrs.
-Mourilyan that I don’t live in a hut on an iceberg. You
-agree with me, I am sure, that only Kashmir and perhaps
-one or two other places can be more beautiful than this.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes. I fully agree. Yet it misses something which
-permeates India in places far less beautiful. It lacks atmosphere.
-Just as the fallen leaves of a forest make up a
-rich soil in which all growth is luxuriant, so the dead ancientry
-of India makes earth and air rich with memory and
-tradition—and more. You can’t get it in these new countries.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know,” she said eagerly. “Here it’s just a beautiful
-child with all her complexities before her. It rests one,
-you know. I felt it an amazing rest when I came here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I can understand that. And they tell me the climate
-is delightful. I wish I could stay here. I may come back
-some day. But I must return to India in four months.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have work?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes and no. I have collected an immense quantity of
-notes for several books, but—now you will laugh!—I shall
-never write them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But why—why? I know there’s an immense opening
-for true books about the Orient.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I think so too. But you allow it’s a drawback that I
-am entirely devoid of the writing gift. I have my knowledge.
-I have the thing flame-clear in my mind. But let
-me put it on paper and it evaporates. Dull as ditchwater!
-You see?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That last little phrase sent a blush flying up her cheek.
-It recalled many things.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I see. But couldn’t you put it in skilful hands?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He laid down his cup and turned suddenly on her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Could <span class='it'>you</span> do it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I? I wish I could, but I am doing work at present——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Literary?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of a sort. Secretarial. I write from dictation.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“May I ask what sort of things?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>With a curious reluctance she answered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Indian,” and said no more.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He seemed to meditate a moment on that; then said
-slowly:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It appears you have experience of the very things that
-interest me. Tell me—for I have been so long in the
-wilds— Is there any writer nowadays taking the place
-with regard to things Indian that Lafcadio Hearn did with
-things Japanese? A man who gets at the soul of it as well
-as the beautiful surface?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>With her eyes on the ground and a sense of something
-startling in the air, she answered with a question.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Have you ever heard of V. Lydiat’s books?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was a puzzled furrow between his eyebrows.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not that I know of. Up in Kulu and beyond, the new
-books don’t penetrate. A man or a woman?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“People are not certain. The initial might mean either.
-But the critics all say a man. The last is called the ‘The
-Unstruck Music,’ the one before ‘The Dream of Stars.’
-The first, ‘The Ninefold Flower.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Beautiful names,” he said. “Can I get them here?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I can lend them to you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They talked long after that, in a curiously intimate way
-that gave her secret but intense happiness. It was almost
-in fear that she asked when he was going on and where.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When he went off he carried the three books under his
-arm.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall read ‘The Ninefold Flower,’ first. It interests
-me to see how a writer’s mind develops.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That night she had no dream and next day she tried even
-more eagerly than usual to get in touch with V. Lydiat,
-but in vain. The oracle was dumb. It frightened her, for
-the whole thing was so strange that she had never felt sure
-it might not vanish as suddenly as it came. She sat patiently
-all that morning, hoping and sorely disturbed, but the
-Pacific hung a relentless azure curtain before her fairyland
-and the pines dreamed their own sunshine-fragrance and
-made no way for palms.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At one o’clock the telephone rang sharply,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Welland speaking. May I come and see you this afternoon?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was impossible for she had an engagement, but she
-named the evening at eight. He caught at it—his voice was
-evidence of that eagerness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He came a minute or two before the time, and a book was
-in his hand. She knew the cover with a drift of stars across
-it before he spoke.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It broke out the moment he was in the room.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A most amazing thing. I hardly know how to tell you.
-You’ll think I’m mad. It’s my book—<span class='it'>mine</span>, yet I never
-wrote it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They stared at each other in a kind of consternation and
-the little colour in her face fell away and left her lily-pale.
-She could feel but not control the trembling of her hands.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You mean——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I mean—there are my notes one after another, but
-expressed in a way I never could hope for, exquisitely expressed.
-But it’s mine all the same. A cruel, enchanting
-robbery! You don’t believe me. How could you? But
-I can prove it. See here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>With passionate haste he pulled a roll of paper from his
-pocket, and pushed the typed sheets before her. The first
-story in “The Ninefold Flower,” was called “The Lady of
-Beauty.” The notes began, “The Queen of Beauty,” and
-went on <span class='it'>seriatim</span> with the scaffolding of the story.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The way it’s done here, in this book, is the very way I
-used to see it in my dreams, but it was utterly beyond me.
-For God’s sake, tell me what you think.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She laid it down.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course it’s yours. No doubt of that. But his too.
-You blocked out the marble. He made the statue. The
-very judgment of Solomon could not decide between you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s true,” he said hopelessly. “But the mystery of
-it. The appalling hopeless mystery. No eye but mine has
-ever seen that paper till now.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Silence. A grey moth flew in from the garden and circled
-about the lamp. The little flutter of its wings was the
-only sound. Then in a shaken voice very unlike its usual
-sedate sweetness, she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mr. Welland, do you ever dream?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Awake? Constantly.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Asleep?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She saw caution steal into his frank eyes and drop a
-curtain before them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why do you ask? Everyone dreams.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She gathered up all her courage for the next question.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Were you ever in the Shalimar?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Certainly. Does anyone ever go to Kashmir and miss
-it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was fencing, that was palpable. It gave her hope for
-a golden gleam through her fear. She clasped her shaking
-hands tightly in each other.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have the strangest dreams. I can only bring back
-snatches. Yet I know there is a wonderful connected story
-behind them. I dreamt the Shalimar not long ago,—I
-brought back one image. A woman in an old Persian dress
-sitting by the black Pampoor pillars and looking down into
-the water where the moon dipped and swam all gold.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, yes, go on!” he breathed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There were flowers—white flowers. I never saw them
-there in the daylight.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Unbearably sweet,” he interjected. “The scent is like
-the thrust of a lance. I know, I know. But there was another
-woman. I can’t remember her face.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How did she stand?” asked Beatrice Veronica.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Near me—but she could see nothing. The day still
-blinded her, until——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Until you laid your hand on hers. Then she saw.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Another long silence. Only the beating of the moth’s
-wings. He leaned forward from his chair and laid his hands
-on the clasp of hers. Their eyes met, absorbing each other;
-the way for the electric current was clear.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I remember now,” he said, very softly. “It was you.
-It was you at the Temple of Govindhar. At the Massacre
-Ghaut of Cawnpore. Ah, I dragged you there against your
-will to show I was the stronger. It is you—always you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>What was she to say? With his hands on hers it was a
-union of strength which put the past before both like an
-open book. She remembered all the dreams now. Impossible
-to tell them here—they were so many, like and unlike,
-shaken shifting jewels in a kaleidoscope held in some unseen
-hand. But jewels. They sat a long time in this way, rapt
-in wordless memories, their eyes absorbing each other—the
-strangest reunion. When speech came it brought rapture
-which needed little explanation. They bathed in wonder as
-in clear water, they flung the sparkle of it over their heads
-and glittered to each other in its radiance. When had such
-a miracle been wrought for any two people in all the world?
-The dreams of the visionary were actual for them and
-heaven and earth instinct with miracle.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When we are married—when we pass our lives utterly
-together the bond will be stronger,” he said, kissing her hand
-passionately two hours later. “We shall be awake with reason
-and intellect as well as vision to help our work, we shall
-do such things as the world has never dreamed, prove that
-miracle is the daily bread of those who know. Two halves
-of a perfect whole made one forever and ever. You see?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He looked at her a moment with shining eyes and added,
-“The wise will come to us for wisdom, the poets for beauty,
-and we shall make our meeting-places the shrines of a new
-worship.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Beatrice Veronica agreed with every pulse of her blood.
-The Great Adventure, and together!—what bliss could equal
-that marvel?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They were together perpetually, and surely human happiness
-was never greater than that of these two adventurers
-with the blue capes of Wonderland in sight at last over
-leagues of perilous seas. In another image, their caravan
-halted outside the gates of Paradise, and in a short few
-weeks those gates would swing open for them and, closing,
-shut out Fate.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she did not dream of Martin Welland now, nor he
-of her. The discovery and all it involved was so thrilling
-that it brought every emotion to the surface as blood flushes
-the face when the heart beats violently. The inner centres
-were depleted.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They were married and Paradise was at hand, but for a
-while the happy business of settling their life engrossed
-them. It would be better to live in Canada and make long
-delightful visits to the Orient to refill the cisterns of marvel,
-they thought. A room for mutual work must be plotted in
-the bungalow; then there was the anxious question of a
-southern aspect. Then it was built, and it became a debatable
-decision whether some of the pines must fall to enlarge
-the vista to the sea. Friends rallied about her on the news
-of the marriage, and rejoiced to see the irradiation of Beatrice
-Veronica’s pale face. Then they must be entertained.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then the endless joyful discussions as to whether the author
-should still be V. Lydiat or whether collaboration
-should be admitted. These things and many more filled the
-happy world they dwelt in.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Can the end be foreseen? They never foresaw it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The hungry claim of human bliss fixed its roots in the
-inner soil where the Rosa Mystica had blossomed, and exhausted
-it for all else. That, at least, is the way in which
-one endeavours to state the mysterious enervation of the sub-conscious
-self which had built the stepping-stones between
-them to the meeting-point.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She went hopefully to her table when they had settled
-down, and he sat beside her doing his utmost to force the
-impulse across inches which had made nothing of oceans.
-It was dead. He could think of nothing but the sweet mist
-of brown tendrils in the nape of her neck, the pure line from
-ear to chin, the delights of the day to be. She sat with the
-poor remnant of his notes before her—for nearly all had
-been exhausted in the three books—and tried to shape them
-into V. Lydiat’s clear and sensitive beauty of words. It
-could not be done. Her eight thousand words marched and
-deployed heavy-footed as before. They were as unmanageable
-as mutineers or idiots. There was no life in them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So it all descended to calmer levels. They slept in each
-other’s arms, but they never dreamed of each other now.
-They had really been nearer in their ghostly meeting by the
-Taj Mahal or in the evil splendours of Govindhar—far
-nearer, when she wrote and could not cease for joy, than
-when Martin Welland sat beside her and struggled to find
-what had flashed like light in the old days. They had to
-face it at last—V. Lydiat was dead.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It troubled them much for a while, but troubled the world
-more. The publishers were besieged with questions and
-entreaties. Finally those also slackened and died off.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>V. Lydiat was buried.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They thought that perhaps if they returned to India the
-dead fire would re-kindle under that ardent sun. But no.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One day, at Benares, standing near the great Monkey
-Temple of Durga, Martin stopped suddenly, and a light
-came into his eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“B. V. I’ve just remembered that one of the wisest of
-the pandits lives near here—a wonderful old fellow called
-Jadrup Gosein. Let’s go and state the case to him. The
-wisest man I know.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They went, Beatrice Veronica ashamed to feel a little uprush
-of regret at the sacrifice of a part of the wonderful day.
-Martin knew so much. It was heavenly to go to these
-places with him, and have them illumined by his research.
-But they went to the pandit.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The holy man was seated under the shadow of a great
-image of Ganesha the Elephant-Headed One, the Giver of
-Counsel, and when they sat themselves before him at a measured
-distance the case was stated.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was a long pause—a deep silence filled with hot
-sunshine smelling of marigolds, and the patter of bare feet
-on sun-baked floors, as curious quick eyes watched the conclave
-from afar.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Jadrup Gosein meditated deeply, then raised his serene
-dark face upon them with the dim look that peers from the
-very recesses of being. His words, incomprehensible to Beatrice
-Veronica, had the hollow resonance of a bell, near at
-hand but softened.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There was a man long since,” he began, “to whom the
-high Gods offered in reward of merit, a rose-tree—very small
-and weak,—a suckling, as it were, among trees, with feeble
-fibrous root, accessible to all the dangers of drought and
-sun, and as he stretched his hand doubting, they offered him
-for choice a rose from the trees of Paradise, crimson and
-perfumed, its hidden bosom pearled with dew and wafting
-divine odours. And they said ‘Choose.’ So he said within
-his soul, ‘The tree may die—who knows the management
-of its frail roots? But the rose is here, sweeter than sweet,
-immortal since it grew in Paradise! I choose the rose.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And they put it in his hand. And the wise Elephant-Headed
-One said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘O fool! What is a rose compared to a rose-tree that
-bears myriads of roses? Also the rose dies in the heat of
-human hands. The tree lives; a gathered rose is dead.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My children, you have chosen the rose. Be content.
-Yet in another life remember and cling to that which unsevered
-from the parent tree sends roots into the Now, the
-Then, and the Future, and blossoms immortally.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So he dismissed them kindly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He means,” said Martin with troubled brow, “that ordinary
-household happiness shuts a man in from the stars.
-Do you remember the flute of Pan, B. V.? He tore the
-reed from the river and massacred it as a reed to make it a
-music-bearer for the Gods.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“The true Gods sigh for the cost and pain,</p>
-<p class='line0'>For the reed that grows never more again</p>
-<p class='line0'>As a reed with the reeds in the river.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But we are so happy!” she whispered, clinging against
-him to feel the warmth of his love. “The outer spaces are
-cold, cold. I don’t regret V. Lydiat. I have you. The
-reeds were happier in the river.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Martin Welland sighed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You had both,” he said. “You have only me now.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But that regret also slipped away. They forgot. It all
-faded into the light of common day and they were extremely
-happy.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The two could never account for the way in which they
-had come together in that dream-land of theirs. They had
-lost the clue of the mystery once and for all.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Jadrup Gosein could have told them, but it never occurred
-to them to ask him. There are however many lives and the
-Gods have a long patience.</p>
-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:1em;margin-bottom:1em;font-size:1.2em;'>THE SEA OF LILIES</p>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:.8em;'>A STORY OF CHINA</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch2'>THE SEA OF LILIES<br/> <br/> <span style='font-size:smaller'>A STORY OF CHINA</span></h1></div>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I had come down from the mountain fastnesses of my
-home in Kashmir on pilgrimage to a certain island off the
-coast of China. A long, long pilgrimage, but necessary; for,
-with a Buddhist monk attached to the monastery of Kan-lu-ssu
-in the hills of North China, I was to collect certain information
-from the libraries and scholars of two famous
-monasteries on the island of Puto. I, Lancelot Dunbar, am
-known to the monks of the northern monastery of Kan-lu-ssu
-by the friendly title of “Brother of the Pen,” and it is my
-delightful lot to labour abundantly among the strange and
-wonderful stores of ancient Buddhist and historic knowledge
-contained in some of the many monastic libraries scattered
-up and down India, China and Ceylon. It follows that my
-wife and I own two homes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One is a little deserted monastery in the Western Hills, in
-China, known as “First Gate of Heaven,” and so beautiful
-that the name might have grown about it like the moss on
-its tiled roofs. Following the bigger monasteries, it has its
-quiet courtyard, its lotus-pool and the peaked roofs with
-their outward, upturned sweep. The pines crowd upon us,
-and the cloud-dragons of rain and wind play in their uncouth
-sport among the peaks and fill our streams with singing,
-glittering water.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Our other home is a red-pine hut near the Liderwat in
-Kashmir. The beauty of it, the warm homeliness set amid
-the cold magnificence of the hills and immeasurable forests,
-no tongue can tell. The hut is very large and low, divided
-into our own rooms and the guest-rooms, with hospitable
-fireplaces for fragrant pine-logs and floors strewn with rugs
-brought by yak and pony down the wild tracks from Yarkand
-and Leh. Beautiful rooms, as I think—the windows
-looking out into the pines and the endless ways that lead to
-romance and vision.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Which home is the more beautiful I cannot say. We have
-never known, and our friends give no help; for some choose
-one and some the other. One day I shall write of our life in
-Kashmir, the clean, beautiful enchantment of it, the journeyings
-into the mountains—but to-day I must recall myself
-to the pilgrimage to Puto.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It is an island off the coast of China, as I said before, most
-holy to the Buddhists of the Far East, dear to all who know
-it in its beauty and religious peace and the lovely legends
-that cling about it, a place of purification of the heart and
-of a serenity that the true pilgrim may hope to carry away
-with him as the crowning of his toil and prayer. It is one
-of the Chusan Archipelago and is separated from the large
-island of Chusan by a stretch of water known as the “Sea of
-Lilies.” And it is not very far distant from the hybrid dissipations
-of Shanghai and the swarming streets of Ningpo
-and can be reached from either. Yet it is as far removed
-from their hard realities as if it were built on floating clouds
-and lit by other dawns than ours.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Shanghai concerns itself, I am told, with that ancient and
-universally respected Trinity of the World, the Flesh, and
-the Devil. I know little of it myself and accept the testimony
-of friends, and especially of one who knew it well.
-“I just think,” he said with conviction, “that if nothing happens
-to Shanghai, Sodom and Gomorrah were very unfairly
-dealt with.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So I met my friend Shan Tao in Ningpo, and we set sail
-together. The island of Puto, at all events, concerns itself
-with a very different Trinity from that of Shanghai. For
-the deity of Puto is the Supreme, enthroned in eternal light,
-and on his right hand stands Wisdom and on his left, Love.
-The patron saint of this island is Kwan-yin (the Kwannon
-of Japan), the incarnation of divine love and pity, she who
-has refused to enter paradise, so that, remaining on this
-sad earth, she may be attentive to the tears and prayers of
-humanity and depart from it only when the Starry Gates
-have closed behind the last sinner and sorrow and sighing
-have fled away like clouds melting into the golden calms of
-sunset. Yet when I say “she,” I limit the power of this
-mighty <span class='it'>Bodhisattva</span>, or <span class='it'>Pusa</span>, as Buddhas-to-be are called
-in India and China. For that pure essence is far above all
-limitations of sex and, uniting in itself the perfection of both,
-may be manifested as either, according to need and opportunity.
-Be that as it may, Puto is the holiest, most immediate
-home of Kwan-yin, and her influence spreads far beyond its
-shores and makes the very sea that surrounds it sacred.
-Therefore it is to this day the Sea of Lilies.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For when the Dwarf-men, the Japanese, came storming
-down on the island from Hangchow long ago and carried
-off a part of the sacred relics, they woke in the dawn to
-find their ship moving slower and slower and finally rocking
-like a ship asleep in what seemed a vast meadow of lilies.
-Thick as snow about them lay the ivory chalices with golden
-stamens; thick as the coiling of snakes innumerable were
-the long piped and knotted stems, with the great prone
-leaves. Neither oar nor sail could move the ship; for the
-mysterious lilies, white and silent, that had sprung up from
-the depths in a night held it as if with chains. And then
-comprehension entered the hearts of the Dwarfs, and, taking
-hurried counsel, they put the ship about and headed for
-the sacred island once more. As they did so, a soft wind
-like the waft of a passing garment breathed on the surface
-of the sea, the ivory chalices closed and the crystal lymph
-flowed over them, and, where the leagues of blossom had
-spread, were now only the foam-flowers of the waste ocean.
-So the treasures were restored to Puto, and, when the story
-was told to the monks, they adored the Heavenly Lady who
-guards her own.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Lest it be said that the burdened consciences of the
-Dwarfs misled them into a dream, let the story be told of
-Wang Kuei, a haughty official who was sent on his Emperor’s
-behalf to do reverence at the shrines of Puto and did it
-grudgingly and with a pride that ill became him. So, when
-his ship set sail from the island and he sat in glory on deck,
-glad at heart that his service was over, suddenly her swift
-course was stayed. Behold, in the moonlight, the meadows
-of ocean had bloomed into innumerable lilies, and there was
-no sea-track between them, no glimmer of water in the interstices
-of the paving-leaves, and the ship was a prisoner of
-beauty! Then the story of the Dwarfs rushed into his soul.
-In haste he prostrated himself on the deck with his face toward
-the island and prayed for pardon as he had never yet
-prayed, and the Heavenly Lady heard him and the lilies
-were resumed into her pure being. The man of pride returned
-to Puto and, doing homage of the humblest, went
-back in security to his Emperor.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But who can tell the beauty of Puto, looking forth on its
-little sisters of the archipelago with the serenity of an elder
-who has attained? We put up in one of the cells allotted
-to pilgrims in a monastery among the hills overlooking the
-Sea of Lilies. Surely, I think, a lovelier place could not be.
-The little ways wind about the island, past great rocks sculptured
-with holy figures and groves of trees that climb the
-hills to the tiled roofs of the many temples and monasteries.
-And wild and sweet on the hills grows the gardenia, whence
-the island has its name of “White Flower.” The sunny
-sweetness of its perfume recalled to me the far-away, wild
-daphne bushes of Mount Abu in Rajputana, near the marvellous
-white temples of Dilwara, temples of another, yet
-not unallied, faith. It is easy to tell when the gods go by—it
-can never be common air again, but sweet, sweet unutterably.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>All day I trod the bays on sand fine as powdered gold or
-wandered among the flowers, taking notes for my book at
-the various temples and talking with the monks and such
-hermits as are not under the vow of silence. When they
-found I was at work for Kan-lu-ssu in the hills, they opened
-their hearts and told me many things.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I suppose it is difficult for the western mind to comprehend
-the impulses that send a man to dwell in the solitudes
-of Puto, girdled with its miraculous sea, there to let the years
-slip from him like a vesture, unheeded, unregretted—but to
-me it is easy. Let me tell the story of one of these monks,
-gathered from his own lips and told where a ravine breaks
-down to the sands of a little bay; where the small waves fall
-in a lulling monotone, a fitting burden to quiet words softly
-spoken as the shadows lengthened to the hour of rest. He
-was named in religion “High Illumination.” His name in
-the world I cannot tell.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His father had been a farmer in Anhui, a well-to-do man
-for his class. There were two sons, and my friend was the
-younger. His father, of whom he spoke with deep reverence,
-had the utmost confidence in the elder brother. In dying,
-he expressed only the desire that the elder brother would
-make a just division with the younger of all the possessions
-he was leaving, and so departed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And I was content,” said High Illumination, “knowing
-my father’s wisdom and believing that his wish, uttered in
-the presence of us both, would be as binding upon my honoured
-brother as an imperial command. Therefore, when all
-observances of departure had been completed and the proper
-time came, I expected my share in peace, and the more so
-since my good father had provided for my marriage with
-a beautiful maiden, the daughter of a lifelong friend. But
-that was not to be.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And still my brother said nothing; all the duties of the
-seasons proceeded and I worked and helped him, expecting
-daily that he would speak.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then at last in great astonishment I ventured this:
-‘Honoured Elder Brother, the will of our just father is still
-unfulfilled. Should we not proceed in this matter?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And he, with anger and a reddened face: ‘What is this
-discontent? Do you not share the land where you labour
-upon it? What more would you have?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So, very temperately and courteously, I said: ‘Honoured
-Elder Brother, I work but as a hired man who has no hire.
-I have not so much as a <span class='it'>cash</span> in my pocket to buy me the
-least of pleasures or needs. I have but my food, and that,
-as I think, my elder sister [the brother’s wife] grudges me.
-Such certainly was not the intention of our just father.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then, his face distorted with rage, he replied, ‘Have your
-way, and if it bring bitterness and disturbance of spirit, then
-thank yourself for your greed!’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>High Illumination paused a moment as if in memory.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Greed!” I said indignantly. “My friend, you were
-wronged and cruelly. You could in a court of law have
-compelled him to do you justice.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yet he was right: for me it was greed,” said High Illumination,
-with a smile of quiet humour. “I had thought
-of it night and day, till it had soured my soul. But the next
-day at dawn my brother called to me with anger in his voice
-and said: ‘The division is now made. Come and see.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So we passed along through the dewy dawn-gold in silence,
-past his fields of budding rice and millet prosperously
-green, and at last we came to a great stretch of pebbles and
-water-springs where nothing would grow, no, not even a
-blade of grass. The place had come to my father from
-many ancestors, and none could either use or sell its barrenness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And there it lay, grey and hard in the morning gold, and
-my brother, pointing, said: ‘Take it; the division is made.
-And when you store your plentiful rice, thank my generosity.’
-And, turning, he left me and went back to his prosperity,
-laughing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It was a devil’s deed,” I said. “Surely he laid up for
-himself a black <span class='it'>karma</span> in so doing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>High Illumination shook his head slowly. “Who can
-judge the karma of another? Daily did I pray that my
-brother’s feet might be set in the way of peace, and I had
-assurance that thus and no otherwise it should be. But
-hear the story and its loveliness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So I sat nearly all day, staring at the pebbles. There
-was not even a yard of the ground that spade and hoe could
-conquer, and I knew myself vanquished. Then in the evening
-I rose and went to a neighbour and said, ‘I beseech you
-to find me work; for I must eat or die.’ He gave me work
-and the wage was my food only; for he was bone-poor. So
-I lived for two years, and, if I passed my brother, he would
-jeer at my rags and leanness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, as I went by my desolate heritage one day, I
-saw that between the pebbles were pushing little bright
-green shoots, strong and hardy, thrusting the small stones
-aside to make room for their impatience. The tender
-greenness pleased me. It was like warmth and sunshine to
-see the life of it, and I wondered what manner of growth
-could find food among the stones. For a while I could not
-go that way, but, when I went again, behold a thing most
-beautiful, for all the plants were covered with buds like
-pearls!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My brother, hear a marvel. One day, before ever I came
-in sight of it, a sweet perfume, warm with the sun, exhaling
-the very breath of paradise, surrounded me. When I approached,
-the desert had blossomed abundantly. I could
-not see the stones; they were covered with lilies, white lilies,
-each with a gold cup, set in ivory, to hold the incense-offering
-to the sun. What could I say, what think in beholding this
-miracle of loveliness? I sat beside them to watch what they
-would do, and a light breeze moved the flowers like bells
-upon the stems, and there was a going in the leaves of them
-as though the hem of an unseen garment trailed among them.
-And they were mine.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They had never grown there before?” I asked.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No man of those parts had seen the like; nor I myself.
-Every day, when my work was done, I went to look at them
-and sat to see their beauty of ivory and gold. And once, as
-I sat, the rich official, Chung Ching-yu, rode by. Pausing
-in astonishment, he bought a handful of the flowers, giving
-me the first money I had seen for a year, and he told me to
-gather the bulbs in due season and receive from him in return
-their weight in silver. And what he said ran on to other
-rich men and to men not rich, in the city of Ningpo, and they
-came bidding against one another for the bulbs to sell to
-the great and to send in ships to strange countries, until I
-who had been poor scarce knew how to store my riches.
-And I saw what my lilies loved and put for them more stones
-and water, and the next year they were a wilderness of
-sweets, where all the bees of the world came to gather
-nectar.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But I knew indeed whence they came, since such beauty
-could not be of earth, and I withdrew myself to a lonely
-place and addressed my prayer to Kwan-yin, who had thus
-blessed my poverty, and I said: ‘O Adorable, whose ears
-are open ever to the cry of the oppressed, whose beautiful
-eyes are pitiful to sorrow, I bless thee for this compassion.
-And because I dread the love of riches, and the flowers and
-not money, are to me my soul, give me grace so to receive
-the mercy of thy gift that it may befit thy greatness and my
-littleness.’ Even as I said the words, a thought came to me,
-and I went to find my brother, whom I had not seen for
-long days.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, when he saw me come, his face darkened with rage,
-and he said: ‘Are you come to taunt me because of my
-folly, in that I gave the best of all the land to your idleness,
-or to thank me for the gold it has heaped upon you? Speak
-out; for the lucky man may speak.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then, standing at the door, I said this: ‘Elder Brother,
-your action was unjust, and certainly the Divine does not
-sleep, but awaits its hour in peace. As for me, the Spirit of
-Compassion has seen my poverty and had pity upon me, and
-now I will tell you my heart. Two nights ago as I lay and
-slept, it seemed to me that the moonlit air grew sweet with a
-sweetness more than all my lilies—nay, than all the flowers
-of earth—and I knew that the gates of paradise were opened
-and that the immortal flowers exhaled their souls, and that
-to breathe them was purification. Then, far off on a cloud
-so white that it resembled the mystic petals of the lotus,
-stood a lady with veiled face, and in one hand a chalice and
-in the other a willow spray, and even through the veil her
-beauty rayed as the moon behind a fleece of cloud. My
-Brother, need I say her name?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And, as I spoke, the hard face softened; for who is there
-that knows not the Pity of the Lord? I continued: ‘In a
-voice sweeter than sleep, she augustly addressed me, saying:
-‘The Divine on its hidden throne knows no repose while the
-sigh of the oppressed is heard before it. And because this
-injustice was borne with patience, the armies of the flowers
-of paradise were marshaled. Say, now, whether justice was
-done.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And I said, ‘It was done.’ And, as a cloud slips off the
-moon as she glides upward to the zenith, so fell the veil—but
-what I saw I may not tell, nor could, for I weep in remembering
-that Beauty.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His voice faltered even in recollection; nor could I speak
-myself. We sat in silence awhile, looking over the Sea of
-Lilies with the twilight settling softly upon it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then he resumed: “So I said: ‘Elder Brother, having
-seen this, I have all riches and need no more. Take the
-land; for I depart into the life of peace, where is no need of
-gold or gain, having beheld the ineffable Treasure of the
-Nirvana and the very Soul of Quiet.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And his eyes kindling, he said, ‘What, is it mine—all
-mine?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Yours. Yet remember that these lilies are of heaven.
-It is in my mind that these will have not only pure water and
-clean rock but also a clean heart to tend them.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then, very doubtfully, he took my hand and held it
-awhile in his and, dropping it at last, turned, weeping, away.
-Thus we parted, and I came to Puto.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And you never saw him again?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>High Illumination smiled, looking to where the star of
-evening blossomed above us. “Four years passed,” he replied.
-“Then, among the pilgrims who came to the holy
-shrines, I saw my brother, and yet could scarcely think it
-he, so reverently and with such humility he knelt where the
-Divine Lady waits in gold at the left side of the Infinite One.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Need I recount the rest, O Brother of the Pen? He
-came to my cell and, seated at my feet, he told me all.
-When I was gone, the lilies withered, and at first he thought
-he lacked my skill and spent much money on digging and
-trenching, but still the lilies died, and at last he saw that the
-air that clung about his garments withered them. So, as he
-sat musing on this strange thing, he resolved in his soul that
-he would no more sell the Divine in the streets nor market
-his peace for gold, but that he would set aside these stones
-and pure springs for almsgiving to the poorest of the poor.
-Looking up, he said this: ‘Spirit of Compassion, have pity
-on my soul, bound and crippled by the love of gain. For I
-too am not beyond the bounds of thy pity, and, if there is
-hope of it for me in this life as the fruit of some solitary good
-deed in former existences, grant that the flowers of heaven
-may blossom once more and the souls of many rejoice in
-their loveliness.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And, as the words were said, he knew that the prayer was
-heard. The lilies returned in a beauty beyond telling, and
-it seemed that half the world desired them. He who had
-not known the joy of giving became now, as it were, the
-very source of charity and gave not only of his lilies but of
-his rice and millet and all his gains, that the heart of the poor
-might be gladdened with plenty. So, as he told, we sat together,
-hand in hand, with tongues that could not be satisfied
-in telling and eyes that beheld the greatness of the Divine.
-And for many years he came, and the monks watched
-and watched for his coming and I most of all. And at last
-he did not come, but his son in his place, who told me that
-the bond of life had been gently loosed, and it was believed
-that High Presences stood about his death-bed while the villages
-mourned.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“O Brother of the Pen, write this true story, that all may
-know there is none like unto the Hearer of Prayer!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The evening star hung like a steadfast lamp over the dim
-ocean, and the air was so still that, when at last a faint stirring
-came in the grasses and leaves, it was as if some listening
-influence were passing softly away, as indeed I believe.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Skeptics may say that the wish was father to the thought.
-But I know better. And as for the flowers themselves, there
-is a strange susceptibility in the plant life we call “lower.”
-Of that truth I know many stories which I shall tell one day.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But how shall I tell the beauty of Puto looking forth on
-its little sisters of the Archipelago with the serenity of a
-saint who has attained? I sat alone next day by the carved
-Rock of Meditation pondering these things, and bathing my
-soul in the peace of them as in deep water. The mystery of
-the place was about me, for Puto is a home of the mystic
-order of Buddhist monasticism which in India is called
-Jhana, in Japan Zen, and there were men at hand to whom
-the bond of the flesh is a thing easily unloosed. One sat on
-the height above me now in profound meditation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I analyzed my own heart. Is it because all this with the
-atmosphere it creates, is so beautiful that I love it? Or is
-it because it presents a truth forgotten, lost, in our hurrying
-day of fevered unrest?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Because it is of the truth. That is the answer. None
-can doubt it who understands and loves these people and
-their teachings.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>None—who is admitted to the quiet of their secret places
-and thoughts.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It is a truth which is a part of nature itself. Consider
-the lilies of the field. They breathe it, the soft breezes whisper
-it among the leaves of the maiden-hair trees, the measured
-cadence of the sea chimes it eternally on the golden
-shores of Puto.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They have the secret of peace, which we have immeasurably
-and to our ruin lost.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So my friend Shan Tao and I paced along the pilgrim’s
-path past the sea-cave where visions of the holy Kwan-yin
-are said to have been seen in the sun ray that strikes through
-the rent roof with something of the same effect as the light
-contrived to fall from above in the temple of Mendoet in
-Java on the white and beautiful face of the Bodhisattva who
-sits in ecstasy below. And wandering on, beguiling the
-way with legends and tales of the Excellent Law to reach
-the southern monastery, pausing to look at the half ruined
-pagoda adorned on its four faces with carvings of Kwan-yin,
-and her brother saints, P’uhsien, Wen-shu and Ti-tsang, the
-last known in Japan as Jizo the beloved protector of dead
-children, we reached the southern monastery and the courtyard
-with its noble incense burners and candle holders,
-shaded by trees. Here it was a part of my purpose to search
-for references in the library on the upper story where the
-treasures are guarded by a serene Buddha in alabaster. And
-let me say that if ever the libraries of the many Chinese
-monasteries are searched with care and patience great additions
-will be made not only to the science of the soul but
-also to the world’s wisdom. Many lost treasures thus await
-their day of resurrection—treasures brought back in the
-early days of our era by Chinese monks who made the terrible
-pilgrimage through the cruel deserts and mountains to
-India that they might return loaded with the spiritual treasures
-of illumination and wisdom, and learned comments
-and digressions on these written by mighty Chinese patriarchs
-whose gilded and lacquered bodies are still preserved
-in the remote abodes of faith.</p>
-
-<hr class='tbk'/>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And when that day of revelation comes it will be found
-how much of the religious thought of the divided faiths can
-be traced to common sources in an antiquity so vast that it
-strikes the soul with awe. May that knowledge bring union
-and surcease to the petty wranglings and contempts which
-cloud the living waters of Truth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There are few scenes more serenely beautiful than the
-lotus pond of this monastery and its still waters doubling the
-old arched bridge and the sailing clouds, and the sunshine,
-unbearably delicious, brooding, brooding upon it like a soul
-in ecstasy. A soft collegiate calm was about us, the monks
-coming and going at intervals with kindly glances at my pen
-and note book, and the reverence for the written character
-and for what it represents that contact with our civilization
-will most certainly kill. A harmless snake was basking in
-the sun not far away, and a deer taught tameness by fellowship
-wandered about under the trees, as they do on the island
-of Miyajima in Japan.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>How beautiful the confidence of the creatures in these
-Buddhist resorts, how much we lose in losing their companionship!
-The gentleness of heaven was on Puto that
-day, and the words of a poet-monk who wrote of the beloved
-island floated through my mind like little golden clouds.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Who tells you that there is no road to heaven? This is
-heaven’s own gateway, and through it you may pass direct
-to the very Throne of the Divine.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I left it on a lovely day of summer—no foam-flowers
-blossoming on the Sea of Lilies, a drowsy golden haze veiling
-the neighbouring islands. I could scarcely have borne to
-leave it, especially its unrifled stores of wisdom, had I not
-known that I was free of it henceforward and might count
-on my welcome, come when I would. Almost, as we crossed
-the sea, I could dream that the miraculous ship of Kwan-yin
-floated before us, its sails filled with no earthly breeze, bearing
-the happy souls to the golden Paradise of the West where
-the very perfume of the flowers is audible in song. We who
-in Dante read the story of another Boat of Souls may well
-recognize the inmost truth of this legend. And certainly in
-Puto the soul may at least enter the heavenly Boat of Beauty
-that the poets have sung in all tongues and ages, and pass
-in it to the blue horizon of dreams and delights.</p>
-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:1.2em;'>THE BRIDE OF A GOD</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch3'>THE BRIDE OF A GOD</h1></div>
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Two hundred years ago in India, many happy people dwelt
-in the little town of Krishnapur—happy because their belief
-was fixed and immutable and it brought them gladness; for
-in all innocence and devotion they worshipped Krishna the
-Beloved, the Herdsman of Brindaban, Lord of Love, whose
-name their little town carried like a jewel of price.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And certainly the God had gifted it with beauty. The
-terraced houses climbed the ways of a hill deeply wooded
-with tamarind and pippala trees, and down a deep ravine
-ran the little Bhadra River, falling from great heights to
-feed the blue lake below. The place lay in the sunshine,
-clear and bright as a painting on crystal brought by the Chinese
-merchants, and by the favour of the God a delicate coolness
-spread upward from the lake among the clustered
-houses. In its midst was a very small island with a little temple
-lifting its shining gilded roof and spires among the palms.
-In this he was worshipped as the Flute-Player, an image
-of black basalt, very beautiful—a youth with the Flute forever
-at his lips; and there were devout men and women who
-declared that, in the midnight silence, sounds of music comparable
-only to the music of Indra’s heaven had been heard
-among the palm trees and mingled with the eternal song of
-the river. This report and the beauty and quiet of the fair
-little town brought a few pilgrims to bathe in the lake, crowding
-the broad low ghats that led down to its pure waters
-with their flower-hued garments and the strong chanting of
-their prayers.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Many legends haunted the town of Krishnapur.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now the Pandit Anand Das was a man learned in the
-Vedas and all the sacred books, and his heart glowed with
-a great devotion. Since his son, who should have inherited
-his learning, was dead, and it could not flow in that beloved
-channel, he resolved that, slight and frail as a woman’s intellect
-must needs be, he would instruct his daughter Radha
-in the mysteries of the Holy Ones, as far as possible. He
-had named her Radha from his devotion to Sri Krishna; for
-Radha is the heart’s love of the God; and in bestowing this
-name he had made offering and prayed that he might live to
-see her as beautiful, as true in devotion as the Crowned
-Lady. The prayer was answered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Beautiful indeed was Radha, an image of golden ivory, with
-lips like a pomegranate bud before its sweetness is tasted,
-and great eyes dark as the midnight and lit by her stars.
-Beautiful the soft moulding of her rounded chin, and the
-shaping of the flower-face poised on its stem like a champak
-blossom that all the bees of love must seek, and the silk-soft
-brows and the heavy sweep of shadowy lashes. Flawless
-from head to rosy heel as the work of a mighty craftsman
-who wills not that his name shall perish, so was Radha; and
-when the people saw her as she passed along the little street,
-they gave thanks to the Beautiful for her beauty. Fairer
-than fair, wiser than wise in all the matters of the Gods, she
-lived her quiet days among the palms and temples, and each
-day laid its gift at her feet.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now the Brahman, her father, having, as it were, devoted
-her to the God, rejoiced to see that <span class='it'>bhakti</span>—which is faith,
-love, and worship in a perfect unity—was a steadfast flame
-in her heart; nor was there any word to utter her burning
-devotion. As a child she would leave all play to sit before
-his feet and hear as he read of the divine Krishna,—</p>
-
-
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-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>The story of the Lord of All</p>
-<p class='line0'>Beginneth with a Pastoral,—</p>
-</div>
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-
-<p class='noindent'>and her child’s heart lived among the meadows of Brindaban
-with the marvellous Child whose very name is ‘He who draws
-or attracts.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And thus her learned father taught her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This Krishna is the true incarnation of the Preserver
-who upholds the universe. ‘For in him,’ says the Mahabharata
-Santeparva, ‘the worlds flutter like birds in water’;
-and of him did not Maheshwara the Destroyer say: ‘The
-divine and radiant Krishna must be beheld by him who desires
-to behold Me.’ Thus in Sri Krishna is all Deity
-sheathed in flesh, that the soul of man may dimly apprehend
-his glory. A Child—yet thus in the Holy Song does the
-Prince Arjun cry to him:—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“ ‘God, in thy body I see all the Gods,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And all the varied hosts of living things,</p>
-<p class='line0'>The undivided Thou, the highest point</p>
-<p class='line0'>Of human thought.’</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Can such a Being be approached by mere humanity?
-No, he is too far away—the ear of man may not hear, and
-the eye of man may not see. How if he were born among
-us, if we might touch his feet, and show him in simple human
-ways our devotion? How if he would turn the common
-earth to beauty by breathing the air we breathe?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And because it is so desired, it is done and Krishna is
-born, the Herdsman of Brindaban, the Beloved of India.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So reading day by day, he instructed her in the lovely
-story of the Childhood, and, with the ancient Pastoral, took
-her to the forests and rich cattle pastures where Jumna River
-flows wide and still to the sea. The people are kind and
-simple, the sacred cows are driven out at dawn to feed, and
-brought back in the brief glow of evening by the fair women
-who tend the gentle beasts; and this is Brindaban, the home
-on earth of the Lord of All, the utterly Adored.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So much a child! But when floods of rain threatened
-to sweep away the herds and their keepers, he raised the
-hill Govardhan on the palm of his small soft hand, and sheltered
-them from the torrents and the fighting winds. And,
-as she sat at his feet, the Pandit showed his child Radha
-pictures of that other Child, darkly beautiful, who could
-poise the world on his shoulder.</p>
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As she grew older, the story widened and deepened with her
-years. But as she came to girlhood, her anxious mother,
-Sita Bai, ventured with trembling to doubt if it were well to
-draw her heart yet closer to the radiant manhood of the
-young God; for now the story is to be mystically interpreted
-and read by the light of the wisdom of the old and learned.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Was there not Mira Bai, who went mad for the love of
-him and could not leave his image or his temple, and dreamed
-of his sweetness night and day until she wasted to a shadow
-and died? And, my lord, is not his great temple as Jagannath,
-Lord of the World, but ten miles from us at the great
-town of Chaki; and is it not filled with bands of <span class='it'>devidasis</span>—the
-dancing girls? Would you have your daughter as one of
-them—sacred but—vile?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She caught the word back on her lips and looked about
-her in terror. Then added passionately:—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“O my lord, is it well to kindle such a passion in her heart,
-and she little more than a child?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Better be possessed by that love than by the follies and
-wickednesses that haunt the hearts of women to their ruin
-and ours. Woman, I know what I do. Be silent!” was all
-his answer.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So she was silent, and daily the story went onward and
-filled the soul of the girl. For now, as Krishna grew to
-manhood, beauty came upon him, irresistible, heart-compelling,
-the world’s Desire, and on the banks of Jumna
-was sung the Song of Songs—the Lover, dark and glorious,
-to whom the souls of all the women of Brindaban, whether
-wife or maid, cling passionately, forgetful of self and of all
-but him. And the deepest symbol of the adoration of
-Krishna is the passion of man for woman and woman for
-man.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Walk warily here, my child, if you would understand,”
-said the Pandit; “for we move among pitfalls made by the
-mind of man fettered to his senses—the mind of man, that
-coin bearing the double superscription of spirit and flesh.
