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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Angel, by Bithia Mary Croker
-
-This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and
-most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions
-whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms
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-using this eBook.
-
-Title: Angel
- A sketch in Indian ink
-
-Author: Bithia Mary Croker
-
-Release Date: September 16, 2022 [eBook #68996]
-
-Language: English
-
-Produced by: MWS, Brian Wilsden and the Online Distributed Proofreading
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-
-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ANGEL ***
-
-Transcriber's Note: Italic text is denoted by _underscores_.
-
-
-
-
-ANGEL
-
-
-
-
- "A woman is a foreign land
- Of which, though there he settle young,
- A man will ne'er quite understand
- The customs, politics, and tongue."
- THE ANGEL IN THE HOUSE.
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration:
- ANGEL
-
- A SKETCH IN
- INDIAN
- INK
-
- _By_ B. M. CROKER
-
- _Author of_ "Beyond the Pale,"
- "Infatuation," etc.
-
- NEW YORK
-
- Dodd, Mead & Company
- 1901
- R
-]
-
-
-
-
- Copyright, 1901,
-
- By Dodd, Mead & Company.
-
- THE BURR PRINTING HOUSE,
- NEW YORK.
-
-
-
-
- DEDICATED TO
-
- A. PERRIN
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
- CHAPTER PAGE
-
- I. PATIENCE ON A GATE, 1
-
- II. IN THE VERANDAH, 10
-
- III. AN EARLY VISIT, 19
-
- IV. ANGEL IN EXCELSIS, 27
-
- V. THE LUCKNOW ROAD, 34
-
- VI. LATE FOR MESS, 42
-
- VII. MRS. DAWSON'S DRESSES, 48
-
- VIII. THE PICNIC, 58
-
- IX. THE BEQUEST, 66
-
- X. A CHALLENGE, 78
-
- XI. WHO IS SHE? 92
-
- XII. ANGEL IMPARTS A SECRET, 98
-
- XIII. ANGEL'S WINGS ARE CLIPPED, 105
-
- XIV. PHILIP'S LOVE AFFAIR, 115
-
- XV. LOLA, 126
-
- XVI. GRANDMAMMA, 134
-
- XVII. THE UNEXPECTED, 146
-
- XVIII. DINNER FOR TWO, 159
-
- XIX. THE PARTING GUESTS, 175
-
- XX. A DESTROYING ANGEL, 183
-
- XXI. "THINK IT OVER," 193
-
- XXII. "A WHITE ELEPHANT AND A WHITE ROSE," 209
-
- XXIII. ANGEL DECLINES A PENNY FOR HER THOUGHTS, 217
-
- XXIV. THE SOOTHSAYER, 228
-
- XXV. THE CHITACHAR CLUB, 239
-
- XXVI. IN ANGEL'S TENT, 255
-
- XXVII. "THE SIN," 266
-
- XXVIII. MAKING FRIENDS, 277
-
- XXIX. LAST YEAR'S NEST, 286
-
- XXX. A WHITED SEPULCHRE, 291
-
- XXXI. FISHING FOR AN INVITATION, 296
-
- XXXII. BY PROXY, 303
-
- XXXIII. EXPLANATION, 313
-
- XXXIV. A REFUGEE, 320
-
- XXXV. A GOOD BILLET, 330
-
- XXXVI. JOINT HOSTESS, 337
-
- XXXVII. IN GARHWAL, 344
-
- XXXVIII. INTERLOPERS, 355
-
- XXXIX. TO DIE WITH YOU, 365
-
- XL. THE INTRUDER, 375
-
-
-
-
-ANGEL
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-"PATIENCE ON A GATE"
-
-
-IT was the middle of March in the North-West Provinces, and the hot
-weather had despatched several heralds to Ramghur, announcing its
-imminent approach. Punkahs were swinging lazily in barrack rooms, the
-annual ice notice had made a round of the station, many families had
-quitted the sweltering cantonments for the misty Himalayas, and the
-brain fever bird had arrived! Moreover, the red-capped tennis boys were
-on half-pay, the polo ground was abandoned, the club reading-room had
-cancelled all the ladies' papers, and its long dim verandah presented a
-melancholy vista of empty chairs.
-
-Outside in the gardens, and all over the district, cork trees, acacias,
-and stately teak upheld their naked branches, as if in agonised appeal
-to a pitiless blue sky, whilst their leaves, crisp and shrivelled,
-choked the neighbouring nullahs, or were chased up and down the dusty
-plains and roads by a howling hot wind.
-
-At a corner where two of these roads met, and about a mile from the
-club, stood a large irregular bungalow, with a thatched roof and
-walls of a vivid pink complexion, as if it were blushing—as well
-it might—for its straggling and neglected compound. The gate of
-this was closed, and through its wooden bars a white-faced shabby
-little girl was gazing intently. Otherwise the premises appeared to
-be deserted; the servants were presumably smoking and gossiping in
-the bazaar, the stables were empty, the very dogs were out. No, there
-was not a living creature to be seen, except a couple of quarrelsome
-crows and this solitary child. Although Angel Gascoigne had elevated
-herself by standing on the second rung of the gate, she was unable
-to lean comfortably on the top bar, but peered below like some caged
-creature, for she was remarkably small for her age. Indeed, if any of
-her acquaintance had been suddenly called upon to name it, they would
-have answered, "Oh—Angel! She is about six." Nevertheless, it was nine
-years, and long, long years to Angel, since she had come into the world
-in a damp little bungalow in distant Dalhousie.
-
-She wore a limp cotton frock, a pinafore to correspond, black
-stockings, much darned at the knees, and shapeless sand shoes
-ludicrously large for her fairy feet. Her arms and head were bare, the
-latter covered with a mane of sun-bleached locks; her face was small,
-pinched, and prematurely wise, but the features were delicate, and
-the whole countenance was illuminated by a pair of painfully wistful
-blue eyes. The child's pose was touching. She looked exactly what she
-was—forlorn, desolate, and neglected. For a whole hour she remained
-motionless at her post, and while she watched and waited, various
-vehicles had passed; among these, a large landau containing two
-languid women propped up with cushions and waving date leaf fans. They
-smiled and nodded affably to Angel, and as they rolled slowly by, young
-Mrs. Gordon said to the lady who was taking her for an airing:
-
-"There is that poor child of Mrs. Wilkinson's. What a weird little
-face! It is positively disgraceful the way she is overlooked and left
-to servants."
-
-"Yes," agreed her companion. "The result of her mother's second
-marriage. Colonel Wilkinson is wrapped up in his bank-book and his
-boys. Mrs. Wilkinson is wrapped up in her clothes. I do believe
-that woman's heart is composed of a reel of cotton, and unfortunate
-Cinderella is left in the kitchen—there is no fairy godmother for
-_her_. She ought to have been sent home years ago," continued Mrs.
-Jones, with the authority of one who is dealing with her friend's
-expenditure.
-
-"There is no doubt of that," assented Mrs. Gordon, a very pretty Irish
-girl who had recently come to India as the wife of a civilian. "Some
-one told me the other day that Angel is twelve years of age."
-
-"Oh, dear no," replied Mrs. Jones, with a touch of irritation, "I
-remember when she was born. I remember her mother when she came up to
-Simla, such a lovely girl, and that is not more than ten years ago. She
-had a host of admirers, and of course she took the least desirable;
-handsome, penniless, reckless Tony Gascoigne. They could not have done
-worse, either of them, if they had tried."
-
-"And now since he is dead, and his widow has married again, it seems
-to me that it is poor little Gascoigne who suffers for that foolish
-match," declared the other lady. "The child should be at school—if
-only the money was forthcoming."
-
-"But with Colonel Wilkinson's economies, and Lena Wilkinson's
-extravagances, there is not much prospect of _that_," rejoined Mrs.
-Jones, and the subject dropped.
-
-The landau was succeeded by a smart victoria, in which was seated a
-stiff-backed lady in a dainty muslin gown. This was Mrs. Dawson, the
-Judge's wife, who vouchsafed no notice of Angel beyond a glance of
-stern disapproval. Next came an ekka packed with chattering native
-women, who laughed and made merry signals to the little figure on
-the gate, but the child took no notice of their blandishments, her
-face still retained its expression of rigid expectation. At last she
-stirred, there was a faint sound of muffled hoofs in the sandy lane
-which bordered the compound wall, and in another moment two men on
-horseback came into sight. These were comrades, who chummed together in
-a dilapidated bungalow at the back of Colonel Wilkinson's abode. The
-slight dark man, riding a few paces in advance, was Philip Gascoigne,
-a Royal Engineer, reputed to be the owner of the hardest head and the
-softest heart in the station. His companion, following on a flea-bitten
-grey, was Wilfred Shafto, subaltern in a crack regiment of native
-cavalry, a loose-jointed, long-legged youth, whose curly locks, gay
-blue eyes, and admirable profile, went far to justify his nickname of
-"Beauty Shafto." Besides his good looks, Shafto was endowed with an
-exuberant vitality and a stock of animal spirits, that even the hot
-weather failed to subdue. Both he and his chum were popular in the
-cantonment, being keen soldiers, cheery comrades, and, above all,
-good fellows; but Shafto only was a universal favourite, for he was a
-ladies' man. Yet, strange to say, it was not Shafto but Gascoigne who
-reined up in order to speak to the little girl at the gate. _He_ merely
-gazed, grinned, and jeered, saying, "Hullo, a case of confined to
-barracks, young 'un!—in disgrace again, eh? I say, there's a five-act
-tragedy in that face, Phil. Don't be late for rackets," and shaking up
-his old Arab, he heartlessly cantered away.
-
-"Well, Angel, what's the meaning of this?" inquired Gascoigne, leaning
-over his pony's neck. "Not in trouble, I hope?"
-
-The child raised her great eyes to his, and slowly shook her head.
-
-"Then what is the matter?" he repeated. "What have you been doing now?"
-
-"_I've_ not been doing anything," she protested in a clear but woeful
-treble. "Mother and Colonel Wilkinson have gone to Dolly Tollemache's
-birthday party, and taken all the children—but—I had"—here two
-crystal tears escaped from her long lashes—"no hat."
-
-"Poor little soul!" exclaimed Gascoigne, "that was bad luck. What
-happened to your hat?"
-
-"Beany threw it in the tank, and oh—I wanted to go so much." Her voice
-rose to a pitiful wail as she added, "Dolly is _my_ friend—and there
-was a bran pie."
-
-"And I am your friend as well as Dolly, am I not?" he urged.
-
-"Oh, yes," and she gazed up at him with swimming eyes. "Of course—you
-are my cousin Philip—but you don't live with me, and I am so
-miserable," she faltered. "The servants push me about, and the children
-pinch me, and Colonel Wilkinson calls me a liar and—a little devil."
-
-Here she broke down and, resting her head on her skinny arms, sobbed
-hysterically.
-
-"He did not mean it, Angel," protested her cousin. "I am sure Colonel
-Wilkinson was not in earnest; he is a kind-hearted man, and looks the
-soul of good humour."
-
-"_Looks!_" she flashed out furiously. "Yes, and he is good-humoured
-with the children, but you should see him when the bearer brings his
-account, or when a shop bill comes in. I wish you saw his looks then!
-And he hates me. Only this morning he said I was a viper on his hearth
-and a curse. Oh," with another outburst, "I wish I was dead—like my
-own father."
-
-Gascoigne dismounted hastily and putting his hand upon her shoulder,
-said, "Come, Angel, this is very bad. You are a silly child, and
-imagine things—it's all the hot weather, and you are feeling a bit
-slack and out of sorts. You will soon be up in the hills, gathering
-pine cones and orchids."
-
-"No, indeed I shan't," she rejoined, as she raised her head and
-confronted him with an expression of despair on her small tear-stained
-face. "Mother says she can't afford it this year. She is going to
-send baby to Mrs. Browne, but we must all stay down. Oh, how I
-hate Ramghur," and her eyes roved over their brick-coloured, dusty
-surroundings, "I wish I was dead."
-
-"My poor Angel! this is melancholy news. Why should you cut yourself
-off at the age of nine? I hope you have a long and merry life before
-you."
-
-"Why should I live?" she demanded fiercely, "no one wants _me_."
-
-"Don't you think your mother wants you?"
-
-"No," she answered breathlessly in gasps, "she has the children—she
-would never miss me. They went off in the bullock bandy, so dressed
-up and noisy, Pinky in mother's own blue sash, all going to enjoy
-themselves, and not one of them even looked back. The servants are at a
-funeral, and I've been alone the whole evening."
-
-This pitiful tale was illustrated by a pathetic little face streaming
-with tears.
-
-"Now then, listen to me, Angel," said the young man, impressively, "I
-believe you've been running about in the sun, and have got a touch of
-fever, and besides, you take things too much to heart."
-
-"No I don't," she answered passionately, "everyone says I have no
-heart—and no one cares for me."
-
-"That's bosh," he protested, "your mother cares—and so do I." Here he
-stooped, and dried her tears with his own handkerchief.
-
-"Do you really, cousin Phil?" suddenly seizing his hand with her hot
-nervous fingers. "Really—not make-believe?"
-
-"I never make-believe—really."
-
-"Then—I am—glad," and now the elf clasped his arm, and looked up at
-him fixedly, "for I _do_ love you, as much as mother, yes, and more
-than the whole big world."
-
-"That's a large order, my child," stroking her cheek. "You have not
-seen the world yet—you won't repeat that in ten years' time. And now I
-must be off, or I shall be late. Look here," speaking from the saddle,
-"I'll come over to-morrow, and ask your mother if I may take you for a
-drive. How will that be, eh?"
-
-"Not," clapping her hands ecstatically, "with Sally Lunn!"
-
-"Why not with Sally, and for a good ten mile spin into the country
-beyond the railway."
-
-"Oh, how splendid. And it's moonlight, too. I shan't sleep one wink for
-thinking of to-morrow."
-
-"In that case I warn you, I shall leave you behind," he announced as he
-gathered up his reins. "Cheer up, Angel, and don't let me hear any more
-about dying. Good-bye," and wheeling his impatient pony, he turned her
-head towards the maidan, and galloped away over the flat parade ground
-which lay between the bungalow and the club, raising as he went a cloud
-of red dust.
-
-Angel stood motionless staring after him, till a huge peepul tree hid
-him from her gaze. "A drive in his beautiful dogcart," she said to
-herself, "with its dark blue cushions and red wheels, and crazy Sally,
-the fastest trotter in Ramghur. Phil never took grown-up ladies for a
-drive—yet she was invited—she hoped he would go right through the
-bazaar so that everyone might see them! The Wallace children and that
-sneering Dodd boy. How delicious! But what was she to do for a hat?"
-As she stood pondering this momentous question, with an old, care-worn
-expression on her child's face, a fat ayah suddenly appeared near the
-bungalow and shrieked out in Hindustani:
-
-"Missy Angel—what you doing there? Come away from the road, oh
-shameless one! Wicked child, without hat or topee. Supper is ready,
-come therefore at once. Think of what the Colonel Sahib will say if he
-sees thee thus."
-
-This shrill invocation was all delivered in one breath. When it had
-concluded, the child turned about, slipped off the gate, and with
-unexpected alacrity ran up the drive, and was presently swallowed by
-the shadows of a long verandah.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-IN THE VERANDAH
-
-
-BEFORE the station clock had chimed six the following morning, every
-soul in the Wilkinsons' bungalow was astir. The portly head of the
-house, clad in lily-white drill, and mounted on a lily-white charger,
-had ambled off at daybreak, to preside over the cantonment rations.
-In the long west verandah, the bamboo blinds were already down in
-order to keep out the blinding glare, and behind these "chicks" the
-entire family was assembled. Three podgy, pasty-faced children were
-solemnly playing at bazaar, and buying, selling, and chaffering, in
-ludicrous but unconscious imitation of their elders. The fourth was a
-mere spectator in the arms of the fat ayah who with her understudy kept
-order among the infants. Occasionally a shrill exclamation, a whimper,
-or a howl, arose from their corner, but taking them _en masse_, Beany,
-Pinky Tod, and Baba were unemotional and well-behaved infants. They ate
-well, slept well, and conducted themselves sedately. Nevertheless, it
-must be confessed that they were not fair to see, but then we all know
-that it is better to be good than beautiful. A painful illustration of
-this axiom was beside them, in the shape of their half-sister Angel,
-who with puckered brows and compressed lips, was labouring away at
-a handsewing machine, and turning out yards of faultlessly hemmed
-frills. She was pretty, all the ladies said so—indeed, she said so
-herself—but even the dog boy was aware that Missy Angel was not good,
-did not want to be good, and made no secret of the terrible fact.
-Angel assured her brothers that it was a thousand times nicer to be
-wicked. She would not eat cold curry, she refused to go to bed at seven
-o'clock, she laughed at her kind papa, and sang when the ayahs scolded
-her.
-
-Not far from Angel squatted the dirzee, a thin, grave-eyed man in
-spotless white clothes and turban. He was holding a piece of muslin
-between two of his toes, and cutting down a neatly marked crease with
-a pair of gigantic scissors. This was Kadir Bux, a capable workman,
-and Mrs. Wilkinson's much coveted treasure. Nor was Mrs. Wilkinson
-herself idle, although she reclined on a long cane lounge, propped up
-with cushions. She was intently occupied in trimming a smart evening
-bodice. One glance proved sufficient, to assure us that the lady was
-clever with her fingers, for she turned and twisted the lace with the
-audacious familiarity of a practised hand. It is said, that could
-they but discover it, everyone is endowed with a special gift; there
-are thousands of mortals who go through life unconscious of their own
-capacities, but Mrs. Wilkinson was one of those more fortunate beings
-who had found her metier, and gloried in its exercise. She was an
-accomplished milliner and a really firstclass dressmaker. In all the
-province there was not a woman who could put in a sleeve, tie a bow, or
-hang a skirt as well as Angel's mamma. Once upon a time—and that time
-not very distant—Mrs. Wilkinson had been a beauty, but continuous hot
-seasons on the plains, harassing money cares, and indifferent health
-had combined to filch her of her good looks. There were hard lines
-about her mouth, her cheeks had fallen in, and her complexion—only
-appeared in the evening. Of course, in early morning _deshabille_ we do
-not expect to see a lady at her best. Still, her carelessly arranged
-hair was abundant, her features were delicate, and her blue eyes had
-not yet lost the power of their spell. Black-lashed, plaintive blue
-eyes, what had they not achieved for their owner? How much she owes
-to them. What difficulties surmounted, what favours granted—what
-friends! They resembled in potency some fabled talisman; their mistress
-had but to wish, look, and possess. Fortunately, Mrs. Wilkinson's
-ambition was of a moderate character. She merely desired to be the
-best-dressed woman in her circle, that is to say station, and hitherto
-her pre-eminence had been supreme.
-
-"The Mrs. Wilkinson who dresses so well," enjoyed a fame that went
-beyond the bounds of her own province, and had even been echoed in much
-maligned Madras.
-
-Just at present this celebrity, her eldest born, and her faithful
-dirzee were labouring hard in order to maintain this far-reaching
-reputation. The scene in which they slaved was no bad imitation
-of the workroom of some smart dressmaker. Chairs were piled with
-materials, the matting was littered with scraps of lace, muslin, and
-calico; patterns and fashion-plates lay scattered around, and in the
-foreground was a wicker dress-stand, surmounted by an exact model
-of Mrs. Wilkinson's own graceful figure—a costly but indispensable
-possession. At this moment it was attired in an elaborate white ball
-skirt and low satin bodice, and at a little distance appeared to be one
-of the party in the verandah.
-
-To slave for days, nay weeks, at her sewing machine, to cut up,
-contrive and piece, scanty materials; to ponder for hours over
-patterns, confer with an unimaginative native, cope with failures,
-and plunge into debt, were a few of the drawbacks to Mrs. Wilkinson's
-pre-eminence. But inconvenience, anxiety, and self-denial were
-forgotten when she appeared in an incomparable "success," conscious of
-triumph, aware that she was the cynosure of all eyes, and that even
-in church she absorbed the attention of half the congregation. It is
-true that certain rivals, women with ungrudging husbands, replenished
-their wardrobes from London and Paris. Nevertheless, with even these,
-this talented artiste was able to compete, for she was endowed with the
-gift of wearing, as well as of designing, her matchless toilettes. Her
-figure was slender and graceful, and in a smart evening gown, with just
-the least little touch on her cheeks, Mrs. Wilkinson still held her own
-in a ballroom; her dancing was perfection, and, next to dress, her sole
-passion.
-
-As for the lady's past, despite her craze for dress and dancing, it was
-extraordinarily monotonous, and uneventful.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Miss Lena Shardlow, a charming but penniless orphan, had arrived at
-Simla, some years before this story opens, on a cold weather visit to
-distant relations, who invited her out, in the benevolent hope that
-Lena's pretty face would prove her fortune. If, as they afterwards
-declared, she had played her cards properly, Lena might have married
-a member of Council; it was true that he had already seen the grave
-close over two wives, also that he was neither young nor comely, but he
-could offer Lena a splendid position as his wife, and a fine pension as
-his widow. The girl had many admirers—indeed, she was the success of
-the season. Among these admirers was Tony Gascoigne, a feather-brained
-junior subaltern in the Silver Hussars. Tony was handsome and well
-connected, but reckless and impecunious. In an evil moment a brother
-officer had advised him "not to make a fool of himself with the little
-Shardlow girl," and the warning proved immediately fatal. He married
-her within six weeks—her friends were not present at the ceremony—and
-brought his lovely bride down to Umballa in insuppressed triumph.
-Sad to relate, this triumph proved but short-lived—it was cruelly
-slain in the regimental orderly room, and died by the hand of Tony's
-commanding officer. Colonel St. Oriel had a strong prejudice against
-married subalterns, and a married subaltern of a year's standing was
-only surpassed by the notorious miscreant who had actually joined his
-regiment with a wife and a perambulator.
-
-It was whispered in the mess, that when "the old man" received cards
-and cake, he had actually gnashed his teeth. At any rate, the proud
-bridegroom was sent on detachment within twenty-four hours. A year
-later, when Tony and his wife were on leave in the hills, one wet
-black night, his pony lost his hind legs over the brink of a slippery
-khud, and Tony's book of life was closed at page twenty-three. He left
-a widow and a puny infant in a cheap bungalow, not a hundred yards from
-the scene of the tragedy. He also left many debts. At first poor Mrs.
-Gascoigne was stunned, then inconsolable, although her kind neighbours
-came forward to her assistance in a fashion peculiar to India. For
-weeks she remained in cloister-like seclusion, waiting for the monsoon
-to abate, before returning to England, where it would be her fate to
-live on distant relations and a pension of thirty pounds a year. Ere
-three months had elapsed, it was noticed that Major Wilkinson, of the
-Commissariat, despatched baskets of tempting fruit and rare flowers
-to a certain retired bungalow. These, as days went by, he boldly
-followed in person, and long before the year was out, an engagement was
-announced, and all the world of Dalhousie declared, that little Mrs.
-Gascoigne had done remarkably well for herself and her child. Major
-Wilkinson was neither young nor dashing, he had also the reputation of
-being "careful with his money." On the other hand, he was a sensible
-man, with savings in the Bank of Bengal, and a small property in New
-Zealand. The middle-aged Major was unmistakably in love with the pretty
-blue-eyed widow, but, to impart a secret, he had never exhibited the
-smallest enthusiasm for her offspring, and now that he had four sturdy
-olive branches of his own, indifference had developed into unconcealed
-aversion. Perhaps (for he was a model parent) he may have been a little
-jealous of his step-daughter's airy grace and high-bred features.
-Angel was an aristocrat to the tips of her shocking sand-shoes, whilst
-his own beloved progeny were undeniably _bourgeois_—stumpy, stolid,
-heavy children, whose faces recalled the colour and contour of a cream
-cheese. Although Colonel Wilkinson scaled sixteen stone, he was an
-active, bustling man—indeed some people considered him "fussy"—an
-excellent organiser and administrator in his official capacity, whilst
-at home in the domestic circle he saw to everything himself, thus
-relieving his Lena of all housekeeping cares. He checked the bazaar
-accounts, gave out the stores, oil and fodder, ordered the meals and
-hectored the servants—he even instructed the ayah, and harried the
-milkman—the only person over whom he had no control was the dirzee.
-Consequently Lena had nothing to do but compose costumes, amuse
-herself, and look pretty. In her heart of hearts, Angel, her firstborn,
-was her mother's favourite child, but no whisper of this weakness
-ever escaped her lips. She was too painfully aware, that Richard was
-excessively jealous of the claims of his family, whom he idolised.
-
-Of course Angel ought to have been sent home, no one was more alive to
-this duty than her parent, but unhappily Mrs. Wilkinson had no private
-income; she was compelled to ask for every rupee she expended, and
-it was with difficulty she obtained a slender sum for the children's
-clothes. As for her own toilettes, her husband liked to see her in
-pretty gowns, he was proud of them, and of her, but when it came
-to paying—oh! that was another affair altogether. Every bill she
-presented to him entailed a battle—or at least an argument, and what
-of those bills, those frightful bills, she dared not let him see?
-
-If Colonel Wilkinson growled savagely when called upon to disburse for
-Angel's meagre wardrobe, how could her mother hope for a substantial
-cheque to defray her outfit, passage, and education? Much as Colonel
-Wilkinson disliked the child, he had not the heart to open his purse
-strings and provide for her removal to another home and hemisphere.
-
-Angel was naturally intelligent, and had picked up the art of reading
-and writing, without perceptible labour. The occasional lessons of an
-Eurasian schoolmistress had introduced her to the multiplication table,
-and the outlines of history and geography. She spoke Hindustani with
-the facility and correctness of an Indian-born child. She could sing
-the "Tazza Ba Tazza," and dance like a nautch girl, and the servants
-alternately bullied and feared her. They were all somewhat distrustful
-of "Missy Angel." She knew too much—she was too wise.
-
-As Angel sat on the floor of the verandah, her sharp white face bent
-intently on the needle, her thin arm tirelessly turning the handle
-of the sewing machine, her thoughts were not with her task. She was
-wondering why the ayah's sister happened to wear a jacket of similar
-stuff to the piece which was sliding through her hands? Stolen of
-course—how, and when? Oh, what a pig Anima was; and it was late, and
-Philip had not come. Had he forgotten his promise, he who never forgot
-a promise? She rose stealthily, and went to a "chick," pulled it a
-little aside and peered out. Nothing to be seen but the brick-coloured
-compound, the sandy drive, the cork trees, a quiver in the heated air.
-
-"Missy Angel, what you doing?" screamed the ayah, "what you looking
-for? Go back and sit down."
-
-Angel returned to her post with noiseless steps, but as she resumed her
-task, she held up the muslin towards the ayah, and said:
-
-"You see this, Anima? Some is stolen. I was only looking for the thief.
-Do _you_ know her?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-AN EARLY VISIT
-
-
-ANIMA ayah pounced upon the gage thus recklessly flung at her, and was
-proceeding to pour out the seven vials of her wrath in a lava-like
-stream, when, luckily for her challenger, the sound of hoofs outside,
-a spurred heel on the steps, created a diversion. Then a man's voice
-called up, "Hullo, Lena, are you at home?"
-
-Instantly the dirzee seized the half-clad figure in his arms, and
-eloped with it indoors, whilst Angel sprang to the blind, dragged it
-back, and ushered in Philip Gascoigne.
-
-"Well, little one," he said, taking her limp hand in his, "How are you
-to-day? Lena, please don't move." For Mrs. Wilkinson had struggled up,
-and now sat erect on her long cane lounge, vainly endeavouring to make
-the end of her old tea gown cover the toes of her shabby slippers.
-
-"I'm only going to stay five minutes," continued her visitor, seating
-himself astride a chair. "How did you enjoy the children's party?"
-
-"Not much," she answered with a laugh.
-
-"And Angel—not at all, eh?"
-
-"Angel!" cried Mrs. Wilkinson, suddenly raising her voice, "do stop
-that horrible machine, and run away and learn your lessons."
-
-Angel paused in her labours, drew her beautifully marked eyebrows
-together, and looked curiously at her mother. Then she rose, handed her
-frill to the dirzee, and obediently withdrew, vanishing through one of
-the many doors into the interior of the bungalow—but not to learn her
-lessons. Oh no, she went straight to Mrs. Wilkinson's bedroom, hunted
-about for a certain library book, and settled herself comfortably on
-a sofa. There, stretched at full length, with a couple of cushions
-carefully arranged at her back, she resembled a small edition of her
-mother! Presently she opened the novel, found her place, and began to
-read. The name of the novel was "Moths."
-
-In the meanwhile conversation in the verandah was proceeding; as soon
-as her daughter had disappeared, Mrs. Wilkinson resumed:
-
-"I left Angel at home as a punishment; it's only the punishment she
-feels."
-
-"She feels a good many things," rejoined Gascoigne. "What has she been
-up to now?"
-
-"Oh, never mind," retorted the lady, with a touch of irritation. "You
-think Angel _is_ an angel."
-
-"Excuse me, I do not; but she is only a child—we were children
-ourselves. Why are you all so rough on her?"
-
-"I'm sure I'm not rough on her," protested Mrs. Wilkinson in a highly
-injured key, "but she is always rubbing Richard up the wrong way—he
-is so sensitive, too, and only the other day she called him a 'mud
-cart officer.' Really, I can't imagine where she picks up her awful
-expressions."
-
-"She picks up everything, I fancy—chaff and corn," remarked her
-cousin.
-
-"At any rate, Richard simply detests her," continued Mrs. Wilkinson. "I
-keep her out of his way as much as possible, as he hates the very sight
-of her. He says you never know what she is going to do next; she plays
-the most unexpected tricks, she is heartless, untruthful, and fond of
-luxury."
-
-Gascoigne broke into a short, incredulous laugh. "What! that thin,
-shabby little child. My dear Lena, she does not know what the word
-luxury means."
-
-Her mother heaved a profound sigh as she answered, "Remember, I do not
-say these horrid things. I know that Angel is not heartless; she has
-strong feelings, she is devoted to me—and she simply worships _you_."
-
-"Oh, bosh!" he exclaimed, with a gesture of protest.
-
-"But it is true, I assure you, that in Angel's eyes you are something
-between a Fairy Prince and a Holy Saint, and quite perfect. She
-actually threw a milk jug at Pinky, because he said you were ugly."
-
-Gascoigne laughed a hearty laugh, displaying his nice white teeth. He
-could well afford to despise Pinky's opinion, for, although no rival
-to Beauty Shafto, Gascoigne was a good-looking fellow, and made a
-conspicuous and agreeable figure in that somewhat squalid verandah,
-with his trim uniform and well-groomed air. His forehead and jaw were
-square, his eyes dark, cool, and penetrating; the whole expression
-indicated keen intelligence and absolute self-control.
-
-Altogether it was an interesting face. A face that had left its impress
-on most people's memories.
-
-"Threw the milk jug," he repeated; "that was scarcely the retort
-courteous; but I'm glad to see she made a bad shot," and he glanced at
-Pinky's round and stolid countenance. "What's all this finery for?" he
-continued, timidly touching the satin in her lap.
-
-"To make me beautiful," she answered. "Men's garments are so hideous
-that women have to do double duty. I am going to wear this at the
-Giffards' cotillion to-morrow night."
-
-"A dance, this weather. What lunacy!"
-
-"It may seem so to you, who never enter a ballroom, but I must do
-something to keep myself going, and it's cool enough as yet, after
-eleven o'clock. Half-a-dozen waltzes are a better tonic for me than any
-amount of quinine."
-
-"Long may you live to say so," he exclaimed, "but waltzing with the
-thermometer at 100, I should call the dance of death. Mind you don't
-overdo it, Lena mia," and he looked at her narrowly.
-
-Lena Wilkinson was a delicate woman, thin and worn, with an insatiable
-appetite for excitement and amusement. Her social triumphs and secret
-labours drew heavily on the bank of a frail constitution, and no one
-but herself ever guessed how often she trembled on the verge of a
-serious breakdown.
-
-"I say," resumed Gascoigne, "I came to ask if I may take Angel for a
-drive this evening? You have no objection, have you?" he added, as Mrs.
-Wilkinson's expression conveyed blank amazement. "At any rate, it will
-clear her out of Wilkinson's path for a couple of hours," he concluded
-persuasively.
-
-"But she will think so much of it, and be so flattered and
-cock-a-hoop," protested her mother.
-
-"Lena," and his eyes sparkled angrily, "do you grudge the poor kid even
-this little pleasure?"
-
-"No, I don't," hastily relenting, "and I'm horrid. I was thinking that
-you never took _me_ out."
-
-"I shall be only too honoured. You have but to name your own time. I
-thought you hated a two-wheeled trap, or I'd have offered long ago."
-
-"It's quite true, I do loathe high dog carts and pulling trotters. I've
-no courage now, and that Sally of yours goes like an express train.
-Ten years ago, how I should have loved it! What a curse it is to have
-nerves!"
-
-"I expect you want a change to the hills. Angel tells me you are not
-going to stir this hot weather. Mind you, Lena, it is a mistake."
-
-"Oh, I know; but Richard declares that he cannot possibly afford two
-establishments, and he must stay down. Angel looks bleached. Three hot
-seasons are enough to take the colour out of anyone, and are trying to
-a child. That is what makes her so cross, and dainty, and discontented."
-
-"You ought to go away, Lena, if only for two months. You look run down
-yourself."
-
-"Yes, and I feel run down, too." Here she paused, took up her work for
-a moment, and put in two or three stitches. "I sometimes wonder——"
-she began, and said no more.
-
-"What do you sometimes wonder?" he inquired.
-
-"It is only when I lie awake at night, listening to the jackals—they
-always make me feel so desperately depressed, and when I am quite
-in the blues I cannot help asking myself what would become of Angel
-if—anything happened to me?"
-
-"What a dismal idea, an odious little blue devil!" he exclaimed. "You
-should light a lamp and read some cheery novel; that would soon chase
-him away."
-
-"And I might fall asleep, and set the bungalow on fire."
-
-"Look here, Lena," he resumed, hitching his chair a little closer, "you
-know I'm pretty well off; no debts, no wife."
-
-"Fancy naming them in the same breath!" she protested with a laugh.
-
-"Well, sometimes one brings the other," and he nodded his head gaily;
-then, lowering his voice, he continued, "I daresay it is hard for
-Wilkinson to make both ends meet, with heavy insurances, and all that
-sort of thing"—Wilkinson was scrupulously saving and investing half of
-his pay—"so—so——" Then, with a sudden rush, "If you'll just run up
-to the hills for three months, and take Angel and the boys—I'll make
-it all right—you know I'm your cousin."
-
-"Yes," she assented rather bitterly, "and the only Gascoigne who ever
-deigned to take the smallest notice of me; but it can't be done, Phil.
-You are a dear good fellow to suggest it, and if the matter lay with me
-I'd accept it like a shot and be off to-morrow; but Richard would not
-hear of it."
-
-"Well, then, let me send Angel, with an ayah, to some good
-boarding-house where the lady will look after her. Surely, he would
-make no objection to that. She would be out of his sight for months."
-
-"Perhaps not; but he has such odd ideas, and although he does not
-want her here, I doubt if he would allow her to go elsewhere. There,"
-starting up, "I hear him now. He is coming."
-
-"At any rate, you might sound him, Lena, and I'll call in for Angel at
-half-past five."
-
-"Hullo, Gascoigne—you here?" and a stout, breathless little man, with
-prodigious moustache and a shining round face, came puffing up the
-steps. "I tell you," he panted, "this day is going to be a corker!—my
-reins were mad hot, and Graham says there are five cases of heat
-apoplexy in hospital. Lena, we must have the cuscus tatties up at once."
-
-"They say this season is to be something quite extra," remarked
-Gascoigne, who had risen to his feet.
-
-"Yes, yes," cried Colonel Wilkinson, "the usual bazaar talk. But,"
-mopping his face, "if this is the beginning, where shall we all be in
-the end of May—eh, Lena?"
-
-"In the cemetery, perhaps," she suggested gravely.
-
-"Come, come, old woman—none of your ghastly jokes. Hullo, Beany boy;
-well, my Pinkums. Ayah," in a sharper key, "what do you mean by letting
-Master Beany wear his best shoes?"
-
-"They are all he has got, sahib—others done fall to pieces," she
-answered sullenly.
-
-"Fall to grandmother! Let _me_ see them. And I say, the children are
-to have plenty of ice in their milk to-day. I've ordered in two seers
-extra. Has Master Baba had his tonic? Here—you must all clear out
-of the verandah—it's like a furnace. Away you go!" and, raising his
-arms as if driving a flock of geese, he hustled the whole family
-precipitately indoors, whilst Gascoigne snatched up his whip and fled.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-ANGEL IN EXCELSIS
-
-
-PUNCTUAL to the moment, Philip Gascoigne arrived to take his little
-cousin for the promised drive, and Angel's eyes shone like stars when
-she descried his smart dogcart spinning up the approach. Sally Lunn, or
-"Mad" Sally, a good-looking bay, stud-bred, in hard condition, enjoyed
-the reputation of being the fastest trotter, as well as the most
-hot-tempered and eccentric animal, in the station; only those blessed
-with a cool head and no nerves were competent to manage her. Here she
-came, pulling double, and tossing flecks of foam over her bright brass
-harness.
-
-Mrs. Wilkinson felt a secret thrill of thankfulness that it was not
-about to be her lot to sit behind this excitable creature, the author
-of a lengthy chapter of accidents. However, Mrs. Wilkinson's little
-daughter did not share these fears. She had been dressed and ready for
-an hour, and now ran quickly down the steps, in a clear starched frock,
-her hat restored, her hair elaborately crimped, climbed into the cart
-with the agility of a monkey, and took her place with the dignity of
-a queen. It is true that her shapely little black legs dangled in a
-somewhat undignified fashion. Nevertheless she declined a footstool
-with a gesture of contempt—nor was Sally disposed to linger. In
-another moment the dogcart swung out of the gate, and was humming down
-the road at the rate of eleven miles an hour. Angel, very upright, with
-her hair streaming behind her, elation in her pose; Gascoigne sitting
-square and steady, giving his full attention to his impetuous trapper.
-
-"Thank goodness, Philip is a first-rate whip," exclaimed Mrs.
-Wilkinson, as she turned her eyes from this fleeting vision and rested
-them on her husband, "otherwise I would never trust the child with that
-animal."
-
-"Bah, there's no fear," protested Colonel Wilkinson from his long
-chair, taking up a paper as he spoke. "You may trust _her_ with any
-animal; and Gascoigne knows what he's about—he understands horses; but
-I'm blessed if I understand him. He must be hard up for company when he
-calls for that brat."
-
-"She is his cousin, you see," answered her parent, "and—Richard——" a
-pause; long pauses were a peculiarity of Mrs. Wilkinson's conversation.
-
-"Well?" impatiently. "What?"
-
-"He thinks she looks so white and thin, and he has offered to send her
-up to the hills for three months—at his own expense. What do you say?"
-
-Colonel Wilkinson reflected for some seconds behind the pages of his
-"Pioneer." He detested Angel; an arrogant, insolent little ape, whose
-shrill treble broke into and amended his best stories, who never shed
-a tear, no matter what befell her at his hands, and who laughed in his
-face when he stormed. He would be rid of her—but he would also be
-renouncing his authority. Angel was his step-daughter—Gascoigne was
-only her father's cousin. Her keep was nominal, and the station would
-talk. No—certainly _no_.
-
-"What do I say?" he repeated, emerging with considerable crackling from
-behind his screen. "I say no, and I call the offer confounded cheek on
-the part of Gascoigne. What is good enough for my own children is good
-enough for her. They are not going to budge this season."
-
-"But the boys are so much younger, Richard, dear," ventured his wife.
-
-"Well, I won't have Gascoigne interfering with a member of my family,
-cousin or no cousin. Some day he will find out what a little devil she
-is, for all her angel name and angel face," and with this depressing
-prophecy Colonel Wilkinson retired once more behind his "Pioneer."
-
-Meanwhile the "little devil" was in the seventh heaven, as she and her
-Jehu bowled along the straight flat road, overtaking and passing every
-other vehicle—a triumph dear to Angel.
-
-"Look here, young 'un, where would you like me to drive you—you shall
-choose the route," said Gascoigne suddenly.
-
-"Right in front of the club, then past the railway station and through
-the bazaar," was her prompt and unexpected answer.
-
-"Good Lord, what a choice! And why?"
-
-"Just that people may see me," replied Angel, and she put out her hand
-and touched his arm, as she added, "See me—driving with _you_."
-
-"No great sight; but, all the same, you shall have your way—you don't
-often get it, do you?"
-
-Angel made no reply beyond a queer little laugh, and they sped through
-the cantonments, meeting the remnant who were left taking their dutiful
-airing. These did not fail to notice the "Wilkinson's Angel," as she
-was called, seated aloft beside Captain Gascoigne, pride in her port,
-her little sharp face irradiated with the serene smile of absolute
-content. The two Miss Brewers, in their rickety pony carriage, envied
-the child fully as much as she could have desired. Mrs. Dawson stared,
-bowed, and looked back; so did some men on their way to rackets.
-
-"Well, Gascoigne was a good sort, and it was just the kind of thing he
-would do—give up his game to take a kid for a spin into the country.
-Why, he was making straight for the bazaar." The bazaar was narrow and
-thronged with ekkas, camels, bullock carts, and cattle, as well as
-crammed with human beings. As Gascoigne steered carefully in and out
-of the crowd, a bright idea flashed upon him. There was Narwainjees, a
-large general shop which sold everything from Paris hats to pills and
-night lights. He pulled up sharply at the entrance and said, "I say,
-Angel, I want you to come in here and choose yourself a hat."
-
-"A hat," she echoed. "Oh, Philip, I—I—shall be too happy."
-
-"All right, then," lifting her down as he spoke; "you can try what it
-feels like to be too happy. I can't say I know the sensation myself."
-
-As the oddly-matched couple now entered the shop hand in hand, the
-smart, soldierly young man and the shabby little girl, an obsequious
-attendant emerged from some dark lair. At this time of year business
-was slack, and the atmosphere of the ill-ventilated premises was
-reeking with oil, turmeric, and newly-roasted coffee.
-
-"I want to look at some trimmed hats for this young lady," explained
-her cavalier.
-
-"Oh, Phil," she whispered, squeezing his hand tightly in her tiny
-grasp, "it's the very first time I've been called a young lady."
-
-"And won't be the last, we will hope," he answered.
-
-"Have some iced lemonade, sir?" said a stout man in a gold skull-cap
-and thin white muslin draperies.
-
-"No, thank you—but you, Angel—will you have some?" asked her cousin.
-
-"I should love it," and she put her lips greedily to a brimming
-tumbler of her favourite beverage. Undoubtedly Angel was tasting every
-description of pleasure to-day.
-
-"And now for the hats; here they come!" announced her companion, as a
-languid European assistant appeared with two in either hand.
-
-"Oh, how lovely!" cried Angel, setting down the glass and clasping her
-hands in rapturous admiration.
-
-These hats, be it known, were the usual stock in trade of a native
-shop up country, models that no sane woman in England would purchase
-or be seen in; massive satin or velvet structures, with lumps of
-faded flowers and tarnished gilt buckles, one more preposterous
-than another, all equally dusty, tumbled, and expensive, and all
-intended for full-grown wearers—if such could be beguiled into buying
-them. Gascoigne took a seat and proceeded to watch his protégée's
-proceedings with the keenest amusement, and exhibited no desire to cut
-short her few blissful moments. Angel was absolutely happy, not had
-been, or was to be, but actually happy in the present moment—and the
-sight of such a condition is extremely rare.
-
-The mite in short frock treated the shopwoman with all the airs of a
-grown customer, and was even more _difficile_ and critical than her
-own mamma. First she tried on one hat, then another; and to see the
-little top-heavy figure, glass in hand, strutting and backing in front
-of a great spotty mirror, and contemplating herself from every point
-of view with the most anxious solemnity, was to all concerned a truly
-entertaining spectacle. Several torpid assistants had collected at a
-respectable distance, enjoying the comedy with faint grins as Angel
-gravely appeared, and disappeared, under various monstrosities. For a
-time she was sorely divided between a scarlet plush tam-o'-shanter and
-a green straw with yellow flowers. Finally it was a bright blue satin
-toque with mother-of-pearl buckles which captured her affections. She
-put it on, and took it off, then put it on again, whilst Gascoigne and
-the European attendant watched her attentively.
-
-"I say, Angel, that won't do," he said, breaking the spell at last;
-"no, nor any single one of the lot. You'd look like an owl in an ivy
-bush."
-
-"Oh, Philip, not really," she protested, and her eyes grew large with
-amazement.
-
-"No, none of them are suitable. That thing you've on weighs pounds;
-you'd want a man to carry it. I'll tell you what, perhaps this young
-lady here will fit you out with a nice straw hat, and trim it."
-
-"Oh, yes, sir," she assented briskly. "I believe I have what will
-answer exactly," producing a pile of plain straws. "Try this on, missy."
-
-But it was such a bare, uninteresting-looking article. Two great tears
-stood in Angel's eyes. These she bravely winked away, and said with a
-gulp, "Very well, Phil; I suppose you know best."
-
-"I'll make it so smart, missy," said the sympathetic attendant, "with
-big bows of fresh white ribbon."
-
-"And roses? Oh, Philip, say I am to have roses?" she pleaded with
-clasped hands, and a voice that was tragic.
-
-"Yes, roses by all means, if they are indispensable to your happiness."
-
-"Oh, they are—and pink ones."
-
-"Then we will leave the matter entirely to you," said Gascoigne to the
-milliner, as he stood up; "a child's hat, you know, not a May bush."
-
-And Miss Harris, who was rarely favoured with such a customer, gave Mr.
-Gascoigne an emphatic promise, and her sweetest smile. As a solace from
-being parted from her beloved blue toque, her cousin presented Angel
-with a large box of chocolates, a bottle of perfume, a silver thimble,
-and a doll, and the little creature returned to the dogcart with her
-arms full and her face radiant.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-THE LUCKNOW ROAD
-
-
-"AND now for a good spin along the Lucknow road," said Gascoigne when
-they had extricated themselves from the teeming bazaar.
-
-Oh, Lucknow road! How many times have you resounded to the steady tramp
-of armed men, the clattering of hoofs, the rumble of guns! What battles
-have been fought to guard you, what nameless graves of gallant fellows
-are scattered among the crops in your vicinity! But to-night all is
-peace; the moon rides high in the heavens, and the whole landscape
-seems flooded in silvery white. The pace at which Sally travelled
-created a current of fresh air, as she sped past tombs, shrines,
-villages, and between long avenues of trees. The bare, flat plains
-were just forty miles from the foot of the Himalayas, and in the cold
-weather the scene presented an unbroken stretch of rich cultivation.
-A sea of yellow waves, wheat and barley, sugar-cane, feathery white
-cotton, and acres and acres of poppies. Now the crops were gathered,
-and all that remained was a barren expanse parched to a dull dusty
-brown. The very trees, with their grey trunks and leafless branches,
-gave the scene a bleak and wintry appearance, although the air was like
-a furnace. It was a still, breathless night, save for the croaking of
-frogs, or the humming of a village tom-tom, and the couple in the
-dogcart were as silent as their surroundings, absorbing the swiftly
-changing scene without exchanging a word, each being buried in their
-own reflections. Angel's thoughts were pleasant ones; her busy brain
-was occupied with visions of future triumphs—not unconnected with her
-present position, and her new hat.
-
-Gascoigne's inner self was far, far away across the sea. He was
-driving with a little girl through deep country lanes, a girl then
-his playfellow, later his divinity, now lost to him, and figuratively
-laid in a grave and wrapped in roses and lavender. On the tombstone
-the strong god Circumstance had inscribed, "Here lies the love of
-Philip Gascoigne." The man was thinking of his love, the child of her
-new hat, and the four-legged animal of her supper. Once or twice he
-had been on the point of turning, but a piteous little voice beside
-him had pleaded, "Oh, please, not yet; oh, just another mile, well,
-half-a-mile," and they had passed the tenth milestone before Sally was
-pulled up and her head set once more towards Ramghur.
-
-"Oh, dear," cried Angel, coming out of a dream, "I'm so sorry we are
-going back. I began to think I was in heaven."
-
-"Upon my word, you are a funny child," exclaimed her cousin. "I don't
-fancy the hot weather in the North-West is many people's notion of
-Paradise."
-
-"But there are horses and chariots there. At all events," she argued,
-"the Bible says so."
-
-"Do you read the Bible much, Angel?"
-
-"Yes. I love the Book of Revelations, which tells all about gold and
-jewels and horses. I always read it on Sundays."
-
-"And what do you read on week-days?"
-
-"I have not much time. I sew a good deal for mother, and there are
-lessons, and going out walking with those children to the club gardens
-twice a day," and she gave a little impatient sigh. Gascoigne looked
-down at the small figure perched beside him, with pitying eyes, and
-thought of her dreary, colourless life.
-
-"I'm reading a book now," she announced complacently.
-
-"And what is it called?"
-
-"The Mysteries of Paris."
-
-"The _what_?"
-
-"The Mysteries of Paris," raising her thin voice. "I heard Mrs. Du
-Grand telling mother it was thrilling—and so wicked. She rooted it out
-of the old stock in the Library."
-
-"It's not fit for you to read."
-
-"Have _you_ read it?" she asked sharply.
-
-"No, and don't want to. Does your mother allow you to read such stuff?"
-
-"Mother does not know—she would not mind."
-
-"I'm certain she would—it's a bad—I mean a grown-up book, and not fit
-for you."
-
-"I've only read as far as two chapters—and it's so stupid."
-
-"Then mind you don't read more, Angel, nor any grown-up books, if you
-would like to please _me_. Hullo, sit tight," he added quickly, as a
-white bullock suddenly rose from beside a shrine, starting Sally out
-of her wits. She made a violent spring across the road—a spring that
-tested every buckle in her harness—and nearly capsized the cart. Then
-she broke away into a frantic gallop, with the trap rocking at her
-heels.
-
-"No fear, Angel; you hold on to me," said Gascoigne.
-
-"But I'm not afraid," rejoined a bold, clear voice. "I'm never afraid
-when I'm with you, Philip."
-
-"It's all right," he said presently, as Sally's racing pace slackened
-and she gradually came back to her bit. "Sally is a coward; she thought
-she saw a ghost."
-
-"Yes; and it was only an old bullock," scoffed the child. "But, cousin
-Phil, there _are_ real ghosts, you know."
-
-"Where?"
-
-"Oh," spreading out her hands, "everywhere, all over the world—in the
-station—yes, and in your bungalow."
-
-"My poor, simple Angel! Who has been cramming you with this rot?"
-
-"The servants," she promptly replied; "and I've heard other people
-talking. The cook's brother is your bearer, and yet, he would not go
-into your compound after dark if you gave him one hundred rupees."
-
-"Then he is a foolish man," pronounced Gascoigne; "not that I am likely
-to offer him his price."
-
-"They say," resumed the child, "where you keep your boxes and polo
-sticks used to be the dining-room, and that servants in queer old
-liveries can still be seen there."
-
-"Then I wish to goodness they'd clean up my saddles whilst they wait.
-And is that all?"
-
-"No; an officer in uniform, a strange uniform not worn now, comes
-running in with a drawn sword, and chases a pretty lady from room to
-room. She wears a white muslin dress, and black satin shoes. He kills
-her in the front verandah—and her screams are awful."
-
-"Dear me, Angel, what a blood-curdling tragedy! but you don't mean to
-say you believe it?"
-
-"Oh, yes; Ibrahim says it is well known. There is another—I heard Mrs.
-Jones telling it to mother, and she said she knew it was true. Shall I
-go on?"
-
-"Yes, if you like—it is quite an Indian night's entertainment."
-
-"Well," beginning in a formal little voice, "some gentlemen were
-driving up from the station; they were very late, and they saw a mess
-house all lit up, and the compound packed with carriages and bullock
-bandies, and they said, 'Why, it is a big ball, and we never heard a
-word about it.' So they stopped on the road and looked on. They could
-see right into the room, and there were crowds of people dancing—but
-the strange thing was, there was not one face they knew."
-
-"Well, I'm not surprised at that," exclaimed her listener derisively.
-
-"Please don't interrupt—they drove on after a while——"
-
-"They ought to have gone in to supper."
-
-"_Philip!_" she expostulated. "Next morning they asked about the great
-ball in the cavalry lines, and people thought they were joking; there
-had not been a dance for weeks, but these men were quite positive, and
-they rode down to have a look at the house. It had not been used for
-years and years, and was crammed with rubbish and old broken furniture;
-the compound was all grass and weeds, and there was not a trace or mark
-of a carriage."
-
-"And what did they make of that?" inquired Gascoigne.
-
-"Oh, people just shook their heads, and said something about an old
-story, and the mutiny, and that a great many ladies were killed in that
-messhouse one night—and the servants have heaps of tales."
-
-"I don't want to hear their tales, and I wish you would not listen to
-them," he said sharply.
-
-"Why?" with a look of bewildered injury, "how can I help it, when they
-are talking all round me? The ayah's sister and her niece come in, and
-bring a huka and sit on the floor of the nursery and gossip when mother
-is out, and I can't sleep; they talk, ever so much, all the station
-gup, oh, _such_ stories. Why are you so solemn, cousin Phil?" she asked
-suddenly, gazing up at his face in the moonlight; "why are you so
-grave; what are you thinking about?"
-
-"Then I will tell you, Angel; I am thinking about _you_—it is full
-time you were at home."
-
-"So I am at home. Here we are—the gate is open. Oh, what a shy!" as
-Sally executed a deep curtsey to a long black shadow.
-
-"I mean England," giving Sally a flip; "would you not like to go there?"
-
-"No; for I don't want to leave mother. Anyway, she cannot afford to
-send me to school. She owes such a _lot_ of money; there she is on
-the verandah watching for us; and oh! I am so sorry this drive is
-over—thank you a million thousand times."
-
-"I am afraid we are rather late," he called out to Mrs. Wilkinson, "but
-I've brought her back safe and sound."
-
-"Yes, thank goodness; it is after eight o'clock, and I began to be
-nervous."
-
-"I'm sorry I am behind time, but it is such a fine moonlight night, and
-Angel has been telling me stories."
-
-"Oh, she's good enough at that!" sneered Colonel Wilkinson, with
-terrible significance. "Now, Angel, go off to your bed," he added
-peremptorily; "the ayah has kept some cold rice pudding for you—mind
-you eat it," and he waved her out of his sight. Then, turning his
-attention to the child's charioteer, and refusing to notice his wife's
-anxious signals, he continued, "I say, Gascoigne, if you don't mind,
-you'll be late for mess!"
-
-It was all very well for Lena to suggest his staying to share pot
-luck, but Lena was not the housekeeper, or aware that the bill of fare
-consisted of a little soup and some brain cutlets.
-
-"The bugle went five minutes ago," he concluded. Gascoigne promptly
-accepted the hint (not that he craved for an invitation—were not
-Colonel Wilkinson's dinners notorious?) and with a hasty good-bye
-immediately drove away.
-
-Surely, this must have been one of the happiest days of Angel's
-existence; her mother was prepared to find her in raptures, when she
-came to see her in her cot that night. She was therefore astonished to
-discover the child in tears, sobbing softly under her breath—the cold
-rice-pudding untouched, and spurned.
-
-"Darling, what is the matter?" inquired Mrs. Wilkinson anxiously. "Are
-you sick?"
-
-"No," sniffed her daughter in a lachrymose key.
-
-"But you have not eaten your supper," she expostulated; "are you sure
-you are quite well, dearie?"
-
-"I am—quite—well."
-
-"Then," now stirred to indignation, "do you mean to tell me, that after
-your delightful drive, and all your beautiful presents, you greedy,
-insatiable child, you are crying yourself to sleep?"
-
-A heartrending sob was the sole reply to this question.
-
-Mrs. Wilkinson's thoughts flew to her spouse; he had been particularly
-impatient of Angel lately. She bent over the cot, and whispered into
-the ear of the little head buried in its pillow:
-
-"Tell me, darling, what has happened? What is the trouble—who——?"
-
-And a muffled voice moaned like some wounded animal:
-
-"Phil—cousin Phil—he—he——" a burst of sobs interrupted her.
-
-"He what?" impatiently.
-
-"Oh, mummy, he never said good-bye to me."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-LATE FOR MESS
-
-
-THE bungalow occupied by Captain Gascoigne and his friend was one
-of the largest in Ramghur. Sixty years previously, it had been the
-residence of the general commanding the district, and now it was let
-to a couple of bachelors, at the miserable rental of thirty rupees a
-month, for it happened to be deplorably out of repair, inconveniently
-out of the way, and enjoyed the reputation of being haunted. This
-unfortunate habitation stood in a spacious compound, whose limits were
-absorbed in the surrounding terra-cotta coloured plain, covered with
-yawning fissures, and tufts of bleached grass. A few mango trees, guava
-trees, and a dry well, indicated the remains of a once celebrated
-garden, whilst under the tamarinds were three or four weather-worn
-tombs, the resting-place of Mahomedan warriors, who had been buried on
-the battlefield long before the days of the English Raj.
-
-An imposing range of servants' quarters (at present crowded, as the
-retinue harboured all their relations, as well as lodgers) and a long
-line of stables testified to the former importance of this tumble-down
-abode, whose big reception-rooms, once the heart of social life, were
-now filled with boxes, empty packing-cases, saddlery, and polo sticks,
-and were the resort of white ants, roof cats, and scorpions.
-
-The present tenants had naturally selected the most weather-tight
-quarters, and these were in opposite ends of the venerable residence.
-As Gascoigne came whirling through the entrance gate, he was waylaid by
-three dogs, a fox-terrier, an Irish terrier, and a nondescript hound,
-and it was immediately evident that he belonged to them, from their
-yelps of hearty welcome, and the manner in which all three scuttled up
-the drive in the wake of Sally Lunn.
-
-As the cart stopped, and the syce sprang down, Shafto appeared in the
-verandah. He wore the usual hot-weather mess dress, spotless white
-linen, and a coloured silk cummerband, and looked strikingly handsome
-as he stood bare-headed in the moonlight, gravely contemplating his
-comrade.
-
-"Upon my soul, Phil, I began to think the brute had smashed you up
-at last! I've been sitting here listening hard for twenty minutes,
-precisely as if I were your anxious grandmother. I know Sally's trot
-half a mile away. What kept you?"
-
-"Down dogs, down," cried their master, as he descended. "I had no
-notion it was so late, and for a drive, this is the best time of the
-whole day."
-
-"Whole night you mean," corrected Shafto; "it's half-past eight—where
-have you been? Sally looks as if she had had enough for once."
-
-"She's had about twenty-two miles," admitted her owner, now taking off
-his cap and subsiding into one of the two long chairs which furnished
-the verandah. "The Lucknow road is like a billiard table, and we made
-our own wind."
-
-"_We?_" ejaculated his listener.
-
-"Yes, I took that child Angel from next door; it was a rare treat for
-the poor little beggar, and she coaxed me to go on mile after mile."
-
-"Oh, did she! Well, as long as she is only the angel next door I don't
-mind," said Shafto, tossing away the stump of a cigarette; "an angel in
-the house, I bar. This establishment is already the home of rest for
-lost dogs"—pointing to the trio—"ill-used ekka ponies, and a lame
-bullock. Don't, for God's sake, bring in a child."
-
-"You need not alarm yourself," said his friend composedly. "I should
-not know what to do with her. The animals, at least, are grown up."
-
-"And so is Angel—as old-fashioned as they make 'em. By the way, I
-forgot to ask you what she wanted yesterday?"
-
-"Nothing," replied Gascoigne, stretching out his arms. "I say—Sally
-can pull—only to tell me that she was rather down on her luck."
-
-"Not much luck to be down on, eh?" sneered his listener. "What with
-a smart mamma, a saving step-papa, and a squad of greedy little
-Wilkinsons, she must be a bit out of it, I should say. I wonder her
-father's people don't do something."
-
-"Here you are," cried Gascoigne. "I am her father's cousin."
-
-"Well, I won't permit you to interfere, or take her in; by Jove, no,"
-said Shafto, springing to his feet. "Charity does not begin at this
-home. They say that, for all her fluffy hair and ethereal eyes, she is
-a cocksy, sly, mischievous little cat."
-
-"Poor mite! Can't 'they' let even a child alone? They must be short of
-subjects."
-
-"You allude to the station gossips, and no doubt times are bad—so
-many of their 'cases' are in the hills. Personally, I don't care for
-little girls with wistful eyes and a craving for chocolate."
-
-"I know you don't," assented the other promptly. "_You_ prefer
-well-grown young women with seductive black orbs and a craving for
-sympathy."
-
-"Bosh! There's the mess bugle. You take half-an-hour to tub and change;
-you'll be late for dinner."
-
-"Oh, I'll get something when I go over."
-
-"Here," said Shafto, motioning to a syce to bring up his pony. Then,
-turning to his comrade, "You are a rum customer. Harder than nails, yet
-soft as putty in some ways."
-
-"Oh, not as soft as Billy Shafto," he protested with a laugh.
-
-"Yes. If a fellow is in a scrape—Gascoigne. Duty to do—Gascoigne.
-For the sick and afflicted—Gascoigne. Dinnerless to humour a
-child—Gascoigne." Whilst he spoke he put his foot in the stirrup and
-mounted, and as he wheeled about he gave a view hulloa, shouted "Vive
-Gascoigne!" and galloped down the avenue _ventre à terre_. For a moment
-Gascoigne and the dogs sat staring at the cloud of dust the pony's
-hoofs had raised behind him, and then the three animals gathered round
-to have a word or two with their master.
-
-Each of these waifs had a history of his own. Train, the fox-terrier,
-was found in the railway station, a lost, distracted dog, evidently
-a stranger in a strange land, for he did not understand a word of
-Hindustani, and he shrank appalled from the blandishments of the
-Telegraph Baboo. He was middle-aged, English, and a gentleman. What was
-his past? Gunner, an Irish terrier, possibly country-born, had been
-left behind by a battery of artillery, suddenly ordered up country, and
-for weeks he had haunted their lines, heart-broken and starving; even
-now he constantly called at his old quarters, to see if _they_ had come
-back?
-
-Toko was a stray, brought in, in an emaciated condition, by the two
-others, and was believed to have been the property of a man who had
-died of cholera the previous rains. These three casuals were now beyond
-the reach of want, and were well looked after. They employed a dog
-boy, whose duty it was to wash, feed, and exercise them; but they were
-fiercely independent, and objected to going out for a walk at the end
-of a chain, merely to be tied up, whilst their attendant gambolled
-behind a wall with various other urchins. When not enjoying a scamper
-with their master they took themselves out with great decorum, and
-it was a funny sight to meet the three strolling leisurely along,
-precisely like their superiors, or cantering across the maidan almost
-abreast. Naturally, their friends and foes were identical, and it was a
-truly brave dog who dared to raise his bristles at the trio. They had
-their various individual tastes, and Train and Toko secretly felt that
-it was a pity to see a dog of Gunner's age and size so passionately
-addicted to chasing sparrows.
-
-Gascoigne and the trio sat in the moonlight in front of the old
-bungalow, silently enjoying one another's society, till a neighbouring
-gurra, striking nine, warned Gascoigne that it was time to dress
-and dine. All the same he was not in the least hungry, and only
-for the susceptibilities of his bearer,—who was an abject slave
-to convention, and would have considered his conduct erratic and
-peculiar,—he would gladly have remained sitting in the verandah with
-his three dumb friends. Gascoigne's drive with Angel had resulted in a
-paradox—it had effectively taken away his appetite, and supplied him
-with food for reflection. Poor little neglected ne'er-do-well! What was
-to be her fate?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-MRS. DAWSON'S DRESSES
-
-
-THE hot weather was in full possession of Ramghur, and, as a natural
-consequence, the station became deserted. Various bragging individuals,
-who had announced their determination to "face it this year," had at
-the first boom of its artillery—that fierce midday blast,—closed
-their bungalows, distributed their pets and flowers, lent their cows,
-and carriages, among their friends, and departed precipitately to
-cooler regions. It was a sickly season; already the bazaar prediction
-had been more than justified. Only those whom duty or poverty chained
-to the cantonment were to be found at their posts, and these were to
-be seen, very late or very early, driving about the dusty roads, with
-haggard white faces.
-
-It is a well-established fact, that one hot weather endured in
-company draws people more nearly together than a dozen cold seasons.
-There is a general relaxing of stiffness, a putting off of armour,
-a reliance on one another, and a liberal exchange of sympathy—and
-secrets;—undoubtedly a fellow feeling makes one wondrous kind. For
-example, if a cynic happened to remark what friends two sharply
-contrasting ladies had become, "Oh, they spent a hot weather together
-in Kalipore," would be accepted as an unanswerable reply. Moreover,
-it is undisputed, that some of the best matrimonial prizes have been
-snatched out of the heat of the plains, by maidens who clung to their
-parents, and braved the consequences. Thus, they occasionally made
-the acquaintance of some bored and solitary bachelor, who, failing to
-obtain leave, presently consoled himself with a wife.
-
-The band of the Native Cavalry,—Mr. Shafto's Regiment,—played thrice
-a week in the club gardens, and then the pale remnant of Europeans
-(and many brilliant Eurasians) assembled to what the natives term "eat
-the air" and exchange the contents of letters from the hills, and the
-delinquencies of their domestics.
-
-Everywhere beyond the gardens the atmosphere was that of a brickkiln.
-Within, among the trees, shrubs, and glistening foliage plants, the
-nostrils were greeted by the smell of hot earth, and a recently watered
-greenhouse,—that is an aroma peculiar to India. In the early morning,
-immediately after sunrise, the club was at its best; thronged with
-members who came to study the telegrams, glance at the papers, and pick
-up any stray crumbs of local news. It was thus that the youngest Miss
-Brewer first allured Mr. Pontefract into conversation on the subject
-of "a fire in the Bazaar." Hitherto he had thought of her (if he ever
-did think of her) as a plain, heavy young woman, who could neither ride
-nor dance, but just lob over the net at tennis. Now he discovered,
-thanks to the hot weather, that she was a surprisingly taking girl,
-with a good deal in her, including brains. She talked well (and shared
-his views on the subject of the club soda-water, and Sunday tennis);
-moreover, she was a devout listener.
-
-Between listening and talking, the moments flew; at last, the
-increasing heat, and the clamour of the coppersmith bird, awakened
-the pair to the fact that it was seven o'clock, and much too late an
-hour to be abroad; and then, as Miss Brewer's pony carriage boasted
-a hood, she offered a seat to her new acquaintance, and enjoyed the
-pleasure and triumph of conveying the rising civilian to his own door.
-She carried him off in every sense of the word, in fact—she was a
-particularly "taking" girl. This drive was the prelude to greater
-events—to meetings at dawn, to walks after dark, to little dinners,
-little presents,—and an engagement. Yes, it was quite true, Tilly
-Brewer, the unprepossessing, the dowdy, was about to marry the best
-_parti_ in Ramghur; and when the young ladies in the hills heard the
-tidings, they each and all registered a mental vow to remain below
-next season. It is so easy to make such resolutions when you are in a
-perfect climate.
-
-The talk of the engagement created an agreeable break in the long
-monotonous days, and mere acquaintances exhibited quite an affectionate
-interest in Tilly's trousseau, presents, and prospects.
-
-However, early in May, another topic cropped up which entirely eclipsed
-the marriage preparations, and afforded food for incessant discussion
-until the end of the rains; in fact, the story of "Mrs. Dawson's
-dresses" created such an uproar and commotion, that it got into some of
-the local papers, and every one of the letters home.
-
-Mrs. Dawson, the Judge's wife, was a prim, spare woman of a certain
-age—and, it was said, uncertain temper. She had a cool, stiff manner,
-and an air of critical aloofness that seriously discounted her
-popularity. This lady was Mrs. Wilkinson's most serious rival in the
-matter of dress, and if her taste was less artistic, and her ideas
-lacked courage, she employed a court milliner, and owned a long purse.
-It must be admitted that her toilettes were both varied and expensive.
-"Stiff and old-maidish," was Mrs. Wilkinson's verdict—for she never
-soared to that lady's daring transformations, and condemned her
-dazzling triumphs as "theatrical and loud." Twice a year Mrs. Dawson
-received a large box or two from home, containing a fashionable outfit
-for the approaching season, and the envious pangs the arrival of these
-treasures occasioned Mrs. Wilkinson, no one—no, not even her closest
-friend—had ever guessed.
-
-A consignment of costumes had recently arrived per ss. _Arcadia_, and
-Mrs. Dawson invited all her neighbours to inspect them. The dresses
-were to be on view for two succeeding afternoons, but their owner
-omitted to despatch a little note to Mrs. Wilkinson. She would see all
-the toilettes later on in public, and, meanwhile, as she might steal
-some of the novel ideas, and was quite capable of carrying away a
-Paris pattern "in her eye," the poor lady was cruelly excluded. Late
-one evening Mrs. Rattray dropped in on Mrs. Wilkinson, _en route_ from
-the exhibition. She was a lively, fair woman, with an immense stock of
-superfluous enthusiasm. As soon as she had found a seat, and unfurled
-her fan, she began,
-
-"Well, my dear, I've never seen such frocks as she has got this time."
-
-"No," cried her hostess eagerly; "you have been to the show—do tell me
-all about them. I am dying to know what the dresses are like. French,
-of course—she said so."
-
-"Yes," drawing a long breath. "There is a grey _crêpe de chine_ and
-silver, like the moon in a mist, with very long, tight sleeves, and
-a sort of double skirt—it's a dream. There is a lemon satin with
-Egyptian embroidery and a long train, a black silk canvas with lace
-sleeves, piece lace—_you_ could easily copy that; and there is a
-lovely mauve tea-gown, with a yoke of point d'Alençon, and knots of
-black velvet with long ends, to which I lost my heart—it's quite my
-style—but she never lends a pattern, you know."
-
-"Yes," agreed her listener, "we all know that."
-
-"Then there are hats, and toques, and feathers, and silk petticoats. I
-never saw so many pretty things all at once. I think she got some smart
-cousin to choose them, for they are not in the same style as her usual
-dresses—really, you won't know her."
-
-Further details, descriptions, and even sketches, prolonged the
-interview for more than an hour. Meanwhile Angel sat growing in a
-corner, totally unnoticed, but absorbing every word of the conversation
-with a curious expression on her little elfish face.
-
-"I must say, it is most marked, her not inviting you," said Mrs.
-Rattray, as she rose at last. "Several people noticed it, and Mrs.
-Gordon was wondering why you had not come; 'the show was so much in
-your line.' Of course, I did not tell her why you stayed away; at any
-rate, you will see one of the frocks on Sunday, a white Chinese silk,
-much too young for Mrs. Dawson; I'm sure she is long past forty. Well,
-good-bye, dear, I knew you'd be dying to hear all about the exhibition,
-so I just ran in to tell you." And then Mrs. Rattray bustled out to her
-victoria, leaving her stricken hostess to digest her news as best she
-might. Alas! what were two or three pretty muslins, or even a new lilac
-foulard, against Mrs. Dawson's battle array, gowns direct from Doucet
-and Rouff? Oh, money must tell in the end! and, burying her face among
-her sofa cushions,—for she was weak and run down,—Mrs. Wilkinson wept
-long and bitterly, she who but five minutes ago had been all animation
-and smiles.
-
-Two mornings later, Mrs. Rattray encountered Mrs. Dawson in the club
-library. Greatly to her surprise, the latter accosted her at once; for,
-as a rule, she merely bestowed a cool nod.
-
-"Have you heard about my dresses?" she began excitedly.
-
-"But you forget that I have inspected them," said the other; "I never
-saw anything half so exquisite, or so——"
-
-"Exquisite no longer!" broke in Mrs. Dawson with a catch in her voice;
-"what do you think? I had some friends to my little show yesterday, all
-the gowns laid out in my bedroom, just as when you came,—and then we
-went into the drawing-room to tea. After they had left, I sent for the
-ayah, intending to help her to fold the things, and put them in tissue
-paper." Here she paused for breath, and seemed curiously agitated.
-
-"Why, yes, of course," assented Mrs. Rattray. She stood with her hands
-on the back of a chair, facing the narrator, and wondering at her
-emotion. It was something novel to see Mrs. Dawson, of all people, thus
-mentally dishevelled.
-
-"When I went into my room with a light," she resumed, "I found that all
-my beautiful things had been cut to pieces—into little—little bits!"
-
-"What!" cried Mrs. Rattray, raising her voice till it was almost a
-scream.
-
-"Yes, every one of them, and done most systematically—nothing escaped,
-not even my poor feather fan, nor a hat, or a blouse. The ayah kept
-crying, 'Look, look, look,' till I was sick of looking. Sleeves were
-hacked out of dresses, great pieces slashed out of the bodices, skirts
-cut right across, in all directions; even the artificial flowers were
-torn to pieces, and the fingers snipped off my evening gloves." She
-paused, and there was a dead silence, for Mrs. Rattray could find no
-words adequate to the occasion. She simply stared, with her topee
-pushed back, from her forehead, and her lips wide apart.
-
-"And—the grey _crêpe_?" she stammered out at last.
-
-"A rag now. The lemon satin only fit for patchwork. There is not
-even enough left to make a sofa cushion. It was all done in about
-half-an-hour—and with a huge pair of dirzee's scissors."
-
-"But who did it?" cried her listener, breathlessly. "Have you no
-suspicions?"
-
-"No, that is the strange part of it; not a soul was seen or heard
-about the premises. All the doors in the verandah were wide open, the
-chokedar was on duty, and he saw no one."
-
-"Then what does the ayah say?" inquired Mrs. Rattray judicially.
-
-"Oh, she vows it was an evil spirit, and if she had not been idling
-in her godown, but had come in directly the visitors had left,
-this frightful affair would not have happened." Here Mrs. Dawson's
-voice became husky; however, she soon recovered her self-possession,
-and continued, "Nothing was taken—no, not even an inch of
-ribbon—everything is there. So it was no thief. My husband will have
-it that it was Captain Moore's monkey."
-
-Mrs. Rattray drew a long breath. At last she inquired, with studied
-deliberation:
-
-"And what is your own opinion?"
-
-"I believe it was the work of some one who knew more about clothes than
-a dumb animal," responded the victim of the outrage; "and yet, it is
-like a monkey's trick, so unnecessary, and so mischievous."
-
-"So wicked, I call it," cried Mrs. Rattray. "I must say you are bearing
-it marvellously well. It is more than I could do. I have no fortitude."
-
-"What is the good of worrying? The thing is done; no amount of worrying
-will restore my pretty frocks, and I cannot afford to replace them for
-some time; that lemon satin cost forty guineas, and I'd be ashamed to
-tell you what I paid for the lilac tea-gown."
-
-"You have no clue?" reiterated Mrs. Rattray.
-
-"Unfortunately, I have not even that small consolation. Monkey or
-demon, it left no trace. Well now, I must be going—the sun is getting
-so strong I have a dreadful headache as it is."
-
-And Mrs. Dawson went sadly down the steps, crawled into her carriage,
-and was driven away.
-
-But Mrs. Rattray lingered yet awhile, despite the temperature, in order
-to discuss the tragedy with Mrs. Jones. Ere they separated, she said,
-"How pleased Mrs. Wilkinson will be! She will have it all her own way
-now."
-
-"Yes," assented her companion, "she lives to dress, and dresses to
-live—it is only her clothes that hold her to earth. She is a mere
-shadow. Don't you think she looks frightfully ill, and that it is
-disgraceful that Colonel Wilkinson has kept her and the children down
-for three hot weathers? I declare it is next door to murder, and if she
-dies he ought to be hanged."
-
-"She wants a change badly," admitted Mrs. Rattray, "but this news will
-act as a restorer, equal to two months' hill air."
-
-"Colonel Wilkinson is a shameless screw," resumed the other; "everyone
-knows that he puts away half his pay monthly, that he never subscribes
-to anything—'poverty and a large family' his cry—and that poor
-Mrs. Wilkinson finds it almost impossible to get him to give her a
-twenty-rupee dress."
-
-"I think Mrs. Dawson might have asked her to her show; leaving one out
-is always so pointed."
-
-"But it was intended to be pointed. Mrs. Dawson was so afraid of having
-her gowns copied," pleaded her friend.
-
-"Not much to copy now, is there?" retorted Mrs. Rattray; "and is it not
-strange that they have no suspicions, and no clue?"
-
-"No, neither the one nor the other," rejoined Mrs. Jones, shaking her
-head solemnly. But Mrs. Jones was mistaken; there _was_ a clue had Mrs.
-Wilkinson's ayah suffered it to pass from her hands.
-
-For one whole morning the dirzee's scissors were nowhere to be found,
-and a dirzee, minus his scissors, is as a dragon without his horse.
-
-Kadir Bux called upon all his gods to witness that he had left them in
-his basket the previous day. Who, then, had taken them? At last, after
-much loud talk, and an exhaustive search, the scissors were discovered
-under a fashion book in the drawing-room, and, behold! there was a tiny
-scrap of lemon satin stuck fast between the blades.
-
-Then the ayah, who had unearthed them, looked Angel straight in the
-eyes, and cried, "O child of the devil!"
-
-But she put the tell-tale scrap into the cook-house fire,—and held her
-tongue.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-THE PICNIC
-
-
-THE ruthless destruction of Mrs. Dawson's dresses supplied a subject
-for conversation, not merely in the station, but also in the "Burra
-Bazaar," where the most private concerns of the sahibs, and mem-sahibs,
-are openly debated and discussed.
-
-Speculation was active, but neither the station nor the bazaar could
-hazard the vaguest conjecture, or trace even the ghost of a clue.
-
-The devil theory was dismissed with the contempt which it deserved; the
-monkey suggestion was equally scorned, since the defamed ape was dead,
-having departed this life two days previous to the outrage, and thereby
-established an unimpeachable _alibi_. If not the monkey, who then? And
-echo cried, Who? all over the arid, torpid cantonment. There was no
-reply, and the destruction of Mrs. Dawson's Europe frocks, like one of
-the historical crimes that have baffled humanity, remains undiscovered
-until the present day.
-
-The next sensation was a moonlight picnic, given by the bachelors of
-Ramghur; the rendezvous was the Chinglepat road five miles out, on a
-low mound between the highway and the river. On the occasion the lady
-moon appeared unusually large and brilliant, as if aware that she was
-responsible for the feast; the night was still and breathless, but the
-hock was still iced. Like most bachelor entertainments, the picnic was
-a success; around and across the cloth flew corks, crackers, jokes,
-and chaff; the poor hot-weather folk were eating, drinking, and making
-merry just as if the thermometer did not stand at 98, and the merriest
-and most animated member of the company was Mrs. Wilkinson. She wore a
-charming white toilette, in which she totally eclipsed her rival, and
-was not unconscious of the fact; but she was also aware at the back
-of all her smiles that she herself was present entirely without her
-doctor's knowledge, and felt like an escaped prisoner, who was bound
-to be captured some day. But then she wanted so much to wear her new
-dress. It was modelled from Mrs. Rattray's vivid description of one of
-Mrs. Dawson's celebrated costumes, and was so exceedingly novel and
-becoming that she felt it no more or less than her duty to exhibit this
-ghost of a Paris toilette to her many admirers. To Mrs. Dawson it was
-indeed a phantom frock.
-
-All the world knew that Mrs. Wilkinson was amazingly clever, but how
-could she reproduce a garment which she had never seen? Here was yet
-another mystery. Angela, who by all domestic laws should have been
-in bed and asleep, had been permitted to join the company as Mr.
-Gascoigne's guest, and was supremely happy. She wore her new hat,
-lavishly trimmed with roses, and her best and simplest manners. Her
-host had brought her in his cart; indeed, he now drove her out daily,
-as he believed that it did the wan little creature good to get fresh
-air, such as it was, and it afforded one means of removing her from her
-stepfather's orbit.
-
-During these drives her cousin occasionally endeavoured in an awkward,
-clumsy fashion to improve the young mind, which was at present "wax to
-receive, and marble to retain;" his teaching was more adapted to a boy
-than a girl. His lessons—a mere sentence—brief, but pithy, showed
-her his abhorrence of lying, cowardice, and all mean actions. (Poor
-Angel listened with a tingling face, for she lived in an atmosphere
-of falsehood, and was conscious of certain small acts that were not
-creditable, chiefly connected with jam, hair ribbons, and beads; but
-in her heart Angel knew that she was no coward.) These seeds, casually
-cast by the wayside, and as casually received, were planted, and
-subsequently bore fruit, in the child's somewhat rocky little heart.
-
- * * * * *
-
-To return to the moonlight picnic. Colonel Wilkinson was present
-in a grey dirzee-made flannel suit rather tight for his rounded
-proportions; his moustache was waxed to exaggeration; he wore a new
-pink washing tie, and he made himself conspicuous in ushering guests
-to their places, arranging the viands, concocting the salad, and
-distributing the iced hock—for he was always exceedingly hospitable
-in other people's houses. At present the company were assembled under
-the vault of heaven, but the stout little officer presided at the end
-of the tablecloth, with his fat legs crossed Buddha-wise, carved the
-cold Guinea fowl and ham, and pressed delicacies on his neighbours so
-assiduously, that a casual arrival would have supposed that in him
-he beheld the host. No one could be more genial or convivial at his
-neighbour's board than Richard Wilkinson, Lieutenant-Colonel.
-
-Angel shared a rug with her mother, and now and then stole her hand
-into hers and squeezed it gently, sure token of her absolute content;
-the pair were seated exactly opposite to Mrs. Dawson, who looked
-depressed and commonplace in an old-fashioned brown tussore garment.
-The child contemplated her gravely, with a mysteriously complacent
-expression in her large eyes; her stare exasperated the lady to such a
-pitch that more than once she was on the point of addressing her; the
-hot weather has a knack of warping people's tempers and reducing their
-nerves to fiddle-strings, and the combination of Angel's curious gaze
-and her mother's "model gown" was almost too much for Mrs. Dawson's
-equanimity.
-
-After dinner there were songs and games, and some wandered away in twos
-and threes down to the river. This was a tributary of Mother Gunga, a
-holy river, now much shrunken; its waters moved along with a deliberate
-solemnity befitting a sacred stream. The farther bank was clothed with
-tall reeds, and was the well-known haunt of alligators. Mrs. Wilkinson
-and Mr. Shafto were looking for one in company, and as they gazed up
-and down the banks more than one grey log of wood had misled them. Had
-Mrs. Wilkinson's doctor been of the party, he would have assured her
-that in those thin shoes and transparent dress, as she stood breathing
-malaria on the brink of the sluggish stream, she was boldly courting
-death.
-
-"There are generally three or four big fellows at the bend," said
-Shafto. "I've seen them when I come to that jheel to shoot snipe;" and
-he stooped to pick up a stone.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Shafto," gasped an agonised voice, "did you see it?"
-
-"The alligator?" flinging a stone as he spoke. "Yes; there he goes.
-Mark over. Watch him scuttling into the river."
-
-"No, no, no," stammered Mrs. Wilkinson. "The face—the face of a
-woman—floating past. It was just under the water."
-
-"Why, I declare, you are quite upset!" exclaimed her companion. "I'm
-most frightfully sorry you've seen—anything. Of course, you know that
-the natives bring all their dead to the river?"
-
-"Yes, yes," she assented, with a shiver. "I've not lived in Ramghur for
-four years for nothing; but it gave me a shock. It looked like the face
-of—a white woman."
-
-"That was simply the effect of the moonlight," he responded. "Come
-along; the river is making you morbid, and it's not a sound thing to
-loiter near it after sundown—you know they say it's full of malaria.
-Let me turn your thoughts inland. Now, there is something worth looking
-at," and he pointed to the northern horizon, on which glimmered the
-long line of snows.
-
-"Ah, yes," she ejaculated. "How I love the Himalayas! my happiest days
-have been spent there, and my saddest. I wonder if I shall ever see
-them nearer than I do now?" and she sighed profoundly.
-
-"Why, of course you will," rejoined Shafto promptly. "We shall all be
-there next season, please goodness, and have a ripping time; and, I
-say, Mrs. Wilkinson, at our first ball up there let me here and now
-engage you for the first waltz."
-
-"Very well," she agreed, with a forced laugh; "it's rather a long way
-ahead, is it not?"
-
-"Nothing like taking time by the forelock—a year soon runs round. Here
-comes the Colonel," as the little squat figure bore down on them.
-
-"I say, you good people," he bawled, "what about refreshments? Does
-anyone want some iced coffee? Lena, I can recommend the brew of iced
-milk punch."
-
-His wife waved a negative, and then exclaimed, "Why, I see they are
-beginning to go; the Gordons and the Rattrays are off."
-
-"What a shame!" protested her host. Yes, two carriages had just driven
-away—people who are obliged to rise at four o'clock cannot afford
-to keep late hours, and by half-past ten the scene of recent revelry
-was utterly deserted. A family of jackals supped right royally on the
-remains of the cold viands, and an inquisitive alligator gulped down an
-empty soda-water bottle.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Angel, who was half-asleep, accompanied her mother in the victoria, and
-Colonel Wilkinson accepted a seat in Mr. Gascoigne's dogcart. He was
-by no means as stout-hearted as his figure would suggest, but held on
-convulsively with one hand as they dashed up the bridge, and halted in
-the middle of a sentence which he did not conclude until they were a
-quarter of a mile away on the other side.
-
-He had been discoursing of his own health, and then of his wife's
-health, and imparting his fears to his Jehu.
-
-"Lena was so delicate now, and so subject to fever," he declared. "She
-has a weak heart, too, and must go to the hills next season; in fact,
-they all wanted a change."
-
-"Indeed they do," assented Gascoigne, with considerable warmth,
-"especially Angela. She is too old to be in India."
-
-"Then I wish I saw my way to sending her out of it," rejoined her
-stepfather, "and the chance of never seeing her again."
-
-To this aspiration Gascoigne made no reply.
-
-"I suppose you think I'm a brute, now, don't you?" inquired his
-companion.
-
-"Since you will have it, I think you are a stepfather—that's all."
-
-"But like a fellow in a story-book, eh? Come, now. Well, I'm an
-honest, plain man"—the latter fact was sufficiently manifest—"and
-I'll tell you the truth. I could have liked the child—not the same
-way as my own, of course—but still well enough; and the only girl
-too. But I cannot stand her; she is a double-faced, dangerous imp and
-extraordinarily daring. When you think she is quiet and on her good
-behaviour she is certain to be hatching something awful; she has a
-talent for bringing off the most unexpected things. Ah, you laugh, but
-I warn you, Gascoigne——"
-
-Here he paused, for the sensitive mare had taken fright at a hideous
-hog, who, with his great bristles all erect, went grunting across the
-road, and broke into a wild gallop.
-
-"Now, I say, young fellow," he shouted in agonised alarm, "no
-foolery—no larking—don't let her get away, for God's sake! Remember,
-I've a family depending on me," and as he spoke he clutched Gascoigne's
-arm with the grip of the drowning.
-
-"Oh, you'll be all right," answered the driver, angrily shaking off the
-grasp; "there's no fear." He was disgusted with his guest, for whose
-cowardice and meanness he had the most supreme contempt. He did not
-permit Sally to "get away," but he suffered her to go at a pace that
-brought his companion's heart into his mouth, and, as a natural result,
-the remainder of the drive was silence.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-THE BEQUEST
-
-
-ALTHOUGH the temperature was that of a bake-house, and not a breath
-of air stirred the drowsy bamboos, or the long seed-pods of the bare
-acacias; yet, as Mrs. Wilkinson was driven homewards, her teeth
-chattered, and her hands were as cold as ice—premonitory symptoms
-of a severe attack of fever. Bitterly she now blamed herself for her
-folly in lingering by the riverside, and she recalled what the river's
-bosom carried with a gasping shudder. Was it a warning to her? No, no;
-she was but nine-and-twenty—her life was not yet half spent. She drew
-the sleeping child into her arms, and oh, how warm the little creature
-felt, in her own deathly cold embrace!
-
- * * * * *
-
-In a day or two it became widely known that Mrs. Wilkinson was
-dangerously ill—hers was no mere ordinary local fever, but a really
-grave case. The doctor's closed gharry drove into the corner compound
-three times a day; kind neighbours came late and early, bringing ice,
-jelly, and all manner of delicacies, hoping to tempt the appetite of
-the invalid, and to eke out Colonel Wilkinson's meagre catering. Mrs.
-Rattray, who had no family cares, took up her post in the sick-room,
-and relieved a trained nurse, whilst other ladies—and this is ever
-an action of fatal significance—carried off the children with their
-toys, ayahs, and sleeping-cots; but Angel ran home every night and lay
-on the mat outside her mother's door.
-
-"If you move me, or touch me, I shall _scream_," such was her
-diabolical threat, and as Angel was known to be a child of her word,
-she was suffered to remain undisturbed. There she stayed, hour after
-hour, wide awake, and motionless as a stone. In spite of all efforts
-on the part of the doctor and nurses, the patient grew worse—the
-fever, like an internal fire, seemed to consume the slender thread
-of her existence. The verandah was now utterly deserted, even by the
-dirzee; the plants were withered and black from want of water; insolent
-crows promenaded over the matting, and the voices of the servants were
-hushed. One could almost guess from the exterior of the premises that
-the mistress of the house lay dying within. Colonel Wilkinson sat alone
-in his dim little office; he had not the heart to read or write, or
-even to tot up his accounts. An occasional low conference with Mrs.
-Rattray or the doctor, and a spare and solitary meal, alone broke the
-hot, heavy hours.
-
-These whisperings conveyed bad news; his wife's condition was extremely
-grave, and he could not hold himself blameless. Instead of investing
-those six thousand rupees in jute and cotton mills, he ought to have
-sent her and her children to the hills. He was face to face with his
-own conscience. He confessed to himself that he was too fond of money.
-Was this a case of saving money and losing life? Remorse is a stern
-acquaintance, and Colonel Wilkinson blamed himself bitterly. Sad to
-relate, in spite of all these searchings of heart, such is the force
-of habit, and so strongly was he held by the grasp of avarice, within
-half an hour of his self-condemnation Colonel Wilkinson was out in the
-compound announcing to the milkman "that, now the children were from
-home, one measure was sufficient;" and he took the same opportunity of
-informing his cook "that a _two_ anna chicken was ample for broth."
-
-That same evening the bulletin was more favourable; the patient
-had recovered consciousness; she ceased to ramble about gores and
-whalebone, dresses and debts; she slept for several hours, and in the
-morning begged to see the children. Afterwards she talked for some time
-with Colonel Wilkinson, and gave him two bills to settle—bills which
-she would never have ventured to show him had she been in her normal
-state of health.
-
-"Please pay these, Richard," she faltered; "they have been a terrible
-nightmare on my mind for months." Colonel Wilkinson pooh-poohed the
-accounts, and thrust them unexamined into his pocket. His spirits
-rose—he became sanguine. He declared to Mrs. Rattray that "when Lena
-could think of bills she was on the mend, and he was determined to
-write for a house at Mussouri by the night's post (even now he grudged
-a rupee or two for a telegram) and move her at once. She would be all
-right as soon as she was out of Ramghur. All she wanted was a change."
-In the midst of their conference, both Colonel Wilkinson and Mrs.
-Rattray were a good deal taken aback by hearing the sick woman express
-a desire to speak to Philip Gascoigne.
-
-"Gascoigne, my dear," expostulated her husband; "what an extraordinary
-idea! Oh, you must not think of seeing him—it would be extremely bad
-for you."
-
-"It will be worse for me if I do not see him," she answered, with an
-unexpected force. "I have something to say to him; please do not worry,
-but send for him at once."
-
-An invalid's whim must necessarily be humoured, and whilst her husband
-went away to despatch a note, Lena Wilkinson desired her ayah to dress
-her hair—yes, to get the irons and crimp and curl it, and then array
-her in a pink satin tea-jacket, fasten a row of pearls round her
-neck, and bring her her rings and bangles. Mrs. Rattray assisted at
-this melancholy toilette; she was well aware of the patient's ruling
-passion—a passion strong in death. There, in the open wardrobe from
-which the ayah had brought the tea-jacket, hung rows of pretty gowns,
-and conspicuous among them that copy of Mrs. Dawson's white silk which
-she and Mrs. Wilkinson had manufactured with such mischievous enjoyment.
-
-As soon as the dressing up of the weak and gasping moribund was
-concluded, when she was propped up with pillows, her fan and
-handkerchief placed beside her, she faltered out:
-
-"Give me some of the medicine—a double dose—yes, and when Mr.
-Gascoigne comes show him in at once." Then, as she looked at Mrs.
-Rattray, "I wish to see him alone—on family business."
-
-"Cannot Colonel Wilkinson——" began her friend persuasively.
-
-But she cut her short with a quick gesture of dissent.
-
-"Very well, dear," agreed her nurse, "I will bring him in the moment he
-arrives; but promise me not to talk much, or to let him stay more than
-five minutes."
-
-"Oh, I promise nothing; it is for him to do that," panted the invalid.
-"But I—won't keep him long."
-
-When the visitor, greatly bewildered, was ushered into a large darkened
-room, with a slowly moving punkah, he was prepared to see a certain
-change in his cousin Lena, but he was horrified when he beheld her,
-half sitting up, arrayed in pink satin and pearls, her hair elaborately
-dressed, her eyes glittering with fever—death in her face. Oh, why did
-Mrs. Rattray lend herself to this frightful mockery? He glanced over at
-that blameless lady, who obviously avoided his eye.
-
-"Well, Phil—so good of you to come," said the invalid in a weak voice.
-"I'm a little better to-day, and I want so much to have a talk with
-you."
-
-As she concluded, Mrs. Rattray, who had placed a chair for the visitor,
-stole out on tip-toe, dropping the purdah softly behind her.
-
-"You should not talk, or see anyone, Lena," he protested, still
-standing, "and I am not going to stay."
-
-"Oh, yes, just for a few minutes," she pleaded, laying a burning hand
-on his wrist, "for I have something most urgent to say to you, and
-until I say it I cannot rest in peace. It is about Angel; sit down,
-won't you," pointing to the chair, "and where I can see you."
-
-Gascoigne obeyed her in silence.
-
-"Philip," she continued, gazing at him with her wonderfully eloquent
-blue eyes, "I am—going to die."
-
-He raised his hand in a quick gesture of protest.
-
-"No," she resumed. "Listen—you can speak for the next forty years—I
-shall be dumb for ever—in a few hours. Philip, I shall die happy—yes,
-quite happy—if you will promise me one thing."
-
-He glanced at her, and bent his head.
-
-"Will you—take charge of Angel?"
-
-This request was succeeded by a silence only broken by the wheezy
-creaking of the punkah rope. Philip Gascoigne was not naturally
-impulsive, a promise from him carried its full weight. The singular
-difference between Philip and his house-mate was this, that Shafto
-performed less than he promised, whilst Gascoigne was ever better than
-his word. He turned away his gaze from those two all-compelling tragic
-eyes, looked down on the floor, and strove to rally his scattered
-senses. He must immediately realise what this promise signified. It
-meant that he should educate Angel, and become her guardian; there
-was no one else to accept the post, as far as he could see. Tony's
-relations had cast him off when he married; Lena was a penniless
-orphan. There remained but Colonel Wilkinson. As he pondered the
-question, the dying woman seemed to devour him with her eyes. At last
-he looked up and met them steadily, and said:
-
-"Yes, Lena, I will."
-
-"I know I am asking an enormous favour," she whispered. "I am imposing
-on your youth and generosity, but I am desperate, and to whom else
-can I turn? You are the only Gascoigne I know, and you understand
-that Richard and Angel could never live together. He detests her; she
-loathes him. On the other hand—she loves you."
-
-Gascoigne was about to speak, but once more she prevented him.
-
-"It is a strange legacy to bequeath to a young man, and you are but
-six-and-twenty, Phil—I am leaving in your charge a child of nine,
-uneducated, undisciplined, and born and bred in India. But you are well
-off—you have a private income, and she will not cost you much. Once
-educated, she can earn her own living, and give you no more trouble—if
-you will only tide her over the next seven years. Philip," she
-continued in a louder voice, suddenly raising herself with an immense
-effort, "if you will do this good action, I believe it will bring you a
-great blessing—dying people see far, and I can see—that."
-
-Here she paused, and fell back on her pillows completely exhausted.
-
-"I will certainly carry out your wishes, Lena," he answered
-impressively. "I will send Angel home, educate her, provide for her,
-and watch over her always—or until she marries."
-
-"Oh, you dear, dear fellow!" sobbed Mrs. Wilkinson, with tears running
-down her sunken cheeks. "Words cannot thank you—Angel will—give
-you—deeds."
-
-"After all, she is my cousin, Lena—I have no belongings——"
-
-"No, not yet," interposed his listener; "and it is not to every man I
-would trust the child; but you are honourable and high-minded—you
-will be her big brother."
-
-"I will be her guardian; I am nearly twenty years older than she is."
-
-"Only seventeen, Philip," corrected his cousin. "Well, at any rate,
-some day Angel will repay you—I feel an inspiration to tell you this."
-
-"But I don't want any payment, Lena."
-
-"You have lifted a load from my heart. It would have been impossible
-for Angel to have remained with Richard; they are like fire and oil,
-and what would have been her fate? Oh, Philip, it is such a tender
-little heart, and how she will miss me! Poor Dick, he only sees
-her faults, not her good qualities. She is strong-willed, jealous,
-reckless, and revengeful, but she will do anything for love. She would
-die for a person she loved. Remember that love is the key to her
-nature, _never_ forget that. I may confess to you now that Angel is my
-favourite child, my own little fluffy-haired baby; when we two were all
-alone in the world, then she was all the world to me."
-
-"Lena," he said, suddenly leaning forward, and speaking with a touch of
-passion in his voice, "you may rely on me—I will do all I can to make
-her happy."
-
-"I know you won't be stern, Philip; you will make allowances for her
-odd, wild ways; you will love her a little—and oh, do forgive me for
-the charge I am laying on your young shoulders."
-
-"There is nothing to forgive—that's all nonsense, you know," he said.
-"Anyway, I would have looked after Angel; I am her next of kin out
-here."
-
-"Yes, poor darling; and only for you she would be destitute indeed. I
-have nothing to leave her but these," and Mrs. Wilkinson touched, as
-she spoke, her pearl necklace and bangles. "Her father was lavishly
-extravagant and gave me this," indicating a splendid diamond ring, "and
-though often hard up, I have never parted with it. I somehow felt that
-Angel had a claim on it. Let her have it when she is eighteen."
-
-"Certainly," he answered; "but I trust you may live to wear it
-yourself, Lena. Why should you not pull through?"
-
-"Oh, I don't know—I may—I may," she faltered; "but now I have
-told you my wishes I will not keep you. Good-bye," and she held out
-her hand, and as he took it she turned away her face and burst into
-low, agonising sobs. She had entirely exhausted her last reserve of
-strength. Mrs. Rattray now entered the room and beckoned the visitor
-out, saying:
-
-"Lena is completely overwrought; she has been talking too long, but she
-was so painfully anxious to see you—we could not refuse her."
-
-The trained nurse came forward, and as Mrs. Rattray dropped the
-curtain before the door of the sick-room, she looked up at Gascoigne
-interrogatively.
-
-"She wanted you to promise something," she said.
-
-"Yes; if she should die, I am going to take charge of Angel."
-
-The lady's face expressed the blankest amazement.
-
-"You," she repeated—"you. Why, you are only a boy yourself."
-
-"I am six-and-twenty, and seventeen years older than the child—a
-pretty good start."
-
-"Yes, now; but not much of a start when she grows up—and girls grow up
-so fast, once they enter their teens."
-
-"At present Angel is in single figures," he rejoined, "and small for
-her age—I think I shall be able to look after her."
-
-"Well, I must say you are very generous," exclaimed Mrs. Rattray, "and
-I'm sure you have set poor Lena's mind at rest. I admire you—no, you
-need not blush—for your Quixotism, but I think you have undertaken a
-thankless and a dangerous task."
-
-With these words Mrs. Rattray once more raised the purdah and
-disappeared. In the drawing-room Gascoigne found Angel all alone; her
-eyes looked dim; they had great purple marks round them, the result of
-weeping and wakefulness. Her wan little face seemed smaller than ever,
-but it was calm and tearless.
-
-She stood for a moment gazing intently at her cousin, and nursing her
-elbows, a favourite attitude. At last she said:
-
-"Cousin Philip, do you think she is going to die?" Her face convulsed
-as she asked the question, but she went on, "Answer me as if I were
-grown up."
-
-"I hope not," he replied; "your mother is very ill still, but a shade
-better than she was yesterday. We will hope for the best. Would you
-care to come out with me for a little turn?"
-
-But Angel shook her head impatiently, and darted away out of sight.
-
- * * * * *
-
-That same evening Mrs. Wilkinson gave Mrs. Rattray full elaborate
-directions respecting her funeral, and the children's mourning,
-no black except sashes—they had ribbon of the exact width at
-Narainswamy's—she hated the idea of a shroud, and desired to be buried
-in a white dress, "_the_ white dress," she added, "since in it I caught
-my death."
-
-All these injunctions, delivered in a low voice and quiet, every-day
-manner, were a severe ordeal for her friend. Presently, when Colonel
-Wilkinson came in to say good-night, he was bidden a solemn good-bye.
-He was much startled, agitated, and shaken, and broke down completely.
-Then her mother sent for Angel, who ran in in stockinged feet, climbed
-on the bed, and threw her arms tightly about her, as if she would never
-release her again.
-
-"Oh, my own poor baby," murmured the sick woman, "I am going—to leave
-you."
-
-"No, mummy," she returned breathlessly; "no, no, never!"
-
-"I can only talk to you a little, darling, and you must listen to every
-word I say," urged her mother in a whisper. "Philip will take care of
-you—I have given you to him. He has promised to send you to England
-and have you educated. Never forget how generous this is—always obey
-him and be good. I have promised for you—I want you to be so happy."
-
-"And oh, mummy, I only want to go with you!" was the answer in a
-smothered voice.
-
-"You will try and overcome your faults, darling—and be good for my
-sake—won't you?"
-
-"I'll be good—I'll be anything," she wailed, "only don't leave me!
-Oh, mummy, mummy!" and the child clung tightly to the dying woman, and
-broke into hard, dry sobs.
-
-"Very well, darling, you shall stay," and her mother put her arm round
-her as she spoke; "no one shall separate us—yet."
-
-Colonel Wilkinson was much disturbed and incensed when he heard that,
-whilst he had been dismissed with a few hurried sentences, Angel had
-been suffered to pass the night on her mother's bed.
-
-Worn out with watching and grief, the little creature had fallen into
-the deep sleep of utter exhaustion, and was barely conscious as Mrs.
-Rattray took her in her arms and carried her away.
-
-When the fierce May sun rose and glared down into the corner bungalow,
-Angela's mother still slumbered—but hers was the sleep of death.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-A CHALLENGE
-
-
-THUS ended the butterfly career of pretty Lena Wilkinson, who looked
-surprisingly fair and girlish, as she lay with her hands crossed on
-her heart, surrounded by white flowers. She had passed at dawn; sunset
-witnessed her interment, and a considerable company—in fact, the whole
-station—followed the coffin, which was covered with pale blue and
-silver, by the dead woman's particular desire. The ground in the arid
-cemetery was almost as hard as rock, and the _cortège_ was compelled
-to halt for a time, whilst the grave was made ready and enlarged.
-What a depressing scene for a newly-arrived exile! The brick-coloured
-ground, weather-stained headstones, haggard clergyman, and wan-faced
-assembly—the gay and glittering coffin waiting till inhospitable alien
-soil was prepared to receive it. Over all was the stare of a triumphant
-red sun, sinking slowly into the arms of a tropical night.
-
-At last the service was concluded, and whilst the earth was noisily
-flung upon the blue and silver coffin and the mourners were dispersing,
-the station cynic, as he walked towards the gate, pronounced the
-epitaph of the deceased:
-
-"Poor Mrs. Wilkinson, she was like some delicate flower without
-perfume, and as she never did anything bad, she will soon be forgotten."
-
-A few days after the funeral Colonel Wilkinson was faintly surprised
-to receive a visit from Philip Gascoigne. After one or two commonplace
-remarks, the latter explained his errand.
-
-"I came to speak to you about Angel," he said. "I do not know if Lena
-told you that I am to take charge of her."
-
-"By Jove! No, not a word," rejoined the widower, and his eyes
-glistened. "Man alive, you don't mean that you are in _earnest_?"
-
-"Yes," assented his visitor; "I propose to educate her, and as soon as
-I can find a school and a travelling companion, to send her to England."
-
-"Uncommonly handsome of you, I must say," exclaimed her stepfather. "It
-will cost you a couple of hundred a year."
-
-"Then you are satisfied that I relieve you of the child?" continued
-Gascoigne, ignoring the money question.
-
-"Satisfied," repeated his host; "satisfied, my dear fellow,
-is not the word that expresses my feelings—devoutly
-thankful—happy—enchanted—is more like it. My poor wife and I never
-agreed about the child. I may say that she was the only subject on
-which we ever disagreed. From my point of view she is a headstrong,
-malicious little devil, who cannot be trusted her own length—you never
-know what mine she will explode on you! My poor Lena held another
-opinion, and believed her to be 'a little saint.'"
-
-"Perhaps she is something between the two extremes," suggested her
-cousin drily.
-
-His companion's answer was a doubtful grunt, as he paced the room
-tugging at his moustache. "I've been making plans," he resumed, now
-pointing to a table littered with letters and officials; "I've decided
-to chuck the service. This has been a great blow, and sickened me with
-India. How can I soldier, and lug a family about with me? I shall go
-and settle on my own property in New Zealand. Of course, I am bound to
-marry again—this seems a heartless thing to say, and Lena only dead
-a week, but what am I to do with all the children? It is a necessity
-from a common-sense point of view—a housekeeper and a governess would
-entail no end of bother and er—er——"
-
-"Expense," suggested his companion sarcastically.
-
-"Expense! Just so," seizing the word, "and I've been wondering what
-I'm to do with Angel, badgering my brains with all sorts of schemes,
-when in you walk and take her off my hands. It seems almost like a
-miracle—the interposition of Providence," he added piously; "and now I
-understand why Lena was so anxious to see you."
-
-"Yes; it was to talk about Angel, and tell me her wishes respecting
-her."
-
-"And what were they?"
-
-"That I was to be her guardian, and have absolute control over the
-child," replied the young man. "I intend to educate and provide
-for her. Oh yes, by the way, her mother wished her to have all her
-jewellery."
-
-"All her jewellery!" repeated Colonel Wilkinson. "Oh, I don't know
-about that! I believe it is my property in the eye of the law—there
-was no will, you see."
-
-"But you have no girls, and at least you will scarcely care to keep
-what Angel's father gave her mother?"
-
-"I suppose you mean the diamond ring?" stammered Colonel Wilkinson, a
-little cowed by the young man's manner. "Well, I'll think it over; but
-look here, Gascoigne, I'm a firm believer in pen and ink; would you
-mind writing me a letter, a formal letter, to say that you propose to
-relieve me from all charges or responsibilities connected with Angela
-Gascoigne?"
-
-"Certainly, with pleasure; and on your side, I shall expect you to hand
-me over any jewellery that belonged to her mother—at least, before she
-became your wife."
-
-"Um," grunted Colonel Wilkinson, "that ring is rather a big thing.
-I've had it valued, and it's worth a hundred pounds." He took another
-turn to the end of the room and back, then he halted in front of his
-visitor and said, ungraciously, "Well, it's a bargain—you can have the
-ring, and all the bangles, too; it's a cheap exchange for your written
-agreement to rid me of a plague."
-
-Philip Gascoigne experienced a most disagreeable sensation; he felt
-precisely as if he had just purchased the child for a hundred pounds.
-He instantly rose to end the interview, and said, "I will send you the
-document as soon as I go home."
-
-"And when will you be prepared to take over charge?" inquired the
-anxious stepfather.
-
-"Whenever I can make arrangements for her passage."
-
-"And mourning," supplemented the other sharply; "you will provide
-mourning, of course?"
-
-"Yes; Mrs. Rattray will perhaps undertake her outfit for me. There is a
-good deal to be done—we must wait until after the monsoon has broken;
-but I think I can promise you that in six weeks you will have seen the
-last of Angela."
-
-"Thank God!" was the fervent rejoinder; "that will suit me down to
-the ground. I won't be moving until the cold weather, not for several
-months. I say, you won't forget the document, like a good fellow? Oh,
-must you go? I say, have a lime and soda? No, by the way, we are out
-of soda-water. Well, then, good-bye—I've a heap of business to get
-through—you know your way out? Ta, ta."
-
-As the visitor was about to cross the verandah a little figure issued
-from a side door, and sprang on him and seized his arm in her grasp.
-"I've been waiting for you for ages, Phil. Why did you stay with him so
-long?"
-
-"I've been telling Colonel Wilkinson that you are to be my charge,
-Angel," responded her cousin, "and that in a few weeks' time I hope to
-send you to England."
-
-"And how much are you to pay?" she demanded bluntly.
-
-"Pay," repeated the young man; "why should I pay anything?"
-
-"Because he never gives without something in exchange." Angel had a
-bad opinion of her fellow-creatures, and a piercing eye for a hidden
-motive. "What do you think Ayah Anima is doing now by his orders?"
-
- "She gave them some broth without any bread,
- She whipped them——"
-
-"No," interrupting the quotation with angry emphasis, "but selling all
-my mummy's pretty frocks and hats in the patchery and bazaar! She is
-taking them round among the soldiers' wives in barracks, _now_."
-
-Gascoigne made no comment on this pitiful illustration of Colonel
-Wilkinson's thrift; in his mind's eye, he already beheld various
-reproductions of Mrs. Wilkinson at band and race meeting.
-
-He diplomatically opened a fresh subject by asking, "How will you like
-to go to England, Angel?"
-
-"Oh, I shall be glad to get away from hateful Ramghur," she answered,
-"but dreadfully sorry to leave you. I've no one but you now—have I,
-Phil?"
-
-"Oh, you'll make heaps of friends when you get home," was his evasive
-reply.
-
-"Who is to take me to England?" she asked sharply.
-
-"I'm not certain," he replied, "and I've not had time to make
-inquiries, but perhaps Mrs. Dawson."
-
-"Mrs. Dawson," she echoed with an odd, elfish laugh; "she does not
-like me—lots of people don't like me, cousin Phil," and she looked at
-him wistfully—such a frail, friendless little creature, his heart was
-filled with pity as he answered:
-
-"I like you, Angel—that is something to begin with? Would you care to
-come over and have tea with us this afternoon at four o'clock?"
-
-"Oh yes, yes!" dancing up and down as she gleefully accepted; "and may
-I pour it out?"
-
-"You may, if we can raise a small teapot. Now there's the bell; run
-away to your dinner."
-
-A proud, not to say puffed-up, child was that which ran across to the
-big bungalow in a newly starched frock and wide black sash. In the
-verandah Angel found the two young men, who welcomed her cordially,
-and made her sit between them and pour out tea. And what a pouring out
-it was; what a slopping of milk it entailed, a dropping of the lid
-of the teapot into the sugar-basin, and a spoon into the hot water!
-Hosts and guest made tea and made merry together. There was a cake,
-too, in which "the three" evinced a profound interest, and Angel
-chattered incessantly to them and to her companions. Her satisfaction
-was complete when she was conducted all over the premises and into the
-stables, where Sally Lunn condescended to eat a piece of sugar-cane
-from her hand. This visit was the precursor of many. Angel was accorded
-the freedom of the bungalow, and spent many happy hours within its
-walls, looking at pictures, making tea, or mending gloves for her
-bachelor hosts.
-
-Discipline at home was considerably relaxed. Colonel Wilkinson was
-feverishly busy making ready for his move, and Great Sale, getting old
-furniture re-covered, glued up, and varnished. Already the catalogue
-was in the printer's hands, and the adjectives "splendid," "unique,"
-"handsome," and "magnificent" were in extraordinary prominence.
-
-Thanks to the preparations, which were going forward, Angel was spared
-to her neighbours for many an afternoon. She was not a tiresome child,
-as Shafto freely admitted; she was noiseless, the dogs liked her, the
-bearer tolerated her, and when Gascoigne was absent she was content to
-curl herself up in a chair with a book or a stocking.
-
-Whenever he could afford time her cousin treated her to a drive; but in
-these, the last days of a truly fearful hot season, driving had ceased
-to be a joy. All the world was waiting for the rains, and gazing with
-strained expectation at the great bank of black clouds to the westward,
-on which the sheet lightning danced every night in dazzling diagrams.
-This cloud-bank coming nearer, oh, so slowly! embodied the longed-for
-rains.
-
-For advice and guidance respecting his new charge, her cousin repaired
-to Mrs. Rattray. Mrs. Rattray had been Mrs. Wilkinson's friend, and she
-was a kind-hearted, practical woman. There were other ladies who would
-gladly have advised the inexperienced young guardian, but he did not
-believe in a multitude of counsellors.
-
-Mrs. Gordon was charming, but she was too young—a mere girl herself!
-Mrs. Dawson did not care for children, and was alarmingly stiff and
-formal; so when it was possible he snatched half-an-hour in order
-to confer with Mrs. Rattray over letters and telegrams, and matters
-connected with Angel's passage, outfit, and destination.
-
-Late one afternoon he called on this lady by appointment. Angel was
-with him when he drove up to the Rattrays' neat bungalow, which stood
-back from the road in a small enclosure, full of pretty shrubs and
-flowering trees. It had two gates, both opening into the principal
-thoroughfare in Ramghur.
-
-"I'm going in here, Angel," announced her cousin. "I won't be more than
-ten minutes, and you can wait in the cart."
-
-"All right," she assented, but tendering two eager hands; "may I hold
-the reins?"
-
-"Very well; but only for show, mind," he said as he relinquished them.
-"Promise me you won't attempt to drive."
-
-"Yes, I'll promise," she assented reluctantly, for she had entertained
-a glorious vision of trotting out at one gate, and whirling in at the
-other.
-
-With a brief order to the syce to remain at Sally's head, Gascoigne
-went indoors. He had come to decide finally the choice of school for
-Angel.
-
-Mrs. Rattray could hardly restrain a smile, as she sat _vis-à-vis_ to
-this good-looking young bachelor, who, with his elbows on the table and
-his hands in his hair, was anxiously comparing two prospectuses. It was
-really astonishing how soon he had accommodated himself to his novel
-situation.
-
-"I must say it is very good of you to adopt——"
-
-"Don't!" he protested, raising his hand. "Please, Mrs. Rattray—every
-second person I meet tells me the same thing—it is not."
-
-"Very well," she interrupted; "then I will tell you something you have
-not heard yet. I think you are rashly adventurous."
-
-"I don't see that at all," he replied.
-
-"You will find that Angela requires a strong hand—she is not the least
-like any child I've ever known. I've not known many intimately—it is
-true. She will soon pick up an education at home, for she is quick and
-bright; but she has another education to forget, the education she has
-acquired out here from servants."
-
-"Oh, she's bound to forget that," said her cousin.
-
-"Is she?" rejoined the lady doubtfully; "I hope so. Now I wonder if you
-even faintly realise what you have undertaken?"
-
-"I am not sure that I have come down to the bedrock of my
-responsibilities—but I will do my best."
-
-"Of course, I know that," said the lady. "But pray bear in mind that it
-is not a stray pony or a lost dog to whom you are playing Providence.
-You have assumed the charge of a human life, a child with a strange
-nature, and who will be an extraordinary woman some day."
-
-"Yes; but at present the woman, thank Heaven, is in the far-away
-future, and I have only to do with a child."
-
-"I hope Angel will never give you reason to regret your generosity."
-
-"I'm sure she will be all right. You make far too much of the business.
-I'm only sending my poor cousin's little orphan to school. She will
-turn out well, if she falls into good hands," and here he held up
-several letters and said: "It is for you to choose to whose keeping I
-entrust her."
-
-In the meantime the subject of this conversation sat in the cart
-outside, enormously impressed by the importance of her position. To
-other children who passed the gate she nodded with an air of splendid
-condescension; they stared and stared and looked back enviously at the
-little Gascoigne girl all alone in a dogcart, holding the reins. Truly,
-these were some of Angela's proudest moments.
-
-But one acquaintance, a bare-legged, freckled boy, in a striped cotton
-suit, boldly walked up the drive between the shrubs, and proceeded to
-interview little Gascoigne. This intruder was Toady Dodd, a youth of
-eight, son of an impecunious house, and Angel's mortal enemy.
-
-"Hullo!" he shouted, standing with hands in pockets and legs wide
-apart; "what a swell we are, cocked up there!"
-
-"Yes—miles up above you," she retorted sharply; "run away and steal
-some more macaroons," a malicious reminder of some past evil deed.
-
-"Are you going to drive?" he inquired, calmly ignoring the rude
-suggestion, "or are you just there for show?"
-
-Angel gave a brief nod.
-
-"_What_ a show!" cried Toady, cutting a caper, and making a series of
-hideous grimaces. Angel now leant over and lifted the whip out of its
-socket, and began to handle it significantly.
-
-"You're afraid to drive, ain't you?" he screamed. No reply; his
-adversary was far too proud to record her promise.
-
-"Drive out of the gate and back," urged the tempter, "and I'll never
-say you're a coward again."
-
-"I'm not a coward, you ugly, freckled toad," she screamed. "If you
-don't mind, I shall hit you with the whip."
-
-"First catch me," he shouted derisively, executing a war dance just out
-of reach. Come now—I dare you—dare you—to hit the horse."
-
-To touch Sally with the whip was not driving, argued the child with
-herself; and consumed by a feminine desire to show off, and exasperated
-by her tormentor, with a force really intended for _him_, she brought
-the lash suddenly down on Sally's shining flank.
-
-Instantly there was a vicious bang against the splash-board; Angel
-felt herself shot into the air, and remembered no more. The shrieks
-of Toady, the yells of the syce, and the sound of thundering hoofs
-summoned Gascoigne to the steps. There he saw the syce picking himself
-up with great care, he saw a white bunch and two black legs in the
-middle of a croton bush, he saw a great cloud of dust flying down the
-road—and that was all! He ran to the shrub and disentangled Angel,
-who had gone in head foremost and was merely stunned and speechless.
-The servant, however, found his tongue, when he discovered that his
-injuries were not mortal.
-
-"Missy Baba—beating with whip—horse done gone!"
-
-Such was his brief explanation.
-
-Meanwhile the real cause of all the mischief lurked under a great
-creeper, and remained a palpitating spectator of the scene. As soon
-as Angel had recovered her senses she began to exculpate herself in
-sobbing gasps, "Oh, Philip, I didn't drive—I did _not_ drive. I only
-touched Sally with the whip." And she burst into a storm of tears,
-whilst the syce ran limping out, in order to raise the station and
-catch the runaway.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was in a second-class "fitton" that Angel returned home. A fitton
-is a ramshackle phaeton, drawn by a pair of bony ponies, and a
-second-class fitton is precisely what it claims to be. From this lowly
-equipage the delinquent was delivered over to her ayah, who awaited
-her on the verandah with stolid dignity.
-
-"And the dogcart and big horse," she cried, "what hath befallen
-them?" But Miss Gascoigne merely shrugged her shoulders and stalked
-off into her own apartment. Her cousin did not escape so easily; he
-had dismissed the conveyance, and was proceeding on foot, when he
-encountered his chum.
-
-"I say, where are Sally and the trap?" asked Shafto.
-
-"I've no notion," he answered; "in Jericho, for all I know."
-
-"But," pulling up, "I say—bar jokes."
-
-"Oh, yes, I bar jokes," agreed Gascoigne; "I left Angel holding the
-reins when I was in at the Rattrays'. I heard a scrimmage, and when
-I ran out Angel was in the bush, the syce on his back, and Sally was
-nowhere. I believe the child touched her with the whip—at any rate,
-she went through the station like greased lightning."
-
-"Great Scotland!" ejaculated his friend, "and with the cart at her
-heels—a mare that is worth a thousand rupees, and the trap new from
-Dykes' last season. So much for Angel! Has she broken her neck?"
-
-"No, but she is breaking her heart, poor little soul."
-
-"Odious little beast, she has no heart to break—that's where you make
-a mistake. Where are you off to?"
-
-"To send out all the syces in the place to chase Sally—she went
-towards the railway."
-
-"Oh, I'll run her down; but, mind you, Phil, next time you see her
-she'll have broken knees," and with this agreeable prophecy he galloped
-away. There was no sign of Sally all that night, but various rumours
-respecting her were afloat in the Club. One lady had seen a ghostly
-horse and trap dash up at her door at dark, and when a servant ran to
-the steps the horse had wheeled sharp round, plunged through a low
-hedge, cart and all, and vanished.
-
-Later, an empty vehicle and a galloping steed had been viewed beyond
-the jail. At eight o'clock the next morning the syce reappeared with
-a quadruped said to be the runaway animal, coated from head to tail
-with sweat and red dust; her very eyes were half closed. Who could
-believe that this dirty, demoralised, limping creature was smart Sally
-Lunn? Yet it was Sally, and, marvellous to relate, her knees were
-unblemished. She had been captured five miles out in the open country
-on her back in a dry nullah, with the trap under her. The shattered
-remains of the vehicle followed soberly on the Ryot's bullock cart—it
-was minus a wheel, a shaft, also mats, lamps, cushions, but these were
-subsequently collected in various parts of the cantonment—and their
-owner came to the conclusion that he had got out of the business far
-better than he expected. Sally was terribly nervous and wild for weeks;
-the cart was despatched to Lucknow to be repaired—and there were no
-more drives for Angel.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-WHO IS SHE?
-
-
-THE monsoon had broken at last, and the rain descended and the floods
-came in drenching sheets. Red plains sprang to life, and became a
-delicate green, frogs croaked hilariously, snakes were washed out of
-their holes, sickly vegetation revived as if touched by some magician's
-wand, and all the oleanders were in flower.
-
-During the long, wet days, when nullahs were racing torrents and the
-avenue a running stream—a joy to the ducks—Angel was constantly to
-be found at the big bungalow, playing the _rôle_ of _enfant de la
-maison_. She was permitted to wander through the empty rooms, and to
-amuse herself to her heart's content. Her guardian was a good deal from
-home; since the first burst of the rains had sorely tried the piers of
-the new bridge over the Ram Gunga, every morning at an early hour he
-wrapped himself in a mackintosh and leggings, mounted his horse, and
-splashed away. Even in the afternoons Shafto and Angel frequently had
-the premises to themselves; the former took but scant notice of his
-companion, for ever since the "Sally episode" she had been unpardoned
-and in his black books.
-
-One afternoon he was enjoying a lazy spell, a sporting paper and
-a cheroot, in the verandah; the "Imp," as he mentally called her,
-was presumably amusing herself in the interior with the dogs or
-the bearer's little girl—or both. He had, in fact, forgotten her
-existence, and was absorbed in the weights for the Leger, when three
-cold, moist fingers were laid on his cheek, and between his eyes and
-the printed page was thrust a large photograph.
-
-Naturally he started, exclaimed, and stared. Then he became conscious
-that he was looking at the charming picture of a beautiful girl of
-nineteen, with glorious eyes and a faint but bewitching smile. Shafto,
-the ever-susceptible, seized the portrait in both hands and examined
-it exhaustively. It had something to say for itself, too; across one
-corner was inscribed, in a dashing calligraphy, the name "Lola." He
-continued to study the face with a puzzled air, then turned and stared
-at the child interrogatively.
-
-Was this one of her mother's friends? To the best of his recollection,
-he had never seen the face in Mrs. Wilkinson's drawing-room.
-
-"Do you think she is pretty?" inquired Angel eagerly, as she met his
-glance.
-
-"Ra—ther," was his emphatic reply. "But who is she?—where the dickens
-did you unearth her?"
-
-"In Philip's room," was the unexpected response. "Oh, you need not
-look so shocked, Mr. Billy Shafto," she cried audaciously; "I've not
-stolen it! I was only searching for some paper to draw on—he generally
-has lots—and I opened his shabby old leather box and found some. Two
-lovely bits of cardboard, and in the middle—between them—this. Who
-is she, do you know? Do you think—he is in love with her?" she asked
-anxiously.
-
-"I'll tell you what I do think," said Shafto, suddenly sitting erect,
-"I think you ought to be well whipped."
-
-Angel's pale face became pink to the roots of her hair.
-
-"How dare you go and pry among Mr. Gascoigne's papers," he resumed,
-"you infernal little monkey? You are a horrid, sneaking, sly little
-imp."
-
-"But what have I done?" she protested in a shrill key. "I was only
-looking for something to draw on—and why shouldn't he have _one_ lady,
-when you have eleven in your room? Yes, all in frames, and two of Mrs.
-Giddy on your writing-table."
-
-This was carrying the war into the enemy's camp with a vengeance!
-For a moment her companion, who was now at boiling-point, struggled
-desperately for composure and speech. At last he said with an effort:
-
-"You just march back at once and put that photograph where you found
-it."
-
-As he spoke he drew the silver paper carefully over the face, as if
-he would hide Philip's sweetheart from the elf's prying eyes. Angel
-snatched it out of his hand with a jerk, and walked away without one
-word; but she deliberately studied the photograph till she learnt the
-face by heart. She learnt something more also, for as she replaced it,
-on its original wrapping she read on the paper in the same bold scrawl,
-"To Phil—with Lola's love."
-
-So that was Philip's secret, thought Shafto; that was Philip's
-lady-love, who, by all accounts, had chucked him. She had a lovely
-face, a haunting face; what bad luck for poor old Phil!—and that
-meddlesome imp had discovered his hidden skeleton, had dragged it
-forth into daylight, and possibly exhibited it all round the servants'
-quarters, and finally come to him and asked in her little fluting
-voice, "_Who is she?_"
-
-And here came Phil at last, in dripping condition on a dripping
-horse—what a pair of drowned rats!
-
-As soon as he had changed his clothes Gascoigne appeared in the
-verandah, looked about, and said:
-
-"Hullo, where is Angel? I thought she was coming over to make tea?"
-
-"Oh, she has been here all right enough," rejoined his comrade grimly;
-"very much here. I believe she has departed. I saw her flying across
-the compound just now. Phil, that child, instead of making tea, has
-been making hay in your room."
-
-"Oh, has she?" he responded carelessly, as he lit a cheroot. "Well, she
-can't do much harm there."
-
-"I'm not so sure of that," retorted Shafto with tragic significance.
-"She found the photograph of one of the prettiest girls I've ever seen,
-and brought it out for information—awfully keen to know all about it."
-
-Gascoigne jumped up suddenly, and took the cigar out of his mouth. His
-face was stern as he looked fixedly at his friend.
-
-"Billy, this is some of your chaff."
-
-"I swear it's not," protested Shafto forcibly. "That prying imp was
-rooting in your despatch box. Ah!" he concluded in a significant
-undertone, as Gascoigne hurriedly left him.
-
-After a short absence his friend returned, and resumed his seat without
-one word.
-
-"I made her put it back," continued his companion. "I always knew that
-you'd be let in by that child, somehow."
-
-"No," rejoined the other; "I let myself in—as you call it."
-
-"You can't deny that she has made a rather brilliant beginning.
-Smashing up a new dogcart, unearthing your most sacred possession, and
-flaunting it round the house. What on earth are you going to do with
-her?"
-
-"I'm going to send her to school next week."
-
-"And afterwards?"
-
-"She will make her home with some nice family."
-
-"Nice prospect for the nice family," remarked Shafto. "And after she
-has quite done with the nice family?"
-
-"That is far enough ahead," replied Gascoigne with a touch of
-impatience. "Angel won't be grown up for years, and we may all be dead
-by that time."
-
-"Now, I call that a really cheerful way of looking at it. One thing is
-certain, whoever is dead, Angel won't weep. She has no more heart than
-a paving-stone."
-
-"Why do you say that?" demanded her cousin quickly.
-
-"Simply because it is patent to all the world that she has forgotten
-her mother already. She never mentions her name——"
-
-"That does not matter—that is no sign," argued her champion; "she
-thinks more of her mother than the whole Wilkinson family put together.
-The other morning, when there was a break in the rains and I was out
-early, I saw a small figure staggering over towards the cemetery,
-carrying a pot as large as herself. I kept behind, of course, and did
-not let her see me; it was Angel, taking a plant to her mother's grave.
-There's no stone up yet."
-
-"No, nor ever will be," supplemented Shafto.
-
-"The cemetery is more than a mile away," continued Gascoigne; "so you
-will allow that it was rather a big job for a child of her age."
-
-"Oh, yes," admitted her implacable adversary; "Angel's jobs are
-generally on a large scale."