-Yet the story is plain for him who has ears to hear!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Radha, speechless, with dark eyes filled with adoring
-love, listened—listened, with no heart for aught else.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tell me more, more!” she said.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he, seeing the Divine Passion, the trembling of her
-lips, the uttering of her heart, told on, imparting the desire
-of the God.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And when, as at this time, a marriage was spoken of for
-her with the son of the rich Brahman Narayan, she shrank
-from it with such shuddering horror that for very pity her
-father put it by for a while. But her mother watched in
-great fear.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And every evening, when the light was calm and golden
-and her father laid his books aside, she would sit before
-him, putting all else aside that she might drink in the sweet
-nectar of his words.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And now he told of the Herd-maidens bathing in the clear
-ripple of the river where the trees hang in green shadow over
-the deep pools.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Their garments lie on the bank, forgotten in the joy of
-youth and life, as they sing the praises of the Beloved, until
-at length one remembers and looks, and lo! some thief
-has stolen the vesture, and they stand ashamed in the crystal
-lymph, their long locks gathered about them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Who has so bereft them? For no man or woman should
-bathe uncovered; and they have sinned—they know it!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And then a voice calls from the world of leaves above their
-heads, and there sits the Desired, shining like a star caught
-in the topmost boughs, and before him are rolled the stolen
-garments, and when, all shamefaced, they entreat for their
-restoration, the Voice exhorts them:—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And if it is for My sake you have bathed and purified
-yourselves, then come forth fearless, and receive your vesture
-from my hands.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he laid in her hand the picture of the Gopis fearing
-and adoring as they leave the lustral water, some shrinking
-in humility, to receive their vesture from the Beautiful, who
-sits smiling far above them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And this, my daughter, is a very great mystery!” he said
-gravely. “And its meaning is this: ‘Thy <span class='it'>Thou</span> is still
-with thee; if thou wilt attain unto me, quit thyself, and
-come.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And she said,—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Father, surely the Self is withered into nothing when this
-dearworthy One calls. What were life, death—anything
-in the Three Worlds, compared with beholding his blissful
-countenance?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he replied,—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Even so it is”; and laid aside his book and fell into a
-deep musing on the Perfections of the Lord; and Radha sat
-beside him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So that night her mother said timidly,—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Lord of my life, the girl is possessed by the God. I fear
-for her life. In her sleep she speaks aloud of him and
-stretches empty arms to the air, moaning. The colour fades
-in her lips, her eyes are fixed on dreams. She has no peace.
-Should we not seek an earthly lover for her own, that she
-may forget this Divine that is all the world’s?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he replied sternly,—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Woman, lift up a grateful heart to the God that this girl
-is not as the rest but consumed by the love of the Highest.
-I have a thought unknown to you. All will be better than
-well.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And she desisted in great fear and obedience; but the very
-next evening was the story told of Radha—heart of the God’s
-heart, the Beautiful whose name she herself bore! And the
-girl listened in an ecstasy.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was a very still evening, the stars shining large and near
-the earth, the moon a mere crescent, such as when Maheshwara
-wears it in his hair and dreams on the mountain-peaks
-of Himalaya. They sat in the wide veranda, supported
-on wooden pillars bowered in the blossoms of the purple
-bougainvillæa and the white and scented constellations of
-jasmine. The wide transparent blinds of split cane were
-raised to admit the faintly perfumed breath of the garden;
-and by the Pandit’s elbow, as he sat on his raised seat,
-burned a little oil lamp, that he might read the sacred pages.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Radha sat on her low cushion beside him, the <span class='it'>sari</span> of
-Dakka muslin threaded with gold fallen back from her head
-as she looked up.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘In the passion of their worship, the women of Brindaban
-are drawn out into the forest, each grieving if he do but turn
-his calm immortal eyes upon any other than herself.
-Therefore, only in the secret places of the forest is there now
-any joy. It has left the little houses and gone out to dwell
-by the river. They must follow, for they bear the world’s
-wound in their heart, and he is its Balm.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘For a time his eyes rest on Radha the Beautiful, and she,
-transported with the pride of love, entreats that he will carry
-her in his arms. He stretches them to her with his mystic
-smile, and even as they touch her, he vanishes, and she is
-alone in a great darkness.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Here again, my daughter, is the parable clear,” the
-Pandit interrupted the reading to say. “Here is no room for
-spiritual pride and exclusive desire. Learn your place,
-proud soul! It is at his feet until he, unasked, shall raise
-you to the level of his heart.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘So at the last she falters and falls, stunned with grief,
-the Herd-maidens weeping beside her, and—suddenly the
-Light shines. He has returned. He speaks:—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Now I have tried you. You have remembered and
-thought upon me.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘You have increased your affection like beggars made
-newly rich.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘You have chosen my service, abandoning the world and
-the Scriptures.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘How can I do you honour? I cannot reward you
-enough.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Though I should live for a hundred of Brahma’s years,
-yet I could not be free of my debt.’ ”</p>
-
-<h3>III</h3>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sat in silence; and breaking upon it, they heard the
-soft tread of a man stop by their gate, and voices, and the
-servant who guarded the gate came in haste.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great Sir, here is the holy Brahman who is chief at the
-altar of great Jagannath in Chaki, and he would speak with
-you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Bring him instantly hither. Stay! I go myself!” cried
-the Pandit, rising. He had forgotten his daughter.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Father, have I your leave to go?” She drew the sari
-about her face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Daughter, no. This is a wise man and great. Be reverent
-and humble, and stay.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She stood, trembling with fear to see one so holy. Surely
-it was a portent that the servant of the God should come on
-their reading. Yet she quieted her heart, and when her father,
-attending the great guest, placed him on his own seat,
-with the image of the wise Elephant-Headed One wreathing
-his trunk behind him, she bowed before him and touched
-his feet, for to her he was as Brahman and priest, an
-earthly God.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was a man in middle life, tall and dignified in spite
-of a corpulence which gained upon him, and his features
-clear-cut in the proud lines that denoted his unstained ancestry.
-He knew himself the superior of kings. He would
-have spurned with his foot a jewel touched by the
-Mogul Emperor of India. Yet more. Had the Rajput
-Rana, a king of his own faith, sun-descended, royal, cast his
-shadow on his food in passing, he had cast it, polluted, away.
-So great is the pride of the Brahmans.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Namaskar, Maharaj! What is your honoured pleasure?”
-asked the Pandit.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am on my way to Dilapur on the divine business,” he
-answered, with a voice like the lowest throbbing notes of
-the bronze temple gong. “But I would have a word with
-you, Brother, as I go.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Has my daughter your leave to depart, Maharaj?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Certainly, friend, though it is of her I come to speak.
-May I behold the face of the maiden? A Brahmani has no
-need to veil it. They are not secluded like the Toorki
-women.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Unveil before the Presence, my daughter, Radha.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The guest started at the name so familiar to him in his
-devotions.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is singular, in view of my errand, that you should have
-given her this holy name, Pandit-ji.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She deserves it for the devoted love that she bears to
-Sri Krishna,” returned her father. “Of her face I say nothing,
-but her heart is flawless.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is well!” said the priest Nilkant Rai, and turned
-gravely to Radha.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Many were the <span class='it'>devidasis</span>, the nautch girls of the God, in
-the Temple of Jagannath. His eyes, deep and glowing,
-were no strangers to beauty, for the fairest were gathered
-like flowers to adorn the altars of the God, to dance and sing
-before his divine dreams, in all things to abide his will.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Six thousand priests serve Sri Krishna as Jagannath, Lord
-of the Universe, at Chaki, for great is his splendour. The
-Raja of Dulai, royal though he be, is the sweeper of his
-house. More than twenty thousand men and women do his
-pleasure, and of the glories of his temple who can speak?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But never had Nilkant Rai beheld such beauty as trembled
-before him then—darkly lovely, whitely fair, the very
-arrows of desire shooting from the bow of her sweet lips,
-half-child, half-woman, wholly desirable.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His eyes roved from the wonder of her face to the delicate
-rounding of her young breasts and the limbs exquisitely expressed,
-yet hidden, by the sari.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He looked in silence, then turned to the Pandit.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Surely she is an incarnation of Radha in face as in name.
-Brother, she has my leave to go.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yet, when she had fled like a shadow, Nilkant Rai did
-not hasten. The other waited respectfully. <span class='it'>Pañ</span>—the betel
-for chewing—was offered in a silver casket. A garland of
-flowers perfumed with attar of roses was placed about the
-guest’s neck. Refreshments were served and refused.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At length he spoke, looking on the ground.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Brother, it is known to you that the God makes choice
-when he will of a bride, favoured above all earthly women.
-Beautiful must she be, pure as a dewdrop to reflect his glory
-and return it in broken radiance, young, devout— Surely,
-even in this land of devotion, it is not easy to find such a
-one!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is not easy, holy one!” returned the Pandit, trembling
-as he foreknew the end.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The other continued calmly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now it so chanced that the priest Balaram passed lately
-through this town, and going by the tank to the temple, beheld
-your daughter, and returning, he came to me and said:
-‘The God has shown the way. I have seen the Desire of
-his eyes.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great is the unlooked-for honour,” said the Pandit
-trembling violently; “so great that her father and mother
-bend and break beneath it. But consider, Holy One—she
-is an only child. Have pity and spare us! The desolate
-house—the empty days!” His voice trailed broken into
-silence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If this hides reluctance!” Nilkant Rai began sternly.
-“If you have given a foul belief to any tale of the Temple——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I, holy Sir! I have heard nothing. What should I
-hear?” The old man’s voice was feeble with fear. “Do
-I disparage the honour? Sri Krishna forbid! No, it is but
-the dread of losing her—the empty, empty house!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And is she not at the age when marriage becomes a duty,
-and would she not leave you then? Unreasonable old man!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Holy Sir—Maharaj, I tremble before the honour. But
-if the girl married, she would bring her babe and make her
-boast and gladden our hearts. But thus she is lost to us.
-Have pity! There are other Brahmans rich in daughters.
-Take not the one from my poverty.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nilkant Rai rose to his feet with majesty.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I go. Never shall the God be rejected and ask twice.
-But when your daughter, old and haggard, looks up at you,
-answer that it was her unworthy father who kept her as a
-drudge on earth, when he might have raised her to a throne
-in heaven.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As the old man stood with clasped hands, Radha broke
-from the shadows and threw herself before him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My father, would you hold me back? What joy, what
-glory in all the world can befall your child like this? The
-bride of the God! O Father!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The tears were running down her face like rain. They
-glittered in the lamplight. He could not meet her eyes.
-Nilkant Rai stood by, silent.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She is beautiful as a nymph of Indra’s heaven!” he
-thought. “Not Urvasi and Menaka, the temptresses of
-sages, were more lovely!” He said aloud;</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The maiden is right. She is worthy of the God’s embrace.
-Is there more to say?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Maharaj, I worship you!” said the old man submissively
-(and still he had not looked at his child). “It is well.
-What orders?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let her be perfumed and anointed daily. Let her food
-and drink be purer than the pure. Let her worship daily at
-the temple of Sri Krishna. The bridal shall be held in a
-month from this, that time being auspicious. The Car of
-her Lord shall come for her as the Queen she is, and all envy
-the Chosen.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He turned to Radha, still at her father’s feet.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Farewell, happiest Lady. Joys earthly and celestial
-await you. Rest in the knowledge of the favour of Sri
-Krishna. Hear of him, dream of him, until the glad truth
-slays all dream.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He moved slowly toward the steps. Her father pursued
-him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Maharaj. Forgive, forgive! I neglect my manners.
-Thanks a thousandfold for the honour you have condescended
-to bring us this happy day. Your commands are
-ever before me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The words poured forth. He could not say enough.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is well, Pandit-ji. It is well. Say no more!” said the
-great guest, striding onward to the gate where two other
-Brahmans and his <span class='it'>palki</span> awaited him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She stood in the shadows as the Pandit returned.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Father, beloved, did I do wrong? Have you not taught
-me all my life that there is none like him—none?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My pearl, what is done is done. He cannot be resisted.
-It is well your heart goes with your feet. Now sleep.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She passed in silently, and sat all night by the small cotton
-mattress laid on the floor. How could she sleep?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nor was there sleep for the Pandit. Sita Bai needed
-little telling, for she had listened behind the curtains; and
-now, with a livid pallor upon her, she confronted him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Lord of my life, what is there to say? You know—you
-know!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know,” he answered heavily.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Sita Bai was too dutiful a wife to reproach her husband
-with anything done; but his own thoughts returned to the
-long evenings spent in contemplating the Perfections of the
-God. He replied to his thought.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yet had she never heard his name, it had been the same.
-Nothing could have saved her from the temple of Jagannath.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Saved.” He caught the word back from his own lips in
-deadly fear, and added in haste: “Whom the God honours
-cannot set his grace aside, and there is none who would.
-None in heaven or earth.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“None,” echoed the woman faintly. Then, in a whisper
-scarcely to be heard, “Whom Nilkant Rai chooses”—and
-steadily averted her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They dared say no more of this even in whispers to each
-other; for if this were reported, grief, ruin, death were the
-sure end.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One word more did Anand Pandit breathe:—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She must keep her joy. It is the God’s. If he love her,
-he yet may save her. Let no word be said.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She touched his feet in token of submission. All night
-they sat in a bitter silence.</p>
-
-<h3>IV</h3>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Next day, all through the little holy town, bathing in its
-glad sunshine beneath the swaying palms, had run the news
-of this honour. Sita Bai, with a mask of gladness fixed on
-her face, visited the wife of the goldsmith, and begged her
-sympathy with the divine event. The gold bangles rang
-as she joined her hands; for she had come clad in splendour,
-and her sari was of purple silk of Paitan woven with strands
-of gold.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When Radha went with her mother to the temple, crowds
-of the simple people had gathered by the lake beneath the
-neems and tamarinds to behold the beauty beloved of the
-God. True, they had seen it before, but to-day it was
-strange and new. Her throat rose like the stem of the lotus
-above the snowy folds of her sari, and like the purity of the
-lotus was her face with its downward eyes hidden in heavy
-lashes. She moved already like a bride, a little apart from
-her mother, to whom she had clung hitherto.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A voice shouted, “Jai Krishna!” (Victory to Krishna),
-and many voices took up the cry. A woman, quivering with
-eagerness, flung a garland of wet marigolds about her neck.
-Flowers were strewn before her happy feet. Never before
-had a Bride been chosen from Krishnapur. It might well
-seem the benediction of the God.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A beautiful woman, in a sari of jade-green and silver,
-pressed up close to her and whispered,—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Pray for me, O Beautiful, when you lie in the arms of
-the God, for me Ramu, wife of Narayan the Sahoukhar, that
-I may bear a son. Surely he will grant it for a wedding
-gift!” She stooped to the feet of Radha to worship her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I will pray,” the bride answered, pacing gently onward.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Petitions poured in upon her as she moved through the
-dappled light and shadow of the trees, beside the melted
-jewels of the lake. A great gladness possessed her. It was
-as if the air upbore her light feet; and the people followed
-in crowding joy until she made the <span class='it'>ashtanga</span>—the great
-prostration before the Flute-Player, the Alone, the Beautiful,
-who moves through the world scattering joy and love with
-the far music of his Flute—He to whom all and none may
-draw near.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When the people were gone and the sun had set, and quiet
-breathed from the grey garments of evening, she entreated
-her father to read to her from the Song of Songs, written
-by the sweet-voiced singer Jayadeva, who has sounded all
-the secrets of love.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At first he hesitated, then with a strange look upward, he
-read.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘This is the story of the anguish of Radha.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘For Radha, jasmine-bosomed, beautiful, waited in vain
-for her immortal Lover, by the banks of Jumna. This is
-the Dark Night of the Soul, for the face of the Beloved is
-averted in eclipse. In her sight, joyous and joy-giving, he
-lingers on the banks of Jumna with the happy herd-maids,
-while the <span class='it'>koels</span> flute their soft <span class='it'>koo-hoo-oo</span> in the deep green
-shade. And the poet makes the invocation:—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘ “Krishna, Lord of Love, stoop from thy throne to aid us.
-Deign to lift up our hearts for the sake of this song that is
-the cry of all who shed the tears of desertion as Radha
-shed them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘And Radha cries aloud in her despair:—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“ ‘ “Wind of the Indian stream,</p>
-<p class='line0'>A little, O a little, breathe once more</p>
-<p class='line0'>The fragrance of his mouth. Blow from thy store</p>
-<p class='line0'>One last word, as he fades into a dream.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘But he, far away in his Heaven, is lost in the Infinite
-Bliss; while she, deceived, beholds him playing by the
-river. Yet, because the soul, fevered with illusion, cannot
-soar to him, he forsakes his throne, sending his messenger
-before him, thus to plead with her:—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“ ‘ “The lesson that thy faithful love has taught him</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;He has heard.</p>
-<p class='line0'>The wind of spring, obeying thee has brought him</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;At thy word.</p>
-<p class='line0'>What joy in all the Three Worlds was so precious</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;To thy mind?</p>
-<p class='line0'><span class='it'>Ma kuru manini manamayè</span>,<a id='r1'/><a href='#f1' style='text-decoration:none'><sup><span style='font-size:0.9em'>[1]</span></sup></a></p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;O be kind!”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<div class='footnote'>
-<p class='footnote'>
-<span class='footnote-id' id='f1'><a href='#r1'>[1]</a></span>
-
-My proud one, do not indulge in scorn.</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<hr class='footnotemark'/>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘He pleads, as it were, for forgiveness, the Divine reasoning
-with the soul and justifying his ways. And all is
-well, and joy leaps over the horizon like the sun that drives
-the dark with arrows of victory. For he comes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘So then, Jayadeva writes of the high close, the mystic
-nuptials of the soul and her Bridegroom.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The old Pandit paused, his voice trembling, with the dark
-eyes of his Radha fixed upon him. Then read on:—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“ ‘Enter the House of Love, O Loveliest!</p>
-<p class='line0'>Enter the marriage bower, most Beautiful,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And take and give the joy that Krishna grants.’ ”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>And again he paused, the words choking in his throat,
-and she laid a soft hand on his.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“ ‘Then she, no more delaying, entered straight;</p>
-<p class='line0'>Shame, which had lingered in her downcast eyes,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Departed shamed. And like the mighty deep</p>
-<p class='line0'>Which sees the moon and rises, all his life</p>
-<p class='line0'>Uprose to drink her beams.’ ”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>He laid the book aside and extinguished the little lamp,
-so that only the moonlight was about them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>After a while, he said,—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My daughter, the God leads you in strange ways. Yet,
-whatever the hearts of men, he is true. Offer him your
-heart in all purity, and in the end it shall be well with you.
-We will speak of this no more.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But, Father beloved, do you not share my joy?” she said
-tremulously.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was silent.</p>
-
-<h3>V</h3>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The days went by very swiftly to the time of the divine
-marriage. Messengers came and went between the mighty
-temple of Jagannath and little Krishnapur, bearing gifts and
-jewels. Casting half-contemptuous glances, they passed by
-the little shrine where the Bride worshipped daily; but all
-contempt died when they were admitted to see her face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The God has chosen well!” they said, and looked at one
-another with meaning.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So the great day dawned in a passion of sunlight, and with
-flutes and drums and shouting the great Car of Jagannath
-waited for the Bride; and as she came forth, the
-pomegranate-blossom flush of joy rising in her golden
-cheek, her parents bowed before her and touched her feet
-in worship—no longer their daughter, but a goddess.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ankleted and zoned with gold, clothed in woven gold so
-supple that it yielded to every breath, the sun-rays dazzled
-back from her upon the adoring crowd until they put up
-their hands to veil the splendour. And so she sat, a Radiance,
-for all the world to see, high on the Car wreathed and
-hung with flowers, the image of the Bridegroom beside her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Oh, wonderful, terrible greatness for a woman! And so,
-with songs and triumph they bore her to her bridal.</p>
-
-<hr class='tbk'/>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mighty is the Temple of Jagannath, where by the eternal
-sea the people crowd all day to worship the Lord of the
-Universe. In little Krishnapur, he is the Beloved, the
-Herdsman, the Beautiful. Here, he is far removed—too
-great for love or fear. Human thought quails before his
-Vastness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The temple is in itself a city, and no feet but those of
-worshippers may pass even the strong outward walls. Very
-glorious are the carvings that adorn it. Terrible figures
-of Gods, many-headed, many-armed, bending giant bows,
-trampling giant enemies, brandishing awful weapons, dandling
-on their knees great Goddesses with slender loins and
-full breasts that overweight their swaying grace. Very
-awful are these figures, with clustering hair and crowns
-above their long eyes, and suns and moons rising and setting
-on their brows, and the symbols of their might scattered
-about them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But it was night, and it was among the wildly tossing
-lights that the Bride approached the home of her Lord; and
-the temple was dreadful, for it was dark and all the intricate
-ways lit with flickering points of light like the eyes
-of beasts; and, lost among strangers, her heart turned to
-water; for it resembled a great cave of blackness, and she
-could see but the naked bodies of worshippers and giant images
-of the holy Gods hovering through thick air laden with
-incense fumes and burning <span class='it'>ghi</span> and the dung of the sacred
-animals and the pungent smell of rotting marigolds. And
-there were cauldrons with flames fed by wild worshippers
-from the hills, and these crowded about the <span class='it'>palki</span> wherein
-they brought her through the temple, and touched it with
-hands that made her tremble, imploring her prayers as she
-lay in the breast of the God. Bats hung from the roof or
-swooped in the gloom. Their sourness tainted the air, and
-men, dim as ghosts, slunk about the fearful ways.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Thus dwell the Gods.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And suddenly terror submerged her like an ocean wave,
-and she sank back and the world left her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When sense and memory returned, she lay in her <span class='it'>palki</span> in
-the great Hall of Dancing—a mighty hall supported on
-many pillars; and around her stood in motionless bands the
-<span class='it'>devidasis</span>, the dancers of the God, chosen to delight his
-senses for their grace and beauty.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And, seeing her stretch her hands for help, the wild and
-flying dance began. They lifted her from the <span class='it'>palki</span> and she
-stood among them, shimmering in gold, and about her they
-wheeled, advancing and retiring, linking and unlinking like
-dancers in a dream. And they sang the marriage song she
-had heard in the quiet of her home; but now it was terrible
-as it burst from hundreds of throats, gonged and cymbaled,
-with clashing and a thunder-beat of drums.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Enter, thrice-Happy, enter, thrice-Desired,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And let the gates of Hari shut thee in.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Tremble not. Lay thy lovely shame aside</p>
-<p class='line0'>And love him with the love that knows not fear.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Give him the drink of amrit from thy lips.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>She stood like one clinging to a surf-beaten rock as they
-tossed about her with wild hands and eyes, the whole world
-mad with noise and dance and colour; then, dropping on her
-knees, she covered her eyes in terror.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And thus the servants of the God welcomed her to his
-arms.</p>
-
-<h3>VI</h3>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Night, and a great quiet. A chamber of gold set with
-jewels glittering in the moonlight that came down some
-secret way, borne on a cool breath from the sea.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She lay alone in the golden place, and the jewels watched
-her like eyes. Was it terror, was it love that possessed
-her? A thousand images blurred her closed eyes—He, the
-Beautiful, with peacock crown, with eyes that draw the soul,
-with lips of indescribable sweetness. It could not be that
-she should lie close to the heart of the God. How dare
-flesh and blood aspire to that mystic marriage? Must they
-not perish in the awful contact? And, if it could be, how
-return to earth after that ecstasy?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“May I know and die!” she prayed. “Oh, let me not
-pass unknowing! Let me know and die!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And as the minutes dropped by, this prayer was all her
-thought, and it possessed her being.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then, dividing the darkness, she heard the voice of a
-Flute very far off. Like a silver mist, it spread vaporous,
-a small fine music, but growing, drawing nearer, and, as it
-strengthened, clear drops of music fell through this mist
-like honey from the black bees’ comb. It crept about her
-brain and steeped her eyes as if in poppy juice, so sweet,
-so gliding, most infinitely wooing as it grew and filled the
-air with peace.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And in this high marvel was a blissful safety beyond all
-words, more sweet and delectable than any man may tell.
-The grace of his Childhood, of the dearworthy passage of
-his blessed Feet among men, returned to her with a joy that
-melted her heart with love. And so she rose and stood upon
-her feet, as one called, trembling with blissful longing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Far down the long ways, passing through pools of moonlight
-and dark, came One whom the music followed. His
-face could not at first be seen; about him was a leopard
-skin. Naked but for this, beautiful and slender, his silent
-feet moved onward. Like one utterly alone in a great forest,
-he came,—slowly,—lost in some unutterable thought, made
-audible in sweet sound.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Bride, the Lover, and between them, the music and
-the moonlight only. She would have knelt, but her feet were
-fixed; and he drew near with unseeing eyes—O Beautiful, O
-wholly desirable, to draw the hearts of men! And still
-the Face Divine was hidden.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But as he drew near and would have passed, she cried
-aloud with a passionate glad cry, “My Lord indeed!” rejoicing
-suddenly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he turned and looked upon his Bride with heavens
-in his eyes. And as she saw what no words can utter, she
-fell upon his feet and lay, slain sweetly with a bliss more
-keen than any pain.</p>
-
-<hr class='tbk'/>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the Brahman, Nilkant Rai, waiting behind the pillar
-to seize his prey, had heard and seen nothing of the Glory.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As she fell, he sprang like a tiger on a fawn, and lifted
-the fair dead body, and stumbled in the trailing hair, and
-knew his vileness conquered. And in that moment the Eye
-of Destruction opened upon him the beam that withers
-worlds and hurls them like shriveled leaves into the Abyss.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he dropped her and stumbled screaming into the
-dark, a leper white as snow.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But when they came in the dawn to implore the will of
-the God from the happy lips that his had blessed, the Bride
-lay at rest on the dim straight golden bed, and between her
-breasts was a Flute set with strange jewels that no man
-could name. Nor shall they ever; for when they laid her
-body on the pyre they left this Flute in her bosom.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And when Anand Das heard what had befallen, he said
-this:—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When did the Herdsman sleep on his guard or the Beloved
-fail the heart that loved Him? It is well, and better
-than well.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he who tells this story ends it thus:—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Meditates the Herdsman ever,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Seated by the sacred river,</p>
-<p class='line0'>The mystic stream that o’er His feet</p>
-<p class='line0'>Glides slow with murmurs low and sweet—”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>and breast to breast with God, the soul that adores Him.</p>
-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:1em;font-size:1.2em;'>THE BELOVED OF THE GODS</p>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:.8em;'>A STORY FROM THE MAHABHARATA</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch4'>THE BELOVED OF THE GODS</h1></div>
-
-<h3>A STORY FROM THE MAHABHARATA</h3>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Reverence to Ganesha, Lord of the Elephant Trunk, that,
-in a day found fortunate, he aid me to tell this tale, which
-whoso heareth shall receive prosperity in this world and in
-that other.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In the age of the ancestors there dwelt a great King in
-Vidarbha, with a Queen of the highest grace and beauty,
-and these did all things pleasing to the gods, making rich
-gifts to Brahmans and honouring kine, and in reward for
-these things the gods gave to them three sons and a daughter,
-and this was Damayanti, the loveliest of earthly women.
-And she was known throughout the universe as the “Consumer
-of Hearts”; for the very report of her beauty agitated
-the hearts of thousands who might never hope to see it.
-Slender-waisted was she and stately as a young palm-tree,
-and though she was a mortal, Sri, the wife of Narayana,
-had dowered her with her own eyes, black and soft and so
-long-lidded that they all but touched the silken hair upon
-her temples. The very gods in the Paradise of Indra heard
-the report of this marvel and coveted it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now as Damayanti, like a crescent moon, rounded into
-maidenhood, it so befell that her maidens in talk together
-praised none but that Tiger among Men, Nala the Prince.
-For they said: “This Prince overpasses all men, and what
-shall be said of him? Surely he is laughing, bold and handsome
-as Kama, the God of Love—he whose bow is strung
-with honey-bees, sweet and stinging. The arrows of his
-eyes are pointed with five-tongued flame. All hearts burn
-in his glances.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Damayanti silently heard and pondered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the report of her had in like manner reached Nala,
-and sweet thoughts grew up in him for the slender-waisted
-maid. And he dreamed of her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now it chanced that one day, wandering in the great
-woods that surrounded his palace, he saw a flock of swans,
-white and beautiful as though washed in the waters of
-Lake Manasarovar, that cold jewel of the Himalaya, and
-indeed they were of that royal race of swans who, dwelling
-there, feed only on unpierced seed-pearls, and therefore are
-they so white. So, as they drew together, the Prince,
-stealing noiseless as a snake through the jungle, seized one,
-for love of its whiteness, and held the long throat clutched in
-his hands and the plumed wings beneath his knees.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But in those days royal men had understanding of the
-lesser creatures of the gods, and that king-swan spoke and
-Nala heard his speech: “O Tiger among Men, slay me not.
-To me also is my life dear and precious! Have pity, for I
-will do good service. I will fly through many leagues of
-air, and in the ear of the Princess Damayanti will I say that
-of all men you are the noblest and stateliest. And having
-heard this, she will greatly desire you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And by the favour of Kama, the Prince withdrew his
-hands, saying, “Swan, observe your promise; for this is the
-duty of the honourable.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the swan, inclining his head, flew away with his companions,
-having instructed them as to the course they should
-pursue on alighting in the gardens of Vidarbha.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now in the garden-close the Princess and her maidens
-played, and she excelled them all, though each was fair.
-And the swans, seeing these lovely ones among the flowers,
-fluttered to earth and stood near them, arching their necks
-and preening their feathers, and their whiteness delighted
-the Princess and she said, laughing: “Chase these swans,
-each one a swan; for it appears that they desire captivity at
-our hands.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And every maiden pursued a swan, with laughter and
-sweet cries, and as each all but seized her swan, the swan
-eluded her and fluttered a little farther. Most lovely of
-all sights was it to behold the maidens and the swans, as,
-equal in beauty, they fluttered hither and thither among
-the flowers and the trees. And Damayanti, laughing with
-her voice of music, pursued her swan, she also, that lovely
-lady of the long eyes, not knowing that her heart was the
-destined prey of the swan she sought to capture.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For, when her hands were even upon the snow of his
-plumage, that king-swan eluded her again and spoke in
-the speech of man, and in amazement she stood to hear
-what he would say, as he inclined his head before her feet.
-“Lady, O Most Beautiful, Damayanti, Consumer of Hearts,
-there is a Prince in Nishada, and his name—oh, mark it well—is
-Nala. As the Twin Stars shine in the sky, so he shines
-among men. Surely we swans, flying in the pure air, see all
-men and divine beings and the great gods. But we have
-seen none like unto Nala. Pearl among Women, if you
-should wed this Prince of Princes, were it not better than
-well?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And when Damayanti heard this, she looked sidelong
-through her lashes like a maid, for she was young and
-tender, and she said this, very softly: “Dear swan—white
-swan! Fly and tell this thing to the Prince.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And that white beauty, the feeder on pearls, said, “Hearing
-and obeying, I go.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And with strong strokes of his pinions he rose into the
-sky, followed by his mates, and clove the air to Nishada and
-told the Prince her word, being the destined messenger of
-love.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But he carried the heart of the maid upon his wings; for
-Damayanti sat her down upon the flowers and, when her
-ladies returned from chasing the swans, they found her with
-her hand pressed upon her empty bosom and tears welling
-like jewels from the dark deeps of her eyes. And though
-they entreated her to speak and reveal the cause of her
-grief, she would say nothing but this one thing: “All is
-well—and ill! Trouble me no further.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And they returned, sighing, to the palace, with Care
-among them for a companion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For Damayanti wanned and paled. Like a caged jungle-dweller
-would she pace up and down, unresting, her eyes
-upon the ground. Food lost its savour, and what was sleep
-but a weariness? And in the garden-close she sat in her
-gold gown and watched the peacocks displaying their
-splendour to the sun as they danced before the rains, and
-she only prayed for wings that she might fly to Nishada.
-Very full of mischief were the words of that swan!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So her royal mother, instructed by the maidens that the
-Princess pined away daily, went to her lord, the King, and
-said: “Such and such is the case of our daughter. Do
-then according to your wisdom.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the King pondered the thing deeply; for he loved
-his daughter, and he answered: “I perceive she is no
-longer a child. Youth and maidenhood are waxing in her,
-and who can gainsay them? It is now fitting that she make
-her choice among princes and kings.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So the careful King, having considered, sent forth this
-message to the courts of kings: “Lords of the Earth, it is
-with us an ancient and honourable custom that the daughters
-of kings make choice of a husband suitable to their degree
-and royalty; nor do we force them to unchosen marriages.
-And this is known as the <span class='it'>swayamvara</span> of a king’s
-daughter. My Princess is now of due age to choose her
-lord. Come therefore to the swayamvara of Damayanti,
-receiving honourable welcome.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the news flew like gongs and drums over the land; for
-there was no man but knew of the loveliness of the Consumer
-of Hearts, and each one thought within himself, “She
-will choose me, and yet if not, still shall I see that face of
-faces.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So from every country came processions to the court of
-Vidarbha: trains of elephants walking slowly beneath the
-weight of the gold and silver castles upon their backs, where
-sat the kings of men; horses with jewelled saddles and
-bridles, the very stirrups glittering with clarified gems that
-the feet of kings might tread upon them; glorious companies
-of fighting-men, bearing their pennons; archers with bows
-tipped with ivory, strung until they sang like the strings
-of the <span class='it'>sitar</span> in the wind. So in armies they came until the
-earth groaned beneath their feet, and the great camps were
-set about Vidarbha.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Also came Nala the Prince, gallantly accompanied, riding
-to Vidarbha, and thoughts of love were thick as honey-bees
-in his heart.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But who shall discern the thoughts of the Gods?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For it chanced that two great saints, Narada and Parvata,
-mighty in their austerities, pure and high of thought,
-ascended the heavens at that time, to make a visit and
-obeisance to Indra the God, in his own Paradise. And he,
-the King of the Clouds, rising to them, did them honour
-and welcomed them; for the presence of the saints is as a
-rich perfume in the nostrils of the gods. Therefore he
-saluted the two, asking tidings of the world.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Narada replied: “High God, it is well with
-the world. It is well with the kings. There is no complaint.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Indra spoke again: “But where are my fighters—the
-kings of men? Do they not love—do they not fight
-as of old? I see no souls of haughty warriors entering my
-heaven. Is it all peace? Where are my fighting-men?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So Narada made reply: “O Cloudy God, all is peace
-upon the earth, and there is no thought but of beauty:
-the King of Vidarbha makes the choosing for his daughter
-and the kings and princes dream of naught else; for she
-is the very Lotus of the World and the Pearl of Women.
-And the kings flock as one man to Vidarbha.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And while Narada said this, the Immortals gathered to
-hear, and when he spoke of the maid Damayanti, their
-eyes shot forth peculiar radiance and they said: “To this
-maid’s choosing we four will go. She is worthy to choose
-among the deathless rather than the kings, and she shall
-reign in the Paradise of Indra and sit beside that divinity
-whose bride she wills to be.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Indra, the Cloudy God, said, “I will go.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Agni, the Lord of Fire, said, “I also.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Varuna, the King of Waters, said, “And I.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the Dark Presence that is Yama, the Lord of Death,
-said, “I go.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So their winged chariots that are self-directed, flying like
-thought where they will, awaited them, and the gods ascended
-them and, thinking of Vidarbha, were presently beside
-its walls.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Nala the Prince, approaching with his company of
-great men and soldiers, elated with love and hope, looked
-up and beheld the Gods, seated in their golden chariots.
-And these, the Protectors of the World, saw him and hesitation
-in their purpose seized them, because he shone like the
-sun and was a man indeed, and their divine hearts adjudged
-him worthy even of Damayanti—so straight and tall he
-stood and like a king’s lance, and in the beauty of his brows
-and strength of his person was there no blemish from head
-to foot. Even like their own brother, Kama, the God of
-Love, so he seemed to them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But, descending through the clouds and softening their
-divine voices that human ears might abide them, they accosted
-him: “Aho! Prince of Nishada—Prince Royal!
-We have an errand. We have need of a noble messenger.
-Who will go for us?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he did homage, pressing his palms together, answering:
-“I see Four Shining Ones. I will go. What is
-your errand, that I may do it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So Indra, leaning from his chariot, said this: “The Gods
-stand before you, Prince of Nishada. I am Indra, the King
-of the Clouds, and he beside me is Agni, the Lord of Fire,
-and here, Varuna, the King of Waters, and he behind me is
-Yama, the Lord of Death. Go now to Damayanti the Princess,
-and say this to her: ‘The Protectors of the World, the
-Four Great Gods, desiring your beauty, are come to the swayamvara.
-Make choice then to which of these Great Ones
-your heart inclines; for that dignity whom you shall choose
-is yours, O maiden of excelling fortune.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Nala, joining his hands in prayer, said to Indra:
-“O Mighty, how can I do this? O Mightinesses, anything
-but this! I, too, have journeyed to Vidarbha, desiring the
-maid. How should I entreat for another, even for a god?
-Being divine, have pity.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But these divinities replied: “Have you not said, ‘I go’?
-Is it possible that a royal man should break his word? It is
-not possible. The great forswear themselves in nothing.
-Depart.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So he said: “Her gates are guarded; for she is a king’s
-daughter. A man may have no secret speech with her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Indra answered: “But that may you! Fear not.
-Depart.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And as the divine voice ceased, the Prince stood in the
-inmost chamber of Damayanti. He knew not how; yet
-he was there.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And his eyes swam and his heart fluttered within him;
-for she sat with her maids like a goddess and his heart
-knew her. Beautiful was she and yet more than beautiful;
-for all grace, all love shone about her as the light surrounds
-the moon in her interlunar caves. So a mild radiance filled
-the air about the Princess and moved as she moved, going
-with her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now, when these ladies beheld a man standing in their
-presence, they sprang up like frightened deer, each grasping
-the other for protection and gathering about the Princess
-to shield her, so great was their fear. Then, seeing
-the kindliness of his beauty and the nobility of his brows,
-these lovely ones gathered courage and they saluted him
-with timidity, murmuring: “Aho, his grace! Aho, his
-beauty! What is he? Who?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the Princess, her heart fluttering like a leaf in the
-wind, stood higher than the rest and spoke thus: “Noble
-Prince—for by a faultless body I judge you royal—how
-have you come thus suddenly like a God? Surely this would
-anger my father. Have you no fear of his wrath?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But there was love in her voice and with love the Prince
-answered: “O Most Lovely, I am Nala of Nishada, and I
-am the herald of the gods. For to your choosing come
-the Four, almighty, heaven-shining—Indra the King of
-the Clouds, Agni of the Fire, Varuna of the Waters, and
-he whom to name is fear, Yama, the Lord of Death. And
-these will that you choose one among them to be your immortal
-lord, and it is by their power that I stand before you.
-Who am I to be the messenger of the Great Ones? Now
-judge what is well; for this is an honour to shake the soul
-of a woman.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So Damayanti bowed her fair head in reverence, hearing
-the gods named, and having done obeisance, she raised
-her head and spoke: “Yet, O Prince, is my heart set on
-you and I am faithful. The white swan was my messenger
-and to you he bore my love. It is for your sake only that
-the kings are bidden to my swayamvara, but I have already
-chosen. Even now the maidens make ready the garland
-that I would hang about your neck. O Prince of Men, O
-Flame of Strength and Knightliness, what says your heart?
-For me, I choose your arms or death. There is no other
-way.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he, sighing bitterly, said: “With the very Gods
-awaiting you, how, Princess, should you choose a man?
-And what am I but dust beneath their feet? But you, O
-lady, choosing one of these excelling Gods, shall escape all
-death and mortality and reign shining beside him throughout
-the ages; for immortal flowers do not wither, and death and
-time are unknown to such as these. Sit therefore enthroned
-above us. Choose and, choosing, be divine.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she replied in haste and weeping: “Before these
-mighty Gods I bow. To them I address my prayers, but
-you I choose—you only will I take for my husband. You
-only. What to me is immortal life if I have not you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And her body trembled like a bamboo in the wind, while
-he replied: “Here being their messenger, I may not speak
-for myself. Duty and reverence hold the door of my lips.
-Yet if the time come when in honour I may speak, then will
-I utter what lies in my heart. May that time come!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“May it come!” said the Princess and dashed the tears
-from her eyes, and like a queen she stood and said: “In
-full presence of my father and of the kings let these Divine
-Ones enter, and, O Prince, who are the light of my sad eyes,
-enter you, too, and I, a free maiden, will choose freely. And
-to you, what blame? For it is I who choose and the gods
-know all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So he returned to the Gods and, sighing, told what had
-befallen, bidding them to the swayamvara of Damayanti,
-the Consumer of Hearts. So the Shining Ones knew that
-her heart was set upon Nala of Nishada.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now, on an auspicious day and in the right quarter of
-the moon, the swayamvara was held in a mighty court surrounded
-by golden pillars bound with garlands, and with
-royal seats set for the suitors. And closing it in was a great
-gatehouse with guards.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Through the gates passed the kings to their places, and
-what a sight was there as these noblest of the earth approached!
-How should a woman choose among them?
-Crowned were they with odorous blossoms pressed down
-upon their dark locks. Lordly jewels swung in their ears.
-Some were rough in majesty, great-thewed, and the muscles
-stood out upon them like cords. Some were delicate in
-strength like bows of the archer Gods, but splendid kings
-were all, proud and fierce of aspect, fit spouses for such
-beauty; and in a ring they sat, their eyes glittering and fixed
-upon the way that Damayanti should enter, desiring that
-loveliness as the very crown jewel of their state. But none
-saw the Gods.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And into that ring of set faces entered the Princess, unveiled
-and pacing like a deer, and on her right hand her
-brother Danta, and the garland of choosing on her arm, and
-when she entered all held their breath, so more than mortal
-fair she seemed, and they knew that the half was not told
-them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So, with her soul set on Nala of Nishada, the Princess
-Damayanti went by the kings, and, as she passed each one,
-his face darkened as when a cloud crosses the sun and the
-world is grey. So at last she stood before Nala and raised
-her eyes under the cloud of her beautifully bent lashes, and
-fear and pain shot through her tender heart like an arrow,
-for lo, the Four Shining Ones had condescended to take the
-earthly shape of Nala as they stood beside him, so that they
-might try the maid and she not know her love. There were
-five Nalas, and which was her own she could in no way tell,
-for each one bore his very face, his very form. So the Gods
-walk disguised, and who shall know them?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then, sore perplexed, trembling in her great fear and
-reverence, she sought, meditating, to recall the signs by
-which the Gods may be discerned when they assume flesh.
-But of these none could she see, and the five remained immovable
-as she stood before them and in silence the kings
-watched what would be.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So, seeing no help in herself or anywhere on earth, that
-lovely lady joined her palms and, raising her lotus-eyes,
-spoke thus: “O Divine Ones, I heard the swan and chose
-my lord, and by that sincerity which I have kept in all faith
-and honour, I call upon your greatness, O Mighty, who for a
-while have blinded my eyes, to show my King to me! Appear,
-O Protectors of the World, in your proper shape, that
-I may do such reverence as mortals owe to Gods; and reveal
-him, mortal, but mine own.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Being thus called upon in the strength of a pure woman,
-straightway the Gods, dropping all disguise, disclosed their
-beauty. And immediately she knew them; for their sacred
-feet touched not the earth but hung a span’s length above it
-in the air, and their forms of crystal essence cast no shadow.
-No sweat was beaded on their pure, eternal brows, and their
-crowns of flowers in radiance cast back the sun’s beams nor
-drooped in the heat. And neither wavered their shining
-eyes, fixed upon the Princess, nor did the lids flicker, and in
-motionless majesty the Immortal Gods stood there.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And beside them stood Nala, very weary and foredone
-with grief and pain. His shadow lay black before him in
-the fierce sun, the sweat hung thick upon his brows where
-the faded flowers drooped. Beautiful, wearied and mortal,
-he stood beside the Immortal Gods.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So Damayanti looked upon those unchanging faces, in
-which was neither sorrow nor anger, for they sit above the
-thunder; and they regarded her, as it were unseeing, yet seeing
-all things, as do the holy images, and in their divine
-hearts was no love at all. So she passed them by and hung
-the perfumed garland round the bowed neck of her love, and
-in her voice of music took him to be her lord.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he said this: “O Lovely—O Faithful, since before
-Gods and men you have chosen me, unworthy, true man will
-I be and faith and honour will I keep while the breath is in
-my nostrils.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So together they worshipped the Four, while all the kings
-and princes cried aloud: “<span class='it'>Sadhu!</span>”—“Well done!” For
-there was none but rejoiced in the beauty and faithfulness
-of these two.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So the Immortal Gods, standing in that presence, gave
-lordly gifts to the pair. And Indra, the Cloudy God, gave
-this: that, when Nala should perform sacrifice, he should
-with mortal eyes see the visible God and behold him unafraid.
-And Agni, the Lord of Fire, gave this: that at all
-times he would come at the call of Nala. And this is a great
-gift. And Varuna, the King of Waters, gave this: that at
-the word of Nala of Nishada the waters should rise and fall,
-obedient. But Yama, the Lord of Death, gave two gifts;
-and of these the first was to walk steadfastly in the ways of
-righteousness; and the second (let it not be despised!) was
-to be skilful in preparing food. And in after times by
-strange chance did this prove a great and goodly gift.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Thus was the marrying of Nala, King of Men, with Damayanti,
-Pearl of Women.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Reverence to that Lord of Elephant Trunk to whom obstacles
-are as nothing, and to those Four Shining Ones who
-showed compassion, their ears being open to the prayer of
-purity.</p>
-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:1.2em;'>THE HIDDEN ONE</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch5'>THE HIDDEN ONE</h1></div>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span style='font-size:smaller'>(The heroine of this story was a Princess of the great Mogul dynasty
-of Emperors in India. She was granddaughter of Shah-Jahan and the
-lovely lady of the Taj Mahal, and daughter of the Emperor Aurungzib
-whose fanaticism was the ruin of the dynasty. The Princess’s title was
-Zeb-un-Nissa—Glory of Women. She was beautiful and was and is a
-famous poet in India, writing under the pen-name of Makhfi—the Hidden
-One. Her love adventures were such as I relate, though I have taken the
-liberty of transferring the fate of one lover to another.</span></p>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span style='font-size:smaller'>For her poems, which I quote, I use the charming translations by
-J. Duncan Westbrook, who has written a brief memoir of this fascinating
-Princess. She was a mystic of the Sufi order and her verses “The Hunter
-of the Soul,” which I give, strangely anticipate Francis Thompson’s
-“Hound of Heaven”, in their imagery. The poems not specified as hers
-are a part of my story.)</span></p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The office of hakim (physician) to the Mogul Emperors
-being hereditary in my family from the days of Babar the
-conquering Emperor, I was appointed physician to the Padshah
-known as Shah-Jahan, and when his Majesty became
-a Resident in Paradise (may his tomb be sanctified!) my office
-was continued by his Majesty Aurungzib, the Shahinshah,
-and rooms were bestowed on me in his palace, and by
-his abundant favour the health of the Begams (queens) in
-the seclusion of his mahal was placed in the hands of this
-suppliant and I came and went freely in my duties and was
-enlightened by the rays of his magnanimity. And my name
-is Abul Qasim.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But of all that garden of flowers, the Begams and Princesses,
-there was one whom my soul loved as a father loves
-his child, for she resembled that loveliest of all sweet ladies,
-her father’s mother, she who lies buried by Jumna River in
-the divine white beauty of the Taj Mahal. (May it be
-sanctified to her rest!) In my Princess’s sisters, it is true I
-have seen a flash now and again of that lost beauty, but in
-her it abode steadfast as a moon that knows no change and
-at her birth she received the name of Arjemand after that
-beloved lady, whose death clouded the universe so that its
-chronogram gives the one word “Grief.” But the child
-also received the title of Zeb-un-Nissa—Glory of Women,
-and such this resplendent Princess most truly was.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And surely the prayer for resemblance was granted by the
-bounty of Allah, for she grew into womanhood dark, delicious
-as a damask rose, enfolding the hidden heart of its
-perfume in velvet leaves, a soft luxuriant beauty that stole
-upon the heart like a blossom-bearing breeze and conquered
-it insensibly. Of her might it be said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“For the mole upon thy cheek would I give the cities of
-Samarkand and Bokhara,” and a poet of Persia, catching a
-glimpse of her as she walked in her garden, cried aloud in an
-ecstasy of verse:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“O golden zone that circles the Universe of Beauty,</p>
-<p class='line0'>It were little to give the earth itself for what thou circlest.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>Yet, this surprising loveliness was the least of her perfections.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But how shall this suppliant who is but a man describe
-the spell of her charm? Allah, when he made man and
-laid the world at his feet, resolved that one thing should be
-hidden from his understanding, that still for all his knowledge
-he should own there is but one Searcher of Secrets.
-And the heart of this mystery is woman, and if she be called
-the other half of man it is only as the moon reflects the
-glory of her lord the sun in brilliance, though (as a wise
-Hindu pandit told me for truth) she has a cold and dark
-side which is always unknown to him, where alone she revolves
-thoughts silent, cold, and dangerous. Therefore to
-sift her in her secrecies is a foolhardy thing, and not in vain
-is it written by Aflatoun (Plato), the wise man of Greece,
-that the unhappy man who surprised a goddess bathing in
-the forest was rent in pieces by his own hounds.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yet this feat must be attempted for if there is a thing it
-concerns man to know it is the soul of this fair mystery who
-moves beside him and surrenders Heaven to him in a first
-kiss and the bitterness of the hells in a last embrace.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Therefore I essay the history of this Princess, the Glory of
-Women, who was an epitome of her sex in that she was beautiful,
-a dreamer, a poet, and on the surface sweet in gentleness
-as a summer river kissing its banks in flowing, but beneath——</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I write.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Seeing her intelligence clear as a sword of Azerbajan, her
-exalted father resolved that his jewel should not be dulled
-by lack of polishing and cutting, and he appointed the wise
-lady Miyabai to be her first teacher. At the age of seven
-she knew the Koran by heart, and in her honour a mighty
-feast was made for the army and for the poor. As she grew,
-aged and saintly tutors were appointed, from whom she
-absorbed Arabic, mathematics and astronomy, as a rose
-drinks rain. No subject eluded her swift mind, no toil
-wearied her. Verses she wrote with careless ease in the
-foreign tongue of Arabia, but hearing from an Arab scholar
-that in a single line the exquisite skill betrayed an Indian
-idiom, she discarded it instantly because she would have perfection
-and wrote henceforward in her own tongue—Persian.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>No pains were spared upon this jewel, for the Emperor
-desired that its radiance should be splendid throughout Asia,
-yet her limit was drawn, and sharply. For in her young
-pride of learning she began a commentary on the holy Koran,
-and hearing this, he sternly forbade it. A woman might
-do much in her own sphere, he wrote, but such a creature
-of dust may not handle the Divine.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I, Abul Qasim, was with her when the imperial order
-reached her and saw her take the fair manuscript and obediently
-tear it across, desiring that the rent leaves be offered
-to the Shadow of God in token of obedience. But those
-dark and dangerous eyes of hers were not obedient beneath
-the veiling of silken lashes, and turning to me, to whom she
-told her royal heart, she said;</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What the hand may not write the heart may think, and in
-the heart is no Emperor. It is free,” and leaning from the
-marble casement she looked down into the gliding river and
-said no more.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yet the Emperor made amends, and noble, as far as his
-light led him. Not for a woman the mysteries of the faith
-of Islam that he held of all things the greatest, but, fired
-by the praises of her tutors, he sent throughout India, Persia
-and Kashmir for poets worthy of this poet-Princess and
-bid them come to Delhi and Agra and there dwell that a fitting
-company be made for her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So, veiled like the moon in clouds, curtained and attended,
-the Princess Arjemand was permitted to be present at tournaments
-in the palace where the weapons were the wit and
-beauty of words, when quotations and questions were flung
-about as it might be handsful of stars, and a line given
-be capped with some perfect finish of the moment’s prompting
-and become a couplet unsurpassable, and very often it
-was the soft voice from behind the golden veil that capped
-the wisest and completed the most exquisite, and recited
-verses that brought exclamations from the assembled poets.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not even Saadi (may Allah enlighten him!) nor Jalalu’d-din
-Rumi (may his eyes be gladdened in Paradise) excelled
-this lady in the perfumed honey of their words.” So with
-one voice they cried.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And this was not homage to the daughter of the Protector
-of the Universe. No indeed! for death has not washed out
-her name with the cold waters of oblivion and now that she
-is no more beautiful nor daughter of the Emperor her verse
-is still repeated where the poets and saints meet in concourse.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It will be seen that her life in the Begam Mahal (the Palace
-of the Queens) must needs be lonely, for there was none
-among the princesses who shared her pleasures, and their
-recreation in languidly watching the dancers or buying jewels
-and embroideries and devouring sweetmeats wearied her as
-sorely. But she had one friend, Imami, daughter of Arshad
-Beg Khan, and this creature of mortality who writes these
-words was also accounted her friend though unworthy to be
-the ground whereon she set her little foot.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Day after day did the Lady Arjemand with Imami write
-and study, and the librarians of the Emperor had little peace
-because of the demand of these ladies for the glorious manuscripts
-and books collected by her ancestors from all parts
-of the earth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They sat and the walls echoed to the low note of her voice
-as she read and recited and so beautiful were the tones of
-my Princess that I have seen the water stand in the eyes of
-those who heard her recite her own verses or those of the
-great Persians. It was a noble instrument ranging from the
-deepest notes of passion to the keen cry of despair, and I
-would listen unwearied while the day trod its blossomed way
-from dawn to sunset in the Palace gardens. Great and wonderful
-was this new palace of the Emperor with tall lilies inlaid
-in the pure marble in stones so precious that they might
-have been the bosom adornments of some lesser beauty.
-Palms in great vases brought by the merchants of Cathay
-made a green shade and coolness for two fountains—the
-one of the pure waters of the canal, the other of rose-water,
-and they plashed beside a miniature lake of fretted marble
-rocks sunk in the floor where white lotuses slept in the twilight
-of the calm retreat. Such was the chamber of the
-daughter of the Padshah.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But of all the jewels the Princess was the glory.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Surely with small pains may the Great Mogul’s daughter
-be a beauty, but had she been sold naked in the common
-market-place this lady had brought a royal price.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Toorki and Persian and Indian blood mingled in her and
-each gave of its best. The silken dark hair braided about
-her head was an imperial crown. From the well-beloved
-lady who lies in the Taj Mahal (may Allah make fragrant
-her memory), she had received eyes whose glance of slow
-sweetness no man, not even the men of her own blood (excepting
-only her stern father), could resist, and of her rose-red
-lips half sensuous, half child-like, might it be said</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Their honey was set as a snare and my heart a wandering bee,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Clung and could not be satisfied, tasted and returned home never more.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>The imperial Mogul women were indeed the jewels of the
-world, because the beauties of Asia were chosen to be their
-mothers. The net of the Emperors swept wide, and I, who
-in virtue of my age and faithful service have seen, testify
-that there was none like them, and the loveliest of all was
-fit but to serve my Princess kneeling. Shall not the truth
-be told? Of the soul within that delicious shrine her deeds
-must tell.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now as I have written she sat with Imami by the little
-lake, and I in a marble recess by one of the great latticed
-windows that looks down on Jumna river and on the other
-side over the city of Shahjahanabad, new and luminous in
-magnificence. In all the world else are no such palace and
-city. At this moment she read aloud a letter from her
-father Aurungzib concerning the memoirs of her ancestor the
-Emperor Babar who founded their dynasty in India, a book
-written by his own hand and religiously preserved in the
-Mogul archives, and she read it with anger because when
-she demanded this book from the librarian, the Padshah
-hearing wrote thus:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Happy Daughter of Sovereignty. There is one manner
-of life for men, who are the rulers, and for women, who are
-the slaves. It seems you go too far. What has a daughter
-of our House to do with our ancestor Zah-r-ud-din Muhammed
-Babar, the resident in Paradise? I have granted much
-already. Plant not the herb of regret in the garden of affection.
-He writes as a man for men. The request is refused.
-Recall the verse of the poet:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
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-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“ ‘Ride slowly and humbly, and not in hurrying pride</p>
-<p class='line0'>For o’er the dusty bones of men, the creature of dust must ride.’</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What an Emperor writes is not suitable for the Princesses
-of his House. His duty is rule; theirs, obedience.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was a discouragement but a command, and another had
-laid the finger of obedience on the lips of silence, but, taking
-counsel with her heart, this Princess did not so.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She called to me for her pen and wrote in answer:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exalted Emperor, Shahinshah, Shadow of God, King of
-the world, Refuge of the needy, father of the body of this
-creature of mortality, be pleased to hear this ignorant one’s
-supplication. Surely you have fed my mind on the bee’s-bread
-of wisdom, and from your own royal lips have I learnt
-that the words of our ancestor (upon whom be the Peace!)
-are full of flavour and laughter, generous and kind, shining
-with honour and the valour of our family. Now, since this
-is the root whence sprang your auspicious Majesty’s rule,
-should not a humble daughter triumph in it? True is it
-that I am your female slave, yet may this worthless body
-bear one day a son to transmit your likeness to the prostrate
-ages, and since we do not breed lions from lambs, his
-mother should carry the laughter and fire of her race like a
-jewel in the mine of her soul. I make my petition to the
-Padshah, the holiest of Emperors.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It will be granted me,” said the Princess reading these
-letters aloud to Imami and to me, “because of that last word—the
-holiest. He values that title more than to be called
-the Shahinshah. And with all my heart I would it were
-otherwise.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And why, high Lady?” cried Imami in sheer astonishment.
-“Surely the Padshah is a saint and his deeds and
-words will shine in Paradise. It is blessed to be devout.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know little of Paradise, but I know, and my father
-might know if he studied the life of Akbar the Great, his
-great-grandfather, that to be so bitter a saint in our Mohammedan
-faith that he insults and persecutes every other
-is to break our dynasty to powder. Consider of it, Imami,
-as I do. Have you read the Acts of Akbar Padshah the
-greatest sovereign that ever reigned? Were I emperor in
-India thus and thus I would do.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Glory of Women, may your condescension increase!
-What did Akbar Padshah?” said Imami, joining her hands,
-but I said nothing because I knew.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Though he was born Moslem yet he honoured all the
-Faiths, knowing in his wisdom that the music is One and
-the dogmas but the foolish words that man in his ignorance
-sets to it. All faiths are true, and none!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The blood almost fell from my face as I heard her, because
-had these words been carried to the Emperor not even
-her rank, not even her daughterhood, could have saved the
-Princess. With Imami and me she was safe, but in a palace
-a bird of the air may carry the matter.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes!” she went on, laughing coldly, “Akbar Padshah
-had in all ways the tastes of Solomon the Wise and his Begam
-Mahal (Palace of the Queens) was a garden of beauty.
-But observe! The Queens were chosen from every faith
-and each had the right to worship as she would. There were
-Indian princesses who adored Shiva the Great God and
-Krishna the Beloved. There was the Fair Persian who worshipped
-the Fire as Zoroaster taught, and there were ladies
-of the faith of our Prophet more than can be counted.
-Whereas in the zenana of my imperial father——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She paused, and Imami continued with gravity that concealed
-a smile:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The Begams recite the holy Koran all day, as becomes
-the ladies of the Emperor who says that he sighs for the life
-of a faquir.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And would he had it!” cried the Princess with passion,
-“for every day discontent grows among the Hindus that are
-taxed, beaten, and despised only because they hold the faith
-of their fathers. Is there one of them employed about the
-court or in the great offices? Not any. Whereas the Emperor
-Akbar in his deep wisdom made them as one with ourselves
-and thus built up a mighty Empire that my father
-with holy hands destroys daily.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“O Brilliant Lady, for the sake of the Prophet, be silent!”
-I said, for indeed she terrified me by her insight. It is better
-for a woman that she should not know, or, knowing, keep
-silence. “If these words were carried to the Padshah——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I should at the least be imprisoned and never more see
-the light of day— Well, one may be a devotee out of the
-Faith as in it, and like Akbar Padshah, I am the devotee of
-Truth who shuts her fair eyes on no faith that men hold
-in humbleness of heart. And were it policy only, is it not
-madness to disgust and terrify the countless millions of the
-Hindus upon whom our throne is carried? The end is
-sure.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What is the end?” asked Imami in a whisper.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Misery for himself—though that matters little, for he
-will take it as the robe of martyrdom from the hand of Allah,
-but ruin for the Mogul Empire in India. O that I were
-a man!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her face lit up into such pride and valour as she spoke
-that I wished it also, for I knew that her words were true as
-truth. But in India a woman can do nothing. It is little
-wonder I trembled for my Princess.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A picture of her Imperial father lay on the low table at
-her elbow, painted by a Persian artist of fame, and beautiful
-as a jewel in its small brilliant colours, and looking upon it
-one might see the Kismet of the Emperor in every feature.
-Eyes stern but sad, the narrow brows and close lips of the
-man who sees not life as it is but as his own thought of it,
-bounded by those high narrow brows that overweighted the
-lower part. The head of the Emperor was surrounded like
-that of a saint with a golden halo and his stern eyes were
-fixed on some vision invisible to others. The jaw was weak
-but fine, and of all dangerous things on earth beware the
-strength of a weak man in the grip of his belief. The Princess
-looked at it, and then at me:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The Emperor (may Allah enlarge his reign) should have
-lived in the time of the Prophet and have been the Sword in
-his right hand. He is born centuries too late. It is policy
-now that carries all before it. O could I speak my mind to
-him, for my brothers dare not, but he and I are worlds apart
-and in his presence I am silent.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I sighed. Not his throne, nor his children, nor his women,
-nor aught on earth weighed for one grain of sand against
-the Pearl of the Faith. True is it that the Emperor Akbar
-followed the Vision also but with eyes how wide and clear!—knowing
-this for certain, that mortal man <span class='it'>cannot</span> know,
-that Truth is a bird flying in the skies and lets fall but a
-feather to earth here and there. So he made for himself a
-faith that held the quintessence of all the faiths, and had
-his sons been like to him—but past is past. They were not,
-and they broke his great heart.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So I said, bowing very low:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Princess, when the happy day comes that you must wed
-you shall make your lord Lord of the World with your wisdom.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She laughed, but bitterly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“O, I have lovers! For one, Suleiman, my cousin, son
-of the brother whom the Emperor slew because he stood too
-near the throne. By report I knew what he was, but I saw
-him and spoke with him——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My Princess, and how?” I asked in great surprise, knowing
-that his presence in the Begam Mahal would have been
-death.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She looked at me with large calm eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My faithful servant, have you come and gone so long
-about the Begam Mahal and have not known that all things
-are possible? Prince Suleiman was veiled like a woman,
-and like a woman he stood where you sit, and I saw his face
-and we spoke together. Should not cousins meet who may
-be man and wife? And I have loved his father, Prince
-Dara, very much, who was learned and good.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I trembled again when I heard, for had the Emperor
-guessed that she had done this thing what hope for her?
-His three brothers had he slaughtered, and the Prince Suleiman
-was doomed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And he saw your face, O Brilliant Lady?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, and not for fear’s sake but because I liked him not at
-all. He said ‘O Envy of the Moon, lift up your veil that I
-may enjoy the marvel of your beauty’ and I sang this verse
-I had made to my lute.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She caught up her lute that lay beside her and sang,</p>
-
-
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-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“I will not lift my Veil,</p>
-<p class='line0'>For if I did, who knows?</p>
-<p class='line0'>The bulbul might forget the rose,</p>
-<p class='line0'>The Brahman worshipper</p>
-<p class='line0'>Adoring Lakshmi’s grace</p>
-<p class='line0'>Might turn, forsaking her,</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;To see my face;</p>
-<p class='line0'>My beauty might prevail.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Think how within the flower</p>
-<p class='line0'>Hidden as in a bower</p>
-<p class='line0'>Her fragrant soul must be,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And none can look on it.</p>
-<p class='line0'>So me the world shall see</p>
-<p class='line0'>Only within the verses I have writ.</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;I will not lift the Veil.</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And the fool caught me and would have torn it,” she
-added, “but Imami restrained him, and he flung from us like
-a woman in temper as in dress. A contemptible creature!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But Lady of Beauty, what had you against him?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do I not know all that goes on in this city? Do I not
-know that Prince Suleiman spends his days and nights in
-Shaitanpur (Devilsville, the quarter of pleasure) and was
-I to show my face to a man reeking from the embraces of the
-bazaar? No, I am Makhfi (the Hidden One) and hidden I
-will remain for such as he. I will be no rival to Peri Mahal
-the dancer and her like.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And even as she ended a low voice at the curtain that
-veiled the entrance asked for admission and when she granted
-it, the heavy silk was drawn aside and a tall veiled woman
-entered. The Princess did not look up but I saw Imami’s
-eyes fix as if startled.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Her slave prays for a word with the Marvel of the Age
-whose mind is so lovely that it outshines even her fair face
-and her face so beautiful, that it is the lamp that permits the
-light of her soul to shine through.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Warm for a woman!” said the Princess, and looked
-straight at the new-comer who stood salaaming with the
-utmost humility. She added impatiently:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There is no need of this ceremony, lady. Remove your
-veil. The good physician Abul Qasim is privileged to see
-the faces of all in the Begam Mahal.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In a flash the veil was torn off and a man’s face appeared
-beneath it—young, bold, and handsome with the high features
-of the Imperial House, a splendid dissolute young man
-with the down black on his upper lip like the black astride
-the young swan’s bill. Prince Suleiman, the son of Dara
-the Emperor’s brother.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ha, daughter of my uncle!” he cried,— “Did I not wager,
-did I not swear, that I would see that hidden beauty
-and now I see it face to face. Poets have sung it and painters
-praised it, but their words and their colours were lies for
-they could not utter the truth. And having seen I entreat
-for my father’s sake, for love’s sake, that it may be mine.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He made towards her eagerly, wholly disregarding Imami
-and me. I looked to see her confused or angry, but she
-spoke with a most misleading calm.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exalted cousin, you have won your wager and your
-bride. If her embrace is cold it is at least constant and——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Cold, with those burning lips of rose, those glowing eyes?
-O Loveliest, Divinest, grant me one kiss for earnest if you
-would not have me die at your feet.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I saw her sign with her hand to Imami who glided away,
-flattening herself against the wall as if terrified, then she
-spoke serenely.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exalted cousin, when were you last in Shaitanpur?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It stopped him like a lightning flash. He stood arrested
-on the marble before her face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know nothing of Shaitanpur,” he said, breathless.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No? Nor of the dancer Peri Mahal and her house with
-the courtyard of roses, nor of the song she sings?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Again she caught up her lute and sang in a low voice,</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
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-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Black bee, strong bee, the honey-eater,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Plunder my perfume, seek my heart</p>
-<p class='line0'>Cling to me, ravage me, make me sweeter,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Tear the leaves of the rose apart.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>He stared, his eyes slowly dilating. That the daughter
-of the Emperor should sing the song of the bazaar—the song
-of the light women—! Then it emboldened him. He
-threw himself forward to seize her hand.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Maker of verses, this is a rose of your own garden. Till
-now I never heard it, but it speaks of love. You shall not
-ask me twice. My rose, my pearl, my star!—” He caught
-the hem of her veil. Now I knew well from her eyes that
-he rushed on his fate, but it was written in the book of his
-destiny and what is written who can avert?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She drew back a little and looked at him with soft eyes—wells
-of delicious darkness, the swelling curves of her
-lovely form a temptation for true believers, and her lips
-smiling a little as if from delight at their own sweetness.
-And indeed her voice was gentle as moonbeams and as caressing,
-as though she could sacrifice all to please the man
-whom she exalted with the sight of her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fortunate cousin, I am a weak woman. How dare I
-face the wrath of the Emperor? He did not love your father.
-He does not love your father’s son, yet if he did——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She drooped her head a little as if with a soft shame that
-overwhelmed her in the depths of modesty. O very woman,
-divine yet a child!— She had turned wisdom into folly
-with a glance. And he trembling, and with eyes fixed,
-stammered out:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Alas, I have dreamed of your sweetness and what is the
-dream to the truth? I am drowned in it. O give it to
-me; make it mine that in life and death it may enfold me and
-that I may never again behold a lesser light, having seen
-the ineffable.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he caught her hand passionately and drew her towards
-him, she yielding gently and slowly, resisting a very
-little, and looking at him as if with compassion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And very softly in a voice like the breathing of a flute she
-said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“O my cousin, how should we face the wrath of the Emperor?”
-as though all her soul were in that question.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he, kissing her hands with frenzy, said in broken
-words:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah, Moon of my delight that knows no wane, let me but
-watch with you through the starry hours of one night, and
-then, then if the Padshah’s will be to slay me, I shall at least
-have lived.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And I also,” she said, looking down like the feminine
-incarnation of modesty, so that enraptured he flung his arms
-about the yielding softness of her most exquisite form and
-kissed her on the lips as a thirsty man in the desert grasps
-the cup nor can sever his mouth from it. And when he
-would permit her to speak she leaned her head backward to
-gain space, and she said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What is my lord’s will with his slave? And in what
-shall I obey him?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now I, standing in the recess would have warned him, if
-I could, that not thus—O not thus, does the proudest and
-wisest of women abandon herself to such as he! For I had
-pity on his youth and the manly beauty of him, and the
-Imperial blood that he shared with her. But who was this
-creature of dust to obstruct the design of the Imperial Princess?
-And indeed even I wavered and was uncertain that
-I guessed her meaning, with such veiled submissive sweetness
-did she hold his hand in hers and touch it to her lovely
-brows.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And trembling like a man in a fever, he replied.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“O darling little slave, since you give me the right to command
-what is wholly mine, I say this— Let my slave, whose
-slave I am, expect me to-night when the moonlight touches
-the western corner of the Divan-i-Am, and I will come to
-this chamber of bliss, and my life, my soul, are in the hand
-of my slave whose feet I kiss.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And throwing himself on the marble like a worshipper he
-kissed the flower-soft feet that showed like bare gold beneath
-the hem of her robe, and so rising to his knee, looked
-up at her as an idolater at the goddess vouchsafed to his
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she looked beyond him at the curtain that veiled the
-door. It lifted to a hidden hand, and Imami stood there,
-ash-pale, in her hand a dish of gold, and standing upon it a
-great goblet of jewelled glass with pomegranate sherbet
-brimming in it rose-red and rose-petals floating on the surface
-and beside it two cups of gold flashing with diamond
-sparks, and on her knee she offered it to the Princess, who
-took the goblet and a cup smiling.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fortunate cousin, since this is so, and I, my father’s best-beloved
-child, will petition him to grant me my heart’s desire,
-let us drink the cup of betrothal in the presence of the Hakim
-Abul Qasim and the lady Imami. Heart of my heart,
-I pledge you!” and setting the blossom of her lips to the
-jewelled rim she drank, and filled the other cup for him, and
-still kneeling before her breathless with adoration, he took
-the cup in both his hands, and I watched and could say no
-word because her purpose was clear to me and I knew well
-that of all women on earth she was the last to endure the
-insult of his presence. And Imami knelt by the door,—her
-face like ivory against the heavy gold curtain. Now, as he
-set his lips to the cup, suddenly Imami sprang to her feet
-and tottered back against the sculptured marble and with
-scarce breath to fill her voice——</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The Emperor comes,” she said, and fell again on her
-knees at the door, hiding her face in her hands.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I saw the sickening terror that struck the colour from the
-cheeks and lips of the lover. He knelt there with a glassy
-countenance like a man in the clutch of a nightmare who
-cannot flee from the advancing doom—his limbs weighted
-with lead, his heart with the pressure of an exceeding horror.
-But Glory of Women caught him by the hand.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exalted cousin, there is but one way from these rooms,
-and the Emperor closes it. Fly to the room beyond my
-bed-chamber, the room of the marble bath, and hide where
-you can while I hold him in talk. Allah hafiz! (God protect
-you!) Go!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And she pushed him from her, and he fled. Then, most
-singular to see, she composed her veil, glancing in the mirror
-set in silver that was the gift of the Portuguese priests,
-and turned to the door, and as she did so the curtain was
-lifted and Aurungzib Padshah entered and Imami prostrated
-herself and I also, but the Princess Arjemand knelt.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now I know not how this should be, but in a room where
-great events have just happened it is as if the waves of passion
-beat about the walls and waft the garments of those
-who have been present, and it seemed to my guilty heart as
-though the very flowers enamelled on the marble cried
-aloud,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Majesty, there is a man—a man in hiding.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And certainly the Padshah halted and looked with suspicion
-from one to the other of us. He was ever a man of suspicion,
-unlike the easy humour of his father Shah-Jahan, and
-the half drunken good-nature (shot with frightful angers) of
-his grandfather Jahangir. Aurungzib Padshah was a small
-man, dark exceedingly, with veiled eyes and shut lips, and
-never have I seen him warmed by any emotion of love, pity,
-fear, but always calm, cold, self-collected and austere. For
-it is well known that his only care was religion, and to this
-he sacrificed his all.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So looking hard at the kneeling Glory of Women he said
-coldly,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In the name of the most beneficent and merciful God,
-what is this disturbance? Speak, exalted daughter, Princess
-of the family of chastity. It is revealed to this suppliant
-at the throne of Allah that there is a hidden thing in
-these chambers. Speak. What is it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And kneeling, my Princess answered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“May joy attend my exalted father, the adorner of the
-gardens of happiness, the decorator of the rose-parterre of
-enjoyment! There is but one hidden thing in these chambers,
-and it is your unworthy daughter, who is known by
-your august favour as Makhfi, the Hidden One.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I saw the eyes of the Padshah fix on the golden dish that
-lay on the marble with one cup emptied of the pomegranate
-sherbet and the other half emptied, the sherbet running in a
-red stream like blood along the marble.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This was set down in haste!” he said through clipped
-lips.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In haste, O Glory of Allah!” said the Princess with the
-wet beads clamming the silken tendrils on her forehead.
-“I drank and was about to drink the second when your
-auspicious feet blessed the threshold.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are thirsty, happy daughter of sovereignty? Then
-drink the remainder. You have my permission.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I saw the gleam in either black eye of him as he spoke,
-watching her sidelong. She lifted the cup to her lips with
-a hand that shook so that it rattled against her teeth, though
-she struggled to command herself.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, do not drink, royal daughter. It is stale,” he said,
-still standing and smiling coldly. And the Princess answered
-with quivering lips:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Will not the Mirror of God be seated and partake of refreshment
-offered by the hand of his slave?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not of that cup and not until I have observed your
-embroideries and manuscripts, daughter of high dignity,”
-the Padshah replied, and followed by my Princess, Imami
-still kneeling by the door, and I by the latticed marble window
-he walked about the hall and into the chambers beyond,
-talking pleasantly to the Princess at his shoulder,
-and so returning took his seat on the divan, and she served
-sherbets and fruits on a golden dish to his Majesty.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was later to attend the Am-Khas, the Hall of Audience,
-and was attired kingly. His vest was of white and delicately
-flowered satin, with heavy silk and gold embroidery.
-His cloth-of-gold turban was aigretted with diamonds great
-as stars, with a topaz at the base that shone like the sun.
-A chain of great pearls hung to his knees, and above all these
-jewels was his cold repelling dignity as of a King too great
-to be approached even by the favourite child of his pride,
-and all the time he sat she knelt before him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At length he spoke as if in meditation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Glory of Women, you have grown into beauty like that
-of the Maids of Paradise. Your long lashes need no antimony,
-your eyes are winter stars, and in that robe of gulnar
-(pomegranate blossom) you appear like that princess
-who bewildered the senses of the mighty Suleiman. [I saw
-a quiver pass over her features as she bowed her head beneath
-the weight of praise.] Does not the rose long for the
-nightingale? Does not your heart, exalted daughter, turn
-to love?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And with her eyes on the ground, she answered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exhibitor of Perfection, my heart is set on far other
-matters. If in this land of good fortune I be remembered
-as a poet, I ask no more of destiny save that the rank of
-the daughter of Emperors be attached to my name for
-ever.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is well. Yet marriage must be considered. Fortunate
-daughter, have you bathed to-day?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And she, deadly pale.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Shadow of the benignity of the Creator, no.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And with set lips he called to Imami by the door.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hasten, lady, and light the fire beneath the great vessel
-of water in the bathing room of the Begam, and I will remain
-in discourse with her until it is ready.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Imami casting a fearful glance on the kneeling
-Princess moved slowly to the inner chamber, and it is the
-truth that my soul sickened within me, for though I knew
-the young man worthless, and the son of a dangerous father,
-yet who could bear this without terror of spirit? And the
-Emperor, laying aside his awful Majesty, made his presence
-sweet as sunshine in the great chamber of marble, saying:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exalted daughter, it is but seldom we have leisure to
-relax, and yet the olfactory of my soul inhales with delight
-the ambergris-perfumed breezes of affection and concord,
-and daily if it were possible would I enjoy them. Yes, even
-when absent—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“ ‘I sit beside thee in thought, and my heart is at ease,</p>
-<p class='line0'>For that is a union not followed by separation’s pain.’</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is in my mind to move with my ladies and the living
-family of dignity and glory to reside for a time at Lahore,
-and we shall then be more together, partaking of the irrigation
-of the rivers of affection.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great father, you promise me a joy to increase health
-and exalt happiness.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She swayed as she knelt, and leaned against the divan
-with closed eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exalted father, the perfume of flowers and of the rose-water
-fountain have given me a faintness. May I retire
-for a moment with the hakim Abul Qasim to my inner
-chamber lest I fall at your feet?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is granted, Glory of Women, and the lady Imami shall
-recite to me your latest verses until you return.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I came forward making the salutation, and helped the
-Princess to rise, she leaning on my aged arm, and the lady
-Imami took her place unrolling a manuscript of verses
-splendid with Persian illuminations in blue and gold. The
-Emperor composed himself to listen with pleasure, for it is
-well known that all the sovereigns of that mighty line were
-skilled in versifying and just critics of <span class='it'>ghazal</span> and <span class='it'>suja</span>.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And as we moved forward, I supporting her, the Princess
-breathed in my ear:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I meant his death, but Allah knowing my heart knows
-I am innocent of this hideous thing. O Abul Qasim, father
-of my soul, is there aid in earth or heaven?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But what could I say? Only the Great Physician of the
-Hidden Dispensary could assist that unfortunate. And
-meanwhile the sweet voice of the lady Imami read aloud the
-verses of the Princess.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“O love, I am thy thrall.</p>
-<p class='line0'>As on the tulip’s burning petal glows</p>
-<p class='line0'>A spot yet more intense, of deeper dye,</p>
-<p class='line0'>So in my heart a flower of passion blows,</p>
-<p class='line0'>See the dark stain of its intensity</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;Deeper than all.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>And then we lost the words as we moved into the inner
-chamber.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now this inner chamber was all of pearl-pure marble, and
-in the midst a deeply sunk bath of marble long and wide
-and with its walls decorated with lotuses and their leaves,
-and a silver pipe led the water to this from a mighty silver
-vessel six feet and more in height and of great capacity,
-supported on a tripod of sculptured silver, and below it a
-place for fire, enclosed and fed with sweet-scented woods and
-balls of perfume made of rare gums. And, O Allah most
-Merciful, there the lady Imami had kindled fire by command
-of the Emperor, and within might be seen the brilliant blue
-flame licking up the perfumes and crawling like snakes
-about the cedar wood below the vessel. And certainly I
-looked that the Princess should do some desperate deed for
-the enlargement of the man most miserable hidden within
-the vessel, and releasing her I stood like a graven image of
-terror, expecting what she would do.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She laid her hand on the silver, and amid the crackling of
-the flames she said in a clear small voice:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You came unsought. You violated the secrecy of the
-Hidden One. What then is your duty, exalted cousin?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And from within he spoke in a voice—O Allah, most compassionate,
-grant that I may never hear such again!—the
-one word:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Silence.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And she:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is true. Keep silence if you are my true lover,
-for the sake of my honour. For if your voice is heard I am
-a dead woman. But I too will be faithful to death.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he answered:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“On my head and eyes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And by her command I gave her water to drink and applied
-an essence to her nostrils, and we left the room, pulling
-the heavy curtains before it, and we returned to where the
-Padshah sat with the pale lady Imami reading aloud and he
-smiling in calm content. Seeing us return, he motioned my
-Princess to a seat on the divan saying:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I would hear your verses of ‘The Lover.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What is the fate of a lover? It is to be crucified for the
-world’s pleasure.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And taking the manuscript from the hands of Imami she
-read aloud:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Dust falls within the cup of Kaikobad</p>
-<p class='line0'>And King Jamshid,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Nor recks the world if they were sad or glad,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Or what they did.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“How many hearts, O Love, thy sword hath slain</p>
-<p class='line0'>And yet will slay!</p>
-<p class='line0'>They bless thee, nor to Allah they complain</p>
-<p class='line0'>At Judgment Day.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>And so read on steadfastly for the space of an hour, until
-the Padshah, replete with the sweetness of the melody, rose
-from the divan, and said graciously:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“May the tree of hereditary affection watered by this hour
-of converse grow in leaf and fruit and overshadow us both
-in peace. Go now, exalted daughter, and bathe your angelic
-person and rest with a soul sunned in the favour of the
-Emperor.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he went, we attending him to the door of the secluded
-chambers, and when we returned, the Princess lay in
-a dead faint on the divan, and the fire beneath the great
-vessel of silver was red and silent, and within was silence
-also.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The courage of Babar the gallant and Akbar the greatly
-dreaming was not dead in their descendant and thus in a
-great self-sacrifice he became a traveller on the road of
-non-existence, and I wept for him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So the Court moved to Lahore.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But after this on my Princess came a change hard to be
-told.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She had despised the Prince alive. For his death she
-loved him, and with a poet’s passion and tenderness mingled
-with a woman’s. Her sole relief was in solitude, pouring
-forth the burning thoughts wherein the phoenix of her
-soul was consumed in perfumed flame which will forever
-kindle the heart of man to like ecstasies.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Great Princes sought her, among them Akil Khan, a most
-beautiful young man, aglow with courage and splendour.
-He had seen her, dreaming on the roof of her pavilion in the
-dawn, pensive and lovely, clothed in dawn-colour, her long
-hair braided with pearls falling about her, and mad with
-love, he sent her this one line, awaiting completion:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A vision in crimson appears on the roof of the Palace.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Kneeling, I implored her to give him some solace,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“For O, Light of my soul,” said I, “the years drift by
-like leaves, and shall this miracle of beauty and of intelligence
-clear as diamonds lead its graces to the grave and
-leave the world no copy? My Princess, my Princess, have
-pity on your youth! True, the high Prince died a hero for
-the sake of a lady’s honour, yet remember that until then the
-soul of him was at home in Devilsville, and not in the rose-gardens
-of Allah. You have mourned him long enough:
-awake now to joy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she put it gently aside, saying:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The soul washed in the lustration of death is pure.
-What is Shaitanpur to him now? He has forgotten it.
-And shall I who accepted the sacrifice, forget? O, that
-I had not failed in courage—that I had died with him!
-Give me the paper of Akil Khan.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And considering the line he had written—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A vision in crimson appears on the roof of the Palace,”
-she wrote beneath it this line completing the couplet:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Neither supplications nor force nor gold can win her.”
-And so returned it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yet, gallant man as he was, this did not stifle his hope,
-and knowing that in her garden at Lahore she was building
-a noble marble pavilion, he entered the garden one day disguising
-his princeliness under the garment of a mason,
-carrying his hod on his shoulder, and passed where she stood
-apart watching her girls who were playing at chausar.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And as he drew near he whispered,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In my longing for thee I have become as dust wandering
-round the earth,” and she whose soul was fixed as a lonely
-star, responded immediately,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If thou hadst become as the wind yet shouldst thou not
-touch a tress of my hair.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So it was always. An embassage was sent from the
-Shah Abbas of Persia entreating her hand for Mirza Farukh
-his son, and the Prince came with it, a gallant wooer. She
-dared not at once refuse the insistence of her father Aurungzib
-Padshah, and consented that he should come to Delhi
-that she might judge of his worthiness. And with a glorious
-retinue resembling a galaxy of stars he came, and she
-feasted the prince in the pleasure-pavilion in her own garden,
-and in its marble colonnade with her own fair hand
-offered him wine and sweetmeats, but veiled in gold gauze,
-so that not one glimpse had he of the hidden eyes. And
-exalted with wine and folly he asked for a certain sweetmeat
-in words which by a laughing play on words signify—a
-kiss!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This, to the proudest of women! One moment she
-paused and then haughtily,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ask for what you desire from the slaves of our kitchen,”
-and so went straight to her royal father and told him that
-though face and jewels were well enough, the man had the
-soul of a groom under his turban of honour, and she would
-have none of him. She had her royal way.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Raging with foiled pride and desire he sent her this
-verse,</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“I am determined never to leave this temple.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Here will I bow my head, here will I prostrate myself.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Here will I serve, and here alone is happiness.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>But he beat against marble, for she returned this answer
-only:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Child, how lightly dost thou esteem this game of love!</p>
-<p class='line0'>Nothing dost thou know of the fever of longing and the fire of separation, and the burning flame of love!”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>Alas, her heart knew them too well!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So he went away despairing and that was the last of her
-suitors.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Very sad grew my Princess. The dead have more power
-than the living, and the clutch of a dead hand chills the
-blood. She had the soul of a mystic and in her poems
-desire for the Eternal Beloved was mingled with love of
-him who was now also behind the Veil of non-existence, and
-I know not which was more in her thoughts when she wrote
-with tears that fall and falling gather,</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“O idle arms,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Never the lost Beloved have ye caressed:</p>
-<p class='line0'>Better that ye were broken than like this</p>
-<p class='line0'>Empty and cold eternally to rest.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“O useless eyes,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Never the lost Beloved for all these years</p>
-<p class='line0'>Have ye beheld: better that ye were blind</p>
-<p class='line0'>Than dimmed thus by my unavailing tears.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“O fading rose,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Dying unseen as hidden thou wert born:</p>
-<p class='line0'>So my heart’s blossom fallen in the dust</p>
-<p class='line0'>Was ne’er ordained his turban to adorn.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>Very strange is the heart of a woman! I, remembering
-her scorn for this very Prince and her will to slay him with
-her own hand, could not at all commend nor comprehend
-her passion for him dead whom living she trod as the dust
-beneath her feet. She permitted my speech gently, but
-would reply only,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He loved me and gave his life for me.” And I venturing
-to rejoin,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But O exalted Lady, men will give their lives for a little
-thing, a jewel, a worthless intrigue, the slaying of a tiger,
-and is his sacrifice worth such a return as yours?” she replied
-with calm; “Greater love hath no man than in silence
-to lay down his life uncheered by commendation or
-the joy of battle, and to him I swore fidelity. Should I
-change? In his death was the high heart that in life would
-have grown to glory—and I broke it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And I said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is greater love to live for a woman than to die for her
-and this he could never have done, for his profligacy and
-selfishness would have swept all love to ruin,”—and she,
-smiling, put this by, as one who has attained in her own
-heart to behold the innermost secrets of love. And which
-of us was right I cannot now tell.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But as love rose about her like a tide her thoughts turned
-more and more to the Supreme, the Self-Existent,—and this
-love also consumed her for He wounded her heart with the
-august secrets of His beauty, and perceiving in vision wafts
-of His sweetness she sank into a deep melancholy, desiring
-that to which no earthly passion may attain. So in this
-poem she beheld Him as the Hunter of the Soul:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“I have no peace, the quarry I, a Hunter chases me,</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;It is Thy memory.</p>
-<p class='line0'>I turn to flee but fall: for over me He casts His snare,</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;His perfumed hair,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Who can escape Thy chain? no heart is free</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;From love of Thee.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>So passioning for the Divine she spent her days in longing,
-and a great wisdom came upon her, for even as her mighty
-father narrowed in vision, persecuting the Hindus, and
-breaking the very Empire against the rock of their tortured
-faith, so she like the sun at setting illumined all beliefs, even
-the lowliest, with her level rays, declaring that where any
-prayer is made that place is the mosque and the Kiblah.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Had that lady been Emperor it is not too much to say
-she had saved the Empire. Would to Allah that she had
-been. But He knows all.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yet a better fate was decreed for her for she lived, exhaling
-love as the lily its perfume, and departed in a white
-peace, a gently fading light like the cresset that for a little
-illumines the quiet of a tomb, and this she said in dying,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am the daughter of a King but I have taken the path
-of renunciation, and this shall be my glory, as my title signifies
-that I am the Glory of Women.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This she is, for in India she is remembered by all who
-burn in the fire of love, human or divine.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yet, since she was a woman and therefore a creature of
-unreason, must I condemn her passion for the worthless
-prince to whom her royal life was dedicate.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And here I set down the last words that Makhfi—the Hidden
-One—wrote with her dying hand, and they were these—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Yet, Makhfi, unveiled is thy secret,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Abroad all thy passion be told,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Who saw not the beauty of Yusuf</p>
-<p class='line0'>When he in the market was sold.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>and as she lived she died, lamenting that too late she had
-known his hidden heart.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When she was departed a poet of Persia made these
-verses of her: concerning the serenity of her spirit:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Love sings to himself of love and the worlds dance to that music,</p>
-<p class='line0'>As wise snakes dance to the Charmer playing upon his pipe,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Love gazes on deep waters for ever dreaming his face.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Slay all my senses but hearing that I may immortally listen.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Calm every wave of my soul that it may mirror the Dream.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>And her father the Emperor, grieving, made her a glorious
-tomb of marble domed and pinnacled with gold and the
-tower and minars roofed with turquoise tiles. Nay, the
-very sand of the paths was dust of turquoises, and about it a
-glorious garden where her sweet spirit might gladden to
-dream in the moonlight, her griefs forgotten, her joys completed
-in the ecstasy of union with the One, the Alone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And yet—yet—thus wrote my Princess:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“If on the Day of Reckoning</p>
-<p class='line0'>God saith, ‘In due proportion I will pay</p>
-<p class='line0'>And recompense thee for thy suffering.’</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Lo, all the joys of heaven it would outweigh.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Were all God’s gladness poured upon me, yet</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;He would be in my debt.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>May the lights of Allah be her testimony and make bright
-her tomb.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For I loved her, and pray that her memory may be fragrant
-when I am dust.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And very strange and secret is the heart of a woman.</p>
-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:1.2em;'>THE MARRIAGE OF THE PRINCESS</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch6'>THE MARRIAGE OF THE PRINCESS</h1></div>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span style='font-size:smaller'>(Salutation to the Elephant-Headed God, who is the Remover of Obstacles
-and the Giver of discretion, and may he enable his worshipper the
-Pandit Gurdit Singh to relate this story with well-chosen words and harmonious
-periods that so it may enchain the hearts of all.)</span></p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Of all the lands that smile upon their lover the sun, surely
-the land of Kashmir is the loveliest. All round that Valley
-of Beauty the mountains stand like the guardians of a great
-Queen. No harsh winds may ruffle the lakes, darkly blue as
-the eyes of the goddess Shri, where the lotuses dream above
-their mirrored images in amazement at their own divinity,
-for the shields of the eternal snows piercing even the heavens
-turn aside all tempests and only a sweet and calm sunshine
-makes the air milk-warm.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And because the beauty that surrounds them is absorbed
-by the princesses of Kashmir until they become like the
-slender-waisted beauties of the ancient poems and stories
-of India, radiant as the sun, fair as the full moon mirrored
-in a lake dreaming of her own beauty, so are they eagerly
-sought by all the Kings from North to South, and great
-dowries are given for them with jewels piled high like grain
-in harvest, and elephants and garments with beaten gold
-laid on them such as would dazzle the eyes of the Queens of
-other countries. And nothing is too much to give for their
-seductive beauties.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now, at one time the King of Kashmir had a daughter, his
-only one,—more exquisite than dawn blushing on the snows.