-
-"She steals off every morning almost before light," resumed her
-defender.
-
-"What is the ayah about, to allow her to prowl at such an hour?"
-
-"Oh, the ayah allows her to go her own way now; she can't control her,"
-confessed her cousin.
-
-"No, nor anyone else," muttered Shafto. "Look here," he added suddenly,
-"I'll tell you something, Phil. That child is going to be a beauty."
-
-"Nonsense—not she. You are mad about beauty," rejoined his friend
-contemptuously.
-
-"Yes, she is, and something out of the ordinary, too, if I am any
-judge. This, I imagine, will complicate matters. Oh, my poor old boy, I
-wouldn't be in _your_ shoes for a thousand pounds!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-ANGEL IMPARTS A SECRET
-
-
-IT was the evening before Angel's departure for England. Her
-luggage was carefully labelled, her roll of wraps was strapped, all
-arrangements were complete. She was to travel under the neatly trimmed
-wing of Mrs. Dawson, leaving Ramghur at dawn. Gascoigne had intended
-accompanying his charge to Bombay, but duty could not spare him—no,
-not even to escort her to the railway station; he had just received an
-urgent telegram which called him away that night, and had walked over
-to take leave of Angel, followed by the three. They were all pacing up
-and down Colonel Wilkinson's desolate verandah, the man and child side
-by side, the dogs in close attendance. It was a cool evening in the
-rains, and the sun had recently set in a blaze of dramatic magnificence.
-
-"Now, Angel," said the young man after a short silence, "you are going
-to be a credit to me, I know."
-
-"Yes, I am," she answered with superb self-confidence; "I'll do
-anything you like, only tell me what I am to do."
-
-"Think three times before you speak," he suggested.
-
-"Oh, I shall hate that," she rejoined with a shrug.
-
-"But you know you often blurt out things that you really don't mean,
-and that get you into trouble."
-
-"Um—yes," she admitted with a pout, "and what else?"
-
-"Never be afraid to speak the truth."
-
-"I'm not—not a little bit," she proclaimed.
-
-"Mind you stick to that—it's more than most of your elders can say.
-You will write to me every week, and let me know how you get on?"
-
-"Yes; and you will answer my letters—they will be the only ones I
-shall get."
-
-"You may be sure I shall write, and the dogs, too; they shall send you
-their photographs."
-
-"Oh, Philip," she exclaimed, "how I wish you were coming home before
-two long years! I shall mark off the weeks till I see you, beginning
-to-morrow; and I'll save up every single one of my secrets to tell you."
-
-"I don't think they will give you much trouble."
-
-"Oh, won't they? I know quantities of secrets. Shall I tell you one
-now?"
-
-"Yes, if you like," he rejoined indifferently, "as long as it is your
-own property; I don't want to listen to other people's affairs."
-
-"But this one is my own, my very own—Philip. You must promise me not
-to tell anyone _ever_."
-
-"How solemn and important you look!" he laughed; "what can this mighty
-secret be? Yes, I see you are panting to tell me—I promise. Now for
-it."
-
-"Then listen," she began mysteriously, "no—first come inside," and she
-beckoned him to follow her into the drawing-room; then she ran to the
-different half-doors and peeped furtively around, whilst her cousin
-waited to hear the important disclosure with an expression of amused
-toleration. What a little actress she was, darting about from door to
-door! At last she came up to him, looked him straight in the face,
-folded her hands, and said in a voice that quivered with triumph:
-
-"It was _I_—who cut up Mrs. Dawson's dresses."
-
-"What do you say?" gasped her companion, staring incredulously into the
-small white face.
-
-"She wouldn't let me go home with her, if she knew, would she?" and
-Angel cracked the joints of all her fingers, native style, as if she
-were letting off a succession of squibs.
-
-"You are not in earnest, Angel?—not about the dresses?" he
-expostulated, with bated breath.
-
-"But I am," she retorted sharply; "she never asked mother to see
-them—and mother cried. So I just took the dirzee's scissors and
-ran out in the dusk," illustrating the action with her skinny arms,
-"through your compound; then I crawled into Mrs. Dawson's verandah—I
-believe the chokedar took me for a dog. No one else was watching—I
-stole into her room and just cut everything to pieces. Oh, my, it was
-fun—snipping the feathers, tearing the _crêpe_, and hacking away at
-the satin. You should have seen the room. I was very sorry for the
-pretty things—but I had to do it, and all quick, quick as lightning,
-for of course if Mrs. Dawson had caught me she would have killed me.
-Then I crept out, and got behind a pillar and away into the shadows,
-through a hole in the wall, and home." She paused breathless with
-exultation, and her listener, as he scrutinised the small, ruthless
-countenance, began to realise that his responsibilities were heavier
-than he anticipated, and that there was more of the imp than the angel
-in his little ward.
-
-"Why do you look so queer?" she cried suddenly. "I only did it because
-I loved my mummy; I would do as much for _you_ to-morrow. Why don't you
-speak?—are you shocked?"
-
-"Yes—I should think I was. I am wondering what your mother would have
-said to this," he demanded sternly.
-
-"Oh, mummy would have scolded and pretended to be angry," she answered,
-with an air of serene conviction, "but in her heart all the time she
-would be _so_ glad."
-
-And as she pronounced this opinion, she nursed her elbows and nodded
-her head reassuringly.
-
-"Well, Angel," said her cousin after a painful silence, "I would not
-have believed this story from any lips but your own. I can hardly
-credit what you tell me. I am sorry to find that you are different to
-what I thought you were, a mischievous, vindictive, cunning child."
-
-For an instant the little culprit looked stunned, as if she could not
-believe her ears.
-
-"Oh, Phil!" she cried in a voice of intense anguish. "Don't say it—I'm
-not—I'm not—and I'm going away to-morrow, and you are angry with me.
-Oh, what shall I do, what shall I do?"
-
-And she wrung her tiny hands in a wild frenzy of grief.
-
-"It is certainly time you went home, Angel," he returned steadily,
-"and if you love me, as you say, I implore you to play no more of
-these monkey tricks. I hate treacherous, underhand ways. Think of all
-the damage you did. You destroyed what must have cost a great deal of
-money."
-
-"But, Phil, you don't understand," she pleaded, and tears rained down
-her face; "I did all for mummy, my own mummy, and now"—her voice
-rising to a wail—"she is dead, and you are angry—oh, what shall I do,
-what shall I do?"
-
-She flung herself downwards on the sofa in the abandonment of her
-grief, and buried her head in the cushion.
-
-"Come now, Angel," said her cousin, stooping over her, "don't cry like
-this—your secret has given me an unexpected shock, and shown me a side
-of your character that—frightens me—but," as her sobs shook her, "sit
-up and dry your eyes, little girl. As this is our last evening, I will
-say no more. You will be good, won't you?" he whispered, stroking her
-hair.
-
-"Yes, yes, if you will love me," and she raised herself and looked at
-him with piteous, entreating eyes.
-
-"All right, then," he agreed, "that's a bargain. I will love you if you
-are good. Hullo, here comes Colonel Wilkinson."
-
-"Oh, then," starting up, "we must say good-bye." Gascoigne sat down
-beside the child, and was about to stoop and kiss her, when she flung
-her arms round his neck and pressed her lips to his with the passion of
-a desolate, forlorn creature who was parting, perhaps for ever, with
-her only friend.
-
-Her action was the more surprising, since she was a child who recoiled
-from endearments, and coldly turned away her face when ladies would
-have caressed her. As suddenly as she had embraced her cousin, she
-released and pushed him from her with violence and ran out of the room.
-Her stepfather, who encountered Angel in the doorway, now advanced,
-rubbing his hands complacently.
-
-"So she's quite broken down, I see. That's just her one redeeming
-point—her affection for you. She has no feeling for anyone else. Just
-fancy, she never expressed the smallest regret at being parted from her
-dear little brothers, and when the ayah said, 'This is the last time
-you will ever have tea together,' she tossed her head and said, 'So
-much the better.' Can you imagine such appalling heartlessness? I tell
-you candidly, Gascoigne, that you will have your hands full."
-
-"I think not," rejoined her visitor; "not in the sense you mean—I
-suppose you will be leaving before long?"
-
-"Yes, I'm getting rid of all the big things by degrees," replied the
-Colonel, "the bullock, bandy, and piano and victoria; I advertised
-them, and got my price," and as he announced this gratifying fact he
-seemed to swell with triumph. It was true that he had obtained double
-their value for his shabby, worn-out possessions, and had administered
-severe disappointments to various harmless and deluded people; in whose
-nostrils the very name of Wilkinson stinks until the present day.
-
-"I am sending some refreshments with Angel," he continued with a gust
-of generosity, "hard-boiled eggs, lemonade, and biscuits. You will see
-that I get the bottles and basket back from Bombay, won't you—like a
-good fellow?"
-
-"It will be rather difficult," rejoined the good fellow, wondering if
-the avaricious wretch, who grudged the value of a few annas, would also
-require the egg-shells. "But I'll see what can be done." After a few
-words respecting luggage, labels, tickets, and, above all, an early
-start, the men parted. Gascoigne strolled back to his quarters, a prey
-to some anxious thoughts. What passion was embodied in the child's puny
-embrace, and was it to be, as Shafto predicted, a millstone about his
-neck as long as ever he lived? There was no blinking the fact, that
-he had accepted a serious charge. Angel was totally apart from other
-little girls of her age who cared for chocolates and dolls. She was
-only interested in human puppets, in the serious things of life, her
-feelings and emotions far transcended her years. She was a child in a
-thousand, for good or evil. Clever, resolute, unscrupulous, secret,
-yes, she was all that, but she was also devoted, unselfish, and
-faithful.
-
-Her future would be a matter of profound anxiety; fortunately the
-thread of her fate lay in no hand save his own.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-ANGEL'S WINGS ARE CLIPPED
-
-
-LADY AUGUSTA GASCOIGNE was the daughter of a marquis, the widow of a
-baronet, and our little Angel's grandmamma. She lived in a small house
-in Hill Street, with her daughter Eva, a plain, awkward, distressingly
-shy woman of seven-and-thirty, who remained on her parents' hands as a
-hopelessly unmarketable article, when her two younger sisters had made
-brilliant matches, and covered their chaperon with glory. But Eva's
-sole suitor was an ineligible, who had been dismissed with indignation
-and contumely, and as Miss Gascoigne disliked society and dress, she
-had subsided into genteel obscurity—her mother's housekeeper and
-drudge.
-
-Lady Augusta was blessed with an iron constitution and the vigor of
-perpetual youth; with her slender figure, well-poised head, and active
-movements, she appeared at a little distance to be about thirty, albeit
-the remorseless Peerage stated her years to be three-score. She wore
-her clothes with grace, employed a French maid—well versed in "the
-art of beauty"—and got all her gowns in Paris. She patronized the
-turf, the theatre, and the most popular foreign Spas; her supper and
-roulette parties were renowned. She carried on her correspondence by
-telegram, and lived in a perpetual whirl. Her ladyship still retained
-the remains of considerable beauty; her nose was delicately chiselled
-(and came out well in her photographs); her eyes were blue, very
-quick, and rather closely set together; her hair, which had once been
-red, had faded to a pale sandy shade, and was marvellously crimped
-and curled—and matched. She was exceedingly vivacious, cheery, and
-popular, always well-dressed, always well posted in the earliest news,
-the newest story, and the coming scandal, and men thronged around
-Lady Augusta like flies about a pot of honey. She was constantly in
-evidence; her comings and goings, her little dinners and race parties
-were faithfully recorded. She was smart, her friends were smart, her
-turn-out was smart, and when she appeared at church parade "wearing her
-sables," or at the opera "wearing her diamonds," or merely driving down
-Sloane Street with "a bunch of violets tucked into her coat," were not
-all these doings chronicled in the Society papers?
-
-Lady Augusta was thoroughly satisfied with her surroundings and
-herself, and put all painful thoughts, such as the memory of her two
-dead sons, far from her. She was entirely without heart or sympathy,
-and turned her back on sickness, suffering, and all disagreeables. She
-was quick to seize on, and enjoy, every passing pleasure, and declared
-herself a philosopher—but people who disapproved of this callous and
-volatile lady called her by another name.
-
-Immediately after the death of Mrs. Wilkinson, Philip Gascoigne wrote
-to Lady Augusta, and informed her that he had undertaken the charge
-of her granddaughter, and if not actually requiring her sanction, at
-any rate deferring to her opinion, and asking advice respecting the
-child's education. To this announcement, Angel's grandmamma replied
-by the following mail, declaring that she had hitherto been under the
-impression that Tony's child had _died_ in infancy, and that whilst
-she warmly applauded Philip's benevolence, she failed to feel the
-faintest interest in the offspring of the late Mrs. Wilkinson, and that
-any authority that might be supposed to lie with her, she transferred
-to him with all her heart. Her ladyship went on to say that he was a
-bold man to saddle himself with a girl of nine; born and brought up in
-India, and that his wisest course would be to send her to some cheap
-hill school, or convent out there, when, later on, she could become a
-governess or a nun. When was he coming home, and when was he going to
-marry? With a few items of society gossip, the letter was concluded by
-his affectionate Aunt Augusta. A more cool and heartless epistle the
-recipient had never perused. As soon as he had mastered its contents,
-he tore it into little pieces across and across, and tossed it into the
-paper basket—even Colonel Wilkinson was not more anxious to repudiate
-the child than her own grandmother.
-
-By this time the friendless little waif had arrived in England safely,
-and one of her early letters will best describe her impressions. It
-was written over three sheets of foreign paper, with much underlining,
-scratching out, and bad spelling.
-
- "TENTERDEN HOUSE, WIMBLEDON.
-
- "MY DEAR PHIL,—I sent you one letter from Suez, and I now write this
- from school which I hate, and every moment I wish I was back in
- your verandah playing with the dogs, and mending your soks. This is
- a half-holiday and instead of going to the hokky I am scribbling to
- you. I have so much to tell you. First of all about Mrs. Dawson, she
- was middling kind to me on borde ship but I ran all messages and sowed
- buttons on her boots, and brought her brandy when she was very sick.
- All the time I was making up my mind to _tell her_ about the dresses,
- I hated to have to do it, but I felt that she ought to know and not
- have to wonder all her life. So one day when she was awfully ill and
- week, lying back with her eyes shut, some voice inside my head said
- _Do it now_, now is the time, she cannot beet you. And I said, Mrs.
- Dawson I am going to make your mind easy, it was I who cut up all
- your dresses. I am very sorry, they were beautiful, and if I could
- give them back now I would. I've nothing to give you to make up with,
- but my gold bangell, the only nice thing that I have cousin Phil, and
- that you gave me; so I took it off, and offered it to her. She had
- opened her eyes ever so wide, and at first looked quite stupid and
- queer; then she got very red and fierce and wriggled up and panted
- for breath. At last she said only you are a little orfan I don't know
- what I would do with you, land you at Malta I believe. There's your
- bangell and she flung it out of the port hole, and said now tell me
- you little feend what you did it for. And I told her the truth that it
- was to punish her for her unkindness to my mummy, and this made her
- quite crazy. She jumped up, and took me by the shoulders and turned
- me out of the cabbin. She never speekes to me now, but she has told
- everyone, and no one ever talks to me, and one child said go away you
- little cat my mama says I am not to allow you to come near me you
- ought to be in Jale. So I did not gain much by telling the truth that
- time you see. I lost all my friends and my dear dear bangell. This
- school is a big red house with long passages and great bair rooms and
- a bell rings for everything, getting up prayers lessons play. Oh I do
- hate that bell. There are forty girls and I am not the youngest only
- the smallest in the lowest class. Miss Morton thinks me dreadfully
- bakward, and so I am, except in sowing, but she was surprised to hear
- that I had read Vanity Fair and Byron's pomes and could say Shelly's
- skylark by hart. The other girls are very prim, some tell lies as bad
- as Anima any day, some are greedy, as greedy as Pinky, some are very
- nice, but they all think me odd and wild. I like to make them stair,
- so I jabber Hindustani and crack my finger-joints. I have no friends
- here except the second housemaid the cat and the drill serjant. He
- says I am made of yres, and he has been in India but only in Madras.
- I have been in lots of skrapes already dear Phil I don't believe I am
- suitable for skool, I'de much rather have lived with you, and had a
- pretty young governess like Miss Dove who teeches embroidrey. There
- are some pretty girls too, they all think me so ugly, but I don't
- mind. Give each of the dogs a kiss from me and three to Sally just in
- the middle of her nose, and tell the bearers little girl I have not
- forgotten her, and tell Toady Dodd I am learning french and german and
- dancing and am going to be akom—clever, I cant spell the big word, it
- will vex him awfully. Be sure you write me long long long letters,
- you cannot think how I watch the clock on male days. If you forget me,
- I pray that I may take small pox and dye,—I am every yours truly,
-
- "ANGEL."
-
-But Angel was not forgotten. Some description of letter found its way
-into her eager hands, two out of four mail days. Her quivering white
-face, as the letters were distributed, caused a pang of pity in the
-hearts of the womenkind who witnessed it. Angel's feelings were ten
-years in advance of her age and her associates. As weeks and months
-went on, she began to spread her short wings, and to evince her
-personality, and was presently notorious as the most idle, clever,
-mischievous, and unruly girl in the whole school. She could learn,
-she had unusual capabilities, but she much preferred playing tricks,
-scribbling poetry, and affording unlimited fun to her class, among
-whom, thanks to the freshness and audacity of her ideas, she assumed
-the position of ring-leader and queen. She received punishment with
-the most staggering _sang-froid_. What was to be done with a child who
-did not mind being sent to bed, rather liked dry bread than otherwise,
-and heartily enjoyed her own society? Her example was spreading like
-an epidemic among the juniors; idleness, daring feats, and flat
-disobedience were the fashion since the Indian child had introduced
-them. At last Miss Morton sent for the culprit, and interviewed her in
-her own sanctum, a room that had witnessed not a few tears and scenes.
-Miss Morton was a clever, handsome woman of forty, admirably fitted
-for her position. All her girls looked up to her, not a few loved her;
-her influence bore fruit in many and many a future home.
-
-When the slight fair child in deep mourning was ushered in, and
-surveyed the room and its occupants with critical blue eyes, she said:
-
-"Little Angela Gascoigne, you may sit down," Angela took a seat, and
-sedately folded her arms. This action, did Miss Morton but know,
-portended mortal defiance.
-
-"Angela, you are old and intelligent beyond your years," continued her
-teacher; "you are not yet ten, but you have seen as much of life as
-many girls of eighteen."
-
-Angela's eyes complacently admitted the fact.
-
-"I therefore talk to you, as if you were almost grown up," resumed
-Miss Morton. Angela inclined her head gravely in acknowledgment of
-the compliment. "I must confess, that although you have read the most
-advanced literature, your mind is pure and child-like. On the other
-hand, in your small way, you are an anarchist, you rebel against every
-law. What do you propose to do with your life? You have influence, you
-have brains, have you decided to grow up an ill weed, and to do as much
-harm as you can?"
-
-No reply. Angela gazed at the flowers, the water-colours, the clock,
-finally into Miss Morton's eyes.
-
-"Angela Gascoigne," she continued, "answer me."
-
-"No," breathed Angel in a quick whisper.
-
-"Very well, then bear in mind that you will have to change your ways;
-you must work as do other girls, conform to the school rules. You
-have been endowed with gifts that are uncommon, and yet you only
-misuse them, in order to make your companions as idle and reckless as
-yourself. Unless you undertake to improve, and give me your word that
-you will show a good example for the future, I shall be obliged to
-write to your guardian, and ask him to remove you at once."
-
-Angel's face grew pale, her eyes looked black, and tragic.
-
-"I hate school!" she burst out, passionately.
-
-"In that case, you may be sure that school will hate you," was the
-prompt rejoinder, "and the sooner you leave it the better. But why do
-you hate school?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"What a silly answer for an intelligent girl! Then I can tell you; the
-reason is, because you are unaccustomed to rules, and regularity; it
-is a different life to the one you have led. I am aware that you are
-an orphan. Tell me, dear child," now leaning towards her, "do you love
-no one in the whole world, not even yourself? Come—won't you speak to
-me?" she pleaded very low.
-
-"Yes," rejoined the child, straightening her little figure, "I love
-Philip."
-
-"You mean Mr. Gascoigne, your guardian?"
-
-Angel nodded, and her face worked, despite her precocious self-control.
-
-"Then don't you think he will be very sorry to hear that you refuse to
-accept any of the advantages he has provided for you? I know that he
-hopes to see you an accomplished girl, and you can easily learn if you
-please. Don't you think it will grieve him when I am compelled to say
-that I cannot keep you among my pupils—because of your idleness; that
-with your intensely strong individuality, you influence them for ill,
-and I am obliged to remove a bad example from among them?"
-
-"Are you going to write—_this_—to Philip?" cried Angel, with a
-gesture of horror.
-
-"Yes, and at once, unless you will promise me that it is not necessary."
-
-"I will promise anything—to please him."
-
-"Then address yourself to your lessons—begin to-day—put away your
-foolish impish tricks, Angel," urged her companion; "your success lies
-in your own hands. Don't you think it will be much better for your
-guardian to be proud of you than to hear you are expelled?"
-
-"Does that mean sent away in—disgrace?" stammered the child with
-characteristic directness.
-
-"Yes, but I see that you have made up your mind; and, instead of being
-a trial to myself and others, you can, and will be, a help. You have
-some one to please, some one to surprise, some one to whose coming you
-can look forward—have you not thought of that?"
-
-"Oh, I am always thinking of that," rejoined Angel, impetuously,
-and, to Miss Morton's amazement, she wept, as she faltered, "I have
-only Philip in all the world. I would rather die than that he should
-think—badly of me—I will try, yes, I will work. Oh, I never dreamt
-of Philip. Tell me what I am to do, and I will do everything to please
-him and surprise him when he comes home.—Yes, and I wish to please
-you too."
-
-Then Miss Morton took the little rebel in her arms and kissed her
-tenderly, and Angel quietly submitted to her caress; since her mother
-died few women had kissed her. From that hour, she won the child's
-heart.
-
-Tea was brought in, and the teacher and her pupil had a nice, long,
-comfortable talk about India. Angel gave her companion many fresh views
-of the natives of Hindustan, and the sun went down upon another of Miss
-Morton's conquests.
-
-In a short time, the weird-faced, wiry little Anglo-Indian had made
-extraordinary progress, she worked conscientiously and incessantly—to
-please Philip.
-
-Her letters were a source of surprise and embarrassment to her
-guardian, written in a clear, small hand, with unexceptional
-orthography; they breathed a spirit of passionate attachment, a
-selfless love, that was inexhaustible.
-
-And what had he to offer in exchange for this dear child's
-single-hearted devotion? Nothing but a trivial, and lukewarm,
-affection.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-PHILIP'S LOVE AFFAIR
-
-
-PHILIP GASCOIGNE, whom this history chiefly concerns, was the only
-child of a distinguished officer who late in life had prevailed on a
-beautiful and charming woman to accept his gallant heart and honorable
-name. General Gascoigne had settled down in a fine old manor house
-in the heart of Kent, and there turned his sword into a ploughshare,
-which latter implement, according to his old club comrades, had dug
-his grave. He died when his boy was nine years of age, having survived
-sufficiently long to imbue the little fellow with some of his own
-high ideas of truth and honour, discipline and self-command. Within a
-short distance of "Earlsmead" Manor was Earlsmead Park, the stately
-home of the Craven-Hargreaves. Venetia Gascoigne and Mary Hargreaves
-had been schoolfellows and were close friends, and little Philip
-grew up almost as one of the Hargreaves family, which consisted of
-two fine manly boys, and a girl named Lola—a child with a cloud of
-frizzy bronze hair, and a pair of irresistible dark eyes; she was the
-youngest of the three, and the spoiled darling of the household. Mr.
-Craven-Hargreaves was an agreeable, dapper little gentleman, who had
-been in debt ever since he left Eton, and was existing (and more or
-less enjoying life) on the forbearance of his creditors. He was rarely
-at home, save in the shooting season, and the burthen of the family
-cares fell on his wife's graceful shoulders. The boys had to be sent
-to school, and the _pros_ and _cons_ connected with this outlay cost
-their mother many anxious hours. Philip Gascoigne preceded them to
-Harrow, there being no question of expense regarding his education,
-for when his father died, honoured and regretted, he left behind him
-the best traditions of a soldier and a gentleman, he also left an
-unexpectedly large provision for his family. Philip was three years
-older than Lola, and had been her bond slave ever since she could
-walk alone. It was always "Phil and Lola" who were partners in games,
-forays, excursions, and scrapes. What halcyon days those were, when the
-eldest of the quartette was but twelve; and everything they entered
-into was a pure and unalloyed delight, from nutting, and fishing, and
-cricket, and riding, to play—at robbers and smugglers in the woods,
-making fires and roasting apples, potatoes—also, sad to relate,
-blackbirds and thrushes—returning home grubby, weary, and happy, with
-but scant appetite for schoolroom tea. One day Philip and Lola, who
-had been despatched on an errand to the village, surprised some boys
-who were drowning a puppy in a pond. Philip instantly interfered to
-save it, tore off his jacket and swam to the rescue. Subsequently, all
-dripping like a water-god, he had fought Bill Lacy, of the "Leg of
-Mutton Inn," and had thrashed him soundly, whilst Lola stood by with
-the shivering puppy in her arms, alternately screaming encouragement
-and defiance. Then when the bruised and bleeding victor turned to her,
-for his jacket, and his meed of praise, she had rewarded him in her
-own impulsive fashion—she kissed him then and there before all the
-boys in Earlsmead village. It was an unseemly and indecent spectacle
-in the eyes of Mrs. Grundy (who lived over the Post Office), Miss
-Craven-Hargreaves, of the Park, acting as backer in a street fight,
-and awarding as prize her kisses. It was true that she was but eight
-years of age and her champion eleven, and consequently the misdemeanour
-was suffered to pass. Some said she was a fine courageous little miss;
-others, that she was a bold piece, who would come to no good yet, but
-all agreed that she had plenty of pluck, and would sooner or later
-marry the General's boy.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When Lola was seventeen—and oh! what a fascinating sweet
-seventeen—Philip found his tongue, and they became engaged.
-Contemporary matrons lifted their hands in horror. A lad of twenty, who
-had only just left Sandhurst! But other far-seeing and less ambitious
-individuals pointed out that young Gascoigne was a fairly good match,
-he must succeed to at least a thousand a year, and expectations, whilst
-the Hargreaves might expect the bailiffs at any moment.
-
-Within the next twelve months Philip lost his mother—whom he
-worshipped; even Lola had not disturbed her from her niche—and the
-long impending crash came at the Park. Mr. Hargreaves fled with a
-portmanteau to the south of France—his plea was health—and left his
-wife to face the storm alone. The storm developed into a typhoon, a
-tempest of howling creditors; mortgages were foreclosed, the park was
-let to graziers, and, as a final climax, there was a sale—an auction,
-at the house itself. The family pictures, portraits by Gainsborough,
-Raeburn, and Romney, went to the highest bidder. The treasured silver
-and tapestries, as well as carriage and horses, were scattered far and
-wide. After a storm—a calm—the Hargreaves boys obtained commissions,
-the Park had found a tenant, Mrs. Hargreaves and Lola went abroad, and
-Philip Gascoigne, now a full-blown sapper, was despatched to Gibraltar.
-He and Lola corresponded faithfully. They were to be married when he
-was four-and-twenty, and already he was collecting rugs, Moorish trays,
-and old carpets suitable for a lady's drawing-room, when he received a
-letter from Lola to say that her father was once more in difficulties,
-_frightful_ difficulties; he had been gambling on the Stock Exchange,
-hoping to recoup his fortune, and had had every penny of his own (as
-well as other people's pennies) swept away. Philip wired to place
-all his available funds at Lola's disposal; but what was a mere five
-thousand pounds, when the deficit amounted to ten times the sum? Mr.
-Hargreaves did everything on a grand scale. He was a born gambler, it
-was hereditary; his grandfather had once lost thirty thousand pounds,
-after playing two nights and a day, and sitting up to his knees in
-cards. His worthy descendant had gone even more rapidly to work,
-staked all on a "chance" and lost—lost the estates which had been in
-the family since the reign of Edward the Fourth—lost his head—his
-hopes—his honour.
-
-The next mail brought still heavier news to a certain good-looking
-subaltern in barracks at Gibraltar.
-
-Lola wrote formally to dissolve her engagement. She was about to marry
-Mr. Reuben Waldershare, one of her father's creditors, who would cancel
-his debt, and buy back Earlsmead. Thus she saved her parent, and
-averted ruin from her people. Mr. Waldershare was enormously rich and
-generous.
-
-Philip succeeded in obtaining leave on urgent private affairs that same
-hour, and journeyed to England that same night.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The Craven-Hargreaves had taken a house in London for the season. At
-four o'clock in the afternoon Gascoigne presented himself at 146 Mount
-Street, and inquired for Miss Hargreaves. The man—who was not an
-Earlsmead servant, and knew not Master Philip—said:
-
-"Yes, sir, Miss Hargreaves is at home. Who shall I say?" and he
-preceded the visitor up the stairs, and ushered him into a pretty green
-and white drawing-room with a resonant—"Mr. Gascoigne, if you please."
-
-Secretly, the lady did not please.
-
-Lola was alone, sitting on a low sofa, with her back to the light, and
-surrounded by morocco and velvet jewel-cases. She was dressed in a
-white gown, and wore a large picture hat, her gloves and parasol lay
-on a chair near her, and in her hands she held a row of great pearls.
-A tea equipage waited, the spirit-lamp flamed, and Lola's toilette
-betokened careful thought. The room was fragrant with exquisite
-La France roses, an arm-chair was drawn up invitingly near the
-sofa—evidently some one was expected, but obviously that some one was
-not Philip Gascoigne.
-
-"Philip," she almost screamed, as the door closed and she rose to her
-feet, her face white to the lips, "_what_ has brought you?"
-
-"You can easily guess," he replied, as he came forward; "your letter."
-
-"Yes—of course," and she held out both her hands; "but, oh, why did
-you come?—it only makes it harder."
-
-"You are talking in riddles," he answered sharply. "I want you to
-tell me the truth—face to face. Why do you wish to break off our
-engagement? Why does my return make anything _worse_?"
-
-"Because—seeing you brings everything back—and I am going to marry
-Mr. Waldershare."
-
-She turned away and averted her face to hide her emotion.
-
-A long silence followed this announcement, and at last Philip said:
-
-"Well, I don't suppose anything could be worse than that!"
-
-As he spoke, Lola sank back on the sofa, and stealthily displaced some
-of the jewel-cases under the big brocade cushions.
-
-"Will you listen to me?" she said piteously.
-
-"Oh, yes, I am here to listen. I have come a thousand miles since
-Monday to listen—and to speak."
-
-"Phil, when you hear all you will be twice as sorry for me as you are
-for yourself. Do you know that we are ruined?"
-
-"I gathered as much," he replied gravely.
-
-"Father has been gambling on the Stock Exchange—he has lost
-everything. Earlsmead, that has been centuries in the family; and not
-only that—it is not merely ruin—it is disgrace," and as she spoke,
-Lola put her hands over her eyes.
-
-"Disgrace," repeated Gascoigne. "It is impossible."
-
-"It is not really father's doing," she sobbed. "He got mixed up with
-shady people, and lent them his good name—and now it is smirched, or
-will be—the catastrophe is impending—the only door of escape is—Mr.
-Waldershare. He will advance money—he will stifle scandal—he is
-enormously rich——"
-
-"And the reason for his liberality?" demanded Philip in a harsh key.
-
-"Is here," replied Lola, laying her hand on her breast. "I marry him to
-save our good name—and Earlsmead."
-
-"In short, you sell yourself for your family?" he cried.
-
-"I think you might say—sacrifice myself—for my family," she answered
-softly, and her eyes were eloquent.
-
-"And _I_ am also to be sacrificed?"
-
-"Always remember that you are free—whilst I am bound—for life."
-
-"And you are prepared to throw me over, to marry a man old enough to be
-your father?" he questioned.
-
-"Yes; but, after all, what is age! and"——(home-thrust) "your own
-mother—dear Aunt Venetia—did the same."
-
-Philip now began to pace the room, whilst Lola looked furtively at the
-clock. At last he came to a halt, and said:
-
-"What does your mother say?"
-
-"Nothing, poor dear, for she _knows_. The boys, Edgar and Billy, are
-simply furious with me. They have not seen the family skeleton—they
-think I am doing this—because—Mr. Waldershare is fabulously rich—and
-they say I have no more heart than a sea anemone. Bill declares that I
-was always greedy, and took more than my share of jam and the pony, and
-neither of them will come to the wedding. They will never forgive me,
-and neither will you——" and Lola buried her face in a cushion, and
-wept—that is to say, drew long, gasping sighs.
-
-"Listen to me, Lola," said her lover, authoritatively; "I have a
-suggestion to make." She looked up quickly, and dried her eyes with a
-scrap of lace. "My idea is not as mad as it sounds. I have ten thousand
-pounds in the funds. It is my own, and yours. Let us pay your father's
-most pressing claims with this—always remember that it is yours as
-much as mine. I will leave the service, and we will all go to New
-Zealand, you and I—your father and mother—and the boys, if they like?"
-
-Lola sat erect, and stared at him fixedly and gasped; but he was too
-full of his subject, and too profoundly in earnest, to notice her
-expression.
-
-"You see," he resumed, "I am a really fair practical engineer, and I'll
-build our quarters; your father and I can farm. There is a splendid
-breed of horses, a fine climate, a fine country; we will make a fresh
-start in life; we shall all be together—what do you say, Lola? If you
-agree, I'll set about the move to-day," and he confronted her eagerly.
-
-"What do I say to, emigrating to New Zealand?" she repeated, in a
-queer, choked voice, "to living in a back block, and—doing the
-washing?" Then, in a totally different key. "Of course, I'd be
-happy—anywhere with _you_, Phil, in 'No Man's Land' or Timbuctoo—your
-offer is like yourself—it reminds me of the time you sold your watch
-to help Billy out of a hole. But this hole is too big—ten thousand
-would be a mere drop in the ocean. Philip," she continued, as she
-rose and came towards him, "it is no use trying to play hide-and-seek
-with fate. My fate is to redeem my father's name. You are the man I
-love—Mr. Waldershare is the man I shall marry. Can't you see it with
-my eyes? You know our home—you are one of _us_—don't make it harder
-for me. I must go my own way."
-
-"And I am to go to the devil," he said hoarsely.
-
-"Oh, don't talk like that," she remonstrated; "it is not like you——"
-
-"I don't know what I'm like—or where I am to-day. In one blow I lose
-everything."
-
-"How?" she inquired.
-
-"You were everything to me."
-
-"And in future I must be nothing but a memory. Mr. Waldershare has
-had a hint—a girl told him—of our boy and girl attachment. He is
-desperately in love."
-
-"So am I," cried her companion.
-
-"Desperately jealous."
-
-"So am I," he reiterated.
-
-"I may never see you or write to you again, Phil; it will be the
-best," she urged piteously, and never had she looked so lovely. "It is
-terrible for you—it is ten times worse for me. Some day you will be
-sorry for me—not now, you are too sorry for yourself."
-
-She was alarmingly pale and nervous, her eyes wandered anxiously to the
-clock; nothing that Philip could urge would shake her from her purpose.
-She remained as white and as immovable as marble; her decision was
-irrevocable—the step was irretrievable. She was sacrificing herself
-for others, and "it"—the announcement of the engagement—was already
-in the papers.
-
-With urgent entreaties to leave her, an impassioned farewell, and
-a torrent of tears, Lola sent Philip from her presence—and, oh!
-the relief, when she saw him depart! As he stood on the doorstep, a
-hansom dashed up, and for a moment Gascoigne beheld his supplanter.
-The man descended heavily, a clumsy, elderly individual, with a
-big nose, bulging eyes, and a short grey beard. In a second the
-visitor recognised his rival, a well-set-up, gallant young fellow,
-whose handsome face looked white and haggard, a man of attractive
-personality, in short, a most formidable opponent. No, no, he and Lola
-were best apart; there would be no correspondence, no old playfellow
-nonsense, no sentiment. He was peculiarly alive to the disparity in his
-and Lola's age, and set his face as a flint against younger men. Mr.
-Waldershare was in the iron trade; his first wife had been a homely
-body, who had assisted him to lay the foundation of his colossal
-fortune. He might almost call himself "the Iron King;" now he was in
-quest of an "Iron Queen," and that with the eye of a keen, practical
-man of business. She must be the very best article on the market;
-young, well-born, and an undeniable beauty. Lola Hargreaves answered
-these requirements; added to which she had a certain amount of indolent
-ambition, and a delicate appreciation of the good things of life.
-
-It was true that her father was on the verge of bankruptcy, and mixed
-up with a sultry business connected with a mine, but his forebears had
-been crusaders, their monuments and deeds were extant in print and
-marble. Mr. Waldershare respected a fine pedigree—the one thing his
-thousands could not purchase—so he decided to marry Lola Hargreaves.
-That Lola had "a friend," he was aware; he had unexpectedly come face
-to face with him, a good-looking, manly young fellow, he did not
-propose to place himself in competition with a man of half his years,
-so he issued an edict—"Lola must drop young Gascoigne," and Lola
-obeyed. The interview in Mount Street had changed the whole course of
-Philip's life at one stroke; he had lost friends, sweetheart, home—for
-Earlsmead would be closed to him, and the boys naturally would avoid
-the man their sister had jilted. He exchanged immediately into the
-Indian service, with the stern resolve to woo the goddess of war, and
-to enlist under the standard of ambition. By-and-by, as she predicted,
-he became intensely sorry for Lola. He admired her lofty principles,
-her noble character, her unselfish devotion, and she was enshrined in
-his memory with the lustre of a treasure that is lost.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-LOLA
-
-
-SINCE Angel had left Ramghur the hot winds of three seasons had swept
-over her mother's grave, killed the plants in pots, and defaced the
-lettering on the cheap headstone (Mr. Shafto was in error for once.)
-The dead woman who lay beneath was absolutely forgotten, even by her
-dirzee, who now owned a thriving shop in the bazaar. A community
-fluctuates in an Indian station more than in any part of the Empire,
-and to the present inhabitants of the cantonment, the name of Lena
-Wilkinson failed to conjure up any figure whatever, much less a pretty
-face and an unrivalled toilette. The Ram Gunga bridge was complete at
-last, and Philip Gascoigne was free; free to enjoy a year's holiday in
-Europe, and the weeks and days in Angel's almanac were now crossed off
-down to the one which had a big red circle drawn around it, the date
-when he was due to arrive in London. To do the young man justice, after
-he had called upon his tailor, his first visit was to a certain girl's
-school at Wimbledon. How _distraite_ Angel had been all the morning,
-secretly trembling with anticipation and agitation; and her hands
-were as ice, her heart was beating in her throat, as she opened the
-drawing-room door. There stood a gentleman in a long frock coat, with a
-hat in his hand. He had Philip's eyes. Somehow she had always pictured
-him in his khaki uniform or blue patrol jacket.
-
-For his part, when a tall, graceful girl glided into the room, he
-scarcely recognised her. But it was the old Angel who flew at him with
-a cry of "Philip," flung her arms round his neck, and sobbed for joy.
-Then she led him to the window, and there they scrutinised one another
-exhaustively. He was but little altered, though there were lines on
-his forehead, and two or three silver hairs on his temple. Angel was
-naturally the most changed of the two; her thin, pinched features; her
-white, dried-up skin, had given place to the bloom of health and a
-delicate complexion; her blue eyes were no longer sharply suspicious,
-but soft and gentle; and the hard little mouth was wreathed in happy
-smiles.
-
-Yes—Shafto was right. The child was going to be a beauty after all.
-
-"Let me have a good look at you," said Gascoigne, he was Captain
-Gascoigne now; "I want to see if I can find any trace of the old Angel?"
-
-She coloured, and laughed, as she replied, "No—not even a goose quill,
-or a pin feather. I've forgotten every word of Hindustani. I can't
-dance or crack my fingers, and I hate the sight of curry. Well, what do
-you think of me?" she asked, tossing back her hair with a laugh, and a
-heightened colour.
-
-"I think you have grown—at least four inches," he responded
-deliberately.
-
-"And you have grown grey," she retorted quickly; "I see some grey hairs
-there above your ear."
-
-"Then, Angel," he said, "I hope you will respect them."
-
-"Always, always," she promised gaily. "Oh, cousin Philip, I began to
-be afraid you were never coming home; I do hope you will think I have
-worked well."
-
-"I am sure of that; I felt immensely proud of your sketches, and I have
-given your swagger tea-cosy to Mrs. Gordon."
-
-"It was intended for you—and for the old red teapot," she protested.
-
-"Far too smart for that, Angel; and I hear you are proficient in French
-and dancing, and the riding master's best pupil."
-
-"Just because I'm not afraid and always take the pulling chestnut," she
-responded, "and that is only an amusement. I'm not good at German or
-arithmetic. People think I am cleverer than I am."
-
-"Oh, people do think you clever?" he said with affected surprise.
-
-"Only" (with a blush) "the other girls."
-
-"You and I must have some holidays together, Angel, and go up the
-river, and see the pictures and do some _matinées_. I shall be in
-London for a couple of months."
-
-"Only a couple of months," she exclaimed in a tone of dismay, "and how
-the time will fly—and then?"
-
-"Then I am going to Norway to fish—and now I must be returning to
-town."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Captain Gascoigne proved as good as his word. He frequently came
-down to Wimbledon and took Angela and one of her schoolfellows to
-_matinées_, picture-galleries, flower-shows, dog-shows, and concerts,
-gave them tea and ices, and delivered them at home ere nightfall.
-Latterly he invited Angel alone, as he became aware that she was
-excessively jealous of his society, grudged every word he spoke to her
-friend, and desired to have him all to herself. In spite of her gentle
-and refined manners, her cultured accent and docility, he was conscious
-that beneath that disguise, lived the old impetuous, forcible spirit,
-who loved him with the same fierce love which she had lavished upon
-her mother. The sight of this flame, when it occasionally burst out,
-in a word or a glance, seriously alarmed him. He had nothing wherewith
-to meet it but a cool affection, and a certain vague pride in the
-pretty, charming child, the delicate rosebud that had developed out of
-a wild little thorn-bush. What he could not repay in affection, Philip
-endeavoured to make up in indulgence: as it was, the pair went on the
-river, and to Hampton Court; he loaded her with gifts, and every one of
-the other girls envied Angel her guardian. One misfortune they shared
-in common: neither of them had a home. Angel was compelled to spend
-her holidays at school, and he, to make his headquarters in rooms at
-Duke Street. Mrs. Craven-Hargreaves was dead, Mr. Hargreaves lived in
-Paris, the boys were abroad, Earlsmead was let, and Lola was the only
-member of the family in England. Mrs. Waldershare was a notable beauty;
-were not her full-length portraits exhibited in the Academy and the New
-Gallery? She had fulfilled her husband's hopes, and proved to be a wife
-to dazzle the multitude, a star of the chandeliers, of garden parties,
-of race lawns, and stately receptions. Where was the Lola who cooked
-blackbirds, climbed trees, and ran wild? There was no trace of her in
-the capricious beauty who was admired, worshipped, and spoiled.
-
-On a certain May morning when the Row was crowded, and the
-rhododendrons were a blaze of colour, as Philip and Angela sauntered
-onwards, they found themselves face to face with a party of four—two
-smart guardsmen, and two brilliant ladies. One of these came to a
-sudden halt, and gave a little faint exclamation, as she offered her
-white gloved hand to Captain Gascoigne.
-
-"Who would have thought of seeing you?" she drawled. "Are you in
-England?"
-
-"He is in London," burst out the old Angel with an irrepressible flash
-of Ramghur, for Philip's speech was slow in coming. The other lady
-tittered, and the two men took the measure of this grave stranger whom
-"Mrs. Wal" had distinguished with her notice.
-
-"I came home a month ago," he said at last.
-
-"And who is the child?" she continued, in her leisurely voice.
-
-"A little cousin—Angela Gascoigne."
-
-"I never knew you had one."
-
-"How are they all?" inquired Philip with an effort, "your father and
-the boys?"
-
-"Billy is in Egypt and Edgar in India. Haven't you come across him?"
-
-"No; I wish I had, but India is larger than you suppose. Is your
-father at Earlsmead?" he continued.
-
-"No, he lives in Paris by preference. Earlsmead is let, and so
-modernised and changed—you'd hardly know it—electric light, white
-paint, Tottenham Court Road furniture. You are horrified, but I don't
-mind. I shall never see it again—and besides I am modern myself," and
-she laughed. "Let me introduce you to Colonel Danvers." The men bowed.
-"Captain Gascoigne is a very old friend of mine," she added gaily,
-"our acquaintance dates from our high chairs in the nursery." As she
-talked on, Angela stood by, regarding her with close attention and a
-steady stare. A stare which absorbed every item of the face before
-her, the languorous dark eyes, fluffy brown hair, delicate complexion,
-and flexible red mouth. She also absorbed a general impression of
-an elegant toilette, with soft lace and rustling silk, and drooping
-feathers, a long glittering chain, and the perfume of heliotrope. This
-was Lola, hateful, cruel, heartless woman—Lola of the photograph.
-
-"Where are you staying?" she resumed. "Oh, the Rag, I remember, is your
-club. You'll come and see me, won't you, Phil?"
-
-"Thank you," he rejoined somewhat stiffly.
-
-"I'll look over my engagement book and drop you a line. We are blocking
-up the whole place, I see. Good-bye," and she smiled, nodded, and moved
-on.
-
-Angel turned and stared after her. She watched the pale lilac gown and
-black plumed hat as their wearer made a majestic progress through the
-crowd, with a nod here, a bow there; at last she stepped into an open
-carriage, followed by the other lady, and was whirled out of the park.
-
-Then the child seemed to awake from a sort of trance, and realised that
-her attitude was equally rude and remarkable.
-
-"What are you doing, Angel?" inquired her cousin; "what are you
-thinking of?"
-
-"I'm——" and she glanced up at him—his face looked white, or was it
-the glare?—"thinking, that I hate her."
-
-"What on earth do you mean?" he asked sharply.
-
-"I mean the lady in the black hat, who spoke to you—who knew you in
-the nursery——" rejoined Angel in gasps. "I've seen—her before—she
-is a doll—a wicked doll."
-
-"You are mistaken, you have never seen her in your life, and she
-is neither a doll, nor wicked. You should not say such things," he
-remonstrated sternly.
-
-"But I may think them," she retorted rebelliously.
-
-"No, you may not."
-
-"What is her name?" she asked, with a kind of sob.
-
-"Mrs. Waldershare—I have known her nearly all my life."
-
-They walked on for a considerable time in dead silence.
-
-"Are you vexed with me, cousin Phil?" faltered Angel at length, and in
-a faint voice. Her eyes were deep with devotion and darkened with tears.
-
-"No, but I wish you would not take sudden dislikes to people, Angel,
-and sit in judgment at a moment's notice."
-
-"I can't help it. I make up my mind, and I like and dislike then and
-there. There is—love at first sight."
-
-"Is there? Well, you can't know anything about _that_."
-
-"No, but I can understand hate at first sight," and she drew a long,
-intense breath.
-
-"The sooner you turn that current of thought out of your mind the
-better for yourself, Angel. You should only look for good in other
-people. It always pays. Come along now, and let us feed the ducks."
-
-With respect to Captain Gascoigne's own sensations, he had been
-prepared for the encounter ever since he had returned to London, and
-had steeled himself to meet his former _fiancée_ with true British
-self-possession. Moreover, he had caught sight of her at a theatre and
-dining in a smart restaurant, so the first edge of the sharp wind had
-been tempered.
-
-In a short time he and Angel were absorbed in feeding the ducks,
-oblivious of their recent little scene, and presently they went off
-to lunch in Piccadilly, and "do" a _matinée_ in the Strand. This was
-not the only momentous encounter that the couple experienced; within a
-month a second was impending, which made a still greater impression on
-them both.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-GRANDMAMMA
-
-
-THREE weeks later, on a broiling June afternoon, as Angel and her
-guardian were strolling down the shady side of Bond Street on their way
-to strawberry ices, they passed a carriage waiting outside a shop, in
-which was seated a slight, smart lady, with a great white feather boa
-round her neck, a wonderful toque on her head, and a tiny dog on her
-arm. She was directly facing them, and as the couple came closer she
-beckoned to Philip imperiously; he approached at once, and swept off
-his hat.
-
-"Do you mean to tell me that you were going to pass me by, Philip
-Gascoigne?" she demanded in a high, reedy voice. "Don't you know who I
-am?"
-
-"Why, of course I do, Aunt Augusta," he protested; "but I did not
-recognise you at the moment—the light was in my eyes. I hope you are
-well?"
-
-"Yes, I'm always well, thank you. I'm only just back from Aix. When did
-you return?"
-
-"About two months ago."
-
-"And never called—or left a card. Oh, you young men of the present
-day!"
-
-"I did call, but the house was in curl-papers," rejoined Philip. "I
-gave my card to an old woman in the area." (He was not enthusiastic
-about his aunt by marriage, between whom and his mother lay a great
-gulf; Lady Augusta looked with scorn on her country sister-in-law,
-who employed a local dressmaker, and was a frumpish, prudish, handsome
-creature, devoted to her books, her garden, and her boy.)
-
-Lady Augusta's quick eyes presently travelled to Philip's companion;
-the painted face behind the white veil grew rigid. At last she said, in
-a strangely forced voice:
-
-"I need—not ask—who she is. She is—Antony's girl."
-
-As she spoke she fumbled for her long-handled glasses, and held them to
-her eyes. Her hand and her voice were both shaking as she said, "Come
-here, child."
-
-Angel gravely advanced in her most approved school manners, and
-confronted the lady who was so curiously inspecting her, with serious
-eyes.
-
-"Pray, do you know who I am?"
-
-"No, ma'am," answered Angel.
-
-"Can you guess?" asked the lady sharply.
-
-She shook her head and waited.
-
-"Well then, I'll tell you; I am your grandmother."
-
-"Grandmother," repeated Angel incredulously, and her face grew quite
-pink. She glanced interrogatively at Philip. Was this lady joking, or
-was she mad?
-
-"I see you can hardly believe your ears; it does seem ludicrous,"
-said Lady Augusta; "but I was married when I was not much older than
-herself," she explained to her nephew in an aside, "Well, child, what
-have you got to say? I suppose you have a tongue?"
-
-Poor Angel, thus adjured, immediately gave utterance to the wrong
-thing. "Are—you my—mother's mother?" she inquired, and there was a
-note of keen anxiety in her voice.
-
-"Oh dear, no," rejoined the newly-found relative in a tone of fierce
-repudiation. "I am your father's mother, Lady Augusta Gascoigne; he was
-my youngest son. Philip," turning to him, "I must have a talk with you.
-Get into the carriage, and let me drive you both back to tea."
-
-As this was an offer not to be despised, an opportunity he dare not let
-slip—for it might be of some benefit to Angel—Captain Gascoigne and
-his charge accepted the unexpected invitation, and the next minute they
-were seated in Lady Augusta's landau. Once arrived at Hill Street, she
-led the way up to her drawing-room, and there discovered her daughter
-extended on the sofa, engrossed in a book. Eva at once struggled up
-awkwardly, letting a large piece of coarse knitting roll to the floor.
-She was a thin, high-shouldered woman, with a mass of coarse red
-hair and a droop in one of her eyelids, keenly sensitive of her own
-shortcomings, and much prone to good nature and good works.
-
-"So this is what you call working for the Deep Sea Mission?" exclaimed
-her parent as she rustled across the room. "See—I have brought Philip
-Gascoigne."
-
-Philip advanced promptly and took her limp hand, and said, "It is ages
-since we have met, cousin Eva." But she was not listening to him. Her
-eyes were riveted on the tall child who followed him.
-
-"It is Antony's girl," explained her mother brusquely. "Yes, the
-likeness is—amazing."
-
-Eva's face worked convulsively. Antony had been her favourite brother;
-he, the flower of the flock, with his gay blue eyes and light-hearted
-character; she, the wretched ugly duckling; yet they had been
-inseparable, and she had cried herself to sleep for many nights after
-his departure for India, full of spirits, hopes, and courage. Then had
-come scrapes, debts, his deplorable marriage and his death; and now
-after all these years—fifteen years—he seemed to have returned to
-life in the steadfast face of his blue-eyed daughter. For a moment she
-could not speak for emotion; then she came forward and took both of
-Angel's hands in hers, and said:
-
-"Oh, my dear, my dear—I am glad to see you—I am your Aunt Eva!"
-
-"Eva is my second name," said Angel softly. Miss Gascoigne's white face
-coloured vividly.
-
-"And what is your first?"
-
-"Angel." This was another family name.
-
-Tea was brought in by two men-servants with considerable circumstance
-and pomp, and Angel's little worldly heart beat high when she
-realised that all these fine things, the silver, the footmen, the
-pretty pictures and surroundings, belonged to her grandmamma—and her
-grandmamma belonged to her. Meanwhile Lady Augusta talked incessantly
-to Philip, questioned him sharply respecting his service and his
-prospects, wandering away to race-meetings and her book on Goodwood,
-with here and there a highly-spiced item of news; but all the time she
-watched her granddaughter narrowly, her manners, her way of eating,
-sitting, speaking. Fortunately Miss Morton's pupil came forth from that
-ordeal unscathed. Angel, for her part, glanced uneasily from time to
-time at this old young lady, with the pretty slim figure, the pretty
-fresh toilette, the faded eyes and wrinkled hands, the beautiful
-complexion, and the wealth of sandy hair.
-
-"Eva," said her mother suddenly, "you can take this child away to the
-conservatory and show her the canaries. I want to have a quiet chat
-with Philip now; and you may make each other's acquaintance," she added
-indulgently. Miss Gascoigne rose with alacrity, and led the way to a
-small greenhouse which jutted out over the back landing, where hung
-various cages of shrill canaries. But the visitors did not look at
-these—only at one another.
-
-"Dear child, how glad I am to know you!" said her aunt, taking Angel's
-face between her hands and gazing once more into a pair of sweet
-familiar eyes. "I hope we shall often see you. Now my mother never told
-me of your existence. She is a strange woman—but I believe she is
-pleased with you."
-
-"I did not know that I had a grandmother—or an aunt—until to-day,"
-said the child. "I am so astonished—the girls will be so surprised
-when I tell them I have a grannie and an aunt all this time in London.
-I always thought—grandmothers—were different."
-
-"Your grandmother is different to most people," granted her aunt.
-
-"And why has she never asked me here—nor written to me—why does
-she stare at me as if there were something odd about me? _Is_ there
-anything odd about me, Aunt Eva."
-
-"No indeed, my dear."
-
-"There must be some reason—do please tell me—why I never heard of
-you till to-day. I am twelve years old."
-
-"Your grandmother was very much vexed when your father married,"
-explained Miss Gascoigne with obvious reluctance.
-
-"Why?" came the question, like a blow.
-
-"Oh, because he was a mere boy, only twenty-two, and she did not like
-your mother. My dear, you must never speak of her here," she continued,
-lowering her voice till it became a whisper.
-
-"Do you suppose that I shall ever come to a house where I may not speak
-of my mother?" blazed Angel.
-
-"There, I see you have your father's spirit!" exclaimed her aunt. "He
-and I were always such friends, I nearly broke my heart when he died.
-You will come here, Angel, I know—because you would like to give me
-pleasure—you will love me for his sake."
-
-"Oh, well—perhaps," acquiesced the girl, to whom her father's name
-conveyed no impression beyond that derived from a faded photograph of a
-fair youth in a gorgeous uniform.
-
-"Have I any more aunts or uncles?"
-
-"Two aunts—Lady Harchester and Lady Lorraine. You are not likely to
-meet them—they seldom come here. You and I are going to be great
-friends, Angel. You must write to me and I will write to you—and go
-and see you—often."
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Not much of the Shardlow about the child," remarked Lady Augusta
-complacently. "Quite a Gascoigne, or rather—I see a great resemblance
-to myself."
-
-Philip made no reply. He was unable to agree with this opinion, and put
-his hand to his mouth to hide a smile.
-
-"And now I want to ask your plans. What are your ideas? So far, I must
-confess, she does you credit."
-
-"She does credit to Miss Morton and herself. I believe I shall keep her
-at school till she is eighteen," he answered thoughtfully, "and then
-try and place her with some nice people who will take an interest in
-her and make her happy. Indeed, I am at the present moment looking out
-for some such family who will receive her for her holidays; it's rather
-rough on her to have to spend them at school."
-
-"If you mean that as a hit at me, Philip," said his listener, "I do not
-mind in the least; my conscience is clear. When her father disgraced
-himself by that wretched marriage, he and his were _dead_ to me. Still
-when I saw the child this afternoon, something in her expression gave
-my heart-strings a tug. I felt agitated—besides the child resembles
-me—the only grandchild that is like me. It will be rather odd if,
-after all, Antony's girl turned out to be the prop of my old age. But I
-am going too fast, am I not?"
-
-"Well, I don't quite follow you—yet."
-
-"Look here, Philip," she resumed briskly, "I am willing to receive
-Angela for her holidays"—this was an unexpected concession. "She can
-come up for a week-end at first; if she pleases me I will give her a
-home—when she leaves school; but on payment. I may as well have the
-money as strangers. My jointure is but moderate, and I have great
-expenses. Angela will require a maid, and to be suitably dressed and
-taken about and properly introduced, as befits my granddaughter. What
-do you think of my proposal?"
-
-"I think it is an excellent idea, and I agree to it most heartily," he
-answered; "that is, if you approve of Angela, and she is happy with
-you."
-
-"Oh, she is sure to be happy with me," was the vainglorious reply; "and
-of course I shall feel the greatest interest in her, and take good care
-that she makes a brilliant match. She shall marry to please _me_."
-
-If Philip knew anything of Angel, there would be two opinions on that
-subject.
-
-"She will be a far more congenial companion than Eva, who, since
-her silly love affair with a doctor she met at Aix, has been the
-personification of seven wet blankets."
-
-"Why did she not marry him?" inquired the simple bachelor.
-
-"Because I put my foot down. A widower with two children—a mere
-nobody, too. Eva declared that he was the best, most benevolent and
-brilliant of men, and devoted to her. But that was rubbish; he only
-wanted her ten thousand pounds."
-
-After this visit there were several teas and luncheons in Hill Street,
-not a few conferences in the drawing-room, and confidences in the
-conservatory. On one of these occasions—when all the preliminaries had
-been successfully arranged—Lady Augusta plumed herself like one of her
-own canaries as she remarked:
-
-"It was a lucky day for you, Philip, when you met me in Bond Street. I
-have relieved you of your 'young girl of the sea,' otherwise I'm sure I
-don't know what would have been your fate—such an impossible position
-too—you, quite a young man, guardian to a pretty girl; you would
-either have had to marry her—or get a chaperon."
-
-"Oh, I should never have come to that," he replied with unexpected
-decision. "Angel will be in England, if not with you, with others;
-and with six thousand miles of sea and land between us, surely we can
-dispense with a chaperon."
-
- * * * * *
-
-In due time Captain Gascoigne returned to the East, _via_ America and
-Japan, and Angel passed into the hands of her grandmother. She grew
-up and left school with sincere regret, and many injunctions from
-Miss Morton, who deplored the departure of her favourite pupil, and
-contemplated her future with considerable apprehension. She had heard
-of Lady Augusta Gascoigne as a lively, worldly matron, fond of cards,
-racing, and racketing. What a guide and counsellor for a girl of
-eighteen!
-
-"Miss Angel Gascoigne—by her grandmother, Lady Augusta Gascoigne," was
-a notification in a _Morning Post_, succeeding a March Drawing Room,
-and the "imp" was launched. She came out and enjoyed her first season,
-and was warmly welcomed in a set in which the only disqualification was
-a failure to be smart!
-
-Angel was not the least afraid of granny, whom she alternately amazed,
-amused, delighted, and defied. She reversed the situation of aunt
-and niece, and was Eva's steady support, confidante, adviser, and
-idol. She made the house gay with her songs, her light laugh, her
-flitting foot, her radiant young personality. Her cousins and aunts
-were electrified when they first met "Miss Gascoigne;" her aunt was
-almost always "Poor Miss Eva." Their attempts at patronage were easily
-disposed of; the quick wit and cool self-possession of the Angel of
-Ramghur combined with the grace and _aplomb_ of the Angel of Hill
-Street was more than a match for the Harchesters and Lorraine girls.
-Seeing that she refused to pose as a mere nobody and a poor relation,
-they changed their point of view and became her sworn allies, admirers,
-and friends. Immediately after the London season Lady Augusta and her
-family left Hill Street for Aix-les-Bains.
-
- * * * * *
-
-During the time when Angel had been growing up and blooming into a
-beautiful and somewhat despotic girl, her guardian and cousin had
-developed into an enthusiastic worker, a would-be Empire builder. At
-first, his duty had been among the canals and the distribution of
-the water supply; he had to see that every village received its due
-share of water; in the slack season he had to superintend works of
-construction and repair. He had no society, and no amusements. These
-years of solitude had a certain effect on his character. He spent
-his time marching from one canal to another, accumulating stores of
-experience regarding the conditions under which the peasants lived;
-his work was tedious and monotonous, but Gascoigne was a young man of
-active habits and observant eye; he was never dull, and his character
-was setting into the solitary mould. His manners were a little stern.
-His feelings were under iron control, but he was always tender to
-animals and suffering. From the canals Gascoigne was promoted to the
-frontier, thanks to a little war. Here he had distinguished himself so
-brilliantly that he was decorated, and wrote D.S.O. after his name.
-He enjoyed the hardships; the keen, exciting existence, the smell of
-powder, the chances of life and death, stirred his pulses. Indeed,
-once or twice he and death had met face to face; but he kept these
-encounters to himself, and they were only talked about in the men's
-tents, or a word was dropped in the messroom. He never got into the
-papers—and yet he was known by hundreds as "Sangar" Gascoigne.
-
-It happened when the night had closed in rain, and rolling clouds
-blotted out the camp lights, that he and a handful had gone back in
-the dark to look up some stragglers, and had beaten off the wolfish
-Afghans, and stood by their wounded till dawn and relief. It was an
-experience to turn a man's hair white and it turned one man's brain.
-Let those who know what night brings to the wounded and "cut off"
-testify if their fears were not well founded?
-
-The hardships, the horrors, the honours, of a short but fierce campaign
-had left their marks on Philip; this and the two years' solitary canal
-duty had changed him, perhaps, even more in the same period than his
-pretty cousin Angela.
-
-He was again in the North-West Provinces, responsible for a great
-district, and well worthy of responsibility, though but thirty-seven
-years of age. He was self-reliant, able, and energetic, and if
-reserved and given to sarcasm, Gascoigne was popular, being generous
-and hospitable to a fault. His bungalow was well appointed; all that
-it wanted was a mistress (so said the ladies of the station). But
-Philip Gascoigne's thoughts did not lean towards matrimony; his tastes
-were solitary and simple; when away on duty or on the frontier, no one
-lived a harder or more frugal life. He was well inured to the Indian
-climate, master of several tongues; he had a capital head for ideas, a
-mathematical mind; his heart was in his work, his profession was his
-idol. Work with him amounted to a passion, and had effectually chased
-love from his thoughts. He was one of the men whom luxury and decadence
-had left untouched, and upon whom the executive business of the Empire,
-in its remoter parts, could depend. Gascoigne was so good-looking,
-cheery, popular, and eligible that many women spread their nets in the
-sight of that _rara avis_, an agreeable, invulnerable bachelor. Over a
-series of years he had successfully eluded every effort to "catch him,"
-and kept all would-be mothers-in-law politely at a distance.
-
-By this time he was given up as a hopeless case, and one indignant
-matron had said in her wrath:
-
-"Major Gascoigne will let every chance of a suitable wife go by, and
-when he is in his dotage will make a fool of himself by marrying a girl
-in her teens."
-
-But so far Major Gascoigne was a long way from dotage, or the
-fulfilment of this disastrous prediction.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-THE UNEXPECTED
-
-
-IT was the month of September in the Himalayas, when the rains are
-heaviest, landslips frequent, and whole hillsides crumble and slide
-into the valley with a sound of thunder, that Major Gascoigne was
-summoned up to Kumaon in order to cope with a series of disasters.
-Bridges had been destroyed by racing torrents, roads were washed away;
-such floods had not visited these regions for twenty years, so said the
-hill folk, and traffic between the stations of Shirani and Chotah-Bilat
-was practically at an end. It was not that the roads were impassable,
-but that there were no roads whatever. The common route by the river
-(to reach the so-called staircase) was now a boiling torrent, which
-had risen in its fury and torn away pieces of the great cart road,
-and dragged down and swallowed walls, buttress, bridges. Under these
-circumstances, when troops were waiting to march, and most people were
-moving towards the plains, transport and traffic were paralysed, and
-loud was the outcry.
-
-Major Gascoigne had taken possession of the engineers' house, a
-little building far away from road and river, perched high among the
-rhododendrons over the valley, consisting merely of two rooms, verandah
-and cook-house, and furnished to meet the simple requirements of one
-man. Philip liked the isolated spot, where he heard nothing but the
-crow of the jungle cock and the roar of the water. It was one of his
-favourite halting-places when he came up on inspection duty. No cell
-could be more solitary, or absolutely out of the track of the world.
-Here he worked at his book on fortifications, here he kept a store of
-favourite authors, here he was happy; it was his asylum—his cave. The
-cave was beautifully situated, and, although it commanded a sweeping
-view of the neighbouring hills and distant snows, yet, to the cursory
-eye, the little brown house was almost buried amid rhododendrons,
-oak and tall tree ferns. The last week in September witnessed many
-landslips, several accidents, and much rain. Since daybreak the
-"Engineer Sahib" had been personally superintending the damming of
-a fissure and the construction of a temporary bridge. Towards three
-o'clock in the afternoon, tired, mud-stained, and extremely hungry, he
-set his pony's head towards home. After a long _détour_ they scrambled
-up the slippery, greasy path, crossed with great tree-roots, and at
-last reached their destination.
-
-Here Gascoigne gave the pony to his attendant, and called out
-impatiently, "Qui hye."
-
-Instead of the usual prompt answer to this summons, the glass door into
-the verandah opened very slowly and a grey-haired ayah, in a red cloth
-jacket, appeared and signed to him to be silent. But Gascoigne was not
-a man to take orders from strangers in his own house, and he walked up
-the steps, motioned her aside, and entered the sitting-room.
-
-There on the shabby cane lounge was extended a fair-haired woman—a
-mere girl, with one hand under her head, the other hanging limply
-down, fast, fast asleep. A little cloth jacket was thrown over her
-feet, a hat with wet feathers lay on his writing-table among all his
-most sacred papers, and a damp umbrella dripped steadily in a corner.
-
-Evidently a traveller who had mistaken his cave for the Dâk Bungalow.
-This was Gascoigne's first idea. He looked at her a second time, and it
-struck him that there was something familiar in the shape of the face,
-the pencilled dark brows, the delicate nostrils, and he experienced a
-sudden spasm of horror as he realised that he was contemplating—Angel!
-Angel, whom he believed to be established with her grandmother in
-Haute Savoy, from whom he had received a cheery letter quite recently.
-Unquestionably her talent for executing the unexpected was supreme. It
-bordered on the miraculous. He suddenly recalled Shafto's prophecy that
-"her future course was incalculable," as he closed the door softly,
-and, beckoning the ayah to a distance, said:
-
-"Where have you come from?"
-
-"Bombay, sahib," was her prompt reply. "Missy and one lady engaged me
-two days ago, the other mem-sahib going up country. At junction, my
-missy asking there, and people telling sahib no in Marwar, sahib in
-jungle and all roads gone," she paused to take breath, and resumed,
-"but that missy coming all the same, plenty bad way, no littley small
-path for one dog, missy never fraiding, she only laugh and tell coolie
-men to go on—go on—I plenty fraiding, missy only wanting to come to
-sahib—soon—soon—quick."
-
-The sahib impatiently motioned the woman away, and she swiftly
-disappeared in the direction of the cook-house. Here was a pretty
-business, a nice dilemma in which Angel had placed him. Major
-Gascoigne, as he sat on the steps, an outcast from his own retreat, was
-in what Billy Hargreaves would have termed one of his "cold" passions.
-He had looked upon Angel as a solved problem—a charge made over to her
-grandmother on payment of so much per annum. She sent him charming,
-vivacious, and, yes, affectionate letters—such as a girl would
-write to an uncle or a brother; some day he expected she would marry
-(according to her grandmother, her admirers were as the sand of the sea
-in multitude), and then the last fraction of responsibility would fall
-from his shoulders.
-
-Oh, why had he ever been such a cursed fool as to take the child at
-all? he asked himself bitterly, but when he recalled her mother's
-eyes—those eloquent, dying eyes, his heart told him the reason. He
-must get rid of Angel at once, but how, when, and where? The bearer
-now humbly craved his attention. He assured him that he had done all
-in his power to "keep the missy out;" as he spoke his expression
-became so tragic that Gascoigne was compelled to smile. As well as his
-recollection served him, should that Miss wish to enter, "to keep her
-out" was a hopeless task. He desired his somewhat ruffled factotum to
-prepare dinner, to pitch his tent, and make him some sort of shakedown;
-"the Miss Sahib" would occupy the bungalow that night, and leave early
-in the morning.
-
-It would be impossible to take Angel away that evening; the roads were
-unsafe, and there was another storm brewing. As he stood watching the
-clouds rolling up, and listening to the rumble of distant thunder, his
-mind groping for some means of speeding this most unwelcome "Angel in
-the house," a slight movement caused him to turn his head. There was
-his ward in the doorway, and against the dark background she stood
-forth a vision of youth, beauty, and joy. Yes, although her hair was
-tumbled, and she was obviously but half awake, Angela was a sight to
-make an old man young!
-
-She came quickly towards him with outstretched hands. No, _no!_ he was
-certainly not going to kiss her.
-
-"Oh, Phil!" she exclaimed. "Dear old Phil—of course you are horrified
-to see _me_," and she looked up with lovely laughing eyes into his
-grave face. "But I really could not stand granny any longer—her
-gambling, and her friends, and her behaviour were quite too much for
-me. I just made up my mind at a moment's notice—and came away. When
-I explain everything, I am as certain of your approval as that I am
-standing here."
-
-"Had you better not sit down?" said her host, dragging forward a
-verandah chair.
-
-"Thank you," sinking into it and looking about her. "How perfectly
-delicious it is! Well, to go on with my story—I said to myself, why
-endure this dreadful life—when I can always go to Philip? He is my
-guardian, not grandmamma—so I sold my diamond ring for ninety pounds,
-and came straight off. I did not wire or write, in case you might
-forbid me to start. Now I'm here, of course, you cannot send me back.
-Now I've come such a long, long way to find you—oh, do look a little
-bit glad to see me," and she leant forward and laughed.
-
-Angel was completely at her ease; her manner was that of a girl who had
-had all men under her feet. To Major Gascoigne the world had suddenly
-become topsy-turvy; this was Angel's house, he was the unexpected
-interloper, the runaway ward—and her attitude represented gracious
-welcome.
-
-"Yes; but, Angel," he began, making a vague effort to withstand this
-momentary vertigo, "although I am glad to see you, I am not pleased to
-see you—here."
-
-"But why not?" she asked with an air of bewildered injury. "This is my
-native land—you are my legal guardian. I belong to you, and not to
-grandmamma. Oh, dear cousin Philip, do be nice. We have not met for
-six years—think of that—do not look so stern—please be glad to see
-me. _Please_," urged this audacious and distracting creature, with the
-indescribable eyes and smile.
-
-Well, after all, Philip Gascoigne was only a man. He succumbed, he
-relaxed, he threw dull care and dull disapproval from him—figuratively
-tumbled them both over the khud.
-
-"You must be starving," he said; "what would you like to have?"
-
-"Tea, please," was the prompt reply; "and I will make it. It will be
-like old times. I suppose the dear red teapot is no more?"
-
-"Strange to say, it still exists, and is here."
-
-"Then I shall be glad to meet it immediately; and remember, I shall
-never forgive you for giving the tea-cosy to that Mrs. Gordon. You
-don't know the pains it cost, the hours, and the tears, I stitched
-into it—my first piece of fancy work."
-
-No doubt the ayah had already ordered tea, it was so speedily brought
-into the verandah. Angel made it, and poured it out, chattering all the
-time, whilst the solemn, black, bearded servant watched her furtively
-with shocked but admiring eyes. Truly, these white women were handsome,
-but shameless. A quick order in fluent Hindustani caused him to start;
-the old familiar tongue had run to meet Angel in Bombay—in three days
-it was once more her own.
-
-When tea was over and cleared away the young lady placed her elbows on
-the table, and resting her pretty face between her hands, said:
-
-"I know you are dying to hear all about me—and I will tell you."
-
-"May I smoke?" inquired the master of the house.
-
-"Certainly you may, and I will keep you company," was the startling
-rejoinder, as Angel suddenly produced a pretty silver cigarette-case,
-held out her hand for a match, and proceeded to light up.
-
-"You must know"—here she blew a cloud—"if you did not guess it from
-my letters, that granny and I did not hit it off. Of course my holidays
-were like trial trips, and nothing really to go by; our boilers did not
-explode, and we did not ram one another; but when I left Wimbledon last
-Christmas, and became a permanent affliction in Hill Street, it was
-different. I was too independent for granny; I did not take to racing,
-or cards, or the young men of her set."
-
-"But they took to you, by all accounts," interposed her listener.
-
-"Oh, yes; but I soon let them see that the three-tailed Basha—pick up
-my handkerchief—come when you're called—style they affected to other
-girls would not go down with me. I snubbed them severely for a little
-change, and they liked it; the more I snubbed them, the more they
-grovelled, thankful for a word, ready to die for a smile. That is the
-attitude young men should assume towards young ladies," and Angela blew
-a ring of smoke, and watched it with calm approval. "When I came away,
-snubbing was the latest craze—the rage."
-
-"It would depend upon who she was," said Gascoigne. "How would it work
-if the young lady were snub-nosed?"
-
-"Oh—that is too difficult a question," said Angela with a gesture of
-fatigue.
-
-"Why were you so death on these unfortunate youths? Why did they not
-meet with your approval?"
-
-"Who could approve of creatures with a quarter of a yard of collar,
-and an inch of forehead, and whose only two adjectives were 'rippin'
-and 'rotten'?" demanded Angel. "Granny was vexed because I would not
-afford her the glory of a fashionable wedding, for she looked upon my
-obstinacy as a sinful waste of good matches. I would not marry myself,"
-continued the girl imperturbably, "but I got Aunt Eva married—not
-quite the same thing in granny's eyes! Oh, she _was_ furious. Her
-match-making fizzled out"—extending her hand dramatically—"but mine
-was a grand success."
-
-"So Eva married the doctor after all?"
-
-"Oh yes, an old love affair—lights like tinder," and Angel blew a
-great cloud of smoke from her nostrils. "Aunt Eva was my father's
-favourite sister, otherwise the butt of the family, because she was
-plain, unselfish, good, and cowardly. Dr. Marsh, who attended granny,
-noted her, admired her, and proposed. Eva would have been only too
-madly, wildly happy to say yes, but there was an uproar in the house.
-Granny nearly had a fit. She set her sisters on to talk poor Eva to
-death, and Eva submitted and caved in. She was very miserable, just
-granny's drudge; when I came to Hill Street I soon found that I was to
-be aunt—and she niece. I advised, scolded, lectured, and comforted
-her; assured her that she had her own life to live, not granny's,
-who had had a very good time. In short, I raised the standard of
-rebellion!" Here Angel laughed, and looked over at her companion with
-mischievous and triumphant eyes.
-
-"And there was war in Hill Street," said Gascoigne, wondering how
-he was to deal with this daring insurrectionary charge, in whom the
-elements were mixed indeed.
-
-"Civil war, I should call it," she responded. "I took the poor little
-love affair in hand and patched up the pieces. I scraped acquaintance
-with Dr. Marsh. He is a good man, works among the poor as well as the
-rich, and has a very keen sense of honour."
-
-Gascoigne now threw away his unfinished cheroot and sat forward with
-folded hands. Was he dreaming, or was he listening to little pig-tailed
-Angel?
-
-"He could not endure snubs," she continued composedly. "He had a modest
-opinion of himself, and had retired into his shell. By the way," she
-asked suddenly, "am I boring you? All this interested me so keenly that
-I forget that it may be deadly dull to other people."
-
-"No—no, pray go on. I am all ears, and keenly interested too."
-
-"Well, I had a long talk with Dr. Marsh; then I met him in the Academy
-by appointment. I told him I wanted him to explain a subject to me;
-when he arrived Eva was with me. They were mutually surprised. I told
-him the 'subject' was in the gem room—and then—I lost them. Was I not
-clever?" and she laughed like a child of nine.
-
-"Very," came the somewhat gloomy assent.
-
-"Aunt Eva has money of her own; she is past forty, quite old. Why
-should she not choose her own life, and have some little happiness
-before she dies?"
-
-"Why not indeed?" he echoed mechanically.
-
-"Because she was so yielding, so timid, so old-fashioned, so afraid of
-granny, who used the fact of her being her mother—a thing poor Eva
-could not help—as a reason for making her a slave for life. But I set
-her free," she announced in a clear, ringing voice. "Yes, Dr. Marsh was
-at Aix; he married Eva there. I was bridesmaid, witness, everything.
-They went off to spend the honeymoon in the Tyrol, and I was left to
-face—grandmamma."
-
-"But you dared not—and bolted—I see."
-
-"No, no," indignantly. "I'm not like that. Grandmamma was furious at
-first, but I talked her round in two days. Dr. Marsh is a gentleman,
-cultivated, and presentable. He has a large practice. Granny began to
-see reason and to calm down. It was partly over an Italian Prince that
-we came to grief: Granny was so insistent, so shamelessly throwing
-me at his head, I could not endure it. He got on my nerves—and so
-did Aix. The dressing four times a day, the baths, the gossip, the
-gambling. I said to myself, I really must get away from all this, or
-I shall develop into a woman like granny. Granny can have one of the
-Lorraine girls to launch into life instead of me—she is not half so
-stiff-necked or headstrong."
-
-"Are you stiff-necked and headstrong?"
-
-"Oh, yes, so Miss Morton used to say. A friend of mine, Mrs. Friske,
-heard my groans and lamentations, and said, 'Why don't you go out to
-your guardian? He is elderly; your home is really with him. India is
-much better than this.' We talked it all over one night—she is very
-quick, clever, and impulsive—and I thought it out, and made up my
-mind to leave granny. I would not have done it so suddenly, but that
-one evening we had a terrible scene, oh——" and she caught her breath
-sharply. "I can never forget the things she dared to say of my—mother.
-We had not spoken of her before. I just packed up all my smart French
-frocks, sold my ring, Mrs. Friske took my passage from Marseilles,
-and away we went on board the _Arabia_. It was all so easy. We had
-a delightful time—lots of nice people coming out—and Mrs. Friske
-chaperoned me to Basaule Junction. In spite of the awful state of the
-hills, I came on straight, the wretched ayah gibbering and screaming
-behind me, for I particularly wanted to arrive before grandmamma's
-letter." Angel drew a long breath, and said, "That's all—I've
-finished. Now it is your turn to speak, cousin Philip. Since I am here,
-what are you going to do with me?" and she looked up at him with a gaze
-of amused expectation.
-
-"I shall take you down to Marwar to-morrow," was his prompt reply, "and
-as soon as the monsoon is over, send you—home."
-
-"No, no, no, Philip," she remonstrated in a piteous key. "I won't go
-back. I realise now," putting her cigarette into the ash-tray, "that
-I have been—mad. I'd no idea you were so young." As she spoke she
-faltered a little, and a sudden wave of colour dyed her cheeks. It was
-her first and sole token of embarrassment. "You are not the grey-haired
-fatherly person I expected to see. You were getting grey years ago,
-and I thought—you'd be different. I've so much imagination—I've an
-excellent memory. I remembered how good you were to me when I was
-an odious, friendless child, and I—imagined—that you—would be
-pleased—to have me."
-
-Her lower lip quivered as she concluded, and her eyes darkened with
-unshed tears. This was more than Saint Antony could have withstood.
-Philip Gascoigne was amazed to hear himself saying—or surely a
-stranger spoke: "Why, Angel, of course I am delighted to see you.
-Your coming has taken me aback, that is all; and I am a hardened old
-bachelor, not at all accustomed to young ladies."
-
-"No, nor being turned out of your house into the wet jungle," she
-supplemented with a watery smile.
-
-"If I am not so old as you expected, you are much older than I dreamt
-of. I always seem to see you in my mind's eye with a fair pigtail, and
-frock just reaching to your ankles."
-
-"If you wish, I can return to both within the hour," she rejoined with
-a hysterical laugh. At this moment the ayah made her appearance round a
-corner, and said in her whining voice:
-
-"Gussal tiar, Miss Sahib."
-
-"It's my bath," she said. "I really must go and change. I feel such a
-grub ever since I left Bombay. _Au revoir_," and she sprang up, and
-left her guardian to his undisturbed reflections.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-DINNER FOR TWO
-
-
-WHILST the young lady was changing her dress Gascoigne had another
-interview with his bearer, ere retiring into the damp tent to remove
-his wet clothes.
-
-"Look here," he said, "you must do all you can to make the place nice
-for the Miss Sahib—tidy it up—and, I say, isn't there a lamp-shade?"
-
-Abdullah assented with solemn complacency.
-
-"There are no flowers, or dessert, but there's some chocolate—and see
-that the cook does not spare his stores, and has an eye to the ayah and
-coolies; they have all to be ready for an early start to-morrow." And
-having issued these orders, he departed to his damp quarters, where he
-experienced exasperating difficulties in finding his belongings, which
-had been hurled into the tent pell-mell. He had no looking-glass; he
-was actually obliged to do his tie at the back of his silver flask. How
-a woman upset a house! As Gascoigne searched wildly for a handkerchief,
-his thoughts were inhospitable—his mental expressions impassioned.
-
-Meanwhile the bearer, thus put on his mettle, bustled about with
-feverish activity; he, like all natives, thoroughly enjoyed a crisis,
-an unexpected situation, a novelty, a commotion. He was also full of
-resource, but here his resources were so limited he had nothing to
-draw upon save his master's wardrobe, and he put it under contribution
-without delay.
-
-The old lamp-shade was gracefully draped with yards of soft red
-silk—his master's cummerbund; the effect was so splendid and
-stimulating that he brought forth a certain treasured red and gold
-dress sash, and twisted it round the lamp with a quantity of beautiful
-forest leaves. This was the table decoration, and it looked extremely
-pretty and elegant. A blue military cape covered the deficiencies of a
-table, a plaid railway rug draped the shabby cane lounge, Gascoigne's
-two most cherished silk ties looped back the short window curtains,
-and when the deft-handed Abdul had placed lighted candles in every
-available spot and considered his work critically, he felt a thrill of
-honest satisfaction—the warm glow of an artist who beholds his ideal
-realised! The result was a transformation, and a success.
-
-When dinner was ready, he went and knocked on the visitor's door;
-it opened promptly, and the young lady appeared; such a dazzling
-apparition that Abdul fell back three paces. Angel had dressed her hair
-elaborately—she abjured a fringe—it was parted in the middle, and
-turned back in great masses, and gathered up in a knot low on her neck,
-with one or two rebellious little curls peeping over her forehead. She
-wore a dark trailing skirt, and a white silk and lace blouse, with
-close-fitting lace sleeves. Nor were the little decorative touches
-which add so much to a toilette omitted; she wore turquoise ornaments,
-a picturesque silver belt, and a band of black velvet enhanced the
-whiteness of her throat. All three items gave Angel an impression
-of "full dress," and Gascoigne, as he surveyed this dainty vision,
-mentally did homage.
-
-"I am rather smart—compared to what I was an hour ago," she said,
-addressing her host, "and considering that I only brought one small box
-with me—I left my luggage at the Junction, tons of trunks—oh, I am so
-fond of my frocks!" An hereditary passion, reflected her guardian.
-
-(As Angel talked she was furtively scrutinising Philip, who had
-exchanged his wet riding kit for the irreproachable white shirt, black
-tie, and dinner coat of the period.)
-
-"You are dazzling, I admit," he exclaimed, with a smile. "I feel as if
-I could only look at you through smoked glass." The girl laughed as she
-seated herself and glanced round.
-
-"What a transformation scene—how pretty the table is! Why, we might
-be dining _tête-à-tête_ at Prince's, and going on to a theatre. But I
-remember how clever native servants are—how they make a grand show out
-of nothing."
-
-Here Philip recognised with a gasp his wardrobe, so to speak,
-decorating the table—yes, and the room.
-
-"Especially our troupe," she continued; "Colonel Wilkinson saw to that."
-
-"Have you any news of him?"
-
-"Oh, yes," carefully helping herself to salt; her hands and wrists were
-exquisite. "He married again years ago, a woman with no end of money.
-She must have escaped from some lunatic asylum; don't let us talk of
-him. Let us eat, drink, and be merry."
-
-"You won't get very merry on soda-water," he protested. "Have some
-claret?"
-
-"I never touch it, thank you. Granny said it made one's nose red."
-
-"And so you and Lady Augusta never hit it off after all?" he remarked.
-
-"No; she was such a Saturday-to-Monday sort of grandmother! Always
-rushing here, and there, and back again, never at home except when
-she was asleep, always 'showing herself' somewhere, as she called it,
-always in the movement. I did not mind until she began to drag me with
-her, and insisted on showing _me_. Then she always dressed like my
-twin sister. Pray, what granddaughter could tolerate that?" Angel's
-expression became tragic, and Gascoigne laughed, quite a gay young
-laugh.
-
-"I assure you that granny has the ditto of this very blouse I'm
-wearing; and," speaking with increased energy, "one of the last
-scenes I had with her was to prevent her wearing a white muslin
-gown; of course, it was drowned in lace, but imagine white muslin at
-sixty-five," and she gave an impatient and despondent sigh.
-
-"It might have been seventy in the shade," acquiesced Gascoigne,
-ironically. "I'm afraid she must have been an immense responsibility. I
-can sympathise with you there."
-
-"Oh, it was not really that," and Angel's voice suddenly became the
-grave utterance of a much older woman. Her eyes looked dark and tragic
-as she leant a little forward and said, "It was the closed door between
-us—we never spoke of my mother." Angel communicated this fact as if
-she were alluding to some holy saint, and Philip, the hypocrite, bent
-his head in profound sympathy. "No, never till that once," resumed
-the girl. "It was the first and the last time. Our opinions were so
-opposed, it was as if two furious, long-leashed creatures had been
-suddenly let loose at one another's throats." After a little silence,
-during which she meditatively broke up bread, Angel suddenly looked
-over at her companion, and said: "Tell me, how do you like the way I do
-my hair now?"
-
-Philip gasped mentally, but brought out an adequate reply.
-"Immensely—last time you wore it down your back."
-
-"And so"—here she leant her elbows on the table, and locked her pretty
-hands, and looked over them at her guardian, "you are really going to
-take me down to Marwar to-morrow."
-
-"I am really," he answered promptly, "weather permitting."
-
-"How I hope the weather will not permit. I'd a million times rather
-stay up here in the jungle, the real delightful jungle, within reach of
-white bread, the post-office, and hairpins. I could sit and read, and
-dream, and sketch, and ride up and down the valleys for months, and be
-so happy. What a shame it is that one cannot enjoy what one _likes_."
-
-"Unfortunately we often like what is bad for us," said her guardian
-drily.
-
-Angel drew a sigh of assent, and then resumed, "We never would have
-found this place, only for one of my jampannis, whose brother is in
-your service; he knew the way; was it not luck?"
-
-"Yes," agreed Major Gascoigne. (But _was_ it?)
-
-"The road was _nil_—in places it had slipped a hundred feet. We just
-crawled along the precipices inch by inch, clinging on to roots and
-branches, tooth and nail."
-
-"I must say it was very plucky of you to come."
-
-"Oh, I did not mind a bit," said Angel carelessly. "And so your home is
-in Marwar?"
-
-"Yes; I'm only up here on duty. There are several people you know in
-Marwar."
-
-"Really?" raising her perfectly pencilled brows.
-
-"Mrs. Gordon, for instance."
-
-"Yes, to whom you presented my tea-cosy. I shall certainly take it
-back. Wasn't she a pretty dark-eyed woman, with a horrid old bearish
-husband?"
-
-"What a memory you have!" he exclaimed. "And there is Shafto."
-
-"Who always hated me," making room for the bearer to remove the cloth;
-"you cannot deny that." When the bearer had departed she put her elbows
-on the table, and, confronting her companion, said:
-
-"Cousin Philip, I try to speak the truth to you—and I'll speak
-it now. I see that in rushing out here to you I've acted on a mad
-impulse—worse, perhaps, than cutting up Mrs. Dawson's dresses. I
-don't stop to think; I act; when I shop, I buy what I want, and—think
-afterwards if I can afford it. I never count the cost." She paused for
-breath. "I did not leave grandmamma without good-bye. I walked into her
-room when she was going to bed. I wanted to catch the night _rapide to_
-Marseilles, and said: 'I've come to say good-bye—as I'm off.' 'Where
-to?' she screamed. 'India,' I replied. I won't repeat what she said,
-but—well, she prophesied evil things. Her prophecy will not come true.
-I am resolved to be prudent, and obedient. I will do whatever you
-wish, but oh! cousin Phil," stretching out her pretty hands, "please
-don't send me home—oh, please don't!"
-
-"Very well, then, I won't," he replied, little knowing that he had thus
-sealed his fate; but, thanks to the sorceress, he was in a condition of
-mind in which to-day blotted out to-morrow.
-
-It was an extraordinary experience. Would he awake and find he had been
-dreaming? or was he really sitting _tête-à-tête_ in this lonely spot,
-with the most bewitching girl he had ever seen? As he sat endeavouring
-to focus his somewhat slow ideas—perhaps he was too reflective to
-be quite good company—Angela rose and began to walk about the room,
-critically inspecting the contents.
-
-"I always made very free with your belongings, and your house," she
-said, "and"—with a laugh—"your horse. I see several little things
-that I remember so well," and she touched them as she spoke. "This
-old battered blotter and ink-bottle, and the frame with your mother's
-likeness—how sweet she looks." She took up the faded photograph, gazed
-at it for a long time, kissed it, and put it down very gently. "I see
-you have a lot of books—um—um-um—Fortifications—Mathematics—how
-dry! except 'Soldiers Three' and 'Vanity Fair.' I love 'Vanity Fair,'
-and, do you know," turning about with the volume in her hand, "I was
-always a little sorry for Becky."
-
-"Pooh! she would have sneered at your sympathy," rejoined Gascoigne.
-"She never pitied herself."
-
-"No, she despised herself. How I wish Dobbin had not been endowed with
-such large feet, otherwise I believe he would be almost my favourite
-hero."
-
-"Only his feet stand in the way—alas! poor Dobbin."
-
-"Yes—ah, here you have something modern," opening another book:
-
- "La seul rêve interesse
- Vive sans rêve qui est ce.
- Et J'aime La Princesse Lointaine!"
-
-she quoted; "what a swing it has! Why, it is only seven o'clock," she
-announced, with one of her sudden changes of manner. "What can we do to
-amuse ourselves?"
-
-And he realised, as she looked eagerly at him, that here was a young
-thing full of spirit and playfulness.
-
-Angel, as she turned and surveyed her guardian where he still sat at
-table, the rose-shaded lamp throwing a becoming light on his clear-cut,
-dark face, and deep-set eyes, acknowledged with a sudden stab that here
-was a man as young, attractive, and marriageable, as many of her late
-admirers. The title of uncle or guardian was a ridiculous misfit.
-
-For his part, he was wondering what he was to do with this graceful,
-radiant creature, full of life, will, vitality, and imagination.
-Perhaps it was just as well that she had broken away from Lady Augusta
-and her pernicious influence; but where was she to live? What was he to
-do with her? If he had been twenty years older.
-
-Her question roused him, and he answered:
-
-"I have no accomplishments whatever, and I throw myself upon your
-generosity."
-
-"Well, I am very frivolous," she acknowledged, airily; "it is in my
-blood, and I know some parlour tricks." As she concluded she swept
-into the next room, and presently returned carrying a gaily-beribboned
-mandoline, and two packs of cards. "These were so useful on board
-ship," she explained, as she sat down; "made me quite run after. Ever
-so many people invited me to stay, but I told them I was coming out to
-my guardian." She paused, and then coloured vividly as she recalled
-the extraordinary contrast between the ideal grey-haired picture she
-carried in her mind's eye, and this young and vigorous reality. As she
-talked, she dealt out the cards. What pretty hands!—Gascoigne assured
-himself that he was in love—with her hands. "You play cards, of
-course?" she enquired, looking up at him with her direct gaze.
-
-"Yes; whist only—strict whist, mind you; no Bumble puppy."
-
-"Oh, that is because you belong to a scientific corps," with a shrug
-of extreme commiseration. "Nevertheless, your education is far from
-complete. I'll teach you euchre, poker, picquet, and ever so many good
-games of patience. Here is one for two," and she began to deal and
-explain.
-
-The lesson proved so interesting that the couple were completely
-absorbed, and deaf to the rising of the storm, the crashing and
-clashing of trees around them, the roar of the downpour on the roof,
-and the thunder of the mountain torrents.
-
-After the cards, music. Angel took up and tuned her gay mandoline,
-seated herself in a low chair, and began to play and sing. Her
-voice was not powerful; it was sweet, it was delicious, and had
-been admirably taught. The fair syren sang several songs to
-Philip—spell-bound (as well as an enraptured audience of servants,
-jampannis, and coolies, who were secretly jostling one another in the
-back verandah, and among them was the ayah, who assumed the airs of a
-manager who introduces to the public a wonderful "Diva" whom _he_ has
-discovered).
-
-Philip leant back in his chair, his eyes fixed on the singer; she was
-giving "La Belle Napoli" with extraordinary charm and verve. What a
-pretty picture she presented, with her gay mandoline, her expressive
-face, her graceful pose—he would never forget this evening—never. It
-seemed as if the very goddess of youth and joy had descended on his
-shabby little home! Suddenly the music ended with a crash, and Angela
-half rose and cried:
-
-"Who—are those women—looking in through the window?"
-
-Gascoigne started up as if he had been struck; he followed her glance,
-and beheld a pair of weird visages glowering through the darkness. The
-face of Mrs. Flant—a woman with a tongue—and the face of her sister,
-Miss Ball, both acquaintances from Marwar.
-
-These two ladies had been in desperate extremities; they had, in spite
-of all advice, insisted on descending—roads or no roads—to Marwar
-for a ball. Their jampannis and coolies had missed the path, night
-had fallen, the storm had burst, and there they all were benighted
-in the jungle. Even the hill-men were at a loss, and grunted to one
-another interrogatively. One man remembered, as if by inspiration,
-the engineer's bungalow, and to this, after a weary toil and many
-interruptions, they made their way. There was a light—how welcome to
-the poor, forlorn ladies struggling far below in outer darkness. At
-last they reached the long-prayed-for shelter, crawled out of their
-jampans, and looked in at the window, whilst some of their bearers ran,
-shouting, to the servants' quarters. The recent and somewhat noisy
-arrival was, to the inmates, drowned by the roar of the elements. The
-two ladies gazed in—there was barely room for both their faces in the
-little window, and this was what they saw. An extravagantly-illuminated
-room, a crimson-shaded lamp on the table, cards scattered in all
-directions, comfort to correspond. Major Gascoigne, in evening dress,
-leaning back in his chair, smoking, listening with obvious rapture to a
-pretty girl—yes, a smartly-dressed girl—a complete stranger to them,
-who was evidently supremely at home, and singing to a gaily-decorated
-mandoline. What a picture of dissipation! Could they believe their
-eyes? Was this how Major Gascoigne, the eligible but impregnable
-bachelor, spent the time when he was supposed to be deeply immersed in
-his work—and his duty?
-
-Mrs. Flant rapped her knuckles against the window pane; the summons was
-imperious. Gascoigne jumped to his feet; his face was a shade graver,
-as he said:
-
-"It is some people who have lost their way."
-
-"Why, of course, it never rains but it pours," said Angel, putting
-down the mandoline with a gesture of impatience, as her cousin opened
-the door and admitted the drenched wayfarers.
-
-These entered with cold, suspicious eyes, and brought with them a gust
-of icy, driving rain, which caused the lamp to flare.
-
-"We lost our way," announced Mrs. Flant, from the depth of the prim
-waterproof, "and were so thankful to see your light, Major Gascoigne. I
-declare, when it came in sight I said a little prayer."
-
-"I'm glad you managed to make me out," was his mendacious reply. "Let
-me introduce Miss Gascoigne, my cousin," indicating Angel; "she will
-look after you. Angel, this is Mrs. Flant and her sister, Miss Ball. I
-leave them in your hands, whilst I see about their coolies and dinner."
-
-"How cosy," said Mrs. Flant, "how—ah"—searching for an
-adjective—"comfortable you are."
-
-"Yes, a charming little—hiding-place, an ideal retreat," echoed her
-sister, with peculiar significance.
-
-"Is it not?" assented Angel, hastily gathering up the cards, and
-putting away the mandoline, whilst the weather-beaten, hungry women
-devoured her with their eyes.
-
-A graceful, willow-like figure, light brown hair, dressed by a maid;
-a pretty face and such lovely clothes, a French gown, turquoise
-ornaments, a vague sniff of violets—an up-to-date young lady, with a
-pair of extremely penetrating dark blue eyes, and a self-possession
-that was at once colossal and superb.
-
-"Do let me help you—I can lend you some dry things," she said,
-ushering them into her bedroom, already made comfortable.
-
-On the dressing-table her silver-backed brushes and mirrors were
-arranged, her scent-bottles, books, dressing-gown, and slippers, all
-indicated the bower of a dainty and somewhat extravagant occupant.
-Angel gave practical assistance. She lent her dressing-gown and
-tea-jacket—her shoes were, unfortunately, too small—she assisted her
-visitors to remove their dripping garments, summoned the ayah, gave her
-voluble directions, and took her departure.
-
-The bearer, who was now positively at his wits' end with three ladies
-to provide for—as well as all their retinue to house—was almost
-in despair. However, he provided soup, a stew, and anchovy toast.
-Meanwhile the new arrivals conferred together in hissing whispers.
-
-"Well," said Mrs. Flant, "I would not have believed it. I'll never
-trust a man again."
-
-To which announcement her sister replied with a snort:
-
-"Yes; and, of all people, Major Gascoigne—a sort of monk, whom all the
-world believes to be a hardworking recluse, and to only tolerate women
-when he comes down to Marwar. That he should have—this person—hidden
-away——"
-
-"Well, we must just put a good face on it," said Mrs. Flant
-philosophically, "and be civil—any port in a storm, you know."
-
-"Did you notice her gown?" said her sister, speaking, as it were, in
-italics. "It must have cost a fortune—simple—yet so French; and look
-at her dressing-case," and Miss Ball cast up her eyes in pious horror.
-
-After the ladies had reappeared in the "person's" garments,
-refreshments were brought in, to which they paid serious attention.
-They partook of whiskies and sodas, began to recover from their fright
-and their astonishment, and found their tongues.
-
-"You never saw anything like the road between this and Shiram's,"
-remarked Mrs. Flant.
-
-"Oh, I think I can imagine it," replied Angel, "as I came over part of
-that way this morning."
-
-"You? Not really?" in an incredulous key.
-
-"Yes, I only arrived a few hours before you"—the girl was obviously
-speaking the truth; she was a lady—"I came out in the _Arabia_ on
-Monday."
-
-"Then the Mactears were on board?" with a judicial air.
-
-"Yes, they were in the next cabin to us—to the friend I came out with."
-
-"I'm afraid you won't have a favourable first impression of India,"
-said Miss Ball.
-
-"Oh, but I was born here. I was in India till I was nine years old.
-Philip is my guardian, you know," and then she laughed, as she added,
-"We have all taken him by storm to-day."
-
-"But you were expected, surely?"
-
-"No—no more than you were."
-
-"We never heard that Major Gascoigne had a ward," remarked Miss Ball,
-trenchantly.
-
-"If you had been in Ramghur nine years ago, you would have heard all
-about me. Here he comes," as Philip entered and beheld the ladies
-cheered and clothed, and in a right state of mind. Evidently they were
-getting on capitally with Angela, and this was important, though she
-was too simple to guess at her guardian's reason for being particularly
-civil to his guests. Mrs. Flant had a sharp tongue; she lived in his
-station, knew all his friends, and was capable of making a very fine
-story out of this evening's _rencontre_. Angel rather wondered at her
-cousin's affability, and how well he talked. After a while he said:
-
-"You three ladies had better turn in soon, as you'll have a long day
-to-morrow; you will have to share the same room," he explained, "and to
-rough it a good deal, I'm afraid."
-
-"Not half as much as you in a wet tent," cried Angela.
-
-"Oh, I'm all right. To-morrow," addressing himself to Mrs. Flant, "I
-will do my best to get you on down to Khartgodam."
-
-"You are so anxious to be rid of us," cried Miss Ball, coquettish, in
-Angel's charming tea-jacket with its faint perfume of lilac.
-
-"Oh, no, not at all, but my cousin is most anxious to get down to Mrs.
-Gordon."
-
-"Oh, do _you_ know Mrs. Gordon?"
-
-"She has known her since she was a child," replied Major Gascoigne.
-Angel sat by and marvelled. "I will accompany you myself, and put you
-across the bad bits. But I cannot get leave—in fact, I would not
-take it, the district is in such an awful condition, and I shall be
-obliged if you will take charge of my cousin, and hand her over to Mrs.
-Gordon."
-
-"Oh, we shall be only too delighted," said Mrs. Flant. "It will be so
-nice all travelling together. It was quite providential our finding the
-bungalow."
-
-"For me also," he replied. "I was just wondering how Angel really was
-to travel, and your turning up here is a piece of wonderful good luck."
-
-Angel opened her eyes to their widest extent. Was her guardian an
-accomplished hypocrite? His countenance, when he had descried those two
-white faces peering in at the window, had expressed amazement, horror,
-and disgust.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX
-
-THE PARTING GUESTS
-
-
-THE morning succeeding the arrivals, and the storm, was cloudless.
-There are few things more beautiful, or more treacherous, than a break
-in the rains in the Himalayas. The sun shone brilliantly, the sky was
-a dense turquoise blue, against which stood out a far-away range of
-jagged white peaks. A stillness lay upon the deep, dim valleys beneath
-the forest bungalow, there was scarcely a sound besides the twitter of
-birds, and the thunder of a water-course.
-
-Miss Ball was standing in the verandah pulling on her gloves, and
-contemplating the scene. The party were on the eve of departure.
-
-"What a delicious spot this is," she exclaimed, rapturously, to Major
-Gascoigne; "isn't it perfectly lovely, Bella? I should like to come
-here for my honeymoon."
-
-"You must first get hold of the bridegroom," declared her sister in
-a tart voice. Fanny's disappointments had begun to have a wearing
-effect upon that lady's patience, and this early start, and the natural
-apprehension of a detestable, if not dangerous journey, had somewhat
-darkened her outlook on life.
-
-"The bungalow is always at Miss Ball's disposal," replied the host
-gallantly. "And now we must be getting under weigh, as we have a long
-march before us."
-
-In ten minutes the verandah was empty, the last coolie had disappeared
-among the trees, Abdul, the Khansamah, free from further anxieties,
-retired to his charpoy, and his huka. It proved to be a day of
-thrilling adventures, of almost hair-breadth escapes. Mrs. Flant
-emphatically declared that she could not face certain obstacles, but
-she managed to progress, thanks to her escort's cool determination,
-and ruthlessly deaf ear to her agonised exclamations. Miss Ball, on
-the back of a stalwart hill-man, cut a sufficiently ridiculous figure;
-she had not the nerve to skirt a certain frowning precipice on her
-own feet. The path was narrow, the drop apparently fathomless, her
-fears and protestations entailed twenty minutes' delay. She angrily
-refused to follow her sister's example to be led across blindfolded by
-Gascoigne, she simply sat in her jampan (hill-chair), and there lifted
-up her voice and wept.
-
-Whatever Major Gascoigne's mental remarks were, outwardly, he was the
-personification of politeness, encouragement, and cajolery. At last
-the lady was persuaded, and was hoisted on the back of a grunting
-Pahari with the shoulders of an Atlas, and with her eyelids squeezed
-tightly together, her long feet dangling helplessly, was safely borne
-to the other side. Thus she got across one of the "bad bits." Whatever
-obstacles they encountered, their leader never flinched. He worked
-hard in his shirt sleeves, with his own hands; he led, decoyed, and
-coaxed the two sisters and the ayah along crumbling tracks, over
-water-courses, and from rock to rock amid boiling torrents. It was
-the hardest day's work that he ever remembered. If a fourth clinging
-coward had been on his hands, Gascoigne felt that he was bound to
-succumb. But Angel, luckily for him, had no fear. She was blessed
-with a wonderful head and a cool courage, was amazingly active, and
-swung herself from rock to rock, from root to root, or walked along a
-six-inch path precisely as if she were a Pahari maiden. Her guardian's
-time being engrossed with repairs, enticements, and the charge of
-three agonised companions, he had but scant opportunity of talking to
-her; but once, when the worst part of the journey was behind them, the
-ladies were ahead in their jampans, the two fell into one another's
-society, as they passed through a forest of rhododendrons.
-
-"Well—that's over!" said Gascoigne, as he drew a long breath, took off
-his hat, and mopped his head with his handkerchief.
-
-"You won't offer to be squire of dames again in a hurry?" said Angel,
-with a mischievous laugh. "I never saw such cowards. They were as bad
-as the ayah—they gibbered."
-
-"I suppose it's constitutional," he replied; "they could not help their
-feelings."
-
-"At least they might have concealed them," rejoined the girl,
-indignantly.
-
-"Do you always conceal yours, Angel?"
-
-"I do my best—I'm trying hard; I can with some things," she answered,
-"and if I were afraid, I'd rather die than show it."
-
-"I am quite certain of that," he replied, "but you have a stout heart,
-I cannot fancy your being afraid of anything. I've a letter here for
-Mrs. Gordon—will you give it to her? It will explain——" he hesitated.
-
-"—_me_," she supplemented briskly.
-
-"Yes, she will be delighted to have you. She is very much alone, her
-husband is absorbed in his work—and they have no children."
-
-"Is she nice?" inquired his companion.
-
-"She is one of the best women I've ever known."
-
-"Yet she may be extremely disagreeable," argued Angela.
-
-"No, she is charming, and so popular. She is sympathetic, clear-headed,
-and practical—everyone takes their troubles to Mrs. Gordon."
-
-"And you are sending her your trouble by rail?"
-
-"Nonsense, Angel, she will look upon you as a great boon, and be
-infinitely obliged to me. I am sure you will like her."
-
-"Why should you be sure?" she protested; "sometimes I like the people I
-ought not to like, and don't like the people I ought to like—and there
-is no dependence on me."
-
-"What a way to talk," he exclaimed. "It will be strange if you and Mrs.
-Gordon don't hit it off."
-
-"Do you think I shall shock her—as I do you?"
-
-"I was not aware that I was shocked. She is a good woman, who is not
-narrow-minded, and her friends are many and various. Lucky is the young
-man or girl, who, on first coming out, falls into her sphere. There
-are very few people who have not been the better for Mrs. Gordon's
-influence."
-
-"And yet she cannot influence her own husband," Remarked Angel drily.
-"He is still a bear."
-
-"Unfortunately he is—and a grizzly bear at that," admitted Gascoigne.
-"He has no interest in life beyond his work, which includes personal
-ambition, a certain class of Persian love-songs—and perhaps—his
-liver."
-
-"What a mixture!" she ejaculated. "Well, I shall insist on his taking
-an interest in _me_, and before long, you will hear of his spouting
-Persian love-songs, as we stroll up and down among roses, and bul-buls."
-
-Gascoigne burst into a loud, involuntary laugh, as the incongruous
-picture tickled his imagination. His laugh rang down through the forest
-trees, and reached the ladies, who looked at one another with peculiar
-significance.
-
-"Oh, yes," resumed Angel, "I intend to influence ursa Major; through
-him I shall influence his wife; through her, I shall influence the
-whole province. I shall be like a pebble thrown into a pool, whose
-ripples go far;" then in a voice, "When shall you be down, Philip?"
-
-"In three weeks or a month, and meanwhile I know, Angel, you will be
-happy with Mrs. Gordon; she will introduce you to the people—and show
-you the ropes."
-
-"Oh, but I know the ropes," said Angel, kicking a pine cone before
-her, "I've not forgotten my India. Kind, hospitable, intimate old
-India, with your mysterious under life, your tragedies, and comedies,
-and scandals. I love you still," and she paused for a moment to kiss
-her hand to a distant peep of the far-away blue plains. "Can anything
-be more exquisite than this view?" she continued. "Look at the ferns
-and moss growing on the trees, the carpets of wild orchids, the stern
-purple mountains; I should like to remain in these hills—they seem to
-draw me to them. I was born in the Himalayas, you know. Well, I suppose
-I must leave them," and she heaved a sigh. "It is a pity, for I feel as
-if I could be so _good_ up here."
-
-"I trust that you can be good anywhere?" said Gascoigne.
-
-"Oh, I don't know," she rejoined. "I am so sensitive to climate. I
-love the sunshine, it makes me good-natured and generous, but I always
-feel so wicked in an east wind! As for my sensations in a stuffy,
-three-berth cabin, with two sea-sick companions—but I spare you. By
-the way, one of my fellow-sufferers, a Mrs. Farquhar, gave me an urgent
-invitation to visit her at Umballa."
-
-Gascoigne most devoutly wished that Angel had accepted this offer, and
-thus given him even a few days' breathing-space.
-
-He looked at his ward, as she walked lightly beside him. She was so
-natural, so simple, yet so worldly wise; and she was distractingly
-pretty—not many men would have been so painfully anxious to rid
-themselves of such a companion.
-
-She would certainly turn the heads of all the young fellows in Marwar.
-What a prospect for him! Already he beheld himself at a wedding, giving
-away the hand of the most lovely bride. Yes, of course, it would
-not be long before Angel was carried off; she was a girl of unusual
-attractions, and with this hope in his heart he became quite hilarious.
-She would make a far happier marriage under his and Mrs. Gordon's
-auspices than under that of her heartless and worldly old grandmother.
-
-On second thoughts, Major Gascoigne accompanied the party the whole way
-to the railway, and saw them off, although it entailed an immense ride
-afterwards.
-
-He wished to despatch a long explanatory wire to Mrs. Gordon, so that
-Angel might not burst upon her as she had done on him; nor need the
-child have all the awkwardness of announcing herself, and producing
-her credentials. He secured tickets, saw to refreshments, baggage,
-servants, and then came the taking leave of the three ladies. Angel
-had half expected him to kiss her, but he merely gave her a warm
-handshake. He was very funny now, so odd, and stiff, and changed, yet
-just the same dear old Philip. And thus Angel set off in the little
-tin-pot railway to Marwar, where she was to live under Mrs. Gordon's
-chaperonage, turn the heads of all the young men, and to meet her
-fate. As Philip turned his hired pony once more towards the hill, and
-a thirty-five mile ride, leaving his own steed to follow, his thoughts
-accompanied a party in the little black train now panting through the
-Terai.
-
-And as he regained, late at night, his now deserted bungalow, his
-thoughts dwelt, as he smoked, over the extraordinary incidents of the
-last twenty-four to thirty hours. What experiences had been compassed
-into them, like a meat-lozenge of emotions.
-
-As in his mind's eye, her guardian again beheld that charming child
-flitting about his room; remembered her speaking and sunny eyes,
-he told himself that his ward had far surpassed his expectations.
-Surpassed?—his expectations had never ventured upon such an ideal, and
-he made up his mind that he would be extremely difficult to please,
-as her guardian, and that it was only some real good fellow who would
-have his consent to marry Angel. Then he set his memory to work. He
-deliberately passed all his friends, and his acquaintances, in critical
-review—no, there was not one of them worthy to dust her shoes!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-A DESTROYING ANGEL
-
-
-CAPTAIN SHAFTO was taking tea with Mrs. Gordon in the great important
-looking drawing-room, which befitted the wife of a Commissioner,
-and future Lieutenant-Governor. She was, although five-and-thirty,
-a strikingly attractive woman, with sweet dark eyes, a sympathetic
-voice, a graceful carriage, and supreme tact. On the other hand, Billy
-Shafto's beauty had been somewhat tarnished by several bad "go's" of
-fever, a series of hot seasons in the plains, and roughing it on an
-Afghan campaign, but he was still good-looking, popular, and unmarried.
-As his hostess was about to add sugar to his tea, a telegram was
-brought to her by a scarlet chuprassi, and presented with a deep salaam.
-
-She picked it carelessly off the salver, and, glancing at it, said, "It
-is probably from Donald to say he cannot be home till to-morrow—the
-new assessment is so tedious." But as she read the telegram she gave a
-little gasp, and said, "From Major Gascoigne. You"—and she looked at
-it again—"will never guess what it's about."
-
-"Of course I can," replied Shafto with the utmost confidence;
-"he is going to be married, though I'm blessed if I can guess to
-whom—everyone tells you first, you are the Queen of Matchmakers, and
-the universal confidante—yes, poor Phil, gone at last."
-
-"No, you are quite cold—try again," she said.
-
-"Again——" he repeated, and his eyes travelled thoughtfully round the
-pillared room, with its immense palms, imposing mirrors, and ottomans,
-an awe-inspiring official room, offering dim suggestions of future
-receptions.
-
-"I give it up—stop, no I don't," and he slapped his knee, "it's about
-_Angel_."
-
-"Yes, you are wonderfully quick, I must say, but why did you think of
-her?"
-
-"I always knew she'd give him trouble yet."
-
-"I don't know about the trouble, but she has joined him in the hills
-without a moment's notice."
-
-Shafto gave a loud laugh. "That's Angel all the world over! I was
-always dead against Phil taking over charge of that girl. I knew
-he'd be let in. Here she comes out, I'll venture to say, as wild and
-unmanageable as ever. What the dickens is he going to do with her?"
-
-"Well, for the present," said Mrs. Gordon with a faint smile, "he is
-sending her down to _me_. I daresay, ultimately, he will arrange for
-her return to England."
-
-"From what I remember of Angel I fancy there will be two words to that.
-He might place her with some family; there are no end of girls out here
-now, as paying guests—but it's a day after the fair. As long as she is
-unmarried, he will be in hot water. You never know where you are with
-Angel, or where she will have you."
-
-"You seem to have a bad opinion of her, poor girl," remarked the lady.
-
-"Well, yes—and with good reason. What does Phil say?"
-
-"'Angela arrived yesterday unexpectedly. Am sending her to you by four
-o'clock train. Please meet, and receive her, and pardon P. G.'"
-
-"Umph," muttered Shafto, as he folded up the telegram, "she will be
-here at ten to-morrow. Shall I meet her and bring her up? I knew her in
-pinafores."
-
-"Thank you so much, for Donald expects me to be at breakfast. I will
-send down the carriage and a chuprassi, and have the room all ready."
-
-"I wonder what she will be like?" said the man with a meditative air.
-
-"A little creature with fluffy hair—rather silent and frightened,"
-suggested the lady; and as Shafto always received whatever Mrs.
-Gordon said as gospel, he was searching for the counterpart of this
-description in the morning train. Mrs. Flant and her sister greeted him
-agreeably, and he explained that he had not come to meet them—but that
-Mrs. Gordon had sent him to receive a friend.
-
-"Perhaps I am the individual," suggested a tall, striking-looking
-pretty girl; "is her name Gascoigne?"
-
-"You don't mean to say that you are Angel?" he exclaimed, grasping her
-hand; "I never would have known you."
-
-"No," rather drily, "but I recognise you. You are Captain Shafto."
-He coloured with pleasure, till she added, "who always so strongly
-disapproved of me."
-
-"Now, there your excellent memory is at fault," was his mendacious
-reply, "who could ever have disapproved of _you_?" for he had fallen
-in love with this smiling vision on the spot. "Let me get your
-luggage out—I suppose your ayah is somewhere—the carriage is here,"
-and he bustled about, proud and important, and all the way back to
-the Commissioner's, as they sat opposite to one another in the roomy
-landau, Shafto the Scorner was feverishly endeavoring to win the smiles
-and good will of this exquisite and rather disdainful Angel. He was her
-first victim—and by no means the last.
-
-Mrs. Gordon welcomed the traveller warmly, kissed her, took her to her
-best guest chamber, and sent her in a _recherché_ breakfast.
-
-Meanwhile she read the epistle that was, so to speak, Angel's letter
-of credit. So she had escaped from her grandmother, and all the
-stimulating froth of modern society, and cast herself into the arms of
-her guardian. Poor, poor Philip! never a ladies' man—though many women
-found him most interesting and attractive—what was he to do, with this
-wild and beautiful ward?
-
- * * * * *
-
-In a surprisingly short time Miss Gascoigne had made her presence
-felt in Marwar. Mrs. Gordon had submitted to be enslaved; her stolid,
-self-engrossed husband had expressed his admiration, Shafto was her
-bond servant, and within a week Mrs. Gordon, popular Mrs. Gordon, had
-never remembered in all her experience such a rush of young men's
-cards and calls. Angel had unpacked her pretty toilettes—toilettes
-that threw her mother's home-made costumes completely into the
-shade—which she wore with an every-day grace. Lovely, fascinating,
-maddening, was the station verdict, as they saw the girl in carriage,
-or on horseback; such a creature had not adorned for twenty years,
-and oh! what a charge for Philip Gascoigne. Meanwhile Angel revived
-old memories, captured the affections of Mrs. Gordon, threw out many
-queries respecting Philip, and embarked on a series of flirtations.
-
-Mrs. Flant and Miss Ball at first posed to the station as her original
-friends and sponsors. They were important on the subject; she had been
-given into their care by Major Gascoigne, and it was with them that
-she had travelled from Khartgodam. She was a delightful companion, so
-amusing and so vivacious. But as days flew by a change came o'er the
-spirit of their dream, for among the crowd who had flocked to Angela's
-standard was a certain Mr. Tarletan in the D. P. W., who had sworn, or,
-at least whispered, allegiance to Fanny Ball. This put a completely new
-complexion on Angela's character. Miss Ball was some years over thirty,
-a slender young woman, whose admirers and good looks were visibly
-deserting her, and her sister was painfully anxious to see Fanny
-settled. Fanny had been foolish, and let so many good chances slip
-through her fingers; Mr. Tarletan represented the last of these; it was
-really a most serious matter. He had been asked to the house, lavishly
-entertained, and taken out to dances; he had spent a whole expensive
-month with the Flants in the hills, on the strength of his attentions:
-did the man suppose he was going to get out of that for _nothing_?
-But this mean-spirited miscreant ignored all bonds and claims, and
-prostrated himself at the feet of the adorable Angel. His greetings to
-Mrs. Flant were offhand and brief, his answers to her questions curt,
-his pressing engagements fictional. As he had seven hundred rupees a
-month, and good prospects, Mrs. Flant was not going to suffer him to
-escape; she accordingly turned to her most seasoned and formidable
-weapon—her tongue.
-
-As soon as Mrs. Flant began to "talk" there were whispers; hitherto
-there were no two male opinions respecting Miss Gascoigne's beauty, her
-figure, her vivacity, her charm—now there were no two female opinions
-respecting her—reputation. Mrs. Scott had requested Mrs. Gordon in a
-peculiarly pointed manner, not to bring Miss Gascoigne to her dance,
-and Mrs. Gordon had replied with stately emphasis: "Certainly not, and
-I shall remain at home with my guest." Then Mrs. Scott had grown pink,
-red, scarlet—a Commissioner's wife is a dangerous woman to snub (in
-India), and Mrs. Gordon was the wife of a Commissioner. "Of course you
-are the last to hear the station scandal," she burst out, "and there is
-such a thing as being too charitable. You don't know what people are
-saying about Philip Gascoigne and his—ward."
-
-"You need not hesitate. She is his ward—what more?"
-
-"When Mrs. Flant discovered——"
-
-"Oh, Mrs. Flant is a Christopher Columbus for—new scandals and mare's
-nests."
-
-"Well, at any rate, she surprised Major Gascoigne and his ward in a
-lonely bungalow in the hills, perfectly happy and at home together. She
-says she believes they were there for weeks."
-
-"And even so?"
-
-"Mrs. Gordon," rising and evidently preparing to shake the dust off
-her feet, "if you had young people—you would never be so lax. Miss
-Gascoigne is pretty in a certain odd French style—she is grown up, and
-what is Major Gascoigne?"
-
-"Her guardian—her mother——"
-
-"No," interrupting wildly; "an attractive bachelor in the prime of
-life—many people consider him the handsomest man in the station."
-
-"But what has that got to do with the question?"
-
-"Oh, my dear Mrs. Gordon!" Here Mrs. Scott shrugged her shoulders,
-and with a dramatic "Good afternoon," stalked out of the great
-drawing-room. It was in the air, and in people's eyes. Mrs. Gordon
-felt it, and saw it, although Angel at her side, all white muslin, and
-smiles, was as innocent as any May-day lamb, who fails to see in the
-approaching figure in a blue overall—the arbiter of its fate.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Whilst the station was simmering to boiling-point, Major Gascoigne
-returned to Marwar, and dined at the Gordons' on the night of his
-arrival. He arrived late, just in time to take his partner in to
-dinner; it was not a so-called "Burra Khana," but merely a friendly
-informal affair, half-a-dozen of the station boys, a couple "passing
-through," Angel, and himself. As for Angel, it seemed to him that his
-prognostications had been fulfilled. She looked brilliantly lovely,
-yes, that was the adjective, her colour was like a rose, her eyes
-shone. She carried herself with an air, though she chattered any
-quantity of fascinating nonsense. She was irresistible, and all the
-boys bowed down before her, like the sheaves of Joseph's brethren.
-
-He thought Mrs. Gordon looked a little worn and anxious, possibly
-her Indian bear had been unusually selfish and savage. Poor woman,
-when she married Gordon twelve years previously, a pretty, simple
-country clergyman's daughter, longing to see the East, and strongly
-recommended to the bear by his maiden aunts—he had come home to look
-for a wife precisely as he would for a camera or a bicycle—she little
-dreamt of the life that she was doomed to live, the stones for bread,
-the serpents for fish, and yet how she kept her sorrows to herself,
-what reticence, self-control, and womanly dignity; who ever heard her
-complain of a hard taskmaster, his iron rule, and her barren life?
-
-After dinner Angel sang; it seemed to be expected as part of the
-evening's entertainment. Major Gascoigne leant against the wall in
-the background, and marvelled and listened. She stood behind her
-accompanist and facing the room, and when Angel opened her mouth to
-sing she still continued to look charming. She wore a white dress
-trimmed with shining silver, it had a low neck and long sleeves,
-according to the fashion; a few crimson roses were fastened in the
-bodice, a little chain and locket encircled her long throat; the
-expression of her eyes was interesting to watch—what passion lay
-dormant in those deep blue orbs—who would be the happy man on whom
-they would ultimately smile? There was no question that his ward
-possessed the fatal gift, and he could hardly realise that this
-charming, enchanting and destroying Angel was the little forlorn
-creature whom he had educated and befriended. He thought of her
-grandmother's furious letter, which had swiftly followed on the
-runaway; it was evidently written when the heart of the writer was hot
-within her. It said, "Angel is her mother's own daughter, though I was
-never brought into personal contact with that adventuress, who robbed
-me of my youngest son. It was about this woman that we quarrelled, her
-daughter and I; in a fury she left me, and fled to you; regardless of
-appearances, duty, or gratitude. I wash my hands of her absolutely, and
-I deplore your fate."
-
-When the party was breaking up, Philip Gascoigne snatched a few words
-with his ward, who was closely invested by her admirers. They were
-planning a riding party for the following morning; any number of
-perfect horses were preferred for her selection, her usual mount being
-lame.
-
-"I will send over a pretty little Arab, that will carry you perfectly,"
-suggested her guardian.
-
-"Thank you very much, Philip, but I've almost decided to ride Captain
-de Horsay's polo pony, who can't bear women, and shies when he sees
-one—riding him will be an experience."
-
-"You may say so," put in Captain de Horsay's rival, "much better ride
-my stud bred—you'll never hold him."
-
-"Well, I shall try, and if he bolts, he can boast that he ran away with
-a lady, and his character as a woman-hater will be gone. Yes, please,
-Captain de Horsay, I'll have Schopenhauer at half-past six."
-
-The riding party, which consisted of Mrs. Gordon, Angel, Philip,
-and four men, duly came off, and though Schopenhauer ran away with
-the lady, she thought it great fun, but the pony's excitability
-and eccentricities precluded all chance of enjoying a comfortable
-_tête-à-tête_ with anyone. She was, however, an admirable horsewoman,
-whatever her driving might be, and the black pony had undoubtedly met
-his match. Gascoigne took leave of the party outside the Commissioner's
-bungalow, and galloped straight home. As he entered his cool
-sitting-room, he was rather surprised to discover the station chaplain
-occupying his own especial arm-chair.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-"THINK IT OVER"
-
-
-THE Reverend Arthur Eliot, "Padre Eliot," as his people called him,
-was a notable figure in society, an active, well-built man of six or
-seven and thirty, with a square, clean-shaven face and an exceedingly
-sweet smile. He never preached longer than fifteen minutes, he was
-an admirable bowler, played a hard set of tennis and sang a good
-song. All this went far to account for his popularity. He was also
-unmarried—though this in India is unimportant—but, more than all,
-he was a fearless, outspoken pastor, whose example and works did far
-more good amongst his flock, especially the young men, than constant
-services and ornate ritual.
-
-He worked indefatigably among the soldiers and Eurasians, their wives
-and children, and strove to provide occupation and amusement for them
-all, fully endorsing Dr. Watt's opinion respecting "Satan and idle
-hands." In sickness and in health it was the Padre they all turned to,
-and many a poor soul had leaned on his arm, as it groped its way to
-another world. He lived plainly and simply in a little cheap bungalow,
-and was a near neighbour to Major Gascoigne, between whom and himself
-there existed a most cordial friendship. The Padre was such a busy
-man that Gascoigne knew, the instant he saw him, that only important
-business had brought him to call in the golden hours of the morning.
-
-"Hullo, Gascoigne," he said cheerily, as he entered, "I am glad to see
-you back."
-
-"Yes, thank you, only arrived last night. I've had a tremendously big
-job up the hills—they all seemed determined to run down into the
-plains; I never remember such rains," and he threw himself into a
-chair, and tossed his cap on the table.
-
-"And now you are home for good," said the Padre, and his face took a
-more serious expression, as he sat erect and crumpled his terai hat in
-his vigorous hands.
-
-"Look here, Gascoigne," he continued with an effort, "I've come to have
-a good square jaw with you, about something that will be disagreeable,
-but you know it's the Padre's duty to stand in the forefront, when
-talking has to be done."
-
-"I know," assented his companion. "I suppose you want me to take back
-Johnson, the overseer—I honestly would if I could—I'm sorry for his
-family—I've given him two chances."
-
-"My dear fellow," interrupted the chaplain, stretching out his hand,
-"it is not that at all. I've come to speak to you about Miss Gascoigne,
-your ward."
-
-"What about Miss Gascoigne?" inquired her cousin. His manner stiffened,
-and his voice assumed an Arctic coolness.
-
-"I suppose you know how a station gossips—in the billiard-room,
-barracks, and bazaar?"
-
-"I suppose I do," he said contemptuously.
-
-"Have you any notion of the talk there has been respecting Miss
-Gascoigne?"
-
-"Every new-comer has to pass through that ordeal—by tongue,"
-interrupted the other man with a gesture of impatience.
-
-"Please allow me to finish," protested his friend gravely. "Of course
-you are not likely to hear a breath—no one would venture to tell you;
-but the air is thick with rumours concerning your cousin and yourself."
-
-"And where do I come in?" he asked sharply, "in what character?"
-
-"The usual character a man assumes when a very pretty woman is in
-question—the _rôle_ of lover."
-
-Gascoigne kicked over a footstool, and rose to his feet. He had grown
-suddenly white.
-
-"Who dares to couple our names in that way?" he asked hoarsely. The
-veins in his temples swelled, and his eyes flashed.
-
-"Most people," was the staggering reply; "you see, you and she
-were alone at your forest bungalow. Mrs. Flant has been drawing a
-highly-coloured picture of your _ménage_—she has thrown out hints."