-She had stolen the hue of her eyes from the blue of the lotus
-of the hidden lakes, and the delicate shaping of her face was
-high craftsmanship of high Gods at the work they love best.
-And down to the ankle rolled her midnight hair, braided
-and jewelled, and Love’s own honey made her mouth a
-world’s wonder of rose and pearl,—and the curves of her
-sweet body were rounded as the snowdrifts of Mount Haramoukh
-and as pure. And even this was not all, for what
-is a flower without scent and beauty without charm? But
-grace went beside her like an attendant, and attraction that
-none could resist was in her glance, and whoso escaped the
-lure of her eyes would assuredly fall a victim to the seduction
-of her sweet laughter so that only in the protection of
-the Gods was there safety, and it is known that even the
-Gods cease their vigilance where a beautiful woman is concerned
-and forget their divinity.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now this Princess Amra loved above all things the gardens
-of her royal father, and it was her custom, forsaking
-the Palace, to come for days with her women to the gardens
-by the lake, dwelling in the Pavilion of the Painted Flowers
-and passing the days in singing and feasting, wandering beneath
-the shade of the mighty chinar trees and breathing the
-perfume of flowers and the coolness of the high snows.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So on a certain day she and her ladies wandered through
-the roses in beauty so exquisite that the flowers swayed to
-behold them and the very waters of the cascades delayed
-to kiss their feet, and as they did this there came a message
-from the King her father that he had betrothed her to marry
-the King of Jamu, and the marriage would take place in the
-marriage month according to the auspicious calculations of
-the astrologers. And hearing this, the Princess stopped in
-terror beside the water that falls over the ripple of cut marble,
-and she said to her women:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“O sorrowful day! O fears that beset my heart! I who
-have never seen any man save my auspicious father and
-brothers and the old grey-beard, the Pundit Ram Lal,—what
-a fate is this! What do I know of men? How shall
-I learn? O, my misery!”—and she sat herself beneath the
-shade of a great chinar tree, and became inconsolable, weeping
-bitterly, and her women wept with her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So passed an hour, and at last her confidante, Lailela, a
-girl from Bokhara, having dried her eyes began to look
-about her, and she saw that with the written command of
-the King had come a small object folded in rose silk and
-bound with threads of gold, and with the insatiable curiosity
-of a woman she said to the weeping Princess:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great Lady, here is a something—I do not know what,
-but I guess it to be a bridal gift from his Majesty.” And the
-Princess took it in her hands and her ladies gathered about
-her as stars surround the moon, and with her slender fingers
-and nails like little pearls she unthreaded the knots of gold
-and the inner treasure was disclosed, and it was a frame of
-gold filagreed and set with rubies and diamond sparks, and
-within it the portrait of a young man, and written on the
-back of it: “The King of Jamu.” The artist, whose skill
-resembled that of the Creator, had depicted him seated on
-his throne of ivory inlaid with gold, and in his turban blazed
-that great jewel known as the Sea of Splendour, but these
-did not for one moment detain the eye, for he was himself
-the jewel of Kings, young, noble, dark of hair and eyes, with
-amorous lips, proud yet gentle, and a throat like the column
-that upholds the world, and limbs shaped for height and
-strength and speed. And surely had he been a water-carrier,
-men had said, “This is the son of a King.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And as the Princess Amra looked she sighed and changed
-colour, and the last tear fell from her long lashes upon the
-portrait, and she dried it with her gold-bordered veil, and
-looked and sighed again, and lost in thought she fell into a
-deep silence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Lailela said with sympathy:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Surely a terrible doom, O Princess! Now had the King
-been an old man, kind and paternal, it would but have been
-passing from the arms of one father to another. But a
-young man— O, there is much to fear, and who shall sound
-the deeps of their hearts?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the Princess slowly shook her head, not knowing
-what she did, still gazing at the portrait, and Lailela continued:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Little do we all know men. But I have been told it is
-safer to adventure in a jungle of tigers than to take a husband
-knowing nothing of their wiles and tyrannies, and it
-is now my counsel that we should all declare before the
-Princess any small knowledge that has reached us, that she
-may not go forth utterly unarmed.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And all the ladies looked doubtfully at one another, and
-the Princess smiled faintly as a moon in clouds, and said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sisters, it is my command that you do as Lailela has said,
-for her counsel is good, and she herself shall begin, for I
-perceive there is knowledge behind her lips. Let all now
-prepare to listen, for we speak of love.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And she laid the portrait on her knees, and Lailela with
-laughter in her long eyes but a great gravity of speech, told
-this story:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, Princess, this is one of the parables that the Sheikh
-Ibrahim related to his daughter, the Lady Budoor, that she
-might be admonished. For the damsel was the temptation
-of the Age, with heavy hips, and brows like the new moon,
-and a mouth like the seal of Suleiman, so that the reason of
-whoso saw her was captivated by her elegance. But she
-spoke little, or of trivial matters, and smiled not at all, relying
-on her beauty, which, indeed, was the perfection of the
-Creator’s handiwork. May his name be exalted! And her
-father accosted her, saying:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Know, O daughter, that Shah Salim had five thousand
-wives and concubines of perfect loveliness, with languishing
-looks, high-bosomed, and of equal age, a delight to beholders
-such as astonished the mind. But the King was wearied
-because of the dullness of their society and it so befell that
-he yawned repeatedly and his jaw became fixed with the
-violence of his yawns, nor could the art of the <span class='it'>hakims</span> unloose
-it. And the Queens and the concubines slapped their
-faces for grief, and the Emirs trembled because of the case
-of the King.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Now it chanced that the King of Seljuk sent unto Shah
-Salim a slave girl from Tabriz, and the merchant who conducted
-her bore this message, written on ivory, bound with
-floss silk, and perfumed with ambergris: “Know, O King of
-the Age, that the perfume is not to be judged by the jar, nor
-the jewel by its weight, for the perfume is the soul of the
-rose, and the secret of the jewel is its fire. Receive, therefore
-this gift according to the measure of thy wisdom.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘But the Shah-in-Shah, speaking with difficulty, for his
-jaw was held as in a vise, commanded, saying; “Enclose her
-with the Queens and the concubines, for they have brought
-me to this, and the sum of my wisdom and experience is
-that they are all alike, and whoso knows one, knows all.
-Yet, first let me behold her, since she is the gift of a King.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘And they unveiled the damsel, and behold! she was slender
-as a willow branch, low-bosomed, green-eyed, and her
-hair was like beaten bronze, nor could she for beauty compare
-with the wives of the King, so that the beholders marvelled
-at the gift of the King of Seljuk.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘And she looked upon the King, and, seeing his case, she
-closed her eyes until they shone like slits of emerald and
-laughed aloud until the Hall of Requests echoed with her
-laughter, and her voice was like the flute and such as would
-bewilder the reason of the sages and cause the ascetic to
-stumble in his righteousness, and she could narrate stories
-like those of the Sultana Shahrazad (upon whom be the
-Peace!), and her effrontery was as the effrontery of the
-donkey-boys of Damascus. For there is none greater.
-Nor did she fear the Shah-in-Shah before whom all abased
-themselves.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘So she seated herself before the Wonder of the Age, and,
-casting down her eyes, the damsel related to him the true
-story of the Adventure of the Lady Amine and the Sage El
-Kooz. And the heart of the Shah was dilated and he laughed
-until there was no strength left in him, and the <span class='it'>hakims</span>
-thumped his back, fearing that life itself would depart from
-him in the violence of his laughter. And his jaw instantly
-relaxed. So being recovered, he commanded saying:
-“Bring hither the artificers of gold and let them make a chain
-that shall bind the waist of this slave to my wrist, for where
-I go she shall go, that my soul may be comforted by her
-narratives and the sweetness of her laughter. For this truly
-is a gift worthy of a king. But place guards at the doors
-of the others.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘And after consideration and counsel with his Wazir he
-bestowed upon the Queens great gifts and returned them to
-their parents. And there was a great calm. And he became
-distracted with love for this slave and they continued
-in prosperity and affection until visited by the Terminator
-of Delights and Separator of Companions.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Extolled be He whom the vicissitudes of time change not
-and who is alone distinguished by the attributes of Perfection!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Now this is a parable, my daughter, of the secrets of the
-hearts of men, and I will relate others that thou mayest be
-admonished.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And the Lady Budoor answered modestly: ‘Speak on,
-my father, I listen.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And when Lailela had finished this story she resumed her
-seat, and the ladies reflected deeply, and the Princess said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This must undoubtedly be true. As a man no longer observes
-an object which he sees daily, so must it be with a
-man and the beauty of his wife. Clearly it is not enough
-to be beautiful even as a Dancer of Heaven. It is also needful
-to be a provoker of laughter. Would that I knew the
-stories of this slave .&nbsp;.&nbsp;. Sisters, have they been heard by
-any of you? What is beauty, when the beautiful are forsaken
-or die? But tell me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And now Vasuki, a lady of the Rajputs, stepped forward
-in all the insolence of beauty, swaying her hips, and rearing
-her head like a Queen as she came, and she began thus:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Princess, of my heart, let none tempt you to undervalue
-the gift of loveliness by which even the greatest of the
-Gods are subjected as my story will declare. And let it be
-remembered that if even a man weary of his wife’s beauty—there
-are yet other men in the world, and what though our
-faith forbid marriage there are other faiths. And, if this
-be impossible, a woman can always be captured if so she
-will! And I would have you recall the story of the Rani
-of Mundore who being left a widow was captured by a great
-King and ruled him and his Kingdom. But hear my story
-of why Brahma, a high God of my people, has four faces in
-his temple.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In the ancient days in India two evil and terrible brothers
-rose to kingly power. They were inseparable as the
-Twin Stars, the Aswins, and together they did evil mightily
-and in their union was their strength. Finally they formed
-plans to storm the lower heavens and expel the Gods and
-there was every reason to believe they would carry out this
-determination. So the Gods held a great Panchayet (council)
-and some said one thing, some another, and at last
-Brahma the Creator spoke as follows:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Great Gods and Heavenly Ladies, in the union of these
-wretches is their power, because where two perfectly agree
-their wisdom is unconquerable. It is only because this has
-never been the case on earth that we are able to keep any
-sort of order. Now of all influences the most powerful is
-love. True it is their palaces are full to over-flowing with
-handsome women but we are still the Gods, the makers of
-men. Let us take for our model the Goddess of Beauty herself,
-and send some exquisite one on earth to distract and divide
-the evil kings.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So the flowers of heaven were brought, and the Goddess
-of Beauty stood unveiled and divine before them, and from
-the ivory of the lotus blossom they made a sweet body, and
-from the dark blue lotus they made two dreaming eyes, and
-they took the storm cloud for the glooms of her heavy lashes,
-and the midnight deeps for the lengths of her silken hair,
-and for her smile they took the sunshine and for her blush
-the dawn, and for her coquetry the playfulness of the kitten,
-and for her seductions the wiles of the serpent, and for
-her fidelity—but all their materials were exhausted before
-the necessity for this was remembered. And Lakshimi gave
-her instead what is invisible but omnipotent, her own charm
-which none has ever seen but all the Universe has felt. And
-when all was done great Brahma breathed life into the fair
-image and she arose and looked down upon her own beauty
-with astonishment and in a voice of crystal music she said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘I am Tillotama.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And all the Gods stood confounded at their own handiwork
-but the Goddesses turned angrily away.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So they commanded her to go to earth and instructed her,
-each mighty heart beating with agony that she should go.
-And she passed before the Throne of Brahma making a
-<span class='it'>pradakshina</span>, a reverential threefold circuit, about him keeping
-him always to the right. And he gazed passionately upon
-her and she made a turn to the left, and for pride he would
-not turn his head, but from the energy of his soul’s longing
-another face sprang out on the left side of his head and the
-eyes still followed her, and as she made her circuit this again
-happened at the back and still he regarded her, and at the
-right side also, so that wherever that loveliness went his
-eyes fed upon her with more passion than the moon-bird
-who steadfastly regards the moon all night. And, Princess,
-this is the undoubted reason why the image of Brahma has
-ever since had four faces. So she went to earth with ruin
-for her dower, and the two evil kings desired her and slew
-one another for her possession. And Saraswati, the wife of
-Brahma, immediately demanded that their work should be
-undone and the fair creature resolved again into the elements
-of nature lest the peace of heaven should be broken.
-So it was done, but Brahma retains forever his four faces.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Therefore, Princess, if beauty thus subjugates the greatest
-of the Gods, what will be the effect of such beauty as
-your own upon the heart of the King of Jamu?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Amra clasping her hands, replied:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But this is a terrible story! For if the greatest of the
-Gods, who has a glorious Goddess for his wife, be not faithful,
-what hope is in men? I grow so terrified that death
-itself seems preferable to marriage. Is there no comfort
-in any of you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And now, treading delicately on little bound feet, came
-Ying-ning, the fair Chinese maiden from Liang, who had
-been presented to the Princess because of her skill in embroidery
-and cosmetics. And she saluted humbly, and requested
-permission to speak:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Princess, a great lady has last spoken and who am I?
-Yet because I tremble to hear her speak of any other than
-a husband in the love of a woman, hear me, for of all dangers
-the greatest is the jealousy of a husband. And this is
-a true story of my country.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There was a very great artificer long, long years ago and
-he made an image exactly resembling a man. It was composed
-of wood and glue and leather, and sinews of catgut,
-and so great was his skill that he made even a heart that beat
-and set it in the breast, and the features were exquisitely
-painted and it resembled a great Chinese lord, noble and
-handsome and able to sing, move, and talk. Finally he
-showed it to the King of Liang who was struck dumb at such
-handiwork, for it was like the power of the Immortals. And
-he said; ‘My Household must certainly view this marvel,
-and there can be no objection to this course of conduct since
-I have satisfied myself it is but a thing of springs and
-leather.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So, on the following day, the artificer brought his image
-to the Pepper Chambers, being himself an aged man and in
-circumstances which permitted his entry. Being introduced
-to the presence of the King, the Queen and the ladies who
-rejoiced in the King’s favour, these ladies all stared with
-the utmost bewilderment at the handsome young man thus
-represented. The artificer touched its chin and it burst into
-a love-song most delicately sung in a mellow and manly
-voice. It recited a passage from the poets in praise of wine.
-It kow-towed before the King. But unluckily, encouraged
-by success, the artificer touched its heart, and with the utmost
-audacity it gazed upon the ladies and winking one eye,
-seized the hand of the loveliest, and placed a sacrilegious
-arm about her person, she smiling. A frenzy of passion
-swept over the King on seeing this. He shouted for the
-death of the artificer, and though the aged man in a terror
-instantly rent the image apart into a heap of wood and
-leather, he could not be appeased and the unfortunate was
-led out and beheaded. Furthermore, he ordered the lady
-who had been thus polluted to be instantly strangled because
-she had not shrieked on the instant as (he asserted) any
-virtuous woman, a stranger to such a contact, must have
-done. And in spite of her piteous entreaties she was slaughtered.
-Was this reasonable, O my Princess? But be it
-known to you that in love and in possession also there is no
-reason, and that this is the manner in which all men would
-act. And moreover it is their right, and it is entirely just
-that even the looks or dreams of a woman should be faithful
-to her husband and to him only.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Ying-ning retreated to the circle, and the Princess
-wrung her hands and cried:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What then is to become of women if they are thus surrendered
-to the mercy of the merciless! I will entreat at
-my father’s feet that I may live and die a maid. And I
-will——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she could not continue for the beating of her heart,
-and now the little lovely gesang, Pak, from Phyong-yang in
-the Land of the Morning Calm, whence come all the fairest
-singing girls, moved trembling forward and spoke in a voice
-of silver, but so low that the Princess called upon her to
-stand at her feet that she might hear. Enclosed in a great
-lotus blossom she had been presented to the Princess that
-she might cheer her with strange dances from the Korean
-land, and she had clapped her hands for joy when the ivory
-petals fell apart disclosing the small dancer crouched within.
-But the women of the Morning Calm have few words and
-all now leaned forward to hear what this silent one might
-say.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great Lady, near my home by the Green Duck River
-lived long ago a Yang-ban (noble) who had a beautiful
-daughter named Ha. She had a slender throat on which
-was set a face most delicately painted and of exquisite
-charm, the lips resembling ripe cherries and the eyes of
-liquid brilliance. Many marriage enquiries were made, but
-her father finally made the choice of a young Yang-ban of
-good position named Won Kiun, and on a day of favourable
-omens she was borne to his house and became his wife. For
-five years they lived together in harmony nor did he spend
-his time without the screened apartments, for she could even
-play chess and he could converse with her. But alas! she
-bore no child and daily did her anguish increase, for she
-could hear his sighs because he had no son to perform the
-rites for him when his time should come. Still hoping, she
-delayed, but this could not last, and on a certain day she
-approached him saying:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Lord of my Life, may your worthless wife speak?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He gave permission.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Five years,’ said Ha, ‘have gone by and I have not fulfilled
-my duty. It is certainly the evil destiny of your
-worthless wife which has caused this. Therefore I say
-thus:—I will sell my pins of jade and buy a concubine for
-you. Accede to my humble request.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Won Kiun could scarcely hide his astonishment, for
-though this was but fulfilling a duty, still it is not common
-for a wife to make this offer. But he agreed instantly for
-he earnestly desired a son, and after so many years naturally
-desired also a change of companionship. Ha therefore made
-search and found a girl named A-pao of as much beauty as
-the price she could pay would fetch.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It was then that Ha’s sorrows began. She was neglected
-by Won Kiun, tormented by A-pao, but enduring in silence
-as a wife should, she went about her work with a smile.
-But A-pao also failed in her duty for there was no child, and
-presently Won Kiun whose health had always been frail,
-departed to the ancestral spirits, A-pao shamelessly took
-her place in the house of a rich man, and Ha was left a desolate
-widow, and the more so because her parents and her
-husband’s justly despised her as a barren wife.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But, Princess, mark what followed!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She had placed her husband’s spirit tablet, which contained
-his third soul, beside her bed, and before this made
-her offerings of bread and wine and prayers for pardon, and
-one night when she had wept herself to sleep a strange thing
-happened. The tablet moved,—a human figure slowly
-emerged from it and stood on the floor, and Ha, with eyes
-distended with terror, saw her husband. In the well-remembered
-voice he said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘I have permission from the Junior Board of the Gods of
-Hades to visit you as a reward for my filial merit on earth,
-and this in spite of your conduct in that very mistaken business
-of A-pao. Had <span class='it'>I</span> been consulted she was by no means
-the person I should have chosen. Yet I am come to visit
-you and shall do so nightly for a month.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The faithful Ha laid her head on his feet and sobbed for
-joy. What a reward! How small now did all her many
-sacrifices appear!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“For a month the spirit tablet nightly became her husband,
-and on the last day of the month he bid her an eternal farewell,
-and the tablet fell to the ground and broke into two
-pieces. With tender care she mended it, and set herself to
-await the birth of her son.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In due time he was born and her cup of joy would have
-run over but that the most shocking rumours were spread
-by A-pao and her mother-in-law, and it was believed that
-she had grossly dishonoured the fragrant memory of her
-husband. Vainly she explained the facts. The only result
-was that the magistrate, fearing lest he might possibly
-destroy a child of miracle, would not himself put it to death,
-but commanded it should be flung to the swine. Marvellous
-to tell, the swine, instead of devouring it, kept the child
-alive by breathing warmth upon it, and it was then that,
-starving for food, and broken-hearted, Ha demanded a test
-before the assembled people. It is well known that the
-children of the spirits cast no shadow, and the child, before
-an immense crowd, with his miserable mother watching from
-behind a curtain, was brought into the full sunshine and
-held up. To the amazement and fear of all, no shadow was
-cast on the earth. To set the matter forever at rest the
-spirit tablet was then brought out and a little blood drawn
-from the tender arm of the child. This was spread on the
-tablet inhabited by the father’s spirit and it instantly sank
-in and disappeared, though when spread on another, it rolled
-off, leaving no mark. Amid loud shouts the child was pronounced
-the true heir of the family. Ha was immediately
-pardoned by the parents of Won Kiun and taken into their
-favour, being permitted to serve them to the end of their
-days, which she did with perfect devotion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My Princess will see from this true story the great reward
-that humility and patience bring to a good wife. It is not
-every husband who returns from the Land of the Dead to
-bring joy to one in such a lowly position. And though it
-is easy to be seen that it was his own transcendent merits
-which occasioned this joyful result, without the patience of
-Ha the nobility of her husband and his parents could
-scarcely have been rewarded. Therefore the duty of a
-woman is submission and where this exists all her follies and
-faults may be covered as a rich brocade covers a poor divan.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The ladies were silent and the Princess again shook her
-head with tears in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This is a difficult case,” she said, “and in truth each
-seems more alarming than the last. It appears that marriage
-is a sea of perils great and terrible, and to escape shipwreck
-all but impossible. Possibly if Ha had not bought
-the concubine—but have none of my ladies a story of man’s
-fidelity? Is such a thing unknown?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And even as she spoke a woman with a face like the dusk
-of the evening and eyes as its stars in clouds, broke in upon
-her words unmannerly but with such power that all turned
-to listen, forgetting even the Presence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My Princess, my beloved, hear now this last story, for
-these women have spoken of little things, but I will speak
-of great.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is known to you that when the King Rama ruled in
-Kosala and was thence driven for awhile into the wild woods,
-there went with him of her own choice and in utter devotion,
-his wife, young and lovely and noble, the Queen Sita. And
-when he entreated her to leave him because of the horror of
-the great woods and the wild beasts, and the evil spirits and
-hunger and poverty, she replied only: ‘How should I stay
-in the glorious city when my husband is gone? I count all
-evils as blessings when I am with him. Without him life
-is death. And if my prayer is refused I will enter the fire
-and await him in the Paradise to be.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So she followed Rama, clothed in poverty and in the
-wood she served him, unfaltering in piety and all wifely duty.
-And as the result of this nobility her beauty so grew that
-the very Gods, passing on their high errands would pause
-for joy to see her perfections.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But on a certain day when the King was absent, the evil
-King of Lanka stole this Pearl, hoping to set it in his crown.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Princess, it is not needful to tell the sorrows of Sita,
-the temptations she resisted nor the cruelties that could not
-break her pure will. Flawless in strength and brightness
-as the very spirit of the diamond was her faith. And when
-Rama at last, by the aid of the Gods, conquered the evil-doer,
-she sat beneath a tree, in poor array, trembling for
-joy to think that her head should lie once more upon her
-husband’s breast and her ear be gladdened with his praise
-for the fight she had fought alone in sorrow.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So she stood before him and he sat upon his victorious
-throne and thus he spoke:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Lady, my work is done. I have avenged my honour
-and the insult put upon me and my foe is broken. But mistake
-me not. It was for no love to you that I fought, but to
-uphold the dignity of my race. Your presence now hurts
-me as light hurts a diseased eye. Another man has seen
-your face unveiled. His hand has touched you. You have
-dwelt in his palace. You are no wife of mine. Go where
-you will. Do what you will. We are parted.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>[And the Princess and all the ladies stared with great
-eyes to hear what the woman told.]</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And this before a great assembly. So, at first the Queen
-wept silently, because this shaft pierced her very heart.
-Then, drying her tears, she raised her fair head and answered:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Is all my faithful love forgotten? It was hard for a
-weak woman to resist supernatural strength. Yet in all
-perils of death and shame I have been utterly chaste in soul
-and body, and no evil came near me, for in me there was
-none to meet it.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She paused and the King made no answer. And she
-said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘If man deserts me the High Gods are faithful. Make
-ready the funeral pile. I will not live in this shame.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And it was done;—none daring to look in the King’s face,
-and he still silent.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;. So, circling her husband thrice in
-farewell reverence, the Queen entered the fire. And even as
-the flame lapped her feet, the Great Gods descended in radiant
-chariots plumed for the untrodden ways of the air, and
-the God of the Fire, who is the Purifier, took her by the hand
-and presented her to Rama, saying,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Even as is my white flame purity, so is the purity of
-this Queen.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And he accepted her from the God’s hand.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Princess, would not all the world believe that after this
-coming of the Gods this King would have honoured his
-Queen? Yet no.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He knew her pure, but, since others whispered that another
-had seen her face, and who could tell?—again he dismissed
-her for in him as in all men, pride was mightier
-than love.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And once more, Sita, standing before him and knowing
-this the end, made declaration of her chastity that all might
-hear. And suddenly transported beyond the weakness of
-a woman, she stood as one divine, perfect in high soul and
-nobility, and she said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Never has any thought that was not pure and chaste
-entered my heart, and as my heart so is my body. This
-have I said. And now, I beseech of the Earth, the Great
-Goddess, Mother of us all, that she will grant me a refuge,
-for I have none other.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And as she spoke these words, a very soft air, laden with
-coolness and sacred perfumes, stirred among them, and in
-the silence there arose from the earth a Throne and upon
-it the Mighty Mother of men and Gods, and she raised the
-Queen in her arms and set her upon the Throne that all might
-see her throned and glorious. And lo! for a moment she
-sat majestic, and the assembly hid their faces, and when
-they again raised them all was gone and only the common
-day was about them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But the King wept uncomforted knowing that never
-again by city or forest might he see that fair face, which being
-his own he had cast from him.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the woman paused, and all the ladies cried that this
-was the cruellest story of all, demanding that she be dismissed
-from the Presence as an offender. But the Princess
-sat submerged in thought, and the woman said softly:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My Princess—my beloved,—the Gods rule. In all life is
-sorrow, whether in Kashmir or Jamu. But the Gods abide.
-In the hollow of Their hand lay this Queen, and in the darkness
-the King’s eyes could not pierce They smiled. Certainly
-she leaned on Their might and so walked content and
-what could man do to her? Fear not, my Princess. The
-Gods abide—whether in Kashmir or Jamu, and the earth is
-Their footstool. And this being so the life of a woman is
-her own, go where she will.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And there fell a great silence and she who said this glided
-away and was gone. And presently the Princess rose in the
-midst of the women like a Queen, and she spoke:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This is the truth. Fate is fate and love is love, and
-what we do is our own, and not the deeds of another. For
-that Queen I do not weep, but for the King who was blind
-to her glory. It is the valour of men that sends them forth
-to war, and it is the valour of women that puts their hearts
-in the hand of their husbands. And to me, since I have
-seen this portrait all other things are empty, and if he slay
-me still will I love him. For it is the High God, who is
-worshipped by many names, who has made the woman for
-the man and the man for the woman, and He abides unchanging
-in Unity and what He does is better than well.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And as she spoke the colours faded on the mountains
-and on the lake the evening came with quiet feet.</p>
-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:1em;font-size:1.2em;'>THE WISDOM OF THE ORIENT</p>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:.8em;'>A DIALOGUE AND A STORY</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch7'>THE WISDOM OF THE ORIENT<br/> <br/> <span style='font-size:smaller'>A DIALOGUE AND A STORY</span></h1></div>
-
-<h3>I</h3>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I believe you take as long to dress as I do,” she said pettishly;
-“I call it neither more nor less than poaching when
-a man looks so well turned out. And a Poet, too! Well—you
-can sit down; I have twenty minutes free.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She was dressed for a bridge party. Dressed—oh, the
-tilt of the hat over her delicate little nose; the shadow it
-cast over the liquid eyes, ambushing them, as it were, for
-the flash and spring upon the victim! But I was no victim—not
-I! I knew my young friend too well. She endured
-me more or less gladly. I sat at her feet and learned
-the ways of the sex, and turned them into verse, or didn’t,
-according to the mood of the minute. I had versified her
-more than once. She was a rondeau, a triolet, a trill—nothing
-more.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why mayn’t a poet look respectable as well as another?”
-I asked, dropping into a chair.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Because it isn’t in the picture. You were much more
-effective, you folks, when you went about with long hair,
-and scowled, with a finger on your brows. But never
-mind—you’ve given us up and we’ve given you up, so it
-doesn’t matter what women think of you any more.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You never said a truer word!” I replied, lighting my
-cigarette at hers. “The connection between women and
-poetry is clean-cut for the time. As for the future—God
-knows! You’re not poetic any more. And it’s deuced hard,
-for we made you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense. God made us, they say—or Adam—I never
-quite made out which.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s a divided responsibility, anyhow. For the Serpent
-dressed you. He knew his business there—he knew that
-beauty unadorned may do well enough in a walled garden
-and with only one to see and no one else to look at. But in
-the great world, and with competition—no! And you—you
-little fools, you’re undoing all his charitable work and undressing
-yourselves again. When I was at the dance the
-other night I thirsted for the Serpent to take the floor and
-hiss you a lecture on your stupidities.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She pouted: “Stupidities? I’m sure the frocks were
-perfectly lovely.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As far as they went, but they didn’t go nearly far enough
-for the Serpent. And believe me, he knows all the tricks
-of the trade. He wants mystery—he wants the tremble in
-the lips when a man feels—‘I can’t see—I can only guess,
-and I guess the Immaculate, the Exquisite—the silent silver
-lights and darks undreamed of.’ And you—you go and
-strip your backs to the waist and your legs to the knees.
-No, believe me, the Dark Continent isn’t large enough; and
-when there is nothing left to explore, naturally the explorer
-ceases to exist.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I think you’re very impertinent. Look at Inez. Wasn’t
-she perfectly lovely? She can wear less than any of us, and
-wear it well.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I couldn’t keep my eyes off her, if you mean that. But
-not along the Serpent line of thought. It was mathematical.
-I was calculating the chances for and against, all the
-time—whether that indiscreet rose-leaf in front would hold
-on. Whether the leaf at the back would give. At last I
-got to counting. She’s laughing—will it last till I get to
-five-and-twenty? thirty? And I held on to the switches to
-switch off the light if it gave. The suspense was terrific.
-Did she hold together after midnight? I left then.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I won’t tell you. You don’t deserve to hear,” she said
-with dignity.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A brief silence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean by saying you poets made us?” she
-began again, pushing the ash-tray toward me.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, you know, as a matter of fact people long ago
-didn’t believe you had any souls.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rot!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shouldn’t think of contradicting you, my dear Joan,
-but it’s a fact.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, the Turks, and heathen like that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, no—the Church. The Fathers of the Church, met
-in solemn council, remarked you had no souls. It was a
-long time ago, however.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They didn’t!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They did. They treated you as pretty dangerous little
-animals, with snake’s blood in you. Listen to this:
-‘Chrysostom’—a very distinguished saint—‘only interpreted
-the general sentiment of the Fathers when he pronounced
-woman to be a necessary evil, a natural temptation,
-a desirable calamity, a domestic peril, a deadly fascination,
-a painted ill.’ You see you had found the way to the rouge-box
-even then.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shouldn’t wonder if they were right,” she said, incredibly.
-“I’ve often doubted whether I’ve a soul myself. And
-I’m sure Inez hasn’t.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I shrugged my shoulders.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“At all events, the poets thought you were not as pretty
-without one. We disagreed with the Church. We always
-have. So we took you in hand. Your soul was born, my
-dear Joan, in Provence, about the year 1100.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She began to be a little interested, but looked at her tiny
-watch—grey platinum with a frosty twinkle of diamonds.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Go on. I’ve ten minutes more.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well—we were sorry for you. We were the Troubadours
-of Provence, and we found you kicked into the mud
-by the Church, flung out into the world to earn your bread
-in various disreputable ways—by marriage, and otherwise.
-You simply didn’t exist. We found your beautiful dead
-body in the snow and mud. And we picked you up and
-warmed you and set you on a throne all gold and jewels.
-Virtually, you never breathed until we wrote poems about
-you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Jewels! We have always liked jewels,” she sighed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We gave you a wonderful crown first, all white and shining.
-We made you Queen of Heaven, and then even the
-Church had to eat humble pie and worship you, for you were
-Mary. We did that—we only. But that wasn’t enough.
-You opened your eyes, and grew proud and spoiled, and
-heaven was by no means enough. You wanted more. You
-would be Queen of Earth, too. And we did it! We gave
-you a crown of red jewels,—red like heart’s blood,—and we
-put a sceptre in your hand, and we fell down and worshipped
-you. And you were Venus. And you have been Queen of
-Europe and the New World ever since.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of Europe only? Not of Asia? Why not?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, they are much too old and wise in Asia. They are
-much wiser than we. Wiser than the Church. Wiser than
-the poets—than any of us.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What do they say?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well—let’s think. That you have your uses—<span class='it'>uses</span>.
-That you are valuable in so far as you bear children and are
-obedient to your husbands. That, outside that, your beauty
-has its uses also within limits that are rather strictly marked.
-That in many rebirths you will develop your soul and be
-immortal; if you behave, that is! If not—then who shall
-say? But you have your chance all the time. With them
-you are neither goddess or fiend. You are just women.
-Not even Woman.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What ghastly materialism!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, no! The happy mean. The perfect wisdom.
-Meanwhile, you yourselves are all hunting after the ideals
-of the market-place, the platform, the pulpit. I wonder
-how many extra rebirths it will cost you! Never mind.
-Time is long. The gods are never in a hurry, and you will
-arrive even if you only catch the last train.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But this is all fault-finding, and unfair at that. Will
-you have the goodness to advise? If we stick on our pedestals,
-you all run off to the frivolers. If we frivol, you weep
-for the pedestal. What is it you really want? If we knew,
-we’d try to deliver the goods, I’m sure.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m not!” I said, and reflected. Then, gathering resolution,
-“Have you the patience to listen to a story?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If it’s a good one. How long will it take?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ten minutes. The author is the Serpent.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then I’ll certainly put off Inez for fifteen minutes.
-Who’s it about?”—running to the telephone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Eve, Lilith, Adam.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Who was Lilith?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Adam’s first love.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sat down, her eyes dancing, her lips demure; the prettiest
-combination!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t know he had one. But I might have guessed.
-They always have. Go on!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I went on, and this is the story.</p>
-
-<h3>II</h3>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You were speaking of the pedestal. That, of course,
-was invented in Eden; for Adam early recognized the convenience
-of knowing where to leave your women and be certain
-of finding them on your return. So he made the pedestal,
-decorated it, burned incense before it, and went away
-upon his own occasions; and when Eve had finished her
-housekeeping (you may remember, Milton tells us what
-good little dinners she provided for Adam), she would look
-bored, climb upon the pedestal obediently, and stand there
-all day, yawning and wondering what kept him away so
-long.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, on a memorable day, the Serpent came by, and
-stopped and looked up at the Lady of the Garden,—who
-naturally assumed a statuesque pose,—and there was joy in
-his bright little eyes. But all he said was, ‘May I ask if
-you find this amusing?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And Eve replied, ‘No, not at all. But it is the proper
-place for a lady.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And the Serpent rejoined: ‘Why?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And Eve reflected and answered: ‘Because Adam says
-so.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So the Serpent drew near and whispered in his soft sibilant
-voice: ‘Have you ever heard of Lilith? <span class='it'>She</span> does not
-stand on a pedestal. She gardens with Adam. To be
-frank, she is a cousin of my own.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And this made Eve extremely angry, and she replied
-sharply: ‘I don’t know what you mean. He and I are
-alone in Eden. There’s no such person as Lilith. You are
-only a serpent when all’s said and done. What can you
-know?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And the Serpent replied very gently,—and his voice was
-as soothing as the murmur of a distant hive of bees,—‘I am
-only a Serpent, true! But I have had unusual opportunities
-of observation. Come and eat of the Tree of Knowledge
-of Good and Evil. Long ages ago I tasted the Fruit.
-The savour of my teeth is sweet on it still.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Eve hesitated, and she who hesitates is lost.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘I own I should like to know about this Lilith,’ she said.
-‘But we were told that fruit is unripe, and I don’t like bitter
-things. Is it bitter?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And the Serpent narrowed his eyes until they shone like
-slits of emerald.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Sweet!’ he said; ‘come.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So she descended from the pedestal, and, guided by the
-Serpent, stood before that wondrous Tree where every apple
-shines like a star among its cloudy leaves. And she plucked
-one, and, tasting it, flung the rest angrily at the Serpent, because
-it was still a little unripe; and having tasted the Fruit
-Forbidden, she returned to the pedestal, pondering, with the
-strangest new thoughts quickening in her brain.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If Adam noticed anything when he came back that evening,
-it was only that Eve was a little more silent than usual,
-and forgot to ask if the thornless roses were striking root.
-She was thinking deeply, but there were serious gaps in her
-knowledge.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The first result of her partial enlightenment was that,
-though she now only used the pedestal as a clothes-peg and
-spent all her spare time in stalking Adam and Lilith, she always
-scrambled up in hot haste when he returned. He could
-be certain of finding her there when he expected to, and he
-made a point of that because, as he said,—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘No truly nice woman would ever want to leave it and
-go wandering about the Garden. It does not do for a respectable
-woman to be seen speaking even to an Archangel
-nowadays, so often does the Devil assume the form of an
-Angel of Light. You never can tell. And besides, there is
-always the Serpent, who, in my opinion, should never have
-been admitted.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Eve said nothing, which was becoming a habit. She only
-folded her little hands meekly and accepted the homage
-paid to the pedestal with perfect gravity and decorum. He
-never suspected until much later that she knew what a comparatively
-interesting time Lilith was having, and had indeed
-called on that lady at the other end of the Garden, with
-friendly results. She was well aware that Lilith’s footing
-on the garden paths was much more slippery and unsafe
-than her own on the pedestal. Still, there were particulars
-which she felt would be useful.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When Adam realized the facts, he realized also that he
-was face to face with a political crisis of the first magnitude.
-If they fraternized, those two, of such different characters
-and antecedents, there was nothing they could not know—nothing
-they might not do! The pedestal was rocking to its
-very foundation. The gardening with Lilith must end.
-She would demand recognition; Eve would demand freedom.
-It might mean a conspiracy—a boycott. What was there
-it might not mean? He scarcely dared to think. Eden
-was crumbling about him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It was a desperate emergency, and as he sat with a racking
-head, wishing them both in—Paradise, the Serpent happened
-along.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Surely you look a little harassed,’ he said, stopping.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Adam groaned.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Is it as bad as all that?’ the Serpent asked, sympathetically.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Worse.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘What have they been at?’ asked the Serpent.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘They each know too much, and they will soon know
-more,’ he rejoined gloomily. ‘Knowledge is as infectious
-as potato blight.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The Serpent replied with alacrity: ‘In this dreadful
-situation you must know most. It is the only remedy.
-Come and eat at once of the Fruit of the Tree. I have never
-understood why you did not do that the moment the Rib
-took shape.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And Adam, like Eve asked: ‘Is it sweet?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So the Serpent narrowed his eyes till they shone like slits
-of ruby, and said, ‘Bitter, but appetizing. Come.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And Adam replied: ‘I like bitters before dinner.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We all know what happened then; with the one exception
-that, as a matter of fact, he found the apple a little overripe,
-too sweet, even cloying; and not even swallowing what
-he had tasted, he threw the rest away.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is just as well to have this version, for it must have
-been always perfectly clear that Eve, having tasted the apple
-and thus acquired a certain amount of wisdom, could never
-have desired to share it with Adam. [“I have thought that
-myself,” murmured Joan.] No, it was the Serpent’s doing
-in both cases; though naturally Adam blamed Eve when the
-question was raised, for she had begun it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But what was the result? Well, there were several. It
-has, of course, been a trial of wits between Adam, Eve, and
-Lilith ever since. But, in tasting, he had learned one maxim
-which the Romans thought they invented thousands of years
-later. It flashed into his mind one day, when he saw the
-two gathering roses together and found his dinner was half
-an hour late in consequence. It was simply this: Divide
-and Rule. Combined, he could never manage them; the
-sceptre was daily slipping from his hand. Divided, he
-could. So he put the maxim in practice and sowed division
-and distrust between Eve and Lilith. They ceased to visit
-each other, and were cuts when they met. And, naturally,
-after the Eviction the meetings ceased entirely.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You will have understood before this, my dear Joan, that
-Adam was the first mortal to realize the value of competition.
-He now became the object of spirited competition between
-the two. Each in her own way outbid the other to
-secure his regard. Eve’s domestic virtues grew oppressive;
-Lilith’s recklessness alarming. And it will readily be seen
-why women have pursued men, rather than the other way
-over, as we see it in the lower walks of creation.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t prose,” said Joan. “What happened?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, in the last few years, the Serpent, who is always
-upsetting things, happened along again, and found Eve
-balancing in extreme discomfort on the pedestal, and
-Lilith resting, exhausted, after a particularly hard day’s
-pursuit of Adam. And between them was a wall of icy
-silence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He paused and said with his usual courtesy, ‘Ladies, you
-both seem fatigued. Is it permitted to ask the reason?’
-And his voice had all the murmuring of all the doves of
-Arcady.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And Lilith replied angrily: ‘I’m sick of hunting Adam.
-I always catch him and always know I shall. And he wants
-to be caught, and yet insists on being hunted before he gives
-me the rewards. Who can keep up any interest in a game
-like that? If it were not for Eve, who would take up the
-running if I dropped it, he might go to Gehenna for me!’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, how true! I like Lilith best!” whispered Joan.
-She was not smoking now.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Strong, but pardonable,’ said the Serpent. ‘And you,
-dear Lady?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And Eve, casting a jealous scowl at Lilith, replied: ‘I’m
-weary of this abominable pedestal. If you had stood on it
-off and on for five thousand years, you would realize the
-cramp it means in the knees. But I daren’t get off, for
-Adam says no truly nice woman ever would leave it, and it
-pleases him. If it were not for Lilith, who would be upon
-it in two seconds, I should be off it in less. And then where
-should I be? She <span class='it'>will</span> go on hunting him, and of course he
-must have quiet at home.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘And you <span class='it'>will</span> go on standing on your imbecile pedestal,
-and of course such boredom makes him restless abroad,’ retorted
-the other.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In the momentary silence that ensued, the Serpent looked
-up at Lilith and narrowed his eyes till they shone like slits
-of amethyst.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘My cousin,’ he said, ‘our family was old when Adam
-was created. He is poor game.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Nobody knows that better than I,’ said Lilith tartly.
-‘What do you suppose I hunt him for?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘What, indeed!’ said the Serpent, hissing softly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Because of Eve—that only!’ she flashed at him. ‘She
-never shall triumph over me. And what there is to give,
-he has.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He turned to Eve, narrowing his eyes till they shone like
-slits of fire.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘And you stand cramped on this pedestal, beloved Lady?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Because of Lilith—that only! She, at all events, shall
-not have him. And think of his morals!’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>(“Aha!” said Joan, with intense conviction.)</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The Serpent mused and curved his shining head toward
-Eve.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘If you will allow me to say so, I have always regretted
-that you never finished that apple, and that my cousin Lilith
-has never tasted it at all,’ he murmured. ‘A little knowledge
-is a dangerous thing, as certain also of your own poets
-have said.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘I have sometimes thought so, too,’ Eve replied mournfully;
-‘and there is a word that now and then flashes across
-my brain like an echo from the past, but I can never quite
-recall it. It might explain matters. Still, it is no use talking.
-That apple rotted long ago, and if the Tree is still
-growing, which I doubt, there is always a guard of flying
-infantry at the Gate. It is easier to get out than in where
-Eden is concerned.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The Serpent smiled blandly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘You have evidently forgotten that, by arrangement with
-the Governing Body, I have always free ingress and egress.
-Look here!’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He unfolded his iridescent coils, and there lay within
-them—shining, mystic, wonderful, against his velvet bloom—two
-Apples.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There was no hesitation, for each was equally weary of
-Adam’s requirements; and, snatching each an Apple, they
-ate.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But the Fruit has grown bitter since the days of the
-Garden. There is nothing so bitter as knowledge. Their
-lips were wried, and the tears came, and still they ate until
-not an atom remained. The Serpent watched. For a moment
-each stared upon the other, trembling like a snared
-bird, wild thoughts coming and going in the eyes of the
-Barren Woman and the Mother of all Living. Then Eve
-stretched out her arms, and Lilith flung herself into them,
-and they clung together, weeping.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And the Serpent opened his eyes until they shone like
-sun, moon, and stars all melted into one; and he said, ‘Ladies,
-the word you are seeking is, I think, <span class='it'>Combination</span>.’
-And smiling subtly, he went away.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So Eve descended from her pedestal and trampled it; and
-Lilith broke the rod of her evil enchantments; and they
-walked hand in hand, blessing the world.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Adam meanwhile was shooting,—big game, little game,—and,
-amid the pressure of such important matters, never
-paid any attention to this trifle. But this was the beginning
-of what will be the biggest trade-union the world will
-ever see. All the women who matter will be within it, and
-the black-legs outside will be the women who don’t count.
-So now you see why men will not much longer have a run
-(literally) for their money. Adam may have to put up
-with it, for he never ate the Apple as Eve and Lilith have
-done, and therefore does not know so much about the things
-of real importance. Unless indeed the Serpent— But we
-won’t think of that until it happens.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, my dear Joan, whether all this is a good or a bad
-thing, who can tell? The Serpent undoubtedly shuffled the
-cards; and who the Serpent is and what are his intentions,
-are certainly open questions. Some believe him to be the
-Devil, but the minority think his true name is Wisdom. All
-one really can say is that the future lies on the knees of the
-gods, and that among all men the Snake is the symbol of
-Knowledge, and is therefore surrounded with fear and
-hatred.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now that’s the story, and don’t you think there’s a kind
-of moral?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I waited for a comment. Joan was in deep meditation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you know,” she said slowly, “it’s the truest thing I
-ever heard. It’s as true as taxes. But where do <span class='it'>you</span> come
-in?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wasn’t thinking of us,” I said hurriedly. “I merely
-meant—if you wished to be more attractive——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Attractive!”—with her little nose in the air. “I guess
-it’s you that will have to worry about your attractions, if
-that comes along. I won’t waste any more time on you to-day.
-I’ve got to think this out, and talk it out, too, with
-Inez and Janet.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She rose and began to pull on her gloves, but absently.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I felt exactly like a man who has set a time-fuse in a
-powder magazine. The Serpent himself must have possessed
-me when I introduced his wisdom to a head cram-full
-of it already.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s the merest nonsense, Joan. It isn’t in the Talmud.
-The Serpent never thought of it. I made it all up.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You couldn’t. It isn’t in you. Or, if you did, it was an
-inspiration from on high.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“From below,” I said weakly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She smiled to herself—a dangerous smile.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I must go. And you really were a little less dull than
-usual. Come again on Tuesday. The moral of it all is, so
-far, that the poets are really worth cultivating. I will begin
-with you!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She flashed away like a humming bird, and I retired, to
-read my Schopenhauer. But the serious question is—shall
-I go on Tuesday?</p>
-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:1em;font-size:1.2em;'>STATELY JULIA</p>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:.8em;'>A STORY OF ENCHANTMENTS</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch8'>STATELY JULIA<br/> <br/> <span style='font-size:smaller'>A STORY OF ENCHANTMENTS</span></h1></div>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span style='font-size:smaller'>(A letter from Mr. Amyand Tylliol to his friend, Mr. Endymion Porter
-at the Court of his Majesty, King Charles the First.)</span></p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>To my kind and constant friend, that lover of the Muses,
-Mr. Endymion Porter, to whose understanding heart all
-confidences may be carried, these presents to bring my news.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Since you marvel at the delay of your humble servant
-needs must I tell you of a singular hap which hath befallen.
-Yet no hurt, therefore be not distrest, for all is well. And
-truth it is that I have met a most ingenious gentleman, and
-this is the marrow of what I would say.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For, prospering in my journey, I did reach Exeter, and
-there in the shadow of the Cathedral Church, transacted
-my affair with Mr. Delander as foreseen. And a right fair
-and noble church it is, rich beyond imagining with images
-of kings and bishops, queens and holy martyrs.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>From Mr. Stephen Delander (who quarters the arms of
-Tylliol with his own from an alliance in the days of Queen
-Elizabeth of blessed memory, and therefore calls cousin with
-me) have I received most hospitable entertainment, and
-noble conversation enriched with such sparkling gems of
-poesy and rhetoric as cannot be told in words. And hence
-is he become my singular good friend and as such to be remembered
-and cherished. His house lies in the Cathedral
-precincts and is by all the city known as Domus Domini,
-the Lord’s House, since it belonged to the foundation of
-the Cathedral in days now like to be forgot.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And ’tis a house delightful to the fancy, in a very small
-garden set with a few sombre trees, enlightened with clove-gilly
-flowers and roses, and box hedges with winding walks
-among the turf. Within, deep-windowed, with grave and
-handsome plenishing and great store of books clothing the
-walls, and all of a sober discretion that bespeaks a gentleman
-of lineage and parts. And over it towers the cathedral
-church the which (looking upward) appears to swim in the
-blue as though native to the skies, and sheds from its mighty
-bells a voice of warning over the clustering city with every
-passing hour, for a <span class='it'>memento mori</span>.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A place indeed for the feeding of pensive musing and the
-relishing of the fair-zoned Muses even as in the groves of
-Academe.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So, business concluded, ’twas the habit of Mr. Delander
-and myself to sit in the oriel commanding the cathedral and
-to hold sweet discourse, with a flagon of right Canary between
-us, and from one of these exchanges sprang my delay.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For he, talking of the writing of the rare Master Ben
-Jonson, spoke as follows:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A poet indeed, but sure Mr. Tylliol, being a lover of
-verse and a trafficker in its niceties, knows we have here in
-this rude Devonshire a poet—nay, what say I?—<span class='it'>the</span> poet
-of women and flowers and elves that skip by moonlight,
-with like delights of the phantasy, such as rare Ben or even
-the rarer Master Shakespeare cannot excel?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Lord, sir!” says I. “I stand amazed. I knew it not.
-Who may the gentleman be?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I would not have you think,” he responded, “that this
-gentleman hath the choir note of our young Milton, nor
-yet the plenteous invention of Will Shakespeare. ’Tis a
-country Muse, but exquisite. A muse withal that hath been
-to town and drest her lovely limbs in lawns and silks, and
-wears pomander beads in her bosom. A Muse whose blush
-is claret and cream commingled. And as I said, exquisite.
-A voice of Castaly.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And what does the gentleman in the wilds and what is
-he?” asked I, a-tip-toe with curiosity, for well you know my
-passion for these rarities. And hastily I added:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hath your honour any taste or relish of his verse at hand
-to whet my appetite? For with poetry as with manners—from
-one can all be told.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He mused a moment smiling, then recited thus:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;&ensp;&ensp;&ensp;&ensp;&ensp;&ensp;&ensp;&ensp;<span style='font-size:smaller'>“TO A LADY SINGING</span></p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“So smooth, so sweet, so silvery is thy voice</p>
-<p class='line0'>As, could they hear, the damned would make no noise,</p>
-<p class='line0'>But listen to thee walking in thy chamber,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Melting melodious words to lutes of amber.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“O rare!” cried I, clapping my hands. “A right music,
-like drops of honey distilling from the comb. Was this a
-happy chance, or may the gentleman summon the delicate
-Ariel when he will?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He smiled, indulgent:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Since you compare the lines with honey, hear yet again.”
-I sat elate.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“As Julia once a-sleeping lay</p>
-<p class='line0'>It chanced a bee did fly that way.</p>
-<p class='line0'>For some rich flower he took the lip</p>
-<p class='line0'>Of Julia, and began to sip.</p>
-<p class='line0'>But when he felt he sucked from thence</p>
-<p class='line0'>Honey (and in the quintessence)</p>
-<p class='line0'>He drank so much he scarce could stir</p>
-<p class='line0'>And Julia took the pilferer!</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Sweet Lady-flower, I never brought</p>
-<p class='line0'>Hither the least one thieving thought.</p>
-<p class='line0'>But taking those rare lips of yours</p>
-<p class='line0'>For some fresh fragrant luscious flowers,</p>
-<p class='line0'>I thought I there might take a taste</p>
-<p class='line0'>Where so much sirop ran to waste.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Besides, know this,—‘I never sting</p>
-<p class='line0'>The flower that gives me nourishing.’</p>
-<p class='line0'>This said, he laid his little scrip</p>
-<p class='line0'>Of honey ’fore her Ladyship,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And told her (as some tears did fall)</p>
-<p class='line0'>That this he took and that was all.</p>
-<p class='line0'>At which she smiled and bade him go</p>
-<p class='line0'>And take his bag; but this much know</p>
-<p class='line0'>When next he came a-pilfering so,</p>
-<p class='line0'>He should from her full lips derive</p>
-<p class='line0'>Honey enough to fill his hive.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ’Tis a pure seed-pearl,” said I. “Small but Orient.
-And now, Mr. Delander my worthy friend, tell me where
-hides this shepherd of the enchanted pipe, for if, as you say,
-in Devon, then Devon I will not quit till with these tickling
-ears have I listened to his sweet pipings. And if Julia be his
-neighbour, as we may suppose— O, sir, speak by the cards
-and tell me true!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There is,” he responded, “in this His Majesty’s shire
-of Devon, a very savage forest, yet with no trees,—known
-as the Forest of Dartmoor. And well may I call it savage,
-for there do savages harbour that would make as little to
-slit a man’s throat and cast him in a slough as I to toss this
-nut-shell. Of the roads to these parts, least said soonest
-mended—sooner indeed than they. But know that around
-this execrable miscreant of a Dartmoor lie little lovely villages
-full of a sweet civility of flowers and hives of bees,
-and kine and pretty maids to milk ’em. And above all
-there is one called Dean Prior and of this the spiritual shepherd
-is Mr. Robert Herrick.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sure his crook is wreathed with roses and the pretty
-lambs of the flock have nought to fear from their shepherd,”
-says I.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I take your meaning, Mr. Tylliol, and yet—[he paused
-here with a peculiar sweet smile]—though you might decipher
-much from his verses of Julias, Dianemes, Perillas,
-and other charming ladies, and he is much accused as a loose
-liver, ’tis possible to read his riddle wrong. Go therefore
-and see him. I have known another who did this and returned
-surprised. Yet cross not Dartmoor on your life,
-but go softly below it where honest folk live. Also, a coach
-goes down two days hence within two miles of the village
-and with it a riding guard. Take your stout nag, and so
-God bless you and send you a happy meeting with a man
-not commonly to be accosted.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>’Twas in vain for me to beshrew and becall myself for
-the veriest ass between this and London, and doubtless I had
-flinched from so great an enterprise but that Mr. Delander
-poured verses more and more mellifluous into mine ears until
-at last I was as Ulysses, drunk with the fierce wine of the
-Sirens’ voices, and there being no mast whereto to bind me
-and Mr. Delander full of laughing incitements, I set forth
-to follow the track of music as a bee the track of the unseen
-rose’s perfume.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Of the roads I forbear to speak, and the harbourage by
-the way would willingly forget, but the air was sweet and
-fragrant with earliest summer and the fields yet gilt with
-cowslips and I spied a few late primroses lingering about the
-roots of trees in the shy copses. Also, an exceeding delicate
-flower like a silver star, that made sweet constellation
-in the lush grass. And could the courtesies of London be
-imported I know not where a man might better fleet the
-hours than in this warm and languid shire of Devon.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So, on the fourth day we observed a wild mountain
-stream, browner than October ale, that rushing danced to
-meet us, breaking in a thousand showers, spray, and rillets
-among its rocks—a lovely thing to see and hear—the youngest
-surely of the bright nymphs of the hills.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And this,” says the guard of the coach, “is the Dean
-Burn, and not far off the Vicarage, and the few houses
-of the village are far down the road where we shall presently
-come. So here, worshipful sir, we leave you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then, being arrived and the coach still standing to discharge
-certain packets for the parson I spied a comely man
-in middle age coming to meet us.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was drest in hodden grey, clean but simple, his head
-bare and the sunshine on it, and his eyes smiled with his
-mouth. And in that first sight I gave my liking to Mr. Herrick,
-and so has it continued.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I presented my letter from Mr. Delander, and of the
-cordial of my welcome need I not to speak.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nay, what favour?” said he. “Sure to a rustic that once
-knew London, pinioned here to rude rocks and trees, ’tis
-like a scent of the kindly civil streets to see an accomplished
-gentleman. Blush not, sir, for so I have it under Mr.
-Delander’s hands and seal, and I know no better judge.
-’Tis little I can give, but my pleasant maid, Prudence
-Baldwin, hath a bed with sun-bleacht sheets in waiting for
-the traveller, and my roof is weather-proof, and my little
-creeking hen, foreseeing a friend, hath made shift to lay her
-long white egg, and this rascally riveret that I have abused
-in verse, yet love, hath provided fresh-dewed cresses for
-our meat. If with these and a very little more, my guest’s
-hunger can be satiate, then welcome again—thrice welcome
-to Dean Prior.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>With gladness I accepted, for the welcome was as much
-in his eye as on his lip, and so we came to the low house
-seated in a small garden gay with gilliflowers, culver-keys,
-sops-in-wine, lad’s love, and all the outspread courtiers that
-pay homage to the rose. And roses he had, great store,
-both damask and white, and the party-coloured York and
-Lancaster—to the which he drew my notice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Lord, what a little house, and poor though neat, and yet
-with sparkles of money here and there in a rich picture or
-two, and a settle and chest carved by no ’prentice hand, and
-a worn but costly velvet cloak thrown over the back. And
-a clock, grave as Time himself, with a dial curiously illustrated
-with mottoes and cherubims. And before entering I
-took notice that a sun-dial stood in the garden, with this
-verse engraved<a id='r2'/><a href='#f2' style='text-decoration:none'><sup><span style='font-size:0.9em'>[2]</span></sup></a> so as the gnomon should point the lesson:</p>
-
-<div class='footnote'>
-<p class='footnote'>
-<span class='footnote-id' id='f2'><a href='#r2'>[2]</a></span>
-
-The inscription on the sun-dial is my own. <span class='sc'>L. Adams Beck.</span></p>
-
-</div>
-
-<hr class='footnotemark'/>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Shine, Sun of Righteousness, with beam more bright</p>
-<p class='line0'>Than this great dawn my dial doth invite,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And as the gnomon’s shadow doth incline</p>
-<p class='line0'>To tread his steps, let my sprite follow thine.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>Which methought a devout reflection pleasing to Christian
-ears, and so I said, but he smiling put it by.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And now with a handsome curtsey Mrs. Prue met us, coming
-from her kitchen, a kindly buxom woman with flowered
-skirt pulled up through her pockets, and a cap white as the
-foam on Dean Burn, and in her hospitable hand a little
-server, she pressing us to drink a cup of ale before our
-dinner served. And so showed me to my little cell with
-lavender stuck in the windows, and sheets that might have
-wrapt the smooth limbs of the divine Julia, though I dare
-to say they never did. And since the bed was spread with
-down pulled from the Vicar’s own geese it invited a pure and
-honest slumber.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But, marry! when we came to dine, that I thought should
-have been on eggs and cresses at the best, here was a surprise.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For before Master Vicar were laid two smoking trouts,
-broiled to a turn over sea-coals.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And of these,” says mine host, “you may eat fearless,
-for they were caught in Dean Burn, and of all clean livers
-commend me to the trout that is indeed a dainty monsieur;
-and these inhabit in water clear as crystal beams, unlike
-those degenerate fish that scavenge in Thames. And moreover,
-these hands took them this morning, for I am a brother
-of the rod, and love to sit a-angling and a-musing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And needs must I say that these trout with Mrs. Prue’s
-sauce, the rich droppings of the fish mixed with fresh sweet
-butter and the yolk of an egg, was a dish for feasting Gods.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>’Twas followed by a bird trapt on the moor, of a reddish
-flesh and <span class='it'>haut gout</span> very delicious, and what should come
-after that but a junket with nutmegs grated and clouted
-cream—so yellow, thick and mellow that I praised and commended
-and Mr. Herrick heapt my platter until I cried
-quarter.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Cream of cowslips,” says he, “for the meadows whence it
-was drawn are gilt with their fragrant blossoms and the
-leisurely cows lie among them and crush their sweetness
-as well as devour it. And if you condescend later to taste
-it with a crust of Mrs. Prue’s bread and her marmalet of
-crab-apples, you shall say it is good honest country fare
-if simple.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I rose content from a meal excelling all the varieties of
-rich men’s tables, and on his proposal we sat a while under
-his honey-suckle bower to look upon the prospect and digest
-our meat seemly, while Mrs. Prue moved softly about the
-house clearing and cleansing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And seeing the moment favourable, I adventured a question
-much in my mind.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sir, in your divine and honey-golden verse, recited to
-me by our common friend, Mr. Delander, you speak with
-opprobrium of this rude Devonshire. Yet here I come and
-find you set amid delights of soul and body such as a king
-might envy. Is it true that you, looking on these sweet
-hills and meadows, this singing riveret and the hues and
-scents of your garden, can wish yourself in the noise and
-foulness of towns? Resolve me this doubt, for, trust me, it
-perplexes me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He smiled a little.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why, sir, is a poet wiser than another that he should
-not long for the rainbow a field away? You are to take
-notice that when I lived in London I abused the smells and
-sights and craved for country quiet. And now I have it
-’tis the other way about. But in all good soberness this is
-the better life and I know it. Here is the eye enlarged to
-beauty, the ear attuned to music celestial, and the company,
-though not choicely good, is innocent, and if evil, hath no
-tinsel to hide its native ugliness.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He paused a moment as though to digest his thoughts
-and added:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Here we rise with Chanticleer and make the lamb our
-curfew, and the day’s small cares ended and our souls committed
-to the Keeper who sleeps not, we slumber discharged
-of griefs. And if our food be plain the seasoning is thanks.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“God, to my little meal and oil</p>
-<p class='line0'>Add but a bit of flesh to boil,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And Thou my pipkinet shalt see</p>
-<p class='line0'>Give a wave-offering unto Thee.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>He smiled so cheerfully that I enquired:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Your own verse, reverend sir?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My own. My Muse is not always concerned with
-ladies’ eyes nor with the revels of Mab and Oberon whereof
-I have also delighted to write. She kneels sometimes, face
-veiled. And these I call my Noble Numbers.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was a moment’s silence, so great that through the
-singing of the water I might hear the cropping of Clover-lips,
-his red cow. ’Twas not long however before I
-resumed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then, sir, the country is now your choice preferred?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I said not so. Nay, I long sometimes for the town.
-But I know and scarce know how, that my lot will be cast
-there again for some sad years, and then I shall return here
-to lay my bones in peace among my people.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Was this revealed to you in dream, sir? But this question
-is overbold. Few men reveal their dreams.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mine,” says he, “are so chaste as I dare tell them. Yes,
-in a dream. Doubtless induced by the present discontents
-which will wreck our good King Charles and many lesser
-with him.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We discoursed of these, and with each word I liked mine
-host the better, until his gentleness emboldened me so much
-that at the last I said;</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And where, worthy sir, are the houses of the lovely and
-wealthy ladies who keep you good company in summer
-sunshine and winter snow? Where dwells the stately Mistress
-Julia, bright and straight as a garden tulip, a flower
-which I confess the Roman name of Julia calls always to my
-sight. Where the sparkling-eyed lady Dianeme, the shy
-Anthea, the delicate Perilla light as a woodland anemone,
-and all this shining garden of sweets that your muse commends
-to our worship? Let me own nor blush for’t, that
-my journey, though undertaken to their poet, was seasoned
-also with the hope to kiss their feet.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sir, you did well. The Hesperides are worth even a
-journey to Devon. And doubtless you shall see the stately
-Julia, and the bright Anthea and all the fair choir, but not
-yet. And now will I repeat you my latest homage to one of
-these ladies, and then I must needs visit my sick while you
-sit in the meadow and watch the milkmaid at her fragrant
-labour.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;&ensp;&ensp;<span style='font-size:smaller'>“THE CURIOUS COVENANT</span></p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Mine eyes like clouds were drizzling rain,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And as they thus did entertain</p>
-<p class='line0'>The gentle beams from Julia’s light</p>
-<p class='line0'>To mine eyes levelled opposite,</p>
-<p class='line0'>O thing admired!—there did appear</p>
-<p class='line0'>A curious rainbow smiling there,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Which was the covenant that she</p>
-<p class='line0'>No more would drown mine eyes or me.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“O exquisite felicity!” cried I with delight. “And did it
-not move your empress to mercy?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It moved her, sir!” he answered with a subdued laughter.
-“And now must I forth. Entertain yourself, I pray you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He went toward the village, bearing in his hand a well-stored
-panier brought forth by Mrs. Prue, in the which I
-might espy little pots and pipkins clearly bespeaking a charitable
-heart. And when he disappeared I took in hand the
-rod he commended to me and did go a-angling in the Dean
-Burn.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the sun was bright and the water like dancing diamonds
-and its song so dulcet that even with my good will I
-would fain leave the silly trout in their crystal house, and
-so I e’en turned over in the short sweet-smelling grass and
-there fell asleep and dreamed of Julia with her smooth rubious
-lips and velvet cheek, and of the banquets of elves
-and their midnight rejoicings, but dimly and with the sound
-of water in it all, until I fell in the very deeps of slumber
-and dreamed no more.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Suddenly and soon as it seemed, but was not, I heard a
-voice soft as a cushat’s call me, and looking up drowsily beheld
-a pretty milkmaid summon Clover-lips and Pretty
-Primrose, and they responded slow but obedient.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>O charming sight, though the maiden wore but a homespun
-gown of blue and had on her head nothing but a straw
-hat bought at the fair. For her skin was cream with here
-and there a cowslip freckle, and she was cherry-cheeked and
-had withal a soft black eye and two clear-marked arches of
-brows, and lips that you would not have smile lest the perfect
-bow unbend, nor smiling would have grave lest the
-quarrelet of pearls be hidden. And about her neck and
-bosom was folded very modestly a handkerchief tucked into
-her bodice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So I rose to my feet and made my bow, for beauty,
-though but in a milk-maiden, is native to the skies and enforces
-homage, and the pretty maid blushing dropt so deep a
-curtsey that I thought she must take root in the grass like
-a flower, so long was it before she lifted the stars of her
-eyes to mine.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I was bid by his Reverence, sir, to stroke you a syllabub,”
-says she. “And will your Honour have it here and
-now, for I have the verjuice of crab-apple and all needful?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Here and now if you’ll favour me,” says I enchanted,
-and sat down to watch the lovely sight. Nor could I have
-departed if even she had bid me;</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“For in vain she did conjure him</p>
-<p class='line0'>To depart her presence so,</p>
-<p class='line0'>With a thousand tongues to allure him</p>
-<p class='line0'>And but one to bid him go.</p>
-<p class='line0'>When lips delight and eyes invite,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And cheeks as fresh as rose in June</p>
-<p class='line0'>Persuade delay, what boots she say:</p>
-<p class='line0'>‘Forego me now; come to me soon.’ ”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>But indeed the lass was pleased I stayed, and dulcet her
-voice as she rounded a song to coax the cows let down their
-milk.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“For ’tis known they always milk best to music,” says she,
-“and often I would have Jan Holdsworthy to bring his pipe
-and please ’em.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And thus I heard a Devon ballad, whereof a verse sticks
-in my head:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“So Robin put on his Sunday clothes,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Which were neither tattered nor torn,</p>
-<p class='line0'>With a bright yellow rose as well as his shoes</p>
-<p class='line0'>He looked like a gentleman born, he did!</p>
-<p class='line0'>Ay, he did! Sure he did!</p>
-<p class='line0'>He looked like a gentleman born, he did.”</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“And—”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nay, but I won’t sing the next bit,” says she with her
-head against the cow’s warm silken side, and one bright
-black eye regardant.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And why, my pretty lass?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Because Robin went for to be uncivil and kiss the maid
-in the song. But she would have none of it and serve him
-right, for—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“She gave him a smack in the face, she did!</p>
-<p class='line0'>Ay, she did! Sure she did!</p>
-<p class='line0'>She gave him a smack in the face, she did!”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>She trilled it out, defiant as a thrush at dawn, and I could
-have committed Robin’s crime but for respect to her innocence
-and Mr. Herrick’s hospitality. And sure never was a
-syllabub so delicate and warm as this, strained from the
-balm-breathing kine through sunburnt hands fresh rinsed
-with sparkling water from Dean Burn.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I drank that wine of Nature’s brewing nor could be satisfied.
-And when her pails foamed to the brim and Clover-lips
-and Pretty Primrose returned disburdened to their
-cropping, says I:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tell me, my pretty one, where are the great houses
-about these parts where dwell the fair and splendid ladies
-who excel you in nothing but their wealth? And do they
-come to the church o’ Sundays?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Anan, sir?” says she, bewildered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The ladies in silks and lawns and jewels,” I insisted.
-“Of whom I have read as shedding the lustre of their graces
-even on these wild and solitary meads.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Methinks my talk was too fine for her. She laught like
-one amazed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ladies, your honour, I know of none, nor never saw silk
-nor lawn nor lady, nor heard of such but in the ballads the
-chapmen bring to the fair.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But sure there are great squires and lords in these parts
-and will have their hunting and sports and their ladies to
-ride with them, and come to church in coaches and on pillions
-a-Sundays?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, your honour, no,” says she. “I would it were so.
-’Twere fine to see the young madams, gay as kingfishers on
-Dean Burn, but never saw I one, nor look to. And now I
-must be going, with your leave, for I must sit at my wheel
-or our dame will know the reason.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And with another curtsey the fair pretty maid departed to
-her innocent labour, and ’twas as though the sun went
-with her, so clear and lucid a beam was she of youth and
-beauty.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she left me musing, for where and how should Mr.
-Herrick meet with his fair ladies unless indeed he took horse
-and rode abroad, and I perpended and resolved to watch,
-being sharp-set to see his peerless beauties if I died for it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>To grace our supper on Mr. Herrick’s return were the
-cresses from the Dean Burn and little young radishes from
-the garden with a cream cheese dewy in green leaves and a
-dish of eggs dressed in an amulet by Mrs. Prue (and savoury
-meat they were) and a tansy pudding to follow. And if I
-be charged with gluttony in thus citing I crave pardon, for
-I know not how but the mind sat down with the body to
-the feast and both were nourished.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Prue, the prudent, brought us after a very little glass
-each of surfeit-water and of such comfort that I would
-needs have her recipe, the which she imparted very gravely:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We take of red corn poppies a peck and put them in a
-dish with another for cover, and so into the oven several
-times after the household bread is drawn. We lay them
-in a quart of aqua vitæ [“And this,” interrupted Mr. Herrick,
-“comes very good from the sea-covers by Plymouth,
-and is brought to us on moor ponies.”] and thereto we add
-a race of ginger sliced, nutmeg, cinnamon, mace, a handful
-of figs, raisins-of-the-sun, aniseed, cardamom and fennel
-seeds, with a taste of lickorish. And so lay some poppies
-in a great vessel and then the other ingredients and more
-poppies and so continue till the vessel’s full. We then pour
-in our aqua vitæ and let it so continue until very red with
-the poppies and strong of the spice. We take from it what
-we need, adding more aqua vitæ. And much good may
-it do your Honour for ’tis a known cordial.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is so!” says I sipping, “and trust me, I am beholden
-to you, good Mrs. Prudence, and will benefit.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We left our glasses empty and betook ourselves to the
-bower in the garden so twined and wreathed with the
-gold and amber horns of honey-suckle spilling their fragrance
-that my soul was ravisht, and Mr. Herrick fetching
-his lute saluted mine ears with strains celestial, adding his
-voice thereto at moments, yet not loud but as if thinking
-melodiously to himself in serene reverie in the deepening twilight.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Hear, ye virgins, and I’ll teach</p>
-<p class='line0'>What the times of old did preach.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Rosamund was in a bower</p>
-<p class='line0'>Kept, as Danae in a tower.</p>
-<p class='line0'>But yet Love who subtle is,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Crept to that, and came to this!</p>
-<p class='line0'>Be ye lockèd up like these</p>
-<p class='line0'>Or the rich Hesperides,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Or those babies in your eyes</p>
-<p class='line0'>In their crystal nunneries,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Notwithstanding Love will win</p>
-<p class='line0'>Or else force a passage in.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>He plucked a few notes and was silent, for Philomel in a
-thorn beside the Dean broke forth, amazing the night with
-harmony, and holding breath we listened to the sweet delirium
-that hath enchanted the ages.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She stopt as suddenly as she began and flew to some more
-distant groves to duel with another songster as lovely,
-the moon herself in rising seeming to pause and listen ere
-she ascended her silver throne.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exquisite!” says he sighing. “How have I the rude
-audacity to match my numbers with hers? Yet I too have
-my breast on a thorn and must sing or die. And you assert
-that they please, Mr. Tylliol?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They enchant,” cried I eagerly. “But, O, Mr. Herrick,
-my good host and worthy friend, I beseech you reveal
-to me where hide the Hesperides you celebrate in verse that
-will not die like Philomel’s. Few are my days here. Let
-me not return empty. With the most awful reverence will
-I stand at a distance to admire, nor with a thought smirch
-the crystalline lawn that veils the bosom of Madam Julia or
-the silks that rustle in Dianeme’s going. What—what are
-the earthly names of these admired ladies?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In one hour, when the moon is up and at full, then you
-shall meet them,” says he. “For then they do use to give
-me gracious tryst beyond Dean Burn at a certain place
-known to me and to them. And if their beauty is not correspondent
-to your expectation, blame not them, but consider
-rather the teaching of Plotinus his book wherein he
-writes: ‘That which sees must be kindred and similar to
-its object before it can see it. Every man must partake
-of the divine nature before he can see Divinity.’ So then,
-if they appear not lovely the fault is in the eye that sees.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But, sir,” says I bewildered; “is this so also with the
-perishable beauty of women which leads man into ways
-unallied indeed with Divinity?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He touched a few soft notes on the pensive strings, responding
-gravely:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That man hath never beheld the beauty of woman whom
-it leads downward, but only a shadow and simulacrum, as
-it were; the false Duessa, whereas the true Una (the One)
-is crowned with stars and in its nature heavenly.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I have conversed, as is known to my friend, with many
-men counted high, but, trust me, here with the world
-charmed by moonlight and the quiet running of water, the
-voice of this man took on a quality unearthly and you are
-to know that it moved me exceedingly as with something
-latent and not to be exprest. Nor would I answer but sat
-attentive while he pursued his thoughts aloud.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“For so says also the wisest man that ever wore flesh
-(setting aside only the Bright and Orient Star) and these
-are his words: ‘Such a man uses the beauties of earth as
-steps whereon he mounts, going from fair forms to fair
-deeds, and from fair deeds to fair thoughts, and from fair
-thoughts attains to the Idea of Absolute Beauty. And if a
-man have eyes to see this true Beauty he becomes the friend
-of God and immortal.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And after this we both observed such a silence as when
-sweet music dies and leaves the air ravisht and in ecstasy,
-and so sate I know not how long until at last the moon
-glided over the trees and threw her light on the Dean Burn.
-He then arose, still holding his lute.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You would see my beauties, Mr. Tylliol, and that you
-shall! Come with me now.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And so led the way to a part where the water spread wide,
-glittering and very shallow, and here great flat stepping-stones
-used by generations, as he told me, and on these we
-crost and went on and up (our path clear as day) until, it
-might be half a mile or more, we came to a singular little
-amphitheatre (so I may call it) of turf, short and cropt
-and soft as kings’ carpets, with thick bushes and trees and
-some rocks surrounding it, very secret and secluded, enclosing
-it into a fair pleasance but not large.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And here I often sit,” he whispered. “But go very
-softly.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And indeed a natural awe, of I know not what, fell on me
-and constrained me into a breathless quiet, following him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So presently we seated ourselves on a low rock cushioned
-with moss, and then taking his lute he began to play gently,
-but with such a penetrating sweetness as Orpheus himself,
-who with his music melted the hearts of trees and rocks,
-could scarce, I think exceed, yet most simple withal.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the melody was singular, and with a delicate continuity
-like the ceaseless running of rain or water, and after
-awhile it appeared to me as if, like a revolving spinning
-wheel, it cast abroad silver threads which mingling with the
-moonlight did dance and whirl and shape themselves into
-changing forms (but I know not what) dissolving and returning
-and re-shaping in a labyrinth that mazed me. And
-whether it was my own brain that spun them (as in dream)
-I cannot tell, nor whether they were real or imagined.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But presently a sweetly lovely face peeped from the
-boughs, finger on lips, the pointed chin elfish as though the
-cap should be a flower, a truant indeed from Fairyland.
-And “Silvia!” he whispered, continuing to play. She, if
-she it were, listened, archly smiling, a face and no more, and
-suddenly the leaves closed about her, and nothing there.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>My breath stumbled in my throat, and I closed my eyes
-an instant, and when again they opened, at the further end
-of the pleasance, but dim in the moonlight as though in a
-mist of lawn and cobweb lace, I saw a lady pace from one
-covert to the other. And myself this time, but whether
-aloud I know not, said: “Madam Julia.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For she moved imperial, but her beauty I cannot itemize,
-nor know now whether I saw or dreamed her lips—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Which rubies, corals, scarlets all</p>
-<p class='line0'>For tincture wonder at,—”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>nor the black splendour of her hair, and the proud dark
-glance she cast about her in passing, nor the splendid
-sweeping of her gown.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And even as she parted the boughs and Dian-like was hid
-among them, came another following, but stepping lightly
-from behind a rock whereon a tree laid leafy fingers of
-lucent green,—a creature of soft and flower-wafting breezes,
-white and sunbeam-haired, and I dare swear the ray of her
-eyes was blue, though see them I did not.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Mr. Herrick, speaking as in time to his lute, seemed
-to say:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Smooth Anthea for a skin</p>
-<p class='line0'>White and heaven-like crystalline,”—</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>and she waved a moonbeam hand as he whispered and,
-springing as lightly between the rocks and boughs as a leaping
-stream, was gone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then suddenly his lute ceased as though to give place to
-a better and a lady, robed in white, came cradling a lute
-to her bosom and singing—O words melodious, melting
-into heavenly numbers—I believe I knew at the blessed
-moment what they were but now have they slipt my gross
-understanding. For ’twas indeed the choice Myrrha—O
-Music, O maid divine, walking soundless as flowing
-water and bathing in her own sweet harmonies as a Naiad in
-her native crystal.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And even as she past, unheeding her worshipper, Mr.
-Herrick’s lute resumed the strain.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And now past two fair ladies, close entwined as Hermia
-and Helena, whispering each in the other’s ear and casting
-oblique and tender looks upon their poet, the one in a yellow
-robe like a spring daffodil and the other in a most pure
-violet, perfume-breathing as the hue she wore. And the
-first was crowned with may, white as ivory exprest in
-blossom, and my heart said for me, “Corinna, who will go
-a-maying while the world lasts.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“She that puts forth her foliage to be seen,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And comes forth like the spring-time fresh and green,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And sweet as Flora.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>And indeed she past me so near that I caught the almond-sweet
-breath of her wreath.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the other sure was the lady Dianeme, for I knew her
-by her dancing shining eyes and the bough of blossomed
-laylock in her hand.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Sweet, be not proud of those two eyes.”—</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yet what could she be but proud of what the world counts
-among its jewels? And after them came running the delicate
-Perilla to join herself to their garland, and so smoothly
-did she glide that I looked to see her shod with the winged
-sandals of Hermes, for not a blade bent as she past, and
-so she slipt across the moonlight.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And then a little crowd of sweet shadows—Perenna the
-lovely, Sappho (but not she of the Leucadian rock), the
-Delaying Lady with handsome sullen brows, and lips pouted
-in half disdain, the beloved Electra, graceful as a harebell
-on a breeze, the reluctant Oenone and many others, fair
-and Orient gems set in a carcanet for the Muse’s wearing.
-And after them a young Cupid, kitten-eyed and mischievous
-with his bow braced.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And at this the air filled suddenly with nimble laughters
-and little cries flipt with merry breath in the trees above
-us, and small shapes drunk with dew and moonlight dropt
-from the boughs like spiders sliding down their threads,
-so many that they pelted quick as rain-drops on the turf.
-And, lo you! ’twas a rabble of Oberon’s courtiers tripping
-across to set their mushroom tables in the shade retired
-from the moon of night, and indeed, methought the Lady
-Moon leaned her golden chin on a bar of cloud to watch the
-silly shower and laugh at their follies.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the voice of Mr. Herrick’s lute waxed faster and
-faster till it spun a labyrinth of music wherein the fairies
-did flout and spin and stagger, singing, and these words
-reached me but no more:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Through the forest, through the forest</p>
-<p class='line0'>I will track my fairy Queen,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Of her foot the flying footprint,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Of her locks the flying sheen.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>And whether this was sung or danced I know not, for the
-moon dipt behind a cloud, and all shapes from distinct became
-confused into a swift murmur whether of sound or
-sight or the ripple of the Dean Burn I can tell neither to
-myself nor others, only that presently there was darkness and
-silence. Nor can I say whether hours or minutes had past
-when Mr. Herrick laid his hand upon my arm and roused
-me from what I took to be a deep meditation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Dear guest,” says he, “you have slept long, and every
-leaf is pearled in dew, and the Night would be secret with
-her subjects. We intrude. Therefore rouse yourself, for
-Mrs. Prue will think us strayed sheep if she wake, and indeed
-I will bespeak your soft treading for she is but a crazy
-sleeper and hath of late been sick, almost to be lunatic, with
-a pain in her teeth.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But I was stumbling as if heavy with sleep and could say
-naught, and so we crost the shining water on the stones and
-returned wordless, and that night I slept like a happy spirit
-in the dewy meads of heaven.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Not a word said the next day and Mr. Herrick almost distraught
-with busyness for the riding post brought him letters
-from his rich London kin and the news of growing troubles
-between King and Parliament very piercing to his honest
-heart.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And on the day following my nag was saddled, and the
-coach returning on its way to Exeter I was to ride with it
-for security, but still not a word said on the matter nearest
-my soul.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then as we waited for the wheels,—I having bid Mrs.
-Prue a kindly farewell with a vail which but ill compensated
-her hospitable services, Mr. Herrick said musingly:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Once, Mr. Tylliol, I made a verse on Dreams, in the
-which this was writ:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“ ‘Here are we all by day; by night we are hurled</p>
-<p class='line0'>By dreams, each one into a several world.’</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And I have read in ancient books that it is not impossible
-but a man may be hurled into another man’s world or House
-of Dreams—not often indeed but once in a great while.