-
-"To which no one who knows her will listen," broke in Gascoigne.
-
-"Oh, yes, I regret to say, that there is a large class who like to hear
-ill-doings attributed to others—especially when those others have been
-_sans peur_, and _sans reproche_."
-
-Gascoigne stared at the Padre for some seconds. At last he spoke. "I'll
-tell you the plain facts, Eliot. Ten years ago I adopted my little
-cousin, and took over the charge from her dying mother. I sent the
-child to England and educated her; latterly her grandmother has given
-her a home. They have had a violent quarrel, and the impulsive girl
-came straight off to me. She arrived exactly two hours before Mrs.
-Flant and her sister. I need scarcely say that her unexpected descent
-embarrassed me a good deal. That's the whole affair—I know it is
-unnecessary to explain myself to you"——
-
-"Quite," was the laconic reply, "but you are in an awkward position,
-as guardian to a young lady; and one of such a remarkable and out of
-the common character. When you accepted the post she was a child—now
-you have a beautiful woman on your hands. You are a young man, and
-unmarried. This gives the enemy occasion to blaspheme."
-
-Gascoigne muttered something which is absolutely unsuitable for print.
-Aloud he said, "I wish I were seventy years of age. I suppose that
-would shut people's mouths?"
-
-"It would simplify matters, certainly," acquiesced the Padre. "Miss
-Gascoigne did an extraordinarily foolish thing when she rushed out
-to India and hurled herself into your charge. She never realised the
-gravity of the step she was taking. I gather that she is a girl to act
-first, and then to sit down and think? In the present instance she will
-have to sit down and repent in sackcloth and ashes for the injury she
-has done to herself—and you."
-
-"Oh, never mind me," broke in his companion impatiently, "what is to be
-done about her? I cannot offer her a home here—I cannot leave her with
-the Gordons—I have promised not to send her back to England—what _am_
-I to do?" and Gascoigne, who had been pacing the room with his hands
-behind his back, suddenly came to a halt, directly in front of his
-pastor.
-
-"Why cannot you have her to live here?" asked Mr. Eliot, gravely.
-
-"Why?" echoed the other man, "good Lord—is not your visit a plain
-answer to the question? If people are such brutes as to make a scandal
-out of—"
-
-Mr. Eliot extended his hand with a gesture of deprecation.
-
-"Oh, then, go on," said Gascoigne impatiently; "tell me what I can do?
-Say the word."
-
-"You can—marry her," was the totally unexpected answer.
-
-Gascoigne's reply was equally astonishing; it took the form of a long
-pause, and then a loud derisive laugh. "I—marry Angel!" he cried at
-last. "Excuse me, but the idea is too absurd."
-
-"I fail to see anything ridiculous about it," rejoined the Padre. "I
-think it would be a capital match. You are a man in the prime of life,
-she is a charming girl—is there any just cause or impediment?"
-
-"Twenty."
-
-"Give me one, then," he asked impatiently.
-
-"She is a mere child."
-
-"No; she is a grown-up woman."
-
-"We—would be a most incongruous couple, a butterfly, and a black
-working ant."
-
-"I cannot see that."
-
-"Besides, Angel is not to be disposed of in such a summary fashion; she
-would laugh at the bare idea."
-
-"Is she not well disposed to you?" and Padre Eliot eyed him
-searchingly.
-
-"Oh, yes; as a child she was extremely fond of me."
-
-"'_On revient toujours a ses premiers amours_,'" quoted his visitor
-with significance.
-
-"Eliot, you are a clever fellow, and my friend," said Gascoigne,
-suddenly, "but you are neither going to talk me, or quote me, into
-matrimony. I have never—that is to say, not for years—thought of
-marrying."
-
-"Then it is time you did," rejoined his visitor, with decision. "It is
-a great mistake for a man to put off marrying too long; marriage is an
-honourable estate. It is not good for man to live alone."
-
-"Well, I find the estate extremely comfortable. There was peace in Eden
-till Eve appeared, and I, too, can quote scripture, 'Physician, heal
-_thyself_.'"
-
-"Yes, I thought you knew," and Mr. Eliot's face grew grave; "I've had
-my romance—she died."
-
-Gascoigne did not reply.
-
-"I've had my romance—she jilted me," he merely said.
-
-"I did not know."
-
-"Pardon me, I'm sorry for you; but marriage would change the whole
-current of my life."
-
-"And make it deeper and broader and more unselfish," suggested his
-visitor.
-
-"I never realised that I was selfish—I expect I am! I like my own
-way, my own pursuits, my own friends. I would be selfish, indeed, if
-I brought a gay young life to share my fossilised routine. Eliot," he
-continued, still more forcibly, "speaking as man to man, surely there
-is some way of escape from this situation? Help me, for my mind is not
-fruitful in devices. I am thinking of Angel, not of myself. Is she
-to be compelled to marry a man she has always looked on as a sort of
-uncle, simply because a wicked woman has started an infernal scandal?
-What is your opinion?"
-
-"You have already had it," now rising. "I have told you what I came
-here to say. Scandal is hard to stifle, even when it has not a tittle
-of foundation—evil minds continue to repeat. 'There is no smoke
-without a fire.' I believe there is no fire, nothing but the cold,
-wet sticks of early companionship. I say, that I know you to be a
-good fellow, Gascoigne; Miss Angel is a beautiful, high-spirited,
-warm-hearted girl. Accept what fate sends you—marry her if you can,
-and be thankful."
-
-"That is your last word?"
-
-"Yes; I say no more. Think it over, my dear fellow," and here he laid
-his hand affectionately on the shoulder of his friend; "you might see
-Mrs. Gordon. Women are instinctively clever and quick-witted in these
-affairs. Think it over," and with this injunction Mr. Eliot put his
-terai hat on his head, and hastily took his departure.
-
- * * * * *
-
-For some time after the Padre had left him, Major Gascoigne remained
-sitting in a chair, mentally benumbed. By-and-by he roused himself with
-an effort, and set all his wits to work upon the subject so brusquely
-brought to his knowledge. The more he reviewed the question, the less
-he liked it. He knew how a breath of gossip can tarnish a stainless
-name, whether at home or abroad; how no amount of rubbing will remove
-the speck of rust which eats it away. Poor Eliot, he was sorry he had
-raked up a dead memory. Eliot was too emotional, too sensitive about
-his flock, very easily frightened—and all parsons were match-makers.
-There must be _some_ way out of the wood. He would change his clothes
-at once, swallow some breakfast, and ride over and talk the thing out
-with Mrs. Gordon. She was generally sewing or writing all the morning
-in the north verandah. Then he suddenly recalled the fact that his
-hostess had seemed a little grave and preoccupied the previous evening;
-that once or twice he had caught her gazing at him with a mysterious
-expression—that once or twice she had been about to say something to
-him during the morning ride, and paused; and that she had given him an
-unusually pressing invitation to "come over soon—and tell her all the
-news."
-
-Major Gascoigne was perfectly correct in his surmise. As he walked up
-to the north verandah, Mrs. Gordon rose, and held out her hand; in the
-other were several letters.
-
-"Do come and sit down," she said. "You are the very person I was
-thinking about, and particularly wish to see." As she concluded she
-held up a letter, and said: "This is _all_ about you."
-
-"Then it is bound to be stupid," he rejoined, heaving a dog out of
-a chair, and taking its place. "I've come over to have a talk with
-you—great wits, you see, jump together; but, bar all jokes, I shall be
-glad if your wit will clear up a puzzle for me."
-
-Mrs. Gordon looked at him inquiringly, and faintly coloured as she
-said:
-
-"You have had a visit from Mr. Eliot, good, brave man."
-
-"Good, yes; but there was no particular question of courage," said
-Major Gascoigne, rather sharply. "Did you fear I would knock him down,
-or shoot him?" and his tone was sarcastic.
-
-"I'm thinking of moral courage," she answered quickly. "It required a
-certain amount to go and beard you—and tell you—that you had been
-tried by the tribunal of the station and sentenced to—marry——"
-
-"Angel," he supplemented, half under his breath.
-
-"Yes, it appears that Mrs. Flant has been assiduously spreading
-reports," continued his companion, "and nothing will appease Mrs.
-Grundy—short of—your marriage."
-
-"And is it not shameful?" he broke out, with a ring of passion in his
-voice, "that I should have to marry that poor child, in order to shut
-Mrs. Flant's mouth?"
-
-"To shut everyone's mouth," corrected Mrs. Gordon; "even Donald says
-it is desirable. Mrs. Flant has the pen of a ready writer, as well as
-hosts of correspondents—she has a hideous mind, and, you see, you were
-promoted over her brother's head."
-
-"Simply because he was incompetent. An unmitigated duffer—his work was
-notorious. I'm still patching and repairing and destroying."
-
-"I always thought it was a hazardous experiment, your taking charge of
-Angel," observed Mrs. Gordon, as she meditatively surveyed her visitor.
-
-What a handsome fellow he was! with his sun-bronzed, clear-cut face—at
-present clouded with gloom. What an excellent husband he would make;
-it was a pity he was unmarried, and only (she secretly felt assured)
-some extraordinarily tidal wave of circumstance such as the present,
-would ever sweep him into the net matrimonial. He would be so much
-happier with a wife. And Angel? With a woman's instinctive knowledge
-of another, Mrs. Gordon knew that Angel—beautiful, bewitching,
-fascinating Angel—loved no one as she did this good-looking, dark-eyed
-cousin, who lay back in his chair with his hands locked behind his
-head, his gaze riveted on his well-cut riding boots, and an expression
-of tragic protestation on his countenance.
-
-Angel was not in love yet. She loved him (there is a difference)—she
-loved him as the champion of her childhood, the bond between her and
-her mother, her ideal, champion, and friend. This love was well hidden
-away from all unsympathetic eyes, for Angel had made no foolish boast,
-when she had declared that she would conceal her feelings, but the
-love, a rare, strong, pure love, was there.
-
-Once or twice it had peeped out timidly, and Mrs. Gordon had seen it.
-She was a born match-maker; of her matches she was inordinately proud,
-and generally with good reason. She felt that she had contributed to
-the happiness of many, and that, just at the critical moment, she had
-supplied the little look, or hint, or word, that brought the whole
-story to a happy ending.
-
-As she sat with her eyes fastened reflectively on her visitor, she
-rapidly made up her mind that he should marry Angel. The "talk" would
-eventually blow over; in fact, if she were to dress herself up as a
-Japanese, or a negress, and go to the club, the talk would instantly
-be diverted to herself. So much for talk! Here was a tide in Philip's
-affairs and Angel's, and she resolved to take it at the flood.
-
-"I think you and Angel would be an ideal couple," she said. "I'm sure
-you would make her happy."
-
-"What!" he exclaimed, struggling back out of a day dream; "you are not
-in earnest?"
-
-"You would be April and July."
-
-"No, but a March hare, and a Michaelmas goose," he retorted,
-scornfully. "I'm much too old for her."
-
-Mrs. Gordon made no effort to combat this statement—her husband was
-seventeen years her senior. Was not her bleak married life an awful
-warning to other girls?
-
-"She would have someone to lean on," she resumed; "someone to guide
-her."
-
-"I'm not sure that she'd care about _that_," her visitor protested,
-with a short laugh.
-
-"She always—liked you—she likes you still. The king can do no wrong,"
-she urged, insistently.
-
-"He would do her a great wrong if he asked her to be his queen to
-silence lying tongues. A gay young fellow of five-and-twenty, who
-dances well and is a good polo player, is far more in Angel's line that
-I am—even supposing she would have me—which she would not." Here
-Mrs. Gordon made a gesture of dissent. "I'm too settled in my ways.
-After a man passes the twenties, and gets on into the thirties without
-marrying, he does not want a wife—she's a sort of extra."
-
-"What heresy," cried his listener, indignantly.
-
-"Besides, you know, I—was once—in love with another girl."
-
-"Oh, yes; but that was twelve years ago," said his listener, quickly;
-"she is no girl now. You cannot pretend you have not got over that. We
-all know that men's hearts, like crabs' claws, grow again."
-
-"What heresy," he repeated, with a laugh; "but, come, Mrs. Gordon, let
-us be serious. Surely you can suggest some nice retired family in a
-hill station who would receive Angel? I'll allow her four hundred a
-year—a family with girls preferred."
-
-"No," she replied; "for although Mrs. Flant's hints are abominable
-falsehoods, her lie has had three weeks' start. Whilst you have been
-absent it has been travelling rapidly, and growing like a snowball.
-How are you to overtake it? and what family of girls would receive a
-young woman—with a—story?" The lady's methods were cruel, but it was
-all for the good of the subject, and his ultimate happiness; the end
-justified the means. "Angela's name has been bandied about; you must
-change it from Miss to Mrs."
-
-"I'll be——" he began, and pulled himself up. "I shall go straight off
-to Mrs. Flant, and cram her words down her throat, and make her eat
-them. If she were a man, I declare, I would flog her. What is her tale?"
-
-"Merely a hill idyll—which she discovered one stormy evening."
-
-"But Angel came out in the _Arabia_; she had only the start of Mrs.
-Flant by about one hundred moments, and there are two hundred witnesses
-to prove it."
-
-"True, but if you make a stir, you stir up mud," was Mrs. Gordon's
-damping rejoinder. "You will make matters worse. At present, talk is
-confined within a certain limited radius; surely you don't wish Angel
-to be the talk of India?"
-
-Here came Angel running, in a flowing, white gown, with a note in her
-hand. She was accompanied by two frolicking puppies, and looked like
-the spirit of youth.
-
-"Good morning again, Philip," she said; then glancing at her
-friend, she continued, "I declare, you two are like a couple of
-conspirators—where is the dark lantern? Who is to be the victim?"
-
-"You are," was Mrs. Gordon's unexpected reply. "We are meditating
-carrying you off into camp for six weeks."
-
-"How delightful—there's nothing I shall enjoy so much. Are you going
-to invite Philip?" glancing at him.
-
-"I don't think I can get away," he stammered—"at least, not for more
-than a couple of days at a time."
-
-"I always had an idea that there was next to no work in India; that it
-was all racing and polo, and dancing and flirting."
-
-"Well, my dear child, you see you were wrong," said Mrs. Gordon. "Who
-is the note from, my dear?"
-
-"Only a line from Miss Lennox, to say that she and her sister regret
-that they cannot come over to have a game of tennis this evening—such
-a funny stiff little note," and she tendered it to her hostess between
-two fingers, whilst Mrs. Gordon's and Major Gascoigne's eyes met in a
-glance of quick significance.
-
- * * * * *
-
-As Major Gascoigne was walking home across the parade-ground, a
-pony-carriage and pair of fat Pegu ponies drew up on the road, and
-awaited him. Then a lady's head was poked out from under the hood, and
-a smiling face, crowned by an Ellwood helmet, said:
-
-"So pleased to see you back again."
-
-"Thank you, Mrs. Wiggins," he rejoined.
-
-"I want to be the first to congratulate you on your beautiful
-cousin—she is lovely—everyone is talking of her, and no wonder. And
-when is it to be?"
-
-"When is—what to be?" he asked stiffly.
-
-"Oh, come, come, you need not play the ostrich with me," and with a
-laugh and a flip at her ponies, the lady rattled rapidly away, and
-subsequently bragged of her encounter.
-
-Angel's guardian frequently visited to the Commissioner's bungalow.
-He came to dine, to early tea, to ride, to accompany Angel and Mrs.
-Gordon to church or the band. Angel was radiantly happy, and, thanks
-to her friend's precautions, totally unconscious of the net which was
-closing round herself and Philip. Mrs. Gordon was merely an interested
-looker-on, she saw both sides of the drama, she was both before and
-behind the scenes. On one side there was Major Gascoigne, restrained,
-reserved, reluctant, and yet who could resist the charm of the daily
-companionship of the delightful girl who was his ward? There was Angel,
-whose whole mind seemed to be centred in the wish to please Philip—and
-to wonder what he thought of her?
-
-Public opinion was favourable to the marriage—public opinion was
-strong. Those who envied Major Gascoigne his careless bachelor life,
-those who resented his lack of reciprocity, those mothers whom he had
-disappointed, all desired to hurry him to the altar.
-
-He could resist, but he had decided not to resist, for, after all,
-Angel was the most beautiful and charming girl he knew. She was
-unspoiled, he believed that she cared for him, and that he could make
-her happy.
-
-Under these reassuring reflections, he decided to accept his
-fate—Angel. It was not a hard fate, a fate much envied of many, and
-particularly—of all people—by Shafto. It was true that he had spoken
-of marriage as a mere "episode" in a man's life—he trusted the opinion
-would never reach Angel's ears. He was not madly, wildly, in love,
-no—but he thought he would be lucky if she became his wife.
-
-He would prefer to remain unmarried for the next ten years, and carve
-out his career unweighted with an encumbrance. Truly, these were very
-cold-blooded ideas to be harboured by the lover of a bewitching beauty
-of nineteen. On the other hand, when he became grey, and stiff in the
-joints, and the meridian of life and its glories had waned, he would be
-nothing but a lonely, leather-faced veteran, with not a soul belonging
-to him, and with no one to whom he could leave his money, except
-Angel's children. Again the charm of his independent life rose into
-his vision, his happy, quiet hours, his beloved book, his absorbing
-interest for his work. Must this all be relinquished? Was it true, as
-a comrade had declared, that his heart was composed of an entrenchment
-tool? Swayed this way, and that, Philip was ashamed of his vacillation.
-
-For once he found himself in strange conflict with his own character.
-The faculty of promptly making up his mind—what had become of it?
-Fresh from the charm of Angel's voice and manner, he determined to
-speak the very next day.
-
-But when the morning came, the cool, clear morning, it brought counsel,
-it brought a multitude of papers that absorbed all his thoughts and
-time. After several hours of this detachment, his mind returned to the
-attitude of indecision, his ideas were again readjusted.
-
-Whilst Philip was thus balancing his feeling and weighing the _pros_
-and _cons_, the Gordons went away into camp, for the Commissioner's
-usual cold weather tour, and they took Angel with them.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII
-
-"A WHITE ELEPHANT AND A WHITE ROSE"
-
-
-THE tour of a Commissioner in camp in the cold weather means a march
-from place to place, visiting certain villages and districts, holding
-official courts for the inhabitants, granting interviews, receiving
-petitions, looking into taxation and the working of the code,
-inspecting new works—such as canals and roads—and perhaps opening
-a local hospital, or attending some high native feast. The tour is
-intended to bring the great man into touch with the people. The camp
-is struck every morning soon after dawn, and the party ride on to the
-next encampment (there are invariably two sets of tents). Here they
-arrive in time for early breakfast, after which the chief transacts
-business, then comes the evening ride, a little shooting, a group
-round the log fire, and early to bed. Such is the usual programme, and
-as far as the working portion was concerned, an exact epitome of Mr.
-Gordon's routine, but he rarely went for an evening ride, and seldom
-joined his wife and her guest by the camp fire, and the two ladies
-appeared gracefully resigned to his desertion. Donald Gordon's manners
-were gruff, his conversation monosyllabic, his opinions startling; for
-instance, he had been heard to suggest the lethal chamber for half
-the women who were born! By a strange paradox, he burnt much midnight
-oil, writing his great Persian epic, in praise of the beautiful
-Shireen—Queen of Chrosroes of the Golden Spears—and her lover,
-Ferhad the sculptor. But this streak of romance in his character never
-appeared in broad daylight; the midnight poet, with his rushing pen,
-his eyes aflame, one hand grasping his red, flowing beard, was by
-midday surly, hard-headed, rugged Donald Gordon, the clear-sighted,
-prompt, able administrator, who managed the great area over which
-he ruled, and his various collectors and subordinates, with amazing
-address; who said aloud things that others scarcely dared to whisper,
-was a pillar of the Empire, and a genius in his way.
-
-Angel Gascoigne, who shared in all the pomp and circumstance of
-the Commissioner's semi-royal progress, enjoyed this, her first
-experience of a camp, most thoroughly. The life was interesting, it
-was novel, it never hasted, never rested—what more could any girl
-desire? The beautiful tract through which they passed, be it snipe
-district or tiger district, waving crops, or forest lands, impressed
-the new-comer with its free atmosphere, the Biblical simplicity of
-the lives of the people, odd bits of folklore, and the weird stories
-connected with their camping-grounds, each and all appealed to Angel's
-quick imagination. She and her hostess enjoyed many rides and walks,
-explorations, and _tête-à-tête_ discussions, though occasionally a
-police officer or a collector joined the camp for a day or two, and
-then the talk at dinner veered towards the revenue, the floods, or the
-records. Now and then Major Gascoigne cut across the country, caught up
-the party, and remained a short time. Angel hailed these visits with
-a deep but secret joy—though he by no means gave her the lion's share
-of his attention—it was a _solitude à trois_. He brought books and
-papers, which he read to the ladies as they worked under the trees; he
-brought them scraps of news, the latest station joke; he brought with
-him a quickened enjoyment of the lazy, long days, and when he departed,
-he left them the anticipation of his return.
-
-One evening Mrs. Gordon was detained by a servant just as they were
-about to start for a stroll, and Major Gascoigne and his cousin went
-on alone. They left the white tents behind them, and sauntered down to
-a ruined well, such as one sees in the prints of Rebecca, or the Woman
-of Samaria. When they had reached it, Angel sat down on a broken step
-and said, "Let us wait here—she won't be long," nodding towards the
-distant camp. "I have something to show you," she continued, looking up
-at her companion. "I have had a long letter from grandmamma this mail."
-
-"Really?" he exclaimed; "and what has she to say?"
-
-"That she misses me dreadfully, and is sorry for our quarrel. If I will
-forgive her, she will forgive me, and will be glad if I will return to
-live with her—for nothing."
-
-Gascoigne gave a faint exclamation of surprise.
-
-"She will lodge my passage money at once," continued the girl. "I have
-only to send a wire—perhaps you would read her letter?" and she held
-it up to him. Philip took it and read it over, slowly; Lady Augusta's
-writing was scratchy and illegible, but he gathered that she was
-devoted to her grandchild, and the whole epistle breathed a passionate
-longing to see her once more.
-
-Yes, it was all very well, he said to himself, as he mechanically
-folded up the letter, but why should an injurious influence be exerted
-over this fresh young life? Angel, although such an old, worldly-wise
-child of nine, was, thanks to Miss Morton, and a curious twist in her
-own character, as simple as nine, at the age of nineteen, simple-minded
-and sincere, for all her gay flirtations and her physical sorceries.
-
-Yet this letter was the key to his difficulties. If Angel returned home
-to her grandmother, the Lady Augusta Gascoigne, who dared lift up a
-voice against her?—and he was free! He looked at the girl's profile
-against the crimson sunset, and asked himself, Was he free? Had he not,
-like all her acquaintance, fallen under the spell of this charming,
-bewitching, destroying Angel? What was she thinking about as she sat
-motionless, her face turned fixedly towards the West—that she would
-return to the West once more? No, no, no. He would never suffer her to
-pass into Lady Augusta's hands again.
-
-Suddenly the impulse came upon him there and then—he determined to
-speak.
-
-"What do you say?" she asked. "Have you anything to suggest—any
-alternative?" and her eyes were full of frank earnestness.
-
-"Yes," he replied, "that you remain out here."
-
-"How? Do you mean with Mrs. Gordon?—what an awful incubus for
-her—always."
-
-"No—Angel——" and, as he spoke, he took off his cap and twisted it
-in his hands, and stood before her bare-headed. "But as—_my wife_."
-
-"Wife," she repeated, and a flood of colour rushed into her face. "Of
-course, this is a joke," she exclaimed, rising and speaking with a
-firm, almost passionate dignity.
-
-"No—you and I are old friends, Angel—I—see—I've rather startled
-you—but I've been considering this question for some time. I'm
-seventeen years older than you are—I'm not the sort of lover—or
-husband you might naturally expect—but I'll do—my very best to make
-you happy."
-
-All the time he was speaking Angel looked at him steadily, her colour
-had faded, she now was white to her lips. As he concluded, she cast
-down her eyes, and seemed to address the stones at her feet, as she
-whispered in a strange, subdued voice: "Why do you say all this? You
-don't love me, cousin Philip—and I—look for so much love—because
-I've had so little." Then raising her eyes by a strenuous act of will,
-and speaking in a firmer tone, she continued:
-
-"You think I am a foolish, impulsive schoolgirl—you wish to give me a
-home, but grandmamma offers me the same—a home, and to make me happy."
-
-"I believe I can do better than your grandmother."
-
-"And that would not be saying much, would it?" she retorted. "I
-gathered from the way people looked, and hinted—you know I was always
-clever at finding things out—that it was very wrong of me to have
-rushed headlong to India. I placed you in a dilemma—you were quite at
-your wits' end to know how to dispose of your white elephant—and now,
-you are asking me to marry you—and thus settle the difficulty."
-
-Her faltering words cast a revealing glare on the situation—there was
-absolute truth in what she said.
-
-"I am not," and she caught her breath sharply, "as silly as I seem—I
-expect—in short—I will have more than you can give. You cannot make
-me happy unless you love me—what you offer me is imitation. It is
-not big enough, or strong enough, to hold me—I want real love, not
-make-believe. I—am sure—it has cost you a great deal—to—to——" she
-hesitated, "speak! and I thank you—but I will go home by next mail,
-and live with grandmamma after all."
-
-As she came to this decision and a full stop, Angel sat down breathless
-and trembling. But now that the treasure was slipping from his grasp,
-the prize not so easily attained as he supposed, of course Gascoigne
-closed his hand upon it greedily.
-
-"Angel, listen to me," he cried impetuously. "Don't talk of
-make-believes, and your grandmother, and such wild nonsense—I do love
-you—not in a romantic story-book fashion, but sincerely and faithfully
-in my own way. I was engaged once to a girl—you know?"
-
-"Yes," she assented sharply.
-
-"That came to an end ten years ago. You are the only woman I shall ever
-love again—I swear." He spoke in a tone of grave restrained emotion.
-
-Angel still sat with her eyes on the ground, and made no sign whatever.
-Truly, this Angel was a stranger, an alien, and ill-understood!
-
-"It was for your own sake I have been holding back," he resumed with
-an effort—was he sure that he was speaking the truth? "I am a busy,
-self-centred man—I live in a groove—I feared your gay young life
-would be dull—with me."
-
-"Never dull with you, Philip—you know that," she murmured under her
-breath.
-
-"Will you think it over, and give me an answer when I come out on
-Wednesday?"
-
-Angel made no reply. Her cousin looked at her downcast eyes, her
-twitching nostrils, and resumed, "If you wish to return home, of course
-I will do all in my power to help you." As he continued his voice was
-less steady, some inward barrier seemed to have given way under a
-confused pressure of emotion. "If you decide to stay—and I hope from
-my heart you will—then," and he stooped and kissed her hand, "when I
-come again, wear a flower in your dress."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mrs. Gordon was sitting under the fly of her tent engrossed in a
-novel, when Major Gascoigne galloped up on Wednesday afternoon, having
-covered the forty miles which lay between Marwar and the camp in an
-extraordinarily short time. He had three horses posted on the road, and
-the bay Arab he rode was in a lather. Why this unusual haste? was Mrs.
-Gordon's mental interrogation. The reply came in a flash of prophetic
-insight. She interpreted her visitor's strange air of repressed
-excitement, his reckless ride; he had spoken to Angel, and had come for
-her reply.
-
-"Where is Angel?" he asked, as soon as he had dismounted and exchanged
-a few words of greeting.
-
-"Down by the well near the tamarinds, reading. Perhaps you will take
-her these letters?" suggested clever Mrs. Gordon, selecting two from a
-budget he had delivered; "and bring her back to tea."
-
-"All right," he replied, "I'll be postman;" and without further
-parley, but with suspicious alacrity, he departed. In a short time he
-came in sight of Angel. She was sitting under the shade of an ancient
-tamarind—no tree in all the world is more beautiful; a book lay
-unheeded on her lap.
-
-Would it be yes?—or would it be no? Philip was astonished at the
-fluttering of his nerves, the thumping of his heart. As he approached
-nearer, Angel stood up, and then came slowly to meet him. He looked at
-her eagerly; there were red roses in her cheeks—and a white one in her
-dress!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII
-
-ANGEL DECLINES A PENNY FOR HER THOUGHTS
-
-
-A TELEGRAPH peon and a mounted orderly are passing through an entrance
-gate on which we find a board inscribed "Lieutenant-Colonel Gascoigne,
-R.E." It leads to a large bungalow, one of the highest rented in
-Marwar, and all its surroundings proclaim in a reserved and well-bred
-fashion that expense is no object; from the long row of well-filled
-stables—of which we catch a glimpse—to the smart, white-clothed
-servant, with silver crests on belt and turban, who runs briskly down
-the steps and extends a salver for our card. But we are not disposed
-to make a formal call; we have merely dropped in to see Philip and
-Angel, who have been man and wife for two years. They are to be
-found in a great cool room, at opposite ends of a hospitably-sized
-breakfast-table. Angel sits before the teapot in a listless manner; a
-portly fox-terrier squarely squatting on his haunches begs from her in
-vain.
-
-Philip, in undress uniform, is reading a blue official, with a wrinkle
-between his brows. A pile of open telegrams lie at his right hand,
-whilst his breakfast cools. One realises at a glance that Philip is
-absorbed—that Angel is bored.
-
-"Sit down, John," she said, sternly addressing the dog; "you have had
-two breakfasts already; you have no shame."
-
-"I say," exclaimed her husband, suddenly folding up his document; "this
-is a nice business; I have to start for Garhwal at once."
-
-Angel gave a sharp exclamation.
-
-"There has been a tremendous landslip in the mountains, about a hundred
-and thirty miles north of Nani Tal."
-
-"But if it is over, what can you do?" she protested.
-
-"Prevent more damage, if possible. It seems to have been a unique
-catastrophe; a whole hill, four thousand feet high, has toppled over
-and jammed up the end of the valley, and turned the river Bela-Gunga
-into a lake five miles long."
-
-"Does that matter? These hill Tals are so picturesque."
-
-"Picturesque!" impatiently. "It won't be so picturesque when the snows
-melt and the rains come, and the lake which is filling slowly now
-bursts and floods a hundred and fifty miles of country."
-
-"Oh, do you think it will be as bad as that?"
-
-"I can tell you after I have inspected the place. I'm afraid I must be
-off to-morrow. I shall have a heap of things to get and do." He paused
-to summon a servant, and give an order in fluent Hindustani; "it's a
-God-forsaken spot, where there are no supplies," he resumed.
-
-"Can't I go with you? Do take me for once," pleaded Angel. "I don't
-mind roughing it—I should enjoy it."
-
-"You don't know what you are talking about," he interrupted. "There is
-scarcely a goat track; there will be little or no food—I'll sleep in
-a native hut and be out all day. It is a wild, lonely spot—impossible
-for a lady."
-
-"You never take me," remonstrated Angel; "you volunteer, too—you
-_like_ going."
-
-"I do—it's my work," he answered coolly, now standing up and rapidly
-collecting his letters. Then he glanced over at his wife.
-
-"Look here, old lady, I'll try and get back in three weeks. You must
-not take it to heart."
-
-"I won't—if you will promise me one thing."
-
-"Very well, I'll do my best, only"—now beckoning to his syce—"look
-sharp."
-
-"Take me, the next time you go out in camp—promise?"
-
-"All right, I will—if it is possible," he assented briskly. "Warn
-Hassan—he has to come with me and order in stores—usual thing. I must
-be off—I shall not be back to tiffin," and he hurried out.
-
-"How keen he is to go, John, isn't he?" said Angel, leaning back in her
-chair, and bending her head so as to catch a glimpse of a rider and a
-bright bay horse dashing off from under the porch.
-
-"Now I wonder what is to become of you, and me, and Sam?"
-
-Their fate was speedily arranged. Angel went once more on tour with the
-Gordons; she was too young and attractive to be left at home alone,
-and since it was impossible for her husband to take her with him into
-Garhwal, Mrs. Gordon, who was extremely fond of Angel, and keenly
-enjoyed her companionship, carried her off into camp.
-
-On the present occasion they were a party of four, which included Mr.
-Lindsay, collector of the district through which they were moving. As
-the Commissioner was obliged to consult with him for the purpose of
-inquiries into the loss of crops in these parts, owing to great floods,
-and hailstones, and the consequent required reduction of the demand
-for revenue. It was a serious business; the district had suffered
-heavily, the tax-gatherer must withhold his hand, and Mr. Lindsay's
-presence and assistance were essential. He had been a month in the
-camp, but he was an old friend of the Gordons—years ago Mrs. Gordon
-had nursed him through a dangerous attack of enteric, and they had been
-intimate ever since.
-
-Moreover, he was one of Mr. Gordon's favourite collectors, unmarried,
-brilliantly clever, first man of his year, an exceedingly welcome
-figure in society. Nor did the fact that he had golden prospects
-detract from his popularity. He was a tall, spare, clean-shaven man,
-with a slight stoop, a square forehead and jaw, wavy chestnut hair,
-deep china blue eyes, and a well-cut, eloquent mouth; indeed, it was
-almost as eloquent as his clever blue eyes. He could talk well, think
-closely, act wisely; but he was neither an athlete nor a sportsman;
-every snipe in its jeel, or tiger in the Terai, might rest in peace
-without fear of Alan Lindsay. His tastes were social and academic,
-and found other outlets than a spinning fishing-reel, or central-fire
-cartridges.
-
-One day, by a strange chance—in the whirligig of time—Angel found
-herself back in the same neighbourhood where she had accepted her
-guardian as her husband. She walked down to the old well and the
-tamarind trees one afternoon quite alone. Angel had come there on
-purpose to meditate and review the past, and found the locality
-absolutely unchanged. There were the same tufts of grass, the same
-cracked stones, the same red sunset—possibly the very same black
-ants. One might have quitted the scene but yesterday. She, too, was but
-little altered; only for the wedding ring on her finger it might almost
-be the very self-same Angel who had pledged her troth at this spot two
-years previously. She sat with her chin on her hand, her eyes fixed on
-the stretching plains, her thoughts very far away, as anyone could see,
-contemplating with an inward gaze the last two years. She recalled the
-whirl, the excitement, the importance of being a bride, a married girl
-with a fine house of her own, lovely presents, lovely frocks, tribes of
-friends, servants, carriages, horses—and a husband.
-
-A domestic sovereign, her wishes were law. She was indulged and
-cherished in every possible way, but at the back of her mind there
-was a want; Philip, her first friend, did not love her as she loved
-him—she had bestowed her love with a fatal prodigality, whilst he
-merely cared for her as a pretty child, whom it was his pleasure to
-protect and indulge. Undoubtedly in his eyes—no matter what he said
-to the contrary—he still seemed to see her as a girl in a pigtail,
-instead of a woman who was clothed in the dignity of marriage. Nor
-had he attempted to bridge the gap of years—he was generally so
-serious—would it not have been wiser to have returned to grandmamma,
-who took nothing seriously but the pleasures of life! and—perhaps she
-would have married the young baron who had adored her. Surely it was
-better to be the one who was booted and spurred, than the one who was
-saddled and bridled.
-
-Philip was entirely engrossed in his work. He had developed into an
-official of importance. His life seemed to belong not to himself,
-much less to her, but to the Imperial Government; telegraph peons,
-mounted orderlies, and busy messengers crowded round his office, and
-it was often seven o'clock in the evening when he appeared in her
-sitting-room, looking utterly weary and fagged. Nevertheless she was
-bound to confess that he never forgot to ask her how she had spent the
-day? who had been to see her? whom she had been to see? how she had
-amused herself? This was her _rôle_; she was to play, whilst he worked.
-Then when they went out to dinners he scarcely glanced at her dress,
-and, of course, during the evening she never exchanged a word with him.
-Little did his partners guess how his wife envied them! Clever men and
-clever women absorbed all her husband's attention as their right—and
-she was deserted.
-
-Philip never appeared to realise that she looked for anything beyond
-a pretty home, pretty frocks, horses and dogs, flowers and books, and
-a running stream of amusement. He was thoughtful of her health and
-comfort, most particular in the choice of her servants and horses, and
-then, having loaded her with luxuries, he withdrew into his work, and
-it never seemed to occur to him that her life lacked anything, least of
-all his own companionship. Angel was proud, and she kept her sorrow to
-herself. Only on one occasion her feelings had broken their prison, and
-she had thrown out a hint to Mrs. Gordon, who promptly said:
-
-"Where, oh Princess, is the crumpled roseleaf? What is your desire?
-What do you lack?"
-
-"Love."
-
-"My dear Angel!" she ejaculated.
-
-"Yes—I've never had enough," she answered. "I feel something always
-starving and crying in my heart," she answered with a slight sob, and
-eyes full of tears.
-
-"You silly, sentimental goose!" cried Mrs. Gordon. "You mean the sort
-of stuff one reads about in poetry, that flames and flares up, and goes
-out like a fire of straw?"
-
-"No," rejoined the girl in a tone of repressed passion, "but a love
-that cannot endure separation—that turns away from everything in the
-world to you—that thinks of you—dreams of you—cannot live without
-you—and would die for you."
-
-"My goodness, Angel!" exclaimed her friend, aghast; "but," she went
-on reflectively, "I believe I understand what you mean, though I have
-never experienced it myself, and"—with a short sigh—"never shall. I
-am thirty-six years of age, and I shall go to my grave never having
-seen what you speak of. The love you dream of is rare—it never came
-into _my_ life."
-
-"And what do you accept instead?" asked the girl sharply.
-
-"Oh—community of interests—mutual forbearance and respect."
-
-"Which means that you forbear—and all the world respects," broke in
-the old impulsive Angel. "Oh, Elinor," startled at her companion's
-face, "forgive me."
-
-"Certainly, my dear; but of what have you to complain?"
-
-"Philip," was the unexpected answer. "He treats me as a pretty petted
-child, who has to be cared for, amused, and supplied with toys."
-
-"You forget that he has his work, his career. 'Love is of man's life
-a thing apart, 'tis woman's whole existence.' Do you want him to sit
-holding your hand, and swearing daily that he adores you?"
-
-"Yes, I do," was her reckless reply. "I should never be tired of
-hearing it." Her companion looked at her helplessly.
-
-"But, my dear child, Colonel Gascoigne has outgrown that age; he loves
-you very dearly."
-
-"As one does a canary bird," broke in Angel; "I'm a woman—not a
-domestic pet."
-
-"You are both," said Mrs. Gordon.
-
-"I've tried my very best to make him jealous."
-
-"What? Oh, Angel, you must be mad. That was playing with matches in a
-powder-mill. Do you want to ruin your life? Pray what was the result of
-your experiment?"
-
-"Ignominious failure. Philip likes me to be popular and admired. I
-thought he would be annoyed if I went out driving with Major Shafto,
-who makes amends for his former hatred by an unbounded appreciation.
-I rode and drove with him, I danced with him five times running, and
-sat out conspicuously where Philip _must_ see me; and all he said for
-my trouble and hours of boredom was, 'I'm so glad to find that you and
-old Billy are such capital friends. 'Twas never thus in childhood's
-hour!' and he laughed. I declare, I could have thrown a plate at him.
-Then I flirted desperately with General Warner, such an old darling!
-and Philip merely remarked, 'My dear child, the General is enchanted
-with you—poor old boy—he has a daughter of your age at home. I've not
-seen him so happy and so lively for ages.' Now," concluded Angel with a
-dramatic gesture, "what can you do with a husband like that?"
-
-"I should leave him severely alone and try no more experiments. Pray
-tell me, Angel, could you be jealous?"
-
-"I should think so," she answered in a flash, "furiously, fiendishly
-jealous; but that is a secret."
-
-From this long digression we must return to Angel, where she was
-perched on the edge of the old well, thinking hard, as she rested her
-chin on her hand and watched with abstracted eyes the long line of
-cattle going towards their village, amid the usual cloud of powdery
-white dust. Suddenly she sat erect; she saw Mrs. Gordon and Alan
-Lindsay approaching her. What good friends they were! and yet people
-declared that there was no such thing as friendship between a man and
-a woman, that platonics were invariably platonic on one side alone.
-What would these scoffers say to Elinor Gordon and Alan Lindsay? Of
-course the fact of Mrs. Gordon having literally dragged Alan Lindsay
-out of the jaws of death was a strong and solid foundation for their
-liking—a woman always feels tenderly towards the patient she has
-nursed from infantile weakness back to strong, manly vigour; and they
-had so much in common, their minds seemed to reflect one another, they
-sometimes said the same thing, they liked the same books and authors,
-they held similar opinions on various interesting questions, and when
-they differed, it was delightful to hear them argue; it was like two
-expert swordsmen fighting with foils—and occasionally without them.
-They would talk and urge and exhort, whilst Mr. Gordon fell asleep
-after dinner and snored lustily in the tent verandah, or returned to
-his great Persian poem; and Angel, who took but scanty part in these
-brilliant debates, being generally put to the sword at once, sat and
-knitted a sock, full of thoughts of Philip.
-
-Angel watched the advancing pair with the critical, far-seeing eyes
-of her childhood. How lovely Elinor was, with her soft dark eyes,
-her high-bred air. How happy she looked, almost radiant. They made a
-distinguished looking couple. They seemed born for one another. What a
-pity that—that—well, did Alan Lindsay ever think it was a pity? Was
-it honestly friendship only, on his part? Did she fancy that sometimes
-his voice and eyes—oh, how hateful! How dared she imagine such vile
-things? Was it possible that anyone would think of Elinor as aught
-but a martyr and a saint? Nevertheless Angel felt the waking of a
-presentiment as the couple arrived face to face with her, and within
-speaking distance.
-
-"How solemn you look—what is the matter, Mrs. Gascoigne?" called out
-Lindsay, "you might be Patience on a monument, or an angel looking for
-truth at the bottom of this well."
-
-"Am I—so—solemn?"
-
-"I should think so," said Mrs. Gordon, laughing. "You look as if you
-were trying to stare into the future. Pray what did you see—what were
-you thinking about?—in short, a penny for your thoughts."
-
-Angel felt herself colouring warmly; what would that vivacious,
-handsome couple say, were she to take them at their word, and tell them
-that she had grave misgivings of their five-years'-old friendship?
-
-"No, no," she stammered with an effort at a joke, "my thoughts are not
-in the market—they are too valuable to be bestowed."
-
-"I can guess where they were, my young Penelope—up in the Garhwal,"
-said her friend. "And now to return good for evil, I beg to inform you
-that we were talking about you."
-
-"What have you been saying?" she asked. "If it is bad, you won't tell
-me, of course?"
-
-"We were calling the roll of our acquaintance, and have come to the
-conclusion that you are the most to be envied person we know in all the
-wide world."
-
-"I?" with a short little laugh; "you are not in earnest?"
-
-"Certainly we are," replied Mr. Lindsay; "and you say that with such an
-ungrateful air. You cannot deny that you have youth, health, sufficient
-wealth—the beauty I leave you to fill in yourself—many friends—and a
-devoted husband."
-
-"Oh, yes, you mean a husband devoted to his profession," she answered
-with a smile. Was Mrs. Gascoigne in jest or earnest now? and Lindsay
-looked at her narrowly.
-
-"We did not come out like the native women to spend our time holding
-forth by the well," put in Mrs. Gordon impatiently. "Angel, the word
-is—march. You must take a good stiff walk. Let us go over to the
-village," pointing to a far distant clump of trees, "and call on the
-weaver's wife."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV
-
-THE SOOTHSAYER
-
-
-WEEK by week the great camp moved on in its stately, deliberate
-fashion, through its accustomed districts. There was not as much
-variety in the daily life as in the ever changing surroundings. Donald
-Gordon was absorbed in heavy official work by day, and heavy unofficial
-work by night. Mrs. Gordon and Alan Lindsay were unconsciously absorbed
-in one another, and pretty Mrs. Gascoigne—with her old head on young
-shoulders—appeared to be absorbed in her own thoughts. She was
-curiously silent and grave; not a trace of gay, vivacious, chattering
-Angel remained.
-
-Mr. Lindsay and Mrs. Gordon mutually wondered at the transformation,
-and solemnly compared notes. Mrs. Gordon attributed her friend's
-depression to the absence of her husband, whilst Alan Lindsay declared
-that it was due to the absence of amusements. How little did either of
-them suppose that the true cause of Mrs. Gascoigne's low spirits lay
-in themselves. Angel's quick suspicion, which had sprung to existence
-by the old well, had grown from that hour, till it became a strong,
-able-bodied fact, which thrust itself on an unwilling confidante,
-and made its voice heard; it declared lustily that there was more
-than mere gratitude and pure idyllic friendship in Alan Lindsay's
-attitude towards Elinor Gordon; something in his voice, in his manner,
-told tales. Was it possible that at thirty-six years of age, love,
-strong, impassioned love, had overtaken her friend after all? But no,
-Elinor dared not entertain him; she was a woman who would bar such
-an ill-timed visitor out—yes, with her own hand, she who had been
-the adviser, comforter, example of so many, whose influence as a good
-woman radiated afar, she to whom all the girls and young men came with
-their difficulties, drawn by her personal magnetism, who helped so many
-over "the bad places" of life, to whom everyone looked up. The noble,
-unselfish wife of tyrannical Donald Gordon, was she likely to fall
-from her high estate? As soon the moon and stars. Yet as the couple
-talked together so earnestly and so exclusively, the truth became more
-and more evident—it came and stared Angel in the face, and frightened
-her; she felt as if she were looking on at some terrible human tragedy,
-and of which she was the sole and helpless spectator. This man, Alan
-Lindsay, had found his fate too late; his fate was a jewel belonging
-to one who never valued it. And Elinor? To her thoughts and feelings
-Angel had no clue; sometimes her spirits were unusually gay, her laugh
-ringing and girlish; sometimes when she and Angel sat alone she looked
-almost old and haggard; her book or her work lay forgotten in her lap,
-her gaze was absent and introspective. Sometimes, as she sewed, she
-heaved a sudden but profound sigh.
-
-Thus they passed their days, and moved on from camping-ground to
-camping-ground, through the poppy-fields, and the cane crops of the
-fairest province; the four who sat at table together, two whom the
-inevitable had overtaken, the surly, unconscious husband, and the
-conscious looker-on.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Occasionally the camp was pitched within a ride of some little station,
-and visitors cantered out to early tea or tiffin. One day Mrs. Gordon
-entertained three guests, a man in the Opium (the worst paid department
-in India), his wife, and a girl who was on a visit with them, a pretty
-little person with a round baby face, fluffy hair, a pair of hard
-blue eyes, and an insatiable appetite for excitement. The party sat
-out in the shade of the peepul trees after tea, within view of the
-camp train—the horses and camels at their pickets, the dogs, the
-cows, the groups of servants, the scarlet and gold chuprassis lounging
-about waiting for orders, and the crowd of petitioners and villagers
-besieging the office tent.
-
-Miss Cuffe, the spoiled beauty of a tiny station, condescended to
-remark that the scene was quite imposing and picturesque.
-
-"Almost like what one would see at Drury Lane."
-
-"O horror! the pomp and glory of the Sirdar, as embodied in a great
-Indian encampment, compared to a pantomime."
-
-"I suppose you miss the theatres, Miss Cuffe?" said Lindsay, who had
-been released after a long day's work.
-
-"You are right," she answered with a coquettish simper. "I do like a
-show. I did all the plays before I came out."
-
-"And we have nothing to offer you but snake-charmers, magic wallahs,
-and fortune-tellers. I believe there is one in camp now, a renowned
-Fakir who lives in this part of the world; his fame has travelled to
-Agra."
-
-"Oh, Mr. Lindsay, do, do send for him," pleaded Miss Cuffe.
-
-"But I warn you that he is not pretty to look at; he generally
-prophesies evil things, and is, as a rule, under the influence of
-Bhang."
-
-"I don't care in the least," she cried recklessly. "Do—do send for
-him. What do you say, Mrs. Gascoigne and Mrs. Gordon?" appealing to
-them.
-
-"My fortune is told," replied Mrs. Gordon. "Fate cannot harm _me_; but
-have the Fakir by all means, if Mr. Lindsay can persuade him to appear."
-
-In another moment two messengers had been despatched in search of the
-soothsayer. Miss Cuffe resolved to make the most of the brilliant
-opportunity of cultivating Mr. Lindsay, the popular collector, who was
-said to be next heir to seven thousand a year. The best way to interest
-him, thought the shrewd little person, is to talk of his district and
-his work.
-
-"I am so ignorant, Mr. Lindsay," she remarked pathetically; "only just
-two months in India. Do tell me what all the people round here," waving
-her plump hands, "believe in?"
-
-"What an immense question!" he exclaimed. "Do you mean the peasants?"
-
-She nodded her head with an emphasis that was impressive, although all
-the time she was neither thinking nor caring about the peasants, but
-reflecting that here was a providential occasion for her to cement an
-acquaintance with this charming and eligible _parti_; the coast was
-clear from rivals; there was no one to absorb his devotion and claim
-his attention but two stupid married ladies, who had been in camp for
-weeks—and of whom he must be _so_ tired.
-
-"Well, the peasant's mental horizon is rather limited," said Mr.
-Lindsay. "He has some sort of belief in a Providence whose benevolence
-is shown in restricting malignant heavenly powers from doing mischief."
-
-"Yes," assented the girl, though she had not in the least grasped what
-he meant. "And—what else?"
-
-"Oh, well," said Lindsay, secretly amazed at this intelligent social
-butterfly, "he trusts in a host of godlings who inhabit the pile of
-stones which form the village shrine. He believes that he would live
-for ever, were it not that some devil or witch plots against his life."
-
-"And is that all that he believes in?" questioned Miss Cuffe; and she
-raised her light blue eyes to her informant's dark ones, with a look of
-tragic appeal.
-
-"By no means. He believes that it is good to feed a Brahmin, that it is
-wrong to tell a lie, unless to benefit yourself. He believes that if he
-does an impious act he may be reborn as a rat or a worm; he believes
-that woman is an inferior creature whom you may bully with impunity.
-With a man, you must be more careful."
-
-"But these are the extremely poor and uneducated," broke in Mrs.
-Gordon. "The more enlightened are different; they encourage charity,
-kindness, and simplicity; they are extremely devout—in that way they
-put many of us to shame."
-
-"And the women, how do they live? Have they no amusements?" inquired
-Miss Cuffe, turning pointedly from her hostess to the more attractive
-collector.
-
-"Amusements? They do not know the meaning of the word. They work—I am
-speaking of the peasants—from dawn till dark, helping their husbands
-with the cultivation of the land, drawing water, cooking, weaving—they
-are hags at thirty, and their only release from drudgery is an
-occasional pilgrimage. You may see them marching for days packed in a
-country cart which crawls along from week to week and stage to stage;
-at last they reach their goal, Hurdwar—or Benares. They bathe and
-worship and offer sacrifice—it is the one event of their lives, and
-assures their future."
-
-"One event," repeated Miss Cuffe. "How utterly miserable!—And what are
-their every-day habits?"
-
-"Conservative—they wear the same fashion for twenty centuries, their
-food never varies, a little pepper and spices, the only relish—the
-plough, the spinning wheel, and loom, remain unchanged in a thousand
-years; of course, I am speaking of the villagers; the townsfolk have
-watches, sewing-machines, gramaphones, and all manner of Europe
-goods, and rubbish, but the Ryot has no money or time to waste
-on such luxuries; it is all work, work, work, from generation to
-generation—the Ryot is the mainspring of the Empire."
-
-"Poor creatures," exclaimed Miss Cuffe, "what lives of hideous toil. I
-suppose they don't know what happiness and love mean?"
-
-"Oh, yes, they are sufficiently happy when they bring off a good
-bargain, and they love their plot of land, their ancestral acre, with a
-fierce devouring ardour, passing the love of women."
-
-"How much you know," sighed Miss Cuffe admiringly; "how much you tell
-me, that I never heard before."
-
-"And here comes one who will possibly impart some events which are yet
-to come," and Mr. Lindsay indicated the tall lanky figure which was
-advancing in the wake of the chuprassis.
-
-The Fakir was an old man, singularly emaciated. He wore a simple loin
-cloth and a row of huge beads; his legs were bandy, his voice was bass,
-his hair matted, in his eyes there was a piercing look bordering on
-madness. He came straight up to Lindsay and salaamed, entirely ignoring
-the opium wallah, and the three ladies.
-
-"Take off your wedding ring, and lend it to me," whispered Miss Cuffe
-to Angel, "and we will see if we cannot puzzle him."
-
-"Shall I tell the stars of the Lord Sahib only?" asked the Fakir, "and
-in his ear?"
-
-"Oh, no," responded Lindsay, "the stars of the company, and one by one,
-so that all may hear—what the fates have in store for them."
-
-"Yes, what fun it will be," said Miss Cuffe. "Mrs. Ellis," to her
-friend, "will you be done? Do, it will be so amusing."
-
-"No, thank you," said the lady, "I am quite willing to listen to your
-fortunes, but I beg to decline hearing mine."
-
-"I have heard that this man is marvellous," said her husband, "and
-greatly feared by all the neighbours."
-
-"Certainly his looks are not attractive," remarked Angel; "he seems to
-be getting impatient. Shall I break the ice—in other words, be done?"
-
-There was an immediate chorus of assent, and she rose and came forward
-to where the Fakir was squatting. He also rose and drew his lean form
-to its full length. What a contrast the two figures presented, as they
-stood face to face; denizens of the East and West. The pretty fair
-English girl, with her dainty white gown, her little vanities of chains
-and laces, her well-groomed air; and the half-naked Fakir, with his mop
-of tangled hair, his starting ribs, his wild black eyes, his chest and
-forehead daubed with ashes, and, as a background to the pair, a circle
-of watching, eager retainers, the big tree stems, the white tents, and
-the flat cultivated plains merging into the blue horizon.
-
-Angel put out her hand; the fortune-teller glanced at it curiously,
-then he looked up in her face with a strenuous stare, and there was a
-silence only broken by Miss Cuffe's titter. At last it came, a sonorous
-voice speaking as if pronouncing judgment.
-
-"Oh, yea—thou art a wife."
-
-"The servants told," giggled Miss Cuffe in an audible voice.
-
-"Hush, hush," expostulated her friend, "he is speaking."
-
-"Thou wast given to a man by a dead hand—" another pause—"he married
-thee at the bidding of a woman—his foot is on thy heart—it is well,
-lo! he is a man—and to be trusted." He paused again and salaamed to
-the earth, a sign that he had concluded, and once more squatted upon
-his heels.
-
-"What? And is that all?" exclaimed Miss Cuffe, indignantly.
-
-"I should think a little of that went a long way," observed Alan
-Lindsay, "what more would you have? He is not an ordinary magic wallah
-I can see, who promises jewels and lovers. He takes himself seriously."
-
-The Fakir now beckoned solemnly to Mrs. Gordon, who, with a half
-apologetic laugh, came forward. He looked her in the face with his
-burning eyes, and said in a harsh voice:
-
-"Where love should be—is emptiness. Where love should not be—lo!
-there it is."
-
-Angel glanced involuntarily at Mr. Lindsay; he had grown curiously
-white.
-
-"A shade cometh—I see no more." And again he dismissed his victim with
-a profound salaam.
-
-"Dear me, what rubbish it all is," protested Mrs. Gordon, as she took
-her seat with a somewhat heightened colour.
-
-"He is like Micaiah, the son of Imlah, who prophesied evil things; see,
-he is beckoning Mr. Lindsay. I wonder what terrible message he will
-deliver to him?"
-
-"Lo, here are brains," announced the seer in his sonorous
-Hindustani,—understood of all but the little spinster, "much riches. A
-heart—some talk—sore trouble. Wisdom and honour come when the head is
-white, and the heart is dead."
-
-"Now for me," cried Miss Cuffe, rubbing her hands gleefully, and
-ignorantly rushing on her fate. "I declare I am quite nervous. I
-cannot bear his eyes. Mr. Lindsay, do please stand close beside me and
-interpret." Then she beamed coquettishly on the grim native, as if she
-would exhort good fortune by her smiles.
-
-He looked at her, with fierce contempt, and said, "Lo, 'tis a weakling,
-Miss Sahib, thou art a fool; the ring belongs to the tall sad girl,
-with the hungry heart, and the daring spirit. Such a ring will never be
-thine. I smell death."
-
-"What does he say?" cried Miss Cuffe, as soon as she was dismissed. "Do
-tell me at once, Mr. Lindsay; I hope it was something good?"
-
-After an almost imperceptible pause, Mr. Lindsay replied, "He said
-the ring was not yours, it belonged to Mrs. Gascoigne. I think he was
-annoyed because you tried to get a rise out of him—he wouldn't work
-properly. I shouldn't wonder if he had cast the evil eye upon the whole
-lot of us."
-
-"What a wretch!" she protested. "I am so sorry I asked you to send for
-him. I never dreamt that he would be a repulsive old skeleton dealing
-bad luck all round. It has not been such fun after all. Oh, here is
-Mr. Gordon! Oh, Mr. Gordon," she cried, "do come and have your fortune
-told;" and her little hard eyes glittered. Miss Cuffe did not like
-the Commissioner, and saw no reason why he should be spared, when
-misfortune was being dealt out.
-
-"Give him ten rupees and he will make you a Viceroy," suggested the
-opium wallah with a laugh. "Where is the fellow? Has he gone?"
-
-Yes, he was nowhere to be seen; he had vanished mysteriously and
-without payment. By Mr. Gordon's orders, the Fakir was searched for,
-high and low; he desired to question him respecting a certain peculiar
-murder case, but all search proved unavailing; the soothsayer had
-disappeared.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV
-
-THE CHITACHAR CLUB
-
-
-THIS long, leisurely tour through the crops, the villages, the jungles,
-brought Angel into more intimate touch with India than in all the
-previous years she had been in the country. Her knowledge of the
-language was an immense assistance to her; she had a keen enjoyment
-of the picturesque, a quick eye for character, and the rural life and
-scenery offered her a profoundly interesting study. Many an afternoon,
-accompanied by an escort of the camp dogs, including her own fox
-terriers, Sam and John, she took long walks or rides in its vicinity.
-These excursions afforded her far more pleasure than sitting under the
-tent flies, watching, with irrepressible yawns the interminable chess
-tournament between Mrs. Gordon and the collector—chess being a form of
-amusement which was beyond her intellectual grasp—or listening to Mr.
-Lindsay as he read aloud,—and he read extremely well,—choice bits of
-Ruskin, Walter Pater, and Rossetti.
-
-But Angel required more variety—more actual life. She made her way
-into the huts of the peasant women, and talked to them eagerly, as they
-spun, or ground millet, or she joined the children among the crops, as
-they scared the flocks of monkeys and parrots, and cut grass for the
-buffaloes. Some were old friends she had made two years previously, and
-one and all welcomed the fair lady, and confided to her their joys,
-their sorrows, and their schemes. How well she appeared to understand;
-she gave them small presents, of amazing magnificence in their eyes,
-and a sympathy that was still more surprising.
-
-How hard their lives were, she said to herself continually—lives of
-unceasing, monotonous toil, though they had not to bear the winter cold
-and privations of the English poor, but too often famine and pestilence
-stalked hand-in-hand through their land. And yet how cheerful they
-appeared, how they loved their plot of land, trusted their affairs
-to their family priest, their future to the village god, found their
-amusements in the veriest trifles, and were content with their fate.
-
-But the beautiful, fair English lady was not content with her fate—oh,
-no; much less with that which her clear eyes discerned, the fate which
-was rapidly overtaking her best friend.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The camp sometimes found itself in the vicinity of a large station,
-where it had its own quarters in the dignified seclusion of a mango
-tope, far aloof from bungalows, barracks, and bazaar. It came to pass
-that one morning Mr. Gordon's tents were pitched under a grove, not
-far from Chitachar cantonment, an out-of-the-way place, with a small
-garrison, and a sociable community. The chief residents called on Mrs.
-Gordon, the party were made honorary members of mess and club, the
-bazaar master sent an oblation of flowers and fruit, and the nearest
-local Thalukdar galloped in with his ragged horsemen to pay his
-respects to the Commissioner. Chitachar had been a post of importance
-previous to the mutiny, much fighting had it witnessed; here and there
-a small walled-in space, resembling a garden, exhibited not merely
-shrubs and flowering trees, but tombstones. Desperate actions had been
-fought in unexpected localities, and even now it was whispered that the
-old commissariat stores,—formerly a fort,—were well supplied with
-water and ammunition, "in case anything should happen." Surely nothing
-could ever disturb the calm of this peaceful spot, with its plains of
-green turf, the resort of cricketers and children, and its bungalows
-embowered in roses, its majestic trees and English-looking church?
-
-Mr. Gordon liked Chitachar; it was his first station in India; thirty
-years previously he had arrived here as a raw-boned Scotchman, dour,
-clever, and sternly determined to get on. Here, he had lived in one
-of the cheapest bungalows in the cheapest fashion; here he had learnt
-Hindustani, self-confidence, and self-control. Here, he had nearly been
-fool enough to marry the daughter of a railway contractor; here, he
-returned a great man, travelling in semi-regal state, drawing a large
-income, the little king of the whole district.
-
-Mrs. Gordon, Mr. Lindsay, and Angel, availed themselves promptly of the
-use of the station club. It was a modest establishment in comparison
-to the one at Ramghur: merely a long, flat-roofed building opening on
-the road, and overlooking the green plain, surrounded with bungalows
-and gardens. Immediately in front were two tennis courts, and a raised
-structure resembling a band-stand, where people assembled to drink tea.
-In the interior were two large rooms, divided by a screen; in one,
-stood a venerable billiard table, in the other, a round table covered
-with magazine and papers. The walls of both were lined with books,
-and at the back ran dressing-rooms, and a lair, where the club peon
-boiled hot water, and made out the accounts. The resources of the club
-were pathetically limited, nevertheless it was most popular; all the
-community assembled there every afternoon, and many people at home in
-Cheltenham, Bayswater, and elsewhere, still cherish kindly memories of
-the Chitachar club.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When Mrs. Gordon and her small party entered this popular resort, it
-was empty; the members were playing badminton or polo, or riding and
-driving in the neighbourhood (there was a choice of no less than four
-routes, including the cutcha road, and the old boat bridge). No one was
-to be found on the premises but a bearer, who was dressing the lamps,
-and a dog, who lay in the verandah catching flies.
-
-"What furniture!" said Angel, looking about her. "Did you ever see such
-a sofa, and such chairs—they must have come out of the ark."
-
-"More likely they came out of some bungalow looted in the Mutiny forty
-years ago, and then sold back to 'the sahibs,'" said Lindsay; "what
-tales they might tell!"
-
-"I am glad they are not gifted with speech," said Angel, with a shudder.
-
-"And the funny old prints, and the funny rules," said Mrs. Gordon, now
-criticising in her turn. "Any new books? No, as old as the hills,"
-taking up two or three, "and the magazines of last year. I wonder how
-it feels to live in such a sleepy hollow?"
-
-"Rather agreeable," replied Lindsay. "I think I shall come here for
-the rest cure. I find they have the daily papers, including the _Pi_,"
-glancing at the _Pioneer_. "Mrs. Gascoigne, did you see that nice
-little part about your husband? I meant to tell you yesterday."
-
-"Where?" asked Angel eagerly, coming to the table as she spoke.
-
-He placed the paper before her, and indicated the place, as she sank
-into a chair.
-
-"Not much to do here?" he remarked, turning to the other lady, who was
-now rooting among the book shelves, and raised a flushed face and pair
-of dusty gloves.
-
-"What do you think?" she cried, "there is a first edition of 'Adam
-Bede,' one volume missing, and a battered copy of Dr. Syntax—a first
-edition of 'Vilette'—what treasures!"
-
-"I should not be surprised if you unearthed one of the books of the
-Vedas in a place like this," said Lindsay, contemptuously, "or the
-manuscript copy of 'Æsop's Fables.'"
-
-"I don't suppose the club has bought any new novels within the memory
-of living man," said Mrs. Gordon.
-
-"Probably not," said Lindsay. "I have no doubt that local topics and
-station gossip, amply supply the place of current fiction. There is
-nothing novel or interesting in the place. I am convinced that even the
-latest news is last year's scandal."
-
-"How you do despise this poor old place!" remonstrated Mrs. Gordon. "I
-don't believe they ever gossip here, except about cooks and the price
-of kerosene oil. It's not at all a bad little club; it is quiet and
-unpretentious, and——"
-
-"And dull," supplemented Lindsay with energy. "Come, let us go for a
-walk outside, and take a turn round the polo ground. What do you say,
-Mrs. Gascoigne? Or are you too grand, in consequence of your husband's
-achievements, to be seen with _us_?"
-
-"Thank you, I think I'll remain in this funny old club," she replied,
-raising her head with a smile. "I want to look at the papers—perhaps
-I shall steal some of the books, and hear some of the gossip? At any
-rate, I can find my way back alone."
-
-As she spoke, she reached for a weekly illustrated, and the other two,
-with an unacknowledged sense of relief, walked forth side by side into
-the beautiful Eastern evening.
-
-Angel sat with her elbows planted on the table, absorbed in a story,
-till she was roused by footsteps and voices, the sound of ponies
-clattering up to the door, of men shouting for syces: people poured in,
-as it were, in a body. She felt a little shy, and hid herself as well
-as she could behind her paper. Those who noticed her casually, merely
-saw the top of a hat, and a white sleeve, and took for granted that she
-was one of the strangers from the camp.
-
-Billiard balls began to be knocked about, lamps were lit, several
-ladies came to the table, some took up papers, and all talked.
-
-"And so the Evanses have got their orders," said a deep voice beside
-Angel, addressing her _vis-à-vis_, a handsome, rather haggard woman of
-thirty, dressed in a pretty pink cotton and a fashionable hat.
-
-"I'm very sorry," she responded, "we shall miss them dreadfully—I've
-bespoke their cook."
-
-"Well, he will console you—being the best in the station. I wanted him
-myself," said Deep Voice; "now I must wait till you go."
-
-"But I shall probably carry him off," retorted the other lady with a
-laugh. "Any news in the papers?"
-
-"Not a word," replied Deep Voice, "I read them all this morning,"
-pushing over the _Pioneer_. "There is something about a man I knew when
-I was a girl—a Colonel Gascoigne—he has got on wonderfully—he can't
-be forty. We come from the same part of the world."
-
-"Oh!" indifferently, reaching for the paper with a jingling of bangles,
-"was he, by any chance, the Gascoigne who broke his heart for Lola
-Waldershare?"
-
-"Why," ejaculated Deep Voice, leaning forward and speaking with
-unexpected animation, "of course he was—she was Lola Hargreaves then.
-We lived within a mile of one another—my father was the rector of
-Earlsmead. I remember as if it happened last week, how excited we were
-when Philip and Lola were engaged; she was only about sixteen—they
-had always been devoted to one another, and made such a pretty pair,
-as romantic-looking as Paul and Virginia—and as young;" she paused,
-slightly out of breath.
-
-"Do go on," drawled Pink Gown, "I know Virginia—she was not
-drowned—and she did not marry Paul."
-
-"No, though they were engaged for years. Mr. Hargreaves, her father,
-got into terrible difficulties, and Lola gave up Philip, and married an
-enormously rich old man—simply to save her family from ruin."
-
-"Oh!" exclaimed the other lady—it was a most eloquent, incredulous
-monosyllable—"and, pray, what became of Paul?"
-
-"He came tearing home from some place abroad, but it was all no
-good—it was a question of money and mortgages, and keeping the old
-place. He was frightfully cut up, for he was madly in love with Lola;
-he went straight off to India, where, I believe, he has remained ever
-since."
-
-All this time Angel was wedged in tightly between the deep voice on one
-side, and a lady who was conscientiously doing the _World_ acrostic on
-the other. Her parasol she had flung down on the middle of the table,
-where it was now half covered with papers; she, herself, was entirely
-concealed behind the weekly _Puppet Show_, though she could not see
-a picture, or read a line of print. Should she dash down her screen,
-snatch her parasol, and fly? While she was anxiously debating the
-question, Pink Dress said:
-
-"Mr. Waldershare is dead, and his widow is not wealthy; in fact, she is
-cut off with an annuity of four hundred pounds a year, so perhaps she
-will come out here and look for her old love."
-
-"Too late," announced Deep Voice, with tragic emphasis (she had the
-voice of a stage queen); "he is married—he married two years ago."
-
-"Oh, really; I did not know."
-
-"If you had been out here two years ago, you would have heard a good
-deal about it. He married his ward, a giddy child, who ran away to him
-from school. When she arrived, he was fearfully taken aback—and so was
-the station."
-
-"I suppose Mrs. Grundy kicked and screamed?"
-
-"Yes; she did not believe in a guardian of six-and-thirty and a ward of
-eighteen; so, although Major Gascoigne moved heaven and earth to get
-out of it, he was forced to marry the girl."
-
-There was a choking gasp beside Deep Voice, which she attributed to a
-dog under the table (for dogs and children were alike admitted into the
-Chitachar club).
-
-"And how does Paul hit it off with the child of impulse?" inquired Pink
-Dress.
-
-"Oh, pretty well—on the non-intervention system."
-
-"I see—gives her her head—and she turns the heads of the station
-subalterns?"
-
-"I cannot say; I never heard anything about her, except that she is
-very pretty. Her grandmother is Lady Augusta Gascoigne."
-
-"You don't say so! Then Virginia the second is no _ingénue_," and Pink
-Gown nodded her hat till the feathers waved again.
-
-"Lola was lovely," continued her friend, with enthusiasm. "She was
-deeply attached to Philip, and she sacrificed her happiness for her
-family. Oh, it was wonderful."
-
-"You mean that she was really in love with this young Gascoigne?"
-
-"Oh, yes," speaking with all her heart.
-
-"Then if she ever comes across her first love—if they meet now she is
-free——"
-
-This aspiration was just beyond the limits of Angel's fortitude; she
-put down her screen very quickly, and exhibited a ghastly face, as
-she bent over, murmured something to Mrs. Deep Voice, then rose to
-her feet, with a faint, "Will you kindly?" to her neighbours, as she
-extricated her chair; but she carried her head with the pride of all
-the "De Roncevalles," as she walked slowly out of the Chitachar club.
-Several men, who were smoking in the verandah, followed the girl's
-graceful figure with approving eyes, as she stepped out into the cool
-starlight.
-
-"One of the ladies from the camp," remarked one. "She is pretty enough
-if she did not look so confoundedly seedy."
-
-There was a clear young moon, as well as the bright stars, to light
-Angel back to the tent. Everyone else had their chokedar in waiting,
-with his big stick and lantern, as the roads were frequented by
-Karites—(a deadly form of small snake resembling a bit of a broken
-branch on which the unwary may tread, and die within the hour). Karites
-had no respect whatever for the moon—she belonged to them—but they
-were afraid of big moons held close to them, accompanied by clumping
-sticks, and slid away nervously when they were approaching.
-
-Angel hurried homewards, totally ignorant of her danger, and as she
-rushed along, she noticed two figures,—at whom the young moon stared
-with merciless severity. They were advancing very slowly—yes, halting
-occasionally to talk—but oh, she had no heart for other people's
-troubles now. To think of Lola, whom she had detested, giving up
-Philip—the idea was almost too immense to grasp—and marrying an
-old man, in order to save her family. Oh, what self-sacrifice, what
-a common, selfish, every-day creature she was in comparison! Such
-nobility was beyond her reach, and if Mr. Waldershare had died a year
-sooner, if she had not rushed out so madly and hampered Philip with
-herself, he and Lola might have been happy after all. As she stumbled
-into her tent, and flung herself on her bed, she was once more the
-old emotional Angel, agonising with the misery of her aching heart.
-There were three people who were bound to be unhappy—two as long as
-she lived and stood between them, and she was the younger by many
-years. What a prospect! Angel was experiencing the hopeless agony of
-an exceptional soul; the closing of adverse powers round a passionate
-strength, that would carve its way freely, and as she crushed her face
-into her pillow she moaned:
-
-"Oh, poor Philip—poor Lola—and poor me!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-"What did she say to you?" asked Pink Gown eagerly, as soon as Angel
-had trailed away into the verandah. "I never saw such a pair of tragic
-blue eyes; she was white to the very lips. Do you think she has been
-taken ill? You know that tope is notoriously feverish."
-
-"You will never guess what she said," stuttered the other lady, who
-was almost purple in the face, and whose expression and gaspings
-threatened apoplexy. "She—she—said, 'Excuse me—but I think I ought
-to tell you—that I am—Mrs. Gascoigne.'"
-
-Sensation.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A sensation which circulated round the table, and thrilled the little
-circle; such a sensation had not been experienced since the hailstones
-in the thunderstorm had broken the skylight, and hopped about on the
-billiard-table. On the present occasion, the sensation was limited to
-the ladies, and a proud woman was she, who could rehearse effectively
-the little scene, as she sat at dinner, to the partner of her joys and
-jokes. In about twenty minutes' time, when the ladies had somewhat
-recovered from the shock, and had done their best to recall and
-recapitulate what had been said—and what had _not_ been said—Mrs.
-Fitzjohn and Mrs. Danvers, the deep-voiced matron, resumed their
-conversation, the latter was really eager to talk of her old friend
-Lola.
-
-"Is it not strange that you and I should be discussing Lola Hargreaves,
-and that just here in this little out-of-the-way station, are two of
-her friends. The world is a small place. Have you seen her lately?"
-
-"About a year ago; but I only know her as Mrs. Waldershare, and I would
-not call myself—her friend——"
-
-"No?" sitting up rather aghast. "She used to be such a nice girl, and
-so pretty, and popular."
-
-"Oh, she is very good-looking indeed, but I would scarcely label her as
-_nice_. She is a desperate gambler—that is no secret. Mr. Waldershare
-found her out, and had twice to pay enormous sums she lost at Monte
-Carlo."
-
-"Dear me—it seems incredible."
-
-"Yes, for she is so charming and seductive—she deceives casual
-acquaintances. All the world gaped when they read the epitome of Reuben
-Waldershare's will, and that he left a million and a half, and to his
-wife nothing but a pittance and her personal belongings."
-
-"Then—then——" stammered the parson's daughter, "I'm afraid—she must
-have been foolish?"
-
-"If you mean that she flirted—no, never, unless there was something to
-gain by it. But she is one of those what I call trampling women, who
-are determined to get all the good out of life—no matter who suffers."
-
-"My dear Mrs. Fitzjohn," said Deep Voice, and in that voice there was
-a loud note of indignation, "Lola Hargreaves was never like _this_.
-She sacrificed herself entirely for her family, as I've told you. Mr.
-Waldershare helped her father, and saved him from disgrace—saved the
-estates, too. I was her bridesmaid," speaking as if this alone were
-a certificate of virtue. "And I never saw anyone look so white in my
-life. Oh yes, she sacrificed herself—we all felt that."
-
-"Sacrificed herself for—herself," retorted Pink Gown, vindictively,
-"I'm afraid she must be greatly changed since you knew her."
-
-"I do not see why she should."
-
-"Her one passion is gambling."
-
-"Oh, well, of course it is in the family—her father ruined himself."
-
-"I went home with her on board ship from Egypt; she always made me
-think of Cleopatra, the serpent of the old Nile; she was so long and
-willowy, and seemed to twine and glide about, and to fascinate. She
-only exercised her fascinations on rich men, and that but seldom; but
-if they went and sat by her deck-chair they were lost! Mr. Waldush
-would talk to them, and dazzle them, and then say: 'Shall we have
-a little game?' She won large sums, and never showed the smallest
-excitement, and when she gathered up her winnings with her long white
-lingers, would say, in her sweetest manner, 'Oh, you should have played
-this, or that, card.' She is a marvellous player; and has the brain of
-a mathematician, the men declared."
-
-"I'm glad she has even that," rejoined her bridesmaid, with
-considerable heat. "I speak of Lola as I found her, and I stick to the
-fact that she gave up Gascoigne to save Earlsmead from going to the
-hammer, and to provide for her mother and brothers," and there was more
-than a suspicion of sharpness in the key.
-
-"And I," said Mrs. Fitzjohn, "stick to the fact that Earlsmead went to
-the hammer; that the pecuniary help was comparatively insignificant.
-I speak with authority, as my sister is married to Edgar Hargreaves,
-Lola's eldest brother. The place is gone from him and his heirs for
-ever; they can just barely get along, and no more. Lola had no idea
-of marrying a sub. in the Sappers when she could marry a millionaire
-with forty thousand a year—she said so; and I know that she gave
-old Mr. Waldershare any amount of encouragement; in fact, she threw
-herself at his feet." Mrs. Danvers, of the Deep Voice, threw up her
-head indignantly, and glared at her opponent, but made no reply. "Lola
-Waldershare is one of those women who knows exactly what she wants—and
-gets it."
-
-"She did not gain much by her marriage, at any rate," argued her
-bridesmaid, with a sneer.
-
-"Only ten years' enjoyment of every imaginable luxury," retorted the
-other lady; "carriages, diamonds, society, admiration, excitement, the
-spending of immense sums of money—on herself——" Mrs. Danvers merely
-gave a dry, incredulous cough, and began to put on her gloves. "I fancy
-she is rather at a loose end now," resumed Mrs. Hargreaves's sister,
-speaking in a cool but acrimonious key; "roaming about, most likely,
-seeking whom she may devour. If she ranges out here, she will probably
-fasten on the Gascoignes; and I shall be sincerely sorry for that
-pretty, conscientious girl, who gave us all such a shock just now."
-
-"If she 'ranges out here,' as you so elegantly express it, she will
-have no occasion to fasten on anyone," rejoined Mrs. Danvers, with
-temper; "her home will be with me, her girl friend, her bridesmaid. I
-shall ask her—indeed, I shall wire to her—at once."
-
-"I doubt if she would find scope for her enchantments in Chitachar,"
-said Mrs. Fitzjohn; "there is not an open carriage, a roulette board,
-or a rich man, in the station. However, you may send off your
-telegram, and enjoy her society immediately," and she pointed to a list
-of arrivals at Bombay.
-
-"The sooner I see her, the better I shall be pleased," said Mrs.
-Danvers, in a voice resembling the trumpeting of an elephant. "I shall
-send a wire now. I can't think how I overlooked the passenger lists."
-
-As she spoke she put down the paper, pushed back her chair, and left
-the table.
-
-At any rate, she had secured that consolation prize, 'the last word.'
-And if Lola Waldershare did nothing else, if she never set foot in
-the station, at least she had been the means of occasioning a lasting
-antagonism between two of the very few ladies, in the Chitachar Club.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI
-
-IN ANGEL'S TENT
-
-
-SEVERAL guests from the station were added to the camp dinner
-table, the Commissioner's Khansamah contrived an impressive
-_mènu_, and a dazzling display of plate and flowers. The wine was
-incomparable—though the host greatly preferred Scotch whisky—and
-everything and everyone contributed to a pleasant evening, except
-Donald Gordon, who, as usual, devoured the meal in silence, and Mrs.
-Gascoigne, who was depressingly dumb, and most startlingly pale. In
-answer to enquiries, she pleaded a bad headache, and after the ladies
-had risen, departed to her tent.
-
-The camp moved on the following morning, and as Angel rode past the
-insignificant little club, she gazed at it with a curious expression
-on her face. To her, it represented the temple of truth. Well, after
-all—truth was everything, she said to herself,—nothing else was of
-the same value, hopes and fears, rights and wrongs, shrivelled to dust,
-in the presence of truth.
-
-Days went by, and Angel still remained silent, pale, and self-absorbed,
-her spirits occasionally rising to their normal height, then falling
-far below zero. One evening, as she was going to bed, and sat brushing
-her mane of hair with listless hand, the tent flap was abruptly raised,
-and Mrs. Gordon entered.
-
-"My dear child," she said, "I'm not going to stand this any longer.
-What is the matter? Even my husband has noticed you—it is something
-more than a common headache. Now, Angel, surely you will tell me?"
-
-"Yes," she answered with sudden passion, and she tossed her hair back,
-and looked fixedly at her visitor. "It is not a headache which hurts
-me—but a terrible heartache."
-
-"What!" in a horrified voice. "Oh, no, Angel—no."
-
-"Yes—sit down there on my bed, and I will tell you all about it—and
-then——" heaving a quick breath, "you will have to tell me—something."
-
-Mrs. Gordon accepted the invitation in puzzled silence, and Angel
-pursued.
-
-"You remember the evening we were at Chitachar Club, rummaging among
-all the fusty old books, and how I stayed behind, and joked about
-listening to gossip—when you and Mr. Lindsay went out?"
-
-Mrs. Gordon nodded, and coloured faintly.
-
-"I heard more gossip than I expected! After a time a crowd came in,
-and two ladies sat close beside me, so closely that I could hardly
-move my elbows. They began to discuss a certain Mrs. Waldershare, a
-widow"—here Angel stood erect in the middle of the tent, with a mantle
-of flowing fair hair over her white dressing-gown—"who jilted Philip
-years ago." Mrs. Gordon sat erect and gave a little gasp. "He was
-always devoted to her, ever since they were playfellows,—now she is
-free—but he is married."
-
-"Why, of course he is!" cried Mrs. Gordon, recovering her wits, "what
-nonsense this is, Angel. Why are you so tragic? you only want a dagger
-to be Lady Macbeth!"
-
-"Please let me go on—the lady said 'Yes, he is married to a mere chit,
-a child, his ward, who ran away to him from school—he had to marry
-her, though he moved heaven and earth to get out of it.' Now"—and here
-Angel took a deep breath, and turned a pair of agonised eyes on her
-companion—"tell me—dear—good friend—is this the truth, that the
-station opinion was so strong, that Philip was—forced—to marry—me?
-Yes, yes, you have grown red—my God!—it is true." And Angel threw
-her brush to the end of the tent, and suddenly sank on the ground, and
-buried her head in her hands.
-
-Mrs. Gordon instantly bent over, and put her arms tenderly round the
-girl, whose form now shook with hard, dry sobs.
-
-"And, oh! I loved him so," she moaned, "and he married me from
-pity—you remember what the fortune-teller said—that a man had married
-me at the bidding of a woman—that woman was _you_—" she cried
-suddenly, raising her head, and wrenching herself free. "Oh, how could
-you degrade me like that? How could you—be so wicked?"
-
-"Now listen to me, Angel," urged her friend soothingly. "Do hear what I
-have to say."
-
-"No, no, no," she sobbed, "you will try to excuse it—you will tell me
-lies."
-
-"I will not, Angel—upon my honour."
-
-Angel flung back her hair, and stood up expectant, whilst Mrs. Gordon
-resumed her place on the camp cot.
-
-"When—when—" she began, and her lips felt hard and dry, "you came
-out so suddenly, you were guilty of a most unpardonable act—it was
-very wrong."
-
-"It was very wrong to vilify my mother," interrupted the girl
-passionately.
-
-"Perhaps so, but you know you undertook the trip, half as a joke,
-thanks to your giddy young friend; you never realised the years that
-had drawn you and Philip closer together, that he was comparatively
-young, and unmarried, that you were a grown-up woman. If you had—you
-would not have come—confess, that this fact struck you the instant you
-met him? Come, now, Angel, be honest."
-
-"Yes, of course, I will be honest—you are right—it did, and I was
-simply horrified," admitted Angel gravely. "I had expected a man, a
-little stout, and bald, and grey—you see, I had no photograph to guide
-me, and six or seven years are ages at my time of life, more than
-twenty later on. The moment I saw Philip, I realised the awful mistake
-I had made, and felt almost inclined to turn and run away back into the
-wet jungle, but I pulled myself together, and did my best to carry it
-off with a high hand; there was nothing else to do."
-
-"I know that Mrs. Flant and her sister discovered you
-_tête-à-tête_—you, a young girl, and unchaperoned. Then it seems
-that you attracted Miss Ball's admirer, this was too much for her
-forbearance; to avenge herself she told a story to the station, she
-and Mrs. Flant whispered that they did not believe you were only just
-out—or as simple as you pretended. They said you had possibly—no,
-I won't go on," as Angel's face grew fixed and ghastly. "The talk
-had become a clamour by the time Philip appeared; perhaps you may
-understand the whisperings, the silences, and the curt refusals of our
-invitations, that puzzled us so much?"
-
-"I understand—all—_now_."
-
-"Then of course Philip had to be told. At first he absolutely refused
-to believe his ears, but the lie had had a long start, and was strong
-and unflinching. He did not wish to marry you——"
-
-"So the other woman said."
-
-"He thought you much too young; he declared you should see the world,
-and make your choice, and not be put off with a dull old bachelor. He
-was thinking of you, he was indeed, Angel," trying to reach Angel's
-hand, but she twisted it away, "he loves you very sincerely, and
-loyally in his own way. Has he not made you an admirable husband? There
-is the answer to that silly woman's chatter. Don't you believe, my
-dear," and she now took Angel's hand firmly in hers, "that he loves
-you?"
-
-"Yes," rudely snatching her fingers away, "precisely as he did
-when I was a little girl at school, not with all his soul, and all
-his strength, as he loved Lola—not"—drawing a long breath, and
-transfixing her friend with her eyes—"as Alan Lindsay—loves you."
-
-"Angel! What do you mean!" stammered the receiver of this rude shock,
-and the slumbering fire in her dark eyes kindled to a blaze. "How dare
-you?"
-
-"Why should I not dare?" demanded the girl fiercely, "this is the
-place and time for plain speaking—lip to lip and eye to eye. Philip
-is straight, as they called him—_he_ would never make love to a
-married woman—not even," and she gave an odd laugh, "to his own wife.
-He is careful of my health, of the horses I ride, the people I know,
-he jumps up when I enter a room, he hurries to fetch me a wrap, but he
-never—_never_ kisses my work, or my book, when I am not looking—nor
-waits patiently for hours to have a word with me—alone—as a man we
-know, waits for—you."
-
-"Angel—Mrs. Gascoigne," said her listener, who had suddenly assumed
-all the dignity of the wife of the Commissioner, "you have taken leave
-of your senses. You have had—a—a—sunstroke."
-
-"No—no—I am quite sane, thank you," she replied, "and perfectly
-cool-headed; you may remember that as a child I was very sharp at
-seeing things that never occurred to other people. The faculty has
-not deserted me. I believe all women are possessed of an instinct,
-and recognise love when they see it. Dear Elinor, do forgive me," she
-pleaded, and her voice broke, "because I love you, and I have so few
-to love. If I do not speak to you—who will dare? My sight is terribly
-keen—I cannot help it—I cannot help seeing that Philip does not love
-me—that Alan Lindsay does love you." She paused for a moment, threw
-back her hair, and went on, standing directly before her companion, who
-sat on the side of the cot with a countenance as expressionless as a
-mask, "You are beautiful—you are sympathetic—you are good," continued
-the girl in a clear ringing voice, "all the world knows you, as the
-admirable wife of—a block—of Aberdeen granite. Half the young men
-and the girls in the district have come under your influence—which
-has always been noble and pure. It is as far-reaching and penetrating
-as the sun—it is your responsibility; and now love has come to claim
-you—and you are in danger, or why these long walks, and absorbing
-conversations, and early strolls to see the sun rise, and late
-strolls to see the moon rise? No one has recognised the danger but we
-three—you and I and Mr. Lindsay. You must send him away—before it is
-too late."
-
-With her white robe, flowing locks, and earnest and impassioned face,
-Angel might almost have stood for a picture of her namesake.
-
-"It is strange," began her companion in a husky voice, "that you should
-be exhorting me—a woman who is fourteen years older than yourself—who
-remembers you a child."
-
-"Yes, it is strange—it is, I'm afraid, unpardonable. I expect you will
-send me back to Marwar to-morrow, and I am ready to go. I feel that
-I must speak, and risk your friendship—for your own sake;" then she
-added, "Oh, have I not said, and seen—what is true?"
-
-The immediate answer was long delayed, then suddenly Mrs. Gordon bent
-her head upon her hands, and burst into tears; at last she looked up
-with streaming eyes, and said:
-
-"Yes, your vision is clear;—I will not palter or fight off, or
-equivocate,—I do love Alan. Oh, what a relief it is to speak aloud,
-what I have scarcely dared to whisper to my own heart. Love has come to
-me at last; hitherto I have starved in the midst of plenty, now cruel
-fate has brought me a great gift—which I may not accept. I nursed Alan
-back to life—he had gone to the very edge of the grave, and he says
-my voice recalled him; that he loved me, only dawned upon me recently;
-he has never dared to tell me in so many words, but I know it, and
-the fact fills me with almost intolerable joy. My husband is cold and
-formal; I was freezing into the same mould. Alan has melted my heart;
-I've warmed my hands before the fire of life——"
-
-"Yes," interrupted Angel, finishing the quotation, "but it does not
-sink—nor are you ready to depart! Elinor, I beseech you, send Mr.
-Lindsay away. You are not as other women—you have a name and example
-to live up to; your influence has been like a star, which, if it falls,
-means black darkness to hundreds."
-
-"You need not be afraid, Angel," said Mrs. Gordon with a sob; "I will
-never succumb—with God's help—but you do not realise what it is, to
-starve and shiver for years, and then be offered your heart's desire,
-only to refuse it; a supreme influence seems to have taken possession
-of me, undefinable, and impalpable, but real and actual, as light or
-the electric current. But I see that you despise me; in your eyes I
-have fallen from my high estate," and she rose and threw her arms
-tightly round Angel. "Yes, I despise myself."
-
-"Promise me that you will send him away," whispered Angel.
-
-"Yes, yes—that I promise. When we return to Marwar, he goes to
-England, and we shall never—never—meet again. Oh—never."
-
-"Goes to England?" repeated Angel, incredulously.
-
-"He succeeded to his property some time ago, but has kept the matter
-quiet, and remains out in India for——"
-
-"For your sake," interrupted Angel; "I understand. Well, I hope he will
-go soon."
-
-Mrs. Gordon shivered involuntarily.
-
-"It is strange—or is it not strange—that your husband has never
-noticed how friendly Mr. Lindsay is—with you?"
-
-"No, no; he attributes it all entirely to himself. It would be
-impossible for him to realise that I could attract anyone in that way."
-
-"And he is an old mole, grubbing away at the story of the love of
-Shireen and Ferhad, and never sees the real story which is enacted
-before his eyes."
-
-"Oh, Angel, don't say such things, my dear—they hurt—they hurt."
-
-"Yes, the truth is painful," acknowledged Angel. "I am brutal to
-you—because it hurts me. It is the truth that my husband's heart
-belongs to another woman. I cannot blame him; once and for ever, it is
-as it should be—and she is so beautiful, not only her face, but her
-character is lovely and noble. It is all a little hard on me, yet truth
-forces me to confess that there is no one to reproach but myself. Oh,
-what ease and comfort it would give me if I could blame some one. I
-threw myself upon Philip without thought or reflection, and I have cast
-myself between him and the woman he loves, and is now free to marry
-him—only for me—only for me—they would both be happy. I learnt all
-this at the little Chitachar Club. Listeners certainly hear bad news of
-themselves."
-
-"My dear Angel, you are much too sensitive—you are morbid,"
-interrupted her friend; "but you know the saying,
-
- 'Le temps passe,
- L'eau coule,
- Le cœur oublie.'
-
-Philip has forgotten his first love years ago."
-
-"No, no; Philip never forgets anything, and I should never have heard
-about Lola, only in the way I did. They loved each other as children.
-They love one another still. As I lie there on this little bed, do you
-know that I sometimes pray to die—a quiet, easy death—to sleep, and
-never wake. It would mean so much happiness to others—and—here she
-choked down a sob—"I don't think anyone would be very sorry, or miss
-me much—except the dogs, and you."
-
-"Oh, Angel!" exclaimed her companion, "my dear child, you must
-_not_ talk like this. I cannot imagine where you get hold of such
-extraordinarily wild ideas. If anything happened to you—it would break
-Philip's heart; he——"
-
-"He," interrupted his wife, "would marry Lola within six months—or
-less. I hope so—tell him."
-
-"Elinor," growled a voice, outside the flap of the tent, "what the
-devil do you mean by having lights burning at this hour and talking
-and disturbing people, and keeping Mrs. Gascoigne out of her bed? Go
-back to your own tent at once—come, don't dawdle," and Elinor, having
-embraced her guest, swiftly obeyed her lord and master.
-
-It was noticed that the delightful cold weather camp, usually so
-bracing and health-giving, had evidently been of no benefit to the two
-friends. When they returned to the station, people declared that they
-had never seen Mrs. Gordon look so fagged—no, not in the cholera year
-even, when she had nearly worked herself to death; and pretty Mrs.
-Gascoigne had not only lost her colour, but her spirits.
-
-What had they been doing to themselves, or one another? Was it possible
-that they had quarrelled?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII
-
-"THE SIN"
-
-
-COLONEL and Mrs. Gascoigne sat in their cool matted verandah drinking
-early morning tea, and watching the malees splashing water over the
-plants from their primitive earthern chatties, and the syce cutting
-luscious green lucerne for the expectant horses. Their only companions
-were the fox-terriers, Sam and John, and any description of the
-Gascoigne _ménage_ which omitted these gentlemen would be inadequate
-and incomplete. They were twins, and as unlike in appearance and
-disposition as it was possible to be. Sam was a remarkably handsome
-dog, exhibiting all the best points of his race. He had a black
-face, bright tan eyebrows, and silky white ears; his disposition was
-sporting, affectionate, easy-going, and game, but his intellect was not
-brilliant. On the other hand, his brother was endowed with the master
-mind; _he_ planned, and Sam carried out. It was John's great brain
-that found means to extricate them when they got into nasty scrapes
-connected with breakages, pet rabbit-killing, and egg scandals. In the
-clever discovery of other dogs' bone stores in ferreting out useful
-short cuts and rare sport, John was prominently to the front. Sam was a
-determined hatter—and, alas, "catter"—of unwearying energy and speed,
-but not insensible to luxury, caresses, and praise. He liked to lie
-on a lady's lap—although he weighed twenty-one solid pounds of bone
-and muscle. He liked to be petted, and to have his throat scratched,
-and to repose in the middle of a soft down quilt (he being muddy or
-otherwise); but he was so handsome, and so insinuating, that his wishes
-were generally gratified.
-
-Sam was a nice, simple, unaffected dog, and a general favourite.
-John was stout, well set on his legs, with no approach to style or
-pedigree; his head was too round, his nose too short—foolish people
-declared he had "a pretty face," and judges admitted that his cat-like
-paws were models. He abhorred all endearments and liberties—though
-to gain certain ends he could beg and give the paw. He was fond of
-music, and came and sat under the piano when Angel played, occasionally
-accompanying her in soft, melodious howls. He also sang—to the
-mandoline. He was a very duck in the water, which his brother loathed.
-He was shamelessly greedy, and Sam was an ascetic. John was immensely
-clever, and Sam was a fool. John was self-centred, impulsive, and
-irritable. Occasionally he and his twin fought for no apparent reason,
-almost to the death, and were only separated by being vigorously pumped
-on, or torn, as it were, asunder. They were always badly mauled and
-covered with blood; Sam was invariably the victor, and immediately set
-himself to lick his brother's wounds, who received this Samaritan-like
-attention with sullen toleration. On the sole occasion when John was
-the best dog he bore himself most unchivalrously, lorded it over his
-vanquished foe for twenty-four hours, and would not suffer him to come
-into the presence of their joint mistress, or to approach within six
-yards of his fat, vainglorious self.
-
-But John had delivered his brother from the disagreeable consequences
-of murder and theft, secured him excellent sport, and on one occasion
-saved his life, returning home in the middle of the night, rousing the
-household by his terrific howls, and leading forth a rescue party to
-where Sam—ever the most enterprising—was smothering in a snake hole.
-The couple thoroughly appreciated camp life, and, no doubt, bragged
-prodigiously of their feats and escapades to other less lucky dogs whom
-they met at the band-stand or in the club compound. At the present
-moment they were shivering to be taken out. John sat on his hind legs,
-his gaze pathetically fixed on Gascoigne's last piece of toast, for his
-greed and presumption were unique. Sam divided his attention between
-driving sparrows out of the verandah—those vulgar street boys of the
-world—and keeping a sharp eye on his master's movements.
-
-"I say," said Gascoigne, "these fellows have done themselves well in
-camp! John is actually bloated; he has the figure of an alderman."
-Angel laughed. "But I can't say as much for you," and he looked at her
-steadily.
-
-He was thinking how soon India robs a girl of her good looks. Angel was
-white, her cheeks were hollow, her features had sharpened.
-
-"I should hope not," she retorted; "surely you don't want _me_ to have
-the figure of an alderman?"
-
-"I should like to see a little flesh on your bones," and he reached
-over and took up her limp hand and wrist. "What have you been doing to
-yourself, Angel?"
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"And no one has done anything to you? What is it? You seem rather down
-on your luck."
-
-"Then appearances are deceitful," she answered, dragging away her hand.
-"I—I"—Angel was unaccustomed to telling broad, flat-footed lies—at
-last she brought out—"enjoyed myself _enormously_."
-
-"Though there were only the three of you! Donald Gordon is an able man,
-but a murderous bore—the compressed essence of a dozen wet blankets. A
-little of his society goes far. Oh, but I forgot—you had that fellow
-Lindsay. How did you like him?"
-
-Angel coloured faintly; there was a moment's perceptible hesitation
-before she said:
-
-"I don't dislike him."
-
-"Come! this _is_ enthusiastic praise! and yet he is quite a ladies'
-man; far more at home reading poetry than pig-sticking; in fact, he
-rides so badly that it makes me positively uncomfortable to see him. He
-is an humbling spectacle on a horse."
-
-"Um—yes; but I don't think clever people generally ride well—as a
-rule," said Angel.
-
-"Then there must be a crowd of clever people in Marwar! By the way, I'm
-told that Lindsay came into his property about three or four months
-ago—why on earth does he not clear out? A man with six thousand a year
-is out of focus in India. What is his anchor out here, I wonder? A
-woman?"
-
-Angel blushed furiously—guiltily. Gascoigne looked at her in mild
-surprise.
-
-"How should I know?" she answered impatiently.
-
-"He likes his work, just as you do yourself—he worked very hard
-indeed."
-
-"And when he had a little breathing time—how did he employ himself?"
-
-"He played chess, and went for long walks and he read aloud—Rossetti
-and Browning."
-
-"Just what I would expect."
-
-"You need not scoff; you read to us yourself—once upon a time."
-
-"True, oh, Angel; but then—I was in love."
-
-"_Were_ you?"
-
-"Certainly I was. Shall I read to you now?" picking up the local paper.
-"We are a little late this morning; my horse had to be shod."
-
-"Yes, do read," assented his wife; "but there is never anything in the
-paper now, but the plague—and the rupee."
-
-"I say, listen to this," he exclaimed, beginning to read. "'Sad
-Accident at Suchapore.' Why, you must have met her."
-
-"I don't in the least know what you mean, and I hope I do not."
-
-"It's a Miss Cuffe. 'We regret to record a fatal carriage accident at
-Suchapore, which resulted in the death of Miss Mabel Cuffe, recently
-arrived from England. She and a friend were driving in a dogcart, when
-the horse took fright at an elephant, bolted, and upset the cart. The
-unfortunate girl was thrown out, and killed on the spot. This painful
-incident has thrown a gloom over the entire station.'"
-
-"I should think so," exclaimed Angel. "How dreadful—and how soon."
-
-"Dreadful—certainly," agreed Philip, looking at her interrogatively;
-"but why soon?"
-
-"It is such a short time since I saw her; it seems only the other day
-we all had our fortunes told by a Fakir, and he said, when he looked at
-Miss Cuffe's hand, 'I see death.' Of course she did not understand—and
-she was not told—and it was only a fortnight ago."
-
-"A mere coincidence," said Gascoigne; "I don't believe in these
-predictions. Did you have your fortune told too?"
-
-"Oh, yes, we all had, including Mrs. Gordon."
-
-"And what did he tell you?"
-
-Angel looked at him meditatively; she seemed to be making up her mind.
-At last she said:
-
-"He told me that I was married."
-
-"That was nothing new or strange."
-
-"No; but that my husband had married me at the bidding of—another
-woman."
-
-"That, at least, has the merit of novelty."
-
-"And—truth?" she added quickly.
-
-"Now, is it likely? I would be far more inclined to marry because a
-woman told me _not_ to marry you. But I did not want any telling, did
-I, Angela _mia_?" and he bent over and brushed her cheek with his
-glove, and John instantly sat up, believing that it was something to
-eat. "You must cheer up, and come for a good gallop. Remember there is
-a big dinner at the Residency this evening."
-
-"Do you think that a lively prospect?"
-
-"No; I dread big dinners of thirty."
-
-Here Gascoigne signed to the syces to bring up the horses, swung his
-wife into her saddle, and in another moment they were crossing the
-parade ground at a sharp canter, followed by Sam and John _ventre à
-terre_.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A big official dinner in India is a solemnity, not a festivity; people
-are invited, and accept as a matter of duty. They do not anticipate
-enjoyment; but the women look forward with keen expectation to
-receiving their rightful precedence, and to exhibiting their newest
-gowns. Angel, though but twenty-three, was a lady who sat among the
-chief guests, thanks to her husband's position. As these were many
-years her senior, she was generally most desperately bored. On the
-present occasion, she contemplated the prospect with an involuntary
-sigh, as she swept down the steps in a graceful white gown, and got
-into the brougham, followed by Gascoigne, in all the usual evening war
-paint of a Colonel of the Royal Engineers.
-
-"What a dull evening we shall have!" she exclaimed, as she held out her
-glove to be buttoned. "All oldish official people that we have met a
-hundred times. We do take our pleasures sadly."
-
-"Yes, if you call this function a pleasure," said her husband, as he
-neatly completed his task. "I've a heap of work at home I ought to get
-through, instead of eating for two mortal hours, and listening to Lady
-Nobb—she is generally my fate. Her idea of conversation is a monologue
-on missionaries."
-
-"Well, at least, it saves you exerting yourself. Oh dear," and
-Angel yawned, "if we could only have games or charades—or even
-blindman's-buff."
-
-"What a profane suggestion," ejaculated her husband.
-
-"Yes, or see a few new faces; and here we are—and there is Lady Nobb
-getting out of her carriage. Oh, Philip, she has on such a smart pink
-silk petticoat—quite a wicked petticoat!"
-
-"Then I shall certainly make it the basis of our conversation," said
-Gascoigne, as he opened the door and jumped out.
-
-In a few minutes "Colonel and Mrs. Gascoigne" had been received by the
-aide-de-camp, and ushered into the great durbar room—a lofty, pillared
-apartment, with palms, rare Persian carpets, rose-shaded lamps,
-soft inviting lounges, beautiful curios, and many large photographs
-scattered here and there (the signed gift of passing guests in return
-for various favours received). In spite of Angel's melancholy forecast
-it presented a brilliant scene, with brave men in uniform, and
-beautiful women in their best array.
-
-The new arrivals were formally presented to their Excellencies, with
-whom they were on a most friendly every-day footing, and then drifted
-away into the crowd.
-
-"Quite a collection of strangers," said Alan Lindsay, as he attached
-himself pointedly to Angel. "I must say I think it's hard lines on the
-Lieutenant-Governor and Lady Eustace to have to invite every Tom, Dick,
-and Harry who write their names in the book. I suppose you have seen
-Mrs. Gordon to-day?" he added in a cautious undertone.
-
-"No," very sharply.
-
-"That is unusual, is it not?" he pursued; "she is not well—she was
-'Darwaza Bund' when I called. I'm off in ten days' time, I—think."
-
-"Oh, are you?" said Mrs. Gascoigne, in a more cordial tone. "How glad
-you must be!"
-
-"I'm not glad, you know I'm not, and why," he said, fixing her with
-his keen eyes; "_you_ know all about it." He made a quick, eager
-gesture and sat down on the sofa; then he bent his head towards her and
-murmured, "Why—pretend?"
-
-Colonel Gascoigne, who was engaged in discussing hydrostatics
-and flying levels with a brother sapper, noticed this little
-scene,—Lindsay's assured attitude, his confidential pose. He stared
-for a second as if struck by some new idea, but at that instant his
-attention was required elsewhere.
-
-"Hullo!" exclaimed his companion, "I thought we were going to stay all
-night, and I've seen the L. G. look twice at his watch. Here come the
-Blaines, and a friend. By Jove, she _was_ worth waiting for."
-
-Philip turned and glanced casually toward the entrance, and saw Sir
-Evans Blaine, K.C.B., and Lady Blaine, charged with apologies, and in
-the act of presenting their friend, "Mrs. Waldershare."
-
-Lola! Yes, Lola herself, looking brilliantly lovely, a very queen of
-society. She wore a long trailing black gown, which followed her in
-sinuous lines along the soft white carpet, and shimmered as she moved,
-like the scales of a fish. Her arms were covered with tightly-fitting
-sleeves, her neck was very bare, according to the prevailing mode; the
-black jet set off her white skin to great advantage. A slender chain of
-diamonds encircled her throat and fell below her waist, and a diamond
-comb or crown shone amid her piled-up dark hair. In one hand she held a
-tiny painted fan, and she carried herself like a sovereign prepared to
-receive the homage of her subjects.
-
-Lola made a beautiful picture, as she stood talking with animation to
-the Lieutenant-Governor and became the immediate cynosure of every eye.
-To Lola, these were the moments that made life worth living.
-
-Angel, who had been on the point of speaking sharply to Lindsay,
-held her breath as this vision swam into her view. Horror, surprise,
-admiration, chased one another through her brain. Her face looked white
-and wan, all her girlish beauty seemed to shrivel up and fade, as she
-realised that she and her rival were now within the lists.
-
-Mr. Lindsay caught a glimpse of her expression, and exclaimed: "Oh the
-bewitching widow! Sandys of my service came out with her on board ship;
-she's just arrived from home. Isn't she a wonderful creation—and quite
-lovely."
-
-"Not very young," remarked a lady who sat near, "but well versed in the
-arts of fascination. I would give a good deal to know the name of her
-dressmaker!—what a wonderful gown."
-
-"Yes," agreed Lindsay, "dramatic and realistic—it's not a gown—but a
-personality."
-
-"Do you know what she reminds me of," continued the lady eagerly—a
-clever worn-looking woman, in a frumpish but expensive garment, a
-woman whose children and whose heart were in England—"it is a picture
-in a gallery in Munich. I stood before it for twenty minutes, and I
-went back to look at it twice; it is of a beautiful woman, a dark
-woman, with a face like hers—she is dressed entirely in a serpent,
-a great dark blue serpent, wound round her body, whose head rests
-confidentially over her shoulder. They are both beautiful, both
-similar, both wickedly fascinating—and the name of the picture is 'The
-Sin.'"
-
-"My dear Mrs. Frobisher," cried Lindsay, with affected horror, "how
-shocking—surely sin and this enchanting stranger have not even a
-bowing acquaintance."
-
-"Possibly not," she answered dryly, "but she and 'The Sin' are
-identical in appearance."
-
-"And now we are on the move," said Lindsay. "I am so fortunate as to
-have the honour of taking you in to dinner, Mrs. Gascoigne."
-
-Angel rose, and accepted the proffered arm in a sort of trance.
-Had Lola and Philip met? Would they sit near each other? Her eyes
-roved round anxiously, as she moved to her place at that exquisitely
-decorated table, covered with lovely La France roses, shining silver,
-and delicate ferns.
-
-No, but it was almost worse, she said to herself with an inward groan;
-they were seated exactly opposite to one another; and Lola had such
-eloquent eyes!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII
-
-MAKING FRIENDS
-
-
-DURING that long official feast, Angel's thoughts were distracted and
-confused. They were engrossed by a couple lower down the table—of
-these she could only catch occasional glimpses—conveying a fleeting
-vision of a handsome dark profile and gold shoulder cords, and a
-lovely white throat, a dazzling chain, a dazzling face: besides all
-the heart-sickness occasioned by this picture she had on her left hand
-Alan Lindsay, sternly determined to endow her with his confidence—she
-fiercely resolved not to receive it. What a situation for one helpless
-young woman! No wonder that her appetite was miserable, her remarks
-vague and erratic, her face white, and her expression fixed—Mrs.
-Crabbe, who sat opposite, was delighted to hear her partner declare
-that he had "never seen any one go off so soon as Mrs. Gascoigne."—To
-know that her husband and his beautiful first love were dining
-_vis-à-vis_, drinking to one another with their eyes—no—no—Philip
-was not like that! To know, that beside her sat the avowed lover of
-her dearest friend, who was only awaiting an opportunity to pour his
-cause into her ear, was almost too much for the endurance of any girl
-of two-and-twenty. And Angel's right-hand neighbour afforded her no
-support; he was as useless as a stuffed figure, being both deaf and
-shy. However, she summoned her courage, girded herself for the fray,
-and rose to the occasion. Even as a child she had a wonderful spirit.
-Time after time she turned the conversation when it approached her
-friend.
-
-"How heartless you are!" exclaimed Lindsay, when they had arrived at
-the first _entrée_. "I declare, you have no humanity, no sympathy—you
-are a stone."
-
-"Very well—I am," she answered doggedly, "and I have no sympathy to
-spare for you."
-
-"Pray, why not? Eve always thought you so broad, and so bright, almost
-like an American girl. Certainly the American climate is favourable to
-intellectual vivacity."
-
-"Intellect has nothing to do with the present case," said Angel
-sharply, "and no American girl would support your views."
-
-"I'm not so sure of that, Mrs. Gascoigne. It is easy to get a divorce
-in the States—they are sensible people; why should a man and woman
-who are totally discordant be compelled to live together in misery all
-their lives? It's worse than penal servitude—what is there to bind
-them?"
-
-"Their vows," she answered gravely.
-
-Lindsay shrugged his shoulders, and gave a queer little laugh.
-
-"I am so glad you are going away," said Angel, with undeniable rudeness.
-
-"Yes, and so am I," he answered imperturbably, "if I do not go alone."
-
-"_Of course_, you will go alone."
-
-"Why of course? Why should not Elinor accompany me?" he asked, dropping
-his voice.
-
-Mrs. Gascoigne became suddenly very red; her hand shook a little.
-
-"He will set us free—we will marry in six months, and begin a new
-existence. What a maddening thing life is—a mass of mistakes. One's
-hands are tied, and fate comes and mocks at us—but I intend to cut the
-cords. Here is Elinor's life wasted with a boor, who values her less
-than a quire of foolscap, whilst I would lay down my life for her." In
-the midst of this heroic speech potatoes were offered and declined.
-
-"Listen," he continued eagerly, "my plan is this——"
-
-"Hush," said Angel, "not so loud. Mrs. Crabbe opposite is exhibiting
-the liveliest interest in your conversation,—and I don't want to hear
-any more."
-
-"You must hear," he said inflexibly.
-
-"Well, if I must, I suppose I must. I cannot escape from the table—I
-won't agree with one word you say—so you are warned."
-
-"I want Elinor to come to England with me. I am now a wealthy man;
-after six months she will become my wife, and we shall be unutterably
-happy."
-
-"For a year—perhaps, and then you will both begin to realise your
-mistake; you will regret your career, and she will be grieving for her
-downfall. You will be each other's punishment; Elinor will feel intense
-remorse, knowing what her evil example means to so many, and that her
-life's work is destroyed. She will become old, worn, and unsatisfied,
-and you will be disillusioned."
-
-"You talk like a seer, Mrs. Gascoigne," he sneered.
-
-"I am far-sighted," she admitted quietly.
-
-"Don't you know—do you not see that it would be for Elinor's happiness
-to cast off this hideous life of pretence, and become my second self,
-my wife, the mistress of my dear old home?"
-
-"She would be mad to listen to you," said Angel fiercely; "she will
-suffer, when you leave; she will mourn as for a death—oh, it will be
-a hard trial, but it is better to suffer and be strong now, and get it
-over, than to endure agonies of shame later on, and always. She will
-never listen to your plan. If she did, I would hold her back by main
-force; if she went she would have to drag _me_ along with her. I will
-never let her go."
-
-"I always thought you were her friend, and wished for her happiness."
-
-"I am her friend—and I do not wish for her disgrace."
-
-"Why are you so narrow-minded? Many _divorcés_ are in society; and
-Elinor is so sweet and so good—her influence will always be felt
-wherever she goes."
-
-"No, not when it is known that she has left her husband—with you.
-You must practise before you preach; and if I have read Mr. Gordon's
-character correctly, he will never divorce his wife."
-
-"So," after a long pause Lindsay said, "you are not on my side?"
-
-"No, nor ever will be—and what a discussion for a dinner-party!"
-
-"It was my only opportunity. I asked Du Visne—he's a pal of mine—to
-send us in together if possible."
-
-"If he had known your object, he would have turned you out; now let us
-talk of anything—or nothing else. Ah! I see people putting on their
-gloves; thank goodness, we are going at last."
-
- * * * * *
-
-As Angel sat in the drawing-room, mechanically turning over a book of
-photographs, too unnerved to mix with other women and talk gossip or
-chiffons, she suddenly looked up and found Lady Eustace beside her, who
-said:
-
-"Mrs. Gascoigne, here is a lady who is most anxious to make your
-acquaintance. Let me introduce Mrs. Waldershare, a very old friend of
-your husband's."
-
-Angel rose, and held out her hand in silence.
-
-Was this the pretty girl that they said Philip had married? mentally
-asked Lola, as with one comprehensive glance she criticised her
-substitute. Why, her complexion was like a sheet of white paper, and
-her collar-bones stood out in pitiful prominence; but she had wonderful
-eyes, and her figure was graceful, her dress elegant.
-
-"I felt that you and I ought to know one another as soon as possible,"
-said Lola in her drawling voice; "you know Philip and I are such old,
-old friends; we were girl and boy together, and I should so much like
-to be friends with his wife."
-
-"Thank you," said Angel, faintly. What a namby-pamby creature! thought
-her listener—aloud, "Do let us go over and take possession of that
-most delicious-looking sofa and have a good, comfortable talk—before
-the men come," and she led the way with admirable grace. "I think," she
-continued, settling herself with a cushion at her back, "these little
-after-dinner chats are such opportunities for seeing something of other
-women," and she nodded over at Angel with a delightful expression of
-good fellowship; she was considerably startled by the expression in the
-girl's eyes. What did they say?
-
-They conveyed a grave, almost awed admiration; now Lola loved
-admiration, and accepted it greedily from any source, from a
-crossing-sweeper upwards. That Philip's wife should admire her with
-those great tragic blue eyes was funny. She always had an idea that
-Philip's wife would not care for her. This simple chit would care for
-her, and be exceedingly useful. She meant to place herself under the
-dear child's nice white wing—yes, and her name was Angel.
-
-"Have you any children?" she asked softly.
-
-Angel blushed to the roots of her hair, and shook her head.
-
-"But dozens of dogs, I am sure! Philip was always crazy about dogs and
-horses, yes, and all sorts of horrid things, toads and tortoises and
-tadpoles. You are quite young," she resumed; "oh, how I wish I were
-your age!"
-
-"I should not mind exchanging," said Angel, with a faint smile.
-
-"I only wish we could," rejoined Lola with emphasis; "oh, you can't
-think how bitterly I cried the day I was thirty!"
-
-"Really? Why should you mind, and you look so young." And then with an
-effort she asked, "Are you staying in Marwar, or just passing through?"
-
-"Oh, I am staying with the Blaines for a day or two, then going
-up country to my brother Edgar. I've come out to spend a year in
-India. I think I shall like it immensely, and I hope it will like
-me. The country is so bright and sunny, and everyone so cheery and
-so hospitable. I've met several people that I came out with on board
-ship, and we feel quite like old friends. There's Captain Hailes of the
-Muleteers, and the little Tudor boy, Sir Capel Tudor; we called him
-Cupid. He is ridiculously devoted to me. By the way," she went on in
-another key, "I suppose you have heard that Philip and I were engaged
-once," and she looked at her with a half-bantering expression.
-
-"Yes, I know," responded the other gravely.
-
-"For quite a long time—nearly four years. You won't," and she raised
-herself about half-an-inch and lightly touched Angel's hand, which hung
-limply over the back of the sofa, "you won't like me any the less—for
-being fond of him—will you, dear?"
-
-"No, certainly not," with an eloquent gesture.
-
-"In fact, it constitutes a bond between us—and you won't care for him
-any less," and she looked up into Angel's serious eyes, "because he
-used to like—me?"
-
-"No," and then ensued a long pause.
-
-"It was a funny marriage, was it not?" she resumed suddenly.
-
-"What—whose?" asked her bewildered listener.
-
-"Why, yours, dear. He was a hardened bachelor, and you were such a
-child. But it has turned out very well," another pause, "hasn't it,
-dear?"
-
-"Oh, yes," blushing, and feeling curiously embarrassed.
-
-"What a dear you are! I'm going to be so fond of you; I know at once,
-when I like people or not. And you?"
-
-"No, I'm not like that—it is too soon."
-
-"Never too soon to begin a liking, dear."
-
-"But I admire you more than anyone I've ever seen," said Angel
-impulsively.
-
-"Come, that's a good start," patting her arm with a touch of patronage.
-"By-and-by, I believe, when you know me—you will pity me."
-
-"Pity _you_?" gazing at this lovely, languorous creature, with her
-shining gown, her shining jewels, her shining eyes.
-
-"Ah! you are too young to know the tragedy of giving up, of
-annihilating self; of being misrepresented, slandered, and beggared.
-Well, I will tell you all about it some day. I'm coming to see you
-to-morrow. I am told newcomers call first. And here are the men. Do
-look at my little travelling friend, Sir Cupid. Ah, there is Phil,"
-and she beckoned him with her fan. "Dear old Phil, how good it is
-to see you—how you bring back old times. Your wife and I have been
-making such friends, and having a long chat. Now," as he looked
-interrogatively from one to the other, "I'm going to have a good long
-talk with _you_." As Lola spoke, she rose and laid a small hand upon
-his sleeve, and with a little gay nod to Angel, glided away with Philip
-into the great verandah.
-
-Angel sat up and gazed after the couple—Philip slight, erect, and
-soldierly, his head a little bent, his hands behind his back. No, he
-had not offered Lola his arm.
-
-And Lola moving beside him with her graceful, undulating walk, looking
-up, and talking quickly all the time. She felt, as she watched them
-slowly disappear into the sitting-out verandah, as if the sun had been
-extinguished by a huge black cloud.
-
-Lola was an enchantress. She herself had felt her influence, and was
-powerless. As she sat in a sort of dream, she heard a man's voice say,
-"Is she not ripping? Old Graydon lost his heart to her coming out."
-
-"Yes," said another, "and young Tudor lost two hundred pounds to her,
-which is ten times worse." But, of course, they were not alluding to
-anyone she knew.
-
-The _tête-à-tête_ in the verandah lasted till carriages began to come
-rumbling under the big porch, and when Philip and Lola reappeared, she
-looked conspicuously radiant.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX
-
-LAST YEAR'S NEST
-
-
-RESIDENCY parties invariably broke up in good time, and it was not more
-than half-past ten when Colonel Gascoigne handed his wife into her
-brougham, and set off, according to his custom, to walk home. To-night
-he had unusual food for thought, as he proceeded at a leisurely pace,
-smoking a most excellent Residency cheroot. So Lola had risen on the
-horizon in the character of a fascinating widow, with all the liberty,
-prestige, and self-possession usual to her class. How wonderful her
-eyes were! He came to a momentary standstill as he recalled them, and
-how her voice trembled as she talked of "long ago," and separation,
-and the cruelty of circumstance, and misapprehension. She revived a
-phase of his existence that he had almost forgotten; it was a little
-difficult to realise that he had been madly in love with her once.
-That was nearly fifteen years ago—how time flew—in the good old days
-when she could play cricket and rounders, and did not know how to use
-her eyes. These reflections were abruptly brought to a conclusion by
-the appearance of a bare-headed lady in silvery opera cloak, who was
-evidently awaiting him under an acacia tree by the edge of the maidan.
-
-It was Angel, who, acting on a sudden impulse, had stopped the brougham
-and descended, and sent it home empty. She felt that she must escape
-from her own company, her own terrible thoughts. She must talk
-to Philip about Lola without delay. No, she could not wait, even
-half-an-hour, for she was mentally staggering under the impact of a new
-sensation—the name of the sensation was jealousy. Her very soul was in
-a fever. Naturally highly-strung, fervent, and impetuous, Angel's whole
-being was centred in the longing to know what her husband thought of
-Lola—what of her—_which_ of them did he love?
-
-And as she stood by the roadside awaiting his coming, her heart seemed
-to beat, "Lola, Lola, Lola," and the distant frogs chorussed "Lola,
-Lola, Lola."
-
-They were holding a reception in a neighbouring tank, safe from the
-barbarous paddy bird, and the ruthless crane.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Oh, here you are at last!" said Angel; "it is such an exquisite night,
-I thought I would walk home," adding apologetically, as she held up
-her dainty shoe, "the road is as dry as a floor; let us go across the
-parade-ground."
-
-"All right," he assented; "it is too early for snakes. How hot it was
-in that drawing-room, with those big lamps."
-
-"It was," assented his wife, "but _you_ must have found it cooler—in
-the verandah."
-
-There was a significant pause, and then Colonel Gascoigne boldly broke
-the ice at the thickest part.
-
-"There is nothing so certain as the unexpected," he said; "who would
-have thought of seeing Lola out here?"
-
-"Who, indeed?" echoed Angel coolly; "and we were wishing so much for a
-new face, though her face is not new to you. Everyone comes to India
-nowadays. It would never surprise me if grandmamma appeared. There she
-goes."
-
-"What! your grandmother?"
-
-"No, Mrs. Waldershare."
-
-As she spoke a large open carriage bowled along the hard white road. It
-contained the Blaines and their guest, who waved her fan to the pair,
-with a gesture signifying approval and valediction.
-
-"What do you think of her?" asked Philip, abruptly, as the horses'
-hoofs died away in a distant clip-clop.
-
-"I think she is beautiful," answered Angel, in a voice that carried
-sincerity in its expression; "there can be but one opinion about that."
-
-"I shouldn't have thought she was your style."
-
-"Oh, yes, I admire dark people."
-
-"Thank you, Angel; that is one to me. But you did not approve of her as
-a child."
-
-"No, I was prejudiced, and, of course, I was no judge; but now
-that—that——" she hesitated. She was going to add, "that I know her
-story——"
-
-"That you have arrived at years of discretion or indiscretion," he
-supplemented.
-
-"Yes, now that I have arrived at years of experience, I do not wonder
-that you adored her."
-
-Philip did not remark the little falter in her voice.
-
-"How do you know that I adored her?"
-
-"Did you not?" was her quick counter question.
-
-"Well, then—yes."
-
-"And were distracted with misery when she married Mr. Waldershare?"
-
-"So they said," and as he spoke he knocked the ash off his cheroot with
-elaborate care.
-
-"You have forgiven her"—and Angel caught her breath; "you forgave her
-to-night?"
-
-"I forgave her ten years ago; but, my dear child, do not let us rake up
-the ashes of an old love affair that has been extinct for ages. I am
-quite prepared to be civil to Lola, as an old playfellow and friend,
-that's all. You will have to call on her, and ask her to dinner, and
-all that sort of thing."
-
-Angel came to a sudden dead stop, and stood very straight in her long
-silvery cloak; her face was white as she gazed at her husband in the
-moonlight, with her extraordinarily piercing blue eyes.
-
-"Playfellow—friend," she repeated, "do you believe that she will ever
-forget, or allow you to forget, that you were her old lover, her first
-love—she _won't_," she added with sudden passion. "She reminded me of
-it to-night, and declared that it was a bond between us."
-
-"Then, my dear Angel, I leave her entirely in your hands," rejoined
-Philip, with a smile. He had a rare but beautiful smile, inherited from
-his mother. "She is an odd creature; she has an embarrassing way of
-speaking her thoughts aloud. She thought that, and unawares it escaped
-her lips. Lola is not young, she has plenty of sense, she knows that
-fifteen years roll between the—the old days—and these, and that," now
-laying his hand impressively upon Angel's arm, "there are no birds—in
-last year's nest."
-
-"But——" she began excitedly.
-
-"But," he echoed, turning his head sharply, "here comes young Hailes,
-running after us. He little dreams that you and I are discussing
-abstract sentiment at eleven o'clock at night, in the middle of the
-parade-ground."
-
-"Oh, Mrs. Gascoigne," gasped Captain Hailes, breathlessly, "I believe
-this is yours—you dropped it on the road—just now."
-
-"Yes, and how very kind of you to take so much trouble—it really was
-not worth it," said Angel, who inwardly wished both glove and finder a
-thousand miles away. She was anxious to pursue the subject of Lola, her
-opportunities for a _tête-à-tête_ with Philip were so rare; and this
-odious but well-meaning Captain Hailes accompanied them all the way to
-their own gate.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX
-
-A WHITED SEPULCHRE
-
-
-BEFORE continuing this history, it is necessary to say a few words
-respecting Lola Waldershare. As Lola Hargreaves, ever lovely,
-seductive, and smiling, by strangers and mere acquaintances, she was
-looked upon as one of the most bewitching girls in the county. Her
-beauty, youthful graces, and charm, threw a dazzling glamour over her
-personality that her immediate surroundings were not blinded to her
-faults; her brothers recognised her selfishness; her mother was aware
-that her heart was hard as a nether millstone. Those who had little
-dealings with Miss Hargreaves learnt that she was not particularly
-truthful or scrupulous. The increasing straitness of the family
-fortunes, the struggle to make a brave display abroad, the shifts,
-shabbiness, and pinching, at home, the manœuvres to evade creditors,
-and keep up appearances, had left their mark on Lola. Poverty was
-hideous; humiliation was unendurable; and Lola was resolved to be rich.
-A short season in London had shown her the value of her beauty; her
-face was, and should be, her fortune; and long before Philip Gascoigne
-had any idea of his fate, he had been mentally discarded by his
-_fiancée_. Letters are deceptive, it is so much easier to deceive by
-pen and ink than by word of mouth. What Mrs. Danvers had declared was
-perfectly true; Lola had sacrificed herself—for herself. In marrying
-Reuben Waldershare she attained her wishes—though she would have
-been glad to eliminate two well-grown step-sons—and Mr. Waldershare,
-for his part, was well satisfied with his bargain. Unfortunately, in
-an evil moment he took his beautiful young wife to Monte Carlo, and
-there the Hargreaves' demon, the gambling demon, awoke, and seized upon
-her. The taint was in her blood; Lola was her father's own daughter.
-At first she was contented to win small sums at roulette, which she
-gleefully invested in hats and lace and trifling ornaments. After
-a week, as the poison began to work, she increased her stakes, and
-talked fluently of "douzaines" and "transversals" and "runs." She
-relinquished expeditions to Nice, or into Italy. She grudged every
-hour spent elsewhere than at the rooms. She had her own lucky table,
-her lucky charm, and, above all, her system. Like most beginners, she
-won largely, and Reuben Waldershare, who was obtrusively proud of his
-clever, elegantly dressed, smart wife, liked to see people crane over
-in order to watch her pretty eager face, as she sat with rolls of gold
-rouleaux before her, her pencil busy, her eyes ablaze.
-
-Little did he know that he had fired a mine the day he placed three
-hundred pounds to his wife's account at the Credit Lyonnaise, and told
-her half in joke, that was "a little sum to play with."
-
-Mrs. Waldershare now played incessantly—and played high.
-
-"I like to put a 'mile' note on one number," she declared with a gay
-laugh; "I agree with an old man who sat next me, 'Ca vous donne des
-emotions.'"
-
-Mrs. Waldershare returned each winter to the Riviera as punctually as
-a swallow, ostensibly in search of health, but in reality to gamble
-continuously, extravagantly, and recklessly. She lost enormous sums;
-her husband's pride now changed to alarm. The husband of the lovely
-Mrs. Waldershare, who was winning to the envy and admiration of her
-neighbours, was a different being to the man who had to disburse
-staggering sums almost daily. Lola promised to give up gambling, and
-never to touch a card or back a number. Her promises were invariably
-broken—nothing would or could keep her away from the scene of her
-gains and losses. She owed huge bills in London and Paris; the money
-to pay these she had flung into the great gulf—she, whose luck was
-astonishing, was now secretly selling her jewels—and wearing paste.