-And if this be so and it seems to that visitant a house of
-lunacies or moonstruck madness (as well it may), shall there
-be pardon for his dream-host therein?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And I:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sir, not a house of lunacies, but a house of enchantments
-whereof I would I had the freehold! And if you had any
-part in unlocking the door (whereof I know not what to
-think) take my loving and humble thanks and again make
-me welcome when leagues lie between us. For dreams ask
-neither wheels nor hoofs to carry them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he smiling said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Come!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So, lovingly we parted and the enchanted place grew small
-and dim, receding behind me, and with fleshly eyes never
-again shall I see the clear running of Dean Burn and the
-lush meadows where fair Margery stroked me a syllabub of
-cowslip cream. But Mr. Herrick shall I see, for his dreams
-are not as other men’s and he comes, I know, sooner or later,
-to London.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now what all this means, I cannot know but may guess,
-and on that I say no more. Let each man read it as he
-can. But never again tell me that Mr. Herrick is a loose
-liver because his Muse dwells like a dove in the warmth of
-ladies’ bosoms, for I know better.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Jocund his Muse was, but his life was chaste,” is the
-self-chosen Finis to his book, and well it may.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And for a last gift he slipt into my hand at parting his
-latest verses or effusion to Madam Julia, whose stately pacing
-haunts me yet and ever will.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“This day, my Julia, thou must make</p>
-<p class='line0'>For Mistress Bride the wedding cake.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Knead but the dough and it will be</p>
-<p class='line0'>To paste of almonds turned by thee.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Or kiss it thou but once or twice</p>
-<p class='line0'>And for the bride-cake there’ll be spice.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>And to me those words will ever bring the scents and
-fragrance and the dreams of Dean Prior, and as for the cake,
-’twill be eat beyond Dean Burn on the little mushroom
-tables of fay and ouphe and elf, and the drink shall be a
-pearl of dew for each, served in the purple of a pregnant
-violet.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And so ends my letter but much more and stranger things
-shall I tell when I come to my friend.</p>
-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:1em;font-size:1.2em;'>THE ISLAND OF PEARLS</p>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:.8em;'>THE HIDDEN HEART OF CEYLON</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch9'>THE ISLAND OF PEARLS<br/> <br/> <span style='font-size:smaller'>THE HIDDEN HEART OF CEYLON</span></h1></div>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Island of Pearls, shaped like a dewdrop hanging
-from the lotus petal of India, is loveliest of the Oceanides,
-a Nereid floating on blue tropic seas. She is a voluptuous
-beauty, jewelled, languid, fanned by spiced airs, crowned
-with flowers, dusky, sultry, with strange romances in her
-past as she went from lover to lover, faithful only to one, the
-eternal sea. Colombo flames on you in the sun, hidden in
-trees so deep, so green that if you climb a hill the town is
-lost like a bird’s nest in the tangle of vegetation. And
-what trees!—unlike the pensive elm and poplar, the ribbed
-oak of the West, these burst into flowers and a spendthrift
-fire of life. There is a giant covered with clusters of mauve
-blossoms like the rhododendron—I could not leave it—I
-was caught like a bee by its huge glory towering up into the
-sunshine. It bathed every sense in delight to stand beneath
-and see the larkspur blue of the sky through the crowded
-bloom. Others more austerely beautiful with faint rose and
-white crocus flowers springing from the grey stem and loading
-the air with perfume, and for the background the grace
-and grandeur of the palms balancing their frondure in the
-blue. There are no words to describe these things. Only
-in colour or music can their splendour be told.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the lavish fruit! Mangosteens, mangoes, papayas,
-oranges,—Aladdin’s jewels of wizard gardens. And the
-jewels themselves, for Ratnapura, the City of Gems, is near
-at hand. Moonstones heaped in great pearl-shells, like
-silvery blue moonlight touched with swimming gleams of
-gold, great cats’ eyes with oblique pupils, aqua-marines of
-purest sparkling green, sea water dipped up from the secrecies
-of deepest depths, wine-dark jargoons, tourmalines
-many-hued as spring flowers, sapphires ranging from pale
-azure to ocean blue, carbuncles that flame in ancient legends
-as sacred jewels, all these and many more Ceylon displays
-like the Queen she is. And the sea is as the jewels—all
-light and glitter and the broken glories of rolling surf. It is
-these things which have made her the desire of men’s eyes
-from time immemorial—the Island of the blue horizon,
-scarcely believable for beauty and wonder. Hear Abdulla,
-called Wassaf, the poet of Siraf in Persia, when he wrote
-of her long centuries ago:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When Adam was driven forth from Paradise God made
-a mountain of Ceylon the place of his descent, to break the
-force of change and so assuage his fall. The charms of this
-fair country, the softness of the air, are beyond all telling.
-White amber is the dregs of its sea, and its indigo and red
-bakam are cosmetics for beauty. The leaves, the barks,
-and the sweating of its trees are cloves, spikenard, aloe
-wood, camphor and fragrant mandel. Its icy water is a
-ball of muneya for the fractures of the world. The
-boundaries of its fields refresh the heart like the influence
-of the stars. The margins of its regions are the bedfellows
-of loveliness. Its myrobalums impart the blackness
-of youthful hair, and its peppercorns put the mole on the
-face of beauty on the fire of envy. Its rubies and carnelians
-are like the lips and cheeks of charming girls, and its
-treasures are as oceans full of polished gems. Indeed the
-various birds are sweet singing parrots and the pheasants of
-its gardens are graceful peacocks.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So they told of her, and merchants came from the end of
-the earth to trade in the wonders of Serendib, bringing and
-taking riches, and not only riches but tales of wildest wonder
-and romance. They said the people were descended
-from a royal lion and hence their name Singhalese—Singha,
-a lion. They said she breathed her sweetness for miles out
-to sea and that before the shore rose from the horizon the
-air was languid with her spices and perfumes. Was this
-true or hyperbole? It is at least certain that in many parts
-of the island the wild lemon grass is almost overwhelming in
-its odour and many of the flowers scent all the world about
-them. The tropical sun and hot dewy moisture stimulate
-plant life into a passionate luxuriance of fragrant beauty.
-Horror too, for there are blossoms whose name of Stercula
-foetida tells all that need be told of their loathsomeness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In this strange land the sands of some of the rivers are
-minute rubies and garnets, and it is of Serendib the story
-was told of serpents that guarded the precious jacinths, and
-the stratagem of the merchants in flinging pieces of meat
-into deep valleys where they lay, that hovering eagles might
-strike their talons in the meat encrusted with jewels and
-carry it to their nests in the rocks, where ready hands could
-seize it. The jacinths have become diamonds in the Arabian
-Nights, but we all know the story in the mouth of Sindbad
-the sailor of perilous seas.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the merchants had terrible tales to tell of the women
-of the island. They were sirens as dangerous as ever sought
-to beguile Ulysses. Some of them dwelt in a great city of
-iron on the coast with fluttering signals on their towers to
-lure sea-farers, and when the eager boats made for the shore
-women of the most alluring loveliness, perfumed and garlanded,
-ran to meet them, stretching passionate arms, wooing
-them to enter the city. There they caressed them until
-every sense was drowned in delight, when bound and helpless,
-they flung them into iron cages and devoured them one
-by one.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The merchants were the great romancers of the ancient
-world—the singers of songs, the tellers of tales, and surely
-they had the right, for is there more romance in any word
-than in their own name? It calls up mirage after mirage
-of wearied camel caravans toiling through deserts of sand
-to cities that were old when Balkh and Damascus were
-young; where the blue and glittering domes of porcelain rise
-against intenser skies in sunsets sonorous as a gong with
-deep light and colour. It is the merchants always who carry
-romance and adventure in their corded bales. In robe and
-turban they yearn for the caravanserais and the men coming
-by many ways to the meeting place. They hunger for the
-flat hot cakes seed-sprinkled, and the savoury smells of the
-kous-kous bubbling in oil, but most of all for the excitements
-and lusts of the bazaar and the dangerous winding ways of
-forbidden palaces. See them unroll the gold and flowered
-stuffs of Bokhara, the silks from Cos as transparent as running
-water that gave the fair Pamphila the glory of having
-invented a dress “in which women were naked though
-clothed.” See the muslins of Dacca unloosed from the
-swaying camel-packs;—the merchants can scarcely handle
-them lest a faint breeze blow them from their hold, for of
-these it is told that the Emperor, Akbar, the Truth-Seeker,
-rebuked a woman who appeared before him robed in woven
-air, saying, “Little does it become a daughter of the Prophet
-to show herself arrayed in one dress only and that, as it
-were, nothing, being but the illusion of a garment.” And
-she replied audaciously: “Majesty, Light of the Age, I am
-more modest than modesty’s self, for I wear at this moment
-<span class='it'>Nine</span>.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Through all the stories of Ceylon the merchants go,
-tempting the perilous seas in frail dromonds and crank high-decked
-galleons, tempted in turn by princesses, more perilous
-than the seas, shooting dangerous glances through rose-coloured
-veils. Sometimes their historic quests were wild as
-any dream. It was rumoured over Asia that the lost Tree
-of Life grew in the jungles of this fortunate Island and a
-King of Persia and Emperor of China sent their merchants
-with huge wealth to buy its precious leaves—more than ever
-precious in the intrigues of Oriental Courts—but only to
-find it grows in a Paradise more far away than even the
-famed Serendib, and that no merchants, young and ardent,
-grave and bearded, could lay that merchandise before the
-throne.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ceylon figures in one of the most ancient epics of the
-world—the Ramayana, for it was Ravana the demon King
-of Ceylon (Lanka) who seized the lovely Sita, wife of the
-God-King Rama as she wandered in the forest, and bore her
-through the air to his island kingdom. The writer of the
-poem was a mighty poem maker: Valmiki,—let his name
-be fragrant for all time! And like all his divine brotherhood
-he was first taught by sorrow. For sitting one day in
-the heart of the woods, Valmiki beheld two herons singing
-for joy and love as they wandered together by air and water,
-and as he gladdened to their gladness, an archer shot the male
-bird and he fell bathed in blood, never again to sweep the
-wing-ways of the sky, and his mate fluttered about him in
-agony. So Valmiki, with the wrath and power of a poet,
-cursed the man who had done this black deed, and, as he
-spoke, suddenly he knew that his words were a measured
-music and that a new and wonderful thing had befallen in
-the world. And so it was, for Brahma appeared in the
-cloud, four-faced, majestic, and commanded him to write
-the history of Rama and the storming of Ceylon in this
-same mysterious music. “And it shall be true in every
-word,” said the God, “and so long as the world lasts shall
-this story be known among men.” And that was the beginning
-of poetry in India.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Perhaps this is the chief fame of Ceylon, for the God
-spoke not in vain. There is no city now so lovely as that of
-which Valmiki tells—the city of jewelled pavements and
-windows of glimmering crystal and the cloudy palaces where
-the cruel King dwelt and where Sita was a captive. For—“Here
-dwelt the fair princesses torn by him from vanquished
-Kings. Now it was night and they lay overpowered with
-wine and sleep. One had her head thrown backward; some
-had their garlands crushed; some lay in each other’s bosoms,
-or with arms interlaced, others in slumber deep as death.
-The King Ravana lay on a dais apart made of crystal and
-adorned with jewels. Here lay he overcome with wine, with
-glittering rings in his ears and robed in gold, breathing like
-a hissing serpent. Around him lay his sleeping Queens, and
-nearest him the dearest, the golden-hued Mandodari.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So the story runs through all its epic wonder of love and
-war, and yearly in India is celebrated the harrying of
-Ravana—I have seen his ten-headed image go up in flames
-amid the rejoicing of a multitude. Yet, as I think, the
-ancient city, Anaradhapura, now a ruin in the jungle, could
-not have fallen so far behind the splendours of Valmiki.
-Many who have visited it have written of it as it is in death—the
-broken fragments of palaces and temples, a few preserved
-here and there like rocks that are the survival of
-some lost Atlantis in the drowning ocean of the forest.
-How few recall it as it was in its pride and power! I stood
-in the green dimness of the glades where are the sculptured
-tanks where the queens bathed in days long dead, and read
-the words of one who knew it well—Fa Hien, the Chinese
-Buddhist pilgrim of the fourth century <span style='font-size:smaller'>A. D.</span> For this was
-the Anaradhapura of the Ceylon he visited in search of the
-words of the Lord Buddha; of himself he speaks in the third
-person:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“To the north of the royal city is erected a great tower in
-height 470 feet,—it is adorned with gold and silver and
-perfected with every precious substance. There is by the
-side of it a monastery containing 5000 priests. They also
-have built here a hall of the Lord which is covered with gold
-and silver engraved work. In the midst of this hall is a
-jasper figure (of the Buddha) in height about 22 feet. The
-entire body glitters and sparkles with the seven precious
-substances. In the right hand he holds a pearl of inestimable
-value. Fa Hien had been absent many years from
-China; the manners and customs of these people were entirely
-strange to him, moreover his fellow travellers were
-now separated from him, for some had remained behind and
-some were dead. All at once as he stood by this jasper
-figure, he beheld a merchant present to it as a religious offering
-a fan of white silk of Chinese manufacture. Unwittingly
-Fa Hien gave way to his sorrowful feelings and the
-tears flowed from his eyes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Those tears, dried so long since, gave to this Western pilgrim,
-standing in the same place, the true Virgilian sense
-of tears in mortal things, and still they move the world.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ceylon is a land of the Gods. They have left their footprints
-very plain upon this radiant loveliness as they came
-and went. She has known many generations of them. All
-who would understand her should read Valmiki’s semi-divine
-poem of the great battles of Rama, God-King of India, as he
-fought here his wars of the Gods and Titans to rescue his
-wife, the lovely Sita, the heart’s love and worship to this day
-of his dominion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Here, when the Demon King held her in captivity,
-the army of Rama strode across the bridge of scattered
-rocks between Ceylon and India. Still may be seen the gap
-that no strength, human or divine, could pass, where the
-mighty host was stayed, until a little tree squirrel, for love
-of Rama, laid his small body in the hollow, and because love
-is the bridge eternal between the two worlds, the rescuing
-host passed triumphant over it. But Rama, stooping
-from his Godhead, Incarnation as he was in human flesh
-of Vishnu the Preserver, lifted the crushed body tenderly
-and touched the dead fur, and to this day, the tree squirrels
-bear the marks of the divine fingers upon their coats of grey.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There is no demarcation in Asia between the so-called
-animal and human lives. Rama himself had passed through
-the animal experience on the upward way and knew well
-what beats in the little heart beneath fur and feather.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In those wonderful parables, the Birth Stories of the Lord
-Buddha, are recorded his supposed memories of the incarnations
-of bird, animal and other lives through which a
-steadfast evolution led him to the Ten Perfections. How
-should he not know, and knowing love? Is it not written by
-a great Buddhist saint: “It may well be that to the eye of
-flesh, plants and trees appear to be gross matter; but to the
-eye of the Buddha they are composed of minute spiritual
-particles; grass, trees, countries the earth itself, shall enter
-wholly into Buddhahood”? And does not science, faltering
-far behind the wisdom of the mighty, adumbrate these
-truths in its later revelations?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We know too little of the wisdom of the East. The Magi
-still journey to Bethlehem, but only those who have the
-heart of the Child may receive their gold, myrrh, and frankincense.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yet, for mere beauty’s sake, these stories of the East
-should be read. Men thrill to the mighty thunder-roll of
-Homer’s verse, but the two supreme epics of India are little
-known. If the West would gather about the story-teller as
-the East gathers, in bazaar or temple court, the stories should
-be told from these and other sources, until Rama stands beside
-the knightly Hector, and Sita’s star is set in the same
-heaven where shines the lonely splendour of Antigone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When the rapturous peace of the Lord Buddha could no
-longer be contained within the heart of India, it overflowed,
-and like a rising tide submerged Ceylon. And now, although
-India has forgotten and has returned to the more
-ancient faiths, Ceylon remembers. The Lotus of the Good
-Law blossoms in every forest pool. The invocation to the
-Jewel in the Lotus is daily heard from every monastery of
-the Faith, where the yellow-robed Brethren still follow the
-way marked for them by the Blessed One who in Uruvela
-attained to that supernal enlightenment of which he said,
-“And that deep knowledge have I made my own—that
-knowledge, hard to perceive, hard to understand, peace-giving,
-not to be gained by mere reason, which is deeper
-than the depths, and accessible only to the wise.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yet, among living men are some whose eyes are but a
-little darkened with dust. To them shall the truth be manifest.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>If it be an aim of travel to see what is beautiful and
-strange, it may be also an aim to seek that spiritual beauty
-where it sits enthroned in its own high places; and my hope
-in Ceylon was to visit the land where that strait and narrow
-way of Buddhism is held which is known as the Hinayana—or
-the Lesser Vehicle. In Tibet, China, and Japan,
-I had known the efflorescence of the Buddhist Faith where,
-recognizing the mystic emanations of the Buddhas, it becomes
-the Greater Vehicle and breaks into gorgeous ritual
-and symbolism, extraordinarily beautiful in themselves, and
-yet more so in their teaching. Buddhism, in those countries,
-like the Bride of the Canticles, goes beautifully in jewels
-of gold and raiment of fine needlework, within her ivory
-palaces. In Ceylon, like the Lady Poverty of Saint Francis
-of Assisi, she walks with bared feet, bowed head, her
-begging-bowl in hand, simple and austere in the yellow robe
-of the Master—her rock-temples and shrines as he himself
-might have blessed them in their stern humility. Save at
-the Temple of the Tooth, the splendours she heaps upon his
-altars are those of her flowers. With these she may be lavish
-because his life was wreathed with their beauty. He
-was born in a garden, beneath a Tree he attained Wisdom,
-in a garden he died. A faith that is held by nearly every
-tenth living man or woman is surely worthy of reverence and
-study, even in these hurrying days when gold, not wisdom,
-is the measure of attainment.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So I came to Ceylon for the first time but not for the last.</p>
-
-<hr class='tbk'/>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Near a little town in the hills stands a Wihara—a monastery—dreaming
-in the silent sunshine. The palms are
-grouped close about the simple roofs—so close that the passing
-tourist could never guess that the Head of the Buddhist
-Faith in Ceylon, a great saint, a great ruler of seven thousand
-priests, dwelt there in so secret, so complete an austerity.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was a very old man when I came, but his ninety-two
-years sat lightly on him and each year had laid its tribute of
-love and honour at his feet. He was known as the Maha
-Nayaka Thero; and in religion, for the love of the Master,
-he had taken the Master’s human name of Siddartha. It
-was strange indeed to see the simplicity of his surroundings;—to
-me it appeared singularly beautiful: it breathed
-the spiritual purity that had made him beloved throughout
-the island.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A great scholar, deeply learned in Sanskrit and Pali and
-in the abtruse philosophy that is for the elders of the Law,
-he was yet the gentlest of men, and his very learning and
-strength were all fused into a benignant radiance that sunned
-the griefs of the world he had cast so far behind him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I was glad to wander about in the quiet monastery—the
-little one-storied quadrangle on the side of the hill. It offered—it
-invited—the life of meditation, of clear thought,
-of delicate austerity. The noise of great events (so-called)
-was like the dim murmur of a shell when they reached the
-Wihara and the ear of Sri Siddartha. But he heard, he
-noted the progress of science, even to the possibilities of
-aviation, because to a Buddhist saint all spheres of knowledge
-are one, and all nothing, in the Ocean of Omniscience.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So the people brought their grievances and troubles to
-the aged Archbishop. You were in the presence of a very
-great gentleman when you entered and found him seated, his
-scribe cross-legged at his feet to record what passed. The
-people would approach him softly and with the deepest reverence,
-and with permission would seat themselves on the
-ground at a due distance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Venerable Sir, we are in trouble. We seek your counsel.”
-That was the cry. And always, in spite of his many years,
-he listened and counselled and comforted.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Soon after my arrival his birthday was celebrated with
-much rejoicing. The Bhikkus (monks) had put up little
-festive bamboo arches, fluttering with split palm-leaves like
-ribbons, all about the Wihara, and troops of Bhikkus came
-to lay their homage at his feet. The roads were sunshiny
-with their yellow robes as they flocked in from remote
-places—jungle, cave-temples, and far mountains. The
-laity came also, crowding to see the Venerable One. He received
-them all with serene joy, and pursued his quiet way,
-thinking, reading, meditating on the Three Jewels—the
-Lord, the Law, and the Communion of Saints. And the
-Bhikkus departed, believing that he might be among them
-for many days.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But it was not to be; for, a few days later, while he was
-sweeping the garden walks, a duty he had made his own, he
-felt a sudden loss of strength, and lying down, in two hours
-he passed painlessly away.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I was permitted to visit Sri Siddartha as he lay in death.
-The room was very simple and bare. Many of his Bhikkus
-stood about him, and there were flowers, flowers, everywhere.
-Beside him burned a perfumed gum, sending up its
-thin blue spirals of fragrance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I was received with perfect kindness, and especially
-by his favourite disciple and pupil—a young monk with a
-worn ascetic face, who stood in deep meditation at the head
-of his Master. He looked up and smiled, and raised the
-face-cloth that I might see, and looked down again at the
-brown face, calm as a mask of Wisdom with its closed lips
-and eyes. Even closed, they looked old—old. A Bhikku,
-standing by, told me that all had loved him and were bereaved
-in his going. “But for him—he is in the Nirvana of
-Paradise.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The strange phrase awoke in my mind the words of the
-Blessed One, and I repeated them as I stood beside that
-quiet sleep.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But this, O Bhikkus, is the highest, this is the holiest
-wisdom—to know that all suffering has vanished away.
-He has found the true deliverance that lies beyond the
-reach of change.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And I remembered the symbolic fresco in Colombo, representing
-the Lord Buddha borne dead on a chariot in a
-garden. The gardener digs his grave, but the Lord awakes
-from death, and bids the man know he is not dead but living.
-The Buddha stands majestic by the open grave—the
-gardener recoils in fear. Death has no more dominion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So I left Sri Siddartha lying in the mystery where all the
-wisdoms are one.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In the garden, in the riot of tropical blossom and beauty,
-a Bhikku was standing in the perfect stillness that is a part
-of the discipline. He greeted me, and we spoke of my
-quest.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Go,” he said, “to Mihintale, where the Law first came to
-this island by the hands of Mahinda. Seek also the great
-Dagoba where stand the images of the Buddhas that have
-been and of Him who is to come. And under the Tree
-which is a part of that Tree beneath which the Blessed One
-received illumination, meditate on Truth.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I delayed only that I might see the flames receive the discarded
-body of the Venerable One; and the ceremony took
-place next day, amid a vast gathering of the people and the
-great companies of the Bhikkus. They flooded the ways
-with sunshine in every shade of yellow, from deep primrose
-to a tawny orange. The roads were strewn, with rice like
-snowflakes, stamped into star-shapes. A strange melancholy
-music went with us. So, climbing a steep hill, we
-came to the pyre, heaped with the scented and aromatic
-woods of the jungle, and closed from human view by a
-high scaffolding draped with bright colours. On this pyre
-he was laid, and one of his own blood, holding a torch, applied
-the pure element to the wood: and, as he did so, the
-assembly raised a cry of “Sadhu, Sadhu!” and with that
-ascription of holiness a sheet of flame swept up into the
-crowns of the palms, and the scent of spices filled the air.
-And even as the body of the Blessed One passed into grey
-ash, passed also the worn-out dwelling of Sri Siddartha.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I made my way next day to a temple hollowed in the
-rock, the ceiling of which is frescoed with gods and heroes.
-It is taught that here the Canon of the Buddhist Scriptures
-was first committed to writing about 450 <span style='font-size:smaller'>B.C.</span> Here five
-hundred, priests, learned in the Faith, assembled, and collating
-the Scriptures, chanted every word, while the scribes
-recorded them with stylus and palm-leaf as they heard.
-Burmese, Tibetans, Indians, all were present, that so the
-Law might be carried over Asia, and the Peace of the
-Blessed One be made known to men.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Here, too, the discipline was fixed. The Bhikku must
-not be touched by a woman’s hand. He must eat but
-twice a day, and not after noon. He must keep the rule of
-the Lady Poverty as did Saint Francis. He must sleep nowhere
-but in Wiharas and other appointed places. And
-these are but a few of the commands. Yet, if the rule is
-too hard for him, the Bhikku may relinquish it at his will,
-and return to the world a free man—a fettered man, as the
-Master would have said, but free according to the rule of
-the Transient World. It is said that few accept this permission.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It took little imagination to people the silent temple with
-the Assembly—the keen intellectual Indian faces, the yellow
-robe and the bared shoulder, seated in close ranks in the
-twilight of the temple. Now it was silent and empty, but
-a mysterious aura filled it. The buildings of men’s hands
-pass away, but the rock, worn not at all, save where feet
-come and go, preserves the aspect of its great day, when it
-was the fountain-head of Truth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A solemn gladness filled the air. Surely the West is waking
-to the message of the East—that message, flowing
-through the marvellous art of China and Japan, through the
-deep philosophies of India, the great Scriptures of the Buddhist
-Faith, and many more such channels. And we who
-have entered the many mansions through another gate may
-share and rejoice in the truths that are a world-heritage.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was time now that I should visit the holy places, and I
-took the road through the jungle, intending to stay at the
-little rest-houses which exist to shelter travellers. The way
-is green with grass in the middle; there are two tracks for
-wheels—narrow and little used. Even the native huts may
-sometimes be forty miles apart. And on either side runs
-the huge wall of the jungle, holding its secret well.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Great trees, knotted with vines and dark with heavy undergrowth,
-shut me in. Sometimes a troop of silver-grey
-monkeys swept chattering overhead; sometimes a few red
-deer would cross the road, or a blue shrike flutter radiantly
-from one shelter to another. Mostly, the jungle was silent
-as the grave, but living, breathing, a vast and terrible personality;
-an ocean, and with the same illimitable might
-and majesty. Travelling through it, I was as a fish that
-swims through the green depths of water.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So I journeyed in a little bullock cart—and suddenly,
-abruptly, as if dropped from heaven, sprang out of the
-ocean of the jungle that bathed its feet a huge cube of rock
-nearly five hundred feet high, with lesser rocks spilt about it
-that would have been gigantic were it not for the first—the
-famous Sigurya.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>An ancient people, led by a parricide king, took this
-strange place and made of it a mighty fortress. They cut
-galleries in the living rock that, like ants, they might pass
-up and down unharmed from below; and on the head of
-the rock—a space four acres in extent—they set a king’s
-palace and pleasance, with a bathing-tank to cool the torrid
-air. Then, still desiring beauty, this people frescoed
-the sheer planes of this precipitous rock of Sigurya with pictures
-that modern Singhalese art cannot rival. These vast
-pictures represent a procession of ladies to a shrine, with
-attendants bearing offerings. Only from the waist upward
-are the figures visible; they rise from clouds as if floating in
-the sky. The faces have an archaic beauty and dignity.
-One, a queen, crowned and bare-bosomed, followed by attendants
-bearing stiff lotus blooms, is beautiful indeed, but
-in no Singhalese or Indian fashion—a face dark, exotic, and
-heavy-lidded, like a pale orchid. It is believed the whole
-rock was thus frescoed into a picture-gallery, but time and
-weather have taken toll of the rest.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Government has put steps and climbing rails, that
-the height may be reached. Half-way up is a natural level,
-and above it soars the remainder of the citadel, to be climbed
-only by notches cut in the rock, and hand-rails as a safeguard
-from the sheer fall below. And here this dead people
-had done a wonderful thing. They had built a lion of
-brick, so colossal that the head towered to the full height of
-the ascent. It has fallen into ruin, but the great cat-paws
-that remain indicate a beast some two hundred feet high.
-There is a gate between the paws, and in the old days they
-clambered up through the body of the lion and finally
-through his throat, into the daylight of the top. Only the
-paws are left, complete even to the little cat-claw at the
-back of each. Surely one of the strangest approaches in
-the world! Here and there the shelving of the rock overhangs
-the ascent, and drops of water fall in a bright crystal
-rain perpetually over the jungle so far below.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Standing upon the height, it was weirdly lovely to see the
-eternal jungle monotonously swaying and waving beneath.
-I thought of the strange feet that had followed these ways,
-with hopes and fears so like our own. And now their fortress
-is but a sunny day’s amusement for travellers from
-lands unknown, and the city sitteth desolate, and the strength
-of their building is resumed into the heart of nature. But
-the places where men have worshipped and lifted their hands
-to the Infinite are never dead. The Spirit that is Life Eternal
-hovers about them, and the green that binds their broken
-pillars is the green of an immortal hope.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The evening was now at hand, and, after the sun-steeped
-day, the jungle gave out its good smells, beautiful earth-warm
-smells like a Nature-Goddess, rising from the vast
-tangle of life in the mysterious depths. You may gather
-the flowers on their edge and wonder what the inmost flowers
-are like that you will never see—rich, labyrinthine, beyond
-all thought to paint.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The jungle is terrible as an army with banners. Sleeping
-in the little rest-house when the night has fallen, it
-comes close up to you, creeping, leaning over you, calling,
-whispering, vibrating with secret life. A word more,—only
-one,—a movement, and you would know the meaning and
-be gathered into the heart of it; but always there is something
-fine, impalpable, between, and you catch but a breath
-of the whisper.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Very wonderful is the jungle! In the moonlight of a
-small clearing I saw the huge bulk of three wild elephants
-feeding. They vanished like wraiths into the depths. The
-fireflies were hosting in the air like flitting diamonds.
-Stealthy life and movement were about me: the jungle, wide-awake
-and aware, moving on its own occasions.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A few days later I was at Anaradhapura. Once a million
-people dwelt in the teeming city. Here or near was
-the site visited by the famous Chinese pilgrim already mentioned,
-Fa Hien. But it is in ruins; the jasper image is
-gone. The tower is in the dust. A few priests watch by
-the scene of so much dead greatness and receive the pilgrims
-who still come with bowed heads to the Holy Places.
-But Fa Hien has reached the home of all the pilgrimages—the
-City of God dear and desirable in the sight of Plato
-and Saint Augustine, and all the warriors of all the faiths,
-and the inexorable years that have devoured the splendours
-of the Kings leave untouched his tears and his hope, for
-both are rooted in immortality.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He writes:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The houses of the merchants are very beautifully
-adorned. The streets are smooth and level. At this time
-the King, being an earnest believer in the Law, desired to
-build a new monastery for this congregation. He chose a
-pair of strong oxen and adorned their horns with gold, silver
-and precious things. Then providing himself with a
-beautiful gilded plough, the King himself ploughed round
-the four sides of the allotted space, after which, ceding all
-personal rights, he presented the whole to the priests.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This must be the monastery described by a later pilgrim,
-Hieuen Tsang, who journeyed from China to India about
-the year 630 <span style='font-size:smaller'>A.D.</span> In visiting Ceylon, he writes of its magnificence
-and especially of an upright pole on the roof “on
-which is fixed a mighty ruby. This gem constantly sheds
-a brilliant light which is visible day and night for a long
-distance and afar off appears like a bright star.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That too is quenched in the dust. Where do the great
-jewels of antiquity hide? But one is left at Anaradhapura
-more precious than rubies—the famous image of the Buddha
-seated alone in a forest glade, the true presentment of a
-God, to whom beneath his closed eyes eternity is visible and
-time the shadow of a dream. Around him surged once
-the clamour of a great city, around him now the growth of
-the forest, both to his vision alike—and nothing. Some
-wayfarer had laid a flower at his feet when I stood there,
-and a white tassel of the areca palm. The sun and moon
-circle before him in this lonely place and the centuries pass
-like seasons.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Forgetful is green earth; the God alone</p>
-<p class='line0'>Remember everlastingly.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>The place is a village lost in the woods, but inexpressibly
-holy because it contains in its own temple the sacred Bodhi
-Tree which is an offshoot of that very Tree beneath which
-the Lord Buddha received the Perfect Wisdom. Ceylon
-desired this treasure, and they tried to break a branch from
-the Tree, but dared not, for it resisted the sacrilege. But
-the Princess Sanghamitta, in great awe and with trembling
-hand, drew a line of vermilion about the bough, and at that
-line it separated from the Tree, and the Princess planted it
-in perfumed earth in a golden vase, and so brought it, attended
-by honours human and superhuman, to Ceylon—to
-this place, where it still stands. It is believed to be 2230
-years old.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>With infinite reverence I was given two leaves, collected
-as they fell; and it is difficult to look on them unmoved if
-indeed this Tree be directly descended from the other, which
-sheltered the triumphant conflict with evil.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The city itself is drowned in the jungle. In the green
-twilight you meet a queen’s palace, with reeling pillars and
-fallen capitals, beautiful with carved moonstones, for so
-are called the steps of ascent. Or lost in tangle, a manger
-fifty feet long for the royal elephants, or a nobly planned
-bath for the queens, where it is but to close the eyes and
-dream that dead loveliness floating in the waters once so
-jealously guarded, now mirroring the wild woodways. A
-little creeper is stronger than all our strength, and our armies
-are as nothing before the silent legions of the grass.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Later, I stood before the image of that Buddha who is
-to come—who in the Unchanging awaits his hour; Maitreya,
-the Buddha of Love. A majestic figure, robed like a king,
-for he will be royal. In his face, calm as the Sphinx, must
-the world decipher its hope, if it may. Strangely enough, in
-most of his images this Saviour who shall come is seated like
-a man of the West, and many learned in the faith believe
-that this Morning Star shall rise in the West. May he come
-quickly!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I set out one day for Mihintale, in a world of dewy, virginal
-loveliness, washed with morning gold, the sun shooting
-bright arrows into the green shade of the trees, a cloud
-of butterflies radiant as little flower angels going with me.
-One splendour, rose-red, velvet-black, alighted with quivering
-wings on the mouse-grey shoulder of the meek little bull
-who drew my cart and so went with us.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I was glad that my companion should be a devout Buddhist,
-for his reverence and delight in the beauty of his
-faith taught me many things. We climbed up through trees
-so still that the rustling of their shadows on the ground
-might have been audible, and as we went he told me a very
-ancient Buddhist story which must have reached the Island
-with the Apostle Mahinda, son of the high Emperor
-Ashoka, who brought the faith from his father’s court in
-India. Ashoka is one of the great world-rulers, the Constantine
-of the Buddhist teaching and himself a devout disciple.
-This story is a Jataka or Birth Story of the Lord, one of
-those to which I have already alluded, as conveying moral
-teaching (and often much folk lore), and this is called “The
-Dancing Peacock.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Thus have I heard. In the old days the Blessed Buddha
-sat at Jetavana, and they told him of a monk who had become
-drowned in luxury, eating, drinking and adorning his
-person with magnificence, so that he cared nothing for the
-faith. And at last they brought him before the Lord that
-he might be admonished. And the Perfect One said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Is it true, monk, that despising all nobility you have
-surrendered yourself to idle luxury?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And without waiting to hear a word more the monk flew
-into a violent anger, and tearing off his magnificent robe he
-stood naked before the Master, crying:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Then, if you like not my robes, this is the way I will go
-about!’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So the bystanding monks cried out: ‘Shame, Shame!’
-and in a fury he rushed from the hall and returned to the
-condition of a layman. And the Lord said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Not only now, O monks, has this man lost the Jewel of
-the faith by immodesty but it was also with him in a former
-life. Hear the story of the Dancing Peacock.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Very long ago in the first age of the world, the birds
-chose the Golden Bird to be their King. Now the Golden
-Bird had a daughter, most beautiful to see, and he gave her
-her choice of a husband, after the ancient manner of India,
-calling together all the birds of the Himalaya. And he sent
-for his daughter, saying: “Now come and choose!” And
-looking she saw the Peacock with a neck of gold and emeralds
-and a train of spread jewels, and instantly she said:
-“Let this be my husband!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So all the birds approached the Peacock, saying:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Noble Peacock, the Princess has set her heart upon you.
-Therefore rejoice with humility.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But the Peacock, walking arrogantly, replied:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Up to this day none of you would recognize the greatness
-that was in me. Now instantly do homage to my majesty!’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And so intoxicated was he with pride that he began to
-dance, spreading his wings and swaying his head, and altogether
-conducting himself like a drunken man who cares
-not at all for decency. And horror seized the Golden Bird
-and he said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘This fellow has broken loose from all sense of shame—how
-could it be that I should give my Princess to such as
-he?’ And he uttered this:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Pleasant is your cry. Jewelled is your back. The
-feathers of your tail are glorious, but, Sir, to such a dancer,
-I can give no daughter of mine!’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And he bestowed his Princess immediately upon a bird of
-modest behaviour, and the Peacock, covered with shame,
-fled away.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Therefore, brethren, this monk has now lost the Jewel
-of the faith as he once lost a fair wife. For in a former
-birth, the Peacock was this shameless monk, but I myself
-was the Golden Bird.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And this is a lesson also upon the stately calm which
-marks the gentleman according to Oriental opinion. It is
-the low-born only who may hurry and storm. Other stories
-I heard, for my friend was a student of ancient things, and
-this belief in lives past and to come is the spiritual life blood
-of the Orient. It is the mete-yard of justice. He asked
-me whether the Christian faith explicitly denied it, and I
-could only reply—No; quoting that strange passage of
-the Blind Man, when disciples questioning the Christ—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Did this man sin or his parents, that he was born blind?”—pass
-unrebuked for the implication.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Hill of Mihintale rises abruptly as Sigurya from the
-forests, and the very air about it is holy, for it was on this
-great hill that Mahinda, mysteriously transported from
-India, alighted bewildered as one waking from a dream.
-Here the King, Tissa, seeing the saint seated beneath a tree,
-heard a voice he could not gainsay that called his name
-three times; and so, approaching with his nobles, he received
-the Teaching of the Blessed One.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The hill is climbed by wonderful carved shallow steps,
-broken now, and most beautiful with an overgrowth of
-green. At the sides are beds of the Sensitive Plant, with its
-frail pink flowers. They would faint and fall if touched,
-and here you would not even breathe roughly upon them, for
-Buddhists regard the shrinking creatures as living and hold
-it sinful to cause such evident suffering.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Descending the grey steps, the shade and sunshine dappling
-his yellow robe and bared shoulder with noble colour,
-came a priest, on his way to visit the sick of the little village.
-He stopped and spoke. I told him I had come from
-visiting the shrines of Burma, and he desired me to give
-him a description of some matters I had seen there. I did
-so, and we talked for some time, and it was then mentioned
-that my food, like his own, necessitated no taking of life.
-Instantly his whole face softened as he said that was glad
-news to hear. It was the fulfilling of a high commandment.
-Would I receive his blessing, and his prayer that the truth
-might enlighten me in all things? He bestowed both, and,
-having made his gift, went upon his way with the dignity
-of perfect serenity. That little circumstance of food (as
-some would call it) has opened many a closed door to me
-in Asia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At the top of the hill is a deep shadowy rock-pool, with a
-brow of cliff overhanging it; and this is named the Cobra’s
-Bath, for it is believed that in the past there was a cobra
-who used, with his outspread hood, to shelter the saint, Mahinda,
-from the torrid sun, and who was also so much a little
-servant of the Law that none feared and all mourned him
-when he passed upon his upward way in the chain of existences.
-Here, above the pool where he loved to lie in the
-clear cool, they sculptured a great cobra, with three hooded
-heads, rising, as it were, from the water. It was most sinuously
-beautiful and looked like the work of a great and
-ancient people, gathering the very emblem of Fear into the
-great Peace. On the topmost height was the <span class='it'>stupa</span>, or
-shrine, of Mahinda, incasing its holy relic, and the caves
-where his priests dwelt and still dwell. I entered one, at
-the invitation of a Bhikku, an old man with singularly beautiful
-eyes, set in a face of wistful delicacy. He touched my
-engraved ring and asked what it might mean. Little enough
-to such as he, whose minds are winged things and flutter
-in the blue tranquillities far above the earth!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The caves are many, with a rock-roof so low that one
-cannot stand upright—a strange, dim life, it would seem,
-but this Bhikku spoke only of the peace of it, the calm that
-falls with sunset and that each dawn renews. <span class='it'>I</span> could not
-doubt this—it was written upon his every gesture. He gave
-me his blessing, and his prayer that I might walk forever in
-the Way of Peace. With such friends as these the soul
-is at home. Peace. It is indeed the salutation of Asia,
-which does not greet you with a desire for health or prosperity
-as in the West, but only—Peace.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I would willingly tell more of my seekings and findings in
-Ceylon, for they were many and great. But I pass on to
-the little drowsy hill town of Badulla, where the small bungalows
-nest in their gardens of glorious flowers and vines. I
-sat in the churchyard, where the quiet graves of English
-and Singhalese are sinking peacefully into oblivion. It was
-Sunday, with a Sabbath calm upon the world. A winding
-path led up to the open door of the little English church, a
-sweet breeze swayed the boughs and ruffled the long grass of
-the graves; the butterflies, small Psyches fluttered their
-parable in the air about me. A clear voice from the church
-repeated the Lord’s Prayer, and many young voices followed.
-It was a service for the Singhalese children
-who have been baptized into the Christian Faith. They
-sang of how they had been brought out of darkness and
-the shadow of death and their feet set upon the Way of
-Peace.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Surely it is so. When was that Way closed to any who
-sought? But because man must follow his own categorical
-imperative, I repeated to myself, when they were silent, the
-words of the poet Abdul Fazl, which he wrote at the command
-of the Emperor Akbar as an inscription for a Temple
-in Kashmir:—</p>
-
-<div class='blockquoter9'>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“O God, in every temple I see people that see Thee, and in
-every language they praise Thee.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>If it be a mosque, men murmur the holy prayer, and if it be a
-Christian church they ring the bell from love to Thee.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Sometimes I frequent the Christian cloister, and sometimes the
-mosque, but it is Thou whom I seek from temple to temple.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Thine elect have no dealings with heresy or orthodoxy, for
-neither of these stands behind the screen of thy Truth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Heresy to the heretic and religion to the orthodox!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the dust of the rose-petal belongs to the heart of the
-perfume-seller!”</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yes,—and an ancient Japanese poet, going yet deeper,
-says this thing: “So long as the mind of a man is in accord
-with the Truth, the Gods will hear him though he do
-not pray.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I passed the night at a little rest-house and next day set
-out on the long journey to Polonnarewa, and beyond that to
-Trincomali, through a wild part of Ceylon, stopping each
-night at the rest-houses which mark the way. Jungle in
-India is often mere scrub; this is thousands of acres of
-mighty forest. A small road has been driven through it,
-and on either side rises the dark and secret wall of trees, impenetrable
-for miles, knitted with creepers and blind with
-undergrowth—a dangerous mystery.</p>
-
-
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-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“Thousand eyeballs under hoods,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Have you by the hair.”</p>
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-
-<p class='noindent'>It seems that every movement is watched, that strained ears
-listen to every breath from the secrecy that can never be
-pierced.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Much farther on the forest opens into the ancient tank
-of Minneri, for these great artificial lakes of the bygone
-Kings here and in India are called tanks. It is a glorious
-lake twenty miles in circumference and I saw it first with
-the mountains, exquisite in form and colour, rising behind it
-in the rose and gold of a great sunset. Some forgotten King
-made it to water the country, and there are still the very
-sluices unbroken though choked by masses of fallen masonry.
-It is the work of great engineers. No place could
-be more lovely—the silver fish leaping in translucent water,
-and one pouched pelican with its ax-like beak drifting
-lazily in a glory so dazzling, that one could only glimpse it a
-moment in the dipping sparkles of the reflected sun. The
-way, like the ascent to Mihintale, was banked with masses
-of the Sensitive Plant, lovely with its fragile pink flowers and
-delicately folding and dropping leaves, fainting as you brush
-them in passing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the lake—the wide expanse, calm as heaven and a
-shimmer of rose and blue and gold! I lingered to watch
-it—the strange beautiful grotesque of the great bird floating
-above its own perfect image. It was evening and the
-jungle was sweet with all the scents drawn out of it during
-the long sun-steeped day—heavenly scents that come from
-the teeming life in the mysterious forests, fresh forests germinating
-on the ruins of the old—murmuring, calling, vibrating
-with life and wonder and strange existences, and
-their endless chain of blossom and decay.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It grew dark soon after Minneri, and the fireflies were glittering
-about us and the moonlight white on the narrow way.
-A whispering silence filled the air with unseen presences
-as of the feet that long, long centuries ago trod this way on
-their errands of pleasure or pain to the dead city of my goal.