-Mrs. Waldershare was again at Monte Carlo the year her husband died;
-her fascinations were irresistible. A beautiful woman, thirty years his
-junior, sweet, seductive, persuasive, her stolid elderly partner could
-not withstand her. He was suddenly called away to Paris, on urgent
-business, leaving Lola and her maid and many acquaintances at the Hotel
-de Paris, but before he departed he extracted a solemn promise from
-his wife that during his absence she would not enter the rooms, and
-this promise she vowed to keep. The first day she went over to Nice,
-the second day was wet, and seemingly endless, the third day something
-drew her into the Casino in spite of herself. The talk of her friends,
-of runs of colour, of great "coups," was too much for her miserable
-little will; something, she afterwards declared, dragged her forcibly
-into the Salle de Jeux. She went with a party, merely in order to
-look on, but in twenty minutes' time, she was seated at the "trente et
-quarante" with a card a pin, and a pile of gold in front of her. She
-won—she won again the following day, and then she lost—lost—lost all
-the money—lost her self-control—lost her head. She borrowed until she
-could borrow no longer; in the frenzy of gambling, she drew a cheque
-for a thousand pounds and signed it "Reuben Waldershare." All moral
-sense expired, as she blotted the clever imitation of her husband's
-signature. This money followed her other losses in one short day, and
-then Lola was indeed desperate. She went at sundown and walked round
-Monaco, and gazed thoughtfully over the wall at a spot which other
-despairing eyes have measured, where there is a sheer precipice, lapped
-by the blue-green Mediterranean.
-
-No, no—looking down always made her sick and giddy, she could _not_ do
-it. Life was sweet. Reuben would certainly forgive her—after all, what
-was his, was hers.
-
-When Mrs. Waldershare returned to the hotel, she found a telegram
-awaiting her; it announced that her husband was ill with a sharp attack
-of gout. She was requested to leave for Paris at once, and accompany
-him home. After a few days, during which time Lola made herself
-indispensable to the invalid, hourly hoping to seize a favourable
-moment, and make her little confession; unfortunately the cheque
-presented itself too promptly, and Reuben Waldershare, to whom such
-an act as forgery appeared as great a crime as murder, was deaf to
-all excuses and appeals. He raged with the deadly slow anger of a
-phlegmatic nature; in this condition, he added a codicil to his will,
-and having done so, died rather suddenly of gout in the stomach. And
-now, Lola found herself a widow, with a small jointure and immense
-debts. She endeavoured to patch up the wreck of her affairs, she tried
-to beguile creditors, propitiate people she had snubbed, to make
-friends with her cast-off relations, but she was alike in the black
-books of her acquaintances and her tradespeople. She therefore resolved
-to shift her sky, and come out to India, ostensibly to visit her
-dearest brother Edgar (who had no desire for her company), and to see
-something of the East. She brought with her a maid, a quantity of smart
-gowns, a large stock of courage and enterprise, and a very small amount
-of ready money.
-
-In short, she had come out to seek her fortune, precisely like the
-young adventurer one reads of in books of fairy and other tales. Marwar
-was a capital centre, she had gathered this information _en route_;
-Indian people were approachable, hospitable, and not too inquisitive;
-appearances go far, when one sails away from a—reputation.
-
-Then by a wonderful stroke of luck she encountered Philip Gascoigne;
-as good-looking as ever; no longer the impetuous boy, the impassioned
-subaltern, but a cool, self-reliant, distinguished Philip, with a fine
-position, a heavy purse, and a dear, simple, appreciative wife. They
-would be extremely useful, introduce her to the best society, save her
-expense, and officiate as her sponsors.
-
-These were a few of Mrs. Waldershare's reflections, as she drove into
-the Gascoignes' compound the afternoon succeeding the dinner-party.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI
-
-FISHING FOR AN INVITATION
-
-
-MRS. WALDERSHARE presented a most charming picture, as she rustled into
-Mrs. Gascoigne's great drawing-room, with her exquisitely gloved hands
-eagerly extended. Her _entrée_ was accompanied by the rustling of silk,
-a faint jingling of beads, and atmosphere of heliotrope. She wore an
-elaborate white dress, a black plumed hat, both unmistakably French and
-expensive.
-
-"Oh, I am so ashamed!" she exclaimed; "I had to pay one or two other
-calls, and like a greedy child with sweets, I kept the best for the
-last. I had not the faintest idea it was so late."
-
-"Better late than never," said her hostess, politely, and the gong at
-that moment sounded for tiffin.
-
-"You will stay, won't you?" she urged, little knowing that her visitor
-had carefully timed her arrival in order to be sure of catching Philip
-at home; "I'll send away the gharry."
-
-"Oh, thank you, I must confess it is a great temptation; but do you
-think the Blaines will mind?" and she looked at her hostess appealingly.
-
-"I can write a line if you like. Philip," turning about as her husband
-entered, "here is Mrs. Waldershare—she will stay to lunch."
-
-Lola gave her former lover her hand, and a long, expressing glance;
-then as Angel hurried out, she said: "What a charming home you have,
-Philip."
-
-"I am glad you like it," he said cheerfully.
-
-"How funny to think of this being your house, Philip, and of you being
-married and happy." She gazed up at him with soft interrogation as she
-spoke, then dropped her voice and said, "And I am solitary and homeless
-and poor—all my life, I've stood aside for others and—given up."
-One of Lola's chief accomplishments was to tell the most dramatic and
-delightful lies.
-
-"I can't say that you answer your own description," replied Gascoigne,
-ignoring her touching insinuations. "I never saw anyone that looked
-more fit."
-
-"Ah, appearances are deceitful," rejoined the lady with a sigh; "but
-how well you are looking—so little changed," another wistful glance.
-
-"Won't you come into tiffin," said Angel, appearing suddenly. "I
-have sent off a note to Mrs. Blaine," and she led the way into the
-dining-room.
-
-"What a delightful bungalow this is," remarked Lola, after she had
-helped herself carefully to mayonnaise; "so much larger than the
-Blaines'. Quite double the size."
-
-"Yes, I suppose it is," assented Angel, carelessly.
-
-"They have only one spare room. Of course they are not old friends,
-only board ship acquaintances, and it was so good of them to put me up;
-but I've got to turn out."
-
-"You are going on to Edgar?" said her host.
-
-"Oh, no, such a bore. The Edgars are moving, and won't be settled for
-a whole month. She is marching with the regiment to Seetapore, so I am
-going to take my chance in the Imperial Hotel here."
-
-And Lola looked down, and sighed profoundly.
-
-"Will it be very bad, do you think?" she asked, suddenly raising her
-eyes to Angel.
-
-"I'm sure I cannot say; I've never stayed in a hotel in India, but a
-great many globe-trotters put up there in the cold weather."
-
-Philip gazed at his wife. Was she unable to recognise a broad hint, or
-was she intentionally and exceptionally dense?
-
-"By the way," continued Angel, "have you not a friend at Chitachar? I
-heard a lady mention that she had been your bridesmaid."
-
-"Oh, yes, my dear, pray don't speak of her—such a dull creature, with
-a voice like a fog-horn. Philip, you remember Lucy Worsley at the
-Parsonage?"
-
-"Oh, yes, of course I do. She was a good sort, and had a first-rate
-Airedale terrier."
-
-"She was densely stupid, and always had chilblains, even in summer.
-She is out here now, and telegraphed me to go and stay with her"—Mrs.
-Waldershare had made full inquiries respecting Chitachar;—"but I
-really cannot move again so soon."
-
-"What brought you out to India? What put it into your head to come
-East?"
-
-"The instinct of exploration, I think; and I wanted so much to see dear
-old Edgar again, and"—with a crooked smile—"you. As one grows older,
-especially when one has no home or ties, one gets restless, and hankers
-for the friends of one's childhood—don't you think so, Mrs. Gascoigne?"
-
-"No, I can't say that I ever hankered after the friends of my
-childhood, except one," she replied; "I have four half-brothers, whom
-I never wish to see again."
-
-Lola opened her eyes, until they looked a size larger, and gazed at
-Angel in astonishment, and then broke into a laugh.
-
-"I suppose you had a different experience to mine—we had a very good
-time, had we not, Philip?" she appealed to him in her sweet, persuasive
-voice.
-
-"Yes, we made things fairly lively for ourselves and others."
-
-"It's one thing that cannot be taken from us—our memories. Do you
-remember the day the piebald pony ran away with us, and jumped the
-gate?"
-
-"That is hardly a happy memory."
-
-"No; but the picnics to Tancliffe Abbey, our cooking and dressing
-up—our—oh"—with a quick little gesture of abandonment—"our
-_everything_."
-
-Gascoigne laughed. "We were awfully keen on half-raw potatoes, the
-cinders of birds, and corking our faces on the smallest provocation.
-How one's tastes change!"
-
-"Aunt General Gascoigne, and dear Aunt Ven—how lovely she was,"
-continued the guest. Philip shrank like a sensitive plant; he did not
-wish her to speak of his mother. Lola, with her quick perception, was
-instantly aware of this, and added in almost the next breath, "And do
-you remember the nest in the Clock Tower, that I dared you to get?"
-
-Philip rose and said, "I am afraid I must remember events of to-day,
-and ask you to excuse me—I have to see the General before three. Angel
-and you can have a talk, and she will drive you home after tea."
-
-"Oh, I cannot stay to-day, I've heaps to do," protested Lola piteously;
-"but I'll just smoke a cigarette with Mrs. Gascoigne—no, I really must
-call her Angel—I daresay she smokes?"
-
-"I did," acknowledged Angel, "but I've given it up."
-
-"Why?"
-
-Angel made no reply beyond a laugh; she had given it up to please
-Philip. At last she said, "Well, I suppose we outgrow our habits."
-
-"Do we? I never outgrow mine, and smoking gives us all the pleasures of
-hope and of memory. Let us sit in two corners of this sofa and talk; I
-do want to know you."
-
-"It is very kind of you to say so," responded Angel quietly. Lola gave
-a long comprehensive glance round the luxurious room, and blew a cloud
-of smoke through her nostrils.
-
-"You must be very well off," she remarked suddenly.
-
-"We are," admitted her companion; "an old friend of Philip's mother, a
-lover, I believe, died a year ago, and left him three thousand a year."
-
-"Nonsense," sitting erect; "fancy remaining in this country."
-
-"Philip likes it—his heart is in his work. He would hate to retire,
-and just live in London clubs and in a house in Mayfair."
-
-"What do you know of Mayfair?"
-
-"Not much, but I lived there once." A pause, and then Angel suddenly
-said, "Please tell me about Philip's mother."
-
-"Oh, Aunt Ven, as we called her. She was beautiful; such a lovely
-face, a little sad—a good woman. It was said that in her first season,
-she took London by storm, also her second, and at the height of her
-glory she dropped out of the firmament; and was seen no more."
-
-"Was there not a reason?"
-
-"None, beyond a mere surmise; people hinted at a love affair—and
-a mischief-maker. Ten years after she reappeared as Mrs.
-Gascoigne—married someone who did not expect a whole heart-devouring
-passion. Her son," again that crooked smile, "you see has done the
-same."
-
-"You mean in marrying me," said Angel quickly.
-
-Lola pulled herself together. Had that glass of Burgundy gone to her
-head? She must be more wary. This kind of talk was so full of pitfalls.
-
-"Of course," she replied, taking Angel's hand in hers, "you make him
-far happier than I could have done, and you are just the right age—the
-early twenties."
-
-"But you look in the twenties yourself. How do you manage it?"
-
-"Oh, I try to get the very most out of life, by keeping in touch with
-what is pleasing. I never see or hear anything disagreeable—be gay,
-and you remain young." And Lola released her companion's fingers with a
-squeeze.
-
-"But if you feel things terribly, and are sorry for people, and
-animals, and misery?"
-
-"Oh, that is fatal, it means bad nights, and wrinkles, and horrors; I
-cannot afford to be emotional, I am a poor solitary woman. If you read
-sad books, and sing sad songs, and mix with sad people, you become sad
-yourself. Do you know that you look rather sad—it was the first thing
-that struck me when I saw you."
-
-"Oh, but I'm not," rejoined Angel, and the colour rose to her face;
-"I'm really supposed to be rather frivolous and——"
-
-"And here is my gharry coming back," interrupted the visitor, "and,
-alas! I must go. I'll see you at the theatre this evening, won't I?
-And you are going to see a great deal of _me_, dear. I hope you won't
-mind." As she spoke, Mrs. Waldershare embraced the astonished Angel
-with much _empressment_, went gracefully down the steps, ascended into
-her hired conveyance, and was presently rattled away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII
-
-BY PROXY
-
-
-IN a surprisingly short time, Mrs. Waldershare had become one of the
-most interesting personalities in Marwar. Her beauty, her toilettes,
-her seductive manners, her air of being accustomed to the best the
-world could offer, went far to promote her success. She was accepted
-at her own valuation, and incidentally as a very old friend of the
-Gascoignes, and was invited, _fêted_, admired, and imitated. The lady's
-victoria was surrounded at the band, or polo; men schemed and struggled
-for the honour of escorting her. She had graciously accommodated
-herself to the deficiencies of the Imperial Hotel, and established
-terms of intimacy with an exploring widow, with whom she chummed, and
-gave charming little teas, tiffins, and suppers. Mrs. Waldershare was
-extremely exclusive, and desired it to be understood that she only
-wished to know "the nicest people." As she was a regular attendant at
-church, and her air and deportment were unexceptional, "the nicest
-people" were delightful to cultivate her acquaintance.
-
-It is needless to mention that they knew nothing of the little games of
-cards, which constituted such an attractive item at Mrs. Waldershare's
-evening reunions, nor dreamt that it was close on sunrise when
-they broke up, and that one or two of her guests returned to their
-quarters with lighter pockets, and heavier hearts. There was never
-a whisper of these gatherings in society, only in the bazaar, where
-all is known, and where the fair widow was branded with a name that
-we will not set down here. Captain Hailes and Sir Capel Tudor were
-daily visitors at the Imperial Hotel; the former, on the strength of
-a distant cousinship, the latter simply because he had enjoyed the
-honour of being Mrs. Waldershare's fellow-passenger. He was a cheery,
-boyish little fellow of two-and-twenty, keenly anxious to see, and do
-everything. He and a friend had come out to India with the intention
-of indulging their mutual taste for sport and mountaineering, but
-Cupid had cast off his companion at Bombay, to follow the path of his
-enchantress.
-
-In spite of his uproarious spirits, his round, boyish face, and
-curly locks, Sir Capel Tudor could be as doggedly obstinate as any
-commissariat mule; he was rich, he was his own master, and after a
-somewhat stormy scene at their hotel, the two comrades had parted, Sir
-Capel to come up country in order to visit Agra and Delhi and other
-historical places, and Mr. Hardy to coast down to Travancore, mentally
-cursing one particular young fool—and all widows.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Of course Mrs. Waldershare saw a good deal of the Gascoignes; she dined
-with them, drove with Mrs. Gascoigne, who admired her still—admired
-her graceful, gliding gait, her wonderful eyes, her wonderful gowns,
-her wonderful and irresistible ways.
-
-Angel was always severely truthful to herself, and she drew painful
-comparisons between Lola's beauty, her fresh, English complexion (oh,
-most innocent Angel, it was pain), her attractive manners, and her own
-white face, her dull wit, her inability to shine, or even to attempt to
-shine, when Lola was present; and what a fund of friends, experiences,
-and memories she and Philip had in common, events that had happened
-when she was in her ayah's arms—yes, and before she was born.
-
-In this period, naturally the happiest of Philip's life, she had no
-share; and as the pair talked, drawn on from subject to subject,
-undoubtedly they sometimes forgot the third person, who sat half buried
-in sofa cushions, aloof and silent, telling herself that she, not Lola,
-was the outsider. She alone stood between Philip and this beautiful
-woman, with whom he had so much in common—youth, dead and living
-friends, memories, and first love. Angel had the power of keeping her
-feelings to herself, but she could not keep her misery entirely out of
-her face. Philip's anxious inquiries invariably met with a civil rebuff.
-
-"You are as grave as a little old owl," he said one day. "I wish I knew
-what is the matter."
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"Is there such a thing as nothing?"
-
-"Don't ask absurd questions; I suppose I may look pale if I please."
-
-"But _I_ don't please."
-
-Angel quickly turned the conversation by a question:
-
-"Do you know that Mrs. Gordon is really ill?"
-
-"No; but I have not seen her about for ages—fever?"
-
-"Yes; malarial fever. I believe she caught it in the district. I'm
-going over to visit her now."
-
-"All right; I'll call for you on my way from the club."
-
-"Oh, do go for a ride, and take Sam and John."
-
-"I'll see them further! Sam has killed two of the young pigeons, and
-three of the Houdan chickens—quite a bag!"
-
-"Yes; I shut him up in a godown for punishment."
-
-"Much he cared."
-
-"John cared. He sat outside and howled for an hour, and what do you
-think he did?"
-
-"Something with respect to refreshments."
-
-"Yes. He brought a bone and pushed it under the door."
-
-"I'll bet it was well picked. Now, I am off. Let me know if I can do
-anything for Mrs. Gordon. You might take her over those new books and
-picture-papers—and give her my love."
-
-"What will Mr. Gordon say?" and Angel gave a rather hysterical laugh.
-
-"Why should he say anything? He knows very well that we _all_ love her."
-
-Mrs. Gordon had been keeping her room for some time, and received no
-one but Mrs. Gascoigne. She looked miserably ill, but refused to stay
-in bed; and as her husband did not believe in making a fuss over women,
-or in encouraging them to remain on the sick list and upset the house,
-the invalid was left a good deal alone.
-
-Angel found her in her own special sanctum, wearing a soft silk
-tea-gown, and an expression of utter weariness and lassitude.
-
-"Yes," she replied, in answer to her friend's exclamation, "I am indeed
-a wretched-looking specimen. I've had this fever before, and I know how
-it takes it out of me—between the fever in my blood, and the fever
-in my mind, I am almost extinct. See," and she held up an envelope,
-"he will keep on writing to me, although I never answer his letters. I
-think it is so cruel of him: and he comes here every day. His steamer
-leaves Bombay on Saturday, but he swears he will not leave India till
-he sees me again."
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"He will never see me again. No more than if I had died—I am dead, my
-heart is dead."
-
-"Oh, Elinor, don't say that. You love me a little, and so many, many
-people love you."
-
-"If they knew what you and I know, do you think they would love me?"
-
-"Yes, and more than ever."
-
-"But do you realise that I ache—yes, that is the word—to see Alan, to
-hear his voice, to look at him even once more—before he goes away,"
-and her voice shook, "for ever? Do you know that I have written to
-him—oh, so many letters—mad, wild wicked letters, and destroyed them.
-I believe there is another spirit in my body, not the old restrained
-conscientious Elinor, but a mad, crazy spirit, who prates of love and
-the world well lost. Oh, my dear, you see in me a very sick woman
-mentally and physically—you are my doctor."
-
-"What can I do for you?" and Angel laid her cool hand on her
-companion's burning head. "Tell me. I will do anything to help you."
-
-"You can meet Alan—take him my good-bye to-morrow. Tell him he must
-leave on Saturday. People are all wondering why he stays on? and are
-looking about for the inducement. Tell him I shall often think of him,
-and pray for him, and pray that he may live a good unselfish life,
-share his wealth with others, and be happy. When we are old, old people
-we may perhaps meet—and that is all—except—good-bye."
-
-"I will give him this message, and _how_ he will hate me!"
-
-"No, no, he likes you." A long pause, then with an abrupt change of
-tone, "And so Mrs. Waldershare is in Marwar?"
-
-"Yes. She stayed for a few days with the Blaines, and now she has gone
-to the Imperial Hotel because she wishes to be independent."
-
-"What is she like?"
-
-"She is dazzlingly beautiful, with great dark eyes that seem to go
-right across her face."
-
-"Yes, I hear she is very good-looking and alluring."
-
-"And most fascinating; all the world admires her, and is making a fuss
-about her. We are giving a dinner for her to-morrow, and have asked
-the little baronet, and the Blaines, and Captain Hailes. Well, now, I
-must go; I hear Philip talking to your husband. What about to-morrow?
-When shall I see Mr. Lindsay? If he calls on me the servants will
-hear every word—our house is so open—there are twelve doors in the
-drawing-room. We might walk in the garden if it——"
-
-"I'll tell you; drive down to the polo, and pick him up in your cart. I
-hate to ask you to do this for me—do you think your husband will mind?"
-
-"Oh, no, Philip is never jealous, you know that—if the worst came to
-the worst, I'd tell him." Mrs. Gordon sat up and gasped. "Yes, I would,
-Elinor, and I warn you beforehand. But I hope there is no question of
-that. I will meet Mr. Lindsay to-morrow, give him your message, and
-tell him that he must go home, that if he stayed here for years he
-would not see you, or hear from you again. I shall be firm. There," and
-she kissed her companion's hand, "I must go."
-
-The following afternoon Colonel Gascoigne returned home early, in order
-to take Angel for a ride; she looked wan and spiritless, like a flower
-that was drooping. He blamed himself for leaving her in that great
-empty bungalow; was it fair to her, to give up so much time to work,
-and leave her alone?
-
-And there was something on her mind—what?
-
-"Could it be—Alan Lindsay?" he asked himself; and a voice answered,
-"No; you deserve to be shot for the suspicion. Angel is not that sort."
-No, retorted the little devil Jealousy; but most young women are "that
-sort," when thrown for two months into the daily intimate, picturesque
-society of one of the most well-endowed and irresistible of men. With
-these voices still clamouring in his mental ears, he arrived at home,
-and was informed that "the Mem Sahib had gone out in the cart, and
-taken John Sahib and Sam Sahib towards the polo;" and he turned his
-horse, and rode off in that direction. Angel was not at the polo, but
-Mrs. Waldershare was there. She beckoned him gaily to her victoria, in
-which sat two men, whilst a third worshipped upon the step.
-
-"Where are you going to, Philip?" she inquired, with an air of playful
-authority.
-
-"Only for a ride. Have you seen Angel?"
-
-"Your good Angel—oh, yes. She drove away just now with such a
-nice-looking man! They went up the road towards the old palace. You
-don't mean to say you are going _too_?" and Lola gave a wicked little
-laugh; but Philip affected not to hear, and cantered off.
-
-The palace was now used as a picture-gallery, it contained portraits of
-many rajahs and nawabs, and stood in a beautiful garden. It lay beyond
-the bazaars, about two miles from the polo. As Gascoigne rode along,
-his head was in a whirl, the hot blood was thumping in his heart. What
-did he mean to do? He could not say. He brought his horse to a walk,
-and made an effort to control his rage, and endeavoured to analyse
-his own sensations. What ailed him? Was this jealousy, or merely bad
-temper? As he came in sight of the gates, he descried the portly figure
-of John, just crossing the drive in chase of a squirrel. Yes, John had
-betrayed the whereabouts of his mistress, and there, by the palace
-entrance, stood her cart, pony, and syce. Meanwhile Angel had seen Alan
-Lindsay at the polo, and carelessly offered him a seat. As he accepted
-it with alacrity, she said:
-
-"I have a message for you—several messages."
-
-"Then don't deliver them here, for God's sake. Drive a bit up the road,
-where we can talk face to face."
-
-"All right," she replied; "I'll go up as far as the Suchar Palace; the
-dogs love the gardens," and, as she spoke, Angel turned her pony's
-head, and drove rapidly away; all the time they flew along she never
-once opened her lips. Once at the palace, she sprang out, gave the
-reins to her syce, and said to her companion:
-
-"Let us go into the gallery; we can talk there undisturbed," and she
-ran lightly up the stairs.
-
-The gallery was lined on two sides with gorgeous portraits of princes
-in brocade, white muslin, steel armour, or jewels; but the couple never
-cast a glance at one of them, and Lindsay broke the silence by asking,
-in a hoarse voice:
-
-"Now, what is her message? What does she wish you to say for her?"
-
-"I am to say good-bye," replied Angel, looking at him steadfastly.
-
-"I won't listen to it."
-
-"You have no choice; you must. She implores you to go home at once.
-What is the use of remaining out here?"
-
-"Because, even if I do not see her, I am near her—and that is
-something."
-
-"It is madness. Will you not do as she wishes?"
-
-"You know well that I would die for her."
-
-"And she asks much less than your life—only to go—to go—to go."
-
-"One would suppose you were talking to a dog!" he said angrily.
-
-"I have a great respect for some dogs," replied Angel; "you have no
-respect for Elinor's wishes. Her mind is fixed, she will never see you
-again; will you force her to leave Marwar?"
-
-"I wish I could force her to leave it with me."
-
-"There, you waste your time and breath! She has a strong will, she
-is passionately sorry for herself and you—she is at the same time
-deeply humiliated to find that she, a married woman, could suffer such
-anguish. If you have any regard for her, any love for her, I beseech
-you to leave Marwar. She is ill, she is miserable, she—oh, if you only
-saw her as I saw her, you would never hesitate,—you cruel man."
-
-By degrees Alan Lindsay, borne down by the force of Angel's arguments,
-her expostulations, her appeals, gave way. The dusk had suddenly
-fallen, as it does in India; these two, the pleader and the pleaded
-with, could hardly distinguish each other's features.
-
-"Do you realise that I leave my heart—my very life—behind me?" he
-exclaimed.
-
-"Yes, but you will be brave, you gain a victory; you will see it some
-day as I see it—you will go."
-
-"Angel," said a voice from the dusk. It was her husband who spoke, he
-was close beside her, and she gave a perceptible start, but instantly
-recovering, rejoined, with surpassing nonchalance.
-
-"Oh, is it you, Philip? How unexpected. Mr. Lindsay and I—have been
-looking at the pictures."
-
-"Yes—that is evident to the meanest intelligence," replied Gascoigne,
-and his voice had a suppressed sound, and Angel for once distinguished
-a touch of sarcasm, never heard by her before.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII
-
-EXPLANATION
-
-
-"BUT you cannot study the Rajah's pictures any longer," continued
-Colonel Gascoigne, in a rough and dominant tone, and as he spoke he
-struck a match, and confronted, as he anticipated, Alan Lindsay—Mr.
-Lindsay, white as a ghost, and evidently shattered by some great mental
-storm.
-
-"Shall we go home?" he suggested politely, as he struck another match,
-and lighted the way to the head of the stairs, the two picture-seers
-following him down in somewhat awed silence.
-
-At the foot of the steps stood Angel's pony cart, with its lamps
-alight, and her husband's horse.
-
-"Well, good-bye, Mr. Lindsay," she said in a cool, clear voice, as she
-turned to him in the entrance. "I will write to you sometimes. Philip,
-Mr. Lindsay is leaving for England."
-
-"Good-bye, Gascoigne," he said hoarsely, and he held out his hand, but
-Colonel Gascoigne affected not to see it.
-
-"Oh, good-bye," he said, shortly. "Angel, get in. I will drive you
-home"; to the syce, "bring on my horse." He whipped up the cob, and
-they flew down the avenue, leaving Alan Lindsay in the dim, dewy
-garden, to find his way back to the cantonment on foot and alone.
-
-Colonel Gascoigne drove very fast, but he never uttered one word, nor
-did Angel. She was thinking of the miserable man from whom she had
-been so unceremoniously parted, and a little of her husband. He was
-extremely angry; never had she known him to be angry, but Angel was
-not the least afraid of him. She had done nothing to be ashamed of,
-and once or twice she had felt a mad, almost uncontrollable desire to
-scream with laughter. Was Philip really jealous—at last? How funny!
-
-Philip's head was seething with new ideas. He saw himself from a novel
-point of view, racked by many incongruous feelings—the furiously,
-justly incensed husband. Should he speak now? No, he would wait till
-after dinner, and then have it out with her.
-
-He dashed up under the porch, alighted, handed out his wife with his
-usual courtesy, who walked up the steps without a word, and by the
-light of the great verandah lamp he caught a glimpse of her face; it
-recalled the Angel of Ramghur, when she was in one of her most defiant
-moods. They had a dinner-party that evening, and Mrs. Gascoigne,
-dressed with her accustomed taste, was exceptionally animated and gay,
-and played hostess to perfection. Certainly Angel, as of old, had a
-hard, fierce, untamed spirit; she met his glances without wincing, and
-they spoke, when occasion required, with Arctic politeness. Then when
-the last carriage had rumbled off, and his wife was trailing away to
-her room, Gascoigne came in from the verandah, and said:
-
-"Stop—I wish to speak to you—Angel."
-
-"Yes?" The yes was interrogative—sinking gracefully into an easy-chair.
-
-"I am not a jealous man," he began, abruptly.
-
-"Who said you were?" It was the Angel of Ramghur who retorted.
-
-"I have"—struggling hard for complete self-command—"trusted you
-absolutely, as if you were my very right hand, and eyes——"
-
-"But you could not believe your eyes this evening, I suppose?" she
-interrupted carelessly, and she looked up at him, and then at her white
-satin shoe.
-
-"No, I returned home early to take you for a ride; I heard you had gone
-off towards the polo, and followed. At the polo, some one said, 'If you
-are looking for Mrs. Gascoigne, I saw her driving towards the Palace.'
-I came on, and discovered you there with—Lindsay—alone. I heard him
-say, 'I leave my heart—my life behind me,' and you answered, 'You will
-be brave—you will go.' He is going—you are to write to him. What does
-it all mean?—Angel—for God's sake—tell me the truth?"
-
-"I invariably tell you the truth," she answered calmly; "they say that
-children and fools always do that—I wonder which I am?"
-
-"But children and fools do _not_ always tell the truth," he objected
-sharply.
-
-"When did I ever tell you a lie?" she demanded, and her eyes clouded
-over,—sure prediction of a storm.
-
-"Never, I must honestly admit. Do you—and here I ask a plain
-question—love Lindsay? He is handsome, he is fascinating, and madly in
-love—all this I am sane enough to see."
-
-"You don't see much beyond your own nose in these matters," was Angel's
-unexpected rejoinder.
-
-"At any rate, I won't see my name disgraced," he answered roughly.
-
-"It is my name—as much as yours," she retorted haughtily. "What are
-you driving at?"
-
-"Lindsay—is he—no, I can't say it!"
-
-"I should hope not. My fancy flies with yours, you see. I am sorry you
-are so much annoyed."
-
-"Annoyed!" he repeated.
-
-"Then the expression is inadequate; I conclude—that words fail you.
-You wish to ask me if Alan Lindsay is my lover? Is that what you desire
-to express?"
-
-He nodded his head.
-
-"He was out in camp with me for two months."
-
-"He was."
-
-"If I tell you a secret will you swear to keep it?"
-
-"Your secrets are generally startling, but on the present occasion who
-runs may read. Lindsay was in camp with you for two months; picturesque
-surroundings, propinquity, a very pretty married woman—I see it
-all—he made love to you."
-
-"Wrong—guess again."
-
-"Why guess—there was no one else."
-
-"Pray, what do you call Mrs. Gordon?"
-
-"I call her the best woman I have ever known—surely her influence——"
-
-Angel raised her slender white hand in protest, and said:
-
-"Here is my secret—please keep it. Alan Lindsay is in love—with Mrs.
-Gordon."
-
-"_Angel!_" cried her husband, with a vehemence that brought Sam out of
-his bed, and caused the ayah to creep to a doorway.
-
-"It is perfectly true," she continued calmly. "He is madly, wildly,
-irretrievably devoted to her."
-
-"And she?" with an incredulous jeer.
-
-"The same. It dawned upon me when I was in camp; I saw it coming long
-before it occurred to them—I was always sharp, you know."
-
-Colonel Gascoigne suddenly sat down and rested his elbow on the table,
-and stared hard at his wife. His mind was a battlefield of conflicting
-ideas. Angel had never told him an untruth—no, not even at Ramghur;
-and, as for Mrs. Gordon, had she not years of good deeds to speak for
-her?
-
-"They are absolutely suited to each other," continued Angel, suddenly
-changing her position; she no longer lounged with crossed knees,
-dangling arms, and a swinging little satin-clad foot. She sat up, leant
-forward with clasped hands and expressive eyes—"yes, they are made
-for one another—their ideas and tastes are identical, but that wooden
-old wretch, who always recalls the god Odin to me, sits between them
-and bars their road to happiness." She drew a long breath. "Yes," and
-her voice thrilled strangely, her colour rose and her eyes flashed,
-"it seems a perfectly hopeless muddle; there are two lives wrecked for
-a life which is selfish, stolid, emotionless, and cruel. If _I_ were
-Elinor, I should run away with Alan Lindsay; why should I sacrifice
-everything to a greedy, solid block of self, who merely regards his
-wife as a cook-housekeeper, without wages—a housekeeper who may never
-dare to give warning?"
-
-Gascoigne sat up electrified; was this fiercely eloquent, passionate,
-beautiful creature the rather languid, limp, every-day Angel?
-
-"You look amazed," she cried triumphantly, "and well you may. Am I not
-preaching heresy, I, a married woman? Since I have told you so much, I
-will tell you more. She"—throwing out her arms dramatically—"would
-have gone off with Alan only for me." Gascoigne stared at his wife; he
-could not speak.
-
-"I am much stronger than I look," resumed Angel; "who would believe
-that I, who am but two-and-twenty, could influence Mrs. Gordon, who, as
-you once boasted to me, could influence a province!"
-
-"Who, indeed?" he echoed; but when he saw Angel in this exalted mood he
-was prepared to believe in her victories.
-
-"She was only drawn gradually to the brink, inch by inch, step by step;
-and, oh, she struggled so hard. Alan Lindsay is clever, plausible,
-eloquent. I found her on the brink; I sounded the recall—the trumpet
-of the assembly of good people, in her ear. I dragged her back by moral
-force."
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"She is nearly dead, she is in a state of mental collapse, the fight
-was so desperate, the struggle betwixt love and duty so severe. _I_
-fought for duty," and Angel nodded her head at her stupefied listener.
-"I'm not sure that I shall do it always—I fought well—I turned the
-tide of battle. Alan Lindsay has accepted his dismissal and his fate.
-As a small, small alleviation, he may write to _me_."
-
-There was a long pause, broken only once more by the girl's thin,
-clear voice inquiring: "What have you got to say to me, Philip?"
-
-He rose with a sudden impulse and came towards her.
-
-"I say—that you are an Angel—a wingless Angel," and he stooped down
-and kissed her.
-
-"So much for jealousy!" she exclaimed, and laughed.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV
-
-A REFUGEE
-
-
-IT was seven o'clock in the morning, and under the neem trees at the
-far side of the parade-ground, Mrs. Gordon and Mrs. Gascoigne are
-walking their horses side by side. The former has completely recovered
-from her sharp attack of fever, though her face is worn, and bears
-the trace of suffering. She always appeared to great advantage in the
-saddle, and sits her powerful black New Zealander with the ease of a
-finished horsewoman. Mrs. Gordon is Irish.
-
-Angel, looking slim and girlish, is mounted on an excitable chestnut,
-stud-bred, called Carrots, who keeps snatching alternately at his
-bridle, and snapping at his neighbour—although they are old friends,
-were out in camp together, and have travelled many miles in company.
-
-"I have a piece of news for you, Angel," said Mrs. Gordon. "I was
-coming round to tell you, when we met. Donald has suddenly made up his
-mind to go home for six months."
-
-"Oh, Elinor! what you have been longing for the last three years. You
-want a change—I am so glad—and so sorry."
-
-"It was all thought of in the usual Indian eleventh hour scramble;
-Donald finds he can get leave, and he is suddenly seized with a
-desperate desire to see his book in print—the idea has been simmering
-for a long time, last night it came to a boil. He wired for our
-passages in the _Caledonia_ for next Friday."
-
-"Next Friday—so soon?"
-
-"Yes; and he has written to Alan Lindsay, telling him to meet us. He
-thinks he will be so useful to him about publishing the book—and——"
-
-"And?" said Angel, interrogatively.
-
-"To Donald's surprise, I have decided to remain out here, and spend the
-hot weather at Almora with the Byrnes."
-
-Angel pushed back her Terai hat with her whip hand, and stared fixedly
-at her friend.
-
-"Mary Byrne is so delicate, and she has those four children to look
-after—my god-child, the eldest little thing, is a cripple. No, I am
-not going home."
-
-"I believe you are right," announced Angel, after a pause; "but oh!
-what a terrible disappointment—think of your people."
-
-"I do think of them—and of many other things. I am always thinking
-now. I wish to be a happy old woman—if ever I am an old woman—to try
-and be faithful to my ideals, and to do my duty—nothing else matters."
-
-"Do you believe in the doctrine of compensation? If you don't have some
-things—there are others?"
-
-"It would be a compensation, if you came to Almora, Angel."
-
-Angel shook her head. She was engaged with her irritable young horse,
-who, maddened by a fly, had broken into a mad frenzy of kicking,
-culminating in two passionate buck jumps.
-
-"He wants a good bucketing," said Mrs. Gordon; "you should take him
-round the racecourse."
-
-"I should," agreed his rider, a little out of breath, "but it's too
-late this morning. Have you seen Mrs. Waldershare yet?"
-
-"Yes; I returned her visit yesterday."
-
-Angel's eyes instantly asked a dozen questions, in reply to which Mrs.
-Gordon said: "I do not admire her."
-
-"But don't you see that she is beautiful?"
-
-"I see that she is a woman of the world. I can understand her
-attraction for some, but I don't care for a slow, coiling manner, or
-that crooked smile and drawl."
-
-"Oh, Elinor, I've never known you so prejudiced," protested her
-companion; "she sacrificed herself——"
-
-"To marry a millionaire," interrupted Mrs. Gordon.
-
-"And she has been so nice to me."
-
-Mrs. Gordon glanced quickly at Angel. Where were her keen
-susceptibilities? what had become of her usually sharp sight? How had
-this good-looking, ingratiating, self-seeking widow managed to throw
-dust in those clear eyes?
-
-"So you don't like her," said Angel; "now I wonder why? You generally
-classify people so indulgently—where would you place Mrs. Waldershare?"
-
-"In the reptile house at the Zoo!" was the startling rejoinder. "I do
-not often take a dislike to people, but when I do it is invincible." In
-answer to her friend's face of blank astonishment, she continued: "I
-sincerely hope you won't see much of her, Angel?"
-
-"I cannot see much of her, even if I would, if that is any relief to
-your mind, for I am going into Garhwal with Philip."
-
-"Ah, that would not be in her trail; she would not care for roughing it
-in a hut on buffaloes' milk and goats' flesh. Dear me, how vindictive I
-am," she exclaimed with a laugh. "I wonder if I am growing bitter in my
-old age?" Then, in a different tone, she continued: "How I shall miss
-you, dear; you have been my life preserver. I was swept away into very
-dark waters, which nearly closed over me. Now I have struggled back to
-land, and I believe I shall see the sun once more."
-
-"You will enjoy a great deal of sunshine yet, I hope," said Angel,
-fervently.
-
-"Reflected only," she answered, "but quite as much as I deserve. To
-descend from these metaphors, this morning's sun is getting too strong,
-I must go in. I'll come round and see you this evening," and, with
-a wave of her whip, Mrs. Gordon turned homewards; and Angel, giving
-Carrots his head at last, galloped across the parade-ground at full
-speed. When she had gone more than half-way, she descried a man,
-followed by two small white objects. It was Philip, returning from the
-brigade office on foot. He signalled with his hand, which was full of
-officials, and she charged up to him at once.
-
-"Have your orders come?" she asked anxiously.
-
-"No, but I expect them hourly. It is too late for you to be out this
-hot morning, and high time you were up in the hills."
-
-"Yes, in Garhwal—remember your promise, Phil."
-
-"You may follow later, but I could not possibly take you _now_."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"I shall have to make arrangements, and put up some kind of a house.
-Angel, I warn you most solemnly that the life will be monotonous; you
-won't like it—you have evolved an elysium out of your imagination. The
-reality is—Tartar faces, Tartar fare, forbidding, barren mountains,
-and a distinct flavour of central Asian squalor."
-
-"So much the better," she answered recklessly. "I want to break new
-ground, and explore a land beyond curling-pins and fashions; I am
-longing for a change."
-
-"_That_ you may certainly reckon on."
-
-"I don't want a pretty hill station, with bands, and garden parties,
-and three posts a day. I wish to get away from every one, among the
-wild, bare mountains, catch the spirit of your work, and perhaps
-overtake an adventure."
-
-"Or be overtaken by one, in the shape of a bear or a landslip. Well, I
-suppose you must have your way. I have arranged to rent Rockstone, the
-Warings' house at the Chotah Bilat—you know it. It is very pretty and
-secluded, sufficiently aloof from the madding crowd, and close to the
-Colliers, who will look after you. By the end of May I shall either
-come and fetch you or send a strong escort to bring you into Garhwal.
-How will that suit you, Mrs. G.?"
-
-"I suppose it will have to do," she answered, discontentedly; "but I
-shall loathe being up at Bilhat by myself."
-
-"Perhaps you can find some companion—Mrs. Gordon?"
-
-"No, I've just been talking to her. Odin is taking six months' leave
-to England, and she is going to Almora to do children's maid, and sick
-nurse."
-
-"Penance," muttered Gascoigne under his breath. "Hullo, I say—what
-are _we_ overtaking?" and he pointed to a large bullock cart which had
-just turned into their gate. It was heavily laden with boxes and trunks
-of all shapes and descriptions. On the summit of the pile a steamer
-chair was poised precariously, on which we can distinguish (though they
-cannot) the name "Waldershare" in full-sized letters. A sharp-looking,
-elderly maid, carrying a white umbrella, and a square green crocodile
-case, followed the luggage on foot.
-
-"Oh, some mistake," said Angel carelessly—"the wrong bungalow."
-
-"By the way, I have a note for you," said Colonel Gascoigne, suddenly
-searching among the papers in his hand. "I forgot all about it—a peon
-came with it to the office; he said it was important," and as he spoke
-he handed it up.
-
-"Why, it's from Mrs. Waldershare," exclaimed Angel when she had torn
-it open and glanced at the contents. She pushed her hat to the back of
-her head—a trick of hers—pulled Carrots to a standstill, and read it
-aloud.
-
- "DEAR ANGEL—You will be a good Angel to me, and take me under your
- wing, when I tell you that there is a case of small-pox in the hotel
- compound, a disease of which I have an unspeakable horror. I know
- you have an empty spare room and I am sure that Philip would not like
- to feel that his old playmate was enduring misery and risking danger.
- I have packed and sent off my luggage. Do please say I may come at
- once.—Your terrified, LOLA."
-
-"Well?" said Angel, as she concluded, and looked down into Philip's
-eyes.
-
-"Of course your terrified Lola must come at once; we will send the
-carriage over for her. I had no idea there was small-pox in the
-station. The sooner you are off the better."
-
-"And pray, what can I do with Mrs. Waldershare?" she inquired, stuffing
-the note into her saddle pocket.
-
-"Oh, she is bound to have made her own plans. By Jove, here she comes
-in one of the hotel victorias."
-
- * * * * *
-
-After hastily welcoming her guest, Mrs. Gascoigne hurried away to make
-her arrangements for Lola, her maid, and her belongings, leaving the
-two old playfellows _tête-à-tête_ in the verandah. Mrs. Waldershare
-was suitably dressed in a cool white cambric, and a shady hat; a great
-bunch of heliotrope was stuck in her belt. Her face was pathetically
-pale, and her dark eyes were tragic, as she turned to her host and
-said, with a quick, dramatic gesture:
-
-"Oh, it is too bad of me to take you by storm in this way, but I am
-such a miserable coward; though if anything did happen to me, there is
-no one to care now," and her voice sank. "It is such a misfortune that
-Edgar is on the march, and here I am, left adrift."
-
-"You must not talk like this, Lola," interrupted Philip. "I am glad you
-came to us,—you know you are welcome here. Don't trouble your head,
-but make yourself at home. Angel will be delighted to have you. We were
-only saying a few minutes ago that she must have a companion when I go
-away."
-
-"Oh," with a little gasp, "when are you going?"
-
-"In a day or two, on duty into Garhwal, and Angel will be all by
-herself, at any rate, until she goes to the hills."
-
- * * * * *
-
-An hour later, Mrs. Waldershare, having seen her dresses unpacked, her
-odds and ends arranged, and written off half-a-dozen notes—announcing
-her change of address—dismissed Tile, her maid, and threw herself down
-on a lounge with a sigh of inexpressible satisfaction.
-
-Yes, she had managed it capitally, taken the position at a rush—"now
-established here," and she glanced round the comfortable bedroom;
-"here" she determined to remain.
-
-"_J'y suis et j'y reste_," she murmured to herself with a smile. What
-had become of the pale, distraught, excited, and apologetic Lola?
-
-Philip was perfectly right when he declared that Lola was certain to
-have made her plans, but if he had been an accomplished thought-reader,
-and been able to fathom them, his surprise would have been unbounded.
-
-Mrs. Waldershare's small supply of funds was ebbing rapidly; to
-live in a suitable style, which includes a maid, a carriage, and
-constant little dinners, costs a considerable sum even in India; and
-at hotels, of course, it is a matter of ready money. The last week's
-bill had proved a disagreeable surprise; the manager had thrown out
-hints respecting late parties, and declared that other residents had
-complained of loud talking, and carriage wheels, at unusual hours.
-
-Mrs. Waldershare's reply was extremely dignified and crushing, but she
-realised that it was time to execute a fresh manœuvre. People were
-beginning to talk of moving to the hills; what was to become of her?
-Moneyless, friendless, abandoned on the plains? Edgar had written
-such a cool letter, announcing that he was sending his wife home, and
-spending the hot weather in Seetapore, where, if she liked, Lola could
-join him. In one sense, there could hardly be a warmer invitation! But
-this scheme did not commend itself to his sister, who lay with her eyes
-half-closed lazily contemplating her castles in the air. The Gascoignes
-were wealthy and liberal (so every one said); generosity undoubtedly
-begins with old friends. She would lay herself out to cultivate
-Angel—she would be cautious; she resolved to walk, so to speak, on
-tip-toe, so as never to awaken the young woman's dormant jealousy,
-which she instinctively felt would be easily aroused. She and Philip
-would be on "brother and sister," "old friends" footing; indeed, Philip
-was now so cool, so detached, so indifferent, she could hardly bring
-herself to believe that he had ever been her lover, and that she might
-have been his wife for years and years, the mistress of this charming
-house. No, she and this Philip would never have assimilated; he was
-much too masterful, too strait-laced, and too austere.
-
-She would play her cards carefully, with Angel; there must be fewer
-cigarettes, and French novels, and _no_ roulette. As the older and more
-experienced woman, she would influence her, and once they were alone,
-she would gradually assume the lead, gain her confidence, and learn
-her secrets; later on, accompany her to the delightful little chalet
-that she heard had been rented in the hills, mix with the gay throng,
-and marry. Possibly little Cupid—unless she could do better,—and
-return home, Lady Tudor. All this would cost her nothing but a little
-care, a little flattery, and a certain amount of invention. With
-these satisfactory arrangements in her mind, Mrs. Waldershare's eyes
-gradually closed, and she fell asleep into a deep and refreshing
-slumber.
-
-Before proceeding further, it may as well be stated that the small-pox
-scare proved to be completely unfounded and was subsequently traced to
-Mrs. Waldershare's ayah, who waited on that lady's lady's-maid.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXV
-
-A GOOD BILLET
-
-
-THE unexpected guest, pleading a nervous headache (the result of
-fright), did not appear at tiffin, but emerged later in the afternoon,
-wearing a subdued expression, and a fantastic loosely-fitting garment,
-which gave the uninitiated occasion to marvel how it was put on? and
-why it did not come off? It was a confection from Paris, more suitable
-to a Parisian artiste than a respectable British widow, and the dogs
-looked at each other and winked.
-
-"I just slipped into this," explained Lola to her hostess. "It is so
-deliciously light—quite the latest thing in tea-gowns," and she sank
-into a chair with a complacent sigh.
-
-"Oh, is it really? I thought it was a _sauté du lit_."
-
-"You can have it copied if you like," kindly ignoring such deplorable
-ignorance.
-
-"Thank you," said Angel, demurely, "but it is not a style which would
-suit me."
-
-"No, dear, perhaps you _are_ a little too thin. I see you are having
-tea out here," continued the uninvited guest. "How delightful! I
-daresay some of my friends will drop in to inquire how I got over my
-scare—you won't mind?"
-
-"No, of course not; I shall be delighted to see them. Excuse me for a
-moment, while I take this telegram to Philip," and Mrs. Waldershare was
-left for a moment alone with Sam and John.
-
-They both disliked her most cordially. She jeered at John, and made
-rude remarks about his figure—he was extremely sensitive to ridicule.
-She sat in Sam's favourite chair, and had once flung him off her lap
-with a violence that hurt him. Then they abhorred the atmosphere of
-heliotrope and pearl powder, and felt instinctively that the intruder
-hated animals, and was a "human" to be most carefully avoided. As
-they sat glaring at the interloper, and exchanging their opinions
-of her, the lady's friends appeared in a hired landau, Sir Capel,
-General Bothwell, and Mrs. Alley-Lacy, who was profanely known as Mrs.
-Laissez-Aller, an exuberant, talkative woman of uncertain age and
-proclivities, but who was obviously rich, agreeable, and beautifully
-dressed, and had come to India, she declared, solely on account of her
-health. She could not endure the English climate, and India was an
-interesting change from Egypt, where she had wintered hitherto. Mrs.
-Lacy might be classed as "an hotel lady," for she had no permanent
-home and no permanent ties, and seemed well acquainted with all the
-principal hostelries in Europe.
-
-The third visitor was General Bothwell, retired; a wiry, dapper little
-man, with a large authoritative-looking nose, a voice to correspond,
-and a pointed snow-white beard. He entertained an extremely high
-opinion of R. Bothwell, K.C.B., who once upon a time had carried out
-an insignificant but successful expedition—and had lived upon his
-reputation ever since. He was a terrible correspondent, the high priest
-of bore, and his chief enjoyment in life consisted in asking questions,
-expounding his views, and proclaiming what ought to be done under
-certain circumstances. He had mentally conducted every recent campaign,
-and, according to his own account, all the chief men at the War Office
-were his personal friends, and he was their valuable adviser. A
-widower with ample means, and ample time on his hands, he had just run
-down to re-visit his old haunts in order to ascertain how the great
-Indian Empire was getting on without him. The General had made Mrs.
-Waldershare's acquaintance at the Imperial Hotel and admired her from a
-paternal standpoint; her attitude to him and others was that of serene
-friendliness and warm interest.
-
-"Oh, how could you desert us, Mrs. Waldershare?" said Sir Capel,
-accosting her dramatically.
-
-"See, we have all come in a body to take you back," added Mrs. Lacy,
-with a careful kiss.
-
-"You have stolen a march," proclaimed the General; "these are
-comfortable free quarters—a good billet. Better than the Imperial!"
-
-"Yes; the Gascoignes have been most pressing," said Lola; "so kind.
-They were greatly averse to my staying at an hotel."
-
-She paused. The couple were coming out on the verandah, to find her and
-the table thus surrounded. After a few minutes' greetings and talk,
-General Bothwell said:
-
-"So I hear you are off, Gascoigne. I met Hawkins at the gate, and he
-told me."
-
-"Yes; I've had a wire, and I leave to-morrow for Garhwal."
-
-"About this lake scare—most unnecessary fuss, don't you think so, eh?"
-
-"No; I'm on the other tack—better be sure than sorry."
-
-"Please do explain all about it," said Mrs. Lacy; "I am so interested."
-
-"The explanation is, that an enormous landslip has dammed up a large
-valley, and a mountain river, and turned it into a lake, five miles
-long and four hundred feet deep."
-
-"That's big enough for canoeing," remarked Sir Capel.
-
-"It's filling at the rate of three feet a day, and as soon as the water
-reaches the top of the dam—say in a month or six weeks—the dam will
-burst and flood a hundred and fifty miles of country."
-
-"What a sight it will be! I'd give a lot to see it," said Sir Capel.
-"Niagara broke loose in India."
-
-"It will certainly be an unprecedented sight."
-
-"And what measures are you engineer chaps taking?" inquired General
-Bothwell, with his mouth full of bread and butter.
-
-"Merely precautions. We cannot let the water off under control; all we
-can do is to ensure that it escapes down the river bed—without loss of
-life."
-
-"Can't be many lives to lose up there," he argued.
-
-"Yes; besides the villagers, there are thousands of pilgrims who pass
-down to Hurdwar in May and June, and we are bound to know to a day—in
-fact, to an hour—when the flood is due."
-
-"What can you do?"
-
-"We have established a temporary telegraph line from the lake to ten
-stations where pilgrims halt, and at good points, from which to control
-the traffic. Pillars are erected every half-mile to show the safe
-limits out of reach of the flood, and all the principal bridges are
-being dismantled. As soon as the water reaches the crest of the dam,
-the official in charge will send a warning telegram, for the flood will
-travel fast."
-
-"I suppose the natives are terrified out of their senses?" asked Mrs.
-Lacy.
-
-"No, not in the least; they think it will pass quietly over the river
-bed, and this is the view of the pilgrims, who are furious because
-their ordinary route is forbidden."
-
-"By Jove, and I don't wonder," said General Bothwell, combatively.
-"Instead of arranging for the outlet of the water, a telegraph line has
-been erected—no doubt at immense cost—to apprise people of the danger
-of a flood which may come in a month, a year—or never!" and he laughed
-derisively. "I think, whoever has hit on the _telegraph_ as a means of
-dealing with an engineering difficulty, will look uncommonly foolish."
-
-"I am the culprit," coolly confessed Gascoigne. "To divert the lake
-otherwise would cost two million of rupees; India is poor, and there is
-not time to erect masonry weirs, outfalls, and shoots."
-
-"And so," said Sir Cupid, "you have resolved to let it slide? And you
-believe there will be a big flood?"
-
-"Yes, I am sure of it," replied Gascoigne, with emphasis.
-
-"How I should like to see it."
-
-"I shall see it," announced Angel. "Philip has promised to take me with
-him."
-
-"Much against his will," he supplemented, with a laugh.
-
-"But I am going in spite of him," she answered, with a glance of gay
-defiance. "I was born in the Himalayas; I am a hill woman."
-
-"Yes; that is certain," said Sir Capel, promptly.
-
-"Pray, how do you know?"
-
-"Because you are not a plain woman."
-
-"How can you be so ridiculous?" she remonstrated, impatiently.
-
-"Surely you are not going off immediately," said Mrs. Alley-Lacy, "to
-see this wonderful dam?" bringing out the last word with considerable
-unction.
-
-"No, not just yet. I wish I were!"
-
-"And what will become of you?"
-
-"Mrs. Gascoigne and I are going to look after one another," volunteered
-Mrs. Waldershare, laying her hand on Angel's arm with an air of
-affectionate proprietorship. "I shall take care of her. She is left
-in my charge, is she not, Philip?" and she appealed to him with her
-eloquent eyes.
-
-Philip was considerably taken aback, but he rallied with his usual
-elasticity, and said:
-
-"Oh, Angel has an old head on young shoulders. I shall make her
-responsible for the house—and I shall ask Padre Eliot to keep an eye
-on both of you."
-
-"Well, Gascoigne," said General Bothwell, standing up and shaking
-crumbs out of his beard, "I must confess that I am amused at this
-scheme of yours—_I_ don't believe in scaring people, you know. I think
-you are on the wrong tack—the wrong tack—but you Engineer chaps are,
-in my experience, the most pig-headed branch of the service."
-
-"Still, sir, I think you must admit that we earn our bread and butter?"
-
-"Butter—oh, yes!—you get more than enough of that," retorted the
-General, pointedly.
-
-"You won't get any butter in Garhwal," announced Sir Capel, "of any
-sort or kind; only black bread and cucumbers—awful grub! I've been up
-reading a lot about this water-shoot—all the same I wish you'd take me
-with you, Gascoigne."
-
-"In what capacity."
-
-"Oh, as dhoby, dog boy, special correspondent—anything," and Sir Capel
-put his hands together, and his head on one side, and looked extremely
-ridiculous.
-
-"No, no, my dear fellow," rejoined Gascoigne with a laugh, and a
-significant glance at Mrs. Waldershare. "How could the ladies spare
-you?"
-
-In two days' time Colonel Gascoigne had left home, and Angel for once
-was not disconsolate. She analysed her feelings, dug down deeply into
-her motives, and the sensation she there discovered was not sorrow, but
-relief. She had been dimly aware of a vague uneasiness, an intangible
-dread of developments. All this was at an end now.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVI
-
-JOINT HOSTESS
-
-
-AND thus Mrs. Waldershare was established as Mrs. Gascoigne's chaperone
-and companion; and the station, who considered it a most excellent
-arrangement, and but yet another proof of her husband's good sense,
-cried Wah! wah! They had been duly informed of the ancient friendship
-which had existed between his parents and Mrs. Waldershare's. There
-was no mention of a love affair—crafty Lola had set back the intimacy
-a whole generation—it was discreetly cloaked in the mantle of years.
-Mrs. Nobbs, who acted as spokeswoman for Mrs. Grundy, eagerly assured
-every one she met that she highly approved of the move. It was most
-unbecoming (favourite word) for a young married woman to be left
-alone, and Mrs. Waldershare was such a quiet, sensible, charming
-chaperone,—and so clever. Truly she was marvellously clever; in some
-gradual, inexplicable fashion, she assumed the lead of the household.
-Yes, without sound, or beat of drum. She was joint hostess, not guest;
-there was a solid, resistless force in her character that Angel was
-powerless to combat. At early morning, or afternoon tea, it was no
-uncommon thing for her to find Mrs. Waldershare already seated before
-the teapot. This position carries a certain status with it, and
-Lola's visitors went so far as to assume from the air of nonchalant
-hospitality with which she offered cream and cakes, that she was
-"sharing expenses."
-
-This was precisely how she wished it to be understood. To Angel, a
-sort of guest at her own table, she offered playful apologies, and
-assurances that "she was the best tea maker in England, and liked to
-save her dear child trouble."
-
-But there was one lady who regarded the new _ménage_ with the gravest
-misgivings, and this was Mrs. Gordon, who, before departing to the
-hills, had confided her fears to Padre Eliot.
-
-"I do not trust Mrs. Waldershare," she said.
-
-"Why not?" he asked, "she is quiet, and handsome, and ladylike."
-
-"She is a clever, crafty woman, not too scrupulous in money matters. I
-believe"—lowering her voice—"that she gambles! Of course, I have no
-business to have prejudices and to hear gossip."
-
-"It is not like you, certainly," he said, with his broad smile. "I
-believe there has been gambling in the station somewhere, recently; one
-or two boys have been hard hit,—but why suspect a lady?"
-
-"It is more than suspicion. How I wish Colonel Gascoigne had not left
-Angel with that woman. It is like leaving a lamb to a wolf."
-
-"She shall not devour her—I'll see to that," he said, playfully.
-
-"No, but she will use her as her blind, and her banker."
-
-"Well, I think you may trust Mrs. Gascoigne," he said, "her conduct
-has always given evidence of extraordinary good sense, and a certain
-amount of latent force." As Mrs. Gordon had excellent reason to
-acquiesce in this dictum, she was silent.
-
-But her instinct had not deceived her, day by day—nay, hour by hour,
-Angel fell more and more under the elder woman's influence. It was as
-if she had been hypnotised, she surrendered her will to her, and took
-up a subordinate position with unquestioning resignation. Although the
-clever widow was careful not to offend any of the girl's prejudices
-and susceptibilities, the household was ordered to Mrs. Waldershare's
-liking,—and the servants hated her almost as bitterly as the dogs.
-Never put out, never excited, the lady rolled along over all little
-obstacles, a veritable Juggernaut of self. She instituted late
-hours—Angel was naturally an early bird. She enjoyed elaborate and
-dainty meals, Angel preferred very simple fare; she liked long drives
-in the moonlight, sometimes keeping the horses out till midnight;
-occasionally she took Mrs. Lacy with her, or Sir Capel, and Angel
-remained at home. Lola was so clever, so seductive, so persuasive,
-that everything she said or did had the air of being absolutely
-faultless—the one and only speech or action possible under the
-circumstances.
-
-She and her hostess sat a good deal together in the darkened
-drawing-room, for now that the weather was warmer, punkahs were moving,
-"tatties" were installed. Mrs. Waldershare knitted silk ties and
-socks with firm white fingers, whilst Angel drew, and sometimes they
-scarcely exchanged a word in an hour. Lola was not talkative, she never
-talked simply for the sake of conversation. Her silence impressed
-Angel far more than speech; she felt that Lola could tell her so much
-if she would, yes, so much about Philip, and she was sensible of a
-certain awe, and the strivings and painful contortions of a never-to-be
-appeased curiosity, and what was worse, a sleepless jealousy. She was
-humbly conscious that she was far inferior to this calm, beautiful,
-dignified creature, and as she stole long glances at her companion,
-she would tell her envious heart that Philip had been engaged to her
-for four years, twice as long as she had been his wife. He had known
-Lola for thirty years! How could a man outgrow a love like that? It was
-rooted in his very childhood. Lola had some dim intuition of what was
-passing in her companion's thoughts, and smiled, saying to herself,
-"Silly girl, she is always wondering. How wretched I could make her if
-I chose!"
-
-Although the station was emptying, there were still a number of people
-in Marwar, and Mrs. Gascoigne, at Mrs. Waldershare's suggestion,
-had a few friends to dinner now and then. On the occasion of Lola's
-birthday—so-called—Angel gave a little party and asked the heroine of
-the occasion to invite her own guests. Mrs. Lacy, Sir Capel, Captain
-Hailes, and the General were among these, and the little affair went
-off admirably. As usual, all the organisation and trouble were Angel's
-share; she took great pains with the mènu, the mènu cards, and the
-flowers (Lola was so critical), whilst Lola had, as customary, all the
-enjoyment. She was arrayed in a marvellous and filmy gown, and wore a
-beautiful diamond heart and arrow—surprisingly similar to one that
-Crackett, the Delhi hawker, had been offering for sale. Her health was
-drunk, and she made a pretty speech. After dinner, there was music, and
-at eleven o'clock the General and several others took their departure.
-Then Mrs. Waldershare, with a widely encompassing flash of her dark
-eyes, suggested "Cards," adding "the night is just beginning." Angel's
-pale face expressed not merely fatigue but dismay, and her friend
-exclaimed, "No, no, dear—we won't bore you. You look so tired, Mrs.
-Lacy will excuse you, won't you?" appealing to that lady, who replied:
-
-"Certainly, I hope Mrs. Gascoigne will not be ceremonious with me."
-
-"And I'll play hostess, and see them off the premises," said Lola,
-playfully. Accepting this assurance, and offering many apologies,
-Angel, who had a bad neuralgic headache, thankfully retired to bed,
-and after a long time fell asleep. She seemed to have slept for hours
-when she awoke with a violent start, aroused by a sound like the
-overturning of a chair. Could it be burglars? She sat up and listened
-with a beating heart. Then she heard a cock crow—it must be close on
-dawn. She struck a match, lighted a candle, jumped out of bed, and got
-into her dressing-gown, and waited. Surely there were steps and voices
-outside; was it in the ante-room, or where? Had she obeyed her first
-impulse, and gone into the drawing-room, she would have discovered the
-cardparty, consisting of four men and two ladies, just breaking up.
-They had risen from the table.
-
-"Look here," said Lola, carelessly handing a bit of notepaper to
-Captain Hailes. "I make it that."
-
-He glanced at the total, and became suddenly white—nay, grey—but
-rallied, and said, "It's all right, I expect."
-
-"Been hard hit, eh, Hailes?" enquired the little baronet, playfully. "I
-come off only seventy to the bad."
-
-Yes, they had been gambling; and how dissipated it all looked, the
-candles flaring in their sockets, the lamps smoking, tablecloth awry,
-and cards scattered over the floor.
-
-Angel, who had looked at her watch, and seen that the hour was four
-o'clock, came out into the ante-room, candle in hand. Here she was
-suddenly confronted by a figure with a shawl over her head—Tile.
-
-"Oh, what is the matter?" she enquired, breathlessly.
-
-"I've been feeling so ill, ma'am," she moaned, "such a turn as I've
-had. It's this climate as does not suit me. I feel like dying and I
-was—coming to ask if you had such a thing as a medicine chest?"
-
-"Of course I have," replied Mrs. Gascoigne, profoundly relieved; "it is
-in my own room. Come with me and I will doctor you," turning back as
-she spoke. "How do you feel?"
-
-"All cold and shivers like—and a sort of quaking in my inside."
-
-"Oh then, perhaps," opening a cupboard, "this cordial will do you
-good. At least it will do you no harm." As Angel spoke, she seized a
-bottle, and a measuring-glass.
-
-By-and-by, as Tile crept stealthily to her own quarters, she
-encountered her mistress, who had been extinguishing lamps and candles,
-and setting the drawing-room straight.
-
-"I met her in the doorway," she whispered with a scared face. "I told
-her I was took ill, and she gave me a cordial—she is as innocent as a
-lamb."
-
-"My goodness!" exclaimed Mrs. Waldershare, her eyes widening in alarm,
-"that _was_ a narrow escape."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVII
-
-INTO GARHWAL
-
-
-ROCKSTONE Chotah-Bilat, the joint address of Mrs. Gascoigne and Mrs.
-Waldershare, was a large well-appointed bungalow, overlooking the
-prettiest side of the station, approached through a steep terraced
-garden, full of great bushes of ancient geraniums, and straggling rose
-trees, and flanked by a few pines.
-
-The house was sufficiently roomy to accommodate half a dozen people;
-and here the two inmates lived their separate lives, together and yet
-apart. The partnership was so harmonious as to excite a certain degree
-of admiration as well as envy; for it is a painful fact that these
-house-sharing schemes are not invariably a success.
-
-Mrs. Waldershare was charmed with what she termed "a Himalayan
-Paradise"; her own chief friends were comfortably established at the
-Casino Hotel, or the Club, and she made a number of new acquaintances.
-The constant whirl of picnics, tiffins, dinners, dances, incidental to
-a gay hill station, the opportunity of exhibiting her toilettes, of
-living without expense, and of enjoying an occasional "game"—all this
-comprised a phase of existence supremely to Lola's taste. She possessed
-her own roulette board, and both board and owner were in flattering
-request. The board accompanied Mrs. Waldershare to luncheon parties,
-and to teas and dinners at "the Wigwam," and elsewhere. The Wigwam was
-a pretty little house, occupied by a smart married couple, much given
-to play of every description; their gay suppers were notorious, and
-their guests might have been discovered guiltily creeping in to their
-respective homes, with the dawn. Angel had not paid the usual round
-of calls, or embarked on the flood-tide of entertainments. She felt
-no inclination to dance, and suffered from constant neuralgia, and
-depression. One or two of her friends had sought her, but she declined
-their invitations; and when a lady resides in an out-of-the-way
-locality, in a sequestered bungalow, and is disinclined to entertain,
-or to be entertained, people in the full swing of the season have no
-leisure to cultivate such a recluse—and leave her severely alone. Mrs.
-Gascoigne was to be seen at church (at St. John's, in the Wilderness)
-on Sunday; on week days, rambling far along the unfrequented
-hill-tracks, merely accompanied by two dogs. To Angel's intimates,
-Mrs. Waldershare professed a devoted attachment to the dear, sweet
-girl, a keen anxiety respecting her health, and declared that she was
-"just a little bit run down," all this being accompanied by effusive
-encomiums. To her own circle she proclaimed that her house-mate was
-"peculiar." This, with a significance that led strangers to suppose
-that Mrs. Gascoigne was eccentric to the verge of imbecility. Lola's
-manner to Angel was perfect. A mixture of the tender elder sister, and
-the sincerely attached friend; but she and her hostess did not see
-much of one another, except at breakfast. Soon after this meal, Mrs.
-Waldershare's gaily-costumed jampannies (they wore black and yellow
-livery, and yellow turbans) carried their charming burden away for the
-whole day, she merely returning home in order to dress, or occasionally
-to receive the General and Sir Capel. No apologies were necessary,
-for Angel appreciated solitude, and they each went their own way; for
-that was understood in an unwritten bond. But when the monsoon broke
-in the middle of June, the rain descended in steady gray sheets, and
-roared and battered on the zinc roof of Rockstone, there were no more
-gay jaunts or excursions down into Chotah-Bilat. The six hill-men
-shed their wasp-like costumes, and huddled in their brown blankets,
-or "cumlies," squatted round like a huka, talking scandal and money
-matters, in their quarters among the pines.
-
-Their employer sat indoors, beside a blazing log fire, inditing sweet
-little notes on a knee-pad, and knitting ties in becoming shades of
-purse silk. Angel crouched on the large, square-shaped fender-stool
-(which was hollow underneath, and a retreat dear to the dogs) and read,
-and sewed, and talked. For a whole week these two were condemned to
-a species of solitary confinement. At first, they discoursed of the
-elements (how Mrs. Waldershare railed against the rains!—the life of
-India), the forthcoming great fancy ball, and the Chamoli Lake. From
-lake to Philip was but a short step, and by-and-by Angel found herself
-listening with eager ears, to stories of her husband's childhood and
-boyhood. By degrees these anecdotes were merged into tales of Philip as
-a youth, as a young man—as (here Angel's interest was breathless)—a
-lover.
-
-Clever Lola drew a sketch of those four supreme years with the hand
-of a true artist, permitting the listener's warm imagination to colour
-and fill in the outlines. Angel contemplated the picture which her own
-brain completed, with a mixture of anguish, jealousy, and despair. How
-Philip had loved Lola! though Lola never once said so in plain, cold
-English; but a broken-off sentence, a look, a quick sigh, imparted more
-than words. And he had written to _her_ daily, whilst she, his wife,
-hungered for two weeks for a line. But then, oh most exacting Angel,
-there is no daily post in Garhwal; letters had to come one hundred and
-fifty miles by a very casual Dâk runner.
-
-Lola gave her companion the impression of recalling these poignant
-recollections, with the deepest reluctance, and all the time the
-game—which lasted for eight whole days—afforded her the keenest
-enjoyment. She was as a cat playing with a mouse, and at the end of the
-play her victim's heart was as lacerated as any little tortured corpse.
-Angel acknowledged that she had brought this misery entirely upon
-herself; her anxiety for information had led her into a very cavern of
-despair. Philip still loved Lola, for according to that lady's dictum,
-which she humbly accepted, "It is a law of the universe, for a man to
-love one woman, and none other"; and when Lola turned her wonderful
-eyes upon her—those eyes, large, mysterious, sad, and visionary—Angel
-felt that she could not be otherwise than truthful and good. Oh, she
-must tear that secret feeling of repulsion out of her heart, and be as
-sincerely attached to Lola, as Lola was to her. She would love her, and
-befriend her, loyally and faithfully—for Philip's sake.
-
-A gleam of fine weather, a break in the rains, released the two
-prisoners, and each hastened to repair to her familiar haunts; Lola
-to the assembly rooms, the Wigwam, and the polo-ground, Angel to take
-her walks abroad, as far as possible from the giddy throng. She longed
-to see Philip again, to contemplate him from a new point of view, to
-endeavour to discover his real attitude towards Lola. But perhaps he
-would never tell her the truth, he could be a mystery when he chose.
-Lola was, and ever would be, first in his heart, and she must make up
-her mind to accept the second place. Angel was absolutely miserable,
-and as she lingered on the hillsides, watching the ghostly white mists
-creeping up between the mountains, and filling every ravine and valley,
-till they touched the spot where she stood, and overwhelmed her, she
-felt as if a great cloud from which there was no escape, had suddenly
-descended upon her life.
-
-In these days of their mistress's inaction and depression, Sam and
-John offered much mute sympathy, and protection. They did not forsake
-her in order to seek their own amusement—no, not even to meet their
-friends and foes upon the Mall, but formed her constant bodyguard. At
-night, Sam occupied the most comfortable chair in her room, whilst John
-sprawled outside the door on a mat. And he never failed to rise and
-bark, in order to announce the tardy return of the other lady,—for
-which officious act, Mrs. Waldershare would have gladly had him
-poisoned.
-
-Early one morning in July, an imposing head overseer, two chuprassis,
-and a dozen stout hill-men, were to be found assembled in front of
-Rockstone. The overseer had brought a letter from "Gascoigne Sahib,"
-and the lady was to start at once, before there was more rain. Angel's
-heart leaped at the message, it was her order of release. She made
-joyful preparations for immediate departure—indeed, these preparations
-had been completed for weeks.
-
-"And pray what is to become of poor me?" inquired Lola in a doleful
-voice, "where am I to go?"
-
-"You can stay here, till the end of our term of course," responded her
-hostess.
-
-"And the servants?"
-
-"They can remain too—I am only taking the ayah with me."
-
-"Then I shall ask Mrs. Lacy to keep me company," announced the guest.
-"I shall be so wretched without you, you dear, sweet, unselfish girl."
-And this bold lie had a flavour of the truth,—Lola would miss Angel in
-many ways.
-
-"Very well," assented her hostess, "do just what you please." She was
-so anxious to depart that she was prepared to promise anything—oh
-anything, in order to escape. Yes, it had come to that. As long as
-she was within reach of Lola's extraordinary personal charm, she felt
-benumbed, a strange, unhappy, powerless mortal. Lola's magnetism
-and will force were so strong, that Angel shivered inwardly as she
-realised that if her companion had exerted them to throw obstacles
-in her path, she would have succumbed, and relinquished this journey
-to Garhwal. But Lola was content to be left in sole possession of an
-extremely comfortable bungalow,—which I regret to say, subsequently
-became notorious as a gambling den; in fact, the Wigwam sank into
-insignificance in comparison to Rockstone, for here the play was
-higher, the seclusion unsurpassed, and the dinners (at Colonel
-Gascoigne's expense) quite admirable. How little did that officer
-suppose that the house which he rented, and of which he was the
-ostensible master, went by the name of "The Den of Thieves."
-
-Angel was presently carried away in her dandy, and as she reached the
-shoulder of the first hill, drew a long breath—she was conscious of a
-delightful sense of being released at last, of a sundering of bonds, a
-recovery of her own individuality. She thoroughly enjoyed the journey,
-and being borne along higher, and yet higher, into a cooler, clearer
-atmosphere. First through a part of Kumaon (oh most beautiful Kumaon,
-with your forests, and lakes, ravines and passes, your exquisite
-glimpses of the snows, and the plains!) The party gradually left behind
-them, flat-roofed houses with carved fronts, standing deep in waving
-yellow crops, and jungles of dahlias and sunflowers, and surrounded by
-walnut and peach trees. They encountered long strings of melancholy
-pack ponies with deformed hocks, the result of their bondage from
-foal time, square-faced women, wearing short heavy skirts and silver
-ornaments—these latter heirlooms—and now and then a stout little
-Ghoorka or a shikari. Each night Angel and her ayah halted at a dâk
-bungalow, where elaborate preparations had been made for the reception
-of the Engineer's mem sahib. As they advanced further into Garwhary,
-they met flocks of little goats, laden with salt and borax, herded by
-Bhotias—dirty-looking people with Tartar features, and greasy black
-hair. The country grew stranger and sterner, they passed along the
-edges of fathomless ravines, between rugged inaccessible mountains, and
-Angel realised for the first time the inspiring effect of a wild and
-brooding solitude, where the almost awful silence was only broken by
-the muttering of her Pahari bearers, as they passed about the Huka, the
-scream of a kite, or the bleating of a belated sheep.
-
-One march out of Chamoli, Philip met the party. He seemed glad to see
-Angel, not to speak of Sam and John, who had journeyed thus far in
-charge of the coolies, and howled passionate protests at being carried
-through such splendid sporting country. And what did they not descry,
-as they were borne along? Monkeys, great lungoors, who threw stones,
-and gibbered at the party—what dogs of flesh and blood could endure
-such indignities!
-
-"And how is your lake getting on?" inquired Angel; "nearly full?"
-
-"Rising—slowly but surely. I think it will brim over in about three
-weeks—perhaps less. It depends on the rains. I'm glad you've got away
-all right, before the next burst, which is bound to be heavy."
-
-"I began to despair of coming at all—and oh, I was so sick of Bilat."
-
-"How is Lola?" he inquired.
-
-"Very well."
-
-"She is not sick of Bilat, I gather from your letter?"
-
-"No—she is very gay—and in immense request."
-
-"When does she join Edgar?"
-
-"Possibly not at all. I think she is going to join the little baronet
-in holy matrimony."
-
-"No?" incredulously. "You are not serious?"
-
-"At least he is anxious to marry her,—and honoured me with his
-confidence."
-
-"Oh, did he?" ejaculated her listener, and for a whole half-mile Philip
-never once opened his lips, and Angel's heart was sore, she felt
-convinced that he was thinking of Lola. No, on the contrary, he was
-buried in a somewhat abstruse mathematical calculation connected with
-the rainfall. He seldom thought of Lola—now.
-
-"I hope you will be comfortable, Angel," he said at last, "we have run
-you up a sort of little cabin, well above the water-line; some of the
-fellows are in tents, and native huts."
-
-"Why, how many are there?" she asked.
-
-"Only three or four. Evans of the Civil Service; Hichens Jones of the
-D.W.P.; young Brady of the Engineers, a boy with the richest brogue in
-India."
-
-"How nice—I love a brogue."
-
-"Then you will certainly take to Brady. He is a bright lad—though not
-very polished—and here is the Lake coming into view—look."
-
-Angel got out of her jampan, and stood to gaze at it, where it lay
-locked among the mountains. Chamoli Lake was much larger and far
-more beautiful than she expected. It looked majestically still and
-dignified, as if it had been lying in the lap of the mountains from
-ages remote, instead of being the three months' old child of the rains
-and the snows. In colour it was a wonderful limpid green, its face was
-placid and inscrutable, and yet it embodied the dread of thousands.
-The slip, which left a mark like a scar, had fallen from the side of a
-precipitous hill, five thousand feet above the bed of the river, and
-carried the rocks and débris from the right bank, across the valley,
-and half-way up the hill. There, its energy expended, the mass slipped
-down into the bed of the stream, forming a dam, composed of masses
-of enormous rocks. Close to this barrier, but well above it, was a
-telegraph station, and half a mile further on, at a point outside the
-dam, and overlooking the lake, and the valley into which it would
-escape, was a collection of flat stone-roofed huts, the village of
-Dhuri. Further still, an encampment, a large rest house, and several
-recently erected wooden huts. One of these had been reserved for Mrs.
-Gascoigne, and furnished with a certain amount of rude comfort. As
-she stood at the entrance of her dwelling, and surveyed the great
-still lake among its towering mountains, the narrow rocky valley
-with its twisting gorges, and precipitous walls, she found the scene
-extraordinarily soothing to her spirit—it was so wild—so strange—and
-so peaceful.
-
-A considerable amount of life was stirring in the camp, and among
-the huts. There were goats, and big Bhotia ponies, as well as
-Bhotias themselves. Government officials, telegraph men, signallers,
-sub-inspectors, and linesmen, also various eagerly interested
-villagers. There appeared to be incessant traffic between the village,
-the telegraph, post, and the encampment. Mrs. Gascoigne was elected a
-member of the little Mess in the Inspection House. They were a cheery
-party of six in all, who laid their hearts at the feet of this girl
-resembling a white slender delicate flower (the stalk was of steel).
-The new recruit's contribution of stores, newspapers, and books proved
-extremely welcome, and she soon felt perfectly at home, and became the
-established housekeeper and hostess of the party. Angel took a keen
-interest in the action of the lake, the gradual rising of the water,
-the precautions, and daily measurements and calculations. Colonel
-Gascoigne, on whom lay the responsibility, locked up in that sheet
-of water, was engaged continually, riding down to other telegraph
-stations, inspecting cuttings, and protecting the canal works. But his
-subordinate, Mr. Brady, occasionally took Mrs. Gascoigne about with
-him. She explored the villages and scrambled up the mountains, rode
-down the valley on a shaggy Bhotia pony; and in the exquisite mountain
-air, with its slight hint of the adjacent snowy range, recovered her
-colour and her spirits. One morning, as she and Mr. Brady and the two
-dogs were climbing a hill in search of butterflies, he suddenly called
-out, as he craned over a rock:
-
-"By the pipers that played before Moses! I see a party below on the
-road making for the camp—a lady—no less, in a dandy—and two men. We
-shall be a fashionable hill station before we know where we are. Who
-can they be?"
-
-Angel stood up and leant over to survey the travellers, and controlled
-her disagreeable surprise as she recognised Lola, Sir Cupid, and the
-general.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVIII
-
-INTERLOPERS
-
-
-"SEE what a magnet you are!" cried Sir Capel, striking a comic attitude
-as Angel descended the path towards him—the other travellers had
-passed on unconscious of her vicinity.
-
-"Am I? I was not aware of it before," she said. "Sir Capel Tudor, let
-me introduce Mr. Brady, my husband's assistant."
-
-"—who is worked to death," he supplemented with a grin and a bow.
-
-"You do not appear to be in any immediate danger," rejoined Sir Capel,
-pointing derisively to the butterfly net, "is it very laborious?"
-
-"Oh, merely an hour off duty. What has brought you out to the back of
-beyond?"
-
-"An all-consuming curiosity," replied the little traveller, addressing
-himself particularly to Angel. "I've been hearing no end about the
-flood that is to be, and will be, the sight of the century, and I am
-mad keen to see it."
-
-"But why?"
-
-"A great lake bursting from its prison at a stated hour. The telegraph
-bell rings, and half a province is instantly inundated. That's about
-it? So here I am."
-
-"So I see," said Angel. "But what has brought Mrs. Waldershare and the
-general?"
-
-"She came because she required a complete change, and wanted to be with
-you—she's awfully fond of you, you know. And the general is here
-for the diametrically opposite cause to that which has brought me. He
-swears it's all a mare's nest, and has come to see what will _not_
-happen, and to crow."
-
-"Rather a long journey to undertake to see nothing," remarked Mr. Brady
-drily, "and I think his crow will turn into a cackle. I wonder where
-the dickens you're all going to live. We are a tight fit as it is, and
-there's a lot of rain coming—you won't care about a tent?"
-
-"I don't care where you stick me, I'm not particular. When do you think
-the great water-shoot will come off?"
-
-"Within the next two days, according to the Colonel's calculation.
-He has gone twenty miles down the Alakanda valley to-day, to inspect
-the preparations; bridges have been dismantled, the canal protected,
-villages cleared out, cattle driven off—and all is ready."
-
-"Did you bring any letters, or papers, or news?" inquired Angel, who
-had been puzzling her brains as to how these three newcomers were to be
-lodged and fed.
-
-"No, I believe the general has a couple of papers. By the way," and
-his merry face became grave, "there _is_ a bit of news—bad news at
-that—you remember Hailes?"
-
-"Captain Hailes? Why, of course I do."
-
-"Well, he has been awfully down on his luck lately, severe financial
-crisis, talked of losing his commission, and all that. I thought it was
-just a touch of liver; I'd no idea he was really so hard up."
-
-"Old Hailes likes to gamble a bit," remarked Mr. Brady.
-
-"Poor chap, he will gamble no more. Last Monday he went out to the
-Tarani dâk bungalow, saying he was going to shoot shicor, and, by
-George," and the round merry eyes looked tragic, "he shot himself."
-
-"How frightful," said Angel, pausing aghast, "accidental, of course."
-
-"No," shaking his head, "on purpose. It seems he had been playing high
-and lost his last shilling, and had not the courage to begin life at
-the foot of the ladder. He left a note for his mother, and one for Mrs.
-Waldershare, which she destroyed. They asked for it at the inquest, but
-she said it was private and most painful. Chotah-Bilat is enormously
-exercised. Mrs. Waldershare feels the business terribly, she knew him
-so well; you see, he was a sort of connection—that is partly what
-brought her here, to get away from the talk—and the—place. She is all
-right on the march, and has picked up, and been quite cheerful. Indeed,
-to hear the general squabbling with his coolies over a few annas was
-enough to make a cat laugh. But mind you don't breathe a word—about
-Hailes."
-
-"You may be sure I won't," she answered emphatically.
-
-"I'm glad I caught sight of you," continued Sir Capel in a confidential
-undertone, "and was able to give you this hint about Lola. She's
-awfully cut up. By Jove! women do say beastly things of one another.
-They have all got their knives in her just because she's so much better
-looking than themselves."
-
-By this time the party were descending the hill to the encampment, and
-had overtaken the other travellers, who appeared to imagine that their
-visit was not merely welcome, but to be accepted in the light of an
-immense condescension. Mr. Brady, who was acting host in the absence
-of his senior officer, was immediately enslaved by the charming widow
-and her magical eyes. With such eyes, the gift of speech was almost
-superfluous.
-
-"I wish I knew where to put you?" he said, helplessly, as soon as they
-had partaken of an excellent lunch. "Mrs. Waldershare, you are most
-welcome to my tent, and all my worldly goods."
-
-"Oh, I hate a tent," she answered, ungratefully; "it's always so dark,
-I can never see to do my hair. The general finds that there are two
-capital quarters side by side about a hundred yards lower down."
-
-"Yes," he added, "I took a look at them just now, not at all
-bad—temporary wooden huts, apparently new and clean. Mrs. Waldershare
-will have one, I'll occupy the other. Sir Capel prefers a tent. We
-don't expect spring beds and electric light on the borders of Thibet."
-
-"If we get the common necessaries, we consider ourselves lucky,"
-said Angel; "supplies are so scarce, and there are hardly any tracks
-passable for ponies. Those two huts were erected by mistake before
-Philip came here, and are considered much too near the possible
-flood-mark to be safe. They have been condemned."
-
-The general laughed disagreeably, and said: "My dear lady, the water
-won't come within a hundred feet of them, even on the most imbecile
-computation, and I shall have my things moved down at once, and yours,"
-turning to Mrs. Waldershare.
-
-Mr. Brady opened his mouth to remonstrate, but the general, armed
-with the decision acquired by years of authority, silenced him by a
-gesture. As General Bothwell herded a tribe of clamorous coolies in the
-direction of these two somewhat tempting asylums, Mr. Brady turned to
-Angel, and said:
-
-"It's no good my talking to the old boy; but when the Colonel comes
-back, he will soon 'haunk' him out of that. There was a lot of rain
-last night, and the water is within twelve feet of the top."
-
-"I think you had better share my hut," said Angel to her lady guest;
-"it will be a squeeze, but those below are considered dangerous—at
-least Philip says so."
-
-"Don't you think he is fidgety, and bothers too much about things,"
-rejoined Lola, who in her secret heart had a profound contempt for a
-man she had hoodwinked, and rated his intellect at a far lower value
-than her own, since her French fables, and her tenacious memory of the
-dates of the English sovereigns had been, in schooldays, superior to
-his.
-
-"No, no; I'll go and explore, dear, and do you come with me, and help
-me to settle in." In a few minutes three figures might have been seen
-scrambling down to a ledge far below the camp—Mrs. Waldershare, Angel,
-and her ayah, laden with pillows, rugs, and bags. The "Interlopers,"
-as Mr. Brady termed them, had brought (as is usual all over the Bengal
-Presidency) their own bedding, also tiffin baskets, spirit lamps, and
-Indiarubber baths, and by the time that Colonel Gascoigne and his staff
-rode up to the Government rest-house, the strangers were already footed
-in the camp, and flowered forth at the dinner-table. Philip, who was
-tired after a rough ride of forty miles, and a brain-exhausting day,
-at first received the intelligence of the invasion with exasperating
-incredulity; but when he heard the general's rasping voice, and Sir
-Capel's reckless laugh, he realised that Angel, his wife, was not
-jesting, but in deadly earnest.
-
-Then he asked himself angrily if it was not enough to have all the
-strain of this unique and imminent catastrophe laid upon his shoulders,
-and to have to make arrangements for the feeding and shelter of
-about fifty fellow-workers, but to be saddled now, at the eleventh
-hour, with three useless sightseers? Indeed, the general was not a
-mere placid spectator, he was a most malignant critic, who wrote
-his own impressions to the papers, both local and otherwise. That
-evening, at dinner, eleven souls were crammed round the little dâk
-bungalow tables, two joined together, and even in this place, on the
-confines of civilisation, Angel was compelled to respect the order of
-"precedence"—the general sat next her—as his right—and Lola was
-placed at her host's right hand.
-
-"Oh, Philip, we have made ourselves so comfy," she remarked, playfully;
-"I am afraid we have invaded you, but there are those two unoccupied
-huts going a-begging."
-
-"Those huts are condemned, and you must turn out of them to-morrow," he
-said shortly.
-
-"Pray why?" with a little defiant laugh.
-
-"Merely because they are unsafe."
-
-"So _you_ think. General Bothwell holds the opposite opinion. What an
-alarmist you are."
-
-"No, I merely know my business, and I am responsible for your lives."
-
-"Supposing I elect to stay?" she said with an indolent smile.
-
-"I hope you will not, as I should be compelled to have you carried away
-by force, the same as a fakir, who established himself in his old cave.
-He has twice returned, and twice been ignominously removed."
-
-"Perhaps the third time will be the charm?" she said gaily.
-
-"The third time will be his death. The lake will not last more than
-thirty-six hours."
-
-"Then we are just in the nick of time to see what Sir Capel calls the
-great water shoot."
-
-"I doubt if you will see much; I believe the dam will go at night."
-
-"Oh, how depressing you are! When we have come all this distance in
-order to see the sight and, as the guide books say, any other objects
-of interest! What do you do of an evening?" she inquired.
-
-"We go to bed early, we are mostly dog tired; sometimes we have songs.
-Angel has a mandoline, Brady has a voice, and occasionally we have a
-round game of cards."
-
-"Cards!" and her eyes glittered, "oh, do let us have a round game
-to-night."
-
-Mr. Brady figuratively leapt at the proposal, so did Mr. Jones
-and Sir Capel; Angel was obliged to join as hostess, and
-brought out cards and counters, but they only played for half
-anna—_i.e._, half-penny—points, and by ten o'clock the lights
-had been extinguished, the company had dispersed, led by Mrs.
-Waldershare—_vingt-et-un_ at half-penny points! The game was a waste
-of time, and in no sense worth the candle.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The windows of heaven had opened; there had been torrents of rain
-during the night, now subsided to a thick penetrating mist; but there
-was a sort of tension in the atmosphere, as if in preparation or
-expectation of some awful revelation of nature. The general and Mrs.
-Waldershare, in spite of the former's furious remonstrances, and her
-pathetic appeals, had been driven out of their temporary shelter; she,
-to share Angel's quarters, and he, to grumble in a leaky tent.
-
-"Gascoigne was incompetent, grossly ignorant, and pig-headed." These
-were a few of General Bothwell's growls. He had arrived on the scene,
-as special, uninvited correspondent, and hoped to make a good deal of
-fun and some money out of the affair. Indeed he had already drafted a
-terrible indictment of the engineer officer in charge. The thought of
-this deadly document afforded him warm comfort, when he was face to
-face with Gascoigne's cold iron will, which refused to relax one inch
-of authority.
-
-General Bothwell scoffed at all precautions, he was a severely trying
-guest. His jibes, suggestions, and opinions, were as maddening as the
-stings of a swarm of hornets to a man whose hands are tied.
-
-About midday, a telegram from the station was sent all down the line
-"Clear, lake overtopped." Telegrams now came incessantly to the
-inspection house, only a mile below the station, and everyone was aware
-that the great event was imminent. At two o'clock in the afternoon
-the wire said, "Dam cutting back rapidly." At five o'clock, "A heavy
-rush of water has passed over dam. Lake has fallen twenty feet."
-Half-an-hour later, "Lake has fallen thirty feet." So far all seemed
-to be going well. The flood was passing away slowly, but steadily; at
-this rate, it would keep to the bed of the river, and not rise more
-than twenty feet, and if the dam was not further breached there would
-be no great flood! General Bothwell was boisterously jubilant, most
-disagreeably triumphant, the long prepared for affair had ended in
-smoke after all; nothing could be seen with the heavy rain and mist,
-but the lake had commenced falling, and there was no Niagara—no
-catastrophe.
-
-At seven o'clock the company, clad in mackintoshes, flocked in to
-dinner; only two were absent, Mr. Brady and Mr. Hichens.
-
-Lola, who had been lying on Angel's bed reading a novel, appeared
-yawning, with somewhat dishevelled hair and sleepy eyes.
-
-"So the great affair has fizzled out," she remarked, "and the mist is
-so dense nothing can be seen. How boring!"
-
-The general appeared a little later. He had dropped a rupee in his
-tent, and could not find it. He was singularly fond of money—if it
-had been a copper coin he would have kept the company waiting all the
-same.
-
-The dinner had commenced—indeed, it was half over—when there was a
-shout outside, the usual stentorian cry of the telegraph boy, "Tal
-agiar, tal agiar!" and a long message was handed to Gascoigne. He read
-it, and with a hasty apology hurried out; but he returned in a moment
-to say:
-
-"The lake will escape in an hour. I'm going up to the dam now."
-
-"But I thought it was _we_ who were to escape—not the lake," sneered
-Lola, reaching for the salt. She paused, saltspoon in hand, and gave a
-sharp exclamation. "My luck is gone—oh, I've lost my luck!" and the
-face she turned to Angel was as white as a sheet.
-
-"Why, what do you mean? What is it?"
-
-"A little charm I always wear on my bangle. I would not lose it for
-anything in the whole world. Oh, I shall never be happy until I find
-it."
-
-"Perhaps it is in my hut," suggested Angel. "When did you last see it?"
-
-"This morning, when I was turning out of that other cabin—which now
-seems to have been so unnecessary. Oh, I would not lose my lucky charm
-for a thousand pounds."
-
-"I daresay we shall find it. I'll help you as soon as you have
-finished. We will get a big hurricane lantern, and search everywhere.
-Is it very valuable—and what is it like?"
-
-"It has brought me no end of fortune," said Lola, rising as she spoke.
-"I must, and will find it—though it is only a little diamond skull."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIX
-
-TO DIE WITH YOU
-
-
-THE search in Angel's hut proved fruitless, although the dhurries were
-taken up, and the ayah passed her slim nervous hand over every inch
-of the floor, whilst her mistress held aloft the lantern, and Mrs.
-Waldershare—otherwise passive—poured forth passionate lamentations.
-
-"I'm certain I lost it in the lower hut," she announced, with a catch
-in her breath. "Give me the light, and I will go and look for it
-myself—I can never rest until it is found."
-
-"But the lake," objected Angel. "There may be great risk. Philip says
-it will come down in an hour."
-
-"Bah! I am not afraid," rejoined Lola, with profound scorn. "Those huts
-are well above water-mark, and it is only eight o'clock. I shall not be
-more than a few minutes; but I don't know the path in the dark. Ayah,
-you come, and I will give you five rupees."
-
-In reply to this appeal and bribe, the ayah shook her head, and said:
-
-"No, no, mem sahib—that not good—plenty water soon—soon coming."
-
-"Then I'll have to go alone—for go I will," she announced excitedly.
-
-"I can show you the way," said Angel, putting on her waterproof, and
-taking the lantern; "we can be there and back in twenty minutes, if we
-hurry."
-
-In another instant the ladies had disappeared into the darkness, Angel
-in advance, carrying the hurricane lantern. There was a heavy, dazzling
-mist, through which they could barely discern great lights flaming
-at the posts all the way down the valley (to mark the danger limit).
-These, in the darkness, twinkled like a street of stars, and how the
-lake growled within its prison, with the savage snarling of some wild
-beast straining at its leash.
-
-"Where are you off to?" asked the general, as the couple hurried by the
-mess verandah, in which he stood endeavouring to light his pipe.
-
-"To the lower hut to search for an ornament," promptly answered Mrs.
-Waldershare.
-
-"Plucky woman! But I don't think you run any risk, beyond breaking your
-necks in the dark. I shall come and look after you, as soon as I have
-started this pipe."
-
-On their way to the hut, the couple encountered Mr. Brady—that is to
-say, he met Mrs. Waldershare, for Angel was already half-way down the
-path, her feet winged by some indescribable presentiment.
-
-"Hallo, I say! what are you doing here?" he panted, for he had been
-running fast.
-
-"Only going to the hut for a moment to look for something I have lost."
-
-"For God's sake, don't," he cried. "Better lose what ever it is, than
-your life—mind you, I warn you that the dam can only hold another ten
-minutes."
-
-He had an important message to deliver, and could not delay, although
-probably he would have done so had he dreamt that Mrs. Gascoigne was
-already standing on dangerous ground. Lola smiled to herself as she
-hurried downwards. What a fright they were all in. Lose her life! There
-was no fear of that; and she would risk a good deal to find her little
-diamond skull—her fetish.
-
-In five minutes' time Mrs. Waldershare was on her knees going over the
-floor of the hut, ayah-fashion, with her bare hands; her hair had come
-adrift, and fell in one great coil on her shoulders. Her companion
-held the light a little way above the searcher's head. At last, after
-considerable delay, Lola lifted her head.
-
-"Here it is," she cried, with an audible sob of relief, raising herself
-in a kneeling position; "see, the ring is broken. A fortune-teller told
-me that my star would be in the ascendant as long as I had the skull.
-Now I have found it, I am happy. What luck! What," she repeated, in
-another and a sharper key, as the hut rocked violently, and the rest of
-the sentence was drowned in a long, loud, shattering crash.
-
-There was a peal of thunder, reverberating far among the mountains—the
-roar of the lake released from bondage, rushing headlong to devastate
-the country.
-
-"The dam—it is gone!" cried Angel, as the sound died away. "There is
-not a second to lose; we must fly. Come," and she flung open the door.
-As she did so the hut reeled over, and a wave of cold water splashed
-across the threshold. Outside, the drizzle, as illuminated by the
-lantern, was impregnated with thick red dust, which spread over an
-area of ten miles. Lola was still on her knees, as if turned to stone,
-apparently paralysed with horror. The flood was rising in the room,
-and the hut shivered and trembled like some live thing. "Come, Lola,
-you must make a dash for your life," urged Angel, placing the lamp in
-the window, and reaching out to help her to rise. "Every moment it is
-getting worse."
-
-As Lola staggered to her feet, a wave half filled the hut, and she
-seemed to lose her reason, and broke into a shrill, wild, unbroken
-scream—it was hardly like the human voice—minute after minute it
-continued, and every minute it became wilder and more piercing.
-Suddenly Gascoigne stood in the doorway. He had returned from the dam,
-only to learn, to his horror, that his wife and Mrs. Waldershare had
-gone down to the condemned quarters.
-
-"I can only take one," he said, huskily, and his eyes rested on Angel.
-
-She was farthest away; Lola cowered between her and the door. Lola was
-crazy with terror, having the fear of death before her eyes, the sound
-of many waters in her ears. As she stood, in a frenzy, panting like
-some hunted creature, she was almost unrecognisable, transformed by her
-emotions. Her livid face, starting eyes, wet, streaming hair, belonged
-to another woman.
-
-"It means—death?" she questioned, with chattering teeth, and read the
-tragic answer in the man's set, white face. "Then take—_me_—_me_!"
-she shrieked, and she sprang on him like a leopardess, clung to his
-neck with locked arms, and the whole weight of a strongly-built,
-frantic, desperate woman. He was muscular, and in hard condition,
-but could he ever have released himself from that cruel clutch, the
-death-grip of mortal fear, the pitiless hold of the drowning? "Oh,
-Philip, you loved me first," she sobbed; "save me—save me—_me_."
-
-Angel surveyed this terrible scene with a gaze of wide-eyed horror. Of
-course he must save Lola.
-
-"Yes, Phil," she said, coming nearer, and her voice was clear and
-decided. "Go; don't waste precious time. Philip, I intend to stay. Save
-her first; you can," and she faltered for a second, "come back."
-
-Angel held aloft the lantern as she spoke, and her husband, without a
-word, turned, and splashed with his burthen out into the black night;
-the water swept him off his feet, for one or two strokes, whilst Lola,
-who was now demented, and a dead weight, nearly dragged him under.
-
-"There is Jim Hailes. No, I'm not coming—they say I killed him—no, I
-won't die—why should I die? Who said I won his money? There, take it
-back—a shocking sight, they said. Don't let the Gascoignes hear—no,
-no, _I'm_ not going to the funeral!"
-
-All this was screamed out at the pitch of her voice into Philip's
-ear, as he staggered with her up the hill. He toiled onwards with the
-strength of ten men, for the sake of the figure with the light in her
-hand, whom he had abandoned for this miserable creature—Angel, his
-wife. He was resolved to save her, or perish with her. He recalled her
-face of lofty courage—how her eyes shone in the light, as if she were
-inspired by the very spirit of self-sacrifice, whilst she held the
-lantern and urged him to escape—with Lola. As soon as the party on
-the hill descried Gascoigne, they rushed to meet him, and he hastily
-relinquished his burden, and fled down the hill, passing a stricken
-figure in a tree, whose shouts for help proclaimed that the General was
-in difficulties.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When her husband had departed with his first love in his arms, Angel
-stood in the doorway up to her knees in water, holding the lantern to
-guide them to safety; then, as the flood rose higher and higher, she
-began to realise the chilly fact, that they had escaped,—and that she
-was left to face death alone.
-
-She endeavoured to fix her mind on the grim visitor who would claim her
-young life within the next few minutes, but visions of a gay seaside
-pier, with the waves lapping underneath and around, accompanied by the
-strains of the Santiago waltz, into her brain. The memory, under such
-circumstances, was inexpressibly awful. Was she to pass away with the
-sound of dance music in her ears—here among the turbulent black waters
-of a runaway lake in the heart of the Himalayas? Well, at least, she
-had given herself for Lola—her life for that of another. The thought
-soothed her, and comforted her heart, and Philip would never forget
-her—sacrifice; she would live for ever, enshrined in his memory; to
-attain this was—her recompense.
-
-The hut was above the strong mud-current, otherwise it would have been
-immediately overwhelmed and carried away by the first rush of the
-torrent; but, as it was, it still clung to its foundations, although
-the water scoured enormous holes in the floor. Angel had climbed
-up into the window-seat, where she crouched with her lantern, and
-endeavoured to pray. How her heart plunged at each lurch the building
-gave; the water was now half-way up the wall, and the end might come at
-any moment. The hut would soon be swept away, then Philip would see her
-light floating down on the wild flood, and be sorry when it went out.
-Oh, he would know what _that_ meant!
-
-At this moment the door burst open, and Philip himself half swam, half
-waded in. Yes, he had come back for her; she was desperately glad, and
-yet it meant two lives, instead of one! He was exhausted, and almost
-breathless, as he made his way over to her, and gasped out:
-
-"We have just one chance, Angel—the roof; you trust yourself to me."
-
-She nodded—for she could not speak.
-
-"We will have to go outside, and there is no time to spare." As he
-spoke he lifted her down, and guided her through water, now shoulder
-deep. Then he swung himself up by the door, took the lantern from her,
-and drew her on the roof beside him. When this feat was accomplished he
-gave a sigh of relief.
-
-"The hut is bound to go," he exclaimed; "if it capsizes don't grab hold
-of me. I'll manage to keep you afloat. I know you have a stout heart,
-Angel. We are luckily in a sort of backwater, and will only catch the
-edge of the flood. We may be carried along and caught in some trees
-lower down—that's just our one chance."
-
-The hut, which had been rocking and shivering as if about to take some
-desperate plunge, suddenly staggered, gave a wild lurch, and went more
-than half under water.
-
-"Oh, this must be the end, now we die," said Angel, clinging to Philip.
-But no, the stout wooden structure righted itself, spun round, and
-slowly embarked on the breast of the wild, dark current. What a sight
-it was, the roaring volume of ungovernable water racing furiously
-through the valley, and carrying with it, besides whole trees and logs
-and branches, the frail raft on which these two human beings clung
-together, with the hurricane lantern between them. The channel was in a
-condition resembling a storm at sea, and more than once the couple were
-nearly washed off the roof by the waves that broke over it. The night
-was as black as a wolf's mouth.
-
-At first they maintained an unbroken silence as they were hurried to
-what they both believed to be their death. Gascoigne, his arm around
-Angel, held her closely to him. Then at last he spoke:
-
-"Why did you go down to the hut, Angel?"
-
-"For Lola, to show her the way—she had lost something—I thought there
-was time."
-
-"But Brady had warned her, and—tell me why you stood back and implored
-me to take her first?"
-
-"Because—it had to be—one or the other," she stammered. "I knew that
-you loved her—I only—stood between you. You had escaped—oh, _why_
-did you come back?" and she gave a little sob.
-
-"Because I love you, Angel. Surely you know that?" and he drew her
-still closer to him. "I don't say much—not half enough—I seem cold,
-but I feel deeply. It is late in the day to tell you that now! It is
-true that a man has two soul sides—one to face the world,—another
-to show the woman he loves—you have scarcely seen—your—side—but I
-swear by the God before whom we may appear in another moment—that I
-would rather die with you, than live with Lola."
-
-Angel bent her head upon his shoulder. The long pent-up tide of
-her misgivings and misery broke loose, and she wept from a mixture
-of rapture and grief. Alas! death was now doubly bitter; it meant
-shipwreck in sight of the haven.
-
-The flood travelled with great force and extraordinary velocity; in
-less than ten minutes the roof was being dizzily whirled through a
-mountainous gorge, and the branches of huge trees seemed extended like
-arms, to bar its way and snatch it from its fate. By one hoary old
-oak the hut became momentarily entangled; the opportunity, the _one_
-chance, had come. Gascoigne, who had tied the lantern to his arm, and
-fastened Angel's mackintosh round her waist and to his belt, now sprang
-for his life, for both their lives, caught the branch, and swung safely
-into the tree. But not a moment too soon; the raft was already under
-weigh, rapidly moving off, to be presently dashed to pieces among the
-narrow, rocky gorges of the Alakanda valley.
-
-The tree, an old evergreen oak, was not a particularly safe asylum with
-the hungry dark tide surging below, eager to swallow the refugees, but
-a rescue party was approaching.
-
-When Sir Capel and Mr. Brady had hurried down to where the hut had
-been, there was nothing to be seen but a racing tide of whirling black
-water covered with blocks of solid foam: the hut was gone. But what was
-that twinkling on the flood? a light far ahead—not a boat—what boat
-could live in that mad current?
-
-"They are on the roof," yelled Mr. Brady, "and they may be caught in
-the trees two miles down. Come on, come on," and, setting an example,
-he started away at a run, followed by Sir Capel and half-a-dozen
-others. Thanks to their timely assistance, in less than an hour the
-two who had so narrowly escaped the great flood were brought into
-camp, wet, benumbed, and exhausted, but profoundly thankful for their
-deliverance.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XL
-
-THE INTRUDER
-
-
-THE great Chamoli landslip thus fulfilled its threat; the long-expected
-catastrophe had come, and gone. The lake had fallen five hundred feet
-in two hours, and worked the anticipated havoc over a large tract of
-country; enormous masses of trees and débris came down with the flood,
-bridges were carried away, and also many miles of roads. Of three
-native towns, and several villages, not a vestige remained. The passage
-of so large a volume of water through one hundred and fifty miles of
-valley, in the darkest hour of the night, unattended by the loss of a
-single life, was attributed to the services rendered by the temporary
-telegraph line, and the excellent work accomplished by Colonel
-Gascoigne, who received the thanks and congratulations of the Viceroy.
-
-The only individual who suffered personally from the effect of the
-inundation was the once irresistible Lola Waldershare. For some months
-after the disaster she remained with the Gascoignes, a helpless
-imbecile, and ultimately returned to England under the charge of a
-hospital nurse, a mental and physical wreck.
-
-The general and Sir Capel left Garhwal with a revised opinion of
-themselves, and other people. To the younger man, the trip afforded a
-magnificent experience. He had been brought into touch with Nature at
-her grandest, with human unselfishness, and heroic courage.
-
-General Bothwell's nerves were shattered by his adventure during
-the flood, and he who had come to crow departed, figuratively,
-draggle-tailed and crestfallen. His carefully indited letters were
-never despatched to the press, as his prognostications had been
-stultified; and he returned to Chotah-Bilat in a condition of collapse,
-a silent and much wiser man. Doubtless, by-and-by he will recover his
-poise, and brag and bore and browbeat as mercilessly as ever.
-
-Donald Gordon died suddenly of heat apoplexy in the Red Sea, and the
-story of the loves of Shireen and Ferhad is lost to the reading world.
-It is unlikely that his widow will marry—her life is dedicated to
-others and to good works, and her self-imposed penance has apparently
-no end. She is godmother to Angel's infant, and as she placed her in
-the arms of Padre Eliot at the font pronounced her name to be Elinor.
-
-Sam and John flourish, as they deserve. The sole drawback to their
-domestic comfort is the baby. Between themselves—though never to other
-dogs—they stigmatize her as an intruder and a nuisance. To impart the
-truth, they are unaffectedly jealous.
-
-However, as Sam has more than once been discovered reposing in the
-child's cot, and John accompanies the perambulator, and condescends
-to accept sponge-cakes and rusks, she may yet be acknowledged by her
-four-footed rivals, and all will be well.
-
-
- * * * * *
-
-
-Transcriber's Notes.
-
-1. Obvious punctuation errors repaired.
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-2. Line 6601 Page 173: "We never heard that Major Gascoigne had a
-ward," remarked Miss Brewer, trenchantly.
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-'Miss Brewer' changed to 'Miss Ball'. Just three paragraphs earlier Mr.
-Gasgoyne referred to the "THREE" ladies. Only three ladies were
-present; Mrs. Flant, her sister Miss Ball and Angela.
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- <span class="xxlarge">ANGEL</span><br />
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- A SKETCH IN<br />
- INDIAN<br />
- INK<br /><br />
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- <i>By</i> B. M. CROKER<br /><br />
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- <i>Author of</i> "Beyond the Pale,"<br />
- "Infatuation," etc.<br /><br />
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- NEW YORK<br />
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- Dodd, Mead &amp; Company<br />
- 1901<br />
- R
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-Copyright, 1901,<br />
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-By <span class="smcap">Dodd, Mead &amp; Company.</span><br />
-<br />
-THE BURR PRINTING HOUSE,<br />
-NEW YORK.<br />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_v">[Pg v]</span></p>
-</div>
-<p class="center">
-DEDICATED TO<br />
-<br />
-A. PERRIN<br />
-</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_vii">[Pg vii]</span></p>
-<h2 class="nobreak">CONTENTS</h2>
-</div>
-
-<table>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">CHAPTER</td>
-<td class="tdl"></td>
-<td class="tdr">PAGE</td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">I.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">PATIENCE ON A GATE,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_I">1</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">II.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">IN THE VERANDAH,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_II">10</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">III.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">AN EARLY VISIT,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_III">19</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">IV.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">ANGEL IN EXCELSIS,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">27</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">V.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl"> THE LUCKNOW ROAD,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_V">34</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">VI.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">LATE FOR MESS,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">42</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">VII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">MRS. DAWSON'S DRESSES,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">48</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">VIII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">THE PICNIC,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">58</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">IX.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">THE BEQUEST,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">66</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">X.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">A CHALLENGE,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_X">78</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XI.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">WHO IS SHE?</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">92</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">ANGEL IMPARTS A SECRET,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">98</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XIII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">ANGEL'S WINGS ARE CLIPPED,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">105</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XIV.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">PHILIP'S LOVE AFFAIR,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">115</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XV.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">LOLA,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">126</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XVI.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">GRANDMAMMA,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">134</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XVII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">THE UNEXPECTED,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">146</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XVIII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">DINNER FOR TWO,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">159</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XIX.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">THE PARTING GUESTS,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">175</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XX.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">A DESTROYING ANGEL,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XX">183</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXI.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">"THINK IT OVER,"</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">193</a><span class="pagenum">[Pg viii]</span></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">"A WHITE ELEPHANT AND A WHITE ROSE,"</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">209</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXIII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">ANGEL DECLINES A PENNY FOR HER THOUGHTS,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">217</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXIV.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">THE SOOTHSAYER,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">228</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXV.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">THE CHITACHAR CLUB,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">239</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXVI.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">IN ANGEL'S TENT,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">255</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXVII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">"THE SIN,"</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">266</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXVIII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">MAKING FRIENDS,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">277</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXIX.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">LAST YEAR'S NEST,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">286</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXX.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">A WHITED SEPULCHRE,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXX">291</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXXI.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">FISHING FOR AN INVITATION,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXI">296</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXXII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">BY PROXY,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXII">303</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXXIII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">EXPLANATION,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIII">313</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXXIV.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">A REFUGEE,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIV">320</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXXV.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">A GOOD BILLET,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXV">330</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXXVI.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">JOINT HOSTESS,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVI">337</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXXVII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">IN GARHWAL,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVII">344</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXXVIII.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">INTERLOPERS,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVIII">355</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XXXIX.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">TO DIE WITH YOU,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIX">365</a></td>
-</tr>
-<tr>
-<td class="tdr">XL.&#160;&#160;</td>
-<td class="tdl">THE INTRUDER,</td>
-<td class="tdr"><a href="#CHAPTER_XL">375</a></td>
-</tr>
-</table>
-
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<p class="center"><span class="xxxlarge"><span class="gesperrt"><b>ANGEL</b></span></span>
-<br /><br />
-</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 1]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I<br /><br />
-<span class="small">"PATIENCE ON A GATE"</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">It</span> was the middle of
-March in the North-West Provinces, and the hot weather
-had despatched several heralds to Ramghur, announcing
-its imminent approach. Punkahs were swinging lazily in
-barrack rooms, the annual ice notice had made a round of
-the station, many families had quitted the sweltering
-cantonments for the misty Himalayas, and the brain fever
-bird had arrived! Moreover, the red-capped tennis boys
-were on half-pay, the polo ground was abandoned, the club
-reading-room had cancelled all the ladies' papers, and its
-long dim verandah presented a melancholy vista of empty
-chairs.</p>
-
-<p>Outside in the gardens, and all over the district,
-cork trees, acacias, and stately teak upheld their naked
-branches, as if in agonised appeal to a pitiless blue sky,
-whilst their leaves, crisp and shrivelled, choked the
-neighbouring nullahs, or were chased up and down the dusty
-plains and roads by a howling hot wind.</p>
-
-<p>At a corner where two of these roads met, and about a
-mile from the club, stood a large irregular bungalow, with
-a thatched roof and walls of a vivid
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 2]</span>
-
-pink complexion, as if it were blushing—as well it
-might—for its straggling and neglected compound. The
-gate of this was closed, and through its wooden bars
-a white-faced shabby little girl was gazing intently.
-Otherwise the premises appeared to be deserted; the
-servants were presumably smoking and gossiping in the
-bazaar, the stables were empty, the very dogs were out. No,
-there was not a living creature to be seen, except a couple
-of quarrelsome crows and this solitary child. Although
-Angel Gascoigne had elevated herself by standing on the
-second rung of the gate, she was unable to lean comfortably
-on the top bar, but peered below like some caged creature,
-for she was remarkably small for her age. Indeed, if any
-of her acquaintance had been suddenly called upon to name
-it, they would have answered, "Oh—Angel! She is about six."
-Nevertheless, it was nine years, and long, long years to
-Angel, since she had come into the world in a damp little
-bungalow in distant Dalhousie.</p>
-
-<p>She wore a limp cotton frock, a pinafore to correspond,
-black stockings, much darned at the knees, and shapeless
-sand shoes ludicrously large for her fairy feet. Her
-arms and head were bare, the latter covered with a mane
-of sun-bleached locks; her face was small, pinched, and
-prematurely wise, but the features were delicate, and the
-whole countenance was illuminated by a pair of painfully
-wistful blue eyes. The child's pose was touching. She
-looked exactly what she was—forlorn, desolate, and
-neglected. For a whole hour she remained motionless at her
-post, and while she watched and waited, various vehicles
-had passed; among these, a large
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 3]</span>
-
-landau containing two languid women propped up with
-cushions and waving date leaf fans. They smiled and nodded
-affably to Angel, and as they rolled slowly by, young
-Mrs. Gordon said to the lady who was taking her for an
-airing:</p>
-
-<p>"There is that poor child of Mrs. Wilkinson's. What a
-weird little face! It is positively disgraceful the way she
-is overlooked and left to servants."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," agreed her companion. "The result of her mother's
-second marriage. Colonel Wilkinson is wrapped up in his
-bank-book and his boys. Mrs. Wilkinson is wrapped up in her
-clothes. I do believe that woman's heart is composed of a
-reel of cotton, and unfortunate Cinderella is left in the
-kitchen—there is no fairy godmother for <i>her</i>. She
-ought to have been sent home years ago," continued Mrs.
-Jones, with the authority of one who is dealing with her
-friend's expenditure.</p>
-
-<p>"There is no doubt of that," assented Mrs. Gordon, a
-very pretty Irish girl who had recently come to India as
-the wife of a civilian. "Some one told me the other day
-that Angel is twelve years of age."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, dear no," replied Mrs. Jones, with a touch of
-irritation, "I remember when she was born. I remember her
-mother when she came up to Simla, such a lovely girl,
-and that is not more than ten years ago. She had a host
-of admirers, and of course she took the least desirable;
-handsome, penniless, reckless Tony Gascoigne. They could
-not have done worse, either of them, if they had tried."</p>
-
-<p>"And now since he is dead, and his widow has married
-again, it seems to me that it is poor little Gascoigne who
-suffers for that foolish match," declared
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 4]</span>
-
-the other lady. "The child should be at school—if only the
-money was forthcoming."</p>
-
-<p>"But with Colonel Wilkinson's economies, and Lena
-Wilkinson's extravagances, there is not much prospect
-of <i>that</i>," rejoined Mrs. Jones, and the subject
-dropped.</p>
-
-<p>The landau was succeeded by a smart victoria, in which
-was seated a stiff-backed lady in a dainty muslin gown.
-This was Mrs. Dawson, the Judge's wife, who vouchsafed
-no notice of Angel beyond a glance of stern disapproval.
-Next came an ekka packed with chattering native women,
-who laughed and made merry signals to the little figure
-on the gate, but the child took no notice of their
-blandishments, her face still retained its expression of
-rigid expectation. At last she stirred, there was a faint
-sound of muffled hoofs in the sandy lane which bordered
-the compound wall, and in another moment two men on
-horseback came into sight. These were comrades, who chummed
-together in a dilapidated bungalow at the back of Colonel
-Wilkinson's abode. The slight dark man, riding a few paces
-in advance, was Philip Gascoigne, a Royal Engineer, reputed
-to be the owner of the hardest head and the softest heart
-in the station. His companion, following on a flea-bitten
-grey, was Wilfred Shafto, subaltern in a crack regiment of
-native cavalry, a loose-jointed, long-legged youth, whose
-curly locks, gay blue eyes, and admirable profile, went far
-to justify his nickname of "Beauty Shafto." Besides his
-good looks, Shafto was endowed with an exuberant vitality
-and a stock of animal spirits, that even the hot weather
-failed to subdue. Both he and his chum were popular in the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 5]</span>
-
-cantonment, being keen soldiers, cheery comrades, and,
-above all, good fellows; but Shafto only was a universal
-favourite, for he was a ladies' man. Yet, strange to say,
-it was not Shafto but Gascoigne who reined up in order to
-speak to the little girl at the gate. <i>He</i> merely
-gazed, grinned, and jeered, saying, "Hullo, a case of
-confined to barracks, young 'un!—in disgrace again, eh? I
-say, there's a five-act tragedy in that face, Phil. Don't
-be late for rackets," and shaking up his old Arab, he
-heartlessly cantered away.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, Angel, what's the meaning of this?" inquired
-Gascoigne, leaning over his pony's neck. "Not in trouble, I
-hope?"</p>
-
-<p>The child raised her great eyes to his, and slowly shook
-her head.</p>
-
-<p>"Then what is the matter?" he repeated. "What have you
-been doing now?"</p>
-
-<p>"<i>I've</i> not been doing anything," she protested in
-a clear but woeful treble. "Mother and Colonel Wilkinson
-have gone to Dolly Tollemache's birthday party, and taken
-all the children—but—I had"—here two crystal tears escaped
-from her long lashes—"no hat."</p>
-
-<p>"Poor little soul!" exclaimed Gascoigne, "that was bad
-luck. What happened to your hat?"</p>
-
-<p>"Beany threw it in the tank, and oh—I wanted to go so
-much." Her voice rose to a pitiful wail as she added,
-"Dolly is <i>my</i> friend—and there was a bran pie."</p>
-
-<p>"And I am your friend as well as Dolly, am I not?" he
-urged.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes," and she gazed up at him with swimming
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 6]</span>
-
-eyes. "Of course—you are my cousin Philip—but you don't
-live with me, and I am so miserable," she faltered. "The
-servants push me about, and the children pinch me, and
-Colonel Wilkinson calls me a liar and—a little devil."</p>
-
-<p>Here she broke down and, resting her head on her skinny
-arms, sobbed hysterically.</p>
-
-<p>"He did not mean it, Angel," protested her cousin. "I
-am sure Colonel Wilkinson was not in earnest; he is a
-kind-hearted man, and looks the soul of good humour."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>Looks!</i>" she flashed out furiously. "Yes, and he
-is good-humoured with the children, but you should see him
-when the bearer brings his account, or when a shop bill
-comes in. I wish you saw his looks then! And he hates me.
-Only this morning he said I was a viper on his hearth and a
-curse. Oh," with another outburst, "I wish I was dead—like
-my own father."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne dismounted hastily and putting his hand upon
-her shoulder, said, "Come, Angel, this is very bad. You
-are a silly child, and imagine things—it's all the hot
-weather, and you are feeling a bit slack and out of sorts.
-You will soon be up in the hills, gathering pine cones and
-orchids."</p>
-
-<p>"No, indeed I shan't," she rejoined, as she raised her
-head and confronted him with an expression of despair on
-her small tear-stained face. "Mother says she can't afford
-it this year. She is going to send baby to Mrs. Browne, but
-we must all stay down. Oh, how I hate Ramghur," and her
-eyes roved over their brick-coloured, dusty surroundings,
-"I wish I was dead."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 7]</span></p>
-
-<p>"My poor Angel! this is melancholy news. Why should you
-cut yourself off at the age of nine? I hope you have a long
-and merry life before you."</p>
-
-<p>"Why should I live?" she demanded fiercely, "no one
-wants <i>me</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"Don't you think your mother wants you?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," she answered breathlessly in gasps, "she has the
-children—she would never miss me. They went off in the
-bullock bandy, so dressed up and noisy, Pinky in mother's
-own blue sash, all going to enjoy themselves, and not one
-of them even looked back. The servants are at a funeral,
-and I've been alone the whole evening."</p>
-
-<p>This pitiful tale was illustrated by a pathetic little
-face streaming with tears.</p>
-
-<p>"Now then, listen to me, Angel," said the young man,
-impressively, "I believe you've been running about in the
-sun, and have got a touch of fever, and besides, you take
-things too much to heart."</p>
-
-<p>"No I don't," she answered passionately, "everyone says
-I have no heart—and no one cares for me."</p>
-
-<p>"That's bosh," he protested, "your mother cares—and so
-do I." Here he stooped, and dried her tears with his own
-handkerchief.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you really, cousin Phil?" suddenly seizing his hand
-with her hot nervous fingers. "Really—not make-believe?"</p>
-
-<p>"I never make-believe—really."</p>
-
-<p>"Then—I am—glad," and now the elf clasped his arm, and
-looked up at him fixedly, "for I <i>do</i> love you, as
-much as mother, yes, and more than the whole big world."</p>
-
-<p>"That's a large order, my child," stroking her
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 8]</span>
-
-cheek. "You have not seen the world yet—you won't repeat
-that in ten years' time. And now I must be off, or I shall
-be late. Look here," speaking from the saddle, "I'll come
-over to-morrow, and ask your mother if I may take you for a
-drive. How will that be, eh?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not," clapping her hands ecstatically, "with Sally
-Lunn!"</p>
-
-<p>"Why not with Sally, and for a good ten mile spin into
-the country beyond the railway."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, how splendid. And it's moonlight, too. I shan't
-sleep one wink for thinking of to-morrow."</p>
-
-<p>"In that case I warn you, I shall leave you behind," he
-announced as he gathered up his reins. "Cheer up, Angel,
-and don't let me hear any more about dying. Good-bye," and
-wheeling his impatient pony, he turned her head towards the
-maidan, and galloped away over the flat parade ground which
-lay between the bungalow and the club, raising as he went a
-cloud of red dust.</p>
-
-<p>Angel stood motionless staring after him, till a
-huge peepul tree hid him from her gaze. "A drive in his
-beautiful dogcart," she said to herself, "with its dark
-blue cushions and red wheels, and crazy Sally, the fastest
-trotter in Ramghur. Phil never took grown-up ladies for
-a drive—yet she was invited—she hoped he would go right
-through the bazaar so that everyone might see them! The
-Wallace children and that sneering Dodd boy. How delicious!
-But what was she to do for a hat?" As she stood pondering
-this momentous question, with an old, care-worn expression
-on her child's face, a fat ayah
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 9]</span>
-
-suddenly appeared near the bungalow and shrieked out in
-Hindustani:</p>
-
-<p>"Missy Angel—what you doing there? Come away from the
-road, oh shameless one! Wicked child, without hat or topee.
-Supper is ready, come therefore at once. Think of what the
-Colonel Sahib will say if he sees thee thus."</p>
-
-<p>This shrill invocation was all delivered in one breath.
-When it had concluded, the child turned about, slipped off
-the gate, and with unexpected alacrity ran up the drive,
-and was presently swallowed by the shadows of a long
-verandah.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 10]</span></p>
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II<br /><br />
-<span class="small">IN THE VERANDAH</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Before</span> the station clock
-had chimed six the following morning, every soul in
-the Wilkinsons' bungalow was astir. The portly head of
-the house, clad in lily-white drill, and mounted on a
-lily-white charger, had ambled off at daybreak, to preside
-over the cantonment rations. In the long west verandah,
-the bamboo blinds were already down in order to keep out
-the blinding glare, and behind these "chicks" the entire
-family was assembled. Three podgy, pasty-faced children
-were solemnly playing at bazaar, and buying, selling, and
-chaffering, in ludicrous but unconscious imitation of
-their elders. The fourth was a mere spectator in the arms
-of the fat ayah who with her understudy kept order among
-the infants. Occasionally a shrill exclamation, a whimper,
-or a howl, arose from their corner, but taking them <i>en
-masse</i>, Beany, Pinky Tod, and Baba were unemotional
-and well-behaved infants. They ate well, slept well, and
-conducted themselves sedately. Nevertheless, it must be
-confessed that they were not fair to see, but then we all
-know that it is better to be good than beautiful. A painful
-illustration of this axiom was beside them, in the shape
-of their half-sister Angel, who with puckered brows and
-compressed lips, was labouring away at a handsewing
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 11]</span>
-
-machine, and turning out yards of faultlessly hemmed
-frills. She was pretty, all the ladies said so—indeed, she
-said so herself—but even the dog boy was aware that Missy
-Angel was not good, did not want to be good, and made no
-secret of the terrible fact. Angel assured her brothers
-that it was a thousand times nicer to be wicked. She would
-not eat cold curry, she refused to go to bed at seven
-o'clock, she laughed at her kind papa, and sang when the
-ayahs scolded her.</p>
-
-<p>Not far from Angel squatted the dirzee, a thin,
-grave-eyed man in spotless white clothes and turban. He
-was holding a piece of muslin between two of his toes,
-and cutting down a neatly marked crease with a pair of
-gigantic scissors. This was Kadir Bux, a capable workman,
-and Mrs. Wilkinson's much coveted treasure. Nor was Mrs.
-Wilkinson herself idle, although she reclined on a long
-cane lounge, propped up with cushions. She was intently
-occupied in trimming a smart evening bodice. One glance
-proved sufficient, to assure us that the lady was clever
-with her fingers, for she turned and twisted the lace with
-the audacious familiarity of a practised hand. It is said,
-that could they but discover it, everyone is endowed with
-a special gift; there are thousands of mortals who go
-through life unconscious of their own capacities, but Mrs.
-Wilkinson was one of those more fortunate beings who had
-found her metier, and gloried in its exercise. She was an
-accomplished milliner and a really firstclass dressmaker.
-In all the province there was not a woman who could put in
-a sleeve, tie a bow, or hang a skirt as well as Angel's
-mamma. Once upon
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 12]</span>
-
-a time—and that time not very distant—Mrs. Wilkinson
-had been a beauty, but continuous hot seasons on the
-plains, harassing money cares, and indifferent health had
-combined to filch her of her good looks. There were hard
-lines about her mouth, her cheeks had fallen in, and her
-complexion—only appeared in the evening. Of course, in
-early morning <i>deshabille</i> we do not expect to see a
-lady at her best. Still, her carelessly arranged hair was
-abundant, her features were delicate, and her blue eyes
-had not yet lost the power of their spell. Black-lashed,
-plaintive blue eyes, what had they not achieved for their
-owner? How much she owes to them. What difficulties
-surmounted, what favours granted—what friends! They
-resembled in potency some fabled talisman; their mistress
-had but to wish, look, and possess. Fortunately, Mrs.
-Wilkinson's ambition was of a moderate character. She
-merely desired to be the best-dressed woman in her circle,
-that is to say station, and hitherto her pre-eminence had
-been supreme.</p>
-
-<p>"The Mrs. Wilkinson who dresses so well," enjoyed a fame
-that went beyond the bounds of her own province, and had
-even been echoed in much maligned Madras.</p>
-
-<p>Just at present this celebrity, her eldest born, and her
-faithful dirzee were labouring hard in order to maintain
-this far-reaching reputation. The scene in which they
-slaved was no bad imitation of the workroom of some smart
-dressmaker. Chairs were piled with materials, the matting
-was littered with scraps of lace, muslin, and calico;
-patterns and fashion-plates lay scattered around, and in
-the foreground
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 13]</span>
-
-was a wicker dress-stand, surmounted by an exact model
-of Mrs. Wilkinson's own graceful figure—a costly but
-indispensable possession. At this moment it was attired in
-an elaborate white ball skirt and low satin bodice, and at
-a little distance appeared to be one of the party in the
-verandah.</p>
-
-<p>To slave for days, nay weeks, at her sewing machine, to
-cut up, contrive and piece, scanty materials; to ponder
-for hours over patterns, confer with an unimaginative
-native, cope with failures, and plunge into debt, were a
-few of the drawbacks to Mrs. Wilkinson's pre-eminence. But
-inconvenience, anxiety, and self-denial were forgotten
-when she appeared in an incomparable "success," conscious
-of triumph, aware that she was the cynosure of all eyes,
-and that even in church she absorbed the attention of half
-the congregation. It is true that certain rivals, women
-with ungrudging husbands, replenished their wardrobes from
-London and Paris. Nevertheless, with even these, this
-talented artiste was able to compete, for she was endowed
-with the gift of wearing, as well as of designing, her
-matchless toilettes. Her figure was slender and graceful,
-and in a smart evening gown, with just the least little
-touch on her cheeks, Mrs. Wilkinson still held her own in a
-ballroom; her dancing was perfection, and, next to dress,
-her sole passion.</p>
-
-<p>As for the lady's past, despite her craze for dress
-and dancing, it was extraordinarily monotonous, and
-uneventful.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Miss Lena Shardlow, a charming but penniless orphan, had
-arrived at Simla, some years before this
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 14]</span>
-
-story opens, on a cold weather visit to distant relations,
-who invited her out, in the benevolent hope that Lena's
-pretty face would prove her fortune. If, as they afterwards
-declared, she had played her cards properly, Lena might
-have married a member of Council; it was true that he had
-already seen the grave close over two wives, also that
-he was neither young nor comely, but he could offer Lena
-a splendid position as his wife, and a fine pension as
-his widow. The girl had many admirers—indeed, she was
-the success of the season. Among these admirers was Tony
-Gascoigne, a feather-brained junior subaltern in the Silver
-Hussars. Tony was handsome and well connected, but reckless
-and impecunious. In an evil moment a brother officer
-had advised him "not to make a fool of himself with the
-little Shardlow girl," and the warning proved immediately
-fatal. He married her within six weeks—her friends were
-not present at the ceremony—and brought his lovely bride
-down to Umballa in insuppressed triumph. Sad to relate,
-this triumph proved but short-lived—it was cruelly slain
-in the regimental orderly room, and died by the hand of
-Tony's commanding officer. Colonel St. Oriel had a strong
-prejudice against married subalterns, and a married
-subaltern of a year's standing was only surpassed by the
-notorious miscreant who had actually joined his regiment
-with a wife and a perambulator.</p>
-
-<p>It was whispered in the mess, that when "the old man"
-received cards and cake, he had actually gnashed his teeth.
-At any rate, the proud bridegroom was sent on detachment
-within twenty-four hours. A year later, when Tony and his
-wife were on leave in
-
-<span class="pagenum">Pg 15]</span>
-
-the hills, one wet black night, his pony lost his hind
-legs over the brink of a slippery khud, and Tony's book
-of life was closed at page twenty-three. He left a widow
-and a puny infant in a cheap bungalow, not a hundred yards
-from the scene of the tragedy. He also left many debts. At
-first poor Mrs. Gascoigne was stunned, then inconsolable,
-although her kind neighbours came forward to her assistance
-in a fashion peculiar to India. For weeks she remained in
-cloister-like seclusion, waiting for the monsoon to abate,
-before returning to England, where it would be her fate to
-live on distant relations and a pension of thirty pounds
-a year. Ere three months had elapsed, it was noticed that
-Major Wilkinson, of the Commissariat, despatched baskets
-of tempting fruit and rare flowers to a certain retired
-bungalow. These, as days went by, he boldly followed in
-person, and long before the year was out, an engagement
-was announced, and all the world of Dalhousie declared,
-that little Mrs. Gascoigne had done remarkably well for
-herself and her child. Major Wilkinson was neither young
-nor dashing, he had also the reputation of being "careful
-with his money." On the other hand, he was a sensible man,
-with savings in the Bank of Bengal, and a small property in
-New Zealand. The middle-aged Major was unmistakably in love
-with the pretty blue-eyed widow, but, to impart a secret,
-he had never exhibited the smallest enthusiasm for her
-offspring, and now that he had four sturdy olive branches
-of his own, indifference had developed into unconcealed
-aversion. Perhaps (for he was a model parent) he may have
-been a little jealous of his step-daughter's airy grace and
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 16]</span>
-
-high-bred features. Angel was an aristocrat to the tips of
-her shocking sand-shoes, whilst his own beloved progeny
-were undeniably <i>bourgeois</i>—stumpy, stolid, heavy
-children, whose faces recalled the colour and contour
-of a cream cheese. Although Colonel Wilkinson scaled
-sixteen stone, he was an active, bustling man—indeed some
-people considered him "fussy"—an excellent organiser and
-administrator in his official capacity, whilst at home
-in the domestic circle he saw to everything himself,
-thus relieving his Lena of all housekeeping cares. He
-checked the bazaar accounts, gave out the stores, oil and
-fodder, ordered the meals and hectored the servants—he
-even instructed the ayah, and harried the milkman—the
-only person over whom he had no control was the dirzee.
-Consequently Lena had nothing to do but compose costumes,
-amuse herself, and look pretty. In her heart of hearts,
-Angel, her firstborn, was her mother's favourite child, but
-no whisper of this weakness ever escaped her lips. She was
-too painfully aware, that Richard was excessively jealous
-of the claims of his family, whom he idolised.</p>
-
-<p>Of course Angel ought to have been sent home, no one was
-more alive to this duty than her parent, but unhappily Mrs.
-Wilkinson had no private income; she was compelled to ask
-for every rupee she expended, and it was with difficulty
-she obtained a slender sum for the children's clothes. As
-for her own toilettes, her husband liked to see her in
-pretty gowns, he was proud of them, and of her, but when
-it came to paying—oh! that was another affair altogether.
-Every bill she presented to him entailed a
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 17]</span>
-
-battle—or at least an argument, and what of those bills,
-those frightful bills, she dared not let him see?</p>
-
-<p>If Colonel Wilkinson growled savagely when called
-upon to disburse for Angel's meagre wardrobe, how could
-her mother hope for a substantial cheque to defray her
-outfit, passage, and education? Much as Colonel Wilkinson
-disliked the child, he had not the heart to open his purse
-strings and provide for her removal to another home and
-hemisphere.</p>
-
-<p>Angel was naturally intelligent, and had picked up the
-art of reading and writing, without perceptible labour.
-The occasional lessons of an Eurasian schoolmistress
-had introduced her to the multiplication table, and the
-outlines of history and geography. She spoke Hindustani
-with the facility and correctness of an Indian-born child.
-She could sing the "Tazza Ba Tazza," and dance like a
-nautch girl, and the servants alternately bullied and
-feared her. They were all somewhat distrustful of "Missy
-Angel." She knew too much—she was too wise.</p>
-
-<p>As Angel sat on the floor of the verandah, her sharp
-white face bent intently on the needle, her thin arm
-tirelessly turning the handle of the sewing machine, her
-thoughts were not with her task. She was wondering why the
-ayah's sister happened to wear a jacket of similar stuff
-to the piece which was sliding through her hands? Stolen
-of course—how, and when? Oh, what a pig Anima was; and
-it was late, and Philip had not come. Had he forgotten
-his promise, he who never forgot a promise? She rose
-stealthily, and went to a "chick," pulled it a little
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 18]</span>
-
-aside and peered out. Nothing to be seen but the
-brick-coloured compound, the sandy drive, the cork trees, a
-quiver in the heated air.</p>
-
-<p>"Missy Angel, what you doing?" screamed the ayah, "what
-you looking for? Go back and sit down."</p>
-
-<p>Angel returned to her post with noiseless steps, but as
-she resumed her task, she held up the muslin towards the
-ayah, and said:</p>
-
-<p>"You see this, Anima? Some is stolen. I was only looking
-for the thief. Do <i>you</i> know her?"</p>
-
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 19]</span></p>
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III<br /><br />
-<span class="small">AN EARLY VISIT</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Anima</span> ayah pounced upon the gage
-thus recklessly flung at her, and was proceeding to pour
-out the seven vials of her wrath in a lava-like stream,
-when, luckily for her challenger, the sound of hoofs
-outside, a spurred heel on the steps, created a diversion.
-Then a man's voice called up, "Hullo, Lena, are you at
-home?"</p>
-
-<p>Instantly the dirzee seized the half-clad figure in
-his arms, and eloped with it indoors, whilst Angel sprang
-to the blind, dragged it back, and ushered in Philip
-Gascoigne.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, little one," he said, taking her limp hand in
-his, "How are you to-day? Lena, please don't move." For
-Mrs. Wilkinson had struggled up, and now sat erect on her
-long cane lounge, vainly endeavouring to make the end of
-her old tea gown cover the toes of her shabby slippers.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm only going to stay five minutes," continued her
-visitor, seating himself astride a chair. "How did you
-enjoy the children's party?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not much," she answered with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"And Angel—not at all, eh?"</p>
-
-<p>"Angel!" cried Mrs. Wilkinson, suddenly raising her
-voice, "do stop that horrible machine, and run away and
-learn your lessons."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 20]</span></p>
-
-<p>Angel paused in her labours, drew her beautifully marked
-eyebrows together, and looked curiously at her mother. Then
-she rose, handed her frill to the dirzee, and obediently
-withdrew, vanishing through one of the many doors into the
-interior of the bungalow—but not to learn her lessons. Oh
-no, she went straight to Mrs. Wilkinson's bedroom, hunted
-about for a certain library book, and settled herself
-comfortably on a sofa. There, stretched at full length,
-with a couple of cushions carefully arranged at her back,
-she resembled a small edition of her mother! Presently she
-opened the novel, found her place, and began to read. The
-name of the novel was "Moths."</p>
-
-<p>In the meanwhile conversation in the verandah was
-proceeding; as soon as her daughter had disappeared, Mrs.
-Wilkinson resumed:</p>
-
-<p>"I left Angel at home as a punishment; it's only the
-punishment she feels."</p>
-
-<p>"She feels a good many things," rejoined Gascoigne.
-"What has she been up to now?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, never mind," retorted the lady, with a touch of
-irritation. "You think Angel <i>is</i> an angel."</p>
-
-<p>"Excuse me, I do not; but she is only a child—we were
-children ourselves. Why are you all so rough on her?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm sure I'm not rough on her," protested Mrs.
-Wilkinson in a highly injured key, "but she is always
-rubbing Richard up the wrong way—he is so sensitive, too,
-and only the other day she called him a 'mud cart officer.'
-Really, I can't imagine where she picks up her awful
-expressions."</p>
-
-<p>"She picks up everything, I fancy—chaff and corn,"
-remarked her cousin.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 21]</span></p>
-
-<p>"At any rate, Richard simply detests her," continued
-Mrs. Wilkinson. "I keep her out of his way as much as
-possible, as he hates the very sight of her. He says you
-never know what she is going to do next; she plays the most
-unexpected tricks, she is heartless, untruthful, and fond
-of luxury."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne broke into a short, incredulous laugh. "What!
-that thin, shabby little child. My dear Lena, she does not
-know what the word luxury means."</p>
-
-<p>Her mother heaved a profound sigh as she answered,
-"Remember, I do not say these horrid things. I know that
-Angel is not heartless; she has strong feelings, she is
-devoted to me—and she simply worships <i>you</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, bosh!" he exclaimed, with a gesture of protest.</p>
-
-<p>"But it is true, I assure you, that in Angel's eyes you
-are something between a Fairy Prince and a Holy Saint, and
-quite perfect. She actually threw a milk jug at Pinky,
-because he said you were ugly."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne laughed a hearty laugh, displaying his nice
-white teeth. He could well afford to despise Pinky's
-opinion, for, although no rival to Beauty Shafto, Gascoigne
-was a good-looking fellow, and made a conspicuous and
-agreeable figure in that somewhat squalid verandah, with
-his trim uniform and well-groomed air. His forehead and
-jaw were square, his eyes dark, cool, and penetrating; the
-whole expression indicated keen intelligence and absolute
-self-control.</p>
-
-<p>Altogether it was an interesting face. A face that had
-left its impress on most people's memories.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 22]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Threw the milk jug," he repeated; "that was scarcely
-the retort courteous; but I'm glad to see she made a
-bad shot," and he glanced at Pinky's round and stolid
-countenance. "What's all this finery for?" he continued,
-timidly touching the satin in her lap.</p>
-
-<p>"To make me beautiful," she answered. "Men's garments
-are so hideous that women have to do double duty. I am
-going to wear this at the Giffards' cotillion to-morrow
-night."</p>
-
-<p>"A dance, this weather. What lunacy!"</p>
-
-<p>"It may seem so to you, who never enter a ballroom, but
-I must do something to keep myself going, and it's cool
-enough as yet, after eleven o'clock. Half-a-dozen waltzes
-are a better tonic for me than any amount of quinine."</p>
-
-<p>"Long may you live to say so," he exclaimed, "but
-waltzing with the thermometer at 100, I should call the
-dance of death. Mind you don't overdo it, Lena mia," and he
-looked at her narrowly.</p>
-
-<p>Lena Wilkinson was a delicate woman, thin and worn,
-with an insatiable appetite for excitement and amusement.
-Her social triumphs and secret labours drew heavily on the
-bank of a frail constitution, and no one but herself ever
-guessed how often she trembled on the verge of a serious
-breakdown.</p>
-
-<p>"I say," resumed Gascoigne, "I came to ask if I may take
-Angel for a drive this evening? You have no objection, have
-you?" he added, as Mrs. Wilkinson's expression conveyed
-blank amazement. "At any rate, it will clear her out of
-Wilkinson's path for a couple of hours," he concluded
-persuasively.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 23]</span></p>
-
-<p>"But she will think so much of it, and be so flattered
-and cock-a-hoop," protested her mother.</p>
-
-<p>"Lena," and his eyes sparkled angrily, "do you grudge
-the poor kid even this little pleasure?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, I don't," hastily relenting, "and I'm horrid. I was
-thinking that you never took <i>me</i> out."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall be only too honoured. You have but to name your
-own time. I thought you hated a two-wheeled trap, or I'd
-have offered long ago."</p>
-
-<p>"It's quite true, I do loathe high dog carts and pulling
-trotters. I've no courage now, and that Sally of yours goes
-like an express train. Ten years ago, how I should have
-loved it! What a curse it is to have nerves!"</p>
-
-<p>"I expect you want a change to the hills. Angel tells me
-you are not going to stir this hot weather. Mind you, Lena,
-it is a mistake."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I know; but Richard declares that he cannot
-possibly afford two establishments, and he must stay
-down. Angel looks bleached. Three hot seasons are enough
-to take the colour out of anyone, and are trying to a
-child. That is what makes her so cross, and dainty, and
-discontented."</p>
-
-<p>"You ought to go away, Lena, if only for two months. You
-look run down yourself."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, and I feel run down, too." Here she paused, took
-up her work for a moment, and put in two or three stitches.
-"I sometimes wonder——" she began, and said no more.</p>
-
-<p>"What do you sometimes wonder?" he inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"It is only when I lie awake at night, listening to the
-jackals—they always make me feel so desperately
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 24]</span>
-
-depressed, and when I am quite in the blues I cannot help
-asking myself what would become of Angel if—anything
-happened to me?"</p>
-
-<p>"What a dismal idea, an odious little blue devil!" he
-exclaimed. "You should light a lamp and read some cheery
-novel; that would soon chase him away."</p>
-
-<p>"And I might fall asleep, and set the bungalow on
-fire."</p>
-
-<p>"Look here, Lena," he resumed, hitching his chair a
-little closer, "you know I'm pretty well off; no debts, no
-wife."</p>
-
-<p>"Fancy naming them in the same breath!" she protested
-with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, sometimes one brings the other," and he nodded
-his head gaily; then, lowering his voice, he continued,
-"I daresay it is hard for Wilkinson to make both ends
-meet, with heavy insurances, and all that sort of
-thing"—Wilkinson was scrupulously saving and investing
-half of his pay—"so—so——" Then, with a sudden rush, "If
-you'll just run up to the hills for three months, and take
-Angel and the boys—I'll make it all right—you know I'm your
-cousin."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," she assented rather bitterly, "and the only
-Gascoigne who ever deigned to take the smallest notice of
-me; but it can't be done, Phil. You are a dear good fellow
-to suggest it, and if the matter lay with me I'd accept it
-like a shot and be off to-morrow; but Richard would not
-hear of it."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, then, let me send Angel, with an ayah, to some
-good boarding-house where the lady will look after her.
-Surely, he would make no objection
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 25]</span>
-
-to that. She would be out of his sight for months."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps not; but he has such odd ideas, and although he
-does not want her here, I doubt if he would allow her to
-go elsewhere. There," starting up, "I hear him now. He is
-coming."</p>
-
-<p>"At any rate, you might sound him, Lena, and I'll call
-in for Angel at half-past five."</p>
-
-<p>"Hullo, Gascoigne—you here?" and a stout, breathless
-little man, with prodigious moustache and a shining round
-face, came puffing up the steps. "I tell you," he panted,
-"this day is going to be a corker!—my reins were mad hot,
-and Graham says there are five cases of heat apoplexy in
-hospital. Lena, we must have the cuscus tatties up at
-once."</p>
-
-<p>"They say this season is to be something quite extra,"
-remarked Gascoigne, who had risen to his feet.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, yes," cried Colonel Wilkinson, "the usual bazaar
-talk. But," mopping his face, "if this is the beginning,
-where shall we all be in the end of May—eh, Lena?"</p>
-
-<p>"In the cemetery, perhaps," she suggested gravely.</p>
-
-<p>"Come, come, old woman—none of your ghastly jokes.
-Hullo, Beany boy; well, my Pinkums. Ayah," in a sharper
-key, "what do you mean by letting Master Beany wear his
-best shoes?"</p>
-
-<p>"They are all he has got, sahib—others done fall to
-pieces," she answered sullenly.</p>
-
-<p>"Fall to grandmother! Let <i>me</i> see them. And I
-say, the children are to have plenty of ice in their milk
-to-day. I've ordered in two seers extra. Has Master Baba
-had his tonic? Here—you must all
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 26]</span>
-
-clear out of the verandah—it's like a furnace. Away you
-go!" and, raising his arms as if driving a flock of geese,
-he hustled the whole family precipitately indoors, whilst
-Gascoigne snatched up his whip and fled.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 27]</span></p>
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV<br /><br />
-<span class="small">ANGEL IN EXCELSIS</span></h2>
-</div>
-<p><span class="smcap">Punctual</span> to the moment, Philip Gascoigne arrived to
-take his little cousin for the promised drive, and Angel's
-eyes shone like stars when she descried his smart dogcart
-spinning up the approach. Sally Lunn, or "Mad" Sally, a
-good-looking bay, stud-bred, in hard condition, enjoyed the
-reputation of being the fastest trotter, as well as the
-most hot-tempered and eccentric animal, in the station;
-only those blessed with a cool head and no nerves were
-competent to manage her. Here she came, pulling double, and
-tossing flecks of foam over her bright brass harness.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Wilkinson felt a secret thrill of thankfulness that
-it was not about to be her lot to sit behind this excitable
-creature, the author of a lengthy chapter of accidents.
-However, Mrs. Wilkinson's little daughter did not share
-these fears. She had been dressed and ready for an hour,
-and now ran quickly down the steps, in a clear starched
-frock, her hat restored, her hair elaborately crimped,
-climbed into the cart with the agility of a monkey, and
-took her place with the dignity of a queen. It is true
-that her shapely little black legs dangled in a somewhat
-undignified fashion. Nevertheless she declined a footstool
-with a gesture of contempt—nor was Sally disposed to
-linger. In another moment the dogcart swung out
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 28]</span>
-
-of the gate, and was humming down the road at the rate
-of eleven miles an hour. Angel, very upright, with her
-hair streaming behind her, elation in her pose; Gascoigne
-sitting square and steady, giving his full attention to his
-impetuous trapper.</p>
-
-<p>"Thank goodness, Philip is a first-rate whip," exclaimed
-Mrs. Wilkinson, as she turned her eyes from this fleeting
-vision and rested them on her husband, "otherwise I would
-never trust the child with that animal."</p>
-
-<p>"Bah, there's no fear," protested Colonel Wilkinson
-from his long chair, taking up a paper as he spoke. "You
-may trust <i>her</i> with any animal; and Gascoigne knows
-what he's about—he understands horses; but I'm blessed if
-I understand him. He must be hard up for company when he
-calls for that brat."</p>
-
-<p>"She is his cousin, you see," answered her parent,
-"and—Richard——" a pause; long pauses were a peculiarity of
-Mrs. Wilkinson's conversation.</p>
-
-<p>"Well?" impatiently. "What?"</p>
-
-<p>"He thinks she looks so white and thin, and he has
-offered to send her up to the hills for three months—at his
-own expense. What do you say?"</p>
-
-<p>Colonel Wilkinson reflected for some seconds behind the
-pages of his "Pioneer." He detested Angel; an arrogant,
-insolent little ape, whose shrill treble broke into and
-amended his best stories, who never shed a tear, no
-matter what befell her at his hands, and who laughed in
-his face when he stormed. He would be rid of her—but he
-would also be renouncing his authority. Angel was his
-step-daughter—Gascoigne was only her father's cousin. Her
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 29]</span>
-
-keep was nominal, and the station would talk. No—certainly
-<i>no</i>.</p>
-
-<p>"What do I say?" he repeated, emerging with considerable
-crackling from behind his screen. "I say no, and I call
-the offer confounded cheek on the part of Gascoigne. What
-is good enough for my own children is good enough for her.
-They are not going to budge this season."</p>
-
-<p>"But the boys are so much younger, Richard, dear,"
-ventured his wife.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I won't have Gascoigne interfering with a member
-of my family, cousin or no cousin. Some day he will find
-out what a little devil she is, for all her angel name and
-angel face," and with this depressing prophecy Colonel
-Wilkinson retired once more behind his "Pioneer."</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile the "little devil" was in the seventh heaven,
-as she and her Jehu bowled along the straight flat road,
-overtaking and passing every other vehicle—a triumph dear
-to Angel.</p>
-
-<p>"Look here, young 'un, where would you like me to
-drive you—you shall choose the route," said Gascoigne
-suddenly.</p>
-
-<p>"Right in front of the club, then past the railway
-station and through the bazaar," was her prompt and
-unexpected answer.</p>
-
-<p>"Good Lord, what a choice! And why?"</p>
-
-<p>"Just that people may see me," replied Angel, and she
-put out her hand and touched his arm, as she added, "See
-me—driving with <i>you</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"No great sight; but, all the same, you shall have your
-way—you don't often get it, do you?"</p>
-
-<p>Angel made no reply beyond a queer little laugh,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 30]</span>
-
-and they sped through the cantonments, meeting the remnant
-who were left taking their dutiful airing. These did not
-fail to notice the "Wilkinson's Angel," as she was called,
-seated aloft beside Captain Gascoigne, pride in her port,
-her little sharp face irradiated with the serene smile of
-absolute content. The two Miss Brewers, in their rickety
-pony carriage, envied the child fully as much as she could
-have desired. Mrs. Dawson stared, bowed, and looked back;
-so did some men on their way to rackets.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, Gascoigne was a good sort, and it was just the
-kind of thing he would do—give up his game to take a kid
-for a spin into the country. Why, he was making straight
-for the bazaar." The bazaar was narrow and thronged with
-ekkas, camels, bullock carts, and cattle, as well as
-crammed with human beings. As Gascoigne steered carefully
-in and out of the crowd, a bright idea flashed upon him.
-There was Narwainjees, a large general shop which sold
-everything from Paris hats to pills and night lights. He
-pulled up sharply at the entrance and said, "I say, Angel,
-I want you to come in here and choose yourself a hat."</p>
-
-<p>"A hat," she echoed. "Oh, Philip, I—I—shall be too
-happy."</p>
-
-<p>"All right, then," lifting her down as he spoke; "you
-can try what it feels like to be too happy. I can't say I
-know the sensation myself."</p>
-
-<p>As the oddly-matched couple now entered the shop hand in
-hand, the smart, soldierly young man and the shabby little
-girl, an obsequious attendant emerged from some dark lair.
-At this time of year
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 31]</span>
-
-business was slack, and the atmosphere of the
-ill-ventilated premises was reeking with oil, turmeric, and
-newly-roasted coffee.</p>
-
-<p>"I want to look at some trimmed hats for this young
-lady," explained her cavalier.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Phil," she whispered, squeezing his hand tightly in
-her tiny grasp, "it's the very first time I've been called
-a young lady."</p>
-
-<p>"And won't be the last, we will hope," he answered.</p>
-
-<p>"Have some iced lemonade, sir?" said a stout man in a
-gold skull-cap and thin white muslin draperies.</p>
-
-<p>"No, thank you—but you, Angel—will you have some?" asked
-her cousin.</p>
-
-<p>"I should love it," and she put her lips greedily to a
-brimming tumbler of her favourite beverage. Undoubtedly
-Angel was tasting every description of pleasure to-day.</p>
-
-<p>"And now for the hats; here they come!" announced her
-companion, as a languid European assistant appeared with
-two in either hand.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, how lovely!" cried Angel, setting down the glass
-and clasping her hands in rapturous admiration.</p>
-
-<p>These hats, be it known, were the usual stock in trade
-of a native shop up country, models that no sane woman
-in England would purchase or be seen in; massive satin
-or velvet structures, with lumps of faded flowers and
-tarnished gilt buckles, one more preposterous than another,
-all equally dusty, tumbled, and expensive, and all intended
-for full-grown wearers—if such could be beguiled into
-buying them. Gascoigne took a seat and proceeded to watch
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 32]</span>
-
-his protégée's proceedings with the keenest amusement, and
-exhibited no desire to cut short her few blissful moments.
-Angel was absolutely happy, not had been, or was to be, but
-actually happy in the present moment—and the sight of such
-a condition is extremely rare.</p>
-
-<p>The mite in short frock treated the shopwoman with
-all the airs of a grown customer, and was even more
-<i>difficile</i> and critical than her own mamma. First
-she tried on one hat, then another; and to see the little
-top-heavy figure, glass in hand, strutting and backing
-in front of a great spotty mirror, and contemplating
-herself from every point of view with the most anxious
-solemnity, was to all concerned a truly entertaining
-spectacle. Several torpid assistants had collected at a
-respectable distance, enjoying the comedy with faint grins
-as Angel gravely appeared, and disappeared, under various
-monstrosities. For a time she was sorely divided between a
-scarlet plush tam-o'-shanter and a green straw with yellow
-flowers. Finally it was a bright blue satin toque with
-mother-of-pearl buckles which captured her affections.
-She put it on, and took it off, then put it on again,
-whilst Gascoigne and the European attendant watched her
-attentively.</p>
-
-<p>"I say, Angel, that won't do," he said, breaking the
-spell at last; "no, nor any single one of the lot. You'd
-look like an owl in an ivy bush."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Philip, not really," she protested, and her eyes
-grew large with amazement.</p>
-
-<p>"No, none of them are suitable. That thing you've on
-weighs pounds; you'd want a man to carry it.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 33]</span>
-
-I'll tell you what, perhaps this young lady here will fit
-you out with a nice straw hat, and trim it."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, sir," she assented briskly. "I believe I
-have what will answer exactly," producing a pile of plain
-straws. "Try this on, missy."</p>
-
-<p>But it was such a bare, uninteresting-looking article.
-Two great tears stood in Angel's eyes. These she bravely
-winked away, and said with a gulp, "Very well, Phil; I
-suppose you know best."</p>
-
-<p>"I'll make it so smart, missy," said the sympathetic
-attendant, "with big bows of fresh white ribbon."</p>
-
-<p>"And roses? Oh, Philip, say I am to have roses?" she
-pleaded with clasped hands, and a voice that was tragic.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, roses by all means, if they are indispensable to
-your happiness."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, they are—and pink ones."</p>
-
-<p>"Then we will leave the matter entirely to you," said
-Gascoigne to the milliner, as he stood up; "a child's hat,
-you know, not a May bush."</p>
-
-<p>And Miss Harris, who was rarely favoured with such a
-customer, gave Mr. Gascoigne an emphatic promise, and her
-sweetest smile. As a solace from being parted from her
-beloved blue toque, her cousin presented Angel with a large
-box of chocolates, a bottle of perfume, a silver thimble,
-and a doll, and the little creature returned to the dogcart
-with her arms full and her face radiant.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 34]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V<br /><br />
-<span class="small">THE LUCKNOW ROAD</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p>"<span class="smcap">And</span> now for a good spin along the Lucknow
-road," said Gascoigne when they had extricated
-themselves from the teeming bazaar.</p>
-
-<p>Oh, Lucknow road! How many times have you
-resounded to the steady tramp of armed men, the
-clattering of hoofs, the rumble of guns! What battles
-have been fought to guard you, what nameless
-graves of gallant fellows are scattered among the
-crops in your vicinity! But to-night all is peace; the
-moon rides high in the heavens, and the whole landscape
-seems flooded in silvery white. The pace at
-which Sally travelled created a current of fresh air,
-as she sped past tombs, shrines, villages, and between
-long avenues of trees. The bare, flat plains were
-just forty miles from the foot of the Himalayas, and
-in the cold weather the scene presented an unbroken
-stretch of rich cultivation. A sea of yellow waves,
-wheat and barley, sugar-cane, feathery white cotton,
-and acres and acres of poppies. Now the crops were
-gathered, and all that remained was a barren expanse
-parched to a dull dusty brown. The very trees,
-with their grey trunks and leafless branches, gave
-the scene a bleak and wintry appearance, although
-the air was like a furnace. It was a still,
-breathless night, save for the croaking of frogs, or
-the humming of a village tom-tom, and the couple
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 35]</span>
-
-in the dogcart were as silent as their surroundings,
-absorbing the swiftly changing scene without exchanging
-a word, each being buried in their own
-reflections. Angel's thoughts were pleasant ones;
-her busy brain was occupied with visions of future
-triumphs—not unconnected with her present position,
-and her new hat.</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne's inner self was far, far away across
-the sea. He was driving with a little girl through
-deep country lanes, a girl then his playfellow, later
-his divinity, now lost to him, and figuratively laid in
-a grave and wrapped in roses and lavender. On the
-tombstone the strong god Circumstance had inscribed,
-"Here lies the love of Philip Gascoigne."
-The man was thinking of his love, the child of her
-new hat, and the four-legged animal of her supper.
-Once or twice he had been on the point of turning,
-but a piteous little voice beside him had pleaded,
-"Oh, please, not yet; oh, just another mile, well,
-half-a-mile," and they had passed the tenth milestone
-before Sally was pulled up and her head set
-once more towards Ramghur.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, dear," cried Angel, coming out of a dream,
-"I'm so sorry we are going back. I began to think
-I was in heaven."</p>
-
-<p>"Upon my word, you are a funny child," exclaimed
-her cousin. "I don't fancy the hot weather
-in the North-West is many people's notion of Paradise."</p>
-
-<p>"But there are horses and chariots there. At all
-events," she argued, "the Bible says so."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you read the Bible much, Angel?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. I love the Book of Revelations, which tells
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 36]</span>
-
-all about gold and jewels and horses. I always read
-it on Sundays."</p>
-
-<p>"And what do you read on week-days?"</p>
-
-<p>"I have not much time. I sew a good deal for
-mother, and there are lessons, and going out walking
-with those children to the club gardens twice a
-day," and she gave a little impatient sigh. Gascoigne
-looked down at the small figure perched beside
-him, with pitying eyes, and thought of her
-dreary, colourless life.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm reading a book now," she announced complacently.</p>
-
-<p>"And what is it called?"</p>
-
-<p>"The Mysteries of Paris."</p>
-
-<p>"The <i>what</i>?"</p>
-
-<p>"The Mysteries of Paris," raising her thin voice.
-"I heard Mrs. Du Grand telling mother it was thrilling—and
-so wicked. She rooted it out of the old
-stock in the Library."</p>
-
-<p>"It's not fit for you to read."</p>
-
-<p>"Have <i>you</i> read it?" she asked sharply.</p>
-
-<p>"No, and don't want to. Does your mother allow
-you to read such stuff?"</p>
-
-<p>"Mother does not know—she would not mind."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm certain she would—it's a bad—I mean a
-grown-up book, and not fit for you."</p>
-
-<p>"I've only read as far as two chapters—and it's
-so stupid."</p>
-
-<p>"Then mind you don't read more, Angel, nor
-any grown-up books, if you would like to please <i>me</i>.
-Hullo, sit tight," he added quickly, as a white bullock
-suddenly rose from beside a shrine, starting
-Sally out of her wits. She made a violent spring
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 37]</span>
-
-across the road—a spring that tested every buckle
-in her harness—and nearly capsized the cart. Then
-she broke away into a frantic gallop, with the trap
-rocking at her heels.</p>
-
-<p>"No fear, Angel; you hold on to me," said Gascoigne.</p>
-
-<p>"But I'm not afraid," rejoined a bold, clear voice.
-"I'm never afraid when I'm with you, Philip."</p>
-
-<p>"It's all right," he said presently, as Sally's racing
-pace slackened and she gradually came back to her
-bit. "Sally is a coward; she thought she saw a
-ghost."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; and it was only an old bullock," scoffed the
-child. "But, cousin Phil, there <i>are</i> real ghosts, you
-know."</p>
-
-<p>"Where?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh," spreading out her hands, "everywhere, all
-over the world—in the station—yes, and in your
-bungalow."</p>
-
-<p>"My poor, simple Angel! Who has been cramming
-you with this rot?"</p>
-
-<p>"The servants," she promptly replied; "and I've
-heard other people talking. The cook's brother is
-your bearer, and yet, he would not go into your
-compound after dark if you gave him one hundred
-rupees."</p>
-
-<p>"Then he is a foolish man," pronounced Gascoigne;
-"not that I am likely to offer him his price."</p>
-
-<p>"They say," resumed the child, "where you keep
-your boxes and polo sticks used to be the dining-room,
-and that servants in queer old liveries can
-still be seen there."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 38]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Then I wish to goodness they'd clean up my
-saddles whilst they wait. And is that all?"</p>
-
-<p>"No; an officer in uniform, a strange uniform not
-worn now, comes running in with a drawn sword,
-and chases a pretty lady from room to room. She
-wears a white muslin dress, and black satin shoes.
-He kills her in the front verandah—and her screams
-are awful."</p>
-
-<p>"Dear me, Angel, what a blood-curdling tragedy!
-but you don't mean to say you believe it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes; Ibrahim says it is well known. There
-is another—I heard Mrs. Jones telling it to mother,
-and she said she knew it was true. Shall I go on?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, if you like—it is quite an Indian night's
-entertainment."</p>
-
-<p>"Well," beginning in a formal little voice, "some
-gentlemen were driving up from the station; they
-were very late, and they saw a mess house all lit up,
-and the compound packed with carriages and bullock
-bandies, and they said, 'Why, it is a big ball,
-and we never heard a word about it.' So they
-stopped on the road and looked on. They could see
-right into the room, and there were crowds of people
-dancing—but the strange thing was, there was not
-one face they knew."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I'm not surprised at that," exclaimed her
-listener derisively.</p>
-
-<p>"Please don't interrupt—they drove on after a
-while——"</p>
-
-<p>"They ought to have gone in to supper."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>Philip!</i>" she expostulated. "Next morning they
-asked about the great ball in the cavalry lines, and
-people thought they were joking; there had not been
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 39]</span>
-
-a dance for weeks, but these men were quite positive,
-and they rode down to have a look at the house.
-It had not been used for years and years, and was
-crammed with rubbish and old broken furniture; the
-compound was all grass and weeds, and there was
-not a trace or mark of a carriage."</p>
-
-<p>"And what did they make of that?" inquired Gascoigne.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, people just shook their heads, and said something
-about an old story, and the mutiny, and that
-a great many ladies were killed in that messhouse
-one night—and the servants have heaps of tales."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't want to hear their tales, and I wish you
-would not listen to them," he said sharply.</p>
-
-<p>"Why?" with a look of bewildered injury, "how
-can I help it, when they are talking all round me?
-The ayah's sister and her niece come in, and bring
-a huka and sit on the floor of the nursery and gossip
-when mother is out, and I can't sleep; they talk,
-ever so much, all the station gup, oh, <i>such</i> stories.
-Why are you so solemn, cousin Phil?" she asked
-suddenly, gazing up at his face in the moonlight;
-"why are you so grave; what are you thinking
-about?"</p>
-
-<p>"Then I will tell you, Angel; I am thinking about
-<i>you</i>—it is full time you were at home."</p>
-
-<p>"So I am at home. Here we are—the gate is
-open. Oh, what a shy!" as Sally executed a deep
-curtsey to a long black shadow.</p>
-
-<p>"I mean England," giving Sally a flip; "would
-you not like to go there?"</p>
-
-<p>"No; for I don't want to leave mother. Anyway,
-she cannot afford to send me to school. She owes
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 40]</span>
-
-such a <i>lot</i> of money; there she is on the verandah
-watching for us; and oh! I am so sorry this drive is
-over—thank you a million thousand times."</p>
-
-<p>"I am afraid we are rather late," he called out to
-Mrs. Wilkinson, "but I've brought her back safe
-and sound."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, thank goodness; it is after eight o'clock,
-and I began to be nervous."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm sorry I am behind time, but it is such a fine
-moonlight night, and Angel has been telling me
-stories."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, she's good enough at that!" sneered Colonel
-Wilkinson, with terrible significance. "Now, Angel,
-go off to your bed," he added peremptorily; "the
-ayah has kept some cold rice pudding for you—mind
-you eat it," and he waved her out of his sight.
-Then, turning his attention to the child's charioteer,
-and refusing to notice his wife's anxious signals, he
-continued, "I say, Gascoigne, if you don't mind,
-you'll be late for mess!"</p>
-
-<p>It was all very well for Lena to suggest his staying
-to share pot luck, but Lena was not the housekeeper,
-or aware that the bill of fare consisted of a
-little soup and some brain cutlets.</p>
-
-<p>"The bugle went five minutes ago," he concluded.
-Gascoigne promptly accepted the hint (not that he
-craved for an invitation—were not Colonel Wilkinson's
-dinners notorious?) and with a hasty good-bye
-immediately drove away.</p>
-
-<p>Surely, this must have been one of the happiest
-days of Angel's existence; her mother was prepared
-to find her in raptures, when she came to see her in
-her cot that night. She was therefore astonished
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 41]</span>
-
-to discover the child in tears, sobbing softly under
-her breath—the cold rice-pudding untouched, and
-spurned.</p>
-
-<p>"Darling, what is the matter?" inquired Mrs.
-Wilkinson anxiously. "Are you sick?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," sniffed her daughter in a lachrymose key.</p>
-
-<p>"But you have not eaten your supper," she expostulated;
-"are you sure you are quite well, dearie?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am—quite—well."</p>
-
-<p>"Then," now stirred to indignation, "do you mean
-to tell me, that after your delightful drive, and all
-your beautiful presents, you greedy, insatiable child,
-you are crying yourself to sleep?"</p>
-
-<p>A heartrending sob was the sole reply to this question.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Wilkinson's thoughts flew to her spouse; he
-had been particularly impatient of Angel lately. She
-bent over the cot, and whispered into the ear of the
-little head buried in its pillow:</p>
-
-<p>"Tell me, darling, what has happened? What is
-the trouble—who——?"</p>
-
-<p>And a muffled voice moaned like some wounded
-animal:</p>
-
-<p>"Phil—cousin Phil—he—he——" a burst of sobs
-interrupted her.</p>
-
-<p>"He what?" impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, mummy, he never said good-bye to me."</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</span></p>
-
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI<br /><br />
-<span class="small">LATE FOR MESS</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> bungalow occupied by Captain Gascoigne
-and his friend was one of the largest in Ramghur.
-Sixty years previously, it had been the residence of
-the general commanding the district, and now it was
-let to a couple of bachelors, at the miserable rental of
-thirty rupees a month, for it happened to be deplorably
-out of repair, inconveniently out of the way,
-and enjoyed the reputation of being haunted. This
-unfortunate habitation stood in a spacious compound,
-whose limits were absorbed in the surrounding
-terra-cotta coloured plain, covered with yawning
-fissures, and tufts of bleached grass. A few mango
-trees, guava trees, and a dry well, indicated the remains
-of a once celebrated garden, whilst under the
-tamarinds were three or four weather-worn tombs,
-the resting-place of Mahomedan warriors, who had
-been buried on the battlefield long before the days
-of the English Raj.</p>
-
-<p>An imposing range of servants' quarters (at present
-crowded, as the retinue harboured all their relations,
-as well as lodgers) and a long line of stables
-testified to the former importance of this tumble-down
-abode, whose big reception-rooms, once the
-heart of social life, were now filled with boxes, empty
-packing-cases, saddlery, and polo sticks, and were
-the resort of white ants, roof cats, and scorpions.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 43]</span></p>
-
-<p>The present tenants had naturally selected the most
-weather-tight quarters, and these were in opposite
-ends of the venerable residence. As Gascoigne came
-whirling through the entrance gate, he was waylaid
-by three dogs, a fox-terrier, an Irish terrier, and
-a nondescript hound, and it was immediately evident
-that he belonged to them, from their yelps of hearty
-welcome, and the manner in which all three scuttled
-up the drive in the wake of Sally Lunn.</p>
-
-<p>As the cart stopped, and the syce sprang down,
-Shafto appeared in the verandah. He wore the
-usual hot-weather mess dress, spotless white linen,
-and a coloured silk cummerband, and looked strikingly
-handsome as he stood bare-headed in the moonlight,
-gravely contemplating his comrade.</p>
-
-<p>"Upon my soul, Phil, I began to think the brute
-had smashed you up at last! I've been sitting here
-listening hard for twenty minutes, precisely as if I
-were your anxious grandmother. I know Sally's trot
-half a mile away. What kept you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Down dogs, down," cried their master, as he
-descended. "I had no notion it was so late, and for
-a drive, this is the best time of the whole day."</p>
-
-<p>"Whole night you mean," corrected Shafto; "it's
-half-past eight—where have you been? Sally looks
-as if she had had enough for once."</p>
-
-<p>"She's had about twenty-two miles," admitted her
-owner, now taking off his cap and subsiding into one
-of the two long chairs which furnished the verandah.
-"The Lucknow road is like a billiard table, and we
-made our own wind."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>We?</i>" ejaculated his listener.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I took that child Angel from next door; it
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 44]</span>
-
-was a rare treat for the poor little beggar, and she
-coaxed me to go on mile after mile."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, did she! Well, as long as she is only the
-angel next door I don't mind," said Shafto, tossing
-away the stump of a cigarette; "an angel in the
-house, I bar. This establishment is already the home
-of rest for lost dogs"—pointing to the trio—"ill-used
-ekka ponies, and a lame bullock. Don't, for
-God's sake, bring in a child."</p>
-
-<p>"You need not alarm yourself," said his friend
-composedly. "I should not know what to do with
-her. The animals, at least, are grown up."</p>
-
-<p>"And so is Angel—as old-fashioned as they make
-'em. By the way, I forgot to ask you what she
-wanted yesterday?"</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing," replied Gascoigne, stretching out his
-arms. "I say—Sally can pull—only to tell me that
-she was rather down on her luck."</p>
-
-<p>"Not much luck to be down on, eh?" sneered his
-listener. "What with a smart mamma, a saving step-papa,
-and a squad of greedy little Wilkinsons, she
-must be a bit out of it, I should say. I wonder her
-father's people don't do something."</p>
-
-<p>"Here you are," cried Gascoigne. "I am her
-father's cousin."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I won't permit you to interfere, or take her
-in; by Jove, no," said Shafto, springing to his feet.
-"Charity does not begin at this home. They say
-that, for all her fluffy hair and ethereal eyes, she is a
-cocksy, sly, mischievous little cat."</p>
-
-<p>"Poor mite! Can't 'they' let even a child alone?
-They must be short of subjects."</p>
-
-<p>"You allude to the station gossips, and no doubt
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 45]</span>
-
-times are bad—so many of their 'cases' are in the
-hills. Personally, I don't care for little girls with
-wistful eyes and a craving for chocolate."</p>
-
-<p>"I know you don't," assented the other promptly.
-"<i>You</i> prefer well-grown young women with seductive
-black orbs and a craving for sympathy."</p>
-
-<p>"Bosh! There's the mess bugle. You take half-an-hour
-to tub and change; you'll be late for dinner."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I'll get something when I go over."</p>
-
-<p>"Here," said Shafto, motioning to a syce to bring
-up his pony. Then, turning to his comrade, "You
-are a rum customer. Harder than nails, yet soft as
-putty in some ways."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, not as soft as Billy Shafto," he protested
-with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. If a fellow is in a scrape—Gascoigne.
-Duty to do—Gascoigne. For the sick and afflicted—Gascoigne.
-Dinnerless to humour a child—Gascoigne."
-Whilst he spoke he put his foot in the stirrup
-and mounted, and as he wheeled about he gave
-a view hulloa, shouted "Vive Gascoigne!" and galloped
-down the avenue <i>ventre à terre</i>. For a moment
-Gascoigne and the dogs sat staring at the cloud of
-dust the pony's hoofs had raised behind him, and
-then the three animals gathered round to have a
-word or two with their master.</p>
-
-<p>Each of these waifs had a history of his own.
-Train, the fox-terrier, was found in the railway station,
-a lost, distracted dog, evidently a stranger in a
-strange land, for he did not understand a word of
-Hindustani, and he shrank appalled from the blandishments
-of the Telegraph Baboo. He was middle-aged,
-English, and a gentleman. What was his past?
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 46]</span>
-
-Gunner, an Irish terrier, possibly country-born, had
-been left behind by a battery of artillery, suddenly
-ordered up country, and for weeks he had haunted
-their lines, heart-broken and starving; even now he
-constantly called at his old quarters, to see if <i>they</i>
-had come back?</p>
-
-<p>Toko was a stray, brought in, in an emaciated condition,
-by the two others, and was believed to have
-been the property of a man who had died of cholera
-the previous rains. These three casuals were now
-beyond the reach of want, and were well looked
-after. They employed a dog boy, whose duty it was
-to wash, feed, and exercise them; but they were
-fiercely independent, and objected to going out for a
-walk at the end of a chain, merely to be tied up,
-whilst their attendant gambolled behind a wall with
-various other urchins. When not enjoying a scamper
-with their master they took themselves out with
-great decorum, and it was a funny sight to meet the
-three strolling leisurely along, precisely like their superiors,
-or cantering across the maidan almost
-abreast. Naturally, their friends and foes were identical,
-and it was a truly brave dog who dared to raise
-his bristles at the trio. They had their various individual
-tastes, and Train and Toko secretly felt that it
-was a pity to see a dog of Gunner's age and size so
-passionately addicted to chasing sparrows.</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne and the trio sat in the moonlight in
-front of the old bungalow, silently enjoying one another's
-society, till a neighbouring gurra, striking
-nine, warned Gascoigne that it was time to dress and
-dine. All the same he was not in the least hungry,
-and only for the susceptibilities of his bearer,—who
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 47]</span>
-
-was an abject slave to convention, and would have
-considered his conduct erratic and peculiar,—he
-would gladly have remained sitting in the verandah
-with his three dumb friends. Gascoigne's drive with
-Angel had resulted in a paradox—it had effectively
-taken away his appetite, and supplied him with food
-for reflection. Poor little neglected ne'er-do-well!
-What was to be her fate?</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">MRS. DAWSON'S DRESSES</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> hot weather was in full possession of Ramghur,
-and, as a natural consequence, the station became
-deserted. Various bragging individuals, who
-had announced their determination to "face it this
-year," had at the first boom of its artillery—that
-fierce midday blast,—closed their bungalows, distributed
-their pets and flowers, lent their cows, and
-carriages, among their friends, and departed precipitately
-to cooler regions. It was a sickly season; already
-the bazaar prediction had been more than justified.
-Only those whom duty or poverty chained to
-the cantonment were to be found at their posts, and
-these were to be seen, very late or very early, driving
-about the dusty roads, with haggard white faces.</p>
-
-<p>It is a well-established fact, that one hot weather
-endured in company draws people more nearly together
-than a dozen cold seasons. There is a general
-relaxing of stiffness, a putting off of armour, a
-reliance on one another, and a liberal exchange of
-sympathy—and secrets;—undoubtedly a fellow feeling
-makes one wondrous kind. For example, if a
-cynic happened to remark what friends two sharply
-contrasting ladies had become, "Oh, they spent a hot
-weather together in Kalipore," would be accepted as
-an unanswerable reply. Moreover, it is undisputed,
-that some of the best matrimonial prizes have been
-snatched out of the heat of the plains, by maidens
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 49]</span>
-
-who clung to their parents, and braved the consequences.
-Thus, they occasionally made the acquaintance
-of some bored and solitary bachelor, who,
-failing to obtain leave, presently consoled himself
-with a wife.</p>
-
-<p>The band of the Native Cavalry,—Mr. Shafto's
-Regiment,—played thrice a week in the club gardens,
-and then the pale remnant of Europeans (and
-many brilliant Eurasians) assembled to what the natives
-term "eat the air" and exchange the contents of
-letters from the hills, and the delinquencies of their
-domestics.</p>
-
-<p>Everywhere beyond the gardens the atmosphere
-was that of a brickkiln. Within, among the trees,
-shrubs, and glistening foliage plants, the nostrils
-were greeted by the smell of hot earth, and a recently
-watered greenhouse,—that is an aroma peculiar to
-India. In the early morning, immediately after sunrise,
-the club was at its best; thronged with members
-who came to study the telegrams, glance at the
-papers, and pick up any stray crumbs of local news.
-It was thus that the youngest Miss Brewer first allured
-Mr. Pontefract into conversation on the subject
-of "a fire in the Bazaar." Hitherto he had
-thought of her (if he ever did think of her) as a
-plain, heavy young woman, who could neither ride
-nor dance, but just lob over the net at tennis. Now
-he discovered, thanks to the hot weather, that she
-was a surprisingly taking girl, with a good deal in
-her, including brains. She talked well (and shared
-his views on the subject of the club soda-water, and
-Sunday tennis); moreover, she was a devout listener.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 50]</span></p>
-
-<p>Between listening and talking, the moments flew;
-at last, the increasing heat, and the clamour of the
-coppersmith bird, awakened the pair to the fact that
-it was seven o'clock, and much too late an hour to
-be abroad; and then, as Miss Brewer's pony carriage
-boasted a hood, she offered a seat to her new acquaintance,
-and enjoyed the pleasure and triumph of
-conveying the rising civilian to his own door. She
-carried him off in every sense of the word, in fact—she
-was a particularly "taking" girl. This drive
-was the prelude to greater events—to meetings at
-dawn, to walks after dark, to little dinners, little
-presents,—and an engagement. Yes, it was quite
-true, Tilly Brewer, the unprepossessing, the dowdy,
-was about to marry the best <i>parti</i> in Ramghur; and
-when the young ladies in the hills heard the tidings,
-they each and all registered a mental vow to remain
-below next season. It is so easy to make such resolutions
-when you are in a perfect climate.</p>
-
-<p>The talk of the engagement created an agreeable
-break in the long monotonous days, and mere acquaintances
-exhibited quite an affectionate interest
-in Tilly's trousseau, presents, and prospects.</p>
-
-<p>However, early in May, another topic cropped up
-which entirely eclipsed the marriage preparations,
-and afforded food for incessant discussion until the
-end of the rains; in fact, the story of "Mrs. Dawson's
-dresses" created such an uproar and commotion,
-that it got into some of the local papers, and
-every one of the letters home.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Dawson, the Judge's wife, was a prim, spare
-woman of a certain age—and, it was said, uncertain
-temper. She had a cool, stiff manner, and an air of
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 51]</span>
-
-critical aloofness that seriously discounted her popularity.
-This lady was Mrs. Wilkinson's most serious
-rival in the matter of dress, and if her taste was less
-artistic, and her ideas lacked courage, she employed
-a court milliner, and owned a long purse. It must
-be admitted that her toilettes were both varied and
-expensive. "Stiff and old-maidish," was Mrs. Wilkinson's
-verdict—for she never soared to that lady's
-daring transformations, and condemned her dazzling
-triumphs as "theatrical and loud." Twice a
-year Mrs. Dawson received a large box or two from
-home, containing a fashionable outfit for the approaching
-season, and the envious pangs the arrival
-of these treasures occasioned Mrs. Wilkinson, no
-one—no, not even her closest friend—had ever
-guessed.</p>
-
-<p>A consignment of costumes had recently arrived
-per ss. <i>Arcadia</i>, and Mrs. Dawson invited all her
-neighbours to inspect them. The dresses were to be
-on view for two succeeding afternoons, but their
-owner omitted to despatch a little note to Mrs. Wilkinson.
-She would see all the toilettes later on in
-public, and, meanwhile, as she might steal some of
-the novel ideas, and was quite capable of carrying
-away a Paris pattern "in her eye," the poor lady was
-cruelly excluded. Late one evening Mrs. Rattray
-dropped in on Mrs. Wilkinson, <i>en route</i> from the
-exhibition. She was a lively, fair woman, with an
-immense stock of superfluous enthusiasm. As soon
-as she had found a seat, and unfurled her fan, she
-began,</p>
-
-<p>"Well, my dear, I've never seen such frocks as she
-has got this time."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 52]</span></p>
-
-<p>"No," cried her hostess eagerly; "you have been
-to the show—do tell me all about them. I am dying
-to know what the dresses are like. French, of course—she
-said so."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," drawing a long breath. "There is a grey
-<i>crêpe de chine</i> and silver, like the moon in a mist,
-with very long, tight sleeves, and a sort of double
-skirt—it's a dream. There is a lemon satin with
-Egyptian embroidery and a long train, a black silk
-canvas with lace sleeves, piece lace—<i>you</i> could easily
-copy that; and there is a lovely mauve tea-gown,
-with a yoke of point d'Alençon, and knots of black
-velvet with long ends, to which I lost my heart—it's
-quite my style—but she never lends a pattern, you
-know."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," agreed her listener, "we all know that."</p>
-
-<p>"Then there are hats, and toques, and feathers,
-and silk petticoats. I never saw so many pretty
-things all at once. I think she got some smart cousin
-to choose them, for they are not in the same style as
-her usual dresses—really, you won't know her."</p>
-
-<p>Further details, descriptions, and even sketches,
-prolonged the interview for more than an hour.
-Meanwhile Angel sat growing in a corner, totally
-unnoticed, but absorbing every word of the conversation
-with a curious expression on her little elfish
-face.</p>
-
-<p>"I must say, it is most marked, her not inviting
-you," said Mrs. Rattray, as she rose at last. "Several
-people noticed it, and Mrs. Gordon was wondering
-why you had not come; 'the show was so much
-in your line.' Of course, I did not tell her why you
-stayed away; at any rate, you will see one of the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 53]</span>
-
-frocks on Sunday, a white Chinese silk, much too
-young for Mrs. Dawson; I'm sure she is long past
-forty. Well, good-bye, dear, I knew you'd be dying
-to hear all about the exhibition, so I just ran in to
-tell you." And then Mrs. Rattray bustled out to her
-victoria, leaving her stricken hostess to digest her
-news as best she might. Alas! what were two or
-three pretty muslins, or even a new lilac foulard,
-against Mrs. Dawson's battle array, gowns direct
-from Doucet and Rouff? Oh, money must tell in
-the end! and, burying her face among her sofa cushions,—for
-she was weak and run down,—Mrs. Wilkinson
-wept long and bitterly, she who but five minutes
-ago had been all animation and smiles.</p>
-
-<p>Two mornings later, Mrs. Rattray encountered
-Mrs. Dawson in the club library. Greatly to her surprise,
-the latter accosted her at once; for, as a rule,
-she merely bestowed a cool nod.</p>
-
-<p>"Have you heard about my dresses?" she began
-excitedly.</p>
-
-<p>"But you forget that I have inspected them," said
-the other; "I never saw anything half so exquisite,
-or so——"</p>
-
-<p>"Exquisite no longer!" broke in Mrs. Dawson
-with a catch in her voice; "what do you think? I
-had some friends to my little show yesterday, all the
-gowns laid out in my bedroom, just as when you
-came,—and then we went into the drawing-room to
-tea. After they had left, I sent for the ayah, intending
-to help her to fold the things, and put them in
-tissue paper." Here she paused for breath, and
-seemed curiously agitated.</p>
-
-<p>"Why, yes, of course," assented Mrs. Rattray.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 54]</span>
-
-She stood with her hands on the back of a chair, facing
-the narrator, and wondering at her emotion. It
-was something novel to see Mrs. Dawson, of all
-people, thus mentally dishevelled.</p>
-
-<p>"When I went into my room with a light," she
-resumed, "I found that all my beautiful things had
-been cut to pieces—into little—little bits!"</p>
-
-<p>"What!" cried Mrs. Rattray, raising her voice till
-it was almost a scream.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, every one of them, and done most systematically—nothing
-escaped, not even my poor feather
-fan, nor a hat, or a blouse. The ayah kept crying,
-'Look, look, look,' till I was sick of looking. Sleeves
-were hacked out of dresses, great pieces slashed out
-of the bodices, skirts cut right across, in all directions;
-even the artificial flowers were torn to pieces,
-and the fingers snipped off my evening gloves." She
-paused, and there was a dead silence, for Mrs. Rattray
-could find no words adequate to the occasion.
-She simply stared, with her topee pushed back, from
-her forehead, and her lips wide apart.</p>
-
-<p>"And—the grey <i>crêpe</i>?" she stammered out at
-last.</p>
-
-<p>"A rag now. The lemon satin only fit for patchwork.
-There is not even enough left to make a sofa
-cushion. It was all done in about half-an-hour—and
-with a huge pair of dirzee's scissors."</p>
-
-<p>"But who did it?" cried her listener, breathlessly.
-"Have you no suspicions?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, that is the strange part of it; not a soul was
-seen or heard about the premises. All the doors in
-the verandah were wide open, the chokedar was on
-duty, and he saw no one."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 55]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Then what does the ayah say?" inquired Mrs.
-Rattray judicially.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, she vows it was an evil spirit, and if she had
-not been idling in her godown, but had come in directly
-the visitors had left, this frightful affair would
-not have happened." Here Mrs. Dawson's voice became
-husky; however, she soon recovered her self-possession,
-and continued, "Nothing was taken—no,
-not even an inch of ribbon—everything is there. So
-it was no thief. My husband will have it that it was
-Captain Moore's monkey."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Rattray drew a long breath. At last she
-inquired, with studied deliberation:</p>
-
-<p>"And what is your own opinion?"</p>
-
-<p>"I believe it was the work of some one who knew
-more about clothes than a dumb animal," responded
-the victim of the outrage; "and yet, it is like a
-monkey's trick, so unnecessary, and so mischievous."</p>
-
-<p>"So wicked, I call it," cried Mrs. Rattray. "I
-must say you are bearing it marvellously well. It is
-more than I could do. I have no fortitude."</p>
-
-<p>"What is the good of worrying? The thing is
-done; no amount of worrying will restore my pretty
-frocks, and I cannot afford to replace them for some
-time; that lemon satin cost forty guineas, and I'd be
-ashamed to tell you what I paid for the lilac tea-gown."</p>
-
-<p>"You have no clue?" reiterated Mrs. Rattray.</p>
-
-<p>"Unfortunately, I have not even that small consolation.
-Monkey or demon, it left no trace. Well
-now, I must be going—the sun is getting so strong I
-have a dreadful headache as it is."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 56]</span></p>
-
-<p>And Mrs. Dawson went sadly down the steps,
-crawled into her carriage, and was driven away.</p>
-
-<p>But Mrs. Rattray lingered yet awhile, despite the
-temperature, in order to discuss the tragedy with
-Mrs. Jones. Ere they separated, she said, "How
-pleased Mrs. Wilkinson will be! She will have it all
-her own way now."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," assented her companion, "she lives to
-dress, and dresses to live—it is only her clothes that
-hold her to earth. She is a mere shadow. Don't
-you think she looks frightfully ill, and that it is disgraceful
-that Colonel Wilkinson has kept her and the
-children down for three hot weathers? I declare it is
-next door to murder, and if she dies he ought to be
-hanged."</p>
-
-<p>"She wants a change badly," admitted Mrs. Rattray,
-"but this news will act as a restorer, equal to
-two months' hill air."</p>
-
-<p>"Colonel Wilkinson is a shameless screw," resumed
-the other; "everyone knows that he puts away
-half his pay monthly, that he never subscribes to
-anything—'poverty and a large family' his cry—and
-that poor Mrs. Wilkinson finds it almost impossible
-to get him to give her a twenty-rupee dress."</p>
-
-<p>"I think Mrs. Dawson might have asked her to her
-show; leaving one out is always so pointed."</p>
-
-<p>"But it was intended to be pointed. Mrs. Dawson
-was so afraid of having her gowns copied," pleaded
-her friend.</p>
-
-<p>"Not much to copy now, is there?" retorted Mrs.
-Rattray; "and is it not strange that they have no
-suspicions, and no clue?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, neither the one nor the other," rejoined Mrs.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 57]</span>
-
-Jones, shaking her head solemnly. But Mrs. Jones
-was mistaken; there <i>was</i> a clue had Mrs. Wilkinson's
-ayah suffered it to pass from her hands.</p>
-
-<p>For one whole morning the dirzee's scissors were
-nowhere to be found, and a dirzee, minus his scissors,
-is as a dragon without his horse.</p>
-
-<p>Kadir Bux called upon all his gods to witness that
-he had left them in his basket the previous day.
-Who, then, had taken them? At last, after much
-loud talk, and an exhaustive search, the scissors were
-discovered under a fashion book in the drawing-room,
-and, behold! there was a tiny scrap of lemon
-satin stuck fast between the blades.</p>
-
-<p>Then the ayah, who had unearthed them, looked
-Angel straight in the eyes, and cried, "O child of the
-devil!"</p>
-
-<p>But she put the tell-tale scrap into the cook-house
-fire,—and held her tongue.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 58]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII
-<br /><br />
-<span class="small">THE PICNIC</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> ruthless destruction of Mrs. Dawson's
-dresses supplied a subject for conversation, not
-merely in the station, but also in the "Burra Bazaar,"
-where the most private concerns of the sahibs,
-and mem-sahibs, are openly debated and discussed.</p>
-
-<p>Speculation was active, but neither the station nor
-the bazaar could hazard the vaguest conjecture, or
-trace even the ghost of a clue.</p>
-
-<p>The devil theory was dismissed with the contempt
-which it deserved; the monkey suggestion was
-equally scorned, since the defamed ape was dead,
-having departed this life two days previous to the
-outrage, and thereby established an unimpeachable
-<i>alibi</i>. If not the monkey, who then? And echo cried,
-Who? all over the arid, torpid cantonment. There
-was no reply, and the destruction of Mrs. Dawson's
-Europe frocks, like one of the historical crimes that
-have baffled humanity, remains undiscovered until
-the present day.</p>
-
-<p>The next sensation was a moonlight picnic, given
-by the bachelors of Ramghur; the rendezvous was
-the Chinglepat road five miles out, on a low mound
-between the highway and the river. On the occasion
-the lady moon appeared unusually large and
-brilliant, as if aware that she was responsible for the
-feast; the night was still and breathless, but the hock
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 59]</span>
-
-was still iced. Like most bachelor entertainments,
-the picnic was a success; around and across the cloth
-flew corks, crackers, jokes, and chaff; the poor hot-weather
-folk were eating, drinking, and making
-merry just as if the thermometer did not stand at
-98, and the merriest and most animated member of
-the company was Mrs. Wilkinson. She wore a
-charming white toilette, in which she totally eclipsed
-her rival, and was not unconscious of the fact; but
-she was also aware at the back of all her smiles that
-she herself was present entirely without her doctor's
-knowledge, and felt like an escaped prisoner, who
-was bound to be captured some day. But then she
-wanted so much to wear her new dress. It was modelled
-from Mrs. Rattray's vivid description of one
-of Mrs. Dawson's celebrated costumes, and was so
-exceedingly novel and becoming that she felt it no
-more or less than her duty to exhibit this ghost of a
-Paris toilette to her many admirers. To Mrs. Dawson
-it was indeed a phantom frock.</p>
-
-<p>All the world knew that Mrs. Wilkinson was
-amazingly clever, but how could she reproduce a
-garment which she had never seen? Here was yet
-another mystery. Angela, who by all domestic laws
-should have been in bed and asleep, had been permitted
-to join the company as Mr. Gascoigne's
-guest, and was supremely happy. She wore her new
-hat, lavishly trimmed with roses, and her best and
-simplest manners. Her host had brought her in his
-cart; indeed, he now drove her out daily, as he believed
-that it did the wan little creature good to get
-fresh air, such as it was, and it afforded one means
-of removing her from her stepfather's orbit.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 60]</span></p>
-
-<p>During these drives her cousin occasionally endeavoured
-in an awkward, clumsy fashion to improve
-the young mind, which was at present "wax
-to receive, and marble to retain;" his teaching was
-more adapted to a boy than a girl. His lessons—a
-mere sentence—brief, but pithy, showed her his
-abhorrence of lying, cowardice, and all mean actions.
-(Poor Angel listened with a tingling face, for she
-lived in an atmosphere of falsehood, and was conscious
-of certain small acts that were not creditable,
-chiefly connected with jam, hair ribbons, and beads;
-but in her heart Angel knew that she was no coward.)
-These seeds, casually cast by the wayside, and
-as casually received, were planted, and subsequently
-bore fruit, in the child's somewhat rocky little heart.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>To return to the moonlight picnic. Colonel Wilkinson
-was present in a grey dirzee-made flannel
-suit rather tight for his rounded proportions; his
-moustache was waxed to exaggeration; he wore a
-new pink washing tie, and he made himself conspicuous
-in ushering guests to their places, arranging
-the viands, concocting the salad, and distributing
-the iced hock—for he was always exceedingly hospitable
-in other people's houses. At present the company
-were assembled under the vault of heaven, but
-the stout little officer presided at the end of the tablecloth,
-with his fat legs crossed Buddha-wise, carved
-the cold Guinea fowl and ham, and pressed delicacies
-on his neighbours so assiduously, that a casual arrival
-would have supposed that in him he beheld the
-host. No one could be more genial or convivial at
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 61]</span>
-
-his neighbour's board than Richard Wilkinson,
-Lieutenant-Colonel.</p>
-
-<p>Angel shared a rug with her mother, and now and
-then stole her hand into hers and squeezed it gently,
-sure token of her absolute content; the pair were
-seated exactly opposite to Mrs. Dawson, who looked
-depressed and commonplace in an old-fashioned
-brown tussore garment. The child contemplated her
-gravely, with a mysteriously complacent expression
-in her large eyes; her stare exasperated the lady to
-such a pitch that more than once she was on the point
-of addressing her; the hot weather has a knack
-of warping people's tempers and reducing their
-nerves to fiddle-strings, and the combination of Angel's
-curious gaze and her mother's "model gown"
-was almost too much for Mrs. Dawson's equanimity.</p>
-
-<p>After dinner there were songs and games, and
-some wandered away in twos and threes down to
-the river. This was a tributary of Mother Gunga,
-a holy river, now much shrunken; its waters moved
-along with a deliberate solemnity befitting a sacred
-stream. The farther bank was clothed with tall
-reeds, and was the well-known haunt of alligators.
-Mrs. Wilkinson and Mr. Shafto were looking for
-one in company, and as they gazed up and down the
-banks more than one grey log of wood had misled
-them. Had Mrs. Wilkinson's doctor been of the
-party, he would have assured her that in those thin
-shoes and transparent dress, as she stood breathing
-malaria on the brink of the sluggish stream, she was
-boldly courting death.</p>
-
-<p>"There are generally three or four big fellows at
-the bend," said Shafto. "I've seen them when I
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 62]</span>
-
-come to that jheel to shoot snipe;" and he stooped
-to pick up a stone.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Mr. Shafto," gasped an agonised voice, "did
-you see it?"</p>
-
-<p>"The alligator?" flinging a stone as he spoke.
-"Yes; there he goes. Mark over. Watch him scuttling
-into the river."</p>
-
-<p>"No, no, no," stammered Mrs. Wilkinson. "The
-face—the face of a woman—floating past. It was
-just under the water."</p>
-
-<p>"Why, I declare, you are quite upset!" exclaimed
-her companion. "I'm most frightfully sorry you've
-seen—anything. Of course, you know that the natives
-bring all their dead to the river?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, yes," she assented, with a shiver. "I've not
-lived in Ramghur for four years for nothing; but it
-gave me a shock. It looked like the face of—a white
-woman."</p>
-
-<p>"That was simply the effect of the moonlight," he
-responded. "Come along; the river is making you
-morbid, and it's not a sound thing to loiter near
-it after sundown—you know they say it's full of
-malaria. Let me turn your thoughts inland. Now,
-there is something worth looking at," and he pointed
-to the northern horizon, on which glimmered the
-long line of snows.</p>
-
-<p>"Ah, yes," she ejaculated. "How I love the Himalayas!
-my happiest days have been spent there, and
-my saddest. I wonder if I shall ever see them nearer
-than I do now?" and she sighed profoundly.</p>
-
-<p>"Why, of course you will," rejoined Shafto
-promptly. "We shall all be there next season, please
-goodness, and have a ripping time; and, I say, Mrs.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 63]</span>
-
-Wilkinson, at our first ball up there let me here and
-now engage you for the first waltz."</p>
-
-<p>"Very well," she agreed, with a forced laugh; "it's
-rather a long way ahead, is it not?"</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing like taking time by the forelock—a year
-soon runs round. Here comes the Colonel," as the
-little squat figure bore down on them.</p>
-
-<p>"I say, you good people," he bawled, "what about
-refreshments? Does anyone want some iced coffee?
-Lena, I can recommend the brew of iced milk
-punch."</p>
-
-<p>His wife waved a negative, and then exclaimed,
-"Why, I see they are beginning to go; the Gordons
-and the Rattrays are off."</p>
-
-<p>"What a shame!" protested her host. Yes, two
-carriages had just driven away—people who are
-obliged to rise at four o'clock cannot afford to keep
-late hours, and by half-past ten the scene of recent
-revelry was utterly deserted. A family of jackals
-supped right royally on the remains of the cold
-viands, and an inquisitive alligator gulped down an
-empty soda-water bottle.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Angel, who was half-asleep, accompanied her
-mother in the victoria, and Colonel Wilkinson accepted
-a seat in Mr. Gascoigne's dogcart. He was
-by no means as stout-hearted as his figure would
-suggest, but held on convulsively with one hand
-as they dashed up the bridge, and halted in the middle
-of a sentence which he did not conclude until they
-were a quarter of a mile away on the other side.</p>
-
-<p>He had been discoursing of his own health, and
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 64]</span>
-
-then of his wife's health, and imparting his fears to
-his Jehu.</p>
-
-<p>"Lena was so delicate now, and so subject to
-fever," he declared. "She has a weak heart, too, and
-must go to the hills next season; in fact, they all
-wanted a change."</p>
-
-<p>"Indeed they do," assented Gascoigne, with considerable
-warmth, "especially Angela. She is too
-old to be in India."</p>
-
-<p>"Then I wish I saw my way to sending her out of
-it," rejoined her stepfather, "and the chance of never
-seeing her again."</p>
-
-<p>To this aspiration Gascoigne made no reply.</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose you think I'm a brute, now, don't
-you?" inquired his companion.</p>
-
-<p>"Since you will have it, I think you are a stepfather—that's
-all."</p>
-
-<p>"But like a fellow in a story-book, eh? Come,
-now. Well, I'm an honest, plain man"—the latter
-fact was sufficiently manifest—"and I'll tell you the
-truth. I could have liked the child—not the same
-way as my own, of course—but still well enough;
-and the only girl too. But I cannot stand her; she
-is a double-faced, dangerous imp and extraordinarily
-daring. When you think she is quiet and on
-her good behaviour she is certain to be hatching
-something awful; she has a talent for bringing off
-the most unexpected things. Ah, you laugh, but I
-warn you, Gascoigne——"</p>
-
-<p>Here he paused, for the sensitive mare had taken
-fright at a hideous hog, who, with his great bristles
-all erect, went grunting across the road, and broke
-into a wild gallop.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 65]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Now, I say, young fellow," he shouted in agonised
-alarm, "no foolery—no larking—don't let
-her get away, for God's sake! Remember, I've a
-family depending on me," and as he spoke he
-clutched Gascoigne's arm with the grip of the
-drowning.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, you'll be all right," answered the driver, angrily
-shaking off the grasp; "there's no fear." He
-was disgusted with his guest, for whose cowardice
-and meanness he had the most supreme contempt.
-He did not permit Sally to "get away," but he suffered
-her to go at a pace that brought his companion's
-heart into his mouth, and, as a natural result,
-the remainder of the drive was silence.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 66]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX<br /><br />
-<span class="small">THE BEQUEST</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Although</span> the temperature was that of a bake-house,
-and not a breath of air stirred the drowsy
-bamboos, or the long seed-pods of the bare acacias;
-yet, as Mrs. Wilkinson was driven homewards, her
-teeth chattered, and her hands were as cold as ice—premonitory
-symptoms of a severe attack of fever.
-Bitterly she now blamed herself for her folly in
-lingering by the riverside, and she recalled what the
-river's bosom carried with a gasping shudder. Was
-it a warning to her? No, no; she was but nine-and-twenty—her
-life was not yet half spent. She drew
-the sleeping child into her arms, and oh, how warm
-the little creature felt, in her own deathly cold embrace!</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>In a day or two it became widely known that Mrs.
-Wilkinson was dangerously ill—hers was no mere
-ordinary local fever, but a really grave case. The
-doctor's closed gharry drove into the corner compound
-three times a day; kind neighbours came late
-and early, bringing ice, jelly, and all manner of delicacies,
-hoping to tempt the appetite of the invalid,
-and to eke out Colonel Wilkinson's meagre catering.
-Mrs. Rattray, who had no family cares, took up
-her post in the sick-room, and relieved a trained
-nurse, whilst other ladies—and this is ever an action
-of fatal significance—carried off the children with
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 67]</span>
-
-their toys, ayahs, and sleeping-cots; but Angel ran
-home every night and lay on the mat outside her
-mother's door.</p>
-
-<p>"If you move me, or touch me, I shall <i>scream</i>,"
-such was her diabolical threat, and as Angel was
-known to be a child of her word, she was suffered to
-remain undisturbed. There she stayed, hour after
-hour, wide awake, and motionless as a stone. In
-spite of all efforts on the part of the doctor and
-nurses, the patient grew worse—the fever, like an
-internal fire, seemed to consume the slender thread
-of her existence. The verandah was now utterly deserted,
-even by the dirzee; the plants were withered
-and black from want of water; insolent crows promenaded
-over the matting, and the voices of the
-servants were hushed. One could almost guess from
-the exterior of the premises that the mistress of
-the house lay dying within. Colonel Wilkinson sat
-alone in his dim little office; he had not the heart to
-read or write, or even to tot up his accounts. An
-occasional low conference with Mrs. Rattray or the
-doctor, and a spare and solitary meal, alone broke
-the hot, heavy hours.</p>
-
-<p>These whisperings conveyed bad news; his wife's
-condition was extremely grave, and he could not hold
-himself blameless. Instead of investing those six
-thousand rupees in jute and cotton mills, he ought
-to have sent her and her children to the hills. He
-was face to face with his own conscience. He confessed
-to himself that he was too fond of money.
-Was this a case of saving money and losing life?
-Remorse is a stern acquaintance, and Colonel Wilkinson
-blamed himself bitterly. Sad to relate,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 68]</span>
-
-in spite of all these searchings of heart, such is the
-force of habit, and so strongly was he held by the
-grasp of avarice, within half an hour of his self-condemnation
-Colonel Wilkinson was out in the
-compound announcing to the milkman "that, now
-the children were from home, one measure was sufficient;"
-and he took the same opportunity of informing
-his cook "that a <i>two</i> anna chicken was ample
-for broth."</p>
-
-<p>That same evening the bulletin was more favourable;
-the patient had recovered consciousness; she
-ceased to ramble about gores and whalebone, dresses
-and debts; she slept for several hours, and in
-the morning begged to see the children. Afterwards
-she talked for some time with Colonel Wilkinson,
-and gave him two bills to settle—bills which
-she would never have ventured to show him had she
-been in her normal state of health.</p>
-
-<p>"Please pay these, Richard," she faltered; "they
-have been a terrible nightmare on my mind for
-months." Colonel Wilkinson pooh-poohed the accounts,
-and thrust them unexamined into his pocket.
-His spirits rose—he became sanguine. He declared
-to Mrs. Rattray that "when Lena could think of
-bills she was on the mend, and he was determined to
-write for a house at Mussouri by the night's post
-(even now he grudged a rupee or two for a telegram)
-and move her at once. She would be all right
-as soon as she was out of Ramghur. All she wanted
-was a change." In the midst of their conference,
-both Colonel Wilkinson and Mrs. Rattray were a
-good deal taken aback by hearing the sick woman
-express a desire to speak to Philip Gascoigne.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 69]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Gascoigne, my dear," expostulated her husband;
-"what an extraordinary idea! Oh, you must
-not think of seeing him—it would be extremely bad
-for you."</p>
-
-<p>"It will be worse for me if I do not see him," she
-answered, with an unexpected force. "I have something
-to say to him; please do not worry, but send for
-him at once."</p>
-
-<p>An invalid's whim must necessarily be humoured,
-and whilst her husband went away to despatch a
-note, Lena Wilkinson desired her ayah to dress her
-hair—yes, to get the irons and crimp and curl it, and
-then array her in a pink satin tea-jacket, fasten a row
-of pearls round her neck, and bring her her rings and
-bangles. Mrs. Rattray assisted at this melancholy
-toilette; she was well aware of the patient's ruling
-passion—a passion strong in death. There, in the
-open wardrobe from which the ayah had brought the
-tea-jacket, hung rows of pretty gowns, and conspicuous
-among them that copy of Mrs. Dawson's white
-silk which she and Mrs. Wilkinson had manufactured
-with such mischievous enjoyment.</p>
-
-<p>As soon as the dressing up of the weak and gasping
-moribund was concluded, when she was propped
-up with pillows, her fan and handkerchief placed
-beside her, she faltered out:</p>
-
-<p>"Give me some of the medicine—a double dose—yes,
-and when Mr. Gascoigne comes show him in at
-once." Then, as she looked at Mrs. Rattray, "I
-wish to see him alone—on family business."</p>
-
-<p>"Cannot Colonel Wilkinson——" began her
-friend persuasively.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 70]</span></p>
-
-<p>But she cut her short with a quick gesture of dissent.</p>
-
-<p>"Very well, dear," agreed her nurse, "I will bring
-him in the moment he arrives; but promise me not
-to talk much, or to let him stay more than five minutes."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I promise nothing; it is for him to do that,"
-panted the invalid. "But I—won't keep him long."</p>
-
-<p>When the visitor, greatly bewildered, was ushered
-into a large darkened room, with a slowly moving
-punkah, he was prepared to see a certain change in
-his cousin Lena, but he was horrified when he beheld
-her, half sitting up, arrayed in pink satin and pearls,
-her hair elaborately dressed, her eyes glittering with
-fever—death in her face. Oh, why did Mrs. Rattray
-lend herself to this frightful mockery? He
-glanced over at that blameless lady, who obviously
-avoided his eye.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, Phil—so good of you to come," said the
-invalid in a weak voice. "I'm a little better to-day,
-and I want so much to have a talk with you."</p>
-
-<p>As she concluded, Mrs. Rattray, who had placed a
-chair for the visitor, stole out on tip-toe, dropping
-the purdah softly behind her.</p>
-
-<p>"You should not talk, or see anyone, Lena," he
-protested, still standing, "and I am not going to
-stay."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, just for a few minutes," she pleaded,
-laying a burning hand on his wrist, "for I have
-something most urgent to say to you, and until I say
-it I cannot rest in peace. It is about Angel; sit
-down, won't you," pointing to the chair, "and where
-I can see you."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 71]</span></p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne obeyed her in silence.</p>
-
-<p>"Philip," she continued, gazing at him with her
-wonderfully eloquent blue eyes, "I am—going to
-die."</p>
-
-<p>He raised his hand in a quick gesture of protest.</p>
-
-<p>"No," she resumed. "Listen—you can speak for
-the next forty years—I shall be dumb for ever—in
-a few hours. Philip, I shall die happy—yes, quite
-happy—if you will promise me one thing."</p>
-
-<p>He glanced at her, and bent his head.</p>
-
-<p>"Will you—take charge of Angel?"</p>
-
-<p>This request was succeeded by a silence only
-broken by the wheezy creaking of the punkah rope.
-Philip Gascoigne was not naturally impulsive, a
-promise from him carried its full weight. The
-singular difference between Philip and his house-mate
-was this, that Shafto performed less than he
-promised, whilst Gascoigne was ever better than his
-word. He turned away his gaze from those two
-all-compelling tragic eyes, looked down on the floor,
-and strove to rally his scattered senses. He must
-immediately realise what this promise signified. It
-meant that he should educate Angel, and become her
-guardian; there was no one else to accept the post,
-as far as he could see. Tony's relations had cast
-him off when he married; Lena was a penniless orphan.
-There remained but Colonel Wilkinson. As
-he pondered the question, the dying woman seemed
-to devour him with her eyes. At last he looked up
-and met them steadily, and said:</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, Lena, I will."</p>
-
-<p>"I know I am asking an enormous favour," she
-whispered. "I am imposing on your youth and
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 72]</span>
-
-generosity, but I am desperate, and to whom else
-can I turn? You are the only Gascoigne I know,
-and you understand that Richard and Angel could
-never live together. He detests her; she loathes
-him. On the other hand—she loves you."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne was about to speak, but once more she
-prevented him.</p>
-
-<p>"It is a strange legacy to bequeath to a young
-man, and you are but six-and-twenty, Phil—I am
-leaving in your charge a child of nine, uneducated,
-undisciplined, and born and bred in India. But you
-are well off—you have a private income, and she
-will not cost you much. Once educated, she can
-earn her own living, and give you no more trouble—if
-you will only tide her over the next seven years.
-Philip," she continued in a louder voice, suddenly
-raising herself with an immense effort, "if you will
-do this good action, I believe it will bring you a great
-blessing—dying people see far, and I can see—that."</p>
-
-<p>Here she paused, and fell back on her pillows completely
-exhausted.</p>
-
-<p>"I will certainly carry out your wishes, Lena," he
-answered impressively. "I will send Angel home,
-educate her, provide for her, and watch over her
-always—or until she marries."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, you dear, dear fellow!" sobbed Mrs. Wilkinson,
-with tears running down her sunken cheeks.
-"Words cannot thank you—Angel will—give you—deeds."</p>
-
-<p>"After all, she is my cousin, Lena—I have no
-belongings——"</p>
-
-<p>"No, not yet," interposed his listener; "and it is
-not to every man I would trust the child; but you
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 73]</span>
-
-are honourable and high-minded—you will be her
-big brother."</p>
-
-<p>"I will be her guardian; I am nearly twenty years
-older than she is."</p>
-
-<p>"Only seventeen, Philip," corrected his cousin.
-"Well, at any rate, some day Angel will repay you—I
-feel an inspiration to tell you this."</p>
-
-<p>"But I don't want any payment, Lena."</p>
-
-<p>"You have lifted a load from my heart. It would
-have been impossible for Angel to have remained
-with Richard; they are like fire and oil, and what
-would have been her fate? Oh, Philip, it is such a
-tender little heart, and how she will miss me! Poor
-Dick, he only sees her faults, not her good qualities.
-She is strong-willed, jealous, reckless, and revengeful,
-but she will do anything for love. She would
-die for a person she loved. Remember that love is
-the key to her nature, <i>never</i> forget that. I may confess
-to you now that Angel is my favourite child,
-my own little fluffy-haired baby; when we two were
-all alone in the world, then she was all the world
-to me."</p>
-
-<p>"Lena," he said, suddenly leaning forward, and
-speaking with a touch of passion in his voice, "you
-may rely on me—I will do all I can to make her
-happy."</p>
-
-<p>"I know you won't be stern, Philip; you will make
-allowances for her odd, wild ways; you will love her
-a little—and oh, do forgive me for the charge I am
-laying on your young shoulders."</p>
-
-<p>"There is nothing to forgive—that's all nonsense,
-you know," he said. "Anyway, I would have looked
-after Angel; I am her next of kin out here."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 74]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Yes, poor darling; and only for you she would
-be destitute indeed. I have nothing to leave her but
-these," and Mrs. Wilkinson touched, as she spoke,
-her pearl necklace and bangles. "Her father was
-lavishly extravagant and gave me this," indicating
-a splendid diamond ring, "and though often hard
-up, I have never parted with it. I somehow felt that
-Angel had a claim on it. Let her have it when she
-is eighteen."</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly," he answered; "but I trust you may
-live to wear it yourself, Lena. Why should you not
-pull through?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I don't know—I may—I may," she faltered;
-"but now I have told you my wishes I will not keep
-you. Good-bye," and she held out her hand, and as
-he took it she turned away her face and burst into
-low, agonising sobs. She had entirely exhausted her
-last reserve of strength. Mrs. Rattray now entered
-the room and beckoned the visitor out, saying:</p>
-
-<p>"Lena is completely overwrought; she has been
-talking too long, but she was so painfully anxious
-to see you—we could not refuse her."</p>
-
-<p>The trained nurse came forward, and as Mrs.
-Rattray dropped the curtain before the door of the
-sick-room, she looked up at Gascoigne interrogatively.</p>
-
-<p>"She wanted you to promise something," she said.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; if she should die, I am going to take charge
-of Angel."</p>
-
-<p>The lady's face expressed the blankest amazement.</p>
-
-<p>"You," she repeated—"you. Why, you are only
-a boy yourself."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 75]</span></p>
-
-<p>"I am six-and-twenty, and seventeen years older
-than the child—a pretty good start."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, now; but not much of a start when she
-grows up—and girls grow up so fast, once they
-enter their teens."</p>
-
-<p>"At present Angel is in single figures," he rejoined,
-"and small for her age—I think I shall be
-able to look after her."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I must say you are very generous," exclaimed
-Mrs. Rattray, "and I'm sure you have set
-poor Lena's mind at rest. I admire you—no, you
-need not blush—for your Quixotism, but I think you
-have undertaken a thankless and a dangerous task."</p>
-
-<p>With these words Mrs. Rattray once more raised
-the purdah and disappeared. In the drawing-room
-Gascoigne found Angel all alone; her eyes looked
-dim; they had great purple marks round them, the
-result of weeping and wakefulness. Her wan little
-face seemed smaller than ever, but it was calm and
-tearless.</p>
-
-<p>She stood for a moment gazing intently at her
-cousin, and nursing her elbows, a favourite attitude.
-At last she said:</p>
-
-<p>"Cousin Philip, do you think she is going to die?"
-Her face convulsed as she asked the question, but
-she went on, "Answer me as if I were grown up."</p>
-
-<p>"I hope not," he replied; "your mother is very ill
-still, but a shade better than she was yesterday. We
-will hope for the best. Would you care to come out
-with me for a little turn?"</p>
-
-<p>But Angel shook her head impatiently, and darted
-away out of sight.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 76]</span></p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>That same evening Mrs. Wilkinson gave Mrs.
-Rattray full elaborate directions respecting her
-funeral, and the children's mourning, no black except
-sashes—they had ribbon of the exact width at
-Narainswamy's—she hated the idea of a shroud,
-and desired to be buried in a white dress, "<i>the</i> white
-dress," she added, "since in it I caught my death."</p>
-
-<p>All these injunctions, delivered in a low voice and
-quiet, every-day manner, were a severe ordeal for
-her friend. Presently, when Colonel Wilkinson came
-in to say good-night, he was bidden a solemn good-bye.
-He was much startled, agitated, and shaken,
-and broke down completely. Then her mother sent
-for Angel, who ran in in stockinged feet, climbed on
-the bed, and threw her arms tightly about her, as if
-she would never release her again.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, my own poor baby," murmured the sick
-woman, "I am going—to leave you."</p>
-
-<p>"No, mummy," she returned breathlessly; "no, no,
-never!"</p>
-
-<p>"I can only talk to you a little, darling, and you
-must listen to every word I say," urged her mother
-in a whisper. "Philip will take care of you—I have
-given you to him. He has promised to send you
-to England and have you educated. Never forget
-how generous this is—always obey him and be good.
-I have promised for you—I want you to be so
-happy."</p>
-
-<p>"And oh, mummy, I only want to go with you!"
-was the answer in a smothered voice.</p>
-
-<p>"You will try and overcome your faults, darling—and
-be good for my sake—won't you?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'll be good—I'll be anything," she wailed, "only
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 77]</span>
-
-don't leave me! Oh, mummy, mummy!" and the
-child clung tightly to the dying woman, and broke
-into hard, dry sobs.</p>
-
-<p>"Very well, darling, you shall stay," and her
-mother put her arm round her as she spoke; "no one
-shall separate us—yet."</p>
-
-<p>Colonel Wilkinson was much disturbed and incensed
-when he heard that, whilst he had been dismissed
-with a few hurried sentences, Angel had been
-suffered to pass the night on her mother's bed.</p>
-
-<p>Worn out with watching and grief, the little
-creature had fallen into the deep sleep of utter
-exhaustion, and was barely conscious as Mrs. Rattray
-took her in her arms and carried her away.</p>
-
-<p>When the fierce May sun rose and glared down
-into the corner bungalow, Angela's mother still
-slumbered—but hers was the sleep of death.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 78]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X<br /><br />
-<span class="small">A CHALLENGE</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Thus</span> ended the butterfly career of pretty Lena
-Wilkinson, who looked surprisingly fair and girlish,
-as she lay with her hands crossed on her heart, surrounded
-by white flowers. She had passed at dawn;
-sunset witnessed her interment, and a considerable
-company—in fact, the whole station—followed the
-coffin, which was covered with pale blue and silver,
-by the dead woman's particular desire. The ground
-in the arid cemetery was almost as hard as rock,
-and the <i>cortège</i> was compelled to halt for a time,
-whilst the grave was made ready and enlarged.
-What a depressing scene for a newly-arrived exile!
-The brick-coloured ground, weather-stained headstones,
-haggard clergyman, and wan-faced assembly—the
-gay and glittering coffin waiting till inhospitable
-alien soil was prepared to receive it. Over all
-was the stare of a triumphant red sun, sinking
-slowly into the arms of a tropical night.</p>
-
-<p>At last the service was concluded, and whilst the
-earth was noisily flung upon the blue and silver coffin
-and the mourners were dispersing, the station
-cynic, as he walked towards the gate, pronounced
-the epitaph of the deceased:</p>
-
-<p>"Poor Mrs. Wilkinson, she was like some delicate
-flower without perfume, and as she never did anything
-bad, she will soon be forgotten."</p>
-
-<p>A few days after the funeral Colonel Wilkinson
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 79]</span>
-
-was faintly surprised to receive a visit from Philip
-Gascoigne. After one or two commonplace remarks,
-the latter explained his errand.</p>
-
-<p>"I came to speak to you about Angel," he said.
-"I do not know if Lena told you that I am to take
-charge of her."</p>
-
-<p>"By Jove! No, not a word," rejoined the widower,
-and his eyes glistened. "Man alive, you don't
-mean that you are in <i>earnest</i>?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," assented his visitor; "I propose to educate
-her, and as soon as I can find a school and a travelling
-companion, to send her to England."</p>
-
-<p>"Uncommonly handsome of you, I must say," exclaimed
-her stepfather. "It will cost you a couple
-of hundred a year."</p>
-
-<p>"Then you are satisfied that I relieve you of the
-child?" continued Gascoigne, ignoring the money
-question.</p>
-
-<p>"Satisfied," repeated his host; "satisfied, my dear
-fellow, is not the word that expresses my feelings—devoutly
-thankful—happy—enchanted—is more
-like it. My poor wife and I never agreed about the
-child. I may say that she was the only subject on
-which we ever disagreed. From my point of view
-she is a headstrong, malicious little devil, who cannot
-be trusted her own length—you never know
-what mine she will explode on you! My poor Lena
-held another opinion, and believed her to be 'a little
-saint.'"</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps she is something between the two extremes,"
-suggested her cousin drily.</p>
-
-<p>His companion's answer was a doubtful grunt, as
-he paced the room tugging at his moustache. "I've
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 80]</span>
-
-been making plans," he resumed, now pointing to a
-table littered with letters and officials; "I've decided
-to chuck the service. This has been a great blow,
-and sickened me with India. How can I soldier,
-and lug a family about with me? I shall go and
-settle on my own property in New Zealand. Of
-course, I am bound to marry again—this seems a
-heartless thing to say, and Lena only dead a week,
-but what am I to do with all the children? It is a
-necessity from a common-sense point of view—a
-housekeeper and a governess would entail no end of
-bother and er—er——"</p>
-
-<p>"Expense," suggested his companion sarcastically.</p>
-
-<p>"Expense! Just so," seizing the word, "and I've
-been wondering what I'm to do with Angel, badgering
-my brains with all sorts of schemes, when in you
-walk and take her off my hands. It seems almost
-like a miracle—the interposition of Providence," he
-added piously; "and now I understand why Lena
-was so anxious to see you."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; it was to talk about Angel, and tell me her
-wishes respecting her."</p>
-
-<p>"And what were they?"</p>
-
-<p>"That I was to be her guardian, and have absolute
-control over the child," replied the young man. "I
-intend to educate and provide for her. Oh yes, by
-the way, her mother wished her to have all her jewellery."</p>
-
-<p>"All her jewellery!" repeated Colonel Wilkinson.
-"Oh, I don't know about that! I believe it is my
-property in the eye of the law—there was no will,
-you see."</p>
-
-<p>"But you have no girls, and at least you will
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 81]</span>
-
-scarcely care to keep what Angel's father gave her
-mother?"</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose you mean the diamond ring?" stammered
-Colonel Wilkinson, a little cowed by the
-young man's manner. "Well, I'll think it over; but
-look here, Gascoigne, I'm a firm believer in pen and
-ink; would you mind writing me a letter, a formal
-letter, to say that you propose to relieve me from all
-charges or responsibilities connected with Angela
-Gascoigne?"</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly, with pleasure; and on your side, I shall
-expect you to hand me over any jewellery that belonged
-to her mother—at least, before she became
-your wife."</p>
-
-<p>"Um," grunted Colonel Wilkinson, "that ring is
-rather a big thing. I've had it valued, and it's
-worth a hundred pounds." He took another turn to
-the end of the room and back, then he halted in front
-of his visitor and said, ungraciously, "Well, it's a
-bargain—you can have the ring, and all the bangles,
-too; it's a cheap exchange for your written agreement
-to rid me of a plague."</p>
-
-<p>Philip Gascoigne experienced a most disagreeable
-sensation; he felt precisely as if he had just purchased
-the child for a hundred pounds. He instantly
-rose to end the interview, and said, "I will send you
-the document as soon as I go home."</p>
-
-<p>"And when will you be prepared to take over
-charge?" inquired the anxious stepfather.</p>
-
-<p>"Whenever I can make arrangements for her
-passage."</p>
-
-<p>"And mourning," supplemented the other sharply;
-"you will provide mourning, of course?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 82]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Yes; Mrs. Rattray will perhaps undertake her
-outfit for me. There is a good deal to be done—we
-must wait until after the monsoon has broken; but
-I think I can promise you that in six weeks you will
-have seen the last of Angela."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank God!" was the fervent rejoinder; "that
-will suit me down to the ground. I won't be moving
-until the cold weather, not for several months. I say,
-you won't forget the document, like a good fellow?
-Oh, must you go? I say, have a lime and soda?
-No, by the way, we are out of soda-water. Well,
-then, good-bye—I've a heap of business to get
-through—you know your way out? Ta, ta."</p>
-
-<p>As the visitor was about to cross the verandah a
-little figure issued from a side door, and sprang on
-him and seized his arm in her grasp. "I've been
-waiting for you for ages, Phil. Why did you stay
-with him so long?"</p>
-
-<p>"I've been telling Colonel Wilkinson that you are
-to be my charge, Angel," responded her cousin, "and
-that in a few weeks' time I hope to send you to
-England."</p>
-
-<p>"And how much are you to pay?" she demanded
-bluntly.</p>
-
-<p>"Pay," repeated the young man; "why should I
-pay anything?"</p>
-
-<p>"Because he never gives without something in
-exchange." Angel had a bad opinion of her fellow-creatures,
-and a piercing eye for a hidden motive.
-"What do you think Ayah Anima is doing now by
-his orders?"</p>
-
-<p>
-"She gave them some broth without any bread,<br />
-She whipped them——"<br />
-</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 83]</span></p>
-
-<p>"No," interrupting the quotation with angry emphasis,
-"but selling all my mummy's pretty frocks
-and hats in the patchery and bazaar! She is taking
-them round among the soldiers' wives in barracks,
-<i>now</i>."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne made no comment on this pitiful illustration
-of Colonel Wilkinson's thrift; in his mind's
-eye, he already beheld various reproductions of Mrs.
-Wilkinson at band and race meeting.</p>
-
-<p>He diplomatically opened a fresh subject by asking,
-"How will you like to go to England, Angel?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I shall be glad to get away from hateful
-Ramghur," she answered, "but dreadfully sorry to
-leave you. I've no one but you now—have I, Phil?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, you'll make heaps of friends when you get
-home," was his evasive reply.</p>
-
-<p>"Who is to take me to England?" she asked
-sharply.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not certain," he replied, "and I've not had
-time to make inquiries, but perhaps Mrs. Dawson."</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Dawson," she echoed with an odd, elfish
-laugh; "she does not like me—lots of people don't
-like me, cousin Phil," and she looked at him wistfully—such
-a frail, friendless little creature, his heart was
-filled with pity as he answered:</p>
-
-<p>"I like you, Angel—that is something to begin
-with? Would you care to come over and have tea
-with us this afternoon at four o'clock?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh yes, yes!" dancing up and down as she gleefully
-accepted; "and may I pour it out?"</p>
-
-<p>"You may, if we can raise a small teapot. Now
-there's the bell; run away to your dinner."</p>
-
-<p>A proud, not to say puffed-up, child was that
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 84]</span>
-
-which ran across to the big bungalow in a newly
-starched frock and wide black sash. In the verandah
-Angel found the two young men, who welcomed her
-cordially, and made her sit between them and pour
-out tea. And what a pouring out it was; what a slopping
-of milk it entailed, a dropping of the lid of the
-teapot into the sugar-basin, and a spoon into the hot
-water! Hosts and guest made tea and made merry
-together. There was a cake, too, in which "the
-three" evinced a profound interest, and Angel chattered
-incessantly to them and to her companions.
-Her satisfaction was complete when she was conducted
-all over the premises and into the stables,
-where Sally Lunn condescended to eat a piece of
-sugar-cane from her hand. This visit was the precursor
-of many. Angel was accorded the freedom
-of the bungalow, and spent many happy hours within
-its walls, looking at pictures, making tea, or mending
-gloves for her bachelor hosts.</p>
-
-<p>Discipline at home was considerably relaxed.
-Colonel Wilkinson was feverishly busy making
-ready for his move, and Great Sale, getting old furniture
-re-covered, glued up, and varnished. Already
-the catalogue was in the printer's hands, and the adjectives
-"splendid," "unique," "handsome," and
-"magnificent" were in extraordinary prominence.</p>
-
-<p>Thanks to the preparations, which were going
-forward, Angel was spared to her neighbours for
-many an afternoon. She was not a tiresome child,
-as Shafto freely admitted; she was noiseless, the
-dogs liked her, the bearer tolerated her, and when
-Gascoigne was absent she was content to curl herself
-up in a chair with a book or a stocking.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 85]</span></p>
-
-<p>Whenever he could afford time her cousin treated
-her to a drive; but in these, the last days of a truly
-fearful hot season, driving had ceased to be a joy.
-All the world was waiting for the rains, and gazing
-with strained expectation at the great bank of black
-clouds to the westward, on which the sheet lightning
-danced every night in dazzling diagrams. This
-cloud-bank coming nearer, oh, so slowly! embodied
-the longed-for rains.</p>
-
-<p>For advice and guidance respecting his new
-charge, her cousin repaired to Mrs. Rattray. Mrs.
-Rattray had been Mrs. Wilkinson's friend, and she
-was a kind-hearted, practical woman. There were
-other ladies who would gladly have advised the inexperienced
-young guardian, but he did not believe
-in a multitude of counsellors.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon was charming, but she was too
-young—a mere girl herself! Mrs. Dawson did not
-care for children, and was alarmingly stiff and formal;
-so when it was possible he snatched half-an-hour
-in order to confer with Mrs. Rattray over
-letters and telegrams, and matters connected with
-Angel's passage, outfit, and destination.</p>
-
-<p>Late one afternoon he called on this lady by
-appointment. Angel was with him when he drove
-up to the Rattrays' neat bungalow, which stood
-back from the road in a small enclosure, full of
-pretty shrubs and flowering trees. It had two gates,
-both opening into the principal thoroughfare in
-Ramghur.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm going in here, Angel," announced her cousin.
-"I won't be more than ten minutes, and you can wait
-in the cart."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 86]</span></p>
-
-<p>"All right," she assented, but tendering two eager
-hands; "may I hold the reins?"</p>
-
-<p>"Very well; but only for show, mind," he said as
-he relinquished them. "Promise me you won't attempt
-to drive."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I'll promise," she assented reluctantly, for
-she had entertained a glorious vision of trotting out
-at one gate, and whirling in at the other.</p>
-
-<p>With a brief order to the syce to remain at Sally's
-head, Gascoigne went indoors. He had come to decide
-finally the choice of school for Angel.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Rattray could hardly restrain a smile, as she
-sat <i>vis-à-vis</i> to this good-looking young bachelor,
-who, with his elbows on the table and his hands in
-his hair, was anxiously comparing two prospectuses.
-It was really astonishing how soon he had accommodated
-himself to his novel situation.</p>
-
-<p>"I must say it is very good of you to adopt——"</p>
-
-<p>"Don't!" he protested, raising his hand. "Please,
-Mrs. Rattray—every second person I meet tells me
-the same thing—it is not."</p>
-
-<p>"Very well," she interrupted; "then I will tell you
-something you have not heard yet. I think you are
-rashly adventurous."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't see that at all," he replied.</p>
-
-<p>"You will find that Angela requires a strong hand—she
-is not the least like any child I've ever known.
-I've not known many intimately—it is true. She
-will soon pick up an education at home, for she
-is quick and bright; but she has another education to
-forget, the education she has acquired out here from
-servants."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, she's bound to forget that," said her cousin.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 87]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Is she?" rejoined the lady doubtfully; "I hope
-so. Now I wonder if you even faintly realise what
-you have undertaken?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am not sure that I have come down to the bedrock
-of my responsibilities—but I will do my best."</p>
-
-<p>"Of course, I know that," said the lady. "But
-pray bear in mind that it is not a stray pony or a
-lost dog to whom you are playing Providence. You
-have assumed the charge of a human life, a child
-with a strange nature, and who will be an extraordinary
-woman some day."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; but at present the woman, thank Heaven, is
-in the far-away future, and I have only to do with a
-child."</p>
-
-<p>"I hope Angel will never give you reason to regret
-your generosity."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm sure she will be all right. You make far too
-much of the business. I'm only sending my poor
-cousin's little orphan to school. She will turn out
-well, if she falls into good hands," and here he held
-up several letters and said: "It is for you to choose
-to whose keeping I entrust her."</p>
-
-<p>In the meantime the subject of this conversation
-sat in the cart outside, enormously impressed by the
-importance of her position. To other children who
-passed the gate she nodded with an air of splendid
-condescension; they stared and stared and looked
-back enviously at the little Gascoigne girl all alone
-in a dogcart, holding the reins. Truly, these were
-some of Angela's proudest moments.</p>
-
-<p>But one acquaintance, a bare-legged, freckled boy,
-in a striped cotton suit, boldly walked up the drive
-between the shrubs, and proceeded to interview little
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 88]</span>
-
-Gascoigne. This intruder was Toady Dodd, a youth
-of eight, son of an impecunious house, and Angel's
-mortal enemy.</p>
-
-<p>"Hullo!" he shouted, standing with hands in pockets
-and legs wide apart; "what a swell we are, cocked
-up there!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes—miles up above you," she retorted sharply;
-"run away and steal some more macaroons," a malicious
-reminder of some past evil deed.</p>
-
-<p>"Are you going to drive?" he inquired, calmly
-ignoring the rude suggestion, "or are you just there
-for show?"</p>
-
-<p>Angel gave a brief nod.</p>
-
-<p>"<i>What</i> a show!" cried Toady, cutting a caper, and
-making a series of hideous grimaces. Angel now
-leant over and lifted the whip out of its socket, and
-began to handle it significantly.</p>
-
-<p>"You're afraid to drive, ain't you?" he screamed.
-No reply; his adversary was far too proud to record
-her promise.</p>
-
-<p>"Drive out of the gate and back," urged the
-tempter, "and I'll never say you're a coward
-again."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not a coward, you ugly, freckled toad," she
-screamed. "If you don't mind, I shall hit you with
-the whip."</p>
-
-<p>"First catch me," he shouted derisively, executing
-a war dance just out of reach. Come now—I dare
-you—dare you—to hit the horse."</p>
-
-<p>To touch Sally with the whip was not driving,
-argued the child with herself; and consumed by a
-feminine desire to show off, and exasperated by her
-tormentor, with a force really intended for <i>him</i>, she
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 89]</span>
-
-brought the lash suddenly down on Sally's shining
-flank.</p>
-
-<p>Instantly there was a vicious bang against the
-splash-board; Angel felt herself shot into the air,
-and remembered no more. The shrieks of Toady, the
-yells of the syce, and the sound of thundering hoofs
-summoned Gascoigne to the steps. There he saw
-the syce picking himself up with great care, he saw a
-white bunch and two black legs in the middle of a
-croton bush, he saw a great cloud of dust flying down
-the road—and that was all! He ran to the shrub and
-disentangled Angel, who had gone in head foremost
-and was merely stunned and speechless. The
-servant, however, found his tongue, when he discovered
-that his injuries were not mortal.</p>
-
-<p>"Missy Baba—beating with whip—horse done
-gone!"</p>
-
-<p>Such was his brief explanation.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile the real cause of all the mischief lurked
-under a great creeper, and remained a palpitating
-spectator of the scene. As soon as Angel had recovered
-her senses she began to exculpate herself in
-sobbing gasps, "Oh, Philip, I didn't drive—I did <i>not</i>
-drive. I only touched Sally with the whip." And
-she burst into a storm of tears, whilst the syce ran
-limping out, in order to raise the station and catch
-the runaway.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>It was in a second-class "fitton" that Angel returned
-home. A fitton is a ramshackle phaeton,
-drawn by a pair of bony ponies, and a second-class
-fitton is precisely what it claims to be. From this
-lowly equipage the delinquent was delivered over to
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 90]</span>
-
-her ayah, who awaited her on the verandah with
-stolid dignity.</p>
-
-<p>"And the dogcart and big horse," she cried, "what
-hath befallen them?" But Miss Gascoigne merely
-shrugged her shoulders and stalked off into her own
-apartment. Her cousin did not escape so easily; he
-had dismissed the conveyance, and was proceeding
-on foot, when he encountered his chum.</p>
-
-<p>"I say, where are Sally and the trap?" asked
-Shafto.</p>
-
-<p>"I've no notion," he answered; "in Jericho, for all
-I know."</p>
-
-<p>"But," pulling up, "I say—bar jokes."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, I bar jokes," agreed Gascoigne; "I left
-Angel holding the reins when I was in at the Rattrays'.
-I heard a scrimmage, and when I ran out
-Angel was in the bush, the syce on his back, and
-Sally was nowhere. I believe the child touched her
-with the whip—at any rate, she went through the
-station like greased lightning."</p>
-
-<p>"Great Scotland!" ejaculated his friend, "and with
-the cart at her heels—a mare that is worth a thousand
-rupees, and the trap new from Dykes' last season.
-So much for Angel! Has she broken her
-neck?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, but she is breaking her heart, poor little
-soul."</p>
-
-<p>"Odious little beast, she has no heart to break—that's
-where you make a mistake. Where are you
-off to?"</p>
-
-<p>"To send out all the syces in the place to chase
-Sally—she went towards the railway."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I'll run her down; but, mind you, Phil, next
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 91]</span>
-
-time you see her she'll have broken knees," and with
-this agreeable prophecy he galloped away. There
-was no sign of Sally all that night, but various
-rumours respecting her were afloat in the Club. One
-lady had seen a ghostly horse and trap dash up at
-her door at dark, and when a servant ran to the steps
-the horse had wheeled sharp round, plunged through
-a low hedge, cart and all, and vanished.</p>
-
-<p>Later, an empty vehicle and a galloping steed had
-been viewed beyond the jail. At eight o'clock the
-next morning the syce reappeared with a quadruped
-said to be the runaway animal, coated from head to
-tail with sweat and red dust; her very eyes were half
-closed. Who could believe that this dirty, demoralised,
-limping creature was smart Sally Lunn? Yet
-it was Sally, and, marvellous to relate, her knees
-were unblemished. She had been captured five miles
-out in the open country on her back in a dry nullah,
-with the trap under her. The shattered remains of
-the vehicle followed soberly on the Ryot's bullock
-cart—it was minus a wheel, a shaft, also mats, lamps,
-cushions, but these were subsequently collected in
-various parts of the cantonment—and their owner
-came to the conclusion that he had got out of the
-business far better than he expected. Sally was terribly
-nervous and wild for weeks; the cart was despatched
-to Lucknow to be repaired—and there were
-no more drives for Angel.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 92]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI<br /><br />
-<span class="small">WHO IS SHE?</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> monsoon had broken at last, and the rain
-descended and the floods came in drenching sheets.
-Red plains sprang to life, and became a delicate
-green, frogs croaked hilariously, snakes were washed
-out of their holes, sickly vegetation revived as if
-touched by some magician's wand, and all the
-oleanders were in flower.</p>
-
-<p>During the long, wet days, when nullahs were
-racing torrents and the avenue a running stream—a
-joy to the ducks—Angel was constantly to be
-found at the big bungalow, playing the <i>rôle</i> of <i>enfant
-de la maison</i>. She was permitted to wander through
-the empty rooms, and to amuse herself to her heart's
-content. Her guardian was a good deal from home;
-since the first burst of the rains had sorely tried the
-piers of the new bridge over the Ram Gunga, every
-morning at an early hour he wrapped himself in a
-mackintosh and leggings, mounted his horse, and
-splashed away. Even in the afternoons Shafto and
-Angel frequently had the premises to themselves;
-the former took but scant notice of his companion,
-for ever since the "Sally episode" she had been unpardoned
-and in his black books.</p>
-
-<p>One afternoon he was enjoying a lazy spell, a
-sporting paper and a cheroot, in the verandah; the
-"Imp," as he mentally called her, was presumably
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 93]</span>
-
-amusing herself in the interior with the dogs or the
-bearer's little girl—or both. He had, in fact, forgotten
-her existence, and was absorbed in the
-weights for the Leger, when three cold, moist fingers
-were laid on his cheek, and between his eyes and the
-printed page was thrust a large photograph.</p>
-
-<p>Naturally he started, exclaimed, and stared. Then
-he became conscious that he was looking at the
-charming picture of a beautiful girl of nineteen, with
-glorious eyes and a faint but bewitching smile.
-Shafto, the ever-susceptible, seized the portrait in
-both hands and examined it exhaustively. It had
-something to say for itself, too; across one corner
-was inscribed, in a dashing calligraphy, the name
-"Lola." He continued to study the face with a puzzled
-air, then turned and stared at the child interrogatively.</p>
-
-<p>Was this one of her mother's friends? To the
-best of his recollection, he had never seen the face
-in Mrs. Wilkinson's drawing-room.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you think she is pretty?" inquired Angel
-eagerly, as she met his glance.</p>
-
-<p>"Ra—ther," was his emphatic reply. "But who
-is she?—where the dickens did you unearth her?"</p>
-
-<p>"In Philip's room," was the unexpected response.
-"Oh, you need not look so shocked, Mr. Billy
-Shafto," she cried audaciously; "I've not stolen it!
-I was only searching for some paper to draw on—he
-generally has lots—and I opened his shabby old
-leather box and found some. Two lovely bits of
-cardboard, and in the middle—between them—this.
-Who is she, do you know? Do you think—he is
-in love with her?" she asked anxiously.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 94]</span></p>
-
-<p>"I'll tell you what I do think," said Shafto, suddenly
-sitting erect, "I think you ought to be well
-whipped."</p>
-
-<p>Angel's pale face became pink to the roots of her
-hair.</p>
-
-<p>"How dare you go and pry among Mr. Gascoigne's
-papers," he resumed, "you infernal little
-monkey? You are a horrid, sneaking, sly little imp."</p>
-
-<p>"But what have I done?" she protested in a shrill
-key. "I was only looking for something to draw
-on—and why shouldn't he have <i>one</i> lady, when you
-have eleven in your room? Yes, all in frames, and
-two of Mrs. Giddy on your writing-table."</p>
-
-<p>This was carrying the war into the enemy's camp
-with a vengeance! For a moment her companion,
-who was now at boiling-point, struggled desperately
-for composure and speech. At last he said with an
-effort:</p>
-
-<p>"You just march back at once and put that
-photograph where you found it."</p>
-
-<p>As he spoke he drew the silver paper carefully
-over the face, as if he would hide Philip's sweetheart
-from the elf's prying eyes. Angel snatched it out
-of his hand with a jerk, and walked away without
-one word; but she deliberately studied the photograph
-till she learnt the face by heart. She learnt
-something more also, for as she replaced it, on its
-original wrapping she read on the paper in the same
-bold scrawl, "To Phil—with Lola's love."</p>
-
-<p>So that was Philip's secret, thought Shafto; that
-was Philip's lady-love, who, by all accounts, had
-chucked him. She had a lovely face, a haunting
-face; what bad luck for poor old Phil!—and that
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 95]</span>
-
-meddlesome imp had discovered his hidden skeleton,
-had dragged it forth into daylight, and possibly exhibited
-it all round the servants' quarters, and finally
-come to him and asked in her little fluting voice,
-"<i>Who is she?</i>"</p>
-
-<p>And here came Phil at last, in dripping condition
-on a dripping horse—what a pair of drowned rats!</p>
-
-<p>As soon as he had changed his clothes Gascoigne
-appeared in the verandah, looked about, and said:</p>
-
-<p>"Hullo, where is Angel? I thought she was coming
-over to make tea?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, she has been here all right enough," rejoined
-his comrade grimly; "very much here. I believe she
-has departed. I saw her flying across the compound
-just now. Phil, that child, instead of making tea,
-has been making hay in your room."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, has she?" he responded carelessly, as he lit
-a cheroot. "Well, she can't do much harm there."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not so sure of that," retorted Shafto with
-tragic significance. "She found the photograph of
-one of the prettiest girls I've ever seen, and brought
-it out for information—awfully keen to know all
-about it."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne jumped up suddenly, and took the
-cigar out of his mouth. His face was stern as he
-looked fixedly at his friend.</p>
-
-<p>"Billy, this is some of your chaff."</p>
-
-<p>"I swear it's not," protested Shafto forcibly.
-"That prying imp was rooting in your despatch box.
-Ah!" he concluded in a significant undertone, as
-Gascoigne hurriedly left him.</p>
-
-<p>After a short absence his friend returned, and resumed
-his seat without one word.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 96]</span></p>
-
-<p>"I made her put it back," continued his companion.
-"I always knew that you'd be let in by that
-child, somehow."</p>
-
-<p>"No," rejoined the other; "I let myself in—as
-you call it."</p>
-
-<p>"You can't deny that she has made a rather
-brilliant beginning. Smashing up a new dogcart,
-unearthing your most sacred possession, and flaunting
-it round the house. What on earth are you
-going to do with her?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm going to send her to school next week."</p>
-
-<p>"And afterwards?"</p>
-
-<p>"She will make her home with some nice family."</p>
-
-<p>"Nice prospect for the nice family," remarked
-Shafto. "And after she has quite done with the nice
-family?"</p>
-
-<p>"That is far enough ahead," replied Gascoigne
-with a touch of impatience. "Angel won't be grown
-up for years, and we may all be dead by that time."</p>
-
-<p>"Now, I call that a really cheerful way of looking
-at it. One thing is certain, whoever is dead, Angel
-won't weep. She has no more heart than a paving-stone."</p>
-
-<p>"Why do you say that?" demanded her cousin
-quickly.</p>
-
-<p>"Simply because it is patent to all the world that
-she has forgotten her mother already. She never
-mentions her name——"</p>
-
-<p>"That does not matter—that is no sign," argued
-her champion; "she thinks more of her mother than
-the whole Wilkinson family put together. The
-other morning, when there was a break in the rains
-and I was out early, I saw a small figure staggering
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 97]</span>
-
-over towards the cemetery, carrying a pot as large as
-herself. I kept behind, of course, and did not let her
-see me; it was Angel, taking a plant to her mother's
-grave. There's no stone up yet."</p>
-
-<p>"No, nor ever will be," supplemented Shafto.</p>
-
-<p>"The cemetery is more than a mile away," continued
-Gascoigne; "so you will allow that it was
-rather a big job for a child of her age."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes," admitted her implacable adversary;
-"Angel's jobs are generally on a large scale."</p>
-
-<p>"She steals off every morning almost before
-light," resumed her defender.</p>
-
-<p>"What is the ayah about, to allow her to prowl
-at such an hour?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, the ayah allows her to go her own way now;
-she can't control her," confessed her cousin.</p>
-
-<p>"No, nor anyone else," muttered Shafto. "Look
-here," he added suddenly, "I'll tell you something,
-Phil. That child is going to be a beauty."</p>
-
-<p>"Nonsense—not she. You are mad about beauty,"
-rejoined his friend contemptuously.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, she is, and something out of the ordinary,
-too, if I am any judge. This, I imagine, will complicate
-matters. Oh, my poor old boy, I wouldn't
-be in <i>your</i> shoes for a thousand pounds!"</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 98]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">ANGEL IMPARTS A SECRET</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">It</span> was the evening before Angel's departure for
-England. Her luggage was carefully labelled, her
-roll of wraps was strapped, all arrangements were
-complete. She was to travel under the neatly
-trimmed wing of Mrs. Dawson, leaving Ramghur
-at dawn. Gascoigne had intended accompanying
-his charge to Bombay, but duty could not spare him—no,
-not even to escort her to the railway station;
-he had just received an urgent telegram which called
-him away that night, and had walked over to take
-leave of Angel, followed by the three. They were all
-pacing up and down Colonel Wilkinson's desolate
-verandah, the man and child side by side, the dogs
-in close attendance. It was a cool evening in the
-rains, and the sun had recently set in a blaze of
-dramatic magnificence.</p>
-
-<p>"Now, Angel," said the young man after a short
-silence, "you are going to be a credit to me, I know."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I am," she answered with superb self-confidence;
-"I'll do anything you like, only tell me what
-I am to do."</p>
-
-<p>"Think three times before you speak," he suggested.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I shall hate that," she rejoined with a shrug.</p>
-
-<p>"But you know you often blurt out things that
-you really don't mean, and that get you into trouble."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 99]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Um—yes," she admitted with a pout, "and what
-else?"</p>
-
-<p>"Never be afraid to speak the truth."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not—not a little bit," she proclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>"Mind you stick to that—it's more than most of
-your elders can say. You will write to me every
-week, and let me know how you get on?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; and you will answer my letters—they will
-be the only ones I shall get."</p>
-
-<p>"You may be sure I shall write, and the dogs, too;
-they shall send you their photographs."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Philip," she exclaimed, "how I wish you
-were coming home before two long years! I shall
-mark off the weeks till I see you, beginning to-morrow;
-and I'll save up every single one of my
-secrets to tell you."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't think they will give you much trouble."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, won't they? I know quantities of secrets.
-Shall I tell you one now?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, if you like," he rejoined indifferently, "as
-long as it is your own property; I don't want to
-listen to other people's affairs."</p>
-
-<p>"But this one is my own, my very own—Philip.
-You must promise me not to tell anyone <i>ever</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"How solemn and important you look!" he
-laughed; "what can this mighty secret be? Yes, I
-see you are panting to tell me—I promise. Now
-for it."</p>
-
-<p>"Then listen," she began mysteriously, "no—first
-come inside," and she beckoned him to follow her
-into the drawing-room; then she ran to the different
-half-doors and peeped furtively around, whilst her
-cousin waited to hear the important disclosure with
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 100]</span>
-
-an expression of amused toleration. What a little
-actress she was, darting about from door to door!
-At last she came up to him, looked him straight in
-the face, folded her hands, and said in a voice that
-quivered with triumph:</p>
-
-<p>"It was <i>I</i>—who cut up Mrs. Dawson's dresses."</p>
-
-<p>"What do you say?" gasped her companion, staring
-incredulously into the small white face.</p>
-
-<p>"She wouldn't let me go home with her, if she
-knew, would she?" and Angel cracked the joints of
-all her fingers, native style, as if she were letting off
-a succession of squibs.</p>
-
-<p>"You are not in earnest, Angel?—not about the
-dresses?" he expostulated, with bated breath.</p>
-
-<p>"But I am," she retorted sharply; "she never
-asked mother to see them—and mother cried. So I
-just took the dirzee's scissors and ran out in the
-dusk," illustrating the action with her skinny arms,
-"through your compound; then I crawled into Mrs.
-Dawson's verandah—I believe the chokedar took me
-for a dog. No one else was watching—I stole into
-her room and just cut everything to pieces. Oh, my,
-it was fun—snipping the feathers, tearing the <i>crêpe</i>,
-and hacking away at the satin. You should have
-seen the room. I was very sorry for the pretty
-things—but I had to do it, and all quick, quick as
-lightning, for of course if Mrs. Dawson had caught
-me she would have killed me. Then I crept out, and
-got behind a pillar and away into the shadows,
-through a hole in the wall, and home." She paused
-breathless with exultation, and her listener, as he
-scrutinised the small, ruthless countenance, began
-to realise that his responsibilities were heavier than
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 101]</span>
-
-he anticipated, and that there was more of the imp
-than the angel in his little ward.</p>
-
-<p>"Why do you look so queer?" she cried suddenly.
-"I only did it because I loved my mummy; I would
-do as much for <i>you</i> to-morrow. Why don't you
-speak?—are you shocked?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes—I should think I was. I am wondering
-what your mother would have said to this," he
-demanded sternly.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, mummy would have scolded and pretended
-to be angry," she answered, with an air of serene
-conviction, "but in her heart all the time she would
-be <i>so</i> glad."</p>
-
-<p>And as she pronounced this opinion, she nursed
-her elbows and nodded her head reassuringly.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, Angel," said her cousin after a painful
-silence, "I would not have believed this story from
-any lips but your own. I can hardly credit what you
-tell me. I am sorry to find that you are different to
-what I thought you were, a mischievous, vindictive,
-cunning child."</p>
-
-<p>For an instant the little culprit looked stunned, as
-if she could not believe her ears.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Phil!" she cried in a voice of intense anguish.
-"Don't say it—I'm not—I'm not—and I'm going
-away to-morrow, and you are angry with me. Oh,
-what shall I do, what shall I do?"</p>
-
-<p>And she wrung her tiny hands in a wild frenzy of
-grief.</p>
-
-<p>"It is certainly time you went home, Angel," he
-returned steadily, "and if you love me, as you say, I
-implore you to play no more of these monkey tricks.
-I hate treacherous, underhand ways. Think of all
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 102]</span>
-
-the damage you did. You destroyed what must have
-cost a great deal of money."</p>
-
-<p>"But, Phil, you don't understand," she pleaded,
-and tears rained down her face; "I did all for
-mummy, my own mummy, and now"—her voice
-rising to a wail—"she is dead, and you are angry—oh,
-what shall I do, what shall I do?"</p>
-
-<p>She flung herself downwards on the sofa in the
-abandonment of her grief, and buried her head in the
-cushion.</p>
-
-<p>"Come now, Angel," said her cousin, stooping
-over her, "don't cry like this—your secret has given
-me an unexpected shock, and shown me a side of
-your character that—frightens me—but," as her sobs
-shook her, "sit up and dry your eyes, little girl. As
-this is our last evening, I will say no more. You will
-be good, won't you?" he whispered, stroking her
-hair.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, yes, if you will love me," and she raised
-herself and looked at him with piteous, entreating
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"All right, then," he agreed, "that's a bargain. I
-will love you if you are good. Hullo, here comes
-Colonel Wilkinson."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, then," starting up, "we must say good-bye."
-Gascoigne sat down beside the child, and was about
-to stoop and kiss her, when she flung her arms round
-his neck and pressed her lips to his with the passion
-of a desolate, forlorn creature who was parting, perhaps
-for ever, with her only friend.</p>
-
-<p>Her action was the more surprising, since she was
-a child who recoiled from endearments, and coldly
-turned away her face when ladies would have
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 103]</span>
-
-caressed her. As suddenly as she had embraced her
-cousin, she released and pushed him from her with
-violence and ran out of the room. Her stepfather,
-who encountered Angel in the doorway, now advanced,
-rubbing his hands complacently.</p>
-
-<p>"So she's quite broken down, I see. That's just
-her one redeeming point—her affection for you. She
-has no feeling for anyone else. Just fancy, she never
-expressed the smallest regret at being parted from
-her dear little brothers, and when the ayah said,
-'This is the last time you will ever have tea together,'
-she tossed her head and said, 'So much the better.'
-Can you imagine such appalling heartlessness? I
-tell you candidly, Gascoigne, that you will have your
-hands full."</p>
-
-<p>"I think not," rejoined her visitor; "not in the
-sense you mean—I suppose you will be leaving before
-long?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I'm getting rid of all the big things by degrees,"
-replied the Colonel, "the bullock, bandy, and
-piano and victoria; I advertised them, and got my
-price," and as he announced this gratifying fact he
-seemed to swell with triumph. It was true that he
-had obtained double their value for his shabby, worn-out
-possessions, and had administered severe disappointments
-to various harmless and deluded people;
-in whose nostrils the very name of Wilkinson stinks
-until the present day.</p>
-
-<p>"I am sending some refreshments with Angel," he
-continued with a gust of generosity, "hard-boiled
-eggs, lemonade, and biscuits. You will see that I
-get the bottles and basket back from Bombay, won't
-you—like a good fellow?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 104]</span></p>
-
-<p>"It will be rather difficult," rejoined the good
-fellow, wondering if the avaricious wretch, who
-grudged the value of a few annas, would also require
-the egg-shells. "But I'll see what can be
-done." After a few words respecting luggage, labels,
-tickets, and, above all, an early start, the men parted.