-I could almost see its spectral towers and palaces down the
-moon-blanched glades. Illusion—nothing more.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The driver missed the track to Polonnarewa, but that mattered
-little, so wonderful was the night in the lonely place
-and the great dark where once a mighty people moved, and
-now but the moon and stars circle before a dead majesty.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But at the long last we found our way and the little rest-house
-which stands where stood the royal city, near a dim
-glimmer of water. The only accommodation was a chair,
-but that was welcome, and when I woke in the grey dawn
-she came gliding with silver feet over the loveliest lake rippling
-up to the steps of the fairy house in the woods, and
-peopled by the glorious rose lotus, grown by the ancient people
-for the service of the Temples. And the traveller whom
-I met there went out before breakfast and brought in for
-provender a pea-hen, a wood pigeon, and a great grey fish
-from the lake. For myself, I eat like a Buddhist priest
-and am content,—living foods were not for me.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The ruins at Polonnarewa are wonderful indeed, much
-more perfect than those of the better known Anaradhapura,
-though it does not offer, like the latter, the marvellous row
-of the Buddhas who have fulfilled their mission and that
-Buddha of Love who is yet to come. All about are temples
-with colossal Buddhas, palaces, the strangely sculptured
-stone rails which are so distinctively Buddhist surrounding
-richly carved shrines. Hinduism mingled with Buddhism
-also. Some of these beautiful relics have been dug out of
-the jungle strata, some reclaimed from the invading growths
-which are so all-obliterating in a tropic country, and no
-doubt there is as much more to be discovered. The carved
-work is exquisitely lovely. How strong is the passion for
-beauty—in the very ends of the earth it is found, and surely
-it confirms the Platonic teaching that it is a reflection of
-that passion of joy in which the Creator beheld his work on
-the seventh day and knew that it was good.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I cannot describe the wonder of passing through these
-glades and lawns and seeing the great dagobas, those mighty
-buildings of brick, but now waving with greenery, enshrining
-each its holy relic. Would that it were possible to imagine
-the city which dwelt under their shadow! But the
-homes of men pass very swiftly away. It is only the homes
-of their souls which abide. Yet the jungle is more wonderful
-than what it buries. The sunlit walls of green guard
-the road jealously. The sun-flecks only struggle a few
-inches within that line, and then—trackless secrecy. A
-bird flew out, jewelled, gorgeous, “Half angel and half bird.”
-Are there greater wonders within? Who can tell? It is
-sometimes death to attempt to lift the veil of Isis. I saw
-the gravestone of a young man who for all his strength and
-youth was lost in the jungle—caught in the poisoned sweetness
-of her embrace and so died. It may have been a lonely
-and fearful death, and yet again—who knows! There are
-compensations of which we know nothing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I stayed at the little rest-house of Kantelai on its lake
-with the jungle creeping and whispering about it— “Dark
-mother ever gliding near with soft feet.” Days to be remembered—unspeakably
-beautiful—they leave some precious
-deposit in the memory almost more lovely than the sight
-itself, as in the world of thought the spirit is more than the
-body.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And for the end to my journey the great and noble harbour
-of Trincomali! I wonder why tourists so seldom go
-there, but the ways of the tourist pass understanding. It
-winds about in lakes of sea blue among palms and coral
-bights and glittering beaches. Long ago, the people drifting
-over from India built a temple where the old fort now
-stands, and though thus polluted the site is still holy and
-you may see the Brahman priest cast offerings into the sea
-from a ledge high up the cliff, with the worshipping people
-about him. Then the Portuguese swept down upon Ceylon
-in their great naval days when they were the Sweepers of the
-Sea, and they destroyed the temple and built their fort.
-And the Dutch followed, and the Portuguese vanished, and
-the French conquered the Dutch, and again the Dutch the
-French, and then the English, hawking over the Seven Seas,
-pounced like the osprey, and the Dutch sovereignty passed
-into their keeping. Did I not say the Island had many
-masters?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So the English made this a great fortified place, humming
-with naval and military activity; men-of-war lying in the
-bay, guns bristling in the beautiful old fort that guards the
-cliff. And now all that too is gone—blown away like a
-wreath of mist, and the only soldiers and sailors are those
-who will stay forever in the little grave-place under the
-palms, and if it so continues I daresay the jungle will take
-Trincomali as it has taken the City of Kings.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A beautiful place. I wandered on the beach among the
-shells one marvelled to see as a child, when sailor friends
-gave them into eager hands—deep brown freckled polished
-things, leopard-spotted and ivory-lipped, and so smooth that
-the hand slips off the perfect surface. Delicate frailties of
-opal and pearl shimmering with mystic colour, spiny grotesques
-with long thorned stems—there they all lay for the
-gathering. And at last I went up into the old fort.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It covers many acres on the cliff and the jungle is steadily
-conquering the empty bungalows and fortifications. It is
-very old, for the Dutch built it in 1650. Now in the thickets
-the forsaken guns make an empty bravado like toothless
-lions. I saw a deer and her fawn come peering shyly
-through the bushes, and they fled before me. The casements
-are empty and a flagless flagstaff looks over the
-heavenly calm of the sea.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Almost lost in the shade I found some old Dutch graves,
-very square and formal—a something of the rigidity of the
-burgomaster about them still, as of stiff-ruffed men and
-women. “Here sleeps in God—” said one mossy inscription
-(but in Dutch)—and then a break, and then “Johanna”
-and another break, and only a word here and there and a
-long obliterated date. And the Dutch were masters and
-Johanna slept in the ground of her people as securely as if
-it had been The Hague itself. So it must then have seemed.
-And now it is English, and whose next? Truly the fashion
-of this world passeth away! They were touching, those
-old tombs, with inscriptions that once were watered with
-tears, that no one now cares to decipher. And there they
-lie forgotten in the sighing trees, and the world goes by.
-The dominion of oblivion is secure, whatever that of death
-may be.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I climbed down to a casement in the cliff, half-way to the
-sea, a little shelf overlooking the blue transparence that met
-the blue horizon, and wondered what the grave God-fearing
-talk of the Dutchmen had been as they leaned over the parapet,
-discussing the ways of the heathen and the encroachments
-of the British. And from there I made my way to
-the rocks below with the brilliant water heaving about them.
-Some large fish of the most perfect forget-me-not blue shading
-into periwinkle mauve on the fins were playing before
-me, and as they rolled over, or a ripple took them they displayed
-the underside, a faint rose pink. Such beautiful
-happy creatures in the wash of the wandering water clear
-and liquid as light! Sometimes they wavered like moons
-under a ripple, a blot of heavenliest blue, submerged and
-quivering, sometimes a shoal of black fish barred with gold
-swam in among them, beautiful to see. I could have stayed
-all day, for it was heavenly cool, with a soft sea breeze blowing
-through the rocks, but even as I watched a great brown
-monster came wallowing through the water, and my beauties
-fled like swallows.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The touch of tragedy was not wanting, for high on the
-cliff was a little pillar to the memory of a Dutch girl who
-fell in love long ago with an Englishman—a false lover, who
-sailed away and left her heartbroken. Here she watched his
-sails lessening along the sky, and as they dipped below the
-horizon, she threw herself over the cliff in unendurable
-anguish.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A tragic story, but it is all so long ago that it has fallen
-back into the beauty of nature and is now no more sad than
-a sunset that casts its melancholy glory before it fades.
-Yet I wonder whether in all the hide and seek of rebirth she
-has caught up somewhere with her Englishman! She knows
-all about Psyche’s wings by this time, and he too must have
-gained a dear-bought wisdom through “the great mercy of
-the gift of departing,” as the Buddhists call it .&nbsp;.&nbsp;. they to
-whom death is so small an episode in so long a story.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I sat by the pillar and watched the dying torch of the
-sunset extinguished in the sea—a sea of glass mingled with
-fire. And very quietly the stars appeared one by one in a
-violet sky and it was night.</p>
-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:1.2em;'>THE WONDERFUL PILGRIMAGE TO AMARNATH</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch10'>THE WONDERFUL PILGRIMAGE TO AMARNATH</h1></div>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In all India there is nothing more wonderful than the pilgrimages
-of millions, which set like tidal waves at certain
-seasons to certain sacrosanct places—the throngs that
-flock to holy Benares, to Hardwar, and to that meeting of
-the waters at Prayag, where the lustral rites purify soul and
-body, and the pilgrims return shriven and glad. But of all
-the pilgrimages in India the most touching, the most marvellous,
-is that to Amarnath, nearly twelve thousand feet up
-in the Himalayas. The cruel difficulties to be surmounted,
-the august heights to be climbed (for a part of the way is
-much higher than the height at which the Cave stands), the
-wild and terrible beauty of the journey, and the glorious
-close when the Cave is reached, make this pilgrimage the
-experience of a lifetime even for a European. What must it
-not be for a true believer? Yet, in the deepest sense, I
-should advise none to make it who is not a true believer—who
-cannot sympathize to the uttermost with the wave of
-faith and devotion that sends these poor pilgrims climbing
-on torn and wearied feet to the great Himalayan heights,
-where they not infrequently lay down their lives before
-reaching the silver pinnacles that hold their hearts’ desire.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I have myself made the pilgrimage, and it was one of the
-deepest experiences of my life; while, as for the beauty and
-wonder of the journey, all words break down under the effort
-to express them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But first for a few words about the God who is the object of
-devotion. The Cave is sacred to Siva—the Third Person of
-the Hindu Trinity; that Destroyer who, in his other aspects,
-is the Creator and Preserver. He is the God especially of
-the Himalayas—the Blue-Throated God, from the blue
-mists of the mountains that veil him. The Crescent in his
-hair is the young moon, resting on the peak that is neighbour
-to the stars. The Ganges wanders in the matted forests of
-his hair before the maddening torrents fling their riches to
-the Indian plains, even as the snow-rivers wander in the
-mountain pine forests. He is also Nataraja—Lord of the
-Cosmic Dance; and one of the strangest and deepest-wrought
-parables in the world is that famous image where, in a wild
-ecstasy, arms flung out, head flung back in a passion of motion,
-he dances the Tandavan, the whole wild joy of the
-figure signifying the cosmic activities of Creation, Maintenance
-and Destruction. “For,” says a Tamil text, “our
-Lord is a Dancer, who like the heat latent in firewood, diffuses
-his power in mind and matter, and makes them dance
-in their turn.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The strange affinity of this conception with the discoveries
-of science relating to the eternal dance of the atom
-and electron gives it the deepest interest. I would choose
-this aspect of the God as that which should fill the mind of
-the Amarnath pilgrim. Let him see the Great God Mahadeo
-(Magnus Deus), with the drum in one hand which symbolizes
-creative sound—the world built, as it were, to rhythm
-and music. Another hand is upraised bidding the worshipper,
-“Fear not!” A third hand points to his foot, the
-refuge where the soul may cling. The right foot rests lightly
-on a demon—to his strength, what is it? A nothing, the
-mere illusion of reality! In his hair, crowned with the
-crescent moon, sits the Ganges, a nymph entangled in its
-forest. This is the aspect of Mahadeo which I carried in
-my own mind as I made the pilgrimage, for thus is embodied
-a very high mysticism, common to all the faiths.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Of all the deities of India Maheshwara is the most complex
-and bewildering in his many aspects. He is the Great
-Ascetic, but he is also Lord of the beautiful daughter of the
-Himalaya,—Uma, Parwati, Gauri, Girija, the Snowy One,
-the Inaccessible, the Virgin, the Mystic Mother of India, to
-give but a few of her many and lovely names. She too has
-her differing aspects. As Kali, she is the goddess of death
-and destruction; as Parwati, the very incarnation of the
-charm and sweetness of the Eternal Femine. As Uma she
-is especially Himalayan.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In the freezing mountain lake of Manasarovar she did
-age-long penance for her attempt to win the heart of the
-Great Ascetic, the Supreme Yogi,—her lovely body floating
-like a lily upon its icy deeps, and so, at long last, winning
-him for ever. She is the seeker of mountains, the Dweller
-in the Windhya Hills, the complement of her terrible Lord
-and Lover, whose throne is Mount Kailasa. Yet in some
-of his moods she must be completely absorbed and subjugated
-to ensure his companionship, for he is the archetype
-of the perfected human yogi of whom says the ancient Song
-Celestial that “he abides alone in a secret place without desire
-and without possessions, upon a firm seat, with the
-working of the mind and senses held in check, with body,
-head and neck in perfect equipoise, meditating in order
-that he may reach the boundless Abyss; he who knows the
-infinite joy that lies beyond the senses and so becomes like
-an unflickering lamp in a lonely place.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This union is possible to Parwati and her Lord. So dear
-are they each to the other that they are often represented as
-a single image of which one half is male, the other female,
-the dual nature in perfect harmony in the Divine.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Thus then is the Great God to be visited in the high-uplifted
-secret shrine of the mountains, which are themselves
-the Lotus flower of creation. At dawn, suffused through all
-their snows with glowing rose they dominate Indian thought
-as the crimson lotus of Brahma the Creator. At noon, blue
-in the radiant unveiled blue of the sky they are the blue
-Lotus of Vishnu the Preserver, the Pillar of Cosmic Law.
-At night, when all the earth is rapt in <span class='it'>samadhi</span>, the mystic
-ecstasy, they are the snowy Lotus, throne of Siva, Maheshwara
-the Great God, the Supreme Yogi when he dreams
-worlds beneath the dreaming moon upon his brow.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And India is herself a petal of the World Lotus of Asia as
-the Asiatic mind conceives it. Look at Asia of the maps
-and reverence the Flower which thrones all the Gods of
-Asia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Cave at Amarnath is sacred because a spring, eternally
-frozen, has in its rush taken the shape of the holy
-Lingam, which is the symbol of reproduction and therefore
-of Life. This is also the Pillar of the Universe—that Pillar
-which the Gods sought to measure, the one flying upward,
-the other downward, for aeons, seeking the beginning and
-the end, and finding none. Yet again, it is the Tree of Life,
-which has its roots in Eternity, and branches through the
-mythology of many peoples. And if there are degenerated
-forms of this worship, surely the same may be said of many
-others. And it is needful to know these things in order to
-realize the significance of the worship.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The pilgrimage can be made only in July and August.
-Before and after, a barrier of snow and ice closes the way,
-and makes the Cave a desolation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The start is made from Pahlgam, a tiny village on the
-banks of the Lidar River in Kashmir, where it leaps from
-the great glacier of Kolahoi to join the Jhelum River in the
-Happy Valley. Pahlgam itself stands at a height of about
-eight thousand feet.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The day before we started there was a great thunderstorm,
-the grandest I have ever known. The mountains
-were so close on each side that they tossed the thunder backwards
-and forwards to each other, and the shattering and
-roaring of the echoes was like the battles of the Gods or
-the rolling of Maheshwara’s mighty drum in the mountain
-hollows, while the continuous blue glare of the lightning
-was almost appalling. It was strange to feel only a little
-web of canvas between ourselves and that elemental strife
-when the rain followed as if the fountains of the great deep
-were broken up—cold as snow, stinging like hail, and so
-steady that it looked like crystal harpstrings as it fell. Yet
-next day we waked to a silver rain-washed world, sparkling
-with prisms of rain and dew; fresh snow on the mountains,
-and delicate webs of soft blue mist caught like smoke in the
-pines.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So we set forth from Pahlgam, with our cavalcade of
-rough hill ponies carrying the tents and provisions and all
-our substance, and began our march by climbing up the
-river that flows from those eternal heights into the Pahlgam
-valley. Much of the way can be ridden if one rides very
-slowly and carefully for these wonderful animals are sure-footed
-as cats; but the track is often terrifying—broken
-boulders and the like. If the ponies were not marvels, it
-could not be done; and if one were not a safe rider, one certainly
-could not stick on. The pony gives a strong hoist
-of his fore-legs, and you are up one rock and hanging on by
-his withers; then a strong hoist of the hind legs and you are
-nearly over his neck; and this goes on for hours; and when
-it is beyond the pony you climb on your feet, and ford the
-torrents as best you may.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Up and up the steep banks of the river we climbed, among
-the pines and mighty tumbled boulders. Up by the cliffs,
-where the path hangs and trembles over the water roaring
-beneath. On the opposite side the mountains soared above
-the birches and pines, and the torrents hung down them like
-mist, falling, falling from crag to crag, and shattering like
-spray-dust as they fell. Once a mighty eagle soared above
-us, balancing on the wind, and then floated away without a
-single motion of his wings—wonderful to see; and the spread
-of his wings was greater than the height of the tallest man.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We had long passed the last few huts, and the track
-wound steadily higher, when suddenly growing on us, I
-heard a deep musical roar like the underlying bass of an
-orchestra—the full-chorded voice of many waters. And
-as we turned a corner where the trail hung like a line round
-the cliff, behold, a mighty gorge of pines and uplifted hills,
-and the river pouring down in a tremendous waterfall, boiling
-and foaming white as it fell into the raging pit beneath.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>What a sight! We stopped and looked, every sense
-steeped in the wonder of it. For the air was cool with the
-coolness that comes like breath off a river; our ears were
-full of the soft thunder; the smell of pines was like the taste
-of a young world in one’s mouth; yet it was all phantasmal,
-in a way, as if it could not be real. I watched the lovely
-phantom, for it hung like a thing unreal between heaven and
-earth, until it grew dreamlike to me and dyed my brain with
-sound and colour, and it was hard indeed to pass on.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That night we camped in a mountain valley some two
-thousand feet above Pahlgam. It was like climbing from
-story to story in a House of Wonder. The river was rushing
-by our tents when they were pitched, pale green and
-curling back upon itself, as if it were loath to leave these
-pure heights, and the mountains stood about us like a prison,
-almost as if we might go no farther. And when I stood
-outside my tent just before turning in, a tremulous star was
-poised on one of the peaks, like the topmost light on a Christmas
-tree, and the Great Bear which in India is the constellation
-of the Seven Rishis, or Sages, lay across the sky glittering
-frostily in the blue-blackness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I had a narrow escape that day; for, as I was leading the
-cavalcade, I met a wild hill-rider in the trail between two
-great rocks, and his unbroken pony kicked out at me savagely
-with his foreleg and caught me above the ankle. Luckily,
-they do not shoe their horses here; but it was pretty
-bad for a bit, and I was glad of the night’s rest.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Next day we started and rounded out of the tiny valley;
-and lo! on the other side another river, flowing apparently
-out of a great arch in the mountainside. Out it poured, rejoicing
-to be free; and when I looked, it was flowing, not
-from the mountain but from a snow-bridge. Mighty falls
-of snow had piled up at the foot of the mountain, as they
-slipped from its steeps; and then the snow, melting above,
-had come down as a torrent and eaten its way through the
-wide arch of this cave. Often one must cross a river on
-these snow-bridges, and at a certain stage of melting they
-are most dangerous; for, if the snow should give, there may
-be frightful depths beneath.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Here first I noticed how beautiful were the flowers of the
-heights. The men gathered and brought me tremulous white
-and blue columbines, and wild wallflowers, orange-coloured
-and so deeply scented that I could close my eyes and call
-up a cottage garden, and the beehives standing in sedate
-rows under the thatched eaves. And there was a glorious
-thistle, new to me, as tall as a man, well armed and girded
-with blue and silver spears and a head of spiky rays.
-Bushes, also, like great laurels, but loaded with rosy berries
-that the Kashmiris love.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We turned then round a huge fallen rock, green and moist
-with hanging ferns, and shining with the spray of the river,
-and before us was a mountain, and an incredible little trail
-winding up it, and that was our way. I looked and doubted.
-It is called the Pisu, or Flea Ascent, on the dubious ground
-that it takes a flea’s activity to negotiate it. Of course, it
-was beyond the ponies, except here and there, on what I
-called breathers, and so we dismounted. The men advised
-us to clutch the ponies’ tails, and but for that help it would
-have been difficult to manage. My heart was pumping in
-my throat, and I could feel the little pulses beating in my
-eyes, before I had gone far, and every few minutes we had
-to stop; for even the guides were speechless from the climb,
-and I could see the ponies’ hearts beating hard and fast under
-the smooth coats.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But still we held on, and now beside us were blooming the
-flower-gardens of the brief and brilliant Himalayan summer—beds
-of delicate purple anemones, gorgeous golden ranunculus
-holding its golden shields to the sun, orange poppies,
-masses of forget-me-nots of a deep, glowing blue—a <span class='it'>burning</span>
-blue, not like the fair azure of the Western flower, but
-like the royal blue of the Virgin’s robe in a Flemish missal.
-And above these swayed the bells of the columbines on their
-slender stems, ranging from purest white, through a faint,
-misty blue, to a deep, glooming purple. We could hardly
-go on for joy of the flowers. It was a marvel to see all these
-lovely things growing wild and uncared for, flinging their
-sweetness on the pure air, and clothing the ways with beauty.
-And at each turn fresh snow-peaks emerged against the infinite
-blue of the sky—some with frail wisps of white cloud
-caught in the spires, and some bold and clear as giants
-ranged for battle—the lotus petals of the Infinite Flower.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And so we climbed up and reached another story, and
-lay down to rest and breathe before we went farther up into
-wonderland.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The top was a grassy “marg,” or meadow, cloven down to
-the heart of the earth by a fierce river. Around it was a
-vast amphitheatre of wild crags and peaks; and beneath
-these, but ever upward, lay our trail. But the meadow
-was like the field in Sicily where Persephone was gathering
-flowers when she was snatched away by Dis to reign in the
-Underworld. I remembered Leighton’s picture of her, floating
-up from the dead dark, like a withered flower, and
-stretching her hands to the blossoms of the earth once more.
-I never saw such flowers; they could scarcely be seen elsewhere.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>And here the myriad blossoms lay</p>
-<p class='line0'>In shattered rainbows on the grass.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Exulting in their little day</p>
-<p class='line0'>They laughed aloud to see us pass.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>We left them in their merriment,—</p>
-<p class='line0'>The singing angels of the snows,—</p>
-<p class='line0'>And still we climbed the steep ascent</p>
-<p class='line0'>Along the sunward way it knows.</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>The snow had slipped off the meadow,—was rushing away
-in the thundering river far below,—and the flowers were
-crowding each other, rejoicing in the brief gladness of summer
-before they should be shrouded again under the chilly
-whiteness. But their colour took revenge on it now. They
-glowed, they sang and shouted for joy—such was the vibration
-of their radiance! I have never dreamed of such a
-thing before.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And then came our next bad climb, up the bed of a ragged
-mountain torrent and across it, with the water lashing at us
-like a whip. I do not know how the ponies did it. They
-were clutched and dragged by the ears and tails, and a man
-seized me by the arms and hauled me up and round the
-face of a precipice, where to miss one step on the loose stones
-would have been to plunge into depths I preferred not to
-look at. Then another ascent like the Flea, but shorter,
-and we were a story higher, in another wild marg, all frosted
-silver with edelweiss, and glorious with the flowers of another
-zone—flowers that cling to the bare and lichened rock
-and ask no foothold of earth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That was a wild way. We climbed and climbed steadfastly,
-sometimes riding, sometimes walking, and round us
-were rocks clothed with rose-red saxifrage, shaded into pink,
-and myriads of snowy stars, each with a star of ruby in its
-heart. Clouds still of the wonderful forget-me-not climbed
-with us. Such rock gardens! No earthly hand could plant
-those glowing masses and set them against the warm russets
-and golds of the lower crags, lifted up into this mighty sky
-world. The tenderness of the soft form and radiant colour
-of these little flowers in the cruel grasp of the rocks, yet
-softening them into grace with the short summer of their
-lives, is exquisitely touching. It has the pathos of all fragility
-and brief beauty.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Later we climbed a great horn of rock, and rounded a
-slender trail, and before was another camping-place—the
-Shisha-Nag Lake among the peaks. We saw its green river
-first, bursting through a rocky gateway, and then, far below,
-the lake itself,—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>We passed the frozen sea of glass</p>
-<p class='line0'>Where never human foot has trod,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Green as a clouded chrysoprase</p>
-<p class='line0'>And lonely as a dream of God.—</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>reflecting the snowy pinnacles above. The splintered peaks
-stand about it. Until July it is polished ice, and out of one
-side opens a solemn ante-chapel blocked with snow. The
-lake itself is swept clear and empty. The moon climbs
-the peaks and looks down, and the constellations swing
-above it. A terrible, lonely place, peopled only by shadows.
-It was awful to think of the pomps of sunrise, noon, and
-sunset passing overhead, and leaving it to the night and
-dream which are its only true companions. It should never
-be day there—always black, immovable Night, crouching
-among the snows and staring down with all her starlight eyes
-into that polished icy mirror.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>For days we went. We left their mirth</p>
-<p class='line0'>For where the springs of light arise,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And dawns lean over to the earth,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And stars are split to lower skies</p>
-<p class='line0'>White, white the wastes around us lay,</p>
-<p class='line0'>The wild peaks gathered round to see</p>
-<p class='line0'>Our fires affront the awful day,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Our speech the torrents’ giant glee.</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>We camped above the lake, and it was cold—cold! A
-bitter wind blew through the rocks—a wind shrilling in a
-waste land. Now and then it shifted a little and brought
-the hoarse roar of some distant torrent or the crash of an
-avalanche. And then, for the first time I heard the cry of
-the marmot—a piercing note which intensifies the desolation.
-We saw them too, sitting by their burrows; and then
-they shrieked and dived and were gone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We made a little stir of life for a while—the men pitching
-our tents and running here and there to gather stunted
-juniper bushes for fuel, and get water from an icy stream
-that rippled by. But I knew we were only interlopers.
-We would be gone next day, and chilly silence would settle
-down on our blackened camp-fires.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In the piercing cold that cut like a knife I went out at
-night, to see the lake, a solemn stillness under the moon. I
-cannot express the awe of the solitudes. As long as I could
-bear the cold, I intruded my small humanity; and then one
-could but huddle into the camp-bed and try to shut out the
-immensities, and sleep our little human sleep, with the camp-fires
-flickering through the curtains, and the freezing stars
-above.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Next day we had to climb a very great story higher. Up
-and up the track went steadily, with a sheer fall at one side
-and a towering wall on the other. We forded a river where
-my feet swung into it as the pony, held by two men, plunged
-through. It is giddy, dazzling work to ford these swift
-rivers. You seem to be stationary; only the glitter of the
-river sweeps by, and the great stones trip the pony. You
-think you are done, and then somehow and suddenly you are
-at the other side.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And here a strange thing happened. When the morning
-came, we found that a <span class='it'>sadhu</span>—a wandering pilgrim—had
-reached the same height on his way to the Cave. He was
-resting by the way, very wearied, and shuddering with the
-cold. So I ventured to speak to him and welcome him to
-our fire and to such food (rice) as he could accept from
-some of our men; and there, when we stopped for the mid-day
-meal, he sat among us like a strange bird dropped from
-alien skies. Sometimes these men are repulsive enough, but
-this one—I could have thought it was Kabir himself!
-Scrupulously clean, though poor as human being could be,
-he would have come up from the burning plains with his
-poor breast bare to the scarring wind, but that some charitable
-native had given him a little cotton coat. A turban,
-a loin-cloth looped between the legs, leaving them naked,
-grass sandals on feet coarse with travelling, and a string of
-roughly carved wooden beads such as the Great Ascetic himself
-wears in his images were all his possessions, except the
-little wallet that carried his food—rice and a kind of lentil.
-I thought of Epictetus, the saint of ancient Rome, and his
-one tattered cloak.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;A wandering sadhu; far he came,</p>
-<p class='line0'>His thin feet worn by endless roads;</p>
-<p class='line0'>Yet in his eyes there burnt the flame</p>
-<p class='line0'>That light the altars of the Gods.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>The keen wind scarred his naked breast.</p>
-<p class='line0'>I questioned him, and all the while</p>
-<p class='line0'>The quiet of a heart at rest</p>
-<p class='line0'>Shone in his secret patient smile.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>Yes, he had come from hot Bengal,</p>
-<p class='line0'>From scorching plains to peaks of ice;</p>
-<p class='line0'>Took what was given as chance might fall,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And begged his little dole of rice.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“And have you friends, or any child?</p>
-<p class='line0'>Or any home?” He shook his head,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And threw his hands out as he smiled,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And “Empty,” was the word he said.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>And so he sat beside our fire,</p>
-<p class='line0'>As strange birds drop from alien skies,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Gentle but distant, never nigher,</p>
-<p class='line0'>With that remoteness in his eyes.</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>This was a man of about fifty-five, tall, thin, with a sensitive
-face, yet with something soldierly about him; dignified
-and quiet, with fine hawk-like features and strained bright
-eyes in hollow caves behind the gaunt cheek-bones. A beautiful
-face in both line and expression; a true mystic, if ever
-I saw one!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He told me he had walked from Bengal (look at the map
-and see what that means!) and that the poor people were
-very kind and gave him a little rice sometimes, when they
-had it, and sometimes a tiny coin, asking only his prayers in
-return. That he needed very little, never touching meat or
-fish or eggs, which he did not think could be pleasing to God.
-For sixteen years he had been thus passing from one sacred
-place to the other—from the holy Benares to Hardwar where
-the Ganges leaves the hills, and farther still, praying—praying
-to the One. “There is One God,” he said; and again I
-thought of Kabir, the supreme mystic, the incarnate Joy, who
-also wandered through India,—striving, like this man:</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;He has looked upon God, and his eyeballs are clear;</p>
-<p class='line0'>There was One, there is One, and but One, saith Kabir,—</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;To learn and discern of his brother the clod,</p>
-<p class='line0'>&ensp;&ensp;And his brother the beast, and his brother the God.</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>But does it not fill one with thoughts? That man had a
-soul at rest and a clear purpose. And the Christ and the
-Buddha were sadhus; and if it seem waste to spend the sunset
-of a life in prayer, that may be the grossest of errors.
-We do not know the rules of the Great Game. How should
-we judge? So he came with us, striding behind the ponies
-with his long steadfast stride, and his company was pleasing
-to me.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That was a wondrous climb. Had any God ever such an
-approach to his sanctuary as this Great God of the heights?
-We climbed through a huge amphitheatre of snows, above
-us the ribbed and crocketed crags of a mighty mountain.
-It was wild architecture—fearful buttresses, springing
-arches, and terrible foundations rooted in the earth’s heart;
-and, above, a high clerestory, where the Dawn might walk
-and look down through the hollow eyeholes of the windows
-into the deeps of the precipice below.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I suppose the architect was the soft persistence of water,
-for I could see deep beach-marks on the giant walls. But
-there it stood, crowned with snow, and we toiled up it, and
-landed on the next story, the very water-shed of these high
-places—a point much higher than the goal of our journey.
-And that was very marvellous, for we were now in the bare
-upper world, with only the sky above us, blue and burning
-on the snow, the very backbone of the range; and, like the
-Great Divide, the rivers were flowing both ways, according
-to the inclination of the source.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Before us lay snow which must be crossed, and endless
-streams and rivers half or wholly buried in snow. That
-was a difficult time. The ponies were slipping, sliding,
-stumbling, yet brave, capable, wary as could be. I shall
-for ever respect these mountain ponies. They are sure-footed
-as goats and brave as lions and nothing else would
-serve in these high places. In Tibet they have been known
-to climb to the height of 20,000 feet.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Sometimes the snow was rotten, and we sank in; sometimes
-it was firm, and then we slipped along; sometimes riding
-was impossible, and then we picked our way with alpenstocks.
-But everywhere in the Pass summer had its brief
-victory, and the rivers were set free to feed the sultry Indian
-plains.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At last we won through to another high marg, a pocket of
-grass and blossom in the crags; and there, at Panjitarni, we
-camped. Of course, we had long been above all trees, but
-nothing seemed to daunt the flowers. This marg lay basking
-in the sun, without one fragment of shade except when
-the sun fell behind the peaks in the evening. But the flowers
-quivered, glowed, expanded. My feet were set on edelweiss,
-and the buttercups were pure gold. The stream ran
-before me pure as at the day-dawn of the world, and from all
-this innocent beauty I looked up to the untrodden snow, so
-near, yet where only the eagle’s wings could take her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Next day was an enforced rest, for everyone, man and
-beast, was weary; so we basked in the sun, reading and
-writing, and but for the July snow and the awful peaks, it
-was hard to believe that one was in the upper chambers of
-the King’s Palace. Yet the air was strange, the water was
-strange, and it was like a wild fairy-tale to look down from
-my camp-bed and see the grey edelweiss growing thick beside
-it, and hear the shriek of the marmot.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Next day we should reach the Cave, and when it came the
-morning looked down upon us sweet and still—a perfect
-dawn.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>First we crossed the marg, shining with buttercups, and
-climbed a little way up a hill under the snows, and then
-dropped down to the river-bed under caves of snow for the
-path above was blocked. It was strange to wade along
-through the swift, icy waters, with the snow-caves arching
-above us in the glowing sunlight. The light in these caves
-is a wonderful lambent green, for the reflected water is
-malachite green itself; but I was glad when the passage was
-over, for it looked as if some impending mass must fall and
-crush us.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We climbed painfully out of the water, and in front was
-a track winding straight up the mountain. It was clear that
-we could not ride up; but we could not delay, so we started
-as steadily as the ponies. I hardly know how they did it—the
-men dragged and encouraged them somehow. And still
-less do I know how we did it. The strain was great. At
-one point I felt as if my muscles would crack and my heart
-burst. We did the worst in tiny stages, resting every few
-minutes, and always before us was the sadhu winning steadily
-up the height. It was a weary, long climb, new elevations
-revealing themselves at every turn of the track. Finally,
-I fell on the top and lay for a bit to get my wind,
-speechless but triumphant.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We rode then along the face of the hill—an awful depth
-below, and beside us flowers even exceeding those we had
-seen. Purple asters, great pearl-white Christmas roses
-weighting their stems, orange-red ranunculus. It was a
-broken rainbow scattered on the grass. And above this
-heaven of colour was the Amarnath mountain at last—the
-goal.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then came a descent when I hardly dared to look below
-me. That too could not be ridden. In parts the track had
-slipped away, and it was only about six inches wide. In others
-we had to climb over the gaps where it had slipped. At
-the foot we reached a mighty mountain ravine—a great cleft
-hewn in the mountain, filled like a bowl to a fourth of its
-huge depth with snow, and with streams and river rushing
-beneath. We could hear them roaring hollowly, and see
-them now and then in bare places. And at the end of the
-ravine, perhaps two miles off, a great cliff blocked the way,
-and in it was a black hole—and this was the Shrine.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The snow was so hard that we could ride much of the
-way, but with infinite difficulty, climbing and slipping where
-the water beneath had rotted the snow. In fact, this glen is
-one vast snow-bridge, so undermined is it by torrents. The
-narrowness of it and the towering mountains on each side
-make it a tremendous approach to the Shrine.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A snow-bridge broke suddenly under my pony and I
-thought I was gone; but a man caught me by the arm, and
-the pony made a wild effort and struggled to the rocks.
-And so we went on.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Cave is high up the cliff, and I could see the sadhu’s
-figure striding swiftly on as if nothing could hold him back.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We dismounted before the Cave, and began the last climb
-to the mouth. I got there first, almost done, and lo! a
-great arch like that of the choir of a cathedral; and inside, a
-cave eaten by water into the rock, lighted by the vast arch,
-and shallow in comparison with its height of 150 feet. At
-the back, frozen springs issuing from the mountain. One
-of the springs, the culminating point of adoration, is the
-Lingam as it is seen in the temples of India—a very singular
-natural frost sculpture. Degraded in the associations
-of modern ignorance the mystic and educated behold in this
-small phallic pillar of purest ice the symbol of the Pillar of
-Cosmic Ascent, rooted in rapture of creation, rising to the
-rapture of the Immeasurable. It represents That within the
-circumference of which the universe swings to its eternal
-rhythm—That which, in the words of Dante, moves the sun
-and other stars. It is the stranger here because before it the
-clear ice has frozen into a flat, shallow altar.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The sadhu knelt before it, tranced in prayer. He had
-laid some flowers on the altar, and, head thrown back and
-eyes closed, was far away—in what strange heaven, who
-shall say? Unconscious of place or person, of himself, of
-everything but the Deity, he knelt, the perfect symbol of
-the perfect place. I could see his lips move— Was it the
-song of Kabir to the Eternal Dancer?—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>He is pure and eternal,</p>
-<p class='line0'>His form is infinite and fathomless.</p>
-<p class='line0'>He dances in rapture and waves of form arise from his dance.</p>
-<p class='line0'>The body and mind cannot contain themselves when touched by his divine joy.</p>
-<p class='line0'>He holds all within his bliss.</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>What better praise for such a worshipper before him in
-whose ecstasy the worlds dance for delight—here where, in
-the great silence, the Great God broods on things divine?
-But I could not know——</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>I could not know, for chill and far</p>
-<p class='line0'>His alien heaven closed him in.</p>
-<p class='line0'>His peace shone distant as a star</p>
-<p class='line0'>Remote in skies we cannot win.</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>I laid my flowers on the altar of ice beside his. Who
-could fail to be moved where such adoration is given after
-such a pilgrimage? And if some call the Many-Named
-“God,” and some “Siva,” what matter? To all it is the Immanent
-God. And when I thought of the long winter and
-the snow falling, falling, in the secret places of the mountains,
-and shrouding this temple in white, the majesty of
-the solitudes and of the Divine filled me with awe.</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>Outside the marmot’s cry was shrill,</p>
-<p class='line0'>The mountain torrents plunged in smoke;</p>
-<p class='line0'>Inside our hearts were breathless still</p>
-<p class='line0'>To hear the secret word He spoke.</p>
-<p class='line0'>We heard Him, but the eyelids close,</p>
-<p class='line0'>The seal of silence dumbs the lips</p>
-<p class='line0'>Of such as in the awful snows</p>
-<p class='line0'>Receive the dread Apocalypse.</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>Later we climbed down into the snowy glen beneath the
-Cave, and ate our meal under a rock, with the marmots
-shrilling about us, and I found at my feet—what? A tuft
-of bright golden violets—all the delicate penciling in the
-heart, but shining gold. I remembered Ulysses in the Garden
-of Circe, where the <span class='it'>moly</span> is enshrined in the long thundering
-roll of Homer’s verse:—</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“For in another land it beareth a golden flower, but not in this.”</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='noindent'>It is a shock of joy and surprise to find so lovely a marvel in
-the awful heights.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We were too weary to talk. We watched the marmots,
-red-brown like chestnuts, on the rocks outside their holes,
-till everything became indistinct and we fell asleep from utter
-fatigue.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The way back was as toilsome, only with ascents and
-descents reversed; and so we returned to Panjitarni.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Next day we rested; for not only was it necessary from
-fatigue, but some of our men were mountain-sick because of
-the height. This most trying ailment affects sleep and appetite,
-and makes the least exertion a painful effort. Some
-felt it less, some more, and it was startling to see our strong
-young men panting as their hearts laboured almost to bursting.
-The native cure is to chew a clove of garlic; whether it
-is a faith cure or no I cannot tell, but it succeeded. I myself
-was never affected.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Of the journey down I will say little. Our sadhu journeyed
-with us and was as kind and helpful on the way as
-man could be. He stayed at our camp for two days when
-we reached Pahlgam; for he was all but worn out, and we
-begged him to rest. It touched me to see the weary body
-and indomitable soul.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At last the time came for parting. He stood under a pine,
-with his small bundle under his arm, his stick in his hand,
-and his thin feet shod for the road in grass sandals. His
-face was serenely calm and beautiful. I said I hoped God
-would be good to him in all his wanderings; and he replied
-that he hoped this too, and he would never forget to speak
-to Him of us and to ask that we might find the Straight
-Way home. For himself, he would wander until he died—probably
-in some village where his name would be unknown
-but where they would be good to him for the sake of the
-God.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So he salaamed and went, and we saw him no more. Was
-it not the mighty Akbar who said, “I never saw any man lost
-in a straight road”?</p>
-
-
- <div class='poetry-container' style=''>
- <div class='lgp'> <!-- rend=';' -->
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>He came with us; we journeyed down</p>
-<p class='line0'>To lowlier levels where the fields</p>
-<p class='line0'>Are golden with the wheat new-mown,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And all the earth her increase yields.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>He told us that his way lay on.</p>
-<p class='line0'>He might not rest; the High God’s cry</p>
-<p class='line0'>Rang “Onward!” and the beacon shone,</p>
-<p class='line0'>“And I must wander till I die.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>“But when I speak unto my God</p>
-<p class='line0'>I still will tell him you were kind,</p>
-<p class='line0'>That you may tread where He has trod</p>
-<p class='line0'>Until the Straight Way home you find.”</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>He joined his hands in deep salute,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And, smiling, went his lonely way,</p>
-<p class='line0'>Sole, yet companioned, glad, yet mute,</p>
-<p class='line0'>And steadfast toward the perfect day.</p>
-<p class='line'>&#160;</p>
-</div>
-<div class='stanza-outer'>
-<p class='line0'>And still I see him lessening</p>
-<p class='line0'>Adown the endless Indian plain.</p>
-<p class='line0'>Yet certain am I of this thing—</p>
-<p class='line0'>Our souls have met—shall meet again.</p>
-</div>
-</div></div> <!-- end poetry block --><!-- end rend -->
-
-<p class='pindent'>Thus I have tried to give some dim picture of the wonders
-of that wonderful pilgrimage. But who can express the
-faith, the devotion that send the poorer pilgrims to those
-heights? They do it as the sadhu did it. Silence and deep
-thought are surely the only fitting comments on such a sight.</p>
-
-<hr class='pbk'/>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:10em;font-size:1.2em;'>THE MAN WITHOUT A SWORD</p>
-
-<div><h1 id='ch11'>THE MAN WITHOUT A SWORD</h1></div>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span style='font-size:smaller'>(What is told in this story of jujutsu or judo, the Japanese national
-science of self-defence and attack, is from the point of view of an
-expert, strange as it may appear.)</span></p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This is the true story of an experience which befell me
-in Japan. For six years I have kept silence and I tell it
-now only because my own knowledge assures me of the
-growing interest in matters relating to what Oriental scholars
-call “the formless world”—that is to say the sphere surrounding
-us which we now know to be independent of solidity
-and time as we conceive them, a world not to be grasped
-by our fallible senses yet apprehended by some of us in certain
-conditions not tracked and charted definitely. Modern
-science, feeling after the mysterious, has named this world
-which permeates ours and yet is invisible, the Fourth Dimension
-because it is not subject to the three illusions of
-length, breadth and height which imprison most of us from
-the cradle to the grave. But why philosophize? Let me
-tell my story.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>My name is Hay, and I am a middle-class Scotchman, a
-public school and University man who, like others, took
-part in the War. I came through whole and sound but it
-left its mark. For one thing, it knocked to smithereens the
-average ideals of success and attainment, which, again like
-others, had shaped my life, and from being a strictly average
-man in that I followed the herd in all its decencies of convention
-the war left me naked and unsheltered in the open
-without a rag of conviction to hide me from the truth if it
-should happen to pass my way. But I had ceased to believe
-in its existence outside the things we use in daily intercourse.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Another effect also. My war experience was naval and
-chiefly in the Mediterranean where men of all nationalities
-were coming and going, and that constant contact wore thin
-the shell an Englishman inhabits—such crustaceans as we
-are!—until I began to see in what different terms the universe
-may be stated from the differing angles of race and
-nationality. What helped me to this understanding was a
-friendship I struck up with a Japanese naval officer—a remarkable
-fellow as I thought then and know now. He
-spoke English perfectly and had not only read but inwardly
-digested what he read, which is more than can be said for
-most of us. I owed him two services besides. He taught
-me to speak Japanese—I am quick at languages,—and being
-a great expert in the national art of defence and attack
-which is known as jujutsu, he began to give me lessons which
-were the beginning of much. His name was Arima, his
-age the same as mine—thirty-four,—and for very different
-reasons we both left our services when the war shut down.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yet I knew our friendship would not end there, nor did
-it. One day while I was dining alone in my club in London,
-wondering whether I should ever again find anything which
-I honestly felt worth doing, a letter reached me. I knew
-the almost mercantile precision of the hand before I opened
-it and it sent a pleasurable thrill through nerves which had
-been stagnant with exhaustion since I had been ashore.</p>
-
-<div class='blockquoter9'>
-
-<p class='noindent'>“Hay sama,</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I think much of you and wonder if you ever free a thought
-to cross the sea to my little house in Kyushu. That is our southern
-island and since illness drove me from our navy I live there. I
-need the sunshine of a friend’s company and if you feel the same
-need come, I beg you, and make me a long visit. I live in a
-beautiful valley run through by a river which will please you. It
-flows by rocks and mountains, pine woods and prosperous villages;
-a happy land. Not far from my house is a temple to
-Hachiman, God of War. I do not pay my devotions there for
-reasons which you will understand. But come, my friend. I
-have learned many things since we met and no doubt it is the same
-with you.”</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That letter flung up a window in a stifling room. It
-meant escape from the dull indifference besetting me and
-contact with those people who of all in the world preserve
-the Stoic virtues which seemed to be the only ones likely
-to extricate me from my Slough of Despond. I wrote my
-answer within ten minutes and in two months I was in
-Japan.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I did not go at once to Arima, nor will I tell my first adventures
-on landing and making myself at home in Tokyo.