-Gascoigne strolled back to his quarters, a prey to
-some anxious thoughts. What passion was embodied
-in the child's puny embrace, and was it to be,
-as Shafto predicted, a millstone about his neck as
-long as ever he lived? There was no blinking the
-fact, that he had accepted a serious charge. Angel
-was totally apart from other little girls of her age
-who cared for chocolates and dolls. She was only
-interested in human puppets, in the serious things of
-life, her feelings and emotions far transcended her
-years. She was a child in a thousand, for good or
-evil. Clever, resolute, unscrupulous, secret, yes, she
-was all that, but she was also devoted, unselfish, and
-faithful.</p>
-
-<p>Her future would be a matter of profound anxiety;
-fortunately the thread of her fate lay in no hand
-save his own.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 105]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">ANGEL'S WINGS ARE CLIPPED</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Lady Augusta Gascoigne</span> was the daughter of a
-marquis, the widow of a baronet, and our little
-Angel's grandmamma. She lived in a small house
-in Hill Street, with her daughter Eva, a plain, awkward,
-distressingly shy woman of seven-and-thirty,
-who remained on her parents' hands as a hopelessly
-unmarketable article, when her two younger sisters
-had made brilliant matches, and covered their chaperon
-with glory. But Eva's sole suitor was an
-ineligible, who had been dismissed with indignation
-and contumely, and as Miss Gascoigne disliked society
-and dress, she had subsided into genteel obscurity—her
-mother's housekeeper and drudge.</p>
-
-<p>Lady Augusta was blessed with an iron constitution
-and the vigor of perpetual youth; with her slender
-figure, well-poised head, and active movements,
-she appeared at a little distance to be about thirty,
-albeit the remorseless Peerage stated her years to be
-three-score. She wore her clothes with grace, employed
-a French maid—well versed in "the art of
-beauty"—and got all her gowns in Paris. She
-patronized the turf, the theatre, and the most popular
-foreign Spas; her supper and roulette parties
-were renowned. She carried on her correspondence
-by telegram, and lived in a perpetual whirl. Her
-ladyship still retained the remains of considerable
-beauty; her nose was delicately chiselled (and came
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 106]</span>
-
-out well in her photographs); her eyes were blue,
-very quick, and rather closely set together; her hair,
-which had once been red, had faded to a pale sandy
-shade, and was marvellously crimped and curled—and
-matched. She was exceedingly vivacious,
-cheery, and popular, always well-dressed, always
-well posted in the earliest news, the newest story, and
-the coming scandal, and men thronged around Lady
-Augusta like flies about a pot of honey. She was
-constantly in evidence; her comings and goings, her
-little dinners and race parties were faithfully recorded.
-She was smart, her friends were smart, her
-turn-out was smart, and when she appeared at
-church parade "wearing her sables," or at the opera
-"wearing her diamonds," or merely driving down
-Sloane Street with "a bunch of violets tucked into
-her coat," were not all these doings chronicled in the
-Society papers?</p>
-
-<p>Lady Augusta was thoroughly satisfied with her
-surroundings and herself, and put all painful
-thoughts, such as the memory of her two dead sons,
-far from her. She was entirely without heart or
-sympathy, and turned her back on sickness, suffering,
-and all disagreeables. She was quick to seize
-on, and enjoy, every passing pleasure, and declared
-herself a philosopher—but people who disapproved
-of this callous and volatile lady called her by another
-name.</p>
-
-<p>Immediately after the death of Mrs. Wilkinson,
-Philip Gascoigne wrote to Lady Augusta, and informed
-her that he had undertaken the charge of
-her granddaughter, and if not actually requiring her
-sanction, at any rate deferring to her opinion, and
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 107]</span>
-
-asking advice respecting the child's education. To
-this announcement, Angel's grandmamma replied
-by the following mail, declaring that she had hitherto
-been under the impression that Tony's child had
-<i>died</i> in infancy, and that whilst she warmly applauded
-Philip's benevolence, she failed to feel the
-faintest interest in the offspring of the late Mrs.
-Wilkinson, and that any authority that might be
-supposed to lie with her, she transferred to him with
-all her heart. Her ladyship went on to say that he
-was a bold man to saddle himself with a girl of nine;
-born and brought up in India, and that his wisest
-course would be to send her to some cheap hill
-school, or convent out there, when, later on, she
-could become a governess or a nun. When was he
-coming home, and when was he going to marry?
-With a few items of society gossip, the letter was
-concluded by his affectionate Aunt Augusta. A
-more cool and heartless epistle the recipient had
-never perused. As soon as he had mastered its contents,
-he tore it into little pieces across and across,
-and tossed it into the paper basket—even Colonel
-Wilkinson was not more anxious to repudiate the
-child than her own grandmother.</p>
-
-<p>By this time the friendless little waif had arrived
-in England safely, and one of her early letters will
-best describe her impressions. It was written over
-three sheets of foreign paper, with much underlining,
-scratching out, and bad spelling.</p>
-<br />
-<div class="blockquot">
-<p class="p35">
-"<span class="smcap">Tenterden House, Wimbledon.</span><br />
-</p>
-
-<p>"<span class="smcap">My dear Phil</span>,—I sent you one letter from
-Suez, and I now write this from school which I hate,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 108]</span>
-
-and every moment I wish I was back in your verandah
-playing with the dogs, and mending your soks.
-This is a half-holiday and instead of going to the
-hokky I am scribbling to you. I have so much to
-tell you. First of all about Mrs. Dawson, she was
-middling kind to me on borde ship but I ran all
-messages and sowed buttons on her boots, and
-brought her brandy when she was very sick. All the
-time I was making up my mind to <i>tell her</i> about the
-dresses, I hated to have to do it, but I felt that she
-ought to know and not have to wonder all her life.
-So one day when she was awfully ill and week, lying
-back with her eyes shut, some voice inside my head
-said <i>Do it now</i>, now is the time, she cannot beet you.
-And I said, Mrs. Dawson I am going to make your
-mind easy, it was I who cut up all your dresses. I
-am very sorry, they were beautiful, and if I could
-give them back now I would. I've nothing to give
-you to make up with, but my gold bangell, the only
-nice thing that I have cousin Phil, and that you gave
-me; so I took it off, and offered it to her. She had
-opened her eyes ever so wide, and at first looked
-quite stupid and queer; then she got very red and
-fierce and wriggled up and panted for breath. At
-last she said only you are a little orfan I don't know
-what I would do with you, land you at Malta I believe.
-There's your bangell and she flung it out of
-the port hole, and said now tell me you little feend
-what you did it for. And I told her the truth that
-it was to punish her for her unkindness to my mummy,
-and this made her quite crazy. She jumped up,
-and took me by the shoulders and turned me out of
-the cabbin. She never speekes to me now, but she
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 109]</span>
-
-has told everyone, and no one ever talks to me, and
-one child said go away you little cat my mama says
-I am not to allow you to come near me you ought
-to be in Jale. So I did not gain much by telling the
-truth that time you see. I lost all my friends and my
-dear dear bangell. This school is a big red house
-with long passages and great bair rooms and a bell
-rings for everything, getting up prayers lessons
-play. Oh I do hate that bell. There are forty girls
-and I am not the youngest only the smallest in the
-lowest class. Miss Morton thinks me dreadfully
-bakward, and so I am, except in sowing, but she
-was surprised to hear that I had read Vanity Fair
-and Byron's pomes and could say Shelly's skylark by
-hart. The other girls are very prim, some tell lies as
-bad as Anima any day, some are greedy, as greedy as
-Pinky, some are very nice, but they all think me odd
-and wild. I like to make them stair, so I jabber
-Hindustani and crack my finger-joints. I have no
-friends here except the second housemaid the cat and
-the drill serjant. He says I am made of yres, and he
-has been in India but only in Madras. I have been
-in lots of skrapes already dear Phil I don't believe I
-am suitable for skool, I'de much rather have lived
-with you, and had a pretty young governess like
-Miss Dove who teeches embroidrey. There are
-some pretty girls too, they all think me so ugly, but
-I don't mind. Give each of the dogs a kiss from me
-and three to Sally just in the middle of her
-nose, and tell the bearers little girl I have not forgotten
-her, and tell Toady Dodd I am learning
-french and german and dancing and am going to be
-akom—clever, I cant spell the big word, it will vex
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 110]</span>
-
-him awfully. Be sure you write me long long long
-letters, you cannot think how I watch the clock on
-male days. If you forget me, I pray that I may take
-small pox and dye,—I am every yours truly,</p>
-
-<p class="p45">
-"<span class="smcap">Angel.</span>"<br />
-</p>
-</div>
-<br />
-<p>But Angel was not forgotten. Some description
-of letter found its way into her eager hands, two out
-of four mail days. Her quivering white face, as the
-letters were distributed, caused a pang of pity in the
-hearts of the womenkind who witnessed it. Angel's
-feelings were ten years in advance of her age and
-her associates. As weeks and months went on, she
-began to spread her short wings, and to evince her
-personality, and was presently notorious as the most
-idle, clever, mischievous, and unruly girl in the whole
-school. She could learn, she had unusual capabilities,
-but she much preferred playing tricks, scribbling
-poetry, and affording unlimited fun to her
-class, among whom, thanks to the freshness and audacity
-of her ideas, she assumed the position of ring-leader
-and queen. She received punishment with
-the most staggering <i>sang-froid</i>. What was to be
-done with a child who did not mind being sent to
-bed, rather liked dry bread than otherwise, and
-heartily enjoyed her own society? Her example
-was spreading like an epidemic among the juniors;
-idleness, daring feats, and flat disobedience were
-the fashion since the Indian child had introduced
-them. At last Miss Morton sent for the culprit, and
-interviewed her in her own sanctum, a room that
-had witnessed not a few tears and scenes. Miss
-Morton was a clever, handsome woman of forty, admirably
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 111]</span>
-
-fitted for her position. All her girls looked
-up to her, not a few loved her; her influence bore
-fruit in many and many a future home.</p>
-
-<p>When the slight fair child in deep mourning was
-ushered in, and surveyed the room and its occupants
-with critical blue eyes, she said:</p>
-
-<p>"Little Angela Gascoigne, you may sit down,"
-Angela took a seat, and sedately folded her arms.
-This action, did Miss Morton but know, portended
-mortal defiance.</p>
-
-<p>"Angela, you are old and intelligent beyond your
-years," continued her teacher; "you are not yet ten,
-but you have seen as much of life as many girls of
-eighteen."</p>
-
-<p>Angela's eyes complacently admitted the fact.</p>
-
-<p>"I therefore talk to you, as if you were almost
-grown up," resumed Miss Morton. Angela inclined
-her head gravely in acknowledgment of the compliment.
-"I must confess, that although you have
-read the most advanced literature, your mind is pure
-and child-like. On the other hand, in your small
-way, you are an anarchist, you rebel against every
-law. What do you propose to do with your life?
-You have influence, you have brains, have you decided
-to grow up an ill weed, and to do as much
-harm as you can?"</p>
-
-<p>No reply. Angela gazed at the flowers, the water-colours,
-the clock, finally into Miss Morton's eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"Angela Gascoigne," she continued, "answer
-me."</p>
-
-<p>"No," breathed Angel in a quick whisper.</p>
-
-<p>"Very well, then bear in mind that you will have
-to change your ways; you must work as do other
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 112]</span>
-
-girls, conform to the school rules. You have been
-endowed with gifts that are uncommon, and yet you
-only misuse them, in order to make your companions
-as idle and reckless as yourself. Unless you undertake
-to improve, and give me your word that you
-will show a good example for the future, I shall be
-obliged to write to your guardian, and ask him to
-remove you at once."</p>
-
-<p>Angel's face grew pale, her eyes looked black, and
-tragic.</p>
-
-<p>"I hate school!" she burst out, passionately.</p>
-
-<p>"In that case, you may be sure that school will
-hate you," was the prompt rejoinder, "and the
-sooner you leave it the better. But why do you hate
-school?"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know."</p>
-
-<p>"What a silly answer for an intelligent girl! Then
-I can tell you; the reason is, because you are unaccustomed
-to rules, and regularity; it is a different
-life to the one you have led. I am aware that you
-are an orphan. Tell me, dear child," now leaning
-towards her, "do you love no one in the whole world,
-not even yourself? Come—won't you speak to me?"
-she pleaded very low.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," rejoined the child, straightening her little
-figure, "I love Philip."</p>
-
-<p>"You mean Mr. Gascoigne, your guardian?"</p>
-
-<p>Angel nodded, and her face worked, despite her
-precocious self-control.</p>
-
-<p>"Then don't you think he will be very sorry to
-hear that you refuse to accept any of the advantages
-he has provided for you? I know that he hopes
-to see you an accomplished girl, and you can easily
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 113]</span>
-
-learn if you please. Don't you think it will grieve
-him when I am compelled to say that I cannot keep
-you among my pupils—because of your idleness;
-that with your intensely strong individuality, you
-influence them for ill, and I am obliged to remove
-a bad example from among them?"</p>
-
-<p>"Are you going to write—<i>this</i>—to Philip?" cried
-Angel, with a gesture of horror.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, and at once, unless you will promise me
-that it is not necessary."</p>
-
-<p>"I will promise anything—to please him."</p>
-
-<p>"Then address yourself to your lessons—begin
-to-day—put away your foolish impish tricks,
-Angel," urged her companion; "your success lies in
-your own hands. Don't you think it will be much
-better for your guardian to be proud of you than
-to hear you are expelled?"</p>
-
-<p>"Does that mean sent away in—disgrace?"
-stammered the child with characteristic directness.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, but I see that you have made up your mind;
-and, instead of being a trial to myself and others,
-you can, and will be, a help. You have some one to
-please, some one to surprise, some one to whose
-coming you can look forward—have you not
-thought of that?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I am always thinking of that," rejoined
-Angel, impetuously, and, to Miss Morton's amazement,
-she wept, as she faltered, "I have only Philip
-in all the world. I would rather die than that he
-should think—badly of me—I will try, yes, I will
-work. Oh, I never dreamt of Philip. Tell me what
-I am to do, and I will do everything to please him
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 114]</span>
-
-and surprise him when he comes home.—Yes, and I
-wish to please you too."</p>
-
-<p>Then Miss Morton took the little rebel in her
-arms and kissed her tenderly, and Angel quietly submitted
-to her caress; since her mother died few
-women had kissed her. From that hour, she won
-the child's heart.</p>
-
-<p>Tea was brought in, and the teacher and her pupil
-had a nice, long, comfortable talk about India. Angel
-gave her companion many fresh views of the natives
-of Hindustan, and the sun went down upon
-another of Miss Morton's conquests.</p>
-
-<p>In a short time, the weird-faced, wiry little Anglo-Indian
-had made extraordinary progress, she
-worked conscientiously and incessantly—to please
-Philip.</p>
-
-<p>Her letters were a source of surprise and embarrassment
-to her guardian, written in a clear,
-small hand, with unexceptional orthography; they
-breathed a spirit of passionate attachment, a selfless
-love, that was inexhaustible.</p>
-
-<p>And what had he to offer in exchange for this
-dear child's single-hearted devotion? Nothing but a
-trivial, and lukewarm, affection.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 115]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV<br /><br />
-<span class="small">PHILIP'S LOVE AFFAIR</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Philip Gascoigne,</span> whom this history chiefly
-concerns, was the only child of a distinguished officer
-who late in life had prevailed on a beautiful and
-charming woman to accept his gallant heart and
-honorable name. General Gascoigne had settled
-down in a fine old manor house in the heart of Kent,
-and there turned his sword into a ploughshare,
-which latter implement, according to his old club
-comrades, had dug his grave. He died when his boy
-was nine years of age, having survived sufficiently
-long to imbue the little fellow with some of his own
-high ideas of truth and honour, discipline and self-command.
-Within a short distance of "Earlsmead"
-Manor was Earlsmead Park, the stately home of the
-Craven-Hargreaves. Venetia Gascoigne and Mary
-Hargreaves had been schoolfellows and were close
-friends, and little Philip grew up almost as one of
-the Hargreaves family, which consisted of two fine
-manly boys, and a girl named Lola—a child with a
-cloud of frizzy bronze hair, and a pair of irresistible
-dark eyes; she was the youngest of the three, and
-the spoiled darling of the household. Mr. Craven-Hargreaves
-was an agreeable, dapper little gentleman,
-who had been in debt ever since he left Eton,
-and was existing (and more or less enjoying life)
-on the forbearance of his creditors. He was rarely
-at home, save in the shooting season, and the burthen
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 116]</span>
-
-of the family cares fell on his wife's graceful
-shoulders. The boys had to be sent to school, and
-the <i>pros</i> and <i>cons</i> connected with this outlay cost
-their mother many anxious hours. Philip Gascoigne
-preceded them to Harrow, there being no question
-of expense regarding his education, for when his
-father died, honoured and regretted, he left behind
-him the best traditions of a soldier and a gentleman,
-he also left an unexpectedly large provision for his
-family. Philip was three years older than Lola, and
-had been her bond slave ever since she could walk
-alone. It was always "Phil and Lola" who were
-partners in games, forays, excursions, and scrapes.
-What halcyon days those were, when the eldest of
-the quartette was but twelve; and everything they
-entered into was a pure and unalloyed delight, from
-nutting, and fishing, and cricket, and riding, to play—at
-robbers and smugglers in the woods, making fires
-and roasting apples, potatoes—also, sad to relate,
-blackbirds and thrushes—returning home grubby,
-weary, and happy, with but scant appetite for
-schoolroom tea. One day Philip and Lola, who had
-been despatched on an errand to the village, surprised
-some boys who were drowning a puppy in a
-pond. Philip instantly interfered to save it, tore off
-his jacket and swam to the rescue. Subsequently,
-all dripping like a water-god, he had fought Bill
-Lacy, of the "Leg of Mutton Inn," and had thrashed
-him soundly, whilst Lola stood by with the shivering
-puppy in her arms, alternately screaming encouragement
-and defiance. Then when the bruised and
-bleeding victor turned to her, for his jacket, and his
-meed of praise, she had rewarded him in her own
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 117]</span>
-
-impulsive fashion—she kissed him then and there
-before all the boys in Earlsmead village. It was an
-unseemly and indecent spectacle in the eyes of Mrs.
-Grundy (who lived over the Post Office), Miss
-Craven-Hargreaves, of the Park, acting as backer
-in a street fight, and awarding as prize her kisses.
-It was true that she was but eight years of age and
-her champion eleven, and consequently the misdemeanour
-was suffered to pass. Some said she was
-a fine courageous little miss; others, that she was a
-bold piece, who would come to no good yet, but all
-agreed that she had plenty of pluck, and would
-sooner or later marry the General's boy.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>When Lola was seventeen—and oh! what a fascinating
-sweet seventeen—Philip found his tongue,
-and they became engaged. Contemporary matrons
-lifted their hands in horror. A lad of twenty, who
-had only just left Sandhurst! But other far-seeing
-and less ambitious individuals pointed out that
-young Gascoigne was a fairly good match, he must
-succeed to at least a thousand a year, and expectations,
-whilst the Hargreaves might expect the bailiffs
-at any moment.</p>
-
-<p>Within the next twelve months Philip lost his
-mother—whom he worshipped; even Lola had not
-disturbed her from her niche—and the long impending
-crash came at the Park. Mr. Hargreaves fled
-with a portmanteau to the south of France—his plea
-was health—and left his wife to face the storm
-alone. The storm developed into a typhoon, a tempest
-of howling creditors; mortgages were foreclosed,
-the park was let to graziers, and, as a final
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 118]</span>
-
-climax, there was a sale—an auction, at the house
-itself. The family pictures, portraits by Gainsborough,
-Raeburn, and Romney, went to the highest
-bidder. The treasured silver and tapestries, as
-well as carriage and horses, were scattered far and
-wide. After a storm—a calm—the Hargreaves
-boys obtained commissions, the Park had found a
-tenant, Mrs. Hargreaves and Lola went abroad, and
-Philip Gascoigne, now a full-blown sapper, was despatched
-to Gibraltar. He and Lola corresponded
-faithfully. They were to be married when he was
-four-and-twenty, and already he was collecting rugs,
-Moorish trays, and old carpets suitable for a lady's
-drawing-room, when he received a letter from Lola
-to say that her father was once more in difficulties,
-<i>frightful</i> difficulties; he had been gambling on the
-Stock Exchange, hoping to recoup his fortune, and
-had had every penny of his own (as well as other
-people's pennies) swept away. Philip wired to place
-all his available funds at Lola's disposal; but what
-was a mere five thousand pounds, when the deficit
-amounted to ten times the sum? Mr. Hargreaves
-did everything on a grand scale. He was a born
-gambler, it was hereditary; his grandfather had
-once lost thirty thousand pounds, after playing two
-nights and a day, and sitting up to his knees in cards.
-His worthy descendant had gone even more rapidly
-to work, staked all on a "chance" and lost—lost the
-estates which had been in the family since the reign
-of Edward the Fourth—lost his head—his hopes—his
-honour.</p>
-
-<p>The next mail brought still heavier news to a certain
-good-looking subaltern in barracks at Gibraltar.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 119]</span></p>
-
-<p>Lola wrote formally to dissolve her engagement.
-She was about to marry Mr. Reuben Waldershare,
-one of her father's creditors, who would cancel his
-debt, and buy back Earlsmead. Thus she saved her
-parent, and averted ruin from her people. Mr. Waldershare
-was enormously rich and generous.</p>
-
-<p>Philip succeeded in obtaining leave on urgent
-private affairs that same hour, and journeyed to
-England that same night.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The Craven-Hargreaves had taken a house in
-London for the season. At four o'clock in the
-afternoon Gascoigne presented himself at 146
-Mount Street, and inquired for Miss Hargreaves.
-The man—who was not an Earlsmead servant, and
-knew not Master Philip—said:</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, sir, Miss Hargreaves is at home. Who shall
-I say?" and he preceded the visitor up the stairs,
-and ushered him into a pretty green and white drawing-room
-with a resonant—"Mr. Gascoigne, if you
-please."</p>
-
-<p>Secretly, the lady did not please.</p>
-
-<p>Lola was alone, sitting on a low sofa, with her
-back to the light, and surrounded by morocco and
-velvet jewel-cases. She was dressed in a white
-gown, and wore a large picture hat, her gloves and
-parasol lay on a chair near her, and in her hands
-she held a row of great pearls. A tea equipage
-waited, the spirit-lamp flamed, and Lola's toilette
-betokened careful thought. The room was fragrant
-with exquisite La France roses, an arm-chair was
-drawn up invitingly near the sofa—evidently some
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 120]</span>
-
-one was expected, but obviously that some one was
-not Philip Gascoigne.</p>
-
-<p>"Philip," she almost screamed, as the door closed
-and she rose to her feet, her face white to the lips,
-"<i>what</i> has brought you?"</p>
-
-<p>"You can easily guess," he replied, as he came
-forward; "your letter."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes—of course," and she held out both her
-hands; "but, oh, why did you come?—it only makes
-it harder."</p>
-
-<p>"You are talking in riddles," he answered sharply.
-"I want you to tell me the truth—face to face. Why
-do you wish to break off our engagement? Why
-does my return make anything <i>worse</i>?"</p>
-
-<p>"Because—seeing you brings everything back—and
-I am going to marry Mr. Waldershare."</p>
-
-<p>She turned away and averted her face to hide her
-emotion.</p>
-
-<p>A long silence followed this announcement, and
-at last Philip said:</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I don't suppose anything could be worse
-than that!"</p>
-
-<p>As he spoke, Lola sank back on the sofa, and
-stealthily displaced some of the jewel-cases under
-the big brocade cushions.</p>
-
-<p>"Will you listen to me?" she said piteously.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, I am here to listen. I have come a thousand
-miles since Monday to listen—and to speak."</p>
-
-<p>"Phil, when you hear all you will be twice as sorry
-for me as you are for yourself. Do you know that
-we are ruined?"</p>
-
-<p>"I gathered as much," he replied gravely.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 121]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Father has been gambling on the Stock Exchange—he
-has lost everything. Earlsmead, that has been
-centuries in the family; and not only that—it is not
-merely ruin—it is disgrace," and as she spoke, Lola
-put her hands over her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"Disgrace," repeated Gascoigne. "It is impossible."</p>
-
-<p>"It is not really father's doing," she sobbed. "He
-got mixed up with shady people, and lent them his
-good name—and now it is smirched, or will be—the
-catastrophe is impending—the only door of escape
-is—Mr. Waldershare. He will advance money—he
-will stifle scandal—he is enormously rich——"</p>
-
-<p>"And the reason for his liberality?" demanded
-Philip in a harsh key.</p>
-
-<p>"Is here," replied Lola, laying her hand on her
-breast. "I marry him to save our good name—and
-Earlsmead."</p>
-
-<p>"In short, you sell yourself for your family?" he
-cried.</p>
-
-<p>"I think you might say—sacrifice myself—for my
-family," she answered softly, and her eyes were eloquent.</p>
-
-<p>"And <i>I</i> am also to be sacrificed?"</p>
-
-<p>"Always remember that you are free—whilst I
-am bound—for life."</p>
-
-<p>"And you are prepared to throw me over, to
-marry a man old enough to be your father?" he
-questioned.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; but, after all, what is age! and"——(home-thrust)
-"your own mother—dear Aunt Venetia—did
-the same."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 122]</span></p>
-
-<p>Philip now began to pace the room, whilst Lola
-looked furtively at the clock. At last he came to
-a halt, and said:</p>
-
-<p>"What does your mother say?"</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing, poor dear, for she <i>knows</i>. The boys,
-Edgar and Billy, are simply furious with me. They
-have not seen the family skeleton—they think I am
-doing this—because—Mr. Waldershare is fabulously
-rich—and they say I have no more heart
-than a sea anemone. Bill declares that I was always
-greedy, and took more than my share of jam and
-the pony, and neither of them will come to the wedding.
-They will never forgive me, and neither will
-you——" and Lola buried her face in a cushion, and
-wept—that is to say, drew long, gasping sighs.</p>
-
-<p>"Listen to me, Lola," said her lover, authoritatively;
-"I have a suggestion to make." She looked
-up quickly, and dried her eyes with a scrap of lace.
-"My idea is not as mad as it sounds. I have ten
-thousand pounds in the funds. It is my own, and
-yours. Let us pay your father's most pressing claims
-with this—always remember that it is yours as much
-as mine. I will leave the service, and we will all
-go to New Zealand, you and I—your father and
-mother—and the boys, if they like?"</p>
-
-<p>Lola sat erect, and stared at him fixedly and
-gasped; but he was too full of his subject, and too
-profoundly in earnest, to notice her expression.</p>
-
-<p>"You see," he resumed, "I am a really fair practical
-engineer, and I'll build our quarters; your
-father and I can farm. There is a splendid breed
-of horses, a fine climate, a fine country; we will
-make a fresh start in life; we shall all be together—what
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 123]</span>
-
-do you say, Lola? If you agree, I'll set about
-the move to-day," and he confronted her eagerly.</p>
-
-<p>"What do I say to, emigrating to New Zealand?"
-she repeated, in a queer, choked voice, "to living
-in a back block, and—doing the washing?" Then,
-in a totally different key. "Of course, I'd be happy—anywhere
-with <i>you</i>, Phil, in 'No Man's Land' or
-Timbuctoo—your offer is like yourself—it reminds
-me of the time you sold your watch to help Billy
-out of a hole. But this hole is too big—ten thousand
-would be a mere drop in the ocean. Philip," she
-continued, as she rose and came towards him, "it is
-no use trying to play hide-and-seek with fate. My
-fate is to redeem my father's name. You are the
-man I love—Mr. Waldershare is the man I shall
-marry. Can't you see it with my eyes? You know
-our home—you are one of <i>us</i>—don't make it harder
-for me. I must go my own way."</p>
-
-<p>"And I am to go to the devil," he said hoarsely.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, don't talk like that," she remonstrated; "it
-is not like you——"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know what I'm like—or where I am to-day.
-In one blow I lose everything."</p>
-
-<p>"How?" she inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"You were everything to me."</p>
-
-<p>"And in future I must be nothing but a memory.
-Mr. Waldershare has had a hint—a girl told him—of
-our boy and girl attachment. He is desperately
-in love."</p>
-
-<p>"So am I," cried her companion.</p>
-
-<p>"Desperately jealous."</p>
-
-<p>"So am I," he reiterated.</p>
-
-<p>"I may never see you or write to you again, Phil;
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 124]</span>
-
-it will be the best," she urged piteously, and never
-had she looked so lovely. "It is terrible for you—it
-is ten times worse for me. Some day you will be
-sorry for me—not now, you are too sorry for yourself."</p>
-
-<p>She was alarmingly pale and nervous, her eyes
-wandered anxiously to the clock; nothing that
-Philip could urge would shake her from her purpose.
-She remained as white and as immovable as marble;
-her decision was irrevocable—the step was irretrievable.
-She was sacrificing herself for others, and
-"it"—the announcement of the engagement—was
-already in the papers.</p>
-
-<p>With urgent entreaties to leave her, an impassioned
-farewell, and a torrent of tears, Lola sent
-Philip from her presence—and, oh! the relief, when
-she saw him depart! As he stood on the doorstep, a
-hansom dashed up, and for a moment Gascoigne
-beheld his supplanter. The man descended heavily,
-a clumsy, elderly individual, with a big nose, bulging
-eyes, and a short grey beard. In a second the
-visitor recognised his rival, a well-set-up, gallant
-young fellow, whose handsome face looked white
-and haggard, a man of attractive personality, in
-short, a most formidable opponent. No, no, he and
-Lola were best apart; there would be no correspondence,
-no old playfellow nonsense, no sentiment. He
-was peculiarly alive to the disparity in his and Lola's
-age, and set his face as a flint against younger men.
-Mr. Waldershare was in the iron trade; his first
-wife had been a homely body, who had assisted him
-to lay the foundation of his colossal fortune. He
-might almost call himself "the Iron King;" now he
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 125]</span>
-
-was in quest of an "Iron Queen," and that with the
-eye of a keen, practical man of business. She must
-be the very best article on the market; young, well-born,
-and an undeniable beauty. Lola Hargreaves
-answered these requirements; added to which she
-had a certain amount of indolent ambition, and a
-delicate appreciation of the good things of life.</p>
-
-<p>It was true that her father was on the verge of
-bankruptcy, and mixed up with a sultry business
-connected with a mine, but his forebears had been
-crusaders, their monuments and deeds were extant
-in print and marble. Mr. Waldershare respected a
-fine pedigree—the one thing his thousands could not
-purchase—so he decided to marry Lola Hargreaves.
-That Lola had "a friend," he was aware; he had
-unexpectedly come face to face with him, a good-looking,
-manly young fellow, he did not propose to
-place himself in competition with a man of half his
-years, so he issued an edict—"Lola must drop young
-Gascoigne," and Lola obeyed. The interview in
-Mount Street had changed the whole course of
-Philip's life at one stroke; he had lost friends, sweetheart,
-home—for Earlsmead would be closed to
-him, and the boys naturally would avoid the man
-their sister had jilted. He exchanged immediately
-into the Indian service, with the stern resolve to woo
-the goddess of war, and to enlist under the standard
-of ambition. By-and-by, as she predicted, he became
-intensely sorry for Lola. He admired her lofty principles,
-her noble character, her unselfish devotion,
-and she was enshrined in his memory with the lustre
-of a treasure that is lost.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 126]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV<br /><br />
-<span class="small">LOLA</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Since</span> Angel had left Ramghur the hot winds of
-three seasons had swept over her mother's grave,
-killed the plants in pots, and defaced the lettering on
-the cheap headstone (Mr. Shafto was in error for
-once.) The dead woman who lay beneath was absolutely
-forgotten, even by her dirzee, who now owned
-a thriving shop in the bazaar. A community fluctuates
-in an Indian station more than in any part of
-the Empire, and to the present inhabitants of the
-cantonment, the name of Lena Wilkinson failed to
-conjure up any figure whatever, much less a pretty
-face and an unrivalled toilette. The Ram Gunga
-bridge was complete at last, and Philip Gascoigne
-was free; free to enjoy a year's holiday in Europe,
-and the weeks and days in Angel's almanac were
-now crossed off down to the one which had a big red
-circle drawn around it, the date when he was due to
-arrive in London. To do the young man justice,
-after he had called upon his tailor, his first visit was
-to a certain girl's school at Wimbledon. How <i>distraite</i>
-Angel had been all the morning, secretly trembling
-with anticipation and agitation; and her hands
-were as ice, her heart was beating in her throat, as
-she opened the drawing-room door. There stood a
-gentleman in a long frock coat, with a hat in his
-hand. He had Philip's eyes. Somehow she had always
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 127]</span>
-
-pictured him in his khaki uniform or blue
-patrol jacket.</p>
-
-<p>For his part, when a tall, graceful girl glided into
-the room, he scarcely recognised her. But it was the
-old Angel who flew at him with a cry of "Philip,"
-flung her arms round his neck, and sobbed for joy.
-Then she led him to the window, and there they
-scrutinised one another exhaustively. He was but
-little altered, though there were lines on his forehead,
-and two or three silver hairs on his temple.
-Angel was naturally the most changed of the two;
-her thin, pinched features; her white, dried-up skin,
-had given place to the bloom of health and a delicate
-complexion; her blue eyes were no longer sharply
-suspicious, but soft and gentle; and the hard little
-mouth was wreathed in happy smiles.</p>
-
-<p>Yes—Shafto was right. The child was going to
-be a beauty after all.</p>
-
-<p>"Let me have a good look at you," said Gascoigne,
-he was Captain Gascoigne now; "I want to
-see if I can find any trace of the old Angel?"</p>
-
-<p>She coloured, and laughed, as she replied, "No—not
-even a goose quill, or a pin feather. I've forgotten
-every word of Hindustani. I can't dance or
-crack my fingers, and I hate the sight of curry.
-Well, what do you think of me?" she asked, tossing
-back her hair with a laugh, and a heightened colour.</p>
-
-<p>"I think you have grown—at least four inches,"
-he responded deliberately.</p>
-
-<p>"And you have grown grey," she retorted
-quickly; "I see some grey hairs there above your
-ear."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 128]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Then, Angel," he said, "I hope you will respect
-them."</p>
-
-<p>"Always, always," she promised gaily. "Oh,
-cousin Philip, I began to be afraid you were never
-coming home; I do hope you will think I have
-worked well."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure of that; I felt immensely proud of your
-sketches, and I have given your swagger tea-cosy
-to Mrs. Gordon."</p>
-
-<p>"It was intended for you—and for the old red teapot,"
-she protested.</p>
-
-<p>"Far too smart for that, Angel; and I hear you
-are proficient in French and dancing, and the riding
-master's best pupil."</p>
-
-<p>"Just because I'm not afraid and always take the
-pulling chestnut," she responded, "and that is only
-an amusement. I'm not good at German or arithmetic.
-People think I am cleverer than I am."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, people do think you clever?" he said with
-affected surprise.</p>
-
-<p>"Only" (with a blush) "the other girls."</p>
-
-<p>"You and I must have some holidays together,
-Angel, and go up the river, and see the pictures and
-do some <i>matinées</i>. I shall be in London for a couple
-of months."</p>
-
-<p>"Only a couple of months," she exclaimed in a
-tone of dismay, "and how the time will fly—and
-then?"</p>
-
-<p>"Then I am going to Norway to fish—and now I
-must be returning to town."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Captain Gascoigne proved as good as his word.
-He frequently came down to Wimbledon and took
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 129]</span>
-
-Angela and one of her schoolfellows to <i>matinées</i>,
-picture-galleries, flower-shows, dog-shows, and
-concerts, gave them tea and ices, and delivered them
-at home ere nightfall. Latterly he invited Angel
-alone, as he became aware that she was excessively
-jealous of his society, grudged every word he spoke
-to her friend, and desired to have him all to herself.
-In spite of her gentle and refined manners, her cultured
-accent and docility, he was conscious that beneath
-that disguise, lived the old impetuous, forcible
-spirit, who loved him with the same fierce love
-which she had lavished upon her mother. The sight
-of this flame, when it occasionally burst out, in a
-word or a glance, seriously alarmed him. He
-had nothing wherewith to meet it but a cool
-affection, and a certain vague pride in the pretty,
-charming child, the delicate rosebud that had developed
-out of a wild little thorn-bush. What he
-could not repay in affection, Philip endeavoured to
-make up in indulgence: as it was, the pair went on
-the river, and to Hampton Court; he loaded her with
-gifts, and every one of the other girls envied Angel
-her guardian. One misfortune they shared in common:
-neither of them had a home. Angel was compelled
-to spend her holidays at school, and he, to
-make his headquarters in rooms at Duke Street.
-Mrs. Craven-Hargreaves was dead, Mr. Hargreaves
-lived in Paris, the boys were abroad, Earlsmead was
-let, and Lola was the only member of the family in
-England. Mrs. Waldershare was a notable beauty;
-were not her full-length portraits exhibited in the
-Academy and the New Gallery? She had fulfilled
-her husband's hopes, and proved to be a wife to
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 130]</span>
-
-dazzle the multitude, a star of the chandeliers, of
-garden parties, of race lawns, and stately receptions.
-Where was the Lola who cooked blackbirds, climbed
-trees, and ran wild? There was no trace of her in
-the capricious beauty who was admired, worshipped,
-and spoiled.</p>
-
-<p>On a certain May morning when the Row was
-crowded, and the rhododendrons were a blaze of
-colour, as Philip and Angela sauntered onwards,
-they found themselves face to face with a party of
-four—two smart guardsmen, and two brilliant
-ladies. One of these came to a sudden halt, and
-gave a little faint exclamation, as she offered her
-white gloved hand to Captain Gascoigne.</p>
-
-<p>"Who would have thought of seeing you?" she
-drawled. "Are you in England?"</p>
-
-<p>"He is in London," burst out the old Angel with
-an irrepressible flash of Ramghur, for Philip's
-speech was slow in coming. The other lady tittered,
-and the two men took the measure of this grave
-stranger whom "Mrs. Wal" had distinguished with
-her notice.</p>
-
-<p>"I came home a month ago," he said at last.</p>
-
-<p>"And who is the child?" she continued, in her
-leisurely voice.</p>
-
-<p>"A little cousin—Angela Gascoigne."</p>
-
-<p>"I never knew you had one."</p>
-
-<p>"How are they all?" inquired Philip with an
-effort, "your father and the boys?"</p>
-
-<p>"Billy is in Egypt and Edgar in India. Haven't
-you come across him?"</p>
-
-<p>"No; I wish I had, but India is larger than you
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 131]</span>
-
-suppose. Is your father at Earlsmead?" he continued.</p>
-
-<p>"No, he lives in Paris by preference. Earlsmead
-is let, and so modernised and changed—you'd hardly
-know it—electric light, white paint, Tottenham
-Court Road furniture. You are horrified, but I
-don't mind. I shall never see it again—and besides
-I am modern myself," and she laughed. "Let me
-introduce you to Colonel Danvers." The men bowed.
-"Captain Gascoigne is a very old friend of mine,"
-she added gaily, "our acquaintance dates from our
-high chairs in the nursery." As she talked on, Angela
-stood by, regarding her with close attention and
-a steady stare. A stare which absorbed every item
-of the face before her, the languorous dark eyes,
-fluffy brown hair, delicate complexion, and flexible
-red mouth. She also absorbed a general impression
-of an elegant toilette, with soft lace and rustling
-silk, and drooping feathers, a long glittering chain,
-and the perfume of heliotrope. This was Lola, hateful,
-cruel, heartless woman—Lola of the photograph.</p>
-
-<p>"Where are you staying?" she resumed. "Oh,
-the Rag, I remember, is your club. You'll come and
-see me, won't you, Phil?"</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you," he rejoined somewhat stiffly.</p>
-
-<p>"I'll look over my engagement book and drop you
-a line. We are blocking up the whole place, I see.
-Good-bye," and she smiled, nodded, and moved on.</p>
-
-<p>Angel turned and stared after her. She watched
-the pale lilac gown and black plumed hat as their
-wearer made a majestic progress through the crowd,
-with a nod here, a bow there; at last she stepped
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 132]</span>
-
-into an open carriage, followed by the other lady,
-and was whirled out of the park.</p>
-
-<p>Then the child seemed to awake from a sort of
-trance, and realised that her attitude was equally
-rude and remarkable.</p>
-
-<p>"What are you doing, Angel?" inquired her
-cousin; "what are you thinking of?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm——" and she glanced up at him—his face
-looked white, or was it the glare?—"thinking, that I
-hate her."</p>
-
-<p>"What on earth do you mean?" he asked sharply.</p>
-
-<p>"I mean the lady in the black hat, who spoke to
-you—who knew you in the nursery——" rejoined
-Angel in gasps. "I've seen—her before—she is a
-doll—a wicked doll."</p>
-
-<p>"You are mistaken, you have never seen her in
-your life, and she is neither a doll, nor wicked. You
-should not say such things," he remonstrated sternly.</p>
-
-<p>"But I may think them," she retorted rebelliously.</p>
-
-<p>"No, you may not."</p>
-
-<p>"What is her name?" she asked, with a kind of
-sob.</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Waldershare—I have known her nearly all
-my life."</p>
-
-<p>They walked on for a considerable time in dead
-silence.</p>
-
-<p>"Are you vexed with me, cousin Phil?" faltered
-Angel at length, and in a faint voice. Her eyes were
-deep with devotion and darkened with tears.</p>
-
-<p>"No, but I wish you would not take sudden dislikes
-to people, Angel, and sit in judgment at a moment's
-notice."</p>
-
-<p>"I can't help it. I make up my mind, and I like
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 133]</span>
-
-and dislike then and there. There is—love at first
-sight."</p>
-
-<p>"Is there? Well, you can't know anything about
-<i>that</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"No, but I can understand hate at first sight," and
-she drew a long, intense breath.</p>
-
-<p>"The sooner you turn that current of thought out
-of your mind the better for yourself, Angel. You
-should only look for good in other people. It always
-pays. Come along now, and let us feed the ducks."</p>
-
-<p>With respect to Captain Gascoigne's own sensations,
-he had been prepared for the encounter ever
-since he had returned to London, and had steeled
-himself to meet his former <i>fiancée</i> with true British
-self-possession. Moreover, he had caught sight of
-her at a theatre and dining in a smart restaurant, so
-the first edge of the sharp wind had been tempered.</p>
-
-<p>In a short time he and Angel were absorbed in
-feeding the ducks, oblivious of their recent little
-scene, and presently they went off to lunch in Piccadilly,
-and "do" a <i>matinée</i> in the Strand. This was
-not the only momentous encounter that the couple
-experienced; within a month a second was impending,
-which made a still greater impression on them
-both.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 134]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI<br /><br />
-<span class="small">GRANDMAMMA</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Three</span> weeks later, on a broiling June afternoon,
-as Angel and her guardian were strolling down the
-shady side of Bond Street on their way to strawberry
-ices, they passed a carriage waiting outside a shop,
-in which was seated a slight, smart lady, with a great
-white feather boa round her neck, a wonderful toque
-on her head, and a tiny dog on her arm. She was
-directly facing them, and as the couple came closer
-she beckoned to Philip imperiously; he approached
-at once, and swept off his hat.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you mean to tell me that you were going to
-pass me by, Philip Gascoigne?" she demanded in a
-high, reedy voice. "Don't you know who I am?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why, of course I do, Aunt Augusta," he protested;
-"but I did not recognise you at the moment—the
-light was in my eyes. I hope you are well?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I'm always well, thank you. I'm only just
-back from Aix. When did you return?"</p>
-
-<p>"About two months ago."</p>
-
-<p>"And never called—or left a card. Oh, you young
-men of the present day!"</p>
-
-<p>"I did call, but the house was in curl-papers," rejoined
-Philip. "I gave my card to an old woman in
-the area." (He was not enthusiastic about his aunt
-by marriage, between whom and his mother lay a
-great gulf; Lady Augusta looked with scorn on her
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 135]</span>
-
-country sister-in-law, who employed a local dressmaker,
-and was a frumpish, prudish, handsome creature,
-devoted to her books, her garden, and her boy.)</p>
-
-<p>Lady Augusta's quick eyes presently travelled to
-Philip's companion; the painted face behind the
-white veil grew rigid. At last she said, in a strangely
-forced voice:</p>
-
-<p>"I need—not ask—who she is. She is—Antony's
-girl."</p>
-
-<p>As she spoke she fumbled for her long-handled
-glasses, and held them to her eyes. Her hand and
-her voice were both shaking as she said, "Come here,
-child."</p>
-
-<p>Angel gravely advanced in her most approved
-school manners, and confronted the lady who was so
-curiously inspecting her, with serious eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"Pray, do you know who I am?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, ma'am," answered Angel.</p>
-
-<p>"Can you guess?" asked the lady sharply.</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head and waited.</p>
-
-<p>"Well then, I'll tell you; I am your grandmother."</p>
-
-<p>"Grandmother," repeated Angel incredulously,
-and her face grew quite pink. She glanced interrogatively
-at Philip. Was this lady joking, or was
-she mad?</p>
-
-<p>"I see you can hardly believe your ears; it does
-seem ludicrous," said Lady Augusta; "but I was
-married when I was not much older than herself,"
-she explained to her nephew in an aside, "Well, child,
-what have you got to say? I suppose you have a
-tongue?"</p>
-
-<p>Poor Angel, thus adjured, immediately gave utterance
-to the wrong thing. "Are—you my—mother's
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 136]</span>
-
-mother?" she inquired, and there was a note of keen
-anxiety in her voice.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh dear, no," rejoined the newly-found relative
-in a tone of fierce repudiation. "I am your father's
-mother, Lady Augusta Gascoigne; he was my
-youngest son. Philip," turning to him, "I must have
-a talk with you. Get into the carriage, and let me
-drive you both back to tea."</p>
-
-<p>As this was an offer not to be despised, an opportunity
-he dare not let slip—for it might be of some
-benefit to Angel—Captain Gascoigne and his charge
-accepted the unexpected invitation, and the next minute
-they were seated in Lady Augusta's landau.
-Once arrived at Hill Street, she led the way up to
-her drawing-room, and there discovered her daughter
-extended on the sofa, engrossed in a book. Eva
-at once struggled up awkwardly, letting a large piece
-of coarse knitting roll to the floor. She was a thin,
-high-shouldered woman, with a mass of coarse red
-hair and a droop in one of her eyelids, keenly sensitive
-of her own shortcomings, and much prone to
-good nature and good works.</p>
-
-<p>"So this is what you call working for the Deep Sea
-Mission?" exclaimed her parent as she rustled across
-the room. "See—I have brought Philip Gascoigne."</p>
-
-<p>Philip advanced promptly and took her limp hand,
-and said, "It is ages since we have met, cousin Eva."
-But she was not listening to him. Her eyes were riveted
-on the tall child who followed him.</p>
-
-<p>"It is Antony's girl," explained her mother
-brusquely. "Yes, the likeness is—amazing."</p>
-
-<p>Eva's face worked convulsively. Antony had been
-her favourite brother; he, the flower of the flock,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 137]</span>
-
-with his gay blue eyes and light-hearted character;
-she, the wretched ugly duckling; yet they had been
-inseparable, and she had cried herself to sleep for
-many nights after his departure for India, full of
-spirits, hopes, and courage. Then had come scrapes,
-debts, his deplorable marriage and his death; and
-now after all these years—fifteen years—he seemed
-to have returned to life in the steadfast face of his
-blue-eyed daughter. For a moment she could not
-speak for emotion; then she came forward and took
-both of Angel's hands in hers, and said:</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, my dear, my dear—I am glad to see you—I
-am your Aunt Eva!"</p>
-
-<p>"Eva is my second name," said Angel softly.
-Miss Gascoigne's white face coloured vividly.</p>
-
-<p>"And what is your first?"</p>
-
-<p>"Angel." This was another family name.</p>
-
-<p>Tea was brought in by two men-servants with considerable
-circumstance and pomp, and Angel's little
-worldly heart beat high when she realised that all
-these fine things, the silver, the footmen, the pretty
-pictures and surroundings, belonged to her grandmamma—and
-her grandmamma belonged to her.
-Meanwhile Lady Augusta talked incessantly to
-Philip, questioned him sharply respecting his service
-and his prospects, wandering away to race-meetings
-and her book on Goodwood, with here and there a
-highly-spiced item of news; but all the time she
-watched her granddaughter narrowly, her manners,
-her way of eating, sitting, speaking. Fortunately
-Miss Morton's pupil came forth from that ordeal
-unscathed. Angel, for her part, glanced uneasily
-from time to time at this old young lady, with the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 138]</span>
-
-pretty slim figure, the pretty fresh toilette, the faded
-eyes and wrinkled hands, the beautiful complexion,
-and the wealth of sandy hair.</p>
-
-<p>"Eva," said her mother suddenly, "you can take
-this child away to the conservatory and show her the
-canaries. I want to have a quiet chat with Philip
-now; and you may make each other's acquaintance,"
-she added indulgently. Miss Gascoigne rose with
-alacrity, and led the way to a small greenhouse
-which jutted out over the back landing, where hung
-various cages of shrill canaries. But the visitors did
-not look at these—only at one another.</p>
-
-<p>"Dear child, how glad I am to know you!" said
-her aunt, taking Angel's face between her hands and
-gazing once more into a pair of sweet familiar eyes.
-"I hope we shall often see you. Now my mother
-never told me of your existence. She is a strange
-woman—but I believe she is pleased with you."</p>
-
-<p>"I did not know that I had a grandmother—or
-an aunt—until to-day," said the child. "I am so
-astonished—the girls will be so surprised when I
-tell them I have a grannie and an aunt all this time
-in London. I always thought—grandmothers—were
-different."</p>
-
-<p>"Your grandmother is different to most people,"
-granted her aunt.</p>
-
-<p>"And why has she never asked me here—nor
-written to me—why does she stare at me as if there
-were something odd about me? <i>Is</i> there anything
-odd about me, Aunt Eva."</p>
-
-<p>"No indeed, my dear."</p>
-
-<p>"There must be some reason—do please tell me—why
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 139]</span>
-
-I never heard of you till to-day. I am twelve
-years old."</p>
-
-<p>"Your grandmother was very much vexed when
-your father married," explained Miss Gascoigne
-with obvious reluctance.</p>
-
-<p>"Why?" came the question, like a blow.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, because he was a mere boy, only twenty-two,
-and she did not like your mother. My dear, you
-must never speak of her here," she continued, lowering
-her voice till it became a whisper.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you suppose that I shall ever come to a house
-where I may not speak of my mother?" blazed
-Angel.</p>
-
-<p>"There, I see you have your father's spirit!"
-exclaimed her aunt. "He and I were always such
-friends, I nearly broke my heart when he died. You
-will come here, Angel, I know—because you would
-like to give me pleasure—you will love me for his
-sake."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, well—perhaps," acquiesced the girl, to
-whom her father's name conveyed no impression beyond
-that derived from a faded photograph of a fair
-youth in a gorgeous uniform.</p>
-
-<p>"Have I any more aunts or uncles?"</p>
-
-<p>"Two aunts—Lady Harchester and Lady Lorraine.
-You are not likely to meet them—they seldom
-come here. You and I are going to be great
-friends, Angel. You must write to me and I will
-write to you—and go and see you—often."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>"Not much of the Shardlow about the child," remarked
-Lady Augusta complacently. "Quite a
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 140]</span>
-
-Gascoigne, or rather—I see a great resemblance to
-myself."</p>
-
-<p>Philip made no reply. He was unable to agree
-with this opinion, and put his hand to his mouth to
-hide a smile.</p>
-
-<p>"And now I want to ask your plans. What are
-your ideas? So far, I must confess, she does you
-credit."</p>
-
-<p>"She does credit to Miss Morton and herself. I
-believe I shall keep her at school till she is eighteen,"
-he answered thoughtfully, "and then try and place
-her with some nice people who will take an interest
-in her and make her happy. Indeed, I am at the
-present moment looking out for some such family
-who will receive her for her holidays; it's rather
-rough on her to have to spend them at school."</p>
-
-<p>"If you mean that as a hit at me, Philip," said his
-listener, "I do not mind in the least; my conscience
-is clear. When her father disgraced himself by that
-wretched marriage, he and his were <i>dead</i> to me.
-Still when I saw the child this afternoon, something
-in her expression gave my heart-strings a tug. I
-felt agitated—besides the child resembles me—the
-only grandchild that is like me. It will be rather odd
-if, after all, Antony's girl turned out to be the prop
-of my old age. But I am going too fast, am I not?"</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I don't quite follow you—yet."</p>
-
-<p>"Look here, Philip," she resumed briskly, "I am
-willing to receive Angela for her holidays"—this
-was an unexpected concession. "She can come up
-for a week-end at first; if she pleases me I will give
-her a home—when she leaves school; but on payment.
-I may as well have the money as strangers.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 141]</span>
-
-My jointure is but moderate, and I have great expenses.
-Angela will require a maid, and to be suitably
-dressed and taken about and properly introduced,
-as befits my granddaughter. What do you
-think of my proposal?"</p>
-
-<p>"I think it is an excellent idea, and I agree to it
-most heartily," he answered; "that is, if you approve
-of Angela, and she is happy with you."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, she is sure to be happy with me," was the
-vainglorious reply; "and of course I shall feel the
-greatest interest in her, and take good care that she
-makes a brilliant match. She shall marry to please
-<i>me</i>."</p>
-
-<p>If Philip knew anything of Angel, there would be
-two opinions on that subject.</p>
-
-<p>"She will be a far more congenial companion than
-Eva, who, since her silly love affair with a doctor
-she met at Aix, has been the personification of seven
-wet blankets."</p>
-
-<p>"Why did she not marry him?" inquired the
-simple bachelor.</p>
-
-<p>"Because I put my foot down. A widower with
-two children—a mere nobody, too. Eva declared
-that he was the best, most benevolent and brilliant of
-men, and devoted to her. But that was rubbish; he
-only wanted her ten thousand pounds."</p>
-
-<p>After this visit there were several teas and luncheons
-in Hill Street, not a few conferences in the
-drawing-room, and confidences in the conservatory.
-On one of these occasions—when all the preliminaries
-had been successfully arranged—Lady Augusta
-plumed herself like one of her own canaries as
-she remarked:</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 142]</span></p>
-
-<p>"It was a lucky day for you, Philip, when you met
-me in Bond Street. I have relieved you of your
-'young girl of the sea,' otherwise I'm sure I don't
-know what would have been your fate—such an impossible
-position too—you, quite a young man, guardian
-to a pretty girl; you would either have had to
-marry her—or get a chaperon."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I should never have come to that," he replied
-with unexpected decision. "Angel will be in England,
-if not with you, with others; and with six
-thousand miles of sea and land between us, surely
-we can dispense with a chaperon."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>In due time Captain Gascoigne returned to the
-East, <i>via</i> America and Japan, and Angel passed into
-the hands of her grandmother. She grew up and left
-school with sincere regret, and many injunctions
-from Miss Morton, who deplored the departure of
-her favourite pupil, and contemplated her future
-with considerable apprehension. She had heard of
-Lady Augusta Gascoigne as a lively, worldly
-matron, fond of cards, racing, and racketing. What
-a guide and counsellor for a girl of eighteen!</p>
-
-<p>"Miss Angel Gascoigne—by her grandmother,
-Lady Augusta Gascoigne," was a notification in a
-<i>Morning Post</i>, succeeding a March Drawing Room,
-and the "imp" was launched. She came out and enjoyed
-her first season, and was warmly welcomed in
-a set in which the only disqualification was a failure
-to be smart!</p>
-
-<p>Angel was not the least afraid of granny, whom she
-alternately amazed, amused, delighted, and defied.
-She reversed the situation of aunt and niece, and was
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 143]</span>
-
-Eva's steady support, confidante, adviser, and idol.
-She made the house gay with her songs, her light
-laugh, her flitting foot, her radiant young personality.
-Her cousins and aunts were electrified when
-they first met "Miss Gascoigne;" her aunt was almost
-always "Poor Miss Eva." Their attempts at patronage
-were easily disposed of; the quick wit and cool
-self-possession of the Angel of Ramghur combined
-with the grace and <i>aplomb</i> of the Angel of Hill
-Street was more than a match for the Harchesters
-and Lorraine girls. Seeing that she refused to pose
-as a mere nobody and a poor relation, they changed
-their point of view and became her sworn allies, admirers,
-and friends. Immediately after the London
-season Lady Augusta and her family left Hill Street
-for Aix-les-Bains.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>During the time when Angel had been growing
-up and blooming into a beautiful and somewhat
-despotic girl, her guardian and cousin had developed
-into an enthusiastic worker, a would-be Empire
-builder. At first, his duty had been among the canals
-and the distribution of the water supply; he had to
-see that every village received its due share of water;
-in the slack season he had to superintend works of
-construction and repair. He had no society, and no
-amusements. These years of solitude had a certain
-effect on his character. He spent his time marching
-from one canal to another, accumulating stores
-of experience regarding the conditions under which
-the peasants lived; his work was tedious and monotonous,
-but Gascoigne was a young man of active
-habits and observant eye; he was never dull, and his
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 144]</span>
-
-character was setting into the solitary mould. His
-manners were a little stern. His feelings were under
-iron control, but he was always tender to animals
-and suffering. From the canals Gascoigne
-was promoted to the frontier, thanks to a little war.
-Here he had distinguished himself so brilliantly
-that he was decorated, and wrote D.S.O. after his
-name. He enjoyed the hardships; the keen, exciting
-existence, the smell of powder, the chances of life
-and death, stirred his pulses. Indeed, once or twice
-he and death had met face to face; but he kept these
-encounters to himself, and they were only talked
-about in the men's tents, or a word was dropped in
-the messroom. He never got into the papers—and
-yet he was known by hundreds as "Sangar" Gascoigne.</p>
-
-<p>It happened when the night had closed in rain, and
-rolling clouds blotted out the camp lights, that he
-and a handful had gone back in the dark to look up
-some stragglers, and had beaten off the wolfish Afghans,
-and stood by their wounded till dawn and
-relief. It was an experience to turn a man's hair
-white and it turned one man's brain. Let those who
-know what night brings to the wounded and "cut
-off" testify if their fears were not well founded?</p>
-
-<p>The hardships, the horrors, the honours, of a short
-but fierce campaign had left their marks on Philip;
-this and the two years' solitary canal duty had
-changed him, perhaps, even more in the same period
-than his pretty cousin Angela.</p>
-
-<p>He was again in the North-West Provinces, responsible
-for a great district, and well worthy of
-responsibility, though but thirty-seven years of age.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 145]</span>
-
-He was self-reliant, able, and energetic, and if reserved
-and given to sarcasm, Gascoigne was popular,
-being generous and hospitable to a fault. His bungalow
-was well appointed; all that it wanted was
-a mistress (so said the ladies of the station). But
-Philip Gascoigne's thoughts did not lean towards
-matrimony; his tastes were solitary and simple;
-when away on duty or on the frontier, no one lived
-a harder or more frugal life. He was well inured
-to the Indian climate, master of several tongues; he
-had a capital head for ideas, a mathematical mind;
-his heart was in his work, his profession was his
-idol. Work with him amounted to a passion, and
-had effectually chased love from his thoughts. He
-was one of the men whom luxury and decadence
-had left untouched, and upon whom the executive
-business of the Empire, in its remoter parts, could
-depend. Gascoigne was so good-looking, cheery,
-popular, and eligible that many women spread their
-nets in the sight of that <i>rara avis</i>, an agreeable, invulnerable
-bachelor. Over a series of years he had
-successfully eluded every effort to "catch him," and
-kept all would-be mothers-in-law politely at a distance.</p>
-
-<p>By this time he was given up as a hopeless case,
-and one indignant matron had said in her wrath:</p>
-
-<p>"Major Gascoigne will let every chance of a suitable
-wife go by, and when he is in his dotage will
-make a fool of himself by marrying a girl in her
-teens."</p>
-
-<p>But so far Major Gascoigne was a long way from
-dotage, or the fulfilment of this disastrous prediction.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 146]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">THE UNEXPECTED</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">It</span> was the month of September in the Himalayas,
-when the rains are heaviest, landslips frequent, and
-whole hillsides crumble and slide into the valley with
-a sound of thunder, that Major Gascoigne was summoned
-up to Kumaon in order to cope with a series
-of disasters. Bridges had been destroyed by racing
-torrents, roads were washed away; such floods had
-not visited these regions for twenty years, so said
-the hill folk, and traffic between the stations of
-Shirani and Chotah-Bilat was practically at an end.
-It was not that the roads were impassable, but that
-there were no roads whatever. The common route
-by the river (to reach the so-called staircase) was
-now a boiling torrent, which had risen in its fury
-and torn away pieces of the great cart road, and
-dragged down and swallowed walls, buttress,
-bridges. Under these circumstances, when troops
-were waiting to march, and most people were moving
-towards the plains, transport and traffic were
-paralysed, and loud was the outcry.</p>
-
-<p>Major Gascoigne had taken possession of the
-engineers' house, a little building far away from
-road and river, perched high among the rhododendrons
-over the valley, consisting merely of two
-rooms, verandah and cook-house, and furnished to
-meet the simple requirements of one man. Philip
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 147]</span>
-
-liked the isolated spot, where he heard nothing but
-the crow of the jungle cock and the roar of the water.
-It was one of his favourite halting-places when he
-came up on inspection duty. No cell could be more
-solitary, or absolutely out of the track of the world.
-Here he worked at his book on fortifications, here
-he kept a store of favourite authors, here he was
-happy; it was his asylum—his cave. The cave was
-beautifully situated, and, although it commanded a
-sweeping view of the neighbouring hills and distant
-snows, yet, to the cursory eye, the little brown house
-was almost buried amid rhododendrons, oak and
-tall tree ferns. The last week in September witnessed
-many landslips, several accidents, and much
-rain. Since daybreak the "Engineer Sahib" had
-been personally superintending the damming of a
-fissure and the construction of a temporary bridge.
-Towards three o'clock in the afternoon, tired, mud-stained,
-and extremely hungry, he set his pony's
-head towards home. After a long <i>détour</i> they scrambled
-up the slippery, greasy path, crossed with great
-tree-roots, and at last reached their destination.</p>
-
-<p>Here Gascoigne gave the pony to his attendant,
-and called out impatiently, "Qui hye."</p>
-
-<p>Instead of the usual prompt answer to this summons,
-the glass door into the verandah opened very
-slowly and a grey-haired ayah, in a red cloth jacket,
-appeared and signed to him to be silent. But Gascoigne
-was not a man to take orders from strangers
-in his own house, and he walked up the steps, motioned
-her aside, and entered the sitting-room.</p>
-
-<p>There on the shabby cane lounge was extended a
-fair-haired woman—a mere girl, with one hand under
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 148]</span>
-
-her head, the other hanging limply down, fast,
-fast asleep. A little cloth jacket was thrown over
-her feet, a hat with wet feathers lay on his writing-table
-among all his most sacred papers, and a damp
-umbrella dripped steadily in a corner.</p>
-
-<p>Evidently a traveller who had mistaken his cave
-for the Dâk Bungalow. This was Gascoigne's first
-idea. He looked at her a second time, and it struck
-him that there was something familiar in the shape
-of the face, the pencilled dark brows, the delicate
-nostrils, and he experienced a sudden spasm of horror
-as he realised that he was contemplating—Angel!
-Angel, whom he believed to be established with
-her grandmother in Haute Savoy, from whom he
-had received a cheery letter quite recently. Unquestionably
-her talent for executing the unexpected was
-supreme. It bordered on the miraculous. He suddenly
-recalled Shafto's prophecy that "her future
-course was incalculable," as he closed the door softly,
-and, beckoning the ayah to a distance, said:</p>
-
-<p>"Where have you come from?"</p>
-
-<p>"Bombay, sahib," was her prompt reply. "Missy
-and one lady engaged me two days ago, the other
-mem-sahib going up country. At junction, my missy
-asking there, and people telling sahib no in Marwar,
-sahib in jungle and all roads gone," she paused to
-take breath, and resumed, "but that missy coming all
-the same, plenty bad way, no littley small path for
-one dog, missy never fraiding, she only laugh and
-tell coolie men to go on—go on—I plenty fraiding,
-missy only wanting to come to sahib—soon—soon—quick."</p>
-
-<p>The sahib impatiently motioned the woman away,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 149]</span>
-
-and she swiftly disappeared in the direction of the
-cook-house. Here was a pretty business, a nice dilemma
-in which Angel had placed him. Major Gascoigne,
-as he sat on the steps, an outcast from
-his own retreat, was in what Billy Hargreaves would
-have termed one of his "cold" passions. He had
-looked upon Angel as a solved problem—a charge
-made over to her grandmother on payment of so
-much per annum. She sent him charming, vivacious,
-and, yes, affectionate letters—such as a girl would
-write to an uncle or a brother; some day he expected
-she would marry (according to her grandmother,
-her admirers were as the sand of the sea in
-multitude), and then the last fraction of responsibility
-would fall from his shoulders.</p>
-
-<p>Oh, why had he ever been such a cursed fool as to
-take the child at all? he asked himself bitterly, but
-when he recalled her mother's eyes—those eloquent,
-dying eyes, his heart told him the reason. He must
-get rid of Angel at once, but how, when, and
-where? The bearer now humbly craved his attention.
-He assured him that he had done all in his
-power to "keep the missy out;" as he spoke his expression
-became so tragic that Gascoigne was compelled
-to smile. As well as his recollection served
-him, should that Miss wish to enter, "to keep her
-out" was a hopeless task. He desired his somewhat
-ruffled factotum to prepare dinner, to pitch his tent,
-and make him some sort of shakedown; "the Miss
-Sahib" would occupy the bungalow that night, and
-leave early in the morning.</p>
-
-<p>It would be impossible to take Angel away that
-evening; the roads were unsafe, and there was
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 150]</span>
-
-another storm brewing. As he stood watching the
-clouds rolling up, and listening to the rumble of
-distant thunder, his mind groping for some means
-of speeding this most unwelcome "Angel in the
-house," a slight movement caused him to turn his
-head. There was his ward in the doorway, and
-against the dark background she stood forth a vision
-of youth, beauty, and joy. Yes, although her hair
-was tumbled, and she was obviously but half awake,
-Angela was a sight to make an old man young!</p>
-
-<p>She came quickly towards him with outstretched
-hands. No, <i>no!</i> he was certainly not going to kiss
-her.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Phil!" she exclaimed. "Dear old Phil—of
-course you are horrified to see <i>me</i>," and she looked
-up with lovely laughing eyes into his grave face.
-"But I really could not stand granny any longer—her
-gambling, and her friends, and her behaviour
-were quite too much for me. I just made up my
-mind at a moment's notice—and came away. When
-I explain everything, I am as certain of your approval
-as that I am standing here."</p>
-
-<p>"Had you better not sit down?" said her host,
-dragging forward a verandah chair.</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you," sinking into it and looking about
-her. "How perfectly delicious it is! Well, to go
-on with my story—I said to myself, why endure this
-dreadful life—when I can always go to Philip? He
-is my guardian, not grandmamma—so I sold my
-diamond ring for ninety pounds, and came straight
-off. I did not wire or write, in case you might forbid
-me to start. Now I'm here, of course, you cannot
-send me back. Now I've come such a long, long
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 151]</span>
-
-way to find you—oh, do look a little bit glad to see
-me," and she leant forward and laughed.</p>
-
-<p>Angel was completely at her ease; her manner
-was that of a girl who had had all men under her
-feet. To Major Gascoigne the world had suddenly
-become topsy-turvy; this was Angel's house, he was
-the unexpected interloper, the runaway ward—and
-her attitude represented gracious welcome.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; but, Angel," he began, making a vague
-effort to withstand this momentary vertigo, "although
-I am glad to see you, I am not pleased to see
-you—here."</p>
-
-<p>"But why not?" she asked with an air of bewildered
-injury. "This is my native land—you are my
-legal guardian. I belong to you, and not to grandmamma.
-Oh, dear cousin Philip, do be nice. We
-have not met for six years—think of that—do not
-look so stern—please be glad to see me. <i>Please</i>,"
-urged this audacious and distracting creature, with
-the indescribable eyes and smile.</p>
-
-<p>Well, after all, Philip Gascoigne was only a man.
-He succumbed, he relaxed, he threw dull care and
-dull disapproval from him—figuratively tumbled
-them both over the khud.</p>
-
-<p>"You must be starving," he said; "what would
-you like to have?"</p>
-
-<p>"Tea, please," was the prompt reply; "and I will
-make it. It will be like old times. I suppose the
-dear red teapot is no more?"</p>
-
-<p>"Strange to say, it still exists, and is here."</p>
-
-<p>"Then I shall be glad to meet it immediately; and
-remember, I shall never forgive you for giving the
-tea-cosy to that Mrs. Gordon. You don't know the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 152]</span>
-
-pains it cost, the hours, and the tears, I stitched into
-it—my first piece of fancy work."</p>
-
-<p>No doubt the ayah had already ordered tea, it
-was so speedily brought into the verandah. Angel
-made it, and poured it out, chattering all the time,
-whilst the solemn, black, bearded servant watched
-her furtively with shocked but admiring eyes.
-Truly, these white women were handsome, but
-shameless. A quick order in fluent Hindustani
-caused him to start; the old familiar tongue had run
-to meet Angel in Bombay—in three days it was once
-more her own.</p>
-
-<p>When tea was over and cleared away the young
-lady placed her elbows on the table, and resting her
-pretty face between her hands, said:</p>
-
-<p>"I know you are dying to hear all about me—and
-I will tell you."</p>
-
-<p>"May I smoke?" inquired the master of the
-house.</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly you may, and I will keep you company,"
-was the startling rejoinder, as Angel suddenly
-produced a pretty silver cigarette-case, held
-out her hand for a match, and proceeded to light up.</p>
-
-<p>"You must know"—here she blew a cloud—"if
-you did not guess it from my letters, that granny
-and I did not hit it off. Of course my holidays were
-like trial trips, and nothing really to go by; our boilers
-did not explode, and we did not ram one another;
-but when I left Wimbledon last Christmas, and became
-a permanent affliction in Hill Street, it was different.
-I was too independent for granny; I did not
-take to racing, or cards, or the young men of her
-set."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 153]</span></p>
-
-<p>"But they took to you, by all accounts," interposed
-her listener.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes; but I soon let them see that the three-tailed
-Basha—pick up my handkerchief—come when
-you're called—style they affected to other girls
-would not go down with me. I snubbed them
-severely for a little change, and they liked it; the
-more I snubbed them, the more they grovelled,
-thankful for a word, ready to die for a smile. That
-is the attitude young men should assume towards
-young ladies," and Angela blew a ring of smoke, and
-watched it with calm approval. "When I came
-away, snubbing was the latest craze—the rage."</p>
-
-<p>"It would depend upon who she was," said Gascoigne.
-"How would it work if the young lady were
-snub-nosed?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh—that is too difficult a question," said Angela
-with a gesture of fatigue.</p>
-
-<p>"Why were you so death on these unfortunate
-youths? Why did they not meet with your approval?"</p>
-
-<p>"Who could approve of creatures with a quarter
-of a yard of collar, and an inch of forehead, and
-whose only two adjectives were 'rippin' and 'rotten'?"
-demanded Angel. "Granny was vexed
-because I would not afford her the glory of a fashionable
-wedding, for she looked upon my obstinacy
-as a sinful waste of good matches. I would not
-marry myself," continued the girl imperturbably,
-"but I got Aunt Eva married—not quite the same
-thing in granny's eyes! Oh, she <i>was</i> furious. Her
-match-making fizzled out"—extending her hand
-dramatically—"but mine was a grand success."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 154]</span></p>
-
-<p>"So Eva married the doctor after all?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh yes, an old love affair—lights like tinder,"
-and Angel blew a great cloud of smoke from her
-nostrils. "Aunt Eva was my father's favourite sister,
-otherwise the butt of the family, because she
-was plain, unselfish, good, and cowardly. Dr.
-Marsh, who attended granny, noted her, admired
-her, and proposed. Eva would have been only too
-madly, wildly happy to say yes, but there was an
-uproar in the house. Granny nearly had a fit. She
-set her sisters on to talk poor Eva to death, and
-Eva submitted and caved in. She was very miserable,
-just granny's drudge; when I came to Hill
-Street I soon found that I was to be aunt—and she
-niece. I advised, scolded, lectured, and comforted
-her; assured her that she had her own life to live,
-not granny's, who had had a very good time. In
-short, I raised the standard of rebellion!" Here
-Angel laughed, and looked over at her companion
-with mischievous and triumphant eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"And there was war in Hill Street," said Gascoigne,
-wondering how he was to deal with this daring
-insurrectionary charge, in whom the elements
-were mixed indeed.</p>
-
-<p>"Civil war, I should call it," she responded. "I
-took the poor little love affair in hand and patched
-up the pieces. I scraped acquaintance with Dr.
-Marsh. He is a good man, works among the poor as
-well as the rich, and has a very keen sense of
-honour."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne now threw away his unfinished cheroot
-and sat forward with folded hands. Was he dreaming,
-or was he listening to little pig-tailed Angel?</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 155]</span></p>
-
-<p>"He could not endure snubs," she continued composedly.
-"He had a modest opinion of himself, and
-had retired into his shell. By the way," she asked
-suddenly, "am I boring you? All this interested me
-so keenly that I forget that it may be deadly dull to
-other people."</p>
-
-<p>"No—no, pray go on. I am all ears, and keenly
-interested too."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I had a long talk with Dr. Marsh; then I
-met him in the Academy by appointment. I told
-him I wanted him to explain a subject to me; when
-he arrived Eva was with me. They were mutually
-surprised. I told him the 'subject' was in the gem
-room—and then—I lost them. Was I not clever?"
-and she laughed like a child of nine.</p>
-
-<p>"Very," came the somewhat gloomy assent.</p>
-
-<p>"Aunt Eva has money of her own; she is past
-forty, quite old. Why should she not choose her
-own life, and have some little happiness before she
-dies?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why not indeed?" he echoed mechanically.</p>
-
-<p>"Because she was so yielding, so timid, so old-fashioned,
-so afraid of granny, who used the fact
-of her being her mother—a thing poor Eva could
-not help—as a reason for making her a slave for
-life. But I set her free," she announced in a clear,
-ringing voice. "Yes, Dr. Marsh was at Aix; he
-married Eva there. I was bridesmaid, witness,
-everything. They went off to spend the honeymoon
-in the Tyrol, and I was left to face—grandmamma."</p>
-
-<p>"But you dared not—and bolted—I see."</p>
-
-<p>"No, no," indignantly. "I'm not like that.
-Grandmamma was furious at first, but I talked her
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 156]</span>
-
-round in two days. Dr. Marsh is a gentleman, cultivated,
-and presentable. He has a large practice.
-Granny began to see reason and to calm down. It
-was partly over an Italian Prince that we came to
-grief: Granny was so insistent, so shamelessly
-throwing me at his head, I could not endure it. He
-got on my nerves—and so did Aix. The dressing
-four times a day, the baths, the gossip, the gambling.
-I said to myself, I really must get away from all this,
-or I shall develop into a woman like granny.
-Granny can have one of the Lorraine girls to launch
-into life instead of me—she is not half so stiff-necked
-or headstrong."</p>
-
-<p>"Are you stiff-necked and headstrong?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, so Miss Morton used to say. A friend
-of mine, Mrs. Friske, heard my groans and lamentations,
-and said, 'Why don't you go out to your
-guardian? He is elderly; your home is really with
-him. India is much better than this.' We talked it
-all over one night—she is very quick, clever, and
-impulsive—and I thought it out, and made up my
-mind to leave granny. I would not have done it so
-suddenly, but that one evening we had a terrible
-scene, oh——" and she caught her breath sharply.
-"I can never forget the things she dared to say of
-my—mother. We had not spoken of her before. I
-just packed up all my smart French frocks, sold my
-ring, Mrs. Friske took my passage from Marseilles,
-and away we went on board the <i>Arabia</i>. It was all
-so easy. We had a delightful time—lots of nice people
-coming out—and Mrs. Friske chaperoned me to
-Basaule Junction. In spite of the awful state of the
-hills, I came on straight, the wretched ayah gibbering
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 157]</span>
-
-and screaming behind me, for I particularly
-wanted to arrive before grandmamma's letter." Angel
-drew a long breath, and said, "That's all—I've
-finished. Now it is your turn to speak, cousin
-Philip. Since I am here, what are you going to do
-with me?" and she looked up at him with a gaze of
-amused expectation.</p>
-
-<p>"I shall take you down to Marwar to-morrow,"
-was his prompt reply, "and as soon as the monsoon
-is over, send you—home."</p>
-
-<p>"No, no, no, Philip," she remonstrated in a piteous
-key. "I won't go back. I realise now," putting her
-cigarette into the ash-tray, "that I have been—mad.
-I'd no idea you were so young." As she spoke she
-faltered a little, and a sudden wave of colour dyed
-her cheeks. It was her first and sole token of embarrassment.
-"You are not the grey-haired fatherly
-person I expected to see. You were getting grey
-years ago, and I thought—you'd be different. I've
-so much imagination—I've an excellent memory. I
-remembered how good you were to me when I was
-an odious, friendless child, and I—imagined—that
-you—would be pleased—to have me."</p>
-
-<p>Her lower lip quivered as she concluded, and her
-eyes darkened with unshed tears. This was more
-than Saint Antony could have withstood. Philip
-Gascoigne was amazed to hear himself saying—or
-surely a stranger spoke: "Why, Angel, of course I
-am delighted to see you. Your coming has taken me
-aback, that is all; and I am a hardened old bachelor,
-not at all accustomed to young ladies."</p>
-
-<p>"No, nor being turned out of your house into the
-wet jungle," she supplemented with a watery smile.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 158]</span></p>
-
-<p>"If I am not so old as you expected, you are much
-older than I dreamt of. I always seem to see you
-in my mind's eye with a fair pigtail, and frock just
-reaching to your ankles."</p>
-
-<p>"If you wish, I can return to both within the
-hour," she rejoined with a hysterical laugh. At this
-moment the ayah made her appearance round a
-corner, and said in her whining voice:</p>
-
-<p>"Gussal tiar, Miss Sahib."</p>
-
-<p>"It's my bath," she said. "I really must go and
-change. I feel such a grub ever since I left Bombay.
-<i>Au revoir</i>," and she sprang up, and left her guardian
-to his undisturbed reflections.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 159]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">DINNER FOR TWO</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Whilst</span> the young lady was changing her dress
-Gascoigne had another interview with his bearer, ere
-retiring into the damp tent to remove his wet clothes.</p>
-
-<p>"Look here," he said, "you must do all you can to
-make the place nice for the Miss Sahib—tidy it up—and,
-I say, isn't there a lamp-shade?"</p>
-
-<p>Abdullah assented with solemn complacency.</p>
-
-<p>"There are no flowers, or dessert, but there's some
-chocolate—and see that the cook does not spare his
-stores, and has an eye to the ayah and coolies; they
-have all to be ready for an early start to-morrow."
-And having issued these orders, he departed to his
-damp quarters, where he experienced exasperating
-difficulties in finding his belongings, which had been
-hurled into the tent pell-mell. He had no looking-glass;
-he was actually obliged to do his tie at the
-back of his silver flask. How a woman upset a
-house! As Gascoigne searched wildly for a handkerchief,
-his thoughts were inhospitable—his mental
-expressions impassioned.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile the bearer, thus put on his mettle,
-bustled about with feverish activity; he, like all
-natives, thoroughly enjoyed a crisis, an unexpected
-situation, a novelty, a commotion. He was also full
-of resource, but here his resources were so limited he
-had nothing to draw upon save his master's wardrobe,
-and he put it under contribution without delay.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 160]</span></p>
-
-<p>The old lamp-shade was gracefully draped with
-yards of soft red silk—his master's cummerbund;
-the effect was so splendid and stimulating that he
-brought forth a certain treasured red and gold dress
-sash, and twisted it round the lamp with a quantity
-of beautiful forest leaves. This was the table decoration,
-and it looked extremely pretty and elegant.
-A blue military cape covered the deficiencies of a
-table, a plaid railway rug draped the shabby cane
-lounge, Gascoigne's two most cherished silk ties
-looped back the short window curtains, and when
-the deft-handed Abdul had placed lighted candles in
-every available spot and considered his work critically,
-he felt a thrill of honest satisfaction—the
-warm glow of an artist who beholds his ideal realised!
-The result was a transformation, and a
-success.</p>
-
-<p>When dinner was ready, he went and knocked on
-the visitor's door; it opened promptly, and the young
-lady appeared; such a dazzling apparition that Abdul
-fell back three paces. Angel had dressed her hair
-elaborately—she abjured a fringe—it was parted in
-the middle, and turned back in great masses, and
-gathered up in a knot low on her neck, with one or
-two rebellious little curls peeping over her forehead.
-She wore a dark trailing skirt, and a white silk and
-lace blouse, with close-fitting lace sleeves. Nor were
-the little decorative touches which add so much to
-a toilette omitted; she wore turquoise ornaments, a
-picturesque silver belt, and a band of black velvet enhanced
-the whiteness of her throat. All three items
-gave Angel an impression of "full dress," and Gascoigne,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 161]</span>
-
-as he surveyed this dainty vision, mentally
-did homage.</p>
-
-<p>"I am rather smart—compared to what I was an
-hour ago," she said, addressing her host, "and considering
-that I only brought one small box with me—I
-left my luggage at the Junction, tons of trunks—oh,
-I am so fond of my frocks!" An hereditary
-passion, reflected her guardian.</p>
-
-<p>(As Angel talked she was furtively scrutinising
-Philip, who had exchanged his wet riding kit for the
-irreproachable white shirt, black tie, and dinner coat
-of the period.)</p>
-
-<p>"You are dazzling, I admit," he exclaimed, with a
-smile. "I feel as if I could only look at you through
-smoked glass." The girl laughed as she seated herself
-and glanced round.</p>
-
-<p>"What a transformation scene—how pretty the
-table is! Why, we might be dining <i>tête-à-tête</i> at
-Prince's, and going on to a theatre. But I remember
-how clever native servants are—how they make a
-grand show out of nothing."</p>
-
-<p>Here Philip recognised with a gasp his wardrobe,
-so to speak, decorating the table—yes, and the room.</p>
-
-<p>"Especially our troupe," she continued; "Colonel
-Wilkinson saw to that."</p>
-
-<p>"Have you any news of him?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes," carefully helping herself to salt; her
-hands and wrists were exquisite. "He married again
-years ago, a woman with no end of money. She
-must have escaped from some lunatic asylum; don't
-let us talk of him. Let us eat, drink, and be merry."</p>
-
-<p>"You won't get very merry on soda-water," he
-protested. "Have some claret?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 162]</span></p>
-
-<p>"I never touch it, thank you. Granny said it made
-one's nose red."</p>
-
-<p>"And so you and Lady Augusta never hit it off
-after all?" he remarked.</p>
-
-<p>"No; she was such a Saturday-to-Monday sort of
-grandmother! Always rushing here, and there, and
-back again, never at home except when she was
-asleep, always 'showing herself' somewhere, as she
-called it, always in the movement. I did not mind
-until she began to drag me with her, and insisted on
-showing <i>me</i>. Then she always dressed like my twin
-sister. Pray, what granddaughter could tolerate
-that?" Angel's expression became tragic, and Gascoigne
-laughed, quite a gay young laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"I assure you that granny has the ditto of this
-very blouse I'm wearing; and," speaking with increased
-energy, "one of the last scenes I had with
-her was to prevent her wearing a white muslin
-gown; of course, it was drowned in lace, but imagine
-white muslin at sixty-five," and she gave an impatient
-and despondent sigh.</p>
-
-<p>"It might have been seventy in the shade," acquiesced
-Gascoigne, ironically. "I'm afraid she must
-have been an immense responsibility. I can sympathise
-with you there."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, it was not really that," and Angel's voice
-suddenly became the grave utterance of a much older
-woman. Her eyes looked dark and tragic as she
-leant a little forward and said, "It was the closed
-door between us—we never spoke of my mother."
-Angel communicated this fact as if she were alluding
-to some holy saint, and Philip, the hypocrite, bent
-his head in profound sympathy. "No, never till that
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 163]</span>
-
-once," resumed the girl. "It was the first and the
-last time. Our opinions were so opposed, it was as
-if two furious, long-leashed creatures had been suddenly
-let loose at one another's throats." After a
-little silence, during which she meditatively broke
-up bread, Angel suddenly looked over at her companion,
-and said: "Tell me, how do you like the
-way I do my hair now?"</p>
-
-<p>Philip gasped mentally, but brought out an adequate
-reply. "Immensely—last time you wore it
-down your back."</p>
-
-<p>"And so"—here she leant her elbows on the table,
-and locked her pretty hands, and looked over them
-at her guardian, "you are really going to take me
-down to Marwar to-morrow."</p>
-
-<p>"I am really," he answered promptly, "weather
-permitting."</p>
-
-<p>"How I hope the weather will not permit. I'd
-a million times rather stay up here in the jungle, the
-real delightful jungle, within reach of white bread,
-the post-office, and hairpins. I could sit and read,
-and dream, and sketch, and ride up and down the
-valleys for months, and be so happy. What a shame
-it is that one cannot enjoy what one <i>likes</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"Unfortunately we often like what is bad for us,"
-said her guardian drily.</p>
-
-<p>Angel drew a sigh of assent, and then resumed,
-"We never would have found this place, only for
-one of my jampannis, whose brother is in your service;
-he knew the way; was it not luck?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," agreed Major Gascoigne. (But <i>was</i> it?)</p>
-
-<p>"The road was <i>nil</i>—in places it had slipped a hundred
-feet. We just crawled along the precipices
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 164]</span>
-
-inch by inch, clinging on to roots and branches, tooth
-and nail."</p>
-
-<p>"I must say it was very plucky of you to come."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I did not mind a bit," said Angel carelessly.
-"And so your home is in Marwar?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; I'm only up here on duty. There are several
-people you know in Marwar."</p>
-
-<p>"Really?" raising her perfectly pencilled brows.</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Gordon, for instance."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, to whom you presented my tea-cosy. I shall
-certainly take it back. Wasn't she a pretty dark-eyed
-woman, with a horrid old bearish husband?"</p>
-
-<p>"What a memory you have!" he exclaimed. "And
-there is Shafto."</p>
-
-<p>"Who always hated me," making room for the
-bearer to remove the cloth; "you cannot deny that."
-When the bearer had departed she put her elbows
-on the table, and, confronting her companion, said:</p>
-
-<p>"Cousin Philip, I try to speak the truth to you—and
-I'll speak it now. I see that in rushing out
-here to you I've acted on a mad impulse—worse, perhaps,
-than cutting up Mrs. Dawson's dresses. I
-don't stop to think; I act; when I shop, I buy what
-I want, and—think afterwards if I can afford it. I
-never count the cost." She paused for breath. "I
-did not leave grandmamma without good-bye. I
-walked into her room when she was going to bed.
-I wanted to catch the night <i>rapide to</i> Marseilles, and
-said: 'I've come to say good-bye—as I'm off.'
-'Where to?' she screamed. 'India,' I replied. I
-won't repeat what she said, but—well, she prophesied
-evil things. Her prophecy will not come true.
-I am resolved to be prudent, and obedient. I will
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 165]</span>
-
-do whatever you wish, but oh! cousin Phil," stretching
-out her pretty hands, "please don't send me home—oh,
-please don't!"</p>
-
-<p>"Very well, then, I won't," he replied, little knowing
-that he had thus sealed his fate; but, thanks to
-the sorceress, he was in a condition of mind in which
-to-day blotted out to-morrow.</p>
-
-<p>It was an extraordinary experience. Would he
-awake and find he had been dreaming? or was he
-really sitting <i>tête-à-tête</i> in this lonely spot, with the
-most bewitching girl he had ever seen? As he sat
-endeavouring to focus his somewhat slow ideas—perhaps
-he was too reflective to be quite good company—Angela
-rose and began to walk about the
-room, critically inspecting the contents.</p>
-
-<p>"I always made very free with your belongings,
-and your house," she said, "and"—with a laugh—"your
-horse. I see several little things that I remember
-so well," and she touched them as she spoke.
-"This old battered blotter and ink-bottle, and the
-frame with your mother's likeness—how sweet she
-looks." She took up the faded photograph, gazed
-at it for a long time, kissed it, and put it down very
-gently. "I see you have a lot of books—um—um-um—Fortifications—Mathematics—how
-dry! except
-'Soldiers Three' and 'Vanity Fair.' I love
-'Vanity Fair,' and, do you know," turning about
-with the volume in her hand, "I was always a little
-sorry for Becky."</p>
-
-<p>"Pooh! she would have sneered at your sympathy,"
-rejoined Gascoigne. "She never pitied herself."</p>
-
-<p>"No, she despised herself. How I wish Dobbin
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 166]</span>
-
-had not been endowed with such large feet, otherwise
-I believe he would be almost my favourite
-hero."</p>
-
-<p>"Only his feet stand in the way—alas! poor
-Dobbin."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes—ah, here you have something modern,"
-opening another book:</p>
-
-<p>
-"La seul rêve interesse<br />
-<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Vive sans rêve qui est ce.</span><br />
-Et J'aime La Princesse Lointaine!"<br />
-</p>
-
-<p>she quoted; "what a swing it has! Why, it is only
-seven o'clock," she announced, with one of her sudden
-changes of manner. "What can we do to amuse
-ourselves?"</p>
-
-<p>And he realised, as she looked eagerly at him,
-that here was a young thing full of spirit and playfulness.</p>
-
-<p>Angel, as she turned and surveyed her guardian
-where he still sat at table, the rose-shaded lamp
-throwing a becoming light on his clear-cut, dark
-face, and deep-set eyes, acknowledged with a sudden
-stab that here was a man as young, attractive, and
-marriageable, as many of her late admirers. The
-title of uncle or guardian was a ridiculous misfit.</p>
-
-<p>For his part, he was wondering what he was to
-do with this graceful, radiant creature, full of life,
-will, vitality, and imagination. Perhaps it was just
-as well that she had broken away from Lady Augusta
-and her pernicious influence; but where was
-she to live? What was he to do with her? If he
-had been twenty years older.</p>
-
-<p>Her question roused him, and he answered:</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 167]</span></p>
-
-<p>"I have no accomplishments whatever, and I
-throw myself upon your generosity."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I am very frivolous," she acknowledged,
-airily; "it is in my blood, and I know some parlour
-tricks." As she concluded she swept into the next
-room, and presently returned carrying a gaily-beribboned
-mandoline, and two packs of cards.
-"These were so useful on board ship," she explained,
-as she sat down; "made me quite run after.
-Ever so many people invited me to stay, but I told
-them I was coming out to my guardian." She paused,
-and then coloured vividly as she recalled the extraordinary
-contrast between the ideal grey-haired
-picture she carried in her mind's eye, and this young
-and vigorous reality. As she talked, she dealt out
-the cards. What pretty hands!—Gascoigne assured
-himself that he was in love—with her hands. "You
-play cards, of course?" she enquired, looking up at
-him with her direct gaze.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; whist only—strict whist, mind you; no
-Bumble puppy."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, that is because you belong to a scientific
-corps," with a shrug of extreme commiseration.
-"Nevertheless, your education is far from complete.
-I'll teach you euchre, poker, picquet, and ever so
-many good games of patience. Here is one for
-two," and she began to deal and explain.</p>
-
-<p>The lesson proved so interesting that the couple
-were completely absorbed, and deaf to the rising of
-the storm, the crashing and clashing of trees around
-them, the roar of the downpour on the roof, and the
-thunder of the mountain torrents.</p>
-
-<p>After the cards, music. Angel took up and tuned
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 168]</span>
-
-her gay mandoline, seated herself in a low chair, and
-began to play and sing. Her voice was not powerful;
-it was sweet, it was delicious, and had been admirably
-taught. The fair syren sang several songs
-to Philip—spell-bound (as well as an enraptured
-audience of servants, jampannis, and coolies, who
-were secretly jostling one another in the back verandah,
-and among them was the ayah, who assumed
-the airs of a manager who introduces to the public
-a wonderful "Diva" whom <i>he</i> has discovered).</p>
-
-<p>Philip leant back in his chair, his eyes fixed on
-the singer; she was giving "La Belle Napoli" with
-extraordinary charm and verve. What a pretty
-picture she presented, with her gay mandoline, her
-expressive face, her graceful pose—he would never
-forget this evening—never. It seemed as if the very
-goddess of youth and joy had descended on his
-shabby little home! Suddenly the music ended
-with a crash, and Angela half rose and cried:</p>
-
-<p>"Who—are those women—looking in through
-the window?"</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne started up as if he had been struck;
-he followed her glance, and beheld a pair of weird
-visages glowering through the darkness. The face
-of Mrs. Flant—a woman with a tongue—and the
-face of her sister, Miss Ball, both acquaintances from
-Marwar.</p>
-
-<p>These two ladies had been in desperate extremities;
-they had, in spite of all advice, insisted on descending—roads
-or no roads—to Marwar for a ball.
-Their jampannis and coolies had missed the path,
-night had fallen, the storm had burst, and there
-they all were benighted in the jungle. Even the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 169]</span>
-
-hill-men were at a loss, and grunted to one another
-interrogatively. One man remembered, as if by inspiration,
-the engineer's bungalow, and to this,
-after a weary toil and many interruptions, they made
-their way. There was a light—how welcome to
-the poor, forlorn ladies struggling far below in outer
-darkness. At last they reached the long-prayed-for
-shelter, crawled out of their jampans, and looked
-in at the window, whilst some of their bearers
-ran, shouting, to the servants' quarters. The recent
-and somewhat noisy arrival was, to the inmates,
-drowned by the roar of the elements. The two
-ladies gazed in—there was barely room for both
-their faces in the little window, and this was what
-they saw. An extravagantly-illuminated room,
-a crimson-shaded lamp on the table, cards scattered
-in all directions, comfort to correspond. Major
-Gascoigne, in evening dress, leaning back in his
-chair, smoking, listening with obvious rapture to a
-pretty girl—yes, a smartly-dressed girl—a complete
-stranger to them, who was evidently supremely
-at home, and singing to a gaily-decorated mandoline.
-What a picture of dissipation! Could they
-believe their eyes? Was this how Major Gascoigne,
-the eligible but impregnable bachelor, spent the time
-when he was supposed to be deeply immersed in his
-work—and his duty?</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Flant rapped her knuckles against the window
-pane; the summons was imperious. Gascoigne
-jumped to his feet; his face was a shade graver, as
-he said:</p>
-
-<p>"It is some people who have lost their way."</p>
-
-<p>"Why, of course, it never rains but it pours," said
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 170]</span>
-
-Angel, putting down the mandoline with a gesture
-of impatience, as her cousin opened the door and
-admitted the drenched wayfarers.</p>
-
-<p>These entered with cold, suspicious eyes, and
-brought with them a gust of icy, driving rain, which
-caused the lamp to flare.</p>
-
-<p>"We lost our way," announced Mrs. Flant, from
-the depth of the prim waterproof, "and were so
-thankful to see your light, Major Gascoigne. I
-declare, when it came in sight I said a little prayer."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm glad you managed to make me out," was his
-mendacious reply. "Let me introduce Miss Gascoigne,
-my cousin," indicating Angel; "she will look
-after you. Angel, this is Mrs. Flant and her sister,
-Miss Ball. I leave them in your hands, whilst I see
-about their coolies and dinner."</p>
-
-<p>"How cosy," said Mrs. Flant, "how—ah"—searching
-for an adjective—"comfortable you are."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, a charming little—hiding-place, an ideal
-retreat," echoed her sister, with peculiar significance.</p>
-
-<p>"Is it not?" assented Angel, hastily gathering up
-the cards, and putting away the mandoline, whilst
-the weather-beaten, hungry women devoured her
-with their eyes.</p>
-
-<p>A graceful, willow-like figure, light brown hair,
-dressed by a maid; a pretty face and such lovely
-clothes, a French gown, turquoise ornaments, a
-vague sniff of violets—an up-to-date young lady,
-with a pair of extremely penetrating dark blue eyes,
-and a self-possession that was at once colossal and
-superb.</p>
-
-<p>"Do let me help you—I can lend you some dry
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 171]</span>
-
-things," she said, ushering them into her bedroom,
-already made comfortable.</p>
-
-<p>On the dressing-table her silver-backed brushes
-and mirrors were arranged, her scent-bottles, books,
-dressing-gown, and slippers, all indicated the bower
-of a dainty and somewhat extravagant occupant.
-Angel gave practical assistance. She lent her
-dressing-gown and tea-jacket—her shoes were, unfortunately,
-too small—she assisted her visitors to
-remove their dripping garments, summoned the
-ayah, gave her voluble directions, and took her
-departure.</p>
-
-<p>The bearer, who was now positively at his wits'
-end with three ladies to provide for—as well as all
-their retinue to house—was almost in despair. However,
-he provided soup, a stew, and anchovy toast.
-Meanwhile the new arrivals conferred together in
-hissing whispers.</p>
-
-<p>"Well," said Mrs. Flant, "I would not have believed
-it. I'll never trust a man again."</p>
-
-<p>To which announcement her sister replied with a
-snort:</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; and, of all people, Major Gascoigne—a sort
-of monk, whom all the world believes to be a hardworking
-recluse, and to only tolerate women when
-he comes down to Marwar. That he should have—this
-person—hidden away——"</p>
-
-<p>"Well, we must just put a good face on it," said
-Mrs. Flant philosophically, "and be civil—any port
-in a storm, you know."</p>
-
-<p>"Did you notice her gown?" said her sister, speaking,
-as it were, in italics. "It must have cost a
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 172]</span>
-
-fortune—simple—yet so French; and look at her
-dressing-case," and Miss Ball cast up her eyes in
-pious horror.</p>
-
-<p>After the ladies had reappeared in the "person's"
-garments, refreshments were brought in, to which
-they paid serious attention. They partook of
-whiskies and sodas, began to recover from their
-fright and their astonishment, and found their
-tongues.</p>
-
-<p>"You never saw anything like the road between
-this and Shiram's," remarked Mrs. Flant.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I think I can imagine it," replied Angel, "as
-I came over part of that way this morning."</p>
-
-<p>"You? Not really?" in an incredulous key.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I only arrived a few hours before you"—the
-girl was obviously speaking the truth; she was
-a lady—"I came out in the <i>Arabia</i> on Monday."</p>
-
-<p>"Then the Mactears were on board?" with a
-judicial air.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, they were in the next cabin to us—to the
-friend I came out with."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm afraid you won't have a favourable first
-impression of India," said Miss Ball.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, but I was born here. I was in India till I
-was nine years old. Philip is my guardian, you
-know," and then she laughed, as she added, "We
-have all taken him by storm to-day."</p>
-
-<p>"But you were expected, surely?"</p>
-
-<p>"No—no more than you were."</p>
-
-<p>"We never heard that Major Gascoigne had a
-ward," remarked Miss Ball, trenchantly.</p>
-
-<p>"If you had been in Ramghur nine years ago, you
-would have heard all about me. Here he comes," as
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 173]</span>
-
-Philip entered and beheld the ladies cheered and
-clothed, and in a right state of mind. Evidently they
-were getting on capitally with Angela, and this was
-important, though she was too simple to guess at
-her guardian's reason for being particularly civil
-to his guests. Mrs. Flant had a sharp tongue; she
-lived in his station, knew all his friends, and was
-capable of making a very fine story out of this evening's
-<i>rencontre</i>. Angel rather wondered at her cousin's
-affability, and how well he talked. After a
-while he said:</p>
-
-<p>"You three ladies had better turn in soon, as
-you'll have a long day to-morrow; you will have to
-share the same room," he explained, "and to rough
-it a good deal, I'm afraid."</p>
-
-<p>"Not half as much as you in a wet tent," cried
-Angela.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I'm all right. To-morrow," addressing himself
-to Mrs. Flant, "I will do my best to get you on
-down to Khartgodam."</p>
-
-<p>"You are so anxious to be rid of us," cried Miss
-Ball, coquettish, in Angel's charming tea-jacket
-with its faint perfume of lilac.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no, not at all, but my cousin is most anxious
-to get down to Mrs. Gordon."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, do <i>you</i> know Mrs. Gordon?"</p>
-
-<p>"She has known her since she was a child," replied
-Major Gascoigne. Angel sat by and marvelled. "I
-will accompany you myself, and put you across the
-bad bits. But I cannot get leave—in fact, I would
-not take it, the district is in such an awful condition,
-and I shall be obliged if you will take charge of my
-cousin, and hand her over to Mrs. Gordon."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 174]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Oh, we shall be only too delighted," said Mrs.
-Flant. "It will be so nice all travelling together. It
-was quite providential our finding the bungalow."</p>
-
-<p>"For me also," he replied. "I was just wondering
-how Angel really was to travel, and your turning
-up here is a piece of wonderful good luck."</p>
-
-<p>Angel opened her eyes to their widest extent.
-Was her guardian an accomplished hypocrite? His
-countenance, when he had descried those two white
-faces peering in at the window, had expressed
-amazement, horror, and disgust.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 175]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX<br /><br />
-<span class="small">THE PARTING GUESTS</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> morning succeeding the arrivals, and the
-storm, was cloudless. There are few things more
-beautiful, or more treacherous, than a break in the
-rains in the Himalayas. The sun shone brilliantly,
-the sky was a dense turquoise blue, against which
-stood out a far-away range of jagged white peaks.
-A stillness lay upon the deep, dim valleys beneath
-the forest bungalow, there was scarcely a sound besides
-the twitter of birds, and the thunder of a
-water-course.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Ball was standing in the verandah pulling
-on her gloves, and contemplating the scene. The
-party were on the eve of departure.</p>
-
-<p>"What a delicious spot this is," she exclaimed,
-rapturously, to Major Gascoigne; "isn't it perfectly
-lovely, Bella? I should like to come here for my
-honeymoon."</p>
-
-<p>"You must first get hold of the bridegroom," declared
-her sister in a tart voice. Fanny's disappointments
-had begun to have a wearing effect upon that
-lady's patience, and this early start, and the natural
-apprehension of a detestable, if not dangerous journey,
-had somewhat darkened her outlook on life.</p>
-
-<p>"The bungalow is always at Miss Ball's disposal,"
-replied the host gallantly. "And now we
-must be getting under weigh, as we have a long
-march before us."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 176]</span></p>
-
-<p>In ten minutes the verandah was empty, the last
-coolie had disappeared among the trees, Abdul, the
-Khansamah, free from further anxieties, retired to
-his charpoy, and his huka. It proved to be a day of
-thrilling adventures, of almost hair-breadth escapes.
-Mrs. Flant emphatically declared that she could not
-face certain obstacles, but she managed to progress,
-thanks to her escort's cool determination, and ruthlessly
-deaf ear to her agonised exclamations. Miss
-Ball, on the back of a stalwart hill-man, cut a
-sufficiently ridiculous figure; she had not the nerve
-to skirt a certain frowning precipice on her own feet.
-The path was narrow, the drop apparently fathomless,
-her fears and protestations entailed twenty
-minutes' delay. She angrily refused to follow her
-sister's example to be led across blindfolded by Gascoigne,
-she simply sat in her jampan (hill-chair),
-and there lifted up her voice and wept.</p>
-
-<p>Whatever Major Gascoigne's mental remarks
-were, outwardly, he was the personification of
-politeness, encouragement, and cajolery. At last the
-lady was persuaded, and was hoisted on the back of
-a grunting Pahari with the shoulders of an Atlas,
-and with her eyelids squeezed tightly together, her
-long feet dangling helplessly, was safely borne to
-the other side. Thus she got across one of the "bad
-bits." Whatever obstacles they encountered, their
-leader never flinched. He worked hard in his shirt
-sleeves, with his own hands; he led, decoyed, and
-coaxed the two sisters and the ayah along crumbling
-tracks, over water-courses, and from rock to
-rock amid boiling torrents. It was the hardest day's
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 177]</span>
-
-work that he ever remembered. If a fourth clinging
-coward had been on his hands, Gascoigne felt that
-he was bound to succumb. But Angel, luckily for
-him, had no fear. She was blessed with a wonderful
-head and a cool courage, was amazingly active, and
-swung herself from rock to rock, from root to root,
-or walked along a six-inch path precisely as if she
-were a Pahari maiden. Her guardian's time being
-engrossed with repairs, enticements, and the charge
-of three agonised companions, he had but scant opportunity
-of talking to her; but once, when the worst
-part of the journey was behind them, the ladies were
-ahead in their jampans, the two fell into one
-another's society, as they passed through a forest
-of rhododendrons.</p>
-
-<p>"Well—that's over!" said Gascoigne, as he drew
-a long breath, took off his hat, and mopped his head
-with his handkerchief.</p>
-
-<p>"You won't offer to be squire of dames again in
-a hurry?" said Angel, with a mischievous laugh. "I
-never saw such cowards. They were as bad as the
-ayah—they gibbered."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose it's constitutional," he replied; "they
-could not help their feelings."</p>
-
-<p>"At least they might have concealed them," rejoined
-the girl, indignantly.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you always conceal yours, Angel?"</p>
-
-<p>"I do my best—I'm trying hard; I can with some
-things," she answered, "and if I were afraid, I'd
-rather die than show it."</p>
-
-<p>"I am quite certain of that," he replied, "but you
-have a stout heart, I cannot fancy your being afraid
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 178]</span>
-
-of anything. I've a letter here for Mrs. Gordon—will
-you give it to her? It will explain——" he
-hesitated.</p>
-
-<p>"—<i>me</i>," she supplemented briskly.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, she will be delighted to have you. She is
-very much alone, her husband is absorbed in his
-work—and they have no children."</p>
-
-<p>"Is she nice?" inquired his companion.</p>
-
-<p>"She is one of the best women I've ever known."</p>
-
-<p>"Yet she may be extremely disagreeable," argued
-Angela.</p>
-
-<p>"No, she is charming, and so popular. She is
-sympathetic, clear-headed, and practical—everyone
-takes their troubles to Mrs. Gordon."</p>
-
-<p>"And you are sending her your trouble by rail?"</p>
-
-<p>"Nonsense, Angel, she will look upon you as a
-great boon, and be infinitely obliged to me. I am
-sure you will like her."</p>
-
-<p>"Why should you be sure?" she protested; "sometimes
-I like the people I ought not to like, and don't
-like the people I ought to like—and there is no dependence
-on me."</p>
-
-<p>"What a way to talk," he exclaimed. "It will be
-strange if you and Mrs. Gordon don't hit it off."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you think I shall shock her—as I do you?"</p>
-
-<p>"I was not aware that I was shocked. She is a
-good woman, who is not narrow-minded, and her
-friends are many and various. Lucky is the young
-man or girl, who, on first coming out, falls into her
-sphere. There are very few people who have not
-been the better for Mrs. Gordon's influence."</p>
-
-<p>"And yet she cannot influence her own husband,"
-Remarked Angel drily. "He is still a bear."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 179]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Unfortunately he is—and a grizzly bear at that,"
-admitted Gascoigne. "He has no interest in life beyond
-his work, which includes personal ambition, a
-certain class of Persian love-songs—and perhaps—his
-liver."</p>
-
-<p>"What a mixture!" she ejaculated. "Well, I shall
-insist on his taking an interest in <i>me</i>, and before
-long, you will hear of his spouting Persian love-songs,
-as we stroll up and down among roses, and
-bul-buls."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne burst into a loud, involuntary laugh, as
-the incongruous picture tickled his imagination. His
-laugh rang down through the forest trees, and
-reached the ladies, who looked at one another with
-peculiar significance.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes," resumed Angel, "I intend to influence
-ursa Major; through him I shall influence his wife;
-through her, I shall influence the whole province. I
-shall be like a pebble thrown into a pool, whose ripples
-go far;" then in a voice, "When shall you be
-down, Philip?"</p>
-
-<p>"In three weeks or a month, and meanwhile I
-know, Angel, you will be happy with Mrs. Gordon;
-she will introduce you to the people—and show you
-the ropes."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, but I know the ropes," said Angel, kicking
-a pine cone before her, "I've not forgotten my India.
-Kind, hospitable, intimate old India, with your
-mysterious under life, your tragedies, and comedies,
-and scandals. I love you still," and she paused for
-a moment to kiss her hand to a distant peep of the
-far-away blue plains. "Can anything be more exquisite
-than this view?" she continued. "Look at
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 180]</span>
-
-the ferns and moss growing on the trees, the carpets
-of wild orchids, the stern purple mountains; I
-should like to remain in these hills—they seem to
-draw me to them. I was born in the Himalayas,
-you know. Well, I suppose I must leave them," and
-she heaved a sigh. "It is a pity, for I feel as if I
-could be so <i>good</i> up here."</p>
-
-<p>"I trust that you can be good anywhere?" said
-Gascoigne.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I don't know," she rejoined. "I am so sensitive
-to climate. I love the sunshine, it makes me
-good-natured and generous, but I always feel
-so wicked in an east wind! As for my sensations
-in a stuffy, three-berth cabin, with two sea-sick companions—but
-I spare you. By the way, one of my
-fellow-sufferers, a Mrs. Farquhar, gave me an urgent
-invitation to visit her at Umballa."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne most devoutly wished that Angel had
-accepted this offer, and thus given him even a few
-days' breathing-space.</p>
-
-<p>He looked at his ward, as she walked lightly beside
-him. She was so natural, so simple, yet so
-worldly wise; and she was distractingly pretty—not
-many men would have been so painfully anxious to
-rid themselves of such a companion.</p>
-
-<p>She would certainly turn the heads of all the
-young fellows in Marwar. What a prospect for
-him! Already he beheld himself at a wedding,
-giving away the hand of the most lovely bride.
-Yes, of course, it would not be long before Angel
-was carried off; she was a girl of unusual attractions,
-and with this hope in his heart he became quite
-hilarious. She would make a far happier marriage
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 181]</span>
-
-under his and Mrs. Gordon's auspices than under
-that of her heartless and worldly old grandmother.</p>
-
-<p>On second thoughts, Major Gascoigne accompanied
-the party the whole way to the railway, and
-saw them off, although it entailed an immense ride
-afterwards.</p>
-
-<p>He wished to despatch a long explanatory wire to
-Mrs. Gordon, so that Angel might not burst upon
-her as she had done on him; nor need the child have
-all the awkwardness of announcing herself, and producing
-her credentials. He secured tickets, saw to
-refreshments, baggage, servants, and then came the
-taking leave of the three ladies. Angel had half expected
-him to kiss her, but he merely gave her a
-warm handshake. He was very funny now, so odd,
-and stiff, and changed, yet just the same dear old
-Philip. And thus Angel set off in the little tin-pot
-railway to Marwar, where she was to live under
-Mrs. Gordon's chaperonage, turn the heads of all
-the young men, and to meet her fate. As Philip
-turned his hired pony once more towards the hill,
-and a thirty-five mile ride, leaving his own steed to
-follow, his thoughts accompanied a party in the little
-black train now panting through the Terai.</p>
-
-<p>And as he regained, late at night, his now deserted
-bungalow, his thoughts dwelt, as he smoked,
-over the extraordinary incidents of the last twenty-four
-to thirty hours. What experiences had been
-compassed into them, like a meat-lozenge of emotions.</p>
-
-<p>As in his mind's eye, her guardian again beheld
-that charming child flitting about his room; remembered
-her speaking and sunny eyes, he told himself
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 182]</span>
-
-that his ward had far surpassed his expectations.
-Surpassed?—his expectations had never ventured
-upon such an ideal, and he made up his mind that
-he would be extremely difficult to please, as her
-guardian, and that it was only some real good fellow
-who would have his consent to marry Angel. Then
-he set his memory to work. He deliberately passed
-all his friends, and his acquaintances, in critical review—no,
-there was not one of them worthy to dust
-her shoes!</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 183]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX<br /><br />
-<span class="small">A DESTROYING ANGEL</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Captain Shafto</span> was taking tea with Mrs. Gordon
-in the great important looking drawing-room,
-which befitted the wife of a Commissioner, and future
-Lieutenant-Governor. She was, although five-and-thirty,
-a strikingly attractive woman, with
-sweet dark eyes, a sympathetic voice, a graceful carriage,
-and supreme tact. On the other hand, Billy
-Shafto's beauty had been somewhat tarnished by
-several bad "go's" of fever, a series of hot seasons
-in the plains, and roughing it on an Afghan campaign,
-but he was still good-looking, popular, and
-unmarried. As his hostess was about to add sugar
-to his tea, a telegram was brought to her by a scarlet
-chuprassi, and presented with a deep salaam.</p>
-
-<p>She picked it carelessly off the salver, and, glancing
-at it, said, "It is probably from Donald to say
-he cannot be home till to-morrow—the new assessment
-is so tedious." But as she read the telegram
-she gave a little gasp, and said, "From Major
-Gascoigne. You"—and she looked at it again—"will
-never guess what it's about."</p>
-
-<p>"Of course I can," replied Shafto with the utmost
-confidence; "he is going to be married, though I'm
-blessed if I can guess to whom—everyone tells you
-first, you are the Queen of Matchmakers, and the
-universal confidante—yes, poor Phil, gone at last."</p>
-
-<p>"No, you are quite cold—try again," she said.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 184]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Again——" he repeated, and his eyes travelled
-thoughtfully round the pillared room, with its immense
-palms, imposing mirrors, and ottomans, an
-awe-inspiring official room, offering dim suggestions
-of future receptions.</p>
-
-<p>"I give it up—stop, no I don't," and he slapped
-his knee, "it's about <i>Angel</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, you are wonderfully quick, I must say, but
-why did you think of her?"</p>
-
-<p>"I always knew she'd give him trouble yet."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know about the trouble, but she has
-joined him in the hills without a moment's notice."</p>
-
-<p>Shafto gave a loud laugh. "That's Angel all the
-world over! I was always dead against Phil taking
-over charge of that girl. I knew he'd be let in. Here
-she comes out, I'll venture to say, as wild and unmanageable
-as ever. What the dickens is he going
-to do with her?"</p>
-
-<p>"Well, for the present," said Mrs. Gordon with a
-faint smile, "he is sending her down to <i>me</i>. I daresay,
-ultimately, he will arrange for her return to
-England."</p>
-
-<p>"From what I remember of Angel I fancy there
-will be two words to that. He might place her with
-some family; there are no end of girls out here now,
-as paying guests—but it's a day after the fair. As
-long as she is unmarried, he will be in hot water.
-You never know where you are with Angel, or
-where she will have you."</p>
-
-<p>"You seem to have a bad opinion of her, poor
-girl," remarked the lady.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, yes—and with good reason. What does
-Phil say?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 185]</span></p>
-
-<p>"'Angela arrived yesterday unexpectedly. Am
-sending her to you by four o'clock train. Please
-meet, and receive her, and pardon P. G.'"</p>
-
-<p>"Umph," muttered Shafto, as he folded up the
-telegram, "she will be here at ten to-morrow. Shall
-I meet her and bring her up? I knew her in pinafores."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you so much, for Donald expects me to
-be at breakfast. I will send down the carriage and
-a chuprassi, and have the room all ready."</p>
-
-<p>"I wonder what she will be like?" said the man
-with a meditative air.</p>
-
-<p>"A little creature with fluffy hair—rather silent
-and frightened," suggested the lady; and as Shafto
-always received whatever Mrs. Gordon said as gospel,
-he was searching for the counterpart of this
-description in the morning train. Mrs. Flant and
-her sister greeted him agreeably, and he explained
-that he had not come to meet them—but that Mrs.
-Gordon had sent him to receive a friend.</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps I am the individual," suggested a tall,
-striking-looking pretty girl; "is her name Gascoigne?"</p>
-
-<p>"You don't mean to say that you are Angel?" he
-exclaimed, grasping her hand; "I never would have
-known you."</p>
-
-<p>"No," rather drily, "but I recognise you. You
-are Captain Shafto." He coloured with pleasure, till
-she added, "who always so strongly disapproved of
-me."</p>
-
-<p>"Now, there your excellent memory is at fault,"
-was his mendacious reply, "who could ever have disapproved
-of <i>you</i>?" for he had fallen in love with
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 186]</span>
-
-this smiling vision on the spot. "Let me get your
-luggage out—I suppose your ayah is somewhere—the
-carriage is here," and he bustled about, proud
-and important, and all the way back to the Commissioner's,
-as they sat opposite to one another in
-the roomy landau, Shafto the Scorner was feverishly
-endeavoring to win the smiles and good will
-of this exquisite and rather disdainful Angel. He
-was her first victim—and by no means the last.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon welcomed the traveller warmly,
-kissed her, took her to her best guest chamber, and
-sent her in a <i>recherché</i> breakfast.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile she read the epistle that was, so to
-speak, Angel's letter of credit. So she had escaped
-from her grandmother, and all the stimulating froth
-of modern society, and cast herself into the arms of
-her guardian. Poor, poor Philip! never a ladies'
-man—though many women found him most interesting
-and attractive—what was he to do, with this
-wild and beautiful ward?</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>In a surprisingly short time Miss Gascoigne had
-made her presence felt in Marwar. Mrs. Gordon
-had submitted to be enslaved; her stolid, self-engrossed
-husband had expressed his admiration,
-Shafto was her bond servant, and within a week
-Mrs. Gordon, popular Mrs. Gordon, had never remembered
-in all her experience such a rush of young
-men's cards and calls. Angel had unpacked her
-pretty toilettes—toilettes that threw her mother's
-home-made costumes completely into the shade—which
-she wore with an every-day grace. Lovely,
-fascinating, maddening, was the station verdict, as
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 187]</span>
-
-they saw the girl in carriage, or on horseback; such
-a creature had not adorned for twenty years, and
-oh! what a charge for Philip Gascoigne. Meanwhile
-Angel revived old memories, captured the affections
-of Mrs. Gordon, threw out many queries
-respecting Philip, and embarked on a series of flirtations.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Flant and Miss Ball at first posed to the
-station as her original friends and sponsors. They
-were important on the subject; she had been given
-into their care by Major Gascoigne, and it was
-with them that she had travelled from Khartgodam.
-She was a delightful companion, so amusing
-and so vivacious. But as days flew by a change
-came o'er the spirit of their dream, for among the
-crowd who had flocked to Angela's standard was a
-certain Mr. Tarletan in the D. P. W., who had
-sworn, or, at least whispered, allegiance to Fanny
-Ball. This put a completely new complexion on Angela's
-character. Miss Ball was some years over
-thirty, a slender young woman, whose admirers and
-good looks were visibly deserting her, and her sister
-was painfully anxious to see Fanny settled. Fanny
-had been foolish, and let so many good chances slip
-through her fingers; Mr. Tarletan represented the
-last of these; it was really a most serious matter.
-He had been asked to the house, lavishly entertained,
-and taken out to dances; he had spent a
-whole expensive month with the Flants in the hills,
-on the strength of his attentions: did the man suppose
-he was going to get out of that for <i>nothing</i>?
-But this mean-spirited miscreant ignored all bonds
-and claims, and prostrated himself at the feet of the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 188]</span>
-
-adorable Angel. His greetings to Mrs. Flant were
-offhand and brief, his answers to her questions curt,
-his pressing engagements fictional. As he had
-seven hundred rupees a month, and good prospects,
-Mrs. Flant was not going to suffer him to escape;
-she accordingly turned to her most seasoned and formidable
-weapon—her tongue.</p>
-
-<p>As soon as Mrs. Flant began to "talk" there were
-whispers; hitherto there were no two male opinions
-respecting Miss Gascoigne's beauty, her figure, her
-vivacity, her charm—now there were no two female
-opinions respecting her—reputation. Mrs. Scott had
-requested Mrs. Gordon in a peculiarly pointed manner,
-not to bring Miss Gascoigne to her dance, and
-Mrs. Gordon had replied with stately emphasis:
-"Certainly not, and I shall remain at home with my
-guest." Then Mrs. Scott had grown pink, red, scarlet—a
-Commissioner's wife is a dangerous woman
-to snub (in India), and Mrs. Gordon was the wife
-of a Commissioner. "Of course you are the last to
-hear the station scandal," she burst out, "and there
-is such a thing as being too charitable. You don't
-know what people are saying about Philip Gascoigne
-and his—ward."</p>
-
-<p>"You need not hesitate. She is his ward—what
-more?"</p>
-
-<p>"When Mrs. Flant discovered——"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Mrs. Flant is a Christopher Columbus for—new
-scandals and mare's nests."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, at any rate, she surprised Major Gascoigne
-and his ward in a lonely bungalow in the
-hills, perfectly happy and at home together. She
-says she believes they were there for weeks."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 189]</span></p>
-
-<p>"And even so?"</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Gordon," rising and evidently preparing to
-shake the dust off her feet, "if you had young people—you
-would never be so lax. Miss Gascoigne is
-pretty in a certain odd French style—she is grown
-up, and what is Major Gascoigne?"</p>
-
-<p>"Her guardian—her mother——"</p>
-
-<p>"No," interrupting wildly; "an attractive bachelor
-in the prime of life—many people consider him
-the handsomest man in the station."</p>
-
-<p>"But what has that got to do with the question?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, my dear Mrs. Gordon!" Here Mrs. Scott
-shrugged her shoulders, and with a dramatic "Good
-afternoon," stalked out of the great drawing-room.
-It was in the air, and in people's eyes. Mrs. Gordon
-felt it, and saw it, although Angel at her side, all
-white muslin, and smiles, was as innocent as any
-May-day lamb, who fails to see in the approaching
-figure in a blue overall—the arbiter of its fate.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Whilst the station was simmering to boiling-point,
-Major Gascoigne returned to Marwar, and dined at
-the Gordons' on the night of his arrival. He arrived
-late, just in time to take his partner in to dinner; it
-was not a so-called "Burra Khana," but merely a
-friendly informal affair, half-a-dozen of the station
-boys, a couple "passing through," Angel, and himself.
-As for Angel, it seemed to him that his prognostications
-had been fulfilled. She looked brilliantly
-lovely, yes, that was the adjective, her colour was
-like a rose, her eyes shone. She carried herself with
-an air, though she chattered any quantity of fascinating
-nonsense. She was irresistible, and all the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 190]</span>
-
-boys bowed down before her, like the sheaves of
-Joseph's brethren.</p>
-
-<p>He thought Mrs. Gordon looked a little worn and
-anxious, possibly her Indian bear had been unusually
-selfish and savage. Poor woman, when she married
-Gordon twelve years previously, a pretty, simple
-country clergyman's daughter, longing to see the
-East, and strongly recommended to the bear by his
-maiden aunts—he had come home to look for a wife
-precisely as he would for a camera or a bicycle—she
-little dreamt of the life that she was doomed to live,
-the stones for bread, the serpents for fish, and yet
-how she kept her sorrows to herself, what reticence,
-self-control, and womanly dignity; who ever
-heard her complain of a hard taskmaster, his iron
-rule, and her barren life?</p>
-
-<p>After dinner Angel sang; it seemed to be expected
-as part of the evening's entertainment. Major
-Gascoigne leant against the wall in the background,
-and marvelled and listened. She stood behind her
-accompanist and facing the room, and when Angel
-opened her mouth to sing she still continued to look
-charming. She wore a white dress trimmed with
-shining silver, it had a low neck and long sleeves,
-according to the fashion; a few crimson roses were
-fastened in the bodice, a little chain and locket
-encircled her long throat; the expression of her eyes
-was interesting to watch—what passion lay dormant
-in those deep blue orbs—who would be the happy
-man on whom they would ultimately smile? There
-was no question that his ward possessed the fatal
-gift, and he could hardly realise that this charming,
-enchanting and destroying Angel was the little forlorn
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 191]</span>
-
-creature whom he had educated and befriended.
-He thought of her grandmother's furious letter,
-which had swiftly followed on the runaway; it was
-evidently written when the heart of the writer was
-hot within her. It said, "Angel is her mother's own
-daughter, though I was never brought into personal
-contact with that adventuress, who robbed me of
-my youngest son. It was about this woman that we
-quarrelled, her daughter and I; in a fury she left me,
-and fled to you; regardless of appearances, duty, or
-gratitude. I wash my hands of her absolutely, and
-I deplore your fate."</p>
-
-<p>When the party was breaking up, Philip Gascoigne
-snatched a few words with his ward, who
-was closely invested by her admirers. They were
-planning a riding party for the following morning;
-any number of perfect horses were preferred for her
-selection, her usual mount being lame.</p>
-
-<p>"I will send over a pretty little Arab, that will
-carry you perfectly," suggested her guardian.</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you very much, Philip, but I've almost
-decided to ride Captain de Horsay's polo pony, who
-can't bear women, and shies when he sees one—riding
-him will be an experience."</p>
-
-<p>"You may say so," put in Captain de Horsay's
-rival, "much better ride my stud bred—you'll never
-hold him."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I shall try, and if he bolts, he can boast
-that he ran away with a lady, and his character as
-a woman-hater will be gone. Yes, please, Captain
-de Horsay, I'll have Schopenhauer at half-past six."</p>
-
-<p>The riding party, which consisted of Mrs. Gordon,
-Angel, Philip, and four men, duly came off,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 192]</span>
-
-and though Schopenhauer ran away with the lady,
-she thought it great fun, but the pony's excitability
-and eccentricities precluded all chance of enjoying a
-comfortable <i>tête-à-tête</i> with anyone. She was, however,
-an admirable horsewoman, whatever her driving
-might be, and the black pony had undoubtedly
-met his match. Gascoigne took leave of the party
-outside the Commissioner's bungalow, and galloped
-straight home. As he entered his cool sitting-room,
-he was rather surprised to discover the station chaplain
-occupying his own especial arm-chair.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 193]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI<br /><br />
-<span class="small">"THINK IT OVER"</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The Reverend Arthur Eliot</span>, "Padre Eliot," as his
-people called him, was a notable figure in society,
-an active, well-built man of six or seven and thirty,
-with a square, clean-shaven face and an exceedingly
-sweet smile. He never preached longer than fifteen
-minutes, he was an admirable bowler, played a hard
-set of tennis and sang a good song. All this went
-far to account for his popularity. He was also unmarried—though
-this in India is unimportant—but,
-more than all, he was a fearless, outspoken pastor,
-whose example and works did far more good
-amongst his flock, especially the young men, than
-constant services and ornate ritual.</p>
-
-<p>He worked indefatigably among the soldiers
-and Eurasians, their wives and children, and strove
-to provide occupation and amusement for them all,
-fully endorsing Dr. Watt's opinion respecting "Satan
-and idle hands." In sickness and in health it
-was the Padre they all turned to, and many a poor
-soul had leaned on his arm, as it groped its way to
-another world. He lived plainly and simply in a
-little cheap bungalow, and was a near neighbour to
-Major Gascoigne, between whom and himself there
-existed a most cordial friendship. The Padre was
-such a busy man that Gascoigne knew, the instant he
-saw him, that only important business had brought
-him to call in the golden hours of the morning.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 194]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Hullo, Gascoigne," he said cheerily, as he entered,
-"I am glad to see you back."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, thank you, only arrived last night. I've
-had a tremendously big job up the hills—they all
-seemed determined to run down into the plains; I
-never remember such rains," and he threw himself
-into a chair, and tossed his cap on the table.</p>
-
-<p>"And now you are home for good," said the
-Padre, and his face took a more serious expression,
-as he sat erect and crumpled his terai hat in his vigorous
-hands.</p>
-
-<p>"Look here, Gascoigne," he continued with an
-effort, "I've come to have a good square jaw with
-you, about something that will be disagreeable, but
-you know it's the Padre's duty to stand in the forefront,
-when talking has to be done."</p>
-
-<p>"I know," assented his companion. "I suppose
-you want me to take back Johnson, the overseer—I
-honestly would if I could—I'm sorry for his family—I've
-given him two chances."</p>
-
-<p>"My dear fellow," interrupted the chaplain,
-stretching out his hand, "it is not that at all. I've
-come to speak to you about Miss Gascoigne, your
-ward."</p>
-
-<p>"What about Miss Gascoigne?" inquired her
-cousin. His manner stiffened, and his voice assumed
-an Arctic coolness.</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose you know how a station gossips—in
-the billiard-room, barracks, and bazaar?"</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose I do," he said contemptuously.</p>
-
-<p>"Have you any notion of the talk there has been
-respecting Miss Gascoigne?"</p>
-
-<p>"Every new-comer has to pass through that ordeal—by
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 195]</span>
-
-tongue," interrupted the other man with a
-gesture of impatience.</p>
-
-<p>"Please allow me to finish," protested his friend
-gravely. "Of course you are not likely to hear a
-breath—no one would venture to tell you; but the
-air is thick with rumours concerning your cousin
-and yourself."</p>
-
-<p>"And where do I come in?" he asked sharply, "in
-what character?"</p>
-
-<p>"The usual character a man assumes when a very
-pretty woman is in question—the <i>rôle</i> of lover."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne kicked over a footstool, and rose to his
-feet. He had grown suddenly white.</p>
-
-<p>"Who dares to couple our names in that way?" he
-asked hoarsely. The veins in his temples swelled,
-and his eyes flashed.</p>
-
-<p>"Most people," was the staggering reply; "you
-see, you and she were alone at your forest bungalow.
-Mrs. Flant has been drawing a highly-coloured picture
-of your <i>ménage</i>—she has thrown out hints."</p>
-
-<p>"To which no one who knows her will listen,"
-broke in Gascoigne.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, I regret to say, that there is a large class
-who like to hear ill-doings attributed to others—especially
-when those others have been <i>sans peur</i>, and
-<i>sans reproche</i>."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne stared at the Padre for some seconds.
-At last he spoke. "I'll tell you the plain facts, Eliot.
-Ten years ago I adopted my little cousin, and took
-over the charge from her dying mother. I sent the
-child to England and educated her; latterly her
-grandmother has given her a home. They have had
-a violent quarrel, and the impulsive girl came
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 196]</span>
-
-straight off to me. She arrived exactly two hours
-before Mrs. Flant and her sister. I need scarcely
-say that her unexpected descent embarrassed me a
-good deal. That's the whole affair—I know it is
-unnecessary to explain myself to you"——</p>
-
-<p>"Quite," was the laconic reply, "but you are in an
-awkward position, as guardian to a young lady; and
-one of such a remarkable and out of the common
-character. When you accepted the post she was
-a child—now you have a beautiful woman on your
-hands. You are a young man, and unmarried. This
-gives the enemy occasion to blaspheme."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne muttered something which is absolutely
-unsuitable for print. Aloud he said, "I wish I were
-seventy years of age. I suppose that would shut
-people's mouths?"</p>
-
-<p>"It would simplify matters, certainly," acquiesced
-the Padre. "Miss Gascoigne did an extraordinarily
-foolish thing when she rushed out to India and
-hurled herself into your charge. She never realised
-the gravity of the step she was taking. I gather that
-she is a girl to act first, and then to sit down and
-think? In the present instance she will have to sit
-down and repent in sackcloth and ashes for the injury
-she has done to herself—and you."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, never mind me," broke in his companion
-impatiently, "what is to be done about her? I cannot
-offer her a home here—I cannot leave her with the
-Gordons—I have promised not to send her back to
-England—what <i>am</i> I to do?" and Gascoigne, who
-had been pacing the room with his hands behind his
-back, suddenly came to a halt, directly in front of his
-pastor.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 197]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Why cannot you have her to live here?" asked
-Mr. Eliot, gravely.</p>
-
-<p>"Why?" echoed the other man, "good Lord—is
-not your visit a plain answer to the question? If
-people are such brutes as to make a scandal out of—"</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Eliot extended his hand with a gesture of
-deprecation.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, then, go on," said Gascoigne impatiently;
-"tell me what I can do? Say the word."</p>
-
-<p>"You can—marry her," was the totally unexpected
-answer.</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne's reply was equally astonishing; it took
-the form of a long pause, and then a loud derisive
-laugh. "I—marry Angel!" he cried at last. "Excuse
-me, but the idea is too absurd."</p>
-
-<p>"I fail to see anything ridiculous about it," rejoined
-the Padre. "I think it would be a capital
-match. You are a man in the prime of life, she is
-a charming girl—is there any just cause or impediment?"</p>
-
-<p>"Twenty."</p>
-
-<p>"Give me one, then," he asked impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>"She is a mere child."</p>
-
-<p>"No; she is a grown-up woman."</p>
-
-<p>"We—would be a most incongruous couple, a
-butterfly, and a black working ant."</p>
-
-<p>"I cannot see that."</p>
-
-<p>"Besides, Angel is not to be disposed of in such a
-summary fashion; she would laugh at the bare
-idea."</p>
-
-<p>"Is she not well disposed to you?" and Padre
-Eliot eyed him searchingly.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 198]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes; as a child she was extremely fond of
-me."</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>On revient toujours a ses premiers amours</i>,'"
-quoted his visitor with significance.</p>
-
-<p>"Eliot, you are a clever fellow, and my friend,"
-said Gascoigne, suddenly, "but you are neither
-going to talk me, or quote me, into matrimony. I
-have never—that is to say, not for years—thought
-of marrying."</p>
-
-<p>"Then it is time you did," rejoined his visitor,
-with decision. "It is a great mistake for a man to
-put off marrying too long; marriage is an honourable
-estate. It is not good for man to live alone."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I find the estate extremely comfortable.
-There was peace in Eden till Eve appeared, and I,
-too, can quote scripture, 'Physician, heal <i>thyself</i>.'"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I thought you knew," and Mr. Eliot's face
-grew grave; "I've had my romance—she died."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne did not reply.</p>
-
-<p>"I've had my romance—she jilted me," he merely
-said.</p>
-
-<p>"I did not know."</p>
-
-<p>"Pardon me, I'm sorry for you; but marriage
-would change the whole current of my life."</p>
-
-<p>"And make it deeper and broader and more
-unselfish," suggested his visitor.</p>
-
-<p>"I never realised that I was selfish—I expect I
-am! I like my own way, my own pursuits, my own
-friends. I would be selfish, indeed, if I brought a
-gay young life to share my fossilised routine.
-Eliot," he continued, still more forcibly, "speaking
-as man to man, surely there is some way of escape
-from this situation? Help me, for my mind is not
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 199]</span>
-
-fruitful in devices. I am thinking of Angel, not
-of myself. Is she to be compelled to marry a man
-she has always looked on as a sort of uncle, simply
-because a wicked woman has started an infernal
-scandal? What is your opinion?"</p>
-
-<p>"You have already had it," now rising. "I have
-told you what I came here to say. Scandal is hard
-to stifle, even when it has not a tittle of foundation—evil
-minds continue to repeat. 'There is no
-smoke without a fire.' I believe there is no fire,
-nothing but the cold, wet sticks of early companionship.
-I say, that I know you to be a good fellow,
-Gascoigne; Miss Angel is a beautiful, high-spirited,
-warm-hearted girl. Accept what fate sends you—marry
-her if you can, and be thankful."</p>
-
-<p>"That is your last word?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; I say no more. Think it over, my dear
-fellow," and here he laid his hand affectionately on
-the shoulder of his friend; "you might see Mrs. Gordon.
-Women are instinctively clever and quick-witted
-in these affairs. Think it over," and with
-this injunction Mr. Eliot put his terai hat on his
-head, and hastily took his departure.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>For some time after the Padre had left him,
-Major Gascoigne remained sitting in a chair,
-mentally benumbed. By-and-by he roused himself
-with an effort, and set all his wits to work upon
-the subject so brusquely brought to his knowledge.
-The more he reviewed the question, the less he liked
-it. He knew how a breath of gossip can tarnish
-a stainless name, whether at home or abroad; how
-no amount of rubbing will remove the speck of rust
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 200]</span>
-
-which eats it away. Poor Eliot, he was sorry he had
-raked up a dead memory. Eliot was too emotional,
-too sensitive about his flock, very easily frightened—and
-all parsons were match-makers. There must
-be <i>some</i> way out of the wood. He would change
-his clothes at once, swallow some breakfast, and ride
-over and talk the thing out with Mrs. Gordon. She
-was generally sewing or writing all the morning in
-the north verandah. Then he suddenly recalled the
-fact that his hostess had seemed a little grave and
-preoccupied the previous evening; that once or twice
-he had caught her gazing at him with a mysterious
-expression—that once or twice she had been about
-to say something to him during the morning ride,
-and paused; and that she had given him an unusually
-pressing invitation to "come over soon—and tell
-her all the news."</p>
-
-<p>Major Gascoigne was perfectly correct in his
-surmise. As he walked up to the north verandah,
-Mrs. Gordon rose, and held out her hand; in the
-other were several letters.</p>
-
-<p>"Do come and sit down," she said. "You are
-the very person I was thinking about, and particularly
-wish to see." As she concluded she held up a
-letter, and said: "This is <i>all</i> about you."</p>
-
-<p>"Then it is bound to be stupid," he rejoined, heaving
-a dog out of a chair, and taking its place. "I've
-come over to have a talk with you—great wits,
-you see, jump together; but, bar all jokes, I shall be
-glad if your wit will clear up a puzzle for me."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon looked at him inquiringly, and
-faintly coloured as she said:</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 201]</span></p>
-
-<p>"You have had a visit from Mr. Eliot, good,
-brave man."</p>
-
-<p>"Good, yes; but there was no particular question
-of courage," said Major Gascoigne, rather sharply.
-"Did you fear I would knock him down, or shoot
-him?" and his tone was sarcastic.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm thinking of moral courage," she answered
-quickly. "It required a certain amount to go and
-beard you—and tell you—that you had been tried
-by the tribunal of the station and sentenced to—marry——"</p>
-
-<p>"Angel," he supplemented, half under his breath.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, it appears that Mrs. Flant has been assiduously
-spreading reports," continued his companion,
-"and nothing will appease Mrs. Grundy—short of—your
-marriage."</p>
-
-<p>"And is it not shameful?" he broke out, with a
-ring of passion in his voice, "that I should have to
-marry that poor child, in order to shut Mrs. Flant's
-mouth?"</p>
-
-<p>"To shut everyone's mouth," corrected Mrs. Gordon;
-"even Donald says it is desirable. Mrs. Flant
-has the pen of a ready writer, as well as hosts of
-correspondents—she has a hideous mind, and, you
-see, you were promoted over her brother's head."</p>
-
-<p>"Simply because he was incompetent. An unmitigated
-duffer—his work was notorious. I'm still
-patching and repairing and destroying."</p>
-
-<p>"I always thought it was a hazardous experiment,
-your taking charge of Angel," observed Mrs. Gordon,
-as she meditatively surveyed her visitor.</p>
-
-<p>What a handsome fellow he was! with his sun-bronzed,
-clear-cut face—at present clouded with
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 202]</span>
-
-gloom. What an excellent husband he would make;
-it was a pity he was unmarried, and only (she secretly
-felt assured) some extraordinarily tidal wave
-of circumstance such as the present, would ever
-sweep him into the net matrimonial. He would be
-so much happier with a wife. And Angel? With a
-woman's instinctive knowledge of another, Mrs.
-Gordon knew that Angel—beautiful, bewitching,
-fascinating Angel—loved no one as she did this
-good-looking, dark-eyed cousin, who lay back in his
-chair with his hands locked behind his head, his gaze
-riveted on his well-cut riding boots, and an expression
-of tragic protestation on his countenance.</p>
-
-<p>Angel was not in love yet. She loved him (there
-is a difference)—she loved him as the champion of
-her childhood, the bond between her and her mother,
-her ideal, champion, and friend. This love was well
-hidden away from all unsympathetic eyes, for Angel
-had made no foolish boast, when she had declared
-that she would conceal her feelings, but the love, a
-rare, strong, pure love, was there.</p>
-
-<p>Once or twice it had peeped out timidly, and Mrs.
-Gordon had seen it. She was a born match-maker;
-of her matches she was inordinately proud, and generally
-with good reason. She felt that she had contributed
-to the happiness of many, and that, just at
-the critical moment, she had supplied the little look,
-or hint, or word, that brought the whole story to a
-happy ending.</p>
-
-<p>As she sat with her eyes fastened reflectively on
-her visitor, she rapidly made up her mind that he
-should marry Angel. The "talk" would eventually
-blow over; in fact, if she were to dress herself up as
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 203]</span>
-
-a Japanese, or a negress, and go to the club, the talk
-would instantly be diverted to herself. So much
-for talk! Here was a tide in Philip's affairs and
-Angel's, and she resolved to take it at the flood.</p>
-
-<p>"I think you and Angel would be an ideal
-couple," she said. "I'm sure you would make her
-happy."</p>
-
-<p>"What!" he exclaimed, struggling back out of a
-day dream; "you are not in earnest?"</p>
-
-<p>"You would be April and July."</p>
-
-<p>"No, but a March hare, and a Michaelmas
-goose," he retorted, scornfully. "I'm much too old
-for her."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon made no effort to combat this statement—her
-husband was seventeen years her senior.
-Was not her bleak married life an awful warning to
-other girls?</p>
-
-<p>"She would have someone to lean on," she resumed;
-"someone to guide her."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not sure that she'd care about <i>that</i>," her
-visitor protested, with a short laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"She always—liked you—she likes you still. The
-king can do no wrong," she urged, insistently.</p>
-
-<p>"He would do her a great wrong if he asked her
-to be his queen to silence lying tongues. A gay
-young fellow of five-and-twenty, who dances well
-and is a good polo player, is far more in Angel's
-line that I am—even supposing she would have
-me—which she would not." Here Mrs. Gordon
-made a gesture of dissent. "I'm too settled in my
-ways. After a man passes the twenties, and gets on
-into the thirties without marrying, he does not want
-a wife—she's a sort of extra."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 204]</span></p>
-
-<p>"What heresy," cried his listener, indignantly.</p>
-
-<p>"Besides, you know, I—was once—in love with
-another girl."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes; but that was twelve years ago," said
-his listener, quickly; "she is no girl now. You
-cannot pretend you have not got over that. We
-all know that men's hearts, like crabs' claws, grow
-again."</p>
-
-<p>"What heresy," he repeated, with a laugh; "but,
-come, Mrs. Gordon, let us be serious. Surely you
-can suggest some nice retired family in a hill
-station who would receive Angel? I'll allow her
-four hundred a year—a family with girls preferred."</p>
-
-<p>"No," she replied; "for although Mrs. Flant's
-hints are abominable falsehoods, her lie has had
-three weeks' start. Whilst you have been absent it
-has been travelling rapidly, and growing like a
-snowball. How are you to overtake it? and what
-family of girls would receive a young woman—with
-a—story?" The lady's methods were cruel, but it
-was all for the good of the subject, and his ultimate
-happiness; the end justified the means. "Angela's
-name has been bandied about; you must change it
-from Miss to Mrs."</p>
-
-<p>"I'll be——" he began, and pulled himself up. "I
-shall go straight off to Mrs. Flant, and cram her
-words down her throat, and make her eat them. If
-she were a man, I declare, I would flog her. What
-is her tale?"</p>
-
-<p>"Merely a hill idyll—which she discovered one
-stormy evening."</p>
-
-<p>"But Angel came out in the <i>Arabia</i>; she had only
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 205]</span>
-
-the start of Mrs. Flant by about one hundred moments,
-and there are two hundred witnesses to prove
-it."</p>
-
-<p>"True, but if you make a stir, you stir up mud,"
-was Mrs. Gordon's damping rejoinder. "You will
-make matters worse. At present, talk is confined
-within a certain limited radius; surely you don't
-wish Angel to be the talk of India?"</p>
-
-<p>Here came Angel running, in a flowing, white
-gown, with a note in her hand. She was accompanied
-by two frolicking puppies, and looked like
-the spirit of youth.</p>
-
-<p>"Good morning again, Philip," she said; then
-glancing at her friend, she continued, "I declare, you
-two are like a couple of conspirators—where is the
-dark lantern? Who is to be the victim?"</p>
-
-<p>"You are," was Mrs. Gordon's unexpected reply.
-"We are meditating carrying you off into camp for
-six weeks."</p>
-
-<p>"How delightful—there's nothing I shall enjoy so
-much. Are you going to invite Philip?" glancing
-at him.</p>
-
-<p>"I don't think I can get away," he stammered—"at
-least, not for more than a couple of days at a
-time."</p>
-
-<p>"I always had an idea that there was next to no
-work in India; that it was all racing and polo, and
-dancing and flirting."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, my dear child, you see you were wrong,"
-said Mrs. Gordon. "Who is the note from, my
-dear?"</p>
-
-<p>"Only a line from Miss Lennox, to say that she
-and her sister regret that they cannot come over to
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 206]</span>
-
-have a game of tennis this evening—such a funny
-stiff little note," and she tendered it to her hostess
-between two fingers, whilst Mrs. Gordon's and
-Major Gascoigne's eyes met in a glance of quick
-significance.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>As Major Gascoigne was walking home across
-the parade-ground, a pony-carriage and pair of fat
-Pegu ponies drew up on the road, and awaited him.
-Then a lady's head was poked out from under the
-hood, and a smiling face, crowned by an Ellwood
-helmet, said:</p>
-
-<p>"So pleased to see you back again."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you, Mrs. Wiggins," he rejoined.</p>
-
-<p>"I want to be the first to congratulate you on your
-beautiful cousin—she is lovely—everyone is talking
-of her, and no wonder. And when is it to be?"</p>
-
-<p>"When is—what to be?" he asked stiffly.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, come, come, you need not play the ostrich
-with me," and with a laugh and a flip at her ponies,
-the lady rattled rapidly away, and subsequently
-bragged of her encounter.</p>
-
-<p>Angel's guardian frequently visited to the Commissioner's
-bungalow. He came to dine, to early
-tea, to ride, to accompany Angel and Mrs. Gordon to
-church or the band. Angel was radiantly happy,
-and, thanks to her friend's precautions, totally unconscious
-of the net which was closing round herself
-and Philip. Mrs. Gordon was merely an interested
-looker-on, she saw both sides of the drama, she was
-both before and behind the scenes. On one side
-there was Major Gascoigne, restrained, reserved,
-reluctant, and yet who could resist the charm of the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 207]</span>
-
-daily companionship of the delightful girl who was
-his ward? There was Angel, whose whole mind
-seemed to be centred in the wish to please Philip—and
-to wonder what he thought of her?</p>
-
-<p>Public opinion was favourable to the marriage—public
-opinion was strong. Those who envied Major
-Gascoigne his careless bachelor life, those who
-resented his lack of reciprocity, those mothers whom
-he had disappointed, all desired to hurry him to the
-altar.</p>
-
-<p>He could resist, but he had decided not to resist,
-for, after all, Angel was the most beautiful and
-charming girl he knew. She was unspoiled, he
-believed that she cared for him, and that he could
-make her happy.</p>
-
-<p>Under these reassuring reflections, he decided to
-accept his fate—Angel. It was not a hard fate, a
-fate much envied of many, and particularly—of all
-people—by Shafto. It was true that he had spoken
-of marriage as a mere "episode" in a man's life—he
-trusted the opinion would never reach Angel's ears.
-He was not madly, wildly, in love, no—but he
-thought he would be lucky if she became his wife.</p>
-
-<p>He would prefer to remain unmarried for the
-next ten years, and carve out his career unweighted
-with an encumbrance. Truly, these were very cold-blooded
-ideas to be harboured by the lover of a
-bewitching beauty of nineteen. On the other hand,
-when he became grey, and stiff in the joints, and
-the meridian of life and its glories had waned, he
-would be nothing but a lonely, leather-faced veteran,
-with not a soul belonging to him, and with no one
-to whom he could leave his money, except Angel's
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 208]</span>
-
-children. Again the charm of his independent life
-rose into his vision, his happy, quiet hours, his beloved
-book, his absorbing interest for his work.
-Must this all be relinquished? Was it true, as a
-comrade had declared, that his heart was composed
-of an entrenchment tool? Swayed this way, and
-that, Philip was ashamed of his vacillation.</p>
-
-<p>For once he found himself in strange conflict with
-his own character. The faculty of promptly making
-up his mind—what had become of it? Fresh from
-the charm of Angel's voice and manner, he determined
-to speak the very next day.</p>
-
-<p>But when the morning came, the cool, clear morning,
-it brought counsel, it brought a multitude of
-papers that absorbed all his thoughts and time.
-After several hours of this detachment, his mind
-returned to the attitude of indecision, his ideas were
-again readjusted.</p>
-
-<p>Whilst Philip was thus balancing his feeling and
-weighing the <i>pros</i> and <i>cons</i>, the Gordons went away
-into camp, for the Commissioner's usual cold
-weather tour, and they took Angel with them.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 209]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">"A WHITE ELEPHANT AND A WHITE ROSE"</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> tour of a Commissioner in camp in the cold
-weather means a march from place to place, visiting
-certain villages and districts, holding official courts
-for the inhabitants, granting interviews, receiving
-petitions, looking into taxation and the working of
-the code, inspecting new works—such as canals and
-roads—and perhaps opening a local hospital, or
-attending some high native feast. The tour is intended
-to bring the great man into touch with the
-people. The camp is struck every morning soon
-after dawn, and the party ride on to the next encampment
-(there are invariably two sets of tents).
-Here they arrive in time for early breakfast, after
-which the chief transacts business, then comes the
-evening ride, a little shooting, a group round the log
-fire, and early to bed. Such is the usual programme,
-and as far as the working portion was concerned, an
-exact epitome of Mr. Gordon's routine, but he rarely
-went for an evening ride, and seldom joined his wife
-and her guest by the camp fire, and the two ladies
-appeared gracefully resigned to his desertion.
-Donald Gordon's manners were gruff, his conversation
-monosyllabic, his opinions startling; for instance,
-he had been heard to suggest the lethal chamber
-for half the women who were born! By a
-strange paradox, he burnt much midnight oil, writing
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 210]</span>
-
-his great Persian epic, in praise of the beautiful
-Shireen—Queen of Chrosroes of the Golden Spears—and
-her lover, Ferhad the sculptor. But this
-streak of romance in his character never appeared in
-broad daylight; the midnight poet, with his rushing
-pen, his eyes aflame, one hand grasping his red,
-flowing beard, was by midday surly, hard-headed,
-rugged Donald Gordon, the clear-sighted, prompt,
-able administrator, who managed the great area
-over which he ruled, and his various collectors and
-subordinates, with amazing address; who said aloud
-things that others scarcely dared to whisper, was a
-pillar of the Empire, and a genius in his way.</p>
-
-<p>Angel Gascoigne, who shared in all the pomp
-and circumstance of the Commissioner's semi-royal
-progress, enjoyed this, her first experience of a
-camp, most thoroughly. The life was interesting, it
-was novel, it never hasted, never rested—what more
-could any girl desire? The beautiful tract through
-which they passed, be it snipe district or tiger district,
-waving crops, or forest lands, impressed the
-new-comer with its free atmosphere, the Biblical
-simplicity of the lives of the people, odd bits of folklore,
-and the weird stories connected with their
-camping-grounds, each and all appealed to Angel's
-quick imagination. She and her hostess enjoyed
-many rides and walks, explorations, and <i>tête-à-tête</i>
-discussions, though occasionally a police officer or a
-collector joined the camp for a day or two, and then
-the talk at dinner veered towards the revenue, the
-floods, or the records. Now and then Major Gascoigne
-cut across the country, caught up the party,
-and remained a short time. Angel hailed these visits
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 211]</span>
-
-with a deep but secret joy—though he by no means
-gave her the lion's share of his attention—it was a
-<i>solitude à trois</i>. He brought books and papers,
-which he read to the ladies as they worked under the
-trees; he brought them scraps of news, the latest
-station joke; he brought with him a quickened enjoyment
-of the lazy, long days, and when he departed,
-he left them the anticipation of his return.</p>
-
-<p>One evening Mrs. Gordon was detained by a servant
-just as they were about to start for a stroll,
-and Major Gascoigne and his cousin went on alone.
-They left the white tents behind them, and sauntered
-down to a ruined well, such as one sees in the prints
-of Rebecca, or the Woman of Samaria. When they
-had reached it, Angel sat down on a broken step and
-said, "Let us wait here—she won't be long," nodding
-towards the distant camp. "I have something
-to show you," she continued, looking up at her companion.
-"I have had a long letter from grandmamma
-this mail."</p>
-
-<p>"Really?" he exclaimed; "and what has she to
-say?"</p>
-
-<p>"That she misses me dreadfully, and is sorry for
-our quarrel. If I will forgive her, she will forgive
-me, and will be glad if I will return to live with her—for
-nothing."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne gave a faint exclamation of surprise.</p>
-
-<p>"She will lodge my passage money at once," continued
-the girl. "I have only to send a wire—perhaps
-you would read her letter?" and she held it up to
-him. Philip took it and read it over, slowly; Lady
-Augusta's writing was scratchy and illegible, but he
-gathered that she was devoted to her grandchild, and
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 212]</span>
-
-the whole epistle breathed a passionate longing to
-see her once more.</p>
-
-<p>Yes, it was all very well, he said to himself, as he
-mechanically folded up the letter, but why should
-an injurious influence be exerted over this fresh
-young life? Angel, although such an old, worldly-wise
-child of nine, was, thanks to Miss Morton, and
-a curious twist in her own character, as simple as
-nine, at the age of nineteen, simple-minded and sincere,
-for all her gay flirtations and her physical sorceries.</p>
-
-<p>Yet this letter was the key to his difficulties. If
-Angel returned home to her grandmother, the Lady
-Augusta Gascoigne, who dared lift up a voice
-against her?—and he was free! He looked at the
-girl's profile against the crimson sunset, and asked
-himself, Was he free? Had he not, like all her
-acquaintance, fallen under the spell of this charming,
-bewitching, destroying Angel? What was she
-thinking about as she sat motionless, her face turned
-fixedly towards the West—that she would return to
-the West once more? No, no, no. He would never
-suffer her to pass into Lady Augusta's hands again.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly the impulse came upon him there and
-then—he determined to speak.</p>
-
-<p>"What do you say?" she asked. "Have you anything
-to suggest—any alternative?" and her eyes
-were full of frank earnestness.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," he replied, "that you remain out here."</p>
-
-<p>"How? Do you mean with Mrs. Gordon?—what
-an awful incubus for her—always."</p>
-
-<p>"No—Angel——" and, as he spoke, he took off
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 213]</span>
-
-his cap and twisted it in his hands, and stood before
-her bare-headed. "But as—<i>my wife</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"Wife," she repeated, and a flood of colour
-rushed into her face. "Of course, this is a joke," she
-exclaimed, rising and speaking with a firm, almost
-passionate dignity.</p>
-
-<p>"No—you and I are old friends, Angel—I—see—I've
-rather startled you—but I've been considering
-this question for some time. I'm seventeen years
-older than you are—I'm not the sort of lover—or
-husband you might naturally expect—but I'll do—my
-very best to make you happy."</p>
-
-<p>All the time he was speaking Angel looked at him
-steadily, her colour had faded, she now was white to
-her lips. As he concluded, she cast down her eyes,
-and seemed to address the stones at her feet, as she
-whispered in a strange, subdued voice: "Why do
-you say all this? You don't love me, cousin Philip—and
-I—look for so much love—because I've had
-so little." Then raising her eyes by a strenuous act
-of will, and speaking in a firmer tone, she continued:</p>
-
-<p>"You think I am a foolish, impulsive schoolgirl—you
-wish to give me a home, but grandmamma
-offers me the same—a home, and to make me
-happy."</p>
-
-<p>"I believe I can do better than your grandmother."</p>
-
-<p>"And that would not be saying much, would it?"
-she retorted. "I gathered from the way people
-looked, and hinted—you know I was always clever
-at finding things out—that it was very wrong of me
-to have rushed headlong to India. I placed you in
-a dilemma—you were quite at your wits' end to
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 214]</span>
-
-know how to dispose of your white elephant—and
-now, you are asking me to marry you—and thus
-settle the difficulty."</p>
-
-<p>Her faltering words cast a revealing glare on the
-situation—there was absolute truth in what she said.</p>
-
-<p>"I am not," and she caught her breath sharply,
-"as silly as I seem—I expect—in short—I will have
-more than you can give. You cannot make me happy
-unless you love me—what you offer me is imitation.
-It is not big enough, or strong enough, to hold me—I
-want real love, not make-believe. I—am sure—it
-has cost you a great deal—to—to——" she hesitated,
-"speak! and I thank you—but I will go home
-by next mail, and live with grandmamma after all."</p>
-
-<p>As she came to this decision and a full stop, Angel
-sat down breathless and trembling. But now that
-the treasure was slipping from his grasp, the prize
-not so easily attained as he supposed, of course Gascoigne
-closed his hand upon it greedily.</p>
-
-<p>"Angel, listen to me," he cried impetuously.
-"Don't talk of make-believes, and your grandmother,
-and such wild nonsense—I do love you—not
-in a romantic story-book fashion, but sincerely
-and faithfully in my own way. I was engaged once
-to a girl—you know?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," she assented sharply.</p>
-
-<p>"That came to an end ten years ago. You are
-the only woman I shall ever love again—I swear."
-He spoke in a tone of grave restrained emotion.</p>
-
-<p>Angel still sat with her eyes on the ground, and
-made no sign whatever. Truly, this Angel was a
-stranger, an alien, and ill-understood!</p>
-
-<p>"It was for your own sake I have been holding
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 215]</span>
-
-back," he resumed with an effort—was he sure that
-he was speaking the truth? "I am a busy, self-centred
-man—I live in a groove—I feared your gay
-young life would be dull—with me."</p>
-
-<p>"Never dull with you, Philip—you know that,"
-she murmured under her breath.</p>
-
-<p>"Will you think it over, and give me an answer
-when I come out on Wednesday?"</p>
-
-<p>Angel made no reply. Her cousin looked at her
-downcast eyes, her twitching nostrils, and resumed,
-"If you wish to return home, of course I will do all
-in my power to help you." As he continued his voice
-was less steady, some inward barrier seemed to have
-given way under a confused pressure of emotion.
-"If you decide to stay—and I hope from my heart
-you will—then," and he stooped and kissed her
-hand, "when I come again, wear a flower in your
-dress."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon was sitting under the fly of her tent
-engrossed in a novel, when Major Gascoigne galloped
-up on Wednesday afternoon, having covered
-the forty miles which lay between Marwar and the
-camp in an extraordinarily short time. He had three
-horses posted on the road, and the bay Arab he rode
-was in a lather. Why this unusual haste? was Mrs.
-Gordon's mental interrogation. The reply came in
-a flash of prophetic insight. She interpreted her visitor's
-strange air of repressed excitement, his reckless
-ride; he had spoken to Angel, and had come for
-her reply.</p>
-
-<p>"Where is Angel?" he asked, as soon as he had
-dismounted and exchanged a few words of greeting.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 216]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Down by the well near the tamarinds, reading.
-Perhaps you will take her these letters?" suggested
-clever Mrs. Gordon, selecting two from a budget he
-had delivered; "and bring her back to tea."</p>
-
-<p>"All right," he replied, "I'll be postman;" and
-without further parley, but with suspicious alacrity,
-he departed. In a short time he came in sight of
-Angel. She was sitting under the shade of an
-ancient tamarind—no tree in all the world is more
-beautiful; a book lay unheeded on her lap.</p>
-
-<p>Would it be yes?—or would it be no? Philip was
-astonished at the fluttering of his nerves, the thumping
-of his heart. As he approached nearer, Angel
-stood up, and then came slowly to meet him. He
-looked at her eagerly; there were red roses in her
-cheeks—and a white one in her dress!</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 217]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">ANGEL DECLINES A PENNY FOR HER THOUGHTS</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">A telegraph</span> peon and a mounted orderly are
-passing through an entrance gate on which we
-find a board inscribed "Lieutenant-Colonel Gascoigne,
-R.E." It leads to a large bungalow, one of
-the highest rented in Marwar, and all its surroundings
-proclaim in a reserved and well-bred fashion
-that expense is no object; from the long row of well-filled
-stables—of which we catch a glimpse—to the
-smart, white-clothed servant, with silver crests on
-belt and turban, who runs briskly down the steps
-and extends a salver for our card. But we are not
-disposed to make a formal call; we have merely
-dropped in to see Philip and Angel, who have been
-man and wife for two years. They are to be found
-in a great cool room, at opposite ends of a hospitably-sized
-breakfast-table. Angel sits before the teapot
-in a listless manner; a portly fox-terrier squarely
-squatting on his haunches begs from her in vain.</p>
-
-<p>Philip, in undress uniform, is reading a blue official,
-with a wrinkle between his brows. A pile of
-open telegrams lie at his right hand, whilst his breakfast
-cools. One realises at a glance that Philip is absorbed—that
-Angel is bored.</p>
-
-<p>"Sit down, John," she said, sternly addressing the
-dog; "you have had two breakfasts already; you
-have no shame."</p>
-
-<p>"I say," exclaimed her husband, suddenly folding
-up his document; "this is a nice business; I have
-to start for Garhwal at once."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 218]</span></p>
-
-<p>Angel gave a sharp exclamation.</p>
-
-<p>"There has been a tremendous landslip in the
-mountains, about a hundred and thirty miles north
-of Nani Tal."</p>
-
-<p>"But if it is over, what can you do?" she protested.</p>
-
-<p>"Prevent more damage, if possible. It seems to
-have been a unique catastrophe; a whole hill, four
-thousand feet high, has toppled over and jammed up
-the end of the valley, and turned the river Bela-Gunga
-into a lake five miles long."</p>
-
-<p>"Does that matter? These hill Tals are so
-picturesque."</p>
-
-<p>"Picturesque!" impatiently. "It won't be so
-picturesque when the snows melt and the rains
-come, and the lake which is filling slowly now bursts
-and floods a hundred and fifty miles of country."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, do you think it will be as bad as that?"</p>
-
-<p>"I can tell you after I have inspected the place.
-I'm afraid I must be off to-morrow. I shall have a
-heap of things to get and do." He paused to summon
-a servant, and give an order in fluent Hindustani;
-"it's a God-forsaken spot, where there are no supplies,"
-he resumed.</p>
-
-<p>"Can't I go with you? Do take me for once,"
-pleaded Angel. "I don't mind roughing it—I should
-enjoy it."</p>
-
-<p>"You don't know what you are talking about," he
-interrupted. "There is scarcely a goat track; there
-will be little or no food—I'll sleep in a native hut
-and be out all day. It is a wild, lonely spot—impossible
-for a lady."</p>
-
-<p>"You never take me," remonstrated Angel; "you
-volunteer, too—you <i>like</i> going."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 219]</span></p>
-
-<p>"I do—it's my work," he answered coolly, now
-standing up and rapidly collecting his letters. Then
-he glanced over at his wife.</p>
-
-<p>"Look here, old lady, I'll try and get back in three
-weeks. You must not take it to heart."</p>
-
-<p>"I won't—if you will promise me one thing."</p>
-
-<p>"Very well, I'll do my best, only"—now beckoning
-to his syce—"look sharp."</p>
-
-<p>"Take me, the next time you go out in camp—promise?"</p>
-
-<p>"All right, I will—if it is possible," he assented
-briskly. "Warn Hassan—he has to come with me
-and order in stores—usual thing. I must be off—I
-shall not be back to tiffin," and he hurried out.</p>
-
-<p>"How keen he is to go, John, isn't he?" said
-Angel, leaning back in her chair, and bending her
-head so as to catch a glimpse of a rider and a bright
-bay horse dashing off from under the porch.</p>
-
-<p>"Now I wonder what is to become of you, and
-me, and Sam?"</p>
-
-<p>Their fate was speedily arranged. Angel went
-once more on tour with the Gordons; she was too
-young and attractive to be left at home alone, and
-since it was impossible for her husband to take her
-with him into Garhwal, Mrs. Gordon, who was extremely
-fond of Angel, and keenly enjoyed her companionship,
-carried her off into camp.</p>
-
-<p>On the present occasion they were a party of four,
-which included Mr. Lindsay, collector of the district
-through which they were moving. As the Commissioner
-was obliged to consult with him for the purpose
-of inquiries into the loss of crops in these parts,
-owing to great floods, and hailstones, and the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 220]</span>
-
-consequent required reduction of the demand for
-revenue. It was a serious business; the district had
-suffered heavily, the tax-gatherer must withhold
-his hand, and Mr. Lindsay's presence and assistance
-were essential. He had been a month in the camp,
-but he was an old friend of the Gordons—years ago
-Mrs. Gordon had nursed him through a dangerous
-attack of enteric, and they had been intimate ever
-since.</p>
-
-<p>Moreover, he was one of Mr. Gordon's favourite
-collectors, unmarried, brilliantly clever, first man of
-his year, an exceedingly welcome figure in society.
-Nor did the fact that he had golden prospects detract
-from his popularity. He was a tall, spare, clean-shaven
-man, with a slight stoop, a square forehead
-and jaw, wavy chestnut hair, deep china blue eyes,
-and a well-cut, eloquent mouth; indeed, it was
-almost as eloquent as his clever blue eyes. He could
-talk well, think closely, act wisely; but he was neither
-an athlete nor a sportsman; every snipe in its jeel, or
-tiger in the Terai, might rest in peace without fear
-of Alan Lindsay. His tastes were social and academic,
-and found other outlets than a spinning fishing-reel,
-or central-fire cartridges.</p>
-
-<p>One day, by a strange chance—in the whirligig of
-time—Angel found herself back in the same neighbourhood
-where she had accepted her guardian as
-her husband. She walked down to the old well and
-the tamarind trees one afternoon quite alone. Angel
-had come there on purpose to meditate and
-review the past, and found the locality absolutely
-unchanged. There were the same tufts of grass, the
-same cracked stones, the same red sunset—possibly
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 221]</span>
-
-the very same black ants. One might have quitted
-the scene but yesterday. She, too, was but little
-altered; only for the wedding ring on her finger it
-might almost be the very self-same Angel who had
-pledged her troth at this spot two years previously.
-She sat with her chin on her hand, her eyes fixed on
-the stretching plains, her thoughts very far away,
-as anyone could see, contemplating with an inward
-gaze the last two years. She recalled the whirl, the
-excitement, the importance of being a bride, a married
-girl with a fine house of her own, lovely presents,
-lovely frocks, tribes of friends, servants, carriages,
-horses—and a husband.</p>
-
-<p>A domestic sovereign, her wishes were law. She
-was indulged and cherished in every possible way,
-but at the back of her mind there was a want; Philip,
-her first friend, did not love her as she loved
-him—she had bestowed her love with a fatal prodigality,
-whilst he merely cared for her as a pretty
-child, whom it was his pleasure to protect and indulge.
-Undoubtedly in his eyes—no matter what
-he said to the contrary—he still seemed to see her as
-a girl in a pigtail, instead of a woman who was
-clothed in the dignity of marriage. Nor had he
-attempted to bridge the gap of years—he was generally
-so serious—would it not have been wiser to
-have returned to grandmamma, who took nothing
-seriously but the pleasures of life! and—perhaps she
-would have married the young baron who had
-adored her. Surely it was better to be the one who
-was booted and spurred, than the one who was saddled
-and bridled.</p>
-
-<p>Philip was entirely engrossed in his work. He
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 222]</span>
-
-had developed into an official of importance. His
-life seemed to belong not to himself, much less to
-her, but to the Imperial Government; telegraph
-peons, mounted orderlies, and busy messengers
-crowded round his office, and it was often seven
-o'clock in the evening when he appeared in her
-sitting-room, looking utterly weary and fagged.
-Nevertheless she was bound to confess that he never
-forgot to ask her how she had spent the day? who
-had been to see her? whom she had been to see? how
-she had amused herself? This was her <i>rôle</i>; she
-was to play, whilst he worked. Then when they
-went out to dinners he scarcely glanced at her dress,
-and, of course, during the evening she never exchanged
-a word with him. Little did his partners
-guess how his wife envied them! Clever men and
-clever women absorbed all her husband's attention
-as their right—and she was deserted.</p>
-
-<p>Philip never appeared to realise that she looked
-for anything beyond a pretty home, pretty frocks,
-horses and dogs, flowers and books, and a running
-stream of amusement. He was thoughtful of her
-health and comfort, most particular in the choice of
-her servants and horses, and then, having loaded her
-with luxuries, he withdrew into his work, and it
-never seemed to occur to him that her life lacked
-anything, least of all his own companionship. Angel
-was proud, and she kept her sorrow to herself.
-Only on one occasion her feelings had broken their
-prison, and she had thrown out a hint to Mrs. Gordon,
-who promptly said:</p>
-
-<p>"Where, oh Princess, is the crumpled roseleaf?
-What is your desire? What do you lack?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 223]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Love."</p>
-
-<p>"My dear Angel!" she ejaculated.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes—I've never had enough," she answered. "I
-feel something always starving and crying in my
-heart," she answered with a slight sob, and eyes full
-of tears.</p>
-
-<p>"You silly, sentimental goose!" cried Mrs. Gordon.
-"You mean the sort of stuff one reads about
-in poetry, that flames and flares up, and goes out like
-a fire of straw?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," rejoined the girl in a tone of repressed
-passion, "but a love that cannot endure separation—that
-turns away from everything in the world to you—that
-thinks of you—dreams of you—cannot live
-without you—and would die for you."</p>
-
-<p>"My goodness, Angel!" exclaimed her friend,
-aghast; "but," she went on reflectively, "I believe I
-understand what you mean, though I have never experienced
-it myself, and"—with a short sigh—"never
-shall. I am thirty-six years of age, and I
-shall go to my grave never having seen what you
-speak of. The love you dream of is rare—it never
-came into <i>my</i> life."</p>
-
-<p>"And what do you accept instead?" asked the
-girl sharply.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh—community of interests—mutual forbearance
-and respect."</p>
-
-<p>"Which means that you forbear—and all the
-world respects," broke in the old impulsive Angel.
-"Oh, Elinor," startled at her companion's face, "forgive
-me."</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly, my dear; but of what have you to
-complain?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 224]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Philip," was the unexpected answer. "He treats
-me as a pretty petted child, who has to be cared for,
-amused, and supplied with toys."</p>
-
-<p>"You forget that he has his work, his career.
-'Love is of man's life a thing apart, 'tis woman's
-whole existence.' Do you want him to sit holding
-your hand, and swearing daily that he adores you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I do," was her reckless reply. "I should
-never be tired of hearing it." Her companion looked
-at her helplessly.</p>
-
-<p>"But, my dear child, Colonel Gascoigne has outgrown
-that age; he loves you very dearly."</p>
-
-<p>"As one does a canary bird," broke in Angel; "I'm
-a woman—not a domestic pet."</p>
-
-<p>"You are both," said Mrs. Gordon.</p>
-
-<p>"I've tried my very best to make him jealous."</p>
-
-<p>"What? Oh, Angel, you must be mad. That
-was playing with matches in a powder-mill. Do you
-want to ruin your life? Pray what was the result
-of your experiment?"</p>
-
-<p>"Ignominious failure. Philip likes me to be popular
-and admired. I thought he would be annoyed
-if I went out driving with Major Shafto, who makes
-amends for his former hatred by an unbounded appreciation.
-I rode and drove with him, I danced
-with him five times running, and sat out conspicuously
-where Philip <i>must</i> see me; and all he said
-for my trouble and hours of boredom was, 'I'm so
-glad to find that you and old Billy are such capital
-friends. 'Twas never thus in childhood's hour!' and
-he laughed. I declare, I could have thrown a plate
-at him. Then I flirted desperately with General
-Warner, such an old darling! and Philip merely remarked,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 225]</span>
-
-'My dear child, the General is enchanted
-with you—poor old boy—he has a daughter of your
-age at home. I've not seen him so happy and
-so lively for ages.' Now," concluded Angel with a
-dramatic gesture, "what can you do with a husband
-like that?"</p>
-
-<p>"I should leave him severely alone and try no
-more experiments. Pray tell me, Angel, could you
-be jealous?"</p>
-
-<p>"I should think so," she answered in a flash,
-"furiously, fiendishly jealous; but that is a secret."</p>
-
-<p>From this long digression we must return to Angel,
-where she was perched on the edge of the old
-well, thinking hard, as she rested her chin on her
-hand and watched with abstracted eyes the long line
-of cattle going towards their village, amid the usual
-cloud of powdery white dust. Suddenly she sat
-erect; she saw Mrs. Gordon and Alan Lindsay
-approaching her. What good friends they were!
-and yet people declared that there was no such thing
-as friendship between a man and a woman, that
-platonics were invariably platonic on one side alone.
-What would these scoffers say to Elinor Gordon and
-Alan Lindsay? Of course the fact of Mrs. Gordon
-having literally dragged Alan Lindsay out of the
-jaws of death was a strong and solid foundation for
-their liking—a woman always feels tenderly towards
-the patient she has nursed from infantile weakness
-back to strong, manly vigour; and they had so
-much in common, their minds seemed to reflect one
-another, they sometimes said the same thing, they
-liked the same books and authors, they held similar
-opinions on various interesting questions, and when
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 226]</span>
-
-they differed, it was delightful to hear them argue; it
-was like two expert swordsmen fighting with foils—and
-occasionally without them. They would talk and
-urge and exhort, whilst Mr. Gordon fell asleep after
-dinner and snored lustily in the tent verandah, or returned
-to his great Persian poem; and Angel, who
-took but scanty part in these brilliant debates, being
-generally put to the sword at once, sat and knitted a
-sock, full of thoughts of Philip.</p>
-
-<p>Angel watched the advancing pair with the
-critical, far-seeing eyes of her childhood. How
-lovely Elinor was, with her soft dark eyes, her high-bred
-air. How happy she looked, almost radiant.
-They made a distinguished looking couple. They
-seemed born for one another. What a pity that—that—well,
-did Alan Lindsay ever think it was a
-pity? Was it honestly friendship only, on his part?
-Did she fancy that sometimes his voice and eyes—oh,
-how hateful! How dared she imagine such vile
-things? Was it possible that anyone would think
-of Elinor as aught but a martyr and a saint? Nevertheless
-Angel felt the waking of a presentiment as
-the couple arrived face to face with her, and within
-speaking distance.</p>
-
-<p>"How solemn you look—what is the matter, Mrs.
-Gascoigne?" called out Lindsay, "you might be
-Patience on a monument, or an angel looking for
-truth at the bottom of this well."</p>
-
-<p>"Am I—so—solemn?"</p>
-
-<p>"I should think so," said Mrs. Gordon, laughing.
-"You look as if you were trying to stare into the
-future. Pray what did you see—what were you
-thinking about?—in short, a penny for your
-thoughts."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 227]</span></p>
-
-<p>Angel felt herself colouring warmly; what would
-that vivacious, handsome couple say, were she to
-take them at their word, and tell them that she had
-grave misgivings of their five-years'-old friendship?</p>
-
-<p>"No, no," she stammered with an effort at a joke,
-"my thoughts are not in the market—they are too
-valuable to be bestowed."</p>
-
-<p>"I can guess where they were, my young Penelope—up
-in the Garhwal," said her friend. "And now
-to return good for evil, I beg to inform you that we
-were talking about you."</p>
-
-<p>"What have you been saying?" she asked. "If it
-is bad, you won't tell me, of course?"</p>
-
-<p>"We were calling the roll of our acquaintance, and
-have come to the conclusion that you are the most
-to be envied person we know in all the wide world."</p>
-
-<p>"I?" with a short little laugh; "you are not in
-earnest?"</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly we are," replied Mr. Lindsay; "and
-you say that with such an ungrateful air. You cannot
-deny that you have youth, health, sufficient
-wealth—the beauty I leave you to fill in yourself—many
-friends—and a devoted husband."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, you mean a husband devoted to his profession,"
-she answered with a smile. Was Mrs.
-Gascoigne in jest or earnest now? and Lindsay
-looked at her narrowly.</p>
-
-<p>"We did not come out like the native women to
-spend our time holding forth by the well," put in
-Mrs. Gordon impatiently. "Angel, the word is—march.
-You must take a good stiff walk. Let us
-go over to the village," pointing to a far distant
-clump of trees, "and call on the weaver's wife."</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 228]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV<br /><br />
-<span class="small">THE SOOTHSAYER</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Week</span> by week the great camp moved on in its
-stately, deliberate fashion, through its accustomed
-districts. There was not as much variety in the daily
-life as in the ever changing surroundings. Donald
-Gordon was absorbed in heavy official work by day,
-and heavy unofficial work by night. Mrs. Gordon
-and Alan Lindsay were unconsciously absorbed in
-one another, and pretty Mrs. Gascoigne—with her
-old head on young shoulders—appeared to be absorbed
-in her own thoughts. She was curiously
-silent and grave; not a trace of gay, vivacious, chattering
-Angel remained.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Lindsay and Mrs. Gordon mutually wondered
-at the transformation, and solemnly compared notes.
-Mrs. Gordon attributed her friend's depression to the
-absence of her husband, whilst Alan Lindsay declared
-that it was due to the absence of amusements.
-How little did either of them suppose that the true
-cause of Mrs. Gascoigne's low spirits lay in themselves.
-Angel's quick suspicion, which had sprung
-to existence by the old well, had grown from that
-hour, till it became a strong, able-bodied fact, which
-thrust itself on an unwilling confidante, and made
-its voice heard; it declared lustily that there was
-more than mere gratitude and pure idyllic friendship
-in Alan Lindsay's attitude towards Elinor Gordon;
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 229]</span>
-
-something in his voice, in his manner, told
-tales. Was it possible that at thirty-six years of age,
-love, strong, impassioned love, had overtaken her
-friend after all? But no, Elinor dared not entertain
-him; she was a woman who would bar such an ill-timed
-visitor out—yes, with her own hand, she who
-had been the adviser, comforter, example of so
-many, whose influence as a good woman radiated
-afar, she to whom all the girls and young men came
-with their difficulties, drawn by her personal magnetism,
-who helped so many over "the bad places"
-of life, to whom everyone looked up. The noble, unselfish
-wife of tyrannical Donald Gordon, was she
-likely to fall from her high estate? As soon the moon
-and stars. Yet as the couple talked together so earnestly
-and so exclusively, the truth became more and
-more evident—it came and stared Angel in the face,
-and frightened her; she felt as if she were looking
-on at some terrible human tragedy, and of which she
-was the sole and helpless spectator. This man, Alan
-Lindsay, had found his fate too late; his fate was
-a jewel belonging to one who never valued it. And
-Elinor? To her thoughts and feelings Angel had
-no clue; sometimes her spirits were unusually gay,
-her laugh ringing and girlish; sometimes when she
-and Angel sat alone she looked almost old and haggard;
-her book or her work lay forgotten in her lap,
-her gaze was absent and introspective. Sometimes,
-as she sewed, she heaved a sudden but profound sigh.</p>
-
-<p>Thus they passed their days, and moved on from
-camping-ground to camping-ground, through the
-poppy-fields, and the cane crops of the fairest province;
-the four who sat at table together, two whom
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 230]</span>
-
-the inevitable had overtaken, the surly, unconscious
-husband, and the conscious looker-on.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Occasionally the camp was pitched within a ride
-of some little station, and visitors cantered out to
-early tea or tiffin. One day Mrs. Gordon entertained
-three guests, a man in the Opium (the worst paid
-department in India), his wife, and a girl who was
-on a visit with them, a pretty little person with a
-round baby face, fluffy hair, a pair of hard blue eyes,
-and an insatiable appetite for excitement. The party
-sat out in the shade of the peepul trees after tea,
-within view of the camp train—the horses and camels
-at their pickets, the dogs, the cows, the groups of
-servants, the scarlet and gold chuprassis lounging
-about waiting for orders, and the crowd of petitioners
-and villagers besieging the office tent.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Cuffe, the spoiled beauty of a tiny station,
-condescended to remark that the scene was quite
-imposing and picturesque.</p>
-
-<p>"Almost like what one would see at Drury Lane."</p>
-
-<p>"O horror! the pomp and glory of the Sirdar, as
-embodied in a great Indian encampment, compared
-to a pantomime."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose you miss the theatres, Miss Cuffe?"
-said Lindsay, who had been released after a long
-day's work.</p>
-
-<p>"You are right," she answered with a coquettish
-simper. "I do like a show. I did all the plays before
-I came out."</p>
-
-<p>"And we have nothing to offer you but snake-charmers,
-magic wallahs, and fortune-tellers. I
-believe there is one in camp now, a renowned Fakir
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 231]</span>
-
-who lives in this part of the world; his fame has
-travelled to Agra."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Mr. Lindsay, do, do send for him," pleaded
-Miss Cuffe.</p>
-
-<p>"But I warn you that he is not pretty to look at;
-he generally prophesies evil things, and is, as a rule,
-under the influence of Bhang."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't care in the least," she cried recklessly.
-"Do—do send for him. What do you say, Mrs.
-Gascoigne and Mrs. Gordon?" appealing to them.</p>
-
-<p>"My fortune is told," replied Mrs. Gordon. "Fate
-cannot harm <i>me</i>; but have the Fakir by all means, if
-Mr. Lindsay can persuade him to appear."</p>
-
-<p>In another moment two messengers had been
-despatched in search of the soothsayer. Miss Cuffe
-resolved to make the most of the brilliant opportunity
-of cultivating Mr. Lindsay, the popular collector,
-who was said to be next heir to seven thousand
-a year. The best way to interest him, thought
-the shrewd little person, is to talk of his district and
-his work.</p>
-
-<p>"I am so ignorant, Mr. Lindsay," she remarked
-pathetically; "only just two months in India. Do
-tell me what all the people round here," waving her
-plump hands, "believe in?"</p>
-
-<p>"What an immense question!" he exclaimed. "Do
-you mean the peasants?"</p>
-
-<p>She nodded her head with an emphasis that was
-impressive, although all the time she was neither
-thinking nor caring about the peasants, but reflecting
-that here was a providential occasion for her
-to cement an acquaintance with this charming and
-eligible <i>parti</i>; the coast was clear from rivals; there
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 232]</span>
-
-was no one to absorb his devotion and claim his
-attention but two stupid married ladies, who had
-been in camp for weeks—and of whom he must be
-<i>so</i> tired.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, the peasant's mental horizon is rather
-limited," said Mr. Lindsay. "He has some sort of
-belief in a Providence whose benevolence is shown
-in restricting malignant heavenly powers from doing
-mischief."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," assented the girl, though she had not in
-the least grasped what he meant. "And—what
-else?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, well," said Lindsay, secretly amazed at this
-intelligent social butterfly, "he trusts in a host
-of godlings who inhabit the pile of stones which
-form the village shrine. He believes that he would
-live for ever, were it not that some devil or witch
-plots against his life."</p>
-
-<p>"And is that all that he believes in?" questioned
-Miss Cuffe; and she raised her light blue eyes to her
-informant's dark ones, with a look of tragic appeal.</p>
-
-<p>"By no means. He believes that it is good to
-feed a Brahmin, that it is wrong to tell a lie, unless
-to benefit yourself. He believes that if he does an
-impious act he may be reborn as a rat or a worm; he
-believes that woman is an inferior creature whom
-you may bully with impunity. With a man, you
-must be more careful."</p>
-
-<p>"But these are the extremely poor and uneducated,"
-broke in Mrs. Gordon. "The more enlightened
-are different; they encourage charity, kindness,
-and simplicity; they are extremely devout—in that
-way they put many of us to shame."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 233]</span></p>
-
-<p>"And the women, how do they live? Have they
-no amusements?" inquired Miss Cuffe, turning
-pointedly from her hostess to the more attractive
-collector.</p>
-
-<p>"Amusements? They do not know the meaning
-of the word. They work—I am speaking of the
-peasants—from dawn till dark, helping their husbands
-with the cultivation of the land, drawing
-water, cooking, weaving—they are hags at thirty,
-and their only release from drudgery is an occasional
-pilgrimage. You may see them marching for
-days packed in a country cart which crawls along
-from week to week and stage to stage; at last they
-reach their goal, Hurdwar—or Benares. They
-bathe and worship and offer sacrifice—it is the one
-event of their lives, and assures their future."</p>
-
-<p>"One event," repeated Miss Cuffe. "How utterly
-miserable!—And what are their every-day habits?"</p>
-
-<p>"Conservative—they wear the same fashion for
-twenty centuries, their food never varies, a little
-pepper and spices, the only relish—the plough, the
-spinning wheel, and loom, remain unchanged in a
-thousand years; of course, I am speaking of the
-villagers; the townsfolk have watches, sewing-machines,
-gramaphones, and all manner of Europe
-goods, and rubbish, but the Ryot has no money or
-time to waste on such luxuries; it is all work, work,
-work, from generation to generation—the Ryot is
-the mainspring of the Empire."</p>
-
-<p>"Poor creatures," exclaimed Miss Cuffe, "what
-lives of hideous toil. I suppose they don't know
-what happiness and love mean?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, they are sufficiently happy when they
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 234]</span>
-
-bring off a good bargain, and they love their plot of
-land, their ancestral acre, with a fierce devouring
-ardour, passing the love of women."</p>
-
-<p>"How much you know," sighed Miss Cuffe admiringly;
-"how much you tell me, that I never heard
-before."</p>
-
-<p>"And here comes one who will possibly impart
-some events which are yet to come," and Mr. Lindsay
-indicated the tall lanky figure which was advancing
-in the wake of the chuprassis.</p>
-
-<p>The Fakir was an old man, singularly emaciated.
-He wore a simple loin cloth and a row of huge
-beads; his legs were bandy, his voice was bass, his
-hair matted, in his eyes there was a piercing look
-bordering on madness. He came straight up to
-Lindsay and salaamed, entirely ignoring the opium
-wallah, and the three ladies.</p>
-
-<p>"Take off your wedding ring, and lend it to me,"
-whispered Miss Cuffe to Angel, "and we will see if
-we cannot puzzle him."</p>
-
-<p>"Shall I tell the stars of the Lord Sahib only?"
-asked the Fakir, "and in his ear?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no," responded Lindsay, "the stars of the
-company, and one by one, so that all may hear—what
-the fates have in store for them."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, what fun it will be," said Miss Cuffe. "Mrs.
-Ellis," to her friend, "will you be done? Do, it will
-be so amusing."</p>
-
-<p>"No, thank you," said the lady, "I am quite willing
-to listen to your fortunes, but I beg to decline
-hearing mine."</p>
-
-<p>"I have heard that this man is marvellous," said
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 235]</span>
-
-her husband, "and greatly feared by all the neighbours."</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly his looks are not attractive," remarked
-Angel; "he seems to be getting impatient. Shall I
-break the ice—in other words, be done?"</p>
-
-<p>There was an immediate chorus of assent, and she
-rose and came forward to where the Fakir was
-squatting. He also rose and drew his lean form to its
-full length. What a contrast the two figures presented,
-as they stood face to face; denizens of the
-East and West. The pretty fair English girl, with
-her dainty white gown, her little vanities of chains
-and laces, her well-groomed air; and the half-naked
-Fakir, with his mop of tangled hair, his starting
-ribs, his wild black eyes, his chest and forehead
-daubed with ashes, and, as a background to the pair,
-a circle of watching, eager retainers, the big tree
-stems, the white tents, and the flat cultivated plains
-merging into the blue horizon.</p>
-
-<p>Angel put out her hand; the fortune-teller glanced
-at it curiously, then he looked up in her face with a
-strenuous stare, and there was a silence only broken
-by Miss Cuffe's titter. At last it came, a sonorous
-voice speaking as if pronouncing judgment.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yea—thou art a wife."</p>
-
-<p>"The servants told," giggled Miss Cuffe in an
-audible voice.</p>
-
-<p>"Hush, hush," expostulated her friend, "he is
-speaking."</p>
-
-<p>"Thou wast given to a man by a dead hand—"
-another pause—"he married thee at the bidding of a
-woman—his foot is on thy heart—it is well, lo! he is
-a man—and to be trusted." He paused again and
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 236]</span>
-
-salaamed to the earth, a sign that he had concluded,
-and once more squatted upon his heels.</p>
-
-<p>"What? And is that all?" exclaimed Miss Cuffe,
-indignantly.</p>
-
-<p>"I should think a little of that went a long way,"
-observed Alan Lindsay, "what more would you
-have? He is not an ordinary magic wallah I can
-see, who promises jewels and lovers. He takes himself
-seriously."</p>
-
-<p>The Fakir now beckoned solemnly to Mrs. Gordon,
-who, with a half apologetic laugh, came forward.
-He looked her in the face with his burning
-eyes, and said in a harsh voice:</p>
-
-<p>"Where love should be—is emptiness. Where
-love should not be—lo! there it is."</p>
-
-<p>Angel glanced involuntarily at Mr. Lindsay; he
-had grown curiously white.</p>
-
-<p>"A shade cometh—I see no more." And again he
-dismissed his victim with a profound salaam.</p>
-
-<p>"Dear me, what rubbish it all is," protested Mrs.
-Gordon, as she took her seat with a somewhat
-heightened colour.</p>
-
-<p>"He is like Micaiah, the son of Imlah, who prophesied
-evil things; see, he is beckoning Mr. Lindsay.
-I wonder what terrible message he will deliver
-to him?"</p>
-
-<p>"Lo, here are brains," announced the seer in his
-sonorous Hindustani,—understood of all but the
-little spinster, "much riches. A heart—some talk—sore
-trouble. Wisdom and honour come when the
-head is white, and the heart is dead."</p>
-
-<p>"Now for me," cried Miss Cuffe, rubbing her
-hands gleefully, and ignorantly rushing on her fate.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 237]</span>
-
-"I declare I am quite nervous. I cannot bear his
-eyes. Mr. Lindsay, do please stand close beside me
-and interpret." Then she beamed coquettishly on
-the grim native, as if she would exhort good fortune
-by her smiles.</p>
-
-<p>He looked at her, with fierce contempt, and said,
-"Lo, 'tis a weakling, Miss Sahib, thou art a fool; the
-ring belongs to the tall sad girl, with the hungry
-heart, and the daring spirit. Such a ring will never
-be thine. I smell death."</p>
-
-<p>"What does he say?" cried Miss Cuffe, as soon as
-she was dismissed. "Do tell me at once, Mr. Lindsay;
-I hope it was something good?"</p>
-
-<p>After an almost imperceptible pause, Mr. Lindsay
-replied, "He said the ring was not yours, it belonged
-to Mrs. Gascoigne. I think he was annoyed because
-you tried to get a rise out of him—he wouldn't work
-properly. I shouldn't wonder if he had cast the evil
-eye upon the whole lot of us."</p>
-
-<p>"What a wretch!" she protested. "I am so sorry I
-asked you to send for him. I never dreamt that he
-would be a repulsive old skeleton dealing bad luck
-all round. It has not been such fun after all. Oh,
-here is Mr. Gordon! Oh, Mr. Gordon," she cried,
-"do come and have your fortune told;" and her little
-hard eyes glittered. Miss Cuffe did not like the
-Commissioner, and saw no reason why he should be
-spared, when misfortune was being dealt out.</p>
-
-<p>"Give him ten rupees and he will make you a
-Viceroy," suggested the opium wallah with a laugh.
-"Where is the fellow? Has he gone?"</p>
-
-<p>Yes, he was nowhere to be seen; he had vanished
-mysteriously and without payment. By Mr. Gordon's
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 238]</span>
-
-orders, the Fakir was searched for, high and
-low; he desired to question him respecting a certain
-peculiar murder case, but all search proved unavailing;
-the soothsayer had disappeared.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 239]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV<br /><br />
-<span class="small">THE CHITACHAR CLUB</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">This</span> long, leisurely tour through the crops, the
-villages, the jungles, brought Angel into more intimate
-touch with India than in all the previous
-years she had been in the country. Her knowledge
-of the language was an immense assistance to her;
-she had a keen enjoyment of the picturesque, a
-quick eye for character, and the rural life and scenery
-offered her a profoundly interesting study.
-Many an afternoon, accompanied by an escort of the
-camp dogs, including her own fox terriers, Sam and
-John, she took long walks or rides in its vicinity.
-These excursions afforded her far more pleasure
-than sitting under the tent flies, watching, with irrepressible
-yawns the interminable chess tournament
-between Mrs. Gordon and the collector—chess being
-a form of amusement which was beyond her intellectual
-grasp—or listening to Mr. Lindsay as he
-read aloud,—and he read extremely well,—choice
-bits of Ruskin, Walter Pater, and Rossetti.</p>
-
-<p>But Angel required more variety—more actual
-life. She made her way into the huts of the peasant
-women, and talked to them eagerly, as they spun, or
-ground millet, or she joined the children among the
-crops, as they scared the flocks of monkeys and parrots,
-and cut grass for the buffaloes. Some were old
-friends she had made two years previously, and one
-and all welcomed the fair lady, and confided to her
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 240]</span>
-
-their joys, their sorrows, and their schemes. How
-well she appeared to understand; she gave them
-small presents, of amazing magnificence in their
-eyes, and a sympathy that was still more surprising.</p>
-
-<p>How hard their lives were, she said to herself
-continually—lives of unceasing, monotonous toil,
-though they had not to bear the winter cold and
-privations of the English poor, but too often famine
-and pestilence stalked hand-in-hand through their
-land. And yet how cheerful they appeared, how they
-loved their plot of land, trusted their affairs to their
-family priest, their future to the village god, found
-their amusements in the veriest trifles, and were
-content with their fate.</p>
-
-<p>But the beautiful, fair English lady was not content
-with her fate—oh, no; much less with that
-which her clear eyes discerned, the fate which was
-rapidly overtaking her best friend.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The camp sometimes found itself in the vicinity
-of a large station, where it had its own quarters in
-the dignified seclusion of a mango tope, far aloof
-from bungalows, barracks, and bazaar. It came to
-pass that one morning Mr. Gordon's tents were
-pitched under a grove, not far from Chitachar
-cantonment, an out-of-the-way place, with a small
-garrison, and a sociable community. The chief
-residents called on Mrs. Gordon, the party were
-made honorary members of mess and club, the bazaar
-master sent an oblation of flowers and fruit,
-and the nearest local Thalukdar galloped in with his
-ragged horsemen to pay his respects to the Commissioner.
-Chitachar had been a post of importance
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 241]</span>
-
-previous to the mutiny, much fighting had it witnessed;
-here and there a small walled-in space, resembling
-a garden, exhibited not merely shrubs and
-flowering trees, but tombstones. Desperate actions
-had been fought in unexpected localities, and even
-now it was whispered that the old commissariat
-stores,—formerly a fort,—were well supplied with
-water and ammunition, "in case anything should
-happen." Surely nothing could ever disturb the
-calm of this peaceful spot, with its plains of green
-turf, the resort of cricketers and children, and its
-bungalows embowered in roses, its majestic trees
-and English-looking church?</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Gordon liked Chitachar; it was his first station
-in India; thirty years previously he had arrived
-here as a raw-boned Scotchman, dour, clever, and
-sternly determined to get on. Here, he had lived in
-one of the cheapest bungalows in the cheapest
-fashion; here he had learnt Hindustani, self-confidence,
-and self-control. Here, he had nearly been
-fool enough to marry the daughter of a railway contractor;
-here, he returned a great man, travelling in
-semi-regal state, drawing a large income, the little
-king of the whole district.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon, Mr. Lindsay, and Angel, availed
-themselves promptly of the use of the station club.
-It was a modest establishment in comparison to the
-one at Ramghur: merely a long, flat-roofed building
-opening on the road, and overlooking the green plain,
-surrounded with bungalows and gardens. Immediately
-in front were two tennis courts, and a raised
-structure resembling a band-stand, where people assembled
-to drink tea. In the interior were two large
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 242]</span>
-
-rooms, divided by a screen; in one, stood a venerable
-billiard table, in the other, a round table covered
-with magazine and papers. The walls of both were
-lined with books, and at the back ran dressing-rooms,
-and a lair, where the club peon boiled hot
-water, and made out the accounts. The resources of
-the club were pathetically limited, nevertheless it
-was most popular; all the community assembled
-there every afternoon, and many people at home in
-Cheltenham, Bayswater, and elsewhere, still cherish
-kindly memories of the Chitachar club.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>When Mrs. Gordon and her small party entered
-this popular resort, it was empty; the members were
-playing badminton or polo, or riding and driving in
-the neighbourhood (there was a choice of no less
-than four routes, including the cutcha road, and the
-old boat bridge). No one was to be found on the
-premises but a bearer, who was dressing the lamps,
-and a dog, who lay in the verandah catching flies.</p>
-
-<p>"What furniture!" said Angel, looking about her.
-"Did you ever see such a sofa, and such chairs—they
-must have come out of the ark."</p>
-
-<p>"More likely they came out of some bungalow
-looted in the Mutiny forty years ago, and then sold
-back to 'the sahibs,'" said Lindsay; "what tales they
-might tell!"</p>
-
-<p>"I am glad they are not gifted with speech," said
-Angel, with a shudder.</p>
-
-<p>"And the funny old prints, and the funny rules,"
-said Mrs. Gordon, now criticising in her turn. "Any
-new books? No, as old as the hills," taking up two
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 243]</span>
-
-or three, "and the magazines of last year. I wonder
-how it feels to live in such a sleepy hollow?"</p>
-
-<p>"Rather agreeable," replied Lindsay. "I think I
-shall come here for the rest cure. I find they have
-the daily papers, including the <i>Pi</i>," glancing at the
-<i>Pioneer</i>. "Mrs. Gascoigne, did you see that nice
-little part about your husband? I meant to tell you
-yesterday."</p>
-
-<p>"Where?" asked Angel eagerly, coming to the
-table as she spoke.</p>
-
-<p>He placed the paper before her, and indicated the
-place, as she sank into a chair.</p>
-
-<p>"Not much to do here?" he remarked, turning to
-the other lady, who was now rooting among the
-book shelves, and raised a flushed face and pair of
-dusty gloves.</p>
-
-<p>"What do you think?" she cried, "there is a first
-edition of 'Adam Bede,' one volume missing, and a
-battered copy of Dr. Syntax—a first edition of
-'Vilette'—what treasures!"</p>
-
-<p>"I should not be surprised if you unearthed one
-of the books of the Vedas in a place like this," said
-Lindsay, contemptuously, "or the manuscript copy
-of 'Æsop's Fables.'"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't suppose the club has bought any new
-novels within the memory of living man," said Mrs.
-Gordon.</p>
-
-<p>"Probably not," said Lindsay. "I have no doubt
-that local topics and station gossip, amply supply the
-place of current fiction. There is nothing novel or
-interesting in the place. I am convinced that even
-the latest news is last year's scandal."</p>
-
-<p>"How you do despise this poor old place!" remonstrated
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 244]</span>
-
-Mrs. Gordon. "I don't believe they ever
-gossip here, except about cooks and the price of
-kerosene oil. It's not at all a bad little club; it is
-quiet and unpretentious, and——"</p>
-
-<p>"And dull," supplemented Lindsay with energy.
-"Come, let us go for a walk outside, and take a turn
-round the polo ground. What do you say, Mrs.
-Gascoigne? Or are you too grand, in consequence
-of your husband's achievements, to be seen with
-<i>us</i>?"</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you, I think I'll remain in this funny old
-club," she replied, raising her head with a smile. "I
-want to look at the papers—perhaps I shall steal
-some of the books, and hear some of the gossip? At
-any rate, I can find my way back alone."</p>
-
-<p>As she spoke, she reached for a weekly illustrated,
-and the other two, with an unacknowledged sense of
-relief, walked forth side by side into the beautiful
-Eastern evening.</p>
-
-<p>Angel sat with her elbows planted on the table,
-absorbed in a story, till she was roused by footsteps
-and voices, the sound of ponies clattering up to the
-door, of men shouting for syces: people poured in,
-as it were, in a body. She felt a little shy, and hid
-herself as well as she could behind her paper. Those
-who noticed her casually, merely saw the top of a
-hat, and a white sleeve, and took for granted that she
-was one of the strangers from the camp.</p>
-
-<p>Billiard balls began to be knocked about, lamps
-were lit, several ladies came to the table, some took
-up papers, and all talked.</p>
-
-<p>"And so the Evanses have got their orders," said
-a deep voice beside Angel, addressing her <i>vis-à-vis</i>,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 245]</span>
-
-a handsome, rather haggard woman of thirty,
-dressed in a pretty pink cotton and a fashionable
-hat.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm very sorry," she responded, "we shall miss
-them dreadfully—I've bespoke their cook."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, he will console you—being the best in the
-station. I wanted him myself," said Deep Voice;
-"now I must wait till you go."</p>
-
-<p>"But I shall probably carry him off," retorted the
-other lady with a laugh. "Any news in the papers?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not a word," replied Deep Voice, "I read them
-all this morning," pushing over the <i>Pioneer</i>. "There
-is something about a man I knew when I was a girl—a
-Colonel Gascoigne—he has got on wonderfully—he
-can't be forty. We come from the same part of
-the world."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh!" indifferently, reaching for the paper with a
-jingling of bangles, "was he, by any chance, the
-Gascoigne who broke his heart for Lola Waldershare?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why," ejaculated Deep Voice, leaning forward
-and speaking with unexpected animation, "of course
-he was—she was Lola Hargreaves then. We lived
-within a mile of one another—my father was the
-rector of Earlsmead. I remember as if it happened
-last week, how excited we were when Philip
-and Lola were engaged; she was only about sixteen—they
-had always been devoted to one another, and
-made such a pretty pair, as romantic-looking as Paul
-and Virginia—and as young;" she paused, slightly
-out of breath.</p>
-
-<p>"Do go on," drawled Pink Gown, "I know Virginia—she
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 246]</span>
-
-was not drowned—and she did not
-marry Paul."</p>
-
-<p>"No, though they were engaged for years. Mr.
-Hargreaves, her father, got into terrible difficulties,
-and Lola gave up Philip, and married an enormously
-rich old man—simply to save her family
-from ruin."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh!" exclaimed the other lady—it was a most
-eloquent, incredulous monosyllable—"and, pray,
-what became of Paul?"</p>
-
-<p>"He came tearing home from some place abroad,
-but it was all no good—it was a question of money
-and mortgages, and keeping the old place. He was
-frightfully cut up, for he was madly in love with
-Lola; he went straight off to India, where, I believe,
-he has remained ever since."</p>
-
-<p>All this time Angel was wedged in tightly between
-the deep voice on one side, and a lady who was
-conscientiously doing the <i>World</i> acrostic on the
-other. Her parasol she had flung down on the
-middle of the table, where it was now half covered
-with papers; she, herself, was entirely concealed
-behind the weekly <i>Puppet Show</i>, though she could
-not see a picture, or read a line of print. Should she
-dash down her screen, snatch her parasol, and fly?
-While she was anxiously debating the question,
-Pink Dress said:</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Waldershare is dead, and his widow is not
-wealthy; in fact, she is cut off with an annuity of
-four hundred pounds a year, so perhaps she will
-come out here and look for her old love."</p>
-
-<p>"Too late," announced Deep Voice, with tragic
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 247]</span>
-
-emphasis (she had the voice of a stage queen); "he
-is married—he married two years ago."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, really; I did not know."</p>
-
-<p>"If you had been out here two years ago, you
-would have heard a good deal about it. He married
-his ward, a giddy child, who ran away to him from
-school. When she arrived, he was fearfully taken
-aback—and so was the station."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose Mrs. Grundy kicked and screamed?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; she did not believe in a guardian of six-and-thirty
-and a ward of eighteen; so, although
-Major Gascoigne moved heaven and earth to get
-out of it, he was forced to marry the girl."</p>
-
-<p>There was a choking gasp beside Deep Voice,
-which she attributed to a dog under the table (for
-dogs and children were alike admitted into the
-Chitachar club).</p>
-
-<p>"And how does Paul hit it off with the child of
-impulse?" inquired Pink Dress.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, pretty well—on the non-intervention system."</p>
-
-<p>"I see—gives her her head—and she turns the
-heads of the station subalterns?"</p>
-
-<p>"I cannot say; I never heard anything about her,
-except that she is very pretty. Her grandmother
-is Lady Augusta Gascoigne."</p>
-
-<p>"You don't say so! Then Virginia the second is
-no <i>ingénue</i>," and Pink Gown nodded her hat till the
-feathers waved again.</p>
-
-<p>"Lola was lovely," continued her friend, with
-enthusiasm. "She was deeply attached to Philip,
-and she sacrificed her happiness for her family. Oh,
-it was wonderful."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 248]</span></p>
-
-<p>"You mean that she was really in love with this
-young Gascoigne?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes," speaking with all her heart.</p>
-
-<p>"Then if she ever comes across her first love—if
-they meet now she is free——"</p>
-
-<p>This aspiration was just beyond the limits of
-Angel's fortitude; she put down her screen very
-quickly, and exhibited a ghastly face, as she bent
-over, murmured something to Mrs. Deep Voice,
-then rose to her feet, with a faint, "Will you
-kindly?" to her neighbours, as she extricated her
-chair; but she carried her head with the pride of all
-the "De Roncevalles," as she walked slowly out of
-the Chitachar club. Several men, who were smoking
-in the verandah, followed the girl's graceful
-figure with approving eyes, as she stepped out into
-the cool starlight.</p>
-
-<p>"One of the ladies from the camp," remarked
-one. "She is pretty enough if she did not look so
-confoundedly seedy."</p>
-
-<p>There was a clear young moon, as well as the
-bright stars, to light Angel back to the tent. Everyone
-else had their chokedar in waiting, with his big
-stick and lantern, as the roads were frequented by
-Karites—(a deadly form of small snake resembling
-a bit of a broken branch on which the unwary may
-tread, and die within the hour). Karites had no
-respect whatever for the moon—she belonged to
-them—but they were afraid of big moons held close
-to them, accompanied by clumping sticks, and slid
-away nervously when they were approaching.</p>
-
-<p>Angel hurried homewards, totally ignorant of her
-danger, and as she rushed along, she noticed two
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 249]</span>
-
-figures,—at whom the young moon stared with merciless
-severity. They were advancing very slowly—yes,
-halting occasionally to talk—but oh, she had no
-heart for other people's troubles now. To think of
-Lola, whom she had detested, giving up Philip—the
-idea was almost too immense to grasp—and marrying
-an old man, in order to save her family. Oh,
-what self-sacrifice, what a common, selfish, every-day
-creature she was in comparison! Such nobility
-was beyond her reach, and if Mr. Waldershare had
-died a year sooner, if she had not rushed out so
-madly and hampered Philip with herself, he and
-Lola might have been happy after all. As she
-stumbled into her tent, and flung herself on her
-bed, she was once more the old emotional Angel,
-agonising with the misery of her aching heart.
-There were three people who were bound to be
-unhappy—two as long as she lived and stood
-between them, and she was the younger by many
-years. What a prospect! Angel was experiencing
-the hopeless agony of an exceptional soul; the closing
-of adverse powers round a passionate strength,
-that would carve its way freely, and as she crushed
-her face into her pillow she moaned:</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, poor Philip—poor Lola—and poor me!"</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>"What did she say to you?" asked Pink Gown
-eagerly, as soon as Angel had trailed away into
-the verandah. "I never saw such a pair of tragic
-blue eyes; she was white to the very lips. Do you
-think she has been taken ill? You know that tope
-is notoriously feverish."</p>
-
-<p>"You will never guess what she said," stuttered
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 250]</span>
-
-the other lady, who was almost purple in the face,
-and whose expression and gaspings threatened apoplexy.
-"She—she—said, 'Excuse me—but I think
-I ought to tell you—that I am—Mrs. Gascoigne.'"</p>
-
-<p>Sensation.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>A sensation which circulated round the table, and
-thrilled the little circle; such a sensation had not
-been experienced since the hailstones in the thunderstorm
-had broken the skylight, and hopped about
-on the billiard-table. On the present occasion, the
-sensation was limited to the ladies, and a proud
-woman was she, who could rehearse effectively the
-little scene, as she sat at dinner, to the partner of
-her joys and jokes. In about twenty minutes' time,
-when the ladies had somewhat recovered from the
-shock, and had done their best to recall and recapitulate
-what had been said—and what had <i>not</i> been
-said—Mrs. Fitzjohn and Mrs. Danvers, the deep-voiced
-matron, resumed their conversation, the latter
-was really eager to talk of her old friend Lola.</p>
-
-<p>"Is it not strange that you and I should be discussing
-Lola Hargreaves, and that just here in this little
-out-of-the-way station, are two of her friends. The
-world is a small place. Have you seen her lately?"</p>
-
-<p>"About a year ago; but I only know her as Mrs.
-Waldershare, and I would not call myself—her
-friend——"</p>
-
-<p>"No?" sitting up rather aghast. "She used to be
-such a nice girl, and so pretty, and popular."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, she is very good-looking indeed, but I would
-scarcely label her as <i>nice</i>. She is a desperate gambler—that
-is no secret. Mr. Waldershare found her
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 251]</span>
-
-out, and had twice to pay enormous sums she lost at
-Monte Carlo."</p>
-
-<p>"Dear me—it seems incredible."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, for she is so charming and seductive—she
-deceives casual acquaintances. All the world gaped
-when they read the epitome of Reuben Waldershare's
-will, and that he left a million and a half, and
-to his wife nothing but a pittance and her personal
-belongings."</p>
-
-<p>"Then—then——" stammered the parson's
-daughter, "I'm afraid—she must have been foolish?"</p>
-
-<p>"If you mean that she flirted—no, never, unless
-there was something to gain by it. But she is one of
-those what I call trampling women, who are determined
-to get all the good out of life—no matter who
-suffers."</p>
-
-<p>"My dear Mrs. Fitzjohn," said Deep Voice,
-and in that voice there was a loud note of indignation,
-"Lola Hargreaves was never like <i>this</i>. She
-sacrificed herself entirely for her family, as I've told
-you. Mr. Waldershare helped her father, and saved
-him from disgrace—saved the estates, too. I was
-her bridesmaid," speaking as if this alone were a
-certificate of virtue. "And I never saw anyone look
-so white in my life. Oh yes, she sacrificed herself—we
-all felt that."</p>
-
-<p>"Sacrificed herself for—herself," retorted Pink
-Gown, vindictively, "I'm afraid she must be greatly
-changed since you knew her."</p>
-
-<p>"I do not see why she should."</p>
-
-<p>"Her one passion is gambling."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 252]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Oh, well, of course it is in the family—her father
-ruined himself."</p>
-
-<p>"I went home with her on board ship from
-Egypt; she always made me think of Cleopatra, the
-serpent of the old Nile; she was so long and willowy,
-and seemed to twine and glide about, and to fascinate.
-She only exercised her fascinations on rich
-men, and that but seldom; but if they went and sat
-by her deck-chair they were lost! Mr. Waldush
-would talk to them, and dazzle them, and then say:
-'Shall we have a little game?' She won large sums,
-and never showed the smallest excitement, and when
-she gathered up her winnings with her long white
-lingers, would say, in her sweetest manner, 'Oh, you
-should have played this, or that, card.' She is a
-marvellous player; and has the brain of a mathematician,
-the men declared."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm glad she has even that," rejoined her bridesmaid,
-with considerable heat. "I speak of Lola as
-I found her, and I stick to the fact that she gave up
-Gascoigne to save Earlsmead from going to the
-hammer, and to provide for her mother and
-brothers," and there was more than a suspicion of
-sharpness in the key.</p>
-
-<p>"And I," said Mrs. Fitzjohn, "stick to the fact
-that Earlsmead went to the hammer; that the
-pecuniary help was comparatively insignificant. I
-speak with authority, as my sister is married to
-Edgar Hargreaves, Lola's eldest brother. The place
-is gone from him and his heirs for ever; they can
-just barely get along, and no more. Lola had no
-idea of marrying a sub. in the Sappers when she
-could marry a millionaire with forty thousand a
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 253]</span>
-
-year—she said so; and I know that she gave old
-Mr. Waldershare any amount of encouragement;
-in fact, she threw herself at his feet." Mrs.
-Danvers, of the Deep Voice, threw up her head
-indignantly, and glared at her opponent, but made
-no reply. "Lola Waldershare is one of those
-women who knows exactly what she wants—and
-gets it."</p>
-
-<p>"She did not gain much by her marriage, at any
-rate," argued her bridesmaid, with a sneer.</p>
-
-<p>"Only ten years' enjoyment of every imaginable
-luxury," retorted the other lady; "carriages, diamonds,
-society, admiration, excitement, the spending
-of immense sums of money—on herself——"
-Mrs. Danvers merely gave a dry, incredulous cough,
-and began to put on her gloves. "I fancy she is
-rather at a loose end now," resumed Mrs. Hargreaves's
-sister, speaking in a cool but acrimonious
-key; "roaming about, most likely, seeking whom she
-may devour. If she ranges out here, she will probably
-fasten on the Gascoignes; and I shall be sincerely
-sorry for that pretty, conscientious girl, who
-gave us all such a shock just now."</p>
-
-<p>"If she 'ranges out here,' as you so elegantly
-express it, she will have no occasion to fasten on
-anyone," rejoined Mrs. Danvers, with temper; "her
-home will be with me, her girl friend, her bridesmaid.
-I shall ask her—indeed, I shall wire to her—at
-once."</p>
-
-<p>"I doubt if she would find scope for her enchantments
-in Chitachar," said Mrs. Fitzjohn; "there
-is not an open carriage, a roulette board, or a rich
-man, in the station. However, you may send off
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 254]</span>
-
-your telegram, and enjoy her society immediately,"
-and she pointed to a list of arrivals at Bombay.</p>
-
-<p>"The sooner I see her, the better I shall be
-pleased," said Mrs. Danvers, in a voice resembling
-the trumpeting of an elephant. "I shall send a wire
-now. I can't think how I overlooked the passenger
-lists."</p>
-
-<p>As she spoke she put down the paper, pushed
-back her chair, and left the table.</p>
-
-<p>At any rate, she had secured that consolation
-prize, 'the last word.' And if Lola Waldershare did
-nothing else, if she never set foot in the station, at
-least she had been the means of occasioning a lasting
-antagonism between two of the very few ladies, in
-the Chitachar Club.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 255]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI<br /><br />
-<span class="small">IN ANGEL'S TENT</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Several</span> guests from the station were added to
-the camp dinner table, the Commissioner's Khansamah
-contrived an impressive <i>mènu</i>, and a dazzling
-display of plate and flowers. The wine was incomparable—though
-the host greatly preferred Scotch
-whisky—and everything and everyone contributed
-to a pleasant evening, except Donald Gordon, who,
-as usual, devoured the meal in silence, and Mrs. Gascoigne,
-who was depressingly dumb, and most startlingly
-pale. In answer to enquiries, she pleaded a
-bad headache, and after the ladies had risen, departed
-to her tent.</p>
-
-<p>The camp moved on the following morning, and
-as Angel rode past the insignificant little club, she
-gazed at it with a curious expression on her face. To
-her, it represented the temple of truth. Well, after
-all—truth was everything, she said to herself,—nothing
-else was of the same value, hopes and fears,
-rights and wrongs, shrivelled to dust, in the presence
-of truth.</p>
-
-<p>Days went by, and Angel still remained silent,
-pale, and self-absorbed, her spirits occasionally
-rising to their normal height, then falling far below
-zero. One evening, as she was going to bed, and sat
-brushing her mane of hair with listless hand, the
-tent flap was abruptly raised, and Mrs. Gordon entered.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 256]</span></p>
-
-<p>"My dear child," she said, "I'm not going to
-stand this any longer. What is the matter? Even
-my husband has noticed you—it is something more
-than a common headache. Now, Angel, surely you
-will tell me?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," she answered with sudden passion, and
-she tossed her hair back, and looked fixedly at her
-visitor. "It is not a headache which hurts me—but
-a terrible heartache."</p>
-
-<p>"What!" in a horrified voice. "Oh, no, Angel—no."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes—sit down there on my bed, and I will tell
-you all about it—and then——" heaving a quick
-breath, "you will have to tell me—something."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon accepted the invitation in puzzled
-silence, and Angel pursued.</p>
-
-<p>"You remember the evening we were at Chitachar
-Club, rummaging among all the fusty old books, and
-how I stayed behind, and joked about listening to
-gossip—when you and Mr. Lindsay went out?"</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon nodded, and coloured faintly.</p>
-
-<p>"I heard more gossip than I expected! After a
-time a crowd came in, and two ladies sat close beside
-me, so closely that I could hardly move my elbows.
-They began to discuss a certain Mrs. Waldershare, a
-widow"—here Angel stood erect in the middle of
-the tent, with a mantle of flowing fair hair over her
-white dressing-gown—"who jilted Philip years
-ago." Mrs. Gordon sat erect and gave a little gasp.
-"He was always devoted to her, ever since they were
-playfellows,—now she is free—but he is married."</p>
-
-<p>"Why, of course he is!" cried Mrs. Gordon, recovering
-her wits, "what nonsense this is, Angel.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 257]</span>
-
-Why are you so tragic? you only want a dagger to
-be Lady Macbeth!"</p>
-
-<p>"Please let me go on—the lady said 'Yes, he is
-married to a mere chit, a child, his ward, who ran
-away to him from school—he had to marry her,
-though he moved heaven and earth to get out of it.'
-Now"—and here Angel took a deep breath, and
-turned a pair of agonised eyes on her companion—"tell
-me—dear—good friend—is this the truth, that
-the station opinion was so strong, that Philip was—forced—to
-marry—me? Yes, yes, you have grown
-red—my God!—it is true." And Angel threw her
-brush to the end of the tent, and suddenly sank on
-the ground, and buried her head in her hands.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon instantly bent over, and put her
-arms tenderly round the girl, whose form now shook
-with hard, dry sobs.</p>
-
-<p>"And, oh! I loved him so," she moaned, "and he
-married me from pity—you remember what the fortune-teller
-said—that a man had married me at the
-bidding of a woman—that woman was <i>you</i>—" she
-cried suddenly, raising her head, and wrenching herself
-free. "Oh, how could you degrade me like that?
-How could you—be so wicked?"</p>
-
-<p>"Now listen to me, Angel," urged her friend
-soothingly. "Do hear what I have to say."</p>
-
-<p>"No, no, no," she sobbed, "you will try to excuse
-it—you will tell me lies."</p>
-
-<p>"I will not, Angel—upon my honour."</p>
-
-<p>Angel flung back her hair, and stood up expectant,
-whilst Mrs. Gordon resumed her place on
-the camp cot.</p>
-
-<p>"When—when—" she began, and her lips felt
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 258]</span>
-
-hard and dry, "you came out so suddenly, you were
-guilty of a most unpardonable act—it was very
-wrong."</p>
-
-<p>"It was very wrong to vilify my mother," interrupted
-the girl passionately.</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps so, but you know you undertook the
-trip, half as a joke, thanks to your giddy young
-friend; you never realised the years that had drawn
-you and Philip closer together, that he was comparatively
-young, and unmarried, that you were a
-grown-up woman. If you had—you would not have
-come—confess, that this fact struck you the instant
-you met him? Come, now, Angel, be honest."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, of course, I will be honest—you are right—it
-did, and I was simply horrified," admitted Angel
-gravely. "I had expected a man, a little stout, and
-bald, and grey—you see, I had no photograph to
-guide me, and six or seven years are ages at my time
-of life, more than twenty later on. The moment I
-saw Philip, I realised the awful mistake I had made,
-and felt almost inclined to turn and run away back
-into the wet jungle, but I pulled myself together,
-and did my best to carry it off with a high hand;
-there was nothing else to do."</p>
-
-<p>"I know that Mrs. Flant and her sister discovered
-you <i>tête-à-tête</i>—you, a young girl, and unchaperoned.
-Then it seems that you attracted Miss Ball's
-admirer, this was too much for her forbearance; to
-avenge herself she told a story to the station, she and
-Mrs. Flant whispered that they did not believe you
-were only just out—or as simple as you pretended.
-They said you had possibly—no, I won't go on," as
-Angel's face grew fixed and ghastly. "The talk had
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 259]</span>
-
-become a clamour by the time Philip appeared; perhaps
-you may understand the whisperings, the
-silences, and the curt refusals of our invitations, that
-puzzled us so much?"</p>
-
-<p>"I understand—all—<i>now</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"Then of course Philip had to be told. At first he
-absolutely refused to believe his ears, but the lie had
-had a long start, and was strong and unflinching.
-He did not wish to marry you——"</p>
-
-<p>"So the other woman said."</p>
-
-<p>"He thought you much too young; he declared
-you should see the world, and make your choice,
-and not be put off with a dull old bachelor. He was
-thinking of you, he was indeed, Angel," trying to
-reach Angel's hand, but she twisted it away, "he
-loves you very sincerely, and loyally in his own way.
-Has he not made you an admirable husband? There
-is the answer to that silly woman's chatter. Don't
-you believe, my dear," and she now took Angel's
-hand firmly in hers, "that he loves you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," rudely snatching her fingers away, "precisely
-as he did when I was a little girl at school, not
-with all his soul, and all his strength, as he loved
-Lola—not"—drawing a long breath, and transfixing
-her friend with her eyes—"as Alan Lindsay—loves
-you."</p>
-
-<p>"Angel! What do you mean!" stammered the
-receiver of this rude shock, and the slumbering fire
-in her dark eyes kindled to a blaze. "How dare
-you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why should I not dare?" demanded the girl
-fiercely, "this is the place and time for plain speaking—lip
-to lip and eye to eye. Philip is straight, as they
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 260]</span>
-
-called him—<i>he</i> would never make love to a married
-woman—not even," and she gave an odd laugh, "to
-his own wife. He is careful of my health, of the
-horses I ride, the people I know, he jumps up when I
-enter a room, he hurries to fetch me a wrap, but he
-never—<i>never</i> kisses my work, or my book, when I
-am not looking—nor waits patiently for hours to
-have a word with me—alone—as a man we know,
-waits for—you."</p>
-
-<p>"Angel—Mrs. Gascoigne," said her listener, who
-had suddenly assumed all the dignity of the wife of
-the Commissioner, "you have taken leave of your
-senses. You have had—a—a—sunstroke."</p>
-
-<p>"No—no—I am quite sane, thank you," she replied,
-"and perfectly cool-headed; you may remember
-that as a child I was very sharp at seeing things
-that never occurred to other people. The faculty has
-not deserted me. I believe all women are possessed
-of an instinct, and recognise love when they see it.
-Dear Elinor, do forgive me," she pleaded, and her
-voice broke, "because I love you, and I have so few
-to love. If I do not speak to you—who will dare?
-My sight is terribly keen—I cannot help it—I cannot
-help seeing that Philip does not love me—that Alan
-Lindsay does love you." She paused for a moment,
-threw back her hair, and went on, standing directly
-before her companion, who sat on the side of the cot
-with a countenance as expressionless as a mask,
-"You are beautiful—you are sympathetic—you are
-good," continued the girl in a clear ringing voice,
-"all the world knows you, as the admirable wife of—a
-block—of Aberdeen granite. Half the young
-men and the girls in the district have come under
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 261]</span>
-
-your influence—which has always been noble and
-pure. It is as far-reaching and penetrating as the
-sun—it is your responsibility; and now love has
-come to claim you—and you are in danger, or why
-these long walks, and absorbing conversations, and
-early strolls to see the sun rise, and late strolls to
-see the moon rise? No one has recognised the danger
-but we three—you and I and Mr. Lindsay. You
-must send him away—before it is too late."</p>
-
-<p>With her white robe, flowing locks, and earnest
-and impassioned face, Angel might almost have
-stood for a picture of her namesake.</p>
-
-<p>"It is strange," began her companion in a husky
-voice, "that you should be exhorting me—a woman
-who is fourteen years older than yourself—who remembers
-you a child."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, it is strange—it is, I'm afraid, unpardonable.
-I expect you will send me back to Marwar to-morrow,
-and I am ready to go. I feel that I must
-speak, and risk your friendship—for your own
-sake;" then she added, "Oh, have I not said, and
-seen—what is true?"</p>
-
-<p>The immediate answer was long delayed, then
-suddenly Mrs. Gordon bent her head upon her
-hands, and burst into tears; at last she looked up
-with streaming eyes, and said:</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, your vision is clear;—I will not palter or
-fight off, or equivocate,—I do love Alan. Oh, what
-a relief it is to speak aloud, what I have scarcely
-dared to whisper to my own heart. Love has come
-to me at last; hitherto I have starved in the midst
-of plenty, now cruel fate has brought me a great
-gift—which I may not accept. I nursed Alan back
-
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 262]</span>
-
-to life—he had gone to the very edge of the grave,
-and he says my voice recalled him; that he loved
-me, only dawned upon me recently; he has never
-dared to tell me in so many words, but I know it,
-and the fact fills me with almost intolerable joy. My
-husband is cold and formal; I was freezing into the
-same mould. Alan has melted my heart; I've
-warmed my hands before the fire of life——"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," interrupted Angel, finishing the quotation,
-"but it does not sink—nor are you ready to depart!
-Elinor, I beseech you, send Mr. Lindsay away. You
-are not as other women—you have a name and
-example to live up to; your influence has been like
-a star, which, if it falls, means black darkness to
-hundreds."</p>
-
-<p>"You need not be afraid, Angel," said Mrs. Gordon
-with a sob; "I will never succumb—with God's
-help—but you do not realise what it is, to starve and
-shiver for years, and then be offered your heart's
-desire, only to refuse it; a supreme influence seems
-to have taken possession of me, undefinable, and impalpable,
-but real and actual, as light or the electric
-current. But I see that you despise me; in your
-eyes I have fallen from my high estate," and she
-rose and threw her arms tightly round Angel. "Yes,
-I despise myself."</p>
-
-<p>"Promise me that you will send him away," whispered
-Angel.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, yes—that I promise. When we return to
-Marwar, he goes to England, and we shall never—never—meet
-again. Oh—never."</p>
-
-<p>"Goes to England?" repeated Angel, incredulously.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 263]</span></p>
-
-<p>"He succeeded to his property some time ago, but
-has kept the matter quiet, and remains out in India
-for——"</p>
-
-<p>"For your sake," interrupted Angel; "I understand.
-Well, I hope he will go soon."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon shivered involuntarily.</p>
-
-<p>"It is strange—or is it not strange—that your
-husband has never noticed how friendly Mr. Lindsay
-is—with you?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, no; he attributes it all entirely to himself.
-It would be impossible for him to realise that I
-could attract anyone in that way."</p>
-
-<p>"And he is an old mole, grubbing away at the
-story of the love of Shireen and Ferhad, and never
-sees the real story which is enacted before his eyes."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Angel, don't say such things, my dear—they
-hurt—they hurt."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, the truth is painful," acknowledged Angel.
-"I am brutal to you—because it hurts me. It is
-the truth that my husband's heart belongs to another
-woman. I cannot blame him; once and for
-ever, it is as it should be—and she is so beautiful, not
-only her face, but her character is lovely and noble.
-It is all a little hard on me, yet truth forces me to
-confess that there is no one to reproach but myself.
-Oh, what ease and comfort it would give me if I
-could blame some one. I threw myself upon Philip
-without thought or reflection, and I have cast myself
-between him and the woman he loves, and is now
-free to marry him—only for me—only for me—they
-would both be happy. I learnt all this at the little
-Chitachar Club. Listeners certainly hear bad news
-of themselves."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 264]</span></p>
-
-<p>"My dear Angel, you are much too sensitive—you
-are morbid," interrupted her friend; "but you
-know the saying,</p>
-
-<p>
-'Le temps passe,<br />
-L'eau coule,<br />
-Le cœur oublie.'<br />
-</p>
-
-<p>Philip has forgotten his first love years ago."</p>
-
-<p>"No, no; Philip never forgets anything, and I
-should never have heard about Lola, only in the
-way I did. They loved each other as children.
-They love one another still. As I lie there on this
-little bed, do you know that I sometimes pray to
-die—a quiet, easy death—to sleep, and never wake.
-It would mean so much happiness to others—and—here
-she choked down a sob—"I don't think anyone
-would be very sorry, or miss me much—except
-the dogs, and you."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Angel!" exclaimed her companion, "my
-dear child, you must <i>not</i> talk like this. I cannot
-imagine where you get hold of such extraordinarily
-wild ideas. If anything happened to you—it would
-break Philip's heart; he——"</p>
-
-<p>"He," interrupted his wife, "would marry Lola
-within six months—or less. I hope so—tell him."</p>
-
-<p>"Elinor," growled a voice, outside the flap of the
-tent, "what the devil do you mean by having lights
-burning at this hour and talking and disturbing
-people, and keeping Mrs. Gascoigne out of her bed?
-Go back to your own tent at once—come, don't dawdle,"
-and Elinor, having embraced her guest, swiftly
-obeyed her lord and master.</p>
-
-<p>It was noticed that the delightful cold weather
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 265]</span>
-
-camp, usually so bracing and health-giving, had
-evidently been of no benefit to the two friends.
-When they returned to the station, people declared
-that they had never seen Mrs. Gordon look so fagged—no,
-not in the cholera year even, when she had
-nearly worked herself to death; and pretty Mrs.
-Gascoigne had not only lost her colour, but her
-spirits.</p>
-
-<p>What had they been doing to themselves, or one
-another? Was it possible that they had quarrelled?</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 266]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">"THE SIN"</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Colonel and Mrs. Gascoigne</span> sat in their cool
-matted verandah drinking early morning tea, and
-watching the malees splashing water over the plants
-from their primitive earthern chatties, and the syce
-cutting luscious green lucerne for the expectant
-horses. Their only companions were the fox-terriers,
-Sam and John, and any description of the Gascoigne
-<i>ménage</i> which omitted these gentlemen would
-be inadequate and incomplete. They were twins,
-and as unlike in appearance and disposition as it
-was possible to be. Sam was a remarkably handsome
-dog, exhibiting all the best points of his race.
-He had a black face, bright tan eyebrows, and silky
-white ears; his disposition was sporting, affectionate,
-easy-going, and game, but his intellect was not
-brilliant. On the other hand, his brother was endowed
-with the master mind; <i>he</i> planned, and Sam
-carried out. It was John's great brain that found
-means to extricate them when they got into nasty
-scrapes connected with breakages, pet rabbit-killing,
-and egg scandals. In the clever discovery of other
-dogs' bone stores in ferreting out useful short cuts
-and rare sport, John was prominently to the front.
-Sam was a determined hatter—and, alas, "catter"—of
-unwearying energy and speed, but not insensible
-to luxury, caresses, and praise. He liked to lie on a
-lady's lap—although he weighed twenty-one solid
-pounds of bone and muscle. He liked to be petted,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 267]</span>
-
-and to have his throat scratched, and to repose in
-the middle of a soft down quilt (he being muddy or
-otherwise); but he was so handsome, and so insinuating,
-that his wishes were generally gratified.</p>
-
-<p>Sam was a nice, simple, unaffected dog, and a general
-favourite. John was stout, well set on his legs,
-with no approach to style or pedigree; his head was
-too round, his nose too short—foolish people declared
-he had "a pretty face," and judges admitted that his
-cat-like paws were models. He abhorred all endearments
-and liberties—though to gain certain ends
-he could beg and give the paw. He was fond of
-music, and came and sat under the piano when Angel
-played, occasionally accompanying her in soft, melodious
-howls. He also sang—to the mandoline.
-He was a very duck in the water, which his brother
-loathed. He was shamelessly greedy, and Sam was
-an ascetic. John was immensely clever, and Sam
-was a fool. John was self-centred, impulsive, and
-irritable. Occasionally he and his twin fought for
-no apparent reason, almost to the death, and were
-only separated by being vigorously pumped on, or
-torn, as it were, asunder. They were always badly
-mauled and covered with blood; Sam was invariably
-the victor, and immediately set himself to lick his
-brother's wounds, who received this Samaritan-like
-attention with sullen toleration. On the sole occasion
-when John was the best dog he bore himself
-most unchivalrously, lorded it over his vanquished
-foe for twenty-four hours, and would not suffer him
-to come into the presence of their joint mistress, or
-to approach within six yards of his fat, vainglorious
-self.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 268]</span></p>
-
-<p>But John had delivered his brother from the disagreeable
-consequences of murder and theft, secured
-him excellent sport, and on one occasion saved his
-life, returning home in the middle of the night, rousing
-the household by his terrific howls, and leading
-forth a rescue party to where Sam—ever the most
-enterprising—was smothering in a snake hole. The
-couple thoroughly appreciated camp life, and, no
-doubt, bragged prodigiously of their feats and escapades
-to other less lucky dogs whom they met at the
-band-stand or in the club compound. At the present
-moment they were shivering to be taken out. John
-sat on his hind legs, his gaze pathetically fixed on
-Gascoigne's last piece of toast, for his greed and presumption
-were unique. Sam divided his attention
-between driving sparrows out of the verandah—those
-vulgar street boys of the world—and keeping
-a sharp eye on his master's movements.</p>
-
-<p>"I say," said Gascoigne, "these fellows have done
-themselves well in camp! John is actually bloated;
-he has the figure of an alderman." Angel laughed.
-"But I can't say as much for you," and he looked
-at her steadily.</p>
-
-<p>He was thinking how soon India robs a girl of
-her good looks. Angel was white, her cheeks were
-hollow, her features had sharpened.</p>
-
-<p>"I should hope not," she retorted; "surely you
-don't want <i>me</i> to have the figure of an alderman?"</p>
-
-<p>"I should like to see a little flesh on your bones,"
-and he reached over and took up her limp hand and
-wrist. "What have you been doing to yourself,
-Angel?"</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 269]</span></p>
-
-<p>"And no one has done anything to you? What
-is it? You seem rather down on your luck."</p>
-
-<p>"Then appearances are deceitful," she answered,
-dragging away her hand. "I—I"—Angel was unaccustomed
-to telling broad, flat-footed lies—at last
-she brought out—"enjoyed myself <i>enormously</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"Though there were only the three of you!
-Donald Gordon is an able man, but a murderous bore—the
-compressed essence of a dozen wet blankets.
-A little of his society goes far. Oh, but I forgot—you
-had that fellow Lindsay. How did you like
-him?"</p>
-
-<p>Angel coloured faintly; there was a moment's perceptible
-hesitation before she said:</p>
-
-<p>"I don't dislike him."</p>
-
-<p>"Come! this <i>is</i> enthusiastic praise! and yet he is
-quite a ladies' man; far more at home reading poetry
-than pig-sticking; in fact, he rides so badly that it
-makes me positively uncomfortable to see him. He
-is an humbling spectacle on a horse."</p>
-
-<p>"Um—yes; but I don't think clever people generally
-ride well—as a rule," said Angel.</p>
-
-<p>"Then there must be a crowd of clever people in
-Marwar! By the way, I'm told that Lindsay came
-into his property about three or four months ago—why
-on earth does he not clear out? A man with
-six thousand a year is out of focus in India. What
-is his anchor out here, I wonder? A woman?"</p>
-
-<p>Angel blushed furiously—guiltily. Gascoigne
-looked at her in mild surprise.</p>
-
-<p>"How should I know?" she answered impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>"He likes his work, just as you do yourself—he
-worked very hard indeed."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 270]</span></p>
-
-<p>"And when he had a little breathing time—how
-did he employ himself?"</p>
-
-<p>"He played chess, and went for long walks and
-he read aloud—Rossetti and Browning."</p>
-
-<p>"Just what I would expect."</p>
-
-<p>"You need not scoff; you read to us yourself—once
-upon a time."</p>
-
-<p>"True, oh, Angel; but then—I was in love."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>Were</i> you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly I was. Shall I read to you now?"
-picking up the local paper. "We are a little late this
-morning; my horse had to be shod."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, do read," assented his wife; "but there is
-never anything in the paper now, but the plague—and
-the rupee."</p>
-
-<p>"I say, listen to this," he exclaimed, beginning to
-read. "'Sad Accident at Suchapore.' Why, you
-must have met her."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't in the least know what you mean, and
-I hope I do not."</p>
-
-<p>"It's a Miss Cuffe. 'We regret to record a fatal
-carriage accident at Suchapore, which resulted in
-the death of Miss Mabel Cuffe, recently arrived
-from England. She and a friend were driving in a
-dogcart, when the horse took fright at an elephant,
-bolted, and upset the cart. The unfortunate girl was
-thrown out, and killed on the spot. This painful
-incident has thrown a gloom over the entire station.'"</p>
-
-<p>"I should think so," exclaimed Angel. "How
-dreadful—and how soon."</p>
-
-<p>"Dreadful—certainly," agreed Philip, looking at
-her interrogatively; "but why soon?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 271]</span></p>
-
-<p>"It is such a short time since I saw her; it seems
-only the other day we all had our fortunes told by a
-Fakir, and he said, when he looked at Miss Cuffe's
-hand, 'I see death.' Of course she did not understand—and
-she was not told—and it was only a
-fortnight ago."</p>
-
-<p>"A mere coincidence," said Gascoigne; "I don't
-believe in these predictions. Did you have your
-fortune told too?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, we all had, including Mrs. Gordon."</p>
-
-<p>"And what did he tell you?"</p>
-
-<p>Angel looked at him meditatively; she seemed
-to be making up her mind. At last she said:</p>
-
-<p>"He told me that I was married."</p>
-
-<p>"That was nothing new or strange."</p>
-
-<p>"No; but that my husband had married me at the
-bidding of—another woman."</p>
-
-<p>"That, at least, has the merit of novelty."</p>
-
-<p>"And—truth?" she added quickly.</p>
-
-<p>"Now, is it likely? I would be far more inclined
-to marry because a woman told me <i>not</i> to marry
-you. But I did not want any telling, did I, Angela
-<i>mia</i>?" and he bent over and brushed her cheek with
-his glove, and John instantly sat up, believing that
-it was something to eat. "You must cheer up, and
-come for a good gallop. Remember there is a big
-dinner at the Residency this evening."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you think that a lively prospect?"</p>
-
-<p>"No; I dread big dinners of thirty."</p>
-
-<p>Here Gascoigne signed to the syces to bring up
-the horses, swung his wife into her saddle, and in
-another moment they were crossing the parade
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 272]</span>
-
-ground at a sharp canter, followed by Sam and
-John <i>ventre à terre</i>.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>A big official dinner in India is a solemnity, not
-a festivity; people are invited, and accept as a matter
-of duty. They do not anticipate enjoyment; but the
-women look forward with keen expectation to
-receiving their rightful precedence, and to exhibiting
-their newest gowns. Angel, though but twenty-three,
-was a lady who sat among the chief guests,
-thanks to her husband's position. As these were
-many years her senior, she was generally most desperately
-bored. On the present occasion, she contemplated
-the prospect with an involuntary sigh, as
-she swept down the steps in a graceful white gown,
-and got into the brougham, followed by Gascoigne,
-in all the usual evening war paint of a Colonel of the
-Royal Engineers.</p>
-
-<p>"What a dull evening we shall have!" she
-exclaimed, as she held out her glove to be buttoned.
-"All oldish official people that we have met a hundred
-times. We do take our pleasures sadly."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, if you call this function a pleasure," said
-her husband, as he neatly completed his task. "I've
-a heap of work at home I ought to get through, instead
-of eating for two mortal hours, and listening
-to Lady Nobb—she is generally my fate. Her idea
-of conversation is a monologue on missionaries."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, at least, it saves you exerting yourself.
-Oh dear," and Angel yawned, "if we could only have
-games or charades—or even blindman's-buff."</p>
-
-<p>"What a profane suggestion," ejaculated her husband.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 273]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Yes, or see a few new faces; and here we are—and
-there is Lady Nobb getting out of her carriage.
-Oh, Philip, she has on such a smart pink silk petticoat—quite
-a wicked petticoat!"</p>
-
-<p>"Then I shall certainly make it the basis of our
-conversation," said Gascoigne, as he opened the
-door and jumped out.</p>
-
-<p>In a few minutes "Colonel and Mrs. Gascoigne"
-had been received by the aide-de-camp, and ushered
-into the great durbar room—a lofty, pillared apartment,
-with palms, rare Persian carpets, rose-shaded
-lamps, soft inviting lounges, beautiful curios, and
-many large photographs scattered here and there
-(the signed gift of passing guests in return for various
-favours received). In spite of Angel's melancholy
-forecast it presented a brilliant scene, with
-brave men in uniform, and beautiful women in their
-best array.</p>
-
-<p>The new arrivals were formally presented to their
-Excellencies, with whom they were on a most
-friendly every-day footing, and then drifted away
-into the crowd.</p>
-
-<p>"Quite a collection of strangers," said Alan Lindsay,
-as he attached himself pointedly to Angel. "I
-must say I think it's hard lines on the Lieutenant-Governor
-and Lady Eustace to have to invite every
-Tom, Dick, and Harry who write their names in
-the book. I suppose you have seen Mrs. Gordon
-to-day?" he added in a cautious undertone.</p>
-
-<p>"No," very sharply.</p>
-
-<p>"That is unusual, is it not?" he pursued; "she is
-not well—she was 'Darwaza Bund' when I called.
-I'm off in ten days' time, I—think."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 274]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Oh, are you?" said Mrs. Gascoigne, in a more
-cordial tone. "How glad you must be!"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not glad, you know I'm not, and why," he
-said, fixing her with his keen eyes; "<i>you</i> know all
-about it." He made a quick, eager gesture and sat
-down on the sofa; then he bent his head towards her
-and murmured, "Why—pretend?"</p>
-
-<p>Colonel Gascoigne, who was engaged in discussing
-hydrostatics and flying levels with a brother sapper,
-noticed this little scene,—Lindsay's assured attitude,
-his confidential pose. He stared for a second
-as if struck by some new idea, but at that instant his
-attention was required elsewhere.</p>
-
-<p>"Hullo!" exclaimed his companion, "I thought we
-were going to stay all night, and I've seen the L. G.
-look twice at his watch. Here come the Blaines, and
-a friend. By Jove, she <i>was</i> worth waiting for."</p>
-
-<p>Philip turned and glanced casually toward the
-entrance, and saw Sir Evans Blaine, K.C.B., and
-Lady Blaine, charged with apologies, and in the act
-of presenting their friend, "Mrs. Waldershare."</p>
-
-<p>Lola! Yes, Lola herself, looking brilliantly lovely,
-a very queen of society. She wore a long trailing
-black gown, which followed her in sinuous lines
-along the soft white carpet, and shimmered as she
-moved, like the scales of a fish. Her arms were covered
-with tightly-fitting sleeves, her neck was very
-bare, according to the prevailing mode; the black jet
-set off her white skin to great advantage. A slender
-chain of diamonds encircled her throat and fell below
-her waist, and a diamond comb or crown shone amid
-her piled-up dark hair. In one hand she held a tiny
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 275]</span>
-
-painted fan, and she carried herself like a sovereign
-prepared to receive the homage of her subjects.</p>
-
-<p>Lola made a beautiful picture, as she stood talking
-with animation to the Lieutenant-Governor and became
-the immediate cynosure of every eye. To Lola,
-these were the moments that made life worth living.</p>
-
-<p>Angel, who had been on the point of speaking
-sharply to Lindsay, held her breath as this vision
-swam into her view. Horror, surprise, admiration,
-chased one another through her brain. Her face
-looked white and wan, all her girlish beauty seemed
-to shrivel up and fade, as she realised that she and
-her rival were now within the lists.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Lindsay caught a glimpse of her expression,
-and exclaimed: "Oh the bewitching widow! Sandys
-of my service came out with her on board
-ship; she's just arrived from home. Isn't she a
-wonderful creation—and quite lovely."</p>
-
-<p>"Not very young," remarked a lady who sat near,
-"but well versed in the arts of fascination. I would
-give a good deal to know the name of her dressmaker!—what
-a wonderful gown."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," agreed Lindsay, "dramatic and realistic—it's
-not a gown—but a personality."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you know what she reminds me of," continued
-the lady eagerly—a clever worn-looking woman,
-in a frumpish but expensive garment, a woman whose
-children and whose heart were in England—"it
-is a picture in a gallery in Munich. I stood before
-it for twenty minutes, and I went back to look at it
-twice; it is of a beautiful woman, a dark woman,
-with a face like hers—she is dressed entirely in a
-serpent, a great dark blue serpent, wound round her
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 276]</span>
-body, whose head rests confidentially over her shoulder.
-They are both beautiful, both similar, both
-wickedly fascinating—and the name of the picture
-is 'The Sin.'"</p>
-
-<p>"My dear Mrs. Frobisher," cried Lindsay, with
-affected horror, "how shocking—surely sin and this
-enchanting stranger have not even a bowing acquaintance."</p>
-
-<p>"Possibly not," she answered dryly, "but she and
-'The Sin' are identical in appearance."</p>
-
-<p>"And now we are on the move," said Lindsay. "I
-am so fortunate as to have the honour of taking you
-in to dinner, Mrs. Gascoigne."</p>
-
-<p>Angel rose, and accepted the proffered arm in a
-sort of trance. Had Lola and Philip met? Would
-they sit near each other? Her eyes roved round
-anxiously, as she moved to her place at that exquisitely
-decorated table, covered with lovely La France
-roses, shining silver, and delicate ferns.</p>
-
-<p>No, but it was almost worse, she said to herself
-with an inward groan; they were seated exactly opposite
-to one another; and Lola had such eloquent
-eyes!</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 277]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII">CHAPTER XXVIII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">MAKING FRIENDS</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">During</span> that long official feast, Angel's thoughts
-were distracted and confused. They were engrossed
-by a couple lower down the table—of these she could
-only catch occasional glimpses—conveying a fleeting
-vision of a handsome dark profile and gold
-shoulder cords, and a lovely white throat, a dazzling
-chain, a dazzling face: besides all the heart-sickness
-occasioned by this picture she had on her left hand
-Alan Lindsay, sternly determined to endow her with
-his confidence—she fiercely resolved not to receive
-it. What a situation for one helpless young woman!
-No wonder that her appetite was miserable, her
-remarks vague and erratic, her face white, and her
-expression fixed—Mrs. Crabbe, who sat opposite,
-was delighted to hear her partner declare that he had
-"never seen any one go off so soon as Mrs. Gascoigne."—To
-know that her husband and his beautiful
-first love were dining <i>vis-à-vis</i>, drinking to one
-another with their eyes—no—no—Philip was not
-like that! To know, that beside her sat the avowed
-lover of her dearest friend, who was only awaiting
-an opportunity to pour his cause into her ear, was
-almost too much for the endurance of any girl of
-two-and-twenty. And Angel's right-hand neighbour
-afforded her no support; he was as useless as a
-stuffed figure, being both deaf and shy. However,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 278]</span>
-
-she summoned her courage, girded herself for the
-fray, and rose to the occasion. Even as a child she
-had a wonderful spirit. Time after time she turned
-the conversation when it approached her friend.</p>
-
-<p>"How heartless you are!" exclaimed Lindsay,
-when they had arrived at the first <i>entrée</i>. "I declare,
-you have no humanity, no sympathy—you are a
-stone."</p>
-
-<p>"Very well—I am," she answered doggedly, "and
-I have no sympathy to spare for you."</p>
-
-<p>"Pray, why not? Eve always thought you so
-broad, and so bright, almost like an American girl.
-Certainly the American climate is favourable to
-intellectual vivacity."</p>
-
-<p>"Intellect has nothing to do with the present case,"
-said Angel sharply, "and no American girl would
-support your views."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not so sure of that, Mrs. Gascoigne. It is
-easy to get a divorce in the States—they are sensible
-people; why should a man and woman who are
-totally discordant be compelled to live together in
-misery all their lives? It's worse than penal servitude—what
-is there to bind them?"</p>
-
-<p>"Their vows," she answered gravely.</p>
-
-<p>Lindsay shrugged his shoulders, and gave a queer
-little laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"I am so glad you are going away," said Angel,
-with undeniable rudeness.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, and so am I," he answered imperturbably,
-"if I do not go alone."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>Of course</i>, you will go alone."</p>
-
-<p>"Why of course? Why should not Elinor accompany
-me?" he asked, dropping his voice.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 279]</span></p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gascoigne became suddenly very red; her
-hand shook a little.</p>
-
-<p>"He will set us free—we will marry in six months,
-and begin a new existence. What a maddening
-thing life is—a mass of mistakes. One's hands are
-tied, and fate comes and mocks at us—but I intend
-to cut the cords. Here is Elinor's life wasted with
-a boor, who values her less than a quire of foolscap,
-whilst I would lay down my life for her." In the
-midst of this heroic speech potatoes were offered
-and declined.</p>
-
-<p>"Listen," he continued eagerly, "my plan is
-this——"</p>
-
-<p>"Hush," said Angel, "not so loud. Mrs. Crabbe
-opposite is exhibiting the liveliest interest in your
-conversation,—and I don't want to hear any more."</p>
-
-<p>"You must hear," he said inflexibly.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, if I must, I suppose I must. I cannot
-escape from the table—I won't agree with one
-word you say—so you are warned."</p>
-
-<p>"I want Elinor to come to England with me. I
-am now a wealthy man; after six months she will
-become my wife, and we shall be unutterably happy."</p>
-
-<p>"For a year—perhaps, and then you will both
-begin to realise your mistake; you will regret your
-career, and she will be grieving for her downfall.
-You will be each other's punishment; Elinor will
-feel intense remorse, knowing what her evil example
-means to so many, and that her life's work is destroyed.
-She will become old, worn, and unsatisfied,
-and you will be disillusioned."</p>
-
-<p>"You talk like a seer, Mrs. Gascoigne," he sneered.</p>
-
-<p>"I am far-sighted," she admitted quietly.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 280]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Don't you know—do you not see that it would
-be for Elinor's happiness to cast off this hideous life
-of pretence, and become my second self, my wife,
-the mistress of my dear old home?"</p>
-
-<p>"She would be mad to listen to you," said Angel
-fiercely; "she will suffer, when you leave; she will
-mourn as for a death—oh, it will be a hard trial, but
-it is better to suffer and be strong now, and get it
-over, than to endure agonies of shame later on, and
-always. She will never listen to your plan. If she
-did, I would hold her back by main force; if she
-went she would have to drag <i>me</i> along with her. I
-will never let her go."</p>
-
-<p>"I always thought you were her friend, and
-wished for her happiness."</p>
-
-<p>"I am her friend—and I do not wish for her disgrace."</p>
-
-<p>"Why are you so narrow-minded? Many <i>divorcés</i>
-are in society; and Elinor is so sweet and so
-good—her influence will always be felt wherever she
-goes."</p>
-
-<p>"No, not when it is known that she has left her
-husband—with you. You must practise before you
-preach; and if I have read Mr. Gordon's character
-correctly, he will never divorce his wife."</p>
-
-<p>"So," after a long pause Lindsay said, "you are
-not on my side?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, nor ever will be—and what a discussion for
-a dinner-party!"</p>
-
-<p>"It was my only opportunity. I asked Du Visne—he's
-a pal of mine—to send us in together if
-possible."</p>
-
-<p>"If he had known your object, he would have
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 281]</span>
-
-turned you out; now let us talk of anything—or
-nothing else. Ah! I see people putting on their
-gloves; thank goodness, we are going at last."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>As Angel sat in the drawing-room, mechanically
-turning over a book of photographs, too unnerved to
-mix with other women and talk gossip or chiffons,
-she suddenly looked up and found Lady Eustace
-beside her, who said:</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Gascoigne, here is a lady who is most
-anxious to make your acquaintance. Let me introduce
-Mrs. Waldershare, a very old friend of your
-husband's."</p>
-
-<p>Angel rose, and held out her hand in silence.</p>
-
-<p>Was this the pretty girl that they said Philip had
-married? mentally asked Lola, as with one comprehensive
-glance she criticised her substitute. Why,
-her complexion was like a sheet of white paper, and
-her collar-bones stood out in pitiful prominence; but
-she had wonderful eyes, and her figure was graceful,
-her dress elegant.</p>
-
-<p>"I felt that you and I ought to know one another
-as soon as possible," said Lola in her drawling voice;
-"you know Philip and I are such old, old friends; we
-were girl and boy together, and I should so much
-like to be friends with his wife."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you," said Angel, faintly. What a namby-pamby
-creature! thought her listener—aloud,
-"Do let us go over and take possession of that most
-delicious-looking sofa and have a good, comfortable
-talk—before the men come," and she led the way
-with admirable grace. "I think," she continued,
-settling herself with a cushion at her back, "these
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 282]</span>
-
-little after-dinner chats are such opportunities for
-seeing something of other women," and she nodded
-over at Angel with a delightful expression of good
-fellowship; she was considerably startled by the expression
-in the girl's eyes. What did they say?</p>
-
-<p>They conveyed a grave, almost awed admiration;
-now Lola loved admiration, and accepted it greedily
-from any source, from a crossing-sweeper upwards.
-That Philip's wife should admire her with those
-great tragic blue eyes was funny. She always had
-an idea that Philip's wife would not care for her.
-This simple chit would care for her, and be exceedingly
-useful. She meant to place herself under the
-dear child's nice white wing—yes, and her name was
-Angel.</p>
-
-<p>"Have you any children?" she asked softly.</p>
-
-<p>Angel blushed to the roots of her hair, and shook
-her head.</p>
-
-<p>"But dozens of dogs, I am sure! Philip was
-always crazy about dogs and horses, yes, and all
-sorts of horrid things, toads and tortoises and tadpoles.
-You are quite young," she resumed; "oh,
-how I wish I were your age!"</p>
-
-<p>"I should not mind exchanging," said Angel, with
-a faint smile.</p>
-
-<p>"I only wish we could," rejoined Lola with emphasis;
-"oh, you can't think how bitterly I cried the
-day I was thirty!"</p>
-
-<p>"Really? Why should you mind, and you look
-so young." And then with an effort she asked, "Are
-you staying in Marwar, or just passing through?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I am staying with the Blaines for a day or
-two, then going up country to my brother Edgar.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 283]</span>
-
-I've come out to spend a year in India. I think I
-shall like it immensely, and I hope it will like me.
-The country is so bright and sunny, and everyone so
-cheery and so hospitable. I've met several people
-that I came out with on board ship, and we feel quite
-like old friends. There's Captain Hailes of the
-Muleteers, and the little Tudor boy, Sir Capel
-Tudor; we called him Cupid. He is ridiculously devoted
-to me. By the way," she went on in another
-key, "I suppose you have heard that Philip and I
-were engaged once," and she looked at her with a
-half-bantering expression.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I know," responded the other gravely.</p>
-
-<p>"For quite a long time—nearly four years. You
-won't," and she raised herself about half-an-inch and
-lightly touched Angel's hand, which hung limply
-over the back of the sofa, "you won't like me any the
-less—for being fond of him—will you, dear?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, certainly not," with an eloquent gesture.</p>
-
-<p>"In fact, it constitutes a bond between us—and
-you won't care for him any less," and she looked up
-into Angel's serious eyes, "because he used to like—me?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," and then ensued a long pause.</p>
-
-<p>"It was a funny marriage, was it not?" she resumed
-suddenly.</p>
-
-<p>"What—whose?" asked her bewildered listener.</p>
-
-<p>"Why, yours, dear. He was a hardened bachelor,
-and you were such a child. But it has turned out
-very well," another pause, "hasn't it, dear?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes," blushing, and feeling curiously embarrassed.</p>
-
-<p>"What a dear you are! I'm going to be so fond of
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 284]</span>
-
-you; I know at once, when I like people or not. And
-you?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, I'm not like that—it is too soon."</p>
-
-<p>"Never too soon to begin a liking, dear."</p>
-
-<p>"But I admire you more than anyone I've ever
-seen," said Angel impulsively.</p>
-
-<p>"Come, that's a good start," patting her arm with
-a touch of patronage. "By-and-by, I believe, when
-you know me—you will pity me."</p>
-
-<p>"Pity <i>you</i>?" gazing at this lovely, languorous
-creature, with her shining gown, her shining jewels,
-her shining eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"Ah! you are too young to know the tragedy of
-giving up, of annihilating self; of being misrepresented,
-slandered, and beggared. Well, I will tell
-you all about it some day. I'm coming to see you
-to-morrow. I am told newcomers call first. And
-here are the men. Do look at my little travelling
-friend, Sir Cupid. Ah, there is Phil," and she beckoned
-him with her fan. "Dear old Phil, how good
-it is to see you—how you bring back old times.
-Your wife and I have been making such friends, and
-having a long chat. Now," as he looked interrogatively
-from one to the other, "I'm going to have a
-good long talk with <i>you</i>." As Lola spoke, she rose
-and laid a small hand upon his sleeve, and with a
-little gay nod to Angel, glided away with Philip into
-the great verandah.</p>
-
-<p>Angel sat up and gazed after the couple—Philip
-slight, erect, and soldierly, his head a little bent, his
-hands behind his back. No, he had not offered Lola
-his arm.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 285]</span></p>
-
-<p>And Lola moving beside him with her graceful,
-undulating walk, looking up, and talking quickly all
-the time. She felt, as she watched them slowly disappear
-into the sitting-out verandah, as if the sun
-had been extinguished by a huge black cloud.</p>
-
-<p>Lola was an enchantress. She herself had felt her
-influence, and was powerless. As she sat in a sort
-of dream, she heard a man's voice say, "Is she not
-ripping? Old Graydon lost his heart to her coming
-out."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," said another, "and young Tudor lost two
-hundred pounds to her, which is ten times worse."
-But, of course, they were not alluding to anyone she
-knew.</p>
-
-<p>The <i>tête-à-tête</i> in the verandah lasted till carriages
-began to come rumbling under the big porch, and
-when Philip and Lola reappeared, she looked conspicuously
-radiant.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 286]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXIX">CHAPTER XXIX<br /><br />
-<span class="small">LAST YEAR'S NEST</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Residency</span> parties invariably broke up in good
-time, and it was not more than half-past ten when
-Colonel Gascoigne handed his wife into her
-brougham, and set off, according to his custom, to
-walk home. To-night he had unusual food for
-thought, as he proceeded at a leisurely pace, smoking
-a most excellent Residency cheroot. So Lola had
-risen on the horizon in the character of a fascinating
-widow, with all the liberty, prestige, and self-possession
-usual to her class. How wonderful her eyes
-were! He came to a momentary standstill as he
-recalled them, and how her voice trembled as she
-talked of "long ago," and separation, and the cruelty
-of circumstance, and misapprehension. She revived
-a phase of his existence that he had almost forgotten;
-it was a little difficult to realise that he had been
-madly in love with her once. That was nearly fifteen
-years ago—how time flew—in the good old days
-when she could play cricket and rounders, and did
-not know how to use her eyes. These reflections
-were abruptly brought to a conclusion by the appearance
-of a bare-headed lady in silvery opera
-cloak, who was evidently awaiting him under an
-acacia tree by the edge of the maidan.</p>
-
-<p>It was Angel, who, acting on a sudden impulse,
-had stopped the brougham and descended, and sent
-it home empty. She felt that she must escape from
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 287]</span>
-
-her own company, her own terrible thoughts. She
-must talk to Philip about Lola without delay. No,
-she could not wait, even half-an-hour, for she was
-mentally staggering under the impact of a new sensation—the
-name of the sensation was jealousy.