-They are neither good reading nor thinking. I had more
-than one reason to regret that Arima had made me free of
-the country by giving me its tongue. Pretty well worn out,
-with a stale taste of sour regrets in my mouth, I went down
-at last to Kyushu, and in the garden of Arima’s delightful
-little house I take up the story.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was a true Japanese garden, a wide landscape seen
-through the diminishing end of a telescope. There was a
-forest, a mountain which had spilt its mighty boulders by
-the side of a running river with a Chinese bridge thrown
-over it. True, one could have bestridden the mountain and
-hopped the river, but what did that matter? The real river,
-the Kogagawa, rippled beside the grass which ran down to
-where a great willow dipped cool fingers in liquid crystal
-from the mountain heights, and under that green veil of
-drooping boughs with eyes half closed it was possible to
-dream that the little garden passed into the idea which had
-filled its maker’s mind, and became grand and terrible, a
-place of wild beauty and awe.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It must be so,” said Arima smiling, “because he saw it
-so, and what a man has once clearly seen is registered immortal
-and can be seen by others when necessary.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He sat under the willow, his fine bronzed face and throat
-bare to the flitting shadows of trembling leaves.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Who made it?” I asked. “He cannot have been a common
-man.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He was my great-great-grandfather and very far from
-a common man. I have a paper in his own hand which tells
-why and how he made it and it is a very strange story.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He threw away his cigarette and sat looking at the wandering
-paths paved with flat stones here and there, the little
-flowering herbs springing in the crevices; at the mountain
-where, altering the scale, you might wander and be lost for
-dreadful days in mighty gorges and ravines. The river
-swept round it in a rapid current possibly two feet wide and
-joined the Kogagawa in a lovely bay quite four feet across
-where a fairy fleet might have anchored after a prosperous
-voyage from Stratford on Avon in the dream of a midsummer
-night.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Some day I will read you his paper, but not yet. I have
-reasons for delay. The spirit of our country is hovering
-over you but has not yet entered in and possessed you.
-People come to Japan in ship-loads and see the surface
-bright with colour and gaiety which we spread out before
-them. But they do not know. We do not mean they
-should. To be truthful—I do not think any foreigner can
-understand Japan unless he is a Buddhist at heart— As
-you are.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I?” I echoed in uttermost astonishment. “My good
-fellow, I am nothing. I haven’t the devil of a ghost of a
-notion what it all means.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He looked at me with a quaint smile hiding in the deeps
-of his narrow eyes. It peered out like a wise gnome, as old
-as the hills and older.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Your downstairs self knows very well. It has not passed
-it on yet to your honourable upstairs self. But the wireless
-begins to talk and the air is full of voices beating at
-your ears. What stories they will tell you! I should like
-to hear them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For the moment I could not be sure that he was in earnest.
-But I could ask, for it was an intimate hour.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The full moon was rounding up from behind the mountain
-of Naniwa where the monastery of the Thousand-Armed
-Kwannon, Spirit of Pity, looks out over a wide and
-wonderful landscape of woods and valleys. That day we
-had visited the house of the Abbot,—The House Built upon
-Clouds, they call it, and there, for a moment I had had an
-experience new and very difficult to describe.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yet I must try. It began with a physical sensation like
-a strange intake of breath which I could not expel, and made
-my heart beat violently. That passed, but I thought it had
-affected my head for it seemed that my memory was disturbed.
-I could not remember my name, and my past life,
-as I recalled it from childhood, was gone, shrunk to an
-invisible point so small that I could look over it to something
-beyond. That something moved in cloudy shapes impossible
-to focus into clear vision. I saw as one sees when a
-telescope needs adjusting and another turn will clear all
-into intelligibility. But for a moment I had dropped my
-historic, racial sense like a garment, and the monk with his
-calm face like lined and weathered ivory seemed nearer to
-me than anyone I had ever known though it was not half an
-hour since we had met. I could remember his sonorous
-Japanese name. My own was gone. I must place the scene
-clearly. Arima was examining some ancient vessels of fine
-three-metal work from Tibet, and the Abbot and I stood by
-the window looking out over the vast drop of the valley
-from such a height that it was like a swallow’s nest in the
-eaves of the spiritual city. Suddenly I was aware that our
-eyes were fixed on each other, on my side with passionate,
-on his with searching intensity.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Again, what shall I say? I was conscious that something
-arresting had happened and could not tell myself what it
-was. But it was his eyes through which I looked, as through
-a window, with an overwhelming question.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Also, he was speaking in a clear low monotone like running
-water. It was as though he continued a conversation
-of which I had lost the beginning.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But how can you expect to see without concord of mind?
-Yours is in the confusion of a tossing sea. It has no direction.
-The way you must follow is to repeat these words
-until you understand them perfectly.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He paused and enunciated these strange words clearly:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have no parents. I make the heavens and the earth
-my parents. I have no magic. I make personality my
-magic. I have no strength. I make submission my
-strength. I have neither life nor death. I make the Self-Existent
-my life and death. I have no friends. I make my
-mind my friend. I have no armour. I make right-thinking
-and right-doing my armour. Can you remember this? It
-is the beginning.” Looking in his eyes I remembered and
-repeated it perfectly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good!” he said with calm approval.—“And there is
-one clause more. An important one. ‘I have no sword.
-I make the sleep of the mind my sword.’ That signifies
-that the outer reasoning self, which is really nothing, must
-be lulled asleep and put off its guard before the inner self,
-which is All, can function.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Suddenly as it had come the experience ended. I was
-released. I stood in the window, watching the softly floating
-clouds, the waving woods far, far beneath, the wheeling
-of a drove of swallows in blue air. The Abbot was speaking
-with Arima; they were handling the vessels, barbarically
-rich, and discussing them with interest. Had my experience
-been some wild momentary distortion of the brain? I
-shuddered as if with cold. My hands were shaking. Then
-all was normal.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But, clambering down the hundreds of beautiful broken
-steps overgrown with flowers and moss where so many generations
-have come and gone in pilgrimage, I said nothing
-to Arima. It had become impossible. Something called
-the war to my mind and I said something careless, but he
-waved that aside.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We must speak of it no more. Why steep one’s soul in
-illusion? Much that we thought real and allowed to affect
-us was nothing, and the emotions it caused less than nothing.
-I have awaked. You are near the dawn.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I thought this remark cruel, and said something heated
-about the dead who had paid with their lives for the illusion—the
-ignorant things one does say! He received it with
-his invulnerable Japanese courtesy.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I went too fast. Pardon me. The Buddha alone can
-impart knowledge to the Buddha, and who am I that I should
-speak? The time and the master come together. Here,
-my friend,—you should drink of this running water. It
-comes from a beautiful spring in the mountain above. They
-call it ‘Light Eternal’ and say that to taste of it is to drink
-perfect health. If only it were as easy as that!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>By the mossy rock lay two little dippers of pure white
-wood. I was extremely English at that instant and nothing
-would have induced me to soil my lips with a cup used by
-strangers. I hooped my hands and drank,—he, from the
-dipper.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You miss the sacrament,” he said, “but the water in any
-case is good.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And so we went home, talking of the treasures of the
-monastery, wonders of art, famous throughout Japan.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But now, in the gathering night concentrating its radiance
-in a moon so glorious as to obscure the nearer stars, in the
-breathless silence made vocal by the ripple of the river on
-its eternal way, beneath the dropped veil of the willow influences
-were loosed which opened my heart, and I told
-Arima my experience of the afternoon. I asked whether
-he had been conscious of what had passed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His face was a shadow beneath the boughs. I saw only
-the moonlight in his eyes as he replied.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No. I knew nothing. The Abbot Gyōsen was speaking
-with me all the time. I thought you were absorbed in
-the view. It is most wonderful.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That could not satisfy me.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Impossible,” I said. “For how could that strange formula
-come into my mind? I never heard it before. I
-have not the faintest notion what it means.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was a brief silence, then he answered slowly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I scarcely think it my part to clear up the matter. Will
-you not ask the Abbot himself? Yet there are one or two
-things I could say if you wish.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Seeing I was in earnest he continued.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The Abbot Gyōsen is a remarkable man. In the first
-place seclusion in a mountain temple in devout contemplation
-purifies the heart, and then he is a deep student of Zen.
-Zen is the science of mental or spiritual concentration. In
-India they call it Yoga. A man who possesses this knowledge
-can do things which to the ignorant of its powers appear
-miracles. They are perfectly natural however. In
-his youth he had magnificent skill in jujutsu. No man could
-stand up against him. There was a reason for that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was silent for a moment, and then added:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“His influence is enormous. You would scarcely credit
-the true stories I could tell of him.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I listened in deep reflection, staring at the broken ripples
-of moonlight in the river. Again the weird intake of breath
-seized me, my heart beat rapidly with the consciousness that
-I was face to face with the Unknown; that it had eyes but
-I was blind, groping in the dark. Light, light: That was
-the cry within me.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The formula?” I asked, when my breath steadied again.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I could not see even his eyes now. Arima was an invisible
-presence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In Japan,” he said, “in connection with jujutsu and otherwise
-we recognize a strange force which we call <span class='it'>kiai</span>, a very
-powerful dynamic. We consider it a manifestation of the
-primal energy. It lies all round us for the taking by anyone
-who will use the necessary means and in itself is neither
-good nor evil. The result depends on the person who uses
-it. What the Abbot Gyōsen passed into your mind was
-certain of the first rules of this knowledge. We call them
-the Rules of Detachment. He must have been conscious
-that you have reached the fit stage for instruction.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then all I can say is that he was entirely mistaken. He
-could hardly choose a worse subject for any spiritual experiments
-than myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Arima laughed slightly but kindly as one laughs at a
-child’s ignorant certitude.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That is not possible. Men of his sort are not mistaken.
-But <span class='it'>you</span> mistake. Certainly this force may be employed
-for a very high kind of spiritual adventure, but in itself it is
-neutral. It is only a force, and what he foresees for you I
-cannot tell. It is a sword. Now a sword may be employed
-by a god or a devil or any of the grades between.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This idea was so new to me that I said nothing for a moment,
-revolving the thing inwardly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Can you mean that a force of tremendous possibility
-lies about us for anyone to use who will? That a man can
-handle the powers of miracle——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He shook his head:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There is no miracle. There is only Law and some of us
-understand it better than others. Knowledge is always
-power and the unscrupulous may know as well as the saints.
-But they will know from a different and disastrous angle.
-Does one always see power in worthy hands? You and I
-who have lived through the war know better than that.
-No, this force is applicable to small things as to great. It
-can mean success in money-grubbing or the open door to
-an apostleship. As I said—it is a sword. But it cannot be
-trifled with. It carries you to a stage where you perceive
-the danger too late and are seized with an indescribable
-horror. The wings melt in the sun’s flame, and then——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He made an eloquent gesture with his hand which suggested
-a fall from some unimagined height.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I won’t believe it,” I said resolutely. “That whatever
-rules the universe should trust it anywhere to clumsy or
-wicked interference— No, impossible!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yet we see it daily,” Arima replied calmly. “But
-things always come right in the long run. This power of
-which I speak is only one gesture of the Supreme and there
-is much behind it. Illusions pass like clouds but the sun
-remains.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But—but,” I hesitated.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is this which explains the mystery of good and evil,
-as we call them. Think it out and you will see. Shall
-we go in now? I have a fancy that the processes of the
-night—even the river—like to be free of us intruders.
-If we are not in harmony with them——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Arima!” I said on an impulse, “have you this secret?
-I think—I know that in your hands it would be safe. What
-you have said makes me long for more. If the Abbot
-judged me fit for so much—and you say he must have
-known——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He stretched his hand in the moonlight and grasped mine
-in a strong clasp. I had a sensation of something throbbing
-and beating from his wrist to mine. It flowed tingling
-along my veins until it was warm about my heart.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is day!” he said.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I heard no more. It was day. A fierce sun blazed upon
-me and I was alone in an unknown country. A mountain,
-in contour like the famous Fuji, loomed up majestic, snow
-spilt down its sides like the sticks of a half opened fan.
-I stood in a mighty gorge beside a fiercely running mountain
-river, the swift torrent forced back by its own speed among
-the rocks in curling white waves. Where two rocks craned
-forward to each other from opposing shores a noble Chinese
-bridge, huge stones gigantically moulded almost to a semi-circular
-spring, spanned and bridled the wild creature beneath,
-and on either shore was a willow tree.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Why was it familiar though so strange? But I stood
-bewildered. A moment ago I had been beside my friend
-in moonlight and quiet, now a great sun beat on tossing
-mountains and river, and I was alone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Terribly alone. I stood ignorant which way to turn,
-helpless, baffled, in a place which might have been empty
-from the world’s beginning, but for the bridge. Would
-anyone ever come? Should I roam there imprisoned in
-vastness until I died? It was a nightmare of terror. I
-ran to the great willow as if for refuge in its tent of delicate
-shifting shade, and pushing aside the boughs I entered and
-sat down throwing my arm about the trunk, smooth, warm,
-as the flesh of a woman, that I might steady myself against
-something living and tangible.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There are Dryads in Japan, tree spirits, and especially
-do they haunt the willow. Beautiful, alarming, some of the
-stories, but always instinct with the life which lies just
-below our horizon. Now I was conscious of some presence
-beside me, not to be accosted until its own moment of
-choice. I put out my hand instinctively; it met nothing.
-I said a word aloud. No answer. And again most disabling
-fear submerged me. Then, clear and small, as if written, the
-Rules of Detachment rose in my mind, and hurrying, I repeated
-them under my breath, not knowing how they could
-help, but catching at anything.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have no parents. I make the heavens and the earth
-my parents. I have no strength. I make submission my
-strength.” And so to the end.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have no sword. I make the sleep of the mind my
-sword.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now, as I said these words the meaning flashed upon me
-in light. Here was I—alone in a frightful solitude—so
-desolate that it might have been the Mountains of the
-Moon. What means of escape could I make for myself?
-What friends had I—what sword? The Rules assured me.
-The enemies—the mountains, the wild ways, were my slaves
-if I could believe it. In submission strength awaited me.
-In the surrender of the plotting reason, which can only
-break tangible material obstacles, my latent powers would
-function. And what were they?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Once more and confidently I repeated the words, knowing
-that they unloosed some hard-bound knot in my being. I
-willed to be in the garden of Arima. My one instinct was
-flight.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I was sitting beneath the willow tree— Yes, but in
-Arima’s garden, and he was beside me looking steadfastly at
-the river where moonlight flowed away with it to the ocean.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Impossible to describe the shock of relief. It never
-occurred to me to ask if I had been asleep—to think I had
-been hypnotized or anything of the kind. I knew the experience
-was real.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Where have I been?” That was the only possible question.
-He replied:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In the garden. Did you not recognize it? See—the
-mountain, the tumbled rocks, the river and bridge. <span class='it'>But</span>
-in the garden as my ancestor first saw it. Some day you
-shall hear why.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But first—first— Was I long there? Time—I forgot
-time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are there now, only the blinkers are over your
-eyes again. And as to time—there is no such thing as
-time. There is only eternity. If I count in the way we
-measure when we wear our blinkers you had the sight for
-twenty-four hours. It was last night when it began. Now
-it is to-night. I have slept, have eaten, have walked to the
-village and written many letters and all the time you sat
-here. Time is really nothing but a dream—a necessity
-in the world of the Three Dimensions. As soon as you
-break the shell—it is nothing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Again I cannot describe the tumult of feeling in me,
-mingled with a passionate longing for something of my own
-lost and ravished from me. I had a sense of unutterable
-weakness and shame. He read my thought like speech and
-answered:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you threw it from yourself. You were frightened,
-forlorn, and you caught at the Rules and concentrated, and
-being power they acted as you wished, and transported
-you back into the blindness of the daily life that walls us
-in from the Lovely, the Utterly Desirable.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You mean,” I said slowly, “that one can ruin oneself
-as easily as save. And that I should not have come back at
-my own will?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exactly. One must always go on. To come back is
-highly dangerous. If you had had patience and had concentrated
-upon what is called ‘extension’ you would have
-climbed the mountain and on the other side——”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What? What?” I cried, for he paused.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We call it the Shining Country. You would have—liked
-it! Also you would have met the One who Waits.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I repeated in bewilderment;</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The One who Waits? But who?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I cannot tell. Different people probably for everyone.
-It might have been my great-great-grandfather for all I
-know. He is often in his garden. But it is the right
-one always. Don’t think I blame you though for using
-your scrap of power in a fright. That often happens at
-first. What man has mastered jujutsu at the first throw?
-Still, he may be badly hurt, and you are hurt and will pay
-for it. Later on, beware that you never use power to bring
-you back to the place you have left it. A man pays for that
-to the last farthing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You mean—snatching at the wrong things?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, in a way. The wrong things for you. There is
-no fixed way or rigid moral standard. There cannot be.
-All depends upon the man himself and the occasion, and—many
-a man has been saved by his sins. One learns the
-rules as one goes. Of course the rudiments of them govern
-every sort of society of men civilized or uncivilized. But
-you must be hungry. Come in.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I shall never forget that meal. Nothing could be simpler.
-There were rice cakes, honey, eggs, and pale fragrant tea.
-But—I despair of words—the food had new meanings. I
-could feel the good of it, the life of nature, of living things,
-passing into my blood, so restorative that when it was eaten
-I felt like a tuned violin on the shoulder of a mighty master;
-not a sound or sight but drew harmonious answer from
-my spirit. The river flowed from the footstool of the
-Eternal. Each flower shouted its evangel and their chorus
-was that of the morning stars singing together. The dart
-of the swallows was the flight of arrows from the bow of
-Love. They dazzled in blue air. I daresay no more.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Arima came out in his cotton kimono and bare head.
-I saw new meanings in his face each moment, and the
-bronzed beauty of the man struck on a naked nerve, as
-though each sight of beauty awakened a longing for the
-next step beyond. He read my thought, and pausing in
-his work of training a fruit bough answered meditatively;</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, even the first breath of air in that country is inspiration.
-It is full of dangers—a fighting country, sometimes
-a No Man’s Land. Some of its ways seem to lead
-horribly downward. And there is always hell.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hell? A state of mind?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, and of body too—they sometimes involve each
-other. But it braces one. There is much more to it than
-you can know yet. Only remember—one has got to break
-into that country somehow unless one is content to be the
-prisoner of the senses for a whole wasted lifetime.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I shuddered slightly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“At the present moment I don’t feel that I ever want
-to see it again.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Natural enough. Let us have a bout of jujutsu now.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We stripped, and he threw me as he always did, but all
-the same I was learning. I got a new lock that day and,
-more important, made an advance in pliability. I stooped
-and yielded and released myself when I thought he had got
-me for good. He shouted with pleasure.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Right! You will be a shodan one day. That is our
-lowest teaching grade. Now rest.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He came up to me an hour later:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are wishing to go to the Kwannon monastery to see
-the Abbot. He will receive you. Before you start would
-you like to hear the story of my ancestor and the garden?
-It is very short.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Strange. I had not thought of the Abbot, but I knew now
-that to see him was my inmost wish. That had been the
-meaning of my joy. I nodded, and Arima led the way to
-the willow. I did not then know why but the magic of
-the garden centred in that willow, thrilled in every leaf of
-it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We sat down in its shade; I, on the grass with my arms
-clasped about my knees.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My ancestor was a handsome young man, and the only
-son of a rich and noble family who owned much land about
-here. Nearly all ran through his fingers in his extravagance
-and flowed away from the family like river-water, until
-only a few acres just here were left. I need not tell you
-all his life—you can imagine the story of a rich, reckless,
-sensuous fellow without bit or bridle. But he was a fine
-soldier, a fine poet—we think much of that in Japan—and
-he wrote the story of his life later with such fire and drama
-and such strange hidden things, that if it could be printed—but
-it never could. People would not believe it. Some
-day you shall read.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A strange change came over the garden while he spoke.
-It extended itself before my eyes—flowing outward softly.
-The flowering bushes which had been within a few feet were
-now vague in the distance. The mountain flung a cone
-of shadow over leagues. Even as I saw this, we were in
-the land of True Sight—yes, that was its name—and
-Arima was telling his story under the willow of my terror.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He had broken his own wife’s heart. He coveted the
-love of the wife of a man of good birth—a samurai named
-Satoro, and taking her by force made her his own. The
-husband, unarmed, met him here in what is now this garden,
-and when he drew his sword to attack him, by the power
-of the most skilful jujutsu dashed the sword from his hand
-and himself to the ground, breaking his jaw and blinding
-him with blood. He had to endure the disgrace. Terrible
-humiliation for a nobleman! No help— Look about you
-and see how lonely!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Awful and vast the mountains stretched away into snowy
-silences with the muted roar of a distant avalanche. Cold,
-shudderingly cold the river, frozen in the pools with a bitter
-glaze of ice. No life, no death, but arrested petrifaction,
-with the moon stranded on a peak in a dead world.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And the sword! A sword worn by his ancestors in
-knightly fashion, pure steel and gold—the very spirit of
-the house. Satoro picked it up and stood leaning on it
-over the prostrate man as he lay on the rocks writhing like
-a crushed snake to hide his ruined face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘This place is your own heart,’ he said; ‘cold, empty
-and dead. You will come back to it times out of mind.
-Kimi san, my wife, is on the other side of the mountain.
-You never possessed her; she is mine. But what I have
-to say is this. Your sword also is mine. I have a lien on
-you. You are my slave. I tell you now to begin at the
-beginning. You shall learn jujutsu. What it will teach you
-is to defend yourself from yourself. And when you have
-learnt that— Then I shall give you fresh orders.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The man raved and swore and spat blood, all unintelligibly
-as a beast. He was humiliated in all that a Japanese
-noble most values, and his only thought at the moment
-was revenge and suicide. The other stood, looking down
-upon him with calm. ‘I will return the sword to my lord
-when he knows its use. A good sword scorns an ignorant
-wearer. Now I leave you, but we shall meet in this place.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He went off, walking lightly and strongly. The fallen
-man dragged himself together. To lose his sword— Do
-Westerners understand that bitterness? I cannot tell.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A retainer came by and finding him, summoned help.
-When they got him to the house, they told him the woman
-was dead. She had severed an artery in her throat as a
-Japanese lady must do in the face of dishonour. Blind
-with rage he sent to the house of her husband to slaughter
-him. He had disappeared.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Henceforth my ancestor was known as The Man without
-a Sword—a terrible name. He could not appear among
-the nobles. His life was a ruined thing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Arima paused again and then added:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It would be better that the Abbot should tell you
-the rest. You will think it remarkable.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I stood up, so possessed with the story, for he had told
-it like one inspired, that it was only as I moved that my
-position flashed on me.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How can I go? I am lost in the mountains. Come
-with me!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He stood beside me, looking onward:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That is impossible. There are never any guides.
-There is only power. Besides, there are different ways for
-different people and I know nothing of yours.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I looked about me, considering. The bridge was the
-obvious way and certainly the easiest. I did not know
-the hour, and there was a hint of dusk in the air, but I
-had already learnt that in this strange land time and its
-phenomena have quite other meanings than with us. Night
-might break on me in a wave of sunlight or dawn open
-its rose in the heart of midnight. Who could tell? But
-the bridge way would be safer.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I turned to say a last word to Arima. There was no
-human being in sight; it was a vast solitude dominated by
-the black cone of the mountain’s shadow.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I made for the bridge walking as quickly as the rough
-stones allowed, and climbing its semi-circular hump I looked
-before me and rejoiced to see the track much clearer than
-it had seemed from the other side. Evidently a well-used
-way, and this encouraged me in my hope of meeting someone
-who could direct me to the monastery of Naniwa.
-Therefore I went with more confidence, relieved from the
-crawling fear of the supernatural which the other side of
-the bridge inspired.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The track took me up a slight rise and round a jutting
-rock which obscured the river, and having done about two
-miles of quick walking I heard steps coming round a bend
-of the trail and rejoiced to think I could ascertain the
-way.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nearer they came and disclosed a Japanese, his kimono
-pulled up through the obi for the ease of walking. He
-made the usual polite bow and would have passed but for
-my raised hand. I asked my way with the honorifics I
-had learnt from Arima. He stopped at once and replied
-with the utmost courtesy:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The monastery? Yes— You could go this way. One
-reaches it by several. But it is not the right way. Far
-from it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then will you tell me how to go?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sir, I cannot tell you. I wish I could. I really do not
-know your way.” It was infuriating. I said scoffingly:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you know this is wrong surely you know which is
-right?” He replied as if he were saying the most ordinary
-thing in the world:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sir, it is not so easy as you think. Places are states
-of mind in this country, therefore you will honourably see
-that no one can tell anyone else their way and how best to
-get there.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Bowing, he made to pass me. It was then that
-for the first time I noticed two things. One that his
-hair was dressed in the old-fashioned queue headdress which
-one sees in Japanese prints, shaved, but for a knot drawn
-up on the head, the other that he had a most remarkable
-face. The features were good, even excellent, and the dark
-bright colouring fine. But the eyes were arresting under
-the black level brows, and filled with tranquillity as a pool
-with shadows. On the impulse they gave me I spoke.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wish I could go with you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sir, that could hardly be. I come from Yedo and I
-go to my garden in the valley you have left.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Yedo!—the ancient and long-disused name of Tokyo,—and
-Tokyo on the central island and days’ journey away!
-Train and boat might have brought him, and yet—shivering
-doubt assailed me like the thin creeping of drops of water
-through a dyke which presages the later roar of the flood.
-The garden! I could not withhold myself nor hesitate.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“May I ask your name?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you want to know my name you must watch what
-road I take and know to what I return. How can you
-know? I did not even think you would have seen me.
-Since it is so however, I will repeat that in this road you
-will have great need of self-defence. Now I bid you goodbye
-and wish you safely at Naniwa.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was gone round the corner so quickly that I had a sensation
-of vanishing. I ran after him and looked. Nothing.
-So I took my way onward. He had told me nothing to
-change it. A word really would have sent me backward
-to try my luck in another direction but he had not spoken it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Soon after it was dark and raining, with a moon very
-young and bewildered in drifting clouds. She gave a weary
-light scarcely enough to hint the track and indicate a group
-of trees, the first I had seen, on the right. Coming up,
-among them was a small flickering light, and the barking
-of a dog sounded homely and even inviting, for by this
-time I was dragging tired feet. If I could sleep there how
-welcome the rest and shelter!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The place looked poor and dilapidated enough to be open
-to any offer of payment though in any case I might have
-trusted to the hospitality of the country Japanese.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I knocked at the rough door wondering that anyone could
-exist in such a tumble-down place and a young girl came to
-the door, faintly seen in dim lamplight. She stared at
-me in astonishment and bowing low, called softly:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Madam, mistress,—what shall I do? A gentleman.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A young voice answered:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tell him to come in if he will do us such an honour,”
-and a graceful little figure appeared in the opening of a
-lattice door, her face unseen because the light fell behind
-her. I obeyed. Poor as the house was that room was
-enchanting. Very simple, but the draperies were good, the
-cushions beautiful in colour, the <span class='it'>hibachi</span> was full of charcoal
-and above and round all bathing it in charm was the
-delicate perfume of a woman’s presence. She rose from her
-profound Japanese salutation and looked me in the face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hay sama!” she faltered, paling to the lips. And I
-knew—I knew!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Six months before in the crowded city of Tokyo I had
-gone to a dinner at a restaurant near Shimbashi. I remembered
-the garden outside with clumps of gorgeous chrysanthemums,
-lamps of splendid colour before the dusk drowned
-them and the moon washed them with silver. Geisha
-attended us, girls with every nerve braced and strung for
-their profession of charming the wary and unwary alike.
-And I was charmed by the sad mirth that looked out from
-one pair of dark and lovely eyes. I drew her aside before the
-evening ended and asked her to follow me to the <span class='it'>machiai</span>—a
-house of meeting, and escaping from the noisy party
-I waited in the cold handsomely furnished room that never
-spoke of love, until she came.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That meeting led to many things—some merry, some
-sad, but when I left Tokyo to see her no more I knew that
-the part I had played was to set my heel on her little head
-and drive her deeper into the mire. Still, it was ended
-and need trouble me no more. One could forget.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And now I sat by her side in this land of bitter memories.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She drew a cushion beside mine and leaning her little
-black head against my shoulder looked up in my face,
-welcoming me with the sweet courtesy mingled with fear
-that I remembered so well.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And why are you here in this wild place, Hana san?
-Have you given up your work?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her bewildered look! I can see it now.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How can I tell? I—I came. I was told it must be.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are resting here? You go back?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let us talk of other things, Hay sama. How I am
-glad to see you!” I could get nothing more from her than
-that.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Silence and the little noises of dropping charcoal, and
-the softness of her in my arms. It was a renewal of that
-passionate intimacy which had left a wound in the very
-heart of my soul.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>We talked into the small hours,—so much to say, so much
-to hear, and time passed—hours, days— How could I tell?
-And then as fatigue and quiet and warmth overpowered
-all my resolution she put her arms about me and gathered
-me to her bosom and the night melted into passion and
-passion into dream and the dark stole past us on noiseless
-feet.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I waked in a chill dawn alone, disillusioned and abashed,
-dragged back violently to a thing I had forgotten and
-abhorred. The room was empty, a cold wind blowing
-through the tattered paper of the window, and when I called,
-no answer. The two women had gone with the night. No
-food, no fire, dead ash in the <span class='it'>hibachi</span>, emptiness and the
-squalid decay of a wooden house long forgotten. What had
-a beauty of Tokyo been doing in such a place?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fear of the loneliness seized me. I went out quickly
-without looking after me, then at the twist of the path
-turned and saw—desolation and waving weeds and a bough
-of some bush thrust through the window that had taken
-root within. I pushed on toward Naniwa, sick at heart.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was at that moment a thought shot through me and
-chilled my blood. When Arima and I had visited Naniwa
-it had taken us exactly two hours from his house to the
-monastery hill. But yesterday I had walked for many
-hours, and to-day seemed no nearer my goal. Grey interminable
-moorland stretched before me with a mountain
-blocking the way at a distance and other tossing peaks beyond.
-Where was I? Where was Naniwa? Might I not
-walk for ever and ever in widening circles to a lost goal?
-The ground whispered with evil in every blade of grass.
-It hissed in the rustle of dry squat bushes. And last night—last
-night! There were reasons why that memory
-brought horror and shame to be my companions on the
-right and left. But I went on from sheer inability to consider
-what else I must do.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The clump of bushes on the right parted and a tall strong
-fellow burst out of them and planted himself across my
-way. A Japanese, broad, brawny, violent-faced. As I
-halted he sprang at my throat like a wolf.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And you tracked her here? You could not let her be?
-Then take your payment from her husband Kondo!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>What happened next came in a blinding flash. He struck
-at me with a loaded stick. It missed the first blow and I
-had him by the throat with the new lock I had learnt from
-Arima, shaking him violently to and fro, driving my fingers
-deeper and deeper into his flesh in a frenzy of rage and
-hate. I would have the innermost heart’s blood of the
-brute.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I had it. He reeled in my grasp with horrible choking
-noises, and suddenly I was shaking the life out of a dead
-thing. As I thrust him from me with sickening triumph
-he fell heavily as a full sack prone on the track before me.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It must have been long before the rage died in me and
-I stood face to face with my position. I—a foreigner—had
-killed a Japanese, and after an intrigue with his wife.
-It felled me beside him—I crouched and hid my face and
-tried to think.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Presently I rose and with the murderer’s instinct dragged
-the corpse into the bushes to hide it. Thought was impossible.
-I suffered as a dumb beast must suffer the extremity
-of torture without the power to reason. Only I
-must hide it and flee. The neighbourhood of the horrible
-thing was hell.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I went on.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Later— “Is it just—is it just?” I said to myself, “that
-one instant’s madness should doom a man for ever?”—forgetting
-the long temptation I had played with, the slow
-delicious yielding, the triumph and delight with which I had
-slowly built up my torture chamber. Not only from the
-time I landed in Japan, but before,—I had been busy at the
-building all my life. How could I complain when the trap
-snapped on me?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At last I broke from the numbness into memory. The
-man who had passed me on his way to his garden. His
-words returned like black birds flying heavily round my
-head.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are not in the right way. Places are states of
-mind. In this way you will have much need of self-defence.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Arima’s words also. “There is no guide. There
-is only power.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Power. That brought the Abbot to my mind—the Rules.
-Could it be that they could rescue me from this horrible
-country where evil hid like a snake behind every stone. O,
-to be out of it—free—forgetting! I remember I fell on
-my knees as if in prayer and with dreadful earnestness
-began to repeat the Rules, passionately desiring the garden
-of peace.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have no parents. I make the heaven and the earth
-my parents. I have no weapons—I make submission my
-strength.” Light broke in my brain. Submission? Then
-should I dictate—should I trust myself to my own choice
-of where I would be? Arima had warned me against return.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you had used what we call ‘extension’ and had
-gone on you would have been on the other side of the
-mountain.” If there were to be refuge for such as I it
-could only lie along the way of courage. I knew it—I
-knew it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I changed my thought instantly. “Set me where
-I should be if it is in the gateway of hell.” And again.
-“Only free me of myself. Let me go forward. There is
-no sin like cowardice. Better lust and murder and the
-fight to the death with them than cowardice.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then, with an intensity that shook me like a leaf in storm
-I uttered the words of power, hiding my face in a very passion
-of belief.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Quiet. I lifted my face and looked about me for the
-terrible way I had accepted. I was lying on the broken
-steps ascending to the monastery and the House Built upon
-Clouds at Naniwa. And it was dawn.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The wonder of peace! The sun had not yet out-soared
-the eastern trees and every bough dropped dew to the
-glittering grass. A bird, its little clenching feet on a blossomed
-twig beside me, sang like all the bliss of heaven. In
-a pool at my feet the lotus, child of the clear cold stream,
-raised rosy chalices to the sky and from it ran a stream
-divinely clear and bright. The sun might have been the
-first that ever shone upon a perfected world untroubled
-by man, so clear and clean the water-gold of the morning.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I stood up and looked about me drawing deep breaths
-of purity. Above me beneath a great tree, lost in contemplation,
-sat the Abbot Gyōsen.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I stumbled towards him. I remember I said: “I have
-come,” and that he motioned with his hand to a place beside
-him. Together we watched the slow crescendo of the mighty
-music of the dawn.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The sun was above the trees when he spoke, turning the
-serenity of his face upon me.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have learnt your lesson. Has it brought content?”
-I summoned my thoughts to reply clearly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have learnt much but the truth I do not know. Does
-the corpse still lie on the moor and the woman weep in the
-deserted house. Am I guilty?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In your soul, yes. Therefore in truth, yes. When you
-yielded to lust in your heart and willed murder both were
-accomplished. Your own Scriptures teach this and that
-thought is the only true reality. This have all the Buddhas
-known. In what men ignorantly call fact you are not
-guilty. But, being guilty, learn this. Every instant terminates
-a life and the next is a new birth. While each minute
-exists the past is dead and the future unmade. I speak
-here according to the knowledge of this world, but the
-truth is that there is <span class='it'>no</span> time, and that you are now what
-the Divine sees you—a ray of his splendour. This truth
-being as yet too high for you to remember that even on this
-world’s showing you are free to be what you will. The
-choice lies before you. With a thought you may be in the
-horror of the Desolate Country, with another in the Shining
-Land. For every man makes his own universe until he can
-see it as it is in the Thought of the Divine.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Blinded with truth I asked a question simply as a child.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then what must I do?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Resolve and go forward,—what else? knowing that in
-yourself is all power.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But the training? Free me from myself! If we can
-realize these powers the means of using so terrible a weapon
-rightly should be open to all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is open. But men will not believe. They will not
-will. They do not think, and events take them like sea-weed
-on a wave. You know your own weakness but it is strength
-compared with that of the majority. You, at least, have
-seen and heard. Study the teachings of the perfect One,
-the Buddha, if you would be a man. Realize your union
-with Power, knowing that it is a harp of many strings of
-which you are one, and tune yourself in harmony with the
-music of the spheres. At present you are a man without
-a sword.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>That phrase! It kindled a world of recollection. I
-looked into his face with another entreaty.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Arima sama told me that I might hear the end of the
-story of the Man without a Sword from your honourable
-self. Tell it to me, I beseech you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He rose and invited me to follow him into the House
-Built upon Clouds promising that he would rejoin me when
-he had transacted some necessary business. I sat in the
-window looking out and down into the glorious depth of
-waving woods bathing in sunshine like water, experiencing
-myself such tranquil joy as the trees themselves must know,
-fulfilling their perfect Law in the smile of the Divine.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was long before the Abbot returned, but to me it seemed
-a moment. We have no true means of measuring time for
-the truth is that it has no existence, and when the soul is
-liberated this truth is evident. At once he began the story
-of the Man without a Sword.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In Japan very terrible was the position of the man who
-had lost his sword. Better a thousand deaths of lingering
-torture. There was no man so low as to give him companionship—and
-he a noble! Therefore he changed his name
-to that of Kazuma, and casting aside what money was left
-he abandoned his wife who was dying of grief and shame,
-and coming to Yedo took up the study of jujutsu hoping
-some day to become a teacher of this in the great city.
-More lonely a man could not be than Kazuma. His wife
-died. His son was taken by his brother and he saw him no
-more. His own name was blotted out and forgotten. His
-brother believed and hoped him dead, and but for the command
-of his foe he would have killed himself.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Jujutsu, my son, is, as you know from Arima sama, an
-art that every noble person should learn. It is said to have
-come from China, and it was taught that the very Gods
-had used it in chastising the barbarians. The name roughly
-signifies ‘the strength of weakness,’ and thus it arose. It
-was noted that the boughs of a willow were not broken by a
-heavy fall of snow when strong trees cracked beneath the
-weight. And why? Being pliant they bowed their weakness
-and the snow slipped off. My son, recall the Rule.
-‘I have no strength. I make submission my strength.’
-As with the soul so it is with the body. How shall I sum
-up this art of attack and self-defence? It is the perfect
-control of the mind resisting defeat. It is to use weakness
-in such a way that it masters brute strength. I have seen
-a slight woman who possessed this knowledge fling a heavy
-man over her shoulder and stun him. There are locks and
-blows which may easily kill the opponent and for this
-reason the higher secrets are withheld from all but those
-who are fit for initiation. The pupils are trained to endure
-heat and cold and all hardships. It is a high and noble
-discipline, for no greatness can be attained without abstinence
-from the three vices of lust, drink, and the love of
-money with their attendant diseases of the spirit.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This art Kazuma studied, and as he did so much became
-clear to him and he approached the secret of life. And
-when he had reached a certain skill his master taught him
-that there is in jujutsu a higher branch of mysterious power.
-And he, beginning dimly to apprehend the meaning of the
-command laid on him by the husband of the woman he had
-slain, for so indeed he had, desired with eagerness to advance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, my son, at the gate of this higher initiation stands
-a ceremony to be endured. The initiate must submit to
-strangulation and to be revived by <span class='it'>kwappo</span>—the art which
-recalls men to life. And should this fail, revival is made by
-means of a power named <span class='it'>kiai</span>. To Kazuma, knowing nothing
-of <span class='it'>kiai</span>, but very weary of life, this command came like
-the friendly voice of death, and with joy he presented himself
-to the master of the art who was chosen to be his executioner.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He lay down, offering his throat, and in a few seconds
-was what is called dead.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, being thus enfranchised, instantly he found himself
-in the place of his humiliation by the rushing river, with
-cold desolation about him. And by the river knelt his
-conqueror washing the blood from his hands as though
-their fight was but just ended. He rose and faced Kazuma.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘You have obeyed my command.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘I have obeyed.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘What have you learnt?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘That there is no death. It is more life, but life as we
-have made it. As a man has sown he reaps in life after
-life.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Until what time?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Until the time when he sows good grain.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Do you repent your past?’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘I do not look back. I go forward. It is forgotten.
-The man who did the deed died with it. Now I would be
-a teacher of jujutsu.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Well said! You have learnt to defend yourself from
-yourself and you would teach others. I will give you fresh
-orders.’ Kazuma stood like a soldier before his general.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Teach what you have learnt. Then come back, and in
-this place of desolation where you fought and conquered
-more than you knew make a garden and build a bridge.
-Go now,—in power!’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He bowed low, Kazuma also. ‘My friend!’— As the
-words met his ear they melted in a confused murmur
-of human voices and he struggled back to consciousness
-in the school of jujutsu in Yedo. Men knelt and
-stooped about him fearful lest he had gone so far
-on the way of death that even the powerful shout of
-<span class='it'>kiai</span> could not reach him. But he rose and gravely thanking
-his executioner went and stood before his master.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My son, Kazuma became the greatest teacher of jujutsu
-in Japan. He could disarm and bring to his feet a two-sworded
-man shrieking for mercy. With his shout he could
-do to death any evil-doer within hearing and restore the
-fool when he had mastered his lesson. Power was mighty
-in his step, his gesture, his glance. What money he made,
-and it was much, was for those who had need, he himself
-living in an untouchable content.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Thus time went by.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“One day, having saved the life of the only son of a noble
-house, the father coming to him said:</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘My lord, what shall I give you? In mercy accept
-a gift lest I and my house break under the weight of
-gratitude. Have pity and take!’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So, after much musing, Kazuma replied.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘You have bought great lands by the river Koga. I
-grow old. Give me, my lord, if you will, a corner by the
-river, very small, where I may make a garden and build a
-wooden bridge for those who must cross the rapids. Very
-dangerous is the current.’</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So it was done and he made his garden and built with his
-own hands a bridge of wood, and there was no day but the
-people blessed his name and learnt from him that power lies
-about them for the taking and that its best use at the present
-time is to make gardens and be a builder of bridges. Other
-uses later. My son, Kazuma still walks in his garden and
-he sits beneath his willow and his sword hangs at his side.
-The bridge leads where you know, for you have crossed it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was a moment’s silence and it spoke as never yet
-words. He resumed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My son, make your own garden. And there is room
-for many bridges.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When my mind dwells on beauty the face of the Abbot
-full of unworded meanings floats on clear air before me. It
-ended and completed the story so that all he left unsaid was
-written in fire between the spoken words. And I understood
-and like himself cannot express more than the alphabet.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I returned from Naniwa by the hidden way. Flowers
-blossomed along the moors. I never saw more lovely, and
-where the corpse had lain children were dancing in a ring.
-Where the broken house had crouched among trees, was
-a shrine to the Thousand-Handed Spirit of Mercy beloved in
-Japan. A child lay in her bosom and her hidden eyes were
-bent upon it in a moonlight rapture. May I live in that
-country for the eternities!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I crossed the bridge and walked beside the river to the
-garden of Arima. He sat by the water plaiting a basket of
-willow, and rose, bowing, to meet me.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have come,” I said, “to learn jujutsu.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He smiled.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>I have learnt it and with it the secret of power. I go in
-and out of Kazuma’s garden. And beyond.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the Abbot, who was once Kazuma, and will be more,
-sits there, girded with his sword.</p>
-
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