-Her very soul was in a fever. Naturally highly-strung,
-fervent, and impetuous, Angel's whole being
-was centred in the longing to know what her husband
-thought of Lola—what of her—<i>which</i> of them
-did he love?</p>
-
-<p>And as she stood by the roadside awaiting his
-coming, her heart seemed to beat, "Lola, Lola,
-Lola," and the distant frogs chorussed "Lola, Lola,
-Lola."</p>
-
-<p>They were holding a reception in a neighbouring
-tank, safe from the barbarous paddy bird, and the
-ruthless crane.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>"Oh, here you are at last!" said Angel; "it is such
-an exquisite night, I thought I would walk home,"
-adding apologetically, as she held up her dainty
-shoe, "the road is as dry as a floor; let us go across
-the parade-ground."</p>
-
-<p>"All right," he assented; "it is too early for
-snakes. How hot it was in that drawing-room, with
-those big lamps."</p>
-
-<p>"It was," assented his wife, "but <i>you</i> must have
-found it cooler—in the verandah."</p>
-
-<p>There was a significant pause, and then Colonel
-Gascoigne boldly broke the ice at the thickest part.</p>
-
-<p>"There is nothing so certain as the unexpected,"
-he said; "who would have thought of seeing Lola
-out here?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 288]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Who, indeed?" echoed Angel coolly; "and we
-were wishing so much for a new face, though her
-face is not new to you. Everyone comes to India
-nowadays. It would never surprise me if grandmamma
-appeared. There she goes."</p>
-
-<p>"What! your grandmother?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, Mrs. Waldershare."</p>
-
-<p>As she spoke a large open carriage bowled along
-the hard white road. It contained the Blaines and
-their guest, who waved her fan to the pair, with a
-gesture signifying approval and valediction.</p>
-
-<p>"What do you think of her?" asked Philip,
-abruptly, as the horses' hoofs died away in a distant
-clip-clop.</p>
-
-<p>"I think she is beautiful," answered Angel, in a
-voice that carried sincerity in its expression; "there
-can be but one opinion about that."</p>
-
-<p>"I shouldn't have thought she was your style."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, I admire dark people."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you, Angel; that is one to me. But you
-did not approve of her as a child."</p>
-
-<p>"No, I was prejudiced, and, of course, I was no
-judge; but now that—that——" she hesitated. She
-was going to add, "that I know her story——"</p>
-
-<p>"That you have arrived at years of discretion or
-indiscretion," he supplemented.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, now that I have arrived at years of
-experience, I do not wonder that you adored her."</p>
-
-<p>Philip did not remark the little falter in her voice.</p>
-
-<p>"How do you know that I adored her?"</p>
-
-<p>"Did you not?" was her quick counter question.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, then—yes."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 289]</span></p>
-
-<p>"And were distracted with misery when she married
-Mr. Waldershare?"</p>
-
-<p>"So they said," and as he spoke he knocked the
-ash off his cheroot with elaborate care.</p>
-
-<p>"You have forgiven her"—and Angel caught her
-breath; "you forgave her to-night?"</p>
-
-<p>"I forgave her ten years ago; but, my dear child,
-do not let us rake up the ashes of an old love affair
-that has been extinct for ages. I am quite prepared
-to be civil to Lola, as an old playfellow and friend,
-that's all. You will have to call on her, and ask her
-to dinner, and all that sort of thing."</p>
-
-<p>Angel came to a sudden dead stop, and stood very
-straight in her long silvery cloak; her face was white
-as she gazed at her husband in the moonlight, with
-her extraordinarily piercing blue eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"Playfellow—friend," she repeated, "do you believe
-that she will ever forget, or allow you to forget,
-that you were her old lover, her first love—she
-<i>won't</i>," she added with sudden passion. "She reminded
-me of it to-night, and declared that it was a
-bond between us."</p>
-
-<p>"Then, my dear Angel, I leave her entirely in your
-hands," rejoined Philip, with a smile. He had a rare
-but beautiful smile, inherited from his mother. "She
-is an odd creature; she has an embarrassing way of
-speaking her thoughts aloud. She thought that, and
-unawares it escaped her lips. Lola is not young, she
-has plenty of sense, she knows that fifteen years roll
-between the—the old days—and these, and that,"
-now laying his hand impressively upon Angel's arm,
-"there are no birds—in last year's nest."</p>
-
-<p>"But——" she began excitedly.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 290]</span></p>
-
-<p>"But," he echoed, turning his head sharply, "here
-comes young Hailes, running after us. He little
-dreams that you and I are discussing abstract sentiment
-at eleven o'clock at night, in the middle of the
-parade-ground."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Mrs. Gascoigne," gasped Captain Hailes,
-breathlessly, "I believe this is yours—you dropped
-it on the road—just now."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, and how very kind of you to take so much
-trouble—it really was not worth it," said Angel, who
-inwardly wished both glove and finder a thousand
-miles away. She was anxious to pursue the subject
-of Lola, her opportunities for a <i>tête-à-tête</i> with
-Philip were so rare; and this odious but well-meaning
-Captain Hailes accompanied them all the way
-to their own gate.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 291]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXX">CHAPTER XXX<br /><br />
-<span class="small">A WHITED SEPULCHRE</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Before</span> continuing this history, it is necessary to
-say a few words respecting Lola Waldershare. As
-Lola Hargreaves, ever lovely, seductive, and smiling,
-by strangers and mere acquaintances, she was
-looked upon as one of the most bewitching girls in
-the county. Her beauty, youthful graces, and
-charm, threw a dazzling glamour over her personality
-that her immediate surroundings were not
-blinded to her faults; her brothers recognised her
-selfishness; her mother was aware that her heart
-was hard as a nether millstone. Those who had
-little dealings with Miss Hargreaves learnt that she
-was not particularly truthful or scrupulous. The
-increasing straitness of the family fortunes, the
-struggle to make a brave display abroad, the shifts,
-shabbiness, and pinching, at home, the manœuvres
-to evade creditors, and keep up appearances, had left
-their mark on Lola. Poverty was hideous; humiliation
-was unendurable; and Lola was resolved to be
-rich. A short season in London had shown her the
-value of her beauty; her face was, and should be, her
-fortune; and long before Philip Gascoigne had any
-idea of his fate, he had been mentally discarded by
-his <i>fiancée</i>. Letters are deceptive, it is so much
-easier to deceive by pen and ink than by word
-of mouth. What Mrs. Danvers had declared was
-perfectly true; Lola had sacrificed herself—for herself.
-In marrying Reuben Waldershare she attained
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 292]</span>
-
-her wishes—though she would have been glad to
-eliminate two well-grown step-sons—and Mr.
-Waldershare, for his part, was well satisfied with
-his bargain. Unfortunately, in an evil moment he
-took his beautiful young wife to Monte Carlo, and
-there the Hargreaves' demon, the gambling demon,
-awoke, and seized upon her. The taint was in her
-blood; Lola was her father's own daughter. At first
-she was contented to win small sums at roulette,
-which she gleefully invested in hats and lace and
-trifling ornaments. After a week, as the poison
-began to work, she increased her stakes, and talked
-fluently of "douzaines" and "transversals" and
-"runs." She relinquished expeditions to Nice, or
-into Italy. She grudged every hour spent elsewhere
-than at the rooms. She had her own lucky table,
-her lucky charm, and, above all, her system. Like
-most beginners, she won largely, and Reuben Waldershare,
-who was obtrusively proud of his clever,
-elegantly dressed, smart wife, liked to see people
-crane over in order to watch her pretty eager face,
-as she sat with rolls of gold rouleaux before her,
-her pencil busy, her eyes ablaze.</p>
-
-<p>Little did he know that he had fired a mine the day
-he placed three hundred pounds to his wife's account
-at the Credit Lyonnaise, and told her half in joke,
-that was "a little sum to play with."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Waldershare now played incessantly—and
-played high.</p>
-
-<p>"I like to put a 'mile' note on one number," she
-declared with a gay laugh; "I agree with an old man
-who sat next me, 'Ca vous donne des emotions.'"</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Waldershare returned each winter to the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 293]</span>
-
-Riviera as punctually as a swallow, ostensibly in
-search of health, but in reality to gamble continuously,
-extravagantly, and recklessly. She lost enormous
-sums; her husband's pride now changed to
-alarm. The husband of the lovely Mrs. Waldershare,
-who was winning to the envy and admiration
-of her neighbours, was a different being to the man
-who had to disburse staggering sums almost daily.
-Lola promised to give up gambling, and never to
-touch a card or back a number. Her promises were
-invariably broken—nothing would or could keep her
-away from the scene of her gains and losses. She
-owed huge bills in London and Paris; the money
-to pay these she had flung into the great gulf—she,
-whose luck was astonishing, was now secretly selling
-her jewels—and wearing paste. Mrs. Waldershare
-was again at Monte Carlo the year her husband
-died; her fascinations were irresistible. A beautiful
-woman, thirty years his junior, sweet, seductive,
-persuasive, her stolid elderly partner could not withstand
-her. He was suddenly called away to Paris,
-on urgent business, leaving Lola and her maid and
-many acquaintances at the Hotel de Paris, but before
-he departed he extracted a solemn promise from his
-wife that during his absence she would not enter the
-rooms, and this promise she vowed to keep. The
-first day she went over to Nice, the second day was
-wet, and seemingly endless, the third day something
-drew her into the Casino in spite of herself. The
-talk of her friends, of runs of colour, of great
-"coups," was too much for her miserable little will;
-something, she afterwards declared, dragged her
-forcibly into the Salle de Jeux. She went with a
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 294]</span>
-
-party, merely in order to look on, but in twenty
-minutes' time, she was seated at the "trente et quarante"
-with a card a pin, and a pile of gold in front
-of her. She won—she won again the following day,
-and then she lost—lost—lost all the money—lost
-her self-control—lost her head. She borrowed until
-she could borrow no longer; in the frenzy of gambling,
-she drew a cheque for a thousand pounds and
-signed it "Reuben Waldershare." All moral sense
-expired, as she blotted the clever imitation of her
-husband's signature. This money followed her
-other losses in one short day, and then Lola was indeed
-desperate. She went at sundown and walked
-round Monaco, and gazed thoughtfully over the wall
-at a spot which other despairing eyes have measured,
-where there is a sheer precipice, lapped by the blue-green
-Mediterranean.</p>
-
-<p>No, no—looking down always made her sick and
-giddy, she could <i>not</i> do it. Life was sweet. Reuben
-would certainly forgive her—after all, what was his,
-was hers.</p>
-
-<p>When Mrs. Waldershare returned to the hotel,
-she found a telegram awaiting her; it announced
-that her husband was ill with a sharp attack of gout.
-She was requested to leave for Paris at once, and
-accompany him home. After a few days, during
-which time Lola made herself indispensable to
-the invalid, hourly hoping to seize a favourable
-moment, and make her little confession; unfortunately
-the cheque presented itself too promptly,
-and Reuben Waldershare, to whom such an act as
-forgery appeared as great a crime as murder, was
-deaf to all excuses and appeals. He raged with the
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 295]</span>
-
-deadly slow anger of a phlegmatic nature; in this
-condition, he added a codicil to his will, and having
-done so, died rather suddenly of gout in the stomach.
-And now, Lola found herself a widow, with a small
-jointure and immense debts. She endeavoured to
-patch up the wreck of her affairs, she tried to beguile
-creditors, propitiate people she had snubbed, to make
-friends with her cast-off relations, but she was alike
-in the black books of her acquaintances and her
-tradespeople. She therefore resolved to shift her
-sky, and come out to India, ostensibly to visit her
-dearest brother Edgar (who had no desire for her
-company), and to see something of the East. She
-brought with her a maid, a quantity of smart gowns,
-a large stock of courage and enterprise, and a very
-small amount of ready money.</p>
-
-<p>In short, she had come out to seek her fortune,
-precisely like the young adventurer one reads of in
-books of fairy and other tales. Marwar was a capital
-centre, she had gathered this information <i>en route</i>;
-Indian people were approachable, hospitable, and not
-too inquisitive; appearances go far, when one sails
-away from a—reputation.</p>
-
-<p>Then by a wonderful stroke of luck she encountered
-Philip Gascoigne; as good-looking as ever; no
-longer the impetuous boy, the impassioned subaltern,
-but a cool, self-reliant, distinguished Philip, with a
-fine position, a heavy purse, and a dear, simple, appreciative
-wife. They would be extremely useful,
-introduce her to the best society, save her expense,
-and officiate as her sponsors.</p>
-
-<p>These were a few of Mrs. Waldershare's reflections,
-as she drove into the Gascoignes' compound
-the afternoon succeeding the dinner-party.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 296]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXXI">CHAPTER XXXI<br /><br />
-<span class="small">FISHING FOR AN INVITATION</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Mrs. Waldershare</span> presented a most charming
-picture, as she rustled into Mrs. Gascoigne's great
-drawing-room, with her exquisitely gloved hands
-eagerly extended. Her <i>entrée</i> was accompanied by
-the rustling of silk, a faint jingling of beads, and
-atmosphere of heliotrope. She wore an elaborate
-white dress, a black plumed hat, both unmistakably
-French and expensive.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I am so ashamed!" she exclaimed; "I had
-to pay one or two other calls, and like a greedy child
-with sweets, I kept the best for the last. I had not
-the faintest idea it was so late."</p>
-
-<p>"Better late than never," said her hostess, politely,
-and the gong at that moment sounded for tiffin.</p>
-
-<p>"You will stay, won't you?" she urged, little
-knowing that her visitor had carefully timed her
-arrival in order to be sure of catching Philip at
-home; "I'll send away the gharry."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, thank you, I must confess it is a great temptation;
-but do you think the Blaines will mind?"
-and she looked at her hostess appealingly.</p>
-
-<p>"I can write a line if you like. Philip," turning
-about as her husband entered, "here is Mrs. Waldershare—she
-will stay to lunch."</p>
-
-<p>Lola gave her former lover her hand, and a long,
-expressing glance; then as Angel hurried out, she
-said: "What a charming home you have, Philip."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 297]</span></p>
-
-<p>"I am glad you like it," he said cheerfully.</p>
-
-<p>"How funny to think of this being your house,
-Philip, and of you being married and happy." She
-gazed up at him with soft interrogation as she spoke,
-then dropped her voice and said, "And I am solitary
-and homeless and poor—all my life, I've stood aside
-for others and—given up." One of Lola's chief accomplishments
-was to tell the most dramatic and
-delightful lies.</p>
-
-<p>"I can't say that you answer your own description,"
-replied Gascoigne, ignoring her touching insinuations.
-"I never saw anyone that looked more
-fit."</p>
-
-<p>"Ah, appearances are deceitful," rejoined the lady
-with a sigh; "but how well you are looking—so little
-changed," another wistful glance.</p>
-
-<p>"Won't you come into tiffin," said Angel, appearing
-suddenly. "I have sent off a note to Mrs.
-Blaine," and she led the way into the dining-room.</p>
-
-<p>"What a delightful bungalow this is," remarked
-Lola, after she had helped herself carefully to mayonnaise;
-"so much larger than the Blaines'. Quite
-double the size."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I suppose it is," assented Angel, carelessly.</p>
-
-<p>"They have only one spare room. Of course they
-are not old friends, only board ship acquaintances,
-and it was so good of them to put me up; but I've
-got to turn out."</p>
-
-<p>"You are going on to Edgar?" said her host.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no, such a bore. The Edgars are moving,
-and won't be settled for a whole month. She is
-marching with the regiment to Seetapore, so I am
-going to take my chance in the Imperial Hotel here."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 298]</span></p>
-
-<p>And Lola looked down, and sighed profoundly.</p>
-
-<p>"Will it be very bad, do you think?" she asked,
-suddenly raising her eyes to Angel.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm sure I cannot say; I've never stayed in a
-hotel in India, but a great many globe-trotters put
-up there in the cold weather."</p>
-
-<p>Philip gazed at his wife. Was she unable to
-recognise a broad hint, or was she intentionally and
-exceptionally dense?</p>
-
-<p>"By the way," continued Angel, "have you not a
-friend at Chitachar? I heard a lady mention that
-she had been your bridesmaid."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, my dear, pray don't speak of her—such
-a dull creature, with a voice like a fog-horn. Philip,
-you remember Lucy Worsley at the Parsonage?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, of course I do. She was a good sort,
-and had a first-rate Airedale terrier."</p>
-
-<p>"She was densely stupid, and always had chilblains,
-even in summer. She is out here now, and
-telegraphed me to go and stay with her"—Mrs.
-Waldershare had made full inquiries respecting
-Chitachar;—"but I really cannot move again so
-soon."</p>
-
-<p>"What brought you out to India? What put it
-into your head to come East?"</p>
-
-<p>"The instinct of exploration, I think; and I
-wanted so much to see dear old Edgar again, and"—with
-a crooked smile—"you. As one grows
-older, especially when one has no home or ties, one
-gets restless, and hankers for the friends of one's
-childhood—don't you think so, Mrs. Gascoigne?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, I can't say that I ever hankered after the
-friends of my childhood, except one," she replied;
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 299]</span>
-
-"I have four half-brothers, whom I never wish to
-see again."</p>
-
-<p>Lola opened her eyes, until they looked a size
-larger, and gazed at Angel in astonishment, and
-then broke into a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose you had a different experience to mine—we
-had a very good time, had we not, Philip?"
-she appealed to him in her sweet, persuasive voice.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, we made things fairly lively for ourselves
-and others."</p>
-
-<p>"It's one thing that cannot be taken from us—our
-memories. Do you remember the day the piebald
-pony ran away with us, and jumped the gate?"</p>
-
-<p>"That is hardly a happy memory."</p>
-
-<p>"No; but the picnics to Tancliffe Abbey, our cooking
-and dressing up—our—oh"—with a quick little
-gesture of abandonment—"our <i>everything</i>."</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne laughed. "We were awfully keen on
-half-raw potatoes, the cinders of birds, and corking
-our faces on the smallest provocation. How one's
-tastes change!"</p>
-
-<p>"Aunt General Gascoigne, and dear Aunt Ven—how
-lovely she was," continued the guest. Philip
-shrank like a sensitive plant; he did not wish her
-to speak of his mother. Lola, with her quick perception,
-was instantly aware of this, and added in
-almost the next breath, "And do you remember the
-nest in the Clock Tower, that I dared you to get?"</p>
-
-<p>Philip rose and said, "I am afraid I must remember
-events of to-day, and ask you to excuse me—I
-have to see the General before three. Angel and you
-can have a talk, and she will drive you home after
-tea."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 300]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I cannot stay to-day, I've heaps to do," protested
-Lola piteously; "but I'll just smoke a cigarette
-with Mrs. Gascoigne—no, I really must call her
-Angel—I daresay she smokes?"</p>
-
-<p>"I did," acknowledged Angel, "but I've given it
-up."</p>
-
-<p>"Why?"</p>
-
-<p>Angel made no reply beyond a laugh; she had
-given it up to please Philip. At last she said, "Well,
-I suppose we outgrow our habits."</p>
-
-<p>"Do we? I never outgrow mine, and smoking
-gives us all the pleasures of hope and of memory.
-Let us sit in two corners of this sofa and talk; I do
-want to know you."</p>
-
-<p>"It is very kind of you to say so," responded
-Angel quietly. Lola gave a long comprehensive
-glance round the luxurious room, and blew a cloud
-of smoke through her nostrils.</p>
-
-<p>"You must be very well off," she remarked suddenly.</p>
-
-<p>"We are," admitted her companion; "an old
-friend of Philip's mother, a lover, I believe, died a
-year ago, and left him three thousand a year."</p>
-
-<p>"Nonsense," sitting erect; "fancy remaining in
-this country."</p>
-
-<p>"Philip likes it—his heart is in his work. He
-would hate to retire, and just live in London clubs
-and in a house in Mayfair."</p>
-
-<p>"What do you know of Mayfair?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not much, but I lived there once." A pause, and
-then Angel suddenly said, "Please tell me about
-Philip's mother."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Aunt Ven, as we called her. She was beautiful;
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 301]</span>
-
-such a lovely face, a little sad—a good woman.
-It was said that in her first season, she took London
-by storm, also her second, and at the height of her
-glory she dropped out of the firmament; and was
-seen no more."</p>
-
-<p>"Was there not a reason?"</p>
-
-<p>"None, beyond a mere surmise; people hinted at
-a love affair—and a mischief-maker. Ten years
-after she reappeared as Mrs. Gascoigne—married
-someone who did not expect a whole heart-devouring
-passion. Her son," again that crooked smile,
-"you see has done the same."</p>
-
-<p>"You mean in marrying me," said Angel quickly.</p>
-
-<p>Lola pulled herself together. Had that glass of
-Burgundy gone to her head? She must be more
-wary. This kind of talk was so full of pitfalls.</p>
-
-<p>"Of course," she replied, taking Angel's hand in
-hers, "you make him far happier than I could have
-done, and you are just the right age—the early
-twenties."</p>
-
-<p>"But you look in the twenties yourself. How do
-you manage it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I try to get the very most out of life, by
-keeping in touch with what is pleasing. I never
-see or hear anything disagreeable—be gay, and you
-remain young." And Lola released her companion's
-fingers with a squeeze.</p>
-
-<p>"But if you feel things terribly, and are sorry for
-people, and animals, and misery?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, that is fatal, it means bad nights, and wrinkles,
-and horrors; I cannot afford to be emotional, I
-am a poor solitary woman. If you read sad books,
-and sing sad songs, and mix with sad people, you
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 302]</span>
-
-become sad yourself. Do you know that you look
-rather sad—it was the first thing that struck me
-when I saw you."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, but I'm not," rejoined Angel, and the colour
-rose to her face; "I'm really supposed to be rather
-frivolous and——"</p>
-
-<p>"And here is my gharry coming back," interrupted
-the visitor, "and, alas! I must go. I'll see
-you at the theatre this evening, won't I? And you
-are going to see a great deal of <i>me</i>, dear. I hope
-you won't mind." As she spoke, Mrs. Waldershare
-embraced the astonished Angel with much <i>empressment</i>,
-went gracefully down the steps, ascended into
-her hired conveyance, and was presently rattled
-away.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 303]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXXII">CHAPTER XXXII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">BY PROXY</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">In</span> a surprisingly short time, Mrs. Waldershare
-had become one of the most interesting personalities
-in Marwar. Her beauty, her toilettes, her seductive
-manners, her air of being accustomed to the best the
-world could offer, went far to promote her success.
-She was accepted at her own valuation, and incidentally
-as a very old friend of the Gascoignes, and
-was invited, <i>fêted</i>, admired, and imitated. The
-lady's victoria was surrounded at the band, or polo;
-men schemed and struggled for the honour of escorting
-her. She had graciously accommodated herself
-to the deficiencies of the Imperial Hotel, and established
-terms of intimacy with an exploring widow,
-with whom she chummed, and gave charming little
-teas, tiffins, and suppers. Mrs. Waldershare was
-extremely exclusive, and desired it to be understood
-that she only wished to know "the nicest people."
-As she was a regular attendant at church, and her
-air and deportment were unexceptional, "the nicest
-people" were delightful to cultivate her acquaintance.</p>
-
-<p>It is needless to mention that they knew nothing
-of the little games of cards, which constituted such
-an attractive item at Mrs. Waldershare's evening
-reunions, nor dreamt that it was close on sunrise
-when they broke up, and that one or two of her
-guests returned to their quarters with lighter
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 304]</span>
-
-pockets, and heavier hearts. There was never
-a whisper of these gatherings in society, only in the
-bazaar, where all is known, and where the fair
-widow was branded with a name that we will not
-set down here. Captain Hailes and Sir Capel Tudor
-were daily visitors at the Imperial Hotel; the
-former, on the strength of a distant cousinship, the
-latter simply because he had enjoyed the honour of
-being Mrs. Waldershare's fellow-passenger. He
-was a cheery, boyish little fellow of two-and-twenty,
-keenly anxious to see, and do everything. He and
-a friend had come out to India with the intention
-of indulging their mutual taste for sport and mountaineering,
-but Cupid had cast off his companion at
-Bombay, to follow the path of his enchantress.</p>
-
-<p>In spite of his uproarious spirits, his round, boyish
-face, and curly locks, Sir Capel Tudor could be
-as doggedly obstinate as any commissariat mule; he
-was rich, he was his own master, and after a somewhat
-stormy scene at their hotel, the two comrades
-had parted, Sir Capel to come up country in order
-to visit Agra and Delhi and other historical places,
-and Mr. Hardy to coast down to Travancore, mentally
-cursing one particular young fool—and all
-widows.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Of course Mrs. Waldershare saw a good deal of
-the Gascoignes; she dined with them, drove with
-Mrs. Gascoigne, who admired her still—admired
-her graceful, gliding gait, her wonderful eyes, her
-wonderful gowns, her wonderful and irresistible
-ways.</p>
-
-<p>Angel was always severely truthful to herself, and
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 305]</span>
-
-she drew painful comparisons between Lola's
-beauty, her fresh, English complexion (oh, most innocent
-Angel, it was pain), her attractive manners,
-and her own white face, her dull wit, her inability to
-shine, or even to attempt to shine, when Lola was
-present; and what a fund of friends, experiences,
-and memories she and Philip had in common, events
-that had happened when she was in her ayah's arms—yes,
-and before she was born.</p>
-
-<p>In this period, naturally the happiest of Philip's
-life, she had no share; and as the pair talked, drawn
-on from subject to subject, undoubtedly they
-sometimes forgot the third person, who sat half
-buried in sofa cushions, aloof and silent, telling herself
-that she, not Lola, was the outsider. She alone
-stood between Philip and this beautiful woman, with
-whom he had so much in common—youth, dead and
-living friends, memories, and first love. Angel had
-the power of keeping her feelings to herself, but she
-could not keep her misery entirely out of her face.
-Philip's anxious inquiries invariably met with a civil
-rebuff.</p>
-
-<p>"You are as grave as a little old owl," he said one
-day. "I wish I knew what is the matter."</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing."</p>
-
-<p>"Is there such a thing as nothing?"</p>
-
-<p>"Don't ask absurd questions; I suppose I may
-look pale if I please."</p>
-
-<p>"But <i>I</i> don't please."</p>
-
-<p>Angel quickly turned the conversation by a question:</p>
-
-<p>"Do you know that Mrs. Gordon is really ill?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 306]</span></p>
-
-<p>"No; but I have not seen her about for ages—fever?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; malarial fever. I believe she caught it in
-the district. I'm going over to visit her now."</p>
-
-<p>"All right; I'll call for you on my way from the
-club."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, do go for a ride, and take Sam and John."</p>
-
-<p>"I'll see them further! Sam has killed two of the
-young pigeons, and three of the Houdan chickens—quite
-a bag!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; I shut him up in a godown for punishment."</p>
-
-<p>"Much he cared."</p>
-
-<p>"John cared. He sat outside and howled for an
-hour, and what do you think he did?"</p>
-
-<p>"Something with respect to refreshments."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. He brought a bone and pushed it under
-the door."</p>
-
-<p>"I'll bet it was well picked. Now, I am off. Let
-me know if I can do anything for Mrs. Gordon.
-You might take her over those new books and picture-papers—and
-give her my love."</p>
-
-<p>"What will Mr. Gordon say?" and Angel gave
-a rather hysterical laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"Why should he say anything? He knows very
-well that we <i>all</i> love her."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon had been keeping her room for some
-time, and received no one but Mrs. Gascoigne. She
-looked miserably ill, but refused to stay in bed; and
-as her husband did not believe in making a fuss
-over women, or in encouraging them to remain on
-the sick list and upset the house, the invalid was left
-a good deal alone.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 307]</span></p>
-
-<p>Angel found her in her own special sanctum,
-wearing a soft silk tea-gown, and an expression of
-utter weariness and lassitude.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," she replied, in answer to her friend's exclamation,
-"I am indeed a wretched-looking specimen.
-I've had this fever before, and I know how it
-takes it out of me—between the fever in my blood,
-and the fever in my mind, I am almost extinct.
-See," and she held up an envelope, "he will keep on
-writing to me, although I never answer his letters.
-I think it is so cruel of him: and he comes here every
-day. His steamer leaves Bombay on Saturday, but
-he swears he will not leave India till he sees me
-again."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes?"</p>
-
-<p>"He will never see me again. No more than if I
-had died—I am dead, my heart is dead."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Elinor, don't say that. You love me a little,
-and so many, many people love you."</p>
-
-<p>"If they knew what you and I know, do you think
-they would love me?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, and more than ever."</p>
-
-<p>"But do you realise that I ache—yes, that is the
-word—to see Alan, to hear his voice, to look at him
-even once more—before he goes away," and her
-voice shook, "for ever? Do you know that I have
-written to him—oh, so many letters—mad, wild
-wicked letters, and destroyed them. I believe there
-is another spirit in my body, not the old restrained
-conscientious Elinor, but a mad, crazy spirit, who
-prates of love and the world well lost. Oh, my dear,
-you see in me a very sick woman mentally and physically—you
-are my doctor."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 308]</span></p>
-
-<p>"What can I do for you?" and Angel laid her
-cool hand on her companion's burning head. "Tell
-me. I will do anything to help you."</p>
-
-<p>"You can meet Alan—take him my good-bye
-to-morrow. Tell him he must leave on Saturday.
-People are all wondering why he stays on? and are
-looking about for the inducement. Tell him I shall
-often think of him, and pray for him, and pray that
-he may live a good unselfish life, share his wealth
-with others, and be happy. When we are old, old
-people we may perhaps meet—and that is all—except—good-bye."</p>
-
-<p>"I will give him this message, and <i>how</i> he will
-hate me!"</p>
-
-<p>"No, no, he likes you." A long pause, then with
-an abrupt change of tone, "And so Mrs. Waldershare
-is in Marwar?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. She stayed for a few days with the Blaines,
-and now she has gone to the Imperial Hotel because
-she wishes to be independent."</p>
-
-<p>"What is she like?"</p>
-
-<p>"She is dazzlingly beautiful, with great dark eyes
-that seem to go right across her face."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I hear she is very good-looking and alluring."</p>
-
-<p>"And most fascinating; all the world admires
-her, and is making a fuss about her. We are giving
-a dinner for her to-morrow, and have asked the
-little baronet, and the Blaines, and Captain Hailes.
-Well, now, I must go; I hear Philip talking to
-your husband. What about to-morrow? When
-shall I see Mr. Lindsay? If he calls on me the servants
-will hear every word—our house is so open—there
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 309]</span>
-
-are twelve doors in the drawing-room. We
-might walk in the garden if it——"</p>
-
-<p>"I'll tell you; drive down to the polo, and pick
-him up in your cart. I hate to ask you to do this
-for me—do you think your husband will mind?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no, Philip is never jealous, you know that—if
-the worst came to the worst, I'd tell him." Mrs.
-Gordon sat up and gasped. "Yes, I would, Elinor,
-and I warn you beforehand. But I hope there is
-no question of that. I will meet Mr. Lindsay to-morrow,
-give him your message, and tell him that
-he must go home, that if he stayed here for years
-he would not see you, or hear from you again. I
-shall be firm. There," and she kissed her companion's
-hand, "I must go."</p>
-
-<p>The following afternoon Colonel Gascoigne returned
-home early, in order to take Angel for a ride;
-she looked wan and spiritless, like a flower that was
-drooping. He blamed himself for leaving her in
-that great empty bungalow; was it fair to her, to
-give up so much time to work, and leave her alone?</p>
-
-<p>And there was something on her mind—what?</p>
-
-<p>"Could it be—Alan Lindsay?" he asked himself;
-and a voice answered, "No; you deserve to be shot
-for the suspicion. Angel is not that sort." No, retorted
-the little devil Jealousy; but most young
-women are "that sort," when thrown for two
-months into the daily intimate, picturesque society
-of one of the most well-endowed and irresistible of
-men. With these voices still clamouring in his mental
-ears, he arrived at home, and was informed that
-"the Mem Sahib had gone out in the cart, and taken
-John Sahib and Sam Sahib towards the polo;" and
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 310]</span>
-
-he turned his horse, and rode off in that direction.
-Angel was not at the polo, but Mrs. Waldershare
-was there. She beckoned him gaily to her victoria,
-in which sat two men, whilst a third worshipped
-upon the step.</p>
-
-<p>"Where are you going to, Philip?" she inquired,
-with an air of playful authority.</p>
-
-<p>"Only for a ride. Have you seen Angel?"</p>
-
-<p>"Your good Angel—oh, yes. She drove away
-just now with such a nice-looking man! They
-went up the road towards the old palace. You
-don't mean to say you are going <i>too</i>?" and Lola
-gave a wicked little laugh; but Philip affected not
-to hear, and cantered off.</p>
-
-<p>The palace was now used as a picture-gallery, it
-contained portraits of many rajahs and nawabs, and
-stood in a beautiful garden. It lay beyond the bazaars,
-about two miles from the polo. As Gascoigne
-rode along, his head was in a whirl, the hot blood
-was thumping in his heart. What did he mean to
-do? He could not say. He brought his horse to a
-walk, and made an effort to control his rage, and
-endeavoured to analyse his own sensations. What
-ailed him? Was this jealousy, or merely bad temper?
-As he came in sight of the gates, he descried
-the portly figure of John, just crossing the drive in
-chase of a squirrel. Yes, John had betrayed the
-whereabouts of his mistress, and there, by the palace
-entrance, stood her cart, pony, and syce. Meanwhile
-Angel had seen Alan Lindsay at the polo, and
-carelessly offered him a seat. As he accepted it with
-alacrity, she said:</p>
-
-<p>"I have a message for you—several messages."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 311]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Then don't deliver them here, for God's sake.
-Drive a bit up the road, where we can talk face to
-face."</p>
-
-<p>"All right," she replied; "I'll go up as far as the
-Suchar Palace; the dogs love the gardens," and, as
-she spoke, Angel turned her pony's head, and drove
-rapidly away; all the time they flew along she never
-once opened her lips. Once at the palace, she sprang
-out, gave the reins to her syce, and said to her companion:</p>
-
-<p>"Let us go into the gallery; we can talk there undisturbed,"
-and she ran lightly up the stairs.</p>
-
-<p>The gallery was lined on two sides with gorgeous
-portraits of princes in brocade, white muslin, steel
-armour, or jewels; but the couple never cast a glance
-at one of them, and Lindsay broke the silence by
-asking, in a hoarse voice:</p>
-
-<p>"Now, what is her message? What does she
-wish you to say for her?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am to say good-bye," replied Angel, looking
-at him steadfastly.</p>
-
-<p>"I won't listen to it."</p>
-
-<p>"You have no choice; you must. She implores
-you to go home at once. What is the use of remaining
-out here?"</p>
-
-<p>"Because, even if I do not see her, I am near her—and
-that is something."</p>
-
-<p>"It is madness. Will you not do as she wishes?"</p>
-
-<p>"You know well that I would die for her."</p>
-
-<p>"And she asks much less than your life—only to
-go—to go—to go."</p>
-
-<p>"One would suppose you were talking to a dog!"
-he said angrily.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 312]</span></p>
-
-<p>"I have a great respect for some dogs," replied
-Angel; "you have no respect for Elinor's wishes.
-Her mind is fixed, she will never see you again; will
-you force her to leave Marwar?"</p>
-
-<p>"I wish I could force her to leave it with me."</p>
-
-<p>"There, you waste your time and breath! She
-has a strong will, she is passionately sorry for herself
-and you—she is at the same time deeply humiliated
-to find that she, a married woman, could suffer
-such anguish. If you have any regard for her, any
-love for her, I beseech you to leave Marwar. She is
-ill, she is miserable, she—oh, if you only saw her as
-I saw her, you would never hesitate,—you cruel
-man."</p>
-
-<p>By degrees Alan Lindsay, borne down by the
-force of Angel's arguments, her expostulations, her
-appeals, gave way. The dusk had suddenly fallen,
-as it does in India; these two, the pleader and the
-pleaded with, could hardly distinguish each other's
-features.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you realise that I leave my heart—my very
-life—behind me?" he exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, but you will be brave, you gain a victory;
-you will see it some day as I see it—you will go."</p>
-
-<p>"Angel," said a voice from the dusk. It was her
-husband who spoke, he was close beside her, and she
-gave a perceptible start, but instantly recovering,
-rejoined, with surpassing nonchalance.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, is it you, Philip? How unexpected. Mr.
-Lindsay and I—have been looking at the pictures."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes—that is evident to the meanest intelligence,"
-replied Gascoigne, and his voice had a suppressed
-sound, and Angel for once distinguished a
-touch of sarcasm, never heard by her before.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 313]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXXIII">CHAPTER XXXIII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">EXPLANATION</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p>"<span class="smcap">But</span> you cannot study the Rajah's pictures any
-longer," continued Colonel Gascoigne, in a rough
-and dominant tone, and as he spoke he struck a
-match, and confronted, as he anticipated, Alan Lindsay—Mr.
-Lindsay, white as a ghost, and evidently
-shattered by some great mental storm.</p>
-
-<p>"Shall we go home?" he suggested politely, as he
-struck another match, and lighted the way to the
-head of the stairs, the two picture-seers following
-him down in somewhat awed silence.</p>
-
-<p>At the foot of the steps stood Angel's pony cart,
-with its lamps alight, and her husband's horse.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, good-bye, Mr. Lindsay," she said in a cool,
-clear voice, as she turned to him in the entrance. "I
-will write to you sometimes. Philip, Mr. Lindsay is
-leaving for England."</p>
-
-<p>"Good-bye, Gascoigne," he said hoarsely, and he
-held out his hand, but Colonel Gascoigne affected not
-to see it.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, good-bye," he said, shortly. "Angel, get
-in. I will drive you home"; to the syce, "bring on
-my horse." He whipped up the cob, and they flew
-down the avenue, leaving Alan Lindsay in the dim,
-dewy garden, to find his way back to the cantonment
-on foot and alone.</p>
-
-<p>Colonel Gascoigne drove very fast, but he never
-uttered one word, nor did Angel. She was thinking
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 314]</span>
-
-of the miserable man from whom she had been so
-unceremoniously parted, and a little of her husband.
-He was extremely angry; never had she known him
-to be angry, but Angel was not the least afraid of
-him. She had done nothing to be ashamed of, and
-once or twice she had felt a mad, almost uncontrollable
-desire to scream with laughter. Was Philip
-really jealous—at last? How funny!</p>
-
-<p>Philip's head was seething with new ideas. He
-saw himself from a novel point of view, racked by
-many incongruous feelings—the furiously, justly incensed
-husband. Should he speak now? No, he
-would wait till after dinner, and then have it out with
-her.</p>
-
-<p>He dashed up under the porch, alighted, handed
-out his wife with his usual courtesy, who walked up
-the steps without a word, and by the light of the
-great verandah lamp he caught a glimpse of her
-face; it recalled the Angel of Ramghur, when she
-was in one of her most defiant moods. They had a
-dinner-party that evening, and Mrs. Gascoigne,
-dressed with her accustomed taste, was exceptionally
-animated and gay, and played hostess to perfection.
-Certainly Angel, as of old, had a hard, fierce, untamed
-spirit; she met his glances without wincing,
-and they spoke, when occasion required, with Arctic
-politeness. Then when the last carriage had rumbled
-off, and his wife was trailing away to her room, Gascoigne
-came in from the verandah, and said:</p>
-
-<p>"Stop—I wish to speak to you—Angel."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes?" The yes was interrogative—sinking
-gracefully into an easy-chair.</p>
-
-<p>"I am not a jealous man," he began, abruptly.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 315]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Who said you were?" It was the Angel of
-Ramghur who retorted.</p>
-
-<p>"I have"—struggling hard for complete self-command—"trusted
-you absolutely, as if you were my
-very right hand, and eyes——"</p>
-
-<p>"But you could not believe your eyes this evening,
-I suppose?" she interrupted carelessly, and she
-looked up at him, and then at her white satin shoe.</p>
-
-<p>"No, I returned home early to take you for a ride;
-I heard you had gone off towards the polo, and followed.
-At the polo, some one said, 'If you are looking
-for Mrs. Gascoigne, I saw her driving towards
-the Palace.' I came on, and discovered you there
-with—Lindsay—alone. I heard him say, 'I leave
-my heart—my life behind me,' and you answered,
-'You will be brave—you will go.' He is going—you
-are to write to him. What does it all mean?—Angel—for
-God's sake—tell me the truth?"</p>
-
-<p>"I invariably tell you the truth," she answered
-calmly; "they say that children and fools always do
-that—I wonder which I am?"</p>
-
-<p>"But children and fools do <i>not</i> always tell the
-truth," he objected sharply.</p>
-
-<p>"When did I ever tell you a lie?" she demanded,
-and her eyes clouded over,—sure prediction of a
-storm.</p>
-
-<p>"Never, I must honestly admit. Do you—and
-here I ask a plain question—love Lindsay? He is
-handsome, he is fascinating, and madly in love—all
-this I am sane enough to see."</p>
-
-<p>"You don't see much beyond your own nose in
-these matters," was Angel's unexpected rejoinder.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 316]</span></p>
-
-<p>"At any rate, I won't see my name disgraced," he
-answered roughly.</p>
-
-<p>"It is my name—as much as yours," she retorted
-haughtily. "What are you driving at?"</p>
-
-<p>"Lindsay—is he—no, I can't say it!"</p>
-
-<p>"I should hope not. My fancy flies with yours,
-you see. I am sorry you are so much annoyed."</p>
-
-<p>"Annoyed!" he repeated.</p>
-
-<p>"Then the expression is inadequate; I conclude—that
-words fail you. You wish to ask me if Alan
-Lindsay is my lover? Is that what you desire to
-express?"</p>
-
-<p>He nodded his head.</p>
-
-<p>"He was out in camp with me for two months."</p>
-
-<p>"He was."</p>
-
-<p>"If I tell you a secret will you swear to keep it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Your secrets are generally startling, but on the
-present occasion who runs may read. Lindsay was
-in camp with you for two months; picturesque surroundings,
-propinquity, a very pretty married
-woman—I see it all—he made love to you."</p>
-
-<p>"Wrong—guess again."</p>
-
-<p>"Why guess—there was no one else."</p>
-
-<p>"Pray, what do you call Mrs. Gordon?"</p>
-
-<p>"I call her the best woman I have ever known—surely
-her influence——"</p>
-
-<p>Angel raised her slender white hand in protest,
-and said:</p>
-
-<p>"Here is my secret—please keep it. Alan Lindsay
-is in love—with Mrs. Gordon."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>Angel!</i>" cried her husband, with a vehemence
-that brought Sam out of his bed, and caused the ayah
-to creep to a doorway.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 317]</span></p>
-
-<p>"It is perfectly true," she continued calmly. "He
-is madly, wildly, irretrievably devoted to her."</p>
-
-<p>"And she?" with an incredulous jeer.</p>
-
-<p>"The same. It dawned upon me when I was in
-camp; I saw it coming long before it occurred to
-them—I was always sharp, you know."</p>
-
-<p>Colonel Gascoigne suddenly sat down and rested
-his elbow on the table, and stared hard at his wife.
-His mind was a battlefield of conflicting ideas.
-Angel had never told him an untruth—no, not even
-at Ramghur; and, as for Mrs. Gordon, had she not
-years of good deeds to speak for her?</p>
-
-<p>"They are absolutely suited to each other," continued
-Angel, suddenly changing her position; she
-no longer lounged with crossed knees, dangling
-arms, and a swinging little satin-clad foot. She sat
-up, leant forward with clasped hands and expressive
-eyes—"yes, they are made for one another—their
-ideas and tastes are identical, but that wooden old
-wretch, who always recalls the god Odin to me, sits
-between them and bars their road to happiness." She
-drew a long breath. "Yes," and her voice thrilled
-strangely, her colour rose and her eyes flashed, "it
-seems a perfectly hopeless muddle; there are two
-lives wrecked for a life which is selfish, stolid, emotionless,
-and cruel. If <i>I</i> were Elinor, I should run
-away with Alan Lindsay; why should I sacrifice
-everything to a greedy, solid block of self, who
-merely regards his wife as a cook-housekeeper, without
-wages—a housekeeper who may never dare to
-give warning?"</p>
-
-<p>Gascoigne sat up electrified; was this fiercely
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 318]</span>
-
-eloquent, passionate, beautiful creature the rather
-languid, limp, every-day Angel?</p>
-
-<p>"You look amazed," she cried triumphantly, "and
-well you may. Am I not preaching heresy, I, a married
-woman? Since I have told you so much, I will
-tell you more. She"—throwing out her arms dramatically—"would
-have gone off with Alan only for
-me." Gascoigne stared at his wife; he could not
-speak.</p>
-
-<p>"I am much stronger than I look," resumed Angel;
-"who would believe that I, who am but two-and-twenty,
-could influence Mrs. Gordon, who, as
-you once boasted to me, could influence a province!"</p>
-
-<p>"Who, indeed?" he echoed; but when he saw
-Angel in this exalted mood he was prepared to
-believe in her victories.</p>
-
-<p>"She was only drawn gradually to the brink, inch
-by inch, step by step; and, oh, she struggled so hard.
-Alan Lindsay is clever, plausible, eloquent. I found
-her on the brink; I sounded the recall—the trumpet
-of the assembly of good people, in her ear. I dragged
-her back by moral force."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes?"</p>
-
-<p>"She is nearly dead, she is in a state of mental
-collapse, the fight was so desperate, the struggle betwixt
-love and duty so severe. <i>I</i> fought for duty,"
-and Angel nodded her head at her stupefied listener.
-"I'm not sure that I shall do it always—I fought well—I
-turned the tide of battle. Alan Lindsay has accepted
-his dismissal and his fate. As a small, small
-alleviation, he may write to <i>me</i>."</p>
-
-<p>There was a long pause, broken only once more
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 319]</span>
-
-by the girl's thin, clear voice inquiring: "What
-have you got to say to me, Philip?"</p>
-
-<p>He rose with a sudden impulse and came towards
-her.</p>
-
-<p>"I say—that you are an Angel—a wingless
-Angel," and he stooped down and kissed her.</p>
-
-<p>"So much for jealousy!" she exclaimed, and
-laughed.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 320]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXXIV">CHAPTER XXXIV<br /><br />
-<span class="small">A REFUGEE</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">It</span> was seven o'clock in the morning, and under the
-neem trees at the far side of the parade-ground, Mrs.
-Gordon and Mrs. Gascoigne are walking their horses
-side by side. The former has completely recovered
-from her sharp attack of fever, though her
-face is worn, and bears the trace of suffering. She
-always appeared to great advantage in the saddle,
-and sits her powerful black New Zealander with
-the ease of a finished horsewoman. Mrs. Gordon is
-Irish.</p>
-
-<p>Angel, looking slim and girlish, is mounted on an
-excitable chestnut, stud-bred, called Carrots, who
-keeps snatching alternately at his bridle, and snapping
-at his neighbour—although they are old
-friends, were out in camp together, and have travelled
-many miles in company.</p>
-
-<p>"I have a piece of news for you, Angel," said Mrs.
-Gordon. "I was coming round to tell you, when we
-met. Donald has suddenly made up his mind to go
-home for six months."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Elinor! what you have been longing for the
-last three years. You want a change—I am so glad—and
-so sorry."</p>
-
-<p>"It was all thought of in the usual Indian eleventh
-hour scramble; Donald finds he can get leave, and
-he is suddenly seized with a desperate desire to see
-his book in print—the idea has been simmering for
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 321]</span>
-
-a long time, last night it came to a boil. He wired
-for our passages in the <i>Caledonia</i> for next Friday."</p>
-
-<p>"Next Friday—so soon?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; and he has written to Alan Lindsay, telling
-him to meet us. He thinks he will be so useful to
-him about publishing the book—and——"</p>
-
-<p>"And?" said Angel, interrogatively.</p>
-
-<p>"To Donald's surprise, I have decided to remain
-out here, and spend the hot weather at Almora with
-the Byrnes."</p>
-
-<p>Angel pushed back her Terai hat with her whip
-hand, and stared fixedly at her friend.</p>
-
-<p>"Mary Byrne is so delicate, and she has those
-four children to look after—my god-child, the eldest
-little thing, is a cripple. No, I am not going home."</p>
-
-<p>"I believe you are right," announced Angel, after
-a pause; "but oh! what a terrible disappointment—think
-of your people."</p>
-
-<p>"I do think of them—and of many other things.
-I am always thinking now. I wish to be a happy
-old woman—if ever I am an old woman—to try and
-be faithful to my ideals, and to do my duty—nothing
-else matters."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you believe in the doctrine of compensation?
-If you don't have some things—there are others?"</p>
-
-<p>"It would be a compensation, if you came to Almora,
-Angel."</p>
-
-<p>Angel shook her head. She was engaged with
-her irritable young horse, who, maddened by a fly,
-had broken into a mad frenzy of kicking, culminating
-in two passionate buck jumps.</p>
-
-<p>"He wants a good bucketing," said Mrs. Gordon;
-"you should take him round the racecourse."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 322]</span></p>
-
-<p>"I should," agreed his rider, a little out of breath,
-"but it's too late this morning. Have you seen Mrs.
-Waldershare yet?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; I returned her visit yesterday."</p>
-
-<p>Angel's eyes instantly asked a dozen questions, in
-reply to which Mrs. Gordon said: "I do not admire
-her."</p>
-
-<p>"But don't you see that she is beautiful?"</p>
-
-<p>"I see that she is a woman of the world. I can
-understand her attraction for some, but I don't care
-for a slow, coiling manner, or that crooked smile and
-drawl."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Elinor, I've never known you so prejudiced,"
-protested her companion; "she sacrificed herself——"</p>
-
-<p>"To marry a millionaire," interrupted Mrs. Gordon.</p>
-
-<p>"And she has been so nice to me."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Gordon glanced quickly at Angel. Where
-were her keen susceptibilities? what had become of
-her usually sharp sight? How had this good-looking,
-ingratiating, self-seeking widow managed to
-throw dust in those clear eyes?</p>
-
-<p>"So you don't like her," said Angel; "now I wonder
-why? You generally classify people so indulgently—where
-would you place Mrs. Waldershare?"</p>
-
-<p>"In the reptile house at the Zoo!" was the startling
-rejoinder. "I do not often take a dislike to people,
-but when I do it is invincible." In answer to her
-friend's face of blank astonishment, she continued:
-"I sincerely hope you won't see much of her,
-Angel?"</p>
-
-<p>"I cannot see much of her, even if I would, if that
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 323]</span>
-
-is any relief to your mind, for I am going into
-Garhwal with Philip."</p>
-
-<p>"Ah, that would not be in her trail; she would not
-care for roughing it in a hut on buffaloes' milk and
-goats' flesh. Dear me, how vindictive I am," she
-exclaimed with a laugh. "I wonder if I am growing
-bitter in my old age?" Then, in a different tone, she
-continued: "How I shall miss you, dear; you have
-been my life preserver. I was swept away into very
-dark waters, which nearly closed over me. Now I
-have struggled back to land, and I believe I shall see
-the sun once more."</p>
-
-<p>"You will enjoy a great deal of sunshine yet, I
-hope," said Angel, fervently.</p>
-
-<p>"Reflected only," she answered, "but quite as
-much as I deserve. To descend from these metaphors,
-this morning's sun is getting too strong, I
-must go in. I'll come round and see you this evening,"
-and, with a wave of her whip, Mrs. Gordon
-turned homewards; and Angel, giving Carrots his
-head at last, galloped across the parade-ground at
-full speed. When she had gone more than half-way,
-she descried a man, followed by two small white objects.
-It was Philip, returning from the brigade
-office on foot. He signalled with his hand, which
-was full of officials, and she charged up to him at
-once.</p>
-
-<p>"Have your orders come?" she asked anxiously.</p>
-
-<p>"No, but I expect them hourly. It is too late for
-you to be out this hot morning, and high time you
-were up in the hills."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, in Garhwal—remember your promise,
-Phil."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 324]</span></p>
-
-<p>"You may follow later, but I could not possibly
-take you <i>now</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"Why not?"</p>
-
-<p>"I shall have to make arrangements, and put up
-some kind of a house. Angel, I warn you most
-solemnly that the life will be monotonous; you won't
-like it—you have evolved an elysium out of your
-imagination. The reality is—Tartar faces, Tartar
-fare, forbidding, barren mountains, and a distinct
-flavour of central Asian squalor."</p>
-
-<p>"So much the better," she answered recklessly. "I
-want to break new ground, and explore a land beyond
-curling-pins and fashions; I am longing
-for a change."</p>
-
-<p>"<i>That</i> you may certainly reckon on."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't want a pretty hill station, with bands, and
-garden parties, and three posts a day. I wish to get
-away from every one, among the wild, bare mountains,
-catch the spirit of your work, and perhaps
-overtake an adventure."</p>
-
-<p>"Or be overtaken by one, in the shape of a bear
-or a landslip. Well, I suppose you must have your
-way. I have arranged to rent Rockstone, the Warings'
-house at the Chotah Bilat—you know it. It is
-very pretty and secluded, sufficiently aloof from the
-madding crowd, and close to the Colliers, who will
-look after you. By the end of May I shall either
-come and fetch you or send a strong escort to bring
-you into Garhwal. How will that suit you, Mrs. G.?"</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose it will have to do," she answered, discontentedly;
-"but I shall loathe being up at Bilhat
-by myself."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 325]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps you can find some companion—Mrs.
-Gordon?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, I've just been talking to her. Odin is taking
-six months' leave to England, and she is going to
-Almora to do children's maid, and sick nurse."</p>
-
-<p>"Penance," muttered Gascoigne under his breath.
-"Hullo, I say—what are <i>we</i> overtaking?" and he
-pointed to a large bullock cart which had just turned
-into their gate. It was heavily laden with boxes and
-trunks of all shapes and descriptions. On the summit
-of the pile a steamer chair was poised precariously,
-on which we can distinguish (though they cannot)
-the name "Waldershare" in full-sized letters. A
-sharp-looking, elderly maid, carrying a white umbrella,
-and a square green crocodile case, followed
-the luggage on foot.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, some mistake," said Angel carelessly—"the
-wrong bungalow."</p>
-
-<p>"By the way, I have a note for you," said Colonel
-Gascoigne, suddenly searching among the papers in
-his hand. "I forgot all about it—a peon came with
-it to the office; he said it was important," and as he
-spoke he handed it up.</p>
-
-<p>"Why, it's from Mrs. Waldershare," exclaimed
-Angel when she had torn it open and glanced at the
-contents. She pushed her hat to the back of her head—a
-trick of hers—pulled Carrots to a standstill, and
-read it aloud.</p>
-<br />
-<div class="blockquot">
-<p class="indent2"><span class="smcap">"Dear Angel</span>—You will be a good Angel to me,
-and take me under your wing, when I tell you that
-there is a case of small-pox in the hotel compound,
-a disease of which I have an unspeakable horror. I
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 326]</span>
-
-know you have an empty spare room and I am sure
-that Philip would not like to feel that his old playmate
-was enduring misery and risking danger. I
-have packed and sent off my luggage. Do please
-say I may come at once.—Your terrified,
-<span class="smcap"> Lola</span>."</p>
-</div>
-<br />
-<p>"Well?" said Angel, as she concluded, and looked
-down into Philip's eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"Of course your terrified Lola must come at once;
-we will send the carriage over for her. I had no idea
-there was small-pox in the station. The sooner you
-are off the better."</p>
-
-<p>"And pray, what can I do with Mrs. Waldershare?"
-she inquired, stuffing the note into her saddle
-pocket.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, she is bound to have made her own plans.
-By Jove, here she comes in one of the hotel victorias."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>After hastily welcoming her guest, Mrs. Gascoigne
-hurried away to make her arrangements for
-Lola, her maid, and her belongings, leaving the two
-old playfellows <i>tête-à-tête</i> in the verandah. Mrs.
-Waldershare was suitably dressed in a cool white
-cambric, and a shady hat; a great bunch of heliotrope
-was stuck in her belt. Her face was pathetically
-pale, and her dark eyes were tragic, as she
-turned to her host and said, with a quick, dramatic
-gesture:</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, it is too bad of me to take you by storm in
-this way, but I am such a miserable coward; though
-if anything did happen to me, there is no one to care
-now," and her voice sank. "It is such a misfortune
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 327]</span>
-
-that Edgar is on the march, and here I am, left
-adrift."</p>
-
-<p>"You must not talk like this, Lola," interrupted
-Philip. "I am glad you came to us,—you know you
-are welcome here. Don't trouble your head, but
-make yourself at home. Angel will be delighted to
-have you. We were only saying a few minutes ago
-that she must have a companion when I go away."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh," with a little gasp, "when are you going?"</p>
-
-<p>"In a day or two, on duty into Garhwal, and Angel
-will be all by herself, at any rate, until she goes to
-the hills."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>An hour later, Mrs. Waldershare, having seen her
-dresses unpacked, her odds and ends arranged, and
-written off half-a-dozen notes—announcing her
-change of address—dismissed Tile, her maid, and
-threw herself down on a lounge with a sigh of inexpressible
-satisfaction.</p>
-
-<p>Yes, she had managed it capitally, taken the position
-at a rush—"now established here," and she
-glanced round the comfortable bedroom; "here" she
-determined to remain.</p>
-
-<p>"<i>J'y suis et j'y reste</i>," she murmured to herself
-with a smile. What had become of the pale, distraught,
-excited, and apologetic Lola?</p>
-
-<p>Philip was perfectly right when he declared that
-Lola was certain to have made her plans, but if he
-had been an accomplished thought-reader, and been
-able to fathom them, his surprise would have been
-unbounded.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Waldershare's small supply of funds was
-ebbing rapidly; to live in a suitable style, which includes
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 328]</span>
-
-a maid, a carriage, and constant little dinners,
-costs a considerable sum even in India; and at hotels,
-of course, it is a matter of ready money. The last
-week's bill had proved a disagreeable surprise; the
-manager had thrown out hints respecting late parties,
-and declared that other residents had complained
-of loud talking, and carriage wheels, at unusual
-hours.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Waldershare's reply was extremely dignified
-and crushing, but she realised that it was time to execute
-a fresh manœuvre. People were beginning
-to talk of moving to the hills; what was to become
-of her? Moneyless, friendless, abandoned on
-the plains? Edgar had written such a cool letter,
-announcing that he was sending his wife home, and
-spending the hot weather in Seetapore, where, if she
-liked, Lola could join him. In one sense, there could
-hardly be a warmer invitation! But this scheme
-did not commend itself to his sister, who lay with
-her eyes half-closed lazily contemplating her castles
-in the air. The Gascoignes were wealthy and liberal
-(so every one said); generosity undoubtedly begins
-with old friends. She would lay herself out to cultivate
-Angel—she would be cautious; she resolved to
-walk, so to speak, on tip-toe, so as never to awaken
-the young woman's dormant jealousy, which she instinctively
-felt would be easily aroused. She and
-Philip would be on "brother and sister," "old
-friends" footing; indeed, Philip was now so cool,
-so detached, so indifferent, she could hardly bring
-herself to believe that he had ever been her lover,
-and that she might have been his wife for years and
-years, the mistress of this charming house. No, she
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 329]</span>
-
-and this Philip would never have assimilated; he was
-much too masterful, too strait-laced, and too austere.</p>
-
-<p>She would play her cards carefully, with Angel;
-there must be fewer cigarettes, and French novels,
-and <i>no</i> roulette. As the older and more experienced
-woman, she would influence her, and once they were
-alone, she would gradually assume the lead, gain her
-confidence, and learn her secrets; later on, accompany
-her to the delightful little chalet that she heard
-had been rented in the hills, mix with the gay
-throng, and marry. Possibly little Cupid—unless
-she could do better,—and return home, Lady Tudor.
-All this would cost her nothing but a little care, a
-little flattery, and a certain amount of invention.
-With these satisfactory arrangements in her mind,
-Mrs. Waldershare's eyes gradually closed, and she
-fell asleep into a deep and refreshing slumber.</p>
-
-<p>Before proceeding further, it may as well be
-stated that the small-pox scare proved to be completely
-unfounded and was subsequently traced to
-Mrs. Waldershare's ayah, who waited on that lady's
-lady's-maid.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 330]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXXV">CHAPTER XXXV<br /><br />
-<span class="small">A GOOD BILLET</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> unexpected guest, pleading a nervous headache
-(the result of fright), did not appear at tiffin,
-but emerged later in the afternoon, wearing a subdued
-expression, and a fantastic loosely-fitting garment,
-which gave the uninitiated occasion to marvel
-how it was put on? and why it did not come off? It
-was a confection from Paris, more suitable to a
-Parisian artiste than a respectable British widow,
-and the dogs looked at each other and winked.</p>
-
-<p>"I just slipped into this," explained Lola to her
-hostess. "It is so deliciously light—quite the latest
-thing in tea-gowns," and she sank into a chair with
-a complacent sigh.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, is it really? I thought it was a <i>sauté du lit</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"You can have it copied if you like," kindly ignoring
-such deplorable ignorance.</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you," said Angel, demurely, "but it is
-not a style which would suit me."</p>
-
-<p>"No, dear, perhaps you <i>are</i> a little too thin. I see
-you are having tea out here," continued the uninvited
-guest. "How delightful! I daresay some of
-my friends will drop in to inquire how I got over
-my scare—you won't mind?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, of course not; I shall be delighted to see
-them. Excuse me for a moment, while I take this
-telegram to Philip," and Mrs. Waldershare was left
-for a moment alone with Sam and John.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 331]</span></p>
-
-<p>They both disliked her most cordially. She jeered
-at John, and made rude remarks about his figure—he
-was extremely sensitive to ridicule. She sat in
-Sam's favourite chair, and had once flung him off
-her lap with a violence that hurt him. Then they abhorred
-the atmosphere of heliotrope and pearl powder,
-and felt instinctively that the intruder hated animals,
-and was a "human" to be most carefully
-avoided. As they sat glaring at the interloper, and
-exchanging their opinions of her, the lady's friends
-appeared in a hired landau, Sir Capel, General Bothwell,
-and Mrs. Alley-Lacy, who was profanely
-known as Mrs. Laissez-Aller, an exuberant, talkative
-woman of uncertain age and proclivities, but
-who was obviously rich, agreeable, and beautifully
-dressed, and had come to India, she declared, solely
-on account of her health. She could not endure the
-English climate, and India was an interesting change
-from Egypt, where she had wintered hitherto. Mrs.
-Lacy might be classed as "an hotel lady," for she had
-no permanent home and no permanent ties, and
-seemed well acquainted with all the principal hostelries
-in Europe.</p>
-
-<p>The third visitor was General Bothwell, retired; a
-wiry, dapper little man, with a large authoritative-looking
-nose, a voice to correspond, and a pointed
-snow-white beard. He entertained an extremely
-high opinion of R. Bothwell, K.C.B., who once upon
-a time had carried out an insignificant but successful
-expedition—and had lived upon his reputation
-ever since. He was a terrible correspondent,
-the high priest of bore, and his chief enjoyment in
-life consisted in asking questions, expounding his
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 332]</span>
-
-views, and proclaiming what ought to be done under
-certain circumstances. He had mentally conducted
-every recent campaign, and, according to his own
-account, all the chief men at the War Office were his
-personal friends, and he was their valuable adviser.
-A widower with ample means, and ample time on
-his hands, he had just run down to re-visit his old
-haunts in order to ascertain how the great Indian
-Empire was getting on without him. The General
-had made Mrs. Waldershare's acquaintance at the
-Imperial Hotel and admired her from a paternal
-standpoint; her attitude to him and others was that
-of serene friendliness and warm interest.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, how could you desert us, Mrs. Waldershare?"
-said Sir Capel, accosting her dramatically.</p>
-
-<p>"See, we have all come in a body to take you
-back," added Mrs. Lacy, with a careful kiss.</p>
-
-<p>"You have stolen a march," proclaimed the General;
-"these are comfortable free quarters—a good
-billet. Better than the Imperial!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; the Gascoignes have been most pressing,"
-said Lola; "so kind. They were greatly averse to
-my staying at an hotel."</p>
-
-<p>She paused. The couple were coming out on the
-verandah, to find her and the table thus surrounded.
-After a few minutes' greetings and talk, General
-Bothwell said:</p>
-
-<p>"So I hear you are off, Gascoigne. I met Hawkins
-at the gate, and he told me."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; I've had a wire, and I leave to-morrow for
-Garhwal."</p>
-
-<p>"About this lake scare—most unnecessary fuss,
-don't you think so, eh?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 333]</span></p>
-
-<p>"No; I'm on the other tack—better be sure than
-sorry."</p>
-
-<p>"Please do explain all about it," said Mrs. Lacy;
-"I am so interested."</p>
-
-<p>"The explanation is, that an enormous landslip
-has dammed up a large valley, and a mountain river,
-and turned it into a lake, five miles long and four
-hundred feet deep."</p>
-
-<p>"That's big enough for canoeing," remarked Sir
-Capel.</p>
-
-<p>"It's filling at the rate of three feet a day, and as
-soon as the water reaches the top of the dam—say
-in a month or six weeks—the dam will burst and
-flood a hundred and fifty miles of country."</p>
-
-<p>"What a sight it will be! I'd give a lot to see it,"
-said Sir Capel. "Niagara broke loose in India."</p>
-
-<p>"It will certainly be an unprecedented sight."</p>
-
-<p>"And what measures are you engineer chaps
-taking?" inquired General Bothwell, with his mouth
-full of bread and butter.</p>
-
-<p>"Merely precautions. We cannot let the water off
-under control; all we can do is to ensure that it escapes
-down the river bed—without loss of life."</p>
-
-<p>"Can't be many lives to lose up there," he argued.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; besides the villagers, there are thousands
-of pilgrims who pass down to Hurdwar in May and
-June, and we are bound to know to a day—in fact,
-to an hour—when the flood is due."</p>
-
-<p>"What can you do?"</p>
-
-<p>"We have established a temporary telegraph line
-from the lake to ten stations where pilgrims halt,
-and at good points, from which to control the traffic.
-Pillars are erected every half-mile to show the safe
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 334]</span>
-
-limits out of reach of the flood, and all the principal
-bridges are being dismantled. As soon as the water
-reaches the crest of the dam, the official in charge
-will send a warning telegram, for the flood will
-travel fast."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose the natives are terrified out of their
-senses?" asked Mrs. Lacy.</p>
-
-<p>"No, not in the least; they think it will pass quietly
-over the river bed, and this is the view of the pilgrims,
-who are furious because their ordinary route
-is forbidden."</p>
-
-<p>"By Jove, and I don't wonder," said General
-Bothwell, combatively. "Instead of arranging for
-the outlet of the water, a telegraph line has been
-erected—no doubt at immense cost—to apprise people
-of the danger of a flood which may come in a
-month, a year—or never!" and he laughed derisively.
-"I think, whoever has hit on the <i>telegraph</i>
-as a means of dealing with an engineering difficulty,
-will look uncommonly foolish."</p>
-
-<p>"I am the culprit," coolly confessed Gascoigne.
-"To divert the lake otherwise would cost two
-million of rupees; India is poor, and there is not time
-to erect masonry weirs, outfalls, and shoots."</p>
-
-<p>"And so," said Sir Cupid, "you have resolved to
-let it slide? And you believe there will be a big
-flood?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I am sure of it," replied Gascoigne, with
-emphasis.</p>
-
-<p>"How I should like to see it."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall see it," announced Angel. "Philip has
-promised to take me with him."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 335]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Much against his will," he supplemented, with a
-laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"But I am going in spite of him," she answered,
-with a glance of gay defiance. "I was born in the
-Himalayas; I am a hill woman."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; that is certain," said Sir Capel, promptly.</p>
-
-<p>"Pray, how do you know?"</p>
-
-<p>"Because you are not a plain woman."</p>
-
-<p>"How can you be so ridiculous?" she remonstrated,
-impatiently.</p>
-
-<p>"Surely you are not going off immediately," said
-Mrs. Alley-Lacy, "to see this wonderful dam?"
-bringing out the last word with considerable unction.</p>
-
-<p>"No, not just yet. I wish I were!"</p>
-
-<p>"And what will become of you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Gascoigne and I are going to look after one
-another," volunteered Mrs. Waldershare, laying her
-hand on Angel's arm with an air of affectionate proprietorship.
-"I shall take care of her. She is left in
-my charge, is she not, Philip?" and she appealed to
-him with her eloquent eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Philip was considerably taken aback, but he rallied
-with his usual elasticity, and said:</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Angel has an old head on young shoulders.
-I shall make her responsible for the house—and
-I shall ask Padre Eliot to keep an eye on both of
-you."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, Gascoigne," said General Bothwell, standing
-up and shaking crumbs out of his beard, "I must
-confess that I am amused at this scheme of yours—<i>I</i>
-don't believe in scaring people, you know. I think
-you are on the wrong tack—the wrong tack—but
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 336]</span>
-
-you Engineer chaps are, in my experience, the most
-pig-headed branch of the service."</p>
-
-<p>"Still, sir, I think you must admit that we earn
-our bread and butter?"</p>
-
-<p>"Butter—oh, yes!—you get more than enough of
-that," retorted the General, pointedly.</p>
-
-<p>"You won't get any butter in Garhwal," announced
-Sir Capel, "of any sort or kind; only black
-bread and cucumbers—awful grub! I've been up
-reading a lot about this water-shoot—all the same I
-wish you'd take me with you, Gascoigne."</p>
-
-<p>"In what capacity."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, as dhoby, dog boy, special correspondent—anything,"
-and Sir Capel put his hands together, and
-his head on one side, and looked extremely ridiculous.</p>
-
-<p>"No, no, my dear fellow," rejoined Gascoigne
-with a laugh, and a significant glance at Mrs. Waldershare.
-"How could the ladies spare you?"</p>
-
-<p>In two days' time Colonel Gascoigne had left
-home, and Angel for once was not disconsolate.
-She analysed her feelings, dug down deeply into her
-motives, and the sensation she there discovered was
-not sorrow, but relief. She had been dimly aware
-of a vague uneasiness, an intangible dread of developments.
-All this was at an end now.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 337]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXXVI">CHAPTER XXXVI<br /><br />
-<span class="small">JOINT HOSTESS</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">And</span> thus Mrs. Waldershare was established
-as Mrs. Gascoigne's chaperone and companion;
-and the station, who considered it a most excellent
-arrangement, and but yet another proof of her
-husband's good sense, cried Wah! wah! They had
-been duly informed of the ancient friendship which
-had existed between his parents and Mrs. Waldershare's.
-There was no mention of a love affair—crafty
-Lola had set back the intimacy a whole
-generation—it was discreetly cloaked in the mantle
-of years. Mrs. Nobbs, who acted as spokeswoman
-for Mrs. Grundy, eagerly assured every one she
-met that she highly approved of the move. It was
-most unbecoming (favourite word) for a young
-married woman to be left alone, and Mrs. Waldershare
-was such a quiet, sensible, charming chaperone,—and
-so clever. Truly she was marvellously
-clever; in some gradual, inexplicable fashion, she
-assumed the lead of the household. Yes, without
-sound, or beat of drum. She was joint hostess,
-not guest; there was a solid, resistless force in her
-character that Angel was powerless to combat.
-At early morning, or afternoon tea, it was no uncommon
-thing for her to find Mrs. Waldershare
-already seated before the teapot. This position
-carries a certain status with it, and Lola's visitors
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 338]</span>
-
-went so far as to assume from the air of nonchalant
-hospitality with which she offered cream and cakes,
-that she was "sharing expenses."</p>
-
-<p>This was precisely how she wished it to be
-understood. To Angel, a sort of guest at her own
-table, she offered playful apologies, and assurances
-that "she was the best tea maker in England, and
-liked to save her dear child trouble."</p>
-
-<p>But there was one lady who regarded the new
-<i>ménage</i> with the gravest misgivings, and this was
-Mrs. Gordon, who, before departing to the hills,
-had confided her fears to Padre Eliot.</p>
-
-<p>"I do not trust Mrs. Waldershare," she said.</p>
-
-<p>"Why not?" he asked, "she is quiet, and handsome,
-and ladylike."</p>
-
-<p>"She is a clever, crafty woman, not too scrupulous
-in money matters. I believe"—lowering
-her voice—"that she gambles! Of course, I have
-no business to have prejudices and to hear gossip."</p>
-
-<p>"It is not like you, certainly," he said, with his
-broad smile. "I believe there has been gambling in
-the station somewhere, recently; one or two boys
-have been hard hit,—but why suspect a lady?"</p>
-
-<p>"It is more than suspicion. How I wish Colonel
-Gascoigne had not left Angel with that woman.
-It is like leaving a lamb to a wolf."</p>
-
-<p>"She shall not devour her—I'll see to that," he
-said, playfully.</p>
-
-<p>"No, but she will use her as her blind, and her
-banker."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I think you may trust Mrs. Gascoigne,"
-he said, "her conduct has always given evidence
-of extraordinary good sense, and a certain amount
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 339]</span>
-
-of latent force." As Mrs. Gordon had excellent
-reason to acquiesce in this dictum, she was silent.</p>
-
-<p>But her instinct had not deceived her, day by
-day—nay, hour by hour, Angel fell more and more
-under the elder woman's influence. It was as if
-she had been hypnotised, she surrendered her will
-to her, and took up a subordinate position with
-unquestioning resignation. Although the clever
-widow was careful not to offend any of the girl's
-prejudices and susceptibilities, the household was
-ordered to Mrs. Waldershare's liking,—and the
-servants hated her almost as bitterly as the dogs.
-Never put out, never excited, the lady rolled along
-over all little obstacles, a veritable Juggernaut of
-self. She instituted late hours—Angel was
-naturally an early bird. She enjoyed elaborate and
-dainty meals, Angel preferred very simple fare; she
-liked long drives in the moonlight, sometimes
-keeping the horses out till midnight; occasionally
-she took Mrs. Lacy with her, or Sir Capel, and
-Angel remained at home. Lola was so clever, so
-seductive, so persuasive, that everything she said
-or did had the air of being absolutely faultless—the
-one and only speech or action possible under
-the circumstances.</p>
-
-<p>She and her hostess sat a good deal together in
-the darkened drawing-room, for now that the
-weather was warmer, punkahs were moving,
-"tatties" were installed. Mrs. Waldershare knitted
-silk ties and socks with firm white fingers, whilst
-Angel drew, and sometimes they scarcely exchanged
-a word in an hour. Lola was not talkative,
-she never talked simply for the sake of conversation.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 340]</span>
-
-Her silence impressed Angel far more
-than speech; she felt that Lola could tell her so
-much if she would, yes, so much about Philip, and
-she was sensible of a certain awe, and the strivings
-and painful contortions of a never-to-be appeased
-curiosity, and what was worse, a sleepless jealousy.
-She was humbly conscious that she was far
-inferior to this calm, beautiful, dignified creature,
-and as she stole long glances at her companion,
-she would tell her envious heart that Philip had
-been engaged to her for four years, twice as long
-as she had been his wife. He had known Lola for
-thirty years! How could a man outgrow a love
-like that? It was rooted in his very childhood.
-Lola had some dim intuition of what was passing
-in her companion's thoughts, and smiled, saying
-to herself, "Silly girl, she is always wondering.
-How wretched I could make her if I chose!"</p>
-
-<p>Although the station was emptying, there were
-still a number of people in Marwar, and Mrs.
-Gascoigne, at Mrs. Waldershare's suggestion, had
-a few friends to dinner now and then. On the
-occasion of Lola's birthday—so-called—Angel
-gave a little party and asked the heroine of the
-occasion to invite her own guests. Mrs. Lacy,
-Sir Capel, Captain Hailes, and the General were
-among these, and the little affair went off admirably.
-As usual, all the organisation and trouble
-were Angel's share; she took great pains with
-the mènu, the mènu cards, and the flowers
-(Lola was so critical), whilst Lola had, as customary,
-all the enjoyment. She was arrayed in a
-marvellous and filmy gown, and wore a beautiful
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 341]</span>
-
-diamond heart and arrow—surprisingly similar to
-one that Crackett, the Delhi hawker, had been
-offering for sale. Her health was drunk, and she
-made a pretty speech. After dinner, there was
-music, and at eleven o'clock the General and
-several others took their departure. Then Mrs.
-Waldershare, with a widely encompassing flash of
-her dark eyes, suggested "Cards," adding "the
-night is just beginning." Angel's pale face expressed
-not merely fatigue but dismay, and her
-friend exclaimed, "No, no, dear—we won't bore
-you. You look so tired, Mrs. Lacy will excuse
-you, won't you?" appealing to that lady, who
-replied:</p>
-
-<p>"Certainly, I hope Mrs. Gascoigne will not be
-ceremonious with me."</p>
-
-<p>"And I'll play hostess, and see them off the
-premises," said Lola, playfully. Accepting this
-assurance, and offering many apologies, Angel,
-who had a bad neuralgic headache, thankfully retired
-to bed, and after a long time fell asleep. She
-seemed to have slept for hours when she awoke
-with a violent start, aroused by a sound like the
-overturning of a chair. Could it be burglars? She
-sat up and listened with a beating heart. Then she
-heard a cock crow—it must be close on dawn.
-She struck a match, lighted a candle, jumped out
-of bed, and got into her dressing-gown, and
-waited. Surely there were steps and voices outside;
-was it in the ante-room, or where? Had she
-obeyed her first impulse, and gone into the drawing-room,
-she would have discovered the cardparty,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 342]</span>
-
-consisting of four men and two ladies, just
-breaking up. They had risen from the table.</p>
-
-<p>"Look here," said Lola, carelessly handing a bit
-of notepaper to Captain Hailes. "I make it that."</p>
-
-<p>He glanced at the total, and became suddenly
-white—nay, grey—but rallied, and said, "It's all
-right, I expect."</p>
-
-<p>"Been hard hit, eh, Hailes?" enquired the little
-baronet, playfully. "I come off only seventy to
-the bad."</p>
-
-<p>Yes, they had been gambling; and how dissipated
-it all looked, the candles flaring in their
-sockets, the lamps smoking, tablecloth awry, and
-cards scattered over the floor.</p>
-
-<p>Angel, who had looked at her watch, and seen
-that the hour was four o'clock, came out into the
-ante-room, candle in hand. Here she was suddenly
-confronted by a figure with a shawl over her
-head—Tile.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, what is the matter?" she enquired, breathlessly.</p>
-
-<p>"I've been feeling so ill, ma'am," she moaned,
-"such a turn as I've had. It's this climate as does
-not suit me. I feel like dying and I was—coming
-to ask if you had such a thing as a medicine
-chest?"</p>
-
-<p>"Of course I have," replied Mrs. Gascoigne,
-profoundly relieved; "it is in my own room. Come
-with me and I will doctor you," turning back as
-she spoke. "How do you feel?"</p>
-
-<p>"All cold and shivers like—and a sort of quaking
-in my inside."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh then, perhaps," opening a cupboard, "this
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 343]</span>
-
-cordial will do you good. At least it will do you
-no harm." As Angel spoke, she seized a bottle,
-and a measuring-glass.</p>
-
-<p>By-and-by, as Tile crept stealthily to her own
-quarters, she encountered her mistress, who had
-been extinguishing lamps and candles, and setting
-the drawing-room straight.</p>
-
-<p>"I met her in the doorway," she whispered with
-a scared face. "I told her I was took ill, and she
-gave me a cordial—she is as innocent as a lamb."</p>
-
-<p>"My goodness!" exclaimed Mrs. Waldershare,
-her eyes widening in alarm, "that <i>was</i> a narrow
-escape."</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 344]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXXVII">CHAPTER XXXVII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">INTO GARHWAL</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Rockstone Chotah-Bilat</span>, the joint address of
-Mrs. Gascoigne and Mrs. Waldershare, was a
-large well-appointed bungalow, overlooking the
-prettiest side of the station, approached through a
-steep terraced garden, full of great bushes of
-ancient geraniums, and straggling rose trees, and
-flanked by a few pines.</p>
-
-<p>The house was sufficiently roomy to accommodate
-half a dozen people; and here the two
-inmates lived their separate lives, together and yet
-apart. The partnership was so harmonious as to
-excite a certain degree of admiration as well as
-envy; for it is a painful fact that these house-sharing
-schemes are not invariably a success.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Waldershare was charmed with what she
-termed "a Himalayan Paradise"; her own chief
-friends were comfortably established at the Casino
-Hotel, or the Club, and she made a number of
-new acquaintances. The constant whirl of picnics,
-tiffins, dinners, dances, incidental to a gay hill
-station, the opportunity of exhibiting her toilettes,
-of living without expense, and of enjoying an
-occasional "game"—all this comprised a phase of
-existence supremely to Lola's taste. She possessed
-her own roulette board, and both board and
-owner were in flattering request. The board accompanied
-Mrs. Waldershare to luncheon parties,
-and to teas and dinners at "the Wigwam," and
-elsewhere. The Wigwam was a pretty little
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 345]</span>
-
-house, occupied by a smart married couple, much
-given to play of every description; their gay
-suppers were notorious, and their guests might
-have been discovered guiltily creeping in to their
-respective homes, with the dawn. Angel had not
-paid the usual round of calls, or embarked on the
-flood-tide of entertainments. She felt no inclination
-to dance, and suffered from constant neuralgia,
-and depression. One or two of her friends
-had sought her, but she declined their invitations;
-and when a lady resides in an out-of-the-way
-locality, in a sequestered bungalow, and is disinclined
-to entertain, or to be entertained, people in
-the full swing of the season have no leisure to
-cultivate such a recluse—and leave her severely
-alone. Mrs. Gascoigne was to be seen at church
-(at St. John's, in the Wilderness) on Sunday; on
-week days, rambling far along the unfrequented
-hill-tracks, merely accompanied by two dogs. To
-Angel's intimates, Mrs. Waldershare professed a
-devoted attachment to the dear, sweet girl, a keen
-anxiety respecting her health, and declared that
-she was "just a little bit run down," all this being
-accompanied by effusive encomiums. To her
-own circle she proclaimed that her house-mate was
-"peculiar." This, with a significance that led
-strangers to suppose that Mrs. Gascoigne was
-eccentric to the verge of imbecility. Lola's manner
-to Angel was perfect. A mixture of the
-tender elder sister, and the sincerely attached
-friend; but she and her hostess did not see much
-of one another, except at breakfast. Soon after
-this meal, Mrs. Waldershare's gaily-costumed
-jampannies (they wore black and yellow livery, and
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 346]</span>
-
-yellow turbans) carried their charming burden
-away for the whole day, she merely returning home
-in order to dress, or occasionally to receive the
-General and Sir Capel. No apologies were necessary,
-for Angel appreciated solitude, and they each
-went their own way; for that was understood in
-an unwritten bond. But when the monsoon broke
-in the middle of June, the rain descended in steady
-gray sheets, and roared and battered on the zinc
-roof of Rockstone, there were no more gay jaunts
-or excursions down into Chotah-Bilat. The six
-hill-men shed their wasp-like costumes, and huddled
-in their brown blankets, or "cumlies," squatted
-round like a huka, talking scandal and money matters,
-in their quarters among the pines.</p>
-
-<p>Their employer sat indoors, beside a blazing
-log fire, inditing sweet little notes on a knee-pad,
-and knitting ties in becoming shades of purse silk.
-Angel crouched on the large, square-shaped fender-stool
-(which was hollow underneath, and a retreat
-dear to the dogs) and read, and sewed, and talked.
-For a whole week these two were condemned to a
-species of solitary confinement. At first, they
-discoursed of the elements (how Mrs. Waldershare
-railed against the rains!—the life of India), the
-forthcoming great fancy ball, and the Chamoli
-Lake. From lake to Philip was but a short
-step, and by-and-by Angel found herself listening
-with eager ears, to stories of her husband's childhood
-and boyhood. By degrees these anecdotes
-were merged into tales of Philip as a youth, as a
-young man—as (here Angel's interest was breathless)—a
-lover.</p>
-
-<p>Clever Lola drew a sketch of those four supreme
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 347]</span>
-
-years with the hand of a true artist, permitting the
-listener's warm imagination to colour and fill in
-the outlines. Angel contemplated the picture
-which her own brain completed, with a mixture of
-anguish, jealousy, and despair. How Philip had
-loved Lola! though Lola never once said so in
-plain, cold English; but a broken-off sentence, a
-look, a quick sigh, imparted more than words.
-And he had written to <i>her</i> daily, whilst she, his
-wife, hungered for two weeks for a line. But then,
-oh most exacting Angel, there is no daily post in
-Garhwal; letters had to come one hundred and
-fifty miles by a very casual Dâk runner.</p>
-
-<p>Lola gave her companion the impression of
-recalling these poignant recollections, with the
-deepest reluctance, and all the time the game—which
-lasted for eight whole days—afforded her
-the keenest enjoyment. She was as a cat playing
-with a mouse, and at the end of the play her
-victim's heart was as lacerated as any little tortured
-corpse. Angel acknowledged that she had brought
-this misery entirely upon herself; her anxiety for
-information had led her into a very cavern of
-despair. Philip still loved Lola, for according to
-that lady's dictum, which she humbly accepted,
-"It is a law of the universe, for a man to love one
-woman, and none other"; and when Lola turned
-her wonderful eyes upon her—those eyes, large,
-mysterious, sad, and visionary—Angel felt that she
-could not be otherwise than truthful and good.
-Oh, she must tear that secret feeling of repulsion
-out of her heart, and be as sincerely attached to
-Lola, as Lola was to her. She would love her, and
-befriend her, loyally and faithfully—for Philip's sake.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 348]</span></p>
-
-<p>A gleam of fine weather, a break in the rains,
-released the two prisoners, and each hastened to
-repair to her familiar haunts; Lola to the assembly
-rooms, the Wigwam, and the polo-ground, Angel
-to take her walks abroad, as far as possible from
-the giddy throng. She longed to see Philip again,
-to contemplate him from a new point of view, to
-endeavour to discover his real attitude towards
-Lola. But perhaps he would never tell her the
-truth, he could be a mystery when he chose.
-Lola was, and ever would be, first in his heart, and
-she must make up her mind to accept the second
-place. Angel was absolutely miserable, and as she
-lingered on the hillsides, watching the ghostly
-white mists creeping up between the mountains,
-and filling every ravine and valley, till they touched
-the spot where she stood, and overwhelmed her,
-she felt as if a great cloud from which there was
-no escape, had suddenly descended upon her life.</p>
-
-<p>In these days of their mistress's inaction and
-depression, Sam and John offered much mute
-sympathy, and protection. They did not forsake
-her in order to seek their own amusement—no,
-not even to meet their friends and foes upon the
-Mall, but formed her constant bodyguard. At
-night, Sam occupied the most comfortable chair in
-her room, whilst John sprawled outside the door
-on a mat. And he never failed to rise and bark,
-in order to announce the tardy return of the other
-lady,—for which officious act, Mrs. Waldershare
-would have gladly had him poisoned.</p>
-
-<p>Early one morning in July, an imposing head
-overseer, two chuprassis, and a dozen stout hill-men,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 349]</span>
-
-were to be found assembled in front of Rockstone.
-The overseer had brought a letter from
-"Gascoigne Sahib," and the lady was to start at
-once, before there was more rain. Angel's heart
-leaped at the message, it was her order of release.
-She made joyful preparations for immediate departure—indeed,
-these preparations had been completed
-for weeks.</p>
-
-<p>"And pray what is to become of poor me?"
-inquired Lola in a doleful voice, "where am I to
-go?"</p>
-
-<p>"You can stay here, till the end of our term of
-course," responded her hostess.</p>
-
-<p>"And the servants?"</p>
-
-<p>"They can remain too—I am only taking the
-ayah with me."</p>
-
-<p>"Then I shall ask Mrs. Lacy to keep me company,"
-announced the guest. "I shall be so wretched
-without you, you dear, sweet, unselfish girl."
-And this bold lie had a flavour of the truth,—Lola
-would miss Angel in many ways.</p>
-
-<p>"Very well," assented her hostess, "do just what
-you please." She was so anxious to depart that
-she was prepared to promise anything—oh anything,
-in order to escape. Yes, it had come to
-that. As long as she was within reach of Lola's
-extraordinary personal charm, she felt benumbed,
-a strange, unhappy, powerless mortal. Lola's
-magnetism and will force were so strong, that
-Angel shivered inwardly as she realised that if her
-companion had exerted them to throw obstacles in
-her path, she would have succumbed, and relinquished
-this journey to Garhwal. But Lola was
-content to be left in sole possession of an extremely
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 350]</span>
-
-comfortable bungalow,—which I regret to say,
-subsequently became notorious as a gambling den;
-in fact, the Wigwam sank into insignificance in
-comparison to Rockstone, for here the play was
-higher, the seclusion unsurpassed, and the dinners
-(at Colonel Gascoigne's expense) quite admirable.
-How little did that officer suppose that the house
-which he rented, and of which he was the ostensible
-master, went by the name of "The Den of Thieves."</p>
-
-<p>Angel was presently carried away in her dandy,
-and as she reached the shoulder of the first hill,
-drew a long breath—she was conscious of a delightful
-sense of being released at last, of a sundering
-of bonds, a recovery of her own individuality.
-She thoroughly enjoyed the journey, and being
-borne along higher, and yet higher, into a cooler,
-clearer atmosphere. First through a part of
-Kumaon (oh most beautiful Kumaon, with your
-forests, and lakes, ravines and passes, your exquisite
-glimpses of the snows, and the plains!) The
-party gradually left behind them, flat-roofed houses
-with carved fronts, standing deep in waving yellow
-crops, and jungles of dahlias and sunflowers, and
-surrounded by walnut and peach trees. They encountered
-long strings of melancholy pack ponies
-with deformed hocks, the result of their bondage
-from foal time, square-faced women, wearing short
-heavy skirts and silver ornaments—these latter
-heirlooms—and now and then a stout little
-Ghoorka or a shikari. Each night Angel and her
-ayah halted at a dâk bungalow, where elaborate
-preparations had been made for the reception of
-the Engineer's mem sahib. As they advanced
-further into Garwhary, they met flocks of little
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 351]</span>
-
-goats, laden with salt and borax, herded by
-Bhotias—dirty-looking people with Tartar features,
-and greasy black hair. The country grew
-stranger and sterner, they passed along the edges
-of fathomless ravines, between rugged inaccessible
-mountains, and Angel realised for the first time
-the inspiring effect of a wild and brooding solitude,
-where the almost awful silence was only broken by
-the muttering of her Pahari bearers, as they passed
-about the Huka, the scream of a kite, or the bleating
-of a belated sheep.</p>
-
-<p>One march out of Chamoli, Philip met the party.
-He seemed glad to see Angel, not to speak of Sam
-and John, who had journeyed thus far in charge
-of the coolies, and howled passionate protests at
-being carried through such splendid sporting
-country. And what did they not descry, as they
-were borne along? Monkeys, great lungoors,
-who threw stones, and gibbered at the party—what
-dogs of flesh and blood could endure such indignities!</p>
-
-<p>"And how is your lake getting on?" inquired
-Angel; "nearly full?"</p>
-
-<p>"Rising—slowly but surely. I think it will brim
-over in about three weeks—perhaps less. It depends
-on the rains. I'm glad you've got away all
-right, before the next burst, which is bound to be
-heavy."</p>
-
-<p>"I began to despair of coming at all—and oh,
-I was so sick of Bilat."</p>
-
-<p>"How is Lola?" he inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"Very well."</p>
-
-<p>"She is not sick of Bilat, I gather from your
-letter?"</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 352]</span></p>
-
-<p>"No—she is very gay—and in immense request."</p>
-
-<p>"When does she join Edgar?"</p>
-
-<p>"Possibly not at all. I think she is going to
-join the little baronet in holy matrimony."</p>
-
-<p>"No?" incredulously. "You are not serious?"</p>
-
-<p>"At least he is anxious to marry her,—and
-honoured me with his confidence."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, did he?" ejaculated her listener, and for a
-whole half-mile Philip never once opened his lips,
-and Angel's heart was sore, she felt convinced that
-he was thinking of Lola. No, on the contrary, he
-was buried in a somewhat abstruse mathematical
-calculation connected with the rainfall. He
-seldom thought of Lola—now.</p>
-
-<p>"I hope you will be comfortable, Angel," he said
-at last, "we have run you up a sort of little cabin,
-well above the water-line; some of the fellows are
-in tents, and native huts."</p>
-
-<p>"Why, how many are there?" she asked.</p>
-
-<p>"Only three or four. Evans of the Civil Service;
-Hichens Jones of the D.W.P.; young Brady of
-the Engineers, a boy with the richest brogue in
-India."</p>
-
-<p>"How nice—I love a brogue."</p>
-
-<p>"Then you will certainly take to Brady. He is
-a bright lad—though not very polished—and here
-is the Lake coming into view—look."</p>
-
-<p>Angel got out of her jampan, and stood to gaze
-at it, where it lay locked among the mountains.
-Chamoli Lake was much larger and far more
-beautiful than she expected. It looked majestically
-still and dignified, as if it had been lying in
-the lap of the mountains from ages remote, instead
-of being the three months' old child of the rains
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 353]</span>
-
-and the snows. In colour it was a wonderful
-limpid green, its face was placid and inscrutable,
-and yet it embodied the dread of thousands. The
-slip, which left a mark like a scar, had fallen from
-the side of a precipitous hill, five thousand feet
-above the bed of the river, and carried the rocks
-and débris from the right bank, across the valley,
-and half-way up the hill. There, its energy expended,
-the mass slipped down into the bed of the
-stream, forming a dam, composed of masses of
-enormous rocks. Close to this barrier, but well
-above it, was a telegraph station, and half a mile
-further on, at a point outside the dam, and overlooking
-the lake, and the valley into which it
-would escape, was a collection of flat stone-roofed
-huts, the village of Dhuri. Further still, an encampment,
-a large rest house, and several recently
-erected wooden huts. One of these had been reserved
-for Mrs. Gascoigne, and furnished with a
-certain amount of rude comfort. As she stood at
-the entrance of her dwelling, and surveyed the
-great still lake among its towering mountains, the
-narrow rocky valley with its twisting gorges, and
-precipitous walls, she found the scene extraordinarily
-soothing to her spirit—it was so wild—so
-strange—and so peaceful.</p>
-
-<p>A considerable amount of life was stirring in the
-camp, and among the huts. There were goats,
-and big Bhotia ponies, as well as Bhotias themselves.
-Government officials, telegraph men, signallers,
-sub-inspectors, and linesmen, also various
-eagerly interested villagers. There appeared to
-be incessant traffic between the village, the telegraph,
-post, and the encampment. Mrs. Gascoigne
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 354]</span>
-
-was elected a member of the little Mess in
-the Inspection House. They were a cheery party
-of six in all, who laid their hearts at the feet of this
-girl resembling a white slender delicate flower
-(the stalk was of steel). The new recruit's contribution
-of stores, newspapers, and books proved
-extremely welcome, and she soon felt perfectly at
-home, and became the established housekeeper and
-hostess of the party. Angel took a keen interest
-in the action of the lake, the gradual rising of
-the water, the precautions, and daily measurements
-and calculations. Colonel Gascoigne, on
-whom lay the responsibility, locked up in that
-sheet of water, was engaged continually, riding
-down to other telegraph stations, inspecting cuttings,
-and protecting the canal works. But his
-subordinate, Mr. Brady, occasionally took Mrs.
-Gascoigne about with him. She explored the
-villages and scrambled up the mountains, rode
-down the valley on a shaggy Bhotia pony; and in
-the exquisite mountain air, with its slight hint of
-the adjacent snowy range, recovered her colour
-and her spirits. One morning, as she and Mr.
-Brady and the two dogs were climbing a hill in
-search of butterflies, he suddenly called out, as he
-craned over a rock:</p>
-
-<p>"By the pipers that played before Moses! I see
-a party below on the road making for the camp—a
-lady—no less, in a dandy—and two men. We
-shall be a fashionable hill station before we know
-where we are. Who can they be?"</p>
-
-<p>Angel stood up and leant over to survey the
-travellers, and controlled her disagreeable surprise
-as she recognised Lola, Sir Cupid, and the general.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 355]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXXVIII">CHAPTER XXXVIII<br /><br />
-<span class="small">INTERLOPERS</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p>"<span class="smcap">See</span> what a magnet you are!" cried Sir Capel,
-striking a comic attitude as Angel descended the
-path towards him—the other travellers had passed
-on unconscious of her vicinity.</p>
-
-<p>"Am I? I was not aware of it before," she said.
-"Sir Capel Tudor, let me introduce Mr. Brady,
-my husband's assistant."</p>
-
-<p>"—who is worked to death," he supplemented
-with a grin and a bow.</p>
-
-<p>"You do not appear to be in any immediate
-danger," rejoined Sir Capel, pointing derisively
-to the butterfly net, "is it very laborious?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, merely an hour off duty. What has
-brought you out to the back of beyond?"</p>
-
-<p>"An all-consuming curiosity," replied the little
-traveller, addressing himself particularly to Angel.
-"I've been hearing no end about the flood that is
-to be, and will be, the sight of the century, and I
-am mad keen to see it."</p>
-
-<p>"But why?"</p>
-
-<p>"A great lake bursting from its prison at a
-stated hour. The telegraph bell rings, and half a
-province is instantly inundated. That's about it?
-So here I am."</p>
-
-<p>"So I see," said Angel. "But what has brought
-Mrs. Waldershare and the general?"</p>
-
-<p>"She came because she required a complete
-change, and wanted to be with you—she's awfully
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 356]</span>
-
-fond of you, you know. And the general is here
-for the diametrically opposite cause to that which
-has brought me. He swears it's all a mare's nest,
-and has come to see what will <i>not</i> happen, and to
-crow."</p>
-
-<p>"Rather a long journey to undertake to see
-nothing," remarked Mr. Brady drily, "and I think
-his crow will turn into a cackle. I wonder where
-the dickens you're all going to live. We are a
-tight fit as it is, and there's a lot of rain coming—you
-won't care about a tent?"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't care where you stick me, I'm not particular.
-When do you think the great water-shoot
-will come off?"</p>
-
-<p>"Within the next two days, according to the
-Colonel's calculation. He has gone twenty miles
-down the Alakanda valley to-day, to inspect the
-preparations; bridges have been dismantled, the
-canal protected, villages cleared out, cattle driven
-off—and all is ready."</p>
-
-<p>"Did you bring any letters, or papers, or news?"
-inquired Angel, who had been puzzling her brains
-as to how these three newcomers were to be lodged
-and fed.</p>
-
-<p>"No, I believe the general has a couple of papers.
-By the way," and his merry face became grave,
-"there <i>is</i> a bit of news—bad news at that—you remember
-Hailes?"</p>
-
-<p>"Captain Hailes? Why, of course I do."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, he has been awfully down on his luck
-lately, severe financial crisis, talked of losing his
-commission, and all that. I thought it was just
-a touch of liver; I'd no idea he was really so
-hard up."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 357]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Old Hailes likes to gamble a bit," remarked
-Mr. Brady.</p>
-
-<p>"Poor chap, he will gamble no more. Last
-Monday he went out to the Tarani dâk bungalow,
-saying he was going to shoot shicor, and, by
-George," and the round merry eyes looked tragic,
-"he shot himself."</p>
-
-<p>"How frightful," said Angel, pausing aghast,
-"accidental, of course."</p>
-
-<p>"No," shaking his head, "on purpose. It seems
-he had been playing high and lost his last shilling,
-and had not the courage to begin life at the foot of
-the ladder. He left a note for his mother, and one
-for Mrs. Waldershare, which she destroyed. They
-asked for it at the inquest, but she said it was
-private and most painful. Chotah-Bilat is enormously
-exercised. Mrs. Waldershare feels the
-business terribly, she knew him so well; you see,
-he was a sort of connection—that is partly what
-brought her here, to get away from the talk—and
-the—place. She is all right on the march, and has
-picked up, and been quite cheerful. Indeed, to
-hear the general squabbling with his coolies over
-a few annas was enough to make a cat laugh. But
-mind you don't breathe a word—about Hailes."</p>
-
-<p>"You may be sure I won't," she answered emphatically.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm glad I caught sight of you," continued Sir
-Capel in a confidential undertone, "and was able
-to give you this hint about Lola. She's awfully
-cut up. By Jove! women do say beastly things of
-one another. They have all got their knives in her
-just because she's so much better looking than
-themselves."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 358]</span></p>
-
-<p>By this time the party were descending the hill
-to the encampment, and had overtaken the other
-travellers, who appeared to imagine that their visit
-was not merely welcome, but to be accepted in the
-light of an immense condescension. Mr. Brady,
-who was acting host in the absence of his senior
-officer, was immediately enslaved by the charming
-widow and her magical eyes. With such eyes, the
-gift of speech was almost superfluous.</p>
-
-<p>"I wish I knew where to put you?" he said, helplessly,
-as soon as they had partaken of an excellent
-lunch. "Mrs. Waldershare, you are most welcome
-to my tent, and all my worldly goods."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I hate a tent," she answered, ungratefully;
-"it's always so dark, I can never see to do my hair.
-The general finds that there are two capital
-quarters side by side about a hundred yards lower
-down."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," he added, "I took a look at them just
-now, not at all bad—temporary wooden huts, apparently
-new and clean. Mrs. Waldershare will
-have one, I'll occupy the other. Sir Capel prefers
-a tent. We don't expect spring beds and electric
-light on the borders of Thibet."</p>
-
-<p>"If we get the common necessaries, we consider
-ourselves lucky," said Angel; "supplies are so
-scarce, and there are hardly any tracks passable for
-ponies. Those two huts were erected by mistake
-before Philip came here, and are considered much
-too near the possible flood-mark to be safe. They
-have been condemned."</p>
-
-<p>The general laughed disagreeably, and said:
-"My dear lady, the water won't come within a
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 359]</span>
-
-hundred feet of them, even on the most imbecile
-computation, and I shall have my things moved
-down at once, and yours," turning to Mrs. Waldershare.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brady opened his mouth to remonstrate, but
-the general, armed with the decision acquired by
-years of authority, silenced him by a gesture. As
-General Bothwell herded a tribe of clamorous
-coolies in the direction of these two somewhat
-tempting asylums, Mr. Brady turned to Angel, and
-said:</p>
-
-<p>"It's no good my talking to the old boy; but
-when the Colonel comes back, he will soon
-'haunk' him out of that. There was a lot of rain
-last night, and the water is within twelve feet of
-the top."</p>
-
-<p>"I think you had better share my hut," said
-Angel to her lady guest; "it will be a squeeze, but
-those below are considered dangerous—at least
-Philip says so."</p>
-
-<p>"Don't you think he is fidgety, and bothers too
-much about things," rejoined Lola, who in her
-secret heart had a profound contempt for a man she
-had hoodwinked, and rated his intellect at a far
-lower value than her own, since her French fables,
-and her tenacious memory of the dates of
-the English sovereigns had been, in schooldays,
-superior to his.</p>
-
-<p>"No, no; I'll go and explore, dear, and do you
-come with me, and help me to settle in." In a few
-minutes three figures might have been seen scrambling
-down to a ledge far below the camp—Mrs.
-Waldershare, Angel, and her ayah, laden with pillows,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 360]</span>
-
-rugs, and bags. The "Interlopers," as Mr.
-Brady termed them, had brought (as is usual all
-over the Bengal Presidency) their own bedding, also
-tiffin baskets, spirit lamps, and Indiarubber baths,
-and by the time that Colonel Gascoigne and his staff
-rode up to the Government rest-house, the strangers
-were already footed in the camp, and flowered forth
-at the dinner-table. Philip, who was tired after a
-rough ride of forty miles, and a brain-exhausting
-day, at first received the intelligence of the invasion
-with exasperating incredulity; but when he heard
-the general's rasping voice, and Sir Capel's reckless
-laugh, he realised that Angel, his wife, was not jesting,
-but in deadly earnest.</p>
-
-<p>Then he asked himself angrily if it was not
-enough to have all the strain of this unique and imminent
-catastrophe laid upon his shoulders, and to
-have to make arrangements for the feeding and
-shelter of about fifty fellow-workers, but to be saddled
-now, at the eleventh hour, with three useless
-sightseers? Indeed, the general was not a mere
-placid spectator, he was a most malignant critic, who
-wrote his own impressions to the papers, both local
-and otherwise. That evening, at dinner, eleven
-souls were crammed round the little dâk bungalow
-tables, two joined together, and even in this place,
-on the confines of civilisation, Angel was compelled
-to respect the order of "precedence"—the general
-sat next her—as his right—and Lola was placed at
-her host's right hand.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Philip, we have made ourselves so comfy,"
-she remarked, playfully; "I am afraid we have invaded
-you, but there are those two unoccupied huts
-going a-begging."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 361]</span></p>
-
-<p>"Those huts are condemned, and you must turn
-out of them to-morrow," he said shortly.</p>
-
-<p>"Pray why?" with a little defiant laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"Merely because they are unsafe."</p>
-
-<p>"So <i>you</i> think. General Bothwell holds the opposite
-opinion. What an alarmist you are."</p>
-
-<p>"No, I merely know my business, and I am responsible
-for your lives."</p>
-
-<p>"Supposing I elect to stay?" she said with an indolent
-smile.</p>
-
-<p>"I hope you will not, as I should be compelled to
-have you carried away by force, the same as a fakir,
-who established himself in his old cave. He has
-twice returned, and twice been ignominously removed."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps the third time will be the charm?" she
-said gaily.</p>
-
-<p>"The third time will be his death. The lake will
-not last more than thirty-six hours."</p>
-
-<p>"Then we are just in the nick of time to see what
-Sir Capel calls the great water shoot."</p>
-
-<p>"I doubt if you will see much; I believe the dam
-will go at night."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, how depressing you are! When we have
-come all this distance in order to see the sight and,
-as the guide books say, any other objects of interest!
-What do you do of an evening?" she inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"We go to bed early, we are mostly dog tired;
-sometimes we have songs. Angel has a mandoline,
-Brady has a voice, and occasionally we have a round
-game of cards."</p>
-
-<p>"Cards!" and her eyes glittered, "oh, do let us
-have a round game to-night."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 362]</span></p>
-
-<p>Mr. Brady figuratively leapt at the proposal, so
-did Mr. Jones and Sir Capel; Angel was obliged to
-join as hostess, and brought out cards and counters,
-but they only played for half anna—<i>i.e.</i>, half-penny—points,
-and by ten o'clock the lights had been extinguished,
-the company had dispersed, led by Mrs.
-Waldershare—<i>vingt-et-un</i> at half-penny points!
-The game was a waste of time, and in no sense
-worth the candle.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The windows of heaven had opened; there had
-been torrents of rain during the night, now subsided
-to a thick penetrating mist; but there was a
-sort of tension in the atmosphere, as if in preparation
-or expectation of some awful revelation of nature.
-The general and Mrs. Waldershare, in spite
-of the former's furious remonstrances, and her
-pathetic appeals, had been driven out of their temporary
-shelter; she, to share Angel's quarters, and
-he, to grumble in a leaky tent.</p>
-
-<p>"Gascoigne was incompetent, grossly ignorant,
-and pig-headed." These were a few of General
-Bothwell's growls. He had arrived on the scene, as
-special, uninvited correspondent, and hoped to make
-a good deal of fun and some money out of the affair.
-Indeed he had already drafted a terrible indictment
-of the engineer officer in charge. The thought of
-this deadly document afforded him warm comfort,
-when he was face to face with Gascoigne's cold iron
-will, which refused to relax one inch of authority.</p>
-
-<p>General Bothwell scoffed at all precautions, he
-was a severely trying guest. His jibes, suggestions,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 363]</span>
-
-and opinions, were as maddening as the stings of a
-swarm of hornets to a man whose hands are tied.</p>
-
-<p>About midday, a telegram from the station was
-sent all down the line "Clear, lake overtopped."
-Telegrams now came incessantly to the inspection
-house, only a mile below the station, and everyone
-was aware that the great event was imminent. At
-two o'clock in the afternoon the wire said, "Dam
-cutting back rapidly." At five o'clock, "A heavy
-rush of water has passed over dam. Lake has fallen
-twenty feet." Half-an-hour later, "Lake has fallen
-thirty feet." So far all seemed to be going well.
-The flood was passing away slowly, but steadily; at
-this rate, it would keep to the bed of the river, and
-not rise more than twenty feet, and if the dam was
-not further breached there would be no great flood!
-General Bothwell was boisterously jubilant, most
-disagreeably triumphant, the long prepared for
-affair had ended in smoke after all; nothing could be
-seen with the heavy rain and mist, but the lake had
-commenced falling, and there was no Niagara—no
-catastrophe.</p>
-
-<p>At seven o'clock the company, clad in mackintoshes,
-flocked in to dinner; only two were absent,
-Mr. Brady and Mr. Hichens.</p>
-
-<p>Lola, who had been lying on Angel's bed reading
-a novel, appeared yawning, with somewhat dishevelled
-hair and sleepy eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"So the great affair has fizzled out," she remarked,
-"and the mist is so dense nothing can be
-seen. How boring!"</p>
-
-<p>The general appeared a little later. He had
-dropped a rupee in his tent, and could not find it.
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 364]</span>
-
-He was singularly fond of money—if it had been
-a copper coin he would have kept the company waiting
-all the same.</p>
-
-<p>The dinner had commenced—indeed, it was half
-over—when there was a shout outside, the usual
-stentorian cry of the telegraph boy, "Tal agiar, tal
-agiar!" and a long message was handed to Gascoigne.
-He read it, and with a hasty apology hurried
-out; but he returned in a moment to say:</p>
-
-<p>"The lake will escape in an hour. I'm going up
-to the dam now."</p>
-
-<p>"But I thought it was <i>we</i> who were to escape—not
-the lake," sneered Lola, reaching for the salt.
-She paused, saltspoon in hand, and gave a sharp exclamation.
-"My luck is gone—oh, I've lost my
-luck!" and the face she turned to Angel was as white
-as a sheet.</p>
-
-<p>"Why, what do you mean? What is it?"</p>
-
-<p>"A little charm I always wear on my bangle. I
-would not lose it for anything in the whole world.
-Oh, I shall never be happy until I find it."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps it is in my hut," suggested Angel.
-"When did you last see it?"</p>
-
-<p>"This morning, when I was turning out of that
-other cabin—which now seems to have been so unnecessary.
-Oh, I would not lose my lucky charm
-for a thousand pounds."</p>
-
-<p>"I daresay we shall find it. I'll help you as soon
-as you have finished. We will get a big hurricane
-lantern, and search everywhere. Is it very valuable—and
-what is it like?"</p>
-
-<p>"It has brought me no end of fortune," said
-Lola, rising as she spoke. "I must, and will find
-it—though it is only a little diamond skull."</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 365]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XXXIX">CHAPTER XXXIX<br /><br />
-<span class="small">TO DIE WITH YOU</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> search in Angel's hut proved fruitless, although
-the dhurries were taken up, and the ayah
-passed her slim nervous hand over every inch of
-the floor, whilst her mistress held aloft the lantern,
-and Mrs. Waldershare—otherwise passive—poured
-forth passionate lamentations.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm certain I lost it in the lower hut," she
-announced, with a catch in her breath. "Give me
-the light, and I will go and look for it myself—I can
-never rest until it is found."</p>
-
-<p>"But the lake," objected Angel. "There may be
-great risk. Philip says it will come down in an
-hour."</p>
-
-<p>"Bah! I am not afraid," rejoined Lola, with
-profound scorn. "Those huts are well above
-water-mark, and it is only eight o'clock. I shall
-not be more than a few minutes; but I don't know
-the path in the dark. Ayah, you come, and I will
-give you five rupees."</p>
-
-<p>In reply to this appeal and bribe, the ayah shook
-her head, and said:</p>
-
-<p>"No, no, mem sahib—that not good—plenty
-water soon—soon coming."</p>
-
-<p>"Then I'll have to go alone—for go I will," she
-announced excitedly.</p>
-
-<p>"I can show you the way," said Angel, putting
-on her waterproof, and taking the lantern; "we can
-be there and back in twenty minutes, if we hurry."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"> id="Page_366"[Pg 366]</span></p>
-
-<p>In another instant the ladies had disappeared
-into the darkness, Angel in advance, carrying the
-hurricane lantern. There was a heavy, dazzling
-mist, through which they could barely discern
-great lights flaming at the posts all the way down
-the valley (to mark the danger limit). These, in
-the darkness, twinkled like a street of stars, and
-how the lake growled within its prison, with the
-savage snarling of some wild beast straining at its
-leash.</p>
-
-<p>"Where are you off to?" asked the general, as
-the couple hurried by the mess verandah, in which
-he stood endeavouring to light his pipe.</p>
-
-<p>"To the lower hut to search for an ornament,"
-promptly answered Mrs. Waldershare.</p>
-
-<p>"Plucky woman! But I don't think you run
-any risk, beyond breaking your necks in the dark.
-I shall come and look after you, as soon as I have
-started this pipe."</p>
-
-<p>On their way to the hut, the couple encountered
-Mr. Brady—that is to say, he met Mrs. Waldershare,
-for Angel was already half-way down the
-path, her feet winged by some indescribable presentiment.</p>
-
-<p>"Hallo, I say! what are you doing here?" he
-panted, for he had been running fast.</p>
-
-<p>"Only going to the hut for a moment to look
-for something I have lost."</p>
-
-<p>"For God's sake, don't," he cried. "Better lose
-what ever it is, than your life—mind you, I warn
-you that the dam can only hold another ten
-minutes."</p>
-
-<p>He had an important message to deliver, and
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 367]</span>
-
-could not delay, although probably he would have
-done so had he dreamt that Mrs. Gascoigne was
-already standing on dangerous ground. Lola
-smiled to herself as she hurried downwards. What
-a fright they were all in. Lose her life! There
-was no fear of that; and she would risk a good deal
-to find her little diamond skull—her fetish.</p>
-
-<p>In five minutes' time Mrs. Waldershare was on
-her knees going over the floor of the hut, ayah-fashion,
-with her bare hands; her hair had come
-adrift, and fell in one great coil on her shoulders.
-Her companion held the light a little way above
-the searcher's head. At last, after considerable
-delay, Lola lifted her head.</p>
-
-<p>"Here it is," she cried, with an audible sob of
-relief, raising herself in a kneeling position; "see,
-the ring is broken. A fortune-teller told me that
-my star would be in the ascendant as long as I
-had the skull. Now I have found it, I am happy.
-What luck! What," she repeated, in another and
-a sharper key, as the hut rocked violently, and the
-rest of the sentence was drowned in a long, loud,
-shattering crash.</p>
-
-<p>There was a peal of thunder, reverberating far
-among the mountains—the roar of the lake released
-from bondage, rushing headlong to devastate
-the country.</p>
-
-<p>"The dam—it is gone!" cried Angel, as the
-sound died away. "There is not a second to lose;
-we must fly. Come," and she flung open the door.
-As she did so the hut reeled over, and a wave of
-cold water splashed across the threshold. Outside,
-the drizzle, as illuminated by the lantern, was impregnated
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 368]</span>
-
-with thick red dust, which spread over
-an area of ten miles. Lola was still on her knees,
-as if turned to stone, apparently paralysed with
-horror. The flood was rising in the room, and the
-hut shivered and trembled like some live thing.
-"Come, Lola, you must make a dash for your life,"
-urged Angel, placing the lamp in the window,
-and reaching out to help her to rise. "Every
-moment it is getting worse."</p>
-
-<p>As Lola staggered to her feet, a wave half filled
-the hut, and she seemed to lose her reason, and
-broke into a shrill, wild, unbroken scream—it was
-hardly like the human voice—minute after minute
-it continued, and every minute it became wilder
-and more piercing. Suddenly Gascoigne stood in
-the doorway. He had returned from the dam,
-only to learn, to his horror, that his wife and Mrs.
-Waldershare had gone down to the condemned
-quarters.</p>
-
-<p>"I can only take one," he said, huskily, and his
-eyes rested on Angel.</p>
-
-<p>She was farthest away; Lola cowered between her
-and the door. Lola was crazy with terror, having
-the fear of death before her eyes, the sound of many
-waters in her ears. As she stood, in a frenzy,
-panting like some hunted creature, she was almost
-unrecognisable, transformed by her emotions. Her
-livid face, starting eyes, wet, streaming hair, belonged
-to another woman.</p>
-
-<p>"It means—death?" she questioned, with chattering
-teeth, and read the tragic answer in the man's set,
-white face. "Then take—<i>me</i>—<i>me</i>!" she shrieked,
-and she sprang on him like a leopardess, clung to
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 369]</span>
-
-his neck with locked arms, and the whole weight of
-a strongly-built, frantic, desperate woman. He was
-muscular, and in hard condition, but could he ever
-have released himself from that cruel clutch, the
-death-grip of mortal fear, the pitiless hold of the
-drowning? "Oh, Philip, you loved me first," she
-sobbed; "save me—save me—<i>me</i>."</p>
-
-<p>Angel surveyed this terrible scene with a gaze of
-wide-eyed horror. Of course he must save Lola.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, Phil," she said, coming nearer, and her
-voice was clear and decided. "Go; don't waste
-precious time. Philip, I intend to stay. Save her
-first; you can," and she faltered for a second, "come
-back."</p>
-
-<p>Angel held aloft the lantern as she spoke, and her
-husband, without a word, turned, and splashed with
-his burthen out into the black night; the water swept
-him off his feet, for one or two strokes, whilst Lola,
-who was now demented, and a dead weight, nearly
-dragged him under.</p>
-
-<p>"There is Jim Hailes. No, I'm not coming—they
-say I killed him—no, I won't die—why should I die?
-Who said I won his money? There, take it back—a
-shocking sight, they said. Don't let the Gascoignes
-hear—no, no, <i>I'm</i> not going to the funeral!"</p>
-
-<p>All this was screamed out at the pitch of her voice
-into Philip's ear, as he staggered with her up the
-hill. He toiled onwards with the strength of ten
-men, for the sake of the figure with the light in her
-hand, whom he had abandoned for this miserable
-creature—Angel, his wife. He was resolved to save
-her, or perish with her. He recalled her face of lofty
-courage—how her eyes shone in the light, as if she
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 370]</span>
-
-were inspired by the very spirit of self-sacrifice,
-whilst she held the lantern and urged him to escape—with
-Lola. As soon as the party on the hill descried
-Gascoigne, they rushed to meet him, and he
-hastily relinquished his burden, and fled down the
-hill, passing a stricken figure in a tree, whose shouts
-for help proclaimed that the General was in difficulties.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>When her husband had departed with his first love
-in his arms, Angel stood in the doorway up to her
-knees in water, holding the lantern to guide them to
-safety; then, as the flood rose higher and higher, she
-began to realise the chilly fact, that they had escaped,—and
-that she was left to face death alone.</p>
-
-<p>She endeavoured to fix her mind on the grim visitor
-who would claim her young life within the next
-few minutes, but visions of a gay seaside pier, with
-the waves lapping underneath and around, accompanied
-by the strains of the Santiago waltz, into
-her brain. The memory, under such circumstances,
-was inexpressibly awful. Was she to pass away
-with the sound of dance music in her ears—here
-among the turbulent black waters of a runaway lake
-in the heart of the Himalayas? Well, at least, she
-had given herself for Lola—her life for that of another.
-The thought soothed her, and comforted her
-heart, and Philip would never forget her—sacrifice;
-she would live for ever, enshrined in his memory; to
-attain this was—her recompense.</p>
-
-<p>The hut was above the strong mud-current, otherwise
-it would have been immediately overwhelmed
-and carried away by the first rush of the torrent; but,
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 371]</span>
-
-as it was, it still clung to its foundations, although
-the water scoured enormous holes in the floor. Angel
-had climbed up into the window-seat, where she
-crouched with her lantern, and endeavoured to pray.
-How her heart plunged at each lurch the building
-gave; the water was now half-way up the wall, and
-the end might come at any moment. The hut would
-soon be swept away, then Philip would see her light
-floating down on the wild flood, and be sorry when
-it went out. Oh, he would know what <i>that</i> meant!</p>
-
-<p>At this moment the door burst open, and Philip
-himself half swam, half waded in. Yes, he had come
-back for her; she was desperately glad, and yet it
-meant two lives, instead of one! He was exhausted,
-and almost breathless, as he made his way over to
-her, and gasped out:</p>
-
-<p>"We have just one chance, Angel—the roof; you
-trust yourself to me."</p>
-
-<p>She nodded—for she could not speak.</p>
-
-<p>"We will have to go outside, and there is no time
-to spare." As he spoke he lifted her down, and
-guided her through water, now shoulder deep. Then
-he swung himself up by the door, took the lantern
-from her, and drew her on the roof beside him.
-When this feat was accomplished he gave a sigh of
-relief.</p>
-
-<p>"The hut is bound to go," he exclaimed; "if it
-capsizes don't grab hold of me. I'll manage to keep
-you afloat. I know you have a stout heart, Angel.
-We are luckily in a sort of backwater, and will only
-catch the edge of the flood. We may be carried
-along and caught in some trees lower down—that's
-just our one chance."</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 372]</span></p>
-
-<p>The hut, which had been rocking and shivering as
-if about to take some desperate plunge, suddenly
-staggered, gave a wild lurch, and went more than
-half under water.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, this must be the end, now we die," said Angel,
-clinging to Philip. But no, the stout wooden
-structure righted itself, spun round, and slowly embarked
-on the breast of the wild, dark current. What
-a sight it was, the roaring volume of ungovernable
-water racing furiously through the valley, and carrying
-with it, besides whole trees and logs and
-branches, the frail raft on which these two human
-beings clung together, with the hurricane lantern
-between them. The channel was in a condition
-resembling a storm at sea, and more than once the
-couple were nearly washed off the roof by the waves
-that broke over it. The night was as black as a
-wolf's mouth.</p>
-
-<p>At first they maintained an unbroken silence as
-they were hurried to what they both believed to be
-their death. Gascoigne, his arm around Angel, held
-her closely to him. Then at last he spoke:</p>
-
-<p>"Why did you go down to the hut, Angel?"</p>
-
-<p>"For Lola, to show her the way—she had lost
-something—I thought there was time."</p>
-
-<p>"But Brady had warned her, and—tell me why
-you stood back and implored me to take her first?"</p>
-
-<p>"Because—it had to be—one or the other," she
-stammered. "I knew that you loved her—I only—stood
-between you. You had escaped—oh, <i>why</i> did
-you come back?" and she gave a little sob.</p>
-
-<p>"Because I love you, Angel. Surely you know
-that?" and he drew her still closer to him. "I don't
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 373]</span>
-
-say much—not half enough—I seem cold, but I feel
-deeply. It is late in the day to tell you that now! It
-is true that a man has two soul sides—one to face
-the world,—another to show the woman he loves—you
-have scarcely seen—your—side—but I swear by
-the God before whom we may appear in another
-moment—that I would rather die with you, than live
-with Lola."</p>
-
-<p>Angel bent her head upon his shoulder. The long
-pent-up tide of her misgivings and misery broke
-loose, and she wept from a mixture of rapture and
-grief. Alas! death was now doubly bitter; it meant
-shipwreck in sight of the haven.</p>
-
-<p>The flood travelled with great force and extraordinary
-velocity; in less than ten minutes the roof
-was being dizzily whirled through a mountainous
-gorge, and the branches of huge trees seemed extended
-like arms, to bar its way and snatch it from
-its fate. By one hoary old oak the hut became momentarily
-entangled; the opportunity, the <i>one</i>
-chance, had come. Gascoigne, who had tied the lantern
-to his arm, and fastened Angel's mackintosh
-round her waist and to his belt, now sprang for his
-life, for both their lives, caught the branch, and
-swung safely into the tree. But not a moment too
-soon; the raft was already under weigh, rapidly
-moving off, to be presently dashed to pieces among
-the narrow, rocky gorges of the Alakanda valley.</p>
-
-<p>The tree, an old evergreen oak, was not a particularly
-safe asylum with the hungry dark tide
-surging below, eager to swallow the refugees, but a
-rescue party was approaching.</p>
-
-<p>When Sir Capel and Mr. Brady had hurried down
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 374]</span>
-
-to where the hut had been, there was nothing to be
-seen but a racing tide of whirling black water covered
-with blocks of solid foam: the hut was gone.
-But what was that twinkling on the flood? a light far
-ahead—not a boat—what boat could live in that mad
-current?</p>
-
-<p>"They are on the roof," yelled Mr. Brady, "and
-they may be caught in the trees two miles down.
-Come on, come on," and, setting an example, he
-started away at a run, followed by Sir Capel and
-half-a-dozen others. Thanks to their timely assistance,
-in less than an hour the two who had so narrowly
-escaped the great flood were brought into
-camp, wet, benumbed, and exhausted, but profoundly
-thankful for their deliverance.</p>
-<hr class="chap " />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-<p><span class="pagenum">[Pg 375]</span></p>
-
-<h2 class="nobreak" id="CHAPTER_XL">CHAPTER XL<br /><br />
-<span class="small">THE INTRUDER</span></h2>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">The</span> great Chamoli landslip thus fulfilled its
-threat; the long-expected catastrophe had come, and
-gone. The lake had fallen five hundred feet in two
-hours, and worked the anticipated havoc over a large
-tract of country; enormous masses of trees and débris
-came down with the flood, bridges were carried
-away, and also many miles of roads. Of three
-native towns, and several villages, not a vestige remained.
-The passage of so large a volume of water
-through one hundred and fifty miles of valley, in the
-darkest hour of the night, unattended by the loss of
-a single life, was attributed to the services rendered
-by the temporary telegraph line, and the excellent
-work accomplished by Colonel Gascoigne, who received
-the thanks and congratulations of the
-Viceroy.</p>
-
-<p>The only individual who suffered personally from
-the effect of the inundation was the once irresistible
-Lola Waldershare. For some months after the
-disaster she remained with the Gascoignes, a helpless
-imbecile, and ultimately returned to England under
-the charge of a hospital nurse, a mental and physical
-wreck.</p>
-
-<p>The general and Sir Capel left Garhwal with a
-revised opinion of themselves, and other people. To
-the younger man, the trip afforded a magnificent experience.
-He had been brought into touch with
-
-<span class="pagenum">[Pg 376]</span>
-
-Nature at her grandest, with human unselfishness,
-and heroic courage.</p>
-
-<p>General Bothwell's nerves were shattered by his
-adventure during the flood, and he who had come
-to crow departed, figuratively, draggle-tailed and
-crestfallen. His carefully indited letters were never
-despatched to the press, as his prognostications had
-been stultified; and he returned to Chotah-Bilat in a
-condition of collapse, a silent and much wiser man.
-Doubtless, by-and-by he will recover his poise, and
-brag and bore and browbeat as mercilessly as ever.</p>
-
-<p>Donald Gordon died suddenly of heat apoplexy in
-the Red Sea, and the story of the loves of Shireen
-and Ferhad is lost to the reading world. It is unlikely
-that his widow will marry—her life is dedicated
-to others and to good works, and her self-imposed
-penance has apparently no end. She is
-godmother to Angel's infant, and as she placed her
-in the arms of Padre Eliot at the font pronounced
-her name to be Elinor.</p>
-
-<p>Sam and John flourish, as they deserve. The sole
-drawback to their domestic comfort is the baby.
-Between themselves—though never to other dogs—they
-stigmatize her as an intruder and a nuisance.
-To impart the truth, they are unaffectedly jealous.</p>
-
-<p>However, as Sam has more than once been
-discovered reposing in the child's cot, and John
-accompanies the perambulator, and condescends to
-accept sponge-cakes and rusks, she may yet be acknowledged
-by her four-footed rivals, and all will
-be well.</p>
-
-<hr class="full" />
-
-<div class="chapter">
-
-<div class="transnote">
-
-<p><span class="smcap">Transcriber's Notes.</span></p>
-
-<p>1. Obvious punctuation errors repaired.</p>
-
-<p>2. Line 6601 Page 173: "We never heard that Major Gascoigne had a
-ward," remarked Miss Brewer, trenchantly.<br />
-
-<span class="indent2">'Miss Brewer' changed to 'Miss Ball'. Just three paragraphs earlier
-Mr. Gasgoyne referred to the "THREE" ladies.</span><br />
-<span class="indent2">Only three ladies were present;
-Mrs. Flant, her sister Miss Ball and Angela.</span></p>
-</div>
-</div>
-
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